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You Tell Me What You Think
Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality PASS IT ON TO EVERYONE YOU CONSIDER A FRIEND OR WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AS A FRIEND SEE HOW MANY TIMES YOU GET IT BACK send to 10 ppl u love or friends u never wanna lose ♥ ~Kisses~ ♥

Condom Slogans
Cover your stump before you hump. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker. Don't be silly, protect your willy. When in doubt, shroud your spout. Don't be a loner, cover your boner. Before you attack her, wrap your wrapper. You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong. If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey. If you slip between her thighs, condomize. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter. She won't get sick, if you wrap your dick. If you go into heat, package your meat. While your undressing venus, dress up your penis. When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse. Especially in December, gift wrap your member. Never ever deck her, with an unwraped pecker. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool. The right selection, is to protect your erection. Wrap it in foil, before checking her oil. A crank with armor, will never harm her. If you really love her, wear a cover. Don't make a mistake! Muzzle y

My Thoughts Turn To You!!
This is something that came out of me. First thing I want to say is this has nothing to do with Weasle or Phoenix,I love you both and I'm truely happy that You guys have each other. Second this Is mainly for four people who have touched me in ways I never thought I could be touched. Third and last I will not answer any ? about this blog ,take it as it is meant to be taken,my way of leting my feelings out for the people who have keep me from slipping into the darkness with their light. Thats all I got to say about this blog. Here it is my time . Once again my thoughts turn to you. I find myself thinking of the talks we've had. The feelings that we shared. My thoughts turn to you. I wonder what your laugh sounds like. I wonder what your skin feels like. I wonder what your kisses taste like. My thoughts turn to you. I wonder how your body feels. I wonder how your heart races. I wonder how your bites feel. My thoughts turn to you. Your thought

Beware Tiajuana, Mexico. Nasty Cops..
They pulled us over in our rental car for tinted windows. $450 and an hour and a half later they let us go, only to have another "cop" pull us over again for the same reason. I guess that is what you get with income disparity and as spring breakers we should have expected it. Just a warning before you decide to travel in a car south of the border: Assume you WILL BE PULLED OVER by "cops". Travel in a rental car, not your own so they can't easily confiscate it. Have full documentation ready, including mexican insurance. Don't have tinted windows. Make sure you can access at least 3000 pesos or more, depending on how deep they have you in for. Don't worry, the "cops" will let you know exactly were the nearest ATM is while they hold your car and friends. Don't drive at night as you don't want to withdraw bribe money from an ATM in the shadows. Don't drive after drinking any amount of alcohol or be in possession of anything remotely illegal, including viagra without prescription.

Mythological Creature
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Angel84%Demon83%Mermaid75%Faerie75%WereWolf67%Dragon67%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Trial In Jasper
by Dr. William Pierce Last week they had a trial in Jasper, Texas, of 24-year-old John King, one of three White men accused of killing a Black by dragging him behind their pickup truck. The media made a real circus of the trial. Every night on the television news programs Tom Brokaw and the other network news announcers reminded us with a grim face and a sober tone about the gruesome nature of the killing. Over and over again they showed us the chain which had been used to drag the Black. They showed us the asphalt road along which he was dragged, with painted circles on the road wherever the police had found blood. And they told us what an awful White racist John King was. They showed us his tattoos. They told us that he was a petty criminal who had been in prison. They read us some of the letters he had written expressing his dislike for Blacks. And the media people really rubbed all of this in hard -- "White racist, gruesome killing, Black victim, hate crime, evil Whites, good Bl

Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Blind Folds92%Biting83%Blood83%Whips67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Wot Killer
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw90%Pinhead85%Leatherface70%Candyman70%Freddy Krueger60%Hannibal Lecter55%Buffalo Bill55%Jason Voorhees40%Captain Spaulding40%Michael Myers35%

The Women Who Love And The Bitches That Steal Other Womens Men
YA KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF SKANKS ON CHERRY TAP WHO THINK THAT THEY CAN COME BETWEEN COUPLES ON CHERRY TAP YA KNOW THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF IS THAT YOU GET GOOD HONEST WOMEN WHO FALL IN LOVE WITH THESE DAWGS AN WANNA BE PLAYAS ON CT AND THEN THEY TRY TO PLAY IT OFF AS IF THEY WERE ONLY TALKING TO THE OTHER WOMAN RIGHT YOU DAWGS THAT DO THIS ARE JUST PLAIN GUTTLESS AND YOU WOULDNT KNOW A GOOD WOMANS HEART OR LOVE IF IT KICKED YOU IN THE FUCKIN ASS GUYS IF YOU GOT A GIRL ON CT GROW THE FUCK UP AND QUIT BEIN PIGS AND START TREATING YOU WOMAN BETTER AN SHOWING HER THE FUCKIN RESPECT THAT SHE DESERVES EXSPECIALLY IF SHE GOES OUT OF HER WAY TO BE PLEASING AN HELPFUL AND LOVING TO YOUR DUMB FUCK RETARTDED ASS IF IT WERE ME LADIES AND YOU ARE MESSIN WITH MY MANOR SOMEONE ELSES MAN TRUST ME THE OTHER WOMAN ALWAYS FINDS OUT ABOUT SKANKS LIKE YOU AND IF I WERE IN THAT POSTION I WOULD COME STARIGHT FOR YOUR ASS AN SHOW JUST HOW A GOOD OLE ASS WHOOPIN FEELS LIKE TRUST ME OUTLAW PINK DONT TAKE ANY

Best Answers
Subject: Smart Answer THE 6 BEST SMART ASS ANSWERS OF 2006 SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." &nb sp; SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was s

A Slave Dance...
She kneels in the middle if the room her crimson and plum dancing silks complimenting her body well. Firey red hair falls into closed hazelblue eyes as her head is bowed. Soft music begins to fill the air as she slowly raises her head. Still on yeilding knees her body starts to move, rolling from narrow shoulders to a firm stomach. Slave bells accent the music as petite hands interweave in front of the girl. Well rounded hips begin to sway softly as she bows down letting the smooth tiles be felt on the silky palms of her hands. Gracefully in one swift movement she stands. Dainty feet move with subtlety as she lets the music continue to feed her body's desire to move. Her Torso moves slowly seductively in a bellydancing movement. As she turns softly her body dips down letting her hair sweep at the floor. Bringing herself up she lets her arms gracefully move out in front of her, palms up. Hazelblue eyes hold a pleading desire to please in them. Bringing her arms ba

Sfdasfasd
Okay first person to tell me they want the laptop. They can have it for 375. Im sick of dealing with idiots on ebay! Im sick of paying to list things, and THEN HAVE SCAMMERS. So if your interested message me ill even pay for shipping.

Guardian Of The Night
ACCEPT GUARDIAN OF THE NIGHT In the night of the day I was born, quite sure I wouldn`t see no tomorrow. All the days I was wasting alone, always waiting for the night without sorrows. Mister, mister, don`t you know what I am. Can`t you hear it`s always trembling in my voice? Don`t you know I`m doing all that I can, but I`m a man without any choice. Ev`ry day`s only pain for me. I don`t like the sunlight shining on my head. I`m a man that was born for the dark. Ev`ry light shines is making me feel bad. Lady, lady, put your hand on my head. Can`t you hear it`s always trembling in my voice? `Cause I`m the one who`s behaving so bad. I need those feelings for you again. Man of the dark, guardian of the night I don`t like people working all day, only working just to see next tomorrow. But they`re happy while they`re living that way. In that world I gotta beg, steal or borrow. Mister, mister, you don`t know...

Miss You
My heart aches Missing you And wanting to Scream out your name Into this vast space where we first met This place that brought us so close Is also what makes it so easy to separate To lose track of you in between casual conversations And witty quips sent racing through wire Through time and space From heart to heart Until One day you're no longer there And I have to face the truth That this really hurts And I really felt Because what we thought was just a game Became ever so real And you were what kept me smiling And hoping And now that you are not there To share Or laugh For me to cling to at the end of a long day When I need to reach out This is when I feel the ache The incredible void This hole in my heart That used to be filled by you

You Wane See Something Sexy??? Then Open This And Repost It Please
Now that i got your attention WILL YOU PLEASE HELP ME OUT ON THIS ONE i need comment bombing not 1 comment loads off then please if you want me too pay the 10 cherry bucks back i will lol So push on the picture and start bombing

Alwayz Away
Many times I have traveled, and many times I have stayed. Only the times that I was away could remind me of how I wanted to stay. In thimes of dissaray only will we seek out those that make us so afraid. Oh to stay and look at what we've been left with today! Day by day I pray that you will stay -- Jess Wess

It's Not Always Pretty Is It?
Ya know I am a lot of things . . . I am something different to each person I meet and to each person I talk with but the fact is that I am always me and that is not always a pretty thing to have to be. I will not sit here and complain abotu my life because so many others have a life so much worse than mine, but I have found some things in my life recently that I have got to change in order to make me who I am striving to be. I need to address issues in my lfie that I have let get out of hand and move to far forward without me putting a stop to them. I have been drug into situations that I am unsure of how I even got there. I must have said something, I must had made some move . . . but it needs to be rectified before I can get to where I want to be in life. There are poeple, places, and things that I need to remove, that I need to let go of, that I need to move on from. I can't grow with them and they can't grow with me. How do I move on and find happiness when I have things

Midnight Reasoning
I'm exhausted, chasing around, asking myself, why? and what do you want? Trying to find some sort of framework for my world, when it probably doesn't exist. Answers, always answers, when none are forthcoming, reasons, in a field of random. The why of the world is easy, science, logic, numbers and patterns, The why of me, my choices, that fabric is ephemera and I can let go of the threads, trust me, nobody is better at letting go than me, but when you let go of everything, you have nothing, and that is freedom, in the form of suicide. So give me something, give me anything, because I refuse faith, and reason has abandoned me, and the night is long.

What Kind Of Soul Do You Have?
What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test

New Friends And Fans
Thanks for becoming either a friend or fan today! I got overwhelmed with requests and people rating my site. I can't currently keep up and will try to get to everyone ASAP. As for my NSFW I will open it up sometime tomorrow and will send out a bulletin letting you know. I've had way to many requests to let all of you in at once. Thanks and much love! XOXO Jackie

Happy Birthday Bettie
Birthday poem. It’s a foggy night, I look at the moon and I cant see it, I start thinking of you, What do you say to someone who had many friends, Or has things in the world, Or doesn’t need you, What can you do when you think of someone, This is what I can do for you on your birthday. Promise not to do what I do, I get twinkles in my eye when I talk to you, I see your smile in my mind, I see your smile when I talk to you, I promise never to lie, Never to keep secrets, Love you forever, Happy birthday my sweet friend, I hope you have a great day. love bedrock

Denise Salon
Hi Every One On Cherry Tagz My Name Is Denise I Am The Owner Of Denise Salon I Have A Site Here An Would Like For You To Come Check It Out Let Me Kno How You Like The Pic An I Will Be Posting More Soon Thank You

Labels
I Gossip - So I Guess I’m A Bitch I Like To Get My Nails Done - So I Guess Im A Prep I Like To Dance && Shake My Ass - So I Guess I'm A Hoe I Say What's On My Mind - So I Guess I'm Ignorant I've Been Stabbed In The Back 506874523 Times - So I Guess I'm A Drama Queen I’ve Been Depressed - So I Guess I’m Emo I Wear Black - So I Guess I’m A Punk I've Looked In The Mirror && Thought I Was Beautiful - So I Guess I'm Concieted I Like To Get Wasted With My Girls - So I Guess I'm A Drunk I've Talked To Someones Boyfriend - So I Guess I'm A Slut So Throw Me A Label - You’ll Do It Anyway

A Life And Times
I know I write about sex or when I am just devistated..but I also get from my thousands of friends and fans that they really dont know me. I am nuts. Let's just start there. I grew up in a Chicago suburb. My prestigiuos family still resides there. Every one of them has one if not 2 degrees including my parents. My Mother has dual Masters and my Father has his Doctorates. You all say to yourself..how could this woman be from that type of a background? Well, i have a learning disability Dyslexia. Now it isn't as bad of a handicap as it was when I was young. Do not getme wrong, i do have an IQ of 138..and have never been mistaken as someone lacking intelligence..maybe just making poor decisions. I met my ex husband when I was 19. I was going to College and wasnot making it very well. From there i moved to the East Coast where I had discovered how well I could hide behind Alcohol and substance abuse. I also found out that some men abuse women...Physically, emotionally, spiritually, fi

The Things I Am Asked
Hey all!! I have been asked a few questions and well seeing how I am such a nice Man Raper I will answer the questions: What do I smell like...Well on a good day...the body soap I use smells like cocnut, TIGI All Sexed Up (at least I think that is what it is called) and that smells like grapefruit lemonade, my lotion is well a body butter from the Body Shop...either coconut or sweet pea. So I guess I smell fruity and flowerie. No I will not take a naked pic of my tushie NO ONE needs to see that, nor do I do open "woo woo" shots. I guess if you have any ohter questions for me let me know!!!!

Hello Everyone
Well if anyone must knowl my ex got a hold of me a few days agao. Just to brack on how good he is doing. I laughted though wen my batary died. rofl. He has not sent me my d-papers thoutgh. So that isw a bit upseting. How ever things with my bf and myself are going good. We seem to get closer with eIvery day I am here. And it is great to know as long as him and I loved eacher, our love fore eacher never wavered. I have missed all my friends from sl. I can not whate untell I get a new computer and I can go back in there. I miss all the fun I had. I had two guys there that I care abbout verry much. Andywasy that is waht has been going on.

A Woman
By the time the Lord made woman, he was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart-and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." " But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman."But you have made her so soft, Lord."

Facemelter
I once knew the dying man. His life was full of regret. His skin was the color of leprosy and mold. Years had stained permanent circles around his eyes. Gravity weighed twice as heavily on him. He felt her eyes judging even years after her death. She loved it when he feared. He loved it when she died.

What Kind Of Dragon Are You?
What kind of Dragon are you? Red DragonYou are unpredictable, loud, and very much proud. You are the toughest and everyone knows it. You have a tendancy to hoard money, jewels, and other goods. You have a bad temper and tend to let people know about it. When someone sets you off, they better know how to run, because they\'re going to need it. Take this test

Is It True?
I turn on the t.v. and what do I see.... Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing but murder and lies and deceit...Is it true? I say Is it true? I say Nothing to be happy about and nothing to smile about. Is it true? I say Is it true? I say What has it come to? What can we do? Is it true? I say, Is it true? I say. My children and grandchildren are beyond our help. Is it true? I say, is it true? I say This world we live in IS beyond our help....THIS I say is true.

Coachella Fest
Coachella Fest Line-up April 27-28-29 Indio Polo Grounds Lineup Friday, April 27th * Bjork * Interpol * the Jesus and Mary Chain * Arctic Monkeys * Jarvis Cocker * Sonic Youth * Faithless * DJ Shadow * Peeping Tom * Brazilian Girls * Peaches * Felix Da Housecat * Rufus Wainwright * Stephen Marley featuring Jr. Gong * Nickel Creek * Digitalism * Tokyo Police Club * Comedians of Comedy * El-P * Julieta Venegas * Of Montreal * Gogol Bordello * Benny Benassi * Circa Survive * Silversun Pickups * Gillian Welch * Tilly and the Wall * David Guetta * Amy Winehouse * Noisettes * Evil Nine * Bus Driver * Brother Ali Saturday, April 28th * Red Hot Chili Peppers * the Arcade Fire * Tiesto * the Decemberists * the Good, The Bad and The Queen * Travis * Kings of Leon * Gotan Proj

Pork Carnitas Frittata
Pork Carnitas Frittata We've sampled frittatas far and wide, and this Mexican version is right at the top of our list. The combination of savory pork, sweet onions, sharp cheddar and refreshing cilantro is just irresistible. Credit: Nancy's Cookbooks Inc. Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 1/2 cups pork roast or chops, cooked (leftover works great), sliced thin in 1-by-1/2-inch strips * 4 tablespoons onion, chopped and divided * 1 teaspoon bottled fresh minced garlic or 2 cloves fresh garlic, minced * 3 tablespoons butter, divided * 2 teaspoons fresh lime juice * 12 large eggs * 3/4 cup water * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/2 cup shredded cheddar cheese * 1/4 cup cilantro leaves, chopped * 1/3 cup fresh tomatoes, seeded and chopped Directions: Saute pork, 3 tablespoons onions and garlic in 2 tablespoons butter in small skillet over low heat. Saute till onion is soft, about 3 to 4 minutes. Add lime juice and remove from hea

Quiet
I walk into the building with a package in hand Rage Against The Machine keeps playing in my head I tell myself it will be over so quick I can't deal with these government pricks Soon it will be quiet All will be silenced Rage against the machine Rage against the machine As I leave there is a knowing smile I hurry to try and get in that mile Boom All is quiet Rage Against the Machine Rage Against the Machine

.smurf.balls.
k so while in the kitchen cleaning the ice cream out of my cleavage...i realised something why i dont like blueberries. and its simple. and strange all at the same time i dont like blueberries...because...if smurfs had genitalia...thats what they would look like...and theres no way im putting anything in my mouth that could have been removed from a little blue guy which also happens to explode in the mouth when bitten...the connotations of that are just...sometthing im not willing to think about further. i now return to my own retardination...which seems to be coming in bouts...which last longer n longer...but thats ok...cuz i dig it. and that is all

Time To Say Goodbye..please Read This All Of It.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com WOW, i cannot believe im actually doing this. I have met so many cool ppl here. I would love to keep in touch with many of you. But I am a single mom and student with 2 jobs. I am sticking to my main priorities. I have applied to the John Hopkins Medical School in MD, and I am moving there. Although I will miss you all very very much I want to thank all of my military friends and family you all are absolutely the best, and I will always remember you. To my Firefighting brothers and sisters, wow please keep in touch, you are also my heroes. Feel free to drop me a line or add me as a buddy to your YIM or MSN; My YIM: NIGHT_ANGEL15666@YAHOO.COM MSN: SAVANNAH_N_ASHTYN2004@HOTMAIL.COM Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com PLEASE REMEMBER ME (1999)Add a video to your site WebratsMusic.com: Music Video CodesMyspaceUpdates Sexy & Romantic glit

Another Poem
Feed my dreams and show me the truth behind those eyes i'll show you how i finish my words when i spit them and bring these other mother fuckers to a stand still I drop it down truthfuly n straight to ur face i don't go around the lines so yall can get a taste of how i'm feelin on the inside out there ain't no dought that how i bring it it will make ya jaw drop..watch as my fingers snap *snap clap clap snap*i'm bringin it back to that fuckin beat the one that'll make ya sit back in ya seat let me see ya nod ya head to this beat (chours)I can't go on with this i'm feelin way to pissed my brain is in a tie and all i wanna do is fly All this time i called you friend mother fucker you seid you'd be there till the fuckin end where you at now? yea i see ya with my old girl hit it up like i ain't even here what did my mom drink windex?am i clear? am i even fuckin here..alive..breathin shit yea i am and mother fucker we through you turn ya back on me and ste

Hahahaha Loser
user: RATTPACK9s ------------------------------------- yay!!! my first online bully. hahahaha. rather exciting and amusing really, downrating my pics and then blocking me like it actually means something. what should i do to celebrate? To finally know what it's like to have some dickhead behind a computer screen thinking what he does matters? hmmm...gonna put some thought into this one....

Oh, How Droll.
What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Undying Artist. Moody, erratic, and empassioned, you find art in the darkness. You cultivate dark beauty and dark artists to surround yourself and drink of the song in their blood.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Skillz To Spill And A Will To Drill
I fucked up and didn’t make it back So like a general I guide the attack Sit back and enjoy the spectacle of my pain bath Standing up straight as I whip a belt across my back Passing across ribs and over shoulders, leaving buckle scratches Into my left pectoral muscle I drive a thumb-tack There’s a slight trickle of blood as I pull it out Three strips of duct tape lined along my fuzzy torso It’s not too bad if you do it quickly so I’m sure to move really slowly Bamboo shoot that I break in half and crash against my thighs and ass The sting is intense; it makes me giggle and laugh I’m shaking from head to toe, but I’m so relaxed Is that enough punishment? Would you like a new show? The simple mention of it makes me bite my tongue so hard it flows Lie on my side and impale until I choke Tighten as I wail and moan Stare at you on the other side of the volcano Look down at me with the eyes of pure destruction Is there some other way I can offer you my penance?

Spending Time Wondering
Been spending time wondering why things are the way they are. I still have no answers so I guess I will just move on and make the best out of it all and thank the stars above for my wonderful family and my good health. Oh and alway's remember it takes a big man to cry, but an even bigger man to laugh at the big man crying!!! Think about that one it is definitely easier to understand.

I Don't Want To Be A Poet
I Don't Want to Be a Poet I'll be a Marxist, a Communist A pacifist, an anarchist, a Democrat Red, white, green or blue Whatever I can do To get in bed with you --The Bastard Fairies, Memento Mori I don't want to be a poet Just to be heard by other Poets or would-be poets At some phony Open mike poetry Readings or poetry Slams with everyone Desperate for attention-- I don't want to be a poet Just to be lost in the Nameless crowd of others Like me, analyzing my style And imagery, taking notes Of what works and what Doesn't-- I don't want to be a poet If being a poet means Being a part of some Closed and exclusive Community of those Who think they know The true meaning Of my words-- I just want to walk the Streets away from other Poets because that is What I do best when I am alone-- For poetry is a personal Business, not to be Confused with some Circus performance Or competition of who Has the most spectacular Act in the show--

Favorite Line In Proverbs
"This may be my favorite line in Proverbs: "One who gives an honest answer gives a kiss on the lips." It sounds like something my Irish grandmother would say, if only I had an Irish grandmother." THE COMPLETE BOOK OF PROVERBS By David Plotz

Freak In Bed Test--my Score Was 58 Lol
SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF THESE... A. CAR B. ON THE ROOF TOP OF A BUILDING C. PARK D. AIR PL

Do You Dare Fill It In?
Do you dare fill it in? It is so direct, Im sure many of you think I would love to fill it out but then think to your selves...my god it hits every personal thought about the person I would send it to.... For those it offends.....toss it For those who are fearless....fill it out For those who are shy....give it a try Gettin to Know You... Body: y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with h

Testin The Ride Here!
Wow, what a fun place!! I love all the cherry lovin... So many hot men and women...Thank you to all who have stopped by to comment and thanks for the adds!! Im gonna love it here once I get the hang of things. I used to live on Cherry St when I was a teen...now I wonder if that wasnt a sign. LMAO! MMuuuuaaaahhh!!!

Just Wondering.....
So I have to sit and wonder why people come look at my page but dont rate, dont add, dont fan, dont comment well yea do NOTHING!! Just erks me sometimes... wow I think Imma moody bitch tonight huh LOL well Imma take my moody ass to bed... nite

Confusion Sets In...
It's my first blog WOOHOO! Ever had a really good friendship with a member of the opposite sex that you never would've even thought about taking to another level and than oneday you found yourself looking at that person in a way you never had before? Well thats where the confusion sets in... I have this really great guy friend that I've been developing a really awesome friendship with and up until recently, hanging out with him was just that, building a really awesome friendhip with a really awesome person, and up until now I never would have thought about taking it any further than that as far as that deep emotional level is concerned. However, This last time we hung out was a little different... for me anyway. After a great night of frozen margiritas, jokes, and excellent conversation, I found myself sitting in the passenger seat of his car looking over at him and wondering... ... is it possible? I have no idea how he feels or if he's ever thought the same when he lo

Little Brag
About a week ago we recieved a letter inviting us to my sons high school for an awards ceremony. We went and he recieved and academic achievement award. I couldn't be more proud of him. I knew he could do it! Now lets see if he keeps up the good work for the next 3 years of high school.

Sawney Bean And His Family
This is the most famous “history“ of Sawney Bean – clearly derived, almost word for word, from various broadsheets that circulated in the early 18th century (the earliest one I have seen was from 1701). This one is by John Nicholson, and was originally published in 1843 in a collection entitled: “Historical and Traditional Tales Connected with the South of Scotland“. It is clearly the most famous one today. The story has been handed down since then virtually unchanged (not unusual for a piece of fiction, but highly unusual for a piece of history). Sawney Bean and his cannibal clan – a real-life historical horror? You decide. The following account, though as well attested as any historical fact can be, is almost incredible, for the monstrous and unparalleled barbarities that it relates; there being nothing that we ever heard of, with the same degree of certainty, that may be compared with it, or that shews how far a brutal temper, untamed by education, and knowledge of the worl

Thanks Everybody!
i'm new to the community, so thanks all for the views and the nice ratings! when i figure out just exactly what i'm doin, i'll be sure to do the same :D. also i'll continue to add pic of all my fav sessy ladies to the folder you all seem to love.:p have a great one and thanks again!! xox's -meekie

Photo Taggers!!
Fuckin hate loggin on and findin that some moron who dont like my lifestyle has the fuckin nerve to tagg my photos like their fuckin bad or somthing it makes me sick if you dont like get the fuck out and dont look asshole!! dont hate cuz you cant partake you fuckin nark thats the only thing i dont get if you dont like dont look what the fuck and i hope you fuckin NARKS hate this too you fucks!!!

The Vampire Of Düsseldorf
Peter Kürten was well named "The Vampire of Düsseldorf" - a madman whose blood lust inspired the classic Fritz Lang film "M". But his own reign of terror was no work of fiction. Peter Kürten is, for my money, the most frightening human monster I have yet run across in my research into serial killers. Born in May of 1883 in Cologne-Mulheim, Kürten began his career of murder when he was five years old by drowning two of his playmates while rafting. From then on, until his death by execution in 1931, Kürten intermittently carried on a campaign of rape, murder, cannibalism and bestiality. Kürten has the distinction of being the first serial killer to be interviewed in depth by a psychiatrist. Because of this, his early life is known, and it goes a long way to confirming the current thinking that serial killers are created by abuse; physical, sexual and/or verbal. To say that Kürten grew up in an abusive atmosphere is to be guilty of the grossest understatement. One of thirteen ch

Feeling Kinda Poetic...
In the beginning I was steady and unwavering. Feet planted firmly in a world of grotesque realities, I tried not to feel, having felt too much in the past, having been wounded and damaged, and left alone to forage through a life that had been stripped of any significant meaning. Slowly I began to make my way down dimly lit paths. I could see lights on the horizon that never seemed to get any closer. No matter which road I followed; no matter how swift my steps, they remained but a distant beacon of hope. A hope that always fell just beyond my reach. Along these same paths, there were moments... when shadows faded and the sun kissed my face; but the clouds never failed to roll back in and draw their gloomy veil over happier times. One day, quite unexpectedly, a glistening ray began to cascade down. I was motionless, attempting strength and teatering on the uneasy. The light drew nearer, slowly, peacefully, and without malice. Frieghtend, yet hopeful, I did not

Vlad
Vlad Dracula – now popularly known as Vlad Tepes – Vlad The Impaler – was an inspiration for Bram Stoker’s undead Transylvanian. His real history, thanks to films and the enduring popularity of Stoker’s vampire novel, is becoming more and more well known. Indeed, he has recently become an icon of horror himself – of monstrous, political terror. Tainted with a strain of the supernatural thrown in as added and unnecessary baggage. But to the people of Romania, he is an epic hero - albeit a somewhat spoiled one. Vlad was born in the town of Schassburg in the Wallachia district of Romania in or about the year 1430. A dark, towering figure among his own people, he was merciless to both friend and foe alike. Like his father Vlad II, Tepes (which means "the impaler") was styled the Prince of Wallachia. When he was approximately 13 years old he and his brother were given by his father in hostage to the Turks in order to cement an alliance that would keep Vlad II on the throne of Wallachi

What Color Is Your Passion?
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure.What Color Is Your Passion?

Fading..
Funny how the greatest stimulation in talking to someone is when you don't know them, when you're learning the ins and outs, the whats and what nots. But when you run into them a second, third, fourth, fifth time... that interest level, that intrigue between one another, seems faded away...

Rip My Friend!!!!
i got word today that my friend, who was a tatto artist, and did my only tattoos, Tom, died of a drug overdose this week... RIP MY BROTHER!!! U WILL BE MISSED!!!! he had a son and a daughter, and he left them all behind to move to florida to clean up his addictions, and i guess he didnt... Tom is on the left, with the blonde hair and football jersey...

Fbi Knows About Vampires
WASHINGTON - A terrifying FBI interoffice memo reveals that the U.S. Government not only believes in vampires, but considers them a major threat to our country! The memo was leaked by an FBI staff member who came into its possession during the course of his work. The source asked that his name not be revealed. The note is written in brief, broken sentences but its meaning is chillingly clear : "Here is info you requested. 60,000 vampires currently active on America's streets. Mostly large urban areas. At least 9,000 American lives claimed so far this year. Number of deaths likely to climb as creatures are becoming bolder. We recommend begin National 'War on Vampires' immediately." FBI officials will neither confirm nor deny the information contained in the memo, but vampire expert Charles Gulton says he believes it's high time the government starts taking actions against what he and his colleagues have said for years is the most serious problem facing America. Gul

Spinning
spinning sounds like i have never heard resonate in my head. vwoom....vwoom,vwoom....air does'nt sound so i must be spinning or floating, but my feet are touching ground. make it stop so i can balance. not a soul is stirred i am alone on this ride,choking on every word i do not recall how i got this way all i know is i did'nt feel like this the other day you packed it up and left me again i am spinnig now and will until i don't know when. spinning outta control ,losing grasp. holding tight to what could never last i am slipping away into your history a memory that will darken your past please up there give me the strength... im holding on now but............................ i am spinning i am spinning too fast

Her
Breaking the stone that surrounds her heart. A future love, a brand new start. She's paid her spirit for the debts of her past. For only the hope of a love that will last. She stands tall, two children she did bear. Now there is only one to which she must care. A son to carry the on the family name. A daughter she hopes one day will find fame. She faces every day with a new found hope. The daily challenges alone she must cope. To be her strength when life becomes a burden. For her, my heart is forever certain. My arms for her are forever open. To hold and comfort when her heart broken. When she crys, wipe her tears away. For by her side is where I'll stay. © Diesel - Mark

25 Things Never To Say To A Naked Man ...
1. I’ve smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it’s cute. 3. Why don’t we just cuddle... 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It’s OK, we’ll work around it... 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. It’s a good thing you have so many other talents 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. Does it come with an air pump? 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it’ll grow. 16. So this is why you judge people on their personalities. 17. At least this won’t take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Are you cold? 23. If you get me real drunk first. 24. Is that an optical illusion? 25. What is that?

My Confessions!
[x] I'm Straight [x] I play video games. [x] Wear boxers to bed. [x]I've slept naked [x] I've thrown rocks at a girl's window.cuz i hated her [x] I've drank because I felt like it. [x] I've been in a fist fight. [x] and won. [x] My friends and I make fun of each other. [x] I have a job. [x]some girls i kno are bitches [x] I'm Cocky [x]I can dance. [x] I'd do anything for my best girl [x] I've acted like an ass on purpose. [x] I play hard to get. [x] I'm fallen for someone [x] I've honked at a guy going down the road. [x]I've hit on a girl in public. [x] I've asked a hot girl for her number that I just met [x] Sports over rules everything [x] I like death/grind/black metal. [x] I like rock music. [x] I like rap music. [x] I can't stand techno. [x] I've been suspended. [x] I've been to court. [x] I wear/have worn eyeliner because I wanted to. [x] I have piercings. [x] I am a member of FriendWise.com [x] I drink sometimes because i want too [x

Bad News
To All; Today i got thee worst news i could have ever goten i found out my grand father was dead and has been dead for 3 almost 4 months and my fucking uncle was hiding it so he could get what my grand father left me and my mother i cryed most of the day away he may have hated me but he did love me 2 and he was family and i am now the only male left with my last name i will miss him even thou he was mean but it was cause he was sick but now he is in a better place and he will never be sick again and he is with my grand mother i will miss him still i am makeing a memorial up for them both tonight and they will be posted in my blogs so if you get the chance please tell me what you think i will be makeing my grand mothers first since i do not know the day he died yet

60 Questions...boredom
1. Where did your last kiss take place? last good kiss....parking lot 2. Who knows a secret or two about you? Katie &/or K-la 4. Have you ever burned yourself? yeah it sucks 5. What's crazy to you? That my life has changed so much so quickly...and that Kevin Bacon has been in so many movies he gets his own game 6. Favorite cuss word: Fuck or shit...I say those 2 the most 7. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? I'm sure someone has said some shit somewhere but I don't care 8. Who is your hero? My Dad... 9. Would you ever want to be a model? Sure...gotta try everything once 11. Do you tell white lies? what for? Me & Katie play this lying game but its just a game 12. Where is the next party? hahaha those who need to know...know 13. Who do you want to be with right now? Oh thats easy & he knows who he is.... 15. How do you handle a break up? Depends on the situation 16. Your motivation for tomorrow? A day closer to Fri

What Every Kiss Means (repost)
Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. _______________________________________________

All Females......
to all the females out there who have been with a guy who is really a dog.... but have u ever wondered y that is??? well for example.. i met a woman and i try my hardest 2 be honest open and streght foward... this person shows intrest and begin 2 talk then all of a sudden when i show a lil intrest and treat her like a woman should all of a sudden nothin... no longer talks calls texts nothin... and girls wonder why there arent any nice, good loyale guys out there any more... we are far and few in between now days, and im starting to ask myself y??? because if i was a dog like 98% of the guys out there i would have just about any female i lusted for and wouldnt have to deal with these stupid games... if something dont change very soon.... i am goin 2 do it myself and say FUCK IT! cause i can be that way 2. for some strange reason that what the females want....... LATER

Slow Steps
Its been months of sobriety, I slipped up twice but I'm doing this for me. I'm not doing this for anyone, just for me. I decided to keep the bottle down, and push it away from me. So here I stand sober and still trying. Better then being passed out on my bed dying. Better then having my previous work not work. By now had I not changed my buddies would miss me, the next woman who'll come into my life would not have met me or kissed me. For all these reasons, and for myself, this inner demon has less of a grasp on myself. I might slip up and have a drink or two, but I refuse to suffer from heavy drinking, theres no point and no use.

Making Pranks By Jeff Hammond / Fox Sports
Making PranksBy Jeff Hammond / FOX Sports03/27/07I'm pretty excited about a new opportunity that has come my way. Lee Roy Mercer punks drivers with prank calls, and he's gotten some pretty heavy hitters, like Tony Stewart, Rusty Wallace and Dale Jarrett. I'm just really excited to be a part of his new CD, "Gone Racin'" (available in April). Plus we've got another association with him and Kenny Wallace at ScreenRacer.com. If you get a chance, go to LeeRoyMercer.com, and check him out. We're hoping that we're going to be able to get these on JeffHammond.com and eventually DWStore.com because I think race fans are going to love it. Click the link below to read the story on Foxsports.comCOT Gas 'n Go: All's well that ends well

I Write Poems
i guess now that you've always got someone around you won't need me anymore not a breathe,a word,or even a sight of me but just ta let ya know i'll be here till the end just like i seid before you might not remember or you might just not care but when you get droped i'll be here for you always and forever my mind and body are set to help ya out i'll take the pain away in anyway i can cause i'll be here till the end i spit this now and will forever just so you remember i got ur back no matter what i'm true to my words and level in my head i'd rather wined up dead then see you in this much pain it hurts me to see ya feelin like this my single breathe will be my everlasting life i'll shine my light on you and don't you cry don't you do that when i die i wanna see you and all of my other fam. smilein knowin i'm on my way to that big ol place in the mutha fukin sky yea i'm on my way to Shangri-la, i'll leave it at that cause my ass is fat and i want some food bitc

True To My Spirit
I am who I am, I make no bones,if you know me a hour , a day, a year, a century. I will be true to me. Growing in spirit , trying to live by honesty and truth. In my youth I knew not and I stumbled, but as I grew and took on wisdom ,I evolved. I know the path I want to take. My journey is not done although my time is short. I know my inner strength and I know my weakness. I will not let you destroy my faith or trust in mankind. I seek out good in people. I am not a child, I know there is evil. So I walk carefully. I try to not be fooled by the ones that have a false spirit. I must admit I have been once or twice and it hurt deeply. I believe we are not so different. That are needs are basic and very similar. We all need love like a flower in the garden needs water to flourish. We need to focus on giving and not on receiving. Although I truly believe that when we give from our heart we get back 10 fold. It is in giving that we get our greatest reward. I wish many

"just Ranting"
Perks of Life "Life is what u make it, not what is tossed at u." "At fault, never more than idiotic nonsense." "Tempers flare, tears fall, rage is beknownst to break u." "Cry for me, I'd cry for u, do u still care or did u ever?" "Hmm, innocense is a virtue, it beholds the truth, but are u willing to hear it?" "P.S. To all that read these, dont copy.....get your own minds rattling at the perks of life......and let downs.....Thanks....but hope u all like......"

Game
Steel strapped to waist; belt of utility Tools to bind, to torture, to kill, tools of perversity I am not a player; I am the game, who wants to play me? Soft, pulsating tongue-thrusts only exist behind biting teeth Break out in sweat as we break flesh and I break my back in glee Skin recedes from opposite sides of the wound, boasting its elasticity Test the theory and bounce your hands off me Crash a slap into me, I dare you, try to make me scream Bend me against your bleeding knee You best act fast because I move swiftly You won’t be able to own me unless you can catch me Although I want to be caught I don’t want to make it easy Even though I don’t want to be on top I do want you to overthrow me So step right up and test your strength Get locked inside the monster’s cage Step in the way of the brutal pace Reach out and give the rabies a taste Are you ready to have rationality pushed out of your brain? Are you ready to do your best to beat down a sturdy frame? Grab a

Daughter Protects Father Vampires Body
Guards to protect Milosevic's body from vampire hunters Slobodan Milosevic's daughter Marija Milosevic has hired security guards to protect her father's body from vampire hunters. The self-styled vampire hunters have already made one attempt at driving a wooden stake through the former dictator's heart to 'stop him returning from the dead'. Milosevic is buried in the front garden of his former home in the northern Serbian town of Pozarevac. His daughter Marija said local police had refused to act to protect the grave even though they knew it was being targeted. The vampire hunters' first attempt failed after they drove the stake into the ground without digging up the coffin, and missed the heart. Vampire hunter Miroslav Milosevic said they believed the spirit of the former dictator could return to haunt the country if the ritual was not performed. Slobodan Milosevic died on March 11, 2006, while on trial before a UN war crimes tribunal for his role in the 1990s br

Off The Top Of My Head
so you say that you imagined me in your dreams you felt me like i was there with you thats the trics of the mind things are not always what they seem to know me is to see me, to know me is to understand me, to know me is to want me so do you know me stranger or am I just a thought in a mind that I will never know maybe I imagine you, even like you are there in mind body and soul but at last they are just thoughts thoughts only we can see but will never connect because to know me is to love me, to feel me to never leave me, to hold me, and kiss me on my neck so am i your imagination or will one day in a crowded room will i feel you and you will be there not in my mind but flesh I will wait and see what happens but if we never meet thanks for the connect

Tsr Registration Certificate
Registration Certificate for 785-857-636 This is to certify that the registrant with number 785-857-636, with email address scprincess94@yahoo.com, is registered in The Slave Register as an owned slave; and that the registrant's owner is declared to be Mistress M; and that the registrant has been collared by Mistress M since the 24th day of March 2007. The registration number 785-857-636 was issued on the 4th day of November 2006. The current registration details may be inspected at 785-857-636.slaveregister.com

What You Need To Be A Buster
You can use a compass to detect major magnetic fields, but it is a very difficult process. To detect them correctly and quickly you absolutely need an EMF detector. They come in several varieties. The more expensive the more features and sensitivity. Although you can skimp with $$ on some items, you really can't skimp with an EMF detector. Invest in a good one. This featured model, from trifieldmeter.com is recognized as one of the best in the field. Not only does it operate on many different wavelengths (really making it several tools in one) but it also is designed to filter out EM fields that would be created from man-made sources. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Air Ion Detectors: [Trifieldmeter.com] Category: Advanced Air Ion Meter Priced $470 If your getting really serious about ghost hunting, EMF detection may not be enough for you. Air Ions are another bi-product of paranormal activity. It is standa

How To Ghost Hunt
The following are must have items. All inexpensive and all should be part of your ghost hunting pack. Colleagues: Don't ever investigate alone. Safety in numbers. Baby powder: We call this the drug-store motion detector. Its rare, but it can be sprinkled and used in rooms to record footprints or movement. Flashlights: Strong versions with clips that can be attached to your clothing are the best. And remember, bring several. Some may fail. You can also mute strong lights when you need less light by using thin fabric or colored cling wrap. Candles: Can all your batteries fail? Oh yeah! You can also use smoke in air tight rooms to record odd air movements. Batteries: As previously mentioned, batteries tend to drain. So take as many as you can. Chalk: Mark evidence and also mark trees and other areas where you might have ventured to help get back. If you are exploring, never contaminate an area with a mark that can't be later removed. If you have to permanently docu

Please Remind Me.....
please remind me not to do any more contest.....i really do hate them....especially bomb ones!! maybe cause i never win.....just not good at pimpin myself.....maybe i need a manager....anybody up for the job xoxo, becky

Have A Magical Day
If I ever tell youHave a Magical Day...it is my own way of telling you to fuck off....on that note...Jay, Dante, Dee and even a certain new set of people which i will update shortly...Have a Magical Day.

Cup Of Joe... Faux Pas?
Hmmmm a nice guy you think? Well he couldn't even take a joke that I said about me not liking coffee cause it stains ya teeth... welll this was his comment to me in the shoutbox.... I truly love my Leica Camera for shots like these... so sad... Get a life man and learn to joke its only the internet...

Skancrament
I said all That’s first, during and last Take a shot to the face and slam to the ass Language tending to be crass Fuck a line, I’ll take you all on en-mass Get so high I go through the ceiling Unidentifiably murdering mortal earthlings I do not like you Even if you’re not a human being Completely fucking worthless Even if you do have your uses Peon’s mind makes you think you’re doing the abusing You’re just a numbered notch on the way to the same old conclusion No excuses Band-aid solution Reaching the sublime side of the current revolution Saved by a stroke of ruthless I can taste my absolution At the end of your pollution Eyes roll back in confusion As I make my soul incision

Sexiest Bedroom Eyes Contest (last 24hours To Enter Better Hurry)
Sexiest Bedroom Eyes Contest Contest will start @ 0700 eastern on March, 29th Contest will end @ 0700 eastern on March, 11 RULES: ------ NO NSFW no down rateing most comments wins self bombing IS allowed event of a tie rates will decide the WINNER!!! PRIZES: ------ 1st place 3 day blast 2nd place 1 day blast 3rd can have a platmun cherry send me the link to the picture you want used! DJ TOKEN (Owner of CLUB INFERNO)

New Pixs Here Please Rate
Well I have added some new pixs here and C/T hope ya all like them I will be adding more as I go alone here this site has me hooked now happy to be here and some of you here are right about my space is lame as hell well hope you all are having a good eveing or a good day where ever you are pease and be cool

Atten All Friends/fans-downraters
=== 'onecrazymomma ~Third in Charge~Cowgirls/Cowboys~FFF~Wolf Pack~ Proud Member' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 11:03:26'.. > > THESE 2 PEOPLE ARE FUCKING WITH ME AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHY THEY RATED MY PICS 1'S AND 8'S!!Fairy Princess=Sign my guestbook babies!! xoxo@ CherryTAP > ericmoore@ CherryTAP > THEY HAVE ME BLOCKED, I HAVE THEM BLOCKED! WTF!! > > > (repost of original by 'onecrazymomma ~Third in Charge~Cowgirls/Cowboys~FFF~Wolf Pack~ Proud Member' on '2007-03-26 09:42:40') > (repost of original by 'jt' on '2007-03-26 10:24:46') > (repost of original by 'onecrazymomma ~Third in Charge~Cowgirls/Cowboys~FFF~Wolf Pack~ Proud Member' on '2007-03-26 10:40:57') > (repost of original by 'SourApplePunkRocker' on '2007-03-26 10:43:44')

Check This Out
Your Birthdate: October 11 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds Your power color: Emerald Your power symbol: Leaf Your power month: November What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Lonely In Cali.....
I dont understand why men got to lie and cheat on a woman who loves them with everything they got.....that happened to me a couple years back thats why I'm single now, have been for two years now.....i guess my trust in men has died a little....maybe cuz i haven't found the right one yet.......but i guess i gotta be patient.......well to all my friends and family LOVE YA.....

Candia, N.h
CANDIA, N.H. -- A person was killed in a crash early Friday morning in Candia when his car left the road and collided with a tree. Police said Serge Evangelista Jr., 24, of Raymond, N.H., was pronounced dead at the scene. Officers said Evangelista failed to negotiate a curve on Route 43 and lost control of the vehicle. No one else was in the car. Investigators said that a Candia police officer had attempted to stop Evangelista in connection with driving erratically a few minutes before the crash, but the officer ended the chase because of hazardous road conditions Route 43, also known as Deerfield Road, was closed for several hours while the crash was investigated. Plz copy and paste to see video clip of car in the tree............... http://www.wmur.com/news/11092529/detail.html

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis ? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How much deeper would the ocean be without

A Bad Day
If you have an "I hate My Job" day, try this. On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement,"Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested." Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH

Soldier Of Misfortune
Soldier of survival, I’ve been hiking for miles I’ve got my guts in my hands but I can’t look at it (that’s vital) Don’t see it; don’t recognize how bad it is Because if I pay attention to it, I may be tempted to give a shit I’ll make no progress if I worry about the danger I’m in I’ll never reach base if I try to stop and mend it If I rest I’ll be vulnerable to the circling scavengers who want to pick it I may carry the smell of exposed meat But I reject the stench of defeat March on to the merciless beat Because I’m the sole survivor of the kamikaze fleet I have to report to his majesty I don’t think he knows how messy the battle field is getting I need to offer my dwindling pulse so he may get battle ready Climb atop his savage steed and make a mockery of our enemies The days are stretching into weeks The wound is going gangrene I hope he can still lick it clean I just have to keep moving my feet

Pissed Off
hey, my friend is going through some shit right now cuz of sum bitch....if i ever find out exactly who she is theres gunna be hell to pay....My friend is one of the sweetest and kindest guys I have met in a long time and dont deserve any of this shit.....I dont know the bitch but would love to give her a piece of my mind........this ones for you baby!!!!!!!! love ya........

Case Of Mistaken Identity
Bill works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bill! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Bill. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bill if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her. She's the waitress from the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bill, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Billy. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Bill's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Bill follows and spots her getting into a c

She Is Proudly Wearing My Collar
On the night of Saturday, March 24, 2007... I presented My Collar to My princess snippy, she gracefully, smiling and with her cheecks blushing, offer her neck to her Mistress in acceptance.... It is a beautiful Silver Omega necklace, with a heart with little cristals and the matching earrings... just look beautiful on her. From that day on, the compromise took a deeper meaning... she's been Collared to Me, she is My posession, she belongs to her Mistress M, body and heart... she is My most precious possesion, she is the owner of My heart and slave of My dominion... my beautiful princess.... she is making me very happy :)

Erotic Story For Ya Pleasure
the nites are pitch black the moon ripe as full a woman half witch and half fairy with fresh pair of twin killer thighs of steel and starling eyes that dare anyone to penatrate its senses of pasion a low-key during sunlight and irresible in the nites searching for prey for uncondtional intimidation relationship fouled by a spell that becomes her stregthen in desire sexual intention and a weakness in erotic confession of wanting to be loved outside she is screaming but inside she is crying wantin to be held her pure virginity is cursed by desprate lust waiting for her long lost rescuer to retrieve and uncurse her love. each time she looks into a mans eyes her heart beats the sound of thunder having burning sexual energy giving her body in desperate measures but only one is her eyes most wanted that will cure her dying satisfaction wat she doesnt realize is that she has curses is remain in effect until sunrise unless her fulfiller responds to uncurse all

Ban Dhmo?
Ban Dihydrogen Monoxide! The Invisible Killer Dihydrogen monoxide is colorless, odorless, tasteless, and kills uncounted thousands of people every year. Most of these deaths are caused by accidental inhalation of DHMO, but the dangers of dihydrogen monoxide do not end there. Prolonged exposure to its solid form causes severe tissue damage. Symptoms of DHMO ingestion can include excessive sweating and urination, and possibly a bloated feeling, nausea, vomiting and body electrolyte imbalance. For those who have become dependent, DHMO withdrawal means certain death. Dihydrogen monoxide: is also known as hydroxyl acid, and is the major component of acid rain. contributes to the "greenhouse effect." may cause severe burns. contributes to the erosion of our natural landscape. accelerates corrosion and rusting of many metals. may cause electrical failures and decreased effectiveness of automobile brakes. has been found in excised tumors of terminal cancer patients.

Happy Birthday, Continued
I just posted a blog, but I feel the need to clarify. If you haven't read the first Happy Birthday blog, don't spoil it with this one. Just stop reading altogether. I'm afraid I didn't make it completely clear why I was so horrified (but still amused) by the whole Happy Anal Birthday gift. If you know me at all, you probably know that I'm very Pro-Anal. Not a pro AT it, but I have no qualms with the ass. I advocate ass. I could go to DC and lobby for ass. I'm therefore not at all disturbed by the assfucking in the story. Rather, I'm disturbed by the attitude she must have about anal sex. Her giving it as a "gift" indicates that she thought only HE would enjoy it. Further, it signals that she didn't really want to have her bowels explored; instead, she felt like she was doing him some great favor. And finally: What if he didn't like it? Did she give him a gift receipt? I would take that shit back and exchange it for another piece of ass, just to make a point.

Meet Me This Saturday At Exxxotica Miami!
Want to meet me? Here is your chance! I will be attending "Exxxotica Miami" this Saturday, March 31 from around 2pm-6pm. You might find me at the Hustler Booth or the Club Jenna Booth or just walking the floor! Don't be shy :) Come over and say "hi", take a photo with me, and get my autograph ;) See you there!

Beautiful Liar (just Lyrics)
(Ay) (Ay) (Ay, Nobody likes being played) Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey) He said, I'm worth it, his one desire I know things about him that you wouldn't want to read about He kissed me, his one and only (Yes) Beautiful Liar Tell me how you tolerate the things you Just found out about You never know Why are we the ones who suffer I Have to let go He won't be the one to cry (Ay) Lets not kill the Karma (Ay) Lets not start a fight (Ay) Its not worth the drama For a Beautiful Liar (Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha ha) (Oh) It's not worth our time (Oh) we can live without him Just a Beautiful Liar I trusted him but when i followed you I saw you together I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea I walked in on your love scene slow dancing You stole everything How can you say I did you wrong We'll never know [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] When the pain and heartbreaks over I have to let go

Fallen Brothers And Sisters.
"TO MY FALLEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS, MAY YOU RIDE THE WIND IN PEACE." SCOOTER BLACK COPYRIGHTED 2004. THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OF THE ROAD,IN LOVING MEMORY. DAN DAN THE MOTORCYCLE MAN POLZIN MOMMA DONNA OF THE ROADHOUSE 100. LOCAL 42 FORR SNOOKEY HINKLE LOCAL 42 FORR SKINNY KEVIN LOCAL 42 FORR COWBOY KEVIN LOCAL 24 FORR FREDDY BEAR DAVIS A BIKERS FRIEND AND CO-WORKER. MOMMA SAM LOCAL 42 FORR MAX POWELL, MY GRAND FATHER WHO RODE AN INDIAN MOTORCYCLE FROM NEPHI UTAH TO THE CHICAGO'S WORLD FAIR AND BACK. PHILLIP RAY POWELL, MY DAD WHO ALWAYS SUPPORTED MY LOVE OF MOTORCYCLES. R.I.P.

Pork Before Swine
Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn Burn Shove skin Jerk off with a fistful of worms Churn Churn Churn Churn Churn Churn Churn Turn stone Galvanize your salvaged fuck face award Stroke Stroke Stroke Stroke Stroke Stroke Stroke Choke back Open up for fellatious prayers to Christ our lord Sore Sore Sore Sore Sore Sore Sore Red and black I bled all over the basketball court More More More More More More More Well worn Face wearing the weathered marks of the unborn Floor Floor Floor Floor Floor Floor Floor Head propelled projection Gasoline soaked pantyhose Light Light Light Light Light Light Light Platinum plating Wither in the sunshine Tight Tight Tight Tight Tight Tight Tight Loose thread We’re coming apart mid-flight Hear Hear Hear Hear Hear Hear Hear A purring steer It gets louder when you bring it near your gear Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Mine Doused in slime It may not much but I am still alive Find Find Find Find Find Find Find Collapsed mine Diamond

Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right!
One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a Classroom. The teacher was going to explain Evolution to the children. The teacher asked A little boy: Tommy do you see ! the tree Outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass Outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see If you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes Later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just Doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the Boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked The boy: Tommy, do you see the tree Outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass Outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the Teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?

Never Too Grown For Potty Training!
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you > usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your > place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. > Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly > knocking down the woman leaving the stall. > You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. > The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, > no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door > hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but > quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave > if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume "The > Stance." > In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. > You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe > the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." > To take your mind off your trembli

Im A Sweet Person How Come Ppl Use And Abuse Me?
It seems like being sweet can cause major pain for a person nowadays, cause your either to nice or not nice enough. Being to sweet can cause more pain cause ppl like to take you for a ride then ditch you once they get want they wanted out of you and toss you to the curb like you were trash,. And not being to sweet can cause problems cause the person thinks you don't care enough about them but in realitiy you do but you never know how sweet or how nice you need to be in order to be loved and cared about. Life is confuseing to me maybe i'll never understand it.

What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little Boy to do her first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hersheys kiss in his Mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't", said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. Its the thing your Daddy wants from your Mommy Before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "OH MY GOD!!! SPIT IT OUT. IT'S A PIECE OF ASS!!!"

I Want This :(
-girl: i love you - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy: In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: Aye...I thought you didnt have work today... - Boy: One of my co-workers ca

Just When You Thought It Was Safe To Go Back In The Water....
Many of you know I am an emotional open book. I tried to stay clear of relationships and men who I absolutley adore...well in the lastmonth I have had issues....physical and situational. Physically everything seemed to have worked out for the best....Situational..no..I havent found a new place to live and no...I havent stopped freaking out. Well, I have emotionally shared myself with and individual recently and befriended someone else. Much to my consternation the other person was being my friend for no reason then to be a sneaky selfish bitch. I am extremely emotionally wounded at this point once again..because I am too much of a jackass to see when I am getting played. Once again..thanks for the lesson. At least this time I am in a moment of crisis and this bullshit isnt breaking me down. So everyone knows..what goes around, comes around. All and all in the end what you do will come back at your 10 fold. I will say this.....I will not get emotionally involved anymore. I am sick to d

Happy Birthday, Honey
I know this odd couple. They're both about 23, maybe 24 years old, both still in school, both pursuing the same degree. He's about 5'8", quite smart, but completely nondescript. He is an unflavored, unsalted rice cake. She's about 5'10", brilliant, and gorgeous. Perfect skin, model face, model body, long beautiful dark hair. She is a value-size pouch of PopRocks. They're engaged, and he is completely doomed. They compete against each other in school, for jobs, at play... and she beats him at everything, every time. He should just thank her for humbling him for this long and move on with his penis still intact. I heard a story about them the other day, though, that completely blew my mind. As in, it gave my brains a stellar blowjob. I came all over my own face. The inside of it, of course, but still... amazing. For his birthday, she gave him anal. As a gift. As in, Happy Birthday, unwrap my asshole. A friend told me this story, and I was shocked.

Are You Really A Good Friend?
When you call someone your friend you should always think about their fellings. You should always think about how you use them. You should ask your self you are going to be the type of friend that they want. If you don't think about these things on a regular basis, then it probably means that you aren't being a very good friend. If all you do is see fault (whether it is true of not) in your friend, then you are not a good friend. I am so sick of people using and abusing each other and then when one person is having a bad day or missing another dramatic person, they twist crap around and stab you in the back and tell you that you are no good and worthless. I hope that who reads this, thinks back and can truly say that they have never done this anyone that they ever called friend or sister or brother or whatever you like call each other. If you can say that you have never done this, then you are the type of friend that will always be remember and are the one we (the ones who have

Ladies My Roomate Finally Got Here
Ok ladies my roomate finally came around and became freshmeat. I would greatly appreciate it if you would all go and show him some love. I have been showing him all of you wonderfull ladies and he finally got his own account. His name is Eddie and he is a very good friend of mine. He can be found at ered300zx@hotmail.com. Thank all of you for being my friends and know that I love all of you. Thanks Tim

Why Can't A Guy Or Men Find It Embaressing To Show Tears In A Film In Front Of Women?
It seems to me that most men in the world can't show tears or a romance side in front of women cause its unmanly to do so, which to me is untrue cause i show it all the time and im a man ad i cry in films does that make me less of a man? answer no it don't it just shows that your a compassionate person and can show you care.

Robin's Clit
Alright, so this clit piercing thing isn't too bad. It's tender now, and itches some due to the healing... but it doesn't hurt per se, it's just that it is tender, feels like i was fucking for 10 hours... seriously, you know that post "forever long sex" clit feeling? thats what it feels like. SO it's not like KILLER bad, just not so cool... BUt it feels pretty cool too... actually it feels awesome... i'm like perma wet because of it!!! This thing is SOOOO much fun!!! But i can't have sex for 6 weeks, NOT LIKE I'M GETTING ANY ANYWAYS!!!!! It's just the point that i was told i CAN'T have sex!!! I mean, i CAN in theory, but no bodily fluid can touch me, ie saliva, semen, etc. But, still, at least 2-4 weeks so it's healed and not as painful... cuz man to touch it and play with it.... OOOWWWWW... So anyways, you all can feel sorry for me... although its not like i have a whole lot of prospect for sex... due to my recent... um, what should i call that? PROBLEMS WITH MEN!!! *lol* such i

Why Do Most Women Like Assholes?
I'm just wandering why most women like's a guy who treats them like there nothing, while all us nice guys who are sweethearts gets shafted like were a disase. I'll never understand that cause im a swwetheart and the sweetest guy out there and all the assholes out in the real world gets all the hotties and women in general.

Mmmmmm Brains
There is no light at the end of the tunnel But there is a flash at the muzzle of the barrel Gloriously self-terminate before I foul I’m covered in mold and I’m sure I’m sour It’s a ghetto noose knot but it won’t slip It’ll do the trick It may not be standardized but I’ve perfected it More movement in my peripheral vision Not just shifting shadows, they’re taking on figures I can hear them scuttling on top of the screaming whispers The king isn’t coming around as much anymore And in his place lesser gods have free roam I want to call but there is danger in sounding the horn I can’t see straight, my hands shake And pushing steel could be a mistake I may push too hard and fast A slash, to a gash, to multiple open veins Seems like a really easy escalation Release? Feed?... drained Sleeping but not resting in anyway… You know what? Fuck all of that, wipe the slate I am a zombie and I’m coming to eat your fucking brain

Ooops
So I didn't realize that the pic rating meant anything or that anyone saw the scores...so I was just flippin through and giving some random scores but if I saw something really kool I gave a 10 otherwise just a random score..I thought only 10's counted or got a notice. until I got messages from people who I scored low...OOOPS. People take this ISH soooo seriously. I really could care less if I get a 1 on my photo...lol. I don't know anyone here...they don't know me...so what's the big deal. Anyway to ya'll who are very upset...wow my bad...I had no idea it was a HUGE deal what rating your photo got.

Kitty Hospital
My kitty had to be taken to the emergency vet tonight. He has a blockage in his bladder & intestines. Going to be over $2500 to getting him feeling better. We're hoping he won't need surgery. Please say a little prayer for him. I've had Nibbler since he was 3 wks old. Tnx!

Does Everything Really Come Up Flowers In The End?
I have been trying my best to look forward but so far nothing but trouble has come my way. Here I am world im ready and willing to do what it take to succeed even if it means losing who I am at heart. I dunno what do you think?

My Background
hay everybody!! I changed my background. Let me know whatcha ya think. I took this picture when I visted my dad for the first time. With my brother and his wife lorie. It's a memory I'll never forget.

Worse Things Then Grey Hair....
Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing's, tattoos, and her tight motorcycle clothes. I know she is much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be growing it and trading it with the other people in the commune for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want.so in the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS to Joan can get better; she sure deserves it! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of

Marisa--true Story
IN NOVEMBER,2006 I MET THIS BRAZILIAN WOMAN NAMED MARISA,SHE WAS 28 AT THE TIME AND VERY INTO WOMEN,WE SPARKED A CONVERSATION IN A LITTLE COFFEE SHOP,IN A TOWN NAMED OLYMPIA,MY STATES CAPITOL,WE HIT IT OFF INSTANTLY,AND CAME BACK TO MY HOMETOWN WITH ME ON MY WAY BACK FROM ONE OF MY TRIPS,I ALWAYS FIND THE MOST INTRESTING PEOPLE WHEN I TRAVEL ALONE,THIS IS ONE OF THEM,SHE HAD LONG JET BLACK HAIR PULLED BACK IN A PONYTAIL,GREEN EYES,&I MEMORIZED EVERY DETAIL ABOUT HER,HER SMILE,HER LAUGH~HER BODY,135 POUNDS TAN,TIGHT FITTING BLACK JEANS,AND A RED T-SHIRT,WE WENT OUT FOR DRINKS I HAD A DRINK CALLED A "SEX ON THE RANCH" IT TASTED LIKE A WATERMELON JOLLY RANCHER,---GOOD FOR ME,MARISA HAD A LONG ISLAND ICED TEA,WE ONLY HAD A FEW DRINKS BEFORE,WE WENT AND RENTED A HOTEL,AND MARISA BROUGHT HER BAG OF TOYS AND THINGS,SHE OPENED HER BAG,AND SAID PERFUME,"SCENT MAKES THE WOMAN"THE SCENT SHE WORE WAS CALLED FIRE&ICE AND TO ME,THAT SOUNDS SO HOT!!!JUST AS SHE WAS HOT,SO WE SWAPPED SOME LIP GLOSSES

This Weekend.....
Well this weekend was.... OK So on Saturday it was racing day and got the bike all ready to race and we took it to the hills to make sure that we were all ready, so did some racing with some of the guys... So then went to the track and well....The first race was kick ass and so was the 2nd and 3rd....BUT then came the 4th....Not so well....Came down hard and the bike flipped on me and well needless to say that i broke 2 ribs and didnt break my jaw BUT i did hurt it that i cant talk or eat...The pain pills are great! But it sucks so damn bad because i missed all the racing yesterday and today...So all i want is that for the ribs to heal so i can race again on the bike.. So not being able to do anything for awhile SUCKS ASS!!!

Miracle Baby
Everyone remember to give to march of dimes to support research on how to prevent premie's mine is now 2 1/2 years old. He was born at 25 weeks and weighed 1 pound 12 ounces at birth and was in the hospital till he was 38 weeks old. He is now a very active little boy that gets alot of help from a speech therapist and a physical therapist and a teacher so he can catch up to everyone else. His monthly maintaince medicine is around a $1000 a month. I dont wish what i have gone thru and am going thru on anyone in the world. He has had 3 surgerys and 5 hospitalization in his little life and we find out tommorow if we are having yet another surgery.

Life
Life sometimes is not fair and sometimes life can be beautiful....From a birth of a baby to a death of someone or something that is dear... From every situation there is a reason why it is so....for we might not know that reason.....but we just look at it have face it is to be..... When I was a child I always believe that when you die you become a star in the galaxy with all the others that has gone....I still believe that is so today....My thoughts are you are never alone..... I haven't given up even though at times I wish life will hurry up but life is funny that way the more you want it to hurry up the more slower life becomes... So to all my friends whom I am truly am grateful of knowing til the day come when I stop breathing I will live life as it comes to me.... " For Death Is No More Than A Turning Point Of Us Over From The Time To Eternity" **WILLIAM PENN** I am taking life as it comes....Like all of us.... Who know what the future may hold.....

Rain Sucks Ass
My house flooded. No fucking shit. Water actually came into my house. It's not crazy flooded but it's still going to be a bitch to deal with. Did I mention that insurance companies are a pain in the ass? :) This is going to be a fun week, I can already tell. I need a beer.....

To All My Friends & Fans
SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO RATE YOUR PHOTOS AND STASHES TAX SEASON IS TOUGH THIS YEAR AND I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY, PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND I WOULD NEVER IGNORE ANY OF YOU AND I DO MY BEST TO CATCH WHAT I CAN BUT I PROMISE ONCE THINGS SETTLE DOWN I WILL CATCH YOU BACK UP. I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HUGS TO ALL

The Crush
I remember the first time I started loving you. It was when we talked on the phone when my girlfriend wasn't home. We talked about everything and anything. I didn't know it then but I know I loved you since then. I remember the first time we met. It was in the second floor hall we met by the stairs. We both were in a rush. I didn't think you'd be my first crush. I still want you but I know I can't have you. Just think of my some day when you give someone a kiss. Cause then you will know why I am feeling like this.

I Have Noticed
One craft picture i have made has been getting rated a 10 alot in the past 24 hours. Now, mind you im not complaining one bit. But its the same item repeatedly and no ones buying it yet lol. Like I said I dont mind it doesnt bother me one bit. Im just wondering whats so special about that one item.

Going Out Of Town
Well, 7 of us.....men from my church are going to help someone in France build a house. We leave Saturday morning from here in a van, drive to Richmond VA, where we board a puddle hopper to Philadelphia. After a 6 hour layover, we get on a big jet to hop the pond to Paris. From there it's a high speed train ride south through Lyon, Valence stopping at Avignon. We then squeeze into a smaller van and drive an hour to a small town called Charols. Bob and Celia (a British and Scottish couple) will keep us in their Bed and Breakfast. The work site is in another small town called Grane. It's a stone foundation that dates back to the 12th century Roman Empire. A family will make it their home. They can't believe that 7 men will take a week out of their lives to help build with them. Two of us are professional carpenters. Two of us are carpentry hobbyists. Two are just bringing their able hands, and our pastor will be a translator when needed. I didn't mention this

The True Story Of The Conflict Diamonds
General Assembly adopts resolution on "conflict diamonds" Crucial issue in fuelling wars On 1 December 2000, the United Nations General Assembly adopted, unanimously, a resolution on the role of diamonds in fuelling conflict, breaking the link between the illicit transaction of rough diamonds and armed conflict, as a contribution to prevention and settlement of conflicts (A/RES/55/56). In taking up this agenda item, the General Assembly recognized that conflict diamonds are a crucial factor in prolonging brutal wars in parts of Africa, and underscored that legitimate diamonds contribute to prosperity and development elsewhere on the continent. In Angola and Sierra Leone, conflict diamonds continue to fund the rebel groups, the National Union for the Total Independence of Angola (UNITA) and the Revolutionary United Front (RUF), both of which are acting in contravention of the international community's objectives of restoring peace in the two countries. What is a conflict diamond

A Good Lesson In Life...but Hard To Live By
Someone said to me once..... You shouldn't see things that your not suppose to see or see things that might upset you"... " You shouldn't hear gossip.....or things that are negitive...or things that might upset you".... " You shouldn't speak lies or speak things that will upset others that are negitive"..... These things I find are what we have to learn by....It is not easy at times....to see to speak and hear things that are not good for you or to others... As this is what the world is made up from.. So I like to turn it around and say this: " I love to see things that pleases me and uplifts me"..... "I love to hear things that is good for me to hear what is good for my soul"...... " I love to speak postive when I have good things to say and to say thing that are good for others".... All these things are easy to type and for others to agree with but in truth.... in life it is dam hard to do..... For we like to see things in life that is bad for we have

I Didn't Write This But Omg..ha Ha
I want to fuck you beside railroad tracks as freight trains thunder past manmade wind and noise and oil perfume and the kinetic rush of a thousand thousand tons gliding and screeching past the feel of the earth rumbling beneath us. I want to fuck you near Cape Canaveral as the shuttle reaches and roars toward the sky. I want to fuck you in sight and sound and taste of ocean mountains, prairie, desert, glacier in the deepest primeval forest during a raging lighting-storm near the Grand Canyon on the moon. I want to fuck you in the magic sphere of Nature's vast power flowing within and between us. I want to fuck you during an earthquake near a roaring volcano in the midst of a hurricane and tsunami. I want to own my own home and gather all the internal strength I'd feel there then you come to me unannounced in the night or afternoon when we haven't seen one another in days, weeks, months, years.... I want you to devour me and me to devour y

Two Doctors
Two doctors opened an office in a small town and put up a sign reading "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Psychiatry and Proctology." The town council was not happy with the sign, so the doctors changed it to "Hysterias and Posteriors." This was not acceptable either, so in an effort to satisfy the council they changed the sign to "Schizoids and Hemorrhoids." No go. Next, they tried "Catatonics and High Colonics." Thumbs down again. Then came "Manic Depressives and Anal Retentives." Still not good. Another attempt resulted in "Minds and Behinds." Unacceptable again. So they tried "Lost Souls and Ass Holes." No way. "Analysis and Anal Cysts?" Nope. "Nuts and Butts?" Uh-uh. "Freaks and Cheeks?" Still no go. "Loons and Moons?" Forget it. Almost at their wit's end, the doctors finally came up with: "Dr. Smith and Dr. Jones, Odds and Ends." The town council loved it, and finally everybody was happy.

At The Mid Hour Of Night
At the mid hour of night, when stars are weeping, I fly To the lone vale we loved, when life shone warm in thine eye; And I think oft, if spirits can steal from the regions of air To revisit past scenes of delight, thou wilt come to me there, And tell me our love is remember'd even in the sky. Then I sing the wild song it once was rapture to hear, When our voices commingling breathed like one on the ear; And as Echo far off through the vale my sad orison rolls, I think, O my love! 'tis thy voice from the Kingdom of Souls Faintly answering still the notes that once were so dear.

Why I Am On Probation
Many of you don't know the pathetic human being Opona aka Mouchy. So this blog won't make much sense but it does explain why i have 2 years probation. To all that know him will probley say to me "ya should have known" and i agree i should have. With about 8 years from talking to that prick you forget that he was a compulsive liar. Anyways, here we go. It all started when I had got an apartment with my so called Friend Sean Williams (of 12yrs). He kept in Touch with Opona and Opona was telling Sean his Hard luck story about having been fired from his job and haveing no where to live. So since i already helped Sean get back on his feet with a job and a place to live i thought i would pass this good deed on to Opona too. So i told him he was welcomed to come live with us rent free for 2 months with utilities included and that i would see about getting him a job. Well it took me about a week to get him a job at food lion. that may not sound like much but hey for a guy who ha

36 Reasons Why It's Good To Be A Woman..so Don't Complain !
1.Free drinks. 2.Free dinners. 3.Free movies (you get the point). 4.You can hug your friend without wondering if she thinks you’re gay. 5.You can hug your friend without wondering if YOU’RE gay. 6.You know The Truth about whether size matters. 7.Speeding ticket? What’s that? 8.New lipstick is entirely a new chapter. 9.You never had to walk down the hall with your binder strategically positioned in high school. 10.If you have sex with someone and don’t call them the next day, you’re not the devil. 11.Condoms make no significant difference in your enjoyment of sex. 12.If you have to be home in time for Melrose Place, you can say so, out loud. 13.You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark 14.You don’t have hair on your back. 15.You don’t have to fart to amuse yourself. 16.If you cheat on your spouse, people assume it’s because you’re being emotionally neglected. 17.You’ll never have to decide where to hide your nose-h

Going To Be Concurrent Posting... So Here Goes....
Entry for March 24, 2007 welll.... I clarified some inconsistencies and falsehoods within my "knowledge base" anyway.... Boudicca.... anyway.... was not some mystical Celtic druidress...... she was ancient, rebel Iceni nobility in Britain around the time of the Roman Occupation BEFORE Catholicism ruled Rome...... after Catholocism "conquered" Roman politics and such I suppose and began "demonizing" old legendary figures of religious and political importance..... within the cultures of the conquered territory taken by the Roman Legions..... as Christianity/Catholocism were gaining power.... Boudicca was absorbed eventually into the new "canon" or rather, "anti-canon" of the Cathololic progaganda..... and became the myth and legend of The Queen of Elfhame among the changing "heathen" peoples..... as Catholocism attempted to Christianize them..... Boudicca as noble... fought against the Roman Regime.... and so was "enemy" of Church and State"..... T

Lessons
You taught me never to hold too fast, to try too hard, to hold too long. You said relinquishment is an art. You let me live the moment through the eyes of love, and said that hunger is relative to the need. You said that nothing could stand in my way that I couldn't cast aside. You believed in what I couldn't see. And through your eyes I've seen, what masters dare to emmulate, what life seldom shares what comes to only those who seek... In life there is a banquet take only what you can share and give richly... In giving, you will never lose a thing.

My Dog Is Dying...
or may already be dead. I don't know. He has cancer. Again. We can't afford to get it fixed this time. About an hour ago, he left to see the vet. I don't know if he's coming back. My mother told me, as they left..."I can't do this anymore, not if it's expensive. I can't handle it. You've got five minutes. Love your dog" And they left. I don't know if he's being put down as I type this. I really do'nt know. God this is killing me.

Without Her
What of her glass without her? The blank grey There where the pool is blind of the moon’s face. Her dress without her? The tossed empty space Of cloud-rack whence the moon has passed away. Her paths without her? Day’s appointed sway Usurped by desolate night. Her pillowed place Without her? Tears, ah me! for love’s good grace, And cold forgetfulness of night or day.

To My Friend's And Family
sorry i have not left many comment's latley on your pages i have just been busy and kinda depressed and have not really been on.i don't want you all to think iam ignoring you or anything.i will get my ass in gear and say hi to you all just give me a few days.just remeber i luv you all.

Lust
Tell me what I'd have to change, who I would have to be, to slip into your arms, for you to make love to me? Must I climb the highest cliff, swim on the ocean floor, crawl over broken glass, would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws, pull me to your chest, without hesitation or pause? Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need, press your lips to mine, every secret freed. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists, look into my eyes, and say the words I long to hear. Kiss me sofly and say my name, forever, hold me near. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin my greatest fault, that I really do love you..

Our First Kiss
The sweetness of your lips, engraved upon mine. eyes dipped in luster, reflects colors of life. in cold severe winters, spring dances on your cheeks. your merciless blinking eyes, took my heart away. your first kiss to me, intoxicated my life.

Proud Of My Broken Heart
Proud of my broken heart, since thou didst break it. Proud of the pain, I did not feel ‘till thee. Proud of my night, since thou, with moons, dos't shake it. Not to partake thy passion, -my humility

Must Read! Hits The Heart!
"IN THE ALLEY" THE SUSPECT IS IN THE ALLEY, HE'S DEALING AROUND THE CLOCK, IT'S GETTING TO BE DISTURBING, TO THOSE ON THIS BLOCK, A CALL TO DISPATCH, â€¦PLEASE SEND US YOUR BEST, THE OFFICER RESPONDS, HE'S WEARING HIS VEST, HE PULLS UP IN THE ALLEY, HE'S 10-23, IT'S JUST BEFORE DAWN, AND IT'S STILL DIFFICULT TO SEE, ALONE WITH THE SUSPECT, THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL, THE SUSPECT IS 10-73, HE WANTS TO SEE HIM IN HELL, A WARM SIMPLE GREETING IS IN VAIN ON THIS MORN, THE HAIL OF GUNFIRE, I STILL SEE THE FLESH THAT WAS TORN, "I'VE BEEN SHOT IN THE ALLEY", "SEND SOME HELP IF YOU CAN", ALL RESPOND, DOWN TO THE VERY LAST MAN, WIDE OPEN'S MY THROTTLE, MUCH FASTER THAN I SHOULD, I RACE TO THE ALLEY, TO HELP IF I COULD, THE LOOK ON THE FACE, OF A YOUNG LITTLE GAL, TELLS ME I AM TOO LATE, I COULDN'T SAVE MY PAL, SOMEHOW WE MANAGE, TO DO WHAT WE MUST, TO CAPTURE THE SUSPECT, HIS DOOR I WILL BUST; CALVIN WAS READY, AS WE BROKE THROUGH THE DOOR, THE SUSPECT WAS WAITING, WIT

If We Had Sex...
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex

Cherish You
Copyright 2006-2007 I have to cherish you I appreciate your passion Things you have shown me You gave me something unmentioned You have challenged me Please believe me I am taking it Where it should be I am returning to myself I can offer my heart I will show you my soul I wish to embrace your presence I appreciate your warm heart Showing me the path I must take Back to myself Just a poem I wrote in 2006 and finished 2007 I know I know its small but my writing only comes in small amounts lol lo ll............. i get blocked often blah albhq albqahbhahadjfajdfd

Just Take Me And Love Me
The warmth. my body with yours. candles everywhere, the only things That keep us warm... Our bodies, The candles, And our love. Your touch on me, Mine on you. The sweetness of us, Openness and together. Holding me to you, While you do the same, Our bodies close And pressing. the love not stopping ceasing or stalling. You take me, Love me For everything I am. This is what I want, I want you, I know you want me too. So take me, Take me - And Love me...

Just Another Lost Soul
I am all covered in blood.. Under my bed hidden I hid myself.. I ran from HIM. Now I know I will never discover.. Something that has been stolen forever.. The gateway to my soul is filled with fear.. Lost in eternal despair Just a lost soul.. Who is to weep? It is gone forever with my sleep.. I want to leave.. I want to die.. Every time I look in mirror.. I see only clouded eyes.. They carry all this tragedy and pain knowing there is no true love.. All love is a game All love is in vain.. Hope wants to live. But it has nothing left to give.. I know that I will die a lost soul.. Only emptiness in a deep dark hole.. Where I was dragged and left to die in the cold... always alone just another lost soul

Drugs In Your Head By Foamy
I HAD TO PUT THIS HERE BECAUSE UMMM IF YOU KNOW FOAMY AND PROFANITY IS NOW NSFW THEN UMMM I NEEDED A WAY TO MARK IT! TOO DAMN FUNNY NOT TO SHARE THOUGH- IM GONNA MAKE SURE MY POTHEAD BF SEES IT! ROFLMAO!

Your Lips
Fingertips Slipping over my skin. So gracefully, You send chills through me. Lips pressing closer, You know I love you. I say it again though, because its true. While you kiss my neck, I run my hand Over you. Pausing in my touch. You breath so sweet As you speak to me. Pressing to me You pause a moment. Kissing my lips, You're so gentle And kind. I can move again, Gliding my hands I press them to your cheeks. Holding your face I kiss your lips, Those sweet lips. Don't leave me Whatever you do. Please keep me...

Secret Fantasy
My true Ecstasy, Love is a drug to me, I couldn't get an enough of you, The way you have touch, Had put my soul in easy, Every time I made love to you, I feel like I am flowing on heavy clouds, Your sex is like a addiction to me, I keep coming back for more, Your looks and your charms are what made me high, Feasting mine soul with your fat long manhood squeezing inside of me, Had bring out lust in my eyes, Rubbing my hand so gentle on your chest, I couldn't resist smell your strong sweet body mist had bring essence in me, You will feel my hot kisses, kissing your chest, Night and Day, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

Lost Soul
My lost soul Help me catch my soul Out in this world of despair My lost soul is out there Love has set my soul free I wish it would come back to me There is nothing I can do I wish I had never loved you I played the fool This game is so cruel It never lets you win In the end, you lose again This life can be as black as coal Damn! Where is my soul?

Bad News
A couple of you are aware that my father has been undergoing treatment for cancer, specifically lymphoma. Last week, we had to put him back in the hospital for dehydration and disorientation. A CAT scan was ordered because he'd fallen, and something was detected on his brain, so he underwent an MRI and spinal tap. Today the results are in, and they're not good. The growth on his brain is carcinoma, a far more aggressive form of cancer. It would still be treatable if it were more lymphoma, but with carcinoma, there's no point. The only treatment he's getting now is to be made comfortable. The doctors are talking in terms of days, not weeks or months.

My Dear Friend
You gave me words of kindness Tied with a ribbon of gold Hearing them was important To heal my heart and soul Your gift of words made a difference When i was down and feeling blue Questioning why i bother Doing all the things i do Life can be a challenge Sometimes it seems unfair But when i was tired and struggling It helped that you were there What can i give you in return Your friendship is so dear Please know if you ever need to talk I'll always lend and ear Kind words and time are needed By people everywhere When wrapped with a smile or a hug They're a gift that says i care

Around You
When I dream I dream of you When I am awake I think of you You are the one That is always On my mind I do not know How my life would be If we were never to meet You are constantly On my mind I am always wondering When will I See you again My life has changed So much ever Since I have been Around you

A New Place
Well, its been 6 years since i joined the navy and i have seen a lot of things and done a lot of stuff. From launching missles into iraq and doing security operations in and around the oil platforms and in the river, to chasing pirates of somalia. All these things were hard but the hardest thing i have had to face is coming up around the bend. On Friday i become a Navy Recruiter. and on saturday morning i begin the long trek to my new home of helena, MT. its going to be a great trip and i will keep you posted

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean or lake, Sometimes is refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you and remember me in your arms, my legs quivering, my mouth moaning. I have fallen captive to your charms.. I long to feel your body on mine, to know the taste of satisfied love, to lie quietly in your arms we fit together like hand to glove. You are the sweetheart of my life, you are the one sure bet. You never have to wonder baby you can always make me wet..

Love Is..........
Love is not just a word Its an emotion that we feel Its not a thing from fairy tales Its something very real Love is also hurt and pain With love nothing is in vain Love is always finding the best thing Even if we don’t know what that might bring Love is sharing yourself completely Giving up your life whole heartedly Love is waking up in the morning happy Thinking, how on earth was I so lucky True love only comes but once in a lifetime I cherish this love I am lucky its mine You my LOVE live in my heart Promise me that you will never part In times ahead I am thinking positive Its the only way I now can live I will LOVE you always and its not a lie Without you my LOVE I will surely die.

Chapter 11 { The Invisibel Man
XI. IN THE COACH AND HORSES Now in order clearly to understand what had happened in the inn, it is necessary to go back to the moment when Mr. Marvel first came into view of Mr. Huxter's window. At that precise moment Mr. Cuss and Mr. Bunting were in the parlour. They were seriously investigating the strange occurrences of the morning, and were, with Mr. Hall's permission, making a thorough examination of the Invisible Man's belongings. Jaffers had partially recovered from his fall and had gone home in the charge of his sympathetic friends. The stranger's scattered garments had been removed by Mrs. Hall and the room tidied up. And on the table under the window where the stranger had been wont to work, Cuss had hit almost at once on three big books in manuscript labelled "Diary." "Diary!" said Cuss, putting the three books on the table. "Now, at any rate, we shall learn something." The Vicar stood with his hands on the table. "Diary," repeated Cuss, sitting down, putting two vo

Poem " I Love You"
JUst imagine the delivery of reading this poem and maybe you can get it ... I wrote this in 2006 This is a simple but from the heart poem I wrote I know it is not much but it mean a lot to me. I love u I love u I kiss u I touch u I massage u I invite u I cherish u i dream of u I melt with u I feel u I crave u I adore u I have a crush on u I want u I thank u I love u Copyright 2006-2007

A Single Leaf Falls
The tree grows and on the tree is a leaf The leaf is content to grow in the love and shelter Feeding off the tree giving the tree life The leaf lives its whole happy life Something happens something changes The leaf feels a bit cut off something is wrong An anger comes over the leaf How can you take that away How can you leave me alone The leaf's anger forces its way to the surface The anger beats red in its veins The anger begins to turn to an ugly brown despair A suffocation begins Its connection to this life it has known becomes tenuous The leaf feels a falling sensation Will it recover will it live can it regain its grip on reality A slow descent into an unknown underworld Falling with no control over where it lands No control over what it does It falls catches a deceptively gentle landing A river of hope... no, a river of despair The swirling waters take hold of the gentle leaf Forcing this lonely traveler at the

Just A Little Something That My Local Friends Will Be Happy To Know About. . .
You guys were right. I should have never even tried to make it on my own in Lexington. I just don't know why it took this bullshit to make me realize how stupid I've been. I can't begin to tell all of you how sorry I am. Anyhow, I'll be online a little more frequent now. . . Whoopie I suppose. Eh. Add me on yahoo if you like. fallen_angel_from_broken_dreams

Valhalla
"Loath there do i see my father, Loath there do i see my mother, and my sister's, and my brother's, loath there do i see the line of my people, back to the begining, now they do call to me, they bid me take my place among them, in the halls of valhalla, where the brave may live forever." I may not be scandanavien, but i just love that line.

Why
I need to raise my head but I don't know how. I wish someone could help me, please tell me now. Why am I so down over men in my life? Why do I try so hard to be someone's wife? Why can't I just focus on the kids that I have? Raise my hands to God and be thankful and glad? I try not to cry but I'm in so much pain. Why can't they all hurt and just feel the same? I just wish I could stop worrying about everyone else, and just pay attention to God, my kids, and myself...

A Friend Asked......
Last night me and the wife went out with a friend to a guys house on a 1500 acre farm... a beautiful place they was rock and J was smoke bud and drinken like fish...we was tellen stories and haven a good time and J asked me if there was anything better than eating pussy. Hell no there isn't anything better i eat the wifes pussy forever it seems love the taste the wetness it lets out...everything about it....the next best thing would be a bj but its a few miles short of eating pussy though.....so i ask everyone that reads this to say yes or no is pussy the best thing to do?

Possibly Watched. . .
She knows full well that if her roommate where to come home she would freak. She would walk in on them, in the middle of the living room floor, panting and moaning from the strenuous actives taking place. But then he moans and sends her thought of being caught away. What started out as a quite movie night quickly had turned into a hot make out session. Which then became a game of who could pin who (she always lost, but not without a fight) and who could tease the most (that she always won.) Once she was under him on the floor, they were no longer playing games. He always has a way to make her heat up even with the slightest touch. His lips brushing hers, his finger tips caressing her hair, but tonight was not the night for "slight". Once he had gotten her shirt and bra off, he trailed his tongue from her ear to her navel and back up to her breast, taking her nipple in his mouth. She moaned as he did and she could feel his grin against her chest. Taking off his shirt, she caug

Chapter 10 { The Invisibel Man
X. MR. MARVEL'S VISIT TO IPING After the first gusty panic had spent itself Iping became argumentative. Scepticism suddenly reared its head -- rather nervous scepticism, not at all assured of its back, but scepticism nevertheless. It is so much easier not to believe in an invisible man; and those who had actually seen him dissolve into air, or felt the strength of his arm, could be counted on the fingers of two hands. And of these witnesses Mr. Wadgers was presently missing, having retired impregnably behind the bolts and bars of his own house, and Jaffers was lying stunned in the parlour of the Coach and Horses. Great and strange ideas transcending experience often have less effect upon men and women than smaller, more tangible considerations. Iping was gay with bunting, and everybody was in gala dress. Whit-Monday had been looked forward to for a month or more. By the afternoon even those who believed in the Unseen were beginning to resume their little amusements in a tentative fash

So Horny
I'm sitting here watching you needing you more and more. Everytime your dicks in me I feel as good as a whore.. Don't you want to fuck me good and cum on my tits? Or would you just like me to sit on your dick? My pussy is wet, hot, dripping, waiting for you, I want you to come here and fuck me for a few.. Make me scream, make me hollar, oh shit just choke me with your hands like they were a collar..

I'm Really Upset!
I JUST GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTER IN LAW & MY SON. SHE IS GOING TO DIVORCE HIM. CAUSE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON. I WAS REALLY HOPING THINGS WOULD WORK OUT FOR THEM. BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRAND BABY. IN MY HEART I KNOW I WILL BUT I HAVE BEEN THOUGH A DIVORCE AND THE ARE AND TEND TO GET BAD. SO IF I COME OFF AS BEING A BITCH TO ALL OF YOU I AM REALLY SORRY. I DON'T MEAN TOO. BUT I GOTTA GO. I'M WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM MY FRIEND. I'LL STILL BE ON LINE BUT NOT ON THE COMPUTER. THANKS, HUGS!

Single & Sad
This sucks royally! I have been single for almost a year...and NO SEX since August. This is really getting annoying. But I guess it is partially my fault. Getting ready to get divorced at 23 years old, 4 1/2 year old disabled child, and litterally no time to go out and find a responsible & gorgeous man. This blows big time!!!! It really sucks. No man this day and age wants to deal with a child who is disabled, let alone be with a woman who isn't a toothpick, and not a perfect beauty. I may not be drop dead gorgeous, but I know that I am beautiful in my own way. I am a natural beauty, and I am curvy. I have a great mind, I have a good singing voice, I'm a pretty good artist, I'm funny, loving, caring, sarcastic, and witty. I love movies and music and most of the time I am down for anything. I just wish I knew what I could do to make myself more attractive to a guy who could actually care about me for me.

3/14/07
Wrote this as a performance piece for if I ever get back around to that poetry club I used to go to. Might never perform it but *shrugs* maybe someday. 3/14/07 3:02pm This is supposed to be read aloud very fast almost like rapping but with handmovements and speed changes where appropriate. The speed is important because it gives the listener a feeling of disorientation and completion. Follow speed/action cues when reading. (normal speed)Every relationship the same thoughts- - (normal, speeding up to med fast)am I really as beautiful as he says or is it a ploy by another little boy trying to get his game on and score one for the team in the corner with their [cup holding] booze and water making me hot under the collar [pull collar of shirt]. (normal, speeding up)Is he as real as he says or is this just a haze of false hope on which I choke [hold neck] with another toke [universal smoking sign] on the beautiful dreams bong as we sing along to beautiful music [dance fingers in

Your Heart ..i Carry It With Me....
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling) i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

Dream Come True
I yearn to live with you in my life, my dreams at night are as me as your wife. Come hold me baby, hold me tight in the middle of a moon lit night. You tinted my life with joy and gladness, you've chased my pain and sadness. With your soft heart and beautiful face and smile my mind cannot erase. Can't help but sleep with you on my mind, without your sweet love my heart is blind. Come here my angel, come take control, come drown in my heart and burn in my soul. Sleep on my heart as I whisper in your ear "You'll never be alone, I will always be here."

New Job
Ok, ok. I know it has been a long time since I have updated this and here we go. I have changed jobs to one that is much closer to home. Instead of an hour and a half commute each way, it is now only a half hour. :-) It was beginning to get more and more difficult to get up in the morning and go to my old job. Aside from the commute, it wasn't interesting any more and becoming more of a chore then fun. After I gave my three weeks notice (to be nice and give them time to find a new person with little vacancy) my old company notified me the day after that my services were no longer required and my last day was that day. I was told this at 9:30AM, and told that I had an appointment at the corporate office at 2pm. Oh, and there was a retirement lunch for one other person that was leaving that day as well. Now, that would not have been so incredibly bad if they were going to pay through the notice period I gave them, but that was a pipe dream. And I had not been planning on mo

Hello To All My New Friends Here On Ct
Hello to all my new friends i havent yet met but am willing to talk to you all. If you stop by and rate me or add me i will do the same. Thanks for taking the time to read my blog and this is my first one and hopefully not my last. See you all soon i hope.

Conflict Diamonds
the things we take for granted are worshipped by those who can't have them slaves to these things we buy and love diamonds, technology, clothes slaves everywhere being taking hostage some against there will some to protect their familys we have a disease it needs to be cut off at the head buried and dead exonerated from life compiled of lives and death the bloodshed spreads through siera leonee to many nations people being killed with no hesitation the pain of their lives bleed through this pen when i write these rhymes maybe one day one line could save a life i ain't holding out hope becuase for all we know it will continue through out the times every slave should have came equiped with a nine to protect and serve but they live to serve and burn for the greed i say its time we take heed to the things we really need in life a education on the real and ingorance of the fake because at the end of the day we all contemplate our own fate

Who Loves Me Enough #2
DUE TO SOMEONE REPLYING I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY I REMOVED MY BLOG BECAUSE I'M A SINGLE MOTHER WHO WORKS HER BUTT OFF TO TAKE CARE OF MY 14 YR OLD SON BY MYSELF AND I WOULD RATHER SPEND MY MONEY ON MY SON THEN TO BUY A V.I.C YEA IT WOULD BE NICE TO HAVE ONE BUT NOT IF ANYONE THINKS I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY BECAUSE I'M NOT AND I DON'T NEED ONE AND NO V.I.C IS WORTH BEING TOLD I'M LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY.. SOOO SORRY EVERYONE AND I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY.. HUGS AND KISSES SWEEET DESTINY

What I Am Looking For
I would really love to meet a guy that would be willing to love me for who I am not for who I'm not or what I have.I guy that loves to play sports and is always willing to have fun.I am very active.So I need a guy that is active .So if your that guy that is active and loves to play sports and have fun, or just straight chill to get to know me a lil better thats cool too.Also man enough to take pain. Even if you can't take the pain about what I say. You have to be man enough to take the truth. So is that you? If so message me on yahoo, msn, or aim MSN:ctlnrobinson@hotmail.com AIM:PuertoRcnGurl yahooLpuerto_rcn_gurl@yahoo.com

My Introduction
Hi, my name is Samantha and I am an exhibitionist/voyeur addict. Seriously though I really am. I am very tuned into what turns me on and ever since a young age it has been watching others when they are naked, having sex or masturbating and unaware of my presence. Most times when I am on my way to find one of my mini erotic escapades I myself am dressed extremely provocative; enjoying the shocked glares from woman as they hurry by me (but don't think I miss the jealousy in their eyes as they see my firm round breasts bouncing about under my mesh tee.) and the stares of sex starved men who can't pry their eyes away from me when I change my wet panties under the bleachers. When I am not indulging in my games I am also a phone sex operator with Bay City Blues, which helps me to release some of my sexual tension *winks* and a cocktail waitress. I work part time both jobs and love every minute of it! When I am not working I love to enjoy nature by day and party by night. I decided to s

I Cut Myself Today
If you had previously commented and rated I thank you, I was forced to delete then repost this. Not everyone will read this quite the same but it is what it is. I cut myself today to let out all the pain I cut myself today before I go insane I cut myself today to watch you walk away I cut myself today just to make you pay I cut myself today to bleed you from my soul I cut myself today my life slipping through this hole I cut myself today a thousand stories I could tell I cut myself today as I descend into my hell I cut myself today and you don't care I cut myself today save me? don't you fuckin' dare I cut myself today because I've had enough I cut myself today because this life is too fuckin' tough I cut myself today nothing left to lose I cut myself today my life's blood does oooze I cut myself today because I have the thirst I cut myself today Because..........you cut me first

His Kiss
We stood in the doorway, his hands on my waist, the clock ticking loudly almost in haste. He moved in closer,his eyes locked in mine, I long for his kiss for just a moment in time. His lips meet mine and I feel the sensation, no longer must I wait to give in to sweet tempation. My knees go weak, my palms become sweaty, I go back to that place I have been so many times already. The world disappears, all that is left is him and I, and as we pull away I feel as though I can fly..

March 26, 2007: Snarky
A witty mannerism, personality, or behavior that is a combination of sarcasm and cynicism. Usually accepted as a complimentary term. [Snark] is sometimes mistaken for a snotty or arrogant attitude. Her snarky remarks had half the room on the floor laughing and the other half ready to walk out.

Its Time I Talk About It!!
Ok I have not gone into great detail about the love of my life and my first love!!! Joshua Lucas Grisham, this is a hard one for me to talk about due to the fact that I knew him for 20 years and we were in love for so long but now I can!!! Joshua died in Feb of 2004 and it has been the hardest three years of my life!!! Joshua was the love of my life and my very first love and he got my virginity...I have always been close to his family. Joshua left behind 3 beautiful children that look just like him!! He died of a drug overdose and he helped so many people after he died. Joshua was an organ doner and I can say that I didn't look much at organ donation until after he did it. He still amazes me after he was gone, The organ donation papers were signed without anyone knowing about it...So I can say that he was a great man before and after he was gone. I will say that he has the biggest place in my heart and always will. I will never forget the last time that I saw him alive we kissed and I

Chapter 10 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor The Lord St. Simon marriage, and its curious termination, have long ceased to be a subject of interest in those exalted circles in which the unfortunate bridegroom moves. Fresh scandals have eclipsed it, and their more piquant details have drawn the gossips away from this four-year-old drama. As I have reason to believe, however, that the full facts have never been revealed to the general public, and as my friend Sherlock Holmes had a considerable share in clearing the matter up, I feel that no memoir of him would be complete without some little sketch of this remarkable episode. It was a few weeks before my own marriage, during the days when I was still sharing rooms with Holmes in Baker Street, that he came home from an afternoon stroll to find a letter on the table waiting for him. I had remained indoors all day, for the weather had taken a sudden turn to rain, with high autumnal winds, and the Jezail bullet which I had brought back in one o

I Only Want To Be With You
SOME DAYS GO BY SO FAST, I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY WENT... BUT BECAUSE OF YOU MY NIGHTS ARE SLOW AND WONDERFUL WHERTER WE JUST CHILL ON THE COUCH OR GO OUT ON THE TOWN WHETER IT'S DINNER AT THE TABLE OR LONG. SLOW KISSES IN THE BEDROOM MOMENTS WITH YOU LINGER ON INTO THE NEXT DAY, AS IF THEY CAN THINK OF NO BETTER PLACE TO BE. AND NEITHER CAN I

.trees.n.stuff.
so im eating this organic granola...and its horrific...my homemade is so much better...i dont understand...why on earth...they would box something so disgusting and call it food. so i ventured out n about for a bit today...nothing to far or anything...cuz i dig trees...so i hadda take some pictures...cuz im me n stuff...n then kids in trees...and toes in leaves..etc etc etc i hadda go to the rental office n yell at them cuz they couldnt be bothered to call maintenance after 2.5 hours of moms toilet bein all jacked up. good thing i live nearby...otherwise im pretty sure she would have peed in a cup and handed it to them...ha tomorrow...im going to Mt Lemmon. cuz of the trees. cuz i just...yeah i have a thing for trees. ima make moms come with me...after we take Poe to the vet to have her staples removed...so that should be good sauce...cuz the views up there...are to die for. omg...theres dried blueberries in this nonsense they call food...i think ima vomit. i despise bluebe

I Am Destiny
I am Light. I am Peace. I am Spirit. I have been known by many names, But only a special few remember me, Recognize me. I am Guardian. I am Priestess. I am the Mother who has birthed the Phoenix. Every time She dies I have been there, And every time She awakens, I have been there, too. Every woman has a bit of Her Fire, And Her Death, And Her Rebirth. I am a creature of Earth and Spirit, And yet I seek to harness the power of Fire As all women do. Like my Sisters, I am not all that I seem - I am so much more. For those who seek the Fire within And hope to soar on flame-kissed wings, Beware the burning of Life and Love. We reach for the Light, The Fire, The Soul, With a yearning of countless lifetimes, And never understand Why we are engulfed in the Flames yet again. It is our Destiny To ride, to soar as high as our heart can dream Before we fall to Earth again, Where Gaia is waiting With open arms To catch you. I am Peace. I

Lol I Have Been Tagged
We all have to look at things at times with a smile... Or even laugh at things.. In a world of war, sickness, hate and so on... We just have to look at things at laugh.. Or maybe drink LOL.. It is the best medicine around to laugh .. And its free and does you the world of good... I have asked the elderly what is their secret in staying so young.. Many have answered to laugh alot and enjoy life... It is a postive way to look at things.. When things get to much for you... Go and find something or listen to things that make you laugh.. I try to look at things and avoid the seriousness.. And think of other things... Ok it can be very hard to do at times I must amit... When things get to me I can stay down for months at a time... But with help from the love of my friends I soon get back up... I even put a comedy dvd on which I never use to like... But some I laugh so much i cried LOL... And what people say at times... Or looking at emails, or video clips, or even music..

Survey
!ALL_ABOUT_ME! by giggles4o8*BASICS*NAME:: DonnaAGE:: 43BIRTHDAY:: Mach 20BIRTHPLACE:: some placeCURRENT LOCATION:: Water'looHERITAGE:: do not knowEYE COLOR:: brownHAIR COLOR:: light brownHEIGHT:: 5'PIERCINGS:: 2TATTOOS:: 2WHAT COLOGNE/PERFUME DO U WEAR:: Diamond*FAVORITES*COLOR:: Purple of courseMUSIC:: hip hopSPORT:: footballHOLIDAY:: HalloweenFOOD:: Prime Rib*THIS OR THAT*HUGS OR KISSES:: hugsPEPSI OR COKE:: PepsiMCDONALDS OR BURGER KING:: BothCHOCOLATE OR VANILLA:: ChocolateLOVER OR FIGHTER:: lOVEFRIENDS OR FAMILY:: BothLOVE OR MONEY:: LoveLISTEN TO SOMEONE TALK OR TALKING:: listenPERSONALITY OR LOOKS:: personality*IN A BOY/GIRL*EYE COLOR:: blueHAIR COLOR:: brown

Some People
Some people come into our lives and quickly go... Some stay for awhile, and give us a deeper understanding of what is truly important in this life. They help us become aware of the delicate winds of hope... and we discover within every human spirit there are wings yearning to fly. They help our hearts to see that the only stairway to the stars is woven with dreams... and we find ourselves unafraid to reach high. They celebrate the true essence of who we are... and have faith in all that we may become. Some people awaken us to new and deeper realizations, for we gain insight from the passing whisper of their wisdom. Throughout our lives we are sent precious souls meant to share our journey, however brief or lasting their stay, they remind us why we are here. To learn... to teach... to nurture... to love Some people come into our lives to cast a steady light upon our path and guide our every step; their shining belief in us helps us to believe in ourselves.

03-27-72 Its His Birthday
As most of you know if you have read my blogs you all know that I lost my best friend Charlie back in July of 06 and well we are coming up on eight months. And well his birthday is tomorrow and that is going to be a really hard day for many of us especially me cause I can remember that I was celebrating his birthday with him last year and I can say he was celebrating to the fullest!!! I can say that the last eight months have been hard but the get easier as the months go by!!! I loved him so much and he was my best friend and I wish that he was still here!!! I know that he knows how much he was loved, and i know he knows how much he is missed and I will always have a special place in my heart for Charlie!!! He watches over me everyday and keeps me safe when I need to be kept safe!!! I love you charlie and I will see you someday and I think about you everyday!!! I miss you and I will till I see you again!! I hope that you and Joshua are havin the time of your life and I hope that you ar

Writings
time will come the time will come when i have to say goodbye forever you will still be in my heart every second passing by you will be my most treasure memory the time will come when goodbye will seem like a lifetime passing by every moment thats goes on you will be by my side your memories you gave to me will be my treasure the time will come when the world seems to stop every body passing by wondering if i will see you again one day we will be together again the time will come when i wont know what to say i wont know what to do the memories you gave to me are my most treasured memories no one could change them the time will come when i know that you are gone nothing can change the things that happen no one could ever take that away from me i will remember the way you laughed the way you cry the tears we shared i know there is nothing i could do to change it the time will come when good bye will seem like a life time of things that will come and go bu

Our Heroes
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours. -ARMYGIRLKATZ- ArmyGirlKatz The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro

Big Brother
my older brother my brother married this girl he wants me to like her i do not like her at all they had a little girl she looks like my brother but she acts like her mother my brother moved her in with us i was glad when they moved out i love my brother but i can not stand his wife she flirts with everyone at work my brother says she is just doing her job when we tell him he does not want to listen to the family its like she has my brother brain washed he believes every things she tells he he does not listen to the family any more my brother loves his daughter even though she hits him every chance she gets he does not like her hitting him when my brother does something about it his wife bitches at him she did nothing wrong is all you hear her say she takes my dads money says they need this and that if he dont give her the money she bitches to my brother say oh your dad does not need to see my daughter any more my brother tells her our father can see her whe

Life Can Be Serious At Times
We all have to look at things at times with a smile... Or even laugh at things.. In a world of war, sickness, hate and so on... We just have to look at things at laugh.. Or maybe drink LOL.. It is the best medicine around to laugh .. And its free and does you the world of good... I have asked the elderly what is their secret in staying so young.. Many have answered to laugh alot and enjoy life... It is a postive way to look at things.. When things get to much for you... Go and find something or listen to things that make you laugh.. I try to look at things and avoid the seriousness.. And think of other things... Ok it can be very hard to do at times I must amit... When things get to me I can stay down for months at a time... But with help from the love of my friends I soon get back up... I even put a comedy dvd on which I never use to like... But some I laugh so much i cried LOL... And what people say at times... Or looking at emails, or video clips, or even music..

Middle Brother
my brother youre my brother you bring joy to me you may do something wrong from time to time but you admitt when they are wrong you pay for what they have done youre my brother who has a way of making people laugh even when they dont want to laugh you brings joy to people around you people you called your friends turned their back on you when things got bad you makes me mad from time to time you makes things right when all is done and over with youre my brother who might not be there all the time but you is here in our hearts when you are away we love you you may be a pain youre my brother brings joy to the family you brings pain to the family when you does something wrong you goes away for awhile but you is here with us around the holidays in our hearts some people call you the black sheep of the family but in our hearts you is the same as the rest of us you dont get to see his neice grow to a young girl my brother makes up for what you does you may be a pai

Beginning
first off i should say that i got this car from a hack master. meaning that he hacked the hell out of this car. at first i'm goin gto do the things i can without sinking any money into it, wiring, aligning the panels, pounding out the dents and such. i'm also going to do lil customizing touches to it. good thing i went to school for that garbage. the car in this series of blogs is a 1993 pontiac grand am. i'm nick naming it the damn. i even plan on making the emblems to say GRAND DAMN, and even registering it at that. imagine those tickets lmao. the car i'm getting my parts from is a pontiac a-6000. yes i know there's not many that can used normally but there is still plenty in the a-6000. what i did today was soldering on the correct plugs for the speakers in the rear. i also marked up where to drill the holes for the 6x9's in the rear dash. i also pulled out the center consol of the damn so i can put a speaker in the front of it. making it have 5 speakers for now. i'm also mold

Little Brother
my baby brother my little brother might not be what everyone likes but i love him he is a pain most of the time my little brother has a learning problem the teachers make fun of him the kids at school make fun of him than they wonder why he does not like to go to school or that he acts out at school if i was treated that way i would too my little brother is called names at school all the time they tell him he is fat just because he is taller than they are they tell him he is stupid cause he has a reading problem they tell him he smells the teachers buy him things the reduce his smell than send him home with all of it in front of every one than they wonder why he acts out at school my little brother wrote the teacher a note saying he feels like they are crushing him his teacher erases his home work tells him he is wrong do it over and this time do it the right way in front of everyone my little brother has a learning problem and the teachers that are supposes

Alrighty Then
I saw the psychiatrist (Dr Hicks) today. He wants to keep me on the 200mgs of Zoloft and see me again on April 11th. He said that since I have had so much trouble with this that he's gonna keep a closer eye on it. THANK GOD!!! The highest dose he can give me is 300mgs.... so I suppose that means I am gonna be on this for at least a couple more months before he decides if it is working or not. I just want something to work. I can only do so much positive thinking until I wanna puke from it!!! K.. I am done

Profanity Is Nsfw?
from a bulletin i saw... === '† PHANTOM †' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-26 13:42:47'.. > > im being told now that profanity is nsfw.sorry. > === ' why on earth are they taking away all the joys of this site? seems to me maybe they are trying to lose members or just wanna be as bad as myspace. i don't get all of it and it really pisses me off!!!

Serge Evangelistra
CANDIA, N.H. -- A person was killed in a crash early Friday morning in Candia when his car left the road and collided with a tree. Police said Serge Evangelista Jr., 24, of Raymond, N.H., was pronounced dead at the scene. Officers said Evangelista failed to negotiate a curve on Route 43 and lost control of the vehicle. No one else was in the car. Investigators said that a Candia police officer had attempted to stop Evangelista in connection with driving erratically a few minutes before the crash, but the officer ended the chase because of hazardous road conditions Route 43, also known as Deerfield Road, was closed for several hours while the crash was investigated. Plz copy and paste to see video clip of car in the tree............... http://www.wmur.com/news/11092529/detail.html

Sex Excerise
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Differen

Why
why why is it that everytime i make plans you have to ruin everything i dont like you i never have and never will why is it that you ruin my life every chance you get my parents are not yours i dont care if you did marry my brother you will never be part of my family why is it that you ruin everything i have worked for i tell you one thing than it oh im sick i have to do this every time i have plans i have to break my plans just so you can come first you are a no good slut why is it that you are alive no one likes you cant you see you may think you are someone but you are nothing to me cant you see the only person that likes you is your husband and that is only some of the time your daughter doesnt even like you i guess she knows you are a no good whore you want my dad dead so you can have his money why is it that you are alive you are a greedy whore that doesnt deserve to be part of my family my brother made the biggest mistake in his life the day he

Finnally Got A Wicked Compter
just got it friday and just finnally figureing stuff out trying to get stuff off old hrd d4rive but i lost my windows cd and i got blue screen of death so i hope my buddy sti got his just wondering can i use a xp home cd with a ex pro number let me know thanks ps have a great monday Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Greetings Graphics and Images

Falling
falling you say im falling in love i say im falling out of love i dont feel the same for you anymore maybe you can find someone else someone who loves you i just dont love you im falling out of love with you falling into love for someone else i may not love you anymore that dont mean i dont have feelings for you it just means i dont have the same feelings falling out of love for you falling into love for someone new what we had will not change what will come is going to change maybe im looking for something new maybe im looking for a change falling out of love for you falling into love for another i just need a new point of view a new way to look at the world maybe someday we will look back say it could be for the better or maybe one day we will find it was for the worst falling out of love falling into a new way seeing things for what they are could be good just trying new things could change the way we feel change the meaning of love or just change ho

Are You Happy?
are you happy? im sitting here wondering are you happy where you are now do you still think about me do you still care about me i know you give me a hard time when you see me i know its just because you care why did you have to leave are you happy with the choices that you made do you know that we love you that we care for you we get mad when we see you hurt are you happy with the choices you made do you regret leaving the way you did did you mean the things you said about my family did you mean the things you did to the family do you even know what you did hurt us all are you happy now do you still love us i know we are you family but did you have to hurt us the way that you did do you even remember the things you did you say you didnt do the things they say you did we are told another we dont know who to believe for all we know everything could be a lie we dont know who is telling the truth can some one please explain to us are you happy where you are know

Life's Curveballs
When life throws you a curveball what do you do? I don't mean some minor curveball like a pimple before a dance...I mean a major curveball like losing the things you care about because they weren't truthfull or because of whatever or whoever came into the picture and screwed things up. Why do I have to suffer and go through nine kinds of hell. I just don't understand why life has to be so damn difficult. I guess it is like I have always said..."Life's a bitch...then we die"

The Princess Bride Story Book Love
The Princess Bride - Story Boook Love Come my love I'll tell you a tale Of a boy and girl and their love story And how he loved her oh so much And all the charms she did poses Now this did happen once upon a time When things were not so complex And how he worshiped the ground she walked And when he looked in her eyes he became obsessed My love is like a story book story But its as real as the feelings I feel My love is like a story book story but its as real as the feelings I feel but its as real as the feelings I feel His love was stonger than the powers so dark A prince could have within his kingdom His spells to weak and steal her heart Within her breast would only see him My love is like a story book story But its as real as the feelings I feel My love is like a story book story but its as real as the feelings I feel but its as real as the feelings I feel He said, "Don't you know I love you oh so much, and lay my heart at t

Why
CAN SOMEONE ON HERE PLEASE TELL ME WHY PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE TO LIE AND NOT BE THEMSELF.WHY CANT THEY BE THEM SELF AND TELL THE TRUTH. CAUSE I KNOW ONE GUY ON HERE THAT HIS WHOLE PROFILE IS A LIE. CAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH. HE SAID THAT HE LOVES HIS KIDS BUT HE REALLY DONT CAUSE IF HE DID HE WOULD NOT YELL , HIT, PULL THERE HAIR. AND SAYING THAT HE IS A PERFECT GENTELMAN HE TREAT WOMAN THE WAY THAT THEY SHOULD BE TREATED. THAT IS A LIE THE ONLY REASON WHY HE MARRIED MY SISTER IS SO HIS CHURCH WOULD HELP THEM OUT.

Lost Love
I long for the intimacy that we used to share, the inside jokes, and just knowing that at the end of the day, you'd be there. Maybe this feeling will find me again someday. I can only hope and pray,because I may learn to live without you, but I can't live without love. Why are you the first thought on my mind at the beginning and end of each day, when I doubt you think of me anyway. When the phone rings, my heart wants that to be you, it screams I love you, but only a fool lips would let that show. I need to let you go, I know you won't be coming back. I have to let go of hope and that is what's so hard to do. Most of all I need a friend right now, but the only friend I have had for so long -has been you.

Cold
Cold why does it feel so cold cold to the touch why does it hurt so bad that i want to do something something that i should not do why does it feel so cold cold as if there is nothing there it feels cold all the time i cant find a place that is warm any where that i go all i feel is cold what is it that is wrong i cant feel happiness i cant feel love i cant feel anything but cold and pain i cant bring myself to find joy in anything why does it feel so cold cold as if there is not a warm spot in the world why is it all i can feel is pain i cant do anything right pain seems to be the only thing that i can cause the only thing that i can feel is pain why is it so cold why cant i find happiness why cant i find love what is it that this world is coming to they say they love you but than they hurt you then all that is left to feel is pain i dont know what is happening why is it all i feel is pain there is no joy there is no love why cant i feel anything but

Darkness
darkness there is this big darkness that wont go away a pain that comes from the darkness it stays in my heart i cant get away from the darkness it keeps pulling me back when i try to get away the darkness is hard to fight its hard to act like the pain dont hurt me i hide the pain and the darkness away from everyone its always there inside my heart and soul the darkness wont let me leave the darkness has cause this pain i want it to go away it wont go away the darkness keeps comeing back to me pulling me in i want the darkness gone out of my life the darkness has become a part of me the pain that comes with it i want to fight it will some one show me the light show me the way away from the darkness i dont want the darkness to over come me i dont want the darkness to take over my life all because the pain that people have cause the pain that has come to my life i wont let the darkness over come me

Does Anyone Care
does anyone care is anybody listening do you even think about what you are doing before you act can you see how i feel why does this happen why wont you listen to me does anyone care is anybody listening why are this things happening why wont some one do something about them does anyone care is anybody listening can somebody help me can somebody do something why all this pain why all this hurt does anybody care is anybody listening can anyone hear them screaming people are in pain everyone just walks on by leaving them to scream what if everyone thought about others before they act what if some one does stop to help you could be one of them one day does anyone care is anybody listening just give a little faith not all people are bad all people have a little good in them some where you just have to look deep inside does anybody care is anybody listening can you hear them screaming stop and take a listen dont be so blind to everyone elses pain open you

Friends
friends they say that people need friends i used to have friends they turned their backs on me i moved away when i came back they gave me notes calling me names saying i was a bitch i did not even know what it was for she said i called her names i used to have friends my friends did nothing but tell lies about me i drop out of school cause everyone making fun of me cause i have a problem that i need medicine for called me names said oh theres more of you my friends made me feel like every thing i did was wrong they did not help me cope with my problem they just left me everyone said what are you stupid maybe i was stupid for thinking any of you were my friends i dont need friends to be happy friends may make the person what they are some day i might have friends again people that care about me that do not care that i have a problem friends stick by you no matter whats the dont judge you when things go wrong they are your friends no matter what friends dont

Getting Tired Of This Nsfw Policy...
I don't usually mind it, and don't care. Now, I have to speak up and say something........ I heard that you can not use 'obsene' languauge on the site. This is getting fucking ridiculous. (Pardon the use, lol) Isn't this supposed to be an adult site?? Not safe for work should not be an issue. If people are at work, and they don't want others to see this site, don't pull it up!! Idiots! You are wrecking it for everyone else, I am sure you know this. I've been here for awhile, since last August, at 15000 members... and I absolutely LOVE this site. I don't want to be controlled or have to worry about what I say or do in the presence of other members, whom I don't know, in fear of being deleted. If you don't see me on here as often, it's for that reason. It's the internet, if you don't like what you see, do us a favor by utilizing the X on the upper right corner of your window and don't look back. An adult site should not be treated like a teenybopper site, or worse MYSPACE! Isn't t

Hurt
hurt hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me do you really mean the things you did and said i wish i could make the hurt go away make the pain you cause to everyone leave let my heart heal the things you did and said hurt my life i will not be hurt anymore i want to heal my heart will heal over time i will learn from the hurt that you have cause i will not let it happen again i will not be made a fool of again hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me did you really mean the things you did and said do you even care that you hurt me i will never know i hope i never hear from you again i hope that you will never cause hurt to anyone hurt by the things you did to me hurt by the words you said to me i have learned from my mistakes i made by letting you into my life i will never let the hurt you cause back into my life i want to heal in time my heart will heal

Mothers
A mother is special. She's as soft and graceful as a butterfly, yet as strong and courageous as a grizzly bear. Her heart is large enough to hold everyone's pain and joy. Her hands are always gentle and soothing. Her arms are always warm and tender. She works hard to make a home feel like home, and she strives to make life pleasant and comfortable for those she loves. She never fails to go that extra mile to make the holidays happy and memorable. Her job is the most difficult and demanding ever known to any human being, yet she's fully dedicated to the task. She's always there for her family, guiding them and keeping them safe from harm. She owns a magical way to raise spirits and make everything feel better. And her sympathy, unselfishness and forgiveness are unending. All that anyone is or could ever hope to be can be attributed to a mother. She instills the teachings that will last a lifetime. She sows the seeds of virtue and morality, and in the process

I'm Not Gonna Cry
im not gonna cry you can call me all the name you want put me down im not gonna cry over you there are more important reason to cry you can tell all the lies you want im not gonna cry about it you can say you love me than go around telling people whatever you want im not gonna cry over it im gonna listen to my heart i dont need you and your lies dont need your name calling you acting like a little kid im not gonna cry over you im gonna live my life the way i want if that hurts what you are trying to pull i dont care im not gonna cry over stupid kid stuff go about your name calling acting like a little brat i dont care go back to your family stay out of my life dont expect me to cry over you cause im not gonna cry over you you go around with all your lies i dont need a man acting like a kid in my life i need a man that knows how to treat a person right im not gonna cry over you there are more important things in the world to cry over you are not one of th

Who Ever Came Up With
the saying "Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all" is a stupid person. look i know its about emotional maturity, blah blah blah. i just got my nuts crunched let me mope for a little while. dont need young people giving me advice on love. been there dont that a few times.

I'm Over You
im over you you keep calling me wanting me back i have news for you im over you im over your lies you told me i dont need you saying you love me you are gone im fine with that i kicked you out of my life i dont want you back so dont go calling me you dont love me get on with your life dont go calling me asking if we would ever work out again like i told you before it will never be im over you i dont need you back so go on with your life im happy on my own i kicked you out of my life you can never be apart of my life again im over you i dont need you i can make it on my own i dont need a man in my life to be happy dont go calling me any more you can tell your family all the lies you want you can tell them what i did to you tell me how i hurt you so bad im over you i dont need you telling me i need you to be happy im happy on my own

Top 3
I have found that the top 3 things to have a happy and long lasting relationship is. 50/50- Let the relationship be 50/50 not him 10 and you 90 or you 20 and him 60 it has to be equal. Trust- You got to have trust in the relationship. If you don't trust him or he don't trust you, or if you don't trust each other then why are you with each other. Communication- You got to talk things out. Don't be afraid to, let them know what you are feeling, trust me it goes along way. But if they don't want to talk don't push just let them know you are there to talk to. I have found out this works my relationship is still going strong. So take my advice and if your still not sure ask someone who is divorced what went wrong . It works they will tell you unless they are still sore about the subject.

My Dad
my dad my dad is the angel in my life he has cancer but he is still there when we need him i know he is in alot of pain but he tries to act like it dont bother him he dont want us kids worrying about him all the time my dad is the angel in my life they say he shouldnt be walking he still is my dad has alot of health problems i worry about him alot even though he dont want us kids worrying about him most of the time that is all i can do is worry my dad is the angel in my life he worked two jobs to help the family till his doctor made him quiet one of the jobs he works so much he isnt there all the time my dad is the angel in my life when i was born he was going to give me blood to get better he was proud that i pulled thru even though i didnt need the blood my dad is my angel he has been here with us thru the good times and the bad times the doctors are surpised that he is still walking they are surpised that he is still alive according to the doctors he should h

Yesterday
Yesterday Yesterday we travelled side-by-side as lovers do. You cleaved me dear and we strolled as one. The crisp Spring current inhaled existence into winter trees. We settled beside the rivulet drinking in the magnificence of nature. Yesterday the smile on your face was all I desired. Yesterday we collapsed as lovers do in a labyrinth of sheets depleted. Yesterday we fell asleep to sister sun and roused to a brother moon. Yesterday I breathed as a woman should- bursting with euphoria.

Now That You Are Gone
now that youre gone everything is fine now that you are out of my life bugging me all day and night thats all gone now things couldnt be better now that you are out of my life seeing things trough my eyes now that things have change im happy for once again in my life now that you are out of my life you can go bug some one else i dont need you any more things are going better now that youre gone my family is closer than ever watching out for the next thing you change the way i look at things change the way i view life now that youre gone i live my life the way i want too no one is holding me back im free to do what i want no more worrying that each time the phone rings you will be on the other end of the line im not afraid to do the things that i want not afraid to be myself now that youre gone i live each day to the fullest im not scared of doing something wrong i dont need no lying cheating man in my life now that youre gone i can be myself

Follow Your Dreams
Trouble arrives in measures, and we stack it up real high, until we're convinced, we have no reason to try. If you feel defeated, you're absolutely wrong, for if you follow your dream, you could never lose for long. Ignore the minor set-backs that pile up and trouble you, or you will build a mountain, out of the stones hurled at you. The future holds great promise, your destiny unknown, but God is always helping, and you're never alone. Soar bravely toward your goal. Let nothing darken the way. You can change your tomorrow, if you seek your dream today.

Written By Me December '99 On My Website Using Notes I Took From Talking To People. Hope You Like It!
Please keep in mind that if you are not open minded and don't have a very wild sense of humor about sex, stories, and life's mishaps, please do not go any further on this page. Personal and private stories are not shared on this site due to privacy and personal trust. Please be aware that these are not linked to anyone directly but are for the enjoyment of your reading pleasure. This is not my own personal opinion but jokes sent in and/or discussed and I thought would be humorous......enjoy! _______________________________________________________ The I.S.E.'s Forty Ways Women Fail In Bed 1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's package don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the penis as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be worshipped and held tenderly at all times.The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be

Open The Door To My Heart
open the door to my heart my heart is closed to the world i feel so much pain that has been can some one open the door to my heart to the world i need some one to show me how to love a person with all my heart my heart is closed to the world that is outside my house i feel so much pain that has been caused that i closed it to the world and everyone in it songs of things happening feel my heart with pain i know the things that are happening are bad i know what they are trying to do seem right but i cant open my heart to see how real things are will some one ever open my heart to see things as they are in the world i filled with such pain and torment from things that i have opened my heart to my heart is closed to the world will some one show me how to open my heart up to the world some one to show me love some one to show me that people can be trusted will some one ever come that can show me true meaning of the world open the door to my heart let me see how things

For My Dad
so much pain please god let there be no more pain i can not handle seeing him in pain i love my dad so much please take the ease up the pain please let there be no more pain i dont want him to give up on life we still need him he still needs us i just can not handle seeing him in so much pain it hurts him to move they say he should be dead he is still here here to see his family grow see what they are doing with their lifes i can not handle him in so much pain he enjoys seeing us grow from day to day seeing his grand daughter grow up i know he wont be here forever i just wish you would take away some of his pain i just can not handle seeing him is so much pain he is the greatest man in the world to me no one can ever take his place in my heart he will always be my number one i just can not handle seeing him in so much pain god can you please take some of his pain away i know you can not do every thing people ask of you i just can not handle him in so much pai

Tell Me What It Is
tell me what it is tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way the sun shines on your face the way you make people laugh how you get people to smile when you come in the room tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way the moon reflects off the water when you are there is it the way people fall over your every move the way you bring joy to a child the happiness that over comes a person tell me what it is that makes you happy i really want to know what makes you happy is it that you live life to the fullest when you make a dying person laugh the way your dreams come true when your favorite song come on the radio the way you sing that brings joy to people people all around you so happy that they are brought to tears of joy tell me what it is that makes you happy is it the way your family is happy for the things you do with your life the way you make the people around you over come with joy and happiness the way you would never hurt a person t

12 Cherry Steps For The Addict
1.ADMIT you are an addict,then youcan recieve help 2.stop randomly rating and fanning based on pics-it bugs people who post to be disregarded because youre more interested in their nsfw pics than their inner mind 3.you know your an addict when the first thing u do is log on just to check your messeges n comments! go out and actually get a life is a great idea thats what i need to do.. or maybe a vacation 4.when mumming,why say this has been done?so youve read it-yay-give others there space to read and have fun as well you assholes 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. im out of ideas,so feel free to add your insights-i read and cherish every utterance

Gay Ass Des[perate Guys
fuck all these bitch ass guys that hit on my girlfriend.....its fuckin low life fuckers like you that ruin relationships and die alone. i know damn well im in love and that its true kinda funny how many sad ass lonely bitches come on here blow my girls shit up. FUCK OFF AND DIE BITCH ASS PUNK MOTHER FUCKERS!!

Last To Know
last to know people go around saying i know who likes me they say i dont need to know why am i the last to know everything they say he isnt the right type for me you dont know who is the right man for me why am i the last to know everything they say he isnt good enough for me say i need someone better yea i can agree if the man is like the last boyfriend i had why am i the last to know everything cant i chose for myself dont i know what type of man i want cant i judge for myself people let me know im tried of being the last to know why cant men be open let me know if you like me dont go around telling everyone else tell me dont let me find out from everyone else cause they wont tell me they think they know what i need in a man why am i the last to know they say they know who likes me i want to know who he is why dont they tell me who he is cant i chose if he is right for me why am i the last to know everything why cant men be open and let you know for yours

Trust You
trust you you tell me to trust you trust you as far as i can throw you which is not very far trust you is what you tell me you say you do not cheat i hear from my brother you are with his best friend too how can i trust you after that you say you will change change the way you act change yea that is a laugh you will never change so how could i ever trust you you go around staring at all the girls that go by you want all the young girls not all young girls like older men you were how much older than me you still wanted younger and i was 18 i will never again trust you you said you would quit smoking you did not you said you would stop drinking finally you listened to something i said how can i trust you after all the time we were together you only did one thing that you said you would do so how can i trust you ever i can not trust a liar

What Is Love
what is love what is love i dont know what real love is love between two people is love the laughs the tears that you share why do people say that they love you than they go around lying and cheating on you every chance they get you may spend your life never knowing what real love is maybe someday the right man will come along till that day you may never know i will keep on praying for that day the day he comes what is love will i ever know the laughs and the tears that two people share for one another i want to know love someone to tell me their secerts i tell them mine someone to share my life with what is love will your real love show you things in life that you may have never seen before will your real love take you places you have never been before will your real love share their true feelings and beliefs with you will your love show you the world throw their eyes i want to know real love is that person you?

Three Little Words
For us mere mortals, we never know how strong an impact we make on others' lives until it's too late. There are some among us who are super human and their impact is felt almost immediately. I hope I fall somewhere in the middle - I know I'm not Wonder Woman (although I have felt like her sometimes, trying to do too many things all at once) but I also don't want to be blind to the fact that I do affect the people around me, and hopefully in a positive manner. Three is a magic number. If you look around you, you will see it everywhere... it's all part of nature. We all have a little magic in us, did you know that? Three little words... every one of you can do magic with just three little words. I Believe You... trust is an amazing thing. Both the giver and the receiver share something priceless. When you believe in someone, you place trust, faith, and depending on what you believe, you may be placing your very self in their care. I Forgive You... some of the most powerful li

Who Am I To You
who am i you say you love me than you call me someone else do you remember my name? do you still love her? you say you dont than you call me her name who am i to you you say you love me than you say you dont know real love why didnt i see it from the start that you where all wrong for me you wanted me for all the wrong reason how can i say i love you i know i say it but i dont feel it for you you are like a friend i like maybe you say you love me than you call me her name how can you love some one when you cant even remember my name i have a name who am i to you i have a name i have my own life you are all wrong for me now its time for you to go time for me to get on with my life you say you love me but i want real love you cant give it to me time for me to move on goodbye to you

Will You Forgive Me
will you forgive will you forgive me for the things i have done the way i said you would never amount to anything the way i said you are not my family i didnt mean the thing i said will you forgive me i never meant to hurt you the way i have been hurt i never meant to bring you down you are my family the only family i could ever want will you forgive me for the way i said i dont love you any more you are my brother you are my friend i never meant to do the things i did even if i dont remember everything i did wrong will you forgive the way the world treats i didnt mean to treat you the same as everyone else does you mean the world to me you are the light in the darkest days will you forgive the way things have turn out you are the brightest person i know i shouldnt have put you down i may not like all your friends even if the have given me reasons not to like them i should have trust in you will you forgive me for everything that i did even if you knew i

Whats Your Sign?
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. It's worth reading to the end! Those of you who have worked with attorneys will find this very easy to understand.... ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. _______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And i

Away
away you seem so far away when you are sitting there thinking when i ask you something you dont open up you just walk away from me you dont seem to care you only seem to care about yourself why do you keep your feelings to yourself lock yourself away in a room dont even bother to talk to anyone you cant share anything with anyone you lock everything away as if you are afaird to open up to anyone are you afaird of being hurt im not going to hurt you i love you i just want you to open up if only for a little bit lock yourself away in you little room away from the rest of the world open up if only to share one little thing that is all i ask of you let me know what is wrong dont walk away from me ill still love you no matter what it is that you have going on dont lock yourself away in your room away from the rest of the world let me know what is going on it hurts me to see you this way like you dont care what happens i love you for you not because you are pr

Flooded With Emotions
Flooded with emotions i feel as though im drowning with all these emotions i feel happy cause you are here i feel sad when you are hurting all these emotions are drowning me i cant control how i feel i love the little smile on your face the way you laugh when you see something funny you are an angel that god sent down you were the cutest little girl i feel like im drowning with all these feelings your dad was so happy the day you were born he wouldnt let anyone hold you the smile on your face made us all smile we were so happy to see you alive and well the brightest little bundle of joy i feel like im drowning with all these feelings that i have had since the day you where born the first laugh we shared the scares you gave me the tears your beautiful eyes looking back at me i feel like im drowning with all these feelings your smile after all is done after the tears you shread the way you laugh when some one makes a funny face drowning with emotions

This Is Such A Good Idea
George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem

A Conundrum
1 says one thing about2,2 says another thing about1,both facts are presented to 3 to determine truth,which lies somewhere between 1and 2s perspectives.so,3 must use loaded questions and innuendos to determine who is trying to play him,and who is the false prophet.it was all so much easier in cali

You Say
you say you say i should see the world a better place what if i find it hard you say i should see how you feel i know how you feel but i find it hard to believe how can i listen to what you say you say you love me you get mad when i dont help you out well everything is not all about u other people have lifes to not just you you say i should see the world a better place i find it hard to see it that way when everything is going bad i thought you cared but it looks like you dont you dont give a shit so why should i you used to be like my best friend but it seems like now all u do is put me down i dont need that in my life if i died would u even care cause its not about u would you even cry i care bout u but all i do is get put down in return you say i should care for everyone but why should i when it seems like all you care is about yourself some way of life you are setting for us when you cant even do what you say you say i should see the world as a beautif

Lighten Up
lighten up can i tell you something you really need to lighten up you over act over things like when someone said no to you as if you cant find someone better she may not be interested there are more people in the world lighten up about things someone might like you but they are just afaird to show you let people see the real you you may find that more people like you lighten up and maybe you will see that people like you for who you are dont go around acting like someone else messing with peoples minds will only hurt you in the end lighten up for once in your life maybe you will find what you are looking for just show them how you really are they may not like you at first but they will come to like you if you would only be yourself just lighten up and show the world dont act like you are someone youre not i like you for you now if you would just let the world in too you would see that not everyone is so judgemental about people they like people for them

The Knight
THE KNIGHT HE SAVES ME, TALKS TO ME IN THE MOST GENTLEST WAY, THE KNIGHT IS MY FRIEND, I MINCE NO WORDS OR HAVE TO PRETEND, MY KNIGHT IS HONEST AND BLUE EYED, AND I AM NEVER AFRAID TO TALK TO MY KNIGHT, HE TURNS THE DARKNESS INTO LIGHT, BY JUST A KIND WORD OR A SMILE, HE JUST DOESNT KNOW HOW IMPORTANT HE IS TO ME, AND YET WE NEED EACH OTHER, HE CALMS MY SOUL, AND THE ONE I DREAM OF AT NIGHT, HE RESCUES ME IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY HE CAN,EVEN WHEN I DON'T THINK I NEED IT, HE WILL DEFEND ME IN A FIGHT, AND HE IS MY KNIGHT.

Lookin For Love
Ok so I found the man that I know that I am suppose to be with but there is one problem, he is married. I don't know what to do. I know that he loves me and I love him but seeing as how he is married that is really tough on this. He is an amazing man. I love everything about him. I don't know what to do. Everyone please comment me and tell me what they think i should do. But the whole story is that he is married has been for about 5 years. The only reason he is still married is because they have kids together. He isn't happy with her but he is happy with the kids. He says that he just doesn't want to leave the kids. Which is understandable. But He doesnt' love her and he loves me. He tells me all the time that he wishes things were different. And that one day he thinks that he will leave her. He says that he is happy with me and that he loves me but I don't know what to do. please help me.....I am so confused. I don't know if I should let go or stay.....

Oil Change Instructions For Men
1. Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50 00. 2. Stop by 7 - 11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3. Open a beer and drink it. 4. Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5. Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6. In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7. Place drain pan under engine. 8. Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9. Give up and use crescent wrench. 10. Unscrew drain plug. 11. Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12. Crawl out from under car to wipe hot oil off of face and arms. Throw kitty litter on spilled oil. 13. Have another beer while watching oil drain. 14. Spend 30 minutes looking for oil filter wrench. 15. Give up; crawl under car and hammer a screwdriver through oil filter and twist off 16. Crawl out from under car with dripping oil filter splashing oil everywhere

Wrecked
wrecked you wrecked my life the day you ran away was it fun for you you wanted to go home no one was there we found you downtown the cops told us where to find you you wrecked my life do you even care what you did to me it was wrong to run away you went home to your family i love you still even if you did wreck everything for me do you care at all that you hurt me by running away did you get a laugh did you get it out of your system was it fun wrecking my life hope you are happy now with the way things went hope you like what you have done the things you did it was all wrong you should not run away look at how things have turned out you have wrecked my life you shouldnt have done what you did people do it but its not right you should never run away get help if something is wrong dont run away from it you wrecked my life by Melissa Dumler

Top Ten Best Things To Do With Career Criminals
TOP TEN BEST THINGS TO DO WITH CAREER CRIMINALS: 1) Murderers: Let them choose one of two "early retirement plans" - lethal injection or the electric chair. 2) Rapists: Make them wear pink tutus for the duration of their next prison term. 3) Robbers: Make them pay for room and board. 4) Drug dealers: Let them perform their own body cavity searches while everyone watches. 5) Drunken drivers: Decorate their cells with pictures of their victims. 6) Terrorists: Implant a homing device behind their left ear - and an explosive behind the right. 7) Arsonists: Use them for scientific experiments and medical research. 8) Child molesters: Stop them from reproducing by having them spayed or neutered by a veterinarian. 9) Cop killers: Use them as live organ donors. 10) Corrupt politicians: Introduce them to Islamic law and let med students get some practice by amputating whatever body part it was that they used to commit their crimes.

13 Goals Of A Witch
1. Know yourself 2. Know your Craft 3. Learn 4. Apply knowledge and wisdom 5. Achieve balance 6. Keep your words in good order 7. Keep Your thoughts in good order 8. Celebrate life 9. Attune with the cycles of the Earth 10. Breath and eat correctly 11. Exercise the body 12. Meditate 13. Honor the Goddess and God.

3-26-07
Heading out for a while. Wont be back till probably May. Gonna get some things done that really need my attention. Will miss ya all. An hope to see you all soon. Thoes of you who have my yahoo ID feel free to IM me any time you see me on. Will be back to you all asap. Much love to my future hubby Raphael and our daughter. Mel

Home
I got called out of work at 11am this morning, as I got a phone call from the secretary at my mom's school. She told me how she was sick, her blood pressure was really high, and that if I couldn't come get her and take her to a doctor, then they were calling an ambulance or would take her themselves. I obviously left school, thank goodness I had a workshop today, and no kids, and picked her up. I took her to the hospital where they were worried she was going to have a stroke. I don't want to rehash the whole hospital experience, but she is ok. She is home and the doctor said she was fine. She has to go to at last 2 more doctors tomorrow, her primary and we're trying to find a neurologist. They want her to have an ultrasound done on her carotid artery to make sure that she is fine. Please say a prayer for her. I'm exhausted, but trying to keep positive. Why do parents have to get older??

You Promised
promise you promised me that you would change the way you treated my family you treated them like they were animals you didnt want anything to do with them only when you wanted something from them you promised me you would change the way you spoke to me you told me to do things if i didnt listen to you and do them right away you got mad and started screaming you promised you wouldnt cheat you cheated on me with the girls around town its funny how my brother turned you in you didnt have the balls to tell me the truth you promised that you would change the way you acted when we go some where you didnt so i never went anywhere with you again you screamed at me and my family in the doctors office just cause i told you i couldnt take it anymore you promised that you would change you didnt so now i have to say good bye to you get out of my life i promise you i will not cry over you you dont mean anything to me anymore im tired of the way you treat people like they

Songs I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And we can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes a

Karma
Kamma is an impersonal, natural law that operates in accordance with our actions. It is a law in itself and does not have any lawgiver. Kamma operates in its own field without the intervention of an external, independent, ruling agent. Kamma (in Pali Language) or karma (in Sanskrit) can be put in the simple language of a child: do good and good will come to you now, and hereafter. Do bad and bad will come to you now, and hereafter. In the language of the harvest, kamma can be explained in this way: if you sow goods seeds, you will reap good harvest. If you sow bad seeds, you will reap a bad harvest. In the language of science, kamma is called the law of cause and effect: every cause has an effect. Another name for this is the law of moral causation. Moral causation works in the moral realm just as the physical law of action and reaction works in the physical realm. In the Dhammapada, kamma is explained in this manner: the mind is the chief (forerunner) of all good or bad states

Family
family what is family to you i thought family was blood but i guess to you anyone can be family who do you believe is family i think family is your real blood family not the whole world my family is already been decided you may like a bigger family but i like my blood family no one will ever change my view on family you may want everyone to be your family but that is not the way i feel about it not everyone can be family unless everyone is marries family than that would be wrong not everyone in the world can be family that may be to you but not for me one dad one mom brothers and sister unless you are married than you have two dads and two moms that is the only way you can have a bigger family you may think the whole world is family but no way is that true you may try to change my mind but that will never be i have my mind set and you cant change it my family is blood not everyone on the street i dont even like most of my family always thinking they are be

Breathe
Breathe Underneath all this made up tangibility I know the gospel. Underneath my skin and bones I am on fire. Underneath all the flames I remember to- breathe. Above the adversity of love I arise to stand tall. Above the fabrications I walk onward away from the clique. Above it all I remember to- breathe.

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Feel
feel can you feel the wind blewing blewing across your face blewing throw your hair can you feel the beat of my heart beating with my every breath i feel as if there is nothing that can go wrong as if there is no tomorrow can you feel the rain coming down drowning out our fears washing away our tears can you feel the wind blewing blewing so hard as if we might blow away i feel as if we could blew away like we are nothing the rain comes pouring down washing away our fears taking away our pain can you feel the beat of my heart beating faster with every passing minute beating as if i fear everything could change nothing be the same anymore i feel as if everything could stop and might not be the same when it starts again i feel the rain pouring down as if it was washing away my fears drowning out everything we fear is bad washing down the street we walk passing with every glance we make can you feel the way i love you with every passing breath i take can you

Pagan Wheel Of The Year
The Pagan Wheel of the Year: YULE IMBOLC OSTARA BELTANE LITHA LUGHNASSADH MABON SAMHAIN - circa Dec. 21 - February 2 - circa March 21 - May 1 - circa June 21 - August 1 - circa Sept. 21 - Oct. 31 / Nov. 1 YULE (circa December 21) (Winter Solstice, December 20-23 (varies according to the particular date on the standard calendar according to when the Solstice will occur astronomically)). Longest night of the year, the turning point when the days shall afterwards grow longer as winter begins its passage into the coming spring. It is, in the Goddess worship, the time when she gives forth again to the birth of the Divine Sun child who shall be both child and eventually lover and father of the next child in the cycle. Winter Solstice for pagans is a time of feasting and the exchanging of gifts and is the original Holiday that the Christian religions modified into their own Christmas, even up to the birth of the child (Most theologians who have spent

Quote Of The Week 1 & 2
Hey there everyone out there in Cherryland. Its time for this weeks instalment of "quote of the week". Also, week one is in this blog too because last week I posted it in my "stash", but have decided the better place is in my blog. So, here they are..... **Week 1** Don't waste time on someone who won't waste time on you! **Week 2** "Those who have long enjoyed the priviledges we enjoy, forget in time that men have died to win them." Franklin Deleno Roosevelt

Leave Me
you say you want me back it's too late i don't want you back just leave me alone i don't want to hear it i've heard your lies i jsut want you gone you hurt me enough i don't want to feel this way i want someone that tells the truth i can't find that in you just leave me alone i don't want to hear it you tell me you can change i don't want you just leave me alone i hate you i know it hurts but thats how i feel you hurt me enough i don't have to take it i want you out please don't come back just leave me alone i'll be fine on my own i don't need you to tell me what to do i'm my own person just leave me alone never come back by Melissa Dumler

Anonymous Haters
Okay, I completely realise and accept that I am not the most gorgeous chick on the Earth. I'm not trying to be. I am who I am, take it or leave it. I don't think I am ugly, just not drop dead gorgeous i.e. Adriana Lima. She's is fucking smoking and even though I am not a lesbian, oh hell yeah I would so do her. Anyway, moving forward... I feel really special right now. You know you are special when people take time out of their lives to hate you. Someone out there hates me and it is a secret hate crush! Secret society, secret society! Yayyyy! Me! Listen, if you are my secret hater, I just want to thank you for all of the attention you are paying to me. I feel so important right now and I have you to thank for this moment of joy I am experiencing. Every freaking time you anonymously show me how much you care it makes my nipples hard. Ohhhh next time I might even cream for you. I feel a little bad for you that you don't have the balls to just tell me straight up that you are i

Gifts Gifts Gifts
GET YOUR GIFTS FROM ME LEAVE ME AT LEAST 50 COMMENTS IN MY CONTEST AND I WILL GET U A GIFT THE MORE COMMENTS U LEAVE THE BETTER THE GIFT JUST SEND ME A PM WITH THE AMMOUNT OF COMMENTS AND I WILL SEND IT. PLEASE I NEED TO GET 10,000 TO WIN. THEN U CAN STOP SEEING THESE ANNOYING BULLETINS

Walk Away
you tell me that i don't need to change you say you love me just the way i am but than you don't act like i am there you just turn your back to me i try to talk to you you just walk away i tell you that i love you you just nod your head and leave me there questioning do you really care or am i just someone you can come to when you need someone i tell you how i feel i tell you i am real you just walk away then you have a bad day and you come to me i just walked away you run after me you tell me you love me i walk away and say i love you but you didn't listen you just turned and walked away you hurt me now it's my turn to walk away just know i love you for you you say you always love me and you are sorry you didn't show it i will never change for noone i am real by Melissa Dumler

Becoming Illegal
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 HartSenateOfficeBuilding Phone (202) 224 3254 WashingtonDC, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer >>of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the. Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a

The Life Of { Oscar Wilde }
Oscar Wilde (1854-1900), Irish poet and dramatist whose reputation rests on his comic masterpieces Lady Windermere's Fan(1892) and The Importance of Being Earnest (1895). Among Wilde's other best-known works are his only novel The Picture of Dorian Gray(1891) and his fairy tales especially "The Happy Prince." Wilde was born on October 16, 1854 in Dublin to unconventional parents - his mother Lady Jane Francesca Wilde (1820-96), was a poet and journalist. His father was Sir William Wilde, an Irish antiquarian, gifted writer, and specialist in diseases of the eye and ear. Wilde studied at Portora Royal School, Enniskillen, County Fermanagh (1864-71), Trinity College, Dublin (1871-74) and Magdalen College, Oxford (1874-78). In 1878 Wilde received his B.A. and in the same year he moved to London. His lifestyle and humorous wit soon made him the spokesman for Aestheticism, the late 19th century movement in England that advocated art for art's sake. He worked as art reviewer (1881),

Call
so i'm on the phone with my friend when you call i tell you i'll call you back when you don't get the call maybe you'll see i don't love you i care just quit calling i'll call you later i have my own life i don't need to talk to you 24/7 i'll call you when i'm ready i care i just can't talk to you at least not right now i don't think i love you every time i see you i don't know what happens to me i can't stop lookin at you maybe i do love you so i call you back to tell you how i feel you say you feel the same was you didn't know how to say it by Melissa Dumler

Chapter 7 { The Canterville Ghost
Four days after these curious incidents, a funeral started from Canterville Chase at about eleven o'clock at night. The hearse was drawn by eight black horses, each of which carried on its head a great tuft of nodding ostrich-plumes, and the leaden coffin was covered by a rich purple pall, on which was embroidered in gold the Canterville coat-of-arms. By the side of the hearse and the coaches walked the servants with lighted torches, and the whole procession was wonderfully impressive. Lord Canterville was the chief mourner, having come up specially from Wales to attend the funeral, and sat in the first carriage along with little Virginia. Then came the United States Minister and his wife, then Washington and the three boys, and in the last carriage was Mrs. Umney. It was generally felt that, as she had been frightened by the ghost for more than fifty years of her life, she had a right to see the last of him. A deep grave had been dug in the corner of the churchyard, just

Infamous Predictions
This was sent to me by a friend of mine and i thought I would share it with you. Enjoy. "Man will never reach the moon regardless of all future scientific advances." -- Dr. Lee DeForest, "Father of Radio & Grandfather of Television." "The bomb will never go off. I speak as an expert in explosives." - - Admiral William Leahy, US Atomic Bomb Project "There is no likelihood man can ever tap the power of the atom." -- Robert Millikan, Nobel Prize in Physics, 1923 "Computers in the future may weigh no more than 1.5 tons." -- Popular Mechanics, forecasting the relentless march of science, 1949 "I think there is a world market for maybe five computers." -- Thomas Watson, chairman of IBM, 1943 "I have traveled the length and breadth of this country and talked with the best people, and I can assure you that data processing is a fad that won't last out the year." -- The editor in charge of business books for Prentice Hall, 1957 "But what ... is it good for?

Cinderella No More
empty walls... it's amazing how home can reflect who you are. sitting in the dark, the lonely dusk envelops me, i used to be such a beacon. my glass slipper was shattered, the pieces swept away in disrepair... lying in the trash somewhere... it got thrown away long ago. and no one knows that but me. my hair falls around my face, knots and frizz for days clouding my sight... but what's the point anymore? no one sees beyond face value... and my face value deteriorates by the day. how sad to wrap yourself in an existence that's lost its meaning...

Be Back In A While
Ok, so yesterday and today, I was not feeling so hot. I think it was some sort of 24 hour flu thing that has been going around. Hopefully it will be the last of the season. I can't afford to miss anymore work. When I called off today, my boss was less than thrilled. *sighs* Anyways, I'm headed off of here for a little while. Gonna go sit on my front porch and read for a little while. If you haven't already - Please take a minute to stop by the following contests/giveaways and smack some cherrytap loving on them.

Fyi To All My Friends
For anyone on site who has my yahoo address, it is no longer VALID, nor is the messenger. Someone tapped into my account and stoled my password and all my contacts, pictures etc...so if you get an email from cheekyone4you@yahoo.ca it is not me.....please report to YAHOO!! Thanks Ricki aka Cheekyone

You're Under Arrest And....
YOU'RE UNDER ARREST AND.... 1. No, I don't know who you are 2. No, I don't care who you know 3. Yes, you do pay my salary 4. Yes, you can have my job 5. No, I don't have anything better to do 6. Yes, I arrest real criminals sometimes 7. No, I'm not picking on you because you're________________ 8. No, I can't give you a break 9. No, I don't know your friend, Officer____________ 10. Yes, you will be able to make a phone call 11. Yes, you probably will never do it again 12. No, we can't talk about it 13. Yes, it does make me happy 14. Yes, you will see me in court Your Arresting Officer

Radio
i'm sitting in my room when the radio comes on with a song that reminds me of you i didn't cry i called you to leave a message that when you get this call me everyday the radio plays the song i can't help think maybe i do love you when you get home from your grandparents we can talk one day i got a call from your sister telling me you had cried everyday this song came on the radio i said why she said he tries to call you the phone is busy i told her i tried to call him the phone was busy or noone answered while we were talking the radio came on with the song she said he was crying she put him on the phone said he loved me i said i loved him when he got home we got together to talk the radio made us see how we felt about each other by Melissa Dumler

Emotions
Emotions She traverses in elegance a woman of faculties so she says. She secludes in reflections a woman disregarded by existence. She’s a woman of intoxication, and she absorbs my hunger in the palm of her hand. Emotions come showering within and entangle me. Emotions ease inside and make my world shift pigment. She is a narcotic that stimulates an addiction. She says she is not angelic but I know differently. She bears creation into my night. Emotions descend within and ensnare me. Emotions encompass her to my side. She is woman . . .

Chapter 6 { The Canterville Ghost
About ten minutes later, the bell rang for tea, and, as Virginia did not come down, Mrs. Otis sent up one of the footmen to tell her. After a little time he returned and said that he could not find Miss Virginia anywhere. As she was in the habit of going out to the garden every evening to get flowers for the dinner-table, Mrs. Otis was not at all alarmed at first, but when six o'clock struck, and Virginia did not appear, she became really agitated, and sent the boys out to look for her, while she herself and Mr. Otis searched every room in the house. At half-past six the boys came back and said that they could find no trace of their sister anywhere. They were all now in the greatest state of excitement, and did not know what to do, when Mr. Otis suddenly remembered that, some few days before, he had given a band of gipsies permission to camp in the park. He accordingly at once set off for Blackfell Hollow, where he knew they were, accompanied by his eldest son and two of

What Is Said...... What Is Meant!
What is Said What is Meant! 1- While on routine patrol... -I was in the car because the coffee shop was closed. 2- The motorist was operating his vehicle in a reckless manner -He had a bumper sticker that said "SLOW DOWN-DON'T FEED THE PIGS" 3- The accident scene and the safety of the victims prevented this officer from doing traffic control -It was raining. 4- This officer went out-of-service to obtain intelligence information from a street informant. -It was too hot to ride in the car. 5- I observed the suspect acting in a suspicious manner... -The dirt-bag let go with an "Oink" as I walked by. 6- Knowing the suspect had a criminal history... -He puked on my uniform one night... 7- The informant is of known credibility and has provided reliable information in the past... -I've got two theft cases hanging over his head... 8- While being arrested, this subject resisted being injured in the act... -He ripped my shirt and broke my new mirror sunglasses..

My Resume Part 2
Saturday Night... same Drill... brothers go to bed at 10.. fun begins at 10:30! After 5 minutes of kissing Viki says, "I swear to God if you ever say a word...." In typical teen fashion I roll my eyes and swear to all that i hold holy that I wont utter a peep! She smiles and in one fell swoop... off comes her t-shirt and she reaches for her bra... "Well? Take your clothes off" she said releasing those beautiful orbs into view for the first time. I thought I would pass out when the blood left my brain and headed southward so fast! The only thing headed south any faster were my jean shorts and tidy whiteys! I believe I just might have broken the speed of sound I ripped them off so fast. I looked down at the floor to fumble them off of my feet and when I looked up... there she was.... naked. I swallowed hard... this was it... HOME RUN! I mean... what did I know about sex? As far as i knew... I had just HAD sex! She stepped towards me and for the first time I realized th

Why
why god why is this happening to me what's with all the pain when will it be gone it hurts so much it makes me cry the pain is worse when i lay down for bed i'm black and blue all over why did this happen did i do something wrong why does it hurt it hurts so much when will it all just go away why is the pain so bad that i cry and i can't sleep at night what is happening to me why all this pain it hurts so bad that at night i break down and i cry why wont the pain just go away why isn't everything like it used to be why can't i sleep why does it hurt so much when will the pain just go away why wont it stop why god why why wont you make it go away what did i do i know i haven't been good all the time but noone is perfect tell me why wont the pain just go away when will everything be ok again by Melissa Dumler

Anotha Contest Fo Me....lol...
Now it is time once again to all come out in full force and show yours truly some luv. The winners showin me luv will get a tasering....The losers showing me luv will get a tasering....lol..So come on out n bust yo jokes and act a fool. Or I shall track u all down n run u ova wit my truck.....lol... [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3624610449 ]

Chapter 5 { The Canterville Ghost
A few days after this, Virginia and her curly-haired cavalier went out riding on Brockley meadows, where she tore her habit so badly in getting through a hedge that, on their return home, she made up her mind to go up by the back staircase so as not to be seen. As she was running past the Tapestry Chamber, the door of which happened to be open, she fancied she saw some one inside, and thinking it was her mother's maid, who sometimes used to bring her work there, looked in to ask her to mend her habit. To her immense surprise, however, it was the Canterville Ghost himself! He was sitting by the window, watching the ruined gold of the yellowing trees fly through the air, and the red leaves dancing madly down the long avenue. His head was leaning on his hand, and his whole attitude was one of extreme depression. Indeed, so forlorn, and so much out of repair did he look, that little Virginia, whose first idea had been to run away and lock herself in her room, was filled with p

.a.hundred.minus.two.
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET it? this one...on my left knee...i fell in some gravel...n slid...when i was like..9 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? pictures n stuff 3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? like a cell phone

On Fear...
What is fear? In its simplest definition, it is faith in the enemy. One of the most insightful quotes I ever heard on fear came from "Point Break"... "Fear causes hesitation, and hesitation will cause your worst nightmares to come true." I never heard it said better. I'm not saying you should just go jump off a building, because once you hit the pavement, you will die if you're lucky (if not, you'll be in torturous pain and awaiting a prison sentence, since attempted suicide is a crime). Respect the realistic dangers, but if there is nothing but a "what if" to fear, then focus on "what IS" and deal with it. Fear is also black magic. It attracts bad luck to you. Honestly, look around you. Look at all of the people around you who are constantly afraid of things, and look at how much goes wrong in their lives. There is a connection. Fear is a magnet for the things you fear most. Without it, bad things will still happen to you, but at least not as often. Just ac

My Life
so what if you are not in my life did you ever stop to think i might be better off i don't need you to be in my life i can be happy i have my family just stay out of my life i don't need you i can make my own choices i don't need you to make them for me i'm happy the way i am just get out of my life stay out i'm happy the way i am it don't matter to me what you have to say all that matters is what i think jsut stay the hell out of my life i don't need you for me to be happy on my own stay out of my life by Melissa Dumler

Chapter 4 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 4. Sir Henry Baskerville Our breakfast table was cleared early, and Holmes waited in his dressing-gown for the promised interview. Our clients were punctual to their appointment, for the clock had just struck ten when Dr. Mortimer was shown up, followed by the young baronet. The latter was a small, alert, dark-eyed man about thirty years of age, very sturdily built, with thick black eyebrows and a strong, pugnacious face. He wore a ruddy-tinted tweed suit and had the weather-beaten appearance of one who has spent most of his time in the open air, and yet there was something in his steady eye and the quiet assurance of his bearing which indicated the gentleman. "This is Sir Henry Baskerville," said Dr. Mortimer. "Why, yes," said he, "and the strange thing is, Mr. Sherlock Holmes, that if my friend here had not proposed coming round to you this morning I should have come on my own account. I understand that you think out little puzzles, and I've had one this morning whic

You And Me
what day is it and in what month this clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you all of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping inwards you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to prove and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you there's something about you now I can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right you and me and all of the people with nothing to do nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you you and me and all of the people with noth

What Am I To Do
Try to do it right everytime Try to give a little of myself more and more Everytime i get shit on Everytime i get let down What am i to do Who am i to love Who am i to turn to Am i to cumble deep inside Hide my shame Hide my face from you Cry, die, allow myself to never feel What am i to do A lost soul Looking for a cause in this world Am i to be with you Am i to leave you be What am i to do.....

Ten Things About A Cops Wife Or G/f
**TEN THINGS ABOUT A COPS WIFE OR G/F** Body: 1......... THE AVERAGE WIFE KISSES HER HUSBAND BYE AND TELLS HIM TO HAVE A GOOD DAY WHEN HE GOES TO WORK. A COP'S WIFE KISSES HER HUSBAND BYE AND TELLS HIM TO PLEASE BE CAREFUL WHEN HE GOES TO WORK. 2......... THE AVERAGE WIFE THINKS THROUGHOUT THE DAY, WHAT SHE AND HER HUSBAND ARE GOING TO EAT WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM WORK. A COP'S WIFE SPENDS THE DAY WONDERING IF HER HUSBAND IS GOING TO COME HOME FOR DINNER. 3......... THE AVERAGE WIFE GETS PHONECALLS FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY THROUGHOUT THE DAY ASKING HER HOW SHE AND HER HUSBAND HAVE BEEN. A COP'S WIFE GETS NERVOUS WHEN THE PHONE RINGS BECAUSE SHE'S AFRAID THAT IT'S SOMEONE HE WORKS WITH CALLING HER TO TELL HER THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIM. 4........... THE AVERAGE WIFE ASKS HER HUSBAND "HOW WAS YOUR DAY" WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM WORK. A COP'S ALREADY KNOWS THAT HER HUSBAND WOULD RATHER NOT TALK ABOUT HIS DAY WHEN HE GETS HOME. 5........... THE AVERAGE WIFE WAKES HER

Relationships!
WELL IT IS LIKE THIS FOLKS! YOU GOT TO KISS ALOT OF FROGS TO FIND YOUR PRINCE OR PRINCESS! JUST MAKE SURE YOU HAVE PLENTY OF WART REMOVER CAUSE YOU KNOW YOU GONNA CATCH A FEW WARTS ALONG THE WAY! AND NO BETTER WAY TO MEET A DOCTOR THAN TO HAVE SOME THOSE WARTS REVMOVED (HAHAHAHAHHAHA JUST KIDDING)! BUT YEAH SO NEVER GIVE UP ON LOVE, PEACE, AND HAPPINESS! JUST REMEMBER CHAP STICK WORTH THE INVESTMENT AND START KISSING!

Driving Myself Nuts
I wish I could remember the last time I was happy. I want SO bad to remember when my friends were my friends because they wanted to be, not because of the things I do for them, or because they can use me to make themselves feel better. It's been too damn long. I've been in a terrible funk lately and can't find the oomph to give a shit. I couldn't care less about the single part. Bah to motherfuckers who can't see the good points about me anyway. I just need to vent and get my frustrations out. I'm finding it increasingly more irritating every day that I love everyone more than they love me...

Anna Nicole & Daniel Smith
I KNOW EVERYONE MIGHT BE TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT THEM BUT IM NOT.I TRULY BELIEVE THAT HOWARD K. STERN HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THEIR DEATHS.GO FIGURE HE WAS THERE WHEN DANIEL DIED FROM AN OVERDOSE AND THEN HE WAS THERE WHEN ANNA DIED .AND I PRAY TO GOD HE IS NOT THAT BABYS DAD BECAUSE ALL HE IS AFTER IS THE MONEY THAT LITTLE GIRL HAS NOW..I HOPE LB IS THE DADDY TO THAT LITTLE BABY...THATS IT FOR NOW...

Loser
so you call me a loser do you think i care it don't matter to me what you think you're the loser not me i know i don't always win well that don't make me a loser it's just what you think i know i'm not it's just your opinion i don't give a SHIT what you think all that matters is what i think so i might be a loser but you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE so maybe i like being what i am NOT A LOSER By Melissa Dumler

Another Stupid Poem.....someone Shoot Me Now
UNLOVED How can I expect an answer When I'm afraid to ask the question? Hidden fears surround my heart Trapping hopes I'll never mention I lift my voice to query heaven But have no voice to ask for love I fear I will be found unworthy There's a hidden taint laced in my blood Though my mask may seem quite normal I was meant to be unloved

I Won't
I won’t I wont talk, I wont breath, I’ll just give up all- I am for you. I’ll lapse within and dwell inside the lie we live. When you brush me I’ll close my eyes and envision- I am not with you. I won’t walk, I won’t see, I’ll slump within imaginations and conceal this darkness I am. When you strip me I’ll close my eyes till you depart. You may stroke my skin but you’ll never embrace what’s within. My essence will exist and someday I will quit you- as the infestation you are.

We Maybe Moving
Our landlady came by today, and let us know that the bank will be takeing over the house we are renting in 3 days, from today, we can save it by takeing over paymants, and paying $3,620, something we do not have. and then 700 a month after. then house would become ours. this I regret will not happen, so we are now scrambling to pack and get ready to move. Yes my many friends, this sucks, but we have 1 or 2 rabbits to pull, but we do not know if they will work out or not, if they do then at most we will be gone a few days, then back on line, if not then i do not know when we will be back out side of loging on at friend houses. If you do not hear from us, then Thank you for your friendship and we will see you when we can. John-David Mitchell~ dragoncat

Murphy's Laws Of Law Enforcement
New uniforms and ties attract catsup and gravy stains Court will be scheduled in the middle of your days off. Hot calls will only come over the air 10 minutes before the end of your shift. You will never get the urge to use the bathroom until you have left the station. Surprise inspections will only occur after you have been in a foot pursuit through mud. The Mayor will get a traffic ticket the day before your department negotiates for a salary increase. The bigger they are, the harder they fall. Also the harder they punch, kick and choke. Never search a dark warehouse with a cop whose nickname is "Boom-Boom". If you park your patrol car in the exact center of the Gobi desert, within 5 minutes someone will pull up and ask for direction. Coffee machines only break down on the graveyard shift. Pens never leak onto old uniform shirts. You will only forget to go to court when the case is presided over by the meanest Judge in town. To error is h

Today
Im hoping that everyone is having a great day! I miss my boyfriend. i havent seen him in almost a month. So yeah im kinda depressed. And i have a sunburn that doesnt feel to well. hope ya'll have a good one!

Someone Else
so you tell me you love another too well i don't care just leave i can make it on my own what does it matter to you what i say or how i feel you love another you don't care i don't care just get away i don't want you around stay away so your lover called i hang up the phone you screamed at me i told you to get out you can go to your other i don't want you around me i just walk away i went to my room locked you out you pounded on the door go away i hate you go to your lover i don't need you i'm not going to cry for you i just want you gone don't come to me when it's over i won't let you through the door i'll just tell you to leave leave me alone i don't need you maybe i love someone else cause i don't love you.. by Melissa Dumler

A Walk In The Woods...
It is a beautiful autumn day and my love and I decide to take a walk before the air turns cool. The air is crisp, with the promise of winter just around the corner, the sky is a beautiful blue. The birds are singing to each other in their voice of eternal search. As we walk hand in hand through the dense forest, we occasionally stop to kiss and hug each other, neither willing or able to let the other out of reach. We can't stop touching and tasting, teasing each other with little looks and knowing smiles. As we pass a sparkling brook, you grab a hold of my arm and pull me toward you, crushing my lips with yours. The deepness of the kiss robs my breath adn steals my heart once again, the way you always do. I wrap my arms around you, deepening the kiss. I want to fel what I always do, you deep inside me, deeper than anyone else can reach. All the way to my soul, where you already reside. You slowly lower me to the soft, leaf-covered ground, never breaking our connection to ea

Chapter 4 { The Canterville Ghost
The next day the ghost was very weak and tired. The terrible excitement of the last four weeks was beginning to have its effect. His nerves were completely shattered, and he started at the slightest noise. For five days he kept his room, and at last made up his mind to give up the point of the blood-stain on the library floor. If the Otis family did not want it, they clearly did not deserve it. They were evidently people on a low, material plane of existence, and quite incapable of appreciating the symbolic value of sensuous phenomena. The question of phantasmic apparitions, and the development of astral bodies, was of course quite a different matter, and really not under his control. It was his solemn duty to appear in the corridor once a week, and to gibber from the large oriel window on the first and third Wednesdays in every month, and he did not see how he could honourably escape from his obligations. It is quite true that his life had been very evil, but, upon the ot

Just Poems And Junk
Cinderella Story You read the fairy tales And watch the movies You read the poems Wonder why you’re so lonely You hope that one day Your price will arrive Sweep you off your feet Make you feel alive But what if he never shows And you’re alone forever Prepare for the blows And for the rough weather He’ll never show up He’ll never love you You’ll never find him He’ll never love you You’re no Cinderella… (10/1/2006) Ode to Single Mothers We stand at the bank Infant in tow Stronger than you think Few of you know We walk to the store Stroller in hand We can’t afford more Than a loaf of bread We see all of your stares But we don’t want your pity Consumed by petty cares You’ve no responsibility The life of a single mom You’ve no idea of hardship We each hear our life’s song Helping us finish our long trip Though we walk alone We share the same goal Tending our homes Guiding their souls Our clothes are outdated Our hair a total

Answer This For Me
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you multiple orgasms? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked/sucked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex..."

The Moon Phases
The Moon Phases: The Wheel of the Moon is approximately 28 ½ days, waxing (increasing in size) from New Moon to Full Moon, and then waning (decreasing in size) from Full Moon back to New Moon. This traversal of the Moon through the heavens is broken into quarters or phases and each is significant. The full eight phase traversal is as follows: New Moon --> Crescent --> First Quarter --> Gibbous --> Full Moon --> Disseminating --> Last Quarter --> Balsamic There are actually eight distinct moon phases, many Witches often work only with the four quarters instead, that is New Moon, Waxing Moon, Full Moon, and Waning Moon. To correspond the eight phases with the four quarters, the First Quarter equates to the Waxing Moon and the Last Quarter equates to the Waning Moon. THE NEW MOON occurs when the Sun and Moon are in the same sign and degree, or conjunct. When the moon is new, it is not visible in the sky because it rises at the same time as the sun. The New M

I Got A Pretty Good Resume...
I was 13, oldest of 7 boys, and mom and dad got hooked on a bingo addiction. Hey it takes all kinds right? So anyway... for the first time in my life.. my mom IS NOT pregnant and her and pop start this bingo/date night thing. Well time away from home will require a sitter... enter Vivica.. Viki for short. 18 years old... 5'8", black hair, ice blue eyes. I really didnt know much about girls... but I KNEW that this one was fucking hot! Yadda Yadda Yadda... 9pm rolls around and she whispers I can stay up and watch tv when my brothers go to bed at 10. Oh I would be watching alright... but not the tv as i would later find out. 10pm the boys are in bed, 10:30 SHOWTIME begins! She leans in real close and whispers in my ear, "Ever kissed a girl?" Before I could say no she had her lips against mine! As I breathed her in she took her hand up to my face and pulled away slightly, "If you EVER say a word to anyone... I will..." I didnt let her finish... "Never" I said flatly. She sm

Taps
You may have already known the history behind ‘Taps’. What I found interesting is that there are 3 verses (lyrics) to this piece of music. AN INTERESTING HISTORY If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay se

Part 2
Well i was telling about some thing. At 18 years old i was an runaway. I had luck the police brought me to an Runawayhome for children i was barely old enough to get in there. There an new world was opening up, from an family where an father dictate all in the wide open world. Well i shed some tears and soon i would fall in an new world called Drugs. I started with some pot, was good flying high. And soon we tryed ways to get stoned faster. Soon i was addicted, yes you can get addicted to pot. I went out to some places and i met some bikers. They were doing speed. Very interesting (Not all bikers do speed so dont blame it on the biker, blame it on me i did it) Speed what an rush. What an energy and i could drink so much with speed in my system. Normal give me an beer and i will fall asleep. After speed Cocaine, after Cocaine xtc, speedpills, Stamps (paper with hallucinating shit), Crack i did once to, was very sick the next day, never did it again, smoking heroin. The li

Reading The Instructions
I've seen accounts here that have remained undeleted for months with names like "DELETE ME", ... Part of the reason I suppose must be the backlog, part of it no reason at all, at a guess. But the rules do say, yes?- remove all your photos and as much of your other content as you can from your profile. Some of these profiles have no photos but are still fairly full- a crush here, a full userinfo section, ... when the name is "DELETE ME" the message is clear enough but when it isn't, the signals might mildly be said to mix.

Him - Heaven Tonight
"Heaven Tonight" I hold your hand in mine I hold your hand and you're so lonely Oh so lonely Your eyes have lost their light Your eyes have lost their light and you're empty Oh my God you're so empty (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight Trying to find the heart you hide Trying to find the heart you hide in vain Oh in vain And you're my haven in life And you're my haven in death, Baby Life and Death my Darling (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) You are my heaven tonight (I'm in love with you) [Repeat] That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you) That's right (I'm in love with you)

Gods & Goddesses
Gods & Goddesses: A: Chaldean Moon Goddess Aakuluujjusi: Inuit Mother Goddess Aah: Kemetic Moon God Abundantia: Roman Goddess of plenty Acheulian: ancient Mother Goddess (the most ancient Goddess) Aditi: Hindu sky Goddess Agni: Hindu sun God Akshobya: Buddha Akshobya A Kwa Ba: African Primal Mother Amaterasu-O-Mi-Kami: Japanese Sun Goddess Amitaba: Buddha Amitaba, Buddhist Symbol of Self-Realization Amogasiddhi: Buddha Amogasiddhi Amon: Kemetic God of wind Anahita: Persian water Goddess Anpu: Kemetic God of travellers Anu: Celtic Mother Goddess, Dawn Mother, and Goddess of the dead Anubus: Kemetic God of travellers Aodh: Celtic Goddess of fire Aphrodite: Greek Goddess of love Apollo: Greek sun God Ariadne: Crete High Fruitful Mother Arianrhod: Celtic Moon Mother Arianrhod: Welsh Star Mother Aries: Greek God of war Artemis: Greek moon Goddess Asar: Kemetic God of fertility and vegetation Aset: Kemetic Mother Goddess Asherah: Canaa

Squanto
Squanto was an Injun... A Redskin... He didn't know what the term Native American meant. Things like that did not bother ole Squanto. He was worried about his next meal. Where to find a good leaf to wipe his ass on. And how many white-eyes was he spozed to scalp to get his daily quota. Squanto was a normal Injun warrior who made some bad movies. They suck! I think Squanto should return to being a modern day Injun or, Native American. That way he can bitch how the white man stole his land. Kicked his ass. And stuck him on a reservation, where he drinks beer all day and thinks of Wounded Knee. I don't care what Squanto does... But please... Do not star in anymore movies!

Injury
Becoming incapacitated by injury during a dream is fairly common, especially if you perceive yourself as operating out of a power deficit in waking life. Many times, people feel as though advantages lie outside themselves or with others, and see themselves as handicapped. The cause of the injury (means and inflictor) tells a lot about the significance of the injury as a dream symbol. If the wound is self inflicted or accidental, there may be a sense in which you are tripping yourself up by engaging in self-defeating behaviors. If the wound is inflicted by someone else and is intentional and malicious, others may be preventing you from reaching your potential. Of course the wound, its care, and the consequences from it also mean much. If you continue dreaming after the wound occurs, what are you unable to do that is normally classified as an essential activity? Are you able to repel the attacker and treat the wound successfully?

The Truth About Cops
THE TRUTH ABOUT COPS As you read the following excerpt from an unknown author keep in mind the following statistics: * We have roughly 700,000 Police officers in the US who create a fine blue line between peace and chaos for hundreds of millions of US citizens. * 200 of these officers are killed in the line of duty each year, a number that is rising. * Another 250 officers were shot but saved by ballistics (bullet proof) vests. * 200,000 police officers are criminally assaulted each year. * 15,000 of these officers require hospitalization each year. * 300 police officers commit suicide each year as a direct result of the job. A POLICEMAN IS.... A policeman is a composite of what all men are a mingling of saint and sinner, dust and deity. Cold statistics wave the fan over the stinkers, underscoring instances of dishonesty and brutality because they are news. What they REALLY mean is cops are exceptional, unusual -- not commonplace. Buried under the fro

The Wiccan Rede
The Wiccan Rede: Short Version: An it harm none, do as thou wilt Do what you will, so long as it harms none An it harm none, do what thou will That it harm none, do as thou wilt Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill, / An it harm none do what ye will. Long Version: Being known as the counsel of the Wise Ones: Bide the Wiccan Laws ye must In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live an’ let live - Fairly take an’ fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about To keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time - Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye an’ light of touch - Speak little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing Moon - Sing and dance the Wiccan rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, An’ the Werewolf howls by the dread Wolfsbane. When the Lady’s Moon is new, Kiss thy hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides at Her peak Then your heart’s desire seek. Heed the Northwind’s mighty gale - Lock the door and drop the sail. When the wi

Sex
sex is not the key to happiness maybe for some people not for me you tell me i need sex so i won't be so bitchy i'll be bitchy if i want to i don't need sex i can be happy without it so what if i never have sex that don't make me a bad person i'll live my life the way i want to you just mind your own business i'll mind mine so what if i may never have sex that's my decision not yours i dont need it to be happy thats what friends are for just leave me alone i don't want to have sex i don't have to you can go have sex not me i don't need to my Melissa Dumler

What Is Wicca?
What Is Wicca: Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. WICCA - A NEOPAGAN, EARTH-CENTERED RELIGION Wicca, sometimes called "The Craft" or "The Craft of the Wise" is one of many earth-based religions. The religion which is closest to Wicca in America is probably Native American spirituality. Wicca is an eclectic religious belief system centering around gods, goddesses, and nature worship. Gary Cantrell, a well known Wiccan author says Wicca is based on "harmony with nature and all aspects of the god and goddess divinity."1 Wiccan practice involves the manipulation of nature through various rituals in attempts to gain power, prestige, love, or whatever else a Wiccan wants. It uses symbols in its ceremonies and follows the calendar in reference to Wiccan festivals. Its roots are in ancient agrarian Celtic Society. It is considered Neo Pagan (based on old European and pre-Chr

Chapter 4 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER IV NED LAND Captain Farragut was a good seaman, worthy of the frigate he commanded. His vessel and he were one. He was the soul of it. On the question of the monster there was no doubt in his mind, and he would not allow the existence of the animal to be disputed on board. He believed in it, as certain good women believe in the leviathan--by faith, not by reason. The monster did exist, and he had sworn to rid the seas of it. Either Captain Farragut would kill the narwhal, or the narwhal would kill the captain. There was no third course. The officers on board shared the opinion of their chief. They were ever chatting, discussing, and calculating the various chances of a meeting, watching narrowly the vast surface of the ocean. More than one took up his quarters voluntarily in the cross-trees, who would have cursed such a berth under any other circumstances. As long as the sun described its daily course, the rigging was crowded with sailors, whose feet were burnt to such an

Something I Wrote Seasons For Australia Written By Bruce
Seasons For Australia written by Bruce Romanis Autumn/Fall is 1st of March to 31st of May Winter is 1st of June to 31st of August Spring is 1st of September to 30th of November Summer is 1st of December to 28th or 29th of February So here’s some tips for the seasons when travelers visit Australia so everybody doesn’t get confused from Bruce.

Touch
i tell you i don't want to touched then you hold my hand i pull away don't touch me you put your arm around my neck i run away i don't want your arm around my neck i run away i don't want your arm around my neck so don't touch me i need my space i don't want your hand on my knee or on my neck give me my space don't touch me don't run your finger through my hair if i don't want to be touched than don't touch me just stay away give me my space i'm not that kind of girl i'm a girl who needs her space so don't touch me by Melissa Dumler

Baby Check-up
So, I got another ultrasound today to determine if the baby was in the right position.. It turns out the baby is but we still can't tell what the baby's sex is. it had it's legs crossed and scrunched up. The pictures they took are so cute though. Three face pictures (two where the baby was sucking it's thumb) and one picture of the baby digging it's heel into me... Everything seems developed and they didn't change my due date. I have had no problems thoughout this entire pregnancy.. not even morning sickness and it's just a matter of time until I pop...

Job
Well I finally got the promotion I've been up for.It only took them 4 months to decide they better give me the job because there was no one else that knew how to do it. So now I have the title for a job I've been doing for months....and I'm still over work and under paid.....oh well story of my life....lol