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Firefighters Gloves
Firefighters Gloves A Firefighters Gloves hold many things From elderly arms to a kids broken swing From the hands they shake and the backs they pat To the tiny claw marks of another treed cat At 2 am they are filled with chrome From the DWI who was on her way home And the equipment they use to roll back the dash From the family of 6 she involved in the crash The brush rakes in spring, wear the palms out When the wind does a “90” to fill them with doubt The thumb of the glove wipes the sweat from the brow Of the face of a firefighter who mutters “What now?” They hold inch and three quarters flowing one twenty five So the ones going in, come back out alive When the regulator goes; then there isn’t too much, But the bypass valve the eagerly clutch The rescue equipment, the ropes, the C-collars; The lives they saved never measured in dollars Are the obvious things firefighters gloves hold Or, so that is what I’ve been always told But there are other

Sunrise
Soon the sun shall rise in this hollow sky and finish this long blank-eyed night crushing a cricketish ocean of shed leaves and cicada shells a distant watchman swept by the chilling frost whispers "half of creation is destruction" shivers briskly breathing and eating cotton puffs in the searing chill crisps through unlit hulks rusting on their manufactured feet A freezing gust rushes through the graffittied concrete and straight rows of trees the conflageration of crinkling cellophane is a drizzle tempestuous in the hush bright commuter lights swing past, wash a spooky black old slapped-together log shack's anachronistically glittering glass; the same sentry checks doors as a bonging clang rings seven and the drizzle turns to snow in the feeble half-light. The clouds are now silhouetted in the grey-blue and distant streetlights die like lightning bugs bedding down. "Shed tears for old joy," whispers the grim wan sun peering through its d

Final Farewell
Ive endured this pain for far too long My confused mind wont leave me alone This is for all the things we once had This is for all the times we shared This is for all the times you could have called This goes out for that one time you actually cared. Moving on now ive made up my mind Dont come running and dont come crying You made me this way theres nothing left to say You turned me cold and almost took me to my grave. This is my final farewell to you and the memories This is my final goodbye to what once was and never to be. You dont call me now so dont call me ever. Forget my name and forget my face Enjoy your life the way it was before before I came and interupted it Moving on now with this final farewell I will enjoy this solitude in hell ---goodbye. Dean Dark

Life Without Her
I cringe to think of it; laughable imperfections surging into seas of hypocrises, of thing to do to reason, the reason to do things to show for show gone- and the long longing for the convoluted volition of love for she that drinks the seas sees, drinks, or seasons the surging show, and perfectly laughs.

Denial Crumbles
I suffer through the traffic noises and a toilet refilling as the denial crumbles and sinks in its excrement; and as my troubles flee hand in hand with my sanity, I touch the frigid stone: half the shelves are empty, half the shoe are gone-- (It's a long way alone) my life goes on.

The Flower
I knew a flower, but not her name; Sweet smelling as a summer day, She was vibrantly bright, yet plain; Wild in a pasture she lay. A thousand others looked the same, But I loved her more than all the rest; I needed a sight, and saw her first; She was vibrantly bright, yet plain. Now look when you shake your smile and say That "love is something more than that;" It's a spark that lights itself aflame, Sweet smelling as a summer day. And day by day, and day by day, She thought with me, heard all my songs And watched my sleep and soothed my wrongs; Wild in a pasture, we lay. When as it must, the right time came, The tinder burnt to feed the flame, I plucked my flower and sang of pain; I knew a flower but not her name.

Call Waiting
C A L L W A I T I N G I'm laying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep. I wonder where my husband is, I wish he'd call or beep. I saw him leave this morning, the black boots on his feet. He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street. You'll know him when You see him, his truck is very loud. He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd. A caller said "Please hurry!" Come quickly if you will. A young man with a motorbike is laying very still. A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue. HURRY! Come, I need you! I don't know what to do. I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door. I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor. I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell from his walk, He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk. We'll sit out in the moonlight, and listen to the night. He talks about a shooting, a street gang in a fight. A car crash, a drowning, a small child hurt at play. The things he needs to talk about, the th

Let Me
let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room, let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon, let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see, let me be your wish for tomorow, that you and me are We, let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears, let me chase away your deamons, let me love away your fears, i have seen your true sorrows, i have felt your true fears, i have suffered your anger and still kissed away your tears. my love for you is eternal each day i love you more, i am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more, your eyes find life in me, therefore i live, your heart deems me worthy, therefore i give you feel my sincerity, therefore i am what i seem your mind dreams dreams for me, therefore i dream, your silent will becons me, therefore i am calm, your heart truley loves me, therefore i am.

Crazy Ass Shit
Dude since I came onto this site I have been honest with every guy I talk to that I'm married and its gonna stay that way I have no desire to leave my husband and I hardly talk to guys if they come onto me then I stop talking to them. I have one friend on here that I talk to all the time he is my friend and that is it. I got this crazy ass email today and this bitch was cussing me out cause I slept with her man and I dont even know her fucking man. She said all sorts of shit and she is fucking insane.

A Firefighters Pledge
A firefighters Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. I promise courage - courage to face an conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called Author unknown

A Firefighter Poem 1
A firefighter poem HE STARES IN THE FACE OF DEATH WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT TO SAVE THAT ONE SPECIAL LIFE THAT HE SO BRAVELY SOUGHT HE HAS WALKED AS CLOSE TO "HELL ON EARTH" AS ANY MAN COULD DO AND HE'S SO PROUD OF THE JOB HE DID FOR PEOPLE HE NEVER KNEW HE PUTS HIS LIFE ON THE LINE EVERYTIME DUTY CALLS ALWAYS DOING WHAT NEEDS TO DONE WITHOUT EVEN A PAUSE HE IS A FIREMAN WITH OVERWHELMING PRIDE NEVER AFRAID TO TAKE A CHANCE WHEN SAVING SOMEONES LIFE OFTEN HE SAYS "IT'S MY JOB" BUT WE REALLY KNOW THAT HE IS VERY SPECIAL AND ALWAYS READY TO GO SO WHEN YOU HEAR THE SIRENS WAIL OR SEE THE FLASHING LIGHTS STAND ASIDE AND LOOK WITH PRIDE HE'S GOING TO SAVE A LIFE. KLB I THINK FIREMEN DO NOT GET ENOUGH PRAISE...... LIVE LIFE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMMORROW!!!! By Kathy Bond

Mourning
van disaster was just the last stop on hellish trip Even with 7 dead and 5 maimed, magazine seller doesn't skip a beat By Meg Kissinger of the Journal Sentinel staff Last Updated: June 4, 1999 Malinda Turvey had enough of small-town life in mid-America. These people, she'd say. These people with their cheap department store clothes, their rusted boats beached on their burned-out front lawns and their little faded paper American flags taped to their front windows - they were going nowhere. She was 18 and craved adventure, glamour, somewhere where they would appreciate her tinted hair and sculpted fingernails. Verona, Wis., where she lived, was deadly dull, especially in the grayness of March. Even the Hardee's closes up most nights before 9 p.m. This is no kind of life for me, she would say. She wanted out. So, when the ad in the local newspaper last March promised big money and a chance to see the world, Malinda dropped everything and dialed the number. She could s

The Last Alarm
The last alarm My father was a fireman. He drove a big red truck and when he'd go to work each day he'd say "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again 'til some time the next day. But the thing that bothered me the most was the thingÕs some folks would say, "A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometime's he won't fight a fire for days and days and day's". When I first heard these words I was to young to understand but I knew when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and he kissed us all goodbye but little did we realize that night we all would cry. My father lost his life that night when the floor gave way below and I'd wondered why he'd risked his life for someone he didn't know. But now I truly realize the greatest gift a man can give is to lay his life upon the line so that someone else might live. So as we go from day to day and we pray to God above say a prayer f

For All The Guys Out There
to all you guys out there who dont read profiles , and just look at pictures . the picture posted is a picture of my wife. and no she is not 48 , but a very young 57 !!! that is why i love showing her off . and she loves the attention too . please feel free to leave comments , i dont mind , i would agree with most if not all of them . keep checking in tho as iwill be adding more soon . have a great day glenn 'popdeucy' miller

What Is A Firefighter?
What is a fireman? He is the guy next door - a man's man with the memory of a little boy. He has never gotten over the excitement of engines and sirens and danger. He is a guy like you and me with wants and worries and unfulfilled dreams. Yet he stands taller than most of us. He is a fireman. He puts it all on the line when the bell rings. A fireman is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of men. He is a man who saves lives because he has seen too much death. He is a gentle man because he has seen the awesome power of violence out of control. He is responsive to a child's laughter because his arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. He is a man who appreciates the simple pleasures of life - hot coffee held in numb, unbending fingers - a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling - the camaraderie of brave men - the divine peace and selfless service of a job well done in the name of all men. He doesn't we

Hardest Day Of My Life!
Sat. 3-24-07 was the hardest day of my life..I went down to see my husband so my son could see him and I said to you all that i don't want him back and i don't but it hurt to see him...then all we did was fight and he said that he loved me but i know he don't i know that he don't love anyone but himself then i see the guy that i like and i was a bitch i don't know why but i know that i may never see him again cause of it and that hurts too but the hunny wants a devorice then he don't so i have no clue what to do or say hell maybe if i am lucky i will just pick up and move from this area all together....

Hello
Hi Just thought i'd say "Hello" to everyone I try to get to everyone but a few slip through the net. Thank you to everyone you gave me sites address' and bits for my page. Should also thank a few of you for Saturday night you made it very enjoyable and fun. Any way in short pop by when you can and say Hi and I will try and leve some love too. TP x

Family Pride
Ok well here goes. I joined a family because I thought it would be great and I emptied my photo comments on every persons contest including the family contest I was Proud to be part of the family was welcomed with open arms..But now I am begining to wonder if I have mae the right choice in joining the family.. we all were told that we needed to let the family page know when we were joining a contest, so I did, and still I am wondering why no one responded, until yesterday when a family blog was written saying that the head family member was ill and heavily medicated. So I now know that I am on my own with my contest. So I am now wondering why I help other with their contest, its called Family Pride, when I joined this family, I was leary to say the least, but then I started commenting on a few contest and there was support out the ass for the contestant, I thought way cool, so I joined a contest and a few people helped out I figured oh I am new and they dont relize I am in the famil

Sweet Poem
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

You Are An Idiot... Yes You Are.
Ok, so you want me out of your life after 5 years? Ok, done. but on one condition. You stop stalking my pages, reading my blogs and away messages and then texting me about them with your sarcastic asshole remarks. I'm a big girl sweetheart, I can take care of myself. If you are that concerned about me, then fucking be here for me as the best friend you used to be until everything got fucked up. Youve been telling me for months to treat you like a friend again, and I am, and now you say I'm annoying the fuck out of you? How does it feel sweetie? You dont tell me shit about your life, and yet you want to know every tiny detail about mine, right now to who I'm fucking, which by the way, is and has never been any of your goddamn business. :) And if you think going to florida is fucking up my life, then guess what, im going to be seriously fucked up then huh? Its 1 week, not an entire year. I can use my head and be responsibible without someone holding my hand and telling me what to do. And

Another Prayer To Remember The Fallen Firefighters
My Brother has fallen; no, I don't know his name. Have not the same parents still family all the same. He lives in this town, I live in another, It doesn't really matter 'cause this man is my Brother. My Brother I call him, yet I've never seen his face. I have brothers and sisters all over the place! You see I am a Firefighter and our families are one. Around the world, a brotherhood of unity, A closeness, a bond, most people don't see. I'll watch his back; She'll watch mine, "You go, I go," time after time. His family's my family, Her family theirs, We're part of one family where everyone cares, I'll look after your kids, please look in on my wife, Should that day finally come when I laid down my life. We dedicate our lives helping our fellow man, Living day after day doing all that we can, Where ever we're needed whether nighttime or day, To save the life of another we'll step in harms way. My Brother has fallen doing what he loved best, And among the Honored, he

Who I Am
THE CHILDREN OF CUBAN EXILES...WHO AM I? By Sonia Guerra I am the product of two cultures. I like to think of myself as the perfect mix of both the point of harmony between beliefs. And yet ... They've labeled me "Cuban-American". And like the hyphen in this supposedly single phrase,I see the separation, feel the distinction. I am not truly part of either. For some I will always be a "minority". Despite my education and place of birth, I cannot - nor will I - hide my heritage, and so I return to "my people". And yet ... I find open arms of welcome in my Anglo world. But the blood that we share is too thin; We are the same, but not one. Lost to me is the history of my parents' homeland. I feel no tie to a forbidden land, or to relatives I will never know. Why should I continually mourn the past? My life, my future, is in the present. Across the water is a nightmare, a constant bad dream; And I am not Don Quixote. I cannot relate to the time

Volunteer Firmans Prayer
A Volunteer Firefighter's Prayer God; please, as you tuck them in tonight,. Keep the children safe.. Let me not have to hear their cries. From a careless act of fate.. Keep their parents all aware, the fragilness. Of each young soul.. Don't let them waiver from their role of . Watching out for them.. Will not, a fire in the night and drag me. From my slumber.. To listen to the grieving hearts or the . Gratitude of others.. I don't want to hear the siren for an Auto wreck tonight.. I've untangled enough twisted metal. With the Jaws of Life.. And when I wake tomorrow, grant me patience. When I see,. A mother driving with her child. Without a safety seat.. Grant me wisdom in the situations I might . face with each new day,. In case, by chance, there might be. a newborn on the way.. Just in case I lose the fight for someone's . Life I battled,. Remind me that I'm fallible, just as human. As the rest.. Give me courage to move on although. It may not be enough

Firemans Poem
Brother when you weep for me Remember that it was meant to be Lay me down and when you leave Remember I'll be at your sleeve In every dark and choking hall I'll be there as you slowly crawl on every roof in driving snow I'll hold your coat and you will know In cellars hot with searing heat At windows where a gate you meet In closets where young children hide You know I'll be there at your side The house from which I now respond Is overstaffed with heroes gone Men who answered one last bell Did the job and did it well As firemen we understand That death's a card dealt in our hand A card we hope we never play But one we hold there anyway That card is something we ignore As we crawl across a weakened floor For we know that we're the only prayer For anyone that might be there So remember as you wipe your tears The joy I knew throughout the years As I did the job I loved to do I pray that thought will see you t

Please Take The Time........
Hi all, To all the men who are going to take the time to read this... If you are not my friend already then please don't request friendship just to see the pics. I may be baring all but I am NOT here just as a piece of meat. I do have a brain. This profile is a release for me from my home life. I can let go here... But if you treat/talk to me like I am a sex object then move on because I am NOT interested in your words. If sex talk is all you want then f' off and hit the Cherry walk......

A Day Of Justice !!
Well tomarrow is the big day, I finally go to court to testify against the man that murdered my husband almost 3 years ago... Can you believe it has taken this long to get a trial started, I was beginning to lose faith in our justice system !!!And the kicker about this hole story is that the man that did this was my own mothers husband, and he has been out on bond for over 2 and a half years now, and for the last year has been living about 10 minutes from my home.. I see him driveing on the roads all the time, I just want to pull in front of him and ... hell I don't know what I would do, I just know it would not be fast, I would make sure he suffered like he has made my entire family suffer !!!! When I was diagnosed with throat cancer , it was so bad that they had to take out my voice box, so now I have to talk with a small machine that makes me sound like a robot, and I am going to be the first called to the stand to testify.. I am so nervous, I know I am going to get up there and jus

"the Time For Love"
Some say the time for love is Spring, While nature blooms and newborn sing. The innocent year's early hour Is when the seeds of want will flower. But others claim that Summer's best, When suns are neither east nor west, But overhead in youthful glory - The longest page in love's short story. Still others think that in the Fall there's love for one and love for all - While sailing under the autumn trees Passion's true course is charted with ease. And some prefer the frozen heart - Cold white Winter's the place to start - With no warmth to gain and none to lose, The lonely, lifeless snows they choose. But as for me the choice is clear: 'Tis every season I hold dear, For time itself is time for lovers, It matters not what climate covers. Flowers and leaves, snow and sun - When I'm with you, seasons are one; A year of love I now live through, And years will become a life with you.

Welcome To Big Daddys(executioners) Clubhouse
If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club house then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a BAR u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The clubhouse is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and disgust bisness people stroll in and out of the club, there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON !!

The Meaning Of My Name
Someone asked my why I chose Nobodys angel, there are a couple reasons. One its from 2 special names people use that I put together. Nobody is from someone very special in my life and Angel is a name I use to use. But it also fits my feelings and life perfectly, being nobodys angel is so true. Im very loved by many, some very close to me and some far away. Even though I have that love Im all alone everyday. Nobodys_angel

The Tom And Jami Bs And Why I Boycott Their Happy Hour
OK , SO SOME OF YOU MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE SEEN MY RANT ON THIS.... JUST SO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT.... I CAME ON ONE MORNING (LIKE IN DECEMBER)TO SEE SOME SCUMBAG HAD LEFT ME SOME NASTY COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND PICS AND HAD DOWNRATED THEM .... SUCH AS C*NT, WH*RE, ETC. ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T WANT TO, I WAS URGED BY MY FRIENDS TO MAIL SCRAPPER SO I DID... HERE IS HIS RESPONSE You just got to ignore it. Delete the comments and don't sweat it. Block the person and do not communicate with them. === '*HELLCAT*THE CONTEST IS ON!' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-22 05:01:53'.. > > Hi Scrapper > I awoke to some nasty comments left on my page today calling me a wh*re, c*nt, downrater (which I am not). Anything you can do? Thanks for your time. > HELLCAT SO, I LEFT THE COMMENTS, I FIGURED I'D LET EVERYONE SEE WHAT AN A$$ THIS GUY IS. OF COURSE I WENT TO HIS PAGE TO LEAVE A COMMENT BUT THE PU$$Y HAD ALREADY BLOCKED ME. YOU CAN STILL SEE THE COMMENTS HE LEFT ON MY PICS THAT I PUT "MAR

Welcome Home Party For Big Daddy(executioner)
WELCOME BACK PARTY executioner will be back monday night!!!! huge party in the clubhouse for it.come on in for it. their will be food, beer, and ladies. plenty to do. meet some new and old friends.everyone is welcome to join. JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON !!

Things That Sound Dirty At Thanksgiving, But Aren't
"Whew, that's one terrific spread!" "I'm in the mood for a little dark meat." "Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist." "Talk about a huge breast!" "It's Cool Whip time!" "If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!" "Are you ready for seconds yet?" "Are you going to come again next time?" "It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it?" "Just wait your turn, you'll get some!" "Don't play with your meat." "Just spread the legs open & stuff it in." "Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?" "I didn't expect everyone to come at once!" "You still have a little bit on your chin." "Use a nice smooth stroke when you whip it." "How long will it take after you stick it in?" "You'll know it's ready when it pops up." "Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that!" "How many are coming?" "That's the biggest one I've ever seen!" "Just lay back & take it easy...I'll do the rest." "How long do I beat it bef

Everlasting Sleep
The pain the sorrow let it rain for tomorrow The hurt the loss in the dirt I carry my cross The heartbreak the healing it's such a fake no more feeling The danger the cry so much anger just wanna die The cut the blood didn't mean it but overflows like a flood The dark the light I've hit the mark gave up the fight The calm the wounds so deep ready to embalm have my everlasting sleep

Fed Up!!!!1
ya know I may not be able to get on here and check things out like I used since school is back in session but for all of my pics to be tagged NSFW that is pathetic. Considering that many of the people on here have much more racy pis than me! I am a single mom in a relationship now for two years this is all for fun! So if this is how things are going to be than why bother being out here and meeting new people! there are men as well as woman on here that have much more showing than me! So people if you are the ones out there tagging pics NSFW find another hobby!

Lost
I knew a girl who would put up a fight but slowly over time she started to give in she tries to use all her power and might but as much as she tries she just can't win She used to be able to sort things out but her mind is so confused she doesn't know where to start so she sits by herself and will just cry and pout she is so lost, she has a shattered heart She feels so unlovable and like an outcast no matter how much she tells herself she will be fine she thinks of her future but its now all in the past she lays there and cries sounds between a moan and a whine No one can save her, she must do it alone she cant get herself together for even a day she feels like death and it chills her to the bone no matter how hard she thinks, there is nothing left to say She needed an answer or even a why she speaks from her heart at whatever the cost she never got her answer just a goodbye This girl is me and I am totally lost

Blind Eye (poem)
Truth I attempt to avoid In hope I'm just paranoid Caught you in another lie Ask questions and wonder why Where have you been at today By yourself I hope I pray But I can't turn a blind eye Or begin to sympathize We have done this all before This time I must shut the door You could never be my wife So I leave behind our life Start again with someone new And wish to just forget you * This one is about my ex-girlfriend from a while back, it's been sitting on my pc and finally finished it today.

What If...
Having a wonderful intelligent conversation this morning got me to thinking. WHAT IF a woman were to become president? I know this is not too far off in the future, and it may not be Hillary Clinton, but think about it... A woman thinks with her heart and her brain. In order for there to be a war, she would need a legitimate reason. It would have to make sense, and if it didnt obviously the reasoning wouldnt be there. Women do not "fight" out of ego. It is out of protection of their loved ones. Usually a good thing, and outways the egotistical need to prove "I have better toys". Now on the downside of this, would other country rulers actually take her seriously? Or would it be like a woman walking into a car repair shop and the men taking advantage of the fact she's a woman and assume she knows nothing. Not to mention, altho she was elected into office by the majority, would the country take her serious? Women have been, despite the woman's movement and our achiev

Awesome People
there are some really awesome people out there glad i am getting to know or even chat with them. some of the sites i have seen blow me away one day tho i will be able to make mine prettier..ha,ha,ha..... thanks you's guys for stoppin by and checkin out some of my pics an other stuff you are all really great people big hugs to all of you

~*~my Sisters~*~
-------------------Girls------------------------ -------------are like apples------------------ --------on trees. The best ones----------- -------are at the top of the tree.-------- ------The boys dont want to reach------ ----for the good ones because they ------ --are afraid of falling and getting hurt.---- -Instead, they just get the rotten apples- --from the ground that aren't as good, -- but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in --reality, they're amazing. They just---- ---have to wait for the right boy to------- ----- come along, the one who's----------- ----------- brave enough to----------------- -----------------climb all---------------------- ----------------- the way--------------------- -----------------to the top-------------------- ---------------- of the tree.------------------

~*~ One Flaw In Women ~*~
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e

Why
why is it that 1 can be so lonely and 2 can be even lonelier why is it that no matter how many people are around u you still feel all alone why is it that the one you love don't love you but the one that loves you you dont love them why is it when you are single that no one wants to be with you why is it when you are with someone every one wants to be with you why is it that the one you love is to blind to see it why why why why why why why why why why why why

Nsfw Dick Contest....woot
~~CT Best Dick Contest~~ I need 10 to 20 dick pics for my contest! Cum on guys show ur dicks with pride! Contest opens 3/26 thur 3/31 Most Comments wins! Can comment bomb your own pic! Send me your pick in my inbox and i will add your pic to the contest! thanks Maria click on pic to join contest! ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

I Feel Like Pooh
i dunnno i'm just depressed.. I went to a party the other day had a horrible time as usual and ever since i haven't been able to turn off these depressing feelings.. I just havebeen trying so hard to become a better socialite and someone who can enjoy himself among people and i fall short over and over cause i get overwhelmed by all the people there and i don't know what to say to any of them and next thing i know i'm sitting in the corner of the room wishing i was dead and out of existance. this can't go on like this anymore how am i ever going to meet anyone if i can't even fucking talk to anyone... Its so embarassing cause i feel like everyone knows i'm there and knows what i'm doing but i feel powerless to do anything about it. also i got so jealous at my best friend the other night he hooked up with a girl again and totally had a makeout fest with her like 10 feet in front of me so i had to watch them all night as well.. Then he had the nerve to ask me if i was angry at him..

How To Remove Spyware From Your Pc
These days it may seem as though the short list of unavoidable perils ought to be expanded to include death, taxes, and spyware. But if you ever do get infected with some nasty piece of malware, all you need to get rid of it are the right free tools, some time, and a little know-how. A couple of warnings first: Removing spyware is as much art as it is science. The rogues who create spyware make removing their malicious programs as difficult as they can. In addition, some types of spyware download and install additional components, often hiding pieces of code from Windows to make removal even harder. The instructions below will wipe out most forms of spyware, but your machine's infestation may resist these measures. If so, you may have to consult a professional PC repair person. Or you can start afresh by reformatting your hard drive and then reloading Windows, your apps, and your data files (browse to our article "Windows Rejuvenated" for instructions). Note too that if you perfo

Daily Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The King of Pentacles card reversed suggests that too much value is placed on quantity over quality. An emphasis on material goods and how they reflect on your identity could cheapen your own goals or pleasures and could determine how a potential or current partner views you as well. Don't sell yourself short, and be careful when mixing business with pleasure. Consider, too, that life is not a spectator sport, and that you may be withering on the vine. It might be time to rejoin society and redefine your place in it, for you can only reap what you sow. As such, dilettante attempts at romance can't return a perennial, long-term commitment any more than you can make a silk purse out of a sow's ear -- no matter how many pearls you drape upon it.

How To Recover Disk Space On Your Pc
Reader Leo writes: Lately I notice that Windows tells me i have low disk space quite often. When I start my computer I might have 800MB of free space, but after a few hours I get a warning from Windows and my drive shows less than 200MB of free space. Could this be a virus? Many people don't realize that Windows makes prodigious use of your hard drive, even if you aren't installing new programs or creating new files. Through temporary files and the notorious swap file (the repository of "virtual memory" for when you run out of RAM). Want to see how big it is in the flesh? Just look on the C: drive (in the root folder) for "pagefile.sys." My pagefile.sys is 1.5GB in size. I'll discuss how to change this in a moment. But anyway, no, you don't have a virus. You're a victim of not having a big enough hard drive. Let's start with how to attack this problem the easy way. First, let's try to clear off some space. You can start by getting rid of any files you don't need (got any old podc

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Two of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in attraction. I have a vested interest or am committed to sharing my vision, ideals, or game plan in order to make a connection. I am willing to step up because it takes two and I can't win if I don't play. Anything is possible. I am empowered by the passion of my own potential and I transform through self-discipline.

After 3 Movies In 1 Night
Aeon Flux A Bout de Souffle (Breathless) 16 Blocks I am standing with coffee of course... F. Moccha I don't like it just because I am French. It has a really nice taste. Now I guess I am going for the 4th movie. I wanna watch as much as before I got homeless and worse... U. For you I mean. All I can say is stick to your friends, family or loved ones. Things horrible they did will be forgiven by time... Me. For me I mean. Going to the 4th movie. Don't know which one yet. Take care. Stay Alive! P.S.: I just got a call from someone asking if I am OK or not. It is a good feeling sometimes.

March 25, 2007: Crack A Rim
To act foolishly or recklessly with a vehicle, usually under the influence of one or more mind altering substances, to the point of damaging the vehicle. Shortly after drinking at home, Kyle and Jared couldn't even make it out of the neighborhood without cracking a rim.

Redneck Pickup Lines!!
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT? Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone but I bet I can make yer " bed-rock." 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue & pretty as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin,we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my

My Poetry
She sparkles like moonlight dancing on the water her eyes remind me of looking into the darkness, catching a glimmer of light the scent is of day old cut flowers, now in full bloom my strength seems to dissapear, or more vulnerable, it seems when she comes near my heart flutters faster, like when I'm flying in a dream I stumble for the words, my lips seem tight my thoughts go racing, would she go home with me this night? fantasy it seems, keeps me intrigued Nervous tension courses through my body as she looks at me with her piercing eyes she reminds me of a fairey with tattered wings and a mischevious smile with all the excitement she brings I want to taste her sweetness, feel her damp skin pressed against mine, to hold her face in my hands breathing her in.....

Bye, Pole...er...
Alternative sexuality + disability= one very, very grouchy me. So much shit has gone on since last year, it's not even funny. And it's all has affected/is affecting my sex life. Mike & I stopped going to the local munches when I got sick, before they discovered I needed to have my gall bladder removed. Then our local group disbanded. Finances are always tight around here, and we can't afford to go to Baton Rouge, New Orleans, or Texas to the clubs and groups. And the few lifestylers we knew outside of the group have all either moved, or moved on. Then the hurricanes hit. My mother had already moved in with us by that time, but Katrina & Rita turned what was supposed to be a temporary situation into a full-time one. And though diabetes took much from my mom, it didn't touch her hearing at all. Kinda hard to have sex, let alone scene, in a small house with a mother who's got hearing that most rescue dogs would envy. Not to mention the son-type person. Kinda hard to pack him off

The Nudist
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies, "No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it implies you called for me". Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Later, the man continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for me?! " says the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" asks the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called for me." The huge man easily s

Donna Lacroix From The Hit Series Ghost Hunters
Interested in the Paranormal? A fan of the hit show Ghost Hunters? Well, then come listen to GRIGORI Radio on monday 26 at 6pmCST / 7pmEST. We will be having on the air special guest Donna LaCroix. Donna was the case manager for TAPS (The Atlantic Paranormal Society) on the hit show Ghost Hunters. Come listen to the show, and call in and ask your own questions to Donna or your favorite paranormal investigators Jeremy and Robb. GRIGORI Radio

Comparing Health Plans
Wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital when during her tour, she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. "Oh my GOD!!" screamed the woman, "That's disgraceful!!! Why is he doing that??" The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, "I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least 5 times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture". "Oh well, in that case, I guess it's ok." commented the woman. In the very next room, a male patient was lying in bed and it was obvious that a nurse was performing oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, "Oh my GOD!! How can THAT be justified?" Again the doctor spoke very calmly, "Same illness, better health plan."

Angels
This is beautifull and inspiring I hope you enjoy it as much as I did. Thanks to Mark and Sally. Belva Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good ni

How To Attract A Man
Thia ia a article on bellsouth.net website. So men are from Mars. It doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away – Venus, to be exact. What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, you’ll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date! There are plenty of people out there – men and women – who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things: Needed Desired Challenged Funny Smart Interesting Important Powerful If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someone’s spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man: NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they don’t need a man, they end up

Disney Pin Trading!
I'm a member of Pinpics my user name is: Uhcosha I trade Disney Pins online at this site www.pinpics.com The pins that you want to collect is..... Hidden Mickey & Cast Member Pins These are exclusive pins only giving to Disney Cast Members you are allowed to trade up to 2 pins at any Disney Park with any Disney Cast Member except the Green landyards they only trade with children 3-12 years old.

Rules For Living
If you open it, close it. If you turn it on, turn it off. If you unlock it, lock it up. If you break it, admit it. If you can't fix, call someone who can. If you borrow it, return it. If you value it, take care of it. if you make a mess, clean it up. If you move it, put it back. If it belong to someone else and you want to use it, get a permission. If you dont know how to operate it, leave it alone. If it's none of your business, dont ask questions. If ain't broke, dont fix it. if it will brighten someone's day, say it. If it will tranish someone's reputation. keep it to yourself.

Pathetic Twerps
Awww.... Not what you expected? Nah believe it or not.. While I have some chick running around the internet talkin shit.. oh oh oh sorry... "warning" people about me... and I have another one I'm sure talking equally as much shit... As well as a couple people who..by the way... barely know me.. in another state... talking certain someones out of desicions...(sp) I really have nothing to say about you all... Except.... the old saying of sticks and stones... I guess what you all.. (names have been removed....cause believe it or not.. I HAVE respect...even for those who have none for me)Don't realize.... is.. you guys just don't mean enough to me.... theres only a couple ppl whom I care about thier opinions.... I happen to be at one of thems ppls houses right now... So obviously.. theres no issues there..... although.. damn you did try in that conversation with him online...Didn't you (again..names been removed)...? and the other person..whom I'll be seeing next we

Happiness
Okay so like I called the guy at work when he was working again and we decided to reschedule the date to this wed. and I think it will work out this time I hope so cause I think he is a great guy. Oh and he has the sexiest voice in the world lol. Anyway yeah other than that mostly working but I did make some new friends. I have hung out with them a couple of times and it was pretty fun I think it will be a good friendship. Anyhow ppls that is about it. Love you all.

My Dad
My Dad I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, I remember your kiss, the affection so real, I remember the love that I used to feel, Your presence made me safe, so happy inside, A respect for you that cannot be denied. We were always so close; I had nothing to fear, There was a time I thought you'd always be here, I could face the future, with you at my side, I could openly live with nothing to hide, So long ago, it seems like yesterday, With you in my dreams, my memories stay. The day that you left, tears fell from my eyes, I didn't have a change to tell you goodbye, Yet still I feel you, I know that you see The life I am living, with you guiding me, You gave me strength, built up from my heart, Although you are gone, we are not apart. I remember your smile as you look down on me, I remember the sights you told me I'd see, Your guidance is part of my destiny I thank you for

37 Points To Go
I only have 37 points left to hit the next level, lol...and i'm so tired i can't see straight anymore... dunno why i'm writing this...probably because i'm tired...blah :) thanx to all my friends that helped me get this far :)

Chapter 6 { The First Men In The Moon
I REMEBER how one day Cavor suddenly opened six of our shutters and blinded me so that I cried aloud at him. The whole area was moon, a stupendous scimitar of white dawn with its edge hacked out by notches of darkness, the crescent shore of an ebbing tide of darkness, out of which peaks and pinnacles came glittering into the blaze of the sun. I take it reader has seen pictures or photographs of the moon and that I need not describe the broader features of that landscape, those spacious ringlike ranges vaster than any terrestrial mountains, their summits shining in the day, their shadows harsh and deep, the gray disordered plains, the ridges, hills, and craterlets, all passing at last from a blazing illumination into a common mystery of black. Athwart this world we were flying scarcely a hundred miles above its crests and pinnacles. And now we could see, what no eye on earth will ever see, that under the blaze of the day the harsh outlines of the rocks and ravines of the plains and crat

Does A Nice Girl Have Her Tits Out?
D'ya know, I have always wondered this. How can anyone post a picture, on the internet, to a public room, wearing either a bra or nothing at all. They always have that cheeky ' Come and Get me boys' smile on their face. Maybe It's just where I come from, or the way I think is warped, but surely they are soughting aproval from guys, probably double their age. I think I can stand it here on CherryTap, because people are over 18, so their bodies are there own and they can handle other peoples opinions of them, and their own opinions of themselves. Places such as My Space, are brilliant for keeping in touch with friends and meeting new ones, but surely its wrong for a 14 year old girl to have pictures of herself wearing only a bra and knickers. FOURTEEN! Thats another 2 years til she is legal. I don't blame these girls entirely. Theres the media, there are girls all over ''Lads Mags'' and on music videos, wearing next to nothing. Then theirs pressure from lads in todays socioty,

Let's See Who's Interested!! --- Application For A Booty Call
APPLICATION FOR A BOOTY CALL Name___________________________________________________ Address__________________________________________________ City_______________________________ State_______ Zip________ Phone__________________ Age_______ Height_________ Weight__________ Waist Size___________ Chest/Bra Size__________ Married_________ Single_________ Divorced_______ Are Your Breasts Real? ______ Do You Like Them Sucked? ______ Squeezed? _____ Other? ____________ Explain_________________________________ Can You Stay Out Late? ____ How Late? _______ All Night? _____ Several Days? _______ How Many? _______ Are You Willing To Travel? __________ Do You Like To Be Screwed? __________________ How Often? __________________ Do You Like Oral Sex? ________ Give? ________ Receive? _________ How About "69"? __________________ Do You Like Anal Sex? ________ Do You Prefer: One on One?

Vampire Experience
My Vampire Experience Most of the story is true....Enjoy...more to come..... It was 4:10am….I was laying next to my lover, my best friend, my soul mate. I was against her back as she laid on my left arm. My right arm curled around her holding her close under her soft breast. She had taken of her shirt and laid next to me in her silky black panties. Our flesh pressed against each other with the heat rising. The moonlight was coming through the window through the dark curtain letting a light glow upon the bed. My face pressing against her right shoulder smelling the sweet flesh that laid before me. The warm blood coursing through her body with ever beat of her soft heart. I closed my eyes and opened them with a urge I never experienced before. My eyes were seeing her flesh glowing enticing me to fulfill my hunger. I opened my mouth and felt the piercing of her flesh with my teeth. Her body shivered and moaned ad my teeth sunk deep into her flesh. The taste of her blood made my h

Ow :(
Well I went back to work saturday at the pizzeria..it was an extremely busy night. Party room was full, all the tables booked and people still piling in so I bussed tables, ade pizzas and tried to keep up...halfway through the night a fellow worked told me that we are on summer hours now. I saw it was 8:30ish and was happy because that meant almost time to go home...WRONG. We are on summer hours now..which means they close at 11 on weekends 10:30 on weekdays and I was working until close both nights when meant closing at 11, cleanup which takes about a half hour to an hour and my back screaming by the end of the night. My back is hurting SO incredibly bad right now and the back of my neck and stll bruised and healing ribs are not too happy with me either. My body is screaming "WHY are are doing this to me? why oh why??" BUT despite the horrible pain it is good to be back at work...to be doing something besides taking pain pills and sleeping all day. I am hurting so incredibly ba

Se App
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play ? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR

Live Like You Were Dying
there comes a time in peoples lives when they must face the enevitable and they think "am i ready?"it doesnt matter about age,race,religion or wealth.when its time,its time.usually you dont ever get to know just when that time is,that can be a blessing or you can spend your whole life worrying when that time will be.then there are those who know when that time is comming,at least within a certain window of time.that to has good and bad points.you can plan and get things ready,true.you can do things youve always wanted to do but never had the nerve.you can say your good byes.the bad thing is everyday hangs over you.you become super sensitive of what others thought of you.you are afraid to meet new people.you are doubtful of your friends thinking,"well they know im dying,they cannt wait" or you take every thing to heart and your feelings are always being crushed.you cry inside yet you try to be brave and go on as though there was always tomarrow.the inner termoil is cruel.why me god,im n

The Meeting......
How could this happen??? It couldn't be happening. He touched her deeply. How could they have lived so close to one another and never have crossed paths? Now here she was, 2200 miles from home. She saw him at the local country bar. She had gone there to unwind from the hectic day. She just went for a drink and to listen to some great music. The music was great, it was Nashville. He had smiled at her from across the bar. She was surprised that he would have even looked at her. She was not a beauty in a conventional sense. Her sisters were the beauties in the family. She was just her, nothing more. She smiled back at him. He was walking over to her. "Hi. Enjoying yourself?", he had asked. She replied with a yes and a smile. His blue eyes peircing her soul. "I have never seen you here", he said softly in her ear. Her body responded to that whisper in way she could not have imagined. "No, I am new in town. I thought I would unwind from the day here", she said. He asked where she was

Be Safe And Blessed
I don't condone the war and I don't post everything asked but I do support the men and women who are fighting the war withthat said I am posting this I been a 1st. Lieutanant For Two Years and I held my positin faithfully, watched my crew and made sure they were safe. I had made Captain last night got the portable radio, the branco, and so forth. Last night I lost 4 of my memebers due to an explosion including my Captain and Fire Chief Which made me Captain.. Can You please post this for me here and here are the names of the fallen members: Peace Be With are Crew: 1.Todd March: Fire Chief 2.Jayson Galadia: Captain 3.Kieth: My Brother 1st Lieuantant 4.Dan: My bestfriend 2nd Lieutnanant My prayers go out to the families

Life
Why do all the guys I fall for make me cry? Why can't I fall for the guys that treat me decent? Every guy I have ever cared for, loved felt passion for has broken my heart. Over and over this happens! The first guy who truly broke my heart, was Dana. I was 18 barley out of highschool. I fell for him right away. But dated him for 1 month before I gave him my viginity. After that he quickly lost interest in me. Broke my heart. Ben was my second my first live with boyfriend. 3yrs we were together. I really thought I knew him. Then he cheated on me. Broke my heart. Gerry was my 3rd. My husband the father on my children. I knew when I moved in with him he was not a good person. I knew when I married him he was not going to be a good husband. But he loved me, and was oh so passionate. I loved him with all my heart and people can change right? Ya right! After 6 yrs. I finally left. Course now that we are apart, he suddenly is man of the yr, and some how I am the worhtless one. After that th

Gotta Question, Can I Get An Answer?
Question...At what point do we fall in love? Is there a set date and time that God has set for us that we dont know about? Or is it that thang called "Fate" that only a few believe in. It could possibly be destiny or even coincidence...But who's to say when? There are some people that say you can't possibly fall in love any sooner than a year of physically bein' together. But honestly do you have to physically be near each other? Or can it be mental? I think love is different to everyone. Its a feeling, an emotion, and it can be a physical sign. But can't it be all of the above? And what makes us fall in love? Is it an attraction, a word, or is it deeper than that? Are we all meant to fall in love? Is there really someone for everyone? And if there is how do you know that person didnt just settle for someone else and now your soulmate is gone with another lover. So what are you suppose to do now? Just deal? Or do you fight for them? Another instance, what if you find your soulmate and

My Strength From My Past...
Have you eva sat there & thought about what happened to yesterday? Today was jus one of those days that I fell into my past. I can remember sittin' on tha homegirl's porch sippin' that suga wata aka koolaid wit tha big ass boombox all day everyday in tha summer, after school, and till all hours of tha night. Life was so complicated then to us and sittin' here 2day thinkin' DAMN That was life! I miss that shyt! We knew all tha words to all tha hits. (Not that its any different now, we kno music) but shyt made sense. I remember bein' told to go to bed and sneekin' to my bedroom door, layin' on tha floor and watchin' tv under tha crack of tha door because I wasnt done watchin' whateva show was on. I remember tha day my lil' sister Meghann was born and holdin' her in my arms and thinkin' she was the most amazing thing I've eva seen. I remember promising to be tha best big sister in tha world. (I've failed her on that promise now that I think about it I havent spoke to her in months and she

Daylight Saving Time - Why?
It’s Greenwich Mean Time plus one hour so in practical terms I overslept this morning. My clever little alarm clock that gets the time signal off the mains electricity knew the time had changed, as did my work and personal mobiles, my TV and DVD and the PC. The cooker, the kitchen clock, my car and my watch are still in bed as are the home phones. The concept of DST is very much 20th Century and very much based in wartime to give farmers that extra hour (two hours during wartime) of daylight to keep the country fed. Farmers now farm 24/7 in their GPS steered machines across floodlit fields. Now it is justified as a means of getting the children to school in daylight. Oh yes, and how many of them walk to school? And yesterday it was starting to get light at 6:00 am and didn't get dark till 7:00pm. So exactly how long is the school day? And does it help business? No, Central Europe was one hour ahead of the UK yesterday morning and it still is this morning. Isn't it about

My Free Website
well the response from my pictures have been great and my profile has been viewed over 16k times!i can believe that many people have seen me in my thong its quite a turn on its a shame more didnt email me to ask for the picture without it maybe you didnt know my email address well ill give it again its cumoverme68@yahoo.com it nice to talk to people on yahoo and i have made some "special friends" :) drop a line and maybe we will get to know each other a bit better remember im not shy!

I Have No Title
I picked up the phone tonight I dialed your number I laid it back down Who am I kidding nothing is alright I thought it was forever That was what you said I guess I was wrong Just a stupid notion in my head The love is all gone I won't cry anymore You have left me this way Broken battered and torn I was just your toy My feelings meant nothing Yes I was a fool For falling for a boy I need a man That's what I need One who will be honest and caring That will never decieve I deserve my life I tell myself I'll find it yet Thanks to your spite You anger has driven me Forced me to the edge It's over now FUCK YOU I said

Does It Always Hurt
life.. is it meant to be this way forever .. we become friends and bond and all these wonderful things happen but when they end do we ever really recover ...loss .. a falling out or maybe just dissapation ..is that a word it makes sence ...we experience it always or at least i have ...am i looking at it wrong .. we become friends ...part of families and eventually people die .. or move on to a different stand on things they once beleived ever changing ... taking on the evolution.. that is life ..i understand i just dont know if it will ever feel like i will recover mentally from it all ... this sounds like im crazy yes ?not to say that anyone is truly sane its just that .. i think about these losses often ... obviously gaining new companionship ..but still with happiness gained there is never full releif of things lost.going back to paradise kiss George and Caroline they were so raawr and then just shut lol or .. i guess it really is just part of growing ... and dieing ..after all w

Why By Bruce Romanis
Why written By Bruce Romanis Why is everyone in such a rush these days why can’t people realize that the world isn’t going to disappear that quickly there’s so much to do in the world so why can’t people take their time nice and slow instead of making it so fast and in a rush I wish that the world would ask themselves why do we have to be in a rush all the time and why don’t we have enough time to do the things we want and why is it that we think that it’s pointless in this world and then why can’t we fix the things that we have broke and why does everybody seem wanting to make fights all the time and why can’t we just get along with each other in the world and why is time so different in the world and why don’t we have enough time for ourselves so the big question is why and why don’t we always have the right answers in the confusing world.

Rotflmao!!!!
(this is not directed at u ... u know who u are ... i've removed what i see fit, but the rest of it is for her to chew on ... everyone has the right to their side of the story. This is mine) This is absolutely hilarious. You know, for someone who sits there and posts things like "you're not worth the time" and "i only came to block you, don't flatter yourself" and "stay off my blog or action will be taken" you do spend an awful lot of time doing the exact opposite, don't you? I get messages too. I get the old "this is what she's saying about you now" and I usually just laugh and shrug it off. I even laugh at your pathetic attempts to convince yourself that you're not interested, when a week later guess who pops up on my page again?? But this takes the cake. This one actually had me rolling on the floor in stitches. I have to admit, when I opened the e-mail and heard that you'd dedicated an entire blog to me (yet again) I actually had to fight the urge to go check it out. Espec

Free From The Pain
I wont to run away, be free from all the pain that surges through these veins. hopeless from yeas of fighting to be myself, crawling my way back up only to be knocked back down again. just once in my life i would like to have whats mine. your not my enemy so why do you treat me so. tears are not something I will let you drag out of me anymore. Ive grown strong and hard from the years of battle with you. and you are losing you hold on me now. can you feel your grip slipping as you clutch me tighter? I will not be your toy any more and you are not my master

New Movie I Am In! - Details Here.
Well folks, I am in another movie! "What Just Happened?" Starring my 4 favorite actors, I could not have asked for anything better in my life. Robert De Niro: Sean Penn Bruce Willis Edward Norton I have DREAMED of meeting this actors since I was about 7 yrs old. I guess dreams really do come true. I will be playing an extra part but there arent as many extras on this set like there was for the other movie I was in "Semi Pro". Thanks everyone for your continuing support. I will be starting acting and also a little bit of full-figure modeling. I am more interested in the acting though.

Love Is
" Love is being happy for the other person they are happy being sad for the person when they are sad being together in good times and being togetherin bad times and never pretending Love is the sourse of reality Love is an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of utity Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experinces with the other person the growth of the one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual Love is the sourse of success Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love is the fury of the storm the calm in the rainbow Love is the source of passion Love is giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs

Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fun Fun Fun!!!
This was sent to me by a friend on another site. try it and see how it works for you! I know it's stupid but it's fun and I thought it might be nice to do something silly after my last blog. It reveals another side of me, proving that I'm not just about BDSM and politics. :) I was " slutty alcoholic who likes it dirty." Okay, take the phrase that relates to the first letter of your first name: A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-HOMOSEXUAL E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated NOW THE THIRD IN YOUR MIDDLE NAME(if you don’t have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Sex machine S-Prince (ess) T-CryBaby

Blah...
dudes im bored.. how about some messages or some like umm comments... i have so many friends i dont even know where to begin... so comment me and i will soo give you one back :D pleaseeeeeeeeeeee i need a pick me up im kinda bummed tonight thank you guys :)

Downraterz
THX HEAPS I NEED THE POINTS WOO HOO u do know that i still get points for it if u rate one or ten so basicly if u want to hurt me dont rate them cuz rating them a one just makes me laugh at ur sorry ass ps dont send ur sorry ass friends to my page to downrate me yea i caught the skank or the amount of fake accounts u make it probably U -- just a heads up TWO can play that game fukin ugly hag

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Saturday Night
Nothing seems to sum up a good saturday night after working 10 hours behind a desk and a computer all day then a good movie, some Girl scout cookies (thin mints) and my computer! "Amen to stress free saturday nights!!!"

Cops In Hot Pursuit
Ok so Im chillin at the house grillin out with my dad and Tod havin a few beers and I see the police go by slowly but didnt think too much of it. About 10 minutes later I hear cop sirens and a ninja motorcycle going down the road headed our direction so my thought is oh well they must be chasing this guy, but I wasnt too worryed about it and went on about my business since the cop and the ninja motorcycle has by passed our neighborhood, but 2 minutes later I hear the motorcycle enter our hood at the other end of Ashcroft Dr. along with the cops so Im like oh shit...I get excited we get to see some dumb fuck getting chased by the police while hes doing crazy speeding on his motorcycle which I had a feeling we were going to get to see this fool take a turn and crash. We ran to the back of the house but it was too late to see if he crashed or just hopped off...we go back there to find the bike laying sideways in our neighbors yard that lives behind us and the dude who was driving it takin

Just Stirring Up Some Shit
I am so bored that it is killing me....Some times I really think that if it wasn't for this site I would go mad.But then this site makes me mad.I get so mad at the way people judge people on here.I for one can not judge anyone.I pretty much raised myself on the streets of San Diego.I have been thru some rough times in my life.I have been to prison and kicked many of habits.I have not always been the nicest or the girl next door type of girl.Just today I insulted a guy for spending to much time in my family album.He has blocked me and now i can't apologize for being a rude and totally out of line bitch.So I guess this is my way of saying I am sorry and to him.I am hoping that someone comes across this and lets him know that I did my best in trying to apologize...Ginger

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Cedar Tree You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious. Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion. You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess. You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature. You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Going Through Some Thngs,be Here But Not Here
I'm going through a few things, my feelings have been turned inside out and upside down. So trying to take time to get through all the shit. So i'm here but i'm not here. So just hang on and i'll try to get back to myself as soon as I can!!

Bed Time Story
IF YOU WERE HERE, I'D START OUT KISSING YOUR EAR, YOUR NECK, YOUR WONDERFUL LIPS, YOUR CHEST, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE TO DO THAT. I'D GO PAST YOUR WAIST AND WRAP MY LIPS AROUND THAT WONDERFUL HOT ROD AND FAMILY JEWELS. I'D LIKE TO HOLD YOU CLOSE. IT FEELS SO GOOD TO ME. I LIKE TO FEEL YOUR ARMS AROUND ME, THEY ARE SO STRONG. I WOULDN'T MIND IF YOU WANTED TO NIBBLE MY NECK OR CHEST, WHERE EVER YOUR TONGUE GOES, YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY! NOBODY ELSE CAN DO WHAT YOU DO. WOW! SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE THINKING ABOUT IT. THEN, FOR YOU TO SLIDE YOUR ROD INTO MY DEPTHS, AS ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO DO, MMMM, HOW YOU DO THINGS I'VE NEVER KNOWN BEFORE. I WOULD LIKE TO TUCK YOU IN LIKE THAT, WITH ANY REQUEST FOR YOU IN RETURN. WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE ME TO DO, SWEET DREAMS I WANT TO BRING TO YOU. GOOD NITE!

Hurrr...
Wow I haven't been around for a while I guess. I don't even recognize most of the people on my friend's list any more. Just thought I'd write something up to let people know I didn't die or anything. Just been busy with school and work. -Cryn

Sleeping Beauty
She lays there so nice and quiet A princess without a crown She dreams of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls She wears a pink dress, covered with flowers Her red hair flows down across her shoulders She smiles ever so slightly A faint giggle comes from her closed mouth She sounds so sweet as she stirs Asking her mommy for water So sweet So innocent Someday she will grow She will marry She will have a little princess of her own Maybe she will dream of flowers, candy, winged horses and dolls Wear a pink dress Smile ever so sweetly And ask for a glass of water I am sure of one thing She will be loved

Ten Snappy Comebacks From Women
He said... "Want a quickie?" She said... "As opposed to what?" He said... "This coffee isn't fit for a pig!" She said... "No problem, I'll get you some that is." He said... "I don't know why you wear a bra; you've got nothing to put in it." She said... "You wear briefs, don't you?" He said... "Since I first laid eyes on you, I've wanted to make love to you in the worst way." She said... "Well, you succeeded!." He said... "You have such a flat chest and hairy legs, have you ever been mistaken for a man?" She said... "No, have you?" He said... "Why do you women always try to impress us with your looks instead of your brains?" She said... "Because there is a greater chance that a man is stupid than blind." He said... "Let's go out and have some fun tonight." She said... "Okay, but if you get home first, leave the light on for me." He said... "Why don't you ever tell me when you have an orgasm?" She said... "I would, but you'd have to be there." He said... "What have you b

Ok I've Had It With This......
Ok WTF is the deal with certain animals being illegal in some states? it pisses me off to no end that the pets that you want are illegal in your state take the two id someday love to own a freaken Hedgehog an Ferret I'm a HUGE animal lover....gotta make up for my past which we wont go into that now! but still wat the fuck is up with that ..... its not like OMG a Hedghog got loose from someones yard OMG CALL THE SWAT TEAM ITS GOING ON A MURDEROUS RAMPAGE OMG OMG LOOK ITS TEARING THE FLESH OF THAT LIL GIRL no.... a freaken hedgehog will not do that but stupid ppl overeact about such things...of course if its a leopard or bear or some other exotic animal that may pose a threat to a community sure i have no problem with that animal being illegal BUT CMON A FUCKEN HEDGEHOG the worst it can do is curl up into a defensive spikey ball an you step on it... thats it wow minor pain an discomfort... and plus most animals when kept as pets become frail to the harsh environments outdoors so more the

Michael
Michael didn't have to tell me that he was from Orange County. I was familiar with the Southern California Chicano presence he exuded at the table. He was talkative, loud, funny and a damn skillful poker player. He watched me closely and understood my betting strategy after a few minutes. He seemed to know the strength of my hands while the cards were in play. When he spoke, I replied to his comments in the standard Mexican ghetto style humor that I had learned while living in and around the barrios for forty years. I made him laugh. Poker is a brutal game. It's a dogfight, with money being the blood and "broke" being the kill. But something strange happened that day. With two kings on the board, Michael announced, "I know you have trip kings, and the best hand checks to you as a courtesy." I would have called a bet and maybe raised it if he hadn't said anything, but I accepted his offer of a free showdown. He had the other king with paired aces. The pot was his. I'

My Plans
Well folks I will be traveling to Kentucky and Denver over the next 3 weeks.. Id offer to meet ya guys in the areas, but my time is pretty tied up, not to mention I dont need runing into DJ Dumb Ass or Hop-A-Long Swabbie... Yes I know they couldnt do anything, look at their stupid threats LOL.. And anyways for our Texas Marine, I think we would just put a stick in his wheels or something.. Rule One.. Know always who you are gonna Push, Cause if you don't, you dont know who is going to push back.. Thats what I am.. the Unknown. But anyways, I have the chance to embark on a perfect job in the next 18 months.. This is gonna Rock!

Cancers
Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters sharing this sign include Princess Diana (July 1), Nelson Mandela (July 18), and O.J. Simpson (July 9). Although many Cancer personalities make a real mark on the world, they are emotionally never far from home and hearth. Home and family give the Cancerian strength and stability, and the home is the safe "shell" that the Cancer individual knows he can retreat to after a long, stressful day. Cancer is strongly rooted and often thinks of the past, holding onto mementos and thinking about his childhood. Emotions run deep in the Cancer individual,

I Don't Know........
I didn't do this to hurt you. You are STILL the love of my life! You always will be. I didn't think it would be soooo hard to be friends with you! I am not making it this hard, you are. I thought I was making your life easier. Talk to me about what it is that you want me to do! I don't want things to end this way! You know that you have my heart, mind and soul!!!! Just talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!

Volume Ii - Brother's Wedding Recap
24th March 2007. 11:36pm. I have just now got home from the festivities down in the Chattahoochee Valley. I was only gone for 2 days, instead of three as I first wanted, but I had a good time nonetheless. In my own detailed fashion, here's what happened.... I left here at about 8am (or thereabouts), making my way southward. I originally intended to drive over to McRae to take care of my speeding ticket, so I went to Macon to deposit my check and take out the cash needed. I called the Telfair County Probate Court, and they mentioned that I could pay my ticket online. How convenient! Now, instead of driving southEAST, I proceeded to go southWEST. But not in my usual path. South I-75 to Hwy. 96 in the Byron/Ft. Valley area, and then 96 west all the way to Geneva and US 80. 80 west all the way to Columbus. I went to the After Hours Formalwear in Peachtree Mall in Columbus to retrieve the tux I put the down payment on in Macon, only to find that the Macon people had not even sent t

Marcie
You are such a special woman, but I don't think you see it. You deserve so much more than you already have, and shouldn't be going through bullshit drama like it. he steals your heart and stops it's beats, HE lies, he cheats, but don't admit defeat! Be strong my lady for I am here, no matter what lets rock this beat. Marcie is my sexy, beautiful, lady, and I will be her CT baby girl always and forever. But this also goes above and beyond just that. you just wait and see;-)

Cause The Underground Don't Stop For Ho's
Sometimes to change something simple in your life, you have to change something complex about your life. Now I don't associate with people that I care for if I don't feel that their actions back their words or if the quality of respect they have for me isn't quality at all. Nothing personal, nothing vengeful I'm just simply looking out for the well being of my mind. I'm not looking for explanations or accusations I'm simply not looking. I realized that have been delaying my life. I didn't know why but I believe I was waiting for someone to share the next stage of my life with and I got caught up in a few peoples lives that I thought had potential of being that person. Now that I realized this I'm not waiting anymore. I may not find that person in fact maybe I don't want to. My plans always been the same my life's always what I expected it to be. All I got to do is live it alone or with someone else. It doesn't matter it's just time to move on both mentally and physically. I'm not waiti

Cobatives 2 Update
well im finally done with level 2 combatives training. i wal away fro it with a certificate, hurt ribs,2 sore legs,sore back, right shoulder and elbow sore.maybe i need to look into getting a massage.

My World......
my world is my world.... it can be mean sometimes.. but mostly it is very nice........peace, quietness... so quiet that you can hear the thoughts of others.... so peaceful that even the deadliest animal, reptile, and any other creature in the world can not hurt a fly........ my world is my world........ i can imagine whatever i want........ my imagination can go beyond the world itself..... the clear night sky is a whole new galaxy...... of life... the cool wind blowing in my hair replenishes my thoughts...... concentrating...... thinking......... figuriing out my life ahead......... feeling what it is that i have longed for......... but not knowing what it is....... hearing the night creatures out and about...... searching for its prey........ hearing the prey run for dear life........ sometimes they are lucky and sometimes they are unlucky... life is both cruel and nice... because that is how the world is...

I Am Going To Niagara Falls For A Few Days
GOING TO NIAGARA FALLS OK FOLKS~~~LISTEN UP. I WILL BE GONE FROM HERE FOR A FEW DAYS AGAIN BUT THIS TIME I AM TAKING A ROAD TRIP TO NIAGARA FALLS SO JUST TO LET YOU PEOPLE KNOW WHY YOU WON'T BE HEARING FROM ME. I SHOULD BE BACK BY WEDNESDAY NIGHT. SO HAPPY TRAILS TO YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE IN MY ABSENCE AND IT WILL BE RETURNED WHEN I GET HOME AGAIN. BYE BYE FRIENDS AND FAMILY. MUCH LOVE ~~~~~ SUSIE Q A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

Friends......
my friends is a small circle......... and very precious to me..... like a jewel that has been given to me with extreme care.... and trust........ i hold on to'em like i have been trusted to... there are bad days but the small circle of friends that i have can take my bad day and turn it good...... i love them so very much..... that i miss my other friends back at home........... my small circle of friends are very unique... to me........ i choose them very wisely as well......my friendship is very fragile and has to be handled with care..........otherwise it is broken......... friends to me are like a a childhood that i have never had..... just thinking about how much laughter that i get out of it.... i laugh as well.....they help me when im in need.....that is mostly mentally......... they like it when i make them laugh and when my ass gets on redbull....... ohhh damn.... never have more then one great can of redbull.......... its reall sleep fucker-upper.... my

A Love That Once Was
It's alright you don't need to say a thing.. I know exactly how you feel, So hush your lips and don't say a word.. I'll turn around and walk away, Trying not to leave that chip on my shoulder!! Cause everything just seemed all too simple, Something had to go wrong now.. So really it's no big surprise to me, Lets just leave it at this and let it all end here once and for all.. This is a love that was once, And now never will be again... We both know theres no going back now, And we're all alone... All alone, Yes we're all alone.. This is a love that once was... Tell me a little bit, Tell me a little bit of how this feels for you... Cause I think you already now.. It's killing, It's killing me right now.. I just don't want to give in... Please please please don't make this last forever.. I just want to let it all go now.. So it'll be done with and we can carry off on our way... This is a love that was once, And now never will be again... Now it's

Mother's Home.....
mother's home is the place that i would like to be if the world ended.......... the place that i would like to see if i was dying... take my walk upon mother earth..... feeling her spirit flow through me....... like an enchanting spell............ relplenishing my soul.... mind.... spirit..... giving me energy to succed in life........ feeling every life that is there....... amongst human, animal, and plant.... lying on the ground smelling the cleansed air of sage brush.....and juniper......... looking at the sky watching the clouds dance by..... ever so slowly..... as the smell of wet dirt....... blows in my face... feeling the cool wind upon it....... while looking out toward the southwest.... of the horizon..... seeing the orange/yellow/pink horizon.... reminding me of pineapple/orange juice...... with alittle bit of cherry in it............... standing there at the edge of the mesa......... looking around thinking that this is the best place in the world.......... se

Devon Where Are You.
Devon ,my dear friend where the hell are you. I would like to know. Why didn't you tell me that the last thing I wrote for you made you feel that way,why did I have to her it from another friend. I wish you would check in with someone we are all worried about you. I hate it when you take off like you do,but at the same time I know thats just you.

Racist On Ct
HotCollegeChick@ CherryTAP ALL THINGS SAID ARE SWORN TRUE AND THE CONVERSATIONS ARE ACCURATE TO THE BEST OF MY RECOLLECTION. HotCollegeChick, AKA Diane Morningstar, as she claims is her name. (She claims its a Native American last name, but I found her to be lying, she doesnt know shit about Native American culture) She sent me a private message. Claiming that she only gets on once a week, she left me a phone number. Well, I don't do so well with long distance since my cell craps out in my apartment, and the house line doesn't do outgoing long distance, so I left her my number back. A few days later, she calls me. The following conversation is not a lie at all. Most sayings are approximate, however accurate, due to the fact that I was so mad by the end, I could barely see: HCC: So, you're in the military? Wolf: Yes I am. HCC: Do you like it? Wolf: Yeah most days. HCC: (this is literally the third question out of her mouth) How many girlfriends have you had? Wolf:

The Metal Guru Is Bored
lol ya i changed my name, i felt the whoel RevHellspawn thing was getting a bit childish, besides, i take great pride in the nickname The Metal Guru, wich was given to me by a friend back in highschool... oks soo now that if ranted off topic im bored any of my friends on here wanna chat with me feel free to add me to ur messengers, just PLEASe tell me who you are soo i wont get confused when or if u message me! MSN: deformed_soul@hotmail.com Yahoo: tormented666_666 AIM: MJK zeroskater

Dirty Little Secret
Adored by a few Loved by some Lusted by all Wanted by many I am the fantasy Older woman Ample breasted Experienced Breathtaking Sexy Beautiful Stunning Amazing I am the friend Lover Confidant Psychiatrist Doctor Pastor I am amazing Wonderful Spiritual Easy going Attitude Fun True beauty inside and out They need me Want me Lust me Have to have me Desire me Yearn for me They want to kiss me Love me Hold me Hug me Make love to me Fuck me But they want no one to know that I am all this to them. I AM THEIR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! Melissa 3/2007

And Then
I might be adding more to this one, not sure if it's done yet. Lies of Apathy Too numb to realize that I've become what I despise, so I drown my fear in lies of apathy. Keeping it at bay with a cynical display. Wasting away, convinced I've been set free.

I Just Don't Understand It
I'm not sure where to start. i guess I'll start with, if your going to bitch cause I'm typing something from my hart. go back to myspace. if you don't like it quit reading it and go on your way. if your my friend and care than stay awhile. i just don't understand some times. some people are in the gutter some are high on the hog. then theirs me. i cant have a live on either side of the fence. one day i have money and things are a sexy party. than before i know it the party is over. its like this. i was talking to this girl and things were good. we were "friends" if you know what i mean, i got a new job and i thought that it would be a good idea to take it to the next level. well when i asked her she said that she loved me but not like that. now this is the 2nd girl thats told me this. girls please tell me something. how can you sleep with a guy xx times say u love him but you don't want to be serious with him. has it come down to the point in the would that sex isn't serious anymore? w

Poem 3-25-07
more of my grand words all rolled into one lol there's a light out there,in your light i stare. in the light that shines on to me i cant be denied it pushes me harder and harder than ever before out of the darkness and into the light im back on earth and i found all my might talk to the angels and hear all their words walk with me and we'll feed the poor birds share the time face the light and live to its grandest the power of the child in the white and blue the child that you never knew ....

Ok,more Feelings.
I mean, I just don't know how to feel or what to feel right now. I feel as if the whole damn world has taken a shit on me and I can't get the damn shit off of me. I mean everything I say or do I end up geting hurt one way or another. I'm sick of everyone keeping the true feeling from me and i'm sick of everyone thinking they know who i truely am better then myself, I worked my ass of to stand on my two feet and i feel like someone has cut them off. I mean my life is so fucked up right now that I'm shocked it has taken me this long to reach the point of not haveing faith or reason any more. Like what the hell am I to do. It's like damn if I do and damn if i don't. Just so sick of this shit, I'm sick of geting knocked around when I'm at my lowest. I mean what the fuck,it's like I care about all these damn people and none of them give a shit about me or my feelings.

What A Perfect Woman Would Say...
* I'll swallow it all . . . I love the taste. * Are you sure you've had enough to drink? * I'm bored. Let's shave my little kitty, you big lion king! * Oh come on, what do ya say we get a good porno movie, a case of beer, a few joints, and have my friend Tammy over for a threesome! * God..if I don't get to blow you soon, I swear I'm gonna bust! * I know it's a lot tighter back there but would you please try again? * You're so sexy when you're hungover. * I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. * Let's subscribe to Hustler. * Would you like to watch me go down on my girlfriend? * Say, let's go down to the mall so you can check out women's asses. * I'll be out painting the house. * I love it when you play golf on Sunday's, I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. * Honey, our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again, come see! * I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. * No, no

Contest Update
Sexiest Woman in Red Contest This is where i wanna get a few fact straight At the begining of this contest i stated i could vote if bribed, as i have, and i am sure i will again This contest has been so popular there will now be a First & Second prize Prizes are "winner get a 2 personallized Salutes from me there choice of where!! & all cherry bucks i have made spent on her" & "Second place is one Salute" If anyone has a problem with this contest - please contact me Neil Ðj Ðãrk_Størm- Back Door Skivey @ CherryTAP Below is kind of an update on how everyone is getting on, and a bit of an explaination ♥ BADGIRL ♥ Has gained a total of 8325 extra bonus comments Due to numerous gifts ( Man's Ring, Spicy Gifts, Drinks, + others) Also awarded 500 bonus comments due to birthday

Unsure Anymore....
Sworen to protect the weak, to uphold the truth to believe in loyalty and honor.... Who's sword shall never be used to hurt those it is sworen to protect. Who's strength is only used to defend and never attack. I feel as though i am a dying breed .. few around who still believe in the same as i. I do not belong in this era ..No i belonged in the past i think , I would of lived a better life back then i think and things would of been much simpler.. Back when loyalty honor and courage meant something more then a pick up line at a bar or a hook to make another kid enlist... A title for a movie or a catch phraze to be used again and again until it is over used and forgotten... Where do i belong in such a world or in any world for that matter. Where do any of us belong... Why is there questions with no real answers? And prayers cried out only to only fall on deaf ears... For so many to cry out for power in moments of pain and if such power is received to only have it u

What A Day
well today started at 8 am i had to help my bro move is mother in law well she got to her house she was 2 sheet to the wind. then she had to go to her old house with us and we had to follow her. what should of took 1 hour took 2 and a half. the she had to take us all out to eat another 2 and a half hours gone. well to put it short we got done at midnight

.birthdays.n.random.stupidity.
dear cherrytap... please stop having my birthday without informing me and thereby making me older than i am. im not ready to embrace 32 yet. i have a hard enough time saying im 31. i liked 30 thank you. so stop it. please. cuz if not...i will be forced to kick you right in the nuts. which while it might be entirely pleasant for me...well hell you might like it too. *sigh* *sings* a very merry unbirthday to you! on another note. quite recently ive developed the ability to instantly become 'stupid girl' yannow the kind of person who loses their train of thought mid sentence... the kind of person who knows exactly what the word is they want to use...but its dangling out there on some random whatever ya callit..just out of reach. ya see that 'whatever ya callit' right there? yeah i know the word i wanna use...its in my brain...its just decided to dance out of reach...like an ass. Drea is giggling at me. *kicks her* hi...my name is Samm...and ima stupid s

Drinks And Women's Personailities
Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Casual, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabin boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, has picky taste; knows what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. She'll send YOU a drink. Drink: Wine - (does not include white zinfandel, see below) Personality: Conservative and classy, sophisticated. Your Approach: Tell her you wish Reagan had had four more years...Alzheimer's and term limits be damned. Drink: White Zin Personality: Easy; thinks she is classy and sophisticated, actually has no clue. Your approach: Make her feel smarter than she is... Drink: Shots

My Bad Luck, Continued...
My friend's & family know all too well that i have THE worst luck. If it were raining pussies, i'd get hit in the face by a big, fat cock! THAT kinda luck! Well, here we go again. TWO days after i moved here, the supercharger in my '01 locked up. SO, i had to take it off, send it back to vortech to be rebuilt.That cost me $1300. WELL, that means i've had to drive the '72 MACH 1. It needed a new drivers side door handle. I got them in, i bought a pair so theyd' match. SO. there i am in the MACH 1 tuesday, on my way to the place that was gonna install the new one's when a girl in a ford expedition hit's it dead in the ass. my '72 MACH 1, that was all original, now has pretty bad ass end damage & will never be worth half of what it was. So, you will have to pardon me when it starts raining pussies & i stay inside. I hope everybody else is doing great. Have a GREAT WEEK!

I Will Follow You Into The Dark
I Will Follow You Into The Dark Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black And I held my toungue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If heaven and hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause w

Home Alone
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to.

Just Kitten's Feelings.
I just have to stop and wonder about a few things. i mean why do people hurt other people ,I mean whatdo you get out of it. I mean I sit and i wonder after everything that the people who I thought as a friends have done to me in the last month or so,I just don't get it,I mean i've never set out to hurt any of them or lie to them,I sure as hell have been nothing but me and I don't get it. I mean is that all I ever was just someone they had around to hurt and use ,what the hell is with that crap. I mean really,if you have to hurt and be assholes to someone who would give you the shirt off of their backs just to feel good about yourself,that doesn't say much about you does. Thats all I'll write for now.

Hurt
WHEN LIFE FINALLY SEEMS TO BE GOING INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION SOMETHING ALWAYS GETS IN YOUR PATH. WHEN YOUR LIFE IS FULL OF LOVE AND HAPPINESS EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO SO FAST. BUT WHEN THE ONE YOU LOVE FEELS LIKE THERE SLIPPING AWAY YOUR WORLD BECOMES SO PAINFUL AND DARK AND GRAY. TO HEAR THE ONE YOU LOVE SAY SOMETHING HURTFUL AND MEAN. SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS GONE AND NEVER WHAT IT SEEMS. AS I SIT HERE TONIGHT I SPEAK FROM THE HEART BECAUSE I AM SITTING HERE FEELING MY WORLD FALL APART.SO FROM THE DARKEST OF NIGHT AND THE LIGHTEST OF DAY THERE IS ONLY ONE LOVE WHO CAN MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY.YOU ARE MY LIFE MY REASON TO LIVE SO I HOPE THIS LAST TIME YOU WILL FORGIVE. I LOVE YOU WILLIAM

What I Did
we my bros and i had so much fun tonight driving home we got lost in flint lol i had to stop and ask this guy who looked at me like i was from a nother world asking how to get home and as we drove home the radio went out so we sang a ass load of songs that we really didnt know the words to and WE WHERE ALL OUT OF TUNE i was the worst i have a cold so i sound like shit to start then to sing i was so bad but fun i havent had that much fun in a long time not sence tom and i got together its nice to have my family around again i missed all the fun we once had but yeah the show was great i love all the tool songs and the lights where cool to

So I Am Here!
Ok So I am finally getting the hang of this set up and I must say it is alright!! Different but not bad at all! I hope some of you that have been here for awhile can help me master this game! And help teach me the tricks of the trade to pimp my shit!! =)

Great Truths That Little Children Have Learned:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fiber, not the toy. GREAT TRUTHS ABOUT GROWING OLD 1)

For A Reason
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. Wh

Words Of Wisdom To Live By
Words of wisdom to live by. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. A day without sunshine is like night. >>> >>> 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. >>> >>> 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. >>> >>> 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. >>> >>> 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. >>> >>> 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. >>> >>> 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. >>> >>> 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets >>> the cheese in the trap. >>> >>> 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. >>> >>> 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. >>> >>> 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. >>> >>> 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. >>> >>> 13. How many of you believ

What A Night
Hey guys, well this night couldn't have come at a better time, i was feeling lousy at the beginning of the night, than a knock at the door came a surprise that i was so happy to see. A friend i haven't seen in over a month, stopped by, said he missed me, than he came n fucked me so damn good i couldnt believe my eyes. hehe Good night

Illuminate
Our begining forever you said and forever i felt tonight i sit a moment of enlightening for you gave in My new chapter unwriten yet full of pain you elude now but the day will come sitting alone you will speak words of how i lived the stars illuminate as you close your eyes when you awake forever alone you must take

How Democrat Are You?
You Are 52% Democrat You aren't a full fledged Democrat yet, but it's likely the party that fits you best. You probably consider yourself an independent Democrat. You usually support the party, but you also think for yourself!How Democrat Are You?

My Crazy Day
1st off I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to just sleep..I miss my b/f he works to damn hard I barely see him anymore but I love him so much so I am going to have to just deal with it since i love him so much..2nd my back hurts and i feel like shit

How Rude
You know i will never understand some people. You contact someone on here and talk then all of a sudden your blocked," what is that". Do these people not even have the common curtosy of telling the person hey i thought i might be interested but it did'nt work out so i would prefer not to chat anymore. No they just go in and block you without saying a word sorry but in my book this is'nt going to make you many friends, Come on people lets show a little more respect for others than that. Maybe not a big issue to some people but to me it is i mean if you don't want to talk, or your not interested, or whatever your reason just tell them we're all adults here sure we can take it. Thanks for letting me get this off my chest. xxxxooooo Angel

Do You Drive Like A Guy Or Girl!!!
Your Driving Is is: 81% Male, 19% Female According to studies, you drive like a typical male. You're reckless, aggressive, and see driving as a game. And while you like to live on the edge a little, you still know how to drive safely.Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Men Suck Big Donkey Dicks
I am sitting here trying to work and i get a phone call...I answer professionally. A man on the other end asks for someone named Tammy. Of course I tell him there is no-one here by that name. It took me a minute to realize who this person was that called. I had met him on another website about a week ago. He gav me his number and i called. He got his jollies.....end of story. At first i thought it was funny so i yahoo'd him and told him he better match the right woman with the right number....i get an IM back saying WHAT.....stop harrassing me.....Oh then it was on.....in no uncertain unladylike words i told him where he could get off. Then the asshole calls me back on the phone and wants to know who i am and so forth...then proceeds to cuss me out....I DON'T FU***** THINK SO...DADDY DIDN'T RAISE NO FOOL HERE...AND DON'T MESS WITH A TEXAS WOMAN...SHE WILL EAT YOUR LUNCH AND GO BACK FOR SECONDS......needless to say his name and attitude are posted all over my page as a warning....BITE T

" I Am A Man"
My heart beats a little slower today... I don't know why: I just want to cry... ... Why won't these feelings just go away? These shadows that life has cast upon me, no longer will I let them beat me down. The insanity of the man behind the mask- no longer laughs at me,In the mirror it is I,- I see; and I laugh in my own face, as I frown. No one and I mean no one good nor evil... shall destroy what faith i have in my heart, for I have found my true self, and where I belong in this sick repulsive world, I know where I end and where I start. I know right from wrong, and the fact that- I have emotions: I can love,I can hate, I do laugh and I do cry... let's me know that I--- "I AM A MAN" and if you are sane enough to hear my words I will tell you what I find truly obsured--- The real insanity lies in those who have to believe in something they can not see; cause' they no longer believe in themselves Insane is those who are lead to fear a hi

Monique Dupree
I met Monique today at Texas Fear Fest and I must say... she's absolutely stunning! I had a wonderful conversation with her and she treated me like she'd known me for years. Monique, thank you for the day, and for such a wonderful experience. Have a safe trip home and don't you dare loose touch with me! Keith

This Week Has Been Incredible...
The weather's been perfect, I've been in an incredible mood, and I got to physically meet two of my cherrytapping friends. I can't wait for tomorrow. Most of ya'll know I'm a "live to ride" type of guy. I live on a pretty busy street where every nice afternoon, I hear the Harleys rumble by. I haven't really gotten that itch this month. It's odd because usually I could care less about a car, I'd rather ride it. I'll keep ya caught up with that, cuz it may be that I'm evolving...... hehehehheeee nah prolly not.

New Lounge Open
YES I MADE MY OWN LOUNGE WITH MUSIC AND I HOPE MOST OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS COME AND JOIN ME.. DONT BE SHY NOW I DONT BITE TO HARD I SWEAR HE HE HE HE http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6418 COME JOIN THE FUN ALL WELCUM

This Muscle Between My Legs
THIS MUSCLE BETWEEN MY LEGS This muscle between my legs Is good for fertilizing your eggs, But it will never make or break Our love affair. Although it’ll give you great pleasure, And those moments I do treasure, It will never be the main Way to show I care. Thus, revealing the fact, That sex is just an act, And love is never Anything one should fall into. I may sound like a fool, When I say my mind is the tool, That I’ll use To make love to you. It may be big, firm, thick, strong, It may even last long, But never as long as the images I leave of me, in your thoughts. I feel you sister, When you say all the other misters, Never took you there, But it ain’t my fault. I love to touch, I love to feel, But first and foremost, I love to keep it real You know this is true. Although our physical acts, Bring you the ultimate climax, My mind is the tool, That I’ll use to make love to you. Wondrous emotion In a mixed up love potion A combina

Always
We met through a friend, and I'm glad we did Then over the months, you became my best friend During that time you helped me through a major problem I had You helped me see there is love in this world Through those months, I fell in love with you And when I look into your eyes, get a hug, or just hear you say, 'Hi' I just can't help myself, I fall more in love with you I wanna let you know how much you mean to me But there are no words I can say which would express my feelings for you I also wonder at night, how you feel for me And if I told you how I feel would you run away from me? I don't know if it's too early or if I'm too late But I need you to know that I will always LOVE you.

Women Vs Men ...joke
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST > >She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. >And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. > _____ > >WOMEN'S REVENGE >"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. >As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. >"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, >and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." > _____ > >UNDERSTANDING WOMEN >(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) > >I know I'm not going to understand women. >I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. > _____ > >MARRIAGE SEMINAR > >While attending a Marr

These Things I Think Of
If my bed were your embrace? Wrapped tight around me Then in your arms I'd sleep forever What a feeling that would be If your eyes were the ocean, Deep in thoughts of you I'd never tire of swimming, To seek your glance - would be all I'd do If your kisses were honey I'd have you on toast, In my tea or by the spoon? Honeybees welcome! I'll be your host If your words traveled by wind Like a tree I'd be, To every word I would move and sway Such a sound, would set me free If your heart were made of gold Every cent I'd save Until I bought each piece of your love No other treasure I'd crave If you were here, on this day To hold and to kiss, To look into your eyes, hear your voice? Your heart - I'd no longer miss

Ballad Of A Broken Heart
Lonely hearts and lonely days. Why did you get taken away? The sun was out when you were here. Now i just cry these endless tears. I beg the stars to give you back and take away the pain, with the hope of seeing you again someday. But heaven above ignores my plea, to have you right here holding me. Now my heart is only one. I must accept that we are done. But I'll be strong and try not to cry. I must learn to say good-bye.

Nobody Else
I cannot find anyone else To compare to the perfections I cannot find a single person To show me as much affection I cannot find anyone else To help me rid my pain I cannot find a single person To make me again sane I cannot find anyone else To replace the sadness I cannot find a single person To cure the madness I cannot find anyone else To love as much as you I cannot find a single person To care for like I do you

I'm Lost Without You
I'm lost without you, And everyday I think, I want you here, I need you, I miss you heaps. If only you could see me, When im lost n lonely. I have that feeling, When I'm with you, And it feels so right. I don't want to loose you, Cause I could never go on. I feel like I need to be, In your loving arms, I wish it still was, I wish it never changed. I wish you never dumped me, I wish I could go back, I wish this would all change, I miss you heaps, It's not the same. Please help me, By coming back, I'll forget it ever happened, I'll do anything, To be with you again.

My Two Cents......yes It's Back
FIRST OFF I WOULD LIKE TO REMIND EVERYONE THAT THIS IS THE INTERNET. PEOPLE TAKE THIS SITE AND THE GOINGS ON HERE WAY TOO SERIOUSLY. TAKE A MINUTE TURN OFF THE PC GO IN THE OTHER ROOM READ A BOOK, WATCH TV, KNIT A SWEATER. GET A LIFE. ITS EASY FOR MANY TO HIDE BEHIND THE KEYBOARD AND TALK BIG SHIT....BELITTLING, JUDGING, BERATING. MOST OF YOU ASSBAGS WOULD PROBABLY GET SLAPPED IN THE MOUTH IN REAL LIFE....YES REAL LIFE, BECAUSE GUESS WHAT FOLKS???? CT IS FANTASY ITS NOT REAL. THIS IS THE LAND OF MAKE BELIEVE... THE LAND OF MILK AND HONEY. WHERE YOU CAN PRETEND TO BE SOMEONE YOU'RE NOT. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT JUDGE, BERATE, BELITTLE...GET A LIFE BECAUSE IF CHERRYTAP IS THE ONLY PLACE WHERE YOU CAN STAND ON YOUR BULLY PULPIT AND PASS JUDGEMENT YOU MUST HAVE A SORRY ASS LIFE. YOU ARE NO BETTER THAN THE NEXT PERSON. I'M TIRED OF SEEING DRAMA HERE. ITS OLD. AND I'M TOO OLD TO DEAL WITH IT. IF YOU'RE OFFENDED BY THIS....OOOPS!!!!! I'M SORRY..............NOT!!!

Hide My Pain
In your arms I lie at night, As the time counts down before It is time for you to leave me. I have known for months that That day would come and inside My mind I prepared myself, but My heart kept pushing it away... Avoiding the inevitable... So with almost no time left, The pain wells up inside of Me so bad that it goes beyond Mere heartbreak... Holding back the tears, as I lie in Your arms at night, turning away, Hoping you wont catch me crying... You can never know what it is I feel- It would do no good to tell you because It would not change how things are or How things will be... And yet it is I find myself saying "I love you" under my breath, Almost constantly... And to slip and allow these tears To be freed would only deny me the Remaining time I have left, as you Would feel uneasy, and slip away Before it is time... It will get worse before it will get Better, but with what I know and what I have known, I cannot see beyond the Pai

The Hardest Thing To Do In Life Is Say Goodbye
today i learned a lesson that will always be true saying goodbye to someone is the hardest thing to do i've never felt a loss until i said goodbye i thought i was strong and i broke down and cried never will i forget the times we had though the reflections are happy it makes me rather sad the most brutal of men cries at the past i only wish the good times would last so i humor myself i'd smile if i could why can't things work out? because life isn't supposed to be that good

Just Because My Shirt Is Low Cut...
Doesn't mean that I want to go home with you. Is this something that guys don't get? And while we're at it, in case you were wondering guys, if you're at a bar and a girl won't provide you with her name, or any other pertinent information about her, she probably doesn't want to know anything about you, either. If she's not open to your *advances*, she isn't a tease, she just isn't interested, but not a bitch. There really girls out in the world who just want to go out with their friends and enjoy themselves, without having guys hit on them. It's annoying.

Batle's End
My female wiles were worthless. The good they've done me nil. I tried with all I have in me, But I have lost you still. My stubbornness was useless, For you were stubborn too. My tears, my pleas, as if to space, went sailing right by you. So now, I guess that I will wait, For time can cure my pain. I must convince my foolish heart. You won't be back again

Our Heros
TODAY MARKED THE END OUR 7 LONG MONTHS FOR OVER 130 US MARINES FROM A LOCAL RESERVE UNIT. TODAY THEY ARRIVED HOME SAFELY. MY FAMILY AND I WENT OUT TO SHOW OUR SUPPORT FOR ONE OF OUR FRIENDS WHO IS A SGT. , WE JOINED HIS FAMILY,FRIENDS AND THE OTHER 500 PLUS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO CAME OUT TO WELCOME THEM HOME. I HAVE POSTED A NEW FOLDER IN MY PHOTO ALBUM FROM TODAYS EVENTS. PLEASE SHOW YOUR SUPPORT FOR OUR TROOPS. I DO THIS NOT ONLY AS A MARINE, BUT AS A VETERAN.

The Varieties
I like wacky genres of music...some crazy-er than others. Like for instance: or even: but sometimes I like: or even like: but I mostly like: and others of the time as well. Man, thats a lot of videos to cover. Oh well, enjoy my randomness. --Xonus ;)

Why Do I Even Bother Trying To Help Anymore?!
I just spent weeks trying to help a friend stay happy. A very special friend that honestly i was in love with. Hes had alot of personal problems. I tried my best i put all of my energy into helping him. I was trying to keep him here and keep him as a friend. Instead i find myself getting a pm from someone telling me i needed to leave him alone thath es got a good woman. ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO IS HELP HIM! I would have done anything in the world to help him. ANYTHING in the world to make him happy. Its tareing me part to not only know im losing this great amazing man but to also know im losing a great friend who meant so much to me. I always told him I dont know what I would ever do without him in my life. I meant it to. Without him I feel like my whole worlds coming down around me. He will never know how special he was to me. Or how bad it kills me to lose him. But even more so how mad it makes me that he treated me like crap just for trying to help him. Who know who you are and im sur

Yes Im Fucking Venting
I really am so fucking tired of hearing about fat vs skinny chicks .So i read that stupid mumm , and decided to ask my RL friend who I was talking to in yahoo what he thought.I dont fucking understand why guys are so fucking shallow .I really dont get it . Yeah Im a fat chick , Its not like I planned on ever getting fat , I spent my whole life skinny in sizes 3- 10 .. I had a perfect fugure at one point in my life(36 26 36). yeah the original perfect figure before the anorexic look came in. I deal with the disgust in my self every day , because Im not skinny enough for modern society , most of the time Im fine with it because I know that even in a size 16 I can be sexy .But seeing shit like that mumm and peoples opinions just makes me want to puke. Hell maybe why thats why Im really single , and I really feel sorry for people , because I might not be thin , but Im a hell of a good person , carring loveing and giving , and there should be a whole lot more to a person then their fuckin

A Wish......
Paul Harvey Writes: We tried so hard to make things better for our kids that we made them worse. For my grandchildren, I'd like better. I'd really like for them to know about hand me down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. It will be good if at least one time you can see puppies born and your old dog put to sleep. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother/sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room,but when he wants to crawl under the covers with you because he's scared, I hope you let him. When

Well, I Have Found My Way To Level 4 Lol
Well, not exactly sure what I've been doing all the time, but, I made level 4 lol. For those people i've met so far, thanks for making me feel welcome. Hope to meet more of you soon.

Sit And Enjoy It
when you have black skies sit and enjoy it when you feel lost and out of touch sit and enjoy it you have your healthy and nobody to enjoy as the years go by, it doesn't get easier you can't go without love yet I manage to go many months easier said than done to find that magical one you think you have but it gets blown away like pieces of sand i don't know what love is frankly i think i've given up no more soul mate stuff i think im more than fucked things could be worse you always hear but ill sit and enjoy it til my time is near ~Timmy`

Whinners
look people adult is not nsfw but it means the same thing i labeled the album adult instead of nsfw beleaving that you would know it meant the same , i have seen pics that are so unsuitable but nothing has been said. some one had a problem with one of my pics i dont know who it is but GROW UP it is a CARTOON get the rod out of your keister if it says adult it prob will offend you so dont look at it its real simple but maybe not for you after all a CARTOON offends you if you are going to bitch about anyones pics at least be grown up enough to tell the person involved instead of going to the teacher like a little kid we are supposed to be adults here right are you afraid to let people know who you are am i that intimadating to you then stay off my page dont want you there ok you are a up tight prude who cant take a joke i say again its a CARTOON dumb ass

Why Me?
Things have changed so much for me People wanting things I can't be Why don't they see? All I want is to be happy and free. The parentals push me to be all religious But I don't want to be so fictious. Friends pulling me here and there Don't they see it isn't fair? I tried to find peace with things, But those were just short term flings. I'm happy with who I am Why is it that I can't seem to find a man? Could it be they are intimadated by me? Gentlemen wake up and see, I am who I am because of you Many guys thought they could handle, Others took off quick with shirt and sandal, Still some remain as friends Tell me when will it end? Why must i befriend everyone? All I Want is just one. I think I find him and then... Well you know the deal, I've had my fill.

90 Cool Questions . . .
Because Wimsey LOVES when I put up new surveys . . . 1. How old will you be in five years? 39 2. Do you think you will be married by then? I am praying to every God that I know . . . 3. How tall are you? 5'9" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? No comment 6. Who was the last person you called? Annick 7. Who was the last person to call you? Ray 8. What was the last text message you received? I HATE texts, so no one text msgs. me. 9. Do you prefer to call or text? Call 10. Do you have any pets? Twin, Funny Face and Annabelle - My 3 puff-balls 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? Partying at the Monkey Bar with Miss Pat and Tanya 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Biological Father deceased - Mom and Step Dad married 22 years 13. When is the last time you saw your mom? About 10 minutes ago. 14. What color are your eyes? Pale Blue Gray 33. What do you like about winter? Cuddling . . . with m

Seniors
An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and > >>> approached the > >>> > > desk... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the > >>> Doctor > >>> > > for today?" > >>> > > > >>> > > "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The > >>> receptionist > >>> > > became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded > >>> waiting room > >>> > > and say things like that." > >>> > > > >>> > > "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. > >>> > > > >>> > > The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment > >>> in this > >>> > > room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong > >>> with > >>> > > your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the > >>> Doctor in > >>> > > private." > >>> > > > >>> > > The man replied, "You shouldn't ask people questions in a room > >>> full > >>> > > strangers, if the answer could embarrass anyone. The man walked > >>>

Ah....yeah. Ignorance Is Bliss
Somedays...ok, most all days I really hate people because the world seems to be overwhelmingly filled with them. Lacking social skills, devoid of a broad spectrum of Understanding and Diversity. Bigoted and Narrow...unable to Soar to new heights of Awareness and Understanding. But,like the Buddha says "Ignorance is Bliss." Well, there are a lotta happy motherfuckerzzzz out there.... jt/poet/seer/thinker

Pyschoanalysis & Synopsis Of Haters Rating 1s To Pics
The Pyschoanalysis and Synopsis of Giving Low Ratings, Negative Comments or Bombing Its Actual A Good Positive Thing!!!!!! If you come to my page and rate me a 1, remember I still get points and level up. You are more than welcome to rate me 1 if you like. Rating means NOTHING to me and shows how important I am to you and how much of an impact I have over you. I personally don't need a group, clan, posse or to create multiple accounts to gang up on anyone. Anyone that does that is demonstrating their cowardness and weakness. As for me, I stand alone on my own with no backing up of anyone. That is proof of REAL courage, being FEARLESS and show that my mentality is strong and levelheaded. You can have or create 10+ multiple screen names or friends to torpedo my site. Any comments or rating of 1s, is still POINTS to level up and with 10+ or more screen names you create or have your gang of friends, come 1, come all, help me level up FAST!!! I welcome it, since rating 1 or 10, giv

Rude And Inconsiderate People Just Piss Me Off
they ask for the world give nothing in return, and don't even have the decency to say goodbye before logging off. they are not worth my time, they are not worthy of me and all i have to offer.

Right In Front Of Me
I COULD DEVOUR THIS WORLD, YOU'VE SET ME UP UPON MY FEET, MY MIND SKIPS A WORLD, EVERYTIME WE MEET, I WISH A SMILE FIX US ALL, BUT IT ONLY FADES IN TIME, WHEN TIME INFLICTS A CALL, FROM HEART UPON MY MIND, LOVE'S JUST NOT ENOUGH, TO CURE ALL THAT FADES AWAY, LEFT DRIFTING IN THE DUST, TOO FAR BEHIND TO SAVE, THIS LOVE THAT JUST CAN'T STAY, STILL BEATS INSIDE MY CHEST, NEVER THROWN AWAY, WITH A MEMORY THATS LEFT, YOU'VE LEFT MY HEART DISTILLED, MORE PURE THAN ALL I KNOW, I CAN SAY I WAS FULFILLED, EVEN THOUGH I HAD TO GO, SOMETIMES LOVE'S JUST NOT ENOUGH, BUT KEEPS US HANGING ON, BY A THREAD THAT REMAINS TOUGH, WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE.

My Romance Look
Romance Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Sure Im Alright
ive been asked so you alright, you feeling fine, ya im alright, im doing wonderful, for someone whos so far away from their family, i may not be making the greatest sacrifice but im sure as hell making a sacrifice that some all americans could make and only a few percentage do so. Im just in a bad mood thats all if it offends anyone, i know there are people that support us and people that dont. well i have to go get my hmvvw ready and get ready for another explosive day

Sex & Music
Sex and music-it's a winning combination and a very old recipe. Going back even further than our rich heritage of Marvin Gaye's greatest hits, those proper sounding madrigals suck as Bolero by Ravel aren't really as proper as you may think. Death lyrics often were euphemisms for sex. Despite my choir nerd background, it never really occurred to me to think of classical music as potential erotic theme songs. It makes sense though-they usually last about 15 minutes and build to a climax, right? Bonus if you can score something with cymbals crashing at the end. More popularly, we're looking at 20th century stuff, not that there's anything wrong with getting your Puccini on, if that's your thing. A friend of mine suggested Lauryn Hill to get your groove on. R&B in general seems to be a pretty popular choice-the music is pretty smooth, high on emotion and not without a good pulse to it. I'm not one to argue with that logic. My only caveat is to look out for lyrics. You may be fe

Safe Journey My Friend
Dear Sgt Berry may you have a journey of great peace and rest from this weary world that we live. You lived for a reason that has been that of many a man but recently you have passed for a cause thank you for your sacrifice. Memories of you will live forever but the pain of your absense will die. Go rest high brother we will miss you

Have I Gone Invisible?
I uploaded some more stash items, and only two people visited my page to see them. I wonder if I have disappeared, for no one has stopped by to say hi or show me love for over an hour! *taps the microphone* testing..one...two... anyway.......... I'm off to organize my closet yet again, have some quiet peaceful time to myself... if you do happen to stop by my page, let me know so I can return the love that you might show :) It is happy hour after all! *winks*

This Is To You..you Fuckin Cunt!! Leave Ldc And Its Master Out Of Your Dirty Little Mouth
Ok this woman GOTHIQUE TEMPTATION...got a little fucking problem all the sudden with the master of this family lord lestat...and now she wants to not only bring something up that happened 6 yrs ago but something that is in his past and isnt any of her fucking buisness to post on a public bulletin to ANYONE as well as...it wasnt his fault it was a false charge that should've never happened in the first place so plz comment and tell me what you think...OH YEAH AND GOTHIQUE LMFAO YOUR A CUTE LITTLE LOW LIFE WHORE ARENT YA YOUR FUCKING WRONG FOR WHAT YOU DID TO HIM YOU HAD NO RIGHT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO KEEP YOUR FUCKING NOSE STUCK UP YOUR GOD DAMN ASS WHERE IT FUCKING BELONGS....AND WELL LETS JUST SAY...YOU'VE FUCKED WITH THE WRONG WITCHES BEST FRIEND ;) HAVE FUN WHILE ITS THERE BECAUSE YOU WONT BE LATER IF I OR ANY OF THIS FAMILY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT...YOU'VE CROSSED THIS FAMILY AND ITS MASTER FOR THE LAST TIME OH YEAH AND KEEP THIS FAMILYS NAME OUT OF YOUR DIRTY FUCKING LITTLE MO

Its Called A Breakup Because It's Broken.
By now you know what I'm going to say: WHO CARES?! But for those of you who are just dying to know: is he as miserable as you are? Does he miss you? What is he doing? Who is he doing it with? What is he wearing? Does he want to get back together? What are his friends telling him? Is he hooking up with his ex? These are the thoughts that plague you when you can't sleep, can't work, when your falling asleep at work, and when your working at not sleeping. I understand that before you can fully get over it, you may need to indulge yourself with a little "what's he going through" obsession. Here's what you want to hear: "the only reason he hasn't called you is because debilitating sadness has left him lying on the floor of his apartment in a pizza box full of tears. The only activity he has been able to manage is feverishly planning a way to win your heart back. He's sworn off women (except you), booze, and fun because nothings fun without you. He may never smile or laugh again." The only

Guys & Relationships
There are four words that a guy can say to scare a recently single woman more than any other combination of four words. These four words are: "I really like you." It's one thing to tell a girl she's pretty or you like her hair or... I dunno, you enjoy her company. But when you tell a single girl that you really like her (... especially when you're still inside of her) she's is forced to make a pretty tough decision. Does she pretend she didn't hear it and continue enjoying her time with you, risking the possibility of leading you to believe that she wants to be with you? Or, does she go home, ignore your phone calls, and when she sees you out and you ask her where she's been tell you that she's been realy busy? Men seem to have this very strong connection with orgasms and sentiment... too many and they go over the deep end. So for single women everywhere, the question we need to be asking ourselves is: When does the "fuck" thing become the "us" thing? good luck ladies

Bored Bored Bored
Well i cookout today and everything turned out good. My nieces and nephews love it when i bbq. Later they asked if they could have a bonefire n the yard so i told em yes. they stayed till the coyotes started howling lol. So whats everyone up to tonite. Seems quite on here, not many folks talking.Lemmie know how everyone is doing

Hey Everyone
hey everyone my sister needs some help with voting on a pic of my twin nieces i would kindly apperciate it if you guys can help her out. the website is www.americanbaby.com their entry number is 1960100005. thanks you guys you can vote up to 5 times and today is the last day to vote but i am begging for you guys to help her out.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 122 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wheres All The Love?!?!?!!?
ok ive been looking through my page and i now have over 1,000 friends and about 250 fans. anyone see a problem here??? is it that hard to add me as a fan when you add me as a friend??? i have done that for you. why cant you return the love???? for those of you that are my fans and friends thank you *kisses and hugs*

Optomism
So here's a little thing.. So things seem to be going well. It's hard to explain really.. some abstract intangable feeling.. which is probably just my crazyness anyway.. I think the main thing is I have to embrace the notion of doing a lot more audio production / editing / whatever.. to the podcasts.. in order to make them good. I think if I made it good we can pretty rule the world.. it's just that it really has to be good... and I think audio editing will play a key roll in all this.. kinda like film editing, or that's how im consieving it anyway.

More To Come
Well, here goes. I have been through alot in my life. Currently, An ex of mine that liked to use me as a punching bag is trying to find me. Lucky me. I just moved out in my own apartment. Ended an 11 year relationship & lost a dear friend of mine to a heart attack. I tried to meet a friend & hoped it to be more but I made a mistake, he either wasn't ready or not interested. Thats ok, such as life I always say! Lose in love..........always!

Saying Good Bye For A Lil Bit
i am goin to say good bye for a lil bit.......i was told tonight by my son that he was not goin to come see me this summer and it broke my heart to no fixing......i know i dont get on here enough anyway but to the ones i do talk to i am sorry but i cant do this chat stuff anymore for a lil bit anyway........i will just have my daughter check my mail and let me kno wwhat is going on......i feel like i am the worst mother that there is on the face of the earth right now and it hurts real bad.....i will miss you all and i love each and everyone of my friends on here..... love always carolyn

Well Thats Two Weeks, 14 Days Without Fags
I thought i would have buckled after the first week so i am doing quite well, I haven't been coughing since i gave up and I can breathe properly for the first time without wheezing only downside is the waking up in the morning at a stupid hour, hoping that is just a phase that I will grow out of

Silly Girls Vs Smart Girls
Smart girls know better. They don't look for love where none exists. Silly girls think that love is around the corner. Or in the next bed. Smart girls can tell lust from love. And don't confuse sex for romance. Silly girls will sleep with someone, and hope that person falls in love with them. Smart girls date a person, and get to know them before thinking they're in love. Then they wait until they know for sure before admitting it. Silly girls think they're in love because the person makes them pretty, or desirable. Then they fool themselves into thinking they're in love, when they're just happy for the attention. Which one am I?

Mattenheimer Needs Contest Help
OK Friends and Family A friend on my list needs your help. He is in a contest that ends March 31st and needs all the help he can get with comment bombing. He will reciprocate with adds, fans, ratings etc ... whatever you want ... just let him know I sent you and what you want. He is true to his word and has been very good to me ... I'm sure you would LOVE to have him on your friends list! Here's the LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=282448&i=1768501492

A Doctor Speaks Out About Chemtrails
RE: A Doctor Speaks Out About Chemtrails ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Mar 24, 2007 6:27 PM Victoria Hardy March 3, 2007 The last couple days in North Carolina have been beautiful, warm enough to sit in the sun with only a t-shirt and watch the birds prepare for spring. I love nature, there is nothing like the smell of dirt as the ground begins thawing after a long winter or the excitement of seeing seedlings poke their heads out of the ground for the first time; I guess part of me is still the kid that likes to dig in the dirt. I also believe that spending time in nature is a great way to connect with God and the flow of life and creativity that exists on the earth. Although my joy this year has been hampered by the sight of the planes overhead littering the skies with ropey trails and the accompanying sense of confusion and dismay that other people don’t see them, don’t care or don’t know. Yes I’m talking about chemtrails

Read And See
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66% Stability |||||||||| 36% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63% Accommodation |||||||||||| 50% Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical || 10% Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70% Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Narcissism |||||||||| 36% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%

Cherry Tappers
Cherry Tappers Everyone enjoys the sweetness of a cherry, I am honored to be a cherry tapper here, Many friends and fans here as well as a brand new family. Hugs to All Tappers Kisses to those that want them. So many things to learn in cherry With all the friends and family, I have the help I need with anything. Wonderful thanks to all Sending out love everyone as we all need love in our own ways. Go Cherry Tappers Go Cherries

Talking Dog
Enjoy, A guy is driving around the back woods of Tennessee and he sees a sign in front of a broken down shanty-style house: "Talking Dog for Sale" . He rings the bell and the owner appears and tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a nice looking Labrador retriever sitting there. "You talk?" he asks. "Yep," the Lab replies. After the guy recovers from the shock of hearing a dog talk, he says "So, what's your story?" The Lab looks up and says, "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the CIA and they had me sworn into the toughest branch of the armed services ... the United States Marines ... you know one of their nicknames is "The Devil Dogs". In no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders; because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight ye

Where's The Rake?
Where's the Rake? I was doing yard work after the storm this weekend and my wife was about to take a shower. I realized that I couldn't find the rake. I yelled up to my wife, "Where is the rake?" She couldn't hear me and she shouted back, "What?" I pointed to my eye, then I pointed to my knee and made a raking motion. Then my wife wasn't sure and said "What?" I repeated the gestures, "Eye - Kneed - The Rake" My wife replied that she understands and signals back. She first points to her eye, next she points to her left breast, then she points to her butt, and finally to her crotch. Well, there is no way in hell I could even come close to that one. Exasperated, I went upstairs and asked her, "What the hell was that?" She replies, . (scroll down, it's worth it) "Eye - Left Tit - Behind - The Bush"

Beer Quotes
*Reality is an illusion that occurs due the lack alcohol *Upon being told I have a drinking problem I gave careful consideration and completely agree. I've two hands and only one mouth *I like beer. On occasion, I will even drink beer to celebrate a major event such as the fall of Communism or the fact that the refrigerator is still working *Without question, the greatest invention in the history of mankind is beer. Oh, I grant you that the wheel was also a fine invention, but the wheel does not go nearly as well with pizza *A woman drove me to drink and I didn't even have the decency to thank her *How well I remember my first encounter with The Devil's Brew. I happened to stumble across a case of bourbon - and went right on stumbling for several days thereafter *Now don't say you can't swear off drinking; it's easy. I've done it a thousand times Beer drinkin' don't do half the harm of love makin' *I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake u

Men
Q: What's the best way to kill a man? A: Put a naked woman and a six-pack in front of him. Then tell him to pick only one. Q: Why do men whistle when they're sitting on the toilet? A: Because it helps them remember which end they need to wipe. Q: What is the difference between men and women:.... A: A woman wants one man to satisfy her every need... A man wants every woman to satisfy his one need. Q: How does a man keep his youth? A: By giving her money, furs and diamonds. Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A: Rename the mail folder to "instruction manuals"

Blonde Men Joke
Blonde guy gets home early from work and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. He rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's up?" he says. "I'm having a heart attack," cries the woman. He rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as he's dialing, his 4-year-old son comes up and says: "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Ted's hiding in your closet and he's got no clothes on!" The guy slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming wife, and rips open the wardrobe door. Sure enough, there is his brother, totally naked, cowering on the closet floor. "You rotten bastard," says the husband, "my wife's having a heart attack and you're running around naked scaring the kids!"

Feelings
Wake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble. When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken. Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin through. Don't let it beat you up. Heaven knows that getting scars only makes you who you are...only makes you who you are. No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking....yeeeaaaahhh When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken. Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place! When you're broken in a mi

On A Train
A man and a woman who had never met before, both married to other people, through a mistake in the reservations, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly--he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet and toss me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married to each other." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own f***ing blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted

In The Lab
what up ppl am sitin here in the lab tryin to write a hot ass song and i fid myself havein writers block. but i know ill kill em on the mic anywayz just wanted to write some somethng cause i like to express myself on paper. my day has been busy all day from spendin time with my son and my il gril lastnite to work today to the lab and am still going hope to have a goodnite too if you know what am sayin lol.....

Top Four Adult Jokes
Fourth >>Place: >> >> >> A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow >>goes >>into her breast. >> >>They are both quite startled. >> >>The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as >>your >>breast, I know you'll forgive me." >> >>She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room >>221." Third Place : >> >> >> One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts >>rubbing >>his wife's arm. >> >>The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist >>appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." >> >>The husband, rejected, turns over. >> >>A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. >> >>"Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Runner Up: >> >> >> Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a >>number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he >>had a terrible compulsion. He had an u

Picking Up The Pieces----movin' On
Starting to pick up the pieces, of what used to resemble my life. You live one way your entire life. Trying to act like a hardass, that nothing bothers you, scares you, or can get to you. Body with scars of cigg. burns and car lighters, the smell of alcohol lingering almost permently in a haze around me, since as long as I can remember. My MOther eventually left my abusive father. She met a 26 year old college boy, and basically moved into his campus apartment. She would stop by every week or so and made sure we had food. My older brother and sister went crazy. Partys at the house everynight, drugs and sex everywhere. I would take my little brother to attic and stay the night up there to stay safe and away from the addicts. As soon as I could, I left, and took my little brother with me. At 15 I worked, went to school, Had my own apartment. Raising an 11 year old boy, trying to teach him right from wrong. At 15 I wasn't even sure what was right. We got along with out help

Unspoken
Sometimes people know exactly what it is that they need to say. However words go unspoken only for one reason. Actually there are multiple reasons that human beings are unable to say what it is that they truly want to say in life. One of the main reasons that people can't say what they need to say is the fact that in life you have to experience fear of some one in your life judging what it is that you say. Most people hate to be judged and that is perfectly normal. Most people think that fear is a negative thing in life. However fear in life is a learnig tool that you must accept or you will constantly be confused in life about the things that you truly want. When you accept that learnig tool in life and you say those words that go unspoken, yes it can be painful, but it can also cause beautiful things in your life to occur and really allow you to have the most amazing life, the life that you truly desire. If those things are held back and never said than you will never know the outcom

Sealed With A Kiss
Sealed With A Kiss by Rima Darkstar Sealed with a kiss, tied up with a rose; And as you are reading, my love for you grows. When we are apart I feel the pain; But as you come near, I am happy again! You know, sometimes myself I even amaze When searching for a chance to in your eyes gaze. And now you are finished reading this prose That's been sealed with a kiss and tied up with a rose.

Free From His Leash
Free From His Leash I don’t desire to attempt this again not with you, we had our ups and downs now its time to bow out and discover someone else. I crave for someone to fulfill the barrenness left by so many- men like you. Someone to caress my essence and set free the woman I mask inside. All my life I have been searching for someone that will love me and that person is not you. Sorry to be so determined but time is not- what it used to be you’ve given to me three angelic keepsakes and for that I will always be grateful to you. So you need me back but I am not going to backtrack and lapse to surviving in the gray not when I sampled the illumination of deliverance on the tip of my tongue and had exhilaration course through my veins. Come home if you must but this home is one without trust- its nothing but the sentiments of us. I don’t care to drift down this same passage repeatedly. Today I am no longer linke

Come Back To Me
Come Back To Me by Shirley I suddenly feel so sad and alone You've carved your name in my heart We've just said hello and goodbye again I can feel the teardrops start You're gone - not forever - but gone just the same All those long lonely miles away Can't wait 'til you come back to me Forever and ever to stay

I Will Remember You
I Will Remember You by Wildcherry The pain that touches me as I think of you is fierce and numbing. How I wish that I could be with you. Be with you on this day, this hour, this minute. You are in my thoughts always, Such sorrow the thoughts of you bring. If only we could love and care for one another like we have always shared. The joy of a day that will never come haunts me, Yet I bathe in the hope that it brings. The sound of your laughter sends shivers down my spine and pains in my heart as I think of you. I have made a decision, to be silent in my thoughts, Silent in my love for you. One day a long time from now. I will be sitting quietly somewhere. The lines of time etched on my face. I will think about all of the moments of the past. Everything that we shared . . . mind, body and soul. As a smile stretches across my face and dances in my heart I will remember you.

If I Could Make A Wish
If I Could Make A Wish by Pamela If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me

Blonde Hair Vs Whatever Color My Hair Is Now
My dad and I got into a fight about my hair, lol. He thinks I should stop dyin it but if i do then my hair color will come back n that makes me a blonde. But i hate bein a blonde, idk what to do , shall i keep dyin it or let te blonde come back in.....

Dream Lover
Dream Lover by Nina She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.

Saturday Night
How come you can be in a room full of people and feel like you are all alone. But when you are alone you can't feel like you are in a room full of people. Unless you have a white straight jacket on and padded walls. What does it mean to be a friend? Someone who you meet for a few minutes, someone you know for a day, a week, a lifetime. Even when you trust them even the best of friends come with conditions. Are your lovers your friends? Do they care, or what is it about you they like, need, want? What does it mean to be in love or to love someone? Because they are there in the morning when you wake up, because they always come home, because they know everything about you. What is it that you do not like about me? Hello I am staring you in the face- waiting for you to get it. to feel the same way about me as I do you. When is enough enough? When do you give up and give your heart away? If you give away everything you are and have to others what do you have left fo

Does Size Matter { Not What You Think}
so many men are worried about if size matters, cause most men only want one thing lol. But I want to know what you think is more important the size of a mans heart, or the size of his penis. I mean in my experiance have a big heart is more important cause im so popular with woman. tell you the truth only one woman knows anything about me below my belt, again because my heart is so big I never wanted tohave sex i only wanted to make love, to me there is a difference. what is more important to you though a big heart or a big penis? I am interested in what you all think.

She Needs Ur Help
I have lots and lots of friends but not very many fans and I need more fans! Please take a moment to fan me and I will return the favor and also check out Engla's Rate & Fan Club! AngelEyezTN FAN ME & PLZ READ MY ABOUT ME@ CherryTAP http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=159310&albumid=281947

This Is Funny
Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. DON'T CHEAT, KEEP THE FIRST ONE THEY GIVE YOU. Add yours below and repost www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 1. What can BooBoo do for you?

My Kindred Spirit
My Kindred Spirit by Babycakes My kindred spirit, Do you doubt we’ll share, A love transcendent, And truly rare? Our souls dominion; Will give us no choice. Time will stand still, When I hear your voice. If fate has its way Your eyes will meet mine, Lost in forever We’ll travel past time. Then, long awaited Our hands will touch; Mine, fragile, soft, Yours warm and rough. No thoughts will break, Or suspend our dance. When our souls meet, We’ll be left to chance. A force of nature, Destiny shall ordain. Our will cast aside, Released from the pain. To each other's center, We will be led, Seduction upon us, Our hungers fed. My heart, for you only, My flesh will surrender, Respond to your warmth, To your touch, so tender. A coveted encounter, Fulfilled at long last, We’ll know from then on, If this will just pass. The danger for us, Will be revealed then - What might be our future, Are we lovers or friends?

Frustrated
Have you EVER had a boss you just want to slap the fuck out of? I do and she's getting on every nerve I have and since she's been there, I've been stressed out, physically ill and I have a chronic digestive condition and it causes me to use the restroom more than most and this woman practically said I couldn't use the restroom while on company time. I am about ready to slap this woman, until she came along, everything was peachy and now they smell like skunks. lol What would you do? I am going to look for other work but in the meantime, I can't afford to quit but if she doesn't back off, something's going to happen. Grrr.

My Love
My Love by Missy Anderson Staring at a blank screen waiting for your arrival but you never come. How could you leave me like this alone in a world so cold You told me you loved me with all your heart I should have known from the very start that our love would come to a bitter end. I will remain waiting for you, though, staring through my teary eyes and hoping for an I.M. that will never come knowing that I am just a figment from your past and that this is really the end.

I Want To Fly
I Want To Fly by Jasperflower The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Until We Meet
Until We Meet by Syreeta Elie Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Happy Birthday Mom
To My Best Friend, The magic of a mother's love, brings harmony and bliss, it covers like a blanket, And cures boo-boos with a kiss. It always offers protection, from the evils that lurk round, It tames the fears of little ones, And turns frowns upside down. with gentleness it guides, It holds your hand when needed, then lets go with tears of pride. Although those childhood years, in an instant pass us by, The love and magic mom instills, will outlast even the sky... Happy Birthday Mom (*_*)

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Full Heart, Empty Arms by Valerie Jochum Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Have I Ever
Have I Ever by Ravenz23 Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining i

Checking In
Letting anyone who cares know....I'm usually not on the puter on the weekends and...lately I've been a little preoccupied with other things and haven't had time to check in or check up on my 'real' friends.So sorry.Haven't tried to ignore...just been busy.Will catch up with all next week. Kisses!

Lusty Dreams
Alone at home, it's Friday Night Thinking of you I turn out the light Wishing you were here with me Together with you I'm longing to be. No one knows these dreams of mine Melting candles and deep red wine Only thoughts of you I think Of your soul I wish to drink. But alas, my dreams are kept In my heart and where I slept Never to share with another For I am the lonely lover. Dreams of you are all I know They give me a deep inner glow So know that you're in my thoughts Your inspiration has me caught. Author: unknown

Video Affair
I've known you for a year and a day, From the net, online we plan, I see you on cam, you take a screenshot, I love you, yet know you not. We have our chats, online at night, Your voice I never knew, Our endless topics, in messenger, We type until we're blue. I want to take this to level two, The one I never knew, I want to know more than words and pics, No video, the real you. author: unknown

Message System
IF you go to my page and listen to my stupid voice message, PLEASE take into consideration I cracked up Laughing while doing it! Duh need to change it, or leave as is for laughs! Need lots of laughs & love right now anyway!!!!!!

My Card :p
thank you for the link Bulldog xoxoxo You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was return

Life Act 1
"MY LIFE ACT 1" its never easy being poor, I'm the forgotten son, of a drunken whore. thrown in some cans, like yesterdays waste. i was born in April, that happened in may. too young to understand, too young to be left in a garbage can. living in the orphanage was no easy way, a child of four, staring at a half empty plate. the crying sounds, i lay awake, an endless sorrow, no sleep for tomorrow. someone please make it right. someone please bring me into the light. a child of five, that looks like three, oh god someone please adopt me, but what is this? when hope is thin, some parents to love me again? take me home, where i belong. when i thought there was no end, to this sad song. I'm am happy, cant hardly wait. to have a home where it is safe.

Untitled
Look @ your reflection, what do you want to be? What do you want to see? Lookin through the cracks, what can you see? Inside your head,your thoughts and creations ain't always your own, fears of the unknown. All that surrounds you, doesn't feel like it seems, the world you knew is just like an illusion, or a scheme. What're you afraid of, what do you want to see? You look when your eyes are closed, you see a reflection in the glass, everything below. Everyone around you, could be fake like a dream, the world could be fake like a dream. I hate my reflection, I don't like all I see. I try to look through myself, I'm afraid of me. What if the fallen, are nightmares of your own? To the world I remain unknown, I live in this bubble of who I am, what I believe and all I've seen. Nothings what it seems, all I've known, all I know could be so fake to me.

What Every Biker Should Know!!!!
What Every Biker Should Know The two-wheeled code of the west It used to be that all bikers shared a common bond, an unspoken code of ethics and behavior that transcended words and was built on actions. There was never a bible written on this Biker’s Code of the West and there was no need for such a tome. But the times they are a changing and there seems to be a lot of new riders out there. These days the riders you see blasting down the tarmac are just as likely to be clad in shorts and sneakers as jeans and engineer boots. And the roughest, toughest looking biker you pull up next to could be your doctor or lawyer and may be wearing a Rolex watch under his leathers. There’s nothing wrong with that, so long as these new riders learn the Code of the West just as we old timers did. Easyriders has been around the block a few times regarding biker etiquette, not that we’re the world’s authority (though maybe we are) on the subject. Being a biker used to be about using your creativity

Water Creature, Moi?
A mermaid is also known as a Nix or Nixie... You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Demon59%WereWolf42%Faerie42%Angel42%Dragon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Fool card affirms that my alter ego today is a Quantam Leaper with a hero's heart. My superpower is liberated by free will and trust, which lead me to explore simple speculations for their own sake. I can move beyond the fear factor. I don't know where I'm going, and I don't care where I've been. I only know that, as the hero of my own story, it's for me to find out. For, like Alice, I'm on the verge of stepping into a rabbit hole; unless I stop short and play it safe, I'll know soon enough where following my own feet has landed me on this curious venture. The blissful frailty of unwritten conclusions and unguarded access sweetens the desire. So despite familiar warnings, irresistible promise draws my eyes wide open and away from domestic comfort zones, with only certain inquiry, hope and faith to recommend my course. I'll never know until I try.

Another Sad Nite
Goodnite Guys... Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An

Going Crazy
Well i am home and my youngest is home too so i am going crazy but i love her so much with the other kids too and my baby we are getting married next year after my divorce to my kids dad is final which is going to happen soon 60 days from monday

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been

The Endless Search
i reach for you but your not there, i see you and call your name, but there is no answer. everyday i look fr you, but your not there. i sit in this motel room and i close my eyes, searching for the how and whys. i fade into a restless sleep, as my heart continues to weap. i see you in my dreams, you seem so real. i call to you in my sleep, and you gently call my name. i hold you and caress your face, in my dreams i leave this place. i drift back to a white sandy beach, whereyou are within my reach. then as our lips meet, i awake to face my defeat. no more white sand do i see, im back alone,as it was meant to be. as i walk the dirty streets of hell, i know my life is at an endless swell. i look up into the sky, and i remember the nites youd cry. i hang my head and i softly say, ill join you honey,on my dying day. togather once again well walk this earth, and togather our lives well rebirth. but till t

Seriously?!?!?!
Why the fuck would you come into a room saying sites like these are bad and should all be shut down because too many ppl are getting raped and attacked? bitching about them to me isnt going to change whats going on. I do feel sorry for those that have ever had this happen to them it is a very bad situation, but if you are willing to meet someone from the internet then that is a risk you are going to take. Dont come into my lounge and start bitching at me about what I do for entertainment after working a 45+ hr week. Ruining my mood isnt going to do anything but make me not want to listen to one damn thing that comes out of your mouth. There are ppl that run this site and I am sure they would love to hear your opinnion on this subject if you really want someone to listen to you. The thing that really gets me is that after all this the dude totally says that he is a lvl 1 sex offender! So what he was really trying to say was that he needed to be banned from sites like this? Am I the only

Chapter 2 { In The Days Of The Comet
4 Always with Parload I was chief talker. I can look back upon myself with, I believe, an almost perfect detachment, things have so changed that indeed now I am another being, with scarce anything in common with that boastful foolish youngster whose troubles I recall. I see him vulgarly theatrical, egotistical, insincere; indeed I do not like him save with that instinctive material sympathy that is the fruit of incessant intimacy. Because he was myself I may be able to feel and write understandingly about motives that will put him out of sympathy with nearly every reader, but why should I palliate or defend his quality? Always, I say, I did the talking, and at would have amazed me beyond measure if any one had told me that mine was not the greater intelligence in these wordy encounters. Parload was a quiet youth, and stiff and restrained in all things, while I had that supreme gift for young men and democracies, the gift of copious expression. Parload I diagnosed in my se

Record Me A Message!
I have one of those crazy voice message recorders on my profile now! Give it a try. I would love to hear what all my friends sound like, lol. And you could hear what I sound like in my intro. I sound flaky, by the way, lmao! Much love and warm hugs to one and all!

Why Am I Always Last In Line For Anything?
Why is it that I am the last to get everything but the frist to give everything to everyone? It always happens to me all the flippin time :( I may not be the best looking on the outside but dammit I am good looking on the inside.... I have a heart of gold and I give to everyone there is to give to anyone that needs help and wants my friendship....... but it just feels like I am never wanted for me and that I feel that I will be alone for the rest of my life! i wish i could just find someone that is in his faith as I am and goes to church like i do all teh time and wants to raise their children up in church like I am doing ...... If you have any advise for me please feel free to stop by and leave me a comment and give me some wise advise on this situation.... much love to all my lovelys

I Was Just A Biker.
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! motor fish remove friend subject: FOR ALL WHO KNOW MOTORCYCLE RIDERS (repost) date: 2007-03-24 07:33:48 AS I repost this I think of how many times I have seen the very looks described here, not because I'm a biker, but because I'm a bit different. I have tattoo's and red hair, five children roaming everywhere. I have animals that scare most, yet they cuddle me with their scales and fur. We are all different in some way. No one ever stops to think that perhaps I'm not just some young whore gone wrong. lol... only two of my five children are biological. Of the fifteen animals we have, only four have been bought, all others were adopted and rescued. I have Never met anyone that rides a motorcycle that I couldn't trust with my life. Perhaps that's because I have never met a rider that is a judgemental ass like most. As you read, please do open your heart as well as your mind... remember that one of these bikers or a "freak" as some

Hurting
As I sit here, I think about the way things are and I wish they were different. I am missing my love and wish that he was here, but he can't be right now. I hate having to take him back to the jail on the days that I see him. It breaks my heart everytime. I hate going to bed at night cause I have to go to bed alone. I wish that he was here with me and that he could hold me at night till I fall asleep, but I know that in 5 months it can happen. I just hope that we can be as happy as we were when we first got together. Well I just needed to get all this off my chest and was hoping that it would make me feel better, but it hasn't so I will just sit here being sad and hurting and just try and deal with it.

Chapter 1 { In The Days Of The Comet
Dust in the Shadows I I have set myself to write the story of the Great Change, so far as it has affected my own life and the lives of one or two people closely connected with me, primarily to please myself. Long ago, in my crude unhappy youth, I conceived a desire to write a book. To scribble secretly and dream of authorship was one of my chief alleviations, and I read with a sympathetic envy every scrap I could get about he world of literature and the lives of literary people. It is something, even amidst this present happiness, to find leisure and opportunity to take up and partially relive these old and hopeless dreams. But that alone, in a world where so much of vivid and increasing interest presents itself to be done, even by an old man, would not, I think, suffice to set me at this desk. I find some such recapitulation of my past as this will involve, is becoming necessary to my own secure mental continuity. The passage of years brings a man at last to retrospection;

Country Night
The MWR place here hosts a "country night" so I thought I'd go check it out, listen to some country, meet some nice people, get out of my hut for a bit.... NOPE! 17 dudes and 3 girls... sausage fest '07 So I decided to stop by CT and surf around some. Where did everyone go? When did CT turn into myspace? Did they lower the age limit? lol "wanna cam? see my hot horny pics! fan me, rate me xoxoxoxo" or has it always been this way and I didn't notice? One thing that is pretty funny to me is the guys who show up when I search for girls.. hmmm... trying to tell people something there pardner? Also did some research on swingers clubs, anyone ever been to one? lol

Ratings
so like i got one here and i noticed someone rated my pic a 1 and guess what its a guy im glad poeple i dont know go around ratings pics a 1 u know if i didnt like ap ic i wouldnt rate it but yeah thanks to this dude that gave my pic a 1

More 10 Things In Life You Control
7. The environment you live in: Your house, the condition of your home, the town you live in, the amenities available to you are all things you can control, although some to a lesser degree )i.e., you decide to tolerate them or move someplace else). 8. Your fiscal situation: Having or not having enough money is a factor of what you make versus what you spend. 9. Your time: You choose how to "spend" your time and how much of your time to give to various activities. You'll never get more time than the 24 hours you're given each day. 10. Your legacy: All your actions, words, and knowledge that you share while you are living become the gift that you leave when you are gone. Finally. that's all folks

A Lil Something Something
a child lost a lifetime of pain those times of sorrow using the blade that time is behind me yet the scars still show i sometimes feel theres no place thats home i need to be held told its all okay i know its not im still so ashamed of the person i am and who i will be my past haunts me like that record that plays over and over i cant take back those mistakes im a little girl no more my innocence is gone

Nsfw?
I would like to congradulate the person who tagged the screenshot from 300 as being NSFW. The only thing I can assume, by looking at that photo, is that black people are now NSFW. So, I'm going to start a campaign to make SURE that all photos of black people are now properly tagged. Fellow CT citizens, you have been alerted! Viva La Revolucion!

Train...
The train wasn't busy but, even if it was I would have spread my things out a bit anyway, for extra room, I took a seat next to the window. I'm not crazy about public transportation, but sometimes it does offer a different view on the world and life in general...the rocking of the train caused me to slip off for a while, and when I opened my eyes an older, good looking, dark haired gentleman was sitting across and over a bit from me...he seemed absorbed in his paper so I studied him a minute from half opened sleepy eyes, expensive suit and coat, Armani perhaps, cashmere for certain-it has that soft expensive shine to it...crisp white shirt with just a slight touch of stripe woven into the fabric, expensive chinos and supremely polished shoes...must be on his way to an evening foray... I was a little bored and slightly horny, having just had an online chat with a lady friend in the States, I was dressed for an evening out with various associates and knew I looked quite handsome...th

Apparently, I'm Making A "come Back"...
So, a few months ago (like four to six) a friend of a friend trained up for a MMA event. My friend asked me to help him train, and i did... however he wouldn't listen to anything I taught him or should i say "tried" to teach him. I stopped offering my assistance and distanced myself from him (I did however find out that he threw my name at the promoter to get himself in and a little more "respect". the promoter is an old friend of mine.). Before i left i sat down with him and his training group and told him exactly how he was going to lose the fight. the fight went down pretty much exactly as i predicted, the only detail i got wrong was how long the fight lasted, he did last longer than i thought. Fast forward to this weekend, his group came to me and is asking for help again. they have told me that this time they will listen and that they now know they can not do this without "expert" or experienced help. So I'm gonna dust off the equipment and give it another go. I hope th

Daddy's Poem
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teache

Interchangeable Relationship
Interchangeable Relationship I’m colourless and depressed- disoriented inside this hell you put me through. Same masquerade over and over again. Two people existing in an abandoned environment not saying anything to each other. You walk in a room and my heart deteriorates- into a unresponsive abyss- of exile. You called today and told me your coming home. Asked me how I felt about trying- to minister the past and making another start--- discovering the love we once had. I close my eyes and my heart founder- I collapse to the floor barricading out- everything outside my head. Don’t go there not again you will be living in an asylum of your own reckoning. I thought these voices were dormant and had finally let go. I just whimper and descend pathetically into the corner attempting to integrate- into the eclipse of no more independence. I’m colourless and depressed . . .

Knife
I sit in the dark and shed a tear I feel that I will never understand you one day I feel safe, another I fear I question the things you do If you say I am your friend then why shut me out the mixed feelings are starting to blend I used to believe, now I doubt You say you won't hurt me so what do you call this my tears blind me, i can't even see so close but each time i miss I am giving up, I lost the fight I feel empty inside, nothing is there I am nothing to look at, just a sad sight the sad part is that I don't even care Slowly I retreat in my safe little place nothing can harm me if I keep up my guard It's like I can vanish, without a trace I can't take any more hurt, it's way to hard So go on with your life be happy, be safe, be smart I am still hurting cause it cut like a knife there is no reason to put back together a broken heart

Penis Tax
The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2007 , the penis will now be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5" Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Falling
Each day I lose a little more it starts out sunny then starts to pour I try to think about tomorrow but it only brings me more sorrow I try and act like it's alright but I fight between dark and light an endless battle, stupid war I just can't do this anymore There are many things I should live for but they just don't seem to happen anymore no one understands that I am unwell I am living in my private hell The dark, the light which should I choose either way I pick I still lose if I choose the light, I must still fight but if I choose the dark I can say good night I've been pushed and shoved I know I am unloved you never saved me when I was depressed I can tell you were just not impressed I know I was rejected all my attempts you deflected even when i just started talking you turned your back and started walking So as I began falling no one heard me calling I don't have wings to fly I am on my way to die It's now to late to help me I have set

Just A Dream
I am waiting for that day when he will come and say I love you so much as I feel his gentle touch It might happen out of the blue my love for him is true I make a simple wish now let's seal it with a kiss I will love you with all my heart we will never be apart this love we have is so strong something like this can't be wrong We will explore new things together stay with each other, parting never This dream, I hope and pray will come true one day He holds the key to my heart which is a very big part I trust him with all I got and damn he is so hot! It's rejection that I fear so I hold this dream so dear deep inside my heart just waiting for this to start So until that day is near I will try and hold back my fear I thank the stars above for showing me my one true love

Chapter 13 { The Time Machine
Epilogue One cannot choose but wonder. Will he ever return? It may be that he swept back into the past, and fell among the blood-drinking, hairy savages of the Age of Unpolished Stone; into the abysses of the Cretaceous Sea; or among the grotesque saurians, the huge reptilian brutes of the Jurassic times. He may even now - if I may use the phrase - be wandering on some plesiosaurus-haunted Oolitic coral reef, or beside the lonely saline lakes of the Triassic Age. Or did he go forward, into one of the nearer ages, in which men are still men, but with the riddles of our own time answered and its wearisome problems solved? Into the manhood of the race: for I, for my own part cannot think that these latter days of weak experiment, fragmentary theory, and mutual discord are indeed man's culminating time! I say, for my own part. He, I know - for the question had been discussed among us long before the Time Machine was made - thought but cheerlessly of the Advancement of Mankind, and saw in

Personality Test Haha
I scored 45 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that my energy is directed primarily inward, rather than outward. My mixed score in this trait creates an interesting and alluring combination of traits: I am social yet also very reflective and introspective. I like to be around people, but too much interaction drains my energy. I need to retreat every once in a while in order to recharge my batteries. Keep these needs in mind when choosing the ideal work situation for myself, otherwise I won't feel happy. Social patterns: I am left-brained when it comes to interacting with people and recognizing emotions in other people. What does this mean? Since there is a 'cross-over' in the human brain for visual information, it means that I tend to focus on the right side of a person's face when I want to figure out what they are thinking and feeling. This is a unique way of viewing the world. I am likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of t

So Close.....
The silent sun that never shines She is the warmth of my lonely heart The motion of a turning wheel Can't you stop it and look around? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... A tiny stone that hides from me Can't you see that I'm just outside? A mountain stream that chills the sea Can't you feel me deep inside? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... When night reveals a star-filled sky I want to hold it in my hands When snowflakes heal the ugly ground Your beauty hides the joy I've found Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... .....Will you see?

Chapter 12 { The Time Machine
Chapter XII So I came back. For a long time I must have been insensible upon the machine. The blinking succession of the days and nights was resumed, the sun got golden again, the sky blue. I breathed with greater freedom. The fluctuating contours of the land ebbed and flowed. The hands spun backward upon the dials. At last I saw again the dim shadows of houses, the evidences of decadent humanity. These, too, changed and passed, and others came. Presently, when the million dial was at zero, I slackened speed. I began to recognize our own petty and familiar architecture, the thousands hand ran back to the starting-point, the night and day flapped slower and slower. Then the old walls of the laboratory came round me. Very gently, now, I slowed the mechanism down. I saw one little thing that seemed odd to me. I think I have told you that when I set out, before my velocity became very high, Mrs. Watchett had walked across the room, travelling, as it seemed to me, like a rocket. As I re

Chapter 11 { The Time Machine
Chapter XI I have already told you of the sickness and confusion that comes with time travelling. And this time I was not seated properly in the saddle, but sideways and in an unstable fashion. For an indefinite time I clung to the machine as it swayed and vibrated, quite unheeding how I went, and when I brought myself to look at the dials again I was amazed to find where I had arrived. One dial records days, and another thousands of days, another millions of days, and another thousands of millions. Now, instead of reversing the levers, I had pulled them over so as to go forward with them, and when I came to look at these indicators I found that the thousands hand was sweeping round as fast as the seconds hand of a watch - into futurity. As I drove on, a peculiar change crept over the appearance of things. The palpitating greyness grew darker; then - though I was still travelling with prodigious velocity - the blinking succession of day and night, which was usually indicative of a

Now She Sits
Now she sits... Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by With a sigh ...she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everything finds She's nothing at all Now the wind seems so cold Seems all old as it laughs at her fears And her tears And as ducks swim away from her Visions of past love appear In her tears She sees love in his face as she tells him to go, And so - here's a girl who had everything now She's Nothing at all What could she do if she saw him now; Now that he's gone she's losing If she could see what she's seeing now For sure she's more than just choosing Now she sits by the riverside Watching the waters glide by, With a sigh And the things she put faith in Are ripples just passing her by, With a sigh ....she sits She sees lovers pass by with much more than a kiss Ah this - little girl who had everyt

Chapter 10 { The Time Machine
Chapter X About eight or nine in the morning I came to the same seat of yellow metal from which I had viewed the world upon the evening of my arrival. I thought of my hasty conclusions upon that evening and could not refrain from laughing bitterly at my confidence. Here was the same beautiful scene, the same abundant foliage, the same splendid palaces and magnificent ruins, the same silver river running between its fertile banks. The gay robes of the beautiful people moved hither and thither among the trees. Some were bathing in exactly the place where I had saved Weena, and that suddenly gave me a keen stab of pain. And like blots upon the landscape rose the cupolas above the ways to the Under-world. I understood now what all the beauty of the Over- world people covered. Very pleasant was their day, as pleasant as the day of the cattle in the field. Like the cattle, they knew of no enemies and provided against no needs. And their end was the same. I grieved to think how brief the

No Show....
No Show I had a date it was a no show Guess he didn’t want to go All dressed up Feeling like crap Got in my car I headed to the bar Sat down and ordered a drink Bartender said you don’t fit in here I smiled and ordered a beer Shook my head and said.. I know But where else am I to go I had a date…but it was a no show What was I to do Sit around and feel so blue Oh no, that’s not me I am divorced and feeling free Looking for something, that special someone Who will love me Where in God could he be So the bartender says When you finish your beer There is another waiting right here From that man across the way Just trying to brighten your day I smiled and said I’m ok Jessie was his name He came over and sat down I’m new to this town Just waiting on a friend He’s running late again I smiled and said It’s cool As I sat at that stool Feeling like a damned fool I looked around Felt like all eyes were on me What do they see Wondering if they could know T

Here Comes The Sweetness
I am sure this will piss a few people but I don’t fuckin care….theres the sweetness in me... Why is it when someone asks you how are you? And you say ok or good or fine thanks and then you ask the same and they say sick…bored depressed…and inside you know you wanna say that’s not my fucking problem…why you dumpin your shit here…move a long retard… I’m a nice guy I do know this but fuck I do have problems…I do get down sometimes but do you think I am gonna fucking tell anyone nope…well maybe the few close friends I have but fuck who the fuck wants to hear that…I can be a total asshole believe me I have a few witnesses to that…I can be cold…hateful….oh and very truthful…and yes I do believe the Internet makes SOME people very fucking stupid…fuck I see it everyday Yes I swear lot…and I mean a lot…it is the way I grew up…is a Sopranos’ thing…just the way it is…it does not make me unintelligent…it makes me who the fuck I am so deal…if not move the fuck along because your slowing me

Chapter 6 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Man with the Twisted Lip Isa Whitney, brother of the late Elias Whitney, D.D., Principal of the Theological College of St. George's, was much addicted to opium. The habit grew upon him, as I understand, from some foolish freak when he was at college; for having read De Quincey's description of his dreams and sensations, he had drenched his tobacco with laudanum in an attempt to produce the same effects. He found, as so many more have done, that the practice is easier to attain than to get rid of, and for many years he continued to be a slave to the drug, an object of mingled horror and pity to his friends and relatives. I can see him now, with yellow, pasty face, drooping lids, and pin-point pupils, all huddled in a chair, the wreck and ruin of a noble man. One night--it was in June, '89--there came a ring to my bell, about the hour when a man gives his first yawn and glances at the clock. I sat up in my chair, and my wife laid her needle-work down in her lap and made a littl

Men With No Honesty
Why can't men be straight with women. I have been seeing a man for a while now....someone that I have known for 26 yrs and now all of the sudden he wants to disappear. He gave me the old speech about how he loves me and how he is confused and blah blah fucking blah. I have asked that man for nothing.....I have a job and I have a home, Im not a gold digging bitch. I take care of myself. So what's the deal?..Someone with an ounce of insight..help me out with this....Im not crying over this, I am more angry and hurt than anything......It seems that I am indeed intended to be the crazy old cata lady on the hill with 95 cats and when some neighborhood kid goes missing the police come to my house to see if i have them in the stew.... Sheesh............Have all of the good men become extinct????

F**k Me Baby, F**k Me
1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5. Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how i want to fuck u? anyone that feels this out send to me..lol

Chapter 9 { The Time Machine
Chapter IX We emerged from the palace while the sun was still in part above the horizon. I was determined to reach the White Sphinx early the next morning, and ere the dusk I purposed pushing through the woods that had stopped me on the previous journey. My plan was to go as far as possible that night, and then, building a fire, to sleep in the protection of its glare. Accordingly, as we went along I gathered any sticks or dried grass I saw, and presently had my arms full of such litter. Thus loaded, our progress was slower than I had anticipated, and besides Weena was tired. And I began to suffer from sleepiness too; so that it was full night before we reached the wood. Upon the shrubby hill of its edge Weena would have stopped, fearing the darkness before us; but a singular sense of impending calamity, that should indeed have served me as a warning, drove me onward. I had been without sleep for a night and two days, and I was feverish and irritable. I felt sleep coming upon me, and

Tonight On Cable
hey for those of you in the states who will be watching "Reign of the gargoyles"..?? i am so i will let you all know what it was like and has anyone seen "Eragon" yet??? please let me know if its worth buying on dvd as im a true dragon lover

Chapter 18 { Frankenstein
Chapter 18 Day after day, week after week, passed away on my return to Geneva; and I could not collect the courage to recommence my work. I feared the vengeance of the disappointed fiend, yet I was unable to overcome my repugnance to the task which was enjoined me. I found that I could not compose a female without again devoting several months to profound study and laborious disquisition. I had heard of some discoveries having been made by an English philosopher, the knowledge of which was material to my success, and I sometimes thought of obtaining my father's consent to visit England for this purpose; but I clung to every pretence of delay and shrank from taking the first step in an undertaking whose immediate necessity began to appear less absolute to me. A change indeed had taken place in me; my health, which had hitherto declined, was now much restored; and my spirits, when unchecked by the memory of my unhappy promise, rose proportionably. My father saw this change with pleas

Chapter 18 { Dracular
CHAPTER 18 DR. SEWARD'S DIARY September 30.--I got home at five o'clock, and found that Godalming and Morris had not only arrived, but had already studied the transcript of the various diaries and letters which Harker had not yet returned from his visit to the carriers' men, of whom Dr. Hennessey had written to me. Mrs. Harker gave us a cup of tea, and I can honestly say that, for the first time since I have lived in it, this old house seemed like home. When we had finished, Mrs. Harker said, "Dr. Seward, may I ask a favor? I want to see your patient, Mr. Renfield. Do let me see him. What you have said of him in your diary interests me so much!" She looked so appealing and so pretty that I could not refuse her, and there was no possible reason why I should, so I took her with me. When I went into the room, I told the man that a lady would like to see him, to which he simply answered, "Why?" "She is going through the house, and wants to see every one in it," I answered.

Another Poem I Wrote
Red hair and deep dark eyes To her I am drawn it is no surprise A smile to make the angels weep Thoughts of this beauty invade my sleep Stunning in so many ways Sights of this beauty make my days With her smiles and looks the clouds do part This incomparable beauty could own my heart Drawn to her like a moth to the flame She alone holds the power to this soul tame Seeking her each and every time I am here I would live to hold such eternal beauty near Heaven in her eyes so dark and deep Such beauty is worth dreams of eternal sleep By R. Thomas Dinsmore I have no girl only dreams

Ten Ways To Marry The Wrong Person
By Rabbi Dov Heller, M. A. 1. You pick the wrong person because you expect him/her to change after you're married. The classic mistake. Never marry potential. The golden rule is, if you can't be happy with the person the way he or she is now, don't get married. As a colleague of mine so wisely put it, "You actually can expect people to change after their married...for the worst!" So when it comes to the other person's spirituality, character, personal hygiene, communication skills, and personal habits, make sure you can live with these as they are now. 2. You pick the wrong person because you focus more on chemistry than on character. Chemistry ignites the fire, but good character keeps it burning. Beware of the "I'm in love" syndrome. "I'm in love often means, "I'm in lust." Attraction is there, but have you carefully checked out this person's character? Here are four characteristics to definitely check for: a.) . Humility: Does this person believe that "doing the right thing"

Wishes
When you dream of the stars or the world turned upside down, when you see the dust behind the door, do your hear your name whispered and no one is to be seen, seek the mirror, or below the earth where realm meets realm and you will find me waiting. Away come away. This great wheel is turning~ The wind is awakened this day for walking on secret lanes known only to our eyes alone. Night falls,the moon calls our hearts leap with the love of the road. Come Away with me

Chapter 3 { Moby Dick
CHAPTER 3 The Spouter Inn Entering that gable-ended Spouter-Inn, you found yourself in a wide, low, straggling entry with old-fashioned wainscots, reminding one of the bulwarks of some condemned old craft. On one side hung a very large oil painting so thoroughly besmoked, and every way defaced, that in the unequal crosslights by which you viewed it, it was only by diligent study and a series of systematic visits to it, and careful inquiry of the neighbors, that you could any way arrive at an understanding of its purpose. Such unaccountable masses of shades and shadows, that at first you almost thought some ambitious young artist, in the time of the New England hags, had endeavored to delineate chaos bewitched. But by dint of much and earnest contemplation, and oft repeated ponderings, and especially by throwing open the little window towards the back of the entry, you at last come to the conclusion that such an idea, however wild, might not be altogether unwarranted. But

Richard James And The Special Riders!!
fucking rocked!! it was well worth the wicked hangover i've got today!! check them out!! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=18643814 on another note i was inches away from busting some stupid kid's head last night. the little fuck gave me the evil eye all night. why you ask? well we just so happen to be competing for the same lady. it was funny how he tried to rile me up by childishly bumping me as he passed by, and even attempting to stare me down when we shook hands.... it would have been his mistake, since i had over half the bar on my side haha...not that i'd need any help. long story short i kept my cool and enjoyed the night. even if she was hanging with him. i won't be going anywhere anytime soon. arrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Bob Kelly On Xm202 Tonight, New Videos Online
As always, if you missed any of the shows this week, feel free to download the Opie and Anthony Show online via AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 3/19/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 3/20/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 3/21/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 3/22/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 3/23/2007 Tonight at 9pm EST on XM 202 check out another edition of The Bob Kelly (and sometimes Colin Quinn) Show, featuring our pals Bob Kelly, and his lovely wife Colin Quinn. Our own FoundryMusicDanny will be at the helm as well. We added another batch of goodness to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Drunk College Girl Runs Into Stall Door Drunk Girls Falling All Over each Other In the Bathroom METALLICA lends their Voices to THE SIMPSONS Angry Alligator Under Car in Miami, FL Off-Duty Chicago Cop Beats Up Female Bartender Jeff Corwin Attacked By Elephant in Cambodia

Chapter 3 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER III I FORM MY RESOLUTION Three seconds before the arrival of J. B. Hobson's letter I no more thought of pursuing the unicorn than of attempting the passage of the North Sea. Three seconds after reading the letter of the honourable Secretary of Marine, I felt that my true vocation, the sole end of my life, was to chase this disturbing monster and purge it from the world. But I had just returned from a fatiguing journey, weary and longing for repose. I aspired to nothing more than again seeing my country, my friends, my little lodging by the Jardin des Plantes, my dear and precious collections--but nothing could keep me back! I forgot all--fatigue, friends and collections--and accepted without hesitation the offer of the American Government. "Besides," thought I, "all roads lead back to Europe; and the unicorn may be amiable enough to hurry me towards the coast of France. This worthy animal may allow itself to be caught in the seas of Europe (for my particular benefit), a

You Would Think
you would think I would be happy cause a lot of good things are happening too me but I'm not for some reason it just feel like a dream and I can't tell people whats going cause it will cause drama. I sometime wonder why I must walk though hell to get some place better. what did I do so wrong to not being to shout the way I feel about things I should fuck it and just but I can't cause I'm the nice guy sometimes I wonder if I'm too nice?? it is true we do come in last place which is really dumb cause you would think everyone would want us but at last we are dying out. I sometimes think I really truly ment to just be friends with people. There is this one women I like but I can't talk about I have already said too much. what would you do at this point?? let me know what you think cause I don't right it like my life is flipped upside down. I mean what you do if you can't tell people how you feel cause you don't want to lose them??? I just don't know what to do would you stay with some who

By Grace Noll Crowell
Let me come in where you are weeping, friend, And let me take your hand. I, who have known sorrow suck as yours, Can understand. Let me come in - I would be very still Beside you in your grief; I would not bid you cease your weeping, friend, Tears bring relief. Let me come in - I would only breathe a prayer, And hold your hand, For I have know a sorrow suck as yours, And understand. (I found this in my dads funeral stuff when I was packing my stuff.)

Chapter 6 { The Invisibel Man
VI. THE FURNITURE THAT WENT MAD Now it happened that in the early hours of Whit-Monday, before Millie was hunted out for the day, Mr. Hall and Mrs. Hall both rose and went noiselessly down into the cellar. Their business there was of a private nature, and had something to do with the specific gravity of their beer. They had hardly entered the cellar when Mrs. Hall found she had forgotten to bring down a bottle of sarsaparilla from their joint-room. As she was the expert and principal operator in this affair, Hall very properly went upstairs for it. On the landing he was surprised to see that the stranger's door was ajar. He went on into his own room and found the bottle as he had been directed. But returning with the bottle, he noticed that the bolts of the front door had been shot back, that the door was in fact simply on the latch. And with a flash of inspiration he connected this with the stranger's room upstairs and the suggestions of Mr. Teddy Henfrey. He distinctly remem

Stupid Bitches
for my first blog i wanna speak on behalf of all the homeboys. If u are or are plan on gettin with one of the homies then know this now the jealousy bullshit towards the homegirls aint gonna last very long. So my advice is get over or get on and quit naggin at the homeboys and 4 the few of the dogs who let this bullshit go on hit me up when ur balls drop cuz right now they seem 2 have sucked up into ur throat. Dont forget bros befores

A Moment Of Truth
A moment of truth A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you canï¿½t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rear? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~

"life"
"LIFE" What is life?Why we are living this life? What we are finding till the end of life? Is the Happiness?We are finding till the end of life. Is the Money?W hat we are finding till the end of life. Is the dreams?We are finding to fulfill till the end of life. Is the solutions of are problems?We are finding till the end of life. Is the love?We are finding till the end of life. Is Friends,relationshi p?What?What we are finding till the end of life? Days,weeks,months ands years passed on.One life ends and another begins but the Question Remains the same. What is Life?Why we are living this life?What we are finding till the end of life???????? ?

Sun And Moon............
Sun And Moon............ You're like the sunshine you brighten my day With everything you do and all that you say I'm like the moon so dark and cold, Without you in my arms to hold. Like the sun and the moon we're so far apart But you're always with me here in my heart When I see you, I glow when you shine on me Like the sun on the moon across mountain and sea. But when we're together and I kiss your lips It's so wonderfully special like a total eclipse As we drift apart slowly on me, your light glows Like the space between us my love for you grows

I Promise......................
I promise...................... I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our LOVE is my life

Out Of The Blue..just Like That..
You know, its amazing sometimes how life works... Only last week i suffered one of the biggest heart breaks that ive ever endured...damn near came close to giving the hell up on every fucking thing. I would never kill myself cuz suicide is for pussys, BUT i did damn near give up on life. I closed my heart off to everyone, every where i looked, there were black clouds...and I clung to them. I was actually at peace with my solitude..... and I still am to a certain extent. I have broken a promise I made to myself last Halloween. On that day, i dedicated it as MY new year. I dont care who still wants to look at dec 31st as new years eve, but halloween is mine....from now to forever. And some of those promises that Ive made to myself are as followed: 1) I wasnt going to jump into anything so serious so fast. ---broke it 2) I wasnt going to tolerate drama and bullshit as much as I endured last year and previous years --almost broke it, im starting to weed things out though

A Love Song...............
A love SONG............... MY love it should be silent, being deep ? And being very peaceful should be still ? Still as the utmost depths of ocean keep ? Serenely silent as some mighty hill. Yet is my love so great it needs must fill With very joy the inmost heart of me, The joy of dancing branches on the hill The joy of leaping waves upon the sea.

I Have A Contest Going On Monday
ok every one I have decided to do my first contest it will be for men's sexiest eyes first place wins Corvette 2 place : Men's Ring' 3 place gets Men's Bracelet so if U would like to enter please fell free to send me a privet message along with the pic U would like me to use thanks the contest starts Monday if I don't get many response I will delay it till Tuesday thanks yall curvy lover http://cherrytap.com/user/78509 so come on guys and come and get yr selfs in it ;)im sure i have more then a few friends on my list with sexy eyes

Alphabet Of Happiness...
Alphabet of Happiness... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way

Good Wishes...
Good Wishes... I thought you could use some beauty in your life today, so I'm sending you this greeting to let you know that I'm thinking about you and sending some good wishes your way. May your day be touched with sunshine, your heart overflow with love, and your soul sing with hope. May everything in your life sparkle with a radiance that comes only from happiness.

Resignation
RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious

Interesting Facts
Interesting facts Here are some interesting, but true facts, that you may or may not have known. ------------ ------ The Statue of Liberty's index finger is eight feet long Rain has never been recorded in some parts of the Atacama Desert in Chile A 75 year old person will have slept about 23 years. A Boeing 747's wing span is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.(the Wright brother's invented the airplane) There are as many chickens on earth as there are humans. One type of hummingbird weighs less than a penny The word "set " has the most number of definitions in the English language;192 Slugs have four noses Sharks can live up to 100 years Mosquitos are more attracted to the color blue than any other color. Kangaroos can't walk backwards About 75 acres of pizza are eaten in in the U.S. Everyday The largest recorded snowflake was 15in wide and 8in thick. It fell in Montana in 1887 The tip of a b

Confidence, Trust And Hope
Confidence, Trust and Hope Confidence Once all village people decided to pray for rain .On the day of prayer all People gathered and only one boy came with an umbrella that's confidence.. ......... TRUST Trust should be like the feeling of a one year old baby When you throw him in the air, he laughs...... Because he knows you will catch him........ HOPE A human being can live for 40 days without water 8 minutes without air But not even 1 second without hope.... SO ALWAYS HAVE CONFIDENCE, TRUST OTHERS AND NEVER LOOSE HOPE

Hurry Up And Get Married
I hate to light a fire under your veil, but if you want to save a bundle on your wedding, hop to it. March and April are the best months to get married if you want to keep your special day from costing more than the down payment on your first condo. Given that the average wedding these days will set you back more than $20,000, putting a rush on those wedding invites (and explaining that no, it's not a shotgun affair) is certainly in order. Here come the savings ... Lovebirds pay a premium to tie the knot on a Saturday or in June. Pair the two, and you're facing a few extra Gs on your bill. Off-peak wedding months such as March and April are more affordable, as are morning weddings when food, transportation, and hall rentals can be a lot cheaper. Even if your wedding date is set in stone, all is not lost. A stroll down the aisle doesn't have to mire you and your lovely in debt. A little creative thinking can cut your wedding tab by 25% to 50%. Following are a few ways to save

Xxx I Am Master's New Slave Xxx
i have no clue where you are but i think i miss you.. i cant find you but i want to... i dont know you but i would like to.. you have planted your self in my dreams.. so talk to me or give me my dreams back!!!!

Dedicated To My Father
I love you now and forever, for to me there is no end I am sorry Dennis I never called you dad I was scared that I would lose you again now I see you will always be with me not as only my father but also as my guardian You dried my tears took away the fears One more day just to say Hello and I love you not goodbye. You promised that you would never leave and now your so far away. Is there a love so pure as the love we shared father and daughter To close my eyes I see your presence there were no lies only fatherly love how can you say don't cry On the to of your mountain I feel your love shine through the clouds Knowing that your time here was brief yet your memory continues on the path you created. I know its not the same here without you I know that you are in a place with smiles and music. You will be there to meet me for you never left me. When time seemed to be against me, you were there to stop the wind from blowing me over. I woke up one day and you were gone forever yet yo

Blessed Or A Curse
Maybe god wanted us to meet the wrong people before the meeting the right person so that when we finally meet the right person we will know how to be greatful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes another opens, but often times we looks so long at the closed door that we dont see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind that you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and walk away feeling like it was the best converstation youve ever had. Maybe it is ture that we dont know what we have got untill we lose it, but it is true that we dont know what we've been missing untill it arrives! Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they wull love you bac. Dont expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if he does not, just be content it grew in yours! It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, and hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget some

Love
love Man ask to GOD whts love? God said-go to the garden & get the most beautiful flower. Man returned empty handed & told I did found t he most beautiful flower but I kept walking in hope of a better one. And then I realized I ignored the best one. I went back but could not find it there. GOD said-this is love. You dnt value it when you have it but repent when you lost it. So never let you love go! Regards, MOHAMMAD.

Treasure In This World
TREASURE in this world Na choraharyam na cha rajaharyam, na cha brathurbjajyam, na cha bharakhaari! Vyaye kruthe vardhatha yeva nithyam Vidhya dhanam sarvadhana pradhanam!! ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- The meaning of the above statement is that, There is a TREASURE in this world #) Which a thief cannot rob from you.(because it is neither gold nor money). #) Which a King cannot take from you by force.(because it is not a unique precious stone). #) for which your brother and sisters will not come asking for a share.(because it is not your father's land). #) which will in no way pressurize you about its security(because it is not the diamond necklace on your neck). The more you spend it, the more you are going to get it. Can you guess as to what it is???? It is none other than your "KNOWLEDGE" The thief cannot rob that from you.A king ca

Special Friend....
Special Friend.... You're a special friend Who I know is always there Someone to share my life with Every hope, dream, and care Whenever I feel sad, or alone You're always there to make me smile It's friends like you who I know Won't leave me after a while Special friends like you mean the world to me When I think of something special It is your face I see All the time I've spent with you Puts a smile upon my face I hope one day I'll be with you again Somehow, Sometime, someplace You mean alot to me and I would Do anything in the world for you So, no matter what's going on in your li

Settling In
Moving into a new apartment can always be stressful. I’d been packing and unpacking for the last three weeks and was finally done. It was a Friday night and I’d had the day from hell. Being home, in my new apartment, was something I was really looking forward to. On my way home from work, I had stopped and picked up dinner and a bottle of wine. Since I wasn’t quite hungry yet, the dinner found it’s way to the fridge and the wine found it’s way into a glass. I slipped off my shoes and suit jacket and turned on the jazz CD in the stereo. I walked over to the blinds to close them when I noticed the apartment across the way. I hadn’t really had time to notice everything around the apartment yet. I hadn’t noticed that my patio window looked out across the walk to one of the other apartments. The patio window for the other apartment was open and I could see directly into the living room. What stopped me was the sight of a man sitting on the couch and a naked woman walking towards him.