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Friends
Friends will come and friends will go, The seasons change and it will show. Our friendship stays strong and true, I will age and so will you. A friend is someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares. A friend is someone who will be there in good times and tears, a friend is someone who be there to help you with your fears, they will stay by your side as your friend through the years.

Monday Mornings
urghh oh boy, I still am feeling those PM meds I took last night, lol. Stoner, lazy ass, fuck you it's Monday morning! And I'm having an awesome hair day lol, let see how many people I can please today.

Forrbidden Desire
They were together in the House. Just the two of them. It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had come quickly and each time the thunder boomed he watched her jump. She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance....and wished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her from the storm. She wanted that...more than anything. Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out.... She screamed... He raced to the sofa where she was cowering. He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms. He knew this was a forbidden union and expected her to pull back. He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him. The storm raged on...as did their growing passion. And there came a moment when each knew that they had to be together. They knew it was wrong... Their families would never understand... So consumed were they in their passion that they heard no opening of doors...just the faint click of a camera...... They had be

The Eighth Day
Apart from being the title of one of my favourite tracks by Hazel O'Connor this just happens to be the 8th day that I have not had a cigarette for. People in work are quite proud of me and today I found out quite a lot of smokers who I used to bump into in the bikeshed outside work have also quit, so now I dont feel so bad. anyway I am starting to feel quite proud of myself also, someone today was talking about playing squash, I did have one or two games when I was a heavy drinker and smoker and it almost killed me but I enjoyed it, so I might take it up if I can find a club in my area if it lets beginners join. anyway thats me non-smoking diary for today

Fresh New Shows Added For This Weekend, And Beyond..........
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I Bring Fresh Showers For The Thirsting Flowers
I bring fresh showers for the thirsting flowers, From the seas and the streams; I bear light shade for the leaves when laid In their noonday dreams. From my wings are shaken the dews that waken The sweet buds every one, When rocked to rest on their mother's breast, As she dances about the sun. I wield the flail of the lashing hail, And whiten the green plains under, And then again I dissolve it in rain, And laugh as I pass in thunder.

Question About Traffic
HELP ME Hello Bloggers, over the past weekend I've been wondering what is the best way to drive people to your website, blog, or other online information you want to share with surfers? It seems obvious--right?? Or is it. Some may be wondering why I want more visitors. Well, I have several sites. FMDservices, our newest site. Then there is MasItems, our online store, and our traffic exchange site, traffic builder site, and our free toolbar download sites--(this one is an adult toolbar). Because of all these sites I need to drive traffic--or visitors--to them. Hence, the question I first started this posting with--What is the best way to drive people to your site? I am hoping to get some feedback from you. What do you think is the best way to drive people to your blog? Do you have ways that work for you?? It seems obvious that to drive people to your site you need a site that people like--trust--enjoy--as well as have fun on. For me, I think honesty is one

Dark Ages America
I am sitting here in shock. I bought a copy of Dark Ages America some time ago. This weekend I began reading it, and could not put it down. As to what is happening in the US, he and I differ only slightly. I would strongly suggest you get a copy and read it. I don't have much more to say about the fate of the nation at this point in time. GreyHawk

Ya Know Yer In Scarborough When...........
You're familiar with neighbourhood names like: Agincourt, Malvern, West Hill, Warden Woods, Cedarbrae, Tuxedo Court, Bay Mills, and Wexford. You lock your car doors when you drive, and only roll the window down if the tempature is over 30 and you absolutely have to. You perk up every time SCARBOROUGH is mentioned on the news but it's usually related to some crime story (i.e. murder, robbery, drive-by-shooting/stabbingetc.) You know what the "SRT" is. You often hear music (or just bass) coming from someone else's car across the street when you are stopped at a traffic light. LADIES: A guy has tried to "pick you up" at the bus stop, ON the bus or the RT train, at Kennedy Station, Scarborough Town Centre or even while you're in your car stopped at a traffic light. GUYS: You have, or you know of a guy who has tried to pick up girls at the bus stop, on the bus or the RT train, at Kennedy Station, Scarborough Town Center or even while a girl is in her car stopped at a

Life Is Peachy
Well life is peachy. I am taking things one day at a time for now. I am getting some counseling and have had a few epiphanies (read: light bulb illuminating!) as a result. Don't know where all of it will settle when all is said and done but....just one day at a time for now.

If This Is The Begining
So if this is the begining, I don't want to see the end. I don't want to lose out on you in my life, your words, your humor, the way you hold me while I sleep. The way I try to get comfortable while i try to hold your larger frame in my smaller arms. You make me want to be a better person. You make me want to learn how to live, a happy almost bliss like existance. I'm getting there with you in my life. My friends see the change, as does my sister. I'm healthier now than I have ever been. It's not all you, a lot of it is me. I've learned who I don't want to be anymore, what I will not settle for, and what I am willing to do for that type of amazing love I spent my teen years reading about. That love poem worthy love, that you get when the day starts and continues. You get dizzy inside of your own body, not being able to see straight, not being able to think of anyone or anything other than that one person. That person who holds your hand when you need it, and that person who

Monday, Again!
Glorious Monday to one and all! A little too chipper this morning, aren't I, lol! I'm not working today. For two months now, my friends and I have had a Women's Day Out planned - and it is here! Yay! We're just going to LaCrosse, checking out a couple of specialty stores and having lunch. Not a big deal to most! But we don't get alot of free time to just talk and visit, so this is a rare treat, lol!! I'll let you know how it goes and what great world problem we solve, lol! We have an anticipated high in the low 40s or so today in Western Wisconsin. At least there will be sunshine, always a great plus around here! We are getting ready to dreadlock Dakota's hair! It really needs something as he doesn't take very good care of it. I would shave it off again, but he wants to try the dreads. I've gone online, checked out the needed supplies to take decent care of his hair and head, figured out how to do this - yes, go to dreadlocks.com and you will get the lowdown on dreads, lol!!!! I'

Roses
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His Image In You
Malachi 3:3 "He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver." This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study. That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining silver. As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities. The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: "He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver." She asked the silversmith if it w

Life Views
You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Good Morning
Hopefully the Leprechauns were kind to you this past weekend. Sorry about the lateness of this morning missive and the quantity of it. I had been hustling to get out that piece on if you could be a kid again where, when and why would be. It looks like it will go far. No idea on these sorts of things. Jax mentioned that adding music and pictures would have been nice, but would not allow the others you mail it on to add anything without changing the viability of it. So it is basic email form of a word doc. hopefully it comes back with hundreds of additions, that would be cool. Other then that a safe meek mild weekend. Play a dice game that was truly a fun game. Mandy won 36.00 dollars I lost 6. and Bonnie did as well. On that note since its like 7:00 AM and I am so far behind on reports I will bid you a good day, a Good Morning and leave you with this little tidbit of info: Dateline TEXAS : The University of Texas-Arlington fired two employees last year after they had prayed at the cub

Torn Apart
Torn apart by distance This love that knows no bounds One day soon, they shall be one To hold his hand, touch his heart again To speak softly words of love Only he can understand Only the Gods above can discern The passion that erupts when they kiss As they touch, the fire within Roars to life, an entity not to be denied Demanding touch, taste, smell, sight Raging until both are sated The fire again calmed to a slow burn

Why I Cheated
Just wanted to let you know that I\'ve been conning people on this site ever since I joined back on Dec 18 2006. I started out by having my other profile of cherry red which I used to promote my real profile. My profiles are All I care about is gaining points so what I have done is stomp on people to make it happen. I want so bad to be #1 that I started to have contests and reward the contestants with blasts. But now I don\'t want to pay up for those blasts because I\'m already #1 now so I don\'t have to try hard anymore :) I like to screw over people. cherry red is my other personality and I become a bitch when I log on as her. When I am Kari I try to make myself look innocent and a marter then I login to cherry red to come defend me or promote my profile. You see my profile cherry red was given 1500 fans on sign up so it made the profile look popular that way I can promote my real profile and people would think that I\'m a somebody :) Well here are some of the profiles I use feel fr

Ct Marraige!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Did You Join My Blast Giveaway? Can I Have Your Attention Plz
DID YOU JOIN MY BLAST GIVEAWAY ? CAN I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLZ ? I WILL CLOSE THE BLAST GIVEAWAY FOLDERS 31ST MAY 2007 BUT EVERYONE THAT JOINED FOR A BLAST WILL GET THE CHANCE TO FINISH BEFORE THEN I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE THAT JOINED & PARTICIPATED YOU ALL ROCK !! CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 DAY BLAST FOLDER = 1 DAY BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 3 DAY BLAST FOLDER = 3 DAY BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 WEEK BLAST FOLDER 1 WEEK BLAST CLICK HERE TO FINISH IN 1 MONTH BLAST FOLDER 1 MONTH BLAST CLICK HERE TO SEE WHO ALREADY WON A BLAST :) CONGRATS TO =) YOU CAN ALWAYS JOIN MY HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY FOR A BIG PIMPIN GIFT THE HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY WILL CONTINUE LIKE A DROP IN AT MY PAGE :) HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY STICKY BULLETIN = STICKY BULLETIN HUGS & HAVE A GREAT WEEK =(^_^)= ENGLA

Ain't Nothing You Can Do About It
Standing here looking at you I catch my breath The day came And you found somebody else It ain’t nothing I can do about it We ran out of love And it’s to late for us to talk about it We use to make love to each other Every day If you hurt I would feel it Want to take it from you You hurt me to many times Now I’ve stood up Ain’t nothing you can do about it It’s to late to talk about it There ain’t any negotiations for us You found out the hard way Your tears fall like mine Like a river Ain’t nothing you can do about it You can’t ever get me back It would never be the same We can’t back to what we were before Long gone, who we were to each other Ain’t nothing you can do about it If you listen to me now Wipe the tears from your brow It’ll all be okay baby boi This is our goodbye Ain’t nothing you can do about it

In Need Of Peeps
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Connected
One man, one woman Alone in a big world He catches her glance She smiles shyly He walks by her Brushing against her Almost accidently Stirring emotions In both of them Emotions once thought Long dead, long buried She smile, he smiles They talk, they smile A connection so strong It cannot be denied A connection to be Explored, examined Continued throughout All the days of their lives

Contest
HEY ALL I AM IN A CONTEST SO PLEASE SHOW ME THE SAME LOVE YOU SHOW ME HERE AND COMMENT BOMB ME HERE IS THE LINK http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=239225&albumid=256729&i=64632073 YOU CAN LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSSIBLE BUT HELP ME WIN :)

Free Bird
With my eyes wide open, I lay here in the dark, remembering all I've been through, and how this day will start, probes, pokes and needles, test to show me more, perhaps it will be over soon, the pain will fade away, I can spread my wings and fly, find a better way, leave all the hell behind, and be a Free Bird FreeBird (Old)By Lynyrd SkynyrdBestVideoCodes.com

Test What Kind Of Soul Are You?
What kind of soul do you have? Hot SoulDid someone say P.A.R.T.Y!!! People with Hot souls tend to be the big ballerz of the world. Drink, Smoke ... who cares you live for today who cares about tomorrow! Amongst your throngs of friends YOU are the center of attention! Take this test

The Next Week
I won't be around much for the next few days.. My daughter is having surgery today. I will be spending alot of time at the hospital. And when she goes home, I will be going to her place to make sure she has someone there with her. I guess you could say it's a mom thing.. But you do what you need to do in life.. And she is priority. I will check in when I can. But mean while.. you all have fun. I luvs ya alls.. take care.. and I will be thinking of ya all.

Something Exciting My Way Comes....
Concordia University is actually re-locating to the old Schlumberger facility just down the road from me, quite literally! This is what they had to say on the first page of their webpage announcing this change: "The Board of Regents of Concordia University took a visionary step of faith on May 13, 2005, deciding to relocate its main campus. The new site was selected the following year and put under contract in July 2006. Closing on the property will take place in early 2007. Formerly owned by Schlumberger, an oil services company, the property was developed in 1987 as a research facility. The company closed the site several years ago and moved most of its research activities to Cambridge, England. The original Schlumberger site consists of approximately 440 acres of land divided into four lots. Nearly 250 acres of Lot 2 comprise a protected nature preserve. In addition, six buildings are located on Lot 2 consisting of 195,000 square feet of usable space. Most of Concordia

Fill Me Out
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

Just A Kiss...
The wonder of love The taste, the sound Belonging to one One that knows Your deepest desires Darkest secrets Hidden meanings Reside in a simple touch A kiss, just a kiss So sweet, ao innocent To the outside world Ignites the flame Of the passion Between two souls Becoming one Forever entwined

Nascar Fans
NASCAR FANS! Here's your chance to show off your favorite driver or anything else with NASCAR! I am hosting a contest...here's the deal... I want pics of you wearing your favorite NASCAR gear, your favorite driver, a winning moment caught on film, or favorite icons. Anything NASCAR goes! I am a huge NASCAR fan myself and love seeing things that other people have to show support to the sport. I have been trying to think of a way to kick off the NASCAR season, and now four races in, I have figured it out. LOL The rules: 1. NO down rating! Good sportsmanship is a MUST! 2. Comment bombing allowed, and you can comment your own pic! 3. All rates count as 5 comments! 4. NO cheating! I will be checking often! Anyone caught will be disqualified and reported. 5. This is for fun, let's keep it that way! 6. No NSFW pics! Winning: This is simple...whomever has the most comments/ratings will win. Prizes: 1st Place: A CT Blast 2nd Place:

Have You?
My dogs are on crack! They are tearing everything in sight up whenever I leave my apartment!!! C'mon girls-Mommy has to work!!!! Maybe I should trade them in and get another cat!!!! LMAO If you knew my boyfriend you'd know that was just a big JOKE! I dealt with that drama early on and do not plan on doing it again! So to totally switch gears! Have you ever missed someone so much that whenever you see something that reminds you of them or hear a certain song you get a little misty and you smile as your favorite memory replays in your head? Have you ever sat in a room, listening to music and just crying for no reason other than you needed to? Have you ever lit the room with nothing but candles, slipped into something slinky and just waited alone for your prince to rescue you? Have you ever looked outside into the horizon and wondered if this is really where you belong? Have you ever gazed into the eyes of a total stranger and been lost in what you saw? Have you ever felt the prese

Have You Ever?
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

I Will Not Judge You
I Will Not Judge You For your beliefs. For I have friends from every spectrum of religion across the map. My feelings are whatever they need to keep the warmth of their souls alive. Who am I to say what you need to give you strength in your day? By the color of your skin. Your skin, hair or eye color, have nothing to do with the heart within. I will not judge you for your wealth. For richer or poorer , you still have a soul, a heart that nourishes friendships and love. Wealth is not determined by material goods~ or monies that you may or may not have~ Wealth is determined by the reflection in your heart~ it is not something we own~ Nor will I judge you for your age. For we continue to learn no matter what age we are. Everyone has something to contribute to our lives if we listen. Most certainly not for your health. I have seen the weakest of the weak with the biggest hearts alive. No matter what your health you still feel, need, love just like everyone else. Ever

Brokenhearted But Not Broken
You told me that you loved me, that I was your true love, like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that we would be together forever, that we had a love like no other, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that you would wait for me, forever how long it took. Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that i shouldnt believe everything that i read on a page, that i should ask you, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. Then one day, you asked me about why i was friends with someone, and i told you why, but you didnt believe me, as i have always believed in you. You tell me that you think there's more going on then, what i have told you. You didnt beleive in me, yet like a fool, Im still in love with you. You broke my heart, without uttering a sound, you send me a message telling me you have nothing to say to me. You refuse to talk to me. So now I'm brokenhearted

Is There Such A Thing???
is there such a thing as being too nice??? giving too much of yourself to the ones that you care about and love???? is there such a thing as caring too much??? evidently there is.... but i can't seem to change it. i care too much... i love too much..... i give too much.... yet no matter what..... i can't change it. i'm nice.... to a fault.... and no matter what i do i cannot help the way that i am. i've chased so many people away and lost so many friends... because they felt as though i was wanting more from them than the could give.... yet i was only being a friend... only expecting their friendship in return... nothing more. i give my all to my friends... for they are everything to me... whether in person or online... i would die for them... for every single one. this is me.... this is who i am. and i'm sorry that i can't change.

When You Say You Love Me
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Like the sound of silence calling I hear your voice and suddenly I'm falling Lost in a dream Like the echoes of our souls are meeting You say those words and my heart stops beating I wonder what it means What could it be that comes over me? At times I can't move At times I can hardly breathe When you say you love me The world goes still, so still and silent When you say you love me For a moment, there's no one else alive You're the one I've always thought of I don't know how but I feel sheltered in your love You're where I belong And when you're with me if I close my eyes There are times I swear I feel like I can fly For a moment in time Somewhere between The heavens and earth I'm frozen in time Oh, when you say those words When you say you love me The world goes still, so still and silent When you say you love me For a moment, there's no one else alive And this journey that we're on How far we've come and I Celebr

Poem 10
My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go

Sites To See
so I suppose its time for me to try and write something.. So I finally started playing with twitter.. (twitter.com) which is one of these fashionable social website / whatever things.. check it out.. its pretty fun.. In other news... well I suppose there isn't much other news... Oh, another cool thing I wanted to mention is Second Life, if you haven't heard of it.. its a.. like the SIMs people say.. its a virtual world.. people actually make money in it.. seems like some pretty cool stuff.. I've gone to a few events in it.. My screen name in there is ZarMattAThustra Nishizawa, so feel free to add me as a friend and maybe we can hangout and explore that world together sometime? A good place to start, if you wanna explore second life, is The Second Life Harold Blog.. and there's links to other related blogs there... So I want to explore the world... but it would help if I had people to explore it with.. so def check it out.... ok.. time to for bed for me

Random Shit But It's Fun
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.what dose it say? graham continued to wirht massage untill his daeth in the late 20s 2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What's there? my tv 3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? ummm thats so raven with harmony 4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 2:30am 5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 2:31am 6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? my fan 7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? about 2 hrs ago to smoke some ......... things 8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at? my inbox 9. What are you wearing? slipnot shirt and blue jeans 10. Did you dream last night? nope 11. When did you last laugh? about 4 hrs ago and it was at my nice and harmony 12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? all my psters and pics of my babys johnny and harmony 13. Seen anything weird lately? ya my f

In My Arms Tonight
My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go.

Hate
There is too much hate in the world There is hate in the human heart Too many people hate based on appearance Too many people judge Too many people hate There are too many crimes of hate The word hate is too strong and too common

Losing My Mind
Well, between all the drama thats gone on today... and all the drama thats been going on recently in my life... i feel, lost.... I mean, depsite the fact that most of the crazniness has gotten itself worked out, and i got to chit chat w/ jane about it all, which really helped... now, back to dealing with the other bullshit in my life... i think i've gotten most of it sorted out... i think... i hope... just taking everything one day at a time right now... today, i was thinking, a lot... i have what i want from 'life' planned... i want a house, and a backyard, and my kids, and to be happy... have a normal life... with or without a man, anymore, that is just no big deal... i can't expect a whole lot from the opposite gender... but i hope stuff works out there.. anyways.... goodnight

Being Strong !
Being Strong! Alone all again Pictures of you all around I'll never get over you Never wanted to be weak and let my feelings show. Being strong means not to lose self control. To hell with my pride I just wanna cry. Now that Your gone I'll never get over you. I just wanna cry.

Which One Are You I'm October
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your rep

Omfg :d I Am Doin The Happy Dance
Soooooo its going, ordering $8k in materials in the morning assuming everything goes the way its supposed to :) This guy is also going to invest 10-15k into it. For all of you who supported me while i start this company thanks, for those that didn't I'm gonna be rich bitches :D LOL

You Lie1
You Lie! I want you so much, I say I need you, and leave you no choice. You say you love me, You lie cause you don't want to hurt me, You lie cause you know how much I need and love you. You lie until you find a way to say goodbye. You wanna let go but you don't know if its right thing so you lie to buy you some time. You lie cause you don't wanna hurt me, You lie and its killing me, You tell me you love me but you lie. You should've just let go a long time ago. YOU LIE!

Rule For Dating My Daughter
10 Simple Rules for Dating My Daughter Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, In order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gu

My Sexy Story
You have been at work all day long. I am at the house cooking dinner for you. I start dinner and then go into the bedroom and slip into a teddy I bought just for tonight. I then go into the kitchen I finish cooking dinner set the table and you walk through the door you take one look at me and drop everything you had in your hands. I walk slowly up to you and I start to kiss you softly and slowly deepening it. I then start to kiss your neck and work my way down to your shirt I start to unbutton it with my teeth I kiss your chest with one hand while my other hand softly messages the bulge that is now forming in your pants then slowly I start working my way down your chest and tummy until I get down to your belt line I start to undo your pants. I let your pants slide down to your ankles and start to kiss your belly and your thighs slowly working my way to your now throbbing cock. I look up at you and give you a naughty grin and I take the tip of your dick into my mouth and then I slowly s

Poem?!?!
“Sticky sweet, gumball pink, with a slight taste of a bit more. Innocence is something saved, savored, or faked. In the big room with the little chair, a smile to melt and eyes fluttering like fans ... Dear onlooker, guess which one I am [of the three]. A layer of clothing at a time, and it becomes more and more obvious ... saved, savored, or faked. Sticky sweet, gumball pink in the big room with the little chair.”

Music Video
after hours of fooling around with different website and video code generators i finally figure out how to add a video to my profile and have it play when u first click on it.... the new song is from a movie i like called the last dragon. the song is an oldie so check it out

Can I Get A Whoop Whoop?!
alright this will consist of two things.. first things first... my one and ONLY pet peeve... uncapitalized names...it drives me BONKERS! My wife knows, Joey, n BFF knows.. if you dont capitalize a persons name when your talking to me.. O M G I go ninja crazy! So.. if you are talking to me and you dont capatalize my name.. well lets just say.. YOU SUCK! So you betta not call me tessa or contessa, cause I will beat yo ASS! haha K, second thing.. I just got back like 10,470 images my ex was storing on his hard drive for me.. and whoa momma.. its official peeps!! I am a DORK! Some of the pix I have come across.. hahahah they make me stop and wonder what drugs I was on! LOL I should just make a big collage of a bunch of them. But i've said it before, and i'll say it again.. If you can't laugh at yourself.. then what fun is there? Alright, off to bed I go.. I have to turn in 2 finals tomorrow then have a portfolio review on Tuesday morning and im off till the 2nd of April. Well

It Was You I Was Thinking Of...
I close my eyes at night and dream, about the man of my fantasies, He kisses me so soft and tender; He makes my heart want to surrender. With the gentle stroke of his hands; He takes me to a land...in heaven. His arms hold me close, as if a silent promise to not let me go. Feeling the deepness and passion, while making love; Who is the name of the one I dream of? I feel his intensity as I open my eyes, and look up.. It was you all along, my love, that I was dreaming of.

I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if Im lucky enough To be given your love. Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

A Cherry Tale..
It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you

Love Is ...
It's having someone to be with Someone you can't be without It's wanting to hold them every second That's what its all about. It's the happiness you feel When everythings gone wrong It's the way you sit there And think of crazy love songs. It's the sadness in your heart When you know their not there It's the safeness you have When you are feeling scared. It's the hope you have When everythings gone It's the dreams you hold When your alone. It's having someone to talk to When noone else is listening It's being so in love That nothing in your life is missing. It's knowing I love you And I'll love you forever It's thinking of you every second Thats what true love is!

Addicted To You
Addicted to you As I sit here thinking about my life and what has gone on in my life your name and face pop up in my mind. You are always on my mind no matter what is going on. Right now you like cocanie to me you are very addicting to me . Your laugh , Your smile, hell even your voice I can not get them off my mind. When I think I can finally kick this habbit I cant because it happens all over again. Sprits as they call them keep pulling me back into this web I have spun myself and I am once again stuck on you.I can not pull my self far enough away from you because no matter what you are always on my mind and always will be on my mind and in my heart. I guess I am addicted to . It is a pure addiction it is not one that can kill me but it does hurt from time to time. So once again I sit here thinking of life in genral and i am back to thinking about you. This addiction must stop befor I go spinning out of control. I wrote this tonight let me know what you think it i

Love On The Net
Is this the fire we are playing with... The one that people talk about? If this is it.. I want it so bad I don't ever want it to go out... To see your name light up on the screen... Is just the best feeling I just want to scream... It just warms my Heart to see that message flash Knowing its a I miss you or I'll be right back I know it is wrong...but I want it to last... To last through the night and into a new day To feel all your energy that you always portray My Deep Friendship for you is so honest and true. I want you to know this...I really do... You make my mornings so bright and so clear... I take a deep breathe and I think of you here You are my soul mate. Was I searching for you... Maybe I was...is this all true. I pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream It hurts...so it mustn't have been I know its real.....as it feels so good We are one you and me... Living so far apart.... We may meet one day..

Poem 9
Sometimes at night, when I lay down to sleep, I embrace myself, I start to think... Then I imagine that you lie beside me... hugs and kisses all over my body. I wish you could really be here, just to whisper, "I love you," in my ear. I would turn around and say, "I love you, too." But will it ever be true? So I turn around and I wonder some more, still wanting your embrace, so I close my eyes and picture your face... I fall asleep dreaming of you. In my dream it seems so true. It's as if I can really feel your kisses against my lips... Then my eyes pop open and you're nowhere to be seen, And I feel so lonely once AGAIN!!!

Poem 8
There is so much I want to share with you, But my words are lost within me I have so many emotions How do I make you see Life is not that simple Hear this from my heart Our love will concur all As we stand here at the start. Not speaking to you is killing me You there and me here But one day soon that will change And I will finally have you near. The Angels they did send you The day that we met Our love will last forever As in concrete it is set Come fly, fly with me baby Oh come fly with me We can explore our love together And set our emotions free For the skies are without limits And the tree tops we sour too Perched upon a branch Our love is forever true I never meant for this to happen But I am sure glad it did Hearing your love and laughter Makes me feel like a kid Please never doubt my love What is shared between you and me Cause I am here to hold you You just wait and see But for now, I have to be patient And except our destiny B

To Keep You
As the though of loosing you come to mind I wonder what I could do To keep you Shut up and don’t say anything But that, would not work Because I would not be honest with you Count all the stars in the sky Their so many I could not count them all To climb a volcano to prove to you I would do anything Be my luck I would fall in To stuff what I feel inside and say your right I cann’t do that neither Because the angry would just build To be able to keep you I would say I love you I have nothing to give to you but myself That I would go anywhere with you To keep you I got to trust you that you will stay To be able to keep you You have to be willing to keep me April 2006

Core
CORE Self Imprisonment I Suppose somewhere inside me I yearn for freedom from That which holds me stagnant Over exageration turns underestimated Emotion.... Emotion. Why the urgency to hide and Slow the flow of that which could and perhaps will, imporve and Heal the burning inside I am protecting my Pain It is Mine And I so badly want to keep my pain to myself But in doing so I am hurting So Many who cross or care for me Aching for love and acceptance Only to throw you down in the latter Of Love & shared Love Yet Anger & guilt not shared between me & you You are blamed for all that is a mystery Within myself - Burning Oh I pray that I might someday Throw a blanket over that angry child If the strength is found within the core of my being his tears soak my heart & weight it down I am tired, I am numb & I am so very, very lonely I am...... ===== Layne Staley

Walking Away
Sitting here on my love seat by myself Remember parts of my life that I wish I could change The one I loved with is lying in bed. I pushed him away because Of the secret I have I seem to push everyone away I walk away knowing it killing me inside But I, know I have to I already cause enough pain to him that I could not bare hurting them no more For years, I found myself with friends that I walk out on them I can pick up the phone and they, are their for me I’m walking away to keep from hurting him He can’t handly my action to my secret I don’t blame him I slowly learning Yea I getting better With medicine and counseling but I, about ready to walk away because I making the same mistake just getting a litter smart Walking away will be the hardest thing for me but I, know it not right In time I get over it or start it all over again Walking away is the only thing I know and I, yet found someone to say “Hay, I care and I don’t want you walking away.”

All I Got Left
It that time of the day time to lock up and close the home down. as the kids are tucked into bed time for me to turn in as always this is the time of the day I miss you even more. All I got left are the memories that we shared. you hold me in your arms making love to me away that no man could ever as my eyes get tried I start to fight because I not ready to sleep all I got left is to worry are you safe are they treat you good. who do I say good night to when I used to say it to you All I got left are pictures hang right beside my bed looking down on me. All I got left is to say good night and I, love you and started dreaming of the day you come home but until that day comes all I got left are the phone calls and letters and visited and all I got left is my love for you April 17, 2005

Baby Girl
Time is growing short it wont be long until you will arrived. So many are happy that you are coming to be with me. Through the pain and surffering I go through will be worth it all When your in my arms I be hold a micearlal from God own hands. Challages lye ahead each one, every second of your life is a lesson to be learned. this world you are come forth into is cold and curl But baby girl I will be here to help you along the way When the world is on your shoulders I will be there to give you the strenght. Baby girl we will have our disagreements but baby girl I will always love you for I see apart of me in you and you, are my baby girl sent from God own hands December 17, 2006

A Prayer Of Thanks
Your smile chase my worries away. Your eyes brightens my heart. Showing me at a young age that fear is just a thing. Braver than I am Teaching me that there are other ways of seeing thing. A prayer of thanks because you believe in me thanks for being you. A prayer of thanks for loving me Unlocking the door that been shut so many times before that I am as good as the person next to me. Keeping me afloat when I was drowning in my own tears A prayer of thanks goes out to you from my heart to your's thank you for not giving up on me And loving me the way you do is my prayer of thanks to you. Despite what my family has done you have given me encourage to love them making me a part of the family when I thought I was no one The calls you make just to hear me cry or bouncing off walls A prayer of thanks is being sent quietly to you for you are on my mind A prayer of thanks for believe in me. You made me who I am You know my every move

Brittany's Next Strapon Dvd
This is my recent press release that we released. Brittany Andrews’ Britco Pictures Signs Deal with Juicy Video CHATSWORTH, Calif. - Industry veteran Brittany Andrews and her adult production studio, Britco Pictures, have announced an exclusive distribution deal with Juicy Video. The first DVD release under the deal will be Miss Brittany's Strap-On Sissy School which is set to hit streets on April 18. "I'm very excited to join the Juicy team," said Andrews. "I've known Jerry at Juicy for a very long time and we've done some really great things in the past. He's very open to my ideas and it's fabulous to be working with him again." Sissy School is the 3rd strap-on feature written, produced, directed, and starring Andrews. "I like to think of myself as a mover and shaker in this industry," continued Andrews, "so when it comes to cutting edge ideas, I like to do things that are fresh and innovative...stuff that hasn't been done before." Andrews said she also plans t

Fallen
u came to me no need in fighting what my heart was saying for i knew i want you! Fallen for you was the easy part your hair, your eyes the crow feet around your eyes. your smile, you tone of your voice. fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead. want to give you all that i have to offer Fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead give you my love Looking in so open hearted love you for who you are. fallen for you was the easy part not thinking ahead given you my love not know that i was loven blindly fallen in love with you was so easy but fallen out of love is harder then i could every dream. I would take you back in a heart beat second and so scared to start something new because I not want to fall out of love with you fallen for you was so easy not thinking ahead given you my love not knowing that I was loven so blindly fallen out of love with you is breaking my heart. fallen for you was a joy but fall

Cast Away
Cast away so far gone no turning back lost in this world where to go which direction do I go you raised me the way you saw fit never love me the way a child should be love. no I love you , hugs or kiss on the forehead your so smart you are beautiful are words I never heard you just cast me away I'm so far gone no turning back loss in this world want to come home but the direction are loss in my head so what, do I do but except that you cast me away You look to me for answers answer myself I don't have how can I help someone when I can't help myself. so I, cast myself away I too far gone to turn back now loss in a world that I have no reason to be here no sense of direction It all the same Cast me away. October 2006

Never
Eyes as sparkle as the stars in the night sky ear as delicate as the wind blowing in your hair heart as pure as gold should never hear mommy and daddy fighting cussing and yelling the words I hate you should not be upon your ears your eyes so sensitive to light should never see hitting your heart so loving not want to choose sides should you have your dough remember even parents make mistakes so never forget that we are doing our best thought our mistakes will make you stronger and never let the sparkle die or the ears become undelicate for you might just miss the soft whisper and never let your heart grow cold. October 2006

Midnight Blue
Midnight blue Stare at me! For the heartache was coming Midnight blue told me goodbye Still living in my heart. Midnight blue Carried me through Holding me in blankets of clouds Midnight blue Wipe my tears with it gentle kiss Because of midnight blue I a little stronger With the breaking my heart Midnight blue I could not hate For midnight blue Gave me a lesson I need to learn So long ago So midnight blue Travel with the wind And know you will have A place in my heart To the bitter end. Carry on midnight blue February 27, 2007

Rip My Brother You Will Be Missed
Sorry I haven't been around this week end. A biker friend of mine went out to ride his bike and had a heart attack and died. All his biker brothers and sisters, lay him in the ground this week end, biker stile. Brothers and sisters from 25 years ago all showed up. So we honor him all this week end. Yes we shed some tears, and drank some beers... Thats the way he would have wanted it, and would have did the same for any of us.... "HE WILL BE MISSED" Rest in peace my brother.

Nights Like This
I see you standing there and slowly walk your way rehearsing in my mind just what I want to say. I'll compliment the way your dress offsets your eyes or some such likely thing that at the time seems wise. I'll ask you if you might just want to take a walk or if you would prefer to sit with me and talk. I'll listen while you speak and add things here and there I'll ask about your life tell jokes without a care. and then we'll take that walk on down near the lake shore then sitting on the beach I think we'll talk some more. As things keep going well it's not sure what I'll do I'm running out of things with which to impress you. Watching as the sun sets we'll sit there hand in hand and little by little rise up from the sand. Walking along the beach the stars are shining bright and with at my side it's a beautiful night. I can't believe the way events have gone tonight; I guess it must have been, truly, Love at first sight. It's time t

Freedom
Is there anything beyound this life I fear that is nothing for me . but yet I will jump freely into the abise of nothinness just to let my soul be free I see nothing left in this life for me nothing at all so alone and unknown but I soon will be free from all of this pain The darkness in me just grows and grows.. I feel nothing anymore as I slip into your hold so free is my soul nolonger in this world

Internet Friend
Every mourning and night I check to see if you have wrote Your words of wisdom Or laugh You bring me Through a screen Never meeting in person For distance Is between But some how I feel like I know You my whole life Haven nothing to hide My looks, voice Or miss spelled words You do not care For you Know that you Are doing you Best To be my internet friend.

Promises
Promises aren't made easily. At least that's what I say but in my heart I promise to love you until my dying day. Promises are made for keeping that's why I've made so few but in my heart I promise that forever I will love you. I promise I will be there when you need a hand to hold & on this you can depend should your nights grow long & cold. I promise I will hold you forever close at heart. Should you ever need me- I'll be there cross my heart! I make this promise to you if only in my mind. I promise you can count on me until the end of time.

Sometimes
I am happy I have faith And encouragement Sometimes I don’t have to question I don’t have doubts About you loving me Sometimes the future scares me Knowing the choices are Going to reflected on my boys Sometimes maken choices ar hard Hearing the truth is hard to bare Night are hard to sleep Days are long But I, still love you Sometimes its hard. December 2006

My Love For You Has Not Died
TO MY MOM Your in my thought everyday I sit and watch young ones disown You and my dad made me who I am A losing heart Carring soul. That carry me through Not turn my back For I know you taugh what I know My love for you has not died For each battle I faught You gave me the skills And the strength So many time I was wrong In choices I make Want your approver Your smile, Your love is all I every want My love for you has not died No matter how much You hate me. My love for you will never died Because that what you showed me. December 2006

Our Two Hearts Will Beat As One
Every second I spend with you Really is a dream come true. When I'm with you I feel so free I truly am as happy as can be. When I see you my heart races I could spot you in a million faces. Whenever the phone rings, Or my mobile dings I hope and pray it will be you Telling me your love is true. My life without you would be a mess I would be in total distress. So I'm sending you this to say I love you more with every day. Soul mates we are forever and ever Let's hope one day maybe we can be together Until our life here on earth is done Our two hearts will beat as one.

Something
This empty feeling that will not go away slowly pulling me into my grave covering me in the sands of time lost to all and left behind Noone cares and never did so alone and frezzing cold I feel the pressure on my chest as my heart turns to stone Never loved as I loved always just throne away and now the night is my only escape

Once Upon A Star
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are that someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are.

Handprints On The Wall
You left a special gift for me today. So small and unique Not even tomorrow could it Be the same Dirty handprint on my wall Is the gift you left me. Even though I want to scream I could not. The handprint on the wall Will be a reminder to me in the future Mother day was fast approaching The school had you to make your handprint With paint and paper Its almost like the one I gave my mom So long ago To you it just a small gift But that, handprint now in a Frame Handprint on the wall To remind me how small you once was. Years will go by And you, will get older and leave me behind. While memory flood my heart That Hand print on the wall Will remain. December 19, 2006

Wipe Away Your Tears
The burden is heavy Your heart is broken But you, not alone Let me wipe away your tears let me take the burden from your shoulders let me sow your heart with small stitches to were the pain can still mend memories of a life time is all you have left of the love one that left you behind let your tears flow don't be ashamed for if you can't love you can't live and I, will be here to wipe away your tears Is what a true friend would do when in time of need

Unspoken Prayer
You know what I'm thinking you know what I going to do before I do where the point in praying if you know what I thinking knowing my every move before I do an unspoken prayer to you for sounds I put together does not make out of my mouth Unspoken prayer that can't be answer For they where not spoken Unspoken prayer that drift away with the wind flowing

United States Amercian Flag
She stand on the pole Flying throught the air represent her country Just like her uncle Sam taught her to do. She standing there for our freedom trying to teach us to love one another but we don't listen to her. and the day she fall we will fall with her. She been here long then we, have and during that time she been cover with blood, holes put through her but does care because she know that she bring peace to the country someday. Just like her uncle sam said She standing there for our freedom trying to teach us to love one another but we don't listen to her. and the day she fall we will fall with her. While the red white and blue is still standing there are people who cebrates her for what she done. through the pollution she shine like the sun and the children are not going to let her come down for they know what freedom isn't free with out her. She standing there for our freedom trying to teach us to love one another but we don't lis

Right From The Heart
He stand on the porch wonder where his life has went. he been through the Navy and all the wars but to him he seem very young ready to fight another war. he knows what he got to do nobody tells him he knows it right from the heart As the wind blows he remember the cold and dark nights on the batter fields as shoots rang out and soldier fall he wish he could be one but he, knows what he got to do nobody tells him he knows it right from the heart The flag goes by he tries to help but they, say he to old so he, sneaks in on the battle field. he see young boys falling to the ground. then he, screams saying "don't take their lives take mine" then he, runs to his grandson but he, never makes it but he, knows what he got to do nobody tells him he knows it right from the heart While in his grandson arms he can feel the blood on his hand he tells his grandson that his age has caught up with him and it, was time to go. but before he went

Angel In Dequise
He only a child eight years old. He was brought here to keep his mom going down the jouneny of life. He calls for more attention then a normal child. He is an angel in dequised brought from the father hands. Angel in deguised is who he is She rock the hand of the world. her work has been cut out for her. From cooking meals to run the kids to meeting not looking for any gradeute just a smile would do. She an angel in deguised made from the father hand. Angel in dequised is who she is. He walk this world. He know what the futrue holds but it, don't stop him from beleive in his father. He gave his life for you and me, He an angel in desgtuiste from his father He came forth to save us from evil He is angel in desguised They are all around us Not saying a word just being here to do their part to make this world a better place they are angel in desguiseted. stand there beside us. for they where sent to us from the fathe

Part Vii.......holy Hell
I was so empty Self loathing Before you awoke me Lived in transgression Feasted sin Destroying all I stood for A world of spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness The promised hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever In arms we'll turn (a)way From their ways We live like no other Together we're hope Absolute The only thing that matters A world of spreading disease Legs up for infidelity They force feed of their stiffened sickness The promises hiding their rings To suck down some of the things That cheat this world into lovelessness All the pain in this world won't stop us now For we have each other All the hate in this world can't tear us apart This love is forever All the pain in this world won't stop us now All th

Only You
There are no words to express the way I feel. Only you came into my life At a time I had lost all hope. I seen no end To my crazy life. No light was shining My heart aches to be loved. The night that I meet only you I had given up But someone, told me That those who where patience Good things happen I took a leap And found only you I never believe that I would get to keep you as long as I have Only you save me from a world that was just using and abusing me I thought that what I deserve But within a couple of days Of knowing you Only you showed me that I hurt people I love and it, is so true Because I have tried to push only you away only you stay I have never had a lover, best friend a leader And someone, who just plained out love me for me. Only you respect me and my choices Only you don’t tell me what to do Only you teach me on how to do it Only you make me laugh Even though things are hard on yourself Only you put other before you Onl

2 Fathers & A Son
OK... so I was riding home after dropping my son (S) off in L.A. this evening, and I was thinking about my son, when this idea came to mind... it may be very beneficial to set up an outting with my son and his step dad (SD). OK, this will need some background explaining... ***I have a son, 10, who's mom I've not been with since he was 4 months old. She's been married for about 5 yrs now, and my son lives with them and his step sister.*** So Anyway... I was thinking about the three of us going go-kart racing, but although that would probably be the most fun, it doesn't involve a lot of interaction and conversation. After mulling over a few other ideas, I settled on fishing. There's something special about going fishing and if we do this, it will require a lot of interaction. You see, I think it will do my son a lot of good to see both father figures in his life getting along and interacting. I feel it's important to teach a young boy about life by giving him living examples.

Dear Mommy And Daddy
To Jessica and R.J. Don’t be sad For we are growing Don’t be sad For you did nothing wrong Don’t grieve over us because. God has us now You were ready to change your lives for us We were ready to come into the world To wonderful parents you would become The father had different plans Don’t be mad at him We remember the smile that was on your faces When you found out about us And the tears that comes out after the doctor said we were no long alive We may not be there physical on earth We will always be in your hears So don’t be sad Because we are safe from harm Don’t be greiven over us For one day, we will all be together April 6, 2006

You Gave In Today
Rememberence of my father We did not talk much Growing up When I turn thirty-one We had a beer together We talk for the Longest time I did not get to know you better That night you told me You was ready to go home. Today tears fall You left me I haven see you in awhile I did not get to say Bye to you But I, know you are smiling Now your journey on earth is done You left love ones here On earth To be with your love one that Left you so long ago Someday we will all be Together A soldier that would Not stay down A man that was so Sturben Never given in You gave in Today. January 11 2006

To My Father Lewis Smith
Souls floated in thin air, You only been gone a short time. How could you leave me? I was not ready for you to go Why couldn’t you stay? Why did you have to go to your parents? You had a wife, and children Here to make you happy. Why did you give up? You taught me not to give in But you, did I am angry because I did not have enough time to know you I still think of you I still love you I am sure more tears will fall like rain I know in time the pain will easy So my father my hero Go home, you earned your wings, and maybe someday I will join you but fair now I will stay here and raise my boys to make you proud of me. January 19, 2006

Something So Wrong Turns Out To Be Right
In remembrance of my father A beautiful rose Sat upon my kitchen table How can something so beautiful Just wilted away. Just like love it come and go Never knowing what tomorrow will bring. Memory is all I got left of you. The memories are so fresh in my head As time goes by, they will Slow fade away You will cross my mind from time to time Tears will fall A smile will appear on my face Because I know That something so wrong turned Out to be so right You done your journey, job you deserve your wings. January 20, 2006

You Say I Lied
You say I am a liar When you found out the truth. You say I am a liar Because I did not tell you sooner You say I am a liar it happen at college Well, I say if I am a liar Then why can I remember The words he said to me. If I am a liar Then why are the images So real in my mind If I am a liar Then why did he get so mad When I told him no more You say I lied I say no I did not I say you are a liar Because you cannot handle the truth. March 2006

Is It Worth The Trouble?
Like a thief in the night Sly your way in Into a dark world Of hurt and sorrow To take something that was valuable Using your techines That you used so many times before. Just to find that the thing that was worth get caught end up hurting you For I saw you approaching And knew what you wanted I put walls around the prized Alarms that would go off If you got to close You broke those walls down As if they where dominoes. You out fox the alarms And you, took what you sat out to get. Now that you got the prize Is it worth all the trouble? September 26, 2006

Brother And Sisters
We all had same parents And we are different people Like tulips in a flow bed. Some think their better Some think they are just average Some think they are no body. No matter what you all Are my brother and sister Rather the storm of argument has taken control of us Or the calmness of sleep is on your side You are still my brother and sister No matter how many miles are between us. Or unanswered phone calls Letters that you have on your mind But just don’t have time to write. We are still brother and sister So my sister and brothers No matter how far I travel Or no letter have been sent Calls have been made But no answered yet. Remember you cannot change The fact that we are Brother and sisters Each of us know what we have done to put pain on our parents yet they, stilled loved us. So my brother and sisters I am saying in this That each and every one of you are on my mind And each I hold in my heart I can’t forget you Because you

Being New
Well, hey to all you Cherries out there... I am so new to this place it is crazy,... so anyone with so experience HOLLA AT A GURL,... would ya please....and let me know what is the down n durty scoop, check out my CHERRY spot... it NEEDS HELP!!!!!!!!

Angel Within
He has not done anything special Just fought for our freedom Many wonder how he survived The angel within Is the reason I standing here he replies. The angel within Is the reason I stand her he replies. The angel within Is the reason she has not giving up hope. Single mother raisin boys. The father walks out no turn back. Sleepless night, a fear of failure. Therefore, she keeps push. Not knowing The angel within Is watching over her carry her down the path. The time has come He knows that he will be leaven soon. The angel within plead with his heart to come to know God. Which just a few breath more he ask God to come into his heart Now the angel within journey is complete Travel home to their father The angel within will not hurt no more. November 5, 2006

Smashing Pumpkins - Ava Adore
Its you that I adore Youll always be my whore Youll be the mother to my child And a child to my heart We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl youre the beauty in my wrold Without you there arent reasons left to find And Ill pull your crooked teeth Youll be perfect just like me Youll be a lover in my bed And a gun to my head We must never be apart We must never be apart In you I see dirty In you I count stars In you I feel so pretty In you I taste god In you I feel so hungry In you I crash cars We must never be apart Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find Lovely girl youre the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls Ive left behind In time We must never be apart And youll always be my whore Cause youre the one that I adore And Ill pull your crooked teeth Youll be perfect just like me In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god We must never b

Love Me
You do not have any trouble Getting people to love you You love everyone that You are expose to, But yet You cannot love me. I been with you since the day You were born. Through childhood That when I noticed You changed. I have watched you grow into A beautiful woman. But yet You cannot love me. Your friends say you are pretty Pretty smile, great personalitaly But yet You, won’t love me I have watched you Destroy relationship Because You will not love me. You shy a way When someone gives You a compliment. For me I love here it. But You, won’t love me They say if you cannot love me then you, could never love anyone I want you to Love me For who You are. Someday I hope you will Love me For me is one With you. You need to Love me For I am you February 2006

If Only You Let Me Love You
You want give me the time of day You are so popular I would never fit into you sociality If only you would let me love you. You would know I am for really I have so much To give The ladies you been with I cannot compete with them. Their looks so nature, Makeup cannot even help me. If only you would let me Love you I would give you my all I would love you forever. My wings are ready to spread My heart ready to explode Just one minute of your time To show you what I have to offer. If only you would let me love you. You will help me bloom Into a beautiful rose. If only you would let me Love you. October 2005

If Only You Could Hear My Heart
If you could hear my heart What would you hear? The joy and happiness, or the pain and sorrow If you could hear my heart Would it be honest with you? Or would it shy away to scared to talk If you could hear my heart Would it put on a disguise? To cover up the pain that it has suffer If only you could hear What my heart would say It would tell you how happy You make it. My heart would let you know That you are not the Cause of pain But the healer. My heart would say that I am unstable And some days the Pain is more that it can bear. If only you could hear my heart It would tell you that It is glitter Someday a mask is To disguise what is Being held inside The main thing that My heart would tell you is It loves you If only you could hear what my heart says February 2006

Trusting You
I don’t believe what I Have done. We had just met But I hold you reliable For me being hurt. Trusting you Will be a challenge. For so many done Me wrong Trusting you Will be work On your behalf For I have sealed my Heart up in a lock box. And throw the key away trusting you I will have to let my guard down And as of tonight I do not see it happen. And I, pray that one day A point in time that you have proven me wrong that I have no choice but to trust you October 31, 2006

Journey
Barking down a journey, That will end one day. Not knowing for sure If I’m heading in the, right direction. A journey, I was once so afraid of. Is now my hopes and dreams. A journey that there was not a light at the end, Now shines as bright. As the angel that spoke To the shepherds. For many walk down this Journey with me For they know who They are I will be in debt with them Because This I could never pay back This journey has taught Me many things Hard lessons that I had to learn on my own For I have a long distance Before my journey will end And I, look forward to more Trails and tributes For I will grow Wise and strong I will survive this Journey They call life. And at the end of the journey I hope that all will remember me. October 31, 2006

Remain Friend 2
Dam it been three years now of knowing each other and to me I know now for sure that love carried us through last year. And we had many laughs. I gave you my heart And you, did your best And I, cried many nights because our love was so deep. scared and alone, I pushed you away. by trying to hard. for I want you to know that just because we are no longer together you will cross my mind And a smile will appear because we had something special And its time to let it go And remain friends like we promise each other before we dated. so here the ending of our love life. but keep the friendship alive and if you see us slipping away from being friends please pull me aside and tell me you want to remain friends. October 31, 2006

In Case You Were Wondering....
Hello all of you beautiful people!! I'm sorry that I have not been around, but my computer hates loading Cherry Tap which makes me a sad panda :((. NEWS!! OKay, I'm changing my career. I am going into IT. Soon I could be working on YOUR computer. Scary thought, I know. Just kidding. I'm working on my A+ and then my Network+ and last my CEC which is for Computer Forensics. So I'm busy with that on top of learning HTML. No. I'm not trying to kill myself. Another reason I have not been here, is due to an illness and pain I have been experiencing. Luckily, I am fine, and there is nothing major besides a stomach illness I have had for many years and allergies. YAY. Well, my bloodwork hasn't come back yet....Otherwise, I am healthy and not going anywhere for a while :). Other then that, I pile on the hours at work, of which I am sick of, but I am working really, really, really hard to get out of. I missed all of you. Take care. X

Remain Friends
You give me strength when I need it You give me encouragement to stand on my own two feet You talk to me like no one else can As I lay here tonight thinking of you. Wandering how I must look like a fool Waiting for you to come by How could I let you get to me? When I barely even know you But you are on my mind and now I'm wandering Are you lying awake or are you sleeping. Wanting to be held by you but I, don't know where we stand Is this a crush or is this just lust I thought by now I would know! Am I letting my guard down too quickly? Am I moving too fast I don't really know. I pray that God gives me one more night with you soon So that, I would know and time would stand still So we, can make love until it hurts and brings us both to tears I may not like how it turns out in the end But at least my heart will know if this is a crush or the real deal. Would we remain only friends or could there be something more That could bring us closer together But whatever

Riding Weekend
I had a good weekend. I got back on my bike and it felt so damn good to be riding again! It took me a bit because my balance is still slightly off, but I got back all control. I practiced whoops and cornering, as well as speed. Whoops I am mastering really well. Cornering is my down fall... but it's nothing I cant improve on. I usually cut across the track and head down a trail.. well, it's a small jump... now, when I went over the jump before, it was fine...it was fun... but it appears some people have been messing with it and it's mostly sand now.. and I didnt notice ((idiot!))...I went over and nearly crashed, but I saved myself and my bike lol. I just gunned it. My husband took pics but they didnt turn out as good as I hoped. I have to show him what I want next time I guess.

Recalling
I recall that day as if it was yesterday Saying if I want to be like my mother Oh, how I want to be so much like her And this, was what I was required to do You snatched my tiny hand and begged me to touch you It was horrible and so nauseating As you touched me, I could not scream Why would someone I trust do this to me? You took away the shine from my eyes Innocents of childhood I no longer had You brought into my world unwanted shame and guilt No one knew I kept this dark secret inside of me for so long Hate had taken control over me and that was wrong. Drinking was all I could do not to recall what you done to me Anger had to be discharged so I, would slice on my body I built such a big wall around me If love is what you taught me, I do not want it After twenty years, I could no longer hold it in any more The truth inside me for so long I had to let out After twenty years, I found these scars still have not healed.

Love Again
For so long I gave my heart away. Ever time it was given back to me, It was shatter in to thousand pieces. I never though I could love again. You start love me, I guess I had always loved you. But I, tried to cover it up, by loving someone else. Then when I began to be true to my heart. I found I love you. Love is something I don’t take for granted. The way you hold me, touching me, you send chills to my bones. My bodies yearn, to have your hand touching me, the way you do. The kiss so sweet, To love again like this it could never happen. I want to be with you, all the time. Your in my head, The night that we are not together. I remember the last time or image what it will be like the next time. I guess love is also learning, How I can never stay mad at you. To love again like this could never happen. Tonight I was scared when you told me that your heart was racing. The thought of losing you came to mind. What would I do? How could I love again? withou

Poem 7
I don't even know what you do to me But it feels so good You take over my body Like no one ever could I've never felt this way before I never want it to end It feels so good the way it takes Over and over again You don't even have to touch me Just say a single word It lifts up my day As if I am a bird One day you'll get that feeling Of both pain and joy And when you do you'll tell me Cause you'll always be my boy!

Poem 6
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will alway

Little Fairy
Crash, a little fairy lying on the ground, under the big oak tree. Tears flood her eyes, because she has found herself in time, alone and scared. Your wings that once gotten you to fly, are now as delicate as a rose in winter. Little Fairy, when the world is done with you, Remember me! For I will be the whisper in your ear saying that every thing will get better in time. I will be the voice in your head telling you "YOU CAN DO IT" and "I BELIEVE IN YOU" No matter where you go or how far you want to get away. Little Fairy, you live in my heart. Little Fairy, just because the door close, does not mean I do not care. For Little Fairy, this chapter in mine and yours life is close. But Little Fairy, the book will never close because you live in my heart. So Little Fairy, go out and enjoy what is out there and when you find yourself down. Remember me. And that, my arms are wide open, so fly in every once in a while to let me kn

Looking Forward....
.....to being thrown in the lake cause even tho i have a severely immense fear of lakes for some reason i would have let you throw me in...just because it was you .....to the fire you were gonna build afterwards not only would i have been nice and toasty but i would have been in your arms...and we could have roasted marshmellows too ....to just spending time with you cause that what ive been really longing for all this time...thats why ive stuck around each and everytime...and thats why ill still be around even after your gone ill always and forever be around...i told you once you were stuck with me and i wasnt lying im here if you want me...but i wont bother cause you've made it clear that you dont

It's Creeping Up
My heart is ache, the clouds are moving in again the lights are going desertion It is creeping up again, Cannot fight it, I will just lose. I am loss for hours on in. My voice not being heard, Tears falling like a waterfall. All the angry I have, Stay right here because there nowhere to go. You say I too hard on myself, I say if I am not then who, will. After hours of put myself down. I decide to pick up the phone. Call someone, anyone! Will they answer? Do they truly care, or are they acting Am I a burden? I sorry, I am worthless, are the words I say to them. It tries to creep back up but the person on the other line dose care, taken time to listen. To help, put a stop to it. So it, slowly creeps away, given me time to rest and think more clearly. For I never know when it will creep up again, Or how long, but for now I got it to creep away.

He Still Holds My Heart
Eyes as cold as coal no smile left on his face. tears in my eyes for words where come out of my mouth I heard not we throw it all away no piece it back together both are at fault but he, still holds my heart. Longing to hear his voice his touch down my back for I broke his heart in a way I never dream I could do. One lie did me in but he, still holds my heart all I can do is piece back what I can and go on with out my heart because he holds my heart.

Do U Want To Fuck Me?
ok now that you in im trying to start up a best ass contest. do u think you have the best ass on cherry tap well let me know. im looking for ten or more hot ladies to enter there ass in my contest. if you like to join please let me know. thanks and have a good night

Intensity
INTENSITY I'm feeling: excited You'll find me: at home Intensity It is only through intensity that one arrives. When all your desires, when all your passions become one flame, it is intensity. When there is only one desire left inside you and your total being supports that one, it is intensity. It is exactly what the word says: in-tensity. The opposite word is ex-tensity. You are spread out, you have a thousand and one desires, many fragmentary desires - one going to the north, one going to the south. You are being pulled apart. You are not one, you are a crowd. And if you are a crowd you will be miserable. If you are a crowd you will never feel any fulfillment. You don?t have any center. Intensity means creating a center in yourself. When all the arrows are coming towards the center, when all the fragments are joined together, integration arises. Becoming centered, concentrated inwards, that is the meaning of intensity. Sometimes you have known moments, in some danger when all

Hello Blog World...
I never use blogs and it just occurred to me that this medium can be very useful to me and my life. I would love to share some things and bounce some ideas off the "reading world", while [hopefully] making some friends along the way. I'm not the literary type at all; I'm much more of a visuals and images kinda guy, so bare with me... **I'm struggling right now trying to remember all the goods I thought up while driving in from L.A. tonight... ways to utilize this blog tool... a diary, an advice forum, a place to vent, a think tank (what is that anyway? sounds cool), a place to get opinions and ideas, etc.** OK, back to blogging... In an attempt, primarily, to document some upcoming events in my life, I will be opening up my world for observation and critique. There's a lot of exciting things coming up on my plate and I want to bring you along for the ride... oh BTW,if you don't know me already, I'm NOR:) ...don't ask which, because there's JUST ONE NOR.

Vote 4 Me Please... See Inside For Details
Who has Cherry Taps Prettiest Hair?... Come Bomb And Rate Me... Winnergets a 7 day blast, 2nd gets a 3 day blast. For all contestants, for every comment you get, you earn $6 in cherry bucks towards prizes. So say at the end of the week you have 5000 comments you get $30,000 worth of virtual gifts. Every 10 comments counts as 1 point and every rate counts as 10 points. Both will added together to determine score.

Teddy Roseveldt
Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American..There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this!

Good Day Everyone
just wishing everyone a good day. Lord knows we need some of them. So heres wishing you a good day. what up peeps? This is a kewl place hope to get to know some of yas. Been giving some pics a look through and posting some good ratings.keep them comming.

Encompass Of Letting Go
Not by desire, you got to set free. An important person that you love. Even though it’s to let them go to school, work, or death. Rather it for a short spell or for the remainder of your existence. You tolerate to let go. A mother, who wants the greatest for their child, will have to let go. Watching them mature to be young adults knowing that one day, they will be moving out. Having to let go of an important person, you call on that you conceal your faith in. It’s vanished in an instant. You have no choice, but to set free. For you, I linger on your calls. When I talk to you, making me feel first-class. But when the moment to disconnect, I have to permit you go. Even thought my heart does not want you to depart. Hearing the silence on the other end of the receiver. Is the hardest part of me, let you go. I realized it only for a short while. And the telephone will ring again. And you will be on the other end. Cheering me up, chatting away. Over what the f

How To Beat A Ticket
How To Beat A Speeding Ticket: A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange: Officer: May I see your driver's license? Driver: I don't have one. It was revoked when I got my 5th DWI. Officer: May I see the registration for this vehicle? Driver: It's not my car. I stole it. Officer: The car is stolen? Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the registration in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there. Officer: There's a gun in the glove box? Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk. Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!? Driver: Yes, sir. Hearing this, the officer immediately called his Captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the Captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation: Captain: Sir, can I see your license? Driver: Sure. Here it is. It was valid. Captain: Whose car

During My Divorce
My heart aches over you. I was a fool to believe that I could change you. And as I walking out on you. Tears fall like a waterfall. You had my heart you broke it. You used me to get what you wanted. As you sit and call me names You don't know how I hurting, YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I WANT! I am scared that you are right. I not smarted enough; attractive enough No one else would want me! I do not want to be alone; I want to be held like everyone else. I want someone to love me for who I am. I know in my heart, that I could never go back to you. But when I look at our boys, I know that there once was loved July 2004

Daddy Tears
Daddy tears are falling on me, as I remember the thing we did, what he taught me. How he laughed and believed in me. He never turned his back on me. As my tears of joy and sorrow drip off my cheek, his tears gentle kiss my cheek. Sitting here thinking of all he did, I know he is looking down from the gates of heaven. He left his wife and boys behind to be with his father. But no one knew how much he meant to me. I was not ready to let him go. I was the task he left undone. I know what he wants from me, and his wife does too. A part of me feels like it my fault; the other part is jealous, because I did not have enough time with him. November 28, 2004

(03/18/2007) Car Boot Sale, For Baby Cuddly Toys, To Decorate With Hehe.
Today we went to the car boot sale, big wide open field with about 100 cars n vans, selling all they didnt want, i love these things hehe pic up some right stuff in them for practicallu nothing. we went down there with the intention of buyin loads of cuddly toys to fill some selves with in the nursry, for when we start gettin it all together. But unfortunatly we couldnt get as much as we wanted because one we dont have a car and can only carry certain things, and two the wind and wheather was unreal, we had several types of it, during the day went from sunny to really strong winds then nearly blow men AND chris off our feet. to rain and snow, really strange wheather, so we had to be careful. anyways, we got there and some ppl had already started to pack up because the wind was so bad, so we had to be quick, we went looking around, and found an elderly couple packin up with a big teddy tiger, i wanted it real bad but they were chargin just too much for what we had, £10 which i

A Place In My Heart
They do not understand how much they mean to me. How I yearn for all their dreams to come true. I embrace a place in my heart. Aware that one day, they will abandon me. But until that day arrives. I will cherish every high spirit and shed tears. There is a place in my heart. For the blood relation that educated me right from wrong. Not seeing eye to eye on the lessons, they taught. Knowing what days where like growing up. I still carry a place in my heart for them. For years I would consent to individuals, have a place in my heart, But they had worn out that spot. Now that my heart got damage. I have trouble trust anyone. Until the day, you and your little angel walked into my world. My heart was all I had to offer you and you took it. Now I have a little seraph that has a part of my heart. She stole it, by her innocent, not know what effect she has on my heart. Filled with love, hope and a full life ahead of her. Trying to teacher her right from wrong. I found m

Gratitude
"Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow. " -Melody Beattie I am grateful for you! Wishing you a beautiful weekend.

A Mother Heart
Looking in on you, Before I close in, For the night, watching you sleep so peacefully, trying to think of what you are dreaming. My heart is filling with joy, that we made it through another day. Tomorrow, you will be older and smarter. A mother's heart is scared, when she has a child that is not like normal children. However, your mother's heart is proud, because you have not given up. You keep fighting. Your first day of head start, your curls made you look so cute, but your heart was braver than your mommy. Mommy’s heart was worried, would you do well, and make friends. Today some friends came by, and brought you many things. To see your face light up, Smiling, from ear to ear. My heart was about to bust, because mommy's heart was filled with so much joy, Happiness, never in my life time could I give you this much, but the one thing I can give to, from Mother Heart Is my love. Love is something that comes right from a mother's heart. Dec

Here's One Of Many...
I just had to post this one... It is pretty darn accurate... You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Optical Illusion ( A Must To See)
http://richstevens.thinkfulsolutions.com/unreal.swf copy this link into your browser and see a wonderful optical illusion. Unreal, let me know what ya think :) Wasn't for sure where I could list this on CherryTap so blog it is !

New...
Yes...Since i can no longer post new arts and stuff here (until I "level up"), you can see my newest shitty sketch here --> http://www.sheezyart.com/view/1127764/ Anyway...have fun, take care...and all that jazz. vV""VIC""Vv

Need Some Fun In My Life
I need some fun in my life right now. I'm just so tired of workin all the time and not going out to have fun. I don't want to go out all the time cause I need to take care of my lil girl who I luv sooooooooooo much. I know what my responsablities are and I do the best I can. But sometimes I need to get out and party and do things just for me. I have a few friends but it's hard to get all of us together sometimes cause of work. Havin no man and seein both of my sisters happy wth their b/f's makes me kinda crazy. I just wanna be happy too this that too much to ask for?

Weekend Of Fun .. Turns Swampy
Went out to a few events this weekend and had a blast. A friends wedding, Visit a friends Pregnant friend at the hospital, St. Patrick's Day Party and The International Auto Show. Everything was alot of fun and I was looking forward to coming home and having a good nights sleep. When I get home there was some bad news waiting for me. The hot water heater in the place I just moved into has broken and flooded a large poriton of the basement. My room was not spared from the "soaking". The water got to the luggage that I am temporarily using for my clothes, so all the clean clothes are wet. I guess I'm going to be doing laundry for the better part of the night. Add to that the clean up guys are here and will be stripping up the carpet to pull the underlay out. I do not think I will be getting that much rest tonight... I hope that the landlord gets stuff settled in a hurry so that we can get on with living. LOL ..

*angel~baby*®™
OMFG..im SUCH a dumbass... *ANGEL~BABY*®™ did the sweetest thing for me..She bought me a blast...And me..being the dummie i am..Went and deleted it by accident... We are trying to get it back!.. I HOPE WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Test
You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

300
OMFG !!!! ... Good movie .. incredible CGI and slow motion through out the movie. Alot of Blood guts and gore. I think I will be trying to see this one in the IMAX very soon. The only problem is that it sells out the week before.

Out Of The Mouths Of Babes..
My two gorgeous boys wanted to watch a video taken of moments when they were growing up. Admittedly the video was mainly of my older boy who's now 6 but there was snippets of the younger one (who's now 4 and a half).. My older son watched in awe, not believing that it was himself as a baby he was watching. He gasped at himself and asked me to rewind a fair bit! I forgot that my ex was in the vids and it took a lot of effort not to cry, watching the television throw back memories of us as a family before he left. I had to leave the room a couple of times..but still I heard the giggles.. The boys giggled at the older sibling's fumbly attempts at walking and I smiled, remembering how I felt when the older one took his first steps. (Had to turn the volume down because I was yelling for joy). The younger one in a curious voice asks; "Mummy, where am I in the video??" I told him "You weren't born yet darling, you were in my tummy" A long pause before he asks "Di

Racial Slur
I accually wrote this after I seen nassy's bullitin which pissed me off someone said a racial slur to her and must me sick in the head because its wrong..to do.. Why is it the first thing people use when they get mad at other is a racial slur? These are the people who are sick in the head they need a cure!!! What right do you have to judge another and call them out of there name No one has that right grow up its no ones problem but yours you are to blame.. One more person full of anger and hate. Why do they use a racial slur does it make them great? A person who uses race against another is nothing but deranged All people bleed the same I feel sorry for people who judge another like this they need to change.. Love one another no matter what the case may be If you use racial slurs then you have a problem I hope one day you see... Hate is something that eats you up inside and will not get you no were. If you shall love and respect one another you will fi

T-r-a-v-e-l!!
in Greeley at last, it seemed like this trip would nevre happen, but now...it's has! so i am comfortable ensconced on the couch with Ms. Kathleen and Pat-a-rick watching Izzard and giggling ourselves sick...very cool. on the way back from the pizza place with our late dinner, we were shouted at by some guy in an explorer, pointing at we ladies and asking if we wanted a ride...he sat at a green light for like five minutes shouting unintelligibly as we waited for the light to change...trés strange. so yeah...here we are, having a lovely time. and you're not! ;-P

Please Help To Stop The Pain
how do you stop from loving. How do you just rip out your heart to keep from hurting anymore. Why cann't i throw my emotions away. how does a 32 year old cope with her first heart ache. I never love my ex-husband this much. I though by now he would be gone out of my head. heart and soul but he still everywhere i turn. Do I need to just up and run away. hide from the world like my mome and dad keep me from. please someone stop the pain i don't want to cry no more.

I Got Punched In The Nose For Sticking My Face In Other Peoples Business
You and me You know that we were always funny in a Car Crash sort of way Watch me bruise and bleed for you I always knew that I'd end up dead today.. today So I'm going to tear down the sky and all the dull stars tonight So I can stay hidden and live in the black. I hate being famous for my hits and never for my misses Bloody kisses from poison lips, leave lovers dead in ditches. So, pass another round around for the kids Who have nothing left to lose and for those souls old and sold out by the soles of my shoes then drag my corpse through the cities I never got to visit. Promise don't let me miss it. You and me You know that we were always funny in a Car Crash sort of way Watch me bruise and bleed for you I always knew that I'd die. That I'd die. Baby, the blood's already been spilled and no amount of crying will wash the red from your guilty hands but, what if I promised to hold on long enough to suffer?

Graphics Requests
If anyone would like me to do any graphics for pics or anything, just ask. I'd be happy to do any. Just ask me. It takes me about a day at the most (depending on what your asking for) and I will send you the URL of the pic to see your approval, and then just let me know after that. **Lotza Huggz** ~~*MysticFab*~~

Rules Of The South
Rules of the South" are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the

Mixed Bag
A Good Pun is Its Own Reword - He had a photographic memory that was never developed. - A plateau is a high form of flattery. - The short fortuneteller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. - Once you've seen one shopping center, you've seen a mall. - Those who jump off a Paris bridge are in Seine. - When an actress saw her first strands of gray hair, she thought she'd dye. - Bakers trade bread recipes on a knead-to-know basis. - Santa's helpers are subordinate clauses. - Acupuncture is a jab well done. - Marathon runners with bad footwear suffer the agony of defeat. - The poor guy fell into a glass grinding machine and made a spectacle of himself. - In democracy your vote counts. In feudalism your count votes. - A chicken crossing the road is poultry in motion. - Show me a piano falling down a mine shaft, and I'll show you a flat minor. - When a clock is hungry, it goes back four seconds. - The man who fell into

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so i finally walked out of my first job today, this means less stress, more free time, and less money....fuck it though my sanity is way more important to me (or atleast what's left of it). i've spent way too much money this weekend go fucking me! so i'll be spending more time in than anything, this should be a good thing as i've got a book to finish and a stack of video games that have been collecting dust. with luck i'll have my tax refund this week. but that's pretty much spent already. go figure.

Long Time Since...
Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*

Jokes With A Stranger In The Spa
Just came back from two hours in the pool... doing my usual amount of laps and noticing a rather handsome man in the lane next to me. I'm not one to chat men up, but I enjoyed the softness of his face, the lean body and how his hair swept off his face due to the wetness...I was just content to look and get on with the task of swimming my laps next to him. Later I sat in the spa adjacent to the pool, taking in the hot water and pumelling my muscles with "Big Bertha" the powerful jet of water I've affectionately named, when in hobbles handsome faced man. I realise he'd need Big Bertha more than I, so I move over and he nods at me in gratitude. We talk for a while about his knee, the operation he just endured and soon we are cracking jokes. I particularly loved the one he said about how to make a Scottish omelette.. "How do you make a Scottish omelette?" "Well you borrow three eggs.........." I cracked up. He enjoyed my jokes, I enjoyed his and as I got up to leave, he s

The Emotions You Inspire Pretty Boy.
been alone for so damn long, its hard to give in to what seems right. never letting myself get caught up in the moment when all i want it is to be swept away. in my face you push me to the brink of where it becomes scary, without doing a thing. never over the edge. always leaving me that inch to make sure the decision is always mine. all it takes is a leap of faith, i am looking for the courage. hold me tight. let me listen to the beating of your heart, let me feel safe in your stong arms. tell me you love me. never let me be alone again. i want you. i want to build a life. i want to love you back. i want to be sure. i am scared. noy of what we could have, but what we could lose. the pain of hurting eachother. of being hurt by the person you love the most in the world. i dont want to be bitter again. never alone, never sad, never incomplete. i hear the things you say and i dont want to be frusterating. be patient. show me, i dont remember the way.

My Emptyiness
Well as you know my grandfather passed away. It's been about two weeks now, it hurts. There are days I'm fine and then there are days where it hits me hard. Last Wednesday was one of those days. I was hoping to hang out with one of my friends, but she had plans already. So there went that idea of having someone to talk to about it. Work still doesn't know about it. Maybe I should tell them. But I feel that if I do then it's admitting that my grandfather is gone. I'm still doing the out of sight out of mind thing. Thinking it's not real. Maybe that's the reason why I don't want to go home to Atlanta or to California. Then I would be admitting that he's gone. Lately I've been crying at night b/c of the hurt I have. The missing feeling I have. I finally talked to my mom, since this happened, yesterday. She told me that my grandfather is laid to rest and that my Uncle Steve didn't want to help out with the arrangements. I don't blame him I wouldn't want to either. I don't know how my dad i

Fed Up.
This past week has been off and on. Your typical week. Mission's gone wrong, etc, etc, etc.... Down to people who you can call " friends ". Friends dont act a certain way around others unless they are " emotional ". Amber and I both know who this particular person is, and if that person was to read this, that person just might understand what is right and wrong. Friends dont disrespect you talk down to people let people walk all over them trash their home be lazy talk shit about people behind their backs Friends are there for you got your back (thanks amber) there to listen to you (no matter if your drunk or not) help "straighten up" even if you had a long day let you vent and get things off your chest and much more which would take days to list How can some one be this way to other's when that person knows a shit load of your past history?!? Doesnt make any sence, but maybe thats just me. Maybe Im just to caring. You pop off to people and they autom

Whatever It Takes
Whatever it takes to find a way some shit in the back of my head, but this is some shit I'll write instead feel like the world is throwing stones at me everyone has a bone to pick with me. its ok lets get back into the storm I feel like I got a drug problem that I'm not dealing to because I got enough problems and my solution is to stuff problems. and I'm sure something will go wrong with that I'm depressed lately and noone seems to understand. I'm depreseed latley sort of feeling regressed latley, like anyone notice the regress latley, look deep dont I seem stressed lately seemed disturbed alot of regress lately work for a company thats not within my company when all I need is some company the more and less I feel everyone is done with me. I would get into it, all I need is 10 minutes from them but I save that for teh growth Everryones got beef but I'm secure with me but its only beef I don't need security, want to get at me wanna go to war with me I got a hood of

Guys Point Of View
Doesn't always mean your a PLAYER!!! From my point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. (like a friend) We don't care if you're friends with other guys. (just friends!) But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you (and when they ask what are you doing when we're sitting next to you dont respond with "nothing just sitting around".....ur with ur f'in boyfriend), but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to co

The Story On Alan From Channel 5
I WAS GOING TO POST THE STORY ON ALAN THAT WKRG CHANNEL 5 DID ON ALAN, HOWEVER IT IS A BIT PERSONAL. SO IF U WOULD LIKE TO READ IT U CAN GO HERE. the story aired last year in september www.wkrg.com and type in giant axonal neuropathy and his story will come up

Man Is A Genous
This guy is a freakin genius... I bolded some that stuck out to me :-) ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in t

Keep It Str8 Dont Get It Twisted
First off let me state one thing and one thing only....I AM SINGLE right there should be enough to say For whoever may seen my page latley or know me should know that. I have been dealing with alot of life issues lately and finally got some of them figured out. I am on here to meet greet and make new friends. I am looking for RELATIONS not RELATIONSHIPS Just when you think you got shit figured out you have NO IDEAIf you have seen my page you would probally think otherwise Let me just say to whoever and everyone my page is not a place to seek war and rub things in to other One they are just comments, if you dont like what you see then dont look....simple as that. I refuse to delete anything there is no point. Look unless you hear things out of my mouth then its probally not true and dont assume anything bout me because your probally really wrong then. Dont listen to what others say because they probally dont know and there opions and words are just that. things are better these da

Philosophy Of Sex
Philosophy of sex. .. "I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy." --Tom Clancy .. "You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --Steve Martin .. "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --Woody Allen .. "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --Rodney Dangerfield .. "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --Lynn Lavner .. "Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist." --Matt Barry .. "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --George Burns .. "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant ." --George Burns .. "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships."

Expression
Look this is pretty much my life in a nutshell where it has been and where Im going. THE BAD: I have had a turmoil of events over the past year and ahalf. I have lost my license by getting a OUIL last december that was the start. It made me quit a great cooking job with great people. Over that Time I have struggled with people personalites, money and Jobs. I have even put my school on hold for the moment with pretty much 1 year left to finish my program and associates degree in computers. hopefully I can get a minor in my second love Cooking. I used to be into some heavy duty things before my downfall but found out it wasnt what I needed. I drink still but am more responsible and not as much any more and want to cut back even more. I was the type that if I smelled gasoline I threw the match on it. I am learning thats not always the best thing to do. I have no car no license not alot of money. I smoke and drink by my choice. I have alienated too many people over the course of the ye

Mind Racing ( Unfinished)
Mind Racing, thoughts chasing with no road to follow, just steps to lead Pace by Pace Determination & Anxiety puting things in there place On the steep cliff close to the edge, far way down with nothing to reach within grasp Long way to climb, huge hurdles to leap stretching to make it with the reach in range with nothing but pain and anger brewing inside, with nothing able to stop the progress of moving forward, upward climb out of the downward spiral trying to pull me under Clearing baggage off my shoulders to loosen the weight. Clearing the mind to reach the stake. All thats left in this chase of the path is to free the soul. with the evil and darkness intertwined in my veins. clasping at my feet to pull me through. I gather nothing but the faith calling my name. I break on through. unfinished..........

Watchin Life Pass Me By
I was sittin in the yard today with my kids and watchin my lil boy walk through the yard and play with his sisters and it made me realize how much of my life I missed out on having a child so young and getting married. I love my life dont get me wrong its just amazing how quick things pass you by before you even know that they have. My lil boy it seems as if just yesterday he was born now he's walking and talking. My middle daughter is such a grown lil lady now that I hate the fact that before I know it and blink my eyes I will be sending her and her sister off to highschool. I hate that they have to grow up so fast.

New Contest Starting Up
here is a list of contest im trying to start up. they are favort sports team, hottest pussy contest, Best chest contest, best tattoo contest, BEST PIERCING CONTEST. please pick one and let me know what pic u want to use and what contest you like to be in. thanks bill

Give In
Walking lost through the dark, I reach for you to still my heart, You are no where to be found, I could just sink into the ground, My heart beats fast thinking of you, Feeling like something I have never knew, Only your touch can still my heart, Can make me feel like we were never apart, To know I may not feel that again, Makes me want to weep and just give in, Still I go through this dark life of mine, Knowing what that I may never find The love I felt with you again, Makes me just want to give in, Only thing keeping me going this long, Is the thought of how your love is still strong, So I will bare this pain with pride, Knowing you were mine, NO ONE CAN DENY! By: Lost Civeteto, Queen Witch Founder of Lestats Dark Covenant Family

What Dose One Do
What dose one do if they dont know what they want . I mean I married and I love that part but what is next I thought there wasnt anything after that . I mean I would be married and nothing more but I want more but what? I got a job and I still feel as if something is missing. And kids are not the answer so what is?

For The Military, Thanks B.m.a.c
If you read this, you WILL forward it on. You won't be able to stop yourself. The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has t

Wonderland Wishes And Candyland Kisses
wondering where my life may lead & where to turn to next, but all I seem to find is it turns to you. From being lost in a sea of emptiness when your not around unconditional love to come. Losingmyself in the gaze of your eyes to the undearing smile that you give to make me want to see where it leads, into your soul with your gasping flows to know whats on your thoughts for to be one with you as you are with me. A love so deep that I yearn for your touch when you are near all visions clear as your love is so deep. Bound by forgiveness & thoughtfullness from rights to wrongs, ups & Downs. All taking me back to wonderland wishes and candyland kisses when I was a kid. Succulent kiss from yyour lips pressed upon the chest, feelings of being like that kid in the candy store or that unopened gift at Xmas time full of suprise inside. Past mistakes left oblivious with the search of MS. Perfect instead of the rrealization of MS. Real Taking time for granted wasting what coul

Past Present Future....dead And Reborn Again
As a present never opened always a suprise, waiting for the package inside never disapointed in the return. Always satisfied like nothing can go wrong. Belonging to the indefinite, whether or not our love grows strong, your heart belongs to someone else, never given the chance to shine, stopped shit on a dime, scared to commit and learn shit from the inside out. Have no doubts couldn't handle the trouble, out in a double trouble jumpin jack flash. Said you didn't care bout the cash. Left me with you on my mind. Didn't know how to be kind. said I didn't care when all it did was put wear and tear to my heart & soul. How could someone be so cold. Never knew how to define or explain my feelings inside. When did LOVE become so blind that you walked away with no chance at.. Redemption, conception of my being for you Left unsaid with no chance to be told, let the cards unfold & the future fortold, with nothing left to realize that I was here for the LONG-HAUL Never saying I would leav

Blvd Of Ghetto Dreams (unfinished)
Sitting alone in a 4 cornered room candles burning and nuttin to do looking for the passage thru the land of savage with bricks piled upon bricks with no end but the search for where it all begins and where noone wins Ghetto dreams with real time themes to make ends meet but does it meet the ends trying to escape like a POW caught in this concrete jungle of bungalows and broken down dreams disappearing into the atmospheric region of smog and clouds with doubts of making it taking it to a higher level above the skyscrapers of bricks creating a cell divided by miles and miles of slums swept under the carpet like yesterdays news not realizing the pain each day faces for that child or mother working on survival to make things whole again instead of an incomplete mess with life of stress

Words Are My Visions
Look at the mirror I dont fight I'm not your everday paper pushing, pencil writing, label creating writer words upon visions, and visions upon these words i speak take me into a ring and you can box me into a corner read my words and I will run you around from corner to corner but I dont want hurt you with my verbal excavations of mental hilltops with intellectual intejections upon your ears am i your voice within reason or am i the reason you dont voice your reason as i speak you tell me your listening, but you don't hear words to be twisted turned and changed into some obsure mess that fits your rationalities but the rationalities become irrational I write to rejuvinate revitalize to express my generation that got numb I use a page with chicken scratch to express my thoughts your opinions there observations I make sense or things that are undescibally painful and obscure I relate to the unrelatable you want to battle me.....fine then step in my world and my ring

~~what A Shameless Life Form~~
The picture shows that this soldier has been thru Survival School and learned his lessons well. He's giving the sign of "coercion" with his left hand. These hand signs are taught in survival school to be used by POW's as a method of posing messages back to our intelligence services who may view the photo or video. This guy was obviously being coerced into shaking hands with Hillary Clinton. It's ironic how little she knew that he would so inform us about the photo---perhaps because she's never understood our military to begin with. If you consider that there have bee n an average of 160,000 troops in the Iraq theater of operations during the last 22 months, and a total of 2112 deaths, that gives a firearm death rate of 60 per 100,000. The rate in Washington D.C. is 80.6 per 100,000. That means that you are about 25% more likely to be shot and killed in our Nation's Capitol, which has some of the strictest gun control laws in the nation, than you are in Iraq.......................

Male V. Female @ The Atm Machine
MALE v. FEMALE @ THE ATM MACHINE A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: "Please note that this Bank is installing new drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined "After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ********************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4. Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card. 5. Tell person on

Ncaa Basketball Tournament Pool Update(2nd)
Good evening everybody. Firstly, I hope everyone enjoyed their St Patrick's Day weekend, & was able to get their share of green beer or Guinness. All I have to say is that I think i'm gonna be a VCU fan for quite a while after their performance this weekend. But I guess that's to be expected now from the Colonial conference. Last year, it was George Mason making the Final Four & this year's its VCU with the biggest upset in the tournament up till this point. Makes it's win even sweeter to see Christian Laettener in the stands watching Duke choke it down the stretch. Now Coach K can focus on his camp for old, out of shape insurance guys. (Or is that Coach J now?) Ok, ok, ok, so the pic was from last year's ACC tournament and the numbers were super-imposed, but what parent would get a kid that young so worked up over a basketball game. Onto the pool. The official count is 65 entries this year.(Down from 72 in 2005 & last year) A lot of people I talked to weren't interested in pl

Plz Comment And Let Me Know
all i want is a picea of fucking pussy from the girl ive been with for fucking 2 years am i a bad person? I dont know nemore she makes me feel like fucking shit but u must understand sex with her would be a diffrent from neother. One,shes a virgin and two,i actually love her but i dont feel like i can be with a girl who wont even fuck me as horrible as that sounds. I ask again am i bad person because i give in to my natrual instincts i dont know nemore i dont know nething nemore. Its all fucked up and if we break up i know who ill run to i know ill be able to get a picea of ass from this slut {ill leave her name out cause if u know me u know who im talking about}but thats it and i dont want that either. My girl would be perfect if she would just fuck me. My life would be perfect and not even really perfect just happy u know? If u read this and u have an opion about it just message me let me know what u think. Answer my question once and for all,Am i a bad person

God Has Received Another Angel
well i'm not having a great sunday...i woke up this morning to find that my beloved cat gabriel had died...it looked like he just went to sleep and never woke up....well he's in a better place now...please say a prayer for him....rest in peace gabriel...mama loves you and will see you on the other side someday...

These Guys Were A Cut Above The Rest
Men sentenced for running castration 'dungeon' WAYNESVILLE, North Carolina (AP) -- Three men, including a former Topeka resident, accused of operating what police described as a sadomasochistic "dungeon" that included castrations have been sentenced to jail time. Richard Peter "Master Rick" Sciara, his partner of 20 years Michael Mendez, and the man they called their slave, Danny Carroll Reeves, pleaded guilty to felony castration and maiming. Sciara had worked as a physician's assistant at the Colmery-O'Neil VA Medical Center in Topeka from February 1976 to June 1999. Superior Court Judge Dennis Winner said it was difficult to call the dungeon's willing patients "victims," but he said six castrations performed there were certainly a crime. "I think this is a type of perversion that cannot be tolerated by society," Winner said during a sentencing hearing Thursday. In plea bargains, Sciara, 62, was sentenced to a year in prison, though he has served all but two weeks of that tim

Poem
Encounter P.Daughter Still caught up in the wanting, body basking in last night memories; as I lie in bed with eyes wide open while my fingertip rhythm lulls me. So quick my awakening, feigning for a quick release; soft touches turns to strokes, your screaming, aching for an ease Dew drenched lips clutch, as I steadily descend into the nest; ambient wet sounds, rises and falls, strumming the jewel, in an arouse caress Beloved sensations on the rise just as I visualized you riding; till I am ambushed by the surge head thrown back, releasing. And I turn over lazily in bed, aromatic with the scent of sexual dew, lips glistening, thighs wide open still wanting you.

Too Hungover?!!! Catch The Archive!!!
MISSED IT?!!! GET THE ARCHIVE!! Another show done!! Check out the archive if you missed because you were too fucking hungover to make it!! WOO HOO!!! http://www.blogtalkradio.com/kmorris WE meaning, Dave,2Mara, Alex ,Matt and myself had a fantastic time talking about Sasquatches , reincarnation , blogs and just about every freaking thing under the sun!! Join in the laughs on archive/podcast/Itunes! Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

You Didn't Think I Could Do It! Lol. My Idea Of Sex!
lie down on the bed take off all your clothes!i kiss you all over, from your head down to your toes.i kiss your body and you start to quiver.you kiss my neck and my body starts to shiver!i take your bra off , unsnapping the latches one by one. you pull up my shirt,kissing my chest just for fun. i kiss you on your breasts,and suck the nipples as they are hard. i feel your breath begin to weaken,at this point you are sex starved! and you unbutton my pants ,unzipping the golden fly, i pull of your skirt, as i see the twinkle in your eye.and i ease your thong off,slowly with my teeth.stopping in midriff licking your clit , so sweet!as the thong comes off , i kiss up your inner thigh. and lick the tip of your womanhood ,and you begin to feel high!and you pull down my underwear so slowly and serene.kissing on my throbbing cock,making my body steam. and you climb on top of me , putting you juicy cunt in my face.we begin 69, here and now is the time and place. and i lick you ever so swiftly as

Before Complaining...think Twice
SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Bed a little lumpy... Toss and turn any... Wish the heat was higher... Maybe the a/c wasn't on... Had to go to the john.. Need a drink of water... Yes.. It is like that! Count your blessings and pray for them Think of them... Protecting your freedom!

Friendship
Lately I have been closing myself off from people as that just seems easier at times. Periodicly I tend to lose sight of the value and power of friendship. I came across this friendship poem that hit home to me in that perspective ~ Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will ass

Running List Of Ppl Who Ive Rated Or Not Rated...please Post!
Heres an honest attempt to keep track of who rates and fans me...i rate fan and add everyone right from the jump and i make it a point to rate everything on someones page if they rate my stuff too...so if u would post a comment here if i have rated all of ur stuff or if u rated me and i havent been 2 ur page 2 return the favor yet. As we all know its kinda hard keepin up with it so heres a way 2 make a list!...drop me a link 2 ur stash or pics or whatever it is u want me to rate in this blog...also post if ive been 2 ur page and rated all of ur stuff etc...kinda like a testimonial so ppl know i return the favors! thanx for readin...laterrrrrrrrr

Read This F*ckers
its funny how some people think they can do anything or say anything and think they are safe just because they are at home hiding behind a screen. WRONG! its too easy to get you billing address from your isp number. dont think you are superman just because you dont know shit about pcs and the internet. alot of mother fuckers do. "beware my wrath".

The Marriage!
as i look into your eyes , i am totally aware! of how i feel for you , a love without a care. you are my light,that lights my way back home. without you there, i would feel so alone. and as i make my way,down the golden mile, i see you standing there, at the end of the aisle. i hold my hand out ,and your hand touches mine.with this ring i thee wed, until the end of time.and as the preacher asks us, do you take each other? i look to you,and i could never see another. you are my life, the reason i am alive. i see a life of love , when i look into your eyes! and the ceremony is over, and the party it begins. i take your hand with a love that has no end.i take you to the floor,to dance the first dance. we are so lost in each other, our hearts full of romance. the rice in your hair,and the way you look tonight. you are such a dream to me,i am glad you are my wife.your hand is in mine, as the song begins. i fall even deeper in love,i never want this night to end. the party's over, and we are

My Friend
I take a deep breath; this is all very new, A friend comes to lead me, right out of the blue. I bathe in his goodness, as he washes over me, He scoured and scrubbed until I was free. We talk in the day and we talk in the night, He guides me and loves me and then I feel right. My own personal messenger, how lucky could I be? A prisoner inside me and you found the key. I know, I may never see your face, You came to me through His grace. I thank God for you my friend, And I will love you till the end.

Joyce Meyer
Im gonnna go see Joyce Meyer at the North Charleston Colliseum Friday 23 at 6 pm...anyone wanna go with maybe share in the expeinces of Parking fees (since its free to get in but costs to park)oh and i wanna get there at least one hour early

What To Do If You Suspect Child Abuse
What To Do If You Suspect Child Abuse Suggestions from the Child Welfare League of America: If it is an emergency, call your local police department. They can ensure the immediate safety of a child and get medical attention if needed. Call your state or local child abuse hotline. If you are unsure how to report, contact Childhelp USA® National Child Abuse Hotline by telephone at 1-800-4-A-CHILD® or through their website at www.childhelpusa.org for information about how to report in your community. Remember.... Suspicion of abuse is all that is necessary to file a report Your information can be given anonymously You will be asked to describe your concerns about the child and it will be helpful if you can provide: the child's name, age, address, gender, school attended (if possible), and names of parents.

Contest Debacle
Lately I've been entertaining myself in the bulletins--leaving random and/or inappropriate comments on bulletins, posting my own random and/or inappropriate bulletins (such as the one announcing that "I'm getting pretty good at masturbating"). The bulletins have their own crew of users--much like the mummers, but less obnoxious. Anyway, Kira constantly posts bulletins, and sometimes they are fairly entertaining. Lately she's been bulletining about a contest she was in. I forget the name of the contest--it is irrelevant. The point is that she lost the contest to some girl who had fewer comments and rates than her, and so she was fairly irate. The prize was $100, and, after having expended--and I quote!--"HUNDREDS" of hours on the contest, Kira didn't win. The host of the contest chose another girl because of bribes or somesuch. I don't know, and I don't particularly care. So... Kira's moaning about the contest in her bulletins, and everyone chimes in, noting how the con

A Long Week
Its been a long ass week of total emo crappiness. I mean when you think of the word emo, dont envision the emo trend crap, but the whole i want to crawl into a hole and die. where what i have to do is keep myself busy so i dont think about anything. so guess what im gonna share my emoness cause hell its better than crawling into a hole and dying right now at least... so to start with my biggest deal is that my classes and my major arent suiting me. well that and my minor, i just picked a combo that i thought would be perfect for me. well guess what i was wrong, i love history but damn i just cant keep up with it. The homework is getting harder and the classes are just well not interesting me like i thought that they would. So now i have to go back to square one and re-evaluate everything. so its awesome that i have to go back to square one to begin with, im unhappy and my teacher for English history is hounding me cause im not doing well in her class and i almost failed her midterm.

Never Leave A Child Unattended In Or Around A Motor Vehicle
Never Leave a Child Unattended In or Around a Motor Vehicle Approximately 265 children a year die from being left unattended in a vehicle during warm or hot days. Not only do children die from heat related complication but other dangers can occur from being left unattended in vehicle including: Strangulation from a power window Setting the car in motion and suffering an injury Abduction A car's temperature rises an average of 19 degrees in the first 10 minutes after a car is closed up. It then rises an average of another 10 degrees every 10 minutes culminating in an average rise of 43 degrees within an hour

This Weekend
Well I had a pretty good weekend. The love of my life came over to visit and we had a great time. He is so sweet. We went out to eat and to a concert. He always treats me well. He is still in the process of moving closer to me. It will be so great when he is officially over here. It's just always sad when he has to go back home but I know before I know it, we will be back together again. It seems like nothing can keep us apart for very long. We have had our rough times but we have always made it through. I just hope he knows how much he means to me. I tell him but I don't think he listens sometimes. Well time will prove it to him. Ok, enough about the mushy stuff! lol TTL

Possible Signs Of Child Abuse
Possible Signs Of Child Abuse 1. Overly compliant, passive, undemanding behaviors. These behaviors are frequently seen in severely abused children and are often adaptive in helping the child maintain a "low profile". Specific behaviors may include: • Inhibited crying or verbal responses • Overall sad demeanor • Excessive self-control • Overt fear of parents 2. Extremely aggressive, demanding and rageful behaviors These behaviors are more often seen in mildly or inconsistently abused children whose behavior is net with inconsistent responses form the parent(s). Specific behaviors may include: • Hyperactivity • Temper tantrums • Aggressive behaviors • Indiscriminate seeking of affection 3. Overly adaptive behaviors These behaviors may be in the form of role reversal in the parent-child relationship. These patterns are frequently found in children whose parents demonstrate unmet emotional needs and look inappropriately to their child to fulfill these nee

Shaken Baby Syndrome
Never Shake a Baby or Young Child Never Shake a Baby or Young Child • Shaking a baby can cause serious damage, such as: permanent handicaps, brain damage, blindness, paralysis, stroke, seizures, mental retardation, and even death. • 1/3 of all children who have Shaken Baby Syndrome die. • An infant's head accounts for one third to one quarter of his/her body weight. Unlike adults, a baby's head is large in proportion to his/her body and the neck muscles are relatively weak. • When a baby is shaken, the brain and skull rotate at different rates of speed. The veins that connect the surface of the brain and the undersurface of the skull break as a result of these forces, causing severe brain damage.) • Shaken Baby Syndrome occurs most often when the caregiver is feeling frustration, anger, and an overwhelming sense of responsibility. • Make sure anyone who handles your baby knows the dangers of shaking a baby. Educate all family members and caregivers about the fragility of

Not Bad Poker Playing
PokerStars Tournament #45175162, No Limit Hold'em Freeroll Super Satellite 3000 players $3000.00 added to the prize pool by PokerStars.com Total Prize Pool: $3000.00 Target Tournament #45174927 100 tickets to the target tournament Tournament started - 2007/03/18 - 21:30:00 (ET) Dear honkboy, You finished the tournament in 198th place. A $5.00 award has been credited to your Real Money account. Congratulations! Thank you for participating.

The Signs Of Child Abuse [1]
Identifying Child Physical Abuse Identifying Child Physical Abuse By far, bruises are the most common injuries that children receive from child abuse. So, what are the most common sites that we see child abuse bruises? • Buttocks, lower back and back of legs – due to spanking. • Genitals and inner thighs. • Cheeks – due to slapping. • Upper lip and frenulum – due to force feeding • Ear lobes – due to pinching • Neck –due to choking • However, abuse injuries can be found anywhere on a child's body. Obviously, there are also areas that are commonly bruised in children. Protruding body parts are easily bruised and are used to protect the more vulnerable body parts. It is quite common for children to have bruises on their shins, knees, elbows and forehead. However, it is much less common (and deserves further questioning) for a child to have bruises on their buttocks, lower back, thighs, stomach or other soft tissue areas, ears and neck. Bruises in these areas are su

The Real You Originally A Mumm
why does it seem more and more people have the Michael Jackson Syndrome aka the black man trying to be a white woman? not saying that you are a black male trying to be a white woman but why are you trying to be something you aren't....girls pretending to be guys, guys pretending to be girls, white male gays pretending to be a straight black male?? i am a white BBW and very happy in my skin....i am a slave and very happy in my heart....i am bisexual and don't give a rats ass who thinks badly of me....can you say the same thing? the insults have to stop but then if you can't be you then i suppose you can't be kind either! ps...i think you all know WHO i am talking about

Just Feeling Down
Not that anyone cares, but i'm having a horrible night. It's been an all around shitty weekend. I feel so alone. My stress level is through the fricking roof. You'd think i'd be happy to have my internet back and all of my wonderful online friends to chat with and actually I am, just not the same as having someone next to you to actually talk to or give a much needed hug to! I do however admit all of you are wonderful and to those i've chatted with today, thanks for trying to cheer me up and for the smiles! Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! Love you all! XOXO, Jackie

A Place In My Heart
I sit here tears running over my cheek,my thoughts of him are close to my heart it hurts,in my mind my thoughts yet are far away,even though the person I seek isn't all that far away,...but I bare this mostly alone,for what more love can I give that I Haven't already given,so my feelings of what love,passion and desire is real must remain in the shadows of time,until secret time will relent and come out from the shadows and I See your face as bright as the light off of an Angel for now he is m perfect angel,I miss him always,...And always holds a specail place in my heart. TAKE CARE.

Hangover
Today I am reminded of why I don't and can't drink that often. Cause once I start I don't know when to cut myself off. I have a blast, but then I pass out and miss some awesome f'ing, amazingly good stuff, lol!

Thoughts About Horror Movies
Well, I watch the lady in the water and just did not care much for it. Then tonight I watch a movie called Jennifer. It was about a young girl who had this kick but bod and yet her face was eyes of a bird pictch black and her mouth was deformed and sharp teeth. Well, this cop see a man dragging her to chop her head off not knowing why and being a cop he shots the man dead big mistake but he gets the girl help so he thought. She ends up in a crazy house he takes her out not knowing what to do with her. He looses his family because this young girl killed the family cat and the wife and son move a way. The cop looses his job fines out the JENNIFER killed the neighbors daughter. Well, the cop take her to the woods far away he thought he gets a job in the small town enough to buy food and water and of course JENNIFER wants the meat. Well, she also uses her body to make these men fall for her or keep her around some how she never gets in trouble. Well , she steals the lady son who gave him t

Just Things
well i haven't written one of these in a while so i figured i would just give an update.. Its not secret that i am now a manager for my place of work. Well i have been flip floped between 2 different stores.. i like both stores but i feel that i am needed in one store more then the other. Especially now since one of the other managers quit without notice today.. all over something stupid really.. but thats a different story. I was put in the older store out of the mall for reasons of watching things and keeping an eye out for problems.. and boy oh boy are there problems. When i am there things go smoother then when i am not and this has come from the owner of the store who can at any given time pull up our in store cameras and watch the goings on. She has told me that she praises me cause its like 2 different stores when i am there and when i am not there.. now after i take this class the begining of april BSM.. or basic shift management she is sending me to ASM.. or advanced shi

Luck And Power Test
You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Time To See Who My True Friends Are
amazing you know it never seems to amaze me how some people are....i mean if you cant be yourself then why fake it.....people can see right through that shit....i am not a fake nor do i try to make myself one....if you dont like the way i speak my mind then dont talk to me cause i dont need you around in my life with all the drama.....i am so busy working that some people say i have fell off the face of the earth but you know what when you have 2 teenagers to take care of and a new home to take care of you do what you have to do....i did nto fall off the face of the earth i just have goals set and i am following thru with them if you want you can leave a comment if not that is cool also have a good day and bless all my true friends and family i love you all

Want Some Points ......
wants some points cum rate these stashes all No 1 member of the bomb squad =cumwithdamo@ CherryTAP glitter text juicywetlipsxxx no.1 member of the comment bomb squad@ CherryTAP glitter text Courtesy of MsTags.com Hosted by CherryTagz.com

New Addition
we have a new addition to our house...a jack-rat terrier named Cooper Valo Harris....our cat halloween does not like him! they have got the whole garfield and odie thing going on but, hopefully with time they will adleast be okay with each other....

Big V.s Skinny Vs Who Gives A Damn!!!
Aiight Ladies & Gentlemen, Whut's the deal??? I know we all have our sexual preferences that we like,but dont put people down because they not up to YOUR standards!! Thats bullshit! Not only that but it makes it harder for guys like me to get a shot of ass cause you done broke some womans heart! Not to sound selfish but i like to fuck as im sure every human on this planet likes to do. I have no preferences in my women im not a big guy, i'm not a millionare, and i damn sure ain't Mr.Perfect. So? Whut do i have to offer women who find me attractive? I'll tell you and this may be the secret to get more women to like you, Wan know whut it is?? TELL THE FUCKIN" TRUTH!!! That's it! Easy huh? It sucks that i waited 28 yrs to start doing it, but better late than never. Anyhoo, yea tell the truth, i do. When i meet women sometimes i tell them flat out i wan fuck. They seemed surprised at first but it's the truth! Why wait 3wks, 3mths before we come to the inevitable?? at least i know im not was

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it nea

Spring Cleaning On Cherry Tap
Ok so basically I have too many friends. I don't even know who most of them are. So I'm going through and deleting people... You will be deleted if... 1. You seem to be a real perv or just creep me out 2. If you are within 10 years of age as my Dad 3. If your profile seems to not be very active anymore 4. If you have like a billion friends and chances are you won't notice im gone

What My Hands Say About Me....
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Practical and down to earth, you're a doer not a dreamer. You rather get something done than think about it all day. Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Dreary Mood
† Dark Angel Designz † often times I sit and think if life is well worth living. I often don't believe it is nor do I care to continue on. I see my family and my children and know that they are worth living for, yet can't help but feel like my life is going no where. why must this pain within continue to grow so wildly? can't i just be normal? can't i be happy with me and my life? i haven't made any real accomplishments aside from giving birth to two amazing boys. i only hope they know how precious they are to me. there smiles, the touch of their hands on mine, the way they call out "mommy". I am amazed at what beautiful creations i have made, yet fear that I am not a good enough mother for them. they are healthy and very much loved, but deserve so much more.... i'm rambling and not making sense but that's ok. you needn't continue reading if you don't want. I don't mind being pushed aside by those I don't know. i dread being pushed aside by those I love. i often feel as though i

Weekends Over....
Well had a pretty good weekend...Paul made it home for a couple of hours then had to go on to Texas...Going to be back Tuesday or Wednesday..The puppy have made friends..Crazy Eyes is the same age as Lacey.. But alot bigger..Lacey a midget up to Crazy Eyes..Will post pictures soon of both of them..Had Claire this weekend she is feeling alot better..She been real sick..Had her at the hositpal twice in 2 weeks..But she back to her old self now...She loves the new puppies...Well need to go for now ...Bye and have a Great Week...

I Am......
What I am........I Am bisexual. Don't like it- Lump it~! And stop reading now!!!!!!!! I LUV eating pussy. Feeling those naked lips under mine and the sweet juices flowing onto my tongue..........I can't describe (to straight women) the feeling of taking a clit between your lips and hearing the moans you get. I always enjoyed giving head jobs, but that first time going down on a woman was incredible. The feeling of her hips writhing beneath me and seeing her tits heave and the little shudders building up in her belly....... Then we get to having MY pussy eaten,,,,,,HOLY SHIT! No matter how good a man is at what he does. he can NEVER- no guys, NEVER do it like a woman!!! A woman has a soft, sensual touch that a man just cannot compete with. The feeling of HER lips between my thighs and her tongue doing its little dance is indescribable....... And THAT is just the beginning.......

Lol Love It
Too often we lose sight of life's simple pleasures ..remember when someone annoys you..it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT It only takes four muscles to extend your arm and bitch slap that mother fucker upside the head my words of wisdom for the evening...love ya bitches ;) who's all hungover today hmmmm?

Ranting Like It's Going Out Of Style.
I don't even know what to say anymore. This is becoming so routine, I sound like a fucking broken record. I guess i'm just so pissed off right now that I could probably have fire emerging from my mouth and ears. I don't get it. This fake, I can't be real bullshit is getting to me, what the fuck is life if you can't get your feelings hurt once in awhile. Some people do really live in neverland where you lie and hold back things to uphold your reputation as someone whos doing just fine. I will never hold up that type of reputation, because you know what, I'm NOT doing just fine. I'm actually dying inside a little more each day. Call me weak, call me emo whatever the fuck you want to say, because when you run out of breath, i'll be dead.

Rip Pepow Holder I Love You And Miss You 3/30/44-3/18/07
There isnt words that can describe the way im feeling right now but m heart i shattered into a million pieces the only father I have known passed away today. We should have seen it comming from all the years of abuse to his body from either drinking or smoking I cant believe this is happing it dont seem real . I would do anything to have him back Iv lost one of my best friends Im @ a lost of words I dont even know what else to say but I love you and miss you pepow Ill see you again in heaven....

Progress
Hello everyone. I am writing to inform you all that baby Elizabeth is progressing nicely. The doctors say her chemo seems to be working. Please keep saying those prayers and donate your blood in her name if you are able to. Thank you all. ~Christyl~

B-day Month
Your Birth Month is February Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Purity, modesty, and faithfulness Your gemstone: Amethyst Your flower: Iris Your colors: Purple, yellow, and light blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Maxine Living Will
GOTTA LOVE THIS ONE! MAXINE'S LIVING WILL I, MAXINE , being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Ramblin Rover
Oh, there're sober men in plenty, And drunkards barely twenty, There are men of over ninety That have never yet kissed a girl. But gie me a ramblin' rover, And fae Orkney down to Dover. We will roam the country over And together we'll face the world. There's many that feign enjoyment From merciless employment, Their ambition was this deployment From the minute they left the school. And they save and scrape and ponder While the rest go out and squander, See the world and rove and wander And are happier as a rule. I've roamed through all the nations Ta'en delight in all creation, And I've tried a wee sensation Where the company, did prove kind. And when partin' was no pleasure, I've drunk another measure To the good friends that were treasure For they always are in our minds. If you're bent wi' arth-i-ritis, Your bowels have got colitis, You've gallopin' with bollockitis And you're thinkin' it's time you died, If you been a man of action, Though you're

Sad
i had a argument with someone i love and im sad someone cheer me up....sometimes i cant figure out how i can be such a bitch but then agin if your provoked i geuss u feel the need but still makes u feel like shit!! im not that ugly(not beautiful but ill do) surly i shouldnt have to be jelouse all the time and i am its stupid ....well i geuss im done whinning for the night.....xoxox mesha

My Haunted Head And Me Remain Alone....
So... its been called to my attention that my best friends are and always have been right. I give so damn much of myself for my loved ones that I dont have anything left for me. Nothing. No matter what, I always go above and beyond. For anyone....regardless of how much i get hurt in the process, no matter how behind I get in bills and in life. I never care. Because I was doing for someone that meant a lot to me. So...here I sit now.... a extremely wounded heart a shattered mind....I cant even think straight right now....every where I turn I see someone's face right there....I dont enjoy anything anymore. Concerts ive gone to, im staring into the distance....went to the movie with my brother today, Hannibal Rising, good movie....but my fucking mind kept wandering. I swear its going to be the death of me one day. I already lost enjoyment in everything that I do.....its only a matter of time that I dont care anymore at all. And im trying to stop myself but damn.... These

Military Support Train
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, I am creating a train to help support our troops and I want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on my pic, add me as a fan, friend, rate me and send me a yellow ribbon.Then pm me telling me u want on the train, I add you and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When I get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. For everyone who joins I am going to donate a $1 in their name, so the more on the train the more i donate to the families of our fallen soldiers. If you can place this as a sticky just let me know so I can let you stick the right info and pics because this will work better as a sticky. Thanks for all your support! Now below is the list of the people so far and I'm working

Bye Bye Cherrytap
bye bye to all my cherrytap friends as of tomorro my accoutn will no longer exist as of all my other accoutns on any other site.. myspace is already gone n soon more will be too im so glad we've all crossd past i love you all best of wishes to everyone ♥ Babi B.

What It's Like
Alot of days it sucks hind tit! I can't wake up in the morning and when I do life blows. See, I have Systemic Lupus (SLE) so everyday something new hurts. The meds help some, but only so much. My kids (the 2 oldest)drive me NUTZ every friggin day about myspace or email, then screw up the computer ! Then I am forced to have CT withdrawls! My little anklebiters pick up new words every day, like retard & buttface....nice huh? SMACK! My hubby has at least 5 rooms in the house under construction & the roof leaks in EVERY room b/c HE just HAD to START fixing it HIMSELF! WTF????????? HELLO!!!!!!! My brand new ceilings are RUINED! So, I just go about my life. Some days I wanna just run away. Get in the car & drive until I can say I am lost. BUT, being the responsible mommy that I am,,,,,, I stay.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love
There is the kind of love that you have for most anyone in your life... and, then there is that special sort of love that goes beyond measure. Just kind of drives you crazy doesn't it???? Crazy Little Thing Called Love Lyrics ~~ Queen ~~ This thing called love I just can't handle it This thing called love I must get round to it I ain't ready Crazy little thing called love This thing (this thing) called love (called love) It cries (like a baby) In a cradle all night It swings (woo woo) It jives (woo woo) It shakes all over like a jelly fish I kinda like it Crazy little thing called love There goes my baby She knows how to Rock'n'Roll She drives me crazy She gives me hot and cold fever Then she leaves me in a cool cool sweat I gotta be cool relax get hip! Get on my tracks Take a back seat Hitch hike And take a long ride on my motor bike Until I'm ready Crazy little thing called love I gotta be cool relax get hip! Get on my track's Take a bac

If You Want A War..you Just Found One
Ok I am not one that will normaly blast a fellow site member. Even if that person has acted like the biggest ass ever. However... When someone trash talks me due to me being honest& not playing a mindgame with them. Welll then I think it's time to speak up in my own defense. Rozlyn/musicgal139 has seen fit to trash talk me to all she can. She has went so far as to contact those in my family n friend list and "warn" them about me. She has clamed i'm a lier,crule and i played games with her head. Firstly I've only spoken maybe 20 min in full to her Those were short PMs that she asked how i was i said fine. What IS behind her saying this shit is simple. I am taken. I told her so. My profile clearly states this as well. Even with all of this I still recived act silver men's ring with a proposal of"be my ct husband. Be mine". I relized even saying a word to her was making her feel I wanted her.I stopped talking to her and I wanted to advoid drama..so much for that..but I removed her

I Think Shy Angel Is Right
I saw this in my friends Shy Angel's stash and after reading it... I think she's right.. It's kinda scary. I know some of you won't like or want to believe any of the the following, but I included you anyway - since we all pay ! ! ! Bill & Hillary: Worse than you thought & worth remembering; ... and this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showin g us that sexual h arassm ent in the work place (espec

Gentleman Caller
Your gentleman caller... Well, he's been calling on another. He loves his forbidden fruit... And as it dribbles down his chin He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends! Now how 'bout a little kiss..." Bad boy... Rub his nose in it. What a mess. ... and he's playing dumb. Do do do do do do do do... I'm not looking for a lover... All those lovers are liars. ... I'd never lie to you. You say you want to get even? Yeah, you want to get your bad man good? Well, are you in the mood? You bad girl... Does it feel good being bad? And getting worse? Do do do do do do do do... But in the morning, on the sober dawn of Sunday... You're not sure what you have done. Who told you love was fleeting? Sometimes men can be so misleading to take what they need from you. ... Whatever you need to make you feel like you've been the one behind the wheel. The sunrise is just over that hill, The worst is over. Whatever I said to make you think that love's the reli

My Brother The Junkie...
You try to explain bu I am ignorant to your lucid reasoning today, Listening to the voices that scream everything I am you will betray. I am staring at a facade,something so empty and s cold, All of promises and lies you tell yourself are now becoming old. You play the victim AND the killer now, Inner confliction takes over and you want to escape somehow. Trusting eyes upon you, you have now found a vein, Oblivious to all,you look inside of you seeing only misery and pain. Rage infuriates you, as does your need to blame, Point your finger now,lter hang your head in shame. So much pain you inflict heartaches and dissapointments leaving me unaware, Cut right into me,it doesnt matter anymore I KNOW you dont care. Drowning in a sea of self hate, Youre only out is to self medicate. You are no longer here a mere illusion hiding in the dark, You are enigmatic to everyone but me but cntinue to play the part. A prisoner of your own self hatred a prisoner of your own addictions,

Dad's Story.. Grab The Tissues, They Will Be Needed!!
>> >On July 22nd I was enroute to Washington, DC , on a business trip. It >> >was >> >all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I >> >collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was made >> >for >> >Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative >> >immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave >> >the >> >plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At >> >this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk. >> > >> >When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and >> >said, >> >"Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the >> >emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so >> >you >> >can call the hospital." My heart was now pounding, but the will to be >> >calm >> >took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone >> >where I called the number he gave

My Newest Poem, I Just Wrote It!
"He Kisses Me" He kisses me and his passion seems so real! He kisses me as my senses awaken, I begin to feel! He kisses me and I feel like I can fly! He kisses me as I soar high into the midnight sky! He kisses me as I feel our bodies become one! He kisses me as I think this has only just begun! BY: JENNA MARCH 18, 2007

Haunt Me
Trapped in my self created inner prison so dark and so cold, I fucking hate you, I ucking love you, Your presence lingers so bold. Ive been burdened with regrets what ifs and shame, Yet I hold my head high internalizing all blame. I despise my memory for keeping you around, I beg and plead with it coming to no common ground. Why do you haunt me? Why not leave me alone to shed my tears? Youre the reason for my hesitation, my senicism, YOURE the center of my fears. One day Ill stop this madness, find peace, my inner light youll see, One day youll be lonely and filled with remorse..,this is the day youll think of ME .........................TOO LATE!

Part 1 - The Beginning
** Now keep in mind that this will have more than one part to it, so here is Part 1 Ok so I love to hear about the fantasies of others as much as I love to think of my own . . . So now I want to share one that I was given . . . Though keep in mind that I am added my own touches and embellishments to it as well. He who told me this will know what I added and that is the only one that need know where the line is really. ** It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring

Ok Who Has Really Done This Lol
Thursday, 09 June 2005 Autofellatio is a sex act wherein a male performs oral sex on himself as a form of masturbation. This is impossible for most men, but can be achieved by one both sufficiently "well-endowed", and flexible enough to perform a severe frontbend. On the other hand, flexibility, and thus the likelihood of achieving this, may be increased by various activities including gymnastics or yoga. The (presumed) equivalent act for a woman would be autocunnilingus, but would be more difficult to perform since the subject's head must move a greater distance. Unlike autofellatio, the existence of autocunnilingus is disputed. Autofellatio has been featured in a few pornographic movies, although it is not one of the more popular subjects. i think of myself as a very sexual, open to a lot of things experienced with sex..cant say i have done this though wants to know if anyone has..

The Unsaveable
Solace succumbs me,feel the closing of my door, Emptiness, pain and regret will now follow YOU forever more. With this bit of solidarity youll never hear a sound, This self inflicted mutilation is superficial, its in my misery that I drown. Glimpses of you run through my head memries so bold, Lifelessly, hopelessly I lie next to this porcelin so cold. Noone ever answered my cries, as silent as they are I cant help myself anymore for these wounds do not scar. I fade into a place of solace a so silent and discreet, Victory is now yours, I wave my flag in defeat. Everything grows dark, the room is now a blurr, Desperate for inner peace I let my destiny occur. Grasping ont sanity I grit my teeth and hold tight, The room is spinning, my body curled in a ball I gladly loose this fight. My legs are numb, theres a faint knocking at the door, Its too late now let me perish here alone on the floor. Dont try and run for help, for there is none you see, You cant sa

"the Push On/turn On"
Where I was weak before, I am strong. I am done being pathetic, And dragging along. Where I have once failed, I shall succeed. I will take who I was, And make him bleed. I will bleed the mother fucker dry! I won't be ashamed of you anymore. So it is time for you to just fucking die! I won't be ashamed of you anymore. You are the past, I am the present. Don't fight it, I'll make it quite unpleasant. I will chain you down, And I will fuck you up. Raking off your skin, Draining your blood into these cups. I will cut out your eyes, and tear off your ears. Fill your head with lies, And manipulate your fears. I will break you at the knees, and make you crawl. I will laugh at your screams and pleas, and watch you fall. This is the end of you, and the beginning of me. I will not be ashamed of you anymore! I will not be ashamed of you anymore! You can run and hide, or stay and die. That is your choice. Either way, You are done. But me, I

Symptoms Of Last Blog...
Chances ar eyou know at least someone with these, maybe this can help some people understand what I live with..... It isn’t unusual to have both TrPs and FMS contributing to one symptom — sometimes with the addition of reactive hypoglycemia (RHG) or insulin resistance (IR). Some of your symptoms may be caused by the side effects of medications. There are other medical conditions that can cause some of these symptoms as well. This guide will, however, indicate whether there is a pattern to your symptoms. For example, if you have three symptoms indicating possible TrPs, you have a great likelihood of having other symptoms also caused by TrPs and a good possibility of having chronic myofascial pain. Visual locations of TrPs and their reference zones can be seen in the video "Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome: The Trigger Point Guide" (see video). Key to Understanding the Self-Diagnostic Guide "(FMS)" indicates that the preceding symptom often accompanies fibromyalgia. "(H)"

Caught Up
Rape me, ravage me,take control, Soothe me..love me, then take my soul Youre now just a whisper in my ear such a sweet sound... Quickly losing reality only jaded memrories left hanging around. Youre the blade to my wrist, the shot in the dark, Im the dumb bitch, I was the easy mark. Youre not a person but an addiction to me Instability moves in..,I need to be set free Beat me with your words the I love yous and such Make me believe in them..., I loved you so much. A once malestrom of emotions so willing to succumb, An enigma of what was is now exactly what you have become. The lies the deciept all just a funny game, Forget "us", forget "me", forget my name..

What Have You Done To Spice Up Your Sex Life In The Last Year?
just answer the questions in comments to this blog please..its yes or no 1 sensual massage 2 bathed together 3 used lingerie 4 new sexual position 5 watched porn 6 used a vibrator 7 talked about or acted out sexual fantasies 8 anal sex 9 sex in public 10 integrated food into sex

Fibromyalgia And Myofascial Pain Syndromes
For those of you, and it will almost all of you who do not know, I have had these for years most people don't know anything about them.... There will be an awareness day May 12th. People will ask me what it is and it's hard to explain, as you will also see in my next blog in a minute, there are sooooo many symptoms.... If you are already diagnosed with either of these illnesses, you are luckier than all the people suffering without knowing what they have and without getting good advice about what they can do. These pages are for people who may have one or more of these conditions and for their companions and health care providers. Many of these pages are referenced with medical texts and journal articles and are periodically updated. They may help you to discover and understand what's going on and what you can do about it. Fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) and chronic myofascial pain (CMP) are real conditions, and they are not the same. You may feel that FMS alone is

Thanks
To the few that read my blog story yesterday thansk for the feedback on it...I am workin on another one,,,,better and wetter one..look for it in the next day or two....keep the rates comin and muchluv play on playasss

Ok I Probally Need Pills For This....big Ones!!
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.dear.mr.funny.man.
Meems cant say 'tortellini' she says 'torterelli' it amuses me. my tits are covered in cat hair. Poe must think they exist for her rubbing pleasure or something along those lines. so i gave in. turned the ac on in march *sigh* i figure it was 90 inside...n i was sweating...and i dun like sweating unless engaged in something which actually warrants sweating...which of course...laying down watchin a flick...does not. ------------------------------------ so ive been having loads of conversations with one of my favorite people about one of our other favorite people. why? cuz i find it quite disconcerting that one of my favoritest people has decided pod-person-ville is the place he wishes to reside. while there can be many reasons for being taken over by pod people...the only recent development which has made such a change possible is...well lets just call her C...since her name begins with a C and she's also a bitch with a capital C mr funny as we'll call him. has become

The New Moon...
As the New Moon rises and the old does set, We send out for the 'new' with no regret... We set our paths to become strong, Learning from the ones we took wrong... We search for knowledge and sight to be clear... And we gather it all to conquer all fears... Blessed Be! written : March-18-2007

New Job
Hi All, As some of you know or may not know, I am starting a new job on Monday. My new job wil be at large busy hotel in St.Andrews, called The Old Course Hotel, the second best hotel in Scotland. With it being so busy and the fact that i am starting my job at the begining of the spring/summer holiday season, it means i am going to be busy also and will be working alot of long hours and also working at unsociable hours, till 12midnight for example. So it just means i may not be on here as often as i normally am. But i will do my best to keep in touch with you all as best I can. I have met some amaising people on here and i cherrish you all and will never forget any of you. Love you all Willie

Whips, Chains And Green Beer Oh My!
That was my st.patty's day. I went out to the place called Atomix here in town and they had the "spank me I'm irish!" party there. Of course i made more connections, and just relaxed. It was nice to see people. Had a DJ there handcuff me and parade me like a prize holding my chin up, and showin off the handcuffs, and a master run these special add ons to your fingers that lightly scratch. Felt good. Now people dont get me wrong im not into the whole beat the person down in pain thing. Its not like that. I like the pleasureable sweet torture. The teasin that makes you ache you know? Fun times. Anyways. Yeah ok now that you know this soldier girl has a freaky side, hope you all are doin well and had your green beer and got trashed good and proper. Anyways gotta run. Bye.

"adult" "mature" Sites
Sometimes it seems like the word Adult has no place where it's used the most often. But I guess it would be too mucyh of a hassle to use the phrase - people 18 and over who still haven't grown out of the phase of life where their hormones are out of contoll. Or maybe people who really like stuff asscociated with sex. I'm not trying to be condascending here, but I don't think the word adult, necesarly coincides with what people use it for. What ever happened to the phrase, " act like an adult." ? or " Lets be adults about this. " Does that mean " Lets get naked. " ? or " lets have sex. " ? I'm not saying sex isn't something adults should be interested in, or that it's not adult for people to be interested in sex. I certainly don't think it's something limiited to adults, or necesarily true about all adults. I just don't like the automatic association beween the two words. Here's the somewhat condascending part maybe. There's movies and things that have " Mature audiences

So U Wanna Be My Lover?? Fill Out The Application First.
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

None
You haunt me in my thoughts and in my dreams...Youre Unspecific ..Im in denial youre unattainable it seems With an extended hand and bleeding heart I will reach As you walk away leaving me breathless and without capabitiy of speech So random are my thoughts So loud are the voices I had to do this to you I was left without any choices Darkness encumbers the epitome of my soul I fade to black losing all control Sweat beads ..pulse races ..this is how it will all begin I clench my shirt and silently scream from within I gather myself.., wipe my head.., and refuse to cry I deny any further emotion for this is our last goodbye

If I Wrote A Blast...
If I wrote a blast, it would say something profound and witty, a thought for the ages for everyone to see because you have NO CHOICE but to read my damn thoughts...and so, if I were to compose a blast, it would say something like this: Rise against those that make you feel small. You can only be yourself, so celebrate it... We are the ones that will open your mind... leave the weak and the haunted behind. And simply leave it at that. Let people decide whether they want to rate words of wisdom. And if anyone steals that shit, I will know, and I will leave you angry comments. Lol, probably not, but I will be super pissed. *sigh* Enough word vomit for today.

Believe In Love
Being around with you is great dear Each moments spend with you seem sweet and wonderful Loving you and longing for your touch from far Is real tough dear, but I will always love you Even though I don't know what the future holds, but Valentine you will always be in my heart Everlasting with my love for you I am insane in loving you? You may ask No. You'll always have a special place in my heart Lasting with my love and devotion On the hidden paradise deep inside my heart Very special you will always be Endless loves for you till the end my dear.

Lilith
The Story Of Lilith Queen of the demons is Lilith, long-haired and winged.1 She is supposed to have been the first wife of Adam. She had been one of the wives of Sammael, but of a wild, heroic and passionate nature she left her spouse and joined Adam. From their union issued the demons or Shedim, who rode about in the world as wicked spirits, persecute and plague men, and bring upon them illness, disease, and other sufferings. Lilith, like Adam, had been created from the dust (Adamah) of the earth. But as soon as she had joined Adam they began to quarrel, each refusing to be subservient and Submissive to the other. "I am your lord and master," spoke Adam, "and it is your duty to obey me." But Lilith replied: "We are both equal, for we are both issued from dust (Adamah), and I will not be submissive to you." And thus they quarrelled and none would give in. And when Lilith saw this she spoke the Ineffable Name of the Creator and soared up into the air. Thereupon Adam stood in praye

Poor Pitbulls :** (
Please take a moment of your time too look at my picture album titled "poor pitbulls". I am not asking you to rate it or comment it. Just look at them and try to find it in your heart to have a little compassion for this misunderstood beautiful animal. Against it. If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if cherrytap could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible. This has to be stopped. We need to save these dogs.

Addendum To The Previous Post
Might I also add that people who type in all caps or people who TyPe lIkE tHiS should be shot? Or "plz rate me"...isn't that why you bought a goddamn blast?? Or people who don't know what a dictionary is for...it annoys the living shit out of me when people can't figure out how to spell shit, and then they put that in their name, which makes whatever they wanted to say fall flat because anyone who knows better is spending too much time pissing themselves laughing at their sheer stupidity for putting an obviously misspelled word in their display name. Ugh, I REALLY should have been an English teacher.

H.r. 4472 The Adam Walsh Child Protection & Safety Act Of 2006
This is just the fact sheet--I've tried a couple of times to post the Act in its entirity but its too long...so until I figure out how to shorten it up some, this will have to do. ============== For Immediate Release Office of the Press Secretary July 27, 2006 President Signs H.R. 4472, the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act of 2006 The Rose Garden President's Remarks view Fact Sheet: The Adam Walsh Child Protection And Safety Act Of 2006 1:11 P.M. EDT THE PRESIDENT: Thank you all for coming. Please be seated. Welcome and good afternoon. In a few moments I will sign the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act of 2006. Twenty-five years ago today, Adam Walsh was abducted from a department store and he was later found murdered. In the years since, his parents, John and Rev Walsh, have become advocates for missing children. They've helped combat child abduction and exploitation across this country. And the bill I sign

Missed The Sunshine... :(
LOL.... I laid down "for just a few minutes" before charging forth for the day in the sunshine and some volunteer work to finish up a project today after playing around with attempting to master being able to morph some images. My two examples are in my photos section under a "Morphing Experimentation" album currently at the bottom of my photo album list. I'll be forgiven for not following up today regarding the volunteering at the department because she knows my crazy work schedule. However, I just hated to sleep the afternoon away. LOL.... I am ready for working tonight, if there is an upside to it at all. Off to watch the Winner....and get things ready to take with me to work tonight. Blessings for a restful Sunday evening for you as well before charging forth for the eventful week ahead!!!

What's A Salute
What is a Fubar Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will re

When I'm An Old Lady
When I'm an old lady, I'll live with each kid, And bring so much happiness...just as they did. I want to pay back all the joy they've provided. Returning each deed! Oh, they'll be so excited! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll write on the wall with reds, whites and blues, And I'll bounce on the furniture...wearing my shoes. I'll drink from the carton and then leave it out. I'll stuff all the toilets and oh, how they'll shout! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they're on the phone and just out of reach, I'll get into things like sugar and bleach. Oh, they'll snap their fingers and then shake their head, (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) When they cook dinner and call me to eat, I'll not eat my green beans or salad or meat, I'll gag on my okra, spill milk on the table, And when they get angry...I'll run...if I'm able! (When I'm an old lady and live with my kids) I'll sit close to the TV, t

Walk Away
I’ll always remember that you made me cry One day you will realize who I was in your life I was the good girl that you left behind Your lies are killing me inside Why would I take you back We had a good thing You threw it all away Your promises mean nothing now Your lies made them void I cried to many tears over you I’ll never be yours again You can’t come clean now I know who you are You’ll never be free of me Your apologies mean nothing You say forgive and forget Have no regret It’s what I wanted Now there’s no chance Beg and plead your case with me I turn my back and all you will see Is the future you could have had Walking away in me

Jan 16th 2007
Alone My pillow, soaked in tears, ...drenched from being alone. My mind, not clear, ...feelings never known. My love, abused from rejection, ...lonely all the time. My heart, starved for affection, ...only worth a dime. My body, bruised and broken, ...torn up and unused. My emotions, always unspoken, ...leaving others confused. My past- happy and cheerful, ...always smiling, so much pride. My today- depressing and lonely, ...no one by my side.

July 20th 2006
Fake everything is not ok i throw on a fake smile it fools everyone at least for a while the only problem is sometimes it fools me i'm never ok but that is how it seems so i will smile and you will smile like me all i ever wanted was for everyone to be happy

A Public Service Announcement
You wanna know something that cracks my ass up? The way people type online. Like, it's seriously funny to me...I've been watching blast after blast go by with shit like "leave me sum luv"...as if it takes that much more effort to type and spell the words correctly..."some love"...TWO EXTRA letters...what a freaking concept. Now, I'm not immune to the occasional typo or anything, and I do screw up from time to time as well, but if I ever start typing shit that thousands of people will view as "U R 2 good 2 B tru, show me sum luv and i'll rate U 2", please shoot me where I stand. Technology makes people progressively dumber when it should be doing the exact opposite. Honestly, it makes people look a hundred times less educated when they can't put together a coherent typed sentence. I wonder what they're like at their jobs and whether the boss is gonna fire them for being unprofessional in reports. PLEASE, please, for the love of God, knock it the fuck off. *whew* Man, I fee

Dear Tide
Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncarin g husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you, once again, for having a g reat produc

How Will I Die
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz!

My Sexual Zodiac.....
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Apologies
I had hoped to continue my latest tale this weekend, but life has gotten in the way. I had a pretty big health scare on Saturday (I'm okay now) and my Lovely Lady is sick as well, so I've been focused on nursing her as best I can. The next two weeks will be very busy for me, so I probably won't be able to continue the tale for quite some time. It will continue, though, I promise you!

St Patricks Day
WHERE THE GOLD AT? I wanna know where da gold at! http://www.wherethegoldat.com/ Watch the video for youself and tell me if you see something green with a hat.. You gotta look very close lol.. and tell me what yall think about it!

St. Patricks Day Adventure
Wow! Yesterday was quiet an adventure, so I can't pass up writing about it. Not only is St. Patricks day my favorite holiday of the year and my parents anniversary, it is also my very dear friend Ryan's birthday. To celebrate, Larry, Ryan, Kimmy, and I all went up to Ryan's dads house in Trinidad. OMG! It is georgous up there! His house is in the moutains in the middle of no where. The view from the house alone is amazing. I felt like I was in heaven. Well, since the guys had gone wondering off, his dad gave Kimmy and I the ATV to go play around with. We had a blast on our first trip out. We found an off road trail and explorded it some, but then went back and Ryan and I went down it again, but all the way till we had to turn around. So once we got back to the house, Kimmy and I went back there so I could show her what she didn't see before. This is were the story gets scarey and funny at the same time. Three fourths of the way down the trail, it comes to a fork, I knew that I was

April 8th 2006
Teardrops running down my face Got no one to hold in a gentle embrace Feel like the sun will never shine again Teardrops falling down like rain Teardrops falling from my eyes Gone are the rainbows that filled my skies Feeling deep misery and pain Teardrops falling down like rain Teardrops coming from my heart My beautiful world fallen apart Feel like I gave my heart in vain Teardrops falling down like rain Teardrops running like a river's flow Springing from the bottom of my soul My heart will never be the same Teardrops falling down like rain Teardrops falling like there is no end Feel like my heart will never mend In my dreams I softly call your name Even then... teardrops falling down like rain

Two Blah Poems I Wrote
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s t

Caught Having Sex????
NANCY was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Charles Bronson! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Wow, I Have Hit Robot Mode!:p
Life has been absolutely crazy lately, I have begun once again to get more hours at work.:D Today I think I hit psycho hyperspeed mode at work, I just could not stop doing stuff!:P That on top of being like super-tired from working the last few days straight through pretty much all day, come home, make supper, spend time with my husband and my son a little bit, get on the computer for a while, then go to bed for a couple hours or so, wake up, and do everything all over again, not to mention I have been going with my friend to her doctor appointments for her baby that will be born around April 30th!:D In fact, I am going with her to her appointment tomorrow and get to actually meet her doctor, and then I gotta go straight to work after that!:P I have been running on like pure insomnia lately... I got to the point today where if I didn't eat something or drink something I felt shaky. I should probably slow down, but at this moment I really can't... Oh yeah, my mom agreed to let my f

Asshole Managers
I'm so sick and tired of working for asshole managers that think that just because they are in a higher position than you are that they can treat you like less of a person! I work my ass off but the bitch always has something to say that's negative. I wish for one day I can just kick the shit out of her without getting fired! I hate that fucking big headed bitch and can't wait till my assignment is over to move onto another office!!! If your tired of the same shit hit me up and tell your story!

Our Fallen Soldiers Support Train Who Is Going To Show There Support
THIS IS MILITARY MANS FIRST TRAIN AND I WANT IT TO BE AS SUCESSFFUL AS THE OHERS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS RATE THEM, AND FAN THEM IF U WISH TO DO THE OTHERS THATS UR CHOICE BUT DEDICATE THIS TRAIN TO OUR FALEN SOLDIERS AND LETS MAKE THIS THE LONGEST MOST SUPPORTIVE TRAIN ON CT EVERYONE JUST ADD UR PIC BEOW MINE AND SEND ME A PM LETTING ME KNOW U ADDED URSELF. THANKS AND GOD BLESS OUR SOIDIERS. OASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! IF THERE ALREADY A FAN ADD THEM AS A FREIND AND SEND THEM A YELLOW RIBBON! http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=90537&friend=90537 @ CherryTAP

Help!!!!!another Work Week!!!!!!
Well the weekend is almost over and of course another work week begins,I really don't do Mondays very well,hell I don't do any work day well,lol,but I've got to do it I guess.Hey maybe I can get one of you guys to do it for me!Just hop on a plane,train,auto,ship,anything will do just come on down and give me a hand,foot,what ever you want to give me,hehehe!I'm waiting,Catch ya later

Woo Woot....goin Shoppin!!
and i dont even have to spend any of my money!!! lol i love being me!!! ill take pix when i get home of all my purtyness!! but that means u gotta comment comment comment!!!! oxoxoxxx ~megan~

My Dating Style??????
Your Dating Style:Committed Relationship You are all about being in a committed long term relationship. You are all about the love and security that it brings. 'What is your dating style?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Often Needed Information - Saved!
Yes folks! You too can read the much anticipated Tutorial Collection...lol! The only way to get the word out, is for reposts. Also, any suggestions as to what to add to my blogs is greatly appreciated. 1. Information for the masses. Some clickable links for the most frequently asked questions on here. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/59708/244346# 2. Step by step salute making and submissions. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/61392# 3. Underage Reporting Guidelines http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/61883 4. NSFW Flagging Guidelines http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/60737 5. NSFW Site Guidelines http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/60737/249509 6. Harrasment http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/63268 7. Fun Places To Visit on CT http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/49483 Through knowledge...comes enlightenment. Happy Tapping everyone. :=) Year of the Dragon T

Level 2 Combatives Update
well im done with 1 week of level 2 combatives. i have 1 week to go. so far my ribs are killing me, my sholder has been twisted in too many wrong directions, and my elbow has been twisted in the same odd directions. i hae take downs, more hitting and being hit this week. god i need a massage. why do i do this to myself, oh wait i know. im an idiot thats why.

Sucks
every feel like you just want to give up and say fuck it, you think you have friends that care but find out all they care about is themselves and what they have and what does it mean if you walk away from them and say fuck you i don't need you and i don't want you???? where that is where i lay my head tonight wondering if any of my friends are real and if any of them care am i really their friend or just someone they can say that they know... I hope everyone is doing better then me and they know where they stand better then me...Good night

Poo's Helpful Hints!
We Have All Seen The "Martha Stewart Helpful Hints For Daily Living".. Well.. Heres Some Of Mine! If You Have Any Of Your Own.. Please Feel Free To Add! :o) 1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 2. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 3. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 4. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 5. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for three minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. *Remember to use a timer* 6. Have a bad headache? Smash your thumb with a hammer then drink a glass of gasoline. You will forget about the headache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need 2 tools: WD-4

Hello Whats Up?
Well all is been a interesting year so far... with my newer job as Porter its been a rollar coaster some good days but not very many... So dropping and writing this blog to tell u im doing good.. and now i didnt dissapper..Just get on line at night time..and chill and chat..So ill drop by now that i get time off and on to be on at night... I Well drop a line here and there and say hi. I'll still be on cherrytap This site rock's!!!!!! Hugss later Carrie

Wicked Licks
Wouldn't it be wicked if you could go up and lick somebody you found attractive? I see a lovely face and the first thought that comes to mind is to just go up to them and lick their face!!! Comments? Complaints? Random thoughts of your own?

Cover Girl
Please take off the mask,I want to see you. Chip away the mold society has placed upon you. I know underneath,there are tears that fall like rain. I know underneath,there are scars from all the pain. I know underneath,there is a mind trying to break out. I know underneath,lyes fear,anxiety and doubt. Speak to me with your voice not a highly rated monologue. Look to me with your face not a page from a catalog.

Lol Yah.... Right!!!
The Sheriff in a small town walks out in the street and sees a blonde cowboy coming down the walk with nothing on but his cowboy hat, gun, and his boots, so he arrests him for indecent exposure. As he is locking him up, he asks "Why in the world are you dressed like this?" The Cowboy says, "Well, it's like this, Sheriff ... I was in the bar down the road and this pretty little red head asks me to go out to her motor home with her. So I did. We go inside and she pulls off her top and asks me to pull off my shirt . so I did. Then she pulls off her skirt and asks me to pull off my pants ...So I did. Then she pulls off her panties and asks me to pull off my shorts... So I did. Then she gets on the bed and looks at me kind of sexy and says, "Now go to town, Cowboy..." And here I am. Son of a Gun, Blonde Men do exist!!

New Place In Town.
please join me in our new lounge club fantasia is now open! come and join in some fun and great chat (over 18) no drama! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6307 hope to see you there!!!!!! Turtle.

St. Patties Mayhem. Were Talkin Full Frontal Baby!
ok, so this bar we were at last night had a band playing. great cover band... classic rock and shit, yeah, i was lovin it.... so... they start to play a song... mother fuckin roadhouse blues! damn i love that song! so as i mentioned earlier i'm in my kilt right... well, they are playin the song, and of course, i start jumpin around and shit... cuz by now, i'm like 4 sheets to the wind. i am gone! were talking loooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddeeeeeeeeddddddddd---D! well, at one point, i ended up giving the bar the full frontal scottish salute! HAHAHAHAHA!!! were talkin like i reached down, grabbed my kilt, and like ripped it up to my head level! full frontal! i think every chick in the bar came runnin at that point to see what was up! lol...

Spring Break
So Me & My family Are Going Away Next Weekend for spring Break to Maryland and all Over I am soo glad i just wanna run far far away & never look back I have a big hole in my heart right now :(There's three in the Hall from those pictures in the closet Two in the bedroom from that night I lost it And one deep inside me determined to stay They don't get any bigger but they don't go away [Chorus:] Holes in and around me I keep falling back into Holes dig in and surround me God knows what I'm gonna do To fill in these holes left by you Left by you I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom I've been on my knees admitted my problems The love that we made still barely an echo I'll try anything in these vacant hollow [Chorus] [Bridge:] There's two through my hands and one through my feet From this cross that I bare to the day that I see Its guilt and its blame its shame and its love Seeking the truth I dug them myself All these holes dig in and surround me

Omfg! St. Patties Mayhem!
ok, so there may be pictures of me hitting the internet at some point... and were talkin not of my face! lol. ok, so i wore my kilt out, right.. well, of course i wore it traditional way, nothing on under it! god i love that! anyways... freggin, this chick comes by, picks up my kilt, and was like "omg, he is wearing it the real way" as she's shouting this across the bar to her girlfriends.... so her girlfriend comes over with her camera phone! lol. and starts taking pictures up my kilt and everything... freggin hillarious! lets just say, thank god i wore my kilt! THEN! THEN!!! LOL... The chick drags me into the ladies bathroom with her... shes like i'm giving you my thong. LOL. by now, i'm so piss ass drunk, i'm like "WWOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" so she pulls her pants down, pulls her thong off, and hands it to me.... its a cute lil red one for anyone who really does or doesnt want to know! lol... dont ya know, i'm so piss ass drunk, I FUCKING PUT IT ON!! HAHA! and yes, i

A Little Excitement
please join me in my new lounge club fantasia is now open! come and join in some fun and great chat (over 18) no drama! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6307 hope to see you there!!!!!! Kerry

Runaway, Baby
i've always wanted to just runaway and start over. part of me still wants to but the other part knows that i'll still be the same person i am today. i'll still remember the same crap that i'd like to forget and forget the same crap that i'd like to remember. Runaway, Baby Runaway, baby From the pain that you feel From the constant bickering From the bottomless bottle Runaway, baby From the demons on you back From the darkness in your heart From the thing you are becoming Runaway, baby From the love that you fear From the anger that drags you down From the will that refuses to give in But, baby, before you go Allow me these parting words No matter where you go, there you’ll be No matter where you run, you will always be you No matter where you hide, your memories will always find you Be strong, baby Stand up Turn to you demons Spit in their faces Throw the first punch Fight to the death if you must Take a walk, baby Into the fire Let it bu

The Day I Became A Woman
this is me thinking about the moments that i grew up. hope you like it. The day I became a woman Was not the day my chest blossomed. Was not the first shattering of my heart Was not the day my womb brought it’s first blood Was not he day I gave my innocence so ignorantly The day I became a woman When I said good-bye without shedding a tear When I gave a hug without holding on for dear life When I realized nothing I could say would change his mind When nothing I could do (save standing before the gates of hell) could make him stay The day I became a woman When I swallowed my pride and bore my soul When I finally revealed the secrets that I could no longer keep When I felt the fire extinguished from my eyes When I felt the blessing of true friendship Was the day I became a woman

Rag Doll
ok yall this is me NOT being safe. at the moment that i felt this (and still do for that matter) i didn't feel safe. Rag doll As I lay here Spread eagle With my most intimate secrets Vulnerable and bare Your sweat runs down my body You moan and grunt as your fever mounts You go into your façade of pleasure Trying to tell me that I’ve done my part As I lay there With your tension Wasted upon my stomach I realized That I felt nothing I felt no passion I felt no pain I felt no love I felt no worth You get dressed As I roll over and let the thoughts cloud my mind Is this all I have become All I have to my name Your pretty piece of flesh Your little bad habit Your miracle cure Your dirty little secret Your pleasure cruise Am I just a rag doll you bought at a novelty store Am I just here for you to release your stress upon And when you have your fill of me Will you throw me away like yesterdays trash And I wonder I do this to myself …

Now I See.....
OK here goes again. i figured if dont write this now i'm gon forget it.You ever fee like your alone no matter who is around and who isn't? See i've some to realize that yeah sometimes things suck and there's nothing else left for you to do,right? We all have fears of almost anything and everything. Some people are scared of being burned alive or being killed, But i think whut everyone fears the most is the fear of being alone. i have been there and one that and i tell you there is nothing worse i can think of than being alone. You know, you meet people and you try to find out as much or as little as you can about people just to see if we connect on some term. Example: in the 70's it was okay to fuck and show "free love", in the 80's it was okay to fuck whomever,so as long as they were the opposite sex,90's everyone was fuckin everyone but couldnt talk bout it if you were gay. Here it is the new millinium and there's nothing more to shock ourselves, nothing is taboo anymore. Jason aint

What Color Purple Are You
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person. What Color Purple Are You?

Finally Recieved My Medicine ! ! !
The way the sweetness pures off of him, onto to me.... The way he uses his words, whispers in my ear... Goose bumps rising all over my body.. Did he know that I needed this particular medicine? That for so long I have not been able to obtain it... My body, my mind needing it... When finally that day came, when I recieved the first dose, it was as if I was on a natural high... WOW what a feeling... Everytime he makes me laugh the way my eyes turn chinky... My face turning red.... The laughter building deep inside, the most beautiful music releasing from my heart... The realness in it... How can I explain that feeling? What he does to me, is take my breathe away....

Public Assitance/welfare
something just hit a nerve the fact that if your on welfare your lazy it was so true many years ago but i was on it i would take a million random urine tests than relive my experience with the department of social services in New york where the average wage is $8.50 an hour to start you wonder why there are so many forclosures and 2 family households, rents in 2006 are the same as what my morgage was 10 yrs ago between 1200.-1600. a month you wonder why people have to work 2 jobs and most still live with their parents who can afford a house here average 390k so when i divorced lost my home and soon my once secure job i held for 24 years i became homeless,and unemployed oh yeah i can get a job at walmart well guess what not that easy and twice as hard when you limit your hours to days because you can't afford your car and that gets repo'd and can only work when the buses run and honey on long Island they don't run all night and every 15 min like the city they run 7 am to 7 pm 6 days a

How Rare Is Your Personality
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

The First Time
The first time we came Just the three of us We brought you up from the dust We gave you the knowledge Of right and wrong So you could find where you belong We gave you all that you needed In a wild paradise And left you alone for a million years To live your lifes,your lifes,your lifes Oh sweet man and sweet woman Can you find your destiny It's there waiting,You can touch All that you see,You see The stars are yours For we have pass And we are gone We were the last,We were the last Now you find that there are troubles On your rocky road,It's such a load But you can take it If you only look around you with open eyes You will see the light and know the right Yes you can make it Oh man of man Please understand We did'nt put you here to suffer You are only here to carry on,To carry on We leave you the stars They were once ours So take your space And eternity. Jimbo/Copyright/3/18/07

What's Your Dosha?
Your Dosha is Pitta You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.What's Your Dosha?

Assholes
So last night i went to the Sheraton Hotel and met Kristina for the first time in person. I fell in love with her instantly. We were drinking and having fun. And i gave her friends Mary & Colleen advice on how to deal with the men in their lives who were being assholes to them. A little later in the night, i kissed Colleen, Kristina's best friend. Kristina hates me now. And i dont blame her. I do too. I fell in love and ruined it all in the same night. I wanted to show Kristina that i was good enough to have a chance to be her boyfriend. Instead i proved that i am a complete asshole. I dont even know what to do. I cant stop crying. I want to burn. I want to make things better with Kristina. I want to take back the kiss. I cant do any of that. All i can do is be sorry for it and hate myself for it. At least im doing that right. BlueBy Tommy LeeBestAudioCodes.com

I Don't Have The Answer.
I don't know where some of my real life friends got the idea that I have the answers to all their questions, but I get asked about things I really didn't want to know about. I have a friend, who was asking me about a problem she is having, that not only did I not want to know what it was, I don't know what to tell her. Apparently her husband tried to help with their financial problems by going out and turning a trick with a man. He came home and told her about it and gave her all the money he had made. At first she didn't believe he had done it, because no matter how he complained about how much his ass hurt, he apparently spent all day sitting on it without so much as a single squirm. That being said, however, ever since, he hasn't had an erection. So now she's starting to think he really did do it and that her problem isn't just did he cheat on her or not, but is he even straight. This one is way over my head. Not only will I never look at her husband the same way ever ag

Quiz
You'll die from a Drug or Alcohol accident. Let's face it - when you get drunk/high you lose all control and do stupid stuff. Unfortunately in your case those propaganda anti-escapism commercials prove true. 'How will you die?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Whats Your Dosha
Your Dosha is Kapha Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments. What's Your Dosha?

Teachers Prayer
Oh mother goddess ,farther god bless me with your wisdoms so for what I teach may hold your glories keep my heart humble so my pupil may soar and may continue the cycle of teacher to student for all of time hear my humble prayer oh god and goddess so mote it be so blessed be.

Poem
Dream or Reality We all have dreams, but yet we live in reality. Have you ever thought of this!! There may be a chance that you are dreaming. Is reality truly real? Or is it a manification come to life. Most of us have pleasant dreams and wake up refreshed. Some of us have nightmares and wake up in cold sweats. Be it a dream or reality that wwe live in. Be glad to be alive. We can always make our own dreams come true. Working hard and staying healthy and active, I but only a small portion of it. We must also excersice our minds. Some of us believe in the power that dreams hold. Time for you to break from the normal, And bring your dreams to reality.

Seduction
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Year I Was Born
In 1977 (the year you were born) Jimmy Carter becomes president of the US Most of the 10,000 Vietnam War draft evaders are pardoned by President Carter Singer Anita Bryant starts her "Save Our Children" crusade against gay rights Elvis Presley dies in his Graceland bathroom Congress creates a Department of Energy Anwar Sadat flies to Jerusalem in a dramatic gesture of willingness to discuss peace Orlando Bloom, Shakira, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Liv Tyler, and Ludacris are born New York Yankees win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XI Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup Swedish music group ABBA passes The Beatles as having most records sold Star Wars is the top grossing film The Shining by Stephen King is published "You Light Up My Life" by Debby Boone spends the most time at the top of the US charts Three's Company premieres What Happened the Year You Were Born?

My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

What Do Your Hands Say About You
What Your Hands Say About You You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills. Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You?

Writer
You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from. And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi. Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics... Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world! What Type of Writer Should You Be?