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Sick N Tired
i'm really pissed off right now and today i'm very manic... was fine and all of a sudden i just wanna punch a hole in the wall. i'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired. i don't really care if anyone reads this or fucking cares. i don't give a fuck today because i'm so fuckin' tired of caring so goddamn much about so many fucking things and getting shit on. STOP SHITTING ON ME PLEASE and i'm probably talking to myself anyway so GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i need to take a jog.

Chapter 9 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER NINE THE FIGHTING BEGINS Saturday lives in my memory as a day of suspense. It was a day of lassitude too, hot and close, with, I am told, a rapidly fluctuating barometer. I had slept but little, though my wife had succeeded in sleeping, and I rose early. I went into my garden before breakfast and stood listening, but towards the common there was nothing stirring but a lark. The milkman came as usual. I heard the rattle of his chariot and I went round to the side gate to ask the latest news. He told me that during the night the Martians had been surrounded by troops, and that guns were expected. Then--a familiar, reassuring note--I heard a train running towards Woking. "They aren't to be killed," said the milkman, "if that can possibly be avoided." I saw my neighbour gardening, chatted with him for a time, and then strolled in to breakfast. It was a most un- exceptional morning. My neighbour was of opinion that the troops would be able to capture o

~~at Prison And Work~~
@ PRISON @ WORK You spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell You spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle You get three meals a day fully paid for You get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it You get time off for good behavior You get more work for good behavior The guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you You must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself You can watch TV and play games You could get fired for watching TV and playing games You get your own toilet You have to share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat They allow your family and friends to visit You aren't even supposed to speak to your family All expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required You get to pay all your expenses to go to work, and they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners, and welfare You spend most of your life inside bars wanting to get out You spen

The Unforgiven
• The Unforgiven (Hetfield/Ulrich/Hammett) New blood joins this earth And quickly he's subdued Through constant pained disgrace The young boy learns their rules With time, the child draws in This whipping boy done wrong Deprived of all his thoughts The young man struggles on and on, he's known A vow unto his own That never from this day His will they'll take away What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never be Never see Won't see what might have been What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what I've shown Never free Never me So I dub thee “Unforgiven” They dedicate their lives To running all of his He tries to please them all This bitter man he is Throughout his life the same He's battled constantly This fight he cannot win A tired man they see no longer cares The old man then prepares To die regretfully That old man here is me What I've felt What I've known Never shined through in what

New....
Hey everyone. I am new to CherryTap. I have to say this is very different from other sites. I can't get up with my alerts and am sorry for that. if i don't get right back to you, sorry. i will get the hang of it soon, hopefully:-) take care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why Is It??
MMM this been in my mind for the longest.... Why in hell guys love woman that love to controling them??? I think it's sad that happens. Only time i think it should be allow is in the bedroom at times lol. But if the girl wouldn't let the guy go out with his fucking friends or anything fun. THAT is a lesh on the guy to the fifth power.. And I am a female saying that... What do you think????

Infernal Fires
TO MY LOST VAMPIRE,PERHAPS THE LAST VAMPIRE. INFERNAL FIRES,... INFERNAL FIRES RAGING THROUGH THE COLD RED MYST, OF BLOOD,AND MY LOINS ON FIRE,... BUT THE POWER OF THIS BLOODY MYST IS A VAMPIRE'S SPELL, "THE BLACK EDGE" TO TAKE YOU TO A DEPTH UNDERNEATH FIREY HELL, AND THAT TORCH IS AN INFERNO, AND IS MORE ETERNAL THAN HELL IS, SOME JUST LIVE AND DIE SOME JUST BLEED, BUT AS FOR THIS VAMPIRE ON LOVE AND BLOOD, I MUST FEED.

I Love Quizzes
Are you a true Wiccan..... You are a true Wiccan. I am very proud of you. Here is the Wiccan Reded for you:Bide the Wiccan Laws we mustIn Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live and let live,Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice aboutTo keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every timeLet the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch,Speak little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing moon,Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon,Chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new,Kiss the hand to her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak,Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale,Lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South,Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West,Departed souls will have no rest. When the wind blows from the East,Expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go,Burn them fast and burn them slow. Elder be t

Pride Walk
Pride Walk Walk this path hand in hand Where your colors run with blood and pride Where every part of your life is a part built with blood, sweat, and tears Where love courts fear in breathless perfection Where abnormality marries natural instinct with seamless fusion And the dance of life plays out in the stars burning in your lovers' eyes. Walk in the field of memories Where blood has fertilized every leaf of every tree Has caressed every weather-worn rock And is some unforseeable part of every unborn drop of water coursing through the streams. Sing in the lines Where you may never see the ones you love again Laying bricks and mortar for those to come Those who will seek shelter in this crumbling refuge Those who will fortify the walls that stand the storms and shocks of time. Come... Come to dance with the deer in the field before the hunters Laughing gleefully in fear and rage With those yearning for acceptance And those screaming defiance as they cha

New Pics And Stash..
Feel free to stop by and say hi if I know you, or send a request if this is the first time to my area. Many new things, please take a moment and check them out! Just added new pictures and stash items! Let me know if you leave love so that I can return it!

Chapter 8 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER EIGHT FRIDAY NIGHT The most extraordinary thing to my mind, of all the strange and wonderful things that happened upon that Friday, was the dovetailing of the commonplace habits of our social order with the first beginnings of the series of events that was to topple that social order headlong. If on Friday night you had taken a pair of compasses and drawn a circle with a radius of five miles round the Woking sand pits, I doubt if you would have had one human being outside it, unless it were some relation of Stent or of the three or four cyclists or London people lying dead on the common, whose emotions or habits were at all affected by the new-comers. Many people had heard of the cylinder, of course, and talked about it in their leisure, but it certainly did not make the sensation that an ultimatum to Germany would have done. In London that night poor Henderson's telegram describing the gradual unscrewing of the shot was judged to be a canard, and his evening

Random Thoughts On People
Totally random thoughts, ever wonder where all the people are when you are looking for someone to be with those people are no where to be found and once you have decided that there is a special person in your life that you really want to be with the person who may be your soul mate, the other people seem to come out of the woodwork trying to get your attention and be with you. Is Destiny playing with one’s emotions or is it that things just happen for a reason?

Help The Drunk!!!
AIGHT CONTEST, STILL IN IT. COMMENTS AND RATES NEEDED. REPOST, WHORE, SIMPLY MAKE FUN OF THE HARDCORENESS THAT IS MY AWESOME ASS CALVIN AND HOBBES TAT. DON'T LET ME LOSE TO BUTTERFLIES AND FLOWERS ALL, THAT WOULD SUCK ASS!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND STILL CAN'T FIND MY PANTS. CLICK IT. I DARE YOU.

Whats This New Place
So...have you ever left something or stepped away from something for so long it all seems brand new when you come back to it? I know I've been negligent in my cherrytap responsibilities and for this I am greatly apologetic. On the flip side of the coin I know its gonna happen again so I guess the regret ain't all that heavy! Anyway, it looks more and more everyday that the Army is done with me and now its time to move on to greener pastures. I've been spending a lot of time working on the next chapter in life and though the path is becoming clearer every day a ton of ambiguity remains. Do I do the secure thing and get a job? Do I go for the gold and put forth all my effort into the MPH/MBA path? Do I figure out some blend of the two and not quite be happy with anything? Do I say fuck it all and open a bar? Ooh, maybe an internet cafe on steroids with blazing fast gaming systems and Ubernachos every night with a dance club upstairs and a glass floor to distract gamer geeks so I

Can’t Explain It
Can’t Explain it Please don’t try- and explain the emotions we eclipsed in a confidential location from luminary gospel. It’s a cinema and we are along for the excursion- we play in carnal merriment. It’s not something betokening by sacrilegious proclamation of hearsay. I am an instrumentalist of subconscious weaving my supernatural foresight inside your heart. I know you itch to explain--- whatever this is but don’t. It just is---without logic- or meaning it’s something that was chanted in years past and has come true- at last.

Win A Free Cherry Blast Before 10pm Est
THE FIRST PERSON TO DO SO~~~ if you can name my birthdate (month, day, year) you win a prize if you can also name the exact time you win a cherry blast do it before 10PM EST and woo hoo ~Timmy~

To Everyone
Love is not just a word Its an emotion that we feel Its not a thing from fairy tales Its something very real Love is also hurt and pain With love nothing is in vain Love is always finding the best thing Even if we don’t know what that might bring Love is sharing yourself completely Giving up your life whole heartedly Love is waking up in the morning happy Thinking, how on earth was I so lucky True love only comes but once in a lifetime I cherish this love I am lucky its mine You my LOVE live in my heart Promise me that you will never part In times ahead I am thinking positive Its the only way I now can live I will LOVE you always and its not a lie Without you my LOVE I will surely die.

Personal Survey
A different kind of SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHi, my name is:LucieNever in my life have I been:worthlessThe one person who can drive me nuts is:just 1?..lolHigh school was:fun, I didn't go!When I'm nervous:I giggleThe last time I cried was:about 5 days ago?If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be:NikkiMy hair is:ickyWhen I was 10: I was sadLast Christmas:was funI should be:acceptingWhen I look down I see:boobsThe happiest recent event was:getting marriedIf I were a character on 'That 's Show' I'd be:??????????????By this time next year:I want to be rested and have energyMy current gripe is:I am tiredI have a hard time understanding:lifeThere's this girl I know that:never smiles....:-(You know I like you when: I say I do If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: MelissaTake my advice: don't listen to me!!! LOLSomething that I really want to buy is: a homeIf you visited the place I was born: you would be bored!I plan to visit: everywhere

Famecast Round 4 Top 5 9pm Est
SMOKE E. DIGGLERA SMOKE SAYS THANKS TO ALL WHO SUPPORTED HIM AND VOTED FOR HIM IN FAMECAST! HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE FIRST THREE ROUNDS, AND NOW IT'S ROUND FOUR (TOP 5)! HE NEEDS YALLS SUPPORT FOR ROUND FOUR (TOP 5)! ALSO, GO REGISTER AS A FAN AND CAST YOUR VOTES FOR HIM! USE AS MANY DIFFERENT EMAIL ADDRESSES AS YOU CAN TO VOTE, YALL! HE APPRECIATES IT SO MUCH! AFTER REGISTERING AND CONFIRMING EMAIL LOG IN, GO TO HOME, DO AN ADVANCE SEARCH UNDER R&B FOR SMOKE E DIGGLERA! THEN, CLICK ON HIS NAME, CAST YOUR VOTES, AND LEAVE HIM A COMMENT LETTING HIM KNOW YOU SHOWED SUM LUV!! VOTING BEGINS WEDNESDAY, MARCH 21ST, 2006 AT 9PM EST! VOTING ENDS WEDS MARCH 28TH 9:00PM EST TIME...HURRY AND VOTE!!!!!!! CLICK HERE TO REGISTER & VOTE FOR SMOKE E. DIGGLERA ON FAMECAST! Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace! THANK YOU TO ALL!

Shit
Am I allowed to say shit? Um there is all this stuff going on. I am trying to approve everyone for friends. I don't know what fan means or that stuff. I am trying to learn. Everyone seems kind of testy about points and things in here. So I really don't care about that. Nice to meet new people. I will try to update my profile. Thanks!

Why I Been Gone
Well lets see first my phone company was being a jerk.. But atleast that was the the bad of it.. Seems Dragon's got himself a new girl friend and for the the first time in a long time has been truely happy. Though I can't forget my cherry freinds and family.. So I be around here and there.. Love all you guys and gals who make my time here fun.

Looking For A Cherry Wife
Well not a wife with a cherry, but a Cherry wife. Changed my mind....seems all those people are in an online marriage, so it stands to reason they are having lots of cyber sex. Count me in! LOL

George Carlin's New Rules For 2007:
> > GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2007: > > New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it > used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and > graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other > people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version > of looting. > > > > New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for > classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. > Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what > the captain of the football team is doing these days -- mowing my lawn. > > New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to > you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked > that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost > less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster? > > > > New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have > sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damage

Pink Angel
You're... My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You're there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

Chapter 7 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER SEVEN HOW I REACHED HOME For my own part, I remember nothing of my flight except the stress of blundering against trees and stumbling through the heather. All about me gathered the invisible terrors of the Martians; that pitiless sword of heat seemed whirling to and fro, flourishing overhead before it descended and smote me out of life. I came into the road between the crossroads and Horsell, and ran along this to the crossroads. At last I could go no further; I was exhausted with the violence of my emotion and of my flight, and I staggered and fell by the wayside. That was near the bridge that crosses the canal by the gasworks. I fell and lay still. I must have remained there some time. I sat up, strangely perplexed. For a moment, perhaps, I could not clearly understand how I came there. My terror had fallen from me like a garment. My hat had gone, and my collar had burst away from its fastener. A few minutes before, there had only been three rea

Difference Between Women And Men
1 .NAMES : If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark! , Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2. EATING OUT : When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3. MONEY: A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4. BATHROOMS : A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. 5. ARGUMENTS : A woman ha

Cought Having Sex
Dan was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in your parents bed ... you've been caught by your english teacher! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Written By Tony B....we Made Love
I answered the door and there you were, lightly made up but oh so beautiful. Your smile seemed to light the doorway. “Come in baby, have a seat” I said….and you walked over to the couch and sat down as I got you a glass of wine. “You look very beautiful tonight…” (It made my heart feel so good to see that little smirk), “Well thank you love” you replied. We sat and shared some conversation, and wine….and I realized, your wearing a skirt, my weakness. I noticed your very sexy and shapely legs, adorned with nude tone stockings. I notice a pale area, you skirt seems to have risen a little. A hunger begins to build inside….it seems to have suddenly gotten warmer. A moment of silence arrives, and I lean into you….we share our first kiss. Gentle at first…lips not quite touching, tongues gently dancing with each other. My hand caresses your face. As we end the kiss…I look into your eyes….how beautiful they are, a hint of a smile on you face warms my heart. I prepare the table for

Update On My Mental Health
I had therapy today and she said that she wants me to call my psychiatrist TODAY and tell him I need off the Zoloft. She said she is scared for me. The Zoloft has me so fucked up.... to the point that even I don't wanna talk about it, and I talk about everything. I called my Psychiatrist but he was with a client and is suppose to call me back but I am still waiting. It's been 2 hours. I hope he calls soon. He works until like 10pm so who knows when he'll call. I guess that's it for now....

The Waiting
I am laying here waiting as directed, naked and blindfolded, my body is bathed in soft candle light my ivory skin glowing. My breathing is shallow and slow waiting for You. There is no need for bonds this time, this time I am to lay still just because You said not because I am bound. I am showing my urge to serve by my lying here. I want to prove to You that my submission is complete. I hear the soft rustle of the sheets, still I do not stir, I fight to keep my breathing even and slow fighting for the control over my body. I feel You, Your close I can feel Your touch without Your touch I am aware of what is happening all around me and You are the only thing there. You lean close I can smell Your cologne, that sweet intoxicating smell mingled with Power and discipline, softly You whisper Your beautiful little one. My lips part slightly that being the only recognition that I make that I heard You continuing not to move. You chuckle You know how my body is fighting to touch You to rea

Alone In The Room
close to enough not feeling a thing showing off that diamond ring you think you know it all you leave people alone you think you've got it all that new friends on the phone leave everyone behind the ones that are there for you weeks go by you wonder why im blue if you only knew what it was before you blew me off before you met that friend before you thought he was the one you may think you got it all but when you need my support you got nothing at all ~timmy~

Suicide (do Not Use Unless You Ask Permission)
I wrote this on night out of the clear blue... its usually not my kind of writing but it decided it needed to come out. Here I am the one you can't stand Holding her heart in her hand What could I have done to make you understand That my love and my life were there in your hands We use to be one but now it is done The razorblade did the job My blood is now gone My heart hurts no more For I have purged it of you and my life I hope you understand guilt was not my plan For I tried with all of me To show you what you meant to me Before you came to hate But guilt is what I delt When with one stroke I cut My life and my pain out for good. By EW 1-22-07

Attn Lilly And Talented Tongue
U CAN HAVE THE LOSER........GUYS THIS IS A SHOUT BETWEEN TALENTED TONGUE AND LILLY.. TELL ME HOW PATHETIC HE SOUNDS.......SHE CAN HAVE THIS PATHETIC LOSER. THEY BOTH BELONG TOGETHER ,, OH BY THE WAY LILLY TELL HIM I DONT WANT A CHANCE....what is so funny she lied to me to get to him and he lied to me to get to her My Shoutbox talented t...: if u love me u'll answer talented t...: pick up ur phone lilly talented t...: dammit i'm begging u, please call me, what do i have to do to talk to u don't tell me that when u have no clue what the meaning of the word is, what do u mean about my phone? talented t...: so what did u do to ur phone, i guess u never did love me ->talented t...: u went to far this time, I told u to stop talking to her and u continued after all she said, that is not love, u just wanted the attention, well the attention screwed u this time talented t...: lilly if u love me, then call me ->talented t...: u went to far this time, I

Devotional For 3/21/07
Other people have problems the same way we do. If the get loud about them, we don’t have to react. Resistance makes difficult times even more difficult to handle. It helps not to threaten but to let things cool down naturally. The Cherokee word for this is to hi ge se s di, making peace, or peace for the earth. Forgiveness seems to be a necessity for so many things that are wrong. Forgiveness never degrades but elevates, and is not to let someone else get away with something but to free ourselves from an entanglement. It frees us from bitter resentment that can make us sick – and can help heal the sickness if it is already there. Eventually, it makes us glad that we did not react, doing and saying things for which we would later be sorry. ~ They fight among themselves, but if you strike at them they will turn on you. ~ LITTLE CROW, 1951 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day - March 21 "The manner with w

You've Been Fucked!
YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to

The Impossible... Daydream
So! I drive for a living... I wake up in a different place everyday and that in and of itself is a highlight of a nomadic existence. However... there is also a LOT of time on the road to.... think. More to the point... OVER Analyze most any detail in ones life. A very DANGEROUS past-time... so you find yourself daydreaming to pass the time. But to daydream about Words in cyberspace? Pixels on a screen? This is more of a rhetorical question per se, due to the fact I believe that we ALL do it on some level. You may call them friends, buddies, pals, whatever... but if the emotions are there.... what precisely precludes you from feeling pain or being hurt or even worse hurting someone else? Consider those that cry when a celebrity passes. Are they kooks and wackos? Potential Stalkers? All of them? This is not someone that they knew or ever even met, yet they feel pain from this severing of their virtual "tie" to this person. Is this a relationship? Perhaps. Perhaps not. Wh

Im Trying
I'm trying to love being single but it really does suck. My own mom and my CT mom are slowly not talking to me anymore. I do miss them both even though they are here everyday. I don't know what to say to them honestly. I feel left out in all the CT world no matter how hard I try. I keep thinking to myself what is wrong with where I'm at I wonder that a lot despite what has happened to me so far. Friends feel like sand to me.. they are in my hands than after time they slowly drift away. Its sad cause I feel like I try but it never seems to work out. If you know someone loves you but never shows it. what do you do? i don't know what more else i can do. ive gone out of my way to make myself available. yet people talk to others.. put up bulletins and can't even say hi to me My own sister is in her own world. I had to curse at her cause I couldn't take it anymore. 99.999% of the people i know i have to force to say anything to me. idk what else I gotta do ~~timmy~

Myspace Bulletins Survey
A different kind of SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHi, my name is:MaggieNever in my life have I been:ContentThe one person who can drive me nuts is:my husbandHigh school was:wonderfulWhen I'm nervous:my heart poundsThe last time I cried was:last nightIf I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be:I am still marriedMy hair is:waist length and grayWhen I was 10:I broke my ankle.Last Christmas:was strange, almost nonexistentI should be:happyWhen I look down I see:a floor that needs vacuuming, lolThe happiest recent event was:the birth of my niece Maria's third little boyIf I were a character on 'That 's Show' I'd be:?????By this time next year:I will be single, againMy current gripe is:these teenage guys don't help with the housework!!I have a hard time understanding:intoleranceThere's this girl I know that:will dreadlock my grandson's hair for me!You know I like you when:I hug you!If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:I'd blog it on CherryTAP, lo

It's Been Three Weeks
and it rained last night, I had work today... and was feeling confident when I saw the streets were dry. But as I approached the freeway onramp, I felt my anxiety kick in and by the time I was carefully negotiating the same ramp I flipped my 4Runner on, I was very aware that my heart was racing. My 84 380SL Mercedes is VERY heavy, and is more likely to skid than flip, so I have the same concern for this ramp being a danger when wet for lower profile cars and I've been going a lot slower on this ramp ever since, in both our cars. A 93 Bonneville feels frighteningly light when the gas tank is nearing empty, when I compare it to the MB. I've not run across any more victims of this ramps slick/air dynamics, other than my neighbor, who spun out into the fast lane from the same area. I was fortunate my truck went to the right. I've contacted the local councilwoman, Donna Frye's office, and spoke with an assistant who is helping me compile info on the accident rate for this location... Hope

Chapter 6 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER SIX THE HEAT-RAY IN THE CHOBHAM ROAD It is still a matter of wonder how the Martians are able to slay men so swiftly and so silently. Many think that in some way they are able to generate an intense heat in a chamber of practically absolute non-conductivity. This intense heat they project in a parallel beam against any object they choose, by means of a polished parabolic mirror of unknown composition, much as the parabolic mirror of a lighthouse projects a beam of light. But no one has absolutely proved these details. However it is done, it is certain that a beam of heat is the essence of the matter. Heat, and invisible, instead of visible, light. Whatever is combustible flashes into flame at its touch, lead runs like water, it softens iron, cracks and melts glass, and when it falls upon water, incontinently that explodes into steam. That night nearly forty people lay under the starlight about the pit, charred and distorted beyond recognition, and all night

Do You Still Dream Of Me?
In sensual midnight dreams do you remember me? Long desperately for what you can’t touch or see? Lost in shimmering pools of sparkling cerulean blue Do your hands burn to caress satin flesh you never knew? Do you imagine slender fingertips playing against your chest? I know how to touch you, Baby until you beg for all the rest Do you hear my breathy voice Calling you my “Sweet Man?” Thinking of all the possibilities? Are you making romantic plans? Do you taste the salty sweetness of ivory shoulders beneath your tongue? Hear my breathless whisper, “Oh, Baby, you’re the only one?” Can you yet imagine the feel of full breasts cradled in your hands? Can I still excite and empower you until your hard manhood stands? Can you smell the scent of perfume mixed with feminine musk as all the coverings drop away and you satisfy your lust? Do you fantasize the pleasure of hard nipples between your lips a

Blonds
FINALLY, A BLONDE JOKE TO END ALL BLONDE JOKES... A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car And was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The Blonde cop asked to see the blonde's driver's license. She dug through Her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. "What does it Look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it and Handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then Handed it back saying, "Okay, you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop."

True Love
True love is a sacred flame that burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones and hears with gentle ear. True love gives with open heart and true love conquers all your fears True love makes no harsh demands it neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands the hearts that it entwines.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Anyone?
Does anyone know Arizona General Education Transfer & Graduation Requirements (college)? I contacted the college I'll be transfering to (I'll still be living here in Cali...it's a limited res program I'm going to do), but I'm bored right now and was just wondering. PS... thanks for rating my blog a 5. Heh.

Editor, Am Statesman: What Does Ethnicity Have To Do With The Domestic Dispute?
Please feel free to take a look at my latest MyFoxAustin blog posting, Editor, Am Statesman: What does ethnicity have to do with the domestic dispute?, and let me know what you think. It just irks me sometimes to no end when I read an article and they seem to write it at a slant with a seemingly intent to make an issue out of something that shouldn't be made at all. Ugghgghghgghhhhh.... Kat

This Qualifies As Significant
Well it started out as an average wednesday. The truckload comes in, we kick ass and get it put away, cuz were good like that ,lol. 3:45 rolls around and BOOOOOOOOM! CRAAAAAAAAAAASHHHHHHH!!!! Next thing I know, theres broken glass and oil all over the floor! Yes, someone drove INTO the gas station today and it was AWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEESOME!!!!! The clean up sucked, but who cares? How often do you get to see that kinda thing happen? :D and lemme tell ya the SUV has a one lil dent and a few scratches in the paint, what a tough vehicle lol :P oh and YES the drive was blonde! lmfao I can only hope your day went as well as mine lol!

If I Could Be Reincarnated...b Pitt, G Clooney, M Mcgrath, J Timberlake, M Jordan...hell No!
if i could be reincarnated...b pitt, g clooney, m mcgrath, j timberlake, m jordan...HELL NO! sanjaya baby! that's one cool kid! (ok maybe a mix of all six - wink!)

This I Vow
This I Vow By Nonnie ~~~ Did you feel them my love? Did you feel my sweet words? Can you feel my lips? Do I make you purr? Will you pull me close? Place your lips on mine Feel my fingertips as they travel your spine, Will you run your fingers though my hair? Will you make a wish? Do you want me there? ~~~ Did you hear them my love? Did you hear my sweet words? Will you pull me close? Will you make me burn? Will you set me on fire with your hands and your hips? Will you travel my body; with your sweet juicy lips? Will you take all life’s problems and push them away. Tell me my love Do you want me today? ~~~ Do you feel me my love? My heart close to yours Can you feel my heat? Do I make you yearn? Do you feel my hands as they travel here and there? Squeezing gently, moving softly, can you feel them there? Do I make you sweat? Will you lose control? Does a fire burn deep within your soul? ~~~ Do you love me my dear

When People Are Right
well evey one was right tom broke up with me again lol every one was right i am such a fool i hurt a lot my friends all for what a broken heart wow THANKS TOM YOU FUCKEN ASS HOLE GOD wtf i am so pissed off not at tom but at my self for hurting evey one i did ok well one person comes to mind dave

Mountains
Just wanted to say hello since I haven't been on line that much. Going to GatlinburGE Tenn On the 30 Will be home April 3rd. Maybe after then I will be able to be online. Thanks for all the comments and ratings everyone. Char

A Moment Of A Flash In My Mind
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me, but I'm nothing so good, No, I'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs, of violence, of love and of sorrow, I beg for just one more tomorrow, where you hold me down.. fold me in deep sleep, deep in the heart of your sins..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me ..you don't.. Here I'm between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights, where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then you're gone, the shock lifts the red from my face when I hear someone is taking my place, how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel, when all, all that I did was for you...I break in two over you I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me you don't..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies..And only you can give the breath of l

For Your Pleasure.
I approach you as your attention is directed elsewhere; my purpose specific for your pleasure. As I fumble with your buckle, our eyes meet genuine surprise sparks your brown eyes. No words spoken, my lips meet your throbbing cock; my fingers massaging the base gently Up and down, my toungue wraps around you methodically leaving no inch uncovered or dry. Faster and harder my focus is your climax baby; I am eager to taste your seed Your breath heavier each stroke intended to make you squirm and moan in ecstasy driven anticipation. Gripping my ponytail you thrust your pulsating cock down my inviting throat mindlessly fucking my face. I hungrily accept each and every inch of you; patiently awaiting your moment to arrive Our eyes meet at the exact moment of climax while you smile, I swallow…. ~JM~ 2007

I'm All Achy All Over..
I just got back from the gym :( I feel like my whole body wants to cramp up! grrr I can't go again till Monday tho :( Ah well. I think the weather is going to be fairly decent out this weekend so I'll try and get out a 5km walk or something !!

Chapter 5 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER FIVE THE HEAT-RAY After the glimpse I had had of the Martians emerging from the cylinder in which they had come to the earth from their planet, a kind of fascination paralysed my actions. I remained standing knee-deep in the heather, staring at the mound that hid them. I was a battleground of fear and curiosity. I did not dare to go back towards the pit, but I felt a pas- sionate longing to peer into it. I began walking, therefore, in a big curve, seeking some point of vantage and continually looking at the sand heaps that hid these new-comers to our earth. Once a leash of thin black whips, like the arms of an octopus, flashed across the sunset and was immediately with- drawn, and afterwards a thin rod rose up, joint by joint, bearing at its apex a circular disk that spun with a wobbling motion. What could be going on there? Most of the spectators had gathered in one or two groups --one a little crowd towards Woking, the other a knot of people in the di

Sorry We Haven't Been Around Lately
*HUGS* and HELLO to all our family, friends and fans... we haven't had a chance to be on CT lately. So much going on. My job keeps me pretty busy. I guess that is good in many ways, keeps me from THINKING too much. (My close friends should know what I mean by that). Get up, go to work, come home, get suppah, clean up and then be dang if it isn't time to go to bed to do it all over again the next morning. LOL Anyway, we do miss you. I will see if I can catch up this weekend (although I will be doing housework - ya know, laundry, dusting, vaccuming and all that jazz that I don't have time to do during the week now). Hope you all are doing well! Please let us know how you are doing either by private message, comment etc. Love, Me :-P

I'd Rather Have
I would rather have one rose and a kind word from a friend while I'm here than a whole truck load when I'm gone. THESE ARE FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RETURN TO SENDER How Nice Is This Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keeps You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going!

Must Read Bad Animal Foods!!!
theres bad animal food people are calling in about. its slowly killing the animals for 24/ hours heres the site go see if your cat or dog food is on the recall list... http://www.menufoods.com/recall/index.html if your cat or dog food is on the menu then click on it and it will tell you what kinds.. if your kind is on there stop giving your animal that food. check other foods too that are bad.

My Study Has Started...
and it is starting with the same outcome that I thought it would. Interesting, I was hoping that it wouldn't.... People are so vain, and it doesn't matter if you have an awesome personality. If you are not hot, then you get less attention then someone who exudes tremendous outward beauty even if they have a total bitchy personality. More later...

It Is What It Is!
Last night a reconnection was felt within my soul, An uplifting rejoyce of comfort and serenity was gained, It seems that this discomfort i felt has been a very long road, I look within my wants and desires and see that lately it hasn't rained, A true connection is what i lost with his fist, many months back, With every blow to my body and ego, My stupid ass kept letting him come back, Like leaves in the wind one day i had enough, Be it another reason to make him leave, and just so i could have my sanity back, No tears have fallen this time due to my inner strength, His ways are not missed and his drama of rain can not hurt me anymore or bring any pain, I have always wondered why a man does this to one he claims to love, Why control and be abusive when the other one involved loves you with no disdaine, Happy days once, were a cherished part of my life, Smiles and laughter from the kids, when they'd talk bout me being your wife, The trips we took

Angle
A TRUE ANGEL There was a girl who was sent to us out of the blue, she is a beautiful woman. They called her a rose, but we called her a angel sent to us from up above. She has been there for us aswell as we have been there for her. We have sit and talked for many hours and others we sit and laugh and cry. We just keep asking why someone so sweet and beautiful has to be taken away from us, there is never a good answer to that question. All we can say is "why me" or "why her"? She never ask for much, just the chance to live some of her life, so she could get married and have kids. There isn't anyone else we know who has a heart as big as hers. So lord as you call are angel back to heaven please take care of her and we shall remember her in our hearts forever. When it is her time let us know by the ringing of our bells and the singing of the angels from up above. By: Steve Edlin May 9, 2006

Let's All Call Me A Dork..haha
I am such a forgetful dork I swear. I cook dinner for my son and my boyfriend almost every night. My boyfriend usually works late evry night so I try to have dinner done by 5 or 6pm so my son can have his dinner at a decent time. Well tonight its chicken, baked potatoes and I made an awesome salad plus my boyfriend's dad is bbqing some ribs..well I bake the potatoes in the micowave, put the chicken in the oven...make the salad then while its is suppose to be cooking I am running about doing laundry and other norm chores us moms tend to never run out of. Well....I go to see how much longer till the chicken is done and guess what? LMAO....I forgot to turn on the oven...yes, I am a major dork! hahaha sooooooooooo dinner or at least the chicken is going to be late tonight! LOL

Is There Any Other Way To Lick Pussy?
subject: Is there any other way to lick pussy? i thought this was standard opperating procedure... (repost) date: 2007-01-02 13:07:47 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you can use your hands to spread our lip

Here Goes
Guys, I dont understand you and you dont understand me so lets just raise the little white flag and start over ok. I like the 50's doo wop music (yeah I know, shut up), i love almond joys, and I enjoy horror movies. I do have nude pics and no I dont feel the need to show everyone. I also like cock but dont need to see yours. If this bugs you then too fucking bad. If you have something to say to me then say it. Don't sugar coat it, i'm a big girl I think I can handle it. I may be a bitch but I'm sure you'll get over it. Questions? Comments? Go ahead, i got plenty of time to read and respond to them all.

From The Heart
If you were a teardrop In my eye, For fear of losing you I would never cry. And if the golden sun Should cease to shine its light, Just one smile from you Would make my whole world bright. When leaves have fallen from the trees And the sky is filled with storm, Just the thought of your gentle touch Is enough to keep me warm. When the moon up in the sky Shines a faint blue light, Memories of times we've shared Will keep me from sleep at night. If only i had the courage To speak these words to you. Every one is from the heart And couldn't be more true

That's Her.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and

Sunbeams
I sit and love in mystery and play amongst my friends, The angels sit and talk to me, so do trolls from rainbows end. The sunbeams carry fairies in, that laugh and joke with glee and Jesus holds my hand at night, and whispers he loves me. My father makes sure im happy by having my mommy smile. She doesn’t know he is there with her, hugging her all the while. While angels fly and flip for me, as happy as it seems. I find the world is weightless while I play inside sunbeams.

I Try Deleting A Tasteless Photo Comment And Get This Message:
lovely isn't it?....................... Error: stop fucking around damn it. (gotta love mike's error messages!) Why won't it let me delete the comment???

Details Of My Life
The details of my life are inconsequential…very well, where do I begin? My father was a relentlessly self improving bolongerie owner from Belgium with low grade narcolepsy and a penchant for buggery. My mother was a fifteen year old French prostitute named Chloe with webbed feet. My father would womanize, he would drink, he would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Sometimes he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy. The sort of general malaise that the only the genius possess and the insane lament. My childhood was typical; summers in Rangoon, luge lessons. In the spring we’d make meat helmets. When I was insolent I was placed in a burlap bag and beaten with reeds. Pretty standard, really. At the age of twelve I received my first scribe. At the age of fourteen a Zoroastrian named Wilma ritualistically shaved my testicles…there really is nothing like a shorn scrotum its breathtaking I suggest you try it. (Yes, shamelessly stolen from Dr. Evil.)

"when"
When we first met, I thought it was love at first sight. Our first phone call was long and out of loveing,we laugh and talked about a lot. We find we had things we like and dislike. I knew then that you were different and things would be just right. Our relationship moved quickly, but there were feelings that put you first, and near me. I started to think differently but then you said think positive, and put your faith in me, I opened my heart, I let you in and I told you I consider you as my bestfriend and not just my boyfriend. When we use to talk on the phone, you use to tell me, that you felt a feeling inside you, when you heard my sweet voice, I did not know was it true or was I getting played with, like a toy. I had the same feeling but it was inside my heart. Your first letter you wrote when, you said I will change for you, I wondered was it true, or could you have just been in love for, a first time or two. I remember when you said I love you, I really never knew if it was

Fire Fighters Contest
THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST ONLY.HAS BEGUN TODAY ON MARC 21ST OF MARCH AND IT WILL LAST TILL SUNDAY 25TH OF MARCH.... This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! CHHOSE YOUR FAVORITE AND VOTE. GOOD LUCK TO ALL GIFTS WILL BE DETERMENT ON NUMBER OF VOTES AND THE AMOUNT OF ENTRIES. YOU NEED 2000 COMMENTS AND MORE TO BE A WINNER FOR A BIG GIFT,AND ALL THE GIFTS WILL BE BOUGHT ROM CHERRYTAP GIFT SHOP ONLY... THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY AND A FABULOUS UP COMING WEEKEND! WildCat

Love Me
Love me for who I am. Not for what I look like Love me for being me. With allmy assets and dislikes. Love me the way I am Not the way you want me to be. Because if im not good enough for you now. I will never be.

Chapter 4 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER FOUR THE CYLINDER OPENS When I returned to the common the sun was setting. Scattered groups were hurrying from the direction of Woking, and one or two persons were returning. The crowd about the pit had increased, and stood out black against the lemon yellow of the sky--a couple of hundred people, perhaps. There were raised voices, and some sort of struggle appeared to be going on about the pit. Strange imaginings passed through my mind. As I drew nearer I heard Stent's voice: "Keep back! Keep back!" A boy came running towards me. "It's a-movin'," he said to me as he passed; "a-screwin' and a-screwin' out. I don't like it. I'm a-goin' 'ome, I am." I went on to the crowd. There were really, I should think, two or three hundred people elbowing and jostling one an- other, the one or two ladies there being by no means the least active. "He's fallen in the pit!" cried some one. "Keep back!" said several. The crowd swayed a lit

~~our Wedding ~~
~~ We Would Like To Invite U To Our Wedding ~~ On Sat At 9:00P.M. Central Time In The Angel Family Hangout! Pastor King Will be doing the service! ~ * ~ Fiance Of Maria ~ * ~ ~*~ Obsidian 13 Lounge Founder ~*~ Trance Enigma ~*~Obsidian 13~*~ @ CherryTAP ~*~Maria~Soon To Be Wife Of ~Cloud~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~Archangel Of The Family~*~ @ CherryTAP (repost of original by '~*~Maria~Soon To Be Wife Of ~Cloud~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~Archangel Of The Family~*~' on '2007-03-21 15:21:01') (repost of original by 'NO 42 MEMBER OF THE BOMB SQUAD~LORD Whi+e Knigh+ ~A.F.H.enlightenment ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY~FA' on '2007-03-21 15:48:39')

Thank's To...
DJ Harlequin and DJ Dreams for welcoming me into The Insane Society as a DJ. I'm on Tuesdays (ALL TIMES IN EST) 12-14 Wednesdays 14-1645 Fridays 14-1645 and (Hopefully) Sundays 12-1800. Spinnin Techno/Industrial/Rock and Metal. The Insane Society Drop me a request in my SB, the Lounge itself, or on my Yahoo. Urban_primitive080. Be sure to check out DJ Harlequin as well from 2000-0000 Everynight! Rock on, Everyone!

Origination Of Taps
24 Notes That Tap Deep Emotions Jari A. Villanueva Of all the military bugle calls, none is so easily recognized or more apt to render emotion than the call Taps. The melody is both eloquent and haunting and the history of its origin is interesting and somewhat clouded in controversy. In the British Army, a similar call known as Last Post has been sounded over soldiers' graves since 1885, but the use of Taps is unique with the United States military, since the call is sounded at funerals, wreath-laying and memorial services. Taps began as a revision to the signal for Extinguish Lights (Lights Out) at the end of the day. Up until the Civil War, the infantry call for Extinguish Lights was the one set down in Silas Casey's (1801-1882) Tactics, which had been borrowed from the French. The music for Taps was adapted by Union General Daniel Butterfield for his brigade (Third Brigade, First Division, Fifth Army Corps, Army of the Potomac) in July, 1862. Daniel Adams Butterfield (31

Random Altered Lyric Children's Song
If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye.... ***poke*** OWWW!!!! If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye.... ***poke*** OWWWWWW!!! If you're stupid and you know it Then you'll do this and you'll show it If you're stupid and you know it Poke yourself in the eye... ***poke*** OWWWWWW!!!! DAMMIT!!!!

Me Ofcourse
i know your probly think boy this guys one freak well your totely right im a freak and proid of it poeple call me paleghost but ill tell you my real name later as you can tell im a real big fan of anima and that im kinda a game geek as well so not all of yous will like me but ill be danmed if im going to let that keep me down ive seen alot of thinks in my 19 years of liveing around england most of them grousom like me uncle in the morning lol his a sight for not even blind poeple whoude want to see truest me lol but im kinda wierd yeah im a guy o right poems and rp play games and much much more all together im one ship or nut witch ever you prefer and yeah you know saying man go back to shcool and luarn how to spell god danm it well i have a spelling and reading problem meh that all for me for know............ oh yeah real names richard i so suck at the memory game as well lol peace out poeples have fun and lwet rock carry you to heaven

If We Had Sex . . . Game
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Wo

Child Sexual Abuse
ORIGINATED FROM WILDCAT WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@ CherryTAP The Symptoms of Sexual Disturbance Among Children Parents, teachers, and guardians may find it difficult to distinguish between normal and healthy childhood sexual experimentation and sexual deviance resulting from exposure to pornography. The following guidelines, established by mental health and law enforcement officials, are useful in assessing sexual disturbance among children.i These guidelines can also help to identify the symptoms of psychological damage resulting from exposure to sexual material on the Internet. Sexual Preoccupation Children who have been harmed by viewing pornography may be excessively curious about or overly preoccupied with sexuality. Some children expose their genitals to others or engage in a sudden, unusually high level of masturbation. Age-Inappropriate Sexualized Behavior Some children may display sexual knowledge and behavior beyond that which is appropr

Someone Rated Your Photo A '4'
When I first signed up, I thought, hmmmmmm, pic ratings. And with the sensory overload, I rated that way unknowingly about points and that it can piss people off.... Anyway. I got one today. But I don't care. Of course, there are those souls out there that get offended or ticked off (jealousy) over another user's popularity, for whatever reason, and go to town rating a user's pics low. I've had my share of Y! Chat drama, perhaps I've come across some users that frequented 20's love rooms.... ... drama is a waste of time.

New Diet
I was in ASDA buying a large bag of Winalot for my dogs and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Winalot Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost fifty pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it . I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Winalot nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she asked if som

At The Zoo;-)
It's a beautiful, warm spring morning and a man and his wife are spending the day at the zoo. She's wearing a cute, loose-fitting, pink spring dress, sleeveless with straps. He's wearing his normal jeans and a T-shirt. The zoo is not very busy this morning. As they walk through the ape exhibit, they pass in front of a very large hairy gorilla. Noticing the girl, the gorilla goes ape. (No pun intended) He jumps up on the bars, and holding on with one hand (and 2 feet), he grunts and pounds his chest with his free hand. He is obviously excited at the pretty lady in the wavy dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thinks this is funny. He suggests that his wife teases the poor fellow some more. The husband suggests she pucker her lips, wiggle her bottom at him, and play along. She does, and Mr. Gorilla gets even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggests that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She does, an

Just Droppin' In
Just droppin' in to say a quick "HI". THIS IS MY KINDA DAY! It has been soooo beautiful here today...almost 80...ab out 78 last I checked. Boy, have I been lovin' it! Got my shorts on...and runnin' around outside barefoot! My plants are enjoying it as well. I've had them out all day. They're so starved for light after being cooped up inside all winter. We're suppose to get rain after midnight, and into tomorrow. I'm sure they'll love that good drenching as well. I DO hope that you've had a wonderful and beautiful a day as I have. Much love Lev

Ahh Too Busy
Sorry for my lack of being here. Not really a good week. First my biology professor forgot the test in his truck last night, so now I have to wait until tomorrow to take the test, than on Tuesday I have ANOTHER bio test! Than today I had an appointment set up to take the math test I missed and my husband forgot to leave me the keys. Than I forgot about a scholarship I'm up for that I have to write 2 essays for. Thankfully I still have time but I also need to see if one of my mentors will write a recommendation letter ...again... for me. I'm also up for a grant I had to ask for one for. I could use both.

Tired Of It
it seems that i cant go five minutes without someone asking me if im okay... NO im not okay 99.9% of the time when im asked but im betting if i told you that i would get about a million questions... NO i dont need help ill be okay in the end, i have my own little way of dealing with something thats bothering me... NO im not glass i wont break, so stop treating me like im so fragile, im able to make my own choices and live with what happens by making those choices... YES i can get through my own little problems if you just give me time, i may not be okay right now but i promise you i will be... if your wondering what brought this about, its the simple fact that i get jumped on by so many people when i say im not in the mood to talk or when someone sees blood on the carpet i automatically get a knock on my door saying "arm check" and seeing if im okay, yeah i know i have a past of doing not so good things while upset but im over that and im learning how to deal with it so

Can You Feel Them, My Love? By: La Belle Rouge
Can you feel them, My Love? Softly touching your cheek Tracing the lines of your mouth Trailing down your neck? Can you feel them slowly Unbuttoning your shirt And tip toeing across your chest With teasing nails and warm fingers Leaving fingerprints of fire? Can you feel the silk of my hair Falling against your bare skin? Do you feel the pleasure of hot lips Kissing you deeply Tongue dancing with tongue Twirling in passion’s Tingling tango? Can you feel skillful hands Against your zipper Touches like flame against you thighs Gentle squeezes of your hardness? Do you feel my lips and tongue Here and there, everywhere You want them to be. I am caressing you, with my words Do you feel the subtle softness Of firm mounds and hardened buds Between your fingers and lips Held and worshiped within The warm welcoming sanctuary Of your waiting mouth? Is the heat of my bare body Warming you, burning you? The scent and taste of my passion Now satisfies you heated

Poem..3
Dark my veil. Hands clenched painfully, tightly. "Why so white-faced?""To think, just to think! It was I made him to drink; of the biting Wine of sorrow I forced him to drink. "How forget? Out he staggered with failing Strength, and face oddly twisted and grim. I ran down without touching the handrail, To the gateway I ran aftre him. "'Please don't go!' I gasped out. 'I was only Jesting... Please!.. Or I'll die...' With a blind, With a terrible smile, almost tonelessly, He brought out 'Do not stand in the wind'"

Nine Months Later
Jack decided to go skiing with his buddy, Bob. They loaded up in Jack's minivan and headed north. After driving for a few hours, they got caught in a terrible blizzard. They pulled into a nearby farm and asked the attractive lady who answered the door if they could spend the night. "I realize it's terrible weather out there and I have this huge house all to myself, but I'm recently widowed," she explained. "I'm afraid neighbours will talk if I let you stay in my house." "Don't worry," Jack said. "We'll be happy to sleep in the barn. And if the weather breaks, we'll be gone at first light." The lady agreed, and the two men found their way to the barn and settled in for the night. Come morning, the weather had cleared, and they got on their way. They enjoyed a great weekend of skiing. About nine months later, Jack got an unexpected letter from an attorney. It took him a few minutes to figure it out, but he finally determined that it was from the attorney of that attractive widow

Cereal!!!
Right then... I just had some cereal... and DAMN it was good. Earlier I went out to one of the local (all three of them) watering holes and had a wet burrito. I couldn't get past all the friggin lettuce to tell if I was actually eating a burrito. All I know, is that they are lucky the Molson only cost me $1.50, or I'd have been steaming. But really, this cereal was awesome. And I'm sick, can't really taste much... but between that and the fact I smoke menthols, holy crap was that satisfying. Almost like sex. No, wait... not that good. Well I guess it depends on the sex. There is bad sex out there. I digress. Point of the story is this... go into your kitchen and make some cereal!!! Cold milk is great when you're sick. Just avoid the chunks! More later... Cheers

About What Happened.
As some of you may know, certain people on here were rude assholes and made dreadfull comments about me on some people's comments and went into chats and were talking behind my back. Well, I was given some of the copied chat and I found out who the people were. Here are just some excerpts from the chat logs: Saying "She needs to die"? That is something you say to everyone? I think that is damn LOW of someone to do. "She acts like a slut on here", yeah ok, I believe 99.99% of us do, we are putting our pictures up here to whore them, so everyone is a slut. "Haha she should die from cancer". That really put me over the top. If you REALLY feel that way, tell me to my FACE and not to other people. If your going to go around talking about how you have chemo and do this and crap, have the DECENTCY to respect me when I AM THE ONE going through it. NOT you. I live daily with the pain, and here you are in chat provoking people to feel sorry for you, when I live through the daily shit from can

Oral Explosions
My husband sent me a text message stating "would you like an explosive round of orgasms tonight?" We planned it all out on our cell phones and it is going to be fun. I just got out of the shower and shaved my legs - all the way up and they are very smooth, all the way up!!! ALL the way up! After the weekend in Oklahoma I can really use some explosive orgasms tonight. We love to plan out these evenings together... it is part of our foreplay and puts us in a high level of excitement for hours before we go to bed. Would you like to know what happens afterwards?

Disapointed
I am so bummed, I have had a map on my page for some time now and only 1 person has taken the time to sign it, wich tells me that most of the people that has rated my profile has not actually took the time to read my page and that is a little disapointing to me. I am not just here for points or rateings , I really am here to meet new people from all over the world.. so if you take the time to pull my page up, PLEASE take the time to actually read it.. and I know some of you have because I have talked to you about things in my profile and I want to say thanks to all of you, and I hope to meet alot more of new friends soon!!!

Return To The Isolationist State
I’m sick and tired of the state the American people are forced to live in. We are living in fear of the media and in fear of the government, when we should be telling the government how we want it ran. Today billions of our hard earned tax dollars are being spent, not on our people but on Israel, billions of dollars that should go towards our education and securing our borders are misspent over seas. We as a nation have become one of the most undereducated established countries in the world, yet we insist on helping the terrorist state of Israel remain in being. I feel that the government in which we live, needs to be over thrown, I feel that it is not too late to regain our rightful place at the top of the worlds powerful nations and I feel that if we ban together then we as a race and a nation will have no problem in undoing what has been done to our people. America has a short history in the world theater but we have a powerful history in that short time, and to allow a people

Chapter 3 { The War Of The Worlds
I found a little crowd of perhaps twenty people sur- rounding the huge hole in which the cylinder lay. I have already described the appearance of that colossal bulk, em- bedded in the ground. The turf and gravel about it seemed charred as if by a sudden explosion. No doubt its impact had caused a flash of fire. Henderson and Ogilvy were not there. I think they perceived that nothing was to be done for the present, and had gone away to breakfast at Henderson's house. There were four or five boys sitting on the edge of the Pit, with their feet dangling, and amusing themselves--until I stopped them--by throwing stones at the giant mass. After I had spoken to them about it, they began playing at "touch" in and out of the group of bystanders. Among these were a couple of cyclists, a jobbing gardener I employed sometimes, a girl carrying a baby, Gregg the butcher and his little boy, and two or three loafers and golf caddies who were accustomed to hang about the railway station. T

Joey Porter Fight At The Palms
This is an interview of two individuals that witnessed the Joey Porter/Levi Jones fight at the Palms casino. The interviewer is one of my best friends who was at his bachelor party at the Palms. Click the link below to listen to the interview: www.sportscastingjobs.com/mpegs/gary.mp3

Bad Habits
Ugh. I'm trying to break myself of the bad habit of chewing on my fingernails. And it is a tough one to break, lemme tell you! I never really cared about doing it before, because I need my nails short anyway, but I've decided I want my hands to look more presentable, and it bugs me, now, that I'm having so much trouble with it. I need to buy some straws. My sister says that when they're trying to cure little kids of biting their nails (apparently I have an oral fixation... don't leer, it's rude), they give them straws to chew on. But it's driving me crazy! Now that I'm paying attention, I'm noticing that I have my fingers in my mouth all the time. So far, though, I've managed not to chew the nails on my right hand for three weeks. I've not been as successful with my left hand, although they're still in better shape than they would normally be. But I've been fairly successful so far. More successful than I was with that "stop going to bed so late" vow. (Still doing OK on

Wife 1.0
Wife 1.0 Dear Tech support Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. No mention of this was included with the product information. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now launches during system initialization, where it monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Hunting and Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6 no longer run, crashing the system whenever selected. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 Please help! Thanks, A Troubled User. _________________________ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. It is due to a primary misconception. Many people upgrade f

Friends List
hey if you guys don't comment or don't leave commetns on pics i am going to be forced to delet you all...i am not one who likes to have people there to look pretty i am pretty enoough...hahaha i wish...but anyways if you don't do any of it then there is no point in adding you and most of you know who will be staying if you have shown some love then you will be otherwise you are gone.... thanks Damian

Lacking
Lacking Vision Insight Heart Gone from within Pulling me down Taking me under Last breath Holding it Aching for another Desperate Frantic Worried Escaping Failing Sinking deeper Realizing I was not prepared Finding I have come up lacking In the sea of love by:Gandalf122872

Torn
Torn Pulled apart, Ripped open. Left wanting, Drifting within my mind. Unable to speak, Unable to see. Pain, Intense, Yet expected. Longing for what I have, Yet knowing it is wrong. Aching, Crying, Hurting, Deciding what to do, Leave? Stay? Run? Remain? Right? Wrong? Now? Forever? Shall it always be? Must I always feel? Torn by:gandalf122872

8
8...thats how many teeth my son, drake is cutting right now...he's irritable and fussy but thats a given with him teething like this...just how common is it for a 9 month old to cut more than 2 teeth at one time?? what soothes and what doesn't??

Just A Short Joke That Made Me Laugh!
THE WORLD'S SHORTEST PSYCHIATRIC JOKE A man walks into a psychiatrist's office wearing only underwear made of Saran Wrap. The psychiatrist says, "Well...I can clearly see your nuts."

Cursed
Cursed A breath, A heartbeat, The soft whisper of unspoken words. Caressing one another without even a touch. Knowing each other intimately, Being as one, Knowing each others most treasured secrets, A caring that can never be explained, A love that has crossed the ages. The full circle never broken, Always ending the same, Only to start over again. The love never dies, Even after the people have moved on. The soul cannot rest til all has been completed. So until then they are doomed to return, To start the cycle again. Until they have found the love they deserve, For they are cursed with love. By: gandalf122872 this one was published for me some time ago

Entry For March 21, 2007
When I was a kid, I couldn't go more than three months without some cold or more than a year without an ear infection. My only school year of perfect attendance was in tenth grade, but I like to think I more than made up for it. Now at least it just feels like my head is burning up . . . yes, I'm a wimp when it comes to being sick, another good thing about this move we're making. I thought by adulthood I'd finally catch every variety of cold there is -- there's more than 200! But I moved to North Dakota, not that I regret that for a New York minute (by the way, just how long is a New York minute; longer or shorter than sixty seconds?) or the two-and-a-half-day drive drive from Florida. Must be something in the air which the rest of my family has gone through or is going through now. I hear this is also the state whose citizens have the longest lifespan, so I might outlive everybody! ;) As one of the stops of Minot State University's nationwide tour with its women's choir wh

Wyoming My Way:)
I wander This life In various states Of Fuck You The middle fingers Locked and loaded The F bomb In the silo And ready to Fire I enjoy having A weapon of Ego destruction A lack of peace keeping Missile A verbal sabre It can be used So many ways With multiple Interpretations Depending on Which shade I choose It can be Magnum force Or an Invitation

Chapter 2 { The War Of The Worlds
CHAPTER TWO THE FALLING STAR Then came the night of the first falling star. It was seen early in the morning, rushing over Winchester eastward, a line of flame high in the atmosphere. Hundreds must have seen it, and taken it for an ordinary falling star. Albin de- scribed it as leaving a greenish streak behind it that glowed for some seconds. Denning, our greatest authority on meteor- ites, stated that the height of its first appearance was about ninety or one hundred miles. It seemed to him that it fell to earth about one hundred miles east of him. I was at home at that hour and writing in my study; and although my French windows face towards Ottershaw and the blind was up (for I loved in those days to look up at the night sky), I saw nothing of it. Yet this strangest of all things that ever came to earth from outer space must have fallen while I was sitting there, visible to me had I only looked up as it passed. Some of those who saw its flight say it travelled w

"conversations" Debuts At Radio 3/29/07!
**********************UPDATE******************** Hey gang, We are starting to set up a a series of radio appearances to debut the new album and single. Here are the details on the first such appearance- NOTICE THE UPDATED DATE!!! 3/29/07 7:30PM- Radio on-air live appearance WPKO 98.3 FM-NITE MIX[ Bellefontaine, Ohio Description: We will be visiting our good friend,DJ Ken Keller live in the studio once again to do an interview, give away some band merchandise and to play A FEW of the new tunes from our upcoming album "Conversations". I believe the station has a direct web feed you can listen to online from its website. DROP BY AND GET THE FIRST PREVIEW OF OUR NEW ALBUM "CONVERSATIONS" Check them out: WPKO 98.3FM Keep your eyes and ears tuned as we get all ready to roll out our new album! Much respect, Troy

Aint It Amazing..
how new folks wich just join...rate yo as low as they can cuz they dont got anything better to do...or there pc dont load a morph at all...so whoever rated me...go and fuckyoselfe....and hey yo need help..i send my lil energizerbunny over...lol..do i mark this now NSFW...hmmmm

Sex
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Bored And Depressed
I lost my nursing job of two years in November 2006. Losing my job meant losing my car. So here I sit with no job and no car and have nothing to keep me from being bored. I find myself crying for no reason at all more often and just wanna go to sleep for a long time. I'm beginning to wonder if I truly am close to losing my mind.

Just Got Back
Just got back from pistol Marksman (or whatever one wants to call it) training. I am happy to say I can now drop 10 rounds into a 8 inch circle at 11 years, and at 25 yards. And the Sigma does work well. Just like driving a car, it helps to get some professional instruction. As to political Mumms, well ... we can bat it about, but in the end we have little choice in what the world leaders decided what to do. We are just along for the ride. Hope for the best, plan for the worse.

Just Pissed
So i totally dont understand why ppl think im fake. i really dont..im not fake, im one of the reast peopel ther eis when it comes to me n ppl. Damn all i did is for get to call my friend n he thinks im fake..i have no clue wat else i did. n then the past few days have been hell cant sleep at night, cryin, just being depressed. NO one seems to care at all either. for the friends i have on here n the freinds i have that know part of the problem then r there for me..n understand. Thats about it..my life just is falling the fuck apart n that how i feel. damn anyone else think im FAKE?

Female Domination No.1
Someone who i sent my story to suggested that it might be appreciated if I put it in a blog, so here it is. Please be kind but let me know what you think, I come home late from work one night, the house looks dark as I walk up the steps and open the door, when I get inside I notice the flicker of candle light coming from upstairs. I hang my coat and make my way up the stairs, when I get to the bedroom my jaw drops to floor as I see you standing in front of me wearing a leather basque stockings, black satin panties, long black gloves and high heels. When I have recovered from seeing the vision infront of me, you tell me to strip, I do as you command. Once I have stripped you walk over to me take a silk scarf and blindfold me. You lead me over to the bed and once at the end you push me backwards so that i fall onto the bed. You move me up the bed so my head is on a pillow, you straddle my chest and I can feel you stockings against my body, I reach up to touch and you say that there w

I Just Cant Take It
I just cant take it The pressures to hard Living life without you Has left me scarred Sitting home alone Saturday nights so cold Thinking of the precious memories The depression unfolds Running around town Pilled up and high Id blame you for these things But I cant take being dry Missing how much we didnt care Not thinking of the furture Seeing us apart was so rare I just cant take it The quite making my ears bleed Praying for you to forgive me Theres just something in you I need I fear I wont make it much longer Nothing can replace you Nothing could make me stronger Not without you by my side I just cant take it Just cant take it I thought from this Id grow But all I do is fall And this you'll never know Cuz I just cant take it

Blow Jobs
>>>!!!!BLOW JOBS!!!! >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. >>> >>>2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. >>> >>>3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not >>>standard practice to cum on someone's face. >>> >>>4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. >>> >>>5. M y ears are NOT handles. >>> >>>6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I >>>heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT >>>puke on your dick? >>> >>>7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. >>> >>>8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it >>>through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I >>>don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have >>>sex right now. >>> >>>9. Extension to #8 - "Blue

The Game
The Game... IT'S ALL A GAME, IT'S ALL A PLAY. YOU MESS WITH MY MIND AND FUCK WITH MY HEAD. YOU SAY ONE THING, BUT WHAT YOU DO ISN'T THE SAME. YOU PLAY A GAME OF HIDE AND SEEK, YOU SHOW ONE CHEEK AND TURN THE OTHER AWAY, IN HOPES OF HIDING YOUR DEVIL-LIKE GRIN WHICH SHOWS THE WICKED WEBS THAT YOUR SO INTENT TO SPIN. YOU SAY YOUR THE MASTER OF THE GAME, WELL NOW IT'S MY TURN TO PLAY. I'LL SHOW YOU THE MASTER, I'LL FUCK WITH YOUR HEAD. YOU THINK YOUR SO GOOD, BET ME AND LOSE. IT'S MY TURN TO HURT, IT'S MY TURN TO TAINT. I'M THE MASTER AND IT'S YOUR TURN TO PAY. SO WHAT DO YOU THINK, HOW DO YOU FEEL? IS IT A GAME, OR IS IT FOR REAL?

A Little Fun
a knock at the door u open to find me standing there. i grab ahold of u & start kissing u hard, pushing u up against a wall, while kissing u i unbutton ur shirt taking it off, slowly moving my lips to ur neck kissing every inch rubbing ur chest, slowly my lips reach ur chest kissing every inch while i reach down & unbutton ur pants letting them fall to the foor, i slowly move down more & more not leaving 1 inch of ur body untouched by my lips, then finally i reach ur already rock hard cock slowly i begin to lick & tease the tip while rubbing ur balls, then slowly starting to take it all in every inch sucking u slow & easy at first sucking u like u'v never been sucked b 4, then starting fastr & faster & fastr & harder & deeper takin in every inch of ur cock tasting ur juices sucking u good......................i got to go play bye!!!

Wear Red On Friday
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I i mmediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work a

Joke,....;-)
A woman takes her 16-year-old daughter to the doctor. The doctor says, "Okay, Mrs. Jones, what's the problem?" The mother says, "It's my daughter Darla. She keeps getting these cravings, she's putting on weight, and is sick most mornings." The doctor gives Darla a good examination, then turns to the mother and says, "Well, I don't know how to tell you this, but your Darla is pregnant-- about 4 months, would be my guess." The mother says, "Pregnant?! She can't be, she has never ever been left alone with a man! Have you, Darla?" Darla says, "No mother! I've never even kissed a man!" The doctor walked over to the window and just stares out it. About five minutes pass and finally the mother says, "Is there something wrong out there doctor?" The doctor replies, "No, not really, it's just that the last time anything like this happened, a star appeared in the east and three wise men came over the hill. I'll be damned if I'm going to miss it this time!!!!!"

Cardinal Malfunction
Cardinal Malfunction... I can do it, just this once. I can let go, just enjoy this cardinal lust. His kisses are ravenous, searing my flesh. My body screams, it's losing control. My senses soar, higher and higher. He knows just where to touch, to make me roar. I feel euphoric, white-hot lightening expodes. The feeling is amazing, then he goes. My senses no longer distracted, reality sets in. My body I gave, and still I burn within. But not from lust,as I desired. I can't do, not even just this once. I can't let go, I'm a liar.

I Spy
I SPY... I spy, a being of kind. A being that inspires light and courage. One that will stand alone, against the test of time. I spy, a soul of fortitude. A soul that will take any test put before it. One that will not fail, for the only failure is when it fails to try. I spy, a mind of cunning. A mind that will learn from it's mistakes. That will use those lessons, to forge a path most fear to take. I spy, a pair of eyes that have sight. A pair of eyes that see, through shadowed veils, and can tell the real from the fake. I spy, a heart that's true. A heart that beats with certainty. One that will accept the reasons and seasons, and knows no hate. I spy, a person I wish to see. A person that sees with mind wide open, and mouth closed shut. That lives for the joy of living. A person who will say, "If my muscles hurt, it's because I've used them. If I have wrinkles, it's because I've loved, laughed and cried. These are things I have earned, be

Walk Away
"Walk Away" You've got your mother and your brother Every other undercover Tellin' you what to say (say) You think I'm stupid But the truth is That it's cupid, baby Lovin' you has made me this way So before you point your finger Get your hands off of my trigger Oh yeah You need to know this situation's getting old And now the more you talk The less I can take, oh I'm looking for attention Not another question Should you stay or should you go? Well, if you don't have the answer Why are you still standin' here? Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away Just walk away Just walk away I waited here for you Like a kid waiting after school So tell me how come you never showed (showed)? I gave you everything And never asked for anything And look at me I'm all alone (alone) So, before you start defendin' Baby, stop all your pretendin' I know you know I know So what's the point in being slow Let's get the show on the road today Hey I'm looking for attention N

Military
YOU ARE MY HERO, FOR YOU I'M IN FEAR COME TO ME SOFTLY, IT'S YOU I HOLD DEAR THINK OF THE LAUGHTER, THINK OF THE TEARS COME TO ME SOLDIER, I WAIT FOR YOU HERE. SOLDIERS OF KINDNESS, IT'S YOU I HEAR I'VE TOLD YOU I'M WAITING, I'VE TOLD YOU I'M HERE I CALL TO YOU SWEETLY, I STILL WAIT NEAR I WILL BE WAITING, FOR YOU TO RETURN I LOVE YOU MY HERO'S, I WILL FOREVER LONG COME TO ME GENTLY, BE EMBRACED IN MY ARMS PEOPLE ARE WAITING, FOR YOU TO COME HOME JUST REMEMBER MY DARLINGS, ME CALLING YOUR NAME COME TO ME QUIETLY COME TO ME WHOLE I LOVE YOU MY HERO FOR YOU I FOREVER LONG!!! TO ALL MY MILITARY HERO'S: COME HOME SAFELY TO THOSE THAT LOVE YOU & LONG TO HAVE YOU NEAR. YOU, EACH AND EVERY ONE ARE MY HERO. MY HEART & MY PRAYERS WILL FOREVER BE WITH YOU. COME HOME SAFE TO US!!!

Untitled (got Any Ideas?)
Untitled~~~~~~~~ Suit of armor~ Bullet proof~ Dented but not damaged~ Protected from you~ Encased in steel~ My heart stays strong~ Words shot from your mouth~ Your weapon of choice~ An attempt to cause harm~ Each one deflected~ Cast to a pile~ Like used shot gun shells~ Empty and worthless~ Numb to you~ I feel no pain~ A smile on my face~ Proves I dont care~ Say what you want~ Believe what you will~ My mind is powerful~ Sharp shooter no more~ Put away your arrows~ Drop down your blade~ Look in my direction~ See your reflection~ The defeat is on your face~ Take all your shit~ All your lies~ Just turn around~ No time for goodbyes~ Be on your way~ For I am protected~ By this suit of gray~ Written by Melody 3-21-07

True Love
TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is hard to find a love that is such. The dreams we've made, I take to my heart, for no one, not anything, shall ever keep us apart. A Red Rose... Do you know how much I love you? I love you more than the heaven, more than the stars.Your beauty is greater than one thousand red roses.And I want to thank you for bringing the splendor of a garden full of roses to my life. When you're near I forget all my strife... You changed my life for the better,and I treasure you and our love.I truly believe you were sent to me from above. I know it's not nearly enough,but here is a rose for you.In celebration of our love. Wherever you go; No matter what you do, Remember that I love you!

Dont Worry
To all that sent me messages concerned about my sudden name change...along with the fuck off spray pic. I am ok, a little hurt and sad at the moment, but for those of you who know me, I am a tough one ;) I shall bounce back. Thank you very much for your concerns though, it was sweet to see that I have some great friends on here. Much love...Chas

Another Fucking Nfl Moron
Oakland Raiders running back Dominic Rhodes pleaded guilty to reckless driving Wednesday after prosecutors dropped drunken driving charges against him. The 28-year-old Rhodes, who spent the past six seasons with the Indianapolis Colts, was fined $1,000 in exchange for the guilty plea during a brief appearance in Marion County Criminal Court. He was stopped on Feb. 20. Rhodes also was sentenced to 180 days in jail, but 178 were suspended and he received credit for two days. Rhodes was originally charged with operating a vehicle while intoxicated and operating a vehicle with a blood-alcohol level greater than 0.08. Those counts were dropped due to evidence problems and Rhodes' blood-alcohol level being 0.09, said David Wyser, chief trial deputy for the Marion County Prosecutor's Office. The legal limit to drive in Indiana is 0.08. Wyser declined to elaborate on the evidence problems and denied that Rhodes was given preferential treatment. "This was the proper reso

Joke
Choosing A Wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more a attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for

Life In The House...
okay...so for all of you ladies who are housewives...it sucks...i already have daytime tv memorized. i am done cleaning up messes that aren't mine (i don't have kids, so they aren't from kids) and i am tired of random people showing up at my house at the whim of my husband. which by the way is not going well. i have resorted to a few friends and family members that i know of to stay with them or hang out with them that way i can get away from the stress away from home. i wish i had a job and yes i have put in applications...i would even like to take some college classes...just something of substance or value to fill up part of my day...

Hand Of A Friendship
Hello There Nice Person Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back .. (just once) then that means that they care about you too.

Have U Ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
have u wonder why u love some one so fuccin much nd no matter wat happenedz u always run bacc to that certain person, have u ever wondered why love can hurt so much, have u ever wondered why u cant live without that other person, have u ever wondered why ppl alwayz get in tha way of ur relationship, have u ever wondered why ur gurl/guy alwayz wonders were ur at, have u ever wondered why ur gurl/guy alwayz watz to be with u 24/7, have u ever wondered why they wanna never leave ur side at all times, have u ever wondered why thingz always happendz wrong with ur relationship, have u ever wondered why once u leave da house ur always thinking of that certain person all day, have u ever wondered why u cant stop thinking bout that person, have u ever wondered why wen thingz go down hard why u both hurt, have u ever wondered why u love that person, have u ever wondered why ur relationship always has suttin wrong wit it.................................. well ill tell u its cuz u love that p

Why Do People Choose These Names......
I'm crusing around Cherry, as much as it will let me, and I come across the most bizzare things!!! ok why have an ID like.... "SPANK ME PLEASE" when you have a picture of you and your child up. Kinda TACKY don't you think?? What about the IDs just as "SWEET AS SUGAR" with a picture revealing a bit too much cleavage and your page saying "don't come at me talkin sex..." How about the guys with the ID "I'm her man only" and he has pics of his private body parts with captions like "whatcha wanna do with all this"............

Oil Change
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men: 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss. 12) Crawl out from under car t

Pissed
14 Mar 07 Wednesday 2:58 PM First of all. let me apologize to the people that are not responsible for this. I am truly sorry to have to resort to what I am about to do. One of the things I loved about Panhandle Texas is the fact that everyone knew and for the most part, got along. Your typical small town where you cant pass gas without your neighbor knowing it. At the same time, this is what I hated most about Panhandle. People always in you business and spreading rumors about you. There is at least one person from Panhandle on my friends list that thinks it is thier business to report my comments, and even my screen name of Papi to Tammie my ex wife. You would think hat supposedly grown up people would mind thier own damn business and stay out of mine especially when I dont and have not lived there for a long time. I was a Police Officer there so I knew what came with the territory. Rumors all that crap. So before I delete everyone on my friends list from

Here These Call Lets Drop These Wall......
i hopeing you find this whit a smile ,becase my smile are all gone, the day you went a way ,know what i should of done, wish i would knowen .i could of save this mess of happening too us . trying to make thing righ whit out a fight who wrong or whos right . hopeing you will lisen to me becase i know i love you so an you have al my hear&soul.. setting her allone .im sorry i left you a lone. not know what i was doing ...try to build a home ,an now im all lone, wanting you home,,..to love of my life i miss you plzz come home....im sorry lizz plzz here these calls an lets drop these walls. from anger to mrs.anger....... an to the hole wold to see

Truth
Why do all the guys have to tell you "you are the only one" when in truth they know and I know thay are saying the same thing to ALL the women/girls on thier site. Do they really think we belive them. If a guy says to me, I think your beautiful, and I want to screw you and every other women on my site I'm more opt to believe him then the guy who tries like hell to get you to think he says that to only you..."Out of all the women I really mean it when I say it to you".... Yeah, right..FUCK OFF!! Go find some poor sucker that will believe that!! And leave me alone or at least to the guys that will tell me the truth. Yes, I say this to all the girls and I'm want to fuck you and everyone else..... Truth!! I don't mean this for just CT, I mean on all thses type of sites!!

For The Record.
HERE'S A COUPLE OF MESSAGES TO ME FROM KIRA SAYING SHE WANTED OUT OF MY CONTEST BECAUSE OF THE RULES I HAD. READ AND THEN MAKE UP YOUR MIND. ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME, IS AWARE THAT I POSTED ALL THE RULES IN MY BLOGS, AND NUMEROUS BULLETINS ON HOW MY CONTESTS ARE RUN. MANY OTHER PEOPLE READ THEM, AND HAD NO COMPLAINTS ABOUT THEM. THERE WERE 8 OTHER CONTESTANTS IN MY CONTEST, YET KIRA SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY ONE COMPLAINING OVER THE RESULTS. WHAT ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T EVEN BREAK 300 COMMENTS? WHO DIDN'T GET 778 RATES ON THIER PIC? DON'T SEE HER GETTING BENT OUT OF SHAPE FOR THEM. NO BEING SELFISH, SHE IS BRINGING UNCALLED FOR DRAMA. I HAVE SAID WITH ALL MY CONTESTS, I AM FAIR, BUT CORRUPT. I ALLOW PEOPLE TO CHEAT, WHORE, SELF COMMENT AND ALL THAT FUN STUFF TO GIVE ALL MY FRIENDS A CHANCE. ONE OF THE RULES I HAD WAS NO NEW MEAT, OR FAKE ACCOUNTS. I COULD NAME AT LEAST 40 FRIENDS OF KIRAS WHO DIDN'T FOLLOW THIS RULE, AND I LET IT SLIDE. SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO READ THE RULES, AND TELL HER FRIEND

Heart Attack...this Could Save A Life!
Heart Attack...This could save a life! PROCEDURE (THIS is NOT a JOKE!)... Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line... You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea & intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up... The pain in the jaw happens to many & awakes them from a sound sleep. Some may be a fortunate ones. Trust them since they tell you its pain unlike anything they've ever experienced before... Given a choice between natural child birth & a heart attack, pain-wise ~ it's much easier to have a baby..!! Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive... A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 others ~ you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Re

To Everyone On My Family, Friends, Fan List
I have alot of family, fans and friends, could all of you please click on the pic below and just rate it, all I ask. I have 34 rates and close to 700 family, friends and fans. It would help out so much, if each and everyone of you would stop by and rate my pic. Thanks so much! Happy Hump Day!! Have a good day/night :) Come show me tons of cherry love, please...............:) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Just A Quick Heads Up
so Im feeling particularly twisted and mischevious. If I had to guess Im willing to bet there will be a part of my stand up act posted at some point tomorrow. Oh Did I not mention that?? Im hitting the stage again YAY!!!

Just When I Was Losing Hope....
Lisa Nowak has gotten a job in the navy. For those of you that cant remember Lisa Nowak is the diaper wearing astronaut who drove 900 straight miles to kidnap and kill a romantic rival. Now Ive said before that to win this war in Iraq the US needs to send over a whole bunch of serial killers and psychos and let them just go fucking nuts over there. It appears the Navy listened. I always figured that if you put a psychopath like oh I dont know Son of Sam or John Wayne Gacy or even a crazy Diaper wearing astronaut up against a terrorist the terrorist would always lose. See terrorists kill for their beliefs these other fucking nutjobs kill because its fun and they like it! It's ok Im sure it wont be long before Lisa Nowak goes Baby Huey again and tries to kill a fellow Naval Officer. Nice going Navy its bad enough the terrorists are trying to kill you off you dont need one of your own doing the same.

Cowboy Jokes
An elderly couple, Margaret and Bert, are in California . Bert always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. So seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Margaret looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bert storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Margaret looks up and says, "Bert, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bert yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, MARGARET?" "Nope," she replies. "IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!! !!" To which Margaret replies........ "Shoulda bought a hat, Bert. Shoulda bought a hat.

Saying Hi
This is my first blog and i really dont know what to say.So ill do it my way so here it goes.I want to welcome you all to my world it gets crazy here at timesw but its mine and i love it. I want to invite you all to vist me here a C.T and say hello dont be shy i dont bite "Unless you want me to ". I hope evryone had a great HUMP DAY AS WELL. aND WHEN YOU STOP BY ASK ME ABOUT MY WRESTLEMANIA PICKS IM SURE YOULL BE SURPRIZED. SEE YA SOON

Need Some Advice
I sure would like your opinion on something. I am in the process of writing a true murder case. John Fryman was convicted of killing an ex-girlfriend, he dismembered her. Well, I followed the case and took a ton of pictures, we even got to inside the trailer where she was killed and I have corresponded with him since then. This would make a great book, but I was wondering if I published it myself and put it on the in the internet and people would pay to read it. But I also have two other true stories one called "Carnie Style" and "Racing Fever". So that would be three. Do you think it would be a successs? The book about the satanic murder would be interesting and so would the other two. Would you guys want to read it.

Progress...may Only Be Amusing To Me
Well, someone called me back for an interview! I was driving in my car when my cell phone rang, had to ask for a moment to pull over my car first. She asked me questions about my qualifications, etc., etc., and I tell her about all my responsibilities and previous jobs and how I can be trusted and dependable, yadda yadda yadda-- all well I'm writing down the details for the interview on the back of a receipt for a parking ticket I got last month. I don't know, I thought it was pretty funny when I hung up after the convo was all done. It was all I could find in my car to write on at the time. Well, interview's not 'till Friday. We'll see how it goes!

Leaving!
I just wanted tosay good bye to all my friends I will be leaving CT and probly life as well because i just cant take it any more all the pain all the hurt just builds up till all i wanna do is die! I cant deal with it all any more so Good bye my friends!

Sand & Stone
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED, GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ".

The Towel
No matter what this husband did in bed, his wife never achieved an >orgasm. >Since a Jewish wife is entitled to sexual pleasure, they decide to >consult their Rabbi. > >The Rabbi listens to their story, strokes his beard, and makes the >following suggestion: "Hire a strapping young man. While the two of you are >making love have the young man wave a towel over you. That will help the >wife fantasize and should bring on an orgasm." > >They go home and follow the Rabbi's advice. They hire a handsome >young man and he waves a towel over them as they make love. It doesn't help >and the wife is still unsatisfied. > >Perplexed, they go back to the Rabbi. > >"Okay," he says to the husband, "try it reversed. Have the young man >make love to your wife and you wave the towel over them." Once again, >they follow the Rabbi's advice. >They go home and hire the same strapping young man. The young man >gets into bed with the wife and the husband waves the to

I Almost Got A Tattoo Last Night...
Last night I went to a local tattoo parlor to see how much it'd be to get this tattoo:(It's the sigil for Lucifer.)However, they wanted more money than I can afford right now, so I'll be getting it later.(When I asked the man and woman there how much it'd be, the guy asked what it was. I said, "Lucifer's symbol," and the woman said, "Hell YEAH!") Instead, I got a candle-making kit from WalMart and tried making my first candle last night. When I get home, I'll see if I need to add any more wax...tag: tattoo, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion, candle -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Wifey Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? [[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]] 25. Your phone number?

Level Up Train
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Echos
Echos I hear the echo of the silent voice Mirrored by my own stress,anger and pain All these years locked up inside me Where I could feel no use to anyone All because of my abuse You give me a voice to speak upon the page All those years I've suffered in silence I never dared speak out I live in fear of being unbelieved Locked inside me is fear and hate I escape from my feelings By hearing you say those Five magic words "I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL" It has taken years to hear that voice Now I'm no longer alone The echos of the past have started to heal

Awww The Loan
Well this morning I tried to get a loan for 6500 for an online plece that was a joke for sure.. Their APR was outrages.. and it would have takin me 7 years to totally pay it off. But I need to get out of this hole I'm in!!! Its ok Anyway they said nooooo LOL Figures!!! So this is what Im going to do is try to find some kind of home based business to get into. Im not looking to get rich. Just something to help my ends meet better..

Can You Answer This Triva Question
can you answer this triva question. the first person that can name the band and the song that these words go to wins a prize. the words are Let me help you tie the rope around your neck Let me help to talk you the wrong way off a ledge Let me help you hold the glock against your head Let me help you chain the weights onto your legs Get on the plank fuck .but hears a catch if you get it wrong then you must leave me two comments on my pics. good luck and email your answer. thanks bill

Where Are All The Goreans I Used To Know?
about 2 years ago I had a large Gorean Community I was a part of online and off and after being offline and moving to Florida I lost contact with allmost all of them and now that i am bnack online I been looking and as of yet have been unable to find any of my old friends let alone the current online chat forums of the lifestyle. What happened where they all go? Names I have been known as : Ubara Wolf shadow Lady Wolf Shadow tirsa{WM} jemina{SIF} athena{COS} ferral tuchuk girl gentlelarlcub gentlewolfcub Ravena chianaligrr{TC} ANY Goreans out there rember ME??? looking for old friends and new ones and Homes to visit.

Answers To Top 5 Questions!
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to 5 really important Questions: Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. And when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know!

A New Life
He took away all that I was and all that I could be When I was with him I was a shell of who I really am Will I be forever damned? Damned in love no happiness? Will sadness forever grow? Your love washes over me like the waves of the ocean calming me Stabilty for which to stand and never lose my ground You are the sky that covers me the shelter from the pain You love me as damaged as I am Please be patient it is not you I cringe from It is not you that frightens me It is not you that takes me back to the place where all my nightmares came true I love you A new life..... Where I am safe loved happy appreciated cared for The feeling I get when I am in your arms feeling your breath in my hair and your heart beating A comfort I cannot describe A new life....

The Rose
I would rather have one little rose, From the garden of a friend, Than to have the choicest of flowers, When my stay on earth must end, I would rather have one pleasant word, In kindness said to me, Than flattery when my heart is still, And life has ceased to be, I would rather have a loving smile, From friends I know are true, Than tears shed round my casket, When this world Ive bid adieu, Bring me all your flowers today, Whether pink or white or red, Id rather have one blossom now Than a basketful when Im dead!

Im A Lost Soul Whit Out You ....!
you say you dont care whit out saying nothing ,knowing you do .trying to plzzing other ppl in your life ,whit out plzzing your self.giveing in you wont, becase your mad that you cant say, what you truely want to, say.feeling that your not heard .an then you destroy everone around you.not knowing that you done it.not wanting too but it happens.an a voice out of the dark that you be came, say hey..lisen up, may be you need to re think ever thing an fix this mess that you made...knowing that there love waiteing on you at this long dark tunnle that you made out of thing that are good .all you need to is look an lisne an find your lost soul..becase im waiteing for you to find me again..form ANGER too MRS.Anger...im waiteing on you my love ........

I Will Get There
well i am new to this page and i am learning very slowly it seems how to add things. i know i will eventually get there but it is taking me a while. this is proving to be much more difficult then my 360 page. oh well got to love a challenge.

A Test
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. What Number Are You?

My Story And Basic History
***Warning this may triggor or offend some do not read if you are not in a safe state of mind**** A Storm is Brewing I am a storm. On the inside, I am turning and twisting, spinning in a thousand circles, screaming for air, love, and salvation. Outside I am as calm as the breeze after the rain has poured for hours on end. Chilly, silent, quietly creeping up on skin, turning it into rigid bumps. I have bursts of anger that rage for hours on end, hail beating against the side of a house, slowly breaking little cracks in the windows. Cracks. A smile too happy, a laugh that is fake, full of unsure terror, a laugh so full of terror and nervousness that it is almost screaming for acceptance. But there also is a light inside of me. A light that shines so brightly my skin radiates from it. Light, shining so brightly that tears stream down my face when I view it, a pride that swells inside me so intensely that I can’t breathe. A flood of tingling excitement, a wash of pure joy and elation

Turn My World Upside Down
i keep making the same mistakes, i try to make everything work no matter what it takes. i dont want to pretend anymore, everything you say hits me to my core. i thought you might be the one to change my luck, but now ive found out im alone and stuck. you used to make me smile when i didnt want too, and now im left with those thoughts of you. find me- im losing it, piece by piece-bit by bit. no one to talk too, all i wanted was you. i will put a pretend front on, till all my feelings are gone.

Ya...it's Like That
A Good Night, The Best In A Long Time A New Friend Turned Me On To An Old Favorite Nothing BetterThan A Dealer Who's High Be High, Concince Them To Buy What's My Drug Of Choice? Well, What Have You Got? I Don't Go Broke And I Do It Alot Seems So Sick To The Hypocrite Norm Running Their Boring Drills But We Are An Elite Race Of Our Own The Stoners, Junkies, And Freaks Are You Happy? I Am, Man Content And Fully Aware Money, Status, Nothing To Me 'Cause Your Life Is Empty And Bare You Can't Understand A User's Mind But Try, With Your Books And Degrees If You Let Yourself Go And Open Your Mind I'll Bet You'd Be Doing Like Me And It Ain't So Bad Say, I Do It Alot!

Goodbye
I look into your eyes, your heat, your soul.... Were you really loving me or lying? My love goes deeper than i ever imagined it could or even would. Love is apart of life So is the pain and sorrow along with the smiles, and the joys. My life will be forever changed because I loved you. It seemed as though my would was falling apart, along with my heart. No longer will i let your memory hurt me. I will move on with my life, No long letting you be a part of me.

Boring Life
today has been borign things are oing good but babysitting today sucked there really isnt much to do except stay onthe computer ( wow what a life) and stephany feel asleep on me cuz lame! i cant wate to go home and eat supper and chill with everyone! btu yeh thats pretty much it for today especially cuz ive never wrote on of these things so im confused at the momment, its fun! -dez*

Spin The Bottle
Spin The Bottle!!! Body: The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOULD KISS YOU ON THE LIPS 5. I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH YOU 6. I WOULD TRY TO F*** YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! 7. I WOULD HAVE ROUGH ASS SEX WITH YOU ALL NIGHT LONG 8. I WOULD JUST GIVE YOU A HUG

Laser Paint Bucket
While using StumbleUpon, I found this video: Laser Light Paint Bucket Go ahead and let the kids draw on the walls. It's of a product they're going to be marketting to kids, but it looks so neat I'd like to have one.(God, I'm such a geek, ain't I?) tag: geek, laser, toy, painting, technology-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Dozen Roses
dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all. if you see this then you know yourr a dear friend please post this to your dearest friend.

Couple Bug Fixes: Logging Out And Lounge Motd's.
hey folks, some people might have had problems logging out over the last couple days, that should be fixed now. let me know if you're still having any issues logging out of cherrytap. i think i also finally have the lounge motd's with style sheet/skins working properly again. let me know if you're still seeing any problems setting stylesheet/skin info in your lounge motd. cheers! -mike

Spring Break
Hey everyone I am done with my finals and I need a break. But i only have until April 2nd. I will not be on regularly til then. so everyone have a great couple of weeks and God bless. hugs to all!! Missy

For My Main Man Mr. Metroseksual.
Drum Prayer I pray for Just simple things in the average eye. That I have the power, as long as I can, To keep drumming through life with foot and with hand. Just a humble space At the back of the stage behind guitar and bass. I care not as long as I'm playing a beat And the music's in time with my hands and my feet. That my throne be not jewel But a simple black, leather, padded stool. For upon that I sit more proud than a king My sticks suit me better then some crown and a ring. That I always stay wild That I never grow weak, that I never grow mild. That playing shall never a burden become That my life is an oath of the cymbal and drum. Let my sticks be my sword and my drums be my shield Let the bright stage before me be the battlefield. And, oh God, let me triumph as long as I stand And let music strengthen my foot and my hand. Whether it be on stage, or just in a shed, let me drum on until I am dead.

What Do My Eyes Say?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes83%Eyes full of Pain83%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Help A Great Friend
Please help me show this dear friend of mine some love. He makes me and many of my friends awesome morphs. He throws HUGE giveaways, and he is A GREAT SUPPORTER of all his friends. He needs 25,000 comments for a 30 day blast. He's halfway there...lets finish it up for him!!!!!!! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO COMMENT BOMB MY WONDERFUL FRIEND BORICUA DADDY

Ok Everyone Lil Over 24 Hrs To Go
I AM BEHIND BY ABOUT 1000 PTS NOT TO BAD CONSIDERING I WAS OVER 1300 LAST NIGHT AND CRAWLED AHEAD OF THE LEADER THIS AM BY ALMOST 200. SO COMMENT BOMB ME GOOD.. JUST REMEMBER NAIL ME GOOD I LIKE IT HARD N FAST... PINK STOP LAUGHING AT ME. WE ALREADY KNOW I AIN'T RIGHT...LMAO!!! WE GOT A LIL OVER 24 HRS TO GO THANK GOD I SWEAR I AINT ENTERING ANOTHER CONTEST UNLESS ITS A WORTH WHILE ONE. THANKS BUNCHES YOU ALL ROCK!!!

Okay Its Now Day 10
all i did yesterday was stuff my face with food, in work I have been busy as its gone a bit mental as its end of the month for payroll so allsorts of things have been going wrong, anyway doing okay so far, there have only been a couple of times I wanted one, but that passed, still got the patches which i dont think i could do without.

Info On Baby Squirrels
My mom and roommate found a baby squirrel on our back porch last night. It looks like it has been abandoned. With resreach we figure him to be around 5 to 6 weeks old. We know some about what to feed him. But if anyone can help and give us some advice. It would mean alot to me. Either email or should me or leave a comment. Thanks alot

Got Pride?
Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" . And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would c

They Don't Change Their Spots...really.
Identifying a Pathological Liar Pathological liars, or "mythomaniacs," may be suffering from histrionic personality disorder or narcissistic personality disorder. The following comments basically reflect a pathological liar who has the characteristics of histrionic personality disorder. Some characteristics: 1. Exaggerates things that are ridiculous. 2. One-upping. Whatever you do, this person can do it better. You will never top them in their own mind, because they have a concerted need to be better than everyone else. This also applies to being right. If you try to confront an individual like this, no matter how lovingly and well-intentioned you might be - this will probably not be effective. It's threatening their fantasy of themselves, so they would rather argue with you and bring out the sharp knives than admit that there's anything wrong with them. 3. They "construct" a reality around themselves. They don't value the truth, especially if they don't see it as hurtin

Have You Ever Survey
Have you ever … when drunk? fallen asleep with your face in the toilet? well... had someone not been holding my hair i would have.. taken off your clothes? oops... i should NOT have done that kissed someone of the same sex? lmao.... yep woken up next to someone you didnt know? nope puked on someone else? shit. i was on a roll that night... terry... you know i love you fallen down a flight of stairs? down... no.. up? yes..... driven a car? they CLAIM i drove home... i dont believe them stolen anything? yes... kandi and brians clothes... lmao broke anything that wasnt yours? does willie's nose count? sang stupid songs really loudly? hmmm. probably.... gotten kicked out of anywhere? yes.. but they have since let me back in told someone you hated that you loved them? I dont think so. cried uncontrollably? no... i am not a crying drunk went out in public? yeah. yelled to a croud 'IM DRUNK'? no. but i spend a lot of time trying to

Can We See
Can we see through the eyes, of someone who can't see, recognize the pain of someone who will never see, know the knowledge of someone who succeeds, hear the voices of a psycho who only breathes, Where do we turn, The memories we burn, Look upon our children today, WILL WE HEAR WHAT THEY SAY, Do we call the deformed the beast, forget the long deceased, living a hopeless demand, Will the one's who are behind, go on living blind, street smart in my mind, wanting a chance to start, yet only behind, when you never start, I will try with what I'm dealt, helping those I don't have to help, giving all I have to give, With wisdom as my gift.

Intersections Of History
Intersections March 20, 2007 by John Galt History should be and actually is a cyclical series of events recorded throughout the known world of civilized time. It is a subject I have been fascinated with for decades and write about extensively, trying to wake the world up to the repetition which we are seeing now. No, I'm not Churchill, trying to warn everyone in 1934 of the dangers of National Socialism. I'm trying to teach everyone that Civilizations rise and fall, but the reason why is that humanity's frailty, it's pride that refuses to recognize the past, allows and creates mistakes from our history to be repeated. Intersections, where events cross, are crucial points of history which move forward in one direction and collide with a mistake of the past, eventually change the course of mankind. We are witnessing a series of intersections, colliding daily, weekly, and monthly now. In 1906, Upton Sinclair wrote a stirring account called "The Jungle" in which the h

I Will Not Rest Until Your Gone From My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok now most of you already know everything about me and what has been going on in my life over the last several weeks. For those that don't I am going to lay it out on the line for you. I have written in my blogs about things I have done that were stupid and foolish and I didn't deserve forgiveness. Well I got it and we have moved on with our lives. Well someone needs to grow up and move on with her own life and leave me alone. It is not going to be pretty if I ever run into her and I will be honest about that. You are going to go around and tell people that you are going to have my son taken away from me. Know I heard that you are going to take me to court and try to get custody of my son. Let me tell you something right to the point, you are not his mother and you are not his father. I am his father and if you think that a court in this country will even grant you temp. custody you are smoking something. As far as talking shit about me, I must be the most important thing i

I Am So Sad
My cat has not been eating much for the past few weeks... and yesterday she started throwing up and falling over so I took her to the vet... all the tests come back normal to average for an older cat which she is.. but her blood sugar is really low (she's diabetic) and the vet thinks that she might have cancer... but its hard to diagnose cancer in animals... he did say that weather its cancer or not something is really wrong with her.. she's lost 2 pounds since November when she was last in to see the vet.. which is very bad for cats... the vet gave me some medicine that will help settle her tummy so she can eat (in case she has and upset tummy and thats why she hasn't been eating) but does not think that it will help much.. the tests that I'd have to put her through to determine what is wrong cost a lot and may just end up prolonging her suffering.. so I may just have to put her to sleep.. *sigh* I don't want her to suffer.. Edit: We had to put her to sleep the week after my s

No One Cares
I sit alone in a dark room, no one cares I feel like I'm dying inside, no one cares I begin to cry, no one cares I begin to bleed, no one cares "Some one Help me!" no one hears so i sit alone in my dark room bleeding & crying... no one cares Finally I scream.... "DOES ANYONE CARE!!!" But there is no answer..... No one cares...

Life Savor
"I who am blind can give one hint to those who see: use your eyes as if tomorrow you would be stricken blind. And the same method can be applied to the other senses. Hear the music of voices, the song of a bird, the mighty strains of an orchestra as if you would be stricken deaf tomorrow. Touch each object as if tomorrow your tactile sense would fail. Smell the perfume of flowers, taste with relish each morsel as if tomorrow you could never smell and taste again. Make the most of every sense, glory in all the facets of pleasure and beauty which the world reveals to you through the several means of contact which nature provides." --Helen Keller We didn't come here to simply pass through life on our way to someplace else. We came here to savor life, to sensually take it all in, moment by cherished moment. May you enjoy your life to the fullest, employing your senses, your heart and your soul in the process.

What Makes Men Fall In Love?
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a nat

Loving You!!
"You are always a valuable, worthwhile human being - not because somebody says so, not because you're successful, not because you make a lot of money - but because you decide to believe it and for no other reason." -Wayne Dyer Love is a choice. When we make a commitment to accept ourselves for being who we are, doing what we do, saying what we say, thinking what we think, and feeling what we feel, we honor our authenticity. We open ourselves to unlimited possibility. We become capable of loving, honoring and cherishing the unique and worthy person we have always been and will always be. May you always love the person you are right now and the person you will grow to be. And may you also be aware that you are loved beyond measure and a cherished blessing to me.

Return To Love
"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear." ~ Ambrose Redmoon We are born hungry for love and fearless of anything else. Love is our nature while fear must be taught, but once learned, it can cause us to spend our entire lives trying to get back to love. Whenever we face a fear having made the decision to extract from it whatever lesson it brings, we not only conquer it, we take a giant step toward love. Every fear comes with a lesson. It also comes chock full of opportunities to return to our true nature. By facing our fears, we acknowledge that love is waiting on the other side. May you face every fear with your arms open wide to the love it is shielding. And may you always be aware that you are loved beyond measure and a cherished blessing to me. Until tomorrow, May your day be filled with all

Haha Wahoooooo
Olaf vas vorking at da fish plant up nort in Dulut vhen he accidently cut off all ten of his finkers. He vent to da emergency room in da Clinik and vhen he got dar da Norsky doctor looked at Olaf and said, "Let's have da finkers and I'll see vhat I can do." Olaf said, "I haven't got da finkers." "Vhat do you mean, you hafen't got da finkers?" he said. "Lord-it's 2006! Ve's got microsurgery and all kinds of incredible techniques. I could hafe put dem back on and made you like new! Vhy didn't you brink da finkers?" To vhich Olaf says, "How da fock vas I suppose to pick dem up?"

Wow, You Want Irony?
I took a quiz a minute ago that said the one sign I should never date is Leo. The irony is that a while back, I took another quiz that said my best match is Leo. I'm getting the feeling that these quiz makers are kinda hacks.

My Dreams And My New Hopes In Life
(This was written in my live journal and few friends will know why I just hurting all the time after reading it.)(Plus this week is hard to be strong tomorrow the 22nd would of been my 1 year anniversary with the only woman i loved and that was shattered like glass) this was time stamped 8:55pm 3/20/07 Curent mood:(confused, with partial depression and loss of confidence) Lately I am not sure what the hell I want in life anymore. I have dreams and I have hopes, that are just fading, and rigth now do not care anymore. I know I will get this degree and then well I think I will request to go into the service. Yeah I said the service, I lately jsut do not have the confidence for anything anymore, and right now questioning alot of things. I do not know if I am meant to be with anyone anymore. I was told by a friend and I quote"How can anybody not want u? Ur such a great guy, ur sweet, kind and the most caring and thoughtful person on the planet. I mean that, really. U can't g

Thought This Was Funny
Weight loss joke A fellow was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a guaranteed weight loss program. "Guaranteed like heck," he thinks to himself. "But lets see what they think they can do." He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3 day, 10 LB weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nikes and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, "I like the way this company does business." For the next two

What The Army Is All About
What the Army is all about.... Current mood: accomplished you stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He reassures himself his weapon is locked and loaded. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You g

Oh Little Tony
Little Tony ON MATH A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little TONY. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little TONY says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little TONY replied, "The correct answer is the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE TONY ON MATH

Murphy's Law...applied To Sex
Murphy's Law...applied to sex1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times youâ€™ve had it, if itâ€™s offered take it, because itâ€™ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what youâ€™ve got and 50% what people think youâ€™ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a manâ€™s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are u

Rapture
If you are gonna read this, please take a moment to comment...even if negatively. The peak of extasy where you want to cum but don't want the surmounting intensity of pleasure to cease. The summit of eroticism and rapture. Hips locked in thrust, eyes rolled back in your head, lower lip held firmly within your teeth, breath shallow, fast, furious, sweat soaking the sheets, muscles stiff from sensation and tensed in perplexity of experience, wails whimpered, begging for release because not physically or mentally able to enjoy more. Mind so overcome with sensation and pleasure that the simplest words are sought for coherence. "Please don't stop!" followed by "Please let me cum" and "Please, Please...." panted through passion and fueled by desire.

White Wolf(part 2 Alone In The Dark)
alone in the dark i wait for you hoping soon you'll know what to do my wounds still open and bleeding full of hatred, pian, and needing an empty love that needs feeding but your cold heart and stare confirm my fears as my wounds burn from the salt in my tears my mind swims with angry thoughts from battles for you i fought a tear for pleasure a tear for pain a tear for love god i wish it would rain a tear for you and the games you play so if this is love than let it be known that for years i waited for your love to be shown lonely you cried i left your night but for two years lonely is how you left my life your lies i accepted for far to long as i smoked from my bong so stop the lies and tell me the truth no longer standing, now lying in the dark waiting for you

The White Wolf
i saw you standing there, u said forever now standing here in the dark i see you meant never i should have known as i starred into your eyes, that the blue was your love and the black for my demise. your snowy white coat so beautiful and long shows me the pain i must face alone. i see your fangs as they pierce my heart. i feel your tongue as it licks the blood, if only i could stop the flood. i hear your claws as they rip my flesh, so i ask god is this a test. all i hear is laughter from u thats why i know what i say is true. so leave if u must go ahead, take my light. and ill just stand here in eternal darkness, forever night

Fucking Is A Game
kissing is a habit fucking is a game boys get all the pleasure girls get all the pain he says he loves you you believe it thrue 10 days later he says to hell with you 15 minutes of pleasure 9 months of pain 3 days in the hospital a baby with no name a mother thats a whore this never would had happen if the condom hadnt tore

Why Cant I Just Die
he feels the cold of the steel wanting to end it all for wounds that wont heal he pulls the trigger, the hammer falls but for this young man death does not call could it be a bad charge on the bullet everything looks good, puts it back in and pulls it nothing, he returns the gun to his friend it looks like the tonight the gun wont be his end tired now, tomorrow is another day tomorrow brings another way this time suffucation is the case somehow he can breathe clearly with the a plastic bag tied over his face she dosent love me, she dont even care he says with a rope around her neck as he stepped from the chair he begins to drop but to his dismay his neck did not pop he looked around to see who was there it was his cousin wayne holding him with a blank stare she hates me man as he starts to cry fuck her man thats no reason to die he dont want to live without her in his life he'll wait till his cousin leave, tonight its his knife once again he'll fell the steel he

Who Will
to tell the truth i've never been me and what you want i dare not let you see for time and time again i try to let go but in this darkness i can feel the snow the snow you placed here to freeze my heart in a life that you wanted, i played my part so change your mine now just step inside get ready for this wild and crazy ride i figured out how to be free so i can show you the real me so here grim my good true friend take this life and let it end no more stupid lies or dumb ass tricks no praying to the gods for this love to fix my soul is dark and my heart full black the dustin you know will never be back so who will stand beside there man hold his love like only you can don't cry for me or the guy i killed cause this empty whole now darkness fills realize what you released so don't you go and fall for me if you can't handle this new true love remember that was a crow, not a dove hear my vioce what do you feel and if you can't love me then who wil

Why Do Adult Children Have To Be So Mean
This morning when I got to work I could tell something was wrong with my friend Nancy. She wasn't her usual self. We started talking and she tells me that she had an argument with her daughter--her daughter is 38 and recently moved out. At some point in the argument her daughter said that she (Nancy) was the devil. The argument was over a settlement that her daughter is receiving from a car accident. Nancy told her that she still owes her money for the car. Her daughter said she'd see about paying her mom back AFTER she gave her boyfriend (who is a lazy bum.) some money for the truck he lost--here's the story on that: He wasn't working, she was the only one working and when she couldn't make the bills alone, the dealer repoed the boyfriend's truck, he'd used it for collateral for her car--and her car. This is when Nancy lent her some of the money to buy a used car. This argument bothered Nancy so much that she went back in the stockroom and started crying. We thought she was ge

Chicken
how lonely you are floating in a sea of alchol you tasted good, like blood from my scars just floating there as you dissolve your nutrients are just what i need to make me strong to make me, me such a tasty morsal, like an eddible thong nothing there just alchol and you and so my friend i bid you adu

Love Lust And Devotion (part One) Love
love lust and devotion three words that set the earth in motion love sends most of us into a whirlwind but some it just dosent it can turn your world upside down it can crush your smile into a frown recently it took its toll on me it had me pay a hefty fee the one i thought would be mine forever just left me with kids and a block of cheddar crying alone and wishing i'd die till i decided to look inside now friends i have and would like to meet maybe something will grow and love we'll greet so far away and yet so near i'm just wishing for someone to call dear someone to wake up with smile and kiss someone who's love they would never let me miss but yet i still yern for the one i loved i just hope someone hears my cry and sends me a dove Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Daddy(a Ghostwriter
i went to the park where i did dwell i saw a boy i knew so well he sat a strange girl upon his knee and told her things he never told me now i know the reason why the girl is prettier then i i ran home to cry upon my bed not a word to my mother i said daddy came home the door he broke and found me hanging from a rope he got a knife, he cut me down and in my dress this note he found daddy..dig my grave and dig it deep marlbe stone from head to feet and on my tombstone place a dove to show the world i died for love by merc_ Author's Comments: "A Friend wrote this asked me to post it i cried and agreed to do it"

I Still Wont Fall
there is nothing left for you to do you left me and said we're through i cried a bit but not for you for kids, our kids, not one but two every morning i wake with tears in my eyes cause in due time i know i'll say goodbye in a two bedroom apt that harpie sits with three other guys conspiring it no where that leaves room for my two hearts to say she has a stable home is off the charts my daughter for some reason dreds the weekend if they look at my daughter wrong none of them will be breatheing the caring and loveing part she says is her home maybe for the guy as she sucking his bone a harsh picture i do agree its something seen before i go to sleep no time for tears i must stay strong after all most dying i put away my bong no drink, no weed, not even a cigarette she got what she wanted i finally quit you seek to destroy the last thing i have left unbeknownst to you there more you cant get you think that by takeing our kids that i will suffer but the one thing

The Screaming Of Bunnies
The screaming of bunnies is a sound you never get out of your head. They scream out of fear, when a cat is attacking them, when you get to close to them. They scream in this way that makes your heart hurt. That makes the hairs on your neck stand straight up in the air. It makes you hold your children close to you, and thank the being upstairs that they are safe. It makes you hurt inside for the bunnies mother who knows she will never see her baby again alive. A cat only kills to play, never to eat. It hurts inside everytime I think of those bunnies last summer that lost their lives to the cat named Sassy. It makes me want to cry when i think back to pulling a few of them out of my pool during our long, hot, dry summer. And makes me remember the one I saved, so close to death, so cold, shivering. I wrapped it in 10 kitchen towels held it like it was my own baby, and watched in amazement as it came back to life. In my arms it looked up at me, let out a scream and took a leap o

Nothing Good Happens After Dark
One look in their eyes And you should have seen that there is Nothing else that they want of you than to feed on you You know they just want your body now it's not so sexy We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Wish I didn't have to talk to your grave All the times that we tried to warn you Just a little, a little bit attracted to All the power that they had We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still stayed You should have known that they were thirsty Now it's over and you're dead Now it's over there's nothing left of you We told you not to ever go out by yourself (come on!) We told you not to ever go out by yourself Because they're out there and waiting for you We tried to warn you about the dark But you never listen to us anyway They showed their fangs but you still

Right On.
So Barqs is pretty damn good root beer. And yes, I am totally plastered on it right now. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! SHOW ME YOUR BOOBS! Oh wow, I'm sorry. You know... i just get so ... all messed up when I'm hammered. WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

We Made Love
I answered the door and there you were, lightly made up but oh so beautiful. Your smile seemed to light the doorway. “Come in baby, have a seat” I said….and you walked over to the couch and sat down as I got you a glass of wine. “You look very beautiful tonight…” (It made my heart feel so good to see that little smirk), “Well thank you love” you replied. We sat and shared some conversation, and wine….and I realized, your wearing a skirt, my weakness. I noticed your very sexy and shapely legs, adorned with nude tone stockings. I notice a pale area, you skirt seems to have risen a little. A hunger begins to build inside….it seems to have suddenly gotten warmer. A moment of silence arrives, and I lean into you….we share our first kiss. Gentle at first…lips not quite touching, tongues gently dancing with each other. My hand caresses your face. As we end the kiss…I look into your eyes….how beautiful they are, a hint of a smile on you face warms my heart. I prepare the tab

Im A Loser
Some here think I am :P Well this is for you!!! Besides I am here for fun and friends not drama!! Muah!! Breathe in right away, nothing seems To fill this place I need this every time, take your Lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away Youre getting closer, to pushing me Off of lifes little edge Cause Im a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead Youre getting closer, youre holding the fall Cause Im a loser, Im a loser, yeah This is getting old, I cant break these Chains that I hold My bodys growing cold, theres nothing Left of this mind or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away Youre getting closer, to pushing me Off of lifes little edge Cause Im a loser and sooner or later You know Ill be dead Youre getting closer, youre holding The rope and Im taking the fall Cause Im a loser Youre

God And Goddess In You I Trust
by the powers of three times three i beg you break this bind on me. to bring me back to my full power. to make love tremble in this final hour. so end this hex upon my head and bring to life what once was dead so let me choose if i must good or evil, dawn or dusk arise my power from your slumber ignite the flames , burn the lumber if a sacrafice you need take my emotions, set me free so god and goddess in you i trust to free my power, remove the dust my soul is yours, so guide it well so i may stay away from hell but if it's hell "go i must" then god and goddess in you i trust so hear me now my cries are true lift this hex when this spell is through wind water fire & earth bring back my powers, bring back my worth show them now what they once feared remove this fog so my mind may clear i appeal to the guardians of the watch towers near & far to bring to me my power's scar so with this blood i seal this pack to bring to me my powers back end this now i'

Going Home
I am headed back home... all things are coming to a close here.. I will Truly miss the friends I have made... I hope that the few I have gotten close to(you know who you are) choose to stay in touch.. I have sold all I have to the next soldiers coming on board.. so my ability to visit will be few and far between.. Thank You all..

Love Lust And Devotion (part Two) Lust:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
there are things that i wished of you and reasons for my absence too see what i wanted was a little more a lady in the streets, but together my whore your rules were no hickies no real kiss so how was i to put you in bliss. just on night i ask of you to show what i'd like to do i'd start out by kissing your lips while running my fingers on your hips then kiss and bite your neck still soft i i know but what the heck as i suck your breast and make your pussy creamy now it starts to get steamy i'll roll my tongue down to your belly button it's just fore play soon will be fucking now at your pussy i suck your clit no no no hands off my dick i'll tie you down so you cant move and eat your pussy i hope i'm not being rude for an hour i'll taste you cum your tied down so i can have fun look at the time that hour is done it don't matter i have a big hungar so i will eat you a little longer your screams entice me one question are you ready i'll untie y

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
ok so my friend betty requested this song so here's Black Lab - This Night There are things, I have done There's a place, I have gone There's a beast, and I let run Now it's running my way There are things, I regret But you can't forgive, you can't forget There's a gift, that you send You sent it my way So take this night Wrap it around me like a sheet I know I'm not forgiven But I need a place to sleep So take this night And lay me down on the street I know I'm not forgiven But I hope that I'll be given some peace There's a game, that I play There's are rules, I had to break There's mistakes, that I made But I made 'em my way So take this night Wrap it around me like a sheet I know I'm not forgiven But I need a place to sleep So take this night And lay me down on the street I know I'm not forgiven But I hope that I'll be given some peace Some peace.... Some peace.... Some peace

Love Lust And Devotion (part Three) Devotion:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
what can i say to show my devotion eat you out, rub you down with lotion take care of the kids and do as you say take swing after swing for saying the wrong thing what will it be today the hitting doesn't bother me just fills me with such extasy but know this don't show my devotion how my love flows through me like an ocean no what i need are the perfect words the ones that say to prove to you how i feel about those sexy curves how my tongue can make your lips peel i taste your honey as it flows down my tongue as i lick you feel my mouth with cum i would spend eternity down here just to please you for me this is pleasure, we don't need to do the do your leggs will shake and your pussy aches as you wish for something else only after i had my fill of your wealth white, creamy, tasty, honey drinking your essence my love bunny i don't think this is devotion more like a sexual notion i'll always be true i devote my life to you do what you ask of me take

Sorry Jane Doe
to the woman we found in the creek "let's go out and play "sounds good it's such a wonderful day" now outside and theres nothing to do "lets goto the creek and skip some stones" "soon you know the teenagaers will be home" "first to the store to get some candy" "don't look now bit its pamela and sandy" quickly we duck into the store for lemon heads,fireballs,and so much more now the shopping is complete so hurry kids across the street "lets go this way its alot quicker" "just remember to duck and watch the stickers" "hey check it out there goes a woman" "lol she looks like she thought she go swiming "hey lady there's not enough water" so what do you do when your 5 and no one told how some ppl die what do you think goes through your mind do you stop and ask was it her time do you call the cops or tell a grown-up "hey dustin go check it out" "maybe she' asleep or she just passed out" "fuck no dude she's hardly dressed" "she'll see i have a hard on i

Sux2bu Srsly Haha
I sold my car yesterday. It was junkers. I was putting too much money into it for it to always be brokedown. It was sold as is. The guy who bought it knew upfront what we knew was wrong with the car. He knew he wouldn't be able to drive it off our property. etcetc With that said; he brought a tow truck to take it wherever he's taking it. I signed the title. It was notarized. He paid me. Then he tried to lift it on the truck... haha. The wench broke. The car rolled down our backyard and wedged itself inbetween a couple trees. I had to go to work so I didn't know the end result. All I knew was my old car was trying to camoflauge itself in the trees. My next door neighbor came over and basically asked my mom and Marty wtf happened. They told him. He decided to call the cops because apparently the car had hit his little wooden garden area and knocked a log loose or something. (property damage) The cops came, accessed the situation and said because I had signed

Who Will Take My Pact{xxx,rrr ,pg:nfgf}
lol i only have on question, it might be a little sick would you wear my blood and treasure it it swings in a valve around my neck for all to see i'll give it to you if you bleed for me i want your blood around my neck they'll say its gross but fuck it its a pact you made with me to carry my blood for eternity i'll carry yours to my dying day then take a sip on my death bed i am dying anyways, i drink so i take you with me no longer round my neck but following through my half dead blood i release the passion that this blood came from we bottled it while we made love to show love is higher then the man above fuck the stars and what others say this will show our love everyday now thrusting slow i cut your hand so bottle it up then rub the rest on your man cause now its time for you to cut my hand i bottle it up and drink the rest as i suck on your breast together we cum the act is now done not just a pact but a spell you'll find that with this b

Yikes!!!!!
A VERY ugly man walks into his local pub with a big grin on his face and orders a draft beer. "What are you so happy about?" asks the barman. "Well, I'll tell you," replies the ugly man. "You know, I live by the railroad tracks. Well, on my way home last night, I noticed a young woman tied to the tracks, like in the films. I, of course, went and cut her free and took her back to my place. Anyway, to make a long story short, I scored big time! We made love all night, all over the house. We did everything, me on top, sometimes her on top, every position imaginable!" "Fantastic!" exclaimed the barman. "You lucky bastard, was she pretty?" "Dunno... Never found the head!"

The Blackness In Which I Live
step into a world where light has no place, love is just another word that cuts your face in the darkness where my soul dwells is demons and monsters and things that kill stare into my eyes but not too deep for there is where the dragon sleeps a beast so scary i dare not show the burns on my wrist where the chains hold but in the cave of this mean scary dragon beats the heart of the evil that controls him the only happiness in my world is the love from my boy and a cute little girl not even that can shine through like a light come play with me something screams in the night theres plenty to kill, plenty to fright plenty of souls yet to take plenty of innocence in you yet to rape dont be upset the devil is still your friend except the torment its yours till the end have you ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light or smoked a bowl with him every night i feel the flames on my back i feel the whip as my skin it lashed i see the torment my life has beco

Club 14th Street Abcs To A Party(r-xx {warning You Wont Like It} Lmao
to the get it in boys A is for the Apple we made a bong B is for the Bud we smoked from the apple C is for the Cat in a bag we blew hits all night long D is for the Dog waiting for the cat to get out the bag E is for the Extasy we took on a bet F is for the Friends who brought more beer G is for GOOD TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! H is for "HIDE THE STASH THE COPS ARE HERE!" I is for the Ice cream i ate from her pussy mmmmmm chocolate vanilla swirl J is for the twenty bottles of Jack daniels K is for the Kangaroo that gave us the acid L is for the LSD induced clams we fed the cops M is for the Monkey that stole my beer {fucking monkey i will kill you when i catch you} N is for the Narcotics we wont ever do O is for the Opium the monkey smoked P is for the Paiodi that Jason brought Q is for Quick were out of beer and the store closes at 10 R is for the 10 bottles of 151 Rum we drank S is for the Six months it will take to clean-up T is for the Ten virgins turned stripper

Lust And Fun With The Devil In Nothern Lights
have you ever danced with the devil in the middle of the night now dance with him in the mist of the nothern lights let the mist fill your lungs as he fills your body suductive kisses on the neck of his vanilla beauty he looks her over and wonders what she thinks as his forked tongue taste her lips his copper tone skin enticing her secret garden in the rain she begins to wash him as his cock hardens she is amazed by his huge throbbing member her mound waters while her body fills with tremmers the two take another hit from the devils bong she sucks it as if it was his shlong driving him even more insane as the mist comes out his turn to wash the object obsession whispers in his ear my soul is yours, im your possession gentle he washes the breast, tickling her nipples as his tongue licks her mounds, the clit he tickles hit after hit you two rise to another level of sexual healing, lust that makes her body tremble northern lights feel your head as he lies you

Crap
With all this other bs in my life I totally forgot I have a fine payment to make tomorrow. It is only $66.00 but I still don't have it. What am I going to do? I can't go to jail or things will only get worse I got an extention till next week Thursday!!!

Place My Head Up Your Chest(ratedxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
i place my head upon your chest for a second i begin to rest not for long, as im tempted by your breast bite me they call lick my nipples, dont stall as cum from below start to fall i'll rub my fingers slowly over your curves your beauty i'll show with more then words take me now, with no delay i hear as my tongue massages your body bites on your neck, lips, even your ears just enough to calm your fears your nails rip my flesh, still i dont penatrate no need to hurry, it's love that we make there's alot more to my foreplay my hands and tongue do most of the work but the words i whisper will make you squirt a night of passion, a life time of love everynight i offer this extasy to my dove i drag my tongue down your sexy body to your navel i carry you to the bed from the table you soak the sheets with sweat and cum still this is only a quater of the fun i lick down your silky legs i can still here your body beg stop teasing me, get started instead tw

R.i.p Buffy And Pudge
I can't shake the sadness I feel inside...by the end of the week pudge and buffy will be laid to rest.. how do you say good bye to someone who has spent there lives maken you happy..always there when you need a friend. always there when you are down.. never wanting nothing more than to be loved feed and played with..loving and trusting you like no person could ever do! as I sit here my heart breaks there is just no words that can describe the awful fellings I have inside..so tommorrow when you wake up put Buffy in your prayers and on sat please do the same for pudge.. knowing it is for the better does not make life any easier it just makes you feel empity.

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Mick Foley, Otto And George, More Macbooks, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday and it's getting warmer here in New York. It's almost warm enough for ladies to pull out their breasticles... You should probably make sure you have a WOW Sticker if you want to partake in the goodness. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. Don Imus has been known to wear one his show (we know because we've seen it on MSNBC. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and be like Imus. Speaking of SHIRTS, check out what WE do now... ORDER YOURS TODAY (male and female sizes available) STILL NEED MORE BOOBIES? Demanding, aintcha? OK, head over to RateMyWOW.com and check out

Doghouse Tonight
hey just letting everyone know i will be at the doghouse tonight to listen to my husband dj from 7 untill 12 lets all have a great time and listen to some good rock and roll.would love to see people come and have some fun,2202 east lake rd erie pa.

Making Accusations..
THIS IS A COPY OF A BULLETIN..POSTED BY A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE.. I WAS BOTHERED BY THE FACTS IN THIS.. APPARENTLY SOME CHERRY TAPPERS DONT BELONG ON HERE IF THEY CANT BEHAVE.. I HAVE ONLY BEEN ON CHERRY TAP FOR A SHORT TIME AND EVEN I KNOW.. THIS CHERRY TAP IS A RATING GAME.. ITS FUN.. AND THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS SITE IS TO GET RATES AND MOVE UP LEVELS.. THIS IS WHAT YOU DO ON HERE IS RATE EVERYTHING FROM PICS TO PROFILES.. SO WHY ARE PEOPLE GETTING NASTY IF SOMEONE RATES THEM ON ANYTHING WHETHER ITS A PIC OR PROFILE ECT.. IF THATS NOT WHY YOU ARE HERE.. THEN THEY SHOULD LEAVE.. DONT MAKE ACCUSATIONS AND GET NASTY BECAUSE SOMEONE GAVE YOU A 10.. IT SOUNDS TO ME.. THAT THE PEOPLE THAT MADE ACCUSATIONS AND NAME CALLING NEED THE # TO A PSYCHOLOGIST.. AND SHOULD MAYBE USE MYSPACE INSTEAD.. IT OBVIOUSLY IS MORE THERE SPEED.. THIS IS MY OPINION ON THE MATTER BELOW IS THE COPY OF THE BULLETIN FROM HEAVNESSENCE.. CHERRY TAP HAS THE IM BORED BUTTON ON THE TOP OF YOUR SCREEN IT IS LISTED I

No Good
you think i wanna think about you...you think i wanna have anxiety and love you..you dont like my piercings or my tattoos, i can give a shit about you...u wanna make my life a living hell and stalk me too...all i can do is picture you with this woman and see you doing what we used to do...i wanna clear my mind and BE FREE FROM YOU!!!is there someone better or just you?today is a pretty day but all i have did is think of you, my head hurts cause of you...you have my cats and wont give them back, fuck did u know they mean more to me than you!!!i wanna be free, i wanna go, i wanna be loved by someone new...my life was going down but i will pick it up and become someone new..dont you ever come crawling back to me saying you love me cause im finished, finished with you..yes you have a part in my heart but soon i will 4 get you...

Need My Friends Family And Fans To Repost My Bulletin Please
2x Competitions The 1st competition is Sexiest Cherry 2007 Submit a picture that is sexy but NOT NSFW! lol. Tasteful and Sexy is what the picture should be. Self comment bombing will be allowed. The 2nd Competition is Sexiest Tattoo. Submit a picture of your sexiest tattoo again no NSFW PICS PLEASE. Self comment bombing will be allowed. Both competitions will run from Sunday April 1st 2007 10pm Central until Saturday April 28th 2007 10pm Central. Winners from both competitions will win on the number of comments. No downrating & No NSFW markings please. Prizes. F

To Anyone That Has A Small Child, Or Knows Someone With Em.
To anyone who has or is planning to have or knows any kids Body: This is just crazy! Body: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On

Chapter 1{the War Of The Worlds,
BOOK ONE THE COMING OF THE MARTIANS CHAPTER ONE THE EVE OF THE WAR No one would have believed in the last years of the nineteenth century that this world was being watched keenly and closely by intelligences greater than man's and yet as mortal as his own; that as men busied themselves about their various concerns they were scrutinised and studied, perhaps almost as narrowly as a man with a microscope might scru- tinise the transient creatures that swarm and multiply in a drop of water. With infinite complacency men went to and fro over this globe about their little affairs, serene in their assurance of their empire over matter. It is possible that the infusoria under the microscope do the same. No one gave a thought to the older worlds of space as sources of human danger, or thought of them only to dismiss the idea of life upon them as impossible or improbable. It is curious to recall some of the mental habits of those departed days. At most terrestrial men fa

Support Our Troops
A great site to check out! I wear one of these wrist bands. They can be gotten through here, and I found mine at one of the local grocery stores. SUPPORT OUR TROOPS! http://www.saluteheroes.org/ REPOST

Leaving Tomorrow Morning
Hello dear friends; and fans (yeah right), I will be out of town for a full week starting tomorrow, so please don't think I am ignoring anyone!!! You can still reach me until tomorrow early in the morning. I will be back by Tuesday evening. Carlos The Butt Man, aka masterhead

My Birthday!
My Birthday is this Friday, March 23rd. I am hitting a big one in age!! Please send cash contributions to "Fund The SourBabe - Fruitcake, Awareness Program", attention: Pamela. If you need further details of where to send your hard earned money, I will gladly help you. Please message me with your questions. Oh! One other thing; I want to thank you in advance for helping me during the realization I am officially old enough to be a fruitcake! Pamela aka SweetBabe aka SourBabe

My Soul
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

Unpretty
I need a tan, to drop some weight, new bathing suit blah blah..... these things float through the minds of women this time of year. If you have a lady, be sure to remind her how beautiful you think she is. Trust me she needs to hear it. :) Personally, I have been struggling with the reflection in the mirror. If I could only drop 20 lbs here and tone up. I mean I have been told you are not a BBW, but you ain't skinny either lol Curvy, cushy, etc lol Whatever happened to just calling a woman beautiful. With big breasts, I will never be a size 3 or a size 6 lol Gotta love the standards of what is hot on tv lol Just venting and reminding you guys to tell your ladies she is beautiful today!!! :)

Love
im tired...im depressed..and crying over you...u wanna throw six years down the fucking drain and blame it on me..you say im ugly and never was good enough for you..i came to see you and asked how you was you said u was living a dream...living a single life while your wife is fighting for you...how dare you say im ugly...how dare you say im lazy...how dare you say i never do nothing and that im crazy....im bleeding on the inside, trying to change the past and what i have done...then i realize i have changed so much just for you that i dont even know who i am..looking in the mirror trying to love me all i see is a empty woman trying to please you...maybe i was wrong or maybe i was right all i know is im finish with this fight..

Well This Is Just Great... (the Five Stages Of Depression)
I think I'm going to go eat some carbs and then throw myself into an active volcano. This has been the worst day ever and NOTHING I repeat nothing has happened. So how could it be the worst day ever? I have no clue. All I know is I went from feeling nothing to feeling like I was going to have a breakdown at work. I've cried or started to cry at least 3 times in the past 40 minutes, and I haven't got the slightest idea why I'm so upset. I have no reason to be upset. I need chocolate and a large bottle of prozac.

Update: Nobody Gives A Shit About Bigfoot
so its been a while since I haven't bitched about people wasting my time, dumb shit that just irritates me, drunken spatterings or porn pictures...so I figured I'd blabber in hopes of waking up so I can function...video stuff:so I have the first scene with Sinmora set up for April 21... so that means I have less than a month to test out all my new toys to make sure they work for what I need... and get some sort of audio recording rolling since the microphone I have seems to not be worth the $$ I paid for it :pI got a bit of lighting in and will be working with Eric Freeman (darklord10000000 for those that know him locally) for some clothing and help with filming as he's all about putting some of his art together for the project so we can shoot some of it in with the porn... which should prove to be a bit off pudding within itself :pnot sure when we are doing the first party scene but that should come eventually... and since sinmora is local, it'd be easier to just shoot that part later

Frustrating Day
First off.....Does it matter who I am friends with? Geez My best friend is gay. Get over yourself....had someone who I was once friends with who is what I call a holy roller. She had 2 kids out of wedlock How dare you judge me for having a friend who is gay.....hmmm so what is so wrong with me having a best friend who loves and encourages me...People like her need prayer. Next thing.....Education could be on of the most expensive majors to have. Teachers are in demand, but this test cost $125 and oh yeah you have 2 of those to take. Fail it and you must retake it. You must be interview to take classes about teaching children. Dress in you finest. Wear a nice smile. etc .etc. Who knew there was so much red tape lol IDT class. What the hell. I make lesson plans and I do spread sheets, find internet websites etc etc and so on. Anything different from what anyone else on the computer knows lol ummmmm think not. lol Everything is submitted online, but you have to come to c

Christina,danity Kane And The Pussycat Dolls...
Friday my best friend Heidi and me are heading to the city to see the Back to Basics Tour ...gonna have a fuckin blast... ...getting a much needed mama's vacation/break....aka MOMS ON A MISSION... Hittin the clubs after and then walkin all over the city Sat then a show. Im psyched...I

Hurt
i never thought that i would feel the way i do about some one, i thought i loved him and i thought he was a friend and it turns out i was wrong, i allowed him to break my heart and i promised myself i would never let anyone do that to me, i feel like such an idiot! theres nothing really left for me here and im going outta my mind! why cant we all just get along and live life happily ever after! i want to live in a fairy tail where everything is okay!!!

Sorry For My Absence As Of Late...
I have been away with things going on at the home front. In preparation for yesterday's court hearing, I have been away and now that the courts assigned an appointed Guardian to Eleanor, my entire life is in turmoil and I am jobless, homeless and without a vehicle since everything is in her name and I have been ousted. Eugene and I are making contingency plans and Claudia won - she's getting everything when Eleanor dies (including the home I made with Daniel) which I fear will not be long since I will not longer be caring for her. I am in the process of submitting a bill to the court and the estate for services provided at reasonable rates and documenting receipts for reimbursement for out of the pocket expenses to the household for everything as well as the 24/7 care for my no longer "ward". The legal papers Eleanor signed are null and void and my promise and commitment to uphold her written wishes as well as the wishes of her son of whom I loved is now out of my hands. Life go

Wtf???
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE,, YOU TRY TO BE NICE AND HELP THEM OUT, THEY WANT MORE, YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO DO THINGS FOR THEM, THEY WANT MORE, HELP IN ANYWAY YOU CAN, THEY WANT MORE, NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU GO OR HOW MUCH YOU DO , THEY WANT MORE, WHEN YOU FINALLY HAVE ENOUGH AND TELL THEM NO MORE, THEY WANT MORE, WHEN YOU DONT GIVE IN AND GIVE THEM MORE, THEY TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU AND START TALKIN SHIT BOUT YOU, AND STILL THEY WANT MORE, THEY FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE THERE FOR THEM, HOW MUCH YOUVE DONE, ALL THEY SEE IS THE TIME YOU SAID NO... .. NOW IS THAT A FRIEND? IM TIRED OF BULLSHIT AND DRAMA ON HERE, IM SICK OF THE CHILDISH NONSENSE I HEAR, I NO LONGER HAVE TIME FOR FAKE ASS FRIENDS, IF YOU DONT LIKE ME JUST TELL ME UPFRONT, THERES NO REASON TO PRETEND, N IF YOU REMOVE ME AS A FRIEND BE SURE TO LET ME KNOW, MY PAGE IS FOR REAL PEOPLE NOT JUST FOR SHOW,

Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some interesting facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children, Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, s

La Sagacidad Del Dominicano
Go to freetranslation.com if you don't read Spanish. Trust me it's worth it, I laughed so hard reading this Ah... La Sagacidad del Dominicano....eh! > > > >Un Dominicano se quería casar con una muchacha judía y para eso le > >pidió > >permiso al padre de ella. Al ir a la casa de los judíos, el padre le > >explicó: > >-Nosotros somos judíos y tenemos una manera peculiar de hacer las > >cosas; si > >te quieres casar con mi hija, tendrás que pasar una prueba. Toma > >esta > >manzana y regresa mañana. > > > >El chico salió con su manzana y regresó al día siguiente. > > > >El padre de la chica le pregunta: > >- ¿Qué hiciste con la manzana? > >- Pues me la comí. Tenía hambre -le dice el Dominicano. > > > >El judío le dice rascándose la barba: > >- Humm, mal, muy mal. Nosotros los judíos pelamos la manzana y con > >la > >cáscara hacemos un vino delicioso, luego la partimos en dos, nos > >comemos una > >mitad y el resto la repartimos entre la familia. Luego las sem

I Cried
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the do

I Really F**king Hate.....
1. When people say they will do something, then don't. Procrastination...ok, shit comes up...but to just not do it at all is like a ..."Hey, fuck you!". 2. When someone bumps into you, and don't even acknowledge it. Most of the time, even if it was not me at fault, I will turn and say excuse me. *** However, there are those times when I see it is someone who thinks he's a bad ass or thinks they don’t have to say "Excuse me" because there ancestors were oppressed 200 years ago.....that’s when I like to boldly say..."Excuse YOU"...and hope they say something stupid : ) 3. When people change lanes and get in front of you, then wanna ride the friggin break. 4. When the put the blinker on...as there turning or changing lanes. 5. That woman feel the have to show themselves to the world, naked, and pretend there sluts to get attention on the internet....and worse, that we men have become so shallow. 6. That you think I sent that friend request because you think I want to f**

Dam It Please Know Me
MY HEART GOT BROKEN AGAIN,THOUGHT THE PERSON WOULD TRULY KNOW ME BEFORE SHE JUDGE ME,SHE DID NOT DO THAT. ALL THAT I ASK FROM MY FRIENDS AND TO ACCEPT ME AS I AM.AM A VERY NICE GUY TILL I GET PISSED OFF. SO THE PLEASER WHAT I USED TO BE KNOWN AS IS NOW CHARLES MAGICIAN OF THE CROW OF LESTATS DARK COVENANT,MY NEW FAMILY WHO HAS ACCEPTED ME AND I THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE,YOU DON'T FUCK WITH MY FAMILY,SO I AM LOOKING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE WHO WILL ACCEPT ME AS I AM,SO STOPP BY AND CHECK MY PAGE OUT,LEAVE A COMMENT,RATE IT AND MY PICS,ALSO SHOW SOME LOVE TOWARD MY FAMILY MEMBERS,WE LOVE FRESH BLOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

Change
What once was, is no more But no one seems to see What will be, is at the door You just need to turn the key What once was, has past away Why won't anyone believe What will be, is here today For all to conceive What once was, has disappeared Stop pretending it's not so What will be, should not be feared Change is not the foe

Check It Out ;)
ITS ALL GOOD!!NEED I SAY MORE LOL!I MEAN REALLY AS IF PEOPLE REALY TRULY GIVE A DAMN ANYWAYS SHIT THIS IS FOR MY OWN AMUSEMENT & DISTRACTIONS.IF YA WANNA KNOW WHY WELL THEN YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO AND YES I AM BEING A SMART ASS CUZ I AM SMART AND GOT AN ASS!LOL GOTCHA;) SO HOW U LIKE ME NOW!;) I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A WHILE BEEN ILL BUT HEY THATS ANOTHER BLOG COMING SOON NOT UR AVERAGE BLOG SO I WILL TRY TO GET TO IT OR START IT ANYWAY MAYBE TODAY. WELL I NEED MORE COFFEE SO I AM OUT OF THIS BLOG!FAREWELL& BLESSED BE WITH LOVE AND LIGHT AND DARK CUZ LIFE ISNT ALL LOVE AND LIGHT AND I LOVE THE DARK!

Oh-effin-k!!!!!
Here we go. In the words of Alex Varkatzas: So raise your voices and hold your hopes up high! Tell your stories, run your mouth, and tell your lies! oh! on the plus side I hear that I may possibly get to see Mikey next month! ♥

Vegas Baby!
For anybdy who doesnt know im just about n my way to vegas until sunday!! s if u miss me u can send me a message try not to send anything to my Shoutbox, cuz i probably wont get it.....and then i wont know you were thinking of me!!! So ill miss u all.....but to be honest i wont be thinking of anybody cuz ill be drink most of the time and not be in the right state of mind....hehe BUT I do love ya all and i will miss you!!! Ill see u all sooonnn.... peace out VEGAS BABY!! luvz, ~CINDY ps. dont forget about meeeee `

Here We Are
Here we are, you and I, together at last. I feel as if I am complete now. I feel as if all that happened in the past is no more. You have shown me happiness You have shown me acceptance You have shown me compassion You have shown me it is okay to trust I felt before alone An alien to the world of love I felt before betrayed It was all I had shown I felt before not worthy I was always told I was too much I felt before a hole in my heart Each time I gave love, it was not returned I felt before my future was to be alone Too many broken promises had been done to me Now, I stand here with you at my side No longer am I alone No longer am I betrayed No longer am I too much Together we will face life Together we will share our love Together we will walk this road Together we will complete each other I know that I know, I love you...... Poet's Heart....

A Male Patient
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult, four hour, surgical procedure. A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely...................... >A

First Tyme Sex
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers

Read My Profile
I was board and I clicked the "I'M board button so I could rate some pictures and level up most of the pictures I rated were during happy hour so you know I am guilty of this too clicking 10 and moving on then this morning I get a comment asking me if I was a child molester cause out of all the pictures this dumb ass has I rated her daughters picture?? you need to start reading the profiles people!!!...wtf I understand that freaks and molester are out there but I get no thrill out of little girls I get less a thrill from morons and assholes who take random pot shots at me for no fucking reason stupid stupid fucking people had this person shouted to me of left me a private message I would had a chance to explain myself in stead they left me a comment for the whole world to judge me on my page thanks you insane numbile minded fuck nutted bitch. leaving comments on pages like that can get you a bad rep one I don't deserve one I will never have or need I have enough problems being me, (y

Bobs Amazing Lyrics
Once upon a time you dressed so fine You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you? People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall" You thought they were all kiddin' you You used to laugh about Everybody that was hangin' out Now you don't talk so loud Now you don't seem so proud About having to be scrounging for your next meal. How does it feel How does it feel To be without a home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone? You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely But you know you only used to get juiced in it And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it You said you'd never compromise With the mystery tramp, but now you realize He's not selling any alibis As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes And ask him do you want to make a deal? How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone

The Dream
Through the obsidian woods, I moved with ease. My fangs bared white and gleaming, towards the faded yellow full moon. To my left, A deer runs in sure terror. To my right, A once beautiful fast flowing stream. Set to my coarse, I track my pray, Meer aniamls no longer full-filling. Crouched beneath his window, his scent aiding my hunger. I rise to my hunches, and rest arms that ache to have him, upon his window sil. Asleep upon his bed, So still thought to be already dead. I slide through the opening and curle at his feet. I move in closer, feeling his breath upon me. I move in to take him..... In a cold sweat, I awaken. His sweet scent....still lingering!

Passing Of A Dear Friend
I lost my dearest friend of over 25yrs last thrusday night at 7pm. God called her home and i knnow she is no longer in pain. We met at work aaaand our friendship was born there. Flora was a very loving caring mother grandmother and friend. No matter whAT she was doing she always made time for me. She was a wonderful christian lady. She spent the last 8 years of her life in a nursing home as she needed more care than family and friends could give her. She touch everyone in her life. She had lou gerhig's disease for 8 yrs. she is at peace now and has gone home to her lord.. She will be greatly missed by one and all.

Hurt
Carla really hurt me. This is for her. Johnny Cash really knew what he was saying: Cry, Cry, Cry Everybody knows where you go when the sun goes down. I think you only live to see the lights of town. I wasted my time when I would try, try, try. When the lights have lost their glow, you're gonna cry, cry, cry. I lie awake at night and wait 'til you come in. You stay a little while and then you're gone again. Every question that I ask, I get a lie, lie, lie. For every lie you tell, you're gonna cry, cry, cry. You're gonna cry, cry, cry and you'll cry alone, When everyone's forgotten and you're left on your own. You're gonna cry, cry, cry. Soon your sugar-daddies will all be gone. You'll wake up some cold day and find you're alone. You'll call to me but I'm gonna tell you: "Bye, bye, bye," When I turn around and walk away, you'll cry, cry, cry, When your fickle little love gets old, no one will care for you. You'll come back to me for a little love that's true. I

Can Cold Water Clean Dishes?
This is for all the germ conscious folks that worry about using cold water to clean. John went to visit his 90 year old grandfather in a very secluded, rural area of Georgia. After spending a great evening chatting the night away, John's grandfather prepared breakfast of bacon, eggs and toast. However, John noticed a film like substance on his plate, and questioned his grandfather asking, "Are these plates clean?" His grandfather replied, "They're as clean as cold water can get them. Just you go ahead and fi nish your meal, Sonny!" For lunch the old man made hamburgers. Again, John was concerned about the plates as his appeared to have tiny specks around the edge that looked like dried egg and asked, "Are you sure these plates are clean?" Without looking up the old man said, "I told you before, Sonny, those dishes are as clean as cold water can get them. Now don't you fret, I don't want to hear another word about it!" Later that afternoon, John was on his way to a

A Shit Load Of Vnv Nation
Epicentre: I asked myself "was I content" with the world that I once cherished Did it bring me to this darkened place to contemplate my perfect future I will not stand nor utter words against this tide of hate Losing sight of what and who I was again I'm so sorry if these seething words I say impress on you that I've become the anathema of my soul I can say that you're losing me I always tried to keep myself tied to this world but I know where this is leading (please) No tears No sympathy I can say that you're losing me but I must be that which I am Though I know where this could take me No tears No sympathy Gracefully Respectfully Facing conflict deep inside myself But here confined Losing control of what I could not change Gracefully Respectfully I ask you "please don't worry" not for me Don't turn your back Don't turn away Standing: Eyes betray the soul and bear it's thinking. Beyond words they say so many things to me. A stranger he

Lonely Soul Blooded Heart
A blooded heart on a lonley soul. Streaming blood slowly down the body. Dripping ones life's blood slowly out, out of life. The lonely soul cries in the night. When all one has to do is dream of life in reality. Then it will happen. the truth of love will find the soul. So wipe the blood from the eyes. Clean the blooded wound. then smile to the world and show, the lonely soul has friends one and all.

Drunk Old Guy
A drunken old guy stumbles into the front door of a bar, walks up to the bartender and says, "Give me a shot of tequila, damn." The bartender looks at him and tells him that he has had enough. So the old guy curses the bartender out and walks out the front door. A few minutes later, the same guy comes in through the side door and stumbles up to the bar and demands a shot of tequila. The bartender looks at him in disbelief and refuses to serve him again. The old guy curses him out again and storms out. A few minutes later, the same old guy stumbles in through the back door and before he could say a word, the bartender says, "Listen, I told you already twice that I'm not going to serve you, so get out of my bar, you drunken bastard." The old guy looks at the bartender and says, "Damn, how many bars do you work at?"

R.i.p. This Is So Sad
It just seems like yesturday that we saw your smiling faces. It just seems like yesturyear when you were in the back cutting up and beeing your goofy self. The days slowly pass by and yet it seems like its all a dream and that we will all wake up. But we know that you 5 are in a better place. Its hard to deal with it because you were loved by so many here on earth. You will never be forgotten ever and its so hard to grasp and conprehend why you were taken at such a young age. You had your whole lifes a head of you. But only God knows why you had to be taken away from so many people who love you guys. So we have laid you to rest in your proper spots and will always be visited in our hearts our thoughts and our dreams. We all love you and miss you so very much. we love you forever and alwayz R.I.P. Tiffy, James, Matt, Katie & Jessica

Why Marry?
WHY MARRY? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished . A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was unti

Days Gone By
i wake up and realize its true, its not just another dream..all the pain and tears are real..i feel like im fading away so fast and there is no stop..my heart aches and cries for you..where are you? oh i remember im no good for you, throw it all away cause you are feeling blue...tears i cry...anger i have are all towards you..old life you are but now im walking into new!!!

Hump Day
Happy Hump Day!! While I am waiting for some files to copy from one server to another I will ramble a little. Took something (AdvilPM) last night to help me sleep on the advice of a friend.. and slept so much better (TY Night Angel). I only woke up twice. Thats much better than its been. I woke 5 times Monday night.. 7 times Sunday night. Grandpa Dick is feeling much better. :) I am glad I am such a patient person. It sure does help sometimes. It brings you the things you want if you are meant to have them. Anger and forcing things rarely bring positive results. I have another stinking bird in the basement. Well.. hope you all have a happy day! :)

Realized
Well I realized something this morning. I'm not hard to get. Any man (I say man because I want a boyfriend for now) who comes off intelligent or good at something I'm not..like with words then I'm in love right then in there. Well lust but anyways!! Another thing I love is guys with long hair!! Then again I do always love guys with short cornrows. I Love light skin,tan skin,and dark chocolate skin too. Race don't bother me.Eye get me too. So do deep voices. Everytime I hear a man with a deep voice who can carry out a good conversation I'm stuck lol.

Bonus Mosh Pt. 2
So, scream I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, It bleeds horizontal straight from your wrist. (So scream louder now) I'm bound to come around about (Bound to come around) But can’t you, can’t you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders, C’mon say it is... [Chorus] Well, it's love (It's love) Make it hurt (I deserve it) Well, it's love (It's love) Make it hurt (I deserve it) Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love... Make it hurt. I said I use the inconsistencies To undress the machine, You're the poster boy, their selling point, the focus for their new campaign. (Something has to be done) I'm bound to come around about (Bound to come around) Oh, but can’t you, can’t you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders, c’mon... The keys to the castle (Are right where I left them) The princess walked in just to take more attention, 'Cause after all, well isn't that all that

New American Classic
"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head." We could live through these letters or forget it all together See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care, say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care, say you won't care Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt And there's one thing I can do nothing about When all that we need is just a reaction It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore If chasing our dreams is just a distraction I want to remember when I know that I can't go back Just ask the question come untie the knot Say you won't care, say you won't care Retrace the steps as if we forgot Say you won't care, say you won't care Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt There's one thing I can do nothing There's one thing I can do nothing There's one thing I c

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The Girl said, "NO!" And the girl lived happily ever after! She went shopping, dancing, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, had sex with whomever she pleased... did whatever the hell she wanted, never argued, didn't get fat, traveled more, had many boyfriends, saved more money, had all the hot water to herself, and never had pubic hairs under the toilet seat lid. She watched chick flicks, never football,never wore fricken lacy lingerie that went up her ass, had high self esteem, never cried or yelled, felt and looked fabulous in sweat pants, and burped, swore, and farted all the time. THE END

Single Man's Poem
Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman, who's not a creep, drunk or liar. One who's cute, beautiful, smart and strong. She's not afraid to admit when she is wrong. One who thinks before she speaks. When she promises to call, she doesn't wait 6 weeks. I pray that she is gainfully employed, Won't lose her cool when she's annoyed. Waits for me to pull out her chair and let me open her door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a woman who will make love to my mind Knows that I'm kidding when I tell her the truth when she asks "How fat is my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a' itchin'. She brings me a sandwich and beer TOO when she goes to the kitchen. I pray that this woman will love me to no end And would never compare me with her gay best friend. Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait For I know You will send her before it's too late. Amen!!!

Oops
> I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for > > the following reasons: > > > > 1-------- I do physical labor. > > 2.------- I work at great depths. > > 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. > > 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. > > 5.--------I work in a damp environment. > > 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. > > 7.------- I work in high temperatures. > > 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. > > > > > > Reply: Dear Penis, > > > > After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have >raised, > > the management denies your request for the following reasons: > > > > 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. > > 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH > > brief work period > > 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. > > 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen >visiting > > other locations. > > 5. Yo

This Penis Wants A Raise -lol
> > I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for > > the following reasons: > > > > 1-------- I do physical labor. > > 2.------- I work at great depths. > > 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. > > 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. > > 5.--------I work in a damp environment. > > 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. > > 7.------- I work in high temperatures. > > 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. > > > > > > Reply: Dear Penis, > > > > After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have >raised, > > the management denies your request for the following reasons: > > > > 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. > > 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH > > brief work period > > 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. > > 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen >visiting > > other locations. > > 5.

3 Bears
Subject: the REAL story of the 3 bears Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in her little chair at the table. She looks into her little bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" she squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells... "For Goodness Sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first, it was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house, it was Mummy Bear who made the coffee, it was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away, it was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper, it was Mummy Bear who set the damn table, it was Mummy Bear who put the friggin cat out, cleaned the litter box and filled the cat's water and food dish

It Just Will Work Out
I know that this crap will get better. My life can't stay like this. Some how my hope carries me through with no sign of things getting better. Some how, some way, soon this will get better. God what I would give for a couple days in a cheap hotel.

I Feel The Need..the Need To Ink!!!!
Hey, everyone. I need some help ranking up!! I'm trying to get to Nutty Cherry that way I can add more pictures to my account! It is almost Spring, and Spring is the time for flesh! The tattoo gun is up and running and I'm itching to ink! I guess you can tell, cause I've aready been touching up a few on Dale. They were done with an old portable gun, with a weak power supply. Now that I've got the king of guns up and running again, he's gonna be getting alot touched up and re-done! Well, I'm off, again. Oh yeah, Help me rank up faster, and I'll be post pics of my latest inks!! Kisses..Besley..(Tracy) Mad Tatter's (is the name of my shop, by the way)

Good News
Well i just got home from my oncologist and it seems that my chemo might be working a bit..Before my tumor measured 6 cm now it is down to 5.5 cm.. So i am very happy and now I am very hopeful!!! Seems that all this sickness I have been going thru might be worth it a bit!!! Anyways continue praying for me ..Hugs to you all!!! XOXOXO Michele

Smoke
You never really know if the man standing before you is the one but it is great finding out. He is always there for you honors you cherishes you and respects and protects you.Smoke I hope that you know I love you with all my heart and i hope that love never dies and we continue to grow. You have made me very happy thank you.I hope all my friends can find the love like i have. Have a good day

Sex
Imagine you could only engage in one sexual behavior for the rest of your life, one single sex act and no other. What would it be? In some ways, sex is like air. When you have an abundant supply, and easy access, it's the easiest thing in the world to take for granted. But if your supply gets suddenly cut off, it will make you stand up and take notice like nothing else. Metaphors aside, our sexual options are not usually completely cut off. There are many people who live their lives without having certain kinds of sex. Whether it's for religious, cultural, physical, monetary, emotional, or other reasons, we don't all have access to every kind of sex play. Those of us with greater access can forget this at times. This week's sex tip is meant to encourage you to stop taking sex for granted, and to think more creatively about the sex you have. The Most Powerful Sex Breathtaking Orgasms That Turn Sex Into a Spiritual Event www.BlowHerMindEveryTime.com Sex tips for Informa

Her
Some kind of friction has scarred me, but created your new style. My reasons to endure used to be based around who you were, and your brilliant passion that could blaze right in front of a perfect stranger. This is my downfall - my blemish, I've been told before. Quit holding on to what she was. She doesn't recognize you or herself anymore. She's stuck in the process of embracing what crumbles, and when it happens there will be no apologies. She chose to collapse what held her, and if not cautious there may never be a cradle to soften her descent, like clouds. New shapes are taken, but they're not always actual, they're never tangible. It's so brutal to see someone give it all up for nothing, and having no power to stop them. ABR

Leavin
Well friends and fans - It seems the time has come for me to pack it all in and say good bye ... This place was once a blast, but since my work schedule changed its harder to get on here and really enjoy it. I will miss alot of you, others, well it would have been nice to get to know yas. If anyone really wants to contact me, i do have yahoo - nelly36f. Hopefully i will return. If not - take care. Kisses and Hugs to u all !!!

Starts Out In The Bedroom.........
She walks into the bedroom and hes layin on the bed watching tv...all nakked..waiting for time to go to work..she gets on the bed and crawls up to him between his legs..hes watching her the whole time...she starts to kiss his stomach..her nipples r rubbing against him as shes leaning down kissing his stomach and working her way up..she kisses his nipples..going from one to the other...he closes his eyes as shes doing this..she can feel his cock getting hard..her pussy rubbing over his leg, he grabs the back of her head and gets a handfull of her hair...she keeps kissing his chest working up to his neck..she can hear him breathing a lil heavy..kissing up his neck to his lips...she runs her tongue over his lips and gives him a full mouth kiss..softly ..then a more passionatly..going back to his neck and down his chest again..his cock fully hard..she rubs back and forth on his leg..her pussy soaking wet....... she continues kissing down his chest ..his stomach..her hard nipples rubbing ov

~to All The Men And Women That Gave Us Our Freedom..~
TEARS OF LOVE The tiny droplets......... of tears in my eyes......... are oceans of pain........... that are so deep............. the more you think............. of tears in my eyes............ the more u will love me.......... Love is not a voice............ Love is a silence............ a ray of hope........... the smile of heavens........... it flows ever so softly......... it never listens............ it never says.................. Love is just love.............. Which can only be felt.......... and to feel this love........... just look in my heart............. a pain to make you wince............... will rise from your heart.............. Screaming oh ! so loudly.............. and yet so silent........... as is a soft whisper............. to be heard only by............... someone who cares.............. and instead of looking........... tries to feel the love............. With the aid of your soul......... to experience this feeling.........

03-21-2007
I have decided to keep a semi regular diary on here, so later in the future, archaeologists can discover how boring my life is, except for my insane theories and observations. This first one will be dedicated to a little bit of my background. This will probably be the most boring of them, but here goes. I am 39 years old, married, and a father of two boys, the oldest living with me. Shawnna is my wife, Dem is the oldest, Seb is the youngest for future reference. I locate utilities for a living. It can be very frustrating, but the pay is ok, and basically I won't find anything making this type of money. And once you figure it out, it's not that hard. I love music, will listen to almost anything, but Hot Country. It's horrible, and I miss the days of Willie Nelson and Waylon Jennings. I'm taking guitar lessons, and hope to learn enough so I can write and sing my own crappy songs, but they'll be my crappy songs. I love to read, and lean towards true crime and biograph

Childrens Easter Pic Contest
EASTER IS COMING AND ITS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER!! I AM LOOKING FOR THE CUTEST KIDS THAT ARE IN THEIR EASTER OUTFITS! * IT CAN BE A NEWBORN. * IT CAN BE A TODDLER. * IT CAN BE ANY CHILD THAT IS UNDER 12! * HE OR SHE HAS TO BE DRESSED UP LOOKING CUTE AS EVER! RULES: * THIS IS A CHILD'S PIC, THERE SHOULD BE "NO" REASON FOR ANY MISBEHAVIOR IN THIS CONTEST lol. * NO DOWNRATING ANYONES PICTURE AT ANYTIME * THIS IS A CONTEST THAT IS BASED ON RATINGS AND VOTES. * THERE WILL BE A FIRST, SECOND AND THIRD PLACE WINNERS * YOU CAN COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PICTURE, YOUR FRIENDS CAN HELP TOO! PRIZE: * FIRST PLACE WINNER: WEEK BLAST AND BIG PIMPIN GIFT * SECOND PLACE WINNER: THREE DAY BLAST AND BIG PIMPIN GIFT * THIRD PLACE WINNER: ONE DAY BLAST WHOEVER WINS THE FIRST PLACE PRIZE YOUR CHILDS PIC WILL BE IN MY PROFILE FOR A MONTH FOR EVERYONE TO SEE. ALSO WITH YOUR LINK TO YOUR PROFILE SO EVERYONE WHO COMES TO MINE WILL SEE YOUR LINK AND GO TO

Yep
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Shower
She wakes up to hear the water running , she peeps in and hes facing away from her. the water running over his sexy body, she slides in without him knowing, gets behind him, slides her hands around and runs them up his chest, starts kissing on his back, he says good morning sexy, she says morning, he turns around and lets the water run over her, he starts to kiss her, softly at first, then more deeply , passionately, her nipples getting hard, he starts rubbing them, she reaches down and starts stroking his cock, he walks her back and presses her against the shower wall, takes her hands and raises her arms above her head, kissing her, softly, then more deeply, kissing down her neck, he takes one hand to hold both her hands, and runs his other hand over her wet body, down to her nipples and down her stomach and then down to her shaven pussy, she tries to free her hands but he holds them tighter, he pushes her legs apart with his one leg, still kissing her, more aggressively, he starts ru

Help!
So yeah seems like it's pretty difficult to cancel your VIC subscription on here and that the people that run the site aren't willing to help you out with your problems. Or maybe it's just me. All i know is that i tried making a sticky bulletin last week for St. Patty's Day and as i did the first one i went to look and it didn't go thru or so i thought...well i tried again still no sticky so i did it several times before giving up. Well later i check my email and what do you know there's 6 receipts saying i paid for the stickies yet they never were stickied. So of course getting charged 30 bucks for something that i never even got i seek help. Basically I'm getting the run around. I can't get my money refunded to me it's only given as credits for stickies *confused* how hard is it to refund me the money that is MINE? that i paid for that didn't even go thru due to a system error? Why should i be out MY money? and why is it so difficult to have ur VIC subscription canceled? Shouldn't th

An Inconvenient Truth (&if You Think I Support Al Gore, You Are In For A Rude Awakening)
For all of you mindless sheep who really believed the farsical "Inconvenient Truth", I roll my eyes at you. If you REALLY want an inconvenient truth, here it is. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS MAN-MADE GLOBAL WARMING, YOU FREAKIN' IDIOTS!! Throughout the dawn of time, there have been cycles from ice age to hot. They have been tracked, they have been monitored, they have been recorded. Since the dawn of time, when this "heating trend" has happened, there HAVE BEEN NO CARS, INDUSTRIAL PLANTS, OR EVEN ENOUGH PEOPLE ON THE PLANET. WHAT CAUSED IT ALL THOSE TIMES??? Want to know what causes global warming? THE FREAKING SUN, YOU MORONS!! If someone, be it politician or group, creates a widespread panic, such as this, what better way to line their pockets than to get in bed with "solutions" such as certain cars (AHEM) and other things. Can we say KICK BACK?? Are you all BLIND???? If that absolute IDIOT in charge of this load of horse manure was REALLY concerned about such utter nonsense, D

Last Night
Ok, so last night was the first real night I have had to spend some time alone. I ran a nice hot tub of water with some bubble stuff in it, sit down and relaxed for a very long time...just kept heating the water up until I was all relaxed. I then took the time to do some shaving, all parts!!! I felt great afterwards! Would have been better if some one had been there to spend it with me though! Darla

Transformations
Unless otherwise stated, these poems are not mine! Transformations The world transformed, moment to moment, by dispassionate shards of life. Meticulous movements, subdued and fragile, steady the memories that are cloaked within. Glimmering moments of life abate all shadows of disappointment lingering just beyond perception. Passion permeates your soul delicate and pervasive, shimmering like Beauty amused by a dismissive lovers demeanor. Integrity, lies hidden behind the sharp symmetry of visible silence, cold and unfamiliar. Confusion mocks disjointed thoughts of reality. Reminders of insanity and the arrogance of True Love. (c) copyright KG. 2007

I Feel Sick Today...
For a myriad of reasons...today I dont feel well. When my emotions get out of control, I get physically ill. I'm nauseated and just uncomfortable in my skin. I dont like it. Please cheer me up today...or try to.

What I Love About You
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.