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Bunk Bed Joke
Okay so a guy is nearing the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts up, "Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over my face!*!*!*!* !

A Plan For World Peace
The Plan! You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect Plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and Repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to Argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace But I have not heard of a plan for Peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave.We'll give them a free trip hom

Tom's Names Meaning (he Is Actually A Thomas)
THOMAS Gender: Masculine Usage: English, French, German, Dutch, Scandinavian, Greek, Biblical Other Scripts: Èùìáò (Greek) Pronounced: TAHM-as (English), TOM-as (English), to-MA (French), TO-mahs (German, Dutch), tho-MAHS (Greek) [key] Greek form of the Aramaic name Te'oma which meant "twin". In the New Testament this is the name of the apostle who doubts the resurrected Jesus. According to tradition he was martyred in India. Famous bearers of this name include philosopher and theologian Saint Thomas Aquinas, philosopher Thomas Hobbes, inventor Thomas Edison, American president Thomas Jefferson, and novelist Thomas Hardy.

From The ~devil Dog~
Ok Ct, Yes its that time again i am felling philisophical the ~Devil Dog ~way.Ok food for thought If words hurt more than a two edged sword and it takes more muscles to frown than smile. Why is it so hard for people to be nice to eachother it is actualy easier al the way around. So lets test a theory out if some one comes by and says hi you have a beautiful smile or I am happy to see you Now dont that feel nice. Especialy when a stranger says it to you. You know i was going to do the negative but theres is no sense just be nice to eachother and it will be a better place and it s wonderful to see and talk to every one in here. plzzzzzzzzz stop by and say hi :)

Check Theses Out
Redneck Man's pick up lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2)Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3)My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4)Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5)Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6)If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7)You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8)Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10)I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11)Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12)If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13)Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think

Music/lyrics 13
"Tear You Apart" Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight In a whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking te

Music/lyrics 12
"Out Of Control" With her high heel against the wall Kind of dancing, though not at all She had stockings running up to her thighs Snaps her fingers to keep the time From the back of the room I saw her there I said she wants to be alone and I shouldn't dare But then she noticed me glance at her I had no choice but to dance with her [Chorus] The lights that move sideways and up and down The beat takes you over and spins you round Our hearts steady-beating, the sweat turns to cold We're slaves to the DJ and out of control I watched her feet move, her hips they sway Does a hair flip then starts to say Oh, my God, it's my favorite song I pull her close and she sings along We can't slow down even if we tried If the record keeps spinning so will I She likes disco and tastes like a tear Tells me don't stop dancing and she's pulling me near [Chorus] We've got nowhere to go, we've got nothing to prove Instead of dancing alone, I should be dancing with you

New Series, Dickheads On Cherrytap You Know Men Who Don't Know You But Think You Will Fuck With Them Cause They Are Idiots,part 1
badbigben1...: :( sorry bye ->badbigben1...: i tell you i am sick and you ask me that, real classy badbigben1...: have any pics of your butt badbigben1...: so sorry u r sick badbigben1...: i m alright any newer pics from todayL( ->badbigben1...: sick and you 1badbigben1...: how r u start at the bottom and work your way up and please understand i am sure he is a wonderful person but i am sick of these assholes treating women this way and getting away with it

Music/lyrics 11
I will always feel. And I will always care I wish she was my enemy But I'm still waiting here for her to hold my hand For her to steal my breath For her to pick up the pieces of promises never kept She moves in slow motion. Sonically as the rain. As the rain falls down. Everything is still as she moves to me. Stands still. Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear? When all I see is you alone... And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still Fading So tell me I'm not alone I'm still waiting I'm still fighting Wake me from this sleep So I can begin living Or give me the solution So I can start dying Will I start living, or start dying? Maybe I'll do better on my own Why does everything disappear When all I see is you alone And her love moves slowly This time now I'm dying for you to call my name I'm waiting. Still fading So tell me I'm not alone..

Weird People
Ok, so I go to this swingers site, and I got to talking with this guy. He was really nice, very polite, and then he asked me to be his long term girlfriend. I told him I was married, couldn't leave my husband. So he says I can move into his new five story house and that I would want for nothing. Told him I have a family, a young son. He asks me if 1000 a week in spending money was enough, and I told him it was more than enough but he wasn't going to convince me. He quit talking to me. WTF?

Music/lyrics 10
Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss. now there's nothing that i can do. one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you. always were and always were a simple love story. you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. it's getting harder just to say the right things. i've seen the angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me. from my reflection on this razor blade, i've heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me. the day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake. i've heard this all before, and i've seen this over and over again. don't let me wake. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. so you can't see me sleep. the day will break on this saddest day,

Part 3 Of My Heritage Gernan-american ( Dont' Complain Its Long)
ANTI-GERMANISM GROWS VIOLENT On the night of April 4, 1918, a year after the United States had declared war against Germany, a group of Maryville, Illinois, coal miners apprehended Robert Paul Prager, a co-worker whom they suspected of being a German spy. They marched him from his home in Collinsville, forced him to kiss the American flag and to sing patriotic songs in front of a gathering crowd, and questioned him about his activities as a German spy. Prager insisted on his innocence and on his loyalty to the United States. But the mob was not appeased, and they hanged him from a tree on the outskirts of town. Prager's death was the culmination of a year ot harassment of German Americans. Theodore Ladenburger, a German Jew living in New York, wrote that "from the moment that the United States had declared war on Germany," he was made to feel like "a traitor to [his] adopted country." Moreover, he continued: ... in view of my record as a citizen I did expect from my neighbors

Part 2 My Heritage German-american
CLOSER TO HOME Marshfield, Wisconsin was an immigrant community, settled predominately by German-speaking settlers. When war erupted in Europe, not only President Wilson but many Americans had to stand aside and practice a policy of neutrality, to keep the political loyalty to their new country in balance with the deeper cultural and familiar loyalty to the "old" country. As the war dragged on beyond the late summer and fall of 1914 into 1915, tensions mounted. Inflation, increasing the price of ordinary goods and services, along with rationing, all fanned the flames of distrust. As time went on the war stretched into 1916. When America finally entered the war alongside England and France in 1917, Marshfield's German residents were forced to make some public choices. The Marshfield Times editorialized that shortly after the war's expansion in Europe in September 1914, that "Wisconsin, more than the average American state is interested in the great war that is being fought in Euro

Ok Ladies Where And How?
Kiss on the stomach = "Im ready" Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything" Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Part 1 My Heritage German-american
THE GERMAN AMERICANS STRENGTH IN NUMBERS Almost any list of Americans-the roster of a baseball team, a class attendance sheet, a telephone book-includes a large number of German names. Some are not obviously German (Houser, Newman, or Berger), and often even the individual who bears the name is not certain of its origin. Americans of most ethnic backgrounds have intermarried to such an extent that about two-thirds now claim multiple ancestry, and German Americans are no exception. In 1986, according to the U.S. Census Bureau, for the first time in more than 300 years the leading ancestral background of America's residents was no longer British, but German. Roughly 44 million Americans, or 18 percent of the populace, claimed sole or partial German heritage, a few hundred thousand more than claimed British descent. Because the German-American population is so large, it is hard to generalize about it. Americans of German descent spring up in virtually every occupation, live in

Type Of Love
You scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire70%wind30%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

I'm Not Racist, But Damn!!!
AIGHT, SO THIS IS A REPOST OF A CONVERSATION I JUST GOT TO WITNESS. I'M NOT RACIST IN THE LEAST, GOT MAD IRISH PRIDEM AND I GLOW IN THE DARK, BUT ALOT OF THIS SHIT RANG TRUE FOR ME. SO DON'T HATE ME, JUST READ AND HAVE AN OPEN MIND. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. REMEMBER COLOR BLIND CRIMES. I echo the remark from The Sixth Circle. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: The Sixth Circle Date: Feb 19, 2007 3:53 PM I dislike racism of any kind, but I despise double standards. It's for this reason that I'm reposting this. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brother 9 Date: 19 Feb 2007, 20:36 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Modesty Date: Feb 19, 2007 12:40 PM You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "White C*#t" and you think it's OK. But when I call you Black, Kike, Towelhead, WOP, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a

Best Dog On Ct!?!?!
OK, SO THIS IS HOW IT GOES. I ENTERED A PIC OF MY DOG IN THIS CONTEST FOR THE BEST DOG ON CT. HE REALLY IS THE BEST DOG AND WE JUST NEED ONE THING FROM ALL OF YALL. PLEASE GO RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THE PIC. IF YALL DO THIS FOR ME ILL DEFINATELY RETURN THE FAVOR, JUST ASK SOME PPL THAT IVE ALREADY DID IT FOR. HERES THE LINK/PIC SO YALL CAN GO RATE AND COMMENT... AS YALL CAN SEE HES SO CUTE AND HE HAS A GOOD STANCE AND EVERYTHING. HE DEFINATELY IS THE BEST DOG ON CT, LOL. ANYWAY, THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP. HUGS AND KISSES!!!! WALLOW

My Time!!!!!!!
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free...................................................

No Truer Words.
I can tell your lying. Lies. This deck is stacked with lies, but no one knows the difference. You see We all walk on a string If I bounce you bounce too, Bounce three bounce, Bounce four bounce, Five. It's all connected.

The Naughty App
1. Your Name: > > > 2. Age: > > > 3. Favorite position (s)? > > > 4. Do you think i'm hot? > > > 5. Would you have sex with me? > > > 6. lights on or off? > > > 7. Would you have to be drunk? > > > 8. Would you take a shower with me? > > > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? > > > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? > > > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? > > > 12. Condom or skin? > > > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? > > > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? > > > 15. Have sex on the first date? > > > 16. Would you kiss me during sex? > > > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? > > > 18. Three sum? > > > 20. How many times would you like to cum? > > > 21. Would you use me as a booty call? > > > 21. Can I use you as a booty call? > > > 22. Do you like fore play? > > > 23. What is fore play to you? > > > 24. Can we take pictures of the a

Smile Now Cry Laterz Im Breakin Free!!!!
im finally sittin here with a smile on ma face but i still gott my tissues here just in case damn...not again i feel my heart begin to race my eyes burn like ive just been sprayed with mace no...tha tears i no longer wanna taste while i cry all i think bout is how im such a waste but then i think back 2 last night i kno yooh hate 2 see me cry so i kept my tears bak with all my might but hunz my happiness n pain are ina real fight even now my chest feels tight i make my tears stop for now i made em stop?? wow..... something bout last night has made me changed my feelings no more tryin to stop my cryin by lookin at tha ceiling no more puttin ma life on hold watchin tha paint on tha wallz peeling im leavin this bitch i jus need to git away from this shit i open tha door tha bright light from tha sun blinds me but i dont even flinch i stand at tha top of tha stoop my body starts convusin ina fit but im not scared not even a lil bit

"preachers Of Love".
Long stemmed flowers, White gloves and silver magic sticks. Youthful, young people Dressed up in enchanting cloaks. Colorful and bright. Muffled up against The chill of evening winds, Holding banners, Flags, Colors of which had faded, When twilight darkened, With ghostly shade. They stretched their hands, Towards the sky, Open, vast, unblemished blue. Realm of Greatness. And plaques! With casted rings, Glittered alike, Clustering mid-night stars. As bright, As the colors of Mars. Followers, supporters and bonded lovers, Encircled by them all. Marching with grace, Dignity and pride, Rigorous strive, Hustled, And rushed, Towards the City Hall. After a long march through The narrow, Crocked, Curving, Hustling, Streets, Ended at the steep. There emerged suddenly. A yelping group of people, Filled with plaudits pride, Embellished they were, As newly wed bridge. Crowd was enthusiastic, Their hea

Poem For A Girl
So we moved through air Moved through twenty years Of space until a cyber found us Still intact but different We who thought time Could never hurt us Or take us hostage but It always does, in its Varied stages, its relentless March toward something new-- Keeping us always alert For the blooming of a soul Lost amid the din yet Found beneath the ashes You I thought I'd never see But delivered into my realm Like a falling drop of rain In the palm of an open hand.

Please Tell Her
Some one has secretly kissed my hands, and left in my core, a seed of love. Some one has secretly stolen my tears, and left in my eyes, a fountain of hope. Some one has secretly caressed my hairs, and left in my temple, a crown of warmth. Some one has secretly read my poems, and left in between the verses, a fingertip of her smiles. Some one has secretly whispered in my ears, and left in my mind, a zephyr of waltz. Some one has secretly fragmented my years, and left in my soul, an eternal coy of youth. Some one has secretly sang my songs, and left in the chorus, a cadence of the wedding bells. Ah! I know not, who is she. I don’t know, whether she is real or just a fleeting reverie. If you see her, my lord, please tell her this: I shall pluck a star from the sky and would lay it in the pupil of her eyes without clouding the sky, and would leave myself from me, if I were to hold her in m

Perfect Broken Heart
Perfect Broken Heart The perfect broken heart was perfectly alone Then everyday it was sunny and the heart was perfect healing silently The stillness was solitude and suppose we met everyday and never knew it, just passing by The sun moves falling into the horizon The moon and stars follow The perfect broken heart was perfectly in the sky A river of milky ways taken for granted then everyday would be forgotten Sparkling a falling star with fiery eyes watched perfectly still Twinkling a lifetime healing with passage leading the blind A vision was had suppose we met every day suppose we met every night Who would know it only a perfect broken heart The earth is revolving where love is born so perfectly passing by The perfect broken heart appears perfectly alone

Me
Hi Cherry Tap Peeps Here's another little blog because Im boded and gonna go to sleep soon. I will send you a gift if you comment on all 4 of my pics. If you already have done so it cant hurt to add another comment to it. But one of the pics you will have to make sure i have added you as a friend first because it is NSFW. Also If you fan me I will return the favor by fanning you. And any peeps out there that arent my friends you should become my friend because you never know what i might send you out of the blue. Thanks to all my friends and fans out there I will make sure you are not forgotten when I am sending out gifts. Have a excellent week Yours Truely, Naughty Nikki p.s. I have some new pics i will put on my profile soon so you will have more to look at and more to comment about.

Lost Girl 3
Lost girl flying way up high in the night sky On who's bed last night did you land on and lie ? Need and lean on Tonights lies that you'll feed on Tomorrow you will bleed on Lost girl Where were you going ? With all that weight you were towing Your throwing away all that your knowing It's showing Lost girl Smiles too much at strangers Spends her days looking for danger I cry But I can't change her My heart won't exchange her I am in love with a lost girl in danger All alone she has fell Like a child down a well Ignorant men toss down coins and make wishes Steal kisses Leaving hits and misses They play Then walk away Leaving her to drown Down underground But the girl only sees the skies above her Not the water that surrounds her It will drown her Maybe before I have found her I pray she loves herself enough to look around her Remembering the little boy who dreams about her I would die to return him to her I believe only h

Music, Music, Music
I've had a ball adding some music, jokes, and Dunno's to my site. Check out all the new stuff that was added to my Cherry Stash! I've added a lot of music, and a big variety. I still have much more to share...but definately won't get to it all at once. Hope you enjoy!

Music/lyrics 9
There is nothing to see here people keep moving on Slowly their necks turn and then they're gone No one cares when the show is done Standing in line and its cold and you want to go Remember a joke so you turn around There is no one to listen so you laugh by yourself [Chorus:] I heard it's cold out, but her popsicle melts She's in the bathroom, she pleasures herself Says I'm a bad man, she's locking me out It's cause of these things, it's cause of these things Let make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground I try to whisper, so no one figures it out I'm not a bad man, I'm just overwhelmed It's cause of these things, it's cause of these things The crowd on the street walks slowly, don't mind the rain Lovers hold hands to numb the pain, Gripping tightly to something that they will never own And those by themselves by choice or by some reward No mistakes only now you're bored This is the time of your life but you just can't tell [Choru

New Page
COME GIVE A LOOK AT MY NEW PAGE. I PUT UP SOME PIC'S AS WELL. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. i NEED THE POINTS SO ALL YOUR HELP WOULD BE SENT BACK. YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF YOU ASK, I WILL HELP.I HVE DONE BOOMS FOR SOME OF YOU. CAN YOU HIT MY PAGE UP. COME BY AND SAY HELLO. FAN ME IF YOU HAVE NOT YET. I BEEN SEEING THAT SOME OF MY FRIEND ARE NOT COMING BY. WELL HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL COME BY....

Lost Girl
If it goes by You grab it Your morals denied Till you have it You will let your friends slide Just to keep it Right by your side Cuz you need it Your a lost girl on a ride When you return Burned I will Still Be here for you Standing still

I Posted My 1st Bulletin..
its pretty funny and its a message for the ladies..I speak for all men here.. enjoy! The guys side! We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note ..... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes, and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what you

The Flea :)
Two fleas from Owensville had an agreement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. Last year when one flea gets to Miami, he's all blue, shivering and shaking, damn near frozen to death! The other flea asks him, "What the hell happened to you?" The first flea says, "I rode down here in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea says," That's the worst way to travel. Try what I do. Go to the Metro airport bar, look for a nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by. When the first flea shows up in Miami he is all blue, and shivering and shaking again. Damn near frozen to death. The second flea says, "Didn't you try what I told you?" Yes," says the first flea, "I did exactly as you said. I went to the Metro airport bar and this nice young stewardess came in. I crawled right up to

Hoorah!!!!
"HOORAH!!" You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls or hot guys. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________

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Temptation [Heaven 17 cover] I've never been closer I've tried to understand That certain feeling Carved by another's hand But it's too late to hesitate We can't keep on living like this Leave no track Don't look back All I desire Temptation Keep climbing higher and higher Temptation Adorable creatures Temptation With unacceptable features Temptation Trouble is coming Temptation It's just the high cost of loving Temptation You can take it or leave it Temptation But you'd better believe it You've got to make me an offer That cannot be ignored So let's head for home now Everything I have is yours Step by step and day by day Every second counts I can't break away Leave no trace Hide your face All I desire Temptation Keep climbing higher and higher Temptation You can take it or leave it Temptation But you'd better believe it Step by step Day by day Every second counts I can't break away Keep us from temptation [x3] Lead us not

A Kiss
"A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous." ~ Ingrid Bergman~ A kiss - it can touch your very soul leaving no secrets. Awakening your very core, tantalizing your senses, and stripping you of everything that doesn’t matter. The only two people in the world that matter…

Music/lyrics 7
Under Huntress Moon With the snow fallen thick And bonfires alit And shooting stars portents of rips I ascended to spur A mere glimpse of murmur From her precious celestial lips Be it sun to your moon “Be it moon to your sun” Together we promised to come With a turn of the screw And a slip of the tongue We eclipsed one another undone Through the mist, through the woods With the night-wraiths I’ve stood Atop murderous peaks calling you On storm-lashed beachheads Where the fisherman dread The things your bewitchments accrue Those deep creatures bring Her cut diamond rings A girl with a pearl necklace her Advancing in fevers Tsunamis and myrrh Will she wreak bloody vengeance or purr? She lights the skies Dressed in silver scales plucked from the ocean To spite her thighs That Lucifer snuck inside And with his pride Enclaves were upgraded to Goshen So paradise Could shine from out her skirts “I adorn myself at dusk With ornaments to close the n

Music/lyrics 6
"Religious Vomit" All religions make me wanna throw up All religions make me sick All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck They all claim that they have the truth That'll set you free Just give 'em all your money and they'll set you free Free for a fee They all claim that they have the Answer When they don't even know the Question They're just a bunch of liars They just want your money They just want your consciousness All religions suck All religions make me wanna throw up All religions suck All religions make me wanna BLEAH They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me sick They really make me ILL

Music/lyrics 5
"Your Emotions" Your mommy told you this And your daddy told you that Always think like this And never do that You learned so many feelings But what is there to that Which are really yours Or are you just a copycat Your school told you this And your church told you that Memorize this And don't you dare look at that ... Just a tape recorder Mimicking of the bores You're so boring boring boring Always tape machine recording You're so boring boring boring I've heard all this before Planless and mindless Scraps from anywhere Bunch of used parts From garbage pails everywhere Frankenstein became a monster Just like you Your scars only show When someone talks to you You're so boring boring boring Always tape machine recording You're so boring boring boring I've heard all this before [x3] Your emotions make you a monster [x4]

Nothing But Hard Work Here
im not the most popular person on this site by far, but i dont cheat and ive never used a script its just flat out hard work it wasnt easy getting to this level but ive it all with a little help from my friends haha ok crack jokes about the song now yeah ok now back to the subject just because a couple have to have it all your punishing everyone on the site now come on at least myspace is upfront bout their shit

Music/lyrics 4
"Emily" Smiles and her laughter It's the only thing that I've been waiting for a time Regardless of our distance and our hope...grows greater Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time ...the only thing that I've been waiting for. I hope it's something worth the waiting 'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel real Thunder storms could never stop me 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily She's simple yet confusing Her sparkling eyes make me weak at my words, they tremble Days seem like years in this month of December The winter coldens me for I have yet to sleep And never will I give up trying 'cause you're everything to me I hope it's something worth the waiting It's the only time that I ever feel real 'Cause thunder storms could never stop me 'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily, There's no one in the world like Emily.

Music/lyrics 3
"Always You" I'll hold a place for you inside, Inside my heart for you and I I won't forget these tears I cried With every year that passes by And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes I'll give it up this time again Some things are better left unsaid And all I have are lasting dreams Our word's worth more this time it seems And I can't sleep without you And I can't breathe anymore Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes Good times last forever I'll keep my heart with yours For every minute I am gone (I am gone) Swear you'll never leave me I'll be there every time In your heart and in your eyes (In your eyes) Good t

Marry What?
If you want someone who will eat whatever you put in front of him and never says its not quite as good as his mother made it, then buy a dog. If you want someone always willing to go out, at any hour, for as long and wherever you want, then buy a dog. If you want someone who will never touch the remote, doesn't care about football, and can sit next to you as you watch romantic movies, then buy a dog. If you want someone who is content to get up on your bed just to warm your feet and whom you can push off if he snores, then buy a dog. If you want someone who never criticizes what you do, doesn't care if you are pretty or ugly, fat or thin, young or old, who acts as if every word you say is especially worthy of listening to, and loves you unconditionally, perpetually, then buy a dog. But, on the other hand, if you want someone who will never come when you call, ignores you totally when you come home, leaves hair all over the place, walks all over you, r

U+me+your Room+alone=???
WE'RE L0CkED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING...u + me + your room + alone= ??

My Life Should Be A Movie I Swear....
Well These last couple of weeks things have been insane i cant believe all that has happened , I honestly wonder when someone will step out with that video camera and then some other guy call CUT!. In the last couple of weeks, I have been in a bar room brawl, I have fought with my friends and made back up , Nearly killed when there was an accedent right infront of me on the high way, Challanged to a street race by some punk little bitch who i left in my dust. I have gotten into a fight with my better half, nearly broke up but talked it out , threatened another guy to stay away from my girl, Had my mother in law bring me down from freaking out something bad and before i had done something less then adult. Only to end up being the one who not only has come out on the top but still managed to be the good guys in the eyes infront of everyone including my father in law who dispite it all normally hates me. So all i want to know is Damn where is my stunt double? I didnt intend

Whisper Of Darkness
For centuries I have waited Alone in My Desire Alone in this emptiness For My soul to be called From its lonely abyss. Waiting and crying out Only to hear the echo Of My own tears falling. Faced with the fear That this is My Destiny I sleep...I dream..I wait... In My dreams I hear Your whisper Carried to Me upon The shadows of Darkness Soft as a Midnight breeze Strong as the Rage of Thunder You call to Me Caressing My soul Awakening My sences Burning My body with Desire. I awake with the memory Of Our love long past, I know Who You are I can still feel Your touch My need for You Carries Me to where You are As the Darkness whispers Your name I fall into Your embrace. My soul no longer alone My tears no longer echo For My Destiny is You.

Goth Vampire Poem - Song
Are you the one...you will know.... In Thee Night Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul Feed on my soul So we might…be together… forever Together… forever Take my blade...in the night In the night Open yourself...bare your heart So I may hold it...in my hands In my hands Kiss your soul...in between beats Between beats So we may roam...roam the earth forever The earth forever Roam the earth...together… forever Together…forever The moon is our light Our light In the Dark...in the night In the night Dans la nuit de Thee Buvez-moi pour dormir… alimentation sur mon âme Alimentation sur mon âme Ainsi nous pourrions… être ensemble… pour toujours Ensemble… pour toujours Pren

Current Events
well here goes. my friends suggested i do this in hopes of enticing some girl out there to talk to me in a romantic sense. problem is I always seem to either come off as creapy, or the "just Friends" guy....the last 4 girls that I have dated have given me the "just friends" speech. now dont get me wrong, i love to have good friends, but what i need is not another drinkin buddy, i need someone to be romantically involved with. I dont know whats wrong, according to allot of ppl i have talked to a girl would be, and i quote, "crazy not to want to go out with you!!". last time i checked i wasn't grotesque....i just dont get it. you women confuse the hell out of me. anyway, i am due to come home around May 21, and am looking for an attractive girl who is not affraid to be decisive and knows what she wants out of life. thats all i really ask for. and yes, if you have a friend, forward me her info and ill look into (damn right im starting to get desperate, lol) thanks for all the help lol

Homies
================================================================ now for my boys... olsenight 10000kw Warlock Snow Surfer Ian TwoStep Compton Ass Matt™ King Nothing Flea Van zacthewac AUTOBOHM THROATFAWK! Orly? The Official Cherry Tap Owl™ =========================the girls====================================== what's up? it's happy hour! go drop some dimes on my homies I'll start with my SSS girls: ♥Trixy♥ ~One Love♥Positive Vibrations~⊕S♥S♥S⊕ & Razzamapple~S.S.S~ ============================================ after the triple s crew comes my other hot, do

The Other One Was A "love Scope" This Ones An Actual Horoscope...
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20) You are interested in discovering what drives others to seek power at work or in love. You may be ready to delve into the intense world of hidden feelings, a place that you often avoid. Now, however, you are willing to overcome your resistance, even if you are not comfortable with the thought of what's ahead. You are on the right track, for you will surely feel relief once you know the truth.

Ghost Behind Car...look Closely
>An interesting car ad here... >This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished >filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the >side >of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person >had >been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was >never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly >phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in >the >middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front >of >the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, >or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the >ad, you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background >about it >near the end of the commercial. > >Be sure to listen... It is pretty spooky.

Ex's
I dont get why they must torture me. Me and my ex-fiancee have been apart for over a year now, and yet he calls me out of no where to tell me that he is thinking of me. The man is engaged again. I dont need to hear that shit it was hard enough breaking up with him. He is the one person that I never said "lets just be friends". When we ended it, it was done, over with, el fineto. So I guess what I am trying to figure out is why he (or guys in general) do this? Why cant they just let it be dead? So if you have any insight please enlighten me.

So What's New??
Does the song and dance ever change? I mean, seriously. Relationships suck. And Im not just talking about the romantic ones either. Im talking about ALL of them. I love my peeps, I really do, but sometimes, its exhausting to love people. And then you have all the garbage of trying to figure out the best way to love someone in individual circumstances...blah, blah, blah...Should I be harsh and tell the truth, do I give the pre-requisite pats on the back? Do I sugar coat reality or bring it crashing down around them? Do I really tell them "today, Im really not in the mood for your BS?" Cause then they get all booty hurt. Or then something happens and you are left wondering WTF? Did I miss something here? UGH!! The whole thing makes me nuts. And then there are the circumstances of your own creation...the ones where you do stuff and you can take it back, and you don't know what to do with it, and you wish that things were different!! Those are the worst! Oh well, enough bit

~~nothing Ever Happens~~
A woman married three times walked into a bridal shop one day and told the sales clerk that she was looking for a wedding gown for her fourth wedding. "Of course, madam," replied the sales clerk, "exactly what type and color dress are you looking for?" The bride to be said: "A long frilly white dress with a veil." The sales clerk hesitated a bit, then said, "Please don't take this the wrong way, but gowns of that nature are considered more appropriate for brides who are being married the first time - for those who are a bit more innocent, if you know what I mean? Perhaps ivory or sky blue would be nice?" "Well," replied the customer, a little peeved at the clerk's directness, "I can assure you that a white gown would be quite appropriate. Believe it or not, despite all my marriages, I remain as innocent as a first-time bride. You see, my first husband was so excited about our wedding, he died as we were checking into our hotel. My second husband and I got into such a

The Blind Man
A blind man wanders into a biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders a drink. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely quiet. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things:> 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler. Now, think about it seriously, mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke? The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "Nah...not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times."

Erotic Confession~flying Solo ~ Part 1
I was so excited I could hardly contain myself. As I reached out to turn the Hot water on, I felt a weird sensation on my skin. The hot water roared against the shower walls, making the bathroom warm and moist. When I stepped into the shower, the hot water thundered against my skin. It felt so good to wash everything away, what a release. Grabbing the washcloth and the shower gel I soap myself up, and then rinsed it all off, watching it all go down the drain. Wash all those cares away because there is only one thing I want to think about right now. I am aware of your presence. Although I can not see you, I can feel that you are there. You're over there, watching me through the glass shower door. As I run the washcloth over my body, I am shocked at how aroused I am. My nipples are hard and erect as I take one in my hand. The lightest touch send chills throughout my body, my knees buckle making me feel weak. I drop the washcloth and turn around to face the shower faucet. I stand directl

So True!!
60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

Aw Hell...
doing a little research on opera apprenticeship programs for college students. i've wanted, nay dreamed of singing opera for as long as i can remember...but now, i'm strangled and silenced by my self doubt. i don't even know if i'm even good enough to pursue this as my career. to do this, i have to get my bachelor of arts in perfomance...but i cannot do music theory. in the same way i can't do much math beyond intermediate algebra and elementary geometry. i'm taking a break this semester, trying to stave off burn out. but right now, i'm so messed up, i don't even want to sing! it's so hard to even just sing alone in the fucking car. all through high school i was working toward one goal: to be a professional opera singer, even if it's just bit parts. can i do it? lately my head is so broken, just reading about auditions and applications is making me cry. it's like my heart is crying...im miserable. i have to stop now, i can't see the keyboard through the tears...goddammit

It's Done.
Its done, its over with. Now his focus shall be on his wife and his house. And, you know what? He'll be blessed for it. No more pain, no more sorrow. It's done. Also I plan on removing my CT profile because IDC to have it any more. So, yeah.

Gemini Horoscope
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20) Chatting and flirting are high on your agenda this weekend, Gemini. The Moon's entry into your communicative and playful sign is likely to provide you with plenty of social distractions. Focusing attention on one person or activity, therefore, might prove to be a challenge.

For Those Who Are Married Or Going To Be Married
Walking alone in the shadow of the valley of death i say theas words for you. i need you in the past present and future, i need you in the morning, I need you in the dark, I needed you yesturday, I need you today, I need you when im sad, I need you when im happy, I need you when im drunk, i need you when im at this dead end job, I need you with me at night, I need you during the long winters, I need you on hot summer days, I need you all year round, I need you upon my death, i need you at my funeral, i need for you not to wheep for me, I need you when i go to hell, I need you for all eternity.

A Prayer
The Firemen Firemen's Prayer When I am called to duty, God, Whenever Flames may rage, give me strength to save some life whatever be its age. before it is to late, or save an old person from the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert and hear the weakest shout. to quickly and efficiently put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me, to guard my every neighbor and protect his property. And if according to my fate .... I am to lose my life, please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife.

Wtf?
What is up with this "sorry, you are rating too fast-ignored" shit all about? Some of our computers don't run slow as all hell. It doesn't take 30 seconds to load a fucking picture for me. This site is getting ridiculous

Self Injury
Alot of us, when we are depressed turn to self injury. What is it that makes us injure ourselves? Why do some people cut while others burn? For myself, I burn because I seek a physical pain to match an emotional one. But where does this compulsion come from? WHY do I have to burn? I cant answer these questions, and I dont think anyone else can either. But whatever the reason behind it, those burns help me through the endless night. Into the Darkness [Vocal Remix]By Kittie

Life
life is strange... i was at work tonight and thought about this life is a game, its nothing but a game, life is waht you make of it, you have bad times and good times but sometimes the bad times over power the good times, but you just have to let it go and move on. its funny how shit happens and its also funny how we think, right now the main thing peole are talking about is the snow...its to cold or its to much..then we will get to summer and so on, happens everyyear and people bitch about the same shit. life is grand...you have to live everymin for everymin.. how come people bitch so much? how come so many people are fuckin unhappy..you cant take life so serious it will bring you down so fast its not funny..

Resume
Personal Resume Mark Edward Cody Objective: Available for training of individuals or groups, seminars and lectures in all aspects of security, defense, and martial arts. Crisis Training Firearms Training (Including concealed weapon permit training) Tactical Baton for Security and Law Enforcement Blade Defense Weapon Retention &Disarms Various Disciplines of hand-to-hand combat Lectures on Martial Philosophy Lectures on the use and mantainance of firearms Personal Safety for women and children Fight Choreography for stage and screen Training, Skills Recognized as a Master Instructor by The World Union of Sokes and Grand Masters (2005) Received Ph.D In Martial Philosophy from the College of Sokes (2005) Fifth degree black belt Wado Ryu Karate/Jujutsu (Various instructors) Guru (Instructor), Filipino Combat Systems Kali: Trained under System Grand Master Ray Dionaldo. Modern Arnis: Trained under System Grand Master Remy Presas. Kenjutsu (Japan

3 Months Old
Damn she's getting so big. 3 months old now and it feels just like yesterday I was pushing her out. Now 14lb 5oz and 26 inches long. She's as healthy as could be. Poor thing is looking more and more like me every day. From her nose to her toes its all me. She's still a daddy's girl. She don't even look my way when he is around. She's my baby doll and I love her to death but im not having anymore anytime soon.

Poetry, Essays, Etc
Monday, December 11, 2006 Thoughts on True Love (from a letter to a friend) Category: Romance and Relationships Sorry to hear you are sick and feeling down.. I do apologize for not writing more often. I try to stay in touch with my friends with whom I correspond as much as time will allow. (..but enough of my lame excuses..) From what I know of you, which I confess is little, it seems that you are thoughtful, spiritual and well above average intelligence. Alas, I fear you shall find these attributes to be a double-edged sword. People such as your self generally analyze things more than others. You search for meaning where there SEEMS to be none. You see more, you hear more and you FEEL MORE than others. Such a person is something of a dichotomy. Such a person is STRONGER than most, but more susceptible to being hurt. Because you CARE more about people, it is easier for people to hurt you. Yours.. is a difficult age. At your age, one is trying to define ones.. se

My Cancer
Back in 2003 almost 2004 I was Diagnosed with Intestinal stomach cancer. For the past three – four years I have been though seven surgeries’ they have removed half of my Stomach and things keep getting worst. In the past three months I had been in a comma I have been sicker then a dog and I have been in and out of the Hospital every other day. They had given me five months ago only two months to live I have beat that and I’m here still to this day. But over the weekend I was rushed to the hospital they told me that if they did not do surgery again that I could possible end up in a comma for weeks or months instead of day this time. So within the month I will be going through another painful surgery hoping that this will get better and I won’t look like I’m 200lb anymore that I will look like I did before I caught my cancer when I was 100lb.

About My Birthday
15 December 1988 Your date of conception was on or about 24 March 1988 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Sagittarius. Your Life path number is 8. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447510.5. The golden number for 1988 is 13. The epact number for 1988 is 11. The year 1988 was a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1988 and ending 2/5/1989. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dragon. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe. You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertil

Facts About My Cancer
Q. What is stomach cancer? A. There are two main types of stomach cancer: called the intestinal and diffuse types. Intestinal stomach cancer is more common amongst older patients and patients from 'high-risk' groups (eg the Japanese and Koreans). Diffuse stomach cancer is found more frequently in women and people with blood group A. This variety of stomach cancer is more difficult to treat. Q. How common is stomach cancer? A. Stomach cancer is more common than most people realise. Each year there are 59,300 cases in the USA, 2,800 in Canada, 2,000 in Australia and 9,100 in the UK. However, it used to be much more common in the west. Fifty years ago it was the most common type of cancer. Now it is number five or six in most western countries. Currently, the incidence is much higher in places like Korea, Japan, Russia and some South American countries. Worldwide, there are nearly 800,000 cases each year. Q. Who is most likely to get stomach cancer? A. L

Mixed Metaphores. But They Make Sense To Me.
You soar into my world on a breath of fresh air, a hero and a man, a martyr and a saint, ruthlessly soft yet brutally hard...and you make me want you. Does it excite you to know that you excite me? Do you lie awake at night as I do, waiting for the next touch...the next feeling...the next sensation? You cross the room, a tomcat strutting toward a singular goal, your hungry gaze locked on target. You know what you want and you know how to take it. Are you always so confident? Or do you see the need written in my expression? Do you feel the electricity that passes in our touch...the vulnerable heat at the core of me...begging for you...begging for this light you bring me? I breath...breath you in like smoke in the air...wanting more... Always more. I'll take that. I'll sink my teeth into it possessively and taste the salty sweet life that flows...that crimson essence that smells of all we are and all we can be. I'll lap it up eagerly and roll it over my tongue.

Gold Don't Rust
I know you worry everytime I go away you wonder will these sweet sweet feelings shine or fade but that's a question you won't have to ask whatever makes you've always next to last (chorous) Gold don't rust love don't lie I'll be true till the day that I die trust in me you will find baby your the gold in this heart of mine and that gold will shine for a long long time I wish that I could give you what you need from me but what good is a promise or a guartene love is still a simple lack of fate and a faithful heart is always worth the wait (repeat chorous) Love is still a simple lack of fate and a faithful heart is always worth the wait (final chorous) God don't rust love don't lie i'll be true till the day that I die trust in me you will find baby your the gold in this heart of mine and that gold will shine for a long long time baby your the gold in this heart of mine and that gold will for a long long long long long time

Challenge
Challenge Here is a challenge for any of you that may be up to it. I challenge you to find me a girlfriend(s). I am a Divorced White Male, and I am looking for female companionship. I am 5'8" tall and weight 180 lbs. I have lost over 75 lbs in the past year, and plan to loose another 20 - 30. Clean and safe. Indoors things I like to do: Go to movies, watch T.V., play video games, serf the net, playing a game of pool (not very good at it) and write on my novel. Outdoor things I like to do: EVERYTHING, some of my favorite are flying and watching airplanes, listening to the crickets and frogs, watching the sun rise or set, watching the moon rise or set, sleeping under the stars, walking and playing on the beach, walking and playing in the woods, playing Frisbee, kicking a hacky sac, going to the river or lake and watching the submarine races. I am looking for female companionship. Age, looks, size, shape, color, or any of the rest of it is not important. Someone t

Kyrie
Kyrie eleison - Kyrie eleison - Kyrie eleis - The wind blows hard against this mountainsiae Across the sea into my soul. It reaches into where I cannot hide Setting my feet upon the road. My heart is old it holds my memories My body burns a gemlike flame. Somewhere between the soul and soft machine Is where I find myself again. (chorus) Kyrie eleison - down the road that I must travel Kyrie eleison - through the darkness of the night Kyrie eleison - where I'm going will you follow Kyrie eleison - on a highway in the light. When I was young I thought of growing old Of what my life would mean to me. Would I have followed down my chosen road Or only wished what I could be? (repeat chorus) (final chorus) Kyrie eleison - down the road that I must travel Kyrie eleison - through the darkness of the night Kyrie eleison - where I'm going will you follow Kyrie eleison - on a highway in the light. Kyrie eleison - down the road that I must trave

Beliefs
Beliefs I believe that the appearance of what is genuine Can be a deception of the truth I believe that what we see everyday Is so much less than what acutally is I believe that the world can be so determined to move forward That we end up further behind than ever I believe that no one has really lived unless their heart has been broken I believe that our pain is glorified and hidden So as to make the emptiness lessen I believe that our faith in ourselves Detroys our reason to live I believe that denial of absolute truth Leaves us blind and alone, groping for answers I believe that a poet's soul Sees more than most ever will I believe tht our dreams Are the most beautiful gifts we have evr been given I believe that our presence of friends Is proof that god loves us I believe that the surrounding beauty Is something we often take for granted I believe that our stature in life Is more than materialistic possessions I believe that all our unspoken questions Are

Dreams
The Dreams.... The Dreams the soft hush of your voice in my ear your warm breathe on my neck the brush of eyelashes across my cheeck the caress of your hand upon my thigh The unspoken words of your true thoughts Quicken breathing , drops of sweat The sharp drag of your teeth along my neck My each finger nail digging into your back With the slow relization of what is going on My head turning, my thoughts moving to fast the relization that its just a dream I see you next to me and i can't help but blush I talk to you in my nervous way and i can't help but giggle I can't sleep right Because all i think of is you All i can do is close my eyes at night So I can see only you

♥birthday Calculator♥
29 June 1982 Your date of conception was on or about 6 October 1981 which was a Tuesday. You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Cancer. Your Life path number is 1. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445149.5. The golden number for 1982 is 7. The epact number for 1982 is 5. The year 1982 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil

True Meanings
True Meanings 2/8/07 songs of sorrow scare me, for i fear the truth; the real meaning that relates to me reality, comes as fast as it can go truth, lies beneath us all lie, us the layer that gives one a bad reputation truth and lies; are the layers that bare ones faded soul and one's hollow darknesses hope, is ones hand to hold through life Hope, is ones only answer to these lies and truths Words are the least one can explain and describe ones feelings with...

Ooops...
Alright... I know I haven't been on here in like forever... but... I had a lot of shit go down in the last couple of months... First of all... BuffaloHNTR and I are calling it quits on our marriage... we haven't been truly happy in the last couple of years... and have come to terms with it. We are remaining friends... and nothing more... However... I also would like to say that I have moved on... I have reconnected with someone from my past who shares the same feelings as I do. We are trying to make it work though it's difficult... we live in two different cities... I have never had a long distance relationship before and let me tell ya... it sucks. However if our feelings for each other have lasted over 15 years... then we can survive the distance for a little bit longer... though I can't wait to see him again... I was just there a few short weeks ago... but I long to see him again... which will be in another few short weeks... YAY!!! So... now you all know what is going o

My Two Cents Part Iv
OK I THINK I HAVE FINALLY REACH MY BOILING POINT HERE. WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS SITE? ANYONE GOT ANSWER TO THAT? I THOUGHT IT WAS ABOUT HAVING FUN. NO ITS JUST ONE PIECE OF DRAMA AFTER ANOTHER. FIRST OF ALL, GREASEMONKEY. WHO GIVES A F@#$ ABOUT SOMEONE USING A SCRIPT TO RATE PICTURES. ONE THE PERSON GETTING RATED GETS POINTS AND THE PERSON USING IT GETS POINTS TOO. WHY IS THIS SO UPSETTING TO PEOPLE? BUT YOUR MAD THAT YOU DIDN'T WIN YOUR SILLY CONTEST. WHO CARES IT THE FREAKING INTERNET NOBODY CARES ABOUT IF YOU WON SEXIEST THIS, OR BEST THAT. WHEN YOU WIN THESE THINGS YOU IMMEDIATELY TELL YOUR FRIENDS AT WORK ABOUT OR CALL YOUR FAMILY AND GIVE THEM THE GOOD NEWS? I DON'T USE GREASEMONKEY BUT I DON'T CARE IF SOMEONE USES IT AS LONG YOU AREN'T USING TO ADD FRIENDS WHICH WAS THE THING THAT WOULD OF VIOLATED THE TERMS OF SERVICE....READ PEOPLE. SECOND OF ALL, COMMENT BOMBING AND RATING TIME LIMITS. WELL COMMENT BOMBING IS PRETTY MUCH DEAD SO AT LEAST I WON'T HAVE A BULLETIN

~~live Is Good Down By The Bayou~~
Boudreaux he been fish'n down by de bayou all day an he done run outta night crawlers. He be bout reddy to leave when he seen a snake wit a big frog in his mouf. He knowed dat dem big bass fish like frogs, so he decides to steal dat froggie. Dat snake, he be a cotton moufed water moccasin, so Boudreaux had to be real careful or he'd get bit. He snuk up behine de snake and grabbed him roun de haid. Dat ole snake din't lak dat one bit. He squirmed and wrapped hisself roun Boudreaux's arm try'n to get hisself free. But Boudreaux, him, hada real good grip on his haid, yeh. Well, Boudreaux pried his mouf open and got de frog and puts it in his bait can. Now, Boudreaux knows dat he cain't let go dat snake or he's gonna bite him good, but he had a plan. He reach into de back pocket of his bib overhauls and pulls out a pint a Alabama moonshine likker. He pour some drops into de snakes mouf. Well, dat snake's eyeballs roll back in his haid and his

A Long Over Due Thank You.
I know you lied to me on many of occasions. You controlled my every move like I was a puppet on a string. I am aware of how you used me, then tossed me aside like a rag doll. No, this is not some sort of revenge, or even to make you feel guilty. I am actually here to say thank you. Thank you for opening my eyes. Thank you for making me realize who I really am. I am happy with the person I have turned into. I won't change for anyone.

News
So things have been really hectic for me, so sorry if I don't comment or respond right away.. In better news.. I got a new tattoo last night. A broken heart and crossbones behind my left ear. I'll be posting pics of it soon!!

My Life
moments seem to creep by shadows appear memory fades except for the fears mined from the depths of some faraway tome made real by delusions home all alone voices surround you who to believe someone is lying they want to deceive further and further your mind runs away leaving scraps full of memories to fill up your day the sun shines brightly yet clouds could bring rain if only you knew but you do, your insane except for the pills that cloud your mind but when you close your eyes tis rain you do find so you smile.....

Good Days And Bad
well today was one of those good days i cleaned my house played with my daughter and hung out with my friend from atlanta didnt really hear to much from my wife except for a nice pic message that said i love you and thats ok im taking a wait and see approach as far as that goes I reallize that im the spouse of a soldier and I have to get used to the fact that there are going to be times where we are going to have lots of period of time apart so enjoy the time I have with her when she is here and tell her how much I miss, love, and tell her how proud I am of her when she is away

Rant
Ok, before I start, just let me say I'm not looking for sympathy of any kind, so I don't want any. (meaning that if anyone comments me saying anything to do with "things will work out" or "things could be worse" or something, I don't wanna hear it. In fact, I'll probably delete the comment and not respond) I'm writing this in a blog because I have shit on my mind and need to get it off my chest, and this is the easiest way to do so....just like anyone else does Now, I probably sound like a broken record for saying this yet again, but I know for a fact that things won't get any better from where I currently stand. The last 6 months have been pretty much nothing but trouble. I can't find a job, classes suck, all my family lives out of state, and not to mention random bullshit I've dealt with this year. Well, I'm sick of it. I love my friends to death, but I feel like I'm not getting what I really need when I'm here. I dunno if moving back to my parents' in Florida is a wise choice,

Feeding Your Brain: New Benefits Found In Chocolate
SAN FRANCISCO (Reuters) - As if people needed another excuse to like chocolate, new studies suggest a specially formulated type of cocoa may boost brain function and delay decline as people age, researchers said on Sunday. Scientists, speaking at the annual meeting of the American Association for the Advancement of Science in San Francisco, presented results from early studies testing the effects on the brain of flavanols, an ingredient found in cocoa. Funded by candy maker Mars Inc., which provided a specially formulated liquid cocoa concoction for the research, the studies suggest that flavanols increase blood flow to the brain and may hold promise for treating some vascular impairments. Mars, a private company, has made a study of the health benefits of cocoa. Its CocoaVia line of chocolates, made with a process that retains flavanols, have been shown in clinical trials to have benefits for the heart. The latest research also suggests benefits for the brain. Ian Macdo

Go Go Godzilla Contest Now Open!!!
AIGHT, MY "LOOKY I HAVE A PIC" CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! YOU HAVE THREE DAYS. SO PIMP YOUR SHIT, COMMENT BOMB, ALL THAT JAZZ. IF YOUR NOT IN THE CONTEST SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LOVE CAUSE THEY ALL FUCKING RULE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND CONTEST HOLDERING!! AIGHT THOSE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS. PRIZE WILL STILL BE DETERMINED BY ME AT A LATER DATE. SO GO GO GODZILLA!!!

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mai

Your Words...
Just for a moment... let me quote you here: "God your pussy was so good, I hate having to pull my cock out of it!" "The way your cunt grabbed my cock as I fucked you, man, I want to do this over and over again!" "I love your pussy so much, I think I want to go down there and say Hi to make sure she knows how wonderful she is and then maybe after I'm done, fuck her again!" and softly spoken..."As good as your pussy is, it's the person attached to it that makes it so much more." "You are not just a wonderful fuck, but a wonderful woman." remember your words.. because I won't forget them.

Infidelity & The Life Of David Gale
"fantasies must be unrealistic. the minute you get something, you dont, you cant, want it anymore. to exist, desire needs absent objects.. so desire supports itself with crazy fantasies.. this is what pascal means when he says that the only time we are truly happy is when day dreaming about future happiness.. or why we say, the hunt is sweeter than the kill or be careful what you wish for not because you'll get it but because youre doomed not to want it if you do.." -excerpt from the life of david gale interesting concept.. yea? you want something, this object, this person, or this ideal.. whatever it may be that you want, but. once you have it, it ceases to be a want, a desire, a goal.. and becomes a possession, lover, etc etc.. and its at this point that one or two things happen. your desire must either be replaced, or evolve. it can be replaced easily by something similar but a level above, or it can evolve.. like if it were say a significant other or a new

The Contest Is Over
THANKS GUYS FOR ALL YOUR HELP IN THE CONTEST... IT ENDED EARLY BECAUSE SOMEONE TURNED MY PHOTO IN AS NSFW BECAUSE THEY ARE HATERZZZZZZZ AND SOINCE I WAS THE ONLY ONE REALLY GETTIN COMMENTS AND RATINGS MOCHA JUST ENDED IT... SO I BELIEVE I WON ON COMMENTS AND RATINGS I WILL POST ANOTHER BLOG TO LET U KNOW ;-) MUAHHHH AND THANKS AGAIN LOVE YOU ALL

Just Me
I am just me. There are no hidden agendas. I am an open book and speak straight forward. If you ask me I will answer and it will be an honest answer. If I meet you and seem shy just look past it because that's just how I am when I first meet people. I'm not picky who I talk to, just who I talk to for long periods of time. I like to avoid confrontations, but I won't run from them, nor will I take anybody's shit. I'm probably the easiest person to get along with and talk to. I'm outgoing. I can be loud. I'm deffinitly goofy. I just moved here from *St.Louis* and I miss it like crazzyy. I'm always up for anything. I'm spontanious and compasionate. My biggest problem is that im too forgiving, but walk all over me, you'll deffinitly be sorry. Im really every thing in one, nice but a bitch, smart but dumb, funny but lame, pretty but ugly it all deppends. But I guess every one is like that. Truly I'm a great person to get to know (At least I think)Im very loyal and tustfull and I

Random Thought
from behind i have been grabbed by a set of claws marking the end of hands driving me to the ground from where i stand digging into my neck-tendons and muscle-strands on my knees, it's a good place to be i just need to have you infront of me but you stay right there behind me one hand tip-toes to my chest and pulls me close the other hand holds me by the jaw and thrusts my head beneath your breasts a massage of talons digging into flesh my blood rushes i swell as you release the excess bending over my shoulder you put your mouth to my distress as you feed your face is dressed in the mess i fall lower on my knees wrap my arms around you and make you sink with me until we are chest to chest painting you with my flowing caress play with THAT mess my beautiful monstress

Friends Are Like Balloons
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this heart to everybody you like. If four hearts are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little hearts to your friends

Ever Show Up For Work And Wish....
that you hadn't???? LOL... Tonight I had it in my mind that I was working from 6:45p-3:15a.... so, I did everything as per normal that I do throughout the day to prepare for leaving for work -- including double checking my calendar. LOL... However, by the time I do get to work, I noticed the employee here that I was to do the shift for. I double-checked the posted schedule and indeed I am not scheduled to work tonight. LOL... I get in the mode of thinking, "Well, I'll just go home and watch 24 from the comfort of my own couch." Then... my supervisor catches up with me. Because some other folks were out, they really could use me to help on the phones. LOL... That was all it took and I am here now for another hour at the time of this writing. Then... I am out of here to enjoy what remains of my otherwise "off" day. It has been soooo long since I have actually had a day off, I didn't even really question having to work. I AM going to have a day off

Hello!!!!!!!!
i have opened my lounge (finaly)and i am looking for a coder that can help me get a back round up in their and help me with banners and a few other things if you are intersted hit me up in my shout box or a privite message. thank you all, Lost Soul

So Tired
I've been a very good girl and posted tons of cool videos in my stash and loads of pics in my galleries to keep you all thoroughly amused and in tune with what I am all about! I'm a real person behind all of this glamour and I work really hard on my website SICKCHIXXX.COM so stop by and check it out! I'm not just a face with some big adult company behind me, it's just me, whatever photographers I happen to work with, the subs I come across and my fabulous webmistresses Amy Rivera and Christine Kessler who handle all the tech stuff for me that I don't have time for. Anyway, I'm totally exhausted today. I'm heading to NYC at the end of the week and I am behind on so much stuff. My yoga class kicked my ass tonight. Not wimpy OM mediations, this is Ashtanga, baby! I need to crash. Lights out.

Blogs, Work, And The Meaning Of Life
So, I start a new job tomorrow, back into the world of the working stiff. Well, at least I'll be able to pay rent :). Probably won't be on here during the day much until I get established. Might pop on during the early morning. Was wondering whether there have been any "regional cherrytap get togethers." Don't know whether there are enough people in the D.C. area that might be interested. Maybe dinner, pool, Dave and Buster's who knows. If you're interested in a D.C. get together let me know. Still exploring the "stuff" here. Surprised more people aren't using blogs. Though I do wish there was a way I could read all of my friends blogs without clicking through each of them individually.

My First Blog
Well it was bound to happen sooner or later I now have an online blog! My friends Bobbie and Deb got me into this so I can thank them for it. I think I'll keep things simple for now and post more in the coming days. Things I'm into: The SCA, for more information on that check out www.sca.org Harry Potter, movies, books Pogo and meeting new people both in real life and online, and of course, music. My current favorite songs are: Life is a Highway by Tom Cochrane and Fire by Jimi Hendrix. You'll notice my favorite songs change sometimes day to day and sometimes week by week. I live in Lincoln Nebraska but hail from the east coast, speciafically Maine and Boston Massachusettes and I miss the rush of the city. that's it for now, have a great night!

Worldwide Mardi Gras Celebrations
Detroit Michigan's first Catholic settlers were French, but the Fat Tuesday celebrations of modern times in Detroit stem from more the recent influence of the Polish Paczki Day. Locals flock to the local bakeries of Hamtramck to enjoy the large round Paczki doughnuts filled with raspberry, prune or vanilla cream. The colder climate of Michigan does not lend itself to a Carnival type celebration but the local media outlets do make a spectacle of Paczki day every year. Galveston Island Galveston, Texas is home to a large Mardi Gras festival, the Island tradition begun in 1867, and which is held in the historic Strand District on Galveston Island on the Texas Gulf Coast. The first year that Mardi Gras was celebrated on a grand scale in Galveston was 1871 with the emergence of two rival Mardi Gras societies, or "Krewes" called the Knights of Momus (known only by the initials "K.O.M.") and the Knights of Myth, both of which devised night parades, masked balls, exquisite costumes and el

Mardi Gras Celebrations In Louisiana
New Orleans New Orleans Mardi Gras is particularly well-known, often called "the greatest free show on earth". The celebrations draw hundreds of thousands of tourists to the city in addition to the celebrating locals for the parties and parades. Most tourists can be found within the French Quarter, especially Bourbon Street. Mardi Gras came to New Orleans with the earliest French settlers. New Orleans developed new traditions, including Carnival organizations called Krewes such as the Krewe du Vieux, the Zulu Social Aid & Pleasure Club, and the famous Rex parade, in addition to Mardi Gras Indians and king cake parties. There are as many as 60 Krewes that have parades in the greater New Orleans area. Officially, the Mardi Gras season begins on the 12th day after Christmas. Most parades, balls and other festivities occur on weeknights and weekends in the 2-week period before Mardi Gras Day. Though each parade is different, there are certain common ingredients: 1) There is a king o

Why?
I ask myself, "How did I get into this?". I sit and look at all the things around me and all the shit I've been through. I'm getting tired of this. I feel that I'm gonna get hurt at the end, I'm about ready to prevent that from happening. I'm trying to tell him he needs space from me so he can work it out with his wife but he says he needs me. This situation in some way is revolving around me and its getting to me. I wonder what will happen at the end. Am I going to get hurt? Probably. But I gave him a warning concerning me getting hurt. IDK any more. IDC any more. Whatever happens happens. From here on out, its in God's hands and IDC any more.

Passing The Test
I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when quite near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn't say a

Mardi Gras
Mardi Gras (French for "Fat Tuesday") is the day before Ash Wednesday, and is also called "Shrove Tuesday" or "Pancake Day". It is the final day of Carnival. It is a celebration that is held just before the beginning of the Christian liturgical season of Lent. Dates The date can vary from February 3 to March 9 in non-leap years or February 4 to March 9 in leap years. Like Lent, the date is dependent on that of Easter. Mardi Gras falls on the following dates in the following years: * 2007 – February 20 * 2008 – February 5 * 2009 – February 24 * 2010 – February 16 * 2011 – March 8 * 2012 – February 21 * 2013 – February 12 * 2014 – March 4 Locations Perhaps the cities most famous for their Mardi Gras celebrations include New Orleans, Rio de Janeiro, Venice, Salvador da Bahia, and Mazatlán. Many other places have important Mardi Gras celebrations as well. The carnival is an important celebration in most of Europe, and in many parts of Latin America and the Caribbean. Panam

My December
This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you Feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the Things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have somewhere To go to Give it all away To have someone To come home to This is my December These are my snow-covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all The things I said To make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was Something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you And I give it all away Just to have Somewhere to go to Give it all

Right Here Waiting
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

Love's Enduring Promise(poem) By Amanda K.
I don't know if you notice me, but you're too hard to ignore. I want to yell out your name, but the words never come out. Will I ever see you again? will our paths ever meet? Or is this chance about to pass, and will you and I just never speak? I can't live without knowing you. You stole my heart so quick, almost seems a shame to waste it. Please don't lead me a stray I promise to never hurt you, If you give your heart to me. I'll treasure it forever and always, and won't ever give it away. -A

Some Days Are Good
and then some days just fill you with every negative emotion. and not that the whole day is bad. just something that obliterates the good from your mind. Anger, blinding, infuriating anger. the kind that makes you want to destroy and break things, regardless of your nature against such things. you can still feel it welling up inside as you fight to control it, push it back down. then comes the felling of loss and emptiness. like a plastic bag in the wind on a negative 12 degree day in an empty back lot of a forgotten hardware store. thats the one that makes you question the idea of life and wonder if you can die from this emotion. at a loss for rational thinking, desperately wanting to be asleep but know that if you try the empty scilence only gets louder. what ifs" start to roll around at this point and that brings on regret and guilt. all of this, however, all of this brings you right back to anger mostly at yourself for not knowing what to do with it all and no idea how to deal wi

My Son
This is for my son. He is just 19 and he will be leaving for Great Lakes to start Basic Training. When he finishes his A school he will be in AO he has done a lot of growing up in the past few months and this will help him a lot. I want to thank him for going in and serving his country as I did and his Grand and Greatgrand Parents did befor him. It is special to his family. This is my first Blog if this is not right let me know.

Bullshit
I DON'T CARE IF I GET DELETED OR NOT, I JUST NEED TO LET OUT SOME EMOTIONS. MY NEW GIRLFRIEND DON'T FUCKING SPEND TIME WITH ME AND WE'VE BEEN DATING ONLY A FEW DAYS. IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT GUYS THAT ARE PERVERTED WITH HER GET MORE ATTENTION THAN THE GUY SHE IS DATING. SO YEAH EVERYBODY CAN KISS MY ASS IF THEY DON'T LIKE THIS BLOG!

Family
I recieved an offline message from my sister this evening and it kinda upset me.... now keep in mind she lives in NC and i am in another state...SC i know they r next to each other and we only live 3 hours apart...this offline message asked if i was ever gonna come up so she and mom could see the baby... now she also knows that i do work and need to support my family here...i cant always take a day off from work just to go up there... it's not the fact that she asked when i was comming, its the fact that she gave me a guilt trip about my daughters first birthday passing and they didnt get to see her.. dont feel bad Ellissa i dont see my daughter much either, being i am working all kinds of crazy shifts just to make a living for me and her!!!!! i dunno, i am just at my wits end with this.. i am happy her ein SC with my family down here that i have established and my friends that i have made here.. why cant ellissa just understand i cant jump at her every whim???? oh well you would thi

Come On In
Hey hey all come join me in my room and have some fun feel free to talk about anything and listen to some great music and jokes. we don't only play music we talk and play jokes as well so come on in and enjoy so fun or request some music or dedicate a song to someone wish someone a happy b-day anything u like expand your minds and come join our fun. (repost of original by 'ღღDJ-Queenღღ[Owner Of Wicked Realm]meris b**ch[wanna be a dj hit me up]' on '2007-02-19 20:45:58') (repost of original by 'Lordviper~D-Zone's Official Resident Perv~' on '2007-02-19 20:46:43')

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames. Author: Jeffrey Carter

Yo Yo, Lol...
Hey everyone! Wow, my first blog. I feel like a knob asking this but I would appreciate everyone's help. I'd like to level up so I was wondering if you guys would help me out. It'd be awesome if you could, if not, it's all good! Love ya, guys.

D-zsd : Lyrics
I trace my life Moments forever faded I Dance to give me warmth inside Darkened hell of isolation Thin red lines That sing a story This pain is only temporary Life is just a game so SAVE YOURSELF TONIGHT FALL AWAY (far away from me) LEAVE ME LYIN HERE (far away from me) MY DISEASE WILL STEAL YOUR HEART STEAL YOUR HEART What's left of soul Where have you gone and why Have you become As icy as my blackened heart I can't touch you anymore You're so many miles away Though you're right outside the door I feel our distance In every heartbeat that ECHOES THROUGH THE AIR SO BLADE TO THROAT (far away from me) BLADE IN HAND (can you hear me love) TEAR AWAY THE HATE THAT STAINS (lie me in my coffin love) RID MYSELF OF THE EMOTION (your love is now my grave) RETURNING TO THE WOOD (angels gather) THE COLD IS SO INTENSE HEAR THE LIES CALL Trace every doubt every confusion Every breath that darkness takes CARVE IT OUT IN BLOODLESS ECSTASY NOTHIN LEFT OF THE M

This Would Be A Suicide Note But...
.. the fact some one else is going to do it and I don't want to die, it doesn't qualify... Anyways here's the story....... Tonight went out with my friend to one of the bars for an event we're hosting. Talked to the owner got things organized, very awesome, looking forward to this greatly. We decide to have a couple beers and take off. 5 beers and 4 shots later my friend and I are taking bets, we're getting ready to roll out. I'm at a grand total of having to dress like a prostitute while hanging out side of his shop holdin ga 20% off sign, wear a diaper, eat some of this insanely hot horse radish shit that's nearly impossible, sing karioke, eat a maggot burrito and last but not least... I have to get in the ring with his business partner.. Which wouldn't be so bad normally, if he wasn't 6 foot 7 inches, muscular as fuck, owned his own gym and to make things better, a professional fighter that travels the country... Jesus christ I'm fucked... So I guess the nights

Why Me??
Tonight I got back from a "coffee break" with Eddie when I got a shout from some guy calling himself "lovingbear" I said to Eddie.. uh oh I think I have found another perv on CT .... I had no idea! ___________________________________________________ lovingbear: hi sexy ->lovingbear: hi lovingbear: how r u? ->lovingbear: fine and yourself lovingbear: im ok i guess ->lovingbear: you guess? not too positive there lovingbear: well i am single and lonly ->lovingbear: so find someone to snuggle up with lovingbear: i dont know where to look for one ->lovingbear: i hear the library is a good place to meet smart women.. the bars are a good place to meet loose women lovingbear: i dont go to eather ->lovingbear: so start lovingbear: but i dont think i can find the type of woman that i need ->lovingbear: ok I will play the game.. what kind of woman are you looking for? lovingbear: who would act like a mommy to me ->lovingbear: If you want a mom

Im Gone For A While
To all My true friends and fans...and VERY SPECIAL.People. I'M BURN'T OUT...Im leaving CT for a while..I have disabled comments and moved most of My pics..I left My Messages open.. I have enjoyed meeting each and every one of you.. Much Love..from Evil Mean and Nasty...

Eternal Love
tagfantasy.com In the tranquil hours of night I walk in your soul You live in my heart With each beat With each breath We are one Dawn merges with morn I melt into you You capture my spirit Our hearts swell with passion Our bodies weep with ecstasy We are eternal love My Lord, My Beloved, My Everything I'll Love You Endlessly.

I'm Back Yall
Well sorry i been gone folks its been a hell of a few weeks. I had lots of family business to attened to and on top of that i been stuck in a hospitial fer 4 days cause a stupid drunk driver drove thourgh a lite n hit me. Dont worry i'm fine, just sore. But my poor old truck is totaled. Hope he's got good insurance cause i'm gonna sue the hell out of him. But i'm fine yall. missed ya n will be messaging everyone to see how your doing.

The Way I Say I Still Love You
Don't call on the phone--I don't want to hear your voice Every moment spent with you I am eternally alone Don't ever come around--you make me die inside I don't want to know you--you're nothing that I need I'm a liar--trees sing softly I always meant it--polar opposites Beautiful liar...well not really but Do you get it I hate you--more than night hates the day One more day with you I may Slit my wrists or cut my throat I don't want you near me--you don't do anything for me I'll let you drift out to sea and I'll laugh as you drown now I'm a liar--trees sing softly I always meant it--polar opposites Beautiful liar--well not exactly Can you believe me Or do you wonder If I'm really a liar

Struggling To Breathe
American Head Charge - Ridicule Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs So, you think you got it You think you know me You wanna bring me down I am in my finest hour Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're watching me dying How am I looking? Why don't you take a picture You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past if glowing red and yellow, again Run, back where you came from Not that it matters I'll never see you again My fists strain to sift mercy Ridicule my own So precious alone These faces of everyone Remind me of home You're plotting riddled sin All my needs giving in Blow me a kiss And leave me to the dogs My fear, traps me waiting for it My past is glowing red and yellow, again

What Is Going On
all these things locked inside reaching to the boiling point no where to run no where to hide feelings of sadness are all i find looking deep inside racing through my mind what is happening to me i feel earased to blind to see soon ill be no more nothing left just shattered pieces with no breath

Nightmare
I wake to a wasteland I try to understand hates me, everyone Satan's got a gun I'm skinned by my own thoughts raped by every God left with everything feeling so lonely I'm haunted every time I fuckin close my eyes I feel the evil force eaten at my rotten corpse I break down in dismay crumble and decay worst of this monstrosity is that this is fuckin reality Wake me up or I'll lose my mind this nightmare's draining me inside terrified to close my eyes this nightmare makes me wanna die When will I wake? I wake in boiling sweat dream will I forget actions I do regret erase then smear with shit I flee from nothing there possessed by, if I care attempt to run away manage to burn and pray I fall an endless pit and loving every bit further that I go escape this Hell I know smashed down on 10 foot spikes shoved deeper with her might I bleed cold in despair yet she doesn't fuckin care

Within Hourz
Voices down abandoned corridors And where do I take this pain Bury it my tragic love Bury it so deep inside A secret lover new affair The passion coursing deeper than the dawn's soft touch Bury it but it remains Bury it but still it sings Holding on to save my soul Holding on but letting go Scared to death afraid to see The darkness is as bright As the light could ever be

Anymore
Something’s taken over Breath of Life decays I can’t hear it anymore The voice that used to lull me to peace I can’t see it anymore The smile that washed away a thousand tears I can’t feel it anymore The heart that drove the blood in my veins I don’t feel it --- anymore Why must I waste away?

Animalistic
Dirty, rabbid, unkept pet Blood-matted fur from wounds left unattended Frothing at the mouth with bone dust mud Clamped jaw behind the muzzle that snarls Who would try to take this filthy creature in their arms? Surely to get close enough to grab it's leash Is to gaurantee a swift mauling You can tell by the scarring on it's chest and snout That it jumps into dog-fights even when it has no clout There's something not right about the way it sticks it's neck out Like it's inviting a killing bite Don't be confused by it's obvious disease It may have lost it's mind but the creature is still quite crafty It will play dead if it has to When you poke it to see if the stillness is true It will leap from it's hunches and make a mess out of you With the exception of a squeak-toy that this animal likes to chew The rest of you run the risk of being another piece of beast food It will eat right through you and disgard you Continuing on it's path to the hand of rule

What's Fair
You said I hurt you The pain I feel still burns You said I neglect you let things by with no concern You said that I don't care What the hell do you want from me You said I ruined you Don't you see what you've done to me You said I wasted These years gone down unjust You fucking tasted And left me in the dust You said you hate me You should have left me behind The fact is you've mistook me Now there's nothing left to find When I fill you up, I cheat myself When I start you up, I beat myself When I let you go, I kill myself Can you rip me from this hell It's only fair

Act # 3
THE REFLECTION; Only for tonight You softly whispered to me Only for tonight Etched in my memory My legs were crossed in front of you You raised your glass up to my lips As my eyes drank of you thirstily Quenching desires I couldn’t resist I reached out to push your hair away From your face and to reveal To me a gift of symmetry Of beauty and appeal Your kiss came out of nowhere As sudden as the night The taste of your sweet lips on mine Was like a vampires bite We fell soft upon the blanket Clothing lost and found again As moonlight cast our shadows Fire danced across our skin We lay naked by the fire Flames infused what lust consumed Sweat poured like aphrodisiac Caught within our crafted spoon My lips played your every toy that night Yours toyed with every play We never stopped to take a breath As we dined on loves buffet We left not a stone unturned in time Sampled every star up high We drank from loves sweet fountain Unfurled our w

Solution
it builds up inside intensity intensifies ready to explode contained within never not I anxiety I shiver failing to hold it back reality drifting away from conscience on my back it's payback time I'm punished for my life hurt by the stone cast by all I've ever met why must this happen all at once suffocate my mind why must this happen all at once I feel, I feel I wanna DIE! Go away! I can't handle it surrendering inside peel away my skin ready to say goodbye pushing me pounding me all at once feel as if … as if I had a gun I was told once before I know I'd reach the end of forever I know I got what's coming to me deserve the hell I'm in why must this happen all at once I feel …I fell I wanna

Act# 2
The Encounter; Only for tonight You softly whispered to me Only for tonight And then I’ll set you free It was dark, except for moonlight That was searching for escape Beaming from a skylight Just above the fireplace You went to get some candles Asked me to light a fire You returned with flaming tapers As my soul burned with desire You were dressed in clinging silken lace Your hair dark auburn brown That shimmered with a copper hue As the fire danced around Your eyes were green as emeralds Or were they brown, I can’t recall I just know when looking into them Made my heart yours to forestall You grabbed a soft down comforter You laid it out across the floor With the fires flame in front of us And above us Heavens door You sat down upon the pillow Motioned me to do the same You poured two glasses of red wine Toasting passions yet to tame Reaching over, never faltering You started unbuttoning my shirt But you

Layin It Down
This morning i got laid off, im fuckin crushed. Ive only been at this place for a month now, a brand new booming pub. With alot of sexual innuendos in the kitchen, ya see, im a chef by trade (along with others skills)..and the only woman in the kitchen. Now im not saying this is biast or prejudice but alot of it is based on one mans decision..*sigh*. My sous chef is an arrogant bastard who only tones down his tude for the sake of the hot (ex moxies) waitresses, and takes every oppotunity i swear to bend over and show off that lovely hairy crack of his..Man, if i smoked the shit that would turn me off ..*just say no to crack*. I liked working there, mainly for the reason that this was a new start for me, i have lost a number of jobs due to others and NO im not laying blame elsewhre, obviously i have something to do with it. but i dont know what yet. Im at the end of my rope..on the verge of being evicted and i can barely see this screen for the amount of tears i cant hold back becaus

Act # 1
THE MEETING; Only for tonight You softly whispered to me Only for tonight Etched in my memory It was a peaceful arid summer night The time that we first met A night that started out so plain A night I won’t forget I was driving down a dusty road Somewhere lost within myself You were leaning up against your car I asked if I could help For a moment you seemed to hesitate Then you climbed into the seat I could tell you had been crying By the dust smeared on your cheek Our eyes locked for a moment Then you said, “just drive away” I slowly reached across the seat To wipe the tears off of your face We drove it felt like miles You seemed lost upon the road As you gazed out of the window Someone searching for her soul You finally broke the silence Told me to turn just up ahead You smiled and whispered softly There’s a cabin with a bed I didn’t ask your meaning Or question your intent I followed your instructions To park my car around the back

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Gorilla Joke
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps. He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit, they passed in front of a large, silverback gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and 2 feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink Dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... And the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said

Delusions Of Grandeur
Delusions of Grandeur Waiting Dreaming For something that I can believe in Wondering Question Is this world only deceiving – me I can’t see me/ delusions of Grandeur (x3) (Chorus) The questions for which I need answers Keep running around just like rats in my brain Everyone’s pulling and pushing for more of me Can’t take much more of this pain In me/ delusions of Grandeur I can’t see me (x3) Wanting Hoping For something to fall into place Fearing Question Is this world only deceiving—me I can’t see me/Delusions of Grandeur (x3) (chorus) *I can’t see me runs continuously behind chorus Lyrics by Michael W. Smith-lead vocalist for Determination 4/27/2004

Caught
Quiet! I'm thinking. It's kind of difficult I can't hold up the conversation It's difficult to sympathize My need to resuscitate intensifies The bolt thrust sharp between my eyes. Inside I crumble, perishing intentionally, explicitly there's nothing I can do. Nothing I can do. Nothing I can …Do! 4, 3, 2, 1 Boom! Explosions deep inside my head it feels as if a tank just fucking tore apart my insides sometimes I wish that I was dead it's me who's ping ponging back and forth across this empty space I'd rather be slammed by two than to take any more so what's the use so what's with you!? I never said I'd take you down there Never said I'd see it through Yet shit just happens I'll never know what fucking hell has put me through I guess that I deserve the beating the kind that's not intentional Why must I do only the things that please me There's definitely no escape, I'm caught! I'm caught, caught in the middle

Me Going Offline
Well It Now Looks as if it could be as early as next week. I maybe gone a long while. But I want to thank all My true freinds for there friendship, and I will keep in touch with those who have made it possible for me to do so. love you guys oxoxxox

Different Ways To Differenciate Types Of Metal Music (this Is Pretty Funny Hehe)
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess. POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest. THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her. FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess. VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving. DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves. BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in

Suffered Long Enough
I've changed I've tired to live the way you do I've foreseen problems animosity enraging Forward futures doomed in my eyes I was raped of my mind control was never my possession guided like a puppet on a thread that was ready, ready to break Emotions stronger, stronger than ever before Burning inside, my weakness counting the times repetition starving I'm raging against time Out of line I've had enough I've suffered long enough I'm wasting all my time Out of line I've had enough I've suffered long enough Hey, if you hear me, listen to my words I've taken just about everything I'm through with being hurt

Shattered
SHATTERED YOUR WORDS HAVE SHATTERED ALL THAT WE BELIEVED IF GOD HAS'NT SAVED YOU THEN NOBODY ELSE WILL REACH DEEP INSIDE YOU DEEP DOWN INTO YOUR SOUL TEAR OUT ALL THATS REAL ADMIT THAT YOU CANT GROW YOUR WORDS HAVE SHATTERED ALL THAT WE BELIEVED IF GOD HAS'NT SAVED YOU THEN NOBODY ELSE WILL WE ARE COMIN UP AND YOUR GOIN DOWN ADMITING OVER AND OVER WE'RE GAINING GROUND [THE PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION] WE THE PEOPLE IN ORDER TO FORM A MORE PERFECT UNION, ESTABLISH JUSTICE, INSURE DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY, PROVIDE FOR THE COMMON DEFENSE, PROMOTE THE GENERAL WELFARE AND, SECURE THE BLESSINGS OF LIBERTY, TO OURSELVES, AND OUR POSTERITY. DO ORDAIN AND ESTABLISH THIS CONSTITUTION, FOR THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.

Joke #2
Jack was enthusiastic over the new girl he had found at the neighborhood massage parlor. "You like three-way broads," he told his friend. "Well, this one knows four ways." " What's the fourth way?" asked his friend. "She lets you go down on her."

The Necklace
I walked through a field, Just the other day, While I walked I searched the ground. While I searched, The ugliest dead flowers I found. Tenderly I picked them, I worked them to and fro. Until a necklace formed, An ugly necklace made from ugly thorns. I thought of you the whole while. Old memories sprung up fast. The second my eyes fell on those pitiful petals. I knew I had to end it at last. The necklace made and pitiful as ever. I'm smiling now it's true. I held a flame held it a while. Held it gleefully as it burned. 2/19/07

Sorry
I know I wasn't the best company tonight. Just is hard everytime I take my son back. Times when he is here longer are always harder, because he never wants to leave and of course I don't want to take him back. So today he had some tears. Which then gives me tears when I come home to a quiet house. So tonight.. I feel the guilt.. alone... and nothing can take it away until he comes back again.

Alright, I Have An Idea.
I'm feeling better. I am having random hot flashes though but I'm sure when i wake up tomorrow I will feel better. I took meds so that should help with the aces and shit. Well I was thinking that my friends should have an outrageous contest. Eat: 3bags of gummie bears two bowls of cereal a pint of liqz Put on their halloween costume Cake and Ice Cream Then walk to 711 (its right near were this even would take place if it did happen) Buy a Double Big Gulp of any fountain drink of their choice. Eat a big bite hot dog there too with:all the condiments availible! and then come back. If you throw up you lose. First one back w/o throwing up, is winner. Okay I need more activities that can be done but would be difficult for a drunk person... Or just funny! :)

(cbdub Radio)week#88(2-19-2007)&cbdub News
Yea whats da deal this monday thnaks for tunning into (CBDub Radio) tonight.. U already know da drill we playing the best in under ground HipHop&RnB 3 times a week(mon,wensday&saturday)... Artist make sure u email ur best song and i mean ur best dam song in mp3 format and we will review it and get it laced on the show if it hot peep the playlist below and enjoy.. 1.(Ya Ya)feat:CBDub&Ghost 2.(U Need)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 3.(30's da New 20's)feat:P.Justice 4.(State Of Mixtape Sampler)feat:S.B. 5.(Curtis)feat:Camron 6.(Drug Flippin)feat:Mitch Slick,Tiny Doo&Damu 7.(You Ant Da First)feat:HASH 8.(Anchorage Is Da Town)feat:BoyKim 9.(Body Sumthang)feat:Scrapa&Profit 10.(20's Back)feat:20 Grand Bonus Tracks** 11.(Tonight)feat:CBDub&SkinnyMoe 12.(The Champs)feat:AVHolla&A.T. To hear da show click on links below and enjoy feel free to drop feedback good or bad.. http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-29.m3u http://www.cbdub.com/audio/CBDUB-CBDub-30.m3u http://www.cbdub.co

One Magic Night
From her mysterious eyes, a mesmirizing message sizzled to him that she was unlike anyone he had ever met before. His life and heart would never be the same for knowing her and he would never forget the first time their eyes met across the floor. She was petite, standing only five foot two inches high. Her hair was red and her eyes were blue/green. Her skin was pale, creamy and tended to freckle. She was the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. Her voluptuous figure was encased in a long flowing gown of emerald green velvet that lovingly trailed behind. The square neckline of her gown was enhanced by an embroidered gold and green trim, the medieval kind. The long red hair flowed and curled in abandon down her shapely back and made him want to bury his fingers in its silky length. The slant of her eyes, the contours of her face and the

Cherokee Wisdom
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

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Love By The Net!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE BY THE NET She sat at home one snowy night in December, It was to cold to go out Or to have people over, She had a computer in her living room she hardly used, She had heard people talking about the chatrooms and how you can talk to people in them so she went to her computer and got it started,She got the Yahoo everyone talked about,She made up a name that fit her prolably to well, It was shy_but_not_innocent ,At first she didnt know what to do where to find these chat rooms they all talked about,But she got it after a few trys,She went in a room that she thought she might enjoy, Country music all she had to do we pick a number she did.She got in there and heard them talkin and laughin and typing so fast she thought she never fit in,But after a few seconds she started to join in to what they was doing in the room,They was singing in the room she couldnt believe all you could do,As she was sittin there listen to the music she got a IM it was from a man it said

My First
Well, here's my first blog entry. You'll never know what you might find when you drop in to read my blogs. I could just be sharing an ordinary day around the house, or time spent with the kids, and grandkids, or you may read some sentimental or inspirational stories. You'll probably see news headlines from time to time, or several weather "goings on", and you're sure to see the occasional funny...one that will make you laugh till your sides feel like they're splitting...or to the point that you're not sure if you'll make it to the bathroom. lol You'll probably hear me do a bit of complaining on here from time to time. But, I do have a few "touchy" subjects, that tend to "set me off"...just a bit. But, I guess at some point we all need to do this a little.....get things off our chest. There's a lot of info about me in my profile, but there are also a couple of things that aren't included. As you maybe have read ...well...I sometimes wonder if people do read them... I guess

Granddaughters Letter To Her Nana & Best Friend!!!
Angels protect us as we sleep. Angels protect us as we travel from A to B. Angels find us when we feel alone. Angels are her when we are scared. Angels comfort Our souls, when we hurt from our losses. Angels were with me, when my nana went away. The Angels the came and took took her by the hand. They said, Bernese it is time to come home. We will stay with your children and grandchildren until they join you with him. I imagine my Nana she gladly said, ok. And away to heaven she went on that Cold January day. I remember the call I remember it well. My mother she called and I could tell, That my Nana was gone but not far away. Heaven seems far when your grieving inside, but really it's not all that far from your mind. I know that one day I will see her again. In the place where she waits for us to be with her again. She left us here to carry on, but there are days when I feel I will never make it here. I miss her so much as I watch my Daughters grow. There are

It Was Like This, Your Honor....
IT WAS LIKE THIS YOUR HONOR Judy actually kept her mammogram appointment. She was met with, "Hi, I'm Belinda!" This perky clipboard carrier smiled from ear to ear, tilted her head to one side and crooned, "All you need do is step into this room here, strip to the waist, then slip on this gown. 'Everything clear?" Judy was thinking, "Belinda ... try decaf. This ain't rocket science." Belinda skipped away to prepare the chamber of horrors. Call Judy crazy, but she suspected a man invented this machine. It takes a perfectly healthy cup size of 36-B to a size 38-LONG. Also, girls aren't made of sugar and spice and everything nice...it's Spandex. We can't be stretched, pulled and twisted over a cold 4-inch piece of square glass and still pop back into shape. Belinda flipped her (literally) to the left and said, Can you stand on your tippy toes and lean in a tad so we can get everything?" "Fine," she answered. Judy was freezing, bruised and out of air, so why not use the remaining cir

Sex Peom
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs And give me an hour Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! Roses are red Pickles are green I like your legs Especially in between roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine.

New Drink Ideas...anyone
I am on a mission to invent the best Jeager drink in the world. It must be good enough for a girl to chug, and stron enough to fuck people up without mercy. If anyone has any ideas please lemme know.

Crazy
Just letting everyone know i've been pretty busy and things have been hectic here. Kids sick other drama blah blah blah i will try and get back to my visiting duties soon I miss you all a great deal hope your all doing well and happy take care everyone hope to talk to you soon

Been Awhile
yeah i know i havent written much lately. but i've been busy as fuck. too much has happened in the past 2 weeks. For all my friends that i have been neglecting i am so sorry. i will try and be around more for you guys! I'm just trying to get everything in my life straightened out. right now i need to focus on me. i've been neglecting myself. I've been too preoccuppied with trying to help others with their issues and now my own life is falling to pieces around me. For those who have been there for me lately thank you so much! It means a lot to me. anyhow, here are some lyrics that hit home right now. Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a r

Wordless Song We Sing
Love, O my love! Keep my songs in your heart and sing them as your own, now and ever onward, just as you have, always done. But please, O my love, please add yourself to the song, and sing them without the dissonance of words. Let them hear the song of our love, without, words. Let them understand the song of our love, without the misinterpretation of thoughts. So remote are we but yet we need not the words to sing our song. Our love, is a complete world of melody on its own. Somehow their words confound me. But our silence pleases me much more. In the silence, I could perceive the notes of our heart, and hear the wordless song of longing and love.

Daddy
He's guided me through all these years, And he's still the one to wipe my tears. Afraid to show any sign of emotion, To me he's given his most devotion. Through hell and back he's held my hand, Now he may be called to the promise land. I want to scream and I want to cry, Please, Daddy...please don't die! I need you here to help guide me, You can't just let me be. You've always been my solid rock, This cancer you have is such a crock. I don't understand why it's taken you as its host, Our relationship isn't understood by most. You've always been there, that I can't deny, If you go I'll always wonder why. The house will feel empty and alone, Of this life you have blown. Left me here to deal with the pain, The cancer has you to gain. I don't understand, I can't believe it's true, It's left me feeling so very blue. Questions race through my head, answers never found, We'll bury your body under a mound. A simple headsto

Thank You!!
JUST WANTED TO GET IN HERE AND THANK EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME TO WIN 1ST PLACE IN THE MOST BEAUTIFUL EYE CONTEST ITS WAS SO HARD .....BUT THANK U ALL FOR STICKING IN THERE LOVE YOU ALL....XOXOXOX MESHA!!

Funny Pick Up Lines
HE : Can I buy you a drink? SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money. HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. HE : How did you get to be so beautiful? SHE : I must've been given your share. HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday? SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend. HE : Your face must turn a few heads. SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs. HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out. SHE : Okay, get out. HE : I think I could make you very happy. SHE : Why? Are you leaving? HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me? SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. HE : Can I have your name? SHE : Why? Don't you already have one? HE : Shall we go see a movie? SHE : I've already seen it. HE : Where have

What Do You Think?
What ya think 'bout me..... Come on now...Don't hold back...Let me know what ya REALLY think!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When is the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Who's Listening
Just curious ladies, out of all the women who have requested me as a friend, I will take a picture of whatever the most ladies respond to, in full, and also, make mention of how many women have requested it. There are bonus points if it is an in action shot of some sort, but, they must be made a request, and not be a prude in order if I say "so and so" requested this and or 5 women requested this. Lets see who's paying attention....... :)

Looking
MY HEART HAD BEEN BROKEN MY HEART HAS BEEN CRUSHED AND YET ALL IM LOOKING FOR IS A LIL LOVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK NO! ITS NOT LIKE IM WANTING THEIR CASH THEY COULD BE BROKE AND IT WOULDNT MATTER TO ME ITS THE LOVE AND RESPECT I DESIRE DONT THEY SEE. OBVIOUSLY NOT CAUSE ALL I GET IS THIER TIRED ASS LIES AND THEIR CHEATING WAYS. I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TRY TO PLAY GAMES AND THINK THEY ARE SO GOOD BUT WHAT THEY DONT SEE IS THAT IM AHEAD OF THEIR GAME I DONT BELEIVE WHAT THEY SAY MOST OF THE TIME. SO ALL YOU GAME PLAYERS NEED NOT TRY TO GET ONE OVER ON ME BECAUSE NOT A CHANCE WILL YOU EVER BE ANYTHING BUT A PEICE OF SHIT TO ME. A TRUE LOVE IS WHAT I SEEK A TRUE HONEST GUY WILL WIN MY HEART AFTER ALL ITS A LIL LOVE I TRUELY SEEK WRITTEN 2/19/07

Food For Thought
A mistake is something you accidentally do, like dial a wrong number. An affair is a deliberate choice that someone makes. Cheaters didn't make a mistake, they CHOSE the path they took "Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end."

What Is Beauty?
Beauty is the gentle wind that reveals the balmy Sun From the ambiguous chasm of the gruesome clouds And feeds the Earth with scintillating illumination Of affection for the annihilation of discrimination Beauty is the river that flows towards the wide sea Not at all wandering from its course of occupation Continuously flowing, no matter what’s and ever And teaching human breed the poise of regular labor Beauty is the friendship that enshrouds this universe With the bond of unity, even in the verge of torture Adding sublime execution to the global unification For the deterioration of vengeance and revulsion Beauty is the love that feeds the inclusive evolution And sheds peace in entire living beings formation Just as the soul sees all, but it is never seen to us Beauty is like true love, that sees all and it is not seen

The End......
I got a call about 4 hours ago that my great-grandfather passed away. He was a young 96 years old. He's one of those people that you just expected to be around forever cause he always had been. He had a head full of wisdom and didn't mind sharing it with anyone. Up until the latter years of his life, he refused to go to doctors. He made his joints feel better with WD-40 and he was also a firm believer in those vitamins they call "Rooster Kings." He always told us those were the two things that could take care of anything. Seeing as how he lived to be almost 97, I see no point in aruing with his beliefs. Papa worked for everything he ever had. He was known in his hometown for being a great mechanic. Even in his last days here on earth as that cruel fucking alzhimers took over his mind, he would lay in his bed and tell us that he needed to get up and go to work. The bills wouldn't get paid with him laying in a bed. I'll miss my Papa. Damn he was an awesome man!!!! I a

Blondes N Bimbos
If blondes and bimbos were the same thing, the prefix 'bim' could be used to create new words that describe them: Bimbabble - noises coming from a group of blondes Bimbaffled - constant mental state of blondes Bimbait - short skirts, sheer blouses, string bikinis or other clothing worn by blondes in an attempt to attract the attention of males Bimbar - a bar where blondes hang out wearing bimbait Bimbag - a blonde's purse Bimbrushes - essential equipment in a bimbag Bimbastic surgeon - specialist in breast enhancements for blondes Bimbeeper - special instrument used as a homing device for lost blondes Bimbellow - sound emanating from a blonde after she finally got the most recent blonde joke she heard Bimbillion? - a blonde giving an estimate of anything Bimblaze - the result of a blonde trying to cook Bimblues - a blonde's state of mind after her latest boyfriend ditched her Bimboette - a young blonde Bimbonese - language spoken by blondes, largely unintelligible to an

Poem (i Got The Idea From 'runaway Love')
He sits in the corner, silent tears caressing his cheeks, Nobody's noticed, and he's been there for weeks. He's tired of living a life of abuse, His father does wrong, and it's he she'll accuse. He's scared and he's alone, He's forced to think hell is a place called home. She hides in bed, away from her daddy, By night she's his whore and by day she's "Fatty" He slips in her bed, quietly drunk, With his daughter is where he'll bunk. He touches and hurts her while she'll silently cry, Resisting him isn't something she'll try. She's scared and she's alone, She's forced to think hell is a place called home. Little Johnny's only ten and he's living on his own, He cries at night because he's alone. He ran away from home because his mom's a whore, Her angry words and hurtful slaps finally reached his core. Brought home different men every single night, Their booze filled brains only caused a fight. He'd lock himself in his room and hide, By her rules he had to abide.

Little Johnny
John Howard called Peter Costello into his office one day and said, "Peter my boy I have a great idea! We are going to go all out to win the country voters." "Good idea PM, how will we go about it?" said Costello. "Well," said Howard, "we'll get ourselves one of those Driza Bone coats, some RM Williams boots, a stick and an Akubra hat, oh and a Blue Cattle dog. Then we'll really look the part. We'll go to a typical old outback country pub, we'll show them that we really at home there." "Right PM," said Costello. Days later, all kitted out and with the requisite Blue heeler (poor bloody dog doens't get to pick does he a bit like being in the army lol?) They set off from Canberra in a westerly direction. Eventually they arrived at just the place they were looking for and found a typical outback pub. Walked in with the dog and up to the bar. "G,day mate," said Howard, to the bartender, "two middies of your best beer." "Good afternoon Prime Minist

To Whom Ever It Concerns *grins*
I was given a secret admirer birthday cherry blast today. The person sent it from the CT gift shop and didnt leave a name. I did get a few clues though. So I guess its time for a fun game of guess my secret admirer. The rules were set out as follows, this person will give me a few clues daily with a secret gift for the next week. Once i guess and if i guess he/she will surprise me with something special that is only limited to my imagination. o0o0o0o0h!! What fun. My admirer did not say i couldnt ask for help though. hehe So here is what i have so far... 1-You know me by name 2-You know me by face 3-And the third clue, white lace I will update the clues as i get them, any ideas?? Let me know!! And whoever you are... Not only for the blast but for knowing enough about me to know that i love guessing games! lol x0x0x0x0

The Middle Wife
I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself, but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second-grade classroom. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show- and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome. Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. "This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday. First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their love, and then Dad put a seed in my Mom's stomach, and Luke grew in there. He ate for nine months

Stranger In Me
I glance into the mirror What do I see? I see two faces One of them is me The other isn't a stranger A person I know Who lives in my mind With an essence that glows He is the hate that I hide The fear you can't see The malice I hold down The darkness within me A tempter of fate A seducer of chaos A pain so rare Corruption at it's best he speaks in a voice That none but I hear he begs me to release him Release all my fear A demon who lies A man trapped A part of my being But responsibly kept. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Stupid Me
fucking fuck i hate being played.. i feel like such a fucking idiot .. i hate guys,i shoulda clued in.. fuck me..im done..i really dont know.. ...i wish i could take back the whole fucking weekend...i wish i dint have feelings..or be like a guy and not use them well not all are like that but this one yes.... *sigh* so stupid.. argh.. why would i believe that.. so mad at myself.. hearing this junk.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. anyways im a idiot..thinking i was doin somethin and i wasnt.. wtf ever.. dont think i can actually express that chit here..but whatever ill write whenever kay

My Favorite Song Of Theweek
Avril Lavigne- Keep Holding ON You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in no I won't give in Keep holdin' on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say (repeat) Nothing you can do there's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend ah ah I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah Keep holdin' on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just, stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] Th

Something About Horror...
We fear death and dismemberment, we fear pain, insanity and loss, we even fear sexuality, and it's only by adressing these fears that we avoid living in a state of constant trepidation. Horror can speak of such things in a way that a more realistic or naturalistic genre can't. Horror is a leap of faith and imagination in a world where the subconscious holds dominion; a call to enter a territory where no image or act is so damnable it cannot be explored, kissed and courted; finally - why whisper it? - embraced. Clive Barker

Lette's In Face Paint...
Something about a juggalette in face paint that just makes my blood pump in places south of the waist. Sry, but it is just sexy as hell to see a lette that is already beautiful get in thier paint and ready to party. Does this sound weird? So what if it does. I saw a pic of some random person on here tonight and she wasnt anything to call mom about or anything like that, just a normal looking girl. As i rated her and dropped some luv by way of a message, I began to check out her pics. About 20 pics into it, there she was in face paint looking like she just got back from a kick ass show. She went from a 6-7 to a absolute 10 right there. Now, for those of you that dont follow ICP or anyone from the Psychopathic Records company, than you may or most likely wont understand much of what im rambling on about here. In short... Fans aka (Juggalos and Juggalettes) of Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Dark Lotus, Blaze, Boondox, etc. etc. etc. are much more than just a simple fan base, we co

Grandmother
Sunday February 18th my son and lovely girlfriend announced to me that I am going to become a Grandma. I dont know how this is going to effect everyone else but I am so happy and Excited, This baby will be spoiled 10 times more than my Son has been in all his 18 years. "Big Daddy Seyer" is having a "Baby Seyer."

Sweet Babies Help Me
ok sweet babies.. the time has cum for yall to help your fav perv again.. i have a very sweet friend of mine in a contest.. i just love her to lil itty bitty pieces.. so can yall please go comment bomb her for me? we will give ya'll something very special for the top 3 commenters here is the link

Letter To My Dream Girl
There are girls and there are beautiful girls but what separates them is their simplicity. In the short run beauty certainly counts but in the long run it is simplicity that counts much. What I mean by this is that in the long run girls who are simple are beautiful girls. Beauty like the rose fades but simplicity never fades. It will remain forever from here to the eternity. They say that minds are like parachutes and they function only when open. My mind and heart have amalgamated and this had never happened to me before in my life. I cannot lie to you cause after seeing you, I am becoming more and more curious with each passage of time. The curiosity is teasing me. It teases me much and I am helpless cause curiosity is like a wheel rolling on and on. Have heard that love is a circle whose center is everywhere but whose circumference is nowhere. But I think I have now seen the circumference too and this would not have been possible sans you. The verity is that I am not only seeing the

Love Is To Be Tasted
I sought for your smooth lips To quench my greedy thirst For my heart is filled with lust And my eyes completely lost Between those creamy breasts High as the majestic mountain And mushy as the novel yeasts So, let us embrace our nakedness And have a cavernous erotic feast For, there is fun in being a part time beast. Let me pump my love into thee Then only you’ll be part of me And move freely like a humming bee Upon the consumption of sugary nectar From the nucleus of the flowers gleam So, let me pump my love into thee Then only you’ll be free, Like the river that runs into the sea For my love is still for thee Still as any stagnant blood in the heart could be Wild passion of unrestrained desires Are there in your gorgeous eyes Let us mingle it with my desires And melt in each other’s love like the wax That liquefies by the heat of its own warmth In order to make the candlelight bright Love, the candle burns itself to death

Birthdayday Girl
TODAY WAS OR IS MY DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE WANTED A BLAST. I DID NOT HAVE THE MEANS TO GIVE IT TO HER AND IT MADE ME FEEL BAD. BUT SHE HAS ALOT OF FRIENDS N FANS . WHO COULD HAVE MADE THIS DREAM COME TRUE . DID THEY EVEN BOTHER TO WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY NO THEY DIDN'T.. DID THEY EVEN CARE NO .. THANK YOU .THAT IS WHAT I THIN OF YOU HOPE THAT YA GET WHAT YA WANT CAUSE SHE DIDN'T. I AM A MOM A GOOD MOM ARE YOU? I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU BUT I WON'T JUDGE YOU SHOW SOME LOVE ON HER PAGE IF YA NOT TO BUSY.#178822 . MISS ALLY AKA BIRTHDAY GIRL.. MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YOU AND YOURS:)

Off To Work
Now i am off to work.... it is a never ending thing in the postion that I am in. Working in Sike ten. (sighs) NO days off at all and would have to be there in the morning or night. Today is night.... I will be watching everyone getting out of the theaters and going home.... Ahhh home... a place that I will one day that I can call me own.....

Family Members, This Is For You!
I have a question for those listed as my family members. I have a new pic album and would like to post pictures of family members and past life companions. Most of my family members ARE past life companions, lol. If you are willing to provide a pic but would prefer not to be named as a past life companion, that's OK too. Just let me know! Have a great night everyone!

Kisses
Kisses are the stairway to the heaven of love For the more you kiss, more closer you will be To the eternal paradise of this garden called love For kisses are the gifts of gods to the true lovers Who loves much and engraves each other’s name In the cordial position of their respective hearts So when their two lips cluster, their heart melts Like the candle that burns itself to death, to give Light to the others, their heart melts and gives Radiance to the soul and all of their bodily bones For kisses are as vital as the blood, that runs inside Our veins, intended for the endurance of our fate In this poisoned and derelict scorched adores land For kisses are the shadows of love in this Earth And they are the wings of an angel, that soars in the Open cherubic sky, remote from this land of strife To the place, what they call “ Heaven”, where only Love sings and love dances from dusk till dawn And that place is no other than, the lover’s heart For love

Can I Get A Hug?
Damn I never meant to hurt anyone. Especially myself. I was always honest from the start. I have so many things happening all at once. I need to weigh them all. Seems as though my head and heart are at war. Both sides pulling me apart. I am so confused. There are things that are very clear. And yet so damned fuzzy. I want to be happy. I want to be loved. I want to love. Brick by brick my walls come down. Yet it feels like something is right behind me Building them up again. Like a gremlin, or a nasty old troll. I know I hold the power. I know I hold all the cards for my battle. I just need to get hugged really bad. :(

What Is Up With This
I RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS AND STASH AND VOTE FOR YA IN A CONTEST . AND WHAT YA DO FOR ME? THINK ABOUT IT IF YA ARE A FRIEND OR FAN SHOW IT JUST DON'T WANT WANT, WANT. SHOW YOUR FRIENDS N FANS THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. BE A REAL FRIEND NOT JUST ONE FOR THE POINTS OR TO LEVEL UP. SHOW WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT AND REALLY MEAN IT OR JUST DON'T ADD ME OR FAN ME. I LOVE REAL FRIENDS AND FANS. BUT IF YA DO IT TO AMKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD , DON'T EVEN BOTHER, BECAUSE I CONSIDER MYSELF A REAL FRIEND AND IF YA ARE LIKE ME THAN RETURN THE FAVOR N IF NOT, JUST GO YOUR OWN WAY. PEACE N LOVE TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND FANS:)

Anouncment
I am in love with love, And I hate nothing at all For I am not born, to sow The seeds of revulsion In the virgin heart of the Earth, but I am born, to Spread the fragrance Of immaculate love, in Every corner of this Earth

Well...
Gonna be leavin the site for a while, haven't seen a whole lot of reason to bother with it...got a job interview coming up soon, which is pretty well guaranteed so work will take up most of my time from now on and what time I don't spend sleeping or partying with RL friends, I will likely spend playing EverQuest (Cazic-Thule server, name is Arillius) GL to you all and TC. oh, side-note, you can reach me at nur0nu@gmail.com if you really need me.

Is This Really Possible??
I have this really strange fantasy....my bf has his in another woman while I'm licking her and him....anyone ever done this...is it possible...I'm insane...of course, want the favor returned!!!

Nieve
na·ive or na·ïve (ni-ev', nä-) 1. Lacking worldly experience and understanding 2. Showing or characterized by a lack of sophistication and critical judgment One who is artless, credulous, or uncritical. ~Guess that explains alot.....

Addition
To all my friends family and fans. Just wanted to let you all know that we are expecting baby number 3. For those who don't know me or my husband that well we have 2 boys right now. Our oldest Christopher is 6 and Michael is 3. We had been trying for a little to get pregnant with another but things wheren't going to well. We got pregnant back in October '05and just 4 days after our 7th anversary in November we went for the first ultrasound and there was no heartbeat. That was so awful. I thought I would die. Then again in May '06 we found out we where pregnant again but once again lost it. But great news we are now 24 weeks into a new pregnancy. Things are going great and we found out we are having a little girl. We are so excited and blessed. Yes it was very hard to loss the other 2 but at least now we are haveing a healthy baby. We are due in June. I just wanted to share our great newswith all and to let you all know that no matter what gets thrown your way just take it and roll with

Words
Sometimes we say things.. Things we deem as innocent at the time they are said.. Then we realize how badly they can appear or how much they can hurt someone... Someone we deeply care about.. someone that means quite a bit to us... We can't take back those words once they are said or once they are typed.. All we can do is learn from that mistake and think before speaking or typing... And we can hope that one day, we shall be forgiven for being careless with our words.. This is something I have done to someone I care a great deal about... a very good friend.. I can only hope in time they will come to forgive me and understand I meant no harm..

Being A Girl...
It must be fucking nice! Guys trippin all over themselves jus to talk to you. You can pick and choose who you want to talk to and talk shit to the rest for fun! Being a guy, girls all look at you as some freaky pervert or something. Like you are trying to fuck them with your eyes all the time or something. I mean obviously, there ARE people out there like that, but it has nothing to do with their gender... Its a mind set! I am sooo not like that! I am jus a real person... Whever kids, I am jus venting! But I have led a few friends to CT. 1 guy and 3 girls. the guy, actually "works @ it" and has made little progress, the 3 girls, could give a shit! THEY are all higher level cherry than I am! I referred their asses! WTF?! I am done ranting, thanks for readin if you got this far :P

My Chinese Horoscope...wo0t!
The Ox of Chinese Astrology is no bull in a china shop. Steadfast and solid, this powerful Sign is a born leader, being quite dependable and possessing an innate ability to achieve great things. Oxen tend to be plodding and methodical; they approach projects in the step-by-step manner that serves them best, and they never lose sight of their goal. They are tireless workers who are detail-oriented and believe in doing things right the first time. The world may perceive Oxen as being far too serious or incapable of loosening up. This sturdy sort is less than social by nature and tends to become introverted in a crowd. To make things worse, they can't be bothered with what other people think and prefer to do what makes them feel best. Behind that calm facade, though, lives an Ox who can feel hurt, lonely and unable to connect with others. Friends and family are a great source of comfort to this beast, even if they don't always understand what makes the Ox tick. As a lover, friend, fami

Just Because
i ask for opinion or advice, doesnt mean im gonna take it, i just wanted another point of view. were both fuck ups in this little issue. so much for not ignoring or avoiding me, clearly you are. way to tell me exactly what the matter is. i seriously can't comprehend it just yet. care to fill me in yet?

Being A Watery Element
The moon is related to the Picses, which emcompasses the most ephemeral in human nature, the desire to unite with the cosmic consciousness. The twelfth sign of the zodiac, Picses is the emotional and intuitive. Ruled by Neptune, it is linked with the creativity, psychic ability, empathy, illusions, poetic sensibilities. Picses represents self - sacrifice for a higher cause. It also shows the soul's struggle with the imperfections of the material plane. Its symbol -- the two fish swimming in opposite directions -- suggests the dichotomy between the material and spiritual realms. The sign's dual image represents the finite conciousness on the one side, and the infinite conciousness of the universe, or cosmic conciousness, on the other side. The connecting point in our earth, where the spiritual and material aspects of being meet. One of the fish stands for the physical body, with all its limitations and mortality; the second fish is the soul and its invisible world where boundaries do n

Spring Break
spring break is upon me, and a buddy of mine invited me to his beach cabin for spring break. but the downside, there is drinking, and i have sworn off drinking because of some episode. but i'm thinking about going. then i'll probably end up hooking up with him which makes me a slut, but whatever. taylor did the same thing. and yes this is my way of getting my revenge. of all the times he bitched at me for my "horny teenaged actions". yeah, whatever. this guy is hot, whatever. i said whatever a lot. but i'm still in love with him. and i hate that. but it happens. so i'm going to try to get rid of the feelings by wasting myself. great plan.

Trust
If you cant trust your freinds and family who can you trust. a family memeber sometimes a freind maybe a stranger that is uo to you just remember those who you think you can trust turns out that you cant pride yourself and stick up for yourself cause no one can do for you

Soundtrack To Your Life?
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your music library 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool... Opening Credits: Blutengel - Angels Of The Dark Waking Up: Nomad - Iron Maiden [ Fitting for waking up without Crystal =( ] First Day of School: Rage Against The Machine - Guerrilla Radio Falling in Love: SlipKnot - People=Shit Fight Song: Soil - Forever Dead Breaking Up: Opeth - Masters Apprentices Life: Killswitch Engage - Irreversal Mental Breakdown: Soil - Unreal Driving: Breaking Benjamin - Breakdown Flashback: Nirvana - Come As You Are Getting Back Together: Killswitch Engage - Rusted Embrace Wedding: Soil - Halo Birth of Child: Evanessence - Bring Me To Life Final Battle: Disturbed - Decadence Death Scene: Blutengel -

Yearzero Is Going To Be Fantastic April 17th
http://yearzero.nin.com/ http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/news/upcoming_releases/nine_inch_nails_new_album_is_not_a_hip-hop_record.html http://www.myspace.com/nin listen to survivalism super cool. Trent you fuckin rule!!!!

Friends Vs Fans
I was looking at my friends and my fans and noticed I have twice as many friends as I do fans. Guess my friends don't think I'm cool...lol Hey guys if you haven't fanned me can you make me feel loved and do so...thanks :)

In The Mood For Love
He left me again with this hopeless feeling of loneliness and longing and dreams of those dresses… and not just because I knew I was lonesome although not alone. It’s just me and this silent wordless passion is maybe what really separates us in all our similarity. I am not as loud and more mind than body I guess that’s why I am here at home where the words are everything. In the old days, if someone had a secret they didn't want to share they went up a mountain, found a tree, carved a hole in it, and whispered the secret into the hole. Then they covered it with mud. And leave the secret there forever. So he left me and still I will be back in this hotel room in Honkong waiting for days of being wild. I love him so.

The Smile *blah*
This is the dribble that comes out when I have a stupid smile! Thanks Josh! hehehehe ;) Smile You gave me my smile Today You saw it in my eyes It warmed your heart You decided then and there To make me smile every time I saw you Every time We talk I can’t make it stop From dawn to dusk From dusk to dawn I have a smile On my mind is where you Stay Everyday you are finding More and more of my Heart to call home With every smile You break down One more wall You let me be who I am You let me smile for no reason You give me all the reasons To smile I smile you!

Answer Me This???
Why is it when you try to be nice to someone they think they own you? Being truly honest and making sure everything is told upfront so no feelings gets hurt and nothing is misinturprted (sp- im pissed) doesn't get you anywhere! I recently made friends with this guy that works with my mom and now everyone where they work thinks i'm HIS woman! I'm dating someone, living with them, and engaged to them...how could i be someone elses? He told me to bring the kids to mcdonald's tonight and they could eat free because he was allowed to do that once a month because he's the manager so i said i would thinking good a fee meal and i wont have to cook! Then i get a call saying that he is saying it is a date! A DATE!!!! his exact words A DATE WITH DESTINY! WTF!!!! I'm sick of this! If anyone at all knows me i try to be nice to everyone what the hell is he thinking! Well he calls me to see if i'm coming and I told him no and i told him i didn't feel like it plus my kids were in the bath and he got m

Company Policy
I've been carrying this nugget with me for around 7 years ... Start with a cage containing five apes. In the cage, hang a banana on a string and put stairs under it. Before long, an ape will go to the stairs and start to climb towards the banana. As soon as he touches the stairs, spray all of the apes with cold water. After a while, another ape makes an attempt with the same result - all the apes are sprayed with cold water. This continues through several more attempts. Pretty soon, when another ape tries to climb the stairs, the other apes all try to prevent it. Now, turn off the cold water. Remove one ape from the cage and replace it with a new one. The new ape sees the banana and wants to climb the stairs. To his horror, all of the other apes attack him. After another attempt and attack, he knows that if he tries to climb the stairs, he will be assaulted. Next, remove another of the original five apes and replace it with a new one. The newcomer goes to the stairs and

Dreams
I know I am a dreamer. I think of things that could be,, how things could be.. what I wish could be. I am far from a realist, knowing anything is possible. I think dreams are good. They take me away from the reality of how the world is. They give hope where there is none, happiness to hold on to, and a world where anything can happen. Just think of all the things we have today because people dared to dream. Sometimes though I believe in them too much though and I get my head lost in the clouds too long. And then it hurts when I fall back to earth. I know I believe not only too much, but in the wrong things. WIshing for things I shouldn't, wishing for things all wrong for me. Wishing for things that will only hurt me in the end. But if I didn't dream so much it wouldn't be me. It is just who I am. I will always believe in things I can't touch.. or see. I willalways hold onto a glimmer of hope. I will always believe I can find something I see in my heart.. or in my m

Internet Friends
It seems some of our closest friends, Are people that we’ve never met. Some as far as half a world away, Brought to us on the Internet. How can it be we’re drawn so close? To just words on a computer screen. We can share all of our hopes and dreams, With people we have never seen. Some say it is a devil, A godsend others say. But to me the Internets a place, To make new friends every day. I’ve met friends here that I’ve come to love, And they will be friends till I die. I’m thankful for the Internet, Friends are the reason why.

Disappearing In The Jitterbug
Being invisible in the Jitterbug was my goal last week. It was Valentine's Day, and I was alone. For once....I was not lonely. With coffee house music playing on the radio, soft lights warmed the atmosphere. The ceilings of old tin tiles gave the essence of age this place needed. One wall is painted a terracotta and had shelves to hold baskets and old coffee pots of various sizes and styles, many from the 50s and 60s. Dark wood floors added to the comforting warmth of the place. Old black and white photographic prints livened up the walls with The Savoy Ballroom and Motoring-1934.....Even the series of black and whites of James Dean were not out of place here. The place smelled of coffee, of course, but also of cinnamon raisin bagels and freshly baked cranberry orange scones. A jigsaw puzzle had been started on one table, waiting for customers to finish it. Boxes of dominoes, checkers and board games sat on another table. The Jitterbug chess set sat ready as well. I went there

Breaking My Cherry
Well, I have just joined and am very surprised at how quick things roll along in here. I have no more than entered a few things in and all ready I am getting comments and making friends. This looks like a fast moving place all together and lots of fun. I have made a few friends in just the first few minutes and was very glad that I was invited to join. I have invited a few friends as well and hope that I can get them to join this cool spot. Hope to get to know a lot more of you and have a great time when ever I am on. Take it easy and thanks to all for making this a great new thing for me! Shandi

Mary!!!!
I JUST FOUND OUT TONIGHT THAT A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF OUR FAMILY PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT 2/18/07..SHE WAS A SPECIAL LADY TO US AND ALWAYS WILL BE.SHE WILL BE GREATLY MISSED AND IN OUR THOUGHTS EVERYDAY..WE KNOW SHE IS IN A BETTER PLACE AND NO LONGER IS IN PAIN BUT WE DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE OR TO TELL HER HOW MUCH SHE MEANT TO US..WE LOVE YOU MARY NOW AND FOREVER!!!!

Mean Mom
Mean Moms Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And so

My Oath To You
MY OATH TO YOU When you are sad........... I'll dry your tears. When you are scared...... I'll comfort your fears. When you are worried...... I'll give you hope. When you are confused....I'll help you cope. When you are lost......And can't see the light. I'll be your beacon......Shining ever so bright. This is my oath................I pledge till the end. Why you may ask?...... Because you're my friend.

This Kind Of Man
Is there no room in this world for this kind of man? One who needs to love you instead of fuck you? If you smile just for me And hold my hand I'll live forever Is it wrong For my kind of bliss To be as simple as falling asleep With your hands running through my hair? Let me count the stars in your eyes Listen to my serenades And love this man That's all I've ever wanted Let's spend the night together So I can watch you dream And cry just because you're beautiful to me Does that make me less of a man? I must be insane To think monotony exists It's the stuff of fairytales When the truth is Arthur's Guenevere is out fucking Lancelot Wake up, you fool Chivalry died And left you all alone

Random Thank You
So, I wasn't the only one out there spending valentines day by themselves, I'm sure. I've come to the conclusion that the holiday really sucks when you don't have anyone special to spend it with. However, thanks to some really good friends....you know who you are :) .... valentines day wasn't that bad. A random text message here and there, some comments on good ol' ct, etc and it was rather pleasant. So thanks guys. :) I owe you one lol.

Hot Update Today
Pussy Filled .. Pussy Spread” a huge special update A big red dildo, a blue glass toy, and spread wide open!!! Yes, I am talking about me playing with myself, and you can see the white cum up close and oozing out. I thought I was all alone, well I guess not, all of a sudden you come in flashing the camera, well that broke my concentration, but only by a lil bit. I do not mind you watching at all, it’s a tease seeing you get hard, and me just being able le to please myself. I spread myself wide open and after the fact, you can see your hand helping me slowing finish it off. Oh it feels so nice, this is a must see with lots of pics!!!! Kisses ~ Alyse http://naughtyalyse.com/csets/full/pussy/photoset.html

Ask Away
Interview I need you as fans to ask me a question then you have been dying to know. I am looking to do a lil clip like an interview and I would only want to did it with real questions and whom better than to get them from than my own fans!! So send me your questions and I look to do next week!! Kisses Alyse e-mail them to SC3MXGirl@aol.com

My Twin Soul
My soul yearns for your love I need Far away lands Long distances carry at times such sorrow Oh the tears I had cried For we had many things to work out Tears cleans the soul Purifying the heart Tasting the salt running down my face Then I came to the knowing That our separation Taught me I loved you more Your the experience I crave The lips and arms I need around this soul My love, my love Oh my precious darling I will always love you The ONLY ONE I CRAVE Forever twin flames For it is your soul I fell for Your soul God gave you I reach in my pocket and pull out a ray of stars To touch you To fly with me For I am the dreamer ! You know, Tinkerbelle ! Dance with me you say! In other dimensions We’ll have the glow of the moon As we recall our lighted souls God knows we are just about as differ

Old Glory
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over great institutes of learning. I stand guard with the greatest military power in the world. Look up! And see me! I stand for peace - honor - truth and justice. I stand for freedom I am confident - I am arrogant I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners My head is a little higher My colors a little truer. I bow to no one. I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted - I am respected I am revered - I am loved, and I am feared. I have fought every battle of every war for more than 200 years: Gettysburg, Shilo, Appomatox, San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome, the beaches of Normandy, the deserts of Africa, the cane fields of the Philippines, the rice paddies andjungles of Guam, Okinawa, Japan, Korea, Vietnam, Gu

A Winter Poem Lmao!
found this beautiful winter poem and thought it might be a comfort to you. It was to me, and it's very well written. ENJOY! “WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre " SHIT It's Cold ! " The End

Crap!
Ok...am being so selfish here. My dad is dating...let me start over...My mother was diagnosed with cancer and less than a year later, she was dead...last April.He's kind of dating now...which I know is really awesome for him and all....It's just really weird for me and I guess that some of it comes from the way he's acting about it all.I want him to be happy and go on and stuff...I just need a moment to freak out without anyone telling me that he deserves or whatever...I need to just be ok feeling the way that I'm feeling...he has no clue...don't want him to. Ok....enough rambling...took the long way home from the store today...almost could 'feel' spring.The sun has changed it's path a bit and it was warmer than it's been in a long time.Rode around with my window down,stereo blasting and heater going strong...lol

"special Contests"
I want to ask every CHERRY friend,family and fan to go and check out two HOT WOMEN!!!special friends of mine!! POLE PRINCESS,her own CONTEST for SEXY FEET! and NEVER SAID I WAS AN ANGEL!!(Sarah). check them both out,if you need to find their sites,add them to your friends,and go see them!! PLEASE TAKE THE TIME,you will not be sorry!!!!!

Shadow Shimmer
Her flesh like diamonds shines in the moon light hair red like dried ravens blood. a heart of stone, cold as the night. She smiles her teeth like pearls, lips painted black. She stands in the shadows, unable to mingle, unable to stay back. Only here for a short time her hunger so strong it gave her a fright.Who have i becaome, this just isnt wright. A danger to mortals. Beautiful creature of the night.

Five Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
FIVE BEST THINGS TO SAY IF YOU GET CAUGHT SLEEPING AT YOUR DESK 5. "They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time!" 2. Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing to say if you get caught sleeping at your desk.... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "....In Jesus' name, Amen."

Childhood Romance
Are you running with me, Darling? Is the wind trailing your hair Is your face lit-up, by sunshine Are you waiting for me, there? I can hear the bells of your laughter As you reach out, to tag me, again I can hear your feet, crushing the grass As you pass by - like fire, in the wind! I can smell the fragrant clover As I inhale the scent of you - Oops! you slipped, and now I've tripped ... I love playing, Hide and Seek - with you!

Weekend :)
Had a nice long weekend with David.. Thursday thought today. He didn't want to go home. Kept coming up with excuses when it was time to go. He had a few tears. Went to see Bridge to Tarabithia on Sat. Not a movie for young kids, but pretty good. Not a lot of fantasy stuff like Narnia. Other than that we just played games and did stuff around the house. Guess I should clean up from the weekend though...but I don't want to..lol.

Untouched
How could you have known? The dew upon the sand... Was in reality, a glimpse of me? Dew, that lingered, on the stones We had cast so carelessly... Into the roaring, of the sea Only to witness them, patiently Return again...to you...and me. Love, untouched, shall always, be.

Suspended
The harmonica was being softly played Its melancholy notes, wooed, into the night The sky, exceptionally black, as stars swayed Against the delicate, and pastel, moonlight. The desert sky seemed to suspend From some invisible hinges... Truly, it hung low, and there was no end To its lacey hem, and cloudlike fringes.. Just as the notes ended too soon Then, lingered, in mid-air I saw your shadow cross the moon And so...I lingered, there. Your beauty has fascinated me Allured me, from deep in space While your voice has captivatingly Reached down, to caress, my face... Now, the guitars have faintly arisen Carved hands' skillful spans, and strings are blended A sigh escapes me...light, from a prism In the night, when my heart, is suspended.

I Have Been Busy
SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON TOO MUCH HERE LATELY. WE ARE IN THE PROCCESS OF FINDING ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. ONE THAT IS CLOSER TO WORK. WE LIVE IN A HOUSE THAT WAS TURNED INTO TWO APARTMENTS. THE NEIGHBORS WE HAVE UPSTAIRS HAVE NO RESPECT FOR US. I HAVE CALLED THE LANDORD TO TELL HIM AND HE TALKED TO THEM AND SAID I DONT KNOW WHAT HER PROBLEM IS. THEN HE WAS WHISPERING TO THEM. I KNOW THIS BECAUSE OF A DOOR THAT WE SHARE IS NEXT TO OUR BED. ON THE OTHER SIDE IS THE FRONT DOOR. HE TOLD THEM TO TRY TO KEEP IT DOWN IF YOU CAN. SO PRETTY MUCH IF THEY CANT THEN OH WELL ITS OK. HE MADE ME REAL MAD. SO NOW WE ARE LOOKING FOR ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. I WILL BE ON WHEN I CAN TO UPDATE AND TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. TY FOR BEING SO PATIENT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE,CATLADY

From The Fans To Me!
HEY FANS. I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO SHOWCASE MY TRUE FANS ON MY WEBSITE WITH A NEW PAGE THAT IS GOING TO BE ADDED. WHAT YOU WOULD DO IS TAKE A PHOTO OF YOURSELF HOLDING UP A SIGN THAT SAYS "I LOVE DANGEROUS CURVEZ MODEL TANIA" OR SOMETHING TO THAT AFFECT. THEN EMAIL IT TO: DANGEROUSCURVEZ@TANIASPLAYHOUSE.COM I AM CONDUCTING A MONTHLY CONTEST THAT BEGAN ON 2-15-07, AND WILL RESTART EVERY 15TH OF THE MONTH. EACH MONTH A WINNER WILL BE CHOSEN, AND THE PRIZE IS A FREE 5 DAY MEMBERSHIP TO THE DANGEROUS CURVEZ WEBSITE. 1ST PLACE WILL RECIEVE A AUTOGRAPHED 8X10 PHOTO OR POSTER. GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ENTER, AND I LOOK FORWARD TO ALL THE PHOTOS. (PLEASE NOTHING GRAPHIC, LETS KEEP IT CLEAN:) XOXOX

Alone
Alone I reveal my soul I tell her all But in the end Her heart wont fall I admit mistakes I uncover truth But the way she sees it There is no proof I beg for forgiveness I rip open my chest But what lay there She cannot accept I ask for her trust Not all but some bit I feel no hope given I think this is it Forever alone Doomed I’m to be Forever in darkness Alone, just me. Adam 26Aug06

Diary Of A Suicide Victim
Diary of a suicide victim Tonight is the night The night I can’t go on The night I will end it Will I be missed when I’m gone? I look upon the rope Stowed quiet in my room I think of who would find me I imagine the icy gloom It imagine all the heights I could simply fall and stop But I cannot fathom The climb to the top I dream of the car ride That would end in a flash But I couldn’t imagine Death in a fiery crash I venture the knives in the kitchen I think of the bloody mess I gaze upon my pistol It’s quicker than the rest I load the big black clip With just one round A hollow point bullet It will end with one sound I slip the ice cold barrel Into my waiting lips I touch its muzzle with my tongue To see if this exists I hold the slide firm And I chamber the bullet I slide my finger to the trigger And I prepared to pull it Safety off, I’ve taken my aim I hold my weapon firm I feel the blame My cheeks red hot The tears do no

Very Interesting-
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 17. The wise men were from Iraq. 18. Peter preached in Iraq.

Perhaps Ill Stay
im staying for the people who are nice... but im not showing myself naked just to get a comment... if you like me its gonna be for me not my body or my looks...because im more then that ..you just got to get to know me ..

So You Think You Know Everything
Subject: So you think you know everything Scroll Down The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. The King of Hearts is the only king WITHOUT A MOUSTACHE American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one (1) olive from each salad served in first-class. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. (Since Venus is normally associated with women, what does this tell you!) Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. Most

A Poem For Shelly
as walk along the sands on the beachside shore i think why theirs only on set of footprints in the sands which are only mines as the waves washes away the few i started i make new ones as i walk further lookin up to the moonlight shinning so bright and i wonder why im so happy i know the reason why ..i carry u on my back when the times got ruff and you need comfort i was their to pick you up and carry you along the way as you wrap you arms around me and rest you head on my shoulder that moment i know ive found love

What Type Of Boyfriend/girlfriend Are You
Which Type of Boyfriend/Girlfriend Is Right For You? The Artistic and Confident Type!You need a partner who quietly draws the real you out. Your partner must understand that you are very self-satisfied; therefore you might not always be the best communicator. You need someone that loves to have fun, but also has the capability of concentrating on a great classic film. A creative and confident prospective is what you need. Stay far far away from the needy ones!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Test Yourself
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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As he enters the room, his pans drop to the ground revealing a strong erect chocolate dick, throbbing for attention. His body fresh with sweat after an intense work out that left him unsatisfied so he ventured to the living room for her. She was sitting on the couch reading an article in her magazine of choice, when she looked his way and caught an eye full of his naked body casting a broad shadow in the door way. She was wearing a tshirt and bobby socks with the balls on the end, pink and blue candy stripe. We moved toward her every step makin his large member wave up and down. SHe bit her lip and as she felt a pulse of energy pass through her. She dipped her finger inside her moist pussy and drew the wettnes out and rubbed it on his dick lubricating it before sliding t in her mouth. Long deep sucks and flicks of her tongue to the tip when she retreated. Her pump warm lips moist with saliva made it easier for her to deep throat without a flinch. He proceeded to fuck her face slowl

Explosure
Dungeons, within dungeons, within minds. Creepy rasp of rhetoric grasps chains, yanks blames, tires of games; ending collapsed. Stairs? Where? No, no…though for a moment, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Holes, within caves, within her. Patches leaking hysteria snarl chains; who’s to blame? She’s what she became, ending elapsed. Vowels? Trowels? No, yes…maybe, momentarily, she thought she saw escape, from herself. Shadows, within darkness, within soul. Whining without will power, forging chains; accepting blame? Kept within the frame, circle relapsed. Light? Height? No, not for her… moments lie, she will expose her escape, into herself.

Ct's
I'm unique, at times abrasive and in the mumms I can definitely be brutally honest, but it's all in jest. I don't try to be hurtful, nor do I seek out those who don't like me. But over the past month I have had 4 people on this site who I consider friends, that have decided to either leave the site completely or at least take a break. I have yet to meet these people and besides emails and exchanges here on CT I consider them very "real" as to what they post on their profile. They are honest, sincere and above all genuine and true to who they are. With that said, I'm appalled that those who don't see eye to eye with their views sought them out to pester and, dare I say, harass them. Two of my CT friends went so far as to block some of their detractors, who went out and created new accounts and continued the barage of comments and messages. Intentionally seeking them out to continue where they left off. I live in Las Vegas and there's plenty to do around here, I got onto CT

Death Night
Death Night Rage beneath my skin Hate inside my heart My soul striped clean from me My world torn apart The ONE in my life that I hold dear Gone forever in the drop of a tear I lost her tonight The one thing that I fear I hate myself I deserve to die Outward I shake Inward I cry Uncontrollable spasms Wrought with malice and spite There is no salvation I can't make things right I lost my world today It fell in a black pit Deep in the abyss of lost souls Alone I sit On this day, where I begged and prayed My calls were unanswered My needs turned away I cry here tonight My heart ripped open I cannot feel my limbs The blood gone frozen My mind races in directions That none should flow My rage runs black My anger aglow I despise who I have become I hate who I am The world would be better Without such a man To coward too to kill him To brave to let be I know that he will be judging me Where my prayers go They are left unread W

What Kind Of Couple Are U
What Kind of Couple Are You? The Sweetest of Them AllYou two have the type of relationship everybody envies. You're adorable together and you know it. When it comes time for yearbook superlatives, you are most likely to win best couple. You have the right amount of distance, but at the same time people can clearly see that you're together. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Men...
Why is it when a man says he wants you and needs you he really means i want to get in your pants and later you can cook me food.... such is the story of my life... no excitement when it comes to most men i know.. i guess they just cant handle a girl with lots of imagination and daring.... Shy men.... they are ones to watch... they can be very very exciting when the mood strikes them...when you get them to finally admit they do like to be adventurous... Loud obnoxious men are fun when im in the mood... but you know that half of the town will know what shannanigans you get up to together by the morning..... Married men..... Stay very very far away... these are ones that are most definately off limits....as their wives may just have guns and will travel.... Dark and brooding men.... most definately one to be wary of... i should know my ex is one.... Adventurous men... love em cause they are usually up to about anything i can dare them to do... usually with dares reciprocated...h

The Explosions
The explosion of clouds thunder delight of birth, and growth, and powerful plight. Where to disperse such grandeur? Dynamic flight, plunge your sword into my core; here – and there, what matters cares of fading, you will limn my awareness with hails of rain; self-explained. I hear your frenzied song crash through my sighs, brow-beaten, I reply, “My death proclaimed, I still strive for height, and sight; tonight, I am your sister! And, in Monsoon madness, will gain release, surcease, and, oddly, my peace. I will expand my lease, of sadness.” Dynamics cause me to spin in your wind. Your answer; “Do unto me, it’s life I rescind.”

Heart
never give your heart away it only gets hurt and broken can we trust or love again even when it hurts so much don't u hate a broken heart but we still love the one who has done this to us even when it hurts so much but we still love and care for the one who has hurt us

Cheese Sandwich
A guy walks into a pub and sees a sign hanging over the bar which reads: Cheese Sandwich: $1.50 Hand Job: $10.00 He checks his wallet for the necessary payment, then he walks up to the bar and beckons to one of the exceptionally attractive blondes serving drinks to an eager-looking group of men. "Yes?" she inquires, with a knowing smile, "can I help you?" "Yep, I was wondering," whispers the man, "are you the one who gives the handjobs?" "Yes," she purrs, "I am." Replies the man, "Well, then, wash your hands because I want a cheese sandwich!"

Lonely
im so lonely these days all i want is to find a good woman and its something that i never seem to be able to find. Will i ever find someone to love me for me and to be honest and be a good woman instead of someone who comes to me and runs away or flips out for no reason :(. will i ever stop being lonely :(

500 Dollars
A woman was walking down the street when she was approached by a man. The man said, "I must have you right now! I'll drop $500 on the ground at your feet and in the time it takes for you to pick it up I can have my way with you from behind!" The woman thought it over and told the man to wait a minute. She called her girlfriend on her cell phone and told her about the man's proposition. Her girlfriend said "When he drops the $500 on the ground I'm sure you can pick it up and run before he gets his pants down. Call me back and tell me what happened." An hour and a half later the lady called her girlfriend back. "What happened?" the girlfriend asked. The lady said "That jerk had $500 in quarters!"

Poetry For Sex
Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, eyes like a frog, bend over bi

Queen Of Ct Finals
Will start tonight at 9Pm Eastern. An Run for 8 days. Ending Teusday Night @ 9Pm The Contestants Are: 1st place in From the bust up contest ♥ TINK ♥@ CherryTAP 2nd place in From the bust up contest {~Gothicmama~} 3rd place in From the bust up contest Cris♥ ~{}~ 1st place in Cherry Bomb Body contest KAT 2nd place in Cherry Bomb Body contest *PolskiCherry* 3rd place in Cherry Bomb Body contest booty2you ~{}~ 1st place in Personality contest RedMex 2nd place in Personality contest Crazy ♥ Beautiful 3rd place in Personality contest Dj DarkIce Winners of the finals will recieve: 1st placed will be featured in a magazine (CT Exposed) I am putting together with friends. Ashley & Angel With the purpose to spotlight certain people each issue =) They will also be drawn by me....(exps below)

A Lost (lets Leave Iraq Now!!!)
A call was made today and a mother answered to find out her baby wont be coming home for he or she had met their end in a place of hell she cried in pain. A call was made today a spouse answered the phone and found out their other half had passed in ways of violence of war , tears of pain did fall. Today a duaghter or son found out they lost their mom or dad in a war that should not be no longer will that child see their parent no more words of comfort from them, no more hugs of comfort, just a overconsuming mass of void will remain. when will this end.....let's pull our men and women of the armed services now.....No more need to die!!!

A Smidge About Me...
Ok, so it's my first day back to CT since sometime last week. I got preoccupied in avoiding Valentiens Day and tring to convience my friends that love is really, truely an illusion! That they should amuse themselves and not rely on someone else to make them "feel" wanted,needed,loved or whatever. Happy to say, I've been very amused!! Ha-ha to one a down right bi#*h, to another very complimentry and finding new uses for my F.W.B seeing how I need some maintence around the house. This works just fine for me, you'll see, I'm not like most chicks, and I really don't give-a-f%*k! -BOLT-

Show Me Some Love!!!!
Pass This Lick To All Those You Wish To Tasteï¿½.If You Get 1 Back Your Lickableï¿½ï¿½.. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treatï¿½ï¿½..If You Get 10 Or More Back....Your F***** LickTastic!!! Have A Kick Ass Day :o)!

Poem!
I walked into a resteraunt today, I saw you sitting there with him.... I remembered all the times I looked into your eyes,the way you could make my head swim... My heart broke a little more today when I saw you give him a kiss on the cheek... It brought up all the fun memories we had skinny dipping at my grandmothers creek.... I felt a pain in my chest today when I saw you sitting there so happy and free... It brought back the memories of all the picnics we had under that old oak tree.... I found myself upset today when I saw you and him together... Not at you or him but at myself for all the lies I made my heart believe.... You see I made myself believe that you were not the one for me.... I tossed away our Love because of something my stubborness wouldnt allow me to see... And now it is to late and the regret has set in.... Because I tossed away Love and I dont know if I will ever find it again.... So Im writing just to let you know that you were

Dancing With Giggles
Dancing with giggles and pirouetting with mime, searching the dungeons for words that will rhyme, folds me and fills me one bubble at a time, as I amble and ramble with senses sublime. Pealing with laughter and writing as I weep creating poetry, searching through word’s heap, holds me and frees me, with a fire kindled deep, as I mumble and fumble, key’s lock in my keep.

20 Feb 07 - Tuesday
20 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1943 Antonio Inoki [Kanji Rikidozan], wrestler (NJPW/JWA) 1946 Sandy Duncan Henderson TX, actress 1946 J[erome] Geils rock guitarist/vocalist (J Geils Band-Freeze-Frame, Centerfold) 1949 Ivana Trump Gottwaldov ex-wife of Donald Trump (1st Wives Club) 1950 Walter Becker New York NY, rock bassist (Steely Dan-Peg) 1954 Jon Brant rock bassist (Cheap Trick) 1960 Kee Marcello rocker (Europe-Final Countdown) 1966 Cindy Crawford Dekalb IL, super model (Sports Illustrated Swimsuit) 1967 Kurt Cobain rock vocalist (Nirvana)/husband of Courtney Love 1673 1st recorded wine auction held (London) 1809 Supreme Court rules federal government power greater than any state 1839 Congress prohibits dueling in District of Columbia 1861 Dept of Navy of Confederacy forms 1869 Tennessee Governor W C Brownlow declares martial law in Ku Klux Klan crisis 1927 Golfers in South Carolina arrested for violating Sabbath 1942 Lieutenant E H O'Hare single-handedly shoots down

Some Things I Wish I Knew
right now i don't know but i hope that my life turns out better because everything has changed so much for me and right now i am happy and i am my self once more i don't know if i wil ever feel this way ever again but i know that i am glad i do feel this way i love the people i am with they make me feel good and i love them both very much being bisexual has been hard on me being that everytime i get with some body they either cringe about when i tell them im bi and they pause and say omg that's sick and all this shit and i feel like well if u don't want to be with me than fuck u and move a along and i won't waste ur time so don't fucking waste mines my gf loves me for who i am and my boyfriend does too and i never thogught i would find somebody who would love me for me i have never been loved or told i love you i have never ever had that at all i been alone my whole life and i have been hurt as well and it feels damn good to know that i am not in pain i am not hurting that my soul has

Crystalblueice♥
----------------- From: ~Chelle~ Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:31 PM ~:)~ ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ♥CRYSTALBLUEICE♥ Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:23 PM From: laura Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:19 PM Friends Without Faces We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other. We type all our woes. Small groups we do form and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name. We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs,and sometimes flirt In PMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen we can be so bold? Telling our secrets that have never been told. Why is it we share the t

You Wanted And Asked For
my opinion and i gave it to you in all honesty. and now our friendship is detoriorating because you clearly didn't even fucking take it. whatever ~_~ not the first time someone hasn't even bothered to listen to me i should be fucking used to it.

-cherokee_ Bound As One W-dao N S-o-iyo
Bound As One Body: Without a shadow I wandered alone in the sun, A flower wilting without rain The winter long and cold until you came. No more loneliness For we have the other, Close together we will be To care and love For we can see That oneness gives life. Oneness as warmth to keep out the cold Oneness as light to banish the darkness Oneness as comfort when pain has come Oneness as shelter from raging storm Oneness as wisdom to offer support. There is no chill of night There is nothing more to fear For we are one. Creator of all the universe Creator of our heart our Lord and Redeemer Hold us in oneness that we may live long on Your earth. And when our days fade to a last sunset we will soar above the heavens where there is perfect peace comfort, warmth, shelter and light, Our oneness with You Forever complete. ~ The poem was written for my love, my life, my wife cherokee_princess

Poetry 24
this was for my son when he was like 2 or 3 Rock Rock a bye baby See the man in the moon Keep thinking that maybe I'll get to sleep in til noon Got a pocket full of moonbeams I see the gleam in your eye I bet it's in your dreams I bet it's tonght that you'll fly............ like superman You say you're stopping bullets I watch you racing trains And all your iron bars Are only bars of tin All the tallest buildings are only blades of grass No mistaking birds or planes, you always make me laugh So go and fly.........like superman Iwatch your x-ray eyes turn an endless blue And I know you'd save the world if you only knew How a smile can change a day and laughter's in demand All the world's a comic book everytime you take my hand so go and fly.......like superman

Poetry 23
She had the eyes time could not erase Holdig me helpless on a bed of nails Sentenced to die a glorious death Drowning in an ocean of icy flame A timeless image, sightless promises In a work of art the beauty i beheld As i stood alone, out of sight, out of reach Walking a highwire between love and lust Sharing this fasination with you my destination

Poetry 22
Torrents of raining down like hail Love and adoration cascade toward your heart Bright eyed dreamstealer taunt my soul with endless smiles Before the dawn of a new life of love Tear your golden tears away with the clouds On the winds of tomorrows fears

If I Only Had A Brain Re-written By Me From The Wizard Of Oz
I could while away the hours,masturbating in the shower relieving my sexual pain My dickhead id be whackin while my balls were a flappin If she'd only give me brain Id lick on her nipple fiddle with her clit a little Making her orgasmically insane With the thought she'll be thinkin I dont care if her pussies stinkin If she'd only give me brain Oh,I could help her with the daily chores Go shopping with her at the grocery store I could do things she'd never thought id do before I would not just be cummin Id appreciate the luvin And all there is to gain I would do it doggystyle, get on top for a while IF she'd only give me brain.

Poetry 21
She held his heart like a captive in the night And through all the pai it still felt right He could not leave though it crossed his mind And you might think, a case of the blind leading the blind But in the end they find a love some never know He brought his love down from the mountain so high Knew the price he'd pay to bridge the great divide To mend the tear he knew he had to try The freedom he gained, the dreams he sacrificed in the end he'd find a love some never know And as the years go by their lives intwine until the two nervous hearts Become one They bared their souls beneath South Dakota sky Gave it all never stopped to question why Roads were rough but they never lost their sight Now you might think, a case of everlasting youth In the end its true its a love some never know

Poetry 20
the razors on your lips left no noticable marks the pain i seem to keep inside was the remainder of shrapnel embedded in my heart if i close my eyes i go back again all i see is the smokin' gun in your hand could you count on that perpetual sin to help you analize or even understand I'm sorry i couldn't help you change couldn't carry you that one last mile and now love like an open wound seeps infection into this dying soul

Drama. ~* Edited *~
I remember back in my high school days when drama abounded and kids were cruel. Back in the day when we were all still trying to figure out who we were and where we wanted to go, or where we were going to go. Back in the day when I wanted nothing more than for everyone to be popular, and for everyone to get along. High school girls were so mean. They picked at each other in an attempt to mask their own insecurities, they took sides against each other, friends against friends in an attempt to one-up each other. It was terrible watching it. It was difficult to see one of my friends be mean and cruel to another of my friends. It was even harder not to be put in the middle. Two girls fighting to be number one, both pulling me in opposite directions trying to make me choose one over the other. It was stressful enough without having to try to explain to each girl that I loved them both as friends and couldn't choose one over the other. Trying to explain my feelings to both girls simply

Poetry 19
No Man At All I guess I should’ve seen you were already gone, By the look in your eye you were miles away by dawn, Looking back now I can see I was never the one you wanted, He’s on your mind, no need to deny, this home isn’t nothing but haunted, So take my heart, It’s torn apart, I have no need now, I’m gut shot and bleeding out, I guess I’m no man at all, no man at all, no man at all All those words from your lips taste like poison now, I’m here waiting for the warm embrace of the cold hard ground, I needed the pain to make sure I’m alive, Every memory fades to black and I know I’ve arrived, So take my heart, it’s torn apart, I have no need for it, I’m feeling gut shot and bleeding out, I guess I’m no man at all, no man at all, no man at all, I wish I could’ve been what you wanted, I wish so damn much I could’ve been what you needed, Now I can see it so clear, Through this waterfall of tears, It was never you only me, Now take this heart, its torn apart

Seasonation
I hear the words of your poems… Creation! I listen to Your Voice, Great Poet! Let The birds of love sing “Nature renovation” By rainbows of hope through horizon’s net! Perseverance is Nature’s orchestration… Its musicians blissfully have met To play songs of the first born, “Seasonation”, Showing where our richness shines in Sun set! Spring is life for all…Giants or microbe… I’m an earthworm; drilling holes is my Fate… The Flora is given its new wardrobe! The Fauna is joyful; love is the mate… And the animal kingdom plays its feast… Come to Lovehome, King Man, don’t be Ares’ beast!

How Can I?
How Can I? How can I be strong when things can not seem to fall into place? How can I feel joy when someone is feeding you negative responeses in your face? How can I be content when the pressure is weighing upon my chest? How can I lay down and finally rest? How can I move forward when worrying is holding me back? How can I make a way to get my life back on track? How can I stop my life from passing by? How can I get rid of the tears that I cry? How can I know, is there a will or a way; How do I know, because God's word always say: "I am the way, the truth, and the light" That is how I know that God will make it right.

Poetry 18
I close my eyes and the moment is lost I ask you to stay, you tell me never Now the tears are falling, staining the pages of the letters i wrote for you Tomorrow, yesterday, the sorrow of another day without you I walked away in the darkness, alone in the rain last night My blood shot eyes ran dry with the morning's first light I empty my heart into an empty glass, too blind to see the end Try and leave it behind,but the memories come flooding back now and then Tears for empty tomorrows Fears of an endless sorrows Alone again without you

Poetry 17
my world is closing in, no more heroes as i watch my best friend dying i might have lost the only true love i am to ever know its only been a few hours and I already miss you the warmth of your touch, the warmth of your smile the fire in your eyes, the fire in your kiss without you i am a book with no words a guitar with no strings a poet withno pen a broken man with no hope you are my muse my golden sunrise my only dream of a future without you tomorrow won't matter as long as you're in my arms forever is one day at a time and i want to spend it with you.

Poetry 16
She's a mystery, Silver lady of my dreams, She tempts me, With whispers in my sleep, She holds me, Helplessly with her eyes, She shows me, Forever with the night, She is a shadow, Midnight angel of my mind, She leaves me, With smiles on my window pane, She makes me, A prisoner of my own desire, She brings me, Ageless beauty to fan the flames, She is my fantasy, Midnight lover of my soul, She kisses me, Wantonly, sensuously through my open window, She gives me, Sweet inspiration endless and free, She wakes me, With fevered sunrise smiling down.

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Poetry 16
No obligations, illicit lover Private dancer, with a heart full of secrets Sky of diamond tears, above the desert in my soul The mind is a solitary wasteland Unsure dreamer, live in isolation The Prince of fools, carry your dreams in a matchbox Paint the canvass of your life in tie-dye indigo and gray Uphold a father's dreams, like a stone around your neck Vanquished in the shadow of his selfish love Come to me my inspiration, save me with your breatheless sighs Touch me soft as a morning breeze Fill me with your smiling eyes Kiss me like the godess you are Bring life to this desert of a soul Peaseful lady I rest in your precious embrace

Poetry 15
I remember when we were so together Nothing could ever tear us apart Then the pills became too bitter Until there was nothing left to save Now we're standing here Waiting for the tide to roll in But the story's come to an end When the pieces of your puzzle Lay scattered on the shore You're blind to the world You were there counting your scars Like the martyr you never were You wanted to be the only survivor In a war that would never cease Now you're standing here Waiting for your tide to roll in But your story's come to an end When the pieces of your puzzle Lay scattered on the shore You're blind to the world I watch in fear as innocence burns away Can't help counting the casualties A lonely canvass fades while the meanings are strained Interpretations in the last pages of a life Now I'm standing here Waiting for my tide to roll in But this story's come to an end When the pieces of my puzzle Lay scattered on the shore I'm blind to the world

Poetry 14
I opened my eyes to what i held as true And now i realize I am lost without you You were there when i fell, this graceless pretender And now all I can tell is you are my defender I stood alone to face the emptiness inside I tried to run until i cried out Through it all your love it never changed And now I fly beyond a doubt So as faith stands before me, and joy it fades from my sight I feel your love towards me, as i break through the night Somedays my heart it fails, and my soul it wears thin But when it comes down to details, it's your love that pulls me in......

Poetry 13
my mind is tired, my thoughts bring on pain, moments serve as torment, depression hangs heavy, dragging me down, death seems so sweet, love so lonely and cold, this is winter, graceless lady, she is my only friend

Rules For The 2007 Ncaa Basketball Tournament Pool
Welcome everyone to the 2007 NCAA Basketball Tournament Pool Well it’s time for another big NCAA Tournament & there are another 65 teams that could walk home April 3rd with the NCAA hardware. Are you lucky enough to know which one? This year’s tournament will be like last year’s, with the same format & five chances to win cash. Cash Awards: Overall Winner (55%): Based on Points System. Guess who will advance in the Tournament? If you guess correctly, your team moves on and you receive points. If your team loses, that part of the bracket is done. Point Values are as Follows. (Note: Five of the last six years the leader going into the Championship Game has failed to take home the coveted prize. The 1999 Winner was 15th & the 2000 Winner was 9th Going into the Championship Game, but still came out as the pool winners, so anything can happen!) 1st Round: 1 pt 2nd Round: 3 pt Sweet 16: 5 pt Elite 8: 7 pt Final Four: 10 pt Championship: 20 pt NCAA Champion (15%):

Poetry 12
when i was a hero you thought my arms were strong enough to save the world when i was a hero you saw my weakness as a part of life when i was a hero you would trust me with your heart when i was a hero you knew i would catch you if you fell when i was a hero you could live with my mistakes when i was a hero you gave me shelter for free when i was a hero you healed my wounds every day when i was a hero you kept secrets to keep me sane when i was a hero you gave me words to a thousand songs when i was a hero you prepared my funeral pyre when i was a hero you set the bed aflame when i was a hero you smiled as the smoke rose into the heavens when i was a hero you never shed a tear when i was a hero you opened my very soul with a whisper when i was a hero you kissed me with a burning kiss that still scorches my mind when i was a hero you still said goodbye

Poetry 11
scars on your heart numb from thetoes up finding the right word to start trying to drink from a broken cup empty pages of my life wasted tears stain my eyes choices made on the blade of a knife fiction made real as your goodbyes darken the window of my soul open wounds infection set in amputated heart left only a hole walking deadman with a fool's grin accept my hand in friendship no closer tie yet to bind buried alive in this grave of sh*t to recieve this pain i do not mind

Poetry 10
I guess I always took the long way home and I guess I deserve to be alone But sometimes it's just easier believin lies Baby can't you see my hands are tied I don't expect the faith to last As evident as the stones that were cast Now with the cards laid on the table And the scars of a broken cradle Comes the blues of love I suppose all dreams weren't meant to be And these tears no they're not all free I used to think we had it made Just remembering the price we paid Somethings are worth more than gold The secret of love is given away not sold Now with the cards laid on the table And the scars of a broken cradle Comes the blues of love

Impasse
Due to some recent revelations regarding the two newspapers I worked for since arriving in Western Canada, I'm approaching a three-way impasse here...if I get accepted to college, should I go? Should I stay with the Wal-Mart company for the long-term? Or should I make a third attempt at journalism? Time and opportunities will tell.

Poetry 9
In the morning Wake me slowly Take me gently With your love And when you roll me Won't you hold me Won't you warm me Like the sun Because I don't mind this loving kind Just as long as you are mine Everytime I look into your eyes There is the story of us

Poetry 8
Of all the words that come to mind Let me start with I'm sorry For all the times I was cold and blind Sometimes they cut so deep I know No excuses it was always foolish pride If I could take them back I would Now from the past we can not hide to forgive and just move on Swimming in emotions countless are the memories Little sister embrace your calling London blues can't last forever The silent tears that we both shed Somehow they got us by The changing views of that great Wyoming skyline The day we left I heard it cry And the stranger we never knew, left behind As we struggled to survive All that remains from that childhood Is in photographs enshrined Swimming in emotions Everyday is Memorial Day Little sister embrace your calling London blues won't last forever

Poetry 7
Lately it feels like i'm drifting Further and further from the shore I try to fight the tide but i know its only time Until i'm further and further out of reach Can't keep from losing breath, no more chances i'll regret Further and further from my home Should I keep holding on to things i've done so wrong Deeper and deeper into sleep And I know I won't find another day to wait And I know I can't close my eyes to another taste of grace lately it seems like I'm drowning Further and further from the light I try it on my own til all the seeds are sown Further and further from the truth And the walls that I built seem to touch the sky Until you're further and further out of sight And emptiness tears apart leaving only an acoustic heart further and further out of view And I know I won't find another day to wait And I know I can't close my eyes to another taste of grace

Re-written By Me From The Candyman Song From Willy Wonka
Who can take a pussy, cover it with goo, hump it like a bunny, and im a minute he'll be through The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Who can take a penis, rub it up your thigh, slide it in your pussy, and make you moan and scream oh my, The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Joe Dubree makes, the ladies masturbate, fullfilling their sexual needs, and all their passionate wishes, some might even say they taste delicious. Who can take a virgin, make her have a wet dream, use vibrating dildos, just to blow off a little steam, The Pussyman, Joe Dubree can The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good, and your ass feels good cause The Pussyman thinks it should.

A Day In Life
A day in life today i started a new job let me tell ya baby i was hot had a answer for every question a solution for every problem Like three men in one the blessed son I might should feel bad someone will be put on the road because no one can follow not even in my shadow but ow hell its survival of the fittest and when it comes to my job i'm the shizznick yes i know I'm an arrogant little prick got that way by being the fittest in whatever i do i'll blow right by you my craftsmanship makes it so YES I am gloating WAS my first day as the new maint and repair tech for a big reality and property management company a nd the millionaire who owns the show told me that she could see that i was the kind of person people soon found they couldnt do without. my response was *it turns out like that everywhere i work. I'll be in charge before the month is out* she smiled and i could tell that was exactly the correct thing to say me so happy

Stuff From Me
Broken dreams and shattered hearts have been on my mind, since you've deciced you wanted us. Once two as one, now separate and apart You are my falling angel, the love and admiration from you is never enough, that's why it's always been so tough. I just wish that someday we will be always and forever, All my life love has been like roses cut from jagged glass,Yours is starting to chip and shatter, like so many in the past. And now I have no balcony from which to declare my love, And my heart begins to overshadow me like a curse from above. And yet, you still remain my angel, Far apart from this man, even though I've done the best that I can. Your happiness, Your pleasures, Mean so very much to me, But so does keeping myself whole, So instead of fickle love, I choose to free my soul

Missing
Sorry when I made this blog heading I actually wrote a good blog to go with it. Very heart felt and rather lengthy but I lost it lmao. and i wasnt going to try to remember all i said. SO... i will use it for this and then move on lol. Love ya cherries! Missing Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again Baby, someday you'll look up With any conscience, you'll say to no one Isn't something missing? You won't cry for my absence I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me no no Though I'd die to know you loved me I'm all alone Isnt someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again I know what u do to yourself I dig deep and cry out Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me no no Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn'

Poetry 5
wake up confused lying naked on the floor ashamed of what was said things that were done the night before listening to the rain patterns on the roof silently whispering voices lamenting this fool keeping eyes shut tight drowning guilty pleasures wanting to start this over pieces were mine and never yours cancer in my chest desert for a heart barren behind the eyes wasted from the very start nothing left to save nothing left to salvage just room of broken memories everything else thrown in the garbage

Poetry 4
singer of songs writer of prose empty as a drum heart about to close bringer of smiles tamer of passion open as the night pardon the obsession read my dreams see my soul muse over my bed try to fill this hole shape of visions continue to reach picture perfect storm eyes mine to keep goodnight my dear farewell to you kiss frigid skin eternity in all you do

Poetry 3
pictures scattered on the floor broken frame at your feet world is spinning round love is crashing down bloodshot eyes blinded laying in pool of tears days are cold and gray nights lonely and ashamed counting scars like blades of grass crying out for love silence leaves its mark you withdraw inside your shell embrace the demons inside your hell the comfort in the pain the obvious shame holding your breath empty as your chest can not tell up or down all your soul into the sound of a broken frame at your feet and the pictures scattered on the floor

Poetry 2
through the window the sunlight feels warm on the naked skin through the door the winter cuts so cold on the wounded heart through the eyes the passion burns the soul of the lonely one through the smile the hope is born in an empty life through the body language the dream ignites in colors red and gold through a muffled sigh the emotions peak on through the night