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I Have Entered Myself In A Valentine's Day Auction!!!!. Please Come Show Some Love And Bid.
I HAVE ENTERED MYSELF INTO ANOTHER AUCTION. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO OWN ME. COME CHECK IT OUT. Would like VIP Bids. My vip expires in a few days. Bling packs and fubuck bids are nice. But really need a Vip. Thank you!!! The Link Is:

Jesus Of Nazereth: The Ultimate P.r. Guy
Ok, before I begin, I think it's important that I explain that I'm an atheist and I'm extremely intrigued by judeo-christian theology. So, with that said, I'll get to the point. Lately I've been reading the christian bible. The Old Testament mostly since coming from a catholic family, I'm already pretty familiar with the New Testament. Anyhow, thus far I've read the books of Genesis and The Exodus and I've got to say, God seems way more human than devine. Oh and he/she/it is kind of a jerk. Take the story of Job. Job is a very pious man. He devoted his entire being to God and saw that all of his children did the same. So one day the devil basically tells God that his "human expriment" (thats my own term) is a failure. So God says, "What about Job?" To which the devil says, "Let me test his faith." (I'm paraphraising of course.) So, the devil takes all of Job's posessions and still, Job is faithful. Then, the devil kills his sons and still, Job is faithful and devoted. It's only after

Bad Luck
It just keeps getting worse. So I was supposed to get a call today about what is wrong with my car. Only; I found out MY CAR IS MISSING! They have no idea where my car is at. We called CarX to have it towed there, but I guess their usual tower was to swamped and didn't tow it, so some other place did. But it never came arrived at CarX. So as of right now; my car is missing; I can't work without a car, I can't go to my sisters for my birthday/new years, and this Christmas officially blows. Merry Fucking Christmas everyone

Grey Dreams
Running from my fears Looking back no shadows Constant fear of failure Constant pain of one mind Grey dreams nothing more nothing less just me alone me to myself one dream to be so grey I walk alone Following my own path See nothing Hear nothing except for the pain within hold my self up with one hand Is this day That it all ends Does the World see I guess I am Alone

Saints
Wings from above Call upon one soul Lighting strikes to be heard Follow the path of one Saint Look at the ground follow your sound Saints Saints Your body trembles With fear and confusing feels so good but not so right knees pound to the ground shush one word

Someone To Kneel To
I wake up every morning, inside my heart imploring for someone's feet for my knees to reside. I wake up every day, in this tremendous bed, alone in my heart and alone in my head; I'm starting to recognize my heart going dead. Like that toy you got on Christmas Day so many years prior, so far away from where you are today, just used up and thrown away. And there inside my emptiness I lie, frowning up at passers by, waiting for those special eyes to look down and realize what I once was and have now become into and what I can be. I lay here waiting so patiently, notwithstanding I have gotten up to show the world who I am. However those efforts become buried and crippled alive beneath time's sand. And to think all I want is to serve one man, foot and hand, in sickness and in health, in poverty and wealth, I just want that man. But he doesn't even know who I am... By: Jessica Appaluccio

Disclaimer
Unfortunately, Due to SEVERAL factors, All my blogs will have the following disclaimer. Disclaimer: This is a blog. That fact means nothing. It would be distinctly unwise, not to mention uncharitable, to play connect-the-dots with my physical and online life, work and my "life of the mind," as scanty as either might be. My attitude at work, my reaction to ideas, the length and tone of my discussion in the shoutbox, the time it took for me to return your email, and the quality and quantity of my response to you in any medium are probably not tied to anything you read here. At least not in a way that you will be able to confidently assume without sharing years of psychotherapy and the bills that come with it. I'm a human being and my blog reflects that humanity. -REL

Hope?
Years come and go, along with our family and friends from beginning until the end. We all see the world from different eyes and we walk through the shadow of the valley filled with filthy lies. But in every single person some there is still some good inside. Where there is good there found can be evil, whether it's harmless or lethal. However we will find that we terribly need that balance as our Earth keeps turning, everyday we keep learning and drawing out from within. I walk through this valley day out and day in, wondering if I'm going to lose my hope, or die hopping.

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his e yesight was blurred, and his step faltered The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a woo

Djs Rules
SEXY'S HIDEAWAY DJ GUILDLINES: Here at SEXY'S HIDEAWAY we are all about having fun and making sure the people in our loungeS are having fun. We want to make people feel comfortable and get the visitor to join so do your thing and have a good time with it. Here are a few things that might help.... -Please check in 15 min before your shift with the dj who has air so that they know you are there and ready to go. (if you are late and they found someone its up to u to talk to person who is recieving air to see if they wish to give it to u) -We all have lives away from the fu so if you cant make your shift please try to find a replacement and let Sexyrebel,Wildwolfjuggalo,irishminx know on yim who is covering if they are not online leave them an offline message. There is a list on every sched of sn of all djs and of the relief djs. If you cant fond onyone let them know you wont make your shift... it happens and as long as someone can cover you its gonna b ok

My New Fu Owner!!!
LADIES,(and the few gentleman on my page!)IM PROUD TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MS. SASSY!!! She is my NEW, and more importantly, FIRST FU OWNER!!! I didnt even think that i would get many bids in my auction, but this woman bid on me, and then bid again to win the whole SHABANG-A-BANG!!!! PLEASE go show her some luv by clicking the pic below, because she deserves it more than most on this site!! THANKS!! This pimpout brought to you by ☠☣FTW☣☠-FU OWNED BY MS. SASSY@ fubar

Should I Be Worried?
Yes it's Christmas eve and I'm on here (sad I am) but meh, what you gonna do about it? Anyway... I've noticed that men seem to rate my profile 10 and mostly blokes talk to me in lounges & shizz... Should I be worried? I'm not gay as I'm inclined towards teh boobies and the faj... So yeah - Why do men seem to do shiz like what I've mentioned above? And if it is outa gayness, me isn't gay and likes women, k! End of! :)

Merry Christmas
Just wanted to take a few moments to wish every one at fubar: My Rate Spankers, family, friends and fans a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Here's to a great 2009! For those of you who have children or just want to have a little fun, you can track Santa's travels with Norad.

Lookin For My True Love And Happiness
As i lay here thinking of you my mind is in a whirlwind i'm crying in my sleep because thats the only place i know i can be happy As i'm dreaming of you are love grows are life is full of wounder and now we're old as i'm lay here thinking of you alone and cold i'm coming soon my love my happiness is gone by Mary McGlinchey

Santa's Naughty Or Nice Auction Entrys!
Santa's Naughty or Nice Auction HERE ARE THE AUCTION ENTRY'S Click The Pic Below to See Auction will open on December 24st & ends on January 3rd @ 10pm Central Time. Your pic can be a SFW/NSFW and all starting bids will start out with 100,000 fubucks. Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. When sending in your NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to

Christmas
There's always been a lot of jargon about the meaning of christmas and what christmas spirit is. The fact of the matter is that at the heart of it, it is about the birth of Jesus Christ (hence the name "christmas") It was established in winter by the catholic church during the middle ages when they were trying to convert the germans and anglo-saxons. The germans had a pagan holiday worshiping the sun-god Helios. And in order to preserve order the church decided to turn it into a christian holiday. The Christmas Tree is a pagan symbol, the wreath was also a pagan symbol, but of course anything can be adapted. I know that Jesus wasn't born in winter, that would be crazy, but that's the way the church had to do it without people revolting. Jesus' birthday is remembered because he was unlike anyone that ever lived. He fulfilled every old testament prophecy, and healed the sick and cured the mentally disturbed with a single word, or a single touch. I'm not trying to get preachy here, bu

My So-called "friends" On Fubar
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF

Rating
Ya know, I have sat here and debated leaving fubar...I can't be on here 24/7 but grant it when I am here I rate all I can to help people and I am so damned tired of getting no rates in return.Some of us can't afford auto 11's and HH and I am not one to beg to get these given to me.What happened to the rating and leveling people,most of all just returning the love,hell sometimes don't even get a ty,kiss my ass or nothing for it. You don't want to take the time to return rates? If it's all about you,then please by all means take me off your friends list,I can give my rates to someone else who will appreciate it.I'm not talking about one specific person by no means, there are several I am speaking of.I looked in my history folder last night and I have rated peoples pages in the past month,some peoples pages ranging from 3000 to almost 8000 rates.Some have said I will return the love,lmao,they never came back,then I see them begging for help? I won't be helping them.Some have never even ta

Every Time
Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

In My Daughters Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes this song is so true and it is exactly how i feel about my daughter

Ty Silver
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n

If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly...
Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I hav

A Fu Christmas Poem
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called th

Reflections....
I've thought of the many lives I've lived And the countless ones to come. How to end these reflections-this cycle of glass You see... For aren't our lives reflections of past Karma's? How to end this cycle of rebirth-pure in thought I fear that will never be me. Who are these Gods that toy with us, laugh at our Weakness, scorn our strength? No! To believe this would be madness, pure insanity. We are not puppets to be pulled on a string; Perhaps if we look inside, perhaps there A light will spring... Look at the stars, study a tree... Is not the Universe, then, WE?

Life...true Story Of 2008
I never realized how precious life is until this morning. Now mind you, I have encountered a near death experience before back in 2004 after having my youngest son and 3 weeks later was hours away from death when I was rushed to the hospital with a blood clot in my lung. Thankfully God spared me that time and I cherish my children more because of that experience. But nothing could have prepared me for this morning. It's December and of course weather is nasty here in NY. I had a doctors appt at 8am this morning and the drive normally takes me an hour. After seeing we were having freezing rain over night I decided to leave an hour earlier to make sure I arrived safely. I was fine after getting my early morning cup of coffee. I'm driving on the highway going with traffic at about 55 MPH. The roads were slick in some areas and slushy all over so I'm driving with precautions. I was on a 3 lane highway. I was in the far left lane and an 18 wheeler was in the far right lane. Out of nowhere,

To My Friends
I am not going be around to much for Christmas and probably until next week. My mother is staying with me for this week. I dont want anyone to think I am ignoring your Christmas wishes and emails.... not to mention the regular posts of me photo shopped in compromising positions ( COOT!!!! ) I just want to wish you all a safe and blessed Christmas and a wonderful time with your loved ones. GROUP HUG!!!

Sorry
I am really sorry for not being here more often to check out the site and get to know everyone better but i have had alot of personal family issues going on. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! after the new year i will make it a point to get to know my friends better and make new ones.

Fu- Weddings -dec 24-25 /08
HI EVERYONE, I WILL NOT BE PREFORMING FU-WEDDINGS... I WILL BE ONLINE BUT FEEL THAT THIS IS THE TIME TO SPEND WITH FAMILY & FRIENDS ONLINE AS WELL IN R/L. THERE IS A PASTOR BLOG IN MY LOUNGE IF NEEDED. I ALSO WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR A WONDERFUL 2008 AS WE HEAD INTO A NEW YEAR. HOPE SANTA IS GOOD TO YOU ALL!!! :p HAPPY HOLIDAYS!! MUCH LOVE!! JUDGE WHITEDOVE

Christmas Thoughts
Ok I know I post this about every year, but its a true now as when I first posted it. :-D Enjoy. For some reason this has been on my mind for a day or so. No I'm not nostalgic to see people dangling from ropes at every town entrance, its more of the idea that once upon a time you could get enough people in a town to agree that they didn't like someone enough to take the time and effort to drag said person out to a tree an hang them. Seriously, that takes quite a bit of effort. Probably have to get at least 15 - 20 people together for it. When was the last time you saw 6 or more people agree to do anything? I guess what I'm more looking for is a time when people could agree that they either liked something, or didn't like something. I'm not talking about serious moral gray areas here, not like should abortion be legal or anything like that. I'm talking the no brainers here, murder, rape, theft, Nazi's, Martha Stewart, you know the big evils. I swear if WWII happened tomorrow a

Twas The Night.......
Twas then night before Christmas and all thru Fu-land no one was chatting they were waiting for the man The fu bling's hung by the fire with care hoping that St Nicholas....or me soon would be there the shoutbox was buzzing for both the naughty and nice peeps wishing each other happiness kissing under the mistle once..wait twice The present were all wrapped and placed under the tree but i think if you ask santa what makes a better present...ME I love my fu family each one i would hugg and kiss on da lips while grabbin da juggs.......sorry couldn't think of anything that rhymed with huggs.....lol so to each of you i wish the best of Holidays i love all you in so many ways so Adorable Bunnie,Ohlala,Lizzy and wickey,Dani Ann and Trouble Free,Annie and Qtee,and my Texas Artemis,Ms. Karma and the funky Pimpstress,So Let's talk and the sci-fi cutie Mel,LadyEva,and that Fiesty Momma,Come holla at me,Ms Hollywood,Tortured beauty and Ms Avgirl,and Britt and

Ouch
Yesterday someone asked me I could play certain songs on my guitar. Well yes, I can play pretty much anything u want aslong as its rock n freakin roll. Asked if I could play Mr. Bigs " to be with you" and I said no but ill learn it. Ill tell u all, the song is easy as hades, but the solo is finger twisting at first. So I busted out my Takemine acoustic here at work and spent 30 mins listening to the solo and playing it back till I got it down ( all hail the shred gods). This morning my finger tips were freaking aching like hell. So I get to work and play it again to warm the ole fingers up. Still hurting like a sumbitch. Paul Gilbert sure made a simple solo complicated by sliding down the neck with your fingers backwards. There really is no point to this blog. You can all go back to your lifes and sorry for wasting 20 secs of your day.

Tis The Season....
I know tis the season to be jolly and all, but I can't be very jolly when I see people working their asses off everyday to get where they want to be only to be ignored by so called friends. I personally think it's bullshit, if you see someone rating pretty much all your pictures, the nice thing to do would be to go back and rate in return. One other thing I'm sick of is seeing all these Auto 11s people have activated, and these people get an assload of rates, while other people who don't have them on, or have never had one to begin with, gotta bust their asses just to get noticed on this site anymore. I try and run outta rates everyday, but it gets to be a pain when I'm rating someone, whether they have Auto 11s on or not, and I basically get ignored. Most of my friends will rate back, it was because of them that I leveled, hell I got rates from some that weren't even on my friends list. All that proves to me is that some people on this site need to get their heads outta their ass

Tidings
Am not going to be around much longer today, so am just posting this as a mass Merry Christmas to all my friends and friends friends who may visit it. So, hope you all have a great day and see you probably boxing day.

What Will You Do?
Wake up, start the Christmas dinner, be here on computer playing games on king. com, talking with Brandon when he is not playing Guitar Hero or World Of Warcraft. That's it! Seriously doubt if I get any visitors from my step family. They are too busy and know I am too broke to get them a present. Seems like I have to give to receive...and all I can give is love. Must not be enough...as they are never around. What will you be doing on this day? BTW... Myspace Comments

Body
I recently took some pics because I lost 45 pounds this year. I always considered myself kinda gross on the outside but knew I was a beautiful person. I'm posting these pictures for me not anyone else, that doesn't mean I don't want you to enjoy them I still have issues with my floppy fat girl boobs my chunky butt and big thighs, I've struggled with my weight all my life and know I may never look this good again. So feel free to ask for a peek I hope you enjoy my body as much as I do. thanks J.

Some Holiday Reset Fun..
. Christmas Eve/ Sarajevo [Timeless Version] - Trans-Siberian Orchestra ..so as everyone gets ready for another Fu Christmas year, we should all take a second to appreciate and thank the people that make this a place a cool place to chill, and try to put aside the futards that try to ruin it for their own crazy egomaniacal gain... ..so it's nice to see that MzMic the crazy loon and her husband or whatever MikeS get served with a reset with points. That's justice. As the whole world knew they were cheating in the first place. I see that crazy loon as changed her pic back to her ugly mug again, probably told she couldn't shop her face on a model body anymore. And they even took away their profile rates too, that's a beautiful thing isn't it. At least now everyone can see them for what they are, useless cheaters. ..and to think that retard, Suzy (aka Mountain man aka Kiss My Southern Grits) was talking all of this smack on MikeS blog about me, where the best he could

Little Johnny's Letter To Santa
Little Johnny's Letter to Santa You must be surprised that I'm writing you today, the 26th of December. Well, I would very much like to clear up certain things that have occurred since the beginning of the month! While filled with illusion I wrote you a letter and I asked for a bicycle, an electric train set, a pair of rollerblades, and a football uniform. I destroyed my brain studying the whole year! Not only was I the first in my class, but I had the best grades in the whole school. I'm not going to lie to you, Santa, there was no one in my entire neighborhood that behaved better than me. With my parents, my brothers, my friends and with my neighbors, I would go on errands and even help the elderly cross the street. There was virtually nothing I wouldn't do for humanity! WHAT BALLS YOU HAVE LEAVING ME A FUCKING YO-YO, A STUPID ASS WHISTLE, AND A PAIR OF SOCKS! WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING, YOU FAT SON OF A BITCH? YOU'VE TAKEN ME FOR A SUCKER THE WHOLE FUCKING YEAR, TO COME OUT

Winners - Bling Bux 12/23
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HAVE A VERY MERRY HOLIDAY!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! DANCING SNOWMAN Winners are… . canub8allnight RedZ28 ~ ♥ ~Lovvrr~ ♥ ~ The Grand Prize Drawings for Fubux. And the 3 Winners are ….. 2 mil Fubux ~TheDirtyMistress~ 1 mil Fubux Serenity 500k Fubux ~~UnPredictable~~ The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1 Cherie'marie

What Do These Words Mean To You
What do these words mean to you Survey Firstly Name, Age, Location? - Marian First thing that comes to mind when the folowing words are said.. are you ready? - yep Boys - hhhmm Girls - friend Drink - coffee Water - drink School - don\'t go Naughty - hehehe Love - always Kiss - special Touch - sometime Feel - good Music - country Dance - yes Car - no Loud - sometimes Hot - no Excited - very Ohh Yes - always Yum - cookies Spank - only if you can catch me Dirty - lol What word would you have added in here? - none Take This What do these words mean to you Survey and other Myspace Surveys at Quizopolis.com

Undone
Crimson spills, it enraptures me, red and white, white and red, a bloody swath spread wide over snow, a moments grace, I tremble up frosty banks, white and black black and white glittering shadows of deep winter, I am enthralled, I am undone.

The Book
OK all of those that are interested in my book of poetry here is where you may get it: www.wordclay.com click the bookstore tab and search for my full name: Harmony Stalter. I made it the cheapest they would allow me too! I refuse to charge a ridiculous amount for words I have written.

A Soldiers Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old Perhap

Have A Holly Jolly Christmas!
Dashing through the snow and a pair of broken skis, Ore the hill we go...smashing into tree. The snow is turning red, I think I'm almost dead, Now I am in the hospital with stitches in my head. Oh Santa Clause Santa Clause You are very fat I was sleeping peacefully and now my bead is flat Oh Santa Clause Santa Clause How much do you weigh? I’m glad I’m not your reindeer That has to pull your sleigh!

Merry Christmas To All
Just back online to wish all my FuFriends and FuFamily a very Merry Christmas!!! I have been gone on here but thinking of all the great times we had. Just an update as to why I was gone. I have seperated from my wife and moved to California. I have met an amazing Lady out here, but looking for a job yet. Will be on when I can....

List Cleaning
Ok well apparently when people add me they dont read my profile, as said if people dont talk to me well poof gone. I want REAL Friends not just high numbers of them who never speak or are too stuck up to even allow their "friends" to send them messages... So I am cleaning out my friends list if ya dont talk tome your gone deal with it. Anyone who hasnt talked to me and wants to stay on the list feel free to pm or sb me, if i dont hear anything your gone toodles have a nice day im sure you can find someone else to be a point for you...

Silent Reflection
Silent reflection For just a while, calm your thoughts. In this moment, simply be. There is much in your life, and there is much more to come. Yet you have always been, and you always are, more than enough. For a moment, let go of the way you appear and the things you've done. Feel the truth and power of who you are. In silence, there is much you can know. Beyond thought, there is much you can understand. Touch the person who always lives inside the person you are. Be immersed in the beauty and wonder of being. Feel the strength that is always there. And know that whatever may come, all is well. -- Ralph Marston

A Sincere Holiday Wish To All Of You...
No matter what your faith, your race, creed, or your beliefs, may this holiday season bring loved ones to your side, a goodly measure of happiness within, and dreams for a better New Year that much closer to becoming a reality. Cheers, Steve Santini

Mistletoe Kisses
Mistletoe Kisses This Christmas you will receive the following kisses under the mistletoe: 13 kisses on the cheek 15 kisses on the lips 12 make out sessions Find out how many kisses you will get under the mistletoe this Christmas at Quizopolis.com

Top Five Signs That Your Neighbor May Be An Elf
1. Ladder always out by mailbox 2. 3-foot high basketball hoop on garage 3. Has 14 tiny cars in his garage 4. Bumpersticker on car says "Elves Local 1410" 5. Refers to Santa Claus as "A slave driver"

What Christmas Drink Am I
You Are Hot Chocolate Your holiday personality is generous. The holidays are your favorite time to practice the art of giving. You enjoy picking out presents, sharing treats, and making everyone's day a little brighter. And you don't even notice if you don't get anything in return. What Holiday Drink Are You?

All I Want For Christmas...
Right now I'll settle with getting the phone and television turned back on. Some oversight has made it so I have internet still. This is a good thing. But the rest? My kids are getting a little sick of 'Movie Time'. Someone suggested I post a bulletin and start a charity for myself. I can't do it. I need help, but there are limits to how much begging I'm willing to do. If anyone has any great ideas, I'm open to suggestions. Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night.

Am I A Grinch
You Are the Furthest Thing From A Grinch You love and live for the holidays. You even love the Grinch! You're in the holiday spirit year round... because you're all about celebrating and giving. Are You a Grinch?

The Meaning Of Christmas
Why does it seem like we have forgotten the meaning of christmas? Is christmas just about the gift giving? Isnt christmas more about giving and not getting? Isnt it about being with family and forgetting about the stresses of life? Its not about the gifts its about the ones you love. Some say it is just another day, yes it is but it is a special day. it is a day for being with family and sharing the joy. We shouldnt put so much pressure on ourselves and others on gifts. yes it is nice to have gifts but its better to be with family. The gifts are more for the kids and seeing their faces but you dont have to spend a fortune on kids either you can get them a few things and they will be happy. If you are religious then it is about the day Christ was born. We are celebrating his birthday, his love for us. If you are not religious than its about being together. Remember there are kids and families who have even less than we do and are in a far worse situation than we are.

Caa #66
A hurting spirit brushed by me today, and I took notice. At this time of year when everyone is celebrating there are some that are hurting, and many we cannot see them hurting. This loving young spirit that touched my life is hurting very bad, for reasons I cannot say, but she needs all the angel prayers, strength and help we can must on this day. Blessings and Merry Christmas, Doc

Which One Of Santa's Reindeer Are You
You Are Vixen Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about. Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa. Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Twas The Night Before Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas and all thru Fubar All the users were chatting with their friends near and far. Their blings were all hung on their pages with care in hopes that more blingies soon would be there! As I'm on my laptop, sitting in my seat just settling down, my day almost complete. When what to my wandering ears should I hear? A message in my shoutbox! Hooray I cheer! As I slowly wait for my message to display eagerly anticipating what it might say A note from my friend the jolly old elf! A note just for me that he wrote himself! "I saw you online..." his shout did say, "...chatting with your friends on this fine day!" "Your present this year wont fit on my sleigh. It must be sent to you online, so I'm doing it today!" Before I could finish reading his words to myself I got a bling from the jolly old elf! Auto 11s! Oh they are sweet! Their colores are pretty, the numbers so neat! Before I could thank him he did go away but as

What Reindeer Am I?
You Are Rudolph Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy. Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you! Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Oddness For The Day
I'm use to having weird things happen to me, but thus far, today takes the cake. Waiting for the bus this morning on a top of a snow pile. I'm on my cell phone leaving my uncle a message who is all traumatized he didn't get my gift yet when it was delivered on Monday when out of no where, this woman says, "Hello." I ignore her because I'm on the phone. She peeks her head around my hood, "Hello. How are you?" This just annoys me. ON THE PHONE!!! I start to leave my uncle a message when she pops out of my line of vision. I end my call, bus pulls up and I get on. I turn to look for this annoying woman and guess what? NO ONE THERE! Seriously, not a freakin' soul. And with all of the snow we have piled up because our village doesn't believe in snow removal, there is no way this woman could have gotten anywhere fast. Great. I blow off an angel. My day is starting off great! Off the bus and onto the train. I'm reading my book when I glance up and end up doing a double take. Sitting acro

Hurting On The Inside
HURTING ON THE INSIDE SHE HURTS ON THE INSIDE AND SMILES AS SHE SAYS HELLO AS SHE CARRIES ON HER LIFE, GOING TO AND FRO... SHE NEVER SHEDS A TEAR, ARE EVEN A FROWN.. SHE DROPS HER HEAD AND LOOKS AT THE GROUND. SHE HAS NEVER ASK FOR MUCH.. JUST LITTLE THINGS OF SUCH... YOU WOULD THINK, EVERYTHING IS FINE SHE IS STARVING FOR LOVE ,OF SOME KIND AS SHE SPEAKS, HER HEART SEAMS TO SHOUT HELP ME ,GIVE ME LOVE,TAKE AWAY THE DOUBT SHE SMILES AS THE FEELING SEEMS TO MELT AWAY WITH HER HEART HURTING, SHE TURNS ,IT'S A NEW DAY

Alone @ Christmas
So its the second Christmas without my brother. I know he is in a better place and I know that its very selfish for me to want him here with me. So here I am crying and alone again. Trying to find the will to make this christmas better for my lil girl than it was last year. Praying that God will give me strength to get out of bed. As many of my close friends know I have been down and depressed over this alot since the holidays and then with various men troubles I have tried to kill myself twice this month. I want to be the lil girl who gets up under the covers and can hide from all the world. SO Im asking God to send me a rainbow and let me know the storms are over. So that I can be happy and have some peace in my own lil world. :( So I m going to bed and I hope you have a Merry Christmas

Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom home made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chiminey with presents to give and to see just whom in this house did live. I looked all about, a strange sight did I see. No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land, with medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary. I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round

Urgent!
My name is Nejad Faeqah, I am a regional manager bank of Dubai , Dubai media city branch, Am awfully sorry if this letter does not suit your business or personal ethics. I got your contact during my search on business/ dealers and real estate internet search and my mind strongly tells me that I can thrust you, because I am desperately need someone I can trust. I had no idea I was so transparent. But then if I were, Mr. Faeqah would know that I have no ethics. I have also received several emails from Santa… just felt like bragging there.

My Angel Name
[IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh!

Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy
Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Jay Kubassek built Wealth Masters International Carbon Copy, by leveraging his group's existing results, to create an automated system that would remove the common network marketing downfalls for a new person and allow them to make sales while learning how to market and brand themselves. Jay Kubassek's goal is to make a group of at least 100 millionaires by 2012 with Carbon Copy PRO -- He's already made 6 millionaires, now he's got 94 to go, will you be one of them? Jay Kubassek's Carbon Copy PRO is an automated, turnkey marketing system that eliminates all of the variables that cause people to fail in network marketing. - Selling, convincing, and explaining: ELIMINATED - Cold calling, selling to your friends and family: ELIMINATED - Mickey-Mouse home based businesses: NEVER AGAIN! - Multi-Level-Marketing: NEVER AGAIN! Jay Kubassek and Carbon Copy PRO are teamed with Wealth Ma

Turning Forty
Hey everyone! So this morning I woke up 40! I don't feel any different but it's one helluva milestone. 22 years I might not have had if I had died in that accident. I feel pretty good today and am considering letting my hair go gray naturally instead of continuing to color it to hide all the gray. It's my believe that I went gray prematurely because of anesthesia from surgeries and that is why I am so white haired on the temples and sides. I don't really mind it much, but I asked my mom and she said I should keep coloring it. So I put it to you, does hair color really affect your opninion of someone? If so why? I am glad heavymetalmama turned me onto fubar, it's really awesome here! :D Merry Christmas everyone! :D

Lookin' For Love? Really??
To my closest friends who mean a lot to me; those of you who have made an impact on my life...with another year coming to a close, I wanted to share this with you...Food for thought if nothing else...if you are single, married, thinking about getting married, not thinking about it, if you have any friends or care about anyone in the world this is important- I wish I had realized this years ago and often wonder how or if things would be different. Its worth the read. Choosing A Life Partner: When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: 'We're in love'. I believe this is the #1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound 'not p

Miss Cotton
.: And what? I deserve to rate and rate, and rate some more, and get nothing in return? I'll tell ya what...Julie's treated me very well, and at least she acknowledges what's done for her. She may be an oracle, but she never used me to get where she wanted to go on here then throw me away like a few "friends" I know. So let's see of you can comprehend THAT..... who thinks me and uthers are greedy cos why dont rate her as she like well its like this considring the blings i gave her and my frends gave her is bit rich cumneing out with this

Raffle Closing Date Jan. 31st 2009
I have decided that the raffle will end on January 31st at Midnight, 12 PM PST(FuTime) , the last day of January. This will be a strict dealine and no entries will be accepted after this. If you get your Salute ready after that..you get rewarded with the warm fuzzy feeling that you helped our wounded boys out. Now.. It's kind of a ways out there but people need time to get their tags. I got mine by regular mail pretty quickly(maybe 4 or 5 days after ordering and that was during Christmas season.)

Purple Dog Tags
I have two favors to ask of all my Family, Friends and Fans This man LordGreystoke422 is someone that should be recognized and commended for the offer I am about to tell you about @ fubar There is a charity known as "Purple Dog Tags", this charity raises money for our wounded soldiers, 90% of all proceeds go directly into the hands of our heroes. Now we should never ask or expect to be rewarded for contributing to this worthy cause, however as an added incentive Lord Greystoke is doing just this. What I need you to do is... First: Click his link, rate him, fan him and add him Second: Click the Purple Dog Tag link to read his blogs about the Charity and how you could possibly win some really awesome prizes. Purple Dog Tag Please do not just dismiss this as another pimpout bulletin, because it is really so much more than that, it is your chance to show your love and support to those wounded while providing you protection, security and peace of mind Brought you with

Happy Holiday's Everyone!!!
HEY EVERYONE...JUST WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES A VERY SAFE, HAPPY AND HEALTHY HOLIDAY SEASON!!! THIS IS BRWNEYEDGIRL35....I WILL BE HEADING TO THE FREAKING FREEZING COLD SNOW FILLED STATES OF VERMONT & MASSACHUSETTS ON CHRISTMAS NIGHT....SO I AM NOT SURE HOW MUCH I WILL BE ONLINE WHILE UP THERE WITH WONDERFUL DIAL-UP SERVICE....I WILL AT LEAST TRY TO GET ON HERE AND BLOG WHAT TO WORK ON.....BUT IF I DON'T MAKE IT ON HERE EACH DAY....YOU CAN ALWAYS ASK ONE OF THE MANAGERS WHERE THEY WOULD LIKE PEOPLE AT!!! SCORPIOQUEEN61.....I'LL BE SEEING YOU SOON BIATCH....WE GONNA PARTY IT UP ON NEW YEAR'S EVE....LOL SO AGAIN, A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A SAFE, HEALTHY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE....!!!! HUGE HUGS.....BRWNEYEDGIRL35

Merry Christmas
GOOD MORNING ALL !!! IT IS CHRISTMAS EVE !! SANTA COMES BY IN HIS SLED TONIGHT. SET OUT THE MILK AND COOKIES. OK, ALL JOKES ASIDE THIS IS WHAT I HAVE NOTICED THIS CHRISTMAS. RUDE ABSOLUTELY RUDE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE. AS WE ALL KNOW CHRISTMAS IS HUSTLE AND BUSTLE FOR EVERYONE NOW. I SAW A PICTURE YESTERDAY PAINTED BY THE GREAT THOMAS KINCADE IT IS CALLED HOME FOR THE HOLIDAYS. IT WAS SUCH A WARM PICTURE ALL THE FAMILY HOME AND HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT THE HUSTLE WAS AND THEY TOOK IT IN STRIDE. WE HAVE EVOLUTIONIZED CHRISTMAS TO BE THIS EXTREME GIFT GIVING EVENT IN WHICH MOST PEOPLE IN TODAYS ECONOMIC DEPRESSION CAN NOT AFFORD. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO HAVE SHOW LOVE TO THE KIDS WHO ARE WITHOUT IT IS A SEASON OF GIVING. IN A LONG LINE AT THE WALMART OR WHEREVER U CHOOSE TO SHOP BE NICE TO YOUR NEIGHBOR AS THEY MAY BE ENDURING THE SAME BATTLE. SMILE NO MATTER WHAT IS THROWN YOUR WAY YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT A SIMPLE SMILE CAN DO FOR YOURSELF AND OTHERS. REMEMBER THAT CHRISTMAS IS TH

Angel On The Christmas Tree
Angel On The Christmas Tree A Yuletide Story Santa was very cross. It was Christmas Eve and NOTHING was going right. He went to get himself a glass of milk and the door to the refrigerator knocked the glass out of his hand. As it was, there were no cookies for the milk because Mrs. Claus had burned all the cookies she was baking. The elves were complaining about not getting paid overtime for all the extra hours they needed to put in to make the toys for the Christmas rush and decided to go on strike for better pay and working conditions. The reindeer had been drinking all afternoon at the reindeer games and were dead drunk. To make matters worse, they had taken the sleigh out for a spin earlier in the day and had crashed it into a tree. Santa was furious. "I can't believe it!" raged Santa, "I've got to deliver millions of presents all over the world in just a few hours!" "All of my reindeer are drunk, the elves are on strike and I don't even have a Christma

Ho Ho Ho Happy Facial
Hi Everybody This week I am releasing the conclusion of my Christmas special starring Steff See me dressed as Father Christmas giving Steff a right good stuffing in the kitchen Over 18 minutes of video and more than 80 photos showing all the action which includes kissing, blowjobs, finger banding, pussy eating, fucking and Steff getting a facial! To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour8.html Or to see a video clip use this link http://www.imagebeaver.com/videos/amateurs-blondes-hardcore-roleplaying-shaved/189903-Steff_getting_a_Xmas_stuffing.html Enjoy and happy Christmas to all James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

Auto 11's Auction...now Open...start The Bids...good Luck!!
Ok....it's the holiday season so I have decided to hold everyone's fav type of auction. I have 1 auto 11 for auction and the bidding starts today at 12 noon fu-time and will end at 12 noon Fu-time on christmas day....and the starting bid is 3 million fubucks So get ready to start the bidding.....highest bid at close wins Good luck everyone Please click on the auto pic below

Merry Christmas
How " Merry Christmas " is said around the world in Another Language Afrikaans: Gesëende Kersfees Afrikander: Een Plesierige Kerfees African/ Eritrean/ Tigrinja: Rehus-Beal-Ledeats Albanian:Gezur Krislinjden Arabic: Idah Saidan Wa Sanah Jadidah Argentine: Feliz Navidad Armenian: Shenoraavor Nor Dari yev Pari Gaghand Azeri: Tezze Iliniz Yahsi Olsun Bahasa Malaysia: Selamat Hari Natal Basque: Zorionak eta Urte Berri On! Bengali: Shuvo Naba Barsha Bohemian: Vesele Vanoce Brazilian: Boas Festas e Feliz Ano Novo Breton: Nedeleg laouen na bloavezh mat Bulgarian: Tchestita Koleda; Tchestito Rojdestvo Hristovo Catalan: Bon Nadal i un Bon Any Nou! Chile: Feliz Navidad Chinese: (Cantonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Chinese: (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan (Catonese) Gun Tso Sun Tan'Gung Haw Sun Choctaw: Yukpa, Nitak Hollo Chito Columbia: Feliz Navidad y Próspero Año Nuevo Cornish: Nadelik looan na looan blethen noweth Corsian: Pace e salute Crazani

Live And Act In A Spirit Of Love.
PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH OTHERS. Wednesday, December 24, 2008 LIVE AND ACT IN A SPIRIT OF LOVE. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The place to begin to improve the world is in your own heart, head and hands. To get along with others, love them without forcing your love upon them. Imposing your beliefs on people will not bring you peace. Have concern for others, respect their rights and freedoms, and let them be themselves. Do this and you will enjoy peace. Having consideration for others is the basis of a good life. Most people are notagainst you, they are merely for themselves. Let differing ideas clash, but not those of the heart. Peace comes to you when you live and act in a spirit of love. Happy Holidays. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For?

Dumbass Recruiter
So as you know; I was suppose to be in KY now... well again my dumbass recruiter fucked up my papaerwork and AGAIN, I got delated going in... This is like the 3rd or 4th time he has screwed shit up... It's actually getting annoying... really annoying... But good news is... I am not going to be alone for christmas now... I get to spend christmas with Shay... which is good...

Music
A favorite album from my favorite band, this is a testament to why I decided to pick up a bass guitar for the first time... IRON MAIDEN - Piece Of Mind [EMI '83] Eddie's pissed and so we have it, Maiden's finest hour, a heaping slab of molten sullen gothic death that wastes all pretenders with a single unstoppable offensive of doom. PIECE OF MIND rages most heavily, due in no small part to two elements: Martin Birch's most purely punishing recording anywhere and Nicko's most convincing kick-ass percussive performance ever stamped with the Maiden seal of approval. The two work a rhythmic whirlwind of fear, caging and expressing the core element of the Maiden persona for really the first time, a devastating backbone that carries some of the weightiest grooves forged in metallic fire (even Harris and his over-active bass find synergy). Bruce lays waste a healthy piece of his own mind, belting out truly interesting tales of deceit and intrigue over well-written riff rockers such as the p

Merry Christmas All
Good Morning. It’s Christmas Eve around the world Here in Michigan the it is sleeting out, not real sure what a sleet is but it can be a pain to maneuver around whilst one is driving The love the word Whilst makes me feel somewhat Shakespearean, is that a word? Shakespearean not whilst because whilst is a word I know this…wait…I was going to look of Sleet…got it noun: partially melted snow (or a mixture of rain and snow) verb: precipitate as a mixture of rain and snow Hmm so now I have sleet concurred I just have to do the look up on Shakes…ah let’s let it rest on that note, May I be another to wish you a Merry Christmas. I will hold off on the New Years wish because I do believe I will get a chance to speak or write again if the lord is willing that is. I work until nooner today and then off until the 29th woohoo no work and family in town what could anyone ask for better then that for Christmas. The Bell’s Gals all together again, I am blessed. May your Christmas be as mer

Please Read
=== 'joshsui is Fu Married to Miss Pimpin19' wrote the following at '2008-12-24 03:27:39'.. > > PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST > > > > > IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother] called and notified the police saying that the mother has confirmed the disappearance of Caylee and the trunk of Casey's car smelt of a dead body. The police jumped on the case rather quickly and Casey was brought to jail with charges of first d

Your Ghost
BCOMMENTED.COM Why do I ache for what has gone ? I am in love with a memory of the past The ghost of your face, haunts me like lurking shadows. Never here, never there the reality of now hits me in the face the past will never be. What you never had, you can never lose, the pain is not for what once was but for what will never be. The heart aches for memories that will never again be a reality of our lives, the tears fall for a dream. Shattered into pieces by my awakening, on I go, into the journey of life. The memory of our past eclipses each day and haunts me along the way. Yet, on I go, walking this lonely road, not knowing where it will lead, can't stop, can't rest, your last kiss lies silent upon my lips. . Forever searching, blindly walking not knowing what I am looking for fearful of what I may find. Where is this final resting place of mine that will allow me to put your ghost to rest? Lay a rose on my bleeding heart as

Very Very Sad
PLEASE PLAY SONG FIRST IN MEMORY OFCaylee Marie Anthony>In rememberance of a beautiful three year old girl by the name of Caylee Marie Anthony. She was such a sweet, loving, caring, and pretty child. She was just like a little angel.>I don't see how anyone could be so cold hearted to do something to such a sweet little girl.What Happened?Little Caylee has been missing since sometime back in June. The police weren't notified of Caylee's disapperance until a whole MONTH later, after she had disappeared. Caylee's own mother [Casey Anthony] wasn't the one to call and confront the police. CASEY'S mother [Caylee's grandmother] called and notified the police saying that the mother has confirmed the disappearance of Caylee and the trunk of Casey's car smelt of a dead body. The police jumped on the case rather quickly and Casey was brought to jail with charges of first degree murder in October. Ever since then they've find so much evidence that the mother is the killer of litt

What To Look Forward Next Year
gas prices will roar past 4 bucks a gallon, global warming is increaing,(the polar ice caps are melting and will flood the earth at a rapid speed},fucking dollar menu is now called the 1.29 menu, a 12 pack of beer is cheaper than a 12 pack of soda, superwalmarts are talking over, (no more kmarts and localy own grocery stores),sin taxes will increase,the ozone layer is wearing thinner, so if you used hairspray dont bitch about how not it is in the summer, there be fuckin door greeters at gas stations,oh can't forget about the job markett, people with college degrees will be selling 5 dollar footlongs, there will be more viarga alnteratives(people in there 90's should'nt be fucking anyway),cant given watch brodcast tv for free anymore,fone companyes can sell your number to tellmarkters. cant wait for a another fuckin year of change. p.s. please dont join the gym for your new years resultion, fucking tired of old fat guys wiping there ass crack wet all over the fuckin place, and old ass

Stay
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down o

Her World
Watching her world go round Her dreams cracking Her image shatters Her mind is racing Her heart is falling apart Watching her world go round Her eyes are soaked Her fears are becoming real Her love becomes hate Her body is a toy Watching her world go round Her time is wasted Her thoughts become torn Her head is cloudy Her hands are shaking Her world has stopped Her dreams come true Her image is beautiful Her mind is calm Her world has stopped Her heart is healed Her eyes are dry Her fears are not real Her body is hers Her world has stopped Her time is cherished Her thoughts are to believe Her head is clear Her hands are held She never thought That her own head Could be an illusion October 25, 2006

Just Another Night
You promised me something. That I thought I could believe Thinking my wish might..have come true That i wished on that late september nite Sitting outside wondering if you were looking at the same star I was... As I wait patiently as i promised I finally got my chance That late night talk I told you everything ..And you were thinking the exact same thing Or as i thought you did. I told you every drop of detail...that i had been waiting to express to you Laying so close to eachother we could feel the tension Those times we had caught eachother staring back My body shaking because i was so scared... to be so happy and to believe what you were saying I actually thought that i had finally got my wish That harmless kiss on the cheek That long stroke down my back Laying by the fire Not giving a thought to what other people had said once before Both of us saying never to leave eachothers side And to never look at someone else as you look at one another. I was so happ

A Lesson
Some things are so hard to accomplish. So hard to have to tell yourself to man up. To trust those feelings you get, telling you dont do it. Masking yourself to look as stable as possible. To look like you dont give one bother to the world for what they did. Not to let others down because of your selfishness. Putting a smile on to hide your frown. Looking that person straight in the eye, and not letting your guard down to give them the satisfaction. Believing that your going to move on. Remember those good memories. And those bad memories. Forgiving but never forgetting. You thought you could never go on. And you did, with ease, and no mercy. Those sleepless nights, days of wondering, never knowing what was going to be thrown at you next. Taking what you hear, see, and experience. And looking at it as a lesson you learned. And that you will teach in the future. Finally you got your request. To feel the best you ever have in your life. Because you proved to yourself t

Merry Christmas To All My Family & Friends
I have been trying to leave profile comments but since they have messed up this particular feature, I am not able to leave any, I have sent a message to to fubar support so I dont know when this will be fixed...so it's not that I dont want to leave these comments I just cant right til this bug gets fixed. So Anyway I just wanted to wish everyone a.......... Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsI hope you have a "Very Merry Christmas"Deb

If I Had To Live My Life With Out You
!♥love it♥ If I had to live my life with out you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long And with you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong Our dreams are young and we both know They'll take us where we want to go Hold me now, touch me now I don't want to live without you Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought to know by now how much I love you You'll only change my whole life through Nothing's gonna change my love for you If the road ahead is not so easy Our love will lead a way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are So come with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too Hold me now, touch me now I

Moms
SCHOOL CHILDREN The following are different answers given by school-age children to the given question: Why did God make mothers? 1.-She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2.-Think about it, it was the best way to get more people. 3.-Mostly to clean the house. 4.-To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1.- He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2.- Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3.- God made my mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1.- We're related. 2.- God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me What ingredients are mothers made of? 1- God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2.-They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string I think. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1.- My mom has always be

Your In My Life For A Reason.
Sometimes when life isn't going very well. Take a look around and see the people who are there for you. I believe People are placed into our lives for a reason. Friends that are there to help us through the difficult times. Not to mention the friends we meet along the way to make our life happy and enjoyable. The friendships we build whether in person or our online chat friends happen for a reason. Even when things don't go right and you meet up with someone that hurts you, don't walk away angry and bitter, walk away from it as a learning experience, and try not making the mistake again. I truely believe that the people in my life are there for a reason. For my friends online and in real life, thank you for being there, and thank you for your friendship. Which I will cherish Always!

I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You
Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I though would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' CrAzY Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' cRaZy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you

Words
Words. We all use them. Our communicative currency. And like currency, each country has its denomination and value system. And like currency, we all use it but few of us stop to think about it. What this piece of paper is, how it works, where it comes from. Where it goes. An experience yesterday froze me in the middle of such a transaction, and the sense of displacement caused me to look closer at words... We place them in sentences, paragraphs, blogs and letters. We digg them, copy paste them, put them on christmas cards. words and their meaning, that 100 years ago where owned by the few, which pandered them and clung to them like so much intellectual gold. Now with technology available to all, words synonyms and antonyms readily available on online thesauruses, dissected and pinned. It's curious that language of everyday has not become more eloquent but rather, shorter, words diluted to their common denominator, substituted with signs ( & ) or butchered ver

Did You Know???
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? This week, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John . -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -

Holidays
I THOUGHT OF EVERYBODY THIS YEAR,AND I AM NOT TRYING TO PAT MYSELF ON THE BACK OR SAY IM BETTER THAN EVERYBODY,IT WAS BETTER THAN LAST YEAR CAUSE I DIDNT HAVE ANYTHING,I KNOW WHAT THAT FEELS LIKE.I'M NOT A RICH PERSON EXCEPT FOR MY HEART.AND I KNOW HOW IT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL TO GET A GIFT FROM SOMEONE,AND NOT JUST A GIFT FROM SOMEONE BUT TO HAVE A GIFT THAT WAS GIVEN TO YOU MYSTERIOUSLY,...MAKES PEOPLE SMILE,MAKES THEM SOFTER,MAKES THEM BELIEVE THAT THERE IS SOME COMPASSION LEFT IN HUMAN NATURE,EVEN IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE IT COMES FROM.

Marilyn Manson
And I don't want you and I don't need you Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat you It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people It's all relative to the size of your steeple You can't see the forest for the trees You can't smell your own shit on your knees There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way [Chorus:] Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean The worms will live in every host It's hard to pick which one they eat most The horrible people, the horrible people It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism will take it away [Chorus] There's no time to discriminate, Hate every motherfucker That's in your way The beautiful people The beautiful people (aahh) [x4]

At A Local College, There Was A Dance
A guy from America asked the girl from Sweden to dance. While they were dancing, he gives her a little squeeze, and says, "In America, we call this a hug". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a hug too." A little later, he gives her a peck on the cheek, and says, "In America, we call this a kiss". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a kiss too." Towards the end of the night, and a lot of drinks later, he takes her out on the campus lawn, and proceeds to have sex with her, and says, "In America, we call this a grass sandwich". She says, "Yaaah in Sveden, we call it a grass sandwich too, but we usually put more meat in it."

Are There Any Sweet Woman Left In This World?
Well This has been a Fucked up year for me! LOL I've lived,Loved and Lost alot of friends. I kinda wish it was by death(sounds bad I know) but NOPE! Bullshit-dumbass-fucking woman that I tend to attract! LOL!!!!! Now that thats out of the way. Why is it I try to make things work and all I want is understanding and get BULLSHIT instead? Are there woman left who understand? I mean I'm Loyal(never cheated), I hate drama, I work alot(which seems to be the problem)And I'll do almost anything to put a smile on someones face! And yet! My last 2 ex's and 2 friends decide to Fuck!/hook up with my girl friend.... Now this second one at least broke up with me 4days b4 fucking him but brought the fucken guy to my house a week later! She's dumb enough to think I don't know whats goin on! In my town I find out everything I need to. I've said it for years and for years it has been true. I've been passive for along time. And would never do anything to hurt people I love/care about... Ev

Sisterly Love...
My sister, Dani, called me last week. To hear her voice was a welcoming sound after six months of not really talking. I'm pretty sure she was mad at me that entire time but just didn't want to tell me. My nephew, her son, got married in May. I was supposed to go. We took the time off from work and life here in Nevada to go to San Diego to be a part of my nephew's wedding but then...they changed the date! We couldn't go. It was last minute. They didn't tell us until it was too late...so, I sent them a hundred dollars and we took a vacation instead, to the Oregon Coast...and...my sister has barely spoke a word to me since. In fact, when I went home in August, I got to my mom's house and she was outside. No hello, no hug, no nothing. Mind you, I hadn't seen her in a year! She walked up to me, handed me a picture of my nephew and his new wife and said "here, this is for you." and started to walk away...until I said "wait..I don't even get a hug?" She reluctantly turned bac

Poems Written By Me/ Copywrited By Howard Ely
Blessings Bestowed As darkness fades...slowly from sight, the sun arises, a light so bright, as dew kisses...the tender rose, the warmth...of the sun grows, we open our eyes...taking in this beautiful sight, Just as we shut them...every night, The fresh sent...of the morning mist, A child's laughter...you could not miss, upon the pillow next to you... rests the head of your loving groom, This is the time...all is perfectly in sight, now is when Ill call to you, shut my eyes once agin...clasp my hands, lower my chin, and gently say unto you...thank you lord for this day for the love, the light, for the mornings dew, the mist and even the rose and most of all, for all the people you allow me to hold! Stephanie Michelle Herrera Copyright ©2008 Stephanie Michelle Herrera ************************************************** A Promise of Loyalty and Dedication You are my master, I am your slave, Loyal and devoted till the end of our days I promise to serve y

Marriage Of The 90's
Jill and John got married. John thought this would be a "marriage of the 90's" -- equal roles for equal partners. So, the first morning back from their honeymoon, he brought Jill breakfast in bed. Jill wasn't impressed with his culinary skills, however. She looked disdainfully at the tray, and snorted, "Poached? I wanted scrambled!" Undaunted, the next morning, John brought his true love a scrambled egg. Jill wasn't having any of it. "Do you think I don't like variety? I wanted poached this morning!" Determined to please Jill, the next morning he thought, "third time's a charm" and brought her two eggs -- one scrambled and one poached. "Here, my love, enjoy!" Jill looks at the plate and says, "You scrambled the wrong egg."

Stuff
Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test... The AcrobatPirate, Monkey, Punk, Clown Acrobats are all about fun and excitement, and living life in the moment. They are the life of a party, spontaneous and impulsive, jumping from one social gathering to another, and one thought to another in their speech, which is at times incoherent. They are fond of telling stories, which are full of wit and mischief, and can talk for hours. They are in constant need of new experiences, and find dull logic boring, craving excitement and the next new exciting, dangerous thing, to the point of often ignoring the consequences of their actions. All the world is a stage, and they are determined to explore all of it. Ever optimists, they go with the flow, trusting to improvisation and skill to get them through tough situations. Acrobats tend towards a Borderline temperament, marked by an instability of mood, relationships and self image. They alternate between idealiz

Don't Mess With Kids
A group of primary school infants, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field tripto Cheltenham races to see and learn about thoroughbred horses. When it was time to take the children to the toilet, it was decided that the girls would gowith one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's toilet when one of theboys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting theboys up, one by one, holding their willies to direct the flow away from theirclothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying notto show that she was staring, the teacher said, 'You must be in year four.' 'No, missus,' he replied. 'I'm riding Silver Arrow in the 2.15.'

Update On Christopher
Update on Christopher!!! They moved him from Tacoma General Hospital to Good Sam's Rehab Hospital.Starting Wed they start Spiritual Therapy as well as Physical Therapy. If they plug up his Tach tube. He can speak and speak well... I know the Miracle has begun, I felt in a few weeks ago.. Just wanted to keep you posted, Have a Totally Awesome Christmas,Thank you for all your prayers and thoughts,My son has a long road ahead of him but It paved with love from all of you I sure Am Now.. Thank you Annamarie

Another Closed Door
I ache inside when I think of you All that we had and everything that should have been I turned all my emotions into anger the day you walked away I felt lost and shattered yet still you didn't stay I tried over and over to stop thinking of you but my heart was plagued with guilt I could not shake your hateful words an echo repeating like a broken record that couldnt be stopped Time has past and the wounds you made did not heal The question why hangs unanswered as you continue to blame me Not once admitting you were wrong trying to play the victim Poor you was just a leaning post one you said I no longer needed You were wrong so very wrong my feelings for you were real One can't try to change another's thoughts when ignorance gets in the way So I am done letting you get the best of me no longer will you haunt my dreams Doesn't matter how many times you try to talk it will be like you are having a conversation with yourself Maybe in time I will fully heal but n

Drunkard
Another lonely night, Another shot of liquor, A hope that it might, End this pain a little quicker. Another thought of love, Another shot of liquor, If push comes to shove, There's this finger I can flicker. Another thought of suicide, Another shot of liquor, Depression and liquor coincide? Never called 'bullshit' quicker. Another picture I've seem, Another tear down my cheek, Another heartbreak unforeseen, Another shot of liquor. One last reminiscing moment, Another shot of rum, One last crying moment, And then I can be done. But before I'm gone, It wont be long, Before you hear, My final song.

For Daughters Without Mothers This Christmas
For all the Daughters without their Mom this Christmas Mom how much I miss you, how much I love you dear, I miss you every instant, even more this time of year, I miss your laughter mom, that subtle toss of your hair, How you went insane, spreading Christmas everywhere, My daughter I miss you also, how I wish that I could be, The sweet Christmas Angel, looking down atop your tree, Or to hold you in my arms, say I love you once again, I am with you always, while the memories remain, Mom it is hard to know, that you won't ever be here, I dwell in love and memories, as I shed a Christmas tear, I wish i had you in my arms, instead you're in my heart, My treasured Christmas Angel, our souls never apart, Do not shed your tears, my Angel smile one just for me, I may be in Heaven dear, but your life I still can see, From the little girl I raised, to the woman you now are, Look up and you will see me, Heavens newest star, I know you're here mom, I feel your hand on my

Sorry!
A shattered Piece of Mind A shattered mind To a hollowed whole From a lonely heart For a broken soul See the false smile From the cracked sky Watch the birds sing There song is a lie A tired body My teary eyes The worn out muscles An overdue sigh Little to none sleep Lucid dreams Uncontrolled thoughts Nothing is as it seems Voices chatter Music rings Sanity slipping Demons they sing Slowly I crawl Silently I speak Quickly I try Loudly I weep A shattered heart To a hollowed soul From a lonely mind For a broken whole ************************************************** Here I Hold my Ground Here I stand With shameful eyes the die is cast is this good bye? My eyes are dry My heart still weeps Now I pray For my soul to keep Music plays No sound is heard An empty world Unspoken words Haunting memories Buried deep My prayer ignored Now I sleep ************************************************** Over And Over Poe

Happy 2009 & Thoughts
Well my friends it is almost Xmas 2008! I hope everyone has a great New year in 2009. I think i've learned more lessons in 2008 then in years past. I think in part to finally listening more. Listening to my inner self that always knows the truth even if I failed to hear it! It's there my friends, just stop to listen. I cant say I would do anything different, I am greatful that I was able to meet new friends, laugh, Love & give. Yes I said give. Lesson learned: be in the monent when you give something of yourself, giving is nice but there is a line, I figured out finally there is a line. Helping/Giving are 2 different things--- duh lol... I am 1 person not everyone is able to see the more u give the more you get. When people finally come to this point its usually too late. Unfortuntly more people want more, again there is that line. Where do you draw it for yourself B4 losing it. I think I got the answer for me at least in part. About 1 yr ago today I met the most wonderful person &

Like Oh My Gawd .. She's Got Autos!
Silly ?? YES Cute? VERY Why a bully? Well, she's got Autos turned on and she's all twitterpated!! So go show her your best Fu-Lovins ..... Do a good job ... She'll be grading you, and there WILL be a test!! Pimped with love by: Tappinit

This Is What Christmas Is All About!
Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. After supper was over I took my boots off and stretched out in front of the fireplace and waited for Pa to get down the old Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and, to be honest, I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible, instead he bundled up again and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chor

Victim Of The Insane
VICTIM OF THE INSANE You want the world to buy your happiness Ain't it a shame you have to hurt the ones you love Never giving yourself taking all that you can get But you don't take nothing with you except your soul Chorus: I'm so tired of hearing that I'm wrong everyone laughs at me, why me? I'm so tired of being pushed around I feel like I've been betrayed We take each other's love forget to give back Isn't it a pity how we break each other's hearts I know we're only human and not to blame But who the hell are you to cause so much pain? Chorus Why do you criticize me what have I done to deserve such a fate Why do you look at me that way Because of all your tears your eyes can't hope to see See that we are all the same we are not perfect just forgiven Open your eyes and set yourself free before we are all victims of the insane

Contest Time...
feeling in the mood to do a contest...I'm looking to get my rank beyond where it's at and I need your help. From now until Jan 2, 2009, R/F/A/C me or whatever you want to help me obtain my goal....hopefully to Level 20 (beyond works better). Everyday I will check my bartab and randomly pick a name (multiple ranks not necessary but will possibly grab my attention when I choose a name). On Jan 2nd, I will throw all the names into a hat and pick one. The winner of the drawing will win a bling pack courtesy of yours truly as my thanks for your help. The decision of yours truly is final and winner will be revealed within 3 days of end of contest. Good luck, have a happy holidays, and always think pink :)

Music.
im not allowed to listen to headphones while working in mastercontrol. something about it interfering with my job duty of monitoring the audio quality/signal. whatever. so i put my ipod on shuffle. i dont do that TOOOOOOOOOO often cause ive got 20551 songs on it and a lot of shit can come up and i end up just sitting there flipping through songs instead of listening....but right now is a pretty damn good group of shit. its a good mix. 1) beatles- baby, its you. 2) no doubt- 6 feet under ground. 3) beastie boys- sabrosa. 4) the mummies- shut your mouth. 5) johnny cash- cry, cry, cry. 6) the loved ones- surprise, surprise. 7) johnny thunders- hurt me. 8) rocket from the crypt- lorna doom. 9) blondie- rip her to shreds. 10) jon spencer blues explosion- naked. hmmm...seems we came to a break in goodness.

Falls Apart
She falls apart by herself No ones there to talk or understand Feels sustained, dries her eyes Finds herself, opens the door inside People see right through you Everyone who knew you well Falls apart, might as well Day is long and nothing is wasteful Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway Hold, hold you but your going away Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway [Rodney: Want] Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today You walk along by yourself There's no sound, nothing is changing Been gone away, left you there Emptiness is nothing you can't share All those words that hurt you More than you would let it show Comes apart, by yourself All is well and everything is wasted Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway [Rodney: Want] Hold (Want) hold you but your going away Runaway runaway [Rodney background:] runaway runaway [Rodney: Want] Hold (Want) you tomorrow but your leaving today Sometimes we'll feel around and this

This Is Especially True, This Holiday Seaon.
Memorandum from God To: You From: God Take counsel. I hear your cry. It passes through the darkness, filters through the clouds, mingles with starlight, and finds its way to my heart on the path of a sunbeam. I have anguished over the cry of a hare choked in the noose of a snare, a sparrow tumbled from the nest of its mother, a child thrashing helplessly in a pond, and a son shredding his blood on a cross. Know that I hear you, also. Be at peace. Be calm. I bring thee relief for your sorrow for I know its cause ... and its cure. You weep for all your childhood dreams that have vanished with the years. You weep for all your self-esteem that has been corrupted by failure. You weep for all your potential that has been bartered for security. You weep for all your talent that has been wasted through misuse. You look upon yourself with disgrace and you turn in terror from the image you see in the pool. Who is this mockery of humanity staring back at you wit

A Merry Christmas To You.....
Twas the day before Christmas and all through the fu....... imikimi - Customize Your World The elves are playing.... imikimi - Customize Your World And Uncle Tom's shitter was full.... imikimi - Customize Your World Santa was ready for his task at hand...

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Burning In Hell
BURNING IN HELL Death has beckoned you to hell you can't escape my evil spell Past the gates, evil fate Into the depths cast to burn unseen terror life of doom Tragic, black magic Sorrow in your afterlife victim of your sins tonight My grasp, will last Nightmares of eternity forgotten souls and tirrany You lived now die No life no death no future here infinite horror screams of fear You flesh, decayed Run and hide there's no relief pounding hearts is full of grief Screams, dreams No one hears you scream at night demons own your soul with might Illusions, delusions Roasted in the flames of hell beware the cast the evil spell Burning, yearnning Dreams become reality you can't outlive infinity Burning in hell Prowling through the night like a bad dream Stalking out your prey hear the victims scream Driven by a vision ruling your domain Lurking in the shadows driving you insane Know that you're not crazy nothing you remember Mind is so blank and Your though

Pentagram
PENTAGRAM There's a sacred city not far from here Where the earth is bare and the sky is black Tormented souls are stricken with fear and the sinners all know that there's no way back Flying to the pentagram There's a lot you'll want to see Sacrifice the crying Ram And drink the blood with me Giant kingdom down below Where the lord of darkness sits and waits For a poor lost mortal to come in When he lowers down his gates Prison of death where time stands still forever life of pain walking dead assault and kill The people would be slain You can't escape your destiny So take my hand and fly To an evil land of fantasy Inside of satan's eye

Solitude
SOLITUDE I'm sitting here alone in darkness waiting to be free Lonely and forlorn I am crying I long for my time to come death means just life Please let me die in solitude Hate is my only friend pain is my father Torment is delight to me Death is my sacntuary I seek it with pleasure Please let me die in solitude Recieve my sacrifice my lifeblood is exhausted No one gave love and understanding Hear these words vilifiers and pretenders Please let me die in solitude Earth to earth ashes to ashes dust to dust

Gorilla Zoe Ft. Lil Wayne-losing My Mind
Wlking around looking for a way But no one tells me which wy to go I'm caught up in a world Elaborath a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm livin in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust I think I'm losin it I might be losin it I just might lose Am I losin my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind Am I losin it? Am I losin it? I think I'm losin I'm losin my mind I'm a need counseling I lost my mind and still

Necronomicon
NECRONOMICON Ignite the candles of hell burn to my coven's spell Bound by human flesh recite the book of the dead Necronomicon Black forces open the grave death is now my killing slave Rising souls of the damned hide in the pentagram Necronomicon Follow through the trees possessed souls lurk to kill Raped you lie by the forces of hell released to die I am the necromancer the dead eat your mind and soul Maggots fill your eyes black magic takes your life Necronomicon To the gates of hell I return hades fires once again burn Coven rejoices rites are read back to hell return the evil dead

Sacrifice
SACRIFICE Put her on the altar, tie her down secure She will soon die, her soul is still pure Her body is trembling it's filled with fear She'll lose the life which she holds dear The dagger is ready to do it's evil deed On her decayed corpse I will feed Tie her legs and arms ready to read the rite Now I feel the force of satan's might Under baphomet she is bleeding fast With the corpse indulge in a bloodbath Pray to the master that this will suffice Split her skull for this altar sacrifice Tears on her cheek, sweat on her brow It's time to die I will kill her now Death has come to deliver her fate We don't do it for love we do it for hate

Turn In Your Grave
TURN IN YOUR GRAVE As I come at your door I'll have you scream for more I'll make you run and bleed But when I leave you will fucking scream Your death is near Taken by the force of me you'll never be set free I'll make you turn and die Buried to lie forever my soul is much too clever I'll torment you endlessly Darkness surrounds you there is no escape As I torture you your mind is filled with hate But the forces of evil you are my slave Turn in your grave I am on an endless search trying to escape the church Look through my evil eyes you'll see through all lies Be one with my soul fear my present state or it will be too late I'll make you run and bleed Buried to lie forever my soul is too clever Torment you in fire

3 More Months
well i only have 3 more months as of yesterday i am not doing to well cuz right now i am fighting to keep my blood pressure down but that is not working cuz i am working alot still but other then that i am doing good and the baby i hope that everyone will have a safe christmas and a safe new year

What Is Happening To Me?
What is happening to me? I've never needed anyone. I'm the Wolf. A lone wolf, walking alone on a path only I could see. Silent and brooding, stalking through the night I wandered. Then, like a punch straight to my chest, she walked in. I've never wanted anyone to be beside me. Who would want to walk my path? Mine is a path of loneliness and distance from the rest of the pack. But she appeared, regardless. I'm cold. Rational thinking and logic are my allies. I had thought that my emotions were dead and buried behind the veil of rage and sorrow. I liked it this way. No feeling, only fact and logic ruled me.I am not a creature of whim. I have always seen the world through analysis and reasoning. I cannot explain this. There is no logic or reasoning that applies.... Why do my thoughts constantly return to her? Why do my eyes fill up with tears that threaten to spill over when she is upset? Why do I want her to walk beside me on this path? When I cannot see her or

Yo Ho, A Pirates Life For Me
Yo ho, yo ho a pirates life for me we pillage, we plunder, we rifle and loot Drink up me 'earties, yo ho we kidnap and ravage and don't give a hoot Drink up me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho a pirates life for me we extort, we pilfage , we filch and we sack Drink up me 'earties, yo ho Maraude and embezzle and even hijack Drink up me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho a pirates life for me We kindle and char and flame and ignite Drink up me 'earties, yo ho We burn up the city, we're really afright Drink up me 'earties, yo ho We're rascals, scoundrels, villians and naves Drink up me 'earties, yo ho We're devils and blacksheep and really bad eggs Drink up me 'earties, yo ho Yo ho, yo ho a pirates life for me We're beggars and blighters and ne'er do well cats Drink up me 'earties, yo ho

Palindrome
A Palindrome by Demetri Martin. Palindrome - a word, line, verse, number, sentence, etc., reading the same backward as forward, as Madam, I'm Adam or Poor Dan is in a droop "Dammit I'm Mad" by Demetri Martin Dammit I'm mad. Evil is a deed as I live. God, am I reviled? I rise, my bed on a sun, I melt. To be not one man emanating is sad. I piss. Alas, it is so late. Who stops to help? Man, it is hot. I'm in it. I tell. I am not a devil. I level "Mad Dog". Ah, say burning is, as a deified gulp, In my halo of a mired rum tin. I erase many men. Oh, to be man, a sin. Is evil in a clam? In a trap? No. It is open. On it I was stuck. Rats peed on hope. Elsewhere dips a web. Be still if I fill its ebb. Ew, a spider… eh? We sleep. Oh no! Deep, stark cuts saw it in one position. Part animal, can I live? Sin is a name. Both, one… my names are in it. Murder? I'm a fool. A hymn I plug, deified as a sign in ruby ash, A Goddam level I lived at. On mail let it in.

Christmas
I just want to wish everyone that I couldn't leave a comment for a.... MyHotComments I hope you all enjoy the holiday with your family and friends. And please remember all those who are serving overseas right now and can't be with their families. My husband is one of them. I hope no one takes for granted the opportunities they have to be with their families.

Major Neck Surgery
Hi Everyone, I just want to let you know that i will be going for surgery on Jan 16th for my neck due to my vertabry is closing in on my spinal cord. If i don't do anything about it the doctors say that in a short time it would paralize me and then cut off the blood supply to the rest of my body. I have what they call "keppil-feli syndrome" and i was born with it, but it took them 42 years to figure it out. so after Jan 16 I won't be on here for a while. so lots of love and see ya'll soon

~ Bkrbabe777 ~ Aka ~vixen~the Rude Cunt
~ BkrBabe777 ~ aka ~Vixen~ ...your an asshole to say that I'm being rude If i don't kiss your ass like other males then I'm rude to you.that's absurd.you are the rude one here.never talking to people you add.so if i got an attitude now then theirs a good reason for it.you know nothing about the way i once talked to you.so don't act like you know the way i talked to you before because its been weeks & you never talk first.that's rude.your a loser & your very rude.your disrespectful to.Your such a cry baby.only weak asses block for no reason.But I blocked you back for a good reason.rude & disrespectful.grow the fuck up.

Read It Up Hehehee
HELLO ALL YOU FUBAR FRIENDS I WOULD LOVE TO JOIN YA ALL IN THE BAR ROOMS BUT FOR SOME FORSAKING REASON I GET ERROR AND POOF ROOM IS GONE SO JUST LEAVE A MESSY IF YA WANT>>>>> AND TO ALL YOU THAT PICK ON MY 110 gal. TITTERS LOL THEY ONLY 44DD BUT HEY ITS ALL GOOD I DONT MIND AT ALL TY THERE DJ FIRE LOL LEAST I KNOW THERE IS ONE THING ABOUT ME LOVED DEARLY HAHAHAHAHEHEHEHEHE

Are The Fda And Coca-cola At War Over Regulatory Power?
by Mike Adams, the Health Ranger, December 23, 2008 Key concepts: FDA, Coca-Cola and Diet coke Recently the FDA warned Coca-Cola over the use of the word "plus" in its Diet Coke Plus product, saying it was mislabeled. Just a few days ago, however, the FDA issued a letter of no objection to Coke's use of a new stevia sweetener (Truvia), even though the FDA apparently has no intention to actually GRAS approve the sweetener. Although this is speculation, I believe there's a power play going on behind the scenes between Coca-Cola and the FDA. Here's the short timeline I've constructed in an attempt to explain the recent actions by the FDA and Coke: Early December, 2008 - Coca-Cola announces it will begin selling beverages sweetened with stevia even without FDA approval. It simply announces it will "self-affirm" Truvia (the brand-name version of Cargill's stevia sweetener) as being a safe sweetener. The FDA sees its authority threatened by Coca-Cola. If Coke can simply declare

Random Quiz
Your result for The Pop Culture Archetype Personality Test... The DruidNinja, Monkey, Punk, Cowboy Druids are filled with a dramatic sense of wonder, viewing the world through rose-colored glasses as they watch everything come to life, from flora and fauna to mundane objects. They see the good in almost everyone and everything, yet struggle with the idea of ethical perfection (or lack thereof). They tend to turn away from the world and toward essence and ideal, and while they are concerned with all people and creatures, those things are valued only in that they are part of a greater whole; in this, they often struggle to find their place in things, and need to feel a part of whatever they are involved with. Fluent with language, they are keen to pick out patterns in people and things, although their somewhat otherworldly focus on the larger picture can lead them to seem somewhat absentminded. Nevertheless, they have a knack for explaining complex things quite simply.

All I Want For Christmas
i feel so lost without my family,without my friends and those who really love me.Im moving forward towards something that im sure about.My mom is keeping me from seeing my siblings because she knows how much i love them.I raised my siblings,they are like my children,they are my life,shes hitting way below the belt and its killing me.Of all things someone can do to me this is the most painful i know that if i dont move forward then i'll never be able to better myself for my siblings or for myself.Christmas is just right around the corner and im so numb i dont think i'll be able to enjoy this christmas.All i want for christmas is my family back. Merry Christmas,everyone i hope all is well love nikki

Grandpa And The Irs
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office. The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. The auditor's jaw drops. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' Now the auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with

Anbar Province Update
This was sent to me by a friend. With all of the negative shit we've heard regarding the war in Iraq, I felt this would make a lot of people feel more confident in the things that are taking place over there. Family, friends, and Fellow Marines, As promised, here is my first 'update' from this tour in Iraq. I will try and get one of these out about every month. I hope this finds you all doing well. It has been a very fast moving month and a half as we moved the 1,000+ Marines from 1/7 and literally tons of equipment and material half way around the world through Kuwait and eventually into Iraq. We have inventoried and signed for well over a hundred pieces of rolling stock, thousands of pieces of electronic equipment and computers, joined a few hundred more reinforcements to 1/7 (making us now 'Task Force 1/7') and then we put everyone in their new positions, spreading us out over 500 square kilometers. Needless to say, the Marines of the First Team have been

Tribute
You complain about having to stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall an

Sands Of Christmas
THE SANDS OF CHRISTMAS I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, and looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all I could take, and so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, eight hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens, Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight, their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a silent night.

Life Vs After Life
Like a soldier that must carry on Until the enemy is gone Long nights and stressful days Can leave a mind in a daze The long road from eternal hell can be long Must continue on and shall be strong No matter what exists on the inside May your conscience be the guide Life goes on day by day There can be only so much to say The gps of life belongs in the sky Future is not ment to be known by you and I Suicide is not the answer Only spreads the destruction like cancer To wish to die, it's too early to be The road is long ahead but we cannot see Hope cannot be lost forever Things of goodness should not sever The gate in the sky is denied for killers Of others and destiny quitters Raise one toast everything is just a second away Sitting here doing nothing is not the right way Make the move that can happen tonight Turn a ship that is lost to a path that is right Risk taking can be good Chances and enjoyment of life, knock on wood Doing nothing takes depre

Thank You To All My Friends
peeps, thanks for the b-day wishes and gifts. i was really in the dumps today til i got on tonite and everyone here made my day, and i want to thank everyone for making my day. frank aka xx the genetic freak xx

What Do The Numbers Mean?
I don't know Lt. Sean Walsh, but what he says is so true. I might have lost my husband, but he was fighting a war he believed in. He knew that he and all his comrades could and would make a difference. Darren did not die in vain. He was protecting our freedom. His mission is now complete but we still have the rest of our guys out there trying to finish their mission. They need our support and understanding. Dana Hubbell PROUD MILITARY WIDOW A note from Lt Sean Walsh... The passing of the 4,000th service member in Iraq is a tragic milestone and a testament to the cost of this war, but for those of us who live and fight in Iraq, we measure that cost in smaller, but much more personal numbers. For me those numbers are 8, the number of friends and classmates killed in Iraq and Afghanistan, and 3, the number of soldiers from my unit killed in this deployment. I'm 25, yet I've received more notifications for funerals than invitations to weddings. The number

Got Your Back
Got Your Back by Autumn Parker I am a small and precious child, my Daddy's been sent to fight The only place I will see his face, is in my dreams at night He will be gone too many days, for my young mind to keep track. I may be sad, but I am proud, my Daddy's got your back I am a caring mother, my son has gone to war My mind is filled with worries that I have never known before Every day I try to keep my thoughts from turning black I may be sad, but I am proud, my son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go There are times I am terrified, in ways most never know I bite my lip and force a smile, as I watch my husband pack My heart may break but I am proud, my husband's got your back. I am a soldier; serving proudly, standing tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine, by answering this call. I do my job while knowing, the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I come home, its me that's got your back

Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem So I slumbered, perhaps, I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,

I Was A Soldier
I Was A Soldier " By Colonel Daniel K. Cedusky, AUS, Retired I was a Soldier: That's the way it is, that's what we were...are. We put it, simply, without any swagger, without any brag, in those four plain words. We speak them softly, just to ourselves. Others may have forgotten They are a manifesto to mankind; speak those four words anywhere in the world -- yes, anywhere -- and many who hear will recognize their meaning. They are a pledge. A pledge that stems from a document which said: "I solemnly Swear”, “to protect and defend” and goes on from there, and from a Flag called "Old Glory". Listen, and you can hear the voices echoing through them, words that sprang white-hot from bloody lips, shouts of “medic”, whispers of “Oh God!”, forceful words of “Follow Me”. If you can’t hear them, you weren’t, if you can you were. "Don't give up the ship! Fight her till she dies... Damn the torpedoes! Go ahead! . . . Do you want to live forever? . . . Don't cheer, boys;

A Father's Love
Please read the story first. A son asked his father, "Dad, will you take part in a marathon with me?" The father who, despite having a heart condition, says "yes. " They went on to complete the marathon together. Father and son went on to join other marathons, the father always saying "Yes" to his son's requests of going through the race together. One day, the son asked his father, "Dad, let's join the Ironman together." To which, his father said "yes," too. For those who don't know, Ironman is the toughest triathlon ever. The race encompasses three endurance events of a 2.4 mile (3.86 Kilometer) ocean swim, followed by a 112 mile (180.2 kilometer) bike ride, and ending with a 26.2 mile (42.195 kilometer) marathon along the coast of the Big Island. Father and son went on to complete the race together. View this race at: http://www. godtube. com/view_video. php?viewkey=8cf08faca5dd9ea45513

Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner
Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. [Chorus: x2] Keep quiet, Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I'll be your best kept secret And your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day. And I keep my jealousy close, 'Cause it's all mine. And if you say this makes you happy, Then I'm not the only one lying. Drink down that Gin and Kerosene, And come spit on bridges with me, Just to keep us warm. Light a match to leave me be. Light a match to leave me be. [Chorus x2] So wear me like a locket around your throat. I'll weigh you down. I'll watch you choke. You look so good in blue. You look so good in blue. [x3] [During 3rd repeat:] (Keep quiet, Nothing comes as ea

The Day The Penis Asked For A Raise
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor.I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do.I do not get weekends or public holidays off.I work in a damp environment.I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures.My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely,P. NissThe Response Dear Penis:After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight.You fall asleep after brief work periods.You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.You don't always observe necessary safety regu

Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
Are we growing up or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears, put them on ice Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light We're the therapists pumping through your speakers Delivering just what you need We're well read and poised We're the best boys We're the chemists who've found the formula To make your heart swell and burst No matter what they say, don't believe a word Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it I'll keep singing this lie I'll keep singing this lie Are we growing up or just going down? It's just a matter of time until we're all found out Take our tears, put them on ice Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light We're traveled like gypsies Only with worse luck and far less gold We're the kids you used to love But then we grew old We're the lifers here till the bitter end Condemned from the start Ashamed of the way The songs and the words

Great Healing
GREAT healing is found in the spirit of another human being that cares and loves!!!!! It sustains and uplifts the body and soul............ Your spirit is a light...that shines so freely my dear friend...and it helps and guides and heals so many!!!!!!! Much blessings are sent your way...and many prayers for those you love that are in need...... Love and hugsssssssssss.

Valentine's Day
Susie comes home from first grade and tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentine's Day.. 'Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish,' she asks, 'will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine?' Susie's father says, 'No, God would not get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?' 'Osama Bin Laden,' she says. Her father asks in shock, 'Why Osama Bin Laden?' 'Well,' she says, 'I thought that if a little American Jewish girl could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might think that we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little, and if other kids sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start telling everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore.' Her father's heart swells. 'Susie, that's the most wonderful thing I've ever heard.' 'I know,' Susie says. 'And once that gets him out in the open, the Marines could blow the shit out of him.'

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Warrior
Warrior is out of Los Angeles, California. They have a record label with Reality Entertainment. The band members are Parramore McCarty, Joe Floyd, AC Alexander, Rob Farr, and Dave DuCey. Their influences are Life, Music, Egypt, Star Wars and Extra-Terrestrial Encounters. The band has four albums: The Wars of Gods and Men, The Code of Life, Ancient Future and Fighting For The Earth. They are in the process of making a new album. They will be returning to Europe next summer to play the Prestigious Bang Your Head Festival in Balingen, Germany, which is one of the premier metal events in the world!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Warrior!!!!

~sweet Addiction®
she is 2,768,375 Points away from Disciple help her out,, Id like to do this before X-mas people help me out,,, 712,530 Points to go! so freaking close!!! we did this in 10 days knocked off 2 million I'm asking as a friend lets hit her hard with rates please ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~Hookers-R_US~@ fubar

Lost Cherry V's Fubar
It seems that a lot of folks here are doing blogs etc about this site, so I thought it time that I put my 2 cents worth into the fray. I have been here for over two years now and have noticed a lot of changes since the lost cherry days. The most significant thing is the race to level up. I have never understood the fascination with getting to Godfather or any of the higher levels. What exactly does it mean, or do? I, for one, liked the title of "rockstar"...it was cool, but it was only a name and didn't make me a real rockstar, it didn't make me a better or worse person.It was, as most things here are...VIRTUAL. The only thing I can suggest is...don't take this site too seriously...it is a fun site, and should be treated as such. As I said on Sandy's blog...we can only control what we ourselves do, and shouldn't be worrying about what others are doing. If we could all get back to the ways of lost cherry and enjoy just being here with our friends then I think we would all be a lot

I Like This One Too
[Run] It was December 24th on Hollis Ave in the dark When I see a man chilling with his dog in the park I approached very slowly with my heart full of fear Looked at his dog, oh my God, an ill reindeer But then I was illin because the man had a beard And a bag full of goodies, 12 o'clock had neared So I turned my head a second and the man had gone But he left his driver's wallet smack dead on the lawn I picket the wallet up then I took a pause Took out the license and it cold said "Santa Claus" A million dollars in it, cold hundreds of G's Enough to buy a boat and matching car with ease But I'd never steal from Santa, cause that ain't right So I'm going home to mail it back to him that night But when I got home I bugged, cause under the tree Was a letter from Santa and all the dough was for me [D.M.C.] It's Christmas time in Hollis Queens Mom's cooking chicken and collard greens [ Run D.M.C. Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Rice and stuffing, macaroni an

To You And Yours
Lonliness is a son of a b*tch but also makes you hope and pray that others aren't feeling the same kind of pain you are. So on that note, I want to wish everyone a Happy Holidays with your loved ones and never take that for granted...ever!

Feliz Navidad
Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas [ Jose Feliciano Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] From the bottom of my heart Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas I want to wish you a Merry Christmas From the bottom of my heart Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Prospero año y Felicedad

Blue Christmas
I'll have a Blue Christmas without you I'll be so blue thinking about you Decorations of red on a green Christmastree Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me I'll have a Blue Christmas that's certain And when that blue heartache starts hurtin' You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white, But I'll have a blue, blue Christmas

Merry Xmas To My Friends
I started out to leave everyone comments but my piece of shit puter gets locked up on peoples pages so I opted for here. Doesn't mean I love you any less.. Hope you all have a Happy and safe Holiday.. XXXXXOOOOOOOxxoooXooXXoofor nacho libre fans P.S. I hope I was good enough girl for Santa to bring me new laptop..

Class Project Gone Wrong
An elementary school class started a class project to make planters to take home to their mothers for Mothers' Day. They wanted to have a plant in it that was easy to take care of, so they decided to use cactus plants. The students were given green-ware pottery planters in the shape of clowns which they painted with glaze. The clown planters were professionally fired at a class outing so they could see the process. It was great fun! They planted cactus seeds in the finished planters and they grew nicely, but unfortunately, the children were not allowed to take them home. The cactus plants were removed and small ivy replaced them and the children were then allowed to take them home instead. The teacher said cactus seemed like a good idea at the time! See below!

Hey Everybody...
this is my most favorite song of the holiday..... And they told me pa-ram-pam-pam-pam A new-born king to see pa-ram-pam-pam-pam Our finest gifts we bring pa-ram-pam-pam-pam Ra-pam-pam-pam, ra-pam-pam-pam Peace on earth, can it be Years from now, perhaps we'll see See the day of glory See the day, when men of good will Live in peace, live in peace again Peace on earth, can it be Every child must be made aware Every child must be made to care Care enough for his fellow man To give all the love that he can I pray my wish will come true For my child and your child too He'll see the day of glory See the day when men of good will Live in peace, live in peace again Peace on earth, can it be Can it be

Blue Seas
Please Watch, Listen, To the sea's of wonder, Flowing steady, Under your feet, The echoes of the Dolphin. The Poor silent souls, Swimming stranded upon the beach, They may just be blubber, Fat & Flesh. We Love them all, As Brother & sisters of the ocean, This ships silently sails by, Icebergs & all. Let the sand enroll me, The sea's bless me, The Water surround me, Warm waves , So very warm!

Dawg Is Going For Gf!
BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~ is trying to reach godfather he has auto 11 on ,so lets all help out and give him a early xmas present......Please repost often tyvm BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~@ fubar (repost of original by '!!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySnowOwl~' on '2008-12-23 12:16:23') (repost of original by 'BAD TO THE BONE69~Founder Chopper Bikers Club~' on '2008-12-23 12:18:43')

A Hero Amongst Heroes
Please read this, then send it to everybody you know. They'll thank you as they forward this to others as well. Don't know whether you heard about this but Denzel Washington and his family visited the troops at Brook Army Medical Center, in San Antonio , Texas (BAMC) the other day. This is where soldiers who have been evacuated from Germany come to be hospitalized in the United States, especially burn victims. There are some buildings there called Fisher Houses. The Fisher House is a Hotel where soldiers' families can stay, for little or no charge, while their soldier is staying in the Hospital. BAMC has quite a few of these houses on base, but as you can imagine, they are almost filled most of the time. While Denzel Washington was visiting BAMC, they gave him a tour of one of the Fisher Houses. He asked how much one of them would cost to build. He took his check book out and wrote a check for the full amount right there on the spot. The soldiers overseas were amazed to hear

Far Beyond Driven 41
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In Family
OK TO ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS OUT THERE.. I HAVE 2 SPACES LET IN MY FAMILY. IF U WANT TO BE IN THE 2 SPACES.. FIRST U CAN.. RATE AND COMMENT ALL MY SFW PICS. AND 1. GET MY ANY BLING AND THAT = U IN FAMILY FOR 2 HRS... OR 2. GET MY A AUTO 11 AND THAT WILL LET U BE IN FAMILY PERMIT.. I DO UPDATE MY NSFW EVERY WK.. AND TRUST ME THEY ARE HOT SEXY PICS..

Erotic Thoughts
Your frame flows silently through the shadows of our dark room. Here and there caught by the light from the blinds showing the briefest glimpse of your soft effervescent skin. I lay here, impatiently waiting, where you told me to for the moment when our flesh melds into one. Watching you from this state of sensually heightened awareness you seem to glide as if your feet never touch the ground, drifting towards me on a cloud of erotic pheremones. The scent of your perfumes serves to cloud my mind and further feed the animal lust that lies inside me. You reach our bed and lean into me whispering softly "Tonignt is yours". Inside I know that all I really want is to see you pleased in everyway you Desire. You lay back and I begin to explore you, slowly inch by inch, savoring every detail of your awe inspiring body. You are a Goddess and tonight I will worship you. I kiss and caress as you heave and moan. Somehow it seems that my face has become one with your paradise and every shiver from

Being On Here With Laptop
IF I CAN MAKE A REQUEST OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS FIRST OF ALL LET ME APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE BUT I AM ON MY LAPTOP RIGHT NOW AND CAN'T READ SMALL PRINT THAT WELL WHILE I'M ON HERE SO I'M TYPING IN CAPS HERE, SOME CONSIDER THAT YELLING AND I AM NOT TRYING TO YELL BUT WHEN YOU CAN'TREAD SMALL PRINT ALL THAT WELL WHEN YOUR TYPING, YOU HAVE TO USE THE MAGNIFIER ON THE LAPTOP HERE. I'M ALSO ON HERE BECAUSE MOZILLA FIREFOX VERSION 3 IS CRASHING ON ME SO I HAD TO DO SOMETHING HERE OR I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING OR ELSE NOTHING WOULD GET DONE

What A Day.
So to start it, I leave to go get my mom a gift certificate at this place she likes right? Yeah I get about 7 miles down the Interstate and BAM car decides to stop working. So I have to sit on the side of the interstate for about an hour and a half waiting for someone who can come pick me up. Then I take my sister's car home for her because she is afraid to drive in the snow with it, and I stop to put some gas in it and realize she has a flat tire! Finally, I get home. Only, once I step inside, what do I find out? Now our stove isn't working. That means no Christmas cookies. God someone shoot me.

You Know You're From Pittsburgh When...
You don't see what all the hype is about Disney World when Kennywood is just around the corner. "N at' " is eloquently added to the end of every sentence. You know that the fireworks from the Three Rivers Regatta are the best when you can see the reflections they make off the PPG building. You have a taste bud for Smiley Cookies. Words like: hoagie; chipped ham; pop; and gumband actually mean something to you. You will defend with your life that it's called pop and not soda. You often go down to the "crick". You bleed black and gold... You wake up to KDKA. You go 'food shoppin' at 'Jine Iggle'. Chipped ham was always in your refrigerator when you were growing up. You believe that "Ize" is the abbreviaton for "I was" "Yinz" is part of common everyday language. You can find Zelienople on a map. You know what is meant by "The Point". You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. You've taken deliberate field trips t

Epa Veils Hazardous Substances
The newspaper examined more than 2,000 filings in the EPA's registry of dangerous chemicals for the past three years. In more than half the cases, the EPA agreed to keep the chemical name a secret. In hundreds of other cases, it allowed the company filing the report to keep its name and address confidential. This is despite a federal law calling for public notice of any new information through the EPA's program monitoring chemicals that pose substantial risk. The whole idea of the program is to warn the public of newfound dangers. The EPA's rules are supposed to allow confidentiality only "under very limited circumstances." Legal experts and environmental advocates say the practice of "sanitizing," or blacking out, this information not only strips vital information from the public, it violates the agency's own law. Section 14 of the Toxic Substances Control Act, the foundation for all the EPA's toxic and chemical regulations, stipulates that chemical producers may not be gr

Sad Christmas Story.
I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I kinda wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them. I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money" She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money for it. The aunt told the little

Triipin
i had an epifany!! the other day i tripped so hard i saw my whole life flash before my eyes. i watched my 2 yr old, my 3 yr old, and my whole family grow u and start their own lives. i saw my kids start school, get boyfriends, get married, and have kids of their own. i saw my son, which i dont have yet, be born and get in his first fight, grow up and start his own family, i watched my eyes fade as i got old. i saw my grandchildren before i turned 25. i experienced the good times and the hardships of my life without even realizing what it was. i saw my dearest family members grow old and pass on. i lived out my entire military career, and saw wars that havent happened yet, and the blessings and the turmoil that the world and everyone in it goes through everyday. and when it was all over, i woke up on my back, on the floor with my 2 yr old next to me smiling. when i looked into her eyes a thought came to me; life is shorter than u think, think before u act, choose lifes choices carfully,

Boys N Ish
Ok so I'm sitting here trying to figure things out but I just can't make sense of this tangled web of my so called life. I was with a guy for 9 months (I know it was only 9 months and taking a lifespan into consideration its nothing, but it still meant a lot to me). We had our good times and our bad. I guess in the end it turned out to be more bad than good, because now we don't even talk. At the moment I am happy and relieved it has come to an end because I just can't handle the drama and bullshit anymore. That and I have found someone who I think is very worth while and am excited to see what the future brings with him, but at the same time am very scared. I guess I don't understand why I can't even talk to my ex. I told him more than I have ever told anyone before... I could use the comfort of hearing someone who knows almost everything about me telling me that I'm going to be okay... How can one give up their heart right after someone just crushed it? I swore that I would ta

A Touching Christmas Story
There was a man who worked for the Post Office whose job it was to process all the mail that had illegible addresses. One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky handwriting to God with no actual address. He thought he should open it to see what it was about. The letter read: "Dear God, I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me? Sincerely, Edna The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds, he had collected $96, which they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day, all

Perks Of Being 40 & Over .
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run into a burning building. 4. People call at 9 PM and ask, "Did I wake you?" 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat dinner at 4 P.M. 9. You can live without sex but not without glasses. 10. You enjoy hearing about other peoples operations. 11. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 12. You have a party and the neighbors don't even realize it. 13. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 14. You quit trying to hold your stomach in, no matter who walks into the room. 15. You sing along with elevator music. 16. Your eyes won't get much worse. 17. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off. 18. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 19. Your

Status
i set my status to: perfectly_inked needs a good_____. the list so far lottery ticket cocaine fix night kiss motorboat christmas movie spanking ( i have been a bad girl) salad tossing vibrator movie night with lots of junk food (yes, porco, for sure). a ride in the rape van with some good ole porco chicken.

Chirstmas
This year i have went and spent bunch money on family. I bought my step dad new porble dvd player and His mom dvd and My sister and her hubby 60 gift cerfct and my real dad and his new wife and her kids and my haf bother gifts. I was inform that am not going to get anything for chirstmas.. I got gift from my gf and my ex.. I did get good gift this week got to see my gf and her baby. Y did spend so much money on other and not getting anything in return? Y is I all always got out and byond for other and get nothing and not want but something would been nice or let get my gift for myself

Just A Little Wish
I have a wish, its just a little one.......I wish I could make all of those who have hurt me and caused me pain feel what I feel! I want for them to feel all the physcal pain that I feel, I want them to feel all the mental pain that I feel, I want them to feel the pain that they them self have cause! So maybe just maybe they might understand me, and next time that they decide to cast out someone because they have "problems" they will think, would I want to be treated like that? Like I said its a little wish and I can dream cant I??

Come Bid On Me & Vote Be Miss Winter Fubar Also Please
Baby Come have some fun Vote for me as Miss Winter Fubar.. You won't be disappointed... & oh yeah don't forget to bid on me also.. I'm fun to own.. and the better the offer the more things I can do for you... Like 11's and bling stash rates and big pimpin gifts.. Even Pimpouts of every kind. Many kinds of Salutes from me to you.. And special pictures morphs, mosaics and so much more. Come bid on me and wait and see. Click on this link to bid and Vote for me Miss Winter Fubar Please also Vote for my BFF as Mr. Fubar if you could.. Just click on the link below.. Bidding Runs Until The First Day Of The New Year 2009! Have Fun!! & Happy Holidays This Message brought to you by:: ~Photo Perfect Girl~ Fu-Wifey of ~shortnsweet~..Bonded to Immortal Chaos 4 Life@ fubar

Tis And .. Ramble Tougts
have you ever thought about y you find someone that makes you laugh, makes you care, makes your hurt and makes you sigh have you ever thought about y you find that you can live with out the emotional stuff that this person gives, takes, and puts on you' have you ever wanted to toss the towel in and run away only to find that the only place youd run to is where you are now have you ever thought about y you love a person only to find they dont have you ever thought about y you think so much about a person who can only think about you for one thing and then that one thing isnt what you really want that person in your life for but y do we keep these ppl in our lives,,, is it cause we have tooo is it cause we need tooo is it cause we want tooo or is there some other deep down thing that we never will understand as to why we as ppl have to have ppl with us that hurt us, help us, love us, hates us, abuse us, care for us...

Depressed
Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people Depression is isolation, withdrawal, low self-esteem and more You will never understand it unless you've been through it before

Fuck Christmas!
i know alot of ppl are all exited that christmas is around the corner.just please keep your fuckin holiday spirit from my page.i dont have christmas,i have no kids,no family and im shit broke with an empty fridge.im sorry if im being a cranky grouch its not in my nature but this season depresses the fuck outta me.ill be back to my normal humourous self after the newyear.so fuck christmas and i hope the fat bastard took a shit in your stockings!!

Vote Me Miss Winter Fubar & Place A Bid Too.
I Think I could be Miss Winter Fubar... If You vote me to Be... Music Playlist at MixPod.com I'm up for Auction So Come Have fun Bid on me.. You know I'm worth it.. Oh Yeah and don't forget to leave a comment voting me Miss Winter Fubar.. and Rate the Pic as well. You know you want to... CLICK PICTURE BELOW TO START HAVING FUN! Come on have some fun and come vote for me. Auction

Someone Come..........
Someone Come..... the voice in the sky is loneliness and the night is restlessness Someone Come..... abandonment my blanket no way to slough the fever Someone Come..... be there in the morning when I wake up with your silver thread to lead me Someone Come..... walk with me in darkness being one ... a shadow to my soul Someone Come..... give this body no limits slough the fevers with your cool hand Someone Come..... one last time I will wait for you Someone Come.....

A Talking Newborn
A baby was born who was so advanced, he could talk.He looked around the delivery room and saw the doctor. "Are you my doctor?" he asked. "Yes, I am," said the doctor. The baby said, "Thank you for taking such good care of me during the birth." He looked at his mother and asked, "Are you my mother?" "Yes, I am," said the mother. "Thank you for taking such good care of me before I was born," he said. He then looked at his father and asked, "Are you my father?" "Yes, I am," his father answered. The baby motioned him closer, then poked him repeatedly on the foreheadwith his index finger. "Hurts doesn't it!?!"

Believe In Urself
Believe in urself - in the power u have to control ur own life, day by day. Believe in the strength that u have deep inside, and the faith will help show u the way. Believe in tomorrow and what it will bring, let a hopeful heart carry u through. For things will work out if u trust and believe - there's no limit to what u can do

Fakes And Cheaters
Ok here I am speaking my mind again. It's a shame that some of the best, loving, caring members, the real members of this site are leaving, taking a break, and debating leaving because of what this site has become. Have you ever really taken a look at the top members of this site. In the first 50 there is all of 3 men and almost every women is dressed like a porn star in bra's and panties. Makes one think that the only way you really reach the top here is to dress like a slut. Then there are the fakes and the cheaters on here which fubar just conveniently let stay here climbing the ladder even though they've been outed time and time again. For one Simplicity who has been outed several times as a fake. Then theres Archilles who has been caught in text saying he creates fake accounts on here. Then theres the more recent Mz Mic who was caught and reset but still retains her points etc. Then theres the cheaters like Hot Marina who cheated close to 80 people including me and Tat, in her hot

Electric Train
A few days after Christmas, a mother was working in the kitchen listening to her young son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son said, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now, cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train, cause we're going down the tracks." The mother went nuts and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son comes out of the bedroom and resumes playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say, "All passengers who are disembarking from the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you w

Lost Someone So Special
I lost the woman that i love because i wasn't there for her when she was alone, i was in deep depression and bottled all my emotions inside, now time has passed and things have become chaotic, i'm attempting too win her heart back and try so hard too redeem my passed mistakes, i pray too god she takes me, i pray too god she cares because from now on, she's going too be the one which i'll be there for.

Great Blog
i love this..... An Atheist’s Thoughts At Christmas by elfrijole Tue Dec 23, 2008 at 09:02:28 AM PST Christmas, to me, is still a time of joy, comfort, renewal, and forgiveness. I think of the people who are important to me in my life, I think of the less fortunate, and I think of how I might have been a better person in the last year, and what changes I can make in the new year. I hope that I will actually get off my ass and do something meaningful to make this world a better place in the coming year, instead of just forgetting about that warm Christmas feeling after the holiday has passed. As your atheist husband/son/friend/uncle (etc...), I promise to help you when you need help, love you when you need love, challenge you when you need to be challenged, forgive you when you ask for it, ask for forgiveness when I need to, and be there for you in any other way I possibly can. I won’t worry about saving your soul, but will challenge you to be a better person here

Last Day Is Jan 1
Hey peeps, i know i don't do this alot you know posting up blogs and shit, but just letting you guys know that the last time you will see me on is jan 1. The reason being is that I had finally had enough of fubar, it's a great site to meet people on here, but again just like myspace it seems like a popularity contest something I am not cool with. I have tried to talk to alot of you, sometimes gave you compliments, but i have not recieved nothing, not a hello, or rate. To those that have checked me out and gotten to know alot about me, I thank you for being good friends, I will miss the very and i do mean very few of you, the rest well it is sad that your means on here is to be popular. Cheers cris

Fu-own Me
If you decide to Fu-Own me. You will be placed as my #1 in both my friends and family. Have your name placed in my nickname: Military Veteran Fu-Owned by__________. I will make you my crush. And you will get your picture placed in My Fu-Owner folder.

*auto 11 On*giving*blings *happy Holidays To All* :)
BACK BY DEMAND BACK MY DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 12-25-08 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes

Oh Lordy.
Ok, so you know it's time to make a change in your life, when someone you haven't seen in 7&a half years comes up to you, and asks "when are you due?". Completely and utterly embarrassing .. I just wanted to cry! I still do. Soo my plan for the upcoming new year, is to start taking better care of myself, and to shed some pounds. Any tips or advice? Gonna go crawl under a rock and die now!

The Dusk Of Love
Upon the dusk of love Beyond the pinnacle of happiness There is a love once lived The songbirds once sang a melody The sky bathed in seemingly endless light There are but visions of the past Dreams of a love once lived Love was endless it was thought Never ending, full and true Now it's enveloped in endless rue Never to be felt again The sky is now dark, grey clouds looming No dreams of love again blooming Life not lonely and desolate Now just memories of a love once lived

Todays Blog Please Read!!
I HAVE AUTO 11'S TODAY SO I HAVE BEEN PRETTY BUSY BUT PLEASE AS ALWAYS FEEL FREE TO COMMENT IN HERE THAT YOU HAVE THEM ALSO IF YOU LIKE. THIS IS THE #11 BLOG RIGHT NOW ON FUBAR. *YAY* THANKS TO YOU!! NOW, I'VE CHALLENGED THE BIG KAHUNA (lol) SOUTHERN OUTLAW TO A LITTLE FUN FRIENDLY RACE BECAUSE I HAPPENED TO NOTICE OUR SALUTE PICS WERE SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER IN THE NEWLY REVISED "HOTTEST PHOTOS", SO PLEASE TAKE JUST A SECOND TO RATE THESE 2 PICS IN PARTICULAR TODAY IF YOU WOULDN'T MIND SINCE I HAVE THE AUTOS ON TODAY AND HE HAS THEM EVERYDAY LOL. THANKS!!

Drowning In Life
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

If He Loves You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for him and his behavior. Allow your intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you right, then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think, "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. If something bothers you, speak up. Use discretion and wisdom in what you tell a man about yourself. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is mor

Dreams
dreams remembered waiting to be fullfiled 2 Comments Erotica written 7 days ago by dragonaz I go out to the club or something that part is diff each time. But when I return I open the door to the apt and u are kneeling on the floor in lingerie. I drop everything shut the door. Walk over to u. U r crying. I take ur hands and lift u up to me. I put my hand under ur chin lifting ur eyes to mine. As I kiss u I lift u into my arms picking u up with one arm under ur knees like a bride. And hold u for a few mins then I take u into my room and lay u on the bed kick off my shoes and lay next to u we are like this for hrs. Just holding each other. Then I wake up with tears in my eyes. After a few hrs u look up at me and ask " master may I please u ?" I just nod. U undress me and and start to cover me in kisses knibbling and licking. After u take me into ur mouth and make me orgasm. U get up and bring me ur wrist and ankle restraints as well as my favorite whip. In almost a begging tone u say

Sad..............
So its that time of the year again, Christmas! And once again I am all alone for it. Cant see my kids, my family doesn’t want me, and no woman will have me. Came home from work on Monday after a very cold nite and found my water lines were frozen and broken. Well I finally got all that fixed and am in debt for 120.00 dollars!! I get in my nice warm bed at 6pm, 12 hrs after I got off of work. Got woke up by the pain of my illness, I am out of pain pills until tomorrow, on top of all that went to the local comic book shop which a “friend” of mine owns, and get reminded of how much I am unwanted. Him and his employee where talking about all the gifts they bought for people. There I stand knowing I wasn’t on that list, I don’t get anything x-mas or my b-day, haven’t in about 7 yrs. Of course this has made me very depressed, so much so I just don’t want to be here anymore, I so want to go home and just end it all! But I wont, that would make to many people happy. But I just cant help to th

A Gift, Thoughts Of The Past
one given one departed any friendship could be started something kind something mine a gift to find a piece of mind a peace too fine serenity unknown distant waves alone swirling black in night thoughts drift into fright darkness has come; everything’s numb blindingly dark and brilliantly dull hands all tight grasping for sight grasping in fright senses hammered feelings clamor with just a glimpse of glamour seconds fly as time ticks by dates to come and feelings not punned a joke for fun a break of tongue a flicker now just undone everything is to shun not a thought and not a care with this there's nothing there it's not a gift and it's just not fair screams of despair shattering there thoughts are gone conscience’s clear everything seems so queer life goes on for simple pawns and still I pray for the day when there’s more than one mind that matters a gift I gave a gift much sadder only you seem much gladder.

Just A Thought
Just a thought. Im not sure if I want to stick it out on Fubar anymore? I have far too many points to go to level. I have done it all myself without the aid of having a VIP. It's getting harder and harder for me to just go and rate ppl's whole profiles anymore. Now that I can't Dj anymore...really why am I here? I have met many a wonderful people here...I really have. So I am not sure...Like I said...might just be the ramblings of a person who has temporarily lost interest. What do you all think?

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I wish this year for xmas in my real life lots of love from n for my family, that we all have good ealth for the next year, that we can work on our lil mistakes to make the life for each other better, that everything gets even better with our situation, lots of chocolate kisses (lol) and on fubar well like most of the people blingpacks or blings rates love fubucks VIP's and for everyone lots of fun on here cookies n milk is standing here on the table so come n get it mr. Santa love K aka cutemommy82

Christmas
I would like to start out by saying happy holliday's to e1 on my friends and family list and to all fubarians.May you All have safe and happy ones. Next i would like to say during all the time spent with families and friends and time spent opening presents, let's not forget the real reason there is even a holliday. The birth of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ! And we should all take a minuet and thank the lord for all our friends and family and loved ones, because if not for him we would not be here. I am not a holy roller or anything but during the hollidays i like to remind people of the important things in life. And while we are saying our thanks and prayers for all we have let's all say one for all our friends and family members over seas as well. So in ending let me say May all your holliday's be merry and may every one's future be brite and full of happy things. merry christmas and happy new year!

Snippet
The following is a part of the prologue to the novel that has been in my head for several years. I always lack motivation when working on this though, because I know where all the characters will start, and how I want them to end, it's just the middle that has me bogged down. Let me explain a little about the novel, first. It is titled "A Month in the Life Of..." (all the English majors forgive me for not writing the title of a book correctly, I can't italicize.) The novel details the story of a man named Jon (no relation to the Jon from the short "I Do?") The premise is that Jon is an aging man, living in a small town in Louisiana in which he was born. However, Jon has a past that only his friend, Billy, knows anything about. When they were young the left their homes and came back years later changed people. The whole novel takes place in the span of a month (hence the clever title) and tells Jon's story. I won't give too much away, in case I ever decide to finish it, but here is a

Giveaway #29
I AM SURE THAT YOU HAVE ALL NOTICED A CHANGE IN HOW THEY ARE LETTING YOU LEAVE COMMENTS.... MY GOOD FRIEND BLACLIE22 WHO IS A BOMBING FOOL, LOL, FIGURED IT OUT, I KNEW THAT HE WOULD! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS "REFRESH" THE PAGE AFTER EACH COMMENT, AND IT TAKES THE SAME AMOUNT OF TIME! THANK YOU, BLACLIE!!! IF THAT DOES NOT WORK WELL FOR YOU, TRY GOING TO THE FOLLOWING OR PREVIOUS PIC, AND THEN BACK TO THE ONE WE ARE BOMBING! IF ANYONE COMES UP WITH ANY OTHER WAYS TO SPEED UP THE BOMBING, PLEASE LET ME KNOW! THANKS! RATES COUNT ON THIS ONE, PLEASE RATE EVERY WEEK UNTIL FINISHED! I HAVE NOTICED THAT I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO RE-RATE EVERY 2-3 DAYS, SO ALWAYS CHECK TO SEE IF YOU CAN RE-RATE THE PIC! THIS WILL BE USED TO PURCHASE AT LEAST 2 AUTO-11 BLINGS FOR CLUB MEMBERS NEEDING THAT EXTRA PUSH TO REACH A HIGHER LEVEL..... 135-BLING PACK FOR 50K RATES AND COMMENTS 15,866 COMMENTS (+1,791) OUCH!!! 524 RATES (+39) PLEASE RATE THIS PIC, AND ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE IT AS

Liberation
(This is a pretty dark one, I'm not sure what I was thinking about when I wrote this. It's rather crude in style, but I think it gets the point across) I lived in a land of hate and sorrow all my life. My people were not allowed to be married and have children, it was a disgrace to our tormentors to see us flourish. Those of us who were alive before the cruel came to punish us vaguely remember what it was like to be free. Now all we know is the pain that others push upon us to feel better about themselves. I know I will never taste freedom again, I have spent too long in this body to see my captors punished for the torment they shed. I can only hope that somewhere someone will look down upon us, and in agony state the pain we have endured and fight for us, for alone we shall perish. I have not felt the embrace or touch of a kind person for fifteen years now. My wife was torn from my side and I was forced to watch as she was brutalized before my eyes by soldiers who had their own

Spike Auto-11's On Thursday!!!
HAVE TALKED TO SPIKE ABOUT A REPEAT OF THE RATE-A-THON THAT WE DID LAST MONTH FOR VIPS! IT IS SET FOR SOMETIME ON THE MORNING ON 12/25/08, AND I KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU ARE BUSY ON CHRISTMAS, BUT PLEASE TRY TO MAKE THE EFFORT, SO MANY MEMBERS NEED VIPS! I WILL PUT IN MY STATUS WHEN HE ACTIVATES, PLEASE KEEP AN EYE ON HIS PROFILE IN CASE I AM ASLEEP, I AM REALLY COUNTING ON ALL OF YOU, THE BOMBING THING HAS GOTTEN RIDICULOUS, BUT WE ARE DEALING! I NEED FOR YOU TO COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE FOR SPIKE, PLEASE DO NOT BEGIN UNTIL HIS AUTO-11'S ARE ACTIVE... ALSO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF RATES, AND IF YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO HELP, PLEASE HAVE THEM DO THE SAME!

Club Mystic Family List
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Past To Present
Its seems like so long ago That you said Goodbye It felt like an eternity I know And it made me want to cry No longer would you be there Your voice I'd no longer hear To me it seemed you didn't care I just wanted to disappear Your laugh only a memory Those beautiful green eyes, gone for good My eyes wet, frozen beneath this tree I tried to forget but its not like I could The smile I'd seen so many times And hearing you confess you love to me The inspiration for all my rhymes Its what I'd give just to make you see Maybe then you'll smile like you once did Maybe you can laugh like never before Perhaps you;ll show the love you hid And maybe we would be close once more Then maybe after reading what I have to say And how I've missed what we used to share I wont have to wait any longer for the day When you tell me you love me and you still care

I Do?
This is just a funny little piece I wrote, had the idea after my girlfriend kept harassing me about getting married. You can tell where I stood on the matter by this :P (Pardon the formatting, I don't use hard returns so it will look a little shaky, I am sure) Jon stood in front of Immaculate Conception Weddings, the only wedding shop in New Orleans that you could get married without a marriage license. It was also the only place that Jon knew of where you could purchase a ring to go along with the deal. Jon was extremely cheap and this shop was renown for having the cheapest engagement rings in the entire city. Jon's heart raced as he reached for the door. He would soon buy the ring that would change his life for better or worse. He opened the door, and walked in. The shop was dimly lit and had a few pews near the entrance, in front of the pews stood an altar and a man that had to be old enough to have done the ceremony for Adam and Eve. To the left of the layout stood a gl

Introduction
At one time, when I was much younger, I thought I wanted to be a professional writer, a novelist. I wrote a few short stories, and have several novel ideas still wringing around in my head. Dialog is always my problem, so when I take long drives I often find myself "acting" out what the characters would say. I am pretty sure I've gotten so crazy looks from other drivers as they see me talking to myself. Anyway, I ran across a couple of my shorts from *years* ago, and I figured I'd share them. And maybe the first couple of chapters to the novel I've been working on, on and off, for the last five or so years. Enjoy!

Rating People
ireally hate when i take the time to rate peoples profiles,pictures and stash and i get nothing in return not even a thank you for taking the time to rate me from now on i will not just rate people..if you cant even take the time to rate back the people that rate you or at least tell that person thank you i have better things to do and people to rate that will return the favor

X-posted From My Livejournal: Willing To Serve.
(For those of you interested in reading my previous LJ entries, here is the link: http://larrycar.livejournal.com ) Jesus, it's been far too long since I've updated this thing.. After the last time I posted, I visited my now fiancee Arlette for her birthday, and that was such a blast.. Met some of her family, friends, and coworkers, went to the Rocky Horror Picture Show live show in Houston with her, went out to eat with her Dad's side of the family, got a little tipsy one night and put on a show hehe, visited her workplace.. it all seemed to evanescent.. arriving and disappearing far too fast.. and I haven't seen her since, besides on Webcam and talking on the phone. She'll be coming back to visit in less than two weeks now, and I'm so excited. She gets to see more of my friends, go to a party, and experience a shitload of snow. And yes, we're engaged now, but not officially. See, the morning before she left, I brought her to Walden Pond for the sunrise and gave her my class rin

End Of The Year
Well 2008 really flew by. It seems like yesterday that my 2nd daughter was born and that my life was turned upside down. All I really want for Christmas this year is for financial freedom, but I will settle for peace, love and happiness. Although, I think you have to work on getting those. LOL. I am hoping that 2009 will bring a new job opportunity for me and that I will continue to build my friendships here on fu. Who knows maybe I will find love in the process. 2008 I spent most of my time on Fubar and it has been really fun. I do find time to spend with my kids, so if I am not on that much please understand that. Also, I will be posting more pics in a week or so. I can only add about 40 more so if you have any suggestions please let me know. No more nsfw ones for awhile. I need pics that are actually rateable and will help me level, rather than have people look at and get off from. Don't get me wrong, I find it very flattering that some of you find my body very attractive

He Proposed!
my lover. my friend. And now my life. we will last forever. through dark and deep we will be side by side. kids in the halls, us at the holler. no rain or death can split us apart. Together forever and ever. the angels in heaven envy us. The demons in hell hate us. but we, we love us.

Sadz
I am struggling to beat the sadz... all this snow has somewhat made me emo'ish. We have a ton out there now, was suppose to stop today and re-start tomorrow, but nope its snowing. This means I wont be seeing my kids on Christmas and its really bothering me.

My Wall
how easy is it to put up a wall around your hart.... ever think about that? and then one day u meet someone and u start talking then dating and the next thing you know the wall you put up gets in the way. and you dont know how to take it down. you would rather feel safe then happy or get hurt again. well if you know how to take a wall down around a heart let me know. because thats my life.

The First Official "i Love You"
My Boyfriend David (AKA: Reno Wildfire) Told me last Night he LOVES ME! He told me he has been thinking about telling me for a while, but he didnt want me t thinkhe was just saying it to say it, and he really means it. I am so in love with him guys, he is amazing and perfect. He also told me last night I make him happy and make him feel special. HE is soooo Sweet!!! I Love him, I love him, I LOVE HIM!!!! He told me he will always be here for me no matter what, and wants to take care of me. How sweet is that. Ive found the perect guy period!!! He is sweet and loving, and the best lover I have ever had, hands down, best kisser... not to mention sexy as hell. Im soooo Glad he is alllll Mine!!! I cant believe how happy he makes me and how much I am in love with him. Im bursting with happiness becuase of him. David Terry Ooley... I Love you baby!!! Again, I just had to ramble and tell you all.. sorry for the sappy ramble hehe xxx Tiff

Life
So Friday, I got off work around 4:30am. Sitting in my truck letting it warm up, and two guys pull up. The driver gets out, walks up to the SAGE (restraint next to work) picks up a five gallon planter with a pine tree/bush that they have done up like a X-mas tree, and starts to walk to his car. " Oh no your not taking that" I say as I'm getting out of my PUT. At witch point he starts walking faster... With my gimp ass, I know that I'll never get to him before he gets the thing to his car. So I go for the drivers door, open it to take the keys out of the car so he can't drive off, and he try's to git in behind me!!! SO now here we are. I'm sitting on his lap in the drivers seat, trying to reach the keys as his "FRIEND" yelling, "Git out of MY car" starts tugging at me. As I'm yelling at them, " I'M TAKING THE KEYS, THE COPS ARE BEING CALLED, AND YOU TWO ARE GOING TO JAIL" (Sara was in the truck with me, had went in to get "The Boy" and call the CPD) I feel my arm

Alone
Just sitting here Lost in thought Is Love real Or is it bought To some it’s a joke They don’t care who they hurt Threat us bad Our worth, less than dirt But I believe Love is real I have searched all over Just wanting to feel But to no avail I have yet to find Someone who loves me Bring me peace of mind I often think Of just giving in To spend my life alone No heart to win Just wanting to be loved For who I am Finding many people Don’t give a dam A simple man Is all I can be They cant see past my looks They cant see me A big heart Just wanting to love Having so much to give No answer from above A loving, caring Sensitive man Giving all to one All I can To many times I hear women say Where are all the good men Have they gone away I sit back and say nothing Heart covered in fear To say there is one Standing right here But truth be known We are a dying breed Without love We can not feed Looks can fade From the hands

London Underground
Some people might like to get a train to work Or a beamer or a merc Some guys might like to travel on my bus But i can't be bothered with the fuss today I'm gonna take my bike Cos once again the tube's on strike The greedy bastard's want extra pay For sittin on their arse all day Even though they earn 30k So i'm standing here in the pouring rain Where the fuck's my fucking train (Chorus) London underground (London underground) Their all lazy fucking useless cunts. London underground (London underground) There all greedy cunts I want to shoot them all, With a rifle All they say is please mind the doors, And they learn that on the two day course. This job could be done by a four year old, They just leave us freezing in the cold. What you smell is what you get, Burger king and piss and sweat. You roast to death in the boiling heat, With tourists treading on your feet. And chewing gum on every seat, So don't tell me to mind the doors I want my fucking mon

Good Times
So there's this guy that I'm just crazy about. We are very happy together (most times) he makes life more enjoyable. Always makes me laugh. Makes me feel special. I love him alot. And in other news this damn snow is not going away in fact there's only going to be more so we might get a white christmas after all these years of just rain and cold.

Sadness Into Words...
Impossible to write any more sorrows borrowing from feelings that dont remain wallowing and sinking and circling the drain Taking up space that could be better used confused as to why these things happen tapping in to unchanged meanings Dreaming of a time that all will feel right out of sight these things I dream Gleaming with beams of light streaming freeing us all heart and soul mind and body under control tales told of times when we were happy tap water and scraps of food no times of hunger and solemn mood no grim blank stares and attitudes slow slim blinks ... more of a flutter a simple kiss cause for shuttering butterfiles studder and stammer the feelings you hold deep sleep while dreaming now dreaming of sleep deep in depression and looking for the leap steep shear cliffs and drifting winds long cold nights beneath blankets of sin winning this fight only I can win tinted light shines pale and thin clinging to what lies beyond this dark stinging s

Guy's Side Of The Story!
The Man Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. Anything we said 6

A Very Nice Poem From Kimberlee, Ty So Much..we Loves You!
~~THE ONES I TRUST COMPLETELY, ~~WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE, ~~THE ONES I HOLD So DEAR TO ME, ~~MY HEART FEELS SO FULL ~AND~GLAD!~~ ~~NEVER IN ME LIFE, ~~HAVE I FELT SUCH STRENGTH IN FRIENDSHIP SO TRUE, ~~THREE VERY TRUSTED FRIENDS, ~~I HAVE COME TO FIND IN YOU!~~ ~~I CAN SHARE ANYTHING, ~~NEVER TO FEEL AFRAID, ~~NEVER TO FEEL THREATENED, ~~FEEL HURT,~OR~FEEL BETRAYED!~~ ~~I TREASURE YOU THREE, ~~I HAVE THE HEART,~YALL~HOLD THE KEY, ~~IN MY MIND THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT, ~~TRUE FRIENDSHIP WAS MENT TO BE!~~ ~~~WRITTN BY KIMBERLEE~THATS ME~~

Woman Like Me
[VERSE 1:] Do you think You could fall for a woman like me 'Cause I find it hard to trust I need too much And I really don't believe in love, no no Do you think That I could be the girl of your dreams Sometimes I don't let things go Get emotional And sometimes I'm just out of control [CHORUS:] You need to stop for a minute Before you get too, deep up in it (Too deep) 'Cause everything ain't what it seems It's hard loving a woman A woman like me (Woman like me) You need to think about it Before you get hooked on the venom And can't live without it (No no) Can't believe everything you see It's hard loving a woman A woman like me [VERSE 2:] Do you think That I could be the one that you seek 'Cause baby I'm one step ahead You're two steps behind But baby I don't mind Do you think That I can make you real happy baby Just don't get me wrong My loving is so strong But I ain't tryna lead you on [CHORUS:] You need to stop for a minute (No no) Before

Mother Love For Her Babies
Sitting here and lisiting to Hinder .....Thinking about my sons..I know that they are ok .. My heart just hurts like hell..I have been crying so much for the past few days.. I am making myself sick from all this stress...You moms out there know what I am going though....I am to the point I want to hurt him but he is really wroth it... All I can do is wait to here from them and love them no matter where they are..Gordon my heart hurts so much Why in the hell did you take them from it is not fair...I am there mother .. I love them so much.. How would you feel if you could never see your child again.. Oh my God I cannot stop the crying ...

Words Describe It All
I’m cold I’m cold (Yeah) I’m cold Yeah I got the right to put up a fight but not quite cause you cut off my light But my sight is better tonight and I might See you in my nightmare Oh how did you get there Cause we were once a fairytale But this is fair well I got my life and its my only one I got the night, I’m running from the sun So goodnight, I made it out the door (door door door door) After tonight, there will be no return After tonight, I’m taking off on the road I’m taking off on the road And that you know (that you know) Tell every one that you know That I don’t love you no more And that’s one thing that you know That you know! OK I’m back up on my grind You, do you and I’m just gone do mine You, do you cause I’m just gone be fine OK I got you out my mind The night is young, the drinks is cold The stars is out, I’m ready to go You always thought I was always wrong Well know you know Tell everybody everybody that you know Tell everybody

Common Sense Is Gone
AN OBITUARY PRINTED IN THE LONDON TIMES. Interesting and sadly true. 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, 'Common Sense', who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouth wash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost g

This Year
I was going to make this flashy but decided not to. I just wanted to take a few minutes to write this blog and say a few things. It's the holiday season which means spending time with family and loved ones. Enjoy that time with them. Put aside past differences and just enjoy the moment. Next year is never a guarantee. Those around you and in your life now might not be there next year or even tomorrow. Smile and laugh. Make memories that years from now will still bring a smile to your face. Don't focus on what you don't have in your life this year. Focus on what you do have. Focus on the friends and loved ones who care for you and love you. Be thankful for the life you do have. If you don't get that gift you were hoping for, that's okay. There are people who will get no gifts, who will spend the holidays away from loved ones whether they are the one currently serving overseas or whether they are the loved one at home waiting for their soldier to come home. Sure at t

The Night Before Christmas.
Twas the night before Christmas,he lived all alone, in a one bedrrom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who, in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stockings by mantel, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung a picture of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a Soldier, once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a Canadian Soldier. Was this the Hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the Families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these Soldiers, who were willing to fight. Soon round th

Walmart And How Evil They Are!
As I read the stories from walmart employees present and former (on http://www.walmartwatch.com/ )I see more and more just what Corporate Greed has done to Sam Waltions walmart. Walmart is a corrupt company now starting with the Corp office. I have personally called walmart corp office only to be pushed a side because they turn a blind eye to the issues I have presented to them about my store (#1037). It is My belief that the corporate people train and condone the actions of all those under them in the quest for the all mighty buck! This greed for money that they have is harming every person who has ever "worked" or is "working" for them (unless you are in there good old boy group and are in managment and do not have to "WORK" for your money but get it from the "work" of others like they do). Its time for all Americans to see walmart for just what it is, Sam Waltions Ideals are gone and walmart does not care about its employees any more. There only care is for how much money

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Atreyu Knows It Best
You Are a Tulip You have a wild, experimental side that craves change. You often switch jobs and lovers, always looking for something better. But deep down, you're also very well grounded and content. And you will come to know that the life you live is already ideal. What Flower Are You?

Da Freaks...dey Want Me!
Ok again had to save this convo somewhere since it cracked me up so here it is. BTW if you are reading this keep in mind I have never talked to this chick ever! ->candy_88: I was too actually candy_88: i was serious thanks ->candy_88: How big is that vibrator? You running it all the way inside of you? ->candy_88: Well it tastes like pennies...I know...big let down right there but to this day I can never look at the change from McDonalds the same ya know. candy_88: damn i have to use my vibrator again candy_88: yea but have you ever eatin a woman and she squirted i'm curious how it tasted i get into watchin porn and thats my fav squirters and it looks like urine i know they say its not but what do u think ->candy_88: I live in Indiana hun so your a lil ways away from me candy_88: so you live where ->candy_88: squirten's hot....nothin wrong with that at all candy_88: yea i squirt sometimes too so you better wear a raincoat ->candy_88: cotton in my ears huh? B

Are You Effing Kidding Me?
why cant us filipinos think of our own stories or concepts to make movies from!!! abs-cbn(a famous flipino TV station) is planning to do a tagalog version of twilight yes on television! and their casting two of my hatest local actors! ugh! filipino movies are so corny! all we do is copy stories from international movies! but most of it are so corny! dont you agree with me, my fellow pinoys? they did the same with gossip girl and now twilight? give me a fucking break!!!! they even copied the poster!!! pathetic pathetic! Cathy Garcia Molina you really fucked up this time. theres even a petition from twilight fans all over the world to stop the production. shame. TA TA!

Even The Ant World Has Its Suicide Bombers Two Days Before Christmas
All but the last four words of today’s title comprise the “Q&A” title in the current issue of “U.S. News and World Report”. It contains nine questions from an interview with Edward O. Wilson, a Harvard University professor known as the “father of sociobiology” who has among other things coauthored a book that’s the leading scientific study on ants as well as “The Superorganism”, a book on the collaborative nature of ants. The title refers to a type of ant in Asian and South American rain forests that blows itself up by contracting its body violently when near its enemies and spewing poisonous liquid from their remains. To the ant colony this ant is protecting, it’s the ultimate altruist. I read the article while I was watching Sarah and Jeffrey in our church nursery Sunday during the second performance of the Christmas cantata, and I like to learn something new. Something for the anthropomorphic – look it up – in our audience today: one question in that article that I liked beca

A Soldier's Prayer.
I was that which Others did not want to be, I went where Others feared to go and did what Others feared to do. I asked nothing from Those who gave nothing and reluctantly accepted the thought of Eternal loneliness should I fail. I have seen the face of Terror, felt the Stinging cold of fear and enjoyed the Sweet taste of a moments Love. I have Cried, Pained and Hoped, but most of all, I have Lived times, Others would say are best Forgotten. At least someday, I will be able to Say, that I was Proud of what I was...... A Soldier.

The Airborne Mystique
In French we are known as "Les Paras", in German "Die Fallschirmjager", in Spanish "Los Paracaidistas" and in English "Paratroopers". Whatever the language used, the connotation is that of Soldiers who are held in awe and respect by our Countrymen and adversaries. We form a body of tough,elite, highly disciplined troops for any Nation. For some, we have been held back as a generalreserve; for others, we have been the first forces employed in times of trouble. More than any other types, Airborne forces are most directly and effectively useful in cold war, limited conflict and general war. In cold war we represent the Nation's "hole card"---Mobile forces always ready for rapid deployment and so are a deterrent force. In limited war, we would likely be the first Army forces strategically deployed. In general war, we could carry out a variety of missions, such as reinforcing combat elements already deployed, filling strategic gaps where there were no deployments and interdicting enemy forc

I Am..
I normally don't blog, especially about life issues. This is something I HAVE to discuss! Some of what I have to say may come across offensive, even sound conceited.. Ever wonder why the thrill of pay day is evaporated by the understanding that every cent in that check will go straight to bills? Nothin left over. Your paycheck equaled the exact amount of every bill you have for that time frame that must be paid. Just when you think you are finally ahead and can have a few dollars left for a comfortable start to a 'nest egg' .... your car screws up and you now get to use that money to fix it. Prayin that it's gonna work this time, only to start over with bills, putting money aside, somethin happening to delete your newly earned savings. Unfortunately most of you reading this know exactly where I am coming from.. but don't worry.. if you haven't chances are you will. Kind of hurts to know that everyone has to go through that rough time. That dry spell in finances. They say money

Just Me I Guess
IN A NUT SHELL....I HAVE BEEN WITH THE SAME GUY FOR THE LAST 13YRS....THATS BEEN 13 SUPER DUPER LONG YEARS...IM JUST TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED OF THE SAME CRAP DIFFERENT DAY...I HAVE 3 AWSOME KIDS AND A MOM BOD TO GO WITH IT..I HAVE BEEN 5-9 SINCE I WAS 16 SOOO AND AT THE MOMENT MY HAIR IS BROWNISH/AUBURNISH SOMETIMES BURGUNDY... IF I HAD A CHRISTMAS WISH THIS IS HOW IT WOULD GO.... DEAR SANTA.... I WOULD LIKE TO FIND A MAN THAT IS ATEAST 5-11 AND HAS A GOOD JOB,CAR,LIVES ON HIS OWN HAS ALL HIS OWN HAIR AND TEETH BE ATLEAST HWP AND WOULD LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM AND WHAT I LOOK LIKE FLAWS AND ALL AND THAT DOESNT MIND ME STAYING HOME WTH THE KIDS...HOW EVER I AM WOKING ON THE JOB THING THO...I JUST WANNA BE HAPPY...IM TIRED OF BEING TIRED ALL THE TIME..LOVE ME LOVE MY KIDS ITS PACKAGE DEAL....

Snow Tale
December 8 It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the girlfriend and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry - we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be awful! Bob says we'll have so much snow by t

Ok Everyone Help Me Out Here. :)
Ok Im trying to find friends on here. I figured I could get more this way by sending out something to all members instead of trying to find some. So my intention here is trying to get out to all members. So I am married and have 4 kids and I work from my home. So anyone got any ideas other than this on how I can talk to as many people as I can. Get in touch with me. Thanx. Cindy.

Mum
Just so we are clear, I've had my eyes opened slightly. I created a MUM about coming back to DJ. Very little views and fewer votes. So unless some christmas miracle happens I wont be back to DJ. I was hoping that with all the people that said I was so great and would be my fans forever was just internet talk for "yea whatever". Im disheartened greatly. I at least know who friended me for real and who did it just for points or to say that they know me. Also ive been putting my resume in at real radio stations locally and got nothing. Wanna impress me? x 103 and y 106 in indiana email them bomb them get me a job doin my show. Or at the least message me here. and if they want an audition ill hook up with a lounge and show them how good i really am. Thanks to all my real friends. If you have my old yahoo it is no more. If you want to get in touch with me personally contact swtchrrypie. See ya Dark Messenger

Reflections
1017 am After much thought and after a conversation or two I had last night. I know my blog was depressing for those who read it. I was just feeling like that because I put myself in that situation. To be honest, it was refreshing to have someone slap me int he face with their point of views. You know, sometimes a girl needs that. I may not be expressive with words when I am in front of a person but I am expressive with my words when I do write/type them down. I had a decent conversation with a guy I consider my best friend. I knew exactly what he was thinking and what he was going to say but I guess I needed to have him tell me up front. Then about 2hrs later I received a phone call from a wonderful guy. I like him a lot. He told me how he felt when he read my blogs and also how he felt when I posted up some salutes. For that, I am sorry for not taking your thoughts into consideration. You're the one for me right now and I wouldn't want to do anything to ma

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Christmas Dinner
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. This won first prize. Christmas With Louise As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings were overflowed, his poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, "What does this do? You're kidding me! Who would buy that?" Finally, I made it to the inflatable doll section. Finding what I wanted was difficult. Love Dolls com

Why Jesus Is Better Than Santa Claus
Why Jesus is better than Santa Claus Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere. Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water. Santa comes but once a year ... JESUS is an ever present help. Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs. Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart when invited. You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name. Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His arms. Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ... JESUS knew our name before we were born... Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads. Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love All Santa can offer is HO HO

Please Help
I am trying to reach DISCIPLE by xmas 850k away lots of pics and stash...thanx for any help you can give. ~ please repost bulletin ~ !!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySnowOwl~@ fubar

Daughter Rant
My daughter (turned 17 in Nov) and I had a huge fight last year and she decided to go live with her father. After about a month or so, she called to say she wanted to come home, because her father is a prick. I warned her before she went, but she was so mad at me she didn't care. I told her no, she made her choice, she had to live with it at least until school was out. This summer, she moved from her fathers to my sisters, instead of coming home. She said she didn't like my rules and her brothers were mean to her. These moves were her choice. I tried to warn my sister about her behavioral issues, she didn't believe me, until now. I got an email yesterday from my sister (my daughter is home with me for Christmas break) saying that she does not feel it is such a good idea for my daughter to live with her anymore. There have been behavioral issues. My daughter lying straight to her face, drinking, getting bad grades, and being ungrateful. I am fine with my daughter comin

Carbon Copy Review
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Nickname Change
Just wanted to let you know that Jim06605 is now 'H4rd Ch4rg3r'. The reasoning behind it is: 1. Love my Car which happens to be a 08 Dodge Charger 2. Fan of Jane's Addiction who also has a song called hardcharger. 3. Im just sill that way. Im still the same idiot, pervin on all the hotties. BTW, I will be traveling today to visit the parents, so I may not be online that much during the next few days. Merry XMass everyone.

Christmas Carol (xxx)
Christmas Carol It was that time of year again. Every year, the place where I worked threw a big Christmas Party. This was the fifth such party that I had attended, and it was as dull as the rest. Jones was doing his fruitcake jokes again, and Lucy and Bob were fighting. At least she was no longer working for the company, leaving right before she had their baby. I was looking forward to leaving, and was only here for the almost mandatory party. I could have not come, but it might have affected my career. I was due for a promotion, and this might help me get it. It was being held in the Buffet area on the ground floor of our office building. We occupied the second floor and the basement, and the hotel occupied the first, and the third through the tenth floors. This made it convenient, for I did not have to worry about parking or anything else. In fact, the hotel offered us discount rates for rooms, in case we had to much to drink. I sat through the

Sarge's Bad Girls Pic Folders
If Anyone Has Seen This In My Rules Folder And Has A Sarge's Pic Folder ..Leave A Comment Here So I Can Be Sure To Rate it.. I Will Be Rating Them As I See A Comment Here 2) all girls should have a pic folder on their page marked Sarge's Bad girls and keep your bad girl tags, and other bad girl pics in it, like graphics, etc. found online (Check out Vamp Morticia's for ideas) You should have at least 25 pics.

A Few Holiday Jokes
If you see a fat man ... Who's jolly and cute, wearing a beard and a red flannel suit, and if he is chuckling and laughing away, while flying around in a miniature sleigh with eight tiny reindeer to pull him along, then lets face it... Your eggnog's too strong! ************************************************* Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell

Bling & Bux - 'tis The Season To Be Merry
Pre-Christmas Auto 11 Bling-Bux-Rama!!! Cherries, Bux, and Bling !!!! Chiina_Whiite Auto 11 Today 9am Fu Time. Please check your local time and cross reference it to the HH Schedule. 3 Chances to Be a Winner: Bling Race FuBux Drawing Daily Random Drawing RACE, RACE, RACE! 9am Fu Time-Race is On. FIRST 3 to completely rate the 540 pic Bling-A-Rama Folder will win a DANCING SNOWMAN Plz Private Message me upon completion. The Grand Prize Drawings Over 5 Mil in Prizes: Rate ALL EZ RATE 100 pic & Default folders and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes. 2 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux 500k Fubux Plz Privat

Santa's Vacation
Santa Claus needed a vacation. He decided to go to Texas because it was warm and he had heard that the people were friendly. As soon as he arrived in town, people began to point and say, "Look! The big red one! Isn't he someone famous?" Santa thought, "Gee, I'll never get any rest if people start asking to sit on my lap and try to tell me things they want." So he decided to disguise himself. He bought a cowboy outfit complete with cowboy boots and cowboy hat. "No one will know me now -- I look just like everyone else!" He thought happily. As soon as Santa started walking down the street people began to point and say, "Look! It's that famous Christmas personality!" Santa rushed around a corner to hide. "It's my beard!" he thought. "They recognize me because of my long white beard!" So Santa went to a barbershop and had his beard shaved off. "I really look like everybody else now!" Santa thought. So he walked down the street with a big smile on his face. Suddenly a man shoute

Det Er Kanskje På Tide å Fortelle Om Mitt Eneste Møte Med En Transvestitt?
Jeg oppsøkte det homofile miljøet kun av den årsaken. Men det var umulig å forklare for min venninne selvfølgelig. Hun støttet meg helhjertet i et forsøk på å nærme meg homsene. Biljardkveldene var sånn sett mislykkede unntatt at jeg ble veldig god i biljard og skjønte at jeg ikke er homofil. Jeg traff fyren den første gangen jeg kom dit. Den eneste personen jeg snakket med. Og det virket som om møtet var bestemt for lenge siden. Han var der i sivil men jeg opplevde ham også i utrykningsklær der senere. Jeg ble med ham hjem en gang. Og han sa noe om at faren hans hadde slått moren og ungene. Og vold var inntrykket jeg fikk av ham. Selv om han leste dameromaner nesten som en ironi. Jeg kunne ikke berøre ham uten å kjenne aggresjonen strømme over ryggen hans. Det skjedde noe merkelig i byen den samme perioden. En voldsepisode som var et vannvittig speilbilde av møtet mellom oss. Jeg var på utkikk etter en forståelsde for mine androgyne sider men skjønte at jeg ikke kun

Constitutional Faux Pas
THE UNITED STATES CONSTITUTION Article VI. Clause 3 "... but no religious Test shall ever be required as a Qualification to any Office or public Trust under the United States." Amendment I "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof;" ---------------------------------------------------- State Constitutions that Discriminate Against Atheists Arkansas State Constitution, Article 19 Section 1 ("Miscellaneous Provisions") No person who denies the being of a God shall hold any office in the civil departments of this State, nor be competent to testify as a witness in any court. Maryland's Declaration of Rights, Article 36 "That as it is the duty of every man to worship God in such manner as he thinks most acceptable to Him, all persons are equally entitled to protection in their religious liberty; wherefore, no person ought by any law to be molested in his person or estate, on account of his religious persuasi

Signs Your Kids Don't Like Their Presents
1. There's something half-hearted about the way they say, "Oh wow -- Q- Tips". 2. They spend Christmas morning making up games involving wrapping paper. 3. They hire a Gambino family hit man to break Santa's kneecaps. 4. You see them trying to shove everything back up the chimney. 5. Spelled out in Legos on the front lawn are the words "You're Cheap!!!". 6. Moments after they unwrap gifts, you see them for sale on E-Bay. 7. Your son simply refuses to understand why you couldn't get him two hours alone with Cindy Crawford. 8. They cite your gifts as a major factor in their decision to convert to Islam. 9. You wake up and find the head of Elmo in your bed. 10. They ask, "Where'd you buy this stuff -- Crap `R' Us?" HAPPY TUESDAY......HUGZ TO YA..!!!!!!!

Merry Christmas To All
Sexy Scraps for Orkut, Latino MySpace Comments It has snowed by day and night. I looked out my window and exclaimed what a pure delight! Everything looks so beautiful and bright! Look at the Christmas trees with all the red and green lights! Wow what a beautiful sight! Everyone came from miles around jumping up and down. As everyone is singing Christmas carols Santa starts to arrive. Everyone started to dance and jive. Everyone please remember the real reason for the season. Enjoy the parades and dinners too. Enjoy the season through and through. MerryChristmas to all and to all a good night! Sexy Scraps for Orkut, Latino MySpace Comments

Joy
The joy you bring To my life is grand The warm sensation When you take my hand Your seductive eyes With a loving gaze Puts my mind In a mystic haze With your brilliant smile Your touch my heart You leave me speechless I don’t know where to start With your soft tender kiss You send chills down my spine Making me wish That you were mine The way you skin feels So soft to the touch Makes me want you more Sometimes, too much My love for you Is honest and true For you there is nothing I wouldn’t do My feelings for you Are not based on lust For to win your heart I also must win your trust Yet I will not lie Your body amazes me Dreams of loving you Things yet to see Taking you in my arms Never to let go Loving you all night Is just a fantasy, I know So I sit here alone And cry at night Yearning for you kiss And love me, you might Written for and inspired by Untamable

Santa's Little Helper
Santa's Helper Have you been naughty or nice? I have been a little of both. But mostly naughty. So if you have been naughty too, let me give you a surprise. Cum on over to my member's SEXtion so we can be naughty together. For being naughty, You will see me use a huge candy cane in both my wet pussy and my round ass. Then I will suck all my juices off of it. Ass to Mouth (ATM) AS an added bonus I will give you a big kiss on your hard cock. I also have a new video called "Baby Oil covered Exotic Flame" Cum see how shiny I make my body. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Sex.....sex.....and.....more Sex!!!!
THIS IS TO ALL OF DADDY_LONGSTROKE86's friends....are you nymphos and need someone to give you a good fuck...IM THE ONE!!!! I love to eat pussy:) my dick is 10 inches strong....and believe me its no lie and i do kno how to work it. i can give it to you anytime you want it...i can go all day and all night...so hit me up and feel free to gimme a call 8036876566....look forward to hearin from someone soon....:)

Christmas Poem 2 Those Serving
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

What To Feel?
Flying home to Wisconsin for Christmas....and i'm going to see my boys i havent seen in 2 years. Way too long i know...but thats life sometimes. I think the closer the time gets here to where i see them,hold them again,play with them,rough house with them etc etc etc...the more emotions may hit me and get more intense. All in all i cant wait to see them again. I know they miss and need their daddy. THE END...hehe

Another Loss For Sony Lol
Speaking in the latest issue of Official Xbox Magazine UK, the Last Remnant director said he's crossing his fingers that his next project will be on the Xbox 360. "It's been the team's first time working with Xbox 360 and the Unreal Engine," he said. "In both cases the experience has been a positive one. In fact, as we've only just finished work on Last Remnant I don't even know what my next project is going to be at Square Enix. However, I'm very much hoping it'll be for Xbox 360 as it's been a lot easier to work with than PlayStation 3."

Ea Rules Lol
An Electronic Arts commercial for Tiger Woods PGA Tour 09 has been banned in the U.K. in its current form for using Xbox 360 footage to promote the Wii version of the game. In the ad, Tiger is seen swinging a Wiimote, and the whole ad is overset with the Wii logo, but the graphics are Xbox. In its defense, EA said the Wii footage was not "of broadcast quality."

Happy Holidays!
Hey everyone! I know I am still freshmeat here, not technically by level anymore, but it's only my third day as a fubarite and I am really getting used to the site. It's awesome all the things they have for us to use to interact with each other and I think fubar is a great social network, one I will keep up with! I just wanted to wish everyone Happy Holidays and to thank heavymetalmama for inviting me! YOU ROCK!!!

You Cannot Win The Race Unless You Run.
Tuesday, December 23, 2008 YOU CANNOT WIN THE RACE UNLESS YOU RUN. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You must take the first step to win any race. The first step will take some effort and maybe some pain. But after that, everything you have to do is real - life movement. Once you're moving you must keep moving. Create a definite plan for carrying out your desires and begin at once, whether you're ready or not, to put your plan into action. If you can get up the courage to begin, you have the courage to succeed. You can only fail if you fail to start. Winning starts with beginning. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => Beauty To Die For? =============================== Free Webinar: How to Thrive In The Down Economy Our economy is being labeled "The Great

12/23 Tue List Of Ppl Close To Leveling
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE....THESE ARE PEOPLE I FOUND THIS MORNING THAT ARE CLOSE TO LEVELING AND COULD USE OUR HELP.....I WILL POST WHAT LEVEL THEY ARE REACHING....IF YOU CLICK ON THEIR LINK AND WE HAVE ALREADY GOTTEN THEM TO THAT LEVEL....MOVE ON TO THE NEXT PERSON IN THE LIST AND SO ON.......LETS GET SOME PEOPLE LEVELED AND SHOW THEM WHAT A GREAT FAMILY WE ARE!!!! GREAT JOB ON LEVELING THE FIRST 3 EVERYONE!!!! 19K TO LEVEL 12 TinMan@ fubar 40K TO LEVEL 19 shladyd@ fubar

Question-updated
Ok Ive had a few memebers come to me to let me know they are going to be leaving the group. I understand and support their decisions. What I would like to know is....Who still wants me to try and keep the family going and who still wants me to send them links when there are ppl needing help leveling? Im more then happy and willing to do so but I need to know if anyone is still interested...Please leave a comment here letting me know your answer...I wont be posting anymore blogs for leveling until I hear from the majority of you and if you dont leave a comment I will just take it as you dont want to receive anymore links for ppl needing to be leveled and the others will know your no longer interested Im am very glad that I joined this family, Ive met some really awesome fantastic ppl and am honored to call you guys my friends :o) Hope everyone has an awesome holiday season!

Friends List
Ok Yall it is becoming 2009 and I want to start fresh so here is the deal. FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE MY FRIENDS IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY PAGE PLZ SEND ME A SHOUT OR A PRVATE MESSAGE AND IF I DON'T HEAR FROM YOU THEN YOU WILL BE DELETED. I WISH EVERYONE A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON AND HOPE ALL GOES AS WELL AS YOU ALL WOULD WISH AND WANT IT TO BE. YOU ALL HAVE BEEN GOOD TO ME AND I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU ALL TO SHARE IN THE FUN AND FAMILY WITH MY LOUNGE IF YOU WANT THE LINK JUST HIT ME UP WE HAVE GREAT PPL AND WE ARE TOTALLY DRAMA FREE.... I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU ALL IN THE NEXT COMING YEARS.....

Snowzilla Is In Danger...
Good Morning… It’s amazing what people will find interesting…case in point I am even noting this article. Snowzilla the Snowman from Alaska. ANCHORAGE, Alaska - Snowzilla is no more. Municipal officials in Anchorage have given a cease-and-desist order to builders of the giant snowman that made appearances the last three years in an east Anchorage neighborhood. The giant snowman was a favorite for photographers and camera crews from Russia and Japan filmed the temporary sculpture. Snowzilla in 2005 rose 16 feet. He had a corncob pipe and a carrot nose and two eyes made out of beer bottles. He was built in the front yard of the Powers family home and Billy Powers said his children collected snow from neighbor’s homes to add to the height and breadth. The snowman was built even higher in succeeding years, but not everybody in the neighborhood liked all the cars and visitors who came to see him. City officials deemed Snowzilla a public nuisance and safety hazard. A few weeks ago, code

Unhappy
I realise I am not the only one that is unhappy on here ....and its true some will say if your not happy switch off like the TV when the programme is rubbish. I haven't closed down my pc and logged out of fubar in a long time but apart from a few good friends I cant see any point in keeping it on. The few that do stop by my page, are those that I class real friends, they are the ones that actually notice what my status says ... empty friends are those that only notice my status when it says "auto 11s on" not that I've had that many the few I have received are from true friends:-) Fake friends are those that say .... "oh why did you delete me? " - "read my profile which explains why you were deleted!" I could roll of those empty friends those that dont come by for days/weeks and then get an auto so send me a comment and attach on the bottom of it a msg " auto 11s on @ " !! - you know who you are!! I will rate "real friends" with autos because they still stop by when they dont

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Denis Leary, Dave Attell, Basil T's Making The Food, Ashley Madison Contest, Jim Norton Coming To Pa And Atlantic
Listen to Today's WORST-OF OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Hey-O, it's Insertion Tuesday! (oh wait, that was yesterday's show... crap. The mind is a terrible thing). Today on the Opie and Anthony Sphincter Stretch, we'll be chatting it up with our buddy Denis Leary, whose new book, Why We Suck: A Feel Good Guide to Staying Fat, Loud, Lazy and Stupid, is a New York Times Best Seller. Denis has gigs coming up in '09 - Get Tickets online now! We'll also be chatting with the one and only Dave Attell, who will be performing at Caroline's December 26-30. ...and of course, we're all getting fat on delicious breakfast, prepared by Executive Chef Steven F. from Basil T's in Tom's River, New Jersey. (and since we're whoring out comedians, gigs, books, and the like, let's help our mushy pal James Norton...) Jim Norton in Allentown and Atlantic City: Our meat-bosomed compatriot Jim Norton is heading to Allentown, PA on New Year's Eve, and then

Damn Liars
BEWARE OF THIS GIRL SHE IS A SCAMMER selling 3 auto 11's@ fubar I SENT HER 3 MILLION FUBUCKS FOR A AUTO 11 HERES THE CONVO WE HAD i sent her 4 million and after she was sent the bux she wouldnt respond again i was buying 2 of them from her and she wont return the bux either!!! this is the first time ive been ripped off!!!

Holiday Eating Tips
HOLIDAY EATING TIPS 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare.. You cannot find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. if something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. as for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission.

Fuck X-mas
1. Stop lying to your kid about an obese man that is in all right committing a fucking crime. 2. Holidays suck for the most part. When did you get something you really wanted and it wasn't a phase you were in? 3. In my defense I'm a little cynical but still have not proved there is a god so that rules out the birthday bullshit. 4. Most people really can't stand 97% of their "FAMILY" I can count on one hand blood relations I like. Only 2 of which I love at all. (yeah I know I'm a dick) In close "STOP WITH THE X-MAS SHIT"

No Matter What
Yeah, I say still i stand Ay, shawty here i am hey (Verse 1) Never have you seen in ya lifetime A more divine southern rapper with a swag like mine Facin all kinda time but smile like I'm fine Brag with such passion and shine without tryin Believe me, pains a small thing to a giant I was born without a dime Out the gutter I climbed spoke my mind and didn't stutter one time Ali said "even the greatest gotta suffer sometimes" So I huff and puff rhymes Lyrics so sick wit it Set the standard in Atlanta how to get get get it So you up and coming rappers wanna diss, just kill it I'm officially the realest...point, blank, period Whether I still live in the hood or just visit Whatever you can do in the hood I done did it That's why the dope boys and the misfits feel it This still his city long as TIP living, listen (Hook) I ain't dead (nah) I ain't done(nah) I ain't scared(of what?), I ain't run(from Who?) But still I stand (yeah) No matter what pimpin here I am

For My Birthday
Ive put alot of thought into what id like for my birthday. one thing is difficult, the rest are simple or rather simple. I would LOVE a VIP, for a month, or year, which i know is way too much to ask for lol. or salutes. I have yet to see a salute anywhere near as amazing as Rx Interlopers salute to me, and that goes for any salute made for anyone on the site by anyone else :P it can be safe for work, or not, doesnt matter, i will also only post it if given permission to. otherwise, i will keep it to myself. I sound kind of greedy dont i? oh well, i dont get to party or go to the bars for my birthday, so for nce im taking a stand ;) salutes can be sent to frozentundra58103@yahoo.com thank you for your time, and for those who read this, comment if youd like so i know whose seen it, and Merry Christmas to you and yours!

Fubar Is Blowin Hard!
Well it seems that Fubar has been fubared. All the stupid changes bein done daily on here is really screwin up things for some people. I saw on Baby Jesus' blog yesterday a comment he made about people sittin on a photo/profile leavin the same comment over & over again. Well there are reasons for doin that. Not everybody is fortunate enough to have a bank account to spend there hard earned money on. Some make it day to day and if someone enters or is put in a contest so they can be "equal" to the others on here with VIP's,HH's,Bling Packs & Blast it shouldn't make any difference to anybody on here includin Baby Jesus because the money goes to the same damn place when its bought for someone else just as it does if an individual buys it for themselves or someone else. I haven't been on here long and the way this place is turnin out I won't be on here much longer. And then I go and see all the suck ass comments from some of the same people who were like oh I love the chan

Spike Rate-a-thon Set For Christmas Day!!!
HAVE TALKED TO SPIKE ABOUT A REPEAT OF THE RATE-A-THON THAT WE DID LAST MONTH FOR VIPS! IT IS SET FOR SOMETIME ON THE MORNING ON 12/25/08, AND I KNOW THAT SOME OF YOU ARE BUSY ON CHRISTMAS, BUT PLEASE TRY TO MAKE THE EFFORT, SO MANY MEMBERS NEED VIPS! I WILL PUT IN MY STATUS WHEN HE ACTIVATES, PLEASE KEEP AN EYE ON HIS PROFILE IN CASE I AM ASLEEP, I AM REALLY COUNTING ON ALL OF YOU, THE BOMBING THING HAS GOTTEN RIDICULOUS, BUT WE ARE DEALING! I NEED FOR YOU TO COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE FOR SPIKE, PLEASE DO NOT BEGIN UNTIL HIS AUTO-11'S ARE ACTIVE... ALSO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF RATES, AND IF YOU HAVE ANY FRIENDS TO HELP, PLEASE HAVE THEM DO THE SAME! WILL TRY TO UPDATE OTHER BLOGS LATER, VERY ILL ATM, SO STAY TUNED!

Slow Slow Connection(read)
Due to the damaging three fibreoptic cables, my internet connection is going very slow. The cables are expected to be repaired by end of this year. Hopefully,by then I will be able to get back my full internet speed. If you rate me, and I didn't rate you back. I'm sorry. And if you shout at me, and I never response. I'm sorry. My slow internet connection is preventing me from leaving profile comments, so, if I had not leave you any holidays comments,I wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. I miss all of you especially Moet, Kins,the mummers and some others :) Don't forget me. &hearts y'all

Poem
In spite of all my wrongs You stuck around You held on After all of my mistakes You still trusted me I'm the one you refused to hate Night after night I've dreamed of you Wondering if you even thought of me Wondering if you missed me that much too No matter how I tried Those feelings were still there It was the one thing I couldn't hide Your memory follows me everywhere Till this day You can still make me weak with a simple stare I've never even felt your touch But just thinking of it Makes me miss it so much You have this power over me That I've never experienced before Yet it makes me want you that much more One thing I know will never change Is my love for you No matter what I do It will always remain My mind is consumed with thoughts of you Your smile,your voice, your eyes You're like an Angel, too good to be true Thinking of you brings tears to my eyes And yet, it warms my heart at the same time There is no escaping you in dreams

New Rules
George Carlin's rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days . . mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men ca