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Re: Iceland Riots Precursor To U.s. Civil Unrest?
RE: Iceland Riots Precursor To U.S. Civil Unrest? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Nov 2008, 17:12 Iceland Riots Precursor To U.S. Civil Unrest? Riots and protests in Reykjavik calling for the government of Iceland to resign have increased following a financial catastrophe that has wiped out half of the krona’s value and put one third of the population at risk of losing their homes and life savings. Could similar scenes of civil unrest be repeated in the United States as the economy continues to implode? http://www. prisonplanet. com/iceland-riots-precursor-to-us-civil-unrest. html

My Poems!!
My Love Your skin glows like the cherry, blossoms slowly as the lilly in the purest hope of spring. My heart follows your chimes voice and leaps like a spider at the whisper of your name. The evening floats in on a great blue jay wing. I am comforted by your eyes that I carry into the twilight of lipsbeams and hold next to my heart. I am filled with hope that I may dry your tears of water. As my eyes falls from my thought, it reminds me of your bedroom. In the quiet, I listen for the last beat of the day. My heated hands leaps to my bra. I wait in the moonlight for your secret shimmer so that we may fight as one, hands to hands, in search of the magnificent black and mystical glow of love What do u define as a friend the person you laugh with the person you cry with the emotions of a friendship filling inside me you may have a friend but are they real real enough you can tell them anything i am surrounded by lies i may think my friends may be

Thanksgiving Weather Forecast
In the pre-Thanksgiving rush, we have received an early weather report from our in-house weather reporters. This is one, you should be sure to email your Mom. Turkeys will thaw in the morning, then warm in the oven to an afternoon high near 190F. The kitchen will turn hot and humid, and if you bother the cook, be ready for a severe squall or cold shoulder. During the late afternoon and evening, the cold front of a knife will slice through the turkey, causing an accumulation of one to two inches on plates. Mashed potatoes will drift across one side while cranberry sauce creates slippery spots on the other. Please pass the gravy. A weight watch and indigestion warning have been issued for the entire area, with increased stuffiness around the beltway. During the evening, the turkey will diminish and taper off to leftovers, dropping to a low of 34F in the refrigerator. Looking ahead to Friday and Saturday, high pressure to eat sandwiches will be established. Flurries of lef

Re: Russian "infowar" Analyst Says U.s. Will Break Apart
RE: Russian "Infowar" Analyst Says U.S. Will Break Apart ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Nov 2008, 18:02 Russian "Infowar" Analyst Says U.S. Will Break Apart A renowned Russian political analyst has repeated a prediction he made ten years ago that the economic and political turmoil in the U.S. will lead the country to collapse and divide into separate parts. http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/251108Panarin. htm

Re: Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 Trillion
RE: Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 Trillion ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Nov 2008, 14:14 Cost Of Bailout Hits $8.5 Trillion The total cost of funds committed to the bailout in its various guises has now hit $8.5 trillion dollars, up from $7.7 trillion in just two days after the federal government committed an additional $800 billion to two new loan programs on Tuesday. http://www. prisonplanet. com/cost-of-bailout-hits-85-trillion. html

Doing The Right Thing
Well somethings haven't changed. I feel like I'm put in the middle and being asked to choose between my oldest and my relationship. Why can't it be just simple. I love both and they love me. The tension at home is very strong. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop

Nerd, Geek, Or Dork?
Your result for The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test ... Pure Nerd 83 % Nerd, 17% Geek, 30% Dork For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd. The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful. Congratulations! http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-nerd-geek-or-dork-test

Eyeless In Gaza
Det er mulig å se Bw's forhold til Dyland på to forskjellige måter. Dels som en kollaboratør med Dy. Han elsker kong David-muligheten. Det gir en viss makt å være den ondeste personen i historien. Og det gir en mulighet til å få fram essensen av jødedommen i vår europeiske ikke-kristne hverdag. Samtidig avskyr Bw kristendommen. Ikke bare avskyr den. Han hater den intenst. Og han er livredd den. I så stor grad at om jeg hadde bevist for ham at Jesus var egypter og hans handlemåte og væremåte kun er forståelig sett mot Israel som forståelseshorisont ville det ikke hatt noe å si for ham. Å døpes eller frelses er for Bw det samme som offentlig henrettelse. Ganger med 1000 eller en million. Det må være en grunn til dette. Og grunnen er nøyaktig den samme som fikk ham i kontakt og interessesamband med Dy. David-navnet og øyet gir en fastlåst tilknytning til jødedommen som religion. Og den eneste måten å være fastlåst til den religionen som ikke-jøde er enten med kjærlighet el

Giants: Best There Is!
10-1 and defending our title nicely are my beloved New York Giants! A good number of my friends at the Target I work for before the season looked at our schedule and up and down it, they said, "loss, loss, loss" for it. Well, I wonder what they've got to say now that we're 10-1 and not far from clinching the NFC East, a division known by many as the toughest division in football! WE STAKED OUR CLAIM LONG AGO FOR BEING GOOD BUT NOW, WE'RE THE BEST TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT AINT LONG FROM NOW THAT WE'LL BE TALKIN BOUT HOMEFIELD ADVANTAGE THROUGHOUT THE NFC PLAYOFFS IF IT KEEPS UP!!!!!!! Meanwhile, I'm dying to hear from you Giants haters and those of you who doubted my team so where are you all!? I heard all a die-hard Giants fan like myself could stand to hear before the season about how bad we were gonna be so thats why I'm beggin to hear what everyone thinks now! WHO CAN BEAT MY TEAM!? Everybody that anyone wouldve put up against us and told me could beat us has fallen to us sometime with

Happy Hump Day
The phone ringing stops me from finishing my gift wrapping..."Hello...did someone just call me?", OMG that voice just melts me. "Lol, yeah me silly" was my response. "Hi Baby"...."Hi" "Whatcha doin?" I asked. His response was simple, "I was sleeping". "Oh, I was laying here in bed thinking of you and just wanted to call you". "Oh Yeah?"...."yeah, come join me in bed this morning". "No, I want you in my bed." Giggling at the mere thought of it...What will his girlfriend think? "Mmmmm....What are you going to do with this thing you've created in my pants?".... "Oh I have ways of fixing that" "Oh yeah, tell me about them".... Licking just under the head as your hands tangle in my hair...."feel good Baby"? "Yeah"....audible moans...mmmmmmmm "Wait....maybe I should start with your balls? Sucking on each one softly....teasing them with my tongue....Tasting you" "Yes...right there" "Baby, tease that head for me" "Mmmmmmm" Bringing my mouth to your shaft...nibb

Things I Hate
Ok, lately i've been sitting around and can't help but think of all the things I hate either on fubar or outside this addicting thing. Guys with tongue rings, ok well not the tongue ring in general. But when they stick their tongue out in pictures in an attempt to "lure ladies" with their mouthing skills dude I fucking hate that. its unattractive. I hate that fat girls try and mask themselves, by making up this stupid BBW shit, trying to justify that they are unhealthy. news flash fatties, guys don't like blubber, ok some do But they ain't cute so i guess you get what you get. being OVERWEIGHT is NOT I Repeat NOT ATTRACTIVE I think ugly girls should not be allowed to post NSFW pictures. Hey ugly girls! just because a hottie says "lookin good" he's just being nice. he then saves your picture and shows his buddies so they can laugh at you..shit I do that. I hate those cocky people who think that they are better than everyone else "so i'm buying 6 HH's, blah blah blah" Hey

White Guilt
WHITE GUILT IS DEAD By Tom Adkins Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along, depressed by the election aftermath. Not me. I'm virtually euphoric. Don't get me wrong. I'm not thrilled with America 's flirtation with neo socialism. But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds that lofted Barak Obama to the Presidency. For today, without a shred of intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America : The Era of White Guilt is over. This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man. A very liberal black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a racist church for 20 years, and actively worked with America-hating domestic terrorists. Wow! Some resume! Yet they made Barak Obama their leader. Theref ore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, w

Good Morning To Me
So I live in a duplex, and the neighbors are always partying and raising hell at all hours. I have repeatedly asked them to quiet down, people do work and my kids need sleep for school. Well Monday night was the last draw..it was 12:30 in the morning when I heard screaming and fighting..so I called the cops. I am best friends with the sister we had made plans to hang yesterday morning..well i arrived at her house at about 8AM and the brother( who is on parole) and the girlfriend were there...that is when hell broke loose. The girlfriend started yelling at me telling me I should not have called the cops, and I told her I would not have had to call if they were still not going at it and raising all kinds of hell. I mean how many times does someone have to ask before the others take you seriously? That is when she got in my face nose to nose, trying to pick a fight. Well I had my 3 yr old with me so I was not about to fight her...I told her to back off but she was not backing off so i

Life
what does ThanksGIVING means to me.... To me life is about giving THANKS durring lifes ups and downs,,, IN the middle of all the storms in our lives.. we all have them.. we all have our stories... so here is mine for the last almost 2 yrs has been a battle for me in my life.. lots of stuff that could way me down if i allowed it to.. BUt i dont... I made the choice to smile and be happy and make others laugh. well some of the things going on in my life are... my x started having an affair (this mothers day will be 2 yrs.).this black friday will be a yr since the last time i said i was done and told him to leave.. i took him back 3 times durring the affair... i did this so i never had any WHAT IFS in my mind..like what if i would have tried this or said this... so i have no what ifs in my life about it now.but it was very rough time.. he got her pregnant. but she lost it.. and then she got pregnant again.. and she should be giving birth any day now.. so much i could tell u that s

Holiday Mail For Heroes
DO NOT Send Christmas Cards Directly to Walter Reed Guidance for What and Where to Send Do not send your cards directly to Walter Reed. Web Site: http://www.redcross.org/email/saf/ Holiday Mail for Heroes: From the front lines to the home front, the American Red Cross provides service members, their families and veterans with the care and assistance they need. The Red Cross is partnering with Pitney Bowes this holiday season for the Holiday Mail for Heroes campaign. For the second year in a row, we're collecting holiday cards to distribute to American service members, veterans and their families in the United States and around the world. Pitney Bowes is generously donating technology, resources and postage to make this holiday card program possible. Our goal is to collect and distribute one million holiday cards to spread holiday cheer and facilitate thanks to these brave individuals and families. Please send cards to this address, following the guidelines listed belo

The Shield Last Episode...
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FX cop drama “The Shield,” created, written and produced by Rockford native Shawn Ryan, ended Tuesday after seven seasons. Ryan told GO Columnist Georgette Braun last month that Rockford would be mentioned in the one-hour-45-minute finale, and he was true to his word. (SPOILER ALERT — do not read on if you don’t want to know how the show or series ends.) In one of the final scenes, Corrine Mackey — ex-wife of “Shield” main character Vic Mackey — and her children are relocated from L.A. through the Witness Protection Program to Rockford. The town isn’t mentioned by name, but as the family is introduced to their new house, a federal agent tells them about the “quiet” town where the “schools are getting better, there’s an ice rink a couple of miles away” and a “museum here with an actual dinosaur. The largest and finest juvenile T. rex in the world is right here at the fabulous Burpee Museum. He

Kiwee Is Helping Me Raise Money For Stand Up To Cancer
Join Socialvibe.com and do your part too.... its free and you have chances to win great prizes, what are you waiting for? There are hundreds of great sponsors and causes to chose from, all you need to do is make an account, and copy paste the HTML codes into your webpages you use (like myspace, facebook, here, etc.) everytime someone looks at your page that its posted in, you earn points, how easy is that?

Are You For Real,get Over It Already
It seems no one really reads profiles around here so if you haven't please read.It is located on my front page. Look all men and women alike I grow tired already of just the little fucking bullshit I have seen.If you think I am talking to someone other than you I get smart ass fucking remarks not happening guys and women oh you have fucking tested me to the limit.Who gives you the right to think you have a god given right to say what is yours and what isn't and when you think that is in jeopardy you attacked me.If you want him then fucking meet him and if you dont then shut the fuck up.I am having fun deal with it and to say I am not real.Who the fuck made you judge and jury and what does it fucking matter to you.It matters only to the ones I enjoy spending my fucking time with.Did you catch that(THAT I AM SPENDING TIME WITH)I didnt see you in our conversation did you?You saying I am not real makes me laugh my fucking ass off at you.I mean is that all you got.Just move the fuck on y

My Plans For January.
So I'm goin to visit my best buddy Matt in January. I turn 30 in February (buy me gifts) so we're going to celebrate it in January, since that's when I'll be there! So I'm forcing Matt to take me to the Wausau Mine Co. which has THE BEST foodstuffs of ANYWHERE I've eaten. I'm addicted to their cheese fries and mushroom swiss burgers. (Matt is allergic to mushrooms, he could die if he eats one. whoops, sorry bout that shroom under the cheese Matt, that was actually supposed to be MY piece!) Anyway...I always have fun when I'm with Matt. He also appreciates it when I'm there, because I'm so damn witty. I make him laugh so much he leaks urine. It's really a personal problem he has, and let me tell you, the DEPENDS company appreciates this "condition" he has. It's good for business. We're probably just gonna hang around his house, eat food, maybe go to a movie or two...not sure what all we're gonna do, but it's no doubt going to be fun. Have a nice day!

Dj Marc... Another Try Last One Suxed Lol
Hey It's ME RickaChez! And I have a friend that needs ur help! Plez Click on his Pic LOVE HIM LIKE U LOVE ME! HARD AND FAST! Ty everyone and just so you know... THIS GUY FOOKING RAWKS! LOVE YALL! *MUAH*

One Gets In Trouble For Doing His Job And Another For Wearing Wrong Shirt
Good Morning, it is Wednesday before Thanksgiving and I thought I would wish those that celebrate it tomorrow a Happy Thanksgiving. Those who live in Canada, this is a Belated Happy Thanksgiving…Those that do not celebrate Thanksgiving…Happy Day and those who are not reading this…well…does not matter then does it… Onward to today’s goofiness awards. I have seen this T-Shirt on people before however one such wearer of this shirt perhaps wishes he didn’t have it on that day. The Shirt reads: “It’s Not Illegal unless you get caught” Well consider yourself caught Mr. Gregory Hines, Police in Covington, Ky., arrested Gregory, 19, in October at the USA Motel, a suspected drug market. Though several people were booked that night, Griggs was the one wearing the T-shirt that read, "Its Not Illegal Unless You Get Caught." Perhaps a shirt that read “FBI” or “Police Informant” may have been better… Talking about said police…It’s a Dirty job but someone has to do it. Never was more true then t

I Have A Secret....
i have a secret, known only to me of a love i am holding in my heart so deep. who? do u ask.. thats why it is hidden.. noever to be touched, it is forbidden. coz this love that i have will never be.. tho i love him so much unfortunatley. no one will ever know no one will ever see coz this secret is hidden deep inside of me.....

Vote For Me On Tjeforum.com
hey yall iam running for juggalette of the month of the tjeforum.com so g and vote for ninjette jingles666 and help me win iam trying to show that you dont have to dress slutty and show ur tits to be juggalette of the month so any help will do thank luv yall byeeeeeeeeeee

I'm Sorry
Im sorry i'm a fuck up and cant get nothing right. im sorry that i cant sleep thinking of u everynight. im sorry you will never know the love i truley feel for u. im sorry this is the last time that i'll say i love u. im sorry for never making sense, when the answers were so clear. im sorry that i couldnt make u smile through all ur tears. im sorry that i couldnt make u see that you really had my heart. im sorry you didnt trust me, not to tear urs all apart. im sorry how i ramble on and never stop to rest. im sorry that you couldnt see that i was giving u my best. and mostly i am sorry for the things i didnt do... and knowing that i have to spend my life alone, being in love with you.......

3 Million Fubucks To Help Watcher
Wanted Dead Or Alive - Bon Jovi The Confederate Bomber Family Has Issued A Bounty of $3 Million Fubucks on The Watcher!! imikimi - Customize Your World In Order To Be Able To Collect On This Bounty... You Must Be The Person Who Gets The Watcher Into First Place In His Contest! You also need to be at Level 5 or higher to comment bomb. Please Understand That Rates Count In This Contest And Are Worth 3 Points Each. So When Figuring How Much Is Needed To Put Him In First Place, Please Figure Rate Points In The Total. There Will Be 4 People Monitoring The Contest To See Just Who Will Win The Bounty. This Is Meant To Add More Fun To The Contest...So It's A Contest Within A Contest. Below Is His Contest Link. This announcement has been brought to you by: ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~

I Want To Love Again......
all my dreams i can see floating high above me. all of them just out of reach. i cant explain the way i feel. so i pray to God on my knees i kneel. i need to learn but who is here to teach??? to show me what i'm doing wrong. to take away this weakness, i want to be strong. i want to feel love again. to help me grasp onto what i need to erase my fears and make them flee. help me through this pain, i want to feel love again...

Autos Turning Off Ne Min!!!
Hey It's ME RickaChez! AUTOS TURNING OFF NE MIN! BE CAREFUL PLEZ I BLOCK DOWN RATERS NEXT WEEK ILL HAVE ANOTHER AUTO ON PM ME IF U RATED FOR RANDOM BLING THAT WILL BE GIVEN FRI OR SAT MUCH LOVE AND TY FOR ALL THE HELP!! *MUAH*!

Now, I Smile..... Because Of You :)
To Krissy, the one that recently sent me a pic comment that asked why I never smile...... well, I do now. And you bring out that smile. :) This blog is another way of me sayin thanks for that too. :) Chad

One Of Those 'fill In The Blanks' Efforts, Or Something
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are bigger than a man's should be 2. I've come to realize that my job... sucks beyond belief 3. I've come to realize that when I'm sleeping... I probably do some dreams and shit like that 4. I've come to realize that I need... a cigarette 5. I've come to realize that my body... is completely the wrong shape 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... my friends are sad 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk... I'm a lot more fun than when I'm sober 8. I've come to realize that money... is harder to hang onto than you might think 9. I've come to realize that certain people... scare me 10. I've come to realize that I'll never be... worth a whole lot 11. I've come to realize drugs are... bad, mmmkay 12. I've come to realize that my best friends... are in my computer 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone... costs too much, and I should bin that shit 14. I've come to realize when I w

My Insanity
too many things, too many voices, too much shit, too many choices. where is the light, i can barely see... and who will be the one at the end, waiting for me? i have one that i love, too many love me. for reasons unknown, and it keeps haunting me. i just want to cry, scream out in the night. i wish for the silence, a quiet mind. bit it never comes, the voices get worse, and come early morning i just want to curse, the light and my life that i cant recognize, as the tears flow freely from my eyes. who am i, what am i, do i even exist? am i even alive, or just a mist, of the remnent of love, when will it end? please someone come save me, at least just to lend, an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry, a heart to love me to never ask why... save me from all these voices, chaos in my mind. are u the one to save me??? we will see in time.....

I've Come To Realize
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... droop but look pretty in bras 2. I've come to realize that my job... is easy 3. I've come to realize that when I'm sleeping... i have to be naked or i don't get much sleep 4. I've come to realize that I need... a splint for my finger 5. I've come to realize that my body... hates me 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... i get ignored 7. I've come to realize that when I'm drunk... i get slutty 8. I've come to realize that money... is needed badly 9. I've come to realize that certain people... are stupid 10. I've come to realize that I'll never be... skinny 11. I've come to realize drugs are... bad mmmkkaayyy 12. I've come to realize that my best friends... keep me around? 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone... rarely rings lol... 14. I've come to realize when I woke up this morning... i snuggle with my dog 15. I've come to realize that last night before i went to sleep... i

Hatters
well first off let me say to those hatters dont need you dont want you dont care for but as we all know all they do is talk behind my back thats all good because they must be so bored and always got me on thier mind it kinda makes me feel specail because im doing me taking care of my family the best way iknow how im not into any drugs or gangs i dont steal to nake so if you plan to get at me to hang out party or pull a lick you can miss with all that @#%* and ALL YOU HATTERS TAKE TWO STEPS BACK ok well by now knopw i bored the hell out of you so im out late

This Is What I'm Like When I Get On My Sleeping Pills.... Ha Ha
PunkStarChik81: PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:38:58 AM): takin my sleeping pill now...timing myself to see how long it takes me to see odd things ha ha akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:40:06 AM): lol ok PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:40:28 AM): i love it...it gives me a bit of a high feeling...i dont always remember what I do or talk about..and I see weird stuff PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:40:38 AM): and it helps me sleep good of course akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:41:15 AM): hahahaha PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:45:18 AM): hehe PunkStarChik81: PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:49 AM): ;,s PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:51 AM): lmso PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:51:56 AM): lma;p PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:52:05 AM): lmao akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:52:15 AM): wow..drugs are bad mm kay akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:52:15 AM): lol PunkStarChik81 (11/25/2008 2:53:03 AM): yeaji i workin now akeana Rosanoe (11/25/2008 2:53:13 AM): i can teeelll PunkStarChik81: PunkStarChik81 (11/25/

Rate & Add Me If I Am Right!! Its Chalange 4 You!!
12 Ways To Know That You Love Someone ============ ========= ========= ===== TWELVE: You talk with him/her late at night and when you go to bed you still think of him/her. ELEVEN: You walk really slowly when you are with him/her. TEN: You don't feel Ok when he/she is far away. NINE: You smile when you hear his/her voice. EIGHT: When you look at him/her,you do not see other people around you.You see only him/her. SIX: He/She is everything you want to think. FIVE: You realise that you smile every time you look at him/her. FOUR: You would do anything to see him/her. THREE: While you have been reading this, there was a person in your mind all the time. TWO: You've been so busy thinking of that person that you didn't notice that number SEVEN is missing. ONE: You are going to check above if that's true and now you are silently laughing to yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST.......

Iceland
Iceland from Eva Sturm on Vimeo. Iceland. Land of contrasts: Hot water and Ice, situated in the North Atlantic, right above the mid-ocean ridge that separates America and Europe. Shooting was done in two stays (2 weeks each) in 2005 & 2006 (both in September)with a result of 15 hours of footage. Camera was a SONY Z1. I used some COKIN semi-grey Filters extensivley to get the sky as dark as I wanted it to be. Almost not color correction was done in the post, but the timelapse and slo-mo.

Manly Behavior
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

New York Times Special Edition Video News Release - Nov. 12, 2008
New York Times Special Edition Video News Release - Nov. 12, 2008 from H Schweppes on Vimeo. Early this morning, commuters nationwide were delighted to find out that while they were sleeping, the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan had come to an end. See the full paper online: nytimes-se.com/

Prophesy
Prophesy Angels shake with fear Holding devils near Angel, cry a tear You die now I hear Prophesy, prophesy Please bend an ear Omens of darkness I weep a black tear Lost in a world Of hope and false love Die now, no struggle Come take this black glove

Not
Not Not to waste a dance Not to waste a dream Not to waste a moment In this eerie, black lit scene Not to be a fool Not to cast disparage Not to let my ego Grow uncomfortably large Not to follow rabbits Not to wake the king Not to trust the cat When the Queen is smiling Not to play with fire Not to run afoul Not to trust the Blue-man Or he who wears the cowl Not to know tomorrow Not to know today Not to separate the past From another yesterday Not to hunt tomorrow Not to chase the past Not to founder feverously E’en though the die is cast Not again to frolic Not again to play Not again to feel remorse For a future gone astray Not to be a bother Not to be a pain Not to leave a black mark A name without a stain Not to believe in omens Not to chart the stars Not to heed the prophets Who fill the alley bars Not to file like fodder Not to wear the yoke of kine Not to e’er surrender Or sell this soul of mine Not to fear th

The Art Of War - An Interpretation In Verse
Sun Tzu The Art of War Essentials Chapter 1 The Five Factors (a Chant Royale) War is a matter of vital importance and it’s practice is mandatory, for life and death is the providence and the outcome of martial study; so thus the factors fundamental be so impressed upon the General who rises up to lead his nation, whether in conquest or salvation, for within these five it is revealed, that he who follows this instruction shall taste of victory upon the field. The first factor, moral influence, must be inferred that harmony, established through benevolence and extending from his majesty, set forth a wise and ethical public measure for one and all; for then a banded population will stand together against aggression and thus the Prince whose heart is steeled against the sin of persecution shall taste of victory upon the field. In preparation for the advance of mounted troops and infantry, one must first consider distance and the terrain’s difficulty

Fairness And The Heavy Load.
I have just had it. I am generally a nice person. I put up with a lot. I do all I can to make people happy...and it's never ever ever enough. [whine] My life is so shitty. [cry] It's just not fair. [sniffle] Nobody loves me everybody hates me guess I'll eat some worms. I am so tired of all of it. Nothing is EVER enough. [bangs head on desk] I gripe about things in my life. I bitch. But I still get up in the morning and go through it all again and again. I have no choice. Someone has to do it and, apparently, I'm the designated person for the job. So, why is it that people around me can so easily get away with not holding up their end of the bargain? Why is it that, in the end, after all is said and done...I'm the one holding the damn bag? I'm sick of holding the bag...this fucker's heavy. Could someone please grab hold of the other end of this thing for me? I don't want anyone to take it all. Just a little added strength is all I need...just a helping hand. Y

All My Friends Say - Luke Bryan
All My Friends Say - Luke Bryan I got smoke in my hair My clothes thrown everywhere Woke up in my rocking chair Holding a beer in my hand Sporting a neon tan My stereo cranked up I can't find my truck How'd I get home from the club Ain't got a clue what went down So I started calling around And all my friends say I started shooting doubles When you walked in All my friends say I went a little crazy Seeing you with him You know I don't remember a thing But they say I sure was raising some cain I was a rock star, party hard, Getting over you comeback kid Yay I must have did What all my friends say Yeah, Yeah, Yeah I found my billfold I cried oh no no Good time Charlie got me now I'm broke But it was worth acting like a fool Yeah girl I must have really showed you Cause all my friends say I started shooting doubles When you walked in All my friends say I went a little crazy Seeing you with him You know I don't remember a thing But they say I s

Justice (2 Tankas Together)
Justice (Two Tankas) An eye for an eye? Do not say it! Do not dare If Christ is your King! It is not a Christian law But one of Hammurabi. A gift from Shamash, The Sun God of the Sumer. To whom do you pray? I once heard of a story Where a wise man turned his cheek.

Contacts ..
hi ,, my real name is victoria .. not ammelle anyways i like that name ,, bcos she was my favorite actress .(local) .. hmmmm ] ad me up on my yaho msn acc ,, here ,, cutesofia09@yahoo.com and cutesofia09@hotmail.com.. ok ? ynx !! so we can talk... heres my "ABOUT ME" Beautiful girl in here, with the sun in her eyes, a smile that lights up your world and a body to die for... Open your eyes, i'm REAL and always ready to fulfill all your fantasies! Why my chat room?: I'm hot, sexy, wild...I can be everything you have ever dreamed of...I'm your hottest fantasy..mmmmmm....you want to see me touching myself...caressing myself...i know how to make YOU feel good....because with me it's always PLAY TIME! Fantasies: I like to be kissed all over, that really turns me on. . . I know u like it too :P! Let' s have some fun Turn ons: YOU!!!!!!!!!! Turn offs: I hate liers.. rude people and the people who come in my room, then go and dont say one bye if yo

A Lil About Me
Full Name: Andrew Danial Smith Birthday: May 28th 1980 Hometown: Vancouver, Washington Parents: Mauri and Ingrid Parents Occupation: Mom-housewife and mother (hardest job ever) Dad-retired cop then was a school bus driver until he got sick Siblings: Scott 30 yrs old Married?: I was Kids? Ages: Alyssa (8) Pets: just the roomies dog Baxter Hobbies: pool, darts, hanging out, bar hopping with the right people, hiking, fishing, camping First Car: 1974 VW Bug High School: Columbia River High School Sports Played: Football, Track Favorite Toy As A Kid: GI Joes, Tonka Trucks, Tinke Toys, Lite-Brite Favorite Holiday: Christmas Favorite Band: too many to name Favorite Song: Quite a few to have just 1 Best Friend: Jacque Favorite Show: Life On Mars

One Of The Sadest Songs Ever
Words and music by Brian May There's no time for us There's no place for us What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away from us Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever....? There's no chance for us It's all decided for us This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever? Who dares to love forever? When love must die But touch my tears with your lips Touch my world with your fingertips And we can have forever And we can love forever Forever is our today Who wants to live forever Who wants to live forever? Forever is our today Who waits forever anyway?

Thanksgivings Past...
I have wonderful memories of Thanksgivings past. This time of year was a happy time for me as a child surrounded by family, warmth, laughter, love and the overwhelming feeling of belonging. It always meant my mom's huckleberry cheesecake and the hour drive over Desautel pass to get to grandma and grandpa's house. It was just like that song, it seems almost fairytail like when I think of the textbook tradition my family encompassed during the holiday season. Grandma in the kitchen, baking homemade bread, grandpa in his chair, aunts, uncles, cousins filling the house with a dull roar of conversation and idleness...then, after it was all said and done, bellies full of turkey and trimmings, all us kids would hop in the back of grandpa's truck in search of the all perfect Christmas tree... In my best dreams I could only wish for a Thanksgiving like that for my kids... My daughter still talks about the one time we went to my families house for Christmas. She was only three a

Poem
Why does love come with pain My heart cant take it any more It has been beaten and tattered Look into my eyes and you will see The scares and breaks that it holds I try and fix it but it does not work Nothing strong enough to pull The pieces all back together Trying everything even a band-aid But that to is just as weak as my will Starting to think that I should quit Wondering if some one will come And fix this dormant heart of mine.

I'm So Tired Of It
i'm so sick of being hurt of letting myself get hurt. i'm done! i close myself off ... if i close my self off i can't get hurt no more. so i hope everyone finds that one they are supposed to be with and have a wonderful life together. As for me screw relationships.. i don't need them.

Heavens Waiting
Sometimes I feel just like a bat locked in a cage It's hard to live beyond the walls It ain't no life at all But don't you tear it down Chorus Take your chances, I'll take mine Chasing thunder is only wasted time Got no reason to walk that line Heaven's waiting if I can make it home tonight And with the years I've found a faith that gets me by It shows me the truth in a hurricane of lines My baby's left a light for me That's really all I need They won't bring me down (Repeat Chorus) Aimlessly rushing leaves you with nothing You need some loving to make you feel alive In less than a moment, life can be stolen I know where I'm going, gotta get me there tonight I'm holding on to what I can Like any other lucky man Love won't strike me love won't sell me out

What I Live With Im Let U All In A Lil More
Hypopituitarism is a disorder in which your pituitary gland fails to produce one or more of its hormones, or doesn't produce enough of them. The pituitary is a small bean-shaped gland located at the base of your brain, somewhat behind your nose and between your ears. Despite its size, this gland secretes hormones that influence nearly every part of your body. In hypopituitarism, you have a short supply of one or more of these pituitary hormones. This deficiency can affect any number of your body's routine functions, such as growth, blood pressure and reproduction. Hypopituitarism is a rare disorder. Treatment for hypopituitarism involves taking hormone replacement medications. If I don't go back on the hormone I will age fast and die at a young age the doctor could not say how long and or when.I thought let everyone know about this I very shocked when i was told about the message I have been fighting this problem since I was 4 years old.Plz don't feel sorry cause I the don't help I kno

Everything
Hello Everyone! My name is Teeah P. I'm going to be 20 on Dec.28,I'm pretty excited about it. I live in Oregon,I live with my family who love very dearly. I love to draw anime,I'm not afraid to say what's on my mind.And when I get bored I watch T.V. or get on the computer. So if it sounds interesting to you from just reading this,you should become my friend and find out how I really am!

Winter Wonderland Auction!!!
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Join the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! This auction will be heavily promoted! Entry fee 100k bids start at 100k THere will be a most rates bonus!!! Sweetpeabayba Just private message me with: a link to photo to be used in your tag and a text list of your offers Sweetpeabayba Here's a sneak peek!!!

The Goddess Of Nothing
You took away my pride told me i could run but never hide. You torchered me and and broke my heart,you drive insane and tear me apart. I can't break away from these chains of burning steel,there just made to torcher they will never kill. I have nothing left in me to go on,all my chances to be someone are gone!

Friends
People are part of your life for a season, a reason, or a lifetime. Unfortunately, we do not know of the people coming into our lives if they are one of those three ways. We only may know this until after the relationship is over: **When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. **Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. **LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: Things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. Broken relationships tend to fall under seasons....you needed to learn from the relationship and grow from that. Its hard, but in

Some More Of My Crap
What is this place of anger and fear? What freedom of expression do I have but these silent tears behind closed doors? Blindly reaching throught the icy barriers of my mind I'm not sure what it is I am searching for So I just sit here in a room that is as dark and lonely as I am. Waiting for a light that will never come. Agony spoken without words These are my trophies of past wars This is my freedom of speech The blade is my control Sorrows hidden behind bleeding arms Comfort can be found here. There is no use for words They are meaningless How can they possibly express how I feel? Fear spoken without words Stories told with perfect pink lines on soft silky skin Such horror are found in these tales Tales of bleeding hearts and broken souls Of a child torn by a keep dark secret. Are the answers found hear? Here hidden beneath broken skin? I still want to see what is stalking me in the shadows Maybe there is some hidden fear in all this running away. Who is that

Contradictions.
You guessed at my intentions then you ran away in fear. You cowered there behind your wall and said none may enter here. You showed me glimpses of the truth then denounced it as a lie. You hid inside your heart of glass and glared at passersby. You gave me so much pleasure then assaulted me with pain. You told me there was sunshine where there was only rain. You showered me with kisses and then pushed me far away. You told me you would listen but you don't hear a word I say. You said you couldn't catch me before I even thought to fall. You gave me everything there was but what I wanted most of all.

Hmmm.. My Thoughts...
Ok so here's my thing... Why do things happen the way that they do.. I am a firm believer in the statement that "EVERYTHING happens for a reason," but what is the reason??????? How do I find out the reason? Will I ever know the reason? Why do we hurt and get hurt, or better yet, why do we allow ourselves to do either or???? I just so happen to also be a great communicator.. So if someone wants to say something.. ANYTHING.. why wouldn't they? I am here to listen, react, give advice, comfort, empathize.. etc.. TALK TO ME!!!!!! Anyone reading this is probably going like What the HELL is this woman talking about????? I'm venting.. I just don't get how things happen, or why they do... and probably never will.. I know it is all a part of our "BIG PLAN" that ole boy upstairs has set for us, but DAMN if it isn't one thing its another and it is NOT FAIR! Someone once told me that life is only about 50% fair... I disagree, I would say more like 15% GRRRRRRR Anyhow.. while I am hoping that this a

Another Chapter Of The Life Of The Dark Lord
While sergio stands over his new queen.and watches his servant depart.he quickly takes the woman into his arms and gentley sets her down on a near by well cushioned sofa.as he stands there waiting for his servant he watches the day pass through the window enjoying for the first time the feel of the sun's warm rays on his skin.he quickly turns back to his new love and kneels beside her and whispers in her ear"don't worry my love all will be fine just rest for now.soon my servant will return and you will have fresh blood to feast on."he then rises and starts to depart the room to finish getting everything ready for the move,as he stands there looking around,he remembers everything he must do and quickly leaves.walking down the hall he stops his servant and tells him"also make sure to hire alot of people to help with this move and arange their passage on this trip as well for she will need plenty of blood on this trip,for i do not want her growing weak."the servant replies"yes master.her

Yup
Please don't tell me not to cry. Please don't say there was a reason why. You don't know what I am feeling. Or how much I hurt. The wet spots are from the tears on my shirt. You think I should go on with my life. Forget about it and be strong. But, deep down I am sad and I don't want to go along. I don't expect you to understand why. For no apparent reason I break down and cry. My life has changed forever, you see Thats the reason I'm not acting like the same ol me. So, please dont act like nothing has happened Because it changed my life forever. I will never be the same again. Not today, Tomorrow, but never. The best thing you can do for me is just be there. Just like always my friend. My heart is broken and will never mend.

Manick Tuesday
Well went threw the reciepes that we are using and to make my food list. Just hope we have enough money to get what is needed. Did talk to a friend that said they help me out after they go threw their bills first and see what's left over. Which is good.

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Marley2 -demonhunter666's Bulletin
subject: Ok People Got A Downrater/Stalker/Psycho (repost) date: 2008-11-25 22:08:17 http://www.fubar.com/user/2242377 Her name is Marley. Heres the story. She came to me page I went to hers. I rated her a 10,fanned,requested her,and rated her 2 pics 10's. Then she started babblin in shout and rated me a 3. I was like a 3? No answer babblin on and on still no answer. Anyway she went to my #1 and stalked her for a while and started askin about her. Asked who I was in the pics....duh She got mad when my #1 went to her page. Spewed off some crap about me hittin on her which haha noo not my type too donkeyish. Anyway slammed her with a 1 so I expect she got more of my friends list so be expectin psycho stalkin and downratin. My advice...downrate her first and block her ass haha (repost of original by 'Demonhunter666...*Regiment Dragon Bombers & DD Levelers*' on '2008-11-25 20:52:10')

Marley ~the Old Hag That Tries To Split Up Couples~
This woman (and I use that term loosely), Marley, came to Demonhunter666's page and rated him a 3. He asked her why a 3, and she started goin all screwy attemtping to flirt I guess, and ask about me. THEN she went psycho on him when he told her she was in menopause. Then she came to my page and just sat there. Came to my page a total of 4 times. I went to her page and rated her a 3 back, sicne she rated him a 3. THEN she decided to shout me, and start cussin me out, AFTER rating me a 1. Below is her conversation with me, and below that is hers with Demonhunter666. She is obviously out to ATTEMPT to break us up. So I am putting this up for those of you who are couples on here... She will TRY to cause problems for you... (Read from the bottom up...) MY Conversation with Marley ->MaRLeY: Yesh you are. Bye! MaRLeY: oooohhhh im scared!!!! what a fuckin loser ! ->MaRLeY: Yep, Ima put you on a bulletin so everyone can see what you are. hahahahah

Smirnoff Kinda Night
Since I got so much sleep last night and this morning, I figure why the hell not stay up for a while just to see if my husband comes on or not. So it's a knock-off spaghetti o and smirnoff ice night for me. Guess it's time for me to watch a bit more of "Carrier" Laters.

U Guys Rock!!!!!
I just want to give a big thank you to THE ZODIAK BOMBERS and every one else that have been comment bombing the contest im in,it goes for 10 days so its only day one. I joined late and with all the hard work you guys are doing you moved me into second place,keep bombing away i will be giving out random FUBUCKS every day to different bombers..once again you guys Rock and a big thank you!!!!!!!!!! Please click the picture and rate and comment as mush as you can

Why Kitten Has Claws
>bigbear: Please feel free to find one of the numerous skanks on this site to type your retarded babbling at ok? I have a headache and your stupidity is making my eye twitch. bigbear: nope just messing dam ->bigbear: not the sharpest knife in the drawer are you? bigbear: u cuming here lol bigbear: i try to be ->bigbear: aren't you clever bigbear: here pussy pussy lol

Thanksgiving
Hi everyone, i just wanted to pop in and wish everyone a happy Thanksgiving...I hope you have a great time spending the holidays with your family and friends... And stay safe out there threw all these holidays... Huggss

Selling Husbands...lol...
A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to kee

Lmao!
U know more money is spent on boob jobs and viagra then alzeimers research??? By 2040 the elderly will have perky tits and stiff dicks and no fucking idea why!!! DARK HUMOUR I KNOW...BUT FUNNY AS HELL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Soldier
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

New Beginnings
Why would a man (my "husband") think it's ok to take advantage of a woman that has devoted her life to following her marriage vows to the T? I have stood by him through me catching him cheating on me, all of his seizures (which would kill him), and all the broken promises he makes to me. He'd rather do things for others and not his own wife or son. He takes off for a weekend visit knowing I'm having contractions and due to hip and back issues can hardly walk. He leaves me with no vehicle, no money, no food, and takes our son. I'm done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He wants me to hand over our money to his sister to pay cell phone bill knowing it's taking away from us paying our bills. Sure I'll jump right on it! Then I catch him lying it was for gas money. Hell no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not $60.00 worth of gas so they can drive 3 hours....bullshit! You want him anyone.....you can have him!

Orgy Pure
Don't you bring me down Kick me when I'm down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate As I hold my breath And you say you don't want any part of this now Where did it go so wrong I guess I'm finally finding out It's got me tripping now The little things, everywhere I go It's such a shame Why you held on, so long Why don't you confuse me a little more? Confuse me And I never thought that you Who would believe that I wasn't good enough? Those things I never thought you'd do You got the best of me You got the best of me, when you said you didn't love me anymore And I know, this will be the last time You've got me, running in circles like a freak So why do you try, to kick me when I'm down I'm down, all the way down Put me away again Every now and then Your bottle spinning my fate While I hold my breath Don't sweat the lies that you say I control Confuse me a little more (Confuse me) And I never thought that you Who wo

Daddy's Girl, Get A Tissue, Guys Run And Hide To Read This
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mummy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls... There were daddies along the back wall, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teach

Open Silence
Open Silence Gasping for air Lungs filled with despair Screaming your name Wearing my shame Pitch black eyes Murky cries Nobody cares About lies I wear Gone from my sight Sickly fright The pit beckons Time for check in Fires scorch flesh Like wheat to be threshed Laughter at my expense Nothing but open silence

Bah Humbug And Other Such Nonsense
GAWD I can't wait until the holidays are over! This is the worst time of year for me and my family. Thanksgiving will be quiet. Just Me and Mark. My kids are off doing their own thing. I was lucky enough to get Thursday through Sunday off. It doesn't happen very often, I had to ask for it off. This week I will have worked eight straight days of 8 to 10 hour shifts. I'm beat. Physically and emotionally. I haven't had a vacation in years. I have some growing health issues that I know is going to get the best of me. But without health insurance, I just have to suffer through it. Christmas couldn't be over soon enough. I lost both my brother and a step-mother at Christmas. Since then, the holidays have been a drag. The family doesn't get together anymore, and all we can think about are the ones that are no longer with us. I miss my bro dearly. Especially at Christmas. No more pigs.(private joke between my bro and I) Anyhoot, so for all of you out there that are bothering to

Pouring It Out
Pouring it Out Well here I sit once again My heart on my sleeve Watching as you melt away To me you no longer cleave But my Love for you Will not just go away Though it drowns in darkness Forgetting the light of day Still it remains deep A hold that grips tight Though my soul crumbles Crashing from a great height Still there is so much left So much that is all yours So much I desire to give Within me it stores It is waiting for spring For your heart to thaw For the veil to be lifted Your eyes will see what I always saw A Passion Desire and Love That will leave no doubt Patiently I will wait in hopes Of soon Pouring it Out

Kiss Your Soul
Kiss Your Soul I saw you shriveled in your corner Feathers of your wings burnt to ashes All your bones broken and decaying Skin scared from all the slashes Your head slowly lifts eyes dried I peer deep into the dusty tears I see a heart covered in scars From the lies of life through the years Hands that were extended in deceit With their claws they dug in deep As the wolves of this world Circled you like innocent sheep I touched your shivering hand And you shrunk more in your corner As my heart breaks and mixes with yours I pray the pieces reform to one with her As the time passes and I sit with you You become accustom to my presence As your world of pain settles down The darkness becomes less intense As I tend to every scrape and wound Mending our heart making it whole As we create our own touch And I Gently Kiss Your Soul

I Missed The Rain Again
I Missed the Rain Again Her words came through clear It rained here again without you But this was the kind of rain In it there’s so much to do Running around in slow motion Feeling it soak into your heart Stopping every few seconds Come together then apart Dance and twirl about Clothes soaking wet but who cares? It’s time for freedom Let the rain wash away the despair Frolic around in nature Roll around in the grass together Lightening illuminates your lips The thunder shakes your feathers Angelic in the rain you are Child like passions roam So pure and innocent in heart Moving into an unknown Two act as one here As the storm rages We were finally set free Like animals from their cages I missed the rain again I pray I don’t ever miss another To get a chance to dance with you Under clouds dark cover

Half Of Me
Half of Me What you see now What is left behind Is an empty shell As fate has been unkind Just when I started To have time by your side The house was emptied And my life lost it's stride You Are the best part of Me Now I have nothing left Taken from me was my heart Under the rug my feelings swept Now when the world looks A formless shadow it will see A faded mirage in the distance All that is here is Half of Me

Thanksgiving Prayer
As we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family. We have set a place at this table for the High Gods. Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us. We offer you the hospitality of our home. How wonderful, How marvelous. This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew. This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us. This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses. We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds. A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast. Blessed Be

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Empty Seat/clouded View
Empty Seat/Clouded View I invited you here To sit beside me today It seems you will not show Maybe you got lost Somewhere along the way I doubt I will ever know Maybe I’m the one that’s lost Maybe my rhythm dry Maybe my song silenced I only know I’m lonely Shattered dreams on which I have had reliance The path that lead me I walked alone Feeling all my defeat When I look left or right I only see one thing Just an Empty Seat Maybe you are standing Across the water Peering through the mist I know our love Simply has no form No direction floating adrift I wish I could hold you Whisper in your ear Tell you of my love so true But circumstance buries Any chances of this Giving a Clouded View

Shit
SHIT" Manure... An interesting fact Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large shipments of manure were common. It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is methane gas . As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and did) happen. Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just what was happening. After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term 'Ship High In Transit ' on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high enough off the lower decks so that an

Distance
Distance I stand here alone Among you all Physically close But a huge gap Spirits won’t connect Realities harsh dose I try to plant roots To connect to the world Feel the need for living I only draw death Souls drained The pain it’s giving I can’t make my way Upon the nearby shore Drowning in tears As my blood dries Depravity Whispers in my ears Is my fate fixed? Can I escape destiny? Struggle through Now if only I was heard Screaming for release Dieing for something new

Wh B/d By Dove Goddess
Wishing a veryHappy Birthday toWILD HORSE~Fubar's 20th Oracle~Co Founder ofThe Pegasus Project November 25th (Auto 11s ON & a giveaway)Click on the pic to view Wild Horse's Birthday Video Please Stop by and show himLOTS of LOVE This bully brought to you by Dove GoddessWild Horse's R/L LuvCoFounder of The Pegasus Project and The Pegasus Project (repost of original by 'Dove Goddess ♥Wild Horse's R/L Luv♥CoFounder of The Pegasus Project♥FuMinister' on '2008-11-24 22:47:13')

A Rose
A Rose Laid here on my page A Rose so sweet in scent A GORGEOUS flower From a heavenly decent Bringing me peace Bringing a smile to me Bringing new ears to hear Bringing new eyes to see This sweet rose The scent mixes with my ink Building our bond An unbreakable link Gently she lays here My words in her shadow Stilling the nights creatures As our love simply flows She touches me softly My heart pounds in my chest Lay your head on me Come My Angel and rest You are a rose to me Soft with your own beauty A Strength all your own You love has renewed me Every day I wish to breath Your delicious fragrance Your petals in bloom Like the night skies expanse

2008 Wild Horse's B/d .. His Bully
Ok.. Let's make this simpleToday is my birthday so I included the stupid Video of the day!Wild Horse~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~ (repost of original by 'Wild Horse ~Fubar's 20th Oracle~~The Pegasus Project~~Lounge Expert~' on '2008-11-25 07:15:13')

All Conference Honors!!!!
Postseason football awards announced Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Nov 25, 2008 After one of the most successful football seasons in school history, the Lebanon football team had 13 athletes receive All-Ozark Conference honors. Named to the first team were Ryan Howerton (quarterback), Justin Britt (offensive line), Phillip Archer (wide receiver), Brett Smith (running back), Trevor Byrd (defensive line) and Josh Dykstra (linebacker). Second team selections were Britt (defensive line), Byrd (defensive line), Trey Overstreet (wide receiver), Tyler Bethel (wide receiver), Justin Mather (offensive line) and Jake O’Quinn (defensive end). Justin Mather was a second-team selection at both offensive line and linebacker. Honorable mention selections were Zack Cooley (offensive line), Dave Stewart (offensive line), Josh Mattes (wide receiver) and Austin Harris (defensive back). The Lebanon football team was 7-5 overall, 5-2 Ozark Conference and advanced to a Missour

Protesting!!
hmm...subjectline didn't quite qork out like i wanted it to. i think protesting is just plain awesome. and it's a right we have that not a whole lot of countries have. sure, they could protest...that doesn't garuentee they won't be taken from their homes and shot during the night afterwards. sure, i might hate what you're protesting, like kitten-eating or something, but you've got that right and dammit if i'm so freakin' proud and happy you've got it. wish i didn't live in such a pissant state so i could be involved in more protests. i'm ever so slightly bisexual. and so as not to have to explain it every time, i just identify as straight, because i believe that sexulaity is a continuum, not a binary. but i digress. even if i was like....THE UBER STRAIGHT i would still be protesting for gay rights. but i don't travel well right now, and Wyoming...yeah, isn't that the state where those guys killed that gay guy...?? that's what my state is known for, bigots and bad weather. whee

Drama Queen's Tramp Stamp
She bends over in front of me, obviously trying to get my attention. As her ass suddenly pops forward as she picks something up, I notice the black g-string that is sticking above her jeans. That wasn't the worst of it, it was her tattoo on her lower back - her tramp stamp. A tribal pattern that means absolutely nothing to her. Why does she even have that tattoo there? Maybe it's a night time beacon, a black among the dark against her pale skin, so I know that five or six inches below that I'm supposed to stick my dick in her asshole? I am bored, I just want to get a carving knife and cut out that tattoo from her back and flush it down the toilet. She doesn't deserve to be inked. She's just stupid.

Thanksgiving Blessing
Thank you firewalker for allowing me to borrow and share... Thank you, Earth, For your abundant bounty. I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings. For the air I breathe, I thank the plants and trees. The air, the fire, The water, and the earth. Thank you for sustaining my life And nourishing me. For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path. I am thankful. My life is full to overflowing with gifts of ancestors. Courageous souls who survived, And made my life possible. Thank you great spirits of the cosmos, for the lessons I sometimes try to avoid, But which I need. And for the joys and pains which open my spirit and expand my heart. I am grateful for health, abundance, and challenges, each unique. Thank you all who have touched my life's journey. Each new day is a gift, To which I pledge the best of myself. For the blessings of life's great circle continue in me. From the cave to the stars, I have always been and will always be. I am r

Rip Dj Navy Girl
Hey Everyone this is one of Kats Friends. I am sorry to say but Kat died Nov 24 at 0245am she had two heart attacks that weakened her heart than, while traveling, her artery near her heart ruptured and she bleed out. The funeral will be at 9am at fayetteville please write back and show your respects.

Waiting, Praying, Healing N Miracles Time
Hello All, I called hospital this morning No change which is good,this evening when i called they were giving Chris Dialysis Plasma...and steroids,Cassie made it there. I'm praying for the healing of my son,I know it will happen We Believe in Miracles,always have. So when you have your Thanks giving this year, please add a prayer for Christopher and Lori. A Healing Prayer. Thank you Annamarie & Family I Give this heart "♥" to every person I care about!!!!

The Day's Closing
Evenings From the beginning of time, a richly colored twinge of dusk touching the eastern horizon, the lengthening of shadows, and the appearance of the evening’s first star have let us know that it was time to rest, relax, and retire from the pressures of the day. For human beings and other living things that tend to be most active in daylight, evenings can be less hectic and more relaxing, as we prepare for sleep and spend quality time with our loved ones. But evenings are about much more than dinner and the feel of a cool, soft pillow. Evenings are a wonderful time to catalog the events of the day without distraction, to revel in gentle solitude or silence, to end the day in serenity, and to commune with your inner self. There are many ways to turn the evening into a nurturing and soul enriching experience. A simple stroll through the realms of dusk and darkness can show you two different worlds: one winding down and one just coming to life. In the evening, the sounds we human

A Gift Of The Heart
Letting People Know You Love Them It’s easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone’s life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words – I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry th

Need A Hand Please?
Hey all lost in the dark here so i am here to ask if i can get some help for me and my baby hit 21 if you please it would be great and thank you all very much i will return all the love i get here are are profile links and how much we nned to lvl up Here is my baby's profile and she needs 77,105 till lvl 21 †ÐJ. Ðark Ångel†@ fubar and here is my profile link and i need 166,038 till lvl 21 Đ.J.£ost ÍnŤheÐark♦ÃÕĐ £iuetenant Ǥeneral Đeath♦@ fubar thank you very much for the help again

New Music Added To Playlist
Well, it's that time again, updating the playlist. Since I am feeling pretty annoyed and aggravated today, I am making this list reflect the things that just ticking me off. Too bad for me, there are more than a couple of things that are stressing me out. When it rains it pours, that's what I always say! But, I'm hanging in there though. Staying positive, that's all I can do! 1)Gives You Hell - All American Rejects 2)Womanizer - Britney Spears (I can't believe I like one of her songs! But, it just fits right now) 3)So What - Pink (Just love this song) 4)My Bad - Rayvon 5)Better in Time - Leona Lewis 6)Troublemaker - Weezer 7)If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback 8)Life - Our Lady Peace 9)Hold Me Down - Tommy Lee 10)Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve That's it for tonight folks! JessyKah

Obituary....so True!
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; And maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that t

Reprobate
reprobate \REP-ruh-bayt\, noun, adjective: 1. a very wicked, unprincipled person; scoundrel adjective: 1. very wicked; unprincipled verb: 1. to disapprove; condemn, censure noun: 1. a person predestined to damnation, rejected by God adjective: 1. rejected by God; damned verb: 1. to reject from salvation; predestine to eternal punishment

The End Of The Road,,,,,,,,
HI All, I have done all I can do on Fubar. I have met some incredible people that mean alot to me. I have tolerated alot on here and left once before and came back but now I know I am at the end of the road. I have nothing more to give and it is not important enough for me to stay on here just to get to level 28. I have a real life and can't spend 24-7 on here like some, my real life takes priority over fu-life. To all my friends and family that want to stay in touch with me, private message me and I will give you my Yahoo address.I guess losing people on here who I really thought cared about me because of their obsession with being a top member on here is the last straw. I guess I would rather be a top person in real life than on a web site. Take care all, be well. I will be giving out random blings and fu-bucks to you before I go.

Wow
Just wanted to thank everyone who has given me ratings comments messages drinks etc. etc. WHOA! this online community doesnt play does it?! When you all see a new peson you jump right on the task to make them feel welcomed! Thanks again to everyone jumping to the task of being so friendly!

What Is In The Cards?
A microchip that could be in your brain? Has no dangers and no feeling of pain Only downside someone always knows where you are at Solving crimes and preventing diseases this is the welcome mat Who is the one to think of this plan? Indonesians to slow down aids/hiv that are spreading like wind from a fan Thousands and thousands more Are diagnosed dying and hitting the floor What is there to do? Techology shows the clue Is it crazy and wild?, who is to know for sure? Containment is the word of the day before we find the cure Lawmakers can be history makers, could be right on time Government is confused which is normal yet a crime This can save lives potential is a endless river Many things these microships can deliver Crime and diseases are moving like wild fire If no action is taken the flames will just keep getting higher Tinker and guess what are the actions that are best? In time aids/hiv and other conditions could put the world under arrest Money can b

Ingeborg Bachmann Og Den Første Alien-filmen
Hivs vi ser Ingeborg Bachmanns projekt som å møte dyret Malina i en kvinnepolitisk kamp da kan det ha implikasjoner i forhold til Isis og Kleopatra som mål. Og Malina finner sitt glimrende bilde i den første Alien-filmen. Monsteret er Ripley. Hvis du forsøker å se filmen fra den synsvinkelen virker det som det er et gjennomført projekt fra regisørens side. Ripleys navn er antagelig bygget på Patricia Highsmiths Ripley-figur. Bøkene om han handler om en mannlig hensynsløs morder. Men de er skrevet av en kvinne, med en søsteraktig likhet med Bachmann forresten. Og den første som får unngjelde er farsfiguren, Harry Dean Stanton, selvfølgelig. Med klare seksuelle tiltrekninger mellom Ripley og den sorte rolleinnehaveren i filmen mens mordet foregår. Nesten en utrolig paralell til Brian, Nico og Hendrix. Og det foregår dessuten konstant i Amerika kan jeg forestille meg. Det neste offeret er sjefen om bord. Dallas. Og som Bw påpeker er Dallas bygget opp som et ordspill på Sad

Happy Thanksgiving.!!!!
Hi there all it has been a good while sence my last blog and now it's Thanksgiving wow how time flys huh. I hope all of you will have a Happy Thanksgiving with all your friends and family hope everyone is doing ok so far, it has been a while sence I have been on here, I now have 4 ferrets 3 girls and 1 boy. I will leave another blog soon I stay busy now with 2 jobs and gym time, take care everyone and have a Happy Thanksgiving.. Jay

11 Things About Sweet
So everyday I'll post 11 things to let you guys get to know my wacko ass better...its all in good fun *smooches* 1. I have a beauty mark on my right inner thigh 2. I don't wear panties (lol) 3. I'm a published author 4. I love corners, cocoa and my blankie 5. I can't sleep in the dark 6. I'm shy (for real) 7. I quit my first job because I broke a nail (lol so serious) 8. I'm in love with (no not just john cena) Kid Rock 9. I'm almost legally blind 10. I started wearing a bra in 4th grade 11. I'm afraid of long socks (rotfl)

What Is With People
I swear people just continue to amaze me. I've wrote about my one friend before. The one who started off this year looking like he had anything from 6 months to 2 years left to live thanks to cancer. But then surprisingly he beat it somehow...by some miracle! His wife has been...eh I'm trying to think of a nice way to put it...not very supportive, not very caring, emotionally cold, etc, etc. Even after he beat the cancer...he got a blood clot in his lung and had to get emergency surgery when the one thing they put into his chest as an IV got infected. Anytime we've gone any real length of time without talking...it's been because he was in the hospital. Last I heard from him was back in September. His birthday was coming up so I texted him once saying oh someone's birthday is coming up soon. Nothing. Normally I hear back within a day. The day of his birthday...sent a happy birthday text. Still nothing. I let like 2 weeks go by and just sent a hey text. Nothing. Another

Rainbow's End
RAINBOW'S END - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ----- The storm is ending, the sun' s peeking out, Your life will change without a doubt . Beautiful rainbows will be every where , Plenty of smiles, you'll find them there . You have passed through so much rain, And you have endured so much pain. You will heal, and you shall mend As you draw nearer to the rainbow's end. At the rainbows end you will find Love, acceptance , and peace of mind. Life can be so simple there , Worry free and without a care. Something's waiting on the other side. Stay on the rainbow and enjoy the ride. It won't be gold on the other end, You just might find a rainbow friend. Your dream's will be culminating soon, You will sing a new and happy tune. So if you feel your life descend, You're getting closer to the rainbow's end. B.G. Wetherby

Mother Nature, The Pagan, And The Jehovahs Witness
One Afternoon there is a knocking at my front door, I answer the door and Mother Nature is standing there with a Jehovah’s Witness. Mother Nature Says "I have someone I would like to introduce you to", I just happen to be but naked in the middle of a ritual got my pentagram pendant on and my Bloody Kris in one hand and a severed rat head in the other. The Jehovah’s Witnesses jaw is on the ground, and I look at Mother Nature and say "I’m a little busy but I think I can make time." Looking from hand to hand trying to decide what to put down so I can shake the Jehovah's Witnesses hand. I decide to put the rats head down and I offer my hand, she very warily shakes it and you can tell she wants to turn and run. So I bring them in sit them down at my coffee table which just happens to be where my alter is set up at that moment the Jehovah's Witness is getting a little more antsy. I say "How is business going today" she just looks at me, and I say "You know you can leave at any time".

Double Shot Tuesday Come In And Enjoy And Roack Out
EXCALIBUR RAWK RADIO PRESENTS DJ BARTAB HE KICKS AZZ!!!!! > DJ BARTAB IS DJ'ING RIGHT NOW IN THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR WE KICK AZZ!!! COME SEE THE BADAZZ RAWKIN OUT!!!!!!! HAVE SOMETHING U WANT TO HEAR ASK HIM HE WILL GET IT FOR U THE BEST HE CAN!!!!! CLICK ON THE BARTAB TO ENTER!! (repost of original by '?DJ?????¯??CuTiE?@ EXCALIBUR RAWK RADIO' on '2008-10-21 14:33:32')

Help Godmother
HELP GOMOTHER…..12,500 K AND SHE WINS AN AUTO 11’S….ONLY 12.5 K….WE CAN DO THIS EVERYONE….SHOW HER MAD LOVIN……SHE DESERVES IT AND MORE!!!! SO LETS HELP HER OUT EVERYONE!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND JUST START BOMBING…..COMMENT ANYTHING YOU WANT…JUST SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE!!!! THIS BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

In
I let him in Trusting he would be differnt He promised he was Life with him wouldnt be the same Yet here I am Sad and alone Wondering what he really wants I have done all I can To show him my feelings He knows I love him And would do anything to make him happy I cant help but feel hurt As if he doesnt care Even though he swears different I should have known Not to le another in

My Turn Off And Turn Ons
__________________________________________________ Turn ons __________________________________________________ _Physcial_ 1. Guys with tattoos (hawt!) 2. Facial hair (nicely trimmed) 3. Strong hands 4. Dimples (when you smile not in your bottom-lmfao) 5. Piercings (Tongue, lip, eyebrow, nose) 6. Dreamy eyes (looks like he's always turned on) 7. Really rosy or milk chocolate skin. 8. Long hair (wavy or well kept) 9. Green, hazel, or eyes that change. 10. not skinny but a medium build _Personality_ 1. Caring, concerned, not selfish. 2. Funny (can make me laugh) 3. attentive 4. good listener. 5. understanding 6. not conceited 7. has manners (I hate ignorant ass ppl who burp, fart, and curse around elderly people) 8. a gentleman 9. rough around the edges (not really a yes man knows when to put his foot down) 10. real (straight forward) __________________________________________________ Turn

Lonely
I have a boyfriend He was great to start But now its totally different I try not overreacting But its so hard not to When hes not here All I feel is lonliness When we are together It all seems perfect The calls are shorter Text come less and less I dont understand Where it went wrong I love him to death But how can I be taken Yet ever so lonely

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Dyke
Have you ever had a nightmare so bad, you woke up totally freaked out, remember every detail of it, and it left you in a nasty mood? Here is hot it went: I am laying in bed; it is my bed and my bedroom, but the whole house is my grandpa's apartment in Moscow. I wake up from sleep, and this huge bulldyke is standing over me. She starts trying to pick me up from the bed, and I tell her I have to go to work. Then she gets out a huge pink rubber dick, and says she is gonna have fun with me first. I can't move, and she picks me up from the bed. When we are in the living room, I notice that my hair starts to turn into these nail-like arrows, and I pull them out one by one. After that, my teeth start falling out, and I am removing them all from my mouth while looking in the mirror. I am totally freaked out, and she calls my dad. I am trying to talk to my dad, but I not only not have any teeth, but can't move my jaw. That was the freakiest part of the dream because it was so

Xerox & Thank You Cards For Soldiers! Awesome!
XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL!! If you go to this web site: www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! It is FREE and it only takes a few seconds. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. This takes just seconds and it's a wonderful way to say thank you. Please take the time to pass it on for others to do. We can never say enough thank you's for those serving our country.

Ever Feel Alone?
There have been alot of times that i have felt alone, most of the time while i am single or depressed. I know there are others out there who feel that way quite often. Wishing that they could find someone who is willing to date and makes them feel happy and good. Me, I feel lonely even when im married. There have been times when i will go to bed wishing that i had someone who would cuddle up with me all night rather than sleeping on the far end of the bed. There have been times like even now that i feel alone while my wife 'needs to get out of the house' and im here. Honestly, i would love to have some me time and get out of the house away from this life for a bit. But i dont. Why? because honestly i dont know enough peaple other than work who i could go visit. I am one of those people that would rather stay home and do other stuff. However there are those moments when being lonely realy sucks and hits hard, making me wish that i had someone in my life who would appriciate what i do

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 childrens tears there is no joy in this the tragic rape of innocence muddying the waters of the mind with evil actions and words unkind purposely twisting the perspective of young eyes spawning rebellion and blasphemous cries leading the sheep astray even as they themselves are shown to be blind falling into the abyss,victimized by a disease within their own minds 8:27 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove when its love when its love,time ceases to matter,seconds and hours,days and weeks-all fade and blur into one whole block of joy when its love,there are no wasted words or glances.every action is designed to elicit pleasure everytime i stare into your eyes it radiates all my heart holds and mere words can never properly express you dance in my playground of thought without a care in the world and forever will you remain love come down and surround me,hear my cry in my times of

:(
listen. i know youre reading this. whatever happened, im truly sorry. i didint mean to ruin everything. all i ever wanted was to make you happy and see your smiling face. if i could hold you in my arms for just a minute id be the happiest man on earth. im miserable without you. i miss you like crazy, and your not talking to me is making things worse. i dont know how to express what im losing... but i know its the best girl ive ever met. i love you. i miss you. i dont know what to do. im lost without you.

Sick To Death!
I am sick to death of men telling me that they love me, they want to be with me...blah blah blah! Horseshit! I fall for it because I think there has to be someone for everyone. I'm human and I demand to be treated as such. I have feelings like everyone else does. So, why does it seem that just because I want to find someone to have in my life, means I have to be shit on each and every time I try. I am not an abusing post! Don't treat me as such! I don't want to have to change who I am in order to be liked or respected or loved. I am who I am and you all need to realize it. The sooner the better! Normally I leave this space for my creativity...but since I am not feeling creative at the moment...I will use it as my soap box.

Just Dont Know Anymore
Sometimes i feel all alone and think i am better off all by myself i been on my own since i was 13 and been in the military for ten years all together and never had a thanksgiving or Christmas. I been hurt b4 from past ex girl friends now things with my girl friend now is not going to good one week or mo. im happy then the next im not i cant seem to figure out why i get in to my moods where i wanna run and hide i already been hurt in this relainship i caught here kissing a other guy she just meet in his car and read one of her blogs about she had a good time when she went to lunch with him and how good of a kisser he was that just broke my heart and i gave us a chance but heard once a cheater always one she told me it was just a misstake and would not do it again something like that will take some time to gain trust back one of her ex boyfriends keeps hacking her site and sending me everything she writes so i set my fubar page to private so the shit would stop now that i made up an oth

Til Jøden Dr Robert
TIL DR. ROBERT. MOREN MIN HAR YTRET REDSEL FOR MORGENDAGENS MØTE TIL EN AV DINE TIMER. OG DET LEDER TANKENE TIL DIN GENERELLE PRAKSIS. JEG LEVER UTFRA FORUTSETNINGEN OM Å HEDRE MIN MOR OG FAR. DET FØRTE MEG TIDLIG TIL INTERESSE FOR SALOME OG FRAM TIL ISIS. MENER DU AT MIN MOR STÅR I VEIEN FOR MIN VIDERE "KARRIERE"? HVA SYNTES DU VI BURDE GJØRE MOT VÅRE MØDRE I DEN SAMMENHENGEN? OG HAR DETTE EN KONSEKVENS I FORHOLD TIL HVA VI BURDE GJØRE I FORHOLD TIL GUDINNEN? BURDE VI RETT OG SLETT LEGGE OPP TIL ET SPILL HVOR ISIS ELLER VÅRE MØDRE KAN KAPRES AV INNVADERENDE STYRKER? DA BLIR VI JO FRI TIL Å GJØRE HVA FAEN VI ØNSKER? SEND SPØRSMÅLET VIDERE TIL CIRKUSARTIST DAVIDO. HAN KAN HA NOEN MENINGER OM MØDREBEHANDLING SELV OM HAN TAR SVÆRT GODT VARE PÅ SIN EGEN MOR. KANSKJE HUN STÅR UTENFOR DEN REGELEN ETTERSOM HUN ER VÅR ALLES CIRCUSDIREKTØR. (Jeg har ikke tenkt så nøye over hvordan hun fikk det blå øyet. Det kan ha skjedd ved et uhell. Hun kan ha forskyldt det selv. Men kanskje

Christmas With The Troops
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE , IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE . I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT , A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS . WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS , A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT , OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WE

Cough Cough Ouch
So my throat's been annoying me the past few days but today went to a whole new level. Hurts to swallow, cough, sneeze and yawning is murder. On top of that am finding it harder to talk now. Been drinking a lot and even had some ice cream to try and soothe it some but to no avail. All I know is this better go the hell away.

Happy Thanksgiving!
Subject: Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some. 10. Don't play with your meat 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready? Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

"good For The Soul."
“Good For The Soul.” Like a weathering sentinel it sat on the coast An old house of worship, smaller than most A fisherman’s chapel, where all went to pray And seek their salvation every Sunday It’s leader was Catholic, old Father Brown Well respected and loved by all in the town For 45 years he had tended his flock In that old rugged chapel perched on the rock But the old priest’s soul was mired in pain As he constantly found himself at a loss to explain How year after year the pious people he knew Turned from good acts to bad, and the madness it grew Drinking was rampant, and domestic abuse It seemed that all forms of evil were now on the loose It felt like that good town was flying apart These gentle souls who once had good hearts The beatings, the knifings, the mad drunken brawls Father Brown in his role had witnessed them all And week after week it would all start again His picturesque town was going insane But if he had looked deeper, it may have

Blah Fkkity Fkk Fkk
Okay, so here it is... Two days before Thanksgiving. While I try my damndest to be thankful of everything I DO have... I still can not help but to think of what I don't have, and the crap that has been happening. So, I'm just going to get it out of my system, and hope it works. So, Friday, I get laid off my job. A permanent layoff. So, I have a new baby in the house and no job. That's just great, eh? And, right before the holidays?? How freaking nice is that? I got a decent severance package, but what do I do about Christmas? Use all the last money I'll get from my job to give the kids a Christmas? I mean, I do qualify for unemployment, but as many people know, it only goes so far. So, either I give the kids a nice Christmas, or save the money for things we really need. With the economy the way it is, who knows how long it'll be before I find another job. And, when I do, I'll be starting all over again from the bottom. This SOOOO sucks. Another thing, I found out

Creation Of A Kitty
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine, created a pussy to their design. First was a butcher, with smart wit, using a knife, he gave it a slit, Second was a carpenter, strong and bold, with a hammer and chisel, he gave it a hole, Third was a tailor, tall and thin, by using red velvet, he lined it within, Fourth was a hunter, short and stout, with a piece of fox fur, he lined it without, Fifth was a fisherman, nasty as hell, threw in a fish and gave it a smell, Sixth was a preacher, whose name was McGee, he touched it and blessed it, and said it could pee, Last was a sailor, dirty little runt, he sucked it and fucked it, and called it a cunt.

The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord
1. My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear plexiglass visors, not face-concealing ones. 2. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. 3. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell of my dungeon. 4. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. 5. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fire guarded by the Dragons of Eternity. It will be in my safe-deposit box. The same applies to the object which is my one weakness. 6. I will not gloat over my enemies' predicament before killing them. 7. When I've captured my adversary and he says, "Look, before you kill me, will you at least tell me what this is all about?" I'll say, "No." and shoot him. No, on second thought I'll shoot him then say "No." 8. After I kidnap the beautiful princess, we will be married immediately in a quiet civil ceremony, not a lavish sp

In Her Dream
She went to bed,lying there trying to fall asleep,thinking about him. this man that she doesnt even know. but yet she talks to him like they have known each other forever. This girl she knows it's not right, but yet it feels so wonderful .She feels guilty .Her knowing she has a boyfriend but yet shes not in love with him.Her boyfriend he dosen't treat her as if he loves her, she just wants to be happy like anyone else. Maybe he dosen't know how to be a good man like she wants him to be. perhaps he may not want to be . So she closes her eyes.finally falls asleep, She hears a noise outside,opens the window,only to see him standing there, this handsome man playing his guitar. she looks closer,realizes its him the man.she dosen't know yet talks to him all the time.his eyes so blue and beautiful,his lips looks so soft and full.. his body so fit and sexy. His hands look so strong ,she cant help wanting to be close to his body. He must realize she sees him there, so he stares at her. she feel

Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

Colour Of Your Heart?
Boredom strikes Your Heart is Red and Green Your heart is serene and peaceful. You are down to earth, laid back, and secure in who you are. You bring strength and sanity to relationships. You're good at communicating and working through problems. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

What I Am Not - Revised
Going into my 4 month Addict name Carlton. I am going into my 4 month, a 107 days to be exact. I was looking at my life in dept and I noticed I came a long ways in short period of time. I feel like superman transforming from an active obsessed compulsive addict morph into a striving to be a dependable, sociable, willing and able, contributing member of many arenas that society of any kind will admire by my attraction instead of looking to hear my promotion. O my, what a difference I made when I realized what being obsessed with being high was. I can now focus on my different disabilities and know they all resulted to mismanagement quickly escalating to unmanageable I allowed. I had all the warning signs flashing in my face. Anyone who notice or is told that all of sudden their in capabilities are due to the desire not be manageable, because of drugs better listen. In me, all things slowly started happening, but in reality, they was moving quickly. After awhile it, were no option

Turkey Recipe
Here's my Turkey Recipe for you. This turkey recipe also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing -- imagine that. When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. 8 - 15 lb. turkey 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush turkey well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the turkey blows the oven door open and the bird flies across the room, it's done. And, you thought I didn't cook... HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Help Span Rican Level Up Please!!!
Everyone go to Span Rican's profile, and rate his profile and all his pics. Span Rican is trying to level up. But be nice, or he will get his little friend after you. LOL Go ahead check out Span Rican! Spanish graphics from www.MyOnda.com Span Rican - The Real Owner of Kristen Victoria@ fubar Spanish graphics from www.MyOnda.com

Godmother! Thank You!!!
Big Thank YOUs to my Friends and the Shadow Levelers!!! I'm a Godmother now! Auto11s ON! I appreciate you all. I loved the surprises along the way.... Thank you...xoxoxoxo's ~heart (omg the Shadow levelers mean business! There were times where the laptop could not make noise there were so many rates at one time! you Rawk!!!) Will turn on auto @ 9AM

Chinese Wedding Night
A Chinese couple get married - and she's a virgin. Truth be told, he is not too experienced either. On the wedding night, she cowers naked under the sheets as her husband undresses. He climbs in next to her and tries to be reassuring "My darring" he says, "I know dis yo firss time and you berry frighten. I pomise you, I give you anyting you want, I do anyting - juss anyting you want. Whatchou want?" he says, trying to sound experienced, which he hopes will impress his virgin bride. A thoughtful silence follows and he waits patiently (and eagerly) for her request. She eventually replies shyly and unsure, "I wan try somethin I have heard about . Numbaa 69." More thoughtful silence, this time from him. Eventually, in a puzzled tone he queries... "You want...Beef wiff Broccori?"

Contest Reminder
Just a quick reminder that the funniest pic contest starts this Thursday at 5 pm fubar time and ends this Sunday 5pm fubar time. The winner(s) are determined by the highest rates NOT comments. Downrating other pics is encouraged. Send me your pics or the link in a private message. Pics can be nsfw. The pics can be one you found, made, or even photoshopped. You can enter up to 3 pics. Most comments have been about mumms or mummers (imagine that :P). Prizes are as follows: 1st-auto 11's 2nd-20 credit bling 3rd-10 credit bling 4th-5 credit bling 5th-1 credit bling

How Could I?
I don't understand why she means so little to you Why does she mean life to me? Is it worth the pain, I am the only one to blame? With all my downfalls, insecurities, and malfunctions in life, I have let you go I never questioned good intention Just the jealousy of my own bad intention With scissors to paper it is bound to cut. I have always walked a lonely space and it has been so hard Filling this void for my heart. I know I am the only one to blame, hence not asking you is my shame. Accept this confession, it is my decision. To ask for forgiveness, to bring you back for my life to witness. Without you life is vicious, so please take this.

That's How The Fight Started
When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive....so, I took her to a gas station . . . . . and that's how the fight started. ************************************************** I tried to talk my wife into buying a case of Miller Lite for $14.95. Instead, she bought a jar of cold cream for $7.95. I told her the beer would make her look better than the cold cream at night . . . . . . and that's how the fight started. ************************************************** After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later.. The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." So I opened my shirt, revealing my curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair o

Fu-luv
fu-bar is the place i love heaven sent,a blessN from above an addiction that helps keep me free from the drugs and alcohal that got a hold on me talkN with 1s that dont know me comforts cuz im so cold and lonely rate pics,faze up then times up 4 this computers not mine i hate life and theres my sign and i know no change LOL...aint that strange laugh and smile stuck n denile it boils down 2 im not the 1 that got shot all the othR shit and what not a 2 time felon fu-luv thats what im sellN THANKS,GOD BLESS,YOU'VE BEEN SO KIND i remain lost 2 my frame of mind -JUICE

Off The Top Of My Head
WONDERING HERE LATELY ABOUT LIFE AND THINGS.......HUMMMMM AS I SIT AND WONDER AND WAIT TO FIND THE ANSWERS, DO I REALLY WANT TO KNOW THEM? AT TIMES I THINK I DO AND OTHERS I THINK IT IS BETTER OFF NOT KNOWING.....I AM 28 YEARS OLD, I DONT TAKE SHIT AND I DONT PLAY GAMES, THING IS I HAVE BEEN DIVORCED FOR 4 YEARS THIS COMING FEB I HAVE FIGURED OUT WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE......THE THING IS NOW A DAYS MOST PEOPLE DONT WANT THE SAME THINGS.....THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THE GAME AND ADDING ANOTHER NOTCH ON THAT BELT....ME HELL I WAS READY TO SETTLE DOWN WHEN I WAS 21 I LIVED MY LIFE AT A EARLY AGE, I SEE LIFE AND LOST AND LOVED AND LOST THAT.....I HAVE TWO GREAT AMAZING KIDS WHO I LOVE AND ARE MY WHOLE WORLD, I HAVE THREE GOOD JOBS THAT I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF THEM, MY BUSINESS I WOULD NOT GIVE UP FOR THE WORLD AND MY FULL TIME DAY JOB WELL IT IS CRAZY AND A PAIN IN MY ASS BUT I LOVE IT ALSO BEING AROUND THE PEOPLE I CALL FAMILY AT WORK HAVING FUN LAUGHING AND JUST GOOFING OFF IS GREAT, THEN M

The Infinite Sadness Of Losing Your Girl
Coming home at night, No one has called all day, No one to keep me company, No one to watch me slip away. Wanting someone to talk to, But there is no one to call, Wanting someone to care, But no one cares at all. Pacing endlessly, Looking for something to take the pain, Searching my heart and soul, Trying to find something there again. The seconds pass like hours, The hours pass like days, My heart burns all the time, Someone, please put out the blaze. As I lie down to go to sleep, My mind explodes with thoughts, Thoughts of life and death, Thoughts of lessons I've been taught... The lessons of endless pain, Of being totally alone, Lessons that show me How I wasnt meant to be alone

Come Give Me Some Love
Hot! Myspace Comments GET ME STARTED OFF GOOD NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO GIVE ME SOME HELP. I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. REALLY WANT TO TRY AND WIN THIS ONE. JUST CLICK MY PICTURE AND COME RATE MY PICTURE AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR ME. I SO, SO, SO APPRECIATE IT. HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Hot! Myspace Comments

Dressed In Drag For Charity
Man, I've been getting a lot of questions and my shoutbox is constantly full about me dressing in drag for charity. Here's the scoop. Every year, our community has a Male beauty pageant and this year was no exception. This event was to raise money for our local Boys and Girls Club. 3 years of me and my organization sponsoring "women" wasn't enough. This year they wanted me to do it as well. Well, I'm a sucker for a good charity so after much persuading, I did it. I'm comfortable and confident with who I am, we had a lot of fun, the crowd loved it, and most of all the children benefited from it. Our female employees did all the make up and choreograph work, I just had to wear it and do the dance. If you're all lucky, I may just post my comical dance in my stash for all of you to see. The song....Deana Carter's "I Shaved My Legs For This." Too funny (no I didn't pick it).

112508 Plato
Any one who has common sense will remember that the bewilderments of the eyes are of two kinds, and arise from two causes, either from coming out of the light or from going into the light, which is true of the mind's eye, quite as much as of the bodily eye; and he who remembers this when he sees any one whose vision is perplexed and weak, will not be too ready to laugh; he will first ask whether that soul of man has come out of the brighter light, and is unable to see because unaccustomed to the dark, or having turned from darkness to the day is dazzled by excess of light.

112508 Homer Simpson
Remember that postcard Grandpa sent us from Florida of that Alligator biting that woman's bottom? That's right, we all thought it was hilarious. But, it turns out we were wrong. That alligator was sexually harrassing that woman.

Fragrance
Sometimes you can have a place so vividly described to you, it's like you've been there many times - Walked along the beach, felt the waves coming up against your feet and tasted the salt water. Or when someone describes a good wine and you can almost taste off the sweet grapes in your mouth. Words can be very powerfull; They evoke emotions, feelings & memories. You can experience Joy, feel sad, fall in love or Smell a good perfume through pictures & words. Let your senses free; dream yoursel away;, using touch, hearing & imagination, Let the perfumes seduce you, you can't smell them, But the words are just as poweull and the images are stronger than the perume bottles that hold them.

11.25.08 - David Bowie - Life On Mars
SONG VERSION BELOW Life On Mars? (1999 Digital Remaster) - David Bowie VIDEO VERSION BELOW Life On Mars? - David Bowie LYRICS BELOW It's a God awful small affair To the girl with the mousey hair But her mummy is yelling, "No!" And her daddy has told her to go But her friend is no where to be seen Now she walks through her sunken dream To the seats with the clearest view And she's hooked to the silver screen But the film is a sadd'ning bore For she's lived it ten times or more She could spit in the eyes of fools As they ask her to focus on Sailors Fighting in the dance hall Oh man! Look at those cavemen go It's the freakiest show Take a look at the lawman Beating up the wrong guy Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know He's in the best selling show Is there life on Mars? It's on America's tortured brow That Mickey Mouse has grown up a cow Now the workers have struck for fame 'Cause Lenin's on sale again See the mice in their million h

Happy
Proud Of Myself!!! Current mood: accomplished Category: Blogging Hey all! I know I have been out of the swing of things but that is because I back in Feb got myself mixed up in a lot of drugs and drinking. I did this for many months till i got really ill in August from not eating and keeping my health up where it needs to be. So I decided I could not do this no more, especially after waking up in a puddle of blood from falling on my face from doing drugs and drinking. So I a week later put myself in the hospital to get some help. I spent only a week there. They discharged me and sent me to some out patient therapy which has helped me a lot, but I wanted more knowledge of what I had gotten myself into, so I decided to make a call to an inpatient rehab. I finally was headed on on a road to recovery. I went to Florida to a place called A New Day, I was scared, nervous, I didn't want to be there, but I did give it a chance and I am so glad I did. I learned a lot while I was there. I s

Hendrix' Rolle Som Afterlife-elsker Med Nico
Konstellasjonen med Nico i Factory er vanvittig. Og hva Dylan mente å kunne få ut av det er umulig å si. Men jeg tror det opprettholdt en fiksjon som kun kan forstås utfra redselen for at nazismen skulle gjøre inntog i Ux. Nazikampen forble per def i Europa. "Dronningen" for Hitler var kapret innenfor Warhols beskyttelse. Jeg føler meg sikker på at Brian levde i den situasjonen mentalt fra 1967 til 1969. Han befant seg i et fangenskap som forgrenet seg til omverdenen. Den verdenen begynte å behandle ham som Fangen samtidig som han han var lederen for Uk's invasjonsstyrker. Det førte til trekantforholdet mellom Brian, Nico og Jimi Hendrix. Og i det forholdet ligger antagelig det eneste positive i situasjonen. Hvis vi ser Monterey i 1967 som en fiktiv Hitler-Stalin pakt begynner ting å bli synlige. Brian er ønsket velkommen i Ux og får lov til å møte sin dronning. Og Brian som person er villig til å spille den rollen. Han har dels innfunnet seg med at Nico er hans "egentli

#1 Assholes
i'm sick and tired of people running their mouth. if you have something to say,say it to my face. don't go running off like the pussy you are, to others expecting them to care. you feed off of people's reactions to your stupidity. you're an adult whos acting like a little child. grow the fuck up, and get a life. [this is implaied to a gay guy in my class]

Baby
For those of you who knew Hawk and I were expecting... those plans have changed. We went to the doc last week and were told we had lost the baby at some point though there was no actual miscarriage. There was no development and we had to induce a miscarriage. Life sucks right now. I though tIw as doin ok until this afternoon. It has really hit me hard for some reason today. So, for now we are going to appreciate our princesses and love them and spend as much tie showing and telling them that. Just thought I would let ya'll know. One day at a time we shall get through this. Life Sucks

A Lil Something Darkfol Had Written About Me & I Luv It!!!
OK YA'LL IMA LET YA'LL READ THIS MY FRIEND DARKFOL HAD WRITTEN ABOUT ME,4 ME. LOL AND I JUS LUV IT& THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT! IF YA LIKE THIS, YA'LL SHOULD CHECK OUT ALL HIS BLOGS. THEY RAWK!!! HE IS NUMBER ONE IN MY FAM, IF YA WANNA FIND HIM:p KK HERE IT IS, LET ME KNOW WHAT YA'LL THINK. *~HUGS & KISSES DIXIE~* LONG NIGHT SITTING BY THE FIRE DRUNKEN LUST DEADLY DESIRE FEEL THE HEAT BUT NOT FROM THE FLAME. EYES BLAZING WITH THE LIGHT OF HER FIRE DROWNING IN THE CARNAL LUST BROUGHT OUT BYE THE GODDESS ACROSS FROM ME FALLING INTO HER TRAP TEMPTING THE FATES AS WE STARE AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE FLAMES WONDERING WHATS ON HER MIND IS OUR THOUGHTS THE SAME AND FOR THIS LUST WHOS TO BLAME. LOST N THE EYES OF THE GODESS OF THE FLAME BRING THE PAIN FOR MY SOUL SHE SHALL DRAIN THROUGH THE FLAMES

Bully From Mikes Two Year Fuversary Celebration Salutes _ty Every1 *cheers*
Nothing Fancy in this bully - we his friends are here to tell you.... Go Tell this man congrats on being here this long.. he does great things for everyone on this site... he's there to level you, he's there to help win you those gifts you want..he's just there for you when you need him - so be there for him today and tonight. We his friends salute him...even his friends that couldn't be here today to make those salutes are saluting him in their hearts and souls. WE LOVE YOU MIKE! ~Mike S ™ ~( Taken by MzMic HER real Fiance) HideAway Lounge@ fubar Our HideAway HeadGreeter Dreamz saluting Mike: Our HideAway Enforcer Tigger saluting Mike: Our HideAway Greeter LoLo Blossom saluting Mike: Our HideAway Enforcer Eighty8 saluting Mike: Our HideAway Bartender saluting Mike: Our HideAway Greeter LadyBug saluting Mike: ~Mike S ™ ~( Taken by MzMic HER real Fiance) HideAway Lounge@ fubar Our HideAway Friend Samantha saluting Mike: Our HideAway Frien

A Big Thanks
I would like to extend a huge thanks to Auto 11's on, thickinluvinit, ~~~FU-DADDY, goingnuttynow, and everyone who has helped me level three levels this week. Some just voted 11s, some rated profile and pics, and some had auto 11's on and i voted on them and some even gave fubucks for rates. i wouldnt have been able to do it without all of your help. If anyone knows how to a morph will you contact me cause i want one done. Also a guest vip or auto 11s would be nice but does not need to be done. Once i get enough fubucks i will pay them in fubucks or buy them whatever they wish but that is once i get enough fubucks. i have over 200000 but will need more before i can do anything. much thanks.

Another Contest
so im tryin again for an auto 11bling...contest runs till december 4th..most rates and comments wins! some come spank me yall :D any help would be greatly appreciated! Thanks in advance to all who help me! luvins, Trixxy click the pic and bombs away!

Again......be Warned!!
As I pointed out in a previous blog, I stated that I do not intend to become embroiled in any ones little games that they wish to play, but it seems that it continues to grow…for me I do not care what anyone thinks of me as I am not here for popularity contests to see who can get the greatest number of friends, amass the most points or how fast I can get up the fu ladder , I do not care about getting rated everyday and having to keep that rate….. I am here to pass the time spent with the people I like to spend my time with and maybe building friendships with some and have even become good friends with some in my time here and have enjoyed many happy hours talking with them, laughing with them when they were happy and being there for them when their days were dark, listening to them, understanding their pain and anguish and tried to give them words of comfort and encouragement to help them through those dark days so they can once again smile. But it is becoming all too clea

You Will Like
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Still Having Pc Problems
most of yall know i was away from pc for about month cause of my pc takin a dive n whatnot..i got a new out of box pc other day and it seems to be havin problems and acts like its been used allready and repackaged so i may be back on if they have another pc or when i can get another one i may go get one somewere else

Omg Look Who I Got Owned By!!!!! (please Show Him Lotsa Luv ~ He Has Auto 11's On !!) (repost)
OMG LOOK WHO I GOT OWNED BY!!!!! (PLEASE SH Meet my new Owner!!! (Don't forget to show him LOTS OF luv!!!) ßËÇKRFÇ1™!@ PET.S.E.R.SECURITY.SCOTISH UK ORACLE 10/7/2008 10:57 PM@ fubar Pimpout brought to you by: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned by ßËÇKRFÇ1™! *shadow leveler* *club f.a.r.*@ fubar (repost of original by 'dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned by ßËÇKRFÇ1™! *shadow leveler* *club f.a.r.*' on '2008-11-25 13:35:43')

To Our Friends
i am writing this with love in my heart and happier than i have ever been!! Harley and i have found eachother and have fell in-love..but We have lost friends due to Our happiness...We cherish Our TRUE friends that have stuck by Us and are happy We are in-love and happy...We wish to keep and show love to Our true friends and have clean fun on this great site FuBar..We only ask respect of you as We give that respect back..so We hope to keep Our friends but also understand We will lose some that only wanted Us to play with and not because they wanted Us to be happy!..We love and appreciate Our awesome true friends..be happy and keep the love flowing and We will keep being Harley and Rose, the same people We have always been..just now We are happy and in-love..thanks so much with respect always...Your friends.....Rose and Harley1961.....hugssssssssssssssssssssss

Dibble And A Dabble Again
awww, the darkness fades Today your smile shines Hope into my life The bottle is empty The needle still hangs From my vein Ahhh the sun shines again today You made my darkness go away The sun shines again today You found me down at my lowest point I felt as if I was At the bottom of the well Souls of my feet were burning From the fires of hell And there you are to save the day The start of a new day has come The sun shines again today You made my darkness go away The sun shines again today I was wandering like a lost fool I made myself into a tool Dragging my heart around Leaving my soul behind Sunk so low, to the bottom of the well So low, losing my soul

My Owner
Meet My New Owner!!! (Don't forget to show him LOTS OF luv!!!) TώåunεVålêntïnô™ §näke Ëyeš ®ädïð «d♫j» *@ fubar Pimpout Brought To You By: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ ☯ YdaFnot's Light ☯@ fubar

Advice Please
ok so heres the deal I have a friend who has been doing some investigating for me and I have come to find that well my man has been cheating for a while now. That he plans to kick me out of our apartment after the first and that he has been bring women here when I am not home. I have no where to go if he kicks me out. I have been nothing but faithful and honest with him and he doesnt seem to care. I have had numberous emails, messages and IM's telling me things that he has been doing. He has had the one here at our apartment when I am home and I never thought anything about it until now. I am stumpped I have no where to go and I am not really sure what to do. Do I believe all of these women or do I confront him about it and let him try to explain things yet again? HELP ME OUT a little bit people...any advice is great advice...PLEASE

Poem Of The Day
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

Bling Pack Offers!
Hello everyone I'm looking for a bling pack donation from one of you lovely fubarians! I'm offering stuff because I don't think it should just be given to me lol. For a 12 credit: 1 SFW salute 200K fubucks For a 25 credit: 1 SFW salute Access to my NSFW 250K fubucks For a 65 credit: 2 SFW salutes Access to my NSFW 450K fubucks 100 pic rates a day for 4 days 1 auto 11's bling from it For a 135 credit 1 auto 11's bling from it Access to my NSFW 2 SFW salutes 800K fubucks 100 pic rates a day for a week Anything more than that and we will discuss it :) If you're interested contact me!

So, You All Miss Hr Eh? Read This!
Ok so over the past few weeks, i have been told by many that they really miss having HR around. Well here is you chance to get it back. The NEW DiMeS HR is open to the public. If you want it back, come Sell us your soul and this will show me the true interest to reopen or keep it closed. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=58382 DiMeS

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 159 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Arlington By Trace Adkins
I never thought that this is where I'd settle down. I thought I'd die an old man back in my hometown. They gave me this plot of land, Me and some other men, for a job well done. There's a big White House sits on a hill just up the road. The man inside, he cried the day they brought me home. They folded up a flag and told my Mom and Dad: "We're proud of your son." And I'm proud to be on this peaceful piece of property. I'm on sacred ground and I'm in the best of company. I'm thankful for those thankful for the things I've done. I can rest in peace; I'm one of the chosen ones: I made it to Arlington. I remember Daddy brought me here when I was eight. We searched all day to find out where my grand-dad lay. And when we finally found that cross, He said: "Son, this is what it cost to keep us free." Now here I am, a thousand stones away from him. He recognized me on the first day I came in. And it gave me a chill when he clicked his heels, And saluted me. And

Nothing Specail But I Am Me
yeah i don't have a six pack for abs. i ain't got big arms, but big enough and not from working out. i'm not made for speed but if i have to chase someone, someone going to get hurt. unless i am chasing a female. i don't have a big fancy house or a sport car. but i stay warm in the winter and cool in the summer. my car get me where i need to go and back and it's clean always. i like all kind of music, sometime it's too loud and other time i am just kicking back. sure in the hell don't look like no modles, most of them are gay anyhow. my momma tought me how to treat a woman, or she would have kicked my ass. rest in peace mom. i do like to drink my beer, but i don't get drunk, just give me a buzz and i am good.

Arlington By Riley Mclincha
THERE'S A PLACE IN OUR COUNTRY YOU CAN VISIT ANY DAY, IT WOULD BE AN HONOR IF THEY LET YOU STAY, TO STAND AMONG THE HEROES AT A PLACE OLD GUARD CALLS HOME, TO LIE BENEATH GREEN PASTURES NEAR THE TOMB OF THE UNKNOWNS. ARLINGTON, OH ARLINGTON, NO OTHER PLACE ON EARTH THAT SHOWS THE COST OF FREEDOM, WHAT LIBERTY IS WORTH. FROM KENNEDYS TO PFC'S HERE BURIED THEY'VE PAID THE PRICE ESPECIALLY THE ONES WHOSE LIVES WERE SACRIFICED OH I LOVE THIS LAND, AMERICA, AND ALL ITS FIFTY PARTS AND THESE HALLOWED HILLS OF ARLINGTON LIVE DEEP WITHIN MY HEART SO I RAISE THE FLAG AND WAVE IT HIGH TO THE DAUGHTERS AND THE SONS PATRIOTS WHO REST IN PEACE IN THE HILLS OF ARLINGTON. IF PASSION FOR THIS COUNTRY TODAY SEEMS OUT OF STYLE THEN SET YOUR COURSE TO ARLINGTON AND STAND THERE FOR A WHILE HEAR 21 GUNS PIERCE THE AIR, WATCH AS CAISSONS GO ROLLING BY WHEN THE BUGLE MOANS "DAY IS DONE" DON'T TELL ME YOUR EYES ARE DRY CAUSE IF YOU LOVE THIS LAND, AMERICA, AND ALL ITS FIFTY PARTS TH

Could Anyone Help
was wondering if anyone could help me get the codes for these videos so i can put them on my profile. http://www.usmra.com/farewellmarine.htm http://www.usmra.com/download/untilthen.swf thank you, military supporter

When Two Hesrts Meet
When two hearts meet When two hearts meet, Walls of concrete come tumbling down, Masses of iceberg disintegrate, slowly melting into streams of hope, meeting in fusion a ray of glow. When two hearts meet, All inhibitions are stripped away, Stark naked in human form,we stand and look, eyes lingering at the point of no return, where my world is built on clay and stones. When two hearts meet, Love finds a new meaning in my life, Joy and happiness fill my days and nights, peace seeps into the flow of the tide, heaven and earth meet in the glow of light. When two hearts meet... One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet.

Me
I come on here to chill and unwind. A good friend is addicted to this :) and MADE me come here!!..LOL. I won't post pics of me because I have a public job, People will do ANYTHING right now to get someone's job including manipulating a webpage.I understand if you don't want to add me or have rules about me not viewing your NSFW pics. I guess everyone wants to see your naughty pics or yahoo ID..ummm..I would not mind seeing your *parts* but I'm not going to be a pain in the ass about seeing them. I really don't want your Yahoo unless you need someone to chill with..I'm NOT here for dates,sex, cyber, phone..whatever. I just wanna enjoy the pics and writings of interesting peeps. In summary, I can be a good friend but I don't give many chances or like head games..your screw me over your gone.

& I Am Finally Seeing Why I Was The One Worth Leaving
we're silence and sushi eaten with fingers bruised and bored with nothing left to do but eachother no more smoke rings or kissing 151 proof and this is not fitting together, but eventually wearing down like sandpaper

A Little About "pegasus" And The "pegasus Project"
A LOVING NOTE FROM DOVE… About “The Pegasus Project“Dove GoddessCoFounder of The Pegasus Project Pegasus was a mythical creature said to have been born from the blood that fell to earth during the slaying of Medusa. This magnificent creature spent it's life assisting in the battle against evil and wrong doings in the universe, and was honored for these loving acts through the gift of it‘s own constellation at the time of death… this gift stands as an eternal reminder of the true treasures of life. (Visit The Pegasus Project) Some say that everywhere that Pegasus stepped upon the earth, new life was born and the beauty of spring would be come fourth. There are many different versions of this mythical creature's life and image. Some depict Pegasus as a winged horse, others a winged unicorn... but all tell of Pegasus' life long assistance in the battle against wrong in the universe in order to bring fourth justice, beauty and/or love. No matter which version of the myth you wish to emb

Girls I Need Your Yim :d
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom. I didn't know the feeling of having my hear

For The Nosy Azz's
OK FOR ALL WHO DONT KNOW THE WHOLE DAMN STORY ABOUT A B K WELL FRIST OFF HE BAN SOMEONE FROM THE LOUNGE WHEN THE GUY CAME BACK IN HE ASKED WHY WAS I BOOTED FROM THE LOUNGE A B K SAID ARE YOU GOING TO SAY SORRY THE GUY ASKED WHAT WAS HE SUPOSED TO SAY SORRY FOR AND A B K REPETED ARE YOU GOING TO SAY SORRY THE ASKED FOR WHAT AND A B K BAN HIM WHEN ANOTHER STAFF ASKED WHY HE GOT MAD AND LEFT T.S (TEAM SPEAK) FOR ALL WHO DONT KNOW WHAT T.S IS AND LEFT THE LOUNGE AND YAHOO SO NO ONE COULD ASK WHY THE GUY WAS BANNED SO HIS MODS WAS TAKIN UNTILL HE COULD SAY WHY HE BANNED THE GUY CAUSE WHEN THEY SEARCHED THE CHAT BOX NO ONE COULD SEE ANY THING THE GUY DID WRONG TO GET BOOTED AND BEFORE THE GUY GOT BOOTED ANOTHER MEMBER ASKED HIM TO S/B ( SHOUT BOX ) THEM AND A B K SAID WHAT EVER YOU GOT TO SAY IT CAN BE SAID IN THE LOUNGE HE DONT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL ANYONE THEY CANT TALK TO ANOTHER MEMBER IN S/B SO WHEN HE FOUNFD OUT HE GOT HIS MODS TAKIN AWAY HE STARTED WHINNIN LIKE I BITCH ABOUT IT AS FO

Avon Representative
Hey everyone...BEING THAT IT IS WINTER.. AND WITH MY IMMUNE SYSTEM I HAVE TO MOSTLY STAY IN DOORS.. SO.. MY ONLY MEANS OF INCOME AT THE MOMENT IS THIS NEW ADVENTURE IM TRYING. I WOULD LOVE ALL YOUR SUPPORT AND REGISTER AND POSSIBLY BUY SOMETHING SOME YEAR... WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME! THANKS IN ADVANCE. I have now joined the Avon Team up here in Washington.. I used to sell it in Illinois and had a great time doing so.. However, now since times have changed.. we are now able to sell to our custumers from all over and it'll be delivered right to your home!! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE SELL THINGS FOR MEN, WOMAN, CHILDREN.. DOESNT MATTER.. THINGS FOR ALL TYPES OF HOLIDAYS, SPECIAL OCCASIONS, ETC. ITS NOT ONLY MAKEUP!!!!! ITS CHEAP... AND WELL SHIT.. DONT HAVE WORRY ABOUT WAITING IN LINES.. GETS DELIVERED RIGHT TO YOU.. SO PLEASE REGISTER!! ITS FREE!! HELP ME BY SHOWING YOUR SUPPORT DURING MY EXCITING TIME WITH THIS GOAL OF HAVING A GREAT FAMILY IN MY NEW AVON WORLD!! So if you wa

Hunny For Fu Queen
Our friend Hunny is only 81,854 Points away from becoming fu-queen, so can we help her out & give her rates & bling. ~**HUNNY~*MEMBER OF W.I.S.E UK FAMILY/RATING REVOLUTION ~**~@ fubar Thank you luv Di aka PiNkLaDy and pAuL xx

The Dick
The Dick Once a weapon of mass destruction Now relieved of his tension Sacrificed for womankind Well-used, worn, and beaten Gone are the creamy spurts and manipulation Finally free of the boss' fornication Soft and harmless upon the curly knoll Tired from her teeth raking your balls Greedily swallowed by mouth and womb The stone reads "Woody lies here because of you" Light a cigarette, enjoy the solitude while it lasts Wipe away the remains of your love on her ass Never forget the days of her nails raking your back The quiet is only temporary, until the next hungry gash Bon

A Good System Shortens The Road To Your Goal
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 A GOOD SYSTEM SHORTENS THE ROAD TO YOUR GOAL -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your success will be determined on the drawing board. All you need is a plan, a road map, and the courage to press on to your destination. Somewhere there is a map of how it can be done, for at all times, it's better to have a method. Planning will bring your future into the present so you can do something about it now. Find a good system and it will shorten the road to your goal. Divide your movements into easy to do sections. If you falter or fail, divide your movements again. You can't get lost on a straight road. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Watch The => Webinar Check Out The => Glimpse Stories

Jezebel Tempting And Kordelia Devonshire...vids Vids Vids
Sooo after spending two days with hot sexy fetish model Kordelia Devonshire I've got some good news to report.I will soon be opening my very own clips4sale store.Kordelia and I shot several hot fetish vids and I have quite a few sitting in my vault that have never been seen.I now feel like I have enough to finally open my store. I'll be working with several local area models and will be speaking to many national models as well to work with. I'll be sure to post up the link to the store once it's up and open.I'm hoping to open it just in time for the holidays.Be sure to tell your friends and have them come join us here and get all the latest updates on what's going on in my little world. Happy Thanksgiving my darklings and heres to a wonderful Holiday Season for all. Dark embraces, Jezebel Tempting

Dangerous Curve Girl Up For Auction Show Her Luv!!
> Moshes♏Enforcer@In-Motion♫ Dangerous Curves Member™ > I am in an auction, and would love to give my fellow DC members a chance to come bid on me!! > Here is the link---> > > And the auction is open until Nov. 30th at 12pm EST. Check Her Out Ladies Show Her some love and bid on her!!

Dangerous Curves Ladies In Red
Ok Girls We wanna give a lil shout out to a few girls that we have in the group!!!!!.......We have A Few Girls In Red And We Wanted To show them a lil Recognization!! They work Very Hard to Keep Their RED!! So Lets Show Our Girls a lil Special Love they Help Us out so much with Bullys and Rates!!! I am convinced!!!! i dont care what anyone says we have the greatest girl group and the greatest Girls on fu((ALL OF U ARE AWESOME))) We all bring something diff to the table and we ALL work Hard to Luv Our Fellow DC Ladies!!! You Guys Keep it Up I am so Proud To Have each and every girl we Have in the group with us and i am proud to be a part of all of it!!!!!! Ty

Do You Like Honey?
DO YOU LIKE HONEY? YOU WILL! The sound of the door opening makes you tingle You close your eyes You are totally nude Laying on your back on the floor The carpet is very soft and thick Legs are spread wide apart Your pussy is burning with desire You just shaved there this morning Nipples hard and standing erect Arms out stretched away from your body Sounds reach your ears Clothing is being taken off Tossed about onto the floor Silence Heavy breathing reaches your ears Heavier than your own Your heart begins pounding Goose bumps cover your body The muscles in your abdomen jerk with spasms Your eyes strain hard to say closed You are startled by a pop sound It sounds like a plastic cap snapping opening You sense some one knelling near you Moving between your open legs A moment of silence A drop of something strikes softly on your pussy Another drop A third drop lands Hitting on your swollen clit Your lay and wait for another drop You smile as you feel t

In Time
*Written for myself and for those who've been waiting... In Time I miss you every day As I watch the clouds move away from me Drifting towards you Direction and intention changes throughout time I can't even begin to imagine How it could be if you were with me I close my eyes, tilt my face to the sky Thinking Dreaming That you're watching me Touching me Loving me Far deeper than any before you A hesitant exhale from lonely lips Under a sleepless morning sun So quiet, I can hear your voice whispering That you're waiting Not wanting to want me But you have no choice I take a long drag of my cigarette Knowing Hating That time is never on my side Frustration runs thick Like the smoke whirling away from my lips Can you smell it in the air? I'm thinking that lonely skies shift over time This familiar, stagnant air could fade With another sway of direction Excitement is just over the horizon And everything could change In time I don't want to wa

Ladies In Red
Ok Girls We wanna give a lil shout out to a few girls that we have in the group!!!!!.......We have A Few Girls In Red And We Wanted To show them a lil Recognization!! They work Very Hard to Keep Their RED!! So Lets Show Our Girls a lil Special Love they Help Us out so much by making us Bullys and Rating our pages!!! I am convinced!!!! i dont care what anyone says we have the greatest girl group and the greatest Girls on fu((ALL OF U ARE AWESOME))) We all bring something diff to the table and we ALL work Hard to Luv Our Fellow DC Ladies!!! You Guys Keep it Up I am so Proud To Have each and every girl we Have in the group with us and i am proud to be a part of all of it!!!!!! Ty

Beauty Of A Rose
The beauty of a rose Can mean that I love you The beauty of a rose can mean That I care The beauty of a rose can even mean Just because So take this rose And keep as a reminder That you are always in my heart - Me

Success
SUCCESS: At age 4 success is ... not piddling in your pants. At age 12 success is ... having friends. At age 17 success is ... having a drivers license. At age 35 success is ... having money. At age 50 success is ... having money. At age 70 success is ... having a drivers license. At age 75 success is .. having friends. At age 80 success is ... not piddling in your pants

My Poem
Dress me up in leather, and tie me to the bed. Have a seat up on my face, and let me give you head. Now crawl down between my legs and make me want to scream. Make your tongue flick wildly until I start to cream. That takes care of forplay, so let's get right down to it. Just thrust your dick into my cunt, and basicly just screw it.

At The End Of Our Broken Road
This song is for someone that I fell in love with the moment i laid eyes on him. Our paths took us separate ways and it took me forever to get what I needed to be ok. He will always have a special place in my heart and I hope one day we will be alright. I love you Freek Time, moves slowly while you're gone I haven't heard your voice in quite some time But I still see your face I cannot erase the things you've done And all the ways you kept me hangin' on Now your gone I've moved on And I don't feel so sorry Can't you see I'm bleeding But I won't bleed anymore I've held on For so long But I had to let you go At the end of our broken road I know, it hurts to hear the truth Well maybe I was never meant to be with you And I cannot replace The tears of disgrace That run for you Cause running from the truth is what you do Now your gone I've moved on And I don't feel so sorry Can't you see I'm bleeding But I won't bleed anymore I've held on For so

A Glass Of Milk
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said..... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Year's later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consulta

The Pussycat Adoption
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf Calling all Friends and Family Members, This naughty Pu$$ycat is up for Adoption, and needs a good owner!!! I got sum awesome offers, and am looking for an equally awesome owner. If a VIP, 30-day Blast, $65-bling pack(or higher), or a HH is bid will increase offers and add NSFW Salute, all offers are negotiable and can be changed or more added.. So come check me out and make some really great bids, I promise I am worth it!!!!! Dont forget to check out our Pu$$ycat Playmate & Pimp$ homepage for more info on our Pu$$ycat Adoption, and how to become one urself!!! I'll C U There!!!! This Pimpout brought to you by non-other than The Sexcee "Bisexcee" Herself

Girls I Need Your Yim
hey girls if at all possible i would love to add u all on Yahoo Messenger!! so that i can ask ?'s here and there and get oppinions and maybe have a few lil meetings to get some ideas from u girls and so i can get to know u... If u were a hottie i need yours again too because i do not use the same yahoo i used to:P.. if u will just put your yahoo names in a private message, i will add u guys :D lol DO NOT put it in the Blog because it is PUBLIC :P thank You

Dead On
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) Sometimes you can appear more easygoing than you actually feel. Today, however, you are likely to just push others away if you need time by yourself. It's not that you are antisocial; it's just that you aren't interested in putting up a fake front for the sake of making someone else feel good. Don't try to justify your actions; just be true to yourself while remaining kind to everyone else.

Thirty Six Thousand Words And Turkey Dinner
This will be a brief entry today because I don’t feel like writing a long one. Please don’t take that as disdainfully as I may sound, I just have work to do finishing fifty thousand words for this year’s National Novel Writing Month competition, and it’s important to me that I finish writing “Litany”. Believe me it’s hard to write when you have to do it. And I inflicted this one on myself, but I appreciate the point one of the founders of the Month makes on the website; you and I know people who are saying they could write a book but never get around to doing it. Well, crunching that missive into one month (the thirty days of November) is a way to get people who might be intimidated by all the editing and all the formatting and keeping straight who has done and who says what to whom – yes, I’m paraphrasing here – and if you make the limit being able to see your book as a print on demand item is quite a feat. And you don’t have to stop there! I’m certainly not since “Litany”

Alter Bridge - Break Me Down
It's too late the time has come I've kept this inside me for way too long Silence will leave me cold Lost on a highway that never takes me home [Chorus:] I want to step aside I want to give it up Before I lose it all It's tearing me inside The way you break me down Oh there will come a time When I will come undone And you will let me fall I'll leave it all behind Before you break me down The weight of a thousand lies Promises broken haunt me all the time You say that you're sure to change But that black heart reveals that You'll always stay the same [Chorus] I realize Forgiveness Is calling And it's calling I've denied The reason I'm falling And I'm falling So let go [Chorus]

Dreams Are They Telling You Something?
Ok so yea I'm still not over that my ex boyfriend Will asked me to be his girl, and well yea everyone knows this, but still just in case I asked do you want kids he said I don't know so I said no. I don't want to dick around I'm a single mother. Nevertheless I had one of those dreams within a dream. I dreamed I was asleep and dreaming about my first love Justin. I woke up in my dream and there was a party and he was there, he tried to talk to me but I kept walking away. I was pregnant in my dream very much so. and when I walked out side there were like 6 Impallas pulling up along the street and he stopped me. the drives stepped out and waited. they got down on a knee and so did Justin and he asked me will i date him. I cried histarically just fell to the ground and I said yes but I don't want him to leave me again. I woke up. Ok so I understand the whole I was pregnant, he got back with me when I was pregnant with my daughter and I kept telling him if you feel comofrtabl

Life [(is)/ (can Be)] A Grand Adventure.
A grand adventure Don't back away from life just because it gets difficult. Instead, jump into it more fully. Don't slow down just because the road upward becomes steep. Speed up and get that extra momentum to carry you forward. There's no good reason to let the challenges get you down. Choose instead to be energized and motivated by them. Life is a grand adventure. You wouldn't want it to come too easily. You have all sorts of wonderful skills and abilities. Relish the opportunities to put them to the test and to make them even stronger. Live with passion and purpose and the resolve to handle whatever may come your way. Never stop discovering how much more you're able to do. -- Ralph Marston ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; All music is what awakes from you when you are reminded by the instruments. --Walt Whitman A small group of friends sat in a room around a record player. It was a heavy old thing, with parts that had to be operated by hand a

Joey's Diamond Auction
Well hello :D I Figuerd since the first auction i made Was good so why not make another auction? Well i will be giving a Diamond Bling To Whoever Signs up!, and also will Run A Happy Hour To Invite The Whole Fubar Peeps To Come And Bid On You! and i will give a free auto 11 to who ever gets the hightest bid! For you and for the person who placed the highest bid! isnt that just great, ah am a giver and it makes me feel good :P hehe, and the rules are simple! and they are: 1) Once Your In, U Cannot Back Out!! 2) The Person who placed the bid, has to pay first, in order to get what they placed thier bids for. 3) IF Your a Woman Then Love Me!!! lool So If u want in! just sent me a private message with the pic u want, and What u are offering!! auction starts tomorow!!!

Im Fu Broke,need Fu Bucks.please!
IM FU-BROKE..IT WOULD BE TOTALLY AWESOME IF ALL MY FU FRIENDS/FAMILY/AND FAN COULD HELP ME OUT..IVE ALWAYS DONE EVERYTHIN TO HELP OUT MY FRIENDS/FAMILY/AND FANS ON FUBAR..SO IT BE NICE IF THE LOVE COULD GET RETURN..IM REALLY IN NEED OF FU-BUCKS,IM SOOOO FREAKIN BROKE..ANY LITTLE WOULD HELP..SO,THANKS SOOO MUCH.. WITH LOVE; THICKNESS85

I Need Your Prayers
My mom is having alot of problems it all started this month! she gets these spells that cause her to have really bad pains in her chest there so bad some times she says she can't move she has an appointment today around 1-130 they are going to give her an e.k.g and a stress test to see if any thing shows up! i can tell you right now my mom wont get threw the stress test! she has had a stress test once or twice before and was never able to complete it! I feel like its my fault she is having this problem right now! it started after i got married and after i told her if i needed any more surgery's because of an existing health problem that i have i told her and my dad both that if i needed surgery i would not go threw with it anymore because im to scared to not have them there with me! they have always been there with me!!!! I talked to my sister last night and she told me that my mom has been having these episodes this month it has happened 5 times im not sure if it started before

..a Dc Girl Up For Auction Check It Out!!
> Moshes♏Enforcer@In-Motion♫ Dangerous Curves Member™ > I am in an auction, and would love to give my fellow DC members a chance to come bid on me!! > Here is the link---> > > And the auction is open until Nov. 30th at 12pm EST. Check Her Out Ladies Show Her some love and bid on her!!

Kind Of Communicator I Am
What Kind of Communicator Are You?You're Private MessagingWhether it's an email or a private message on a social networking site, you like to spend the time to craft your words and edit them carefully. Sending such a message is like the modern day letter and people always appreciate that. You're incredibly considerate and you really put a lot of care into everything you do. Sometimes, you border on being a little too perfect, but you always mean well.Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Hands
A basketball in my hands is worth about $19. A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million. It depends whose hands it's in. A baseball in my hands is worth about $6. A baseball in Roger Clemens' hands is worth $475 million. It depends on whose hands it's in. A tennis racket is useless in my hands. A tennis racket in Andre Agassi's hands is worth millions. It depends whose hands it's in. A rod in my hands will keep away an angry dog. A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea. It depends whose hands it's in. A slingshot in my hands is a kid's toy. A slingshot in David's hand is a mighty weapon. It depends whose hands it's in. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in Jesus' hands will feed thousands. It depends whose hands it's in. Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse. Nails in Jesus Christ's hands will produce salvation for the entire world. It depends

Heaven Or Hell
So everyone with religious beliefs strives to go to paradise, Heaven, and avoid damnation, or Hell. Heaven has all these promises of eternal happiness and bliss, or Hell with it's eternal suffering and pain. So with this expectation of greatness, what if Heaven isn't what it's cracked up to be? What if it turns out to be disappointing? If you expect the worst from Hell and it's not as bad as that then you're pleasantly surprised. My point is this, I would rather expect the worst with room for improvement than leave myself open for disappointment. Worst case scenario it's just as bad as i expected. Just my thoughts though. Let's party Satan.

"do I Dare / Disturb The Universe?"
In the last two months, one of my best friends moved away, another went off to rehab, and I was hit by an uninsured, unlicensed motorist. To add sadness to injury, I learned that a coworker, someone I dated briefly two years ago, was diagnosed with cancer. When I met him, he was 24, a successful, smart, ambitious man who, at 6'7", towered over me. We were an odd couple, him tall and dark and calm, me tiny and pale and loud. We spent thanksgiving together two years ago, him raking my leaves while I baked us a feast, then joining inside for a cornucopia of drinks, food, and sex. Shortly thereafter, I started seeing someone new, and, through willful neglect, I abandoned the relationship with my coworker. A month ago, I emailed him to let him know I was thinking of him. We exchanged several messages and ultimately planned to meet and spend the day on his boat. And so we did. I drove out to the marina and waited by his dock. He came up to meet me, led me to his boat. I climbed on a

The Kitchen Bitch
I got this little joke in an email and it made me giggle. Hope it makes someone else smile today. The Kitchen Bitch > >A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing >with his new electric train in the living room. > >She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches >who want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! And all >of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the >train...cause we're going down the tracks." > >The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of >language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are >to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your >train..but I want you to use nice language." > >Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with >his train. Soon the! train stopped and the mother heard her son say... > >"All passengers, please remember your things, thank yo

Been A While...need To Vent
ok, I know it's been a while since I updated my blog but I am doing ok these days. After treatments were done I just chilled and relaxed. The kids were in school and I had the house to myself!! SO now I have anew puppy...cause I got lonely! Well my family wanted one but I had the final say so since I will be the one taking care of the thing. I finally gave in and we got a Chihuahua. She is now 8 weeks old and she is def mine!! She whines for me when she doesn't see me...she lays in bed with me under the covers...I can't go anywhere without her. (I'll post pics later) Now I need to vent for a moment......why do so many people get the auto 11s...someone goes to rate your pics...and leave a comment...but the comments are not allowed!!!! I don't rate just for the hell of it! I like to look at pics and if I feel led to leave a comment I would hope the pic poster would allow me to say something about the pic. Besides I am taking my time to help you by rating your pics. I also d

Promotions/swat
HI 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!! HAVE YOU CONSIDERED BEEING A PART OF THE PROMOTIONS OR SWAT/IA TEAM??? IF YOU WANT TO BE IN THE PROMOTION OR SWAT TEAM PLEASE CONTACT*Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*Chief Deputy of 2nd alarm hotties*@ fubar

A Couple Weeks Later
So the election is over. While I am not happy with the results. I am hoping for something positive to come from all this bullshit. But the more and more I think about it. I just know better. I figured that it would had been nice to have the lesser of two evils, but then again, if you are poor and fucking lazy, you probably think the right person won. The sad thing about all of this is, that we need to change the way the people think in this country. We need attitude adjustment. So much is placed on material objects and greed, we pretty much sunk ourselves into a recession. I could go on and on about how this all happened, but then again, trying to explain the trade of bad debt from one financial institution to another, and then wonder why you're broke, well....I just can't. Why these same people loan people making 30K a year money to buy a house worth 250K is beyond common sense. But hey, there again, WTF do I know. How about the greed of Auto unions and the over paid execs

Help Me Out??
Hey beloved friends of mine...I am in a contest to try to win myself an Auto 11, any help you could spare would be great! If you could at least rate it for me I'd be greatful & if you have any free time please comment away...I will return ALL love, give drinks, gifts, etc...help you in a contest whatever just let me know what you need...thanks in advance everyone...much love...Miss Bitch AKA Amy

Love Hurts
i thought i found that right person that one person that u could hold and be with , but then i had a hurt foot and he thought that i was blowing him off cause i wanted to see him, but then he thought i was not telling the truth and i cried all nite knowing that something was wrong and i was not sure what but my heart was aching, but then this morning i got this off liner saying he thought i had other plans and all i did was cry over this one true love wishing i was in his arms wishing that i could kiss him be with him, but i know now i will never be in his arms again and that my heart will never heal again u woiuld rather be alone and not be around anyone again then go throguh the hurt i am going now, the tears going down my face wishing that i would just go in a hole and cry all my sorrows out knowing that i will never be with my true love or hear that voice or hear his name out loud, and knowing that i had that true love i will never look or be with another again i will want to be w

What My Name " Spanky " Means
What Spanky Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard

Not A....
Ok...I think some people take this site wayyy too seriously. I'm not knocking what other people do in their own lives. To each their own. Whatever makes you happy then by all means do it. But don't assume that you know me cuz I'm on this site. I'm not into that whole master/submissive thing. The whole fu-owned thing is for fun. Just entertainment. FUBAR/REALITY....KNOW WHERE TO DRAW THE LINE.

What My Name "londa" Means
What Londa Means You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best

Daddy`s Little Squirt !
I thought of you just the other day, yes in a loving and sentimental way. He wasnt always the best man to me, he was the father that he could be. I remember the day at the park, when he had pointed out a spotted lark. It was a bright and sunny day with a bite in the air, and we played like father and son should without a care. Then there was the time he came home from work, we were eating dinner and I had called him a jerk. Dont remember much after that point, I do remember when we smoked our first joint. Funny the memories you keep and try to forget, and sometimes I was being just a little shit. I remember the worst beaten I ever got, that day I was being more than a bratty snot. All day had said was he was " sick" , and I finished with "and tired" and he grabbed a stick. Beat me until my mom had stopped him, when your young you really dont cherish them. I can go on all day with the good or bad things , and looking back all i see is the joy that it bri

Pick Up Lines
1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day long. 2. (Lick finger and wipe on her shirt)....Let's get you out of these wet clothes. 3. Nice legs...what time do they open? 4. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package. 5. You've got 206 bones in your body, want one more? 6. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money? 7. I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I'm the only one talking to you. 8. I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Breasted Bed Thrasher, have you seen one? 9. I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on earth tonight. 10. Wanna play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell outta me. 11. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Superdrug, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter. 12. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag. 13. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. 14. Is that a ladder in your stockings or the stairway to heav

Zippety Zippers
10. The cucumber has left the salad. 9. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 8. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position. 7. Paging Mr. Johnson.. paging Mr. Johnson.. 6. Elvis is leaving the building. 5. The Buick is not all the way in the garage. 4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction. 3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 2. Men may be from Mars.....but I can see something that rhymes with Venus. And the 1 way to tell someone his zipper is unzipped: 1 . I always knew you were crazy, but now I can see your nuts.

Fix Me
The room is full but I am still alone, deep down inside there is nothing but pain. On the surface I am fine and immobile, inside I am broken, weathered ,and torn apart. Why do I go through the things I do? Does it really matter in the end ? Nobody really cares but me anyway. Ever fill if you weren`t around , you still wouldn`t be missed. Or am I just to hard on myself? Are we as human beings ever really satisfied ? With ourselves or where we are in life ? The headache returns and my body ashes once again . Sometimes I wish the thoughts would never even exist. Just stop all movement and actions , even time. Start over , maybe but with what I already know. Or at times just not even be here at all, as if I never existed in the first place. Bones popping , joints aching and lacking true sleep. Do I want a solution or just continue to wallow in my misery? The sleep I can get when I am died . Maybe I dont want anyone or myself to actually "fix me" !

I'm Now The Newest Member Of The Ldc Family
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon.

What Are The 3 Types Of Income, And Which Is Best?
For most people, achieving success in Home Based Business means a lot more than just earning more money. It also means more time freedom, more relationship freedom and a better lifestyle. It means paying off the bills, getting out of debt and having more peace of mind. It also means having money flow into your bank account every single month, whether you work or not. It does not mean having to wake up to an alarm clock every morning, jumping out of bed and trading your time for dollars, only to rush off and make someone else rich. So, in order to achieve great success working from home, you must first understand the difference between Linear Income, Leveraged Income & Passive Residual Income. Let's take a look: Income Type 1 or Linear Income, is income generated by working at a job. When you work, you get paid. When you do not work, you do not get paid. This is how most people live their lives and why those who only work for Linear Income, can never stop working. Income Type 2

Auto11s To Godmother!
Auto11s ON to Godmother! Hi Peeps...I am hoping to Level to Godmother today! Would love to see you there! Also saving up fubucks for Spotlight! Come enjoy the big points and help a Fu~ Thank you...xoxoxoxo ~heart

The Little Things That Get You
This morning I was doing a survey on MySpace about Thanksgiving. It was nothing special until I came to a simple question. The questions asked me who would not be at Thanksgiving this year. Without even a bat of my eye I burst into tears. A simple question hit me so hard. It reminded me that this year Grandpa won’t be there. I just sat at my desk and cried as memories of Thanksgivings past flooded my mind. I have so much to be thankful for this year, but for some reason I am sitting here feeling crushed cause my mentor and idol will not be there. For the first time in my life I won’t get to hear his strong voice of assurance tell me Happy Thanksgiving. So while I have so very much to be thankful for I have one very large reason to be sad this year. No words can ever say what he was in my life, and nor would I ever try anyways. But this year as I sit at the table I will be thinking of him and how much I hope to be just like him for James.

Onions N Christmas Trees
A family was at the dinner table. The son asked his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?' The father, surprised, said, 'Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions'. 'Onions?' 'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, 'Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiled and said, 'Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Christmas tree'. 'A Christmas tree?' 'Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are just for decorati

Always Appreciate
For those of us whose never realize what we have, take a moment and really think about what you have ............Health , Family, Your Home, Your Car, and yes the love you have with-in your world of friends and family. Someone ( more then seen up front) maybe even alot of someones, Have none of the Above. REMEMEBER GIVE THANKS EVERYDAY NOT JUST THANKSGIVING

Kimber, Kimmi, Kimmers, Cuppycake!!
Through the tears and the pain Through the "Im done with this S**T" Always remember that we all feel this, No matter what happens no matter whats done You will always be MY NUMBER ONE HUN! So when life pushes you down and you feel no one is around look back find and see I'm kicking the a** that pushed you down. Kimmer, kimber, cuppycake No matter what you think Always remember that our hearts are in sync So when your feeling lost alone and afraid Im right there beside you helping you through it unless I'm in front of you leading the way.. OK OK so this didnt rhyme so much but tells what I feel and what I think. So just remember that I am here for you 100%. I love you as my best friend but also as my sister..so when some jerk-off is hurting you tell me, casey or may and we will figure out how to make them suffer.... LOL... no really....tell us and DONT ever close off like you did this time.....LMAO .....*crawls back under covers* K done going to get warm again* L

Well..
I just dont get why ppll dont give rate and fan back, not coz i do really care about my level, but , if they cant give back, why the keep add u??? I just own some one , and she dident even said thank u.... Its rude isent it ???

Confusion At It's Best.
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard t

I Guess I Screwed Up..
So my friend that I expressed my feelings for claims he didnt lie to me, though his words were contradicting, fine, whatever. But what do you do when youre told you blew it cause you got a boyfriend? I felt beneath him and that he desereved better then me, so I didnt say anything. I got a boyfriend, that didnt last long. Now Im told its too late, I just dont know what to think. He said some pretty mean things to me. Its quite obvious he doesnt know me well. Hell he couldnt even spell my name right. He has no idea how my mind works and claim I act like the world owes me something. When I asked how, he didnt answer. So the only thing I wonder about, is should I try to wait to see if he changes his mind or just walk away for good? I didnt want to lose him as a friend, but Im pretty sure I did.

Ah,yea, Ok Then
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Invisible
you told me once you loved me you held me close and loved me now you treat me like im invisible you said once i was yours you said once i do now you look away and make me fell invisible you hold me close at night you hold when noone can see yet im invisible when other are there do i mean so little to you now that all i am is invisible unless is so noone can see?

The Holidays
im so excited the holidays are here again. this is my favorite time of year. christmas is my favorite of all tho. it also makes me some what sad too tho. cuz i love being with my family and seeing the kids open their presents, but it also makes me feel seriously lonely. i just wish i had someone to spend the holidays with. i hate bein single at this time of year. it totally blows. and hangin with friends royaly sux cuz it reminds me that much more i'm the only single one. they're all married or on the verge of marriage and have kids and more on the way. i've learned to hide my feelings well. im good at being all happy on the outside, when in fact im miserible on the inside. oh well who knows maybe i'll end up bein with someone great next year. but for now i'm giving up on that. happy thanksgiving everyone ttfn ~Lisa

Christmas
WITH CHRISTMAS FAST APPROACHING AND JUST AROUND THE CORNER I AM WORRIED! NOT FOR ME FOR MY DRAGON WILL SEE THAT OUR CHILDRENS NEEDS ARE MET. BUT FOR MY PRECIOUS SISTER APRIL. SHE GETS SO EMOTIONAL THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AND I THIK IT IS BECASUE SHE MISSES MOMMY SO VERRY MUCH AS THIS WAS MOMS FAVORITE HOLLIDAY AND APRIL IS OUR WORRIER SHE HAS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON HER TINY LITTLE SHOULDERS. DID I MENTION THAT SHE IS THE PROUD MOTHER OF 6 WITH DAD IN THE HOSPITAL AND HALF OF HER SIBBLINGS SICK AND WITH MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEMS SHE IS ALLWAYS TRYING TO HELP WHERE SHE CAN AND I AM SCARED THAT ONE DAY HE TINY FRAME WILL BEND AND BREAK UNDER SUCH A LOAD AND YES I AM THE MOST GUILTY OF CALLING ON HER FOR HELP. I TRY AND DO WHAT I CAN TO EASE HER LOAD BUT SHE IS A PROUD STUBBORN WOMAN THOUGH SHE IS THE BABY OUT OF 20 KIDS . I SIT SOME TIMES AND THNK ....OH SIS...PLEASE SLOW DOWN I WORRY SO BADLY FOR YOU....GOD I LOVE THIS PRECIOUS SISTER THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH AND IF SOMTHING SHOULD HAP

Hello All
Hey all how is everyone doing? As you can see i am in pain... I tripped over my own feet fell and sprained my ankle yesterday. Thank god it isnt broken.... But i might have torn ligament in my foot and ankle have to see dr on monday.... damn it

Fill It Out
Y = Yes, N = No, M = Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] give me your screenname? ______________ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? D0 Y0U... [_] think im hott? [_] think im cute? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to be my bf/gf?

For You Baby
I am so blessed to have you in my life. I thought I'd never get a chance with you, But come to find out you felt the same way. Baby, it was amazing how you came into my life. I don't ever want you to let me go. It's strange to think I didn't want you in my life four months ago, And now it would be miserable to live without you. You have changed my life so much, And I am glad, because ever since, It has been brighter and I am always happy! Except when we say words we don't really mean. Baby, I love you with all my heart and soul. I love no one but you, with your soft blond hair, beautiful blue eyes! Just looking into your eyes makes me melt And when you kiss me on the neck, oh words can't describe! Sometimes I ask myself how I can have such a wonderful man, Because I don't deserve you! You might say it's the other way around, But I am a witch to everyone, but you! But, Baby, I want to be with you and only you. I don't want be with anyone else. You are the

With Love And Pride .
There are no words that can describe how i feel this morning .First i would Like to Thank all our Men and Women In uniform.And also a big Thank you to the Families of our Soliders .And My Friends and Family .My Family and Friends Have helped so much this last year. I was really excited last night when i finally Layed down at 2 am .The thought of someone you love coming home from a War zone is overwhelming .As I sit here this morning Knowing that the 293rd Infanty Division . Has Landed in Indianpolis My heart is filled with love and pride . This has been a long Year with out My Son in Law. I am so proud of him and my Daughter for the Sacrifices They have made in thier lives . God Bless Our Troops And keep Them Safe .

Omg Thisis A Blog
hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to get back the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place to nearly 1000 comments behind, i was that much in front before i went to bed. i've been leading nearly all the way through the contest. rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too! 1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a f

Our Love------>the Vow
Love can be defined in many ways But only a few will truly always stay The kind of love when you will lay down your life Forget all your woes, fears, and strife What I feel exactly is something I am unable to explain My heart is full of an emotion far from pain You are closer than my brother, and more than my friend Somehow I know that our love will never end Although we are miles apart We will always be close in heart Your eyes, voice, and smile make me wonder And I know our love will not fall asunder When I hear you say my name in such a fond voice You are my one and only choice You, my saint, and I, your butterfly No wings are needed to make our hearts fly Every day I fall even more in love with you And pray our love will remain forever true You know I will always be by your side Someday, become your loving bride The moment we are not close by Is the moment my heart will die I'm missing you already Because our love is so steady A light through the

Like
I love you like the sunset, calm along the sandy beach I love you like the river, running swift beyond my reach I love you like the rainbow, colours dancing across the sky I love you like the freedom of the birds that soar on high I love you like the summer breeze blowing gently through my hair I love you like the showers of spring- welcome beyond compare I love you like the autumn leaves of orange, red and yellow I love you like the open fire of winter, warm and mellow I love you like the ocean blue - Like the moon is far Like the desert is wide Like the stars uncountable Like the road is long Like the stakes are high - But my heart is true and my feelings sure For I promise to love you - now and forever more...

Plz Help Mish Sticking Together Is What Makes The Difference
hi my fabulous friends lol i'm in a contest to win an auto 11 bling which i'm hoping to use for my 2nd fu-birthday if i win it. please rate the pic below. if u have time, please leave some comments too, thanks so much. i need lots of help to keep the lead, as i've dropped to 2nd place in the space of 1 hour to nearly 1000 comments. 1st place has the git r done bombing family, train riders and others helping him. i have no bombing families helping me, just a few of my awesome friends :o) rates = 3 points, comments = 1 point so if u can't comment bomb, please at least rate my entry, thanks alot. the 1 with the most points wins 1 auto 11. 2nd and 3rd places get fubucks. here my link ... i know i have great friends who can help me lol spank that monkey hard lol ;o) thanks alot in advance and huge thanks to those who've helped so far :o) don't forget to show the hostess (BooBoo) some love too! please repost as often as you can, thanks so much have a g

Impressions
I have such wonderful friends on here, that have made a big difference in my life. I love you all.. This is for you.. A lifetime can be likened to a lonely beach of sand. a stranger makes a mark one day, an imprint of a hand. As time goes by the beach once clear is now a cluttered field of memories and keep-sakes of the ones that we hold dear. Time does its best to wash away remembrances of those - the ones we never meant to meet - the ones we never chose. But as through some odd twist of fate these are the ones we cherish. The time we spend with these such friends, will never, ever perish.

So Much To Me
So Much To Me by Jenny Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Turkey Divorce
Thanksgiving Divorce A man in Jacksonville calls his son in San Diego the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough.” "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. “We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Denver and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone, "Like heck they're getting divorced," she outs, "I'll take care of this," She calls Jacksonville immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgivi

Lyrics Mean To Me...
9:53am My time... Hello once again. I'm here sittin' at my laptop, had a nice sleep last night. I don't even remember my dreams, but it doesn't matter. I've always been a fan of people who write their own songs. I have been listenin' to Damien Rice lately his 'O' album. He's got some good tunes and lyrics on there. Especially when I'm in the state that I have been lately it's nice and relaxin'. I'm a huge fan of 'The blowers daughter' I remember when I first heard a piece of it, but when I was livin' in Ottawa, I went to HMV and had them order it in. This song has so much meanin' to me - makes me cry sometimes. I aslo like 'Amie' 'Cheers darlin' & 'Cold Water'...Another person who has been helpin' me through is James Blunt, mostly his second cd 'For the lost souls (?)' I don't have it in front of me right now. Another one artist is George Michael, for those who know me well...knew that already. I started likin' him when WHAM! came out back in 1983-1984. AND than there's Rai

In Another Contest, What Was I Thinking??????
I'VE GONE AND DONE IT AGAIN...ENTERED A CONTEST! OH LORDY! WHAT WAS I THINKING?! THE WINNER GETS 2 AUTO 11'S, SO IF YOU HAVE SOME TIME, PLEASE LEAVE SOME COMMENTS :) OR IF YOU COULD JUST RATE THE PIC, THE PIC WITH THE MOST RATES GETS A BLING PACK. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU LEFT SOME COMMENTS AND I'LL SPANK YOUR PAGE. WE ALL NEED A GOOD SPANKING NOW AND THEN ;) USUAL RULES APPLY, MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5, HAVE A SALUTE AND NO SCRIPTS. SO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND BOMBS AWAY! LOL Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Ms.Sassy,Gary&BooBoo~Loved by JonJon@ fubar

I Found You
Though I've searched long and hard, for that special one to step into my life. And though I've gone through heartbrakes, Pain and anger installed in me memories filled with lies and deceit, All have been released. For once in what seemed like eternity I've stared in the eyes of happiness. Lord knows I've waited and Lord knows I've cried, for that special one to fill my empty heart. Looked through all the wrong places braking down to tears, nearly losing hope. For the first time that one morning I woke up with a smile. My search has ended... I've found my one true Romeo. At times I worry that my past would scare you away. But if we try, no doubt we'll survive. I feel so safe in your arms, Protected from the rest of the world. And to think that all this time you've been right there beside me. Finally, for what seemed like a lifetime... I found you.

Friends
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

Vacation Update 2: Download The Opie And Anthony Show, New Boobs Ratemywow, Interns Needed, Re-make 'pendulum' Contest, New Videos Online
Listen to Today's WORST-OF OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Well, kids...the Opie and Anthony Radio Extravaganza is on vacation, so we're taking the time to do a little housekeeping, pick our noses and/or butts, and find entertaining, titilating, and disgusting stuff for you to enjoy while the show is in 'Worst Of' Mode all week... No no, save your applause until later. It's simply not necessary. Say kids, did you miss any of your favorite radio POgram because you were either A) working or B) too drunk to stand? Well now you can get them all through AUDIBLE or iTunes! Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Monday, 11/24/08 (The Worst Of Opie and Anthony) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Friday, 11/21/08 (Patrice Oneal, Dante Hicks, JB Smoove) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Thursday, 11/20/08 (Patrice Oneal & Dante Hicks fill in for O&A) Download the Opie and Anthony Show for Wednesday, 11/19/08 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Angu

Godess Of The Flame
LONG NIGHT SITTING BY THE FIRE DRUNKEN LUST DEADLY DESIRE FEAL THE HEAT BUT NOT FROM THE FLAME. EYES BLAZING WITH THE LIGHT OF HER FIRE DROWNING IN THE CARNAL LUST BROUGHT OUT BYE THE GODDESS ACROSS FROM ME FALLING INTO HER TRAP TEMPTING THE FATES AS WE STARE AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE FLAMES WONDERING WHATS ON HER MIND IS OUR THOUGHTS THE SAME AND FOR THIS LUST WHOS TO BLAME. LOST N THE EYES OF THE GODESS OF THE FLAME BRING THE PAIN FOR MY SOUL SHE SHALL DRAIN THROUGH THE FLAMES

Dumb Quotes
"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." - Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign. Fiction writing is great, you can make up almost anything." - Ivana Trump, on finishing her first novel "I can't really remember the names of the clubs that we went to." - Shaquille O'Neal, basketball player, on whether he had visited the Parthenon during his visit to Greece "It is wonderful to be here in the great state of Chicago" - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice-President "Whenever I watch TV and I see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I would love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." - Mariah Carey, Pop Singer "If you take out the killings, Washington actually has a very low crime rate." - Marion Barry, mayor of Washington, D.C. "I would not live for

My Heart Is Yours
my heart is yours cant believe its true all i did was kept searching until i found you swept me off my feet said those magical words and in return i told you my heart is yours spent everyday together like time completely stopped i showed u my love opened my heart ill be there for you no matter what and in return i ask is for u to come home why you ask? my heart is yours

A True Boyfriend
don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now. I don't care if you are a guy or a woman. Just read this, it will make a difference. If only everyone could see this and understand it. When she stares at your mouth [Kiss her] When she pushes you or hits you [Grab her and don't let go] When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough [Kiss her and tell her you love her] When she's quiet [Ask her whats wrong] When she ignores you [Give her your attention] When she pulls away [Pull her back] When you see her at her worst [Tell her she's beautiful] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don't say a word] When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her

Written By Emanon !! Thanx Justin ...i Almost Peed!! Bwahahhaaaa
subject: Fu-Dictionary... post date: 2008-11-24 15:19:07 views: 284 comments: 58 ratings: 0 Fubar Dictionary... (Written by Emanon) To be taken as a joke.. satire if you will... if you take it to heart then futard please block me!!!... 1)Fu-tard (men)/Fu-tart (woman) Some one who believes the world outside of fu is non-existent there for spends their lives to on this site... How to spot a futard.... Some one who is easily hurt by simple words of strangers... Some one who gets irate at a different opinion then their own... 2)Legend- Someone.. usually a woman who lacks self esteem and is defined by the color of their name and how many fans that they have How to spot a legend... Continuous bulletin repost telling you to fan some one so they keep legend status Continuous bulletin repost saying help me make her legend 3)FuWhore- Some one who finds self worth in the amount of bling they can accumulate in the shortest amount of time How to spot a

Hungover
It's a beautiful Saturday with my best friend. Tired as all muthafukkin hell and hungover like a bitch... She keeps telling me we need a new hobby. Ha. I recommend knitting. She laughs. Can you see it now? All our five fukkin kids in knitted shit? Hats, mittens, scarves, and holiday sweaters... LMFAO. Yeah, that'll go over well.... I can hear my 8 yr old already... "Mama... please let me make you a drink!" Nope. I don't think that'll be the new hobby. Burger King first. Smells like cat piss and grease. Fabulous... we talk sex and she forgets her purse. :) Off to buy pajamas for the boys. There's a long line. She disappears and leaves me to fend for myself in the chaos. I switch a few packages and save myself $20. Yeah, I'm hood like that. She needs to hit up the market. Oh, hell muthafukkin no. It's her turn to fend for herself in the chaos. Too many people for me. She's pissed. Well, go get me a muthafukkin coffee she says. Uh, no... I laugh and put my seat down for a

Not So Harmonious
It's 4 am and the morning and I'm awake for the day. Upon checking my emails, I find spam from eHarmony. Free personality profile! What fun, lol. I decide I have nothing better to do. So me and my cup of coffee go at it. Of course, all of my hard work was for naught. At the end of the test, I was apologized to. Apparently, my personality is one that can't be correctly matched with another. Hmmmm. Why was I not surprised? So evidently I'm incompatible with the rest of the retards that have joined eHarmony. Course, that just might be the way I'd like to keep it. words that describe you: *perceptive *realistic *demanding *down-to-earth *hardnosed *judgmental *skeptical *pragmatic

Too Much Drama And Slandering Idiots
you know i found out some people know so much more about me than i know about myself, its really damn disturbing cause you know the next time i guess i'm gonna be a saint or someting or own the world that i didn't know that i did... people that are in the 40's can't seem to stay away from drama, just figured by that age they would of grown the hell up? right you would think that but i guess not... I don't take it lightly when someone internet threatins my family.... on other notes LOL just got off work and i'm fixing to go to bed.... chat at everyone later sense now i have gotten some stress off my chest

Girls Vs. Grown Women
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their m

Look Away
"Look Away" When you called me up this morning, Told me 'bout the new love you found, I'm said "I'm happy for you, I'm really happy for you." Found someone else, I guess I won't be coming 'round. I guess it's over, baby; It's really over, baby, whoa... And from what you said I know you've gotten over me; It'll never be the way it used to be. So if it's gotta be this way, Don't worry, baby, I can take the news okay. But if you see me walking by, And the tears are in my eyes, Look away, baby, look away. If we meet on the streets someday, And I don't know what to say, Look away, baby, look away. Don't look at me; I don't want you to see me this way. When we both agreed as lovers, We were better off as friends, That's how it had to be, Yeah, that's how it had to be. I tell you I'm fine But sometimes I just pretend; Wish you were holding me, Wish you were still holding me, whoa... I just never thought, That I would be replaced so soon; I wasn't prepared

Harry Bond 003&1/2
Could Daniel Radcliffe Be The First Gay Bond? October 1, 2007 | Filed under Film News, News Daniel Radcliffe, star of Harry Potter, has said he would be delighted to play super-spy James Bond, though he admits he is too short for the role. Radcliffe recently beat 007 Daniel Craig to win the best male award at the National Movie Awards last week so surely he’d be a popular choice? 5ft 7ins Radcliffe, speaking after the ceremony, joked he was too small to play Bond, but he would be interested in the future, “It takes a big man to turn down the role of Bond. But I’m not sure the world’s ready for a short-arse Bond. Maybe in the future, but the problem is I would still be a short-arse.” Daniel Radcliffe also revealed he would not shy away from gay roles in the future, as long as the role was good I am open to suggestions. If it was a good gay role then of course I would do it.” He even joked that co-star Rupert Grint could be his Bond Girl, “I would love to be the first gay Ja

My Heart Cries,...
MY HEART CRIES,... YOU'RE REALLY SICK,I UNDERSTAND. WE LOVE YOU,WE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU. I FEEL YOUR PAIN, WHAT CAN I DO?WHAT CAN WE DO? I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL THIS WAY, I WISH IT WAS ME INSTEAD OF YOU, ANYTHING YOU NEED MY DEAR FRIEND, REST NOW,FEEL BETTER,SWEETIE. YOU CAN CUDDLE MY TEDDYBEAR. ~~~~FOR CHRISSY~~~~

Bother
"Bother" Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my d

Killin Me
"Killin' Me" Like cigarettes and gasoline I light a match and watch this scene Burn away in front of me Ashes of my misery I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me I swear it's killin me All our shattered hopes And our long dead dreams The wreckage that we all try to keep From coming to life And tearing us apart at the seams Sun bleached bones and withered trees Slowly rotting just like me Empty bottles broken glass My resolve is fading fast I swear sometimes I think this life is killing me I swear it's killin me All our shattered hopes And our long dead dreams The wreckage that we all try to keep From coming to life And tearing us apart at the seams

Dehumanized
"Dehumanized" Lost in slumber, a threat to no one Weak and humbled to my disgrace Sweet departure, is what I long for Careless moments to comfort me Dead philosophy.. If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away? I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again--Left behind Too determined, to be forgotten Nothing left to enrapture me Hard and silent, soflty breaking No beloving to comfort me Ooh dead philosophy... If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away? I can not be the only one, to be dehumanized again--Left behind Feel the determination built into my mind You're never gonna find me, I'll wipe the world away Your face it will remind me, just how much I have to leave If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away? I cannot be the only one to be dehumanized again Said if I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?" I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again--Left behind Into my mind...

Pain Redefined
"Pain Redefined" Fading, falling, lost in forever Will I find a way to keep it together? Am I strong enough to last through the weather in the hurricane of my life? Can it be a conscious decision? That I look for ways to alter my vision? Am I speeding towards another collision in the alleyways of my life? Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen in Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Memories don't lie You know better than Those who have fallen in Please believe me That my eyes deceive me? Don't stand me up Just leave me I have fallen again This is the end Pain redefined Shaking, burning up with the fever In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver Now I lie to myself, so I can believe her As she dissembles my life I cannot dispel the illusion All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion Can I find a w

Pebblesinaz
This Incredible Woman has been instrumental in helping not only myself but many of you as well in getting where you are today. Not just by stopping by and showing you love but also by pimping you out in one of her many bully's and or mumms getting the support you need!PebblesinAZ@ fubar She never begs, steals or borrows, she always offers to RTF and pay for favors.She is working hard towards Oracle and is around the Five mil mark. Can we work on her daily and get her closer or even get her there? Blings would be great.. Auto 11 would be incredible.. Brought to you by:MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubarPlease Re-Post!

Stricken
"Stricken" You walk on like a woman in suffering Won't even bother now to tell me why You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment Leaving me broken another time You come on like a bloodstained hurricane Leave me alone, let me be this time You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption I don't want to mention, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done Into the abyss will I run You don't know what your power has done to me I want to know if I'll heal inside I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen Seeing you laughing another time You'll never know why your face has haunted me My very soul has to bleed this time Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses Leaving me breathless, the reason I know That I am stricken and can't let you go When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know That I am crippled by all that you've done In

Darkness
"Darkness" Don't turn away I pray you've heard The words I've spoken Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own Carry me away I need your strength To get me through this Dare to believe Over one last time Then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own

Suspect 5
> > > > > > > > > > > Clue accusation #5: > Reverend Green with the Candlestick in the Billiard Room > > > > > Mr. Green or if you prefer Reverend Green is another clue character with fuzzy intentions. This man is always hunting for money. > > > > He will pretend that his religious convictions are driving him where he can find more funds for holy reasons, but deeper thoughts are corrupting is mind. Green clue character is mysterious, but in my opinion, he was probably at the mansion for a debt he contracted with Mr. Boddy. > > > > In an attempt to clean his due, he challenged him to a billiard game and was about to lose more when he made the lethal hit with the candlestick. Clue rooms to make a nice little chat away from the others a not rare in this mansion, but this room was the perfect setup and Mr. Boddy didn't have any clue about the real motives of reverend Green, except for making a little money. > > > > Miss Scarlett has als

Falling Inside The Black
"Falling Inside The Black" Tonight I'm so alone This sorrow takes ahold Don't leave me here so cold Never want to be so cold Your touch used to be so kind Your touch used to give me life I've waited all this time, I've wasted so much time Don't leave me alone Cause I barely see at all Don't leave me alone, I'm falling in the black Slipping through the cracks Falling to the depths can I ever go back Dreaming of the way it used to be Can you hear me falling in the black Slipping through the cracks Falling to the depths can I ever go back Falling inside the black Falling inside falling inside the black You were my source of strength I've traded everything That I love for this one thing Stranded in the offering Don't leave me here like this Can't hear me scream from the abyss And now I wish for you my desire Don't leave me alone cause I barely see at all

Say Goodbye
"Say Goodbye" Things are changing It seems strange and I need to figure this out You've got your life I got mine But you're all I cared about Yesterday we were laughing Today I'm left here asking Where has all the time gone now I'm left alone somehow Growing up and getting older I don't want to believe it's over Don't say goodbye Cause I don't wanna hear those words tonight Cause maybe it's not the end for you and I And although we knew This time would come for me and you Don't say anything tonight If you're gonna say goodbye Do you remember In December How we swore we'd never change Even though you're leaving That our feelings Would always stay the same I wish we could be laughing Instead I'm standing here asking Do we have to end this now Can we make it last somehow We both know what we've gotta say, not today Cause I don't wanna leave this way And if it's over It hurts but I'm giving you my word I hope that you're always Happy like we were

Online Dating, Etc.
Okay, so maybe I'm wrong in calling people stupid for the things they do. It's a real shame that I don't care. I mean, you've got dudes online who will e-mail women pictures of their wangs and expect a positive response. That rarely works, but they still have the nerve to get all bent out of shape when it doesn't. Honestly, I'd say buy a hooker if you need to get laid THAT bad. I mean, it's a whole lot less work. Then there are some women who post nothing but pics of them in their underwear and have profiles that brag about their "assets" THEN whine about how all guys want from her is sex. Um...would you like to buy a clue? Seriously. That's like owning a bakery and saying: "You only come here because you want cake! What about my feelings? WAAAAAH!" Seriously, WTF? WISE UP, PEOPLE!

Profiled
And what? I suppose I should say something here, yeah? God knows I can run my mouth, Question is what the fukk do you want to know? Beautiful Sicko, that's me. I can love and protect like an angel. And I can tear your heart out of your chest as easily. There's nothing high maintenance about me. Don't let the pretty face fool you. I strap on a tool belt for work and get dirty. But I clean up pretty fukkin nice. ;) I'm here for pure entertainment purposes. I am not looking for the love of my life, Or the next man to fukk backwards. Don't waste your time. I just need to distract myself often from the insanity in my brain. Sometimes the best way to do that is to drive others mad. Haha. Twisted, Kinky, Fukked Up. I like who I am. If you come here to get your Perv on, No fukkin thx. I got a sick enough mind for both of us, Trust i can make myself cum. If you came here to start drama, Walk away now. I am not known for playing the games. Your breath will be wasted. I

Tagged
Tagged Ten Random Things Bout Me. 1.Im Allergic 2 Eggs And Never Leave Home Without Benedryl In My Pocket. 2.Im OCD about My Car..NO U Cant Eat In It ,No U Cant Drink In It..Or Smoke Orrrrrr Wear Jeans (studs fuck up interior to all hell fuck that noise) 3.I Hate Mess..If U Drop Sumtin Ima Be Behind U Pickin It Up As U Do...ask my kids 4.Otha Peeps Take Their Coffee Black Or White Sugar Or No Sugar...I Take Mine Black Wit Lemon Juice 5.I HAVE to Kno How Things Work..And If I Dont Ima Take Wateva It Is Apart N Find Out (I Have A XBOX 360 At Home That Found This Out Tha Hard Way...) 6.I Dont Eat Anythin That I Cant Put In A Sammich..Period(Yea Ull Regularly Find Me Eatin Noodle ,Pasta , Or Spagetti Sammiches) 7.Fred Dibnah Fascinates Me The Guy Was An Engineering GENIUS..If I Could Buy ANY House In Tha World Itd B His..It Was Recently Sold Complete Wit A Water Wheel And Working Mine Shaft Attached..Now Thats AWESOME 8.I Like 2 Draw Or Paint If Im Bored...Aswell

Cell Phone Photos Used Against Mickey..d's
Good Morning. Have you heard about this so called incident at McDonald’s where a man left his cell phone behind after he then realized he left his phone there he called to make sure someone working would secure the phone for him and he would be over to pick it up. The man now has a lawsuit against McDonald’s like who hasn’t tried to get rich off of McDonald’s…apparently any business that has a clown running it is fair game for lawsuits…Oh well!... However, here is my ploy on this whole ordeal…I like to give the benefit of the doubt in more ways then one…but what kind of idiot has naked pictures of his wife on his cell phone? Red Check mark number one (1) then all this happened back in July…hmmm red check mark number two (2) Then the couple have to move because of embarrassment due to said wife being naked on said husbands cell phone… What will the neighbors think? We need to move! No, I will tell you what you need to do, First off, Liar, Liar, Pants on fire! Who leaves naked photos o

Forgiveness Filter
I see a subtle energy therapist. They do work in a person's auric field and clear out the crap if you like. Primarily they try to bring into balance that which is in your emotional heart with that which is in your mind and body. People don't realise that, when they do not follow their heart on a matter, and allow their head to overtake, things can be misaligned within their environment. My therapist asked me an interesting question. 'What if you could sit back and look at your life and see all the bad things, or things you didn't like as something that had to happen, was meant to happen, for you to be part of who you are today ?' I thought about it, and thought about all the things I had been through and thought fuck it I am taking that option. Why you may ask ? Because if that is the case, then I am free of the burdens on myself, to understand why something happened and how. I am free to live for now, not what was, nor what may be. So I filtered all the t

Slow Times...
I have been deployed to Iraq for a little over a month now on my 2nd year long tour... It is amazing to see how much change has happened in the last 2 years I have been gone. I remember the first time I was here I was dissapointed in the Iraqi Gov. and their lack of ambition to do the right thing to allow the coalition forces to gt out o this country and turn it back over to the Iraqis. Now I see more and more checkpoints stopping vehicles, Less sectarian violence, more Iraqi Army recruits, and Infastructure improvements all over the place. Its looking like they actually are trying to take their country back... Hoorahay!!!!

† Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam †
Warning: Kinda Religious, if you can’t relate better not read. I was diagnosed with Typhoid Fever when I was confined in the hospital last November 17. We all know that typhoid is a very dangerous disease and could lead to death when left unattended. I was suffering from headache and high fever 3 days before I was confined. I just prayed to God and left everything in His hands. I am a Roman Catholic and I was raised in a Catholic School since Kindergarten until College. But I can say I am not that religious. I don’t go to church often and I don’t pray often. What's important to me is that I do believe in My Creator and I have faith in Him. I was so weak that time that I can’t stand up or eat. I was just praying and hoping that I would be better soon. I was given antibiotics that day and at around 3 am of November 18, I woke up feeling hungry and I realized I was feeling better. I was discharged the next day. I really thank God on hearing my prayers. I’m giving back the glory to Hi

Fubar Friendz
TO ALL MY FU-FRIENDZ, HOPE ALL IS GOING WELL WITH YOU... I AM BUSEY WORKING ON GETTING ANOTHER PLACE, SO HAVE TO START PACKING AND ALL THAT GOOD SHIT...LOL... WELL I WILL TRY TO CHAT WITH THOSE WHO ARE ON LINE... STOP BYE TO CHAT WITH ME 2, TTYL ALL

What She Wanted
She did not ask for much A smile, a tender touch Things he couldn't give Things he would dismiss She strove so hard to fight The darkness of the night But without his tender touch It all just got too much She tried to understand What had become of her man But never was he there And when he was it was a blank stare Sink into despair she did From the problems she had hid When all along if she'd seen Their life was no longer a dream So she tried to communicate Before it got too late But before he rounded the bend She was already at the end He tried to reach her again But the sun had set by then She had moved on from him All hope in their future dimmed Her spirit lost in her trek To get her husband back Out of the dark he got And took off like a shot It took her a while And though she walked for miles Alone she had got home But not to the one she'd known So now began the quest The quest to be her best Her best just for herself And her own

The Jmos Biography
Jeremy Moses Biography Hi, I am Jeremy Moses, but on several message boards (and here on Fubar) I am more commonly known as JMos. I am an internet radio DJ/Programmer on Baby Dolls Radio, which is a fubar.com radio station and lounge. I am also the Lounge Manager of the same. I also am the editor of Tri-State Media Watch, which is a blog about Cincinnati, Ohio-area media (meaning radio, television and newspapers). I blog there every day during the daytime hours (9am-6pm) or whenever news breaks out about the local media. I live in Florence, Kentucky with 5 other people. My mom and stepfather live here. I have three brothers living here too. Andrew Herald, Mitchell Herald, and Mark Moses. I have a sister as well, Truly Moses. And she has a daughter, my niece, Novelei Robbins, who is 2. And since I mentioned that the man of the house is my stepfather, I have to mention that my father is actually living in Hamilton, Ohio. Larry Moses is 62 now, and still out there having fun li

Hold On
Sometimes we get caught up In a dream within a dream Until one day we wake up And the dream is not what it seems You've found yourself in a nightmare A scene you know ain't right But there is nothing you can do Except hold on fucken tight. While it's all playin out around you You try to come up with a plan Find some way out of the hell Your left with if you can No matter how you try With every beat of your heart All you can see around you Is your whole world falling apart. Until one day you get so far You look up and you see That though your life is empty You are now flying free. Free to hope and dream again For what may come with tommorrow Free from the crap of the old life That only brought you sorrow. So you take a deep breath And slowly start the walk For the time for talking has ended It's time to walk the talk As screwed as all seems at this point You know that there is hope Because you believe again that all in your life Is a reaping

Fair Play
You may not understand me It means not that I'm wrong If you don't like who I am To you your opinion belongs I own me and my person My own power and peace I will not take on your fear For fear is a disease So you be who you want to be Let me do the same And then all of the players Get a fair game I own my own experience In my game of life Don't mess with my ownership And create a world of strife Blame and judgment hurt Let not it come from you For every poison arrow you shoot Comes right back at you Bundle up your history Hold it in your sight Once you understand its' effect Drop it from a height Don't hold on to things Done and undone Or life becomes a nightmare And that is what you become The blueprint of who we are Is made up of the past But who we can become May fade all too fast Set your course to success As determined by you Don't deter from your path And you will no longer feel blue. Time doesn't stop I will no longer sit ba

Willing To Lie About How We Met
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