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To All That Read My Blogs
SERIOUSLY IF U READ MY BLOG I EXPECT OPiNIONS,COMMENTS .I DONT PUT MY FEELINGS OUT THERE SO U CAN READ THEM AND PONDER WHAT I'VE SAID IM NOT SPEAKING TO THE MASSES HERE IM TLKING ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT OTHERS THINKS.

Apologies
Im sorry i hurt you,im sorry i made you cry,im sorry that I broke your heart.My intentions were always to love you and never break your heart.I was your bestfriend,you lover your soulmate I destroyed your life as well as mine.Im sorry that I ever walked in your life and tore you away from the one you truely loved.i saw the love you had for her and i did everything in my power to destroy what you had.I was jealous and envious of her,she had you and i knew i never would.Im sorry for the pain I caused you,never again will you feel such heartache for today is the last we shall speak,today is the last we shall be in each others lives.I will end my life this depressing evening so I shall no more break anothers heart.I love u

Life With Killers
No, dear reader - I do not need you to tell me on a ROLEPLAY message board that I am a housewife that has no experience with severe violence: for one, this is a blog - not a message board designed for the use of a gaming roleplay guild - and for two, it has already been done. I laughed when it happened. How can people become so disoriented as to the purpose of the place in which they are currently residing as to confuse realities. How could anybody that reads posts that routinely contain such lovely imagery as *STICKING MY COCK IN YER EYESOCKET, TURNING LEFT, AN WATCHING IT BURST THROUGH YER EARDRUM* - have thought that when I was writing as a ROLEPLAY AVATAR, that I was going to bring my 3D reality into play. The strangest things do happen online, however, in the hearts and minds of men and women. Somebody should study it someday. It could prove to be a bane or a bonus. I could go on about how the traditional measures of attractiveness are entirely tossed out the window when the e

Akamrs. T Is Up For Auction This Christmas! Look Inside!
"NOW I IN A AUCTION STARTING THE 24TH TILL THE 28TH! NOW I HAVE BEEN NICE AND NAUGHTY THIS YEAR AND LOOKING FOR A NEW OWNER!" HERE THE LINK TO THE AUCTION: HOST IS: SinfulBrat

God’s Words For Different Situations
God’s words for different situations God's Healing Words Proverbs 4:20-22 My child, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Do not let them escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their God the Master Physician Exodus 15:26 He said, "If you will listen carefully to the voice of the Lord your God, and do what is right in his sight, and give heed to his commandments and keep all his statutes, I will not bring upon you any of the diseases that I brought upon the Egyptians; for I am the Lord who heals you." God's Healing Love Psalm 107:19-21 Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress; he sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from destruction. Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, for his wonderful works to humankind. God Removes Sickness E

A Prayer For Strength
A prayer for strength Oh yes, fix me, Jesus, fix me. Fix me so that I can walk on a little while longer. Fix me so that I can pray on just a little bit harder. Fix me so that I can sing on just a little bit louder. Fix me so that I can go on despite the pain, the fear, the doubt, and yes, the anger, I ask not that you take this cross from me, only that you give me the strength to continue carrying it onward 'til my dying day. Oh, fix me, Jesus, fix me.

13 Ways To Live
13 Ways to live in an anti-God culture: These are 13 very important things I learned at bible study earlier tonight. 1.Live in Holiness and Honor. (1 Thes. 4:1-8) 2. Live in Love for Each Other. ( 1 Thes. 4:9-10) 3.Live in Honesty. (1 Thes. 4:11-12) 4. Live with Hope. ( 1 Thes. 4:13-18) 5. Live Alert. (1 Thes. 5:1-11) 6. LIve Honoring your Leaders. (1 Thes. 5:12-13) 7. Live Aware of others Needs. (1 Thes.5:14-15) 8. Live with a Thankful Heart. (1 Thes.5:16-18) 9. Live a Spirit Led life. (1 Thes.5:19-21) 10. Live Faithfully. (1 Thes.5:22-28) 11. Live Prayerfully. (2 Thes.3:1-5) 12. Work to live. (2 THes.3:6-13) 13. Live the Word. (2 Thes.3:14-18) Three encouragements to stand Firm: 1. LOOK at the Past. 2. LOOK at the Present. 3. LOOK to the Future. All this came from the Books of Thesolonians. Paul wrote these to the Church to help encourage them and to warn them of the false teachings they had recieved. The B

Merry Christmas Y'all!!
"Twas the night before Christmas, in Texas you know, Way out on the prairie without any snow, Asleep in their cabin were Buddy and Sue, 'A dreamin' of Christmas like me and like you. Not stockings, but boots at the foot of their beds, For this was Texas, what more need be said? When all of a sudden from out the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright! 'Cross the prairie sky shot a loaded up sleigh, With wheels, not runners...it's magic they say. The driver was whistling and shouting with a will, Armadillos (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there, Buck, Poncho, and Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for y'all tonight..." The driver in his Levis, and a shirt that was red, Had a 10-gallon Stetson on top of his head. Down he stepped with his sack, he was really a sight! With twinklin' blue eyes and a beard curly and white, As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And both so

Check This Out
Check out MY girl Tracey she needs lotsa FU loving (maybe if I pimp her out she will become my gf for real :P) Shes MY girl and if ya friend of mine here ya then ya will do the right thing and go rate her comment her do whatever ya have to!!! DO it cause I said SO!!!! :p A Muse 4 You@ fubar

Saying Good-bye To An Angel In Black Lace...
I thought this rated my first ever blog post on fubar... You'll have to cut and paste the link. Sorry. She will always set the bar for what "sexy" is... she will be missed. -C- http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/california/la-me-bettie-page17-2008dec17,0,1667172.story

My Annual Chris5mas Letter..lmao!
To My Online Friends: As the holidays approach, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes 'cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr. Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. Lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk/high? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive oral pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email? 26. Who would be in control? 27. Would you pull my hair? 28. Would you let me pull yours? 29. Would you whisper in my

Up For Auction!!!
FTW IS UP FOR AUCTION!!! I dont normally do things like this, but the hostess is one of the sweetest people on FU, there are ALOT of cool people in this auction, and lets face it, SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION IS FREAKIN' SWEET!! So Come and place your bids!! And dont forget to rate the pic, most rates at auctions end wins 5 Credit Bling!!! Thanks for your time and effort peeps!! PEACE!!

Vip Live365
PURCHASING A ONE (1) YEAR VIP WITH http://www.live365.com/stations/forbiddenradio MAKE SURE WHEN YOU SIGN UP FOR ONE YOU ARE UNDER OUR STATION NAME, FORBIDDEN RADIO, AND CLICK THE "SUPPORT THIS STATION" BUTTON, SO THE CREDIT GOES TO FORBIDDEN INC. RADIO. IF YOU DON'T, WE HAVE NO WAY TO TRACK YOU DOWN. THE FEE FOR A ONE YEAR MEMBERSHIP IS $71.40, LESS THAN $6 A MONTH...AN AWESOME DEAL! AND WITH THAT VIP MEMBERSHIP YOU GET SO MANY BENEFITS, SUCH AS COMMERCIAL FREE LISTENING TO EVERY RADION STATION LISTED ON LIVE365.COM, UNLIMITED ACCESS TO MUSIC STATIONS, ALL WITH PERFECT, CLEAR SOUND. ALONG WITH THESE, YOU WILL ALSO BE ABLE TO DOWNLOAD A LIVE365.COM DESKTOP PLAYER, FREE FOR YOUR USE! ITS AMAZING TO LISTEN THROUGH THERE, ITS JUST LIKE A CAR STEREO, WITH YOUR FAVE STATIONS ON PRESETS JUST FOR YOU! AND THAT IS JUST WHAT YOU GET FROM LIVE365.COM WHEN YOU BECOME A VIP, NOW WE ARE GIVING YOU EVEN MORE INCENTIVE TO PURCHASE THAT YEARS VIP! WELL, WE KNOW HOW MUCH YA'LL LOVE OUR

What The Hell Is Going On Here?
Ok, I get on here and I notice on my family list that one of the best people on here who is a gorgeous woman and a sweetheart in my opinion is leaving Fubar, for what I have no clue honestly but I think (& I could be very wrong on this too) but I think it's because of all the begging for shit, yeah, I'll admit that I wish I had an auto 11 because I see everyone else with it for crying out loud here and what gets me is people having to beg for an auto-11 or a blast or a ticker or what not? Hello, have you ever heard of getting the money yourself and buying one here, I mean, my god, don't get me wrong, I admit, I've been nice enough to buy a few people a VIP or a blast or an auto-11 because I flipping choose too but nobody should have to beg to me to buy them one, it's sad when you have to stoop to that level here! My god, I have sat here and bought myself and my girlfriend a VIP and she don't even have to beg to me to buy her one! Let's stop groveling on her our hands and knees and begg

As The Tiger Sleeps,
As the Tiger sleeps, Wish me Well, A broken leg is Fun, While I go for a run. To buy Rose,s, For Friends, For Family, I must sleep. Hallucinates On Painkillers, I'm Ill, Runs through Cold wind, Rain & Snow. To be with Myself. Happy christmas to you all. As the Wolve's & Tigers, Kick down doors.

Fight #7
A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror. She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.' The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's darn near perfect.' And then the fight started.....zz...

I Stand
Here I stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak words that can't be undone was it my fault I was invincible to the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen cuz no one wants to see me I am different different from the rest of them so they ignore me but I don't ignore them no one is friendly why were they so blind cuz I am not them I am only mine I am different but I can see but they can't see me I watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here I stand until the end of time was it a crime that I was unique original to the human mind I was invisible to their standards invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg I watch them beg but here I stand til the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so I will wait til the end of time

I Crave You
how do I explain the way I feel would you understand my feelings for you would you believe how i crave your touch the softness of your lips the time you take when your loving me the hunger for you is so deep the ocean is shallow the fire that burns within me hell couldn't tame so to say i want you is an understatement my heart aches for you I crave you...

Fight #6
I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my order first. 'I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please.' He said, 'Aren't you worried about the mad cow?' 'Nah, she can order for herself.' And then the fight started.....zz...

Hope
It starts with the simplest thought of you. Like the wings of a bird that thought sends my mind into the sky drifting between the clouds. I look up and a picture of your smile is imprinted in my mind. You free me from the stresses of reality. When I think of you I am no longer a part of this world. My passion for you is the greatest high. Your love is my drug. I am dreaming. Floating deep in nothingness no restrictions or rules or boundaries to hold us back. The only thing that is, is what we want to be. Everyday I close my eyes and let my mind paint the perfect picture of love. I meet you everyday in this perfect place, for this perfect love. When it is done, I open my eyes not to disappointment but to another day of hope to see you again.

Fight #5
I rear-ended a car this morning. So, there we were alongside the road and slowly the other driver got out of his car. You know how sometimes you just get soooo stressed and little things just seem funny? Yeah, well I couldn't believe it.... He was a DWARF!!! He stormed over to my car, looked up at me, and shouted, 'I AM NOT HAPPY! !!' So, I looked down at him and said, 'Well, then which one are you?' And then the fight started.....zz...

Fantasy
Dressed to fulfill your fantasy cheerleader, nurse, schoolgirl, and more whoever you'd like me to be I'll surprise you at the door eyes that shimmer smile filled with delight together we quiver at each other's sight you hold me first embrace so tight I feel your thirst It's a perfect night your heart beats with mine our lips lock the clock stops in time hard as a rock I'm taken away we dare not part as we move united I feel your dart piercing through me depths unknown together we travel together we moan all our energy consumed we collapse in each other's arms sweet contentions our bodies soar nestled in your arms peaceful and sound dreaming of you until our next round

Life
There are a million facial expressions each with its own meaning the teary eyed of ashamed confessions which can cut the deepest the sadistic grin can give you the shivers it can expose what's really within the frown of a beautiful face it can bring tears to my eyes but there is one I cannot place love, there is no expression just a feeling of being complete It's the only true cure for depression but the best expression is a passionate kiss it can take away all your pain and leave you in heavenly bliss

Fight #4
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, 'Do you know her?' 'Yes,' I sighed, 'she's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many & years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since.' 'My God!' says my wife, 'Who would think a person could go o n celebrating that long?' And then the fight started.....zz...

Woman
take a good look at me tell me what you see the epitome of a woman pure, sensual, beautiful that's me my voice, my charm, my eyes, my smile epitome of a woman brilliant free child my walk, my touch, my grace, my hair the symbol of a woman that's me i'm rare my glow, my look, my love, spirit wild my lips, my hips, my legs shy child Cosmo, Essence and Vanity Fair could search the world forever to catch a glimpse of my stare priceless, untouched, unblemished unraveled temperament like coffee strong yet mild who am I? you ask, listen don't speak the essence of a woman what you crave for my keep a rose, fine wine, ageless that's me front page articles applaud my name my power, my beauty my nature, my fame elegant, eccentric, abstract is my wink my shadow takes photos that make Hollywood think you see, cameras can't capture what can't be tamed my charisma sensuality my soul, my reign still confused, don't worry even open eyes can't see who I am you w

Distant Heart
Flowing spirit takes control leading me astray distorting all my thoughts emotions runaway why do I perform upon life's envious stage? Is it all a game? A dance within a cage? Am I full of anger? torn and insecure not knowing good from bad some inborn fatal flaw? pain from pleasure haunts me guilt drives away the glow the world screams lessons at me and yet I still don't know

Fight #3
Saturday morning I got up early, quietly dressed, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, and slipped quietly into the garage . I hooked up the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour . The wind was blowing 50 mph, so I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad all day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, 'The weather out there is terrible.' My loving wife of 10 years replied, 'Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that?' And that's how the fight started ...zz...

Fight #2
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me' And she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, 'You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten Disability, too' And then the fight started.....zz...

Fight #1
My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No," she answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes." So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend." And then the fight started.....zz..

[the Death Of The Universe]
So I was thinking about the end of the universe today What? I like theoretical physics, and it kept my mind briefly from my horrid and often tragic love life. I'm talking about the end not the edge. The edge is that concept that the universe is made up of pockets in which matter can occupy it, and if you're the furthest thing out you're the edge, and there will always be more of these pockets (this theory is the ONLY conflict to my "space is zero dimensional therefore collapseable" theory, however no proof has been provided for either side). Anyhow, the end of the universe, if the universe is infinite, and is cyclic in nature (See: The big bang/Big collapse) then I propose that in order to perpetuate the system there must be a perfect 100% efficient system of energy, IE conservation of matter and energy, however I was wondering what forces FUELED this proposed perfect system, and then I went on to say "wait we've never observed a perfect energy system" I then propose that the universe

:(
I FINALLY BROKE DOWN TONIGHT LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT WAS ON MY MIND. FIGURED IT MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BUT IM NOT I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. LIKE TOOKEN FROM ME. SO HARD TO FUNCTION NOW. I CANT SMILE I CANT LAUGH IT HURTS SO SO SO BAD I DONT KNOW WAT TO DO.

Love Unseen
Love Unseen by ME Two hearts passing in the night Looking for the one they want Their love is like sounds from a dove Opened to allow love in their hearts Sharing their most deepest thoughts Knowing it's a wonderful gift from above Unsure if time will allow them to meet But so secure in their hearts of devotion Their knowledge of which was so keen For their destiny was always on their side Falling in love from their words in the night Wrapped together is each others love unseen

Early Christmas Present
When I was driving home today I stopped in Charlotte to see my dad for a bit. At the end of our visit he asked me to help him carry a box to the back of the townhouse. I did and we stood back there talking. I didn't even notice the car in the driveway. I was hugging my dad and on my way out of there. Then he says "I wanted to wait, but you see that car?" Then he clicks the keyless entry thing and says, "It's yours." WOOHOO! The truck I have now is his old truck. He had a work truck so I got to borrow it for the time being. Well, he got laid off and lost the company truck. So my dad has been without a vehicle for a few months. Which is worked out okay because he had back surgery and couldn't go anywhere. I guess he finally came across a good deal and decided to get me a car with the money he had saved and borrowed. The funny thing is he told my mom about it about a week ago when he got it and she has kept it secret. I'm proud of her, lol. I got to actually get the car from

Show My Best Friend Kate Alot Of Love To Her Page Please
Show my best friend kate alot of love to her page.She has auto 11's on.She bought me a vip for rating her EZ pics.Here's her link to her page.. Kate~ღ~{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar

Snow And Cunts
So this Cali girl got her first taste of driving in alot of fucking snow. It took me almost 1 hr to get home which is usually a 15 min drive. I learned alot today, make sure to have spare shoes, a scrapper and brush for your windshield. Why I'm really writing this is because I'm fucking LIVID I braved the weather with frozen feet and couldn't wait to get home and upon my arrival there was a fucking car parked in my carport.. I first called the towing co. which is posted for all to see and they were of no help. They said to call apartment manager (office is closed and no # on machine)so that was worthless. I then pulled behind car and layed on my horn. these 4 fucking CUNTS came out and called me a whore.. PFFT I could just fucking kill them and was ready to rumble these bitches. Needless to say these little cunts got in their and finally drove away. THE END.. sorry no blood and guts for you but I feel better. &hearts

Don't Get The Wrong Idea
hey wait i have gott'n alot of men stating to think that i am crazy. okay, i can go along with that. but, what i mean to say is what can i do different!! i have always hated men after a bad brake up and i want to know how not to be a man hater. i want to get over it in a sible manner. tiered of being mad all the time all i need is to find peace with the brake up and peace with my self. and yes, right now i feel used and i scared of men and what heart brake they can cuz

To My One And Only
You've changed my life from a blink of the eye The feeling in this heart of mine I cannot deny You've made each day one I'll never forget Everything we go through I will never regret You are the gold I will treasure till the end You are my soul mate and my best friend You've done so much for me which I'm thankful for You will always mean the world to me and so much more You are my guardian angel sent from Heaven The best thing in my life - my sexy number eleven You are the meaning to the word love My heart agrees and so would any dove You have chased away every single fear You are my tissue that'll wipe away any tear You've given me life that I could live worthwhile Thank you for the laughs and every smile My days are a dream that has come true Every day is beautiful all thanks to you Now I have found what I've been looking for It's you heart and soul and nothing more You've showed me the world in such short time But we've got the rest of our lives - a wh

Christmas Party
MMMMM....HAVE YOU BEEN GOOD OR BAD THIS YEAR ?!? WELL, COME BE NAUGHTY WITH US FORBIDDEN INC.'S CHRISTMAS PARTY SAT. DEC. 20TH 10 PM EST DIRTY SANTA PARTY MAKE SURE YOU BRING A GIFT ...IF YOU BRING ONE YOU GET ONE! **EXAMPLES OF GREAT GIFTS ARE VIP'S, BLASTS, HH'S, TICKERS, BLING, LIVE 365 VIP, SOMETHING FROM OUR FORBIDDENINC.COM GIFTSHOP....THESE ARE SOME GREAT IDEAS :) THERE WILL BE A SANTA'S HELPER KEEPING TRACK OF ALL THE GIFTS GIVEN...THEN EACH GIFT WILL BE NUMBERED. THE PERSON CHOSEN TO GO FIRST GETS TO CHOSE A NUMBER, AND WINS THE GIFT MATCHING THAT NUMBER. BUT, THE CATCH IS....THE #2 PERSON CAN CHOSE THEIR OWN NUMBER OR STEAL YOUR GIFT!! (HOPE YA DON'T LOVE IT TOO MUCH!!) IF #2 STEALS YOUR GIFT THEN YOU GET TO CHOSE ANOTHER NUMBER AND KEEP THAT PRIZE. SAME GOES FOR #3 AND THE REST, THEY CAN PICK FROM SOMEONE ELSE'S GIFT, OR PICK A NUMBER. **WE ARE MAKING A RULE THOUGH, THAT THE SAME GIFT CANNOT BE TAKEN ANY MORE THAN 3 TIMES, IF WE DON'T DO THIS,

ღ~sweet Addiction®: ~
A Christmas Miracle ??? This Lovely Fu has a Birthday wish .... Sweet Addiction To level on her Birthday ?? December 18th !! Can it be done ??? Who knows ... wanna try? She doesn't have Fu-Crack, I mean Auto 11's ... Lets do her the Old Fashioned Way !! You remember how, dontcha??? You rate, Rate, RATE!! Then get your friends to do the same! Chk out her family ... she keeps EXCELLENT company! Pimped with Love: Tappinit

Making Memories
The girls on the tailgate, as the guys work Putting up the tents, again and again Hearing the coolers slush, as there drug down The guy getting wet from spilled water Everyones having a good time The girls chase the butterfilies out in the field The guys take there shirts off We all head out to the river Where we go swimming and fishing The guys catch, but the girls cathes are bigger From that point of day, it's game on Planning a nice big bonfire Start it with a piece of wood and a lighter Grabbing all your buddies Just to have all them goodies Sitting in a chair without a care Drinking a beer waitin' for a deer You're haveing too much fun, when shootin a gun Watching embers floating above,floatin like a dove Listening to all the wood cracking After a while everyones lacking Hearing ones laughing and there smiles Makes for many more smiles Embers with red-hot flares, everyone takes a stare it's silent But there's always that one, thats breaks it

A Real Boyfriend.
thanks Sari! Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hoodie [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

Made For Me
AUTO 11s ARE ON!!! GO GET YOUR PTS! HELP OUT MY GIRL! SHES NEEDING MUCH MUCH LOVE!! TRYING TO GET TO PROPHET!! AND SHE WILL ACTUALLY RETURN THE LOVE!! *AUTOS ON* DEVIL'S ANGEL...(OWNED BY LEADCHUCKER) PHANTOMS QUEEN STALKER@ fubar NOW GO! SEND HER A MESSAGE LETTING HER KNOW U HELPED! AND SHE WILL TAKE CARE OF U! AND I WILL TOO! JUS SEND ME A MESSAGE!! TY TY TY *BIG KISSES* (repost of original by '* ±®¦§hÅ£¡©¦Øû§ *' on '2008-12-17 18:37:54') (repost of original by '*AUTOS ON* DEVIL'S ANGEL...(OWNED BY LEADCHUCKER) PHANTOMS QUEEN STALKER' on '2008-12-17 18:46:45') (repost of original by '~~~FU~DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNED BY LYNNE, NAUGHTY BY NATURE, & MZCHELLE~' on '2008-12-17 19:02:38')

Sevendust- Face To Face
RELATE 100% When there was nothing left in me You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you fake (you fake) [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't Save face Say it to my face Can I take all the filth in your head All the words that you said (that you said) And throw it away (throw it out) You can't stop fuckin' with my head Stop fuckin' with my head My silence you break The smile that you take away [Chorus:] There's not one thing that you can say to make it right Unless you say "I'm leavin" And if you're not...then please tell me why Please tell me why you can't That shit you're talkin' don't mean nothing to me anymore Limp dick...you fuck stick...let's settle the score Run and hide you know I'll find you anywhere Motherfucker...two faced prick with he

Sevendust - Driven
(stop the man) Fom endin up with all the chips so he can't (promse him an only chance) To have the freedom that's been takin from me (you - can - try - to - lift - your - head - no) You fucked up with me now live with the truth Find a reason to lie (try) Seems like it hasn't been long - I've given (so much how could you hide) You're sick with all the guilt you're never - forgiven (you try to wash it away - wash it away) (ask again) why all the dreams I had Are now left broken (punished for a wounded past) Afraid to wake and find reality breathin (why - has - life - been - taken - from - me) I fucked up and now I live with the truth With no reason to lie (I) Feel like it hasn't been long - I'm driven (to keep myself alive) You're sick with all the guilty you're never - forgiven (you'll never wash it away - wash it away) (How can you live with yourself)

Toy Makers Jest
Through these veins does a boiling blood flow Pumped through a heart that loves and a mind that knows From the eyes, the world do I perceive A landscape of wonders and an endless sea Blurred by time slipping away from me The cacophony of sounds that once filled this space Now fading into oblivion and an awkward pace Twilight seeping through the cracks onto the castles great hall Battered down by trebuchet and the rams head at the walls With the gift of harmony’s flow did come a curse One that neither withers nor does it grow Like waters of a river that wear the edges of stone Ceaseless and unrelenting in its endeavor to hone With a wizards vision of astral sight There came a penance there came a price Never to forget and always to behold The tiniest of nuance forever will it glow Every feeling, thought and pain of this journey Remains heaped unto the next Like the trouble of an unwanted guest What gives the appearance of wisdom from across the fence Is merely

Thets Flip A Quarter And See Who's Right
Take a spin and play the dating game Results always vary and nothing is the same Is it looks or who they really are? Do live near or just too far? What do they like to eat? Will they touch deserts and meat? Who is the forever one? Not sure if most know but the challenge has begun Night life or just having joy in everyday Drink it up or have a nice indoor day Pop the pills or hit the gym who is to know? When a lot of people are putting on a show Do they kiss on the first date? Or just address questions, things and let stuff wait? Is it long term or a another one night stand? All the things that many wonder and demand Love is beyond the first day you see there eyes Soo many things are hidden in disguise Smile or say good bye Next time or next date always a possibility of wasting time with the next girl or guy Is it flirting or saying I want you? Dreams or something maybe magic and so true There are no rules and laws Either love, hate, peace treaties and b

Raising Cane
Comment Images I am raising i started on fubar in 2007. I have made lots of new friends and old some kept and so go. But Now I am raising cane. when i have all these friends i only get one or two to my page. SO If you have a interest in what the new page looks like stay with me and see the new nears page if not then please delete me. I am only interested in ones that like to be on fubar and enjoy the hospitiality! marianne sumissive desires

Horney White Boy Lol.
Ok, so this guy out of the blue, messages me in my Shoutbox. Now he was a bit of a freak lol. But I just fucked with him a lil bit. My friend Sin did too lol. Oh my did we have a blast. So here is the convo, read from bottom up! touchy&feely: ooh come on ->touchy&feely: idk touchy&feely: i c when im there wat will happen ->touchy&feely: nope touchy&feely: hope ur not haven an orgy ->touchy&feely: oh fuck yea touchy&feely: am i a turn on lol ->touchy&feely: what? LOL touchy&feely: am i a turn ok lol ->touchy&feely: well thank you touchy&feely: all i will do is just lick ur face cuse its hot ->touchy&feely: lol alright then touchy&feely: ya 2 soon 4 that ->touchy&feely: that's fine lol touchy&feely: ok not trying to get into ur panties ok ->touchy&feely: no. I was having a bad day, and you made me smile lol. Thanks touchy&feely: i c ewwie rite ->touchy&feely: lol not at all. I've heard a LOT worse from creepy guys lol. It was a sweet though lol touchy

6 Days Days To Go
6 days to go Well its getting close now, I have 6 days of training left here in Lewiston Id after today woo hoo. I was setting here playing a game and listening to the music I have on the laptop and the song "My Wish" by Rascal Flats started playing and got me thinking how true the words of that song are. For those of my friends that have never heard the song or just set and listened to the word, you should. It sums up my wish for all my friends and family here on MySpace. I may have more news other then the the training here in Lewiston. If anyone just can't wait to find out whats the news is and you have me on yahoo hit me up and i will bring ya up to date other wise stay tuned same bat time same bat channel LMAO

9 Days To Go
9 days Well I'm still in Lewiston ID watching it snow. luckily I just have 9 days left to go. I wish everyone has a safe and happy holiday season and Lets not forget all of the service men and women severing over sea and the ones who have giving there lives so that we can have the freedom to celebrated what ever holiday we choose.

What Is Love?
What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some �Love is friendship set on fire� for others �Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it�. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. Th

Still In Lewiston Id
Well I got to Lewiston ID on the 2nd of December and will be here until the 23rd of December for training. I have to admit I thought Kingsport was a slow town that is until I got here. since I have been here I have learned a lot but I can't wait until I'm done and can get out on the road. . More to come later

Have You Ever Wonder
This the first time I have ever blogged so bear with me. I have been thinking about a lot of different things this past week and I have to admit that some of them may sound kinda crazy. I listen to country music and there are a few songs out, some old some new like: Emerson Drive - Moments, Tim McGraw - Live Like You Were Dying that has got me thinking about life and things in general. some of the questions that I have asked myself is "If there is anyone that would miss me if something happened to me and I died." or If i was told that I had cancer or something like, how would I take it and would it really matter. . I know that a lot of people don't like to think about thinks like that, but think about the people that die everyday in car accidents or just think about the people that went to work in the twin towers in New York the morning of 9/11 they had no idea that within seconds there life's would end. As i said in the beginning this is the first blog I have ever wrote. Just

For Sale
Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. 'Wow,' she thinks, but feels compelled to keep

Prayer To The Sun God For Yule - A Yule Prayer To Ra
Day 12 Great sun, wheel of fire, Ra in your glory, hear me as I honor you on this, the shortest day of the year. Summer has gone, passed us by, the fields are dead and cold, all of earth sleeps in your absence. Even in the darkest times, you light the way for those who would need a beacon, of hope, of brightness, shining in the night. Winter is here, and colder days coming, the fields are bare and the livestock thin. We light these candles in your honor, that you might gather your strength and bring life back to the world. O Ra, mighty sun above us, we ask you to return, to bring back to us the light and the warmth of your fire. Bring life back to earth, Bring light back to earth. Hail Ra! Ruler of the sun!

An Elemental Blessing For Yule
Day 11 In the middle of winter, it's hard to remember sometimes that light is coming back to earth. However, despite the gray, cloudy days, we know that soon, the sun will return. Keep this in mind during those dreary days when it seems winter will never end, by invoking the four classical elements. As the earth grows colder, the winds blow faster, the fire dwindles smaller, and the rains fall harder, let the light of the sun find its way home.

A Celtic Yule Blessing
Day 10 The Celtic people knew the importance of the solstice. Although the Yule season marks the middle of winter, colder times were still to come. It was important to put aside staple foods for the coming months, because it would be many months before anything fresh grew again. Consider, as you think on this devotional, what your family has put aside -- both material goods and things on the spiritual plane. The food is put away for the winter, the crops are set aside to feed us, the cattle are come down from their fields, and the sheep are in from the pasture. The land is cold, the sea is stormy, the sky is gray. The nights are dark, but we have our family, kin and clan around the hearth, staying warm in the midst of darkness, our spirit and love a flame a beacon burning brightly in the night.

Wateva!
hungover again damnit! can't get shit done. long nite of drinkin, had hella fun. lookin at titties and ass all nite, came cross 2 dudes, they both was white. one was a dickhead, the otha was drunk, struck up conversation, i showed him no punk. this dumb mufucka started buyin mad shots, guess datz his only way of gettin in twats. my style is diff ain't gotta say shit. look da bitch in da eye, then she on my dick. dumb fuck kept spendin and gettin nowhere. i'm slammin his shots like fuck it dont care. it got so ridiculous i gave drinks away, here bitch drink this fast so i dont look gay. like i cant hang with drinkin all night, but itz a diff when u with someone white. had my own tab, he said yo i got it bro, u're my bro from another mutha, i don't even know u yo. was all in my head. i nodded 2 my bartender, he heard wat he said. said thanx 2the white boy, before stumblin 2 the door, "hey bro u get me next time", he said, i'm like for sho. knownin goddamn well this dumb prick wont re

My Letter Of Self Worth To The World.
Sometimes I wonder why I exist in this world. More often than you can imagine. I wonder if I will ever meet that one person that I can give my everything to, give every fiber of my being to, and all of my love. I have put myself out onto the table for the taking and have been stripped down to nothing. I had a wonderful woman in my life but I was too immature to notice and I took advantage of her. Now that I don’t have her I cannot live without her. She doesn’t want to have anything to do with me she seems almost repulsive of my actions. I would do anything in the world to have her back, but she will not take me back she has found a new man and it hurts me to say that I’m happy for her when I truly just want to be with her for the rest of my life. But I cannot be the one to keep her from her dreams and I cannot keep her from happiness. I will not keep her from happiness. On the other hand I have moved on in life I have tried to move forward but any time I try to get close to someone els

A Prayer For The Old Gods At Yule
Day 9 The Holly King is gone, and the Oak King reigns - Yule is the time of the old winter gods! Hail to Baldur! To Saturn! To Odin! Hail to Ameratsu! To Demeter! Hail to Ra! To Horus! Hail to Frigga, Minerva Sulis and Cailleach Bheur! It is their season, and high in the heavens, may they grant us their blessings this winter day.

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Snow Prayer - A Snow Prayer For Yule
Day 8 Depending on where you live, you may be seeing snowfall long before Yule arrives. Take a moment to appreciate its beauty, both as it falls and once it covers the ground. From the reaches of the north, a place of cold blue beauty, comes to us the first winter storm. Wind whipping, flakes flying, the snow has fallen upon the earth, keeping us close, keeping us together, wrapped up as everything sleeps beneath a blanket of white.

A Nordic Yule Blessing
Day 7 Yule is a time to set aside animosity between yourself and people who would normally antagonize you. The Norsemen had a tradition that enemies who met under a bough of mistletoe were obligated to lay down their arms. Set aside your differences, and think about that as you ponder this devotional. Beneath the tree of light and life, a blessing at this season of Jul! To all that sit at my hearth, today we are brothers, we are family, and I drink to your health! Today is a day to offer hospitality to all that cross my threshold in the name of the season.

Want To Own Ur Own Sultry???
I'M UP FOR AUCTION... SO WHO WANTS TO OWN ME? JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND PLACE YOUR BIDS! IF YOU WOULD PLEASE VOTE ME MISS WINTER TY JUST LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING SO. RATE ALL STASH AND PICS PIMPOUT ON MY PAGE PIMPOUT IN BULLYS AND BLOGS GIFTS AND BLINGS ( if bling pack is given) ADD TO YAHOO ADD TO FAMILY ADD TO TOP FRIENDS MORE CAN BE OFFERED LETS TALK!!

Sunset Prayer - A Sunset Prayer For Yule
Day 6 The longest night has come once more, the sun has set, and darkness fallen. The trees are bare, the earth asleep, and the skies are cold and black. Yet tonight we rejoice, in this longest night, embracing the darkness that enfolds us. We welcome the night and all that it holds, as the light of the stars shines down.

We Are Not Super Human
Some people think we are super human, what little do they know We are not any different, we just do not let it show They do not see the tears when a baby has been abused They do not see the anger when an abundance of drugs have been used They do not see the disgust when a bottle of booze has cost A teen his legs, a girl her pretty face or a life has been lost They do not see the fear when a loved one has passed away They do not understand that we deal with this everyday They do not see the sorrow when we face a broken bone They do not see the caring hearts when a nursing home patient wants to go home They do not see the worries when a call comes in that is bad They do not see the abuse we take and the things that make us mad They do not see the happiness we feel as a patient gives us a hug The thanks we get for what we have done to help the ones they love They do not see the laughter that keeps us going between the calls They do not see the

A Prayer For The Beginning Of Winter
Day 5 In early winter, we can see the skies becoming overcast, and smell fresh snow in the air. Take a few minutes to think about the fact that even if the skies are cold and dark, it's only temporary. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the darkness soon to come. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way, for the world to go cold and lifeless. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the longest night of the year. See the gray skies overhead, preparing the way for the sun to one day return, bringing with it light.

Counting Your Blessings - A Prayer Of Thanks
Day 4 Yule should be a time of joy and happiness, but for many people it can be stressful. This is a season to take a moment and be thankful for the blessings you have, and to take a moment to remember those less fortunate. I am grateful for that which I have. I am not sorrowful for that which I do not. I have more than others, less than some, but regardless, I am blessed with what is mine. If you have a set of Pagan Prayer Beads, or a Witch's Ladder, you can use these to enumerate your blessings, much as a Catholic would say a rosary. Count off each bead or knot, and consider the things you are thankful for, like so: First, I am thankful for my health. Second, I am thankful for my family. Third, I am thankful for my warm home. Fourth, I am thankful for the abundance in my life.

Ambulance Driver
Ambulance Driver standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady --- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the

Prayer To The Winter Goddess
Day 3 Despite the fact that some people hate cold weather, it does have its advantages. After all, a good cold day gives us an opportunity to cuddle up indoors with the people we love the most. O! Mighty goddess, in silvery ice, watching over us as we sleep, a layer of shining white, covering the earth each night, frost on the world and in the soul, we thank you for visiting us. Because of you, we seek warmth in the comfort of our homes and hearths.

"down On The Farm"
“Down on the Farm” Farmer Clemmens raised the finest pigs So big and fat they’d grown Because down on the farm his pigs would feast On muscle, skin, and bone Not quite the normal thing you say To feed a growing hog or sow In fact it’s downright strange to give The animals such chow But for Clemmens it worked, And he won all the ribbons, at the local 4H club And no one suspected, nobody knew His pigs were dining on human grub Sometimes a vagrant, sometimes a hobo, Sometimes a runaway teen They ended up in the pen, when he threw them in Then he stood back and relished the scene The snorting and grunting combined with the screams Created the most hellish din And there watched old farmer Clemmens, his pipe in his mouth While the victim was torn limb from limb With frenzied delight, and frothing with hunger The pigs devoured their struggling meal Until even the clothing was fully consumed With a satisfied snort and a squeal He never got caught, and it

Sunrise Prayer - A Sunrise Prayer For Yule
Day 2 The sun returns! The light returns! The earth begins to warm once more! The time of darkness has passed, and a path of light begins the new day. Welcome, welcome, the heat of the sun, blessing us all with its rays.

Movie Quotes
My favorite quote... Exactly how I've felt for many moons, and even amidst the torture I continue to feel the same! "When you fall in love, it is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then it subsides, and when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part, because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the desire to mate every second of the day, to not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every part of your body. No, don't blush. I'm telling you some truths. That is just being in love, which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away. It doesn't sound very exciting, does it? But it is. Do you think that you could begin to imagine that that is how you will come to feel...?" -from Captain Corelli's Mandolin Another of my

A Prayer To The Earth At Yule
Day 1 Just because the earth is cold doesn't mean there's nothing going on down there in the soil. Think about what lies dormant in your own life right now, and consider what may bloom a few months from now. Cold and dark, this time of year, the earth lies dormant, awaiting the return of the sun, and with it, life. Far beneath the frozen surface, a heartbeat waits, until the moment is right, to spring.

A Carrot, A Egg Or Coffee
a carrot, an egg and coffee.... A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asks, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and note

Yah
look i think that men can take a flying leap off a tall pear ( the ones i know anyway) they all want one thing and it's not my winning personality. think i should just lay low and be free for a while thats including s#% nothing no fisical contact and just be me and stay away from men i think they enjoy using a person then they do caring of one( the guys that i see) i don't mean to afend any one i just want to get it off my chest. i feel men are hateful and hurtful they don't desurve someone like me who gives 200% of them selves to help and support them. am i being to hateful or am i on the right page here?

How To Welcome Back The Sun For Yule
The ancients knew that the winter solstice was the longest night of the year -- and that meant that the sun was beginning its long journey back towards earth. It was a time of celebration, and for rejoicing in the knowledge that soon, the warm days of spring would return, and the dormant earth would come back to life. On this one day, the sun stands still in the sky, and everyone on earth knows that change is coming. Because this is a festival of fire and light, feel free to use lots of candles and lights, solar symbols, bright colors, or even a bonfire. Bring light back into your home and your life. 1. Like any Sabbat, this festival works well if paired up with a feast. Celebrate the sun's return by preparing all kinds of winter foods -- whip up a batch of cornbread, a pot of buttered rum, plum pudding, cranberry dressing, game stew, etc. Have the whole family eat together prior to the ritual. Clean up, and when you're done, cover your table or altar with candles. Use as many

What Are You Waiting For??????
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Banned In 3 Countries. We Are Far Beyond Driven
Come listen to kick ass music with the best people on fubar!! Click to Enter (repost of original by '~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~' on '2008-12-17 14:41:52') (repost of original by 'Viciously *Owner of and Head DJ @ FarBeyondDriven*R/L Married To and Fu-Owned by Lirpa Loo' on '2008-12-17 14:43:37') (repost of original by '~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~' on '2008-12-17 15:30:38') (repost of original by 'ޖ₭ỷḳɀޖ*DSC**Head Enforcer@FBD*DJ@CFR*' on '2008-12-17 15:31:22')

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Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery Chris Caffery is out of New York City, New York. He has a record label with Locomotive - Lava/Atlantic Records. Chris Caffery plays lead guitar in the bands Savatage and The Trans-Siberian Orchestra. He has been with Savatage for a very long time with his first tour to support the CD "Hall of The Mountain King" and the following CD was entitled "Gutter Ballet". The video for this song is played all the time on VH1 Classics. The band has sold millions of cd's and played for hundreds of thousands of fans world-wide. In January of 2004 he began pre-production for his very first solo CD ever. Recording began in February. Here are a couple of songs to be listening for on God's Forsaken Radio by this up and coming solo artist, Pisses Me Off, and Edge Of Darkness. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Chris Caffery!!!!

Wanting To Be Heard!!!!! Come Check It Out!!!!
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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Wretch Wretch is out of Niles, Ohio. The band is a classic traditional power metal band straight out of Cleveland’s glorious 80's underground, featuring current and former members from Beyond Fear, Seven Witches and Breaker. Wretch has a record label with Auburn Records. Following up last year’s critically-acclaimed “Reborn” album, Wretch returned with a collection of previously unreleased material in support of their feature performance at this year’s 2007 Headbanger’s Open Air Festival in Germany July 12-14. The new album is "Make This Garden Burn." Some of the bands songs are, The Winners, The Challenge, Reborn, Make This Garden Burn, Life, I Will Defy Eyes Of Fate, I Am Storm, Cry For The Young. Lead singer Colin Watson is also one of our Dj's here at God's Forsaken Radio!!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Wretch!!!!!

End Of Day 3
I don't want to move. Plyometrics was a lot harder then I thought it was going to be. I didn't take into account the workout was designed to augment jumping...so there was a lot of emphasis on legs. So yesterday's workout really took its toll on me.. Today I did shoulders and arms... I didn't realize how weak my triceps are, so I'll need to think about that in future exercises. I finished the routine off with some ab workouts. Boy that hurt. Technically I did 340 to 345 abdominal workouts at sets of 25. Optimally I did that...I would like to think I did sets of 15 or so. It was tough, and I'm starting to feel it. I'm ready for Yoga tomorrow....granted I know that's going to bust my ass too. The Warrior's Diet is still doing extremely well for me. I seem to be more responsive in the morning and ready to wind down at night, just like the diet asks. So let's see how I feel after yoga...I just have to make it pass this week and next week. After that I can be safe in kno

The Legend Of The Holly King And The Oak King
In many Celtic-based traditions of neopaganism, there is the enduring legend of the battle between the Oak King and the Holly King. These two mighty rulers fight for supremacy as the Wheel of the Year turns each season. At the Winter Solstice, or Yule, the Oak King kills the Holly King, and then reigns until Midsummer, or Litha. Once the Summer Solstice arrives, the Holly King returns to do battle with the old king, and defeats him. The Holly King them rules until Yule. In some Wiccan traditions, the Oak King and the Holly King are seen as dual aspects of the Horned God. Each of these twin aspects rules for half the year, battles for the favor of the Goddess, and then retires to nurse his wounds for the next six months, until it is time for him to reign once more. Often, these two entities are portrayed in familiar ways - the Holly King frequently appears as a woodsy version of Santa Claus. He dresses in red, wears a sprig of holly in his tangled hair, and is sometimes depicted d

Another Christmas
Well im going thru alot right now with Christmas coming and this will make the second Christmas without my babies. most of you know I lost my two sons at age 6 and 7 years old back in March 2007 and every holiday is so hard to get thru when they were the ones that had all the holiday spirit. So if anyone finds me moody and bitchy please understand and bare with me this holiday.. I have alot of bottled emotions that still havent surfaced and i cant bring myself to truly mourn my babies cause that will mean they are truly gone and this holiday of all being Gods sons birthday, i can't bring myself to understand why God would not only take 1 of my babies but both of them in the same day. So again please have patience with me...Thanks

Adam Walsh Murder Solved??
Florida police say Adam Walsh murder solved Buzz Up Send Email IM Share Digg Facebook Newsvine del.icio.us Reddit StumbleUpon Technorati Yahoo! Bookmarks Print By Jim Loney Jim Loney – Tue Dec 16, 7:36 pm ET Play Video CBS4 Miami – Family Gets Closure In Adam Walsh Case Play Video Video: Police say Fla. boy's 1981 murder is solved AP Play Video Video: Closure in 27-Year-Old Cold Case ABC News Reuters – Adam Walsh in an undated photo. The 6-year-old son of television crime show host John Walsh was kidnapped … MIAMI (Reuters) – Adam Walsh, the 6-year-old son of television crime show host John Walsh, was kidnapped and killed 27 years ago by a drifter who later died in jail, police in Florida said on Tuesday in closing the books on one of America's best-known unsolved crimes. The gap-toothed boy, famously pictured holding a baseball bat and wearing a red cap, went missing from the toy department of a mall in Hollywood, Florida, in July 1981. His head was found in a cana

The Word Love A Poem Written By Rose
Do you ever wonder why, Saying "i LOVE you"is never enough When the words from your heart Seems like its overflowing with LOVE You smile from inside With happy tears in your eyes And a heart that was once broken Is now beating with life And you feel so alive. LOVE, is a powerful emotion And is worth the hearts searching For when you find true LOVE Its worth , is worth all the hurting So when you feel your heart Is bursting from all of the pain And its shattered into pieces Never lose faith Cause the heart knows That ~true LOVE is worth the long hard times in its .. Lonely full of hurt searching. True LOVE is there so keep your heart open Cause when it finds you It needs a ...opening * My LOVE inspires me..i LOV

Make It Stop
Since this morning we have gotten like a foot of snow, has been taking people like 15 minutes to go three car lengths :-s The news just said 164 accidents since 4 this morning only 17 injury accidents... I guess right now I am glad the car isn't starting... cuz I would be a chicken shit. Guess on the bright side its not 2 degrees its 14, feels like a heatwave after this past week. oh ya, suppose to snow until tomorrow at 4pm'ish then the cold starts again :(

Surviving The Winter Holidays
Getting Through Christmas with the Family In some families, the holiday get-together is something we look forward to. In fact, it may be the only time you even see some members of your family. However, if you're a Pagan or Wiccan, and the rest of them aren't, there are times when the winter holidays can be a bit awkward. So what can you do to make the season's celebrations a bit more harmonious? First of all, remember that this is a day for families to get together and enjoy themselves. It's not a day to battle about religion or anything else. If your family celebrates a Christian holiday, no matter how you feel about Christianity, don't choose this as the day to talk about how ridiculous you think the Baby Jesus story is. Recognize that just because you celebrate the Solstice or Yule doesn't necessarily mean that your whole family wants to hear about it. If your family is uncomfortable with your choice of spiritual path, Christmas dinner at Grandma's is not the time to bring

I Am Extraordinary
Moving to a different house... final exams... being an active family member... being an active friend... being a teacher How do I pull this off? Really, how do I do it? Is it magic? Is it perseverance? Is it resilience? What is the motivation behind all I do in life? If I don't stop once in a while to look back, I wouldn't have these moments. I look back and go, "Wow... how did I manage to get through all of that with my sanity intact?" I made it through a semester of Dr. Tackett (toughest Psych professor), a double load of Dr. Clanton (toughest Sociology professor), and even Dr. Reyes (tough, but, not the toughest of all Philosophy professors). My mind has gotten a massive workout. I feel more intelligent, I feel more knowledgeable of the world around me. I have even grasped a stronger sense on the way I am. I do feel that I will one day change the world around me. Sometimes I feel as if this change will be good, other times I feel as if I will misuse my newfound knowledge

How To Make A Pagan Nativity Scene For Yule - Pagan Nativity Scene
So your neighbors all have cute little mangers in their yards, complete with plastic baby Jesus, light-up sheep, and a couple of Wise Men who have probably seen better days. Are you feeling a bit left out? After all, as Pagans, we don't really do the baby Jesus thing. But don't feel bad -- you can still set up a Nativity scene (or something close to it) that represents your Pagan or Wiccan beliefs. You can do this either in a large version to display on your lawn, or a smaller scale for indoor festivities. Here's How: 1. Think about what the Yule season means. In nearly every tradition, it represents the return of the sun. It's a time of celebrating the continuous turn of the Wheel of the Year, and embracing the coldest aspect of nature. It's a time when we can look back at our ancient Pagan ancestors and see how they marked this time of year when the nights were long and food was scarce. 2. Instead of a traditional manger, make a framework of evergreen or pine boughs. Tie the

Windigo
“Windigo” The Iroquois around their campfires Would speak of demons and they’d tell The story of the Windigo That bloodsucking witch from Hell A flying apparition, Without a body, just a head She would feast upon the living And drain them until dead With cruel fangs and glowing eyes She drifted through the air And trailing out behind her Was her filthy flowing hair But it was not her appearance, not just her look That filled a soul with fright There also was the sound of her awful shrieks That echoed through the night At first they’d sound like a blowing wind A rustling of the breeze But then in turn they grew in savage force Bouncing off the trees Until the hapless begging victim Would cover from the shrieks Clutching his ears to stem the flow Of the blood that ran down his cheeks And when he was both deaf and helpless The Windigo would pounce Ripping open his throat to feast on his fluids And drinking down the very last ounce You may thin

Day 4
Well here it is the end of my fourth day in Dundalk. I am stoked that the move has went well so far, though I do miss my Ohio friends dearly. They are my family, especially since myown blood relatives seemed to disown me (their loss). I am in the process of aclimating to a new pace of life. Even in this larger metropolitan area, the pace of life is much slower then what I am used to and I need to remember that the entire world does not work at the same rate. LOL

Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery
Chris Caffery is out of New York City, New York. He has a record label with Locomotive - Lava/Atlantic Records. Chris Caffery plays lead guitar in the bands Savatage and The Trans-Siberian Orchestra. He has been with Savatage for a very long time with his first tour to support the CD "Hall of The Mountain King" and the following CD was entitled "Gutter Ballet". The video for this song is played all the time on VH1 Classics. The band has sold millions of cd's and played for hundreds of thousands of fans world-wide. In January of 2004 he began pre-production for his very first solo CD ever. Recording began in February. Here are a couple of songs to be listening for on God's Forsaken Radio by this up and coming solo artist, Pisses Me Off, and Edge Of Darkness. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Chris Caffery!!!!

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Wretch
Wretch is out of Niles, Ohio. The band is a classic traditional power metal band straight out of Cleveland’s glorious 80's underground, featuring current and former members from Beyond Fear, Seven Witches and Breaker. Wretch has a record label with Auburn Records. Following up last year’s critically-acclaimed “Reborn” album, Wretch returned with a collection of previously unreleased material in support of their feature performance at this year’s 2007 Headbanger’s Open Air Festival in Germany July 12-14. The new album is "Make This Garden Burn." Some of the bands songs are, The Winners, The Challenge, Reborn, Make This Garden Burn, Life, I Will Defy Eyes Of Fate, I Am Storm, Cry For The Young. Lead singer Colin Watson is also one of our Dj's here at God's Forsaken Radio!!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Wretch!!!!!

Everything Happens 4 A Reason
Have u ever bought a lottery ticket n won big bucks? it happened cause u were broke n needed money. U play one on one with a friend in basketball n lose, u lost cause u suck n ur friend just saved u from making a huge career mistake. U screw up real bad by doing something that landed u in jail, but r given a chance by staying there or going in2 the marines 2 better urself, lets just say u didn't end up in prison. U ever go in2 a store 2 buy something u really want but they don't have it in ur size or its not in stock? Maybe cause it just wasn't the right item 4 u. U ever meet someone n know that u were meant 2 be together forever? Thats cause u found ur soulmate. Things u do in ur life play out the way they were supposed 2 cause it was meant 2 happen whether it was good or bad. Next time something happens tell urself, "it was meant 2 happen 4 whatever reason"

Deities Of The Winter Solstice
While it may be mostly Pagans and Wiccans who celebrate the Yule holiday, nearly all cultures and faiths have some sort of winter solstice celebration or festival. Because of the theme of endless birth, life, death, and rebirth, the time of the solstice is often associated with deity and other legendary figures. No matter which path you follow, chances are good that one of your gods or goddesses has a winter solstice connection. * Alcyone (Greek): Alcyone is the Kingfisher goddess. She nests every winter for two weeks, and while she does, the wild seas become calm and peaceful. * Ameratasu (Japan): In feudal Japan, worshippers celebrated the return of Ameratasu, the sun goddess, who slept in a cold, remote cave. When the the other gods woke her with a loud celebration, she looked out of the cave and saw an image of herself in a mirror. The other gods convinced her to emerge from her seclusion and return sunlight to the universe. * Baldur (Norse): Baldur is associated with the

This Iis What I Miss
You're more than a friend, you're more to me than that. We've never really met but we got to know each other on chat. So, I'm not influence by your looks or what you've got, I don't know what kind of car you drive For all I know it may run hot. Some may say I don't know you at all But that's just not right, I know how I feel and you visit my dreams each night. I know the person you are that comes from within, And that's the person I love and will till the very end. So, I've never held you in my arms or even looked into your eyes, But it is with you, I hope, my future lies. Many miles may part us but the appalachians are just mountains I know you are the one for me 'cause of this deep, heartfelt emotion.

Io, Saturnalia!
When it comes to festivals, parties, and downright debauchery, no one beats the folks of ancient Rome. Around the time of the winter solstice each year, they celebrated the festival of Saturnalia. As the name implies, this was a holiday in honor of the agricultural god, Saturn. This week-long party typically began around December 17th, so that it would end right around the day of the solstice. Fertility rituals were performed at the temple of Saturn, including sacrifices. In addition to the large public rites, many private citizens held ceremonies honoring Saturn in their homes. One of the highlights of Saturnalia was the switching of traditional roles, particularly between a master and his slave. Everyone got to wear the red pileus, or freedman's hat, and slaves were free to be as impertinent as they wished to their owners. However, despite the appearance of a reversal of social order, there were actually some fairly strict boundaries. A master might serve his slaves dinner, but

My Survey
Your Colors Say You Are Caring When you are at peace, you are: Deeply stable When you are moved to act, you are: Giving and warm When you are inspired, you are: Spontaneous and adventurous When your life is perfectly balanced, you are: Philosophical and expressive Your life's purpose is: To live a passionate life The Ultimate Color Test

Im In {§È}Ìññð¢êñt{§È}'s Auction Also.. :)
That's right.. Click on the pic below to come place your bid on me.. I'm in this auction as well.. so you have 2 chances to own me.. so lets get the bidding started!!! click on this link to place your bid and please dont forget to rate this blog as well.. thanks to all that bid and rate! Please dont forget to a/f/r the Auction host!

The Yule Cat
The oldest written sources on the Yule Cat are from the Nineteenth Century. These refer to the fact that those who do not get a new item of clothing for Yule are destined to become offerings for the Yule Cat. It may sound strange that the deprived ones will also become the sacrifices, but this tradition is based on the fact that every effort was made to finish all work with the Autumn wool before Yule. The reward for those who took part in the work was a new piece of clothing. Those who were lazy received nothing. Thus the Yule Cat was used as an incentive to get people to work harder. A woman describes a scene from her youth in the last century thus: "We were lazy doing this chore. Then we were reminded of the Yule Cat. We thought that was some terrible beast and the last thing we wanted was to be one of his offers". One of Iceland's most beloved poets in this century, Jóhannes úr Kötlum, wrote a lay about the Yule Cat. It follows in the translation of Vignir Jónsson, who says:

O! Mistletoe!
Also known as the golden bough. Held sacred by both the Celtic Druids and the Norseman. Once called Allheal, used in folk medicine to cure many ills. North American Indians used it for toothache, measles and dog bites. Today the plant is still used medicinally, though only in skilled hands...it's a powerful plant. It was also the plant of peace in Scandinavian antiquity. If enemies met by chance beneath it in a forest, they laid down their arms and maintained a truce until the next day. Mistletoe was used by the Druid priesthood in a very special ceremony held around this time... five days after the New Moon following winter solstice, to be precise. The Druid priests would cut mistletoe from a holy oak tree with a golden sickle. The branches had to be caught before they touched the ground. The priest then divided the branches into many sprigs and distributed them to the people, who hung them over doorways as protection against thunder, lightning and other evils. The folklor

Tickling Defined
Tickling as a fetish is perhaps one of the most common human behaviors known, in that studies indicate nearly 85 percent of adults in some way or another enjoy tickling others, being tickled themselves, or watching others be tickled. Apart from these general attitudes from tickling, forced laughter by tickling can also be found in the sexual fetish world of BDSM. Those who gain sexual pleasure from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a tickling fetish. Those who seek tickling out, and who gain pleasurable excitement from tickling and/or being tickled are known to have a "Tickling Fixation". Tickle fetishes involving "erotic tickling" (frequent breaks, safewords, sensual movements), using fingers to tickle areas such as the ribs or feet, using the tongue to lick the face, soles of the feet and toes or items such as feathers and brushes to produce tickling sensations as part of erotic foreplay. There is even a form of online tickling through a messaging client known as

The Mystical Miss Tickle
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing skil

R.i.p Uncle Roger....i Love You And Miss You!
MY UNCLE ROGERS OBITUARY FROM TODAY'S PAPER..... Roger "Santa Claus" Smith Born Feb. 6, 1953; passed away Dec. 13, 2008. Roger will be greatly missed by his family and friends. He is survived by his wife, Karen; children, Michelle (Troy) Bonfils-Thibeault, Douglas (Victoria) Smith Jr. and Summer (Josh) Smith. He is also survived by four grandchildren, Arrianna, Morgan, Samira, Draven and Blaze. Wednesday, December 17, 2008 2:38 AM MST I THANK ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE BEEN HELPING ME DEAL WITH THIS DIFFICULT TIME. I WAS VERY CLOSE TO MY UNCLE, AS HE WAS LIKE A FATHER TO ME. YES MY STATUS HAS REFLECTED THAT MY HEART HURTS UNBEARABLY BECAUSE IT DOES AND PROBABLY WILL FOR AWHILE. I WAS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO MY UNCLE IN HIS LAST HOURS WITH US. FOR ANYONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THIS BEFORE....THEY KNOW THE PAIN AND HELPLESSNESS THAT IS FELT BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING THAT YOU CAN DO TO FIX THEM, JUST MAKE THEM COMFORTABLE. MY UNCLE HAD GONE THROUGH A GASTRO BYPASS SURGERY A FEW W

"graveyard Billy"
“Graveyard Billy” My job has certain perks, Well suited for my tastes I’m often in here all alone And I’m always working late I take the shifts the others hate And I start just after one It always seems the perfect time For me to have my fun They call me “Graveyard Billy” Because I like to work at night And if they knew why I love it so They wouldn’t think it right Not because of the tasks at hand These things that I must do Like sewing up the lips or restoring Skin that’s pale or blue No, the others also do these things They even trim and comb the hair But I always go that extra mile And I offer “special” care The way I see it, is that although they’re dead They’re still in need of love And they appreciate my warming touch When I remove my rubber gloves And then comes my shirt, and off with my trousers Some would call it quite the sin But I take my time with foreplay Before I slip it in With they’re cold skin pressed against my chest For

Wednesday Dec. 17, 2008
My husband is a bit tired today. His speech slurs a bit more when he is tired so he staying real quiet. His speech therapy went real well. Three weeks have passed since he had the stroke... We are now waiting for a big storm to dump more snow on us during the night... we expect 3 to 5 inches overnight.

My Guardian Angel
My Angel ever at our side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard watch over all of us. When I'm far away from home, or feeling this awful pain I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I can really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is to see us through. You're watching over us. Bless you all and my God be with us!! PLEASE JOIN TO SHOW SOME LOVE & SUPPORT....

Military
I just got back from picking my daughter up at Fort Jackson. WOW!! I never saw so many good looking MEN in uniform. Thanks to ALL of you for letting me live in a free and beautiful country. I wish all of you a safe and joyous Holiday. Thank You again!!!

Just In Time For X-mas
For whatever reason I decided to join in an auction. So if you want a chance to own me, well here's your chance to own a Freak just in time for Christmas! What better present to get for yourself than me lol. Click the pic below to start bidding. So what are you waiting for? Go bid. Just to recap...what is being offered is Added to my family for a month Made my #1 friend A permanent blog pimp-out Weekly bulletin pimp-out At least 200 pics rated as 11's weekly if not more All stash rated during HH All of your pics rated as many times as I can during the month during HHs 2 SFW salutes 2 custom made pics by me Your midget on my homepage for a month Owned by in my name for a month At least 20 pic comments weekly If the bid goes over $20 1 bra salute 1 NSFW salute (which is different from the bra salute) My yahoo ID and of course I'll add more as the bidding goes on.

Love
The love of your life is never what you think. they can be right under your eyes and you not see them. They can be a million miles awayand you not know. You can talk to them everydayand night and not realize that they are the right one. then one day out of the blue when you least expect it, you open your eyes and right there in front of you is a love so true. You find that the love of your life has been here all along. So open your eyes and your heart to a love that will never end. Mare

Listening To Christmas
Have you ever heard snow? Not the howling wind of a blizzard, not the crackling of snow underfoot, but the actual falling of snow? We heard it one night in Wisconsin quite unexpectedly while walking up a hill toward our cabin in the woods, a soft whisper between footsteps. We stopped, switched off our flashlights, and just listened. All around us in the darkness we heard the gentle fall of snow on snow. No wind, no sound but the snow. Have you ever heard Christmas? Not the traffic noises in the city, not the bells and hymns and carols, beautiful as they are, not even the laughter of your children as they open their presents-- but Christmas itself? Have you been by yourself and just sat and listened to the silence within, patiently, without letting the mind race to the next Christmas chore? Perhaps if you have, you felt the pulse of all humanity beating in your own heart. Perhaps you noticed an outflowing of love for all your brothers and sister

Confessions Of A Drug User
Grade 9s who inhale deodorant, teenagers who are dependent on taking acid (LSD) or ecstasy to have a good night out, and weed-addicted individuals are all too common in society today. The social pressures and feelings of entrapment lead a lot of teenagers to abusing drugs and alcohol as a way out, or perhaps a way in when it comes to conforming with peers and trying to fit in. In 2006, when I was doing my radio specialisation at Rhodes University, I felt it fitting to produce something news-worthy and important at a place where there is a major drug problem. However, I feel that this piece still holds great relevance today. It is a very real and factual account which I call the “confessions of a drug user.” These individuals were brave enough to speak openly on the issue and I only hope that it serves as an eye-opener for both parents and people who are caught up in the drug sub-culture

What If We Legalized Recreational Drugs?
I believe it is coming. The legalization of recreational drugs. People want the right to do whatever they want to their own body. After all our Bill of Rights guarantees the right to “Life Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness”. I see both sides of the argument here. I have been to The Netherlands where Marijuana use is legal and readily available. From an outsiders point of view it doesn’t seem to have affected its population much. Legalized prostitution there too, but then that is another post all together. The question is, what are the benefits to our society? Well, the taxes that could be gained from those who choose to partake could be HUGE. There would be less gang wars, because they would not have anything to fight over other than “turf”. About 2 million people are arrested each year on drug charges and drug related charges. Without that factor, there would be less overcrowding in our jails and more “dads” at home to to support and take care of their families. Mo

A Short Introduction About Life...
Try and make the most out of your life! Live it at Maximum! Always stay Motivated and Focused on your goals and dreams... Let's say you are lucky and live until 80 years old. If so you will live 80 springs,80 summers,80 autumns and 80 winters. WOW!Not so much time eh? Don't waste your life, LIVE YOUR LIFE! Don't stay unmotivated,discouraged,stressed and worried struggling for a living!

From A Stranger To A Friend
We met as strangers made our way to become friends from a friendship to find love in on another. I gave you my heart to hold til it was ready to find love again and soon after that my heart found love there in your arms. I sent my soul to help gain control, but to no surprise my soul fell deeply in love with you to. A love that grows stromger everyday, that no one can ever take away. though miles a part we're still close together and that special love keeps right on growing. for it a love that is special and true Mare

Dmx..wanted....again!!!!!!
An Arizona judge issued another bench warrant for the arrest of D-M-X after the M-C failed to show up in court on Friday. X is facing drug, identity-theft and animal-cruelty charges. His attorney Bradford Cohen tells T-M-Z, "The rapper is currently in rehab at an undisclosed location." During his court appearance, X was supposed to show the judge documentation proving that he is in rehab. When he's apprehended, he'll have to post 120-thousand dollars bond immediately or face jail time.

"the Sex Life Of The Foot & Shoe"
Foot Tickling in History "The Sex Life of the Foot & Shoe" by William A. Rossi. Copyright 1976. Foot-Tickled To Passion. Page 29 Another graphic example of the foots sexual nervesis found in the foots sensory-rich sole & its response, often erotic & sensual, to tickling. The noted psychologist Albert Moll states that the sole of the foot has a sensory quility whose stimulation gives rise, directly or indirectly, to voluptuous sensations. As everyone knows, foot-tickling can drive some into flights of ecstasy & others to madness. Essentially, however, the response to foot-tickling is sexual. Says Aigremont, The tickling of the soles of the feet has been used by many preparatory to coitus. It serves as a foreplay center so it might prolong the sexual enjoyment as much as possible. Foot-tickling as an erotic stimulus is age-old & universal. The sophisticated lover, says Renbourn, knows that many women get intense erotic pleasure when the feet are gently stroked - like having

Armageddon Pictures
WWE Armageddon 2008 The above slide show, assuming anyone even reads my blog is from a PPV I went to called Armageddon it was Pro Wrestling. I had a good time and I really liked where I sat even though it wasn't where I was trying to get a seat at.

Im In Jinx's Christmas Auction.. Come Place Your Bid
Here is the link to 1 of the auctions I am in.. Come place your bid on me please.. :D Click the pic to go place your bid.. Thanks to all that bid... Also please rate the blog too :D Thanks and have a Very Merry Christmas!

Psycho
Hvordan kan kvinnen oppnå sin rettmessige plass ved siden av Jesus? Hvordan kun hun oppnå Kleopatras rolle? Vi kan gå utfra at Dvd Brwn tok feil med den utrolig lange og ukjente arverekken til Magda og Johannes. Deres familiesymbol er 5-stjernen forresten. Som betyr at Jesus og alle vi andre (direkte etterkommere eller ikke) er Mennesker. Et slags verdensomspennende kommunistisk Egypt. Hvis vi derimot vender oss mot Gudinnen blir spørsmålet litt mer interessant enn faren for inngifte i Jesusfamilien. Hvordan kan kvinnen oppnå Gudommelighet? Hun kan stjele et kors. Og hun kan rane en bank. Ved å stjele et kors risikerer hun å måtte bære byrden selv. Nøyaktig som Jesus. Ved å rane en bank risikerer hun å ende på overnattingsplassen Bates Motel. Hos meg er det oppe dag og natt forresten. Men korset er desverre stjålet. Og banken er ranet.

For The Troops...
Twas the Night Before Christmas For All Who Have Served Unknown Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom home made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give and to see just whom in this house did live. I looked all about, a strange sight did I see. No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land, with medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came to mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary. I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, owed

Solitary
Set me aflame and cast me free Away you wretched world of tethers Through the endless night and day I have never wanted more. Always thought that I would stand Before the faceless name of Justice Like some law unto myself Like a child of God again. And if rain brings winds of change Let it rain on us forever I have no doubts from what I've seen I have never wanted more. With this line I'll mark the past As a symbol of beginning I have no doubt from what I've seen I have never wanted more. In this picture stands a man Far away, alone and distant Like a solitary field In some nameless foreign land. All around him points of light Start to dim and cease transmitting Shadows fell on futile games And then there was nothing more. Through the screams of falling steel By the light of flares and wisdom All the doubts I could not face All this time I wanted more. With a line I mark the past As a symbol of beginning To the gods whose names we've lost And the name

Massage Story
Jessica's Massage by ARGEE© For the hundredth time, I told my husband, Terry, I wouldn't fuck another man and that was that! He had been pestering me for months because he thought it would be great to watch me being fucked by another man - after all his friends had told him it was the absolute best so he wanted me to try it. I am a very private person - Jessica is my name. I have recently turned 28 and we have been married for just 3 years and already this bastard wanted to watch me get fucked by another man - it just wasn't on. Terry gets very carried away when his friends tell him stories and he believes them all. This obsession about me and another man started after reading an article in a magazine and then he just had to ask his mates what it would be like and they all told him they had made their wives fuck other men and it was great! What an arsehole! I said earlier I was a private person because I had never been with another man, although I had dated a couple of lads

Please Remember
Please Rember ......... Soldiers........... Iraq , Vietnam , Africa, Zimbabewe & Back Please remeber ........ Those fallen .......... In blood & Pain ........ Those scarred ......... With broken wrists ......... Broken bones .......... Brokenn Lives & Family's Please Rember ......... The troops Gawd bless you Mother, Gawd bless you Father, Gawd bless you Marc

Lost Of My Grandfather
~mass~Homer Joseph Latondress was born january 4,1925 Victoria Harbor, ontario passed away December 13,2008 toronto ontario he was barried at the assumption catholic cemetery mississauga, ontario pls have him in ur prays....they shall not grow old,as we that are left grow old, age shall not weary them, nor the years condenm, at the going down of the sun, and in the morning, we will remember them" lord god of host be with us yet lest we forget, lest we forget......he was like a father to me but he was a grandfather to me....he now lays in peace for all times in the lords hands he served in the army and did his time in life dont forget the ones who set u free from war....

What Happened To Glo
Well if your reading this you have solved the mystery congratulations.My other profile was deleted not by me but by my bf robby cause he got pissed by the fact he just noticed yeasterday I was 3 peoples fu gf I was like so what but he got mad and took the profile off so today I made my mystery profile.

Grlfriend/boyfriend App (wanna See What Yall Will Say)
Whats your name?? How old are you?? How tall are you?? hair color?? you got any tattoos?? you plan to get any?? piercings?? do you drink?? smoke?? if the moment was rite... would you kiss me?? would you mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled?? wats your perfect date??? how would you describe your style of clothes?? are you a virgin??? would you give me a back massage if i asked for one?? would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on your lap?? have you ever cheated on anybody??? wat are you doin' in life... work... skchool??? do you like to dance?? party?? would ya wanna hold hands in public?? do you like to watch movies?? do you drive?? if not... why not??? do you have strict curfew?? do you like pets?? what race are you?? what is your best feature?? what do you think is my best feature?? would you mind if we just hung out doing nothing?? would you like me to take ya out sometime?? if so- where??

Smooch Me! Do It! Heheheh
GIMME A KISS and Add/Fan and Rate these Frisky FUs! If they're kissin' me you KNOW they've got good taste and should totally be on your friends list! I'll even make ya a tag! I kissed PebblesinAZ and all I got was this lousy T Shirt! hehe

Night Before Christmas For Moms
Twas the night before Christmas, when all thru the abode only one creature was stirring, and she was cleaning the commode. The children were finally sleeping, all snug in their beds, while visions of Nintendo 64 and Barbie, flipped through their heads. The dad was snoring in front of the TV, with a half-constructed bicycle on his knee. So only the mom heard the reindeer hooves clatter, which made her sigh, "Now what's the matter?" With toilet bowl brush still clutched in her hand, she descended the stairs, and saw the old man. He was covered with ashes and soot, which fell with a shrug. "Oh great," muttered the mom, "Now I have to clean the rug." "Ho-ho-ho!" cried Santa, "I'm glad you're awake." "Your gift was especially difficult to make." "Thanks, Santa, but all I want is some time alone." "Exactly!" he chuckled, "I've made you a clone." "A clone?" she asked, "What good is that? Run along, Santa, I've no time for chit-chat." The mother's twin. Same hair, sam

Abstract Wave Blend
This is a common trick to produce abstract colorful waves in illustrator. First you draw a curve line using the Pen Tool and drag a copy of it by holding Alt/Option. Select the Blend Tool and click the first line and hold ALt/Option while you click the second line to show the Blend Options. Change Spacing to Specified Steps and set it to 5. Select the Direct selection Tool and edit the curve. Make sure the 2 lines intersect each other to crate a nice wave. Change one of the line stroke to a darker color to see it blend into a colorful wave. This technique can be used to create nice colorful waves for background deign. Try blending 3 lines of different color to make it even more attractive.

Mistletoe Game
Now you gotta repost this as, "Mistletoe game" The 1st person to message you saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe."... will be your Christmas sweetheart... You'd be surprised just who wants to be yours... You can do this even if you are taken its just a game! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!! & don't be shy

My Heart Has Been Torn Out
ok so i just had to get this out because i feel like i hat my self right now because of this girl i met her three months ago and it was love at first sight we are a great match and it feels like we afre soulmates but at the same time neither of us can figure out why we wont allow ourselves to be totally happy with each other and fall in love totally and be together. she says she loves we and wants we but then the same god damn night she acts like she doesnt and now she wont even talk to me and to make matters even worse last night was our three month anniverisary and it all went bad and now i havent heard from her all day she wont respond to me at all and i dont know wut to do. i love this girl and i hate my self for loving her because i cant stop even after everything i have been through with her and everything she has put me through i love her with all my heart and soul. she is my soulmate no one else in this world compares to her. i cant stand these feelings any more.

Unimportant
i feel so unimportant to some like it is i am here to please others. others feelings are supposed to be important but mine arent. in life we are always taken for granted but we arent to take others for granted. my thoughts mean nothing to people and what i say doesnt matter. oh well such is life nothing changes nothing stays the same. if wondering is this about somebody, no one in particular yet everyone in particular. if i cant do something for someone they get angry at me yet my life is busy. i am a mom, i cant help that. no one will understand my blog yet i do. will i explain it no i wont. for the most part i dont mind these feelings but today they are overwhelming. do i want pity no i dont i dont need pity or anything just wanted to get thoughts out on paper.

Update
So I went to my primary doctor this morning and she thinks I have internal bleeding =( My iron/hemiglobin is that of a cancer patient. Its supposed to be 12-15 and I'm down at 8. So, I am off work 2 more days, and then Monday I get to go have a *coughs*colonoscopy*coughs* Hopefully they can figure out wtf is wrong with me. You can't imagine how tired I am. Showering this morning took a lot of work, and forget about playing with my kids. Saturday is my extended family's big Christmas shindig before my brother heads back to the army, and I'll be the one laying on the couch like a lump of coal.

Longing For The Grave
Longing For The Grave Can you see my dead eyes? Can you hear as my heart dies? Do you know what pain is? Do you know the feel of death’s kiss? Can you tell I’m already gone? Can you see I’m just a pawn? Do you care that I’ve disappeared? Do you fear what I’ve feared? Can you leave me here in pain? Can you forget the fresh blood stain? Do you turn a blind eye to me? Do you plunge memories into the sea? Can you watch me drown? Can you hear the silence all around? Do you understand there’s nothing to save? Do you understand my Longing For The Grave?

Mistletoe Game
Now you gotta repost this as, "Mistletoe game" The 1st person to message you saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe."... will be your Christmas sweatheart... You'd be surprised just who wants to be yours... You can do this even if you are taken its just a game! GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!! & don't be shy

For All That Rated My Auto 11
I thank you all very much for all the love you all gave me. If you rated me please send me a PM so I am not forgetting to return the love. I had a wonderful time and had lots of fun. I enjoyed making new friends and seeing my loving friends and family I already had. Merry Christmas to you all and thank you so much!

Life Of A Army Wife!
If President Bush or Vice President Dick Cheney were ever to be impeached, their foes could cite this Independence Day as a milestone the day that the nation's first "impeachment headquarters" opened its doors in a storefront near the Beverly Center. "This is an impeachment 4th of July," Byron De Lear, a Green Party activist, said Wednesday. He called removing Bush and Cheney "a patriotic duty to restore the integrity of the United States." Those assembled cited various Bush actions or policies, including "lies that led the U.S. into war." They also said that Bush--Cheney policies precipitated torture, illegal spying on American citizens, and the curtailment of privacy and civil rights in the name of fighting terrorism. The latest irritant was the president's decision to commute the prison sentence of former Cheney aide I. Lewis "Scooter" Libby, whom a jury convicted of obstructing justice. "Isn't it ironic that Paris Hilton will spend more days in jail than Libby?" sa

I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards!!!
You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, You spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. I REST MY CASE!!!!!

A Marriage Made In Hell
Why is it that some of the world’s worst marriages last on and on like the Energizer Bunny? Here’s one for example: Josie and Pierre have been married now for 18 years. They met when Josie was doing an article on where to stay in the Bahamas for a travel magazine and Pierre was managing a four star resort and aggressively looking for a fifth star. Josie had attended the Fashion Institute in New York. Three days into her first semester at age 18, she began a five year affair with a 60 year old married professor. When he dropped dead of a heart attack, her family actually celebrated. She bounced back quickly, and immediately took up with another married guy, the editor of a major travel magazine. By and by his wife discovered the tryst, and the editor offered Josie a long-term assignment in the Caribbean. Not being one to waste any time, her first night in the Bahamas she met Pierre at the hotel bar and accepted his invitation to sleep with him in the manager’s suite. Pierre was o

Prophet
Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original & pAuL would like to thank all their friends who helped them make First Fubar Couple Prophet. A big thank you goes out to Mish for all her help in pimping us out & also getting the Rating Revolution in to help us. Please show the following people some fu luv Auto 11s On ♥ Level Up On Me, Enjoy! ღ♥DESERT ROSE♥ღ~Owned By OkMasterWolf~ Rating Revolution ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution Gypsysoul member of the Rating Revolution & the click club plz sign my guest book ^_^ ~*HUNNY~* ~* MEMBER OF RATING REVOLUTION~**~ ~GoofyLady~ Owner Of Regiment Dragon Bombers ! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess &

For Those That Have Been Concerned
well the docotor doesnt think that physical therapy will do liberti any good so he is fitting her for a back brace to help the mass and the scholiosis. if it doesnt help strengthen her and fix her back then he is looking in to doing surgery. so it looks like a long gtrips to childrens once again but its ok whatever it takes to get her better

Ladies Not Bitches
Ok, im going on the record and stating that i do NOT find anything at all interesting about a woman that describes herself as a bitch. I don't find it exciting, i don't find it attractive and i certainly don't want anything to do with a self described bitch. So what is it with the world today that women find it necessary to state emphatically that they are some sort of a she bitch. Do they honestly think that men and women alike will find them more approachable? Do they honestly think that anyone wants to be around a bitch? I challenge you to look at this very website and see the huge numbers of women that use the word bitch to describe themselves. Man i want to get to know them big time. Come on ladies its so high school to think that men want a bitch in their life. NOBODY wants to be around a bitch. Why would they. I personally like women that can carry on a conversation, that don't go all virgin on me if i use a sexual joke or comment. I like women that reflect their age. I

Morticia's Christmas List! :)
VAMP MORTICIA~Fiance of DevilsAdvocate927~LALA's WIFEY~STRYKER'S FU-LVER~Sultry's Mistr.@ fubar I see everyone else making up Christmas Lists on here so I thought I would. :) Well, most of you know I LOVE to be spoiled. I would LOVE bling packs, AUTO 11s, Blasts, a VIP cuz this one won't last forever, and MOST OF ALL...I've NEVER EVER had a Happy Hour! :( I don't care for tickers so don't waste your money. If you can think of something else you want to give me hit me up! ( I collect salutes if you can't afford any of the above!) Thanks! Vamp Morticia

Police Seize Record Date-rape Drug Haul
Police say a raid at a Perth house last week uncovered the largest quantity of date-rape drug GHB ever seized in Western Australia. They say the 1.6 litres of the designer drug, also known as fantasy, was destined for New Year's Eve celebrations in Northbridge. A 34-year-old man has been charged over the Duncraig haul and is due to appear in court later this month. Senior Sergeant Paul McMurtrie says the seizure may have prevented sexual assaults and even deaths over the festive season. "In quantities of up to four millilitres, it can anaesthetise people and render them unconscious and in quantities of up to eight mils and more, can actually cause a person's death," he said. He says police estimate there was enough of the drug for about 800 individual doses.

Bikers Beware Out There
IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THIS....WE ARE ALL OUT THERE DRIVING , NOMATTER WHAT WE ARE IN OR ON, PEOPLES LIVES DEPEND ON YOU BEING AWARE AND KNOW YOUR RIDE IS A WEAPON OUT THERE...WE ARE ALL PEOPLE WITH FAMILIES AND FRIENDS SO THINK OF YOURS WHEN YOU ARE NOT BEING IN CONTROL OF YOUR RIDE..THANK YOU.PLEASE BE SAFE

Why Do Women Have Erotic Rape Fantasies?
A recent analysis of 20 studies over the last 30 years indicates that between 31% and 57% of women have rape fantasies, and these fantasies are frequent or preferred in 9% to 17% of women. Considering that many people are ashamed to report rape fantasies, these stats are most likely lowball figures. In my personal experience, most women really appreciate subtle to moderate domination in the bedroom--a little forceful restraint, a little pain--as long as they feel safe. I had one girlfriend who wanted me to call her a slut, but that was pushing my boundaries. Though I didn't mind calling her naughty, etc., for expressing pleasure at whatever I was doing to her. The whole "you shouldn't like this but I know you do" routine. She explained that sexuality was taboo in her household growing up. So pretending that she was being corrupted by someone else freed her to go along with the illicit activities and indulge in her repressed desires. Not all of our play followed this narrative, but w

Day 3....
So I awoke to my legs as planks of timber. They were hard to move and very sore. They were not sore as in over worked sore...just sore. I lost a pound, so we're on the right track. Today I work shoulders and arms. We'll see how that goes.

Death Penalty For Child Rape Unconstitutional?
Lawyers for Patrick Kennedy, a Louisiana man who received a death sentence for raping a child has petitioned the U.S. Supreme Court to have his case heard before the justices. Kennedy's legal team wants the court to declare Louisiana's law allowing the death penalty for child rape unconstitutional. The petition asks the court to consider whether the Eighth Amendment's Cruel and Unusual Punishment clause permits a state to impose the death penalty for child rape - a punishment usually reserved for those convicted of murder. If this is the case, Kennedy's attorneys ask a second question: Does Louisiana's capital rape statute violates the Eighth Amendment because it does not set clear guidelines for juries as to who is eligible for the death penalty? There has not been an execution for rape in the United States since 1964, and no one has been executed for such a crime since the death penalty was reinstated in 1976. Lawyers have petitioned the Supreme Court before (1997) over Loui

Helping Abused Women & Children- Marin Family Service Agency
The Marin Family Service Agency. The Live Auction will feature a “fund a need” auction item where guests will be asked to contribute to fund the purchase of a new van for the agency. Family Service Agency’s van (nicknamed Greeny) transports child victims of domestic violence, and physical, emotional, and/or sexual abuse to the highly respected Childhood Trauma Program treatment services. These children from distressed homes would not be able to access treatment without the van. Marin Family Service Agency provides an invaluable to the Marin community. Some of its services include: Child, Adult and Family Counseling Substance Abuse Recovery Services Childhood Trauma Program The Jeannette Prandi Children’s Center Pregnancy and Early Parenting Program Suicide Prevention and Community Counseling For more information about Marin Family Service Agency and La Dolce Vita, visit www.fsamarin .org or ask me!

Native American Quotes N Sayings
Native American Quotations, Sayings, and Thoughts (Cherokee) O'siyo Oginalii Tsilugi Hello Friends Welcome! Wakan Tankan Nici Un (May the Great Spirit walk with you) (Cherokee) Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi May the Great Spirit's Blessings Always Be With You (Cherokee) Afrika Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin "We Are All Related" (Cherokee) Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhn "All My Relations In Creation" Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view and demand that they respect yours. ~Chief Tecumseh~ "When the Earth is sick, the animals will begin to disappear, when that happens, The Warriors of the Rainbow will come to save them. ~Chief Seattle ~ Brother, you say there is but one way to worship and serve the Great Spirit. If there is but one religion, why do you white people differ so much about it? Wh

Blessings!
As another person passe,s, The Crown , The throne, Another Tear passe's Upon my family Be safe all, Dont mix alchol & painkillers, Death & duty, Calls my soul, To an early Grave Blessed be , Unto Mother Deer, And Father BUNNY, & Marc,. & my deer Vampires!

Vamp Morticia And Captain Caveman = Real Life Cousins!!
I happened to be going around F/F/A ing people on fubar and came across this guys page. I sent a request then peeked at his pics and to my surprise it was my COUSIN! I'm SO happy to have him on here! He's a sweet guy! He's cute too, but he's my cousin so we won't go there! :) Make sure you show him love! {Captaîn Cavemãn}* ®~nWo~@ fubar VAMP MORTICIA~WIFE of JDHUNT~Puckerz wifey~Sultry's Mistr.@ fubar

Girl Fed School Staff Hash Cakes
Two teaching assistants at a school in Leeds were taken to hospital after eating cannabis in "hash cakes" given to them by a 15-year-old pupil. The schoolgirl was suspended from Wortley High School after she took the cakes to school on 10 September. A spokesman for Leeds City Council said the girl had since been moved to a different school. No police action was taken over the matter. Leeds City Council said neither staff members made formal complaints. The council spokesman added: "Wortley High School does not condone drugs and was disappointed this incident took place. "The school works hard to educate its pupils about the dangers and implications of drug abuse and will not tolerate any behaviour of this kind."

Feeling Fantastic!
Hello sun sprouts! Ok, day 5 with no tea (zoomy tea) and I feel great. Finally made my way into the wheat grass hut. Yum/yuck, I drank it down and shot it up, (in the nether region) ZOINKS! Felt a difference almost instantly, it's actually quite refreshing... he he he... Why did I wait till wed? Stubborn! We fasted on Wednesday and though I thought I'd be hungry it was totally fine, well except for the emotional detox. I got cranky and my liver flared with a wee bit of anger and growls. Only one guest was injured. Thursday morning - colonic at 7am - HELLO! Though it was glorious, the downside of living on sprouts is the (how shall I say) GAS! Good lorrrd. Digestive enzymes certainly help. They're also really great when you're eating any cooked food. I take them daily without fail. But the best thing about yesterday was that I got to sit in with Anna Maria Clement and watch her do live blood analysis on the guests. REMARKABLE! There is no doubt in my mind that the terrain does

Here We Go
I will be at the hospital in the A.M. with my sister while my mother has a heart catherization to check her quad-bypass and her aortic bypass. This is to see if there are any leaks or anything of the such. I will tell you this,my mother will not survie a full blown operation of any kind and be normal. Her lungs and heart cannot handle this anymore. I will keep my family and friends up to date as I can. Love you all. Cheryl Ok,so I get to stay home due to possible ice. I hve to be here if my kids get let out of school early. I will be sitting waiting for my sister to call and let me know how my mother is doing and all test results. Thank you for the prayers! Cheryl Another update on Mom. They can't do the procedure due to other issues. We are unsure what they plan on doing now. We will get a chance to speak to the Dr's tomorrow(this means Monday). I will keep you all posted. Cheryl

Crazy Blogs - Trend Or Truth?
There are many trends today in the blogosphere. From "Bitch Blogs" to having cartoon women in your blog header, as well as many others. One such "trend" as it may be called by some is not in fact a trend at all, but an interesting societal statement. So-called "crazy blogs", coming from those with mental illnesses of every variety from manic depression to multiple personality disorder (MPD), seem to be popping up all over the place. How many times have you seen a blog themed with the blogger's own personal mental disorder? Are these people faking their illnesses because it is the trendy thing to do? Or is there more to these blogs than meets the eye? Interestingly, the National Mental Health Association (NMHA) reports these statistics: * More than 54 million Americans have a mental disorder in any given year, although fewer than 8 million seek treatment (SGRMH, 1999). * Depression and anxiety disorders - the two most common mental illnesses - each affect 19 million American a

The Dance Macabre
He squares off against the fire, a blaze which gives no light, dwarfed by the flaming spires, Frozen by the heat of the night... Twisted shape in the mirror Broken body in the race sip you from this cup of sweet terror the mirror it holds his non-face a hand reaches out and is empty cold to comfort and spell the flaming spires of darkness the heart of this personal Hell. So dance while you can wicked gypsies, Bring the whilrling dervish to sweep. Deathpoet's write not for beauty, but for beauty that once bound, now weeps.

Why People Get Off On The Sex-for-money Scenario
Every year at kinky sex camp, we create a multi-room erotic play-space for attendees, and for one night, each room has a theme. We like to keep things fresh, so we change up the themes every couple of years, but one never seems to go out of style: the Brothel. It's a modest space with eight stations, each with a bed, a little table, and a flimsy curtain separating it from the next bed, plus a back room with a double bed and a little more privacy (which costs more, natch). We have our own currency at the event (kundalini kash), which campers can win, earn, borrow, and eventually spend. There's a madam who recruits and organizes the whores, collects kash, matches clients with workers, and generally oversees the place. It's always the busiest room. People don't tire of the sex-for-money fantasy. Actually, there is no one fantasy, but multiple scenarios, dynamics, and roles possible within the brothel setting. I talked to a bunch of this year's whores (who included men, women, transfolk

Forced And Coerced Abortions
Got into a discussion over at this blog and since I dug up these many posts citing examples of forced abortion, I thought it worth summarizing in one place here and placing a heading and link on the sidebars of both blogs. I'm so tired of the old canard being tossed at us that there are no women forced into having an abortion. I know several personally and have met or read the stories of many more. Plain and simple truth: many women are forced or coerced into having abortions. There are many innocent victims forced by parents, grandparents, boyfriends, husbands, friends, and/or pressured by bosses, friends, coworkers and/or other family, to have abortions. Here are more than 20 instances of forced abortions on women and young girls (or attempts), including commentary on 4 other lists/sources of research on forced abortions: "Man Charged With Attempted Murder for Slipping Abortion Drug to Girlfriend to Cause Miscarriages", Friday, November 30, 2007 Coerced or Forced abor

The Mile High Club...(a Fantasy)
The airport had been crazy this one Thursday night; Flight after flight had been canceled due to some computer failure. My plane had already been delayed twice, and I was about to raise some hell…when I noticed her walking towards the ticket counter. My heart skipped a beat as she pranced right past me and hadn’t taken one look in my direction. I checked my appearance to see if I had mistakenly dressed in the dark, and was wearing my old high school jersey with the big hole in the back. Nope…I was looking pretty decent in my black and gray sweater, black jeans and a pair of gray Tim’s. I noticed her being frustrated just like every other passenger as the attendant assured us that the problem would be fixed in an hour. Like a kid I crossed my finger’s hoping that she and I would be on the same plane…but I knew that Lady Luck had a thing for me, and would never allow this to happen. I watched her secretively behind some newspaper, fixing her hair and checking the messages on

100 Random Things About Me
1.Born and raised in Kentucky 2.I actually like living here... 3.My middle name is Dawn 4.Its plain and I hate it 5.SO not a morning person 6.I hate to be called "goth" 7.Call me "emo" and I'll bite your fucking nose off! 8.I bite my nails till they bleed 9.Have recently tried to stop, ha 10.I dislike the idea of marriage 11.I always drink too much 12.I'm a pothead (go figure!) 13.Green peas make me wanna hurl!!! 14.Suck my toes and I'll be your slave for life 15.I have 3 pets snakes ( Diva, Jack, and Lucius) 16.I have 1 dog (Brandy) 17.Graveyards are my home away from home 18.I love creepy crawlies 19.I'm not afraid of anything 20. ...ok, I still think monsters are out to get me 21.I love feet! 22. Policemen make me really nervous... 23. ...I have a thing for policemen 24.I wanna be a Park Ranger when I grow up! 25.I love the outdoors 26.Science turns me on 27.ignorance turns me off 28.I have a dried owls foot in my jewelry box (its cool) 29.My favorite col

Ewoks
Erpham Warrick Deej Warrick Shodu Warrick Weechee Warrick Widdle (Willy) Warrick Wicket W. Warrick Winda Warrick Chief Chirpa Princess Kneesaa(f) Asha(f) Logray Teebo Malani(f) Paploo Latara(f) Chukha-trok Lumat Romba Warok Nippett Kaink (f) Ranok (male) Warok (male) Shodu (female) Winda (female) Latara (female) Lumat (male) Suda Trok(male) Cheirpa (male) Teek (male/female) Moose (male/female) Cheirpa (male) Sarek (male) Weechee (male) Malani (female) Chukha Trok (male) Kneesha (female)

Clarification
If it's SOOO crazy for someone to turn me down, WHERE THE HELL are they hiding the NORMAL people?! I hear that shit WAY TOO fucking often for my own good, and I'm sick and tired of it. DON'T fucking patronize me with your bullshit. Don't sugarcoat everything that you type to me. JUST BECAUSE I'm relatively good looking, Doesn't mean you have to be a lying asshole and patronize me with meaningless compliments. I might be a sensitive kinda guy, But I assure you, your opinion ISN'T going to hurt my feelings. So basically quit fucking telling me that "it's crazy for women to turn me down", and shit like that. If you GENUINELY like me, SAY SOMETHING. If you are just trying to "be nice to me for whatever sick reason you have", DON'T BOTHER. BE REAL. BE YOURSELF. Just don't be a moron about it. (please?)

Thanx You All
I just want to say thank you So Very Much to all my friends and family for helping me to GodMother... w00t w00t!!! A Very Special Thank You to Fat Sonny And Mr Lincoln for getting all Their friends and family to come help level me!! Ya'll are the sweetest!! Thank You SickBoy :( Hope u get to feeling Better, But i appreciate all those photo comments profile comments rates bling & gifts lol u spoiled me BAD!!!......Thank you 2 My sweetie Geo For rating my page every day and leaving the sweetest photo comments & Gifts ever, all the time HEHE ..ILY :P And As Always Thanx To Paula Abby & Cris They Helped me so so so much You Guys are the Best and i love Yall dearly!!... And ty to all the DC Girlz that came to show love!! It may take a while but imma get back to u all and return all the luvins :P!! Thanx Again Luv u all Muchez!!!

Cool New Artist Website Designed By Me
Hello, I just designed this site for a talented artist called Vanessa Nelson, please feel free to have a look - maybe there is something here that would make a good x-mas present! www.abstract-art.info cheers matt

Tag Your It
Tagged By:Mare You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? short 5. Your father? wise 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? enlish 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Colorado 19. The last thing you did? bills 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? Garfield 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 25. Your

Santa's Wisdom Teachings ...a Pagan Yuletide Story
Five minutes before the Winter Solstice circle was scheduled to begin, my mother called. Since I'm the only one in our coven who doesn't run on Pagan Standard Time, I took the call. Half the people hadn't arrived, and those who had wouldn't settle down to business for at least twenty minutes. "Merry Christmas, Frannie." "Hi, Mom. I don't do Christmas." "Maybe not--but I do, so I'll say it." she told me in her sassy voice, kind of sweet and vinegary at the same time. "If I can respect your freedom of religion, you can respect my freedom of speech." I grinned and rolled my eyes. "And the score is Mom -one, Fran - nothing. But I love you, anyway." People were bustling around in the next room, setting up the altar, decking the halls with what I considered excessive amounts of holly and ivy, and singing something like, "O, Solstice Tree." "It sounds like a...holiday party." Mom said. "We're doing Winter Solstice tonight." "Oh. That's sort of like your version of Chri

Sleazy And The Stupid
WTF? Seriously here! What a sleaze he is and how fucking stupid is this woman?!?! Suspect Peterson says he's engaged to marry Publicist confirms commitment to 23-year-old woman despite missing wife Oct. 28: One year after his wife Stacy’s disappearance, Drew Peterson tells TODAY’s Matt Lauer he believes she’s still alive and with another man. Drew Peterson, the retired Illinois police sergeant who gained national attention after he was suspected in his third wife's disappearance, is engaged to be married again, his publicist said Wednesday. Peterson's publicist Glenn Selig confirmed the engagement to a 23-year-old woman to NBC's Chicago affiliate, WMAQ, after it was first reported by CBS News. The woman's name was not revealed for privacy reasons. Selig said that the 54-year-old Peterson made this decision to remarry because he wanted to be happy and was trying to move forward with his life.

An Update & Some Surgery
Hey everybody, Its been a long time since I've been here and I'm sure you're dying to know why! (HAH! jk) Well, in the past ummmm... 7 months, I've finally admitted my feelings for someone who I had been friends with for years. We're happily together and planning our future. :) Next, for those of you who didnt know, I've had some back problems since 2006 when I got rear-ended in a car accident. My condition deteriorated slowly until about 5 months ago. I got to the point where I was barely able to walk, couldn't bend, couldn't dress myself, or even put on my own shoes. As you could imagine, it made me miserable. I quickly went back to my Orthopaedic who told me that there was nothing he could do for me and surgery was not an option. I then sought out a chiropractor, some more physical therapy, and an acupuncturist. These temporary fixes did next to nothing to ease the pain. Finally, I was told I could be a candidate for surgery and I was told to seek a neurosurgeon. It has now been

Make A Recovering Solider's Christmas A Little Bighter This Year.
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to this address. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on. *** I am an Army wife and this message came to from my husband's company. It is legetimate(sp?). ***

Un-named
As I sit here alone Contemplating death, I've already died inside I took my last breath It happened one night When she broke my heart, She took my soul And tore it apart I gave it my all And gave it my best, It is my body That is put to rest I chose the direction for my path, It's all over Do the math It was her love That I could not capture, I'll never feel The joy of rapture

Poetry
things keep pulling me apart i try to have the ppurest heart but i never can keep it together i blow around like a feather with nothing no teather so when live get harder im supposed to get smarter find away around the drama but i keep putting myself in it with not one or 2 but three babies mommas. the first i didnt believe it had to be a lie till the day i heard her lil foice cry i dont understand why at 18 i thought i was a grown ass man sign my right over to some bum who i thought could take my place but he jus laught in my face as he threw her mom out his place now shes on the streets with nothiung on her feet i cant see her we dont speak its been 3 years shes grown up has no clue and im the one with the fears 5 years old prolly hard as a rock it was me who put here with this uselss cock BREATH !!!!!! round two i had my wife she was great when we started to date sone it got old her heart grew cold she hated that i had a previous live she wanted me to sever everything with a kn

Holy Crap.
Ok, so I am a fan of the Steve Wilkos show (yes the dude from Jerry Springer who now has his own show). Well, today's episode; This guy molested, beat, and did drugs around a 4 and 7 year old. When the 4 year old was 3, the cops found her in her bed crying in only her panties; after apparently the guy beat her up for crying for her mom. To top that, the 4 year old was later brought to a doctor and was said to have an STD.... wtf?! And the guy claims he hasn't done anything. What is wrong with people????

Losing A Friend?
I SAD TO SAY MY NIECE GODMOTHER PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT THATS SUCKS SHE COULD HOLD ON UNTIL NEXT YEAR I KNOW SHE'S IN GODS HANDS NOW GOD BLESS JUANITA WE MISS U AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE U ? SHE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YRS IN MY NIECE LIFE AND LIVE DOWN THA HALL FROM MY MOTHER'S HOUSE ? FEEL FREE TO LEAVE YOUR SORROWS ON MY BLOG GOD BLESS AMEN MAC MITTY

Paramore - That's What You Get
No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore. It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score. And why do we like to hurt so much? I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating. And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here. 'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn. Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating) And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa. Pain make your way to me, t

Surgery..
Well the time has come for yet another dreaded surgery so i figured id let my friends know whats up. As some may know Febuary 07 i had a bone fusion and bone graph to my right ankle and have spent the last 9months recovering. Its been an up and down healing process and in the end the doctors felt in was unsucessful. After several cat scans they realized i had formed what was called a non-union...basically my bones healed just not together and during this time ive also formed tumors im guessing from the lack of blow flow, nerve damage or whatever from the previous 3 surgery's ive had..whatever. So tomorrow morning i go back in for another bone fusion, skin graph and removal of these ridiculous tumors in my leg...i know sounds disgusting. My last surgery in Febuary i was suppose to go home the next day but ended up spending 4 days due to some complications with my heart stopping and then not being able to bring my blood pressure up. Anyway this surgery is a tad more complicated then the

Peanut Butter-butter Sandwiches And Other Imponderables
Two months from now … Digital television (or DTV or cable-controlled television) is now beginning the new golden age of television, and it’s made all programs with a broadcast run leading up to this calendar date obsolete. An incredible boost for video rentals, DVD set purchases, and a government monopoly rivaling the United States Postal Service for efficiency and the Department of Homeland Security for thoroughness. Stay tuned. Yesterday … It was my day off to be home with the kids, and I’m proud of myself because I was home the WHOLE day. I partly didn’t have a choice because Martha took one car to work at Wal-Mart from seven to four while Mary took one from nine to five-thirty, and the kids and I really couldn’t go walking anywhere due to the great amount of snow on the ground. We’ve also approached the part of winter where if you don’t plug in your car’s block heater you are asking for it not to start! This Mary found out last night and the Elantra she drove of ours

You Never Know
Just when you get all caught up in the items in your life and the holiday season something happens that makes you step back and wonder what the hell? I am talking about a good friend, neighbor and the guy who was always willing to help and bring a smile when doing it. Steven Paling Jr. 34 of Roseville past away in his sleep 12/16/2008. He lived two doors down from me and we were close enough that if either of us were away for the weekend the other had and eye out for the others house and well-being. Steve will be missed a great deal by my family and myself. Our hearts, thoughts and prayers go out to his wife Keri and his son of 2 yrs Jonah as well as his close and extended family. I ask that everyone just pause a minute and reflect back at how lucky we are to be here today. I know I will always remember the big smile and larger than life man I am proud to say I knew and had as a friend. Steven you are missed and knowing the man you were I know you are in a good place.

Watkins Associate
I am an independent watkins associate. If anyone is interested please go to www.watkinsonline.com, to place an order click on login at the top of the screen and for first time customers go to where it says customers and click then you will need to put in my ID # which is 381976. Have a good day. Thank you, Carol Everts

Christmas Innocence
(This actually happened last year).... Just as I was losing faith in Christmas, this small example restored it. I spoke to my nephew on the phone yesterday. He is 7. He excitedly told me that Father Christmas had come into his bedroom. I could hear my sister in the back ground saying "Go on tell Uncle Graham what he did" So Oliver said this.... "Father Christmas jingled his balls in front of my face!" Everyone was laughing and I could hear him saying "Stop laughing" Superb!..I thought. His dad dresses up and visits as Father Christmas when they think he has gone to the shops. I said to Oliver "Where was daddy. At the shops?" He said "No...that was last year. This year he was in the toilet!...He keeps missing Father Christmas" Marvellous! I can't believe that at 7, the children at school haven't told him the bad news. I just love Christmas Gray xxx

Dean's List
So I checked my grades online :) I am under Academic Recognition and the Additional Standing, I made the Dean's List.. so proud of myself lol.. and for some reason my friend matt keeps calling me his lil over achiever haha... shush up matt lol... but anyways.. also im not feeling so well lately, suppose im missing somethings, trying to re-adjust i suppose.. anyways.. I am off to my dad's house for the evening.. message me if you need too..cheer me up if you can :) Love always, Chrissy... Have a safe and happy holiday ♥

Salamat Po
hi im new to this site but having fun as well ... however id like to say thanks to those who have been commenting on my pics and giving me good ratings as well ... i try my best to get back to you so im sorry if i overlook you . doesn't mean i aint grateful about that...

Adolf Hitler Campbell ???
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/n/a/2008/12/16/national/a162200S22.DTL 12-17) 09:33 PST Easton, Pa. (AP) -- A supermarket is defending itself for refusing to a write out 3-year-old Adolf Hitler Campbell's name on his birthday cake. Deborah Campbell, 25, of nearby Hunterdon County, N.J., said she phoned in her order last week to the Greenwich ShopRite. When she told the bakery department she wanted her son's name spelled out, she was told to talk to a supervisor, who denied the request. Karen Meleta, a ShopRite spokeswoman, said the store denied similar requests from the Campbells the last two years, including a request for a swastika. "We reserve the right not to print anything on the cake that we deem to be inappropriate," Meleta said. "We considered this inappropriate." The Campbells ultimately got their cake decorated at a Wal-Mart in Pennsylvania, Deborah Campbell said Tuesday. Wal-Mart spokeswoman Anna Taylor told The Easton Express-Times that the

New Deadly Spider In The Us
FYI NEW POISONOUS SPIDER IN THE UNITED STATES A spider bite...please read............. And you thought the brown recluse was bad!!! Three women in North Florida , turned up at hospitals over a 5-day period, all with the same symptoms. Fever, chills, and vomiting, followed by muscular collapse, paralysis, and finally, death. There were no outward signs of trauma. Autopsy results showed toxicity in the blood. These women did not know each other, and seemed to have nothing in common It was discovered, however, that they had all visited the same restaurant (Olive Garden) within days of their deaths. The health department descended on the restaurant, shutting it down. The food, water, and air conditioning were all inspected and tested, to no avail. The big break came when a waitress at the restaurant was rushed to the hospital with similar symptoms. She told doctors that she had been on vacation, and had only went to the restaurant to pick up her check. She did not eat

Job Interview Today!
As some of you that are my closest of friends know, I have been horribly unhappy at my current job. Therefore, I've launched a fevered search to get another one. Today I have an interview by phone w/Embarq. Hopefully this will be what I need to get outta the stressful job I have now. Call center work is what I know best, so I'm hopin this will work out! Wish me luck ya'll! BTW, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ~H

Savage Garden-i Knew I Loved You
maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question.like in your eyes i see my future in an instant.and there it goes i think i've found my best friend.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.there's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes i see the missing pieces i'm searching for i think i found my way home.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.a thousand angels dance around you i am complete now that i've found you i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i

Are Those Little Men?
Yes, they are. sort of. They're kokopellis. Koko-who? Kokopellis. What's a kokopelli? Did I say that right? No, you probably didn't. But, I'll satisfy your curiousity anyway. Kokopelli is a Southwest Native American deity who represents a myriad of things. He is often featured as a humpbacked flute player and symbolizes fertility. He is featured in myth waltzing into villages playing his flute to change winter to spring and leaving all maidens with child by morning. He is also representative of music and dancing and the art of storytelling. He is mischievous and fun. He is order in chaos and inherently sexual. I like him.

Awkward
well, yesterday was a really bad day for me i lost someone that i cared for alot. and it hurt me pretty badly. so i cried, something that i never do. it shocked the ppl that i live with. they have never seen me cry before and now they treat me as if i am going to break like a piece of glass. but what really hurts me is that my boyfriend isnt being here for me, i dont have a shoulder to cry on so i can just get it all out...he didnt even care when i talked to him about this...he just told me to get over it that everybody dies....i am soo confused and not just mad but pissed off!!!!

A Christmas Story
It was a clear and crisp Christmas Eve at the North Pole. All the elves were busy with last minute preparations. Emily Elf wrote replies to Christmas letters; Erin and Cindy Elf were finishing off games to load onto Santa's sleigh; Sharon and some smaller elves made crafts and wooden toys; Carol, Anise and Sara Elf were wrapping away; and Alecia entertained the small elves, while the littlest baby elf slept in his cradle beside her. They all nodded their heads in time to Christmas melodies. Santa and Mrs. Claus had their feet up by the fire, taking a brief rest while they worried about how to deliver the gifts this year. Those silly reindeer had gulped down several batches of Mrs. C's delicious cookies and mincemeat tarts, and they were all lying in the straw, groaning with tummy aches. None of Mrs. C's medicines helped! Mrs. Claus had just finished baking another huge batch of treats, to keep Santa going through the night, and the air in Santa

Second Life Faces Lawsuit Threat Over Copybot
Second Life, the virtual world that gets hyped ceaselessly in the press, has been facing some major issues this week. In a story that sounds like a sci-fi plot, a script called CopyBot was released that enables users to replicate items in-world. That spells trouble for those who make a living, or at least a second income, selling clothes, cars, furniture and other goods in the virtual world - why buy something when you can clone it for free? As plenty of newspaper articles have pointed out, the SL economy is fairly large - they did $491,989 USD in transactions in the last 24 hours, which is likely lower than the daily average. Even worse, Copybot was created by libsecondlife, an open source project supported by Second Life owner Linden Labs to reverse engineer the SL software - although it has a wide range of applications, the one that’s causing problems is the ability to clone any object or avatar in-game, even those marked as “no copy”. The code has since been pulled from th

Savage Garden-truly Madly Deeply
i'll be your dream,i'll be your wish,i'll be your fantasy...i'll be your hope,i'll be your love,be everything that you need...i love you more with every breath,truly madly deeply do... i will be strong i will be faithful 'cause i'm counting on a new begining a reason for liveing... a deeper meaning...yeah... i want to stand with you on a mountain!! i want to bathe with you in the sea!! ... i want to lay like this forever!!until the sky falls down on me!! ... and when stars are shineing brightly in the velvet sky...i'll make a wish,send it to heaven,then make you want to cry...the tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty...that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of... the highest powers... in lonely hours...the tears devour you.. i want to stand with you on a mountain!! i want to bathe with you in the sea!! ... i want to lay like this forever!!until the sky falls down on me!! oh can't you see it baby?.. don't have to close your eyes.. 'cos it's standing right bef

Tim Mcgraw - She Never Let It Go To Her Heart
Everywhere I go, They're starin' at her Every man I know, He wants to have her. I guess I oughta be A jealous man. I look the other way They're hittin' on her Every night and day. They telephone her, They try and get to her, But I know they can't. 'Cause she never lets it go to her heart. She never lets it go that far. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right back to my arms. She can turn every head, But she never lets it go to her heart. She walks into the room, And everybody watches every move, Hopin' she don't love me. I know it by the way They hang around. But they don't realize, There's more to her Than what meets the eye. That's why I'm certain No matter what they do To reach her now. She never lets it go to her heart. She never lets it go that far. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right back to my arms. She can turn every head, But she never lets it go to her heart. When they start talkin' She starts walkin' Right

"hit Man"
“Hit Man” The year was 1955, and I found myself dejected Another article I’d sent, had come back to me rejected You see, I’m a music critic, I profile the new sounds I go to see the shows of singers, and bands for miles around And in that dingy rooming house, I felt I’d had enough My life was empty, my career was dead, I was sick of all this stuff So I looped my worn old leather belt, around a ceiling beam And lingered there, perched on that chair, about to end my dream I was almost ready, about to jump, not to suffer any more But then I heard that steady knock, upon my wooden door I still don’t remember untying the belt, or climbing down off the chair And now my door was to open to show a tall man standing there A guy I’d never seen before, dressed from head to toe in black His angular facial features framed by a sharp and snazzy hat “Good evening to you, I’d like to talk, aren’t you going to ask me in?” He said with piercing deep black eyes and the vaguest hi

"hit Man"
“Hit Man” The year was 1955, and I found myself dejected Another article I’d sent, had come back to me rejected You see, I’m a music critic, I profile the new sounds I go to see the shows of singers, and bands for miles around And in that dingy rooming house, I felt I’d had enough My life was empty, my career was dead, I was sick of all this stuff So I looped my worn old leather belt, around a ceiling beam And lingered there, perched on that chair, about to end my dream I was almost ready, about to jump, not to suffer any more But then I heard that steady knock, upon my wooden door I still don’t remember untying the belt, or climbing down off the chair And now my door was to open to show a tall man standing there I guy I’d never seen before, dressed from head to toe in black His angular facial features framed by a sharp and snazzy hat “Good evening to you, I’d like to talk, aren’t you going to ask me in?” He said with piercing deep black eyes and the vaguest hi

12 Things To Throw At Dubya
Thousands of Iraqis took to the streets Monday to demand the release of a reporter who threw his shoes at President George W. Bush, as Arabs across many parts of the Middle East hailed the journalist as a hero and praised his insult as a proper send-off to the unpopular U.S. president. - Associated Press A shoe is an honest choice. Civilized. Convenient. Sends a simple "you're an artless jackass, and everyone knows it" kind of message. What's more, a hurled shoe is a timeless bit of wisecrackery, sort of like a pie in the face or standing up and hurling your drink at your two-faced lover in a restaurant. Classic. But this is Dubya we're talking about. Worst. President. Ever. Surely he deserves better. Surely he deserves something a bit more ... thoughtful? Profound? Ironic? After all, while a shoe is nice, it's also terribly cliched. Boring, even. Of course, I officially endorse none of the following far more appropriate, delightfully hurl-able options. Do not ever throw anyth

Never Thought!
I never thought it could happen Never thought I could like someone new I never thought there would be someone else that would be interested in me Never thought I would have these feelings for someone else I didn't think that I would meet another guy that would like me and accept me for the person I am I never thought I would find a guy again who would treat me so well,who cares for me the way I want to be cared for,one who shows me in front of everyone how he feels and not worry about what others say about it I never thought so but I was wrong, now I see there is a person like that and I'm glad that I took the chance in knowing him

Just In Time For Christmas A Auto-11 To Win!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 6 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES IN THREE DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY!DUE TO FUBAR COMMENTING CHANGE TO RATES COUNT 5 PT. RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE AT LEAST A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER TO BOMB 5.ALL PRIZES WILL BE G

~bulldog Ash~asst. Mgr@daddy's Playpen~promotor For Fbd~mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~'s
~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~'s Only has 54k to reach godmother please stop by her page and show some luv she has some new pics,so lets get her to GODMOTHER.....thanx ~Bulldog Ash~Asst. Mgr@Daddy's Playpen~Promotor for FBD~Mgr Zodiak Bomber/leveler~@ fubar

A Soldier’s Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WORLD, THE CHILDREN WO

Riddle...
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. Here's the riddle: At the exact same time, there are two 35-year-old men on opposite sides of the earth. One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers at the 85th floor. The other is getting a blow job from an 85-year-old toothless woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing............. What are they both thinking? . . . . . . . . . . Here comes the answer.... . . . . . . . DON'T LOOK DOWN!!

No Air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air {Jordin} If I should die before I wake It's cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh {Chris Brown} I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I could make you understand {Jordin} But how do you expect me To live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe {CHORUS} Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air That's how I feel whenever you ain't there There's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here I just can't breathe There'a no air, no air No air, air {4x} [Chris Brown] I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground, to flow to you There's no gravity to hold me down, for real {Jordin} But somehow I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I

Can I Have Whatever I Want
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the mornin And throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home [Chorus] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong

Blah
If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll out of bed in the mornin And throw on what I wanted and go drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick with who I wanted And I'd never get confonted for it Cause they stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/Mj4o ] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it's broken So they think that I was sleeping alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home [Chorus] It’s a little too late for you to come back Say it's just a mistake Think I’d forgive you like that If you thought I would wait for you You thought wrong

I Have Had Enough !!!!!!!!!!
It is time to close out this shitty year with a important decision in my life. I have had ENOUGH of the Bullshit that has been going on in my life, I have been wading it it for too long, and I am over it !!! Form here on out, it is about the future. Anyone that wants to try and bring DRAMA and LIES in my life can STEP THE FUCK OFF !!! I have no more time for any kind of shit like that, and if they don't like that, then tough shit and move on, because that is how it is from now on with me, and it will never change !!! Anyone of my so called "FRIENDS" that reads this and have a problem with it, you got two choices, "DEAL WITH IT" or "DELETE ME", your choice !

I Have Never Had A Normal Sexual Encounter
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. So I’ve been thinking, since my neighbor tried to jump my bones, that in my entire life thus far none of my initial sexual encounters have been normal. By normal I mean that you go to her place/your place after a date and one thing leads to another deal. All my initial sexual encounters have been porno style, as most of you know I have a number system though I forget who’s who now since I’ve been out of the game for a while I’ll just use what number I think they were. So these are the oddest sexual encounters I’ve had out of the Sensuous 60 #’s 3-30 were in Gulfport and Biloxi nothing was normal about any of those chicks they pretty much fucked me for the flag. Just let me tell you it’s great to be Army in Navy land. #36 My ex wife jokingly after going to the mall I had a conversation with her and kept throwin

Can You See It In My Eyes
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Quiet
My world is quiet today. Outside is covered with a thick blanket of snow. The sky is gray but the sun is still bright. Nothing is moving with the exception of the occasional passing car. Inside it's not quite warm enough to be comfortable sitting still. I'm reading "The Road". Every page makes me feel empty, wanting to cry. I'll still see the movie. I only bought the book so I would have something to keep me occupied while I waited the two hours to get the oil in my van changed yesterday. It won the Pulitzer Prize, this book did. That has to mean something. There are just enough big thoughts occupying my mind to keep the chaos at bay. The silence is almost frightening. But for once, the quiet is welcome.

Pass This On....
ok, hopefully this link works if it doesnt, i'm sorry, i found this on youtube this morning and got a kick out of it, hopefully you do to, and i hope you pass it on, its kinda funny.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMhuAtyFCrw you'll have to highlight it and copy it into your url box at the top of your web browser.

"are You Sure You're Ready?"
"Trains, Planes and Automobiles," inspired by the sensually erotic video, "Here I go again." By Whitesnake. Whitesnake Here I Go Again Absolutely gorgeous song AND video.That band had several great tunes. In the still of the nightSlow and EasyJust to name a couple more. Without further adu, my story. I hope you enjoy... He had me pinned to my locker, hands roaming under my skirt in the back, no one could see a thing because the locker door hid all. I moaned in his mouth,"I want you.." He pressed his body into mine, as he fingered around my damp panties. "I want you so bad too, baby...are you sure you're ready?" I moaned lowly,"Yesss I am.." He reached inside my panties, rubbing my lips as we kissed deeply. No one was around, classes let out a little while before. "Let's go somewhere..."he said with a twink

Words Like Honey
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign, You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all.

My Lieutenant
It's my 1st day on the job, I still wonder how in the world I am in this position. Nevertheless, I'm in the locker room fixing it up and getting dressed. Giving myself the once over, I smile and slam the locker shut. As I'm walking out to the meet & greet, I see my brother in the distance. He's shaking his head and wondering what in the hell I did to get hired on with ZERO experience, and he's got a smirk on his face, laughing inside. I walk up to him, we talk a little bit, and then settle in for the 1st briefing. As I sit down at the table, I adjust my belt and see my sister walk in with a couple of friends. She sits next to me and smirks that same smirk my brother did. Mind you, I don't have any memory of how I got here but it's surely an interesting adventure.The chief does his role call, and speaks of the important news of the day for lookout. After he's finished, the Lieutenant comes up. Damn. That's...Brian, what in the hell? I look at him quizically and he flashes me a smile. He

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"jealous Guy."
“Jealous Guy” You know I really love you, You know I really care And that is why I keep you close You’re not going anywhere Because the world outside is nasty And you have to watch your back There’s a lot of strange ones just outside The door to my old shack But here inside you’re always safe And yet I wonder why The other ones, with simple minds Call me a jealous guy Perhaps it’s because they don’t know our love They’ll never understand How a woman like you can mean so much In the life plan of this man I often think of our first date From there things moved so fast I just knew that you were wanting me And that our love would really last So I brought you to my cabin here We both knew that it was best And although you said the words, “Please no.” I knew you what you meant was, “Yes.” And I pampered you, I bathed you I even brushed your hair I gave you special jewelry, Like that collar that you wear This iron one with heavy links That’s anc

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She's running late as she adjusts her bikini top then tightening her sarong, but it's a nice, relaxing weekend ahead. She looks at the bright blue sky above, she's been waiting for it for so long. She packs her bag into her car as her cell phone rings. Dan is running late as well, he got caught up in his travels early this morning. She giggles to herself as she tells a white lie about already driving, to make him feel badly. She tells him not to worry and to come when he can, she'll just meet him at the lake to save time, if not, they'd never actually GET there if she met him at his house. She went back inside, grabbing the rest of her things, then checked to make sure everything was turned off in the house. Satisfied, she locked the door behind her. She packed the rest of her things into the car and started the engine.As she starts to drive, she daydreams of seeing him again. Their last visit together was quite amazing. She was surprised that he could actually cook but moreso that it

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She looked out the airplane window, she felt like she was floating on those beautiful clouds. The sun was bright, sparking her inside. 30,000 feet above, she thought this day would never get here. While butterflies in her stomach buzzed most of the plane ride, they were settling now. It was a long flight with a tad of turbulance, there were a few delays as well but she was finally almost there. She heard the pilot inform all that they'd be landing in a few moments, giving the customary instructions. She gazed on further, wanting to reach out and touch the clouds to her fingertips.The plane made it's final desent, landing smoothly. She waited as everyone around her tried to rush off being first. She didn't need to be in a rush, she is afterall, on vacation. Ah yes, two weeks in heaven. She exited off the plane, close to last, exhaling. Finally, she thought to herself, a much needed vacation away. She'd been planning this trip for months. She deserved this trip. She'd made many plans and

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I'm at Border's having a nice time on their patio after shopping at several stores when I hear my sidekick buzz. My IM. It's you asking me how my 4 day weekend has started alone. I type back it's great, I just ordered some lunch and I'm out. How's yours? You tell me you're traveling and just checking in. I type back, traveling, eh....Business again or pleasure this time. You type, I'm all about pleasure on either. I type uh huh lol brb, I had forgot something in my car.I go and get what I forgot and I'm walking back not paying attention, I trip a lil', dropping my purse. I had literally run into someone.I look up to say, I'm sorry and I see this handsome man standing above me. He's wearing a blue & white striped shirt and white linen pants, smiling down at me, eyes glimmering. I lower my sunglasses and see your face. I'm shocked. I pick up my purse and check to make sure my skirt isn't up in the air too! I ask you what the HELL you're doing here in Maine, much less stalking me at Borde

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I am always so hot, so wet, soaked through my fishnets. Highly intensly sexual I feel. Strong odor of phermones brings on sex appeal. I have wicked desires for both woman and man. I want to control them and make them want me both at the same time and I know I can. I bind, I blind, I spank and degrade but what gets me off is to be watched while I play. I have nothing to hide, I show my body and let my sexuality be my guide. I like to touch myself all over showing every inch of the goods. I especially love it when that person is watching from a hidden place and doesn't think I know it. I get so wet they can hear it when I masturbate as I do in full view. I get off just knowing they are probably standing back there touching themselves too. I am Mistress with many talents and ideas that would take any sub to new heights, but I am a Mistress that with the right people likes to play and roleplay whom I consider intimate friend/lovers!!!!

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I've known this amazing man for hmmm 5ish years now. He is one of my best friends, we share absoulutely anything and everything together. Use your imagination vividly.Every time he's home here on vacation, we miss eachother. Literally. I'd be lying if I said I don't find him unbelievably attractive. From his beautiful eyes, to his sexy smile...from head to toe. Not to mention, he's sexually ANY womans' dream. But the list goes deeper...he's single, young, very intelligent, caring, loving, romantic, is a freakin' sniper god love him...and truly will be some lucky womans' catch.So, I decided to share my fantasy with not only him for the 1st time here but with YOU too!Enjoy!I awaited patiently for Shawns' flight to arrive. We'd been sneaky. No one, including his family knew he was here a day and a half early. I finally got to spend quality time with this man.His flight had supposedly landed--yet--he was nowhere to be found. Great. I called him as I got away from security, his voicemail. I

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He broke my heart like an old toy, Karma's going to be a bitch for that silly boy. Now its time to trade the part, He really shouldnt have broken my heart. Shaking hands, trembling lips, A hesitant smile as the flesh rips. Gritting teeth, squinting eyes, I wont hear anymore of his lies. Tape his mouth, State into his face, Soon his blood I will taste. Breath in deep let it out slow, All my pain he is about to know. Tie his hands,bind his feet, Now step back and take a seat. A scalpel to the nail a needle to the eye, Soon he will be begging to die. Cut off his lids so that he may see, The blade thats being controlled by me. Pop off his nails one by one, Screams of pain for all he's done. He made the bed in which he must lye, So slowly I plunge the blade deep inside. Now he knows I am not a toy, Cause I cut the heart out of that silly boy.

Her New Position
She knocked on his door then peeked in to see him with his back to her talking on his cell phone, wearing dark blue dress pants, a very nicely cut blue dress shirt and as he turned around...a silk tie. He was tall and nicely built. Broad shoulders and a smile that warmed her. Her breath was lost.He ushered her in, introducing herself as his new secretary. He scanned her face then worked his eyes down her curvy body. There was a look of approval, she thought, I'm acceptable as his secretary, she giggled inside. He took her hand and welcomed her to sit down. While he spoke, she was mesmorized by his lips. She had to pay attention, she kept telling herself as he told her how the office worked.How could this be her boss? She gulped and thought that she'd probably get fired. No ring on...she shook those thoughts out of her head and paid attention to him. Direct eye contact, batting her eyelashes at him and laughing as he told her a joke.He asked her to tell him a little about herself. As sh

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It was a dark, stormy night. The thunder and lightening startled her. She was suppose to meet her new man for drinks but couldn't break free from the office on time tonight. She was really looking forward to spending time with this new man in her life...maybe even intimately, tonight being THE night.She sighed, then called him to let him know she couldn't leave, as planned. He had told her that it was ok, he was hung up with paperwork and was just about to call her to see if she wanted to meet for a late dinner instead of Happy Hour. She nibbled her bottom lip, flirting with him as to what he had in mind. He whispered a few thoughts into her ear, just his tone of voice changing gave her butterflies in her stomach. He intriqued her. She pondered on, lowering her voice into a soft take me seduction. He gulped through the phone, trying to overcome getting hard at work, again. Just in time, there was a knock at her door, she tried regaining composure, said 'one sec' to him, as her co-worke

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When I was a young teenage girl, I lived in a quiet country neighborhood near the lake. Shh my old friends from highschool. I believe I was 15 or so. It was the summer before I went to highschool. A lot near my familys' home was empty after a fire. Older people surrounded us, 4 homes, that's all. It was pretty boring actually. Then, one day, a home was moved into it's place. I call them fake houses because they're premade, I don't care, that's what I call them. I know they're real.Anywho. I caught a glimpse of the family one day as I was sitting on our porch drinking orange juice, I used to wake up that way. A mother, father, daughter and....him. He was tall, dark haired and very handsome. He had tanned skin and muscles the way I liked. I was ooooo laa laaa when I saw him. I remember going over to their home with a nice cake. Had to welcome them properly, right! After talking to them, they thanked me for being so nice, even called me cute. Whatever. I saw him wink at me. He had these a

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College Freak
When I was in college, I met a freak of all freaks. While out at a club one night, he begged for it rough. After a few drinks, fuck yeah, I was down. We started IN the club, because, that's how I loved it. Nice and public, teasing the hell out of anyone watching. I stradled him on the backroom couch, fucking him nice and slow. Not many were around, it was dark, one really wouldn't have been able to tell unless staring. He was a little more shy, so we went into the bathroom where I made that boy cum harder than he ever had.He wanted more, I craved him, so we went back to my place.We walked into the door and I was buzzing nicely. He pushed me hard against the wall then lifted me up in the air. I was wearing a skirt, low cut sleeveless shirt and... not much else. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he banged me against the wall. He already knew I wasn't wearing panties and dropped his khaki shorts quicker than I could say fuck me now. He thrust up into me too rough for my liking, my moa

S N U G G L I N G
I awaken, feeling a soft sheet and even softer comforter engulfing me, like the deep blue sea. I look around, yawning then stretching in bed. My head is on the softest bunch of pillows I've ever felt. A few candles burning low on a table in the corner near a loveseat. I reach my hand over in the darkness, I see a shimmer on my finger, raise my hand up and a beautiful ring is sparkling on my finger yet...there's emptiness on the other side of this huge, plush bed. I exhale.I glance over and see the patio doors open a little. I see his silouette in the dark moonlight leaning over the balcony, looking at the moon shimmering off the ocean. I hear soft music playing. I long for him. I slowly get out of bed, carefully tie back the silk draped from the elegant 4 poster canopy. I walk out the patio doors to him, pausing a moment then running my hands over his back. He turns to me, wrapping his strong arms around me then draws me in for a long kiss. The feel of his lips. His kiss. His touch. He

For Our Soldiers At Christmas
A Soldier Is A Gift As we celebrate Christmas, and we open our gifts, we realize what priceless gifts a soldier gives to our country— the gifts of patriotism, service, and deep dedication to our nation. As we feast on a variety of fine Christmas delicacies, we acknowledge that a soldier personifies a variety of fine qualities: courage, good character, honor, fortitude amidst hardship, persistence in subduing evil, and bravery in the face of danger. A soldier is a cut above the rest of us, doing jobs we could not or would not do. While we are surrounded by Christmas comforts, we remember soldiers in places we would not want to be, bringing the gift of adaptability to any situation, no matter how harsh or difficult. As we "ooh" and "aah" over the Christmas lights and shiny ornaments we recognize that a soldier gives us the most cherished gift of all, the shining light of freedom. At Christmas, let us wrap our hearts and minds around our treasured soldiers. Ma

Everything You Have
Volunteers are the only human beings on the face of the earth who reflect this nation's compassion, unselfish caring, patience, and just plain loving one another. --Erma Bombeck The most precious time we will ever have we give away by doing volunteer chores to help others get more out of life. There is no material wage for this kind of work, but a host of emotional rewards. The height of volunteer giving is doing an act of kindness or love so quietly that none but ourselves will ever know we had a part in it. What great humility this can bring to us, who live in a world where selfish people often insist on credit for all their deeds - often things they had nothing to do with. All we need do is think of all we have received without deserving it or asking for it. By taking part in the giving end of life, we find the true wealth of our own generosity. What secret gift can I give today?

The Vampire
He sees her laying there in bed, sprawled out in her long nightie. The fabric barely covering her ample breasts. He wants to touch her but he's afraid he'll hurt her. He wonders if he'll ever be able to give up this sickness he has.He flashes back, it's been a while since he's seen her, the last time had brought her sadness when he tried to kiss her, his fangs appearing. He fled, in fear to not hurt her. Maybe this time could be different. He remembers that night with such emotion, desire, want, need... He flashes deeper to her breath upon his skin as he stood in front of her, seducing him with her mouth. Licking up and down his manhood with such seduction, making him go insane with the thoughts of her taking away his breath when he came so hard in her mouth. Just remembering made him twitch. This attraction to her grew within him over time. He could not stay away...She was unlike any woman he'd ever met. He didn't want to kill her like all the rest.He runs his hands over her thigh, fe

M I N D B L O W I Ng
She laid in bed with her heart pounding, thinking to herself, "Did I just do that?!" This man she'd been craving is on his way over right now as she instructed. He'd been begging her, "Please baby, let me...trust me..." She'd caved. She'd given him the sexiest of instructions, maybe even hindering on slutty but...who cares. She'd told him to come over, she'd be laying in bed waiting for him. What were her instructions, you might ask -- Her door would be unlocked...come in. There will be one light on in the entrance to the livingroom that shines up the stairway. Take your shoes off! Come up the stairway, there she'd be. -- He'd never been in her home...She'd never been with him. This was all a new ballgame.Game on.She had on a short...peach...lacey nighty, which, was sticking to her body from the desire of what was in store for the rest of the night. She smoothed her nighty down the top of her thighs, her nipples were erect. Freshly showered and shaved in all the right places, perfume s

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I cannot get that picture out of my head. It's of a man, in jeans--hard. So hard that I can see his cock running down his leg. Ugh. The tip of him, outlined. Veins showing. His shaft, wanting to explode.I fantasize of teasing him back again so badly by rubbing my body all over him, feeling his cock throb against my bare skin. Rub against him, wearing the thinest panties, making his leg wet from my desire. Cupping him through his jeans, stroking him with my fingernail tips, making him cum in his jeans. Remembering in my mind, what he look like exposed hmmm....a nice curve to his shaft. How he would feel inside me again. Above all, tasting him. His precum dripping from his tip. That twirl of my tongue.... that first suck down his shaft. The smell of him. His body reaction. His voice. His growls at me. Moans of pleasure. Groans of desire. Then, I think about his hands. Where are they on my body. Our kissing. The want to just have him for one night, at the very least, drives me insane.But

The Gift
this it wat i feel for him i miss him so much lyrics included. [Verse 1] You changed my life, it’s really happening. It’s like I’m in a dream. Your sacrifice, it made me change my mind. Thought all men were just the same. (Just the same) You made me trust again, made me feel safe and loved. You didn’t pressure me, gave me a chance to open up my heart. [Hook] I won’t be the one to pull away. Tell me you’re the man that’s gunna stay. I know that this gift can last, say you’ll never leave me, and I’ll always be right here. [Chorus] This gift…opened up my heart to you. This gift… a dream that was built just for two. This gift… is everything I cherished; you want my hand in marriage. Your love is the greatest gift of all. This gift…is everything I couldn’t have. This gift…I accept now take my hand. This gift…showed me how to love thee; this is how it should be. Your love is the greatest gift of all. [Verse 2] You are the only man to show

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Robert Prosky
Robert Prosky WASHINGTON (AP) — Robert Prosky, a character actor with hundreds of credits on stage and screen including "Mrs. Doubtfire" and "Hill Street Blues," has died in a Washington hospital. He was 77. His oldest son, Stefan Prosky, said the actor died Monday night of complications from a heart procedure. "He went gracefully last night, not in pain," Stefan Prosky said Tuesday. "Everybody knows him as a fairly famous actor. My brothers and I know him as a marvelous father." Prosky appeared in more than 200 plays on Broadway and with Arena Stage, a regional theater company in Washington. He appeared in 38 films and numerous television shows. A native of Philadelphia, Prosky studied economics at Temple University and served in the U.S. Air Force. On Broadway, Prosky's credits included "Glengarry Glen Ross" and "A View from the Bridge."

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I'm going Christmas shopping at the adult toy store next week. I need to compile the list of presents I'm going to be purchasing. Just whisper in my ear by leaving your requests here. Stop by and tell me, The Fastest Way A woman Turns You Off or on.

An Early Merry Christmas & One Wish I'd Love To Come True
First, off I know this post is a bit early for Christmas/Yule/ etc..but there's no guarantee that I'll be around to make one so I hope you all have a wonderful and joy filled holiday. Next, unlike others there is only one wish that I would love to make come true this holiday season and every holiday season and that is for every man woman and child who suffers needlessly at the hands of others, at their own hands, etc to smile, to have a reason to be happy and to see the wrong in what is being done to them and the wrong in what they are doing to themselves. If I could I would take in every abused and neglected child and show them that that is not how a child is supposed to be treated; I would take in every runaway and show them that they have nothing to fear, nothing to run from. A dream it will remain since it is a wish that may never come true due to all the evil in society.

"a Roll Of The Dice."
“A Roll of the Dice” Now you’ve found out the way, to excel at the game But to me you all look so fake Yeah, you’re eating the fruits in your fine tailored suits And you give less than you’ve learned to take It’s the oil shares today, will it be gold next week? Will you smile and then stab in the back? Because we know it’s all bullshit, the things that you seek To make up for the ones that you lack Not bad pretty boy, with you’re Park Avenue pad The master magician, the best Who lies to the world, and they all are so had They miss the cards that you hide in your vest It comes down to greed, the things they want the most So fools and their money are parted Now the retirement funds are burnt out like toast But you, you’re just getting started On the 6 o clock news, you stand there and smile You tell folks things they can trust But your words are just lies, told in your special style And your promises steel that will rust The American people, that swelteri

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My oldest baby turned 16 yesterday. Now I know I look fabooolous, but I was completely freaked out. How am I old enough to have a 16 year old? Didn't I just turn 16 a couple of years ago? For some reason his birthday was harder to deal with than any of mine. I was wondering if any of you have had this reaction. Oh, and HAPPY HOLIDAYS FUCKERS!

Something To Read
Who is that? Loves me so much that she would forsake her own dear life if someone were to drown to their own death in the depts of the sea for me. I would finally be released from these cursed stones, Back to life I would be able to return but, if I were to someday be born into a life that is unable to give me that which is most dear to my black heart, At that time I shall cry alone. I shall cry alone seeking my stones, for what good I would be, even now if MY Blood were to flow like a fine. What good would I be, unable to call back the person who loved me most from the bottom of the waters.

For My Sweetheart
For My Angel Face My Baby Angel, for you on your 10th birthday My darling angel Kimberly, now you're the age of ten, Mommy remembers when you came home, way back when, My darling little girl, that God sent just for me, Nothing more beautiful since that day, I'll ever see, For my baby girl I love you more, than every single star, My love will always find you, no matter where you are, For without you sweetie, mommies life is incomplete, You are the only thing in life, that makes my heart beat, It seems like only yesterday, that God sent you to me, But here you stand today, a young woman I begin to see, The most important part of me, you are my everything, You're the sweet music, that allows my heart to sing, My world revolves around you dear, my angel of love, That shows me every day indeed, There is a God above, For only he my Kimberly, could such an Angel make, That's why you're on my mind, when I'm asleep or awake, I hope you like this poem, written

If
If you see a fat man Who's jolly and cute, wearing a beard and a red flannel suit, and if he is chuckling and laughing away, while flying around in a miniature sleigh with eight tiny reindeer to pull him along, then lets face it... Your eggnog's Waaaayyy too strong!

Another Poem
Parents Prayer My heart is breaking for you, I have no words to say, The sorrow i feel for you, on this most somber day, My mother has made me, this kind and gentle man, Who sends this verse to ease, your pain if i can, My thoughts and prayers, are with you now my friend, Along with all the Angels above, to comfort you I send, Though your mom and dad, are now in Heaven above, I know they are looking down, sending you their love, A parents love is eternal, knows no bounds or end, I hope this poem helps you heart find a way to mend, To bring you some solace, give your heart some peace, Knowing they live with God, have found sweet release, From this world she left, in your heart she lives on, In your memories they live forever, never truly gone, They are on the other side, just patiently anticipating, The day you come to paradise, in Heaven awaiting, Until then they have sent an angel, to be by your side, To give you peace and ease the pain you feel inside,

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Life is lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples' home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start working, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. At retirement - 18 years of age - you drive the sportscar you can actually enjoy! You eat what you want, you party... and you get ready to start school. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then ....... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day... And then, you finish off as an orgasm

Anyone See Me Recently On Abc-tv's Nightline Program?
Did anyone see me on ABC-TV’s Nightline program? It was a great experience for several reasons and I had a chance to speak my mind on a very important issue. ABC sent to my home a correspondent from New York City, a producer from Washington DC and a cameraman from Orlando for 5 hours and the end result was about 3 minutes of air time. I was "miked-up" for about 2.5 hours. I was a little nervous leading up to the interview even though I have been interviewed before by both US and International news-- but this was different since the economic topic was so different than my usual travel or travel character questions. The news crew did cover several travel aspects of my life and even included my "travel room", my travel magnet board, and even my travel wig closet! They were amazed to say the least. My next foray into the economic world of news will be from an interview I did recently with USA Today newspaper (and which started all the other media coverage). The bottom l

A Poem
This is a poem written for my Mom Showing how i feel about her ..and just maybe you will be able to relate to it.... May be Rest In Peace She is sadly missed My mother has ever been, my compass, my guiding light, My north Star bright and true in my sky each night, She soothed my nightmares, kissed the boo boo's on me, My mother made me the woman proud, that all around me see, I love my mom completey, i know it's given back, She goes out of her way, to give me all that i lack, Ever supportive of all i do, her love given free completely, When in pain or sorrow, she'll kiss me, say i love you sweetly, Life goes by as the book it is, each day another page, As our youth fades slowly , our hair goes grey with age, No matter how cruel time is, my mom is a youthful beauty, As much part of me each day, she's an eternal cutie, No matter where my life may lead, nor the path i follow, She ever brings me back to life, when i've had all i can swallow, She is ever read

A Visit From Santa
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. “Who is this?” asked Santa, smiling, “Your friend? Your sister?'' “Yes, Santa,” he replied. “My sister, Sarah, who is very sick,” he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. “She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!” the child exclaimed. “She misses you,” he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. “What is it?” Santa asked warmly. “Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but...” the old woman began, shooing her grandson over to one of Santa's elves

~ Open Letter-choices ~
Tell me where you came from and it also tells me who you are at this point....Show me your choices and it allows me to see who you are becoming. Each day is an empty canvas for all of us, irregardless of our past, good or bad. And each day, every decision is a path to a new life...every decision leads to one....not the sum total but every single one of them alone....no one makes us angry or sad or hurt....they only do things in front of us and we decide..again, decision....we decide what value to assign to their words or actions. I do not put value in negative, it only empowers others, I try to grasp onto positive and be positive, even in the face of adversity. Our choices, our decisions tend to become 'Patterns of Action' and in turn, those 'Patterns' become us..the way we react and view things...they become "Habits". Habits can be productive or counterproductive...that is our decision. Bad Habits can only be excised and replaced by starting a new and positive pattern of action and us

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

A Soldier's Night Before Christmas
A Soldier's Night Before Christmas 'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER A ND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWE

*sigh*
Well.. Normally I go to coffee and lunch with some girlfriends (and lately a guy or two that we are close with) on Wed. afternoons.. but they cut the hours in my husbands department down to a max of 30 hours a week... he was working 39-41 a week... so now we are going to be short 100 bucks a month... (**EDIT** 100 every pay period... so 200 a month) so even though i usually have a nice cushion each month to play with... i am running scared and canceled my coffee and lunch dates with friends... so.. all the socializing progress i have made... is now going to go down the drain... great... i get to go back to antisocial vanima again... *sigh*

You Can Turn Your Dreams Into Reality
Your Daily Motivation – You Can Turn Your Dreams Into Reality. Wednesday, December 17, 2008 YOU CAN TURN YOUR DREAMS INTO REALITY. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You have the power and the opportunity to change your life. You can make anything you want of it. It's not difficult, it just takes some effort. See things as you would have them be instead of as they are. Develop a personal plan that focuses on what you want, not on what you have. Your imagination will show you how to turn your possibilities into reality. Visualize your goals and your subconscious will begin to work toward making those mental pictures come true. If you picture yourself vividly as winning, that alone will contribute immeasurably to your success. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Surviving A Bad Economy Watch The => Skin Care Webinar Check Out The => Skin Care Stories Learn More => Di

Thickets
Thickets Into the thicket I run, this hiding place of pain. It is no fun. It is all in vain. Inside are the struggles, outside I'm naked. The thorns hide the pain, this mask is in vain. Rather than accept, the world around me, I choose to accept myself. Am I alone in this choice? Out of the thicket I come, it is cold and frightening, there is no one to be found, but thickets...moving around.

W.t.f.
Just browsing the new users,8 newbies,3 pics the same woman twice,all with different names,1 woman with 2 different names,what's goin on? I know Fubar want new members,but at least make sure they are for real instead of fakes

Using Snow As An Excuse!
God, I hate that. I live 35 minutes away from work, and because I work on the radio, I am required to be here everyday...much like a mailman...through rain, sleet, snow....all that shit. Typically I am on the road BEFORE the snowplows get out, so I see the worst road conditions. Sometimes that 35 minute drive takes as much as an hour. We have a woman here on the staff who lives..LITERALLY a half a mile from the radio station. She just called in to tell me that because of the snowstorm, she'd "get there when she could." I just looked out the window.....the roads are plowed....and we only have 3 inches on the ground. Sorry....venting.

Merry Christmas To All My Friends
If you don't celebrate Christmas, then Happy Holidays. I do celebrate Christmas, and this to me is what the season is all about. I hope it touches you as it has me. Updated 12/22/08 I found a similar video, the scenes are mostly the same but it's better because it's set to Josh Groban's "O Holy Night." It's lovely, I hope you'll enjoy it.

Finally The Truth
NOW THAT I KNOW PPL DON'T GIVE A FUCK I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE....I'M TIRED OF BEING CALLED NAMES AND WALKED ALL OVER AND TOLD WHAT I'M DOIN WRONG.....WELL U DON'T LIKE THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE FUCK YOU MOTHERFUCKERS....I CAN TELL YOU NOT ONE PERSON CARES FOR ME LIKE I CARE FOR THEM....IT'S POINTLESS TO LOVE..SO LADIES TAKE MY ADVICE TURN DIKE AND DON'T EVER GET INVOLVED WITH MEN!!!!!!!!!

A Song Im Working On Right Now..what Do You Think?
People, I don't know whatcha who ya think you are but this has gone too far sometimes I think that you care at all I wanna letcha know that I'm not gonna be a slave to another person's name what I believe is my right to claim This game is like Monopoly it never ends til someone cheats I'm passing go with Boardwalk in my hands I don't live in a fantasy of lollipops and jellybeans take me home or take me as I am Why can't you understand? We're not in Candyland

All I Want For Christmas Is...
Good Morning and Hello there. Ever had this happen the meddling mother in law syndrome? Well, I will not be stating any good hardcore stories for my own demises however, one Mom thinks her boy is a catch, so much so she shells out 500 bucks for an ad in The Tampa Tribune. "ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS … a WIFE for my SON," it begins. Signed Christmas Mother-in Law, the plea continues: "I'm sad that he's alone, a 37 year old handsome Tampa professional … "Help me find him a wife!" Prospective brides are asked to contact a post office box in Virginia. Claudia, the mother-in-law-in-waiting, is a tad concerned about the family's safety. One never knows who might show up at your door, whether you're a good-looking Tampa bachelor or his loving family up in Virginia. So we're going with no last names for this story. Claudia swears there's nothing wrong with her son. "He's such a good boy," she says. "He's so good-hearted, so good-looking. He's got a good job." So far, so good, but she

Why
why do i even bother with men all they ever do is break my heart....just like my justin who i use to love until we got in a fight now i know he don't give a fuck anymore and he doesn't know i wanted to spend the rest of my life with him....it really sucks and i think i just need to give up and move the fuck on!

Making A Decision For Death Of Your Best Friend....
I'm trying to grasp on to reality before the holidays. People that know me very well know how I already feel about the holidays, hell last year I tried to overdose myself with pills on Christmas Eve. Anyways, those that know me really really well will know that I have a dog named Doober (there are pics of him in my album). The other day I came in from work and found him not in the greatest spirits. As the night progressed he became paralyzed in the back of his legs. I took him to the vet yesterday and they said that he has a slipped disc and he is 50% paralyzed in his back legs. The vet gave him some shots and said either way with improvement bring him back today. If impovement he will start to take monthly meds, but he will never be back to 100%. I fear the inevitable that I may have to put him to sleep. I'm scared, I can't quit crying, confused and most of all angry. I dont want to be selfish and keep him alive if he is not going to be happy, but who wants to reme

On A Roll
I dont think i could ever express how much of an idiot i feel half the time for still loving all the people who have hurt me in my life.Most people are able to walk away and just forget them not me i still tlk to them,cry about what they put me through,and forgive them like its nothing.But the truth is it is something it still hurts to look at the ones who said i love you then walked away,it still hurts to know that everything was all a lie and that i never meant that much to those who told me they love me.I walk around with not a broken heart but a broken soul,a broken spirit.im broken and everytime i repair myself i fall to pieces again.does this mean im not strong?does it mean im a weak person?I've been thru so much in such a short time that i've lost me,i've lost my happiness,the love i used to have for myself.its all gone it disappeared.Im supposed to take care of others but yet i cant even take care of myself.

A Fine Tail To Warm Myself By - And With... Err Tale
++This is what people used to do in some places on the internet, when it had passed from the care of the universities and entered the public domain - they worked together to make a world out of the emptiness and then pushed a gentle breath into their creation++ (for more exciting tails - and tales - visit any tavern forum at www.yserbius.org - a PSA for those that have seen all the porn they can possibly stand, at least for a night) *makes a guess at the number one internet preoccupation and peels a banana* Where's the party Player: SHOEHORN - a barbarian: ok, this tavern is way tooo quiet man. We need to lure some people back here with something, hmm.. Perhaps we can hire some female friendlies to join in some pooltime games, and load up the tavern with kegs of ale and a bard to liven up the atmosphere? Hmm.. dunno what to tempt the women to return, but certainly an attractive Barb such as myself would be reason enough to visit Hmm.. I recall a fella handing me

Bail Out The People
This is OUR money, WE deserve it! I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Dividend. To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bonafide U.S. Citizens 18+. Our population is about 301,000,000 counting every man, woman and child. So 200,000,000 might be a fair stab at adults 18 and up.. So divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billon that equals $425,000.00. My plan is to give $425,0 00 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It Dividend. Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%. Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam. But it means that every adult 18+ has $297,500.00 in their pocket. A husband and wife has $595,000.00. What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family? Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved. Repay college loans -

Love
What a great word love.Its just one of those words that one minute can make u feel like ur in the clouds and the next make a grown man cry like a 5 year old little girl.I love it but i hate it.Its done nothing for me but bring people in my life and then turn right around and take them away.Its like its a conspiracy to make sure i see it dangling in front of me and right as i reach for it,it falls out of my reach.Only once have i felt true love to what,to really know what its like when someone looks at u and is in complete awe of your presence.As stalkerish and obsessive as it sounds its the best feeling in the world.Its only a shame that he gave me up so easily because i felt the same way about him.Love is really a drug that makes you high 100% of the time when it hits you then all of a sudden just as it appeared it disappears leaving you alone,helpless,sudicial,homicidial and broken.Its likes after a one nite stand before you roll over and see who u slept it your feeling strong,invinc

I Wanna Cry
I just wanna curl up in a ball and cry and just let all the pain and anguish im feeling right now out so the whole world can know what im going thru.Love is supposed to be easy not hard.Its not supposed to still hurt when i see my ex with another woman when im happy for him.Its not supposed to kill me everytime i look into his eyes or think about how he used hold me when i lay in bed at nite.Im going crazy.I want someone to know what im going thru i want someone to tell me im not alone in this.I want him to tell me it kills him when he sees im online or hears my voice.I want someone who is always going to love me not run when its hard or say "im still in love you with you but i cant be with you"Honestly thats NOT A FUCKIN ANSWER.Damn just because its easy for him to say to me doesnt mean its easy for me to hear.I feel useless and cold.I want something different in my life but i dont know how im goin to accomplish that if i cant let go of the one person who i dont have a chance in hell

The Ankle I Miss The Most...
11-24-2005, 02:51 AM Kyrandos Newb Apprentice Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: Fort Bliss, TX Posts: 10 ::kills everyone:: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You all just got owned. PKers rule. (said Kyrandos, the only ankle I have ever curled around besides a PKer known as Balor) 11-24-2005, 04:53 AM LadyChina ImagINNeer Grand Master Join Date: Aug 2005 Location: Michigan - MIRC = enterthegame #themercs Posts: 296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Death Scene: *shrieking* "Es Tu, Kyrandos!? Es Tu?" *Staggers, shaking hands cupping, err clutching her breasts. Panting, low moans escape her shriek ravaged throat. She's not long for this world.* "Please...have MERCY." *Falling, a chair breaks her descent, a resounding THUMP follows her forehead connecting with the table top. A backward flop completes the work Kyrandos be

Been A While
I know that who ever actually reads this shit, really doesn't care about me or my life since it has no impact on theirs. So I'll just put this out there for those who are legitimately interested in my life. It's been almost a year since my last blog posting, and quite a bit has happened that has made me think more about my life and how I want to conduct it. I'm actually deciding to remain in the service as a Marine. I'm sure a lot of people who I talk to about this matter think I'm crazy and that I should really think about it first, but what they don't understand is that I've been thinking about it already for the past 4 1/2 years that I've already served. I'm not expecting people to understand why I'm doing this since everyone has their own motives for either getting out or staying in. All I know is that it is my decision and really no one else's business as the reasons why I'm deciding to stay in. I could right some more but my time limit is almost up and I've gotta allow oth

The Touch Of His Hands
Have you ever met someone whose very touch was electricity? I'm lucky; I've met two. The first was my late husband Gus. When we first met we both knew instantly that we had loved each other before, in other lives. The first time we touched in this life was like coming into contact with a downed power line! We both felt it, and looked at each other startled, reading the thought in each others minds "Did you Feel that too?!" Gus was the love of my life, he died in my arms almost three years ago from a rare liver disease when he was only 41 years old. Gus was a gifted healer who could take pain off people just by putting his hands on them. I know, because he did it for me. His touch was to me like nothing I had ever experienced, and certainly nothing I ever expect to find again. THE TOUCH OF YOUR HANDS I savor the moment you led me to the Sea Silently your hand you offered me Lending me your quiet might We walked together in the night Hands of leather Touched me like a feather Then st

Dana Perfume For Good Prices
I have decided to fund my movies by selling scents / perfume by Dana. If you know of any one liking these scents. I can get good deals on named brand Dana perfumes. Please leave me a message with contact information I will be working late nights ladies. I am setting up shop in my space photos and descriptions. Orders can be made by using pay pal. When Humming Birds Cry is the movie you will be funding by buying Dana Scents through me. The movie is a way to show people what the use of meth dose by example of four young people. Showing lessons of imprisonment death and detox. As we all know meth makes people do things we would not normally do. I wrote the script with the inspiration of the Washington / Idaho Parole and Probation. I found that no matter what I say to day. They were right about one thing. life is better with out being awake 24/7. Meth Not even once. People can come back from this and as part of the a good movie comes some hope of a good en

Yeah Yeah Yeah
you know how they say a song fits your personality. well here's a song to explain how im feelin. Limp Bizkit- Behind Blue Eyes. and it really sucks to be here at this point. and i wonder...why do i have to let things get to me. why do i care so much. but life goes on and i keep going. smiling like everything is ok. i can be a cold hearted bitch but even us cold hearted bitches cry sometimes. when they're let down. when they're hurt. but they choose not to show it. and here's me not showing it but expressing it.

Twas The Night
twas the night before xmas and all through fu bar land there was nothing sterring not even you. i heard a clit clatter on the roof top, when i took a look jolly saint nick was staring at me, on bettie, on xciteme, on jessica or sugar, why wasnt the naughties out tonight, the raindeer were drunk, watching the gals, merry xmas to all and all have a good xmas bedrock

Repost Of Dv's Bully! E1 Should See This
For you all Island - trent wilmon - Rodney (repost of original by '~SGT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE~ALWAYS HOT & READY~ASST. GENERAL MANAGER @SOUTHERN RADIO*~~~' on '2008-12-16 16:53:19') (repost of original by 'AUTO 11S ON**Rhino**' on '2008-12-16 19:33:44') (repost of original by '~SGT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE~ALWAYS HOT & READY~ASST. GENERAL MANAGER @SOUTHERN RADIO*~~~' on '2008-12-16 19:35:14') (repost of original by 'bluesfan67stl' on '2008-12-16 19:54:42') (repost of original by 'Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}Fu-owned by cindragon~Proud Fu-Owner of Scarlett, JonJon & Dirk McGirk~' on '2008-12-16 20:00:52')

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Greg Gutfeld From Red Eye, Wwe's Maria In Studio, New O&a Videos, Boobs On Paltalk A
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday ladies and germs... especially to the Lovely ladies on Paltalk, who, on occasion, have been known to flash a bosom. Oh, who are we bullshitting? They're usually naked, on their webcams, showering, sleeping, screwing, or smoking. If you can manage NOT to be a pushy douche, they might just keep doing it. Look, we're realists. 90% of you are on PalTalk to see CHICKS GETTING NAKED ON CAM, so just fess up, Chesterfield...log in to your Paltalk and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now! Today on the POgram, we're hanging with Mr. Greg Gutfeld, host of Red Eye on Fox News, which our own Jim Norton will be on this Thursday (tomorrow) night. We'll also be talking to the one and only Maria from the WWE...and most likely staring at her boobs. Get your WWE TICKETS online now! (and since we mentioned Jimmy only a few lines ago...) Jim Norton in Atlan

Fucking Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ASSHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE@ fubar> This Man Is sick.... he is a petifile and a rapist to his own daughters... can we please get him off of fubar.... do not pay him any attention just keep reporting him..... and make sure you block him ladies he attacks us with his nasty comments!

I Wonder
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nonexistant 2. Your significant other? Whips 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? I need to call 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? BDSM 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? succeed/happiness 10. The room you're in? sweet 11. Music? depends 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? living happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? hopeless 16. Muffins? yuk! 17. One of your wish list items? rope 18. Where you grew up? ghetto 19. The last thing you did? took a breath 20. What are you wearing? something comfortable 21. TV? HEROES/Chowder "rada" 22. Your pets? 2 23. Your computer? yes 24. Your life

Dont Judge Me Unless You Know Me
i sit everyday holding back,acting like a happy man.when i just wanna scream,i had this great life once lots of money women friends then over night it was all gone.lost my house cause the landlord was a idiot,lost my friends to drugs and violence,most of all lost the one person that loved me to cancer.ever see somebody with cancer?ever hear there cries?i have and its hell.i had the most incredable woman playboy beautiful and just as great on the inside and she wanted me imagine that funny huh.she had lukemia she made me leave and promise to stay away because she didnt want me to watch her die.so everyday for a year ide hear her cry cause it hurt how she just wanted to die.ide do my best to make her strong let her know im waiting for her and i need her doing all i could to keep her fighting hoping to god for a miracle.but it never came she died 3 years ago alone in a hospital.and everyday i regret makin that promise to her.i lay scared to sleep cause ill hear her cry just to wake up alo

My Darkest Hour
I've been hurt I feel the pain, My minds gone blank I'm going insane Lock me up Put me away, within these walls Is where I will stay I've lost my mind I'm out of control, I'm going downhill With nowhere to roll I've had my ups And I've had my downs, I tried to smile But could only frown I gave it my best It all went sour, I lived my life This is my darkest hour

Name Calling
Well see this guy named duff keeps callin me names that shouldn't be said and i think it's bullshit that he don't get in trouble for the shit....he had no right to call me a ho and fat emo ugly ho or a stupid cunt...wtf did i do....i don't deserve that treatment!

.....read
How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time. How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time. How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode) How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... YEAH How did we get here I used to know you so well Yeah Yeah Yeah How did we get here? I use to know y

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Economy
I do not know if most people are familiar with what I'm about to tell you, if not then please read this blog, it is essential. Most of us are under the impression that our economy is experiencing another recession, due to the fact that, people borrowed too much money, and the price of fuel has gone up etc. What you will not hear on the news (ever) is that this is all planned. 2 and 1/2 centuries ago, a family of bankers known as the "Rothschild" Family, began a crusade to centralize banks around the world, starting in Europe. At this time the United States was a young country and was ripe for the taking of the Rothschilds. Several of our Presidents (Jackson, Lincoln, Garfield, and Kennedy) attempted to fight off the "Central Bank Scheme" by the International Bankers, all of them had assassination attempts and successes on their lives. (I wonder why) Eventually the Rothschilds and international bankers succeeded in establishing a central banking system in the U.S. known as t

Bling-a-rama 12/17 2pm Fu Time
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Well Damn!!!!
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yeah I'm That Good Lol
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Friends
Sometimes you can meet amazing people that bring special things into your lives.....sometimes that person ends up being a friend for life, sometimes they end up being the person you choose to spend the rest of your life with....However when you have friends that only like to bring you all the crap that is going on when you aren't around, do you really call that person a friend.....I don't name names and true I am blessed to have some very special friends both on here and off as well. Buttttt when you start to notice the little games going on about today your my friend tomorrow your not and I saw him do this and she saw him do that well it gets to be a tad bit frustrating......I so promised myself I wasn't going to end up turning into this psycho evil bitch however it is happening, and yes honey I don't need an I told you so lol....So to make my point clear, a true friend will be there when you need someone to laugh with or a shoulder to cry on...not just there to feed you bullshit and

This Site.
Why is mostly everyone on this site losers? Seriously, they're all "oooh me fu-owner" "ooh come to our lounge" Blaaa blaaa blaaaah! Bollocks. >.< You people all suck, and you make me sick. I HATE you n00bs... You may all die now! =]

Prayers To The Hurricane Victims
my prayers are with you in this time of hurricane crisis. If anyone is reading this now...I don't often request this in my blogs but repost this into yours...Thank you. Sponsored in part by $2 dollars to make a difference www.myspace.com/td2mad

Random Poem(means Nothing)
Looking throu the little pieces of what used to be, I see nothing but memeries of what used to be uless thoughts of nothing more then a silly game a mere picture puzzle that you and i made. Siffting throu thoughts in my head i find nothing of a time long since dead. Nothing left to remind me of what used to be nothing left of proof of you and me no one we used to know comes around anymore prolly because I blocked them out the minute you walked out that door Loosing my mind I hear the echos of your vioce Yet all I hear is the hurt in your words All the times I've let you down all th things I've said to bring you down the things I would change if I could wishing I could undo it all start life anew can't go on living my life as if I never knew you time passes it gets no better Waking up today wishing I could wash all the shame away hard to want to keep going But I keep living hoping wishing that someday somehow I'll find a away to make you mine Keep you by m

Why?
Will I Ever Be good enough again? Ever be good Enough to be given love rather then bagging for it? Ever feel whole and want to give, wondering what it is like to take? Will the hurt of being left ever ever subside? Answers to questions I can't find yet, when I do, the happy dance I will do! "Actions speak louder then words" I guess I just heard all I need to hear.

Looking For A Few Good Promoters/greeters At Fallen Angels !!!
HELLO THERE EVERYONE !!! IT'S DA PIMP HERE AGAIN !!! I HAVE MOVED TO A NEW & UP COMING LOUNGE ON FUBAR !!! COME CHECK US OUT AT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=63713 WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PROMOTERS/GREETERS IF INTERESTED LEAVE ME A MESSAGE !!! I AM THE HEAD PROMOTER & I AM IN CHARGE OF THE PROMOTERS/GREETERS

Something Good To Hear On A Bad Day...
Given how honestly terrible this day has been I felt compelled to publish something here that someone said to me in my darkest hour (this year)... "Kttn- please keep your head up sweetheart. I think that you are a wonderful woman with a wonderful heart. You ave a cutting edge knowledge of a healthy relationship. You are beautiful and logical. Most of all, you have a wonderful heart. I want to be a part of you. And you are the only one of one (unique). Therefore, I only have the heart, want and desire to love you. There's not too much choice for me to under those explained thoughts, feelings and understandings. No choice but to love you ..... So put your heart back on course!" Thank you Brett... I guess I never realized what a true friend I had in you in trying to make something else work that seemed doomed from the beginning. I hope that is not the case cause that gives me more reason to beat myself up over the end result. *kttn*

My Thoughts
What seems to be isn't really at all infact it's some thing entirely different. And further more what was originally thought to be true is now so entirely fucked up there's no way possible it could have ever been true. Thou thinking back on it now. I'm not quite sure why I had thought such rediculessness was in any way signs of one affections. I am fully aware now of the true nature of said intentions. Admirable they may might not be but all very well. For in my heart I have learned to forgive the follies and vises of others against me. I fear how ever that which will be my last of letting such emotions get the better of me. No I've come to a decision that I really feel will suit me best. Thou you could hardly expect me to go in to such great detail as to explain such a plan, no i dare say this I shall keep to myself. But it is a mighty fine plan indeed. One that will make certain above all else that myself will be happy and at peace with the world around me. So do

Firey Warmth
Warm my body I want to have your light flicker on me So welcoming Soothing Sensual Heat and light Crackling sounds Scent of burning wood Draws you in Mesmerizes Makes you want to stay near And you don't want it to die You poke it to force the last burst of flame And watch the embers glow Until extinguishment

Pbr Permit
Well, I contacted the PBR today, and found out Allen Godfrey has purchased a permit from the PBR. He sat in his lounge and told his followers he got it renewed, but it is not a renewal. It is a permit, which means it is a rookie card for the 2009 season. He purchased it today about 2:00 PM. I was also told he has never been a member of the PBR in previous years hence the first time permit which costs 400 dollars. To get a permanent member card he will have to win a minimum of 2500 dollars in a one year season. If he meets this requirement, then he can apply for a membership card for the next season. To remain a member of the PBR the person must have winnings of at least 2500 dollars every season! He purchased this card to take photos of it and post on his sites to try to prove and call people who have done research on him liars. Just like the CPRA card he has photos of, yet there are no records of him competing in a CPRA sanctioned event! If anyone wants the number to the PBR message m

Missing The One
Today i sit here with a great pain in my heart.I know we shall be friends forever but I shall always miss being lovers.When we are together we laugh as if we were never apart and when we are apart my heart vies for your love and affection.When we speak I no longer hear the love in your voice I once heard not so long ago.I know this is for the best my heart longs for you to be my love once again.You were my greatest joy and still yet my greatest sorrow.I will always cherish the love,frienship and guidance you have given me.

Burn In Hell Ottis Toole
Get your own Flash MP3 Player Myspace Layouts - Myspace Backgrounds - Myspace Codes Ottis Toole confessed to taking the lives of hundreds of people, including the horrific beheading murder of A.M.W. host John Walsh's six (6) year old son, Adam Walsh. The world will sleep easier knowing that you're dead, just as your many victims. May you burn in the hottest flames in the deepest depths of Hell, you FUCKING MONSTER!

3 Way Fun!!!
Ok here is the deal!!! For about a month now my boy toy (fuckbuddy) and I have been looking for a lady to join us for some wild and crazy 3 way fun. We haven't had much luck so far and I just don't get it. We are both very attractive people and love to have fun. So you are are interested in some great 3 way fun, hit me up and let me know.... Love to all, Green Eyes

Worst Magazine Ever!
Yeah, Rolling Stone magazine is terrible lol their newest issue is the top singles/albums of the year...and lo and behold, Bob Dylan is near the top as always I know there are alot of Bob Dylan fans who will praise him to the highest mountain peaks, but cmon...ever album he puts out is worthy of 1 or 2? Eh, thats a small gripe compared to the ranking of Vampire Weekends debut album at number 11 of the year. I saw them live in concert and man, they were horrible, nothing awesome about them at all. Yet, in the description given, they are "built to last" in the humble opinion of the writer. I sure hope they are wrong :D Ok, thats all...had to get that off my chest.

Broken
well i have fallin in love again..but am to afraid of getting hurt like the last time...i have no clue what to do. he is so sweet to me. but everything he says i dont believe cause thats what seth said to me.. i dont think i can ever show love again. (a heart so tender and shy gets broken with one little lie) what has happened to me??? i used to have a kind heart.. now all i have is hate and anger and only feel a lil love???

Turning Inside Out
As the rain is pouring the wind is on display The darkened clouds and sky exist in everyway It's when the evil roams day and night There is no sign of sunlight The ground is wet and cold outside Where nature and the living and dead often reside Snow should be on the horizon, where is this mess? Ice is forming as the temps decline, statistics even confess The moon is out and roams in the sky Where many people often look for questions and answers of why? Is it crying, whinning or just wonder of the state of mind Dig deep enough be suprised of what there is to find The end of the day is only a few minutes away What happened?, what was good and bad? just many shades of gray Days and weeks seem longer, the appetite of destruction is stronger Can the mind and self control hold on much longer? The winter season, its that time of year Scary things happen in many ways causing soo many to fear Shall we give a toast to the living and a toast of who has past For ones who