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Time For Change.....
SOME MEN AREN'T LOOKING FOR ANYTHING LOGICAL, LIKE MONEY, THEY CAN'T BE BOUGHT, BULLIED, REASONED OR NEGOTIATED, SOME MEN JUST WANNA WATCH THE WORLD BURN....WHO EVER YOU ARE, WHATEVER YOU DO, BE POSITIVE IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, DON'T LIE TO ANYONE, BE TRUTHFUL THEN PEOPLE LIKE....WON'T HAVE TO COME LOOKING FOR YOU....AGAIN, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE....SEEN THE NEW BATMAN YET....

Untitled...
when you want something- everything seems all about using your hands to get what you want. i've crawled on my hands till they've bled, only to wake up and see the sun still hanging in its place. its the simple things like hearing a train pass in the middle of the night, and when i feel like i'm the only one who can smell the honest scent of love on your smooth skin...that can give me what i want. if i could run my fingers through your life for a minute, i would be there when the days seem too long or too short. but all of this seems to have been done with someone else. i want more time, more of you. i can break away from everything (i thought), when rain washes the streets you can start over. take a deep breath, will this all fade into rejection... sometimes waiting has more meaning, halfway across the room false beliefs, and a blanket of smoke.

->its Been A Year Already
So its definitely been a year now. Im not even sure where to start. You were my best friend..You helped me through everything. You lived a great life and i really dont understand at why such a young age you had to go. Apparently god had bigger plans for you than any of us did. I remember talking to you end about stupid things and mindless subjects. Its so hard to live without you. it really is. What am i supposed to do when usually feeling like this i run to you and now i cant? i feel selfish for not talking about you much. But at the same time its still really hard for me to deal with it. I cant face the fact that your gone, i cant do it. Its so hard for me to live without you. But i strive to be the person you wanted me to be. I just wish you were here to see Madisyn grow up, and do all the fun things with us that we planned on doin. It hurts. The last time i spoke to you, before IT happened, you asked me to marry you. I wasnt sure if you meant it or not, but either way i said yes. J

You And I Questionaire
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

Ya
so theres one girl i jus met shes beautiful funny and all around fuckin amazing.she also tough and most likely can kick any other girls ass,lol but that jus makes here that much more bad ass.but above everything i jus wanna say i love her with all my heart. hows that babe?

Gothic Ghoulosh Album
Gothic Ghoulosh AlbumThis is a collection of HR Gothic Wallpapers.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.Gothic Wallpapers Zip 01Gothic Wallpapers Zip 02If you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha

What Everyone Wants...
Ok...this is a warning here that this is gonna be sappy. So if you aren't into it...don't read it. I guess a lot of us come to this site looking for friendship, maybe a little flirting, maybe a little sex...and once in awhile a fling, whether its online or meeting face to face. I think I was looking for a way to pass the time, enjoying the attention, having fun and enjoying the friendships I'd made along the way... There was this ONE day that changed all of that for me, and as sappy and cliche' as it sounds...the world stopped for a minute, and I'm pretty sure I caught my breath. What has ensued from that point caught us both by surprise, but interestingly, neither of us were disturbed by the feelings we had for each other. In fact, we were comfortable with it and embraced it. This man...is my everything. He's kind, thoughtful, intelligent. He's funny, and sensitive and gorgeous. He's just ENOUGH bad boy to keep things interesting, and just ENOUGH of a good man to make

To Whom It May Concern...
Dearest Reader, If for any reason, you feel that what you're reading is without context - or maybe, without purpose... Maybe you're right. You could be wrong. The point is, you've read and perhaps consider the possibilities placed before you every day. Which path, why, and how you choose to take it....that's what's important! Take care, as the path you choose will both directly, and indirectly affect everyone and everything around you. Every breath and every moment, another grain of history......... Each day, we create our purpose through action. Every action comes with the burden of countless possible outcomes. With so many choices - how and why do we limit ourselves by the few? Singled out by fear and folly - for some, the only solace comes in the shade of perception.

Quotes Of The Day
"The men the American people admire most extravagantly are the greatest liars; the men they detest most violently are those who try to tell them the truth." H.L. Mencken "It is our responsibility now to resist tyranny civilly while we still can. There may come a time when we will say to the powers that be...be it with your blood or ours we have come to water the tree of liberty" -Adam Kokesh

Timetable
Several years ago I met a young couple, just married, who started hanging out in some of the places I do. Misty and Robert. I was just playing around with my camera, taking dozens of pics like I have every day since entering the digital age of the art, and I snapped a pic of them. I put the pic along with a hundred others in a folder and pretty much forgot about it. About a year ago Robert asked me about the pic. He said he and Misty didn't have any pics of them together as a couple and wanted a copy of it. I could not recall taking a pic of them, but I promised I would look in my files for it. I sometimes take 300 photos a day and don't remember many of them. Six months ago I ran into Robert again. He and Misty had just had a baby, their second together, expanding their family to seven members. I can't imagine having five kids! That must be a lot of fun. He asked me again about the photo, and as is typical of me it had slipped my mind to look for it. Five months ago I was loo

The Rules And Regulations
The rules are simple. 1. It is mandatory that you be a member of Chocolate Desires. So if your not a member join up. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=60284 No Purchase Neccesary. 2. No copying or cheatin off somebody's elses find. Please be original and look for your own. 3. Please do remember this a contest where only 3 winners will be determine. This is also a time event the first 3 that come up with the correct submissions will be declared the winners.In case of a tie the Judges will detemine winner by another show off. Those in the show off will be notified at the same time to ensure fairness. 4.Please post each find in its proper place. This will make it easier for us to determine who the winners are. 5. Please make sure you follow the rules to this event or you will be disqualified

T-tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? None 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Loving 5. Your father? Disconsonant 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? 151 9. Your dream/goal? Rich 10. The room you're in? Cluttered 11. Music? Hard 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? Online 15. What you're not? Finished 16. Muffins? Banana 17. One of your wish list items? Love 18. Where you grew up? Didn't 19. The last thing you did? Work 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? Unwatched 22. Your pets? Annoying 23. Your computer? Acceptable 24. Your life? Tragic 25. Your

About My Pics
You are welcome to save any pics that are in my albums. I resize most of them not only for easier ratings, but for easier uploading also.I have lost all of my pics lately due to my external failing twice, and for those of you that would love to get the full size images, i will be backing them up on my 4shared acct and will be blogging the links to the zipped files as I collect them once again.Feel free to download any zips that you would like. Enjoy!oxoxayasha

The Constitution Cont.
Ammendment 2: A Well regulated militia, being necessary to the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms shall NOT be infringed Ok, this one's pretty self-explanatory. but i do want to clarify some stuff that people misunderstand. One of the main reasons we broke off from England was because we were not allowed to bear arms, sure, we had them, but if a soldier was around or an official, they'd take the weapon and that would be it. Tight-fisted gun control is unconstitutional. it says our right shall not be infringed, which means it shall not be altered or modified in any way. Somehow people think if we make it harder to get guns criminals won't have them. This is completely and utterly false. The only thing that would do is make it harder for the average joe to get a gun to protect himself. Criminals are criminals if you think they get their weapons legally, you're mistaken. If you make it impossible to get guns the only people who will have guns will

Seizure Disorder
When I was a child I suffered a closed head injury and developed a seizure disorder. It was mild and by the time I was in my late teens, early twenties it had all but disappeared. I hadn't even thought about it for 30+ years. About two months ago, it returned with a vengence. No rhyme or reason, poof there it was. I'm up to three a day now and I'm really not sure what to do. My husband started a new job in August of this year and he is still listed as a temporary employee so we have no health insurance and I'm afraid to go to the doctor with it because when we get health insurance it will be listed as a pre-existing condition. And the insurance company won't cover it. Shit.

What To Do?????
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE AND THE NEXT DAY YOU WANT TO MAKE THEM YOURS JUST SO THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO SEE THEM HURT ANYMORE, AND YOU KNOW THAT THEY DESERVE BETTER AND FEEL LIKE YOU CAN MAKE THEM HAPPY AGAIN, SHOULD YOU GO AFTER THEM OR SHOULD YOU LAY BACK AND SEE HOW EVERYTHING WORKS OUT BUT IF OYU LAY BACK THEN SHE MAY FIND SOMEONE ELSE BETTER AND THEN AGAIN IF YOU PUSH FORWARD THEN SHE MAY RUN SO WHAT DO YOU DO?

Silly Thoughts
A drunk that smelled like a brewery got on a bus one day. He sat down next to a priest. The drunk's shirt was stained, his face was full of bright red lipstick and he had a half-empty bottle of wine sticking out of his pocket. He opened his newspaper and started reading. A couple minutes later, he asked the priest, ''Father, what causes arthritis?'' ''Mister, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, and contempt for your fellow man,'' the priest replied. ''Imagine that,'' the drunk muttered. He returned to reading his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, turned to the man and apologized: ''I'm sorry, I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?'' ''I don't have arthritis, Father,'' the drunk said, ''but I just read in the paper that the Pope does.

Froom The Heart Of Kristina
The Illusion I care for you so much. My heart bleeds for you. Everytime you hurt. Everytime you feel pain. I cry inside for you. I want to take all your pain away. I don't care about my pain. All I want is you to feel free. From the pain. From the despair. I want it all to leave you. I'd sacrifice myself for you. I will take you in my arms. Where you can feel safe. You can feel comfortable. You can feel free. You can be yourself. I will take all the bad away. Someday...

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Ode To The Bouncer
I'm rating pictures, I move to fast, and there you are to bust my *ss. just doing your job i understand, can't get no love for the MAN. You know me this I know, hell you just stopped me 5 minutes ago. so i'll move slower and be on my way. you do your job. and have a nice Day!!

Superheroes
Yeah, I was pretty bored earlier and decided to see how many superheroes I could name. I know, this confirms many a suspicion that I am a dork :P the Atom Aquaman Apache Chief Angel Batman Birdman Birdboy the Batgirl Big Barda Black Canary Black Vulcan Booster Gold the Beast Colossus Captain America Cyborg Cyclops Dove Dare Devil Doctor Fate Elongated Man El Dorado the Flash Firestar the Flame Firestorm Green Lantern Green Arrow Gambit Hawkgirl Hawkman Huntress Hawk Iceman Icemaiden the Invisible Woman Jayna Jubilee Jean Grey J'onn (the Martian) Kilowog (the Green Lantern Corps) Katma (the Green Lantern Corps) Kitty Pryde Metamorpho Miss Marvel Night Wing (Terry McGinnis) Night crawler Orion Professor Charles Xavier the Question R

Dark Angel...
THIS WRITING COMES FROM LADY VICTORIA, SHE HAS IT POSTED ON HER PAGE... FOR VERY PERSONAL REASONS I SEEM TO KEEP GOING BACK TO THE WORDS SHE HAS WRITTEN...IF THIS TOUCHES UR SPIRIT AS WELL AS IT HAS TOUCHED MY OWN PLZ STOP BY HER PAGE AND READ HER INSPIRING WORDS AS WELL. BLESSED BE DARK ANGEL Dressed in black to match her soul Her long dark hair cascades around her shining like silk If you look deep into her seductive brown eyes You will see the hunger Her unabated stare will show the glow of her passions And temptations of her desires She dances in darkness Playing a hauntingly erotic melody on her piano That will chill your bones And set your body ablaze with an urgent need To taste and suck and devour She is a night owl A creature of the night Spreading her wings and her words To other dark souls And now she has come for you You cannot take your eyes off this dark creature As if under a trance, you helplessly fall to her feet Every part of your lus

Why
Why She always asks and I have to laugh Cause I think sometimes she really cant see Who she is and what she does to me The way I wear the title nerd face More proudly than the congressional medal of honor Or the way her laugh lightens my heart And eases my soul The way she purrs when she wants me, just my company on the phone then I know she misses me as much as I miss her then I can see into a future I can dare to believe That I me can make her happy Just by being me Without the fear The way she texts me Sometimes saying absolutely nothing The way I get her The way OMG she gets me lmao The way she has made herself at home in my psychie And the way she is welcome there Lets not forget her beauty Which she calls cute I call radiant as the sun and I cant wait to see it in person Let me go blind after for I have seen all that the world has to offer And lets not forget her humor Even on the darkest times, it takes a lot to break her spirit And when it is lo

Losing All
Have you ever lost someone who meant the world to you, by your own fault, but not realized that it was your own fault until it was too late to fix what was broken? I have just gone through an extremely difficult breakup. I was with the love of my life for four years, she and hear two children, and our daughter together lived with me for the past three years. It hasnt been an easy road, but we've always had each other - and I thought that was enough to keep us strong, and keep us together forever. Looking back at our relationship,I could have had it all if I had taken care of what was in front of me. She was the perfect partner, she gave me the world, she did things for me out of the kindness of her heart, just because she loved me. I took advantage of that. I got comfortable with her doing everything, and all I did was went to work, sat on my ass, and slept. I didnt help her enough with the kids, I didnt do shit as far as housework went, and dishes? No fucking way. I

*my Second Auction*
"> All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AUCTION NOW OPEN..! AUCTION WILL RUN THROUGH DECEMBER 18TH ,2008 AND WILL CLOSE AT MIDNIGHT EST �™JÁÐÊ�™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE*~@ fubar (repost of original by '™JÁÐÊ™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & JADE'S DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~' on '2008-12-05 13:25:14')

Fubar Wife Status
Ok I've finally decided i want 5 fu-wives and here are the categories !!! The Boss = Smart , a leader , a bit bossy ,all around girl Barbie= gotta be blonde ,prissy, loves attention, glamour queen need i say more The Harlot = 100% goth ,emo or punk loves black ,rock music ,corsets and would prefer the darkside Miss Attitude = her shit don't stank, she knows she the shit will protect the fam till the end Freaky Redhead= redhead of course , moody, love dirty talk And no this does not required anyone purchasing a fubar marriage

To My Father That Is In Heaven Right Now.
hello Daddy I miss you so much daddy and i wish you were here with me. But i know you are here beside me and looking over me right now. I wish i could of hugged you one last time before you passed away. I had my chance to come and see you but i kept on holding it off and i hope you can forgive me for not coming to see you. I couldn't come and see you the way you were and with you being so weak. I know you had to go so you wouldn't have to suffer with all the problems you were having. Now that i am getting your ashes i get to have a part of you or all of you in my room and talk to you whenever i can. I know it is not the same as in person but if i could have u in person right now it would be great to see you. Please daddy if you are reading this right now please give me a sign knowing that u are here beside me so i know you are still in my heart, even though you always will be in my heart. We all miss you daddy(Elijah Hyson). I love you, love Jerry

Boyfriend Application
Feel free to fill one out! Would love a boyfriend....but not looking for one. A friend suggested putting this up...and see what rolls by.....have fun! If you wish....copy and paste it into a private message to me... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you cuddle up for a Sunday Movie marathon? 8. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Do you have any reputations (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. Would you give me a kiss just because? 16. Would u have sex with me? 17. Would u trust me? 18. How smart are you? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?

Baby Boy Bully
LETS GET ĂβŃ ĎĂ βŐŚŚ CLOSER TO GODFATHER IF WE CAN HE IS ALWAYS DOING FOR OTHERS AND IT IS HIS TIME NOW TO SHINE ĂβŃ ĎĂ βŐŚŚ OWNER OF 1-800-U-WISH ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†ès@ fubar ÞîmÞ BY $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$ƒûHûßßý †º Яåîñ{ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†ès@ fubar (

Daily Blessings
Daily Blessing I count each day as a blessing that I wake up to the sounds of birds and sunshine. The birds singing and the children playing aer sounds that remind me of more peaceful times in my life, which are forever lost. For I've seen the world on fire, and have looked death in the eyes. The memories wake me at night and will always be there. Time has dimmed them, but it only takes a sound or smell to bring them back. Some day they will be forever stilled. But till that day comes, I make peace with them everyday. I try to live the day to the fullest, Because I no longer fear death, or what it brings. For I'm a Vietnam Vet who has finally come home to a land where I can heal the pain of so long ago. All I need is the time and space to find my place in this new world. Mike G. Apr. 92

My Life: High School - Part 2
After a joyful summer filled with great World Wrestling Federation action, it was time for me to make my return to John Adams High School. Those 2 months away from school was exactly what I needed after basically going 3 straight years without any down time. But, it also made me forget how tough high school was, so on the first day back I felt the nervousness that I had felt months earlier when I joined the school for the first time. Only this time I would be better prepared for what was to come my way. The year started off pretty normal. Nothing too exciting happened. The classes were once again very easy and I was doing very well in them. I was still deep in my somewhat obsession with wrestling, but it wasn't distracting me as much as it did before. I was happy and having a great time, making new friends and learning new things. I felt like I was on top of the world, that I was on the right path, and that I would be graduating in June 2004 with all of my old friends like it was su

Plz Comeback To Reality
SO I JUS GOT HOME CUZ I GOT TOO DRUNK WAY TO FAST AND NOT TO MENTION THAT I RAN INTO SOMEONE WHO LIVES IN MY TOWN THAT ALSO HAS A FUBAR ACCT..IM NOT A MEAN PERSON BUT IM LEARY OF ACCEPTING PPL ON FU AS FRIENDS THAT ARE TOO CLOSE TO MY HOME CAUSE IT SEEMS TO ALWAYS TURN INTO A PROBLEM...I ALWAYS GO OUT WITH MY BEST FRIEND EVERY FRIDAY AND SATURDAY.WE WALKED INTO THIS ONE BAR AND A BUNCH OF GUYS WERE ACROSS FROM ME PLAYING POOL. I WAS IN DEEP CONVO AS ALWAYS WIT MY GIRL,AND A FEW MINUITES LATER I HAD TO USE THE BATHROOM,( ALCOHOL AND JUS BEING A GIRL,..YEAH I HAD TO PEE) SO I WALKED OVER TO THE BATHROOM AND WHEN I CAME OUT THIS GUY STOPS ME, (NOT GONNA SAY WHO) AND GOES, "OMG UR THAT CHIC ON FUBAR..* THE GREEK GODDESS* RIGHT?" I JUS LAUGHED AND SAID "THATS REALLY NOT MY NAME" EVERYONE TURNED AROUND AND LOOKED AT ME, I WAS SO EMBARRASSED. HE KEPT SENDING ME DRINKS AND YELLING SHE THE GREEK GODDESS! ALL HIS FRIENDS KEPT STARING AT ME AND SMIRKING. I FELT SO UNCOMFORTABLE. HE WAS BEING RE

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I feel u in my sleep at night...i hear your words so true, sleep my love for i am here with you... my heart misses the sound of your voice my body aches to be with you to finally hear u whisper upon my skin those words that have long been said too much time has passed since we last felt that pain i beg for you my beloved one, my protector, my everything , take me again and make me yours for nothing remains the same longing to stare into those eyes, feel the point dig in, craving to feel that pain again flooded with shear extasy waking with such a startle again heart pounding in my throat again realizing... you were but a dream LAC 02

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? john 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? friend 5. Your father? funny 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? forgot 8. Your favorite drink? alcohol 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alabama 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? dishonest 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? intimacy 18. Where you grew up? michigan 19. The last thing you did? pasted 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. TV? satellite 22. Your pets? messy 23. Your computer? life 24. Your life? pending 25. Your

Regrets
AS I SIT HERE LISTENING TO MUSIC AND SURFING THE WEB MY MIND WONDERS WHY...WHY...WHY...THINGS THAT YOU WATED AND COULD HAVE DONE IN YOUR LIFE TIME YOU HAVE NEVER DONE...CLIMB A MOUNTIAN,ADOPT A PUPPY,WRITE A BOOK, DANCE BAREFOOTED IN THE RAIN....FOR MANY PEOPLE THERE ARE SO MANY WHATS AND WHY....BUT FOR ME THERE IS ONLY 1.....WHY DIDNT I COME HOME SOONER...YOU SEE....MY MOMMA DIED WHILE I WAS IN FLORIDA AND I REGET SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THAT...NOT BEING THERE TO HOLD HER AT THE END...NOT SAYING I LOVE YOU 1 MORE TIME ...BUT MOSTLY FOR NOT COMING HOME WHEN I SHOULD HAVE...I WAS TOLD SHE WAS SICK...SO VERRY SICK...YET I DIDNT BELIVE THAT SHE WAS THAT SICK...AND THAT I HAD MORE TIME...YA SEE MOM WAS A STRONG PERSON AND I COULDNT OR WOULDNT LET MYSELF BELIEVE THAT MY STRONG VIBRANT MOTHER, THE WOMAN WHO HAD GIVEN BIRTH TO 20 BABIES ,THE WOMAN THAT WAS MY WORLD MY LIFE MY MENTOR COULD FALL AND GET SICK...HELL THIS WAS MOM...SHE WAS GONNA OUT LIVE ME....AND THAN ONE DAY SHE WAS GONE LIKE A TW

American Soldiers
I’ve learned to get back on my feet, Not to let love get the best of me. My eyes hollow, But my heart is full of sorrow. I carry this gun, Wiping my brow under the hot sun. Each day we march on, Until everyone is gone. The hot sands of Iraq haunt me, Like a plague waiting for defeat. I’m a solider once again fighting to stay alive, Doing my best to just survive. As the months drag on another day, another place, I try to understand the pain in their eyes, on their face. Why are we here I just don’t understand, The lives I’ve taken with a quick pull of my hand. Its not my place to take away or bring sorrow, But I do what I have to do to just see tomorrow. We are American soldiers fighting for our rights, To protect those we love in the middle of the night. Doing our best as we march on, Not stopping until our job is done. The tears may fall from our eyes, But once we are gone from their sights we hide our pain of goodbye. Our minds are blan

You Watch Way Too Much Wrestling When.......
You Watch WAY TOO MUCH Wrestling When....... You and your friends walk around calling yourselves "The Impact Players" You pile-drive your pet cat for no apparent reason. You can't drink a bottle of water without tilting your head back and spitting a mouthful out After sex you shout, "WHOOOOOOO!" On your resume you write "I'm the best there is, the best there was, and the best there ever will be" Instead of hugging relatives you give them bear hugs & mandible claws You begin to shake someone's hand in public, but then hesitate to look for the crowd's response You tell your significant other, "Not tonight, I'm watching RAW" Every time you sit down a table you consider how easily it might break if you were to moonsault it On a job application, you state your residence as "parts unknown" After you beat someone up, you spray paint their back You elbow smash your dog & turn him/her over for the three count You do heel turns on your best friends for no reason You

Solve This Riddle ( A Hint For A Gift)
somebody else can make it but it will never be the same... somebody else can get it for a gift and it will never mean the same she can get it again by me some other time and it will never be the same its very expensive but you cant pay with a credit card its being delivered but i dont have to sign for it.. also they arent being made anymore .....ever WHAT IS IT????

ĂβŃ ĎĂ βŐŚŚ
LETS GET ĂβŃ ĎĂ βŐŚŚ CLOSER TO GODFATHER IF WE CAN HE IS ALWAYS DOING FOR OTHERS AND IT IS HIS TIME NOW TO SHINE ĂβŃ ĎĂ βŐŚŚ OWNER OF 1-800-U-WISH ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†ès@ fubar ÞîmÞ BY $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$ƒûHûßßý †º Яåîñ{ Ð.$.Ç} º.G.ÞîmÞ ºƒ †h€ Þu$$¥Çå† Þlå¥må†ès@ fubar

Caa #61
Emergency Prayers Needed. I have a very dear friend who suffers from depression and anxiety who is going through a tough time. Many people do not know a lot about my private life, but I have had various family members and friends that have dealt with depression, anxiety, bi-polar, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, HDD, Schizophrenia, drug and alcohol addictions. Though I do not and can never know what she is going through (from the inside looks a lot different) but have seen enough that I know the effects on the outside. My angel, your are forever in my prayers and I ask all to send you angel love, strength, healing and prayers. And, if by some chance you come across this, you can always count on me and call me or talk to me whenever you like. Doc

I've Been Tagged...
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bag 2. Your significant other? alive 3. Your hair? soft 4. Your mother? cool 5. Your father? crazy 6. Your favorite thing? camera 7. Your dream last night? hot 8. Your favorite drink? lambic 9. Your dream/goal? awareness 10. The room you're in? cluttered 11. Music? stimulating 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? stoofid 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? opportunity 18. Where you grew up? there 19. The last thing you did? stretch 20. What are you wearing? socks 21. TV? quiet 22. Your pets? away 23. Your computer? functional 24. Your life? easy 2

My Boss
My boss is really pissing me off lately. I already had to tell him to lay off my body when he is talking to me; I hate getting my personal space invaded. He thinks its cute to hide my cigarettes (he thinks it will make me quit smoking), or change my computer background every time I forget to log out of my screen. Yesterday I forgot to close my yahoo email, and came back to find him looking at my inbox. I was like WTF???!!! I'm not reading YOUR fucking emails! I dont know if he read any, but it totally pissed me off. So I changed his computer background to a homeless tranny. Grrr...

Sigh
It's been a while since I weighed myself so I did this morning and of course it was a unhappy number. I know that we just had Thanksgiving.....I blame myself on for that...I blame myself for not working out more often. I've decided to change what I eat again. I'm going to cut each meal I have in half. I packed my lunch already for work. Instead of a full sandwich, it's a half sandwich. Not too much of a difference, but it's some bit of a change. I'm going to do my best to stay away carbs. Yeah I know you gotta eat the carbs, but I'm going to cut back a lot. Figures today at work, I was starving because I hadn't ate anything in almost 7 hours. I grabbed some Arby's.....bad me...but I was hungry and needed something on the way home. Traffic is always a bitch on Fridays and Mondays. I thought a lot at work, like usual...mostly negative things. I didn't speak much at work. Well, I was hella tired cause I didn't get any sleep last night which really sucked. I probably went to bed

The Shit I Am Going Thru
Ok i want this made clear so everyone can understand what i am going thru. First i have been put into menopause! If you dont know what that is then stand in front of a wall and beat your head against it several times. All the while there is a fire at your feet! Sounds funny huh? It isnt. Then to top that all off i have been diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety. So with being put into menopause(which causes depression) and having depression i am fighting an uphill battle. Im not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me. That is the last thing i want. I just want everyone to realize that my life is really hard right now. You guys see the away message to the one i hurt on here im sorry. I am sorry but im not apologizing anymore. I cant control some of my mood swings. Im not being snotty or bratty or stuck up.... im fighting a battle to keep my wits. See 2 years ago January i tried to kill myself cause of my depression. I was lucky to have some very close family and frie

He Brought It Back..
I spent much of November sending off the Texas National Guard. The fact that Thanksgiving was only a few weeks away didn't escape me. I couldn't help but think of them and their families on Thanksgiving. the empty chairs they would have at the dinner tables on that day and every day until the deployment is over. I got to spend a lot of time with several of the deploying national guardsmen. I made several good friends..so my heart has been a bit heavier this year than usual. But my life as a volunteer is an emotional roller coaster..I go from sending soldiers off and them miss Thanksgiving to bringing them home just in time for Christmas. I worked my first redeployment (homecoming) for this particular brigade last night. Most people who read my blog know about my angel pennies. I have worked hundreds of flights now and have easily given away hundreds of pennies. So I don't remember where all the pennies go..some yes..all NO. Last night on the tarmac I had a group of over 300 soldiers co

She Hit Her
WELL I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH MY MOM. LOL! WELL I WANTED MY IPOD AND SHE WOULDNT GIVE IT BACK. SO I ASKED HER WHERE IT WAS AND SHE SAID WHERES THE $20 ERIC GAVE YOU LAST NIGHT? AND I SAID “GONE!” AND SHE ASKED “ON WHAT?” AND I SAID WHAT DO YOU THINK WEED. THEN WE TALKED FOR LIKE AND HR. I THOUGHT IF I WAS HONEST SHE MIGHT GIVE IT BACK BUT NOPE. THEN I WANTED TO BURN A CD AND SHE WOULDNT LET ME. THEN I FOUND MY LIL WYTE CD AND I WAS PLAYIN THE SONG OXYCOTTON. SHE CAME POUNDING ON MY DOOR AND I TURNED IT DOWN AND OPEN THE DOOR AND SAY “WHAT?” SHE STARTED TALKING BOUT WHAT THE SONG WAS SAYING AND I SAID “SO!” SHE TOLD ME TO GO GET HIGH AND I SAID I CAN’T DONT HAVE ANY WEED (BUT REALLY I DO). OOO YEA SHE ALSO TOLD ME I SUCK DICK FOR DRUGS! BITCH! ANYWAY I THEN SLAMED MY DOOR SHUT AND TURNED IT BACK UP. THEN SHE WENT AND TURNED THE SWITCH OFF IN THE GARAGE FOR THE POWER TO MY ROOM. I GOT PISSED AND WENT AND TURNED POWER OFF FOR THE WHOLE HOUSE!! LOL. DON’T FUCK WITH ME AND MY MUSIC WHEN IM IN

Drama
If you read my blog yesterday.. You might know how I been feeling lately. Fact is., I got hurt by a friend who use to be my best friend. We were friends for way over a yr. He had feelings for me..but I was just his best friend. Anyways..he found someone who could return his feelings. I never had a issue with that. The fact of him totally almost ignoring me afterwards..I did. He told me I was still one of his best friends..but amazing..he barely had time to leave comment. Ya he did..but think he had to force himself to do it. Again.. if you know me I cant keep my mouth shut. I confronted him about it all..he appoligized..said he knew where I was coming from..but hes been busy lately..etc. Although he still came online..guess he was to busy to write. Anyways.. I been feeling pretty crappy over this friendship for few months now..but kpt him as a friend hoping someday we might get back what we had. Anyways..his blog I read about his past..really pissed m off. He said that he onl

Rainbow Bridge
Tomorrow morning I will be taking Mystic to the local animal hospital to have her escorted over the rainbow bridge. She is suffering more now and I just can bear her to see her in pain anymore. She will be greatly missed and never forgotten by me. Although I only had her for about a year and a half, she is probably about 24 years old and has lived a long and loved life. I'll miss you very much my pretty kitty. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and

Another Day
another long hard day this is crazy here in the city working on lines i got to have a permit to get a permit to inspect the permit..to get the truck in the street for five mins all subject to change this is a bit crazy .......working in capitol cities omg omg omg .any way other than the usual it was another safe day here and am glad its friday i got two off and hope to spend a little time with ...............YOU

Can I Change My Mind
Can I change my mind Did I think things through It was once my life It was my life at one time Got up early found something missing My only name No one else sees but I got stuck Soon forever came Stopped pushing on for just a second Then nothing changed Who am I this time where's my name I guess it crept away No one's calling for me at the door Unpredictable won't bother anymore Silence gets harder to ignore Look straight ahead There's nothing left to see What's done is done This life has got it's hold on me Just let it go What now can never be I forgot that I might see So many beautiful things I forgot that I might need To find out what life could bring Take this happy ending away It's all the same I won't waste this simplicity on possibility Get me up Wake me up Dreams are filling Traces of blame Frozen still I thought I could stop Now who's gonna wait Now what do I do Can I change my mind Did I think things

Am I Sane Anymore?
So I'll just lay it out. A year and a half ago my brother called me and said he couldn't live anymore, he had no purpose and his life was going nowhere so he wanted to just kill himself. I offered to let him move in with me and help him try and get back on his feet, I told him that was all I could offer and he flew down a week and a half later. I was making amazing money at the time so when he arrived with half a duffle bags worth of his belongings (mostly pictures, notebooks, and a few broken cd's) I offered to get him clothes since all he had was the ones on his back which were stained and ripped. I took him to a store and got him $400 worth of clothes, and since he looked like a crack addict I bought about $300 worth of groceries which he ate in 2 days. A month later he got a job, when he did I opened a second phone line and he paid me for the first month, 2 weeks later he lost his job. I have a huge heart and he kept saying he was looking for jobs and such, so I paid to feed hi

And The Winner Of Dumbass Of The Year Goes To...
I work in a postal store. Not the actual Post Office, but like a Mailboxes n More. Today was a normal day. I was gathering the days mail to get it ready for the pick up, when I noticed a small package behind the bin. I grabbed it and saw that it was supposed to have gone out yesterday. My co-worker said she must have missed it. Simple mistake, no big deal, it wasn't an overnight mailing. My co-worker went to put it in the bin when something stopped her. She looked at the package carefully then held it under her nose and sniffed. "There's WEED in there!!" she exclaimed! I also took a big whiff and sure enough, it smelled like weed. We both looked at each other as if to say, "No way, who would mail pot? That's a Federal Offense!" We both took the package and opened it up. Yup, wrapped in nothing more than a plastic baggie and put in a plastic cassette tape box, was two nice buds!! SCORE!! When examining the package more carefully, I noticed that the dude had ACTUALLY put a

Fine Young Cannibals - She Drives Me Crazy
SHE DRIVES ME CRAZY - FINE YOUNG CANNIBALS I cant stop The way I feel Things you do Dont seem real Tell you what I got in mind cause were runnin out of time Wont you ever set me free? This waitin round's killing me She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself I cant get Any rest People say Im obsessed Everything thats serious lasts But to me theres no surprise What I have, I knew was true Things go wrong, they always do She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself I wont make it, On my own No on likes, To be alone She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself

Whats With The List?
This drink I cant resist It's a beverage on my to do list Alcohol is a downfall many can recall What do you turn to when things start to fall? Heart broken into two This love that was felt was strong and so true What can be solved at the bottom of another drink? Nothing but it prevents the mind to wonder and think So this paper that has everything that has been tried so far From the liquor stores and any nearby bar The number is getting higher As feelings and emotions begin a large fire Several times a week this occurs all alone When recovery and solutions are created let it be known It is possible to stop this trend right in its tracks When the heart and soul is destroyed the will power inside severely lacks Who and what can save me from this mess? Shocked and wounded so easy to see and to confess No more kisses, hugs and I love you's Hitting me harder everyday like the daily news The gym and this gift that is to display Even all the jokes and laughter d

A Different Christmas Poem By Lcdr Jeff Giles, Sc, Usn
Mr. Giles, Sir, I salute you...Thank you, and your brothers and sisters in uniform, for what you do. Thank You, Sir! ****** A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who

To Family Friends And Even Those Who Hate Me And Wish Me Nothing But Misery
I want to wish all of you the Happiest of holidays. I know there are some of you who which me to fall off the face of the earth. However, to my haters I refuse to give you the satisfaction or the pleasure of giving you what you want. To those who truly have been loyal and true friends to me may you all be blessed and may you all recieve hopes , dreams, love and miracles this holiday season.to those who have stuck by me and not given up on me over the last year and a half I love you all. TO those I have lost and or hurt for whatever the reasons were at the time I am truly sorry. Maybe 2009 will be a time to make amends and soothe the wounds.

Sometimes...
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried.. No one sees your stress. Sometimes... When you are happy.. No one sees your smile . - - - But FART Just ONE time.... And everybody knows!! ********************************** Author Unknown

Join The Fun
Well everyone does boring no fun shit, in their HappyHour folders So here's my Idea numbers 1-100 ( cuz if you get bouncer you know what number picture you left off on) So pick a number Ask me if its taken yet. Then take a picture of your self with that number and join in on the goofy fun.. Then when you do it tell me so i can add it to folder come on people DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! A little Indian boy asked his father, the big chief of the tribe, "Papa, why is it that we always have long names? His father replied, "Look, son, our names represent a symbol, a sign, or a poem for our culture not like the white men, who live all together and repeat their names from generation to generation. Also, it is part of our makeup that in spite of everything, we survive. For example, your sister's name is Small Romantic Moon Over The Lake, because on the night she was conceived, there was a beautiful moon reflected in the lake. Then there's your brother,

Last Night In The City Part 1
Every once in a while, I have experiences that feel appropriate for cinema. You know that sensation you get that causes you to think, "Hey, this is like a movie." It doesn't happen often, which probably explains why it feels so surreal and exceptional. So me and my best friend Rich went to visit our friend Valerie who is 27 and terminal. She is in a hospital in San Francisco near the Golden Gate Park. In a really nice room with a big flat screen tv, wood floors and beautiful view of the park from the 14th floor, lay an extremely pale and frail woman who was barely recognizable as the laughing and singing regular at karaoke. It was awkward in that I don't know her well enough to recite any memorable shared experiences but well enough to care to make the trip. I brought a wooden 'wish box' the children and I painted for her, Rich brought her magazines, a card and pictures taken off her MySpace page. Her mother, a friend of my aunt's, came in and out from various tasks like wal

Need A Break
Hi All my dear friends just wanted to let you know i am having a break from FU for a while need it feel run down & hubby has not been well had carcinomas cut out so want to spend time with him, hope you all understand ? this site is not the be all & end all. hope to catch up with you all in the new year love *Jovichick AKA Lisa* PSglitter-graphics.com see you in 2009 luv you all

Asshole Alert---
Ok this guy Lumiere29 is a complete asshole, he has been harrassing me for months now, I blocked him, but he still would send messages on yahoo, under different names, well its been a while since he has bothered me and then today I get this stuff: This is nothing compared to how he has been in the past... Left this shout: lumiere29: you can block me but wow you just keep getting to be more of a trash mom every moment Photo Comments he left: lumiere29 1.again i knew the exact things these guys would say. you knew they would too thats why you put that caption. lumiere29 2. i knew the exact comments i would see before i even looked. typical. lumiere29 3.cool you drink too. being the white trash mom of course you agreed to do the lap dance. no surprise your bar guys here approve.

No Reason @ All
I find myself staring at you without realizing, You notice and ask or start criticizing, "What?" you say and wonder why I gaze, Thinking to myself; is it a natural phase, I always find myself looking at you so, For it's because of you and your glow, You're as caring as love and as sweet as sugar, So there is no reason for my gazing so peculiar, I love you even looking at you in awe, There's no reason for my love at all. Its just there, Forever and always, It will never die, even after all my days.

I Get Schooled
so ive never been shown love like this before.....she shows me what it means to have aceptance...can you really accpet who your with? or do you always ask him to get off the computer cuz he's on it too much? can you accpet the fact that when he drinks he cant stop until he runs out or goes to sleep, or do you leave him cuz he's an alcoholic? i guess i have always had accpetance once ive loved someone for them, but i realize now that ive never been given acceptance from anyone till now! sure feels good, and its about fuckin time...hoooraaah!

Up
I open my eyes and still see your face and prepare myself for life's great race I move along the path of life knowing only heartfelt strife I wish to hold you in my arms but cannot seem to work my charms so up I move to start the day never knowing quite what to say I see the words in my mind but my mouth is not so kind they flow out in patterns unknown so still my loneliness is grown into a hole inside my soul creating there a twisting shoal but up I go into this pain to seek what others see as rain the simple rain of unshed tears for all of the unspoken fears and so I drift into the abyss of unspoken love and unknown bliss but try I will to learn to speak of up and down and knees so weak until the proper words flow out and in your heart there is no doubt so on that day, please, not so far away when I come and have my say listen close to what I shout for only then will love flow out. Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden

Why Must I Wait
Telling truths has gotten her scared Feeling wanted for all I shared Emotions running to places unknown Where screaming sensations make her moan Looking into my forbidden eyes Wrenches from her, blissful cries Taking time is simply hard When dealing with this youthful bard Twisting thoughts of past betrayal Rendering darkness o so skillful Falling headlong into the light She finds herself searching for insight Distances she traveled, into the new Seeking smiles like morning dew She sees her future without duress For I send her thoughts, away from stress I know the signs she shows me thus They tell a tale from beneath the surface Of long times spent in wasted wandering And lost days she now is pondering A simple twist of cruelest fate Gives her fresh feelings, that do not abate She fears herself much more then I But bottled deeds let her not cry I send her words, the ones not said which fill her heart with unneeded dread She smiles to try to slow our run Bring

Lost
forever without always inside dreams they come but we just hide fate will play with us today gone is the sight that hides our might lost is the kiss that gives us bliss seen but not found we come but not around stealing a beat looking for heat felling the shame lost in the blame sought is the caress seeking nothing less beyond all hope no ties but rope killing our thought sold, never bought Copyright ©2005 Zachary Christian Virden

Forgotten Screams
a distant memory of forgotten days and kisses stolen amongst a blaze a fire burning with lust and heat of days gone by whenst couples meet a simple word that rings untrue and turns ours hearts a shade of blue so lonely days come and pass me by on simple thoughts of a stupid lie we speak to much yet not enough and hurt inside and leave in a huff we care to much and sing our joy and lose our words that make us coy these tears we shed are of our shame for I let you think you were to blame A fool I am and shall forever be for mine eyes were blind and did not see around my heart I built a shadowed wall to hide the pain and eventual fall but for all my work with embittered awl to pierce these walls all you need do is call Copyright ©2006 Zachary Christian Virden

Best Place To Vent?!?!
UGHH!!!! First of all...for those of you who don't know... I'm a horticultural technician AKA "the plant lady" I maintain plants in biz, banks, hotels etc etc... that's my "trade"...I do the floral design thingy on the side...makes me extra dough n stuff. Anywho, today just set me off everything seemed to rub me the wrong way...bad...very very bad... Things that piss me off but I can usually overlook but couldn't today because I'm PMS'n or some shit... 1. Locked offices with plants in them... COME ON PEOPLE YOU KNOW WHAT DAY I FUCKIN COME YOU LOVE YOUR PLANT YOU SAY BUT HOW THE HELL CAN I SERVICE IT IF YOU'RE NOT IN THE OFFICE AND IT'S LOCKED?!?!?! 2. Custodial staff or Assistants that take it upon themselves to water my plants... HELLO MORON YOU HIRED MY ASS TO COME IN AND TAKE CARE OF THEM...LEAVE ...THEM...THE ..FUCK...ALONE!!! 3. Throwing trash in my plants...this irks me the most...COME ON FUCKFACE...DOES MY LIVING PLANT LOOK LIKE A GARBAGE CAN?!?!?! I'm sure ther

Hypocrasy Is So Dissembling These Days...
So it hit me today that some people can be so hypocritical it is ironic.Most of my co-workers talk about Americans being so ignorant and closed minded.When I first started they were kind of shocked.They have told me I am not what they expected.I guess they thought I would show up spitting tobbacco(shit costs too much up here) and slurring my words.I dont talk like I have a mouthful of marbles and I am not ignorant to anything.As a fact I strive to learn as much about anything as one can.By no means do I think I am a scholar,just not a toothless inbreed either.Ofcourse this is neither here nor there.They spend an awful lot of time calling people ignorant and stupid,yet these are traits they dont hide so well.At our shop we have many customers from many different nationalities/ethnicities.Two of which stand out in my mind when I think about this.One is an Asian man whose ocupation I am not aware,but you can tell he is well educated.The other is a British man,that is employed at the auto

A-11's On Plz Help Me Prophet! Xoxo
ANGELNDISCEYES HAS HER AUTO'S ON ~ Hit Her Hard ~ Here's her Link AngelnDiscEyes~Sexy BBW~ {DSC}~aka~Dirty Sowf Boop~FARC'n Bling Me~Welcome 2 My World!~@ fubar Thank You ~~** Goofball **~~@ fubar (repost of original by '*Goofball* Happily Fu-Owned by Scarlett' on '2008-12-05 10:39:09')

This Is My Fav Quote Of All Time
hey all well i see a lot of people with quotes so i thought id throw in my fav on of all time...and any racers out there prolly would agree with this.... I live my life a quarter mile at a time. Nothing else matters: not the mortgage, not the store, not my team and all their bullshit. For those ten seconds or less, I'm free.

Im For Sell
come one come all and make a bid on one or all that are in the X-mass auction...... come on ladies who wants to own the Hed all serious offers considered http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=170972&albumid=1357327&i=1839909509&idx=1#503838489

Interesting Week To Say The Least!
So as most of you know i left my old job and started a new one on Nov 3rd.. love it best move i ever made. but of course my luck is the big black cloud follows me around so there had to be something that happened lol. when i left ewing they didnt pay me for the last week i worked something about the way the pay and when it all was figured out they owed me 2 days pay and i had 6 days vacation i didnt use and they refused to pay me the accrued time. well the union got involved and according to the NJAC u must be paid for your accured time. also they owed me 12 hours in overtime that they didnt paid me for also. totaling close to about 1200 dollars that is due to me. well today the cut me a check for 114 dollars and im clueless how they came up with the figure but that isnt the best part of this as of oct 31 i was no longer and employee and they cancelled my health insurance on Oct 1st and all the bill from Oct are coming back rejected and that i owe them..hello i was still an employee

My Yorkie Died Last Sunday
R.I.P. Junior Well this year certainly has been terrible ,my wife's grandma died on valentine's day ,her client she was taking care of died ,my one uncle passed away ,my wife's mother had a stroke ,and my yorkie died last sunday after having an epileptic seizure .Although i handle death somewhat well ,i don't know how much more of this i can take .other than that ,i guess everything is fine ,i am still looking for a job though ,maybe me not being able to find one is a sign or something ,i don't know .what i do know is ,i hope that next year is a hell of a lot better than this one has been .

Another Different Kinda Chrstmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

Asking For Alot I Mean Alot
I love those people who say i never ask this but can someone buy me a fairy....wtf ever i m here to say that i would ask everyday for a blast if i thought i would get one but afraid it would look like i'm begging...... ok so i m not beneth begging hell shameless fuck yes. Someone buy me a blast why? you ask? i say why not? think of me as your advertisement person. i mean i mention you in the shameless blast you bought me thanking you and threatning them to come to your profile cause that's just the right thing to do...... i mean this could be a win win situation . Well just keep an open mind and be selfish use me to promote you ...don't make any rash decisions, ok take your time and when the answer is i will do it for her then keep that thought yours truly blast her ass

The Infinite Sadness Of Losing Your Girl
Coming home at night, No one has called all day, No one to keep me company, No one to watch me slip away. Wanting someone to talk to, But there is no one to call, Wanting someone to care, But no one cares at all. Pacing endlessly, Looking for something to take the pain, Searching my heart and soul, Trying to find something there again. The seconds pass like hours, The hours pass like days, My heart burns all the time, Someone, please put out the blaze. As I lie down to go to sleep, My mind explodes with thoughts, Thoughts of life and death, Thoughts of lessons I've been taught... The lessons of endless pain, Of being totally alone, Lessons that show me How I wasnt meant to be alone

I Mean Every Word...
I lay awake every night just thinking of you: How your love means so much to me And it's just to good to be true. How I feel when you kiss me, Knowing nothing can go wrong. Believing you and I will always belong. How when I'm with you there's always a smile on my face, And the thoughts run through my head About my past I can't erase. How you make me laugh until I cry. Only for you I would die. How when i look into your eyes I know I am happy and safe... And the place in my heart no one could ever replace. How you have always been there for me Through thick and thin. I opened my heart and let you in. How you look at me like I'm nothing to you Thinking theres nothing I can do, And the words that come out of my mouth Dont mean anything to you. How every day I sit and cry, Remembering the past I want to die. How all those times I gave you my heart, The only thing you could do was tear me apart. And all the tears and all the pain, I only have myself to blame. Ho

I Love Writing
Why did you have to go, Without you I feel all alone. You came into this world with a gift, A gift of happiness that would never drift. You were always there for me, Through good and bad, Now without you I am feeling so sad. For what you did for me, I will always keep in memory. 'Cause without you my days seem endless, Now without you I feel friendless. I came to you and spoke openly, And every word you said showed you cared for me. I try not to cry, I will be strong, Even without you I have our memories and in my heart they belong. I pray to God to look out for you, And when I am happy I'll know he came through. 'Cause even without you by my side, My loving memories of you I'll always keep inside.

Hardcore Honey - In The Hands Of An Expert
Steel is like ice, cold and unused. Bared in play, at the ready, it warms to the skin, as the flat is revealed and warmed by an expert. She laid the blade on his shoulder with the air and practice of years of knowledge. His pulse thumped in response to the knife. Inches from his neck, it bit with cold. "Can you feel how sharp it is?" She pulled the blade backward so the steel dragged along his skin. "The nip of its frost." His breath caught. Lifting the blade, she put it back where it began. He could feel the thick warmth reaching up for the knife. The thud as it surged, fighting its way up his blood stream. A horn blared outside. Startled him, and he jerked. The blade shifted. But his skin tried to reach for it, to lay itself open, the raw edge of razor sharp. "Easy, pet." Her voice was thick like syrup. The hammer of his heart didn't care, would not be still. The knife, cold and hard was warming, drawing the heat from his skin and he wanted it, tha

Her...
When i look at you I see a natural beauty When I first saw you My heart told me without a doubt, Shes the one I cant live without. Your pearl-like eyes. Your velvety hair And you sit and wonder, why men cant help but stare. If in this world, you have seen this particular kind of girl. Remember her name So you can say That you once met, The perfect woman. My perfect woman.

In Awe Of Beauty
Beauty speaks to us in soft whispers or bold declarations. She calls on us to gaze in awe at her splendor. We are enticed by beauty. We adore her, idolize her, and even court her. Beauty seduces all of our senses. Beauty’s seduction can be as obvious as the striking good looks of a man or woman or as subtle as the charms of a shaggy dog with loving brown eyes. We find beauty in the wonders of nature. Beauty offers us a symphony of colors with every sunrise and sunset and reveals to us her brash power through a storm at sea. Beauty teases us through the shy smile of a child and delights us via the brilliant flashes of fireworks. Beauty sometimes piques all of our senses at once, appealing to our taste buds, as well as our eyes and nose, when she appears in the form of a deliciously baked cake. Beauty calms us with floral scents and excites our aural lust through the passionate sounds made by an orchestra. Beauty can be cruel, and our pursuit of her can be in vain. We may go to the op

Warning Signs
Paying Attention To Red Flags Just as the universe wants to provide for our needs, it also seeks to protect us from dangerous situations, destructive relationships, and even minor inconveniences. Frequently in our lives, perhaps everyday, we encounter psychic red flags warning us of potential problems or accidents. We may not always recognize the signs. However, more often than not, we may choose to ignore our intuition when it tells us that "something just isn’t right." Red flags often come in the form of feelings urging us to pause for a moment, listen to our intuition, and reconsider. We may even experience a "bad" feeling in our bellies. This is a red flag letting us know that there may be a problem. We may not even know what the red flag is about. All we know is that the universe is trying to wave us in a different direction. We just have to pay attention and go another way. We may even wonder whether we are paranoid or imagining things. However, when we look back at a situa

Sweetness So Zeal (1 I Wrote! ^_^)
Sweetness So Zeal by Nicki R. In thee I see sweetness so zeal That my smile is ever so real For it has, inside, made me feel blessed To now have one who has chosen this mess One who has gone through, to fix and remix Thus showing the true arithmetics Of this broken record skipping off beat That forever tried to completely retreat From any and all who would reprimand Until suddenly you lent out your hand With tender eyes pulling me from the abyss Thou has proven all is anything but lifeless Thou once said; life is truly what you make For you, yourself and for your sake Thou has pulled me out of the obscurity And helped me to trust my self security Now I no longer fear the reprimand For who I am is from the touch of your soft hand I can now be free of all that had daunted me For it was Thou who had salvaged all of me In thee I see sweetness so zeal That my love for you is ever so real

Tell Me If Its Cool Or If It Sucks
Brought up in places where hallways and elevators smelled like beer blood and piss my father always said he never wanted kids and we wont amount to shit but what that fucker makes in a year i make in a week flippin bricks and bustin down tricks workin hoes on da tip got fresh fade cuz im paid and 2 hundred dollar kicks so what honey thats g-money and so what if i slang so what if i bang how ya gonna judge me when ya aint gotta thang so get ya head right show me that we tight i,ll show ya how to make 4 grand by the end of da night .... cuz there aint no money like g-money gotta keep da family fed aint a damn thang funny... ya in the need for weed, coke or dope i gotchya fool just dont try gettin over me cuz then triggas gettin pulled. i pull triggas for four digit figures use teflons cuz they grave diggas sure to lay ya out quisck some say im crazy some say im sick i dont give a shit as long as my pockets stay thick . cuz there aint no money like g- money gotta keep the family fed a

Omg Santa Crashed In The North Pole Today!
NEWS ALERT FROM THE NORTH POLE...CHRISTMAS IS POSTPONED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. SANTA CLAUS WAS SEVERELY WOUNDED TODAY WHEN THE SLEIGH HE WAS FLYING CRASHED ON TAKE-OFF. MRS. CLAUS SAID IN A INTERVIEW SHORTLY AFTER THE INCIDENT THAT SHE DOESN'T HAVE ALL THE FACTS, AS OF YET, BUT PRELIMINARY INDICATIONS POINT TO A LOSS OF POWER JUST BEFORE TAKE OFF WHICH CAUSED THE NEW SLEIGHT TO DIP SHARPLY TO THE RIGHT SIDE CATCHING A RUDDER IN A CRACK ON THE RUNWAY WHICH RESULTED IN ONE HELL OF A MESS FOR HER TO HAVE TO CLEAN UP. MRS. SANTA WENT OFF THE RECORD AND SAID THESE WORDS...I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE IS TRYING TO PROVE AT HIS AGE...I HAVE TRIED FOR YEARS TO GET HIM TO LET SOMEONE ELSE TAKE OVER BUT HE INSIST EACH YEAR THAT IT IS GOING TO BE HIS LAST BUT HE JUST DOESN'T WANT TO FACE THE FACTS THAT HE IS GETTING TOO OLD AND TOO FAT TO KEEP THIS UP MUCH LONGER. I THINK PERSONALLY THAT HE IS ADDICTED TO THE COOKIES. SANTA IS EXPECTED TO MAKE A FULL RECOVERY IN 6 TO 8 WEEKS WHICH WILL PUT CHRIST

Help Dj Nilla Get To Oracle
OK YALL , ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET IS ONLY 2.5 MILLION AWAY FROM ORACLE , LETS GO AND HELP HER OUT AND RETURN ALL THE LOVE THAT SHE GIVES TO EVERYONE ELSE . IF YOU DONT KNOW HER BY NOW YOU SHOULD , YOU WANT A TRUE FRIEND THEN HERE SHE IS . SO GO TO HER PAGE , ADD FAN AND RATE HER PAGE , RATE AS MANY PIX AS YOU CAN BEFORE UR FINGERS FALL OFF ( yes she has alot of pix lol ) . I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED AND IS WILLING TO HELP . JUST CLICK HER LINK BELOW AND START GETTIN TO KNOW THE ONE AND ONLY DJ NILLA , OWNER OF DIRTY DEEDS RADIO dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned & owner of BFG ~ owner of YdaFnot *shadow leveler*@ fubar

The Square Root Of Three
The Square Root of Three By Kumar Patel I fear that I will always be A lonely number like root three A three is all that’s good and right Why must my three keep out if sight Beneath a vicious square-root sign? I wish instead I were a nine For nine could thwart this evil trick With just some quick arithmetic I know I’ll never see the sun As 1.7321 Such is my reality A sad irrationality When, hark, just what is this I see? Another square root of a three Had quietly come waltzing by Together now we multiply To form a number we prefer Rejoicing as an integer We break free from mortal bonds And with a wave of magic wands Our square-root signs become unglued And love for me has been renewed (Poem Originally From: Harold and Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay)

Winners For 12/4 Blinbux Contest
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! Moon Over Fubar Winners are… . ♥TexasAngel♥ Jakξ The §Ñakξ R/L Fiance'of ❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤ ROSIE The Grand Prize Drawings for 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 2.5 million fubux Pî§Çè§1971 1.5 mil Fubux ~SpecialK~ 1 mil Fubux ~~ stormwoman~~ The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1

Biopsy
It has come to a biopsy with Mom. She has two spots in her right lung and a larger one in her left. Catch 22 is that the cure could kill her as well. We should know something Monday when the results come in. Thanks for reading.

They Like Me Damn It!
->upper cut ...: Take it back to the MuMMs, im done with you. upper cut ...: Im just sayin its retarded as hell to be rude liek that to ppl fucking grow up act ur age not your IQ ->upper cut ...: Yes im a cold heartless bitch, but everyone already knows this of me, Id like to see this list of ppl that like you by the way. I can comment just as you can bitch about my comments and waste your time trying to defend idiots that post. upper cut ...: no dear i have a loving fiancee n a gorgeous baby boy what about u nothing thats because ppl like me because im not a mouthy bitch if u dont liek the fucking mumm dont fucking read it n deff dont fucking comment ->upper cut ...: Teach you to close your legs next time and you SB me, not the other way around. Next time you want to have a little e-fight please leave it in the MuMMs. upper cut ...: i got a 9 month old baby sitting on my lap love im sry i dont take the time to examine these usless conversations with stupid bitches tripping off of

A Huge Thank You.......
I really wanted to level to Godmother by my birthday ~ December 15th, but thanks to some special people i actually levelled last night!! So i thought i would do this public 'Thank - You'. So please stop by these awesome peoples pages and shower them with the love they deserve. Thank you Barb for the Auto 11 and the Godmother tag you made me as well as all the rating you did, you rock! ♥ ۞~ஐ~Barb~ஐ~۞♥@ fubar ♥SIMPLY ME♥ OKIEGIRL@ fubar The Pegasus Project@ fubar ~Jimette~MissTastiness~Fu*Ange| Team Leader #4~~*Pegasus Project*~Rating Revo|ution Crew~~@ fubar *♥..ABBY..~aka..Lil.Pegasus*♥.*Pegasus Project.~Council~*@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar Gypsysoul member of the Rating Revolution plz sign my guest book ^_^@ fubar ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦

The Three Ravens
"The Three Ravens" There were three ravens sat on a tree, They were as black as they might be. The one of them said to his make, "Where shall we our breakfast take?" "Down in yonder greené feild There lies a knight slain under his shield; "His hounds they lie down at his feet, So well they their master keep; "His hawks they flie so eagerly, There's no fowl dare him come nigh." Down there comes a fallow doe As great with young as she might go. She lift up his bloudy head And kist his wounds that were so red. She got him up upon her back And carried him to earthen lake. She buried him before the prime, She was dead herself ere evensong time. God send every gentleman Such hounds, such hawks, and such a leman.

The Fog
The fog has been thick and present for most days this week. Not that weak fog that comes in early morning then fades out as the day goes on. this is thick, white wall that stays all day all night all day... It's both mysteriously cool and more than slightly creepy depending on my mood. I kind of like feeling away from the rest of the world...more so than usual, I do live in farm land already. However, I've seen too many scary movies so my overactive imagination gets going..especially once the coyotes get howling! This morning I was thinking, as I was driving slowly back home in it, that the fog is like aspects of time. You can only see so far ahead, kind of like trying to see the future, there are glimpses but nothing real solid until you're actually upon it. When I looked in my rear view, things were clear than faded away into the mist, the further I got, much like memories of the past. So I reasoned that only the immediate area of clear was the present and the smallness of t

Follow The Path Of Others To Success
Friday, December 05, 2008 FOLLOW THE PATH OF OTHERS TO SUCCESS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You can learn from other people to make up for your lack of experience in any area of life. Take advantage of the people that have made the journey ahead of you. Be open and receptive to the people around you. They have things to teach you. Try to pick the right role models. Don't look for people that make you feel good or entertain you. Look for people that can help you. Role models are more than people you like and admire. The key is to look for people that will help you to be more successful. You can learn from the mistakes of others. You can learn different approaches to overcoming challenges. Learning "what not to do" is as important as learning "what to do." Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Surviving A Bad Economy Watch The => Skin Care Webinar Check Out The =>

Changes
I just cut my friends list down from over 4,000 to closer to 250. (I know fubar says its much higher but someone can't count). I decided to do this when I realized just how greedy and selfish the majority of the people on this site have become. I don't want to be just a number on a list and I don't want my friends to be that way on mine. I also deleted all of the people I was a "fan of" and am currently re-fanning those that I truly AM a fan of. I will no longer accept random friends requests. I will no longer fan people just because the Fu-people think I should. If you want to be my friend, BE MY FRIEND. If you want to be my friend when you need something or want something or when I buy you bling... please move along. If you are on my list and don't talk to me, don't be surprised when I remove you. Don't come and ask me why I deleted you. My list is and will continue to be a FRIENDS list. And for the record, just because you tell me I have nice tits, that doesnt make you my friend.

Hate/fear
I'm a bone top, Deaths Head on a mop stick Born and bled suffer genius Whats my name... Dirty in the gutter Super ego bitch I've been evil awhile Cut me down like grass Show me the truth behind you windows Take my soul, use it now Do you think I could ever drink It's so hard to swallow Turn my heartlight off I can't see, I've forgotten Lets go out to the cliff Jump with me into the freefall Share the crown of thorns... Bloodpig angry Sorry I'm failing Evolving, now you're walking away My mistake was trusting you Cannibalize my insides I can't give you anything You can't hurt me anymore I use my fear to empower my hate...

R.s.v.p.
Fly on mocking bird So drunk, drunk again Thought my demons were my friends Broken wings can't fly too high Broken hearts can't hold Just give me one wish Remove me from this hell I feel It's buried deep within my past Hope to hell it doesn't last It's comething I don't ever wanna face There's nothing left, Fear is gone Before I make this final run I know I'm the lesser one Cut my strings so I fall Let me stay and decay here alone Leave me to fade out Don't care if your world is ending today I wasn't invited anyway...

Latest News
Well there's bad news and worse news. The bad news is, I have too much fat in my abdominal area, plus too many stretch marks to be a candidate for a natural tissue reconstruction. So I'm going to have to have an implant, which won't happen until after they place a tissue expander to make room for it. They won't be able to make an implant big enough, so I'll then have to have my other breast lifted and reduced to make them match. The worse news is, the soonest opening my plastic surgeon has is end of January. Which basically means after my cruise, so at least I'll probably make that.. but meanwhile I stress about whether the cancer is invading the rest of my body. Oh yeah, and this also means I don't get the free tummy tuck. Which my hubby had the balls to say he was bummed about. Well... I *was* happy, for a day...

How I Feel About This....
How many times in life do you find someone that is just like you in life?Have you ever let someone go that is just like you? I ask myself this all the time.It is very rare to find someone like you ,dont everyone want another half thats just like themselves? I know i do i rather have someone that has the same interests that i have in life or even in my dreams.But i do believe in sometimes things arent meant to be . I hear what could of happend if we stayed together what would the future bring us ?It aint bring us nothin in the past nor the future you keep on coming in and out of my life for 8 years its getting old all i can do is move forward and keep you in my past i cant do this anymore theres a reason why we keep on loseing touch ..i wanna keep it that way .I know we have so much in common we both are in love with hip hop we think alike but can can never get along anymore and you always put the blame on me when it isnt me but its all good tho ...all i can do now is move forward ill

Over - Bling Bux Dec 5-6
AUTO 11 100% EZ RATE BlingBux Bonanza 4!!! Prizes Galore !!!! Chiina_Whiite I will be running an Auto 11 Tonight DEC. 5th 2pm Fu Time thru DEC 6th 2pm Fu time. There are Three(2) OPTIONS and RANDOM BLING will be Given: 15k BUX PER 100 PIC FOLDER: 1)Rate the 100 picture folder 2)Private message me after rating listing the folders you completely rated 3)YOU get 15k FUBUX 4)DO as many as you like! 15k per 100 rates during HH 10k per 100 rates during NON HH OR ROLL THE DICE AND GO FOR The Grand Prize Drawings for MILLIONS: Rate ALL my EZ RATE 100 pic folders - Default Folder Included - and you will be entered into a drawing to receive 80% of all the fubux I earn in the next 24 hours PLEASE Private Message when you have finished rating and let me know that you would like to be entered into the drawing instead of receiving the 15k per folder. Prize Amounts will Rise-The More people the greater the Prize Amounts Brought to you by: Chiina_W

The Unquiet Grave
"The Unquiet Grave" "The wind doth blow to-day, my love, And a few drops of rain; I never had but one true love; In cold grave she was lain. "I'll do as much for my true-love As any young man may; I'll sit and mourn all at her grave For a twelvemonth and a day." The twelvemonth and a day being up, The dead began to speak: "Oh who sits weeping on my grave, And will not let me sleep?" "'Tis I, my love, sits on your grave, And will not let you sleep; For I crave one kiss of your cold-clay lips, And that is all I seek." "You crave one kiss of my cold-clay lips; But my breath smells earthy strong; If you have one kiss of my clay-cold lips, Your time will not be long. "'Tis down in yonder garden green, Love, where we used to walk, The finest flower that e'er was seen Is withered to a stalk. "The stalk is withered dry, my love; So will our hearts decay; So make yourself content, my love, Till God calls you away."

And How Is This Nsfw?!?!?!!?
OK, I'm getting so sick and tired of all the childish, petty NSFW FLAGGERS!!!!! WOULD SOME ONE PLZ TELL ME HOW IS THIS PIC NSFW??? I FIND IT SO AMAZING HOW I KEEP GETTING pics like this or a simple wolf pic flagged yet, my master/slave folder unflagged... I am very pissed and irritated with whoever goes round doing this......this IS AN ADULT SITE, IF THEY CAN'T HANDLE IT THEN THEY SHOULD TAKE THEIR TICKLE-ME-ELMOS AND GO BACK TO THE ROMPER ROOM!!!!

10 Smellz & 10 Soundz
I WAZ THINKIN ABOUT THIZ THE OTHER DAY & I WONDER WHAT EVERYONEZ 10 FAVORITE SMELLZ & 10 FAVORITE SOUNDZ ARE.....SO 2 START IT OFF ILL GO FIRST SMELLZ 1 BBQ ON THE GRILL COOKIN 2 SHOWER GEL 3 WOMAN'Z FRESHLY WASHED HAIR 4 SCENT OF A WOMAN 5 PUSSY 6 WEED 7 SUMMER TIME SUN 8 LASANGA AFTER ITZ COOKED 9 MAC & CHESSE 10 GRAPE SWISHER SOUNDZ 1 MOANIN 2 GROANIN 3 SLURPIN 4 SUCCIN 5 POUNDIN 6 GUN SHOTZ 7 FIRE BURNING IN A FIREPLACE 8 FOOTBALL HITZ 9 NOTHING BUT NET 10 MUSIC LETZ HOPE I CAN GET SOME PARTICIPATION.CAN THIZ HANDSOME MAN AT LEAST GET 20 COMMENTZ FROM YALL. IM NOT ASKIN 2 MUCH I DONT THINK,JUST CURIOUZ ABOUT YOU,LIKE YOU ARE ABOUT ME. SO DONT BE SCARED LIKE YA BEEN BEFORE................COMMENTZ NOW

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Anarchy Burger - The Vandals
Anarchy Kill a cat Shoot James Brady in the back Raise an army of rabid rats Beat your neighbor with a bat Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy Go ape shit Let them know you're sick of it Write your congressman Tell him he sucks Only in it for the bucks Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government Your robbing can't sell anarchy burgers And if you wanna be free Order yourself an anarchy burger Hold the government please Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government America stands for freedom But if you think you're free Try walkin into a deli And urinating on the cheese Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government Hold the government please Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government Anarchy burger Hold the government Say fuck in front of your mom FUCK! And go to school and make an... Anarchy burg

Tag Ur It !!
tawny tinseltush got me, now it's your turn! One word answers only! 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? pretty 5. Your father? huge 6. Your favorite thing? licking 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? jagermeister 9. Your dream/goal? peace 10. The room you're in? bathroom 11. Music? soul 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? top 14. Where were you last night? forgot 15. What you're not? small 16. Muffins? thanks 17. One of your wish list items? you 18. Where you grew up? california 19. The last thing you did? poop 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? tiger 23. Your computer?gateway 24. Your life? exciting 25. Your mood? calm 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? grocery 30. Your summer? weird 31. Like someone? Yes 32. Your favorite color? red 33. When is the last time you laughed? january 34. Last time you cried? now read th

Still My Mind
Still it rushes through me, in every pore, through every cell. What is this . . . what feeling is this? I cannot tell, what secrets unveil capabilities unknown to limits. This absolute emmersion blankets my every conscious thought. Drawing you closer, bringing you here. So close to me I dare not say - still not within my sight. I feel your breath, heat penetrating my skin like a hard summer rain. I feel your face, your eyes, trace your mouth with my fingers. You give me breath so close to your mouth, still we do not touch. Smoldering fantasies ignite burning, lust and longing. Desire tempts me. "Move closer . . . " you whisper, "closer, closer. " A paradox? Closer to you, like the finest lace - our bodies occupy exactly the same space. Deeper you come! Taking you in - surrounding me and filling me up- and down- push, shove CRASH! Eyes open, must I see? Truth is now . . . this reality.

Tagged Shmagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? counter 2. Your significant other? road 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? buried 6. Your favorite thing? beer 7. Your dream last night? whacky 8. Your favorite drink? beer 9. Your dream/goal? sanity 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? dead 16. Muffins? meh 17. One of your wish list items? pizza 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? breathed 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? 5 22. Your pets? 3 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing some

Ok This Bye Came A Few Days Earlier
well yea i know i said i was gonna take some time off from here and yea i was expecting it t begin on saturday but due to something out of my hands yea it starts today, i wont be on as much as of today im only on here right now to write this blog and to make sure my mesage box is cleared. so yea make a long story short my laptop took a crap on me and its going to get fixed so i wont be on for a few weeks or so plus the whole job thing and payin bills comes first so yea ill be around from time to time but not gonna be on for long so u kids have a great holidays, christmas, or whatever it is u fawkers do around this time of year. dont forget bout this uglee crazy fawker

Douche Bag Of The Day.
You know the drill, bottom to top: ->DJ Ace Own...: remember to ask if hey want a hot apple pie with their order. ->DJ Ace Own...: Go to work, faggot. DJ Ace Own...: ooooo u look like a fuckin chomo lil boy ->DJ Ace Own...: sure thing cum guzzler. DJ Ace Own...: finish this later i gots to go to work lil boy DJ Ace Own...: im not there anymore fool im in ks mo lil bitch so why dont u give me ur addy so we can salve this and stop this enternet shit so i can just kick ur ass and have it over and done with ->DJ Ace Own...: Oklahomo isn't that close, princess. DJ Ace Own...: damn ur dumn is there another tulsa close to here ->DJ Ace Own...: Tulsa Oklahomo? DJ Ace Own...: shit bitch im from tulsa and i live real close now ->DJ Ace Own...: Independence Ave and Hardesty? ->DJ Ace Own...: 23rd and prospect area? ->DJ Ace Own...: you live in the 'hood, gangsta boy? ->DJ Ace Own...: OOOhhhh really? Where at? DJ Ace Own...: road DJ Ace Own...: come get some u live up the rode

Your Turn!
Mailbroad got me, now it's your turn! One word answers only! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Work 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Pontiac 5. Your father? asshead 6. Your favorite thing? orgasms 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tequila 9. Your dream/goal? home 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? Top 40 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Retired 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Dishonest 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Mercedes 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? Meeting 20. What are you wearing? Jeans 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? Cats 23. Your computer? Acer 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your mood? Feisty 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? Tiffany 30. Your summer? Fast 31. Like someone? Yes 32. Your favorite color? Green 33. When is the last time you laughed? Today 34. Last time you cried? Tuesday

Follow Up Letter...life Sucks...
This was written to the AG, after I talked to my local office. NOT GOOD NEWS! I spoke to my local office. They have explained to me that my case is closed. Nina was kind enough to take the time to explain to me that I need to do a tracking on my ex's IRS check. To this I must contact his sister to obtain the needed information, and sadly their father just had open heart surgery yesterday. She is taking care of their mother right now and too busy to handle it for me. Perhaps once I have what I need then I may contact you again for more assistance. Nina was also kind enough to explain to me about getting the Social Security and other government assistance such as foodstamps and whatnot. She was a very helpful woman. Please consider this letter complimentry to her and thankful for your services in the past. Michelle Narum

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? who? 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? Anacortes 5. Your father? hate 6. Your favorite thing? rollercoaster 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? slut 9. Your dream/goal? home 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?dunno 14. Where were you last night? bar 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? yuk 17. One of your wish list items? home 18. Where you grew up? Washington 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? 3 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Vaio 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing s

Hasalnut Balls
Ingredients 2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon table salt 2 sticks butter, softened 1 cup powdered sugar, plus additional for coating 1 tablespoon vanilla extract 1 3/4 cups hazelnuts, toasted and finely chopped Directions Heat oven to 325 degrees F and arrange racks in upper and lower third. Combine flour and salt in a medium bowl and whisk until aerated and evenly combined; set aside. Place butter in the bowl of a stand mixer fitted with the paddle attachment and beat on medium-high speed until light and fluffy, about 3 minutes. Add sugar and vanilla and continue to mix until whipped and light, about 2 more minutes. Add half of the nuts and mix until evenly incorporated and nuts are broken up, about 1 minute. Add flour and mix until well combined, about 1 minute. Remove bowl from mixer and stir in remaining nuts. Shape dough into 1 tablespoon balls and place on baking sheets, spaced at least 1 inch apart. Bake, rotating pans halfway through, until und

You Will Call Me Sir..............
I had placed the ad seeking a Dominant to train me, mostly out of desire for e-mails to feed my submissive fantasies. I never really planned on meeting any of the people who e-mailed me for encounters. I generally had bad feelings about the people who placed ads seeking sexual encounters and thought it probably wasn't a healthy thing to get involved with. When I got his e-mail, however, it struck me as different from the rest. His interest was actually in me learning and being safe; it seemed like I could just hand myself over to him and be OK. After talking with him on the phone, I decided to do it. He then became the one in charge as he instructed me on writing directions to his house, on calling him as I left, on when I should arrive. So there I was sitting in his driveway - this was the moment he couldn't force me to make. I had to step out of the car and knock on the door of my own volition. My breath caught in my throat and stayed there and I stepped out of the car and walked

Chocolate -peppermint Sandwich Cookies
Ingredients 1 (16.5 ounce) tube refrigerated sugar cookie dough 1/4 cup all-purpose flour plus extra for dusting 2 cups semisweet chocolate chips, divided 1/4 cup heavy cream 1 teaspoon pure peppermint extract 1 teaspoon vegetable oil Decorating suggestion: crushed candy canes or peppermint candies; white, red and green sprinkles; or red and green decorating sugar Special equipment: a 2 1/2-inch round cookie cutter, and a 1/2-ounce cookie scoop Directions Position an oven rack in the lower third of the oven. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Line 2 baking sheets with parchment paper. In a medium bowl, knead together the cookie dough and 1/4 cup flour until smooth. Lightly flour a work surface. Roll out the dough to 1/4-inch thick. Using a 2 1/2-inch cookie cutter, cut out circles from the dough. Knead together any scraps of dough and roll out again. Continue to cut out pastry circles until there are 24 pieces in total. Place the dough circles on the prepar

Second Life And Metarl
Do you play second life? If so here is a link to get free linden dollars.There are games to play,raffles,activitys and much more.Click the link to sign up free Click here for link to MetaRL Dont have Second Life? If you are not a member of the virtual world and would like to be,Sign up for free here? Or Upgrade to a premium account for more options. Click here for link to Second Life Second Life is a online community.Build,play,shop,drive,chat and much much more

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. I DID IT (almost) ALL ONE WORD ANSWERS! It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? *dead* 2. Your significant other? *Sigh* 3. Your hair? *Brown* 4. Your mother? *Poof* 5. Your father? *ok* 6. Your favorite thing? *WeedWacker* 7. Your dream last night? *Nightmare* 8. Your favorite drink? *SexOnTheBeach* 9. Your dream/goal? *Colorado* 10. The room you're in? *Living* 11. Music? *TOOL* 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? *Colorado* 14. Where were you last night? *Home* 15. What you're not? *Sane* 16. Muffins? *Blueberry* 17. One of your wish list items? *Mountains* 18. Where you grew up? *Everywhere* 19. The last thing you did? *Coffee* 20. What are you wearing? *Clothes* 21. TV? *Su

Thinkin About Leavin Fubar
so its come to the point where im really thinkin about deletin fubar...its got to the point where your so called fans/family n friends dont show no love unless you give them stuff...ive always been a loyal fubar friend..whenever they needed my help i was there,when they wanted bling i would bling them..im honestly tired of beggin for stuff on fubar,i aint steppin down that low no more,not worth it...so yea..its whatever now...

A Song Dedicated To Me"
Ive never been to me - Charlene Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But, I wish someone had talked to me Like I wanna talk to you..... Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free I've been to paradise but I've never been to me Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away 'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies.... Oh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see I've been to p

The Creation
Well lets see i can always go with the "it wasa dark and stormy day" routine but i won't...that day was like all the rest boreing and lifeless i guess you may say. My roommate at that time was goofing off on his computer when i asked what he was doing he told me and he told me he was playing a game called Everquest, and asked me to take a look at it. As i sat there and watched him play it reminded me of the days playing D&D and other type games of those sorts.... He told me after awhile i should make a rogue (since those were what i made when playing in the past), he also told me all the pros and cons to the class,race, and even the god (if i wanted one to follow). I said i would have to try it to see if i liked it or not ad he said sure go ahead and make a character of any sort or try one of mine that i have, i said would be to hard to play one of his chars since he had alot made that were all high lvl's so i made one from scratch. During the time i played for those few hours i

Ensign: Where Sharing Is It's Own Reward
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 December 2008 A local radio station in my hometown is using this slogan to promote its annual "Horn of Plenty" program that raises groceries to assemble food baskets for families at Christmas who apply (check that, you can't apply yourself but you can submit someone's name to receive such a basket) along with a devotional to introduce the Word of God to them. Not a Bible, specifically, but something to help you "understand" it ... never mind that, my minor quibble is with the slogan itself. It's a minor quibble because, if you remember your English classes, the phrase should NOT have a contraction in it. Expand the contraction (stay with me, this is not cosmology) and this slogan reads "where sharing is it is own reward

New To All This
Wow! What a bold new world here... There ia a familar face: Wild Mustang...and there is the guitar playing Elmo, a woman after my own heart...and Miss Dixie Belle, who stole my heart...LOL! Just joke... All in all...This is a cool place to be:)) Very Truely Yours, Rick

Looking For Veiws On This……….
Having a great deal of time to think and speak with others I want to present a stituation/scenario to you all, then a few questions to get people’s views/outlooks on things. You have two people that start dating, one out of an ‘on-again, off-again’ relationship that has lasted the better part of 8 years and by their admission a horrible one. Well call this person, Lori (sorry Lori, needed a name). The second, Mike divorced a string of bad relationships, about a 50/50 break on his fault or others. They date things go amazingly well for quite some time. Future plans are discussed, familes met, etc. One day Mike sees some things online that make him suspicious. Casual flirts sent between Lori and another man. Mike cintacts this guy and comes to find out that they were flirting, Nick, the other guy lives a considerable distance away but the flirts include texts, emails of a suggestive nature, and some seriously racy pics (read-nudes). Mike and Nick talk for some time about this, each g

Help Rebel Son In His Giveaway
TIS' THE SEASON TO BE MERRY! HELP REBEL SON IN HIS GIVEAWAY 26K COMMENTS NEEDED ANY AND ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED! HERE'S THE LINK: ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Have To Love The Marines!!!!
"I just flew with a guy who overheard this conversation on the VHF Guard (emergency) frequency 121.5 MHz while flying from Europe to Dubai . It's too good not to pass along. The conversation went something like this... Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter. Send 'em up, I'll wait!' Air Defense Radar: (no response ... total silence)" DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Hmmm
Well hopefully one day i will be able to get this whole thing sorted out but for the time being i will do what i can to keep some people happy....not sure what else i can do besides that but all well thats life. As of right now just being bored and alone and hopefully one day be happy with just being me and be able to look back at all this and just laugh heh. Some days are better than others from what what i have been told but i guess this isn't one of those days well least not right now that is but all well.......

Nsfw Invite
"hey whats up I like your pics your hott. Could you check out my nsfw pics and write me some pic comments please be honest let me know what your think thanks so much cutie" i'm flattered that i'm hott with the double t, but no thanks

Do I Get A Bowler And Cane?
Fine! I give in to you and your quizzly peer pressure! You made me do this! *shakes finger in someone's general direction* The Gentleman Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM) Steady & mature. You are The Gentleman. For anyone looking for an even-keeled, considerate lover, you're their man. You're sophisticated. You know what you want both in a relationship and outside of it. You have a substantial romantic side, and you're experienced enough sexually to handle yourself in that arena, too. Your future relationships will be long-lasting; you're classic "marrying material," a prize in the eyes of many. It's possible that behind it all, you're a bit of a male slut. Your best friends know that in relationships you're fundamentally sex-driven. You're a safe, reliable guy, who does get laid. In a lot of ways, you're like a well-worn, comfortable pair of socks. Did you ever jack off into one of those? All the time. Your ideal mate is NOT a nut-job. She is giving and loving,

My Auto-11s Enhanced Birthday Celebration
Click here for more Thank-You Graphics! Thank you to everyone who helped make my Auto-11s enhanced Birthday celebration on fubar a great a success. This is as complete a list as I could come up with so I apologize in advance for anyone who has been left off. She is my best friend, the Co-Owner of the Rate Spankers and is always there for me: cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar These two special ladies are a mother and daughter team who have always helped me and encouraged their friends to help as well: ~Cynde~@ fubar Mz̊ß - Member of RR & Pegasus Project@ fubar Another special lady is always there whenever I call and asks her friends to help as well: Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Proud Owner Of ♥ Sit Up King ♥~Keeper Of The Animal@ fubar This special lady is one of the best fuSlaves ever. She managed to rate them all, bad wrist and all: Sexy GoddessRkkennedy84 *Owned By PhotoBug*Slave2T*READPROFILEBEFOREYOUASKDUMBQUESTIONS

Dec 5th 2008
All went well at the hospital, here I was a nervous wreck over it lol They put the Picc in (long catheter/IV inside my arm into my chest) its running from my right arm into my chest, nurse is coming over and antibiotics are being delivered as well. Now...finally...I think im gonna get better, so...happy. I just wanna get back 100% hopefully one more surgery, the infectious disease doc, recommended taking the hardware out, fusing the bone back together, then once it heals, put my arm in a hard cast, then put another Picc in, to stream more strong antibiotics into my body, of course I will have to do physical therapy, but thats way down the road still, I know i'm staying positive about all this, and to hear the nurse Jenny today say to me, we will get u better and back to normal reassures me, they will do their hardest to make it happen. Please keep my kids and myself in ur thoughts and prayers, its been a very long emotional, stressful time for us, since we were all in the wreck, so we

Dj Fury
COME CHECK OUT DJ FURY AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Letter Of Explaination
this is the current letter I sent to our Attn'y General's office: I wrote you a week ago about our current situation and have not seen a response. I am in URGENT need of your help...Just in case this is someone unfamilar with my case, I will give you the facts you should need to get caught up. After 6 years of marriage and children, Mr. Robert Rudolph Groce Jr. and myself [Michelle Narum] divorced. I have custody of the kids. He was allowed the typical Wednesday, every-other-weekend and holidays in the custody arrangement. [We won't get into how poorly he kept up his end of the deal on just this aspect.] He was ordered to pay $450 a month total in support for his son, J and daughter, A . At many points Mr. Groce was in arrears. Additional funds were taken to suppliment this as time went on, and his employment remained at places who removed the amounts directly from his check; after I had to go to Human Resources for assistance in the forms of food stamps, AFDC and Medicade wh

Dark Fantasy Friday......public Masturbation
Dark Fantasy Friday......public masturbation imikimi - Customize Your World Ever think to yourself...I just need 5 minutes...that's all it'll take. I walk outside to my car at lunch time and have myself a quickie lunch of self loving. Climb into my car, lower my panties or unzip that zipper and get started....lol Shimmying up that skirt so my panties are showing....remembering how my fingers felt that soft lace as I was putting them on this morning? Rubbing it gently between my fingers, it almost felt like pure silk. Imagining how it would feel against my pussy lips,I felt a familiar stirring in my groins....dampness already making it's presence known as my fingers slide the sheer fabric aside.... Glancing around to see if anyone is nearby, my fingers slip inside, toying with that g-spot til I feel it growing fuller. Delving deeper...wanting to feel that pressure building yet wanting to keep it at bay. Breathing pattern is changing with each rub across my cli

The Beach....
Golden brown sands cushion my bottom and feet while I sit here staring at the sky Looking up at the clouds' different shapes watching seagulls and doves fly by Entranced by this genuine beauty bringing my hands together I close my eyes In a state of peace and serenity as the waves release their cries Then a cool breeze creeps up to me flowing through my clothes and hair Rubbing my face ever so gently as you would do a baby with care The embracing cool breeze leaves me as I cast my eyes upon the sea Losing my breath in wonder suffocating from all the beauty In taking my eyes off the sea I get up so I can leave Peace and serenity I sought out Also what I received pink2008 Lying in the sand on the beach, That's where I want to be. All civilization is out of reach, It's just I, myself, and me. The waves crashing into the deep green water Echoes in me, calling for me to come out, But if I touch the water, my dream will shatter, So the water I m

Something In My Heart.
Just from me to you Misconstrued feelings kept us at bay It felt like ages that it stayed that way. One by one those feelings diminished, and then I found the truth. A person of elegance, kindness and grace came to view. Never before had I felt this connection. It fills me with sadness that it started that way. Your acceptance of me is something uncommon. So unusual in fact. Shared thoughts, shared views So familiar in direction Is it you, is it me There seems no distinction. To understand another in such a complete way, Allows others judgment in not a nice way. A word from you after a hard day allows me to go further each day.

533k Jobs Lost In November: Biggest Drop Since 1974
533K Jobs Lost in November: Biggest Drop Since 1974 Posted Dec 05, 2008 09:20am EST by Joe Weisenthal in Recession Related: ^dji, ^gspc, spy, dia, QQQQ, TLT, PST From Clusterstock, Dec. 5, 2008 The "whispers" were for a bad number of 450k to 500k job losses, but it was even worse: 533k lost jobs in november. Meanwhile the unemployment rate jumped to 6.7%. It appears this news was worse than the market had expected, as futures instantly sold off. And by the way, remember back in Octoboer, there was a little talk about how the 240,000 jobs lost was acqually a sequential improvement from the 300,000 jobs lost in December? Well, so much for that idea. October was revised to a loss of 320,000 jobs. Here's the official announcement: "Nonfarm payroll employment fell sharply (-533,000) in November, and the unemployment rate rose from 6.5 to 6.7 percent, the Bureau of Labor Statistics of the U.S. Department of Labor reported today. November's drop in payroll employment followed

Ever Been Internet Played???
I don't know if any of you have been mislead w/ someone who had fake pics, but when I first joined this site it happened to me... Now there is even more fakes than ever using model pics etc.. Well yesterday I was watching Oprah and it was about internet scams... Oprah hipped me to this site that has models male and female who have had their pics stolen and used to mislead ppl... You can do name search's, yahoo address search as well as browse pics ... The worse kind of games are the ones played w/ ppl's hearts so in honor of that I'm posting the link to the site... The site is really busy right now and tends to be unavailable at times due to the publicity it received on Oprah but I suggest you check it out.. I did today.. www.romancescam.com

Very Disturbing!
Some troubled teens are embedding nails, paper clips, bits of rock, glass and even crayons in their bodies as a way to cope with disturbing thoughts and feelings, U.S. researchers said Wednesday. They described cases in which teens had forced numerous objects into their arms, hands, feet, ankles and necks in a condition they are calling self-embedding disorder, a step beyond more common forms of self-mutilation. "We identified a group of 10 patients over a three-year period of time that have this pattern of self-inflicted injury," said Dr. William Shiels, chief of radiology at Nationwide Children's Hospital in Columbus, Ohio. He presented his findings at the Radiological Society of North America meeting in Chicago. "It's cutting gone to the next level," Shiels said in a telephone interview. Shiels, who is developing a minimally invasive surgical technique for removing objects accidentally embedded in the skin, saw his first case of what he called self-embedding in 2005, and

Info For Men..
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. He was real right?

An Intro...of Sorts
So I thought it was time I had a few words to say since I'm close to hitting level 21 now. The name is Rick and I was on here before formerly as Graphics by Rick and then changed my name to Flawless Victory. Of all the social networks sites I always enjoyed this one the most and admittedly I missed being on here so that motivated my decision to return. I see there's been some changes here and many of the old friends I had are gone or perhaps I just haven't found them yet.If you haven't seen the profile or the about me section, I'm a mid 40's guy, single sincere and straight up. I like making new friends and I spend a lot of time online, I do some desktop art as a hobby and use it to promote some model friends of mine on the net.I'm not one to talk much about myself but your free to ask me anything and I will respond. Those that do or have know me know the kind of guy I am. I don't take the net too serious, I like the have fun and make friends, I'm not into drama and as per this s

Last Night
So last night I was reminded why I love my job. I was checking in this older 52 yo guy at around 12 10am into the hotel. All of a sudden, he looked at my name tag and went: "ty Russkaya??" (are you Russian?) I go: "yes, I am" Turns out that he is studying Russian language, went to Soviet Russia during the 80s, and is interested in learning about Slavic culture. Him and his wife hosted a foreign exchange chick from Russia, and he was talking about his experiences in the Eastern Bloc countries when he went there. We wound up talking about the language traits, the country, traditions, and lifestyle until 2am. Then he went back to his room when I was checking someone in. At around 2 40 he came back again to get some soda, and we started talking again. I was teaching him Russian, and how to write in cursive until...4am. He was totally shocked that the time went by so fast, and he had to get up at 7am. So we said our good byes, and off he went. Then some idiot pulled

Embracing Change
From time to time we hear about people making sudden and drastic changes in their lives in response to major trauma. A heart attack, for example, precipitates long delayed soul-searching, which leads to a career change or new lifestyle. Similarly, an unexpected divorce or the loss of a loved one leads to a complete reordering of priorities. When such crisis-triggered metamorphoses work out for our friends or relatives, we're happy for them. But what about ourselves? Must we also be hit over the head with a sledgehammer before we're able to break out of rigid molds or stultifying patterns? Why does it have to take a catastrophe to spur us to action? The point is that we can make these decisions anytime. God expects us to change. That's why we seek his guidance; that's why He has given us power of choice and free will. Once we become willing to make major changes, it can be frightening to take those first steps. But that's where our partnership with God comes into play again.

Doing It On Monday For Sure!
So after much thought, Ive decided to delete my fubar account! Im NEVER on here anymore and NO ONE comes to my page anymore. The main reason Ive decided to delete my account is because Ive started a new chapter in life. Ive recently met the man of my dreams in July. After having the best 5 months of my life, Ive decided that he is the one for me. I dont need fubar anymore. It just usually causes problems between couples! I also found out the beginning of this week that Im 6 weeks pregnant!! Dave and I have decided that after the first of the year, we are going to get married! We already moved into a new house and my kids accept him more than they ever have anyone else! Life seems to be going in the right direction! Ive NEVER been happier! To all of my friends that dont want to lose contact with me, I have a myspace... My link is Myspace.com/cutelilmomma247! Im also on facebook as well! Well Good luck to everyone! I'm going to leave my account up through the weekend so my friends w

Christmas!
Well I know that no one reads these so here it goes anyway... As everyone knows i am engaged to the sexiest lady in the universe..I love her and her beautiful daughter with all my heart...I relocated just to be with her...now due to things beyond either of ours controls I will be spending Christmas alone....believe me I am totally bummed about this because every waking minute that we are apart is pure hell!I wake up and she isn't next to me and I cry....I cry myself to sleep every night yerning for her touch her scent her sex...Our love has taken some serious trips and has come leaps and bounds but we both say that we both know we are soulmates...I before her never celebrated Christmas...never been with anyone that ever moved me enough to make me want to celebrate it...now with her it is like i have a totally new look on life....I WANT to celebrate holidays becauise i want to be with the ones I love...but again circumstances won't allow us this opprotunity.....I have never felt so a

6 Degrees Of Kevin Bacon? Try 3
So yeah, guess who is now part of the Kevin Bacon Game? Mz Darla Doom, of course! And really, to be so close to Jean-Claude Van Damme is pretty hilarious, too. And LANCE FREAKING HENRIKSON? Like that's not a sci fi b movie dream come true. i really never thought my life would take this surreal direction but i am very amused that it did! From Tom Stedham: i was in THE PLATOON OF THE DEAD, IT HAUNTS, and DEADLY PREMONITIONS with Tom Stedham. Tom was in ODD NOGGINS with Kimberly Cole, who was in INVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS, pt 3 with R. Lee Ermey, who was in MURDER IN THE FIRST, with the immortal KEVIN BACON... From Ariauna Albright: i was in Platoon of the Dead with Ariauna Albright, who was in Whispers from a Shallow Grave (2006) with John Goodwin (I) who was in Tremors (1990) with Kevin Bacon. A longer yet more distinguished route to Kevin Bacon thru Ariauna Albright follows: i was in The PLATOON OF THE DEAD with Ariana Albright who was in URBAN LEGEND w/ M.R. Jone

Fat Fat Fat
NSFW because I said shit. Ok, so I went to the Dr in October just for a check up and stuff. When I got on the scale I about died. I have never in my life been this heavy, even when 9 mo pregnant! I tried to watch what I ate and did a little bit of exercise and last month when I went for a follow up, I had lost 8lbs. BUT, I need to lose 100lbs, ok 92lbs since I lost the 8. I am so uninspired though. I have a treadmill, I make myself walk on it 3x a week. That's def not enough. I don't even want to eat anymore. Have you ever looked in the mirror and saw the most disgusting thing ever, and it was you? That's how I feel. I took pictures of myself in bra and panties, front/side/back view. Its gross. If I gross myself out, what does my husband think when he looks at me? What do skinny women do to get/stay/be skinny? Aside from exercise - what else can I do? I am the worst when it comes to eating healthy. I gag on anything green, except ice burg lettuce and th

Its Time For A Change
this is just my about me....im changing it because im sick of it but theres some fucking gold in here so im just going to stick it in here im an aries and i use my horns often. im over opinionated, blatantly honest and i dont take bullshit. i admire these traits in others as well. i hate liars. i think highly of myself and at times i may seem overly confident, perhaps downright cocky. as far as im concerned overly confident beats not confident enough, hands down. with that said feel free to talk to me if you actually have something to say, a question, comment, statement, or opinion about anything but the way i look. hi or hello followed by sexy, cutie, pretty etc. doesnt constitute as making conversation and doesnt warrant a reply. say something that peaks my interest, dont rely on your pretty face because it wont get you anywhere. if i needed perfect strangers to tell me im cute/pretty/sexy to feel good about myself i would be in pretty rough shape, in which case that shit

The True Meaning Of Christmas
THE TRUE MEANING OF CHRISTMAS In todays’ day and time, it's easy to lose sight, of the true meaning of Christmas and one special night. When we go shopping, We say "How much will it cost?" Then the true meaning of Christmas, Somehow becomes lost. Amidst the tinsel, glitter And ribbons of gold, We forget about the child, born on a night so cold. The children look for Santa In his big, red sleigh Never thinking of the child Whose bed was made of hay. In reality, When we look into the night sky, We don't see a sleigh But a star, burning bright and high. A faithful reminder, Of that night so long ago, And of the child we call Jesus, Whose love, the world would know. Brian K. Walters

Why Is The Question? What Is Your Answer?
1.Why are we afraid of one another? 2.Why do we fight with those that can help us? 3.How much does it cost to forgive? 4.What can heal the union between the sexes? 5.Is there really a way to make those millions legally. 6.Can we become the individuals we trully want to be? 7.Is it fact or fiction that religion is the answer? 8.Is God alive? 9.Can the Rich become Poor? 10.Which is more important money or happiness? My Personal Questions!!!!! 1.Why am I not popular? 2.Why is Fubar ignoring my questions? 3.Is there a way to become the most influential promoter? 4.Am I a Fubar addict? 5.Am I a point whore? 4.Is there a future for me in fubar? 5.Can I make a living from Fubar seriously?

Anyone
have u ever been in love and it just crumble well i have and it sucks and now im a mother of 2 and im soo young im only 24 and im tied down but i love my kids and would change nothing i dont regreat anything and for all u that thought u would be my freind cause u felt sry for me well FUCK YOU i dont need those type of pepole in my life nor do i want u in it

Reposted As Requested
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Lets Help Em Out!
Some of these awesome ppl are pretty close and some have a bit to go...Every little bit helps, So stop by and show these Fantastic Fu's Some Luv! )O( Juniper )O( )O( Juniper )O( Member of ☆ Fubar's Finest Levelers! ☆@ fubar peace & all that peace & all that@ fubar Rockin' Roll Chick ROCKIN' ROLL CHICK ♥FU LUV BOMB SQUAD♥@ fubar ♥ Lil Synful Breeze ♥ ♥ Lil Synful Breeze ♥ FuFinestLvlr ♥@ fubar ♥¿ÐÃBRÂT¿.! ♥¿ÐÃBRÂT¿.!~~ Fubars Finest Levelers~~~@ fubar DJ Superman DJ Superman ~Owner Planet X~Head DJ @ Fantasy Radio@ fubar GnbRebel GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's & Assistant Manager Of The Zodiac Bombers@ fubar If you would like to be added to this bulletin or blog just contact me(Juniper) and I will gladly add ya! :o)

I Took It So I Had To Post It
Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

I Laugh At The Past Hahahahaha
ok so where do i start as i sit here with a big ass smile on my face cause iam pretty amused right now about what iam going to write just jamming out to lady gaga's just dance. so u know who u are lmao and i think this hole fucking thing is funny as hell cause u got what was comeing to u and now it happing to u and what did i say in my last blog about u i siad that u wouldn't have me to run to when it all falls apart for u and what do u do? u go and try to message me about some shit that u need a friend news flash buddy IAM NOT YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE U FUCKED IT ALL UP MEBER LMAO. I told u to never talk to me again after we broke up wow u fucking listin so well or your just that damm dumb thinking u can just come back in to my life and pick up where we left off like u never did any thing wrong, WOW WHERE U SOOOOOOOOO FUCKING WRONG I MEAN WHAT I SAY AND I SAY WHAT I MEAN GOT IT AND I TOLD U BEFORE ANY THING EVER WENT WRONG WITH US WHEN WE WHERE STILL AT A GOOD POINT I SAT U DOWN AND TALKED

Fun Questionaire
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

Survey Says
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

12.05.08 - Kanye West - Amazing (off 808 And Heartbreak)
SONG VERSION BELOW Amazing - Kanye West Feat. Young Jeezy LYRICS BELOW verse 1: its amazing im the reason everybody fired up this evening im exhausted barely breathing holding on to what i believe in chorus: no matter what youll never take that from me my reign is as far as your eyes can see... its amzing so amazing, so amazing so amazing, its amazing so amazing, so amazing so amazing, its amazing verse 2: im a monster im a killer i know im wrong im a problem that will never ever be solved chorus: no matter what youll never take that from me my reign is as far as your eyes can see... its amzing so amazing, so amazing so amazing, its amazing so amazing, so amazing so amazing, its amazing verse 3: im a monster im a maven i know this world is changing never gave in never gave up im the only thing that im afraid of chorus: no matter what youll never take that from me my reign is as far as your eyes can see... its amzing so amazing,

197k And 46 To Level 2 Of Our Own And 1 Of Our Own Is 500k From Godfathering!!
StarShine has 274 pics and 3 stash...Lets all hit her up and get her closer if not fully leveled!! Moon has 250 pics and 30 stash...Lets get her leveled!!! Superman is only 500k from godfathering!!! He has 441 pics and 26 stash...Lets get him to that level!!! ~♥StarShine♥~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~@ fubar Moonlucidreamer-Member FubarsFinestLevelers@ fubar DJ Superman ~Owner Planet X~Head DJ @ Fantasy Radio@ fubar

I've Had Enough!!!
Seriously, I ♥ you people n stuff... BUT, HOW THE HELL DO I TURN OFF YOUR TUNES!!! THIS AUTOMATIC PLAY SHIT IS FUCKIN' UP MY ENYA DAMMIT!!! phew... *needed that vent* please tell me how to turn it off though k? Thanks!

Becoming Free To Be Me
I traveled back along my path and found a lonely child,That did not laugh. How could it be that she still existed? OR that she remain ed upon my path? Surely i had cast her free many years ago:but no. i had simply walked on with out her, smiling and laughing. singing and dancing, sure i was safe from her agony. What could i do with this unwanted one, this child that held my guilt and shame, ugly one that could never do right. I blamed her parents,friends,and foe alike, IT was they created all her pain. T here she waited upon my path. knowing one day i must retun. I looked into her pinched unhappy face, her eyes brim full of tears. "I DIDNT DO", i declared. "It was all the other" I proclaimed! softy she spoke directly to my heart. "no, its you who hurt me most, For the others it was planned, It was you who rejected me and i was helpless Against your hate, so here i have remained." "Dear Lord" I cried, "I would not do this

Survey Me
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

Vote For Art
please go to http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=725319_25769184&pid=1566985&scid=386& and vote for the pic, leave a five star rank and leave a comment be sure to say that i sent you for Brandi lynne.

Fetish Auction
Im up for Auction again in the Kinky Fetish auction!! What a better present for xmas then a Bala under your tree :D Here is the link come buy me!! My offerings are Fu- Bucks bids - Your name added to my name *owned by* - Rate all pictues and stash during happy hour - SFW salute - My yahoo screen name - Access to all NSFW pics - 2 tricked out pictues for you done in photoshop - A Drinks once a week Real money bids (vip, blast) i will add - NSFW salute - Photo shoot for my owner - Private webcam viewing - A Thank you bully and blog entry in your honor - Add as top family for a month - Your name added to my display pic *owned by*

Fun Fun
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

You Really Should.....
LOL so this is my 2nd snapvine after attempts from others to send one on my page right now isnt working for some odd reason :P This one is apparently doing what it should be doing so leave me a lil sugar....IF YOU'RE NOT SCARED AND HAVE SOMETHING INTERSTING TO SAY OTHER THAN "hi" *LOL* CHEERZ~*B*

Social Reflection
People everywhere are trying make a living and stay out the poor house. Though the times a tough we are becoming creative in maintaining our living status by whatever means accessible or effective. I think America is evading some important issues which are related to character. I do not consider myself an expert in self evaluation but I am aware of the need for it. The financial issues that plague society is stem from bad money management not to mention the difficulties of acquiring financial independence. Those influential individuals who change or manipulate society through principals and or laws. People do work hard to make money but like I heard before it is better to work smart. I think some solutions or maybe I should say relief is networking or put in plain terms we need to start trusting others which is community involvement to me. This theory may sound idiotic but who can we trust now a days and where are we gonna get help from that we can trust. I ask can we get help, yes if

Personal Update.
well. it has been since July 17th 2008, that my mom was taken away from me. every part of me was broken. I pushed everyone away, and remained distant...and it was the month before that...my brother was supposed to get married, to one of my dear best friends, but because they seen the pain that both my daughter, as well as myself were going through...they understood. They so kindly pushed their wedding day until this month, on behalf of my being the maid of honor, as well as the wedding cordinator. I never realized how much life was to be appreciated, until I met a few people...and learned things the right way. I can't pretend. I can't stay still. I have a beautiful seven year old daughter to think about, and to cherish. to love, and adore. She will always be put before any man, despite what others' may or may not think. I could honestly care less. I live for myself, and my family, and by God...that is enough. It has been the hardest time of my life, going through Han's birthday party,

Art Contest Photo [[to View Nsfw]]
*** this goes until february 4th, 2009 *** Ok so one of my good friends is in an Art Scholarship contest for $1000. She went into first place last night after some voting.. but everyone can vote every 8 hours. Well i want to make sure she stays in first and has a tonnnnn of votes! So to see you for one day, need to vote and you need to get AT LEAST 10 other people to vote.. & they need to leave a 5 star comment on there saying its good or wow or something but also have your name in it saying "your name" sent me or something. OR they can message me BUT ill ask them questions to make sure they went there. [[[for every 10 people you get another day: so 10 = 1 20 = 2 days 30 = 3 days etc... ]]] Here is the link: http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=725319_25769184&pid=1566985&scid=386&

A Questionaire (all In Good Fun)
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me:

My Personality And How It Affects My Love Life
How does your personality affect your love life? This is how my personality affects my love life... With the strong degree of self-confidence that i possess, it’s no surprise that i get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, i shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially.my social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety my romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that i have for myself could potentially frustrate my partner. Being in a relationship with someone who enjoys going out to parties and staying-up late at night might be fun, at least initially; yet it’s likely that i will find this tiring over time. so it might be easier and more satisfying for me to develop a long-lasting relationship with a person who also enjoys spending time at home and de

You And I... Questionaire....
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

Perfectly
I like who I am But I guess you don"t I think that I can But you think I won't Amount to anything at all If you love me, You sure show it strange Is there anything that you would want to change? I can't be your paper doll. Chorus: I wanna be perfect, But I'm me I wanna be flawless, But you see Every little crack Every chip, Every dent Every little mistake, I wanna be perfect Just like you, But there's only so much that a girl can do When I look in the mirror, It makes sense to me, Perfectly Perfectly I like worn out shoes You like high heels, and fantasies But I'm what's real I guess you could say The shoe don't fit Maybe I'm from Venus You're from mars My imperfections are what they are I guess one of us must deal, with it Chorus: I wanna be perfect, But I'm me I wanna be flawless, But you see Every little crack, Every chip, Every dent, Every little mistake, yeah I wanna be perfect, Just like you But there's only so much, That a

Naughty Blog, Just For Fun! Ty Jeepy!
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me

Since I Said I Would Repost It :) Please Fill Out And Send Back :)
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me.

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Bill Burr In For Jim Norton, Joe Derosa, New O&a Animation, New Jim Norton Video, Interns Needed, Re-make 'pendulum
Listen to Today's WORST-OF OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Thank God it's Friggin' Friday. Am I right? Who wants to get drunk and take a dump in a mall fountain? For this week-ending edition of the Opie and Anthony Firsta, our buddy Bill Burr, who is at Caroline's Comedy Club in New York City tonight through Sunday, will be filling in for the infirmed Jim Norton. Well ok, Jimmy's not sick. He's doing a gig... it was so tempting to go for an AIDS joke though. We're also bringing back Bill Burr's partner-in-crime (for his Saturday Night Virus show 'Uninformed') Joe DeRosa to hang with the crew today. As we mentioned, Jim Norton is headed to Falls Church, Virginia tonight to entertain the masses, but he also has a ton of shows coming up. Visit Jim's Myspace Page for a full list of his upcoming dates. GET JIM NORTON TICKETS ONLINE NOW! (as long as we're on the subject of Mr. Norton) Jim Norton in 'Zack and Miri Make a Porno' - Video online:

A Cute Poem For A Cute Boy
You lit up my world with a "Hi" That is something that took me by surprise A woman like me should never fall so easily Especially to a cute boy like you You don't know what you've done to me Driving my quiet life insane A blink of an eye And I'm yours totally When I'm with you My days is filled with smiles Ever step taken is painted with love I feel I'm the luckiest girl alive You've given me a life That I could only dream about And a dream has come true All because of you I could talk all day About this love But, this poem might get too long To read So I'll end by the line I always whisper in your ears "Thank you for the sunshine you've given to me"

Caa #60
One of my angels went to ER last night with chest pains. Lets us pray that she is okay and we can see her bright shining face back here and that she is okay. Angel prayers, strength and healing to you Gina! We all love you! Doc

I Have A Request
I am plannin my second trip to Joyobaj. I will leave here Feb 3rd and shall return Feb 26th. I wanna send post cards again and I need your mailing address. Your prolly thinkin hell no I am not givin ya my address you come and stalk me or something... well I can assure you. I won't ask jeannie... I've had her address for ages now and she is prolly wonderin where the hell I am already and why haven't I been stalkin her!!! lol jk.. I was oringally tryin to go back down there when they were gonna have the dedication ceremony of the school but they are running a lil behind schedule. A lil I mean about 5 months or so. Unfortunately i can't wait till then to go because i will have already started a big project here. So i chose the month of Feb to go back while there are some volunteers there for 2 weeks. See if we can't get them a lil bit back on track. On a side trip I am gonna try to go to Belize.. pick mango's and live like a pirate for a few dayz. see what kinda booty i can scrounge up to

The First Disability Lounge For Family And Friends
Hey Guys It Would Be Greatly Appreciated If you can come to The Lounge Below & Join Help Us Out and Win Some Fubucks every week and Even Get Fubucks for every New Member We Get. I will Be taking over The Lounge until Tuesday When The Owner will be back online and hopefully Feeling Better. So For us and Him Please Join and Listen To the Tunes. Sincerly, Chris Aka ~*~DJ Fèî$†ý§wèè†Mºm~*~

Pissed Off!!!!!
wtf?! do you have to show "naughty" pics where you expose all to everybody and have to have cybersex just to be able to talk to ppl of the opposite sex!?! I swear some guys just piss me totally off!!!!They'll call ya a slut if u show n do that and then if ya don't, can't get them to talk to ya! I don't want something that's not 'real' and don't want all the perverts viewing certain pics of me, and I have more self worth than to post totally naked pics of myself online!! I give up........fuck em!

Now Open
"> All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AUCTION NOW OPEN..! AUCTION WILL RUN THROUGH DECEMBER 18TH ,2008 AND WILL CLOSE AT MIDNIGHT EST ™JÁÐÊ™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE*~@ fubar

Wtf..its The Net
I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THEY ARE GONNA DELETE THEIR ACCOUNT BECAUSE THEY CANT HAVE THEIR WAY OR BECAUSE THEY CANT HANDLE THE FU DRAMA.I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT THEY ARE WANTING THE ATTENTION FOR THEMSELVES AND WANTING PEOPLE TO PAY THEM MORE ATTENTION OR BEG THEM TO STAY. ITS THE NET BLOCK THE DRAMA AND MOVE ON.IF YOU CANT HANDLE DRAMA IN YOUR LIFE.THEN YOUR LIFE WILL BE SHORT LIVED.FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

Broken
Hey guys, Yes, I am still broken. They took xrays yesterday and put the cast right back on, but....... The cast now, only goes to top of my leg. YAH, YAH, YAH Finally my pussy is accessible. Don't know if anyone wants to rape and torture a crip but at least it can be seen. My doctor asked why I won't take pain killers. He was speechless when I told him, "if I can't have dick forced in my holes at least I can enjoy the pain ripping through my body. The pain is really down. The dull acke and some smart pain really really make me go mmmmmmmmm. I LOVE PAIN, IT IS SO FUCKING AMAZING. I HATE CAST. luv u Tara

Bathing With Crocks...please Take More Then A Chicken With You...
Evil Spirits…Sometimes are not as evil as those who say you may have evil spirits. Case in Point: Locals will not always give you the correct information. 16 players for a soccer team called Midland Portland Cement, who were in Zimbabwe for a match in October, were told that a swim in the Zambezi River is a traditional ritual that would cleanse the team of evil spirits. However, only 15 players made it back, as there are crocodiles in the Zambezi...First off why would a team with Cement as part of their name attempt a swim? Was this a Zimbabwe Mafia hit? Hundreds of visitors a day visit the Muslim shrine of Khan Jahan Ali in Bangladesh, where they bathe in a pond to wash away evil spirits and feed chickens to crocodiles to bring good fortune. "Normally, the crocodiles are very friendly," said a local police officer, but in August, Mr. Rubel Sheikh was eaten while washing away his evil spirits. Ok this has so much wrong with it…for starters how does the Crock’s know when the food sup

Well I Aint The Best......i Aint The Worst...
Well i aint the best......I aint the worst...A bit shy and kinda a workaholic,Drink to much, smoke to much, like to dance with a pretty girl, play poker, Seems Like i'm good for bout five years of good lovin and Pornstar sex and then things seem to go to hell. So if your lookin for some trouble come on my way!!!

So????
Your Name: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. Lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

A Safer 2009
Just a word to the people out there in todays world. People dont under stand what it is like to be there, after, cleaning up. People think that speeding, over taking over double white lines, tail gating, drink driving, jumping off a bridge coz life sucks, running around the streets with weapons, drink driving and all the other stupid things that put others at danger, "Im not going to get hurt, its not going to happen to me"... But believe me that is just the beginning. Before you do anything stupid, just think to yourself, 1)is it my body they are going to have to remove 2)Can I live with the thought that I killed some one because of stupid actions.3)How would family and friends cope trying to identify your body. There is nothing worse than seeing a body mangled inside a car, lifeless, some one who has not done anything wrong, some one who was killed because of YOUR actions. Body parts here there and every where,a skull,crushed so badly that half your brain is on the windscreen

Temptations..........
temptations begins by capturing your attention. What gets your attention arouses your emotions. Then your emotions activate your behaviors and you act on what you felt. The more you focus on "I dont want to do this" the stronger it draws you into its web...

Love 3
When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world full of love that will last. I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even

Mazurka Bars
Ingredients Cookie: 2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon fine salt 1 cup unsalted butter, soft, but still cool 1 cup sugar 1 large egg 1 1/2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract Fruit: 4 teaspoons cornstarch 4 teaspoons sugar 1 cup orange juice 1/2 cup dried apricots, diced 1/2 cup dried dates, quartered 1/2 cup dried cherries, each halved 1/2 cup dark or golden raisins 3 tablespoons candied orange peel, diced 1/2 cup raw peeled pistachios Finely grated zest of 1/2 lemon Directions Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Coat a 9 by 13-inch baking pan with butter or nonstick spray. Line the bottom of the pan with parchment paper. For the cookie: Whisk the flour, baking powder and salt in a bowl. Beat the butter and sugar in a large bowl, with an electric mixer, at medium-high speed until creamy, about 2 minutes. Scrape down the sides and add the egg and vanilla extract. Beat well, and then scrape down the sides.

Love 2
I Imagine creating pleasure Together till daybreak It starts with a thought In the dreams we partake Share with mutual desires Where passions blend Using our imaginations Nights together we spend As firelight sets the mood With a dreamy design Romance we embrace With candlelight and wine As the embers burn bright Desire stirs the heat With inhibitions shed Its within dreams we meet

Life... My Life
I've been thinking here lately... about a few things. I just ask that you be respectful if you choose to post any comments. The Holiday season is here, we all want to spend time with family, and loved ones. About this time last year, i posted a note about spending time with family, and how fortunate we are to get that luxury, while hundreds of thousands, if not millions of our troops are on the seas or overseas, in foreign countries and waters with out that luxury. We need not to forget about them. Don't worry, i'm not going to ask you to give or send anything to them, but just remember them, and cherish the time you have with your family. Another thing on my mind, is that it's been half a year since my horrible end of my once beautiful relationship. I had chosen to remain single due to the fact that i have not been able to allow myself to trust females in a relationship. (no offense to any females that may read this) It's just been really hard because i put more than i had, and

Peanut Butter Pie
Ingredients: 1 cup Creamy Peanut Butter, plus 2 tablespoons, divided 1 (8 oz.) package cream cheese, softened 1/2 cup sugar 1 (12 oz.) container (4 1/2 cups) frozen whipped topping, thawed and divided 1 prepared chocolate pie crust 1 (11.75 oz.) jar Hot Fudge Spoonable Ice Cream Topping, divided Directions: 1. BEAT together 1 cup peanut butter, cream cheese and sugar in large bowl with an electric mixer on medium, until well combined. Gently mix in 3 cups whipped topping until thoroughly combined. Spoon mixture into pie shell. Using a spatula, smooth mixture to edges of pie. 2. RESERVE 2 tablespoons of hot fudge topping into the corner of a resealable food storage bag; set aside. Microwave remaining topping on HIGH (100% power) for 1 minute. Stir. Spread topping over pie, covering entire peanut butter layer. Refrigerate until set. Spread remaining whipped topping (1 1/2 cups), over hot fudge layer, being careful not to mix the two layers. 3. CUT a small corn

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A White Rose
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

Love
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these six words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Love You."

Be The One To Let Them Know...
Do you realise those we long for might be longing for us too But pride steps in the way and we lose special people. If you miss some one think about they might miss you too When we think of some one maybe it was them that were thinking of us? Some how your minds connected in the ether and brought a memory forward. And yet we hesitate to pick up the phone or drop in and say hello For fear of rejection we reject an opportunity to rekindle past friendships. Never allowing them a second chance because we feel they just don’t want to call us. My challenge to you today is to Make contact with that special some one That you are thinking of now as you read this post.

Club Mystic Member List
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I Dont Know What To Think
Whats the point of writing a blog if no one is here to see it? I'm pretty tired of this. Im pretty tired of people trying to buy me, then getting mad that i tell them i dont want to be bought. Im pretty tired of here. Where i live. Im tired of me, im tired of bitches with 6 lbs of make up. I'm tired & im only 24, is this all? Im tired. just leave me alone. even that im tired of.

A History Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this----if he can Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1860 John F, Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1960 Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860 John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960 Both were particularly concerned with civil rights Both wives lost their first baby while living in the White House Both Presidents were shot on a Friday Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln Both were assassinated by Southerners Both were succeed by Southerners named Johnson Andrew Johnson who succeeded Lincoln was born in 1808 Lyndon Johnson who succeeded Kennedy was born in 1908 John Wilkes Booth who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839 Lee Harvey Oswald who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939 Both assassins were known by their three names Both names are composed of fifteen letters Now hang on to your sea

You And I!! Be Creative If U May And Roll The Dice Hehe!!
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me?

Loe's New Address
Here is my brothers new address. He's waiting on those letters. What 'cha waitin on??!! Lawrence Awoniyi #09434-027 Unit Alex Federal Correctional Institution BOX 1000 Morganstown, West Virginia 26507-1000 He sends his love.

Gentlemen Please Take The Following Test
Male Sex Test 1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred to as: a) lovemaking b) screwing c) the pigskin bus pulling into tuna town 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: a) your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship b) your blood-test results c) five tequila slammers 3. You time your orgasm so that: a) your partner climaxes first b) you both climax simultaneously c) you don't miss SportsCenter 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: a) healthy, creative love-play b) not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would ever agree to c) not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend need ever find out about 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: a) the best part of the experience b) the second best part of the experience c) $100 extra 6. Your girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in weight in the last month. You

Would U...?
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Little Sister, Big Sister
Today is my sister's 40th Birthday. :D She is 1 year & 3 days older than me, but because I was a bit taller and louder, while she was shy and stayed out of trouble, many people assumed I was the older one. I went in the Army and was having such a good time in Germany, that she thought maybe it would be a good idea for her too. So she joined up a year later, and got to sent to Turkey, Somalia, and Kuwait. :P We're really a lot alike, if the two of us are together, no one can stand being around us. lol. What would you say to a 39 year old woman, sitting on the floor, with a spray bottle filled with water, singing gangster rap to a cat that's trapped in the corner being squirted by her? If you said "I'd tell her to stand up and act her age" then you are like everyone else. But if you said "I get the broom and help her torment the poor creature" then yeah, you're one of us. lol. Happy Birthday big sis :)

I'm Getting Tired Of That
I'm sure you guys have seen the picture of the shower, with the word 'me' in it its starting to piss me off i mean, now, when i see an album called "me in the shower" with one picture in the album, i know what picture is gonna be in the album, so i dont look at it, but like, the jokes been used far too many times, enough is enough its getting annoying now

New Pics Up, But With A Catch
WHat's everybody, this SPan Rican I just posted new pics that feature yours truly with my family from Spain at my cousin's wedding to check out. Its under My Cousin Wedding in Spain (Family Only)-Bling Me, to have access. That's right there's a catch, if you are under my family list, you're good. And you could go ahead & rate them, but you are under my friends list but not family list, here's the deal. Any member who's in my friends list, but in my family list, send me a bling, any bling, and I will add you on to the family list so you can go check em out & rate those pics. So, what are you waiting for. Go ahead & checke em out. Welcome to the Span Rican Zone!

Answer Me This
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Here I Go!
So, after getting the run-around by several companies, I've finally gotten the funds needed to go back to school! Starting Jan. 5, I will be attending Western Culinary Institute in Portland, Oregon to become a full-fledged Chef. Granted, I've been co0oking for about 20 years, so it's not a career change, more an upgrade. Yea for me!!!!

Stolen From Tawnya
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Stolen! Do Meeeee
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Rambling"my Whirlwind Emotions
MY DARK WHIRLWIND EMOTION" I have a hard time sleeping at night, and sleepless nights drives me crazy . It made me think of so many things, past , present, future…memories, good and bad, beautiful, and ugly ,people who had been part of my life, unfulfilled dreams, visions for the future, my hopes and dreams ,things that I passed through, and possible things that may happen, trials that may come……ahhhhh! People that I care and love much,my family, my kids , my family back home and friends,all the people that I know, and shared some memories, oh, my kids how there were born, how they made me happy, how they made me cry and tired, and my husband, whom I know for 19 years,were so close yet were so far ,seems were miles apart, or maybe its me who is far, my strange , cold feelings, that lost of love and passion, that has invaded for years. it was the least expected things, but it strangely happened, it was so beautiful when I was falling in love, but oh, how ugly it is when one is f

Top 20 Of 2008
soooooo being it almost the end of 2008, i'm deciding to go ahead and put up my list of top 20 albums for the year. thankfully i've actually heard 20 different albums this year. hahahaha. enjoy. 1. Meshuggah - ObZen 2. Intronaut- Prehistoricisms 3. Cavalera Conspiracy- Inflikted 4. Hank Williams 3- Damn Right Rebel Proud 5. Gojira - The Way of All Flesh 6. Mindless Self Indulgence - If 7. Flogging Molly - Float 8. Testament - The Formation of Damnation 9. Misery Signals - Controler 10. The Haunted - Versus 11. Melvins - Nude with Boots 12. From a Second Story Window - Conversations 13. Opeth - Watershed 14. Soulfly - Conquer 15. Unearth - The March 16. Scars on Broadway - Scars on Broadway 17. 36 Crazyfists - The Tide and it's Takers 18. In This Moment - The Dream 19. Trivium - Shogun 20. Slipknot - All Hope Is Gone

What They Didn't Say
7:15pm is when I and another co-worker clocked out friday night (11.28.08) we walked out to our cars (david was there he wanted to check out some of the sale at sears before I got off work) we conversatied for a little while then my co-worker drove home me and david drove over to the fred meyer on burlington blvd. we parked our veichles me in the big balck beauty and him in the sub. we locked both and walked into the store proceeded to get a few small needed items and in 15 minutes we were out in walking to the vehicles, well he unlocked his door and I opened the passanger said so killer could ride home with me, no killer, the vehicle was all a mess, he first realized the stereo was gone, then he opened the back to put in there what we had bought at fred meyer and realized the x-mas gift from earlier in the day were gone, while he went in the store to find someone to help i screamed killer's names and ran aroudn the parking lot for 4 minutes thinking he had to have gotten out, I made m

Photos.......
Why cant people take respectable pics of themselves????? I am so shocked and appalled at all the trashy pics some women have up, makes me ashamed to be a woman. I am a firm believer in if you have it flaunt it, however there is a line between flaunt it and being trashy. I also want to know what in the world is wrong with people? Wh doesnt anyone smile anymore? Is life that bad?

Onestone
The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian who had only one testicle and whose given name was 'Onestone'. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said,' If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!' The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, 'Good morning, Onestone.' He jumped up, g rabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until A woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away. Yellow Bird , who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone. She hugged him and said, 'Good

Stolen From Cant Sleep/moet
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Stolen From Moet
Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Dream When I Die
Days continue to pass me by As I sleep the hours away In any bed I can find And the pattern doesnt cease I wake up and I feel like weaping For another day has passed me by I feel that sleep is a waste of life My body may be weak But it can still stand the test of time No matter how broken my body feels Or brittle my mind may be I wish sleep would wait until I die There is a whole life ahead of me But in the days I lose to sleep It feels as if I skipped a century While all my friends and family sleep I am awake and alone with only thoughts And then back to sleep I go While the world wakes up outside I feel that sleep is a waste of life My body may be weak But it can still stand the test of time No matter how broken my body feels Or brittle my mind may be I wish sleep would wait until I die Dreams may be good for what we cannot have My desire is my life within my grasp And even if I won't see it all With my eyes open I will get what I can D

3 Buddies
Three buddies die in a car crash, and they find themselves at the pearly gates. They are all asked, "When you are in your casket and friends and family are mourning upon you, what would you like to hear them say about you? The first guy says, "I would like to hear them say that I was the greatest doctor of my time, and a great family man." The second guy says, "I would like to hear that I was a wonderful husband and school teacher who made a huge difference in our children of tomorrow." The last guy replies, "I would like to hear them say... LOOK!!! HE'S MOVING!!!!!"

Wanna Bet?
A young man at this construction site was bragging that he could outdo anyone based on his strength. He especially made fun of one of the older workman. After several minutes, the older worker had enough. "Why don't you put your money where you mouth is?" he said. "I'll bet a week's wages that I can haul something in a wheelbarrow over to the other building that you won't be able to wheel back." "You're on, old man," the young man replied. "Let's see what you've got." The old man reached out and grabbed the wheelbarrow by the handles. Then nodding to the young man, he said with a smile, "All right. Get in."

My Pet Peeves
This is all about things that piss me the fuck off! Anyone over the age of 10 who wears a baseball cap! If you’re not a baseball player take it the fuck off, anyone who wears a cowboy hat, unless you can ride and rope, off it goes. What is with these ass clowns wearing cowboy boots! The closes these fucktards have ever been to a cow is the fucking drive thru of McDonalds, wear real shoes moron. These yuppie cocksuckers wearing Fedoras, those went out with the 40’s, just because some boy band fag wore one during his fifthteen minutes of fame don’t mean you should, lose it loser. Idiots who think they are cool because they have a Harley Davidson motorcycle, get over yourself it’s a piece of crap bike, beside its not a replacement for the little cock you have. God Damn it I get pissed!!! And these cigar smoking assholes, don’t they realize all they are doing is sucking on a big brown dick, yea you look so important with it in your month, NOT!!! And I swear to god these ass clowns on their

12-4-08
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u

9-18-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** I did my first full set of reps with the exercises the physical therapist gave me last night. That was hell. I took a nice hot shower afterward, thinking that would help ease the muscles and joints… and even remembered to take Advil before going to sleep too. I think I got a total of MAYBE 1 hour of sleep. I was in a lot of pain. This is definitely going to be a LONG road to getting back to semi-normal.

9-16-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** Today was my first physical therapy (PT) appointment. I’m not in as much pain as I expected (yet), but I still need to make it through the night. That’s my worst time anyway. After spending some time with my therapist, it boiled down to the following: those that have similar “injury” or condition usually end up having to have surgery. I will never fully recover. I will probably have to do therapy off and on for the rest of my life or end up having surgery. So I’m working on accepting what I found out today. It’s been a long informational day.

6 Truths Of Life
1. You cannot touch all your top teeth with your tongue. 2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it. 3. And discover that The first truth is a lie. 4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot. 5. You soon will forward this to another idiot. 6. There's still a stupid smile on your face. I apologize about this . I'm an idiot and I needed company.

9-10-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** Ok, just got home from the orthopedic specialist. Once again, I have managed to stump the drs. Dr isn’t sure why it’s a problem, BUT apparently the tendons in my shoulder have all stretched out and that’s why my arm keeps falling out of socket. Dr doesn’t want to do surgery at this point because the cons outweigh the pros. At this point, I am going to have to start physical therapy twice a week for at least 4 weeks and go from there. Hopefully, this will help. Dr is hoping that the PT will strengthen the muscles enough to compensate for the stretched out tendons. Wish me luck, because I REALLY REALLY don’t want to have surgery! I’ll keep you all updated on everything. Thanks for all your support.

8-22-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!!

Why?!?
Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'lisp'? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they 'slept like a baby' when babies wake up every two hours? Why is the word abbreviation so long? Are there specially reserved parking spaces for 'normal' people at the Special Olympics? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Did you ever stop a

8-14-08
**these are older blog posts, but putting them up for those who aren't already aware of what's been happening** For those who don't already know, I went to the dr just about 2 and a half weeks ago for a new patient exam with my new dr. He decided to run a bunch of bloodwork and do some xrays to have his own full set of records. Well, a full set of back xrays and 7 (YES SEVEN) vials of blood later, I went home. On Monday of this week, I went in to get the results of all those tests... So here's the rundown... Thyroid / Metabolism - Normal. White Blood Cell count - Normal. Blood Sugar - Normal. Cholesterol - Slightly elevated, but nothing that a little getting out and moving around won't fix. Slightly anemic - guess I need to take vitamins again LOL! Arthritis test was positive, duh, I've known that for damn near 14 years now. X-rays show NO damage in my spine from the arthritis though, so that's a good thing. The most disturbing part was this last part... Apparently the dr found it n

Forrest Gump
The day finally arrived. Forrest Gump dies and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed, and Forrest approaches the gatekeeper. St. Peter said, 'Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it before you can get into Heaven.' Forrest responds, 'It sure is good to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me about any entrance exam. I sure hope that the test ain't too hard. Life was a big enough test as it was.' St. Peter continued, 'Yes, I know Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week begin with the letter T? Second: How many seconds are there in a year? Third: What is God's first name?' Forrest leaves

New Update... Lots To Read, Sorry.
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk (especially u

Funny Thoughts To Ponder
Why doesn't McDonald's sell hotdogs? At a movie theater which arm rest is yours? What is Satan's last name? Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Where does the toetag go on a dead person if they don't have toes? If your driving a federal owned car, and you run a stop sign, is it considered a felony? Why is there a disclaimer on the Allstate Auto Insurance commercials that says "Not available in all states"? If you dug a hole through the center of the earth,and jumped in, would you stay at the center because of gravity? If a person dies and then springs back to life, do they get their money back for the coffin? If you are asked to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth and your the main witness, what if you say "no"? Do they bury people with their braces on? How far east can you go before you're heading west? How does a Real Estate company sell its office without causing confusion? Do dentists go to other d

Stolen From Sho
our Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 20. One thing that you would like to do to me if you were alone with me?

Hospital
WELL TONIGHT I WENT TO THE HOSPITAL CUZ I WAS IN ALOT OF PAIN....I HAVE BEEN GETTING SHOTS IN MY BACK TO HELP EASE THE PAIN....WELL MONDAY I GOT A SHOT ON MY NERVE ENDINGS COMING OUT OF MY SPINE AND THE SHOT DIDN'T HELP AT ALL....MY LEGS FEEL REALLY TIGHT AND HURT REALLY BAD....WELL IT LOOKS LIKE I JUST MIGHT CONSIDER THE SURGERY AFTER ALL IF THE SHOTS ARENT GOING TO HELP ME.

The Constitution
Here's what's up people (though i don't know how many of you even read this) I'm going to be posting the ammendments in order. maybe it'll help clear the chaos that is this country. I will also attempt to explain the meaning of each, if i can. Ammendment 1 Congress shall make NO LAW respecting an establishment of religion, or PROHIBITING the practice thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press, or the right of the people to PEACEABLY assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievences. ok, a lot of people misinterpret that first part. What it means is that the government cannot establish a state religion. it does NOT mean that the government can stifle any sort of religious activity, which is what the next part says. Putting a nativity scene in fromt of a court house does NOT in any way infringe on the rights of non-christians. It is simply the practice of this first right. It is also the practice of the second part, the freedom of speech. If a

Sent To Me By Dragonslayer
I think the hardest thing or part about being a part of your life is all the sharing involed.As bad as I'd like to have even 10 mins of uninterrupted time is a big thing to ask for and not because your not willing to give it but because there are so many people in your life wanting that exact same thing and your so willing to give every min of your life to others not ever thinking what about me.The more I know about you the more I understand that to have you is to know what it's like not to have you at all.You gotta know that at some point you will have no more time to give or pick priorities and stick to em.Your a giver and that is just you and to give all you have to give is your way of life,I know people that know this find it easy to take advantage of you because you don't question people's loyolties you just do.Your the poster girl for "ONE IN A MILLION" and it's a privledge to call you my friend.I love you girl

Much Holiday Clown Love
Juggalos, you may have nothing. You may be cold, you may be hungry, but you will always have love. And love no matter how big or small is something to be thankful for. This holidays be warm, be safe, be full of life so much that your cup runneth over. If you know of a Juggalo spending the holidays by themselves and you can fit them at your dinner table, on your couch, on your floor, please do. If you know of a Juggalo who has nothing and all you can warm their cold hands with is a warm cup of hot chocolate, then warm your own soul with the blessings of love and be thankful.

Stepping Up To The Plate
I have seen too many a Juggalo, just merely existing. No creativeness, No motivation, No want or desire to push forward on anything. If that is what you want to do that's fine but there is always the option of taking control of your destiny and being something. Don't just exist but be.....BE. Be the one that people can count on. Be the one that ninjas can turn to. Be the one who always shows up on time. Make the conscious effort to become better than what you are. Step forth to the plate and give it your all so that you can become better than what you will ever become. Juggalos, we have the potential to become a greater nation than what we are. We have the opportunity to prove to the Mainstream that diverse cultures and faiths can co-exist together peacefully and in harmony. We have the opportunity to give the scrub and the leper a voice. We need only to grasp that opportunity and hold onto like the jaws of a great white shark. We need to establish ourselves and invent

Not Worth A Dayum
okay....i am not one to talk about how i feel and shit like that but i am gonna give this a whirl since i dunno what else to do. i play pool 2 nights a week. i havent played on a league in 5 yrs.....i am a lil....ehhh...alot rusty. well tonight i was told that my handicap( how well i play) had dropped from a 2 to a 1. to me that means i suck ass daily. i come from a family that has played pool and been a 5 or higher. WTF am i doing wrong???? the captain of the team said that me dropping down is a great thing and in no time i will go back up cuz i will win.......HAHAHAHAHAHA.....yea right. if he said it is great i am a 1 (which sucks)....does that mean he thinks its great that i play like shit???? am i wrong for thinking this???? then i get the guys on the team saying i need help and i will get better. I AM ALL FOR THAT. there is just one catch there. i have asked the captain of the team to help me, i have asked my parents to help me and a friend that also plays the game i

Tired
i spend alot of time working these days i am very tired and need to get a break from it but its no where in my immediate future i can see that but i do what i do end of it there ......i love/hate my job done it one form or another most of my life.i do it because thats just what i do if you are interesed see my trucks and daddy dawg photos.guys like me are the reason you have your necessities .....you know us as public utillities

New Profile..pls Add
THE BBW LOVERS NEW PROFILE In order to become a member of the family,you must R/F/A all family members. In friends request state "Joining BBW LOVERS" if you are already friends with someone leave a comment stating the same.Blank request's will not be accepted! If a member has their profile set to private,pass them up.After you become a member they will R/F/A you! You will encounter problems with the bouncer,while trying to add everyone. Just remember to change things up when he appears! Example: Joining THE BBW LOVERS...(3 dots on the end) Bouncer shows up-enter his code Joining THE BBW LOVERS..(2 dots) Everytime he appears add or remove dots! Now let's begin! THE BBW LOVERS@ fubar ~Firerose~PegasusProject~RR~Bartender@NeonMoonSaloon@ fubar TLC BETTER KNOWN AS TINKERTLC!!!!!@ fubar ? Be@uTiFuL DiS@StEr ?@ fubar ???Lucretia??? Proudly FuOwned by SixtyNineMunch@ fubar shortnrealsweetbbw@ fubar ~Mommy 2 be~Hot&Fluffy ~SBG~Shadow Levelers ~ Go

Ppl Are Stupid
all this over me fubuying some one the name has been changed to protect the thinking impared! ASSCLOWN...: get off my bitches brother ur looken 4 a beat down ASSCLOWN...: suck my asshole fag, what comes around goes around ASSCLOWN...: LMFAO I ONLY NEED ONE PROFILE YOU POLE SMOKEN CUM CATCHER Why cant people grow up!

This Is How It Should Be..
Hey Jayz. My name is Christa and I live in Saint Cloud, Florida too. I read your profile and I think that I am EXACTLY what you are looking for. Let's skip the online chatting and get right to the girlfriend part. I don't have time to play games. If i see somethig that I like, I go for it baby. Sorry if i am coming on to strong,hell,I don't even know you but I want to get to know you, all of you, every one of your nooks and crannies(if you know what I mean). So, if your for real about this relationship (girlfriend) thing, let's meet tonight. Your house, your bedroom and let's get this party started. I fell in love with you as soon as I saw your pic and read your profile. You are a very sexy man and I am getting very horney just writing this message to you. I am your dream girl so your gonna just have to deal with that. There is no one out there that's a better fit for you than me, so deal with it home fry. We may not know eachother now but if your up for my invite for tonight, we will

This Songs Been Stuck In My Head For Days
Say my name Say my name If no one's around you say baby I love you If you ain't runnin' game Chorus1: Say my name Say my name You acting kind of shady Ain't callin me baby Why the sudden change Say my name Say my name If noone's around you say baby I love you If you ain't runnin game Say my name Say my name You actin kind of shady Ain't callin me baby Betta say my name Verse: Any other day I would call you would say Baby how's your day, but today it ain't the same Every other word is a huh, yeah okay Could it be that you are at the crib wit another lady If you took it there first of all let me say I am not the one to sit around and be played So prove yourself to me and the other girl you're playin' Why don't you say the things you said to me yesterday Chorus2: I know you sayin' I'm assuming things (Somethings goin down that's the way it seems) Shouldn't be a reason why you're acting strange (No one's holding you ba

Join The Newest Family On Fubart
Have you ever been so so close to leveling but no matter what you do nobody will help you unless you have auto 11s? Well heres were I come in so I am going to start a family called the twilight levelers! The purpose of this family will be helping fubars level! The RULES: Only serious levelers will be accepted (so if your not gonna f/r/a and rate pics/stash then dont waste my time or ur own time) You must be sure you have plenty of pics and stash uploaded for us to rate! Everything needs to be fair so If I dont ever see you helping level then I will ask you to leave the family! Also all bullys that I post must be reposted by all twilight members online! When becoming a member it doesnt matter the level u are at you just have to have a verified salute! If someone from the family is rating you please return the love and rate them back! ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA I will do a pimpout every week of one of the levelers and the other levelers will be responsible

Auction
AUCTION TIME ENTRENCE FEE IS 100K STARTIND BID WILL BE 200K IF YOU DONT GET A BID YOU WILL GET YOUR 100K BACK AUCTION WILL OPEN ONCE 10 PEOPLE HAVE ENTERD IF YOU WANT TO ENTER THE AUCTION HIT ME UP WITH THE ENTRENCE FEE UR OFFERINGS AND THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE THE AUCTION WILL LAST ONE WEEK WILL NOTIFY YOU WHEN IT WILL OPEN WILL START ON A MONDAY AUCTION IS BEING HELD BY dj faust her gummygoob kingdork @nal Assassin ownd by ::Miss Extra Krisssalicious@ fubar

The Funeral....
Snow fell the day we buried Billy. Lightly it cascaded from the smoky, cloud-filled sky and landed softly on my bare shoulders. Rays of sun shone through the clouds and burnt my ashen skin, reminding me that it was still summer. I wish the snow remembered. Because it forgot, I was standing on a white ground; thick; with cold trickling into my tennis shoes causing my toes to go numb. Shifting from one foot to the other gradually brought feeling back to my toes. It returned with slight spikes of pain shooting through them; like being stabbed with a hot knife. I winced and shifted faster until they were almost back to normal, then stopped. Casually I raised my eyes; full of tears threatening to spill through my lashes blackened with thickly applied mascara, and swept them through the mass of bodies attending the funeral. People were snuggled together, arms encircling each others waists, huddled under an umbrella, trying to erect a barrier between them and the oncoming cold. Whe

Uh Lol Being Alone.
I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Cradling my body close, Praying for an answer. I lost my mind last night, Crying in the shower. Gasping for a single breath, Struggling for life. I lost my mind last night, Dying in the shower. Looking for a peice of me, Trying not to panic. I lost my mind last night, Lying in the shower. Huddling on the slick wet floor, Whispering 'please help me.' I lost my mind last night, Searching in the shower. Waiting for the tears to stop, Knowing that it's useless. I lost my mind last night, Traveling in the shower. Going places left behind, Hurting, raw, and weak. I lost my mind last night, Weeping in the shower. Hugging knees up to my chest, Wishing it was you. I lost my mind last night, Running in the shower. Aching from the bitter pain, Screaming from the lies. I lost my mind last night, Kneeling in the shower. Knowing that I can't be fi

Birth Control...
I came across this site today: http://www.thepillkills.com/index.html W...T...F...? From their page: During any discussion of the birth control pill, it is important to keep in mind that scientists have confirmed that at the moment the sperm and the egg join (fertilization), a new human being is created who is completely different from his/her mother. Um...no...they have not confirmed OR denied that! Most scientist lean toward life beginning AFTER conception, as a matter of fact! The birth control pill works in three ways: 1. It can prevent the release of an egg from the ovary (ovulation). However, while using the pill, women can and do experience breakthrough ovulation - meaning that an egg is released from the ovary and is available to be fertilized by the sperm. 2. It also causes the cervical mucus to thicken, making it difficult for the sperm to reach the egg. It is possible, though, for the sperm to break through the mucus and to fertilize the egg.

Vengeful Feelings
I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of the invisible wall around me. Many try to break through but none are able to succeed. My heart is one of stone and coldnezz. My eyes dark and gray. My mind distant and unknown. And my soul lost to the demon far below. A bitch some call me, others venge upon the blood of those I shed. I have no breath for it was sucked clean out of me by death himself. Can I be saved? Do I still have a chance? I fear not my friends, for we are all

Hold Me
I want to be able to roll over in the night to have your silky skin next to mine tight I want to be able to look in your eyes And there be no such as a disguise I look foward to our days under the sun frolicking on a beach as one Holding hands and laughing along the way as the sun sets under our array I hope to cherish every glance and touch to keep this love in our clutch All the way keeping you aware how special you are Cause your my shooting star

Wheelchair Games
First thing that came to mind when I said I would tell you all about stupid shit he's done in his wheelchair, was get busted up on a stairwell showing off to his friends. During his therapy at Shepherd Center in Atlanta, one of the many things he was taught was how to go up or down stairs in a wheelchair. In the event he has to evacuate and the elevator is not working, for example, good skill to have. So back home, at High School, he's on the 2nd Floor landing talking to his friends and somehow this subject is mentioned. They don't believe him, so he goes down a flight of stairs to show them. After seeing how it's done, his friend Cody wants to try; he's convinced he can do it as well. So he tries going down the stairs, loses control and takes a bad fall (but thankfully nothing serious). So just to show him what a chump he really is, Chris steps it up a notch and says "I can even do it backwards!" and proceeds to start down the next flight of stairs. Of course he also loses cont

Of Strangers.
I chased the naked sun today. Unaware, uncaring, but full of life and brilliance. Like honey dripped from the sky soothing a tired mind's eye. I'll drink the ground water of this day for another millenia not resting on my laurels but ratherr whispering to them a dirge of the mad a whimper of the over amorous oft lonely. But to what end do my quills scratch, my heart sing? Is it of beauty, love, or stranger things? May we never know what truly dwells in that starlit city. Stranger things still than the body one loved. And another only dreamed.

July '09 Bling/ Blast Pack Contest
HEY FU'S CHECK THIS OUT!!!!! DESA IS IN A CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS YOUR HELP!!!!! **SHE NEEDS 13K IN COMMENTS TO WIN EITHER A 7 DAY BLAST OR A BLING PACK, IT WOULD MEAN A LOT TO HER IF EVERYONE WOULD STOP BY AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS TO HELP HER OUT!** ***THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE*** PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC AND HELP HER OUT A LIL BROUGHT TO YOU BY: �™JUICY FRUIT~�™~MZ.DREAMS~�™FU WIFEY 2 X DAHANDOFGOD X �™ROLE MODELS�™@ fubar (repost of original by '�™JUICY FRUIT~�™~MZ.DREAMS~�™FU WIFEY 2 X DAHANDOFGOD X �™ROLE MODELS�™' on '2008-12-04 20:37:19')

Land Of The Free?
Welcome to America, the Land Of The Free, at least that's the way it used to be in today's world and society. This issue has become a real sore spot pet peeve for me and I am fed up with it, which is why I am writing this even though generally I abhor political topics because I hate politics but this is a matter that i can't keep silent on any more!! Consider the following article: But if I go outside, I might offend the smokers St. Louis-area town considers proposal that would ban swearing in bars!! ST. CHARLES, Mo. - What the ...? A St. Louis-area town is considering a bill that would ban swearing in bars, along with table-dancing, drinking contests and profane music. City officials contend the bill is needed to keep rowdy crowds under control because the historic downtown area gets a little too lively on some nights. City Councilman Richard Veit said he was prompted to propose the bill after complaints about bad bar behavior. He says it will give police some rules to enforc

Unfinished Poem
What's It Like? by PunkStarChik 12/21/02 What's it like? To be able to wake With the sun, as it begins to rise With no sadness, pain and tear drops in my eyes Sitting up from my bed, From my shell that covers itself in darkness Not wanting to move, to breath or to smile But to feel just hopeless I push myself and I rise out of my shell And out into the cruel life That seems to burn like hell What's it like? To be able to smile As I see myself in the reflection Of a mirror that smiles back to me That forms without any satisfaction How could I smile back at that dreadful creature It disgusts me and tears me apart For this creature that's so devastating That bears a sad dark lonely heart What's it like? To feel beautiful for just one day Like a rose that grows so beautiful Instead of a dying rose of decay As my pedals fall off, one by one Tearing me apart until I am none I shed my tear till my eyes go dry I ask myself and wonder "What's it like?" F

Innocent Life *poem*
Little child with a smile on her face Dancing around with such sweet grace She giggles with twinkles in her eyes Not knowing this will be the day she dies Holding her doll, she hugs it tight Hides behind the truck, out of her parents sight Sitting on the ground, she plays with her doll While mother walks towards the shopping mall Mother thought she was with father While father thought she was with mother He stayed behind inside his truck Not seeing, the little girl he had just struck Hearing a blood thirsty scream People turn to look at the scene The little girl is drenched in red Soaked in blood from toe to head Giggling child from before Her voice had stopped and is no more Mother lays her child on the ground Crying for help all around Grieving and putting themselves in blame Her parents lower the heads in shame Little child was only three When her life had been set free 4/6/06 *****This was something that I witnessed at work a long time ago.

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! (1) Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. (2) Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (No need to waste a good candle). (3)Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. (4)Sharpen their Athame. (5)Untie the knot in their cords. (6)Try on their jewelry for fashion sense (7)Pick up their crystals for a closer look. (8)See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). (9)Use their runes as extra Dominoes. (10)Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. (11)Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" (12)Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. (13)Debate with them about "True Religion". (14)Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. (15)Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. (16)Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn

Poem...
Rag Doll - PunkStarChik 5/10/07 Pick me up and wipe the dust away I was your rag doll when you were gray Ragged, worn and even tattered You made my heart shattered You used me and abused me You were the lock and I was the key But you tossed me away Left my soul to decay I used to be the diamond in your eyes But your true colors made me realize You're not what I had thought you used to be How could you treat me so poorly I'm sorry I'm not the perfect doll I'm sorry for ruiening it all You used to hold me throughout the night Held me close and held me tight You ran your fingers through my hair Of love that we used to share Before you tossed me down on the floor Crushing my heart and leaving my eyes so sore I'm sorry I'm not being the perfect one I'm sorry for not being your shining sun I lay here now, lost in the night Waiting for things to become alright Because I have seen your colors were true Of what I didn't want to believe but I already knew I wa

Quiz
Well today had another quiz.. and since this time she used the reveiw questions for the chapter I shouldn't miss any cause I didn't miss any in the book.. Other then that not much. Next week is a speaker on Diabetes and then review for Exam 2 that is on Monday the 15th. And I already told the instructor that I may be late or not even there next thursday due to hubbie has doc appointments. So far Mid term grad is class A.. exams B+ just me

Faq About Wicca
Frequently Asked Questions about Wicca Q: Do Witches worship Satan, the Devil, etc., or participate in Satanic rituals? A: No. Satan, or "the Devil," is a concept not to be found outside of Judeo-Christianity, Islam, and Zoroastrianism. A person must be working through the paradigm of a Holy Bible in order to believe in Satan. He is not a part of Native American religions, Shinto, Buddhism, Animism or (of course) Wicca. Q: Don't Witches participate in "strange" rituals? A: Define "strange"! Do you find brushing your teeth strange? Do you find your morning cup of coffee strange? Then why would greeting the sun every day be strange? Some people would be shocked to us using a camera on a daily basis to "steal souls." Q: Do Witches believe in God? A: Most Witches don't believe in the Christian concept of God. As one Wiccan teacher put it, "My God does not have a beard nor does it hate women." They believe in an unknowable Ultimate Deity. Witchcraft, being the oldes

New Train Celebrate Christmas With The Flintstones!
(Meet) The Flintstones - The B-52s " IT DOWN TO GET YOUR BOOGIE ON WITH THE FLINTSTONES CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A JOLLY OH TIME WITH FRED BARNEY AND FAMILY! NOW JUST RATE /FAN ALL AND DON'T FORGET TO ADD NEW FRIENDS! PLEASE E-MAIL THE HOST WHEN DONE AND TAG ARE IN THE FOLDER! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL...........! THE HOST IS: ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar TAG ARE HERE: BIG POPPA Ya Heard if im not caressin,em im undressin,em regiment bomber&mgr. girlkikass2 dreamteam@ fubar AngelnDiscEyes~Sexy BBW~ {DSC}~aka~Dirty Sowf Boop~FARC'n Bling Me~Welcome 2 My World!~@ fubar Daddyslilangel / DREAM TEAM BOMBER/ FU BAD GIRL/Belongs to NO BODY!!!

I Am Pagan
As many of you may or may not know I am Pagan. Oftentimes, there are questions that come up pertaining to my belief system. The following piece i discovered really describes and explains it very well. I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with perso

Love Letter To My Baby......plz Rate And Comment
thought i would write you a love letter because no one could ever love you better you mean the world to me trust me soon you will see you are my life soon to be my wife you will always be in my heart not just half but the whole part people talk about forever but believe me we will never be apart,never i love just staring into your eyes betting you we will never say our goodbyes we will grow old together you watch i hope you believe me i'm not just a blotch this is real love you baby you are my glove well soon i will give you that ring and it want only mean bling bling well im out of here for now who ever reads this plz feel free to take a bow

Comments For Fubux Help Me Plz
Goofy Gurl Needs our Help! Goofy Gurl needs 8k comments for a one month VIP an is offering 10k FuBucks for 100 comments an 20K for 200...so stop by an help this lovely lady out an earn some bucks at the same time... An to make it even sweeter I will match her offer as well so you will actully get 20k FuBucks for 100 comments an 40k for 200!!! PM me to let me know when you have completed the comments an after i check to see if you have done so i will mail you the Bucks!! My link is at the bottom of this bully...Thank You in advance for all your help... Just click the picture link below an leave whatever help you can please! This Bully Brought to you by: ~Wizard~Enforcer for the Rating Revolution~

We're On Myspace!
So, many of you already know, I'm the Bass Player for a band called Xombie Taste Cyanide...AND...I do many other things for the band, managing, promotions, and now, I'm hosting a Myspace page for us as well...which, if you really know me, you are probably rotfl right now, 'cause I ain't got no skills....lol. Anyhow, if you are taking the time to read this, and you have a myspace account, go friend request us... www.myspace.com/xombietastecyanide we need the exposure. And, near the beginning of 2009, we will publicly announce all the band members, and take time to load up some promo pix so, be one of the first to add us! We are slowly working on new music, and I have started re-writing some old stuff I had lying around, and we are certain to choose a few of our favorite covers to add in there somewhere as well, so you can be certain there will be a Maiden cover in the mix somewhere. Watch for updates here(maybe...if I remember to post 'em) and on our myspace page, where all the off

Pube Art
recent shoutbox convo....read bottom to top. the start was botie78's status "trimming my pubes. and ideas?" Botie78: trim the top half and shave everthing else ->Botie78: your cock or the pubes? Botie78: got to keep it trimmed!!!! ->Botie78: don't cut your cock off. that's my input on the pubes from this convo, he must be a couple inches shorter by now. and bloody.

Dum Dum Dum
There is one thing that I sorta miss about college: writing papers. I loved having my brains in actual working condition, trying to look at the topic from every perspective in order to pinpoint every detail about what its all about, to hone my English skills. Nowadays my brain is spent on NY Times Crossword Puzzles from Sun Times. I feel like my brain is shrinking, ughhh I am thinking of finding people that need help with writing papers. I'd do it for free, for my own entertainment.

I Am Back
you know this maybe stupid for me writeing this but got to get it off my chest. You know you cant have to many friends right well i agree with that. but one thing i cant stand is a lier when they say your thier friends what a darn joke. you take two people that was so close at one time that they talked and was always there for one another yes we was together but he felt it ok to break my heart but i some how made it throw that but he runs his mouth about friendship lol he is a joke now that he has all he needs he forget about his friends. I can speak to him and he dont speak i guess i was right he dont give a hoot about me never did yes its ok to be with the one you love and time spend together is great but one thing one needs to rember is your friends dont there mean anything at all i can answer that for you no we dont its one thing to hurt me like that but yet still turn your back on a friend. i tell you you was never a friend and you never cared shit about me i see it now believe me

New Name Change....help
I want a new cool Homepage name ... I see so many cool ones....and I cant be that creative.. SO I NEED your help...all my friends and family... I will pay 25,000 Fu Bucks... ( I know not much...but still )to the one I like the best... Ok....so far in this year... I have had.. JD Big Dog's Page.. JD Big Dog's Playground... JD's Page of Frenz and Fun. Now....its just JD..Lookin for a new name. SO Help me... You can submit your enteries... via private message or shout box... or posted in comments here.... I will take all enteries until Monday Dec 8th Thanks peeps..... JD

Bad Girl Of The Week
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-24-08 > > Chocolate Bunny > > Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ > Here Is A Bit About Her > > ~ABOUT ME~ > > > *Basics* > Name/Nickname: Chocolate Bunny > Birthday: December 2, 1976 > Zodiac Sign: Sag > Hair Color: Black > Eye Color: Black > Tattoos: 1 cross on my left shoulder > Piercings: 2 in my ears > > > *Favorites* > Color: Pink > Season: Anything but FALL > Day Of Week: Sunday > Animal: Cats > Flower: Carnations > > > *Have You Ever* > Danced In The Rain?: Yes.. its wonderful > Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes..I'm easily entertained > Smiled For No Reason?: Yes.. > Sat On Your Rooftop?: No > > > *This 0R That* > Computer 0R T.V?: Computer, cause thats where my friends are. > Phone 0R IM?: IM > McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds > Summer 0R Winter?: Summer > CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CDs > XBox 0R PS2?: umm I want b

Class Discussion
i have to tell you that i go to class with some complete idiots. some are alright. mostly, we're talking about people who have obviously never heard of grammar or spelling. the following is a snippet from a recent class discussion on money laundering and possible ways to stop the crime completely Jennifer: (this is me btw...my whole name is jennifer....jenniy for short) Terrance...not to jump in and answer anyone else's question, but I, personally, don't think there is a chance to completely stop money laundering just as I don't think it's possible to completely stop most or all offenses. There are ways to limit the possibilities of these crimes occuring such as laws requiring reports to be filed for financial transactions over a certain amount, but there is no true way to stop it. And, realistically, we wouldn't want a society completely free of crime...it would really be detrimental to the economy. The loss of jobs and revenue if that were to happen would have dramatic imp

Perfect
Because you are my love, I know the joy that comes from feeling closer to someone than I've ever felt before. Because you are my love, I know the passion of wanting to share everything I have, everything I am with you and only you. Because you are my friend, I know that I can count on you to hold my hand through the rough times and to be there to share the good times, too. Because you are my friend, I'll always have someone to make me smile; just when I need it most, to encourage me when I'm feeling confused or doubtful. And I know that I must be one of the luckiest people in the world to have someone like you- the perfect love, the perfect friend.

Your Prayers Are Greatly Needed
Dear friends & Fans, My best friend Nick who I have known since grade school has bee diagnosed with a brain tumor . He will be operated on monday, please remember him & his family in prayer, I would do the same for you, thanks & God Bless : Gene (Constantine)

Swept Away
Well, this sucks... NESKOWIN, Ore. – A romantic marriage proposal on the Oregon coast turned deadly for the bride-to-be when a wave swept her out to sea. Scott Napper had taken 22-year-old Leafil Alforque to Proposal Rock near Neskowin Beach to pop the question at a place that got its name from couples ready to marry. Napper and Alforque had been dating since they met on the Internet in 2005. But Alforque had arrived in Oregon on a visa from the Philippines just three days before the fateful trip to the coast. Napper said the tide had receded around Proposal Rock on Saturday when the couple began to walk to it. He planned to propose and give her the ring he carried in his pocket. About 10 feet from the rock, a wave about 3 feet high suddenly came toward them. "I turned into it to keep from getting pulled under it," Napper said. By the time he turned to find Alforque, only 4-foot-11 and 93 pounds, she had been caught by the receding waters. "She was about 30 feet aw

When Fubar And Real Life Collide...(from Bully By Dawn)
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sendin

Massaged
It was one of those "weaker" moments. I had been broken up with an abusive (verbally) boyfriend and it had been awhile since.... well, since I had had "any". I was playing On Line and a couple made contact with me. I had been chatting with them off and on over a 2 or 3 month period and since they were located near me, I decided it would be fun to exchange pics, etc. One night while on line, "Fred" had contacted me and, more or less, said he and his wife Jeannie would be interested in giving me a massage....no strings. Well I live with my Aunt in a rather "safe haven" atmosphere. She watches over me rather closely and tries to make sure I'm safe, happy, and not contacted in any way by my former boyfriend who has made some real, serious threats. Fred has sent me pictures of him and Jeannie and I felt that they might be "OK" and that maybe there would be no harm in opening my circle of friends a little. I should admit here that I have always been bi curious a

Feelings And Whatnots
i was in a thinking mood today, well lately i have been in a thinking mood, and for those of you who do not know everything has just been crashing down, in my little world. i thought i was strong and hell maybe i still am. whenever i try to be selfless i come off as being selfish. whenever i try to cry i feel like i am showing weakness. whenever i let go and scream like i want to i hurt peoples feelings. i am tired of being the strong one and i am tired of being the one who always knows what to say and really in the end i dont know who else to blame but myself. so is it really my fault for wanting to be alone? i feel like i am doing the right thing for myself but then again how do you know what the right thing is when everyone else thinks the "right thing" is wrong. letting go is so hard, and when you can't let go to the past how can you move forward? when the past and the present has you so screwed up that you can't even think how can you really have a future? all the arguements and a

Summer Pool Party
After exhausting my welcome at my Aunt Maggie's house, I was for- tunate enough to be extended an invitation to stay at my maternal Aunt and Uncle's house in a nice, cozy part of Southern California (far enough from L.A.!). While attending one of Southern California's better colleges near L.A, I am the just another struggling college student forced to room with someone. But that's okay, I love school and I am willing to sacrifice. I thoroughly enjoy going to school without any goal in mind. I just want to take in all I can and learn everything! So after doing that all year it was really nice to look forward to spending the hot summer relaxing at my Aunt and Uncle's who have a nice-sized home with a huge, new pool. I'll back-peddle here long enough to explain why I don't live with my mother (or father). While with Mom, I had a boyfriend named Brian and our "relationship" had become so intolerable (and verbally abusive) that I had to seek refuge. Dad's place was ou

An Old Poem I Wrote *dead To Me*
I woke up and realized you were gone, No where could i find you, No where, You were just lost. Gone from me, You found some new places to be. All I can think, Youre dead to me. I cant think you left me, I cant think you would do that to me. Youre dead I had your funeral and everything. Maybe I did, alter reality, just a bit. It didnt hurt as bad, who gives a shit? Celebrate your life, kill me too if need be, You will always be,... dead to me.

I Was Am And Will Always Be Even If Not On The Front Line
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

Party
HEY WHATS UP FRIDAY DEC 5TH MY B-DAY PARTY IS GOING DOWN AT CITY LIMITS......................SATURDAY WERE GONNA FINISH IT OFF AT ARLINGTON CAFE................SO TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS COME DOWN AND HAVE A DRINK WITH YOU GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are You And Old Fart?
I AM HERE 2 MEET ALL SEXY WOMEN THAT ENJOY TALKING DIRTY AND SHOWING ME THEIR NUDE PIC'S AND POSSIBLY GETTING TOGETHER 4 HOOKING UP PURPOSES ! IF UR NOT INTO TALKING DIRTY OVER THE PHONE WITH ME SOMETIME OR SHOWING ME ANY OF YOUR NUDE PICTURES NOW OR IN THE FUTURE THEN DONT BOTHER ME I CANT BE BOTHERED WITH WOMEN LIKE THAT ! I AM WAY 2 YOUNG AND SEXUAL 2 SETTLE FOR ANYTHING LESS! IF U THINK THAT YOU CAN HANDLE ME WELL THEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO! SO WHO WANTS TO TALK DIRTY WITH ME? IS IT POSSIBLY YOU? CAN U HANDLE ME? OR ARE YOU AND OLD FART? All I can say is that I hope "HOOKING UP PURPOSES" involves some kind of actual hook.

What Goes Around Comes Around
Karma: The Law Of Cause And Effect The Sanskrit word karma has entered the lexicon of the western world, and even appears in most dictionaries. But sometimes it is misunderstood to be synonymous with "fate," as if we have no control over our karma - someone's car breaks down and they think, "I have bad karma." Someone wins the lotto and we think they have "good" karma. The word karma itself means "action" or "deed" The real philosophy of karma is, in essence, the law of cause and effect. It isn't about luck; it is about our actions, our mental habits, and the motivations that drive us. Karma is a word to describe our interaction with the properties of this world. Everything you choose to do or not do has karmic repercussions. This idea is reassuring because through practice you come to realize that you are in control, that you can change your karma. Buddhists and Hindus both believe in karma: they believe that some karma is accumulated due to our actions in a past life. The fa

Give Credit Where Due
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Pe

Rape
Julie had accepted the job to house sit for good friends who were going to be gone for about a week on vacation to Mexico. At the time, it seemed the perfect escape. Since she was in between jobs, she had the time and although it didn't "pay" much, she looked forward to the being away from the norm. She drove them to the airport, bid fond farewells, and assured them that all would be well. When she got back to the house she found it well-stocked with food and was contemplating catching up on some good reading and maybe some videos. Their house was located in a peaceful setting near the base of San Francisco Peaks in Flagstaff, Arizona. The view of of the peaks was spectacular and the neighborhood seemed to be very safe. That night, her friends called to say they had settled in to their hotel and wanted to know if she found everything comfy. Julie, at 26, was very attractive. At 5' 8" and just 118 lbs. she worked out regularly and her blond

Moving Forward
We move forward one way or the othere. Sometimes slowly, sometimes with great spead. I like the great speed, imagine that? But some how things keep getting in my way. I think I figure it out and then wham! Nope, life takes on a new curve and I have a new manuver, sliding around I shall do with as much skill as I can. Sometimes it would be nice for life to slow down and be quiet for a moment but only for a moment and then I can breath. Then I can face anything. I will keep trudging even if I make some wrong choices, but at least I have made my choice!