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Abpt Rescues
Links to APBT Rescues across the U.S. and Canada. USA: Smilin' Pitbull Rescue (Northeast USA) Pit Bull Rescue Center (By State Listing-Excellent site) Pit Bull Rescue CentralHearts Of Gold Pit Rescue Adopt-A-BullSpindletop APBT/AST Refuge Villalobos Rescue Center Pit Prints Rescue and Rehabilitation Bad Rap : Bay Area Doglovers Responsible About Pit bulls Turtle Moon Pit Bull Rescue, Inc. Misunderstood Pit Bull Rescue Website at RescueGroups Welcome to Pit Bull Rescue MABBR : Mid-America Bully Breed Rescue PitGirls.com OUT OF THE PITS - A NON-PROFIT ANIMAL RESCUE ORGANIZATION Pawsitively Pit Bull | Rescue, Adoption, Advocacy Annabelle's Second Chance Pit Bull Rescue of North Carolina BraveHeart Pit Bull Rescue Boldog Traing Kennel and Rescue (Excellent Site) This list will be continually updated as new sites are discovered. If you would like to submit one please Email Me

Late Night Tv.
Have you ever noticed that tv gets stupider as the night passes. I guess the networks figure only drop outs and retards are up this late. I believe that your brain begins to permanatly shut down after 6 straight hours of infomercials for stuff no one needs anyway. Sometimes I think it's not worth going on. I know that there has to be a way to make the pain end but it is addictive. Although I have never bought anything, I have picked up te phone in a hypnotic trance. Please remember, these are the rants of a bored neurotic pyschotic.

Breed Specific Legislation
Breed Specific Legislation Updates & By State Information. Please bookmark and monitor the progress of BSL! This link can also be found at the bottom of my "general interests" section on the main page. At the bottom of the linked page there is an addy to form letters that you can fill out and send to the representatives in the pending cases. AKC Legislative Alerts *Note* If you live outside the USA, learn more about locations with breed specific legislation and what breeds are targeted here

Abpt Resources
Links to APBT Resources (pertaining to general information, training, care, books, magazines, Q&A etc..) USA: The Working Pit Bull Pit Bull Lovers Endangered Breeds Association American Dog Owners Association Responsible Pet Owners Alliance PitBulls On The Web (Excellent Site) American Pitbull Registry (Excellent Site) Southeastern APBT Club Pit Bull Community Canada: Staffordshire Bull Terrier Club of Canada American Pit Bull Terrier Club, Western Canadian American Staffordshire Terrier Club of Canada American Pit Bull Terrier Club, Golden Horseshoe This list will be continually updated as new sites are discovered. If you would like to submit one please Email Me

New Profile Setting To Limit Who Can See Your Public Profile.
i just finished the new option on the profile settings page which you can use to keep non-CT members from seeing your profile. the default behavior is open (the way it's always been), and when you select CT-only, people must be logged into the site to see your profile. random people browsing around the internet or finding you through search engines won't be able to view your profile. werd to my homies in the trenches! -mike

Naughty Application
Copy it..paste it in a private message & sendi to me with ur answers ..lol this should be interesting NAUGHTY APPLICATION" Plz send your answer to my message inbox 1. Do you ever think of me and touch yourself?: 2. Would you let me do "Anything" I want to you: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you want me?: 5. Do you want to have sex with me?: 6. lights on or off?: 7. Would you have to be drunk?: 8. Would you give me oral sex in the shower?: 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: 10. Would you leave after or stay the night?: 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?: 12. Condom or skin?: 13. Do you want to give me Oral pleasures?: 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?: 15. Have sex on the first date?: 16. Would you kiss me during sex?: 17. Do you think I would be good in bed?: 18. Threesome?: 20. How many times would you like to cum?: 21. Would you use me as a booty call?: 21. Can I use you as a booty

Why Is That The Good Guys U Have Always Turn Bad
DAVID AND I WAS TOGEATHER FOR ABOUT 8 YEARS AND ENAGGED 3 YEARS HE WAS NEVER READY TO GET MARRIED EVERY TIME WE SET IT HE WOULD UP IT AND ALSO HE LYED TO ME 2 HE CHEAT ON ME 2 TIMES OK HE TELL ME ALL THE TIME THAT HE TELLS HIS FRIENDS AND HIS FAMILY ABOUT ME WILL I WANT TO SEE IT FOR MYSELF SO I JUST PRETENDED TO BE SOMEONE ELSE ON THE NET I START CHAT WITH HIM FOR HOUR OR TWO GOT TO THE PART TO ASK HIM IF HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND HE SAID NO WE BROKE UP 3 YEARS AGO AND THEN ONE DAY HE CALLS ME TO TELL ME THAT MY FRINED WANT ME TO CALL HIM SO I WAS GET READY TO GET OFF AND ALL THE SUDDEN I HEARD THIS GIRL AND GUYS VOICE WILL IT WAS MY DAVID AND THIS GIRL TALK SWEET AND NICE TO EACH OTHER AND I GOT OFF THE PHONE I WAS SO MAD AND THERE WAS RONALD ME AND RONALD WENT OUT YEAR OR SO AND WE WAS ENAGGED TO WILL ALL HE WANT TO DO IS SEX SEX SEX AND WILL IM WAITING TIL I GET MARRIED TO HAVE SEX WILL HE PUSH ME ONE NIGHT INTO SOME STUFF I DID NOT WANT TO DO AND PUSH ME AND PUSH ME INTO IT AND

A Wanting Hunger....
sitting here letting the mind wonder... wanting you to come to me. as i sit in this chair. with that longing sparkle in your eyes. wanting to know eachother. a slow walk as if to hunt your prey. needing to take what you hunger for. I sit here. not knowing the sharpness of your bite. not realising the pain that you will so willingly give. that delicious taste that touches your lips as your mouth connects with my flesh. the wetness dripping from your tounge as you take whats yours. delving deeper as you pounce. as you ravish this flesh that is mine. pinned to this chair. your body crushes my form. a sweet smell lingers in the air. a growl creeping withing you. i quiver as i am torn. a whisper of a scream escapes from within me. with eyes watching you. i see the pleasure as you consume without a pause. taking all that is yours. knowing i belong to you now.

This Dressing Is Kinda Salty. .. . .
Salad dressing semen spawns trouble Thu May 24, 7:25 PM ET A judge has ordered a 17-year-old to pay a $750 fine and perform 120 hours of community service for contaminating salad dressing with semen and returning it to a suburban Chicago high school's cafeteria. DuPage County Judge Terence Sheen also placed Marco Castro on two years probation Wednesday and ordered him to write a letter of apology to Wheaton North High School officials. Castro must complete his community service work for an agency that works with AIDS patients. Sheen called the prank "beyond stupid." "If you prove to me you're worthy of another chance, in two years, then I will give it to you," Sheen said. Castro pleaded guilty to misdemeanor disorderly conduct in connection with the Dec. 6 incident. He admitted taking a bottle of ranch salad dressing from the school cafeteria to the bathroom and ejaculating into it, and then returning it to the cafeteria where juniors and seniors eat lunch. Students reported Ca

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Needs Votes On This Contest!
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 7 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 2 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/23 thur 5/30 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Calling.....
Lightning called to me today in a voice so sensuous, so tempting, I opened the door, willing for him to consume me. Yet as his foot stamped the mighty ground with a crack, he laughed in my face with a thunderous voice, chiding me to think I was worthy enough to be in his presence. I closed the door with a squeal, cowed by his power. Then I raised my voice to the sky, singing an ancient tune. My voice rose and fell sweetly with the melody as Lightning growled and hissed, his breath blowing the trees like a monsoon. Yet when my voice rang clear on the top note, I could feel him sigh in awe, tears falling from his face. And then his tears became the rain....

Get Off
For all you people...and I know there sare only a few...who have nothing better but to go around marking peoples picutres as NSFW when there's nothing wrong with them, only the smallness of your mind...and the petty jealousies that you carry, please piss off, no one wants or needs to meet people like you. I am tired of people going around thinking they are judge and jury on an adult website. Are we adults or children who play stupid petty games? Grow the hell up and back off from my page cause I want nothing to do with you...I saw someones cock on their page and it was not marked, yet no one complained about that... Thank you to all my wonderful cherry friends who simply enjoy this website as I do. I love you all...much luv...xoxo

Life.
So, sometimes people want to be young forever. But I think it's stupid. At some point in time you have to grow up and take responsibility for the shit you do. Yeah, i've made alot of mistakes in my life. And i've lied, stolen things, hurt people, blah blah. Who doesn't? But i'm ready to put it all in the past and start over. I'm tired of all the drama in my life. I just want to get the fuck out of Michigan. Or at least out of Coloma. I'm living in two different houses right now because my mom kicks me out on a daily basis, and my best friend gets tired of being around me. Which is understandable because we're together 24/7 and sometimes we need a break. I just wish I could be on my own. And as for Julia, she'll never let Chad go. Kind of sad. I haven't been in a relationship since last November. Right now, I just want to make friends and hang out with new people 'cause i'm tired of the old. Yeah yeah. Anyways. Comment me.

Hot Man On Ct Contest! Ends Tommorrow At 2 Pm Central Time!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 3487 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 2938 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 2130 comments! 4th Man is...... with 196 comments! 5th Man is...... with 104 comments! 6th Man is...... with 54 comments! 7th Man is...... with 3 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Stop The Insanity
just stop... i'm not your puppet. why won't you just... drop the subject? i can't talk to you.... when you're like this... let me make my own choices. like a leash you only held me behind... "for my own protection.." never to cross the line. "fear of rejection" be on my own, "enter at your discretion" just let me be.... "only one reaction" but you were never satisfied... "no matter how hard i tried" and now you're dead to me. "don't beg for sympathy" i will see you in hell... "or another time at some rundown motel."

~~for Men Only---taser Stun Guns~~
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something "extra" for my wife. I came across what was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser. The effects of the Taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device, and brought it home. I loaded two triple-A batteries in the thing, and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot i

Moments After
Moments After by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 I have held a human soul As it flew right from my hands And I watched that warm red glow Chill, and then disband I have looked in knowing eyes That knew not any more Nor winked quaint goodbyes That twinkled just before I have felt a weakened breath That moved in shallow sighs That rattled upon death But spoke of no goodbyes I have held a hand in waiting Until minutes before the night Our clasp slowly abating Then gone just with the light There was nothing I could sense No mystical night surprise Just a profound silence Broken by sobs and cries Bryant H. McGill

I Can Not Believe That My Daughter Is Graduating.....
OMG! My sweet little princess graduates from kindergarten tomorrow night! How in the world did she grow up so much soooo fast! My son will be 4 in December and my daughter is 6 and I can NOT believe how fast it came! She had her cap and gown....that's right they go all out....pictures taken yesterday and I just wanted to cry! She looked so grown up in it! I am just in awe that she is already ending her kindergarten year! The first day of what they call K-4 last year I cried like a baby and I cried on the first day of school this year and now it is over and she is graduating! Uuugghh! Anyone know how to turn time back or even stop it still?? lol!

Doing As I Promised
okay... as i promised, i just went around the people that commented me and showed them love the same to at least a couple of the last visitors, etc i know i don't give them everyday or don't play for the points but doing the bouncer job takes time too :) according to my blog of today CLICK HERE AND READ PLEASE ... i said yes i was going to do it so i took time for it, for the people that cares for me :) still thinking the same i guess.... and it was a long week so i'm tired... i guess i feel dissapointed about some people, but well, someday i'll learn for good so for everyone..... Funny Myspace Comments

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Ends Tommorrow At 2 Pm Central Time!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 6480 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 5555 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 270 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 89 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 32 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 25 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 26 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 2 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

You Know Who You Are :)
I hate a fake ass bitch , they smile in your face and act like they like you but if your ass ain't around all they do is talk bad about you. If you don't like me tell me to my face or send a email if you don't think you can say it to me sheesh. I don't want any fake whores in my life so do not ask me for nothing , do not even ask for my help cause right now I could care less about you and I honestly hope that I never have to see your face again , you know who you are you fake ass BITCH! You act like this whole Cherrytap thing is a damn contest on who can get the most points so you show your ass and everything else to people and I was told what you said about how you want more points than me , that was so funny , this is the INTERNET so whether or not you have more points than anyone it still won't change the fact that you are a sorry ass bitch.I regret ever telling you about this site because since I have you have changed you think all you need in life is stupid ass fake comp

What Do You Need?
Here's the deal: if you want to find out what that mysterious something is in your life that has been lacking, put Google to the test. Go to Google and type - (your FIRST name) needs. And don't cheat by looking for the one you like best; just take the first link Google gives you. Then leave a comment saying What You Need. When i Googled Willie needs, it came up with.... 1. Willie needs to get laid. LMAO

Yeah...a Great Opportunity For Girls.......
DO ' YOGA' .....BECOME SEXUALLY MORE FIT Yeah...its my routine to go on wide business tours of course very frequently... sometimes to the oriental continents.. commonly known as SEA countries.. This time I think its my goodness… I happen to meet this spiritual personality... The man who is thorough with the supreme excellence… I mean the divinity….yoga..meditaion… ‘yoga ‘ may be a kinda new dogma for us… But yeah….it is in vogue in Asian countries from time immemorial..

Nsfw - My Rant
OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!. IN ONE OF MY FRIENDS ONLY VIEWABLE ALBUMS SOMEONE REPORTED A PIC AS NSFW TO CT. I SENT A MESSAGE VIA EMAIL BACK TO CT LETTING THEM KNOW THAT WAS A PIC THAT WAS IN A FRIENDS ONLY VIEWABLE ALBUM AND IT WASN'T IN A PUBLIC ALBUM. I DON'T FEEL I SHOULD BE GETING A NOTICE LIKE THAT FROM CT WHEN IT ISN'T A PUBLIC ALBUM THAT THE PHOTO IS IN. I POSTED A BULLETIN ABOUT THE ISSUE. THIS IS HOW I FEEL: IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND YOU ARE VIEWING AN ALBUM THAT IS FRIENDS ONLY DON'T BE REPORTING PICS TO CT! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE 'EM THEN DON'T LOOK AT 'EM. THERE ARE MANY PICS THAT ARE IN MY FRIENDS ONLY VIEWABLE ALBUMS THAT ARE NSFW! THAT IS WHY THEY ARE THERE! IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND VIEWING THOSE ALBUMS THEN DON'T BE REPORTING 'EM. IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE SUCH A PRUDISH HATER THEN TAKE YOURSELF OFF MY FRIENDS LIST. I DON'T NEED TO DEAL WITH YOU. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! THAT IS ALL!

Family Honor...
Family Honor... A girl was going on her first date and her grandmother gave her some advice: The boy may try to kiss you -- it will feel good, but don't do it. He may try to go up your skirt -- but don't let him. He may try to try to take your clothes off -- but don't do it. He may try to get on top of you -- but don't do it. If you do any of these things, you'll disgrace your family. The girl said she understood and went on her date. The girl came home at about 11pm and her grandmother was waiting for her and said, Well, did you disgrace the family. "No, said the girl, "Instead of letting him do those things to me, I did them to him and now it's his family that's disgraced!"

Day 5
Well day 5 back in the states. Tonight I am staying over at my sisters so I am able to see Rudi tomorrow when he gets back to Trier. I am so excited to see him even if it is on cam and not in person. He has been a real angel, called me the past 3 days from a pay phone, it really helped the missing him quite a bit to just hear his voice. Today I went and applied for a damn production job and was turned down because of the conviction I had in 2003. That is so F'd up. The conviction was cuz I was married to the dope man and had gotten a conspiracy charge. But not getting the job due to that was really a downer. I have had jobs that I actually could see myself being turned down for but they gave me a chance. So now, onto looking for absolutely anything just so I can pass time till I go back to Germany. I wish this night would pass quickly because I know when I get up in the morning will be about the time he is getting home.

What Every Kiss Means
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

~~designer Vagina~~
Top medical journal blasts "designer vagina" craze One of the world's most prestigious health journals has lashed a fast-growing trend in the United States and Britain for "designer vaginas," the tabloid term for cosmetic surgery to the female genitalia. The fashion is being driven by commercial and media pressures that exploit women's insecurities and is fraught with unknowns, including a risk to sexual arousal, the British Medical Journal (BMJ) says. Known as elective genitoplasty, the surgery usually entails shortening or changing the shape of the outer lips, or labia, but may also include reduction in the hood of skin covering the clitoris or shortening the vagina itself. Anecdotal evidence suggests that the practice is spreading fast in the United States as well as in Britain, but the picture is unclear, the BMJ says. Not only is there a disturbing lack of data about the phenomenon, there has been negligible assessment about surgical after-e

Sexxy Lady On Ct Contest
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/20 thur 5/27 ! 1st Lady is...... with 324 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 58 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 2 comments! 4th Lady is...... with 4 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Fifty _ Ala Samma
1. How old will you be in 12 months? 25 2, Do you think you'll be married by then? Already am. 3.Where did number 3 go? It committed threeicide ... 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom. 5. Who was the last person to call you? Jason. 6. Do you prefer to call or text? I prefer email ... 7. Do you have any pets? One cat, one manchild, and one toddler. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Sleeping. 9. parents separated/divorced/married? Married. 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? January. 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? I made lunch and did dishes. 12. How many states have you lived in? 3 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 4 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? "I see toes" ... 15. Are you a social person? Not so much. 16. What was the last thing you ate? Yogurt. 17.favorite ice cream. Vanilla. 18. What is your favorite dessert? Cheesecake. 19. What is your favorite TV show?

~sometimes They Make Me Feel~
*Damned Unpretty* Not gonna lie- been overwieght all my life. Due to whatever genetics I have in me, no matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a big girl. Yet I think more of my reasoning for never attempting SERIOUSLY to lose the weight was a rebellion agaist the status quo. I didn't want to be a carbon copy of every pin-up in a magazine- I wanted to be me. And if people could not accept who and what I am- so be it. Those were the superficial fools I cared not to know anyway. What bugs me are the stereotypes: all big girls are lazy, stupid, and care for nothing more than stuffing their faces. It's always the big girls in the media who are chasing after this poor guy like an overgrown poodle as he winces and tries to be nice to her- the one so desperate she'll do anybody, anywhere, anytime. I am F.A.T.- Fabulous And Thick and I have NEVER been desperate, nor do I bemoan my outcast state. Nay, my sweetlings, I revel in it! I revel in getting out on the dance floor and outdan

Life Do Not Waste It...
Every moment spent in negativity is paid for with something truly priceless. That something is life. It is completely impossible to ever replace even a single minute spent on negative thinking. And not only does negative thinking represent lost opportunity, it is also quite destructive in its own right. In short, negative thinking is an extravagant, wasteful indulgence. It is indeed a hollow luxury that few people, if any, can afford. The good news is that it is also unnecessary. For even in the most difficult, seemingly hopeless situations, negative thinking is completely optional. At no point, under no circumstance, in no situation are you ever required to waste your life with negative thoughts. You can find a positive approach, a positive response to any situation, no matter what it may be. How many minutes, hours or days of your life do you wish to throw away on negative, defeating thoughts? The price of negativity is way too high, and thankfully, you don't need it at all

**protecting Your Family**
PROTECTING YOUR FAMILY If you are an SM lifestyler, having children means you have given hostages to the state. How do you protect your sexual privacy and still be good parents? by David Comoss Often, the result of a strong union between partners is - a child. How this affects your relationship depends a lot on how you practice BDSM. The questions are many, and the answers are not easy to find. Having a child means more than a drain on your paycheck. The real investment is time and the demands placed on the partners. Having a baby means never having to say you're sleeping. We have all heard about the two o'clock feedings. But there is something even more important than the loss of sleep and money. That is the loss of privacy. It means a drain on the time you spend together. This is the hardest part of having children, but it is not impossible for relationships to overcome. The way to do that is to do again something many of us have already done, and that is to loo

Why I'm So Sick
I just wanted to update everyone about my health lately. I appreciate all the cards, soup, and messages you've all sent! I'm getting sicker everyday and I feel like it's not going to stop untill I croak. Here's the ever updating list of medical problems: Right ovarian cyst Yeast infection HPV pre-cacerous cells severe migraines(once a week) Irritable bowel syndrome with constipation Severe chronich bronchitus Urinary tract infection still broken foot(partially healed) MTHFR eczema teeth rotting out of my mouth arthritis Insomnia depression generalized anxiety disorder adjustement disorder Medicaid will not cover a lot of the medications for some of these problems, so I'm left sitting here with nothing. I don't know if I can keep going like this...I just don't want to be sick anymore :-(

Morrigan
Morrigan Morrigan is a triple aspect goddess. While this implies a virgin, a mother and a crone figure (in this case, Nemain as the virgin, Macha as the mother and Badb as the crone), Morrigan is sometimes portrayed as three crones. As Debi has also said, she is an immensely strong figure, and as a protectress she "empowers an individual to confront challenges with great personal strength, even against seemingly overwhelming odds." Samhain is a hugely powerful time of year for Wiccans. It is the end of the old year and the beginning of the new. It celebrates the fact that through death comes new life - whether or not they believe in reincarnation, Wiccans share the belief that at this time of the year the veil between the worlds is at its thinnest. Indeed it is these "between" times that are so powerful in this religion. Dawn and dusk are between night and day and are important for that. That is why the Morrigan - a Goddess associated with battles and war and death - is the

May 24
Why not ask someone else what they would do in your position? It's even more helpful if your reaction to their comments is, 'Why on earth would you do that?' Now you know exactly what you wouldn't do. That's a start.

Kidnapped... (4)
STOP YOU SHOULD READ (1, 2, 3)BEFORE YOU READ THIS!!! She almost screamed when she woke up. The memories of things that happened started flooding back to her. She still couldn’t see, but she could hear something in the room. Whistling, that voice was whistling. She could tell it was the man that was there earlier. She could hear things rattling around. What was he doing? He must have heard her wake up because the noise stopped. “Good Morning sleepy head” she heard him say. Where had she heard his voice before? It was so familiar to her some how. As she lay there she noticed that she was not bound as much as she had been. The straps on her wrists were not as tight, and her legs were free. She was so busy stretching her legs that she didn’t realize that he had walked over to the bed. It wasn’t until she felt the bed give way a little that she felt him next to her. All of the sudden that feeling in the pit of her belly was back. Who was this man? With everything going on she

Pondering
As I sit here in the warm glow of my computer screen, I find myself doing much the same I as I do every night. Thinking. Many of you have taken the time to read my blogs and get to know a little about me. Many of you have actually seen beyond the sexually incenuating pics which are only a means of appealing to the congregation. You have taken the time to get to know the real me away from this site whether it be on messengers or simply through messaged conversations via email. FOr this I thank you. Although many of my pics show a stern and confident face, I am all but not. I am a kind, reserved man prone to many a moments in deep contemplation. Many have accused me of being shallow or "stuck up". Well, those who know me beyond the borders of this site know all to well that I am not that. It is quite the opposite actually. I am in fact my own worst critic. I do not see myself as attractive. I just see myself as me. Plain and simple. I have much self doubt and am actually quite shy i

~the Brat's Creed~
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours..... ~~~Authors unknown~~~

Kidnapped... (3)
PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU START AT (1)... THIS IS 3 IN THE SERIES! He started thinking back to when they brought her here. They had talked about where they would keep her after her abduction, and his place was the most likely choice. He was relieved at this choice. He knew that she would be safer here than with any of the others. They were all extremely undisciplined and there is no telling what they would have done with her if given the opportunity. Plus this helped him out in his own personal plans that the others were unaware of. They brought her in through the back entrance that was only used for his place. It use to be a storm shelter and had been converted into an apartment. With it being built underground it had no windows and was virtually sound proof. When she screamed no one could hear her. That was the excuse he told them anyways. She looked so sweet laying there in his bed. He could tell she had fallen asleep because her breathing had changed. Instead of the slow fast

Kidnapped... (2)
PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU START AT (1)... THIS IS 2 IN THE SERIES... Somewhere in her thoughts she must have drifted back to sleep. She didn’t know how long she slept, but she knew that she had been dreaming. She knew how she had got there. She had just got back home from shopping. Her hands were full of bags. The elevator was out again so she had to take the stairs. She remembered thinking to herself that she would be glad when she moved. “I am so sick of this elevator breaking down” she said as she was climbing her way to the third floor where her apartment was. She entered through a door that led to the stairwell. The stairs sort of wrapped around the elevator shaft. Not wasting any time she started climbing the stairs. That’s when she heard a door above her close. At first she thought nothing of it. People were always coming in and out of the building. With the elevator out and the stairs being the only other way to get up and down doors were opening and shutting all d

Pallas Athena And Arachnae
Pallas Athena and Arachnae The story of Arachnae is really a subsection of the stories surrounding Pallas Athena of the Greek Pantheon. Athena was the Goddess of Wisdom, patroness of arts and crafts, and a fearsome warrior. While her male counterpart, Ares, focused on the blood lust of war, Athena espoused logic, reason and justice. She was represented by an Owl and is associated with the olive tree. Athena and her uncle, Poseidon, fought to see who would be chosen as the benefactor of the capital city of Attica. Each was to give a gift, and who evers gift was considered better would be chosen as patron. Poseidon struck the rock with his trident and from the resulting hole poured forth salty water. This represented his gift - a strong navy and new trade routes. This was a valuable gift indeed. Athena struck the rock with her spear and an olive tree sprang forth. This represented the region's prime trade - olive oil was used in cooking, as lamp fuel, and in cosmetics, soaps

Kidnapped... (1)
THIS IS A STORY THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON FOR A WHILE... IT IS FAR FROM COMPLETE AS IT WILL BE A BOOK WHEN I AM DONE... FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON WHAT YOU THINK... GOOD OR BAD! THANK YOU FOR READING AND ENJOY! As she lay there coming fully awake from a deep sleep, she opened her eyes only to find out that she still was unable to see anything. She realized that there was something over her eyes. As she reached to move whatever the object was, she realized that her hands and feet were bound. She was extremely confused; no matter how much she struggled she was unable to free herself. About the time she was letting out a whimper, she heard something in the room. She stopped. It was foot steps. Some one was in the room. She managed to let “Hello” escape from her mouth. The foot steps were still coming towards her but whoever it was would not answer. She started struggling frantically, trying to get free. Not knowing what was about to happen. She was scared and all she wante

Dido-life For Rent
I haven’t ever really found a place that I call home I never stick around quite long enough to make it I apologize that once again I’m not in love But it’s not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking It’s just a thought, only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cause nothing I have is truly mine I’ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea To travel the world alone and live more simply I have no idea what’s happened to that dream Cause there’s really nothing left here to stop me It’s just a thought, only a thought But if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy Well I deserve nothing more than I get Cause nothing I have is truly mine While my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down While I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try Well how can I say I’m alive If my life is for rent…

Rating, Adding, Posting Etc!!!!
Alright look, it's like this. If I check out your profile and don't rate you or whatever DO NOT shout me and say Hey why didn't you rate me or whatever. I will rate who I want to rate when I feel like rating you. I will add who i choose when I choose to do so. And If I don't, then get over it. There r plenty of people out there who only care about their cherry points. I actually LOOK at the people I rate and I try to be honest. If checked u out but didn't rate... there's either a good reason or something goofy happened to my puter and I'll get back 2 u as soon as I can! SO LAY OFF!!! If you don't like the score I gave u. sorry truth hurts sometimes. People rate me 1 and 5 and 2 all day long. I don't cuss them or get angry. I let it ride and get on with my life because no stupid number from a complete and total stranger will ever determine my self worth or value. I know who and what I am inside and out. I don't think I'm super sexy but i'm far from bow wow. Your world isn't gonna fal

Dido-here With Me
I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here I don't want to move a thing, It might change my memory Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me I don't want to call my friends, They might wake me from this dream And I can't leave this bed, Risk forgetting all that's been Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me

Insane Fantasy....
Wildness fueled by fantasy- Souls burning with madness- Embracing what "could" become- Self destructing furture unknown- Intertwining lives as we go- Our hearts producing our thoughts- Brains unable to function properly-Signs still not visible- Craving unity we continue down- Letting the electricity flow through us- Our first thought into reality; bright and vivid- Desire blazing into the depths of humanity- Serinity and peace cloud our judgement- Our faoundation begins to weaken- Fire burning out of control- Unstable ground comes out from under us- We begin to slip on our own remains- As I stumble the fire catches me- I feel it's burn as my flesh smolders... Struggling within myself to survive- Waiting for the blaze to dissipate- Waiting for our fire to burn cold- The fires insanity, like my own- Still burns like the sun- Seeing you in the shadows- Reaching for your sweet embrace- Help me from the Hell I create

Ponderisims....
Call it a methodical dream.... Call it life... Then again, why is "life" "such a great thing"?..... When all you do, while living it is suffer... You slowly sometimes quickly see yourself... Coming apart at the seams....!!! No one hears...your inner screams... HELP ME!..FREE ME!..SAVE ME!!!!!!..... Then again, no one really cares... So, all your emotions you learn..to buffer... Why is life so cold and uncaring?... What has people and the world in it come to...? Everything, is one big obstacle.. Always something up ahead.... Never anything positive..jus harder times.. My world....is Lost...Empty...Cold....& Bare... Hopefully one day, my ravaged soul.... Will finally be free from all pain and dispair....

Thoughts... Or At Least Maybe One...?
Some of my thoughts... Breath me in like tired wind- That crosses oceans and rivers- I'll breath you in like smoke from a fire- The two are never severed- Look at me, I look at you- I see the things you've been through- I know your pain- It too, is just like mine- I've been through all of it too- If you could live in my flesh for a day, You'd wish that you were gone- And if someday I disaapear- I'll know my life was for none- I can't imagine what happiness is- Because,I have never felt it for to long- And, I can't begin to know true joy- Because, I've never lived it- I'll never know all the answers- If I never ask the questions- But, if I ask I only fail- And face my friend, rejection---So it never ends! Because, it never began- And, all that, is truth in the matter- In life or death, If I had the choice-- I'd chose the latter.......

**the Difference Between Sm And Abuse **
THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SM AND ABUSE - a statement from Lesbian Sex Mafia (LSM) SM: An SM scene is a controlled situation. ABUSE: Abuse is an out-of-control situation. SM: Negotiation occurs before an SM scene to determine what will and will not happen in that scene. ABUSE: One person determines what will happen. SM: Knowledgable consent is given to the scene by all parties. ABUSE: No consent is asked for or given. SM: The "bottom" has a safeword that allows them to stop the scene at any time they need to for physical or emotional reasons. ABUSE: The person being abused cannot stop what is happenning. SM: Everyone involved in the SM scene is concerned about needs, desires, and limits of others. ABUSE: No concern is given to the needs, desires, and limits of the abused person. SM: The people in the SM scene are careful to be sure that they are not impaired by alcohol or drug use during the scene. ABUSE: Alcohol or drugs are of

True American Heroes
TRUE AMERICAN HEROES One of my supporters sent me these 2 videos in email and they are so very touching I wanted to share them with you all. Seeing these videos makes me even more determined to help spread awareness about and put an END to the MYTHS AND THE ABUSE. I will FIGHT for the rest of MY life to save the lives of these true American Heroes who have and still do serve the American people both publicly and privately. PLEASE WATCH, THESE ARE MUST SEE VIDEOS!!! GOD BLESS OUR ABPT HEROES

Major Bloggage. [if You Take The Time To Read This, Comment.]
This is a long one, but I think I needed to say it all... so if you read it-- comment on it, let me know what you're thinking. I feel it necessary to write a blog right now. Maybe I've been thinking about it for a while and I've either A) now reached my breaking point on some things, or B) found the free time to actually sit down and write something. I wonder if Pink Floyd had it right when they said "Action brings good fortune." I mean, that was like 40 years ago right? Are things [in context] really like that? "Action brings good fortune."? That's a pretty bold statement to make when at one point or another we've all experienced some kind of let down. I'm sure a lot people we know deal with it daily. That whole "bad day" syndrome thing seems to have found a permanent spot in my life recently, and it doesn't seem to want to leave. It's weird because someone called me fake today, and like anyone would... I went on the defensive and denied it. I mean I was offended.

Bondage Couple Lose Key
Berlin - A German couple had to call out the fire brigade after tying each other up in chains - and then losing the key to the padlock. Jochen Ranstett, 56 and his wife Maria, from the town of Weiden, dressed up in leathers and chained each other to their beds, but lost the key during the romp. After hours of trying to free themselves they finally gave up and called for help on Jochen's mobile phone. He said: "It was so embarrassing. We just wanted to try something a bit different and we ended up with this. "I even had to be taken to hospital because my wrists had swollen so much from trying to get out of the handcuffs." - ananova.com

Shallow...
Secure you mind to the world of diversity- Tolerate only what is considered "normal"- Pass your judgement down upon me- Since my acts are not measured formal- Wear YOUR insureities on youe sleeve- Torment all you don't recogonize- What verdict will be sentenced- Through the silence of your eyes- Condem the entrance of loathing- Bypass the corridors filled with dust- Through the shallowness of your mind- Left here with nothing but disqust- You the illistration of perfection- Seal your eyes to the confines of your brain- Distinguish nothing, imprision intellect- Because your actions define the same- Gaze through the holes of black- Witness the pleasure, observe the unique- Inside your feeble closed interior- Embrace the splender, examine the mistique- Leave mind deadening hatred aside- Escape the confines of your head- Throw away your shallow thinking!- Or, chose to leave your mind dead- Ice cold blood pumping throug

Are U A Die Hard Romantic
Are you a die-hard romantic? I took this quiz- Are you a die-hard romantic?My Result Was: You are a die-hard romantic. Take this quiz- Are you a die-hard romantic? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

**human Animal Roleplay A.k.a. Pet Play **
Human animal roleplay a.k.a. Pet Play Are you into pet play? and what animal are you? Human animal roleplay (also called petplay, ponyplay, ponyism or pup-play) is a form of erotic sexual role-play where one or more of the participants takes on the role of a real or imaginary animal in character, including appropriate mannerisms and behavior, and sometimes a partner will act as another animal, or in a sexual context may take the role of rider, trainer or caretaker (or sometimes breeding partner). The principal theme of human-animal roleplay is usually the voluntary or involuntary reduction (or transformation) of a human being to animal status, and focus on the altered mind-space created. The most common examples are probably canids (pup, dog, wolf), felines (cat, kitten, lion) or equines (pony, horse). Human-animal roleplay is also used in a BDSM context, where one person may be a 'slave', treated or used as an animal by their Mistress/Master. A human pony is known as

Who Wears The Pants In Your Family
Who wears the pants in your relationship? I took this quiz- Who wears the pants in your relationship?My Result Was: You wear the pants in your relationship. Take this quiz- Who wears the pants in your relationship? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

The Charge Of The Dark God (third Version)
The Charge of the Dark God Heed my voice which will come to you as the thunder on the wind for I am thy Lord of Darkness, The Dark God, the Stag Lord, Whisper my name: Cernunnos. I am the sleeping dawn, the twilight, the dark of night that covers the Heavens above you and beckons the Star Goddess to shine. I am the final end that comes so that life may flourish, Behold, I am Immortality; The living die and the Dead are soon reborn. I can see your inner darkness; the dark side of the soul; The hearts desperate yearning. Step into the Empire of Darkness, and Come to me boldly and without fear; For I am he that protects and leads you; I am the echo of the forest; I am the evening sky and the autumn storm; I am the passion within you. I am the hunter and the seeker of Enlightenment. I stand in Light's Darkness and am called Shadow, I am He whom you have named Death. I call forth to thee and bid you step forward. Come with me into the darkness; Fear me not. Feel my love

Part 3a-post Paid Cinular(at&t)individual Plans
For each of the post paid blogs I will have a legend to follow the abbreviations. pk=peak time(7am-9pm) N&W=Night & weekend min(9pm-7am mon-friday and (pm fri-7am mon) kb=kilobit mb=megabit m/a=monthly access m2m=mobile to mobile(which is to any same carrier customer{which are unlimited for most carriers if not I will notate) For all plans any unused pk minutes rollover at the end of billing cycle! $39.99 m/a =450 min pk and 5000 min N&W $59.99 m/a= 900 min pk and unlimited N&W $79.99 m/a= 1350 min pk, Unlimited N&W $99.99 m/a= 2000 min pk, unlimited N&W $149.99 m/a=4000 min pk, unlimited N&W $199.99 m/a=6000 min pk, unlimited N&W All plans are Nation wide long distance, Roaming, call forwarding, call waiting, 3-way calling, caller ID. Adding text packages- $9.99 Media basic=400 messages($.10 each additional), 1mb wireless internet($.01 each add'l kb) $14.99 Media Works=1000 messages($.05 each additional message), 5mb wireless web($.01

I Need Help
I need help! I don't have time for my friends anymore! Am I a workacholic??? or just trying to make ends meet??? Shit..... I have worked at the same job for 23 years ......ya I am damn good at it and I like what I do but..... its a J.O.B.! Just getting by! Think about it! working for someone else is always going to be a j.o.b.! Now I am building an online business in my spare time (like I have a lot of it). Have any of you tried that???? Theres shit everywhere telling you how easy it is to make money online...... Guess what......It doesn't work that way! Any way..I've been farting around.... hopping from one program or product to another for a few years, thinking I was going to start hauling in the cash with my work from home...online business..... Ha! The moral of this story is..... all of these great programs and products are leaving me in the same place!......YUP! a J.O.B. working for someone else!!!! The only advantage is.... if you are good at it you may be

The Charge Of The Dark God (another Version From A Previous Post)
The Charge of the Dark God I am the fire within your heart - the yearning of your soul. I am the hunter of knowledge and the seeker of the Holy Quest. I - who stand in the Darkness of Light, am He whom you have called Death. I - the consort and mate of She whom we adore, call forth to thee. Heed My call, beloved ones, come unto Me and learn the secrets of death and peace. I am the corn at harvest and the fruit on the trees. I am He who leads you home. Scourge and flame, blade and blood - these are mine gifts to thee. Call unto Me in the forest wild and on hilltop bare and seek Me in the Darkness Bright. I - who have been called Pan, Herne, Osiris and Hadespeak to thee in thy search. Come dance and sing; come love and smile, for behold: This is my worship. You are my children and I am thy Father. On swift night wings, it is I who lay you at the Mother's feet to be reborn and to return again. Thou who thinks to know Me, know that I am the untamed wind, the fury of the storm

Can I Do You?
Oh, I apologize you dont understand....I mean can I do you mentally? Can I massage your mind? Make love to your mental, as I sex your intellect and wreck your cranium with crescent waves of cerebral orgasms ad brain spasms? See I want you spiritually and mentally! No need to rush for the bed! I want to undress your mind and come inside your head, connect with you on the deepest levels of your intellect. The mind is the most powerful, hypotonic, intoxicating and narcotic force in the universe. So we can converse while exercising the mind: expanding and challenging its thought capacity. Its like the greatest and most natural aphrodisiac of all time. Foreplay of the mind...... the intellectual and sexual gratification that follows lasts longer than anything that can be initially done with the body... We can forever bask in the afterglow of this spiritual and mental consummation and we dont even have to take our clothes off! Now that you understand......CAN I DO YOU?? Can I stimu

Address Me As Such
~~...So Address Me As Such~~ I can see right past your intricate masks give a sophisticated answer to any question you ask raise 1 or 10 children through struggle and strife run a major corporation and be a supportive wife converse with the 'Big Wigs' or holla atcha in the hood say "Absolutely wonderful!" or "Haaay, it's all good!" put you in your place, without sayin' much I'm an intellectual sista, ...So address me as such Possessing the strength of the strongest foundation my voice speaks in volumes heard throughout the nation my hands grasp doubt and turns it into hope and these hands have cut society's limitation rope because there is no limit on the strength that I possess the determination I have, my courage or my prowess the force of my power can be felt with one touch I'm a strong sista, ...So address me as such My heart contains love in its purest form unconditional, absolute, and everyday reborn my love can surpass the most grue

The Song Of Amergin
The Stag Lord, The Horned God of the Hunt, The Lord of the Forest, the Dark God. If you recall our lessons, then you will remember that on Samhain the Dark God or Dark Lord is represented by the dying sun. He is nearing the end of his life-cycle and is seen as a protector and a warrior. He is also Death. The End of Life. He is the Sun God who kisses his Goddess one last time before he is swept away to a new time and place. His Lady lovingly holds him as he prepares to leave. He disappears and is gone when suddenly she sees a white stag standing on the horizon. The stag looks to the sun, and then back at the Lady. He seems to nod his head at her before heading into the horizon with the setting sun. Called Cernunnos or the Stag King, everything we know about him we only guess from the images of him created by the ancient Celts themselves. They made numerous icons of various gods, and over 60 depict Cernunnos. Yet we only know his name because it is carved on a single icon, made by

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the

Life
So Yea Today My Dad INformed That He Really Wants Me To Move Out. Not Becuz He Doesn't Love Me. But Becuz He Wants Me To Get Out Of Massachusetts. He Wants Me TO Go Cali so I can Become An Actress. He Told Me That him and My Mom Might Be Getting a Divorce. I Can't Deal With That. On Top Of That, My Mom Might Have Cancer.

**public/private Humiliation**
This article is about consensual erotic humiliationErotic humiliationis the consensual use of psychological humiliation in a sexual context, whereby one person gains arousal or erotic excitement from the mixed and powerful emotions of being humiliated and demeaned, or of humiliating another. The humiliation need not be sexual in itself, as with many other sexual activities it is the feelings derived from it which are sought, regardless of the nature of the actual activity. It can be verbal or physical, and can be relatively private or public. Often it can become ritualized, and unlike some sexual variations it can also be easily carried out over a long distance or online. The distinction between humiliation and dominance in an activity such as erotic spanking is that the sought after effect is primarily the humiliation, the activity is just a means to that end.Whilst mild or moderate humiliation is not an uncommon part of BDSM or other sexual roleplay, humiliation play can be taken to

My Eyes Reveal
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Passion67% Diamond Eyes50% Mysterious25% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

**cupping And Fire Cupping **
It is the cupping treatment which is very common in many Oriental homes. It started with using the simple horns and the bamboo cups before the metal and the glass cups were developed. Fire was used to create the vacuum in the cups. Today, a hand-held pump is used to extract the air from the valve-fitted cups to create the vacuum. In the BDSM scene it is a sensual ritual and exciting, stimulating sensation to various parts of the body! Cupping Technique There are two types of cups here --traditional and vacuum. Traditional cups are the ones that need some kind of fire to create a vacuum while the vacuum cups (a newer type) have a pump so that no fire is needed. This kind of suction is more controllable. There are about four sizes of cups. Select the right size for the anatomical area you wish to cup -- small for the neck, etc. The small sizes seem to get better suction and therefore darker color (hickie type bruises). Traditional Cups -- Fire First, cover the treat

Adding And Removing
Hey all my happy Cherries. Just a note to all on my Friends and Family List. If you read my profile it clearly states I do not want to participate in DRAMA or HATE. Recently, one such person on my Family list has stepped over the line in this dimension and removed me from their Family list. I have done this person no wrong, but have been supportive in every way I knew how. I am glad to help in any way I can if you have a problem to get off your Chest. I will laugh, cry, give advice(for all it's worth), try to make you smile (though I can't make you do anything), delve into erotic suggestions, or just talk and lend an ear. I am more than happy to listen to anything you wish to discuss. I will not tolerate being subjected to your anger unless it is warranted. Your secrets you share are my secrets. Your private pics you share do not go anywhere from my page. I respect a persons privacy and am grateful and honored that you would feel safe enuf to share with me. This person that

Losing Myself
Come take a look through the walls of mind, Don't be afraid of the thoughts you will find. Childhood fears and grown up tears have made me what I am Browse the unknown and take a deep look Inside of myself, I am surely an open book Subtle and charming, no need for alarming, this is what I am Losing myself in distant breaths of love Chasing the sun and stars above Fantasy and dreaming, my soul lies screaming, this is who I have become.

Taste
So there are certain songs I can't listen to, Because they tend to remind me of you. I can't walk anywhere near your house, Because I might see you around. I try, to forget your lies. When you decided to leave, you pulled apart my life. And I found out my heart was sewn to yours. When you pulled away, from your arms I was torn. Now some other girl can call the chest where I rested my head home. And she can tell her friends she is yours. But when we meet again we will nullify each other’s feelings. And devoid past memories of ever loving at all. Those blue eyes pierce my heart. Over, and over again. You kiss me in my dreams, but there is no feeling Just pain. Pain in my soul. Pain smeared on my lips. Pain allover your skin, Pain when I breathe and in my writing. Because you were the one person I wanted to be with. I hope she treats you like a king, the way I did. Any girl you choose to love, will only see you taste of me.

Breathe
Air flows in and exhales out, simple does it seem but my breathe has been taken away from me From the moment I saw you and my heart did beat from the moment I held you, still so bitterweet To breathe is an instinct, yet I find it hard to do my legs begin to fail and my eyes start to blurr I know I have to tell myself I will breathe again the moment, the instant, that love begins again.

My Room
Amongst the covers, uncertainty shutters yielding the soul into a blissful still pillows with scent of love times spent are where dreams remain so chilled flames from the candle, seem to entangle breathes that have long since passed footprints on the floor, haunting even more shadows of love that would never last.

Lyrics When To High To Find Paper
we have to keep talking like we always walking, no one can keep up like its flat between the lines when you fade to the chalk lines, after the spray, but it was a set up, when you thought you everyone looked up to you, no one respect a bitch with an attudie, so keep on me where you think i am from when i beat you up, we keep in the lines and mark up, see the blood when the solider of the street marchs threw, it a painted hazed to bring you back, just like that, 10 feet down, where the dogs can't smell, hows that for a fact when i smack your other homies for their upper lips. when it sounds like hte foot step coming down the curb is red all around but we keep steping like its nothing new with a cloud of yesterdays still on stain on our boots as we carrie on, its just a my warrior way.

Why Is Love So Hard To Get Out Of?
Why Can't You Fall Out Of Love The Minute He Makes You Cry Or When You're Hurting So Much You Want To Just Crawl In A Ball And Shut The Whole World Out... Why Does Being In Love Feel Like I'm Being Punished For Wanting To Love Someone... I Want To Stop Loving You Everytime You Hurt My Feelings And Everytime You Make Me Feel Like Im Not Good Enough For You... I Wish I Had The Strength To Just Shut You Out Of My Life And Never Think About You Again... I Dont Want You Constantly On My Mind I Don't Want To Think Bout You Every Minute Of My Day... I Want You To Be Gone From Me With Only Memories To Prove You Even Existed In My Life... Why Do You Always Know What To Say To Me To Make Me Forget About Wanting To Hate You... How Is It That No Matter How Mad I Am At You And How Much I Want You Gone From My Life You Always Know How To Get Back In My Heart... In All Truth I Never Wanted You Out Of My Life Or My Heart I Just Don't Want You To Hurt Me Anymore... I Want To Be The Gir

Memorial Weekend
This weekend is a weekend to remember all who have fallen. Those who have been lost, found, and those we are still looking for. For those first in and last out ... You are remembered for all you have done ... you are the Presidents own and you will always be the ELITE !!!! SEMPER FIDELIS my brothers and sisters. Those that are considered the Marines taxi ... you do more in a day than you choose to do. Sea to air and sea to land. You are always there and are always in need. Thank you for all you do. (this pic is for the entire naval service .. not just there elite ... it was the best pic that jumped out at me). Those that fly the skys and keep them safe ... you protect us on the ground and give all the back up you can. From the air you let us know where we should be. If you go down, you know you will get back up. Your the angels of skys. Thank you for all you do. Those on the ground after the excitement starts. Your Tanks and Toys are always a round

My Trials......
As of tonight my friends, I will not be on until July 24 for reasons not known to some, but to others that know me very well. I will endure 60 days of trials and great tribulations. I will be persecuted like the lamb being brought to the slaughter. To those that do know me very well, you have my cell number. I will answer as often as I can, but to the those that dont have it, pray for me....... In Christ the king's name Ryan.....

The Way I Really Feel!!
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry fo

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL MEMORIAL DAY MEMORIAL DAY 2007 Memorial Day began as a memorial for Civil War veterans. It has become both, a National Decoration Day of family graves, and the holiday that opens the summer season. It is celebrated with backyard barbecues, outdoor picnics, and parades. Waterloo, New York was recognized by President Lyndon Johnson and both houses of Congress, as the birthplace of Memorial Day because the town decorated the graves of Civil War veterans as early as May 5, 1866. The claim is contested by Boalsburg, Pennsylvania, which claims to have begun the practice of decorating soldier's graves two years earlier than Waterloo. Another source claims that two years after the Civil War, it was southern women in Columbus, Mississippi who decorated the braves of both Confederate and Union men. Nevertheless, sources agree that it was General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic who designated May 30, 1868, " as a day for strewing with flowers or

Figure Me Out
Figure Me Out There are many different aspects, that make up my being. As a human , I am like a puzzel with many different pieces. Some of the pieces, Are beautiful and free. Others complex and complicated, Where no one can get in. A piece is full of love, Happiness and joy. Another is full of hurt and many years of pain. Still another holds knoweldge of my soul that I keep deep within. There is the one that even knows how to express itself, Writing it all out, With paper and pen. I am puzzel that is hard to piece. Do want to try, And find if they really do fit. Dee Parenti© All Rights Reserved

Don't Lie!!
Donft Lie Survey EIGHT Lasts 1. Last cigarette: 2. Last beverage: 3. Last phone call: 4. Last text message: 5. Last CD played: 6. Last bubble bath: 7. Last time you cried: 8. Last meal: EIGHT Have Youfs 1. Have you ever dated someone twice? 2. Have you ever been cheated on? 3. Have you ever bought condoms? 4. Have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? 5. Have you ever fallen in love? 6. Have you ever lost someone? 7. Have you ever been depressed? 8. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? Name SIX things you did in the past three days 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. List THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to 1. 2. 3. List THREE favorite colors 1. 2. 3. List TWO things you want to do before you die 1.) 2.) SO FAR IN 07Œc Been to school - Made a new friend- Fallen out of love - Done something you swore never to do - Laughed until you cried - Went behind your parents back - Met someone who changed your life - Gotte

Part 2c Of Pre-paid Cell
Cingular(AT&T)to go phone Choose the rate plan that fits your needs. Unlimited TAlK-$0.10 per minutes, unlimited mobile to mobile to any Cingular(AT&T) customer(availible only if you have funds on the account), $1 a day access(meaning to be able to call or receive calls you pay $1 everyday), Rollover minutes. Simple Rate-$0.25/min for any calls even to cingular(AT&T ) customers. Rollover minutes No activation fee. Each phone comes with $10 worth of time on it and the time is based on which plan you pick. There is no contract. You buy cards or use a debit, credit, or checking account to add minutes to the account. Cingular(AT&T)to go has a rewards program for every $100 you spend refilling your account you receive a bonus. The Bonus's are as follows: Lvl 1-$100=$5 more added to you account Lvl 2-$200=$10'' Lvl 3-$300=$15'' Lvl 4-$400=$15'' Lvl 5-$500=$20'' Premium-Every $100 increment afterwards=$20 Text is $0.05 per message Domestic sent/received, $0.20 per messa

Nerves
I know my damn cd release is'nt until Saturday but my fuckin nerves are already kicking in. You know the usual, will anyone show up? Will only 10 or 20 show up? Will anyone like the new cd? Damn I hate this part of the game!! Shoot me some LUV yall!! Mikey

Unforgetable
If I can say with so much passion dicard the facade and all this reserve if I can speak with so much freedom unleash the restraint and would you see this; this absense of chains unfettered and unbidden just live it? Let it revel in awe; I've got it tethered by unbroken threads that wind in and through this element of culture. That's what it is, unforgettable.

Bout To Have Some Fun!
Hehe. I'm going camping tomrrow with Nikki and her parents and I can't wait. I haven't been camping since like last summer.. and it's been killin me.. but hopefully we're going to all have a good time. Me and April and her dad are going to the Nantahala soon, or at least I hope so.. I need to save up some money so I can get me a boat and start kayaking. :] And school is almost over! Which is probably the best thing that's happening right now, besides this weekend. Amber hates me right now, and at this point, it's whatever. I haven't done anything wrong and she's just mad at the world or something. But it's all good. Well, I'm gonna end this here, because I don't know what else to talk about, and nobody will probably read it anyways. lol Love.

Uber Me
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 75,260 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? ADDED NEW FOLDER "MAY 2007 " PLUS ADDED ALOT OF PICS TO "ABOUT ME " FOLDER. XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !! ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP

Hi!!!!!!
HEY EVERYBOSY I AM VERRY SORRY BC I WAS NOT USED CHERRYTAP.COM LIKE ALMOST 1 MONTH NOT SURE BC I WAS BUSY NO TIME TO CHECK CHERRYTAP.COM BC I WEENT CAMPING LOT BUT TODAY I FANILYYY GOT HOME FROM CAMPING WHEW IA M SORRY PEOPLE IF U TRY BEEN TALK TO ME BUT RIGHT NOW I AM HERE SMILEEEEEEEEEEEE LEAVE A COMMENT OR WHAT ELSE U WANT TO SMILEEE

Lyrics Of Truth
As some may know I am a huge MEGADETH fan and Dave and I are on the same page when it comes to writing music. I am very political on some things that need to be addressed and Dave has done so with this........ WASHINGTON IS NEXT ------------------ The quiet war has begun with silent weapons And the new slavery is to keep the people Poor and stupid, "Novus Ordo Seclorum" How can there be any logic in biological war? We all know this is wrong, but the New World Order's Beating down the door, oh something needs to be done There was a king, an evil king Who dreamt the wickedest of dreams An ancient mystery, no prophet could interpret Of seven years of famine, the wolf is at my door As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more The word predicts the future and tells the truth about the past Of how the world leaders will hail the new Pharoah The eighth false king to the throne; Washington is next! Disengage their mind

Kali Meditations
Kali Meditations The World Turn away from the outer world. Turn inward, and feel the Kundalini that arises in you. The World as it is. Let it be... You are in India. You have come to find illumination, but all you see is the world. All around you, children cry out with hunger, their chests shrunken, their bellies bloated. A woman lies under a leafless tree, barely moaning, weak with fever, too weak to call out for help. The sickness, and the pain, and the hunger are palpable. You begin to feel sick. You too are in pain. You too are hungry. You feel an urge to run away from all of these people who press you on all sides, pushing on you with their agonies.. You walk past the crying, bloated children, past the moaning woman, through the whole throng of people. You keep walking, further and further away. Now the cries and the moans are barely audible. As you walk, the sun falls behind the hills. Night comes, and a few tentative stars begin to shine. As you watc

Eli's Dance Video!!
Hey Everybody! I entered my son into a contest on my1061.com called "My Dancing Baby". Out of all the other babies under 1, he is a top 10 finalist!!!! The only thing is, now it is up to the public to vote for their favorite dancing baby. Please, please, please, take a few seconds and click on the link down below and vote for Elias!!! You also have to check your email to confirm your vote for it to count. I hope you are able to vote for him! Thank you so much in advance!!!! http://my1061.com/pages/promo/my_dancing_baby_vote.html XOXO, VentiChai

What Type Of Dragon Are You
You scored as Silver, Silver Dragons are regal and statuesque. They cheerfully assist good creatures that are in genuine need. Silver Dragons prefer aerial lairs on secluded mountain peaks, or even the clouds themselves. Silver Dragons are not violent and avoid combat except when faced with highly evil or agressive foes.Silver95% Copper65% Gold65% Bronze60% Red55% Brass55% Blue45% Green40% White30% Black10% What Type of Dragon are You?(Pics)created wit

Well I Owe My Apologies
Well I owe everyone an apology for yesterday and I am sorry.I let my frustration get the better of me and should not have and I do apologize to each and every one of ya'll.I think everyone knows our focus for know so I am not gonna flogg a dead horse.Please try and get into froggygirls 2,it started today and she is a member of the bombsquad which makes her high priority. I am going to spend more time taking care nof my personal account as i have been neglecting it but i am here for ya'll and will stratetgize4 my bomber's.you are not abandoned by no means and as the family grows so will my time leading ya'll,but for right now 20 mins shaould about cover it.i am alway's available at my personal account for any ?'s you may have.

Love
well they say that ther is some one for every one out ther , and i think i finally found her she is the sexiest hottest most beautiful women ive ever met . and i met her on CT i feel sick when im not with her, her voice is like the sound of angels to me . i know im in love with her and best of all i know she loves me. well i just wanted to tell some one enyone and this is as good a way as eny i guess . she has become my world and i love it .lol . thanks for reading.

Crappy Co-workers
This is just a rant I needed to get off my chest... I'm sure just about all of us have dealt with a crappy so worker before... so maybe you can relate... SOO... I have this co worker (obviously lol!) that I CAN NOT stand!! Well actually no one in our department can stand her. She never ever shuts up (you can walk away from her and she'll still be talking when you come back! LMAO!!), and it’s never anything good that comes out of her mouth. She has absolutely NO tact or manners on top of it. For someone who has worked there only 6 months you would think she was a disgruntled employee that's endured crap for many many years. It's so bad that when she calls in sick... We're HAPPY about it! So, this morning... Another co worker, her and myself walk over to the cafeteria to pick up breakfast. As we're walking out the door I hear this woman behind me, pop off with "I'm going to start calling you carrot top!" I reply with "excuse me?" and she repeats it. To that I say to her "My

Kali - The Black Goddess
Kali - The Black Goddess As children, we are taught to fear the dark. The bad guys wear black hats; we should stay away from dark places; the enemy of Christianity is the "Prince of Darkness." All our lives we are taught that the way to goodness is to strive towards the light, away from the dark which is bad.. But is the dark bad? Isn't it more likely that the dark is something that we need? There can be no light without the darkness; each day has a night in which we rest to refuel ourselves, to regain our energy. As such, the dark is represented as a place and time for renewal. Surely it would stand to reason, then, that we need the dark side of ourselves; but if that is the case, why do so many of us strive to rid ourselves of this aspect, to deny it and put it away? And in so doing, might we not be causing inner turmoil in ourselves as we deny something that is really needed by our souls, minds, and hearts? Repression of a thing is almost never good, and can perhaps l

Kali, The Black Goddess Of Yore
Kali, the Black Goddess of Yore Kali is not what one imagines a typical Hindu woman to be. She is neither gentle, bashful, nor subservient toward her husband. She moves around in the nude; her hair is disheveled; and she gets intoxicated from drinking the blood of demons.. Kali is a Goddess who fights alone. And if she wants help, she accepts it from other females but does not seek it from men. Whenever the male Gods are unable to subdue the demons in battle, they ask the Great Mother Goddess for help, and not until after she has scored a victory can they go back in peace and perform their normal godly duties.. The fact that Ma Kali is black makes one wonder whether this Goddess originated with an ancient African super culture. Most scholars don't believe she is ancient. They call her a relatively "young" Goddess who did not reach full popularity in India until the 18th or 19th century. Their opinion is based on the Vedas which are perhaps the most ancient scriptures in

Friendship
FRIENDSHIP Friends so quickly come And friends sometimes go But if a friendship is true It will always continue to grow. For the qualities of a friend Are too many to describe, But one thing is certain They're never hard to find. Always remember that Friends have feelings too, Don't forget little things that matter Like saying please, and thank you. They often do so much To help us out everyday, Which is definitely why Friends are needed in every way. So take not for granted The qualities of your friends, For you never know When you may see them again The essence of FRIENDSHIP is not the smile and gestrues we give but a feeling when you discover that someone believes in you and willing to trust you...

Cherry Tap Friends
Just wanted to say all, i am done adding people and keeping people to just get points, rating pics for pints, commenting for points, doing contests for points, i am done with 98 % of the people that don't know me or i don't know them, this place is definately for addicts if its points, but can still be a friends base if u don't care about points at all, like me, anyways, if ur one to get deleted, please don't be upset ( hmmm sure u won't be ) because if i delete evidently we never ever talk, or u are a ghost to me, as i am to u Don

Eris
Eris Greco-Roman goddess of Discord and Chaos adopted in the 20th century by the Discordians. Eris was the personification of strife. Known to the Romans as Discordia, she was a sister of Mars and belonged to the retinue of Mars and Bellona. She is said to have a son known as Strife. In Greco-Roman mythology she was variously blamed for strife, deceit, contention, murder, wars, disputation, and rivalry. She has been associated with the Fool and Tower tarot cards (representing both her trickster and her destructive aspects). She is most commonly known by the part she played in: Myth of the Apple of Discord (this version extracted from the Principia Discordia - it's more or less true to most versions of the myth except for the bit about hot dogs. And about Paris being French. But what do historians know anyway?) Zeus was preparing a wedding banquet for Peleus and Thetis and did not want to invite Eris because of Her reputation as a trouble maker. This made Eris angry, an

Charge Of The Dark Goddess #2
Charge of the Dark Goddess #2 Hear me child, and know Me for who I am. I have been with you since you were born, and I will stay with you until you return to Me at the final dusk. I am the passionate and seductive lover who inspires the poet to dream. I am the One who calls to you at the end of your journey. After the day is done, My children find their blessed rest in my embrace. I am the womb from which all things are born. I am the shadowy, still tomb; all things must come to Me and bare their breasts to die and be reborn to the Whole. I am the Sorceress that will not be ruled, the Weaver of Time, the Teacher of Mysteries. I snip the threads that bring my children home to me. I slit the throats of the cruel and drink the blood of the heartless. Swallow your fear and come to me, and you will discover true beauty, strength, and courage. I am the fury which rips the flesh from injustice. I am the glowing forge that transforms your inner demons into to

The Charge Of The Dark Goddess
The Charge of the Dark Goddess The Dark Goddess speaks to us, through the mouths of Lilith, Kali, Tiamet, Hekate, Nix, the Black Madonna, Nemesis and Morgaine.. I am the Darkness behind and beneath the shadows.. I am the absence of air that awaits at the bottom of every breath.. I am the Ending before Life begins again, the Decay that fertilizes the Living.. I am the Bottomless Pit, the never-ending struggle to reclaim that which is denied.. I am the Key that unlocks every Door.. I am the Glory of Discovery, for I am that which is hidden, secluded and forbidden Come to me at the Dark Moon and see that which can not be seen, face the terror that is yours alone.. Swim to me through the blackest oceans to the center of your greatest fears-- the Dark God and I will keep you safe.. Scream to us in terror, and yours will be the Power to Forbear.. Think of me when you feel pleasure, and I will intensify it, until the time when I may have the greatest pleasure of meeting

What Piercing Are You
You scored as Labret Piercing, You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.Labret Piercing80% Dirty Piercings80% Nipples70% Belly Button Piercing70% Tongue Piercing70% Nose Piercing60% Cartilage Piercing60% Lip Piercing60% Earlobe Piercing50% What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Lilith
The Lady watched the Men and Women, looking thru the eyes of a myriad of Women, children, young girls, mothers, daughters, wives, lovers....all of the Women there were in the World. And She saw that, in many places, the Men had forgotten that the Women were to walk by their side as equals and partners, working as a team, but regarded Women as not-equal, and as possessions. "This must not be," she said. "What shall I do to teach them?" She thought, and remembered that the Fool would teach Men and Women, in His own way, and that Way might work for Her, too. She turned, and was the Maiden, and was in the World. A Man saw Her beauty, and seeing not Her Divinity caught and raped Her. Another took Her, and put Her in chains, and set Her to serving him. In the midst of the night, a band of men broke into the house, killing the slave-maker, and took Her away. They forced Her to serve them as a prostitute, and took the money she was paid for themselves. On and on it went, with humilia

--------most Dear To Me-------------
MOST DEAR TO ME ARE THOSE I LOVE, WHO SHARE AND BLESS MY LIFE, WHO FILL MY HEART WITH COUNTLESS JOYS DESPITE DAYS TOUCHED BY STRIFE. MOST DEAR FRIENDS I CHERISH MOST, WHOSE LOYALTY IS TRUE.... WHATEVER MY LOT, WHATEVER MY PAIN, THEY'RE FAITHFUL, THROUGH AND THROUGH. MOST DEAR EACH BLESSING THAT THE LORD BESTOWS WITH LOVING GRACE; NO MATTER IF I SOMETIMES ERR, I'M SAFE IN HIS EMBRACE. MOST DEAR,INDEED, THE VOICE WITHIN THAT GUIDES ME NIGHT AND DAY, AND GENTLTY CHIDES MY QUESTING SOUL EACH TIME I CHANCE TO STRAY. MOST DEAR OF ALL, MY FAITHFUL LORD, WHO DIED TO SET US FREE, THAT WE- ONE DAY-MIGHT FIND TRUE JOY WITH HIM ETERNALLY

Deep Desires
In the heat of the night I wake up with a fright I turn to look beside me you are right where you are supposed to be I wake you with a kiss and my desire that just persists you pull me close to you and I feel your love so true Filled with so much desire of this I will never tire I am wrapped in your warm embrace as you slowly take me to another place Our bodies become entwined slowly we start to grind at a nice and steady pace as we feel our hearts start to race We are having so much fun as two slowly become one I feel like I am on fire and you just keep taking me higher I want you like no other you will always be my lover as you gently enter me I set my emotions free I feel you so hard and deep glad I woke you from your sleep faster and more intense as we go I love you so much, just want you to know As we are ready to explode all our emotions were showed we cuddle into each other arms I love how you work those charms We slowly drift off

· Tripkore ......and More
ok so i got rated a 4 (TripKore rated your photo a '4'!)I UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYONE DOESNT THINK IM A 10 BUT FOR FUCK SAKS A 4 REALLY....GEEZ!!! LOL....HERES FOR YOU TRIPKORE .............. ok now that im done ranting my boy is on hes first over night trip to tennesse to dollywood he has called 150 times lol.....but is having a blast then this weekend is prom for my oldest girl....man im old!

-----and Then He Sent Me You-------
WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON, I KNOW YOU ARE A GIFT SENT DOWN TO ME FROM GOD ABOVE TO GIVE MY LIFE A LIFT. YOUR KINDNESS AND COMPASSION ARE TRULY GENUINE- IF I COULD HAVE BUT JUST ONE FRIEND, I'M GLAD THAT YOU ARE MINE. I TALK TO YOU LIKE ON ONE ELSE, YOU ALWAYS HELP ME SEE THAT GOD IS ALWAYS ON MY SIDE AND THERE HE'LL EVER BE. YOUR FRIENDSHIP FILL A VOID I HAD NO ONE ELSE WILL DO-- GOD SAW MY NEED AND SMILED AT ME AND THEN HE SENT ME YOU.

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however, was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights out have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst.. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card stuck

Somedays
Somedays I wonder if it is me am I not good enough am I really all that bad, I try to search my brain for the right answer but I can't find it and it just makes me mad. I look in the mirror and think there is so much I could change about myself to get him to like me, but then I think to myself why should I have to change but if I did change who would I be. I'd be something else I wouldn't be me and that would just kill me inside, If I were to change it would be like part of me has left or died. I can only be what I am and that should be enough for any man that I show interest in, but it's not enough and that's what makes me think I need to change again and again. I guess I should be happy with what I was givin and just do the best that I can, I don't need approval exceptance or anything from any man. I just need to be me and not worry about what other people say or think or do, to be honest I would be happy to look at you everyday I like you for you.

Guinness Book Openings
Sleeping Beauty said, "I believe myself to be the most beautiful girl in the world" Tom Thumb said, "I must be the smallest person in the world." The Hunchback of Notre Dame said, "I absolutely have to be the ugliest person in the world." So they all decided to go to the Guinness Book of World Records to have their claims verified. Sleeping Beauty went in first and came out looking deliriously happy. "It's official, I AM the most beautiful girl in the world." Tom Thumb went next and emerged triumphantly, "I am now officially the smallest person in the world." Sometime later, the Hunchback of Notre Dame comes out looking utterly confused and says....."Who the hell is Rosie O'Donnell?"

A Poem For My Love
I wonder how my life would be without you in it Your love is a constant source of strength that I draw from And it is something that has blessed me in so many different ways All that you have been to me cannot be expressed in words It is something only the heart can explain I live in the warm embrace of your love each and every day And I want you to know that nothing is more precious to me I do not want to know life, without you in it All my love I love you beautiful

Loud And Rowdy
A group of loud and rowdy drunks were making a racket in the street. It was the wee small hours of the morning and the lady of the house flung open a window and shouted at them to keep quiet. "Is this where Frank lives?" one of the drunks asked. "Yes, it is," the woman replied. "Well then," said the drunk, "Could you come and pick him out so the rest of us can go home?"

Apple Computer Announcement
Apple Computer and iTunes announced today that it has developed a device that can store and play high fidelity music in women's breast implants. The iTit will cost $499 or $599 depending on speaker size. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women have always complained about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

People Have Feelings
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him and as he crawled around looking for his glasses, I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his fac

Garfield, On The Oil Crisis
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington,DC !!! Any Questions ???

----you Are My Leaning Post------
YOU ARE MY LEANING POST, DEAR LORD, MY SHELTER AND MY ROCK YOU OPEN UP THE DOOR FOR ME EACH TIME YOU HEAR ME KNOCK. ALL I NEED TO DO IS ASK AND YOU PROVIDE THE WAY. YOU HEAR ME WHEN I CALL TO YOU THE TIMES I KNEEL TO PRAY. THANK YOU, LORD, FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE, YOUR COMFORT AND YOUR CARE. IT'S SUCH A JOY FOR ME TO KNOW I MAY SEEK AND FIND YOU THERE.

Part 2b Pre-paid Carriers
Net10 is just like Tracfone in the respect that you must purchase cards to keep the service active. Net10 handsets start at $30 and up. Each handset comes with 300 minutes to use within 60 days. the cards come in 150 minutes for $15(good for 30 days), 300 minutes for $30(good for 60 days), 600 minutes for $60(good for 60 days). Texting costs half a minute. NET10 is Nationwide service and costs $0.10/min in or out of your area. Boost Mobile is a Pay-as-you-go service(buy cards to have service) or Premium service(pick a plan). Nice thing about Boost is the Walkie feature(you can use the handset like a walkie talkie to contact other Boost customers $1 a day for unlimited use). Cards for the Pay-as-you-go start at $30 and up. Features are $0.10/min-Night&weekend, $0.10/min for mobile to mobile, $0.20?min for national calls, $1/day for Walkie, free to receive text $0.10 per message to send. Boost Premium: $30/month-inlimited Nationwide Walkie, $0.10/min National calls, $0.10/mi

Thursday 5/24/07
Just another day, but I have been chatting in Skype IM a bit more than usual, at least until someone can hook up my mic for me, then hopefully I'll be able to voice with some friends. Other than that I've just been listening to CrushFM and hanging out in LooneyTuneHangout and The Lobby. I've been trying to get in here more, but I think I've gotten myself burnt out on it, lol even though it's still my favorite blog site of the ones that I'm on. Well, I think I'll end this here because I don't know what else to write about. Have a great night all.

Love.......
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew i would love you best.

Blog Readers
to all my blog readers. when you read my blogs or any one elces blog please at least rate it even if you dont leave a comment. its polite to do so.meny of us spend alot of time writeing them for your pleasure.please show your suport. thanks.. zz..

Part 2a Pre-paid Carriers
There are many Pre-paid carriers to choose from here is a list of the ones availible in the South Western Pennsylvania area: 1.Cricket-Buy the handset, pick a plan and pay a monthly access fee. No contract required. A.$35 for Unlimited Local calling in your area code B.$40 for Above and Long Distance C.$45 for Above and call waiting, caller ID, Voicemail, 3-way calling, unlimited texting. D.$50 for above and 411 directory assistance, mobile web. E.$55 for above(-mobile web and 411) but you receive 100 min of nationwide roaming. F.$60 includes all of E but with 200 minutes of nation wide roaming. with any of the plans from A-D you can add for roaming: $5 for 30 minutes of nation wide roaming $10 for 70 minutes, and $15 for 120 minutes. There is a $36 activation fee and if you miss paying on time the phone is deactivated and to have it turned back on there is a $15 are-activation fee. If you change your plan at anytime or change handsets(even if it because the o

The Secret To Getting What You Want
guys and girls, check this out and watch it...it's so very true and please pass the good wealth around so that we all can get what we want out of this life... http://movie6.net/movies2/secret1.html

When You Get Old //this Is Funny
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," She replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it?" Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And what do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She simply replied, "No peer pressure." The nice thing about being senile is you can hide your own Easter eggs. I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees, fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 diffe rent medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remembe r if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God, I still have my driver's license. I feel like my body

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A Lost Friend..
I have just read the news that a artist and writer that I have followed for 13 years has passed... I feel as if I have lost a friend that I can never thank for his words and art. I am honestly in a state of shock...my wife...ex-wife...damn it,Stevie used to say we were brothers from different mothers...and now I have lost my "brother"...I would get excited when the new issue came out and I would rush home and read it cover to cover ignoring all around me. That joy and excitment is now lost and that saddens my soul, to find someone who could create a piece of art and words that I related to....R.I.P. my the gods relize what a smart ass and artist they have brought to their table and may they pay you the respect you deserve..

Ct Desperation...important (not Really) (yeahright!)
Now most of you that are my friends know that what I'm about to do is against everything I've established on here, but, I'm tired of the restrictions. I've got a few more people to add to my family and a lot more pictures to post, but unfortunately I'm not a legend or leveled high enough and I also lost my VIC status. So check this out, if I can get a blast from someone and back VIC status and also a little help on the comment and rating area. I wouldn't be asking this if I weren't in this finacial situation. I had to get a new card because the magnetic tape wore on mine and CT doesn't take checks, that I know of. So anyway, that's the sob story. Help me out if you can, ight... Realest

2 Months In Advance :p
Hmmm let's see..it is officially two months until my birthday sooo I gotta make the list. I always atleast get one thing off of it so what the hell lol. Plus hey it's a big bday cause it's not every day that you turn 24 on the 24th of July lol. ~Any kind of Marilyn Monroe stuff ~Any kind of Dane Cook stuff cause he's hilarious and one of my dream guys lol ~Anything involving the Patriots(shut up) ~A Claddagh ring(I refuse to buy it myself cause..guys come on,that's bad luck!) ~Tickets to a Nickelback concert ~A week at pretty much any beach(yeah I know I think big don't I?) ~A full night of free drinks lol...hey my last bill on a drinking night was 45 bucks...but um...I wasn't completely gone yet either. ~A Great American Cookie cake which now can only be bought down at Towson Town Center..which sucks cause it's a tradition. They are waaay better than a Hellmart cookie cake trust me. ~One day to be spoiled with no drama or chaos of any sort in my path(that would be a shock l

Hot And Steamy!
It got me thinking.. Personally, NSFW is not my thing, prefer to see peeps with clothes, now don't get me wrong, i appreciate the attractiveness of girls here, but still i prefer it wrapped you know.. But also the thing around NSFW folders.. And people who ask you for those kinda pics cos you don't have one. So next week i am off to starbucks, and well, i am going to start a new thing, and have a NSFW folder called HOT AND STEAMY.. And inside one pic of me with a great pic of hot chocolate! So if you sick of people asking for those kinda photos, join me! And tag them "Get the hint?" or something! I mean if you want to post those kinda pics and look at them good on you! It the people who ask, and sometimes get very insolant after, that i don't like! Peace out!

Nsfw Pics !!!!
WHAT IS GOING ON HERE ON THIS SITE? I SENSE A SLIGHT SENSE OF BOLLOCKS IS GOING ON WHEN I HAVE SEEN A HUNDRED OR MORE BODY PAINTED "I SUPPORT/LOVE AMERICA"....YET MY ONE SINGLE BODY PAINTED PIC THAT HAS LESS BODY FORM SHOWING WAS REPORTED.....WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ASSWIPES DOING THIS?????????? I am sick of this shit!!!! Just another gripe due to excessive childish behaviour from idiotic morons on cherrytap!!! The Aussie Assassin,Ian......ciao.

They Are Sending This Warning Out Throughout The County.
Verified in Snopes: http://www.snopes.com/crime/fraud/juryduty.asp Jury Duty Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and ..... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been repo

Come On It's Only For Fun ""if We Had Sex Game..."
Repost as "IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! Hahahaha This is gonna be interesting..... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to

A Few Of My Favorite Things....
I was asked a question and it went like this.... What is your favorite thing if you only had one...well I don't think I could ever pick just one. So here is a few of my favorite things...if you were curious what were some of the things I liked. I love to come home to my kids and getting the best hugs ever... I love the smell of Spring rain... I love the laughter of children... I love a cool breeze at night after a long day... I love penguins... I am a huge Betty Boop fan... I love flowers especially roses and lillies ... I love to be kissed on the back of my neck... I love flip flops... I love bright colors... I love amusement parks... I love the beach... I love very warm weather... I could stay outside all day on a hot day... and most importantly I love my husband!!

Shai - The Meaning Of My Name
Shai (Shay, Schai, Schay) was the ancient Egyptian god of fate and destiny. He was both a personification of these concepts as well as a deity - the Egyptians believed that he was 'born' with each individual, yet he was also a god. During the New Kingdom he appeared in the Book of the Dead, shown in the judgement scene in the Halls of Ma'ati. He was a god related to birth in the world and rebirth in the underworld. As a god of destiny and fortune, Shai could be a positive or negative influence. He could protect an individual, or he could bring misfortune down on the individual. He could be an ambivalent deity, and the Egyptians believed that he followed a person from the moment of birth through to the judgement in the afterlife. His presence at the weighing of the heart could be either one of helping or hindering the deceased, or even as an unbiased party telling the court what has happened in the life of the deceased. But as Meskhenet and Renenutet were there to help with rebirt

My Pc Suxx!
I just wanted to let those of you out there that come by often to drop a comment or rate my pics that I really appreciate it so very much and I do my best to return the love, but there are a few of you whose pages jam up and freeze my pc because my pc SUXX LOL, so plz don't think I don't WANT to come leave ya some luv...I just gotta figure out how to at least be able to re-install my WinXP Pro without having to use the installation CD as right now my cd/dvd drives are not being found by my system cuz of some screw up somewhere!! IF anyone knows how I can use an online installation of WinXP Pro or where I can go to get the program, plz plz let me know asap. Thank you and hope you all are doing great! Hugz ~BaybieCaykes~

Something That Might Take Awhile To Do.
I'm going to be working on something on my site that I don't think that many people are doing. You "see" being a Gamer. I offten get some ideas of what I like to do. A few weeks ago. I had this idea of making this "big" PokeDex site. Ok. So some (maybe lot of people) may think this is dumb or whatever. But I'm going to make this site by putting almost everything about the Pokemon in it. From attacks, natures, items, whatever. Even level up. So I hope to make this thing big. Might take me awhile. But who cares? That's all for now!! SeeS you later :)

We Have A Colorado Shack
wife called tonight at 7:10pm eastern time telling me that we got the ok for the trailor in colorado so now i'll have to take a few days off from work and maybe fly out to sign papers or have them fedex to me to do up.yeeeeeeee fucking haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Motherf*ckin Idiots!!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/83547/353951 FIRST OF ALL, TO UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION IN ALL THIS YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ON THIS MATTER. IF YOU HAVENT THERES THE LINK. NOW I LOG ON AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS COME TO MY PAGE IN ONE OF HIS KIDDY PROFILES AND BLOCKED ME FROM CONTACTING HIM THRU HER, SO I GO TO HIS PAGE, WHICH TO MY SURPRISE IS STILL UP AND RUNNING. APPARENTLY NO ONE GIVES A FUCK IF YOU POST KIDS ON THIS SITE, BUT THEY CARE IF A GROWN ASS WOMAN SHOWS SOME ADULT TITS AND ASS. IM HIGHLY FUCKIN PISSED THAT THIS ASSHOLE IS STILL ALLOWED TO ROAM AROUND CHERRYTAP AND DO WHAT HE WANTS, WHEN HE WANTS, AS HE WANTS..... SO WHATS A PERSON TO DO? I THINK ITS TIME I CALLED DATELINE AND LETS SEE WHAT IT TAKES TO CATCH A PREDATOR.... WHAT YALL THINK? AND FEEL FREE TO LET CHERRY LICKER HIMSELF KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT HES DOING TO THESE KIDS..... ON AN ADULT SITE, ID RATHER LOOK AT NAKED ADULTS THAN I WOULD HALF DRESSED CHILDREN POSING SEDUCTIVELY ASKIN

Types Of Cellular
OK this is just a starter fo rmany blogs to come on cellular phones. For starters I do sell cell phones and other services at work. I just thought after seeing alot of Mumms on "what carrier or handset should I go with ?" this would be helpful to many. There are Post-paid and Pre-paid. Post-paid is a contractual agreement for no less than 1yr and no more than 2yrs. Most carriers charge a $175 termination fee if yo uwant ot get out of the contract early. Also upgrades to any equipment is 11 months into a 1yr contract or 22 months into a 2yr contract. In order to receive an upgrade towards the end of your contract you must renew with the carrier for 1 to 2 yrs and the cost of the handset depends on the length of the renewed contract and whether you go to the carriers own store or website or an authorized dealer for the carrier.(i.e. Walmart, a kiosk at the mall, or Flywire.com). I will in future blogs go into depth on the various carriers in the south western Pennsylvania area

Somethin I Was Wonderin
ok if there is something that you know will better your life and your childs would you do it i want to do something were i know it will better my life and my daughters but i keep being pushed away from it just something i thought i would share with u all

Please Dont Comment This One If You Read It
you know every man comes into his life not knowing what hes supposed to do. lead people, prosper, do horrible things, make a mark on the world, to live an average life, or to die young. no one will ever know their own destiny until they look at their own life, where its been, what its been through, where they are going. i have looked at all of these and the story of my life seems more unbelievable than the lord of the rings trilogy. but i can tell you, im destined to make others smile when i can. the only time i feel happiness is when others smile, no matter how bad i feel all i want is to make others smile. at the same time i try to keep from having friends. i've been hurt many times, and i always keep it inside, because i dont want anyone to see it, i dont want to hurt people the way i have in the past. i have changed who i am, even though they say its impossible, its not. the only person who really knows anything about me is one of my little sisters. and ive hurt her before too. if

I'll Be There For You !!!
When the sun no longer shines, to bring light into your day, When the stars no longer sparkle, high in the sky at night, When the moon has faded away, and nothing in life seems right, When there is no one to hold you, to make life seem worthwhile, When you feel lost and alone, you will find me in your heart, When you need a true friend, When you need someone that loves you, for the beautiful lady that you are, When the world turns against you, you feel you have nowhere to turn, When you ever need me, I'll Be There For You !!!

Desire Just Intensifies Want.-secret Desires
just to be close to you. to feel your saliva already on my face. i think, no i know i could be your pills. swallow me down i do dissolve. i have dissolved so many times in your eyes. remedy the hurt with a muscle contraction. i can see through you and its a beautifully pained sculpture of life. you will never know how much i needed you, never know how much i thought about you. never how much i dreamt of us being together.....forever. you will never know because i kept it deep inside just how much you really affected me. i still think of you now, every now and then. you still have a place in my heart that you touched one that you will never know about, that places makes me comfortable. i could be everything to you but in the end i ended up being nothing. but nothing is still something right?

Light Of Nothing
I saw something today and it made me turn my head away i didnt like how it made me feel I cant believe that it was real will it ever go away im choking on the ashes of decay i cant believe that its still here sometimes it makes me shed a tear I dont think my mind can take another day darkness falls upon the ground never even makes a sound blackened eyes of sacred fires shine a light like funeral pyres putting death of life on display

An Autistic Apology
I would like to apologize to the lady who took a sarcastic comment I made about her stupid question, and took it as I was attacking her subject matter. She has since blocked me, so I cannot send her a personal apology., which is unfortunate. If I have wronged someone, I'll own up to it, and apparantly I wronged her. The question was "Who supports autistic children?" It struck me as asinine, because who DOESN'T support them? So of course I had to make a sarcastic comment, which in hindsight probably wasn't the greatest idea. So if any of her minions read this, I welcome you to come visit my site, and if someone who she hasn't blocked would let her know that I apologize, I would appreciate it. I fully understand that the people who are affected with autism have both a blessing and a curse, and in no way shape or form would be against helping out and sending my support. You'll know who she is, because she left me a nasty comment. It's pretty obvious, and I'm not deletin

05-24-07
Someone awfully appealing throws a little sweet talk your way. Go on and throw some right back. Not only will this lift your spirits, it just might open your heart. There's no harm in testing the waters, is there?

Please
fuck me until i am raw. until i scream. until i have to cover my face with a pillow. fuck me until you know i will have trouble walking tomorrow. until i am out of breath except to beg you to stop. until my stomach muscles are trembling. fuck me until my throat aches from moaning. until your cock is sore. until the rest of the world is gone and you have to kiss me, hard, so i dont fly apart.

Wheeee!
Bouncy bouncy bouncy! okay so dont ask cuase i really dont know why, I'm just being overly random today. Its kinda enetertaining. I'm still looking for certain things to happen, but who da hell knowns. So everyone, bounce wit me.. BOUNCY BOUNCY BOUNCY AWAY!

Honesty
why is it that ppl are always dishonest when it comes to feelings and relationsips, are selfish and never wanna give? i am thinking that all people are tooinvolved in themselves to ever consider anothers feeling.

New Chainsaw Dissection Cd Out!
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Some People...
Some people just blow my mind on how imature and ridiculous they can be. Down rating people because " lord jesus christ told them to" i mean my god how retarded can ya get.And then other people leaving dirty ass comments on your pics and profile. Saying that your worthless...and yet you must be worth somthing beings they are taking the time to leave these stupid ass comments. It's retarded. This cite is supposed to be fun where you can meet new and cool people and then all of these assholes with nothing better to do have to come and join and take the fun right out of it. It pisses me off. I wish that CT had a " Asshole " blocker when people go to sign up it would make everything alot easier..lol.

Memorial Day
WITH MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND APPROACHING QUICKLY...I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF OUR ARMED FORCES, (past present and future)FOR ALL OF THE SACRIFICES THAT YOU MAKE EACH AND EVERY DAY...I WOULD ALSO LIKE ANYONE WHO READS THIS TO PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT TO SAY A PRAYER FOR ALL OF OUR TROOPS CONTINUING TO FIGHT FOR OUR RIGHTS AND FREEDOMS...LIKE BEING ABLE TO HAVE A SITE LIKE THIS TO EXPRESS OUR VIEWS...TO BE ABLE TO PRAY ANYWHERE WE CHOOSE, TO DRIVE WHERE WE WANT, TO DRESS THE WAY WE WANT, SAY WHAT WE WANT, WELL YOU GET THE IDEA...I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU DEFENDING US...GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS AND GOD BLESS AMERICA eternal flame Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

Tower Of Power
Let the seasons fly The time slip by As I seek for the tower It's said to contain the power The power of the Ancients Ancestal intelligence Knowledge of the universe Which cannot be learned, of course It's not learned in college For it's eternal knowledge It cannot be bought For, it must be sought, reclaimed It is a power Unlike no other For this, I seek the tower To reclaim my family's power.

Make Love To Me..
I dropped my robe from my hand, As I gaze into his eyes, I have never known such a man, Whom without a sound can hear my cries, And as I gaze into his eyes, He makes me feel my heart once more, I can feel a yearning within my thighs, A feeling unlike the one's before, As I feel the yearning in my thighs, From my face flows a stream of tears, He pulls me near and holds me tight, And his gentle kisses washes away my fears, As He pulls me near and holds me tight, I feel his warm breath upon my skin, And upon love's wings my heart takes flight, He kisses me and my love rides on the winds. As my love rides upon the winds, And he is in my arms, I can feel my heart as it mends, This is one of his many charms, As our bodies become inner twined, And our spirits are set free, As we become one and our spirits combine, I whisper in his ear "Make love to me" Written by slave for Master Hell

Have You Ever...
Have you ever wished that you Had never been born, only just to die Have you ever wished that you Had never seen, your first cloud or sky Have you ever wished that you Could stop the tears, from falling down Have you ever wished that you Could stop the pain, and end the frown? I have Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle Denise King

Attention Playaz!
Just to let y'all know, I appreciate all the compliments and talks and rates. But don't get on here and piss down my back and tell me it's raining. In other words, ladies, QUIT TRYIN' TO PLAY ME. It's not my first rodeo people, so don't get on here and think Im another one of the guys you meet and think I'm gonna buy what you're selling them. I'm a lot more intelligent than that, so please don't insult my intelligence. Ive always tried to treat people with respect. Please do the same.

The Soldier's Thought
the soldier's thought the bands have now started playing their drums rolling out marshall beats arms have been polished and sharpened soon violence and soldiers will meet the hardships of living these battles will slip into a comfortable state deprivations that will come tomorrow are the comforts we cling to today the closeness that we will grow into is a bond that few brothers can know the heartache of missing our loved ones and the sadness from losing our own for this none of us here are heros just brothers who've taken a stand we don't fight for medals of laurels but for freedoms and rights due to man across fields of danger we'll look out see the foes that we must overcome knowing full well when it's over too many will never come home the tears of a wife newly widowed the questions a small child will ask are the cost of these wars we go into are the hardest parts of these tasks when we've returned from this battle don't greet us with cheers a

Angel Family Is Looking For Good People To Join Us!
Angel Family is looking for good people to join us! Come and hangout and join a growing Family on CT! We have our own...... * Family Page Angel Family@ CherryTAP * Family Lounge * Soon will have a Bomb Squad added also! Come and Join some good people and hang out with us! If you want to join just leave me a message in my mail and I will add you to the family! Thanks Maria ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~~*~ CT Wife Of ~*~ Lover69~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Only
If only for this season this season alone the world would stop and let me take all the time I wish To vanquish, and explore To enjoy the richest pearls it has to offer To linger over breakfast or savor water on my tongue. Honestly, what will become of me, Don't like reality It's way too clear to me, But really life is daily We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming... Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end?

Medcinal Tea Recipe 2
Lacking energy feeling blah try this in a tea ball or reuseble tea bag mix the following green tea leafs-anti oxident *serberian gensing-natural energy enhancer *a small amount of ginger- immune system booster and a small amount of cleaned willow bark- basicaly asprin - anti inflamatory sweeten with honey and a bit of lemon *ginseng is known to bother with some medicines check with your doctor befor using any herbal substance like willowbark and ginseng

Not Feeling Good At All
Yeah so I had to go to the doctor today and I found out not only was I having a miss carriage but that I was two months pregnant and so yet another sad day here :( I dont know if it was for the best or not but I know in my heart of course it was not what I wanted.. Why does shit like this have to happen?? Oh and the daddy knows .. and I dont even wanna go there about that shit ... Anyways, so I suggest noone piss me off or put me in a bad mood please xoxo ~ Tina

The Condom Game
To play: Come up with one item to take to the check out counter, along with a box of condoms, that might make the cashier raise an eyebrow. No repeats 1. sara - duct tape 2. AJ - razors 3. Matt - rubber bands 4. Jen - anti-itch cream 5. Rob - Nair 6. Marsha - super glue 7. Heidi- nut cracker 8. Christina- Vick's vapor rub 9. Miranda- Stain Remover 10.charlie-ky jelly 11. Ann - Motor oil 12. Sara- pregnancy test 13. Brian-Mouth Gaurd 14. David-Frozen Burritos 15 steve-calender hehe 16.niki~batteries 17. Jeff- Egg beater 18. Kelly- cucumbers...lol 19. vee- Diapers 20. shanna- cool whip 21.Denise-candle 22.Mr. Bitchin'- water balloons 23. SexyOklaBrat - doggie treats 24.RON! Industrial size Vasealine 25. Lee! ~ fish food 26. patrick ~ a fresh whole chicken haha! 27.Deb!!!---Baby formula 28. Safety Girl ~ Video Camera 29. Kathee - Knee pads, a tarp and 2 cycle engine oil 30. Sunny~~ Can of Crisco *snicker* 31. CENDEE ~~Pean

Beyond Darkness
A scream silences the footsteps. Blood pumps through cold veins. An urge in transparent eyes swallows life. Later on, in a darkened grow, He walks sated and alone. At every corner, loneliness beats with deafening alarms. Behind a window, a sigh whispers of caressed skins. In the moonlight, mortality teases with a thousand kisses. A cacophony of steps unleashes on abandoned pavements. Like a lone wolf, he pierces dark corners for a lingering scent of late venturing mortals. Still, her face tortures his closed eyelids. Human memory knows no Darkness. Once embraced beauty he immortalizes. Racing along sleeping gates, the hunter is haunted By a livid glance. In the backdrop, his drumming Heart spills over with new blood to drown The dreams of a long remembered love

Prayer Of Hecate :3
Hecate , goddess, mother , crone I call apon thee make me know of dreams and all there wonders and teach me to live for them. Oh mother Hecate teach me mold me to walk a humble yet proud path of life. Oh crone Hecate teach me even in my greatest of moments to have me step back and humbly observe myself and help me learn from my mistakes so I wont make them again. Hecate help me become who I should be a proud yet humble person that is for the greater good so mote it be so blessed be

Cheers From Pa Usa
It's Happy Hour at the Ol' Cherry Tap... Nothing says Motorman like a few cold ones and a few lovely hotties..lol This is me.... Many people know I have a fondness for beer,fun and lovely ladies. I love to meet people and enjoy this life to it's fullest. My home, work and Shop Steward duties keep me busy as well as those darn creditors. What's left is the fun...Just ask me:-) Come see my yahoo page...always keeping busy...but I'll be sure to stop in to chill with my cherries on the tap once in a while. Keep it Happy!!! :)) http://360.yahoo.com/profile-cILcNt08dLIJ2bIuMbz0UWUAsj8-?cq=1 Let the madness begin best friends... Cheers!!! Motorman xx

The Boys Of Quantico
From all across the country They came to join the Corps. They walked away from everything Knowing not what was in store. They pledged their lives & loyalty For reasons only they would know. God bless the men who joined back then, The Boys of Quantico. In '66 they came 500 strong To find and follow their dreams. Could they prove they had the stuff To become an Officer of Marines? Now some were born to money While most were regular Joes. They all faced the test of OCS, The Boys of Quantico. They came to test their mettle, To march & fight & drill. To push beyond their pain & fear One clear goal, theirs to fulfill. Thru sweat & blood they earned their Bar And the greatest title one can bestow. Known as "Marines" 'til Heaven's scenes, The Boys of Quantico. At TBS, in classrooms & in the field For days & nights they trained, you see. For their mission was to learn to lead A platoon of Marine Corps infantry. Their work was

For A Special Someone
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is the greatest emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My Body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very Start.

So Fuckin' True!!!
Isn’t it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything? Isn’t it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? Isn’t it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone Are you laughing? Isn’t it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? Isn’t it funny that you don’t mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? I’m not laughing It’s so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. Isn’t it funny that you can c

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My Chocolate Fantacy
AS HIS EYES, CAPTIVATED MY SOUL.IN MY HEART,HIS-STORY UNFOLDS.TIMES OF THE ESSENCE,LET THIS TRUTH BE TOLD...THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE,LIFTS MY SPIRIT.THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,HOLDS HIM IN IT. INTENSE PASSION,GOIN THROUGH MY MIND.VISIONS OF BEING TOUCHED,FROM BEHIND.HIS TONGUE,CARESSEDMY NECK,DOWN MY BACK,HIS FINGERS,SLID BETWEEN MY LEGS,I KNEW HE WAS ON THE RIGHT TRACK.OOH DADDY,YOU DO ME SO RIGHT,GOT MAMA READY FOR THAT 'PIPE'.JUST WHEN,I THOUGHT I COULD'NT TAKE IT,DADDY WENT DOWN N TASTED IT...OH SHIT!MAMA'S SO WET,LET'S SEE HOW FREAKY WE CAN GET.SLOW GRINDIN ON THAT TONGUE,ALMOST MADE MAMA 'CUM'NOW I'M ON MY KNEES,READY TO PLEASE,GOTTA MAKE'EM FEEL LIKE A 'KING'..OH THE JOY,I BRING! DREAMS OF ME N MY CHOCOLATE FANTACY.........KISSES N LICKS......

Sometimes
Sometimes ther is nothing i want more then his touch. Sometimes, I love him so much I am sure it will kill me. Sometimes, when I close my eyes I can feel him touch me. Sometimes, I doubt him but want nothing but him happy. Sometimes, i think this could kill me. And sometimes, just sometimes, I love him beyond the telling.

Wonder Why?
Some wonder why I don't talk for days even after they've sent numerous messages. Here is part of a recent conversation I had with someone I thought cared about me: me: Please do me a favor and refrain from leaving comments like you did on my CT page him: fuck you i replied to YOUR comment asswipe.. walking away from PC now better shit to do then argue with you So there you have it. Now I really don't feel like talking. I fucking hate men! (sorry, I know they aren't ALL the same)

My New News
Hey everybody as some of you are finding out... I am single again... The last bf knocked me down and cracked my tail bone and bruised my left arm pretty good. Then later that night he peed on my coffee table so as you know he is an ex bf. Anyway ending for now, Steph

Friday
Just to let everyone know, a very dear friend lost their Father the other day. He was a super human being and it was a true honor to know this man. He was married for 53 years, had 22 grandchildren, 17 great-grandchildren and a very honorable man. I will not be online Friday, May 25th to chat. I will be with my friend to bury his father. Any prayers will be welcomed and appreciated. I value your friendship AND your understanding. Sincerely, Chris

Am I Bitch?????
Well I got a haircut and so far everyone likes it. I am also working full time now. I'm enjoying my job but I guess I'm a bitch. I'm not sure. Anyway I guess I'm a bitch because I tell them to move their vehicles if they aren't guests at the hotel I'm working at. Hey it's not a public parking lot for people that are going to the movies. It's a parking lot for my hotel guests. Actually because there is a sign posted saying VIOLATORS WILL BE TOWED AT OWN RISK AND EXPENSE COUTRSY OF RANDY'S TOWING I can legally tow them without warning. Am I bitch for asking people to move their vehicles. I THINK NOT. I tell them "Please move your vehicle or I will have you towed" Oh well if they think I'm a bitch so be it I'm a bitch but I'm pretty damn proud to be one!

To Wear Your Underware Or Not!!
Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle... > From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across! the ho od and found herself s taring at her husband who was standing idly by... The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

I Was Asked To Write In This Style
having grown up with the cat in the hat and books on this style by Dr. Seuss you would think that it would come natural .... what I came up with could never be a childrens book ! LOL ... not that it is dirty but that I am sure it would be over their heads ! It was quite quiet upon that day It was so quiet that he looked away He sought to find a kindred soul He sought the one to make him whole And there he sat looking away He sat and sat in this one place to stay He looked for love and he wondered and did suppose He looked long and hard but could not see past his nose For love to find him he thought would never be He kept on looking though he just could not see So he sat there and sat there in the same way He sat and he sat in this one place to stay What if I show them my soul and heart He wondered aloud if this was a good start But how would he show it to each girl he met How could let them know him ? He didn’t know yet So he thought long and hard in his ver

Latly/ Cross Country
ok so i havent been active on here for a little while hahah ive ben kinda busy hanging out with some kool people hahah i missed hanging out with anyways i just wanted to say that ill be selling my shit and getting out of here im going on a cross country roadtrip and i dont know if im coming back ..since ill be coming back to nothing whats the point ..i have a bed a tv , a computer a bunch of paintings and drawings and shit and cloths and stuff cds, records moviesand more you need anything let me know what youll give me for it and its yours

For My Angel Baby On Her Birthday
Tianna marie, born five months too soon may 24,1997 at 4:17pm weighing 1'lbs 4oz became an angel: may 24,1997 walking in heaven up above you sing your songs just like a dove my angel girl, mommy sends her love for today is your special day and i love and miss you in every way you never uttered your first cry but you became a butterfly your not forgotten but missed so much by all the loved ones you have touched for today i stand at your grave and cry just like the last ten years gone by my baby girl u'll always be all you have to do is wait for me forever in my heart you will lie right up until the day i die then we'll be together forever and for all eternity love your mommy p.s Happy Birthday my sweet angel

I Will But Won't Be Here.
In case anyone sees me around on here tonight and write or shout with no response, don't think anything about it. Megan and the kids will be here for the weekend, with my father-in-law coming tomorrow so they can pack up some of the larger items and whatever else they can fit. I figured I won't spend much time chatting with anyone really while they are around out of respect, but if they are watching a movie and nothing is really going on, I may say hi or stop by to see you. It will be interesting. Last week, I drove to Arkansas on a whim and spent a few hours with them before I had to come back home. All went well (other than a near accident on my part), but we got along really good, not sure if it was because I shocked her that I showed up since I haven't been driving long nor been there in years. Last night though, we were talking on the phone and she seemed distant, almost moody, so I don't know which one is going to arrive this weekend. But the moody one is the one I

My Innocence
I lost my innocence. Not once not twice but more times than I can count. It was becuase of bastards. Bastards who wanted to hurt. I lost my innocence and gained pain. On the day you raped me. I lost everything. Lost my innocence. Lost my life. Lost my happiness. Lost my way of being. You raped me. You didnt lose anything. You gained the power. I lost every thing that day. All I was to gain was pain. I lost more than one thing. I lost my innocence. But gained the pain

Yeah Whatever
I sit here and think about everything and wonder when things are gonna get better? What will it take to make my world a better place. I am sooo tired of the same thing every single day! No one understands the way i think and when i think they do, they turn their back. So tell me what am I supposed to do???!!

This Is Me...... I Will Have Some Pics Later
hey everyone, well i am new to this so dont mind me if i do some odd ball shit, i will have some pics of me and my family soon and my new addition to the family... baby joey! 9 days old...and my lexi she's 3 years old.... anyways just wanted to drop by and say what's up and will have more to look at when i get my pics up

Vapor Motor
I wanted to invite everyone to come by my page. But I will just tell you now. I got an engine to run on only gas vapors. This is a great step toward getting a car to run for about 500 miles on one gallon of gas. Just to let you all know, I will be putting up pictures and video of the engine working and in use. thank you Darrell

Randomness Rocks Lmfao
pass this shit on lol THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u know thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so ty for being my friend....i love you!!!

Mark To Drive 24 Dupont Car????
If #24-Jeff Gordon is forced to miss a race to attend the birth of his daughter, series veteran Mark Martin will man the #24 DuPont Chevy, multiple sources within the Hendrick Motorsports organization told ESPN.com Wednesday. Martin on Wednesday afternoon will be fitted for a racing seat in preparation for the substitute role, sources said, and plans to begin stand-by duty for Gordon at Infineon Raceway next month. Hendrick Motorsports officials chose not to comment, saying rather that Gordon would address the matter Thursday at Lowe's Motor Speedway, site of this weekend's Coca-Cola 600. Sources said Gordon personally sought out Martin to stand in for him, and after clearing the idea with Ginn Racing officials, Martin gladly accepted. Gordon's wife, Ingrid Vandebosch, is due the week of the June 24 Toyota/Save Mart 350 at Sonoma. Martin will fly to Sonoma, during a weekend when he is slated to be idle from racing. If Gordon doesn't require his services, Martin will remain on hand to c

Graduation
Today was our award and graduation ceremony at my school...even though I am not officially graduationg I am the class of 2007 so I recieved an award for perfect attendence and for yearbook but that is all I am going to write for now.

Whispers
Lover's whispers melt away the ice, On a cold and frosty winters morn, Waking from a magical slumber, Where we breathed on heavens door, In our dreams we soared above the clouds, On a flying carpet made of gold, Together we flew into the future, And saw ourselves grow old, together, We watched the roses bloom in spring, Then saw them fall as time passed by, We made a vowel in the secret garden, And to one another we were tied, Under the dazzling stars on our white night, I gave my love to you, For a minute you were silent, Then whispered back, I love you too.

Do Me Like U Did B4
Cum do me like u did once B4. Lay me down caress my thing and breast to. Lick my neck as I lick my lips. Run ya fingers over my phat clit, down my wet pussy lips. Slowly running your fingers in and out of me now you taste me as I taste you. Down my throat you go. Mmmmmmmm bouncing on your tongue as I suck the head. Come on baby and do me like u did me B4.don't be shy lets get nasty you lay back while I play. Stroking your dick b4 it enters my mouth again. Slowly up and down I go. All the way down till I can't take no more. U grab my head and fuck my throat and whisper damn that ho I like you to do it now do it to me like u did once B4.been me over and spank my ass. O year you know how lil mami like it. Spread wide, waiting for u to come work me over. Deep and roughly u enter me. Grabbing my hips and ramming me so hard. Damn see how u just made me cum all over that dick. I'm grinding with your beat screaming in pain n pleasure. Damn baby that's how I like u to get down. Flip me over on

My Head Game Part 1 & 2
I PUSH U UP AGAINST THE WALL, REMOVE YA CLOTHES, GET DOWN MOUTH LEVEL, WITH THAT BIG OLE POLE, KISSING ON THE HEAD, LICKING DOWN THE LENGTH, TEASING THE BALLS, LICKING BACK UP, NOW TAKING THE FULL LENGTH, AS FAR AS I CAN IN MY MOUTH, MMMMMMM U TASTE SO GOOD, I HEAR U LET OUT A SOFT MOAN, I START WORKING ON THAT DICK, LICK ITS THE LAST THING I WILL EVA HAVE IN MY MOUTH, U GOT THIS BYTCH GAGGING ON THAT DICK, THATS IT HOLD ME HEAD, N FUCK MY MOUTH, SPIT JUST DRIPPIN, I KNOW HOW TO GIVE THAT SLOPPY SHIT RIGHT, FUCK THIS U RELAX N LET ME HANDLE THE REST, GOING AS FAR AS I CAN AGAIN, NOT EVEN COMING ALL THE WAY BACK UP, U TRY TO GRIND BACK IN MY MOUTH, I DON'T LET U, NOW I COME UP TO THE HEAD, GIVEN U SOME OF MY TONGUE PLAY, SUCKING THAT HEAD WIT MY WET TIGHT MOUTH, U LOOK DOWN AT ME N SAY SUCK THAT DICK BYTCH, SUCKING U FASTER, WIT MY MOUTH NICE N TIGHT AROUND IT, U DOWN IN MY THOART, FEEL THAT HEAD GET BIGGER, I KNOW U READY TO LET GO, SO I MOVE BACK TO TH

What I Think About When Working Out
You're nothing. I big pile of shit. You were made out of spare parts. Not even God could be bothered with you. He saw what he had left in the shop and not wanting to wate anything he just threw you together. No one wants you, even the docs said you are nothing, not even worth the 1st 24 hrs of life. You disappoint all who meet you. Why don't you just die so that you dont waste anyone else's time. Your own mother says you have a shitty life. You disappoint your dad since you never played sports like he did. You are a failure. You will never go anywhere in life because you're patheic. You couldn't ever satisfy any woman with that small dick of yours. Everyone tells you to your face how great you are, but lets look at it you little pussy. You've been beat up, spit on, made fun of, you've been cheated on, no one has the patience to wait for you. Why should they you're such a poor excuse for a man it's not even funny. You failed as a son, you fail as a man, and you fail as a father. Go some

Tall Blonde And Gorgeous....
A day after my Birthday, I get a message from a gentleman who was so hot I thought my Monitor would melt. We talk and I find out he is in Jersey on business. We discuss a few things and ..oh my what a hot conversation...the things going thru my mind....I jump into my car and start driving west. I usually don't go to someone but considering he was from another state...why not right? I call and ask a question when I see someone drive up close...unreal..I get pulled over. No speeding ticket for me (wonder why?)...I continue my quest for the hot man. Pulling up to the Hotel, I feel my heart beat faster. I knock on the door..and there before me was an absolutely gorgeous mand who I think was about 16 or 17 inches taller than me. Me at my towering 4'11 (yes frickin short) I was so turned on. He looked like his pic. We talked a few minutes then...started to kiss. I sat on his lap as he slid my clothes off piece by piece. His large hands sliding up and down myu skin....sucking my nipples..fi

Strike. Boom. Eight.
In case you don't recognize it from today's title, I'm replaying a move from the classic board game Stratego. Although its pieces are reminiscent of Napoleonic Era-military, it's not really a war game so much as an elaborate "capture the flag" scenario. Basically, your goal is to use your army to capture your opponent's flag. You can't see where it is, of course (this can't be TOO simple), but your opponent can't see yours either. I'd forgotten how much fun this game is; Brandon, my nephew who turned seven this past Saturday, has a classic set at his parents' house where we went for his birthday party. Brandon's mom and Martha's oldest sister Malesa had fixed this delicious chocolate cake from a recipe in a Hershey's cookbook, and Brandon himself between all of us and his two sets of grandparents made out pretty well. He's at the age where he likes to go fast, so Hot Wheels -- the die-cast ones or games with them -- and an ESPN electronic football game where the players stand on

Another "9/11" Death
Officials: Toxic 9/11 Dust Killed Woman NEW YORK - Felicia Dunn-Jones died of lung disease five months after Sept. 11, and last year her family asked that the city's medical examiner add her name to the death toll. New York City Chief Medical Examiner Charles Hirsch refused, writing back that his office could not link her death to the exposure "with certainty beyond a reasonable doubt." That changed Wednesday, when Dunn-Jones was added to the medical examiner's list of attack victims. It marked the first time the city has officially linked a death to the toxic dust caused by the World Trade Center's collapse. The 42-year-old attorney was caught in the dust cloud while fleeing the collapsing towers on Sept. 11, 2001. She died of sarcoidosis, a disease that causes inflammation and scarring in the lungs, on Feb. 10, 2002. In explaining the reversal, Hirsch cited "accumulated scientific research" that concluded exposure to trade center dust can cause or contribute t

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'tis Another Day...
Victory is mine. Victory is mine. Victory today is mine. I told Satan to get thee behind. Victory today is mine. Okay. Had to get that little tune out of my head. As I suspected, my DOA from Tuesday did indeed die of an aneurysm. What's more, his son is locked up in our jail and he's upset that I killed his dad. I'm not willing to bear that weight, as I don't feel I killed him. I don't take it personally, as I know he's grieving for his Father.

Here We Go Again!!
As you know, my friend Saneida had a Baby boy, Jaiden @ 26 weeks. This was on 9/07/06, and now he is fine and healthy. WELL, on May 09, 2007 She had a Baby girl Laila. 24 Weeks. So far she is ok, but Preemies always need prayers. So please pray for Saneida and her family. Thanks

And Yet Another One Of Mine Lost But Not Forgotten...;)
untitled today i gave away my heart for the chance of eternal love yet some where beneath my soul lies an unacceptable loss but years ago you were my attention placed in my heart by an unseen hand so much was lost when u left can i ever get that back my future is uncertain to me will your love with stand the strain faith and forgiveness are companions of mine but pain and sorrow are my masters alas,my heart feels no more than most yet i can spare no less than the whole being of my heart here i will give you the most sacred of vows and you shall never be forgotten by my heart and every single shedded tear that falls from your beautiful green eyes will and forever be a reminder of your memory of me

Just Me
Today as the sun fades in the distance my soul lays to rest upon the rock of fading warmth. Shadows & chills push the sun aside and make room for the darkness. (In my life i wish the sun would linger longer. It seems that the darkness comes faster and more often.)

Long Lost Poem....lmao
When you cry. Everytime I see you cry A little peice of me die's For I don't know what pain has done to you To cry those tears the way you do Now and then when I see your smile Time just stops for a little while Even though we'll never say "goodbye" Late at night,every night, I cry For you, just tears of emptiness For the way I feel without you near To hold you close,to wipe those tears To soflty whisper in your ear Dont cry my love,for I am near Two hearts a new Saying the words you want me to So when I sit back and think of why I fully understand it When you cry,

Thoughts
I am constantly amazed, at the amount of really "fake" people, that live in the world. Few, it seems, value honesty, integrity, responsibility, simply as being part of life, and what we do as humans. Ok, the opposable thumb, and being able to manipulate our environment technically set us apart from Bambi. For me, it is our ability, to learn, and to control who we are. In public, I always smile when I see a two year old, screaming and writhing on the floor of a store, while most people give the Mom a sympathetic look. Two year olds are allowed to throw tantrums, not share, lie, invent stories, generally do as they please, because they are learning, and becoming comfortable with their environment. Learning to make good choices. So what happened to the 23 year old who is still throwing tantrums, not sharing, manipulating people, telling lies, but thinks of themselves as a great person. Is it possible that our intellectual development could stop at age 2?

Here Bored
well i'm sitting here contemplating what i should wear to work, shorts, capri's or jeans. oh well guess it doesn't matter gonna be hot as hell in there no matter what i wear lol anyways it has been a long time since i've been online so i figured what the heck might as well blog something I'm a single mom, work my ass off, and play on the computer what else is there to do in a small town in missouri, not much unless you drink or do drugs which i really don't drink and don't do drugs. yep boring life i guess lol well gotta run time to go to work :(

Redneck Son
Dearest Redneck Son, I'm writing this slow, because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure about it. I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't seen them since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send. Your Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him two hours to get m

May Spring Run
Hello folks .. Been away a while , about 3 weeks , and just got home... I went on a long run from Kentucky down to NC then up the full length of the Blue Ridge Parkway , through the Monogahela national Forest , back down through WV,Va,Tenn,NC into Georgia then back to KY.. I have just added some of the photos I took along the way ( I screwed up on transfering one of my data cards to my puter and deleted over 300 photos I took but had some left on other cards) These are not the best of the shots I got but they are the only ones I still have... So I wish they were a bit more professional looking but I hope you all enjoy them.. And please leave me comments with your true thoughts on them ( I'm tough and can take it) So look into my "2 Week Run in May to Smokeys" photp album and let me know what you think.. Have a delightful morning all.. Paul

Blahhhhhh
This morning sissy came out and went swimming with me. I feel a little better. Lately I feel so blah, more so than being sad about Daddy. I need more vitamins or something. Maybe I will get that detox thing again, it was gross tasting but in the end I did feel slightly better. I just can't seem to drag myself out of bed lately, or get motivated about anything. later this afternoon I will have to go run about and do some grocery shopping for this saturday. I better make sure I eat before I leave or I will buy a pie, crawl back in bed, and get fat. lol thats it for now I suppose, I am sure I will blog later

Free Computer Virus Finds Willing Victims
Hey! It's free!! Free computer virus finds willing victims HELSINKI, Finland (Reuters) -- Computer specialist Didier Stevens put up a simple text advertisement on the Internet offering downloads of a computer virus for people who did not have any. Surprisingly, he found as many as 409 people clicking on the ad saying "Is your PC virus-free? Get it infected here!" during a 6-month advertising campaign on Google's Adword, said the IT security expert. "Some of them must have clicked on it by mistake. Some must have been curious or stupid," said Mikko Hypponen, head of research at data security firm F-Secure. There was no virus involved, it was an experiment aiming to show these kinds of advertising systems can be used for malicious intent, Stevens told Reuters.

"are These Your Underwear, Ma'am?"
Can You Identify Those Panties, Ma'am? By Associated Press May 24 2007, 7:33 AM EDT FORT COLLINS, Colo. -- Police are asking Colorado women a rather delicate question: Are these your panties? As part of an investigation into widespread underwear theft, police have invited women to view photos of about 1,300 undergarments stolen from laundry rooms near Colorado State University. Chih Hsien Wu, 43, is suspected of stealing $6,000 worth of undergarments between Sept. 23 and May 18. He was arrested on suspicion of felony theft, and his bail was set Wednesday at $15,000. It was not known whether he had an attorney. Police issued the invitation as part of an effort to see how many victims there are. But they won't get to reclaim their undergarments -- at least not yet. Police say that once the case is closed, the victims can reclaim their underwear -- if they still want it back. Can You Identify Those Panties, Ma'am? By Associated Press

My First Car Wreck
Well it really wasnt a wreck. I was backing out of walmart and backed into somebody. Didnt do anything to the other car, but my mom has a stratch on her car. The guy was so nice about it, he didnt even ask for our insurance. I was balling, and still shaking for the incident.

I Missed You.
You beautiful state you. I'm in L.A. now, at Bonnie's house. We're currently trying to figure out what we're gonna go out and do. I think we're going to Hollywood, I dunno. Few more days, and I'll be in Hanford, my future home.

True Or False
This is really very interesting and informative. Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? Answers are below. 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14. The average

American Pie
A long, long time ago... I can still remember How that music used to make me smile. And I knew if I had my chance That I could make those people dance And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while. But february made me shiver With every paper I’d deliver. Bad news on the doorstep; I couldn’t take one more step. I can’t remember if I cried When I read about his widowed bride, But something touched me deep inside The day the music died. So bye-bye, miss american pie. Drove my chevy to the levee, But the levee was dry. And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die. "this’ll be the day that I die." Did you write the book of love, And do you have faith in God above, If the Bible tells you so? Do you believe in rock ’n roll, Can music save your mortal soul, And can you teach me how to dance real slow? Well, I know that you’re in love with him `cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym. You both kicked off your shoes.

Moving
Hey everyone! Just wanted to give you all a heads-up on whats going on with me. I will be moving to Washington State next weekend. I will be offline at the end of next week. Please continue to send comments, friend requests, or whatever. I will get them when I get hooked back up. I will miss you all until then. Take Care and God Bless!

Insane
I came across these today when I was just looking through some videos...SHOCKING. Why do parents do this to their children? Don't get me wrong, I have kids and I am sure that I make mistakes, but please.... Teaching your child how to shoot a gun may not be the wisest parenting choice until they are mature enough to know how to use one. MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos This one is just wrong... MySpace Video Codes | Funny Videos

Because The Night (erotica)
Because The Night… The air-conditioning has failed on the hottest sweatiest day of summer. Sydney my sexy redheaded girlfriend and I are in third floor walkup of a brownstone in Brooklyn. I’m sitting on the bed, propped up and watching a very hot lesbian video; something I downloaded off the internet. She comes in; her body is glistening from the sweat of our latest wonderful “round” in bed. In her hand she has a bottle of Corona; it’s cold and inviting. And she is so damn sexy. She is about 12 to 13 years younger than I am and she has a slamming body, young, curvy and so hot. She has a pair of natural 38C tits, her bell is so round and sexy, her navel is pierced; her legs are beautifully toned shaped and her ample butt is perfect~ round and plump. Her hair perfectly styled in a short shag cut which makes her look smoldering and younger than her 37 years. Her eyes are a deep emerald green and her lips are full and pouty. I slowly begin stroking myself; and she smiles. “

Just An Observation
well...i've learned that you've got to be pretty and showing your boobs and other various parts of your body to get attention around here. a friend of mine and i made a joint account using a fake picture, and not only is this account already to a level 11 (NO salute!), this account also had a 7 day blast bought for it, and vic bought for it.all in a matter of 2-4 days. it took me several months to get to a level 11. ahhh well..such is life, i guess.

The Why And.. ??
well... i know i didn't write any blog in sometime but not because i didn't want... here is a list of what happened: - vacations: yes but i need more - actual job... and lots of problems since i came back. The biggest project i was working in, got a couple important problems but not of my work, but yes related to burocracy and to other CEOs related to development, and they decided to give full control to other section so, IT security wont be able to give at least a word in this. and now i'm almost the whole day doing anything... the rest of projects are delayed in different steps and nothing to do for now really. can't wait to leave this place - house: changes, parents being sick, me too - friends: i tried to keep leaving comments when i could, and still do, contacting as many as you i can, but some people just don't visit my page anymore at least to say thank you or answer to my comments.... so why i'm trying to make them feel i'm interested and worried and all if there is no fee

In The Same Space
The setting of houses, cafes, the neighborhood That I’ve seen and walked through years on end: I created you while I was happy, while I was sad, With so many incidents, so many details. And, for me the whole of you is transformed into feeling.

Carta De Un Bebe
Carta de un Bebe Hola mami, ¿cómo estás? Yo, muy bien, gracias a Dios hace apenas unos días me concebiste en tu pancita. La verdad no te puedo explicar lo contento que estoy de saber que tú vas a ser mi mamá, otra cosa que también me llena de orgullo es el ver con el amor con el que fui concebido... Todo parece indicar que voy a ser el niño más feliz del mundo ! Mami, ha pasado ya un mes desde mi concepción, y ya empiezo a ver como mi cuerpecito se empieza a formar,digo, no estoy tan bonito como tú, pero dame una oportunidad. Estoy MUY feliz! Pero hay algo que me tiene un poco preocupado... Ultimamente me he dado cuenta de que hay algo en tu cabezita que no me deja dormir, pero bueno, ya se te pasará, no te apures. Mami, ya pasaron dos meses y medio y la verdad estoy feliz con mis nuevas manitos y de veras que engo ganas de utilizarlas para jugar. Mamita dime que te pasa, por que lloras tanto todas las noches? Por qué cuando papi y tú se ven se gritan tanto? Ya no

If I Had The Time
If I had the time to find a place And sit me down full face to face With my better self, that stands no Show In my daily life that rushes so, It might be then I would see my soul Was stumbling still toward the shining Goal- I might be nervrd by the thought Sublime, If I had the time! If I had the time to learn from you How much for comfort my world would Do; And I told you then of my sudden Will To kiss your feet when I did you ill- If the tears aback the bravado Could force their way and let you know- The souls of all of us would chime, If we had the time!

The Best Poem From My Love I Ever Got
When you cry Everytime I see you cry A little peice of me die's For I don't know what pain has done to you To cry those tears the way you do Now and then when I see your smile Time just stops for a little while Even though we'll never say "goodbye" Late at night,every night, I cry For you,just tears of emptiness For the way I feel without you near To hold you close,to wipe those tears To softly whisper in your ear Dont cry my love,for I am near Two hearts a new Saying the words you want me to So when I sit back and think of why I fully understand it When you cry,

I Went
I didn’t hold myself back. I gave in completely and went, Went to those delectations that were half real, Half wrought by my own mind, Went into the brilliant night And drank strong wine, The way the champions of pleasure drink.

I’ve Brought To Art
I sit in a mood of reverie. I brought to art desires and sensations: Things half glimpsed, Faces or lines, certain indistinct memories Of unfulfilled love affairs. Let me submit to art: Art knows how to shape forms of beauty, Almost imperceptibly completing life, Blending impressions, blending day with day.

Holding
In the bitter waves of woe, Beaten and tossed about By the sullen winds that blow From the desolate shores of doubt, Where the anchors that faith has cast Are dragging in the gale, I am quietly holding fast Tot the things that cannot fail.

Hidden Things
From all I did and all I said Let no one try to find out who I was. An obstacle was there that changed the pattern Of my actions and the manner of my life. An obstacle was often there To stop me when I’d begin to speak. From my most unnoticed actions, My most veiled writing- From those alone will I be understood. But maybe it isn’t worth so much concern, So much effort to discover who I really am. Later, in a more perfect society, Someone else made just like me Is certain to appear and act freely.

New Song! Seven Seasons Of The Ocean
The tender water falls upon your face You cry your tears of hardened pain The crow flies at a slower pace And it's all cause of a simple rain {chorus} You have the power to slow time down But the entire world doesn't know it You want to get to the time faster Which brings us that much closer to death I see you stand by the side of the river The bright sun glistens on the murky water Still I see your reflection shiver No more black cloud hanging over your head I watch the sweat bead roll down your cheek You turn your head from bad ideas Your spirit flows through the peaceful wind And washes away all the pain and sorrow {chorus} The gentle snow falls upon your tongue It's perfect form slowly melts away And all the children ask their mom to stay But we must leave, it's time to die {chorus} Let me know what you think... Feedback is GREATLY appreciated

Held Breath
Seeking, I found; And so, wide-listening, lay at the heart of all- An instant-an eternity-who knows? I lay at the heart of the world and heard the world From creation to creation From forever to forever From now to now. I heard the seas let forth; the great peaks rise; The sun burst red across the day’s rim; And in the churning fogs I heard it set. I heard the mists rise over forming plains; I heard the towering trees take root and shape; I heard the spirit quiver and divide And scintillate in multiplicity; I heard the ego enter into flesh. Deep in the dark and dazzle of the mists I heard the heartbreak of divided soul; I heard the teardrops of the spirit flow. Holding my breath, I heard the breath of things Too near to fathom and too far to change. I heard love turn to scarlet; truth to beige; Peace turn to saffron; loyalty to gray. I heard the flame creep on the fleshly wall; I heard the smoke drift out across the sky; I heard the firey e

~*with All My Dreams*~
With all my dreams in the world i never knew that the one that was very far away would come to and make me so happy.To have the love of my life mean so much to me, and be there for me as much as he is and tries to be means so very much to me as well... Each moment that passes me bye im so thankful for all the things that have happen in the past month... down to my wonderful kids to haveing a great man for well over yr be there for me. It brings tears to my eyes sometimes when i think of how greatfull i am to have someone there in my life love me so dearing and careing. To honor me and treat me so well and in return i do all the same for him...When two heart meet and they connect to one another and there is a bond shared that him and i share it like nothing else in the world. I know i come here all the time and blog about the love him and i share with each other but when something as this is so true then why not share with others so they can see how we fell and try to find there

He Swears
He swears every now and then to begin a better life. But when night comes with its own counsel, Its own compromise and prospects- When night comes with its own power Of a body that needs and demands, He goes back, lost, to the same fatal pleasure.

Hugg War
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot!

Growing In Spirit
He who hopes to grow in spirit Will have to transcend obedience and respect. He will hold to some laws But he will mostly violate Both law and custom, and go beyond The established, inadequate norm. Sensual pleasures will have much to teach him. He will not be afraid of the destructive act: Half a house will have to come down. This way he will grow virtuously into wisdom.

Death And Laughter...
**Archived from 11-06** I knew before my alarm went off. Today is the day. Finally. How fucking sad. What a fucking relief. My eyes stayed clenched while the alarm beeped off. beep beep beep. So annoying....But I can feel Emma asleep behind me. I held my breath and soaked that in for a moment. Before I jumped up and turned it off. I love mornings. I am a morning person. I hate to go to sleep. I'd really rather not, thank you very much. I feel like I am wasting time if I do. I love making coffee, my body still warm from sleep,my feet encased in warm fuzzy slippers. Fresh cool air and watching the sun rise over my backyard. Which is now littered with leaves. Today is the day. I premade the coffee. It was waiting for me in my red coffee pot. Three cups sat before it, already filled with the exact amount of creamer and sugar that we three needed. I poured mine. I poured Cyns. We sipped. We ahhhhhed. We hugged. We patted. We sat there a discussed the pl

From You
From you I have understood Something of the silence of gods How they tire being the first cause Of every quarrel How they shrink From sweaty importunity. Even the skies these days Are full of junk in orbit Be less like the wild gods, LOVE!

Real Newspaper Ads
REAL NEWSPAPER ADS FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8 years old. Hateful little dog. Bites. FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES... Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat ... been out a while. Better be a reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE . WORN ONCE BY MISTAKE. Call Stephanie. AND THE BEST ONE : FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes Excellent condition $1,000 or best offer No longer needed, got married last month. Wife knows everything

Not Feeling Well Today
think i may be coming down with cold or something ...... kinda been in bed all day tryin 2 sweat out a fever with a scratchy throat ...... good thing the fellowship meeting 4 2nite was postphoned so i wont have 2 miss that ...... bring brinking extra fluids to see if i can head it off b4 it gets worst

How Does It Feel (short Poem)
How does it feel to know I don’t love you How does it feel to know I’m not there When you sitting at home with nothing to do, Knowing I’m out laughing with someone not even thinking bout you How does it feel to be scared and alone How does it feel when no one is home How does it feel to be stressed out and in pain How does it feel to know that I’m oh so vane To know I never loved you Not even when you were new To know I just use you Until I’m finally through How does it feel to know that I lied Did it just make you want to cry How does it feel to know its not true How does it feel to know that I love you To know I’m lost with out your guidance With out your laughter, nothing but silence How does it feel to be loved so much How does it feel that warm soft touch Knowing I do what ever it took With out a word, and barely a look How does it feel to know the truth Step out of the dark and into my booth © Biker REDS 2007

I Dont Think I Really Want To Know What Kind Of Tricks She Can Do With Her Vagina... Part 3
and as to the final installment of my la trip... this was what had transpired part of the friday night that i forgot to mention and then all of saturday before i went running to LAX to sleep on the flight back to OH on sunday...shoot day 2: swallow my children so i forgot to mention that last night after Roxy's scene with Rotten that as that was the last shoot for the day we were pretty good to head out as I was exhausted and my legs hurt from standing all day... well Roxy decided that she didnt need to wear pants in leaving as she had clothes to change into when she got in her car... so she leaves in a tanktop, panties and shoes and heads out... well right before she leaves Johnny Thrust SPEEDS out of the driveway in a pissed off manner... we just dont think about it until seconds later we hear a screech and then the neighbors yelling "YOU FUCKING HIT MY DOG"... we first think it was roxy as she had just left, but as she was still in the driveway we see johnny get out of h

Why Boys Fall In Love With Girls
why boys fall in love with girls Don't break this; it's so sweet! 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15.

I Need Advice
as i stated earlier, i have an appointment june 1 to go to court because my loser husband doesnt want to pay child support i am not sure if i will be home in time to get the kids from school i called the child support number to talk to them about it. 3 ppl i spoke to said i dont have to come in, but one said i did so what should i do?

Magic Moccasins :d
Magic Moccasins A married European couple was on holiday in Canada. They were touring around, and wanted to visit an Indian reservation. They came across an old run-down house. From inside they heard an old Indian man with an accent say, "Come in. Come in." So the couple walked in and the old man says to them, "I have some special moccasins I think you would be interested in. They have special power. Dey make you wild at sex like bear who wake up in spring." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the moccasins after what the old man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex God he was. The husband asked the man, "How could moccasins improve my abilities?" The old Indian man replied, "Just try dem on. Magic Moccasins will prove it to you." Well, the husband, after much badgering from his wife, finally conceded to try them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes;

Very Beautifully Put
Subject: Fw: Fwd: i wish you enough Subject: I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the rea

The First Times
The first phone call…the first conversation…the right moment The first time voices connected…the right time! The first date…not wanting it to end...driving home…she is consuming your thoughts! The first realization…first revelation…still remembering her presence! The first time hours passed…and passed…choosing her voice over much needed sleep! The first time comprehending that you consume this woman too…her mind...her thoughts! The first time you smelled her perfume…delicious…wondering…what scent is that? The first time you held her…she's so soft…feminine…danced with her. The first time you looked deep into her eyes. The first time you touched her and her you. The first time you made her laugh. The first time you realized that you missed her so much it hurt inside. The first time you realized that somehow…someway…you wanted to feel ........The first time again.

Dear God
Given to my by my friend HollieHottie. Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ? Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamps, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... -----------------

Pet Rules
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to

To Be A Master Requires Humility..ty Bc
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

Dont Let It Happen To You
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

A Wake Up Call
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at Virginia Tech? Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stam P, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99

Friendship Poem ( So True )
I'm tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality. Try this one on for size. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you that way. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want to catch whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask ?, "Because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants: e

Jury Duty Scam, Pass It On.
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Hang On.........there's More !!!!
Wow !! What an emotional life-altering rollercoaster it's been in my first 3 months. Chaos has reigned supreme in my world as of late. Bringing with it renewed fears ,regrets,wishes,hopes and dreams. No chosen path has shown itself to me more clearly than the one I see with my heart rather than my eyes. It's worn path traveled by many before me and scores more after feels somehow gentle and forgiving under my feet. The direction I have chosen I know is the right one for my shadow follows along with me with no protest. My hands hold a tag-along heart whos face I know but cannot see yet but in my minds eye and my souls heart. It doesn't fully understand my quest nor my journeys end but hopefully My heart will not fail it ....as I have silently vowed to protect shield,defend and cherish it above all others in my world until this old heart beats it's last,my breath will leave my body with its owners name happily upon my lips.............

Takako Inc's Rpgs (introduction)
Over the past eight or so years, I've designed well over 20 RPG systems, ranging from simple D&D (the REAL D&D, mind you) simplicity to the insanely complex. A few of the systems which have recieved a higher level of completion than some of my others are: -Alternate Realities (self-insertion-based system with optional PC rules) -Journeyman (with its 32 stats and optional class tier system) -Simplicity (sort of complex, but most of it comes in optional rules) -VGHM (Standard, Gold, and custom Editions, each slightly different, but all play like classic CRPGs) This blog will cover some of those things, as well as some of my gaming experiences with systems outside of my own (I'm in a d209 D&D *ugh* campaign right now, for example). It'll also give SOME minor details on the ABEN RPG, for which I'm the scriptwriter and (currently) helping to totally rewrite the system for. ABEN RPG is a CRPG project that's been in the works for nearly 10 years now, and has the same basic

Karma Boomerangs For Sale........cheap! Lol
Maybe it's just the fact that most beliefs are good for the morality and continued exsistence of the human species. Maybe it could be that there is good in all people that makes a belief real. But as in all beliefs there is the constant common factor that with every so to speak action there will be an opposite and equal or sometimes greater reaction. Karma as an example is a direct relation to that point, believing what goes around will in time eventually come back to you. Lots of times it is so subtle we hardly notice, or we are so busy dealing with what karma brings us to realize it for what it is. It can come in almost any shape,form,size,and degree of pain/joy imaginable. To pretend it dosen't exsist or wont happen usually increases the chances you won't notice it. But it does and will ....as with all things in the universe ..... We all know and have words to describe Karma ......in our everyday lives the use of these words are often blamed or credited to such things as ...mu

Blueprint For A Master.. Ty Baybiecaykes
Master Z's BLUEPRINT FOR A MASTER INTELLIGENCE Intelligence is the ability to learn the proper way of playing with the toys inherent in the "lifestyle" before using them on another person. The willingness and ability to research and learn about the "lifestyle" itself. How many times have you admitted you didn't have the experience, or know how to use a certain toy? The ability to take the time to learn their partner outside the roles of Domination and submission, to learn her as the person that she is, her likes and dislikes. The ability to learn what pleases his slave and to remember those things. The successful Master should take the time to know the physical as well as the psychological tools of Domination, along with some basic psychological aspects of his slave (knowledge should grow as people change constantly). There is nothing uglier than seeing an ignorant Master trying to use humiliation as a tool of dominance. Humiliation is a difficult tool that requires maturity, inte

Want A Sweet Piece Of Ass??
If you rate my stash I'll sent u a Shot of Sweet Piece of Ass or a shot of your choice ;) Plz rate the entire stash & than comment on this blog when your done & tell me what shot u would like to recieve. Note: Shots will be given out during Happy Hour. CLICK HERE TO START :) That is all Thank you, Muahs

Collar’s By Master Z.. Thanks Baybiecaykes
Collar’s by Master Z There are as many different collars in the BDSM lifestyle as there are people that wear them. A collar can signify ownership of a slave or submissive or be worn as a type of jewelry by a Dominant. As I examine the different types of collars and their significance, I will begin by pointing out that there are differences in the collar worn by a slave, an alpha submissive, a beta submissive (second or multiple submissive’s in larger households) and the collar a dominant may choose to wear. Not all disciplines of the BDSM Lifestyle recognize the fact that a dominant will wear a collar; however there are a number of communities that do embrace the practice. It does take on a different symbolism when on the neck of a dominant than on a submissive or slave. A Dominant’s collar tends to mark that person as a participant in the BDSM lifestyle and signifies the wearer as being a ‘Top’ within SM play. This is ‘flagged’ or signified generally by the design and style of t

Wake Up Call
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. MosesLake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/5/01 El Cajon, California 3/22/01 Virginia Tech 4/16/07 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools! Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare complained She didn't want any

Chemistry
Chemistry between two people is an amazing thing, isn't it? It can crop up in the most unexpected relationships, and fizzle in the ones you'd expect. When I was in college, I used to travel on an occasional weekend up to another college in the Cities (Twin Cities, that is). I originally hung out with my MUD (multi-user dungeon, i.e. online) friends up there. But one weekend, through them, I met a guy named Brian. Brian was tall, very lanky, with a shaved head, piercings, lots of tattoos, and pants two sizes too large for him (before the pants, piercings, and tattoos were trendy, mind you, as this was 1992). Brian grew up in the ghettos of St. Louis and ran with a gang there, but had gotten out by working hard in school and getting a scholarship. I was then an upper-middle-class white chick from a very sheltered background -- very innocent of the world. (OK, so not much has changed.) But for some reason, Brian and I hit it off. There was something about the two of us that

550 Down And Who Knows How Many More To Go
Well I have gone through my entire friend list and deleted anyone and everyone that had the stickman as a default. 550 profiles! Can you freakin believe that!?! There has got to be an easier way for Baby J to set this up so we can mass delete people. It wouldn't be so hard. Whew! I need a break. I also need a beer. :) XOXO BeerQueen

Sometimes We Need To Be Reminded
$20.00 - Sometimes we just need to be reminded A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come ou

Poem: The Promise We Made Together
As the sun begins to rise, a pleasant breeze blows. We standed far apart but we, need to hold each other close. That is how it is for now but, we are holding on to our love. To what is still real in our heart's, and that's the promise we made together. We can erase what happen in, our mind's with God's help. By beleiving in him and his faith, we still have for each other. now that we've searched our heart's, and our mind's we can't find nothing. That can stop us darlin' because our love, has touched "us" all the way to our inner soul's. Sign: Raymond Starns

Why Me
You know. I am sitting here thinking, while I should be cleaning or working I might add, about why me.. I am having this why me syndrome lately. Its all been about the why me's. But there is one why me I want to ask. Why cant I find love. Or better yet, why cant I find someone that will love me like I love them. Why is it that I know how to show my feelings and guys just dont seem to be able to show theirs. Do you ever get tired of the "I dont knows". I mean, how dont you know how you feel. Is that at all possible. I ALWAYS know how I feel whether good or bad. I know. I am getting tired of not getting an answer to the point where I am ready to call it quits. Its a part of my life where I have to take control. I need this to fall into place or out of place for me to move on to other things. Its a part of my closet that needs cleaning and straightening out. Its so hard living with feelings that you cannot express. I want to be able to yell certain things out to the wor

A Day
I love the rain. I love the cool wind on my lips and the feel of the mist softly slapping my face. My cheeks. My eyelids. It kisses me and caresses. I love the fog. It comes down from heaven and wraps its cool arms around me. Just to simply embrace me. Ony me. The sound of drops hitting the ground is musical. These drops of rain that have gathered and gathered until they are too plump to stay on that small branch anymore and so these drops hurl themselves to the ground. Coming to land on my head. I often wonder where that small drop of rain once was. What it was before it evaporated. Where it had been. The grass that pops up is new. It is shaggy like a newborn babies crown. It waves and bobs in the wind. I love it. I want to lean down and with my fingertips warm from my pocket, I want to graze it with just the tips. I want to pluck out a strand and keep it in my pocket. The clouds up above are so thick and so fluffy that you can hardly see any sky. It is a grey day

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know becaus

Veterens Against The Iraqi War
Veterens Against the Iraqi War Does Dick Cheney and George Bush question the Patriotism of these Men and Women? Click on Pic to Find Out More 'Why are you a patriot only if you believe we need to have war to determine our national identity? We have allowed a group of people who want to use our military and economic resources on an ill-begotten war of choice to convince a lot of us that we are not patriotic if we do not believe everything they say about this war.' ~~~Stewart Nusbaumer Stewart Nusbaumer served with the 3rd Marine Division in Vietnam and received a medical discharge because of combat wounds.

Love
Love starts out as an instant attraction. A small inking of knowing that person before. Love is the merging of bodies and hearts and souls. When you feel that inexplicable desire. To touch his face to caress her shoulder. To give life where there was none before. Love is unexplainable and unshakable. To ask a person to stop loving is like asking them to stop breathing in order to live or to stop shivering when they are cold. Love cannot be planned. Love can not be set up. Love is not always desirable. And it often hits us like a tornado. It whips and screeches and smacks us upside our heads and our hearts. Love is perfect and beautiful and you should be able to surround yourself with it at all times. You should be able to cover yourself in it. Fall asleep next to it and feel it's warmth upon your very cheek. If you try to sever that love. I have found, it stretches and stretches and never breaks. It becomes stubborn and more tormentative the further away you pu

Whole Again
Sheer desperation moves her to speak knowing her words will just bring defeat High emotions emerge from their burial place and draw on the tears streaming down her face If only for a moment her heart gets some relief and she's finally able to acknowledge her belief She will once again become a woman in whole instead of shattered peices, scattered on the floor.

....bleh
Life lately has been unbelievable. Both in a good way and in a bad way. I'm still now with Levi. Now I'm with a guy named Tim. He's cool and all but I don't think it's going to go anywhere. We're just not as compatible as I thought. He never calls me, I get to see him about once a week, he's not the sharpest tool in the shed, he always wants to shove his tongue down my throat, and ever since day one it's pretty much been all about trying to get into my pants. I think I really rushed into this relationship. He's older, that was one of the main attractions. I've only had one other significant other in my life and THAT was Levi. A year and 10 months we were together. We had fun, but we grew apart. And now there's the second guy.. And I don't see it working out. I'm just afraid of being alone. I know that sounds hella cliché but it's the truth. I've been rejected so many times it's not even funny. I'm just not that girl that everyone dreams of being with. I'm not a walking beanpole,

Support All Troops In Iraq
OK I HAVE JUST RECENTLY BEEN TO A PROFILE OF SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF WILDHORSE WHO BASICALLY HAS A PICTURE REMEMBERING THE SOLDIERS OUT IN IRAQ AND IT GOT ME THINKIN I BEEN HERE OVER A YEAR NOW AND LOTS OF PEOPLE ON HERE TALK ABOUT THE WAR AND THE FACT THAT THEY HAVE FAMILY MEMBERS EITHER IN THE PRESENT SITUATION OR HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN PREVIOUS WARS AND FROM ALL THE COMMENTS THAT I READ AND PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENCE TO THIS I GET THE IMPRESSION FROM LISTENING AND LOOKIN AT COMMENTS ESPECIASLLY FROM AMERICANS ON CT THAT AMERICAN SOLDIERS ARE THE ONLY GUYS OUT THERE AND THEY ARE DOING ALL THE HARD WORK, WELL I WOULD JUST LIKE TO REMIND ANYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW MUCH ABOUT WHO IS OUT THERE THAT NOT ONLY ARE THERE AMERICAN SOLDIERS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR YOUR COUNTRY BUT THERE ARE ALSO BRITISH , IRISH, FRENCH GERMAN ITALIAN AND EVEN AUSTRALAIN SOLDIERS OUT THERE. THIS IS NOT A WAR ABOUT THE UK AND THE STATES BEING NICE TO EACH OTHER JUST TO KEEP RELATIONS AS PEACEFUL AS

Marines Of Lima Company Vids
Thanks to the governments over the world for such needless deaths. Men, women, children. Miltary, civilian, insurgents. War is inevitable...yet Peace...apparently that is merely an illusion. Speak up people. You CAN stop this. This is our world. American or foriegn countries... OUR world. If not for us our governments would be nothing. Also don't harbor people who hate. Please. All that will happen is so many you love will ultimately die. Death is part of life but make it a peaceful life or a death worthy of rememberance. Not just a stray bullet or an unwanted war. Pull up those weeds of hatred. Stomp out those fires of evil in your heart and look to God. Pray for peace, live for peace. Speak for nothing but peace. These people that have all died from each and every side of the world had families, wanted families...now...so many mourn them. Even those who never knew them. God forgive those who commit evil deeds and God forgive those who have no choice bu

Cheating
SOMETIMES SOME HEARTS CHANGE, AND I KNOW THAT CHEATING IS NOT A GOOD THING, AND IT HURTS,DO YOU REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHY PEOPLE CHEAT???MOST OF THE TIME IT IS NOT DONE TO BE HURTFUL,HUMAN HEARTS HURT AND FEEL PAIN,OFTEN TIMES WHEN A PERSON IS HURT SO MUCH,THEY FIND THE NEED TO CHEAT.WETHER IT IS BECAUSE THEY DON'T FEEL LOVE OR ATTENTION WHERE THEY ARE AT,SO THEY SEEK WHAT THEY ARE LOOKING FOR IN SOMEONE ELSE,...WIVES/HUSBANDS GIRLFRIENDS/BOYFRIENDS WE ARE NOT IMMUNE,&WE ARE NOT PERFECT,IF YOU ASK ANYONE WHO HAS CHEATED OR BEEN CHEATED ON,WHY?YOU GET PROBABLY THIS ONLY ONE LOGICAL ANSWER,"I WAS HURT"NEVER JUDGE A CHEATER,CAUSE EVERYONE HURTS. Shania Twain Videos | Movie Clips | Denver Real Estate

The New Ct Di
I would like you all to know that I am now the self appionted CTDI (DRILL INSTRUSTOR) on here is the sexest,pretty, meanset, most wanted, ect,ect, ect, none of which am I. So from this day forward I am the CTDI THANK YOU THE HANKSTER (LMAO) COME ON YOUR HERE TO HAVE FUN, NOW FALL IN AND JOIN THE HANKSTER PLATOON

What Do U Rate?
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"she"
She challenges his emotions with her unbridled love moving his energies through the stars above He tries to run, but her pull is too strong he's powerless and knows where he belongs She is like a spell that captures his soul yearning and longing, begging for more If she ever released him, he'd be an empty shell how long will she have him? Only time will tell

Connection
Time is taken and bodies are shaking so filled with passion Walls have been broken and love is the token the gift is everlasting Releasing the seasons, without desperate reasons we fall to the ground Hearts pounding and fate surrounding no one else around just us two, me and you staring into souls proclaiming the love, cast from above together we are never alone.

Main Profile Pics!
Why do people put pics of others, Male putting Female pics, on their main profile? They can't get people to look at their profile any other way. Or is it they just don't have the confience in their own self being. Kind of lame to try and get ratings by tricking someone to go to your page. Besides that, in most cases you probably don't get the rating because it wasn't what they were looking for.

My Vision
Desperately seeking, a time in the past forgiveness unsaid from words that last honesty reveled in a moment's vision rewinding the image for one more listen Calling upon fate and the higher powers to release and forget branded sorrows Fast forward to present with mind erased starting again new challanges to face forever's horizon appears in the sky revealing it's truth before my eyes the scent of security covers my face bonding me tightly in a euphoric state

Life
I AM NEW TO THIS .IT IS A OLD SAYING THAT IF YOU ARE WORRIED ABOUT SOMETHING .THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU CAN FIX IT OR TAKE CARE OF IT THEN DO IT .IF YOU CANT FIX IT OR TAKE CARE OF IT WHY WORRY ABOUT IT .BECAUSE IT IS OUT OF YOUR HANDS TO TAKE CARE OF .IT HELPS ME OUT A LOT FROM TIME TO TIME AND DAY TO DAY . THINK ABOUT IT

She Puts The Lotion...
I just spent five days with my parents, which made me a bit nostalgic, primed my well of home-town memories. In my parents' constant discussion of people who have died, who are about to die, who will eventually die, I kept hearing names of people I'd long since forgotten about, and like shifting items in an attic, my brain is now clouded with dusty memories. I'm choking a bit. Here is one recollection culled during my late-morning breakfast of a Dove Ice Cream Bar: I was in high school declam (short for declamation), which is like theater, but with less makeup and fewer gay folk. Anyway, I won a district competition, so I got to go the state competition, which was in Wall, SD. Wall is not really a town. Rather, it is a heavily-advertised folding table loaded up with 10 cent coffee and free ice water, sitting in a field. Most people just throw dimes at it as they drive by on I-90. One family had two daughters competing in the state competition, so the whole family went on

Down Right Dirty!!
Touch me , Touch me again, I want to feel your Sins.... Slide into me with a deep thrust,don't forget I like it rough... Make me scream out your name and if I don't we can try again... Bite me, Pull me, scratch me, suck me... And baby plese don't forget to fuck me...

Impulsive And Curious
Impulsive and curious! Love when I love,n`hate when I hate. Love the ocean and find peace in the forest. I am a kind person,but if you hurt me or the people I care about ...then I am a BITCH! I got a deep respect for the native americans (indians), and I would loved to be a witch! I am a mother and my KIDS means everything to me! I like the rain in my face, the wind that tries to catch my body...the taste of freedom...being naked on a hot summerday and just look at the clouds,dreaming my life away! A lot of crap makes me sad, but still I hanging on to this world called LIFE...!!

Gone This Weeked
I will be gone from tomorrow to monday. Miss me!I will be locking my profile down when i leave so if you can't view stuff its because I made everything locked down. I won't be babysitting the idiot comments sooooooo :) If you voted for me in the contest thanks. I am kinda sad only 72 of you voted!

Heartbroken
IT SUCKS I HAVE AN AMAZING BOYFRIEND THAT IM HAPPILY IN LOVE WITH BUT ITS SO HARD WHEN WE NEVER TALK FOR DAYS AT A TIME AND NOT TO MENTION THE LONG DISTANCE. THE LAST TIME I HEARD HE WAS SICK I HOPE HE GETS BETTER. BUT TIMES LIKE THESE ITS SO HARD TO SEE THE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE .. I CANT BEAR TO SEE HOW HARD TOM. WILL GET.... BACK HOME SUCKS I HAVE AN EX WHO TAUNTS ME EVERYWHERE I GO.. SOMETIMES I THINK HE DOESNT THINK I EVEN EXISTED IF I DO HE JUS CONFIEDS IN ME TO TALK ABOUT HIS STUPID GRL PROBLEMS.... I SLEEPING AT NIGHT WITH NO ONE TO CUDDLE NEXT TOO.... THIS HEART ACHE NEVER GOES AWAY BUT JUST GET BIGGER... IF ONLY THERE WAS AN EASIER WAY BUT THERE ISNT JUS HAVE TO KEEP FIGHTING BUT WITH THIS BROKEN SPIRIT OF MINE I DONT KNO IF I CAN BEAR ANYMORE. THERE WAS NO PIONT IN THIS BLOG JUST I HAVE SO MUCH ON MY MIND AND I CANT KEEP IT IN.. ITS BETTER THEN CRYING I SAY SOMETIMES I DONT BELIEVE IF IM EVEN WORTH IT ANYMORE.. I KNO IM A GREAT PERSON AT HEART BUT THEY ALWAYS SAY GOOD PPL. F

The Smiths
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now; The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..."' Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor

A Poem From Master Hell To Slave
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

The Ten Commandments Of Mother Earth
I. Thou shalt love and honor the Earth for it blesses thy life and governs thy survival. II. Thou shalt keep each day sacred to the Earth and celebrate the turning of its seasons. III. Thou shalt not hold thyself above other living things nor drive them to extinction. IV. Thou shalt give thanks for thy food, to the creatures and plants that nourish thee. V. Thou shalt educate thy offspring for multitudes of people are a blessing unto the Earth when we live in harmony. VI. Thou shall not kill, nor waste Earth's riches upon weapons of war. VII. Thou shalt not pursue profit at the Earth's expense but strive to restore its damaged majesty. VIII. Thou shalt not hide from thyself or others the consequences of thy actions upon the Earth. IX. Thou shalt not steal from future generations by impoverishing or poisoning the Earth. X. Thou shalt consume material goods in moderation so all may share the Earth's bounty.

The Store Is Up, Running, And Making Me Twitchy!
I have been toying around with new designs and ideas. I made my first alternating black & white choker yesterday and my friend Carlie saw it and purchased it immediately! I want to find more colors to work with now that I know the outcome is so neat. I have another friend who is specifically requesting red waxed linen. I have white, purple, black, and I know blue was out there, but I'm not sure about red. I may need to track down a craft store, but I fear the reprocussions of entering A CRAFT STORE. Those places are seriously dangerous. I am also soon to start a Scorpio Kit for yet another friend. She's asking for labradorite & rubellite like my last Scorpio choker, only she wants me to work with the white cord. Her kit is going to include: One choker, one bracelet, one pair of earrings, a pocket stone, and a tealight. I need to get some new rubellite in stock before I start on that one. I have almost all the pieces finished for the Student Kit. I special ordered 40 so

Best Friend Day
"If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic................... you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

Pissed & Depressed!!
OK,MY DAY ISN'T GOIN SO WELL & IT SUCKS! 1st OFF,MY DAUGHTER IS LEAVEING ME FOR 3WKS,SHE'S GOIN TO STAY WITH MY BROTHER & SIS-INLAW IN KANSAS,WHICH IS COOL,IT'S JUST THT I'M GONNA MISS HER,SHE'S THE ONLY KID LEFT HERE,SO IT'S GONNA BE PRETTY QUITE AROUND HERE FOR A WHILE,TRYIN NOT TO CRY,LOL! & 2nd,WOKE UP THIS MORNIN & I COULDN'T DO SHIT ON MY PC WHICH REALLY PISSED ME OFF,LOL,I COULDN'T BRING MY MSG UP,IT'S LIKE IT DISSAPERED,TRIED TO REINSTALL IT WOULDN'T LET ME,LOST SUM OTHER PROGRAMS TOO,CAN'T SEEM TO LOCATE,LOL,REBOOTED THE DAMM THING,STILL NOT WORKIN RIGHT,STILL CAN'T FIND MY LOST SHIT,"I'M FUCKIN GOIN CRAZY TODAY" BUT HEY! I MADE IT HERE,JUST DON'T KNW HOW LONG BEFORE IT FUCKS UP ON ME AGAIN,LMAO! I GUESS I JUST NEED A NEW PC,AFTER ALL,IT'S A DINO,LMFAO! JUST HAD TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST,BEFORE I THRU IT OUT THE WINDOW,LMFAO! OH YEAH,TO TOP IT ALL OFF IT'S A FUCKIN RAINY DAY!!!!!!!!!! SUM ONE FUCKIN RESCUE ME!!!! LOL!

Bored
Q: What is in your left pocket? A: nothing :) Q: How much alcohol did you have this week? A: none yet this week, im slacking Q: Do you eat gas station food? A: nope Q: Is "Napoleon Dynamite" actually a good movie? A: yes! Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now? A: there is ♥ Q: Do you think that person is thinking of you too? A: He better be! Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house? A: carpet Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower? A: stand...... Q: Could you live with roommates? A: only a certain few Q: How many pairs of flip-flops do you own? A: alot Q: Ever been to rehab/jail? A: no Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops? A: never Q: What do you want to be when you grow up? A: ask me that after i graduate lol Q: What cell phone service do you have? A: Alltel Q: How many people are on your friends list? A: wayyy too many LAST: Q: Friend you talked to? A: Nate Q: Person who called you? A: D

Im On Air Come Listen Guys
HEY EVERYONE!!!! WE NEED YOUR HELP! COME SHOW NIGHT STALKERS SOME LUV N SUPPORT. WE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW. DJIN RIGHT NOW IS ANARCHY SKULL!!! COME SHOW ANARCHY SOME LUV N SUPPORT ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE LOUNGE!!!! IF YOU COULD SHOW SOME MORE SUPPORT BY JOINING IN ON THE FUN!!! JUST CLICK BELOW AND IT WILL BRING YOU RIGHT TO OUR LOUNGE!!! SUBSCRIBE N BECOME A MEMBER!!!! click picture below to join the lounge THANK YOU AGAIN!!!! PLEASE, I AM BEGGIN EVERYONE!! COME SHOW US SOME LUV N SUPPORT!!!!!! (repost of original by '~SmOkIn~VaMp~BaBy~{BlOoDy~TeArS}~NsL~BaRtEnDeR~4~LiFe~' on '2007-05-24 09:45:10')

Dear God
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ? Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamps, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon, California 3/22/01? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How

My Results
My results Category: Life My results were better than i expected i dont have cancer thank fuck excuse the french lol but i do have an under active thyroid which can be kept under control with tablets i have raised thingys that say i have inflamtion which i knew anyway but that was neither here nor there all in all im not very well. I knew that too but at least now i have something on paper that says it. At long last now maybe i will get someone to listen to me which is the worst of my trouble unless you have something on paper no one seems to want to listen they told me to stop looking for answers well if i had my health would have gotten worse and things would have been allot worse. This still doesnt answer whats wrong with my back but it tells me why all my joints hurt i suppose miracles will not come this way but ANSWERS I WILL HAVE im not giving in or giving up Im just gonna see how much this new lot of medication helps before i start yelling again and maybe i can find out s

I Don't Even Want To See Him
Well, some of you know the story about my brother being, somehow, the biggest prick I've ever met. He's 34 years old, married to a trashy wife, has 2 kids that are the only good thing he ever did. Well, He owns his own roofing company (which supports illegals by the way), and his mom (my dads ex) Has a half a million dollar house andmakes that much each year. Yet they want to sue my dad (who makes ten dollars an hour as a maintenence guy!!) for $94,000 in backed child support. And Lisa (his ex wife) was the one who a) gave him permission NOT to pay the child support because he is BROKE. B) is feeding my brother all these stupid ideas about my dad beating her!!!! My dad did no such thing! So Last december my grandmother (dads mom) grew ill, and was put in hospice care. Hospice is basically, YES, care for people who are TERMINALLY ILL. My brother then accused my dad, HIS OWN WIFE, my sister and my mom and one nurse of EUTHANIZING my grandmother!!! He keeps coming back and beggi

Rants
So last nigth I was in myspace after getting home and I wrote a blog about it, well one of the friens had a problem with it an took it personally... Ok, get over it! I was being dramatic when I wrote it... I know how many readers I have there, and sometimes the rants are a little over emphasised.. Anyway, not much going on, work, going to the club tonight, where else? And that pretty much wraps it up! Ciao,

May 24,2007
Right now the best solution is no solution at all. Yes, that answer is frustrating -- but when a situation's as convoluted as this one, you're better off waiting for a few items to sort themselves out before you dive in. DAMN...this is exactly what I'm dealing with right now...WHO knows me that is writing this stuff???????????

Pierced Nose Pt2
Alright so last night I ended up finding a labret stud which my husband never used. So got all medical again and switched the ring out for the stud. The ball is a little big for my liking but I think all in all, it looks better than the ring. For now going to let this bugger in for a 2-3 week period so I can heal and make sure I don't get any infection. I was so tired last night..even today I feel worn out...but I forgot to leave this disclaimer... DO NOT PIERCE YOURSELF WITHOUT PROFESSIONAL! In my case I'm sadly an ex-cutter, if you know what that means, so I found an outlet by piercing. I learned some of the proper techniques over the years being I skipped school everyday and hung out at a tattoo/piercing parlor. One thing is sterile...clean, clean, clean. I was lucky because I had old medical supply left. Which included, alcohol swabs, skin protectant swab, steril gloves, sterile paper to lay equipment on and professional piercing needle. One thing I lacked was clamp

New To Ct........
Just a quick note to say Thanks for the really Nice Welcome I got when I signed up for CT. I have made some new friends and found an old friend as well. I look forward to making plenty of friends and having a great experience here. Have a Great Day !!!!!!!

Wedding Certificates Needed & Minsiter Needed
A couple of my friends here on CT are getting married. They are needing someone to marry them and would like to see what type of marriage certificates are available... Can anyone help? Thanks in Advance! The Father

Poem About Anxiety
how i feel at times n right now i feel it annabel loo was feeling blue, she asked herself, what should I do? something feels a little bad, how do I fix this feeling sad? she told herself I need to see exactly what is bothering me so she thought and thought through all her fears and the big world blurred from all her tears. with tissues piled on either side annabel sighed, i'm glad I cried. now i've fixed whatever was wrong. now the sadness should be gone so she sat down and looked inside... HOLY COW! it was bigger now. but annabel was one tough pup she told herself, I won't give up. i'll tell my friends i'm feeling blue, i'm sure that they'll know what to do. simone said, things, they aren't so sad. sam said, your life ain't half bad. the other day at burger king, my brother puked an onion ring. annabel said, that's rough, sam-man. but inside she thought, this was a bad plan. then, annabel was not just sad, now add to sad, she felt quite bad. th

May 23, 2007 2
I DON'T FUCKING GET IT, HOW THE FUCK CAN SOME ONE CLAIM THEY LOVE SOME ONE AND THEN TURN RIGHT AROUND AND HURT THEM? HOW IS THAT FUCKING LOVE FOR REAL? I AM SO SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE USING THE FUCKING WORDS SO LOOSELY!! ARE YOU FORGETTING HOW STRONG THE WORDS,"I LOVE YOU", ARE? WELL FOR THOSE WHO THINK I'M FUCKING STUPID, BECAUSE I DON'T USE A HUGE VOCABULARY OR HAVEN'T ALWAYS ACTED SMART, THE FUCKING JOKES ON YOU!!! MY DADDY DIDN'T RAISE NO FOOL! SO HA FUCKING HA ON YOU!!! I HAVE BEEN ABUSED, USED, LOVED AND SHYED AWAY FROM AND IT HAS MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY! A LOVING, STRONG, GO GETTER(WHEN I WANT TO BE) AND SHY SOMETIMES. I AM NOT USE TO COMPLIMENTS, I SHYED AWAY FROM THEM DUE TO THE INSULTS WHEN GROWING UP!

Fuckin Work !
HEY EVERYONE,THE PEOPLE AT WORK HAVE BEEN GREAT AND ALL BUT ITS TIME TO MOVE ON AND SAY FAREWELL AND I LOVE YOU ALL . ILL STILL BE AROUND BUT YOUR GOING TO HAVE TO CALL FIRST TO MAKE SURE . ITS BEEN ALMOST 1 YEAR AND THATS ENOUGH FOR ME , MY 2 WEEKS HAVE COME TO AN END AND THE LOVE THAT WE'VE SHARED , THE TEARS THAT WE'VE SHED AND THE MOMENTS THAT WILL COME AGAIN ....IS OVER

Just To Let All Of My Friends, Family And Fans Know....
I am very happy to say, but sad at the same time too, that I am not going to be here for a while. I am going on vacation. This brings up some prayer requests...please pray for me... 1) The family I am visiting is unsaved. Help me to be a good witness. Pray that I do not conform to their actions, that I continue to remain faithful. 2) My son will be meeting his uncles for the first time. One of his uncles is going for his third tour of Iraq. Pray for safety. 3) Pray that Marc's father doesn't show up. He was told not to be in attendance. This is for protection of my son and I, along with everyone else. 4) Pray that I will be able to relax and have FUN! lol