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A Real Love Story
Sorry folks, it's been an awfully long time since I've had anything worth writing about, but today I have something. I was a pallbearer at my ex-wife's grandparents funeral today and this is a story I must share with everyone. A few years ago I took my children to see their great grandparents, Robert and Cleone. It was my weekend with my kids and we went to a local park that was very near their house. It had been a year or two since they, or I, had seen them so I decided to stop and visit them. We sat and talked for a bit and I asked where Cleone was. Robert told me she had just gone to take a nap and that she had recently begun having memory problems. At the time it was thought to be the onset of Alzheimer's. He said that it would come and go, but it seemed to be getting worse. Recently she had gotten worse and it was diagnosed that, at a previous time, she had suffered several "mini-strokes". The information I got from my ex- and her siblings was that she could remember some thing

Happy Fucking Mother's Day.
Mother's day is just around the corner well mom, I hope you're not expecting anything from me and if you are, then I guess you're in for a good disappointment maybe this year once again i'll be receiving the present from my younger brother, the one you should have been receiving, it was your choice to leave and i'm glad that once more you got screwed over but don't you dare go blaming it on my sister she didn't choose to move, she didn't have an option why can't you be a woman and take the blame for your actions? She isn't the reason for your unhappiness, and nether is my father, or me, or my other siblings, your unhappiness was caused by you, you took bad situations and made them worse, why can't you see what you destroyed? why can't you see what you're missing out on? I hope someday you realize how much pain you've caused us all and when that day comes, don't come running to me to apologize you're a grown woman and you knew what you were getting yourself into you

Skin Deep
the beauty that resides within... love blesses grace defines gratitude tempers thoughtfulness guides contemplation grounds words and actions bind mercy the greatest gift peace the contemplation of the soul beauty is not skin deep, but a continuous flow of the things within our souls. peace demon

What Can Repair Something So Damaged?
I'm not the rock that you think I am I'm not that strong anymore i'm broken and cracked soon to be shattered, what can repair something so damaged? I've been walked over, taken advantage of, molested, beaten, mistreated, used, threatened, lied to, and i've been broken, many times it seems. And I just seem to continue to fall apart the little things begin to get to me more then they use too I get jealous over nothing, and take it farther then I should, I get frustrated with him, in my mind only because he isn't here yet but it isn't his fault, I just hate the distance. I want to run away with him and not worry about anymore I want to be free, I feel trapped within this house, and now i'm working, i'm always exhausted and tired, him and I, we hardly ever talk anymore. Bills continue to stack up, the divorce still isn't finished yet, nothings settled. I'm just the remains of a rock, broken and cracked, and although it's hard for me, I stand th

+unpretty+
I wish I could show you just how +UnPrEtTy+ you made me feel although you didn't know that i knew that you were doing what you did, you caused me so much [[p.a.i.n]] gave me ~nightmares~, ones that to this day I still have waking up in *teArs* all because of you and the things that you did to me, your touch was a sin from you to me and you knew it, I wish I could kill you, in the most painful way, but even then you wouldn't know even half the pain that you +caused+ me you vIoLaTeD me if only I had stayed asleep I never would have felt you touching me then my life wouldn't be this way I wouldn't be a complete .w.r.e.c.k. I wouldn't fear the touch of others, whether it is Sexually or not but you caused me all this pain because you were thinking with your dick and not your brain I hope you live the rest of your life in pain, some day you'll get what you deserve you made me feel so +UnPrEtTy+ I hate you && I hope you know it You deserve to be dead you're l

In The Mirror (a Poem I Wrote)
tell me what it is that i'm ((supppose)) to see when i l^o^o^k into the !mirr0r! ¿why? is it that I HaTe myself && *everything* that I AM when did I decide that I h..a..d to put on ~twenty~ pounds of makeup just to feel b*e*a*u*t*i*f*u*l or at least AtTeMpT to [[feel]] B*e*a*u*t*i*f*u*l As I s/t/a/n/d there completely n.a..k.e.d I can see ALL of my +.flaws.+ InSiDe && OuT How can you *think* of me as to be [[PERFECT]] when :.nothing.: about me is [[PERFECT]] My eyes have lost their s*p*a*r*k*l*e;; there's no .g.l.i.t.t.e.r. in my [[veins]] i'm REALLY nothing ::.SpEcIaL.:: How could you F A L L in [♥]Lovee[♥] with someone LiKE Me? When I l^o^o^k into the !mirr0r! I see nothing more then a BIG m!stake I can only h0pE that i'm more then that to *you* but if I am just a m!stake I *hope* that I was your ((favorite)) >one< © 2007 Kirsten Oge

No Tolerance Spam!
Spam me with anything...ANYTHING and I will remove you. No check this out. No join or vote this or that contest. Nothing. With the clients, art forums, technical support questions and everythig else I get, I have no room for CT spam mail. Not trying to be mean, I just hate usless mail and if I can cut down on it I will. Thank you, •MAH•

I Wanna Nother Baby
i know i just had a miscarriage in march this year and had a baby in august of last year but i want another baby with my hubby hopefully a boy that would make 5 kids he only had girls with me and thems the only kids he has i wanna have a lil boy so he can carry on the last name cause my hubby was the only boy the rest was girls hmmm i really wanna be pregnant again i miss it i know im stupid for wanting another one but i cant help it i really have to get my tubes tied but i want another baby :( has anyone else felt like this?

Enjoy Your Memorial Day....but
However you celebrate this Memorial Day, never forget those who fought for our freedom and those who are still fighting. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Level Up
i like to see within 24 hours by your ratings and comments get me to the next level. i am curious to see how fast ppl are willing to do this for me! of course, i will alwats be around to rate and comment back! thanks!

And One More
Tim is being too nice with me :D another one for me! i saw the heavens and i drew my picture why was she there i blocked my mind i saw the heavens and i saw the picture in my mind but can i draw her, only time can tell who will she be why is it my dream where can i see this girl or is just my dreams why does she seem so real can we talk, can we? will that ever happen between my love?

Thoughts
Today was actually an okay day, Work was well, work. It was nothing special, but then again it never is, I was proud of myself when I figured out how to refresh the screen on the computer that we have, they didn't have a place where you could click 'refresh' so I pushed F5 and it worked! I felt special >.< I found a dollar at work, that was the highlight of my day! But yeah I asked my father if Amar could stay from June until August and he said it depends, I have to find out what the laws are about people visiting here, apparently there's laws against how long someone can stay in your house (when visiting) That's fucking gay =/ So now I have to figure it out but whatever, if he does stay until august then in August i'm going back to NJ with him, I get to stay at Oscar's =] But yeah i'm tired but yet i'm full of energy =/

Me
I JUST WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING,BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE!! SO SOMETHING!! HAHAHAHA!! FUNNY, HUH?? NO NOT REALLY.... ANYWAYS, SO HOW IS EVERYBODY DOING?, THAT IS WHOEVER IS READING THIS,, IF THERE IS ANYBODY.. NICE, HUH?? SO HOPE YOU LIKED IT.!?@$&#%^*

I Dont Understand.
Maybe I just dont understand the whole NSFW rating thing. I just got an email saying that 4 of my pics are NSFW, and I didnt just reacently upload them. They have been there since atleast February. So if anyone knows, please if you can make it clearer to me, I would appriciate it.

Blogging (how To)
the following is the way bloggs should hold up in court: See the problem with blogs are the fact that any dope current company excluded can write one. Punctuation optional... Now the funny thing is is probably not 4 people will read this blog and to those who dont your really not missing much.. but believe you me, i love the old saying like "heavens to Betsy" and "the fact of the matter is". If you are patient enough to read thru the bullshit please leave a comment of an old saying.. like the kind of sayings your gparents used to use.. thanks H..M..

In The Arms Of The Angels
spend all your time waiting for that second chance for a break that would make it okay there's always one reason to feel not good enough and it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction oh beautiful release memory seeps from my veins let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort there so tired of the straight line and everywhere you turn there's vultures and thieves at your back and the storm keeps on twisting you keep on building the lie that you make up for all that you lack it don't make no difference escaping one last time it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees in the arms of an angel fly away from here from this dark cold hotel room

Un-freakin Believable
Interesting, and this is only one State If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This is because they are predominantly illegal immigrants working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal , whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 35% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are i

Friends!
my friend Tim (justbasic) wanted to make me smile, so he wrote this for me i walked this line to find ya but i got a brick wall why is it what will i do i found the way but she denies me what will i do what will i do i saw myself seeing her everywhere i look what will i do what will i do she is what i see in everyday life why judge me for who i am when i always say hi where will we be? i went down the roads thinking of ya what will i do???????????????? can you tell me??????????? what will what will what will you do you have nothing to do it's all me i'm glad i still have friends like him :)

Gorilla
A gorilla walks into a bar and orders a cold one. The bartender gives it to him and says "that'll be $25." A minute later making conversation the bartender says "We don't get many gorillas round these parts" The gorilla replies "I'm not surprised at those prices.."

Salute Pics(for My Bombers) Part Two
Wave 2 of my personal salutes.:DI am still in second place and need all the help I can get!. Contest ends Sunday night if you would like to continue to help me out, it would be much appreciated. HUGS ALLMy Contest LinkMy BombersPart Two(in no general order)JoLingtrinSD ChickSweet But Bitchy ~CharlieSweet & SassyDigvibGuardian Angel ~ ChrisJimeXistenZHootieLasherpeppermanBarbie Doll

Cold Kinda Got Me
restless nite hard 2 get any rest with dry scrathy throat making me wanna drink more ...... grabbed a cool soothin water ice and hope that will ease it up a bit ...... warm muggy nite trying to sweat this outta me, but it seems 2 b winnin so far

Wtf
Here I sit on a Friday night when I was supposed to be partying. It is such a depressing thought knowing that we only have so many Fridays in our life, and to think I missed the boat on this one. Oh well, there is always Saturday night.

Faster-than-light Takes: 24 & Lost Finales
If you're seeking the talkback forums for season finales to Grey's Anatomy or Heroes or House, you're going to be seriously disappointed. In addition to still being miffed at CBS' decision to ax Jericho (right at a final scene that doesn't deserve to be THE FINAL scene), mixed emotions abound regarding the season finales of 24 and Lost, my two favorite regular network dramas. There is a consensus that season six of 24 was a letdown, especially after the break-through brilliance that was season five. The problem may be that 24's producers and writers were too complacent, lazy and taking for granted the viewers' loyalties. They hit a brick wall finally. What else can you do in a 24-hour timeline to prompt Jack Bauer to again save the world? In the 24 universe (over six seasons) we've already seen America nuked twice, three constitutional crises, the presidency change hands - what, five times? - more of those dastardly moles, more of the infamous Islamic/Russian villains, and more comp

Friends!?
It has been my discovery that not all friends are creaed equally. There are those friends that love you, want to fuck you, hate you, or want to sabotage you. I find that the friends that love you few and far between. those that want to fuck you are a dime a dozen, and most hate you AND want to sabotage you. I am veru glad that I have several of the true friends. Even those who are not right here. You know the ones you can be yourself around.I have found it is easier to ignore all types of friends and the best ones will bug you un til you answer!!!! A good friend will bail you out of jail, your best friend will be sitting in the cell with you laughing about how fun that was!! You must have atleast one of these friends. I am lucky to have found 3. You know who you are and thank you for being there. and by the way.....Boredom is a Bitch!!!

Bored...
Well..ya being bored..so I hit the "I am bored button" and off I go..you have to rate in order to move on (ya know the routine) soooooo...I rate...I don't give any less than a 10...even if it doesn't appeal to me I figure that the person took the time to load it right...right..just how I am. Well it doesn't mean they have to come back or feel obligated to rate me fan me or be a friend..trust me I am not here for the rates..hell I am THEE worst at sending comments! I have a few that I will stalk *giggle* but the ones I have made friends with..I adore..the ones that do take their time to send me a quick hello...thanx to you..and the point of this rambling..well..hell if there is one and ya find it let me know will ya cause I lost track...Have a great whatever...not even sure if anyone reads this shit anyway...but thats ok...somedays talking to myself is the most intelligent conversation I have all day..:D **hugs**

Senior Prom
hey..if you didnt know my bf was my date.. i just got home from prom...god im tired and my feet hurt. he met alot of my friends and he met my mommy i think she likes him..i hope but i had alot fun!!!!!!...i dance most of the night i slow dance with my baby...to all the slow songs.. i have allot pictures ill upload them later. the food was good... im really tired....so yea.. prom king was alex pedro and prom queen was taylor boucher. my favorite songs they play tonight was i dont want miss a thing and this year's love. derek met my vice principal and pricipal and my english teacher and mrs ammirato. i want him here with me but no i have to babysit.... deerek had a good time.. im glad he went with me.. i was all pretty up lol..he already went to bed. i got my new phone if you want my cell just ask me..all my friends look wonderful tonight. yup hope everyone had fun

Where Are You Now
one was by land one was by sea she said that you would come to me but where are you now...during my time of need where is this fairytale happy life the one in which she speaks where everything works out just perferctly should I still believe in destiny? maybe it's my fault....or maybe I just forgot this life is like a rose garden, grown from a single seed but I have neglected to tend to it I've allowed it to become overgrown and crowded with weeds I guess without you I felt no need The roses still bloom more beautiful everyday but the thorns have become stronger it makes it harder to see they have reached in and taken my heart away they keep it in a place that's warm a safe yet it is so far away how will I know when it's really you if any of the words you speak are the truth follow your instincts and follow your heart but all there is left is a hole left scratched and scared where are you now, I feel you are close wh

Movie List, Best All-time
Okay, here is what I am doing. I want to do a movie poll. What is the all-time best movie. Now it is a matter of opinions, so I need a lot of them. So here is the deal I am going to list categories of movies. Then I want response/comments as to your top three. Then I will do a "Poll" thingy somehow here. where the world gets to vote. So if we all tell all of our friends about this. We will have millions of people giving their imput. So here is how they go. Best All-Time Movie: Best All-time Comedy: Best All-Time Action: Best All-Time Sports: Best All-Time Quoteable: Best All-Time Romantic: Best All-Time Sci-Fi: (by request added cats) Best All-Time Horror: Best All-Time Suspense: This is stemmed from a great conversation last night at the bar after softball. Some great ass movies came about. I want you all to join in. Thank you, Ted

Forbidden
I had thoughts of calling you up today but if you answered I had nothing to say my words left me long ago as time ran out The day things changed and my life drained I start to light a smoke, as tears come Holding them back i begin to choke trying hard to be the man people expect it's never enough I've got nothing left where do I go from here, where can i turn? I have gone as far as i know how to They say you live and you learn I tried it and now i'm not so sure I sit outside as the rains falls down letting it flood and wash you out streaming down with tears that i taste secretly wishing to see your face Did you ever really need me did you ever really care? I give all that I had you were never there You called me crazy you called me unstable and try as I might i always seem to fail have you ever wanted what you can't have? Do you ever dream of one so sad? Like a child my heart jumps for you surrounded in memories I held onto Your voice is like a nee

Hmm And The Asshole Of The Day Goes To....
OK kids another story...Remember read from the bottom up....Totally out of the blue this came to me.... ->wwwt: its the guys like you that think they can just say whatever to women that really pisses me off u need a life if you need a total stranger to fucken make u come get a life and maybe next time ull take the time to read someones profile before you do that again ->wwwt: Well ill give u it short and sweet...Listen to me u fucken jerk off...All u had to do was read my profile and see that i dont cyber..not a slut...and will NEVER show u or HELP you CUM out...if your looking for that then WRONG profile READ THE PROFILE NEXT TIME... wwwt: i need to come bad and your so fuckin hot ->wwwt: whys that? wwwt: i wanna see so bad really ->wwwt: rrr??? wwwt: ya can i see rrr plees ->wwwt: so u can read something that is hot wwwt: sorrry i can chat to ->wwwt: oh so u just want visual and not read? wwwt: your picx baby ->wwwt: u can see what? wwwt: lol ya so c

Remember
All who gave all .. and the ones still giving Thanks HOOAH Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

One Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words (unclassified)
One picture is worth a thousand words (UNCLASSIFIED) I did not realize just how badly we are hated by others. I am so thankful that we still have warriors that are willing to give up everything for someone they don't even know. That is the true definition of a HERO. The enemy is here. To those of you who have served, thank you, and for those of you who are now serving, thank you. Semper Fi. To all in our Military and their families - God Bless. So many different emotions about this war.....Lord, May YOUR will be done...... It's been said that one picture is worth a thousand words. How many words is this one worth? This amazing picture has drawn a lot of comments from readers of the Nashville paper, The Tennessean. See Jay's letter below. Dear Tennessean: The Tennessean's April 5 photograph of young Christian Golczynski accepting the American flag from Marine Lt. Col. Ric Thompson is one of the most moving and emotion provoking images I have ever

Friends
I have lost too many friends and I am the only one to blame. I have let my depression control me. I have let my emotions run wild. I have cried too many times over non sense. I have bitched and bitched without trying to change what it is I bitch about. Who have I become? I have become the exact person I hate. All I can do is try. I cant promise a quick change... and I cant promise that I will never complain... never cry... never relapse. but, I can promise that I will try to stop and remember that my life is beautiful the way it is.. and that there are so many people, so many families that have it worse. even as I have no money... I am rich with love. My life is changing.. because I need it to change. I will hope that my friends will stand behind me, and support me.. and try to help me with this. thank you in advance for your support.

Silly Little Trolls....
We all hate trolls but once in awhile, it's nice to use them to let off a little steam. I received the following email on a site where I have posted a really quick blowjob vid (a portion of which you've seen as a gif in my albums). From: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 09:00 AM Subject: wow Message: home girl u need to learn how t suck a dick. I can tell u never fucked with a man of color b4. U really cant suck dick to good unless its a litttle one and on that i give u a D- To: tizzmo Sent: May. 25, 2007 03:20 PM Subject: Re: wow Message: Well, "homeboy", you need to learn to speak English. And to not judge on almost no information. I've had no complaints on my cocksucking abilities and have even been punished for making one playmate cum too quickly that way. What you don't see very well in that vid is that he is directing the whole thing. He's holding my hair so that basically he is just fucking my mouth. There is only so much a girl can do from that positi

Just To Vent
Just so everyone knows there are a few people who thought it would be fun to rip my picture and put under the category of "downraters and cherry tap haters", I don't hate anyone and the reason I rated this person a 5 is bc the picture she had on to rate was not flattering and I believed that everyone had the right to their own opinions on this site. She then proceeded to blow up my CT email with hateful messages and even had her husband leave a comment on one of my photos of me and my 1 yr old niece "fat bitch". I have since blocked this person, but I will no longer rate anyone unless they rate me first. I thought the purpose of this site was to make friends and to express honest opinions on whether we liked photos and or profiles, I did not realize that it is just another clique and that harrassment was so prevalant. Just a word of warning, do not visit sweetcheeks~ur next wetdream or her husband jaybudds bc if you do not give them what they want they will make your life a living hell

Shasta Manana
Don't ask. I've become SERIOUSLY tired of guys just wanting me for one thing. I'm not even LIKE THAT. I understand the ones that don't know me, don't know. Well, now ya do. The ones that DO know me, should know better than that! UGH! I'm tired of being called hot, sexy, etc. While it truly does flatter me, why can't I be beautiful? Or why not take the time to get to know me before jumping to conclusions or straight out asking for sex. If everyone took a few seconds to get to know someone, things may turn out a little bit better than you anticipated. I'm done. Needed to rant for a second. Sorry! LOL

Quiet Now
Ask your self, on any given day, would I surrender myself for another? Random, anyone, everyone. We know the answer, let's not talk about it let's look elsewhere. And winkingly acknowledge we are good people for doing it. Anyone would feel the same way right?

My Last Blog, Translated...
This is a literal translation, so it may sound a little strange. But you get the gist! I want so much to you... That each beat of my heart is a whisper of your name. I adore to you. Thanks, my love to bring to my life a so wonderful and immense happiness. I want So much To You!

My Driving School! Tips For Everyone!!
Here are some apparently TOP SECRET driving tips to help you along your everyday route! * Use Your Turn Signal! Now here's the trick- not JUST when you're turning, but also changing lanes! This is much better than sloooowly floating into the lane next to you, and just cutting me- er, the other drivers- off! * Can't Multitask? An Idiot? Hang Up The Phone! If you just can't seem to stay in one lane or be safe whatsoever when you're talking on your cell phone while driving- hang up! Please make your calls before or after you turn the ignition, or at the very least keep calls short and factual! Gossiping in your SUV through the entire highway system is just not essential! * Live In Suburbia? You Don't Need A Hummer! Ya doucebag! * Driving Through A Residential or School Area? Slow the Fuck Down! Ya fuckin' douchebag! I hope someone found these tips helpful, and if you enjoyed them please comment and maybe I'll add more to my educational series :) Thank you, and good luck motorists

And... She's Off!
And... I'm off like a dirty shirt! If you haven't already, and have a few minutes, check out my "Photos I've Taken" folder because some of them will probably get deleted to make room for photos taken on this upcoming trip. I am taking my laptop, and will have wireless access at both households, so I will be checking in, but probably won't be on for more than a few minutes a day. You guys have a fun couple weeks. I'll miss you! Take care of yourself!

Fuck This Shit
fucking hell this is annoying as fuck... no vehicle no fucking contact with anyone... fucking angry at the world as all i could be... fucking want to kill someone who would remain nameless... i need to find a quick fuck for an angry fuck... that could help but i'm too picky... fuck

I Want To Speak Of Warriors
“I Want to Speak of Warriors” By Paul Mays I want to speak of warriors. A long time ago I stepped from a plane onto a strange new land along with several dozen others. As we stepped down the ramp we all had a fear that ripped at our guts and just as we tried to figure out where we were to go and what we were to do , along came a truck filled with body bags to fill the plane for its return flight. I saw in the eyes, of those that had been sitting with me and speaking of how now that this one or that one was now in country the enemy would just turn and run, a panic that caused them all to go dead quite. War is not pretty. War is not a great thing that young men strive for. War is ugly, dirty, smelly, and causes the soul to numb. But War is a price a nation, and the children of that nation, sometimes must pay. When others make efforts to destroy all that make life, liberty and freedom possible then a people must stand and loose the dogs of war. Today we are at w

I Will Miss You....
Ok, we got the keys a week early, and have spent the afternoon cleaning and scrubbing our new apartment, walls and all. So, my point being, at some point this week we'll have to pack up the 'puters, and move them too. I'm going to try to get the net hooked up over there asap, and hopefully, I won't be off here too long. Trying to finish packing up, and start moving it all. Just saying... I'm not ignoring anyone! I've just got a very busy week ahead, and then, it will take time to get the internet over there. Ok, Cherrys, that's it for now... Lots of Love to all! Muahhhs!

Am I Bad For Thinking This?
I passed out for a bit because I was drinking alittle (well alot; marguritas, mind erasers, and some beer) and prior I was talking to my neighbor who I find totally hot. And I had this fantasy in my head (shes a MILF) am I bad for dreaming this? -------- It was a warm sunny day as I was outside washing my truck when I seen Mrs S outside. I went to go talk to talk to her. "Hi Mrs S how are you". Good Mike how are you" she said back and she smiled. "I seen something you were looking for I can print it and give it you.She said okay. So I went back to my room and I printed it up for her. When I went back out she was gone. I looked inside her house and she asked me to come inside. I see all boxes around. "Im getting a divorce and I need to move these boxes she tells me. So I help her move the boxes to the curb. I move the last box out and I come back inside. "thats the last of it Mrs. S" I say. "Thank you she replies. She sees a stain on my shirt. My your shirt is dirty she says, let

Seriously Awesome Cherry Friends!!!!!!
Please Go and Show My Awesomely Great Friends Some Serious Cherry Luv!!! THEY ALL ROCK AND ARE THE GREATEST EVER!!! I WANT TO THANK THEM ALL AND ALL THE OTHERS THAT HAVE HELPED ME OUT SO MUCH IN MY VERY FIRST CONTEST THAT I'VE BEEN IN YOU ALL ARE AWESOME! ~TAB ~~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ of CT / / ct fiance of LilBamaGirl@ CherryTAP LilBamaGirl~~Officer In Charge/HR Representative ‡±Påtrïøtï¢ßømßërz±‡ Of CT~~CT Fiancee Of ~TAB~@ CherryTAP LadyFire-n-ice~~‡±Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz±‡ Of CT / ct fiancee of the infamous Jokers_Wild@ CherryTAP Wendygyrl ~~ #16 The Godfather Bombers ~~@ CherryTAP

Lately....
Lately You are growing more impatient with me. Lately I have not heard you say, "I love you." Lately I'm wondering if it's gone. Lately I feel as if I'm bothering you. Lately My heart has been aching. Lately I been wishing for your touch. Lately I wonder if you wish the same thing. Lately I just need to hear your voice. Lately It seems I have to wait in line. Lately All I've done is love you. But lately You haven't. So what do I do? What can I say, or not say? What am I to think? I'm scared out of my mind about losing you Lately.

Company Car Maybe????
Your professional life gets a nudge that will get (and keep) your ambitions on the right track. You've got what it takes, and most importantly, you know how to get it across to the powers that be. Compromise is key. Could this mean that im gonna get my new job...or well the new promotion that i just applied for??? HMMMM sure would love a company car and pc!!!!!

Justin
well we're not together its been up in the air for a week and now he's gone moved out and left town all in one day. i guess i should be happy, since it was a pretty short sweet break up kindaa, till u get down to the details. but i hurt so bad, and i feel like i can't let it go because i'm a parent now, like i'm wrong for poundering abt it rather than thinking abt my daughter 24-7. i don't want to talk to someone but i feel like i'm gonna bust at the seems to vent to someone i just don't know who. i feel like you pull one nerve the wrong way ibut all in one day he's here at'm gonna fall apart. i feel pathetic, my anxiety and depression and everything else that's wrong with me that im on meds for (for those who know) is 100 times worse. right now i'm hiding at my parents cause i cant stand to look at "our" house, more less anything thats inside of it. i want him back but i can't take him back cause of everything he did to me and my daughter. but i still love him, and will probably alway

Memorial Day History
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University's Historic American Sheet Music, 1850-1920). While Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of people to honor the war dead in the 1860's tapped into the

My Mr. Wonderful
I THOUGHT I WAS IN FOR THE VACA OF MY LIFE. YET AGAIN....MY (SO CALLED) MR. WONDERFUL, LET ME DOWN. :( WHY CAN'T I FIND THE RIGHT ONE? WHY DOES EVERY MAN I FALL IN LOVE WITH LET ME DOWN? THIS JUST AINT RIGHT! ANY ADVISE? SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WILLING TO LISTEN. I AM SUCH A GOOD PERSON. I REALLY DON'T DESERVE THIS! IS THERE NOT JUST 1 REAL MAN OUT THERE? FOR ME?

The Blue And The Gray... So That We May Not Forget
The smell of freshly cut grass, the vibrant red of freshly planted geraniums and the tiny American flags being scattered throughout cemeteries are all signs that Memorial Day is just around the corner. Memorial Day is a time to honor those who gave their lives for our country and to remember loved ones we have lost. This idea of remembrance began sometime in the mid-1860s and was called Decoration Day. It was started to honor all the soldiers who gave their lives during the Civil War. Several towns throughout the country lay claim to its origination. Although our government gives credit to the town of Waterloo, N.Y. there is documented proof of other towns having similar celebrations before Waterloo. Most of the stories I have read concerning the origination of this celebration are quite fascinating; however, there are too many to tell them all. After all, it really makes no difference where Memorial Day originated so long as the purpose for which it stands is not lost over time. Th

Beyond Blissful Chaos
In the night I always felt So alone Until, until you Fell unto my arms Sweet dreams You say From far far away Whispers in bliss As I taste your kiss Crying all night From such a fright Bleeding cold Drowning out my eyesight Sweat and gore Can't take it anymore Falling to the floor Screaming your name in Agony, graveling at your feet Stale and cold Rust, so old Can you please help me I beg of thee Surrender your heart And bow down Your crown of thorns Red cape Swarm around you Baby you don't know How much I Wish I could Stand before you At the hour Of your judgement day Fall through All of your shame No lies of ignorance Interrigation By mindless sacrifices Untold truth That lyes benieth your door Hidden caborn of The dawn In your heart And soul I reach out to thee Save me please From your wraith Calm down I beg Sweety Please look at me I swear I Want it to be Perfect like before I know I Fucked up so so many times I swear I Love

My Old Friend
Hello misery my old friend. Why do you follow me everywhere I go? What did I ever do to deserve you? If you were really my friend you'd want me to be happy, but not you. Your like the house guest from hell who just wont leave. Just when I think I can be happy, you kick me right in the balls and laugh in my face. That's not very funny you little prick. I'm never alone, but I'm alone all the time. And I blame you for that. That's right misery, I'm talking to you. Because of you, I will probably never be able to let anyone get close. I'm sick of you, yet you've been with me since I can remember. I don't want you in life anymore,but if you leave what will take your place? It's the old devil you know thing, that you've got working for you. So I will continue to live my life never really knowing what it's like to love someone and let someone love me. And i gotta tell ya that really fucking sucks. Misery loves company huh? Well I'd rather be alone than keep company w

Experience On Ct So Far...
To say the least..I've been on here before, and ended up deleting my account due to a stalker/pervert that wouldn't leave me alone. Now that I'm back I get to experience the place alittle bit more. So far.. - I feel like I'm getting complimented by what would be my father..several times...it's unavoidably uncomfortable. - People seem to vote based on what they wish to recieve in return...10's all around. How about an honest opinion? - It's still like myspace...in the respect that people want to show off their junk for the sake of praise. It's fantastic to be self confident..but honestly..if you need constant reassurance by complete strangers..you aren't confident. - I don't need more body shots then head shots to get compliments..which is nice. I guess I have a pretty face. - Not everyone is a sex driven wild man/woman. Yea, sex is great..but it isn't the only thing in the world...if it is to you..more power to you..but not me. - People come up with the most i

Just How I Think
to me love is what happens when friendship is set on fire... its that one breathless kiss mixed with a true heart and a friendship that will last a lifetime... it doesnt come with a pricetag nor does it come only in one package... some are slightly dented from being abused , others are dusty from neglect... none of us are perfect we all come with our on little flaws... the key it to see past all those and into the heart.. simply amazing is what it is... the sound of love can not be heard nor can the beauty of ones heart be seen with just a glance.. its discovered , cherished and nurished until our hearts give into it in helpless desire... true that frist impression can be amazing with the beauty of a smile or the feel of a warm lingering embrace , but sooner or later we get use to it... father time and mother nature takes there toll on us all and when everything is all said and done we go back to what maters the most..... ONES HEART...

On This Day
ON THIS DAY The bugle has sounded Its notes drift away. This time now belongs to you…. Verse: On this day for one brief moment Hear the silence fill the air. Think of those, who walked beside us; Now no longer there. Then, don’t cry, but hear their laughter For their spirit lives inside, Let the mystic stream of mem’ry Fill our hearts with pride! Make us humble, Make us knowing, And reflect on what is done… On this day For now, forever Make this nation one! On this day, For all the fallen, Make this nation one! Music and lyric by Charles Strouse © 2003 Charles Strouse Publications

Her Horror
Things could not have been worse if she had set out to make is so. She had awoken tide up to a bed, she is not sure why. She does not remember anything at the moment. She only has fear right now. The girl hears something in the room with her, she turns to look around the room. She tries her best not to scream, but she can not help it....In the corner she sees a huge man with a deformed face, chained to the wall. She wonders what the hell is going on and why she is here. Her answers will come to her soon. She tries to get out of her restraints, but the more she pulls the tighter things get. She keeps her eyes on the man in the corner. He looks at her and licks his lips, she shudders.....The door to the room creaks and she turns her head toward the door. The most handsome man she has ever seen walks through the door. He is tall, muscular with long shiney black hair, perfect features and brillant green eyes. He walks toward her with a smirk on his face. She is not quiet sure what to expec

My Day, Thoughts, Ideas And More...
Okay so I went to work today and everything was fine. My hand/wrist hurt a bit but nothing a little tylenol couldn't heal. I had to go with Aunt Judy today to take Kayleigh to a friends house for a party >.< When we returned I finished watching the movie "Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe." It was a really great movie. I went walking today and if Aunt Judy and Uncle Howard had kept going I would have lapped them because I passed them anyways. I did my 6 laps. I talked to Selina today and asked to be worked strictly nights and she said that I could and even thanked me for it because they needed more people for night shift. It's easier on me because I won't get confused about when I'm closing and such. I thought about something. I'm going to try really really hard at setting aside as much money as I can for my future wedding to Teddy. I want to be able to ride away in a stretch limo. I want everything to be perfect and I don't want everyone hustlin

Very Naughty
Subject: 8 inches The RANGE OF 8 INCHES LONG, THE FUNCTIONING OF WHICH IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. IT IS USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING READY LOOSELY FOR INSTANT ACTION. IT BOASTS OF A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND A SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, IT IS INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING, WHERE IT IS THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN, MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICKLY AND ACCOMPANIED BY SQUIRMING BODILY MOVEMENTS. ANYONE FOUND LISTENING IN WILL MOST SURELY RECOGNIZE THE RHYTHMIC, PUL

Last Monday In May
“Last Monday in May”© By John T. Bird We pause to remember those who died With so much courage, so much pride They’ll never come back, yet memories endure To remind us of freedom: fragile, pure We’re worthy of their sacrifice if we pause each day Not just on the last Monday in May ©John T. Bird, copyright 2006

I Need A Morph
So I'm jealous...I see a lot of cherries with Morphs and I dig all of them....But I need one of my own. If only I cld figure out how to use the Morph software then I'd be in business. Until then, I'll just be patient!

To One That Might Wonder....
I'll be goin on the road trip from Saturday - Monday visting my sis n lodemai :). So c u all when I come back... If you wonder where am I!!! I think I'm goin 2 log off since I'm going that long... I usually never log off. Hope you all have a nice weekend!

When You Are Away
When you are away It is impossible for me to concentrate When you are away I think about you When you are away I hope my dreams come true When you are away I want to feel your warmth on my skin When you are away I don’t know what to do When you are away It makes me crazy not seeing you When you are away I hope, long, think and dream of you

Free Speech X-press Vol X No 20 May 25th 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 20, May 25, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Free Speech X-press is researched and edited by Scott Ross. Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. This X-press in brought to you by our exclusive sponsors Bellenjoy & ARS. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. Anti-porn Campaigners Petitions Seeking Grand Jury Investigations in Kansas and Missouri KANSAS CITY, KS . - Last week leaders of local churches in six counties in both Kansas and Missouri turned in petitions requesting grand jury investigations of adult businesses in their communities for the "promotion of obscenity." A total of 32 businesses, including strip clubs, adult retailers, and video rental stores, were targeted. "It went very well," Phillip Cosby, executive director of the Kansas City chapter of the National Coalition

Words Cant Describe
The words “I love you” cannot describe, How much I really love you. I have been sending words, Telling you how special you make me feel. Words, to describe your touch Words, to let you know how much I miss you Words, that give you my heart Words, that give you my soul Words, to remind you of our lovemaking Words, to remind you of it all Words, to tell you I’m yours Words, to ask you to Be mine Words, that will make you shine But words, cannot describe everything Those words, just won’t enter my head Words, that I want to tell you So some words, will go unsaid I love you, my darling, I LOVE YOU I love you much more than those words

Loving From A Distance
There were times I couldn’t believe, That this special someone has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast, Yet still can’t wait, For that special moment. When fate re-allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right This distance parting us should not exist The oceans between the two of us Doesn’t really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you’ve brought to my life No matter what the future brings us Please remember the moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace, and laughs Sure, I wish that we were physically closer But in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for But for now I will settle with this long distance love

Beauty Of A Woman( My Own Thoughts In A Poem.)
The beauty of a woman what do you know of this Hear this words that I shall write and know from them a womans loveliness. Her face it calls to many men, but to them is only in the skin, but so much more can be found within. and I hope with these words many shall transsend. To see not just the face Or a bodies curve but to see the eyes and the soul hidden behind. Searching deep to something more lovely that the sun can not help but to shine about it. The bueaty of a woman I can so plainly see. That they hold the world within them. They give to the world life in a small little pearl. reaching out hungily to a mothers care. And within there mind are a great many things. That body only makes a small percent of what make them real. Was given to us not just a lover but a compainions touch. This is the beuaty of a woman. She nurtures and loves in one single breath. While lips so perfect smile to us. They have there faults but do not we all. For

Far Away Love
I sit alone, With only my thoughts, I sit here sad, Wanting to recapture, The times we’ve had, I sit here longing to feel. Your embrace, your kiss But of all of these, I can not have, I am far away, Two hearts apart, Yet close together, Longing for each other, Yearning for the time, When we won’t be…… Far away

Happy Anniversary Marc :)
I love you baby, more than anything ever. I cannot wait until you are here with us, forever. You are my everything and I am and will always be your girl. You are all I ever think about....laying with you every night for the rest of my life, watching everything on our 'to do' list and taking care of you. I miss you all day, everyday and I love hearing your voice first thing in the morning and hearing you tell me you love me before I go to sleep every night. August seems so far away sometimes, but like you say everyday is one day closer. Just know that I love you and you are my man and you are beautiful :) Your girl, Casey Lea

Hillary Clinton
GOOD EVENING ALL. I JUST HAD A PRETTY AMAZING EXPIERENCE....I MEET PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE HILLARY CLINTON ABOUT AN HOUR AGO. IF YOU HAVEN'T HAD A CHANCE TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY AND WANTS TO SEE THIS COUNTRY ACCOMPLISH....YOU SHOULD TAKE THE TIME TO DO THAT. I WEEK AGO I WOULD HAVE SAID AND HAVE SAID THAT AS MUCH AS I'D LIKE TO SEE A WOMAN PRESIDENT THAT I DONT FEEL THE COUNTRY IS QUIT READY FOR THAT YET.......BUT HAVING LISTENED TO HER TONIGHT AND GETTING THE CHANCE TO SPEAK WITH HER FOR A MOMENT I HAVE CHANGED MY MIND. I WAS VERY IMPRESSED WITH HER AND WHAT SHE WANTS TO SEE DONE WITH BOTH THE "NO CHILD LEFT BEHIND" LAW FOR THE SCHOOLS AND ALSO WITH HER THOUGHTS ON THE WAR IN IRAQ AND WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO ABOUT IT. FOR ANY WHO WILL CARE TO ASK OR SEE THEM MY SISTER AND I DID TAKE A FEW PICS. AND I WILL POST THEM AS SOON AS SHE DOWNLOADS AND SENDS THEM TO ME FROM HER DIGITAL CAMERA. HOPE YA ALL HAVE A GREAT NIGHT, TASTY

Friday 5/25/07
I'm so glad today is almost over lol. It just hasn't been my day. I thought I was going to get into an arguement with a friend but it turns out it was just a misunderstanding so we talked it out and everything is fine now. However, I went into a chatroom that this same friend helps host, its a 13+ room so of course they have topics that aren't allowed and that's fine because some topics I'm not comfortable with anyway, but it seems like tonight no matter what I say it gets taken the wrong way. I don't mind my friend saying something to me, but for some reason if the other hosts do it it bugs me and I don't know why becuase I know they are only doing what they are supposed to do. I think I'm just touchy today for some rason or other lol. Other than all of that I've just been chatting in IM answering a mumm here and there and working on my MySpace page. I do all my blogging here instead of using the MySpace blogs. I just like it better here as far as that goes for some reason,

Graduation
I have to say that I am a proud MoM of a graduated 5 yr old......my baby is growing up but like I have said IM SO PROUD OF HIM AND HE ONLY HAS 12 MORE YRS TO GO BEFORE HE HAS TO WALK ACROSS THE STAGE ONE LAST TIME TO GET THE MAIN ONE.........No matter how hard times get for him while he is in school he will have me to help him with them all.........

:blushes And About Freaks Out! : Lol
lol ok this is just kind of funny, and just happened too! ...... my son grabbed my other cell phone, one I use to take pics with, I didn't know he had it, my ex yelled at him , I turned around and saw that he had the phone, he WAS looking at pics on it, but he said he didn't see any um, let's just say 'certain pics' lol *whew* I damn sure HOPE he didn't !!!!! eeek .

~~real Men Do The Cooking~~
After months of cold and rainy weather, we are finally coming up to summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: BBQ rules Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her

Kingdom Come- A Christian Novel Of Fiction
Kingdom Come: A Christian Novel of Fiction Kingdom Come A Novel by R. Alan Woods San Diego: Rhema Rising Copyright 2007 Coming Soon....... A work of fiction involving two men who have been chosen by God to embark on an apostolic mission of profound and unimaginable significance to the Middle East. Paul Cohen- an Israeli citizen and a Jew- and Timothy Wimber- an American citizen and an avowed atheist- are about to realize the most life changing experience imaginable and then embark on a mission to the most dangerous area in the world- The Middle East. They will face constant danger, threats to their lives, political intrigues, demonic hindrances, miraculous victories, despair, perplexities, and crises of faith. Will they be able to fulfill their seemingly impossible commission against all natural odds? Hold onto your Bibles as you embark with them on the most supernatural adventure of a life time!!!!

Which 80's Cartoon Character Are You?
Which 80's cartoon character are you?Rainbow BriteYou are pure of heart and truly gorgeous from the inside out. You enjoy spending quality time with your friends and family and you love the outdoors. You're always up for any kind of outdoor activity and you're usually the planner of it all. Your friends all love and adore you and they should. You're awesome!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Sweet Dreams: A Poem By Lori
Sweet Dream by Lori At night when i close my eyes I see you, your there beside me, my dreams come true, you smile as you take me in your embrace, I pray I never wake up from this place magic with your hands makes my body quiver On the verge of climax my, my body shivers I wrap around it and hold on tight you pull my hair this feels so right Your manhood fills me with such extacy As we become one i cry don't let go of me We soar high where only lovers dare go I beg faster faster, then plead go slow Take me completely I want to be part of you Fill me the way only you can do I scream you name like candy on my lips As I come to, I grin treasure my secret trips

Party
a heart beating fast a big rush goes threw you n you begin to let loose music pumping n the party begins. The thunder of drums the emotion of lyrics and you begin to hum and you drink get heavey into the tunes n body flesh to flesh heat rises and you begin to laugh n act out thats whats a party all about!

I've Been Hurt A Lot Lately.... So These Are My Words.
I’ve been told I’m sweet I’ve been told I’m kind Each time I fall It blows my mind It hurts so much When I find you’ve lied With nothing else to do I sat down and cried I don’t know why I fall so easy It hurts a lot And makes me queasy I’ll walk away And let you be ‘Cuz I can’t take What you’ve done to me. By Dori Axt May 25, 2007

Blonde Joke
A dumb blonde, a smart blonde, and Santa Clause were walking down the street and saw a $20 bill laying on the ground. Which one picked it up? The dumb blonde, There's no such thing as a smart blonde, and there's no such thing as Santa!

Stupid People!!!
oh man if you dont know what to do when you pick up a script your fuckin stupid! ok today at work i went to go help this lady this is how it goes.. chick:i need to pick up a script. me: ok? 1 min of silence chick: what do you need to know? me: uhhh your name (inside me: your fuckin kiddin right?) chick: so-so me: yes ok last name??(no your not kiddin you tard) chick: lala. the so-so lala is made-up but you cant know real names. you have got to be fuckin kiddin me right? how can you not know what to do when gettin your script sure some the old people dont tell me there name cuz i fuckin know them! if you have never been there b4 and dont know me dont except me to know your fuckin name cuz if you do it will be idiot! there her bf had to fuckin tell her to pay me....fuckin stoners or whatever she was. ok so ya that was the high light of my day. i fuckin hate stupid people!

You Are Part Of Me
You Are Part Of Me Lloyd Carl Owle (Cherokee) You are part of me now You touched me, With your kindness and love So enchanted. Your soft lips are kind. Your eyes glow with life. I'm glad you touched me, You're part of me now

Amazing
As the moon drew near & my heart raced; someone was coming to help me find my place. The weather was cool and the night was young. Feelings of emotions steered as two became one. The opinions and commons were much alike and the stars couldn't have aligned any better on that night. At first it was nervous but then a little scared. After the prison started to come down, it was most silent. Not even one sound. The taste of candy on my lips and the smell of fresh air all around. I soon relaxed as the oddness went away and the feeling of being so comfortable was more than that of any man of any previous day. The music of a soft voice and the strings that came after were much like a siren of the seas. It wasn't strange at all and the warmth of feeling safe while wrapped up in a strong embrace. Soon silence once again filled the room and all was well for an hour of sooth. Feelings started to erupt and the lips against the back as one was awake and the other was sound. A rubbing tenderness of

May 25th
R.I.P. DAD... today is the 6th month anniversary and the birthday of my father. He was "Papa" to my 7 year old nephew JJ, My Daughter Jacquelyn and my Son Robert. He left us way to quick and we miss his so much!! He died after a brief fight with Cancer ( we found out Nov. 6, 2006 and he was gone nov 25, 2006.) I have finally come to the realization that he is not in pain or suffering anymore and know that he is in a better place. I just wanted to get this out there so that my brother Jimmyjam knows that the bad day he's having is felt by everyone here. R.I.P. James Anthony Brezen Sr. May 25, 1949 - November 25, 2006. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DAD!!

Mom And Kid Contest!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Mom is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

From The Mouths Of Babes
from the mouths of Babes 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and run

Lost
Lost Today I see everything Differently and don't understand... What I have done to derisive this Sadness Where to go from here Where is my Passion for life? How can such small disagreements hurt so badly! Friends are very Important to me. If I had a life Partner to share all my troubles with Life would be so much better! Someone to hold me at night to kiss and love me... Something I have been missing for a long time! guide me on the roller coaster of my life? For I cannot take it without love....

Poem
I have found new life within myself...as if I have been reborn what did I do to recive this wonderful gift... what it is to feel new life to see life in a differant way.. to understand more and want to give and recive more out of life life is a strong energy that is either you feel and it guides you or it is a energy that talkes over your life...either way the impact of the energy is overwhelming love is more intence and your feelings are so in tune with what you need and want out of life that you can only cope with every second of avery day....may you all with this gift of Passion and desire.....may you live your life in a wonderful new way.....

Rip Lee- Can't Believe Your Gone!
RIP Lee.. I can't believe you are gone. 25yrs old is too young to die. You were always trying to run your game but you didn't fool me, deep down you were a great guy and couldn't hide it. You will be missed and I will think about you all the time.. never to be forgotten. I was always telling you how proud of you I was.. how much you'd accomplished and gotten your life together. I am only left to wonder what else you could have done. I guess it's time now for you to move on. Where ever you are now, I hope it's beautiful. I miss you. Brady Lee Hopkins November 2nd 1981 to May 20th 2007

Wow
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me! You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. Do not keep this message. It must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you

I Am There
for all the world and you to see there is this beauty inside me even though it may not show it's deep within me and it grows like the roses in the sun my life has only just begun to love and laugh to watch the sunset glow to watch my child learn and grow to wish upon that shooting star to always think of how you are even though i may be far i'm with you, where ever you are if by the hands of twisted fate and i move into heavens gate i will eternally wait for you so dont you forget for this is true i will never forget you or the memories we do share if you need me i will be there to hold your hand and wipe the tear and chase away all your fears when in sorrow and in doubt i'll be with you to help you out in your most happy or darkest hour i hope i will be your special flower growing in the morning light never leaving you without a strong fight by trin,

For Everyone That Lives In Apartments
OK i have these neighbors who are very loud and inconsiderate. I understand that there will be noises but this has gone far enough. Ive even found busted beer bottles in the place where i park and i just bought 4 brand new tires for my car. I have told my landlord and she wont do nothing about it...what should i do?

Test Ur Eyes...
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Just To Let You Know
I am the most disgustingly selfish girl in the world. I am also an attention whore. I am pretty much out to destroy you and break your heart. Those are my only goals in life. It brings me pleasure to demand all your time just so I can fuck you over in the end. Fuck you.

11 Year Old Boy Pistol Shoots Wild Hog
In this photo released by Melynne Stone, Jamison Stone, 11, poses with a wild pig he killed ... Boy Bags Hog Said Bigger Than 'Hogzilla' By KATE BRUMBACK, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago MONTGOMERY, Ala. - Hogzilla is being made into a horror movie. But the sequel may be even bigger: Meet Monster Pig. An 11-year-old boy used a pistol to kill a wild hog his father says weighed a staggering 1,051 pounds and measured 9 feet 4, from the tip of its snout to the base of its tail. Think hams as big as car tires. If the claims are accurate, Jamison Stone's trophy boar would be bigger than Hogzilla, the famed wild hog that grew to seemingly mythical proportions after being killed in south Georgia in 2004. Hogzilla originally was thought to weigh 1,000 pounds and measure 12 feet long. National Geographic experts who unearthed its remains believe the animal actually weighed about 800 pounds and was 8 feet long. Regardless of the comparison, Jamison is reveling in the attenti

Non Returned Fans!!!
As of 8:30 p.m. Friday evening I will be cross checking my " Fan Lists " here as it seems a whole bunch of people have NOT returned " Fans " sent. So when you go to your Fan List and find out that you have lost a fan and the points that go along with it you will have to fan me first as I will NOT Fan you back upon request knowing that you did NOT return the first fan sent out. So what I am thinking here is there are going to be a whole lot of ladies wearing thongs because I just bunched their undies up taking my " Fan " away because they didn't " Fan " me back. Everyone have an awesome yet safe holiday weekend... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. Sweet Lip Lickin Package .¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Your Angel
Money Angel This is a money angel Pass it to 6 of your good friends, or family and be rich in 4 Days. Pass it to 12 of your good friends or family and be rich in 2 Days. I am not joking. You will find an unexpected windfall. If you delete it, you will never know...

Naked
It has been I guess what you would call a f****d up Friday. Planned on working all day today...and I guess that for some reason, there was no damn news. Waited for six hours for the call...and then nothing....oh well, what the hell. Spend some time shooting some interesting new pictures....well will call them.... I am a hoer Do you think my tractor's sexy? And sunnin on the porch Yes, I was naked today....yes there are pictures to prove it and yes, you can see them....but I have to have a regular email address to send them or the permission too. I am proud......and I can say that itwon't be the best naked body you have ever seen....but it is a real one. Of course, you have to realize that Debbie was the photographer.....she seems to like helping me show off. and she did a damn good job. Guess that is all for today....have a good one...I gotta go get naked and bath in the moonlight! Oh, they are posted here in my "undressed"album

24 Hours To Go!!
Well 24 hours from now, I will be in Ft.Worth Texas, for the release of my new cd. "New Southern Reality" Its been two years since the release of the last cd from Determination [my other band]"Sealed in Skin" and kind of a step away from the music we[Determination]were doing. Determination is an Anger Metal band, alot of attention, lung power and physical stamina required Splinter is a different group altogether. Our shows are 5 guys[buzzed in various ways]having a blast onstage, partying, playing our music, and having fun with the crowd. I think this cd shows that we are having fun, and hopefully that transcends to the listener. Anyway if you are looking for a copy, they should be available on cdbaby.com within a week or so. Blah Blah Blah................. L8trz---LUV------Mikey

Politically Incorrect
1. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. 2. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. 3. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs. 4. What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes. 5. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. 6. What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. 7. What did the blonde say when she found out she was pregnant? "Are you sure it's mine?" 8. Why do men find it difficult to make eye contact? Breasts don't have eyes. 9. Did you hear about the dyslexic Rabbi? He walks around saying "Yo." 10. What's the Cuban National Anthem? "Row, Row, Row Your Boat." 11. Where does an Irish family go on vacation? A different bar. 12. What would you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? A speech impediment. 13. What does it mean when the

Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, T ax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The in

Re: If You Dont Respost [sic] This I Will Delete You And Block You
Shut the hell up. I'm not sure what resposting is, but I can guarantee I'm not going to do it. http://cherrytap.com/myfriends.php?remove=39050 http://cherrytap.com/blockuser.php?block_id=39050

Darkness
A man sits in a dark room the only hint of light is a small crack Could it be a door to his freedom Even if he could walk into the light, would he He can touch it, and feel it's warmth And he wants much more then darkness but there he stays In the darkness Forever he stays Lonely

Zodiac
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Day
Well today is another day.. It is Memorial Day weekend.. a weekend I remember my fallen brothers in the service. I also remember those that are still servingI pray that their Families be remembered, that the memories of the fallen not to be forgotten.

Men
I just dont understand....I really like this guy n I think he likes me 2, but he doesnt say so....What is it with men that cant wear there feelings on their sleeve? Im just so tired of trying if there is nothing there. grrrrr

Show Me Love
Sitting here thinking about rates and fans so many people so many 10's aren't we all special to have such a place where comments and love wins the great race I love cherry tap and all of my friends fan me and rate me I'll love you to the end.

You're On My Friends List. I Want To Get To Know You!
YOU’RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST. I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU! I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, like each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! ) POST IN YOUR OWN BLOG and let me know when its up. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Not only can I cook, but I can make you believe it's good for you too! 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. I wanted to be Marilyn Monroe! 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. I wish I could play the harp, the flute and the piano. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Tequila (it makes me stupid, but what the hell). 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. Can't really decide. I like them all. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. Atlas Shrugged 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. Leo/Virgo cusp child 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?

Pirate's Lament
Pirates Lament Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum It’s a pirate life for you and me Terror and treachery rule the seas Ports of haven far and few between Cut throats we are each and every one Willing to betray our brothers in arms – no not my crew My ship has burned and is wallowing in the shallows The crew has left and gone leaving me hollow inside No more rum, no more women, no more a pirate’s life for me My parrot is dead, my life destroyed – a momentary setback for me Will I rebuild? Who will man my ship? Oh lord will I have to do the work again? A captain I was, a scullery boy I will be Provided the Queen allows me to live this day Tarred and feathered how humiliating to my ship and me My flag a mockery of what it used to be The sneaks and scoundrels that did this to me will pay If I can ever find those that did this to me They came in the night to steal my life away from me Oh the shame and despair no more a pirate after this day Now the birds attack wh

Dream Catchers
An ancient Chippewa tradition The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played. Hung above the cradle board, Or in the lodge up high, The dream net catches bad dreams, While good dreams slip on by. Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread. Good dreams slip through the center hole, While you dream upon your bed. This is an ancient legend, Since dreams will never cease, Hang this dream net above your bed, Dream on, and be at peace

Sexquiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Softly Speak The Spirits ~marge Tindal~ © 1999
Gently they come to me, the spirits of days long ago. Softly they speak of our heritage so that others may know. Be proud of who you are they say without defeat. Share the past with others, so history will not repeat. I listen and I heed the words they bid me say. I share the history of the Cherokee with those who care today. If you do not care to hear me, please turn and go elsewhere. For you will not be missed if you do not care ... to care. We did not break the promises, made by men of the past ... but we lived the carnage that came to pass. Forever from the spirits of my people, who only wanted peace and love, the words will flow like rivers sent from God above. We are a loving people, we did not make the fight. It was fostered upon us on that cold October night. October, 1838... the Trail Of Tears was begun. March 26, 1939 arrived before the Trail Of Tears was done. Thousands gathered and herded thro

Whispering Winds ~marge Tindal~ ©2000
I hear them whisper your name, those mighty winds that blow. I know that you are close at hand the winds just told me so. The direction from whence they blew, I'm not sure I know. For only when I hear your name, am I sure the winds did blow. Caressing my face with a whisper. Calling out your name. The winds of delight entice me. I will never be the same. I will follow the singing wind, and where it leads I'll go. For the wind that blew you to me, will take me where I must go. Upward into the hills. Calmly across the sea. Hold on my love, I'm coming, the wind has set me free. Free to look and search this earth no matter how far that may be. Free to follow the whispering wind, until it blows me back to thee. I hear your laughter on the wind. I try with all my might to reach out to you on this windy night. I feel you getting close to me. I feel your whispered love. I will reach my hand to you please find me, my sw

Why Is It
why is it that i always attract pervs and horndogs,i came on ct to find friends and some of you are good and true friends but some are direspectfull and doesnt know how to treat women..i came on ct to also try to boost my selfesteam and some of you helped me do that you people are awsome..i wish that you guys could read how you realy sound when you say the things you do to woman,i realy tought that i was ugly because of two men that was in my life and realy left me total distroyed and i want to thank the ones that has always been here since i started ct you all are awsome,love susan

I Am Cherokee ~marge Tindal~ ©1999
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee

I Remember
I Remember Woke up alone in the dark, emptiness fills my heart. That familiar feeling of fear has taken me hostage again. Why am I scared? I can’t remember. The fear has washed over me, ceased me in its grip. I stare at the empty room through half-open eyes, A tear runs down my cheek; I cry! I cry because now I remember why. I remember why I am alone in the dark, I remember why I’m scared, I remember why I cry. I cry because you are gone! You are gone because I pushed you away! All I wanted was to love you, but you can’t take the love I have to give. I remember why I’m scared. I’m scared because I wonder what you are doing, out in the dark. I wonder if you’re ever coming back, back to melt away the fear And accept the love I have to give?

Why I Didn't Quit - My Rant
I was going to quit CT today after being bugged to death by some people who just won't take silence for an answer (NO! for those of you who need translation). However, after being reminded (by a friend) of who I am, I have decided to give this a while longer. When I let people add me as a friend, it does not mean that you are on my fans list, nor are you family until I decide that you are. If you'd like to be treated like a piece of crap, trust me, you will get what you ask for. Being told over and over again how "beautiful", "sexy", etc. is a real bore. There is a person inside the hair and the face, and if you want to talk to me, you'd better come at me with more than your dick in hand. (Seen one, seen them all.) I am a well-loved friend of many people, including musicians, family and friends. I have a favorite on here, and if you have to ask if it's you, trust me, it isn't. He knows who he is. Does he consider me a favorite? I would like to think so, but hel

May 25, 2007
So everyone should know by now that I am a slave... a slave to my Mistress Rayne also known as CaliforniaMoonKid here on the CT. Sure there are times she frustrates the shit out of me, I'll never lie about that to you or to her. She's well aware of my frustrations. However she's also aware that I'm her slave and that's that as they say. It wasn't until recently I turned my entire life and well-being over to her safekeeping. Every cell in my body loves her for who she is and who/what she wants to become. She doesn't understand it, but I'm hoping someday she will. When we're in the mode of Mistress/slave she is very commanding, caring, loving and always has my safety utmost in her mind. The last time I felt this in love with anyone was with my previous Master Mark. Master Mark was the only one I'd ever trusted enough to give my life to... Until Mistress Rayne. And the length of time between the two has been somewhere in the vicinity of 15 years. Mistress Rayne please

Stamp Out The Virus
Why is it ok for one country to defy laws, use violence and kill innocent persons, yet another country doing the same deeds done to them are considered terrorists or militants? Has the world gone completely insane in their thinking, that we have forgotten all rights and have been led down a path of lies and deceit? I only ask these questions because I have seen on many occasions such terms placed on the Palestinian people and none place on the people of Israel. Honestly if a reader where to look at the atrocities the Israelis commit against the Palestinians they would have no contempt towards the people of Palestine for defending themselves against the Jews. I was under the impression that all countries are held accountable for their actions under the United Nations, however I guess I have been blind to the fact that laws only apply to Gentile and Islamic religions and not the Jews. The Jews are permitted to do as they wish, even if their actions clearly violate all international

Deluge
Intoxicating/ Never Ending/ Beauty that I see/ You deny it/ You don't buy it/ Would you let it be/ If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies/ I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes /If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise /So you could see you through my eyes. You just deluge/ I am consumed/ With every breath you take/ It filters through me/ Complete and hoping/ That you're not just fantasy/ If you could see you through my eyes You would feel my butterflies I want to break your thin disguise So you could see you through my eyes If you could see you through my eyes /You would feel my butterflies /I want to break your thin disguise/ So you could see you through my eyes. Is it all a dream? Are you really there? Never ending beauty/ No one else compares /To anything you do/ Give me just a sign /Tell me/ That my vision is not blind/ If you could see you through my eye

Getting Into The Swing Of Things.
When i first herd of cherry tap i admit i thought o whatever, then i herd of it again and again, so one day when i was on yahoo and it got dead there i figured why not go check it out, so i did and started up my profile, at first i thought interesting and now it's so much more, I've met a few new friends and have moved around and seen different things, the only thing i still don't do yet is go in the lounges, not interesting as i'm use to on yahoo. I admit i always want to see if someone's left me anything new, and sense the friends i do have on here now have stood beside me i do the same it's become fun. I've even invited a few friends or recomended they check it out and they like it too. I never know what to post in a blog but oh well you'll read it or you won't,lol. I'm usually on here at least once a day and on yahoo also, I can't let a day go by without checking things out to try and get back everyone that has rated me, i sometimes can't get everyone back but i do my best! I love

I Am Thankful!
I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED .. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH. . FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END

Common Sense And Resonsibility
ok I was raised to use comman sense ant totake responsibility for my actions. but it seems with money and power come stupidity just look at allour politicians they cant pass alaw with out notusing a little common sense and when it fails they all say it wasnt my faultit happened. over this weekend I hope everyone uses a degree of comman sense which our government seems to be lacking in and doesnt drink and drive. but on with my little rant here. watch what the government is trying to do if you dont agree speak up and tell them they are messing up if we dont they will have this country in far worse shape than its in now. if left to congresss to think for us then we wont have any rights left and our country will be a worse risk that it already is. as it is now the government lets big bussiness dotheir think for them through their fat bank accounts I dont want everything I do controlled by big businees and hope you dont either.

Friend Or Foe!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
ARE YOU MY FRIEND OR FOE? IM IN THIS CONTEST TILL SUNDAY AND I NEED PEOPLE TO COMMENT BOMB ME WITH AS MANY COMMENTS THEY CAN! IF YOU ARE A FRIENDS THEN YOU WILL DO THIS FOR ME! CLICK HERE AND COMMENT ME PLEASE!

Spells
In response to a recent interesting blog: Do you believe in Spells; I don't think that it should seem so far fetched for people to believe in Spells. Merriam Webster Defines a Spell as this: a spoken word or form of words held to have magic power Many cultures speak of the power of "The Spoken Word"; It's been proven that plants respond positively when someone "talks" to them. A "prayer" is also "spoken" either audibly or to one's self. Scientist Dr. Masaru Emoto is conducting experiments that in my opinion proves that words and intentions have an affect. He takes water in a controlled experiment and places it into many containers. He blesses them with intention, writing the intention on a piece of paper to label each sample. Upon examination, it shows that each water sample's molecular structure actually changed through the thoughts and intentions...http://www.life-enthusiast.com/twilight/research_emoto.htm My question is, if the human body is made up of 90% wate

My Memorial Day
well as we set out to remember our loved ones, hero across these beautiful united states this memorial day will be special as it will be the first time i will get to meet my granddaughter(bailee grace)she will be 1 yr on saturday (may 26)...she is a blueyed beauty just like me(ans i say that proudly)and also will get to see her older brother andrew jayden who i havent see in 3 years who will be 6 years old on the 6th of june...

My So Called Friends.....
Ok for those of you who know each person in this situation, PLEASE, keep your mouths shut to them.....so......... Ok so.....I have been told by Eric and David that I am crazy because I am not acting like myself. So who the fuck am I acting like?? I am still me, I have always been me. Yes I know that the first two weeks after the breakup I was a hateful bitch, but I had every right to be, the only thing unfair then was that I was taking my frustration out on my kids. Which thankfully my best friend brought to my attention and I stopped. So..my "best friend" says I am now a whore because I was talking with a guy he didn't like, which I have not spoken to since. I am now talking to a guy who is such a fantastic person and great to talk to. HE ACTUALLY LISTENS WHEN I TALK..OMG....HOW GREAT IS THAT!!?!? GUYS TAKE NOTE: girls like it when you listen and not the "uh huh..yeah...uh huh" shit....This guy REALLY listens to me....And for that I am so very lucky to have met him. But guess what.

Sex With No Strings!!
Far be of it for me to intrude upon our illicit activities here on CT (I am indulging too, there's no need to get uptight now, is there?), but after a few crossed wires in my (and all of our) effort to find a warm, willing someone to touch our soft parts, I find a need. Only us overeducated and neurotic "left brainers" can screw up something simple as casual sex, and all over definitions. So, as a public service, here follows the definitions of some (some is key here) of the sexual liaisons available to the discerning urbanite: SEX WITH NO STRINGS: Pretty simple, and to the point - humping. Lots of it. Usually in one session - thus, no strings. In other words, no expectations of future humping, unless a new relationship is negotiated. SWS means I will not call you later, I will not meet your parents, and no, you can't sleep over. This is the traditional One Night Stand, folks, it just doesn't have to start in a bar, nor do you need to be drunk. Guys, there are manners. You do

Sunshine And Hoe's
Here it is Friday afternoon....been out in the yard and garden getting some sun. Me with a hoe in the garden..not such a strange site....except that I am naked. Also, do you think "my tractor's sexy" and am I a little too sunburned.

Unconditional Love And Incompatible Relationships
A question from Ricki, one of my blog fans. Thanks for your question, Ricki. I'm sure you will find the answer you need. *kisses your cheek* Be well. Lovely@ CherryTAP Ok...I love deeply, but unconditionally is really big. For example... My boyfriend is in this "learning" stage, but I don't really feel as if he is "grasping" what he needs to. I find myself questioning weather or not I want to be with him, because of his "dumb-ass syndrome." I know what unconditional is, I am that way with my kids, but I find it hard to love a man unconditionally. I feel that ultimately it's all about conditions, expectations, standards, ect. Is that wrong? lol Please advise at your earliest convenience. Thanks, Ricki Oh yeah!! P.S. I do beleive that we create our own circumstances. Man!! Sometimes those "life lessons" REALLY HURT! ............................................................... You are correct about relationships being about standards, conditions, expectations, etc. You

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL DAY HAS LONG BEEN A DAY WHEN REMEMBER OUR LOVED ONES THAT HAVE GONE ON BEFORE US, BUT AS OF SEPT. 11, 2001 THIS HOLIDAY TOOK ON A NEW MEANING (AT LEAST FOR ME). WE MAY NOT ALL AGREE WITH OR BELIEVE IN WHY OUR MEN AND WOMEN ARE OVERSEAS FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM AND GIVING THE ULTIMATE SACRIFICE FOR THAT VERY REASON, BUT I THINK WE ALL REMEMBER 9-11-2001 AND THE REASON WHY THIS WAR STARTED IN THE FIRST PLACE. I KNOW THAT THE MAJORITY OF US HAVE LOST A CLOSE FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER TO THIS WAR (SOME MORE THAN OTHERS) AND THIS WEEKEND THEY ARE ALL IN OUR THOUGHTS AND OUR PRAYERS. IN CASE YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN THAT DREADFUL DAY IN 2001 HERE'S A LITTLE REMINDER FOR YOU: I HOPE AND PRAY THAT AT LEAST FOR THIS MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND YOU CAN ALL PUT YOUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE AND THINK ABOUT SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF.....THINK ABOUT ALL OF OUR MEN AND WOMEN AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT ARE OVERSEAS AND THOSE WHO ARE ON THEIR WAY OVERSEAS TO FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM.....MAY GOD BLESS THEI

Dis-mummenschantzed
Not the best title. My last attempt to post a MUMM was a few months back, and I learned the techniques of a small gang that seems to think that the MUMMs are their personal stronghold. With the possible exception of VICs, bouncers and admins, the only person who "owns" this site in a real sense is B.J., so I'm not quite sure why they think that Laws of MUMMing (I cannot be arsed to get the title that was used, it does not matter whether it was Rules or Laws-- I have only the greatest sneering contempt for such a concept if they truly believe in their right to set down such rules, and to enforce them by intimidation) are theirs to enforce, when they are not to be found even by extrapolation in the ToS, and then it is to be left to bouncers in any case. I didn't mind that the comments went off-topic, I thought it was a sign of much joy of attitude, but realize from consultation with those who know the people involved that it's more a sign of a favorite means of power play

----------an Evening Walk-------------
THE EARTH IS EATING UP THE SUN, A NIBBLE AT A TIME, UPON THE FAR HORIZON I GLAZE UPON SUBLIME.... THE CLOUDS ARE DARK, FOREBODING, YET TOUCHED WITH STREAKS OF LIGHT... RAYS OF HIDDEN SPLENDOUR, TUCKING IN THE NIGHT.. BIRDS IN LIGHT, ATWITTER. THE BREEZE, IT KISSES ME. MY HEART IS ALL AGLITTER WITH SPARKS OF FEELING FREE. I FEEL SO FREE AND EASY AS I STRIDE ON DOWN ON THE ROAD, GRAVEL 'NEATH MY FOOTSTEPS, PEACE WITHIN MY SOUL. I GAZE UPON THE WONDER OF GOD'S GRET, SPACIOUS SKY. AND I HEAR THE DISTANT THUNDER AS LIGHTING FLASHES BY. I TURN FULL CIRCLE, 'ROUND AND 'ROUND AT ONCE, I TAKE IN ALL. ONE FELL SWOOP...A FEASTING. A MOMENT OF RECALL... TO BRING TO MIND, ANOTHER DAY, I'LL TUCK IT.... DEEP INSIDE, SAFE WITHIN MY SECRET PLACE, WHERE MEMORIES ABIDE.

My Quickie
one night i was just laying in bed wit nothing to do n very horny my phone rang and it was you. i told u i am in need. u ask to come over. bout a hour later u showed up. wasting no time we both naked. damn ya body is so damn sexy. pussy getting even wetter. u lay on the bed n wit those sexy eyes u do not have to say it. so i crawl between your legs. as i do licking up your thigh. getting closer to your balls starting to licking n suck on them. then licking up your dick, taking the head in my mouth. given it lil kisses n some tongue play. now taking the lenght of u down my throat. mmmmmmm baby i miss doing this. got ya dick nice n wet now its time for me to really get down on u. u hold my head n thrust up in my mouth making me take all of u in mouth. u steady fuck my mouth coming out half way then back down my throat. feeling the head get bigger i know u about to cum u start to fuck my mouth faster n i am in beat with u. as u are cumming on my face i start to play in my

You Know Who You Are-
We spoke to each other on this one night, and i hope you will listen to it- because you know -- like you said sweety- every song has a meaning. and this one does. you know you have me for life - and you know you will not be let down. And i will not use you the way the others have, and trust-- you dont need to worry- i have friends yes- but no one has my heart-

05/25
so im sitting here at work the Sun is out its soo freaking nice i am so close to the lake i can see it off the balcony of the Hotel its friday and i am just waiting for peoiple to start showing up so that i can get them Checked in I am reading The Number of the Beast By Heinlein while i wait all in all its been a good day very happy with it. Just trying to get life back on track :)

Give It To Me Now
MY JUICE IS WAITING 4 U DADDY. LIL MAMI IS SO WET. I NEED 2 FEEL YA TONGUE FLICK AGAINST MY CLIT, N IT SLIDING UP N DOWN MY PUSSY LIPS. MMMMM DATS IT DADDY SPREAD MY PUSSY N SLIDE THAT TONGUE IN. LUV THE WAY U MAKE ME GRIND INTO YA MOUTH. U TASTING ALL MY SWEET JUICES. FUCK THIS BABY LET ME RIDE THAT FACE. HOLD ME OPEN N LET ME SLIDE UP N DOWN ON THAT TONGUES LIKES ITS YA DICK. MMMM DAMN THATS WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT SUCK THAT CLIT N FINGER MY OVER WET PUSSY. U KNOW HOW I LIKE IT. WORK MY PUSSY WIT THAT TONGUE. FEEL MY LEGS SHAKING AS I CLIMAX IN THAT MOUTH. NO U C WAT U DO 2 ME HOW U DO IT 2 ME. ASS UP IN THE AIR. U SLAPPING MY ASS. I KNOW U LIKE TO C IT SHAKE N JIGGLE 4 U. MMMMMMMMM DAMN SLIDE IN ME. MY JUICES IS TELL U TO FUCK ME DADDY. SHIT U DO WAT IT SAY THATS IT MAKE ME CUM ON THAT DICK. U DEEP IN ME STROKING MY SPOT. MORE PRESSURE THAN THE PUSSY ALLOW. FUCK U HAVE A BYTCH SHAKING. U LEAN IN MY EAR N SAY THROW THAT PUSSY ON U SO I DID. B4 I KNEW IT I WAS CUMMING HARD. I COULD NOT

,lifes Paths
Life sometimes chooses paths for us , we didnt think we'd be taking, but dont think its because life doesnt like us... Maybe learning curves or to build ones character.. maybe to turn weaknesses into strengths, improve oneself or maybe we have become tooo complacent and need a nudge in the right direction.. Over the last 2 years I've been places I never imagined even heading toward, some not so pleasant and more than often a challenge.. not only places in a physical sense but also emotionally and mentally.. all have been challenging.. Have I grown? Most definitely.. Have I cried? I haven't really allowed myself to! When I have time to pause and when i feel loved and safe.. perhaps i will cry on his shoulder... Have I laughed? Yes... laughed lots at myself and my stupidity.. I often SMILE.. just because, why, because there is always a positive side to something and that is the side I CHOOSE to see.. Definitely a work in progress however I am really liking the outc

Just For The Holiday Weekend!
I've had several requests to open my NSFW/Private file for viewing, so I've decided to open it for the weekend. It will be open until Monday evening! These are pics of my piercings, lol! So, if you are the least bit squeamish about such things - don't look!! Addendum: This is for friends/family only, not the whole bloody world, lol! Just to clarify!!

One
Laughing At the Word Two Only That Illumined One Who keeps Seducing the formless into form Had the charm to win my Heart. Only a Perfect One Who is always Laughing at the word Two Can make you know Of Love. ~Hafiz~

You Experience What You Allow
There are no accidents or mistakes in the Universe. Every person, situation and experience that you have is one that you have allowed in your reality. Each lesson that you work through is one that your soul has allowed you to learn for your spiritual growth. The most powerful moment that you can experience at any point on your path is to realize that you allow your reality to unfold in the most perfect way possible, at every moment. You allow the easy and the difficult, love and fear, joy and sadness to be what you experience. All of these energies are available to you and what you live with is what you allow. No other person has power over your reality other than what you allow them to have. No other person is able to add to or take away from your power unless you allow them to. Even your soul lessons occur because you allow them to happen. The energy of allowing is a powerful tool that only you can use and the Universe responds to what you allow. The thoughts, feelings and bel

The Sound Of Dreams
WHAT IS THE SOUND OF DREAMS?IS IT SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE SOUND OF MUSIC?LIKE A POEM,OR HAIKU PERHAPS?BUT SONG AND POEMS DO SOUND SWEETER WHEN YOU ARE ASLEEP?LIKE A WINDSONG,A SONG ON THE WIND,LIKE CELESTIAL HARMONY,HEAVENLY,INSTRUMENTS LIKE WHAT ANGELS WOULD PLAY.HARPS AND FLUTES AND ANY OTHER INSTRUMENT,MUSIC IS ART,&IT IS LIKE DIPPING YOUR TOES INTO A LAND OF CULTURE.DREAMS HAVE ALOT OF CULTURE.SPIDERS WEAVE THEIR WEBS SHEIK AND SILENT THE WEBS THAT THEY SPIN ARE THEIR SONG,MUSIC IS A PIECE OF HEAVEN.MUSIC AND HEAVEN THEY GO TOGETHER,A SONG CAN BE WHISTLED AND NEVER FORGOTTEN.

The Dyer Dozen
The Dyer Dozen -Wayne Dyer- 1)Want more for others than you want for yourself 2)Think from the End. 3)Be an appreciator in your life. Look for that which is valuable, rather than worthless. 4)Stay in rapor with Source Energy. 5)Resistance :: Every thought that you have that is other than that which you emanated from is resistance. (Fear, depression, judgment…) 6)Contemplate yourself as surrounded by the conditions in which you want to produce. 7)Understand the art of allowing. Allowing, Taking the path of least resistance. 8)Practice radical humility. You are not this body that you are in, you are not this mind that you are in, you are not a career. 9)Be in a constant state of gratitude. 10)Keep in mind that you can never resolve a problem by condemning it. 11)Play the match game. Always ask yourself “Am I matched up with the field of Intention?” 12)Meditate. We are all connected… Wake up! "No tree has branches so foolish as to fight among them selves." - The

The Same Ol Game.
I have been threw this game once or twice. So I find myself in familiar territory, given the sacrifice. I don’t play these games anymore It leaves me feeling like attention whores. I lost many times over and over again But I was still foolish enough to play a game that I couldn’t win. I don’t have potion to play on emotions. I have given everything even devotion Time is of the essence, and ignorance is bliss, When ever I approach the plate, I swing for the fences and miss. My inspiration is a hope and a dream. Even though it may seem obscene. Is it far fetched, is it an unreachable goal?

Please Help A Dying Boy
http://www.shaneswish.com/ Shane Bernier is a courageous seven-year-old boy from Lancaster, Ontario who was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia when he was only five. On June 6th, 2006 Shane and his family received some unfortunate news: Shane experienced a relapse after completing 108 of 130 weeks of treatment. However, despite the bad news, Shane has managed to keep a positive outlook on his situation and has made a heart-warming wish... He hasn’t asked for money or toys or anything of the sort. Instead, his birthday is on May 30th and he would like to break the world record for the most birthday cards ever received. His goal is 350 million cards. With every card, Shane’s courage grows. Something as simple as sending a birthday card could be enough to help Shane find peace and joy in his current circumstances. Please take the time to send a card to Shane and make his dream become a reality. Share his story with your friends, family and co-workers. If at all possible,

+i Just Noticed A Little Something...
It's not really worth noticing...not a big deal at all : I just realized that a bunch of folks on my list...are not interested in chatting/socializing unless it involves some sort of flirting or attention mongering....when they see I am happily in love/engaged, they become ghosts. I am not saying that everyone needs to adhere to my reasons for coming to the Lost Cherry, I'm just saying that it's annoying as fvck! Also, the ignoring shows me what kind of people they are : no one gives them attention IRL(probably b/c they're tools)....or their mothers give them too much attention IRL.(uhhh, yeAH...still tools) +

Nothing New..
The greatest myth today is that America will not lead you astray With this I say. Notices that history; shows only one side of the play. The word “history” is self-explanatory, It’s the oppressor’s justification of why he killed me So to those I say this Pay attention. This is only going to be said once. My deep dark skin is a symbol of power, intelligence, and ambition Each day I accumulate more information with every intention to plot and scheme to give my future a more prosperous dream. My potential is endless, motivation relentless. I am the man who bare witness. To accomplish this goal “society” calls “success”. I commit myself to excellence, and strive for the best. My wit is unmatched, Soul in tact, waiting to strike back, at the drop of the hat.

This Feature's Been Requested For Some Time...
Under http://www.cherrytap.com/profile.php you can now change your settings, so that only other CT members can view your profile (not people who aren't, or are logged off, or...)

A Man Get's A Peanut Stuck In His Nose Lol
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question - and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying They became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with Her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said He could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, Then proceeded to shove two Fingers up the father's nose and told him to blowhard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing. Once he was gone, the mother turned to the father and said, "That's so wonderful! Isn't he smart? Wh

The Mommy Test.
ONE OF MY FRIENDS SENT ME THIS BY EMAIL AND I THOUGHT YOU'D ALL MIGHT ENJOY IT...(ESPICALY THE MOM'S OUT THERE ;) I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it's been on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty and probably has germs" I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff? You are so smart." I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, but she was evidently pondering this new information. "OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the Daddy." "Exactly" I replied back with a big smile on my face. When you're fi

Memorial Day
Memorial Day Today we honor and remember the Many fallen brave who gave their lives in war and battle their friends and family to save. The men were brave, the men were true, And they believed in what soldiers do. They fought the enemy on land and sea. They fought for freedom, honor & liberty. Today as we enjoy our freedom let us never forget The many ones who've fought and died - the many who are fighting yet. Let's not forget our soldiers. Let's not forget to pray for the men and women still strong and brave On the battlefields today

Dad And Child Contest
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Dad is....... with 1 comments! 3rd Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Fuck
Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. fuck dumbass guys. 2. fuck mustangs!!!!!!!!! 3. fuck frogs 4. fuck you. 5. fuck 1% milk 6. fuck your mom! [inside joke] 7. fuck really sharp knives 8. FUCK US AIRWAYS!!!! 9. Fuck working at a job you despise... 10.Fuck Salt! 11.Fuck the drama 12.Fuck me (yeah i said it) 13.Fuck the Valley... 14. Fuck work 15. Fuck this 16. FUCK DUMB ASS GIRLS WHO CANT GET THEIR OWN MEN! 17. FUCK JENNA!!!!!!!!!!! 18. FUCK INSECURE PPL 19. FUCK WHOEVER WROTE #17!!!! 20. FUCK HER IN THE BUTT!!! (inside joke) 21. Fuck the police! 22.FUCK PEOPLE WITH NO TRUST !!!! 23.FUCK what you heard! 24.F*U*C*K* MY CAR BEING A P.O.S. 25. fuck not having any money to buy the new linkin park cd!!!!! 26. fuck this fuck list 27. Fuck Gangsters 28. Fuck you and your motherfuckin mama. :P 29. Fuck snitches 30.Fuck me 31. Fuck stupid blonde russian bitches who disrespect while here on a visa. 32.Fuck who started

Phoenix's Myspace Blog Entry Lmao
roflmao well apparantly my kid knows alot more than i gave her credit for lmao.. and such a smart -ass... nice to know the apple didnt fall far from the tree on that one huh?? read her myspace blog entry below lmao.. love 2 all kimi =========================== Okay, I'm in a bad mood, so I feel the need to bring a little bit of logic to the surface. Some of you have seen this: "40 million PEOPLE ACTUALLY GOT KILLED BY NOT SENDING THIS PIECE OF MAIL.THE CREATOR OF THIS MAIL HAS A PROGRAM THAT WILL TRACK DOWN YOUR ADDRESS. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE? YOUR LIFE. REPOST! hey sorry about that everybody i had to .because you opened this you will die in 3 days. The only way you can reverse this is by reposting it within 5 minutes. By opening this chainmail you have been given bad luck for 2 months. If you repost this message then the bad luck will turn to good luck. Repost as ... DO NOT OPEN THIS IN FRONT OF BF OR GF" Not only is the title completely unrelated, but it's stupi

Prayers Needed...
I am asking for all members to plz go and leave one of our members some comments to show our love and support for him. He is need of our support. He is suffering from an illness and does not want anyone to pitty him. He is unable to talk, but he can see and read the comments left for him and i think he deserves our support, and prayers at this time. He is on an LOA from the family due to his illness. His nephew is keeping in contact to let us know how he is doing and that is greatly appreciated. Plz click the link below and go show him some love and send some prayers his way too. renegadelvr *CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family * @ CherryTAP

It Seems
it seems that most of you are only interested in my nsfw folder,some are just rateing the nsfw folder,i dont think this is fair lol maybe i shouldnt have a nsfw folder see how many rate my other pictures

Latest Medical Info
Latest in my medical saga We will be scheduling surgery sometime in the next couple weeks.I will be undergoing a laproscopic surgery to remove my left ovary and fallopian tube completely.The gynocologist says that the tumor is not malignant and is also not the culprit of my pain and massive swelling.The surgical procedure that I will be having will also enable the doctor to be able to see exactly what the main event issue is. If there is another main issue then the doctor will open me up fully to be able to remedy the issue right then and there since I will already be under anyway.Right now the prognosis is good and we'll just have to wait til I get date for the surgery and go from there. In the mean time I would like to thank all those that have given me sooo much support and the caring thoughts.I really do appreciate them immensely.

Just Thoughts Going Through My Mind
Hello Everyone, I was just looking at my Front page on here and i just noticed that i have Fanned way more friends then who Fanned me...I'm kinda upset but maybe there is a reason why...i can't force anybody to become my fan so i guess ill live with my close real friends on here that did fan me... but if u want feel free to fan me if you so desire its up to you take care Hugs and kisses Mistress Reeni

I Wish I Had A Cherry Tap Blast
WELL I'M BACK! BUT ONLY HERE AND THERE SPORADICALLY ONLINE. HOWEVER, I WISH I HAD A CHERRY TAP BLAST SO I COULD ADVERTISE AND GO UP SOME CHERRY LEVELS *SIGH I WOULD LOVE SOME HELP GOING UP THE CHERRY LADDER... WILL YOU HELP ME?

Wow....please Remember All Who Have Served, And Do Serve, This Memorial Weekend
This video was put together by 15 yr. old, Lizzie Palmer. Her work, shows her heart! If this doesn't break your heart, and make you well with pride at the same time...I would have to wonder if you could EVER be reached. God Bless and Please remember all those who have served! http://www.youtube.com/v/ervaMPt4Ha0&autoplay=1

Some Of The Dunb Ass Shit
some of the dumb ass shit baby jesus comes up with in his bullentin and every one run over there to leave comments are you crazy he is the reason Cherry Tap is fucked up all the time If it's not broke not fuck with it and none of the changes have been for the better think before u jump

25th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, May 25: You're very popular around work, at a party and pretty much wherever you go now. Maybe it's that you're having fun being independent -- everyone wants a bit of whatever it is that's making you tick.

I Found You Once Again
I found you and it was so easy. I been trying for years, for days, for hours on end to see if any would know my sister my friend. I was googling you online and decided to put your name in and your birthdate. After some trouble. Your name. Not Wagner, but another came up. I looked at the list of reltives and I called them which lead me to you. I found out, it was really you. I found you my sister, my friend I found angela and the piece that was missing in my life once agaian.

Happy Memorial Day (for Me Atleast)
One of the great things about the Military is that On all Federal Holidays we get a 4 Day weekend. For Memorial Day we're getting Sat-Tue off so I'm in an awsome mood. I'm Also happy because all weekend it's going to be a fucking beutiful day which means I get to ride my Bike all weekend long. Also I should be able to add more pictures aswell. Yes i know my album is lacking heh.

Cursed
I think Im fucking cursed. I been trying for ions to get a job with the nypd, and they jerk me over. I tried getting a job with the parks police, and they fuck me over. I wanted to goto the beach today since it was 90° degrees today, but since I take care of my mom (mind you I took her out shopping 3x this week) she wanted to go out again and messed my plans up. Im sick of the bs in my life

Dad And Child Contest Update
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Dad is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Pains Of Your Close Friends Stabing You
NightwishWish I Had An AngelMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com i am sorry to those that are my friends for venting in this joyfull occasion im getting remaried on june second to my wife but enough is enough Anger building up So close to exploding I am so close to the edge No second thoughts before knowing My body shakes with anger The line is so close Slowly starting to overstep that line My eyes start to tear up Softly falling down my cheeks Anger invades me Precisely and carefully taking over Anger...Anger...Anger The human passion that can help or destroy me I feel like I'm alone in this small world But the anger becomes my friend My body crumbles to the ground I wake up screaming From being stabed in the back again Time after time by those close to me Those calling them self good friends or close friends even lovers in the past How much pain can one take before exploding How much abuses can one take before going mad I try to be nice and friendly to

Bullien Boards Like This...
tired of bulliens like this. "if you dont respost this i WILL delete you and block you, i dont care bout points, but childrens lives i do care about repost or sticky this (repost)" I care about childern....if ya want take me of the list & block me...go ahead, I'm not reposting any bullien like that. says "i WILL delete you and block you if you dont repost." I sure will prayers for the kid that has cancer. I always have room for prayers. God Bless all that have it....I do my share...I gave my hair to Locks of Love for those kids in feb. sure do again next year or two....My hair grows fast. okay thats my rambbling for now..I rare do that. God Bless. Hope all my friends have great memorial day weekend. Stay safe. hugs ~Mary~

Today's 'scope 5/25/07
"Asking everyone else's opinions of how you're doing will undermine your confidence. Take several deep breaths and focus on what you know. Once you get in touch with your core, you'll know exactly what to do next." True 'nuff.

Come In Bring Your Friends And Have Some Fun
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Poem: Our Love Hurts
Why do you hold on to such, memories that causes you to hurt. Darlin' it's because, you still love me that much. Feeling my love that inside, your heart ,mind,and soul. Is so real that you, don't want to let go. You ask yourself this question?, will he ever do it again and, my answer is NO. Because I didn't mean to, hurt you in that kind of way. I only want us to be as we were, "Living On Love" and you to be with me. Just as it was suppose to be, from the very beginning when we said I DO. Its those memories that, hurt me also and I never, want to hurt you like that again. That is why the main reason , why "our love hurts" for each other. Sign: Raymond Starns

Hello Dear Cherries...
I wanted to put this out there just in case you were wondering. I suffer from Depression big time. I eats away at me almost on a daily basis. Some days, the grip is so strong that I cry at the simples of things. Writing and poetry, especially poetry, soothes my ravaged mind and I can function again. Therefore, look upon this as a warning, my poems are dark and sorrowful, but when it's been raining for several days, you'll take anything you can get...

Update On My Brothers' Condition
OK BETTER NEWS FOR ALL.... THE DOCOTORS HAVE DECIDED TO MOVE JEFF TO THE HOSPITAL IN SASKATOON FOR WHATEVER REASON....IT WAS UNCLEAR AS TOO WHY... HE IS STILL UNCONSCIOUS AND BARELY HANGIN ON SO THEY ARE GOING TO WAIT UNTIL SOMETIME TONIGHT AND HAVE HIM AIR-LIFTED TO SASKATOON.... I HOPE THAT ALL GOES WELL.....

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First Blog Ever
Well as the caption says first blog so i want to say I am an open person for the most part I enjoy talking so if you see me talk to me. I am all so new to ct if you have any segestions for me please tell me.

I Wanna Play... The Dark Side Of Me
I want to play in your flesh.... crawl , squirm and tear.. Can you see me....sitting there covered in you, red all around us.. A sadistic smile rolls over my face as I tinker about your body, You ... you're so still, so quiet as I take from you another piece. You say nothing ..so calm you stay... I think to myself....maybe I should loosen the knot..but choose to tighten it instead... Your body clenches just slightly. I see the purple start to form from where the ropes have gripped so tight that it cuts off blood flow, after all I want this to last.......I laugh crudely saying to you aloud ...."can't let you bleed out yet"..While on your knees,I put the spike from my high heel on your nipple slowly increasing pressure, I hear a low grunt....I giggle..and say, "Naughty Boy.. I told you no noise," now yelling, "How do you expect me to concentrate, when you make so much racket?" I look down at him expecting an answer...."I'm waiting," I say with a sarcastic undertone, "Oh....you can't spe

I Found Old Mutilation Writings And Shit
so i completly forgot how fucked up i was when i was younger i guess its kinda good my mom took all my shit from me .. but actually i would have liked to have it when i went through some times in my life what a bich for taking it hahah but i took it back and its with me now ...i spent abot an hour reading all this shit i had written .. including a 4 page suicide note i had written basically teling my family to sod off and telling a few of my close friends how much they meant to me and how much i wanted to screw a couple of my friends ... thats never something you want your mom to read .. thats the funny thing about contemplating suicide .... wow ..i was fucked up .. not to say that im not fucked up now .. i guess i was fucked up in a differnt way.. well its hard to say exactly what it is one is feeling in life to make them feel so shitty... oh it also was me coming out ... i said in a line of it that oh yea im bi i love pussy and i love dick at least now while im burning in hell yo9u c

Tarantino Marathon!!!
So It's been awhile since I had a movie fest . That is when I pick one actor or director and just spend like 2 days watching their movies one after another. Well last night and today so far non stop Quentin movies!! Right now- Kill Bill vol 1&2 last night I managed to watch Pulp Fiction and Natural Born Killers before I passed out. On the collection list for today after kill bill would be Reservoir Dogs (One of my all time favs); True romance, and Dusk- Til -Dawn, Hostel, and 4 Rooms. Impressesed I actually own all those movies? :P *shrug* I'm officially a QT junky, though I'm still missing a shitload more! something to work on I guess!(lol) I guess the point to this pointless blog is a) I'm barely here today because I'm watching movies, and b) if you haven't seen any of the above recently I Highly advise taking a QT Day yourself! and last but least .. c) when it comes to Movies- I know where it's at baby! haha. Have a Great Memorial Day weekend guys! The Long of QT is

Mom And Kid Contest!
Mom And Kid Contest! I need Mom with Kid or Kids in pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Update/mistress Reeni/may 25,2007
Hello Everyone; I'd like to introduce myself to you.My Stage Name is Mistress Reeni,My nickname in the past used to be Yum yum kitty on cherry tap a while back..But now since i just got an internet job as a Featured Adult BBW model on a internet pay site...my stage name......................................... Mistress Reeni is now approved by the webmistress and webmasters of the site i will be on.... so as for right now...i want to let all of you know...................................... i have done one photo shoot which means one set of pics has been done also i have 2 more sets to go before they design my model page....so once that is done...i will be featured i say in a few weeks everything should be up and running....i'll keep all of you informed on my updates and so on.... kisses to all...mauhz xoxoxoxoxoxoxo *Mistress Reeni*

The Selfish Act
How many days Do I have to endure mental pain and agony knowing there's no cure How many times will I watch the day's end curled up in a corner lonely without a friend I want to end this life and hopefully start again no more losing propositions with a good chance to win I want to be like other people in a place where I'm in charge Everybody looks up to me while I dance and live large I want to be like former lovers a target in a suitor's glaze I want to feel desire and burn in passion's blaze I want to be happy but I don't know how I want to be center stage and hear applause when I take a bow Suicide is a selfish act an action you have to explain but they were the ones partying while I am the one in pain Suicide is a selfish act for there is always a choice but what options lay before you when you can't hear a single voice Where were the friends? when you sit at home alone Were they laughing at you when everything turned to stone W

Dad And Child Contest
Dad And Child Contest I Need Dads with their kid or kids in a pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

How Do I Cope.?
A Question ask many times of me...You say I dont know how I would handle it if it were my son...I do you would cope as I do...You would cry and ask why...You would blame but not know who to really blame...You would search for answers you never dreamed you would need...You would turn to others when you felt you were not coping...Finally you would figure it out, you cant cope...So know what do you do...You turn it over to a higher power which I tend to call my God and give it to him to cope with...That is how I cope...I ask jesus everyday to watch over my son and do what he sees to be the best even if it is not what I wish I will still say Jesus I still love you.... Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com

Baking, Babysitting, And The Blues
today I am baking things for the service for daddy tomorrow. people like to eat when they are sad. thats why on Monday I will set rules in place for my eating habits. I am heading down an unhealthy road lately in my eating. when I started this blog, I was babysitting my nephew (the autistic one) he is strong for 4 years old. so between wrestling him and what not, the paragraph above took 15 minutes to type, lol. he is into hitting lately. and he hits pretty hard. I think a few new bruises shall come of todays fit. sissy and I are gonna start having to work out to keep up. as for the blues, I still got them. I have gone 2 days without major water works happening. Big hugs to everyone who has been there to let me use their shoulder. I really appreciate you. and for those who have been worrying, I have been getting more sleep, not much, but more, I really am working on it. ok, I am sure i will ramble on later

An Angle Needs Our Help
He helps all who need him and never questions when we call but leands his ear and helps us all out. Now this Angle is in need. He needs us to help a nd prayer for him and his kin. An accident happened and now life hangs in the balance. We who have that link to God need to get on our knees and Prayer like the world is about to end! I know God can and still does wonderful work that no one sees. This Angle is his family are in need of God wonderful amazing power. Let us all get on our knees and pray. God I ask you to Heal Mellisa and let this family see your awesome power and just how much you love them all. I claim victory over death and pain! I claim healing! I know of your power Lord and I ask this of you. Your humble servant. God you and and Awesome God.

Best Mans Abs On Ct Contest!
A Mans Abs Contest I need men with abs for this contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria

Remembering The Fallen!!
Thought you might find this thought provoking. It's Not Political Being a defender. By W. Thomas Smith Jr. Buried beneath a stretch of ground on a ridge above the Broad River here in Columbia, S.C., are the remains of some 140 Confederate soldiers. Though some are in unmarked graves, most are beneath neat rows of small, white tombstones. At the entrance to this relatively small section of the much larger Elmwood Cemetery is a large, wrought-iron archway that simply says, "Confederate Soldiers 1861-1865." Nearby are ten Union Army graves - at least eight of them being soldiers of the U.S. 8th Infantry Regiment - who died during the postwar occupation of Columbia. The Union and Confederate graves are separated by an old stone wall - the wall itself something of an unofficial monument, built to divide, thus symbolizing the simmering distrust that existed between the two regions of the country for decades after the war ended in 1865. Beyond these two sets of g

I Am Writing This To Inform You All Of Something That Is Of Imporatance To Me
I am awaiting to see my surgeon on May 31, 2007. I will be having a total hip replacement done on the left side. I will not be on the computer very much post my surgery... it takes 6~8 weeks for healing. I will be laid up and in therapy. I must have this surgery at 43 years old because of the advanced arthritis and degeneration of my hip over the years. If I still want to consider being a nurse for the next 20 years or so. Even if I get out of nursing I still have to have an income. So, i will keep you all posted as time goes on. Til then, "Peace Out" and enjoy your life to the best of you ability... you never know when it could take a change like mine did.

Wounded Heart
Time was ticking, pain was increasing I lost a very special person in my life again I am crying, hurting, pain and dying Feeling my heart crumbling in my hands As the man I onced loved, turning away A person I onced knew A person who no longer love me A person who no longer care for me Why does it have to hurt inside? Why do I have to cry each night? I am feeling ever so sore The pain rocks my entire being The pain of this has broken my heart My life slowly die frozen in sorrow My life seeming more hopeless I wish that my every tear is going to be my last You are not longer mine I don’t know where to go I love you,I wish I knew the perfect words to say I can’t help this pain, It hurts so bad Everywhere, everytime I feel so sad This depressed feeling I hate my foolish heart It makes me feel angry Why is it continue to beat and wounded? Why is it continue to feel lost? Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair I am sick with this wou

Good News
At my job, we listen to talk radio in the morning. I heard this week Louisiana is considering the death penalty for a man who raped an 8 year old girl. If there is anybody in this world who deserves to die its child molesters. I have no pity for them. It makes me so fucking sick to hear that a small child was victimized that way, or in anyway for that matter. No I don't have children of my own, though I do want one so bad. And if some sick motherfucker tries to harm him o her in anyway, I will be the one they deal with. Hell, they better hope the cops get to them before me. My wrath will be so horrid that the death penalty will seem like a God send.i think if any person molest little kids they should die. No questions, no second chance.

Poem:that Brings Back My Love
As the thunder rolled I heard, a voice as it called out my name. The wind howls and moans as though, its trying to say something to my soul. I look up as the mist begins to fall, and the thunder rolls as it calls my name. I must be going crazy! but I listen to, the voice says, I love you with all my heart. There I stood as the raindrops fell on my, face is when I begin to see a image of a woman. Holding onto the memory of a man, that's in her heart and soul still. The woman I could see is, tightly holding the bond that ties, their love to each other's heart. God! I see her crying and still she looks on, for the man that once held her close to him. SEE HOW THIS IS ALL RELATED: The rain;is her tear's that fall on me!. The wind;is her strong love that I feel!. The thunder;is her calling out my name that can be heard for miles!. Darlin'its your memory that brings back my love. Sign: Raymond Starns

Hahahaha , This Is Sooo Me!!!
SORRY TO AWAKE THE DEMONS GUYS, I KNOW I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FORGET THE 80'S, WELL, SINCE THE 80'S. LATER ALL! You Grew Up In the 80's if: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. 2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton 3. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 4. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. 8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 9. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House) 10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 11. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF" 12. You wanted to be a Goonie.

My World
In simple times,this place was the grandest of all,but now the wars of life,have taken their toll. In this place there is still beauty,for it still beats to my heart,and my soul. In this place still resides the dreams. Still all the hopes. Still all the happiness that is. The one can restoer all the things that was and restore the order. Here resides all the thoughts that are. Here resides all the things of future sense. Here resides a place for the one. And the one will be loved here, for a long time,and be.

Yet Another Friend Is Gone For Good
After being the soul survivor of a tragic car accident years ago, Kyle Cripps of Herrin passed away Thursday afternoon in St. Louis. Kyle was a good friend and always up to have fun. He'll be greatly missed. Funeral arrangements have not been made as of yet, I will update everyone when I find out more.

Virtaul Pets
adopt your own virtual pet! this is a virtual pet!!!!!! No clean up or mess!! hit more tab twice and then you can feed my spider a fly and on my page theres, Swinger the monkey, Waddles the penguin, and Green With Envy the spider!! These are a blast so hit the link and go adopt your own.

Love Big Breasts?
dont know why but there something about big or huge boobs that atracs me think its beutifull not looking for any haters as i write this blog i want o come in contact with girls and women that loves their big ones or would love having bigger ones all you beutifull sexy women and girls are more then welcome to send me thoughts and comments but please no haters love the female formes and have a huge respect for people as they are big curvy and beutifull=)

New Story
We arrive at the bar and there is a short line for a table. We stand there and chat while we wait. I can’t take my eyes off how wonderful you look tonight. I whisper in your ear how stunning the dress looks on you. You blush and say “Thank you.” Finally our table is open and the hostess shows us to the small table near the back of the bar. We sit and talk while enjoying a few drinks. I notice how several guys around us keep looking at you. Admiring you. Lusting you. I excuse myself to go to the men’s room. After a short wait I return from the men’s room to find a gentleman in my chair talking to you. I decide to hang back in the shadows to watch and this is what I see. He is sitting there leaning into you. You are leaning slightly into him. Your brilliant smile is proudly displayed as you two laugh and talk. He orders a round of drinks for the two of you. His back is to me but I can make out his basic features. He has short dark brown hair and is not overly fit but

Bbw..meaning
Big Beautiful Woman" (commonly abbreviated as BBW) is a phrase most frequently used in the context of affirmation of or sexual attraction to overweight or obese women. Meaning The term BBW does not have an explicit lower or upper weight limitation. It is a visually-determined concept that can include women who are barely overweight to those who are morbidly obese. The term spread rapidly via the Internet during the 1990s, and is used mainly in the United States. BBW has many near-synonyms with varying shades of meaning. Rubenesque is a close synonym; the term refers to the art of Peter Paul Rubens, best known for portraying fuller-bodied women. Full-figured refers to women with a generally plump body shape, whereas voluptuous and zaftig usually connote ripeness, sensuality, and a body shape involving large breasts and wide hips. [edit] Usage BBW is often found in personal ads denoting an identification with, or preference for larger-bodied women. In this regard, men who pr

My Past Couple Of Days...
My ex came home on Wednesday with myself under the impression he and I were going to try and work things out. All day he was distant and wouldnt really talk to me or anything. Finally, I drag out of him what is bothering him, and he tells me that instead of tryin to work things out with me he is going to pursue a long distance relationship with the chick I thought he was going to leave me for from the beginning of our end. He is going to visit her in Missouri for about 2 weeks. He leaves tomorrow. I hope he is happy. I think I deserve so much better then that. I dont deserve to just be left for someone so far away. But whatever floats his boat right.. Anywho.. Thanks for listening to my issue. xoxoxo

Aftercare... Thank You Lady V
White Light, Black Leather An SM Spirituality Primer Aftercare "She took me to the edge of heaven, and then dropped me" "It would have all been alright if he had been nice to me afterwards" submissive reminisces on a two bad scenes. "Oh, crap. I've got a meeting in 30 minutes. Bye." Grand Prize for Worst Aftercare ever Aftercare is the last act of the SM drama. It is the culmination, the pulling together of all loose ends, the finishing touches, the final communion between sharers of the SM ritual, the phase where the participants (usually the tops) formally give the fantasy scene a context in everyday reality. It's technical purpose is to transition both players from the elevated states created in a scene back into normalcy, returning to the motor control and awareness they will need to drive home once the scene is over. But as any good SM practitioner will tell you, it's much more than that. It is the time after the action when the participants come together in mutual

Aftercare
White Light, Black Leather An SM Spirituality Primer Aftercare "She took me to the edge of heaven, and then dropped me" "It would have all been alright if he had been nice to me afterwards" submissive reminisces on a two bad scenes. "Oh, crap. I've got a meeting in 30 minutes. Bye." Grand Prize for Worst Aftercare ever Aftercare is the last act of the SM drama. It is the culmination, the pulling together of all loose ends, the finishing touches, the final communion between sharers of the SM ritual, the phase where the participants (usually the tops) formally give the fantasy scene a context in everyday reality. It's technical purpose is to transition both players from the elevated states created in a scene back into normalcy, returning to the motor control and awareness they will need to drive home once the scene is over. But as any good SM practitioner will tell you, it's much more than that. It is the time after the action when the participants come together in mutual

Just Something
well i want everyone to know that i have finally found my true love and that i cant be more happy we found eachother on a date site called plenty of fish . now we live together and plan on getting married our family is perfect with our 7 kids together i have 4 and she has 3 . 16,14,3,7,7,5,3 wow i love the big family.

Hmpff
hmpf.. I am sitting here... on a friday night.. on my pc.. alone. I wish i could go out. At the moment i dont have the money.. and if i had that.. i wouldnt know who to go with... and that s a basic problem i got here anyway.. at the moment i rarely have any ppl to go out n meet with.. guess i should do something bout that. Just difficult when it s like you got nothing to start from... Ah i better stop complaining and do something bout it as soon as possible..

I Went To Hollywood.
And it was swell. Walked around quite a bit. Saw the dopest ad for the Transformers movie of ever. Annnnnd a great music store... Annnnnd lots of neat stuff. I wanna come back later with money. There's alotta dope shit to buy.

Defining Moments~life Lessons
Friday, May 25, 2007 Defining Moments~Life Lessons Current mood: happy Category: Life There are few moments in a persons life when as your in them you sit there thinking as your in the midst of them, wow! I'll never forget this moment in my life. A moment that changes you. Changes who you are as a person. One of those life lessons that get thrown at you when you least expect it. Well i had one of those moments this past wednesday night and i had to share it with you. To help you understand this moment i feel like i should tell you a bit more about me, most of my close friends know that i was married for 10 years. Which started out wonderful as all marriages do, until alcohol took my love, my best friend from me and our family. It destroyed all of us. And don't misunderstand me, he is still here... living if thats what you want to call it. It turned the man i loved into a monster. Someone who both mentally and physically abused me and our family on a daily basis. A

On The Water
Imagine being on a 40 foot boat, with the hull slowly rocking beneath us, and I am lying next to you. It's dark in the cabin, except for the few moon beams that drift in and out of the windows, teasingly showing me parts of each other's naked bodies. Even though it's chilly outside, it's warm in the boat's berth. The bed is big, and the champagne sweet. So are you. My hands begin to wander, Your nipples seem to reach out to me as I touch them. Our lips are drawn together, our bodies begin to react. The synchronicity is picking up tempo with each heated touch. The moon beams and the headiness from the champagne make for a surreal scenario as we melt into each other's flesh. I move down your body. You moan when I reach my destination. I move your legs wide apart as I slowly begin to take in your swollen clit between my lips. MMMM....you're very wet, and hot, and purring. This entices me to further action. First my tongue darts in and out. Then I add a finger to the

Pass The.... Butter????
Pass The Butter ~ ~ ~ ~ This is interesting . . . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavorings. DO YOU KNOW...the difference between margarine and butter? Read on to the end...gets very interesting! Both have the same amount of calories. Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 grams. Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods.Butter has many nutritiona

Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th

Have A Great Weekend
i am so sorry i didnt get around to everyone at this moment but i will be back on tonight to finish wishing you all aBetter Graphics Hottest CodesTop Graphics Tweaksand i hope you all can forgive me for taking so long to show some love peace out

Hope(poem)for J
I heard u were hurt today, all my love i send your way hoping that you'll be all right hoping that you'll win this fight and with this kiss I send to you my heart and soul are with you too so you hold on with all your might as my hugs go on into the night I pray that you will be o'k and be with me for just one more day dont you forget for this is true I so deeply do love you i cant imagine my life without the love like yours,for there is no doubt our love has lasted all these years and when i'm with you there are no fears for you and eric are my life so please wake hun,use all your might for you belong here with me all in all i hope you'll see just how much you mean to me and all the times you carried me so hold my hand and hold it tight together our souls will win this fight and we'll be together for many more years becuase if not there will be different tears your soul mate

Virtual Reality To Real Life, Making The Leap
MAKING THE LEAP FROM IRC TO REAL LIFE by amy aka ^sparrow This is the text of a speech that was presented on the Efnet channel #submission_discuss on Sunday, September 28, 1997. A log which includes the question and answer period is available on that channel's web site Welcome To Submission (http://www.submission.net). This is copyrighted material and is reprinted here with the express permission of the author. Hello. My name is amy. I am a real life submissive as well as the author, administrator, creator and chief cook and bottle-washer of the web site subNATION (http://come.to/subnation). I am 49, married to a vanilla husband and I only discovered this submissive side of myself in the spring of 1996. Until then, it was something buried deep inside of me...a faint itch that would occasionally want to be scratched. Like so many of you, I first became aware of the scene online. A friend from a vanilla channel convinced me to go to a D/s channel with him. Frankly, I was a bit

A Good Husband!
A man wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees it is in prefect order. So's the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love you." He goes to the kitchen. Sure enough, a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper await him. His son is also at the table, eating. The man asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home after 3 am, drunk and delirious. You broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you walked into the door." Confused, the man asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, with breakfast on the table waiting for me?" His son replies, "Oh that! Mom dragged you to t

Words
Don't remember how it happened, Can't remember when. Somehow you went from being my email buddy, And became my best friend, I know that we belong to others; I'm not the type to cheat. So why when I read your words, Does my heart skip a beat? So here I am, unsure of what to do; The only feeling I am sure of, is my love for you.

Faceless Friends
FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes; Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition , but it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we flirt. In IMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships, but why, we don't know How some of these friendships will flourish and grow. Why is it that on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told? Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple; it is clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must so we turn to the 'puter, and

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth. Be honest with a submissive about your level of experience with others and the submissive. The submissive can even help you to

Funky Little Beat/debbie Deb
oooooo yeah...oooo yeah...the beat...yeah gets me going...mmmmmm,.....oooooo yeah....i know im very strange....and i like strange and crazy music but hey its me and thats that.....oooo yeah baby la lala lalalalal......im strange and hot la la la/oh yeah and i like this freaky strange song.....beep beep im so strange i know...oh well...i love the beat yay yaya yaya yada yada:):):):):)):):):):)

Love On The Internet
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Cool
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Update On My Photo Shoot/photo Set 4 My Web Page
:):):):):):):):):)Well update:):):):):):):) Well i wanted to let everyone know who is interested in my new modeling career in the adult Entertainment world.....of the so called internet porn world..... I just took my first photo shoot of more then 35 photos...so i have 2 more to go too before the webmasters set up my modeling web page....so thats the update so far...ill tell u more after my 2nd and 3rd photo set.....kisses now:) Love mistress Reeni

I Miss You
3 doors down - Here by Me I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for

Bdsmd/s And The Law
RUMPOULE, Attorney-at-Law, is a practicing attorney for over two decades, and a frequent lecturer on legal issues in the Scene. BDSMD/s and the Law copyright © 1998 RUMPOULE "These materials were first printed at Gloria-Brame.com and are reprinted with her permission and blessing." A Little About Me I have been a criminal defense lawyer for over twenty years. I've also been in the leather lifestyle for nearly twenty-five years. I am submissive to women as a preferred form of sexuality and lifestyle. I decided I wanted to give something back to people who, like me, have a different kind sexuality or lifestyle by learning about how the law affects us. I want to collect and pass that information on to the community's members by giving lectures and acting as a resource. Introduction As you read this, you may find it to be a little frightening. Please remember that, in a legal sense just as in health considerations, there is no such thing as "safe sex." There is however,

Usmc Still Getting Good Folks!
THIS IS A LETTER RROM THIS USMC OFFICER CANDIDATE TO RUSH LIMBAUGH I just graduated from LSU last Friday with my bachelor of science in Psychology. I've had ambitions of pursuing a profession in the medical field. I also have the option available to me to begin taking over the family business if I so wished. However, I have realized that serving my country is my call in life. There is a strong lineage of Marines in my family (grandfather in WWII, uncle during Vietnam, and a cousin just back from Iraq). Although this lineage is strong, military life was never an option that I was forced towards as an adolescent. I wish that I could say that the events of 9/11 were enough to compel me into action, but sadly it wasn't. I was young and in high school (arguably a skull full of mush). I actually remember saying to a friend on that day that I was worried about myself because I was turning 18 in a few weeks and didn't want to have to fight. Egocentrism at its best. The atrocity of th

How To Find And Keep A Dom/me
How to Find and Keep a Dom/me Lately, I've seen a lot of my submissive pals going through hard times: having bad luck finding the right online Dom/me, feeling frustrated with the Dom/me, losing the Dom/me. I'd like to share my thoughts on how to find and keep a good online Dom/me: what I've come to understand through my own experiences, watching the experiences of others, and from observing and learning from my Mistress, Lady Cauchemar. Note: these are my own opinions, not necessarily those of my Mistress or the IR management. And there is certainly more than one way of approaching many of these matters; this is the way that *I* think works best. These comments are also aimed more at the beginner and novice online submissive who is looking for a more serious relationship with a dominant, whether that involves a formal collar or not. If you are only interested in your basic netsex slap-n-lick, then much of the following may not be necessary. 1. Don't Be A Pest! A twisted logic

Update On My Brothers' Condition...
THE NEWS IS NOT THE GREATEST, BUT ONCE AGAIN I HOPE AND PRAY HE WILL MAKE IT.... THE SURGERY IS STILL UNDERWAY BUT THERE WERE SOME COMPLICATIONS. ABOUT 30 MINS INTO THE SURGERY, JEFF HAD GONE INTO CARDIAC ARREST AND HAD TO BE REVIVED....LUCKILY HE IS A STUBBORN MAN AND THE DOCTORS WERE SUCCESSFUL IN KEEPING HIM ALIVE. THE NEWS IS NOT HOPEFUL THOUGH....THEY HAVE MANAGED TO STOP THE BLEEDING, BUT HE IS STILL UNCONSCIOUS AT THIS TIME. HE IS IN PRETY BAD SHAPE AND THEY HAVE LOW HOPES OF HIS ABILITY TO PULL THROUGH....THE FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE KEPT HIM IN THEIR PRAYERS SO FAR AND LET US CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR HIS RECOVERY. THANK YOU.

Stevie Nicks/landslide
This song...means a lot to me...the words the melody and everything takes me to a very special place in my life and i know there will be haters Hating on this song but i love it a lot and it is very special too me....so please respect my feelings Thank you:) I Love you Daddy and mommie:) kisses to you Both xoxoxoxoxo mauhz xoxoxoxoxoxo

A Poem Titled : ~i Feel~
~I Feel~ I Feel no arms to hold me, I Feel no heart to console me, I Feel no love from where it should be, I Feel so distant, I Feel absolute resistent, I Feel another heartache, I Feel I don't want to wake, I Feel that we may have not grown, I Feel I'm all alone, I Feel you are a stranger in my eyes of blue, I Feel that I never really knew you, I Feel I need more than words can say, I Feel you have gone away, I Feel I've lost that loving glow, I feel it's me that you don't know, I Feel if you knew me better, I feel we could love forever, Written by : ~CH3RR13L10US~

Dealing With Emotions
The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhance on what They enjoy. In doing this, we also learn how to

Want To Be Added To My Family List?
I've been on CT almost a year now and it's been a blast. I have so many friends and fans, but sure would like to have more family here. So, if you wanna be in my family, add me to yours, and I'll add you too. Well that's it for now. Back to what I was doing...more goofing off...LOL

Rules For Beginning Doms
Rules for Beginning Doms Most dominant men complain about how difficult it is to find a submissive female. Almost every single submissive woman I have met in real life or online has complained about the shortage of good male doms and say most of the "doms" they meet are clueless jerks. Even some highly experienced and respected doms that I have known for a dozen years or more can't seem to sustain relationships. It seems that many aspirant doms don't get a few basic concepts that are necessary for establishing and maintaining a dom/sub relationship, whether in real life or online. Consequently, as a public service, I offer some Rules for Beginning Doms. Rule Number 1. Don't be a jerk. I'll explain, since so many guys don't seem to get this one. Many guys new to the scene (and quite a few who are not so new) work a little too hard at coming across as confident, assertive, masterful, whatever you want to call it. Too often, the result is that they end up sounding insecure, pretenti

Music Player
Seince the one that Bladewalker has on her site causes my firefox explorer to crash when pasting the embeding code,I found another one that works.If there are songs that aren't playing right or songs that make it sound so crackly that your PC speakers might explode,tell me what song and I'll update them asap.Until then have fun guys "And the blood of Caine will whip us out of existance"

Friends
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Winners Of The Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest Are......
Winners of the Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest are...... 1st Place is...... Wins A Corvette + Trophy with 6582 comments + 24 Rates = 33030 2nd Place is...... Wins A Motorcycle + Trophy with 5648 comments + 12 Rates = 28300 3rd Place is......Wins A Men's Bracelet + Trophy with 270 comments + 4 Rates = 1370 I want to thank everyone who was in my contest! We had fun and it was close! Thanks Maria

It's Not Over
I was blown away What could I say? It all seemed to make sense You've taken away everything And I can't deal with that I try to see the good in life But good things in life are hard to find I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over Try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the only one It's not over I've taken all I can take And I cannot wait We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on Can't let it bring us down My life with you means everything So I won't give up that easily I'll blow it away Blow it away Can we make this something good? Cause it's all misunderstood Well I'll try to do it right this time around Let's start over try to do it right this time around It's not over Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground This love is killing me but you're the o

As Of May 20, 2007
WWE HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONJOHN CENA INTERCONTINENTAL HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONSANTINO MARELLA WWE WOMEN'S HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMELINA WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPIONSMATT AND JEFF HARDY WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONEDGE UNITED STATES HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPIONMONTEL VONTAVIOUS PORTER (MVP)

Winners Of Hot Man On Ct Contest Are.......
Winners of Hot Man On CT Contest Are....... 1st Place is......Wins Corvette + Trophy with 5250 comments + 15 rates = 26325 2nd Place is...... Wins Motorcycle + Trophy with 4986 comments + 40 rates = 25130 3rd Place is......Wins Watch + Trophy with 2950 comments + 7 Rates = 14785 I want to thank everyone who was in my contest! It was fun and we didn't know who was going to win it Now that was a contest! Thanks Maria

Get A Clue... Or Some Training
To Whom it may concern, Im not sure if you realize how obvious you are when you hide under your anonymity. It's actually a sad state to think that humans could be so simple. Perhaps, we should be pets to animals...no? I've never thought I was better than anyone else, but in the last few weeks I've been proven wrong over and over again. I am better than the common undereducated simpleton. Not cause I'm smarter or more accomplished.. although both are good reasons, but because I am true to what I think, and what I do. I would never hide behind falseness to make a point which I can't prove has any validity. Many scholars of phychology say that people punish others in very specific ways to make up for their own short commings. Did you not get someone you wanted? MY RING is around Georgi's neck... Not Brad Pitt's... or Orlando Bloom's. It's a drk titanium ring with a raised, bushed center... nice huh? Whether or not you choose to continue your rediculous antics make

Acid Test
ACID TEST Introduction The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. However, gold will stand up to most acids. So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON. Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla males are usually after ‘easy sex’ and th

Fuckn' Dreams
The Hunted Dream It seems like a dream A fading dream SHIT! It is a dream As if the sea is staring at me vacant and far. I've chased you for ages. Everything is hazy As if a dim candle light a dusk . I walk into the room Your soft pale complection slowly fading away like a smeared charcoal drawing. I could do little more than amorously glare at the uncertiny of it all. I reached out to touch you And recived a smile. crashing...................... Then I awoke.

Been Out
Sorry everyone, I've been travelling lately.. I haven't been online I'm sorry! I hope to get new pics up soon and tell you all what's been happening. Thanks for all the notes and messages. lots of love, hugs, and kisses!

The Gemini Man
What this means for you: Usually brilliant communicators, you'll rarely be bored with a Gemini man - and the good news is that unless he's bored with you, he'll rarely stray. These smooth talkers do need constant stimulation though - including in bed. So if you're the dirty talking kind, feel free to let loose! The news junkies of the zodiac, Gemini guys like to be in the loop on everything that's going on in the world. So listen up, you may learn something (possibly that he talks too much)!

Rating Pics
Why is it people ask u to rate them and becouse u give them a low rating they starte trouble with you. You are the ones who asked to be rated, i'm sorry if offend you, its not saying ur ugly at all , what i am saying is i dont like that pic of u. So im sorry if i offend people for saying exactly what they want to know.... If u don't want that kind of feed back dont ask then....

Im Off Like A Prom Dress!
Well im off to skool for a few, then to get my son in the Valley then to my brothers in North Idaho.. We get to spend the 3day wkend with my brother n his family.. so that means I get to hang with my budddy Skylar.. w00t! And he's walking now! Yay!! Just wanted to wish everyone a wonderful wkend, have fun and be safe! Wifey, U better leave me voice comments..hehe I'll miss you sweetheart! Kiss kiss! Love ya'll ~Contessa

Small Joke About Blondes.!
A blonde walks into a home improvement store and buys a bath. Two days later she returns to the store and asks to speak to the manager, as the manager approaches she tells him her bath is faulty and that all the water keeps leaking out of the plughole. But madam he says did you buy a plug with it , enquires the blushing manager..... You bastard replies the blonde you never told me it was electric.

Liminal Summer
My friend T and I were talking the other day about the bizzaro quality of our current psychic/emotional states in this strange, strange period before grad school. Back before undergrad, our young, plump egos filled us with anticipatory energy, convincing us that we were smarter, more talented, and wiser than all our compatriots. The sky was the limit and we were the cream of the crop, destined for great things. Eight years later we both share common ground in a very different emotional landscape. Our performance work here in Chicago has required a great deal of energy, money, time, and sacrifice, and although we would both happily do it all again, we feel utterly worthless, incompetent, and much less talented than those around us. Some of these feelings are objective: our standards of artistic success have risen considerably over the past few years, and we're consciously working to defeat all strains of dilettantism in our work. But there's more to it than that: I think we're

I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our love is my life

The Evolution Of The Dick!
Hiya Everyone! The average cock size is around 5.25" wordwide, with the bell curve distribution falling in the 5" to 6" category. Cock's 8" or more comprise 1% of the world population. Nature must have a reason for this? How come evolution hasn't produced the majority bell curve distribution to be 8" to 10"? Hmmmm...must be because women aren't reproducing with the 8" and above worldwide, but the average ones instead. Hmmmm...must be because the average pussy depth is 6" worldwide. How did this develop in our natural selection? Maybe the big-dicked guys were too stupid to survive back in the dawn of man? Maybe their huge slong got in the way while running away from wild beasts, causing them to trip and be devoured? Maybe women didn't want them advertising to other women, and clubbed and killed the ones over the head who did? Women needed to breed and needed the smart ones who could survive and not cheat on them. Whatever the reason, it always amazes me that some women go

Our Country
So many conversations has taken place about our great country. The country that our ancestors died, lost blood and love ones that defend it for our freedom to live, work, talk, speak, love whomever we desire to, have children without someone's premission, pray, pledge to the great United States flag, to fly any flag we desire. I fly three: My United States flag for my dad who faught in Vietnam, Korea, Germany, Berlin and serve his country afterwards. Also for my husband who is now oversea's defending and help others. Yes alot of people feels that our men needs to come home and I do agree, but realize something when you wish for this. They come home, we leave ourselves wide open for targeting. Second flag I fly: I fly the P. O. W. flag to honor the men that are still missing oversea's and in Vietnam that served with my Dad. Third flag: Is The Confederate flag. IT's a part of history just like anything else is. My mom family is from the South, born and bred so I am also Rebel. Not th

Hmmmmm K
What's the point in getting mad just because your plans have met with a little hitch? Think of this delay as the universe's ripening process. After all, everything needs just the right amount of time to come to fruition

Never Felt Better
Never felt better in my whole life... What's going on down there? People everywhere Why are they just standing there Wait, who's that Oh, it's just some girl Why is she still laying there That man over there is yelling at the others to get help The poor thing is hurt Why don't they help her My God, she will die if they don't hurry and do something Please help her Wait She looks...like ME My God, No How can this happen This has to be a dream Yeah, that's it Where's that light coming from I'm not dreaming Please God, There has to be something you can do Please!!! I'll do better I swear Ok, don't cry I've got to go back Down there He's trying to breath life into me Hurry up before I die Hurry up before... Hurry up Goodbye

One Of Our Dark Realm Family Members Is Expecting
GREEN EYED GIRL VIXEN OF THE DARK REALM IS EXPECTING THIS GREAT NEWS A NEW FAMILY MEMBER IS ON THE WAY EVERYBODY GO SHOW THE NEW MOMMY LOTS OF LOVE Myspace Comments

Application For Service To Mistress M (updated)
Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Mistress M. send it to Me by email for review at bdsmistress-m@hotmail.com. Name: Age: Weight & Height: Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys): Eye & Hair Color: Which are you Submissive / Slave: Location: Orientation: Email address: Marital status: Able to travel: Education level: Employment: Income level: Skills/talents: Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it: Answer the following, should Mistress M require you for entertainment. I am available to serve most often at this time and on these days: I have a webcam/digital camera: Are willing to take pics with it to prove you did what I ordered you too: Length of time available for sessions: Toys, play clothing and bondage items you own: Living situation (alone / with others bu

So I've Been Sick W/ God Knows What...
...but everyones been great who's visited in giving me their best and wishing me "Get Wells". I just hope I'm physically prepared for my 1st 1/2 marathon this Sunday. I want to say thank you to all of you great CherryTap members and I'll do my best in getting back to you. Have a wonderful day all! Remo

Happy Holiday Weekend...sheesh...
Today's Forecast: TRAFFIC and not the good Traffic with Clapton... OH NO... I'm talking about non rush hour, non lunch hour, stuck in a line for no visible reason, piss me off traffic. Shouldn't exorbitantly high fuel prices be keeping some of these yahoos at home? I mean, heilige sheisse.... I just drove 38 miles in 2 and a half hours... grrr...I am not a happy camper... but, HEY, i get monday off...and I have a weekend of non work related musical pursuits planned... If the traffic ever lets me get there, that is...lol

In God We Trust
One Nation, "Under God". One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?

Please Comment And Rate My Pic!
Most of you know I don't believe in contests, let alone join them, but a good friend suckered me into this one (so to speak) and just because he's so great I caved and said i'd do it! If ya'll would stop by and at least rate my photo and leave a comment or two. I'd appreciate it tons! Thanks bunches, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart Crazy, what we'll do for our friends. LOL! BTW have a fantastic Memorial day weekend.

Not That I Haven't .......
Not that I haven't touched the morning dew Nor wished upon a shooting star, Not that I haven't smelled the montain rain Nor felt the soft soft skin of a new born child, Not that I haven't layed in a spring meadow Nor cuddled in the warmth of my mothers arms. Not that I haven't seen the colors of the rainbow Nor the sun setting in western sky, Not that i haven't heard the silence of the winter snow Nor children laughing and playing without a care. But I would give this all up to kneel at His feet and wash them with my tears, To be glorified in His presence, To look into His face. And I would serve Him with all my heart Leigh Ann

Finally.........
after a 3 month stretch i finally found a job, not typically what i would look for but hey it's a paycheck that is actually at a very good wage. so yay me!! i'm on my way to get the hell out of this house i live and waste in. damn it, it feels good, but knowing me i will complain about the job in about a month but i need money money money and independence :D

Thoughts At Night
I couldnt sleep tonight you weren`t by my side I couldnt put my arm around you And show you that my love is true When i cant sleep at night I dream you were by my side I imagine i put my arm around you and show you my love is true

Out Of Reach
You´re out of reach for me but every time i see you i just start to dream I hold on to every gleam of hope to find the light that leads me right to you and make all my wishes true. and i lay awake at night wishing to touch your face feel your kiss, your embrace so i`m still waiting for you to come through my door oh tell me cant you see how much i want to be the one you share life with could you give me this bliss?

Is Love Asked To Much?
Is love asked to much? do i deserve such? i dream to touch and refuse to grudge i want you right here if only you were near and we had no fear it could be so dear Always on my mind in a pretty kind still hoping to find us a way to bind.

Hopes & Fears
Waiting for this day to be over Wishing i will find a new lover somebody who will make me feel the way i used to with you A woman who will eventualy heal the pain that i am going through. I know i have to do that alone i just wish it was already gone. Cause i dont wanna fell like this and it's cutting like a knife knowing exactly i will miss you for the rest of my life.

The Smith's
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't

Cheap Illigal Alien Labor
This is May 2007.Today, our cities are being openly overrun by foreigners waving flags from other countries. Are we the new Iwo Jima, watching a flag being planted; claiming victory over us? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Cheap Tomatoes - Pretty interesting article This should make everyone think, be you Democrat, Republican or Independent From a California school teacher - - -"As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower social economic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens, Huntington Park, etc., where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I

Do You Need A Laugh?
One day, Thibodeaux was walking down Main Street when he saw his buddy, Boudreaux, driving a brand new pickup. Boudreaux pulled up to him with a wide grin. "Boudreaux, where'd you get that truck?!?" " BIG BUTT BERTHA BERTRAND gave it to me", Boudreaux replied. "She gave it to you? I knew she was kinda sweet on ya, but a new truck?" "Well, Thib, let me tell you what happened. We were driving out on Parish Road 6, in the middle of nowhere. Big Butt Bertha pulled off the road, put the truck in 4-wheel drive, and headed into the woods. She parked the truck, got out, threw off all her clothes and said, `Boudreaux, take whatever you want.' So I took the truck! " "Boudreaux, you're a smart man! Them clothes woulda never fit you!"

The Love
LOVE IS EVERY WHERE, BUT THERES ONE PLACE U CAN FIND LOVE IS IN UR HEART. THE LOVE BETWEEN TWO PWOPLE IS STRONG. IF U LOVE THAT PERSON JUST LOVE THAT ONE. IF U HAVE ANOTHER PERSON FOR GET THAT PERSON U HAVE LOVE FOR THAT ONE THATS IN UR HEART. GOD MADE MAN AND WOMAN TO LOVE EACH OTHER. NOT MAN AND MAN OR WOMAN AND WOMAN MADE THAT NOT GOD. IF U REALLY HAVE THE LOVE LEAVE A COMMENT IF U DONT HAVE THE LOVE DONT LEAVE A COMMENT.

Something Wrong With Me!
***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Comment Whore
The person who puts the hottest sexiest comments on our naked pics wins this : If its a male gets to have sex with jackie If its a female gets to have sex me. Just kidding but sexy comments are really appreciated. But hey if you are really hot wink wink. Joe

The World Of The Juggalo
The World of the Juggalo Zac Pennington and Marjorie Skinner Attend the Insane Clown Posse Concert and Discover "the Way of the Juggalo" BY ZAC PENNINGTON AND MARJORIE SKINNER Circling the perimeter of the Expo Center parking lot in nervous awe of the hundreds of menacingly painted clown faces, we slowly work up the courage to mingle with the Juggalo. On the surface, the task of defining the Juggalo seems an easy one: clinically speaking, a Juggalo is--like the Deadhead or the Misfits' Horror Kid before them--simply a particularly devout follower of the rap/thrash group Insane Clown Posse. But standing in a crowded parking lot amongst hundreds of self-professed "Juggalos," it quickly becomes apparent that actually defining Juggaloism will prove to be a bit more elusive. WHO IS THIS INSANE CLOWN POSSE? Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope were two white kids who moved to Detroit from the suburbs. They promptly--and nearly suicidally--deemed themselves gangsters, forming the Inne

New Preamble To The Constitution
The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States , in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country i

My Theme Song !!!!!!!!
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me, now You're probably on your flight back to your hometown I need some shelter of my own protection baby Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've gotta get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry The path that I'm walking, I must go alone I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket [Big Girls Don't Cry lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Voice From The Back
There was a preacher whose wife was expecting a baby so he went before the congregation and asked for a raise. After much discussion, they passed a rule that whenever the preacher's family expanded, so would his paycheck. After 6 children, this started to get expensive and the congregation decided to hold another meeting to discuss the preacher's salary. There was much yelling and bickering about how much the clergyman's additional children were costing the church. Finally, the Preacher got up and spoke to the crowd, "Children are a gift from God," he said. Silence fell on the congregation. In the back pew, a little old lady stood up and in her frail voice said, "Rain is also a gift from God, but when we get too much of it, we wear rubbers." And the congregation said, "Amen."

Fubar Marriages
We get the question "How does one get married on Fubar?" alot...so just follow these steps... Step 1: Find a wifey/husband Step 2: Visit their profile and fu-propose to them Step 3: Contact a Fubar Pastor or Judge Step 3: Get married and have lots of Fubar babies.... Below is a list of some Pastors or Judges: Judge AlicePain is my passion~Just Mee~~Dj StrykePastor TokenPastor AndyTinkLost In the DarkPastor CherrypieSabrina K Wild HorseDJ Dark ChemistSeanGraveDiggerSeleneCorvenious***For those interested in becoming a Pastor or Judge...it's easy Step 1: Self proclaim yourself a Pastor Step 2: Marry people (If you know a pastor/are a Pastor and want your name on this list just let me know...I'll be happy to add ya to the list)

Values
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very differ

Old Lady
A lonely woman, aged 80, decided that it was time to get married >> She put an ad in the local paper that read: >> >> HUSBAND WANTED! >> MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (80's), >> MUST NOT BEAT ME, >> MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, >> AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! >> ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. >> >> On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she >> opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheelchair. >> >> He had no arms or legs. >> >> The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are >>you? >> Just look at you....you have no legs!" >> The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you!" She >> snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man >> smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed >> intently. "Are you still good in bed?" >> With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile >> and said,

Inspiration
The Concert When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing. Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused on the impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star." At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit.""Keep playing." Then, leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his left hand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child, and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed what could have been a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. >The audience was so mesmerized that they couldn't recall what else the great master played. Only the classic, " Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

Congrats, You Look Like Everyone Else, But I Still Hate You, So Sad =(
"Haha, haha, hahaha!" (repeat as necissary) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=76423368&mytoken=9fc48cel-8857-4316-945b-f86681be0b20 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=159408631 Wow, now I know no one can see their profiles, but be thankful. Look at that bitch with the glasses. Worship me or I probably won't like you. "Haha, haha!" What the fuck makes this bitch better than anyone else? Nothing. In fact, her attitude towards life makes me sick. She really isn't special. In fact, I can't even remember her name at the moment. *GIGGLE* People like this need to be taken out and beaten savagely. Show them how fucking special they are. And Kiki, I really hope this bitch gets raped. That way when the guy gets caught he can be like, "Haha! I Raped your queen you scene posers!" Like really, who gives a flying fucking if some stuck up bitch puts stripes in her hair? Who gives a flying fuck if she's

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or repr

May 25th Horoscope
What's the point in getting mad just because your plans have met with a little hitch? Think of this delay as the universe's ripening process. After all, everything needs just the right amount of time to come to fruition.

Link's
to all member's Of Dirty South Crew in our bar I have placed a link to my page and it's for the member's to put there link as well so all that want to please do so this is totaly volantery thing I thought it would be kinda cool if we all had a link to each other's page so add your link and have fun in the bar. Swamp owner of The Dirty South Bar and Grill

The Past And The Future Meet In The Memory Of The Dead
I would call it the West end of town. Fredericksburg starts to trickle out after you get to the Catholic cemetery. I have walked through that cemetery time after time again. Intrigued by the stories, perhaps some long forgotten, of the former citizens of this fine hill country town, or just to seek a quit moment of reflection of what might have been. No matter how many visits, or trips through the tombstones, I find myself constantly pulled to the grave of Raymond Ottmers. To a young man whom death claimed far too early, too far away. To a young man who I never knew, yet I feel, as if I’ve known him all my life. You see, not so long ago; I wanted to be just like him. A country boy born to the parents, of the greatest generation, like so many others, they struggled through the depression just to make ends meet. They witnessed perhaps, history’s greatest struggle in the Allies victory in World War II and then the gallant effort of the United Nations army, consisting mostly of U.S.

Move Me, Hold Me, Care For Me
She walks out the door You won't make her cry no more She leaves this sad place Only to cover behind her pale face All those things you screamed Disappeared down the drain The dance floor is crowded She becomes surrounded This is her chance to forget about it Tears fall from her cheek She begins to feel weak She knew it would happen Her endless brown eyes close While she thinks of her chances She won't know of her mysterious glances Blinking to clear the tears She is in fear As she moves to the intence sounds She sees that she is not bound The music keeps playing Everything begins swaying This night is the first of many Shes had plenty She opens her eyes after awhile And she forces a smile

Update On My Brothers' Condition.....
I HAVE JUST RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY FATHER WHO IS AT THE HOSPITAL.....THE DOCTORS HAVE PUT MY BROTHER IN SURGERY TO STOP THE BLEEDING INTERNALLY. HE IS STILL UNRESPONSIVE AND NOT AWAKE YET..... THEY DO NOT KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN THE SURGERY, BUT WE ARE ALL HOPING FOR THE BEST. I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED ON THIS AS I GET MORE NEWS. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO ARE KEEPING HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS.

Wwe Recap, W2w4, Tributes
I’M BAAAAAAAACK!!! Bethea’s Byte is back I personally couldn’t be happier. This week, WWE Recaps, W2W4, and two tributes: one a professional, the other a personal note. Like I said, I’m glad that MAT WWE Update is back where it belongs, and I’m glad to be back on doing Bethea’s Byte. So without any further delay, let’s get down to business. WWE RECAP In a Judgment Day Rematch, Ric Flair battle Carlito to a draw via a Double Count out. It looks like the Student is not done with the Teacher and the feeling is a lot more than mutual. Candice Michelle def. WWE Women’s Champion Melina in a non-title match. It looks to me that the former Playboy™ Cover Girl is very serious about a possible run for the Women’s Championship despite what the A-list Diva thinks World Tag Team Champions The Hardys def. Kenny Dykstra and Johnny Nitro. After the match, Nitro, Dykstra and the World’s Greatest Tag Team (Shelton Benjamin and Charlie Haas) attacked the Champions only to be saved by Lan