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Sexiest Feet In High Heels...
I will take all entries interested in entering. Entries will be taken until Friday April 27, at noon central. Contest will start then, and run until Friday May 4, at noon central. There will be 1st, 2nd, and 3rd (Big Pimpin gifts), Everyone entering will receive a gift upon the ripping of their entry pic! Rules are as follows: *Comment bombing is allowed, *You may bomb yourself *Absolutely no downgrading!(I will pull your entry, no exceptions) *Lets have some fun, not drama. Thank you, ~Just Meee~ ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ Cherrytagz .com~X~@ CherryTAP

In Response To My Patriotisum.....
I recently received this message from a freind,,whose nam ei will not reave becaus i dont want anyone to respond to hi negatively for the beleifs h holds.. he a combat vet.. anis entitled to his opinion.. i just as moved y the convo and wanted to share.... >i cn see u is in need of sum special coucilin hon, which is a service da hat provides to his friends free a charge. (smiles to self). if i may step out of character for a moment. it's great to support the troops, but it is my considered opinion that the best way to support the troops is to bring em home and let em serve their own country. our boys are fighting and dying for the same reason wars are always fought, somebody gets powerful, and somebody gets rich. our boys get dead, and maimed, and are being saddled with a burden they will carry all their lives. should we send our boys out to die for the benefit of the few? i say our country is in need of repair, but the people qualified to do the job don't want it, so we're s

Touch ?
when i touch you feeling your skin when i touch you deep within ill break your silence and youll wake to me i will make you everything i want to be when i touch you ohhhh you know that you love it you need it oooohhh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends i dont play hide and seek with you dear when i touch you i make fingers seaarching secret pleasures roaming where your river seems so deep you know im going on with life but soon youll sing for me when i touch you ooooh you know that you love it you need it oooooh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends i dont play hide and seek with you dear when i touch you and when tensions spilling down your skin love will never be what she once was when i touch you ooooooooh you know that you love it you need it ohhh for sure im drawing your lines with my hands im weaving the dream that never ends

Queston
i have a question dose anyone on here even look at the stuff i put in my stash? i can understand you wanting to rate thing good or bad thats all fine and good but if you don't really look at what is there and you just give it a thumbs up or down then you wont understand why i even put it there. PLEASE look at what is there and rate accordingly if you really like it then comment it and say so if you don't tell me in a comment and i will understand why you like it or not. thank you, have a nice day my friends.

It Truly Is
My love has bloomed into a rose without the thorns Innocent for the world to look at me My soft petals and my stem that's to die for It truly is... Good to be a flower. My emotions flow through me through many paths Drifting along without a care for anything Life is very peaceful in this form I have become It truly is... Good to be a river. My dreams influence the very balance of nature Creating a new opportunity for everyone to enjoy So many worlds to create and develop It truly is... Good to be a cloud. My soul designs the path to the future Where people will take notice of the new things Outlaw of the word boredum will be made It truly is... Good to be a new idea. My existence has done many things No matter how much I feel that it hasn't Everything I ever needed has been given It truly is... Good to be a living being.

Can You
I have a ? 4 u when was the last time you heard.... Dj Bane?? well heres your chance now... come listen to one of the sexiest men on CT. he decided to come back and give you 6 hrs of the best music on Cherrytap. so click any of the pics and come join in his fun Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!!

Tragus Piercing
Ok so for my big ole 30th birthday my friend Dawn and I decided to be big girls and try to make ourselves look younger...or should I say feel younger? So we went to the local tattoo shop (Body Modifications) and we got pierced. I thought that the tragus piercing (that little thing right before your ear canal that is hard and sticks out!!) was kinda cool so that is what I told her I wanted to get done. Now Dawn gets the industrial piercing...where there is a bar from one part of your ear to the other part. We sit down there at the shop for about 45 minutes and damnit I am fucken nervous as hell!! I have tats and those dont hurt worth shit, but I hate to have anything pierced!! I have had the tongue, the nose and the lip done, but have always taken them out...I hate or should I say I get annoyed with jewelry...those all made me feel a little nauseous so I knew that this time I would too. After he calls both of us back to sit down I just wanted to get up and leave, I changed my fucken mi

Bane
I have a ? 4 u when was the last time you heard.... Dj Bane?? well heres your chance now... come listen to one of the sexiest men on CT. he decided to come back and give you 6 hrs of the best music on Cherrytap. so click any of the pics and come join in his fun Fuck the rest Join the Best!!!!

What Is Catholism Coming To?
Pope Benedict abolishes limbo The 800-year-old concept of limbo, in which unbaptised babies who die are said to be stuck between Heaven and Hell, has been abolished by the Pope. Benedict XVI said there were 'serious grounds' to believe that children who died without being baptised could go to heaven after all. His decision followed a three-year study by a theological commission. The problem has been the Catholic belief that baptism is the only way to remove the stain of original sin that they think all children are born with. In the fifth century, St Augustine said babies who died without being baptised went to Hell. In the 13th century, theologians came up with the concept of limbo as a place where dead babies were denied the vision of God but did not suffer. The latest report said: 'There is greater theological awareness today that God is merciful and wants all human beings to be saved. 'Grace has priority over sin and the exclusion of innocent babies from Heaven doe

Love In An Elevator
"Honey, this party is boring. I want to leave." Ashley stood there, pouting at me, the top of her head barely reaching my chin. She was in a beautiful evening gown, dark green, the perfect color for her pale skin. The dress hugged her body, showing of her curves without showing a lot of skin. Her gorgeous red hair pulled up into a bun, held in place by two black Chinese chopsticks. I, on the other hand, at just shy of six feet, muscular, broad shoulders, was in a black tuxedo. The fabric pulled every time I moved, but it still looked good. "Ash, baby, I have to be here. If I want to 'network,' as they say, I have to show up to these things, even if they are boring. I know you hate these parties, basically because you have nothing to do, but I'm supposed to bring a date and why shouldn't I bring the most beautiful woman in town?" Ashley blushed, her cheeks turning red. She cuffed me on the arm. "I am not the most beautiful woman in town. Look over there. At that Mrs. um...McGuire?

Someday!!
SOMEDAY SOMEDAY YOU'LL CRY FOR ME LIKE I CRIED FOR YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL MISS ME LIKE I MISSED YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL NEED ME LIKE I NEEDED YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL LOVE ME BUT... I WON'T LOVE YOU BACK SOMEDAY YOU'LL WANT ME BACK AND ILL TELL YOU TO KISS MY ASS!!!!!

Angel Or Devil?
ANGEL OR DEVIL? I'M YOUR ANGEL, BUT I CAN BE DESIRED, TURN YOUR WORLD INSIDE OUT, MARK YOU WITH MY FYRE I CAN PULL YOU BACK WITH A WORD OR PHRASE I KNOW YOU, YOUR PLEASURES TAKE YOU INSIDE THIS CRAZE. I'M YOUR DEVIL, TEMPT YOU WITH MY LUST, TILL YOUR FILLED WITH ONLY ME, MY VOICE IN YOUR HEART A MUST TAKE YOU PUT THEN DOWN, MAKE YOU SMILE THEN RAGE, SOOTH YOUR SAVAGE SOUL, THEN TURN ANOTHER PAGE I SAY "I WILL" THEN I DON'T I KNOW I CAN BE A TEASE, BUT THERE IS ONLY YOU FOR ME, ONLY "YOU" WILL I, CAN I PLEASE I RUN, THEN I RETURN DON'T THINK I DON'T TRY, I'M HARD THEN SOFT, MY SILENT MOURNFUL CRY BOUGHT AND SOLD, INTO THIS WILD WORLD, YOU CAN COUNT ON ME, ANGEL OR DEVIL, BABY, IM YOUR GIRL!!!!!

My Arabesque Man
My Arabesque Man My arabesque man ignites my every desire. If he was mari-j, I couldn't get any higher. He's a true warrior that stand for all that is true and real. A very sophisticated man with a hint of thug appeal. My Man's 5'5", 155 lbs of solid mocha muscle. He doesn't mind working honestly in the land of the corporate hustle. He gives me what I need without a question. He mends my pain without one word mentioned. His love and respect for me is like no other. He's one of few left that honors his woman, as he, his mother. My legs never stop quivering from his intelligent conversation, He makes me feel sexy even when I know my hair "aint" happenin'. He adores every inch of my pale soft skin, I ask him what he loves about me? he says, "where do I begin?" I honestly thought good men was extinct, he has restored my faith, hallelujah, I believe. Seeing myself in his eyes, I love what I see, and I wept uncontrollably when he asked, "Will you marry me

The Little Girl By John Michael Montgomery
Her parents never took the young girl to church... Never spoke of His name... Never read her his word... Two non-believers walking lost in this world... Took their baby with them, what a sad little girl... Her daddy drank all day and mommy did drugs... Never wanted to play or give kisses and hugs... She'd watch the tv and sit there on the couch... While her mom fell asleep and her daddy went out... And the drinking and the fighting... Just got worse every night... Behind their couch she'd be hiding... Oh what a sad little life... And like it always does, the bad just got worse... With every slap and every curse... Until her daddy in a drunk rage one night... Used a gun on her mom and then took his life... And some people from the city took the girl far away... To a new mom and a new dad, kisses and hugs everyday... Her first day of Sunday School... Her teacher walked in... And a small little girl starred at a picture of Him... She sa

This Woman Knows Her Worth!!!!
This woman knows her worth My worth is unmentionable; You can NOT put a price on me Portuguese with God's love to proclaim. White skinned sista with hazel colored eyes. Oh yes we come in different colors, shapes, and sizes. A very proud woman, A true artifact of class. You could not rate me with a dirty coin. A dime piece?!!! PLEASE I will surely pass. I love and fear God, There's no shame in my game. Wont was a second ignoring a man calling me baby, ma, or shorty... My mother already gave me a name. You can't determine my being a woman from the wiggle in my behind, But do it by how I respect people whether they are cripple, crazy, or blind. For Jesus is love and he surely loves you and me. And for that, I love myself... I hope there are a few more sistas out there like me.

Pitiful!
I understand how little high school kids get a little thrill out of all this rating and friends lists crap but us more mature people? Well, I just have to laugh. Add me as a friend and then don't talk to me at all? That is just stupid. Is it that important that we have 1000 name friends list and all the ratings? Does it somehow validate our lives? If it does than we are in bigger trouble than I thought. Thankfully, I know what it's all about, but for the future. Don't even bother adding me if you are not interested in getting to know me or even taking the time to drop me a line from time to time. If your friends list size is a true measure of your life and you as a person, than you have some serious issues. Of course, that's just my opinion, I could be wrong.

A Woman's Dream & Fantasy!!!!!!
A Woman's Dream & Fantasy He has the body of a GOD Eye's of an Angel Lips out of this world A mind oh so Intelligent And oh so Sophisticated He is so deep It takes a real woman to understand And comprehend His spoken and unspoken words Conservative is what he is He knows when to not speak just a mere look says it all A look that can drive a woman insane A touch that makes a woman quiver A skin so silky and smooth He is every woman's Dream and Fantasy If I could comeback as anything, I wish it would be his tears... I mean what more can one want Other than to be conceived In his heart, Born in his eyes, Live on his cheeks, And Die on his lips!!!

Perfect Souls
If only you would allow me to hold you in my heart for just a moment,to taste your tears on my tongue,to let the light in your eyes and the warmth of your smile reflect upon my face.To grasp your soul and run with it and have you fully and completely trust that it will remain whole.To allow you to do the same,this would bring inner peace.I have searched this cold world for your warmth.Your dulled senses have finally opened and allowed my silent yet deafening cries through.I have willed you to come to me.Now that we are together.I believe that we are one perfect creature,yes the outside world if allowed to glimpse us would insist that we are. WADDA LODE OF SHIT

Dj Boogieroch - Emcee
MY NAME IS DJ BOOGIE/ JUST A YOUNG EMCEE/ WITH A BAD MEMORY/ I CANT SING, NOR RAP/ THE MORE I TRY TO RYHME /MY LINES MAKE SENSE NOT CRAP/ OUR FUTURE IS GOIN DOWN/ DONT BE SILLY,/ WE ALL LOOK LIKE CLOWNS/ PLEASE DONT FROWN/ IN LIFE THERE'S PLENTY OF ROUNDS/ SHOTS WILL BE FIRED/ ENEMIES WILL RUN, /WHO WILL FIND THE GUN?/ KIDS SELLIN DOPE ON THE STREETS/ IT TAKES LESS THAN 3 HEARTBEATS /THERES NO TIME TO SAVE LIVES/ WHEN WE LEAVE OUR FAMILY & OUR LOVING WIVES/ WEAPONS ARE NOT OUR PROTECTIONS/THEY LEAD US TO BAD CONNECTIONS

Blonde Pilot
Tale of a blonde pilot............. A blonde pilot decided she wanted to learn how to fly a helicopter. She went to the airport, but the o nly one available was a solo-helicopter. The instructor figured he could let her go up alone since she was already a pilot for small planes and he could instruct her via radio. So, up the blonde went. She reached 1,000 feet and everything was going smoothly. She reached 2,000 feet. The blonde and the instructor kept talking via radio. Everything was going smoothly. At 3,000 feet, the helicopter suddenly came down quickly! It skimmed the top of some trees and crash landed in the woods. The instructor jumped into his Jeep and rushed out to see if the blonde was okay. As he reached the edge of the woods, the blonde was walking out. "What happened"? the instructor asked. "All was going so well until you reached 3,000 feet. What happened then"? "Well," began the blonde. "I got cold, so I turned off the ceiling fan."

Fun
My back is blood, flesh, and bone. I bleed on the floor of my "home". Anotherhit for every drop. I wonder if you'll ever stop. I fall flat on my stomach, you kick me once, twice. I drift away in a sea of ice. But no, you see me drifting away. Into unconciousness where I would stay. And no, no that is no "fun" for you. So you call me back for more things to do! You tie me down and gag me tight. The horror you bring every night. You hurt me again and I want to curse.But if I do you'll make it worse. You beat me bloody, hurt me bad. If I fight back, you'll only get mad. then it hurts more. As you throw me to the floor.You're on top of my again before I can run. You want to have lots more "fun." I scream you "disgrace". I spit in your face. You break my jaw. You beat me raw.You reach up and grab a gun. I guess this means no more "fun."

Diz Iz All Bout Me
MY LIFE WAS CRAPPY/ EVERYONE CALLS ME SCRAPPY/ MY DAD WAS MY PAPY/ DONT BE SAD, GET HAPPY / I WAS A SPOILED CHILD/ LIFE WAS WORTH THE WHILE/ THE FURTHER IN LIFE I GOT/ THE LESS I HAD TO SMILE/ ONE DAY I ACTED LIKE A RULER/ DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL /LAST THING I NEEDED WAS BECOMIN A FAILURE /I GOT OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD/ BUT, I WAS NO ORDINARY GIRL/ IM JUST A LESBIAN,/ WHO DIDNT KNO/ WHO LOOKS LIKE A MAN,/ BUT, I'M OUT FOR SHO/ GO TO THE CLUB, /FIND A NEW HO/ GET A NEW BITCH,/ SCREW HER LEAVE HER IN THE DITCH

Post Preemptive
thanks to all of you sweet cherries for the words of advice and encouragement yesterday,im feeling much better thanks.thats about it for now,lots of new poems and other bs to follow later-muaaaaaaaaaaaah

The Dark Realm
Beyond the light shadows arise From somewhere in the darkness All the pain and misery Walls blank with starkness Beyond the call of sanity Where there is nothing I can find No one knows the meaning Of what is locked up in my mind Beyond the reach of sanity Lies a realm of hate and greed Someplace evil lurks When it has to feed Beyond the hope of imagination A place I can't quite seeWhen these feelings come I must hide from me Beyond the midnight moon In it's blackened sea I drown In the hopes to escape This meaningless life I've found

"trickle Down" Theory Of Economics?
Indian teachers "purify" students with cow urine Sat Apr 21, 2:50 AM ET Indian teachers sprinkled cow urine on low-caste students to purify them and drive away evil, reports said on Saturday, in a country where millions of people remain oppressed at the bottom of the ancient Hindu caste system. Upper-caste headteacher Sharad Kaithade ordered the ritual after taking over from a lower-caste predecessor at a school in a remote village in the western state of Maharashtra earlier this month, the Times of India reported. He told an upper-caste colleague to spray cow urine in a cleansing ceremony as the students were taking an examination, wetting their faces and their answer sheets, the newspaper said. "She said you'll study well after getting purified," student Rajat Washnik was quoted as saying by the CNN-IBN news channel. Students said they felt humiliated. Hinduism reveres the cow, and its dung is used in the countryside as both a disinfectant and as fuel. In 2001, Hi

I Am
I am.... Beneath the dust and cobwebs, heavily armored... I am... Crowded in, amongst my past transgressors, and my malevolent thoughts... I am... Filled with haunting echosloud, frightening,debilitating... I am... Straining to find some ease, within the constricting confinements left by others... (fed by me?)I am... Whispering (screaming), surviving in self-imposed solitude...yet.... praying to be rescued...I am...Here... I am here. and then again im always twisted in the head....

Man Gets 5,000 Calls For Youtube Posting
Mon Apr 23, 7:47 AM ET Ryan Fitzgerald is unemployed, lives with his father and has a little bit of time on his hands. So, he decided to offer his ear, to anyone who wants to call. After posting a video with his cell phone number on YouTube on Friday, the 20-year-old told The Boston Globe he has received more than 5,000 calls and text messages. Fitzgerald said he wanted to "be there," for anyone who needed to talk. "I never met you, but I do care," a spiky-haired Fitzgerald said into the camera on his YouTube posting. He planned to take and return as many calls he could, but on Monday at 5 a.m., his T-Mobile cell phone payment will begin charging him for his generosity when he is no longer eligible for free weekend minutes. "I haven't quite figured out what I'm going to do about it," he said. "Come Monday, no way I'm going to just hang up on people and say, 'I don't have the minutes.'" Fitzgerald, who said people consider him "easy to talk to," was inspired by Ju

God And Satan
Ok, so Biblically, God created the world, then rested, and Adam and Eve screwed up mankind's automatic chance for immortality by eating the forbidden fruit, encouraged by Satan. God created Satan, so therefore, God created evil. Or did he? At this point in time, I'm thinking that God AND Satan, worked together to create the universe. Either purposefully or accidentally. Just as there has to be light in the universe, there has to be darkness. Just as there's matter, there's anti-matter. Good and Evil. Thus the never ending struggle. Where do humans come into the picture? Perhaps we're just the bastard creations of both. Each individual, just pawns in Their game of good and evil, and the never ending struggle for superiority. Both sides would be happy. Evil would be happy just fighting (even itself), and Good would be happy, because it would have something to defend (either love, happiness, or both). The weapons would be different, but the fight the same. Either th

Torn
Im locked in a prison of my own despair I don't belong here. I'm not wanted out there im the rip in the family pictures side torn out of the masterpiece and cast aside. I cry in my room alone in the night I need your touch, your smile, your light, but instead I find you sitting there only cold shoulders and enraged stares. I wasnt to break free from all of this pain but Im trapped untill the demon of you hate is slain.Darkness is my fulfillment your light is insufficent. I desepratly need to be saved from the road of evil I slowly paved. I really need to be back in your arms shielded from my fears, and harms with things back the way that they were before I need someone to love me.

Demons In My Head
I sometimes dream fo sleeping thought the demons wreck the dream they fill me wtih reality.Its all just what it seems their shadows thunder over me,I feel them lure me in but so many broken pieces lie. Where else would they begin? The demons ate my dreams lastnight, they didnt ask me first it dosent matter anyway my dreams are all rehearsed. Even still they are my dreams and now their demon dinners and demons gnawed my trust anyway and chewed my hopes much thinner the demons love to hate the yearn to see me dead no wonder why im so currupt there are demons in my head.

Broken Hearts United.
She's from Oregon. I'm living in North Carolina. We met some two months ago here on CherryTap. She never wanted to fall in love again because she was had her heart broken before. So had I. But I was willing to take a chance. I'll admit that I moved pretty fast, but you have to understand two things about me: First of all, love is not a game to me...it's life to me. Second, when I go for what I want, I fight until I get it. This girl was worth fighting for. I'll say that it was rough going at first, but somehow I was able to win her over. Kally, if you are read this entry by the time you get on, I will have sent the link to a song just for you. Pay close attention to this song. It's my promise to you that you will never have to worry about a broken heart again.

Another Update
I just wanted to update you guys on what is going on with my mother on law. After the last entry, she did come off the vent for a day and a half. She was reintabated because of her difficulity in breathing. This Wednesday will be 3 weeks she has been on the vent so they now want to do a trechostomy, for thoes of you that dont know its putting a hole in her neck so that she may more easily come off the vent. Also, on Friday she develoed a severe deadly infection on her leg that required emergency surgury. They are certain that they got all the infection but she will have one more exploraty surgery this week and then a skin graph later in the week. So it seems to be a long drawn out process to getting her better. We are all exausted and trying everyday to cope with the situatuion. Please continue keeping my family in your thought and prayers. Love to all my friends. Thanks

:)
What a beautiful day :) Too nice to sit inside and miss it. I think I need to convince myself to go outside and then do my work tonight. I don't think it will really take that much to convince me... someone just push me out the door. :)

Haterz Beware
In the name of jesus-no weapon formed against me shall prosper-and everytime they rise against me,judgement thou shall be condemn-for this is the heritage of the service for the lord-and the rightiousness is of me!!!!!

How I Felt In A Relationship With A Cray Bitch
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

My Friend
There's a moth on the window, and it's looking at me, I'm wondering how much of me it can see. Can it see my fat thighs? My double chin? Can it see my rib-cage protruding through my skin? There's a moth on the window, and it's watching each step I take, I am wondering how many moves I should make. Can it see my stomach? My tires and rolls? Can it see my cheekbones? My paleness and hollows? There's a moth on the window, and it's spreading its wings, I am wondering how it sees, all these ugly things. Can it see my kilos? My back-side of doom? Can it see my sickness? My empty room? There was on moth on my window, but it's now flown away. I am wondering why that moth didn't stay. Did it see my fat thighs? My double chin? Did it see me kill myself to be thin?

The "outing"
So, we got back late Saturday night. I'm still tired. Health Food Bitch is still here but been talking to her daddy. Now, he wants me to go golfing with him this afternoon (I thought golf courses were closed on Mondays). Anyway, he wants me to meet some of his buddies. I hope he has a bottle of Jack in his golf bag, cause that's about the only way I'll play. This should be interesting. HFB is trying to get serious into this relationship. I may have to do something drastic. comments and opinions greatly appreciated. dusty It's 6:15pm, I've been on the golf course with three older men since 1p. I'm pooped, these guys don't drink. I told health food bitch when I walked in the door to rush a jack n' coke IV up to the office post haste. She thinks I should take a shower, wonder if she's game. back later dusty

Child Abuse
Whenever I hear about children being abused in one form or another, it hurts me. It hurts me as a human being because all life is precious to me. It hurts me personally because from the time I was born up until age 3 1/2 I was abused. As I type these words, the tears begin to well-up in my eyes because of what happened to me. No child deserves to be abused. Physical, mental or verbal...NO CHILD DESERVES THIS! I dedicate this video to those who have been there and I pray that another will not have to suffer as a lot of us had.

I Just Had The Urge To Go To Rocky
mmmm i just had some of the preshow music pop into my head hahahahah dadadada da mmm fucking trixie you little butt always turing people on with your damn show and to think i almost was a part of that damn kink fest if you guys had stayed on fucking forth street and gay land then id fucking be there every sateday getting my jollys and whatnot fucking dressing up like some sideshow hooker in a tralala trans ..ohhh damn i miss that everyone filing out after the preshow to sit on the sidewalk and smoke and chat and fucking hell be naughty if you want ..i wish i had the chance to be bad there lol the only thing i ever did was fucking make out with nikki i miss you you little juggernaught skank come visit me hahahaha ..ahhh but rocky is dead now ..its just not the same in that little hall at the queen mary all sad and sorrowful ... maybe one day we can have a good lingerie night on fourth street again next to the gay center have passerbyes honk and scream at the people dressed for bedroo

Just Songs I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear I need to tell you all about this little fear And how these moments drag on just like a year To look deep inside those eyes And feel just like I won first prize Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And We can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goe

A-2-z About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MichaelNickname(s): Anti Bart Michelob Mikey(bleh)Age: 34Birthday: 12-15-72Birthplace: San Bernardino,CalifCurrent Location: Gresham,OreEye Color: GreenHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'7Weight: 110Lefty or Righty: RightZodiac Sign: SagWhat Do You Drive: don'tScreenname: Antidepressant Superstar{---Favorites---}Color: Red & BlackNumber: 69(hehe)Band: Fleetwood MacMusic Genre: Oldies Alternative Punk Poppish Punk William ShatnerTV Show: Veronica Mars Lost CSI Movie: True Romance Garden State Leon Dawn Of The DeadActor: Nathan FillionActress: Natalie PortmanKind of Movie: anythingCartoon: ATHF Robot ChickenSport: none really but I watch Football now and thenFast Food Restaurant: Dairy QueenFood: Anything I don't CookIce Cream: Phish Food Chunky Monkey

One Of "those" Days
Ever had one of those days when you can't get out of bed, but you can't go back to sleep? When you're still pissed off at your lover for a fight you had two days ago but you still can't shake the pissed off feeling. Today is going to be just spiffy. One of those days where all you can do is second guess and the like. Then again I should be used to it by now. Depression does make these days come closer together. It also gives you insecure days where you're never sure your friends are your friends and if you lover really likes you, or that roof you conviently provide. Or why your ex has suddenly shown his face again practically knocking you senseless for a day or so. This is one of those days that makes you want to sit in the middle of a highway or at least play in traffic. But for some insane reason you want to keep busy... busy because you know if you sit still too long or idol on a thought that your wrists will look interesting and that little blue-green vein overly appealing

Kentucky Weather Sucks
Yesterday it was hot and muggy. Today it's cold and windy. Grrr.. This is why I hate spring here!! Damn weather should make up my mind already. I wanna put the cold-weather clothes up for the rest of the year! It's the end of April, it should be 70 degrees minimum by now! Anywho, nothing I can do to change it, just thought I would bitch for a minute. Carry on! LOL Later!

A Good Poem Of Encouragement
If you can live the life you believe in you will have everything you need to reach your dream. Just look in your heart and you'll find confidence in yourself and will make each challenge easier to face. . . You'll discover the hope that will keep you believing. . . you'll find an inner strength that will help you pass obsticles. . . and you'll see the happiness that's waiting for you if you keep trying. . . The struggle for any dream is always worth the effort, For in the struggle lies its strength and fulfillment. . . If you listen to your heart you will reach your dream.

Something Is Wrong Here!
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month fo

Manure....a True Story
Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported by >ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large >shipments of manure were common. > >It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when >wet, >but once water (at sea) hit it, not only did it become heavier, but the >process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is >methane gas. As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see >what >could (and did) happen. > >Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came below >at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! > >Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just >what was happening ! > >After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship >High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high >enough >off the lower decks so that any water that came into the >hold would not touch this volatile cargo and st

Old Detroit
You lived in or near Old Detroit if: You took a "moonlight cruise" to Bob-Lo with Captain Bob-Lo or went to Edgewater Amusement Park. You shopped at Hughes and Hatcher, B Siegel, Peck and Peck, Himelhoch's, Robert Hall, Crowley's, Shoppers Fair, EJ Korvettes or Federals. You remember the trolley cars that went along Jefferson Avenue into Detroit. You remember the Detroit Train Station. You remember shopping at J. L. Hudson's and you rode the elevators there, which were "run" by an elevator operator. You remember the world's largest flag that flew on the side of Hudson's in downtown Detroit. You remember a Winkleman's and Sanders store in your neighborhood. You remember the "Big Snow", Buffalo Bob, Howdy Doody, Clarabelle, Phineas T.Bluster, Princess Summer-Fall-Winter-Spring. You remember Twin Pines Dairy delivered milk and juice to the chute on the side of your house and Milky the Clown performed magic with the magi

Hmmmmm Me A Player,i Think Not
Recently it was brought to my attention by someone who was on my friends and family list that I am a player,I was called all kinds of names for going to meet this person, and lots of mean things were said, to those who think the same im sorry, i never meant to hurt anyone just be friendly and make a few new friends, Im not here to date anyone just to have a good time like anyone else.....

*day Dreams*
Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming, I love to daydream... Usually my dream starts out while I have a moment at the desk or I'm relaxing for a minute between work. You are in my daydream. It starts out with me watching you undress or better, I'm slowly undressing you. With each piece of peach colored flesh I reveal, I place warm, sweet kisses. I kiss all over...some deep some light and airy...my long hair is tickling you lightly as I work my way up from your calves, to your thighs and just lightly brush by your already swollen and aching pussy. You take in a quick breath of air as I bypass your hot box and take my tongue and glide up from your bellybutton to your two hard nipples standing at attention...begging to be licked and sucked. I roll them around with my tongue and feel you start to whimper. Flicking one with my tongue and gently squeezing your perfect tits. I kiss your hot mouth and nibble at your lower lip. I want to consume you! I roll you over on the bed and do the same

Good News!
Fruity cocktails count as health food, study finds WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- A fruity cocktail may not only be fun to drink but may count as health food, U.S. and Thai researchers say. Adding ethanol -- the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequila and other spirits -- boosted the antioxidant nutrients in strawberries and blackberries, the researchers found. Any colored fruit might be made even more healthful with the addition of a splash of alcohol, they report in the Journal of the Science of Food and Agriculture. Dr. Korakot Chanjirakul and colleagues at Kasetsart University in Thailand and scientists at the U.S. Department of Agriculture stumbled upon their finding unexpectedly. They were exploring ways to help keep strawberries fresh during storage. Treating the berries with alcohol increased in antioxidant capacity and free radical scavenging activity, they found. Any colored fruit or vegetable is rich in antioxidants, which are chemicals that can cancel out the cell-damag

Ding Dong The Bitch Is Gone
Yeah I went there. So this weekend Ryan & I stayed up at Kelly’s, to help with the move. Amy’s Gone Amy’s Gone, thank God. It’s really pathetic thou she had to borrow money from her ex husband, to pay the deposit and rent on her new place. Then had to have her brothers rent a u-haul b/c she doesn’t have money now that Kelly and her broke up. She through a fit when We told her that Kelly wasn’t paying to anything, for her moving out. Well they trashed the house the first day, And I mean trashed. Busted the crown molding in the stair case, broke the banister, put hole in the floor, and cracked so many tiles I lost count. And b/c we didn’t care we just wanted her out, Kelly gave her everything, All the beds, the computer desk, the computer, All the dressers, chest, toys for the girls. Then she called after they left on Saturday and said that she had stuff in, Emily, her daughter’s (Kelly’s step daughter) room, So we bagged it all up and had it ready to go. OH I forgot to menti

Driving Lesson No8
Hmmm Every week, despite my flaws, my driving instructor puts me into trickier and trickier situations. I've cocked up a couple of lane changes today, mainly because of the road situations I've been in. (Roads that I don't know and am unfamiliar with) I'm judging gaps far better though and getting away so much better at Give-ways, roundabouts, traffic signals etc without having to stop and go down into 1st. The wet roads didn't faze me though, and I was a bit nervous about driving in the lashing down rain. Suprised myself that I wasn't actually bothered about it. I was doing really well until about 45 minutes in and I lost the plot! OK I lost my gears... My one sticking point has always been 4th gear, I can never remember 4ths back and 3rds forward, I have always, at some point got them mixed up and made diabolical errors. He stuck me on the fast roads today, with lots of roundabouts so it was inevitable that 4th gear would bite me in the ass! Just totally threw me an

Fyi...
Hey all! I wanted you to know you can reach me on myspace.com as well. I have some of my work posted on my blog at myspace :) Or you can email me at: siranna_bast@yahoo.com www.myspace.com/vampiress2006 Stay Groovey!! xoxo ~ SB

Celebrity Emails From ,a,,to,,,z
A A1: a1@a1-online.com Ace of Base: AceofBase@arista.com Aqua: aqua@aqua.dk Ben Affleck: Ben@affleck.com Christina Aguilera: fanmail@christinamail.com Alan Alda: alda@pbs.org Alice In Chains: AICFC@speakeasy.org Kevin J. Anderson: Kevreb@aol.com Pamela Anderson: Pamela@pamelaandersonlee.com Brittany Andrews: brittanyandrews1@aol.com Kurt Angle: kurt@kurtanglewwf.com Ed Asner: 72726.357@compuserve.com B Backstreet Boys: feedback@backstreetboys.com Barenaked Ladies: BarenakedLadies@wbr.com Jeff Beck: JeffBeck@arista.com Bob Barker: price@www.cbs.com Beautiful South: beautifulsouth@beautifulsouth.co.uk Beavis: beavis@mtv.com Black Crowes Tbctaller@aol.com Blink 182: mark@loserkids.com Bloodhound Gang: lupus@bloodhoundgang.com Blue Oyster Cult: BOCfanclub@aol.com Bon Jovi: bonjovi@polygram.com Boston: bandmail@boston.org David Bowie: David@davidbowie.com Boyzone: boyzone@boyzone.co.uk Sandra Bullock: SandyB@aol.com George W. Bush: pre

My Contest Kicks Your Contest's Ass.
I am not in a contest. No need for me to beg for votes and/or comments or whatever the hell it is everyone who is in a contest needs. But I would win a large forehead contest easily.

Almost Had It All, Or Not
so i have this boyfriend. only one, i've nee been the kind of woman to cheat. i've been cheated on, but who hasn't? i thought that i had found a man that loved me, he asked me to wear his ring and i said yes. he asked if we would have sex everyday and i said yes. but that's not what has been happening. but i'm patient and i understood that he was stressed. but then i decided to make my own cherrytap, and wouldn't you know... i checked out his profile, cause i can. but i guess that's not a good idea, i read his blog. i guess i'm not really what he wants if he's telling people to hit him up if they think that their tight little ass could be what he wanted. I'm hurt and i dont know what to do. should i say something to him, or should i just keep it all inside?

If You Are Teking Part In The Email Campaing Make Sure U Are On My Friends List.......and Read The Plan As It Stands
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

Don't Forget To Vote For Me =)
/cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=401156&i=4146967101">http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=401156&i=4146967101" target=_blank>/cherrytap.com/image.php?u=401156&i=4146967101&tn=1">http://cherrytap.com/image.php?u=401156&i=4146967101&tn=1" border=0> Thanks to all of you. =) Mwah!! ~Cathie~

I Hit A Dog!
I was on my way to take my son's sheets to Head Start when out of now where, there's a dog in front of my car. I couldn't miss it so wammmmm, I hit it. It scared me, this is the first dog I have ever hit, I shed a few tears and continued to shake for about 30 mins. Thank goodness that it didn't do anything to my car, no blood or anything on it, but to bad for the dog, it shouldn't have been in the road. RIP little white doggy! RIP!

Puppy Size!
Puppy size! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration.. Just then Danielle came walking into the office. "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conv

Friends
Hello my name is david. I'm currently in baghdad Iraq doing PSD. I live in Marshall,TX and i work with the Army national guard. If you want to know more just write me I am a very friendly person and try to reach everyone as fast as possible oh and im happy single so ladies yep

Fun Weekend
Well, Saturday, my best friend turned 20 and her boyfriend and I had a surprise birthday party for her. I can't believe she never figured it out and she ended up crying when she walked into the house and saw everyone standing there and me with the cake. We ended up getting totally shitfaced and it was awesome.

Waht Ya Think
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Wiccan. Wiccans are very nice people,You love to help people and use everything and anything natural around you to heal people and animals.Wiccan80%Witch60%Vampyric55%Dark50%Satanic20%How Dark Are You (pictures included)created with QuizFarm.com

2 Poems To Stir The Heart
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

All Familly An Friends Of Fish,please Add Me
Seeking Friends all Family + Friends of Lord_Fish_Wolf ,please add me. Just here for Fun,as myspace is getting boreing.Lord_Fish_Wolf won the Bet so here I am.The Goal is to catch up to him

Moving On
Well to some of my close friends, you may have noticed that i havent been around much. Cause I've been out of town, in Maryland. Well I have to make some changes in my life and I've met the perfect person to help me do just that. I will be leaving everything that I have known my whole life, but I will be making a better one. I will be moving to Maryland in 5 weeks.I will be in Cambridge. So during this time I wont be on much, but mark my word, I WILL BE BACK!

Is It Time Yet
When you want time to pass quickly it doesn't but when you need it to slow down, well it says screw you. In the past few weeks time passed way to quick. I forgot to call friends and make plans for their special days. But then when you have problems with health it is hard to remember things. In June I will be traveling. I am going to Texas for about 3 days and then to Michigan for about a week and a half. I am going to see my children. And in the time between now and then I will be packing up the house because I will be moving soon. My room mate has done nothing to help pack. Their crap is everywhere and believe me most of it is broken crap. I on the other hand will be having a yard sale this weekend to get rid of things I don't use anymore. I am amazed how quickly we accumalate materialistic things. So far this year I have kept that to a minimum. I have only been buying clothes to replace the old ones and person supplies. This year has been changes all around. I got ri

I Am Losing My Mind
Ok, this insomnia thing's gotta stop before I start mixing Diet Pepsi and milk. I can tell I'm getting older because the vampyre lifestyle is starting to show, complete with Peter Murphy eyes. Yes, I look like warmed-over death and tripping over carpet fuzz isn't exactly the way I want to spend my day. So, suggestions that don't include severe inebriation or massive amounts of drugs are welcome with open, loving arms. HELP ME!!!!

My Horoscope Today
An off-the-wall idea could indirectly add some snap to your romantic prospects. This is how the universe sends you suggestions, so pay attention to even the most outlandish ideas that cross your mind. You never know! My question to this one is>>>>What romantic prospects!!! Show me!!!!

U Never Know
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly,made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain, and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation,and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible. "She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit..."

Okay, So I'm Outta That Contest...
Okay so I think that I'm out of the hottest milf contest... with only 2 days to go and down by 1700... I'm going to focus on my new contest... So anyone who wants to help out!!! I appreciate everything everyone has done... You have been amazing! Well if you want to help me with this new contest I'd appreciate it. It doesn't really have a theme, but it seems to be everyones favorite pic in this one...

Quote For April 23
When any government, or any church for that matter, undertakes to say to its subjects, This you may not read, this you must not see, this you are forbidden to know, the end result is tyranny and oppression no matter how holy the motives. -- Robert A. Heinlein Bonus Quote: "Emotion: Agitation or disturbance of mind; vehement or excited mental state." It is also a powerful and irrational monster. And from what Magenta and Columbia eagerly viewed on their television monitor, there seemed little doubt that Janet was, indeed... its *slave*. -- The Criminologist Rocky Horror Picture Show This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Wwe Results Recap, What Bugs Me & W2w4 (what To Watch For)
Welcome to another edition of Bethea’s Byte! This week we have new Champions, and a Giant of a problem. I’ll explain what’s bugging me about this Giant a bit. Also I’ll have a cheap plug or two for Stone Cold Steve Austin’s new movie “The Condemned.” Right now, let’s get down to business. RAW Santino Marella def. Umaga to win the Intercontinental Championship. Does anyone know who Santino Marella is? World's Greatest Tag Team def. Ric Flair & Carlito. Frustrations are kicking in for the Southpaw from San Juan. Is he losing his cool? Johnny Nitro def. Eugene. No surprise here folks Torrie Wilson wins a WWE Diva Fashion Show. WWE Women’s Champion Melina took exception to that and attacked Torrie after the contest. Mickie James and the other Divas eventually got rid of the Champion. Melina and Mickie James will do battle for the Women’s Championship at Backlash. Lance Cade def. World Tag Team Champion Jeff Hardy. The Hardys will defend against Cade and Trevor

Application
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you have sex (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._____________________ 2._____________________ 3._____________________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous__ When is the best time to

Club Whoriing Iit Thiis Weekend.. ((as Kyle Would Say))
OK SO FRiiDAY NiiGHT, ME, jjENNY, CHRiiSSY && AMANDA ALL WENT TO THE CLUB.. WE HAD A GOOD TiiME, WE WERE DANCiiNG ON THE BAR, AROUND THE POLES.. GOT MAD((MAD MEANiiNG ALOT OF)) ATTENTiiON ((ii POSTED SOME PiiCTURES)) iiT WAS GREAT!! WE GOT ALOT OF FREE DRiiNKS ALL NiiGHT.. iiT WAS A GOOD TiiME. SATURDAY NiiGHT ((ALL BUT CHRiiSSY)) WE HiiT THE CLUB AGAiiN FOR A WET- T-SHiiRT CONTEST..... NO COMMENT ON THAT, AND SORRY NO PiiCTURES, WE WANTED TO TAKE PiiCS, BUT THE BOUNCER WOULDN'T LET =( iiT'S ALL GOOD, ONCE AGAiiN WE GOT MAD DRiiNKS, DANCED ON THE BAR AROUND THE POLES, AND HAD A GOOD TiiME!! SO YESTERDAY WAS JUST A RELAXiiNG DAY.. SPENT THE DAY AT MY MOMS, MY LiiTTLE SiiSTER TOOK MY SON TO WATCH A MOViiE ((MEET THE ROBiiNSONS)), AND WE jjUST RELAXED, DRANK A FEW BEERS, AND HAD A BBQ.

Drama
well good morning so i recently have had some issues with a close personal friend of mine that lead to some changes in my life which are my problems so jus tto let u all know that if u dont want to talk to me about them then please dont ask i have drama but what person with kids and exes doesnt and oh yeah and a different sexual prefrence then most have heard off im bi get over it its my concern thanks for being my friend and if thawts over hten so be it bye bye

Heaven And Hell!!!!!!!!!
to any and all friends and family out here at CHERRY TAP.......... what a great time it was yesterday!!!!!!!! to any and all who went to see the HEAVEN AND HELL CONCERT.........it was great!!!! with MACHINEHEAD, MEGADETH, AND the one and only RONNIE JAMES DIO with BLACK SABBATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was invited by my friend Justin Harris......with out him being so kind as to think of me when he got the tickets..... i might have been there last night!!!!!! our tickets had us sitting in SECTION 2.......ROW 27......SEATS 6 AND 7!!!!!! it was so great!!!!!!!!! so to any and all who read this .....PLEASE post a comment here about it!!!!! Thanks!!!!!

This Weekend.
So this past weekend myself and Chris met the craziest coolest person in the world. We got to hang with him and his best friend and they are some funny ass dudes. I expected quiet and shy and instead we got crazy, loud, and funny. Good fuckin’ times at a great show!

Someone's Standing On My Chest
Starving searching this barren wasteland Trying to grasp being this alone Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest Dying I'm asphyxiating myself I kill myself Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone The lights are on and I wish I was home My lips are screaming pretty nothings My ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words I need actions Hope as left me fucking shattered Someone's standing on my chest Alone would be a pleasant change from here How do you gauge loneliness? How you ever felt so alone? It feels like the light will never reach me here I am choking back my longing for shed tears So strangulated by my lonesome fears Please don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe It only hurts when I breathe (when I breathe) This only hurts every time I breathe.

Check Your Driver's License
I thought I should pass it along. Check your driver's license. Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all!! Thanks Homeland Security! Where are our rights? I definitely removed mine. I suggest you do the same. Go to the website and check it out Just enter your name, city and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked, "Please Remove." This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. http://www.license.shorturl.com/

Same Old Shit
well here they come again .. the same ones that had such a problem with me are back at me again lol get a fucking life people...if ya dont like me or anything i do STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE...if ya dont like me or something i have done , then stay away. simple as that...if ya got nothin better to do im sorry but... you know who you are im being nice here..as you know there are a few things i could say as well so lets be adult here and act accordingly..thank you....T

The Rabbit & The Blonde
A man is driving along a highway and sees a rabbit junp out across the middle of the road. He swerves to avoid hitting it, but unfortunately the rabbit jumps right in front of the car. The driver, being a sensitive man and an animal lover, pulls over and jumps out to see what has become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, the rabbit is dead. The driver feels so awful that he begins to cry. A beautiful blonde woman driving down the highway sees a man crying on the side of the road and pulls over. She steps out of the car and asks the man what's wrong. "I feel terrible,! " he explains, "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The blonde says, "Don't worry." She runs to her car and pulls out a spray can. She walks over to the limp, dead rabbit, bends down, and sprays the contents onto the rabbit. The rabbit jumps up, waves its paw at the two of them and hops off down the road. Ten feet away the rabbit stops, turns around and waves again, he hops down the road anot

Im Over This Shit
IM SICK OF THE BULL SHIT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND ALL THE SHIT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE SUMONE THAT THEY REALLY ARENT AND END UP CRUSHING SUMONE THAT THEY SAID THEY LOVED WELL ITS LIKE I SAY LOVE COMES AND GOES JUST LIKE THE WIND BLOWS....AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS DAMM SITE IM KEEPING MY PAGE HERE BUT NOT GONNA BE ON IT MUCH ANYMORE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE MY YAHOO U CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE AND FOR THE ONES THAT DONT WELL I GUESS UR SHIT UTTA LUCK MAYBE IF I THINK U YOU WORTH TALKING TO ANYMORE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT MAYBE IF YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE MY YAHOO ID I JUST MIGHT GIVE IT TO YOU BUT TILL THAT HAPPENS GOOD BYE

20 Things To Do To Stay Sane
20 things to do to stay sane 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical

Tax Laws For 2007
TAX LAWS FOR 2007 WAY TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: Are there penalties for early withdrawal? Do multiple partners count as a corporation? Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: ; Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Wax Is Not Your Friend!!!!
THIS WAS FORWARDED TO ME FROM A FRIEND! YOU WILL LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!! > Now this is funny!! I hope none of you have tried this??????????/ > >> >> >> WAX is NOT YOUR FRIEND!!!! >> >> >> >> This is funny! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud . . . I < BR>>>laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! >> >> All hair removal methods have tricked women with their >> promises of > >>easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now . . . >>the wax. >> >> My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix >>dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring >>painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the >>waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my >>demise: the bathroom. >> >> It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of >>hot wax, you must rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm >>and you peel t

Do U Ever Stop And Think?
do u ever think? i do i sit and think all the time about the times in my life and what has happend good, and bad. like for example, in 1980 i was in a snow mobile accident, i had six factured ribs, a collasped left lung, a ruptured spline, and a ruptured bladder. and a broken pelvis bone. your probably saying holy shit how is this guy alive? well i often ask myself that. i still have some every day after effects that i live with but other then that im doing ok. so just when you think u have it bad in your life, stop and remember this. there is allways someone who has had it worse then u. and im thankful to be alive. which i am. and i thank god every day for the reason im here, just remember that life is to precious don't waste it, and don't throw it away.

Update On The Dog Kietha ( Name Means Flaming Arrow In Lakota )
This morning around 5am ( 4/23 ) i was woke up by the two dog's ( Koda and Kietha ) barking thinking thay needed to just go out to potty I got up and dressed and took them out..Guess I should have turned the cameras on cause we had a prowler....And the frist to chase him off?...Yep you guessed it..Kietha is up and running ,A little wobbly but she is doing real good right now. Boy is that vet going to be suprised but thats another reason why I refused to just put her down...just incase it was a bad spell. I really belived she was done her time had come but I guess with all the prayers you all sent her helped..Thank You..It may sound crewl but with two years of this I was truly praying Kietha would pass in her sleep...surounded by Koda and Willow ( the kitten ) I just dont know how much more her nore I can take of these spells but this was the worst one and Reaux ( the vet ) and I both thought was going to be the last one.. Thank You All Soooo Much Fore all Your Prayers...

Another Year Older
well here goes another year down the tubes. yep friday i'll be another year older , omg. yeah i sit here and wonder what my day will be like, probably like anyother boring as hell around here with nothng to do and no money to do it with. i wonder if my friends will even remember that its my birthday? it will be a greta day i suspose no matter what. as im very lucky to be alive, from the things that have happened in my life i take each dayand treasure it as it were my last. if your reading this then you are probably one of my frineds

Limelight
Friday night was the first time I’ve performed any of my ‘solo’ efforts in public and when I say public, I mean more than two people in my living room. A friend of mine from another local band has been writing acoustic stuff for about a year, mainly things that his band couldn’t work into band type songs, so he decided to do them by himself. This was his six or seventh gig (he’s getting quite popular) and he asked me if I wanted to fill the remaining support slot. I’ve been fucking around with some ‘sound-scapes’ (which is a wanky art bollocks term for making noises) for a while now, and he’d heard some of them and quite liked them. Either that or he believed I should be punished for some indiscretion. So there I was, at 7pm on Friday night, sound-checking for stuff I’ve NEVER done in public. Holleee Shitballs. The first thing I realised was exactly how much shit was required to make these noises. My ‘home studio’ (a BOSS 8-track digital recorder), 2 electric basses, one electro-ac

From Kate Bbw Coed, Nice One Girl:):)
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parent

Sad But Oh So True
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to ge

Monday Morning Ramblings
Well, this was the big weekend, all to myself, I had a plan, and a backup plan. Apparantly I needed a backup backup plan. Saturday morning I worked, then about halfway thru, My alpha plan called and said that their kids came down with chicken pox. Which meant that I wanted nothing to do with them, because I have never had them, and didnt want to now. I fear the pox. Then my other friend cancelled on me, his gf got out of work, so they were having dinner, since they rarely get a weekend night off together. I totally understood what he was saying. So I then tried to talk my ex out of making my son go see her, but she wouldn't budge. He hasn't been up there in awhile, and she had plans. (Which my son said sucked by the way) I didn't bother mentioning how Sebastian has blown me off the last two times he was supposed to come down. So I then tried to get in touch with my friends who tend to get me in trouble, but nobody returned calls. So on my all alone Saturday, I was all alone

Whisper
I want to leave this place Just to get away and feel the breeze upon my face And just be myself By leaving this place behind and everything else. As i sit here in this chair I feel this emptiness inside my soul Praying that questions will be answered for the stories in my life untold As i stare out my window thinking about my past I think of how i use to be and why it didnt last Everyday I walk around with a fake smile Knowing that the pain inside of me will hurt only for a little while Sometimes when i'm alone i want to cry And other times i want to crawl inside myself and die As i think to myself I feel that i will never grow up, never containing my insanity And let-n go of the pain that is holding on inside of me.

Fuel For The Fire
the fire in my heart grows stronger with every sweet word from you.the heat fills my soul,with sweet memories of the softness of your touch,the sweet smell of your hair,feeling your heart pound as we lay together.the light shows me the path of happiness,i wish to walk with you till the end of time.

Missing Her So
Hello there this is Lizelle, I just wanted to say again thank you for the love and support and cheer that I received this past week over the passing of Joanie. I have chatted with a few of you here and I have gotten to know how she was doing during our split. I know that she loved me very much and I also know that she was trying to change for me. I wish now I had never had the fight with her and made those stupd demands of her. I knew she was a wild and free spirit after we met and in hindsight what I was asking her to do was not fair to her or to me, because if she would have changed she would not be the woman I fell in love with. As I said before I will leave this site up in her memory for the time. I gave her godfather the ability to take care of the site. I still have problems coming here and I try not to stay to long when I am here. I am sorry if I do not answer most messages because I dont know if they are for me or Maurice or even Joanie at times. I cannot accept any frien

One-day Blog Silence
Silence can say more than a thousand words. This day shall unite us all about this unbelievable painful & shocking event and show some respect and love to those who lost their loved ones. On April 30th 2007, the Blogosphere will hold a One-Day Blog Silence in honor of the victims at Virginia Tech. More then 30 died at the US college massacre. But it´s not only about them. Many bloggers have responded and asked about all the other victims of our world. All the people who die every day. What about them? This day can be a symbol of support to all the victims of our world! All you have to do is spread the word about it and post the graphic on your blog on 30th April 2007. No words and no comments. Just respect, reflect and empathy. Spread the word about this event

This Is New
the is all new to me but its great to find new sites i like most things en dislikes sum things to,im mad so iv been told im game for a laugh,i have a gd sens of humour,thats y i get on with ppl heres sum think for u guys out there lol ashes to ashes dust to dust if it was,nt for women ur ding dong wud rust lmao m so sorry but im not bi or a lesbian so sorry

This The Shit. By 2 Pac
The Power of a Smile The power of a gun can kill and the power of Fire can Burn The power of wind can chill and the power of the mind can learn The power of anger can rage inside until it tears u apart But the Power of a Smile especially yours can heal a frozen Heart Love Within a Storm We mad love within a storm in the midst of passion and chaos somewhere, somehow our true bond of friendship was lost In the eye of the storm The rain always falls harder Those who prevail this trauma will learn 2 bring their love farther But now the storm has passed and the seas of our friendship R calm But as long as I live I will remember the love within the storm What Can I Offer Her? All of my life I dreamed of meeting one with immense beauty, and once I found her I would charm her and she'd be mine forever I have found her and indeed she is all I wished for and more but she is not charmed nor intrigued. Then I think 2 myself "What can I offer her?" The

My Dream
My dreams search to discover places I need to be carrying me far away providing shelter from this stormy sea. Grasping the smiles, the laughter all the joys that come my way creating an illusion that fills my empty day. My dreams give me hope and protects my every thought helps me to endure the pain this life has brought. Frequently I cast away across the sea I sail never disappointing me my dreams never fail. Keeping me safe and free of despair my dreams have a way of taking me there. Never putting off the unknown pleasure that awaits accepting the wondrous joys that my dream creates. Across the raging sea to a better place the sadness that took control is what my dreams erase.

Today Is My Surgery!!!!yuck
Today at 9 am cst I am going in for my surgery so I may not be online for a day or two...All depends on how I feel afterwards...If any cherries of my contest win please let me know...And I will try to get them there prize as soon as I can.....Shayne

About Me?!
1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with...will it mean anything? jay i hope & yeah 2. Do you sleep with the TV on? Not usually 3. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle? yes 4. Do you think you're old? nope :) 19 isnt old :) 5. Are you afraid of the dark? nope 6. Do you like your life right now? yes only one thing would make it better I7. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? couple nights ago in a hotel 8. Do you knock on wood? Sometimes :} 9. Do you have good vision? nope! 10. Can you hula hoop? NO 11. Could you ever forgive a cheater? Once maybe 12. Do you have a job? yes 13. Are you friends with your ex? some of them 14. What are you wearing? just a tshirt 15. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school? No 16. Have you ever crawled through a window? Yep 17. *Censor* I dont get it? 18. Can you handle the truth? mostly 19. What was the most recent thing you bought

Ugh
zack and I were outside all day yesterday, it was like 80 degrees and we both got sunburn on our faces and arms but then I ended up having heat exhaustion, i was really dizzy, I had a headache, I was nausous and I was extemely tired but the good thing about this is when I was working in my garden I found a ring sticking out of the mud and I also found alot of old things way down in the mud, Im going to keep digging around to see if I can find anything else since this house is really old it was built like 1925 so hopefully I can find other things.

You've Waited So Long
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside

The Passing Of Noah
This was Noah ... Noah became my constant companion during the writing of SpiritFlight. This is his only claim to fame, and eventual immortality. When I was collecting the essays which would eventually go in to SpiritFlight. He would chatter at me for attention. Over time, whenever he heard my voice he would chew on the bars of his cage and squeal at me, until I gave him a carrot. I will not say I trained him, I think he trained me. WE became such good friends that he got a separate notice in the Author's box in my book, SpiritFlight Yesterday, just as I was about to head out for work, I just noticed that the finch did not have water. I called out to the kids to make sure that the birds had water, and to check Noah's water. When my second oldest girl checked Noah's water bottle I noticed that Noah, who was laying in the cage behind his igloo did not move. This was more then unusual for him. Hearing my vice should have sent him into squeals of carrot appeal. I poked my f

Love By Khalil Gibran
Love Then said Almitra, 'Speak to us of Love.' And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant;

A Lover's Call Xxvii By Khalil Gibran
Where are you, my beloved? Are you in that little Paradise, watering the flowers who look upon you As infants look upon the breast of their mothers? Or are you in your chamber where the shrine of Virtue has been placed in your honor, and upon Which you offer my heart and soul as sacrifice? Or amongst the books, seeking human knowledge, While you are replete with heavenly wisdom? Oh companion of my soul, where are you? Are you Praying in the temple? Or calling Nature in the Field, haven of your dreams? Are you in the huts of the poor, consoling the Broken-hearted with the sweetness of your soul, and Filling their hands with your bounty? You are God's spirit everywhere; You are stronger than the ages. Do you have memory of the day we met, when the halo of You spirit surrounded us, and the Angels of Love Floated about, singing the praise of the soul's deed? Do you recollect our sitting in the shade of the Branches, sheltering ourselves from

Rant
Hi all you cherries Today in the U.K is St Georges day, I dont know if the U.S has a patron saint probably not as your a Protestant country and not R.C. But i digress why is today not a bank holiday? Ireland have st Patricks day off, the welsh have st Davids and scotland has St Andrews all 3 countries celebrate the saints days but we dont, the english flag of st George is frowned upon and is regarded as a racist symbol i display a st georges cross on my leathers because im english and proud of it, not because i,m a racist some of my best freinds are scousers(joke)i have nothing against anyone of any race creed or colour and i,m sure neither do most intelligent people, I do hate the current trendof we cant do this because it might offend the muslims, indians, gays etc etc. Its my country my saint and if I want to celebrate i should be allowed to.

Thanks
I want to just thank everyone for the rates and the comments. Everyone make this place happen and make everyone feel welcomed.It is one of the best places I know to be on a lonely day or night.Thanks to my sister Hope for turning me onto it. THANK YOU!!!

Us Marines
US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan

Help From Bees..!!!
A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What seems to be the problem"? "I'm out of gas." The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed. "What did you put in my gas tank"? Suppose to be a picture here with a BEE pissing in a bucket...

This Weeks Pimp Out(april 23 Till April30)
Here comes Cherries!!!!!! from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week. There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out. also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!! THIS WEEK THERE WILL BE 4 CHERRIES PIMPED OUT!!!! this weeks males pimp out.... Achilles@ CherryTAP surely the best of friends that is there for you to bring a smile to your face. and..... LarryB@ CherryTAP a very sweet man who is always there for you when you need him. someone who knows the true cherry-spirit. and our females pimp out.... Sweet Poison~~Club Fantasia Bartender~~@ CherryTAP a very sweet girl whom i enjoy talking to on regular bases. show her some love and you'll find out what sweetness there can be found in a lady and..... ~Sexy~: fan me & rate my profile B4 U add me Please@ CherryTAP OMG!!! AND SHE IS SEXY!!!!!! MMMMM yes yes sorry i'll stop drooling when you will show her some love hehehe. these are friends that are there for you and

The Truth If I Ever Heard It..!!
Three Arkansas surgeons were playing golf together and discussing surgeries they had performed. One of them said, I'm the best Surgeon in Arkansas . In my favorite case, a concert pianist lost seven fingers in an accident, I reattached them, and 8 months later he performed a private concert for the Queen of England. The second surgeon said. "That's nothing. A young man lost an arm and both legs in an accident, I reattached them, and 2 years later he won a gold medal in track and field events in the Olympics. "The third surgeon said, "You guys are amateurs. Several years ago a woman was high on cocaine and marijuana and she rode a horse head-on into a train traveling 80 miles an hour. All I had left to work with was the woman's blonde hair and the horse's ass. I was able to put them together and now she's running for President

22 Apr 2007
well, the sox swept the yanks in a 3 games series for the first time in 17 years! they also had 4 home runs in a ROW in sunday's game, manny ramirez, j.d. drew, mike lowell then jason veritek! then lowell hit another homer with 2 on base for the win, awesome game and weekend. they start a 2 game series against the blue jays tomorrow. standby for the next update tuesday night.

Animals, They Give Me Soooo Much To Write About
Good Morning and how are you today? I am ok for a Monday. A Monday it is and no shortage of goofy news to report, actuallt so much that I will just give a tiny-bit of it now In April, two Labrador retrievers (Lucky and Flo) sniffed out another shipment of pirated DVDs (worth about $435,000) in a building in Petaling Jaya, Malaysia. It was at least the second such bust since mid-March, when the U.S. Motion Picture Association of America loaned the dogs to Malaysian authorities because they can detect the polycarbonate and unique chemicals in the discs. So successful are Lucky and Flo that an unspecified crime gang has reportedly put out a contract on them. Can you believe that anyone in their right mind would put out a contract on a couple of doggies? I mean what are they going to poison their kibble? Hey boy, come here and get the rat poison doggie biscuit. I am not making this up [Agence France-Presse, 4-1-07] the next story is even to bizarre for me who I am a hunter as well but, u

Cherrytap Toolbar (unofficial)
I'm normally very much against toolbars as they hide spyware and trojans (as a network manager I have to test these things so I know first hand). This includes Alexa, Gator, Excite, Yahoo!, search assistance, and even Google. So when I heard of a Cherrytap toolbar I was very skeptical. Well, it's a great tool, no spyware. So below is the link if anyone wants to install it. It's for both Firefox and I.E. http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com

Ct
I must apologize if I don't respond to you, indeed, i'm a french guy, living on his island in the middle of indian ocean, and i discovered CT a few months ago, and becomming more and more CTholic, hi hi.. anyway, couldn't find yet how to respond, the bulletin is something i don't understant at all,lol soplease, if you wanna write me. excuse me if i take time for responding.

Horoscope - Cherry Tap For April 23
THIS WAS MY POSTED HOROSCOPE ON CHERRY TAP FOR APRIL 23, 2007. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM. NO MATTER HOW HARD THE TASK, OR THE PROBLEM IN FRONT OF ME, I PUSH PAST WITH MY INNER STRENGTH. HOROSCOPE: Strength and confidence are two of your greatest assets, especially when it comes to tackling challenges that fall in your path. You're more than prepared for the task -- let your humor and patience do the rest.

Beauty
There once was a girl, she had no name. What she had was a beautiful heart and an amazing soul. Her eyes shone like the brightest star, her smile warmed like the sun; her words made music, her voice so sweet, it was as if God Himself had dripped honey in her throat. She sat in the dark, cold cellar. No one saw her beauty, for alas she was given a mask that was flawed. Her eyelids drooped , she had a hare lip, her cheeks scarred from birth ; she walked with a limp, for one leg had outgrown the other and so she was banished so that she may not taint her family. Her skin so soft that it felt like silk and her hair so thick and black it made a raven go green. She looked out the window and through the dirt caked pane she saw the moon and wished she was as beautiful as her. One night she sang her sweet sad song as the welts from the lashings glowed bright, and as the bitter cold descended with the snow, she smiled through her tears, for she knew she was to be taken, to spend an e

Back To Tornado Alley
Well another 2 week trip to Oklahoma. I hate going to Oklahoma - miss my family, my friends and my Baby. I had a wonderful weekend at home with everyone - I have some of the very best friends and the greatest family in the world.

Hey All!
Hey all how r ya:P?im comming to you live from my laptop:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!!!!!Well im moveing once again in 2 weeks to my very own place...but its room and board and i pay 250$a month and all i have to pay for is my food and thats about it:D!Yep:PWorks good....life is great....but right now my rooamtes bug the hell outta me and they were supose to tell me that im supose to move out a month ago but they never told me untill 2 weeks ago!ya thats what got me pissed off even more with them......first they invaded my private space and now this....well i forgot to tell them that i found a apt for us and its not even far......woops! ah well....well thats whats been goin on with me really:Pand look at this-------------------------------------------------------------> This is me now:P:D:D:D:D:Dwell im goin to go so ill talk to u all la8ter and ill take pics of my new place for you all:Dso ill "catch you on the flip side"

Her First Communion
If you want to see a few pics of my daughters first communion, I just posted them. You see my moms and my babygirl and of course some of the people close to my heart..to bad not all could make it :-) Enjoy the pics and leave some comments... Alexa aka Moet

Quiz Number 1 !!! Nsfw Answer Ok
BTW ya can copy and paste in a message IF ya prefer to keep private ,,,i am easy going if ya prefer just maily want answers !!! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have

Attention Deficient Hyperactivity Disorder (adhd)
ADHD seems more like an excuse for parents to prescribe their children with Ritalin in order to keep them calm, instead of actually giving it to the children that need it. 50% of cases are misdiagnosed, usually because of the pressure parents and teachers put on the doctors to ensure that children can be controlled.Effects of Ritalin include sleep problems, loss of appetite, irritability, nervousness, stomach aches, headaches, dry mouth, blurry vision, nausea, dizziness, drowsiness, tics, hypersensitivity, anorexia, heart palpitations, blood pressure and pulse changes, cardiac arrhythmia, anemia, scalp hair loss, and psychosis, as well as some more extreme effects, abnormal liver function, cerebral arthritis, leukopenia, and death. (Nutrition Health Center).I believe that drugs should be considered as a last resource. ADHD children do well when: they have a stable environment, with one-on-one attention, they have a routine structured into their lives, they are in a situation that is

Fff & Cg/cb.....
Alright yes i am in another contest.. come everyone i need your vote for the Sexiest eyes. Contest is open right now and runs throw Sunday afternoon. I could use all the help I can get. LUVS to everyone http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=207263&i=2693967881

Beauty's Deception
The media has influenced many people to try to look attractive, and often people's self-esteem is hurt. Yet, the average girl is usually more attractive then their favourite actresses, singers, and the models covering billboards to advertise clothes and make-up. Here's a look at the amount of work it takes to edit one photo: All you need is a photo and a computer: And this is the reason why we often see nothing men, dating really gorgeous women:

Sexism
I realize that I can just go on and on about women's rights, but most of us can point out many examples about sexist attitudes towards women. I, however, am going to explore the topic about the sexism towards men. Here are some examples of how the our society is sexist towards men: -Females are now allowed to wear pants, which they weren't allowed to do back when. Yet, society norms do not allow men to wear skirts or dresses unless they call it a kilt. -Males are looked down upon if they wear make-up to enhance their features or hide their flaws, yet women have the right to. -Many bars and clubs have 'Ladies Night' allowing the women to enter freely and giving them special discounts that the men do not receive. -In court order, women usually win custody of the children, even if the man can provide and be a more loving/caring parent for the children. -Men are more likely to get jobs that damage their physical health. -Homosexual or bisexual women is viewed as positive,

What We Want More Deeply Than Winning.
When our relationship is in conflict, we may think that our partner always has the last word. We think it would feel good, just once, to come out on top. If our relationship is like a poker game, the winner takes all. We scramble to be the winner at almost any cost. If our partner wins, we feel like the loser. If we score a point, then our partner feels like the loser. In the end, if either one has lost, what have we won? Certainly not serenity. What do we really want in our relationships? Do we want to stay in the fight until we score the final knockout? No. We want companionship and connection. To get beyond the game, one partner must stand up and say what she or he wants more deeply than winning. When we stand in favor of communication, our relationship improves. Name what you really want in your relationship, and see the simple solution, honest communication.

What I Want In A Man
I like a confident man,I hope to find someone who wants the same things out of life as I do...security, experiences, trust,romantic, partnership, family and friendship. Someone with similar interests but then differences are good. A person who has a good sense of humor and can make me laugh. (Laughter is the best medicine to cure the difficulities of life.Smile every one warms your heart.....PLZ SIGN GUEST BOOK FIRST,TY WINKS,,AND IF YOU REALLY WANT MY ATTN, OR HEART,,,SMILES,, SEND ME MUSIC TO csexyblonde@gmail.com,,,no rap or metal plz ty ..smiles,LOVES MIXES LOVE SONGS N BLUES,,HINT LOl...hey read my blogs and learn alot about me ..winks *****P.S. I love the outdoors or dress to the nines and go out to dinner,,I LOVE LIFE and the LORD

John Kerry: Wtc Building 7 Was A Controlled Demolition
2004 Presidential Candidate Says Weakened Building Was Brought Down Based on Danger Posed to Surroundings Aaron Dykes / JonesReport | April 22, 2007 Senator John Kerry was questioned concerning 9/11 during an appearance at Book People in Austin, Texas. Members of Austin 9/11 Truth Now asked Kerry about the officially unexplained collapse of WTC Building 7." Kerry responded: "I do know that that wall, I remember, was in danger and I think they made the decision based on the danger that it had in destroying other things-- that they did it in a controlled fashion." Download video! This matches statements by leaseholder Larry Silverstein regarding the collapse of WTC7 where he said. "We've had such terrible loss of life. Maybe the smartest thing to do is pull it. And they made that decision to pull and then we watched the building collapse." Furthermore, hundreds of police, fireman and other first responders have gone public reporting being informed of Build

A Special Man N Me
I like a confident man,I hope to find someone who wants the same things out of life as I do...security, experiences, trust,romantic, partnership, family and friendship. Someone with similar interests but then differences are good. A person who has a good sense of humor and can make me laugh. (Laughter is the best medicine to cure the difficulities of life.Smile every one warms your heart.....PLZ SIGN GUEST BOOK FIRST,TY WINKS,,AND IF YOU REALLY WANT MY ATTN, OR HEART,,,SMILES,, SEND ME MUSIC TO csexyblonde@gmail.com,,,no rap or metal plz ty ..smiles,LOVES MIXES LOVE SONGS N BLUES,,HINT LOl...hey read my blogs and learn alot about me ..winks *****P.S. I love the outdoors or dress to the nines and go out to dinner,,I LOVE LIFE and the LORD

I'm Busting My Blog Cherry
Your Actual Display Picture Why would someone put another persons pic up as their own display photo?........Especially one of the opposite sex? Isn't there, and if not, shouldn't there be a rule against it? And I'm only meaning the display pic showing who you are. Other than being insecure with who you are and, in a way, cheating the CT "M.O." to increase viewers/visitors are my only thoughts, but I am new, so this might also be accepted common practice. Anyone?

Best News In A Long Time
Vermont pushes bid to impeach Bush AFP | April 20, 2007 The senate in the northeastern US state of Vermont passed a resolution Friday calling on Congress to begin impeachment proceedings against President George W. Bush, senate officials said. The largely symbolic move, which stands little chance of going much further, was approved by 16 votes to nine and followed a public rally this week in the state capital Montpelier calling for Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney to go. "I was deeply moved by the meeting on Tuesday and I've been a supporter of this consistently from the beginning," Democratic Senate President Peter Shumlin told the Vermont Guardian newspaper. "There hasn't been a president of the United States of America who has worked harder for impeachment hearings than President Bush and Vice President Cheney," he was quoted as saying. "The neat thing about the Vermont legislature is that we listen to citizens," he told the newspaper. A similar resolution ha

I'm Busting My Blog Cherry
Your Actual Display Picture Why would someone put another persons pic up as their own display photo?........Especially one of the opposite sex? Isn't there, and if not, shouldn't there be a rule against it? And I'm only meaning the display pic showing who you are. Anyone? Other than being insecure with who you are and, in a way, cheating the CT M.O. to increase viewers/visitors are my only thoughts, but I am new, so this might also be accepted common practice...anyone else know because I want to start calling them out on it.

Were Lookin For Help
OK CHECK IT OUT THIS IS WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A PART OF OUR STAFF????? WE ARE LOOKING FOR GREAT PEOPLE THAT LOVE AND WANT TO HAVE FUN.WE ARE NOW LOOKING FOR DJ'S, ENFORCERS,BARTENDERS AND GREETERS.IF YOU THINK YOU MIGHT LIKE TO BE APART OF OUR FAMILY PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO STOP IN OUR LOUNGE AND SPEAK TO MYSELF THE OWNER OR THE CO OWNER. IT'S REALLY EASY ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE BANNER JUST BELOW AND TY.

Boyfriend????? Wtf
Ok I'm stressing out here, having fucking problems and who the fuck do I have???? No one. The only person I really have here is Duane, that's it. I have nothing, nothing at all. So I'm bitching once again. When I lived 2 1/2 hrs. away and worked full time... I made time to be with him. Drive all that way, tired, broke after making the trip.. yadda yadda.. stayed up late when i had to wake up early hoping he would get online. Where the fuck is that for me?????? Am I fucking greedy that I just expect the same back? Am I a fucking bitch for this? I don't know honestly, I'm always told that I'm over reacting or I just don't get heard.. well by one person that is. I'm sick of it! I can't do shit about it either b-c I will look like a "Psycho" especially to his alcoholic ass roommate that is a fuckin piece of shit that tries to split us up and say I'm too immature for duane.. WELL GUESS FUCKING WHAT BUDDY! 1. Don't pull that immature shit on me, cuz if you were any kind of m

My Pets
i am not crazy i am just an animal lover and all that i will talk about is my husband and my pets and to all those who don't like it i don't care. i am willing to make friends but to those who are looking for a date look somewhere else i am very happy with the love of my life.i am very happy about my jack russell cause she had 3 puppies on monday of last week and 2 early tuesday morning. one of the puppies died but she still has 4 and i am very happy about it cause i thought that she might die because of a stray dog that was hanging around my house this dog was 4 times bigger than her and she had her babies without leaving me if anything ever happended to any of my animals it would kill me. my boxer pit bull mix holly is also pregnant and she is due next month sometime and i will be adding her puppies pictures here also so if your not an animal lover do not go looking at my profile cause thats all you will mostly see.

Erotic Ecplorations
The secret world of smooth warm flesh your graceful curves delight my eye they call my fingertips to explore them such a wondrous geography, Paradise I ache to be your favorite native son, born to love each rise, and silken valley, humbly I bow my head to drink so deep from your wellspring of sweet desire I long to quench my lusty thirst in you parched, like a desert nomad's throat dream of the day when you float above finding sweet release, like clouds and rain your fingers plow furrows in my hair and trace my brow, fever flushed softly you croon a song of love to me need binds me tight to your side Do you feel me throb so deep inside? a counterpoint to your rolling motion! my growling voice echoes in the room your name kisses my lips and tongue trembling thighs, so graceful spread heaven's gate open so wide to see I explore the hot and fragrant depths as you moan and deeply caress me

Hey Guys
It's been a long time since i posted a blog on here. I have bee doign great me and shauna still doing good. She still driving the men insane, Im being me by being that pain in the ass jelous bf *smirk* but i gotta admit its kinda fun ;). Other then that just living life and enjoying it day by day. hope you guys are ready for the summer. Rachel i miss your writing. Shauna i love you more then ever. woooooooot

Open Toe Shoes Pledge!!!
The Open Toed Shoe PledgeAs a member of the Cute Girl Sisterhood, I pledge to follow the Rules when wearing sandals and other open-toe shoes:I promise to always wear sandals that fit. My toes will not hang over and touch the ground, nor will my heels spill over the backs. And the sides and tops of my feet will not pudge out between the straps.I will go polish-free or vow to keep the polish fresh, intact and chip-free.I will not cheat and just touch up my big toe.I will sand down any mounds of skin before they turn hard and yellow.I will shave the hairs off my big toe.I won't wear pantyhose even if my misinformed girlfriend, coworker, mother, sister tells me the toe seam really will stay under my toes if I tuck it there.If a strap breaks, I won't duct-tape, pin, glue or tuck it back into place hoping it will stay put. I will get my shoe fixed or toss it.I will not live in corn denial; rather I will lean on my good friend Dr. Scholl's if my feet need him.I will resist the urge to buy jel

Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

The Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It

Daily Horoscope For Apr 23 - Gemini
An off-the-wall idea could indirectly add some snap to your romantic prospects. This is how the universe sends you suggestions, so pay attention to even the most outlandish ideas that cross your mind. You never know!

Men Are Such Assholes
ok need a place to vent and this is were. Well there was a certain someone that well ya a connection was starting to be made. however well hell, i go info one thing, and see that a friend of mine is in possible critical condition. and well this certain someone desides that they are going to yell at me on the phone. WTF. This is a friend that might be hurt. And wow they dont care. well fuck you to. your just one of the haters. You should know me enough by now i dont but up with that bull shit. So fuck off!!!

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favourite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name,

The End...
And these pills take me farther now, Away from my own breath, My words are choking in my throat, My thoughts are all a mess, I feel my heartbeat slowing, And my vision starts to dim, I see my life before my eyes, And then I start to grin, The world is growing colder now, I'm leaving it behind, Just as it has left me here, As I meet my self demise... Justin Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist

He Saw
He said he would be there for her Through the storms Through the sunny days He saw the light in her eyes He saw the good in her The good everyone else passed by He saw the love that she had the love that she had for him He saw the cracks in her heart The cracks that he soon mended He saw her in the worst of times In the best of times No matter what he loved her He saw the tortcher she went threw each day He made it all better with that smile Those arems open wide Sholder ready for her tears He saw that she wasn't normal Instead she was the most amazing thing ever He say that she wasn't like the rest She tried her best to be everthing Everything that he ever watned But what she didn't see What that she already was everything he ever wanted

Believe It...
Do you really want this? You tell me you do. Do you mean it? Do I really mean that much to you? Or do I mean nothing? Just like I always do. It's the same with all them. Always building me up. Just to see how far I fly. Before I crash to the ground. And I believe it, Every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die. Is this real enough? Or is it just a fantasy? Am I clear enough? Dont want to be in misery. But I need you now. And your wispering that you need me. But every time. I've heard these words they were empty. But I ate it up. And paid the price for falsity. And I believe it, every single lie. And I need it, but every time I die.... Justin L Weist Copyright ©2007 Justin L Weist

Poem: For You Too
Love!, you can see the motive, of my heart and why it's so, vitally important to give, everything I've got from the start. Honestly I want to show you , all my intention and hold up for it, now. What will it hurt an it may even, give your broken heart all the, strenght and support it has been seeking. Being able to look at your picture, everyday make me smile and have inner feelings, that are deep within my heart just as in my mind. When I think back to that day our eyes met the, emptiness in my heart was filled with you. Everything changed and then I knew it was you a, necessity to see the intention of my heart. Urgently I follow upon my reaction and I, see my heart not only beats for me,but for you 2. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 11/98'

Does He Notice
Does he notice the hurt the hurt in her eyes Does he see the stars in her eyes The stars she wishes on while looking in the mirror Wishing that things could be normal between you two Does he notice how she lays next to him Moving close and closer Just so she can remember how much she misses him Does he notice her silent tears that she sheds Sheds for him Does he notice ho she never lets go Lets go of the hugs he gives her Hoping he will never let go of her Does he notive how she trembels Trembels trying not to cry when she sees him Does he notice how she looks deep in his eyes Hoping that he will realize Pealize how much he needs her How much he misses her Does he notice that she tried her hardest to be everything Everything that he ever wanted in a girl does he notice that she just wishes she could go back in time And make things right Take things back to where she was with him Does he notice that she would do anything Anything to be with him does he notice

Pull Away
She rest there Her small head resting perfectly Perfectly in the crease of his sholder She lays there thinking Does he realize how much I miss him Does he ever see the samll little stars The stars in her eyes that wish Wish they were back together Does he feel her small body shake Shake and tremble as she cries Cries her poor borken heart out She rest against him listening to his heart beat Hoping that this wont be the last time The last time that she can be held by him They keep drifting apart It tears her apart Does he notice She doesn't know She just want to be perfect Perfect for him and no one else She finally pulls away She lets him walk away Trying to be strong Knowing it could be the last time The last time she could ever see him

Scattered
I should have learned months ago, that words spoken have to be proven... I thought I learnt that, but I guess I was wrong... I hear/see the words spoken,... maybe I just wanted to believe them... I still want to believe them... I honestly want to believe them... but, can I? I don't know anymore. How can you believe something, when other things "point" to something different? A very dear friend told me months ago that words have to be proven... That actions speak louder than words... So ok, yes, there are a few little "actions" that helps me to believe in some words that were spoken... yet, as I said before, other things point to something completely different.... How can these words be proven to me?... That is something I do not know, or else I haven't figured it out yet... Maybe as this is read, the person it is meant for, will see how much inner anguish I'm in and try to set things right... If not, then I guess it wasn't meant to happen. I have never been a pe

Christmas Meaning
the mistel toe hangs One after another Couples go under it to kiss to kiss that special someone But there is that one lonely person That sits in the corner Hoping no one notices The one that is all alone this holiday Like every holiday of their life those are the ones that know the true meaning The true meaning of Christmas It's not about the presents It's about spending time with loved ones they are the ones that want something Something that can't be found on the shelves at stores But foiund deep within They want to know you care Care and love them That you will be there Be there with them for the new year coming They are the ones that want the love of someone special Someone special they can't have They try their hardest to be good Good so that Santa will give them Give themw hat they want Waht they want most They are the ones that don't get what they want but still have the best Christmas because because they got to spend time Spend time with loved on

Why
You go and lie to me You go behind my back and do the one thing that kills me Why don't you just admit it you have a problem You just don't get I care about you More then anymore We had a special bond But you fucked that up So go fuck in hell I'm tired of your bullshit I'm tired of your crap You lied to me and lost my trust You make me suspicious of ever move you make why can't you stop hurting me This shit is tearing us apart It's time for me to leave your bullshit behind Why don't you go fuck up your life more You already lsot the person who care about you the most

What Hurts The Most
What hurts the most Is you are so far away but You are still close to me close to my heart What hurts the most Is I can't turn back time Back to when you were mine And I was yours What hurts the most Is you said I was yours forever Forever ended too soon Because you are still what I want What hurts the most Is when I said I'm yours forever I ment until the end of time What hurts the most Is evern though all this time has past The time I should of gotten over you Gotten over and moved on Moved on to someone new my heart still stays Still stays hooked on you What hurts the most Is I don't even know Even know if you still care

That Boy And Girl
There was this girl She had this boy in her life This guy wasn't like every other guy in her life He sure was different from the rest When she wsa with him her heart would beat faster but yet slow When she walked next to him She would walk slow Just to take her time So she could be with him as long as she could When his name came up on that caller id Her heart would skip a beat When talking to him she would be at lost of words When thinking about him for some reason There would be a smile on her face When she remember the times they shared She couldn't help but laught When she was reminded of her past with him I brings tears to her eyes Then she realized how much she misses him How much she loves him How much she wishes she could still be with him She just has no clue what that boy thinks about her If he misses her If he cares for her If he still wants her in his life

Flirt
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Flirt Style? MY RESULT:Friend First You’d rather date a friend than a stranger. So you try to become friends with everyone, just in case.You’ve got a great flirt technique going on. You realize that friends are more important than dates, and you’ll move a little slowly in the romance game if it means keeping everyone your pal. Where could it go wrong? Well, your crushes might not even realize that you like them as more than a friend. Be their friends, but don’t be shy with your feelings, you know? Especially if your friends are hot. Take This Quiz!

Leave This Place...
And no one see's me here, So alone and out of place, No more hints of smiles, that once played on my face, This ghost of who was, here before, he never even laughs, This shell that used, to hold this man, now more brittle then glass, So take that hammer, off its shelf, and smash it in my face, And break this one last, piece of me, that ties me to this place, I know you say you cant, you wont, dont want to hurt me now, But that would be a blessing, next to, sticking this all out, Cause all I wanted, in this world, I have to do without, And now this heart is calous, from all these little tears, And numb from all the scars, from every time its been repaired, It barely beats in breakdowns, as I stare off into space, Just one more day, in living, when I want to leave this place...

Just To See How It Works
This makes no sence Things felt so right I thought it was so right Then in one moment Just in a blink of an eye it went wrong I try my hardest not to get hurt No matter what it seems to go wrong I have a tendencey to get so hurt easily Why did you seem so right Why did this have to happen now My heat was willing to admit Admit I love you But I guess that doesn't maean anything now You say you don't want to hurt me No matter what though I will hurt It amazes me you wont even try The guy willing to try everything once Why wont you try this try and see how this works You say you love me If you really did you would try this Just to see how it works You say you don't want to hurt me Yet you are hurting me by not giving it a shot

Ummm, Yeah...that Was A Bad Day.
So, here I am, just sitting here. Yep. I hate just about everything right now. I havent woken up in three days cause I've yet to acctually sleep. I think I broke something important last night, but I dont remember how, or what I broke. I have consumed entierly too many energy drinks this week for any sane, healthy individual. I might have died a few days ago, but if I did, no one's acctually let me in on it, its just a feeling I have right now. I hate feeling. Because feeling hurts, and I hate that shit. If I could, I would destroy your world, because all its ever brought me is pain. Your world sucks, and I would love to burn it down. Maybe someday I will. If I can somehow figure out how to get this damn ghost to leave me alone long enough to compleate my death beam. Oop's. Forget I mentioned said beam of death, its not copyrighted yet. I really have to get on that. Anyway, I hope something good happens in like the next 24 hours, or I'm going to either stab someone, or myself. For real

I'm Not Going To Reuse This Stuff So What Do I Do With It?
Okay so you go through a break up and everyone knows there are some things that always get left behind, little reminders of the relationship that you need to figure out what to do with. Now I'm a sentimental person and there are some things I just hang on to- ticket stubs, pictures, etc. But other things like his hot sauce in the fridge and his loofah in the shower can either be packed into a bag and sent his way or simply thrown away. I've got a place for it all. Well... most of it. So I'm going through my underwear drawer when I come across a huge reminder of the past and much to my dismay I don't know what to do with all of it! There it was...movies and other various little sex toys that spiced up my night life with that partner! There's the lotions and the movies and the little nighties, which could probably safely be enjoyed again. So the dilemma is this. I feel kind of bad just throwing it the rest of it away since I just bought fresh batteries and all and we all know

Find Someone Like You
Waisting time is what I'm told Waisting it thinking about you The one that got away The one that I want I'm not one to give up easily I usally fight for what I want All I want if sor you to be happy If this is what makes you happy then so be it Just know I'm here for you I'm here by your side I thought I was in love Later on I found out I really was But I never told you I was to afraid of what you would say or do You tell me there are others out there like you What you don't remember is there is only one you No one is the same I wont find someone like you That jokes with me like you do That is there for me like you were That is by my side like you were There is no one like you in this world They always say you are one in a million Well then how can you tell me I will find someone like you I don't want someone like you I want you

The Meaning
- Lonely in cali's Sexy Acronym - Lis for...LibidinousOis for...OpenNis for...NastyEis for...EnticingLis for...LasciviousYis for...Yummy is for...Iis for...IrresistibleNis for...Nasty is for...Cis for...CaptivatingAis for...AttractiveLis for...LuringIis for...Irresistible

Flirt
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Flirt Style? MY RESULT:Touchy Feely When you see something you like, you’re not afraid to reach out and grab it. Literally.Being touchy-feely is by far the most effective means of letting someone know you’re interested. Well, interested in fondling them, at least. If you want to let them know that you like them in a deeper way, we recommend trying something a little more subtle...which would be, oh, just about anything. Maybe you should offer them half of your sandwich or something. Take This Quiz!

I Just Wish
I keep being told I like you I keep being lead on I'm sick of it I want that one guy that doesn't do that to me i just hate the pain of falling for someone Having them say all those sweet things Then they break me just like everyone else I just wish sometimes I had a special talent Something that just made guys want me and no one else I wish I was smart I wish I was everything they wanted I wish I could have soemthing great I hate how I fuck everything up I just don't know what to do anymore I hate teh way this happens to me I tell them I like them Just give it time they say Then in the end you will find me laying on my bed Crying till the ned of time Thinking something is wrong with me That I'm ugly That I'm nothing special I juts wish I was something special to someone

Time Will Heal All
In the beging it hurt so much The pain of it all going down It felt like nothing was going right Like it was one big spirral going down ward and never going up My heart was ripped out It was shattered into pieces It was stompped on a million times Every night I lay my head down on that soft silk pillow As each single tear i shed falls down my face With the minutes going by my eyes slowly close As I cried my poor body to sleep Time went by I start to look back It seemed so foolish of me to do such a thing to be so upset thinking my tears would heal all I admit they helped some Just with time I learned That time heals all

Why Does My Heart Do This To Me
This makes no sence to me You broke my heart Yet I still care for you Even worse love you Everytime I look at you I cry When i hear your name my heart skips a beat Everytime we talk it's magical What is wrong with my heart It loves a man that broke it Yet I can't get over him I don't know why I don't see how Why does my heat do this to me Why does it love a man that broke it to pieces

Bored
This is TOO funny - type out the sentence you end up with, in the subject line and forward to your friends...also, send it back to the person that sent it to you. DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING~ Pick the month you were born: January------I kicked February-----I loved March---------I karate chopped April-----------I licked May-----------I jumped on June----------I smelled July-----------I did the Macarena With August-------I had lunch with September---I danced with October------I sang to November----I yelled at December----I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: 1- ------a birdbath 2-------a monster 3-------a phone 4-------a fork 5-------a snowman 6-------a gangster 7-------my cell phone 8------- my dog 9-------my best friends' boyfriend 10-------my neighbor 11-------my science teacher 12- ------a banana 13-------a fireman 14-------a stuffed animal 15-------a goat 16-------a pickle 17-------your mom 18---- ---a spoon 19------- a smurf 20--

Can You See In My Eyes
Look into my eyes Do you see that I lie I say I don't care But I know you can see it in my eyes The pain the sarrow and tears I live this lie day by day I go on as if I don't care Like you never ment a thing to me Yet in reality I miss you like crazy You ment everything to me Everyone thinks I'm over you breaking my heart When really it's not even close to be being mended Everyone believes me I throw on a smile like everything is great I act like I'm over you Yet I'm not even close to forgetting It all winds down at the end of the day When I lay my head down on that pillow Tears fall down my face As I tell myself out loud I miss you I still love you Wishing my head was resting on your chest Can you see in my eyes the tears that fall for you

Super Update
sup floks it been a while, well my girl went home on saturday i miss her already, well we had alot of fun togather, she told me she would try to come back on her birthday, i have been working lot this month and i kinda fell out on the socail front, now that im back to human work hours im feeling better. we decide on just getting a two bedroom, our potental roomates arnt looking so stabble right now. im going to countinue looking while she gathers her money and we can set things up, i think it bothered her that i was the only one working. i tryed to talk to a well i don't know what we are anymore, on any given day she ether hates me or loves me, and here the kicker, she don't evern give me time to put my foot in my mouth. frankly i just don't understand why she actting like this. she has everthing she told me she wanted? i just don't get it. im kind mad at myself, i just realized my i knda loset touch with a friend of mine and i need to try to rebuild, but im not sure how to, we

Hold It Back
I hold it back Acting like I don't care I know it makes him happy That is all that matters to me But I wonder when I'm going to crack When he will finally find out I'm not really okay Will he be mad I didn't tell him Will I love him forever I really don't know So I have to make sure I hold it back So I don't end up packing my bags Having to leave something that is so amazing I'll just have to learn to keep it back when with him And fall apart behind his back

I Do My Best
One moment I am fine The next a total wreck I can't do anything right for you I try and make a life for me Yet you wont help me out It's like you amke me rely on everyone else I need someone to fall back on I thought I could count on you You proved me wrong I thought you would be the one to be there for me My thoughts proved me wrong I try my heardest I do my best Yet it's not good anough for you

This Fog
The could of fog is blocking my view I'm not able to tell what is real and what is fake I don't know if it's really there Or if ti's juat a figmant of my imagination Wishing there was a way to find out if it's real Laying my head down on that soft pillow Dreaming that it's real Hoping it will be there when this fog ends Crying from all the pain the fog brings Hoping that I can do all I can to make this happen Knowing I deserve the best Knowing he deserves something Hoping I can give him what he deserves Trying my best to do all that I can Just this fog is so thick I sometimes wonder if he does If he really does care I have been lead on before It wouldn't be the first time Yet it would still hurt Just laying here Hoping Wishing for this fog to clear

The Mouthpiece Acronym
- The Mouthpiece's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TemptingHis for...HornyEis for...Enchanting is for...Mis for...Mouth-wateringOis for...OrgasmUis for...UnbelievableTis for...TitillatingHis for...HotPis for...PremaritalIis for...IntriguingEis for...EnticingCis for...CarnalEis for...Eager The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

The Everylasting
The everylasting love that with time I turned from The everlasting forgiveness That I soon stopped asking for The ever lasting stranthe you gave me I use to be so strong But now I'm weak So lost on what had happened It just slowly slipped away I wasn't whole then something happened Something amazing in my life I finally realized what went wrong I had slipped away from him I had let it go away I'm working so hard now to gain what I had once had I'm starting to feel whole The ever lasting love The ever lasting forgiveness The ever lasting strenth he gives us I want to thank him for giving me a second chance

Poem: In Nature's Own Way
This is my dream that is only for you and, only you must touch,smell,taste,see and hear. You'll find that I'm apart of nature where everything is real. This special place is in me an also in you, and only you and I can go beyond its limits. As a gentle wind blows and you can smell, sweet honeysuckle that comes within my spirit. You close your eyes and open your arms to, embrace the wind as it gives you a new sensation. You then allow your heart,mind,and soul, to open so you can feel my presence. Just when you think its safe to open your eyes, a lite breeze presses softly against your lips. Leaving them moist with the sweet luscious, taste that comes from my kiss to you is given, in nature's own way.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 12/98'

The Wall
Everyone tells me I'm tough That I have a bick wall protecting my heart that it's hard to get past this wall If I have this wall then how is it that I always let in the wrong people The people that use me the people that don't care The people that just want stuff from me Why can't I let in the good guys Every time I get hurt the walls get higher and thicker But somet guy comes along Tells me he likes me Tells me all these lies I let him in Then yet again I get hurt How do they keep getting past this wall

Anger
anger is not love anger is driking anger is killing someone anger one thing never do love, anger love not anger anger is ramming you head throug a glass door when your are man you do stupid things stupid things that are stupid when mad you dont feel nuthing anger we all have anger you cant change when mad stay stay away from everyone anger can kill because you do stupid things when mad sleep anger just ander ANGER

That Girl
You saved me fromw hat I've become So lost and lonely Turning to the bad You are my hero My knight in shinning armor I never want to go back Now that I know the grass really is greener on the other side Having someone that really cares Someone that really matters You have brought out the best in me When with you I'm certain of things I'll never be sad I'll never be dissapointed I will always be in smiles Which makes me pus harder Harder to be the girl of your dreams The girl you have always wanted The girl you aren't ashamed to say That's her the most amazing girl and she is all mine The girl you can go to for anything Where we can talk about what's wrong and try to fix it The girl where down the road you can open your heart to And lover her unconditonaly

Deseving
My eyees deseve me They show me the good But not the bad I live in a fairy tale Then suddently it all comes crashing down In a never ending spirral Just heading down into a dark and lonely pit My old ways looking so bright Like the only way To only make me feel right To show me the way out

Just So Hard To Believe
As my feelings grow I get scared Even though you say That your feelings are strong too It's just so hard to believe I have been told that before Those are the ones that hurt me the most I try my hardest not to let myself get so close But you are so amazing I can't help myself I do my best to hide it Hide the fear in my eyes My wish is that it will go away That i can ignore it like everything else I don't want to screw it up with fear It's just so hard to believe I have you And that you care for me too

What Ever Did I Do
Why is it you treat me like trash When you are done with me you just throw me out in the rain Have you ever thought how that made me feel What ever did I do to get you mad at me What ever I did will you forgive me Put it in our past Be the best friend The great man I know you as Instead of this horrible man you are to me If I said I loved you as the man you were before Would you trun back to the man I love I guess you will never let me in your life For what ever I did I guess I'll just give up Be the person I am unlike you If you ever want me back think abotu what I'm saying How do you feel now that you hurt me Broke my heart into a million pieces Just remember one thing You will never break my soul or faith in love I believe someone out there loves me

When You
Looking into my eyes I see my future with you My heart skips a beat When your lips meet mine My knees go weak when you say those sweet things It sends me in aww When you hug me I know you are the one When you say you miss me I can't believe I have the best thing When you hold my hand I know I found my prince charming When i have your arms around me I know god sent me an angel When you say I'm beautiful I know you are looking out for me When I heard you ask me that I shouted out yes I know I want to be with you and only you

Deal With It
That's the lowest you have ever been Fuck you I'm not dumb I thought we were friends I guess I was wrong go have fun Deal with it Life's a bitch Hunny deal with it I'm a bitch Deal with it I don't tell people what you told me That's the lowest I have ever seen someone go That just ignorant Deal with it I'm a bitch I wont change Unlike you though I know what life is like I'm not a sheltered mother fucker I can't believe you sunk that low I can dwal with it I'm a bitch You deal with that

I Am Fun Are You?
CAN YOU TAKE A JOKE AS WELL AS JOKE WITH OTHERS IM A JOKER BY NATURAL CAUSES BORN CLOWN AND READY TO PLAY BUT HAVE SOME SERIOUS SIDES LIKE THE SIDE SHOW AT THE CIRCUS SIDE SHOW AS COMEDIAN ON STAGE THATS ALL MY SIDES YOU GOT ONE.

I Think I'm Falling In Love With You
when I hear your name I get lost in so much emotion I don't know what to do I think I'm falling in love with you You have no clue what that means to me I have never fallen in love before Will you show me what love is all about I need a man to show me all the turns I want it to be you I think about you all the time I think I'm falling in love with you I want you by my side I want no one but you My love is just for you No one else I want to show you that I think I'm falling in love with you

Thoughts
Today has been a trying day and some of my so called "friends" have said some shit to me that has really pissed me off. No matter what I do it seems that people seems to not give a fuck about how they sound to me but can fly off at the fucking mouth whenever they feel the need. I better respect them but they can shit all over me. people come to me with their problems and I try to help out. Sometimes words cannot say how a person feels. Sometimes I am at a loss of words and all I can think of saying is "Oh..ok," or "ummmm...ok." It is not that I don't give a fuck about you or your problem, it is just out of lack of words. But some people react way to fast with their emotions and say any fucking thing to me and I am suppose to just take it? Not no more. So this week I am gonna really evaluate what the fuck is important to me. Who do I want to really get close to? Who do I just want to say fuck off to? Who can I trust to understand me? Who can I trust that actually wants to know ab

Watch Out For Me
Please watch over me from where you are now I know it was the best for you Did you think how it hurt me though How I cry myself to sleep for you to be back Please send good things to me Please keep me out of trouble Please be by my side guiding me the right way Please don't leave me hanging without you Watch over me that's all I ask I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye I'm sorry I didn't go to your final resting place All I want is for you to be back You were the only one I loved You were the only one I cared for You were they only one that understood guide me to the right light Guide me to the right choices in life guide me to the things that would make you happy I want to be your everything Even though you are not here You are always on my mind Please watch out for me

.torqued.explosion.
ive come to the conclusion... as i have many many many times before... (i really should start leaving a post-it on my forehead or something...) if i cant be myself with the people i talk to... all the time than i really shouldnt waste my time talking to them. right? i mean chickadee doesnt waste anymore of her precious time than she has to when dealing with the monumentous amounts of idiots she encounters... so why then...should i have to censor myself for the social ease of someone elses over emotionalism? im blunt. im sarcastic im often times tactless im stubborn im somewhat abrasive. im brutally honest i have minimal patience (which im working on) i hardly ever finish anything i start im highly anal retentive i have a temper im often flippant and sometimes dismissive im not nice. those who are truly my friends know this, recognise this and on some level or another accept this. and when they dont, they have absolutely noooo problem calling me on my shit. wh

Nothin Really
Its my night off.. finally.. yet I have to go back into work to write an order sometime tonight. Shame I woke up too late to go and get something to eat. Oh well.. gotta do what they pay ya for I guess. Don't know what I'm writting about really.. just felt like postin a blog since I don't do that much anymore. Think I'm too sober at the moment to write down anything with any substance.. so I'm gonna get back to this later.. This lyric is stuck in my head tho. "I'm stuck in this spin why does it begin while touching the edge of her skin?"

Do You
Do you see me hiding in the crowd Do you see how hurt I feel do you hear me crying out your name Do you hear me cry myself to sleep every night do you see me dieing slowly Do you notive I hide my face from you Do you see me hide my tears Do you notice I run off at night and don't return Do you see this single tear I shed for you do you near my heart asking you to be with me do you hear my lips scream your name do you see that our eyes never meet anymore do you notice you never say those sweet things do you see all I want is you

Lol
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

All I Want For Christmas
Everyone is asking me if I got what I wanted I keep telling them yes But deep down I am screaming no The thing I want the most is not found on shelves I want something I don't fully have from someone Someone that means the world to me The person I love The thing I want is free But one of the most valubale things It can't be tampered with too much it's like water You don't want to throw rocks in it But a few will get thrown I want to help stop that I want to make a beautiful thing A thing between us all I want for Christmas is your heart In a little white box with a red ribbon tied around it The attempt to make us work To just give it a chance The chance to show you my love for you

Heart Break Pt 2... Plus Some Other Stuff
Ok so I have been doin a lot of thinkin lately and yea. I still have so many things going through my mind about the whole me and mike situation... It's sad really. We have been broke up for a little over a month now and I still haven't gotten over a lot of the stuff we went through. I mean sure, I won't get over quite a bit of it for some time but dang... this is horrible!!! Some of the feelings I have been having are I feel like I am a failure in life. Before I hooked up with him, I was in school. I had decent grades, they weren't the greatest but they were decent. As soon as I met him, my grades went down hill. This past summer I had a great job that I loved but then a whole bunch of crap went down this summer and my job went down the toilet. I feel if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be in the mess I am in right now. I am jobless, I had to move back home because I can't afford to be out on my own now because of him, I have so much debt because I wanted to spend the rest of my life w

Heartbreak Pt 1
Ok, I gotta get this stuff out before I explode. Life has gone down the toilet for me in the past few months. If any one has noticed my profile has said single for quite sometime now. Well it was true as of February 8th. Me and mike are no more. We had been on a break for about a month because he ran into an old flame and got feelings for her and so on. So he moved in with her while I was still staying with his family until we all basically got booted from where we were staying. So I started stayin with Ike and Jacey again and it has been interesting. Yes Mike still had his cell phone because we were still together. Only downfall was he would let this girl use it and it pissed me off. Whenever I would text or call him I would get a message back from her saying stop calling and your a fucking whore. I was like ok. So then one night I started getting text messages from his phone saying oh I love you and miss you and wanna be with you and I will leave her for you because you are so beauti

Tell The Fuckin Truth!!
Ok I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I need to get something out in the open or I'm going to explode. I have one thing to say to the guys out there... I am a big girl. If you don't like it TELL THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!! I just found out a few days ago that the last six months of mine and mike's relationship was nothing but a fuckin lie. Come to find out he was really trying his hardest to find an easy way to break up with me without hurting my feelings because he could not stand the way I looked. Well you know what JUST TELL ME THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!! Don't let it wait till two months after we break up and I found out from the ex girlfriend that was livin with us for three months. And come to find out that whole time she was back in the picture he was trying to hook back up with her. I lost almost 75 pounds in three months.... Last I heard, it's not very healthy to lose that much weight in that period of time. But what can you do when you are with someone you are in love with an

Busy Busy Busy
I set up another Myspace account yesterday and joined a bunch of yahoo groups. Then I was up till 4 in the morning writing ads and friend requests. So I took the day off today. It was a great day for it. 78 degrees not a cloud in the sky. The CAVS won!!! Couldn't get any better. Now tomorrow I've got to turn the ads into little bits of code filled with hyperlinks. But thats life. Real talk. Check out my other blog at Blogger.

Valentines Day Version 2k6
Valentine's Day Who would have thought I would start talking to a guy I began to like a lot Mesmerized With the way he walked Impressed With the way he talked Two weeks later He comes over to hang out While the hours fly by I keep fallin without a doubt That same night He asks "Will you be mine?" I turned to him to reply "Absolutly" and wished I could freeze time A few weeks go by He hasn't said a word I start to worry And think this is so absurd Finally a message appears "Hey how are you?" Tears come to my eyes When I ask "where are you?" Come to find out He was having "family trouble" I told him just give me the word And I'll be there on the double The next afternoon As my sister needs a get-away My phone rings Its him "Yo I need a place to stay." And from that moment My life was like Heaven That not even I could believe That Hell would become month number eleven But it was I Who was stupid to believe His suave words and sexy lo

The Fuck Do I Know About Diamonds???
Well, it's been a while. I truly didn't intend on taking a month (or more) off writing, but I've been busy with lots of school work. And then, when I have felt like writing a blog, I've literally sat down a dozen times to write... but nothing ever seems to form. In fact, I feel that way now, but I'm forcing myself to write, so I appologize ahead of time for the lack of quality in this blog. So where should I begin? (The beginning silly) "Fuck you" (Yes, I talk to myself, fuck off) Welp, things are goin well in the homefront. Cryssi is doing well. She wanted to get her hair cut, so about a week and a half ago, she talked me into it, and Donnie cut her hair. It falls to her shoulder; Very cute. She's growing up SO quickly. She turns FREAKING 9 YEARS OLD Tuesday!!!!!! In fact, today (well yesterday, now) marked the 1-month before my own "Year of Life". One month left to stare down the barrel of 30 years old. *sigh* What am I gonna do? Know what I'd like to do? Yeah, only someone ex

Friends
some friends are true some friends are blue but through it all friends are to be honest. within themselves first then they can be honest with others. i know myself and all insecurities and doubt but friends real true friends are sent from God and those are the real friends and i have but few but the top of the list is my dear sweet husband who knows me better than i know myself. you all know who my true friends are i love you blessed be......KDS 4-23-07

Poem
Everything was going so right Nothing could ruin my feelings for you I was the happiest person in the world You were by my side Showing me wrong from right Teaching me how I should be treated Making me feel loved Showing me what love is My heart grew strong Stronger with each day Every time I saw you this feeling got stronger Then like always it dissappeared Everything went wrong My life was turned upsdie down What am I going to do without you The man of my dreams Right by my side He is my everything I don't know what to do without him It hurts so deep I can't let him know This was something he wanted This is his dream I can't get in the way of his dream I don't want to interfer with his life plan Just deep down I cry Every time he isn't around My eyes fill with tears Knowing this is the last time I could see him I talk to him The last time to be with him I don't know what I cam going to do There is just so much all I know is I love him I can't let him

You Know Your Having A Bad Day When,...
YOU KNOW YOUR HAVING A BAD DAY WHEN,...BOYFRIEND BREAKS UP WITH YOU,YOU BREAK A NAIL,YOUR BOSS DOESN'T FIRE YA,BUT HITS ON YOU,...YOU BREAK A NAIL,STUB YOUR TOE,BREAK A HEEL,CELL PHONE DIES,YOU GET PULLED OVER,WHEN YOU ARE HORNY AND YOU HAVE ALL OF THESE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN ALL AROUND YOU THAT TEASE YOU BUT WON'T PLEASE YOU,WHEN YOU TRY TO HAVE SEX WITH A MAN,YOUR PERIOD STARTS AND THE CONDOM BREAKS,AND IT IS ONLY MONDAY DOES THIS DAY END,...???

A Poem
You came into my life on a cold January day I got to know you and you took my breath away Before you I didnt know what my heart was for You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more! We may have rough roads up ahead But if we believe in every word thats been said Then we can get through this just fine And we'll be together forever and all time. You're a great guy you have to believe its true I only tell you this because I believe in you You're the only one in the world for me Baby, I love you and this you need to see. I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife Until then everything we do or say is meant to be For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!!

Sick
if you think that you have a friend on here you better think again..been here for 4 months and what i thought were friends come and goes..u want to be friends think about it before you come into my world..im tired of being hurt...

We Are So Stoked To Be Hosting Our First Monday Mayhem Battle Of The Bands
XTRM PROMOTIONS and CHARLIE'S Bar & Grill have decided to have a battle of the bands to promote new and upcoming local talent!!!!! If this is a success then it will be come an annual battle to help promote bands!! We have the Eagle 97.7 , The Music Stand and several other Sponsors on board!! We will also be doing radio ads pushing every monday show and the bands names !!!! BATTLE OF THE BANDS The Battle will consist of 3 (Three) Rounds of Competition: 1st Round - will consist of 9 (Nine) weeks with 3 (Three) bands a night all on Mondays. There will be 1(One) Winner per night to move on to the Semi Finals! 2nd Round - will be the Semi Finals for 3 (Three) Weeks with 3 (Three) band per Night as well with 1 (One) Winner to move on to the Finals! 3rd Round - is the FINALS and will be for one night on a Weekend on the Outside Stage and 1 (One) Winner Crowned as the Charlie’s Battle of the Band Champ!!! Bands Must Sign Up, by paying a $15 Entry Fee & Filling o

The Life Of A Wicked Lil Girl
Ok as of late I have had many many people asking me about my life and all kinds of shit that pertain to it and am quite frankly getting tired of answering the same damn questions all the time, so I am thinking I will try to take care of a few of them right now. I’ll give you a quick little glimpse into the life of Wicked Lil Girl. I am 29 almost 30 years old . . . I was born August 17, 1977 (yes the day after Elvis died). Nothing remarkable happened to me that I am ware of in the first few years of my life other than my constant exposure to death. When I was 2 my sister was born. I have no other siblings it’s just me and her. On April 5, 1986 when I was 8 years old, my mother took my sister and I to watch The Jungle Book at the local Palace Theater. While we were gone my father decided to shoot and kill himself with a 12 gauge shotgun. No, none of us saw him, his sister went to the house while we were gone and found him so we were met at the Palace and were never allowed in

Something About A Gir.. I Think
Brutal Radio Presents Dj Gir 07!!! omfg no he isnt.. yes he is.... come see. Dj Gir.. Yup you know who im talking bout Click his face to enter and hear him jam out for the next 3 hrs So get your ass in here and Come Say Hi to Dj Gir

Feeling Lost
This is a feeling I'm not real at ease with...feeling lost..feeling weak...yet here I am..feeling the biggest weenie ever cause no matter what I do the tears are just comeing. It sucks. Maybe it's all the worrie hitting me now...maybe it's the being burnt out from doing all the gigs last night. *sees time* ok Sat night. I haven't slept so to me it's last night.I'd do all those gigs all over again. I did them for the lady I love so damn much..I was gonna do what it took... guess that's all for nothing now too. Godz I'm feeling so...lonely...so..like I can not go on...WTF? This is not my style. I couldn't handel being around the rest of my kin not even the sweet darling=Bella boo=. That's why I snuck to an "off limits" part of this huge place. The call was to strong.I didn't feel like battleing myself so I just came. Noone will give a fuck anyway. And that's odd for me too. I love hanging with my kin & I love that wee bella more then I can tell you.But I HAD to be away from them

Just Sunday Stuff
I read the strengthening family relationships part in my book today. It wasn't all that insightfull. It talked mostly about parenting, and divorce, and making a family of your own. It didn't talk much really about relationships with brothers, or ants and uncles, or anything like that. It talked about being a grandparent some too. Mostly stuff not directly related to me though. I'm not a parent, and don't want to be. Reading that stuff just makes me more critical of others in things I have virtually no experince in. I'm sure there were small bits and pieces of stuff that grew my knoweldge or something in that chapter, I just don't remember exactly what they were though. I went to my brother's girlfriend's last symphony concert today. I was a few minutes late, so I had to wait for the first song to get over with before I could go in. It was good though. I liked a couple of the soloists. It's kinda weird, cuz everyone was dressed in black, other than the soloists. I guess

In Field Homer
Happiness is split, stinging lips from smiling too much from chortling chuckling snorting guffawing and the like. Happiness is an olive stuffed crust of bread. Or a mastiff puppy with a tough name, who secretly loves barbies. And is afraid of chihuahuas. Who isn't? Lil buggers are freaky looking. Yeah. It has something to do with all that. But so much more. You think I'll tell you? You think I know how? People please... I might be good. But this isn't my department. It's a secret. Only not. Because I'm broadcasting. With a tenfoot baseball bat of content. Y o u Have T o Swing T h e Bat

No Title.....poem
Your with her not with me But you and I are meant to be I love you I'm sure of this Instead of me she gets your kiss. I use to believe you and I would be forever But you left me, now you and her are together. Day sfter day I listen to our song Cant you see I'm right for you and shes wrong. I'm trying to be strong and trying not to cry You're leaving with her and to me saying goodbye!

Friends Desire
FRIENDS DESIRE BY: BRENDA L. They had known each other for years and always been very close. They had seen each other through the best and the worst life had to offer. Graduations, weddings, births, deaths, divorces. No matter what life threw at them, they were there for each other. They had laughed and cried together. They were, in the truest sense of the phrase “best friends”. It didn’t matter what happened in their lives, they knew they could count on each other. Yet even with all of this, it seemed as if there was something missing… Her crush on him began shortly after they met. He was so kind, caring. She immediately felt the connection with him; knew he would be an important part of her life for years to come. As time went by, the friendship became stronger everyday. It wasn’t long before she realized that her feelings for him were changing. She had loved him almost since the day they met, now she was beginning to realize that she LOVED him.

Grocery Store
GROCERY STORE BY: BRENDA L. I had been watching this sexy, beautiful lady in my area for some time. Usually I would see her in the grocery store, and she would most times appear sad. She would walk around the aisles quietly and aimlessly, as if she were killing time. On several occasions I have wanted to approach her, but the sight of her very large diamond ring told me that she was taken and it would be a waste of my time. One day I was at the store and there she was, but this day, she wasn’t alone and seemed to be rushing instead of her usual pace. Upon closer observation I realized that her husband who seemed a bit impatient with the chore of grocery shopping accompanied her. I had never seen him before, and he struck me as no nonsense, completely absorbed kind of guy. He wasn’t really paying any attention to what she was doing, except that it was taking too long for him. Surprisingly, my observation of her and her husband seemed to have not bee

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Demons
Day turns to night Creeping in the darkness Four walls turn black Everything is silent Anxious to leave So scared to stay Noises in the shadows In a dazed state Everything is fading Demons all around me Why are they waiting Suddenly in a trance Cant think straight Black crystal ball Deciding my fate Skin getting so tense Hairs standing up Nothing is certain My time will be up Standing here bleeding Not knowing why In another room In another world I see things differently As if a second chance I open the door Light is to brite I take a few steps Just complete darkness Close my eyes Thinking its just a dream Open my eyes- the demon is me ....am i going crazy?

Full Figured Woman Aka Bbw
FULL FIGURED WOMAN aka BBW BY: BRENDA L. We met in a chat room . She quickly explained that she was not a skinny woman. "I am full figured", I said. "I am 5'6", Long Black Hair with Grayingi in it and I have Hazel Eyes. I have 44ds tits. If you are looking for some skinny minnie, don't waist my time or yours" Then I sent him a picture of my big tits. They were big. Next I sent him picture of my pussy. Then I sent him a few of my body. He said "Damn It," I looked great and beautiful. We continued our online chats for several weeks. Our conversations never ventured toward sex. We learned a great deal about each other. The conversations, at times, lasted for hours. He said to me, "I'll be in your area this weekend", he said. "I said, you have seen my pictures. Do you want me?" My boldness was erotic. His dick hardened as the conversation continued. We actually had our first talk about sex, right then. Afterwards I gave him, my home address information. On Friday, he came to my home

Big Beautiful Women
BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN BY: BRENDA L. I never thought I would make love to a BBW, but it actually happened. Now I am 5’7” tall and a very young looking 52. I went shopping at a local grocery store about a few weeks and by accident, bumped into a large woman, 34, black hair, hazel eyes, and good looking despite her weight, I thought. I apologized and that was that. I started to be a regular at the store on Saturday morning to do shopping. I met the woman again and introduced myself and she did also. I’ll call her Brenda. We made small talk about her living alone and I with my daughter, and we kept meeting week after week. After about two months, she said she was having a small gathering at her home and asked if I would like to come. I thought about it, and hey, I had nothing else to do, so, I said, “Sure.” The date was for the following Saturday night. I arrived dressed casually and rang the bell. Brenda answered and she had a low cut gown that showed her ample bosom. She greeted me an

My Grandpa (pappy)
I am depressed now my pappy is not doing to good he had bypass surgery wensday and took a turn for the worse this morning it has really got me down and out now all my friends are walking away and nobody is here for me when i need them someone tell me what is going on please why am i feeling so alone

Here Is Something For All My Friends
Now I didnt do this myself I copyed it off of a song that I heard. But this is foe all my friends.This fits you all who do care.............. When your down and troubled and you need some loveing care,and nthing,nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me and soon I be there yes I will. To brighten up even your darkest night, you call out my mane and you know where I am I'll come running, running to see you again. Winter,Spring, Summer or fall all you've got to do is call,and I'll be there, you've got a friend. If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds,and that old north wind should begin to blow,keep your head together.Cll my mane out load now ,soon I'll be knocking on your door you've got a friend, oh yes you;ve got a friend. Cathleena xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo

White Chocolate Sweet Potato Cake
White Chocolate Sweet Potato Cake 1. Ingredients2 pounds sweet potatoes 1 1/4 cups vegetable oil Unsalted butter for pans 2 cups cake flour (not self-rising), plus more for pans 4 large eggs 2 cups sugar 2 teaspoons baking powder 1 teaspoon salt 1 tablespoon ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon ground nutmeg 2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract 3 tablespoons brandy 1 1/2 cups unsalted macadamia nuts toasted, coarsely chopped 1 pound white chocolate 2 cups heavy cream Nutrition InfoPer Serving Calories: 1214 kcal Carbohydrates: 115 g Dietary Fiber: 5 g Fat: 79 g Protein: 12 g Sugars: 73 g About: Nutrition Info Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database 2. Cooking Directions Heat oven to 400 degrees. Coat potatoes with 1/4 cup vegetable oil, and place on baking sheet. Bake until tender, 30 to 40 minutes. When cool enough to handle, remove skin, and mash flesh with a fork into coarse pure. Lower oven temperature to 325 degrees. Butter two 8-by-1 1/2-inch round cake pans, du

Exposed
Amusing, slightly embarrassing, story time. For the past week or so, I've had the house to myself while my mom went to Vegas with my sister, brother in law and niece. The temperature has been fairly bearable so, suffice it to say, I wasn't wearing much around the house (big surprise, I'm not a big fan of clothing LOL). Well, she was supposed to get back at some point during the day on Sunday and around 3 am Saturday night I went out for a smoke in the garage. No sooner do I get out there and close the door to the rest of the house, then the garage door opens up (she drove home early instead of staying the night in Conn.). Of course, as soon as my heart was back in my chest, I hauled ass back into my room and got dressed. I'm just glad I hadn't lit up yet. LOL

Mmm What You Say? That It's All For The Best?
I'm sitting here wondering why I'm still up this late, but I know I've been up later, so it doesn't surprise me. I'm scared, I'll admit. I'm opening myself up again when I know I shouldn't. I had a fine week of healing, and now I'm preparing my wound to be ripped open again... [totally emo, right?] Ugh, why am I doing this? Because I'm in love. Taylor texted me five times in the last two hours, and I can't help but laugh. He just needs some good loving, but I told him it wasn't coming from me. I miss him though. He understood me a lot. Especially when he'd ask me one question and could tell exactly what kind of mood I was in from my answer. No one else can do that. He was rambling in the text message about I don't deserve to be in this situation. That he intends to help me make my life better. He told me I was going to be okay no matter what was bothering me. And when I got off the phone and read those, I cried. To be honest. I cried. Why is it that th

Yup Yup ....ouch!
The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog.

Join The Revolution!
From my niece. She's a very talented dancer and teacher. :) Revolutions Entertainment is open for business! Please add my business page to your friends. http://myspace.com/revolutions_entertainment Also, tell everyone you know what an awesome, talented, award winning choreographer/teacher/performer I am! Thanks for everyone's awesome support as I follow my dreams, cheer's bud-day! j

So... Im Shooting Porn In Xenia, Ohio?
so for those that have seen the movie Gummo, you will understand my uneasy feeling with this... I'm traveling to Xenia OH to do a photoshoot/video with a chick I've known for years... so Im oddly scared, yet oddly fascinated as my last Xenia experience was a bit less casual and kind of rushed as we were running down to Houston to start ozzfest in 05... if i make it out alive and with all my teeth and appendages, im sure I will have many a story to tell as I want to hit the strip club there this time and see what kind of train wrecks come of it hahahaha.... *shudder* anyway, for those not familiar with the movie here's what amazon had to say about it: Plot Synopsis: Xenia, Ohio, is a small poor and boring city that never fully recovered after a tornado in the 1970s. Teenager Solomon and his slightly older friend Tummler, have nothing to do but kill time, buying glue to sniff and get high. see more here I just remember seeing a kid that killed cats to sell to a lo

What Do U Really Want?
realize that some aren't going to agree that this is the place to talk about love -vs- sex but I think it is so if you don't like it...suck it. I want to talk about it here cause I think I can get some honest feedback. I have been doing a lot of thinking about love, emotion and sex. Sex for me has always been a huge part of who I am. I have always enjoyed sex A LOT.I have always enjoyed the whole experience. NOT just the actual act of where his dick goes or how many times I cum...all though I have to say that is an added bonus... it is about every touch and every kiss...the massages, the tickles, the bites. All that said I have to admit when I feel something for the man it is way better. It makes me feel close to him. Making him feel good becomes a daily goal. I realize that because I am a natural sub it is in my nature. Outside of bed, I can be overbearing, loud mouthed, pushy and very opinionated. Once in awhile that does take over in bed. I have a need to control him...make him

Poem
In the midst of a midnight dream i find myself still awake no reailty compares to the fanatsy i chase along the lines in my mind a thought fallen from a far and i cannot cover up with just a smile no more broken heartache its so long behind a single tear drop please wipe from my eye a single shiver brought on by cold alas a hand arises to hold yet still in the midst of a midnight dream i see the fog plaster the sound of a heartbeat i want to reach out i long to grab whats infront of me but the eve knows my path and it shall not wish this love to be so calmly i lay back my head realize this mistake ive made again for these wishes i keep in the tears i shed will never leave the warmth of my lonely bed.

Mer De Noms But Nothing Good Within Them Or Whom They Belong Too....
The darkness i feel creeping closer nothing i can do but let it consume me i wont nor will i fight it if it must happen to protect myself then i will allow it the dark place my heart cold an dark my soul coming back to its former self dark staind an putrid... the anger the hatred my long lost friends misery my goddess my sweet Mistress how ive missed her touch. The anger the Demon has awakened from his slumber self destructiveness an all My former self my face the new dawn has arrisen, A fallen Engel Scorned for life cursed to never love again the hopes an prayers of this lonely Engel left unanswered his heart never healed or mended his mind still fragile an yearning to be loved... he crys an prays for more for what he needs only to the ones hes looked towards for help turn their backs on him.... Long has his days become longing for more yet still unheard. Till the day his halo fell to the ground an his wings set ablaze as he descended from heaven the beautiful prominent wings

"5 Questions"
You get to ask me 5 Questions (TO MY INBOX)...any ONE question, no matter how crazy, deep, or just plain stupid and I promise to answer them honestly...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you....so go for it! Repost This With "5 Questions" Unless You're Too SCARED

~thoughts~
I thought I would take some time and write down some thoughts.. Well when I first got pregnant with my daughter it was hard on me because me & my husband were going through some hard times in our relationship & I wasn't sure if I wanted to be pregnant with his child because I wasn't sure if I wanted to be with him.. I left him and went to Maine when I was 3 months along, started a new relationship with an ex of mine there & I was getting ready to file for a divorce.. Then my husband decides to follow me to Maine & well he wanted to prove to me he could be a better husband and a good father.. So I let him do his proving & he done it.. In about a month and a half, he got two jobs, a car, and an apartment.. So when I was about 8 months pregnant I went back to him, to give him a chance to be a good husband and father to the baby that was on the way.. We had our daughter Serenity on December 16th, 2006 & decided to go back to Arizona when she was 6 weeks old.. Now we have our own plac

*ranting*
So once again I don't know why I'm writing to the world of blogging. Which is really just a disgusting angst of being listened to I believe. Truly, I just want to vent. And I don't want to bother anyone specific, so I'll type type away. At this point in my life I have made this quite blatant decision to not have a relationship with anyone. Too much going on, too many places to go, too many people to see and meet. I like to continually be on the move and enjoy life. But, truly, I guess the question is, will a "significant other" truly hold one back from that? Or am I just torn and hurt and untrustworthy? hmph. Secondly, I have yet to feel like I've learned a thing, academically, at Potsdam. I've been at college, and of course have learned through life -- but you never really stop doing that. As in schooling, I have yet to learn a fucking thing. I've had teachers upset with me and I think the only reason is because I have more experience teaching than they do and they don't know ho

Call On Me
YOU CAN CALL ON ME ANYTIME,I AM HERE,I WILL LISTEN,BE THERE PICK YOU UP WHEN YOU FALL,MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE SAFE,DRY YOUR TEARS CALM YOUR FEARS,MAYBE SHARE A FEW BEERS,ANY DAY,ANY WAY,IF I NEEDED TO,GIVE YOU ALL I HAD,MATERAL POSSESSION IS NOTHING COMPARED TO OUR FRIENDSHIP,IF THERES A STORM I WILL BE HERE,MAYBE IT WILL BLOW OVER SOON,I LOVE YOU,I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS,AND HUGS ARE FREE,AND MY SHOULDER IS HERE IF YOU NEED IT,SO IF YOU NEED SOMEONE,SOMETHING,ANYTHING,... JUST CALL ON ME.

Pain
why do i feel pain for others, I dont know maybe its because I care so much for ppl and they dont see it, maybe its because i can see where they are in their life and reflect back when I was in there shoes. But I think the main reason I feel pain is I dont want ppl to make the same mistakes I made when I was growing up. My friends are the ones i count on and no one else...This is why I feel pain for others is because I understand where they are coming from as the saying goes BEEN THERE DONE THAT!!!!!! that is true in my book....Thanks to all the friends that have been there for me...

Anger Rage And Hate Plus Love Sucks Ass
Well Not Sure What To Write Here Rite Now But I Will Say Love Sucks Ass I Am In Love Wit SumOne But Not Sure How Serious They Are Wit Me When She Does Say She Loves Me But Her Situation Isnt No Easier I guess She Has Been Wit This Other Dude For A while I guess And Has Him Moving In and that was before we startred our little thing and falling for each other as i hope she did and loves me to but im just not sure what to do anymore cuz i dont wanna wait around for ever to find out she is just gonna stick wit him or what not plus also one my exs desides to try and take my van witch i bought and paid for but we had the title and stuff stuck under her name sense i couldnt drive at the time but yea 2 times now she ticked me off and returns it to me wit no gas and i get pissed snap and shit and hten she comes and takes it cuz she has the name on title . so i dont even know wut to do bout that all i know is im loosing all i have had and cared bout most the girl i love and wanna be wit and my

Your Age By Eating Out
YOUR AGE� BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than 1 but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 � 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 .... If you haven't, add 1756. � 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were

Update On The Email Campaign.plz Read
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

Still Hurt
It's been two weeks I still am hurt You destroyed my heart And left me all in pieces You took the one who cared most Left him destroyed Didn't care what you did As long as you got what you sought I never saw it coming You hurt me so damn bad Your betrayal of me is like A big spike to the heart Other stuff adds to it Someone labeled me the wrong way My reputation is destroyed It'll take time to repair I'll never forget These last few weeks Between you and the label I'm not gonna be the same again

Tattoo Party
i never throw one dont know what its all about but if your in the area or gonna be in the area and want to get drunk, get some tats, and eat some kick ass bar-b Q then let me know and i'll get you the address. only thing is we're only doing the outlines so to make sure everyone gets their ink done.

.sunday.nites.
so. i think we've decided 'house' instead of 'apt' its just more for your money to a certain extent at least. not sure...we've got time enough to figure it out tho. definitely need more patio space... my patio is freakin full. and of course i need more pots and plants and dirt cuz i simply dont have enough in order to procure the things i need. tho i did start up 2 tinctures today. i hafta go buy some more valerian root tho...simply dont have enough to start a tincture for that...and it would come in uber handy. hmmm i need to buy more amber bottles as well. gah. i need more cabinet space. i really should just start purchasing my supplies wholesale...and really start meandering toward ointments. *thinks* ya. most definitely. this is more a mental list than a blog...but whatever. kids are in bed... house is slightly stuffy... cats playing fetch with a toy mouse by herself... and im not remotely tired... which is really not such a good thing on a sunday whe

Very Ticked!
Ok I am on the road and I get a call from my wife lady_raven all but in tears with me and now she had deleted her damn account why?? Here is why because some ppl on here just can't keep this damn mouth closed! It all started when she was in the BBW contest back in Feb I think not sure when but when she walked away from two memeber's of Darkmoon trouble started and hasn't stopped. People left her comments all the time and left her message's asking her how she was or to tell her is was something special like a good friend but now NOTHING! After I post this blog I won't care if any of you stay here because I am sick to death of how she has been treated. First by Darkmoon and than I.B.I.C so if anyone read's this and knows these ppl watch out for them because if your not part of their click or if you don't comment bomb them in a contest you are not anything. But now she is at peace again because she has made her a different page and if anyone and I do mean anyone shows her any

Forbidden Thoughts
As for me everyone has there own Forbidden Mystery I take you to a dark part of me. I gently lay you upon the sandy beach ground as you lift this black lace from this dark place. You and I put our lips upon each other as you ask can you give me everything I look to you and offer. As you speak I show you Forbidden Thoughts with just a glance I show you there is No heart in me. For I showed up tonight in your dream. I will be yours in this dark hour and give you my forbidden love. As the thunderstorm began to roll in I can see your desires as the wave crash down against our naked bodies, as in your dreams. I captivate your body with gentle touch of an innocent hand and then I hypnotized your mind with my thoughts. So I ask to take you to a New World where you and I may dwell within this dark hours as for you. This is a Fantasy and Dream you once wished for I am here to make this work but I take you as a Slave and into the darkness realm we must Go. Making forb

I'm Not Quite Sure What To Think Right Now...
I'm so confused right now. I'm not sure what to think about some stuff lately. A million things are running through my head, and I can't quite process any of them. Why do I just keep complicating my life more? It's about time, I just stood up and figured shit out. But instead I let things get more fucked up...my head and my heart are both confused. I have no regrets of what I've done, just worries that I might just fall down deeper...and just as I thought I was rising out of the negative place I've been. I don't think I was ready....ready to be around it...ready to see the situation for myself...I just need some time to process.....and I'm not sure how to it all in. But who knows, I hope I can figure this mess in my head out. I honestly have no regrets, so why is this bothering me so much?

Love Is Tough
Though my heart is breaking I am still waiting For the man who will be there And no matter what will care. Hes gotta be sensative and fine Be romantic with roses and wine Touch me in a way that makes me fly Somone who will never make me cry. The way I feel, I want to die This pain I feel is deep inside When I think I've found the one They always seem to turn and run. Promise after promise, sweet kiss after sweet kiss This in Romance is what I miss But promises get broken and kisses turn sour No more gentle touches no more bouqet of flowers. I know someday I'll find my mate We will be thrown together by fate But someday cant come soon enough Why does love have to be so tough?

Repost From Mumm...
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a pl

The Drug I Cant Get Enough Of
I talk to you when i can the day i met you was like noneother something was different something felt so good inside i knew i had to talk to you i could see so much through your eyes all the troubles youve been through, the loved ones youve lost. i felt ur pain an a connection i havnt felt with another in such a long time. I feel this void inside me growing getting bigger consuming everything i am the love for you eating away at my soul so weird so fast an a bond so strong. I feel so self destructive my emotions strung up so high my expectations lifted when ive taught myself never to hope for anything...youve broken through my heart open for you i cant understand why i would do such a thing or i would do it again...life jus works in strange ways in my life its always the wrong way. i feel so strongly about someone only to have them slip through my fingers i try holding on as best i can only to grow further away i see you smile i hear you laugh i want to feel your body hold mine

Man And Moon
I stand beneath the mystic moon, Time does not come too soon For when a starnger comes to me One without an identity. The way I feel it may seem That this may be forever a dream For the man I have in my sight May only be a shadow in the moonlight. He's always under the moon, he's never late Is he the one, my love, my soul mate? All I've ever had was broken promises and lies But all I can see is love and honesty in his eyes I feel that I can trust this mystery man Just in the way he touches my hand I know he'll never break my heart And we'll always be together and never apart. So if I'm dreaming please dont wake me If you can just let me be If I must have to say goodbye Instead of my heart breaking again I would rather die!!

~just A Survey~
1. Name someone who made you smile today? My Daughter.. 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Changing and feeding my baby.. 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Just playing around on CherryTap.. 4. What was something that happened to you in 1994? I moved up to Show Low, Arizona for about 6 months.. 6. Four words to explain why you last threw up? Pregnancy hormones really suck!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? Black & Silver.. 8. What was the last thing you bought? A Propel.. 9. What was the last gift you received? My neighbors gave me a card, because they are new around here & needed some help while they got on thier feet, so they gave me a card to say thank you & that I'm good ppl.. 10. What color is your front door? White.. 11. Where do you keep your money? In my planner or bra.. 12. What was the weather like today? Cloudy/sunny & windy.. 13. Where did your last hug take place? In my bed.. 14. What are you excited about? Fi

Tears - Rush
"Tears" All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why?

Ghost (poem)
Ghost === Ominously lurking in the gallows Hides a being in a quiet lull The ghastly one watching over Creeping deep into my skull Shutters rattle like decayed bones Shattering in the breeze An apparition's breath lingers Causing my heart to freeze Yet the pounding melts the ice Blood boiling to a fever pitch As the ghoul approaches Drifting toward like a witch The ghost of my past returns A love forever passed away I never could love again When I lost yours that day In my madness it is reflected That this, my soul has deflected

10 Things A Woman Wont Say
10.burn my clit 09.cutt my boobs off 08.wax me with grey tape 07.boss me around and hit me hard 06.do my sister 05.middle of sex"stop licking me" 04.fuck me over again 03.set my pussy on fire 02.shave me bald"whole" 01.call me cunt

Check This Out
Here is a link to check out. Maybe someone knows somebody that would like to help my friends dream come true... well her son's dream. Here's the link and please pass on if you know someone that might like to help. http://www.robinhoodfund.com/cast-your-votes/wish/id/3847

Sex Jokes Though These Where Funny!!!!!!!!!!
I WAS LOOKING THOUGH THIS JOKE SITE TO ADD TO MY STASH AND SAW THESE THOUGH IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO POST BUT CANT IN STASH Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't? A. A navel. Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine? A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later. Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve? A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam. Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat? A. A Klondike Bar Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man? A. "How do you breath through something so small?" Q. Why don't women wear watches? A. There's a clock on the stove! Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q. Have you h

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy.......
The wisdom of Larry the cable guy....... 1. A day without sunshine is like .........night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off

Happiness
EACH AND EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO FIND HAPPINESS HAS THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY.WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY SOMEONE WANTS TO STOP ANOTHER PERSON FROM FINDING WHAT THEY NEED OUT OF THIS LIFE.THIS LIFE ONLY LAST SUCH A SHORT TIME WHY DO SOME WANT TO SPEND IT MISERABLE AND ONLY SEEM HAPPY WHEN THEY ARE CAUSEING MISERY AND GRIEF IN OTHERS LIVES.THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO BE HAPPY.TO ME THATS WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING.WHY EVEN WAKE UP IF YOU KNOW YOUR JUST GOING TO TO SAD AND MISERABLE.HAPPINESS COMES IN MANY DIFFERENT FORMS IT DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE WHEN YOU FIGURE THAT OUT THEN HAPPINESS IS THERE.REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU ACHIEVE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT REACH FOR THE STARS LIVE,DREAM,LOVE....BECAUSE WHEN THIS LIFE IS OVER THEN THE ONES YOU LEAVE BEHIND REMEMBER YOU AS THAT BRIGHT SMILING FACE,THAT RAY OF SUNSHINE THEY MIGHT NOT OTHER WISE HAVE HAD.THATS THE WAY I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW ME NOW AND REMEMBER ME WHEN I DONE HERE ON THIS EARTH.i NOT ONLY WANT TO BE H

What True Friends Are
A true friend is one who stands by you no matter what and I have 4 very good examples of this. One of them is Penny she has been there for me through everything and for that I am grateful. She has the biggest heart any one could have and if anyone ever stomped on it I would stomp on them.. Or they would have to go through me to get to her.. Penny I love you with all my heart and always will..John Michael Montgomery Videos | Video Codes | Columbus Lofts

Today Is The Most Hardest Day Of My Entire Lifetime :(
My best friend... My companion... My family member... My playmate... My Dog... Just passed away last night, and i had to bury her today.... It was probably one of the HARDEST things i've ever had to do today... I've never cried so much in my entire life... I've never felt so much emptiness before... God Rest in Peace Nala Bear. You'll always have a place in my heart. Always! And the message in all of this, is never underestimate the power of God to giveth and taketh away. Enjoy your family, friends, anybody or anything close to you, cause you never know when you will get it taken away from you :(. God Bless Nala, who's running around in doggy heaven, no more pain, no more hurt, no more disease, YOUR IN A GOOD PLACE NOW...and i can't wait to see you again for more licks on the face hehehe. R.I.P. 4/22/2007 and God Bless all my Cherry Tap Friends!

My Endless Envy
Today, while playing with my daughter at a playground, I looked around and the people there... and felt an incredible rush of grief. So many happy families and happy couples... children with both parents around... functioning family units. I wonder how they do it in this day and age... how do they overcome obstacle after obstacle to keep things going to blissfully? Are they always this happy and unified? What is it that prevents me from attaining such as that? I know one thing would probably be my choice in partners over the past.... 5 years. I've been chasing people who make me feel young. I've been so afraid of growing up and growing old until recently. Now... I feel the need to settle down and become stable. After all, that's what's behind my whole move back in with my parents... the attempt to become stable. (in this case, it's saving money for a house) Also, my going back to college is a major attempt to get my life into a fixed situation where it'd be feasable to start and

Still Life - Iron Maiden
Still Life Take a look in the pool and what do you see In the dark depths there faces beckoning me Can't you see them it's plain for all to see They were there oh I know you don't believe me. Oh.....I've never felt so strange But.....I'm not going insane. I've no doubt that you think I'm off my head You don't say but it's in your eyes instead Hours I spend out just gazing into that pool Something draws me there I don't know what to do. Oh.....they drain my strength away Oh.....they're asking me to stay. Nightmares.....spirits calling me Nightmares.....they won't leave me be. All my life's blood is slowly draining away And I feel that I'm weaker every day Somehow I know I haven't long to go Joining them at the bottom of the pool. Now.....I feel they are so near I.....begin to see them clear Nightmares.....coming all the time Nightmares.....Will give me peace of mind. Now it's clear and I know what I have to do I must take you down there to loo

10 Things U Wont Hear A Man Say
10.take that hammer hit me in the head 09. honey bite my dick off 08.stick that needle in me 07. roast my nuts 06.pull my hair out by the roots 05.glue my sack to my leg 04.nail my tung to a wall 03.zap my balls 02. throw acid in my face 01.shove a sword up my ass

Living In A Fantasy World
i spend my days doing tats and building my house. i have a very active imagination which makes great for my tat shop. but it kills my life cause according to all my "friends" i live in a fantasy world. i couldnt care but unlike them when there out at parties i got two kids to worry about. they say cause really the only friends i have is on here and i dont really talk to anyone here for to long. so i spend most of my time explaining why im here and hardly talk besides comments and a shout/private message. but i dont really hang out so i dont have a problem with spending time in what is now called my fantasy world View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Before The Dawn - Judas Priest
Before The Dawn Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him" Outside the birds begin to call As if to summon up my leaving It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him"

~golden Chain~
Friendship is a golden chain the links are friends so dear and like a rare and precious jewel it's treasured more each year... it's clasped together firmly with a love that's deep and true and it's rich and happy memories and fond recollections too... time can't destroy it's beauty for as long as memories live years can't erase the pleasure the joy that friendship gives for friendship is a priceless gift that can't be bought or sold but to have an understanding friend is worth far more than gold and the golden chain of friendship is a strong and blessed tie binding kinded hearts together as the years go passing by. I will miss you my friend. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Broken Hearted
I don't even know where to start with this... 04.20.2007 - He broke my heart I have never hurt so bad in my life... I didn't know a human being was capable of feeling such pain, you know, I thought I had been though it all. I thought I had hit rock bottom before. I thought the whole break up with Corey was bad, this is so much worse. I feel so empty. I just feel like giving up... what's the point you know... I fail at everything. And, no, this isn't some pitty trip, I don't want people feeling sorry for me... I just don't think he realizes what he's just done. And he doesn't fucking care. How can someone be so heartless? Did I not mean a single fucking thing to him this whole goddamn time? I should make him fucking watch the blood pour from my veins.

Yep I'd Fuck You Alright! Raw And Nasty.
yep i'd fuck you alright! raw and nasty. There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Hmmmmmmm
If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT "I DONT KNOW", U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER. PLEASE! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be lo

Me...
HI IM AL IM I REALLY DONT PLAY GAMES SO WHEN I GIVE SOMEONE A SOMETHING I MEAN WHAT I SAY..DONT PLAY GAMES DO LIKE PEOPLE PLAYING GAMES WITH ME..AND IM NOT TALKING ABOUT BOARD GAMES OR VIDEO GAMES.IM TALKING ABOUT GAMES WITH THE MIND..THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY BLOG..AL..

The Private Message Button In The Tooltip
cMail has completely replaced private messages now, so if you send someone a private message using the tooltip, it goes to cMail- there isn't a separate button for it (nor a need to enter cMail and remember the person's URL, as I thought there was- silly me :) ) Eric

~lost A Wonderful Friend ~
My dear friend Joe (Ole Texas Cowboy) was killed Thursday in a plane crash outside the capital of Belize City. Joe and his pilot ran into a storm from what I understand from his brother Frank. Joe and his pilot was killed on impact. Joe was one of the first people I met here when I joined and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him so much and it was a shock to hear that he was killed. He was a true friend, always helped me when I was sick, he was a wonderful doctor who always knew what to tell me to get to help when I had the flu. He was always around when I needed a friend. My heart breaks with the loss of a wonderful friend.

Boredom
Ever get so bored you sleep. Sure you have, hell we have. Yesterday was that day. Today is worse. My body is so exhausted from a nice 12 hour day of work, however, my mind is a buzz. This is keeping me awake. Someone please help me. Please do the public a favor and help me sleep before I get any crazier.

Sexiest Smile Contest
Hi all I am in the sexiest smile contest please go show me some love it started today and ends next sunday 28th....thank you for all your help just click the pic to go to the contest. ^^^^^^^^^^ ClICK HERE^^^^

Do You Wanna Talk With Me On The Phone?
So this is how it works. If you want to talk to me on the phone you first have to send me an email letting me know you want to chat. Then I will send you an email back, I will need a real email address not the CT One. Then I will send you an Email from NiteFlirt.com with a referral which will give you free minutes to talk with me. After that I am not sure how it works, If I am not on the phones at that moment, I know that you can save the email and use it later, also it will give you the chance to tell me that you are interested in talking to me by sending me an email to my Niteflirt account. I know that at some point you will have to register with their site, which means you will need to put in your credit card information. Also if you Spend at least three dollars of your own money talking with me I will send you another email with more free minutes 5 minutes to be exact and if you rate me when the conversation is done, a good Rating mind you I will send you another 5 minu

Lore About Dating
More lore about dating has passed from woman to woman and man to man than probably any other human endeavor, all in an attempt to help one sex figure out what the other is thinking or likely to do. 1. Men and women can be "just friends" Marnie Hanel of Tango magazine says, "Sure, men and women can be friends -- as long as the dynamic falls into one of four categories: 1) the friends explore their, ahem, benefits -- and realize that they like each other better with their clothes on; 2) one of the parties is gay; 3) there are significant others involved and romantic -- and sexual -- needs are taken care of at home; 4) you’re just not that into each other -- in that way." Jordan Burchette of Maxim.com agrees, "as long as they're from your kindergarten class, an ex, or are gay. It also helps if they're 'majorly unattracted' to each other. Tall order? Umm, yes," he says, "but we’re convinced that if they don’t fit in one of those categories, they’ll be double dipping their chip in

The Magic This Night (erotic Story)
The Magic This Night The thin veil of clouds covering the moon gave it the appearance of being suspended by an invisible thread. He stared at the amber disc for a long time, almost as if waiting for something to come from the encounter. There was magic in the moon this night. It touched part of him. It touched him in that place that made him hard. The lust that rose up in him was natural and pure, filling him with a powerful feeling. The longer he held the gaze of the amber moon, the harder he became. He slowly lifted thickly muscled arms. Broad hands reached toward the sky, as powerful fingers curled into tightly balled fists. He threw his head back, shook the hair from his face, and unleashed a howl into the humid night air that came from the depths of his soul. The magic was powerful indeed. Nostrils flared as his mind played cruel tricks on him, teasing him with a wisp of her scent on the night breeze. Instinctively, he whirled an

Update Profile #1
I'm updating my profile, but thought some may desire to read my previous "about me". Well, here I am again updating my profile. It is a natural yet spiritual thing to do as I am constantly changing as I move along this path I take. I have been learning about dealing with my shadow. What may you ask is my shadow? My shadow is consisted of the life horrors I've experienced or perceived that I have experienced. These fears and insecurities bind me from reaching my full potential as a man and Shaman. I am learning that I am NOT my emotions whether anger, depression, laughter or anywhere in between. Throughout my life I have dealt with depression. 2006 was the peak of the mountain of bad emotions I had retained over decades. Following a stroke (December 2005), being laid off my job (January 2006) I took on the persona of an emotion I had allowed to grow deep roots in my life - depression. Too often, I would excuse myself from participating in life by saying, "I am d

It Was A Great Day Outside
hey my sexy friends.. it was a great day outside.. i spend the day with my kids.. we played at the park for four hours.. my arm got burned and my leg.. that is the only thing that got sun burned how weird lol.. our temp was 76 degrees and windy.. i love it and so did my kids.. will got to run.. i hope u all had a great day.. because i know i did.. with my kids..

Contest Witchsbrew,needs Support
My good Friend an Familly member,Cherie,Formerly Lady WitchsBrew,now WitchBrew.Is in a Contest an needs some Love in the way of Comments.All hands on deck for this Contest.Please Show Cherie Some Love. Most contests from Friends an Family members.I post a Blog with their Link,to make it easier for myself to comment.an others as my page loads quicker than others. a href="http: //cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 Since Friday all my Blogs are invisable,I thought my enternet exsplorer was respouncable.So I put Firefox back on it today after fishing.Still can't view my blogs. Almost like the Tap has me Blocked,I rather post Bloggs than Bulletins.As nobody reads my Bulletins generally,but close Friends + Family read my Blogs.

The Reality Of Sexual Fantasy
I posted this on one of my other blogs a long time ago... I figure this would be an appropriate place for a repost: **** What exactly is sexual fantasy? I will tell you what it is for me, and why I have a tendency to become so lost in my fantasies on a day-to-day basis that I become terribly distracted from my daily tasks. For me, the act of a sexual fantasy can embody several things. They are, for starters, an expression of self-love. That is important most of all. However, they are also an expression need, and wish fulfillment. When I am overcome by my own sexual fantasies what I’m really saying is that my needs aren’t being met. But, I’m also saying that I, alone, may be the best person to fulfill those needs. By delving deep into the heart of my own psyche and imagination I can experience the things I could not in real life. I can take pain I know my physical body cannot. I can inflict pain I know I would not truly wish on another soul. I can also e

What A Kiss Taste Like
WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." < Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "Spit it out! It's a piece of ass!"

In The Deepest Shadows Of The Heart
IN THE DEEPEST SHADOWS OF THE HEART In the deepest shadows of the heart A person can hide their darkest feelings Or their brightest thoughts, Only there can one run from the truth, Hide from the nightmares that this world can bring forth Where the nice can be ugly, the ugly are foul, and the wicked are your friends The truth in everyone will reveal it’s self for there is one place that no one can hide, A place where anything can happen, where life and death are one, yet no one can really die It’s A world of wonders, and despair, of light and darkness A place where people can fly, and fall Dreamz are the windows to their souls Without them they will never succeed, never fear, never be truly be happy or in love In Drakken’s Dreamz there are only the ones, who are willing to fly, Willing to trust, and willing to forgive for others mistakes. There no one falls, no one dies, but is carried on with in his heart His soul is not pur

Broken Lie$
I believed, believed in moments not concieved, did he ever believe in me...Secretly within I hold a passionate spirit, uncompromise, without me in your heart...A light in your eyes, that end all lies....Vacant broken, fell at the hands of those moments that I wouldn't see...Cause it was "who" praying for me...So what have I done to be no child , of no angel, have I done anything to be worthy...Daylight dims, leavng cold fluorescence, so difficult to see what there is in this light...and what do I say to all the demons staulking my nights....He never told a lie, well might of told a lie...But he never had to live one, didn't have to hide to save it...and has it come to letting go...Holly

Can I Keep Evolving?
(This blog is about my current status, I am an evolving person, one that wants a lot more out of life that I used to. And I am finally getting to the point where I won't settle.) Can I keep evolving In Kansas I would be hung Evolution never happened But can it for this woman Can I never turn back Into who I used to be Can I be a better me Will evolution help me I can take a compliment finally I can meet people I can hold a conversation I even walk on two legs Can he be strong enough for the both of us Would he be able to handle Seeing me cry Hearing my parents keep yelling at me If I keep evolving Being unwilling to settle Would you be ok with that Would you still like me Evolution helps me get up in the morning Evolution has made me who I am today I am nice, I don't yell, I don't fly off the handle I am losing weight rapidly all thanks to Evolution Evolution taught me how to handle a knife It helped me learn how to cook a standing rib roast

Right Now Am So Spitting Mad Ya Can See Flames Comming Out Of My Ears
My mom just told me that my sisters fucken stupid shit ex hubby is kicking her out in May with no job an d no place to go. Has even told her if she, my sister, goes any where near my mom he will make it so she doesn't see either of their girls again. He doesn't want my mom near them because she set boundaries and wont go beyond them. and wont give them any money. I want to go to my sister but it will make matters even worse for my sister if i do go as there is even bad blood between my sister, her ex hubby, and me

~~whisper To Me~~
Do I remember how my life has come to be...what this is. I can not explain...so much damage done, I barely recognize me...I feel so lost in this circus, this fake reality...I move so slow amongst them...no one notices me...I'd feel so safe knowing...exploding...If only to be invisible among giants and a killer among thieves...Neither fate nor destiny could capture me...like that of feeling so unloved...alone would not hurt...wishing reality would be so numb......What am I seeking, I do not even know...Who I am, who I was...or how much longer I can go on before I'm done...Could someone else ever really know, answer these haunting questions, show me the way to go...Forgive myself...my past...my pain...take this confusion and my company "Misery"....Make me love who I am, Be happy with who I seem to see, stretched beneath my skin, so tired of waiting and so tired of running, from what has been, and what will soon come to be....HOLLY

I Made This For A Friend :)
don't be lonely tonight my dear there are beautiful souls near one may find you with a pout and not linger long but rush out so smile even if inside its not strong for a smile on your face is never wrong

Poem: Not Just For Another Day
The next time you see the rain come, down at night l@@k out your window, and watch all those waterdrops fall, by the shine of a light. Darlin' if you ask "why" I can't really say, but I know it has something to do with you, as I watch all those water drops fall. I think of all the tears we have shared, and its not as much as all the rain has fell, tonight but you and I will never really know. I'll put it to you like this Darlin', that when I see it rain I know that the, earth is being refreshed for another day, and it is simple because it plain to see. This is to give you reasurance as it, also does for me every since we've parted, our love has only gotten weaker, and needs to have nourishment. We need to nurse our love back to health, and build it on solid foundation. So we can be together once again, and we can watch the rainfall. To know that our heart's an our love, is being refreshed,and not just for, another day but for life. Sign:

In Your Arms
In Your Arms 4-22-07 Friends come and friends go I’ve had many before and after you But there is one thing I know Without you I wouldn’t know what to do Happy I never seem to be I never feel that special way I’m always sad without you and me I just don’t know how or what to say You are the only one that makes me happy anymore You know me better than anyone knows me You don’t know how much of you I adore You always set my heart and soul free All I wish to do is to be able to show you how much you mean to me The only thing better then telling to you will be holding in your arms

What I Do To Make Ends Meet!
Well like I said before, I have been in school. I am going back this fall. I have to get going on the paperwork, but that is for another blog. Well having a Job that works with a crazy and unpredictable Schedule at school is Hard. There are not a lot of them out there. With Music every day is Unpredictable. Concerts, Practice, Studying, whatever else comes along. Homework!! It all takes up time and concentration. And most of my Homework isn't something I can do in between Customers at a gas station. It is more complicated than that. So on to My Job. I am a Sex Phone Operator. I talk to people on the phone for a Per Min Charge. I enjoy talking to people, and it is a fun job. You can learn a lot about people and what they want, what they like. It is interesting. Plus it pays better than any other job I have ever had. I set my own rates and so I can actually make as much or as little as I want. Also I can work whenever I want for as long as I want. It is a Do It Y

Is Cute A Compliment?
Or do guys just say that because it's an easy lie. I used to take it as a compliment. I think I'd rather be cute than many other options. But.. I'm thinking.... Guys just say it because they don't feel comfortable saying anythign else. It meant somethign at one point. But now it's old. Cute is good.... But is it real? On one hand....why bother complimenting at all? So I should assume being called cute is a sincere and honest attempt at flattery... On the other hand...guys want to get laid and will say jut about anything to get in a girl's pants. So... Don't call me cute. Don't call me anything. Don't flirt with me. You don't mean it.

This Is Where I Put My Recorder From Now On Its Off My Profile And In A Blog So Plz Come Here To Leave Msgs
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Loving You
as i sit here and think that you are the only man that has my heart i know that i am truly lucky to have you in my life for loving you and loving the time with you is truly worth what i feel and could never top what you were given my heart is yours zand my love is yours i couldnt imagine loving anyone but you for loving you is one of the great joys in my life

Grief
today shortly after noon i got the call i have been both expecting ad dreading for several weeks my grandmother in alabama had passed away she was 104 so she lived a truly blessed life i'll always remember when visiting her when i was little and i messed up doing something or wanted to know why something i did wasnt right she always told me well whos fault is that lol i'll remember her with a gingham dress and white apron on cooking us cookies she is dancing in heaven now with my grandpa so i think she is very happy no more pain and suffering looking up i say i'll miss you grandma

Sanguine's Sexuality...explained.
Blue smoke slides from my lungs as I sit, pondering the subject of my last post. I feel a need to explain where the small outpouring came from... True I am in a higher state of mind but as I have explained, I am a night thing. And a sensual one at that... I have to admit, I am a great lover of men. If you expect to capture my attention, mind fuck me, tease me with your wit. Be comfortable with your sexuality and your body. Which brings me to a rather taboo subject... I have also lain with a few women! Alas, I don't think I could give my heart to one. I could however still be your RIDE-OR-DIE BITCH. I will hold hands with you while our worlds explode. Ladies of a like mind hit me up...but... Another hit of fragrant blue smoke.... Inhale, exhale... Guys, you should be as fearless as womankind really. Call me sick but, the thought of two fit, handsome men entwining with my lithe body and each other sets my blood on fire. So hard to fin those of a like mind ou

Mr Right?
I sit alone again, tonight just who is this Mr Right? have I met him as of yet should I ponder, should I fret? if I had met him, wouldn't I know? wouldn't an emotion begin to grow? is he out there searching for me? lurking perhaps where I cannot see does it matter if I will fall could he truly climb over my wall? I won't sit here long tonight wishing for that Mr Right if he exists one day I'll find sweet romantic thoughts in mind until then i shall just be me as foolish and silly as I can be A.Boudreaux 07

What I Want Aman To With My Heart
I HAVE SOMETING I WANT YOU TO KEEP FOR ME. I HAVE LET SOME OTHERS KEEP IT FROM TIME TO TIME. THEY WERE NOT VERY CAREFULL WITH IT. IT HAS BEEN BROKEN ONCE OR TWICE, IT WAS HARD BUT I WAS ABLE TO MEND IT. IT SEEMS TO BE MORE DELICATE AND EASILY DAMAGED NOW. I AM ALITTLE AFRAID BUT I TRUST YOU, PLEASE KEEP MY HEART SAFE AND PROTECTED BY YOUR LOVE.

Beautiful Sun
Hey- SO..not much going on today...enjoyed the beautiful sun shine and got quite a nice tan already...it started to burn >_< so sadly i had to go inside..but man it was so so so so gorgeous outside...:) xXx

A Little Background First!
Alright lets begin with, Hi My Name is Dee. If you are a close friend or family member you probably know more about my name and personal info. If you Don't Know more you don't need to know. I am going to school and Majoring in Music Education. This will eventually lead to me getting my Masters in Music Therapy. I want to Help people with their lives and anything else I can help with. I am a good person. If you read My front pages about me section, all of that is true. I am kind Hearted and sometimes naive about things, at the same time though I don't think that you should always give people the benefit of the doubt. Especially if you can see through the Crap right way. I enjoy meeting people and I am actually very sensitive, I am just gotten so good at not letting people know that they get to me. Usually the people I care about. I am bullheaded and stubborn, I like to get my way. Although I will usually let others though do what they want even if it isn't what I want.

U.s. Marine
This is by CT User 346334 Link to her page. http://cherrytap.com/user/346334 US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the

.....protected By Very Large Husband
i just joined this cherrytap thing and i'm overwhelmed by all the messages and attention and i'm trying to figure out how to put on here that i'm married and not interested in anyone at all, just here for friendship. my girlfriend is on here..... so slow down everyone, bless you for all ur comments! muah! sue

A Fading Smile.
I don't like thinking too much. It happens with ill-spent time, however. Thus, leading to such times as a couple of hours ago. I couldn't help myself, I was just laying there, listening to music, trying to ignore the rest of my family for the time being...and...I dunno. I had a smile on my face for this past week...so many things going well. then I got to thinking, back to negative thoughts, back to things I believe about myself, and back to wondering exactly what use am I? It's hard to keep faith in one's self sometimes. It really is...and with that, my smile slowly faded into obscurity. Gotta find it again, that sneaky bastard.

Newer Update
Things are going awsome its been almost 2 months since i have been working at the new place. Have a man now FINALLY... Met his friends last night an family today. Things are going pretty good for me. Im moving this coming wensday to a for good home til I get married hmm dont know when thats going to be but ya lol... Well time to go an take a shower an call my man. Love yaz