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Brown Sugar Pavlovas With Fruit Recipe
A pavlova is a crisp meringue shell piled high with whipped cream and fresh berries. We used brown sugar to add a caramel-like flavor to the meringues. The meringues freeze for up to two months; remove them from the freezer before you assemble the pavlovas. No reheating required. Use any combination of fresh fruit. RECIPE INGREDIENTS 4 large egg whites 2 teaspoons cornstarch 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup granulated sugar 1/4 cup packed brown sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3/4 cup whipping cream 2 tablespoons powdered sugar 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 3 cups fresh pineapple, chopped 3/4 cup kiwi, chopped, and peeled 3/4 cup fresh blackberries or raspberries 3 tablespoons fat-free caramel sundae syrup RECIPE METHOD Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Cover a large baking sheet with parchment paper. Draw 6 (4-inch) circles on paper. Turn paper over; secure with masking tape. Beat egg whites, cornstarch, and salt at high speed of a mixer until foamy. Add granulated su

I Am Having Twins
i found out on tuesday the 10th 2007 that i was having twins. yipppi. i am so happy. it is going good so far besides the fact that i have had haves and sweeling for the last 3 days... this is going to be a fun pregancy...lol....i eat something that the twins did not like..lo... hope i find out what it is, cuz haves really suck...bad. if you would to see a pic of the twins it is me my pics under me alubem. it is so cute...

Drunk
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

Guinea Pigglets!
So. I sucked it up and made my guinea pig phone call. We have ... *drumroll please* ... Two crested females. One male. The two brown ones are the females - exactly like their mother. The black one is the male - like his father. His father has brown on his head and chest - the baby is pure black. You can find photos of them here.

Solitary Confinement
You laughed at my weaknesses - so I feared to show them. You trampled on my dreams - so I dreamed alone. You were too busy to listen - so I never spoke. You handled my secrets indiscreetly - so I ceased to share them. You were insensitive to my needs - so I hid them from you. You never seemed to understand - so I stopped trying to communicate. You hurt me by your indifference - so I bled inwardly. You wouldn't let me near you - so I kept my distance. You cared for my physical needs - so my soul became impoverished. You drove me into myself - so now I am imprisoned. ~Unknown

Figging,...the Art Of The Ginger Root
Figging - The Art of Ginger Root Play By Master Michael When I first wrote an article on figging some years ago, I received, not surprisingly, a heap of e-mail from lifestylers who had never heard of this. They were most appreciative to have received the information though, and many were anxious to try the technique. I thought that with a new crop (no pun intended) of Doms and subbies entering our community, I would rewrite the article. If you're already familiar with figging, you may skip to the next informative article on the list. If figging sounds like an old Scottish sport, you'd better stick around and read on. Figging, anal play (or torture) using ginger root, seems to be an art that is increasingly ignored. Maybe it's because there isn't enough information passed on about it or perhaps with the advent of fancy salves, chemicals and potions that can mimic ginger, lifestylers don't want to take the time needed to prepare for this activity. Either reason precludes a plea

Heart Symbol
Heart is the symbol of love Drawn by lovers at the start Inscribed with words of forever and always Yet, hearts can be torn apart Fighting, crying Pieces breaking in half Lives are changed forever And all of a sudden you realize That they are apart of your past Although so pretty Be careful when drawing a heart They are delicate They can easily fall apart Hearts are colored In a dark blood red Don't be their next victim Please, don't be misled.

True Love
True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines. ~ Anonymous

Why Is It?
Why is it that it seems as though i have wronged someone in a cosmic or spiritual sense, which ever you prefer, that my life is to be in constant misery? I really am not sure how much more i can take! I'm really about ready to say fuck it all and leave. It seems as though every time i am happy and in a meaningful long term relationship, even on the verge of marriage, that it has to be taken away and my life destroyed! To make matters worse it seems as though i cannot do a GOD DAMN thing right! Every time i try, i get it wrong and fuck things up more! For fuck sakes there is only so much that one human being can take and i'm not sure i can take much more!

Without My Heart
Tears fill my eyes As I sit trying not to cry Though I have told you many times You dont understand for that you I'd die For you these tears I shed My pillow is stained and wet While I sit here in my bed This is the worst it will ever get To know all I do And knowing you dont love me The way I love you Doesnt set me free It kills me all the more To be without you in my life Seeing you but not at my door It causes me so much strife I know you think I'll get over you There is one thing I know that you dont thats something I cant possibly do And just something I know I wont I love you with all my heart Know I always will I gave you me from teh start Becasue this is how I feel I shed these tears In your memory I have realized my fears I know we can never truely be I cry in his arms Though it helps in someway He doesnt have your charms And it you I want to be with one day Though I know this wont come to be I can hope with all I will amount

Seal Don't Cry Lyrics
Don't be so hard on yourself. Those tears are for someone else. I hear your voice on the phone. I hear you feel so alone. My baby. Ohh my baby. Please my baby, My baby, When we were young, And truth was paramount. We were older then, And we lived our life without any doubt. Those memories, They seem so long ago. What's become of them? When you feel like me I want you to know. Don't cry. You're not alone. Don't cry, Tonight, my baby. Don't cry, You'll always be loved. Don't cry, Tonight. My baby. Today I dreamed, Of friends I had before. And I wonder why. The ones who care don't call anymore. My feelings hurt. But you know I overcome the pain. And I'm stronger now, There can't be a fire unless there's a flame. Don't cry. You're not alone. Don't cry, Tonight, my baby. Don't cry. You'll always be loved. Don't cry oh... Limousines and sycophants, Don't leave me now, Cause I'm afraid what you've done to me. Is now the wolf. In my bed, In my head.

Halloween Horroscope
This is so true Halloween Horoscope for Scorpio Halloween is your favorite holiday for scaring and shocking others. You like to bring out your alternate persona on Halloween - and have the night of your life. Costume suggestions: A freaky monster or prince / princess of darkness. Signature Halloween candy: Candy cigarettes What's Your Halloween Horoscope?

What Would You Do For Love?
You Would Do Most Things For Love You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! Would You Do Anything For Love?

Mother's Day Photo Contest
Hello everyone..I'm in the Mother's Day Photo Contest and I'm trying to win a free blast. I would appreciate whatever help you could give me. Comments and rates both count. Comment bombing is allowed but I would greatly appreciate whatever you could do for me. 1 is good.. 2 would be great.. 10 would be totally awesome... I thank you kindly in advance for your help and your time. Have a great day and much Cherry Love to you all... Amy This is my daughter on her wedding day. The day I gave my baby away.. but she got a wonderful husband and I love him dearly...

About My Tags~if You Have One, Please Read!!~
I just made this and wanted to share it with everyone. :-) I hope all of you are having a wonderful day! If you have a tag, name tag, or license that I made for you, please make sure you have it saved to your hard drive. I am no longer a VIC, so my pic storage is maxed out. I will be deleting the old tags to make room for some new ones. If you have any requests, please feel free to leave me a message on this blog. I love all of my friends! You guys rock! Laurie

How Do Men See You ?
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

Girls
girls BE HONEST! **YES or NO** - - - - - - YES or N0 Ugly? : Kind? : Loud? : Shy? : Weird? : Selfish? : Ghetto? : Crazy?: Nice? : Mean?: Immature? : Rude?: Cool? : Stupid? : Caring? : Mature? : A friend? : More than a friend? : Talkative? Boring? Hott : Creative? : Smart? : A flirt? : A psycho? Athletic? : Confusing? : Sweet? : Annoying? : Funny? : Hyper? : Laid back? Perfect? : - - - - - - iF Y0U C0ULD Give me a new name, what would it be ?: Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?: Do one thing with me, it would be ?: Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?: - - - - - - W0ULD Y0U Kiss me ?: Have sex with me ?: Ever go out with me ?:If you already have, would you do it again ? Marry me if you could ?: Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ? - - - - - - QUESTi0NS What is my phone number?: Which song reminds you of me?: When is my birthday?: Who is/are my best friend/s?: Where did we meet?: Have you ever had

Michael Ray Richardson And His Big Time Jew Lawyers
It has been about a month since a former NBA player has come forth with a hate diatribe. This time coke head Micheal Ray has professed his hate for all things Jewish. From yarmulkes to gefilte fish, he has had enough. Could this have anything to do with David Stern (he's kinda, sorta Jewish) suspending Micheal Ray 83 times during his playing career? Here are some of his comments: "I've got big-time lawyers," Richardson said, according to the Times Union."I've got big-time Jew lawyers." When told by the reporters that the comment could be offensive to people because it plays to the stereotype that Jews are crafty and shrewd, he responded with, "Are you kidding me? They are. They've got the best security system in the world. Have you ever been to an airport in Tel Aviv? They're real crafty. Listen, they are hated all over the world, so they've got to be crafty." And he continued, "They got a lot of power in this world, you know what I mean?" he said. "Which I think is great

Sun And Fun
Sun 'n Fun 2007- Correction to NOTAM Notice Number: NOTC0834 Correction to Sun 'n Fun 2007 NOTAM - IRF Slot Reservation Please note that there is an error in the printed Sun 'n Fun Notice to Airmen and in the Quick Reference Booklet referring to Obtaining a Slot Reservation. The original says to confirm your reservation you must call between 24 to 8 hours prior to your arrival time. The correct time is 24 to 12 hours. See corrected section below. HOW TO OBTAIN A SLOT RESERVATION Pilots may obtain a slot reservation by using computer interface (e-STMP) or touch-tone telephone interface. · e-STMP: computer access is available to users with an Internet connection and Web Browser. The Internet address is www.fly.faa.gov. A user guide is available on the web site. · Touch-tone telephone: dial (800) 875-9755 and follow the prompts. Pilots should be prepared to provide their destination/departure airport, estimated UTC time of arrival/dep

I Have Returned
Well i just wanted to thank everyone that missed me and say goodbye to everyone that left while i was gone.the past few months have been torture without all of you and i want you to know that without my thoughts and memories of all of you i would never have gotten through this ordeal. no i'm not going to tell you what happened and i'm not going to dish my drama, i'm sure we've all had enough drama so thats that. I love my family thank you all for remaining so dedicated to one another and to me because i need you right now congrats to those that deserve it and love and kisses to those that need it. i love you all and its good to be home. ♥ KRISS

My Surrender
Palette of my surrender Please don't bother me with contented pinks, placid yellows, or barren spotless whites. i want only Your densest, most visceral reds, thick sweltering purples, jagged, scorching oranges. i may just murder control tonight, lest i will myself, so please be my everything and don't waste my time with the delicate sachet of tumbling petals, or the sweet flutter of angel wings. Let the midnight iridescence of Your eyes blind mine to a subtle trance with the magnetic suction of a vampire, the engulfing odor of boiling sweat, the archetypal pounding of pterodactyl wings. Blackness will comfort the moment when the breathing slows, and the spotted muddy jungle in Your hips becomes the palette of my surrender. © Andi 2007

Are You A Natural Flirt ?
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Napping
Sound really good right now. I'd nap just about anywhere. I'm THAT tired. I was up all night...well actually 3 nights in a row. (Thanks!) Places I Wouldn't Mind Napping Right Now: - a bush, or well-tended garden - a French Terry Chaise Lounge - a Massage Table - a Utility Closet - a tub full of Cool Whip - a large man's bosom, preferably with a beard. (The man, not the bosom) - a pile of Ace Bandages

What Is Your Comminication Style?
What is your communication style? I took this quiz- What is your communication style?My Result Was: You are a great communicator. You not only talk well, but your talks are effective. Keep it up. Take this quiz- What is your communication style? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

.today.is.me.day.
i will let nothing encrouch upon my good mood. *repeats to self* not whiney people not people in a bad mood not self absorbed people not 'mom mode' people not pushy people not people who call more than once a day asking for 'mike' when they already know the answer. mike shoulda paid his fuckin bill n then i wouldnt have his phone number. not people who set the rules and think i have to abide by them...if you knew me at all this is about the time you'd start getting a clue... not people who dont have time to cultivate friendships not people who only talk to me when they want something not the people at the market who tell me to step away from the caffeine. no caffeine involved. its called happy. try it sometime. you might like it. not the christian league of whatever looking for whoever who keep calling asking for irene whoever the eff that is. not cranky allergy filled children. not any of it. today is...be who i am day...exactly who i am. all me. all the time. take i

Getting To Know Me...
1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT. I have a half moon looking scar on my right elbow from being thrown into a pool & holding on to the guy...I should've just let go. It would've hurt less! 2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Paint & a calander...I would love to put up some pictures though. 3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE? dark grey, with a picture of my son on the front screen. 4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Rock, 80's, metal, punk, ska, country, blues, r&b, & whatever else I feel like listening to. 5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE? The ocean with a bunch of seals laying on the rocks. 6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? to be happy 8. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN? 1:15am 10. WHAT ENDED YOUR LAST RELATIONSHIP? my ex, he wasn't ready to settle down & raise our son. 11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? after watching horror films, yes, I'm a baby...lol 12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? my h

Awwww Someone Likes Me
I SAW U CHERRY TAP AND ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I THINK U R SODAMN DROP DEAD GORGEOUS PLUS I WANT 2 SAY IF U COULD SIT ACROSS THE PORCH FROM GOD U WOULD THANK HIM 4 LENDING ME 2 U "NO I WOULD THANK HIM AND GAVE HIM ALL MY PRAISE 4 LETTIN ME ENTER N2 UR LIFE AND SHOW U HOW A MAN SUPPOSED 2 TREAT A BABY GODDESS LIKE U WITH NOTHING BUT 2 SPOIL, LUV, AND PAPMER UNTIL HE TAKES U AWAY FROM ME I WILL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL 4 THE BABY GODDESS THAT HE GAVE ME 4 MY LIFE TIME CUZ IF I CAN SHARE JUST ONE MOMENT WITH U I CAN JUST DIE AND GO 2 HEAVEN A VERY VERY DAMN LUCKY ASS MAN REALLY I THINK U R SODAMN DROP DEAD GORGEOUS.

Which Brain Are You?
Which brain are you- left or right? I took this quiz- Which brain are you- left or right?My Result Was: You are right brained. Right brains are creative, emotional, intuitive, subjective, and non-verbal. You are a dreamer. Take this quiz- Which brain are you- left or right? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

To Return
Screaming, twisting, turning under the knife, Knowing that I’m nearing the end of my life. Hurting and swearing and sweating, the fear. Knowing now that my time is near. Hurtling toward hatred, my mind is a slate. Waiting for death I long for a mate. Taking the knife and planting it deep, Into my heart, which ceases to beat. Hurting and hurtling toward my end, Waiting to rejoin some long, lost friend. The knife settles in and the blood starts to pour, Out of my wound and onto the floor. Regrets I have had leave in a rush, As my mind prepares me for deaths sweet thrust. Into my soul, he comes for his due, Death’s sweet reward, is rejoining you. © Andi 2007

Torment...bliss
Leather and metal adorns throat and wrists I'm bound for your pleasure Sweet torment and bliss Feel my heart beating faster as the blindfold is placed Stood now in darkness awaiting my fate Hands grasp my ankles Legs are spread wide There's no secrets left You can see my desire How my body now craves That kiss of soft leather Redhot licks of the paddle Your hand, painful pleasure With soft voiced commands Sweet searing caresses Using pleasure and pain You torment my flesh Then exstacy wakens moans turn to begging I need you to quench this hellfire within © Andi 2007

My Heart Is Breaking ... Does Anyone Care??
so me and timothy broke up after 7 years together ... i am so tried of the bullshit ... i cant take it anymore ... all we do it tear each other part ... even he said that all we have done it the last year is fight ... i am tried of fighting ... but why does it hurt so bad ... why am i am the crying and he's not ... can anyone answer my questions ... i know i am going to get over this ... but at this point in my life right now ... i dont see how ... is there anyone in this world ever really happy being single ... or am i just being a girl ... lol ... all my friends that care in ct world ... leave me some love ... please!!

Crosses & Bluebonnet Photos
Got back this afternoon from my adventure of my ritual, traditional bluebonnet photo hunt this morning. Went along 620, to Hwy 71, to 281 and through Marble Falls, Burnet, to 29 and through Bertram and Liberty Hill, to 183 and through Leander and Cedar Park, to wiggling back to 620 to head back home. Along the way I got some pictures for my Cross Project. Create Your Own I will be updating with photos from my Bluebonnet tour, which ended up getting a lot of other wildflowers as well this year at some phenomenal places, later tonight or sometime tomorrow. Although we were threatened with thunderstorms, hail storms, and possible tornados in the area, they still haven’t arrived just yet. Sun is shinning and it has been a beautiful day after all. Glad I didn’t let the forecast from the weathermen this morning keep me from getting out and about today. I think you will agree that some of these photos are just awesome. Check back for the bluebonnet photos; however, enjoy t

My Sweet Oblivion
I am spread out before you body and eyes screaming how I adore you Stained pink in places with a rosy flush only us breathing all else is hushed You kneel before me your tongue slides deep a treasured sword I long to keep I quiver violently your mark is set upon my soul does it lightly rest Deeper you delve into my woman's heart your heat taking over tearing me apart Only to bring me alive once more more color, more sight, more sound and I stop running enough to see that I am not lost...but found © Andi 2007

The Puerto Rican Festival West Coast Style
Mi Gente, We are on the grind once again The California BoricuaFest2007 representing all of my BORICUAS from California. They said it wasn't possible in 2006. They said it will never happen in Orange County. NOT! We proved them wrong. Come experience the festival that brings true Puerto Rican Culture and not the same old thing every year. We are Southern California's fastest growing Puerto Rican Festival. Visit our website www.theboricuafest.com for all the information you need on attending this historical event!!! Or contact us at 949-223-0199 Thank You, The BoricuaFest Company, LLC President/CEO

Helpful Info
I was just thinking that maybe somebody out there could use these. Here is a link to info about depression http://health.msn.com/centers/depression/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100069422 Here is one for Anxiety http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100058763 Here is one for Anorexia Nervosa http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100070456 And here is one for Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) http://health.msn.com/centers/mentalhealth/articlepage.aspx?cp-documentid=100065527

For Me It Is A Problem.
Like a lot of folks, I have a job. I work/worked, they pay/paid me, I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck, I'm required to pass a random urine test for illegal drugs, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with, is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a drug detection urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a drug test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the states would save if people had to pass a drug test to get a public assistance check? Amen!!!

Damaged
My shaking, clammy hand around it. A cold, shiny, brass doorknob. I can't let go. Yet know I must. I hold that door closed with my hand. But the door must stay shut on it's own I understand. Beyond the door you sit. Smiling, laughing, behind blue eyes. Thinking I will return on my knees, As I have so many times before. Oh no, not this time, Clutching my broken, patched heart in my hand. I slowly open my hand. Through watery eyes I look. That gift I gave to you, Handed back to me in peices. It can be repaired, But never beautiful as before. A chuckle escapes as I realize, I am but damaged goods. © Andi 2007

Baddass One!
BADASS ONE! Body: TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser!!!!!!!!!!!. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA - The BADASS ONE Nice to everyone they m

Make Love To Me/ Jade
Make love to me slowly Kiss me by the neck slowly touch me tenderly not coldy Grind your body next to mine Let our union be divine Make love to me slowly Whisper sweet nothings in my ear Tell me that you care While you play with my hair Explore my body with your hands and study Pleasure me Open your eyes so you can see me When I smile My teeth dancing in a tile Kiss me, Kiss me Kiss me, Kiss me Make love to me slowly When you have been riding a horse It expects you to stop Make love to me slowly My body is a temple It is holy

Hey You :p
Time to forget the week past and make some awesome new memories this weekend....enjoy your time this weekend, maybe you deserved it and maybe you didn't :P, whatever the case...come back to us and hangover or not, I wish you a happy time on the dance floor! :D PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ aka lifelover2000 ;)

Daddy
Daddy is my hero, chasing away my fears, comforting my sorrows, wiping away my tears. He holds me in his arms, tells me it's ok, "Don't worry my baby, I'll never go away." His voice is soft and soothing, His arms that hold me tight, His warm lips upon me, Kissing me good night. Let me love you daddy, let me hold you close, I want to give you daddy, The thing that you crave most. I see it in your eyes, Your stare it makes me weak, Sometimes I want to tell you, But my lips won't let me speak. I need you so much daddy, these feelings I can't hide, I long to touch you daddy, to feel you deep inside. So lay your hand upon me, Bring me to heights of bliss, Please tell me daddy, It will always be like this. © Andi 2007

Thanks D!!!
THIS IS PART OF A CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. HIS ATTEMPT AT CHEERING ME UP!!! THANKS D!! Jennifer BrokenHearted: now the fighting is really going to start D: everyones fighting lately Jennifer BrokenHearted: yeh seems like it. Jennifer BrokenHearted: thats why i just wanna move to a far away land w/ ugly people D: naw it dont work like that babe D: no matter where you go ur gunna be gorgeous Jennifer BrokenHearted: well, yeah i know that Jennifer BrokenHearted: but at least i wouldnt have to listen to fighting in english then D: no it would be another language Jennifer BrokenHearted: i could handle that. at least i wouldnt understand it D: fighting is fighting babe you would know when it was a fight Jennifer BrokenHearted: or maybe i could live among the penguins Jennifer Orozco: :-P D: it just means youd understand less D: ha ha ha

Virtual Fantasy / Jade
Virtual fantasies chain me to your side Twisting and groaning For release, for attention You make me feel alive I get so caught up within the online net Captured by your words In the hot recess of imagination You know my pussy’s wet. Slave is all I want to be Surrender my every need My master of the web You bring me to my knees Spank my nasty thoughts Rub them in my face Make me eat your commands The way I need to swallow your cock. Slap my pearly tits With the broad strength of your hand Stab me with your rod In your power I will submit Will you fuck a fantasy With a mouse and keyboard? Can he splash his mighty seed, On a computer screen?

Note From Jade
Master owns my body, heart and soul He alone has total control Master has all my trust To Master i give all my lust my body is for Masters use Never would His pet refuse To my Master i obey Never causing Him dismay my kneel is proper, body erect showing Master all my respect my body open for Master to view offering always what belongs to You Ownership my Masters jewelry always worn Body naked and vulnerable as the day I was born Master holds the leash in His hand Silently i wait for His command On hands and knees to Him i crawl my Master, my One, He is my All In the glow of candles flickering light Master claims me on this night To love my Master is a given To please Him i am driven Master breaths the life in me And my life i give to thee He takes for i belong to Him my heart He does not have to win It has been His since first Wwe met Upon His lap happy am i to be His pet *let me give You comfort *let me bring You joy *let me spoil You each d

Wanton Lust
Incredibly tight Pressure, stretching Ripping and pulling Tearing. The friction brings heat hot & wet burning inside Yearning for more... Harder, faster Pounding, slamming Terrorizing and pulverizing Filling full, opening wide Fulfilled and satisfied The pleasure is overwhelming My senses are strained Leaving me wanton desperate for more. © Andi 2007

Everyone Else Has Had More Sex Than Me
Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does anyone else get that feeling? Teenagers naked, Couple in threes Grandparents swing from the ceiling. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Corporate chambers and office amore. Shenanigans outdoor and in. Resist and then later your find out there's more Regret in not doing the sin. Our lives have to die Of that there's no help My favourite way to end them Is the orb-weaver spider's whose pedipalp Enters the female pudendum. Then dies on the spot His corpse there still stuck, Left for his rivals to curse at. He would rather die than not get to f^ck Personally I reckon it's worth it. Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does anyone else get that feeling? Everyone else has had more sex than me. Does everybody else get that feeling? ... Does everyone think...

Purple Contacts?!
For something totally different opt for these violet coloured lenses. 30 day usuage. Retail Price: $39.95 Our Price: $21.95 + $8.00 Shipping Strong 20 inch Alchemy wallet chain with razor link, split ring, trigger-clip and black leather coffin belt loop. Retail Price: $15.00 Our Price: $8.00 + $8.00 Shipping Black and red 2 in 1 ripped top with Skull Embrace Print. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $14.95 + $8.00 Shipping Short sleeve black t-shirt with an all over print of the Skull Wrap design. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $10.95 + $8.00 Shipping The popular Mortum chain format, with heavy pewter links, but with a razor blade of despair and vitality. Retail Price: $19.95 Our Price: $16.95 + $8.00 Shipping A sturdy black leather, Psalter style ring binder with velcro leather clasp and fitted with topaz cabochonned pewter trimmings. At their centre is a bone-resin disc plaque, available in two versions. Retail Price: $

Caught...
I've been caught... swimming in his eyes again. Holding my heart so it doesn't break in his presence. I've been known to have to steady my breathing at his smile, as my own returns with red cheeks. As the subject of my never ending sentences, he calls upon pauses that should not be there. His heart cannot mention my name. While my heart can only scream his. I've been seen caressing his skin with my gaze. Memorizing his shape. I've dreamead of how his lips round his words. My heart hangs heavy when I hear his voice. My pulse races with his scent. Unlike any of the others, he kills me and keeps me alive. © Andi 2007

Sorry Friends For System Or Tap Issues
I have had problems with CherryTap freezing up; shoutbox malfunctions, messages that seem to repeat themselves. I give people 11's only to find the next day I never rated their profile - ? I know I need more Ram for my puter and that is in the works. This takes money which is marked for vacation. I will take care of my PC more in June. Hopefully friends, family and others here can understand that if I cant reply it isnt them it is probably me, or the site. I will try to add comments to all of my chosen family members. What seems to make my system bog down are skinz. I have been using one the Naughty and Sassy. I really love Jeremy Crows work and yet I crash or freeze every time I use one - pouting at this point. Because damn it if I am going to have my profile look good I want to use the best and well I think his are excellent. I know they are working on various things here and have comments about shoutbox, messages, skinz even and other stuff malfunctioning. If

As Long As
As long as my dreams are always of you As long as a couple means only two As long as forever contains me and you I'm thinking of you... As long as the moon shines in your eyes As long as faith will never die As long as there's love between you and I I'm thinking of you... As long as our eyes meet in burning flame As long as trust means 'no one's to blame' As long as the hurt ends in no shame I'm thinking of you... As long as we survive as a pair As long as I know that you'll always care As long as love remains true and fair I'm thinnking of you... As long as the calm follows the storm As long as the need becomes well-worn As long as I'm safe and left untorn I'm thinking of you... As long as your love keeps me from harm As long as we're together, I'll always be warm As long as I stay wrapped in your arms I'm thinking of you...

Free Halloween Music
(Originally posted on October 31, 2006)Here's a link to a site with Halloween music called "Calling All Fiends." You can download the entire collection or play them in a streaming format. It'd probably be pretty good for trick-or-treaters. tag: Halloween, music, free, downloads-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

A Thousand Kisses
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you a thousand times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As my lips part and anxiousness increases, My heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, a thousand and one. Make it two, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you a thousand times, I would give them all away To kiss you just once. © Andi 2007

A Few Useless Tidbits Of Information About Me...
I used to have red hair. I used to have blonde hair. I own a whip. I own a pair of furry red handcuffs. I own beads. I own a pair of clear 6 inch heels. I own a corset. I was offered a job as a stripper several times, but declined because I'm shy and I wouldn't feel comfortable showing everybody my undercarraige and chi chis. I was offered a nude modeling job, but I declined that also because if I'm ever on American Idol they'd kick me off the show. I have modeled lingerie before. I'm a bartender p/t. I would make a terrible phone sex operator because I have to actually be in the mood to talk dirty to someone, otherwise I'd get embarrassed. I'm actually very shy. I was Joan of Arc in my former life. I'm currently not wearing any pants.

Friend List Spring Cleaning Coming Soon
Ok people. The time has come to prune my list down. So this is to let everybody know that I will be going through my list deleting people in the following categories: 1. Haven't talked To In Many moons 2. Hasn't rated/commented on any of my pics lately 3. Begs for fans/rates and can't even take time to say hello. 4. Requested a friendship just to make it look like they are the shit and had no intention on speaking to me at all. 5. Is conceited enough to believe that they ARE a 10 and will bitch about anything less. I do not need friends like that. 6. Has "FAN ME BEFORE REQUEST TO ADD" in their name. I know my friends list will diminish by a whole lot but who actually gives a fuck. Those that are really interested in a friendship know who they are and know they are not in no threat to be deleted. The Mouthpiece has spoken.

The Adventures Of Putz Boy: "who?"
(Originally posted on October 31, 2006)The Old Sysadmin has landed a job in Georgia. This is his last week here.In today's meeting, Putz Boy told him that if he (OS) were to receive any tickets to an Atlanta Braves game, remember that he "had a friend who wants them."I simply asked, "Who?"The laughter went on for a while.Putz Boy got upset at this though. He asked me what I meant by my question and complained to the others in the meeting for about 30 minutes.I think he's pissed at me. As if I would care.tag: Putz Boy, revenge, work, career-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

What Have I? Iii
I paint new stars with fragments of my mind. It all explodes with such determination. After so much anticipation. Loaded with malcontent. Keep me away from it. Save me. Not you. Save yourself first. Don't touch me. You'd skullfuck God if you thought it would get you into heaven. And I don't need any of your "help". I just need what I want. I just want what I need. I just need what I need. I just want what I want. And she can give it to me. So completely. She at least has the capacity. The causeway to divinity, to calm and contentment. But will she? Happiness... Will she? ...promise To love me obey me use me erase me

Boobs!!!
LOL .. yes I have broke down and entered a contest.... its the "ct best rack contest~ who has the best rack to match the beuaty?".. anyway the winner gets a 3 day blast and I am sucking fumes here :( ..help me out please??? I need rates and LOTS of comments!!!! PLEASE??????? here is the link to the contest pic click on it to get to the contest =) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Music Video:MY HUMPS (by Black Eyed Peas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

A Must Have For Any Musician, Writer Or Lyricist. 100% Free!
I personally recommend this must have tool for any musician, writer or lyricist. 100% FREE! Click Here to Learn More Click Here to Learn More "This is a 'must have' for any musician, writer or lyricist! No doubt, there will be statesmen and government copywriters using this program for speech writing (if they aren’t already!). This software is a 'no-brainer' for inclusion into school programs and as an adjunct tool within the curriculums; it is simple enough to be used at the grade school and high school levels and provides such advanced features that university students will benefit greatly by using it as well! This very well may be the 'killer app.' of the lyrical world and it’s FREE!" More... ~Professor Joseph Pisano Director of Music and Fine Arts Technology Assistant Chairman of Music and Fine Arts Grove City College, Grove City, PA

Breakup
Yeah I'm not mentioning any names, but a few weeks ago a woman broke my heart and all i've been doing is thinking how it was my fault. In all reality it wasn't my fault at all as it takes two to tango or have a relationship. Yes i've been crying my eyes out thinking something is wrong with me, but nothing is wrong with me. i just react different to different people like a human should. i'm not a robot or pet that anybody can train to be a certain f*cking way. i am me and if somebody has a problem with me being me then they aren't worth my time just except the fact that i am sweet when i am showed that you care, but when you just dont care then i'll be a jerk. it's the way i am and that's how i'll be until i die.

Nail In The Fence
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, "You have done well, my son, but l

More Anger Towards Religion
(Originally posted on October 23, 2006)I don't know why, but recently I've been getting angry again at organized religions. And then I found this page with a little quiz. Here's the quiz:Q1) Who has killed more people overall, God or Satan?Q2) Which is the bigger sinner, the average human being who's never killed anyone, or the God of the Bible who's killed at least 2.5 million people?Q3) Who has committed more crimes, YOU or the God of the Bible, who's killed millions of people according to the Bible? If your answer is you, then explain what crimes youve committed thats worse than killing millions of people.Q4) Who is the bigger sinner, YOU or the God of the Bible? If your answer is you, then explain what you've done that's worse than killing millions of people.Now you can answer that without studying, but for the answers go to this link and do a search for the phrase "Killed by God".tag: religion, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, christian, christianity-*-*-*-*-*-*-

We Like Your Money
Well let's use corn for gas ! Just another way to tap into our pockets.What a idea save the enviorment!(Pay the farmers more for the corn so we can charge more! Boy they have the whool pulled over your eyes, E85 last year it costed more at the pump and you burned more in the long run so you payed more and have less power! I like my power. (Do the math) Not to mention in the long run you use more oil.It's costing the farmers more to feed cattle etc so I will cost us more in the store. (Less Wheat and more corn so we will also pay more for wheat products).So in the long run everything is going to jump in price. Nothing like getting shafted at the pumps now! I will be glad when the day comes when we will walk away from the use of oil. For now they have us by the, it's called the game of control and they seem to try to take more and more from some of us. Yes the air could use some cleaning up, its not like it was a few years ago you know that and I know that! Pher

The Parable Of The Bracelets
(Originally posted on October 19, 2006)Imagine a thick metal bracelet On the top is a large, clear gem. Believers think that it's a diamond, wear it proudly, and are shocked when they see people without the bracelet. Non believers think the gem is a piece of glass, refuse to wear it, and think those who wear it are foolish. Others think it might be real, or it might be fake. Nobody really knows for sure.Some people think that the society that wears the bracelets rightside-up are stupid and feel they can get more power by turning them upside down. They wear the bracelets in opposition of society, but (and this is the important part), it is STILL the SAME BRACELET. These people are STILL believers.Other people find the thought of one gem too confining. They break the gem into pieces and put them along the bracelet. However, when they are done, it is STILL the SAME BRACELET.The gem in some bracelets are made of a different material, whether red or green or blue. Again, there are

Best Kid Contest!
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! Contest will start on 4/15 thur 4/22 2 gifts each for the winners! Comment Bombing allowed and self comments! Want to enter send me a link to the pic to my messages! Or tell me and i will rip it for you! Thanks Maria AKA ~*~ SeXxy MaMa Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Late Entry Today!
Good afternoon/good evening, one and all! There is a new photo in my Inspirational Photos album aka Past Life Companions. Alyssa and I discovered each other yesterday evening! Please make her feel welcome, my friends. I made such an impression on my fellow party goers last Friday that we are doing it again tonight! Seems "Auntie M" can party with the best - STILL, lmao!! I do work tomorrow, so I shall try to behave myself, lol!! Tim has settled down. All is well, for the moment at any rate! The snow has totally melted and the temp has been in the high 50s! Sounds like Wisconsin in the Springtime to me, lol! Have a wonderful Friday night and a fantastic weekend, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, all over the place! You are all loved so very much! Later!

Halloween Re-post
(Originally posted on October 19, 2006)Since it's close to Halloween (aka Samhain), I want to bring up an old posting I made a while back about the three types of people calling themselves "Satanists."1) LaVeyan Satanists: These people (myself included) who do not believe in a conscious "higher power" (i.e. they're "atheists" in the general sense), but believe they themselves are gods.2) Traditional Satanists: Tradtional Satanists see a conscious higher-power, but instead of being an evil, enslaving power, he is a Prometheus-like being, bringing enlightenment to those who seek him.3) Christian "Satanists": These are the assholes who think that torturing small animals is "fun" and/or grants them some sort of power (or at least makes the Satan of the Christian mythology "happy" with the individual.Satanists, TRUE Satanists (at least IMO), realize that suffering is not a method to achieve power. Mind you, it might be an end (such as the curse against their enemies), but harming inn

Bsa Getting Setbacks
(Originally posted on October 19, 2006)It turns out the new Supreme Court may not be as pussy-whipped by the Religious Reich as I previously thought. They (the Supremes) have decided against hearing cases where the Boy Scouts of America have been losing previously-held privileges due to their policies on gays and atheists. (A news story on this is here.)Personally, I'd like to see them all go away and a new organization, based on all individuals being worthy (whether they have the audacity to be born gay, atheist, or even (gasp!) female) can join. And they wouldn't just focus on nature either! It'd be urban stuff, worldwide things, etc.(Now don't get me wrong. I was in the Boy Scouts at one time before I found out that people actually believed the religious bullshit. We did a little bit of the other stuff, but nowhere near enough.)tag: Boy Scouts, Supreme Court, news, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Well, Another Day Has Come
I should be happy because it is Friday much less Friday the thirteenth which is usually a good day for me. Yet today unnerves me. I didn't sleep last night and I am not sure why. I am suppose to go out tonight but I don't know what I want to do. I am really sick of whiney men or men who can't tell the truth.

Yea Yea Ya Dumb Whore!!
what r u mad that Eric is mine??? you mad he bangin' me and not you?? are you jealous that you'll be nothing but an internet whore to him...i can write whatever i want...matter of fact...why dont you read the comments he sent me on my page!! "i cant get enough of you girl"...and "hey guys this girl is mine, dont make me get physical!!!" so get your panties out of a wad...and find some other dick to fuck with!! PEACE!

Casting A Cirlce
Firstly you need to form the shape that your Ritual will take, planning exactly what you are going to do, the reasons behind your Ritual, what form your Casting will take, what resources you will need, and what you hope to achieve! At first it can be a good idea to write (or print out) your Casting Instructions so as to be able to do them easily, the Deities present won't mind you referring to notes, and this is better than to keep making mistakes! Next you need to cleanse and 'ground' yourself, a simple way to do this is to take a Ritual Bath (a Simple Ritual Bath and Self Blessing Ritual is included in our Cleansing Section), once this is complete you may dress in your Ritual Clothes (if you have any!) or go 'skyclad' if you prefer, whichever feels right to you! Once you are 'cleansed', then tis time to cleanse the space you will be usin

Predictions
4/13/2007 Dear Readers; As I always said on the George Noory show “I DO NOT PREDICT ANYTHING”. At this point people interpret the word prediction with premonition, forecast, chances or a good guess! It all depends of the location of your natal Mercury (logic/common sense/reasoning) or the critical thinking and dictate why some people could easily miss the forest for the tree in my work. An objective Mercury location in your chart such as in any air sign would easily grasp the message and not the grammar used. A weak Mercury will produce people lacking objectivity and concerned with details and society needs great people with great organizational gifts. My Mercury by birth is in the sign of Aquarius (dignified) and do not deal too well with boring detail but it gives me the natural aptitude to enter the archetypal realm of consciousness and handle accurately the “Cosmic Code”. It amazes me to see my premonitions unfolding regularly with my “predictions, premonitions, forec

Banana, Strawberry And Cream Cheese Stuffed French Toast
Banana, Strawberry and Cream Cheese Stuffed French Toast Here's the ultimate weekend morning treat -- sweet, fruity stuffed French toast. The recipe makes enough for a hungry mob, so be sure to bring your appetite, or simply cut the amounts in half. Servings: 9 Ingredients: * 1 quart fresh strawberries * 3 ripe bananas * 2 tablespoons strawberry jam * 1 large cake soft cream cheese * 2 loaves wide French bread * 1 dozen eggs * 3 cups milk (at least 2 percent fat) * 2 teaspoons vanilla * 1 bag frozen strawberries * 1/2 cup sugar * Confectioners' sugar * 1 pint blueberries Directions: Chop the strawberries and bananas and cream them together with the strawberry jam and cream cheese. Cut the bread into 1 1/2-inch-thick slices. Cut a pocket into the bread but do not cut through the crust on the bottom. Stuff with the filling. Mix the eggs, milk and vanilla in a bowl that is not too deep, so that the bread does

~* Drop The Damn Drama Already !!! *~
Ok people. Its me again and this time Im addressing the damn drama issue. Yes I posted a bulletin talking about Fornicates and everything that people were saying about her and her being called out as a cheater and losing her rank and points and all. I never said she wasnt a real person just that Cheaters Never Win!! I still stand beside that now too. I wont take back anything I said in the other bulletin but I will say this. I think its about time to let all the damn drama go and get on with life! Get over it.. move on and worry about the things in life that really damn matter! We have soldiers dying in another country for us and we are worried about someone that has cheated and lied to get to the top. Ya it pisses me off as much as it does the next person cause I have always done everything as honest as I could but im not gonna sit and dwell on it cause ya know something?? I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THEN WORRY ABOUT PEOPLE and SHIT LIKE THIS!! So with all that said lets drop the drama

Needy Evie
L.E. Host:Debra WILSON Needy Evie (Voice) - Debra Wilson Announcer (Voice Only) - Nicole Sullivan Lowered Expectations L.E. Host: Are you having trouble finding your ideal mate? How about any mate? Do you fear you’ll be the last man or woman on earth still not getting any? Are you using roofies to score? And you still hope to land that prince or princess of your dreams? Well wake up Sleeping Ugly! Because your only hope is Lowered Expectations. Our video library allows you to choose from thousands of chronically rejected singles just as hard up and pathetic as you. So good luck, you’ll need it!" Announcer: Needy Evie #933 Needy Evie: I need someone who will love me and never leave me, is that you? Is it? ANSWER ME! STOP IGNORING ME! I'M TALKING TO YOU! I'm a little doll and I deserve to be loved! WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT!? Closer! COME CLOSER! Try and look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me I DARE YOU! So why haven't you called yet? I'M W

With Every Beat Of My Heart
your love lives within me every hour of each passing day. It gives me the strenght to cope with life; it shines a light along the way. With each tribulation I know I can make it through. For I know I am not alone as long as I have you. You have given this life of mine a sense of meaning that is only given with a love that is true and pure. I know no matter what life may bring my way, there is nothing I cannot endure. I want you to know you mean the world to me. I love you with every breath I take, with every beat of my heart, with everything that is me.

Herbal Codes
A Adder's Tongue: Dogstooth Violet; PlantainAss's Foot: Coltsfoot B Bat's Wing : Holly LeafBat's Wool : MossBear's Foot: Lady's MantleBird's Eye: Germander, Speedwell Blood: Elder sap or another tree sap Blood from a Head: Lupine Blood from a Shoulder: Bear's BreechesBlood of a Goose: Mulberry tree's sapBlood of a Hamadryas Baboon: Blood of a spotted geckoBlood of a Snake: HematiteBlood of an Eye: Tamarisk Gall Blood of Ares: Purslane Blood of Hephaistos: Wormwood Blood of Hestia: Chamomile Bloody Fingers: FoxgloveBlue Jay: Bay laurelBone of an Ibis: Buckthorn Brains: Cherry tree gum [this phrase usually designates any fruit tree gum]Bull's Blood or Seed of Horus: Horehound Bull's Foot: Coltsfoot Bull's Semen: Eggs of the blister beetleC

Candle Colors
Candle Colors White The Goddess Higher Self Purity Peace Virginity (substitutes any other color) Black Binding Shapeshifting Protection Repels Negativity Brown Special Favors To Influence Friendships Silver The Goddess Astral energy Female energy Telepathy Clairvoyance Intuition Dreams Purple Third Eye Psychic Ability Hidden Knowledge To Influence People in High Places Spiritual Power Blue Element of Water Wisdom Protection Calm Good Fortune Opening Blocked Communication Spiritual Inspiration Green The Element of Earth Physical Healing Monetary success Mother Earth Tree and Plant Magic Growth Personal Goals Pink Affection Romance Affection Caring Nurturing Planetary Good Will Red Element of Fire Passion Strength Fast action Career Goals

Herr Bush, Don't Spy On Me
(Originally posted on October 19, 2006)Here's a link to a petition to TRY to get your congresscritters to not allow what is currently illegal spying on you and your fellow citizens. I doubt if it'll have too much chance of passing with all the Re-pube-icans up Bush's ass, but it's worth a shot...tag: politics, republicans, crime, congress, petition-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Will I Ever Be Happy?
A friend of mine opening up in his blogs has lead me to think I may do well to follow suit.If you read the "holiday blues" entry in this blog it gives a bit of history. I have made some progress since then to the point of even having supper with my ex, his gf, and their new grandbaby! WHOOPIE! Thats a blog all in itself LOL i had what seemed like a happy marraige but always felt something missing. Made some good friends online in yahoo chat and ended up falling for a guy that made me feel important again. of course when he moved here and you have to live REAL life, it turned out to be something different. With my ex i had all the material things and security, but seemingly no emotions. I felt like we were just roommmates coexisting in the same house. With the new bf, i had all the laughing, loving, emotions, but he had ZERO responsibility. Turned out to have $11,000 in back child support for a 10 yr old son he had never bothered seeing. That should have been a HUGE red flag for me.

Naughty Horoscopes, Which One Are You? Lol
WARNING: THESE HOROSCOPES ARE NOT SUITABLE FOR THE KIDDIES!!! Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is

My Love For You
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness A happiness I had never known before For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and heing held by you is my one desire I knew once we first met, none other would ever do for I knew love I knew love as I have never thought possible in this life time It was a love of passion and desire It was a never-ending need of you for you only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond for you are my dreams my realities you are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

25 Hrs Left
Hey everyone how are all of u doing? Lets see can u all guess what I am going to say to all of u lol>>>>>> My sexy man will be home in 25 hrs damn I can not wait............... Other then that life is going ok Just want him to come home is about all............ My kids are leaving to go to there dads house today who knows when he will pick them up lol he says one time then he is never here........... so who knows at least he picks them up and takes care of them for the weekend so my weekend is going to be busy this is what i am going to do this weekend..... lol....... I dont know about tonight My friends (Dawn) asked me to go out with her tonight but i have been trying to stay away from that stuff going out and all that............. but tomorrow I am going to pick up Nathan from the airport..... MMMMMMMMMMMMM 25 hrs lol........... we are going to spend some time together it has been 2 weeks to long......... then we are going to go to the mall to get some stuff~~~~ LOL~~~~ and then we

Artist Contest Hurry Join Starts Mon!
Trying to find the ~ Best Artist ~ On CT! HAS TO BE OF YOUR OWN DESIGN WORK ! EITHER BLK/GRY DESIGNS OR BETTER YET ANY ART DESIGN MADE BY YOU. ALL ART DESIGNS ARE ELEGIBLE MADE BY A PC PROGRAM IS ELEGIBLE FOR ENTRY! Morphs are also allowed in contest! 1st Pic is...... Comment bombing and self bombing is allowed! Contest will start 4/16 thur 4/23. If u would like to enter Plz send pic link to my messages and i will enter you in contest or tell me which pic and i will rip it for u! Great prizes to be given away! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~ (repost of original by '~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~ MaRiA~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~' on '2007-04-12 22:12:10') (repost of original by '$R Whi+e Knigh+~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY MOD~CLUB HOUSE CHERRY TAP MOD~A.F.H ENLIGHTENMENT MOD~' on '2007-04-13 13:51:31')

The Tools Of Wicca
The Tools are listed here: A wide variety of "working tools" are found in Wicca, the tools or objects used in making magick are essential, although they are just tools. They hold no inherant power within themselves, but focus and refine the power within you. They are visual and manual aids or symbols to help in contacting the subconscious mind and persuading it to work the magick you desire. The success of magick is in the belief, emotion and discipline you bring to the ritual, not in the tools you use. Don't worry about having all your magickal tools at once, they will come to you when the time is right. Truthfully you don't really need any of them to work magick. They simply serve as props to keep your conscious mind occupied while the sub-conscious carries out your magickal intentions. All Wiccan traditions use some of these tools. Some use all some use only a few. I've tried to cover all the basics. For more information you can check out the "Classics" List at m

Love Thy Enemy - Not!
(Originally posted on October 16, 2006)This past weekend, I drove by one of those church signs that the priest (or whomever) can put a message up for the passers-by to read. This one said simply, "Love your enemies."To which I heartily reply, "Bull-fucking-SHIT."Now, I am a nice guy. I always start out treating other people in a nice fashion. If I am treated nicely in return, I will continue being nice. If I am slighted, then I avoid the person if feasible. However, if I am hurt or treated extremely poorly, I get revenge, all out of proportion to the initial attack.Why will I give a definite crushing blow to the attacker? Simple. I want to make sure he never attacks me again. Ever. I do not want to have to continue looking over my shoulder wondering if that putz will try to take me down. I show that person I am willing to fight as dirty as I can, he no longer finds it a good proposition to attack me.Now here's something to think about. By totally crushing my enemy, it may ma

Burning And Yearning
I'm burning and yearning, Oh these urges inside. I am lost within them. Too many pulling in different directions, The one to cut my wrist is so strong. Yet the one to be here for my kids is much stronger. I'm burning for the touch of true love, And yearning to be loved. I make many mistakes, And I dont know why. Oh the burning and yearning of urges inside. The urge to cut is always on my mind. My simple release is this machine. Burning for your touch, And yearning for a love. Urges so strong that they push away love. DAMN burning and yearning! Do the urges take over? If I do it am I weak? Oh how my wrists and legs burn. As they yearn for the outside pain to release the in. Giving in is giving up. Why cant I fight them away? Oh the burning and yearning. Please touch me, Hold me tight and help me push the pain away. Please kiss me to kill the burning. And PLEASE caress me to kill the yearning. Scratch me to stiffle the need to cut. Rip my flesh with your nail

I Just Can't Support Our Troops Anymore
In 1992 when Bill Clinton started his 8 year presidency there were a lil over 200 thousand cops in America. At the end of his term it had doubled to 400 thousand, a increase of 200 thousand... understandable in my opinion. In the 5 1/2 years since 9/11 under Bush the amount of police has increased from 400 thousand to over 1.2 million nationwide. So where are all these cops coming from? The majority of them are coming from our military branches especially the Marines and the Army. Now think about this. How best to create a police state of martial law without declaring martial law. You take our military and put them on the streets in police uniforms. What happend to cops that look like cops? Now a days your cops, especially in New York are carrying fully automatic rifles and lookin more and more like navy seals on the streets. They using sound wave emitters that can pick up conversations just by driving by. They have blimps that can see through walls that are being sponsored by Fugif

No Nudist Colony For Me...
(Originally posted on October 13, 2006)In Vandiver, there's a naturalist resort (Gymno Vita) where my wife and I went to once this year. (See previous post, wherever it might be.) My wife and I were so impressed with it, we considered opening our own resort or, even better, a place where nudists could have their own houses and such.Unfortunately, I can't really see that happening too well. The main thing is that if a pervert moves into a house, we couldn't get them out easily. There'd be other things too, like friends (who would be strangers to most people) coming to visit. People wouldn't be able to sell their houses to just anybody since there'd be naked people around ALL THE TIME.Maybe there's a hippie commune around somewhere...tag: nudist, nudism, Gymno Vita-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

R.i.p Devon
April 10th,2007 one of my friends killed themself.. I know not many people will understand this... but I think people should know they no matter what there is always someone to turn to instead of taking your own life.. Devon we all miss you soo much that words cant explain... and we all love you very much. Rest in Peace Devon!

The Escape
Four walls,, dingey blueish indoor outdoor carpeting,,,just a room. As she looks around through tear filled eyes at the photos of her children on the walls and the chatchkies scattered here and there; her heart only grows heavier. Thoughts and memories of missed oppourtinities... a lifetime of bad choices. As she pours over picture after picture of her father she chases another pill with chug of diet pepsi. "What's the use?" she says aloud! She chases the pink with the little blues and reds....and more flat white rounds to dull the pain. She walks froms room to room weeping watching her children sleeping. and for a fleeting moment the pain eases. Things are feeling knumb now.. as she opens the bedroom door all the pain comes rushong back in waves of red ..searing hot ..blue and orange. Quickly she closes the door and begins to sob again. She makes her way down the hall to the den and collapes to the table. How did i go so wrong? I can't take one more day of the abuse, the pain,..the

The Adventures Of Putz Boy: Danger On The Horizon
(Originally posted on October 10, 2006)Today I found out that Mrs. Putz Boy has been laid off. They are having money problems and, if the rumors are correct, Putz Boy will be fired. Since they bought a house a few months ago, they will be faced with foreclosure.So, do I think that my wife's curses work? Well, yes I do. Why do you ask? tag: Putz Boy, revenge, curse, satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Hello Everyone
i figured it was about time i wrote a blog. i wanted to say hello and say that i will be writing in here from time to time and i don't know if anyone finds a girl who's into reading, spelling, and anything involved with the english language remotely attractive, but it's a start. so, i guess i'm going to end this entry for now and hopefully i'll write more.

What Is A Juggalo?
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themselves, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest, they possibly can and and do stop "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what Faygo or a Neden is or even have ever heard of Psychopathic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years. Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoed what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will. They just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers (trashy people) around at shows and mini-gatherings, but a real Juggalo will show them love anyway

Huge Paycut
I just got my paycheck (direct deposit). I got a huge cut in pay from my last school. In other words...they did not pay me at all. I basically worked there for nothing. I am going to find out what is going on Monday. I probably won't get anything from them. With that I can only feel unrelenting hatred...which is probably what they feel for me, and so I say Fuck'em. The school i work at now is nice with a set of rooms that are easy to maintain and near one another. The hours kind of suck for now but that is to be reasoned with. I can deal with shitty hours as long as the area is easy to maintain and I get at least 8 hours a day 5 days a week. Otherwise I will seek other employment.

The Key To Ours Hearts
By. Benjamin Eloy Martinez, Jr This is a key to life, That I will share with with you. This is a key to happiness, I hope to have with you. This is a key that was made for you and me, Along time ago, By a angel in heaven. This is a key to total Love of two people, With the blessings from above. Let the grace of the Lord Fall upon this love I have for you. This is the key to life, Thanks to the lord above, A love he gave to you and me. Free Comment Codes

For Our Heroes!(got This From A Friend And Had To Repsot)
thanks TB for this! >>>>Will you give this to my Daddy? >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support >>>>"Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta Georgia >>>>Attending a conference. While I was in the airport, >>>>waiting to return home, I heard several people behind >>>>me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned >>>>around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of >>>>patriotism, I have ever seen. >>>> >>>>Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in >>>>their "camos", as they began heading to their gate >>>>everybody (well almost everybody) was abruptly on >>>>their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When >>>>saw the soldiers (probably 30-40 of them) being >>>>applauded and cheered for; it hit me, I'm not alone! >>>>I'm not the only red-blooded American, who still loves >>>>this country, and who supports our troops and their >>>>families. >>>> >>>>Of course I immediately stopped and began clappi

Google Phone Book It Works So
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit MapQuest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the mapquest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. Please look up your own number. In order to test whether your phone number is mapped, go to: google (http://www.google.com/) Type your phone number in the search bar (i.e. 555-555-1212) and hit enter. If you want to B L O C K Google from divulging

Morning Love
mmmmmm morning desires, morning passions. I was awoken at 4:30 am with candle light burning throughout the room, hands gently roaming my body, and his body pressed hard up against mine. Soft kisses on my neck, his fingers pinching my already erect nipples. I could feel his erection growing against my ass with each thrust of his hips, grinding into me. A few long passionate kisses and we retreat to the shower where he takes no time getting me on my knees, taking my hair in his hands and pulling my head towards his pleasure zone. My lips and tongue work their magic all around his thighs, balls, and shaft until he has me stand up and bend over. Arching my back allowing him to slowly push deep inside me. In and out a little harder and faster. I moan out loud. My muscles tighten around him. I'm hot and very wet. My hands wrapped around my ankles he grinds into me hard. I hear him groan, his hands squeezing my hips hard, he releases inside me. I smile with pleasure as he leans into me. I tur

Will You Give This To My Daddy?
>>>>Will you give this to my Daddy? >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>> >>>>As a company, Southwest Airlines is going to support >>>>"Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta Georgia >>>>Attending a conference. While I was in the airport, >>>>waiting to return home, I heard several people behind >>>>me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned >>>>around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of >>>>patriotism, I have ever seen. >>>> >>>>Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in >>>>their "camos", as they began heading to their gate >>>>everybody (well almost everybody) was abruptly on >>>>their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When >>>>saw the soldiers (probably 30-40 of them) being >>>>applauded and cheered for; it hit me, I'm not alone! >>>>I'm not the only red-blooded American, who still loves >>>>this country, and who supports our troops and their >>>>families. >>>> >>>>Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping

Helmet 89
A day like many other days, just quiet and serene, The station house and all the gear was polished squeaky clean. The gear was all in place and not a speck of dirt was found. Then suddenly at 1:15 the bell began to sound. A four alarm had just come in, and now all hell broke loose. The men react with instinct, as adrenaline starts to boost. The youngest member of the team, had just been there a year. He was a solid player, but he had a lack of fear. The men would always tell him, "fear creates a cautious man, And fear will keep you out of danger, do you understand?" He would always smile and say, "I understand you guys, And I know that our main goal is to save some people's lives." And now dressed in his battle gear, he thought "in record time," He reached to get his head gear, he was helmet 89. Minutes later they had reached the building's raging fire, The fire was on the second floor, but flames were moving higher. A

Bewitching Snow
It’s crazy how bewitching it is tonight Everything’s frosted and still The whole world is holding its breath As we crunch through the softness Hand in hand. The purple-grey sky is a blanket and the world sleeps underneath with sugar-plum branches and sugar-snow icing that frosts everything magical. The powdered ice-sugar sifts down catching my eyelashes as I look up the air turns your breath to frost as you lean in and your hand is warm in mine. It’s crazy how bewitching you are tonight As we lay here so close and so still I feel your touch and I’m holding my breath As we look to the future Hand in hand. Tangled here in this blanket wrapped tight in your arms underneath. The touch of your skin the scent of your breath suddenly everything’s magical. Your soft lips graze mine catching my eyelashes as I look down the night dances with our breath as we lean in and your heart is warm next to mine

Short And Funny
Pass It on... Short and Funny I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know your way Around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give him time to think Of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~ I was always taught to respect my elders, But it keeps getting harder to find one. ~~ ~~~ Every morning is the dawn of a new error. ~~~~~ The quote of the month is by Jay Len

One Wild Ride
The rain was coming down in sheets outside the coffee shop Nikole came here with her sisters Heather and Danica every Thursday to catch up and share a little girl talk Today was different She had decided to share something with her sisters that would make her less of the baby and more of a woman “Remember what I told you about Michael a few weeks ago ?” Danica ,the eldest ,looked over at her “Yes. You were frustrated because he seemed afraid to touch you. He was gentle which you said was great but he always seemed so in control of himself that making love seemed something of a mechanical act “ Heather just looked down into her cup and sighed “ Are you sure that he loves you, Nikki? I mean you guys haven’t been together that long and he could feel that he has to stay with you because you are having his child.” She just rolled her eyes “You don’t trust anyone you have been with Trent so long that you have convinced yourself that love is this long term contract and have fo

Another One.....
Hey yall my friend entered me in his contest Hottest Girl on CherryTap without makeup...I know I am not but I am in it sooo if yall can show some love it starts tonight at 10 whatever comments you can do would be great! Let me know when and if you do so I can return the love! Thanks again all I know im a pain lol http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=618946&albumid=309422&i=756425829 ~ZombieGirl~

Ennui It Consumes Me
the word ennui is french, pronounced - on,we- for those wo didnt know. it means unhappy bored disenchanted many other bleak feelings. plz enjoy the write I am currently filled with ennui. Nothing seems to make it better, Well, one thing does…… Lost and missing among the dead souls of our time No one seems to notice the confusion with in People run is circle, only to accomplish nothing in the end In a world where looks and money matter, So many souls are lost in the sea of shadows ennui is filling me Its trying to consume all that is me Money and fame do not help Nor do food and pain The only thing to bring me joy, The laughter I get from a few close friends Ennui will win far away in the end It is hardening me, blackening my heart My once love filled heart that is stone cold now Find a mi

Abc's
[A] - AVAILABLE? some1 has my heart [B] - BIRTHDAY? oct 25 83 [C] - CRUSHING? its more then that now [D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD? a beer [E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO? alex...or joe[F] - FAVORITE COLOR? pink [G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS? bears [H] - HOMETOWN? Fort Smith, AR [I] - ILL? No [J] - JUGGLE? No [K] - LIED TO SOMEONE? Im sure I have. [L] - LONGEST CAR RIDE? from here to dallas [M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR? Strawberry [N] - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? 6 [O] - ONE WISH? to be with him and happy [P] - PERSON WHO CALLED YOU LAST? chris [Q] - QUEER? What the hell??? [R] - REASON TO SMILE? i have my baby girl and shes healthy [S] - SONG YOU LAST HEARD? john deer green [T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP THIS MORNING? 12:30 no school..lol [U] - UNDERWEAR/BOXERS? boxers [V] - VEGETABLES? gross [W] - WORST HABIT? cuss [X] - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD? I've had a few [Y] - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE? 47 [Z] - ZODIAC SIGN scoropio

More On This Year's Elections
(Originally posted on October 10, 2006)I am disgusted.I looked at the candidates for my district of the U.S. House of Representatives. There's Spenser Bachus (who doesn't "bach" me and my beliefs) who has no major opposition, just a low-ranking third-party candidate. According to the Wikipedia article, there's no chance that any US Rep office will change in Alabama this year.I am even considering running for office myself next election cycle just to give people a "viabile" alternative.tag: elections, democrats, republicans, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Call Of The Heart
Call Of The Heart Can you hear my hearts longing echoing quietly in your mind spanning the distance between us allowing my love to find The one person I wish to share my heart my soul my life I long to hold you close to me And make my passionate wife The years ahead hold promises although this beginning brings fear because no life is certain or ever free of tears but the best part of loving you is a sense of fulfillment so rare and the hope of each new tomorrow I awake to love you beyond compare

Missing You
90. First off, what is your name? tabitha 89. What did you do last night? talked to chris 88. Do you have a same sex best friend that you can talk to 24/7? not anymore 87. Do you have any siblings? yes 86. Where are you exactly? my house 84. What does the 7th message in your [cell] text inbox say? gotta look..u still up sexy 83. Who sits beside you in math? guy named mark and this bitch i dont like 82. Do you like ramen noodles? yep 81. Where is your dad right now? at his house 80. Do you have any kids? yep 79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? only 2 missed calls and their from my man 78. Closest black object? printer 77. Closest silver object? web cam 76. Would you go back in time to change anything you've done? yep 75. Do you sing in the shower? yes 74. Are you wearing socks? yep 73. How does your hair look right now? ok 72. Last time you listened to country music? last night 70. If you could kill someone, who wo

We Are The World
There comes a time when we heed a certain call When the world must come together as one There are people dying Oh, and it's time to lend a hand to life The greatest gift of all We can't go on pretending day by day That someone, somehow will soon make a change We're all a part of God's great big family And the truth You know love is all we need We are the world, we are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives It's true we'll make a better day just you and me Well, send'em you your heart so they know that someone cares And their lives will be stronger and free As God has shown us by turning stone to bread And so we all must lend a helping hand We are the world, we are the children We are the ones who make a brighter day so let's start giving There's a choice we're making we're saving our own lives It's true we'll make a better day just you and me When you're down and

These Are Cool As Hell
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Burning Light
I stand blinded In this burning light above You are this distant voice within me A whisper… far away Something Stirring within my heart A gentle smile You have faith in me You demand All my energy You took my soul Diffidence You ripped my heart away And you left me naked In my love for you To be a mockery In the dark I wanderer In shadow land You are this distant voice in me A whispering… far away My burning light high above My desire… my love

Madeira Fireworks-portugal 2006-2007
Considered The biggest firework of the world happened until today. Guinness record. 8 minutes long. Launched in 37 places over 6km long. More than 660000 launches. 17tons of firework. It cost 1000000 euros. All the 8 minutes firework recorded from a ship, AMAZING!!!: The best is on the end of this video: height="350">

A Liquid Heart
Sorry I hope this is okay with you When melodies of blue make me cry And tears like water and Ice.... Just roll from my liquid heart & face Liquid it would forever be I guess No matter how hard you try or stress You change the form of it Warm when done with love But icy When the heart is sad Sorry I hope this is okay with you (When my poem My Secret Wounds) comes to me When I try to tuck my tears away The reality of it all Comes up to show face And only for a fleeting moment I would see your face Sorry I hope this is okay with you When forgotten And love makes me cry These tears like water and Ice.... Just roll from my face And without reason I cry again

Awesome Sunset Video Of An 81-way World-record Skydiving Parachute Formation!
After almost a week of training a group of dedicated skydivers put together the largest parachute formation ever built. It consists of 81 ... alle » skydivers in the formation and several video people flying around. It took place over Lake Wales Florida USA just before sunset and has some incredible shots by some incredible video fliers, and a picture-perfect "starburst" break-away.

A Letter From My Heart
Maybe I did not treat you kind But no love will I ever find… again That will make me blind With tears of love I want you to know sweetheart Where ever I go My heart belongs to you I know there are more kinds of love God may take you away before he takes me But remember… Whichever way we might go My love will stay part of you Every blink of the eye Or an angel’s sigh Will be a token of my love for you Baby never feel sorry for being part of me You are a gift from….God That came into my life You made me feel again… love again You saved my heart from dying Oh!! I still do cry… that ain’t no lie It just shows my most inner emotions And the surety my heart does not lie If I had a choice Of where I would be right now Or even the day I have to die… It would be in your arms And when ever it is your time to go I want you to know I will be there with you I would love to hold you in my arms And have the privilege To die with you

Why I Don't Earn Buckets Of Cash
A Dark and Dingy Place My Life Essex 13th April 2007 The Chief Executive The Liskeard LEA Cornwall County Council Re: Standard of teachers in Callington Schools – How They Ruined my Life Dear Sir/ Madam I am prompted to write to you to complain in the strongest possible terms about the standard of education received between 1975 and 1980 at the (then called) Callington Comprehensive School (now known as Callington Community College). I should also inform you that I have taken legal advice and it is my solicitor’s opinion that I have a very strong case for redress through the courts. I was prompted to question the standard of teaching I received after a chance meeting with a Newquay teacher, we will call her Brit B for the sake of this letter. It has immediately become clear to me that here is an educated, erudite, witty and charming young woman who has been able to raise three fine young men and still has the energy and drive to enrich the lives of the young peopl

Wings
HAPPY AND FREE IS MY HEART FLUTTERING AWAY LIKE A BUTTERFLY, LIKE A WILD ANGEL,AN IRONEAGLE, A VOICE AND A SOUL IN THAT LITTLE GAL, SHE'S BEEN SAYING DO YOU WANNA SING SOME SONGS TONIGHT,...??? DO YOU WANNA DANCE TONIGHT,? MY HEART HAS BEEN SPINNING TO SEE YOU,... MY HANDS HAVE TO WAVE HI, STARS IN MY EYES AS THEY PASS BY, IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER WHAT YOU WRITE, BUT HONEY,YOU SPEAK TO MY HEART, I MISS YOU,AND I WILL THINK OF YOU, AND KNOW YOU ARE SAFE,CAUSE YOUR WINGS AREN'T BROKEN, AND YOU CAN FLY, AND THERE IS ALWAYS A STAR BY YOUR HEAD TONIGHT,... originally written 6-24-2001

A Faceless Love
For years it wandered in my mind It chew a blade of grass With an open heart That smells so sweet Oh Man of foreign lands Did you hear my silent voice? Or even my silent cry Silently without comment Calling, falling, whispering love to you Fixed in eternity… falling love As dreams keep falling upon my pillow They fall… and turn to gold For years it wandered in my mind Words came through the void spots Like silk… gentle and soft… filled with light You gave light to nothingness Oh!! Man of foreign lands Hear my silent voice… and cry And silently without a word Calling, falling, whispering… love to you As dreams keeps falling upon my pillow Love so sublime upon my soul I feel for you For all eternity

This Election Year
(Originally posted on October 9, 2006)When I first registered to vote, I registered as Republican, Reagan was a Republican and I liked him (or at least his public persona) of a slightly-addled grandfather type person.Then Bush Senior got elected, maybe the last time a Bush got into the Presidential office honestly. I started voting Independent as a protest, finding the actual people whose positions I liked. It made me feel a bit better because I was voting for the person whose policies I believed in.Now this year I am starting to vote strictly Democrat.Why?Simple. There seem to be two differences between the Democrats and Republicans. The Republicans are all hot to take all sorts of freedoms away. The Democrats want to take money from us.Now, I'd rather have a money-grubber in political office than a freedom-grubber. I can earn more money. Freedoms, once taken, are much, MUCH harder to regain.tag: democrats, republicans, money, freedom, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Sat

From The Archives Of
Without you Hours became like days to me Every minute like a piercing dart Aimed straight at the heart As blood starting to flow Precious moments bleeding away Leaving blood stained eyes From staring into the darkness of the night Candle lights flicker patiently The only witness of this emotion A butterfly struggle within I try to wipe away the loneliness And tears falling from my eyes But I touched the deepest part of me Like the deep blue sea it started to rumble inside Waves of tears just filled my eyes Escaping from the archives of my heart The deepest part of me now bleeding Bleeding… missing you Just because I LOVE YOU

If Ya Got Something To Say
I AM IN A STATE OF CONFUSION HERE.....THIS SITE HERE IS A GAME AND A PLACE TO HAVE FUN ON....OF COURSE THOUGH THERE ALWAYS HAS TO BE A FEW THAT ARE GONNA HATE AND TALK CRAP ABOUT YA. WHY, CAUSE YOU CAN'T FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOUR OWN SELF SO YOU GOTTA TALK ABOUT ME CAUSE I'M CONFIDENT IN MYSELF....WELL ALL I GOTTA SAY IS FU*K OFF AND STOP HATIN IF YA GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME OR WITH WHAT I DO THEN SAY SOMETHIN TO ME ABOUT IT...I WOULD RESPECT YA MUCH MORE DON'T SAY IT BEHIND MY BACK.....CAUSE MY BELIEF IS THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE PEOPLE THAT TALK ABOUT YA SO YA MIGHT AS WELL GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT RIGHT....IF YOU'RE MY REAL FRIEND YOU WOULD TELL ME, AND IF YOU AREN'T THEN JUST FU*K OFF.........

About Embed Code
Actually...if someone would just want to copy and paste the code they use into an email to me, that would help alot too, so I could see what the ones you all use look like. Thanks... I guess use cmail...if it will let you add the code there without embeding it, or my reg. email... levmorgan@yahoo.com put embed code in the subj. so I don't end up sending it the the trash...lol THANKS!

Symphony
Symphony Of Love Oh’ Darling you are a song Just listen to your heartbeat A melody within your soul Your tender heart sings a love song Just listen to the melody It holds the perfect beat… Of love in perfect harmony A symphony of sweet songs That pulls the heartstrings Pulsing the music in your blood Tender lyrics lifted far beyond Love in perfect harmony Oh’ Darling you are a song Just listen to your heart To the melody within your soul A symphony of love!

Mistaken Identities
Mistaken Identities #1 Love is Not Lust Love Gives but Lust Takes. Love Values but Lust Uses. Love Endures but Lust Subsides. #2 Love is Not the same as Romance Love is much more than just a feeling. #3 Love is Not the same as Infatuation. Falling in Love and Love at First Site are Infatuation. #4 Love is not the same as Sex. Love is a Process.....Sex is an Act. Love is Learned......Sex is Instinctive. Love requires Attention.......Sex takes No effort. Love takes time to Develop/Mature......Sex Does not. Love requires Spiritual & Emotional interaction........Sex requires only Physical interaction.

A Strange Feeling
Oh what a strange feeling To be trapped by dreams Lost in a fool’s paradise With a flaming crescendo Of love and desire Please tell me what to do With this passion on fire My world in flames Amazing strange feelings Ripping through my body Each time I open my eyes Knowing I am in this existence With only dreams to strengthen My resistance Still lost In a fools paradise With flaming crescendos Of love and desire Please tell me what to do With this strange feeling Called LOVE!!

Electric Funeral
Reflex in the sky Warn you you're gonna die Storm coming, you better hide From the atomic tide Flashes in the sky Turns houses into sties Turns people into clay Radiation minds decay Robot minds of robot slaves Lead men to atomic graves Plastic flowers melt in sun Maybe moon falls upon Dying world of radiation Victims of mad frustration Burning glow of unseen fire Like electric funeral pyre Buildings crashing down To a cracking ground Rivers turn to wood Ice melting to flood Earth lies in death bed Clouds cry water dead Tearing life away Here's the burning pay Electric Funeral And so in the sky Shines the electric eye Supernatural king Takes Earth under his wing Heaven's golden chorus sings Hell's angels flap their wings Evil souls fall to Hell Ever trapped in burning cells! - Black Sabbath

Off To Vegas
A man came home from work one day to find his wife on the front porch with her bags packed. 'Just where the heck do you think you're going!', said the man. 'I'm going to Las Vegas', said the wife, 'I just found out I can get $400 a night for what I give you for free! 'The man said, 'Wait a minute!', and then ran inside the house only to come back a few minutes later with his suitcases in hand. 'Where the heck are you going?', said the wife. The man said, 'I want to see how you're gonna live on $800 a year!'

Need Help With Embed Code
I have a question about embedding music. If anyone is pretty smart about this sorta thing, I'd sure appreciate it if you'd get in touch with me. I'd add codes here, but that doesn't work...I've tried it before...it just embeds them, and I just need to have someone look at the one I use. Hard to look at it, if it embeds it. lol So...just send me a private message if you know anything about embedding, and we'll go from there! Thanks!

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Documented Stupidity
(Originally posted on October 3, 2006)Idiot Boss sent Putz Boy home for the afternoon without pay due to the problems they encountered this morning. That isn't the problem. The problem is that Idiot Boss gave Putz Boy a letter on our company's letterhead stating that if Putz Boy is disabled, he (PB) should find a job at another company.I have no doubt that PB will see a lawyer, letter in hand, to talk about an ADA lawsuit. I wonder how much time we still have before we declare bankruptcy...tag: Putz Boy, discrimination, Idiot Boss-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Anybody?
Anyone want to call the pet store here and see if they can sex my baby guinea pigs for me? I absolutely hate making phone calls to people I don't know for fear that I'll say something really dumb. I don't mind talking on the phone (or more), but making a call myself, forget it. I also need to call the doctor to get my neck looked at it (I hurt it a few weeks back and don't know how) but I'm too chicken to do that too. Maybe I need to hire an assistant to make those calls for me? LOL

Birds And Bees
A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in. “Mother, where do babies come from?” The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.” The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend. “Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?” “Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

House Of Doom
Take all that you can Take it all I know you'll do it again Rape, rape me again I'll take the fall I know you'll do it again Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom No one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive You lie, and you lie again You've got your plans And you sure ain't no friend Oh, there ain't no turning back They say "you reap what you sow" Hell, if that ain't a fact! Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom Ain't no one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive Oh, another truth And there's nowhere you can hide Oh, in this house of doom Ain't no one gets out alive Oh, once you step inside No one gets out alive - Black Label Society

And If You Thought Yesterday Was Funny
How I even got any sleep last night is beyond me. Too many things going on at once and what gets me is that when everyone thinks that I am so level headed (this is when I need my best buddy Bill to calm me down) they don't realize that I'm lost in my own little world at times. There are SO MANY things I want in life that I have yet to see happen. I wanted so much to have a child, but so far no luck. I dealt with that and faced it the way I was supposed to. If I got upset over it in the beginning I finally learned that maybe I am luckier than I thought. My parents were blessed with three grandchildren (thanks to my brother) and I know that is the most important thing. They have grandchildren that are loved and pretty much missed. But back to this blog. I normally try to be open about myself like what I dream about for my future, and you have to understand that I never expected to really be able to find someone who would essentially love me for myself. I think that's why things have

People Kinda Suck.
I'm really getting tired of gettin made fun of all the damn time. I mean I know I'm not the best looking person alive but you don't have to make fun of me for it. And as far as I'm concerned, looks don't matter. It's what's on the inside that counts. When they do it, they don't know how much it hurts me. If you don't like me thats fine. I dont give a flying fuck what you think of me. Just keep it to yourself. I don't care. Don't hurt me anymore than I already am. Jeez i go thru this shit every single day. Don't fuckin add to it.

What Finger Are You?
You Are a Ring Finger You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything. You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word. Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world. You get along well with: The Pinky Stay away from: The Index Finger What Finger Are You?

Life, Birth, Blood, Doom
I walk through fire, I feel no pain Fields of war which fuel my veins In the end, son, I was once like you Cut me, child, you'll see I bleed Scars of black which help me see In the end, son, I was once like you Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round, comin' 'round soon Fields of death, the rotted womb Hatred, chainsaw, the blessed doom In the end, son, I was once like you The ashes that fly, the skin which burns Kill all you can, refuse to learn In the end, son, I was once like you Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round, comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood, doom The hole in the ground is comin' 'round soon Life, birth, blood

The Adventures Of Putz Boy: Discrimination
(Originally posted on October 3, 2006)Putz Boy just came in and called his disability contact, complaining that he is being discriminated against because of his disability. Now he's sniffling and everything after the call. Finally, he's broken down and is crying.Heck, he isn't being discriminated against because of his disability. He's being discriminated against because he's an asshole.Still, it'll be interesting to see how this turns out...tag: Putz Boy, discrimination-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Urban Exploration
(Originally posted on October 3, 2006)I got to thinking: Another hobby I'd like to do (other than my foreskin restoral) is urban exploration. That is basically where you go where you're not really supposed to be (abandoned buildings, sewers, etc) to look at things people may or may not want you to see.Then I remembered I've already done this twice:1) The cemetary where I got the dirt from has a closed gate. It's easy enough to sneak through though, since the bars are about 2-3' apart. It was interesting there, although most of the graves were just numbered graves as opposed to having markers with names.2) One of the buildings downtown has an abandoned floor the management is trying to lease out. I have been up on that floor and looked around. Not too dangerous, but still interesting. The thing I worry about, though, is getting caught. This is trespassing which is illegal.tag: urban exploration, hobbies-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

The Rainbow Connection
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)I found this site with a video about how The Rainbow Connection from The Muppet Movie seems like something H.P. Lovecraft would have written about Cthulu.So I searched for the lyrics of The Rainbow Connection:Why are there so many songs about rainbowsand what's on the other side?Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,and rainbows have nothing to hide.So we've been told and some choose to believe it.I know they're wrong, wait and see.Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.Who said that every wish would be heardand answered when wished on the morning star?Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.Look what it's done so far.What's so amazing that keeps us star gazingand what do we think we might see?Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.The lovers, the dreamers and me.All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?I've heard them

Graffiti Blogging
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)When I was going to school one day when I was young (3rd or 4th grade), I saw a city worker smoothing some new wet concrete to make a sidewalk portion. He told me and the other kids there that the cement would be ready to draw in soon.I didn't want to do that. The cement didn't need to have any designs in it. I wondered why people would do it.It took me several years o figure out why people do things like that. It lends a sense of permanence, of immortality. Something of yours will live on after you are dead. It also shows the unwashed masses of people that you are alive.Nowadays, the Internet performs basically the same function. Unfortunately, there are too many people to make sure you get your parts of the Internet viewed.tag: graffiti, blogging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Getting To Know Me
I am a 38 yr old married female. I am outgoing, I love music, all kinds. I love to smile, so make me smile, you wont be disappointed. I am a big flirt, I love to flirt and be flirted with. I like to chat and make new friends. I am a stay at home mom so I am on-line always so hit me up and lets see what kinda T-R-O-U-B-L-E we can get into together.. lol Lets have fun!!!!!!!!!

The I-mess With Don Imus
Watch out radio shock jocks! Al Sharpton is listening... In case you hadn't heard, on April 12th, Don Imus was fired by CBS for a comment he made about the Rutgers University Women's Basketball Team last week. Justified? Let's review. 50 Cent calls women "Bitches" and "Hos" in his music...people sing along. Though Al Sharpton has said of Imus' recent comments, he "should be axed for one of the most dispicable comments ever uttered on the air", he took lead in the Tawana Brawley case and never apologized about the hoax...he's just trying to further his agenda. Kamau Kambon, author and owner of "Blacknificent Books" says white people "want to kill [African Americans]" and "we have to exterminate white people off the face of this planet" as a solution to the problem, which he says is "white people". This was said at a conference regarding the Hurricane Katrina Issues aired on C-Span...no one did anything to get him off the air or make him apologize. It was simply overlooked.

We're The Chipmunks!
(Originally posted on September 28, 2006)Yesterday morning after showering, I noticed one of our cats had a new "play toy." It was a bit dark and I wasn't wearing my glasses, so it looked like my wife's pet rat. I got closer, though, and saw it was a chipmunk, still alive and healthy.I managed to get it away from the cat, but it ran off through the house with the dogs chasing it. I finally got it cornered and trapped it in a box.(I tried a couple of times to wake my wife up to show her, but she's a deep sleeper and I didn't want to disturb her.)Anyway, I let it go outside.My life's just a thrill-a-minute, isn't it. tag: animals, cat, dog, chipmunk, life-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Stub
An exhibitionist named Joe was preparing to board a flight to Atlanta. As he approached the open door of the plane at the end of the jet way, a very attractive flight attendant was collecting boarding passes. As she reached toward him for his boarding pass, he opened his raincoat and exposed himself. "I'm sorry sir," she said politely, "but you have to show your ticket; not your STUB."

Fade To Black
Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filing me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now He's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late Now I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye - Metallica

I Wish You Were Here
its times like these when i feel like shit and im all alone that i really wish you were here like when we were kids and wed take care of each otherwhen id cry youd cry because ypou felt bad or youd cry and cry .hopping the fence to come sleep next to you late at night waking up to you holding me tight..you were my best friend . i wish i knew where you were i miss you man i think about you a lot.we were soo little and we shared so many things bdays and presents and young kisses loland even burning my ass on the slide at palace park ony your 5th bday lol remember riding inmy barbie lambergini?hahah well where ever the fuck you are alex ill always love you man

Fade Into You
I want to hold the hand inside you I want to take a breath that's true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life You go in shadows You'll come apart and you'll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what's not there. Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew A stranger's light comes on slowly A stranger's heart without a home You put your hands into your head And then smiles cover your heart Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it's strange you never knew I think it's strange you never knew - Mazzy Star

Just Venting......
I'm just going to sit here and ramble to get some things off my mind. First of all, whatever happened to the way adults thought and felt about relationships. These days people just don't think about what the true meaning of love is. All they do is think about themselves, and then when the other tries to let them know about their wants and needs they pretty much get shot down. Marriages is another thing, or even with people that have been together for several years. Anymore it seems like people think it's a joke. Both men and women do it, but people need to really think about what they want in life before they involved someone in theirs. That way people are less likely to get hurt. I let someone that I was with know what I am feeling and he pretty much got mad at me. I let him know that ever since he bought this house with his son that it seems like I'm not good enough for him anymore. He just thought that I was going to sit around and wait for him to come and see me so he cou

Vista
Why o why after I ran Windows 98 for 5 years did I decide to finally upgrade and I chose this big cluster f@#k they named Vista.So far Ive learned that using firefox (which is always been my web browser)is more of a pain in my @ss than before.As for possibly using IE 7,its to damn slow and I just don't like like it.I would of purchased Linnex ,but it is nowhere to be found for under $300.00.Anyone feel me,or maybe want to(pun intended).

New...
MY NEW WEBSITE!!!!! HOW I USED TO FEEL, BEFORE I ADMITTED THE TRUTH! "Not An Addict" Breathe it in and breathe it out And pass it on, it's almost out We're so creative, so much more We're high above but on the floor It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side The deeper you stick it in your vein The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain I'm in heaven, I'm a god I'm everywhere, I feel so hot It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) It's over now, I'm cold, alone I'm just a person on my own Nothing means a thing to me (Nothing means a thing to me) It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive If you don't have it you're on the other side I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie) Free me, leave me Watch me as I'm going down Free me, see me Look at me, I'm falling and I'm falling. It is not a habit, it is cool I feel al

How Strawberries Were Made & Why
How Strawberries were made and why Long ago, First Man and First Woman were living together in their home near the lake. Earth Maker was their good friend and visited often. First Man and First Woman loved each other very much and were happy together. Occasionally they had little arguments, which First Woman always won, but the arguements were never serious. Then one day they had a Monumental fight! They fought over who started the fight, then they had another fight about what the first fight had been about. Finally First Woman had enough "I'm sick of you and you can cook your own supper tonight and for the rest of your life!" and she strode out of the home, across the field, down the valley and over the hill beyond, all without a backwards glance. First Man sat back and breathed a sigh of relief, he thought he was better off without First Woman. When the sun set, First Man decided to have some supper. Now First Man had no knowledge of cooking, First Woman had done all those

... There It Was
a dark building with no windows, creepy bumps and appendages, moving in and out of the surface of all four walls. The same four walls that encase what we all hope turns into a huge force of orange light... that may burn holes in whatever gets in its way, the holes in our things that seem empty in life... ... Imagination, wrong or right, black or white, evil or good...means the same to me. Funny...how all of the feelings of a human can be matched with the most ugly, sickest...monster, that i can think of. It’ll all change one day, nothing stays in one place, no tears, no funerals, but not always a glass of milk with cookies either... ...Some just wait and wait, till someone who has what it takes-power, money, sex, love, hunger, stupidity... or sense, to open the box, the one that needs no key, "doesn't make sense, but it works," everything inside is wonderful and wicked, making enough sense for some to say I’m nuts or insane... but we have to be. ... Oh well, I'll wake up tomorrow

This Is What I Found Out
So I went to ask cherry support why people dont get my picture updates and they said if you crush on someone or your in their family you usually dont get any alerts.....I guess thats just the way it is.....seems silly to me cuz ur family or crushes are the ones that would wanna know about those things.... *sigh* silly CT haha well......thats all for now oh and Say hi to me people! lol

Stripping And Dreaming How Nice
so ii had this dream last night i was walking down dark hallways with beautiful women into this area with all these dresses gold green silver white cream all fuckign just amazing i put a couple opn and then they handed me onto where then i walked away i was outside now at this party with a bunch of guys with engluish accents music playd and i was dancing around and someone asked me aquestion and i answered and they all laughed andthen it was like i had slept or blacked out and when i came to people weree playing games and there was this list with everyones name on it and money they had won or earnd and i didn see mine on there and i looked and mine was at the top my name was midgit love lol or thats what they were calling me and i made 18,000 hioly shit thats a llot of money i wenmt to see what they were doing playing a game in a tent running around laughing i go and everyone yells midgit love how are you give us a hug love lol it was so crazy i gave one guy a hug and a kiss it was w

Killing Your High Horse.
Awesome song by an awesome band. and an even awesomer blog title. Anywho, the point of this blog is thus: I made a new friend a couple of days back and he’s a cool cat. He’s no nonsense, no bullshit, and tells the TRUTH. Hopefully I get to hang out with him soon, I’ll have to keep an eye on when he’s coming around. I was told that hopefully he’ll be in CT soon enough. Drink up bitches, it’s time to get Crunk! Me, Chris, and our new boy!

Forbidden Fruit
oh, how i long for that kiss the one kiss that holds so much meaning the one that can tell you so much about a person even if you've known them all your life the 1st kiss is as forbidden as the last scared to start because we are scared of how it'll end the forbidden kiss that we yearn for like adam & eve the forbidden fruit the taste so sweet and then they were no longer blind that kiss is just the same take the chance the forbidden kiss full of temptation 'let our lips do what our hands do' romeo told juliet to take the chance the forbidden kiss might be just as sweet.

4 New Fathers
Four expectant fathers were in a Minneapolis hospital waiting room while their wives were in labor. The nurse arrived and proudly announced to the first man, "Congratulations, sir. You're the father of twins!" "What a coincidence! I work for the Minnesota Twins Baseball team!" Later the nurse returned and congratulated the second father on the birth of his triplets. "Wow! That's incredible! I work for the 3M Corporation." An hour later, the nurse returned to congratulate the third man on the birth of his quadruplets. Stunned, he barely could reply, "I don't believe it! I work for the Four Seasons Hotel!" After this, everyone turned to the fourth guy who had just fainted. The nurse rushed to his side. As he slowly gained consciousness, they could hear him mutter over and over, "I should never have taken that job at 7-Eleven. I should never have taken that job at 7-Eleven. I should never have taken that job...."

Song Of The Day...
we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail where are we going, so far away and somebody told me that this is the place where everything's better, everything's safe walk on the ocean step on the stones flesh becomes water wood becomes bone half and hour later we packed up our things we said we'd send letters and all those little things and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same it seemed they'd already forgotten we'd came walk on the ocean step on the stones flesh becomes water wood becomes bone now back at the homestead where the air makes you choke and people don't know you and trust is a joke we don't even have pictures just memories to hold that grow sweeter each season as we slowly grow old

From Sheri
PROBLEMS: Problems can be avoided by excercising GOOD JUDGEMENT; Good judgement can only be gained by experiencing life's problems. WORK: If you love your work, you will NEVER LABOR. GIVING: The only way you can truly get more out of life for yourself is to give part of yourself away. LOVE: Love is a treasure for which we can never pay; the only way to keep it is to give it away!!!! Mine is given to my friends, my family, and my husband. DAN WILLIAMS MY LOVE IS GIVEN TO ALL MANKIND. LOVE IS OUR PURPOSE GIVEN TO US FROM OUR CREATOR. TO GIVE TO EACH OTHER AND BACK TO HIM.

Melody Of Rain And I Am There
MELODY MELODY OF THIS,WHAT IS FALLING DOWN, IT'S RAINING,AND I AM FALLING MORE IN LOVE, RAINING AND I AM SO HAPPY, RAINING AND I AM DANCING, RAINING AND MY SOUL IS FREED. RAINING AND I FEEL LIKE YOUR AN ANGEL, I FEEL LIKE I'M IN PARADISE, I FEEL LIKE I AM IN HEAVEN, AND I AM YOUR SUNSHINE IN THE DARKNESS, I AM YOU'RE LAUGHTER IN THE DARK THAT WILL MAKE YOU GLOW AND GROW. THIS IS THE MELODY OF RAIN AND I AM THERE. originally written 5-28-2001

April 8th Of 2007
its easter sunday.... & i realized that im capable of waking up early, walking straight & even carry on a conversation after a night of vodka. i was fast alseep at like 4 this morning when i heard someone pounding on my bedroom door yelling something about me getting dressed. so in my sleepy daze i managed to get dress myself & drag the girls from their sleep too to ask them if they wanted to go to church. so there i was surrounded by my family in church at 5 in the morning...what the hell. who goes to church that early anyway? the service was nice...well what i remember of it between my mini naps. i also realized that i should prolly goto confession soon cuz everytime i walk into church it feels like everyone's watching me and i panic like a whore in church. ech...maybe its the heater that's affecting me & not the fact that im a bad girl. lmao. away....after church we came home to tons of food that i have no idea where it came from....maybe the mexican food fairy delivere

Diary Entry For April 7th 2007
...how you doin? lmao..sorry about that...i was watching my cousin's stash of friends dvd sets. i dont know why but i find joey hysterical. anyway yesterday my dad asked me to show him all the stuff i bought with the check card he gave me last month. so there i was trying to explain to him that i havent done my laundry & to give me till today to show it to him. lmao...only thing is that instead of looking for & doing my laundry i spent the night talking to sean. lmao. oh well...i managed to throw some stuff in the washer this morning that way i at least have something to show him when he gets home from work. i knew taking my dad's money for new clothes was a bad idea...but come on who wouldnt have taken the money? besides mom did tell me to update my look cuz i had a marine husband with awesome uniforms, lmao. oh well....i love my life & its many quirks. oh like i said before i was talking to sean last night. there's a chance he could come home & there's also the chance that

Diary Entry For April 6th Of 2007
alright guys...here goes everything. im done with all the pathetics in my life. i have done some major re-thinking about the going-ons in my life. ive come to realize that some friends aren't really what they seem. im the kind of person who will go to the moon & back for my friends & perhaps some people just aren't worth the trip. i will not apologize for removing myself from these so called friendships...nor will i apologize to them for not caring anymore. also i am not going to rely on anyone but my husband & myself. my life, my problems, my issues...are simply that...mine. no one else needs to deal with them & i do not want anyone giving me their opinions about how i handle my life. if you have a opinion then that's fantastic for you but keep it to yourself. i'm not looking for anyone's approval nor do i want it. another thing that has been at the root of many rises in my blood pressure has been people telling me that i dont have to be so supportive of the marine corps & t

Changes
For those of you that don't know I have made some big changes in my life recently. First about a month ago, I moved from Wisconsin to Iowa. Things in Wisconsin didn't work out the way I wished that that would have. It is nobody's fault and those things happen. I spent the first few weeks here looking for a job. After a few interviews, I landed a job. Yesterday was my first day and what a long day it was went in from 7-2 and back in from 6-12. So if I am not on much in the next few days that is the reason why.

Beauty Within
Cries for help Are becoming louder and louder Crying out more and more Screaming make me beautiful Make me sexy Make skinny Yelling this words To whom ever hears them In return they tell me I am beatiful I am sexy I am not fat Asking myself are these things true I begin realize All the plastic surgery All weight loss programs Can not make up The beauty we all hold with in Our souls and mind hold our true beauty After that everything else about ourselves will seem just as beautiful.

Ok Thats It!!
ok thats it i've tryed ta be nice about this shit but i guess u cant be nice ta ppl, that same mutha f-er iz still talk shit about my gm & gn's, Look i do tha best i can I have over 200 friends, hella Fan's& im a Fan of a grip ppl its hard ta get ta every body every day so if i miss sum one one day my bad Lord 4 give me but like i said i do tha best i can but if thats not good enough 4 that person then FUC U!!

Getting Played
K, Well I must admit... I got played... Hate to do it but i think everyone gets it done to them, And Honestly, i would rather get played than play someone, because that way, I would be able to learn and be more careful. K so, being played to me is when this guy made me fall 4 him and made me believe that i was the only thing goin' thru his head all day. Unfortunatly, that wasn't the case. He "sweet talked" me so that he could get what all little boys want... (lets make this a clear fact...he didnt get it all)... But to continue with my story, we spent a month together and not one minute was dull.I had to move back to Daytona..so anyways, we texted all night and he sed he wanted me to stay and all that sappy shit, well turns out he ended up dating a girl not EVEN a week after i left...and i found out he was dating her even before i left. Talk about not wasting time right? well thats ok... but to everyone, that is my definition of being played.... sad eh? It sucks.. but i will get over

Being Judged
Everyday we are bein judged just on appearance alone. Considering we live in superficial world where everything revoles around media and sex appeal ..I guess I'ma number one target. I wear mini skirts and some lowcut shirts... So I guess I'm a tramp. I like to dance, and shake my ass like every other girl... So I guess I'm a ho.. I'm not even lying on this one, yes I have kissed a guy I was not going out with before... So what? Yea... I guess I'm a scandalous. I've broken someones heart without even knowing. So I guess I'm a bitch! I've said what was on my mind, when it was on my mind. So I guess I'm ignorant. I've said some hurtful things I can never take back and everyday I wish I could. So I guess I'm an asshole. I've been stabbed in the back 15000 times at a minumum. So I guess I'm friendless. I've been called every single name in the book at least 10 times each. So I guess I'm a loser. I've had guys with girlfriends unsuccessfully try to hook up with me .

Now That I Think About It, I Knew Why I Really Liked This Song.
Sick of trying to find a way inside Sick and tired of all the after Sick of trying ot find a way to slide Even though it always ends in laughter Its never hard to tell when things are done She looked into my eyes and a voice said RUN She says that im a mess but its alright Whether its 2 weeks, 2 years or just tonight You can occupy my every sigh, You can rent a space inside my mind At least untill the price becomes too? HIGH I can find a reason that we should quit I can find a reason to do it I can find excuses for all my shit She tells me just to work right through it Shes pretty and I like her but shes too well Cuz I need red flags and long nights and she can tell Its not that its my fault its just my style Beginning with a look and then a smile You can occupy my every sigh, You can rent a space inside my mind At least untill the price becomes too ? HIGH She don't need a thing, she don't need saving or a lay Shes got all the friends around and you can

Free Speech
Click here to repost Today Don Imus was fired for calling the Rutgers University basketball team "nappy headed hos". Sure, that was inappropriate, but did the punishment fit the crime? Maybe we should look at the two guys who pushed this issue until Imus was fired. Jesse Jackson says it's a question of morality, and what's right and what's wrong. Just so we're clear: Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson calling Jews "Hymies" and referring to New York as "Hymietown" : Right. (Washington Post, 1984) Imus Calling Black Women "nappy headed hos": Wrong. Jesse Jackson having an affair and Impregnating Karin Stanford, then using rainbow coalition funds to pay her $40,000 and purchasing a $365,000 house to keep her quiet: Right Jesse Jackson not paying child support for this child, and not visiting her: Right Jesse Jackson Saying Duke La Crosse Rape Suspects who have been aquitted "deserved the negative atte

The Adventures Of Putz Boy: Putz Boy Vs Raw Spaghetti
(Originally posted on September 25, 2006)I went to the store today to buy some more spaghetti. I eat it raw as a snack, constantly grazing throughout the day. It is crunchy, tastes good, and irritates the only other person in my office.Putz Boy.Usually, I will eat raw spaghetti for a week or so, but I think it's been about three weeks so far. And truthfully, it's not to irritate Putz Boy. (That's just a happy byproduct.) I think it might be stress or something.tag: Putz Boy, office politics, irritations, petty revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Those Little Things
Those little things Those little things we sometimes do seem to go unnoticed But all the things I do for you you don't just let pass by Each time I do a little for you I can tell from the start You know that all I do for you comes from within my heart. I enjoy giving to you because with each little thing I do, you smile And that says more than any words your smile lasts me for miles. So as long as I am able I will always make you smile by giving such a little but making it last a while. Know you are so special In each and every way I don't know where I would be without you here with me today.

New Pics And Please Read !
Hi to everyone who reads this blog ! I hope ya check out my new pics ? I have a carpenters belt on and not much more ha ha ha ! That is my trade in this life ! Here on Ct I really enjoy meeting new people ! It is what life is all about ! Getting to know someone and chatting to no end and laughing with them ! I, being a man and all love to have fun and if you have read my other blogs know we men think about sex every 8 seconds ! Yikes ! It is true So comment on the blogs or my pics or all of them and I hope to hear from you soon ! If I havent been by to rate your photos please drop me a line because I hate to miss anything! Love John

Days Are Long...
Days are long... nights are even longer ~ Without you they are a lifetime. I want to be near you, I need you to hold me.... For I love you more than you realize with each passing day and evening. Forever and Always.... will you stay? I need you and want you til my dying day. I wrote this because for the person I am in love with... he knows truly that I am not asking him to change or to do anything he doesn't feel comfortable doing.... for that I love him for "WHO" he is... not "WHAT" people in life precieve him to be. "Judge not less ye be judged"!

Welcome To "blackmail!"
(Originally posted on September 22, 2006)First off, I think you know by now that I'm a perv. I like sex with both men & women, wherever & whenever I could (which, since I know it would hurt my wife if I did it, I don't). I like porn, masturbating, sex, etc.Also, I am a practicing Satanist in the Deep South fucking Bible Belt. Also not too good of a way to keep a low profile.I don't want either of these things to be linked to my name in the general pubic, errr, public forums. It would cause problems I'd rather not have.Now here's the thing: If somebody tried to blackmail me to do things to not reveal this information, I would NOT bow down to their pressure. I have read several stories about people who were blackmailed into doing different things, making them more able to be blackmailed when they were told to do more and more illegal things.For a book with two blackmailed people, look at A Transatlantic Tunnel, Hurrah! by Harry Harrison. For a sex story, check out "Owned Teacher"

Hey Scotty U Dont Have A Clue Do U?
Scotty doesn't know that Fiona and me do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him she's in church, but she doesn't go. still she's on her knees And Scotty doesn't know. Oh, Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty (Don't tell Scotty)* Fiona says she's out shoppin, But she's under me and I'm not stoppin. Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know so don't tell Scotty Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty I can't believe he's so trustin While I'm right behind you thrustin UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH Fiona's got him on the phone And she's trying not to moan It's a three-way call And he knows nothin Nothin Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know don't tell Scotty Cause Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know So don't tell Scotty We'll put on a show Everyone will go Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't know Scotty doesn't

The Little Boy. .
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big Tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "You're wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Indescribable
She is waiting for him, pacing back and forth. The candles are lit. The bed is made for two. The lights are dim. His plane lands, he is on the way. She wants to wait patiently, she wants to see him, talk to him but she needs to touch him more. Now. She can't wait. She doesn't want to hear but feel. He is on the way up; She feels the place saved for only him contracting. She knows what is happening. Her breasts are firm. Nipples on fire. She can't get it under control. The moisture is thickening. The elevator bell rings from down the hall. She watches through the peep hole. Heart is beating out from within. She aches to the point of pain for him to touch her where she wants to put his hands. She opens the door. Her mouth finds his before the bags are down, before the door can shut. She pulls at his clothes. She wants them off. Skin to skin. She wants to consume every part of him. She can't get enough. The passion is raw, primal. She sees the flames from the candles but the fire is

My Crush On My Sexy Teacher
Oh, yeah yeah Her voice is echoed in my mind I count the days 'til she is mine Can't tell my friends 'cos they will laugh I love a member of the staff I fight my way to front of class To get the best view of her ass I drop the pencil on the floor She bends down and shows me more, That's what I go to school for Even though it is a real bore You can call me crazy I know that she craves me That's what I go to school for Even though it is a real bore Girlfriends I've had plenty None like Miss MacKenzie That's what I go to school for That's what I go to school for So she maybe thirty three But that doesn't bother me Her boyfriend's working out of town I find a reason to go round I climb a tree outside her home To make sure that she's alone I've see her in her underwear I can't help but stop and stare That's what I go to school for Even though it is a real bore You can call me crazy But I know that she craves me That's what I go to school for Even thou

The Power Of A Poet-part 1
"The power of a poet" Part-1 This is to all the people, who just can't take it, the fact that I'm in the spotlight, it's taken too long for me to make it, as a writer, and a poet, you CAN'T bring me down, I've got people backing me now,and I know it, they know who they are, because I've told them, that I've got love for them, and even though they're not here with me,I'll still hold them, close to me in my heart, I've got their backs,and they've got mine, we will rise to the top, together we WILL shine. We have the power, whether or not,they choose to see it, we can help to save the people that can't help themselves, they just don't see they they need it, they all think, they can do it alone, but they truly do need us, little do they know, sometimes we play around, using our words for fun,but not always serious, and accidentally creating enemies, now we've got people fearing us, we need to learn how to use our power, and try not to abuse i

Sorry I Haven't Been Around
Hey there to my friends/fans... sorry I haven't been around lately. Not only has my internet been cutting in and out due to construction STILL going on right by my place my computer has been crapping out on this site. I'm still around and I still love each and everyone of you... if I don't get back to you with comments or messages I'm very sorry and I will try to get back to you asap

She Wants To Be Me.....
At first I told myself I need my head inspected, I notice little things Same t-shirt and sunglasses, Then it got weirder see She cut her hair like me, She bought a red guitar Kept driving round in my car I’m kissing her and she She slams me against the wall She crashed into a bus, Chasing some super model She’s analysed my smile, She’s memorised my phonebook She always wears my clothes, Her favourite words are f* you BRIDGE She looks like, does like, sounds like me She’s stealing my identity And I’m begging you CHORUS Somebody notice me, somebody notice I’m fading away here, What have I gotta do to make you see My girlfriend is a wannabe And she wants to be me I’m saying something wrong, She’s out back playing soccer She used to do ballet, Now she’s a heavy smoker She’s so obsessed with me, That she stands up to pee And now her stupid games, Have started taking over Don’t need no special help, No need to see a doctor I know your worried but

How We Feel
"How we feel" These feelings are real, we both feel, like we've been deceived, like we gave everything but we never received, anything on our investment, looks like we both have been bested, we both have been tested, and now that we have reflected, our pain doesnt equal what we have been left with, how the hell could we have guessed it, every aspect of our lives was affected, and now with our hearts left unprotected, we can finally confess it.

Ensign: Even We Samaritans Can Be Thankful
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 April 2007 One of the hard things about writing a Sunday School lesson is there's sometimes a lack of source material. The Bible itself isn't lacking so much as the story you're trying to relate; not a lot of people have done a lesson about this, so there's not a lot of experienced teaching to fall back on. Take the object of our current Sunday School rotation -- a lesson presented with different activities over several weeks -- which is Jesus' healing of the ten lepers as recorded in Luke 17:11-19. It's hard to stretch the events of nine verses (even the slowest readers won't take long to get through it) and make the story something which sticks in young hearts and minds. Not many of us have leprosy today, at any rate. But we

Thoughts....
WELL TODAY, I'M NOT HERE TO BITCH OR COMPLAIN ABOUT LIFE.... I'M HERE TO GET SOME THOUGHTS OUT THERE. I'VE HAD AN OVERALL AWESOME DAY YESTERDAY! I MISSED MY BABY TONS THOUGH! GUESS THAT CAN'T BE HELPED... LAST NIGHT, I SAT OUTSIDE HAVING A SMOKE, I CLOSED MY EYES AND LISTENED TO THE WIND BLOW THROUGH THE TREES. SOMETHING ABOUT IT SEEMED TO HAVE CALMED MY PREVIOUS FEELING OF STRESS AND HEART ACHE. IT'S LIKE SITTING ON THE BEACH LISTENING TO THE OCEAN. I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT A FORM OF MEDITATION FOR ME. IT'S VERY SOOTHING AND RELAXING JUST TO SIT QUIETLY.... I FORGOT ABOUT MY LIFE'S DRAMA'S, I FORGOT ABOUT MY COMPUTER AND THE NEED TO BE ON IT. I SAT THERE QUIETLY THINKING ABOUT THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE. REMEMBERING WHAT PATH I WANTED TO FOLLOW IN THE FIRST PLACE. BEING HERE, HAS MADE ME FORGET A LOT OF THINGS... SITTING THERE, HAS MADE ME REALIZE WHAT I'M MISSING.... FAMILY, FRIENDS, ADVENTURES.... I'VE MET A LOT OF REALLY AWESOME PEOPLE HERE... AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT. ESPECIAL

I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream You do something to me That I can't explain So would I be out of line, If I said I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know, that I care And I miss you

I Am The Mystery
I am the mystery you want discover, the forbidden of your Apple of Eden,the Serpent crawling on your filthy Paradise I am your bloodred rose, full of thorns, fleshing in you Pain and Pleasure together for xever and xever Know me and find thy ecstasex A gift for You: "If you can keep your head when all about you are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster and treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to

Class Time
ok so in less than an hour i have my persenation. I feel so sick to my tummy right now it sucks. I really hate doing these things. Whats the point of getting up and talkn in front of everyone?? I'll be happy to get it done and I know I'll feel better just have to do it. The weather sucks to add to it its clod as fuck and rainy as hell here. Just makes me wanna crawl in bed and sleep. That would be nice to do. Well everyone have a good day. Peace Amber Fawn

Switch For A Day
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor, ran to

Mmmmmm
"MMMmmm" MMMmmmmm, look at you, great, now I'm hard and my mouths droolin too, there no reason to lie so I'll warn you, I bite, but I promise you'll love it, at least for tonight, I'm after all that you have to give me, I dont need to get your number, I'm takin you with me, fire red hair, and such a perfect face, the first thing I wanna know is how you taste, just chill leave your shirt on, we'll get to that, this is sex baby, I rarely perform less than 3 acts, so times not the issue, I'll give you what you need, I'll work at it till I find it, you just need to breathe, theres no way you're gonna go, you need to relax, so I'll touch here, and rub there untill you climax, now we can take off the shirt, that was part of the plan, so I could focus my attention on the subject at hand, its been how long since you've had one? no friggin way, I know plenty of guys that would fuck you anyday, you're still horny look at that, your nipples are like stone, they're small

I Can Get
"I can get" I can get your number, its just a matter of time, I can get you naked, and then you'll be all mine, I can get you thinkin, about all that I can do, but one thing I'll never have, is you, I can take your top off, without you resisting, I can pull your panties down, without any kissing, I can love you all night long, its an easy thing to do, but one thing I'll never have, is you, I can make you dance, if I reach out my hand, whisper in your ear of such romance, you can barely understand, I can hold you in my arms, I can tell the band to play your tune, but one thing I'll never have, is you, I can call you late at night, bacause I know you're not alseep, you're not in bed but he has no clue, of the vows you just cant keep, I have been the only one, with whom you've been untrue, but one thing I'll never have, is you.

Me
Name is Mary, 31 yrs. old, wonderful single mom to 3 of the best kids in the whole world :D...and a mom to 1 spoiled rotten dog! My kids are Seth that is 13 yrs. old, and daughters that are Steffany who is 11....going on 18...lol...and MaKayla who is 5 (took her kindergarten test today :( :( and passed with flying colors...which i knew she would, i think this is gonna be harder on me then her...lol, my last baby is going to school) :( Recently just signed up for some college courses to start in the fall, would love to go into nursing, life long dream, would like to go in the field of delivery room, i think birth is an amazing thing, might take me 3-4 yrs. to get my degree, but i'm doing it to better my life for me and my kids. Looking for good, fun people to hang out with near me...and friends afar are good also, just need some good friends that will be there for me during my bad days, kinda a shoulder to cry on when i need it...feel free to leave me a messege or 2 and i will return t

New Private Message System On The Way, And More!
hey folks, in the very near future we'll be replacing the old private message system with our cherry email stuff. you won't have to do anything to cut over, but i wanted to give everyone a heads up because really old private messages will be gone when we move to the cherry mail system. if you have anything older than a couple days in your current private message inbox that you really want to keep, i suggest you save it (cut & paste or screen shot) to your computer.. when we cut over to cherry mail for private messages, it will include all your PM's over the last few day, but nothing older. also, the weird behavior of the yellow 'unread messages' alert in your alert box is a side effect of us migrating to the new cherry mail system. once we cut over, that weird behavior should go away (and be replaced with all new weird behavior, yay!). ps: i'm still working on the shoutbox... /sigh. pps: we have some sweet new home pages which are almost completed, everyone will have the

Friday April 13 Th
I'm getting Ready now to Leave for the my Birthday Weekend.Some of my Familly didn't get Comments.I'm very Sorry,Bring it up to me Sunday afternoon upon my return,I'll give u a Gift. Good Luck Piper on your Contest Sweet One.11,000 plus Votes.Your Kickin some mean Ass.Very Happy for u.I threw a few Votes down this morning before I got error'd. I'd like to thank everyone that helped me Level last night.Level 13 for Friday the 13 th.Very Sweet. Special Love to all in my Wonderful Familly as well as some Friends as well.Wish I could have 50 Familly members,An I had thought I would have been able to add more there but I can't. I pray that my warning of being put on the List last night was a wrongful error.I do have another account but I don't care to start out as Fresh Meat if I can Help it. Just Want to Thank All my Wonderful Friends.You all treat me very Well.I Love you all.Perhaps one day I will tell each one of you why I chose you for my Familly.Every little thing with m

The Grand Prix
So, the track of the Grand Prix goes literally, AROUND the building I work at. They are doing Prelims today, and it's SOOO loud. I have my ipod on full blast...I can STILL hear them. Oh, and the window rattle... And I was late for work because of traffic... And someone took my usual parking spot... And I havent slept in 3 days...

Cherry Tap And The Children Of Cherry Tap
I just read a bulletin and couldn't believe what it was about. The bulletin directed you to a user profile and on the profile it said that the user was going to Myspace to grow up! Then below it was an award posted for Baby J and his crew giving him a dick head award.........my thought was yes you should go to Myspace and grow up......how childish. I don't care who gets angry with this blog it is my rant. If I want childish remarks and tags to see there are plenty on Myspace.......this is an adult site! Why is that such a hard concept for people these days? I have seen so many people posting stupid stuff and calling names putting others down and just all kinds of negative things. We are supposed to be adults....now if you have a problem with someone please don't post a bulletin about it ........take it up with them or block them ....I don't want the drama as I am sure most don't. Don't make your insults and personal issues part of this site......most don't care if you go to Myspace tha

Computers And Business
A man is flying in a hot air balloon and realizes he is lost. He reduces height and spots a man down below. He lowers the balloon further and shouts: "Excuse me, can you help me? I promised my friend I would meet him half an hour ago, but I don't know where I am." The man below says: "Yes. You are in a hot air balloon, hovering approximately 30 feet above this field. You are between 40 and 42 degrees N. latitude, and between 58 and 60 degrees W. longitude." "You must work in Information Technology" says the balloonist. "I am" replies the man. "How did you know." "Well" says the balloonist, "everything you have told me is technically correct, but I have no idea what to make of your information, and the fact is I am still lost." The man below says "You must work in business." "I am" replies the balloonist, "but how did you know?" "Well", says the man, "you don't know where you are, or where you are going. You have made a promise which you have no idea how to keep, an

Hacking Rfid That They Want Implanted
Crack! Security expert hacks RFID in UK passport Successful effort pulled data off document in mailing envelope Jeremy Kirk Today’s Top Stories or Other Privacy Stories Comments Comments (2)Recommendations Recommendations: 111 — Recommend this article Click here to find out more! * Authentication...it is not just for consumers * Careful What You Search For.... * Self-Auditing with Vulnerability Management * Demystifying the Anti-Spam Buzz: Features vs. Fluff in the search for an Enterprise Anti-Spam Solution * Roaring Penguin helps Protect Mutual Telephone gain the upper hand on spammers * Transbeam, provides Corporate and Small Business Clients with More Options and Less Spam thanks to CanIT-Pro * WLAN Security Update * Security and Device Management * Intrusion Protection Sign up to receive Security Resource Alerts sign-up March 06, 2007 (IDG News Service) -- A security expert has cracked one of the U.K.'s new

My Son's School
They're a charter school but it's obvious they don't give a good goddamn about their students. About 3 - 4 weeks ago, we call the Assistant Principal and tell her (Laura), that we need a student support meeting with our son and all his teachers. Laura said NOT A PROBLEM and would get right on it. Then Peggy and I had this trip to NYC to make and as you know we got home REALLY early this morning. I asked my son how it was coming for setting up the student support meeting because we hadn't heard anything. What happens next is indicative of ANY school and COMPLETELY pissed me the fuck off... He stated, and I quote... "Janel (my son's Advisor) said that it got too complicated because everyone's schedule is different so it's not going to happen (the support meeting)" I was fucking furious... Not at my son mind you but at his school. His Assistant Principal orders the Student Support Meeting, and his Advisor sees fit to just up and IGNORE HER?!? I can't wait until I wal

To Stupid For A Computer
Support: Ridge Hall, computer assistant; may I help you? Customer: Yes, well, I\'m having trouble with WordPerfect. Support: What sort of trouble? Customer: Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away. Support: Went away? Customer: They disappeared. Support: Hmm. So what does your screen look like now? Customer: Nothing. Support: Nothing? Customer: It\'s blank; it won\'t accept anything when I type. Support: Are you still in WordPerfect, or did you get out? Customer: How do I tell? Support: Can you see the C: prompt on the screen? Customer: What\'s a sea-prompt? Support: Never mind. Can you move the cursor around on the screen? Customer: There isn\'t any cursor: I told you, it won\'t accept anything I type. Support: Does your monitor have a power indicator? Customer: What\'s a monitor? Support: It\'s the thing with the screen on it that looks like a TV. Does it have a little light that tells you when it\'s on? Customer: I don\'t know. Supp

Shaved Or Not
As A young man I would look in to hustler adult mags and thats where I got my first glance at Bald pussy and OMG I thought what a Sexy n hot thing to see. Now every woman I have been with has either shaved or had me shave them I dont know about any one else but i do belive that a woman with a shaved camel toe(pussy) IS about the most sexy thing she can do No I presonaly shave to but hell I have nee doing it for years so men if ya like shaved beaver let us know and ladies if you like a shaved bird let Us know too

How Do U Know If It Is True Love?
HOW DO U KNOW IF IT IS TRUE LOVE? 1. Ur HEART beats faster when U hear O their name. 2. UR body melts when U R in their arms . 3. They R the only G that U want 2 be with. 4. No G else is even worth looking at? 5. U would walk B miles N the ] snow just 2 C them 6. U will do everything N U R power to make them H aP pY 7. When some 1 asks for Ur No#, U say " U can (call ( my boy/girl friend k get it from them . 8. When every romantic thing makes U think of them. 9. When U C rY when you won't C each other 4 a while. 10. U go 2 zZzZzZzZzZz sleep Thinking about them. 11. U wake UP thinking about them 12. U want 2 spend every 6 moment with them 13. U don't mind if all they want 2 do is cuddle 14. Silence doesn't bother U 15. They R not only U R Y lover , but also U r best friend 16. U can tell them anything 17. U can go 2 the movies k actually WATCH the movie , they R always there 4 U. 18. They R there when

Bordom Strikes Again.....
I thought you might like to see some other pictures I¡¦ve taken. So here is the link http://miamiphotomeetup.org/gallery2/main.php look for a thumbnail image with my name ¡§Brian Powell¡¨ click on it and you will see a few picture albums to view. If you have any cool picture idea¡¦s shoot them over ƒº. Oh and feel free to make comments and criticism.

Redneck Computer Terms
Backup - What you do when you sight a skunk in the woods. Bar code - Them's the fight'n rules down da local tavern. Bug - The reason you is a giv'n for calling in sick. Byte - What yer pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. Cache - Needed when you go to da store. Chip - Yer cusin's uncle's mother's boyfriend's name. Terminal - Time to call da undertaker. Crash - When you go to Junior's party uninvited. Digital - The art of counting on your fingers. Diskette - A female Disco dancer. Hacker - Uncle Leroy after thirty years of smoking. Hardcopy - Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. Internet - Where cafeteria workers put their hair. Keyboard - Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. Mac - Big Bob's favorite fast food. Megahertz - How your head feels after seventeen beers. Modem - What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. Mouse pad - Where Mickey and Minnie live. Network - Scoop'n up a big fish before it breaks the line. Onli

Lil More Better
so its funny when u find a song that gose right into how u feel like to the world but ya i found one lol .... anyways i had such a bast night i went out wiht my best friend we had a few drinks weirdest thing i we had some shooters and the with out anything touching one of the shot glasses when isaid me an my faincee just broke the glass slip in half ... perfectly in half nothing even touching it. it was like bazar anyways that i took to be a sigh that its right to be broken lol i kept it lol anyways it rained last night we went to the park i love the rain on a warm night like last night i thought ot get into sheila again lol i took off my sweater and i took off my shirt and i ran in thge hills spun int he rian feeling it on my skin lay in the gras feeling it prickaly damp coolness on my skin looked at the gray sky and laughed it felt alive but ya here is that song http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1383896&bl=1 It's funny how you thin

I Can See All
I can see all that I Hope to be, in your eyes The whole world opens up Like the sea, in your eyes Giant waterfalls cascade Like fifty foot waves Where a sparkling river Flows free, in your eyes I see flowers as they Start to bloom, in your eyes The stars and the moon Are consumed, in your eyes As I lean toward your lips For your heavenly kiss I can see it will be Just us two, in your eyes.

Decision Time - Part 2
In Salina, KS at a truck stop, we hear the weather out west is NOT pretty. Calling for 8 - 12 inches in spots, 12 - 24 inches in others. Truck drivers are deciding whether or not they want to risk punching the state line. We were told it would be several hours before we'd hit the storm. The winter storm was heading east and we were headed west from Salina to Denver in a 2005 Blue Pontiac Sunfire with front-wheel drive (thank gods for small favors). So then we do it... We decide we're going to punch the state line and see just how far we can get before they start shutting down portions of I-70. We load up on food, coffee, get the blankets and pillows out of the trunk and put them in the back seat and basically say "Let's roll" It started raining about 10 - 12 miles east of the Kansas / Colorado state line along I-70. OK no worries, it's rain we can handle that. Then after a bit of driving in Colorado, we get a few flurries. Hey not bad. Then it hit like someone just ove

Decision Time - Part 1
Now we have a decision to make. We've just found out that they've jacked the tolls along I-80 through western Pennsylvania, Ohio and Indiana. WONDERFUL. So we decide to jump I-76 take that to I-71 and then jump the I-70 to go home. The only toll along I-70 is at Topeka, KS Exit 183 for $2.00. So that decision was made even though Kansas is a boring ass drive. We stayed on I-70 for a while before coming into Central Kansas in Salina. This is where is got interesting... Time for Decision #2. DemonStorm

Not In Touch
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a

Driving Home Along I-80
OK we're in Pennsylvania on Interstate 80 and almost to the Ohio state line. I'm going 69 in a 65mph zone, and the reason I know this is that I had my cruise control set for that very reason. I had a Pennsylvania State Trooper slide in behind me and I looked up at my rear-view mirror and saw him tapping away on a keyboard. "Fucking wonderful. Out of state plates and I'm gonna get fuckin popped for doing 4 over the limit." Well, a gold Acura passes the cop AND ME doing about 72! The cop looked over at this guy and just shook his head in stunned disbelief. He slides out from behind me as the Acura changes to the lane I'm in. I decide I'm gonna be nice to this cop and hit the brakes. The Trooper slides between me and the Acura and does his necessary tapping away on the laptop then about a minute later, the christmas lights come on. I immediately change lanes to the left lane to give this guy room to pull dude over and the instant I saw the lights go, I yelled out "GOT

Elderly Tech Support
An elderly woman called, furious. Tech Support: "How can I help you ma'am?" Customer: "You had better help me!" Tech Support: "That's why they pay me!" Customer: "Don't get smart with me!" Tech Support: "Of course, ma'am, how can I help you?" Customer: "Well, I've been waiting for quite some time!" Tech Support: "Yes ma'am, our current wait is about twenty minutes. It usually isn't that bad." Customer: (yelling) "Twenty minutes! I've been waiting three days!" Tech Support: "You've defied sleep and other bodily functions for a full 72 hours?" Isn't it wonderful when they get vague? Turns out she clicked on the "Help" button in Word or something three days prior and was waiting for us to call her...despite the fact that her computer had no modem and was not near a telephone line.

The Funeral & Nyc
The Big Apple... Never do get tired of seeing the place. Big city, rude people, cars whizzing down the streets of Manhattan doing what seems like 130mph... It's all a part of the NYC experience. We walked around 1 World Trade Center Drive, ate in a true NYC Bagel Shop and stayed in what's called a Hostel in Manhattan's Upper West Side. We rode the subway (It was CaliforniaMoonKid's first subway ride), talked to alot of different people, and decided it was time to come home. The funeral was nice... Short and sweet and enough for me to just get the heck outta there and start coming home. All-in-all it was a nice trip. But I'll never go back to the city. You may ask why that is, and this is why... NYC may always be my home... but every tie I had to NYC died with my grandmother. Now....... I have no reason to go back. DemonStorm

Got No Reason..........
Many times you made me cry Many times you made me smile For every time you made me cry You gave me reasons to smile. You laugh with me for just so simple reason You made mistakes and made me your reason Now I am down, you leave me without reason I wonder what you feel if I leave you to oblivion. Things have been with me like this before Cry and smile; smile and cry till tears no more I’ve been used to it, now I get bored I guess time and space made me cured. I come to my senses, my eyes now dry Never again for you will I cry You made my heart bled, I almost die There is no reason left for me to smile.

State Of Mind
State of Mind . . . If you think you are beaten, you are; If you think you dare not, you don't! If you'd like to win, but you think you can't, It's almost certain you won't.. If you think you'll lose, you're lost; For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow's will; It's all in the state of mind.. If you think you're outclassed, you are; You've got to think high to rise. You've got to be sure of yourself Before you 'll ever win the prize.. Life's battles don't always go To the stronger or faster man; But sooner or later the man who wins Is the person who thinks he can . . .

Downraters.
Yanno, I have never been into the "rating" aspect of this site, and don't really care alot about it, in other words, I don't strive to increase or improve my "rating", and if there is a way to turn that part of this website off, I have no knowledge of how to do that, because I would be just as happy interacting with everyone without that. I joined here to keep touch with all my friends that live out of state now, since I moved last year, and we all prefer Cherry Tap to Myspace because of all the other cute features, like buying gifts, and the MUMM's. Yesterday when something broke on the site, Baby Jesus reset alot of stuff, including where the "recent pic viewers" appear, it cleared them all, so when the downrating came into my alert box, I looked and saw EXACTLY who did it, there was only one person there. BUSTED! What I do care about is smartass lil pompous pricks that go thru the "I'm Bored" feature, downrating people just to be stupid. That's what it is, it's STUPID. My

To All My Friends
It's been an experience being on here,but I must say that all my new friends and fans have made it a lot more fun..... To any who wonder why I haven't written individually-I must say that I hope you forgive me-it has been a time of adjustment for both hubby and myself since we are in the process of getting him into physical therapy and ready for his prosthesis.....we're looking forward to him walking for the first time in over a year. I must tell all my new friends,fans and family thanks for giving an old woman new people to talk to and interesting new pics to look at.....I'm trying to learn how to morph so any help will be GREATLY appreciated. I hope all of you will have a great weekend and good things in your life.

Whatever
Went on a road trip yesterday with a friend and her daughter. Crap I haven't laughed so much in , I don't know who long. Emily is 16 and is almost as cool as her mom. Was I that cool when I was 16? Not hardly. On the road home, we were messing with people in the cars beside us. We sang a whole buncha songs. Got a couple of new ones for karaoke, if I can remember to look them up.When we got home, we were in the middle of a really good song so we kept driving. Around town. We were messing with the people walking down the streat. Emily was embarassed. Apparently it's only ok to do it on the freeway.

"the Marine" Please Pass This On...
Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's > send it around the > world. > FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE > > > This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. > For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a > letter from him to > his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly > thankful for not only the > Marines, > but ALL of our troops. > > THE MARINE > > > > We all came together, > Both young and old > To fight for our freedom, > To stand and be bold. > > In the midst of all evil, > We stand our ground, > And we protect our country > From all terror around. > > Peace and not war, > Is what some people say. > But I'll give my life, > So you can live the American way. > > I give you the right > To talk of your peace. > To stand in your groups, > and protest in our streets. > > But still I fight on, > I don't bitch, I don't whine. > I'm just one of the people > Who is doing your time.

"the Marine" Pass It On Please
Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's > send it around the > world. > FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE > > > This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. > For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a > letter from him to > his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly > thankful for not only the > Marines, > but ALL of our troops. > > THE MARINE > > > > We all came together, > Both young and old > To fight for our freedom, > To stand and be bold. > > In the midst of all evil, > We stand our ground, > And we protect our country > From all terror around. > > Peace and not war, > Is what some people say. > But I'll give my life, > So you can live the American way. > > I give you the right > To talk of your peace. > To stand in your groups, > and protest in our streets. > > But still I fight on, > I don't bitch, I don't whine. > I'm just one of the people > Who is doing your time.

Comments Please
morning all my friends and fans.... I am still in the bike picture contest in 4th place...I know some of you have stopped in and comment on the pic...I sure could use some love and help by your stopping in again, the contest goes till Sunday..first prize is a 3 day blast..you can make more then one comment it really helps...show me some love and I will return it to you...click on the pic for the link to it and comment away... thanks Luv you all Wolfie

Hey Darlin!
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This P3rs0n Lov3s U
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Today Is Bestfriend Day.
If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of Sadsess? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. Tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain. you will

Wanna Be You
These women, they wanna be you for some reason I tell them we're friends, they tell me I'm creeping But they don't know, your what I need in my life And thats a friend, it's not a wife... They tell me that I should just be with you Like they really know whats best for me But we're family, which means I can't sleep with you But nobody else can see... They read your poems and think we're an item Becuase they know those poems are from the heart But they're never about sex, just the love for my friend And how you've been here fom the start... These women they wanna be you, they're aggressive But they can't be you in life And they wonder why, so I'll answer your question She's my friend everyone, not my wife.... -Nemesis the Nazerene

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery Go on do it

I Need A Favor
Ok you guys, I have been sick the past few days. I haven't been on for very long - basically to check up on the neverending cherrytap drama, and to check my messages and see my comments that were left to me. So - I'm asking you for just a tad bit of help. Could you please leave some comments on this picture? It would mean the world to me. I know the new comment thing is a little annoying - but hey, we'll get through it. Please!??!? *bats her pretty blue eyes* I also want to thank those of you who have still been commenting on the picture in my absence.

Back Home
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

If Only My Heart Could Stop Hurting... For Once...
Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it. Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love. And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts, but then just sometimes... everything actually happen and it's back and living happily ever after. * * * * * * * * * Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean? * * * * * * * * * When you are in love and you get hurt, it's like a cut... it will heal, but there will always be a scar. * * * * * * * * * You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel. Cause sadness due to love is breathing.... You'll have to breath at some point... * * * * * * * * * When I see you smile and know that it is not for me, that is when I will miss you the most. * * * * * * * * * When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always,

Love
WHAT IS LOVE..I BELIEVE LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT IS SHARED BETWEEN 2 PEOPLE...WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE IN LOVE IS IT REALLY LOVE...OR IS IT LUST...THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND LUST...LUST IS WHERE YOU SAY TO YOUR SELF IS THIS THE PERSON I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH AND GROW OLD WITH THEM...AND LOVE IS WHERE YOU SAY TO YOUR SELF I REALLY WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH THIS PERSON AND GROW OLD WITH THEM...WHEN DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE TRUELY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE...WHEN YOU CAN STAND TO BE AROUND THEM...YOU CAN'T BE WITH OUT THEM...WHEN YOU MISS THEM WHEN THEY ARE GONE FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME...THAT IS TRUE LOVE...ONE REASON'S WHY I WROTE THIS POEM IS BECAUSE I KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE THAT SAY THEY ARE IN LOVE AND IT TURNS OUT NOT TO BE LOVE AT ALL....THIS POEM IS TO TELL YOU MY OPIONION ON THIS SUBJECT

Hmm.......
So a bunch of my friends have told me that when i add new pictures they dont get the alerts! Is anybody else having this issue, r you may and not know it lol....So annoying, but anyway just thought id ask. I guess i can deal with BabyJ putting me in the corner for 10 min every once in awhile and im sure the unread messages alert that ive read 100 times will go away soon, but the picture thing bugs me lol LUVZ YA ALL

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming, you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's", And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can

Bright And Beautiful Future
Those who preach endlessly about how bad things are, do so mainly to advance their own power and influence. Instead of being frightened into submission by the negative scenarios, choose to follow the positive possibilities. Life has always been challenging, and it will continue to be. Yet that is no reason to be gloomy or fearful, for in every challenge there is great opportunity. Whatever you focus on will grow stronger and more influential in your world. Choose to focus on creative, innovative, loving, respectful and beautiful ways to move forward. Those who obsess over assigning blame only end up making the problems worse. What you can do now is far more important than who is at fault. If you give your energy to fear and hatred, whatever you fear and whatever you despise will grow bigger and more imposing. Is that really what you want? The future is as bright and beautiful as you decide to see it. See it, live it, and make it so. -- Ralph Marston

So Called Friends
So called friends.... Current mood: nauseated Category: Friends Okies well this goes out to all those so called friends. A lot of people claim to be my friend. 90% of them are truely not. I just recently moved from Florida to Virginia and I think only 4 people have talked to me since then. Those would be Barbie, Rhona, Ashley and Abby. Everyone else hasn't said one word about me moving or really even one word. Not that I really care because it just goes to show who are true friends and who are not. I'm used to having the so called friends that only call you when they need something or want me to do something for them. Those people I don't talk to anymore. I wonder why. The thing that sucks is I have recently realized that I don't seriously have anyone to talk to. Not about certain things going on in my life or have happend in the past. It sucks. I hold more in than I should. The only person that I can talk to about anything is Steve. Yea that's great because he's

My Beautiful Wife
In her eyes I see my whole world, With her in my arms I know I’m home, She’s take your breath beautiful, She don’t even know, In her touch she holds heaven, In her kiss she hold life, Oh I thank you lord, For my beautiful wife, She is a smile in a bad mood, She is my answer without a word, She is my little angel, With sweetest voice I’ve ever heard, She makes the smallest things, The biggest reasons in my life, To hold her forever, Oh my beautiful wife, Oh there’s nothing that compares, To the light she shines, And I just cant believe, God made her mine, She’s every prayer answered, She is the meaning to my life, Every dream come true, My beautiful wife. She’s my dreams when I am sleeping, My thoughts when I’m awake, She is only one I know, Who gives more than she takes, I don’t know I’ve done, That could have been so right, That the lord blessed me, With my beautiful wife, She is the wink from across the room, That gets my heart pounding,

Woman Work
I've got the children to tend The clothes to mend The floor to mop The food to shop Then the chicken to fry The baby to dry I got company to feed The garden to weed I've got shirts to press The tots to dress The can to be cut I gotta clean up this hut Then see about the sick And the cotton to pick. Shine on me, sunshine Rain on me, rain Fall softly, dewdrops And cool my brow again. Storm, blow me from here With your fiercest wind Let me float across the sky 'Til I can rest again. Fall gently, snowflakes Cover me with white Cold icy kisses and Let me rest tonight. Sun, rain, curving sky Mountain, oceans, leaf and stone Star shine, moon glow You're all that I can call my own.

What Is Love
WHAT IS LOVE IS A BROKEN WINGED BIRD LOOKING FOR SHELTER THAT HAS BEEN BURNED BY LOVE WHEN ONE LOVES THEY SACRIFICE THERE HEART TO NEVER ENDING PAN AND SUFFERING LOVE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO LIE CHEAT OR STEAL BUT IT CONTINUES THIS PATH NONE THE LESS WHY SUBJECT YERSELF TO SUCH PAIN AND MISERY AND WHY LIE TO GAIN ONES TRUST BUT IN THE END PUSH THE KNIFE DEEPER INTO ONES SOUL IF THIS I S THE WAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE I AM HAPPY TO LIVE MY LIFE ALONE......

~*touche By An Angel*~
We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free

~*still I Rise~*
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own back yard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I rise Up fr

Phenomenal Woman
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal

Nope Not An Cyber Ho
listen im getting really tired of these guys on ct thinking every female is a easy. just because an hyna is pretty doesnt make her a slut. im getting to many guy from the u.k and shit asking to have cyber sex with me. but i do gotta give proper respect to those who have geiven the respecrt and female deserves. and i respect those and pay attension to those who do. i got enough stress and shit at home with my kids i dont need any more. i want an feature on here to be able to have certain country to be able to be able to contact youor even be able to see your profile. i ahte foreiners guys. they are p0erverted like they dont get enough sex over there. shit please. like my name say come at me correct or not at all. thank you

Brain Injuries Signature Wound Of Iraq War
Brain injuries plague soldiers by Cary Leider Vogrin In what may be the largest study of its kind by a military installation, Fort Carson has found that 178 of every 1,000 soldiers returning to the post from the Middle East suffered from at least a mild form of traumatic brain injury. “As it turns out, TBI may very well be the signature injury of this war,” Col. John Cho said Tuesday while announcing the results of a 22-month study that included 13,440 soldiers. The post began screening soldiers for traumatic brain injuries in June 2005. In all, 2,392 of the soldiers analyzed received a TBI diagnosis. The injuries being seen among Fort Carson soldiers are overwhelmingly caused by explosions, said Cho, who commands Evans Army Community Hospital on post... While shock waves from ex- plosions are the leading cause of the injuries, TBI also can be caused by penetrating wounds from bullets or shrapnel. Symptoms associated with mild TBI include headaches, memory l

Here's A Great Way To Get Back At Him/her Ha Ha!
Man Sentenced for Printing Lewd Stickers By Associated Press Posted April 12 2007, 8:30 PM EDT MANTORVILLE, Minn. -- A Byron man, who distributed sexually vulgar stickers featuring his ex-girlfriend's name, phone number and address, has been sentenced to four months in jail after pleading guilty to a felony harassment charge. Thomas Carl Tiedeman, 62, who appeared in Dodge County District Court on March 21, was also ordered to serve five years on probation, perform 32 hours of community service and pay a $100 fine. The stickers included a photo of a woman, along with the phrase "call me now for the best," according to the criminal complaint. The Kasson Police Department received reports in September that someone was placing the stickers on vehicles and buildings in Kasson. On Sept. 28, Kasson police searched Tiedeman's home and found the photo used on the stickers. Tiedeman admitted to police that he had printed about 20 stickers and placed them on vehicles.

Snippets 10: Hermaphrosnippet.
Courtney says: oh my gosh, so I think you and the guy who knows the girl with the balls would be good friends Courtney says: let me type this text msg that he just sent me, to you Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Courty? Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: -Think- about what you just said.

It's Peanut Butter And Jelly Time
I'm not sure what it is about rain that brings diabetics out of the woodworks. Other things like falls, traffic accidents, even shootings, since I know that nothing hacks me off like being wet. But diabetics, who'd a thunk it? So really these patients are like Large mouth bass, catch and release. You go, you fix them, and you leave. Despite what the manufacturers of oral glucose may have you believe, the best fix for a conscious diabetic with no significant alteration of their mental status is a PB&J on wheat. Any proper prehospital education should include the proper way to construct a PB&J and any good drug bag should contain one. I'm not sure if a patient would need one everyday, but it sure could do wonders for the medic. It seems I'm in with a crowd of like-minded medics where I work, cause we sure did make a bunch of PB&J's yesterday. What's really sad though, and yet touching at the same time is to find a little old lady with snoring respirations and a sugar in the low twenties

Iams / Eukanuba Animal Tests - Pet Food Vivisection
IAMS and Eukanuba are P&G brands of pet food. In May 2001 Uncaged exposed horrific accounts of cats and dogs used and killed in experiments for IAMS/Eukanuba with a front page story in the national press. Our research uncovered scientific papers that describe IAMS-funded experiments on hundreds of previously healthy animals that caused: kidney failure, obesity, malnutrition, liver damage, sever allergic reactions, stomach inflammation, diarrhoea, skin disorders, lesions and other painful conditions. Many of the animals died as a result of the experiments or were killed and dismembered for tissue analysis. As a result of this public embarrassment, IAMS were forced to announce that cats and dogs will no longer be used in experiments that specifically require them to be killed. However, since the new policy, dogs have died as a side-effect of the harmful laboratory procedures and housing conditions that IAMS have subjected them to. In fact, an IAMS executive has stated that he se

When Are We Going To Learn?
We were so quick to condemn them. The story wasn't even an hour old and we had already found them guilty. After all, why would a woman ever lie about a thing like rape? Yet here we are almost a year after the story broke watching a woman who lied so many times she forgot her story go free without any sort of punishment while three young men return to a world that has been screaming for their heads the last 11 months. We screamed for justice and yet we let a womans lies go unpunished. We cried out that these three spoiled kids should pay for destroying the life of a single mother who had to resort to exotic dancing to make ends meet. Yet her lies have destroyed three lives and she is still being protected. What will happen when these three men try to get back to a normal life? You know when they have dinner with their girlfriend's parents that the only thought in the back of her parents minds is going to be "is she going to be safe?" In the court of public opinion these kids have been t

P&g’s Animal Testing
P&G’s ANIMAL TESTING Pain for Profit Although Procter & Gamble (P&G) admit that guinea pigs, rabbits, hamsters, ferrets, rats and mice are among the animals used in their ‘product safety research’ [1], the company is highly secretive about what actually happens to the animals they sacrifice. However, Uncaged can reveal disturbing examples of P&G’s involvement in painful and lethal animal tests. Apart from pain and injury caused by the chemicals themselves, unfortunately many animals also suffered because of a lack of basic care: Over a thousand hamsters, mice and rats forced to inhale tiny, ‘nano-sized’ particles Mice genetically-engineered to create new ways of testing ingredients in cosmetic and cleaning products Animals injured in hair care and fabric softener skin irritancy tests Repeated painful and lethal skin allergy tests on guinea pigs and mice Earlier P&G tests [2] include: *an acute toxicity test where dogs were force fed large amounts of a clea

Fascist Pig
"Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know." and i wan't even bombing. I was just droping daily messages...argh, he really need in invest in a better server...

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Waiting
(Originally Posted on September 20, 2006)I might have mentioned this before, but Idiot Boss had the front door lock changed and didn't give the technical people a key to get in.Today when we got to work, the door was locked. I currently bring a book because I know I will have to wait and the other two programmers just waited.When the sales person who has a key (a new employee, not one that has been here and has shown she can be trusted; I'll nickname her The Keymaster) let us in, we found Idiot Boss already inside. Instead of letting us in, he let us sit outside.If ANY technical problems crop up after hours, I will DAMN well tell Idiot Boss to get the Keymaster to fix the problem. If I'm not important enough for a key, then I'm not important enough to be bothered after hours.tag: Idiot Boss, office politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Love And Friendship....
Once upon a time there was this guy.... and god was I in love with him. But he didnt want me to love him, he didnt want love at all. He hurt me, and still i was his friend. One of his best friends, in fact. So time passed, and i got past it. Dated other people... fell in love again, got hurt again. I never let myself feel again what i felt for him. One day i find that hes been waiting around for me to give him another chance. And then its too late. Hes in love, and shes stupid! God so stupid.... and married. And he wants me to help.... be his best friend still. even though he knows how i feel, and how i hate her. So i stand back, and i pat his back when hes sad.... tell him everything will work out, because love alwayse finds a way. I tell him what gifts to buy, and what shirt looks best on him for a date. god im miserable over this. Im in love with someone else now, and hes wonderful......... But part of me still wants him... and now hes hers'.

Instructions On Upgrading From Boyfriend 5.0 To Husband 1.0
INSTALLING HUSBAND Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a Distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in The flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, Such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed Undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes The system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but To no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ---------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command "http: I Thought You Loved Me.html" and try To download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0

Personality Test
(Originally Posted on September 12, 2006) INTP You scored 100% introversion, 85% intuition, 100% thinking, and 21% judging! ABOUT THE TEST This personality test is heavily based on the Kiersey Sorter. In essence, it measures your personality across four variables: Introversion-Extraversion, Intuition-Sensing, Thinking-Feeling and Judging-Percieving. There are both positive and negative attributes to each of the traits.Introversion-Extraversion: Generally, people who score high on "introversion" are reserved, quiet people who keep to themselves whereas people who score low on "introversion" are outgoing, friendly people who are extraverts. Intuition-Sensing: People who score high on "intuition" are guided by gut instinct, they go on intuition as opposed to people who score low on this trait, who prefer to rely on established fact and their senses, rather than their own belief. Thinking-Feeling: People with high scores on "thinking" rely m

Bullshit Jobs
(Originally Posted on September 11, 2006)I've brought up some of the Penn & Teller: Bullshit!videos recently. I am currently watching them.One thing I've seen in quite a few of them is that I wouldn't mind doing quite a few of the bullshit jobs. They don't seem to take too much learning to do, and people are willing to pay out the nose for several of these things.Does that make me a bad person?tag: Penn & Teller, Bullshit, jobs, scams-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Im Thankful For You
I count my many blessings And thank the Lord above For giving me such happiness And special people to love. I may not be rich Or have all that I wish for But I've been given such joy I could not ask for more. I'm thankful for many things Though, I will list just a few I'm most thankful for my dear friends And, of course, my family too. So, on this beautiful day I just wanted to say Thanks for being my very good friend I appreciate all your loving ways.

"friends With Benefits"
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery Go on do it

Shower Time
Things heat up as the water runs down our flesh We're fueled by the sexual excitement And the steam from the shower slowly takes our breath Engaged in everlasting enlightenment.... Running my tongue in a downward direction Reaching your most sexiest place Kissing and licking until your expression Tells me the sex can't wait... So with my erection I enter your body With each thrust you respond with a moan Sexing in the shower, a power so godly As the orgasm takes over our bones We turn off the water, and dry ourselves off Wishing that we had some more headroom We smile as we envision another swell thought And we make our way to the bedroom... Nemesis the Nazerene@ CherryTAP

Thanks To Reallygoodlooking For This One
Find out what may really mean when they say... "I'M GOING FISHING" Means: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." "IT'S A GUY THING" Means: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical". "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Means: "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR..." Means: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Means: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Means: "I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra." "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD". Means: "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Means: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Means: "I remember the th

A Song About How I Felt When I Was In A Abusive Marriage
She wakes up with the morning shining dead in her eyes. In the mirror, she sees life slowly passing her by. She's screaming inside for all the times that she's tried to be all that they want her to be. But she's made up her mind. She's over and done with their lies and tired of life falling apart at the seams. She's never broken the silence. Life has always been just a dream. But overpowering violence has got her ripping away at the chains that hold her whispering screams. She pulls the shade as darkness slowly takes control of the light. Beat down and broken, still, she tries to keep up her fight. She walks through the door, collapses down to the floor. as tears fill her once passionate eyes, she can't muffle out the pain. Her whole world's about to change. Now everyone can hear her cries... She's never broken the silence. Life has always been just a dream. But overpowered by violence, her chcains are broken away. Now she wants everyone to hear her screams...

A Poem
I wish I could see you, Face to face, Look into your eyes, and know... I wish I could hear you, Sweet talk me, Make me feel safe, and know... I wish I could touch you, Feel your warmth, Hold you close, and know... I wish I could taste you, Kiss you deep, So soft and sweet, and know... I wish I could smell you, Take you in, Awaken desire, and know... I wish I could love you, Truly, madly, Be all to you, and know... You're real... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When you kiss me Part of my soul drains away And becomes part of you And I feel you do the same. I feel you become closer to me; I feel so loved And I feel the ecstasy That only you could bring. I feel I could cry For I had stopped dreaming, long ago, Of finding the perfect guy And even as the moment ends And our lips begin to part I can still hear the pounding Of my fragile heart. Now the kiss has passed But the

For My Brother That Passed Away
Till death do us part I will hold you Till death do us part I will be there for you Till death do us part I will protect you Till death do us part I will love you Till death do us part? What dose it actually mean? Is it about being together, Until we die? Till death do us part I shall carry you Till death do us part I shall care for you Till death do us part I shall be with you Till death do us part I shall love you Till death do us part Will not be the end of my love For as long as I exist in body or soul My love for you will carry on

Jesus And The Democrat
Jesus and the Democrat A Republican in a wheelchair entered a restaurant one afternoon and asked the waitress for a cup of coffee. The Republican looked across the restaurant and asked, "Is that Jesus sitting over there?" The waitress nodded "yes," so the Republican requested that she give Jesus a cup of coffee, on him. The next patron to come in was a Libertarian with a hunched back. He shuffled over to a booth, painfully sat down, and asked the waitress for a cup of hot tea. He also glanced across the restaurant and asked, "Is that Jesus over there?" The waitress nodded, so the Libertarian asked her to give Jesus a cup of hot tea, "My treat." The third patron to come into the restaurant was a Democrat on crutches. He hobbled over to a booth, sat down and hollered, "Hey there, honey! How's about gettin' me a cold glass of Miller Light?" He, too, looked across the restaurant and asked, "Is that God's boy over there?" The waitress once more nodded, so the Democrat directed

Poetry Contest
TWO-LINE RHYME THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING FOR A TWO- LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other -- that is until I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, & so are you But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty ... and so is your head. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes -- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My fee

Supermarket Story. .
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket, where she selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, And a 1 lb package of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said "Well, you know what, you're absolutely correct, but how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

To Those I Haven't Been Able To Get To.........
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

For The Girls
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who just wants him to call. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. To every girl that just wants to cuddle. To every girl that just wants to sleep with him withou

The Ambiguous Abyss
If it ever finds you in the middle of September It'll leave a sight that you ought remember Taking with it the life that is almost guaranteed A young child plays in the leaves Slowing life down to the speed of a parking lot Put experience in your very own prime time spot Things that can't be understood unless you're struck by the ambiguous abyss Taking something dark and have a new meaning for it

Something That Was Sent To Me
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... ... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach,huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be onE as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring,variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes

Blah
Evanescense - Wher... I am still stuck And I dont know what people are capable of.. So I seeked out someone I used to talk to and I will be teaching them all that I know. They are wise to so I continue to learn as I show. But the purpose is this If anything happens to me or I cant complete this on my own We will ensure they dont succeed in what there doing Its my last ditch effort To ensure that a kind of peace will survive No matter how bad shit gets. For the problem is this In places like the middle east we have people like osama with sex slaves do to the koran being read in a differint light... So the guy has kids popping out like rabbits. Teachin em about jihad The saddest part is osama was created by the cia basicly was used as a tool to fight the russians back in the 80s due to daddy bush wanted to help stabilze the middle east from the creation of Isreal his dad helped cause. Plus it was a dam good reason to create the united nations and star

Prince Charming
ok u can tell it is gettin close to spring cause ppl r talkin about love,prince charmin,and last but not least knight in shinin armour..well guess what no such luck!! to me i dont want all that i want a real person with real feelings. all i ask for is love and happiness. to sleep in my loves arms to wake up every mornin to his smilin face to feel his breathe on my check his hands on my side feelin his warmth and his love . to look in his eyes as he whispers i love you. to just be able to look in his eyes to know he means it.i want the hard times the bad times and the good times so i can walk every step of the way with him to grow closer as we get older. i dont care if he is a poor or rich man cause as long as i have his love i am rich. i believe i might have found this in one great man he believes the same as i do has the same thoughts i do but i will not say who is it just yet cause i dont want to ruin something before it gets started..one other thing on my mind what happened to bein

I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life

Long Lost Family Member (i Don't Know What Else To Do)
Hi, to all my friends, family and fans I have on here on Cherry Tap. I am pleading for your help with this matter. For the last 5 years I have been searching for my younger brother... His name is Timothy J Kahl, his father's name is Douglas Carl Kahl (who is also my father). His mother name before she married my father was Maria Lund. Timothy's half brother from Maria is Danny (or Daniel). I know this is a long shot but I figured what the hell right? Stranger things have happened...Right now as I type this message for members there is 813,971 members in CT. (Not all online at once)but hey some people have lives... And I figured that it may be possible for someone anyone pleade do not be shy. That someone here on CT might possibly have some information, or bye chance he is even on this site....Or even if someone knows an avenue I have not traveled would let me know... His last known where about in 1992 were Berwyn Illnois. Berwyn police dept can't help me because they say i could be

Crazy Sexy Cool!
I decided to pimp out my sisters. Please don't be mad at me but these two need it! So much drama and attention goes to the top and all these great girls and guys don't get noticed! Look at these 2 Beautiful girls!!! Muah! I came to CT in July of last year! I came here because my best friend Shell invited me. Shell is a sweetie. She is one of the most wonderful friends you could know. She is amazing. And you all should Know her. Please add, fan and rate her. She returns the love! I love Shell and you all will too!!! Shes a good person! ~Shell~Freakz&Geeks Family~@ CherryTAP Jellybean! What can I say about the beaner. She is a kick ass friend--just don't piss her off LOL. Another one of the few ppl I met here on CT that I am very close to! Jelly has a great heart and a nice rack :P Seriously, Add her! She is there when you need her and she also returns love etc. Lets give her some love this weekend! She deserves it too! ·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·Freaks&Geeks Family ♥

Your Friend
I am caught in glow of your smile, how it is slow and loving, It always seems to stretch completely through your face. The way your hair curls around that beautiful face, Or frames those soft eyes when you leave it straight. The twinkle of quiet mischief in your blue eyes, That always remind me of places I have never been. The feel of your warm hand in mine, Let’s me know that I am not alone. The sound of your laughter, That rings in my ears when my thoughts turn to you. It's that I cannot stop thinking about your lips on mine, Since that day we met and shared our first kiss. Your face fits perfectly into a reoccurring dream I have, Though I am older then you and considerably less then you deserve. I am, none the less, Your friend forever. by INXS421 04/05/07

When I Think Of You
When I think of you I sit here and smile, You have done so much for me though you may not know. The way you came into my life, In a chat room, no one would believe it. A few cute little remarks, some funny private messages, They made my sit here in my loneliness and smile. As the days and weeks went by we talked more and more, Then we started talking on the phone, loneliness no longer. A weekend spent together, then another came along, You have no idea what you have done for me, do you? An opportunity has come along, there just might be a chance, For me to live in a place where only time and not miles keep us apart. Yes, I want this job to come through, how could I not, It would mean I would be closer to the one who has a place in my heart. Now when I think of you, and the possibility of being so much nearer, Maybe we can spend a little more time with each other. I will always think of you in ways that make me smile, You have driven the loneliness from

Walls
I have kept my heart locked away, To keep it safe from the pain and hurt. The walls I built were thick and high, For this world had been so cruel. When she walked out that day, Alone and afraid I sat there and cried. What was to become of me, how would I go on, I felt so alone I wanted to just leave. A world that was cruel really had no need of me, Silly thoughts yes I know this is true. For months I survived, Just living my life, alone and afraid. This I have learned since that day long ago, Walls are not meant to stand forever. For there always comes a day be it months or years away, That one will come along to shatter the walls that I have made. by INXS421 04/03/07

They Say
They say that those who have loved and lost, Know that it comes with a cost. When I told you that I Love You, The happiness in your voice told me you knew it was true. Though the years may come and go, I know my love for you will continue to grow. There are days that will be a test, Those of us who have loved and lost know this best. by INXS421 03/28/07

Song Of Joy
There have been days, My heart has sung a song of joy. There have been days filled with sadness, Those that I love have gone away. Happiness at times, Seems like such a passing thing. Finding happiness and love, They always appear when we least expect it. Since that day I met someone special, My heart has been hers just for the asking. At the first meeting, My heart was hers, though I tried not to show it. If there comes a day, My heart is taken to the final level. Forever will she know, My heart beats strong and true for her. What we share now, The friendship, joy and love are more than I had hoped for. by INXS421 04/05/07

Pleasant Dream
I know I am not a rich man, not in material things that is, But what I am rich in is the love I have to give. My heart and love are yours for the taking, Maybe one day you will claim that which is already yours. Now is not the time for this I am well aware, Too long trapped in a box not of your making. There is so much of the life and living for you to see, Now is the time to experience all you have missed. This dream I have, of the two of us sharing love, life and joy, You cannot fault a guy for such a pleasant dream. As friends together we share so many things though it may be miles apart, Those miles mean nothing since you have captured my heart. I know that the friendship and love that we share will sustain me, For this Pleasant Dream will always remain within. by INXS421 04/01/07

S-m-a-c-k !!!!
S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST

No Other Way
Yes my heart is aching, how much you will never know, If you could only know how much I love you and want to see it grow. I understand it may take years, And maybe even some tears. I will always support you in all the choices you make, Even though some of them may make my heart ache. For the dream of that day that this world and our hearts will know, It is now safe to let our love grow. Even though I have lost so much in my life and dreaded each day, That all changed the day I met you, I would have it no other way. by INXS421 03/30/07

We Won !!
Well here is how it went, i can hardly believe how it went down! We all got there and found that one of our 4's T Bone was moved up to a 5. Now that put us in a position that if it had to come down to it at the very last to win 3 I had to shoot. ! My man was so upset because he knew I should not really be shooting at all. Well, Calender Queen (Mare) shot first and smoked his Ass. The my brother Mike was up and lost! So they put their highest shooter up and my baby Denny B ! He lost when he sank the 8 ball by accident! So that meant T Bone had to win and well so did I ! Well T Bone got out there and showed everyone why he was moved to a 5 and won ! The pressure was on for that team because I was up and on a damn mission! Long and short I WON BABY! We all were freaking out ,could not believe the way it went down ! So this song on here is dedicated to our Very own Tenacious T BONE ! The Championship match is next week and if the team is put in that same position we will wind up

Mets Recap! 03/12/07 Mets Versus Phillies 5 - 3
ok so Tommy Glavine and Jamie Moyer had a hell of a game last night. both went 6 innings and both gave up runs (Glavine gave up 3 Moyer gave up 4) but in the end of the oldest left handed pitcher match up between them The mets came out on top with a 5 - 3 win :D here are some highlights. Here's Tommy Glavine pitching Here's Jamie Moyer Pitching Here's Jose Reyes Scoring on a throwing error by Third Basemen Wes Helms on a Sacrifice bunt by Tommy Glavine :D here's Wes Helms trying to get to the bunt Here's Damion Easley(NEW PLAYER WOO HOO) Getting a score for the Mets Paul LoDuca and Moises Alou look on David Wright got a triple in the game and here he is sliding into 3rd base Jose Reyes Connecting for a 2 run single during the fourth inning and of course here's Billy Wagner getting the save against Wes Helms in the ninth! Tommy Glavine has win number 292 after last night lets go for 300!

For Hottest Cherry Of Ct
CONTEST IS A RATES CONTEST.. YOU MAY LEAVE COMMENTS FOR THE CONTESTANT.. BUT NO BOMBING!! THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM WED. 6PM APRIL 11 TO APRIL 16 AT 6PM.. THERE WILL BE ABSOLUTELY NO DOWNRATING OF THE CONTESTANTS.. ANY ONE CAUGHT DOWNRATING WHETHER ITS YOU THE CONTESTANT OR SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST.. YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE CONTEST.. SO TELL YOUR FRIENDS NOT TO DOWNRATE ANY ONE IN THE CONTEST.. IN CASE OF A TIE.. COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER WITH THE RATES.. SO ADD A FEW COMMENTS.. BUT LET ME STRESS AGAIN.. NO CONSTANT BOMBING.. EXAMPLE: LEAVE ONE OR TWO COMMENTS AND RATE THE PIC.. HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COME AND DO THE SAME.. AGAIN NO NEED TO BOMB.. COMMENTS WILL ONLY BE USED IN CASE OF A TIE.. THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES.. WINS THE PORSCHE AND A TAG THAT STATES YOU WERE VOTED HEAVNESSENCE'S HOTTIE CONTEST #1 HOTTIE..

Goiin Out Toniight!!
SO... ME && MY BiiOTCH CHRiiSSY ARE GOiiN TO MARDii-GRAS TONiiGHT!! ii'M SO EXCITED.. iiDK WHY ii EVEN GET EXCiiTED, BECAUSE ii USUALLY GO OUT EVERY WEEK, BUT TONiiGHT.. ii KiiNDA HAVE A LiiTTLE BiiT OF A REASON TO BE EXCiiTED.. ((WELL DEPENDiiNG HOW YOU LOOK AT iiT A BiiG REASON)) LMAO. BUUUUUT ANYWAY, YEAH MARDii-GRAS iiS AWESOME.. LAST TiiME ii WENT THERE, ii HAD A BOMB ASS TiiME, AND ii KNOW TONiiGHT iiS GONNA BE BETTER.. 2 REASONS.. 1:CHRiiSSY'S GONNA BE THERE, AND 2: ii'M NOT TELLiiN YOU THiiS ONE.. NO MATTER WHO U R, DON'T ASK ME, BECAUSE ii'M NOOOOT TELLiiN.. ONLY CHRiiSSY KNOWS.. AND SHE'S NOT TELLiiN EiiTHER RiiGHT CHRiiSSY?????? BUT ANYWAYS YEAH LOOK FORWARD TO SOME FUNNY PiiCS TONiiGHT, BECAUSE ii'M GETTiiNG WRECKED, AND TAKiiN MAD PiiCS, BE4, THERE AND AFTER.. SO.. HAVE A GOOD NiiGHT EVERYONE, BECAUSE ii SURE WiiLL!!!!!!

I Finally Got The News
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

Taurus- The Tramp
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago from an astrologist predictions. Read your sign. Then ,forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, Try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k

Weather
OMG! It's April in Kansas and we are still getting cold, rain, and snow. I can't hardly beleive it. I'm ready for the sun and 70* temps. Hopefully this won't last but a couple of days more. I'm tired of the wet and the cold. It's time for the sun and the warmth. We lost our fruit. We had lots of apricots and they all froze. We also had the pear tree in bloom and the apple tree full bloom. Some of the apples my yet survive. But it looks like we are going to have below freezing temps again for the next two or three days so they may be a complete loss as well. We just got some more snow yesterday. So we may lose all of our apples. Oh well. Can always try again next year I guess. Hopefully if I'm in my new house by then I can plant some more fruit trees and have a little bigger orchard there. Well thats all for now.

Being A Muslim,,,
What it must be like to be a Muslim I was just reading a headline about a Muslim converting to Christianity... What must it be like to part of a cult that if you try to leave it -- your life is threatened??? If you leave Christianity - we pray for your soul -- we do not hunt you down and kill you!! Some loving faith that must be....

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Jamie Ann Dowell Birthday: Aug~ 23 ~ 1976 Birthplace: nowhere land Current Location: NOYB Eye Color: green/brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: Scottish and Portuguese The Shoes You Wore Today: my black air walks Your Weakness: My Twins Your Fears: My mom and dad dieing Your Perfect Pizza: meat lovers Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: just to stay out trouble Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: shit its time to get up Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes and my ass Your Bedtime: don't have one i am a night owl Your Most Missed Memory: i cant say Pepsi or Coke: coke MacDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: i dont drink ether Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: ever

My Thoughts
Here's something I have been thinking about for a while......KARMA Is there really such a thing....?? Think about it. some people go through life being mean,selfish,inconsiderate and intentionally hurting people.....but they always seem to be on top of the world. Does the nice guy always come last????, or does life really give you what you put out?? As Justin Timberlake sings "what goes around comes around", I sometimes wonder if that is true?? One thing I am learning is that we have no control when it comes to Time....Because I am at the stage in life where no matter what has been done to make your life difficult or what a person has done to impact your life negatively.....LET IT GO!!! Because KARMA can strike at any time or point in life! Do you ever find yourself second guessing yourself before you do something.....?? One thing for sure is every decision we make in life causes a reaction. So I will say I am trying to live my life with the moto "Do on to others as you would do o

Rick's Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000 COMMENTS. FOR A 30 DAY BLAST: CUP OF JOE'S CONTEST, 1st PLACE WINS HAPPY HOUR, 2nd-4th GET A BLAST ENDS APRIL 26th 2007

Something To Offend Everyone...
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts? Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you Wha

Quote For April 13
There is no pain you are receding A distant ship, smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying. When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain you would not understand This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. -- Pink Floyd This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Ouchie & Gm
why do paper cuts hurt so damn much lol.. good morning ya'll wanted too take a few mins too wish everyone agreat day and weekend... and i just cut my finger Ive gotta boo boo now lol :( welp i wont be online till after 2 my time.. gotta do a garage sale ughhh lol so leave me some love and i will talk too ya this after noon xoxoxo Bec