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Thursday Links: Traveling Virus Presale, Bob Saget, Louis Ck, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus ticket Pre-Sale begins today, people... so Get Your Pre-sale info here ...and then CLICK HERE FOR LINEUP AND MORE TOUR INFORMATION Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, we'll be joined by Traveling Virus cohorts Bob Saget and Louis CK. Check out Bob's latest DVD Farce Of The Penguins, and make sure you pick up Lucky Louie - The Complete First Season (word is, that if they sell enough DVDs, there's a chance the show could come back) Remember, if you want to see any of the in-studio guests or stupidity, turn on your Paltalk! Of course, you might be like us and enjoying the SLEEPING NAKED WOMEN... then again, maybe you're in the clergy and that stuff doesn't excite you. Thanks to NofilterPaul, we have Video of the Chest hair-pulling in Las Vegas from the Traveling Virus Show Yo... Today's Boner is brought to you by Ba Dunk A Bounce # 3! The lovely Nicole from FOUNDRY

Baghdad
Car bombs, suicide bombers, and other nasties, people dying all the time. People complaining about contractors making to much money for this I tell them KMA!!!!!!! I have done my time in hell so now its time to enjoy the good life for myself.

Am I A Fireman Yet
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,

Thinking...
Good Morning and how is Thursday in your neck of the world? Mine it looks to be a sunny day, mid to upper 50’s and well that’s what the weathermen say anyway…so that means…well anyone’s guess I guess. I think, you know.. thinking…everyone does it… I think they do.. no I know they do. But, where do you think the most? Please if your going to say the nest… that is a given…But I, (No Butts to this one) I think my best thinking is while driving…I also do a lot while hunting. But, since I do not hunt as often as I used to I will have to say the majority of my thoughts are while driving, and while the theater of the mind is playing (the radio) Although some of the time the theater of the mind only has upsetting news.. I would rather not have all the hate and discontent news early or late in the day because it sometimes paves the way for the rest of your day on early and late is not good either as it’s the last thoughts before closing your eyes to sleep… see thinking… we all do it. Some more

Yes!
To all my Family and Friends on CT, A few days ago i posted a bulletin talking about how i got my girls cricket team together and we needed another three more girls on our team.... well... Just to let you know our twelve girls have found another two girls for our MMU Girls Cricket Team. Now just need another one. However the good news is, we can start indoor practice and if we can prove we can do it MMU our university will provide us with all the equipment and all the teams clothing. Im really looking forward to practisin and getting the whole team going, hopefully with some practice we will be able to beat the other apprantely "boys" cricket team. Wish us luck in finding the last girl for our team. Will keep you posted on it all. Thanks for reading. All my love, Angel x

Listen Read Its Funny For All U Ladies Lol Whether U Know This Or Not Lol
Really LAdies check this out LOL since ur here and i hope you still are i have something to share you know how guys have sometimes a bunch of facial hair well this is something ive done in my personal time cuz i have way too much fucken freetime on my hands LOL literally Well I took a couple of hairs from my goatee an some from my pubic region an compared them closly an Ladies their the same freaken strand believe me or not lol its the same an kissing a guy with facial hair is like kissing his pubes ;) isnt that great LOL either way ur still close to pubes so SCORE!!!! lmfao I hope you enjoyed this as it was funny sharing it

Legalize It
420 Campaign - Top Ten Reasons Marijuana Should Be Legal Body: The readers of HIGH TIMES want marijuana legalized, nationwide, and now. The 420 Campaign is a plan to bring legalization before the US Congress and the public. We want to use April 20th as a focal point every year to concentrate pressure on Congress to legalize marijuana until we get the job done. Here are our top ten reasons marijuana should be legalized: 10. Prohibition has failed to control the use and domestic production of marijuana. The government has tried to use criminal penalties to prevent marijuana use for over 75 years and yet: marijuana is now used by over 25 million people annually, cannabis is currently the largest cash crop in the United States, and marijuana is grown all over the planet. Claims that marijuana prohibition is a successful policy are ludicrous and unsupported by the facts, and the idea that marijuana will soon be eliminated from America and the rest of the world is a ridiculous fantasy.

Second Life
for gamers only: need to try second life,really cool game.Kinda like the sims but where you can make some friends online.Check it out and if you want to add me.My name on their is buddy takacs.Come join for free,dosen't cost anything unless you want any land.there is all sorts of stuff you can do on there you can camp for lindens(which is the same thing as fake money),but you can take the fake money on there and turn it into real money if you have a paypal account.if you have any questions you can let me know on here or if you get through the tourtial on there then you can do a search for my avatar's name on second life. Go to secondlife.com really awesome game,get on their and let me know what you think.

5 Worst Movies Ever!!!!!
Ok so I saw Turistas last nite and this worthless excuse for a "movie" Inspired me to make the 5 worst movies I've ever seen!!!! This strictly based on my point of view and opinions so if I list a movie you like don't get mad at me. 5. Turistas! This was a waste of time to watch. There was no story line what so ever in this movie or maybe it was too simple for me to comprehend? I'm not sure. I wasn't expecting this movie to be good by all means. I did expect it however to have possibly maybe some good looking gore cause I watched the so called "unrated version" Now I have no idea what the fuck was so unrated about it. I would have hated seeing the theatrical version! There was only one scene in the entire movie where there was gore and it was nothing! Why must Hollywood deceive and disappoint me so! 4. Haunted highway! So you would think it takes place of a highway right. No no no no it's about this dude who is in love with another woman so he kills his wife (Ver

Freecycle>ever Hear Of It?
Description This group is dedicated to the Western Wayne Freecycle(TM) movement among the Canton, Plymouth, Livonia and Westland, Michigan communities by keeping unwanted items out of landfills. Have your kids outgrown it? Do you want to declutter? Do you have too many? Has it collected dust? Someone else could use it! From leftover building supplies, house wares, furniture, magazines and kids stuff galore...YOU could enjoy one of these gifts as well... Join us in "changing the world, one gift at time" Take a moment to review our "group guidelines" thoroughly before posting. Please remember to not ask for high priced items or strings attached items. Freecycle members usually post gently used items not "like new"! Please limit wants to 1 sensible post per week with up to 3 items. Pet Offers: Please review our pet file. Pet Wanteds are not permitted. Keep it free, legal and appropriate for all ages ... no trading, selling, re-selling or borrowing We're happy to

Your Memories Live On
Your Memories Live On When God called you home that very last day of your life. Never did us kids think that we were losing our best friend as well as our mother; you blessed us kids with so much being our mom and friend now we feel lost.Mama even though you're gone from our lives,us kids will want you to know that your memory lives on. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Ded To: Mable Nelson,Peggy Stach, Leanna Peavy,Wilmae White ,Barbar Jean Robinson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson

Across The Waves
You want to know how great my love is? Then count the waves that seperate us..and never forget that love which has been tested by distance and obstacles, and has passed that test, is true love, eternal love, forever my love. So when you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever.

Generation Sex - The Divine Comedy
The Divine Comedy is Neil Hannan and this lyric is taken from the album Fin De Siecle released in August 1998. Generation sex respects the rights of girls Who want to take their clothes off As long as we can all watch that's o.k. And generation sex elects the type of guys You wouldn't leave your kids with And shouts"off with their heads" if they get laid Lovers watch their backs as hacks in macs Take snaps through telephoto lenses Chase Mercedes Benz' through the night A mourning nation weeps and wails But keeps the sales of evil tabloids healthy The poor protect the wealthy in this world Generation sex injects the sperm of worms Into the eggs of field-mice So you can look real nice for the boys And generation sex is me and you And we should really all know better It doesn't really matter what you say

Song
Falling For You Current mood: confused Category: Music I need to end this pain cause its all in vein all i hear is your name comin from my brain lets just end this game I shouldn't be this way but who's to say how it will end today I can see you when you are free but whose to say you're thinking of me and I know things are kinda crazy for you but I just don't know what else to do I need to end this pain cause it's all in vein all I hear is your name comin from my brain lets just end this game I shouldn't be this way but who's to say how it will end today Cause I'm fallin for you and I wish it wasn't true but what else can I do cause you're so damn cool I see you in my dreams and I know just what it means when I start to fill these things I know I'm fallin for you I'm fallin for you You say you are scared to commit and yet I fill that it's bull-shit cause

Cheesier The Better
Im a big fan f daft one line jokes that have a play on words, post em up if you have any... My personal favourites: 2 fat men sat in a bar, one says to the other "your round" I went bobsleighing last weekend, I Killed 50 bobs

Love Style
You Are 68% Passionate, 32% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

My Day My Life A Little More In Depth About Me The Hbic
Alrighty then so as I told you I have two beautiful wonderfeul children...Mileena is the youngest of course I told you that also but anyways, Mileena ended up being diagnosed as blind a little while back. It's kinda upsetting but I am definately coping with it and infact I believe it has made me a stronger person. I am making something of my self slowly. I know i am missing out on the best years of my life but the way i actually look at it i am having the best years of my life because i have tow wonderful children that entertain me more than any party or bar could. they are my everything. I am a very random person. I will most likely post poetry on here but who knows. when i have the time i will

Mlg Charlotte, Nc
OK here is the story of my weekend in Charlotte, NC Since I play competitive gaming I was asked by a team to join them since their 4th member couldn't make it. I asked my friends if they wanted to go down for fun and learn some stuff from the pros. they said yeah and so i figured it be fun for everyone. boy was i wrong. Weds night i goto my friend jons house and a bunch of people LANing halo2 and well i asked if they were ready... low and behold they said they weren't going. so i got ditched for bullshit reasons. THURS: 9am - I wake up get packing, went to the bank took out $300 and at breakfast 11am - I start driving down. doing an average of 80mph. I ended up stoping about 3 times for gas in the mustang. their goes about 80 for the drive down. 8pm - I made it to the border of NC and Charlotte on mapquest says about 110 miles away... I avereage about 115 the whole way racing some kid and made it within the hour which was really good timing i though. 10pm - i'm settled i

" Antediluvian Ring"
Hello ! I Just want to thank all of you who have given me the wonderfull ratings on the ring from my profile... I am simply amazed at the responce it has gotten so even tho I hesitate to do so, I thought I would let you know somthing strange about this ring. This ring is an artifact that was discovered by a friend of mine who was lost years ago on an exploration of what is now believed to be part of the lost continent of Atlantis... It is mostly gold but has other properties that are unknown. It seems to be preserved as if it were created yesterday. It is truly a pricless artifact from the Antediluvian civilisation period (before the time of Noah) and strangely enough it seems to haunt me in a way I cannot explain. It appears to change its look or even its expression at times, and on several occasions I have been awakened by the feeling of pressure surounding my body, or the sensation of being moved, or even a pulling sensation from inside me, and sometimes even breathlessness only

Hey Everyone
So I just joined, I am trying to figure this out. . . Kinda confusing so much stuff going on lol. . . . oh well I will pick this up soon I hope!!! Well I jumped on this cherry to help promote my online diary www.georgiasdiary.com and my website www.georgiaspeach.com I hope you guys enjoy all my pictures. xoxo gp

Wabbit's
A little girl goes to a pet shop and asks "excuthe me do you have any widdle wabbits?" The shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he is on her level and says "do you want a widdle white wabbit or a thoft fwuffy bwack wabbit, or one like that widdle bwown one over there?" The little girl blushes, rocks back on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and whispers, " I don't wealy fink my anaconda gives a phuc."

Self Esteem
You Have Low Self Esteem 52% of the Time While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues. It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself! How is Your Self Esteem?

Whatsubcategory Of Goth Are You
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth100%Industrial/Rivet-Head79%Death Rocker75%Ethereal Goth63%Old-school Goth58%Confused Outsider54%Perky Goff42%Fantasy Goth42%Anything-Goes Goth38%Cyber-goth21%Understanding Outsider

Condoms
A very proper man started going into the neighborhood drug store every week and buying 2 dozen boxes of condoms. Week after week, he would come in with the same order. One day, the druggist felt he had to say something to the man. 'Wow! you must have the stamina of a bull. Talk about getting lucky! How on earth do you use that many condoms a week?' The man looked at him in disgust and said, I beg your pardon, but I find the whole idea of sex repulsive! So, the druggist asked, Then what do you do with all those condoms? The gentleman answered, I feed them to my poodle and now she poops in little plastic bags.

A Bitch Of A Downrater
this chick is a downrater http://cherrytap.com/user/563070# G.L.A.M.O....: youre not a ten get over it ->G.L.A.M.O....: i have a condition my checks are red G.L.A.M.O....: you look like your sunburned in your pic G.L.A.M.O....: ugh nm ->G.L.A.M.O....: why would u if no one is perfect? G.L.A.M.O....: sometimes ->G.L.A.M.O....: so uve never rated someone a 10 G.L.A.M.O....: no ones perfect ->G.L.A.M.O....: why a 3?

An Old Foreigner Tune
Two Different Worlds I know this girl, she's always on my mind She lives in her world and I live in mine I should forget about her and I've tried Lord knows I've tried But I want to know her, and here's the other side I've got someone waiting for me every night She's the only one I've ever loved And it's been that way for the longest time She's the one that makes my world go right And it tears me in two because I know where I'll be tonight I think she knows it I think she knows I live in Two different worlds, two different worlds One that belongs to me, one could be wrong for me Two different worlds, two different worlds Oh, two different worlds Is she that different or is it the thrill of someone new Strung out on her, I need her love I need it bad, and I know, I know it's true I'm the one that lies awake alone I know, she's the one that makes me stray from home And I know it Yeah, I know it I live in Two different worlds, two different worlds

Love Letter To Dave
I love you so much and im greatful to have you.I have never had anyone in my life that loved me as much as you have.You have always been by my side.You have never tried to change who I am.Since i have met you my life has only gotten better and better.You have made me stronger.thanks to you i have stood up for myself more in the last 2 years then i ever have in my life.I know that i can face anything and be ok cuz ill have you by my side.me make me smile when im sad,you hold me and let me cry when i need to,then you dry my tears and make me laugh.i still get the same lil butterflys in my tummy that i got when we first met.thank you for loveing me and thank you for leting me love you.

Virginia Tech Massacre
Here we go again another school massacre this time at a college and this time the death toll is 33 people and so very close to the columbine annivsary so we need to pary for the familes of both massacres cause i am sure they are all heart broken about the loved ones they lost so keep them in your prayers.

O3.
Alright, so... Yeah, its been awhile since I've been on this site. I'm going to try to come on more then I have been lately (and I said that before). Last time I was on here was in February and it is now going on May... haha well not yet but it shall be soon enough. I've been busy and constanly on my other profiles but that shall hopefully change? Haha, yeah we shall see about that right? lol. Anyways, not so much to write about so yeah... See ya?!

Wheels On The Bus
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE HAD NO SLEEP AND UR BORED AT 7AM!! the spinners on the lac go round and round, round and round, round and round, the spiners on the lac go round and round all through the hood that smokers in the back say pass it on back, pass it on back, pass it on back, the smokers in the back say pass it on back all through the hood the switches on the lac go up and down, up and down, up and down, the switches on the lac go up and down all through the hood the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom, the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom all through the hood YEA SLEEP WOULD'VE BEEN GOOD ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED!! LMAO!!

Butterfly Effect-beautiful Mine
Void to feel, Broken the wheel. I am the reason you feel, the reason you feel, the reason you feel no more. Cage confines, A beautiful mine. I, the way that you feel, the long divides, the cold divides, the pain divides....you. I see you, I see through. Where will you be if you don't go, You'll never find. What will you see if you don't look, Then never mind. Never Mind. Never Mind. Touch the taste, the empty embrace. I am the reason you run, the reason you run, the reason you run from here. The lost design for the beautiful mine I, the way that you feel the long divides, the cold divides, the pain divides....you. I see you, I see through. Where will you be if you don't go, You'll never find. What will you see if you don't look, Then never mind. Never Mind. Never Mind. How will you stand if you fall down and never try, looking for someone you'll never be, never find. never find. never find. (again and again and again and again and ag

Blood Runs Thin...
As many know... I am an only child... It's a solitary life... I've had friends before that I have considered to be closer than family, and cousins I basically raised before... But I have not called anyone my "brother" or "sister"... And today is no different, and yet it is... I have my two wives... Women I would spend the rest of my life with... No matter how long, no matter how far, no matter what... Through thick and thin, sickness and health, good and bad... Even when we get on each other's nerves... They mean the world to me... And I wouldn't trade them for anything... I used to have a female fiancée... but she's been out of the picture for almost 2 weeks now... She was using me, abusing our friendship, and owes me money... And then had the balls to say that she was too stressed out to be my friend anymore... told me I was a burden... And then got upset with me because I didn't fight her on losing her as a friend, ask why, or do anything more than try to

What Vamp.describes You
You scored as Akasha. You are the ultimate in ambition. You don't just want to own the world you want to make crawl to you on its hands and knees begging for mercy or at the least a taste!Armand100%Marius100%Akasha100%Dracula92%Spike75%Deacon Frost67%Angel50%Lestat17%Blade17%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Ja Rule! Big News!
Big News! I have partnered with Ja Rule's online Hip Hop community website 187fm.com My support site (www.myfknspace.com) is now the official support site for 187fm.com! Everyone stop by and show some love! Johnny

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM100%Sex God80%A Romantic40%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Friends Come In All Sizes
Love comes in all sizes Your Friends will support you And respect your creativity for thinking outside the box.They'll be there when you need a shoulder to lean on Or a great big hug. A true friend takes interest in understanding what you're all about. They see beyond the black and white to discover your true colors And accept you just the way you are Even when you just wake up in the morning. So make your own kind of music. Follow your heart wherever it takes you And when someone reaches out to you, Don't be afraid to love them back They may just be a friend for life Practice patience and tolerance Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave And impossible to forget!

About Me
Chapter 1: Personal Initials: rks Middle name: just intitial Birthday: november 1970 Birth Place: illinois Current location:tx Height: 5'2 Hair length:long layers red blonde Eye color: very blue Piercings: no Birthmarks: shoulder Chapter 2: Family Do you live with your parents: nope Do you get along with your parents? yeah. Are your parents married/separated/divorced/ widowed.mom is a widow Do you have any siblings? 2 sister, 1 brother. What are their names? patty suzanne mike What pets do you have? 3 dogs What are there names? daisy lola relish Chapter 3: Favorites City: vegas Season: summer Clothing brand:dont care as long as cute Color: red Number: 23 Chapter 4: Do You ... Sing in the shower? hell yea i rock Write memos on your hand? No. Call people back? most Believe in love? yes Sleep on a certain side of the bed? sides lol middle right left i own it lol Wear glasses or contacts? nope better than 20/20 Chapter 5: Have You Ever...

Breakfree;
and this is our world. no matter how old or tattered things may be we all reamin the same. the whole world...taken aback by how things are. gasping in shock trying to catch their breath. completely mortified by the things going on around them. the things that have been going on all along...their attention has simply been brought to it. but there is always that one person, the corageous uplifting [openminded] person who breaks out of the mold. who sees the change and is excited. jumps for joy that something new is abound. cheering becasue we wont be a conformed factory cut out...hoping for that change and never wavering. the people taken aback....are simpy so scared of c.h.a.n.g.e. while the lonely outspoken realist sees though this like its doors are already open. i am not this boy this man this spirit. i am not as openminded as i would like to be. i want to be this little boy...i want to simply b-r-e-a-k-f-r-e-e

Twinkies And Root Beer
Twinkies and Root Beer A little boy wanted to meet God. He knew it was a long trip to where God lived, so he packed his suitcase with Twinkies and a six-pack of Root Beer and he started his journey. When he had gone about three blocks, he met an elderly man. The man was sitting in the park just feeding some pigeons. The boy sat down next to him and opened his suitcase. He was about to take a drink from his root beer when he noticed that the man looked hungry, so he offered him a Twinkie. The man gratefully accepted it and smiled at boy. His smile was so pleasant that the boy wanted to see it again, so he offered him a root beer. Again, the man smiled at him. The boy was delighted! They sat there all afternoon eating and smiling, but they never said a word. As it grew dark, the boy realized how tired he was and he got up to leave, but before he had gone more than a few steps, he turned around, ran back to the man, and gave him a hug. The man gave him his biggest smi

The 90s
Remember the time..... WOW ..... i never realized how much i missed the 90's until now! Before the Internet & text messaging. Before Sidekicks & iPods. Before MIKE JONESSS Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX. Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night. WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When MTV played music videos When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. When you looked forward to watching TGIF on TV Way back...... Tag. Get Over Here!!!! means something to you. Hide-n-Go Seek in the dark. Red Light, Green Light. Heads Up 7 Up. Playing Kickball & Dodgeball even Wallball. Hopskotch. Slip-n-Slides. Tree Houses. Hula Hoops. Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps. The annoying

I'm Going M.ia!!!!!! Fook This Shit! O.o
Dear sweet friends, Hi Wolfie here just needed to tell you all that I will not be on-line for up to 7 days as I am moving and my net’s service provider is an ass whole..... And they say that it will take from 1-2-7 days to reconnect my net so I will be out of it from tonight till then!........ Fuck this pisses me off to no end!!!! Please don’t think you need to stop commenting me I will be back and I will write back to all of you as soon as I can I promise!!! Just going to lose my mind ..........fuck no I know how Boo feels.... I’m having withdrawers right now!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhggggggrrrrrrrrrrr dammit!!!!......... Ok.... I’m off to finish packing! And just know I love you all! Sept Jason! Dude....... in your words “Peace” Lmao!! :P ok nahhhhhh bubbly bye! ^_^

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
You Are 73% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

***newsflash*** Bob Leaves Ct
Yes folks. Im leaving. This weekend I shall do something so wonderful, so magical in real life and as a result, and desire for cleanliness of mind I am retiring from CT. On CT, which a magical wee woman told me about, I met many many girls. Some I talk to a lot, mostly none at all how. Ive met some salt of the earth girls that I wanna become Muslim for and marry them all but cant. Others are complete fucking bitches who are so far up their own asses with themselves that it makes me yak 6 times. Anyways point is to those who have been nasty to me, FUCK YOU! To those who have loved me, you know who you are because we IM on other grooves, I think you are so awesome and love spending online time with yas! Im happy I met so many delicious girls and still chat to quite a few of them! Peace Bob aka Y!= steviefitz

Help Catch A Murder
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First Reactions Quiz
Okay this is called "FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ". You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 40 words. It's better if you erase all your friend's answers first. You can't think and go back and change your answers. Here we go: 1. Beer: An Acquired Taste 2. Anorexic: Olive Oil 3. Relationship: Very Soon 4. Your Last Ex: Long Gone 5. Power Rangers: Fashion Impaired 6. Pot: Puff Puff Pass 7. Steroids: “Make your Pee Pee Small” Joe Piscopo 8. Cartoon: BLEACH 9. The President: Of What 10. Tupperware: Titties (Ludacris lyric) 11. Florida: Disney 12. Santa Claus: Chris “The Crusher” Cringle 13. Halloween: RULES 14. Bon Jovi: Dead Man 15.Grammar: Ebonics 16. Myspace: Your Space 17. Worst fear: Hurting Someone 18. Marriage: Not yet 19. Paris Hilton: Stupid Bitch 20. Brunettes: Smart 21. Redheads: Exotic 22. Blondes: Easy 23. Pass the time: Work 24. One night stands: Happens Every now and then 25.

Cock Analogies[all Made Up By Me]
Chicken Cock CockKabob PotatoCock Holy Monster Cocks Grizzly Cock Pumpkin Cock Cock Commander Cock Gobbler Cocktacular What the Cocks? Holy Cocks Batman Cocktastic Its was so Cockity Cockled Up Shitty Cocks Cockrageous Cockadilly Raging Cocks SIlly Cock Cockular Mind Cockling Cockified Cockrific Thunder Cocks Nacho Cocks Domino Cocks Edward ScissorCocks Popcorn Cocks People: Otis B. DriftCock Captain SpauldingCock Mama FireCock House of 1000Cocks Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Cocks The Beverly HillCocks Monopoly Cocks Marilyn Mancocks Zack Wyldecocks Ozzy OzCocks Justin Timbercocks Hilary Clintcocks Osama Bin Ladencocks Harry Pottercocks Johnny Knoxcock

Fuck You Bitch
I AM HERE LOOKING FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS..AND I NEVER RATED PICTURES "1"..NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE...COZ I HAVE LOTS OF RESPECT TO SOME PEOPLE HERE....I WANT TO FEEL THEM THAT THEY ARE SOO IMPORTANT....AND SO GREAT..BUT YOU RATED MY PICTURE 1...BITCH ASSHOLE..YOU HAVE NO MANNERS.....!! IM GONNA REMEMBER YOU...DAM YOU! G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S

To Be Unread.
Can one die in a dream? I think that I once died in yours. My chest hurts. As if a thousand gallons of water press down on me from inside. I've been drownding since I met you. Caught in your tide. Tied up so tightly to you that I could not even try to break free. Would I want to? How then would I reflect the sun. If not for these tears I would dry out. Parched and empty Just another used skin drifting down the highway I'd turn to dust Perhaps I already have. It's lonely here without you Somehow I lost my way I went too deep and was blinded blacked out by the ferocity of a million voices screaming my heart forgetting to beat pausing at a backtrack too much noise I couldn't hear yours and I couldn't find mine and I've lost it still. I've been forgotten. A garden without the love to grow. Buried I'm not even sure if there was a key. I'm locked up inside. My prison is dark without your light. The light overpowering without you

Laundromat #3
Outside, the world is turning-- love dies, business partners merge, people drive with no particular destination in mind. Staring at the blank lines in my check register, I know I've spent too much time thinking of you. Money can wait, darling. Let everything around us disappear. I'll no longer with to be anywhere else but in the gaze of your eyes, the calming hold of your arms. The change machines are clinking, the machines stay steady, humming... it's all circumstantial when you consider what we might have one day. I love you, but only on my own...

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". Im sorry... I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Virginia Tech, We Just Send Our Loves.
We are so sorry for you loss, and Our thoughts and prayers with you all. P.S. I just want everyone to sign this and re-post it that everyone at Virginia Tech that We're thinking about them.. God BLESS them! Elissa H, Wisconsin.

Funny
Yesterday my child met her father for the very first time. It's been 6 years myself since I had seen him. The past 6 years I have been trying to contact him so he can be a part of her life. I finally got that chance , it was weird for all three of us , I thought that it wouldn't go well I have alot of hostility built up for him just leaving me pregnant and never hearing from him , all of us are working on it for our child's sake. I thought it would be hard on her but she's in love with him and didn't want him to go she's so happy she got to meet her daddy!! I am glad for her and the weird part is he's actually trying to be a part of her life despite everyone trying to keep him from her , saying she's not his and everything else so cross your fingers!!!

Laundromat #2
I feel judging eyes on me at the stoplight. I'm sitting directly across, indian style, on a bench that might have been new and inviting once, but now it's stripped down to shit-- the wood cracked and the bolts loose. An older couple watches my nicotine intake from their mid-size SUV, their gazes searing on me, as if they felt sorry. But I'm content in this moment, the breeze flows through me like peace flows through my heart. I can't help but wonder where you are, as I'm aching for you to watch clothes tumble in the dryer, holding out another handful of quarters with a smile, as if this mundane moment was all you wanted to share with me.

The Real Truth Is
I AM SO SICK OF THISYOU TRY SO HARD & YOU GET NOWARE You know, people make mistakes and they seem to live with it there whole life cause many wont let it go and want to keep bringing it up!!! Why the hell is this God Damn world like this!!! Its like there is no care at all and like everyone seems to pull towards violence!!! Is this the life we all wish to live? Lets look at some of the things that people may make a mistake at!!!! Like come on everyone, everyone makes a mistakes and yet we are to learn from our mistakes and not get drug down by them!!! We all know that the world wants to make sure that the person that made the mistake gets drug down by there mistake and suffers!!!! Even the fucking God Damn so called church people are guilty at this and they act like they did nothing wrong but there bible says thou salt not judge but they fucking do judge!!! CRIMINAL All criminals are set up to be known as bad poeple by society in wich is tought

Anniversary!!
Today the 18th is three months since I have been on here I wanted to tell all my real friends ty for being there , for adding me , for being a friend and I hope instead of three months it will turn into 30 years!! luv you all and ty for taking me in , being a friend , and showing luv to me you have all made me feel comfortable here I love it !! I am an addict hehe

Laundromat #1
The quiet hum of a deserted laundromat is lulling me to sleep. Sometimes this place is teeming with the scent of white trash and welfare mothers. I gave one of those moms my last dollar in quarters the other night. I immediately felt for the little girl, with her tiny pigtails bouncing, her soiled socks matted against her feet where shoes should have been. The father, I assume, dropped them at the door, said to call when the laundry was finished. How time distorts love. But today, it's quiet... nothing exciting to speak of, while I make attempts to balance my checkbook but sneak outside for another smoke instead, wanting to be swept away from such a lonely spot.

Ok Ok Ok!!!
am i wrong wanting to see other women?be it for sex or not??? i crave other women like a drug!!is anything wrong with that? i can meet a woman and just give her pleasure with my mouth and tongue and be happy!anything wrong with that?? please i need help!!!lol im pitifull!!!

Back To Work
Well thats it folks oralpro has to go back to work. I start working afternoons, evening, and some nights tomorrow. I will still be on but it will not be as often. Please fill free to leave me a PM here or email for those who know that. I have lots of fun on this site and look forward to talking to everyone when I can.

So Much To Do...
I have until the first weekend in June to get everything packed...by myself and ready to be loaded up in order to take the long trek back to California. I know a lot of stuff we're not taking but it's still going to be a cluster f*ck with trying to box everything up and keep it all sitting inside a little two bedroom apartment with thre kids runnig around. So, I guess I better get my bootay in gear and start getting more done. I've already gotten the movies and some breakables boxed up but I still have everything in the kitchen and bathroom that does NOT have to stay out. Oh, boy....fun, fun, fun.

Hellyeah Lands At No. 9 On Billboard Chart
HELLYEAH's self-titled debut album has sold just under 45,000 copies in the United States in its first week of release to debut at No. 9 on The Billboard 200 chart. Meanwhile, Long Island post-hardcore act FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES shifted almost 11,000 copies of "Holding a Wolf by the Ears" to land at No. 73. A three-minute clip featuring behind-the-scenes footage from the making of HELLYEAH's "You Wouldn't Know" video has been posted at YouTube. The clip was shot on February 25, 2007 with director Nathan Cox in the parking lot of the Dallas, Texas stripclub owned by former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN and current HELLYEAH drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott. The finished "You Wouldn't Know" video is available for viewing at this location. HELLYEAH is the new band featuring Vinnie Paul Abbott alongside members of MUDVAYNE and NOTHINGFACE. The group will hit the road beginning around May 20 with dates in the U.S. before heading over to Australia and making its way to England for an appearance at this ye

Announcement- Hellyeah Spring Headline Tour Dates!!! Updated
HELLYEAH, the new band featuring former PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN drummer Vinnie Paul Abbott alongside members of MUDVAYNE and NOTHINGFACE, has parted ways with bassist Jerry Montano (NOTHINGFACE, DANZIG). His replacement will be announced shortly. In other news, HELLYEAH will launch the "Fire It Up" tour on May 20 in Baltimore before heading over to Australia and making its way to England for an appearance at this year's Download festival. "Fire It Up" tour dates: May 20 - Baltimore, MD @ Rams Head Live May 22 - Louisville, KY @ Expo 5 May 23 - Peoria, IL @ East Peoria Convention Center May 25 - Cleveland, OH @ House of Blues May 26 - Grand Rapids, MI @ Orbit Room May 27 - Madison, WI @ Barrymore Theater May 29 - Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium May 30 - Omaha, NE @ Sokel Auditorium Jun. 01 - Wichita, KS @ Cotillion Jun. 02 - Tulsa, OK @ Cains Ballroom Jun. 03 - Lubbock, TX @ Southbeach Jun. 05 - Corpus Christi, TX @ Pavilion All tickets go on sale this Saturday, April

When I......
When i......breath....it is Him i breath When i......eat....it is Him that nurishes me When i......drink.....it is Him that quenches my thirst When i......hear....it is His voice that i hear When i......see....it is His face that i gaze upon When i......speak....it is Him i am reflecting When i......feel.....it is Him that is filling me with happiness When i......am happy.....it is Him that is resposible for it

Pasta With Tomato Meat Sauce
Pasta with Tomato Meat Sauce Some call it sauce, others call it gravy -- and everyone loves it! If you can't find nice ripe tomatoes at the market, feel free to use a 28-ounce can of your favorite brand of plum tomatoes. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 pound uncooked pasta * 8 ounces lean ground beef * 1 medium onion, chopped * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 6 large tomatoes, peeled, seeded and diced * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon oregano * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/2 teaspoon sugar * 1/4 cup red wine Directions: Prepare the pasta according to the package directions. While the pasta is cooking, combine the beef, onion and garlic in a large skillet; cook until the meat is no longer pink. Set aside. In a blender, combine the remaining ingredients; process for 30 seconds. Add the tomato mixture to the meat; simmer about 20 minutes. When the pasta is done, drain well. Add the sauce to the pasta and serve.

Vt
Hey! There all. I was thinking today about how way back when are parents where kids that you could go out on your patio and sit and watch the birds the trees what ever. Enjoy the fresh air smell the rain coming. After this happen at a UNV. and Then the school years ago and 9-11 it makes you really stop and think about how much things have changed and sorry to say it but mostly for the worse. What every happen to feeling safe in your home or your kids at school and who would have ever thought a UNV. As are kids grow up we are to start feeling at more ease knowing they are older and learning how to take care of there self but honestly I am beginning to think NO ONE is really safe anymore. Almost like having a loaded gun and spinning the wheel and hoping its empty when it stops. There bullentins reposted by me about it today and others there statsh and graphics in memory of. They said on Tv today 3,371 soliders have died so far. 9-11 was like what 4,000 VT killing 32 Every

Been Awhile
Guess it's been a few days since I last wrote in here... Dropped one of my classes, not biology, but another class. I'm dealing with a lot right now and that teacher just pissed me off, so I dropped the class. My bike is going up for sale this week, once I can force myself to do it. I will then turn around and buy either an RM85 or KX85. I need a better bike. Hoping I can buy my daughter a 50 also if I have any cash left over. Plus gear. Picked up 2 more sponsors... MotoCandy and Vortex! Other than that, just typical life stuff going on I suppose.

Hmmm I Dont Think So
What type of beauty are you?You are Cute!You have a natural look, you don't even have to try, and people are attracted to you. Maybe it's just your personality, or it could be your style. Either way people like what they see.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

10 Steps Toward Raising A Tolerant Child
10 Steps Toward Raising a Tolerant Child Now is the perfect time to teach our kids that people of all races, colors, and creeds should be respected and appreciated for their differences. By Kelvin Datcher As Eleanor Roosevelt once said, "Universal human rights begin in small places, close to home." And Tolerance.org, a website from the Southern Poverty Law Center, is helping parents across the country create homes in which tolerance and understanding are guiding themes. "The goal of nurturing open-minded, empathetic children is a challenging one," says Jennifer Holladay, director of Tolerance.org. "To cultivate tolerance, parents have to instill in children a sense of empathy, respect and responsibility -- to oneself and to others -- as well as the recognition that every person on earth is a treasure." Holladay offers 10 ways parents can promote tolerance: 1. Talk about tolerance. Tolerance education is an ongoing process; it cannot be captured in a single moment. Be w

Random Happenings
It's amazing how random things can be in life. Great one minute, terrible the next. Those who read my blog know I have an up and down life, partly due to depression and partly bad luck. Things for me seem to be going well. I'll be attending college this fall for the first time. It's been somewhat stressful for me preparing for it, but I am managing so far thanks to some help from an incredible friend. Speaking of which... I met someone, a great person. We are just friends for the time being, which is for the best. I want to take things slow and easy this time around. Don't want to give her the wrong idea or for me to get in over my head. I'd like to think something will come from this, but if it doesn't and we just stay friends, that's fine too. She's a great person all around. Now on to the bad. *sigh* My grandpa's altzhiemers struck again this week. Yesterday morning, while I was still in bed, he snuck into the rear gate of my horse lot, put halters on my horses a

Illinois Crisis -- Afscme Supports Proposed Gross Receipts Tax -- April 2007
April 19, 2007 AFSCME backs governor's gross receipts tax plan By KURT ERICKSON - H&R Springfield Bureau Chief SPRINGFIELD - Gov. Rod Blagojevich's controversial bid to raise taxes on businesses got a significant boost from a seemingly unlikely source Tuesday. The state's largest employee union, which refused to endorse Blagojevich in his 2006 re-election bid, said it is putting the weight of its tens of thousands of prison guards and mental health workers behind the governor's $8 billion tax hike. "We believe this plan has the potential to provide a real boost for the Illinois economy," said Henry Bayer, executive director of the American Federation of State, County and Municipal Employees Council 31. "It's exciting," responded Blagojevich spokeswoman Rebecca Rausch. "We welcome AFSCME's support." The union's backing of a so-called gross receipts tax known in Springfield parlance as the "GRT" comes with an important caveat: The union wants the additional revenue,

Stop It Now
APRIL IS CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH!! Friends & fellow cherry tappers, April is "CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS" month, I chose to start this blog/bulletin now so it will get to everyone NOW & WE DON'T WASTE 1 DAY OF APRIL plzzz let's all come together for these little ones who have no one to depend on but a human who gives a damn!!! DO YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN?? ALL I ASK IS FOR EVERY BULLETIN OR BLOG POSTED WE REPOST THIS WE ALL SAY WE LOVE KIDS I'M ASKING YOU TO PROVE IT!!! If you can't help out the kids THEN TO EVERYONE READING THIS DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO HELP YOU W/A CONTEST AGAIN !!!! My wish is for this to be circulated everyday in April, the entire month and I'LL BE WATCHING TO SEE WHO ON MY FRIENDS LIST IS REPOSTING AND HOW MUCH!!!! Concrete Angel VideoConcrete Angel lyrics - Martina McBride lyrics

Is My Child Normal?
Zach will be 3 August 24th. He cannot stand, walk, run, talk, drink from a cup....etc. By age 3 By this age, your child can run circles around you - and does exactly that when she isn't skipping, hopping, jumping, rolling, climbing or otherwise being her incredibly active self. You may wonder where she gets all that strength, considering that her arms and legs may have slimmed down to the point where they look almost scrawny. But developmentally, this is perfectly normal. This year will probably bring a gain of just four or five pounds and two or three inches for most children. Cognitively, however, your child will go through an enormous growth spurt this year. For the first time, she will be able to think in a symbolic way. A doll can now represent a person or a box can stand in for a house, and this opens the door to truly imaginative play. "Let's pretend" games are not only fun, but also developmentally necessary. They allow your child to try on a variety of identities, from B

Where Are The Parents?
Please read this all the way through. This is full of true emotions of a parent of a disabled child. "And sometimes they are a single parent struggling to do it all by themselves." Where Are the Parents? By Sue Stuyvesant Hey everyone, For those of you who don't know me (I'm only an occasional poster) I am mom to Michelle, 9 years old, microecephallic, athetoid/spastic CP, Cortical Visual Impairment, Seizure disorder -- and CUTE! Ok, now for the reason I'm posting. To make a long story short, earlier this week a question was asked by some nit wit official as to why there weren't more parents (of special needs kids) involved in the local PTA and other issues that have come up that directly involve our kids. His question, which was passed on to me was "Where are the Parents?" I went home that night, started thinking - and boy was I pi**ed - and banged this "little" essay out the next day on my lunch break. My friends thought I should share it all with you, and I apologize for

We Salute You
At this point I am at tears begging people for answers, and ask...why must this hatred go towards us soldiers? What have we ever personally done to you? We volunteered to join during a wartime situation and joined knowning that one day we could be called to duity. I got my award for joining during a war time situation and wear it proudly. But i am appalled at the actions. For those who protest like the officer on trial I am ashamed to say are part of our military. We signed the contract knowing this could happen and that we could die. All we want is respect in our jobs. We dont ask that you support the war, just us. Dont use our funerals as a place of protest....We wouldn't create a riot at yours. -ARMYGIRLKATZ- ArmyGirlKatz The newspaper wrote a lovely article over him. He was an amazing friend and man. Never EVER argued about going to iraq. I think the only thing most said was "I want to be home. I miss it there. " that was the total amount of words said in his pro

I Alone
how can a person who says they care about another purposefully hurt them why would a person knowingly attempt to crush anothers spirit I have been hurt many times throughout my life yet I always seem to be dumb enough to allow myself to trust again some say I should act against those who hurt me I wont and cant because i need to understand and I will not return a hurtful action with another I live my life as best I can I love with all my heart I trust I give I try and yet I still cry when hurt. I dont blame others, for I alone control how others effect my emotions I alone am the one who chooses who to allow into my heart I alone am the fool who chooses to trust yet I will still Love with all my heart, trust, give of who I am, and try to be the best I can

Support The Troops!!
> > > THE MILITARY SUPPORT TRAIN!ALL ABOARD!!Okay,ladies and gentleman, We are creating a train to help support our troops and We want this to be the largest train there is on CT. Here is how we have to do it, below are the people on the train. All u have to do is click on our pic, add us as a fan, friend, rate us and send us a yellow ribbon.Then pm us telling us u want on the train, We will add you as a friend and a fan and all the others on the train will do the same for you as you do the same for them. When we get 10 people, I'll post a bulletin and u can repost it to get more people and then hopefully we can get the most people on this train. WE HERE WANT TO THANK YOU-THIS FROM ALL THE TROOPS FROM ALL AROUND IRAQ, GERMANY, CHINA! WE LOVE AND MISS U ALL AND WE ASK U ALL TO DO US ONE OTHER FAVOR WHEN YOU JOIN THIS TRAIN 1. SIGN OUR GUEST BOOK ON FRONT PROFILE. 2. THERE IS A MESSAGE COMMENT RECORDER TOWARDS THE BOTTOM OF THE PROFILE PAGE PLEASE CLICK ON IT CALL THE NUMBER IT GIVES

Walmart Is Suing Me?
So today I get a letter from the Law Offices of Bennett & Deloney offereing to settle a claim for a $25.36 check that was allegedly written by me on 7/29/06. They're seekeng $50.36 because I guess they tack on a $25 bad check fee. This is fucking retarded as the check number is 98, which is a check that never exited in my checks. My checks at the time were all quadruple digits. Not to mention the fact that my wallet was stolen, and I don't write checks at WalMart. I use my debit card. I also have overdraft protection, so even if I was overdrawn, my bank would transfer the money from my savings into my checkings to prevent any sort of check bouncing. I also just sent a copy of the police report and a previously notarized affidavit from the first time I had to deal with this bitch that was writing fakes checks all over town using the name Diane S. Wagenbrenner. So I'm dealing with two different collection agencies that both have their heads up their asses and can't seem to believe a fuck

Just A Friendly Hello
Hello to all. NOthing going on here , I have not been feeling all to well these past couple of days. But It's nothing serious, I will be fine, going to take alot to keep this good o' dog down "woof woof" lol. I've had my eyes glued to the telly watching the news coverage, It's so devastating. I know time is supposed to heal all wounds but this is something that is going to be on the minds of alot of people for a very long time. I was asked by someone why I even cared, they was like it's not as though you knew any of them. Well like I told that individual you dont have know someone on a peronal level to care, Or at least I dont, I guess it was the way I was raised, My mother instilled morrals and values in me to care about the human race reguardless what culture you are. I dont agree with alot of what goes on but I do love everyone as a whole. Call me what you will. I just cant find it in my heart to be prejudice towards anyone because of the colour of ones skin. I know not al

Birthday Month ( Im July )
Body: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ¢¾ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparky. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.

God Chooses Mom For Disabled Child
God Chooses Mom for Disabled Child Written by Erma Bombeck Published in the Today Newspaper Sept. 4th, 1993 Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures, and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of handicapped children are chosen? Somehow I visualize God hovering over Earth selecting his instruments forpropagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes, he instructs his angels to make notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth; son; patron saint, Matthew. "Forrest, Marjorie; daughter; patron saint, Cecelia. "Rudledge, Carrie; twins; patron saint.... give her Gerard. He's used to profanity. " Finally, he passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who does not know laughter? That would be

My Thoughts #1
There is not one second i don;t think about the women of my dreams by girlfriend. She makes everything amazing she is the kinda of women that walks into a room and makes it brighter. Her smile is something of a angel. She makes me melt everytime i see her or talk to her. I just wanted to tell everyone that. Love is the greatest thing people that don;t think so cause of a few bad relationships will never live life to the fulliest cause you only live once. thank you for reading this. Damian

Welcome To Holland!
This poem was printed on purple paper and given to me the day my son was born. I laid in the hospital bed, doped up on morphine, while several program cooridantors, Specialized program directors, etc, came into my room. My baby boy was 2 hours away in a NICU all alone waiting for me. I laid in that bed in shock and then read this poem: Welcome to Holland! by Emily Pearl Kingsley I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this . . . When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guidebooks and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum, the Michalangelo David, the gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting. After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Severa

Can't They Read?
Ok so I have about 10 new friends request a day, ALL MEN!!! don't these assholes read?!?! I already have a man, I had two but my hubby has run off with the pool boy, little worms!!! but any way, dosen't mean I need any more... I only need one for a few minor things around the house and to play with once in a while but can't the guys on here read? Im mean come on its in my name!!!!! Don't get me wrong I don't hate men I just am really picky about them. I don't have any trouble finding the ones I want either so why do they think just because I'm on CT I need one of them.

My Daily Horoscope...
i normally don't ever believe in these but i found this one to be particularly ironic especially in light of my current feelings and such... Taurus: Your heart feels like you're missing a key piece of the puzzle, but your brain insists it's all systems go. What to do? Well, listen to your heart, first of all. Remember that feelings are a form of evidence, too.

The End Of New Beginnings Brings The Beginning Of Things Which May Not End
It's funny how things can go sometimes.... just last month I was in a bind between three ladies I liked. It turns out two were only girls, and the one woman is smart enough not to get involved with me ;) Which brings me back to the point of no female involvement.... which is just as well. As much as I swear off the opposite sex, I cannot help but look for that someone else. My standards climb higher with each failure, though. I'm one to learn from my errors. Many would say my quest to find perfection is futile... but they also said landing on the moon was only a fantasy. I don't want the perfect woman... only the one who's perfect for me. One who has my passion for things like music, food, and games... one who is fun and quirky, yet grounded and stable... one who's intelligent enough to hold a conversation with me, but will respect my need for solitude when I seek it. oh yeah, and she has to be beautiful! that's not too much to ask, is it?

Tell Me.......
So at work tonight there is a female who is all holy and religious. well she likes to preach it on people. Her and someone we work with were having an arguement/discussion about religion and blah blah blah about it. I am not a relgious person but I would like to know where in the bible it says that homosexuality is wrong? Why do these religions not allow gay people? I have not read the bible or even studdied the bible but from what I hear it does not say anything about homosexuality. I have no particular faith, but I have researched various relgions, i know I really cannot say much about this. But I just don't see why people have to shut out gay people. Why the are they supposedly going to "hell". This lady that was preaching the bible and her relgion is "formally" gay, but has turned her ways around to please god. So anyway, why would god "ban" people for something they cannot control? I believe that a person is born heterosexual or homoesexual, you can't "learn" to be ga

The Last Ride
The Last Ride Sitting here in Heaven upon my trusty steed Knowing of the comfort you all will surely need If you look into the Heavens you will see my smiling face And know that finally I have found and taken my rightful place In Heaven there are no sorrows, no worries, and no cares I am free to be myself as I never could be there So please now when you think of me; let not a tear be shed But remember me with a smile on my face and a loving heart instead For though some never knew it, or took the time to see There was a loving, thoughtful soul who was a part of me So be there for each other, and let your sorrows be gone For as you know God and I will be watching everyone Now it's time for me to go as there are cattle in Heaven as well It's time to round up all God's cows and take them to the sale So with a wink and a cocky grin it's time to say good day With a Tip of My Hat and "See You Soon" I will now ride away Laurie 04/02/02

Birthday Month
Body: Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... ♥ JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparky. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be l

Diamond Prison
I woke up today hearing the sound of the ice crack. I knew to get out. I knew to run to something nonexistant. Just sit.. and wait for it to happen. On that horizon of blinding white. It would have been better if I had a soulmate there to hear the guitar in my head. She could have sang along. If she was on that frozen dock, if she existed. As the sun rose, the world exploded in violent diamond dust and an end to something familiar. First you heard it, then it ran to you. A perfect flaw in the ice lake. Desperate rumbling and eager cracks stampeding to you, like a charging horde of hungry demons. Fear not. You're invincible so long as your feet are on solid ground. Why then- was I standing on the ice. With a sledge hammer. Half a mile out. Screaming silent orchestrations of my madness- the sound echoing from every hill and sheet of ice. Ice that folded under me after that one determined blow. Here and now... I'm all that is.

Love And Music
is there a man out there thats this touched there heart?I and a very rommantic girlas well as fun loving,,,,,click on blue link and let e know what you think of it ,,smiles ty ,http://asandboxgreeting.com/cf.htm.or copy n paste in browers......posted by SEXYGIRLBLONDE

Scope
Your heart feels like you're missing a key piece of the puzzle, but your brain insists it's all systems go. What to do? Well, listen to your heart, first of all. Remember that feelings are a form of evidence, too.

Well
Well...let's see...where do i begin.....i have been putting so many slide shows in here that i almost forgot that you can actually spill your guts to... I think i did one of the hardest things i have had to do since i joined this site...and that was to let go. I met a friend....a dear friend....yes he lives far away...but you can have good friendships via the net and phone and cam...i should know ....i just met one of my friends from Scotland that i love to death....there is a slide show of our visit on my profile page.....anyway back to the subject... This friend is an absolute seetheart...he can make you smile....laugh....giggle (which i haven't done in years).....worry.....all the things friends make you do and feel. But then one day comes along and you realize that there is someone else coming into the picture.....your not necessariy jealous.....but you know nothing will be the same......that is when you have to face the facts that it is time to say goodbye....to let go

Just A Little Bed Time Story For You
I was just talking with a friend a little while ago and I was discussing with her maybe someday writing short stories. There is a special twist to these that I believe maybe I will keep to myself. Anyway thank you Talon for the wonderful idea, well, here goes. We will start at the beginning of this ordeal, when the first small things should have been a clue, they entered their new house for the first time as a family, smiles on their faces and cleaning supplies in hand, setting everything down mother divides the house into easy sections, thinking this will be a snap. Such a small house really, it's only a two bedroom, just one bathroom, Brandon and Jennifer are given the two bedrooms and the bathroom, and mom takes the livingroom and the porches that is loaded down with stuff someone left behind. Mom got the worst of the deal. After everyone was done with their space then everyone was to meet back in the kitchen

Top Hotties On My Friends List
I'm still accepting girls into the top rated cherries folder on my page so if you want to be added as one of the "top guns" choose a picture, allow me to rip it and your in! either post on my page or private message me. rick

Sexy Milf Contest I Am In
> > > Hottest MILF contest... > come by and rate and comment bomb who you want to win! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

.what.if.
its strange...in a...slightly familiar kind of way...to wind up having a text conversation with the ex before the last ex...yannow? in a way its kind of cool he's showing interest in his daughter...and sure i have no high hopes or even any expectations when it comes to him and her...not anymore...but if he wants to hear about her...well then i'll tell him... its the strange way we segue into almost normal conversation...which makes a part of me...miss my friend...one of my best friends...and it makes me wonder if only for a split second...what would have happened if we hadnt fucked it all up...but then i lookit my daughter...and i look into her eyes...and i see his eyes...and yannow...i adore her...so i'd be forced to say i wouldnt change it for the world...but still...i wonder so i suppose im suffering from a moment of 'what if' or something...back to Lost for me

Shattered
I've lost my dreams Nothing left to shatter I've lost my heart Does anything really matter It all seemed so easy So many years ago So why now do I find It hard to tell you so I used to be open Honest about my life Now the only thing I feel Is nothing but strife What has gone wrong What caused this change Why did I take my life out Of such a comfortable range I seem to have To many questions Instead of looking for answers I find nothing but distractions This endless circle Just needs to end If it doesn't I know I'll lose you As everything, even my friend I can stop this all My head tells me what to do But my heart gets in the way Before the process is through So I'm completely lost Not knowing what to do Just wishing once again I could talk to you

Blackberry Winter©
It's called a "Blackberry Winter". Sometime around the first part of April there comes along a late winter blast. It's a country term that gets it's name from the time in which the blackberries start to ripen. The weather is warm during the day with the evenings being cool sweater weather. The air always smells so clean and crisp yet warm on the face. The evenings are much cooler, sometimes down right cold. You still get the smell of burning wood from the fireplaces teasing the nose, mingling with the first smells of spring. Sometimes it can be a surprisingly cold blast. They week following Easter got the entire country. Even down south in Texas it got cold. True snuggling weather, among other things.... You know how I love to plan adventures. This time I wanted to stun her. Take her to new levels and feelings never known to her. The weather man said it was gonna get cold. In fact, on Saturday I don't think it got out of the 40's. Perfect temperature for a room full of candles,

Do You Still Remember Me?
I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you, I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true. It's been 13 years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity, Do you still remember me? I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so, Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. Do you still remember me? I'll hold you in heaven someday, When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you, I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday. Do you still remember me? written for my child, misscarried dec 10, 1994 (4 months, baby girl)

Questionair
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Faerie67%Mermaid58%Dragon42%WereWolf33%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Deidre
to the world it may seem as though you are just a memory. and during the day when the sun is out, i act as though you are. as though we have memories, but we will also have a chance to make more...you are just at work or visiting friends in madison. but when the sun sets and everyones in bed, and its just me, i find myself thinking of you. and there is nothing i can do to make it go away. i bury myself in un-realities like movies and conversations on the internet. movies dont work well anymore, but if im talking to someone, as long as im fooling them, i can fool myself. but i cant lie to the dark silence which is the night... such as now. these are the times when i break down thinking of you. these are the times that i realize its true, i wont see you again, our memories are just that and we wont make anymore. but dont worry my friend I hold your motto dear "no regrets" day to day im living, its night to night that i fret and fail this. maybe its because the night is where w

My Birthdate
Your Birthdate: December 25 You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Young Boy Learns A Lesson
It was late summer, 1975. He was in a small town for a short visit to a friends. While there he was introduced to a small church group of kids to hang with. In the group was a vivacious little blonde with steel blue eyes that captivated his interest. Small talk ensued and he was invited back to attend a weekend retreat. e gladly accepted and headed back to the big city. Time came for him to return to the small town, Bags packed, he headed up the mountain. He was met by the same group of kids and the blonde. He was completely immersed in her total beauty he almost forgot why he was there. The retreat was held in a camp further into the woods at a rustic looking cabin. The air was fresh, water clean, and a slight nip in the wind as Fall began to appproach. The group was gathered in the main room and the kids all took seats on the floor as he chose to sit next to the blonde. During the course of the obligatory introductions, he gently reached over and touched her hand. To his surpris

Just Another Survey...sorry.
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? No. 2. What describes your relationship status? Dating. 3. Who was your last 5 calls from? Crystal, Mom, Kaolee, Kaolee, Mom. 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the broken heart? Ummm…neither. 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Nope..can’t say that I have. 6. Earrings or necklace? Definitely earrings. I hate things around my neck. 7. Who have you talked to most today? Crystal. My sister. 8. Pumpkins? They’re orange. Halloween. Spooky. Carving. Umm..what exactly are you looking for here? 9. Friend that lives closest to you? Scotty the Pimpin Hotty. 10. Color of your shirt? Black. 11. How many years have you taken a language? Three. Two for sign language and one for Spanish. 12. Who's on speed dial 2? I haven’t set anyone up on speed dial yet. 13. What color is your background on your computer ? It’s actually a picture of the Pride and t

Name That Song!
Whenever sang my songs On the stage, on my own Whenever said my words Wishing they would be heard I saw you smiling at me Was it real or just my fantasy You'd always be there in the corner Of this tiny little bar My last night here for you Same old songs, just once more My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your your way How you shyly placed your eyes on me Oh, did you ever know? That I had mine on you *Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer So let me come to you Close as I wanted to be Close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast And stay there as I whisper How I loved your peaceful eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you Darling, so share with me Your love if you have enough Your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that

What I Look For In A Guy. . . .
In a guy, I would want him to respect me. I don't want a guy who likes me just because I have big breasts and a big butt. I just want him to like me just the way I'am... Also I would like a guy who is tall, thin, ans has a athletic body. I don't like a guy who is lazy and sits down and eat chips all day. I want a guy to have fun with. Someone who would always be there with me through thick and thin. I also want a guy who will also be my best friend and we can talk about anything. That is what i look for in a guy

I Love You
Here I sit, thinking only of you. Wondering what is to become of us. Understanding all you have been through. Hoping to slowly gain your love and trust. My heart aches for you, and also I yearn. I want to understand you. In hopes that I will learn. Your ability to cheer me up,When you see that I am down. My feelings for you go beyond that of words. And at first it didn't seem real. But that just taught me a lesson,In doubting what I feel. It seems I have dreamed you into life. You're so very special in every single way. And thoughts of you run through my head Every hour of the day.

Forgive And Forget?
This one is about my biological father or what I know of him at least. I found out at age 13 that I was not my Dad's child. For a school project we had to get baby pictures and write a report.It was for a time capsule telling of my life from birth to age 13. I was looking through my baby book which i found put away and noticed the birth name said Kristina Marie Reynolds which was not my last name. Confused I ask my Mom what it meant. She was very upset and told me how she had been kicked out of my grandmas house for getting knocked up while unmarried. She was 20 yrs old but i guess in 66' that would still be a big deal. My how the world has changed. This man had gotten another woman pregnant at about the same time- my mom was staying with his MOM-my nana who I lost two years ago to lung cancer.He was not involved in the pregnancy AT all and showed up at the hospital AFTER I was born high as usual only to know if he had a son. When she told him it was a girl he left without even seeing

The Murderer " Indicative Of My Passion For Love"
"A good Saturday." it was to be that day. the day I heard of her unfaithfulness and her crime, When she killed me in my pity, when she killed me in my prime. With firey anger, I somehow remained calm--- All my yearning for her was emptied from my heart and not filled. How can I redeem our love, from the evil-willed? And after being pushed aside, I am to be kind. But they killed me in my kindness, in thier madness and thier blindness and they killed me from behind. There is sobbing in eye's, caused by her wrongs. And a long silence where we stand; but in her weeping. I bare an iron hand, I must beware of her weeping.--- cause what they've done they do not understand. As I lie in my own blood;--- The Lord in my face. they killed me,yet I'm to be the forgiver?--- The avenger takes my place, the avenger takes her from me. 'cause it was her I could not set free. Those in righteousness would not do such a thing. they would do as God would call them to. And my

"her"
As the spring starts to settle in. I hear her calling to me. Incantations like that of a sweet symphony of love.. But I cant find her.. For weeks I followed her voice and it lead me to knowhere. I stood on firm ground and yelled for her.. then yerned for her.. and now I long for her... I would give anything just to glance at her.. Taste of her..feel her pale skin connecting with mine. I picture her dancing aginst the wind... but she is faceless... I cant live without her....

If It Occurs Natually, There Can't Be Any Other Explanation
sometimes people get lung cancer who don't smoke — Wednesday, April 18, 2007 so we can't really prove that smoking causes lungcancer? So, I was a sheep a few days ago. They said everyone send this letter to your congressmen and stuff. I didn't even read the letter. That was stupid. After the I read the letter that I sent, I thought, - that was stupid fucking letter. Why the hell did I do that? But ohwell. Everyone makes mistaqkes I suppose. I got a response to it. Adam Hampton >> Dear Elected Official, I am very concerned about the failure of most elected officials to take action to solve the serious problems facing our state, nation, and world. I urge you to STEP IT UP. Become informed. Then take effective action. That's why you were elected. It's your responsibility. We are already experiencing serious consequences of climate change caused by the burning of coal, oil, and gas. Those consequences are becoming worse, with catastrophic cli

Illinois Crisis -- Beyond The Breaking Point -- Department Of Juvenile Justice
Beyond the Breaking Point – Illinois State Services in Crisis Report by AFSCME Council 31 Department of Juvenile Justice – New Department, Old Problems The Department of Juvenile Justice was formed by legislative mandate in 2006 by splitting off the Juvenile Division from the Illinois Department of Corrections. The impetus to establish a separate agency for juvenile offenders came from those who were disturbed by the high rate of recidivism among incarcerated youth. The new department was charged not only with holding those youth who had committed the most serious crimes, but also with providing them with the education, counseling and training that could help them get their lives back on track. • The Department of Juvenile Justice operates seven secure facilities (Illinois Youth Centers) with a total population of nearly 1,500 juvenile offenders: IYC Warrenville; IYC Joliet; IYC St. Charles; IYC Kewanee; IYC Harrisburg; IYC Murphysboro; and IYC Pere Marquette. M

Astrology
Steadfast and loyal: That's you. When it comes to old friendships, you never say die. Your pals appreciate your attitude, especially if one of them is going through a rough time. You're a rock for them to lean on. This is sooooo true!!

I Have No Clue.. *laughs*
It was saturday the room was in chaos blinds drawn shut an acoustic guitar lay in pieces shattered upon the cement floor stained a fading red in the pale lifeless light it fought it's way through those cracks skin tight and barely able to illuminate the smile or perhaps a grin The phone lay off of it's hook emitting a hollow chorus of bleeps there is a knife on the floor but it's reason unknown secrets tend to bury deep when sheltered behind glass eyes

Things I Love With A Passion
I rock and roll with passion I talk out my soul with a passion I eat good food with passion I defeat bad mood with a passion I sleep well with passion I weep hell with a passion I dream endlessly with passion I gleam ceaselessly with a passion I aim for money with passion I do the same for honey with a passion I listen carefully with passion I glisten dutifully with a passion I search for fame with passion I research to blame with a passion I walk everyday with passion I talk and play with a passion I embrace life with passion I face nightlife with a passion I laugh out with passion I chaffe about with a passion I cook with others with passion I look at mothers with a passion I touch gently with passion I clutch tightly with a passion I work hard with a passion I rock mad with a passion I gear up goals with passion I stir up roles with a passion I make friends with passion I take weekends with a passion I love kissing with pas

Updates For 4/18
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Irked
i'm just irked i'm irritated cause it seems while every one is finding some one i'm just floating around waiting for something and some one that is no longer mine and probably won't ever be mine again and i feel lost a feeling i don't like because it means that i'm not in control that feeling has never worked out well for me. M

Lust
Red luscious lips, meaningful quips. A lustful stare, a heavenly pair. Stockinged thighs, "take me" eyes. Hand on the knee, breathe rapidly. Legs begin to part, a quickening heart. A petalled rose, falling clothes. Starts to loose, the emotional juice. Going mad, want it bad. Grinding loins, pumping groins. Very hot, hits the spot. Scream aloud, muscles proud. A soulful moan, the seed is sown. Passions met, cooling sweat. Slowing 'beat, tangled feet. Warm and cosy, feeling dozy. Out of steam, a sweet dream.

Weed Means More Than Me.....
yep thats what it feels like..my boyfriend's life revolves around it... which.. I know I do it too, but havent been lately due to needing a job.. but if he doesnt have it.. it just feels like it's what is important not me.. maybe I am just paranoid..? I feel like I dont mean shit to anyone.. so fuck it all.. what can I do? I give up...

Streaming Thoughts
It was a simple enough mistake The darkness had hid your face I'd been crawling on hands and knee's florid in my desire wicked within my dream So I fell My mask had been cracked anyways So it wasn't as if a little dirt would make me unclean You really shouldn't have screamed I think that was the biggest mistake You looked so precious lying there My hands trembled to touch I'd forgotten that not everyone can fly See when I close my eyes I see wings I see things You're telling me that you could never see? Then what were those eyes for? Not that I really used mine but then again I lived someplace else I'm sorry if it hurt you I followed our plans exact it was that one wrong turn that bled the dust So forget it I mean I already have you look pale there are you sure you're okay? Your voice is so silent piercing the nonsense in my brain a shrill nothing a lopsided tear I better go now I don't want to say hello to the watchers that are waiti

Friend Or Foe
Wish I could take credit for coming up with this but I can't its a song by t.A.T.u. Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear all the damage The meaning to All words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I used to know The promises Hollow concessions And innocent show of affection I touch your hand A hologram Are you still there We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I used to know Is it too late Nothing to salvage You look away Clear all the damage The meaning to All words of love Has disappeared We used to love one another Give to each other Lie under covers so, Are you friend or foe Love one another Live for each other So, are you friend or foe Cause I use

My Trip To Gatlinburg To The Cabin
hey friends check out my new photos on my trip to Gatlinburg, TN. believe me i had a great time and starting to plan a trip for adults only. this one was for my son who is going in the military soon. but now mom is planning a trip where i can enjoy myself better,lol. let me know if your interested and i mean really interested in joining the crew of adults that will be going ....this trip will have cougar, and myself and hopefully tnker, and other couple or singles it really doesnt matter. come have fun with us......

Karma Suitra
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isChurning CurdsCatching and crushing his lover in the cage of his arms, he forces her knees apart with his and sink slowly into herGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

>a Man Joins A Very Exclusive Nudist Colony.
>A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. > >On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander >around. > >A gorgeous petite blonde walks by and the man immediately gets an >erection. >The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you >call >for me?" > >The man replies, "No, what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new >here. > >Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection, it >implies you >called for me." > >Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on >a >towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with >her. > >Later, the man continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters >the >sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man >lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did >you call for me?" says >the >hairy man. > >"No, what do you mean?" asks the newcomer. "It's a rule that if you >fart, it >implies that you called

I Hate Bad Weather
so what the fuck? i have the worst luck this week with weather. i leave utah to go home for the weekend last thursday and we get a huge hail storm and tornadoes that touch down maybe 2 miles from my house. i watched golf ball to lime size hail bounce off my roof (pics to come). this was all on friday. the rest of the weekend was hit or miss with rain and sun. but for the most part there was only 1 day, sunday, of nice weather. it was nice to get some work done in the yard back home though. :) then i attempt to fly back to utah yesterday, tuesday, and my flight gets canceled due to lightning and tornado watches in dfw area. so tonight i finally make it back to utah, and what do you know, its fucking snowing. and the weather man just said that it will be in the morning. showers friday and into saturday. can i please have some spring weather? i'm so fucking sick of rain and snow. [/rant] EDIT: pics of all the hail.

Something Beautifull
my days feel shortened, Life feels theartened, Every Minuete being Consitant, Hours go by, Time gets lost, a light shines through, Pain goes from suffering to happiness, Hearts fill with life, Souls become understanding, Hopes fly high, Dreams come clearer, days stay the same, only one thing changes.....Life....see it as something beautifull, it never stays the same, Consitantly Changing, Neverending, Life is Beautifull, Life is Living through the bad and the good, Life is misunderstud, one thing that no one sees that Life its self is Beautifull, things happen everyday, days stay the same, but life is endlessly changing and Neverending!!! I wrote this in hopes that everyone see that there will always be good and evil in life and the world it will never change, the only thing that can change is the way you look at life and see that staying mad will only keep you standing still but if you deal with the pain and stay positive in the end then you move forward looking for the future th

Down Rater Bombers
when the fuck did just talking to people go away i can't even have a decent conversation any more cause i am making my list i am bombing so and so who fucking care unless u wanna play on line darts or shoot some pools that's the only bar compettition i rember pulls the stix out yo ass and fucking enjoy what this place is here for. this place has turned into a popularity contest and i don't give a shit if i am popular u know where i am if u wana talk hit me up if u wanna tell me how i got to answer emails make a list or bomb some don't fucking bother xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hopefully someone ur willing to talk to my head hurts.

Illinois Crisis -- Fight To Fix State Revenue Problems
Fight to Fix State Revenue Problems April 6, 2007 AFSCME'S LONG-STANDING campaign to build support for state tax reform that will create a stable and adequate revenue stream to fund vital public services has moved front and center in the current legislative session. Gov. Blagojevich has put forward a reform plan—instituting a Gross Receipts Tax (GRT) on Illinois businesses—that would address the state’s revenue shortfall. The GRT would raise over $6 billion in new revenue for Illinois by taxing the business activity of Illinois companies, many of whom are not currently paying their fair share of state taxes. AFSCME is supporting the GRT because it represents an important and viable proposal that would fix the state’s outdated and inadequate tax structure. Such sweeping tax reform is essential to address problems of understaffing in state government, to adequately fund education, and to enable the state to meet all of its responsibilities to its citizens. Senate President E

Top 10 Reasons To Hate The Shoutbox
Top Ten Reasons to Hate the Shoutbox 10. It is as hard to use as a condom in the heat of passion 9. It disappears right in the middle of your work, not unlike some men I have been with 8. No I do not want to see your wife naked, if I want to see a naked woman I will look in the mirror 7. I do not want to watch a man on cam, why waste time on something I can't touch? 6. Have you seen my birth certificate? If so you would know my name is not honey, sexy, etc. 5. More propositons than an Intern in Washington 4. What the heck happened to starting a conversation with "HI, How are you? 3. If I wanted in your pants you would know and not have to ask. 2. Are the majority of members, desperate and lonely? I think not.. 1. Where is the respect....Most people are more than what can be found at the "V" at the top of legs. Take some time to say Hello and get to know a person you just might like what you find out. Have some confidence in your

For My Family On Ct
listen theres is alot of u on there who dont really talk to me unless i make the effort so of those let me know if u wanna stay there of not then u will be gone no matter how close we might be ull be gone and wont be back on there.

Love
Just because your eyes are open doesn't mean you can see.I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday. Right now. At this very moment. I think that I would miss you even if we had never met. I would rather be with you once a month than be with someone else everyday of the week.

Illinois Crisis -- Budget Cuts
Budget cuts affect area jobs (http://www.suburbanchicagonews.com/heraldnews/news/339857,4_1_JO13_AFSCME_S1.article) April 13, 2007 By STEWART WARREN STAFF WRITER JOLIET -- As a state case worker, Wanda Washington helps the poor, the elderly and the disabled. Should she mop up vomit at her office? For nearly 20 years, Washington, 52, of Joliet, has worked at the Family Community Resource Center, 45 E. Webster St., Joliet. It's a division of the Illinois Department of Human Services, and the workers find food stamps, medical care and other important benefits for needy people who don't have much money. But during the past five years of budget and staff cuts by the state, the number of employees at Washington's office has dropped from 120 to 60. Now there isn't a maintenance worker to take care of the building or its grounds. When a pregnant woman threw up in the office recently, Washington and a supervisor cleaned up the mess. They didn't mind the chore, but it gave the

Love
What is love? what i think love means is that when a girl and a boy really like each other so much that they would do anything for each other. I also think that love is such a strong word. Love can mean anything between a girl and a boy. Love can mean i want to be with you, i want to comfort you, and can even mean i want to be with you forever and i want to spend the rest of my life with you... When you love someone you know that is the right person to be with, to hold hands with, to hug, to kiss that person with a gentle feeling. Then all of a sudden you will feel a spark inside of you just wanting more and more of your partner. Putting your body against your partners body and feel that soft and tender touch. There is so much going on you cannot stop thinking about it. Just thinking about it makes you want to just go up in cloud 9..... your legs and feet touching each other with your partner in bed makes you feel good and warm about yourself. feeling the taste you

Today
The 1st words out of my husband's mouth today were "Grandma died at 6 o'clock this morning". Do you wanna know what we were doing at 6 this morning? Eating ice cream & watching "the Shield". His poor Grandma was taking her last fucking breaths & we were joking around & eating ice cream! I am such a horrible fucking person. Grandma didn't let anyone get very close to her, but as an in-law, I felt I was as close to Grandma as my husband was. The other night, she even told me "I Love You", which made me feel so special & happy. Now I just feel so awful. I feel like the worst thing ever, not even good enough to be human....then again, I never really have.

Holding On
Once there was a man, who went out searching for true love. Once there was a girl,sent down from above. Once there was a couple, happy, who couldn't believe their luck. Once they went out dancing, and a candled dinner date. Once early in the morning she surrendered to her fate. Once he said "I love you" and she had to love him too. Once they had a future, happy when one and one made two. Now they are both lonely, now they live alone. Now he has a dark,cold and empty home. Now she has a fountain, tears where once there was a heart. Now he has decided that they really have to part. Now that he has nothing, he feels he is complete. Now he thinks about her, all the memories locked away. Now he tries so hard to forget the happy laughing days. Is she thinking of him still? Does she cry still, now and then? Is she ever going to win back the man she loves again? Is he glad it's over? Can he get on with his life? Is he really so certain she was not meant to be his wife?

Reflections
I was a shadow on the wall You used to trace me I was a chalk outline to be painted by number solid grey with an aftertaste of black I was the reflection but only after the mirror had shattered I was the blade to cut You said my name backwards because it seemed to fit what was I after all but the one behind I followed in your footsteps until we sank in the sand and when you could not breath I gave you my life

Ok Im Back
Well lets see ...ALOT of drama has occurred here lately and i began deleting my account. I found out I have alot of friends who want me to come back. so without further tadoo...TAAA DAHHHHHHHHHH IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKK...please lets ALL get along....CTs sposed to be fun..ill give it one more try

I Have The Best Friends Ever!
So my best friend Courtney just called to inform me that she has a surprise for me. She sucks at keeping surprises so she just told me... SHE'S BUYING ME TWO TICKETS TO SEE TOOL IN CONCERT IN JUNE!! I cant fucking believe it, I'm so excited. I never thought I would get this chance. Thank you Crodniferous, I LOVE YOU!

Life Can Be What U Make Of It!!!
free will is the ultimate gift, u can choose to let someone in or not but sooner or later it (life) will all be over!!! Everything was made to be broken so that it can be put back together again!!! Life is great even in pain and suffering cause emotions r a beautifull and gorgoues in everyway, if your emotionless then life isnt worth living and you begin to hate everything and everyone not knowing if its gunna hurt u or not but life is pain and pleasure!!! Love is Pain cause if you love someone and ur with them then ur happy and feel safe but then they r gone even for a moment then u feel alone and lost in pain!!! Every emotion can be connected and be understud if u quit looking for anwser then it will just come to you like it came to me today!!! Life is important and if ur affraid of pain then ur affraid of living...cause without pain there would be no happiness and without pain then you wouldnt know if u truly existed or not!!! Many of you may never understand what Im talking about s

Illinois Crisis -- Severe Staffing Shortages
Union issues new report: State employees overloaded, services undermined April 11, 2007 A NEW REPORT released April 11 by AFSCME Council 31 documents the continuing crisis of understaffing in eight of the largest departments of Illinois state government. Over the past six years, the agencies dealing with public safety, human services and child protection, veterans and the environment have suffered from a staggering decline in frontline staff—a total loss of more than 6,000 essential employees. A series of reports issued by Council 31 last year revealed in stark detail the devastating consequences of these staffing cutbacks. The new report, Beyond the Breaking Point, Illinois State Services in Crisis, provides an update one year later. The last year has witnessed increasingly violent incidents in the state’s prisons and juvenile centers, quality care problems in state developmental centers that jeopardize federal funding, avoidable tragedies in child protection, and back

Thank You To Those Of You Who Have Checked Out My Site
My site has a hit counter that lets me see how many people have visited and it does keep going up so people are visiting. So THANK YOU to everyone who has. It helps to encourage me to keep going. Now, a purchase or two or three would be even better encouragement.

Pain
Feeling nothing but Pain, Standing in the cold rain, Its been weeks since hearing from you, Then tonight you come thru, Three weeks crying day till night, Hoping that all things would be made right, I moved on and left you behind, Now thoughts return in my mind Could you not have just left me be, I forgot all the misery! Written by Matt Strouse If this day could not get any worse. A girl that i spent three weeks crying over has decided to come back thru tonight flooding my mind with memories. Is not three weeks enough pain and agony, now I have to go thru more? Yes we had alot of good times, matter of fact, we were engaged, the three of us to be married. Things moved too fast too soon though and she stopped talking and climbed in a shell the very same night she was given the ring. Now she comes back thru?

Responses To What Have I
Brother: you should submit that to sesame street Ick: The zulu killing ryan, or the collection of poems with such lines as "I'd fuck your mouth with bullets" and "you'd skullfuck god if you thought it would get you into heaven" Brother: the latter Ick: ah yes. I think it has a place in children's television *nod* Ick: screw em up early- save time. Brother: honestly though its beautiful, you doing ok though? Ick: ... yes?

How To Explain Disabilities To A Child
Introduction Children have open minds and open hearts. There is no better time to create an understanding that people with disabilities must be perceived as people first. Instructions Difficulty: Moderate Steps 1Step OneListen to the child. 2Step TwoLet the child voice fears and ask questions. 3Step ThreeView the situation from the child's perspective. 4Step FourBe truthful, keeping your answers age-appropriate. 5Step FiveExplain disability at the level the child can understand. 6Step SixSatisfy a child's curiosity. Let the child sit in a wheelchair, for example. 7Step SevenStress the positive. For example, use of a wheelchair enhances mobility. 8Step EightRemember that children take upon themselves unnecessary responsibility for situations. 9Step NineStress family loyalty and unity. 10Step TenSpend extra time with children. 11Step Eleven Encourage children to help make your home more accessible. 12Step Twelve Remind children that everything changes, except

Just Thoughts
well.....not sure how my life will end up. 4 those of u who "really" no me, u no what im talkin about, i have alot on my mind, to much if u ask me, alot to deside........some of u r so damn nice :), u no who u r, & others......dont really think u no that what u say can really get to a person, dont get me wrong, i no its the internet, some ppl r fake, im finding that out more & more everyday. some may talk 4 a day or 2 then.........dont talk at all. some say, they r a friend, u talk to them (as a friend) outside of cherrytap or ne where, then its like ther gone. u no who u r. ne way this isnt really about that just thought id throw that in. so i have some life changing things to deside...outside of all the health shit im goin threw, some of u no what it is, its very hard to deal with. please dont think bad of me, but honestly lately iv come very close to ending it all! only thing keepin me is......well check out my kids pics & u'l c y, they r my life & truely the only reason i am here,

Ctm
Crimson Tearz Management Mission Statement Our mission is to provide exceptional service, growth, success and prosperity to clients, industry partners, employees and shareholders alike. Crimson Tearz Management believes in the creation of opportunities for the company and all of its business partners by generating win-win situations. We trust that the best way to complete this mission is through the development and success of these situations. Music Management- Attending rehearsals and critiquing your music so that it can reach its fullest potential is encouraged for our employees to pursue. We will handle all booking situations and information to allow your performance to progress. Our management is also responsible for making sure the promotions run as smoothly as possible to help draw the best crowd for your bands performance. As your band gains popularity, recognition, and grows to the fullest potential to the company, we will send demos and press kits out to independe

I'm Alive!!!!
Hey, friends! The rumors of my demise were exaggerated ... but only slightly. Here's the crazy story: I was walking around sick as a dog in the middle of March, I mean really f*cked up, trying to tough it out, when I got into a car accident, no doubt caused by my impaired judgment and compromised ability to operate a motor vehicle. Thought I was fine, then I woke up in the middle of that night with excruciating, blinding pain in my shoulder, which I assumed was the result of the accident. Went to the emergency room the next morning -- March 17, St. Patrick's Day -- and it turned out that the accident had nothing to do with it, the pain in my shoulder was a manifestation of the fact that my lungs were completely filled with fliud. I'd been walking around with pneumonia for probably about a week. Real smart. So they admitted me, and upon further testing discovered that not only did I have pnemonia, I also had some nutty thing called acute respiratory distress syndrome. Which i

Father's Day Tribute
I KNOW THIS IS EARLY BUT I NEVER WAS ONE TO PUT IDEAS ON HOLD.... THERE IS AN OLD SAYING....ANY MAN CAN BE A FATHER....BUT IT TAKES SOMEONE SPECIAL T BE A DADDY. I KNOW THAT TO BE TRUE.... A VERY SPECIAL SOMEONE SHOWED UP AT THE DOOR OF A WOMAN WITH 3 LITTLE GIRLS...TWO WEEKS LATER THEY WERE MARRIED....AND LOVED EACH OTHER TILL THE DAY SHE DIED.....I SHOULD KNOW...HE'S MY DADDY AND I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD.....HE IS MY LIFE.....DADDY THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL....

Walk With Me
If you was to walk a mile in my shoes... I would have to walk beside you... barefoot and unclothed; not to protect you from the world,but from me. In some places, I would have to shield you from harms way. Explain things you could never understand, maybe even rephrase things Imay say or just be there to hold your hand. The emotions I feel may over welm your heart, so take a deep breath, and remember I am here. I have seen death with my own two eyes, felt the pain of a thousand men and at one point wore a mask as a discise. I have seen babies be born, the beauty in that no words could ever describe... And of that I have been warned, but learned from it; You can not hide. I have suffered the physical and the mental abuse... I was told life is not fair, but to do that to others, there is no excuse. As you walk you will see how much I care. You will feel the pain I have felt, the agony in tears that have ran dry. You will see happiness in hate and the suffering in love and w

Va Tech Prayer List Please Read!!
Please Read PLZ SIGN THIS PRAYER LIST FOR KIDS AT VT > VA Tech > Everybody needs to say a prayer for the students and loved ones of Virginia Tech. If people can find the time to fill out silly surveys then they can be a part of a prayer list! > COPY AND REPOST! > > > 1.Jerri J. > 2. VTS > 3. Lisavf > 4.Tiffany > 5. Sharon > 6. Brittaney > 7. SaDeE c. > 8. Holly M. > 9. Justyn Davis > 10.samantha > 11.taylor. > 12. leann a. > 13.Shelby G > 14.Ashley H > 15.Miranda > 16.DARREN B. > 17.Laura D > 18. Marilla L. > 19. Jaylynn C > 20.Karista P. > 21.Kimber G > 22.Kelsey R. > 23. Lisette L. > 24. Amandaa R. > 25. Becky. > 26.Ileana Moreno 27. Ian aikman > 28. christina .m > 29.Jared.G > 30.Alyssa C > 31.PAUL O. > 32.Jason D. > 33.analise S. > 34.JENNA FORBES:] > 35.Emmmmma > 36. MONWELL > 37. jessicaaa > 38.Elisha > 39.Dana > 40.Benjamin > 41.Alicia > 42. DJ > 43. Sue > 44. Sexy_Tex > 45. Annie > 46. Melanie T. > 47. Stephen Y. > 48. Liz

East And West
(this is just a poem I wrote when I was inspired by something I read.) I can go East or I can go West. I am North for all intents. I am scared of going in either direction. East is cold, and hard to understand West is warm, and comforting. Being total North I can go anywhere. If I choose to go with East. I will deal with cold weather I will deal with what I have always dealt with. It won't be much of a change for me. Being that I am North could I go West? West is new, West makes me smile The thought of West makes me weak The thought of west makes me think. If I choose west could I be happy? I am far North, never changing, just evolving. If I go with East I could be happy If I go with West I might be the same If I stay all alone away from it all... Would I regret any of this?

Storm Feelings
I was caught in the whirlwind, pulled up, taken across plains and mountains, and dropped on stranger shores. Desert and mountains, scrub burned with curious fires, scots pipes, droning where they don't belong. We stood, briefly, near the small plain, where every last bit of my father was turned loose to the air. I never missed him as much as I did then, with the pipes echoing in my head. Cold, and an unusual Nevada storm rolling in, retrospectively it felt right, like the world gave us a nod, said, "We loved him and miss him as well" Back to Vegas noise, that storm feeling in my heart, where it mattered, later, in Kansas, still in my heart.

Inner Desire
What Is Your Inner Desire?Loveyou want love. you feel lonley and you want someone to love you back. you want everything you ever wanted in love and you want to meet your right soul mate. you will probably get him or her later in life.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Sex Style
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Leaving
I just wanted to let everyine know that I will be leaving my small town living in Texas to find new small town living in Missouri. But I will still be around here no matter what. I hope to make new friends in my new area but will keep all my friends from my old still in my heart area. With great Love to ALL.

What Alcohol Am I?
What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

She's Waaaay Behind Still!!!
I really need all my sweet cherry friends to band together and get this picture to the top spot! It would mean the world to me to see this picture of my sweet Melody (May she Rest In Peace) win this one! Thank you to all who help!

Bubba Had Shingles
Bubba had shingles Those of us who spend much time in a doctor's office should appreciate this! Doesn't it seem that more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and wait for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, shingles. The doctor ask

This Is Going To Be A Long Couple Of Days
I don't know where I am working tomorrow and I have to show up there at 7am. I have keys from my previous work place for i had forgotten to turn them in. I had other things on my mind and forgot them. By the time I got home it was too late. i still have to find transportation to Trillium. This is going to be a long week. For now I eat pizza and drink wine (i would prefer pasta but everything is closed or too far)

Celebrity Lookalikes
You ever try complimenting someone by telling them they look like a celebrity, and they have no idea who you’re talking about, but you keep trying until you finally break down and call them a social retard? That’s a great way to meet women. I was talking to this girl last night - Wow, you look a lot like Sandra Bullock. “Who?” You know, Sandra Bullock, the actress. “Who?” You know, ‘Miss Congeniality’, ‘Premonition’, ‘While you were Sleeping.’ “Huh?” You know - ‘Speed?’ ‘Speed 2 - Cruise Control?’ Have you seen ‘Speed 2 - Cruise Control?’ Have you ever been to a movie, have you ever seen a movie, have you ever been out of your house before tonight, you stupid whore?! Hey, where are you going? You look a lot like Julia Roberts when you’re mad. “Who?” - Everyone gets told they look like celebrities, and it’s usually an attractive celebrity - women get told they look like Julia Roberts, not Eric Roberts. You never hear - you know who you look like - Gollum. I don’t kno

What Have I? Vii
Pull it out of me. It's all there in my very tiny heart. The apathy. The terror. The hurt. Pumped out of me like crude. Soiling the earth. Killing your children. I can't do it alone. I've tried for so long. But its finally catching up. Engulfing me in something else. Someone else. Something I'm afraid to be. Something strangling my love. Leaving nothing but fetid decay. A faded outline... of what I want to be. A bold seepage of what I am. Get it out of me. Get it out of me. Someone...please... carry me. I'm no longer ashamed to ask... I'm afraid of what I can do. Would do. Will do. Keep me locked, in check, buried. Could you wash that much blood and chunks from under your fingernails? The raging...exhaustless...madness of me. Do you really think the world is ready? Are your loved ones safe? ...and you think you will be? Mar

Breath
Author: Ashley Myshel Porter He took my breath away, As I saw his face. Seems like he came from heaven, And took a mortal's place. He slowly started walking, And came closer to me My feet would not move. And I could not breathe. My heart skipped a beat, And my knees felt weak. There was no air in my lungs, No more words to speak. He slowly touched my cheek, And my mind went spinning around. He looked into my eyes And I was floating off the ground. When I touched his soft brown hair, My fingertips felt numb. I looked into his big brown eyes And I knew my prince had come. I knew that I was happy, For I felt no need to cry. And I knew I was reborn, For it felt like I had died. I knew I was in heaven For his love was meant to stay. And when he softly kissed my lips He took my breath away.

Fun
My wife and I (Joyce was on my family list, she deleted her profile though...to many wierdos) are looking for coupes in our area to meet and maybe have fun with...we are clean and as for the rest, well... just ask.

Dance With Me Tonight
Author: Kristi Day I want to dance with you for a life time Hold you close to my heart, Stop the hands of time Make the world give us a little more time To feel our bodies close swaying together To music that only we can hear, Letting it sweep us into Heaven Come, dance with me there We'll dance forever; never let go Hearts in tune hand to hand, Building love between us That we barely can stand Candles low no bright lights Our love will light the way, Come hold me close; dance with me Til the night breaks to day Feel our bodies pressed close As close as skin to skin, Open your heart to me baby Come on, let me in Fill my senses with your rush Let me taste your deep kiss, Hold me tightly to your heart Never have I felt like this Never will I feel it again For within your arms I've died, I've gone to heaven in your love These are happy tears I've cried Never have I been so loved Or felt so much love for anyone, Dance with me honey Until the n

Addiction
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make

Touch
"Touch me" I whisper in the candle-light as your hands reach out to me and caress my heated skin Fingers sliding, exploring the curves and shadows of my body "Kiss me" I whisper in the ear that I've been nibbling on Warm, wet lips press against mine as I savor your taste flooding my senses "Love me" I whisper as I lay back against satin-wrapped pillows piled on the bed Tongue traces swollen lips as you lie atop me Fingers fist in my hair as you enter Pleasure spirals up and out as you move, thrust within Sweat glistens across our skin Deaf to everything but our heartbeats in a wild crescendo as everything splinters and we come apart... "Touch me" I whisper in the candle light as we catch our breath and you pull me to your side Your touch has been more than the tantalizing slide of your fingers on my skin tonight

Reaching
Waking and sleeping, resting and walking Stopping at milestones or Traversing the winding alleys, Through the vales and across the sands, Scaling peaks and suffering the depths, In harmony with the river and tumult of the tide, I have always reached out for you. Out I went seeking, To merge my breath, with The breeze that brought your touch to me. And in the shimmer of the rising Sun, As I caught a glimpse of your eternal vision, Nothing else was left for my eyes to see. From faraway oceans and across the blues, Humbling the endless bounds of horizon, Wandering boats came with the breeze, Loads of nectar in their hearts, The zephyr that brought succor to parched earth, Also carried your aroma to me, And my yearning for the garden of roses Wafted across the yonder vastness of the skies. Ecstatic waves played on the shore, As the surging turbulence of the tide, Submerged the quiet of the river, Enclosed in the infinite embrace of horizon Drenched and s

Consumed
I am consumed with wanting, But for what it is uncertain. A need to feel alive. A fire demon lives within me, Scratching, screaming, Trying to claw its way out, My blood poisoned with its Passion. Restless, Confined in my cage, With just enough space to pace, It plans escape. Knowing it will come, That day it will run free. Only a name Will bring peace, cease its torturing pleas. Roaring in the dark void of my mind, Beckoning come find, to look inside, To search for meaning in my existence, Demanding definition of my destiny. It's a living torch, One I cannot extinguish, And I am being incinerated By its tempestuous flames. The only relief from its wrath, Is found in your arms. In your presence, it eases, the longing subsides. I get anxious at the thought of leaving you, Knowing, like an old familiar friend, it will return, To eat at me with ravenous hunger, Until I touch you once again. With you, I want to do those things Imagined, yet unsai

Viagra Coffee
This elderly lady went to the doctor for a check-up. Everything checked out fine. The old lady pulled the doctor to the side and said, "Doctor, I haven't had sex for years now and I was wondering how I can increase my husband's sex drive." The doctor smiled and said, "Have you tried to give him Viagra?" The lady frowned. "Doctor, I can't even get him to take aspirin when he has a headache," she claimed. "Well," the doctor continued, "Let me suggest something. Crush the Viagra into a powder. When you are giving him coffee, stir it into the coffee and serve it. He won't notice a thing." The old lady was delighted. She left the doctor's office quickly. Weeks later the old lady returned. She was frowning and the doctor asked her what was wrong. She shook her head. "How did it go?" the doctor asked. "Terrible, doctor, terrible." "Did it not work?" "Yes," the old lady said, "It worked. I did as you said and he got up and ripped his clothes off right then and the

Casual Sex And Fantasy
Ok, so here's what I've been thinking. Forgive me if I ramble... Basically, I need to let everyone know that I'm married and I have been for 5 years. At first I thought I'd just keep it to myself so that I didn't scare any hotties away but that's just not the best thing. A lot of guys are just looking for fun without the committment. My husband and I have "extra-curricular" activities that we are in agreement make our relationship more exciting overall....so basically, if you're on here looking for fun and simply that...well then that's good cause i'm not looking for a serious relationship. Which leads to the subject of casual sex...I'm all for it. I think there's more to life than being with just one person, we both agree that you can have sex that will blow your mind but that doesn't mean you have to love the person and want to be with them for the rest of your life. I'm not saying I want 20 different guys but a few that I could have my way with would be nice :) So, the next subject

"iq"
You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Big News
Well, today I went to the doctor & found out that I am pregnant. I couldnt believe when she came in there & told me I freaked out badly. All I could think about was what my mom was going to say. I didnt think that this was even possible for me. Well, Im 5 weeks & 1 day pregnant but u can consider it 6 weeks. I have my first appointment next week & my first ultrasound 3 days after my birthday. I still havent told anyone yet especially my mom I dont even know how to break it too her. Any suggestions? I post more when I know it!

Am I Alive Still?
so chatting with this guy earlier today. and he is trying to find out if i am single or not. i told him ididnt know what i was because the man in my life wont tell me. lmao talk about identity crisis. well another day with aiden. i am sure missing having my evenings free. running after him 24/7 no amount of vitamins helps. i am exhausted. he tries to help, i changed his clothes, he helped me. he threw them outside. i guess thats where dirty clothes go in his world. lmao and we did the pudding finger painting again, meaning another clothes change. he tried to help clean that up too. my back went out too. it has been long night. i need the weekend. lmao

36 Things About Me
36 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST! 1. Where were you an hour ago? Same place I am now. Home. 2. Who will be your next kiss? Don’t know. Can’t predict the future. 3. Who is your favorite character from the Wizard of Oz? I’m not a fan of the Wizard of Oz at all but if I had to have a favorite I guess it’d be…..Toto. 4. Are you wearing socks right now? Nope. 5. When was the last time you went out of the state? Christmas 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Yes. Went to see 300 yesterday. 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Diet Coke 8. What are you wearing right now? Umm…Tank top and underwear. 9. What was your last purchase? Just a couple of things I needed at Wal-Mart. 10. Last food you ate? Leftovers from Olive Garden. Yum.. 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My mom. 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last month? Yes…went to the mall this past weekend. 13

Wtf???
ok im new on here and i asked a person who has been on here for a long time why they ripped my pic. and what that ment but they got all pissed off and threatened me ONLINE! omg! i said i was sorry and didnt mean to piss them off but hell if this is all its gunna be im outta here!! i got enough dramma with out some guy acting 13 years old online. grow up i didnt do anything!!!!

Ok....
ok so i met this guy and he is great and i dont know what to do. the love of my life told not to long ago that we need to take a break so he can strighten out his life and then we would go from there. i havent moved on and that was six weeks ago, then i met this other guy and he is amazing, he is so good to me but then the first guy came back into the pic! i love the first guy with everything i have he is my heart and soul, but the new guy is so great and i could have with him what i have with the first guy? i dont know it is so confusing but hopfuly i can figure it out soon. i keep it posted.... till then, lots a luv!

Leo
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Cadaver King
I remember holding you and loving you. Tearing you, killing you. The beauty of your smile as you bled in my arms. It tasted so sweet when the oceans poured out from your mouth and into my gut. I aged from birth to eternity in moments. Decay in your embrace. A decade in your embrace. The words you spoke are mildewed. The photographs are collecting dust. I'll join you soon. These sorts of stories always went down best when sealed shut with rust.

Passion Of The Ocean
Like the ocean so wide and powerful with its waves rolling in and crashing against The rocks With the same force as my admiration towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, and feel the power of his touch, crashing against My soul I want to feel his passions his desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch caressing every inch of my body like the kiss of the sun over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know that with each and ever word spoken is like a ripple that spreads throughout the deepest waters in My heart For the day is coming closer and the nights are getting longer in the desire To be near you I dream of that moment when the waters of the ocean and the rocks of the cliffs finally meet In a storm of passion, His every touch will be like a soft caress to the rocks of the cliffs below With each encounter will be like the waters stirring under the oce

Hello
hello all.. just wondering if your getting the message saying your time has expired while your rating pics? or iam the only one and if others are experincing the same thing is there a way to slove this problem??

Whats Up Friends
Whats up everyone i just wanted to asked that if you could would you please come by my page and add your self to the map at the bottom if it aint to much trouble and leave me some love and ill be sure to return the favor and maybe hook ya up with some roses or something on here you never know but anyway come though holla and leave your mark aight

If I Should Die
If I should die tonight in my sleep No one would miss me, no one would care, And if I should slit my wrists with a knife There'd be a party, a gala, a fair. If tomorrow the world were to end And I were to die With my hand on my heart I would say, "Fuck you world and have a nice day." No one cares about the child gone wrong, The little kid sat in the corner I still hurt and I feel pain Even more than you could ever imagine. But one day I hope to find someone To love me and treat me like gold Until the day that happens I struggle through life getting old. __done by (christine)

Crushed
I asked you to love me And you laughed in my face, I asked you to help me But I was just a disgrace. I offered you my heart And you broke it with glee, I offered you my friendship But you threw it back at me. Now I feel that I can't cope You've managed to destroy my only hope Now I feel that I've lost my way And that I was only just a lay. My hopes are crushed, my dreams are too And all because I fell in love with you done by christine

Will Anyone Notice I'm Gone?
Im moving. almost all the plans are set. I cant fucking wait. Theres just 1 problem. I feel like no one cares that Im leaving. All of my "friends" are so.. "mm yeah thats nice". I went out with my lifelong best friend tonight, and hes crushed, but he understands. He is happy I'm finally "escaping". I realized I had an impact on him, but did I with anyone else? If no one else gives a shit, then obviously I didnt do very well in this life.Or maybe, they just arent really my friends, and I have only 1 true friend. I dont know. Im confused. Fuck.

Update
THE TRIP TO BIRMINGHAM TODAY WENT WELL. ALAN WAS ACCEPTED WITH THE MDA-( MUSCULAR DYSTROPHY ASSOCIATION) THEY LISTED HIS DIAGNOSIS AS PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY INSTEAD OF HIS CORRECT DIAGNOSIS AS GAN (GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY). THEY SAID IN ORDER FOR HIM TO GET ACCEPTED THEY HAD TO LIST SOMETHING THEY SUPPORTED. NOT QUITE SURE WHAT ALL THIS MEANS AS IN HELP FOR ALAN, BUT I'M SURE ANY FORM OF HELP WILL BE GOOD. I ALSO ASKED WHAT COULD BE DONE IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH ON GAN SO IT COULD BE LISTED IN THERE DATABASE AS A FORM OF NEUROPATHY THAT THEY SUPPORT. THE LADY SAID SHE DID NOT KNOW AND WOULD HAVE TO ASK ABOUT THAT. I FEEL THE MDA IS A BIG THING, IT HELPS SEVERAL MILLION PEOPLE EVERY YEAR. I KNOW OF 4 PEOPLE INCLUDING ALAN THAT HAS GOTTEN ACCEPTED INTO THE MDA WITH GAN, HOWEVER I FEEL THAT IT SHOULD BE LISTED AS A CORRECT DIAGNOSIS RATHER THAN AN INCORRECT DIAGNOSIS. ANYWAY, SO THIS IS MY NEXT PROJECT, FINDING WAYS TO HELP IN THE FUNDING AND RESEARCH OF GAN.

S - H - I - T
A businessman got on an elevator. When he entered, there was a blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright, "T-G-I-F." He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." She looked puzzled and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly. He again answered, "S-H-I-T." The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so she smiled her biggest smile and said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F." The man smiled back to her and once again said, "S-H-I-T." The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain. " 'T-G-I-F' means 'Thank Goodness It's Friday.' Get it ? The man answered, " 'S-H-I-T' means 'Sorry, Honey, It's Thursday!'

To Be In Love
Although I have gone beyond right or wrong I have gone to what is pure and real. With every breath I breathe, it tightens At the beauty of knowing what it feels like To be in love. And, although the pain of being away from you Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare I have felt love, I have held you, I have touched you With a touch that can only be felt Or given with entire intensity As the touch I've given to you, and the touch You shared with me. A thousand feelings engross me. Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong, And ruling to my very essence. Should I have? I can ask myself that a million times. Should I have met you? I thought that meeting you would free my Desire for you But it has only amplified the deepest love That comes from within me, for you. And yet, with all this love I feel inside There is also a hidden sadness, A sadness that promises no one tomorrow, That leaves your heart open With amazing clarity of want But closed to

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Life 2
ok in regards to the first one on april 18th 2001 i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl but had to give her up for adoption to a lady named pam and at 10:50 pm tonight she will be six so i hope that helps u figure out what i am saying peace

Whatever”
As I whisper my thoughts in your ear on how I will for fill your every want and need, so that all of your dreams will come true. Tell me what is missing in your life; so that love can plant a seed and let it do what it do. I know that you maybe afraid of love that your heart is locked deep within you, my love will unlock your inner fears for the world to see. Now you are in my world the sun will shine on you, and the sky will forever be blue, and will you share your life with me. You are love, and I am happiness, and when we are as one it is a beautiful thing, love is nothing to fear, because it will wrap you up in it’s arms. Love will make you do things that you wouldn’t even think of, there is nothing to fear, because my love is here. When love is so good, with a little butterfly kiss I will have you in an orgasmic state of mind, I just want to put back the love back in your life. So whatever it takes to have your love on my side is all that I will do to make you mine, I am

The Moon
Looking at the moon tonight it's so beautiful! At first glance you only see the thumbnail sliver, but when you look closer you can see the whole moon, the shadow from the earth is so light that the whole orb is visible. When i begin to think about it I start to compare my life to the moon, being that the mask I wear covers most of who i am, but when you really observe me close enough you can see that i wear my emotions on my sleeve! I try to hide behind the shadow that i use as a shield but it's barely enough to cover my thoughts unless you really look.....

Today Wasnt A Good Day
1st my dad was rushed to the ER. he is fine and all but if u know me im a very much a daddies girl. so i rushed over after my shift from work & found out that he is ok. & also to find out that we have once again water in our basement. if u guys remember last Mother's Day NH had a really bad flooding. we are have flooding again & it hasnt been a year since the last one. so im trying to clean up the water but i cant do it for very long because i have a bad back. now my back is killing me.

To All My Friends Again 4-18-07
God so loved the world that he graced it with your presence. You all so loved Cherry Tap that you joined, and in doing so caught my attention thereby bringing sunshine into my life. I luv you all!

Why?
You said you loved me, you said you cared...but you don't if you did you wouldn't be over there...with her--- You seem to move on so easily, you seem to have forgotten me. You left my life in shambles, as I sit here and tremble, you are happy with her. Can she love you like I do? Has she been there and held you with all the shit you been through? I can promise you she can NEVER love you like I do!! We could have had it all, but you listened to everyone except for me, how could you do that when you told me you would never leave? You promised to never break my heart, well guess what it is all torn apart!! I Loved you no matter what, but to you this was all a big game, how could you have been so lame? I put my life on the line and all you did was hide. You promised me lots of things, but they must have all been lies, cause in the end all you did was leave. Now I am all alone, without you to hold. How have you been so cold? God, why was I such a fool! You don't know what love is, you just

Sitting In The Dark
Never a final answer, Never a last word... Only taken for granted My voice was never heard. I sit in the dark and write Words that I can not see... Only hoping that I can finally express me. I want to release all this anger I want to let go of all the pain, To write simple words on paper My peace I hope to gain... I write these words in sorrow, I write these words in vain With not one evil thought for you My love still remains Holding on to questions, When I know the answers will not come... Only anguished cries of why Beating in my head like drums Will you ever feel remorse? For discarding me like trash, For shattering my heart like tiny shards of glass. For destroying my trust in people, For taking away my laugh?!

Tears
Tears fall upon my pillow; tears spill onto my cheek, For words, I'm told, the man I loved, to someone else did speak. Perhaps I'd do things differently, but alas, I never knew. Why is it you can't care for me, the way I do for you? Did you know how much I missed you, when you were not around, Or how much you helped to cheer me up, when I was feeling down? Even now, I find that I still want to talk to you awhile. I remember just how easily you could make me smile. I hate myself, because I know I hunger for your touch. I never knew it possible to miss someone so damn much. I cannot stand to look up at a night time, star filled sky, The twinkling lights I see there, remind me of your eyes. The smoldering that's within my chest, makes me too all aware, Of the flames that burn inside my heart, that you ignited there. God help me, I still want you and long to get lost in a kiss, The kiss of someone dear to me, whom I already miss. I miss the you and me, but now I know since

Without A Sound
I watched you walk out of my life. It hit me hard, like the stab of a knife. As you went away, the tears came rolling down. My heart died then without an utter or sound. Depressing thoughts instilled my heart and my soul. They overtook my mind, began to take control. I realize and now I see, your mind and soul are always a part of me. It hasn't been long but I miss you so much. I miss your fingertips, I miss the warmth of your touch. I pray that God can help me through. I can't help but cry when all I think of is you. Alone at my house not a soul in the world could feel my pain, nor watch my thoughts uncurl. No one understands my sorrow, can feel my pain, or knows my tomorrow. But I know you're there possibly thinking of me. You'll be back someday, then we can have all eternity. Or is that all just a dream?

My Son Received His Pre-orders
Well here we go again.....My son received his pre-orders for deployment this last weekend. According to the pre-order the guys have been instructed to get all of their affairs in order, so that they can ship out sometime in June or July. I have already been through this once. Wasn't that enough for any mother's heart to endure? I just can't help but think that every time my son deploys, the odds are not in his favor statistic wise. As hard as it is for me to have my son deploy again, I think of all of the other mother's that were not as fortunate to have their children returned to them alive. Many times I have found myself thinking, "But for the grace of God, there go I." I live in a small rural area and we have had a large amount of casualties per capita in this area. So far all of the casualties have been from soldiers that were in Iraq and not Afghanistan. Unfortunately, when you live in an area this small, you always know the person or their family. This makes it exception

Jokes On Me
I keep waiting for the phone to ring Yet I know it won't be you; I try to fill my life with busy-ness Yet all I do is think of you. What became of us And all our dreams and plans; How could you turn and walk away As I watched our castles turn to sand? Do you never even miss me Don't you long to caress my face; How could you forget so easily And You I can't erase? I want to be in your arms again To see the laughter in your eyes; But I guess the joke's on me And Oh! Was I surprised!

Divine Discipline
Divine Discipline Greg Laurie A New Beginning The time to put up your guard as a Christian is when things are going well. When we are facing times of crisis, we are usually looking to the Lord. When a hardship hits, when a difficulty comes, we say, “God, if you don’t come through for me, I am not going to make it.” Those are not the times to be extra careful. The time to be extra careful is when things are going reasonably well, when the bills are paid, when the health is good, and when there is no crisis looming on the horizon—at least that you know of. Sometimes we can get a little lazy, and we can forget God. It is not that we turn against God. We just forget about Him. That is exactly what happened with David when he committed adultery with Bathsheba. He had set the scene for his defeat with things he had already done in direct disobedience to God. David had multiple wives and took concubines after he became king (see 2 Samuel 5:13). Yet God specifically warned in Deute

Americans Are Unhappy
> > JAY LENO...."HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" > > "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and > came across some poll data I found rather hard to > believe. It must be true given the source, right? > > The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of > Americans are unhappy with the direction the country > is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy > with the performance of the president. In essence > 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a > change. > > So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started > thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' > > Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 > hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the > result of having air conditioning in the summer and > heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent > of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the > ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and > see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the > last year? >

My Resolution
my resolution Nothing but an empty page Breathing in an open space Captured by your moment's grace again There's so much I left behind Even more that waits in time Everything's so undefined I'm standing on the edge of my fear And I see it clear Here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just want to be the best man I can be Breathe, it's my resolution Living life without a plan Finding solace where I stand And learning how to love again And all I want is something real That I can feel Here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just wanna be the best man I can be 'Cause here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just wanna be the best man I can be Breathe, it's my resolution My resolution

Life
my blog for the day are my thoughts that seem to haunt me.For the last 6 years today i have been trying to figure out a way to cope with the loss of having to give her up so i guess wrighting it down for people to read could be helpful.I dont know if any of u have ever had this problem but if u have im sorry i know how it feels goodnight tata

Hmm
Hmm whats new with me?..ABSOLUTLY nothing..I must have the most boring life on this planet. I sit at home 95% of my time and umm...Im ALWAYS on cherrytap..Not saying thats a bad thing because i love it here. Hmmm im trying to think of at least ONE thing i can talk about in here..My blogs are usually short and pointless but i like them :D. I woke up this morning....no thats a dumb story. Ummm...Yeah...no ideas...sorry. (_8^(|)

Someones Watching
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is just you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong Took this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and you'll fly high And i

Beauty From Pain Lyrics
beauty from pain lyrics The lights go out all around me One last candle to keep out the night And then the darkness surrounds me I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died And all that's left is to accept that it's over My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made I try to keep warm but i just grow colder I feel like i'm slipping away After all this has passed, i still will remain After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today, Someday i'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain You will bring beauty from my pain My whole world is the pain inside me The best i can do is just get through the day When life before is only a memory I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place And though i can't understand why this happened I know that i will when i look back someday And see how you've brought beauty from ashes And made me as gold purified through these flames After all this has passed, i still will remain

All Over Again
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Almost Roses
You could try the lamb. Knock. See if she's there. You could call the wolf. Leave a message. See if he calls back. I wait to come undone. But life. It's such a slow surgery. I do everything to make it happen faster. But the truth is you can't kill yourself like this. Don't believe the public service messages. I can drag the robe across the stage. The actor still inside it. But it leaves no trail. No sweat. As that spotlight carves its shape into the performance. I was only spending my time learning what I could love. If it possessed the grace to return the favor. I was only trying on capes. That promised to make us into super heroes. Realizing none of them could. It was more pencil than it was ink. Finally finding the words. I was more drunk than sober. The first time we fell in love. But the fairy tale is still real.

Mortiis - Everyone Leaves
I'm going back, thinking about all the changes. I'm going back to all those wasted years. I see the rise and fall of the world I lived in. This time it doesn't seem real at all. But I took the fall and on came all the changes. All i had could not be saved - it was far too late. Everyone leaves. In the end. Everything dies. In the end. It doesn't matter how hard you hold on. I'm going back to the times you went away. I thought you thought that I was that monster. I see the rise and fall of the world that I made. I always wanted to take you with me. And then I saw some people for the people that I thought they were. In your painful absence. Everyone leaves. In the end. Everything dies. In the end. It doesn't matter how hard you hold on. How hard can you? Do you want to hold on? How hard can you? The all leave in the end. How hard can you? We all die in the end.

Song Of My Heart
You can't escape the wrath of my heart Beating to your funeral song (You're so alone) All faith is lost for hell regained And love dust in the hands of shame (Just be brave) Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed And lead you along this path in the dark Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart I'll be the thorns on every rose You've been sent by hope (You'll grow cold) I am the nightmare waking you up From the dream of a dream of love (Just like before) Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close Paint you my soul, scarred and alone Waiting for your kiss to take me back home Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorching the blood in my vampire heart Hold me Like you held on to life When all fears came alive and entombed me Love me Like you love the sun Scorchin

My Bday Part 2
Forgot to add this in part 1 of my bday LOL To make matters worse I have had one and i stress ONE serious relationship in 5years or then my if we count my fucked up marriage and well i dont consider that by any means all that was well a waste of my life except the joy the pos sorry ass mother fucker of an ex husband i had by givin me 3 wonderful and awesome kids...other then that wasnt worth the 14 1/2 years of hell i was in..... Seems all I ever find are the crazy insane fuckers that lie break promises and so forth Tell me something where in the hell are the sane men out there? they dont have to be GQ or a muscle man or anything like that (hell i can dream at least)hehe...I just want a good harted man that shares the same things in life as me and so forth..... So if any are out there hell lets chat and see where i leads to LOL

Love Hurts
Laying here on my bed thoughts running through my head my body goes numb my heart stops beating i feel it shatter in a million lil pieces. Tears falling from my eyes as I turn and try to hide I dont want you to see what I feel inside You love me nothing you do can make you stop loving me but your confused and dont know what you want but you know that you want her...ok Im now confused if you love me so much how can u stand to be with out me because I know that being without you is killing me. I dont know what I did that was so wrong to pay such a dear price of having you out of my life. You were my world my everything with you in the unknown my world has gone cold I know that if we see eachother everything will be fine all this pain that we are feeling in side will be short lived I will be yours and you will be mine Till then this pain will forever be mine and mine alone till the end of time

Styled Imagination
I put on a disguise And brighten my eyes And hope that you don’t Notice a thing I can’t let you Inside Won’t let you On that ride I would tell You the truth But then I’d Have to face it Myself I know I want you back Tired of moments In the black I tried To move ahead My life I grew to dread And waking up Was the hardest task Somehow I just went along But then I listened To the song That brought back Us Before the crash No more living In the past Not gonna suffer From the last Mistake that cost Everything But in reality I’ve still got me

Love And Death
A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hell

When Enough Is Enough
When enough is enough Current mood: hopeful Category: Friends When enough is enough... How do you end something you never had? When do you open up and let someone in that u know will hurt you in the end? How do you stay in love with someone for years, never to know how the other person feels? Why does it feel so good when the other person calls or leave you a messages just sayin hi? What do you do? When your heart wont let you go, for sake of finding what your missing in your life. An answer to any of this would be helpful. Then again that person opening up and saying hey I think we need to talk about how we feel about eachother, or whats up lets get together. Then you wake up and realize it was a dream. Somethings in life suck, but how u feel for another is always the worst thing u could be stuck with in life, fo the fear of rejection. For all of you that wont admit to how you feel about another, life is to short to keep it inside..let your ture feelings be

The Little Things In Life I Miss The Most
The things in life you miss the most!! Current mood: bored Category: Life The little things in life mean the most to me. If I had to choose what ment the most,it would be my family.The laughin,cryin,and good times. My mom tellin me no matter what happens in life you will be ok. No matter how hard you try to fail you won't. How does any parent tell there child that. Life is so unpredictable. Some peoples lives go from one extreme to the next. When do you know that your life isnt going anywhere. When do you finally say I'm done being this way, and change everything about who you are and what your about. When do you just give up on everything, or everyone around you. And is it the right thing to do. What I miss the most is everything I had to make my life whole.No matter how much it was or how little I had.It was the bond you have with that person in your life. Ive never been close to anyone in my life until I had my babys. A mothers love is something fearce that no one can

Life With And With Out Love
Life with love and life without love Current mood: happy Category: Life Life changes in different ways daily. To put a time limit on life is impossible. To change things about life is possible. Changing looks, attitudes, relationships, the way you feel and think. But how do you know when its time to make that choice. Well I have found that love changes alot about a person. To love is to open your heart and mind to new things. Scary things, letting another have your heart in there hands and saying its yours, dont hurt it hoping they take your heart and do what they would if you had theres. Life with love is a wonderful thing.It makes you feel whole, like nothing could come between you and the other person. What does love feel like, you know the warm feeling you get when that certain person touches you sending chills up your spine, making you weak in the knees, the butterflies you get in your stomach. The wondering how long it will be before you see that person again.

Aaahh Happy Birthday Bro!
this is my bro dutch@ CherryTAP show him some luv, it's his birthday today! hint for the ladies: he's single ;) and no, he's not my blood bro, but i love him like if he was my real brother! hugs

This Shows How Stupid People Are
this guy messaged me and said all of these things to me. his yahoo sn is warriorpt6 and the other sn is mine. if you read this i hope you want to be mean to this guy. so here it goes warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:32:30 PM): hello ! bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:32:48 PM): hey warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:01 PM): explain that deep thing warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:10 PM): after u gimme some huuuggs bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:21 PM): it was from a pappa john's commerical bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:33:32 PM): i thought it was funny warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:33:43 PM): what do ya like to do bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:34:28 PM): shop, watch movies, hang out with my friends, watch tv.....stuff like that warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:41 PM): anymore pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:34:45 PM): a cam ? bub0nic_pleasure (4/18/2007 8:35:18 PM): look on my yahoo profile. there are 2 links on it to my other pics warriorpt6 (4/18/2007 8:36:46 PM): you wanting to die young an quick girly or w

Games
GAMES Current mood: sleepy Category: Life The games people play. have you ever wondered what makes people do the things they do. How do you play games with peoples hearts, mind,and feelings. Does it make it ok for you to do it, when someone else has done it to you. Do you lable your self a playa once you have done the same. Most people dont trust anyone after being played, it becomes very hard to believe anything you hear, after someone basically fills your head and heart with lies. It becomes a chain reaction, you got played , you play another and so on.Until you find that one person that real. Or you think they are. You do everything you can to make sure you dont get hurt or caught up in the game. They call all the time, your always talkin, everything is going great and yet you still feel fooled. You try to put it behind you yet its still there. They say they dont want something serious yet they cant wait to see you again. You wake up and they are the first thing you t

My Birthday
My birthday is 5weeks from today and that means iam turning 35!!! UGH!!!!! I will now be 1/2 way to 40 and also means I have been single for the last 5yrs UGHHHH again!!!! So here Iam turning 35 and made the stupid decision to say to my kids and my self that if Iam still single in 5years FUCK it then I will give up....Iam looking to settle into something long term and tell me this....is or are long term relationships a thing of the past now? or is it just me and no one wants a good woman? hellll i dont know anymore so maybe its best i do give up!!!! That also includes gettin married its time to batten down the hatches and settle into a long and loving life again minus any crazy fuckers that are out there

The Wall
The Wall Current mood: aggravated Category: Romance and Relationships The wall around your heart...If u build a wall around your heart, keeping it guarded from anyone or anything from getting close to you,how do u ever bring the wall down?? To Build a wall you suffer many losses in life alot of hurt and pain..You always think that any person in your life is always out to get you..You try so hard to let your guard down and yet you cant...Some one once told me dont build walls so high u cant bring them down..Ive wondered for a long time what he ment when he said that and now I know...I have built a wall around my heart,making it damn near impossible to get in..With this wall in place I can push u away with out even thinking about it first.I make choices that cause others pain and heart ache..I've done it all my life and will probably do it for the rest of my life...It a fear of being loved or falling in love.. I once thought I could let my guard down and take chances in

(memory Lane)
Daily Horoscope: Sagittarius For April 18,2007 "You're in a sentimental state of mind, which could lead you to feeling a little more stubborn than usual. You liked things exactly the way they were, darn it! Go ahead and enjoy this trip down memory lane" Wow, this couldn't be more right! At least some what. First thing I did when I woke up... even when I was dreaming... which it has been a while since I had a dream. But I had a dream and when I woke up I was still having a trip down memory lane. It was nice but a bit sad. Like it said.... I sometimes wish things were still the same. Though what I've learned in these 20 long years of mine. Things change nothing stays the same. I guess the less things change The more they never seem the same. I was in a guess a bit of a stubborn mode if you read my blog early on this morning. But hey when people start with the blame on something such as oh this person was picked on so on. Who hasn't been picked on? If you have

Reaching... A Poem
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I reach for you in the night and find empty air and my heart burns and my soul weeps. I try to find you in the sands of time and I have lost you over and over. I look for you in the storms of life, and the thunder covers my cries. I see you and try to hold you, and lightings strikes you away. I have lost me and it consumes me, and the core of fire burns you away. In the darkness of life I stand, and you have only to find the shadow... Jessica R....2007

Games People Play
I'm Tired Current mood: disappointed Category: Friends I'm so tired of the games people play..It has become so hard to trust anyone anymore...I'm always one to believe most of what I hear but not all of it..So many people lie and decieve others its unreal..I dont think they Realize that they end up hurt in the end..But one day there time will come and it will be there turn to feel what they have made others feel.. I dont feel like a good person..I feel used and abused.. life is rough and I get that but damn dont keep walkin all over me...I'm easy to get along with for the most part I have my days. kinda like everyone else does.. But to feel self lose or worthlessness is a whole nother ball park...I have played the field and lost I have I dont ever feel like its my turn at life to win...well guess what I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE.... SO FOR ALL U SELFISH ASSHOLES OUT THERE U CAN KISS MY ASS AND THE ONES THAT ARE REAL AND MY TRUE FRIENDS WE'RE STR8.

Pin Up Girls
Care to sign up for this ??? CHERRY PIN UP GIRLS:contest picked by CHERRYTAP FRIENDS… the top three ladies will each gain a CHERRY PIN UP GIRL I.D. CARD for 1st & 2nd & 3rd places…..rules on my page ALWAYS LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS 1st WEEKS WINNERS - picked MARCH 04/07 are 2nd WEEKS WINNERS– picked MARCH 11/07 are 3rd WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 18/07 are 4th WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 23/07 are 5th WEEKS WINNERS– picked April 1/07 are 6th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 8/2007 7th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 15/2007

Comments & Ratings...
I'm getting tired of rating 10's for everyone and rating more than 20 of their pics and them hardly rating any of mine. Those who want to look but not rate suck. These types are going to get me to take certain pics of and stop rating people.

Maroon & Orange Friday (april 20th)
To support those who were affected by the shooting at Virginia Tech, the college is opening its "arms" and letting anyone join the Hokie Family, all you have to do is wear maroon and orange to show support for the fallen Hokies. WEAR YOUR MAROON & ORANGE! This picture is in my pictures. Feel free to rip it.

My Kids
As some of ya on here know my kids have been in foster care for a little over a year...LONG story dont ask!!! Anyways we ahv been thru ALOT in this past year...we are doin family therapy and all and that is goin awesome! almost seems like a blessing in disguise that they have been in care...it has helped me to get my life in order and all! my youngest is still the same ole song and dance my son's grades have improved termedously my oldest daughter has taken a 360 degree turn around....the state of michigan has fucked me alot but i have overcome all of that and iam finally gettin me together which is awesome as hell!!! I went to therapy today and my therapist (coolest therapist around) told me as of june 19th my kids will be coming home....i told her iill be better for them to come home in 2week increments instead of all at once....iam sooooo happy to finally have my babies coming home soon and for good!!!! My kids also today expressed their desire to move to TN as well so looks like

Yay!
so today was pretty good towards the end ^_^ getting up in the morning STILL sucks a lot. rachel (my best friend) was at school today which made me happy cuz i missed her yesterday. she came to school for the lacrosse game we had today against bowie who (i tink) has whooped our asses every year. basically, we werent very excited about today...or it didnt feel that way. we all wore our jerseys and i got a secret psyche gift from lindsey. she's soooo sweet! i felt bad that she was having a bad day yesterday and today. :( anyway, we won. it was 7 to 4 or something. i played 2nd half as defense. we have a game against calverton AT their school which is at least an hr and a half from us. i doubt i'll be online until really late tomorrow. ugh, papers suck a lot. oh, happy day of silence! i forgot to do it so i guess i'll do it next year.

Friends.....
So, I kinda freaked out on a new friend about a week ago, maybe a little longer than that. I was and am stressed out about some things that have been going on that involve us both. I want to say that I am sorry for how I handled things. I am still not ok with what has been going on but I do realize that it is not all her fault. All 3 of us are at fault in this thing and I hope that we can all figure this thing out and be done with it. I want to have a normal life again! So, to you MP (yes I stole it from you!) I am sorry for what happened that day. Hope that you can forgive me someday.

Resident Evil: Extinction
The new Re is called "Resident Evil: Extinction" it takes place in Las Vegas and the trailer link is this http://imdb.com/title/tt0432021/trailers-screenplay-E31688-10-2 juz copy and paste it in ya url box and sit back and relax

Eyes Of The Innocent
Eyes of the Innocent Watching her play Hearing her laugh To watch her questioning gaze as she finds out that mud has gooey feel Seeing her make a snow ball for the first time Laughing as she tries to catch snow flakes on her tongue Seeing her pick up worms she says they ae squikly Learning all oer again through her eyes Seeing life from her eyes I love her eyes of Innocence

For Today, We Are All Hokies.
"Deadliest shooting in U.S. history." "... a tragedy of monumental proportions." 33 dead. I'm sure it was eerie being on any college campus yesterday. The news of the tragedy we watched unfold on our television screens at Virginia Tech created a cloud of uneasiness and sadness that hung steadily over our heads the entire day. And here we are. It's easy to get caught up in the comfort of our daily lives. By no means is there anything wrong with that, but Monday we seasoned something else. It was like running into the brick wall of reality — human struggle, human pain. The wind bit at us a little sharper. Food tasted a little more bitter. Voices sounded a little more sharp. Hugs felt a little more sweet. We saw images of Norris Hall surrounded by policemen and camera crews before we headed to Bowman Hall. We saw a campus in peril as we drudged through the cold on ours. As their faces flash on the news we see our brothers, sisters, moms, dads, classmates, friend

Would You Do Me?
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.

Wanna Be Left Alone.....
I dunno... I am in a shitty mood.. tired of people's fucking bullshit... I have a boyfriend that likes to yell at me in public and EMBARRASs me... I feel like SHIT! he yelled at me at the shrinks office/// and then at the store... I didnt even do anything or say anything... he said something about soap// I was buying soap... he was bitching about soap... It was just fucking soap!!!!!!!!!SOAP!!!!!!!!!! I dunno.... the shrink said I am having one of my "hyper-manic episodes.." why dont ya just say I am fucking CRAZY and leave it at that???? SHIT! I never thought that my life was going to happen this damn way.... I just wanna be loved for me... I feel fat and ugly and unappreciated... they get high and are still smoking now.. I CANNNNNNOOOOOTTTTTT GEEETTTT HHIIGGHHH I have to get a damn job first.. i am going crazy... HELP

Friendship
""THEY SAY IT TAKES A MINUTE...... .......TO FIND A SPECIAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECIATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTIRE LIFETIME......... ..............TO FORGET THEM............. .......SEND THIS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............YOU'LL NEVER FORGET.............. .........IT'S A SHORT COMMENT.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. ......THAT YOU'LL NEVER FORGET THEM...... ...IF YOU DON'T SEND THIS TO ANYONE... .......IT MEANS YOU'RE IN A HURRY....... ..........AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN......... ...............YOUR FRIENDS If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . .

Xxx Survey
Body: 1. Anal or oral? oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? both 3. Ice or feathers? hmmmmm.... 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 2 girls, 1 guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? neither, fucking sex!!! 6. What do you wear to bed ? what ever i please 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave ? yes 9. Spit or swallow? neither... 10. Do you masturbate ? nope, it's called sex 11. Whats your turn on ? i have many 12. Whats your favorite position ? i have a few 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends... 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? hmmmm i can think of a few places, but most of all in a confessional 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) a while 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? well in a jeep in a parking lot.... 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? why do you want to kno? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? MY NICK!!!!!

Just Then Things Couldnt Get Worse
Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse. My brother calls me today and was worried that my daughter went to Virgina Tech, I told him " No she didn't, she graduated long time ago from Randolf Macon Woman's College in Lynchburg". That put his mind at ease. Then he tell's me that he just had surgery on his hand due to Nerve Damage and Carpel Tunnel. And to make it worse...Dad has Pneumonia again, due to him not wearing is O2 24/7 like he is suppose to. Then my own personal hell week sure the hell didn't help anything any. Geez do I need a "DORK" stamp or what.. I am so at the "Calgon take me away" part again.

The Ghost Called Z
Dark things pass by thee eyes Shadows form on the wall but it's only a lie There's nothing there but a dark void My eyes are closed and there nothing but cold For I am feelling nothing I am dead Emotion's cold and uncarring I simply slip away into the shadows And become the ghost that I am.

Funny
The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These Alabama boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists : 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit.3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

Soulja Boy
Man Soulja Boy is wild this man got some crazy songs but the best onehe got is called "booty meat" its just a song for the ladies to say shake that booty meat ha ha but you can check out the the dances on youtube.com cause they get down t soulja boy

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
= Drinking with a redneck girl A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice". The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same one twice either." The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one draft, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many illegal Mexicans and Arabs that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice." God Bless America __________________________

Love
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Day @
Well today made the second day on CT and it was pretty exciting. Not a bad place to hang out and still have fun. I've set back and listen and watch alot on here, and it seems like all are having an awesome time. This is pretty cool, just what I was looking for. Talk soon. Pussycat DollsButtons ft Snoop DoggMusic Videos And Lyrics On Demand

Another Love Poem
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Love
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong

What English Word
what common english word is 9 letters long,and each time you remove a letter from it it still remains an english word.. from 9 letters all the way down to single remaining letter? STARTLING remove l starting remove t staring remove a string remove r sting remove t sing remove g sin remove s in remove n I

Picture Comments Game!
This is the picture comment game. Since you have opened this bulletin, do the following things:: 1.) Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin 2.) Leave them image comments on all of their NEW pictures 3.) Repost this bulletin and see how many image comments you get on your own pictures Dont break this!!! You've already opened it and might as well comment on some pictures!!!

"here By Me" 3 Doors Down
I hope you're doing fine out without me ‘Cause I'm not doing so good without you The things I thought you'd never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can't take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I've been waiting so long, just to hold you And be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can't always find the words to say But everything I've ever know gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I had in this world And all that I'll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you're not here Sorry I can't

Ya Me I Leveled Im A Cherry Rock Star
JUST A SHOUT OUT TO ALL WHO HELPED ME LEVEL OUT TODAY AND FOR HELPING ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO LEVEL ME AND JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I APPREICATE ALL THE COMMENTS AND RATES AND WHEN IM BACK TO MYSELF I WILL REPAY ALL THE FAVORS AND HIT YA ALL UP WITH COMMENTS THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP ANYONE OUT AT ANYTIME:) LOTS OF LOVE& HUGGERS PINK

Gta Iv
alright if you havent been around the new GTA IV is on PS3 and Xbox 360 the main chracter is Niko Belic he comes to america to live the American dream which his cousin says he has his own business and many wives when in reality he is only a taxi driver.So the main character (aka you) is lied to so now you start off and do whatever you can to live your american dream and the location is back in Liberty City the namare as follows modeled on four of New York's five boroughs and part of suburban New Jersey. Each section has been renamed--Brooklyn is now Broker, for example--as have the iconic city's various landmarks. As shown in the trailer, the MetLife Building is now the GetaLife Building, and the Statue of Liberty is now called the Statue of Happiness.So now that your filled in what do you think of this and it is said that this is smaller then San Andreas.

They Say Love Is Blind
so is love blind ? Picture cupid with a red tip cane Is that picture too insane I searched for love and lost it all I settled for less and took the fall Wait for love I have been told they say It will find you one lucky day And yet they also say that love is blind So how is love this man to find One day when I am old and gray A blind cupid may pass my way And bump into me and find me at last And leave me in love that comes on fast And during love making I clutch my heart And then I die and from my love part After having waited for that fat blind cherub to come I wonder if waiting on love is just dumb ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore What do ya think Kassidy ? LOL it was good inspiration at least .

No Child Should Have To Go Through This
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All the day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does comes I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get Just one whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl, He takes me and throws

Goodbye Time (good Song One Of My Favs)
It's your life, you say you need a change Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean anything You say it's different now and you keep staring at the door How can you walk away, don't I matter anymore. If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time. If we had known our love would come to this We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted years Well it's been fun what else can I say If the feelings gone words won't stop you anyway. If being free is worth what you leave behind And if it's too late for love to change your mind Then it's goodbye time

Drug Test
so I got my random drug test today at work. I thought everything was dandy, the only drug I've had in quite awhile is hydrocodone. but that didn't show up on the test. Instead, I tested positive for PCP. YEAH PCFUCKINP. So now I'm sitting on my ass waiting for the fucking lab to call so I can prove to them that my anti depressant is what came up as PCP. FUCK. I'm missing out on prob a weeks worth of pay and there's nothing I can do about it. My boss actually thought I was using PCP. I'm not a drug user. Never tried PCP. Don't even know how to use the damn shit. So, here I am, online, bored out of my fucking mind, wondering when I can go back to work..... Somebody please help keep me occupied!!!!

Worst Enemy- My Newest Work, I Like It
Worst Enemy 4-18-2007 Sometimes I feel as if I am looking at my life pass, Watching myself in pain, tears trickle as I stare through the glass. I hold my head high putting on a fake smile Hoping it will hide the pain I put myself through. The truth is I am my enemy, the one that kills my heart, The one who drowns the misery. You used to be the thing that kept me going, The reason I woke up, the reason I ever began to try. But I took you away too, for I know I will never be happy with you Till I can learn to love myself.

Joanie
How can you be so devastated by someone you never met in real life? A special friend I knew only online who meant so much to me left us. She was beautiful inside and out. She made me laugh, she made me smile, and she made my day brighter when I talked to her. (And yes, she teased me unmercifuly and got me worked up! *evil grin*) It didn't matter if she was having problems of her own or a bad day, she always had time to talk to me. Really talk, not just some of the online friends that you just chat with. We had real conversations about each other. We let each other into our lives and I'll never get the chance to met her face to face. I didn't get enough time with her! I'm pissed that I wont be able to talk with her anymore. God, it makes me so sad that she was taken from us so young. I miss her so much already! She had so many friends and so many peoples lives that she touched. It really hurts. She passed on my birthday (and even if it's selfish) I think it makes it hurt that much

Some One Needs New Pics
hey my cherry friends,I really don't have anything to say,can someone help me out!I need to send some one some new pics and he know's who he is,they're coming baby,you know what I'm taling about:)All my friends on my list I love you guys and have a great night!Catch ya later and if you see me on Tap throw some words in my shout box and I'll answer you ok!Bye 4 now

New Version
HEY YALL CODEC IS ON AIR.. COME HERE SOME DAMN GOOD TUNES.. I BET YOU A CT GIFT YOUVE NEVER HEARD THESE BANDS BUT EVEN IF YOU HAVE COME CHILL WITH CODEC CLICK ANY OF THE SIGNS TO JOIN THE FUN AND PLZ.. DEAR GOD/GODESS PLZ GO HERE AND TAKE 5 MINS OF YOUR TIME AND SAVE THE NET RADIO!! (repost of original by 'Dj~Jessa aka Brutalful Owner of HydawayRadio Leader of the *Brutal Fam* ~F*ck the Rest join the BEST' on '2007-04-18 17:21:30') (repost of original by 'Dj~Insomnia~King~Co-Owner~Jessa's Joshiepoo~Hydaway Radio~*Brutal Fam*~Too RaW for Too RaW~' on '2007-04-18 17:24:37')

16 Rules (good Stuff)
I don't remember where I got this from but it's some pretty good advice.Hopefully you walk away from reading this with something that will work for you. Here are the 16 rules I try to live by: 1. Get and stay out of your comfort zone. I believe that not much happens of any significance when we're in our comfort zone. I hear people say, "But I'm concerned about security." My response to that is simple: "Security is for cadavers." 2. Never give up. Almost nothing works the first time it's attempted. Just because what you're doing does not seem to be working, doesn't mean it won't work. It just means that it might not work the way you're doing it. If it was easy, everyone would be doing it, and you wouldn't have an opportunity. 3. When you're ready to quit, you're closer than you think. There's an old Chinese saying that I just love, and I believe it is so true. It goes like this: "The temptation to quit will be greatest just before you are about to succeed." 4. With rega

My Page Theme Song
Well its by Plies featuring Pleasure of pretty Ricky and its called "Get You Wet" so fellas get that for ya ladies and ladies enjoy it ha ha its a real song and best believe it describes me ha ha hint hint

Tamia
Aight yall to me im shouting out a artist i think who deserves to be notice and thats Tamia she has a song im feelin thats called "Me" its a song thats basiclly tellin your lover that when it comes down to it you will lways go with yourself so when you get time just sit down and listen to it closely its on fire to i love that song

Help Save Net Radio.. And Come Meet Curtis.. Aka Codec
HEY YALL CODEC IS ON AIR.. COME HERE SOME DAMN GOOD TUNES.. I BET YOU A CT GIFT YOUVE NEVER HEARD THESE BANDS BUT EVEN IF YOU HAVE COME CHILL WITH CODEC CLICK ANY OF THE SIGNS TO JOIN THE FUN AND PLZ.. DEAR GOD/GODESS PLZ GO HERE AND TAKE 5 MINS OF YOUR TIME AND SAVE THE NET RADIO!!

Metaphysical Forecast For Apr.18th-24th Positive Thinking
Metaphysical Muse Archives Metaphysical Muse RSS Feed POSITIVE THINKING By tony mims I would like to welcome you to another week of self- discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit on Wednesday when the Sun, your source of vitality and light at 24° Leo will trine Pluto, the planet of regeneration and soul evolution at 24° Sagittarius. The energy expressed from this trine of the Sun with Pluto will create a day full of intense and powerful experiences which will reveal the inner desires of your life. Today you should look within yourself to determine what motivates you, what you are seeking in life, and what changes you should make so that your life will run more smoothly. Decide what parts of your life should be reformed, and then reform them. Pluto’s transformative energies today will allow you to make changes rather easily and you will feel good about making them. Today you will feel quite forceful, and you want to get things done,

Virginia
President Bush's fast response to the killings at VT were surprising. Mr. bush was made aware of the carnage right away. While the shooting was still going on he dispatched the National Guard to assist. Shortly after Promising justice and the quick capture of the suspect the guard was sent to Florida State University where they still wait for an explanation as to why they are in the wrong place. ***My Heart goes out to the victims and their families, I know this may seem like a cold joke to some....***

Vt
All i wish to say about the killing is my condolences to everyone hurt by this act of violence. These acts are unacceptable the time is now to dig past the usual reasons most give and get to the heart of what causes someone to snap like this.

For My Sissy Outlaw Angel & Daddy Mark(giggles)
I'm in Your Heart. I live now in that realm where angels of light reside. Where harmony, true beauty, and serenity abide. And though we cannot share a hug, a smile or tender touch, I hope you know I'm in your heart, and I love you ever so much. WHILE IN MY NET SURF TODAY I CAME ACROSS THIS LITTLE ANGEL QUOTE AND WELL I JUST WANT TO SAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU HOW MUCH YOU BOTH HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME. I KNOW IM NOT ALWAYS THE HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON AND IM NOT ALWAYS RIGHT NOR AM I PERFECT I AM JUST HUMAN AND IM NOT ALWAYS STRONG AND HARD AS MANY HAVE COME TO THINK OF ME. I AM NOT ALWAYS AS NICE AS MAYBE I SHOULD BE BUT LIKE I SAID IM NOT PERFECT I AM ONLY ME IN SOME WAYS ME BEING HARD AND COLD AT TIMES IS MY DEFENSE FROM BEING HURT. BUT I KNOW WITH YOU ALL YOU ALL DON'T EXSPECT ANY MORE OR ANY LESS OF ME I WILL ALWAYS CHERRISH THE BOTH OF YOU. I KNOW AT TIMES IM A PAIN IN THE ASS TO THE BOTH OF YOU BUT I JUST WANT YOU BOTH TO KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR F

New Folder Taken Tonight!!!!
New folder taken tonight!!!! date: 2007-04-18 17:10:00 Please comment the new pix, and my others as well!!!!Especially my just me folder!! I encourage u ladies to be as dirty as u want!!!! Become my fan if ur not already, and accept my friend requests, send me some to!!

Do Me???
I have to say I thought this was good fuck or pass ... (UNLESS YOUR A RELATIVE) There is at least one person on your Friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Friends list that wants to do u so!!!

Damn Va Tech
Well as ya seen somewhere or heard on the news or some somebody there was a crazy ass shooting at VA TEch and the news said its the deadliest one in college history so im taken the time to say what tha Fuck is goin on and take the time 2 give a moment of silence to the lost ones and my prayers go out to them and hope they make it through tough times

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights These are days I need u to hold me tight in your arms Hold me close and keep me warm Tell me I'm your good luck charm Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you Tell me I'm your every wish come true Lay me down very gently Then make love to me essentially Caress my body from head to toe Not missing a spot Let's play around like connect the dots Let's make each other hot until our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride Take my body on a journey that never ends It always seems to just begin Make me climax like I never done before Do what you want to my body it's all yours Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me Do whatever you want to my body As long as it's pleasing.

The Blanket
In memory of.. What will we say for hindsight that covers the bed after stillbirth or suicide--the implications of a life yet unfinished, for we cover the sheets and the faces Our hearts still born and still living. What will we say for the crowded masses who come to the grave and share their respect for the dead it’s living we’re here for--what will we say for them? The broken- hearted—maimed remnants of the ashes lying there, are they left weeping in the small morning wake? What will we say for them, they close their eyes and mourn an internal fountain welling up to cover with a blanket the stares and endless stains. What Can we tell the babies, lying in their beds when morning comes? Noon is not our destination as we drive up to the grave, everyone is silent. Stillness pervades. Lower the cable for the dear one place them softly in the dirt. Softness fills the pervasive air and we leave their silence there.

The Sun Has Finally Returned!!!
howdy yall!! to start off my day was much better than the previous days!! i did get some work done...didnt meet my goal i had set for myself today but i did get something done!! i managed to squeeze some time in today to take a short bike ride...that felt good!!! now that the sun has decided to shine on me here my motorcycle will stop growling at me everytime i take the car out!! yes i am a fair weather rider...i hate being cold! i love my mc!! its the greatest therapy!! i cant tell you how many problems i have solved by just going for a ride. i have planned to go to sturgis in '08...the last time i went to that rally was in '03...i had a really good experience for it being my first time to a rally that huge!! im hoping that a few of my friends will be able to go with me...some ride some dont but i think it will be great fun. anyway enough rambling! keep the shiny side up! rock on!!!

Torn
I lie awake and ponder Nothing but the silence Wait...what is that I hear? A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump* A burst of light Aloud crackling crash In the howling wind I stand alone Watching the clouds swirling around me To my left is my home To my right, the great unknown The wind is blowing harder now I watch as it picks up the debris The wind throws it left It breaks a window~an opening to my soul The wind throws it right I can't quite see where it goes Stuck in the whipping wind I receive my punishment I watch my home get torn apart Everything I loved and knew is gone With the loud harmonious thunder My heart breaks I pray that it ends The pain is too deep With the bright flashes of lightning I am torn between choices I am picked up by the whirling cyclone I am tossed into the dark hole of despair I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump* It gets slower and softer *thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near A *swish* and its gone

Would You Do Me???
I have to say I thought this was good fuck or pass ... (UNLESS YOUR A RELATIVE) There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to do u so!!!

Neph
Well yall ass u seen in the pics but if not neph had cornrows and then he got his haircut so its offical ha ha now he juz like me but he has a fever and i uploaded some new pics 4 hem so check em out aight get me

F Those Who Cant
Fuck those who cant keep there noses out of others peoples lives. Fuck you all back stabbin asses. Thats not what friends are for you might want to realize that. i don't give a fuck if I offend you. Stay out of my life.

Damn It, I Knew It!!!
Your results:You are Dark Phoenix Dark Phoenix 88% Poison Ivy 81% Magneto 77% Apocalypse 76% Dr. Doom 73% The Joker 71% Venom 69% Riddler 67% Mystique 67% Juggernaut 67% Mr. Freeze 63% Lex Luthor 61% Catwoman 58% Two-Face 51% Kingpin 36% Green Goblin 35% A prime example of emotional extremes: Passion and fury incarnate. Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz I had a feeling.......

Some Sexual Favorites
1. Anal or oral? Oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Chocolate 3. Ice or feathers? Feathers 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Two girls and a guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? Live porn 6. What do you wear to bed ? Nothing 7. Love making or hard fucking? Love making 8. Do you shave ? hahahahahaha 9. Spit or swallow? Neither 10. Do you masturbate ? Occasionally 11. Whats your turn on ?Soft Seet smelling women 12. Whats your favorite position ? On the bottom 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Yes 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? Pretty much anyplace 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 10 to 20 minutes after penetration 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?Soft & Gentle 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? Yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? Yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? Yes 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Could

4-18-07
A turning point is on the horizon, forcing you to reassess your conduct in relationships. It should be a healthy transition, especially if you work at fostering a sense of understanding between you and your loved ones.

Update On My Son
well went back to the doc and had 3 more ct's in the last week. he has lost his hearing in his right ear and not coming back as fast as we thought he would.some of the damage in his brain is starting to show up so i am having to help him and deal with that.... please continue to pray for him and me we sure need it right now

So Sad!
In Memoriam Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Doug

Sorry So Late
Well the past few weeks have been a killer for me and Mike. We been going to the doctor alot. We recently found out that we are having a baby girl. My mom, sister, and Mike are putting a baby shower together for me and the baby. We have pictures to put up we just haven't gotten around to do anything yet. Just so busy and perpareing for the baby. Which her name is Mykala Lynn Thank her dad for that one. If there anything else that comes up I will let you all know.

Higher
Well I didn't blog much today. Love is a funny thing. We can't always control who we love. We can't pretend it doesn't exist and we can't lie about it. Its hard fathom at times. I believe you have to love unselfishly..unconditionally and have faith in that. If you love someone tell them....never ever hold back cuz in the blink of an eye it can go away. Olive Juice :)

Martha Or Maxine
Are you a Martha or Maxine? Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! Martha's Way* To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. *Maxine's Way * Buy Hungry Jack mashed potato mix, keep it in the pantry for up to a year. Martha's Way* When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. *Maxine's Way * Go to the bakery! They'll even decorate it for you. Martha's Way* If you accidentally over salt a dish while it's still cooking, drop in a peeled potato and it will absorb the excess salt for an instant "fix-me-up." *Maxine's Way * If you over salt a dish while you are cooking, that's too bad. Please recite wit

Good Night, Everyone!
I'm feeling a little overwhelmed, a bit disconnected again tonight. So, I think I will make this a very early night! Quiet time is probably in order, lol. Much love and warm hugs for all my friends/family/fans! Blessings for everyone, all over the map, lol! For those who are energyworkers, if you can spare some healing energy, my friend "Broken" finds himself learning a very painful life lesson. A little healing energy sent his way would really help, maybe make him feel a little stronger, a little less hopeless! Thank you to anyone who sends him some energy, I really do appreciate your help with this. Tomorrow, my friends!

Fire Island
F I R E ISLAND The Milky Way above,the milky waves beside, when the sand is night the sea is galaxy. The unseparat stars mark a twining coast with phosphorescent surf in the black sky's trough. Perhaps we walk on black star ash, and watch the milks of light foam forward, swish and spill while other watchers, out walking in their white great swerve, gather our low spark, our little Way the dark glitter

I Love My Job
How many people really say that about their jobs? I'm determined to work in something I enjoy doing. Kaleb absolutely made my day yesterday. As it was his first day back at school in 12 days, I got out the trampoline for him (he loves to jump). He had this huge grin on his face, and he was laughing and actually looking right at me...it was great, the best feeling ever to know you've made someone happy. Today wasn't bad either. The fire alarm went off, and the fire department came to the school. Kaleb didn't freak out; instead he had quite an unexpected reaction. He buried his face into my stomach, so I crouched and held him for a bit while he watched the firemen over my shoulder. The only rough spot was when the bus was late picking Kaleb up; I think I might form some bruises. Not everyone can say they got beat up by a five-year old, lol. I'm finally learning to use my "teacher voice." Although I feel bad because one of the kids got upset and thought I was mad when I just didn't wa

Partners In Life
PARTNERS IN LIFE !!!THERE IS A LOVE THAT LIVES IN MY HEARTIT HAS NEVER LIVED THERE BEFOREIT HAS STEMED FROM A WOMAN WHO WITH ALL MY SOUL I ADOREA LOVE SO PURE SO STRONG AND REALNOW I SEE HOW LOVIN SOMEONE IS SUCH A BIG DEALYOU ARE SUCH A PART OF ME THERE HAS NEVER BEEN SUCH A DAYWHEN I HAVE EVER FELT SUCH JOY AND LOVE MIKE YOU ARE THE ONE I TRULY LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART MY SOUL MY LIFEI HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL BECOME MY WIFEI PLEDGE TO YOU THIS VERY DAYI WILL NEVER EVER STRAY AWAYI WILL BE YOUR SHADOW AND THE WHISPERS U HEAR I COULD NEVER IMAGINE A LIFE WITHOUT U MY DEAR SO PLEASE REMEMBER WHEN THINGS GET HARD AND MILES AND MILES SEPERATE US YOU AND I ARE MEANT TO BE THAT I AM SO SO SURE OF..SO TAKE MY HEART MY MIND MY SOUL AND HOLD IT VERY CLOSE TO YOUR OWN WILL SOAR SO HIGH SO LONG NOTHING OR NOBODY COULD EVER BRING HARM THE PAST IS WATER UNDER A BRIDGEIT FELT AS THOUGH WE WERE TRAPPED ON A RIDGE I AM HERE NOW AND WILL ALWAYS BEFORE THE WATER AND BRIDGE NO LONGER HAVE INTRAPPED ME LET

What Most Guys Do - That You Shouldn't
What Most Guys Do - That You Shouldn't NOTE: There is one place in the world where you can get a complete education on everything from creating a powerful "Inner Game" self-confidence all the way to mastering skills like approaching women, using body language to create attraction, and everything in between... and that place is right here (you can also watch a lot of great free video clips as well): http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=7HZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 Hi David! Dude... you have saved my life! I used 2 b the king of all Wusses. A supplicating, gift-buying, emotional douche-rag! I shudder in disgust at the way I was. My success story is bittersweet. First bitter, cuz I met this absolute 10, a gorgeous Indian artist chick. very talented and super sharp. I was doing all the right things by accident and ended up spending the night at her house, then I ruined everything by telling her how close I felt to her - like I'd known her for

Lies Only Skim The Surface
YOUR LIES ONLY SKIM THE SURFACE THE SUFACE OF MY WALLS I HAVE BEEN BUT HIDING HIDING BEHIND THE STONES I DO NOT BID YOUR LIES ENTRY ENTRY INTO THE WALLS MY BITTER SMILE MY BLANK NOD THE REAL ME LIES WRAPPED IN A NUMBING COCOON YOUR LIES CAN NOT PENETRATE PENETRATE BENEATH THE NUMBNESS I FEEL NOTHING YOUR LIES NO LONGER AFFECT ME I WATCH THEM FROM BELOW AS THEY SKIM ABOVE

Mental "tricks" For Approching Women
Mental "Tricks" For Approaching Women >>>Note: If you'd like to read the story of how I learned to meet women, plus watch video clips of all my different dating advice programs, then take a minute and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZV7Q&lid=1&ll=1 You know, it's been too long since we talked about how to get a woman's email address and phone number quickly after meeting her. I thought it might be time to have another conversation about it, and give you some more great ideas... THE CHALLENGE... I can still remember exactly what it was like before I learned some of the secrets of how to meet women. I have very clear memories of women that I saw literally YEARS ago who I wanted to meet... but I just didn't know what to do or how to do it. In some of the cases, I was actually talking to the girl, enjoying a conversation... and REALLY wanting to ask her for her number... but I just didn

I Am Finished.
I am finished. they have caught me in their green web of hate and I am suspended here, lonely. here I sit. sitting in their pretty blue room with their pretty white smile in their pretty pink ribbons. the blue room is my cell. the smile is my cracked and wretched teeth. the pink ribbons are my tattered clothes which cover my scarred body. and in their world I sit. bound in their green web of hate, and bearing their pretty pink ribbon, as I die my own death. done by christine

Things Women Say That End New Relationships
Things Women Say That End New Relationships >Note: When you meet a great man and you both seem to fall for each other quickly, it's common to believe your relationship is "going somewhere". That is, until he lets you know he's NOT interested in a "serious relationship". If you don't know why most men think it's easier to "date" than be in a relationship with you, and you trigger a man's natural RESISTANCE when you try and talk to him about things... then do yourself a huge favor and read this: http://www.CatchHimAndKeepHim.com/e/12833/FCTC/ Dear Crystal, What's the hardest thing to do when you're first dating a man you really like? I'll give you a hint - it's NOT keeping his interest or attention. This one thing often means the difference between a great lasting relationship coming together... or a man wanting to leave. So, do you know what this one thing is? I'll tell you... It's having that first "talk" with a man abo

Stupidity
Do you practice stupidity, are you a poster child of stupidity. Ever wonder how others can just be so stupid, they think that they can get away with anything. That’s those who they seem to want to put the so called “wool over some one eyes”, so they can not see things,, actually think it works. I sit and see the stupidity others do to others here. I see how they feed some with a little carrot before there eyes, leading them to think of things that actually are not there. Yes I see stupidity, and how stupid it is,,,,,,,,,,,,,,to assume things……..

4 Tips For Keeping A Woman's Attention
4 Tips For Keeping A Woman's Attention >>>To see all of my different programs on meeting and attracting women, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZV7GZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Hi Dave, Great stuff. The more I use it the better it works and the more the women enjoy it. I'll try to keep this short. I've found that keeping C&F as the main focus makes me (and the woman) much less nervous when I've arrived at a woman's house. For example, the last girl I was with kept apologizing for how messy her place was. Doesn't she understand that I'm a guy and I'm not looking at the stuff on the floor I'm just planning to add what she's wearing to the mess? Anyway, I used a line from you and a fellow DYD fan and told her not to apologize just not to let it happen again. Instant karma. Kept it up and the clothes came off. Well, this takes me to my question. I met the messy apartment girl a few weeks

Can Nerds Get Women?
Let me ask you... honestly... Do you ever worry that you might be coming across as "nerdy" to women? I don't mean "nerdy" as in, into comic books and computers... I mean nerdy as in the OPPOSITE OF COOL. Call it "dorky", "wussy", whatever... they are all synonyms for one thing: UNDESIRABLE. These are all names women use to describe guys who behave and act in a way that is the OPPOSITE of what they want. There is an old saying in poker that goes like this: "If you can't spot the "sucker" at the table within a few minutes of sitting down, then YOU are the sucker." I love it. And after going through most of my life as the type of guy that women saw as a "nerd", FINALLY doing something about it... then showing other men how to do the same, I know now that one thing is for sure: If you are not 100% CERTAIN that you AREN'T coming across as "nerdy" to women... then you probably are. And if you're struggling with get

Life Is A Twisted Road
Life is a twisted and rocky path we all must take, and it is with our hearts and souls on a bet for love we all will steak. And when we find the love we have searched for-fore all time. It is as if, for one blinding second we touch the face of the devine. For it is from heaven-on high that love is sent down onto us from up-above. Brought to our heart on the wings of snow-white doves. And when we have that love, we just want too cry, tears of joy and happiness and a breath and lusty sigh. But when we loose those we love, it is felt with a soul-felt pain. And the tears of all the Angels of Heaven fall down apon us like a soft and bitter rain. And we walk within a world of darkness-and pain, doing all that we can to keep us sain, till that one special day that we will find love once again. done by christine

Using "mixed Messages" To Create Attraction
Using "Mixed Messages" To Create Attraction Note: If you'd like to check out all of my different programs for helping you attract and meet women, plus watch some fantastic video clips of each of them, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave, how's it hanging? Read your stuff...interesting. Makes a lot of sense to appear different then all the others. I have one question, however. This C&F stuff (can I call it "friendly mocking"?) really only works on women who are sure of themselves and who will not take your jokes to the heart. But how many of those are in the world? I mean, with today's "perfect" pop-stars most women have at least some insecurities. So, how can you use this technique and not accidentally hit a weak spot? Is there a neutral C&F approach? J Brooklyn, NY >>>MY COMMENTS: I think you're hitting on an important point here. I think that a lot of guys "secretly" want to

Why Women Run From "nice" Guys
Why Women RUN From "Nice" Guys IMPORTANT NOTE: I've spent several years overcoming my own fears, learning from guys who are truly AMAZING with women, and then simplifying and explaining EXACTLY what works when it comes to meeting women and getting dates. If you'd like to read my story, plus watch video clips of each of my different programs, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ I have a lot of guys write me to say, "I know this girl who's beautiful and smart and attractive. She and I are great friends, we have everything in common, and we get along perfectly... but she says that she's just not attracted to me..." Have you ever noticed that: 1) The most attractive and interesting women seem to be attracted to men who don't treat them very well? 2) That the "nicer" you are to a woman the more she often seems to act like "just a friend" to you? What's going on here? Didn't mom say to be "nice" to girls?

"lines" That Get Women To Pick You Up
"Lines" That Get Women To Pick You Up >NOTE: If you'd like to check out all of my different dating education programs, plus read the story of how I learned to meet women, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Hey David D! Who says there's no such thing as magic? When it comes to women, cocky+funny is PURE 100% magic. It is one of the major keys to getting her making her comfortable with you, to getting her number, to getting the date, kissing, getting laid, EVERYTHING! Your stuff is pure platinum my man! Looking back on mailbags from over a year ago, I still shake my head and say: "Man, this guy is good. I cant wait 'till I am able to pull off those lines like that!" The lines are so funny and with cockiness, it just blows them away! Every time you do it, you can just FEEL the women responding to you in a positive way and not trying to ignore you or get away from you when you act lik

Oral 01/07
I know I am new here and well you haven't really been exposed to my blunt blogs so here is a warning... This blog is going to offend you if you are easily offended. BTW, the fact that I talk about all this stuff does NOT imply at all that I need Jesus nor is it a solicitation for offers. Thanks anyway…go save yourself or fuck yourself which ever the case may be. I have met several online friends from myspace and other web sites and for the most part they have been amazing fun people who are interesting…BUT there has been 2 or 3 that have really confused me. The biggest thing that has stuck in my head is what the hell is wrong with men? Don't get me wrong…you know I love men. I am able to be friends with them easier than most women. Women are annoying and then always want something. UGH! Men on the other are open books even if you aren't dating them. The 3 F's always work. It is clear what will make them happy and no I am not just talking about sex. I enjoy being friends with men a

Metaphysical Forecast For Apr.18th-24th Positive Thinking
"Positive Thinking" I would like to welcome you to another week of self- discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit will begain on Wednesday when the Sun, your source of vitality and light at 24 Leo will trine Pluto, the planet of regeneration and soul evolution at 24 Sagittarius. The energy expressed from this trine of the Sun with Pluto will create a day full of intense and powerful experiences which will reveal the inner desires of your life. Today you should look within yourself to determine what motivates you, what you are seeking in life, and what changes you should make so that your life will run more smoothly. Decide what parts of your life should be reformed, and then reform them. Pluto’s transformative energies today will allow you to make changes rather easily and you will feel good about making them. Today you will feel quite forceful, and you want to get things done, so go ahead. This is an excellent time for exerting yourself t

Me
Do you know me? Well if not let me in introduce myself... I am Arynmoon. I have profiles on Myspace, tagworld and several others. I am Big Beautiful Women (that means fat for you idiots) that enjoys life a bit on the erotic side. I have a variety of sexual interests that include safe, sane and consensual play with the right person. I am cute and very sexual submissive, mom and going through a divorce. I am finally getting out of a boring loveless sexless(yes I said sexless) marriage after 17 years. Currently, still married but separated and going thru a divorce...OH THE JOY! I am close to my family especially my daughters. I have three amazing daughters ages Jessica 21, Nicholle 17 and Harley 15. Currently live with the younger two and my mother. WOO HOO! Life is way too short to waste it on someone who just plain refuses to live life to the fullest! I am sensible and responsible however, I still have a lot of the wild child in me. I like to play pool and darts even though I am