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Untill You
untill you i trusted no one untill you i opened up to no one untill you i loved no one untill you i wanted no one for all time i trusted you i opened up to you i loved you i wanted to be yours for all times untill you distrusted me untill you stoped opening up to me untill you stoped loving me untill you stoped wanting me for all times

Desensitizing The World..it's A Shame
I had to answer a question to a teary eyed 8 year old Timothy this morning. He caught a glimpse of the news and asked if that was going to happen to Skylar when he left for college. OK. How can you answer this question honestly? We obviously do not know what's going to happen to any of us or our loved ones at any moment in time. All he knows is that in 2 years his beloved brother will be going off to this scary place called the real world. All the horrible shit you see on the news or they talk about in school. You have to ask the question are we making them more aware....Or are we desensitizing them??I as a parent am caught in this horrible spot. I want them to grow up safe, self-assured, feeling secure, NOT scared and anxious. Not hearing/seeing all the bad things and none of the good that is left in humanity. I don't know where I'm going with this, he just got me thinking I guess. OUR WORLD TODAY.... August. 1, 1966: Charles Whitman points a rifle from the observation deck o

Missing Ft Hood Us Army's 2 Yr Old Son Found Dead
"The search for a missing Fort Hood boy has ended tragically. At about 10:30 a.m. Sunday, 2-year-old Isaiah Conway was found dead four miles from his home. The toddler went missing Friday evening. For most of the weekend, two divisions of soldiers searched an area creek where the boy was last seen. At the height of the search, more than 400 community emergency response personnel and 1,300 soldiers were involved. Isaiah Conway is the son of Specialist Zachary Conway and his wife Gina. Specialist Conway was serving in Iraq at the time of his son's disappearance. He's now home with his wife and family. Initial indications suggest Isaiah fell into Nolan Creek and died by accidental drowning. Killeen Fire Chief Jerry Gardner described the area where the boy's body was found as being thick with brush. Fort Hood was hit by heavy rains and strong storms on Friday. A normally dry creekbed measured 6 feet deep in some spots. And officials said the water rushed by a

County Jail Employees Are Thieves!!
I was incarcerated on a fucked up charge in a money mill county here in Illinois. I could not figure out why my bank card was not working. So yesterday I had taken a trip to the bank and found out there was a prohibit on the card. I couldn't figure out why and neither could the bank. I called the number on the card and talked to someone who also could not figure it out. They had transferred my call to the fraud department. I was infomed that someone On January 11th and again on the 15th had tried to use my card for some big item things. One was for $663 on western union. I was incarcerated at that time and figured out that a jail employee was stealing peoples bank and credit cards and using them for his or her own gain. WHAT THE FUCK!! A county employee at the county jail stealing peoples credit and bank cards. I hope to find who the perp was because I a filing criminal charges against them. I am also filing a lawsuit against the county because they had me there and one of their employ

I Am A 6 !!! Serious Read On ... :-)
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL

My Daily Horoscope!!!
Daily Horoscope: Aries For April 18,2007 You're all about hitting the ground running -- aren't you? The current astrological influence suggests that you mellow out and enjoy being instead of constantly doing. Why don't you take a long bath and sing silly songs? what a hoot!!! i like this feature :) its pretty accurate too :Þ Daily Horoscope: Aries For May 07, 2007 Usually the simplest, cheapest solution is actually the best, but your analytical self doesn't want to admit it. Opt for the obvious option, then sit back and breathe a sigh of relief as your life gets much easier. Daily Horoscope: Aries For May 9,2007 Expect the unexpected. Better yet, greet it with open arms and a big hug. Not only will your attitude be disarming, the universe will find a way to integrate this new event smoothly with the rest of your life. Daily Horoscope: Aries For May 11,2007 You want to start kicking butt and taking names. Easy, tiger. Once the heat of the moment cools o

Hello All
Hey all just wanted to first say thank you all so much for your prayers kind words for my sister she is doing alot better now and ty so much for the birthday greetings and cards you are all so wonderful again ty so much love you all Christina Hugz and Kisses to all

She Talks To Angels
She Talks To Angels She never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She dont know no lover, None that I ever seen Yes, to her that aint nothing But to me, yeah me, Its everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, theres

Who's Real?
There was once upon a time that I thought I had close friends on the net. Believed every word they said... then..was hit with a sledge hammer one day and realized that my best friend wasn't my friend after all. How do I trust anyone else .. ever? Who is real? Who is honest? I begin to think that I'm over it all then.. BOOM.. I happen to see some one today that looks so much like him that I almost fall to tears. I'm so skeptical now.. people who I've talked to for over 6 months on the net... I now question if they are being real with me. I can honestly say.. with me.. what you see is what you get.. no games.. not lies.. just honest friendship. Thankfully I'm venturing further away from the net.. because..woo hoo.. I have a JOB.. lol.. but.. I still love all my friends that I have made over the past year and still want to be as close as ever... but.. I'm making friends that don't include me sitting at the puter typing every word and making smiley faces for all my emotions.. lol

Much Needed
THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! IT MEANT ALOT TO ME FOR ALL THE RATES AND COMMENTS.. I DID ALOT OF CRYING LAST NIGHT MORE CRYING THAN I DID IN JANUARY WHEN THEY PASSED... I KNOW WHY I DIDN'T CRY AS MUCH AS I SHOULD HAVE IN JANUARY.. I HAD SO MUCH TO DO I REALLY DIDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.. WHEN YOU ARE THE ONE PLANNING A FUNERAL FOR TWO YOUNG SOULS IT'S HARD AND I WOULDN'T SHOVE THAT ON MY WORST ENEMY.. HOWEVER I WAS THE ONE WHO HAD TO MAKE THE PLANS AND ARRANGEMENTS BECAUSE THE MOTHERS OF BOTH THE LOST HAD ONE WISH... FOR THE FUNERAL TO BE IN MY LOCATION AND THEY WERE STUCK EITHER STILL IN THE HOSPITAL OR WITH-OUT A VEHICLE BECAUSE THE FIRE BLEW THEIR CARS UP... AND I WAS THE ONE INTRUSTED WITH THE PLANNING CAUSE I WOULD DO IT ALL THEIR WAY AND NOT BE SELFISH... OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS HOWEVER WOULD HAVE DONE IT THEIR WAY AND WOULDN'T CARE LESS... I DID WHAT I HAD TO AND I SHOVED DONE THE PAIN AND THE HURT AND THE GRIEF I FELT TO GET THROUGH THAT PART OF M

The I.q. Test Answers
1. the hundred years war lasted 116 years. 2. Ecuador makes panama hats 3. Catgut comes from sheep and horses. 4. Russians celebrate October Revolution in November. 5. Squirrel fur makes a camel's hair brush... 6. The Canary Islands were named after Dogs. 7. Albert was King George VI's first name. 8. A purple finch is Crimson. 9. Chinese Gooseberries are found in New Zealand 10. The Black Box in an airplane is of course...Orange. Hope you did better than I did,, i only got 5... oh well, maybe next time.

Mexican Oysters
A big Texan stopped at a local restaurant following a day roaming around in Mexico . While sipping his tequila, he noticed a sizzling, scrumptious looking platter being served at the next table. Not only did it look good, the smell was wonderful. He asked the waiter, "What is that you just served?" The waiter replied, "Ah senor, you have excellent taste! Those are called Cojones de Toro, bull's testicles from the bull fight this morning. A delicacy!" The cowboy said, "What the heck, bring me an order." The waiter replied, "I am so sorry senor. There is only one serving per day because there is only one bull fight each morning. If you come early and place your order, we will be sure to save you this delicacy." The next morning, the cowboy returned, placed his order, and that evening was served the one and only special delicacy of the day. After a few bites, inspecting his platter, he called to the waiter and said, "These are delicious, but they are much, much smaller t

Men In General!!
Stop being so fucking complicated.. to all of you out there if you like some one just fucking tell them don't play around and let them hurt your feeling because they don't know!! it's not difficult to just state "I like you" don't make us fucking try tofigure your shit out !!!! make life easier for the both of us!! PLEASE!!!!

An I.q. Test Of Sorts....read This One First
Passing requires 4 correct answers i'll put the answers in another blog so you can't cheat all at once.. the answers may not be exactly what you think they are. enjoy 1. How long did the Hundred Years War last? 2. Which country makes Panama hats? 3. From which animal do we get catgut? 4. In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5. What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6. The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7. What was King George VI's first name? 8. What colour is a purple finch? 9. Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10. What is the colour of the black box in a commercial airplane? write down your answers and compare them to the next blog.. no cheating

Presidential Speech????
IF ONLY THIS WOULD COME TRUE !!!!!!!! WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S . PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me sta

Fishing Tip
Recycled Plastic When hook tears make your plastic worms no longer usable Texas-style, cut the mangled heads off and use the bodies as trailers on spinnerbaits. If you’re fishing straight-tail worms, split the tail in half lengthwise to get more action.

Fishing Gone Bad
The rapidly increasing distribution of viral hemorrhagic septicemia virus (VHSv) in Michigan waters is forcing the Department of Natural Resources (DNR) to place a one-year moratorium on walleye, northern pike and muskie production and stocking. Officials hope the move will help ensure the disease is not inadvertently spread by DNR activities, and to protect the state's fish hatchery system. "All of the DNR's egg sources for walleyes and one key source for northern pike are from Great Lakes waters that are, or are highly likely to be, infected with VHSv," says Kelley Smith, chief of the DNR Fisheries Division. "Muskellunge egg sources, as well as two other sources for northern pike are located in very high risk waters, based on our understanding of the movement of baitfish around the state, as well as the amount of recreational and angler boat traffic between those waters and the Great Lakes." Smith says that currently it is not known whether eggs from these species of fish can be

Acceptance- Not Going To Be A Victim Anymore!
i grew up in a home where both parents worked which although common nowadays was more rare back then. This left me in the hands of relatives and neighbors much of the time. My aunts house was close to my school, so i would walk there after school where i would stay until around 7 when my mom got off work and picked me up. I rmember their house was full of fine collectibles and they kept their house so clean. You couldnt touch anything and most times i wouldnt want to anyways for fear of breaking things. They had 3 boys that were all older than me .1 was 15, 1- 17, and 1- 20 yrs old. I was 9 at the time this all had begun. I was bored and my cousin (the 15 yr old) was inviting me to his room downstairs to play pinball and video games since i was so bored. I dont recall how long it was before the inappropaite touching began but i do remember that it wasnt long before it escalated WAY beyond that. He would make a game out of it and tell me I would like it. I told him to stop. He sai

"defeat"
Little ferret Stare at me Decaying pony Feast for a honeybee And lord, my god Bleed onto me And god, my god, my god, defeat Defeat never looked so good Your hell never looked so much like home My life, my hate, my truth Retreat like I knew you would Usurping the cold, white, porcelain throne My love, my fate, my youth Disappearing Or hearing you Crimson lotus She won't notice too And you, my friend, My only you Just you, just you, just you, just you Defeat never looked so good Your hell never looked so much like home My life, my hate, my truth Retreat like I knew you would Usurping the cold, white, porcelain throne My love, my fate, my youth (guitar solo) What she's stating Masturbating lies Now she's crying Death, dying, dies Yet you, my friend Blue-white like ice The concept, love, hate, guilt defiles What once I had What once I felt What everyone's got figured out And lord, my god Bleed onto me And god, my god, my god, defeat Defea

New Form Of Kidnapping
NEW FORM OF KIDNAPPING Please take a minute to read this. This is very scary and could happen to any of us.. Seems like every nice thing people do for one another can be perverted. A new twist on kidnapping from a very smart survivor: About a month ago there was a woman standing by the mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women. The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in a business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said, "I noticed you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?" The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and

Dumb, Dumber And Dumbest! What Ye Say About Playing Dumb?
I was having this quite interesting conversation with my best friend. She's beautiful, talented but to my misfortune she believes that in order for her to snag a man she needs to play dumb. ? DUMB YOURSELF DOWN TO APPEAL TO A GUY??? The moment I heard these words from her I almost stabbed myself with a fork. Why pray tell my dear friend would you want to make yourself dumber to attract a man? In the first place, would you want to attract someone who wants you to be robotic and agreeable and unopinionated? Secondly, you would be attracting someone who has heavy self esteem issues, as to one of the comments that I got from my Mumm..which is so true !!! I pointed this out to my other best friend and she said its all about being flexible. She, coming from the IT line, she said that she won't be talking in technical jargon if she was hanging with me (Journalism and Film and Television Major) Going back to my Mumm, some said that it's all about being real, that

My Horoscope For The Day (capricorn)
Steadfast and loyal: That's you. When it comes to old friendships, you never say die. Your pals appreciate your attitude, especially if one of them is going through a rough time. You're a rock for them to lean on.

Meet My Soon To Be Nephew!
I know with this baby contest going on right now that alot of you have other things to worry about but I gotta say, this guy by far is the best! lol This is Dominiks baby brother and I know he is going to be smiling down on heaven and will protect this child. For those who are unsure about who Dominik is. He was my nephew that was still born in Oct/05 of a blood clot that entered the cord and slowly killed him. He needs a name though his father is Anthony and 2 grandfathers are Ronald and Jame. Any suggestions? Look at that cute little foot hehe And here is Dominik! RIP baby boy. Aunt Angie loves you!

Someone Is Hateful
someone left mean comments on a bunch of my pics! assholes... so I took them down.. sorry if I have rained on anyone parades... But.. its not like ur missin much...I am tired of being depressed... the person who did that can just piss off... meanees

Sigh More Soul Searching
Where the mind does silent swarm Thought of love and fondness warm Dreams of joy and sweet caress Looking into soulful eyes and caring less About all the worries of the day Living this moment and what comes this way Accepting what does before me unfold Is the plan laid out for life ages old A destiny that is the divine drive And the sole purpose for being alive What life brings and what is to be Is what is meant for all to see Life lived free of selfish desire Burning the past on the pyre Living now and being content This is the road that is heaven sent Being at peace and letting go Allowing life to happen and then to know That it matters not of this world we see We need only walk on faith to live happy and free By R. Thomas Dinsmore Times when things take turns that I could do without change me and yet I reamain the same ... I wonder what is coming next ... I know one thing better strap in and enjoy the ride ! LOL

Dont' Get It
without getting into a very long and boring story, I just want to say I just DO NOT understand men at all. and I also don't understand other certain things that I don't even want to bring up,lol. how's that for vague? lol Not to insult anyone on this site at all, but I really feel like this site is just to f*ck around on. It is very easy for people to mess around and do things they shouldn't be doing. does that make sense? like i said, I don't want anyone getting mad or whatever for me saying that but I really feel it's true. some may say well go away then don't come here. Well I could do that, but I don't want to, I do like some people on here and consider them friends. So I don't know, I guess I should just buck up and shut up about shit.

"don't Like" Written By A Good Friend
I don't like Monopoly I dont like connect four I dont like hypocracy I dont like the guy next door I dont like crying I dont like death I dont like dying I dont like meth I dont like head trips I dont like games I dont like "he said" sh*t I dont like naming names I dont like hockey I dont like force I dont like jockies Or their horse I dont like hurt I dont like pain I dont like dirt I dont like rain I dont like life I dont like the sun I dont like knives I dont like guns I dont like clouds I dont like this world I dont like it loud I dont like bad girls I dont like to fish I dont like to hunt I dont like that b*tch I dont like the work "cunt" I dont like rumors I dont like gossip I dont like tumors I dont like faucets I dont like the city I dont like my home I dont like feeling shity I dont like this poem!

Being Honest
You know...Cherry Tap has become one of my favorite places to be. I never signed up hoping to find Mr. Right or to be Ms. Popularity or any thing like that. I came here to meet people and have fun... and I am too. The one discouragement I find when I'm on here is at how dishonest people can be about themselves. Don't get me wrong there are some GREAT people on here, but I have also met people who come across as the nicest person I've ever met and yet I find them lying about things they do or don't do. I also find them lying about why they did or didn't. (if that makes any sense!?) On of the things I see a lot is when you shout at somebody who you think you know really well...someone you have grown to admire and trust and they completely ignore you. You won't hear from them for quite a while and when they finally contact you they are overly sweet and tell you some story about this or that. Yet when you go to their page, you realize they've been online all the time and chatting with lot

I Saw The Shrink Today
yeah.. I did.. and he said its a wonder I am not super crazy... I start seeing him one time a week.. and next friday I go back on some meds to keep my damn cool... I feel like I am going NUTS.. I m tired of fighting with people... I dont really want the meds.. but I think its the only way I will be able to focus and keep my mind more at ease.. I didnt do much today.. It was beautiful outside today though... Other than that.. I ate some burger king and hung around.. LOL

Let Me Just Say.....
That the Hinder, Poppa Roach, Operator concert kicked ass! I was so tired this morning though when I had to get up for work hahahaha...I am to old for this shit! Poppa Roach put on one hell of a show...the boy is like a fire cracker...Operator, which I have never heard of was damn good also, he had a very smooth voice for a rocker, and HOT as hell.....Hinder was excellent...The lead singer is lots of fun to watch and he knows how to work the crowd, which is always good...I think though out of all of them I liked Poppa Roach the best, watching him was like watching a cheeta on speed LOL I will deff go back and see him if he comes back to town...Now off to the Electric Cowboy this Friday woot! lol Anyone wanna join??

It'd Be Nice
Just one person I could tell any and everything to. Being understood would be nice. At the very least listened to and not judged. People that have that kind of friendship are lucky. It's a rarity. If you have that respect it.

A Man
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. Much to his delight, she approaches him too. Then, she says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from... So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says," My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly "No, I'm your son's teacher."

"murder Grounds"theres No Place Like Home!
My meat hooks rip into your flesh and the blood starts to flow..draped acrossed your neck like a crimson curtain on a broadway show...I make you sing and dance for me as I torture you with all my sins..and listen too your howls and whimpers..as the metal peirces skin... Your pain is so unbarible it starts to turn me on..when you scream I smile with glee.then I begin to moan,I break your bones and orgasm..Until your life is gone..I am the wolf you are the sheep..and now your corpse is cold..

Outcome
I just had my surgery and all I can say is since the last one drugs have gotten alot better it is 621 and I am still feeling anistesia it's great. Won't know how it turned out for 2 weeks so hang in there with me and it'll all come out fine i'm sure. Thanks everyone for all the concerns and support from all my cherrytap friends , family, fans , and fans of mine. OX Thakns alot Love Leah

Bored... Zzzzzzzzzz
Ok I am bored outta my mind. I am sittin here in class almost fallin asleep. I slept like 3 hrs last night and sittin here bored is makin me even more tired. God I hate school. Especially this class because its so fuckin boring. UGH and i have only been in here for 20 minutes. HELP

Misc Quotes
..."Expectations are the killer. All of our lives we have been programmed to expect. It's as if "not expecting" is somehow irresponsible..." ......Jesse Pageant (Yes I have a few on here) "Impeccable activity springs from complete readiness." B. Enos "There is nothing more important to be aware of than what you are doing right now. If you are rushing you do not understand that." B. Enos "In the end, anxiety and fear destroy our body’s ability to execute simple, familiar tasks. But fear has its roots in expectations and ideals, which are born with desire. In this case, we want to shoot to a certain level of competence in the next match. That’s the beginning of the problem. But you might say, "If I didn’t want to do as well as I can, then what would motivate me to do my best?" Look out a new window.... Imagine you’ve trained your skills so thoroughly that you have no doubts whatsoever about anything you might have to do in competition. Now capable of responding objectively

I Love You Just The Way You Are
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are (repost of original by 'sassykajun' on '2007-04-16 10:21:00') (repost of origi

"you'll See"
A lonely tear drops down my cheek Without a place to land No Tender arms for me to seek Not even a helping hand To be betrayed by the one you love Confused by ignorance Its not enough to beg for hugs And pretend that I'm important In This world I do matter Not Everythings my fault Once a person, now i'm battered Beaten to a halt You gave me life, hopes and dreams Things that we could build to It's funny how those same things Are the things that often kill you I give up... I'm done I don't wanna play no more I will not die, I will not run. But my face will hit the floor Cuz I will end and cease to be It has been so long And on that day you will see I was right, and you?... Well you were WRONG!

Save Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin' And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Sa

What Happened To The First Amendment?
Please be advised that I am not at all sympathetic towards the gunman blamed for killing 32 students and himself at VA Tech. However, I feel very strongly that when one person gets arrested for having an opinion that differs from the norm, then we are in danger of losing more than just our civil liberties. Please read the following and let me know your thoughts on this subject. Student Arrested Over Va. Tech Remarks By Associated Press 5 hours ago.... BOULDER, Colo. - A University of Colorado student was arrested after making comments that classmates deemed sympathetic toward the gunman blamed for killing 32 students and himself at Virginia Tech, authorities said. During a class discussion of Monday's massacre at Virginia Tech, the student "made comments about understanding how someone could kill 32 people," university police Cmdr. Brad Wiesley said. Several witnesses told investigators the student said he was "angry about all kinds of things from the fluorescent l

The Possible End Of Internet Radio???
I know people are going to start hearing a lot about it in coming days, it's being reported on major news outlets. With my position as a DJ possibly on the line here, I have strong feelings about it. Folks, if you like hearing my show, or any internet radio station, you need to take a stand NOW...the end of internet radio may come by May 15...go here for information... http://www.congress.org/congressorg/issues/alert/?alertid=9612781&content_dir=ua_congressorg&mailid=custom

This Will Be An Eyesore...
This will be one massive nutshell spilling over and requiring a chain and padlock to hold it closed. I have been in Maryland for almost the last three months training for a job that I will soon undertake. Being in the Air Force, I found the last job I was in very unsatisfactory and sucking what little life I had in me out of me. So now I'm going to be writing for the newspaper, most likely at the base I'm stationed at now in Colorado Springs. I have no complaints about this at all. However, I am in my last week of training here and the overall feeling can be described as a stressed out vibe emanating into various dark clouds that hover over people's heads that cause a state of mass anxiety. I have managed to render myself clear of any such aforementioned dark clouds, however the air is still thick and the eggshells make lots of noise even as you tiptoe through them. Well that is my life at the moment. In other news, I found writing trivial information such as this really is the

Confused
we hang out daily have become really close yet we both swear we are just friends neither of us want more at least not right now and you know i am already taken so you dont wanna get mixed up in that so why does everyone expect more is it really that wrong for us to hang out so much?? is it really that wrong for us to become close?? i never knew how hard it would be to have a guy friend and not have everyone to think there was more cuz damn friends is all we are

Her
Her She sparkles in the sunlight Dancing through her life like a giggle in the air She knows of all the eyes that trace her outline They only get to see what she’s willing to share She only has to speak in whispers And everyone will know exactly what she says She is the day dream that stays with you until night Capture her attention and you’ll know what happiness is In a lifetime if you’re lucky You’ll happen upon someone as wonderful as her And it will set the standard in your mind forever She’s the thought in your head for the definition of a girl

You Say You Love Me
why is it that our familys can be thing ones that hurt us the most in life? whithout think they say things that just tear you down make you feel like nothing. im goin through a hard time right now with my daughters father not haelping and not bein able to find a job.and i thought well maybe just maybe my family would be willing to help me out and all they tell me is they cant. i know its not cuz they cant its cuz they dont want too. i thought id try by asking my dad he hasnt really been there for most of my life but we just started trying to make something of nothing. well i asked him for help and he pretty much just told me i was nothing to him. which makes me just wanna cry my eyes out cuz i thought we were tryin to be close. but i now see the only thing that matters to him is his new family. he left me in the past cuz he didnt care and damn for a girl having her dad say that is like bein standed in the chest. why is it that a father or mother can look at their kids and say things li

A Very Scary Morning
I thought I was about to explode an aneurysm in the occipital (back) part of my head. I've had a little spot there for awhile, but I didn't think anything about it cause it was just small and didn't really hurt. Well yesterday I woke up and that little spot felt like a boulder in my head. It was extremely swollen and sore to the touch. I also was extremely flushed, sweaty, spasming, and losing vision in my right eye. They sent me home from work and I finally got into the doc's office about 2:30. He came right in (miracle of miracles) and figured that it was a violent, massive lymphatic infection/reaction to something or other. I'm on medication now and I'm going back to work tomorrow. On a brighter note, I've started physical therapy again for my back so I'm hardly home now and when I am I'm exhausted. Please, please know I haven't forgotten any of you and that I will try and get here more often. But with Sue out of work again I've got to literally jump on here in the wee ho

Some Info About Me !!
I am 34...not 35 ..at least until September! I am happily married , I have two wonderful children of my own and many others that call me mom !! I like to get online and meet new friends. I like to take pictures of nature..( trees, flowers, sky , waterfalls...etc). I enjoy going riding in the woods ( muddin` lol)and spending time with my family and friends!! As you can see from my photos...I enjoy changing my hair color from time to time... Some of my interest are paganism..don`t knock me for that ..it`s not what most people believe it is...my favorite colors are purple and black! I am very into anything , angels,fairies,wiccan related stuff, fantasy related art, and photography. I also enjoy all different types of music!! Yes...my hubby is younger than me and to that I have this to say to those who oppose....GET OVER IT..it`s my life not yours !! He is the most wonderful yet sometimes stubborn MAN I have ever met...and he is mine ! lol Oh, I am a flirt too...not always trying

Today
Today, I don't want to have another birthday. Today, I don't ever want to see another sunrise. Why? Today, I feel that there is no hope of ever sharing my life with someone special. Today, I feel like I am used up and forgotten. Today, I lock my heart.

"photograph"
Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if it's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now then it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh, oh, oh Oh, god, I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made The cops hated us han

Things I Want To Know
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercing/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you want me to call you right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a woman? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (i.e.: heartbreaker, player, and slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What would you do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I touched you

Read This
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he only kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't s

Walk Away Lyrics I Can Relate
Walk Away" You've got your mother and your brother Every other undercover Tellin' you what to say (say) You think I'm stupid But the truth is That it's cupid, baby Lovin' you has made me this way So before you point your finger Get your hands off of my trigger Oh yeah You need to know this situation's getting old And now the more you talk The less I can take, oh I'm looking for attention Not another question Should you stay or should you go? Well, if you don't have the answer Why are you still standin' here? Hey, hey, hey, hey Just walk away Just walk away Just walk away I waited here for you Like a kid waiting after school So tell me how come you never showed (showed)? I gave you everything And never asked for anything And look at me I'm all alone (alone) So, before you start defendin' Baby, stop all your pretendin' I know you know I know So what's the point in being slow Let's get the show on the road today Hey I'm looking for attention No

In 3rd... But Barely
Okay... i can't post any more for today... but I am in 3rd place with 278... but only ahead of 4th place by about 12... and below 2nd by about 198... So thanks to those who help! Kisses XOXOXO Sarah

"far Away"
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Belie

Immediate Attention Is Requested
Please read my blog by clicking the link below. Thanks in advance to anyone that reads the blog Mindy http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=19151520&blogID=254969058&Mytoken=13F5E0F3-A1B2-420E-BA8950C573166DEC18409594

Long Days...
well lately i have been hanging out with a good friend from work who has really helped me try to get through things with not hearing from bubba and all. i mean i dont even have his addy and there are a lot of people who are pissed cuz i have been spending a lot of time with my friend chris. but the thing is thats all that all we are is friends. im helping keep him outta trouble and he has been helping me stay sane and not go nuts. his grandma likes me which makes it easier cuz he has been into a lil bit of trouble and she wants to make sure he is hanging with the right crowd. she doesnt really worry when he is hanging out with me. work has been long and tiring...am now on the midnight to eight shift. its a shitty shift and its really hard on me cuz i like doin stuff during the day and all. especially now that the weather is nice. sorry to all my friends about me not being on lately but with my shift and hanging out with chris i havent been on much lately. but for now im out

Loud Noises
You say you need me When I'm to be found Unsure of your intentions When I'm not around To surmise applies pressure at the whim of your conjecture I take what I can get but give my all to you Still you perceive what you want to believe to be true You wanna go up and say you'll only get there by bringing me down This glass foundation won't hold us together when you don't show how I exist beyond where we stand, hand in hand on this ground Just say you need me When I'm not around Say you'll find me When I'm nowhere to be found When you're dying for affection Cowering with unjust circumspection I take what I can get but give my all to you Still you perceive what you want to believe to be true

Oy
So..I have now this amazing cherry tap thing...not quite sure everything on it yet but it seems really cool! I cannot even believe that the shooting in virgina tech happened..it's still so shocking to me and very sad *Shakes head* i really don't know what this world is coming to..it's odd.. my prayers are with them for sure xXx

Curtain Rods......too Funny Lol
CURTAIN RODS---- PRICELESS >She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and >suitcases. > > >On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. > >On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful >dining room table by candle-light, put on some soft background music, >and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of >spring-water. > >When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a >few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the >curtain rods. > > >She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with >his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. > >Then slowly, the house began to smell. > > >They tried everything; cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. > >Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. > > >Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Extermin

Black Night..
Shadows lurking... Swirling tints of black Jumbled in murky thoughts... Devoid of color and feeling... Sucking me in. Throbbing hot flesh... Slipping over the wetness, Into the darkness of my throat... Salty, sweet-sour cream Coating my mouth... Curling in a womb of lust... Face buried between Your thighs Silken calves cradling Your head... Arms coiled around thrusting hips Feasting on You... Probing tongue... Scorching my flowering bud... Flinching within Your tight grasp Whimpers of pleasure Tickle Your swollen cock... Together... tumbling into oblivio

Life
Things are finally starting to look up, Im dating someone who worships the very ground i walk upon,doing everything he can to prove hes different from the other men ive dated and so far things are looking good,maybe this one might actually work out for me, On another note ,still no grandbaby yet, she went to the dr today and they say baby is 23 inches long and weighs 7-3 and is doing good..As far as my damn mode of transportation goes its in the shop being worked on as i write this, i wont get it back soon enough to please me, i so hate depending on other people to take me places...ANYWAYS wish me luck with my new romance and all the other things that have been going wrong for me in the past few weeks...

Another Daily Dose.....lol
While you were out, I got a call A man sayin' you given him your all When I asked him for his name He spoke these words that began to mame He said he was in love with you And you were in love with him too Is all this true The things he said All I feel is blue When I should see red He began to mention intimate things Even your tattoo that shouldn't be seen I told him to cut it, but on he went He knows way too much, and now I'm spent I said I was in love with you And you were in love with me too Is all this true Is what I say so We can't be through I need to know 12/12/2003 ``` Cory

Deadlines Have Been Set....
Well to start of with there are lots of different types of deadlines. For school work, project deadlines, all sorts . But there are some wierd deadlines around, like the one i've just been set. The girl i'm currently with has told me that she will break up with me in july. strange eh? i'm not completely sure how to feel with this as its kinda like knowing when your gonna die. its very odd.

A Black Woman Respect
ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can work full time while finishing school, raising respectful and intelligent children, be active in the PTA, be the pastor's secretary, and the choir president and a make it all seem effortless ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can make a $1.00 out of 15 Cents ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can go from the boardroom to the 'hood and "keep it real" in both places. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can slap the taste out of your mouth. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can put a Black man and his non-Black date on pins and needles just by walking into the room. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can live below poverty level and yet set fashion trends. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can fight two struggles everyday and make it look easy. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can make a child happy on Christmas Day even if he didn't get a darn thing. ONLY A BLACK WOMAN Can be admired and fantasized about by men of other races and know that when she does cross over it's done out of sincerity, not a political move. ONL

My Friend
Looking to the future, My mind fills with uncertain thoughts. Wanting to know just how to regain, The love I thought I had lost. Spending time with you lately, I have seen a spark in your eyes. The love is still there and alive, The feelings have not died. I know that because of what I have done, It is very hard for you. But, Baby now I am going to show, My love is so very true. You have no idea just what it means to me, To know this still could be. I want to hold you close again, And have you call on me. It is so terrific for me, To just be in your presence. I long to make each moment last, To totally drink in your essence. Thank you for this precious gift, To know your love again. I vow to prove myself worthy to you, To be your confidant, lover, and friend.

Virginia Tech.
I am of course rather sad for what happened at Virginia Tech. However have we become so numb to the daily carnage in Iraq that 183 civilians killed just today has become a statistic, not to speak of the 3311 dead US soldiers since the start of this ill conceived war for the good of exxon, haliburton etc. Now our photo-op chimp in chief is planning to go to New Orleans again after his disastrous handling of the catastrophy with help from heck of a job browny. Probably to do some serious smirking in front of the camera's Oh and for reference our photo-op chimp in chief has not attended one single funeral for our fallen, I mean wouldn't want to be seen with the victims of his doing.

The Dream
As I lay asleep last night You came to visit me. I felt the softness of your kiss Your beautiful face I could see. You lay down beside me And held me close all night. Although I knew it was a dream Everything felt so right. You ran your hand along my cheek Then your fingers through my hair If the world handed ended at that moment I would not have cared. I pulled you closer to me And looked into your eyes. We kissed so long and passionately My ears were ringing with your sighs. Then the dream ended But I wanted to return to sleep. The memories and magic of this dream In my heart I will always keep.

To My Male Friends On Those Lonely Nights
Melon Sex How-To: Melon Masturbation Technique Step 1: Buy yourself a rock melon, canteloupe, or honeydew melon. Cut a round hole in one end a bit smaller than your dick. Scoop out a little of the inside but not too much. Step 2: Nuke it good Heat the melon in a microwave (be careful!) and squirt in some baby oil. Step 3: Ahhhhh! Step 4 (Optional): On the opposite side of the melon from where your penis enters it, make a small hole with a skewer or small knife, no bigger than a pencil eraser, but reaching all the way in to the "vagina." Wrap your hand around the melon after you insert your erection and put your finger over the hole on the outstroke. Remove your finger on the in-stroke, replace it over the hole on the outstroke. Feels like a mouth going down on your cock, then sucking on it as it draws back. A very nice substitute for a blow job!

Hi There
hello everyone! hope your all having a great day and that your all doin well. was just wondering if it would be possible for when i rate some peoples pictures if i could get some comments back and ratings.. thank you :)

Gas Prices
GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join wi th us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.79 for regula

Urlacher Fined $100,000 For Super Bowl Hat ( Is This Getting A Little Stupied)
NEW YORK (AP) -- Chicago Bears linebacker Brian Urlacher was fined $100,000 by the NFL for wearing a cap during Super Bowl media day that promoted a sponsor not authorized by the league. NFL rules prohibit gear that advertises any product but a designated sponsor, league spokesman Brian McCarthy said Wednesday. Urlacher was fined for drinking vitaminwater and wearing a vitaminwater hat during the media session in Miami leading to the title game. Gatorade is the NFL's official drink. McCarthy said this is the first time such a fine has been levied. He added that $100,000 is the standard fine for such a violation at the Super Bowl. A violation during the regular season is $10,000. It is $50,000 at the Pro Bowl. The fine recalls an episode involving Chicago quarterback Jim McMahon in the playoffs following the 1985 season, the previous time the Bears made the Super Bowl. McMahon wore a headband that said "adidas" in a playoff game against the New York Giants, and then-comm

My Life...
My entire life, the only life I've known, has been one big fat rope on which I've hanged. I've put my lowered head into the noose and looked on as it tightened around my neck. That was the bottom, that was the end. I couldn't imagine how I could live another day. But yet, just when my vision was blurring and my breath was leaving, just when my heart was missing it's beats and my body grew whiter, just then something -not much, but something -would pull on me, work on me. Just then I would remember, my brother's jokes, my dad's funny faces, my mom's wit, Alex's beautiful irreverance, Sean's sweet evilness, or Maggie's beautiful innocence and it would lift my heart. Just then. And I would slowly free my head of the loop. I'd take a deep breath. The air would smell so clean, so cool -a way to go on still one more day. I have never wanted to die, you see. I just wanted to live a little better. I haven't been lucky, just stronger, that's all. I taste my own blood and imagine

Poem: In A Very Special Way
Tell me darlin', do you think, I'm Crazy for saying I Love You. I do know why that I think this way, and there is a reason for it too. You and I are two different, poeple and you have your life. I have my life to live for and what, I have to live for now is nothing. So what is it to live without, knowing that your special to me. I love to write and share, my inner feeling's with someone like you. Who can see that my heart is, truely humble and lonely too. Just wanting to feel loved by, another woman's heart,mind,and soul. Even if I'm not that someone, you think you could ever love. Then except me for being "crazy", because I've been without for so long, that I only want to love you, in a very special way... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:8/98'

April 18th 2007
Well it's another day for me.. i finally got a day off at work after doing 8 day's in a row. My day is going ok so far, but it would be better if i find someone that i can have a good conversation with. I'm tired of being single, but i just don't want to get hurt. I alway's pour my heart out when it comes to relationship. Everything happen's for a reason in life!. I just wish i met a nice girl, that is caring, supportive, and ask me how my day goes=). I'm 25 and hopefully i'll find my princess before i hit 30 lol.. well im out.. jeff

Update On Hottest Milf Contest
As of 3:45 PM I am currently tied for 3rd place with 265 comments... show me the love and I will show you the love here... Just help me place in this contest and those who do will be showed the love. Sarah

New Jersey Friends
Body: FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk NEW JERSEY FRIENDS: Will post 360 degree security so you dont get caught --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs NEW JERSEY FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up -------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. NEW JERSEY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. --------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. NEW JERSEY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. NEW JERSEY FRIENDS: laugh at you ------------------------------------

It Makes No Sence
I WASNT ABLE TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT SO AS THE SUNRISE BEGAN TO GROW IN THE SKY ,I GRABBED MY JACKET AND I BEGAN TO WALK.THERE WAS A LIGHT FREEZING RAIN WITH MIST SWIRLING ABOUT MY FEET. YESTERDAYS EVENTS OF THE TRAGIC VIRGINIA MASSACRE HSD TRIGGERED HAUNTING MEMORIES IVE TRIED SO HARD TO BURY BUT HAVE YET TO ESCAPE. MY MIND FLASHED BACK TO COLUMBINE WHERE ANOTHER MASACRE HAD HAPPENED,I HAD WALKED THOSE BLOODY HALLWAYS MOMENTS AFTER THE FINAL SHOTS ECHOED THROUGH THE HALLS AND THE CRIES WERE STILL AUDABLE TO THE NAKED EAR. THE WIND BEGAN TO PICK UP AND THE RAIN BECAME SHEETS OF GLASS EXPLODING AROUND MY FEET.I STOOD IN A PUDDLE OF WATER AS MY OWN RAIN BEGAN TO FALL FROM MY EYES.I CONTINUES MY JOURNEY THROUGH THE ABYSS OF HELL AS MY MIND CONTINUED TO HEAR THE DYING CRIES. COLUMBINE FADED INTO A MIST AND A NEW PLACE BEGAN TO TAKE FORM,THE WETTNESS AND TREES MADE MY MIND GO FURTHER INTO TIME YET THE CRIES REMAINED THE SAME.I SAW YOUNG MEN IN FATIGUES HOLDING RIFLES OVER THEIR HEADS WHILE

All Alone
This morn an innocent life was taken with no fear she fell fast into a sleeping death leaving only thoughts of what the life might have been. This afternoon the father became a victim of death while the plane fell he prayed for his still born child Leaving only the mother to mourn. This evening the mother took one last look at life raised her gun and cried her last tear Leaving only the memories of what was once happiness. I wrote this along time ago...but I really like it. ~Jess

We Keep Trying To Change
Sometimes you just catch something out of the corner of your eye that changes what you had planned on doing, don't you? As a parent, this happens all the time! Last night after getting home from work and picking up Sarah from Grandma and Grandpa's, I had the bright idea of taking her for a walk with me in our new neighborhood. (Getting her outside for some fresh air was also, I hoped, a way to tire her out for the night. Parenting tactic #24742.) Sarah liked going even though she walked a little gingerly when we got to loose gravel on the alley behind our house and the grass of the area playground and wanted Daddy to carry her. Awww . . . It was fun, but no, she didn't go to bed right away. Martha and Mary got home from work after Sarah and I had settled down for dinner. I microwaved a box of Michelina's pizza bites and would bite off half of each pizza bite, blow on the other half to cool it, and give the other half to Sarah. She didn't have to be asked twice -- I guess she can o

Whats Your Ideal Drug?
You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls. Marijuana88%Ecstacy69%Cocaine69%None!56%Mushrooms50%Alcohol50%Inhalents50%What's your ideal drug?created with QuizFarm.com

Forgiveness
This is my life Its not what it was before All these feelings I’ve shared And these are my dreams That I’d never lived before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) Now that we're here, It's so far away All the struggle we thought was in vain All the mistakes, One life contained They all finally start to go away Now that we're here its so far away And I feel like I can face the day I can forgive and I’m not ashamed to be the person that I am today These are my words That I’ve never said before I think I’m doing ok And this is the smile That I’ve never shown before Somebody shake me Cause I, I must be sleeping (chorus) I'm so afraid of waking Please don't shake me Afraid of waking Please don't shake me Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Not My Best
Breezes gentle and ever so soft Carry the days problems aloft Dispersing them way up high in the thin air they wither and die What is left falls to the earth Is trampled under and finds it worth As fertile soil to help peace renew sweet roses come forth dripping with dew the world finds peace and balance again Letting this moment carry us free of pain Knowing that the divine for us has a plan Feeling it in the hearts of every woman and man ours is to live and do both no harm and what’s right And let the selfish side fade in this moments loving light By R. Thomas Dinsmore I wanted to write something peaceful ... I guess I should not try to force it LOL

Today's Thoughts
YOU KNOW YOU THINK YOU KNOW PEOPLE.... THEN THEY QUICKLY TURN AROUND AND PROVE YOU WRONG. I DO MY BEST TO AVOID CONFLICT AND DRAMA. THEN I FIND OUT YESTERDAY, WHY DRAMA IS ALWAYS AROUND ME. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON NOW, I REFUSE TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT. I'VE ALWAYS TREATED PEOPLE THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. AND IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I STILL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!! I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH NOW... I'M MOVING ON AND LEAVING PEOPLE (THAT CAN'T BE TRUSTED) BEHIND ME. AND IF YOU DELETE ME, SO BE IT!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE... YOU THINK I'M THIS NICE PERSON, JUST WAIT... I'M PISSED NOW!! NOW IT'S GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT STORY. I'M TIRED OF THIS ALL... THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN!!! AND YET THIS ONE PERSON IS ALL ABOUT DRAMA.... AND THIS ONE PERSON HAS TURNED PEOPLE AGAINST OTHERS!! HOPE THIS MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER HUN.... CAUSE YOU ALONE HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL UNTRUSTWORTHY, YOU'VE MADE PEOPLE SECOND GUESS THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM. I'LL NEVER EVER UNDER

Here Is A Survey La-dee-de-da-da
Name: Harmony Single or Taken: Taken Siblings: Aye, one Eye color: Hazel shoe size: 10.5 Imma big girl. Height: 6 feet 2 inch What are you wearing right now? sacrf, converse, jeans, 2 shirts. FAVORITES Kind of pants: The kind that flatter my ass Number: 7 animal: Uh… I like crows…. but I wouldn’t want to own one. Drink(non alcoholic): Mineral Water w/ lemon Drink(ALCOHOLIC): Whiskey Sport Getting’ it on. Month: WTF? October I guess. Juice: Grapefruit Favorite cartoon/anime character: Captain Murphey --------------------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... Given anyone a bath: Oh yes.. Bungee Jumped?: No, but the dream lives on. Made yourself throw-up?: Yes Gone skinny dipping?: No Eaten a dog?: No, but maybe cat once. Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yea. Somethin’ like that. Broken a bone?: Nope Played truth or dare?: Yes. Been on a plane? I love ta fly.

Poem: As The Man I Am
Lord god I cry and repent of, my sins as i bow my head in shame. Because I'm not worthy, enough to stand in your grace. I'm a crimminal of justice that is all, I'll ever be in the eyse of mankind. Now I want to know you God, and your son even more. For this world has everything, to offer but I don't want and need. Because the things it gives are nothing, and doesn't give eternal life which only you can. I open my heart, mind and soul and, ask for your forgiveness in all my wrongs. By doing this I give Jesus Christ, my life and vow to stand for, what is right as the man I am.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:9/98'

If Only
HERE THEY COME EVERYNITES THE SAME SILENT STARS FROM A DISTANT FLAME JUST LIKE THE MEMORIES OF YOU THAT I HOLD INSIDE I SEE YOUR TOUCH BUT ALL THE WARMTH HAS DIED EMPTY ROOMS CROWED BY THE PAST TIME IS MY ENEMY AND THE DAYS KEEP MOVING FAST BUT THE NITES ALONE CAN BE AN ETERNITY THATS NEVER HEALS THE SCARS OF FOOLISH PRIDE IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW GOOD BYE IS NOT SO EASY NOW THE FREEDOM THAT I WALKED AWAY TO GAIN IS NOTHING BUT THESE CHAINS AND YOU ALONE CAN BREAK AND FREE ME NOW YOUR HEART WOULD COME UNDONE JUST LOOKIN AT ME ONCE MY LOVE WILL BRING YOU BACK IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE ME NOW HERE I AM A STRANGER TO A SMILE AND TRYING TO FIGHT BACK THE TEARS BUT IM MISSIN BY A MILE LIKE THE LONELY MOON YOU SEE ABOVE THAT SAILS THE DARK ALONE FOREVER I HAVE NO LIGHT OF MY OWN OTHER THAN THE LOVE WE'VE KNOWN SO LONG AGO FOREVER IF YOU COULD FEEL ME NOW YOUR HEART WOULD COME UNDONE IF YOU COULD TOUCH ME ONCE I KNOW LOVE WILL BRING YOU BACK IF ONLY YOU COULD FEEL ME NOW

The Virginia Tech Massacre...and Responsibility...
My thoughts on the Virginia Tech massacre... It's truly sad, and although I cannot even empathize with the family, friends and loved ones of the victims, they have my deepest sympathy. Like most tragic events, this massacre is bringing out hundreds of outspoken people (like myself), who want to express their thoughts and feelings. UNLIKE most of the people I'm hearing speak out, though, I AM NOT TRYING TO BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS EVENT except the person ultimately responsible. As sad as this event is, the boy was a legal resident alien, he had the right to purchase a firearm under the Virginia state law. The right to purchase firearms is not regulated by Federal law, but by state law...our FEDERAL GOVERNMENT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!! Sorry, can't blame Bush. Can't blame our stance on international politics...it's the local State who has control over this one...and in this case, they had ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL...and seriously, noone would want them to. I agree th

More About Mom's Death. . .
Mom got home from the hospital yesterday evening. She had sat on her bed for about 20 minutes when she thought she was gonna get sick. Well 5 seconds later she was throwing up blood. We rushed her to the ER where they then decided that she should be taken in the emergency helicopter to St. Joseph where she died on the way.

Another Try (a Song By Phil Keaggy)
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go.

Life Of Day
Thus upon these dreams you play Rendering unto my own free will Yearning for naught can thy be held Striving yet only to be left nil thy dreams of true erotic kiss left scorned in thy dreadful daylight unbearable elegant dreams of bliss for within I find not thy ease nor release from thine own torture broken and torn praying for release I find solitude within my own device

Chain Letters,downraters + Respect
I know you all mean well.But these things Stink.Most of the Time they are over 2000 characters,an I can't send anyway.How it was sent to me, know Idea.You all might think these things are Fun.They aren't to me.Pain in my Ass to cut + copy as it is.For now on when sent to me.I'll send it back.If the Damn thing returns I will Deleete it. An Wishing Upon me Bad Luck,if I don't send it pretty Damn Right Mean if you ask me. Speaking of Bad Luck,I have enough of that Thank You.5 weeks Fishless,4 weeks sexless,3 rd in a Morph contest,that I should have got second in. If I recieved them today they will go back.My Precious Sweet Friend,Lizzy Bless her Heart.Sorry to Spoil your Fun Hun. M'Lady Gothic Rose,Yours I'll send it back as well. It's not like I can contact the U.S.Postal Service on this Matter. When rating for contests,one of the error messages tells u it's spam.Get with it CT spam are those damn Chain Letters nothing Else is. Apologize for being a Fuddy Duddy,Bore,Cr

More Litrature From Beyond
Subject: Shadow Realm The Shadow Realm is not a figment of a Childs Imagination nor is it something out of YU_GI_OH! Cartoon. No. This place is one of many places just outside of Tarterus and Hades. Its not the underworld but certainly its not Shangri-la. This realm is a place where things get discarded like a used condom, like a toxic waste dump but more spookier. It is said that Ancient Egyptian Pharaoe's would send the most Henoius and most Evil'st individuals here. Here your mind wanders for all eternity until the person and the relic could free your mind. Its a terrible place to be. The Devil's Rejects, and host of other swarm roam here. I feel so creeped out I cant even begin to fathom what else the landscape looks like. I've been here and let me tell you its no walk in the park. I cannot write for fear of retribution. ~Writer unknown~

My Everything....
Phil is my everything and I'm excited..We are taking things slow...We want this to last the rest of our lives...We are not having sex until we think the time is right..We are bonding into a wonderful friendship first...He feels what I feel and I feel wnat he feels...Just like the movie NOteBook...I find my Noah...Thank You Lord...I never though I could probaly love again...But I think I can him..His easy to feel in love with..Everyone keep us in your prayers..I will all you the same...Have a Great day....Love Lynn

I Just Can't Stop Crying. . .
My best friend Brandy's mom passed away this morning around midnight from surgery complications. I doubt I'll be on for a while. I have so much to help Brandy do regarding the funeral. My friend is only 16 and she's sole beneficiary. My gods it hurts so bad. Her mom was just like my mom. I loved her like my mom, and I always will. I miss her so much. Mom had gastric bypass surgery 3 weeks and 1 day ago today. Ultimately, that's what killed her. I just miss her so fucking much. And I feel so bad because someone turned the ringer off on the house phone last night and I missed the first call regarding her death. I dunno what to do. I feel so damn lost. Yeah, I'm having a nervous breakdown. I miss my mommy!!!!!!

Hurt
Why the fuck do I even bother with people? Every time I start to care for someone I should listen to my instincts and RUN!!!!! I'm tired of bein the "back up plan", "the guy who will always be there" and so forth. I'm tired of putting time and effort into people who care more for themselves than anyone else.WHY do I always get the women with the mental problems? I'm sooo sick of bein the lover AND the psyciatrist. I don't want to keep telling people that things will be ok for them when my life is a complete fucking disaster...and I see NO light at the end of my tunnel...everyday for me is the same soul crushing blackness and despair I've been feeling since I was 17 or so. I try to reassure,support,and guide the people in my life and be "the rock they can set thier back upon".. but I really think that I can't do this anymore...... I am the key to the lock in your house That keeps your toys in the basement And if you get too far inside You'll only see my reflection It's always

Feel Love-lost And Joyless?
When people find a man or woman they love and want to spend all their time with, they often fool themselves into believing that their relationship will always be smooth sailing without any problems. The truth of the matter is that there are bound to be problems and issues in every relationship and the secret to a happy, fulfiling relationship is how you can work around those issues. If you and your partner are fighting very often and can't seem to rekindle your love, read on for helpful tips on how you can bring back the joy in your relationship. Blame game The first thing you need to stop doing is to blame your partner or yourself for things going wrong. If you are experiencing problems, discuss it and don't just get accusatory. You and your partner are only human, so don't think he or she will automatically know your issues. You voice them. And by voicing them it does not mean you start yelling or making snide remarks; it means you sit down and have a mature conversation.

If I Was Ur Girlfriend
1.) How many times a day would you hug me? 2.) Would you let me hold you? 3.) Would u come with me to places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, who's side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Would u spend the night with m

Writingsfrom The Shadow Realm
I wonder if its Normal to feel shrouded in Darkness. Its as if I was targeted because I was concieved through The Dark and Raised upon the Great Shining Light Of The Forces of Good. I wonder hmmm.... Not that I dont like The Light but Darkness now is covering me, shrouding my true thoughts and my inner conscience and I wonder yet hmmm... A side of me Is Evil and His Name is Marik Ishtar, No relation to anyone with the Ishtar Name and then theirs the real Me, Good Hearted, Loving, Caring, Witty and absolutely the Best Friend anyone can have regardless if your Straight or Not. For surely the damned are a great species as my Dark Sister would tell me. I know this is not the first time this has happend, The Darkness tried to kidnap me When I was young. Sent familiar people to catch me, ensnarle me so to speak. Its now a tug of war, The Light and The Dark trying to get ahold of me. Im not evil but I dont trust people, I often hide in Darkness for my own safety. People can be very maniacle,

Rude And Funny...
RUDE TO VERY RUDE 1) Which sexual position produces the ugliest children? Ask your mother. ____________________________________________ 2) How do you embarrass an archeologist? Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from. ____________________________________________ 3) What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party; A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. ____________________________________________ 4) What's the difference between love, true love, and showing off? Spitting, swallowing, and gargling. ____________________________________________ 5) What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. ____________________________________________ 6) What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The

Bill And Hil
Hillary and Bill at a baseball game Bill and Hillary are at the Yankee season opener sitting in the first row, with the Secret Service agents directly behind them. One of the Secret Service guys leans forward and whispers something to Bill. At first, Clinton stares at the guy, looks at Hillary, looks back at the agent, and shakes his head. The agent then says, "Mr. President, it was at the unanimous request of the entire team, from the owner on down to the bat boy. Bill hesitates...but begins to change his mind when the agent tells him the fans would love it! Bill shrugs his shoulders and says, "Okay, if that's what the people want." With that, Bill gets up, grabs Hillary by her collar and the seat of her pants, lifts her up, and tosses her right over the wall onto the field. She gets up kicking, swearing, screaming, "I'll kill you! You @#$! &&&&&&&&*%$%**!!!.. The crowd goes absolutely wild. Fans are jumping up & down,

Ct Crews And Club. Damn Y'all Sad Lol
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let it out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Ok, their have been alot of sorry sissy ass crews, squad, clubs, and other bullshit poppin up on here. So wha is da real reason to have a crew, squad, club, etc. here on CT anyway? I'm mean why do CT really need dem anyway. Dey ain't doing nothing but shootin da breeze, come on now how u go have a crew if y'all ain't battlin each other. I know there r ppl on here dat know how to split hot MC lyrics on here and I there r ppl on here who got da blazin poetry. So how come all these crews, squad, clubs, and etc. aren't battlin each other to rep dey crew?

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Kissing Style? MY RESULT:Feisty Kisser You’re ready to knock ‘em dead with your kisses (or at least rough them up a little bit). We know this much about you – you’re an enthusiastic kisser. You’d run a mile for the right kiss, and afterwards you’d still have enough energy in you to squeeze the living breath out of the person you’re kissing. While we love your gusto, don’t be afraid of playing hard-to-get every now and then. It’ll keep your crushes on their toes (and keep their skin relatively bruise-free). Take This Quiz!

Spicy!
I hate to seem spammy but this seems an appropriate place to mention this new site I've been hanging around, SpicePad. It doesn't have nearly the features of CT but has a great community. It's still rather small so it kind of feels like everyone knows everyone. I'd love to see some of you there! As far as I can tell, it doesn't seem to automatically friend the way it does here so if you need to find me, I'm missangelyss on there.

Words Women Use
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3) for the meaning of nothing. 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay me

Things That Kill Your Love Life
Excessive jealousy or possessiveness is the leading reason behind why people break up. If you are extremely possessive about your partner, you could be sabotaging your own love life. There are certain qualities that two people require to make a relationship work. They need to be compatible, understand each other, and share the same wavelength. Similarly, even when it comes to destroying a relationship, it is not always one person who is at fault. Sometimes, certain behavioural traits of a person can also destroy a relationship. Things like past demons, jealousy and lack of security can make people say or do things, which in turn affect the relationship in a very negative way and as a result, cause people to suffer. Just like it takes hard work to buid a relationship, certain things are a sure way to end one. The following are a few things that could lead your relationship in the wrong dirrection... The green-eyed monster Excessive jealousy or possessiveness is the leading reas

Turn The Lights Off
In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your hands, lover Let them find my body Feel me shiver at your touch Place them on my chest Trace my nipples with your finger tip They harden underneath you I am wet and ready In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your mouth, lover Lower it to my lips Taste my flesh It burns for you Coax me with your tongue Circle it around my clit Savor me, devour me In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your ears, lover Listen to my breath quicken Hear the sighs that escape me I am moaning just for you Begging you not to stop Please, please, I say Push me further, to the edge In a dark room You cannot see With the lights off How can you find me? Use your nose, lover Smell the perfume that rises from me The scent of sweat in the air That sweet, distinct aroma Breathe me inside you As our fragrances become

Fantasy Of The Flesh
His hands moved with the grace of a snake charmer Oh, how they set my skin on fire He kisses as though probing for the nectar of the sweetest fruit he's ever tasted His body moves like warm honey... smooth, soft, sweet, and slow His eyes flash and burn with an ill-concealed lust Mmmm, how I love to dance with him The memory.... Our bodies rode the beat and one another The heat was intense, he was slick with sweat The hardness of his naked arms, chest and belly Was accented by the sheen of the lights glistening on his skin He pulled me close and his hips moved with mine His tongue flicked out to taste my lips, neck, and fingertips... Aaahhh, but the song is always over too soon - and I always forget to ask his name

Virginia Tech Massacre
4/18/2007 Title Virginia Tech Massacre 4/18/2007 Dear Readers: First let me offer my sincere condolences to the families affected by the Columbine dramatic shooting. May God bless the souls of all the victims that suffered this tragedy. I will try to shed some light on the drama that took place on that day. If anyone of you can provide me with Cho Seung-Hui’s date of birth I will investigate the UCI (Unique Celestial Identity) of the gunman in the massacre that claimed more than 30 lives at Virginia Tech. Like the FBI, CIA and leaders responsible in position of power in the educational field including criminology professor Jack Levin do not possess Cosmic Consciousness and have no clue of the true manifestation of the planet Pluto (death/drama) and Uranus (shocking news) upon the human affairs and how these celestial body interact with the mind. First do not forget that another bunch of “educated” morons removed Pluto from the celestial family and those scientists

As Long
As long as there's a breath left in your body, there's hope. As long as mankind has prowled the earth, miracles have happened, restoring life and health. As long as you have a loving heart, God will send much warmth and love to you in return. As long as you've been alive, God has been watching over you and answering your prayers. As long as the heaven and stars exist, God will be there for you.

Happy Again
I AM HAPPY AGAIN,I FEEL AS I CAN FACE THE WORLD, MY SMILE AND MY LAUGHTER IS BACK, AND I FOUND MY HEART,AND BEATS WITH SO MUCH CARING, I CAN BREATHE AGAIN,AND LOOK UP AT THE STARS, AND SEE THE BEAUTY IN LIFE, THAT I HAD LOST FOR AWHILE,... AND CREATIVITY IS FLOWING, AND ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS THAT MAKE ME,---ME. DON'T YOU WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN??? ---HUGS---

Murphys Law (sex)
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract a woman to a man are

Heaven Holds Treasures
Heaven holds treasures, Sweet Angels like you, Streets of gold, Love so true, Eyes are windows, To worlds of time, Worlds of love, Like yours and mine, forever holds questions, But in you the answers found, The way you define it all, And dont even make a sound, Time is inchanting, In you my dreams come true, But should the stars fall down around you, I'll be here to comfort you, I know you would do the same, Should my spirit be broken, I can see in your eyes, The words dont need spoken. I love you

Do The Maths
A mathematician named halls Had some extremely small balls, And the square of their weight, Plus his penis, times eight, Was two-thirds of four-fifths of fuck-all! The mathamatician Van Blecks devised an equation for sex, he proved a good fuck Isn't patience or luck, But a function of Y over X. A mathamatician called Glum, devised an ingenious sum, ten jerks of his cock, and two women to fuck, equals one point two ounces of cum

Blood Family
For as long as I can remember, my Gramma (my mom's mom) has not liked me. She dislikes Dale even more. This Sat. is her birthday. My Aunt (mom's sister) loves to go out for expensive dinners, and not even put one penny towards the bill. I always have very limited funds after pay day, do to bills, so I'm by no means rich or well off. This Friday, my Gramma (or should I say my Aunt) wants to go to Prime Quarters in Princeton which is very expensive. My mom gave me the ok to not go, because money is tight. Well, low and behold, the queen bee has spoken and she requests mine and Dale's company at this dinner to kiss her ass for the evening! Plus!!!!! get her a gift. For 3 birthdays in a row, she bought me the same car shaped lighter. For my birthday a couple of years ago, she took an ugly purse out of her store, put $.41 in it, and gave that to me....oh yeah, and my aunt put her name on that gift. Last year, she bought me a suit jacket and a really nice shirt. Too bad they were

The Contiuely Updated Blog Moved To Cherry Tap And Added To...
This question has plagued me for many years, but i guess i will just lay out what i am for now... Its been one year, six months to the day since my first blog... Read bellow ... My first blog (on myblog.com) ------------------- Im a 6'4 (maybe 6'3) 230 pound (fat i know trying to get to 200), 22 year old ugly college student. I lie i cheat and i even steal from my parents(well i did). as far as I can tell im a complete asshole. Though im also a very loyal friend and helpful to almost everyone i meet im the type of guy that when i see a girl crying(even ones i hate) it rips me up inside. What i want to be. A caring, honest, well educated, fairly happy, thin man. ohh and rich wouldnt hurt I dont know if i can transform exibit a back into exibit b... But i plan to try and i plan to post regulary on my progress... Six months later (on myspace.com) -------------------------- Who am i now. Have i grown as a man or not? The easy answer is no but i dont re

3rd Shift
hi all, YEAH IM STILL ALIVE BUT GETTING USED TO 3RD SHIFT IS SO HARD I HAVE NO TIME FOR ANYTHING. WHEN I DO ILL GET ON AND CHAT WITH YOU ALL. WELL I NEED TO GO GOT A LOT TO DO AND NO TIME TO DO IT IN. MISSY PLEASE DONT BE MAD AT ME OK

Company Is Pissing Me Off!
Hi all, I am just totally frustrated and pissed off at my hubby's company. We just found out that they changed the way they do vacation, per diem, and hubby's dedicated route. The first being vacation, instead of from jan to jan of each year, they are doing it by hire date, so if u take a vacation after your hire date, it goes on the next year as a vacation. Now that's cool that they want to do it that way, but they didn't let anyone know until now and we have been with the company for 3 YEARS THIS SEPT. Does that make any sense to you? You would wait for 3 years to let an employee know how you do vacation. They told him that they sent a notice out to all their employees, yet i don't remember seeing anything like that, i look at all the notices that come from the company! The next being per diem, a trucker is intitled to per diem, which is money for showers, food and time away from their families. It is required by the IRS and the Federal Government, yet the company has told us that th

Who Are They And Are They Brave Enought To Go Public?
There are 3 souls with extremely good taste exercising their sole crushes on me. I would love to know who they are. PM me if you like, and i will keep it to myself if you are shy. Thanks.

The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =============

Yeah Yeah Yeah!!!
Hey everyone!!! I juss wanted to write a blog I havent written one in a while.. and IM bored anywwys!!! SO what have yall been up to?? me nothing really juss hanging out with my hubby and shit like that!!! So yeah yeh yeah... im really bored..... I wanna send some love to my hubby allen!!! i love you baby more than anything in this world and i always will be.. i am so happy that we are finally married and we will grow old together!! muah.. hugs and kisses!!! anyone who hasnt rated.. commented... fanned or added me DO so.. lol!!! laterz

Woman
Woman was created from the rib of a man: She wasn`t made from his head to top him nor from his feet to be trampled on. She was made from his side to be equal to him, From under his arm to be protected by him, from under his heart to be loved by him

Love
A dear friend sent this to me so I thought I would share it Love is simple...giving love is hard , keeping love is work, and being in love submits your heart to another heart...but a true love gives of himself, gives of his faith, gives of his God

Just A Little Request
On May 19th, I am walking with fellow arthritis sufferers and supporters to raise money for the arthritis foundation. I have created a team and so far have only 4 out of 10 people walking with me. All I need is 5 more people to complete my team. If anyone is interested in walking with me, check out this site http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/dreamsalive. If you would like to make a donation, go here http://AW2007KC.kintera.org/notgivingin. thanks for taking the time out to read this blog and respond to the links if you did. I appreciate it and so do the rest of us.

Just ...
Just ... An unquenched desire carelessly wished. One last grasp at hope nearly extinguished. The frantic dash toward the endless wait, emotion laid bare at the hand of fate. The meaningless gesture that means far too much. All the weight laid upon the poisonous crutch. So much depending on such small mistakes. Astonishing, just how little it takes.

Get A Tissue
If your going to read this, get some tissues. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It w

Random Things About Me
im blond, green eyes, 5'11, and im a bit over weight. im currently in training to lose a good amount of weight then gain some of it back with weight training. i currently hold a brown belt in karate, but i havent practiced in a long time. karate is one thing i plan on getting back into soon. also maybe judo/jujitsu. im a cook for now til i find a better career. i have some things in mind such as truck driving, army, coast guard. just to name a few. i grew up in florida and was moved to ohio when i was sixteen. i had my reason to stay here when i reached 19. but now i just try to live one day at a time.

My Sister Is Home
Weeeeeeeeeeeee thank you to all of you that have shown concern and prayers for my sister. e is at home now resting comforatbley and getting well slowly. You all so ROCK. We love you all huggles and kisses Bren

Child Vs. Mother....lol
A Child's Comments and Thoughts: My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing m

I Just Dont Fucking Know
I wake up this morning. Have no clue of whats going on. What happens. Somehow I get blamed for reasons. That are still unknown to me. I cant keep trying to be there for other. If it seems meaningless. If I hurt somone in one way or another. It was never intentional. So dont attack me. Get sassy or anything else otherwise. Just fucking talk to me like a human being. Calmly and respectfully. Dont ignore me either. Even more so when somehow it invovles me. Im tired of fighting for things. Im tired of fighting period. I have foughten all my life for everything , everyone I have in my life. I dont expect them to do the same. How ever, I do feel if I had a par-taking in the matter I should be told what the fuck I did. No ignored and feeling useless. Well Not useless more like a punching bag. Im about to just Dis-Band My family on here. It seems no matter how hard I try to make the family work. It dosent happen. Plus it seems like somehow in this family I have managed to do the same with it.

Police Brutality Wha Da Fuck Is Worng Wit Da Po-po's
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let it out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Amadou Diallo. Patrick Dorismond. Anthony Baez. To any New Yorker, to any American citizen with a semi-decent memory really, they represent the epitome of what can go horribly wrong when a police officer’s directive to use "deadly force" goes unchecked. In the case of Abner Louima, that force, though not deadly, was a blatant representation of the abuse of power. The shooting of unarmed groom-to-be Sean Bell on November 25 in New York City marks the latest in a long list of incidents of unarmed black men being killed by law enforcement officers. As angry citizens take to the streets, the blogs and office water coolers in protest, BET News’ Off

R.i.p. Ricky!
I know some of your know Ricky Foster, and might not know what happened, but this should explain it enough for now. The service will be held on Saturday in Pensacola. You can call Ricky's mom Dee if you want at 932-4057. Published - April, 17, 2007 Gulf Breeze man killed in crash From staff reports Authorities are investigating a one-car accident that claimed the life of a Gulf Breeze man Monday night. Ricky Foster, 20, was pronounced dead at the scene following the 11:45 p.m. crash on Hickory Shores Boulevard, about eight miles east of Gulf Breeze, according to the Florida Highway Patrol. Injured in incident was Mark Keuhner, 24, of Gulf Breeze, who was taken to Baptist Hospital where he was listed in good condition today. An investigation is continuing as to who was driving the 1995 Lincoln involved in the accident. Troopers said the driver was heading west on Hickory Shores Boulevard when he lost control of the auto, which skidded onto the shoulder of the road

W00t
well, after a long and crap fight with the bell county justice system over their illegal search of my apartment has resulted in me getting 3 days in jail, a $950 fine and my liscence suspended for 6 months. I dont actualy have to go spend time in jail since i sat there for 24 hours when i was arrested and it will count as a 3 for 1 time served deal. i can pay the fine out at $100 a month. My lawyer is getting my occupational liscence made now, meaning ill get to drive for 12 hours of the day and ill have to be a passenger the other 12. I dont even drive that much so as long as i keep a log of my driving hours then it should be like ive never even lost my liscence. All bullshit aside, i shouldnt even have to put up with that, but since i have 1 prior it will be my word against 2 police officers who lied and said i gave them premission to search my apt. oh well, atleast i wont be subjected to monthly piss tests and fees that being on probation would bring about.

This Is Sick!!! Please Read And Repost!
THIS IS SICK!!! PLEASE READ AND REPOST! Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay t

Have Been Feeling Bad
Well just in case anyone wants to know, the reason I have been feeling bad is I had to go to the ER last night. I thought for sure they were going to tell me I had Bronchits but nope...I was having a severe asthma attack. I was given 4 breathing treatments before they let me go home. Anyway I feel much better today, have to take meds and hopefully will get better each day that goes by. So if you don't see me on here I am just trying to get well. Love ya's

What Kind Of Partier Are U?
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Bar Social Butterfly Not quite as bad as the 'bar slut', you like to get a bit ripped and become everyone's new best freind. You talk to everyone and anyone, keep people laughing, and with enough liquor you become the professional comedian. You get into deep-thought topics with fellow drunks, get people crying on your shoulder when they vent to you, and end up with hundreds of phone numbers of people that you simply can't recall in your cell-phone all the time.Bar Slut The Socialite The rock-star party animal Hardcore drunk The Lurker The designated driver

Just A Place To Blow Off Steam
I think that we all need a place to blow off steam at this point. You can pretty much put in anything. As for me, I take issue with people who say how wonderfull socialized medecine is. Dunno, Lived overseas where that was the norm, and it was a disaster. you wait for 3-4 months for a Doctors appoit. and not because the Dr. is seeing less patients but because there are only so many hours in the day to squeeze everyone in. This leeds to substandard care (cause the Dr. is rushed) and to mistakes being made.

Shout Out...
To my baby, Dave. Happy 22nd birthday!! He is in jail and it sucks I cannot spend today with him. We missed New Year's, my birthday on January 2nd, St. Patty's Day and especially Easter ALREADY... This sucks sooooo bad. It NEEDS to go by faster. I am seriously going crazy! I am lost without him. I've been trying to sleep more to make the days go by faster.. but whatever.. I'm gunna go for now. Show me some love and make me feel better

What Animal Are U??
ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Ocre and Gray Dolphin Sea! You're a very hearty person being a good friend. You attract many friends because of your lovely personality, but you're sometimes pretty weird. Your soul mate is the Bronze Goat. You hate the Peach Pig.Blue Fox Red Jaguar Silver and Red Wolf Teal Cat Yellow Trout Gold Falcon Tan Giraffe

Hmm Does Heaven Have A Place For My Mom
hello everyone i just wanted to know how to deal with a family member whos got cancer u see the problem is my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2002 she went into remission after having it removed but then last week she told me she didnt have long to live maybe a year at most she has it back and its spreading this scares me becuase i dont know how to live if i dont have my mom she's everything to me and im really scared she wont be there for my wedding or birth of my second child or the rest of my accomlishments i cant image my life with out my mom and i guess i wonder everday is it gonna be me next or who cancer has taken so many of my friends and family over the years even though im only 27 i have been to hell and back and those who know me personally know that and couldnt have done it with out my mom and her strength and dont know how to do it without her i guess all i can do is pray for today and hope my mom wins again im her biggest fan muahs to all Trin,

Fly
Fly Ask unwanted questions then walk away (Together) from the faded faces of yesterday. (the future holds forever.) Hold your head high. (Together.) Don’t hesitate. Don’t wait. Fly... As the clouds open and divide; as the tears stain your cold state, let me hold you: let your heart inside my mind. I’m thinking as one- you and I, we will find a way. As soft feet cringe, then curl; as heavy breaths syncopate and collide, from devastating urges, hungry; deep inside. Two tantalizing tastes, new; born, fresh from the moment. (Together.) Dawn breaks a glister through the shutters but an empty bed awaits you. At the respective side i’m admiring as you blink a restless, tired eye. Together we can fly.

Dollars And Non-sense
Speaking for a large portion of the population here, at least the ones I know, it’s almost impossible to live within your means. Every time you get a yearly raise in pay, and feel good about it, it takes about three months for commerce to catch up and pass you once again. It’s almost ridiculous. It has occurred to me to give up the ghost and go on welfare or something. Of course, I could start using the hospital emergency rooms for every minor ache and pain, then not pay the bill, that should save some money. But I digress. The real problem is the bills you just can’t pay off. There’s insurance, utility bills, food and all the other monthlies that never go away; they just get bigger and bigger. It’s like buying a puppy that grows into a 200-pound creature with a 400-pound appetite and it looks as thought it will outlive you! I got home the other day and my wife told me that she had to use the credit for her doctor’s visit that day, I said, “Why? It was only a twenty dollar co

Nerdy Thoughts
i drank a 5th of fucking vodka yesterday cost me like a fucking 5.69 i don't get the good shit that kettle one fucking belvadere faggoty shit i get the fucking hardcore shit u know and i fucking pass out and i woke up in a pool of my own fucking piss, shit, and filth that ever happen to u? prolly not because ur prolly just sitten there in ur fuckin' mommy's house wit ur fucking little ipod and ur fucking little internet bullshit u know ahh wat r u gunna do today? i dunno prolly just play wit my ipod and watch youtube you fucking loser douchebags i hate every one of u out there except u u fucking nerdy fuck fucking playing halo fucking reading some online fucking shit

Current List Of Those Killed
this is list is from yahoo news Killed: • Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20, of Saugus, Mass., according to his mother, Lynnette Alameddine. • Christopher James Bishop, 35, according to Darmstadt University of Technology in Germany, where he helped run an exchange program. • Brian Bluhm, 25, a civil engineering graduate student, according to an announcement by the Detroit Tigers and friends. • Ryan Clark, 22, of Martinez, Ga., biology and English major, according to Columbia County Coroner Vernon Collins. • Austin Cloyd, an international studies major from Blacksburg, Va., according to Terry Harter, senior pastor at First United Methodist Church in Champaign, Ill., where Cloyd and her family lived before moving to Blacksburg. • Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, a French instructor, according to her husband, Jerzy Nowak, the head of the horticulture department at Virginia Tech. • Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, killed in his French class, according to his mother, Betty Cueva, of Peru.

Angry As Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so The Family and Children's services just called to do some kind of damned follow up. She questioned as to why I wanted emergency medicaid and when I told her she made me feel like shit. And I told her that just because I was a citizen and didn't have a child didn't mean that they could discriminate against me. She said that my diabeties wasn't a life or death situation. 6 shots a day...I wonder what would be considered life and death. And I told her "The government doesn't care about us." and she was like yes we do. I said no because if you did you'd help me. "I am helping you ma'am. I'm going to help you get prescriptions that you need." I was like I need the insulin pump not prescriptions. So I hung up on her because she had me in tears from where she was being rude and ugly to me. I even wrote to the president but I doubt that would help. So I'm sitting here crying my little eyes out because I fear that my diabeties will get the best of me. Those of you who

List Of Date Ideas Ive Been Working On(i Need More)
1)zoo 2) kock a doodles , artiist for a day (place where you do ceramic art) 3) discover center (scientific meuseum) 4) birds of prey center 5) botanical gardens 6) idaho ice world (skating) 7) boondocks (araacde / mini golf / stuff) 8) table rock (local scenery) 9) green belt (walk path) 10) build a bear. 11) my old neighborhood walk... 12) kathryn albertsons park (lovely walk path) 13) country drive 14) Movies! a) majestic b) edwards c) rent 15) places to eat a) davinci's (great itallian) b) mai thai c) asiagos d) old chicago 16) ice cream a) maggie moos b) cold stone 17) book store

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry... if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are (repost of original by 'sassykajun' on '2007-04-16 10:21:00') (repost of origi

Humpday Me Baby
Hope everyone is having a great humpday!!! I added my yellow and black chaps update today for all of you that love my big bootie... hugs..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (adults only)!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Bear Auctions Are Live
Teddy Bear auctions for the cast of Battlestar Galactica are now live. All monies raised go to the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer Research. Please check them out and bid on a bear or two :) http://www.lisawalks.com/ptb2007.htm

Glad To Be An American!
AMERICA(FUNNY STUFF...LOL) 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only

What Kind Of Reader Are You?
What Kind of Reader Are You? Your Result: Dedicated Reader You are always trying to find the time to get back to your book. You are convinced that the world would be a much better place if only everyone read more.Literate Good Citizen Obsessive-Compulsive Bookworm Fad Reader Book Snob Non-Reader What Kind of Reader Are You?Create Your Own Quiz

Tough Day
Today one of my son's turned 18I have not been able to see my kids in 14 years and his mind has been poisoned against me so my birhtday wishes will not be welcome. It is a lot for me mind to deal with so please forgive me if anything today has been harsher than intended. And also if I have had to leave conversations recently. I will never know my younger son eitehr who is 16. He has Down's and would not understand who I am. PS I have moved his pictures from my family only folder to my defualt folder if anyone wants to see

Are You Capable Of Killing?
Probability of killing, 61% You have probably seen death. You watch too many horror flicks, play too much violent videogames, or probably exposed to death by where you live. or maybe you have lots of problems with enemies or have little self-esteem. The factors add up that you need to avoid situations or people that could push you to that point.Are you capable of killing

This Is Just Me
I am still learning all of this and I wanted to post a blog just incase you are too slow to figure it out. Haha I know not very funny. Just so everyone knows... Technically I am still single, but I have been going on a couple os dates with a very nice gentleman. Yes Ladies those kinds of men do still exist. It's true. He even askes if it is okay if he calls me. I am not used to that kind of treatment. Guys maybe you could learn something from this. Haha you will still do whatever makes you feel comfortable and it doesn't really matter what I say. Anyway, I just thought that I would create my first blog. This is just me being honest with everyone and for your best interst it would be to your benefit to be honest with me. Take care and I will keep adding to my blogs over time.

R.i.p. ~ Moody Jr., George Elwin
MOODY, JR., GEORGE ELWIN, 32 Mountain Home, AR - George Elwin Moody, Jr. of Mountain Home, AR passed away on Fri. April 13, 2007. He was 32. Mr. Moody had lived in Ocala, where he was born, until he moved to Mountain Home, AR a little over a year ago. He was working at Gaston's Resort in Mountain Home. He is survived by his father, George Edwin Moody, Sr. of Ocala and mother, Deborah Jan Karalus of Mountain Home, AR; brother, Darrell Moody of Orlando; sisters, Cathy Moody Smith of Belleview and Jamie Moody Martin of Ocala; and paternal grandmother, Dovie Harvey. Memorial services for Mr. Moody will be held on Sun., April 22, 2007 at 2pm at Hiers Funeral Home, 910 SE Silver Springs Blvd., Ocala, FL. Published in the Ocala Star-Banner from 4/18/2007 - 4/19/2007.

Which Positive Quality Are You?
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Courage You are Courage. Courage is bravery, daring to do what is right in the face of adversity. Courage allows for the triumph of good over evil. "Courage does what must be done no matter what the consequences."Faith Charity Friendship Love Peace Which Positive Quality Are You?

Everyone Check This Out!! Wonderful Gift From Bryant Mcgill
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What Mental Disorder Do U Have??
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Paranoia Manic Depressive ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) What mental disorder do you have?

People Who Take Pictures Appearently Like Me...
Why is it that so many photographers like to talk to me. It's weird. I was on the bus in November and this creepy guy gave me his card, he actually owned a studio in Lakewood or whatever, and I have a friend who's a photographer, and all sorts of people who do photography on here keep asking to take my pictures... It's bizzare... but I'm not complaining, I like photography people I am a photographer myself... kind of. I'm just stating.

Why Overlook Us Because Of Our...
Why Overlook Us Because Of Our.... Why overlook us because of our wrinkles.. Why overlook us because of our droopy bottoms... Why overlook us because of our hair is greying... Why overlook us because of our breasts are uneven and one maybe smaller than the other.. Why overlook us because of our weight.. Why overlook us because of our glasses.. Why overlook us because we aren't a size two... Look At Us For Our.. Look at us for our character... Look at us for our caring.. Look at us for our nurturing.. Look at us for our pride.. Look at us for our personalities.. Look at us for our ways of kissing boo boos and making the pain go away.. Look at us for our HEARTS. Normal real women have imperfections which make us perfect in our own way! Just look into her eyes and you can see the real beauty that lies within... Just remember...a woman doesn't have to be a size two to be beautiful.. There are all kinds of shapes and sizes of beauty...!!! (I just wrote thi

Which Mental Disorder Do You Have.
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed. ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) Paranoia GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) What mental disorder do you have?

Vt"s Loss
Its been a day and a half since the shooting at Virginia Tech and I know alot of people have weighed in on how bad this was and how will the Victims families cope with their loss; all of these are good questions and I have one what about the parents of the shooter have you considered what they are going through and what they will face for the rest of the lives? Shame and a lot of it but they more than likely are good people who's son went off the deep end and shot and killed 32 people including himself , then comes the if only guilt which isn't fair to anyone let alone the parents whom I feel sorry for . I don't have any kids in college but yet I can understand the fear and the sorrow that each family is feeling and out of respect for them I have lowered my flag to half mast and Pray for a quick healing and understanding from us all for the survivors and the victims of this horrid event.

Poetry
Just to inform you all I am writing personal and specific poetry for anyone interested.....they will all be unique to every individual and written with 2 hours of your request. I will need no payment, just my way of saying thanks for making me welcome GRRRRREAT! leave a comment on this BLOG if you are interested. Thanks KingDrago

Aquarius
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Friends Are Like Baloons Once U Let Them Go U Cant Get Them Back.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love

Fam If You Real Send It Backpleas
FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love you .....I Love you ......I Love you .......I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you ........I Love you .......I Love you ......I Love you .....I Love you ....I Love you ...I Love you ..I Love you .I Love you .I Love you .I Love you ..I Love you ...I Love you ....I Love

Lovely Ladies Of Ct!
Well I now have to send this blog to ALL the beautiful gorgeous ladies of CT! I enjoy talking to you all every moment...so I have written a poem for all of you: FOREVER TOUCHED BY YOUR GENTLE HAND AS WE WALK THROUGH THE FOREST OF DREAMS TOGETHER GLIMPSING THE FORBIDDEN PATH AND THE TRAIL OF THINGS LEFT UNSAID THE SUMMER BREEZE WHISPS YOU BEAUTIFUL HAIR AND THE SUNLIGHT DANCES IN YOUR STUNNING EYES YET, RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT I AM CAPTURED BY THE WONDEROUS SMILE APON YOUR FACE AND AS THE DAY TURNS TO DUSK, I AM REMINDED THAT FOR ALL OF THE TIME WE'VE SPENT TOGETHER IT IS STILL ONLY BUT A DREAM. I hope you all enjoy ladies and whoever else reads this... Thanks KingDrago

I.q.
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tears
you were only 24, living your life, but you were still a child. At 24 you took your life from us And at 24 i put you in the ground, something that i thought i would never have to do. And at 24 we will remember you not for what you were in the past, but for what you could have strived to be. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU...and someday we will meet up again. This is for my girl i buried on sunday, in her memory we will remember ..and the tears i shed are real. sometimes i ask why?...maybe i should have been there for her more or done something different. But when i start thinking about that i hear her words.."you can't change your path and the things your supposed to do. You just live it and hope for the best." REST IN PEACE TERA

Memories Of Lindsey Amber Warren
My brother's girlfriend Amber, was shot in the head by an air rifle on December 12, 2006. She was 14 years old. She was pronounced dead December 13, 2006. My brother's girlfriend died in my brother's arms. He held her while he waited for the ambulance. And now my brother says he relives that horrible moment everyday. And he's only 14. He's drinking, doing drugs. Anything to take his mind off of Amber. He is having a mental breakdown at the age of 14. Please have my brother in your prayers on a full recovery. God Bless!

Vt - Could Things Have Turned Out Differently?
Could it have been different if more students and teachers had firearms? Virginia quashed bill allowing handguns on campuses Tech spokesman celebrated 2006 defeat because it would help make campus safe Posted: April 16, 2007 3:15 p.m. Eastern By Art Moore © 2007 WorldNetDaily.com More than one year before today's unprecedented shooting rampage at Virginia Tech, the state's General Assembly quashed a bill that would have given qualified college students and employees the right to carry handguns on campus. At the time, Virginia Tech spokesman Larry Hincker said he was happy to hear of the bill's defeat, according to the Roanoke Times. "I'm sure the university community is appreciative of the General Assembly's actions because this will help parents, students, faculty and visitors feel safe on our campus," the Virginia Tech spokesman said. At least 32 people were killed today at Virginia Tech in the worst campus shooting in U.S. history. The proposal, House Bi

God's Voice Mail
Sure glad we don't have to worry about this when we pray! Most of us have now learned to live with voice mail as a necessary part of our lives. Have you ever wondered what it would be like if God decided to install voice mail? Imagine praying and hearing the following: > Thank you for calling heaven. For English press 1 For Spanish press 2 For all other languages, press 3 Please select one of the following options: Press 1 for request Press 2 for thanksgiving Press 3 for complaints Press 4 for all others I am sorry, all our Angels and Saints are busy helping other sinners right now. However, your prayer is important to us and we will answer it in the order it was received. Please stay on the line. If you would like to speak to: God, press 1 Jesus, press 2 Holy spirit, press 3 To find a loved one that has been assigned to heaven press 5, then enter his social security # followed by the pound sign. (If you receive a negati

Kinda Feelin It 2day!
Im kinda light weight goin threw it 2day, it might not seem like it but yeah 2 day iz kinda hard & 4 ya'll that really know me it has ta be BIG 4 me ta write. I havent saw my lil girl since X-mas of last year sum of ya'll know tha story baby mama drama, anyway I LOVE my lil twin wit everything i have & not ta get ta see her like i used 2 iz really killin me on tha inside, i go about my day every day tryin ta just do life but a little bit of me iz not here its there alot of u may feel me on that cuz i know other ppl r havein tha same prob.I write her just like tha ppl at parenting class told 2 but thats not enough i need more...so thats about it, thamks 4 letin me get that off my chest!

3 Things To Think About
Three things to think about 1. COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS 1. COWS: Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they can track her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. 2. THE CONSTITUTION: They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore anyway. 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS: The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse.

Fear Of Heights
I’ve never felt so unbelievable Daydreams dancing in my mind It’s almost inconceivable A place inside I couldn’t find I’m afraid I’ve never been as high before As I’ve been with you It makes me question everything Could you really be this true I’m afraid of falling I’ve never felt the intensity Of a beauty that I can’t describe But a part of me wants to run away And trap itself inside I’m afraid I’m falling for you

"passings"
Barely breathing; hardly here A life soon passing; drawing near Walls of the soul keep closing in Where it may go; where it has been Darkly shadows; wicked light They sit right by your side tonight A stranger's voice is calling you, To bring it home, and dawn anew Lifetime passes by your eyes Truths are told; wears no disguise A soul's been cleansed; prepared a course, For all its good; less its remorse Lifting upwards, Heaven brings Angels bear untarnished wings And guided to that promised place, To taste the light of sweet embrace Copyright 2006 Elias Rathgar

Just Bored
Well I thought I would post a blog cause I am so bored its driving me crazy lmao , Well My birthday is Sunday and trying to find something to do I have no clue , so if any one has any suggestions please send me a comment or mail and give me some ideals.

Faith Waits
Sinking insincerity In miles and miles of land Mind whispers instead of calls New fears of helping hands What happened to my eyes? They used to pick up only love A couple of bows to the heart Then the crow will eat the dove? My simple mind will not divulge The tricks that bleed the magic I will wait in faith and suffer true So no others suffer tragic

++this Is My Hand In Friendship Forever++
♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥•.¸♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥ ++THIS IS MY HAND IN FRIENDSHIP FOREVER++ ♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥•.¸♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•.¸♥ Has Anyone Ever Told You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference I consider you a FRIEND ! KNOW T

Update
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com like being in the middle of a seperation wasnt bad enough i had to get sick.. i am finaly out of the hostpital after a long 2 weeks of antibiotics. for a bacterial infection.. that managed to infect my nasil cavity.. any who.. this song is stuck on my brain.. maybe thinking about the one i shouldnt have let go ? eh who knows too much else to worry about than my love life. which went from extramely t.v. pop star entertaining to non exsistant.. but yano what thye say what goes around comes around.. guess this is my come around. any who just popping a quick line to let ya knows i am alive and felling much better to those close to me already know this so smooches ya sexy fucks lady kaos

Lulliby To An Angel
Close your eyes, Feel me around you, holding you close, So in love with you, We'll say a prayer, We'll send it together, Under Heaven's stars, In love forever, I'll kiss you so softly, Hold you so tight, And sing to my angel, A soft lulliby, Rock-a-by my Angel, Sleep so sweet, Fly with the angels, As you lie here with me, We'll meet in heaven, Til the morning light shines, So sleep sweet, Angel of mine, I love you!

The Plan (look In Default Photos To See The Pic.)
Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York" in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their aff

Today
well, this morning i woke up with some nasty crusted crap all over my eyes and i couln't open them!!! go figure, for the first time in a long ass time i get sick with a virus and end up having to go to the emergency room on friday and to make matters worse i keep getting hit by all this crap!!!!

What If
What if we found something special That we were always meant to have In the midst of all confusion And the overwhelming sad What if our lives have lead us Through these most strenuous paths So that we could finally meet And I could take your hand What if all our sorrows Were meant to strengthen our bond To shine light onto our darkness And bring love into our song What if this is the beginning Of what our lives were meant to be And we’ve been only waiting Till you and I were free

Mcmuse
i.... i... i.. i. yes i. food for thought... is food in itself. noodles? not egg. i'm thinking my brain doesn't work today muchlessmybody. system restore? would be nice. is there someone here? no. must be my imagination. why is it... that what you are... made me what i am? it's ridiculous. spelled correctly without an e. specifically because what i am... is not what you think i am. i'm not even sure i am. or not. as of right now... i am... malfunctioning. drugs? i wish. i'm having one sided conversations with myself. the kind where i am giving myself the cold shoulder. while thinking about explaining to you why it is that i don't make sense to myself. because if i can just point it out to you.... maybe you can redirect it towards me. the part in which i make sense to someone other than myself. because i probably don't. ramble ramble stu--er. you got it. no one else did... or am i

Ponderings
*****The Gift***** Darkness, ebbing into shadow worlds daylight screaming for new life a solitude of silence gone rent, as if by a knife Sun pushing, forcing, driven now prisms diamond glow comes thru the brilliant colors rainbow like flow thru the morning dew A new day is apon us full with wonders to behold like children we await to see our future to unfold Come sit with me my beauty see a morning thats to love a precious gift is given us amazement from above Doc Shaw

I'm Tired
Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs and casualty reports because t

A Little Old Lady
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple minutes of your time, I would like to....... "F*ck off!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money" and she tried to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse shit all over her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse shit from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. "Well," she said, "I hope you've got a f*cking good appetite, because he electricity was cut off this morning."

Paddy Staggered Home Very Late
Paddy staggered home very late after another evening with his drinking Buddy, Mick. He took off his shoes to avoid waking his wife, Brigid. He tiptoed as quietly as he could toward the stairs leading to their upstairs bedroom, but misjudged the bottom step. As he caught himself by grabbing the banister, his body swung around and he landed heavily on his rump. A whiskey bottle in each back pocket broke and made the landing especially painful. Managing not to yell, Paddy sprung up, pulled down his pants, and looked in the hall mirror to see that his butt cheeks were cut and bleeding. He managed to quietly find a full box of band-Aids and began putting a Band-Aid as best he could on each place he saw blood. He then hid the now almost empty Band-Aid box and shuffled his way to bed. In the morning, Paddy woke up with searing pain in both his head and butt and Brigid staring at him from across the room. She said, "You were drunk again last night weren't you Paddy

Lets Support The Vt Massacre By...
saving my profile pic.. and using it as your own.. lets show the world that we do care.. i will post a bulletin also.. feel free to leave ur comments here and on the bulletin.. thank you.. and RIP VT alumni.. (R)0bb!E T. This shit is serious.. we can repost stupid ass bulletins over and over about non sense.. u can repost this to show ur support.. these are ur people.. that didnt deserve what happened to them..

Wanna Go On A Picnic?
To see him there laying on top of the picnic table... I came up and touched his cock He looked at me with a smile. I began to rub up and down his pants He moaned slightly. I laid on top of him as I kissed his lips. His hands grabbed my ass tight I felt his cock grow I felt my pussy get wet. He whispered undo my pants Make me hard as you can with your hand I stood back up and un did his pants I took a hold and stroked his cock Up and down, again and again. He moaned faster, faster Lick the tip top of my cock And stroke me up and down. My pussy was wetter then before But continued to please his cock I wanted his cum in my mouth. He teased me with a small squirt here and there I sucked his cock for over an hour on the table far behind the pond . We heard voices far away That turned both of us on making me suck even harder Wanting him to explode his load in my mouth. He said go down all the way don't stop or pause cause my load is about to exp

It Never Changes.....
Remember my blog about stupidity? In 1999, as the nation was still coming to grips with the tragedy at Columbine High School, then-House Majority Leader Tom DeLay (R-Texas) took to the floor to identify what he saw as the real culprit: science classes. “Our school systems teach the children that they are nothing but glorified apes who are evolutionized [sic] out of some primordial soup,” DeLay said. Young people learn modern biology, DeLay said, which in turn makes them feel insignificant, which in turn leads to violence. Pretty stupid. Surely no else would be that dumb, right? Guess again. These are the words of Ken Ham, a leading creationist activist, who leads an outfit called Answers in Genesis: “We live in an era when public high schools and colleges have all but banned God from science classes. In these classrooms, students are taught that the whole universe, including plants and animals — and humans — arose by natural processes. Naturalism (in essence, atheis

Day #1
Okay so it's now day 1 and I really miss Teddy like crazy. No he didn't disappear on me again. His roommate Stephen is going on vacation with his family for about two weeks. Sometimes I might feel like I can't do this but I know that I can. I survived 8 days and I know I can do 14. Though I might get a little on the crazy side, I still have friends to see me through. Today I got on the Gazelle and the ab lounger. Last night I joined a site called www.musculartrainingdevelopment.com and its really cool. It offers free advice and other tips to training and exercising. They are really cool. I'm hoping that since I joined that that I won't have problems losing the weight that I need to continue on. Hopefully, my exercising will finally pay off. I just give up to easily I admit. And when I'm not hungry and feel like I should eat, I'll drink water or chicken broth and I could even do more exercising. :) Right now my goal is to lose 5 lbs by May 17th. I know I can do it. Set small go

Dieting Sucks
So ya I've been on a diet for about 3 weeks now and I am having weight loss.. its just so damn sllloooooow. I'm going through a hard time right now but actually it might be going better because the hubby started this same diet with me yesterday. *sighs* why does it have to be so damn hard.. to many damn temptations! I have so much weight to lose its probably gonna take me a year + with how its going. I just hope I have the strengh and willpower to stick with it. I mean I've lost 7 pounds in 3 weeks so far.. guess its not TOO bad but it just seems like it.. ugh!

After The Impact
Saddened hearts become lonely And overtures hum the blues Chirping birds are hard to come by And shooting stars simply diffuse Sleepy towns keep on sleeping Awkward moments linger on Filling time with bored expressions Continuing the silent song The pain and anger it has shifted To a position of being numb No longer begs for disposition Breathing a total of the sum A scream cracks through the cloud line But it is enveloped by ignored You must stay within the empty Until your mind reveals the door

Need A Babysitter?
The wind whipped through my hair as I clung to you on the back of the bike. After babysitting for you all evening I loved when you would take me for a ride on your motorcycle on the way home. Not only did I enjoy the rumble of the engine sneaking through the seat to tickle my clit but riding gave me an excuse to hold you tight. I could feel the muscles in your chest as my arms wrapped around to hold on tight. Did you ever notice that I slid closer when we got out of sight of your house and your wife? I knew at 18 I was too young for you but still I fantasized about you all the time. When your wife called to have me baby-sit my panties would get moist just thinking of you. All night I would watch the kids and wait for you to come home. Some nights I would sneak a peak at the Playgirl magazines your wife had hidden. I wanted to see you like that, naked, hard, calling to me to take care of it for you. After the kids were sleep I would sit in your chair and play with m

Spirits At Play...
When my father died. The shock was so great. It was so deep and raw that I turned my face away from it and instead focused my eyes on my mother. And her pain. I barely cried. I did gasp and bend and wrap my arms about myself. The pains of it was physical. An ache the I couldn't rub out. I remember calmly discussing things with my mom. This is the way we both are. No time for anything else. Lets focus on what needs to be done....and do it. Let's figure out the steps that need to be taken...and take them. I held on tight to my moms voice. Forcing calmness inside my own. I figured that if I was calm then she would be as well. I'm almost sure that she was focusing on the very same thing. I insisted on calling the family. I needed to spare her the grief of others. The tears and the sobs that bound over the line and enter into your heart becoming your own. Compounding it. Thickening it. I needed to do this for her. Three phone calls later found me on the floor of my

To All My Friends
I have almost 200 friends on my friends list.. I'm not asking for much just a few seconds of your time. I am only asking for a rate of a 10 or 11 if you can spare it on my photo in the The Mother's Day Contest and 1 Comment. I know some of you don't promote contests and that's fine. Thank you to all who have already helped me. I appreciate it. I will return the favor to you if you are in a contest Girl Scouts Honor.. and yes I was a girl scout.. and guess what my first badge was...lol The drama badge so if you would like... you can leave the drama llama as my comment lol.... and it would mean a lot if it was the interactive one so I could come by and play with him and scratch his little ears because he is just sooo darn cute. Yes I should have been a comedian. But seriously I would love to win this. And wasn't my daughter just beautiful on her wedding day. Love to you all.. And remember if you need me just private message me your link to your contest and I'll be

Size Doesnt Matter
Meet a pretty lady at a bar, she even has her own car. Told me she can make me a star, maybe that is going a little to far. So we go outside, and take a little ride. She begins to move over to my side, I am looking for a place to hide. So she take it out and starts sucking my cock, I found a place to park,down by the dock. There are geese in the pond beginning to flock, until I hear the sound of the town clock. Damn, honey you sure work pretty fast, she says I just hope that you can last. Then all of a sudden she fills a blast, in her throat, Shit, I came to fast. We are really getting into it, and I like it I have to admit. She pulls harder on my ass, she really is good enough to give a class. She moans and says ahhh, that`s right, lets not waste the rest of the night. She gives me just a little bite, and I fuck her with all my might. She really does have a nice place, but on her bed we are running out of space. I brought some protection just in case, I still pull it out and cum on he

What To Do....
I GOT ACCEPTED TO ODU School of Nursing!!!!! It's in VA and it's a 2 year accelerated program. I have also applied to LSU, here in Louisiana, but have not received word as of yet, but... they want me to start as a sophomore (3 years). They are both BSNs... WHAT TO DO (should I get accepted into both)??? Also, the VA Guard pays 100% TA + books, LA Guard has 100% TA "exemption" but no books. ADVICE NEEDED, lets assume I get into LSU.

Update
tonite is the last nite i work at my second job as for i will be prepairing for my new ultimate job on monday. so my nites will be free to relax and enjoy life for a change, i will still be worken for the same company but just tranfering to a diff department, like a 5 dollar more an hour position, if i'm not too tired tonite when i get off i will be on here for a while laterz , have a gr8 hump day

Two Friends...
Two friends, a blonde and a redhead, are walking down the street and past a flower shop where the redhead sees her boyfriend buying her flowers. The Redhead sighs and says:"Oh crap,my boyfriend is buying me flowers again." The blonde looks quizzically at her and says: "You don't like getting flowers from your boyfriend?" The redhead replies: "I love getting flowers, but he always has expectations after giving me flowers. I just don't feel like spending the next three days on my back with my legs in the air." The blonde says: ........"Don't you have a vase?"

My Tarot Card!! Love It!!
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

If Your An American
Subject If your an american! Body: Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the

From You To Me.
Your always in my dreams, When i fall asleep at night. I wake the next day And your always out of sight. I need you by my side, As much as you can be I dont want you to promise me forever Just as long as we are free. Free from the people that dont want us to be. Free from the society that cant stand to see. See me and you By each others side. They dont think my love Will always stay alive. To them they cant see How much you mean to me. And only, if only They would open there eyes. To see how much we love each other And that our love will never die. Then and only then, They can understand why.

Burn!
Babygirl just listen not dissin just missin your kissing and wishing i could watch the sun glissin off your hair in the morning while im yawning and its you that im yurning, cant wait for the world to stop turning and shit to stop burning, the coffe for one that im churning, and in the pages im turning in this life that im livin and the thoughts of not given even the shit that i put in to this thing that were both in, But cant find myself to just give in to the girls that im sexin So i sit with your picture in pocket, all of this hurt i cant stop it, But i guess that i lost it when i told you i knock it. when is my turn i dont wanna be like usher and let burn.

Wear Your White!
*repost this if you want* As you all know Friday will be April 20th, or 4/20. There is going to be a movement bigger then the date. It has to do with the heart. Most of you know of the horrible massacre that happened at Virgina Tech on Monday, and many horrible acts of hate and indifference going on all around the world. But what is asked of you to do is about LOVE and PEACE. Friday April 20, 2007 we are asking everyone to show your own personal STAND against hate. Wear a white t-shirt all day to promote PEACE and LOVE. Decorate the shirt with what LOVE and PEACE mean to you. Or just simply wear the White T-Shirt out of a sign of LOVE and PEACE. We're not asking for your money. We're not asking for your time. We're asking for your HEART. WEAR YOUR WHITE

Black Diamond
The Diamond which Shine bright through Dark Ends, Attracted to the night, love without a price, unobtainable, Godly but share the wicked side, no man or woman can handle the sacred crush of lust,beheld behind its cunning scheme, life without is not life, Killa of all killaz, Style so unormal but the ability to be loved,Once eyez are met it blinds you from any other pleasures,You want this Black Diamond? But Your mind cant grasp the meaning because you lack understanding,Ever Breath you take you reach closer to this Destiny.BLACK DIAMOND. I LIKE TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK PLEASE THANK YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY LOVE YOU ALL OXXO :)

2 Everyone
i got this from my sister a few mins ago.. i thought it was touching! To everyone: I just wanted to tell you guys that I love you all and I am so grateful to have each of you in my life. I hope you all have a wonderful and blessed day. It was difficult for me to decide who I thought would DO this because many people claim to pray, but not everyone does. I hope I chose the right twelve. Please send this back to me. (You'll see why.) May everyone who receives this message be blessed. REMEMBER to pray. That's all you have to do. There is nothing attached. Just send this to twelve. Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of reward. Make sure you pray, and pray believing that God will answer. May today be all that you need it to be today. May the peace of God and the freshness of the Holy Spirit rest in your thoughts, rule in your dreams tonight and conquer all your fears. May God manifest hi

Mothers Day Contest
LISTEN UP LADIES IM HAVIN A MOTHERS DAY CONTEST CONTEST STARTS APRIL 29TH 3PM EST AND ENDS MAY 12TH 3PM EST ALL PIC MUST BE WITH YOUR CHILD OR MOTHER IM TAKIN 20 CONTESTANTS RUlES ARE AS FOLLOW COMMENT BOMBIN ALLOWED RATES NO CHEATIN I DO CHECK ALL ACCOUNTS IF CAUGHT USIN A FAKE ACCOUNT YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT ON YOUR ASS NO NEW ACCOUNTS LEVEL 5 LETS KEEP IT CLEAN NO DRAMA NO DOWNRATERS IF LIKE TO JOIN SEND ME A PVT MESG WITH YOUR LINK PLZ RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T@ CherryTAP all prizes are big pimpin 1st corvette 2nd tropical vacation 3rd diamond ring 4th ear rings 5th platinum cherry

Hurt
I wish I could cry but my eyes are all dry the pain is in my heart you made me fall apart Even though I try I know you lie I am not your pride and joy just another play toy Why can't you see or even try to understand me you keep playing your game and make me feel shame I was such a fool used like a tool and after what you said where was my head? I should have seen from the start you would just play with my heart but I must have been blind I let you fuck with my mind So go get a clue I am so done with you you have hurt me enough if you don't like it tough

Right Click & Save
Every now and then I see shit that just tickles me. Today has been no different. I constantly see people with photo albums that have a little note in parenthesis. (DO NOT RIP!!) What a fucking way to stop others from getting your pics, people! Real nice! You are trying to stop people from getting your pics? Any time you put a pic on the internet, it is subject to get stolen, and I doubt....no, I KNOW...that a little note like (DO NOT RIP!!!) is not going to deter someone form getting that picture. Why? There is a little simple thing that has been around from the concept of the internet. It is called "Right Click and Save." And with that you won't even know who has your picture. So ummm...yeah...as many people that is on this site all your booty pics are not safe even if it is labeled NSFW. At least with some one ripping your photos you know who has it.And if you do not want anybody to have the pics...then don't put the shit up! The Mouthpiece has spoken!

Dirty Sky
She sits. She's sure the sound of the rain beating against the window is tremendous, but, she cannot hear it over the Evanescence music blaring through her head phones. She flips open her phone 7.23am. "Still dark" She thinks. The weather matched her mood. She becomes aware once again of that dull ache in her chest, it’s been weeks and the pain is still growing worse every day. She reaches into her backpack -she had it since 5th year, it’s beaten, battered, covered in buttons, badges and graffiti- and pulls out her dairy. She looks around, train's still empty, won't fill up till Wicklow. She put pen to paper and writes: "The Dark and Dirty Sky weighs heavy. Dampens my already heavy soul. I need to get out from under this darkness. How? Why does she affect me so? GOD!! She's So Beautiful!! Her Scent!! Her Glow!! Her Voice!! Why doesn't want me?" A tear rolls down her cheek. She brushes it away and glances out the window again.

People Pleaser
I have learned that I am a people pleaser...man of man...I have got to learn to get my worth from the Lord and not from people. When I am down I will go to God for encouragement. He is the ultimate anyway... If there are those of you out there who are like me and need to have that acceptance and need to hear that we are loved and shown that those around us are happy with us.. Please take this heed, dont be like me....get your worth from God, NOT from people.... He can give u much more in ways that we did not believe possible.... No longer am I a people pleaser!!!

The Art Of Being In Love
To be Understood To be Seen To be Touched To be Cared for All the little perks that come from being loved. You learn so much about yourself when you let someone love you, and more importantly when you let yourself love someone. You can often find out things you don’t particularly like. Such as, how your moods, actions and words affect those around you, how hard it can be for people to get along with you sometimes. You learn that the way you are used to dealing, coping with things will no longer suffice. You learn this from the way you affect the one you love. You see if you love someone and are loved in return, yours moods and emotions are reflected in one another. ~You feel how he or she feels~ With this new found awareness now know you must change. Not to be better, nor to please your partner. You must learn to be part of each other, to consider each other to ask for help, also, to recognise when help is being asked for. Until you learn the how’s, what’s and why’s of eac

Be Fucking Real People
I am so tired of people full if shit on here! If you can't do as you say don't say anything! I hate game players, I am so over the cyber sex childish behaviours on here! Get a fucking life people! DO WHAT YOU SAY AND MEAN IT! OR PLEASE DON"T CONTACT ME!!! I HAVE NOT TIME FOR PUSSIES!

Lost Another Ct Member
Please stop by and pay ur respects, such a beautiful young girl (she was 29). May she RIP. My thoughts and prayers go out to her family and friends. Please stop by and show her God Father respects as well. Soccer Dad@ CherryTAP

The World Today......
So did you all hear? That video games was the cause of the fucked up in the mind kid who shot all those innocent people on campus? What a load of fucking shit! I play games, I play lots of them every now and then that I like. Do I go around doing what nut job did? No! Why? There's a difference between real world and fantasy. Which one always wins out? Real life. Why? Because well, real life is where we are and who we are. Things like this make me wonder why the blame for something we know That is everyday part of life. Is the blame for are problems. Look the world is a nasty and cruel place. There's no doubt about it. Maybe the blame should be the kid needed help. And like one teacher said. He needed help and tried to get it for him. But hey! Why not blame music while we are at it? If games are to cause. Well, what about all the hatred from rap music? Yeah, I remember a lady named queen latifah in one of her songs. Singings kill the mother fuckin

No More....
no more kisses no more hugs no more jokes and no more tears it seems with you Ive drowned in hope and when you cared you threw a rope but the twisted games and tainted lies as I reach for something ,you pull it from sight My heart is your toy emotions thrown aside pleasure you take , in seeing me choke this game is not fun its like dieing inside the way you make feel I wonder if you ever even cared you have no idea of the power youve gained you can bring out a smile or make me wish Id disappear so no more wishes means no more tears how can I love someone who really doesnt care.

A Little Bit About Me
My name is April. I am a 30 year old stay at home mom to 4 wonderful boys. I have an awesome boyfriend named Bobby who i love with all of my heart. I am NOT here to find love or anything like that, i am ONLY here to find friends. I love making new friends and meeting new and interesting people. ~April

Happy Birthday
So today would have been my grandfather's 82nd birthday. Happy Birthday Papa!!!! There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I hope you're having one hell of a good time up there. Have a glass of Brandy for me!!

Been A Little While
How is everyone doing? I hope this finds everyone safe and horny as hell;). I have felt like there's been much to say lately, just racking up the CT friends (god I am such a geek at times. If you are one of the over 500 people whom Ive add since I've been on here and haven't even said hi to, I'm sorry and I'll start trying to be more talkative. Same old things have been going on in my life. I still don't have a new webcam or even a digital camera for that matter :( . As soon as I get one, what type of pics should i take? clean ones or NSFW ones? I'll put it to a vote. If any one is interested in seeing my NSFW pix, just let me know in a message and I'll add you to my family list. Well good bye for now, not sure when my perverted little mind will have something I feel is interesting to blog about again.

Hey
Hey Ya'll How is everyone on here? Im good I think.. dunno todays just been one of those days..not really a bad day just a thinking day if that makes sence... nutin seems right lol... no matter if things are peachy still dont... but anyways .. its cloudly here looks like rain but they say its gonna pass.. which we need it there already saying that we are short on rain grr.. for the ones that dont now where ( Georgia ) lol I dont know who actually reads this or not .. noormally no one responds back lol...tonight not gonna be online yeah i know im normally not online at night anyways... but tonight im gonna watch last nights episode of deadlist catch then bones comes on at 8 yeehawwww.. site for sore eyes there hehe... anyways... its wedensday few more days till the weekend.. whos got plans of so what are they? Im actually gonna have another yard sale this weekend.. the other half and my kids are going too there archery bbq AND im gonna be stuck home hosting it saturday lol then th

The Penis Requested A Raise In Salary For The Following Reasons
* I do physical labour * I work at great depths * I am alway's using my head first * I do not get RDO's,weekends off or public holiday's * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Responce from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You do not take initiative-you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift * You don't always observe OH&S measures, su

Wow,what A Dream!
Dang normally,I don't do sex dreams as a rule.I know you can't control them,n boy am Iglad I had that dream,lol. I was sitting in my favorite pjs(my chuzzles,that my mom gave me),my hair in pigtails,when this big guy came and sat with me to watch my favorite movie. Sitting there with his arm around me,I knew that it was save to be with him.I felt so safe n protected. So,I sifted to be sitting in his lap,my head resting in the crook of his shoulder.Sighing,I wondered,if safety ever felt so good. Not knowing what would happen next but knowing I wanted this man,I decided to kiss on him,frustrated,that he didnt do anything but kiss me on the forehead,All he did was say,"you look tired my baby,go to sleep" I did as he asked and started to fall asleep on his lap,knowing that whatever I thought was going to happened wouldnt. Next thing I knew I was awaking up to this man's hands on my breasts,lightly teasing my already hard nipples,barly breathing I wanted to see what would happen next.

Looking For Djs
WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD DJ'S THAT CAN TAKE LIVE REQUESTS AND PLAY A MIX OF ROCK N ROLL, R&B AND RAP IF THIS IS YOU THEN WE HAVE THE POSITION YOU WANT WE PROVIDE A DRAMA FREE ENVIRONMENT. A FUN AND GOING ATMOSPHERE AND THE BEST PEOPLE YOU COULD MEET. IF U ARE INTERESTED CONTACT MYSELF OR KERRY. THE LINKS ARE BELOW. KERRRY OWNER AND FOUNDER OF CLUB FANTASIA KERRY~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE~@ CherryTAP ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~@ CherryTAP

Why Feel Like This
the badest feeling to feel. it all starts when u lost a girl that u lve alot . but then u feel bad all the time. so u think that the feeling will never go alway and then u feel it geting worst and worst. so u start to cut on yr slf and drinking alot plus of them all u will smoke and always think of her. that the worst feeling of all.

More Ozzy News
OZZY TO RECEIVE VH1 ROCK HONORS VH1 pays homage to the legends who influenced the sound of rock with the second annual "VH1 Rock Honors". This year's celebration will honor the music and influence of OZZY, GENESIS, HEART and ZZ TOP. Premiering on Thursday, May 24 at 9:00 p.m., "VH1 Rock Honors" will be taped at the Mandalay Bay Events Center in Las Vegas on Saturday, May 12. The two-hour tribute will salute the groundbreaking bands of rock, the once in a lifetime events and the influential people who made a lasting mark on the history of rock. The influence of these honorees will be felt through spoken tributes, filmed packages and performances by some of today's hottest rock acts as well as the legends themselves. Check soon for interactive honoree profiles, exclusive programming, show information and more at http://rock.vh1.com.

Adult Story... My Latest Writing..... Let Me Know What You Think
Him/Her > > It is a very warm and sunny day.. And I am > crabbing down in corbin city, on an island that you > reach by boat.... > > We are all alone and no one else in site. You're > bending over to check your handline and I come up > behind you, wrap my arms around you and bend against > you to whisper in your ear "nice veiw from where I'm > at". Then I nibbble on your earlobe as I rub your > nipples in my hands...... > > As the sun quenches my face to where my cheeks are red, > I turn to you and smile.. I see the beautiful smile on your face and I bend > over to plant a Very passionate kiss on you.. Deep, very sensual, almost sinful... > as you continue to rub my full breasts, massaging them, pinching the nipples. > I start to rub your cock through your Jeans feeling you throbbing & getting harder.. > You wrap your arms around me holding me tighter while you kiss me even > deeper..... > > Overcome with desire, I lift you up and carry you over to a blanket

We Are Looking For You
WE ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD DJ'S THAT CAN TAKE LIVE REQUESTS AND PLAY A MIX OF ROCK N ROLL, R&B AND RAP IF THIS IS YOU THEN WE HAVE THE POSITION YOU WANT WE PROVIDE A DRAMA FREE ENVIRONMENT. A FUN AND GOING ATMOSPHERE AND THE BEST PEOPLE YOU COULD MEET. IF U ARE INTERESTED CONTACT MYSELF OR KERRY. THE LINKS ARE BELOW. KERRRY OWNER AND FOUNDER OF CLUB FANTASIA KERRY~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE~@ CherryTAP VIXEN CO OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~@ CherryTAP CLUB FANTASIA

The Heartbreak Of The World
I still don't know why This world is so cold A lot has happened And it's all senseless Thirty two people Shot dead at school The man who did it Killed himself to end it all People betraying others Breaking hearts and telling lies Never knowing how much Their words hurt the ones they do We have enough heartbreak In this world to last for eternity Would someone, somewhere please Stop this world from destroying itself?

About Me
hey my name is Sarah.i currently live in Alabama and it sucks by the way.i have 6 tatts and my ears and tongue pierced.i have an older sister,older half brother,and younger brother,i am 6"1 and 135 lb.i listen to music like rob zombie,disturbed,manson,evanescence,lacuna coil,mudvayne,static x,and cradle of filth.i watch movies like gone in 60 seconds,fast and the furious toyko drift,the crow,underworld evolution,van helsing,and resident evil.

7 Reasons Not To Mess With A Child
7 Reasons not to Mess with a Child A little girl: was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher: said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl: stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher: reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl: said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher: asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl: replied, "Then you ask him". ~~~~~~**~~~~~~ A Kindergarten teacher: was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl: replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher: paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without miss

Friends
There are many places on this earth Where people look for their own worth. They look at fame and fortune round' They wonder how to lose a pound. Not knowing all along they seek, A friend who is caring, hardly meek. I've found who that is to me, A lovely angel, her name is Gi. Short, yet...you know who you are...much love!

Maid Service
maid service by heather in WI (again) My husband and I enjoy travel and like to get away a few times a year. Being cold in the North, we like to head south in January or February. This year we went to Florida to see the sights and do the regular tour that the tourists do. We booked into the Hilton at Walt Disney World and got busy seeing and doing all the regular stuff. On the fourth day we were there, my husband had booked a round of golf, (that being his passion). My passion on the other hand, is shopping, and I was quite delighted to let him go and play a round while I took the time to browse the shops. We went down to the restaurant that morning for a leisurely breakfast before going our own separate ways. He headed off for the links and I went back up to the room to gather my purse and freshen up before my shopping spree. It took me about ten minutes to get ready and I grabbed my purse, ready to hit the streets. As I was heading for the door, I heard a sound coming from the

Blurry
Everythings so blurry And everyones so fake And everybodys so empty And everything is so messed up Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that Ill protect you From all of the obscene I wonder what your doing Imagine where you are Theres oceans in between us But thats not very far Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When ya shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing Theres noone left thats real To make up your own ending And let me know just how you feel Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I will save you From all of the unclean I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are Theres oceans in b

Hell Explained
Hell explained by a Chemistry Student You've got to love this guy's explanation of hell. The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave; therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the differen

What Lies In My Future
Old loves seem to be finding a way back into my life Bringing back feelings long forgotten But knowing only pain lies down that road Time to decide what matters Do I allow myself to continue to try No I believe it is time to allow people in and out of my life but taking out sex or thoughts of a relationship until something really meaningful comes around and stays with out the sex.

Well Time For Another Update
alright, well it's official i suffer from extreme anxiety, and chronic depression... haha as much as i joke it's hard to believe but it's true... well smoking and drinking are now the least of my worries... i didn't go to school today cause i woke up and felt like shit ran over twice... i ended up going to see my doctor because he had a walk in today and my leg is still shot and just how i felt today so we did a stress test and well guess what... i failed with fling colors... so if i don't seem myself lately it's because i'm going to be starting a mental stress pill... the chronic depression is thought to be a side effect of the stress level... so yay once again i feel like yet another failure in life... time to go sulk, on the bright side i'm going to get trashed this weekend... i really haven't had a really good day of drinking since i turned 21, i had two days were i was really drunk but nothing like i was hoping... so i'm trying to look forward to that... yes i know these are rando

Skewed Musings From A Confused Mind.
So... Maybe it's my intent today to piss off a lot of people. Maybe it is. Just maybe. BUT! Y'know, I'm in a mood. plain and simple. I'm in a mood... And, this goes back to that shit in Virginia, and ties so well into Cherry. Because, you know what I keep seeing? These Virginia Tech memorial type things, and I'll be honest, they annoy the living fuck out of me for various reasons. One: It's fake fucking sympathy. These people do not give a good goddamn in all reality. They may look and say, 'ain't that a bitch?' but in reality, they couldn't give a fuck less. and Two: They're in no way affected, and I would bet dollars to donuts, they didn't go to that school, didn't even live in fucking Virginia. It is just the state of our culture anymore. We have to always be sympathising. We have to have feelings, even if they're not real. Now, I admit, what happened did suck, but it happened. It's done and over with. Quit turning the fucking victims into martyrs or poster children

Wednesday 2/18/07
So far today has been like any other day for me, I'm just chatting in the CrushFM room on Phreik chat and listening to DJ Cracker on the radio. I'm kinda down today because Lisa's funeral is today, and due to being in a different state, and only knowing them online,( although I feel very close to all three of them )I am not able to go and be with my online parents or attend the funeral. I know they'll be ok and will get through this,but it's just kinda hard not being able to be there with them. Not sure when they will be home and back online either, as she is being buried two hours from where they live. Well, I think I'll end this here and go fix me some lunch, I just realized that I'm really hungry lol. Have a great day everyone.

I Did It Wahoooooooo Its All Better Now!!!
SHADY'S UNDERGROUND POSSE S*U*P* CT GIVE AWAY!* WHATS YOUR FLAVOR? SHADY'S UNDERGROUNDY POSSE S*U*P* YACHT * MOTORCYCLES * ROLEX * FAST CARS * $1,000,000 MANSION SHADY'S UNDERGROUND POSSE S*U*P* NO TIME LIMIT * ALL ON YOUR OWN PACE CHERRY TAP GIVE AWAY. TAKE AS LONG AS YOU NEED. NO TIME LIMIT ON WHEN THIS IS FINISHED. YOU COLLECT YOUR PRIZE WHEN YOU HAVE REACH THE REQUIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS. THERE IS ONLY ONE MAJOR RULE THAT I HAVE. THAT IS AS FOLLOWS... YOU MUST AT LEAST HIT 500 COMMENTS ON YOUR GIVE AWAY PRIZE EVERY WEEK AS A REQUIRMENT TO STAY IN THE CONTEST. IF I COME ACROSS A GIVE AWAY PICTURE THAT HAS NOT MOVED IN OVER A WEEK OR MORE THEN I WILL EMAIL YOU TO LET YOU KNOW TO MOVE IT ALONG OR I WILL DELETE YOUR PIC AND MARK YOU DOWN AS A CANCEL. JUST LIKE THAT. SO REMEMBER YOU MUST BE READY TO COMMENT YOURSELF AND HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ALSO Million Dollar Mansion 250,000 COMMENTS.... Yacht 55,000 COMMENTS.... PORSCHE 30,000 COMMENTS.... CORVETTE

I Am Disgusted That I Even Need To Post This
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called www.puellula.com. This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t

Calling
Calling When night is calling could you resist? Resist the power that is calling? Say no to what your soul is waiting for? Refuse although your heart seems to break? Ignore the feeling that darkness brings? Stop refusing! Answer the call! Go out in the night! Maybe you´ll become what you wish for. Vampires are waiting... AUTHOR UNKNOWN

Awaking Vampire
Awaking Vampire The sun sets. The creatures of the night coming to play... to play with humans... naive humans... No one knows what will happen. You don’t know, either. Although it’s your life that’s going to end... tonight. The darkness is falling. And you’re still happy. You still don’t know what will happen. Still don’t know anything. Soon you’ll learn... You’ll learn to love eternal life. You’ll learn to love the night. You’ll learn to hate the day. Same as I did. And you’ll learn to love me. And maybe, someday, I´ll tell you... tell you why you had to die... tonight. The moon is rising. And I found you. I took all my hate... and made you one of us... Now you’re lying on the ground. The pain is for the moment... but it’ll let you go. And only the sadness will stay. The sadness of having lost your life. And maybe, one day, of having lost your love. But for the now i

In Memory Of A Beloved Officer....
In Memory of a Beloved Officer.... Dear Family,Friends & Co-Workers, Please know that my love, thoughts and prayers are with you as you approach the first anniversary of Corporal Severn's death..Scott will forever be alive in our hearts and memories...Our Hero's never die..May God be with you and give you peace. Corporal Severns, I salute you Sir, for your service to the town of South Bend, the state of Indiana, and your country...Rest in peace in the loving arms of God. Keep watch over your loved ones and your Brothers and Sister's in blue... Corporal Scott Lee Severns South Bend Police Department Indiana End of Watch: Sunday, April 23, 2006 Biographical Info Age: 36 Tour of Duty: 8 years Badge Number: 2018 Incident Details Cause of Death: Gunfire Date of Incident: Friday, April 21, 2006 Weapon Used: Handgun Suspect Info: Charged with murder Corporal Scott Severns succumbed to gunshot wounds sustained two days earlier, while attempting to take police action

Dream Of A Vampiress
DREAM OF A VAMPIRESS Night, like a black veil descends now embracing the world around me. I sleep, yet do not ... your presence is near. You invade my every dream ... even when I am awake. You walk ... nearly float, sensuous, exotic, unearthly each step driving my heart against my chest. Your eyes, sensuous, beckoning draw me they dance. I stir, dark desires, fought with prayers burn within my very soul. A sound, sweet words falling over ruby lips caress my heart, my mind, my soul. Long silky hair swirl over ivory shoulders. Your smile, sensuous lips curl slowly ... revealing Long, Pointed, Sharp, White, Glistening. I rise, ivory arms reach out, beckoning and pull me to your breasts. Drifting now, I float freely on a sea of desires, my heart pounding, my flesh burning against yours. Our lips touch ... yours move slowly. A kiss ... sharp with the pleasure of pain ... against my throat ... and then you are gone ... Night's Children now return to sleep I fig

Ode To A Vampiress
Ode to a Vampiress In darkness ... it is said of ones such as You, does she dwell ... she is, the dark seductress who haunts your every dream. And beware, they say. for her embrace is ecstasy ... and ... death. And yet ... I am haunted by your dark beauty and dancing eyes, and the turn of your lips as you smile. I have listened and heard your voice singing in the wind. And now, as Night's Children sing to you I lie upon my bedding, cool satin against my fevered flesh, and my thoughts turn to You. And sleep will not come ... this night. AUTHOR UNKNOWN

When To Start .........
When to start Cussing.... A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing. The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" I don't know,

Sorry I'm Mia So Much
It seems lately that school & home life has totally consumed my time these days. I have been trying to check in & get back to you all but with finals around the corner it will have to be during my free time. Which, of course, is also limited. Sorry to all of those who are leaving the love & not hearing back from me! I will try to get back to you all soon!! Much love!! See you after finals! xoxoxoxo

A New Day
Well good morning to all my ct friends I figured I would try this posting a salute thing I sure hope it works because I NEED more points to advance to more levels.PLEASE HELP IN MY ENDEVER.Fan,Rate and add me. Thanks to all.

Help Me To Decide!!! Help!!
I have 2 private functions with 2 different dress code this Saturday (Black Tie & Goth).I've send my RSVP to both events months ago although they both held in 2 different states.Since the Black Tie party starting at 8pm-11pm (which I think I may be excuse early), I thought I can just drive for few hours to the Goth party after that. (I've been informed the party will last till the crack of dawn) Now hear this. I just got my 4 passes to Good Charlotte concert today.Little that I know the concert will be held the very same day at 8pm! I must've overlook the date, I think. So now,I can't decide. Should I go the concert? Should I just miss the function? Help!

In The Dark
In the dark No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's the dawning of my life by O.A.

2007 Tax Laws
TAX LAWS FOR 2007 The only thing IRS has not yet taxed is the PENIS. This is due to the fact that 70% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 13% of the time it is pissed off, 12% of the time it is hard up, and 5% of the time it's in the hole. It has two dependents, but they're nuts. Issues still under consideration are as follows: * Are there penalties for early withdrawal? * Do multiple partners count as a corporation? * Are condoms deductible as work clothes? Effective January 23, 2007 penises will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: 10"- 12" Luxury Tax 8" - 9" Pole Tax 6" - 7" Privilege Tax 4" - 5" Nuisance Tax Note: Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

Ozzfest 2007 Is Free
OZZFEST 2007 IS FREE!!!!!!!!! "This will change everybody's impression of the way touring in the summer in America should be."--Sharon Osbourne Imagine a day of wall-to-wall hard rock. Imagine the world's greatest headliner sharing a bill with cutting edge new artists. Imagine if this brass-knuckled beast was hellbent on coming to your town. Imagine this earth-pounding event...FOR FREE. 2007 will forever mark the year OZZFEST spiked the concert industry's punch and gave every head-banging American kid a reason to strap on an air guitar with the historic announcement that tickets to the summer's premiere touring concert festival won't cost fans a dime. Testing one, two, three... That's right, OZZY and SHARON OSBOURNE and tour producer LIVE NATION broke the news today at the Concert Industry Consortium in Los Angeles that their 12th annual hard rock spectacular--a 25-date extravaganza launching July 7 in Los Angeles--is pulling the plug on ticket prices and givin

One Way Ticket To Hell
One Way Ticket To Hell I try to stop it but I can't Like salt on an open wound Is death coming soon? Everything seems upside down The room is spinning round and round The walls are closing in on me What happened to being free? Blood is dripping from my wrists I’m pounding the floor with my fists The anger the fury The fire its burning No water just gas Its igniting so fast No doors in this cell In the pits of hell I’ve lost all that is good I’ve forgotten all that is sane Now all I know is pain Deanna Jovanelly

Night Out In The Big M
Out on monday night was the most bizarre night i may have expierienced (not counting the several night i don't quite remember). First off the starting place of our nights out was closed for unknown reasons and due to these circumstances a change of venue was needed. In our next stop were several of the hooded offenders teaching a polish person how to speak..... you can imagine the only words that were said from this moment on were 'Fuck' and 'Ghetto Booty mate!'. I would have beat them with my invisable yet rather pain inducing stick of mass damage but I was too distracted by a tube of lip gloss left in the ash tray which was still full. In my drunken state i decided to squeeze the whole tube into the ash tray and use it to stick all the contents together to make a rather disgusting lollipop looking abomination. Another venue change was in order.. "TOO THE ROIAD HOUSE!" On our casual walk up an alleyway we were then followed by two men that were very drunk and threatened to hit us

Beryl (aquamarine)
Mineral and precious stones have historic meanings based on their color, value, and rarity. Geology and various crystal structures have significance in the New Age movement, which has renewed interest in these materials. Beryl is a crystal that represents courage and tranquillity. Dreams that include this stone may reflect material gain, or they may reflect self-esteem and inner calm given by another as a gift to you.

Uhpdate!
Haven`t been on much lately due to the fact that:: 1) I started workinq at CVS as a Pharmacy Tech. and my hours are rediculous. 2) I had to take care of my doq that qot really sick from the damn petfood that qot recalled. 3)My Navy recruiter has been up my ass about qettinq in shape. So, I`m sorry to all of you who have been leavinq me multiple messaqes and comments that I haven`t been able to qet around to answerinq. RPG Gamer, Tweeks, ShadowDad - Ya`ll are my best. Thanks for always beinq there. =] Anyways;; Thanks quys. I fuckinq love you all. ♥

Believe In Yourself
"We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is valuable, worth listening to, worthy of our trust, sacred to our touch. Once we believe in ourselves we can risk curiosity, wonder, spontaneous delight or any experience that reveals the human spirit." - --e.e. cummings Just for today, believe in yourself. Believe in your greatness, your goodness, your worth. Know that you are capable and deserving. Go ahead and believe in yourself even if you think you're the only person on the planet who does..

Just Another Day
Today is just another on of those days were yes I turn older but... nothing exciting happens. I turn a year older but I am still a year poorer. My cat blessing me with babies... but they will have to go when they are old enough... I have no friends where I live that celebrate the day with me and my family is too far away... So to be a birthday is just another day to push on for the next day... One day at a time.

The Sex Questionarre!
1.) Who do You want to iniate things or bring the "S" word into play? You or Them Them to be respectful...but if I get that vibe...then its on! 2.) Do You like to take your own clothes off or be stripped by Your partner? Doesn't matter...the clothes are coming off anyways! 3.) Are You a lover of long foreplay or You like to cut to the chase and just smash? Both...but it depends on the mood! 4.) Do You want oral sex - before, after, before and after, or no thank You none for Me? BEFORE, AFTER, DURING 5.) Do you like to be told how good it is while getting it? Heck yes...tell what's good! 6.) Bed or Floor Doesn't matter...just as long as having fun! Although no one gets carpet burns from the bed! 7.) Are You willing to do anything to please Your lover? ALMOST 8.) Are You into Anal Whatever pleases them! 9.) Do You like your chest or breast attended to? Yep...hell yes! 10.) What position is more likely to make You cum? Or do you cum from

I Guess He's A Cat Lover.. . .
Man Sentenced Over Cat Rescue Shooting Apr 17, 5:09 PM (ET) KINGMAN, Ariz. (AP) - A man who shot at firefighters after they refused to get his cat out of a tree has been sentenced to five months in jail. Jeffrey Francis Cullen, 59, of Kingman, was also ordered to be on intensive probation for five years as part of his sentence, handed down Friday by Mohave County Superior Court Judge Robert R. Moon. The relatively light sentence did not sit well with the prosecutor. "The state's position is that if it's the first time or the 20th time, prison is appropriate," prosecutor Lee Jantzen said. Cullen called the Hualapai Valley Fire Department on Aug. 17 and reported a tree fire, but once the three-person crew arrived, Cullen told them he wanted his cat rescued from the tree. Fire Department spokeswoman Sandy Edwards said a battalion chief told Cullen to call animal control or to wait for the cat to get hungry and come down. The response apparently incensed Cullen, who

Can You Believe The Laws In Bolivia?? Wtf???
Bizarre Sex Laws 1. Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." 2. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. 3. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. 4. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. 5. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. 6. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly fo

Cloud
Musings of a cloud Sititng here all alone at the top of the hill in quiet revelry. I lift my gaze up to the heavens. Taking note of the clouds slowly, drifting by and i wonder. Do we live our lives someitmes like a cloud? Are we carried aloft by the wind? With no clear destination in sight? It would seems that sometimes we are content to lazily let the day go by and drift along unhindered. Many other days we zip to and fro in a tizzy striving to make the most out of every minute and second we have. But to what end? Mabye life as a cloud wouldnt be so bad. No worries or resposibilites just lazy days adrift in a sea of tranquility. But what is life without purpose? Can i be content to just simply exist....... No direction.......... No substance........... It is a question, we all must ask of oursleves. Do you wish to be a cloud and drift letting the wind take you where it wills ??? Or master the wind and make your own joun

Here's A Winning Parent
Angry Soccer Mom Accused of Neglect Apr 17, 5:11 PM (ET) LINCOLN, Neb. (AP) - An angry soccer mom who left her teenage daughter alongside an interstate was ticketed for neglect, Lincoln police said Tuesday. Police spokeswoman Katherine Finnell confirmed this account from police reports: The 42-year-old Lincoln mom was miffed about her daughter's poor play on Saturday. On their drive home the girl flubbed the lines her mom had drilled into her on how to improve her game, so the mother slapped her daughter. The girl told her mom to pull over. The mom did, near the downtown Lincoln exit off Interstate 80. The mom yelled at the girl to get out. When she did, her mom drove off. A teammate's parent spotted the girl alongside the interstate, stopped to pick her up, then took her to their home and called police.

Choices
Life is about choices. We all make these choices in our lives becase as humans thats what we do. Sometimes we dont realize how much the choices we make in life affect us or those around us. Just like a stone being thrown across a pond we leave ripples... some big some small. But in the end they all matter so make sure you make your choices wisely. Make sure you when that time comes you never look back because time wont restart or turn back for you. When we are born to this life our first steps in it are always akward, hesitant. Most times we stumble and fall but no matter what we always pick our sleves up and dust of the dirt. We have to keep our heads high even if our hearts minds bodies and souls feel like so much dead weight. Pain makes you stronger if you learn from it . I choose for myself to walk head high shoulders back through life. Even when it seems all things are aginst me I know my spirit is strong. I refuse to bow my head in shame or defeat no man, woman or t

Yin Yang
Life and Death..... Death and Life..... We are in such a yin-yang of our lives. Born only to die. From the earth we are born and to the earth we return in the end. From the highest noble born to the lowest peasent, none of us are spared. While we are here we do so little with the gift we are given. Such a waste.... But what is Man? A vicious beast seeking all whom can be devoured in his jaws of greed? Or the placid lake,feed by the smallest stream. Ever flowing but never knwing where we are going? Do we know what the future holds instore for us. Like a cruel mistress it keeps hiden behind a veil of transparent illusions. Inticing our very hearts and minds. We are standing onthe edge overlooking the abyss..... Feel the heat from the Flames of Retribution. As we plunge into the blazing inferno to be tempered by the Hammers of Truth. Our souls are laid bare upon the hot coals. I contemplate that which is seen and the invisible. But which are we

No Red-headed Cabbie Or We Execute You!
Beijing Says No Red Hair for Cabbies Apr 18, 7:39 AM (ET) BEIJING (AP) - Red hair and the big earrings are out for women Beijing cab drivers in the run-up to next summer's Olympic Games, a state-run newspaper reported Wednesday. The bans were part of a 12-item self-improvement list given to cab drivers by the city's transport management bureau, the Beijing News said. The list includes the usual pleas to be polite and not to smoke, spit or overcharge, plus the hair and jewelry tips for women. Men were told not to have long hair. "Some drivers don't care about their appearance and this has a negative impact on the whole industry," the bureau's vice director Yao Kuo was quoted as saying by the newspaper. "A person's hairstyle and accessories are their personal business, but cab drivers must remember they are a window for China's capital," Yao said. Drivers who do not use their meters or refuse to pick up passengers will lose their licenses, the paper said. It did not say

Poetry
MY Spanish Rose Sultry summer winds brush against delicate petals.Caressing them with natures gentle kiss. My Spanish rose. So strong And yet so fragile. Delving deep into your eyes. I witness all that is. Such passion you keep hidden there. Can any man comprehend it all. How it envelops me. Surrounds me. Like a warm fire no wintery night. Will you become one with me? Our souls unite as the flames of desire burn away impurities. Can i hold you in my hands. Or will you fall apart at the slightest touch. Melt into me. Let our essences collide. Cant you see that which inside us yearns to be one. One vision. One soul. Come unto me. Let our love be the ground upon which the seeds of our destiny are planted. Let it grow strong. Reaching for the heavens. As we are lifted Mind.Body. and Soul. By Shyron Baker

.shooter.threats.&.stupidity
ok so i was listening to talk radio...cuz its early n stuff....and Casey says that the V-Tech shooter cho whateverwhogivesashit wrote some plays and that the students were 'wondering' based on these plays if he was going to be a school shooter. so. full. of. shit. i read the plays. they werent nearly as violent and the media has projected them to be...they were mostly just horrifically bad and im pretty sure my 9 yr old could write better stuff. ok fine so stupid shooter person was kinda stalkery in his dealings with women n the women went to the police saying *whine* he's following me *end whine* ok listen. if you're afraid of someone...then SAY you're afraid of someone in an intelligent manner...not like some namby pamby middle schooler in the same class as 'he breathed on me' sure in retrospect all these things among other ones added into the mix suggested a serious problem which wasnt discovered prior to a horrific massacre and its beyond a shame...its a tragedy.

How Do I Go Back?
How do I go back to the begining? When I have no Idea where I am. did I go to far. did I miss that turn? were you there yelling to me to pull over? did I go through the gates? How do I turn around when there is no room? Will you give me directions Out of this mess Into your heart? Into your mind? Do I turn left in 1/4 or 1/2? How can I go in reverse, when I am so affraid to? When will I see that this is it. will I get to lost? Will I forget my way? Will I never return? Would you let me fall from grace? How do I put the E break on, when there is none? I feel the need to stop short. Can I really do this? Can I stop, and be ok? Can I move past this situation? Will I need a new map in the end?

Cherry Fields
Willows sway and dance and play, and fears and tears regress, friends show love with comforting hugs, and you leave me with no regrets, A love once shared with my soulmate at that, is now gone due to his lack of hearing my heart, I guess now with no words from him, I should begin my brand new start, I dont know why he caresses my mind, It seems just all so surreal! I need to go and free my soul,,,, Amongst the sweet pastures, of the cherry fields,,, *winks

Sayin Hi To My Friends
Hello all you great people....I am not on CherryTap as much as I used to be so....I am writing this and hoping that you will read it..I think all of my friends are really great and I am sorry that I can't be on and say hi to each and every one of you when you are here....just know that I know who you are and you are in my thoughts...have a wonderful week. HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS Sheryl

Try Not To Cry
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this

So We Become
The thought manifests as the word; The word manifests as the deed; The deed develops into habit; And habit hardens into character; So watch the thought and its ways with care, And let it spring from love Born out of concern for all beings.... As the shadow follows the body, As we think, so we become.

Another Daughter Poem;"nothing Left Of Me."
Nothing Left of Me. My spirit has finally left me. No more thoughts of you. There is nothing left to see. My spirit has finally left me. I thought you were the one. The one who would finally rescue me. Rescue me from all this pain. But you were the source of all my pain. My spirit has finally left me. No more memories of us. There is nothing left of me. my sprit has finally left me.

I Miss Being Kissed !!!!!!!!!
Somedays I love being single... love the fact ..You have the freedom to do what you want..when u want.. You can sleep in the middle of the bed. You can have toast for dinner if u feel like it. You dont have to nag someone to put the toilet seat down. Your not fighting for the remote. Then you have the moments when.. You need someone to cuddle.. You would love someone to make u a coffee ! Someone to take you out for dinner.. Or just lay on the couch with.. Tonight..I miss being Kissed.

A Poem My Daughter Wrote; "break"
Break I hate the way you make feel. I hate everything about you. I hate the way you kissed me. I wish you would just leave me alone. I hope I never see you again. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I will break a thousand bones before thinking about you again. I will break a million sticks before thinking of being with you again. Though everytime I do think of you, I cry. I loved you. I hate being like this. I wish it never happened. Why did it have to end like this? Why did it happen like this. How Could I let it happen like this? I hate not having you in my arms. i just wish I could hold you one last time. It broke my heart to see you go. It hurt me so bad. I can't stand to be without you. I'd do anything to have you in my arms again. This is the end of it all. Goodbye. I won't forget me if you don't forget me. I love you. 'the bloody business of love'

This Is For People Who Like To Down Rate Other People And This Is My Opinion!
I love the points when people down rate but I now came to my own conclusion. Down Rate their Profile just like how they do it to me! I don't know about some people but for me, when someone rates a 10 it is a confidence builder. When I see a 1 it makes me feel offended. Is this how some people feel?

April 15, My Day!!!!
Well, I had a pretty bad day today! I don't know why, just did. I guess that is how it goes sometimes. I am still looking for a house to call home, and hope that I find something soon! My kids and I need our own space as my wonderful friend and her family need her own space back! I am so greatful to have a friend like Beetle, she has supported and helped me through all of this! I don't know what I would have done without her and her husband! When bad things happen to you, you find out who is really your friend, your support and who really gives a damn! I have no parents at this point and the fact is that they are still alive, just not there! My dad can't be, because of his decisions that he has made he is in jail! My mom won't be cause drugs and alcohol are more important, and my brother tries to be, but he has too much drama in his life! Oh well! Thank God for my friends and my beloved husband's family! Well wish me luck on the house search, I am working a graveyard shift

The Court Date!
YESTERDAY I WENT TO COURT WITH MY MOTHER-IN-LAW AND FATHER-IN-LAW TO SEE WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO WITH THESE GUYS THAT ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY HUSBAND'S MURDER(OR ACCUSED). IT WAS SO HARD TO SIT THERE AND WATCH THE SHOOTER WALK IN WITH A SMIRK ON HIS FACE AND THE DRIVER LOOKING AT THE OWNER OFTHE CAR SHAKING HIS HEAD. I HAD TO WAIT IN THE HALL BEHIND THE MOTHER OF THE GUY THAT OWNED THE CAR AND WAS PRESENT AT THE SHOOTING. I CONTROLLED MYSELF PRETTY WELL, BUT IT WAS HELLA HARD. I HAD SOME SERIOUSLY BAD THOUGHTS AND WANTED TO JUMP OUT OF MY SEAT. MY HUSBAND'S PARENTS ARE SO HURT AND ANGRY AND I WISH THAT THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED TO THEM, HOW HARD IT MUST BE TO LOSE YOUR CHILD! I COULDN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT AGAIN, AND ALL I CAN DO IS CRY! I MISS RANDY SO MUCH, AND HOPE THAT THESE GUIYS REALLY PAY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE!!! THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG DRAWN OUT PROCESS, BUT THE END RESULT WILL BE WORTH IT! I WILL KEEP ALL THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY INFORMED, THANKS, ARONIE

Imagination And Lust
Mmmmm, that was quite the visual. Watching you on my computer stroking your dick for me. Seeing your hand pump slowly up and down. Knowing you are doing for me made my nipples hard. I'm cold and lonely waiting on a chair for you to cum and take me... one hand is rubbing my nipple and the other hand is... slowly and ever so lightly making circles around my clit, feeling it get hard thinking of you baby... I slide my finger into the wetness... slowly pushing it in and pulling it out, my head is thrown back, lost in the ecstasy of the touching. My nipples are so hard baby I'm pulling and pinching them, my clit is hard and I'm so wet I slide another finger into myself, thinking of you wishing you were here. I hear a noise and look to find you standing there, I can see by the bulge in your pants you have been watching for awhile. I stand up and my robe falls off my shoulders to the floor and I walk towards you, my eyes never leaving yours, I'm barely breathing knowing what you a

Feb 11, 2007
SOME DAYS ARE HARD AND SOME ARE GOOD. SOMEDAYS I MISS RANDY AND OTHERS I PRETEND LIKE NOTHING HAS HAPPENED. LIFE IS FUNNY THOUGH, I THINK MY STEPSON PRETTY MUCH SUMMED IT UP WHEN HE SAID, " DEATH IS LIKE A GAME OF DUCK DUCK GOOSE, YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE GOING TO GET PICKED." YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR TIME IS COMING, BUT YOU KNOW THAT IT WILL EVENTUALLY COME. MY HOPES ARE THAT MY CHILDREN OUT LIVE ME AND THAT I AM ALIVE LONG ENOUGH TO WATCH THEM GROW UP. I DON'T FEAR DEATH, I FEAR LEAVING THOSE I LOVE BEHIND, TO FEND FOR THEMSELVES SO TO SPEAK. I AM TRYING TO GET PAST THIS, AND I FEEL THAT I AM DOING OKAY. I HAD A BAD DAY THURSDAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT RANDY LIVED TILL 1:37 AM AND WAS SHOT AROUND 12 AM. I FEEL THAT HE WAS TRYING TO HOLD ON FOR HIS WHOLE FAMILY. HE WAS AFRAID OF LEAVING ALL OF US BEHIND. HE DIDN'T WANT US TO HURT, OR TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM HERE, BUT HE COULDN'T FIGHT NO LONGER, CUZ IT WAS HIS TIME! YOU KNOW BEFORE HE DIED HE WAS ALWAYS SAYING THAT I NEEDE

Something I Wrote Feb. 1st 2007
GOODBYE Current mood: sad GOODBYE MYFRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY..... WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD PART THIS WAY YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT, TIME AFTER TIME AND DAY AFTER DAY! YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO I EVER LOVED SO DEAPLY I MISS YOUR SMELL, YOUR KISSES, YOUR TOUCH, YOUR HUGS AND THE WAY WE MADE LOVE SO SWEETLY. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU ABOUT ALL MY THOUGHTS THE WAY WE LAUGHED, THE WAY WE PLAYED, AND EVEN THE WAY WE FAUGHT! GOOD BYE MY FRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER AND LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY! YOU HELD ME WHEN I CRIED, YOU LAUGHED WHEN I ACTED OUT YOU MADE ME SMILE, CRY, LAUGH AND EVEN SHOUT! WE HAD OUR FAIR SHARE OF UPS AND DOWS BUT WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS! OUR LIFE HERE TOGETHER WAS ENDED TOO QUICK BUT GOD WANTED MY ANGEL, MY NUMBER ONE PICK! I HAVE NOBODY NOW TO POUR MY HEART AND MY SOUL TO EXCEPT IN MY DREAMS, MY PRAYERS,

Death And How Much It Sucks!
TODAY I WENT TO A PARENT TEACHER CONFERENCE FOR MY YOUNGEST SON, BILLY. I HEARD ALL THE GOOD STUFF ABOUT HIM THEN I HEARD HOW HE HAS BEEN ACTING OUT IN CLASS, EVEN BEFORE HIS FATHER'S DEATH. I THEN SAW A DIFFERENT KID THAN WHAT I AM USED TO SEEING STANDING IN FRONT OF ME, AND IT SCARED ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO FOR THEM ALL THE TIME! I DON'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS! WE NEVER DO. I WALKED AWAY FEELING FRUSTERATED AND UNSURE OF MYSELF. I THEN WENT TO THE CAR AND TRIED CALLING THE ONE PERSON WHO WOULD ASSURE ME THAT IT WOULD BE FINE, AND THAT I AM A DESCENT MOTHER, AND HE WASN'T THERE! HE IS GONE AND I FORGOT FOR A MOMENT! I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF SOMETIMES! YOU KNOW I JUST STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS. HOW TO BE ME WITHOUT HIM HAVING SOME SORT OF INVOLVEMENT! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE THE ONLY PARENT! IT'S CRAZY! I KNOW THAT WE WILL BE OK IN THE END, BUT EVERYTHING SCARES ME! WHAT IF FOR SOME REASON SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME, WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO MY CHILDREN? I WORRY ABOUT THE

Feeling Like Macy Grey
"Why didn't you call me?" "When can I see you again?" These are the songs that are stuck In my head in a continuous loop. So here are my questions... Why can't you call me? Why can't you email me? When will I see YOU again? I don't think I ask for that much. I don't ask for flowers I don't ask for dinners I don't ask for the moon and stars. All I want is simplicity A man that wants me Like he wants air in his lungs A man that calls me. Am I this simple at this age? Is really a call once in awhile going to tide me over? I think it would. I think knowing you think about me, would make my day. Do I need to play games to get inside your heart? Do I need to act differently? Do I need to be Raquel? What do I need to be to get you to think about me?

They Walk Among Us!
They Walk among us! ==================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!! ==================== I used to work in technical support for a 24/7 call center. One day I got a call from an individual who asked what hours the call center was open. I told him, "The number you dialed is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week." He responded, "Is that Eastern or Pacific time?" Wanting to end the call quickly, I said, "Uh, Pacific." They Walk Among Us! ==================== My sister has a lifesaving tool in her car designed to cut through a seat belt if she gets trapped. She keeps it in the trunk. They Walk Among Us! ==================

What A Lovely Week---note The Sarcasm.
I've never been more confused or lost in my life. Sunday night I found out that my boyfriend tried to kill himself. I thought that tore me apart enough, but no. I found out yesterday around lunch that one of my best girlfriends tried to kill herself. There went the two people who've helped keep me up here lately. And then I found out last night that another close friend of mine is going to Iraq in the next few months. I don't know what to do with myself right now. All I've done since Sunday night is cry or think about terrible things. I honestly thought that I'd be in my girl's shoes right now. After Sunday night I almost was...but she helped me through it. I can't see straight. I can't breathe right. I can't function. I almost lost 2 of my loves and then a 3rd love of mine will be leaving me for god knows how long. Is someone just trying to torture me? I feel like I'm stuck in some sick sad dream. And I keep pinching myself trying to wake up, but it's not working. I'm driving myself i

Dr. Humor
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, Lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs ---and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Francisco 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patients anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart.." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patients two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his do

Virginia Tech
While watching the convocation at Virginia Tech yesterday on the television. I was reminded of a feeling I had not too long ago. I was reminded of the sense of helplessness I felt, when I was sitting in the front pew during my mothers funeral. I thought about how none of this could really be happening. I thought about the families, who have suffered the ultimate loss. There are no words of comfort that can make the pain go away. The first question I asked myself when my mom died is "why" - But, there is no answer to that question. People say that when people die it is because it's their time. That could be, I don't know. No one knows for sure why something like this has to happen. No one can give you an answer that would satisfy. For a few days after she died, I was afraid to go to sleep. I was afraid to close my eyes. Because I know the images that would enter my mind..and I did not want to see them. I felt that if I could just stay awake, I could keep them a distant mem

Anagrams
You'll appreciate this more if you're European although some will be understood by you Yanks... David Ginola - Vagina dildo Teddy Sheringham - Teddy Minge rash Ossie Ardiles - Arse is soiled Diego Maradona - O dear, I'm a gonad Tony Blair PM - I'm tory plan B Virginia Bottomley - I'm an evil Tory bigot Michael Heseltine - Elect him, he's alien David Mellor - Dildo marvel Dame Agatha Christie - I am a right death case The Metropolitan Police Force - I'm fellatio, the erect porno cop Benson and Hedges - NHS been a godsend Selina Scott - Elastic snot Mel Gibson - Big melons Gloria Estefan - Large fat noise Chris Rea - Rich arse Martina Navratilova - Variant rival to a man Gabriela Sabatini - Insatiable airbag Irritable Bowel Syndrome - O my terrible drains below Evangelist - Evil's Agent Desperation - A Rope Ends It The Morse Code - Here Come

I Know Why I Am Single!
IM SINGLE CUZ GUYS DONT REALIZE WEN THEY'VE FOUND A GUD THING. ALL MOST GUYS R LOOKIN FOR IS .....WELL. U ALREADY KNOW. AND I AINT WILLIN TA GIVE THAT UP JUS SO I CAN HAV A BOIFRIEND. SORRY. WAT HAPPENED TA ALL THE GUD MEN?!?!?!? WHERE DID YALL GO?? IF ANY R STILL ALIVE AND WITHIN THE AGE RANGE (I MIGHT ADD) LET ME KNOW!!! BUT I DONT THINK THAS GONNA HAPPEN BCUZ GUYS MY AGE (GIVE OR TAKE A FEW YRS.) JUS ARENT MATURE ENOFF FOR MOST WOMEN. BUT SPEAKIN 4 MYSELF MOST GUYS IN FACT ITS SAFE TA SAY ALL GUYS IVE MET JUS ARENT MATURE ENOFF 4 ME. I AINT IN TA PLAYIN GAMES...WHO WUD B??? U SAY U WANNA CHICK THAT WILL B DOWN 4 U, CUTE, SEXY ETC. ETC. ETC. BUT WAT DO U REALLY WANT?!?!? I CAN ANSWER THAT. A CHICK WIT A BIG ASS AND CUTE FACE. REAL SIMPLE HUH? BUT DO U NOT CARE ABOUT NOW SMART SHE IS? OR WAT MAKES HER WHO SHE IS? WAT HER DESIRES R? U WUDNT LIKE IT IF A WOMAN DID THA SAME THING TA U WUD U? JUS THINK ABOUT IT....

Why Am I Single?
can any1 tell me y? ive thought about this 4 awhile and i cant come up wth a gud enough reason. ive been single for 5 yrs and it kinda hurts when i see my friends with their boyfriends. is there somethin wrong with me?...but i guess it'll happen i least expect it. Looking back on your life, you will have many true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you seek compromise and back down from conflict. You always try to smooth things out. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over

My Next Tattoos. (this Summer)
I have decided on the next tattoos. Abraxas first. Then a Hecate tattoo on my right side and Aphrodite on my left side (ribcage i mean) When I have saved enough money to start investing I will save enough money to get my next tattoo after that. A large tattoo of Zeus on my back. I plan on getting others but I will photo them as i get them and don't quite know what i will get after these. I think i might get something Norse on my leg. Something like Yggdrasil or Thor's hammer or the Valknut. Those latter are just ideas and for now i will focus on those tattoos I had mentioned earlier. And of course I plan to photo all my tattoos after I get those mentioned. Including a better quality photo of the one on my chest. This way i can send them all into BME Zine.

About A Woman
When I first joined cherry tap I was so confused, I was shy, I didn’t talk to anyone really… this amazing woman came and took me under her wing and made me her daughter. I value her friendship more then anything because of the fact that she has helped me in so many different ways. Every day she checks on me and makes sure everything is okay, and even when im making the wrong choice she supports me 100%. I would have never thought that a woman this beautiful could be so caring and respectful. She is just amazing and I really don’t know what I would have done without her. ۞Sexy As Fuk Stang۞@ CherryTAP

Hump Day Yahoo!!!!!
All I can say is Thank you for hump day....lol! This is the best day of the week for me and for all the "Hump"lovers out there. I hope to day brings you the best of news and a special shout out to SwtnSxy for her upcoming birthday......if she looks as beautiful in 40 years as she does now....watch out guys!!!

Please Help Me Buy A Ring For My Future Ct Wife
Hi ppl I need lots of rankings and comments, i want to buy a dimond ring for tricia, for our ct weding, and i need help, i figure if everyone votes 10 on my pics and leaves comments please help me, I will help u2

Lean On Me
To Help You by Tabby Through the trials, You think you all alone. Through all the trials, You feel you've been disowned. Through the trials, You feel no one cares. Well I'm here to say: I am here to care. When you talk, I'll listen; When you weep I'll give you a shoulder; When you scream I'll take it in. I'm here to love you, Never let you alone. The troubles are not your But now become outs. Listen to me my friend, I'm here in time of need, Lean on me and the one Above and you will be relieved.

Just Some Thoughts.
I live in a world where people getting shot and dying is an everyday thing. Lived there all my life. People are greatly touched by the tragedy at V.T. I am as well and my prayers go out to the families and the victims. It's touched us all this random act of violence. But I live in a world they doesn't always get alot of publicity, expcept for another black or hispanic person dead if it even makes the news anymore. Senseless killing for things that make no sense. I saw two more killed last nite. Third in two weeks. The first one on the sidewalk in front of my house. Had to wash the blood off of it the next day. I wish it would stop. I wish I had the power to make it stop. Tired of all the senseless death. Anyways all my sympathy and prayers to all the families and loved ones who have lost someone to violence.

Rate Me - Rate You!
I have been completely overwhelmed as of lately. I know that I really no excuse I never go this long with out talking to my friends / family / fans / members, and so on. I always love meeting new ppl and having those friendships. But I haven’t been keeping my end of the deal and I’m so sorry. I hadn’t been on cherrytap for a week or myspace as well. I have updated my site but barely. I hadn’t done cam shows or live chats or even phone chats in weeks. I hope every one can forgive me. With spring coming I did some serious thinking, cleaning, and getting organized. I just have been really depressed lately about the way the last few months have treated me, and I think this has caused me to put on some weight which makes me more depressed. UGH it’s a vicious cycle. But all and all this is going to be a better month I know it and in summer things should be getting really busy but fun. This month I go to PA and next month I go SC. I have shoots in every part of the US this summ

A Painful Heart
HIM: I want to hold you in my arms, but you tell me you need time, but, I need you, I want you, I feel as if we was meant to be. HER: I want you, and need you too, but my heart is to, scare to open up again. HIM I want, to hold your hand and guide you down the path, and do my best to show you that we can make it last. I will never let go, or hurt you in anyway. I'll show you that I can make you happy, and that there will be no regrets. HER: Even though you'll guide me, I'll still can open up. You may try to show me love, but I can not returned it yet. HIM: If you let me teach you, I will walk inside your heart and take you to a world you will never want to part. I want to take a chance because my feelings I can't hide. If it doesn't last, we can at least say we tried, so please give me a chance. HER: My heart can not be walked into. There is no room for love. So many times it has been stepped on, it has,leaved me with sorrows, and pain, and a broken heart. HIM: I will

From A Civilian Wife To A Military Wife
When I read this in a bulletin this morning it almost made me cry, so I had to repost it...Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a hol

Partial Birth Abortion
The United States Supreme Court just ruled 5-4 that the ban on partial birth abortion, drafted by a Republican congress and signed into law in 2003 by President George W. Bush was was not a constitutional violation. Ban is upheld. Score one for the goodguys!=)

I Am In Love
Omfg, wow. I feel amazing, i have been walking on a cloud, I have found my love, she is a goddess, Her and I have everything in common, I feel so in love, I am even gonna ct marry her :), but wow, I haven't felt so good in a long time, and omfg she is hot. I am in love and it feels great. her name is Tricia, or u may know her as Baby T, she is a sweetheart, and she stole my heart.

True Love
I do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song I know for sure now what i want to do I want I need something in my life, and that something i need is you

Hallmark Cards You Will Never See
"Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!.... Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love.... After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life.... I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am.... that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me. Like the need for therapy..." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!.... I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,.... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married.... but not to you." "You look great for your age.... Almost Lifelike!" "When we were together