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4-20-07
well today my son once again ended up in the er due to his head injury cause he is still having probs..they did a ct and found a 2nd fracture in the c4.. now they doc's and me are very worried..they r sugesting that i keep him out of school the rest of the yr now so we can keep him quiet so he can heal.. we also found out that he has permanate hearing loss in the right ear. please continue to pray for himhe sure needs it.. ty and have a great weekend

Back From Bondage Ball
We just got back from Bondage Ball an hour ago. I was about to not go, but I felt it would be rude to do so, being that I was on the guest list (which is the usual situation). I ended up looking over at My sissy (the prodigal sissy returned) who was bustling about tending to the house but for certain social reasons was in "boy mode", and asked if he would like to join Me, despite being in his male identity , and he said wanted to accompany Me to the event and was told that he needed to call a cab, we had 20 minutes to get ready togo. I must say, having My sissy there to find My shoes, place them on My feet and buckle the straps as I tended to My hair and make up really had cut down on My time needed to get My self presentable for a public appearance at Bondage Ball.

Photo Update !
Hope you are having a great weekend ! Just to let you know i have added some new photo's to my 'stuff made by me' album. Please stop by and show some lurve and let me know what you think ! Thanks and lotsa love to you. Lin xx

Rottweiler's
At the end of April or the beginning of May my female Rottweiler will be having puppy's both of our rotts are C.K.C and my female is A.K.C also. So if you know anybody that might be interesced in one please let me know.

The Concert
The concert was great!!!! This has so far been a great birthday and its just beginning.Later today we will have cake and all that good stuff with my family and friends.Thank you to those who took the time to wish me a happy birthday.I do appreciate it.I hope each and everyone of you have a great day,the pictures didnt turn out very good but I posted the best ones!!!!!

A Erotic Story. Adults Eyes Only Ty..
“An Erotic Picnic For Two...” Try to picture in your mind... A wooden picnic bench, in a large, public park, that sits parallel to many others, all of which are surrounded by the earthy and wonderful smells culminating from the freshly cut, sweet grass, and large, majestically strong, very old, oak trees. There is a pale, yellow moon surrounded by more stars than I have seen in quite awhile that is helping to the light up the sky. The night air is cool, but not too cold. I'm waiting for you to come meet me for the first time in person. We've talked many times via IM and on the phone, teasing and pleasing each other. We know alot about each other’s likes and dislikes. I have never totally seen your face...although you have described yourself to me in detail; therefore I have formed my own picture in my mind's eye. I'm wearing a short jean skirt with black thigh highs and garter belt underneath, 'cause I know how you like your beavers bare, ready and available at a moment’

My 1st Entry
Ive Been On Cherrytap For A Bit..And Sum Of these girls have got me wonderin what they would do for a bit of popularity on here..ive seen girls offer their naked pics for a fuckin cell phone card..and another 1 for a camera...how fuckin sad is it that sum women sell themselves for sum attention on here..And U All Know That Theres Sum Guys Thats Gonna Go 4 Them..2 C If They Can Get More Off Of Them...Respect Is Summin U Earn Not 4 What U Show On Cam...Thanks For Readin My Lil Rant...1 Luv

Day #4
Still holding up rather well. I've been rather happy. Making myself busy with other things. Like today, I'm going to Covington to an Antique Mall with my friend Mandy to do a yardsale. No I'm not selling a very special dress that means the world to Teddy. Even though I would not have any other reason to wear it... So by keeping myself occupied I'm less likely to get down in the dumps and cry or something. I'm not saying I don't miss Teddy or that I don't love him. I do miss him and I definately love him, it's just that...I don't need to cry all the time. Anyways...off to make a little extra cash

48 Questions
01. Where did your last kiss take place? In my house..um kitchen? 02. Who knows a secret or two about you? Probably my Fiance 03. Three words to explain why you last threw up? Very very sick 04. Have you ever burnt yourself? oh yeah many times 05. What's crazy to you? People who think they are better than everyone else 06. Favorite cuss word? Theres so many CUNT becuase I love the reaction 07. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Lmao someone with no life? 08. Who is your hero? My mom 09. Would you ever want to be a model? LMFAO why would anyone wanna be a model? 10. Who is the most experimental person you know? My brother he'll do anything for the right price 12. When is your next party? I have no clue probably my sisters birthday 13. Who do you want to be with right now? My fiance...he's back in Jersey for another week :( 14. Is it better to give or get? both equally good 15. How do you handle a break up?

To All My Beautiful An Wonderful Friends, Plz Read Ty
Hello, I wanted to wish u a great weekend an i hope u enjoy it with more friends an family. thank alot for wanting to be a friend of mine. u are really special to me. i may not always show it but u are an never forget it either. i may not be on here much but i do enjoy ur emails an hello's very much so an it really touches my heart when u show u care an ur luv..;-) some of u are very amazing friends that hold a special place in my heart already...some of u i just became friends with an i thank u for that as well. well we all get busy with family an other friends , not that i have many in real life becuz i dont. but my kids are my number one an my life... so plz never feel that i am ignoring u my friend becuz im not. i just got responsiablity to my family an kids...just wanted to stop by an show u some luv an to also show u i really care...;-) here is a few little things from the heart as well to u an i hope u enjoy them also as i did.. hugs an kisses ur friend Myspace Comments

The Number One Way To Piss Me Off...
Wasting my time by staring at the fucking camera in every single god damn shot when I take your picture. If you are going to do that than save us both the hour of our lives by not asking me to take your picture... URGH.... I have hundreds of pictures that I can't use. why you might ask... because in everysingle fucking picture Azzie decided "Gee I think I'll look right at the camera like a FUCKING R-TARD" ... Bah... I need new subjects. Only one picture turned out good, Viola... an hour of my life gone for one goddamned picture. Meh...

Aromatic Memories
Today I opened a hall closet, from this closet eminated a familar smell. A smell that was from my childhood, my teen years and my adulthood. In an instant my mind wondered back to times of running and playing until the sun went down. Of kool-aid mustaches, lemonade on a hot summer day, sprinklers, running barefooted laughing and playing without a care in the world. Of Sunday mornings spent trying to sit still in church. Why this scent invaded my closet,I do not know.This closet houses games, toys and books. Maybe the scent filled my senses to remind me of happier times.Times that need not be forgotten.Standing there at my closet door, smiling, lost in thoughts. Remembering my youth.Somehow when we are children it seems as if we will never grow up. But with this brief moment of joyous reflection also came a harsh sadness.The scent I am speaking of is the scent of my Grandma, freedent gum, kleenex and lipstick. All my life thats the aromatic mixture of scents that made up my G

Gay Bashing In The Boone Docks
Tabatha, I thought I would take this oppertunity to say that I'm very excited that you took time out of your busy schedule to bash against me. I hear that now days I am a "Queer" which I find very amuzing. First and foremost I would like to say that I'm not here to deny that I am homosexual, however, I'm nothing less than a person. Although I am a "queer" I wasn't too good to write your college papers for you when you were taking online classes...Living under my Dad's roof....with your son....Your mother....and all the sad drama that came with your sad and oh so unhappy life. As far as parenting skills- I don't recall anyone nominating you for the "Finest Parent Award." Considering the fact that you use graphic pornography to educate your child on sexual education. Amoung all things my father made sure that I got my education by forcing me into a schooling system that works...unlike home education where the child is the authority figure and the mother gets schooled on how to disciplin

Powerful Thought
WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta She's been in home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ..... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'l

Back Home..
Well I'm home once more, safe and sound.. Although the trip home was a real pain.. 3 hours or so of sleep on top of jet lag and a hang over from drinking almost 1/2 of a liter of captain morgans sucked! So needless to say I felt terrible when I boarded the flight home, and still felt bad when I stepped off, and then again even still felt bad after I got some sleep at home.. Tomorrow I should be back to normal.. I think. The vacation went well, aside from the bad bit of news pertaining to family, and havng to work on my computer now that I am home, since it somehow had gotten screwed up while I was away.. Gotta love family using your computer when your not around.. heh.. Anyway, it's late and I need sleep. Will try and catch up with the 25+ comments and such I received while I was away, so if I miss anyone.. It's not intentional. Just drop me a message or something to remind me and I'll get to you. PLaying catch up is always a pain.

I Will Be There
Sometimes the road of life becomesunbearable and it seems easier to give upthan to go on. But you should always rememberthat there is a light at the end of the tunnel.For every tear, you will smile, for every rainy day;there will be a rainbow, and for every momentof every day, forever and always there will besomeone there to love and confide in. I willalways be there for you, to carry you overthe rocky roads and lead you through the tunnels.To share with you the smiles, the tears,the rainy days and the rainbows.Whenever you need me I will be there.When You Need Me!

Her 9 Yr Old Son
Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy -"I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man -"OK, how much?" Boy - "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball glove." The lover remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$750" Man - "Fine." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove." The father asks, "How much did you sell them for?" Boy -"$1,000" The father sa

Getting A Flat On The Freeway Sucks
how do i know ..it happened to me at 1 fucking amit fucking sucked ass. and i wasnt wearing the best thing to be stranded in a fucking minnie army skirt, boots and a black tank top ...alone on the side of the freeway at 1 am ... im fucking pissed cause i have to spend money i cant afford to spend and im fucking horny

Checked Me Out....
that new thing it says so and so checked you out when some one views your profile kinda creeps me out, i just reilized thats what it ment today, that some one looked at your profile, when its my friends hey thats fine but when its some creepy looking old guy thats a bit creepy...

We Make Our World
We make the world in which we liveBy what we gather and what we give,By our daily deeds and the things we say,By what we keep or we cast away.We make our world by the beauty we seeIn a skylark's song or lilac tree,In a butterfly's wing, in the pale moons' rise,And the wonder that lingers in midnight skies.We make our world by the life we lead,By the friends we have, by the books we read,By the compassion we show in the hour of care,By the loads we lift and the love we share.We make our world by the goals we pursue,By the heights we seek and the higher view,By hopes and dreams that reach the sunAnd a will to fight till the heights are won.What is the place in which we dwell,A hut or a palace, a heaven or hellWe gather and scatter, we take and we give,We make our world - and there we live.

My Wife Died.
It's been 2 and 1/2 weeks since my wife died and I miss her SO much I think I'm going to go insane. We met on the steps of our high school on a January day, I think it was the 12th, we were 15 years old and we were together ever since. She would've had her 50th birthday the 27th of this month. Cathy had a small stroke, a TIA, October 26 and lost some vision in her right eye. Then 90 days later in January she had another one this one was worse. It affected her speech and right arm. Our local hospital sent her to Barnes Hospital in St.Louis, Mo. and while they were checking on the damage done by the stroke a CAT scan showed a tumor in her neck. Now she had recovered almost 100% from the stroke but another CAT scan showed tumors on both sides of the neck, left collar bone, bronchi in the lungs, stomach, liver and lymph nodes. Her cancer fell into the 15% that can't be identified as to where it started (occult primary)but we suspected the stomach. She came home for a week then we met with

Love's Sweet Surrender
My temptress, goddess, friend and mate I long for your soft lips on my burning skin to take you, possess you, make you mine warm flesh pressed so close onto our bed your master and slave in love's sweet service in sweet surrender to love's sublime call lay beside me, moan for me, a hungry melody pinked cheeks made with such tender care cupped hand on your sweet round rump in time hours pass in our journey to that secret place where we flow like river currents entwined twin streams bound tightly by true love your back arches, in sweet surrender you belong to me forever my little one your mountain strong until the end of time I shall protect you and never let you go I cherish the gift you bring to me so freely that you win my heart and I cry your name we are both bound tight in this dance for I am a slave to you in love's service bound to you forever body and soul as you are my love slave forevermore sweet surrender to love's seductive call two wild hearts th

Please Help Me Out
I need help from all friends,famly and fans...Help me win a blast....This is my first contest and I would love to win. Thanks in advance for all your help. Please Comment bomb and rate my pic to help me out....

Impure Thoughts
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

A Simple Poem...(i'm Full Of Jack Daniels..)
I think of you sometimes and wonder who you really are I suppose it doesn't really matter since I'll not gain your heart.. I wonder what your likings are I wonder what makes you tick inside I wonder if you're really more beautiful than I can imagine in my dreams because I'd give near anything to smell the fragrance of your hair, feel the softness of your skin, and look you in your eyes for just a brief moment in time.. I sometimes wonder if a person like me can ever gain the heart of a woman like you because I'm a sinner, a lover of things unpure for I might corrupt your spirit, and stain your soul. I loved once before, in another life not yet so far back away, When I felt so alive, and full of color before I've become the living dread And I cannot imagine that anyone else will spirit me their love anymore than I deserve love itself because I'm a sinner and you're a saint. I've dreamt so may times before, of the sun itself shining it's hope on me- yet the n

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean security and you learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the dignity of a Adult and the the grief of a child and you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrows ground is to uncertain and futures have a way of falling down in midflight after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get to much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that you really can endure that you really are are strong and you really do have worth and you learn and you learn withevery good-bye you learn.......

Faceless
On my way out the door I turned and smiled knowing this was the last time I would see your face This was the closest ive ever been I really though it had changed The best for both of us Samething different face you wore your mask as you stripped mine leaving me raw and you still covered knowing very well this was going to happen I still let you in,told to much to soon but you asked,when will I learn Same lesson different face......

What Really Suffers
The pain of the flesh dosent compare to the pain of the soul.So we find the need to torturer our bodys,To mask the pain thats in our souls when so many times we think its our hearts that are broken, maybe its the soul that suffers.Funny how you can never see my pain from the inside out. But surely with the help of tattoos and putting holes into your skin,you can see pain from the outside in.I have always considered my insides my temple and my body just my form, thats what you see is not who you are, and that I beleive the the more you stay out of the mirror the better you feel,though the only true passage way to your soul is through your eyes , that is for someone eles to see, my thinking on that is that I dont need to see my soul through my eyes I already know my soul and learning more about it everyday................................

Love
Well it's finally happened for me. I found a REAL man who enjoys taking care of me and loving me for me and I am so freaking happy I could just shit! lol His name is Sean and I met him right here on CT! I felt so comfortable around him the very first time I met him, like I'd known him my whole life. That in itself never happens with men OR women. So that was the first sign. The second sign was when I went to his house for the first time, he just wanted to talk to me and not take my clothes off like every other man on the face of the earth has. And since that day, I have yet to leave! When I look into his eyes, there is a promise of a new wonderful life that I never saw before. I look at him and see myself sitting next to him, old and wrinkly, and still love him just as much, if not more, than I do at this very moment in time. I honestly did not think that I was ever going to love again, let alone BE loved. The fact that it happened when I wasn't even looking was the kicker. People al

Could
my life get any worse ????I feel like im drowning and i cant breath i try to swim up for air and something keeps pulling me down, holding my head under water, my hands and legs are kicking but the waters to heavy and im getting no were but fustrated, this battle is it all in my head can it be won by the thread that im hung,one thing i know im cool and its dark at the bottom of this ocean,everytime i come up for air i get a warmth and a glimpse of light,in which i use to know on a longer scale.

So Help Me.............
The memorize engulfed my being last night As I laid awake listening to the sound of the rain Pounding on the roof Like the pain in my gut Tossing and turning I couldnt get to sleep I pray for peace but the war still goes on in my head Bring all the past with me now So over wellming it consumes my whole self Crawling out of my skin I just wanted to be content

One More Time
I think the most painful thing about people who leave us is we dont get to say good bye To look into there eyes the window to there souls the light of there hearts to make peace,to say good bye Sometimes thats all we need is one more look into there eyes To see that light that warms our whole being for some reason it makes it so much easier to say good bye

Tricks But No Treats
Heard a voice in the distance I thought I was dreaming In a deep sleep a fant ring But I heard nothing when I tried to listen Where was it comming from or was it not at all Left my bed buy my body was still there My vision wasent to clear My presents playing tricks with my head I thought I saw my reflection off the mirror But it ment nothing because I wasent even there Sleepless nights up until dawn Climing the walls just to be clam Shadows in the dark could not see a think Fear I felt for so long seems to dispair Tormenting my essence of existence I dont want to be apart or this I cry out but no one hears Im so restless in this mortal being I just want to know is there more to this mad world that I live in

Tired Of Games
I come here to make new friends and come to find out a certain person takes offense to me making a comment sayin his or her kid is looking like a PIMP and that meaning they're looking good and nothing in a bad way becuz 1st. of all I don't disrespect someones child and 2nd. to sit there and see me as a JERK for a simple remark I find it disrespectful becuz I'm no one to be putting down anyone for anything so if u find me as a JERK please feel free to delete me as a friend or whatever u'd call me becuz 4realz I'm tired of these BULLS#&% assumptions and losing a so called friend is fine by me becuz I've had worse do more stupid things to me in the past and most of all I don't need crap from mobody or will I take it so what I'm saying is IF U GOT DRAMA LEAVE ME THE FUCK OUT OF IT BECUZ I DON"T HAVE TIME 4 CHILDISH GAMES I THOUGHT WE ENDED THOSE DAYS LONG AGO SO DO AS U WISH BECUZ MYSPACE IS FULL OF PEOPLE THAT DO THIS CRAPO THATS EWHY I BARELY GO ON THERE ANYMORE DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Vera Wang,....and Me
Wow, I've never heard of that one, but I like it. Do you have any other new samples? I love men's cologne and when I go shopping I always pass through the men's department and see what's new or get samples of my old favorites. There's a method to my madness. I take the samples home and when I masturbate I create the perfect fantasy man to go with each fragrance. I like to turn the lights down low, relax and drink in a fragrance that I've selected. This one would be dark haired man; tall with a devilish smile that just told you he could kiss with the best of them. Sometimes when I'm out with my friends having drinks I'll pass by one of my favorite aromas and see what type of man is wearing it. About six months ago, I was in a crowded nightspot headed for the ladies room. As I was slowly squeezing my way through the crowd, it hit me. My all time favorite men's cologne, Vera Wang; I would know that maddening flavor anywhere. It has just the right amount of musk without being heavy and t

So Long And Sorry About All The Spam...
Sorry about mailing out that last blog entry. Well, and this one, too... since I want to make sure everyone gets my apology. I promise from here out that I won't send anything more unless it is incredibly emergent in one way or another. ;c) I just wanted to try out the new sharing thing and chose the last blog I'd written which just happened to be the spammy one. I didn't give much thought to how that might look. As for SpicePad (z0mg, I linked it again! Naughty! ;c), I'm still enjoying it and am kind of addicted but the site is definitely not as well put together as CT. So if you don't like it, I'll still see you here. You won't hurt my feelings if you don't join or don't hang out there. I promise.

"i And The Father Are One"
“I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father's hand. I and the Father are one.” - John 10:28-30

Stupid Drunk Talk...(aka) Crazy Talk
hey my beautiful cherries, this is my first blog on here pretty much just a bunch of babbling but i feel like i just made a big step by posting some pics on here that i hadn't planned on but i see the women do it so if you rate, add, and fan me i'll do the same...i might be a blushing black man right now but i can take it, lol actually i'm just having fun after a breakup from a long term relationship so i really need the love, lol...HEY I'M TRYING!!!!!

Why ?
Why am I always dreaming, and can't find my way inside? Why must I be so far away when I listen to you cry? Why must the music always sing so loud about a broken heart? Touching me so deep inside, as it tears me all apart. Why must you always be so far away when I want to hold your hand? Why can't you be looking love when I'm writing in the sand? Will forever be tomorrow, or will you give me one more day? And let me try to tell you dear all the things I'd say? And why must the stars in heaven, all look just like your eyes? While I wait for you so patiently and I wear my thin disguise. And why can't tomorrow find us and know that we're just fine? I don't care at all my love If I can hold you one last time

Poem #31
There's a girl who lives in darkness she strives hard to get out they cannot hear her crying or know what it's about. she lives each day not knowing how she will survive where she'll stay or what she'll eat just to stay alive. the silence it is deafening at times she tries to sleep but nightmares keep returning and fear is what she reaps. each day is her existence in a world thats filled with hate escape is not an option she knows it is too late. the tears roll down with vengence as her fears replaced with hate she laughs out in the darkness how ironic is her fate. love was lost so long ago it stole her heart away this girl that lives in darkness knows nothing is ok.

Okayy Here It Goes...
my first fcuking blog. Well to be honest I am just a little out of it. I've been confused and pissed off lately. Mostly at this girl,we use to be friends but she sends me a message on myspace one day tellin me that i'm white trash and that i'm annoying and thats why ive never had a boyfriend [ohh yeah by the way i've never had a boyfriend] soo i sent her a message back saying "yeah sure I'm white trash and your the one whos 17 yrs old,pregnant and living in a trailer with your parents" yeah yeah the bitch started it!.. But on the other hand I'M DOING GREAT!! I got my lip pierced last week;I'm thinkin bout gettin the other side done =/ well im gonna go for now be sure to comment my pichas!! xxKimi

Dark Role Plays
Role Play, So I convinced my Beverly Hills Princess Cassie to role play. Who I'm sort hanging out with a bit. It was kinda hard convincing her as she didn’t know she could do it and keep it serious and to stay in character. As some of my friends know I'm really into story line visual role play as it adds more element, adventure and excitement to foreplay. I have been doing photo shoots with visually artistic photographers in the past. Plus having Brittany as a mentor has helped me develop a twisted mind. So tomorrow is the first night. I was thinking of what exactly to do. I already had ideas that I've used before. Vampire Role Plays, Devils Reject role plays etc (those are always good, I like doing Devils Reject Role Plays). Then I had a flashback on an old music video I remembered. The video is very dark, hot and sexy. I have to posted. Reading up on the video I remember it was banned because of its sexual nature and the fact that at the time the video was direct

You Want Rock 'n Roll? You Got Rock N' Roll!!!
All your favorite 80 metal/ pop metal/ Hair / Glam Metal Rock all on my page!!! Send me request to add more and I will put them up for ya!! Memory of 105.5FM Pure Rock KNAC Long Beach, CA and 100.3 FM Pirate Radio "Bite Me!" of Southern CA!!!!!

For U Babe
i have met alot of sweet woemn on here all of them are very special to me but there is 1 in particular that is very special in a different way she is the sweetest woman i have ever met.she makes me smile she makes me laugh i look forward to waking up every day just to talk to her.she is very prescious and very sweet she is every mans dream i have only known her a short time but i wanted to dedicate this blog to her cause she is so special i hope that someday she will have everything in life that she has ever wanted cause she sure deserves it. i know that i would love nothing more han for her to be mine but heck im just an average guy and she deserves so much better. but ill keep hopin and praying that she will someday be my soul mate that i can share my laughs and share my smiles and my feelings with. and i can do the same for her. i wish i could take away all the pain she ever had in her life and put it inside me so she would ever hurt again.well she knows i think she is special to me

Strawberry Pretzel Jello Salad
STRAWBERRY PRETZEL JELLO SALAD 2 c. crushed pretzel sticks 3/4 c. melted butter 3 tbsp. sugar 8 oz. cream cheese 1 c. sugar 8 oz. Cool Whip 1 (6 oz.) pkg. strawberry banana Jello 2 c. boiling water 2 (10 oz.) pkgs. frozen strawberries, partially thawed Mix first three ingredients and press in bottom of a 9"x13" pan. Bake at 350 degrees (metal pan) or 325 degrees (glass pan) 8 minutes. Let cool completely. Beat 1 cup sugar and cream cheese. Fold in Cool Whip. Spread over pretzels. Mix Jello and water until dissolved. Add strawberries. Stir into Jello, then set aside for 10 minutes. Pour over cheese mixture. Chill.

Is It Wrong...
ok so i cant really trust anybody especially guys...i have been hurt so many times and i dont deserve it nobody does....no wonder i always pick the wrong guys and like the wrong guys..if ur gonna fucking talk to me dont flirt with other girls it isnt hard for me to flirt with guys...but ya...w/e..too someone I USED to like..wtf ever im done..peace

So Whats Been Up With Me
alot of things..well i've been talking to this guy and he makes me really happy..so yeah go him..but ya and me and my bf are not doing good and somebody told me something today that totally just made me like go "fuck it"...so ya..its not working out anymore..but ya..well thats whats up with me.

Sadness
wondering why does it hurt so bad pain in my heart for 3 different reasons feeling like your hearts just in pain and it wont stop hurting and you cant explain it not to be able to take someone elses pain away and to see them go through it little babies innocent poeple have vindictiveness towards the mother so they take it out on the kids and the sadness you see and feel and wish you could take away and combine that with your own feelings inside and it kills a person inside to be the target of someones actions like hanging up and shutting you out when thats the one thing that was said would never be done and you just wanna reach out and kno why cant we just talk about it figure this all out because its not just about one person its about 2 poeple figuring it out and sorting because some where in the mix theres 2 precious little angels that need all sorting figured ou and not seeing someone in pain and always to love not just push the ones they love away the feeling you feel when someo

A Pretty Good Day.
Well, if anybody read my last blog, you would know that i was a little down. Not really depressed i would say, just a bit on the lonely side. Well, a bunch of my friends from work are on here as well and they read it. Blast Them! lol, no its ok, i would not have posted it if it was not for anybodies eyes. Well they grabbed me after work and forced me to go out to a gentlemans club to have cleavage rubbed on me. Alas, most of the ladies that work there knew what we do for a living and pretty much ignored us. But then we all went to IHOP and ate, were i was accosted by a young lady who felt it prudent to rub my head and my chest. Its wierd what a little attention will do for ones self asteem. Anyways, i had a good day today, got to talk to a good friend who i actually met on here, she deserves a lot of respect. And i hope she is one person i will be able to retain the friendship of for a long time. Well, until i have something else to say, i hope everybody has a good weekend. You all

Astrology 4/20/07
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path.

Curious On Your Thoughts!
Ok, so I am wondering....does anyone actually read this stuff? What drives a person to attempt to try and find romance online? Is that suppose to be better than the ordinary methods? Don't get me wrong. I know why I am here, but I am really curious of the circumstances of everyone else! I like the experience simply for the fact that you talk and get to know someone as a person without the initial judgements. I have had nothing but great experiences with everyone that I have met online. Are they all what I had hoped for, looks wise? Negative, but I have dated some really good looking men in my life who have turned out to be total jerks, so I try to base everything on the way that a person makes me feel! Notice, I said try! I think no matter what, there has to be some sort of initial attraction to begin with and then you build on that! Obviously, I haven't found my soul mate on here, or I would be lying in the bed next to him instead of typing this stupid ass blog! Does it ever actually

I Do Have A Heart!!
I have a cousin that is 15 years that is mentally and physically challenged. At the age of 3 months old he started having seizures and to this day, the doctors don't know why. Today the school he attends hosted their Special Olympics. It's the one day of the year that these kids get recognition for being who they are. It's the one day that they shine like the brightest stars that they are. In my heart every day is like these for these kids. I have always had a special place for them. I wanted to bring everyone of them home with me. To love them, take care of them, protect them. I cried almost the entire time, from the start of the National Anthem until the last wheel chair rolled across the finsish line. I am proud of EVERYONE of these kids. They face obstacles everyday that I know I couldn't handle, yet I'm so quick to complain about my imperfect world. If you happen to look at my couple of new pics, and I look silly in my hat, that's ok. The kids worked hard at makin

Part Of Joe's Last Blog
Some of you read the repost of a bulletin that was sent out about the death of one of my CT buddies. He and I spent hours upon hours talking both on here and on Yahoo. This is part of his last blog: I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Queen, The Goddess CoverDBabe and all the rest I love you all and will miss you all but I guess the fun is over for me!!! But you can still drop by yahoo and chat with me at joe_daniels2001. Don't forget me have fun !!! Ole Cowboy Joe Joe Daniels

If No One Believes In Miracles....
You have to meet my Grandpa. 2 days before his surgery the Drs told him he had maybe a 10% chance of surviving, RIGHT BEFORE the surgery, they wanted to cancel because he had NO chance of survival, NONE, 0%... they rushed everyone in to say goodbye to him and took him off to surgery anyways because he told them, "I didnt up and decide one day to have this surgery, my wife and I thought long and hard about the pros and cons, and I want to go ahead with it. Ill be okay." So they rushed him into surgery.. that was the LONGEST 3 hours of my entire life. watching as each minute passed.. praying, crying.. being terrified. then back in the waiting room, the surgen came out and asked if the information could be shared with the group (15 - 20 people were there, all family, most from Grandma Martys side). He said Grandpa was on his way to ICU, the Surgery went better than expected, he got through it with flying colors.. Now Grandpa is in a nursing home for a week for physical therapy

The Duck & The Lawyer
The Duck & the Lawyer A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee. We settle small disagreements with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my

Missing The Point Here
OK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created. We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another. But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, move up, ignore who we are talking to. I have been chewed out for sending someone kisses, because they are CT married to another, ignored by the people posting the blasts, even thought they say they will respond to everyone that rates, comments, or fans them. This is starting to become a points game, where everyone is just a pawn in the hands of the people that can afford to become a VIP or buy a blast. Now don't get me wrong, I have a lot of good friends that are VIP's and we chat alot, am talking about some of the others that hold it over our heads to get the points. Let take back control of the site, get to know our CT neighbors, interact with them, and find good friends. Going forward, I will take

Loving The Master
One time in your life you find one who can whoo your mind, body, and soul. Open up the flood gates that bind you then tie you up to bondage. Fate has not seen the heart given to thee, broken servent destined to be. My Most Precious Ones is called out in vain for the Beloved Master is a Master of the game. Always we are one forever and a day, is this the start of a life or the beginning of the slave game? Tortured by control wanting to be cared for, is this the invitation of the time manipulation of love for? Obey, honor, and serve. Trust in the Master and receive all you deserve. Wanting, needing, loving,desire, passion, a life with ONE you would serve. What is this life this love truely made of to give up ones self for the love you burn for. Pleasure, pain, romance, to be called the One most desired slave, woman, forever and a day..

My Ex Brother In Law
Alan Shaw's obituary Current mood: sad Category: Life ..> ..> Staff Sgt. Alan Shaw Visitation: Monday, February 19, 2007 5:00 PM until 7:00 PM North Little Rock Funeral Home & Cremation Service 1921 N. Main St. North Little Rock, AR 72114 Service: Tuesday, February 20, 2007 2:00 PM Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints 13901 Quail Run Drive Little Rock, AR 72210 VIEW/SEND CONDOLENCES SSG. Alan Wayne Shaw was born Nov. 10, 1975, in Little Rock, AR to Jarrell and Noramae Shaw and was the third of seven children. He and is family are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. He was a 1994 graduate of Wilbur D. Mills High School in Little Rock, AR . Alan then attended Arkansas Tech University before joining the U.S. Marine Corp in 1998. While assigned to 1st BN 5th Marines in Camp Pendleton, CA., Alan served two overseas tours and one sea service tour. He was honorably discharged from the Marine Corps in 2002 and procee

Uncle Rob-core? Wow...
Imported from MySpace blog. --- Wow, what a week. A lot of "w" words in one sentence, too. First off, I've been pretty silent so far, but I'll break that silence online. As most of you know, yes I am from Virginia, and yes, I did have friends that attended Virginia Tech. Thank God though, that most of my friends from that school graduated last school year, and those still attending were not harmed on Monday. I don't have one of those ribbons or a picture of one posted on here, but they know I was praying for them. So that's how my stressful week started, of course I was worried about my friends for starters. Second off-ly, something less known about me. My sister Sarah is 29, and she is autistic, so helping to take care of her is like having a second job, if I could compare it to that. She is very high functioning, but also has the behavioral problems associated with autism, so it makes for a very difficult situation. Anyway, she had some stress of her own apparently, and felt

*lost And Confused*
i freakin broke up with my boyfriend tonight and so now i guess i am single and i dont know what to do with myself i thought he would be the perfect guy for me we have been good friends for almost 5 yrs and then he just cant stop acting like a dick and being selfish... and that hurts my feelings and so after me trying to talk with him about it and him saying that its stupid i just had enough but i love him soooo much so it hurt really bad and so now im LOST and dont know where to go from here... i dont understand!!! grrrr... plus i dont know how i can still be friends with him it will hurt me even more to see him with someone else but i know he deserves to be happy ... i just feel really dumb and i wish i could be that person so bad but i couldnt take it anymore. i wanted a good relationship not a when im good and ready you had better be relationship.... it hurts that he didnt try and fight for me or really even care what i said.... that broke my heart.... love is painful! how many ti

~prettiest Smile Contest~ Vote For Your Favorite!!!
PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST!!! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS IN THE PRETTIEST EYES CONTEST. STOP BY AND RATE AND COMMENT BOMB THEM.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE CONTESTANTS... ~THE BAG LADY~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~THE INFAMOUS DEZ~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DJ MIZZMURDER~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~TOEKNEE~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~SWEET BUMBLBEE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~FILTHY CUTE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~MINNESOTA ANGEL~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~REDNECKCDB~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DIRTRACER15S~ COMMENT BOMB HIM, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~DELICIOUSLY UNIQUE~ COMMENT BOMB HER, AND SELF COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED.. ~EYES TO YOUR SOUL~ COMMENT BOMB HER,

6 Degrees
Six degrees of separation. I keep mentioning that term. How many of you really get it? Count six people away from you and you can touch anybody in the world. Imagine that. With that in mind, those who are able to harness that power of those six degrees can accomplish almost anything they set their minds too. I named this blog real talk. So let’s talk. My friends, you know who you are, what’s real is real. I am truly thankful for you and I have not forgotten about you. But you know Cash Rules Everything Around Me (C.R.E.A.M.). To all the others who just propagate my list, thank you. Sincerely, Thank You. I’ll be looking to add more. Like I said it’s about those six degrees. I’m back but back to show even more of the Griot. As an earlier post requested, get into the mind of the griot. I’m looking to build my circle. Funny, never thought of that phone company as a visionary in that sense. The internet is a multi billion dollar industry. As the kids would say; “No Duh!” Everyd

My Mom's Obituary
My mom passed away recently,on April 4,2007. She was 44 yrs old.She died way before her time and I will truely never get over her death...I miss her so much. Heres her obituary: Laura Kay Munden died suddenly and unexpectedly April 4, 2007 at Saint Mary’s Hospital in Reno, Nevada. She was born Laura Kay Jepsen on December 11, 1962 in Fremont, California to Sharon and Neils Jepsen. Laura grew up in Newark, California, coming to Hawthorne as a teenager. After graduating high school, Laura went to work at DZHC where she was employed for 24 years. Laura had many hobbies and interests: she enjoyed working in her yard, she loved to paint, and she enjoyed arts and crafts, she also enjoyed cooking and baking. She loved her pets: Moffee, Troopie, Maggie and Simon. Her greatest role in life and the thing that made her the happiest was being a wife and mother. Laura graced our lives with her kindness, tenderness and genuine love. Her passing has left a tremendous hole i

Concert
I went to three days grace concert tonight and it f*cking rocked!!!!!!!!!!! I was there early enough that I managed to get on the floor(had to be first 100).Of course I cant hear anything in my right ear but woohoooooooooo!!!!!!Man what a blast that was.I will have pics up might not be to clear but they will be there.

The Best Lawyer Story Yet
One afternoon a lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw two men >> along the roadside eating grass. >> Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop and he got out to investigate. >> He asked one man, "Why are you eating grass?" >> "We don't have any money for food," the poor man replied. >> "We have to eat grass." >> "Well, then, you can come with me to my house and I'll feed you," the >> lawyer said. >> "But sir, I have a wife and two children with me. They are over >> there, under that tree." >> "Bring them along," the lawyer replied. >> Turning to the other poor man he stated, "You come with us, also." >> The second man, in a pitiful voice, then said, "But sir, I also have a >> wife and SIX children with me!" >> "Bring them all, as well," the lawyer answered They all entered the >> car, which was no easy task, even for a car as large as the limousine >> was. >> Once underway, one of the poor fellows turned to the lawyer and said

Alot Going On
Alot going on Well wow things are not easy.. Losing weight is a pain in my ass... I go to the gym at least 5 times a week. I do not exepect less than a hour on the bike alone. I am a previous athletic person so I set high standards for myself. I work too hard sometimes because I feel my knee starting to give out on me.. I use to be athletic so my knees were shot to begin with. Back to the ole' ace bandage and icy hot routine i guess you can say.. Who would believe I was a cheerleader for 8 years , basketball bout the same and softball since i was old enough to play t-ball. And now look where I am at.. Blah... I am starting to get that competive frame of mind or should i say the atheletic frame of mind... There is alot on my shoulders right now.. and it defintly isnt easy not at all... It is draining me emotionally and just my head is not there it feels like it is spining around in alot of circles. I am a full time wife and mom of 2 girls and also a college student.. Blah.. I am s

Few Days In..
Well its been a few days since ive started out on CT. im diggin it so far, met a few cool people and it gives me something to do to kill time. ne who, 4/20 is over and im getting ready for the austin reggae fest :)

The Buzz
my head numb with agony as I spin this dance isn't for you, honey it's all me. And I'll let me beat into the walls and watch with acute interest... as my blood pours to the ground in torrents... I didn't know it could come out that way.. only in movies... only in God of War.. I laugh and fly into the concrete again... I can't feel me as you scream... but I feel you breathing... hot and seductive? I laugh, and moan... I'm not alone... but sometimes I wanna be.. but not when I wanna be...I am. y'know? I doubt. I doubt existence...yours and mine.. cause such peace would be too divine.. I'm too numb to feel this good... so I'll run for the wall again and hope for sweet..release... death? how would I know... ...how would I know..

Stuff
Put my dirtbike up for sale today. After it goes, I will turn around and get another one hopefully very soon. Got picked up by Osiris Shoes and Vortex. Classes are going well. Things are finally starting to look up for me. That's amazing!

Vacation Shit
I'm leaving on Sunday for a few weeks, so you won't be seeing my lovely status messages for a while. In otherwords, get your donkey love somewhere else my pretties! So, spread the love, spread your asscheeks and for godsakes, don't forget to spread the Nutella!!

Best Kid Contest Will Go On....sorry About The Cheaters Pulling Out!
I do not allow cheating in my contest! I been having problems with 2 people Tab and Ladyfire they are saying the other child is cheating but i have just seen tonite a couple of ghost accounts commenting them! Here is what they said to me! ->TAB: i'm asking u stay in cause u will win TAB: do wehat ya go to do delte my pic will not run agence CHEATERS ->TAB: okay i will delet her pic then since u won't take the lead u got TAB: everyone on here knows it TAB: THEN GIVE ME THE BLAST NOW AN CALL THE CONTEST OVER THEY FUCKING CHEATED ->TAB: i would hate to see the little girl lose ->TAB: cause that is cheating then and i will not cheat u came so far now ->TAB: this is going fair no one is cheating u are in the lead i can not close a contest before 9 am tommorrow morning ->TAB: no it is tommorrow morning i had the date wrong til i checked my bulletin u are right TAB: i read buttin it was supose to betomorroe but now its goint to sunday ->TAB: Princess -

More Thoughts.
Heros are fools thats a deturmination others will make in hine sight.. but by being here now we make that deturmination for ourselves.. and its neither. How do you know what others feel? I see the laughter and the tears and you know... But we arent suppost to feel and that entire time you stand in that uniform you cant get that time back in a day... Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be honestly loved? I try not to think about what never was... I know we arent children and i know we fight and die ... Life takers and heart breakers, And theres only one thing you need to know.... Anything thats ever been learned or discovered in all the centures of life on earth means nothing right now. No one can tell you what to be pre-paired for, your enemy has a dark blood thursty heart assume everything is dangerous ... if in doubt kill. Look around you though defeat is on every face, fear and surrender is on everyones mind at home. the secritary general is ready to give in... I

Hey You All-have A Great Night-
good night- to you all - dont feel good at all- and you who know my health- know i need to go for the night- its been a rough night, so dont be surprised if im not here tomarrow. hugs to you -- and RBF I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM THANKFUL FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE- YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB- I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND THOSE OF YOU WHO KNEW ME BEFORE - KNOW WHEN I SAY IM GONE - I GO TILL I GET BETTER- THIS IS A HARD ONE FOR ME- BUT YOU'LL BE NOTIFIED IF SOMETHING HAPPENS....

Leaving 4 Ny
Hey Yall...in about 2 weeks I will be leaving for NY. I have to be in NY by May 9th because I have a court date for my daughter. My daughter was malled by a 2 year old German Shepard...which left her with scars on her face and head. It was so bad that I could see her skull (forehead). She wasnt crying or screaming, and thats when I thought I was going to lose her. I took it up with a lawyer when it happened which was in 2005. And it is just starting to pick up now. So wish her luck please. I will keep you posted on what happens and how the court session(s) go. Thanks again for taking the time to read this. Always, Jenn

Hello This Is Why They Call It A Contest...comment Bombers Away!!!!!!!! And Needed
Does anyone know the what the word contest means? Comment Bombers welcome and needed!!! Post, repost...your link so people can bomb you....

Does Everybody Understand?
Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Should I talk slower like you're a retard Should I talk slower like you're retarded Yo they think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb They think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb Get it Get it Get it You just dont get it Get it Get it Get it You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfuck Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Ar

Warning Murder Suspct On Line 911 Open Please
STATE POLICE "State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT MAY SAVE A LIFE"

Survey Cuz Grape Ape Took It First
Common ladies, be truthful! 1. What color is your bra? Pink and kind of lacy 2. Do you ever lie about your age? No way, no one believes I'm 31! 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? Guys who look tough (tats and piercings) but are sweet sensitive men. 4. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys? dark haired 5. Are you currently single? nope, happily taken! 6. How many things in your past do you regret? 1 8. Do you have a best friend? yes a couple of them 9. What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm as grown as I want to be.. And I'm doing what I love!! Making gourmet hand dipped fruits and goodies and shipping them all over the country!! You know the link is coming lol. Click it.. Or go to WWW.DIPPEDDELIGHTS.COM 10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? yes 12. Who was the last person you hugged? Sean 13. Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 14. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? Hell

"redemption"
REDEMPTION ..."empti"... is inside the word redemption and when I think of the missing 'y' instead of I....I ask myself, "why....why do I feel soo empty when I am finally redeeming my soul? Suddenly, I remember that eventful day.................. I pulled myself out of the pit of despair, Along with the pieces of my past, The blood, sweat, and tears began mixing, And the burn felt so sweet, when I made it through at last. From time to time my old wounds open, But the scars remind me of where i've been, I feel weak from my momentary lapse of reason, And then think of all the things you've said. I wash my soul clean in my new waters, But those lines; they will always remain. I cry tears for my newfound freedom, And they fall like a born again rain. So take these words so tried and true, along your path so gray and grim, and fan that fire he set ablaze, and your soul, my friend....never let him win

Illegal Immigration
Mexican Standoff : I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America , as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons; in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tantamount to saying, "I am going to come into your country even if it means bre

All I Have To Say
well i found the perfect image to say to the developers that bought danvers state hospital and destroyed a part of our local history. with them only saving maybe 10 percent of the original complex, maybe this fire will teach them, enjoy

Ripped From Georgiagrrly, Thanks Gurl!
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food MILITARY FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MILITARY FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. MILITARY FRIENDS: Are for life. O

Eyes Open.....
Look in the mirror and see who looks back, can you see them can you love them do you know them i have seen you before and with all my heart i willed for you to see for you to feel it seems a life time ago i saw you i loved you i handed you a mirror and asked you to look you never saw a thing not even me with tears in my eyes i hold that mirror one more time not asking you to look in it but to take, keep and hold take a look in that mirror and just see what i saw in you, heaven will be yours...

Just A Few Thoughs In My Mind
Ever miss someone so much, that it hurt like losing aloved one for good? If you met that special person, would you know how to act? Would you be able to think? Breathe? Function on a daily basis? Would you do all those little things that keep the spark alive? Are you able to express your feelings to them and show them each say in some little special way that you really do care? I believe when you meet that certain someone, love will be so sweet and special, that the heavens will shine from above. I know am not a professinal by far at relationships, but knowing I can give my all to someone so sweet and loving and caring and beautiful to show them how much they mean to me, would only be like taking my next breathe, or my eyes blinking as they do naturally. I would not have to think twice about what coems next. Be there for them no matter what, in good times or bad times. Many people use lame cheap loser lines. It takes a real person to be able to say something and be able to back

Tearful Words
You leave me alone with tearful words ringing in my ears. You are deaf to these words that come from your lips, but I am not. I scream in hatered as you drive away but you are lost in your world and can not hear a thing. Tearful words hurt more then you can see. For one of these days I will be gone like the wind and you will be to blame not me.

Why Does Love Hurt So Much?
ok, first off i cant beleive im writting this, But i need to get it out. Things in my life have made it to the point of giving up in life, and letting my parents take my child. I joined the military to make myself stronger inside. On some ends it has. However with being a single parent, and being engaged to someone at the time, who is currently serving in iraq, and they proposed to you on v-day. then a month later tell you that they never loved you, never did and never will. Its fucked up in my opion. As a matter of fact it was to the pt, were no contact orders were about to be placed. However, a letter came in the mail that was written at the beginning of the month, that made a turn, to forgive and forget. The past few days I have not been on tap or anything for that matter. I was more less in hidding. Didnt want to be spoken to, or anything. I just wanted to end life right then and there. I finally came got enough strenght to right the "its over" letter. This was due to the lack of

The Heart Never Wins
You throw so many stones, You've made this mountain land, Too high and wide, To see my wave'n hand, I've cried so many tears, this ocean separates, what was once you and me, now just drifts away, I guess this is the end, Guess its really over this time, I guess the heart never wins, I think I'm losin my mind Chorus: I gave you too much, still wasnt enough, To keep you by my side, Now I fight these tears, And i hide em with my pride, Now I'm stuck dream'n, Can't get you out of my head, you left all these memories, But my hearts cold and dead, I can't help myself, you're still the best of me, whats it gonna take girl, For you to finally see, I guess this is the end, I guess it's really over this time, I guess the heart never wins, I think I'm losing my mind, Chorus: Bridge: If you ever come back, I'll surely fall again, there's just some battles, The heart never wins, Chorus

You Wanna Know About Me
I dont back down to any man or woman I used to work in a funeral home doing makeup on the bodies Ive had things happen to me that are unexplained and mysteries I smoke i drink im supposed to stop but i cant lol I have passion in what im interested in I keep few close to me Dont keep many females around me there on some petty shit usually I have deeper thoughts than most All the bad things that have happened i wouldnt change, molded me into a stronger woman I study and have in my free time medical for 7 years I know how to treat a man on every tip and be a true friend, dont like backstabbers my mother and ex are the closest to me I co own a liquor store I love the woman i am

Intwined In Time's Forgiving Embrace
the past few months have been amazing. the powers that be seem have cut me a break. i guess i should start at page one. matt and i met at the end of january. our initial intents were bang until we got bored of each other. we ended up developing feelings for one another. he really is an amazing guy. i always heard stories about guys who say pretty things but actually believe themselves and carry out those romances. he opens doors and helps me up when i'm too high to get myself up. i blew out my knee and he sat up all night with me. matt actually helped me use the toilet because i couldn't get there alone. he rubs my back when i'm sore. every time he kisses me i get butterflies in my stomach and feel like the universe is at peace. i don't know how to describe it. we're still in the infatuation stage but i'd hate to think that everything i feel is just puppy love. anyway some funny stuff: two weeks ago i ride my byke to matt's for a wake up call. i curl up into bed with him and

Farmers: Is This Legal??!!??
SO my stepdad has been working long hours all week. My mother has been in the hospitol with pancreatitis for the past few days. So there has been nobody home for around 8 hours a day during daylight hours. My step dad came home today when it was still fairly light outside and noticed all the tree's on his proporty were broken, knocked down, knocked over didnt matter if the branch was 3 inches thick or three foot they knocked it back over the fenceline and tore it off the tree with a huge piece of farm equipment.Still sitting in field.. All the tree's that were shading the proporty were' broken. Some are back into the field we just cleared a couple weeks ago to plan a large crop of veggies and fruit. Now we have reclear it again before we can till it up. NOT to mention how much colder and windier its goin to be this coming winter without as many tree's to block the wind. Is this legal for the farmers to do to our land?? I spoke with my family and the neighbor and they said they t

The End
The days go by... where everything changes they days start young and end old... and another day starts a new with the bringing of the sun.... And end only when it falls... The months pass by ...one at a time Seasons change the new comes and the old fade away. And like everything else that has a beginning so does it have an end. The Birth of a new life and the end of an old.. Just the same else where ... New star systems are born... So the same goes the old , the sun burns out and the planets grow ever so much colder. The solor system dies a kript death. If that is how long it takes okay... If that is how long i must wait then so be it. Because there is nothing i find more desirable then to spend those last moments as the sun flickers out ... with you. We'll sit a top a frozen mountian top looking over the world below.. And the stars above between and under us would never shine so bright again as they do that very moment.

Sent To Me By A Man..go Figure Lol
This was sent to me by one of my friends. Just thought I'd share it with you all lol Something from the mans mind we should all know!! (written by a woman) 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his

Tera And Evan Oh My
Ok so i met tera patrick and evan seinfeld tonight. It was alright kinda shitty. I have the biggest crush on evan and he looked super sick , hes soo skinny. but its all good im all for being skinny, was just a shock really. tera was very nice , and not stuck up at all. which was cool. anyways thats it.

Call Me Angel Brother,...
CALL ME ANGEL BROTHER,MY BROTHER, FOR I HAVE TOLD YOU BEFORE YOU COULD BE MY ANGEL, AND THIS IS TRUE, IT APPEARS TO ME THAT YOU COULD BE SOMEONE ELSE'S ANGEL TOO,I WAS TOLD SO,AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW,I THOUGHT OF YOU AS AN ANGEL TOO,... THERE WAS A TIME MY BROTHER,WHERE WE USED TO FIGHT, BUT THEN ONE DAY THERE CAME THAT MOMENT, WE HAD TO STAND TOGETHER OR FALL, AND HELD EACH OTHER UP, AND WATCHED EACH OTHER'S BACK, FOR TIME MAY GO ON, AND THINGS MAY HAPPEN, BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE BROTHERS,... SO,I JUST CALL YOU ANGEL BROTHER. --FOR ALL MY ANGELS-- SWEET&KINKY 2007

Wishing These Tears To End...
I'm so tired of these tears... I don't understand why i keep getting hurt like this, Why am i always the one doing the fighting.... Why wont anyone for once fight for me. Before you blow up at me i am talking emotionally... Physically i fight in the name of everyone and am so proud to do so but the woman who i love so is killing me inside. I care for people but this person was suppost to be one of the closest people in my life... She swore she'd never hurt me.... But i am sitting here with tears that are rolling down my face. WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? have i done something so horrible? is it because i am not close enough? i swear if i could spend every morning next to you i would but insted i get an e-mail that drills into my heart ... or whats left of it telling me that he is the type you want.... the bad boy with the gentleman side... I thought you said it was me you wanted???? What did i do to deserve this?... i swear if there was something i said i'd take it back,

Update: Warning To All My Friends!!!
UPDATE 4/20/07 The Stalker Returns with a new name if you see him on your profile you will know why. Stalker is using the name: ken rosenberg Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof

Anything You Want Its Yours
SHADY'S UNDERGROUND POSSE S*U*P* CT GIVE AWAY!* WHATS YOUR FLAVOR? SHADY'S UNDERGROUNDY POSSE S*U*P* YACHT * MOTORCYCLES * ROLEX * FAST CARS * $1,000,000 MANSION SHADY'S UNDERGROUND POSSE S*U*P* NO TIME LIMIT * ALL ON YOUR OWN PACE CHERRY TAP GIVE AWAY. TAKE AS LONG AS YOU NEED. NO TIME LIMIT ON WHEN THIS IS FINISHED. YOU COLLECT YOUR PRIZE WHEN YOU HAVE REACH THE REQUIRED AMOUNT OF COMMENTS. THERE IS ONLY ONE MAJOR RULE THAT I HAVE. THAT IS AS FOLLOWS... YOU MUST AT LEAST HIT 500 COMMENTS ON YOUR GIVE AWAY PRIZE EVERY WEEK AS A REQUIRMENT TO STAY IN THE CONTEST. IF I COME ACROSS A GIVE AWAY PICTURE THAT HAS NOT MOVED IN OVER A WEEK OR MORE THEN I WILL EMAIL YOU TO LET YOU KNOW TO MOVE IT ALONG OR I WILL DELETE YOUR PIC AND MARK YOU DOWN AS A CANCEL. JUST LIKE THAT. SO REMEMBER YOU MUST BE READY TO COMMENT YOURSELF AND HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COMMENT ALSO Million Dollar Mansion 250,000 COMMENTS.... Yacht 55,000 COMMENTS.... PORSCHE 30,000 COMMENTS.... CORVETTE

My Lyrics - Vengeance
The repurcussions of violation is somethin you have to deal with yeah been hurt and been saddened but aint changed im still the same bitch haunting you mind- its a memory- stuck caught up with time im settled now im collected no doubt what was you will remain neglected you need to go get that shovel dig deeper, your actions made you weaker dig deeper, bitch steeper- over shadows see that reaper, brought it on yourself ill shed no tears for this pithetic demonstration and now time caught up with patience such a shame how a man could turn into such a bitch hope it was worth it now it is god you have to answer with

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #2
it's so quiet tonight... but there are more people here. i think it's because the drunks are confined, chained to the bar til closing time, their tabs reaching eye-popping levels. it's a more laid-back crowd tonight, students and their books, parents and their children, everything is so much more alive tonight. couples walking their dogs down the street, hands intertwined in a passionate lock, but i'm gandering at the art again. funny how a multitude of colors makes you remember so damn much. the ridges in familiar faces, the crow's feet in some woman's smile you may have passed once on the street. the pool table fell silent a while ago, but now i'm listening to a loud, pretentious conversation about philosophy of life outside the propped doors. a thumping bass goes by, making the whole place vibrate, and you can see a collective head turn as we all crane to see what ignorant bastard has disrupted the peace of coffee-sipping, internet-stealing students of l

In Tribute To Our Troops - Thanks Denise
I HOPE I DO NOT HEAR OF ANYONE BREAKING THIS ONE OR SEE DELETED This is a ribbon for sservice members fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan. Pass it on to everyone and pray. SLEEP LAST NIGHT? Bed a little lumpy... Toss and turn any... Wish the heat was higher... Maybe the a/c wasn't on... Had to go to the john... Need a drink of water... ? ? ? Scroll down Yes It is like that! Count your blessings, pray for them, Talk to your Creator and the next time when... the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes, or you have to p ark a little further from Walmart than you want to be, or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant, or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you, or the shower runs out of hot water, Think of them... Protecting your freedom! DO NOT DELETE-PLS

Nasty, Bitter Old-ass Men Shouldn't Throw Stones.
"The same corporate power structure that supported Imus for 30 years also supports the lowlife "gangstas" and their imitators, because the images they all project maintain the divisive thinking among white AND black people that prevents any unified movements against the class inequality in the US. How conveeeenient they all are!!!" -My father

Goodbye For Now
Just Wanted To Let Everyone Know That In A Couple Days Im Havin My Internet /Etc Shut Off..I Am Going Through Some Personal Stuff Right Now So I Just Wanted To Tell You All Bye For Awhile Imma Miss You All!! Don't Forget me!!!

Getting Wiser !
YoU KnOw.... I'M GoInG To Be 50. I StIll FeeL LiKe My HoRmOnEs ArE BuRsTiNg. I WaNt To MoUnT EvErY BeAuTiFuL WoMaN I See! YeT, HoW IrOnIc Is It, I'M NoT GeTTiNg AnY! I FaLL In LoVe 30 Or MoRe TiMeS A DaY. I CaNNoT BeLiEvE ThAt EvErY OtHeR WoMaN I See, Is DROP DEAD GeorGiOuS! I MeAn iF ThEy WoUlD AppRoAcH Me WiTh SeDuCtIoN On ThiEr MiNdS........ I 'd Drop DeAd! My SkIllS iN EvAsIoN, ArE UnCaNNy! YoU CoUlD TaPe A hUnDrEd DoLLaR BiLL To My FoReHeAd n WaLk Me ThrOuGh A WhOrE HoUse..... I StIll WouLdn't GeT LaId! NoW ThAt'S TaLeNt! MoSt Of My PrObLeM sTeMs PaRtLy BeCaUsE I'm sO FaR BeLoW ThE lAdIeS I'M AttRaCtEd To...I JuSt ExPrEss MySeLf . ... AnD RuN LiKe HeLL! It's CrAzY! BuT So TrUe! ThE OtHeR pArT iS WhEn I Do FiNd A LaDy I get into A RelationsHiP wItH ( 4 my WhOlE LiFe ) I WaNt tO LoVe All Of TheM! I hAtE iT! My ReMeDy..... I TaLk ShIt To All Of YoU LaDiEs ..! LoL ... CaUsE I'M So SaFe! All AlOnE HeRe .. SpArKiN Up YoUr InTeReSt! I'M SuCh A DiCk ! HuH? I HaVe To Ch

Just Thoughts And Wonderments...
I just so tired of getting guys who just want to talk about my breasts and what I like about sex, etc. I just want someone to talk to for now. I don't know why, well I do, but I'm not gonna keep bringing it up, ok? But I feel like I'm dead inside, the part that wants passion and caring. So I'm just not going to jump into anyone's bed just for fun anymore. I can't seem to separate the two anymore. Opening up my passion would be like opening up my heart for love, and I can't do that right now. I mean I'm not lonely in a way that's bad. I'm kinda calm and sedate about it. The thing that scares me is letting someone in, I still gotta work on the Trust issue. And I've been reading alot of helpful things and moving slowly towards letting myself out there again. I just gotta get through this damned Hallmark holiday and all the commercials with love, love love....... But I don't have to worry about love coming to me, cuz all I'm getting is offers for sex. So I'll be backing off every time I he

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he li

My Thoughts...
I get blown away every day by what I'm learning about myself. I know I'm not perfect, and I fall into the same traps of bad thinking processes, but try to quickly fix those bumps and get on the right track again. Another weekend spent on my growth, and finding ways to take another step towards being the best me I can. Someone replied to one of my blogs saying I sounded lonely. In a way I do get that way, but mostly I'm grateful that I have this time to find out what I need exactly for me. No relationship to fog up my thinking. No one to please or displease but me. Another told me that men are men and that I shouldn't expect more than a sexual come-on from them. That I should appreciate the compliments for what they are... Well, some may be compliments, and don't get me wrong, if they were I'm more than happy to accept them. But I see them for what they are after about five minutes talking to them. If they were giving me a genuine compliment, I'd be flattered that someone wanted to get

Umm Yea
I figure I usually have to be pretty pissed off to write in a blog, but today is another story. After working 10 hrs to cover my friends shift (who yelled at me while I was getting yelled at by the boss lady for covering for her)I am actually ok. I am really tired and cant believe half the shit I wrote last night but thats ok. It is expected I guess when sleep deprivation kicks in. I am going to have a quiet weekend to myself, no parties, no gaybois, nada! I am not going to drink, do drugs, have sex or rock out with my imaginary cock out. LOL I really think I just kinda wanna sleep the weekend away. wouldnt that be fun. So I heard from the marine again, not as much fun the second time around. The first time talking to him was great ya know i found out where he was, how he was, that kind of thing. This time around it was Im lonely lets bring up stuff to make Jenn cry, like I need an excuse. I was cool though I didnt cry, wanted to but didnt. I am not really talking to "The Dude" which k

Vote For Me!!!
Dear My CT Friends n Family. This nice woman asked me to be in her contest of Girl Next Door. Since I have never done it before, figured why not. Be kind and vote for me : )!!! Here is the link, hope it works, if it didnt, I have been reposting the bulletin. I promise not to make a habit of these sort of things. You all have a great weekend.....Deb

New Picks
As most of you know I am a BBW fan and I had the pleasure to work with a great friend of mine. I posted 3 new pics in the Hoot Stuff folder PLEASE check them out and comment! I adore her and the pics are exactly what I always wanted to shoot with a BBW

~~wonderin~~
Everyday i wonder what i should do with my life. I have so many thoughts on my mind and it only seems to build. Sometimes i think of going back to my old home and living out the rest of my days over there, Then i think of running away and never coming back again. Of course these are only thoughts i have within my darkened soul, The love of my life has told me he will find me but is this something i have to look forward to. My life has come down to waiting for someone to find me within my darkened soul, He seems to want to express his undying love by searching until he finds me and holding on till he can no longer hold me. Should i let him do such a thing to spend his time searching out someone like me, Every day i wonder why he loves me so much....

Something To Thing About
The Package A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and won

Embarrassed.
I've been pretty busy here tonight, meeting new people, rating pictures, etc. And I guess this isn't really a rant, because I love CT, but I find it pretty embarrassing when I make a new friend, she rates everything I have (bless her heart for that), and I get this error message saying I've reached my daily rating limit for my level. Of course, I'll go back and finish up as soon as it lets me, but it seems kind of "catch 22"... *sighs* Anywho, if you get bored, wander over to her page and show her some love, because I can't at the moment. =/ ToXic SiN@ CherryTAP

Wake Up....
The Awakening Author: Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptanc

What Colour Is Your Heart
You scored as Yellow. Your heart is yellow. You are very fun loving and you\'re the life and soul of the party. Some people may call you childish, but they\'re boring fuckers and should be shot! Be happy to be happy and don\'t change for anyone. Oh wow, I\'m very proud of you *sniffles*. This is my first quiz so bite me...Yellow96%Blue86%Pink71%Orange36%Red29%Green25%Black14%Purple11%White0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work
THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here, I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again... 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.

All About Me
im 21 in the military single straight and looking for someone im a fun loving dude i love working on my truck and going 4 wheeling when ever i get the chance i am a country boy from east texas nuff said there

This Is Something To Think About!
The Package A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home an

Million Dollar Question
MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION A contestant on "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. As she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover: Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor; B) the buzzard; C) the cuckoo; or D) the vulture? The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline, and the woman had hoped against hope that she would not have to use it because the only friend that she knew would be home happened to be a blonde. But the contestant had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and

My Photo Album On My Page
HELOOOOOOOO I HAVE SO MANY SEXY FRIENDS AND HARDLY ANYONE ON MY BOOK ALL YOU DO I GO TO MY PAGE CLICK ON THE ADD ME BUTTON ON MY PHOTO ALBUM AND ADD YOURSELF COME ON PEOPLE I WANT MY BOOK FULL OFF YOUR SEXY ASSES. THERE IS NO POINTS OR COMMENTS JUST A NICE PIC OF YOU ON MY PAGE SO COME ON AS NIKE SAYS "JUST DO IT" MUAHHHS

*hic*
See what happens when I sit online and drink wine all day? I start posting stupid shit. Like a quote I found on another site that is cracking me up... "What do you call two guys having 'cock2cock' sex without condoms? FROT WITH PERIL!" Oh, it's in reference to this site EXTREMELY NSFW. Oh yeah, one more thing I'd not do unless I was drunk. I entered that Battle of the Sexes contest. Sheesh. What the hell was I thinking???? Oh yeah. I wasn't. *snorfle*

Abortion
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he

The Artificial Sweetner Aspartame Is A Toxic Drug!
DONALD RUMSFELD AND ASPARTAME Posted: May 9, 2004 12:18 AM Eastern by NWV Staff Writer © 2004 NewsWithViews.com http://www.newswithviews.com/NWVexclusive/exclusive15.htm Aspartame is an additive found in diet soft drinks and over 5,000 foods, drugs and medicine. It was approved in 1983 for use in carbonated beverages. However, there may be more sour than sweet when it comes to aspartame. In reality, aspartame is a drug, not an additive in the sense many people associate with that word. It interacts with other drugs, has a synergistic and additive effect with MSG, and is a chemical hyper-sensitization agent. Dr. John Olney, who founded the field of neuoscience called excitotoxicity, attempted to stop the approval of aspartame with Attorney James Turner back in 1996. The FDA's own toxicologist, Dr. Adrian Gross told Congress that without a shadow of a doubt, aspartame can cause brain tumors and brain cancer and violated the Delaney Amendment which forbids putting anythin

Marine And Daddies
I'm chilling out watching the yankees/red sox game. Always exciting drama that unfolds in front of your eyes. I know I appreciate it more being at home rather than at the ballpark. Always some asshole spilling beer or cursing. Plus you don't get the views like on TV. So while this is unfolding. 7-6 redsox so far at the top of the 9th. You can't imagine what has happened to me this evening. First of all some background info about my sister, Shannon. She's turning 21 this June so you got to imagine she will go drinking somewhere. I always thought she was 21 when she turned 16 but yeah. She is dating a marine and i have gotten many praises from him by friends of mine. Mostly cause chicks like a man in uniform. I think thats a load of shit cause just cause a person dresses a certain way doesn't describe the character he has. long story short I don't like him. He is extremely disrespectful, fake, foney, says one thing and does another. This has made my sister quite on

Party
Hey Ya'll, Just to let ya'll know, I will be in and out this weekend...chairbear is coming down and having a birthday party for her kids at Dan Nicholas Park. If any of you know where it is come on by and join the party, must be accompanied by a child...lol Also going to my daughters baby shower...YAY...only 30 more days till Ms. Alyssa Rayne arrives... Hope each and everyone of you have an awesome weekend and enjoy time with your family, evem if by phone to say hello...My love to all... Smiles, huggs and MUCH love ~ Sadie Grace

Im Back
i am aboriginal the first of my kind and somewhat cynical its hard to trust mankind but these haters illuminate me so i shine and these words motivate me so i rhyme my status is immeasurable,vast, and boundless and i wont give up till im crowned top bitch sumthin like queen the one they appreciate the one they follow like a pattern and try to imitate but they'll never be the same so this means that they perpetrate so in other words this means that these cats just fake but I....... i am a natural born leader got the voice of the people so ima natural born speaker and cuz my thoughts flow so rapidly im a natural born thinker and cuz my rhymes hit like death im the poetic grim reaper i have been gone for a minute but im back kinda got caught up and side tracked with the mindset of victory so im focused on that this pen is my glock and i stay strapped and if i was u id just stay back cuz i returened to GS poetically intact and thats a fact. Cuz u see...... thi

Hmmm...i Never Even Thought To Put Up A Blog Here
That's, apparently, because I'm a bloody idiot. So, I finished tonight's show (if you've no idea what I'm talking about, go to: The Dark Side. That's my talk radio show. ) Anyway, I finished tonight's show about an hour and a half ago. Tough show to do, since I try to keep things a bit light, regardless of how pissed off I get over the state of things. It's kind of difficult to keep things light when you're talking about the cold-blooded murder of 32 people. So, if you're not familiar with The Dark Side, check it out. Hope you like it.

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Us Against The World
memories come in fragments in dreams like a bad trip living in the clouds above sleep never comes serenity in sleep angelically challenged in a dream in a differnt laberinth of life imagination takes me beyond seeing though a childs eyes keeping things close to my heart your out stretched legs your eyes filled with the world around loving to see everything watching my every move sometimes knowing me better than myself us against the world it always seems what will i do with out anyone near who will i lean upon feeling alone feeling misunderstood by those closest to me wishing for love and comfort closeness and friendship someone whom i can hide nothing from feeling like i put on a play everyday acting as if nothing is wrong what will i do who will i turn to

Friday Night
Well, it's Friday and I'm doing my usual. Sitting in front of the computer talking to my "online" friends.... It's a bit ironic, but the majority of you are people I truely consider to be friends. For that I thank you! Surgery went well on the 11th. My blood pressure plummeted so they had to keep me in recovery for an extra 3 hours or so to try to stabilize me. It hurts to move, but I'm up walking around. Not much slows me down... ok so this slows me down, but at least I'm moving. I swear I have heard every possible joke. Yes,I walk like a damn duck now. I have earned the title's "zippergimp", dutchess of crutchess, gimp-pimp, among others.....lol...Anyone got any others they want to add? I have 31 staples in my back right now... I'll be glad to get them out too. My niece was born on Wednesday. She weighed 3lbs 14.5 oz and is 17 inches long. Ya'll check her out in my photo's... she is precious. Her name is Faith. Well,I guess I should go... talk to you all soon. Love to all

Witch Vampire Clan Do You Belong In
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Something That I Felt Like Wrighting
Hurt Again From times untold and words unspoken you broke my heart again , you'll never know what i feel right now not even in the end , you hurt me inside you could never tell , i can't beleave becouse it hurts like hell , scared to tell you how i feel inside becouse the words are unspoken , you don't know how much it can hurt someone you stop and see that the oneyour hurting isn't only me!!!!!

Men.........
Why do guys assume women are always wrong in what they do? Not jus talking bout work in general but in life its self....for example...the damn dishes...the way i see it as if your gonna sit thre and bitch about some of the dishes not being done well than get off of your lazy ass and do them yourself...Am i right on this or not...I also need to mention that there are some really good men out there who would do anything for their women...but WHy do mean assume that in women?

Devotional Poet
Strong emotion cause I have devotion My mind keeps taking me on a higher level This is my habitat writing explosive I express my thoughts so direct No need to exploit because my style is externalized Time in time again other poets come to realize I never jeopardize Convey your senses and open your eyes I'm not sending jeer punchlines Writing is my habit I put words together like a jigsaw puzzle My writes are strong like they have muscle I am a expert like a jurist when it comes to writing I excel my mind to excellence I'm a fanatical to other great poets My style is luminous In many ways I'm Intellectually Brillant A very well spoken young man Some people get it twisted and say I'm a emotional poet Let me get things straight and clear the air The word is I'm a Devotional Poet!!!

Egyptian Zpdiac Sign
Geb Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity. Colors: male: violet, female: roseCompatible Signs:Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31 Role: God of the earthAppearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.Sacred animals: goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Would You Re-marry?
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers? " HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, tho

Dante's Inferno Test
DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:ModerateHistrionic Disorder:LowNarcissistic Disorder:LowAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Friday 4/20/07
Yet another boring day in my life, lol. I did the usual daily routine, and tonight CrushFM had a party with the evening shift dj's so I'm still having fun with that. Still no word from Donna or Tommy, so I'm hoping if they went out of town that they made it their and back safely,if they've come back that is. It's been raining here again today, so I've been in the house all day, and I'm getting cabin fever, lol so I'm hoping to call a friend over the weekend to see if she wants to do something if she isn't busy. Well, I'm getting sleepy so I'm gonna go chat for a bit longer then get off and go to bed. Have a great night everyone.

Are You This Guy???
These are just a few questions I get on a daily basis. Also included is my standard answer to these questions. Just thought I'd share. LOL Q.Wow yer sexy! Do you have a cam? A.Yes, I do, read my profile first. (my stand on chatting and camming is stated VERY clearly on my profile) Q.No way, yer not 48?!! A.Yes I am, if I was gonna lie, I would say I was 35!! Q.Do you have yahoo or msn? A.Yes I do,*rolling eyes* read my profile first. Q.Yer 48?? Wow, you look great!! A.Yea, I know, ain't it cool? Q.Are you single?? A.*sigh* Read my profile. Q.Hey! I can't see your private folder??!! A.Yer right, you can't. Q.Got any private pics you can send me? A.*hand on forhead* Read my profile. Q.I'll put you in my family so you can see MY private pics!! A.No thanks, seen one cock pic, seen em all. Q.You like younger guys?? I'm 19 and ready!! A.*laughing hysterically* Um...no thanks. Q.Oh baby, you soooo sexy, I want you!!! A.Get in line. Does any of this sound familiar to

Happy 4:20
This is to all my friends… Happy 4:20. In these “trying” times it is a very important holiday. To some u might think this is a joke… but its not. We all try to “try” to do things. Some are more difficult to accomplish than others. But today, is the day… that we can all just stop trying … and do. In all my times celebrating… not once have I ever had to center my thinking on something. The answer just popped into my head like it was meant to be there. So … get out there… and have fun… and have a day of peace. Peace from the smoke I see billowing out of your ears. You might hurt yourself with that… ya know it only takes a spark to ignite a massive fire in your brain. And then it’s all over. Peace… to you all… and remember a happy person is born every time you spark a bowl.

Why Is It.........
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Color Desribes You
You scored as Red. Just like Red, you fit most catergories. Red can be used to describe danger, and danger is what you are all about. You possibly tend not to follow the rules, are not afraid of most things and know exactly what you want. Red can also be described as the colour of 'love' and this is your weakness. You are an absolute sucker for romance and your usual stubborn shell falls when in the presense of someone you like. You are passionate, beautiful and alluring to the eye.Red100%Black100%Green83%Orange67%Pink67%White67%Purple67%Yellow61%Blue44%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

When The Deal Goes Down
In the still of the night, in the world's ancient light Where wisdom grows up in strife My bewildering brain, toils in vain Through the darkness on the pathways of life Each invisible prayer is like a cloud in the air Tomorrow keeps turning around We live and we die, we know not why But I'll be with you when the deal goes down We eat and we drink, we feel and we think Far down the street we stray I laugh and I cry and I'm haunted by Things I never meant nor wished to say The midnight rain follows the train We all wear the same thorny crown Soul to soul, our shadows roll And I'll be with you when the deal goes down Well, the moon gives light and it shines by night When I scarcely feel the glow We learn to live and then we forgive O'r the road we're bound to go More frailer than the flowers, these precious hours That keep us so tightly bound You come to my eyes like a vision from the skies And I'll be with you when the deal goes down Well, I picked up a rose and it poked through my cloth

Broken
I looked at you today from the inside out trying to see things your way hoping to figure you out but, I couldn't see past the strings and the tape that barely held I couldn't find the rythym or hear the faint sound that once dwelled I picked you up so carefully and stared deep into your core I saw the hurt and suffering that deep inside you stored I also felt the longing which you always try to hide the constant need and craving all the attempts which you denied the beats that went unnoticed while the hate concealed the pain the scars that bared reminders of the times you tried in vain I know there is a reason even in the words that go unspoken but I never thought I'd want to fix a heart that's never seen unbroken

Wild Fires
Wild fires of frustration rage without end clawing at whatever love is left a desperate soul seeks a way to mend but the fire leaves her world a wreck She screams with her untamed tears driving her fist into every regret tossing and turning in bed anger she hears in hopes these memories she can forget The hopeful castle she built sometime ago now crumbles and slips through her fingers she whips at the dream in her heart that grows as her eyes savor the remains that linger The never ending nights of questions and doubts hammer at her mind without rest if only she could bravely open her mouth the heaviness would depart from her chest Wide awake now lights turned on I look at my pencil that is used to write life of this pencil shortens with my every frown crying into my book of the tension that bites I close my book and see the sun rise another day begins I pray, be strong opening the closet I pick out my smile leave my heart in dark

Darkness
As I stare into the darkness, I see a child bruised and worn who sits and weeps. As I step into the darkness from the light, I ask the child if she’s all right. As she weeps, she has a story to tell. She tells of a life so dark and gray, tells of her hopes not to see another day. She tells the story of a father who turned his back and walked away. He wasn't there because after all she was conceived from an affair Her mother sees her father when she looks into her eyes. So, she tends to drink, do drugs an get out of control screaming at the girl often grabbing her by the hair cursing her about the man who wasn't there. The child goes on telling the horrors. I listen and weep with her. Then I look back to the light. I turn to the child and assure her everything will be alright. She will live and grow to be strong. She will find her way through to carry on. I look into her eyes and tell her things will get better; things will somed

People Let Me Tell You About My Best Friend
Back in the day we didn't get along that well, For a while we didn't speak. Disagreements are a part of life, People are not perfect.. But we always found our way back to each other. Stubborn as the two of us are, Both of us having our share of pain, No matter what, the Love was Always there. I know you never meant to hurt me. And I hope you know, I never meant to hurt you. I have always looked up to you, Even though you are my baby sister. Thank you for being my bestfriend. I would never ask God for another sister, No one can or ever will take away, The sister bond that we have. What I feel in my heart is no lie, You are and forever will be my hero, my sister, my bestfriend. I Love You!

Low Raters, Pt 2
I REALLY like the fact that we can see who low rates us.... it makes me feel VERY special.. ;) just means i know who I can go spam with low rates myself. ;) Oh yeah, something that the newbs don't know is that WE GET POINTS ANYWAY NO MATTER WHAT THE RATING :P I get just as many points if they rate a 1, or if they rate a 10. :D

Lawl!
Look what I got! One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. ---------------------- LOL WTF is this? None of my public photos are even CLOSE to NSFW...F&&$ING HATERS!

The Need For Rules And Punishment
by Sassy Sioux We all have a need for discipline within our lives. It is part of the very fabric by which we live. We have rules that govern literally all aspects of our life, be it driving, paying taxes, how we act in public, how we treat others, if and how we worship, and the things we can and cannot do according to society. Take a look at the statutes set forth in your own state. You will find a list of rules there that help people get along, help keep the government running smoothly, and ways of keeping everyone safe while still affording freedoms of many kinds. One way to make sure we follow these rules is self-discipline. We must pace ourselves and keep our whims and desires in check or else we pay the consequences that are set forth by the state. These consequences can be anywhere from a fine to years in prison. The D/s lifestyle is also based on rules and consequences. In each relationship, there are rules that the partners live by, consequences for falling outside the

This Week And Beyond
This week has been such a downer with the VT shooting and subsequent media coverage so I was looking forward to this weekend. Figured I would make a beer run and catch up w/all my CT friends and family. Well...beer run happened but today I turned on my computer to find that the top story that was unfolding was at Nasa in Houston. My cousin works at Nasa so I'm sure you can imagine how frantic I was to contact her. It took a few hours but I am happy to report that today was her day off but she was very upset since she has worked at the building the shooting took place at for a decade. We must have spent the next hour and a half on the phone just talking about how hard the last week had effected both of us and how scary it is to raise kids amongst so much violence. I'm usually not this corny or sentimental but I would like to tell each and every friend,fan and CT family member that I am happy to have met all of you and I wish you, your family and everyone you know continued love, happine

Grrrrrrrrrr.
Why do i screw things up? Why do i give you my heart to break? Why do i always end up in pain? What did i do to deserve this? Why, won't you please tell me? I can't go on like this anymore. Why can't someone save me? Will you please save me?

Alternative Punshiments
by Norische Punishment by nature is something that is to be avoided, something that is negative; it should be unwelcome and act as a negative motivator. It can be used to motivate a submissive/slave to start behaving in a certain manner or it can be used to encourage a behavior to stop. Some people think that a paddling or spanking is punishment; these actions would normally be what I would do during play and not punishment, therefore I do not recommend that such activities be used as a form of punishment. Many individuals become accustomed to the physical discomfort, even enjoy it, and therefore the physical punishment slowly looses its value until it is no more than a mere event of the day. Jay Wiseman writes in SM101, A Realistic Introduction: \"I firmly believe that the dominant should not slap, spank, paddle, bind, confine, or otherwise perform any common BDSM act on a sub as punishment. We are trying to create positive, erotic connections with these activities. Let\'s

Deffinitions
by D. Glenn Arthur Jr. BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, S&M BDSM is a convenient abbreviation for most of the interesting activities discussed in alt.sex.bondage. It's so convenient that it packs six initials into four letters: B&D/D&S/S&M => BDSM. It's generally understood to include related activities/phenomena that don't fit strictly into any of those three catagories. An "umbrella term" like this is useful because so few actual (as opposed to theoretical) activities fit into _only_ one catagory. Bondage deals with tying people up (or being tied up). Or chaining them up, or restraining them with straps, or straightjackets, or ... well, you get the idea, no? In theory it can be enjoyed simply for its own sake -- the sensations and images of it. In fact, some people do enjoy bondage as bondage, without any interest in D&S or S&M, but far more people find it pushes their D&S buttons at the same time, or use it only for the D&S aspects, or combine it with D&

People On Ct
ok now i got something to say i fucking speak my mind and if u fuckers dont like it to bad if u cant handle it get off ct u dont belong here im tired of all the slow ass muther fuckers that r only here trying to get online sex or ratings or that type of shit so if thats all u r here 4 get the fuck off my friends list and to my pain family thank you all 4 letting me in and makeing me part of ur family

Halloween Update And More
hi all after about 2 months stuck on level 14 ive leveled up thanks everyone whos been rating me. sorry if ive not rated your pics or stash for a while my alerts are still not telling me when most of my friend upload something new. if ive not let me know, i always like to help my friends out. PS WHO MY CRUSH i never think i would get one off them lol. another halloween update rob zombie on myspace asked his fans to ask him questions about the new halloween remake and here are some off the answers he gave enjoy Friday, April 20, 2007 a few answers Here are a few answers to your questions. IS JAMIE LEE CURTIS GOING TO POP UP IN IT SOMEWHERE EITHER AS A CAMEO OR A SMALL ROLE? No, Jamie Lee Curtis does not appear in the film. Obviously I think she is great, but I also thought her presence would break the reality of this new film. DOES JOHN CARPENTER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE NEW MOVIE? No, other than wishing me well with the project John does not

Klub House News, Weather And Info!!!!
NOW THATS BIG5:15 PM FRIDAY APRIL 20th 2007SCOTT CITY KANSAS Some may have seen these kinds of thing while others may have not!!! While I was out taking some notes on weather conditions in the area I see this big huge wide load!!!! Most can accualy make it throught the lights at the intersection here in this small town!!! Today that was not going to happen!!! If fact the city police and workers had to help this big wide load make it through making a turn to the west in wich they were comming from the south!!!! Of course you wouldnt believe it until you see it so have a good look for your self with the pics I took of this even shown bellow!!!! Also notice how low to the ground it is!!!

One Step At A Time Is The Best Way To Go.
One step at a time is the best way to go. When going through life And traveling in The direction of Your dreams, The best way To get ahead Is the simplest way: Take one step at a time. Don't look over Your shoulder; If you do, You'll feel The weight Of all your Yesterdays Upon you. And don't worry About what lies ahead. By the time you get To the bend in the road Or the crest of the hill, You're going to be better And stronger than You ever were before. Just go one step at a time, One day at a time. And you'll find A rich, thankful life You never thought You could afford.

Sub Postions
by Sergeant Major Note: A submissive is never to draw attention to themselves by any word or action when in the company of Dominants. To do so demonstrates immodesty in her demeanor and violates the concept of submission to the power of another, constituting a sign of disrespect. A submissive will never place her arms behind her body. To do so hides her hands from the One whom she is addressing and calls undue attention to her breasts. In those positions in which the hands are placed between the breasts in the prayer mode as soon as the submissive is acknowledged the hands will be placed on the tops of the thighs with the palms open and turned upward. The positions outlined herein should be used only when directed to do so by a Dominant. As described these positions are to be use by a submissive when she is in the presence of and honoring the One to whom she is pledged and whose collar she wears. In those situations in which she is addressing a Dominant to whom she is not pledge

Full Circle
These nights when I alone am left to face myself, your fate, my pain, your legacy When no arms hold me and I am forced to face my Maker, my truth, my beginning and my fate, I rage at the total injustice the ludicrous past and the unstable path ahead I mourn a place I never asked to go, a dream shattered by the ugly truth that stares out through a broken heart, a fractured whole I scream at nothing Who will listen? I face my God with blood unshed and wounds raw, festering sweltering in the heat of an unspoken loss. Damn the night, and Damn the solace. Where do you return, but back to yourself?

Hollow
Hollow The sweet sensation, Of my lovers touch. Across the cheek, And on the crutch. A girl I love, With an Angel face. The girl I want, My saving grace. Hollow Inside my arms Where you should be sleeping Leaves me feeling incomplete Wanting Sensual movements, Of the hips. Our bodies touching, beginning with our lips. A gasp of air, The pull on hair. A moan of pleasure, We together share. Hollow Is the inside Of my soul when I hunger For the taste and The scent of you On me The breathing quickens, the pace keeps up. Our bodies slicking, with our love. The climax starts, As we move together. The quickening of hearts, Then joy as ever. Hollow Is the darkness The womb of emptiness Where I thrust into memories Of you Holding each other, In embrace. Loving each other, In a haze. No care for the world, It's just you and I. Together as one, We are fine. Hollow Is the moment When forced to remember The love I want

Please Read! Alll Friends!!
this may seem mean, but it has to be done!! If you truely want to be our friend then you need to respond to this or the blog we are about to post! If you have not ever talked to us, shouted atus, been on messenger with us, or at the very least have rated adn commented most of our pics, then you will be deleted, if you are a family member then you are fine! but if you are a family member then youhave already done most if not all of those things already! Now we don't mean ya have to beour best friend, but damn, spread some love once in a while! We are sick of the dead weight that we rate adn comemnt all of their pics, try to send private messages, or shout at them in the box, just to be ignored! If you have befriended us for yourself to get points only, then please be kind enough to delete yourself! same goes for those of ya that only rated a couple or said hi once or twice! or are silent perves please do the same! I will be postingthios periodically for the next day or two, if we do no

D/s Relationships
by Sergeant Major All relationships have both a domination and submission component. This is true for all types of relationships, work, and business, personal or intimate. They may vary in degree and change in roles played at any given time but remain present throughout. Even in avowed "equal" relationships there comes a time when one dominates and the other submits. Attempts at true consensus end in chaos, someone finally takes charge and a decision is reached. This may not be obvious on the surface but the dynamic is nevertheless present. It is an intellectual fantasy to insist that it not. In the realm of sexuality, either heterosexual or homosexual, this dynamic may be overt or covert. In its covert form there is no acknowledgment of its existence, accepted by the partners but not identified as such. In its overt form it ranges in degree from simple acknowledgment to an open willingness to include various degrees of consensual non-mainstream sex play. The partners determine b

Power Of Submission
by rarejewel To understand the power of submission, one must first understand what being a submissive means, where it comes from and how it is expressed. True submission is something that comes from deep within a person and is an essential part of their nature. It is something expressed from the soul and as such, it goes much deeper than the mere physical/sexual act of offering ones-self to a Master for pleasure. A person can behave in a submissive manner but this is not the same as being "a submissive." To offer oneself completely and utterly to another, to surrender all choices and "power" requires and exceptional inner strength. High self esteem and a knowledge that in order to relinquish power to another as well as understanding that one must possess that inner power is essential. Embracing and expressing my submissive nature has given me the most powerful opportunities to find the deepest levels of trust, power and the intimacy that can only arise from the bond of a M

Spring
well spring i think might finally be here. about time. i got my first rose that i rodered in the mail today. actually the first rose i got at walmart a few weks ago. it was a blue girl rose. this one is a royal ameythist. my black knight butteryfly bush came last week. and i have two lilacs coming yet as well as an angel face rose and a black rose. so this weekend once randy gets home he is gonna to hopefully be making my rose garden bed. i also saw the first cardinal of the year, i was chasing aiden back into the house for the fifth time. little sneak waits til i take the dogs out and makes a run for it. speaking of birds did i mention i had another one in the house when i woke up wednesday? at least this one didnt quewstion my right to use the bathroom. lmao one thing why is it men always assume you know how they feel if they do not tell you and do not show it? on the aiden side other than trying to get out side, yesterday he got out one, only one sock and made me put it on

Memories
i remember as a little kid my foster dad and i sitting behind an old junk car and smoking a corn cob pipe,i was 8 years old.thisfosterdad and i became very close though his whisky bottle was closer.i lived in an old burnt out delivery van that we had made into my room.when dad would let out smokey,the huskey,he would come and jump on my bed and wake me up.that ment time for my choirs. id get up,go to the shed and take a quick bath in the tub of water we kept there .afterwords id go get the list hed put on the wrecker and begin my choirs.i guess thats where i got my love for cars.id pull what ever needed pulled and run into the kitchen and eat what ever he had put out the night before,then clean up ,change into my school clothes and catch the bus by 800. after school id go home,finish up my choirs and wake him up.after supper wed go back to the yard and he d help me with what ever i hadnt gotten done.that man was a geniouse when it came to cars. after words hed make me study for scho

Sub Needs
by Sergeant Major • The need for love and unconditional acceptance • The need for certainty and permanence • The need for careful guidance • The need for containment and clear boundaries of behavior • The need for consistent and logical consequences for behavior • The need to be stroked, reassured and praised but never in a pandering or patronizing manner • The need for the One to whom she is pledged to appreciate and support her enthusiasms when they deserve it • The need to know that no punishment will result from honest expressions of ideas or emotions or from acting them out when there is no way to prevent it. • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged will never lie to her or hide anything from her • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged will not withdraw from her emotionally • The need to know that the One to whom she is pledged is also her best friend • The need to know that she will have to face and not be allowed t

First Time This Has Been Connected To My Life.........
A million things are happening simultaneously and you're at the center of the whirlwind. Never fear -- remember that the eye of the storm is by far the calmest place to be. You'll get it under control.

Sub Ethics
by Author Unknown "I'm in charge!" This is a realization that some submissives have from the beginning and that hits others like a thunderbolt. The Dominant has Control, but the submissive chooses to be under it. The submissive chooses to kneel, and sets limits within which the Dominant controls what happens. In time, trust grows and the scope of that control will grow with it. In a sane, safe and consensual relationship, a submissive has control over how far she submits and within what limits. It is confidence in this control, which is expressed as trust in her Dominant, that allows her to truly submit. This includes having control over: safe sexual practices; stages in the transfer of power; the involvement of witnesses or participants; the creation of photographed, videotaped or other evidence of activities. A submissive also has the right to be well and truly used, to have as much power as she wants to give taken, and to be taken on explorations of all

I Wish...
I wish i could reverse time and take my life back i had everything i could ever want and it slipped away little by little I wish the stupid shit had never happened, we all make mistakes but we know when things are just not right and then we pay the price. I wish i had given more effort into the things i care most about; there were so many things going on that i didnt see what i really needed to focus on but now i do and i wish i did more than anything. I wish i wasnt so stubborn and arguementative; at times i cant help it, its just me but i can work on it choose my battles and let others slide I wish i trusted my gut and dropped that stupid bitch, my "so called best friend"; fucking back stabbing cunt who opens her legs to the world INCLUDING MY ONE TRUE LOVE, how fucked up can people be and she still denys it theres a point when you just have to admit to your wrong doings just tell the fucking truth for once fucking whore I wish i hadnt of lied about stupid shit that di

Sub Rules
by Mystre 1. Be patient! A potential Dom{me} will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your Dom{me} to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. 2. Be humble. You may be God's or Goddess' gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your Dom{me} can never reach. 3. Be open. You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how dominant or submissive they are. SM is a very personal art, and an "I already

Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, They smile when they want to scream. They laugh when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel Their hearts break when they lose a friend. yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. They bring joy, hope and love. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. My friend this is to remind you how truly amazing you are send this to all the amazing women you know, to remind them how amazing they are.

.fridays.random.
so my latest musical obsession is imogen heap. its quite a bitch attempting to find videos. i hate 'live' videos. but theres this one kid who makes all kinds of imogen videos...and ya sure its kinda weird to see a boy lip synching with a chick singing...but whatever... i like cheese. mexican food gives children gas. im not cooking dinner. its friday n i dun hafta if i dun wanna. sex ala mode has a certain ring to it... not enough to have either tho. sometimes when a person is ok...they're completely not. the end.

Sex Cramp
yes i love sex, i am a sexual deviant and am proud of it... loud music, cuz i love when the bass makes the clit go brrrrrrrrrrrrr..... anyway, been having an up and down day... like always... that damn 30 seconds to mars song "the kill" has been inmy head all day

So Excited!!!!
I'm excited, kids. Two reasons: 1) My beautiful girlfriend is flying here to see me for our one-year anniversary. I'm gonna spoil the hell out of her! 2) It's Saturday here. Hopefullt on Monday, I get a written job offer for a new role. Better challenges, new company, $10k pay rise plus $10k in bonuses. I'M RICH, BITCH! :)

Sub Bill Of Rights
You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have this right, you have the right to demand it. Being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human being. You have the right to respect yourself as well. You have the right to be proud of what you are. Being a submissive is nothing that should ever bring you shame or feelings of reproach. Your submissive nature is a gift and should always be a source of pride and happiness. You have the right to feel safe. Being a submissive should not make you feel afraid, insecure or threatened. Submission is not about living on the edge or flirting with fear. In any situation you should feel safe or there can never be true surrender. You have the right to your emotions and feelings. Your emotions and feelings come from you and they are just as valid as anyone else's. You have a right to them. Those feelings, wh

Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and Complain because The water temperature isn't just how you like it, Think about how Things used to be. Here are some facts about The1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took Their yearly Bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they Were starting to smell, so brides carried a Bouquet of flowers to Hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of Carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot Water. The man of the House had the privilege of the nice clean water, Then all the Other sons and men, then the women and finally The children. Last of All the babies. By then the water was so dirty You could actually Lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw The baby out with The Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, With no wood Underneath. It was the only place for a

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly Happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you Deserve, Then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a Friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he Probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at Yourself A year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

The Final Day.........
Girl, 8, killed in ATV wreck By Dan X. McGraw Star-Telegram Staff Writer TARRANT COUNTY An 8-year-old girl died Saturday night when an all-terrain vehicle rolled over, the Tarrant County medical examiner's office reported. Brittany Cantrell of Burleson was pronounced dead at 6:34 p.m. in the 13000 block of Rendon Road in unincorporated Tarrant County, the office reported. A family friend and Cantrell were riding the vehicle when there was a wreck and Cantrell, who was wearing a helmet, was thrown from the vehicle, said Terry Grisham, a Tarrant County Sheriff's Department spokesman. REMEMBERING MY FIRST YEAR AT THE SCHOOL..... BRITTANY WAS THE FACE I REMEMBERED AT THE END OF THE FIRST DAY...... HER BLONDE HAIR AND SMILING FACE....... BRIGHT EYES THAT SEEMED TO SPARKLE WHEN SHE SMILED....... SHE WAS A PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL....... SHE REALLY WAS A PRINCESS AS HER DAD EUGENE DUBBED HER....... AS WELL AS THE RODEO CIRCUIT........ AND THAT IS THE WAY HER SHELL WAS LAYED IN THE

The Top 10 Celebrity Buttafaces
Top 10 Celebrity Butterfaces Alright yo so I was gonna write a blog on the shootings at Virginia Tech, but I feel that this is everywhere (as it should be), so I think I'm just gonna leave that one alone for now and try to write on a lighter subject. I found this while reading one of my hip/hop sites that I frequent. The actual link can be found here http://www.doubleviking.com/top-10-celebrity-butterfaces-4651-p.html "It’s happened to all of us. You see a chick with long luscious legs. Right above those is a tight, firm rear. Next is their slim waist and chiseled abs. And then comes the breasts. Either large and augmented or natural and perky, it doesn’t matter, they all have them and they are spectacular. But then she turns around or you get a good look at her face and it makes your stomach turn. Collagen swollen lips, cheeks tucked into foreheads and man-like features are enough to disappoint any man. It’s a case of the butterface." 10.

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You
Artist: Kellie Pickler Album: Small Town Girl Title: Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a damn I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I

Attn Fellow 420
Welcome one and all to 2007, you can tell this by the prohibitionary acts on our friend mary jane. Tired of this I came across a clever proposal. Simply put it is 420 @ 420. The power is ours to make them come to a quicker solution, that solution being lighten the hell up it is a lot safer and better than weed. In addition to making us feel good :P there are more and more discoveries made regarding beneficial health issues. It is time to excercise our freedom and "we the people" and take control in some small measure again. 420 @ 420 is an easy enough thing to contribute to and silently make your stand. In one hand you can hold more seeds than a city has manpower, this 4/20 @ 4:20 420'ers unite. Throw out your seeds everywhere, the river bandks, the lakes, the roadsides, repopulate the great cannbis cannopies and force the government to rethink their totalitary control on this subject. When will we learn after we tried this already with alcohol. Legalization means decriminalization, th

Will You Give This To My Daddy? You Gotta Read This One!
Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and women, a young girl, not more

Happy Birthday
Hey there my Cherry Friends, Fans ,and Family Today is my dear sister friend birthday will you Plz stop by and wish her a happy birthday Hey This is The Best I Can Do I Can't Afford A Blast So Here's The Next Best Thing blog it ......LOL ~*~Kiefers Lady~*~@ CherryTAP

Deep Ellum Dallas!!! Tonight!!!
TONIGHT IN DEEP ELLUM, DOWNTOWN DALLAS TEXAS, IS PLAYING AT THE RED BLOOD CLUB, THEY ARE HEADLINING THE SHOW SO COME ON OUT AND GET THERE EARLY TO SEE SOME OF THE OTHER FEATURED BANDS AND HAVE A DRINK WITH THE GUYS! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! STEFANI

Rememberance
I pull the thread and the tassels unwind a gift remembrance of everything you ever said. Can you possibly forget the days of joy and wash the tears of pain. I toss the thoughts upon a lazy wind and see the glimpse of sunlight that ever crossed your face. Can you pass this way without the stories flooding back through? I’ve run my fingers and all of this proof, the glass is still full. I won’t forget all that this means. In all I will not forget.

How Much Do I Love You.................
How do I tell you what you mean to me? You see things in me, I will never see. I search for the words, and I find none. How do I make you see, you are the only one? I have never felt like this before, My heart so full of love, can I feel more? I miss you every minute of the day, All I can pray for, is for you to stay. What have I done to deserve a man like you? The world is full of males, but real men, there are few. You were sent to me by something bigger than me. When we first saw each other, it was destiny. I’ll love you forever, of this I am sure Your heart is my heart, our love is so pure. What fate brought together, let no one tear apart You are my love, my world and my heart. I will love you forever and ever. Janice Ilene 6/17/2006

Rednecks
Subject: More Red-neck News > A North Carolina redneck passed > > away and left his entire estate in > > trust for his beloved widow. > > However, she can't touch it > > until she turns 14. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > Folks in Georgia now go to > > some movies in groups of > > 18 or more. They were > > told 17 and under are not > > admitted. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > The minimum drinking age in > > Tennessee has been raised to > > 32. It seems they want to keep > > alcohol out of the high schools. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > In Mississippi , reruns of "Hee Haw" > > are called documentaries. > > ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > > How can you tell if a West Virginia > > redneck is married? There's dried > > tobacco spit on both sides of his > > pickup truck. > > ~~~~~~

Phed Item From Monique Gata Dupree?
It's simple..all you have to do is join the yahoo group and check your email each friday for the question of the week..The first person t answer the question correctly gets an autographed item straight from the Fierce Feline herself, Monique Gata Dupree Good luck! Click to join WeluvMonique

Prison Vs Work
Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. @ PRISON @ WORK p you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell w you spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle p you get three meals a day fully paid for w you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it p you get time off for good behavior w you get more work for good behavior p you can watch TV and play games w you could get fired for watching TV and playing games p you get your own toilet w you have to share the toilet with people who pee on the seat p they allow your family and friends to visit w you aren't even supposed to speak to your family p all expenses are paid by the taxpayers with no work required

Holding A Contest...repost
CONTEST IS.... MEN AND WOMEN WITH SEX ABS OR BUTTS....SEND ME PRIVATE MAIL....MUST BE ONE THAT WILL NOT BE nsfw..... THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS..... ONE MALE ONE FEMALE.... SO MEN....DO U WANT A BRACELET SO LADIES...DO U WANT A THOSE DIAMONDS EARINGS... COME HIT ME WITH UR BEST ABS...MEN....WOMEN...LETS SEE IF U GOT THE BEST BUTT ON CHERRYTAP.... SEND ME PIC THAT U WANT ME TO RIP AND PLACE IN THIS CONTEST.... BABYGIRL....AKA FIRESTAR DAUGTHER (repost of original by 'babygirl' on '2007-04-19 18:06:45') (repost of original by 'Firestar~ Queen of Darkness ~CTWife2DragonMaster' on '2007-04-20 17:09:35')

Jamaican Shoes
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica . They were touring around the marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small sandal shop. From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" So the married couple walked in. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sanda ls make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, some

Lessons
Life has taught me - ALL OF THESE ARE TRUE!!! > > Law of Mechanical Repair > After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to > itch or you'll have to pee. > > Law of the Workshop > Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. > > Law of Probability > The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the > stupidity of your act. > > Law of the Telephone > If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. > > Law of the Alibi > If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat > tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. > > Variation Law > If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will > start to move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). > > Law of the Bath > When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. > > Law of Close Encounters > The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically > when you are with

Fucked Up 420 Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I GOT A CALL FROM MY X TODAY AND THERE WAS A BOBM SCARE AT MY DAUGHTERS SCHOOL THERE WAS A BOMB THREAT AND MY DAUGHTER AND SOME OF HER FRIENDS FOUND A NOTE WRITTEN ON A SIDING BOARD OUT SIDE OF THE SCHOOL. The message was, "This school will explode on 4/20/07 at 12:00 noon kaboom," THAT WAS SOME SICK SHIT. I DONT CARE IF YOU DO I HAVE BEFORE BUT THATS JUST GOING OVER BOARD AND I WAS PISSED. THIS IS THE 8TH ANNIVERSAY OF THE COLUMBINE MASSACRE. SO MY DAUGHTER DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL THURSDAY OR TODAY AND MAY NOT GO TO SCHOOL UNTIL I FEEL IT IS SAFE ENOUGH FOR HER TO GO BACK. THATS ONE THING YOU DONT FUCK WITH IS MY KIDS AND THIS SHIT HAPPENED RIGHT AFTER THE VT MASSACRE TOO. SO NOW I HAVE TO GO TO HER SCHOOL AND SEE WTF IS GOING ON AND IAM GOING TO THE COPS SO I WILL KEPP YOU ALL INFORMED IF YOU WANT TO READ THE PROOF HERE ARE THE SITES TO THE PAGES OF THE WEBSITE http://www.nj.com/news/gloucester/local/index.ssf?/base/news-6/1177054011170740.xml&coll=8 http://www.nj.com/news/

Lipstick
LIPSTICK IN SCHOOL According to a news report, a certain school in Garden City, MI was recently faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the washroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick, they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night, the maintenance man would remove them and the next day, the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. He called all the girls to the washroom and met them there with the maintenance man. He explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, he asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long- handled squeegee, dipped it in the t

Leavin' On A ... Passenger Train...
So today is our last day all together for awhile. Jim took yesterday and today off since he figured he wouldn't be taking any leave while he is in San Diego for work the next few months. He has pretty much told them he wants to work as much as possible and they were just fine with that. It already looks like the whole crew will be doing six tens... meaning ten hour days, six days a week. Right now, he's out taking care of some errands like getting supplies for kitties and crabbies (since they are heavy and he doesn't want me lugging them in... aaaw) and paying off bills so that I won't have to worry about it. What a good guy. Though he did make me cry yesterday. We were snuggling on the couch and I said, "Don't go." I just meant that I would miss him but he got pissed off for whatever reason. I think he was really just more frustrated and sad that he was going to miss us, too. But it didn't quite come out right. He apologized and got me a Frappuccino, his version of flowers.

Bored, So Here's Some Questions.
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Him♥ 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? 99.999% of the time 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Both, but get some drinks in me and I dont shut up! 4. Do you take compliments well? Sure 5. Do you play Sudoku? Yep 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I'd most likely dehydrate myself from crying hysterically. 7. Do you like piercings? Have you not looked at my pics? 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? No 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? Board game: Clue. Outdoor game: Basketball, Volleyball, Baseball. Nintendo: Super Mario Bro. Sega: Sonic the hedge hog PS: Tomb Radider PS2: Grand Theft Auto 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do? HAHA 11. Do you have a "type"? No 12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued? Both 13. Use three words to describe yourse

Nj And Ny Peeps!
OK, so my coworker and I are flying out of Dallas early...fucking way too early on Sunday to head into NJ for some meetings at our corporate office. We plan on partying Sun. night in NJ. Any good places to reccommend? Also, good restaurants? Tuesday night we will be in Manhattan. Ny peeps. Where to go in Manhattan? I haven't been in years. I so don't remember.

California
I'll be sitting in on a a few shows with my long time friend A.J. Leone in Palm Springs and Los Angeles starting on May 18th 2007. Anyone who wants details just hit me up. I will be on the west coast until May 23rd or 24th. Dave ;)

Sod It
I am not going to Trilium. too many variables working against me. the main one being the best laid plans of mice and men. What a hectic week only to lead to this. Fuck it....there is always next year and the drivers license i should have gotten a long time ago. I will save money and get it this summer along with my next tattoo. For now I will clean my room and maybe see about getting some Sangrea or something before Vines closes...if they are not already closed.

Kool As Hell
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Facts About Rough Sex...
from the STASH of rl hubby Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal Wi

The Best Of The Best
We have the best of the best trying to rewrite the laws and put more bands on hand guns! It's not the hand gun or gun that kills it's who is behind the gun.Do you think that by a change in the hand gun laws and to change school policy will fix the problem? Has all the changes in the school system made them any more safe today? Have all the State and Federal laws that have been change today for us, let's see or them, made us any more safe? I don't think so. And now to hear the talk of locking you up if you are mentally ill! Sure lock you up and give you more pills! That's going to fix the problem too! Who is going to make that decision.Thats a scarry thought! I have seen that first hand on what that does. And I will never forget that till the day I go back home! (Such a waste of life) Good way for them to make more money and fry more kids brain. The changes going on at this moment sure are not fixing the problem now are they?

Female Brain!
Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeveWhat Gender Is Your Brain?

Strength From Cherry Tap
I sat each day and night reading and typing on this site. Thinking of the persons who live behind this cyber world of hours. I emailed persons who are living through turmoil wondering just how much of a difference this cyber community could make. Today I sit here reading your words of strength, crying not so softly, as I can only wait for my flight in the morning to sit by the side of my daughter. Here I do not have to be the strength, speaking the words of encouragement as she tries to understand why God would allow her children to die. Listening to her anquish as she talks of hearing the ir pleas for her help, as she could not break the wall of flames. Feeling her pain as she wonders if her husband, critically burned, will survive. Tonight you CT Friends are my pillars, you are my strength, allowing me to cry and not be seen. To feel the numbness of the moment, yet know with a simple stroke of keys, my friends are there. So the answer to my question is sim

100 ?'s Bout Me
100 Things You Didn't Want to Know About Me... [Tell the truth] 1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? ~ Jack n coke 2. Do you follow college football? ~cant say that i do 3. How many miles does your car have on it? ~115K 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what did it say? ~steve...like im gonna tell u 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool: ~this past summer 6. Are you happy: ~at the moment yea 7. Where was the last place you went shopping: ~walgreens...cuz i practicaly live there cuz i work too much 8. How do you feel about your hair? ~i want it longer and mabe go back blonde 9.Where do you work?: ~walgreens 10. Last thing you ate: ~mac n cheese 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? ~yes in my babys arms 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? ~just put it out 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? ~yes,i also have a topaz ring that i got from a passed great aunt that i hafta pay ins on blah 14. AIM or MSN?

Hey Guys
I AM NOT LEAVING CHERRYTAP JUST GOING OFF FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS WILL BE BACK SUNDAY OR MONDAY JUST BEEN HAVING PROBS WITH EVERYTHING SO GOING TO CHECK PC OUT AND SORT SOME THINGS OUT I KEEP ON GETTING ERROR ON PAGE HOPPING TO SORT IT OUT SEE EVERYONE SOON BYE BYE FOR NOW

Wild Hogs
If your looking for a good laugh that may even bring a tear from laughing so hard, This movie is one to see. It is one of the best movies I have seen in a long time. Baby Boomers you will relate to this movie. LOL With an all Star Cast: John Travolta, Tim Allen Martin Lawerence William H. Macy Ray Liotta Marisa Tomei Jill Hennessy Four Middle aged Men who are best friends,set out across country on their bikes to escape the hum drum of suburban life to experience the lost freedom of their youth. As they set out on their journey to the coast, some hilarious things happen along the way , along with some action adventure. I don't want to give away to much of the movie cause it would take away the spontanious humor of the movie. I give this movie a rating of: A Good N Plenty , for its humor and adventure.

What The Hell Is Going On With Our Kids?
OK First Columbine in 1999, then the next major shooting was in Colorado again at a high school where a guy walked in and had a gun and a bomb. One female student was shot and killed. Then we get Virginia Tech, 32 killed plus one gunman. Now in Denver we've had several things happen yesterday and today. Morlie Middle School had two students walk in today carrying semi-automatic handguns. We also had a small explosive device go off in Ponderosa High School near Castle Rock, CO in Douglas County. Yesterday we had 4 different Denver area schools receive either bomb threats or students carrying weapons onto campus. All 4 were middle or high school campuses. WTF is going on with our god***n kids?!?!? Are parents that afraid of their kids now that they can't properly discipline them and make sure their kids are as afraid of them as we were of OUR parents?!? THIS HAS TO STOP!! We ~*HAVE*~ to take back control of our children and families!!!!!! If we don't, what's nex

This Is Nsfw ?
Picture cupid with a red tip cane Is that picture too insane I searched for love and lost it all I settled for less and took the fall Wait for love I have been told they say It will find you one lucky day And yet they also say that love is blind So how is love this man to find One day when I am old and gray A blind cupid may pass my way And bump into me and find me at last And leave me in love that comes on fast And during love making I clutch my heart And then I die and from my love part After having waited for that fat blind cherub to come I wonder if waiting on love is just dumb ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Rainbow
what is a rainbow does anyone know is it love from the heart that has just overflowed is it god shining down and letting us know that life is a gift and we should never let go I believe that a rainbow can heal many things like an angel of mercy spreading her wings I remember your face and I remember your heart making me feel safe right from the start I think that my rainbow is someone I know they are in my heart and they let me know that god's shining down on us everyday and he keeps us safe when the colors fade away

Ok Repost
I don't see how this is nsfw Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Sex
Sexy Test How Old do I look [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 22 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 27 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 32 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 40 How good do I look 1-10 (1 ugly / 10 Hott) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Date me [ ] Hate me [ ] Sex my brains out [ ] Just be friends Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ]sure? Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] depends on where it is Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] Gorgeous Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Talk [ ] Go out [ ] fuck [ ] all of the above Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Just be fuck buddies Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] Probably

Friendship Fairy
I DANCED ACROSS YOUR WAY TODAY, AND BOWED A GRACEFUL BOW, I LIFTED UP YOUR CHIN FOR YOU LOOKED A LITTLE DOWN,I MADE A LITTLE WISH,... I SAW A SPARK IN YOUR EYES,AND THEY GLOWED, AND A SMILE WAS CREATED,I TOLD YOU A JOKE THAT MADE YOU LAUGH, YOU MUST KEEP SMILIN' THAT IS WHAT "THE FRIENDSHIP FAIRY"DOES. ---WRITTEN FOR MY "BESTFRIEND"

Cluttered Mind - Hope This Works!
Your Mind is 35% Cluttered Your mind is very free. You've liberated yourself from most worries and problems. And even if something does start to clutter your mind, you're easily able to let it go.How Cluttered is Your Mind?

This Is All For Sex Offender Awareness
My wife Nightshade2526 did this about awareness for all kids Plz repost, wear the pic on ur pro file thanx. custom magnet at SupportOurRibbons.com Thank you all that read and use this for Awareness.

Even For Bush This Was Astounding
HERE ARE THE "HIGHLIGHTS" FROM HIS SPEECH AT A HIGH SCHOOL IN OHIO. I THINK IT WAS PART OF THE NO PRESIDENT LEFT BEHIND PROGRAM On his marriage: "And I will tell you, one reason -- this may sound counterintuitive, but a good marriage is really good after serving together in Washington, D.C. It's been an amazing experience to be a husband and then a dad as president of the United States. I emphasize, that is the priority for me as the president. It's my faith, my family, and my country. And I am pleased to report that our family is doing great, particularly since my wife is such a fantastic person. And she sends her very best." On his job and his rug: "My job is a job to make decisions. I'm a decision -- if the job description were, 'What do you do?' -- it's decision-maker. And I make a lot of big ones, and I make a lot of little ones. Interestingly enough, the first decision I made happened right before I got sworn in as president. I was at the Blair House, which is across the s

Error 6
Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.

Bitches
I am one of those women that CAN NOT stand to have some nasty bitch all up on my mans page. I can not stand to have some discusting woman think that my man would leave me for them. I hate when a chick thinks that talking on yahoo or on here means that my man is gonna pack his shit up and move to be with them.....so for all those bitches that think thats gonna happen i have something to say..... My pussy is WAYYYYYY to good to have my man miss out on it....You are NOT better looking than me and you sure as hell do not have ANYTHING that I do not....sweet talking and calling my man baby DOES NOT fly with me...comin to my page and checkin me out to see what i have that you dont is bullshit.... My man will not leave me for you...dont be calling him pookie or baby...wishing you could see what he has in his private folder, wishing you had that deep inside your fat ass...its not gonna happen. have you actually seen what your ugly ass looks like? do you honestly think that the pics

Life
Well as soon as I think I may be able to catch up or get a head I can't. I get a job through a temp agency and the place they put decides after three days I didn't catch on fast enough, so I was let go. Jobs are hard to come by in the area that I live in and I can't move until I get stuff caught up. So what to do? I am barely making it now. I have to rely on my parents to pay my bills because if they don't get paid I will lose my apartment and I have no place else to stay. It is like blam you can't have this, you can't get caught up, you can't pay your own shit. Wow sorry for blabbing.

Me
Just want to let everyone know what is going on with me health wise. You probably often see it says im sick. Well, I have been dealing with peritinitis, it sand infection of the lining of the stomach. People have died from it. I almost did. I spent 29 nights in Gi unit in Boston. Had 7 surgical procedures done to fix. I got peritinitis from a mistake made by a surgeon during a sugery. I still have infection in stomach now. Also, my heart has been acting weird, skipping, fluttering, palpitations. CVhest pain, shortness of breath, weak, dizzy. Blood pressure very high. Yes Ive been seeing docs. I have major signs of heart attack lol, but they say its not. But not sure what is going on. Ive been having mri, catscans, upper and lower gis, x rays etc. MY real father died at 44 with a tumor on his heart, i have all same signs as he . And they said he had a rare form and it runs in families. So they are watching closely. I just wnat to let you all know, if one day I am just no there, that i

Corny But Good Lol...
PATIENT: "Doctor, I've got a strawberry stuck up my bum." DOCTOR: "I've got some cream for that." ******************************************* A man and a friend are playing golf one day. One of the guys is about to chip onto the green when he sees a long funeral procession on the road next to the course. He stops in mid-swing, takes off his golf cap, closes his eyes, and bows down in prayer. His friend says: "Wow! That is the most thoughtful and touching thing I have ever seen. You are truly a kind man." The other man replies, "Yeah, well, we were married 35 years." ********************************************* A woman gets on a bus with her baby. The bus driver says: "That's the ugliest baby that I've ever seen." The woman goes to the rear of the bus and sits down, fuming. She says to a man next to her, "That driver just insulted me!" The man says, "You go right up there and tell him off! Go ahead, I'll hold your monkey for you." *******************************

Men's Rules For Women (lmao)
Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present again! Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! We don't remember dates. . . .Period!! Most guys own three pairs of shoes - tops. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress? Yes and

Dear John
WHY DO WE CONSTANTLY GET TREATED LIKE LITTLE KIDS ON THIS SITE. I THOUGHT THIS WAS FOR ADULTS. EVERY TIME I COME ON HERE AFTER WORK ALL I SEE IS MORE CRAP GOING WRONG AND HAPPENING TO THIS SITE. NOTHING SEEMS TO GET ANY BETTER. ALWAYS SOMETHING DOWN, BROKE, & CHANGED. ALWAYS GETTING ERRORS FOR RATING TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. COMMENTING TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. RATING PHOTOS TOO FAST SO YOU GET BLOCKED. WHAT THE HELL CAN WE DO ON HERE IF ALL THIS IS TAKEN AWAY? I CANT SPEAK FOR OTHERS BUT MY TIME IS VERY LIMITED ON HERE. I THINK WITH 829,50 PEOPLE ON THIS SITE SOME PEOPLE NEED TO HELP SPEAK UP ABOUT THIS CRAP GOING ON HERE SO WE CAN SEE SOME BETTER CHANGES. WHAT DOESN'T MAKE SINCE TO ME IS THIS GUY KEEPS ADDING MORE THINGS TO THE SITE WHICH JUST ADDS MORE FUEL TO THE FIRE AND SLOWS THE SERVER DOWN EVEN MORE. STOP ADDING WHAT YOU THINK IS SO COOL AND JUST STICK WITH WHAT YOU HAVE. GET A BETTER SERVER AND WE'LL ALL BE HAPPEN. OK IM FINISHED VENTING NOW. THANKS FOR LISTENING JOHN

More Thoughts Of Mine
Well with each day that goes by its getting a little easier for me to accept the way things are right now . But it won't keep me from wanting what I had . The hardest part about it was that he was supposed to come to visit me and spend a week with me this month and then he just broke it off saying he doesn't love me anymore . But some of it I blame it on him still being young and wanting to play the game for a bit . I know it sounds cynical but sometimes I do believe that love is just a wicked game that we play during our lifetime . But is it really worth it in the end. Right now I honestly don't know exactly how I feel. In a way I feel numb inside and just constantly wondering what happened ? How can someone just throw away a 2 year history for someone they have only known for 6 months give or take ?

Just Written
Foolish romantic with a heart and soul .... lost in this world out of control .... Wandering where my fate can not hide ... seeker of answers and truths deep inside .... Dreamer and lover of lifes moments sweet .... passions puppet when our eyes meet .... thrill me and take me to the newest high ... I always seek pleasures till the day I die .... a road tramp a wandering poet you see .... and this is all you need to know about me. I wrote this for my profile .... I did not care for the bad cherry name so I wanted to go back to one of two names I have had in the past ,,, I combined them and now amd Road tramp the wandering Poet .. both names are fitting and this poem is in my about me . Ron

What Up?
so i'm back from another grueling week of constant repeditiveness....And once again it's going to be a pretty boring going to be consisting of well work.. and homework....these classes are stressing me out too ... So how about everybody who accually reads this leaves me a nice comment everyone have a great firday and weekend.. you'll see another post soon Raven

My Poem "trust" Has Been Selected..
My poem called "trust" has been selected and certified as a "semi-finalist" in an International Open Poetry Contest. Not only that..but they want to publish the poem in a book called "Immortal Verses" on its very own page with a Bio about me. ... Never thought that writing might open doors for me but it looks like that is a possibility!

From The Start
Endless, we’ll be together always and I will hold forever This love that we have come to know we’ll always stay In love this say until forever and a day and I will never ever change cause you are all my eyes can see it’s everlasting Promise that you’ll always love me That I will be your one and only and that you’ll hold me ‘til eternity Say you’ll keep me in your heart Promise me, we’ll never part I can only love you so much more cause you are all I’m living for and the only thing I’d do Is to give my love to you and forever you’ll be in my heart The way I’ve always loved you from the start Hold me like you’ve never done before let me dream away my life let me spend this night away until it’s morning love me say you’ll never leave me even if tomorrow there will be no more sun to shine you’re all that matters

Anatomy Of A Storm
The rain drips like sadness down my face An empty collision of a broken heart thunders Lightning flashes through my eyes A storm created as a disguise Within a tornado of lies To demolish these ties.

How To Tick People Off Lol
HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." Practice making fax and modem noises. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room. Holler random numbe

Women Be Warned
He likes to break your heart and leave you there to bleed to death. Choking on your own regret and remorse for the things you should have known better for. These things I tell you for you to be careful. Keep your heart walled and locked for there are those who are just out on a mission to see how far they can unlock it and tear down the walls just to throw it away. I thought I would be the one that god would have to forgive for bringing into to my world. Well the devils joke is on me. He who has the last laugh wins and its not me.

Do You Hate Her, 'cuz She's Pieces Of You...
by Jewel She's an ugly girl, does it make you want to kill her? She's an ugly girl, do you want to kick in her face? She's an ugly girl, she doesn't pose a threat. She's an ugly girl, does that make you feel safe? Ugly girl, ugly girl, do you hate her 'Cause she's pieces of you? She's a pretty girl, does she make you think nasty thoughts? She's a pretty girl, do you want to tie her down? She's a pretty girl, do you call her a bitch? She's a pretty girl, did she sleep with your whole town? Pretty girl, pretty girl, do you hate her 'Cause she's pieces of you? You say he's a faggot, does it make you want to hurt him? You say he's a faggot, do you want to bash in his brain? You say he's a faggot, does he make you sick to your stomach? You say he's a faggot, are you afraid you're just the same? Faggot, Faggot, do you hate him 'Cause he's pieces of you? You say he's a Jew, does it mean that he's tight? You say he's a Jew, do you want to hurt his kids tonight? Yo

Time Has Gone
i Knew it wouldnt last I had two things from my past After my son died I had two dogs at the time I rescued them from abouse Tryed to keep them safe One went on to help in 9/11 the other had to far to go She had been beatin and aboused Brokin ribs A cracked nose Thay choped off her tail Why no one knows Now she lays by my side Dieing of cancer No one knows why All we can pray for is you die in your sleep All I know is its out of my hands PLease all I can do is pray Go peacefully into the night Thank you my friends for your prayers May you all be blessed I know some might say its just a dog But this is my last link to my beatufull baby boy The last of my rescues Time has gone

What The Fuck
what is with people this week? 1st there is the horrible incident at Virgina tech, then locally we have a ton of schools locked down due to threats, then 36 northern California schools are locked down due to threats from a transient, then there is this nasa space center building deal. and on top of that you've got the Oklahoma's bombing and Columbine shooting anniversaries this week. Why is this a week for the crazys to act out? Personally I have been nervous going anywhere today. Especially once the crazy guy at work got fired.

This Thing Is Going Too Fast Lol
i WILL get back to you all, i just been inundated every time i click on:) i ain't ignoring you, just bear with me whilst i try to catch up, first i gotta upload more pics:)they are taking up space on my HD that i need to free up, so be patient, and send me pm's the shoutbox is not only unreliable, i miss most of what is being said to me as you all try to speak to me at once!!!! Anyways, THANK YOU ALL for the ratings and comments, i WILL get back to you all ASAP. ser xxxx

Update On Last Blog/apt. Fire
Just thought I'd drop in and let everyone know that Lee's mother, and Aunt, are fine, after being evacuated from their apt. complex which caught fire early this morning. She was able to get back into her apt. around 10:30 am. But, they currently have them on lockdown, and they're not telling any of the residents why, last I talked to her about 1 1/2 hr. ago. Link to Indianapolis newspaper below....2 confirmed dead. http://www.wthr.com/Global/story.asp?S=6401793&nav=9Tai

The Perfect Woman For Me....but I Guess That Means That I Am Superficial
I want a girl that is drop dead beautiful....I once thought that tits where what really turned me on...but I have come to the realisation that it is a small toned ass that does it for me...I have the labito of a 16 year old boy, and I am amazing in bed.....so if I am something that you are interested in, and you think that you can turn me on..hit me up...

~ Alec Baldwin To His 11 Yr Old Daughter: "thoughtless Little Pig"... ~
God just give me 5 minutes with this Un Amercian abusive piece of shit... Please when 30 Rock and his movies come on just think how much a ASS he is. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ An enraged Alec Baldwin unleashed a volcanic tirade of threats and insults on his 11-year-old daughter, Ireland, calling her a "thoughtless little pig," and bashing her mother Kim Basinger -- and TMZ has obtained the whole thing unfiltered and raw. And we've learned, a family law judge was so alarmed after hearing the tape, she has temporarily barred Baldwin from having any contact with his child.

Put A Fork In Me Im Done!
This place used to be SO much fun. The lounges, the mumms, the bulletins,the blogs, even just the user comments used to look forward to reading every day. Now the lounges are boring-either the music is crappy or you might as well be invisible sitting there talking to yourself. The mumms have been taken over by self-righteous bastards that think they are better than everyone else to the point where you are scared to post a mumm for fear of being attacked. The bulletins since the rating timeout feature and recently the knowing who your downraters are have become a HATEfest! I mean come on people! How many times have you been zipping through rating pages or pics and the page scrolls and you accidently rate less than 10? Even if you correct it now someone just sends the "CT Police" your profile link without so much as a screenshot naming you as a downrater and BOOM your on a famous blog now!Dont get me wrong, I could give a shit about downrating! The points are the SAME people! The ac

The Integrated And The Rejected
The outcasts swarm clinging to one another looking for fresh meat. Fighting for the scraps left behind to rot. Their insatiable hunger eats away at their souls. Through broken glass the chosen bask in the glory of their acceptance. Making their way through each day without a care in the world. They know no sorrow. They know no pain. They only know that which has been given to them. There are those who must fight for every breath and there are those whose feet never touch the ground. Opposing factions in denial of one another knowing nothing but their own kind.

Ugh.
Sooo fucking tired. I'm up and dressed. Yay. Eww. The left side of my back hurts SOOOOOOO fucking bad. I fell playing fucking playing football on my lunchbreak. Drinking helps the pain but I think its aggravating the problem. I have to go to the doctor on Monday for it. Mom told me to take some painkillers. Nice. Thats exactly what I need. Vicodin and jello shots. Last time I did that I blacked out. And lost my pants. Tonight should be fun, I haven't seen Teri in a really really long time. Yay. Go team drunkies. Blogging to waste time, blogging to waste time. Fuck it, I'm gonna go. Have a good night.

Short In The System
"...Come on over at lunch and let me take a look at it...." was the sentence that made my libedo start. A friend for a long time said that to me as I once again brought a technical problem to him. Joe is a sweet man who by all sense of the word had a wonderful skill of making me cum. I drove over to Long Swamp and brought in my equipment that was "fried". He and I always laugh and are good friends but it is all secret. He rewired and changed some things to help me with my small electronic dilema and as I stood up, he stood nextto me and said"Hey Girl" and leaned over and kissed me. The man stand a good 16 inches taller than me. He caressed my breasts as I took them out for him to suck..licking my erect nipples and sliding his hands down the front of my outfit..I leaned over and unzipped him to feel how hard I had gotten him. I found myself on my knees sucking his enormous cock and making him completely hard as a rock. From there he swung me around to all fours, sliding my tights and th

A Glimmer Of Hope
I have a bus that will get me at least an hour away from where I need to be. I now need to find someone who cana give me a ride for DC. This is the difficult part. Trying to find someone who can give me a ride. This will be even more difficult. Somehow I am going to Trillium.

So Alone
MY HEART HURTS I FEEL SO ALONE SO UNWANTED TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES WILL I EVER FIND MY LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN APPRECIATE ME LOVE ME FOR ME SOMEONE WHO WANTS ONLY ME SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT I AM WORTH COMIN AFTER SOMEONE WITH A GOOD HEART SOMEONE WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR SOMEONE LOYAL AND HONEST SOMEONE WHO CAN EXCITE ME MENTALLY AS WELL AS SEXUALLY IS HE OUT THERE WHERE IS HE I FEEL SO ALONE

Help Me Win!!!
I'm in a Blast contest that runs from 4PM CST today until 4PM CST April 27th. First prize is a 30 day blast!! I want it!!! Please give me any and all help you can. And please repost this for me. Thank you all very much. Just click the link and help me win please!!! YES I'm begging!!! LOL And you know I will always return the favor. = )

Today!!
Today I was informed I am NOT my best friends daughter Godmother! When I was told I was! I get informed when the child is almost 2 months old and 2 days before the baptism! I have known my bf for now almost 7 years and she stood @ my wedding!! And bothers to tell me someone she has only know about a year is the babys godmother!! She is my sons godmother! Tell me if Im NOT supposed to feel this way on feeling pissed that I'm not and that I'm hurt because of it!!!! That right now I feel like NOT going to her baptism this Sunday!!

Hope Your Ready
Well just to get the word out on myself and try not to sound to conceded.I'm a true to the core gentleman (A GOOD GUY) I guess that's why it's so hard for me to find someone I could spend some time with 1 on 1 time.I work for a local government agency down here on what we call the shore ( LOWER EASTERN SHORE of MARYLAND)East New Market is the name of the town I live in.If you'd like to come hang out with a guy that's a blast to be with let me know and possibly I could come meet you sometime and see what's what. I own my own home just bought it I have 2 cars not that that really matters just though I'd put that out there to show that I do have some responsibilties.I was once married for 17yrs I have 1 daughter who just turned 21yrs old. Age doesn't make me no never mind it's just a number,most of my friends hell all of my friends are younger than me I still have alot of childness in me and never want to grow up,as you might be able to tell if you ever saw my cars.I listen to all kin

An Idiots Guide To Life
Are you a stupid person? Do you find day-to-day life hard? Do you wish life had an instruction booklet? Do you wish your brain had an owner's manual? If you answered "yes" to any of these questions, you've come to the right place. This post provides, free of charge, a short "guide to life." On here, you'll find most of the information you need to live life day by day without inadvertently maiming yourself. Read carefully. Carry out each instruction to the letter. -Don't eat rocks. -Don't take naps in the road. -Don't stoke fires with your fingers. -Don't throw a brick straight up. -Don't breathe car exhaust. -If you ever meet the President, don't offer him the surprise gift of a firearm by whipping it suddenly out of your coat pocket. -For all pertinent tasks, use a hammer, not your fist. -Walk around toxic waste dumps, not through them. -Don't stargaze with friends on a hilltop in a thunderstorm and use metal fishing rods as pointers. -The stuff on the bottom of your sho

Chapter 18
Death wandered over to the Gate and of all the surprises he could have had this was a biggie. Manning the Gate was an Elder. Himself must really be serious this time. " Hello Death, I hope all is well with you. I havent been here in a long long time. I'm not sure you would even remember me. But I can see by your stunned appearance that you do." " Hello Elder Dagda. I never thought to see you here on Himself's plane. I thought you had all retired, to, well wherever it is you retired to." " Himself and We keep in touch. You know how it is with Gods and Goddess's, well perhaps you don't. I'm sorry, sometimes I forget. We never really had an angel of Death in our time. We had AAFea and Nemon but they werent really doing what you do. Then of course there was Morrigan, but he is a different sort. Anyway, Himself says go on in." Death entered the Gate but could not help but look back at Dagda. "Wow, what a presence" he thought. Now to find the right cloud. Lo

This Has Gone On Far Too Long
This summer i am going to have to get driving lessons. I know i will have the money so i might as well get it over with. It will be one less thing looming over my head and finally more options will come my way (as far as leaving the city is concerned).

Good Bye One And All
Was a differant place, cool yet frustrating, intereresting yet just like a big game,,, So thoose who have voted on my pict or profile thanks, tose who have been freinds you were great, To some one else, it was great.... but well there needs to be a meeting of minds, and effort made on both side,,for when only one would make them,,, I hope you find what you seek,,,,,,,,,,, Sirden,,,,,,,,,, leaves and turns off the light

Error In Flooding?
Hrmmm??? What does this mean? I never understand these warnings/errors? How can one flood a webpage? hrmmm...maybe Im rating too fast but trust me I do look @ all the pictures Im commenting/rating:) booohiss kitty got a spanking

Getting To The Next Level!
So I've been going to the "I'm Bored" little thingy on top of my page...Im sure you all know what Im talking about, however I sit and sit and rate and rate and leave comment after comments! however damn if Im not stuck on level 11...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... anyone have any suggestions how to get to that next darn level...???? Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Confused Kitty

Oops
Apologies for the formatting errors in my last entry. Something happened when I copy/pasted it to cause the slashes to disappear from some spots and show up in others. All typos have been fixed and those responsible have been sacked. Carry on.

Breakdown
I had my first panic attack since this past summer yesterday. I know what happened, and yet, I feel helpless. I was talking to an old friend of mine, and he started yelling at me, and the next thing I know, I was crying and gasping for air.. Not that he even bothered to look over his shoulder. He says Ive changed for the worst, but he isnt the same person I used to know and love. The person I know would have helped me, not yell at me. He would have given me 5 fucking minutes of his time instead of making me feel vulnerable and ashamed. And yet, after all this time, everything that happened between him and I, is still all of MY fault. He takes absolutely no responsibility in it. When he knows goddamn well that its his fault to, but no one here knows that now do they? No, because Im the bitch. I'm the one who changed, Im the one who grew up. And all I'm asking for now, since Ive never asked that boy for a goddamn thing, is 5 minutes of his time without him screaming at me, and without hi