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And We Wonder Why,lol
How It Is!! Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock (MADE IN JAPAN) for 6am. While his coffeepot (MADE IN CHINA) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor (MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt (MADE IN SRI- LANKA ), designer jeans (MADE IN SINGAPORE) and tennis shoes (MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet (MADE IN INDIA) he sat down with his calculator (MADE IN MEXICO) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch (MADE IN TAIWAN) to the radio (MADE IN INDIA) he got in his car (MADE IN GERMANY), filled it with GAS from Saudi Arabia and continued his search for a good paying AMERICAN JOB. At the end of yet another discouraging and fruitless day checking his Computer (Made In Malaysia ), Joe decided to relax for a while. He put on his sandals (MADE IN BRAZIL) poured himself a glass of wine (MADE IN FRANCE) and turned on his TV (MADE IN INDONESIA ), and then wondered why he can't find a good paying

Explore. Dream. Discover.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Judge Not
I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, by the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash. There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought was rotting away in hell, was sitting pretty on cloud nine, looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake." "Why'd everyone get so quiet now? Can you please give me a clue?" "Shush," said He, "They're all in shock. No one ever thought they'd see you." Judge NOT.

The Old Paths
THE OLD PATHS I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army. And sisters got married BEFORE having children! Crime did not pay; Hard work did; And people knew the difference. Moms could cook; Dads would work; Children would behave.. Husbands were loving; Wives were supportive; And children were polite. Women wore the jewelry; And Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies; Men looked like gentlemen; And children looked decent. People loved the truth, And hated a lie; They came to church to get IN, Not to get OUT! Hymns sounded Godly; Sermons sounded helpful; Rejoicing sounded normal; And crying sounded sincere. Cursing was wicked; Drinking was evil; and divorce was unthinkable. The flag was honored; America was beautiful; And God was welcome! We read the Bible in public; Prayed in school; And preached from house to house To be called an American was worth dying for; To be called a

You're Not A Kid Anymore....
You're not a kid anymore.... According to Jeff Foxworthy, you're not a kid anymore when... You can live without sex but not your glasses You quit trying to hold in your stomach, no matter who walks in the room You enjoy watching the news The phone rings and you hope its not for you The only reason you're still awake at 4am is indigestion You're proud of your lawnmower Your best friend is dating someone half their age and isn't breaking any laws You start singing along with elevator music You really do want a new washing machine for you birthday Your car has 4 doors You've owned clothes so long they have come back into style, twice You no longer think of the speed limit as a challenge You consider coffee one of the most important things in life 8am is your idea of sleeping in You answer a question with "Because I said so!" Others ask for your recipes You start Christmas shopping in August You paint walls for a reason other than ge

Clothes Does Not Make The Man...judge Not..
Clothes Does Not Make the Man...Judge Not.. I showered and shaved.....I adjusted my tie. I got there and sat......In a pew just in time. Bowing my head in prayer.... As I closed my eyes. I saw the shoe of the man next to me..... Touching my own. I sighed. With plenty of room on either side...... I thought, "Why must our soles touch?" It bothered me, his shoe touching mine... But it didn't bother him much. A prayer began: "Our Father".....I thought, "This man with the shoes.. has no pride. They're dusty, worn, and scratched. Even worse, there are holes on the side!" "Thank You for blessings," the prayer went on. The shoe man said...... a quiet "Amen." I tried to focus on the prayer...... . But my thoughts were on his shoes again. Aren't we supposed to look our best.. When walking through that door? "Well, this certainly isn't it," I thought, Glancing toward the floor. Then the prayer was ended......And the songs of praise beg

Cow Tipping ?
Dear Cecil: Is there such a thing as cow tipping? I have two friends, both sons of farmers. One says it can be done and is great sport. The other says no way. Do cows sleep standing up? Can they be tipped? I suppose this will take some late night research. --Robert Schreur, Baltimore Dear Robert: Don't look at me, pal. Fortunately for the cause of science, not all researchers are handicapped by an instinct for survival. It appears there really is a rural pastime called cow tipping, which is favored by likkered-up country kiddies with nothing better to do on a Saturday night. (One presumes the sheep were busy.) The cow is easy prey for pranksters since it's one of a number of critters (the horse is another) that sleeps standing up with its knees locked. I recently discussed the fine points of cow tipping with a reformed ex-tipper named Robin, who had done it (once) as a student. Robin had attended Albion College in Michigan, a school so snooty it's said the stude

Psalm 23
Psalm 23 This is an eye opener... Some probably never thought nor looked at this Psalm in this way... even though they say it over and over again. The Lord is my Shepherd That's Relationship! I shall not want That's Supply! He maketh me to lie down in green pastures. That's Rest! He leadeth me beside the still waters. That's Refreshment! He restoreth my soul That's Healing! He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness. That's Guidance! For His name sake That's Purpose! Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. That's Testing! I will fear no evil. That's Protection! For Thou art with me That's Faithfulness! Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort me, That's Discipline! Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies. That's Hope! Thou anointest my head with oil, That's Consecration! My cup runneth ov

Just So You Know
Just So All Of You Know And Are Made Very Aware All Poems Posted On Here Are Legally Copyrighted. So No Funny Shit Ok. If You Want To Read My Poems Feel Free To That Is Why I Have Them Up. But If You Take Any Of My Poems Without Written Consent From Me Then You Will Be Breaking The Law. Get It Got Good. Oh And Yeah I Will Fucking Sue You Too Lol....Try Me

Retarded Grandparents
This is to cute!! RETARDED GRANDPARENTS (this was actually reported by a teacher) After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Florida. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out. They go cruising in their golf

Stick Figure Phonies
I Seem to have been Infiltrated by a few stick figure Phonies they appear out of nowhere as friends.I can't send the Fuckers messages or nothing.I can't even Rate these Fuckin Phonies.I Desire to know how a stick finger phony gets to be a level 14 without a salute pic.What is he or she or it on the witness protection program or what.Or they Fuckin Puke Spies planted here to watch over me.I'm not a Damn child I desire not to be watched.

Love Him Or Hate Him
Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it "opportunity." Rule 6: If you mess

How To Stay Young
1. Try everything twice. On Madams tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice...loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches;) 3. Keep learning : Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve

Slow Tears
I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek I Think Of Better Days I Wounder If I'll Ever Feel The Same Again You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today, Not Now Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The Answers I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Brown Eyes Hoping To Understand why You've Said Those Things You Did I Wounder For A Moment If This Is A Dream If I Shall Wake In The Morning And Be So Relived When You Look At Me With Confusion I Have Never Seen You Slowly Pull Me Towards You And Wipe The Tears From My Cheek And Tell Me It's Okay.

Blonde Joke To End All, Lol
FINALLY...THE BLONDE JOKE TO END ALL BLONDE JOKES A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car and was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The blonde cop asked to see the blonde driver's license. She dug through her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. What does it look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it, and handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then handed it back saying, "Okay , you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop"

Am I Alone?
I Get This Feeling It Comes From Deep Inside. I Get Mad Angry, Wanting To Go And Hide. My Doctor Calls It Depression, My Dad Says Its Just Me. But The Thoughts And Feelings, No One Will Ever Be Able To See. Some Call Me Psycho, Some Call Me Just Weird. It's Like I'm A Different Person, And The Old Me Just Disappeared. I Get Really Edgy, Wanting To Commit Suicide Real Bad. Then I Get A Headache, Followed By A Feeling A Being Sad. I Wish I Could Get Help, I Wish It Would Go Away. Maybe If I Keep Praying Maybe It Will Some Day.

Bubba's Buddies
Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes, what can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Bubba Smith....He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside dem dare logs, but he's hidin' it in dare." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Bubba's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Bubba and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Bubba's house. "Hey, Bubba! Dis here's Bear....did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday buddy!"

Life Is A Prison
Life Is A Prison Oh God Let Me Out! No One To Listen, To Hear You when You Shout. Climb The walls Of Insanity If You Fall It Doesn't Matter Theres No One To Care. Used To Wish For A Window, To See Birds, Trees, And The Sky, But Your Better Without One Stops You From Aiming Too High. Watching Freedom Is Painful, For Us Locked Away. Seeing Joy, Love, And Happiness, Another Price That We Pay. Strong Is Good, Weak Is Bad, Be It True, Be It False. Your Mind Makes The Choice, And Enforces It Too. Cell Walls Built By Society, With Rules To Adhere. If You Breach The Acctabul, You Had Better Bewear. Hide The Pain, Carry On, Routine Is The Key. Let On That Your Not Okay, You're Just Pretending To Be. Look It Up Inside You, How Badly That It Burns Look Out For That Day, When It All Just Explodes. Living Not But A Shall, Base Functionality Too. But Killing All Else, That Was Uniquely You. So How Do You Grow With A Time bomb Inside? Or How Do Y

Air Force Humor
A fellow walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display. While he was there, a Chief Master Sergeant from the local Air Force Base walked in and said to the shopkeeper, 'I'd like a line service monkey, please.' The clerk nodded, went to a cage at the side of the store and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it to the Chief, saying, 'That'll be $1,000.' The Chief paid and left with the monkey. Surprised, the fellow went to the shopkeeper and said, 'That was a very expensive monkey. Most of them are only a few hundred dollars. Why did that one cost so much?' The shopkeeper answered, 'Ah, that was a line service monkey. He can park, fuel, and service all aircraft, conduct all required ground ops testing, rig aircraft flight controls, and all with no mistakes. He is also trained in all flight line ops. He's well worth the money.' With his interest peaked, the fellow looked around and spo

Nasa & The Bible
> NASA & THE BIBLE > > For all the scientists out there, and for all the students who have a >hard time convincing these people regarding the truth of the Bible, here's >something that shows God's awesome creation, and that He is still in >control. > > Did you know that the space program is busy proving that what has been >called "myth" in the Bible is true? > > Mr. Harold Hill, President of the Curtis Engine Company in Baltimore, >Maryland, and a consultant in the space program, relates the following > development. > > I think one of the most amazing things that God has done for us today >happened recently to our astronauts and space scientists at Green Belt, >Maryland. > > They were checking out where the positions of the sun, moon, and > planets would be 100 years and 1,000 years from now. We have to know >this so we won't send up a satellite and have it bump into something later >on in its orbits. > > We have to lay out the orbits i

Depression
I'm Swimming All Alone In A Pool Of Depression And I Feel Like The Depression Is Slowly Pulling Me Under. I Yell For Help But No Ones There To Hear It. I Begin To See The water At eye Level And I Kick And Frail Fighting To Stay Above The water Of My Depression. But The Depression Won't Let Go Of It's Hold On Me And I Slowly Begin To Give In To The Feeling That Lies Below The Water Line, The Water Starts To Full My Lungs That Once Held So Much Left. Yet Now The Depression Allows The Murky Water To Replace That. I Know That This Path Doesn't Lead To Happiness But Why Doesn't Someone Grab My Hand Pull Me From This Grasp Of My Depression? Because No One Knows I Stand At the Boundary. The Boundary Between Light And Dark So I Give Into The Thing That Holds Me. All Of The Strength And All Of My Courage That I Once Held In My Heart Can't Save Me From My Depression, So I Slowly Slip Below The World Of Conscientiousness Undetected By The Occupants Of That World. I Do

All These Reasons To Smile
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you rec

Cry Of Our Hearts
There Is A Great Deal Of Depression That Has Overtaken My Soul, It Floods Within, Into Every Inch That Makes Me Whole. I Wonder And Worry Through Each And Every Thought Of The Day. What Is To Come, To My Dismay? As A Flood Of Tears Pour Out Of Me In All My Expressions, More And More Comes, More And More Depression. I Try To Assure Myself Everything Is Okay But Who Am I Fooling? I Burst Into A Spirit Of Rage. I Have Questions, And There Are No Answers. But I'm Afraid And Much Too Weak, When This Is How I Feel, There's No Wrong Nor Right. But As I Battle with Myself, I Always Lose The Fight. I Feel Intimidated Sometimes By Others, But As I Said "This Is How I Feel." The Pain Is So Very Real. I Lose Control, My Thoughts Go Wild. And Here I Am Only A Child If Only You Knew What I Fought, If Only You Knew What I Thought. I Need Mt thought Held Captive!

Another
Another Night Filled With Sad Despair Sitting Here On My Own Tears Streaming Down My Pale Face Inside The Pain Has Grown. Another Argument, Another Fought I Sit There And Take It All Haven't Got The Strength To Fight Back Now I'm Slumped In This Silent Fall. Another Poem Full Of The Emotions I Can't Bare To Talk About You Would Never Listen To Me You Only Scream And Shout. Another Teardrop Falling Down My Already Watered Cheek Telling The world Of My Pain Inside The words I Cannot Speak. Another Memory Of The Past The Abuse, But I Know Theres More To Come Flashbacks Haunt Me To This day The Nightmares, Too Won't stop. Another Scar Upon My Wrist A Scar That Fails To Heal Blood Has Poured So Many Nights To Show That I'm Still Real. Another Teardrop Slipping Away Falling On To The Floor Can't Stop The Pain even Though I Try Even Though I'm battered And Sore. Another thought Of You Up There That day I Said Goodbye Still I Can't believe You're Rea

Need Contestants
Hello out there to you Cherries. I'm throwing my first CT contest. It is going to be the best wolf morph contest. So please come and help me out. I need 15 people to join. If anyone needs help getting a morph done, let me know. First place prize: Porsche or Corvette Second place prize: Diamond Ring or Rolex Third place prize: Diamond Earrings or Men's Bracelet. Contest starts this Sunday at 1pm EST and ends the following Sunday at 1pm. Rules: Comment yourself, bomb yourself, have friends bomb you. Most comments win. One Rule: NO DRAMA, NO DOWNGRADING OTHER PEOPLE. I DO NOT DEAL WITH ANY DRAMA. THIS IS FOR FUN AND PRIZES. ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONTACT ME AT MY LINK BELOW IF YOU WANT SOME FUN: Dove~Member of the Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP

What It Means
Five year old Becky answered the door when the Census taker came by. She told the Census taker that her daddy was a doctor and wasn't home, because he was performing an appendectomy. "My," said the census taker, "that sure is a big word for such a little girl. Do you know what it means?" "Sure! Fifteen hundred bucks, and that doesn't even include the anaesthesiologist!"

Never Ending Pain
I Lay On The Floor Just Staring At The Ceiling Pain, Hate, And Sadness Are What I'm Feeling I'm Blamed For Things I Did Not Do To Me This Is Nothing New I Cut My wrists And Watch The Blood Flow All Of This You'll Never Know You Have No Clue what I Go Through You Don't Even Know What To Do I Lay Here Thinking About My Life Must The Pain End With The Knife A Quick Slash Here A Crimson Line There My Arms Are Covered With These Lines I can't Remember Any Good Times Happiness, I Cannot Find Can't You even Try To Be Kind? I Go Through This Pain Every Day Suddenly My Life Starts To Fray My Life Is Broken And Torn My Biggest Mistake Was Being Born I'm Emotionally Abused I Feel I'm Nothing But Used I'm Unwanted And Not Cared To Love Me Was Like A dare My Pain Will Never End Suicide Is My Only Friend I Lay Here dying I Start Crying Once I reach The Heavens Above I'll feel Cared And Loved Until Then I Lay Here Waiting As My Life Is Slowly Fading As I Die You Find

After Reading, Get Up And Dance...................
'I Hope You Dance' This was written by an 83-year-old woman to her friend. *The last line says it all. * Dear Bertha, I'm reading more and dusting less. I'm sitting in the yard and admiring the view without fussing about the weeds in the garden. I'm spending more time with my family and friends and less time working. Whenever possible, life should be a pattern of experiences to savor, not to endure. I'm trying to recognize these moments now and cherish them. I'm not "saving" anything; we use our good china and crystal for every special event such as losing a pound, getting the sink unstopped, or the first Amaryllis blossom. I wear my good blazer to the market. My theory is if I look prosperous, I can shell out $28.49 for one small bag of groceries. I'm not saving my good perfume for special parties, but wearing it for clerks in the hardware store and tellers at the bank. "Someday" and "one of these days" are losing their grip on my vocabulary. If it's worth seeing

Clean Can Be Funny
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ****** ******************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ********************* ***************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the opti

Lost And Found
As the bus pulled away, I realized I had left my purse under the seat. Later I called the company and was relieved that the driver had found my bag. When I went to pick it up, several off-duty bus drivers surrounded me. One man handed me my pocketbook, two typewritten pages and a box containing the contents of my purse. "We're required to inventory lost wallets and purses," he explained. "I think you'll find everything there." As I started to put my belongings back into the pocketbook, the man continued, "I hope you don't mind if we watch. Even though we all tried, none of us could fit everything into your purse. And we'd like to see just how you do it."

Words Of Hope
One night on graveyard of the angels, I was walking, that night I saw an angel, saw her crying, her wings broken, torn, hurt, she was dying... Angel, such an beauty, fallen from the heavens garden, I watched her soul escape in the little tears, to see her there, so deadly wounded, it was burden, she was lost, fallen, dying, filled with fears... She was lying on the cold white marble plate, to help her I tried, but I was too late, in the pool of blood, to die, was her fate... Angel stared me, I heard her silent cries, pale little form on pool of so red blood, angel, so fragile thing with beautiful eyes, in rage I cried, next who dies will be god... I took angel on my arms, kissed, loved, hold her near, gave my warmth, words of hope I whispered in her ear, god will pay for this crime, my love, do not fear...

Not Here Much Today
So the baby had a sinus infection i think and an infection in both of his eyes. Also he has an appointment to get tested for any allergies. If I am not on here I will check later. I still have to get ready and him and all and we are leaving in like 3 hours and 45 minutes. Just what i wanna do .....spend the day in the doctors office.

First Time Sex
First Time Sex A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time . The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's

Can This Be Stopped?
Oh god can you stop this feeling that lingers so deep into my veins, my life source. I scratch at my skin until it bleeds trying to rid myself of this feeling of loneliness. I fight to take my next breath as each passing second it gets harder to bear. No end in sight, no happiness to look into for my comfort, no arms to wrap around me and make me feel safe and loved. No one eyes i can lose myself in, no ones eyes to gaze in and make all my fears and pain float away. No shoulder for me to cry on. No love to hold this heart of mine together. Oh can this be stopped? I fear it can not. It will not get better before it gets worse. As much as i try the pain always comes along. Just when i think it's finally gonna pass it gets worse. I fought to keep my blood from drying up and blowing away. I've tried to find a way to stop the loneliness. Can this be stopped?

This Isn't My Fault
and for some reason i think fate will lead us back together, i think some way, some how, we will be together again. maybe not tomorrow. maybe not next week or next month even, but someday we will find each other again. i hate seeing you now, because i can't run up to you and hug you. i hate your smile, because i can't put it on your face anymore. i hate your presence, because it reminds me of how things used to be. i hate you for letting me get away. why aren't you listening anymore? i need you so badly, you don't understand. i sit here, wishing, hoping, praying that you'll come back. this isn't right. you love me. i know you do. you don't look at somebody you don't love the way you looked at me. she calls him early cause she knows he'll be asleep, she leaves a message after the beep. she says she's better now, but she's still incomplete, she's trying hard to make her voice sound soft and sweet He's not perfect. You aren't either, & the two of you will never be p

I'm Tired Of Working...
For a couple years now I 've been blaming this feeling on lack of sleep and too much pressure from my job, but now I found out the real reason: I'm tired because I'm overworked. The population of this country is 300 million. 167 million are retired. That leaves 133 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school, which leaves 48 million to do the work. Of this there are 29 million employed by the federal government, leaving 19 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the Armed Forces, which leaves 16.2 million to do the work. Take from the total the 14,800,000 people who work for State and City Governments and that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals, leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And you're sitting at your computer reading jokes.

What Is Wrong With Some People
This is more of a vent that a blog.. Some People on here and you know who you are have got some serious pyscho issues.. Call me I'll hook you up with a good shrink. Hell I'll even pay if your ass will just go.. Later!!

Happy Thirsty Thursday
HELLO EVERYBODY HAVE A GREAT THURSDAY WITH LOTS FUN,LAUGHTER AND LOVE Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Sorry Seems To Be The Easiest Word...
cajoled a wounded heart... with sweet empty promises... then let it fell apart... relished your callousness... so easy to apologize... so easy to tell lies... not a trace of remorse... deceit in your eyes... not entirely your fault... i was to be blamed... for the deluded thought... that there're two hearts aflamed... sorry...seems to be... the easiest... word...

Life Goes On!!!
Desmond has a barrow in the market place... Molly is the singer in a band... Desmond says to Molly "girl I like your face" And Molly says this as she takes him by the hand... Obladi oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on... Obladi Oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on. Desmond takes a trolley to the jewelry store... Buys a twenty carat golden ring... (Golden ring) Takes it back to Molly waiting at the door... And as he gives it to her she begins to sing... (Sing) Obladi oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on... Obladi Oblada life goes on brahhh... Lala how the life goes on. In a couple of years they have built a home sweet home, With a couple of kids running in the yard, Of Desmond and Molly Jones... (Ha ha ha ha ha) Happy ever after in the market place... Desmond lets the children lend a hand... Molly stays at home and does her pretty face... And in the evening she still sings it with the band... Obladi o

About Me
I have worked fairly hard trying to make a nice profile page. However, this person I am married to chooses to make more out of the things I have said or the images that I have added than what they really are. He is looking at is as an invitation if you will for whom ever. This was not my intentions and no one who has read it has commented that way either. I will occasionally get an "Hey great profile"! I was looking at is as a form of therapy such as something to do to occupy my mind for one and also to maybe perhaps get in touch with my self through examining the things that make me smile or happy. It has been enjoyable searching for images that represent meaning of some shape, form, or fashion to me. I thought this was why it was called the about me section. Things about me I wanted people to know. I never thought it was wrong. Maybe I need to redo it and put all sadness on it. It is hard to live in a world where you can't be the real you.

Making Love
On our last vacation, Mrs. Professor and I saved some money by staying in a cheap hotel. Just as we were falling asleep, we heard the sounds of mattress springs and a banging headboard from the next room. At first, the amorous couple amused us. After five minutes it had lost its charm. After ten minutes we were a little annoyed. After fifteen minutes, we were just plain ticked off, as it was keeping us awake. After half an hour we were incensed! After an hour we were pretty damned impressed.

An Atheist
An atheist was taking a walk through the woods. What majestic trees! What powerful rivers! What beautiful animals!" he said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look and saw a 7 foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder and saw that the bear was closing in on him. He looked over his shoulder again and the bear was even closer. He triped and fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw the bear right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw and raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out to the Lord. Time stopped, the bear froze, the forest was silent. A bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky, "You deny my existence for all of these years, teach others I don't exist, and even credit creation to a cosmic accident.

How To Call The Police When You Are Old And Slow
HOWTO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE GeorgePhillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his Wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said no; Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello,I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people in my shed. Well,you don't have to worry about them now cause I've just shot them all."Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars red-handed.

2010 Vancouver Olympics - Q&a
I love Canada and I love Canadians. Never has one country produced such a large amount of intellectual smartasses. Of course, Canada is a nation that values brains over bombs. Enjoy this list of questions sent to a Vancouver newspaper from all over the world and the reporter's hysterical answers. 2010 Olympics Now that Vancouver has won the chance to host the 2010 Winter Olympics, these are some questions people the world over are asking! Q: I have never seen it warm on Canadian TV, so how do the plants grow? (England ) A. We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around and watch them die. Q: Will I be able to see Polar Bears in the street? (USA ) A: Depends on how much you've been drinking. Q: I want to walk from Vancouver to Toronto -can I follow the Railroad tracks? (Sweden ) A: Sure, it's only Four thousand miles, take lots of water. Q: Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Canada ? (Sweden ) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes.

Jump Around!!
Jump up Jump up and get down! Pack it up, pack it in Let me begin I came to win Battle me that's a sin I won't tear the sack up Punk you'd better back up Try and play the role and the whole crew will act up Get up, stand up, come on! Come on, throw your hands up If you've got the feeling jump across the ceiling Muggs is a funk fest, someone's talking junk Yo, I'll bust em in the eye And then I'll take the punks home Feel it, funk it Amps it are junking And I got more rhymes than there's cops that are dunking Donuts shop Sure 'nuff I got props from the kids on the Hill Plus my mom and my pops [Chorus] I came to get down [2x] So get out your seats and jump around Jump around [3x] Jump up Jump up and get down. Jump [17x] I'll serve your ass like John MacEnroe If your girl steps up, I'm smacking the ho Word to your moms I came to drop bombs I got more rhymes than the bible's got psalms And j

Poison
Girl I must warn you I sense something strange in my mind Yeah yo situation is serious Let's cure it 'cause we're running out of time Mm mm tell 'em Rick it's all so beautiful Relationships they seem from the start Yeah mm mm it's all so deadly When love is not together from the heart Mm mm check it out It's driving me out of my mind That's why it's hard for me to find Can't get it outta my head Miss her, kiss her, love her, wrong move you're dead That girl is poison Never trust a big butt and smile That girl is poison poison If I were you I'd take precaution Before I start to leave fly girl You know 'cause in some portions You'll think she's the best thing in the world She's so fly, she'll drive you right out of your mind Steal your heart when you're blind Beware she's schemin', she'll make you think you're dreamin' You'll fall in love and you'll be screamin' dreamin' Poison deadly moving it slow Looking for a mellow fellow like DeVoe Getting paid lai

That Thing
Doo Wop (That Thing) Lyrics Artist(Band):Lauryn Hill Review The Song (2) Print the Lyrics Doo Wop (That Thing) Lyrics Send Lauryn Hill polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone yo, remember back on the boggie when cats use to harmonize like... whooo, whooo whooo whooo, yo, my men and my women, don't forget about the deen,Sirat al-Mustaqim yo, its about a thing, uh If ya feel real good wave your hands in the air and 'lick' two shots in the atmosphere... yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah... It's been three weeks since you've been looking for your friend The one you let hit it and never called you again 'Member when he told you he was 'bout the Benjamin's You act like you ain't hear him then gave him a little trim To begin, how you think you really gon' pretend Like you wasn't down then you called him again Plus when you give it up so easy you ain't even foolin’ him If you did it then, then you’d probably fuck again Talking out your nec

Tracks Featured In My Stash Part 3 Diesel
Diesel is a stage name for a guy called Mark Lizotte and in 1989 he had a band called Johnny Diesel & the Injectors and then in 1992 he was known as Diesel and then in 1999 he went by Mark Lizotte his Real Name for another album and then in 2002 he went back to been Diesel Soul Lost Companion was the album under his real name Mark Lizotte Hepfidelity was his first solo album as Diesel and Coathanger Atennae is his most recent album as Diesel and i have had the pleasure in 2006 to meet him in person i felt so honoured to meet him i consider him a Australian Music Legend and he signed the Albums Johnny Diesel & the Injectors Hepfidelity Soul Lost Companion Singled Out And 2 Copies of Coathanger Antennae for me and he's the nicest guy i met from Bruce

Good Morning
Good Morning. March is roaring in like a lion. No not the Taco Bell Lions, which seem to be cuddlier then anything. But March is roaring in. Rain thunder boomers and yes lightning too. So perhaps winters bone chilling hold has released us? Perhaps more of a release for a better grip is more like it. Never less spring is just a blade or two of grass away. I had a whole different set of missives to write on this morning but, mostly that was stopped in its tracks by an email, well actually a few emails. I normally go thru all emails and notes left to me over night first before I write anything for a couple of reasons. One inspiration and two I would hate to send an all cheery email to someone who just had a terrible setback or something worse. My first go through I found a video from a fellow Michigander that was from the Jimmy Kimmel Show and I laughed my ass off. Thanks Vic. The second and more touching was another Video but this one was more heart warming then sexily funny. It was on

Killing Me Softy
Stromin my pain with his fingers Singin my life with his words Killing me softly with his song x2 Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song Yea yea yea do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style, And so I came to see him and listen for a while And there he was this young boy Stranger to my eyes Chorus: Stromin my pain with his fingers (one time, one time) Singin my life with his words (two times, two times) Killing me softly with his song x2 Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song I felt all flushed with fever Embarrased by the crowd, I felt he found my letters and read each one out loud, I pray that he would finish But he just kept right on Repeat chorus Wooooooaaaa ohhhhhhhhhh laaaa la la la la la la ohhh la laaa woaaa laa Aaaalaaaaaa

Cantaloop
Ladies and Gentlemen As you know we have something special for you At Birdland this evening A recording for Blue Note Records Yeah, yeah, yeah - what's that? Diddi-diddi bop Funky funky - yeah yeah - diddi-diddi bop How 'bout a big hand now? Wait, wait a minute Groovy groovy Jazzy funky pounce bounce dance As we dip in the melodic sea The rhythm keeps flowin, it drips to MC Sweet sugar pop, sugar pop rocks it pops ya Dont stop till the sweet beat drops I show and prove as a stick in move Hear the poems recited on top of the groove Smooth, mind, floating like a butterfly Notes start to float, suttle like a lullabye Brace yourself as the beat hits ya Dip trip, flip fantasia

Set Adrift On Memory Bliss
The camera pans the cocktail glass, Behind a blind of plastic plants; I found the lady with the fat diamond ring. Then you know I cant remember a damn thing. I think its one of those de ja vu things, Or a dream thats tryin to tell me something. Or will I ever stop thinkin about it. I dont know, I doubt it. Subterranean by design, I wonder what I would find if I met you, Let my eyes caress you, Until I meet the thought of missess princess who? Often wonder what makes her work. I guess Ill leave that question to the experts, Assuming that there are some out there. Theyre probably alone, solitaire. I can remember when I caught up With a pastime intimate friend. She said, bet youre probably gonna say I look lovely, But you probably dont think nothin of me. She was right, though, I cant lie. Shes just one of those corners in my mind, And I just put her right back with the rest. Thats the way it goes, I guess. Baby you send me Set adrift on memory bliss of you C

Knitwear Two: Butcher Bunny.
this is day two of my knitwear collection inspired by mark ryden's "the butcher bunny". this is the sickest painting ever! and i say "sick" as in really fucking kickass! check it: today was a seventeen hour day at school. i am sofa king bazausted! BUT i knited a swatch of a raw steak! haha!

Knitwear Two: San Marcos.
my knitwear collection inspired by basilica di san marcos was a huge success! i got rave reviews and was told it was best in the class. the only downside? i got to school yesterday to find some fucking douchebagcuntrag had placed a bleached out thumb print in the fucking middle of my rendering. how is that possible when it is so damn high up on the wall? someone must really hate me. either way, thee vivienne westwood is coming to my knitwear class on sunday! holy shit dude. i have to re-render my drawings now. FUCK! she better actually come or else i will be pissed that i re-rendered my work just for her! SHITPOOP!

Ooooo It's Revealing
1. Who were you with sat. night? Jose and a little buzzing buddy 2. What woke you up this morning? AS if I have been to bed 3. Where are you? Walkign through a garden of roses where the hell do you think I am 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? All deoends on the drugs 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? Kiss of death still count 6. When's the last time you cried? When 's the last time I smacked you 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Trying to see how fast a vibrator will go before it's motor burns up ** Where are 8 & 9 ** 10. What were you doing at midnight? Trying to put the fire out on my sheets __The PAST round__ 11. Ever thrown up in public? No I only do that on the public 12. Ever thrown up from a rollar coaster or an amusement park? DO I look like the type to eat a roller coaster really? 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? He smelled good up until . . . __The FUTURE round__ 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? Well i

Such A Sad Story
Message: This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thru

Sweet Leaf
My life had no meaning, things was so uncertain, I was numb inside, apart of me was dead, then I found you. you gave me a reason to face the day, to believe in love again, for just a short time you helped me to forget the pain that haunts me inside, the loss I live with everyday and the nights was almost bearable again, just want to thank you for giveing me a reason to live, a reason to love, and a reason to forget, even if it was for just a short time, now I walk into a new world with an unclear path, but I just want you to know that come what may, I take a small peice of your love with me today and hopefully it'll get me through untill I can talk to you again, I have loved this song, thats why I wanted to put it here in this blog so you know you are my world and always will be, remember that and whatever happens know this.. I LOVE YOU SWEETLEAF Ozzy Osbourne - Sweet LeafMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

The Day That Changed My Life ... Forever
March 3, 2006 I can still hear the screaming. I can still feel the panic. I can remember dialing 9-1-1, but forgetting how to dial the phone and having to redo it three times. I remember looking but not wanting to look. I remember hearing the sirens and thinking... please don't come here... please let this be a dream. I remember the EMT's coming into the house I remember the BEEEEEEP of the machine that says to them, There is no brain activity. I remember my dad yelling NO YOU CAN"T TAKE HER, YOU CAN"T TAKE MY WIFE! I remember, telling my son, DON'T COME DOWN STAIRS. And then I remember taking him into my arms and telling him his Nana, was dead. He looked at me and said "I love Nana and she lived a good life... so this is okay. In the old days you didn't live to be 57. She was lucky." She was lucky. I remember people coming over that day, I remember calling the funeral home and making an appointment I remember picking out the casket and the smell of stale coffee. I rem

Phone Comments
Hey if you wanted to leave me a voice comment on my page. Go to my homepage and scroll down there will be a box about phone recordings. Ring the number and type in my code then leave me a message. By the way its a freephone number which is even better lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

~ The Gas Station ~
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in the dr

Poem - Running Away
You tell me not to run away, but I must. How do i know you miss me at all, if i don't. I don't believe in PDA anymore, and you say some things should stay private. That's fine I enjoy it that way - just make up your mind. If you really want to know why I run away is because I miss the affection you give me and you don't give is why I must. If I run away from you - I'm sorry - You don't grasp my arm to stay, but I'm sorry to look the sad look on your face. My friends tell me I'll lose you; but I've never had you, so why would you want me to stay? Hold me close just one more time, Your perfect touch, your lips on mine because Perfect things - they never last We steal our moments, oh so fast. Come with me, let's run away Hide awhile and there we'll stay. Cuddle close and hold me tight In your arms the world is right. Leaning near, you steal a kiss, My blushing cheeks tell all of this, Your laugh, so sweet, as you watch me. Oh well, they say is affections lik

~ Crabby Old Woman ~
When an old lady died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Dundee, Scotland, it was believed that she had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through her meager possessions, they found this poem. Its' quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital One nurse took her copy to Ireland. The old lady's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the North Ireland Association for Mental Health. A slide presentation has also been made based on her simple, but eloquent, poem. And this little old Scottish lady, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet: Crabby Old Woman What do you see, nurses? What do you see? What are you thinking When you're looking at me? A crabby old woman, Not very wise, Uncertain of habit, With fa

Jet Over Moa Parking Ramp
Over Christmas we went to visit my brother John in Bloomington, MN. While we were in Bloomington we decided to visit Mall of America. I remember when the Met Center Stadium was there. In the lat 80's the Met Center laid empty, until The Mall of America was constructed in 1992.

Come Chill With The Family
if you have not been to the crime scene lounge you are missing out on one of the best lounges here at the tap.always hella good music playing, kick ass dj's,and the creator Sherri. so come see us and join the lounge. http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5391

Child Abuse
Message: This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thru

Poem Dedicated To My Friend Who Died
This poem is dedicated to my friend Amanda Nowlin who died in a car crash this morning on the way to school. She was a Junior in my highschool, Southern Boone County Highschool, and she was a friend of mine as well..... This morning i heard the news I heard a girl had died Can this be true All the school hears A wind of sorrow blows through Tears fall and hearts break Not again, not again we say One by one we fall To your sorrow We cry your name And lift you up In heaven now you cant be hurt God holds your hand To guide you home We'll say a prayer To let you know We care for you And hope your there At heavens gates An angel now We seek you out In prayer and love Giving you our faith Farewell, farewell We bid Take care and know your loved No one can hurt you now On Earth we gather One group together Hand in hand and heart to heart Singing your name Be safe, be safe Oh heaven bound angel Your friends will miss you But now you must g

Men Of The Cloth And The Bear
A Catholic Priest, a Pentecostal Preacher and a Rabbi all served as chaplains to college students in northern Michigan. They would gather two or three times a week for coffee and to talk shop. One day, someone made the comment that preaching to people isn't really all that difficult. A real challenge would be to preach to a bear. One thing led to another and they decided to do an experiment. They would each go into the woods, find a bear, preach to it and attempt to convert it. Seven days later they're all together to discuss the experience. Father Flannery, who has his arm in a sling, is on crutches, and has various bandages, went first. "Well," he says, "I went into the woods to find a bear. When I found him I began to read to him from the Catechism. Well, that bear wanted nothing to do with me and began to slap me around. So I quickly grabbed my Holy Water, sprinkled him and, Holy Mary, Mother of God, he became as gentle as a lamb. The bishop is coming next w

Xmas Story Lol
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

~*kisses*~ - (in Memory Of)
its now been a year since i put my beloved kitty Kissy kat to sleep. i miss her so, and think of her often. hearts bring her to mind. when she was sick all i could think of were hearts. perhaps due to the recent valentines day but more so because she was such a sweet kitty, meant to be a momma but never was. i miss her laying on my leg without the assistance of her paws..just plain old flat belly laying. my other kitty misses her as well. still smells traces of her scent in things, and looks around wondering where her sister ran off to all this time. ive never felt the loss of someone close to me. it was quite the ordeal and lasted for months until March 1st. i noticed she was skinnier, but i wa stold she was just old.. then i notice dthe constant meowing..crying..and then i saw her fall over backwards while throwing up. it was the saddest thing ive ever seen. the process of her slowly losing herself. we had to feed her like a baby and rock her to sleep. i remember the night where i

~ A Broken Heart ~
A Broken Heart Bob Perks Facing her first Valentine's Day after a loss, a woman receives an unexpected gift. She walked into the room and his eyes lit up. She didn't have to say a word. Just being there was proof enough that she loved him. They had both lost someone they loved. So this day, of all days, was a difficult one. She wanted to make this work. She was hurt, lonely and afraid. It wasn't supposed to be this way. But the fact was he knew how she felt. There was an obvious pain in his heart, too. So the one thing that strengthened their love for each other was heartache -- the most sorrowful kind. Their eyes locked. He smiled and she responded. He had a special way of bringing a smile to her face. It was the little things he would do that would touch her heart. But we all know that the essence of true love and commitment is in the little things. She stood there in the doorway and he motioned to her to sit next to him. Not trusting the childish grin he now had on

Early Morning Sadness...
I look at the clock quarter to five I just don't know why I'm sitting here awake I look at my life I look at my friends I realize my failings But I see my dreams My life is hell I'm just alone here I have no way to tell If change is near At times I wonder Do I really know Where my life's going Or will I just blow People don't see it The quiet buildup But when it all crashes down I hope no one will feel it I wrote this to try once more to get through my raw emotions about what has happened in the last 13-15 hours. There's no way to know where life will take me, or those of you reading this. Just remember, life isn't always fair.

~ 25 Signs You Have Grown Up ~
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up. 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You no longer take naps from noon to 6 PM! 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the b

Breeze Blow
When a breeze blows through It brings fresh hope for me and you because every breeze is a thought from one who loves you true So on a windy day, there is a lot of thinking going on It could be the loved one is worried or there is something going wrong And when the day is tranquil there's nothing going wrong your loved one is at peace and a breeze will come along So every time you feel a breeze. Go and give the one you Love, a loving Squeeze

~ You Make A Difference ~
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes A Difference". Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on the community. She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a Nearby company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him the two extra ribbons and said, "We're doing a c

Wise Words,by A Fool
One man one woman Equals much love Sometimes it will overflow Escapes the dove When love starts to get out of hand Something else will be planned And it's not going to be a nice day It will be a lot of stress I would say One should take a long look At one another Try not to smother Your other lover Let your love flow free For you as well as me Cherish your companion And let it be

Okay Its Not Exactly Exotic
But today I am off to Cleethorpes which is in the county of Lincolnshire of England, its a seaside resort town and I had to laugh at some of the blurb on it. Anyway my reasons for going are to meet none other than the Scarybird Immortal Ego artist Stu Smith. Its been long overdue, its been just over a year since we started working with each other virtually on the project and anyway I took a few days off work and though fuck it, he is going to get the pleasure of my company till Saturday. Cant wait to bounce around a few ideas and stuff for storyboards with him, we have had such a giggle since we been working on this project and to be honest I dont think I have ever met anyone like him. So I will be offline till Saturday, will post all about it when I get back

~ The Importance Of Time ~
As the holidays draw near, this message seems particularly poignant…. The Importance of Time A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr.. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you

Defination Of Love
Love is a two-way street, one way is back. The other way, a treat. When one goes back, there's no turning round. To go forward, is much better I found. Go forward into love, do not be shy. Follow your heart, try not to cry. Cause when you reach, the end of the street. Your smile will be found, for half a mile.

Despite It All
Despite the place That I'm now in, This corner of my life That tells where I've been... Despite the set backs That I face, Or of the tears That leave a trace... Despite the time That distance brings, Or life's little quirks And all other things... Despite that fact That I still live, Memories of a past I can't forgive... Despite the rains That flood the trail, Despite life's winds A force of gale... Despite the moon Laying hidden behind, The tracks I time Within my mind... Despite harsh words Whispered allowed, Or of the sun Behind the clouds... Despite the way Life comes about, My love for you There is no doubt... For no force is greater Then how I feel, No wall strong enough To conceal... No time or distance Will ever end, My love for you All else transcends.

Love Ways
Love comes in many ways I suppose on special days I've heard love even comes in a can will have to send one to Susan Love can come in the post or just a knock on the door like most love can come when your in trouble or after a kiss, hug or cuddle But love comes when it comes don't go chasing it all day long then take my word, it will go wrong

I Love To Make Her Giggle
She's quite a charmer When she drops her armor That lady can smile With a curve around half a mile Then I start to squiggle A new line for a joke I love to make her giggle It's gonna be funny I hope To see her smiling And hear her laughing Is like life splashing A little sunshine on my face

~ I Am An American ~
I celebrate Christmas, but because it isn't celebrated by everyone, we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. When will they do something about MY RIGHTS? IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct! " crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others. I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking

Tears Fall From God
Tears fall from above Because of a crying dove Someone fell 'out' of love This I hear a lot of The doves should be flying high No tears falling from the sky Everyone should be proud of Being forever "Embraced in Love" No more crying doves No more falling out of love Much more happier days Please change your ways

An Emotional Poem...
My heart is broken, and my emotions are torn... There are times that I just want to be re-born. I'm sick and tired of feeling this way all the time. And yet I wonder..."is there a girl who can mend this broken heart of mine?" I go day by day asking that question to myself wondering if it'll come true. Every girl I have been with has always said "I will be the one to help you." But when the end it comes, she takes my heart and breaks it again. Then I look to God asking "Is this is going to happen to me each time it ends?" I don't get why I have to suffer like this everyday of my life... All I want, is a girl who can take care of my heart, my emotions, and be my wife. I'm tired of hopping between girls and relationships, I want to settle down. I just want one girl, one life, and only family so i no longer have to frown. Each day I ask God "where's the girl you have for me...can I meet her?" But I don't think he's answering me because everyday I still suffer. He knows i'm lo

Doughtfullness
The moon will shine for me, and the sun will shine for you. Together we shall see, what light will shine true . The moons face shines bright, smiling all through the night. The sun's shine is hot, and seams to like you a lot. But when the sun and the moon disappear, behind the clouds of doubtfulness. I will renew my vows of love, my Dear, and we will stay as one God Bless.

The "demon" Within Me...
Everyday, I wonder "wha's wrong w/me?"...I suffer each day w/chronic depression, constant anxiety disorders, alotta stress, fears, and worries...and knowing it's hard for me to be calm is literally impossible for me. I was once happy as a kid...and now i'm not...I am no longer happy at all. People always say "ehh, its life...get over it."...but i cant...I suffer from a major issue inside that prevents me from having wha I once had. Everyone see's their life at a different angle...some the same as most. But I don't...I see mah life in a totally different perspective as others. Yes, I do consider mah life to be a book where each day is another page written and each major event that happens in mah life starts another chapter, but that's not wha im talkin bout. I consider mah life to be mostly nuttin but a puzzle...I think bout the the constant battles I fight inside, and how i'm goin to solve it. But the problem is...each of mah own issues is a piece of the puzzle to mah life...and when i

Giving My Attention
It is very apparent When your girlfriend says You’re transparent You need to change your ways Her being clairvoyant Able to see right through Can have its advantages As to discover something new I give her all my attention And daily say I love you That’s apparently because I get Deja Vu

~ Letter Of Apology To Arabs States ~
Letter Of Apology For good and ill, the Iraqi prisoner abuse mess will remain an issue. On the one hand, right thinking Americans will abhor the stupidity of the actions while on the other hand, political glee will take control and fashion this minor event into some modern day My Lai massacre. I heard some Arabs are asking for an apology. I humbly offer mine here: I am sorry that the last seven times we Americans took up arms and sacrificed the blood of our youth, it was in the defense of Muslims (Bosnia, Kosovo, Gulf War 1, Kuwait, etc.). I am sorry that no such call for an apology upon the extremists came after 9/11. I am sorry that all of the murderers on 9/11 were Arabs. I am sorry that Arabs have to live in squalor under savage dictatorships. I am sorry that their leaders squander their wealth. I am sorry that their governments breed hate for the US in their religious schools. I am sorry that Yassir Arafat was kicked out of every Arab country and hij

The Woman
I gathered the flowers when morning came and I felt the light of the sun on my cheek. I clenched the flowers when they touched my palm, and I prayed they would somehow make the moment real. I stood beneath the flowers when the noon sun was high, and I let their rosey reflections color my face. I summoned the flowers on this green-gold day- I hoped they would tell me you have come- I knew they would tell me you've gone.

Amor
Perche sei mia.... warm nights daybreak kisses rebirth rainshower moonflying. Perche ti voglio.... pale skin dreams ecstasy eyes blue weight strength above starsoaring. La tua pelle morbida Voglio accarezzare... Perche mi vuoi.... secret spot senses undercover whispers roll over release shimmer oil touch. Tutto sarai per me.... letting go closed-eye sighs united desires otherwordly crescendo.... Non pensare abbracciami.

Dancing With The Beat
i walked down from the trees a joyous heart beating i stepped into your leaves a softened man sleeping beneath rusty old roofs and white-walled ghost havens i listened to Beethoven and fed desperate ravens the hills always speak to skies lilac and yellow in whispers so meek like the strings of a cello we settled in then to a sky song so fleeting and danced to the beat of a passion repeating.

Color Me
The faithful sun colors the horizon in artistic splendor providing an evening of beauty which differs for every observer Like the sun on the water you color my heart with the setting of your love promising a new horizon with each gentle touch Fill me with your passion overwhelm my honesty with the crudeness of your careful tongue I long to feel the deception of your imagination locking my dreams in the grip of your affection Love me, until my unbelieving heart believes in love again and I am willing to die for the sweetness of your addiction Love me, and I will be yet another masterpiece willfully hanging on the wall of your heart’s collection

When You Were
When you were mine Sleep came more easily Nights lasted longer Warm blankets seemed more comfortable And pillows more plush... When you were mine The Winter cold seemed less harsh And days were less gray The rare bird who dared fill the air with song Seemed more glorious , more splendid And the ice withstood the skaters pond... When you were mine Gentle breezes whispered melodies Through fallen leaves On the quilted ground... When you were mine Bargains of the heart were easily negotiated The sly smiles only lovers know were a common thing And the fantasy of love grew with each new sun... But since you've gone I've realized through time That I was never yours And you were never mine...

Voice Of Reason
We all need friends like that who can be our voices of reason to help us slow down a bit. Some of my friends at work have been telling me so...but, a lot of times they are doing so with alternative motives behind them because they would like the extra hours themselves..... Some of my other friends have been telling me so...and, not that it goes on deaf ears, but how else am I going to be able to pay the bills?? I am underpaid and overworked... I am taken advantaged of my good nature... I am with the philosophy of willingness to work hard in order to help out... Sometimes, it just takes a friend that isn't so close to a situation to make more sense (somehow) than others and offer that much needed voice of reason. Not just telling me not to work so hard but provide the logic behind it that I know, but is nice to hear it being re-enforced in my mind. Wanting to thank one friend, in particular, in helping me get through this past week. Without his continued support for b

~ The Year Is 1904 ~
The Year is 1904 Maybe this will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1904 ... one hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some of the US statistics for 1904: The average life expectancy in the US was 47 years. Only 14% of the homes in the US had a bathtub. Only 8%of the homes had a telephone. A three-minute call from Denver to New York City cost $11.00 There were only 8,000 cars in the US, and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. Alabama, Mississippi, Iowa, and Tennessee were each more heavily populated than California. With a mere 1.4 million residents, California was only the 21st most populous state in the Union. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower. The average wage in the US was 22 cents an hour. The average US worker made between $200 and $400 per year. A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, a dentist $2,500 pe

Tonight
Tonight, the stars will strive again to reproduce your natural beauty and the moon will covet to reflect a love like that which we have mastered... Tonight, the ocean tides will rise and fall with a power worthy of your majesty then in the morn, the sun will paint the sky once more as a symbol of my continuing love for you... Tonight, my heart is content with the knowledge of your love... and my soul has found salvation in your redeeming touch... Tonight, your words bring comfort where hope once was shattered and my simple dreams have grown beyond the lifelessness of a black and white fantasy Tonight, I am in love...

My Bestfriend { Karulvinth}
You are my prince charming My fairytale come true All of this time I've been waiting for you Dream after Dream Wish after wish Hoping to find My one and only prince You are the sun When my skys are gray You are the umbrella When it rains You are my shoulder When I need to cry You are my savior When I want to die You help me up When I fall You are with me Through it all My love for you will never end You're the love of my life My best friend,my dear,my life and my everything!!!

Feelings...
I AM FEELING REALLY LOST RIGHT NOW... I AM FEELING I DONT KNOW... WHERE I DONT WANT TO BE AROUND ANYONE AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS CRY...THIS HAPPENES TO ME EVERY NOW AND THEN...AND TO MAKE THINGS WORES A GUY THAT I USE TO LIKE BUT HE DIDNT OR COULDNT SHOW ME HIS FEELINGS MONTHS AGO JUST CALLED AND WANTS TO TRY AND HAVE SOMETHING WITH ME OR WANTS TO BE BACK IN MY LIFE...I AM NOT SURE WHY...ALL I KNOW IS THAT I DONT WANT TO HURT NO MORE AND I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYONE EITHER...I THOUGHT I FOUND THE ONE TO TRUELY MAKE ME HAPPY BUT I DONT FEEL HAPPY AND ITS NOT ANYTHING THAT HE HAS DONE...HE IS TRULY PERFECT...

~ Life In A Mayonaise Jar ~
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar...and the 2 cups of coffee... A professor stood before his philosophy class with some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with GOLF BALLS. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a BOX OF PEBBLES and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a BOX OF SAND and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more e if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced TWO CUPS OF COFFEE from under the table and poured the en

Ok Headed To Bed
Been up most of the night arguing with this dang computer. Lord i need to get a bigger memory card... haha don't laugh to hard shell... well had a long day but its now almost 3am and i'm finally getting tired. sitting here wishing i would go into labor to get this prenancy over with I'm sooooo sick of being prenant. I bet give it a month and i will be bloging PUT IT BACK IN lmao. well fellow cherries i'm off to bed goodnight ya'll....

My Everything
You are the love in my heart, the song in my soul, the answers to my prayers, the One who makes me whole!.. You are the oxygen in my life, the air that makes me breathe, the strength to keep me strong, and the truth that I believe!.. You are my warmth when I am cold, the light that helps me see, my laughter when I'm sad, the very best of me!.. You are the star in all my dreams, my logic when I'm wrong, all my greatest thoughts, and to whom I do belong!.. You are NOT just my somebody, You're my world, my life, my love. You truely are MY EVERYTHING, and much more than all above!!

~ Social Security ~
SOCIAL SECURITY: Franklin Roosevelt, a Democrat, introduced the Social Security (FICA) Program. He promised: 1.) That participation in the Program would be completely voluntary, 2.) That the participants would only have to pay 1% of the first $1,400 of their annual incomes into the Program, 3.) That the money the participants elected to put into the Program would be deductible from their income for tax purposes each year, 4.) That the money the participants put into the independent "Trust Fund" rather than into the General operating fund, and therefore, would only be used to fund the Social Security Retirement Program, and no other Government program, and, 5.) That the annuity payments to the retirees would never be taxed as income. Since many of us have paid into FICA for years and are now receiving a Social Security check every month -- and then finding that we are getting taxed on 85% of the money we paid to the Federal government to "put away," you may b

One Day
One day when the truth is revealed and everyone has taken their sides and no matter what drama perhaps will unfold during the time between now and then, one must keep focused and diligent. Drama, haters and players must never succeed in distracting from the ultimate goal. People's feelings get hurt along the way sometimes, and it's sad. Think about this: People come and go out of your life nonstop. But one or two can make the difference forever. =]

The Majestic
The rose has never shed a tear yet the dew is in her soul her petals weep for broken love where misery and heartaches grow Her silken skin of perfumed lace has symbolized loves sweet birth her royal, majestic, godlike grace has reigned upon the earth A sign, a symbol, a promise made a pledge of fidelity a lie which breaks her virgin heart through cruel humanity The rose cries as she considers the lies offered in her name she hangs her head beneath the sun and dies in wilted shame

~ I Believe ~
I Believe I believe that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be somethin

Learning To Live And Let Die
I've learned this year, my dear readers that I'm far far too nice a person. I also care a good bit too much that I save all the people I can from whatever it is that menaces them especially if it's themselves. Also, I've learned my limits. In light of that, with the exception of a minority of people, go and kill yourselves how so ever you deem fit, you have my blessing in that enterprise and my approval. This means, I really am starting to loath the lot of you. I hate it here; that's largely because of the company. I've lived among you quite long enough to figure out a few things as well and that's raised one horrible disfigured gnawing sewer rat of a question: Fucking masochists, most are gluttons for punishment! They seem to live in a constant state of self-imposed disappointment, stress, pain and other bits of life's dreg brought about by the perpetual drama they cocoon themselves in. Held out in that abyssal oblivion is this hope that is so cheap and superficial that it

~ When You Think Of Liberty Think Of Me ~
When You Think of Liberty Think of Me When you honor the red, white, and blue When you celebrate our nation's liberty Think of the one who's been beside you in spirit, in heart, in body... No being could be as loyal as me, for I am your best friend, your partner... your family When our nation was young I was the runner, carrying messages in a war that would leave us undone where brother fought beside brother. And, alone in the face of terror I moved through enemy lines, as families fought one another, my mission foremost in my mind. I was the one waiting for you even though I sensed you would not be coming home I languished on our wooden porch growing thinner, until the war was over and my days on earth were done. I was in the trenches, fields, and meadows accompanying you into foreign lands. With you in the jungles and swamps and at your heels on hot, dusty roads or on blistering, desert sands. I have been first in the line of fi

Disrespect.
Apparently the common courtesy of respecting the fact that someone is dating/seeing someone else has all but been forgotten in today's society. What makes it worse is even when u claim to be or even an acquaintance of both members of the relationship. It appears that it it ok for colleagues and co-workers to continue to plot, scheme and hint and attempt to poke at the person you are trying to be with without a regard for anything but their own, self loathing selves. Does it make one feel good to do this? I mean, at the end of the day, that person goes back to who they are truly with, and you're either left with your dick or toy in your hand. Is is worth it? Or are some people just drama queen attention whores that get off on trying to make other peoples' lives fucked up. Just a random thought =]

My Quiz Results !!!
I didn't lie or embelish on any of them.... Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser? Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style? What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet m

My True Love
My true love is like a valentine a bloody lie indeed a cardboard box and cellophane a discarded memory My soul is like an empty dream a colorless vision of hell drained by hope's foolhardiness a scene rehearsed too well My tongue is like a razor's edge seeking one to bleed cloaked in sweet illusion a perilous reality Love me, bleed me, feed me say you'll never let me go I'll keep you warm and satisfied with hatred's repulsive flow Love me, bleed me, feed me be mine until the end I'll always be yours but I'll never be your friend

~ The Power Positive Thinking ~
The 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud lady, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with her hair fashionably coifed and makeup perfectly applied, even though she is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. Her husband of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, she smiled sweetly when told her room was ready. As she maneuvered her walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of her tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on her window. "I love it," she stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mrs. Jones, you haven't seen the room ... just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," she replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already de

Buy Me A Rose Lyrics
He works hard to give her all he thinks she wants A three car garage, her own credit cards He pulls in late to wake her up with a kiss good night If he could only read her mind, she'd say: Buy me a rose, call me from work Open a door for me, what would it hurt Show me you love me by the look in your eyes These are the little things I need the most in my life Now the days have grown to years of feeling all alone And she can't help but wonder what she's doing wrong Cause lately she'd try anything to turn his head Would it make a difference if she said: Buy me a rose, call me from work Open a door for me, what would it hurt

Ok Well, Some Stuff
ok well first off my brothers have been really sick all week and my youngest will into er because he was not breather well...all that great at all but everything seems fine right now. Second..my buddy Bruce lost his phone due to crazy overage..aha sucker..yet its sad ha, what a loser. oh..we made a 2nd video was made for somebody but i feel like sharing it with you other people i guess... ill post it in a couple of days ^.^ Anyways..that's all for now.. take care! peace out bitches.

Imagery
Silver moon silhouettes dance across the sky reflecting yesterday upon the waves. Shadows of the past. Lost horizon days, once resting, resurrect in pristine pain. Some yesterdays, like the tide, never fade. Stories of the heart. Illusionary dreams. Endeared imaginations, crystal clear. The one we thought we knew so well, was nothing more than our creation. A figment of a promise once sincere.

If Only You Were Here
If only you were here, My empty heart would rest In the bastion of familiar comfort... If only you were here, My unchecked thoughts would quiet In the harbor of your crescent understanding... If only you were hear, Your touch would calm My quickened breath... But you are gone. Holding another. Calming his casualties. Giving him rest, And sharing the love you planted And cared for with me... Yes, you are gone, Nursing him, as a Shepherd would prepare a lamb... How can I possibly miss you? How can I want you near? The dynamics of love Are often so strange When love is based on fear...

~ The Marine ~
Below is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly be thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So YOU can live the American way. I give YOU the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing YOUR time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a US MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger,

Forever
Whenever forever enters my view, visions of love surround visions of you. Caressing your memory, with the tongue of my dreams, thoughts run eternal through passionate streams. To say, I love you. To speak your name. To hear your voice. To fan the flame. Whenever I dream, and dream I do, our hearts are united, with forever in view.

The Story Of 'what Happened'
Friday February 9, 2007 was a very typical day for us starting out. I played with my daughters Alanna (6 mos) and Melody (who is now forever 1 year 6 months and 17 days old) during the day. That afternoon I drove the usual 15 minutes or so with the girls to meet my ex-husband's wife to pick up my two boys Jarred (11 yrs) and Landon (3 yrs). We drove back toward home, I stopped off at Dollar General to let the boys pick out a toy and then we came home. My fiance, Sonny, and his little boy (Jake, 6) showed up a bit later. We all ate dinner. Then it was bath time. I took Landon and Melody into the bathroom and started it up for them. Alanna, Jake and Jarred were in the living room each doing their own thing. I washed both Landon and Melody and Landon asked if they could have bubbles. I told him 'yes' and he wanted to pour the bubbles in so I opened them for him and let him do that. Then I turned on the jets long enough for them to bubble up the bubbles and turned them off. I sat with them

~ Soulmates ~
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty? He said... no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever? and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry? and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face The boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever. I NEED to be with you forever! And I wouldn't cry if you walked away I'd die...

A Kept Man
Escape (the thought crosses my mind) I can see the light Under the crack of the door Im tempted to open it Its not locked There is no electric fence Im no dog I wear no (visible) collar But I am held here Kept by the Sound of their voices Unable to walk (run) away But finding it hard to stay I dream of hitting the 495 Find a quiet spot To write my mind No distractions Or low ceilings Let the sky be my page

~ Did He Lie? ~
After one of the Greatest elections ever we should be proud of ourselves that we went and took our country back. The man was following what the Intelligence services (ooh yes and remember that was services from around the world, France, England, Russia, Germany, etc..) and ehat his peers was saying. You are supposed to listen to all sides and make the decision and from what you hear about since 1998 how could you NOT come to that conclusion. When I think of this I think one thing. If he could have had 10-15 nuclear missiles would he have shot them off to Israel? The US? I sure do believe that he would. "One way or the other, we are determined to deny Iraq the capacity to develop weapons of mass destruction and the missiles to deliver them. That is our bottom line." - President Clinton, Feb. 4, 1998 "If Saddam rejects peace and we have to use force, our purpose is clear. We want to seriously diminish the threat posed by Iraq's weapons of mass destruction program."

Tears For A Child
Tears For A Child Sitting in a park with tears running down my face. As children and their parents laughing and playing on the swing;all I can do is just imagine my chldren and I out there playing together,as a little voice calls out to say Uncle come play with me on the swing. Poem By: Charles Lamark Nelson Copyright ©2007 Charles LaMark Nelson --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Meth Monster
HERE IS SOMETHING THAT MY FRIEND WROTE...READ IT AND COMMENT HE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK... meth monster this is not a chain letter i Lee Johnson wrote this i am sending it to all my friends i would like to hear your comments and then please send it to yours and i would like to hear their comments as well here is my blog url http://blog.myspace.com/155074690 this is a story that has to be told about a thing called a soul and to whom mine was sold its about the meth monster oh yea it is real your future and your life it will surely kill how it all started i dont remember when or where but it ends at midnight when they strap me to that chair the story starts one day when i was home smoking weed a good friend stopped by and offered me some speed it was pretty good i was climbing up the walls next thing i knew it had me by the balls started with a little then it got more and more next thing i knew i was passed out on the floor i stuck the needle in and i p

Lol
"As she lay there dozing next to me, one voice inside my head kept saying, "Relax... you are not the first doctor to sleep with one of his patients, " but another kept reminding me, "Howard, you are a veterinarian. "

Paint A Picture
im gonna paint a picture i picture with a twist ill paint it with a razor blade right across my wrist from my broken body the sacred life will flow allong with all the pain and hurt i guess you'll never know Hectate will comfort me through the flood of tears i cry in her arms i shall fall as she bears wittness to my crimes so now my pictur is painted the one with a twist i used a sharpened razor blade slashed across each wrist

Damn It.
I'm crying as I write this, because i'm sad. I'm sad and i'm scared. things with him aren't good. rather.. they suck. I don't want to lose this family, but this is killing me so badly. If it wasn't for Dakota, i'd be long gone. No I wouldn't. I haven't been alone in years, and i might be too scared to be alone. and then what? jump from one meaningless relationship to another? what would that be worth. I want that first sweet kiss again. I want the raw passion. I want that first little bit.. getting to know every inch of someones body for the first time... I don't know, maybe I'm just hopeless. but my love for him just fades every time he yells. I don't know if i know what love is anymore.... He might have changed, but its more likely i did. maybe i just grew up. actually i know i grew up. I whine a lot. Leslie sinfulvampress

This One Is For A New Friend....
Times of great calamity and confusion have ever been productive of the greatest minds. The purest ore is produced from the hottest furnace, and the brightest thunderbolt is elicited from the darkest storm. Charles Caleb Colton

Just Death
no breath just death i frantically repeat to myself i force my head below the surface the water fills my lungs no breath just death i persuade myself i force the knife into my skin the blood runs freely no breath just death i yell at myself i swallow the pills whole the feeling makes me sick no breath just death i whisper to myself i place the rope around my neck the fall stops my breath now there is just death...

I Press The Knife
It doesn’t hurt anymore, So I press the knife, Crimson flow from my arm, My liquid life. People think they know, The screaming pain inside, Yet when they see the crimson lines, They all go run and hide. And I so alone, In my need to feel. I only use the knife, So things can seem real. I wish it were different, And I could lay it aside, But it’s the only thing, That silences the pain inside. I know that someday, I’ll cut too deep. But on that day, I know no one will weep. They’ll simply say, She finally did it, She’s finally gone, And they won’t hurt one bit. In the silence of my room, I look at the crimson flow. And wishing I had the guts, To cut my wrist and go. Instead I wander, Through this life, Where my only friend, Is a knife.

~ There Are Worse Things In Life ~
A mother passing by her daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope "Mom." With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Mom, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I've been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercing, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion mom, I'm pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marihuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we wa

Wow!!! For Missing The Entire Happy Hour That He Bought He Still Did Awesome!!
WOW...due to computer problems Steve (Twist of Fate) missed ALL of the Happy Hour he bought. However he still got something awesome for it! His pics took all 20 spots in the top 20 pics for the hour. He got 68 of the top 100 and 96 of the top 200. I guess it really does pay to buy a Happy Hour, especially when it's 12-1am EST.

Are You Afraid?
Are you afraid, Afraid of spreading your wings? Are you afraid, Afraid of showing your beautiful soul? Are you afraid, Afraid to speak your mind? Are you afraid, Afraid to take a risk? Are you afraid, Afraid of falling? Are you afraid, Afraid to love? Are you afraid, Afraid to get bruised? Dear child, Don't be afraid. Because to fear small things such as these, Is to fear living life itself. And to fear living life, Is to never live at all. (I've NO idea who penned this)

Forty-five Seconds...
...is how much time the Academy Awards program allots winners to deliver their acceptance speeches. 45 seconds.... 1, 2, 3, 4, ...tic toc... I think that there's a bit of a microcosm of modern life contained therein. I really do. Think about all of the hard work that goes into stepping into creating a character who seems real...or a movie that comes alive...or about any creation or accomplishment for that matter. Think about the struggles you've endured to achieve your goals. Now, try to come up with a 45 second summary of just how you got there (to that place for which you are now eternally grateful). Forest Whitaker said something very powerful that really grabbed my attention and spoke to me in his speech. For one second, I felt like he was saying the exact same thing I've been trying to express whenever I really contemplate about finding meaning in life's great mystery. This is his whole speech: "Thank you. Thank you. Just a second,

Road Trip, Part 3©
Now that's the way I like to shower,lol. I love spoiling my girl and sometimes just making it all about her. After showering we took a short nap,then dressed for dinner. Nothing special mind you,but clean clothes. I love how my toy smells. The perfume is so light and airy,not sweet and over powering. She was dressed in a cute denim skirt and a button down blouse with me in my jeans and an oxford shirt. Closing the room's door behind us, I opened the truck door for her again catching her intoxicating scent. Climbing in and starting the truck away we went. After discussing what we were in the mood for we settled on some of Texas' finest fares, bar-b-que. Finding a place that looked somewhat questionable but with a parking lot full of cars and truck, we figured not to judge a book by it's cover. We were surprised to find the it was not only a restaurant but a bar and dance hall as well. Getting seated I enjoyed the fact that my toy was quite the attraction. Following her and the h

The Big O
A trucker who had driven his fully loaded rig to the top of a steep hill and was just starting down the equally steep other side when he noticed a man and a woman lying in the center road, making love. He blew his air horn several times as he was bearing down on them. Realizing that they were not about to get out of his way he slammed on his brakes and stopped just inches from them. Getting out of the cab, madder than hell, the trucker walked to the front of the cab and looked down at the two, still in the road, and yelled, "What the hell's the matter with you two? Didn't you hear me blowing the horn? You could've been killed!" The man on the highway, obviously satisfied and not too concerned, looked up and said, "Look, I was coming, she was coming, and you were coming. You were the only one with brakes."

Tormented
This is what I meant, When I said you were killing me, I'm tormented by my own insanity, Over you. I am so tired Of hurting, Of crying, Of longing, Of this trying that insists, Of waiting, Of aching, Of wanting, Of this need that persists, To have you deep inside, To be at your mercy, To plead with you to ride, As I'm whimpering out your name, Forgetting to breathe, Hoping you won't leave, Of feeling like I have no other choice, Except to be scorched by your fire, Like a moth to a flame, Not being able to resist The beauty hidden in death.

~ The Tales Of A Puppy ~
1st week – Today I am one week old. What a joy to be part of this World! 1 month – My mother takes very good care of me. She’s really an exemplary mother. 2 months – Today I was separated from my mother. She was very restless and with her eyes bade me good-bye. I hope my new “human” family will take as good care of me as she has. 4 months – I have grown very rapidly, everything attracts my attention. There are several children in the house who are like “little brothers” to me. We play a lot, they pull on my tail and I give them little bites in good fun. 5 months – Today I was yelled at. My mistress was all upset because I peed inside the house. But I was never told where exactly I should do it. I also sleep in the hall. I was very unhappy about that! 8 months – I am a very happy dog! I have the warmth of a home, I feel so safe, so protected... I think that my “human” family loves me. The courtyard is all mine and, oftentimes, I exceed myself, digging the ground like my a

~ You Worry Me ~
You worry me. I wish you didn't. I wish when I walked down the streets of this country that I love, that your color and culture still blended with the beautiful human landscape we enjoy in this country. But you don't blend in anymore. I notice you, and it worries me. I notice you because I can't help it anymore. People from your homelands, professing to be Muslims, have been attacking and killing my fellow citizens and our friends for more than 20 years now. I don't fully understand their grievances and hate, but I know that nothing can justify the inhumanity of their attacks. On September 11, nineteen ARAB-MUSLIMS hijacked four jetliners in my country. They cut the throats of women in front of children and brutally stabbed to death others. They took control of those planes and crashed them into buildings killing thousands of proud fathers, loving sons, wise grandparents, elegant daughters, best friends, favorite coaches, fearless public servants, and children's mothers. So I not

Sex
She hadn’t expected it to turn out the way it did. At first it was just another night at home, but soon enough, it turned into much, much more. They had been dating for 9 months now. Jamie and Kyle spent 6 hours a night on the phone at first, and by now, they knew so much about each other, they thought there was nothing left to hide. The night started off with a few bottles of alcohol and a couple of friends over. Jamie had always found Kyle’s best friend, Mike, very appealing, and tonight was no different. The small group of friends played drinking games, joked around, and laughed into the wee morning hours. The party had dwindled down to just Jamie, Kyle, and Mike. Not ready for bed, Mike sarcastically suggested they play scrabble, but to his surprise they were up for it! “Drunk scrabble? Hell Yeah!”, Jamie was all about it! After the first few turns, Mike spelled out clit, Jamie followed suit and spelled cock, and the group continued with their now erotic scrabble game. As Jamie s

Bullshit
WELL I HAD A GOOD FRIEND TO BE MY CT HUBBY BUT THEN CERTAIN SOMEONE ASKED ME TO BE HIS CT WIFE I SAID YES WELL NOW HE IS BEIN ASS SO U KNOW FUCK EVERY THING CT WEDDINGS SUCK FOR ME SO NO MORE. LVOE ALL RAIN.

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice, really nice!! The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into $8,896.66 a year, $741.38 a month, or $171.08 a week. That's a mere $24.24 a day! Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? Naming rights. First, middle, and last! Glimpses of God every day. Giggles.... under the covers every night. More love than your heart can hold Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs. Endless wonder over rocks, ants, clouds, and warm c

~ Don't Close Your Blinds ~
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by

Help Me Lol
lets see its me im going insane in this house no work today nothig to do no where to go im going insane az is not a place to be mental they just shoot u out here lol j/k only sometimes but i need stimulation how about slam head nto head no that will cause haedache or jump in fron tof car no i hate hospital i know how about sleep since im slacking over a day of it cuz if u reading this its obviously im out of my mind but in a good way so ill end this had to say cuz my brain needs to breathe lol

*sighs* Some Peoples Children
So, Screaming Icarus(dan) seems to have a hate on about Matts, and since I'm a Matt, and a former close friend of his I can only assume that it is partially directed at me. So be it. It's tricky with people you grow up with, because generally you grow apart. Such was the case with me and Dan. We were good friends all through Highschool and then I went off to collage. Came back the next year and we were still friends, not as good as before, but still friends. Then I moved away again. Life fucked around with me a bit and I changed, which was natural. I ended up moving back to my home town again and tried to hangout with dan again. The only problem was that he didnt understand where i was comming from now. My outlook on life had changed and so had his, but in an different direction. Subsequently we started drifting apart. Now there was a bunch of shit that kinda went on between us, as is bound to happen when close friends break apart. But I thought we had left on realitivly good terms

Wed Feb 28, 2007
OK, I decided to try some new stuff. I sang "Cat's In the Cradle". Probably should have waited for the last of the Asian Panda Death Flu to be out of my system. Still, not too shabby. Followed with "Funky Cold Medina" to get the silly song out of the way. Always a good choice. Followed that with "Zoot Suit Riot". That went over well. Needs a little work. Followed that with "Rebel Yell". Needs some work as well. Closed my personal set with "Maria, Maria" by Santana. Broke into a sweat in the middle of the song. It's too high pitched for me. Learned my lesson.

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

Free At Last
Dear Husband: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't touch me or anything. Either you're cheating or you don't love me anymore, what ever the case is, I'm gone. P.S. If you're trying to find me, don't. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Your " EX " Wife ============================================== Dear Ex-Wife Nothing has made my day more than receiving yo

Somethings Wrong With Me.
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die.

Down Again
I've been pushed down so many times I feel this time will be the last as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building as I lay here on the floor I have no strength to get up I'm not worth it any more.

~ Once Upon A Time, There Was A Child ~
Once upon a time, there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God: - They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless? - Among the many angels, I chose one for you She will be waiting for you and will take care of you. - But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile; that's enough for me to be happy. And how am I going to able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk? Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak. - And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you? Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray. - I've heard that on earth there are bad men, who will protect me? Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its own life. - But I will always be sad because

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

What The Fuck
What is up every1. Me just sitting here chilling and thinking. Life is pretty shitty lately because of boyfriend who needs them but yet u got to love them hummmm what to do. Anyways i hope i will still be in the same place the next time i right to my fans. well every1 have a good night talk to u all later

My Craaaazy Lifestyle...
well.. Lately I have been very busy. My finances are suffering so I have been trying to book extra gigs to fill in the broke spots... lol Earlier today I booked a gig from a friend of mine to do some of my trade stuff at a persons home for a few hours... this gig will help me get back on track with some bills that need to be paid. Earlier this week I got another class to teach.. this one is called "Structured Cabling" and happens on Tuesdays and Thursdays from 10am to 1pm at the AT&T facility in North Hollywood... I am already teaching a "Basic Electricity / Digital Electronics" class at the AT&T facility in Pasadena on Saturdays... :) Busy busy busy... seems like when it rains it pours... lol Thank god I have friends that hook me up with extra money gigs to help out... :)

~ I've Learned.... ~
I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes. I've learned.... That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular. I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved. I've learned.... That the Lord didn't do it all in one day. What makes me think I can? I've learned.... That to ignore the facts does not change the facts. I've learned.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you. I've learned.... That love, not time, heals all wounds. I've learned... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile. I've lea

Missed The Memo
You know things arent going your way when you start your day in tears and end it in tears....I thought I was over my emotions of that severing of a relationship but obviously I havent let go.....Some asswipe on here this morning was all nice to me..hitting on me..blah blah blah..he becomes my friend and the *BAM* the insult! This fucktard tells me my "fat pussey" made him want to puke...ok so thats the most personal thing I could post on here and you insult it? FUCK OFF SCUMBAG! I say that now but I immediately blocked him defriended him and ...asked God to have mercy on his asshole sole. ..Day was hectic..all the sme BS...then..starts again....someone complimenting me and ..ofcourse I ask.."you do know im BBW right?" The response is "BBW is not my first choice but I am so horney right now I might feel different in the morning" ....ok so did I miss the memo about make Donna cry day?

~ Carl's Garden ~
Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake. Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well. Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us. He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in W.W.II. Watching him, we worried that although he had survived W.W.II, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity. When he saw the flyer at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he responded in his characteristically unassuming manner. Without fanfare, he just signed up. He was well into his 87th year when the very thing we had always feared finally happened. He was just finishing his watering for the day when three gang members approached

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~ Embracing Ashley ~
TAKE A LONG LOOK AT THE PHOTO AT THE BOTTOM EMBRACING ASHLEY It started out as a fluke. Lynn Faulkner had been offered an extra ticket to a Bush campaign event by his neighbor Linda Prince. Mr. Faulkner decided to offer it to his 15-year old daughter Ashley, who he expected would decline as she would have to miss some school to attend. But his daughter surprised him. Ashley reminded her dad how four years ago they attended a similar event when then Texas Governor George W. Bush visited the same spot on the campaign trail. Ashley remembered attending that event with both her father and her mother Wendy Faulkner. It was raining that day and they all stood in the rain awaiting Governor Bush "eating Triscuit crackers" enjoying the time together and hoping to get a glimpse of the would-be President. Ashley recalled holding her mothers hand as they waited. So she decided to go again this year, but this time her mother could not attend. Wendy Faulkner was murdered on 9/11/200

Poem
Its not mine.... But its great.... Read and think about it.... We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, What this possibly means. With our mouse's we roam, Through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, We type all our woes, Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, To type out our name, We want recognition, But it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes we flirt, In MIRC we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships But why we don't know, But some of these friendships, Will flourish and grow. Why it is on the screen, We can be so bold, Telling our secrets, That have never been told. Why is it we share, The thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, As though we were blind. The answer is simple, It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, And need someone to tell. We can't tell

In The Evening Before....
So tomorrow comes another funeral. Another day where I dress up just to go sit with a dead body and listen to people talk about how wonderful the person was in life, even if they were no where near wonderful. Where tears are suppose to flow and you're callous if you don't. Kleenex's have become out sheilds, protecting our hurt from anyone elses and isolating ourselves within the crowd. Ever wonder why you're alone in the middle of a throng? It's simple. Because we've been taught that's the way to be. In ancient pagan times, funerals were lively. They would hold processions through town and have feasts and celebrate. Death isn't the end, its only a new beginning. Has tarot taught us nothing? If no one died, no one else could be born. It hurts to lose those close to us, it's soul wretching and can make you long for death as well. But it is only natural. You have to remind yourself of that. I never understood the point of a veiwing. You go to a formal room, walking around as quietl

The Bento Patrol
Just when you think you've learned all there is to know about government, you find out something new. For instance, I never knew there was such a thing as the Bento and Musubi Enforcement Branch in the state Health Department, but apparently there is. They are the guys who go around town checking the temperature of Spam musubis and bento lunches. And they've made a shocking discovery: Bentos sits out on counters unrefrigerated for hours at a stretch. Well! As far as they're concerned, this disgusting practice has just got to stop. The public health is in grave danger! I don't know. People have been eating room-temperature bentos for what, 100 years? I don't think they've ever documented a bento-related death. And I've never heard of one person getting sick from eating a musubi. On the other hand. I've heard of a lot of people getting sick from eating poorly cooked hamburgers at well-known fast food places. So, the bento police decided to crack down on box lunches and musubis

String Theory/universe Etc (proper Credits At Bottom Of Page)
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Interjecting some notes about physical space, The Universe Currently, physicists are beginning to believe that the universe isn't as infinite as we once thought. Most are starting to see it as a closed-boundary universe. What this means is that there is a boundary to the universe, but such a boundary that to those within its boundary it would seem infinite. If you got to the edge, you would either wrap around to the other side of the universe or, being that everything is rushing away from the pandimensional "center" of the big bang at an extremely high acceleration (yes, the universe is accelerating according to new measurements), you would either not be able to reach the edge of material space or you would become the edge. For the first boundary, think of it like us living on the surface of the earth. You can look into the horizon and see a "boundary" there. You can walk towards it, run towards

~ A Dad's Poem ~
A Dad's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why He wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all. About a dad she never see a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called, a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was s

~ If I Knew ~
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chanc

~ 1000 Saturdays ... ~
The older I get,the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the kitchen with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it. I turned the volume up on my radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning talk show. I heard an older sounding chap with a golden voice. You know the kind, he sounded like he should be in the broadcasting business himself. He was talking about "a thousand marbles" to someone named "Tom." I was intrigued and sat down to listen to what he had to say. "Well, Tom, it sure sounds like you're busy with your job. I'm sure they pay you w

Congrats ! Congrats ! Congrats !!
THE WINNER OF "SEXIEST PLAYMATE" CONTEST IS DJ LOONEY WITH 11,369 VOTES !! WAY TO GO LOONEY ! THERE WILL BE ANOTHER BULLETIN WITH WHAT HE WON ! AND THANKS TO ALL THAT ENTERED AND VOTED,RATED,COMMENTED !! VERY MUCH APPRECIATED !! THERE ARE SUM PRETTY KICK A$$ CHERRIEZ ON HERE. MAD LUV TO ALL ! XOXO

Hey To All Of My Friends
hey everyone i will try tongiht to get to stop by your profile and give you all some luv if i can i will do it tomorrow but i also what to let you all know that i hve some new prviate pics for my friend shelp your self and rate let me know what you think

Pandimensional Worlds String Theory
I heard or read somewhere about pandimensional worlds, about walking in worlds of smoke, worlds of half truths, worlds of unimaginable beauty. I wonder do these places exist or are they only in our minds. I logically know that it is a THEORY but i do often wonder if such places could and if they did how wonderful they would be or how awful. Speaking of dimensions, I would recommend trying to wrap a brain around the concepts of STRING THEORY (which postulated that there were 10 dimensions)....which later became M THEORY. This theory is the latest product of understand of our universe when it comes to dimensions, and is generally accepted by those in the physics realm as being the definitive, up-to-date theory of our existence.

~~wearing The Thong~~
Subject: Thongs - LOL The Right Way... and The Wrong Way... To Wear A Thong. The Right Way!! THE WRONG WAY!!!! Send this to any woman who could use a laugh, and any man with a good sense of humor! Life is short ~ Dance Naked ~ And Wiggle Your Ass!!!

~ A Peace Plan ~
I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan. 1. The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega, Milosovich and the rest of those good ol' boys: We will never "interfere" again. 2. We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany,France, Spain, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the fence. 3. All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are. France would welcome them. 4. All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to 90 days unless given a special permit. No one from a terrorist nation would be allowed in. If you don't like i

Omg It's Finally Over!! Thank You!!!!
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. *Sorry put in wrong blog folder.. :) *

Part Iii
It seems like we're never going to get to see each other and the days are long and getting longer. Time is slowing down....and I have no idea what's going to happen with me and you. I hate this feeling....I hate being away from you. A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here wi

Just A Futile Blog
Theres an emptiness that weve all felt at one time or another in our life.Everyone has a desire , a need to love or to feel love , its funny to sit back and hear people try to deny it.Its human nature to want , long for , and yes need human companionship.So why then are so many people afraid or ashamed to admit? As a mother I have the greatest love anyone could experience. The unconditional love that everyone seeks in a romantic relationship. I think to my self that should be all the love I need , I dont need a lover , I dont want one , yet I still find my self crying for whats missing in my heart.I find myself laying in bed at night and just crying for what I want , yet believe is impossible for me to attain.I know I can go the rest of my life without a man , or with that love , but isnt it strange , that for something we claim that we dont need we morn so greatly ? I also think its funny how I always manage to set myself for what I cant have .I guess that saying holds so true f

~~they Walk Among Us (and Breathe Our Air)~~
Computer Problems.... This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Helpline which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help Desk employee was fired however, he is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without cause." This is the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee (now I know why they record these conversations) starts here: Employee --"Rich Hall computer assistance; may I help you?" Customer--"Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." Employee --"What sort of trouble?" Customer--" Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." Employee-- " Went away?" Cust

My Tattoo Contest I Need Your Help!!!!!
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what the hell so im bored and these are just well i dont know Trees, have you ever thought about them? Dont worry neither have I. Where this is going I dont know so... here we go. All these little bad ass kids that go up into schools and shit shootin the fuckin place up. How God damn physco do you gota be? Plus I think parents should still beat the little mother fuckers ass. My dad would beat the fuck outa me when I did shit wrong. Dont get me wrong I was one of those little bad ass kids who thought my shit didnt stink, but you gota have something wrong with you to do some of the shit people do these days. Shouldnt parents notice if there kids are that fucked up. Here is something REALLY fucked up that Ive thought about more than once. If I was to ever kill some one i would first knock them out, pinn em crucifix stlye to the wall, making there head look straight down, thumb tack there eyelids to their forehead, and slit in a smiley face motion along the pant line. Now if you do thi

~~for Women Only-pvt Parts~~
This was funny. Poor woman. Many of you with daughters might be able to relate. The Washcloth.............. Ladies this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been re-scheduled for that morning at 9:30 a m . I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am . The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the

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My ex-wife seems to talk a lot of shit behind my back on her myspace blog! I don't know if she even realizes I have read it(only because my fiancee looks at her page everyday, she hates her). I have had some troble seeing my son the last two months, and I guess my boss has not sent in the child support he is required to do each check. Not totally my problem but I would have to send it if he died or something. I think my ex is just pissed that I have moved on in my life so well. Her life is difficult I guess. Our son is autistic, her mom has lung cancer now and she is going to school. Oh by the way she thinks that I am refusing to pay daycare costs. I have NEVER even got a bill or an amount from her! I am going to have to set this straight with her. I am entitled to my own life, even though our son is autistic, she filed divorce papers. Not me! I made some bad choices back then and I wish I had not made them. I still think we would have been divorced anyway. She filed that shit

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Cute
A koala is sitting up a gum tree ... smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says, "Hey Koala ! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and say

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Love is what we make of it Love can be very painful Love can go either way If you find that on to it I you cant hold on to it It asnt meant to be True love paves the road Capture it and you have the world In your hands Love is what you make of it Not what you know believe me I know because I found it And im not letting go distance is in the but we will win In the long run

~~hillary, The Hildabeast~~
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Truth
You war on so long, you forget what the war is for. Is it mere survival? Entertainment, some sort of mental consumables? Those might get you through from day to day. What is it you want? Some sort of wicked and driving hunger for some sort of meaning in the world. A driving force from the mitochondria on up, to give all this meaning. Is meaning what you want? What is that anyway? Family, houses, career, mark on the world? Is that meaning? Chew at it, gnaw, maybe find a scrap on the bones of your experience. Something there, a morsel of meat on the bones of the world. Nothing? Really? Maybe it has been chewed away. Perhaps maybe nothing means anything anymore. Or, perhaps, you've attached too much to the search for meaning (whatever that is) and not enough on just living, and let meaning fall where it will?

And This Is Why I Stopped Shooting Girls In The Cleveland Area...
its because of them and and their boyfriends...long story short, I shot this chick last Jan or so... it was a starter shoot as SHE wanted to do her own personal site... and she got paid for the video so I have all the releases and legal crap to go with it... well the video goes public and the local scene has a SHITFIT... (mostly guys that she turned down now are up her ass becuase they got denied and are giving her shit)... ok so being a nice guy I take the video/photos down and give her 6 MONTHS to payback what I paid her and then i'll give her the videos and rights back... I dont give a fuck... but as I already got dicked out of time, and extra $$ in trying to set her up with her own personal site I was just really irritated with the whole deal and just wanted it done...well months and months go by... not a single dime, not an email or contact saying "here's some $$ can you hold off?" or even in seeing her at shows did I even get a single mention or even a "sorry about that, here hav

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This Poem was written Originally for an assignment in my Creative Writing class that i took last year in high school. God i miss high school =(......but then again College is fucking awesome =P **WHY SHE HATES ME** I tried to sleep Poetry off... like a bad nights drunk. but she held... like a bladder on a long road trip. or a barrel of monkies chain which is odd, only because Poetry and I, have had "issues" since day one. It's no secret that she hates me... But she, she is my cheating spouse. and I, her ever blissful play-toy when i cant think of the right words to tell her... she beats me with thrown writers blocks, And she, she dances over my mind like a black and white dance floor. and I, unable to erase her memory like an etch-a-sketch nightmare, grab that much tighter. We do all the things a good couple should... we sit and talk over alcohol, we stand and lament over politics, we lay for days on the bed that words made, we kiss... But she,

This Kinda Makes Me Sad....
My ninja of dorkiness just informed me of this: "It's been "in development" for nearly five years now, but MTV has yet to officially announce a DVD edition of The State, the sketch-comedy show that, along with Beavis And Butt-head, briefly made the network a home for cutting-edge comedy. Upon its original airing, it was critically reviled as too crude and sophomoric for the kind of sophisticated pundits who made Home Improvement and The Drew Carey Show hits, but The State's cast members have nevertheless been hanging out in the corners of popular culture for more than a decade now, giving birth to the beloved cult favorite Wet Hot American Summer and the similarly misunderstood shows Viva Variety and Stella. Now that the show's most popular descendent, Reno 911, is introducing The State's cast to a broad new audience, the timing has never been better for a DVD release. Unfortunately, all of the red tape surrounding the show's music rights doesn't appear to be going away any time so

He's Dead...so Bury The Fucker Already
Have you ever looked in a mirror and seen someone other than yourself? Like an alter ego, or someone who is not really you? That used to happen to me, but not anymore. The person that I was before is now dead. I no longer think like him. I no longer walk, talk, or act like him. Perhaps, it is my own, personal evolution...or maybe I have become something worse, a monster. In any case, the Michael Stewart of 5 years ago doesn't exist anymore. The struggle within that has gone the past few years is now over. I have purged the entire concept of monogamy from my DNA. It doesn't work for me anymore...it may never work for me again. For someone who has never cheated on a girl his entire life, it is a pretty difficult change to go to "either open relationship, or no relationship" I am willing to give and expect commitment in the emotional form, but sexually, it's a no-go. I can't do it. I can't settle down and be with just one girl. I can't be told to settle down and be with just one girl.

Friendship
Friendship isnt supposed to go away just because you have a fight with someone. True friendship stands through all the b.s. that happens in our lives, and doesnt do spiteful things just to get a lil bit of revenge on the other person. I don't know maybe Im the only one who feels this way. Just bugs me when people get all spiteful over a disagreement and get ugly instead of fighting over what it is they are upset over. Thats my rant fot the day.

Recruiting Entrants!!!
I need some sexy males with musical insturment talent to enter this contest!!! I will be posting the rules etc. soon! If you think you are interested and have any questions msg me! Thanks! Crystal

Poetry
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So My love life is amazing I have this great guy that I want to be with for the rest of my life I have found a great job doing collections soccer season started up & looks promiseing this season my girls are awesome ok so now you may be wondering why I am bloging & a lil upset!!! Time has been passing me by as fast as it can & I have everything most girls dream of a great boyfriend soon to be husband loveing parents great friends a good job a past time that I love & everyone in my family (including my boyfriend) support me in it! But all of this means I am growing up I am no longer the little girl I still wish I was I wish that I could say I was 16 with all the intellect I have now but oh well I will live just had to let it all out thanks to those of you who have taken the time out of your life to read about mine I mean I do have some problems I mean who doesn't??? thanks Lots of love ~Love Always & Forevers Amanda~

Bumblebess In My Head
and other shit.LOL.My fish is blue and michael has big nutz.If you dont like me you can suck my lol thats right bitches my cunt.I can be really sweet or I can be a bitch.Who really likes me how the hell should I know I dont even have a damn crush so i say fuxk it.LOL Ok Im going to bed dang it.

Nuclear Power
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. "The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK". she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea." to which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Love
If you love someone you shouldn't let them go without a good fight. On the other hand if you love someone you shouldn't give up on them so easily. I won't give up that easily without a good fight. That's my opinion anyway!!!

Bad Boyz Fireworks! Home Of The Big Stuff!
Be sure to visit us for a complete tour of everything we have to offer! BadBoyz stores are expanding faster than our waistlines. See below for our current locations. Adding more after New Year's!! St. Charles:Centrally located at Hwy 70 and Zumbehl Rd.,4 exits from St. Louis County! Also in St. Charles - 3120 W. Clay. Steelville/St. James/Cuba: Highway 19 South. Rolla, MO. NEW! Fort Leonardwood, MO NEW! New Orleans Area NEW! LaPlace - 1215 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 (Next to UHaul) Hwy. 51 (Main Street)70068 2300 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 NEW! Baton Rouge Area NEW! 41001 Hwy. 42, Prairyville,LA 70069 Hwy. 42 at Airline Hwy. 70069

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Indian Springs Resort is nestled in the natural beauty of the wooded Ozark Hills and the surrounding valleys. Take a deep breath of our fresh, clean country air and Relax! Our rustic cabins will make you feel at home from the moment you arrive. Every cabin is unique inside and out. We have spacious campsites for those guests who truly enjoy the great outdoors. All of our campsites are located on the beautiful upper Meramec River. Rafting, canoeing, and kayaking will be enjoyed by guests of all ages. Our most popular floats allow our guests to end conveniently at their campsite. There is no betterway to relax than a trip on the upper Meramec River. Indian Springs Resort is the perfect get-a-way for your family and friends. Family owned and operated since 1999 We do all the work you have all the fun! 1-800-392-1110 Calendar of Events 2007 This year the Bar and Dance Hall will be open for the following parties: 5th Annnual Spring Fling Sat May 5 7:30pm This

What Goodbye Means.....
Goodbye is forever. Once you say it there is no coming back. You say good bye to a relationship that ends, a CD that broke, But you should never say goodbye to a loved one, Once you do its a way of saying its over..... If you love someone dont ever say goodbye, say later.... true love never dies, it only gets stronger with time.

Benvenuto & Welcome To Loud-n-proud
Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are warmly received) are what we crave...what we feed on...and what will primarily direct our efforts to serve you. We want to know what "lights your fuse", what turns you on, and what makes you Loud-N-Proud! Let us know your favorite Pyro experiences, what would make those moments even better, what new products you've seen or heard about, or just spill your guts about what makes a Pyro...a Pyro!! For example, I remember one time just after one of our holiday shows, being approached by a Pyro-ette, holding a firecracker and complaining "I just can't seem to get my fuse lit..." I took one look at her "fuse" and knew right away what her problem was. Moisture. It takes concentrated, experienced attention to successfully deal with a wet fuse. Being

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I'm Naked!!!!
AIGHT, BUT I'M ALWAYS NAKED. MY SHOW STARTS IN ABOUT 10 MINUTES. GOOD TUNES, SOMETHING FOR EVERYBODY, UNLESS YOUR A DICK THEN MY MUSIC WILL SUCK TO YOU. LISTEN UP, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, AND DON'T BE AN ASSHOLE CAUSE I'M HUGE IN JAPAN!!!PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND BRINGING THE FUNK!!! LISTEN LIVE ON THE SITE, CLICK HERE

Goonight My Friend
I hope to woke tomorrow to find you are once again happy but if not know you are very much loved and cared for. I love reading all your blogs..It makes me want to write and i know I am no where as good as you. I love you and only want you happy no matter who you are with! So my friend decide tonight . Who you are going to fight for or give up! I say fight for who you want. Damn the torpedos full speed ahead. You can do it! YOu are the one man on here I know can have any woman you want and you chose one special lady. Don't let garbage get in the way of both of you being happy. I am going for now and I hope to see a different person on here tomorrow. Much love to you and all your kin!

If I Was Your Man
.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you let me take you places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the n

Poetry........"those Seeds"
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The Fogotten Cops
The Forgotten Cops What would the average citizen if it were proposed that police officers be assigned to a neighborhood which was inhabited by no one but criminals and those officers would be unarmed, patrol on foot and be heavily outnumbered? I wager that the overwhelming public response would be that the officers would have to be crazy to accept sun and assignment. However as you read this, such a scenario is being played out in all area of the country. We are correctional officers. Not guards (who are people that watch school crossings). We work at minimum, medium, and maximum security Correctional facilities. We are empowered by the state to enforce its penal laws, rules, and regulations of the Departmen of Correctional Services. In short, we are policemen (and women). Our beat is totally inhabited by convicted felons who, by definition, are people who tend to break laws, rules, and regulations. We are outnumbered by as many as 50 to 1 at any given time on our work day and con

Deaf
If I were deaf for a day,it would be perfectly okay for in being deaf I could still see the beauty in the world flowers would bloom just as pretty,And for once,all the noise would stop,and I could think,hugs would still be as warm,kisses will be still soft and sweet,I could still dance to music for I would feel the beat,...I ccould still communicate only in a different way,That is the part of being creative,If I wanted to hear birds sing,all I would have to do is close my eyes and imagine and dream.I would see children laugh and play,and not just babies cry,I would'nt have to listen to the annoying constant ringing of the phone,or anyone screaming and yelling,...I wouldnt have to listen to the sirens,or the traffic that keeps me awake at night.

Drop Your Expectations
“Drop your expectations” Today, I would ask you to release your plans and your worries for a moment and allow yourself to be one with the moment, one with the world, one with all that is in its perfection. Know that you create this world of perception. Know that there are many, many ways to view any one situation. If you have set certain expectations on a moment, then no matter what happens, you feel disappointed because those expectations have not been met. And yet, there may have been many positive outcomes in the situation, simply not those that you expected. If you look back, you will see many instances of this, where a person or a situation did not live up to what you had wanted, but that in retrospect you can see that the situation was acceptable and perhaps even preferable to your expectations. Day dreaming, hoping, and setting expectations are dangerous activities, in that they may color your perceptions of what does happen in an inappropriately negative way. Toda

Love Another Day
Find the words and find the phrase, that describes the way I feel these days. Picking up the pieces of my broken heart, hoping to get the tiniest shards. Love them and leave them that's all I know, because it's all I've ever been shown. My will is strong and I will survive, but right now it feels like I'm dying inside. My pain will end, it will go away. And I will live to love another day.

Papa Roach - Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take thses memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment i'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven..this broken heart of mine One last kiss before i go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss

Lonely
You ask me where beauty lies and I tell you the only one who knows is you. You ask me why the grass is green. I tell you because it's yellow,blue and red. You ask me what think of humanity and I answer you with a grin and a tear. You ask me why we can't find happiness and I tell you, Because some men and women a are more terrified of failure than others. You ask me how old I am I tell you: one death,four applauses and twenty friends old. You ask me whether I am afraid to die and I tell you only if I don't continue to live. You ask me who I am and I hesitate at the question. Sometimes I am happy,often I am angry, there are times when I am very sad, and then sometimes I feel extremely proud. The answer is I really don't know but ask me later when I am lonely, for then I am at my best

Attention Lilly
TELL UR SO CALLED BOYFRIEND. TO PLEASE STOP CALLING ME. I TOLD HIM NOT TO CALL ME AND SO FAR HE HAS CALLED ME 8 TIMES IN A ROW. IM NOT ANSWERING THE PHONE JUST LETTING IT RING DONT U THINK HE SHOULD BE CALLING U INSTEAD HMMMMMMM MAKE THAT ABOUT 15 TO 2O TIMES.I PICKED THE PHONE THE LAST TIME AND TOLD HIM I WAS TURING OFF THE RINGER AND HUNG UP ON HIM.I AM SURE HE IS FUMING. BUT I GOT THE LAST WORD IN. TOLD HIM ONCE I WAS THROUGH WITH HIM AND THEN TOLD HIM TO STOP CALLING ME WHICH DIDNT WORK. SO TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO AWAY DAMN HOW FUNNY. HE HAS ALREADY CALLED ME ABOUT15 TIMES THIS MORNING. THE FIRST ONE AROUND 7:30 A.M AND I AM GETTING ALOT OF BLOCKED CALLS. WELL TALENTED TONGUE.I AM NOT GOING TO CALL OR LEAVE U AN OFFLINE MESSAGE.. I AM CALLING THE POLICE FOR TELEPHONE HARRASSMENT LAST NIGHT AND THIS MORNING.....WHAT PART OF IM THROUGH WITH U AND QUIT CALLING ME DONT U UNDERSTAND

How Can This Be?
Deep with in my heart I've cried so many tears Through my hardships through the years I finally thought I found someone to love But the feelings I guess weren't the same almost was like some cruel game To toy with one's emotions so and make them grow and grow Sometimes you just wonder why there's that sun shining in the sky Pain and deception that I feel inside Something I can no longer hide She was my heart and soul I again was just a fool And I loved her so Love was one-sided I know THough I thought (she told me so) she felt the same what a masterful game To her I was just a senseless game Now I wonder yet again Being the person I once was should I again be the cloud of dust Hidden form the world though that feeling is so cold Knowing I can no longer hold

I Was Only Going To Say This Once, But They Haven't Viewed It Yet
I have two friends who are having it out on my bulletin board putting each other down and causing havoc. I will say this only once: Leave me out of all of it!!! I have no idea what happened to suddenly fill my bulletin board with all of the mess of their fight, and I don't want to hear it, especially if it is only attacking the other person. You two should know who you are, and if you want to talk to me about it like mature, civil people feel free to message me. Otherwise, I am turning off my bulletin board until it blows over. I have enough drama in real life, I don't want it where I come to surf when I need to relax!

Baby
So my sister had her baby today. She went into the hospital yesterday morning in preterm labor and they were trying to stop it. She was only 30 1/2wks and wasn't supposed to have him until 36wks. She was going to be having a c-secion early because he had a birth defect called gastroschisis. So needless to say their best efforts to stop the labor didn't work and her water broke at 6:30 this morning and then delivered at 12:07pm. They haven't measure his length yet, but he weighed 2lbs 10oz and is doing well. Mom is also doing good, but could be better if she were allowed to hold her brand new, first, baby. But congrats to the new Mommy and Daddy!!!

To Be Cont....
as you start to moan i will take you out of me and lean down to bite your nipple as you wince i bite the other still tied, you will start to get frustrated and try to break free... our bodies still heated, i decide to untie you and let u devour every inch of my flesh you pick me up and throw me back down my breasts begging for your kisses u decide that u are going to play your own little game and return the favour, tying me to the bed, you place a blindfold over my eyes, which really gets me going.. i gave you cold pain and you want to do the same to me, so place the ice on my nipples which go hard on impact, then you place my nipples in your mouth sucking greedily and biting hard.. your trail your mouth down and stick the ice there also..my favourite spot licking and teasing me back as punishment for not letting you touch.. i arch my back so you can get deeper into me, moaning softly that i need you inside me now.. still blinfolded you wrap my legs over your shoulders an

Tonight
Tonight I can write the saddest lines the night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance. The night wind revolves in the sky and sings. Tonight I can write the saddest lines I loved him, sometimes he loved me too through the nights when he held me in his arms He kissed me again and again under the endless stars. Its so hard to say good bye, He loved me, sometimes I loved him too. How could one not love his eyes of blue? Tonight I can write the saddest lines To know I don't have him,To feel I lost him. Could we ever be friends again? To hear the immerse night, still more intense without him. And the verse falls to soul like dew when out on a limb. What does it matter my love couldn't keep him. The night shatters and he is no longer with me. Tonight I can write the saddest lines: Please don't go away, I knew you wouldn't stay anyway. I wanted to tell you I loved you, Never wanted to let go I want you to know. Now I'm left astray There's no s

A Cop On The Take:
A Cop On The Take: First he takes ... the oath. Now look at what else he takes: He takes... it in stride when people call him pig. He takes... his lousy pay check realizing he`ll never be rich. He takes... a second job sometimes to make ends meet and support his family. He takes... time to stop and talk to children. He takes... your verbal abuse while giving you a ticket you really deserved. He takes... on creeps you would be afraid to even look at. He takes... time away from his family to keep you safe. He takes... your injured child to the hospital. He takes... the graveyard shift without complaint because it`s his turn. He takes... his life into his hands daily. He takes... you home when your car breaks down. He takes... time to explain why both your headlights have to work. He takes... the job no one else wants--telling you a loved one has died. He takes ... criminals to jail. He takes... in sights that would make you cry. Sometimes he cries t

Darkness
Dark night Starless sky No end in sight To the tears I cry My heart bleeds Like the pouring rain In my room, on my knees What happened to hope What happened to faith Where did they go To bring them back, what need I say I thought I found love Just another slap in the face I guess I wasn't meant to love Only to experience loneliness I hate! Such is my Fate

Kids
after reading a friends blog i had to sit and think and look over at my three childred sleeping, how could god or who ever or what ever you beleive in take the life of a child, they are so innocent to the world around them that it doesnt seem to be fair when we have ppl out there killing others and using others to get farther in life or just for sshear pleaure in themselfs. i myself went threw a life lesson 6 years ago when my son was born premie and they wernt sure if he was going to make it, it makes you stop and relixe what you have and what you stand to loose, im not sure if i caould live life with out my kids and i know i wouldnt want to, children are gods way of letting you know life will go on, they say anyways so how can a child be taken away from this earth , and life go on,, its not something you sit and think about every day and maybe it should be something you think about to relixe life is a gift and it can be taken away at any time from disease or from just getting out of

You Are Loved And Cared For
I don't know what you are feeling but your words tonight say your are hurt. I understand how you feel but I know to the pain does go away. Maybe not all the way but you do feel better. I have been abused, called names, watched as my kids were beat. Made to feel worthless but all that aside, it has helped me in order ot help others. God allows things ot enter our lives to make us stronger. Everythign I have gone through over my life I know God allowed so I can help people. I have learned the signs of drug abuse and the signs of a broken spirit. I still have days to where I feel sorry for myself and then I see soemone worse off then me and my heart goes out to them. You can make this all turn around. I know you can. I believe in you. YOu are the Ambassador!!!! You can do anything you want to do. So DO IT!!!! Quite talking and just go to her. She loves you man and I damn sure know you love her. Quit walling in your self petty and talk to her.

Work
If you are a cop, were a cop, live with a cop, or are close to a cop you will recognize alot of the following: FASCINATION STAGE - 1st thru 4th year of Law Enforcement. For most officers, this is their first time outside of the middle class bubble. They have never seen a dead body, never seen life-threatening injuries, never dealt with a family disturbance, never witnessed the squaller some people call "living life", and never really understood the phrase "Man's Inhumanity To Man" until now. Everything is new to them. You can ID them by the amount of fancy new equipment they carry...a ten BILLION candlelight power flashlight, "state-of-the-art" holster, pens that write in the rain, a ballistic vest rated to stop Tomahawk missiles, and an equipment bag large enough to house a squad of Marines. They love it, showing up early for their shift. They work way past the end of their shift without even considering an OT slip. They believe rank within the department is based only on

Love.
LOVE. Almost impossible to believe; incredible. Informal. exceptionally good or unusual; marvelous; superb: a fabulous bargain; a fabulous new house. told about in fables; purely imaginary: the fabulous exploits of Hercules. known about only through myths or legends.

My Life
all my life i have been played and hate it my babys daddy was a player and abusove couldn't take it so i left state with my baby thats why i am in nc i use to live in va. not i am in a mest up town hate it here but i will be here till i fine the man of my dreams so if ur not a player holler at me

But You Are Gone
She lied and tricked and scammed me She cursed me and Goddamned me Exhausting me with all her drama While I the fool rushed down to hell for duty Drawn to doom by an unseen siren's beauty I was a good sport and I did my level best And I believed as she deceived and cheated me I was in love and never mind all the rest Now she lies in the arms of an enemy The worst take what they want from the best of us Their hearts are so small but their egos are big Enough for all and each of the rest of us I look back now so sadly Why did it have to end like this? It all turned out so badly Now I will never taste her kiss I loved that girl... so madly... Oh Smile Shining in the Sky! Who are you really? Oh transcendental butterfly! Please... come back to me... But you are gone... ...If you ever were Dusk without dawn... ...And life without her

If I Was Your Boyfriend
.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you let me take you places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have i ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the n

Poem Erotic
Tempo of Siren Brisk water shrouds me and elevates me toward- the evening moon. The water intoxicants my exposed breasts fondling them- as the devil lips. Disoriented in the surreal emotions- for the moment I close my eyes allowing the water to knead- my nakedness. He watches from the shore removing his clothes a little uncomfortable. ‘Tonight is not for colour it is all gray I say.’ I let my feet brush the sandy depth of the riverbed and I turn to him. ‘You are a siren’; he whispers sluggishly coming to me. A secluded smile curves my ripe lips and I shake my head no. ‘ If anything I am just a modest woman misguided in darkness.’ ‘If you are not a siren than why do you arouse me so.’ I reach out and bring his face close to mine. ‘I arouse you not of body but of soul’ I ease my tongue along his lip and he exhales allowing my tongue- to skip inside. He reac

Mother God (the Goddess) American God.
MOTHER GOD (THE GODDESS) American GOD. The Supreme Being, understood as Life, Truth, Love, Mind, Soul, Spirit, Principle. Asexual reproduction. Independent of sexual processes, esp. not involving the union of male germ cells. Not having or involving sex; "an asexual spore"; "asexual reproduction Produced without sexual action or differentiation The force, effect, or a manifestation or aspect of this being. Relating to, produced by, or involving reproduction that occurs without the union of male and female gametes, as in binary fission or budding. The one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe. Presiding over worldly affairs. A supreme being according to some particular conception: the GOD of mercy. A being conceived as the perfect, omnipotent, omniscient originator and ruler of the universe, the principal object of faith and worship in monotheistic religions. A being of supernatural powers or attributes, believed in and worshiped by people,thought

God In U
GOD IN U I CANT BELIEVE THIS MOMENT YOUR STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME I'M MESMERIZE BY THE LOOK IN YOUR IN YOU EYE'S IT MAKES ME WANT TO GIVE YOU, LADY THE BEST OF ME I FOUND A GOD IN U I CANT BELIEVE THIS FEELING I DONT NEED TO LOOK NO MORE BECAUSE I ALL NEED I FOUND IN YOU I FOUND A GOD IN U OOH LADY WORK YOUR MAJIC ON ME WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO DO I'LL DO IT FOR YOU I FOUND A GOD IN YOU written by myke bragg. from the cd welcome 2 venus under restorestion right now coming soon.

It Had To Be Like This I Always Knew"..
It Was Always You So here we are finding ourselves alone After all these years unexpectedly And yet expected because always known Since this is how it is with you and me It had to be like this I always knew That you and I would be alone at last For those who tell the future from the past Could always tell that it was always you

Goddess God (definition Of Happiness).
GODDESS God (definition of happiness). Pleasure, joy, exhilaration, bliss, contentedness, delight, enjoyment, satisfaction. Happiness, bliss, contentment, felicity imply an active or passive state of pleasure or pleasurable satisfaction. Happiness results from the possession or attainment of what one considers good: Bliss is unalloyed happiness or supreme delight: the bliss of perfect LUST . Contentment is a peaceful kind of happiness in which one rests without desires, even though every wish may not have been gratified: contentment in one's surroundings. Felicity is a formal word for happiness of an especially fortunate or intense kind: to wish a relationship felicity in life. with love, Myke.

Just Got To Thinkin And Reminiscing
You know what I haven't done in a while that made me feel proud to be me? Made me feel like a man and worth something? Made me express feel powerful and strong, dominant and respected, just made me proud to be who I am? Fuck! I mean lay it down! Make the bed bang against the wall, make a woman scream out while I'm drivin it in deep and hard. Makin the titties bounce back and forth. Just dominate some pussy. Not even to come just to poundin away just for the power and sheer pleasure of it. I miss the sound of wet fleshy slaps, flesh on flesh, sloppy, passionate, intense FUCKING! I just want to feel my dick drivin inside a woman makin her scream and scratch, pull and squeeze my body. Just have a time with it. You know that part of it where it's real good unlike the fumbling beginning and the careless ending. Tha part in between when the man is at his best not too energetic but not spent. That time in the missionary position where his rock hard dick is just right. That's what I miss

Your A Woman
YOUR A WOMAN (HAPPY VALENTINESDAY) I LOVE WHEN YOUR LOVE TAKES OVER ME WHEN WE MAKE LOVE ITS PURE EXTACY LADY YOU ARE THE ESSENCE OF SENTUALITY YOUR BODY IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN BRING ME DOWN TO MY KNEES THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR MAJIK MAKES ME EAGER TO PLEASE OOH IT DRIVES ME CRAZY WHEN YOU TALK DIRTY TO ME YOU MAKE ME WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERY BIT OF ME OOH I LOVE THE WAY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR BODY GIVES ME CHILLS AND WHEN YOU KISS ME IT GIVES ME THRILLS ,BUT MOST OF ALL I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL YOUR A WOMAN. with love, Myke. I LOVE WHEN YOUR LOVE TAKES OVER ME WHEN WE MAKE LOVE ITS PURE EXTACY LADY YOU ARE THE ESSENCE OF SENTUALITY YOUR BODY IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN BRING ME DOWN TO MY KNEES THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR MAJIK MAKES ME EAGER TO PLEASE OOH IT DRIVES ME CRAZY WHEN YOU TALK DIRTY TO ME YOU MAKE ME WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERY BIT OF ME OOH I LOVE THE WAY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR BODY GIVES ME CHILLS AND WHEN YOU KISS ME IT

All I Have Left Is Poetry
If I Fall I Fall in Love Saint Ignatius good and gracious What is a wanderer to do? Shenanigans afoot I see Come thick and fast out of the blue As I end up where I begin This world does not agree with me And quite possibly not with you Wary with no sanctuary Death is scary but life is too Armor is not efficacious Against a foe which waits within All I have left is poetry The earth beneath the sky above One too cramped one too capacious I like the sea where sirens sing And if I fall I fall in love But love is all and everything

You Are Not A Failure!!!
Don't ever think that of yourself...You have given some people on here the desire to write to do thing they would never have done before. Quite feeling sorry for yourself and pick yourself up. Life goes on and tomorrow is another day to fight the battle. Rest tonight for tomorrow you will have your answer I am sure. You have blessed a lot of people on here so don't think you matter. YOu had me happy, sad and so angry at one time and then I realized I was using you to make me happy. I make my own happiness. I can chose to be either happy, sad, depressed, horny whatever..I decide not some person . Get over it and move on or take a stand and go after what you want. True love never leaves. True love ...man you just have to go after her and stop whinning. YOu love her and she loves you. Enough said!!

I See The Moon Out My Lonely Window
"But if it must not cannot be / Then it must be all right with me / I am a little slow but you see / I learn".. waxing waning waiting I see her friends do not trust me anymore First I lost the battle then I lost the war Very well then if I must let my love go I must but how to bear this I will never know... Angel please come back to me Harbinger of destiny Muse of my every ecstasy Return But if it must not cannot be Then it must be all right with me I am a little slow but you see I learn I see the moon out my lonely window And look up to you as I wait below...

Numerous Inspiration.... Behind There Too...
“Get down on your knees and thank God you are on your feet.” – Irish saying “Happiness is not a state to arrive at, but a manner of traveling.” – Margaret Lee Runback “Early to bed and early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise.”—Unknown “Nothing happens unless first a dream.” – Carl Sandburg “Life only demands from you the strength you possess.” – Dag Hammarkjold “I’ve got a theory that if you give 100% all the time, somehow things will work out in the end.” – Larry Bird “It takes more distress and poison to kill someone who has peace of mind and loves life. – Bernie S. Siegel “We must walk consciously only part way toward our goal, and then leap in the dark to our success. – Unknown “Joy is the simplest form of gratitude. – Karl Barth “It’s the way you ride the trail that counts. – Dale Evans “The essence of love is kindness. – Robert Louis Stevenson “Happiness and moral duty are inseparable connected.” – George Washington “What is wron

Numerous Strange News... I'm Behind Lol
In the US, a house catches on fire every 45 seconds. All polar bears are left handed. Duct tape was invented in 1930. It was originally called Dryback. Did you know that every three seconds a baby is born in this world? If a pearl is placed in a tub of vinegar it will eventually dissolve. The black rat’s scientific name is Rattus rattus rattus. The most popular fruit in America is the banana. Baseball manager Tommy Lasorda always ate linguine before each game for good luck. Bing Crosby turned down the role of TV detective Columbo. Thankfully, Peter Falk was there to wear the trench coat. Only the U.S., Canada, Mexico, France, Australia and the U.K. celebrate Valentine’s Day. Brides don’t walk down the aisle of the church (the aisles are on either side). Brides walk down the nave. Blonde beards grow faster than darker beards. Richard Nixon was the first U.S. President to visit all 50 states. The composer of ‘Take Me Out to the Ballgame’ saw his f

The Votes Are In!
congrats to all the contestants! you're all winners in my book! :o) remember that all ratings count as 2 points and each comment as 1!! heres the final verdict of the "sexxiest man of UK contest": 8 ratings and 17 comments= 33 points for UK's Sexy Male 8 ratings & 44 comments= 60 points for Batteries Included 8 ratings & 149 votes= 165 points for Rabbit999 10 ratings & 180 comments= 200 points for Soulsinger 16 ratings & 230 comments= 262 points for The Dragon Slayer 21 ratings & 1103 comments= 1145 points for I love my sexy girls on tap 41 ratings & 4424 comments= 4506 points for Fatz in 3rd place: 109 ratings & 8224 comments= 8442 points for Rev in 2nd place: 78 ratings & 14454 comments= 14610 points for Staz in 1st place: 90 ratings & 14819= 14999 points for Badraven

Help
This is bs!!! I have asked my friends here on Ct for help w/a new program that i can use for downloading music, and not any of ya are willing to help me!!!! I was using morpheus but its now freakin out on me!!!! can anyone help me find a good and simple one to use.

Damnit,i Love You
If you are cross and I say you hurt me You tell me I am feeling sorry for Myself... now where have we heard that before? Is that what your abuser told you? That is what my abuser told me They should not have said that to us: should we? Hold me and let me hold you! If you feel it is hopeless let it go But if we do not try we will not know I love you... I love you... I love you... always... always.... always

An Interesting Article
Why I Loathe Black History Month How long will it be before my oblivious, white-looking biracial children notice that their militant black mother has no use for Black History Month? By Debra J. Dickerson I dread February. I didn’t always. Though I make my living writing about race, Black History Month made about as much an impression on me as Arbor Day or a one-month anniversary with a new boyfriend who didn’t know that his days were already numbered. It’s all much ado about nothing, a purely symbolic exercise. I maintained a respectful silence about Black History Month since so many others were pretending it mattered. So I used to be able to just ignore it—it barely penetrated my c

Porn. Why Is Sex So Taboo?
Porn. Why is sex so taboo? Sex has been since the beginning of time.(NOT TO SOUND CLIQUE.) Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, #, etc, etc,... GODDESSES displaying their sexuality as Goddess Mystic from ancient times to planetary. Venus (My signs' ruler)to Alphrodite. Even THE DARK MOTHER the Naughty MYSTIC GODDESS OF THE MOON. SEX IS ONE OF HUMANS FIRST NATURAL INSTINCTS:> From sexuality displayed in the ancint time of "CLEOPATRA' to books of Tantra, to Playboy, Hustler, even Vivid Productions. The GODDESS has shown humanity the art of SEX, ECSTASY & LOVE. SO I SAY TO ALL THE GODDESSES CELEBRATE YOUR SEXUALAITY. AND TO ALL THE FREAKS FUCK ON !!!!!!!!! Myke.

She
I am very hurt And so is my skin So do not insult Me or call me names You played silly games And as a result You no longer seem clever That is if you ever Were I do not do this for you I am not here to amuse I seek to speak straight and true Only to my muse to Her

A Night With Melissa
Night With Melissa another true story from chipair. the names have been changed to protect the not so innocent! We met Melissa through another couple we knew. She had expressed an interest to them about group sex and they were trying to get her to try a threesome with them. We were planning on going to a swingers party with the other couple and they invited Melissa along. The other couple told us that they would be bringing their female friend with them. We couldn't wait to meet her. We got to the party before they did and sat at a table and waited for them to show up. They showed up soon after with Melissa behind them. As soon as I saw her I recognized her. Although we live in a big city the neighborhood is small. I knew we had seen her around. We made eye contact and there was a spark of recognition and mutual interest. The three of them came over to our table and we started talking. It turned out that Melissa was very easy to talk to and had this cute southen accent. My wife

Gone 2
As long as I have the sky Let all the rest of it go For if the sky is in my Eye at least I always know I have a roof over me And I will never feel jailed A fantastic view and free What if the world says I failed? The truth is I don't care That was then and this is now I left it all back there And I will get by somehow I packed up some books in this old backpack I don't give a damn and I won't look back

Fuck Me Questionare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Gone
When the night opens its arms to receive A wanderer otherwise deeply lost Something within him begins to believe That it was worth it whatever it cost That whoever he is will be all right Being embraced in the arms of the night A good night's journey and a good day's rest Although he is not going anywhere The wanderer looks to the flaming west At dusk and then the burning east at dawn But he has already been here been there And more than anything likes to be gone Just to look up into the sky and stare To the night's dark heart where the bright stars shine And see he has been granted his request "What lies in-between dusk and dawn is mine" You never know when you get home until The scattered things gather and then you feel The rightness of it and he always will Find home in the dark which the stars reveal He prefers midnight to the dusk and dawn And more than anything likes to be gone

Stay?
if you love someone and want to be with them but they hurt you (not physically) should you stay with them when you know that they are jsut going through a ruff time. i dont knwo what to do. he ignores me but says he loves me. he doesnt seem to care but when we are together we are so happy. i hurt shoudl i just go off that emotion.

Another Of My Favorite Songs By The Alan Parsons Project........
If you believe in the power magic, I can change your mind And if you need to believe in someone, Turn and look behind When we were living in a dream world, Clouds got in the way We gave it up in a moment of madness And threw it all away Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done? If you believe in the power of magic, Its all a fantasy So if you need to believe in someone, Just pretend its me It aint enough that we meet as strangers I cant set you free So will you turn your back forever on what you mean to me? Dont answer me, dont break the silence Dont let me win Dont answer me, stay on your island Dont let me in Run away and hide from everyone Can you change the things weve said and done

In The Darkness
DO KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO FEEL THE WARMTH SUNLIGHT I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW CAUSE I'VE BEEN CHILLIN IN THE DARK FOR SO MANY YEARS THAT I QUESTION LOVE IN MY HEART I HATE EVERYONE AND I HATE EVERYTHANG EXCEPT ALL THE JUGGALO'S AND ALL THE LOVE THAT THEY BRING..... MASS MURDER MAKES ME HAPPY DEAD BODIES MAKE ME HAPPY SAY WHAT YOU WILL OF ME I'LL ALWAYS HAVE JUGGALO FAMILY!!!

He Did What In Church?
A man who went to church with his wife always fell asleep during the sermon. The wife decided to do something about this. One Sunday, she took a long hatpin with her to poke him with every time he would doze off. As the preacher got to a part in the sermon where he shouted out, "And who created all there is in 6six days and rested on the seventh," she poked her husband, who came flying out of the pew and screamed, "Good God almighty!" The minister said, "That's right, that's right," and went on with his sermon. The man sat back down, muttering under his breath and later began to doze off again. When the minister got to, "And who died on the cross to save us from our sins," the wife hit him again, and he jumped up and shouted, "Jesus Christ!" The minister said, "That's right, that's right," and went on with his sermon. The man sat back down and began to watch his wife and when the minister got to, "And what did Eve say to Adam after the birth of their second child?" the wife start

New Tattoo...
I got my right sleeve started on Saturday (Feb. 24th). I have a stylized sun design on my inner forearm that will be incorporated into the sleeve & a very poorly done celtic design that I got when I was 18 that will be covered up. I discussed the design when my artist was working on my left arm. You can see pictures of that tattoo in my gallery. I hadn't seen the drawing prior to Saturday, but I wasn't worried. Let's just say when I saw it I was blown away. It is nothing short of awesome. It will take about 20 hours of work & won't be done until June or so. I can't wait. Now there are many great tattoo artists out there, but I have to say again, mine is awesome. If you'd like, you can check him out at http://www.clintdanroth.com. Tattoos are turning into a bit of an addiction. I've already got the idea for my next one.

Anticipation...
I think about the things we are yet to share, looking into your eyes when you climax, the feel of you entering me. The rhyme we will create together. Will you kiss the center of my back after you have taken me anal? Then collapse on top of me both of us facing down and neither one of us wanting to move, and I certainly won’t want you to exit me. Just a hint: after you have brought me to climax in my pussy, I’m so sensitive I can feel you...for lack of a better word, deflate inside me and I will continue to have smaller orgasms. I wonder if your ticklish just behind your balls where I love to suck? Will I be able to get one of your balls in my mouth, or just part? What will your tongue feel like on my breast, nipples and will you ignore the rest of my breast? Will you bite hard? And if so, on my breast, and ass? I wonder if when I’m finished and go to get a warm wash cloth, a dry hand towel and the baby powder to clean you up afterwards, will you think I’ve left you? Will you be so rush

Poetry
Open My Heart Current mood: indescribable Open my heart and what will you find? Scars upon scars, some the killing kind Some are old and some are new Some still sting and some bleed through I know they are here but you might not They're deep down inside and hurt a lot I often wonder how it might feel to be free To not have these wounds reminding me The darkness the pain, gosh I'm so sick of it But then who would I be if they didn't exist? I can't get the darkness out of my sight It blinds me, it finds me, just doesn't seem right Imagine looking into a mirror without fear Imagine a day that I don't shed one tear I feel too much, perhaps this is my curse I hang on too long I don't know which is worse Open my heart and what do you see? Scars upon scars but they all define me ~~Samantha~~

My Love
My Love I can still remember the first night I saw you. I was walking down Main Street, the moon was full, the air was chilled. It was already a perfect night. But then out of no where I see you standing alone. Your hair shined as the moon's rays touched it. Your body was perfect, and your legs seemed like they should go on forever. I knew at that moment I had to make you mine. There was no getting around it, and no getting over it. I watch you for the first time that night. You walked on down the street after a few moments. Your whole body seemed to glide over the hard sidewalk, you should have been walking on soft green grass, so that your feet would have in no way felt pain. You walked on for about ten minuets, then walked into an apartment building. Oh how happy you had made me by leading me to your castle. Surely though a Goddess such as you are, should never have lived in such an ugly building. I would have to make sure you were moved to some pla

Poetry
If Love If love was blindness I would never see If love was darkness I would never be free If love was heartless I would feel no pain If love was mindless There would be no shame If love was music I would always dance If love was you I would take a chance If love was poetry I would always write If love was a star I would see the light if love was blackness I would hold out my hand If love was darkness I would finally understand ~~SAMANTHA~~~

To The Ladies
Thank you for everything you do everyday. Thank you for making a drab world more beautiful, for brightening up the day. Thank you for all the comments, all the pictures, and all the wonderful conversations. Thank you for sharing your beautiful bodies, for sharing everything you are, inside and out. Thank you for showing me that I am not the only one with desires, for showing me that I'm normal. Thank you for being beautiful, for being sexy, for being amazing. Thank you for being you, and sharing yourself with me.

What The Fuck Ever
to all whom it may concern im sick of this you think you know a person and then you wait a min and then you figure it out its all a fucking lie im sick of putting everything n the line and in the end throwing it away i hate the way you all think you know me when in fact only a few do know a small part of me thngs you all should know about me i fucking hate shit talking and shit talkers i fucking hate DRAMA with a passion i fucking hate how people think they know me i fucking hate the way i get put in the middle i fucking hate how i deal with dram and come here and get another dose of it i fucking hate ATTENTION WHORES i fucking hate fake ass friends and people i fucking hate solving others issues i fucking hate back stabbing bitches i fucking hate life in general i fucking hate not haveing money i fucking hate the way i feel right now i fucking hate people who feel the need to start shit to feel like there the bigger person(your not) i fucking hate the way i help every

Unfortunatelly
Saturday night and the weather agrees All of the pieces form into one whole Warm open sky bears a beckoning breeze Bringing the universe into my soul New Moon-bright stars wink at me through the trees Magic is sparkling around me tonight I was born just for such moments as these Here from the womb of the transfigured night This is the cure for my lonely disease For you are with me wherever you are Flashing around me elusive firefly The moon veils her face revealing a star I never would have noticed had she shone Finding you finding myself not alone

To My Friend 'sunny"
I am not sure you will read this but my friend for that is how i see you, need to cheer up. I can read your pain and I am not sure what happened and I pray to God I didn't do anything to interfer if I have please let me know so I can fix the mistake. I want you to be happy with who you have chosen. I know i wasn't your choice and i can live with that. I want to see you back to being happy. Forget the idiots on here as they only want to use you. GO with your heart. You know what you both feel so don't let some petty witch steal it from you both. Screw the idiots! Be happy and live your life with the one woman who caught your heart not all those losers on here who just want you to talk sexy to them. My brother my friend...be happy with your love.

Busted
I am here 5 minutes and they are on my case cause I have Hemp pictures. Some how a plant is Mature content not suitable for work. DENVER LEGALIZES MARIJUANA 53% - 46%! by CC Magazine update (01 Nov, 2005) Denver voters make adult possession of one ounce or less of marijuana legal. Denver became the first city in the nation to make the private use of marijuana legal for adults 21 and older as an alternative to alcohol, a far more harmful drug. By 10.45 p.m. Tuesday night, with 100% of the votes tallied, the Alcohol-Marijuana Equalization Initiative had passed 53.49% YES to 46.51% NO. The Alcohol-Marijuana Equalization Initiative is the first local measure in the nation to draw a comparison between the harms of alcohol and marijuana. The successful I-100 campaign focused on the vast number of health, safety and social problems associated with alcohol use, promoting marijuana use to avoid the prevalence of such problems. The campaign pointed to government reports and scho

Wanna Know More About The Insane Italian Redneck ?
WOW, thanks, that's a compliment in itself. Well, the easy was would be to just check out my profile on myspace and go to www. myspace. com/american_thundershark lots more pics, that i'll eventually put here on Cherry. Again, Thank you, Stormy

Oasis Of Lust
We walked into the garden hand in hand; such a beautiful day. You picked a flower, we shared the smell, then placed it in my hair. Your pause, stand back and look at me, which took me by surprise; I wonder what you see... You took me into your arms and squeezed me with desire, your lips finding my neck, and claiming their place. Your hands fonded my breast on my clothes, and then found their way to the buttons yet you stopped. You look around and spot a place in the tall grass, lead me to it, and tenderly lay me down. Leaning over me with the sun behind your head puts a bright halo into effect, and the tender way your touching me feels as a dream might. The sun warming our bodies, the bees buzzing around us. The smell delighting us. You slip your hand under my top and instead of unbuttoning, you lightly pull my top apart. Without a bra, my breast beam into the sun light and your mouth moisten my nipples as a plant might need water. Your hands drift to my short and pull them off withou

Review-icecream!
ok i know i have been on in like, forever, but i'm in pensacola for a few days and found the most amazing ice cream in like..... ever! its a place called marble slab creamery, if you ever see this place, stop and getcha some! it rocks! i was in heaven with my blueberry shake... mmmm. tomorrow, strawberry sunday!!! yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuumy!

Thinking Of You...
You came to my door with a dozen red roses in a vase, and a white silk blindfold in the other. I take the flowers and place them on the table; you came up from behind give me, and placed a gentle kiss on the neck, and place the blindfold over my eyes. Then you lead me out to the car. I'm both scared and excited. We drive neither saying a word . Finally, you stop the car and get out, open my door and the smell of wild flowers is the first thing I notice. The next thing I sense is the silence, the only sound is the babble from a near by brook. You lead me to an awaiting a picnic basket, and a spread out blanket. There you seat me and open the basket , it has fruits of all kinds and a bottle of white wine. You feed me the fruit and we drink some of the wine, you tease me with different foods from the basket. Touching my tongue, some rolling over my body, and some squeezing juices out on me . After your finish you reach out and kiss me softly on the cheek, and follow my neck down to my sho

Birthday
February Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent andclever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. [no image]

Fun In The Sun...
A hot afternoon and we're baking in the sun, you reach for my hand and we run to the ocean to cool off; we begin to play, splashing, laughing and enjoying each other. You pull me to you, looking into my eyes we kiss. You reach down, grab my ass, and pulling me to you; I can feel you getting harder. You slide your hand inside the bottom of my suit, running it over my ass, applying a little squeeze,then around to my pussy. Breaking our kiss to pull me tighter, as your fingers find my clit. You look around to seeing people walking and playing on the beach, and feel the excitement of doing something taboo, as the waves sway us back and forth. You whisper into my ear, " I want you now", and I reach for your cock, as you slip my suit down. I help guide you into me feeling a delight as a mixture of salt water, my wetness greets the ridges and creases of your cock as you inter me. We sway with the waves as our rhythm increase. You stop and turn me around so my back is too you, as you slide you

Ok, Ok, I Get It.
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Actually...
Jax was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in a field ... you've been caught by Alf! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com The weirdest place I've ever had sex was in the Ripley's Believe it or Not museum in N'awlins during Mardi Gras. But, I don't think that's an option for these quizzes, lol.

Just A Tingly Feeling...
I'm feeling kinda horney right now, anyone else feeling that way too? I just want to know who else feels that way. Is this normal? LMAO! Much love to all my Cherry family & friends. I'm feeling generous... XO'S

Sex...
I've had a day like the past 7 years, bored. As I lay around waiting for something (I don't know what) to change, you call and ask to come over. I happily agree and jump in the shower to freshen up. Remember the last time we were together (with a smile on my face)I make sure my body is smooth, all cleaned out. You come into the house as if you do it everyday and push me against the wall with a long passionate kiss. Within minutes we head off to the bedroom and close the outside world behind us. You strip down as I light a candle then return to your body. It's a entertainment to me, to break up my daily routine. I explore your body with a burning desire to devour you. I slowly untangle the hair around your cock and balls not wanting to pull any. Your body smells are inviting me closer; your smiling down at me knowing what's to come. I ask you to lay on the bed where I can get to you better and you glide over and in position. I love the way your balls lay and I try to get my mouth un

Just Wanted To Say Hello
were to start iam new to this my name erica aka something tasty :)iam 32 years old from new york i have no kids dont want any i enjoy traveling and meeting new people iam a bisexual women i like to hangout with friends when iam not doing that i work as a sub teacher in the high school i love horror movies music video games reading amd being my wildself lol iam iam a pain at times but for the most part iam a sweet heart i love to joke around and make people laugh well i guess thats it for now take care iam always looking to make new friends hope to hear from you erica

Forced
Right away when he walked in I could tell he was nerves so I asked him to mix us a drink. After chit-chat, and several drinks later; it was time for the kid gloves to come off. A small gesture of bumping into someone can be the opening for a lot of things....(smiling). A quick turn while moving the breast close enough to tease, does wonders. From there a very soft whisper makes him get close into you and before you know it your lips are feeling the smoothness of each others (for lack of a better word) alpha for the first time. Then, a roaming of the hands lets the other one know it's ok to touch and your off to a wonderful, investigating touch and experimenting session. This one became different, he laid on the bed with his clothes on, waiting for me to lay in his arms. After a very nice, long, sometimes heavy, sometimes soft kissing session and some more whispering about things to come; my clothes came off, and his half way did. He wanted to please me first. He when down on me and

10 Rules Of Cyber Sex!
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

People On This Site Need To Calm The Fuck Down.
what is wrong with you people?!? do you really have that big of an inferiority complex that you have to bash on everything i do? get over your self pity, and leave me alone. to the others out there that aren't like this-- i enjoy having you as friends, and hope you aren't as easily influenced as some of the morons on this site. I'm a 20 year old woman. girl. female. it shouldn't matter. we all have the same problems and y'all need to calm your shit down. that's all for now. bye.

As If Anyone Cares
have to pick up my pieces somehow But they are all over the floor I have to get myself together now I cannot get out my front door My medication is insufficient At poetry I seem quite proficient Does anybody really care? I am neither here nor there but nowhere And now I wonder what to do I used to be someone but I forgot Who maybe you I never knew What hit me what fit me or who I was I only wrote these lines because I wanted to reach out to you

Living Me Die Alone
You sought me out you snatched me out of hell Out of the dark your voice of light again Called me and echoed hope in me through pain Have we not loved each other wise and well? If anyone can do it is you Who are my dream can make this dream come true Of two as one triumphant in this life I as your husband and you as my wife I am a child I know but I refuse To let death separate my love from me I cannot let go of you cannot lose This only hope which I have ever known Come back to me my love! Come back and choose Life in my arms... nor leave me die alone

One Of My Poems
Me and You.... Do you love me? Do you not? You told me once but I forgot. I picked you from the very best because I loved you the best. IF you were to die before I do I would Kill myself to be with YOU! Written in 1998.

Why Life Is Easier For Men
Why Life Is Easier For Men 1. Your ass is never a factor in a job interview. 2. Your orgasms are real. Always. 3. Your last name stays put. 4. The garage is all yours. 5. Nobody secretly wonders if you swallow. 6. Chocolate is just another snack. 7. You can be President. 8. You can wear a white shirt to a water park. 9. Foreplay is optional. 10. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. 11. Car mechanics tell you the truth. 12. You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut. 13. The world is your urinal. 14. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. 15. You never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too icky. 16. You don't have to schedule sex, vacations, wearing that new outfit,etc. around your reproductive system. 17. Same work. . .more pay. 18. Wrinkles add character. 19. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. 20. Wedding dress $200

Have You Ever Had An Orgasm That Made You Piss Yourself??
SOOO, my friend messaged me this, right? Totally crazy. Laughed my ass off... Did you know, only 30% of women have had a real orgasm? I read it in cosmo... totally insane... and of that 30% only like 20% can have multiple orgasms... although women lie to men about it :) don't we *lol* what i find funny is how a guy can go "Oh i would know it if she were faking" OOHHH BULLSHIT!!!! Man, i have learned to fake those suckers... esp. if a guy sucks in bed, but i don't wanna be mean... i have learned to control the muscle movements 'down there'... oh yeah... i'm slick *lol* anyways, i just thought i would add all of that... her comment got me to thinkin... so i thought i would say something

Homeless
So yesterday I was just thinking my random thoughts while I was out paying bills, fun, huh, well anyway during that time I saw a homeless woman, and I looked at her with respect knowing that with what life has handed her and all the others, they are the surviors, fighters, the ones who live life for life not the rat race we follow. Do you think when they were children they said Hey, when I grow up I wanna be homeless. I doubt it, we all have childhood dreams of success, families, love, wealth. Do you have all that you have dreamed, are you happy or is it always wanting more? We watch movies and TV watching others with the choices they have made. We read all about finding yourself, believing in all that can be thought. Do you help the ones that need? Or do you look away, with disgrace. If every home in America was to take in just 1 homeless the world would smile with the knowledge of giving. Its not about what we take from others, its about the smile and warmth that we give. Sit for

Hey Everybody, I'm Backkkkkkk............
Hey everybody, sorry for my long disappearance. Thanks for being patient with me. I think i am almost back to normal,lol, if thats possible. I am going to need your help in making some decisions here shortly. I will post some mums if you would please leave me your opinions and comments, it would mean a whole lot to me. I have to choose some pix for posters and stuff. Also if you like any of the clothing line please let me know. Thanks again everybody for your gifts, comments, and well wishes and most of all being patient with me!! Lots of luv!! Lil Mama

Dangers In Mumming Drunk.....
Well I went and put my foot in it big time last night. After several hours and a 6 pack, I posted a mumm that was taken down in about 60 seconds. Today my Mumming priviledges are gone. *SIGH* And I so liked asking stupid questions in mumms... the pics of bridges I got...the pics of food, the disgusted comments... so let that be a lesson to you boys and girls, and don't mumm drunk! rob

Please
You turn your head and turn away From what you dare not understand As darkness overcomes the day I turn my heart and turn my hand To reach out in a gesture of Defiant hope and stubborn love Believing that you still might see If through the gloom and fleetingly My hand extended reaching to Find yours tonight that we might touch Across the darkness me and you To arc the spark of life again The hope of love we need so much To get us through this night of pain We feel the light no longer seen And I know you know what I mean By touch we see: come back to me

To All My Friends Again 2/28/07
Happy or Merry!!! February 2007 21 Chinese Take Out Day 21 Pizza Delivery Day 23 Give Your Partner A Massage 25 Cuddle Day 27 Polar Bear Day March 2007 01 Peanut Butter Lover's Day 01 Share A Smile Day 01 Cat Festival (Belgium) 01 Pig Day 01 St. David's Day 01 Plan A Solo Vacation Day 02 Banana Cream Pie Day 02 Employee Appreciation Day 02 Give Up Easily Day 02 Read Across America Day 02 General Pulaski's Birthday 02 Salesperson's Day 02 Morocco Independence Day 02 World Day Of Prayer 02 Texas Independence Day 02 Snow Festival 02 Greek Fest (Florida) 02 Forsythia Festival (Georgia) 02 Fiery Foods and Barbecue Show (New Mexico) 02 Irish Festival (Texas) 03 Holi 03 I Want You To Be Happy Day 03 National Anthem Day 03 Full Moon Day 03 Hina Matsuri 03 Balloon Roundup (Washington) 03 Black Heritage Festival (Louisiana) 04 Lantern Festival 04 Hug A GI Day 04 Tavern Day 04 Charter Day (Pennsylvania) 05 Say Hi To Mo

It All Adds Up To 11
It All adds up to 11. The date of the World Trade Centre attack: 9/11 - 9+1=11 September 11th is the 254 th day of the year: 2+5+4=11 After September 11th there are 111 days left to the end of the year. Twin Towers - standing side by side, looks like the number 11. The first plane to hit the Towers was flight 11. The State of New York - is the 11 state added to the Union. >New York City - 11 Letters Afghanistan - 11 Letters The Pentagon - 11 Letters Flight 11 - 92 on board - 9+2=11 Flight 77-65 on board-6+5=11

A Poem
Behind blue eyes is everything, the silence kills and the mind screams. But to let it out would cause only pain, so we write it all down to try & explain Fold it up and throw it away, Time moves slow through another day. Dreams don’t come anymore for fear they will stay, Light breaks through and the shades push it away. Gather it up and take it away, Push it all back where it can hide in wait. For a time when everything feels calm and safe, Then all comes crashing down in a single space. Empty your head of the dreams that fall silent, when you don’t close your eyes they can’t become violent. Kept inside is where it all lies, and thats what hides behind blue eyes.

Lights Out In Ga.
(* by request I reprinted) Yes, the lights did go out in GA. I had just came in from a long day of doctors appt. and testing with enough pokes I felt like a human pin cushon, it was storming outside and I was drenched. Hot and sticky, dripping and tight muscled from reflexes being tested; I just wanted quite and relaxation. So the power being off was a blessing. After I had stripped I was laying on the bed and started thinking of how often men have asked to see my cam, and if they can watch me play with myself. I tried thinking of the last time I showed my pussy on cam and the fearful reality of how my computer jamed up, a weeks worth of cleaning out, told me it wasn't worth it ever again. *Note to viewers, before viewing PLEASE ALWAYS CLEAN YOUR COMPUTERS OF VI RUES* I don't think someone else should have to surfer the BS that is brought on by another. Any way, back to my story. The thought of many men, (I'll keep the numbers to myself), wanking off while being turned on by a dri

"shine Me Into Eternity"..
Light of always bright and only Rain to wash the darkness away Light the night tonight for lonely Ones who await the break of day Under their mushroom clouds of fear Light of always in your rising Forget us not in darkness here You who so enjoy surprising Those who believe but what they see Skeptical and enterprising Tonight make unseen things appear Light of always bright and only Rain to wash the darkness away Spiraling specificity Of highest purest noblest best As I await the break of day From east across the night to west Come shine your always light on me Shine me into eternity Fulfill the promise of the quest Forget me not and let me be One whom the truth has broken: free

How Many Times...
How many times.... must i say im sorry How many times... must i almost lose you How many times... can I play this game How many times... will you run How many times... must i wonder How many time??? Copyright 28Feb2007 Erin Francis

Dirty Weeds
We have all decided that dirty weeds mean i love you they are no longer a bad item to get they are great so to all you assholes who send them to be mean, get a life. Ok so remember when you were little and you would find weeds in the yard that looked like flowers and you would give them to your Mom well that is the new meaning of dirty weeds. Thanks goodness this is cleared up now. Ok here is the url for the meaning behind this http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2169285953

Burning
In the deep burning coals of your eyes".. Burning in You How paradoxical love seems to be! Delightfully so: I stopped chasing love now it chases me And at last I know: Sealed with this sweet kiss love will be my bliss Love will flirt with me when I am busy Make me drop my work and make me dizzy While I bide my time pretend not to see As if unaware of its presence where It hides in plain sight as it peeks out there Love is a wild child absolutely free We play hide-and-seek but love will find me Thank you beautiful friend who remind me Love is always near me and mine to share In the deep burning coals of your dark eyes Earth turns around those twin stars where love lies Timeless true ancient new: burning in you

Sex Since The Dawn Of Time And Hiv
whether you believe man stems from millions of years of evolution or one of god's creations seven thousand years ago, humans have been having intercourse from the very beginning of either and both periods think of the hygiene of individuals one hundred years ago and then one thousand years ago - filthy, dirty-ass people have sex - then add sodomy, man-on-man sodomy, man-on-animal sodomy, bestiality/animals in women so with the many millennium of these disgusting conditions, we are to believe that h i v just suddenly reveals itself in the late 70's - early 80's - don't you think h i v would have existed as long as man and his funky compulsions have been around h i v has to be a virus that was created through experimental, industrial, (man made), pharmaceutical trials distributed through out third world nations just to record it's affect on humans and or animals - and the eventual result was a time bomb of a virus that if triggered mutates (into a i d s) destroying any cell aro

I Won!!
today at work we were listening to the radio and i of all ppl got through and won two tickets to see JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!! he is soo hot i can sit there for hours and just stare at him lol...hahaha ok i think im done today...what a good day it was

Blues
"Now go ahead and do what you must do / She knows your secret but you know hers too".. You know it at last deep down in your guts Years of your life gone completely to waste The person you love is utterly nuts Married at leisure repenting in haste You got bad news you got the breakup blues It all becomes clear now what you must do And you must get rid of that damned tattoo Run do not walk depression makes lazy Get the hell far and well away from there No use to talk you both have gone crazy Remember all in love and war is fair You got bad news you got the breakup blues Now go ahead and do what you must do She knows your secret but you know hers too

Moving
"Scornfully underestimating me / They have disrespected destiny / Thus they make their fatal mistake / Tomorrow they will be gone / I smile as I move on".. Better late than never but still too late Lost in a lonely land alone To avoid the scorpion-sting of fate Not for the first time I have known What it feels like to be played for a clown Against my will to entertain Sick sadistic souls in a soulless town Who find their pleasure in my pain I stumble into the discovery That I am still here wiser if sadder That the fools cannot make a fool of me The more I think about it the madder I get and yet not a single regret Not a cloud in my sky I am too young to die Even though the misbegotten might not be gone Soon all this will be forgotten as I move on Scornfully underestimating me They have disrespected destiny Thus they make their fatal mistake Tomorrow they will be gone I

My Lady
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers

The Pharmacy
A calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy and walked right up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big, and he exclaimed, "Lord, have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I would lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen! Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well, now. That's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

"i Am Only One Lonely Little Man... / Just Trying To Get To Heaven And Just Passing Through Hell"..
It dawns on me I have done all I can Before dawn I see I have done my best I could write some things now say some things but It is better that I keep my mouth shut If I failed one I passed another test I am only one lonely little man If only I could make it right somehow My very uttermost seems not enough I could really use a miracle now Nobody can tell me I am not tough I never give up even when it seems I might as well Never having known success it never went to my head So I always have to do my best until I am dead Just trying to get to heaven and just passing through hell

Good Girl Or Bad Girl????
You Are a Very Bad Girl You are 0% Good and 100% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Lost Faith...
So i am sitting here... I know i said i wasnt going to cry again.. but i am, i listen to that song unansered prayers... And i wish to god that it was that was for me, because i dont understand why i can go threw this, No one out there loves me and wants to be with me. And i dont love anyone like i love my ex, the song says thank god for unanswered prayers... But i wish to god he had of answered mine. I dont understand, i have served my country and been almost killed i dont know how many times and yet i am still suffereing... Why me? for the love of god why me... what is so wrong with me that no one wants me... and why no one can or wants to commit to me. I am starting to think i was meant to be misurable. Cause that is all that makes sence anymore.

Factotum
I drove thirty miles into Sparks yesterday with the intention of picking up a couple of things from Michael's. The sign on the front door said, "Opening Soon." Okay, so there's a gallon of gas shot to hell. I walked next door to the electronics store thinking that I might pick up a video game or a new cell phone to replace the one that doesn't work, but after a few minutes of examining the options, I decided that I didn't want to part with the money and headed for the door. On the way out I noticed the dvd I'd been wanting to see since the movie was made - Factotum, from the world of acclaimed author, Charles Bukowski. Staring Matt Dillon, Lili Taylor and Marisa Tomei - seventeen ninety-nine plus tax - hell yeah. Ten minutes into the movie, I remembered that I had read the book. The plot was little more than a series of short stories tied together by the fact that they all were part of the life of Bukowski. He had a flair for gutteral eloquence and a penchant for self des

Lie
It was all a lie just a vulgar trick A cheap disappointing Internet scam A third-rate opera which makes me sick It shows the world knows how lonely I am And this farce went on for a thousand days Only now am I beginning to see Stumbling in a daze from the purple haze Of a crazy maze what she did to me Now my empty arms hold only the whys Of how she could pretend and seem to be What she was not to my naive surprise Of course there was a man who helped her to Make a fool of me and possibly you I hope I can forget her and be free

Dry
I Only a heartbeat at a time Only a breath from death Only a soft bamboo windchime Carried on the sky's breath II One wants love one needs to be kissed One craves human propinquity Lest the point of it all be missed One who is one is me III At the end now they are alone Pickled and fit to die Soon they will be gone who have known So well to live a lie IV My upbringing was a warning The worthless feel most worth I must get up in the morning And go and save the earth V The lavender ribbon she wore A cloth of gingham check Was like some fruit a lotus bore Delicious on her neck VI Only a stubborn stunted star On a very dark night I never meant to come this far But I still have my light

"what Love Is" Out Of The Mouths Of Babes, Gotta Love 'em!
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think : _____ "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 (I love this one) _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 ___ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____

Music Videos To Anger. Lol.
AIGHT, SO I APPARENTLY INSULTED EVERY GOTH, VAMPIRE, ICP JUNKY, AND TYPICALLY ANY OTHER PERSON ON THIS SITE WHO BLOWS THROUGH THIER PARENTS CREDIT CARD AND SCREAMS FOR ATTENION TODAY. BEEN GETTING HATE MAIL LIKE MAD FROM THESE KIDS, AND I WILL SAY KIDS CAUSE I'M GOING TO PISS MY PANTS LAUGHING IF ANY OF THESE USELESS FUCKS ARE OVER THE AGE OF 18. MY PROFILE AND PICKS HAVE ALL GOTTEN RATED "1'S" BUT IF YA KNOW, YOU SHOULD KNOW DAMN WELL I DON'T CARE ABOUT RATES!!! I MEAN CHRIST THEY ARE JUST A RATING SYSTEM ON AN ON-LINE WEBSITE PEOPLE, NO HURT FEELINGS HERE. I'M JUST PISSED THAT NONE OF THESE FUCKERS HAD THE BALLS TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME IN MY SHOUTBOX, OR SEND ME A MESSAGE THEN NOT BLOCKING ME FROM RESPONDING BACK. WHAT A BUNCH OF BABIES!! SURE I CALLED THEM A BUNCH OF CHERRY WHORING COCK MUNCHERS, BUT THEY MISREAD THAT AND BELIEVED I CALLED OF THIER FEMALE FRIENDS WHORES!! LOL. NOW MR.FREUD WOULD CALL THIS MISPLACEMENT, MEANIGN THEY MUST THINK THE GIRLS THEY ARE TRYING TO IMPRESS BY B

Can I Have Your Fuckin Attention Please!
Who Dares To Explain The Below Bullshit. The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference. Whoso loves, believes the impossible. Love—is anterior to Life— Posterior—to Death— Initial of Creation, and The Exponent of Earth— Who has not found the heaven below Will fail of it above. God's residence is next to min, His furniture is love. Free love? As if love is anything but free! Man has bought brains, but all the millions in the world have failed to buy love. Man has subdued bodies, but all the power on earth has been unable to subdue love. Man has conquered whole nations, but all his armies could not conquer love. Man has chained and fettered the spirit, but he has been utterly h