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Depression
Why is it that in life people think that they can tip toe on the daisies but trample on people? I have tried to understand why my life has been one train wreck after another. I try to do the right thing and think I'm quite curtious whith other people, only to feel like a door mat. the past 2 months have made me feel like I am not worth a dime what to do??? well when I figure it out I will post it.

Hey To All My Friends
To all the friends of mine that signed my guest book i like to ty and u all r some great people and friends i hold dearly to my heart...... and to all my other friends that haven't yet u may add yourselves to it i love it so much...this is what i feel for all u that r my friends and fans and my fans as well....if i do not talk much to u i am sorry i try my best to talk to u all and stuff so plz forgive me plzzz..here is a poem i saw and it reminds me of all of u ...love stacie

Wow
I had no idea that I would be so sad when it came time to leave. I want to let everyone know that I'm gonna miss you all very much. If you want me to write to you, private message me your address and I'll write you a line or two every now and then to let you know how I am.

Life's Mirror
There are loyal hearts, there are spirits brave, There are souls that are pure and true, Then give to the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you. Give love, and love to your life will flow, A strength in your utmost need, Have faith, and a score of hearts will show Their faith in your word and deed. Give truth, and your gift will be paid in kind; And honor will honor meet; And a smile that is sweet will surely find A smile that is just as sweet. Give pity and sorrow to those who mourn, You will gather in flowers again The scattered seeds from your thoughts outborne Though the sowing seemed but vain. For life is the mirror of king and slave, 'Tis just what we are and do; Then give to the world the best you have, And the best will come back to you.

Karma Continued..... A Piece Of My Mind Tonight... Nothing Special!
WELL IT'S OFFICIAL.... KARMA IS DEFINITELY APART OF LIFE.... I'VE BEEN A BITCH AND TREATED A FEW PEOPLE BADLY THESE PAST FEW WEEKS.... AND NOW I FIND IT COMING BACK TO ME. I KNOW THAT WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. AND IF SORRY COULD MAKE IT BETTER, I'D SAY IT X1000 JUST TO FIX IT. BUT SORRY ISN'T GOING TO DO SHIT FOR ME NOW. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BETTER THAN THIS.... I KNOW I HAVE, WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGE? COULD BE THAT I'VE BEEN TREATED LIKE THIS A LOT IN THE LAST 8 YEARS..... MAYBE, BUT THAT'S NO EXCUSE FOR ANYTHING. IN FACT, I'M NOT GOING TO MAKE EXCUSES FOR THIS. WHAT'S DONE IS DONE..... THERE'S NO GOING BACK. FROM NOW ON, JUST GOING FORWARD. AND IT LOOKS AS THOUGH IT JUST MAY BE GOING FORWARD ON MY OWN. WITHOUT A FEW CERTAIN PEOPLE, WHICH... ONE DAY, I'LL ACCEPT THAT. FOR NOW, OH WELL I GUESS... CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST. LIKE I SAID, WHAT'S DONE IS DONE! SINCERELY, *KARMA* X2

Another Attempt Of The Leap Of Faith
In The Hole In the hole i wait and bleed, waiting for my salvation to exceed. I wait as the still air around me consumes my emptiness. Seems as though the hole around me is swelling. As my thoughts linger on it seems as though my mind keeps dwelling. My legs are numb, my arms are feel as though they have left my body. What did i do to deserve such an endangerment. My body can not endure much more of this agonizing pain. The extremities of the pain obliviates my thoughts for salvation. I know my life is at its end. Im going to lay here wait and bleed in the hole.

I Have Snakes!!
Hi to all my friends and future I have snakes I dont understand why every one freaks out about them and why there soo scared of them?? my snakes are tame the kids at the bmx tracks love them even the parents are cool with it to many people watch movies and read phony books that say there all dangerous and posionous mine have no fangs at all and dont bite either and yes im gunna get alot more too. there are worse animals around that people have for pets like birds and dogs and cats and iguanas and even some have spiders too and all around kids also and thats wrong all them animals are highly dangerous around kids babies and even worse around a pregnant mom's too. I also have 2 ferrets too and no they dont bite either sometimes people need to give things a chance at times..

Wondering
The skies are dark Rain is pouring down I look out my window And see a vast emptiness Nothing is around Nothing can be seen I am all alone Thinking thoughts of desire Of where I want to be And where I am now Wondering what may happen Where my journey lies Maybe I already know But I can't see it Is it good or bad I wonder There is only one person who knows Only one who can show me the light And what I want to know And eventually I too will be able to see

~~goodnight~~
plz click here for goodnight message i fawkd up and forgot to copy paste codes to a blog before postin bulletin sorry just click link!! hugs and kisses luv louise x plz click here for goodnight message

Taken A Break........for How Long.......no One Knows
Well ya know I had sat here from time to time and I thought about leaving for a while. Well tonite Ive decided to take my own advice and do just that. I understand that this site is just for those who love to flirt and then its also a site to meet new people and make friends as well. Well at times when I come on here, I say to myself "Why do I even bother?" I try and talk with people on here but it seems that either 1. they are too busy doing other things 2. Either they dont wanna be bothered Either way, I totally understand, even though I rarely talk with some of the folks who are on my list and those who I do try and talk with, just to say "hello" and "how was your day" or "what are you up to?"........I get no response at all. But I find it funny that after I leave and all, I get a response when I come back to check my messages if I get any. But like I said, Im takin a break from Cherry Tap.....cause I'm honestly tired of feeling like I'm not wanted or anythi

13 Days In The Hospital
Hello to all my friends here at CherryTap. I just got home from the hospital today March 1st. I had been given and antibiotic with sulfur and I am deathly allergic to sulfur. I was rushed to the local hospital, and I was there from Feb 12-March1st. It was very scarey at first but the hospital was able to keep my stable. I still have further test that needs to be taken but they will be on out-patient level. I am so grateful to be alive. I have a steel plate and screws that will have to be removed from my leg, eventually, but for now thay are concentrating at keeping the infection in my leg from not spreading to the bone. Well anyhow...It's great to be back home and with all the great people I have met here on CherryTap.I just have to take it easy. Thanks for all the prayers. Lady Di

I Love You Babygirl
For you I would climb the highest mountain peak swim the deepest ocean cause your love is what I seek For you I would cross the rivers most wide walk the hottest desert sands to have you by my side For you are the one who makes me whole you've captured my heart and touched my soul For you are the one who stepped out of my dreams gave me new hope and showed me what love means For you alone are my reason to live for the compassion you show and the care that you give You came into my life and made me complete each time I see you my heart skips a beat For you define beauty in both body and mind your soft gentle face more beauty than I'll ever find For you are the one god sent from above the angel I needed for it is you who I love I love you Rachel

Guestbook Entry!
Yipppppppppeeeee! I have my first entry in my guestbook! THANKS A BUNCH, BREE! Okay now...where are the rest of ya! It's on my main profile page...toward the bottom. I want to see ya all sign in....please! I'll be lookin' for ya! Lev

One Flaw In A Woman...
One Flaw in Woman... By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you

Love.......
Sometimes there are no words to describe how incredibly deep a person touches your heart soul and mind...they enter you so completly you cant breathe without seeing them hearing them . All you want is to be their only one the love of their life their everything ..the one they cant live without. not only to be the one dreaming of them together but have him dream of the same things. Have him tell me im the ONLY one he wants for eternity. and make sure he knows everyday how much I love him. to love so deeply so completely you are eh others best friend other half the piece to the puzzle that makes it whole. And even as deep as the love is there are stillbumps n hurdles you must overcome....some little things that u giggle about while dealing with others so big u just dont know if you will make it but you do and it makes you all the stronger for it. and you love the other person so much not only for who they are but for who they are not. Never once wanting to change a thing about them beca

Playful......
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.How Rare Is Your Personality?

I'm A Teenage Mom, So I Must Be An Irresponsible Slut.
...PICK THE STEROTYPE THAT FITS YOU THE MOST... I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm BLACK, so I MUST be on welfare. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBRAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm FROM THE COUNRTY, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I

What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are The Devil You don't represent evil, but you do represent the animalistic side of humans. You demonstrate what happens when we listen to our first instincts. At times you tend to be materialistic and hedonistic, giving in to temptation. Admit it, you're guilty of acting first - and forgetting to think later! Your fortune: Right now, you may be having a difficult time as a result of choices you have made. You need to think about what's important in your life, and discover what chains you down. It is the time to acknowledge your faults and take steps to overcome them. It's also the time to let go of any fears or inhibitions that are holding you back. What Tarot Card Are You?

Fort Campbell Gis Earn Silver Stars
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel Date: Mar 1, 2007 8:38 PM Fort Campbell GIs Earn Silver Stars Army News Service | February 28, 2007 FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. - Just more than 200 Silver Stars have been awarded for Operation Iraqi Freedom since it began in 2003, and three of them now belong to Soldiers from one Fort Campbell platoon. The 1st Battalion, 506th Infantry Regiment, 101st Airborne Division, returned in November from the streets of Ramadi, Iraq, with stories of heroism. When a barrage of small-arms fire and rocket-propelled grenades pierced the night silence on March 13, Staff Sgt. Jeremy Wilzcek, Spc. Jose Alvarez and Spc. Gregory Pushkin discovered how they would react in an intense, deadly situation. "I immediately freaked out," said Alvarez, who was able to regain his composure upon seeing his comrade, Staff Sgt. Marco Silva, incapacitated in the middle of the street. Alvarez left cover and ran into the kill

Healing
I never see what has been done; I only see what remains to be done. The tongue like a sharp knife... Kills without drawing blood. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection. Ennui has made more gamblers than avarice, more drunkards than thirst, and perhaps as many suicides as despair. He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes. It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.

Yup
Gryphon@ CherryTAP go visit my hunni n show my pix on his page some love. its been a long day of doing nothing again, but i did find out my sister is going to have another baby like right after me :( pisses me off, yes i am happy for her, but nonetheless pisses me off. But i went shoppin and bought some bottles and some diapers and some other shit, just prepareing.....well i miss my hunni, so i think im going to go n call him and leave him a voice mail or something of that sort! love yall talk to you later!

Help!!!!!
I just wanted to say i need help to level up. I was wondering if all of you would help. If ur not a fan become one. I promise to become a fan if i'm not already one. I have serveral pics to rate anyone that does help I promise to goto ur profile and rate all of yours i have not rated and maybe give u a small gift. :) Thanks for all the love in advance

With This Kiss
With this kiss I'll give you my world And I promise to be your perfect man The smile on your face day and night The one who'll never leave your sight With this kiss I will express true amour How much I admire you and how I adore A lifetime of happiness that will remain You'll be my sunshine when the sky rains With this kiss I'll keep in you my heart I'll let you in but please don't ever depart I'll miss you when you're not close to me And when we're together you let me be With this kiss I want your love forever I don't want to face a day not together Hold my hand and lead me the way Love me and spoil me every single day

Thank You Kiffy
It only takes 2 seconds to just rate this one picture... Please just go rate it no comments needed just your one rate.. She is an awesome person and helps everyone!! She deserves to win this! Thank you!! Please click on the picture to vote (repost of original by '¢¾ Kiffy ¢¾' on '2007-03-01 21:06:38')

Reminisce
Walking these empty paths Concrete cracked and cold Keep searching for him Special someone to hold Each path all dead ends Lost, and starting to worry The storm approaches fast She stands sturdy in it's fury Bathing in rain as it falls Droplets leave tiny scares Her body remains motionless Soul trapped behind bars She's far too blind to see She's too deaf to hear it Through lightning, and noise A glimmer of hope, is lit She's forgotten everything Everything she stands for She's forgotten she's loved He's just behind that door Physically he may not be there To feel a touch is such bliss To be loved is a gift from God He's right there just reminisce Love is greater than any touch To know there's someone who cares Distance can't part destined soul mates So just dry those needless tears That glimmer of hope grows Confidence arises in her face The path no longer guides her She steps off it with grace No longer will she walk alone Love surroun

Icy Mcicster
yea so its icy and it sucks. I went into work today and it was fine, a little dusting of snow on the ground and it was set....I look out the window 2 hours later and there is ice everywhere! So I go out ot my car at 7 and I cant get it open...damn ice. I finally get my car door open and I wasnt expecting it, lost balance and fell flat on my butt! ouch. dang

Birthday!
Since I can't make a MUMM here we go... Stop by and say Happy Birthday to Matt... he's amazing and March 2nd is his birthday, just let him know people are thinking about him on his special day!! the bull god@ CherryTAP

Paganism
Ok..this blog is geared toward clearing up a few misconceptions for those ever-present, narrow-minded individuals that think they know something of my faith preference, but in all actuality only succeed in making their ignorance obvious to the world by voicing unfounded fears and ideas about it. Also, this blog came about from a recent conversation, and I'm still a bit miffed about it..so do try to overlook the rancor reflected therein. Misconceptions: #1. Pagans try to convert others to their ways: Umm..NO. We don't. In fact, in all the history of religion, we are one of the few faith practices, religions if you must call it such, that does NOT seek to convert others. Practitioners of Wicca, Paganism, and Witchcraft have been hiding in the shadows for ages. Carrying out our rituals beneath the moon in isolated areas actually came about due to the necessity of concealing them from those who would force us into their beliefs. To tell the absolute truth, we have in many wa

We Were Never Really Here...
we were never really here in this last act of suffocation. we were never listening to each other. we were never loving one another. we were never taking each breath for the well being of the other. we were never crying for our loss in our significance... it was only for the two that were left behind. so young. so sweet. so deceived. we never really tried to make it all work like we said we would. we were alone. we were cold. we were dead. shadows of a self that we'd liked to have been. but sometimes you just can't win. we were never truly devoted. i chased a ghost, you chased the antagonist of the current chapter in your story. but in the end, we both were nothing more than antagonists to each other, and now it is not we who suffer, but rather, the reflections of ourselves. the mirror's that smile and love their mommy and daddy, despite their lack of understanding in the whole ordeal. "daddy take me? daddy take me to georgia?" how do you explain these things to a three year o

When Life Becomes A Sea Of Pain
When life becomes a sea of pain And every moment agony I must endure again, again, It is a curse to have to be. And every moment agony, And every longing fixed on death; It is a curse to have to be And fight by instinct for each breath. And every longing fixed on death Even as I must go on And fight by instinct for each breath, Sailing thus, though loved, alone. Even as I must go on, You watch me helpless from the shore; Sailing thus, though loved, alone, I need you with me all the more. You watch me helpless from the shore As I endure again, again; I need you with me all the more When life becomes a sea of pain.

Wings Of Dreams
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

The Only Way Out
I cannot see beyond this void, this is something I cannot avoid. my friends, and family cannot help me, I've lost my way can't you see? Follow the path, lead the way, I can't hide my pain away. Breathing fast, my heart is racing, still can't deal with the problems I'm facing Everything spinning round and round, yet everything stops when I hit the ground. heart beat slowing, and its hard to breathe, my world is swirling all around me. Good bye mother, good bye father, I'm sorry that I was such a bother. Please move on and do not dwell, for it was because of you that I fell. You hit, you shoved, you pushed to far, and now you left a permament scar. It was with a hevy heart that I did decide, that I would commit suicide. ~Jennifer Fitzgerald-Cox

A Romantic Lament
Im running from a dark and dreary past, Into your arms Ill be at last. Your heart beats like a drum in my ear, And then I have no fear. For our love has taken root and grown strong, It will never lead us wrong. Forever together we will stay, Until our bones are to lay, In a flowing meadow overlooking eternity. ~Jennifer Fitzgerald-Cox

Happiness
Happiness is not a tended rose Amid the prescient beauty of a garden: Perhaps one senses soon some gate may close; Perhaps one senses soon the earth will harden. Years come and go like waves upon a shore, Violent or peaceful with the wind. After one has given up on more, Love waits within the heart, its passion thinned. Even in a passage void of light, Nether windings black with rage and grief, There are waters sweet with lost delight In which one finds a strong, serene belief. No happiness can overcome life's pain Except one love, and love give life again.

Very Naughty Quiz
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and y

Im Going To Take Some Advice..
Ok so I made a mumm. Here is what it was.. Ok so for almost a year i became friends with this girl via myspace. She got pregnate by an ex I still have feelings for. I still have strong feelings for him. She is a good friend. Then their baby was born last night. Im in a good relationship. I cant drive my car/borrow a car and I want to go see the baby. Who was born 1-2 hrs away. on one hand I feel its wrong since it will be my ex there too. but then hes a friend too and he was my friend before my current bf. Is it wrong to ask my bf if him and I can go see the baby?? what should i do?? Im just anxious because I've helped them both out talking to them about their tomotuos relationship. Even through out the relationship/pregnancy. Also I know they'll be good parents and since I cnat have my own I want to be able to celebrate a gift given to soemone else. I wanna be able to have Cadence be spoiled by me. I guess I cant have kids so when a friend does I wanna be there alot so I can hav

Medieval May Be True!
Tired... tired. So weary of tomorrows light. Can’t hold it any longer, I’ve tried with all my might. A beacon I am not. Not this anymore. Tired, weary of the shadows. Always waiting on my you... the build up comes to be.. Just for a soft safe landing. Another left out, let down for me. My love. I hope you can hear what I tried to say. I hope you understand my love what I’m trying to save. Tomorrows another day. So stop and think. Don’t keep me waiting. Don’t wait on a good thing. You have my heart and all else in between. Don’t cast it to stone. Don’t let me sink. Death is upon my jagged heart once again. And I guess I can’t give in. I must fight. Fight for air fight for freedom fight for my life. Fight for all that I will always love. And even at times I feel weak and can’t or don’t want to. I do. She has the love right there, I can see it. But she creeps in the shadows alone and afraid. Not knowing what to do. I am the beacon of suggestion that lights her path not the mo

Wanting Your Love
My love for thee is like a rose, fragile and bold, Your love for me is like the rain, You come when you please, Drowning me, Then you leave again without warning, Leaving me to wilt and wither. Cant you see that I want you? Cant you see that I need you? My heart wants what it wants, And my foolish heart wants you. So come back as the sun that revitalizes me, Or the gardener that tends to me. But just come back to me ~Jennifer Fitzgerald-Cox

Says It All Besos Para Tu
MOST IMPORTANT: I'm not into head games Do not do DRAMA Do not want to see your privates nor do I want to show you mine. I do not need a slave nor do I want to be one. Something to think about. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a NEW LOVE for things an OLD one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Life is too damn short and most do not realize it until it is to late. I'm here to meet new peopl

:(
year of 07 is not great for me.. I am sad and hurting tonight.. I want to hide in my bedroom for several night and hide in bed. I want to cry but I can't. my heart feel like someone stab it.. my chest is crushed and squeeze. I am pretty hurting tonight.. *sigh* when will it become better ?

Dead Tomarrow
Dead Tomorrow All so Hollow Dead tomorrow You gave me this pain. You can’t take it away. Flies will lay their eggs. A crooked smile Hollow eyes So long, so many lies. A victim of our demise Glass, I have become. All so hollow Dead tomorrow I never wanted this. Cold was our last kiss Nothing, I have become. Love it when I bleed. Watch me beating me. Broken, I am. Drift away In a world of decay Dead so long Hollow stayed Torn inside With a crooked smile Hollow eyes Dead again Full of sorrow Dead tomorrow Killed what you can’t fix. I loved you, I love you. Look what you did Never, never wanted this. Suicide Saints Music 2007 Lyrics by: Brandon Fordosi

Update When I'll Be Gone
I have talk with Lady I'm going to be watching for two week. She getting the surgary on her Left leg March 6th, 2007 here this next week. I thought my grandma told me it was this week Her friend got the surgary.....Yesterday the Lady just wanted to talk while she had her tests done. We didn't have much time cause the doctors were doing x-rays other tests too. It's not til Friday March 9th I'll be Gone two weeks. we had some bad weather yesterday night, After I got home.Flash flood....torado 20miles from me. Linn,KS got the worst of it. well headache all day. be back torromow. Take care & God Bless. hugss ~Mary~

Brokenman.....
Broken Man Somewhere inside of me, I die A sickness lurks, I’ll never find All my attempts, end in the vein. I lye awake, alone at night Trying to find, somewhere to hide. I haven’t figured out just yet. The only thing left, is my dreams And my pain, never seen in me. I’m so sorry, for everything. (Chorus)- So I smile, anyway. Hollowed eyes, hide, my mistake. I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise. And I feel your lies ß(soften voice) I hide my eyes. I fear this pain, will never heal You can’t understand, how I feel. Alone I seem to break. One more scar, I shouldn’t have take. Feeling cold, has sealed my fate. I have, no where to go, ill fate. Leaving this broken man, alone (Chorus)- So I smile, anyway. Hollowed eyes, hide my mistake. I’ve paid in pain, to wear this disguise. So I sing, I hide my eyes. ß (soften voice) Die alone. I lye awake, alone at night. Try

Surrender To Darkness
Pain, it's the obstacle to which we can never defend, No one can help us, be they family or friend, Pain is the tormentor that pulled us towards that ledge, It’s all their fault, they pushed us over the edge, It was too late when we fell down, Through the sky onto the black charred ground, Can you feel how much we hate and despise, Let us tear, pull and rip out our eyes, You see this is humanities ideal, To tell each other how much hurt we feel, This is how it should be for all time, When we are chasing sanity from our minds, How we would cut our skin and let flow our black blood, Knowing that we would be washing the agony away for good, To be gone from the world that teases us so inside of a coffin of silk and gold, To be remembered fondly even when our bodies are cold, They caused us to cry tears of utter nothingness, They forgot to be our guide when we wandered the wilderness, Can you see how we’re drowning in our sin? Let us scratch and peel aw

Friends And Private Pics
Why do you have to be everyone's friend first to see their private pics? If i like your private pic, then I will be your friend. You'll probably accept my friend reuest then I have to go back to look at them.

What We Do For Love
If a man or a lady can not have fun and can not get along Leave each other. There are more love in the world then any one can think of. No Man Nor lady needs to live in hell. Just cause they think they are in love. Love does not mean to beat the hell out of any one. That is hate. So Why is it ladies stay with there Crazy nut case Boyfriends and husbands if they treat you this why? I do not and will not understand

You Know This.
You Are 80% Gentleman You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices! Are You A Gentleman?

Trying To Run Away...
Burning, Beating, Fleeing, Trying to run away, Doesn't help the pain, The pain doesn't wear away, This hurt is a deep wound, A wound that won't ever fade, Because it's so deep, Deep enough for the earth to fit in, Deep enough that the darkness swallows you, Darkness, a word of despair, Despair that falls to depression, What is happiness? How can you feel it? How can you sense it? Experiencing it, a life of trouble, Lost to gain, Gain to lose again, Happiness? Happiness is only in those of the strong hearted, Darkness lurks in those who are weak, Weakened by a wound of hatred and pain, Why won't the pain go away? Why can't the earth stop spinning? Different questions but the same answers, Pain, Ache, Hurt, Mean all one thing, I have to go, Need to be gone, Those in the world whose hatred goes to the edge, Won't have to feel the pain anymore, Anymore without a doubt, Gone mad with hatred, Hatred towards another, Go

A Very Busy Week
I think we've got a lot accomplished this week, despite the chaos that is everyday life. The Honda is fixed thanks to my boyfriend's hours of troubleshooting and rewiring (cross your fingers on this one), I found my old cell phone to give to a friend in need of a phone, we got the front hall closet empty of moving detritus and full of proper hall closet stuffings like coats and shoes and a vacuum, I got to see a good friend twice even though she was only in town for three days, I posted a pretty kick-ass update to my website, and I've been offered a new business proposal to think about. I'd say this is a pretty good "Done" list considering it's only Thursday. Go us. :)

Serenity...
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And ho

Dating On The Tubes
After witnessing me flip out for what was probably the second time in a month, a friend on here suggested to me that perhaps I should sign up for a dating service so I could meet some "real life" people in my area. A month and a tantrum later, I created a profile on a dating site. The profile shows a bit of my bitchy side, as I don't want a bunch of wife-and-baby seekers contacting me. In that profile, I tried to offer a more "real" version of sugar--someone who is smart and sassy and who is looking for someone equally smassy. I’ve had the profile for about a month now, and my experience with it has been, well, less than satisfying. It's a bit like the people powered mower, if you will. The first few people who contacted me were frightening. The first message was from a 34-year old goateed man. He wrote: -------- Hey Now [Sugar], Name's Mick. Maybe you've been looking for me. I've read a book or two. Fiction or nonfiction? Literature or biography or history or techni

How Barbie Are You?
How Barbie Are You?!?! take the quiz to find out!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM FILLING THIS OUT! [X] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish [] You own a designer purse [X] You own perfume that cost over $60 [X] You had/have fake nails [X] You have more body/hair products than you can use [] Your pet is/was a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese [] You have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet [X] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp. [] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper. [] A pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets. total: 5 Do you: [] Spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work [X] Have a hair color that is not your natural color [X] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day [] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear it [X] Constantly keep your phone at your side [X] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home [X] Have a name for your car [X] Know what celebrity is dating who and wh

Lately
well, it seems to me lately that every1 has someone. im so happy that they r happy but im still wondering when itll be my turn. i mean there is someone who i am really interested in right now but the distance is a killer. alot of things have gone on lately and i think ive personally done alot of changing and there might be an even bigger change coming to my life... we shall see i guess. much love Krys *hugs and kisses*

Strait Bashing
I just had a thought about gay bashing. You know when people sit around and gay bash. mmm i wander if they strait bash. OMG did you see that strait guy he's sooo strait. Did you see what he was wering omg he is just to strait. I just dont understand why they like the opposite sex it just dont make sence to me. I just think its just soo sick to like the opposite sex how wierd. I wander since so many people gay bash if thats what they sit around and do lol.

Looking For Signs
LOOKING FOR SIGNS From: Chris I don't know if, anyone else ever experiences signs from God. I find myself in constant prayer during troubling times in my life. Fear always is outside the door. The nagging feeling that there isn't a God. When, the troubles seem to overcome me, I always ask God to give me a sign. A few years ago, I'd first got into AA. At that time, felt as though, I couldn't slip into a deeper feeling of despair. One day while driving along, feeling as low as can be. I happened to notice along the interstate a sign on a overpass. Someone had painted TRUST JESUS. After that day, I've noticed this on numerous overpasses on my way to St. Louis. A friend and I go to Ky. Lake sailing every summer and I've noticed the TRUST JESUS on overpasses going south to Ky. as well. I don't go east or north enough to notice if, there's a TRUST JESUS painted along the way. I've also noticed in my drives how when, you're really searching for God the right bumper sticker is alw

Gothic Passion
Gothic Passion: Eyes of obsidian that swim with depth pull me into your soul. Hair of midnight passion and hope, keep me enthralled deep in a trace. Your touch so hot and heated with ease, takes hold of my soul and drinks within. With the look of an angel, you seduce and lure me in. As your hands touch my flesh, I blister with the heat. My heart starts to race as you ravage my mouth. Your kiss is so urgent and filled with desire. I moan with pleasure as you fiercely ravage me with kisses. To look at you is sheerly a sin, so perfect and chiseled like a masterpiece. I want to drown in your kisses, never coming up for air. Your kisses grow fiercer as you ravage my mouth. Heated in passion, I suck in your tongue. You buck as I do this, your need seems to rise. Throbbing and gyrating to passions sweet song. You capture my neck and ravage me there, fondling my breasts and searing me through. Your hands start to roam, building in need. Pressing and squeezing the heat in me. Every touch of

Lol
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? 2. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks? 3. If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from? 4. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes? hehehe...... 5. Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? 6. If horrific means to make horrible, does terrific mean to make terrible? 7. Why is it called building when it is already built? 8. If a book about failures sells, is it a success? 9. If you're not supposed to drink and drive, then why do bars have parking lots? 10. If vegetarians eat vegetables, what do humanitarians eat? 11. If working hours are meant for working, then why are you reading this???

Just My Poetry...........
Lover unknown...... My lips yearn to speak your name, though i know it not. My ears desire to hear sweet nothings you should whisper, yet i have never head your voice. My skin burns for your touch, but yet you have never touched me. I crave to taste your kisses, are they sweet and gentle? are they urgent,demanding and passionate? My heart belongs to you all you must do is claim it. My soul is wild and reckless, you need to do nothing but whisper my nameto tame it. My temper is firey and demanding your gentleness can cool and temper it. My love is yours all you must do is capture it, all i have to give lyes hers waiting for you, my sweet lover unkown.

Stop Her Now - Joke
Couldn't pass sharing this with you all.... (as posted on StopHerNow.com) Joke of the Week Submitted by Kline in Austin, TX A man walked into a very high-tech bar. As he sat down on a stool he noticed that the bartender was a robot. The robot clicked to attention and asked, "Sir, what will you have?" The man thought a moment then replied, "a martini please." The robot clicked a couple of times and mixed the best Martini the man had ever had. The robot then asked, "Sir, what is your IQ?" The man answered "Oh, about 164." The robot then proceeded to discuss the 'theory of Relativity, inter-stellar space travel, the latest medical breakthroughs, etc... The man was most impressed. He left the bar but thought he would try a different tact. He returned and took a seat. Again the robot clicked and asked what he would have? "A martini please." Again it was superb. The robot again asked "What is Your IQ sir?" This time the man answered, "Oh about 100". So t

~for Those That Think They Know Everything~
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that I didn't. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers. 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters "dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English

Vengence.
no longer a marionette. only yours in loving death. there in wake will lie a beauty. a putrid heart to beat newly. a melancholy shadow risen. a forgotten soul to do what's bidden. blood to be spilled and avenged. a tortured puppet makes amends. decay of wasted matyrs you find. are all that shes left behind. at her hands they did cry. as she runs rampant they all die. the lies remebered as she woke. wind me up the dollie spoke.

Hard Weeks
I dont often have whole weeks that i wish would go away, but i'm having one now. I miscarrid on saturday :( It's so hard to deal with. I really wanted it to be ok. I've been off work all week because I cant handle lifting toddlers, that being said i cant handle lifting boxes either and we're moving on saturday. Dammit why cant it be different this time!

~~in Case Of Emergency~~
---------- ---------- CELL PHONE --- ICE (In Case of Emergency) This is something to think about Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, know which of these numbers belong to our nearest and dearest ones? Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein we are involved in an accident or had a heart attack and the people attending us get hold of our mobile phone but don't know which number to call to inform our family me mbers. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored under the name ICE (In case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. Recently, the concept of "ICE" is catching up quickly. It is simple, an important method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by majority of the populatio

History Of Breast Cancer
Breast cancer may be one of the oldest known forms of cancer tumors in humans. The oldest description of cancer (although the term cancer was not used) was discovered in Egypt and dates back to approximately 1600 BC. The Edwin Smith Papyrus describes 8 cases of tumors or ulcers of the breast that were treated by cauterization, with a tool called "the fire drill." The writing says about the disease, "There is no treatment." At least one of the described cases is male. For centuries, physicians described similar cases in their practises, with the same sad conclusion. It wasn't until doctors achieved greater understanding of the circulatory system in the 17th century that they could establish a link between breast cancer and the lymph nodes in the armpit. The French surgeon Jean Louis Petit (1674-1750) and later the Scottish surgeon Benjamin Bell (1749-1806) were the first to remove the lymph nodes, breast tissue, and underlying chest muscle. Their successful work was carried on by Willia

New Poem I Wrote
Things I Never Thought I have found I would be willing To do what I wasn't before Just to feel you Hold you Kiss you To feel safe Yet fighting all my fears Just to take that risk Knowing where I have been I have found You just might mean more than I realize You might just be right In what you see In what you know For I have found Everything happens for a reason I have found That I would do more for you Than anyone I have ever known More than anyone I have loved before you I have found That what I want What I want to know Who I want to see Touch Feel Hold Kiss I have found That person is you ~me~

The Cat In The Hat's Birthday!
Dr. Seuss's The Cat in the Hat was released 50 years ago today, on March 1, 1957. To celebrate, Random House is giving away up to a million books to First Book, a children's literacy program. Here's the deal: they're giving away one book for every birthday card to The Cat that they receive online. Just go to Happy Birthday, Cat in the Hat to fill out a card.

The Song That Sums Me Up At The Moment...
If you take a life do you know what you'll give? Odds are, you won't like what it is When the storm arrives, would you be seen with me? By the merciless eyes I've deceived I've seen angels fall from blinding heights But you yourself are nothing so divine You're just next in line Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you Their odds will betray you They'll never replace you You can't deny the prize it may never fulfill you It longs to kill you Are you willing to die? The coldest blood runs through my veins You know my name If you come inside things will not be the same When you return to the night If you think you won You never saw me change The game that we have been playing I've seen this diamond cut through harder men Than you yourself But if you must pretend You may meet your end Arm yourself because no-one else here will save you The odds will betray you And I will replace you You can't deny the prize it

In My Head
1. I have a head cold 2. I took a nap for 3 hrs 3. I don't understand women 4. IM glad im not an alcoholic 5. Sunrises are romantic 6. My car hasn't broken down thank god 7. Ice is a bitch 8. I love macaroni and cheese 9. Every person I've ever talked to on the phone has gotten angry at me i think 10. Anti Virus never works 11. My new computer doesn't seem right 12. I haven't look at my new computer yet lol 13. I'm a funny guy 14. Ok im tired of writing stuff now.. have a great night..my feet are cold dur dur dur ~Timmargh~~ ps. cindy...yo yo yo

So I Got My Vic
and i love it, lol and i want to keep it going, so i have a new pic ripped, and im starting over, no presure this time, if i can manage to get out 1,000 a day ill be in great shape, ben totaly rocks haha

Abortion: Is It Wrong Or Not?
1) SUCTION ABORTION: USED BEFORE 10 WEEKS A tube is inserted into the uterus and connected to a strong suction machine. The vacuum is so powerful the baby is ripped to pieces and sucked into a jar -- arms, legs, torso, and head. Done at abortion clinics. 2) D & C ABORTIONS: The D&C abortion is done before 12 weeks. A hook shaped knife is inserted into the uterus and cuts the baby into small pieces. His head is crushed with the forceps to allow removal through the narrow passage. The womb is then scraped out completely. Bleeding is sometimes profuse. Done at abortion clinics or hospitals. 3) PREDESIGNATING ABORTIONS: This hormone drug, injected into the amniotic sac, produces labor and premature birth. The baby in most cases is born alive with a heart beat and is then put aside to die. 4) SALINE ABORTION: A strong poison solution of salt is injected, through the belly, into the amniotic sac. The helpless baby is forced to swallow this deadly poison. He s

Until We Meet Again!!
well,depending in the weather,I will be leaving in the morning,friday March 2,2007. I have been a member of CherryTap for quite sometime.I have met a ton of people,added as friends,and family,and even fans.There is an incredible assortment of characters on sites such as this one.I have seen a million bulletins,I have had fun reposting alot of them too.lol. Alot of the friends,have been like musicians-its seems one hit wonders...never did get reply back again...things change,people move,computers blow up!! To know me:well,ok,I am very old fashioned.I really take friendship to heart.years ago,on my adventure with yahoo chat rooms,a friend of mine,who has not alot of use for online relationships and friendships,told me its hard online-you dont know really what the other person is really thinking,or their facial expression or eye contact!!I told him then,and still believe it-that shouldnt matter!!!A friend is a friend!!whether its on the phone,by letter,by email,or by chat!!I honor frie

Positioning
Palms up: open and ready to receive Back straight: proud strong dependable Chin up: attentive responsive alert. Chin down: submission, listening but allowed to go into his self, the equivalent of the screen saver on the computer. Knees together: reverence, prayer Knees spread: receptive and available Mouth open: ready for service, a hole i can fill and also is an extra measure of body awareness that goes against the body's natural inclination Eyes down cast: respect, reverence defferance Eyes directly at me: purity honesty willingness Fidgety: probably needs to go potty...

Never Heard Creation Explained This Way Before !!! Funny!
NEVER HEARD CREATION EXPLAINED THIS WAY BEFORE !!! FUNNY! In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated the Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream and Krispy Creme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure that Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, and sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.

Not The Player Everyone Seems To Think I Am....
Romance and Relationships Ok....here's the deal...I am told that, upon looking at my page, more importantly, my "Friends List" and comments...that I appear to be a "Player"..... Many people are confused as to what a player actually is, and how a real player should conduct him/her self. I do NOT believe that there are two different groups of people in the dating game, the players and the haters. I believe there are three groups: The players, the watchers, and the confused. The players are those who are actively participating in the dating game. Some may be seasoned players and some many be new to the game, but EVERYONE who is dating people on any sort of level is a player (besides people involved in long term relationships). The watchers are those who do not participate in the dating game, some may try once in a while while others would never even think about it. These watchers are scared to become players because of a wide range of reasons, the most common being: shynes

Listening
I'm listening to the Columbus Destroyers-Nashville Kats game via the internet. It tried to snow this morning but nothing came of it. This week has gone quickly - I wish they all went that way. I'm going to see Rev. Horton Heat this weekend in Lawrence. I'm psyched for that. Hopefully the weather cooperates. Then on Thursday, the Dropkick Murphys roll into town. Sweet...

Dear Ladies (from Us Guys)
Don't assume that guys won't care where you are, because we do. ____________________________________________________ IT MAKES US FEEL SO SECURE TO KNOW THAT OUR GIRLFRIEND ISNT OFF FLIRTING WITH GUYS WE'VE NEVER HEARD OF!! ____________________________________________________ Also, don't talk about your ex-boyfriends. We never have, nor ever will respect or like them, nor do we want to hear about them. When you do, you're asking your boyfriend to be jealous. You're asking your boyfriend to lose trust. ____________________________________________________ We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. ________________________________________

Part Two: Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...
PART TWO: Please answer the following quiz questions... Cut and Paste and send to everyone that needs a refresher about you! Send to the person that posted this blog. 1. What is your occupation? 2. What color are your socks right now? 3. What are you listening to right now? 4. What was the last thing that you ate? 5. Can you drive a stick shift? 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? 9. How old are you today? 10. Favorite drink? 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? 13. Pets? 14. Favorite food? 15. What was the last movie you watched? 16. Favorite holiday? why? 17. What do you do to vent anger? 18. What were your favorite toys as a kid? 19. What is your favorite season? why? 20. Hugs or kisses? 21. Cherry or Blueberry? 22. Do you want your friends to e

R.i.p. Richard L. Ford 2/20/07
Not only was Rich a great soldier he was a great friend that became like family. Rich & I have been friends for almost 6yrs. I met Rich through my husband that have been close friends with Rich for 12yrs. We are extremely proud of him, deeply sadden that he has parted this world but happy to know he is a better place. For those that are enjoying your freedom, remember you are enjoying it because of brave soldiers like him. Rich, we love you very much and hope your spirit is with us while we grief for you. We miss you soooooooo much. I wish I could be there Monday when you get buried in Arlington National Cementary but know that I'm EXTREMELY proud of you, it is such an honor to be buried there. You are a true hero NEWS COVERAGE: 2/23/07 EAST HARTFORD (AP) - The Army's elite White Falcons was a regiment built on readiness, able to deploy within 18 hours of notification and parachute in among the enemy Sgt. Richard L. Ford, of East Hartford, joined the Fort Bragg, N.C.-ba

Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The West The South Boston North Central The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast

Totally Ready To Win!!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ OK YA'LL... COME HELP ME OUT... COMMENT BOMBS MORE THAN WELCOME, HELL, THEY'RE ENCOURAGED!!! RATINGS COUNT AS ONE COMMENT, PLEASE HELP OUT, REPOST THIS SO YOUR FRIENDS CAN HELP OUT TOO!!!! SHOW SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!! CLICK ON THE LEGS BELOW, AND YOU'LL GET TO THE CONTEST PIC TO COMMENT BOMB! THANKS!!! *MUAHZ* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Count On Me
Count On Me If life becomes too much for you And a friend is what you need Just place your hand in mine And when things are rough...I'll lead. Feel free to lean against Me If your burden is too much I'll help you carry all the weight With just a gentle touch. I've strength enough for both of us You can always count on Me Give Me your heart to care for Let Me set your spirit free. I've time enough to listen To all you have to say I'm waiting just to hear from you All you have to do is pray.

Volunteer Firefighters
VOLUNTEER FIREFIGHTERS, DO IT WITHOUT EXPECTATION OF PAYMENT OR REWARD! THEY RESPOND ANYTIME OF THE DAY! THEY DONT HAVE A SHIFT, OR A SCHEDULE, THEY RESPOND WHEN NEEDED, TO HELP THOSE IN NEED. THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR TRAPPED IN A FIRE THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR CAR FLIPPED OVER THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR HOUSE GOT FLOODED THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR SMOKE DETECTOR IS GOING OFF THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR GRANDMOTHER IS SICK THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOUR LITTLE BROTHER CUT HIS HAND THEY DO IT BECAUSE, YOU NEED HELP RIGHT NOW, NOT LATER MOST IMPORTANT THEY DO IT BECAUSE THEY WANT TO!! i should know this because i was a volunteer firefighter {{{{{{{{{{REPOST THIS IF YOU AGREE, THAT VOLUNTEER FIREFIGHTERS ARE AN ASSET TO SOCIETY}}}}}}}}}}}}

Dont Cry Mom
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com

Don't Cry Mom =(
Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom? "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will, but that's O.K."....... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?". "All women cry for no reason," was all his Dad could say...... The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked "God, why do women cry so easily?" GOD answered...... "When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort... I gave her the inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times will come even from her own children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without com

2 Tough Questions
TOO TUFF??? VERY INTERESTING~~ (THX MS.U) Body: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no pe

Allways Practice Safe Cybersex
Practice safe cybersex. Enjoy hotstud69: Hello there blondebabe4u: Hi hotstud69: What is your name? blondebabe4u: Sandy , urs? hotstud69: Bob, nice to meet you.. what are you doing tonight? blondebabe4u: Nothing, just chatting, u? hotstud69: not too much, just sitting around... what are you wearing? blondebabe4u: oh just my thong and a tank top. hotstud69: oh wow, I would love to see that, what do you look like? blondebabe4u: I am 5'6" blonde hair, green eyes, 120 lbs, you? hotstud69: i am 6'0" 175, brown hair, blue eyes, and tan blondebabe4u: you sound very handsome hotstud69: how about I pull that tank top off? blondebabe4u: Oh Bob, i would love for you too.... hotstud69: Oh yea, those look great... they feel nice too blondebabe4u: yes bob, my 36D's like that, you are good hotstud69: oh yes, they feel so good, I am squeezing them.. blondebabe4u: yes bob, you know what you are doing. hotstud69: Oh yea, I am getting so excited blondebabe4u: nee

15 Things
"15 Things I've Done That You Might Not Have" 1. Had sex in the Ripley's Believe it or Not museum in New Orleans during Mardi Gras. 2. Been taken to said Mardi Gras for my 21st birthday, and shared a bottle of '69 Dom Perignon. 3. Gone whale watching in Maui. 4. Created a drink that only a certain few bartenders now how to make. 5. Played Janet in the floor show for Rocky Horror. Including at the 8th St. Playhouse. 6. Touched a wild killer whale while scuba diving. 7. Bungee jumped. 8. Posed for Easy Rider. 9. Smoked a joint with Eric Clapton. 10. Seen The Ramones live. 10 times. 8 of those with the original line up. 11. Gotten tipped $500 by Frank Sinatra 'cuz he liked my martinis. 12. Turned down a date with the bass player of Warrant. Just wasn't into him or hair bands for that matter. Don't even remember his name. 13. Run the light board for a ton of bands, including a relatively unknown Morbid Angel. Lemme tell you, it's not a lot of work ru

Fan Me Rate Me Kiss My Ass!
Ok Now that I have your attention.... I have been on CT for maybe a month. When I am here I pick random profiles and rate the profile and MOST of the pics. I always give 10's, if I hate the pic, I simply go to the next one without tapping the rate button. Here is my beef. These chicks on here have messages... * FAN me RATE me and then add me..ok whatever. The problem is you go into a profile and almost everything is private. Click the first, rate it, click next and you get "Sorry this photo is private". Hit the back button on the browser, start over and pick another shot and BAM "Sorry this photo is private". So how the hell am I supposed to know if I want to fan this person if everything is private???? What about doing the right thing and putting private pics in a PRIVATE folder. At least that way you can look at their stuff without the back browser and the "Sorry ......." I will Fan, Rate and LOVE cool people, male or female, but I will never again Fan someone that twists

A Lil Game For You All
Ok lovelies lets play a lil game of mine tell me who wrote it and what its from and whoever gets it first I'll love forever maybe ..... yeah maybe "If we shadows have offended think but this and all is mended that you have but slumbered here whilst these visions did appear and this weak and idle theme no more yielding but a dream"

Bill Of Rights
Subject: No bill of rights This is the way the bill of rights should have been written... The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. The guy should run for President... PREAMBLE We, the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some resemblance of justice, avoid any more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, and delusional. We hold these truths to be self-evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim that they require a Bill of No Rights. ARTICLE I. You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.

#7
well i finally got another letter from bubba today. hes doing pretty good. misses being home and wants everyone to write to him more. so i am gonna try writing to him more often. and the best part of it is that he finally told me that he loves me in one of his letters!!! So yeah hes doing good, not much more i can say right now cuz his letter was more about me then him. will keep everyone updated as i can.

My Countdowns Til......
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For Those Wanting & Waiting!!
To be honest, when I decided to make me one that was nothing like the others I had seen, I thought I might get around 10 requests to have me do one. Well I am over 50 made so far counting USER & VIC licenses with at least 23 people in line waiting. I guess I should feel honored that my style is wanted & that I have had others that make them, that want one of mine. I really do appreciate all the positive comments I get about them. I also love seeing them being used as peoples profile pics. I am really sorry to a few of you that have been waiting a very long time to get yours & I hope the people that have recently requested understand it might take me a while to get to theirs. I am constantly trying to do things slightly different to make them look even better. I don't have that much time online to work on them (because my lack of ass is getting flat from sitting in this chair & I am trying to stay away from the pc more lol). I do promise that everyone that wants one will get one! Also u

Cybersex Gone Wrong
Ive posted a couple of these in my bulletins but hardly anyones looked so i might as wll post them here. hope you enjoy them Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing yo

Poetry
How do I describe this feeling Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene The experience of floating away Away to another plain with you Far away where we are alone Just the two of us in paradise. Giving so much, one to another Away from what keeps us apart Where we can become as one Holding on to our beautiful dream The two of us forsaking all others , together wrapped in our love Swaying with the rhythm of life Grasping what we can't have Pretending that it's ours alone No bother from outside forces. Alone, just you and I forever more But in reality, we must come back Back to our senses and realization Back to a world we wish to escape Awakened to the truth of what's right whats wrong and what is not ours. ~~SAMANTHA~~

Something To Believe In
I wish I was someone else I'm confused, I'm afraid, I hate the loneliness And there's nowhere to run to Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, to begin If I was stupid or naive Trying to achieve what they all call contentness If people weren't such dicks and I never made mistakes Then I could find forgiveness Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, oh no I can't be someone else I don't feel that it's hopeless I don't feel that I'm useless I can't throw it all away I need some courage to find my weakness And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I just need something to believe in I'm looking for something to believe in And I jus

Lmao! Who's Smarter Here???
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very ne

Poetry
Make love to me... Make love to me...I see it in your eyes so full of hot desire like a fire I want to drown in. Make love to me... I feel it in your touch your hands on my skin, they set me on fire. And only you can quench my desire. Make love to me your lips so filled of love they kiss the hidden places of my body till it aches, with a lust that only you can bring to me. Make love to me... my body and soul laid bare for you to mold reahing heights untold untill I explode. ~~SAMANTHA~~

Ugh
got to love a job where u get yelled at cause they believe the clothes u wear are gonna be a saftey hazard.. LOL bull fuckin shit.. I got yelled at tonight at work, cause I had chains on my pants and my pants came close to coming over my shoes.. I can fall over my pants and get hurt.. and ummm The chains can get stuck on something and kill me... wtf man I have never in my life meet such a bunch of morons.. all cause two of my supervisors don't like how I dress so I get in trouble.. well they call all kiss my mother fuckin ass now... They will see when I find a new job.. LOL woohoo I hate that place.. ok I am done bitching for the moment..

Perfect
You Are 80% Perfectionist You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others. While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high! Are You a Perfectionist?

Lmao! Who's Smarter Here???
subject: LMAO! Who's smarter here??? date: 2007-03-01 18:31:28 When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that not

Alright This Is The Last One!
Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others. Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel. You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations. A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict. You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

What Women Really Mean!!! Lmfaorotf
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

The Great Wall Of America
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr

Happy Happy Joy Joy
You Are Very Happy Your life is totally together, and you enjoy every day. And you don't need a quiz to tell you that! You know how to find pleasure in the little things... And even when life isn't so great, you have a good sense of perspective. How Happy Are You, Really?

Blind Faith
Im sitting here thinking about all the things we were taught as children about blind faith. We were taught that we need to have faith in God, Jesus, and the holy spirit. Were taught to have faith in our parents, and believe everything they teach us is correct, and the truth. Were taught that our teachers are teaching us what we need to know to get us through life.Then as we grow older we see things in a different perspective. I still have faith in God, Jesus, and the holy spirit. I still believe that what my parents taught me when i was growing up was the truth. And I still belive that we were being taught the things we needed to know by our teachers as we were growing up. But now that ive grown even older, ive learned that there are a lot more things we need to have blind faith in. Our relationships, our childrens well being, and our need for more knowledge. Our relationships for example, I come to CherryTap, and MySpsace to make friends, hopefully ones that I will be able to talk to

Getting Adicited To These Things!
You Are Pretty Happy You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is! How Happy Are You, Really?

Shine ( Keith Urban)
Winter's weighin on your shoulders It's hangin around a little too long And I can see it in your eyes You've taken on a load that's just too strong Oh but let me get down to the heart of the matter Baby if you want I can make it better now When the sun is hard to find When it's rainin in your eyes When the shadows block those pretty little blue skies living inside you When the fallin of your tears, makes a candle disappear When you just can't see the light Baby I'll find a way to shine I'll find a way to shine Everybody's got a cross to carry Everybody's got a story they can tell Ya know you're not the only one counting on a quarter & wishin well Woah don't you sit there with your heart under lock & key Gimmie one chance baby, I can set you free When the sun is hard to find When it's rainin in your eyes When the shadows block those pretty little blue skies living inside you When the fallin of your tears, makes a candle disappear When you just can't see the l

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESTJ) Your personality type is serious, fair, independent, and competent. Only about 9% of all people have your personality, including 7% of all women and 11% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Twitch Session...
Ever had one of those days, starts off good, something small happens and it just snowballs to hell from there? Well today is one of those for me. Busting my butt to hire this housecleaner to help me get the house ready for an event, and damned it I get a headack from hell from the fumes. Next, dealing with paying the bills and gettin' charged from a company I've never heard of and have to bitch them out. Then things go crazy on my site and I don't get to change the things I need. Now it's thundering and lighten' and my dog is freakin' out under my feet. I've started something with someone that I don't even know if I'm on the edge or muckin' up....damn, what's next?

What I Have Been Doing Lately.
Well to sum it up in words.....I be making money. Well not entirely true but I stand to make a bit of money and even have my name imprinted on a credit. It started last week. I got offered to work on a film that may get made. I said what the hell Im not doing anything. And I needed to get my mind focused. SO i started pumping out some sketches and landed a speaking conversation with the man who has the vision. So for the past week...Ive done nothing but roll out of bed around 2 in the afternoon...draw...send it in....get critiqued.....revise said drawing...and move on to the next thing. Also in news of the computer place job. I am now an official candidate for the position...which only took them a month and a half to make the decision. SO im not worried at all. Kyle

Not Sure Which Part I Actually Miss
Once upon a time, I was a stripper. Or to be soooo PC, exotic dancer. Mostly, I worked in gogo or topless clubs. Rarely did I venture into the nude clubs, as I do have some modesty. Not a lot, but some, lol. It's been a long time since I've worked in one, but there are times when I really miss it. A good song comes on the radio, one that I'd either love to dance to, or used to dance to. "Closer" by Nine Inch Nails is one; a song that I'll just sort of zone off into lala land, remembering being on stage and doing my thing. I wasn't one of those "stand and sway" type of dancers; I actually performed and put those 12 years of ballet lessons to good use. Some clubs would use me as a feature performer, having me come in and do a show without having to work the entire night. Not a bad gig if you can get it, and I didn't have to pose for Hustler or anything to get the job. I'm not sure what it is that I miss. I certainly don't miss being groped and having to do lap dances. I do kind

"dreams" Kenny Chesney
She says most men her age want younger women She thinks her self esteems not quite itself anymore But she sees herself as more than what the mirror shows and why thats so important heaven only knows When the important part for her is souls and hearts Chorus: And dreams of sharing a life and a home (Dreams)of never ever bein alone again (dreams)Not even diamonds just a little gold Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old Dreams the kind you know that will never end Forever lovers and forever friends Someone really there to love and care and share Dreams She swears she wont divorce a third time She swears the more she knows about love the harder it is to find The perfect picture of her white horse prince Is now dependability and common sense.. Someone kind and brave Someone not afraid of.. Chorus: Dreams Of sharin a life and a home (dreams)Of never ever bein alone again Not even diamonds just a little gold Someone to hold he

Customer Service Agent Language
Have you ever called in and been rude to a customer service agent? Have you ever heard them say have a nice day and really mean it? Have a nice day really means fuck you. If you ever hear them say have a wonderful day it really means fuck off and die. If you ever hear them say have a fabulous day you really pissed them off. That means I have your address bitch I know were you live. If they ever say yes sir and no sir or mam there haveing a bad day right from the start that means hurry up with the fucken problem I hate my job. Next time you call a customer service agent and there extremly nice watch out because this is what they really mean when they say it.

Just Some Fun Stuff
Your Stripper Song Is Pour Some Sugar on Me by Def Leppard "Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man?" Break out the baby oil, you rock it old school. What Song Should You Strip To?

My Favorite Song
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

I Hate Being Sick!
Can I just mention that being sick SUX! Big time! But being a sick phone sex operator can either work for you or against you. Sometimes you get REALLY lucky and get that sexy deep throaty sick voice. The other half of the time you're coughing and gagging (ok.. that can work too) or you just lose your voice completely. Basically I'm just waiting to either get "deathly" ill or feel better. At this point I really don't care which I just hate this in between stage that I'm currently at. Not really feeling well enough to do a lot of stuff. Kinda run down but nothing that a nap doesn't usually cure. Anyway... I'll stop whining and hope that my voice hits that deep throaty sexy voice tonight for all the guys who are hoping to get off to my moans and begs.

...5 Minutes Of Majesty...
the current Jeopardy champion is a psychiatrist...i can only imagine how cool it is for his patients to see him on teevee. damn, i really wanna be on Jeopardy! i would kick some serious nerd ass, methinks. it's snowing and snowing and snowing, blizzard-like! feh. it was nice today though, it was cloudy and dark most of the day. perfectly fit how i'm feeling, actually. saw my p-doc tuesday, we dropped 2 meds and went up on another. now i just feel more "blah" and am more scattered than ever (one of the meds dropped was Strattera). current med line-up Depakote 1000mg Trazodone 300mg Cytomel 25mcg Cymbalta 120mg Lyrica 370mg Yasmin ...i think that's everything. we dropped Remeron and Strattera which weren't really doing much. i hope my package comes tomorrow. i'm getting a new suit (it's pretty jade green!), a new cap (it's pink silicone with SKULLS ALL OVER IT! SKULLS! ON MY HEAD!), a new pair of goggles (specially designed for women's faces, they're called "Vanqui

F**k Everyone Who Don't Like Me.....
I am sick and damn tired of every selfserving asshole i meet judging me....I could give a shit less if you like me cause i like me also if you think what you see is friggin weird then you oughta get to know the real me it would blow you sheltered little minds.anyway f**k it I'm goin 2 drink this day away!

Your A Woman
YOUR A WOMAN (HAPPY VALENTINESDAY) I LOVE WHEN YOUR LOVE TAKES OVER ME WHEN WE MAKE LOVE ITS PURE EXTACY LADY YOU ARE THE ESSENCE OF SENTUALITY YOUR BODY IS THE ONLY THING THAT CAN BRING ME DOWN TO MY KNEES THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR MAJIK MAKES ME EAGER TO PLEASE OOH IT DRIVES ME CRAZY WHEN YOU TALK DIRTY TO ME YOU MAKE ME WANT TO GIVE YOU EVERY BIT OF ME OOH I LOVE THE WAY YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU WORK YOUR BODY GIVES ME CHILLS AND WHEN YOU KISS ME IT GIVES ME THRILLS ,BUT MOST OF ALL I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL YOUR A WOMAN. with love, Myke.

Where Would U Go
perverted thoughts does music and did a song for sum1, to make a long story short 4 payback for the song i get a plane or a bus or a train ticket to go any where i want now bein from brooklyn im around all types of diffrent cultures and all of them got sumthin special bout them i havent really made up my mind yet but if u was in my situation where would u go takin in the thought of the time of year it is and the weather holla

Inner Beauty
Inner beauty is something so glamorous It's mere presence is seen Not //all// see this presence Outside can be very decieving Inside never lies I saw you today You are truly beautiful But like I often do You were worrying about outside things I wanted to shout at you Instead I looked I thought You must feel the same way when I worry About outside You think I'm beatuiful As I view you And I sigh I know how you feel I comfort Because I want to make the pain of outside go away I know how it feels

21 Things I Want In A Lover
I've been reading all these bulletins about "I WANT THIS GUY/GIRL" lately. Well, I've been with that girl and i've had that guy. Obviously it didn't work. That being the case, I've decided to post what I want. Flowers aren't in my top 10. :) Anyone who I end up with should: 1. Understand that I have kids. That means you will NEVER come first. Can't handle 2nd place? Leave. 2. Be HONEST..with me and yourself. 3. Be FAITHFUL. 4. Be drug/disease/mental illness free. These ARE deal breakers. 5. Have a sense of humor. 6. Know how to do laundry. 7. Be able to find joy in the world around them. 8. Have a job (i'm not supporting your ass and i don't want u to support me.) 9. Understand that i'm not your ex or your mother. I don't care if i have something in common with them. I'm NOT them and that should be enough. 10. Know when to be serious and when to be silly. 11. Leave me alone when i'm pissed. 12. Know that if i was pissed @ u, i'd tell you. 13.

Den Of Illusionzzzz.......
HEY YA'LL THIS IS MY NEW LOUNGE...... PLEASE COME CHECK IT OUT AND JOIN WHEN YA GET THE CHANCE...? WOULD LOVE TO SEE YA IN THERE! ( btw, I'm a dj in it too if ya didn't already know lol ) LIVE DJ'S - WE PLAY YOUR FAVORITE SONG/GROUPS REQUESTS - FRIENDLY FUN MEMBERS - NO DRAMA! LET'S BUILD UP A HAPPY FUN FRIENDLY FAMILY! ;O) CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO ENTER.......THANX LUV YA'S! XOXOX'S .....JADE :D

A Rant: How To Define A Woman?
For sure we all know that it’s the opposite of what a man. To define them in layman terms that’s a different and complicated term to say the least. To say that there is a word to define them then it would be their name. To describe her yet again to fully come up a multitude of words and even actions to show that there is a mutual bond between. A single woman has more qualities than hundred men are put together in an equation. The sad truth is that a man could barely equate with that equation. Although out of the hundred men that were put together to equate with the equation only one or two of them are able to reciprocate an original and unique mutualism. The sadder truth is that even this one or two man is found they are rejected or afraid because they’re not the “perfect match”. In these modern times, women are hard to find. Some women are actually money mongers but closely they want to still have a relationship. Some prefer the beefed-up version because of the so-called stamin

More Poems
screaming in silence till your thoughts become violent, Time takes its toll, till your mind becomes numb and your body lies cold, Drifting away dreams seem to fade, wanting to speak, but there's nothing to say, history repeats for those who allow, bending and breaking till you're forced to fall down, Keep it locked up and don't say a word, about the nightmares you've seen and the sorrow you've heard make yourself numb so the pain goes away, saving it all for another day.

Contest
this is just a repeat for all of my friends i am entered n a morph contest starting tomorrow at 2:30 and as most of you know i wont be here to get the link and stuff so when i return i will put all the info ina blog and hopefully my friends will vote for me and comment bomb me it will be most appreciated...so when i return i will get the info thanks so much

The War Is Over
The War Is Over(1968) By Phil Ochs Album: The War Is Over: The Best Of Phil Ochs Born: El Paso, Texas 1940 Phil Ochs committed suicide, at age 35, in the spring of 1976. Like so many young people who came of age in the '60s, Ochs believed that while America embodied the ideals of freedom and compassion, darker forces were at work challenging those concepts. The fantasy world of the '50s was dead; people who were not even of voting age were being forced to fight an unpopular war in Southeast Asia; racism was tearing apart the South. *Ochs' moral standards may have been impossibly high and improbably naive, but as an individual, Ochs' impact on music and activism has been far greater than he would have ever dreamed. The turning point for Ochs came during the 1968 Democratic National Convention in Chicago, where angry students and other antiwar activists were literally beaten down by authorities during demonstrations against the conflict in Vietnam Ochs was severely affec

How Pathetic Am I?
Seriously, how pathetic am I really. I have nothing better to do other than sit around all night and surf the web! I have TV on for background noise purposes...what the hell am I doing. I am doing nothing, and that is my biggest problem.

Another One
"If your days seem filled with unwanted negative feelings, there is only one cure. When they come, choose them. Don't ask why, don't wonder how, don't fight them and never put yourself down for having them. But most of all never blame someone else for how you feel. If you do, it means you are still fast asleep and your choice is to be a victim. When the feelings come, even big disturbing emotional feelings say, "I choose this feeling" and know it comes because of something you have thought or done in the past, perhaps a certain belief that you have learned or an attachment that is threatened. Choice does not mean you want the feelings, but it does mean you are taking responsibility for them. And that is the beginning of self mastery. It is the first step to the healing and resolving of your emotions. But only the first step. Try this today and then ask yourself what the next step might be. If you are really interested to know, you will come to know!" Brahma Kumaris

Goodbye Heart
A stone cold machine slowly walked down and into the water half way it stopped. An opening appeared and walked out holding something small and dear to ones self. A heart that once beat within his own chest. With a tear down his face he got down onto his knee's and spoke gently. I brought you to where you always felt at peace, you can rest here in the waters you love so. I promise no one will ever hurt you again , you will never feel pain or be afraid. Placing it into the water and looking down into it gently seeing the name Sheena engraved on it as it floated for a moment... Only to slowly sink down into the depths of the ice cold water. I am sorry he cried, i am sorry i could not protect you, I promised i would and i failed i'm sorry.... Tears streamed down his face and he watched as it sank further and further down into the water till it could no longer be seen. Then the tears stopped..Only anger was left inside his body. Now one would think it was the heart

War
War Edwin Starr Album: Motown Legends: War Charles Hatcher was born January 21, 1942 in Nashville, Tennessee. He was raised in Cleveland, where he formed the Future Tones vocal group in 1957. They recorded one single for Tress, before Starr was drafted into the US Army for three years. After his service, he toured for two years with the Bill Doggett Combo, and was then received a solo contract with the Ric Tic label in 1965. His first single, "Agent Double-O-Soul", was a US Top 30 hit and Starr exploited its popularity by appearing in a short promotional film with actor Sean Connery, best known for his role as James Bond. Motown Records took over the Ric Tic catalogue in 1967.. He then resumed his solo career with the politically outspoken "War", which was a US number 1 in 1970. Lyrics: Oh no-there's got to be a better way Say it again There's got to be a better way-yeah What is it good for? *War has caused unrest Among the younger generation Induction t

Narrow Mindedness
Just the other day I was here on CT and I seen a new blog from a friend pop up in alerts, so I went to check it out. She had posted that she was deleting all of her stories she had posted to her blog because some people on here had said some things to her and about her over them. I had read many of her blogs and she is very imaginative and has a great writing style. Now for my rant. Peopel grow the hell up and open your mind to what others may see and feel. This is an adult site, meaning not for kids. Adults should be mature enough to decide if they want to see something or not and follow through with that decision without trying to hurt someone else. If you don't like it and its not hurting any innocent people then don't worry about it. Why should a person have to hide what they enjoy inside if its not hurting anyone. Censorship is for the weak minded. People that have a strong mind know how to just hit the exit button and not go back there. If you find a pic that you feel is NSFW

Grumpy
Maybe I'm just becoming a grumpy old man, but all these contest,radio lounge, and family bulletins are starting to get on my nerves. It seems that's all the bulletins are these days. Makes me almost wish for all the "Am I Hot" or "Would You Do Me" bulletins. The measure of whether or not someone is your friend shouldn't be based on if they post 500 comments on a pic of yours or not. Being someone's friend should be based on how well you get along, which requires talking and getting to know each other. Seems some people get so caught up in these contests they don't even have time to get to know the people on their friends list. Now these contests for 10,000 or 20,000 or 25,000 comments to win blasts or whatever are only making things worse. Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap used to be a site where everyone was welcome and everyone enjoyed getting to know everyone. Now all these families only serve to segregate things. Why can't we be just one big Cherry Tap family? Why the need for all

The Way I Feel
Want to cut my skin back to the bone, I'm by myself but not alone. I'm not the first, far from the last to kill my future with my past. I throw my heart down on the floor, 'cause I don't want it anymore. Now my pain has scarred my eyes, 'cause I have listened to the lies. *Now when I close my eyes, I feel it all falling away. *I drop to my knees, then I begin to pray. *How am I supossed to hide *all these things that I'm feeling inside. You tempt me now with a torrid kiss, bitter pain gift wrapped in bliss. Remember all the time we shared? Am I right to think that you had cared? You tore my walls down brick by brick, when you pulled me from the sand so thick. Could feel your soul in each caress, memories of you I can't repress. *Now when I close my eyes, I feel like I'm falling away. *I drop to my knees, then I begin to pray. *How am I supossed to hide *all these things that I'm feeling inside. So let the wolf come out to play 'cause I look forward to t

Universal Soldier
Universal Soldier Donovan Original Album: Universal Soldier (1965) Buffy Saint Marie wrote "Universal Soldier" in the basement of The Purple Onion coffee house in Toronto in the early sixties. It's about individual responsibility for war and how the old feudal thinking kills us all. Donovan had a hit with it in 1965. His first single, 'Catch The Wind', launched a career that lasted through the 60s with numerous hits ,Universal Soldier, originally on his album, 'Universal Soldier' (1965) was among them. Donovan's finest work was as an ambassador of 'flower power' with memorable singles like 1966's 'Sunshine Superman' and 'Mellow Yellow'. Lyrics: He's five feet two and he's six feet four He fights with missiles and with spears He's all of 31 and he's only 17 He's been a soldier for a thousand years He's a Catholic, a Hindu, an atheist, a Jain, a Buddhist and a Baptist and a Jew and he knows he shouldn't kill and he knows he always will kill you for me my fri

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

Sky Pilot
Sky Pilot Eric Burdon and the Animals (1968) Eric Burdon, Vic Briggs, John Weider, Barry Jenkins, Danny McCulloch Album: The Best of Eric Burton& The Animals The original Animals slowly disbanded but Burdon reappeared in California with his new group at the 1967 Monterey International Pop Festival. The band went on to define the era musically with many songs now considered hippie classics such as the fiercely antiwar song 'Sky Pilot'. Lyrics: He blesses the boys as they stand in life The smell of gun grease and their bayonets they shine He's here to help them all that he can To make them feel wanted he's a good holy man. Sky pilot, sky pilot, how high can you fly You'll never never never reach the sky. He smiles at the young soldiers Tells them it's all right He knows of their fears in the forthcoming fight Soon there'll be blood and many will die Mother and fathers back home they will cry. Sky pilot, sky pilot, how high can you fly You'll never never never reac

Smilin
There really isnt gonna be much content of depth to this....I am just smilin. The sun shined today, I think it came out for me. Another 6 months of track laid down in a day. There are still worries and wonders hiding in the shallow pools of my head. Sometimes I wonder if something was maybe said or realized. I dont know what any day is gonna bring now. I dont really care, I am doing it all and thats what seems to matter. Whether I have support or nothing at all, I always have been able to find a way to fly. I am not overly happy, but not too down either. There are definatley things that weigh in on me when I am not busy, and left with time to think. But when I am sleeping its ok cuase then I can forget. I now see some of the reasons for the things that have come to pass. And others things I am so blind to, helps to smoke grass. But even then I am left with a sharp pinch. The wishing the hoping and everything I passioned for. I kinda feel blown over, maybe condensed. I have made m

I ♥ Earth
Your Love Element Is Metal In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?

Been A Lil Down Lately
The last couple of weeks have been really rough--mentally that is -- people at work have noticed, Roo noticed, everyone kept asking if I was ok, if something was wrong. After talking with a close friend, and talking with Roo, I've decided it just might be a good idea to go back on an anti-depressant. I was on them several years ago, and once I felt I didn't need them any longer -- I gradually stopped taking them. I don't know if it's the weather; if it's the stress from my youngest son and his antics; or what, but it seems the depression has returned. This is also the reason why I haven't left a whole lot of comments (none today with the exception of one) and why I haven't chatted with the few of you that I do chat with. All I have to do is get through the weekend, and come Monday afternoon, things will start getting better. It's not like I've gone completely mental lol...though some might disagree...and for those who may suggest a natural remedy like st. john's wort...I'

People Got To Be Free
People Got To Be Free The Rascals (1968) Words by Felix Cavaliere and Music by Edward Brigati, Jr. Album: The Ultimate Rascals "People Got to Be Free" was an impassioned response to the assassinations of Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. and Robert Kennedy. The band was formed in 1964 and signed with Atlantic Records in 1965 as the Rascals, but their early releases were as the Young Rascals, due to another band's similar name. In 1968 the band was able to drop the "Young" from its name. In 1996 the Rascals were inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. At the induction ceremony the band reunited on stage to play "Good Lovin'" , "Groovin'," "How Can I Be Sure" and "People Got To Be Free." Lyrics: All the world over, so easy to see People everywhere just wanna be free Listen, please listen, that's the way it should be Deep in the valley, people got to be free You should see what a lovely, lovely world this'd be Everyone learned to live together, ah-hah-unh Seems t

Ohio
OHIO Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, 1970 Album: 4 Way Street This song describes a historical event in America during the Vietnam War. It is about the shootings that took place at Kent State University on May 4, 1970; when the National Guard opened fire on a large group of protesters and killed four people. Many wondered if the Constitution still protected our right to assemble or not. Lyrics: Tin soldiers and Nixon's coming We're finally on our own This summer I hear the drumming Four dead in Ohio Gonna get down to it soldiers are cutting us down Should have been down long ago What if you knew her and found her dead on the ground How can you run when you know. Gonna get down to it soldiers are cutting us down Should have been down long ago What if you knew her and found her dead on the ground How can you run when you know.

Imagine
Imagine John Lennon Album: Imagine Lennon's idea of a perfect world, no religion, no war, no possessions, and no hunger. For most people this song epitomizes the hippie movement, it is everything they wanted. "My role in society, or any artist's or poet's role, is to try and express what we all feel. Not to tell people how to feel. Not as a preacher, not as a leader, but as a reflection of us all." - John Lennon Lyrics: Imagine there's no heaven, It's easy if you try, No hell below us, Above us only sky, Imagine all the people living for today... Imagine there's no countries, It isn't hard to do, Nothing to kill or die for, No religion too, Imagine all the people living life in peace... Imagine no possessions, I wonder if you can, No need for greed or hunger, A brotherhood of man, Imagine all the people Sharing all the world... You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one, I hope some day you'll join us, And the world will live as one.

Masters Of War
Masters of War Bob Dylan Album:Freewheelin'(1963) This song criticizes the government for sending teenagers off to Vietnam and the cruelty and lack of respect shown for the common people or the former heroes of the war. Lyrics: Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher Y

Blowin' My Top
Okay...time to come in and just BLOW, to everybody!!!!!!! I was on hold for 50mins., trying to get through to my cable company!!!!!!!!!!!!! Geeeeeeezzzzzz...anyone that needs a job....apply to Mediacom....they need help and phone reps BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!! I've never been soooooooo discusted in my life! I got sick and tired, and tired and sick, as bill cosby would say, of hearing what was going to be on mediacom this month!!!!! And I even got sicker, and tirederer(lol) of hearing that sweet voice tell me.... "...Thank you for your patience. Your call is important to us. Please stay on the line for the next available representative." Do you think I heard it enough???????????? I have it memorized!!!! Then, on top of that....I have to deal with my company. My payment was due, but I couldn't pay the entire bill, since we needed money to make our trip last weekend, but I made a partial payment, thinking/hoping that would do till we got back. I was going

If I Had A Hammer
If I Had A Hammer Lyrics and music by Lee Hays and Pete Seeger (1949) Seeger sang for the people and their rights at a time when that could get rabble-rousers blacklisted and worse. What's more, he got the people singing for themselves Peter, Paul and Mary (1962) Album: Around the Campfire LYRICS: If I had a hammer, I'd hammer in the morning, I'd hammer in the evening, All over this land, I'd hammer out danger, I'd hammer out a warning, I'd hammer out love between, My brothers and my sisters, All over this land. If I had a bell, I'd ring it in the morning, I'd ring it in the evening, All over this land, I'd ring out danger, I'd ring out a warning, I'd ring out love between, My brothers and my sisters, All over this land.

Stupid Motherfuckers!
#1. 1990 NHL DRAFT 4 Mike Ricci (C) Canada Philadelphia Flyers Peterborough Petes (OHL) - 16 year Veteran 5 Jaromir Jagr (R) Czechoslovakia Pittsburgh Penguins Kladno Poldi (Czech) - 2 time stanley cup winner, hart trophy (1999), 5-time Art ross Trophy, 3-time lester b. pearson award winner, 8-time all star, All Rookie team 1991, Olympic Gold and Bronze Medal Winner. He holds 16 NHL Records. 16 year NHL Veteran. 20 Martin Brodeur (G) Canada New Jersey Devils Saint-Hyacinthe Laser (QMJHL) - 3 time Stanley cup Champion, 2 Time Vezina Trophy, Calder Trohy, 4 time William M Jennings Trophy winner, 9 time all star, All rookie team 1994, Holds 9 NHL Records, 30 Franchise Records, youngest goaltender in NHL history to reach the 300 and 400 regular season win plateaus, 2 Olympic Silver Medals, Gold Medal, And World Cup of Hockey champions in 2004. #2. 1991 NHL ENTRY DRAFT 1. Eric Lindros Canada Quebec Nordiques Oshawa Generals (OHL) - NHL All Rookie Team 1993, Hart trophy win

I.........
So many nights I've cried, wishing I'd die I can't seem to find the meaning of my life. Why am I here? Do I really have a purpose? If so, what is it? Please tell me, please help me. I'm lost, torn on the inside. My heart has become no more. Your criticism has eaten me down to the core. I can't take all of this anymore. My knees go out from under me as I fall to the floor. You just took my heart out the door. You left me here, with no explanation, no reason, nothing. You left me alone and afraid and empty. You took everything inside of me. Now I'm empty, I have nothing left to give. I have no reason to live. What did I do to deserve all this?

Fuck Me In The Rain
It is a starless night, thunder in the distance, flashes of lightning as a storm is about to roll in. Just finished dinner for a nice romantic quick getaway, when I see the look in his eye that says the night is far from over. Feeling daring from half a bottle of wine, I see an alley just up ahead, and pull him with me. He's looking at me confused, until I start to unbutton my blouse. We are not far in and there are people going by but I don't care. The wine has made me bold, and that look in his eyes makes me want him right that very second. Going back to the hotel is not an option at this point, because I just have to have him. I grin at him as I continue to undo my blouse and he stands there, stunned. "Don't you want to go back to our room, baby?" he asks me. I shake my head no and finally get my blouse undone. "I want you now, sweetness," I say to him, pulling him closer to me. I kiss him hotly and press my body to him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, deepening

Long Distance Relationship
i'm going to borrow a quote that a friend of mine insightfully posted that i thought was kinda good... "Contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they dont see it nearly enough" i have to agree in that distance is difficult, it takes two strong people and one strong relationship to withstand the hardships that come with it. sustaining a healthy and happy relationship is easy when you have the ability and ease of seeing eachother daily, but when you must go for months at a time on nothing but phone calls and mental memories, its much harder. There is something to be said for being in the physical presence of someone and being able to look in their eyes and hold them. When those neccessary things can't be had you must find other ways to connect with one another and

I Ain't Marching Anymore
I Ain't Marching Anymore Written by Phil Ochs and Bob Gibson Album: I ain't Marching Anymore Phil Ochs was one of the great voices of our century with such songs as "Lincoln Park ", "I Ain't Marchin"..., "Pleasures of the Harbor", "The World Began in Eden and Ended in Los Angeles" and "Crucifixion". Lyrics: Oh,I marched to the battle of New Orleans At the end of the early British war The young land started growin' The young blood started flowin' But I ain't a-marchin' anymore But I've killed my share of Injuns In a thousand different fights I was there at the Little Big Horn I saw many men lyin' I saw many more dyin' But I ain't a-marchin' anymore CHORUS It's always the old to lead us to the war Always the young to fall Now look at all we've won with the saber and the gun Tell me, is it worth it all For I stole California from the Mexican land Fought in the bloody Civil War Yes I even killed my brothers And so many others But I ain't a-marchin' anymore

Just Song Lyrics
The originals are always better .. damn censorship and the radio Akon I wanna fuck you Lyrics (featuring: Snoop Dogg) Konvict...Music...and you know we Up front. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know I wanna fuck you (fuck you), you already know Girl... Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, dont tell, wont tell, baby say I dont talk dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture wit me, what the flick gon do, baby stick to me & ima stick on u, if u pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and im here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, rip ridin and them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby ur pussy for life. I see you windin n grindin up on that pole, I know u see me lookin' at you and you already

Procrastination
Or however the hell you spell that word...I do it. All the time I cannot stand to spread things out evenly and do them at a pace (unless its just physically better to do that) I must cramm everything in at the same time or at least five minutes before. It's not that i like living in chaos, I just can come up with more reasons why the thing should wait; instead of having reasons why I should finish it now. But today I got my title back from the dealership. The car is now mine, one thing I did not put off lol. At least not willingly. Have a good night whomever reads this one. Peace.

Why Me
I sit here, entrapped by this dark world My mind is full of crazy ideas My thoughts corrupted My feelings changed I really don't want to go through this again Why me? That's all I really want to know Why me? Where is there to go? I need answers, I need help I need somebody to save me from all hell I need love, I need support I can't take people closing doors on me anymore I need an open door, someplace to walk into Someplace where I'm loved, someplace where I'm needed I need the truth I need proof I'm corrupted by these evil visions Seeing what people only fear of seeing I think that I just might go insane I really can't go through this all again Please help, please tell me I'm loved I need answers, maybe help from up above Maybe I'm sentenced to damnation Heaven is maybe out of the question I guess maybe it's my fate So why must I wait? Maybe I should leave now, someway, somehow Just let me go Leave me be You will see You don't need me Soon, I'll be fr

The Bdsm Symbol
The BDSM Symbol The BDSM emblem has no "obvious" symbolism because it was created to be enigmatic. To the vanilla observer who would be put off by BDSM, it is merely an attractive piece of jewelry. Thus, we can wear it freely as a friendly salute, nod, and wink to other BDSMers we should happen to pass on the sidewalks and in the hallways of our daily lives. To the insider, however, the emblem is full of meaning. The three divisions represent the various threesomes of BDSM. First of all, the three divisions of BDSM itself: B&D, D&S, and S&M. Secondly, the three-way creed of BDSM behavior: Safe, Sane, and Consensual. Thirdly, the three divisions of our community: Tops, Bottoms, and Switches. It is this third symbolism that gives meaning to the holes in each unit. Since BDSM is, at the very least, a play style and, at its greatest, a love style, the holes represent the incompleteness of any individual within the BDSM context. However "together" and "whole" individuals may be

Trapped
Trapped in this mask of my own creation Still here, living out my damnation I can't feel nothing, I'm so numb Walked on and spit on like some crumb I feel like I'm not there in this cruel world In this full existence People stare, then look away And I'm left in the glare I spend my life, trying I can't stop your lying You step on me You break my mask Now these emotions I must show Now I'm exposed Pure emotion I must face Seeing what I thought I could ignore Now all I hear is them laughing at me Now they see me cry They see me bleed I can't live this way I just give up I'll drown in my own sorrow Never to breathe again

How Long
How Long by Jackson Browne Album:"World In Motion " (1989 on Elektra Records) "How Long" is an eloquent cry for peace and change and includes a beautiful acoustic lap steel guitar from David Lindley. Because I think it is one of the most meaningful songs Jackson has ever written, I choose to include it on our list of Protest Songs in spite of the fact that it was written in the 80's and not the 60's. Lyrics: When you look into a child's face And you're seeing the human race And the endless possibilities there Where so much can come true And you think of the beautiful things A child can do How long -- would the child survive How long -- if it was up to you When you think about the money spent On defense by a government And the weapons of destruction we've built We're so sure that we need And you think of the millions and millions That money could feed How long -- can you hear someone crying How long -- can you hear someone dying Before you ask yourself

Dear God!
This prayer that I say tonight Is for my spouse who must fight for you see, he is away from me Keeping his country safe and free This is the one that I love And so I ask you Lord above Please keep him safe while under way and bring him home to me someday While he is gone, please hear my prayer And let him know I will be there Waiting for him upon the pier Hoping and praying with some fear This prayer is not for him alone But for all military far from home I ask you to keep them safe and sound On their way to where their bound We love these men (and women) that are asked to fight So, keep them safe for us tonight.

With God On Our Side
With God On Our Side Bob Dylan Album:The Times They Are A-Changin' He sang this song at the Newport Folk Festival with Joan Baez 26 July 1964. Bob was unplugged after starting a ruckus among folkies over three decades ago at the Newport Folk Festival by plugging in. In this album he is at the peak of his awesome power. LYRICS: Oh, my name it ain't nothin', my age it means less The country I come from is called the Midwest I's taught and brought up there, the laws to abide And that the land that I live in has God on its side. Oh, the history books tell it, they tell it so well The cavalries charged, the Indians fell The cavalries charged, the Indians died Oh, the country was young with God on its side. The Spanish American war had its day And the Civil War too was soon laid away And the names of the heroes i's made to memorize With guns in their hands and God on their side. The First World War, boys, it came an it went The reason for fightin' I never did get

Real Love
Love is both pleasure and pain, joy and sorrow. It has long been held that what you can love, can hurt you, in almost equal reciprocity. The more you love, the more you can get hurt. The more you love, the more you stand to lose. Yet the point of love is not to clam up, to refrain from ever loving. Each and every person has the potential to love so deeply, so strongly, with such passion and intimacy, with romance, and to receive back the joy of that same love. The truth is, the joy of love is so much greater than joy that can be derived elsewhere. Money does not give joy. Material wealth does not give joy. It gives convenience, yet often takes away love. How many rich people seek so hard and far for love, yet never find it. Sex does not give joy, unless it is enjoyed as a part of love. Loveless sex would make one feel as empty as a broken earthernware pot. Love is given to be reciprocated, because in that reciprocity lies its joy and pleasure. If you love someone who does n

How Open Minded Are You??
You Are 92% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

What Is A Friend?
What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with him. He seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. He does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with him, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. He understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With him you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meannesses and absurdities and, in opening them up to him, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of his loyality. He understands. You do not have to be careful. You can abuse him, neglect him, tolerate him. Best of all, you can keep still with him. It makes no matter. He likes you. He is like fire that purges to the bone. He understands. You can weep with him, sin with him, laugh with hi

Courage To The Woman.....or Anyone.
Keep strong woman. Go ahead and do as you know u must do. Looking ahead is the only way back. Hold yourself high woman, it will come. Stickin around for the answer only remains a questions. Steady and still in the dark. Close your eyes woman, u see? Its there....it hasnt left. Or maybe thats a lie. A woman will only know, when she gives up. Why do we all still loose the game. Why do all of us have this pain. If i could take it all so you could be free. I'd do it now and go down with out question. Keep track woman. Fight the world like you always knew how. Show the right people and a gift is given. Dont open the wounds let them eat you. Woman you have shamed your face. But pick up and go and go and go. The place that sits beyond the yard is the world which killed you. Take it back and own it. Why do we all still loose the game. Why do all of us have this pain. If I could take it all so you could be free. I'd do it now and go down with out question. Woma

~ The Teacher ~
There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Pomes (3)
A Special Word A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. ------------------------------------------------- I will never let you I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven. ------------------------------------------------- Missing You It was almost Too wonderful for Something as little as Words to explain Ears pressed to your chest As each beat explains you're okay You're here now, holding my hand tight The way it's supposed to be. I remember the way I couldn'

Tepid Lava
The mess Inside Our heads We Create Always a Day short And a Dollar late The murky Cranial tide We activate It’s easier To fall In hate Our karma We just Masturbate Over wishes We salivate Of who we Pretend we Were Instead of Who we Are

Cheating At Nursing Home
Cheating at Nursing Home posted on 12.05.2006. A young woman was doing her daily rounds at a nursing home when she entered one of the rooms. There on the bed sat John looking straight forward with his arms out in front of him as if he were holding a steering wheel. "what are you doing, John?" asked the woman. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Driving to Chicago, yep, driving to Chicago. John replied. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So the woman just finished cleaning up and on the way out of the room said See you when you get back form Chicago, John. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yep, driving to Chicago John muttered. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- So the woman enters the next room and there sits George on his bed with a full hard-on masterbating violently. ----

~ You Will Not See Or Read This In The News ~
This is the kind of stuff they should show on the news about our soldiers - Thought you would appreciate...a tough but heartwarming story and a picture of an "Air Force Medical Chief," John Gebhardt in Iraq. This little girl's entire family was executed...they intended to execute her also and shot her in the head...but they failed to kill her. She was cared for by John's hospital and healing up, but has been crying and moaning. The nurses said John is the only one she seems to calm down with, so John has spent the last 4 nights holding her while they both slept in this chair. The girl is coming along with her healing. Picture of them below: I looked and did searches for this story to see if it was picked up by any of the main stream media on TV or Print. Sad to say i could find it nowere except on Military and Conservative sights. Thats just so sad :( The Good Never Remembered The Bad Never Forgotten

The Body
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The world is a dark Lonely place Without love's body It's like a winter's night Or a tale whispered On the wind Full of lunacy And chaotic dreams Until a lady dressed in black Her hair as golden as dawn Her eyes like a blue flame Full of light from above Walked into my life And stole my heart Her kiss was fire in my soul My knees trembled At her mysterious touch Then she was gone Now I wander The concrete canyons In a city of greed And cold hearts Feeling the void inside With love's body gone I can only hide away The tears that I cry With the longing I felt inside

Cherry Tapping
Thanks to every one who has stopped by my page and added me as a friend, rated me, became a fan and checked out my pictures. I will get back around to return the favor to everybody soon or sooner :-)Thank you Jeremy for the blast. I have really enjoyed the Cherry tap site WAYYYYYYY more than Tagworld or Myspace. After being on Cherry Tap, MySpace is like watching paint dry and Tagworld is like watching Ants F***.(oops) bad word alert!!

10 Reasons To Get Absolutely Fucking Plastered Tonight
10. Word on the street is the booze has been trash talking you all day. 9. Dude, after what you did last time, you gotta go back out there and explain yourself. 8. Churchill and FDR got drunk, Hitler didn’t. So what are you, some kind of Nazi? 7. If you don’t you’ll wake up in the morning all bright eyed and bushy tailed, and who the hell wants to go through life acting like a goddamn squirrel? 6. Your friends can’t have a good time without you. 5. Your friends might have a good time without you. 4. You’re under a lot of stress and if you don’t get crazy drunk you might do something crazy sober. 3. Hemingway shot himself after being sober for two months. 2. When your coworkers ask "What did you get up to last night?" you can smile all cool like and say "Maaaaaan, you don’t wanna know," instead of chirping "I alphabetized my DVD collection and found out I have two copies of The Truth About Cats and Dogs! Two!" 1. It’s so much easier to ring up those o

The Kiss
The three kisses The Three Kisses © The kiss of hello The kiss that is never just a kiss The kiss that spikes vein with precision orchestra The kiss that heals in entirety The kiss that hides the relent of vex The kiss that suffocates rusting man The kiss without detail/ed system) The kiss that pounds each pore to state of heroin The kiss that Hiroshimates euphoria The kiss that approximates/parallels living The kiss only The kiss, the kiss

I Love Technology!
Yesterday, Aiden had to go to the Apple store to get a replacement battery for his laptop, they told him he had to replace it online. So instead of wasting a trip, I ended up buying a new editing system! I'm so excited, I'm motivated, I'm on a roll! I feel like I can get so much more done now that Aiden has taught me how to make video clips and update the site! It's also a lot easier than I thought it was! Of course, once the new machine is setup, Aiden is going to take it and give me his old one. That shit always happens right? Well, no, he explained it to me and I agree with him. The new machine is twice as fast as his and he needs more power to render our movies, I don't need that much speed for just doing video clips for the website. So, if he can make movies fast, that means I can make MORE movies, so you all benefit as well! 2007 is going to be a very successful and prosperous year for Belladonna Entertainment! I hope you all continue to enjoy my work and learn from me. Oh

Give Peace A Chance
Give Peace a Chance John Lennon (1969) Album: Shaved Fish Give Peace a Chance came out in 1969 while fighting was still going on in Vietnam. This song was first recorded during the Montreal Bed-In with Yoko in 1969. John Lennon Lyrics: Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Bagism, Shagism, Dragism, Madism, Ragism, Tagism This-ism, that-ism, ism ism ism All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Minister, Sinister, Banisters and Canisters, Bishops, Fishops, Rabbis, and Pop Eyes, Bye bye, Bye bye All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout Revolution, Evolution, Masturbation, Flagellation, Regulation, Integrations, mediations, United Nations, - congratulations All we are saying is give peace a chance All we are saying is give peace a chance Ev'rybody's talkin' 'bout John and Yoko, Timmy Leary, Rosemary, Tommy Smothers, Bobby Dylan, Tommy

From Springwater
Body: What is An Indian Warrior An Indian Warrior is a man whose spirit is one with the Creator, whose heart belongs to the people, whose life is a sacred gift given by the ancestors, whose mind is his greatest weapon and shields in lifes battles. The foremost responsibilty of an Indian warrior is to be true to himself, to the people, and to the Creator. His purpose in life is to insure the survival and wellbeing of the people. An Indian Warrior transforms knowledge into wisdom, and therefore understands his greatest weakness in his life is himself. He must overcome his own weaknesses. A true Indian Warrior will sacrifice his heart upon the alter of life for the survival of the people. He may be wounded or killed a thousand times in battle,but his spirit cannot be destroyed, for the spirit of a true Indian warrior is eternal as the stars. An Indian Warrior lives by a code of honor beyond the reach of most mortal men. An Indian warrior speaks directly to the Creator and Mother Earth thr

World's Best Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride has cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my de

Takin Bullshyt To A Whole Notha Level
Hmmmmmm....damn! I think…. hmm, then again maybe it wasn’t…. Weeelllll…. I don’t know. It coulda been…. hmmm…. I wanna say his name was George though…. yeah, I think it was. Yes! It was! It was George! That’s that muhfukkas name! George! Good ol’ George…. *sigh* Man… that dude provided many a laugh for the Black population at my suburban middle school with bussed-in lil nigglettes. It still amazes me that a bunch of 13 year olds could religiously crack on a peer who was bigger than all our lil azzes and get away with it daily. Oh but we did! But a lot of the shyt was either warranted or just playin’ the dozens with dude. Like dude used to just ASK to get cracked on… …. for example…. Ya’ll remember back in the 80’s when nyggas were cutting their hair all kinds of dayum ways?? Flat tops, Ronald Reagans, Pee-Wee Hermans, slants, 45 parts, and steps in the shyt??? Well, there was a period of time in my middle school when every dude wanted to get a Gum

Ill-literacy
I just read the following bulletin: "my biggest piss off is ppl who don,t post there recent pics in proflie like can you figure y do they this its not like your sixteen and cant get friend on this site second y do ppl fuckin lie so much i tought this was a friend site not whos got the best bull shit story thrid pity grabbers like i dont have enough probs of my own i really don't yours too" What does does this mean?

Get Together
Get Together Youngbloods (1969) Album: The Get Together/Elephant Mountain Written by Dino Valenti Formed in 1965 in Boston, Massachusetts, the Youngbloods band was formed by folk singers Jesse Colin Young and Jerry Corbitt. Later they were joined by jazz drummer Joe Bauer and guitarist/pianist Lowell Levinger III, better known simply as Banana. The band's reading of Dino Valenti's "Get Together" became a hit in California where it was adopted as a counter-culture anthem. The lyrics perfectly captured the mood of late-60s Californian rock music.Elephant Mountain was their most popular album. The Youngbloods Lyrics: Love is but a song we sing And fear's the way we die. You can make the mountains ring Or make the angels cry. Though the bird is on the wing And you may not know why. C'mon people now Smile on your brother Ev'rybody get together Try to love one another right now Some will come and some will go And we shall surely pass. When the one that left us here

Best Things To Say If You Get Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
10."They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 9. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Whiteout. You probably got here just in time" 7. "I wasn't sleeping! I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new business strategy." 6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance." 5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve work-related stress. Are you discriminatory toward people who practice Yoga?" 4. "Darn! Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out how to handle that big accounting problem." 3. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" 2. "Who put decaf in the wrong pot?!?" And the NUMBER ONE best thing t o say if you get caught sleeping at your desk... 1. Raise your head slowly and say, "...in Jesus name, Amen."

Wolf Soldier To Go To Good Home - House Broken
Someone wanna take me home? love me? because i am tired of feeling like this, my mother in law got hold of me.. told me that sheenas family took him out to dinner and everything. I dont get it... they are taking a faster shine to him then they ever did to me. I have not even been gone a week from her life... I feel so dead inside. At least i have my mother in law... But i cant help but miss my wife. I dont understand why this is happening to me I dont understand why.. i just want to be loved..

For What It's Worth
For What It's Worth Buffalo Springfield Album: Buffalo Springfield These lyrics from the Buffalo Springfield's 1967 hit 'For What It's Worth' have come to symbolize the turbulent decade of the 1960s. 'For What It's Worth' has transcended the pop charts to become, a touchstone for an entire generation. In 1967, the Buffalo Springfield captured the restless, confrontational mood of that generation railing against the establishment and went on to be revered as one of rock music's most influential groups. ..Copyright 1967 By Stephen Stills Album: Buffalo Springfield Lyrics: There's something happening here What it is ain't exactly clear There's a man with a gun over there Telling me I got to beware I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound Everybody look what's going down There's battle lines being drawn Nobody's right if everybody's wrong Young people speaking their minds Getting so much resistance from behind I think it's time we stop, hey, what's th

~ To Kill An American ~
You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. Peter Ferrara, an associate professor of law at the George Mason University School of Law in Northern Virginia. Said it best.... "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are free to worship as each of them chooses. An American is also fre

Fantasy Vs. Reality
"Fantasy Versus Reality" an excerpt from "A View From The Top" by Lord Colm www.castlerealm.com Fantasy vs. Reality Daily, I encounter what I consider to be misconceptions about what Domination/submission (D/s) is and what dominants and submissives are. I see it in literature and the media, online and in real-life acquaintances. For most, I suppose, Bondage/discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism (BDSM) is something which is fairly confined to the bedroom. For them, it is about sex. A way to spice up otherwise dull relationships. I often hear references to "playing" and "players." They are convenient terms used to describe activities and others in the Scene, but, to me, these words are telling. In my life, D/s isn't a game at which I play. It is something I am. My dominant nature pervades every aspect of my life and it exists within me every moment of every day. It's intensity may wax and wane with my and my partner's mood and needs, but it is always there. I am wha

Fortunate Son
Fortunate Son Creedence Clearwater Revival (1969) Album: Willy & The Poor Boys Although they hailed from the San Francisco area, they rarely succumbed to the psychedelic indulgences of the era. John Fogerty was very good at voicing the concerns of the working class in songs like "Fortunate Son," which is an anti-government, anti-rich and anti-war song all rolled into one. Credence Clearwater Revival Lyrics: Some folks are born made to wave the flag Ooh, they're red, white and blue And when the band plays "Hail To The Chief" Ooh, they point the cannon at you, Lord It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no senator's son It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no fortunate one Some folks are born silver spoon in hand Lord, don't they help themselves, oh But when the taxman come to the door Lord, the house look a like a rummage sale, yes It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no millionaire's son It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no fortunate one Yeah, some folks inherit sta

Joke
Feb 28, '07 3:48 PM for Marie'sfriends A woman went to a pet shop and immediately spotted a large, beautiful parrot. There was a sign on the cage that said $50.00. "Why so little," she asked the pet store owner.The owner looked at her and said, "Look, I should tell you first that this bird used to live in a House of Prostitution and sometimes it says some pretty vulgar stuff." The woman thought about this, but decided she had to have the bird any way. She took it home and hung the bird's cage up in her living room and waited for it to say something. The bird looked around the room, then at her, and said, "New house, new madam." The woman was a bit shocked at the implication, but then thought "that's really not so bad." When her 2 teenage daughters returned from school the bird saw and said, "New house, new madam, new girls." The girls and the woman were a bit offended but then began to laugh about the situation considering how and where the parrot had been raised. Moments later

I Love This Bar-toby Keith
I Love This Bar (Toby Keith/Scott Emerich) We got winners, We got losers, Chain smokers and boozers, We got yuppies, We got bikers, We got thirsty hitchhikers. And the girls next door dress up like movie stars. Mmmm, I love this bar. We got cowboys, We got truckers, Broken-hearted fools and suckers, We got hustlers, We got fighters, Early birds and all-nighters, And the veterans talk about their battle scars. Mmmm, I love this bar. Chorus I love this bar. It's my kind of place. Just walkin' through the front door puts a big smile on my face. It ain't too far. Come as you are. Mmmm, I love this bar. We got short skirts, We got high techs, Blue collar boys and rednecks. We got lovers, Lotsa lookers, I've even seen dancin' girls and hookers. And we like to drink our beer from a Mason jar. Mmmm, I love this bar...Yes, I do. Instrumental Interlude I like my truck. I like my girl friend. I like to take her out to dinner. I like a movie now and

The Day For Lover Bathed In The Color Of Night
when i said roses are red and violets were blue, i should have know it wasn't good enough for you. For you, it's all about image and looks. superficialness and self- centerness is what is about you. Love is a empty emotion for you. i don't believe you have truly felt it..save 3. I guess showing you Love was a bad thing or these words would not be spoken. you were my all, an I was......??what was i to you???besides a friend?No drama you said.you hated it you said..but why did you do what you did when you did??I can not believe i allowed you to take away almost everything that made me me..i threw myself out there in a attempt to heal all the wounds that were not mine..i guess i threw myself out there to far, for i had a hard time finding my way back to me..what a skeletal wreck i was when i finally found me..so ashamed of myself for being what i had become..i was so destroyed that i started having thought i swore i would never have again..i was at the brink of self destruction..so close.

I Made Someone Angry - Are You Shocked?
I love how a picture of me in a tshirt and cotton underwear gets NSFWed. Of course, all these are just fine: http://cherrytap.com/user/447697 http://cherrytap.com/user/452502 http://cherrytap.com/user/153560 But I report a comment left here: http://cherrytap.com/user/169542 that is absolutely disgusting and racist, and nothing gets done about it. If it's gone soon, then good. I just reported it to six more bouncers in hopes that someone will have the sense to delete it. -EDIT- they got it deleted. Yay, the system works sometimes! I only had to message a total of seven bouncers. ;)

American Soldier-toby Keith
American Soldier (Toby Keith/Chuck Cannon) I’m just tryin’ to be a father, raise a daughter and a son Be a lover to their mother, everythin’ to everyone Up and at ‘em bright and early, I’m all business in my suit Yeah I’m dressed up for success, from my head down to my boots I don’t do it for money, there’s bills I that I can’t pay I don’t do it for the glory, I just do it anyway Providing for our future’s, my responsibility Yeah I’m real good under pressure, being all that I can be And I can’t call in sick on Mondays when the weekend’s been too strong I just work straight through the holidays, and sometimes all night long You can bet that I stand ready, when the wolf growls at the door Hey I’m solid, hey I’m steady, hey I’m true down to the core. And I will always do my duty no matter what the price I’ve counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice Oh and I don’t want to die for you, but if dyin’s asked of me I’ll bear that cross with honor, cause freedom don’t come

When Women Dont Put Out???
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very ne

Q'vo Le
Greetings to all of CT and all of my gente buena, fea y grotesque. This is The FullMetal Mexican here with My First Blog and Im going tell la pura neta aqui y ahora. Yo soy de Los Angeles California y tengo un orgullo a ser parte de mi raza mexicana and even though people say im "white-washed" and I dont do what most of my pinche gente does well I dont need to listen to mexican music and I dont need to join some pendejo and his barrio para ser lo que yo soy; un verdadero Mexicano. I lived in Southern Califas, born and raised, but I got fed up with the gente out their and since I was wrongfully fired from my job I was going to come back to the Midwest anyways. Mi gusta el ambiente de aqui anque mucho de los gringos son de por aqa pues its hella cheaper and it snows something nuestra raza aint used to seeing because our querida tierra is usually hot. Right now I just got through a rather bitter break up con mi Ex Fiancee and im only looking out for me and my homies. You know who you are.

To Answer Some Of Your Questions
I have been in every state in the union, all throughout Canada, every country in South and central America, and 47 other countries to include most of Europe, the Far East, Southeast Asia, and Africa.

~ Things To Think About ~
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him Without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a Person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for Anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars And a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUM

An Admission
If rage suggests a loss of self-control and fury is destructive rage verging on maddness..... then.... Where am I? If bitterness is an ache, a prolonged dull pain and regret carries no explicit admission, am I responsible..... then.... Of what I am? If final forming an end not to be altered or undone, concluding part of my performance..... then.... When am I? Going to be happy? amawitch/2007 CDs by amawitchgrowsup

Blowin' In The Wind
Blowin' in the Wind Bob Dylan Album:"Freewheelin "(1963) Bob Dylan acquired a large following in folk circles after arriving in New York City in 1960, and the release of his first album in March 1962 was well received, but a larger, mainstream audience was first exposed to his work when Peter, Paul & Mary's version of "Blowin' in the Wind " reached #2 on the charts in mid-1963 Bob Dylan Album:"Freewheelin "(1963) Lyrics: How many roads must a man walk down Before you call him a man How many seas must the white dove sail Before she sleeps in the sand Yes, and how many times must the cannonballs fly Before they are forever banned The answer, my friend, is blowing in the wind The answer is blowing in the wind Yes, and how many years can a mountain exist Before it washed to the sea Yes, and how many years can some people exist Before they're allowed to be free Yes, and how many times can a man turn his head And pretend that he just doesn't see The answer, my fr

~ Take My Son ~
Take my Son A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Rafael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam Conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands. He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much! I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have want you to have this." The father o

All The Weary Mothers Of The Earth
ALL THE WEARY MOTHERS OF THE EARTH (PEOPLE'S UNION # 1) (Words and Music by Joan Baez) Album: Come From The Shadows (1972) RARE,OUT OF PRINT Folk singer Joan Baez was born in New York in 1941 and began performing in Boston as a teenager, first coming to national attention after a striking performance at the 1959 Newport Folk Festival. Baez founded the Institute for the Study of Nonviolence in Carmel Valley, California, participated in the Free Speech Movement at the University of California at Berkeley and in the civil rights march from Selma to Montgomery, Alabama in 1965 (Lutzow 2000). She confirms, "My foundations in nonviolence were both moral and pragmatic" Baez's dedication to nonviolence and human rights grew as she organized an anti-war demonstration for women and children in 1972 entitled "Ring Around the Congress." Later that year, she traveled to North Vietnam to distribute mail and Christmas presents to American prisoners of war, finding herself in the mid

Here It Is
I think Shay is trying to embaress me ***Blush*** Thanks for the messages BTW. I think Blue eyes Likes to warm my heart by making me feel that others like my pics. I think I confuse, piss off and intrigue Hyminia all at once. Most of all though, I think its the little things that help me get by and get me to come back to this 'My new little home on the web'

Abraham, Martin, And John
Abraham, Martin, and John Words and Music by Richard Holler Artist:Dion Album: The original "Dion" album Is Out of Print Dion DiMucci, better known only by his first name, was the lead singer of the Belmonts in the late 1950s. In 1960 the group disbanded and Dion started a solo career. In 1962 Dion signed a contract with Columbia Records, for which he would record for the next three years. In 1968 he recorded his hit, "Abraham, Martin, and John." Album: The original "Dion" album Abraham Lincoln is among the nation's most prized and beloved personages. A man of nobility and leadership, he grew up among the impoverished and uneducated. Through perseverance he attained great knowledge of life and love for the American people. " Liberalism is not so much a party creed or set of fixed platform promises as it is an attitude of mind and heart, a faith in man's ability through the experiences of his reason and judgment to increase for himself and his fellow men the amount of j

"the Paintbrush"
I keep my paintbrush with me Wherever I may go, In case I need to cover up So the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me, Afraid of what you'll do - that You might laugh or say mean things I'm afraid I might lose you I'd like to remove all my paint coats To show you the real, true me, But I want you to try and understand, I need you to accept what you see. So if you'll be patient and close your eyes, I'll strip off all my coats real slow. Please understand how mush it hurts To let the real me show. Now my coats are all stripped off. I feel naked, bare, and cold, And if you still love me with all that you see, You are my friend, pure as gold. I need to save my paintbrush, though, And hold it in my hand, I want to keep it handy In case someone doesn't understand. So please protect me, my dear friend And thanks for loving me true, Now please let me keep my paintbrush with me Until I love me too.

Oh, Great Spirit, Whose Voice I Hear In The Winds
Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds Whose breath gives life to the world, hear me I come to you as one of your many children I am small and weak I need your strength and wisdom May I walk in beauty Make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made And my ears sharp to your voice. Make me wise so that I may know the things you have taught your children. The lessons you have written in every leaf and rock Make me strong--------! Not to be superior to my brothers, but to fight my greatest enemy....myself Make me ever ready to come to you with straight eyes, So that when life fades as the fading sunset, May my spirit come to you without shame.

The Promotion
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade" Ms

~ Being A Mother... ~
Being A Mother... After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nerv

Humm
religeion is just a saying to make people to hate one another, live life to the fullest, and have no regret's. it's all dark and underworld life some of us live, but it's about being urself and doing thing's you enjoy, and the moon is my power, and give's me energy.

Droppin' In To Say Hi!
Good Afternoon, everyone! It is horribly cold here in Columbia. The temp is only about 37, but the wind is gusting between 25-30 mph, so it feels 29. I DID NOT want to have to get out in this today, but unfortunately, I did. Somehow, when we left Indy, I took off with my cell charger, and my mother in laws cell charger, not Lee's. so, I had to get out and mail that back to her. The wind is blowing so hard here, that I found it very difficult to keep my car on the road, without getting blown all over, and I drive a big Caddy DeVille...which isn't a light car. lol You'd think I was drivin' a little Cooper or somthing...the way I was all over the road! lol I'm just really glad that I'm back home in the warm now! I just heard Moriah come in the door from school. I'm sure she's glad to be inside out of this stuff too. While I was out, I saw a few white spits of snow flying around. I don't think we're suppose to get any of that stuff, but it is rather cold, and there is snow

~ The Price Of Children ~
The Price of Children Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs.

~ Support Them ~
This sure makes me stop and think about how blessed I am and how very fortunate to have our men (and women) willing to fight for what they believe in. Your alarm clock goes off and you push the snooze button and sleep another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddi

Two Weeks & Counting Till March Madness
Good afternoon/evening everyone. Well we are two weeks & counting to the start of March Madness & hope everyone is pumped up as I am. There are some definitely interesting scenarios going into the conference tournaments which started Tuesday night with the Big South, Horizon, & Ohio Valley tournaments. Who will make the tournament this year? And who will have to settle for the NIT? Will teams like Ohio State, UCLA, Florida, or North Carolina receive #1 bids? Or will Kansas, Texas A&M, Wisconsin, or Memphis take a spot or two? And where will Syracuse end up?? Anything is possible. The webpage for this year is almost complete other than to place the teams into the brackets & to fill out a few remaining items. You may also get the info at my webpage: www.geocities.com/ncaapool2007 Feel free to look around & check things out. The main page will connect you to the rules of the pool, provides you with a blank bracket (for those who like to write down their picks), some history of pre

Money Exchange Haha
Money Exchange When I got back from Alaska recently I had a bunch of American dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at my local bank. Short line. Just one guy in front of me...an Asian guy who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated! He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two huna dolla fo yen. Today I get huna eighty?? Why it change?" The poor teller shrugged her shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people too!"

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if

This Is For All My Friends
I wrote this for all my true friends.Who will be there with me up untill the end. Hugs and kisses thay and I will do to send. Helping me to get through each and every day.No matter what might come into our way. Cause friends are forever and hope that will stay.Shareing troubles and proublemsbig or small. Helping each other to stand very tall.Your friends are the very best of them all.We make each other laugh and smile. Even if its just for a little while.Knowing that friends will go that extra long mile.Friend together, forever almen.By Cathleena07

~ This Is My Country, Is It Yours? ~
I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. No where did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation - not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP I am not against immigration - just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past --- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other count

~ But, You Didn't See Me ~
But, You Didn't See Me ------------------------------------ I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.

I Will Never Forget, Tytyty
Hi ,Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you! I LUV YOU! I LUV YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! of course i have to give it u back xxx thanks

Along The Path
Though we have just met You seem like a longtime friend A friend who has always been there for me Through all the pain and happy moments A friend that I care so deeply for And who feels the same way Who is ready to listen And helps whenever possible Someone I can confide in Someone I can be myself around These past few days have been hard And your not here to help me cope I know you will be there for me Helping me find the right path Hoping that somewhere I stop and find you As long as you are out there I will find you And when i do I wont let you go

Hurting
I cry and cry All day and night Cauz I think of you And about what you did You broke my heart Into millions and millions of pieces And you gave me a really stupid excuse You could at least tell the truth And not make up a lie Cauz when you do it only hurts worse So the next time you have someone Remember this Always be honest And never lie Cauz when you do only one thing happens It hurts worse

Just A Rant
This Is Jest A Rant About All Those Pepole Who Are To Fucked Up To See The Shit In Front Of Ther Eyss& Wont Enjoy Ther Life With Out Fucking Up Others Those Pepole So Goddam messed They Need To Hurt Othes To Feel Good This Is Only A Rant To Knowone & Eveyone Thank You

I Gets It On....
Konichiwah Muhfukkas! It's been a long time/ I shouldn't have left you/ Without a dope blog to step to!/ Damn!! That was kind of dope!! My freestyle is off the heezy-fa-sheezy!! As evidenced by my dope ass rhymes in the blogger freestyles across the 'net!! Ok, so that rhyme above wasn't a freestyle…. I bit like a bucktoothed billy goat, or a certain toupee wearing sportscaster for the NY Knicks with a penchant for roungh sex and womens underwear....or better yet.....a certain deceased funk musician who rocked the chrochet braids, kidnapped white chicks and called himself a super freak as you surely know, but the intro was so appropriate nonetheless. I gets my Rakim on Sooooo….. What the fuck has been up 'round this bitch??? DUDE!! I been waiting on Spring for soooo long!! memphis had a miserable two weeks of winter...LOL But the one thing i cant stand about Spring is when my allergies arrive. Even as I type this my eyes are puffy and red...an

Waiting For Nothing
I'm sorry if I hurt you But you have to hear me out I'm tired of waiting for you It's making me have doubts I made plans for us to live for But you don't seem to care You live everyday as though I'm not here And to me that's just not fair You're mad cause I have moved on And made plans with someone new But waiting around for nothing Was hurting both me and you I love you tons And I always will But enough is enough There's parts of me I just have to fullfill It pains me to say this But I have to come clean At this time we are going in separate ways I have seen all I need to see

The Times They Are A-changin
The Times They Are A-Changin' (1964) Bob Dylan Album: The Times They Are A-Changin" Yes, they certainly were. and Dylan's songs say it all! People have long since made up their minds about that voice. If you're one of the legions who hear fingernails on a chalkboard, this album is another argument to listen again. He's in full control of its piercing qualities, using it to illuminate lyrics that changed folk music and rock and roll forever. --Michael Metzger The Times They Are A-Changin' (1964) Lyrics: Come gather 'round people Wherever you roam And admit that the waters Around you have grown And accept it that soon You'll be drenched to the bone. If your time to you Is worth savin' Then you better start swimmin' Or you'll sink like a stone For the times they are a-changin'. Come writers and critics Who prophesize with your pen And keep your eyes wide The chance won't come again And don't speak too soon For the wheel's still in spin And there's no

Ive Been Tryin....
I’ve been TRYIN’ to get pictures of stuff here in MemphriKKKa that may amuse you, but to no avail. I still haven’t found my way back to the Hoe Hostel that I wrote about a couple entries ago, so no pics of that. I still haven’t been to a strip club, other than platinum that was raided by the feds a few months ago....alas, no pictures of that either. I have seen quite a few Chinese thugs that I could joke on endlessly, but I’ve only seen them while they were driving and never had the chance to snap a pic of them lest I distract them causing them to crash their shyt all up on somebody’s rear bumper. I luh ya’ll, but I ain’t finna pay no Geico ’round this bytch, so “uh-uh… that’s out.” But I have seen some of the funniest bullshyt since Ive been in this black hole of a city, so I shall share these instances with you now. And don’t bytch. Everytime you bytch, cats die and rainbows bleed. Is that how you want the world to remember you? I didn’t think so.

Obstacles
As I travel this path There are obstacles to overcome Some will be hard And some will be easy This one I am at now Has to be the hardest of them all It is taking all that I have and all that I am To conquer it Though in my mind I know I can do it I am having troubles I am weakening myself Making myself vulnerable For whomever decides to pass by I can't let them down I can't show my pain This has been the toughest yet But within a matter of moments I have won I have beat this obstacle And now I'm on to another

Where Have All The Flowers Gone
Where Have All The Flowers Gone Pete Seeger All acknowledge their debt to Seeger by performing songs or poems he has written or sung over the past half century to champion the labor movement, peace, civil rights, and the environment. Where Have All The Flowers Gone When you bring people together for any reason whatsoever, you're doing politics. "Now somebody will ask me, Pete, how can you prove these songs really make a difference? And I have to confess I can't prove a darn thing, except that the people in power must think they do something, because they keep the songs off the air." - Pete Seeger Lyrics: Where have all the flowers gone, long time passing? Where have all the flowers gone, long time ago? Where have all the flowers gone? Gone to young girls, every one! When will they ever learn, when will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone, long time passing? Where have all the young girls gone, long time ago? Where have all the young girls

Joke
* ~ Joke of the Day ~ * A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more. The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered. "Think about this...when your ear itches and you put your finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?"

Update On Mom
Well, mom has finally been transferred to Rush Memorial Hospital in Chicago. they are having a very difficult time getting her combativeness and anger under control. They had to put her on Haldol, which is a very strong antipsychotic med. With me living in Alabama, and her living in Indiana, it is very difficult for me to process the idea of my mom being angry, let alone violent! On March 6th, my dad will be gone two years. As for me, today started the reliving of events that led up to his death. I was there. I took care of him for three months before he left us. I still find it difficult to really believe he's gone. That I will never hear his voice again or touch his face or hands. I can't imagine how difficult that has been for my mother. To be with someone nearly 66 years and then for them NOT to be there, has got to be the toughest thing to ever have to get through. On March 15th, my mom will be 88 years old. Will she live to see her 89th birthday. I doubt it, b

Just Blab No Comments
ok im just so sick of stupid ppl ok a person (you know who you are) talks shit about my mom becuz the person put a hole in my wall and my mother owns the place i live and he is pissed off cuz its gonna cost him 200 dollars to get the two walls replace becuz he punched his fist throw the kitchen wall and into my lil girls closet and my mother dont want a shitty job done on it i have never done drywall and have no clue yet yet he can talk shit about my mother call her a bitch and every thing else and exsepct me not to blow my steam about his memow well there is alotta more then what i told him that u could say i think it is time for him to grow up and be a man he need to take responsibility for his own actions and not xspect everyone else to do it he want everyone else to find him a job he wants everyone else to do it all fo him but why shuld anyone else have to do it when he is the only one that does it to himself i didnt punch the wall i didnt get fired from my job i didnt walk out of

My Instructions For Life
My instructions for life......... Take into account that great love and great achievements take great risks. When you lose, Don't lose the lesson... Follow the 3 R's... RESPECT for self, RESPECT for others and RESPONSIBILITY for all your actions!!! Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck .... Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly ;) Don't let a little dispute injure a great relationship. When you realize you have made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.... Spend sometime alone everyday. Open your arms to change but don't let go of your values..... Live a good, honorable life. Then when you are older and look back, you'll be able to enjoy it a 2nd time. In disagreements with loved ones, ONLY deal with the current situation.DON'T bring up the past Be gentle with the earth Once a year go someplace you have never been Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each ot

~ 2nd Lt. James Cathey ~
A very touching story Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we’d boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who’d been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. “No,” he responded. “Heading out?” I asked. “No. I’m escorting a soldier home” “Going to pick him up” “No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I’m taking him home to his family” The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn’t know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier’s family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, “Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do” Upon landing in C

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 4
The greatest threat to Vlad’s position was the rivalry in southeastern Europe between the Ottoman Empire and the Hungarian Kingdom. Following family traditions, Vlad decided to side with the latter. To the end of the 1450s there was once again talk about a war against the Turks, in which the king of Hungary, Matthias Corvinus would play the main role. Knowing this, Vlad stopped paying money to the Ottoman in 1459 and around 1460 made a new alliance with Corvinus, much to the dislike of the Turks, who attempted to remove him. They failed; later, in the winter of 1461 to 1462 Vlad crossed south of the Danube and devastated the area between Serbia and the Black Sea, leaving over 20,000 people dead. In response to this, Sultan Mehmed II, the recent conqueror of Constantinople, raised an army of around 60,000 men and in the spring of 1462 headed towards Wallachia. With his army of 20,000-30,000 men Vlad was unable to stop the Turks from entering Wallachia and occupying the capital Târgov

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 3
Vlad's father was assassinated in the marshes near Bãlteni in December of 1447 by rebellious boyars allegedly under the orders of John Hunyadi. Vlad's older brother Mircea was also dead at this point, blinded with hot iron stakes and buried alive by his political enemies at Târgoviºte. To protect their political power in the region, the Ottomans invaded Wallachia and the Sultan put Vlad III on the throne as his puppet ruler. His rule at this time would be brief; Hunyadi himself invaded Wallachia and ousted him the same year. Vlad fled to Moldavia until October of 1451 and was put under the protection of his uncle, Bogdan II. [edit] Turning tides Bogdan was assassinated and Vlad, taking a gamble, fled to Hungary. Impressed by Vlad's vast knowledge of the mindset, military and inner workings of the Ottoman Empire as well as his hatred of the new sultan Mehmed II, Hunyadi pardoned him and took him in as an advisor. Eventually Hunyadi put him forward as the Kingdom of Hungary's candi

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 2
Vlad was very likely born in the city (a military fortress) of Sighiºoara in Transylvania, during the winter of 1431. He was born as the second son to his father Vlad Dracul and his mother Princess Cneajna of Moldavia. He had an older brother Mircea and a younger brother Radu, the Handsome. Although his native country was Wallachia to the south, the family lived in exile in Transylvania as his father had been ousted by pro-Ottoman boyars. In the same year as his birth, his father, Vlad Dracul, could be found in Nuremberg, where he was invested into the Order of the Dragon. At the age of five, young Vlad was also initiated into the Order of the Dragon. [edit] A hostage of the Ottoman Empire Vlad's father was under considerable political pressure from the Ottoman sultan. Threatened with invasion, he gave a promise to be the vassal of the Sultan and gave up his two younger sons as hostages so that he would keep his promise. Vlad suffered much at the hands of the Ottoman, and was

Getting To Know You (repost)ty To The Sender
Welcome to the new edition of getting to know your friends. Okay here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Just copy (do not forward) this entire e-mail and paste into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person that sent it to you. 1. What is your occupation? None 2. What color are your socks right now? Blue 3. What are you listening to right now? All my tracks I have downloaded 4. What is the last thing that you ate? Muffin + Crumpet 5. Can you drive a stick shift? Cannot Drive! 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Multicoloured 7. The last person you spoke to on the phone? Personal 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? I Absolutely adore the person who sent this to me 9. How old are you today? 32 10. Favorite drink? Plain Coffee,white or Black,Flavored Coffee 11. What is your favor

The History Of Dracula~~~~part 1
Vlad III the Impaler (Vlad Ţepeş IPA: ['tsepeʃ] in common Romanian reference; also known as Vlad Dracula or Vlad Drăculea and Kazıklı Bey in Turkish; November or December, 1431 – December 1476) was Prince (voivode) of Wallachia, a former polity which is now part of Romania. His three reigns were in 1448, 1456-1462, and 1476. In the English-speaking world, Vlad is best known for the legends of the exceedingly cruel punishments he imposed during his reign, and consequently serving as the inspiration for the vampire main character in Bram Stoker's popular Dracula novel.[citation needed] As Prince, he led an independent policy in relation to the Ottoman Empire, and in Romania he is best remembered as a prince with a deep sense of justice and a defender of Wallachia against Ottoman expansionism. His impact on the expansion of the Ottoman Empire is recognizable in that his successful hold against them bought precious time for western

My First Contest
Hi to all my cherry friends how are you all. Hope everyone is doing well. I have entered my first contest and could use some help with comment bombing and rates. If you would like to come and rate and comment bomb my photo i would really appreciate it. The link is below just click on the pic and it will take u to it. Thank you all. Hope to chat with you all soon. Take care.

Friends Who Helped
these people helped me so much durring my vic giveaway and now im trying to help them out terminator is in englas 30 day blast giveaway itsurangel has her puppy in a pet contest and ~Fiesty Lil Vixen~Angel Family~ is in a contest for a happy hour spot and her husband is entered in a contest as well scruffies love and her kids are in the best picture with your kids contest booboos pussy i mean kittie is in a pet contest as well pantyshots,and dixie darlin are in giveaways for a 7 day blast whips and chains societs is in a giveaway for a 30 day blast just a girl is in a giveaway for a one day blast the beer queens favorite team needs votes robisure is going for a 7 day blast yall should see my screen right now wow if i dont have your contest link and you did help me please send it to me and i will add it

Excerpts From
Excerpts From: "Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment" by Lord Colm and jade www.castlerealm.com D/S - Dominant and Submissive or Domination and Submission - A combination of terms that describe the participants or activities that are found in a power exchange. A dominant is the person in charge: the "top," the recipient of the power surrendered by another person. A submissive is the person who surrenders: the "bottom," the one being controlled in a power exchange. Slakker describes this in these words: A D/s relationship can be described as a relationship in which the exchange of power is a major dynamic. Unlike abusive relationships, however, D/s relationships are negotiated arrangements which meet the psychological, sexual, and social needs of all participants. The nature of each D/s relationship is unique, because the manner in which the power relationship is understood and practiced is a very personal matter. This can make such a relationship more diff

For The Jealous, No Attention Gettin Haters
It seems everytime I pay for Happy Hour, a time for everyone to benefit, I get treated like shit. My pics r rated NSFW and I get constant harsh remarks in the shoutbox or private messages asking me why I spend the money. I would never be jealous enough to go thru a womans pics and rate them nsfw, especially when they arent. So I think those childish, jealous bitches belong on a site for kids. I dont post any nudes,or fake like a porn star. If ya dont have IT chickies, ya just dont have IT. And as for my finances, thats private. I dont fuck you and you dont pay my bills, so mind yer own. Please dont be jealous that I make more, or own more than you. I am not rich, I just choose to spend my money the way I want. Get some.

Passion
My best friend Chelle wrote this and I just love it. She's so full of love and passion, it takes my breath away sometimes. Soft, supple lips entwined passionate yet tender Feelings so amazing love surely will render Lustful touch brings her arousal so intense Mind swimming in pleasure that nothing makes sense Stiffening pressure from deep within passion Moisture that glistens is passions reaction They join and become one so slow and controlled Orgasmic delights soon taking it's hold Release turns to longing more ultimate pleasure Lust turns to love then something to treasure by Michelle

~ Seasons Of Life ~
There was a man who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away. The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful, it was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's life. He told them that you c

~ I Owe My Pa
I OWE MY PARENTS!! 1. My parents taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My parents taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My parents taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My parents taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My parents taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My parents taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My parents taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My parents taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONIST. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"

Poem
Pale Visions Of Hope Pale visions of yesterday haunt my dreams Leaving me a drift alone with my screams Lost in a dark world filled with pain and doubt With nothing to do but search for some way out Words of romance still strike a cord with me As passion for life might be enough to set one free For once was happy a long time ago Will it come again? I truly hope so As a heart beats cold in the airy night My soul’s inner warmth will be my guiding light For no matter the pain or loss that’s come my way Never will I let this bitterness turn me a stray I am man strong and proud And with love in my heart I’ll stand out from this crowd Pale visions may haunt my dreams at times But they’ll never haunt away this gleam in my eye I shall stand for now like made of stone Till one day soon I’ll have a love to call my own And in that time love takes my heart I’ll smile and walk my brand new start Mario http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet

Loves A Bitch
love is pain love is fear love is sorrow thats growing near consumed by hate consumed by fear consumed with darkness that grows in here in my heart so lost so cold is there someone to love and hold

Oooo I Went Shopping
I went shopping and bought some new shoes!! I am not a HUGE shoe fanatic - well, I didn't used to be - always very conservative in my footwear.. I am slowly becoming a obsessed with them. I bought 2 pair today - they are by far the HOTTEST shoes I have ever owned. I actually think I am in LOVE with my shoes. I wore them around the house, tried on different outfits with each pair - even wore them while cooking! They are HIGH HIGH heels - one pair has the string that wraps around my legs the other is a pair of open toed platform mules (look it up guys :P ) the fabric part is white and red gingham. I WILL be taking pictures of these - they make my legs look a MILLION miles long. I am over 6ft tall in them. They make me want to go out :P

Net Safety
I was just In a debate with my Momma the other night about the Internet. She feels that the Internet is a dangerous place for others to meet new people, etc... She is always bring up incidents shes watched on the news coverage on her T.V. about how another person has been harmed, or ripped off, or killed even, from hooking up with someone they met on the net. I grow tired of the News Media of today on how they exploit the bad happenings the drive home a fear of conspiracies so to catch attention for ratings. It is a fact that the vast majority of abductions are done outside the Internet... From stalkers in bars, neighborhoods, etc... It is just that the Media knows that the attention is on the net, so there going to highlight any tragedy that might happen threw the Internet. Even Identity Theft is done grossly threw perpetrators going threw trash an snagging any recite left over with enough information intact... And the vast majority is done from with IN the banking institute

Job Opportunity
Hey all, I am excited about looking into accounting courses online. I have always wanted to become an accountant. I remember growing up we had good friends that were my mom's but they were like our Aunts and Uncles. One in particular is a CPA. The friend that helped us with our taxes, and for whatever reason when he talks about taxes or anything to do with accounting i totally understand him!lol So I am looking into taking online courses for accounting, i was gonna be taking courses on Medical Transcription, but my passion is accounting. I have always loved numbers and am a natural at 10 key, hehe. So I am hoping that in the next year i can finish about that same time that my hubby does, he is taking courses online for Diesel Mechanic. We will most likely be going to the same school online, hehe. Also i talked to my mom the other day and she has told me that she is gonna help me with the schooling, originally i was gonna wait til hubby was done, and start next year, but she thinks it

Dont Be Chickens Gawd Its Ct
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes 2. Do they know it? no 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? no 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? yes 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? yes 6. What is your favorite position? anything goes 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? dont know yet lol 8. Give or receive oral? yes 9. Kinky or sneaky? both 10. Loud or quiet? both but um quiet is work for me lol 11. Ruff of soft?both 12. Foreplay or not? hell yeah 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten?yes both 14. Spank or be spanked?yes 15. Condoms or not?yes if in relationship for awhile and know them good enough no but yes for awhile 16. Masturbate or not? yes 17. Role-playing or not?yes 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?hell yeah

Sorrow's Princess
I wrote this story about an X who ended up beating the shit out of me when I broke up with him for being too..controlling..verbally abusive. That lesson and what I learned after taught me to keep my head up I hope ya enjoy it & feel me She was being held against the wall again. The rough stone was scraping her back as her captor pushed her up higher so she rested on his hips. Grabbing a handful of hair he pulled her head back and whispered "Sleeping my kitten told you I would be back for more of you shortly. I didn't say you could rest yet." She struggled to open her eyes and answer quickly. Her body was already exhausted. He had fondled and caressed every part of her body. Covering her with soft kisses and flickers of his tongue. Then taking the tasseled leather whip he had continued stroking her and occasionally delivering sharp snaps of it to her heated flesh. He had continued this for two days until she no longer fought him. After he inflamed her passion to the point she n

~ I Am Coming! ~
I Am Coming! Dear Terrorists: I am a Navy Aviator. I was born and raised in a small town in New England. I come from a family of five. I was raised in a middle class home and taught my values by my mother and father. My dad worked a series of jobs in finance and my Mom took care of us kids. We were not an overly religious family but attended church most Sundays. It was a nice small Episcopal Church. I have a brother and sister and I am the youngest in my family. I was the first in many generations to attend college. I have flown Naval aircraft for 16 years. For me the flying was never a lifelong dream or a "calling," it just happened. I needed a job and I liked the challenge. I continue to do it today because I feel it is important to give back to a nation which has given so much to me. I do it because, although I will never be rich, my family will be comfortable. I do it because many of my friends have left for the airlines and someone has to do it. My g

Do So Good For The Kids..
Some of you whom actually do know me, know of Tristan my grandson. His pics are on my page. He is now 15 months old. Those that don't here is a short version of my favor. He was born at Metro Hospital in Cleveland in Nov 05, he is my first grandchild and was a preemie. He was immediately taken to ICU and my world changed. I had never seen so many little tubes and needles and such an intense place for babies. Months went by and we were deperate to hear just a tiny sound from him. After 5 long months he was released from ICU to a rehab center, 2 months after that he finally went home. He has a G-tube in his belly and will be on oxygen prolly another year or so. He's an amazing little boy. But my favor is to help say THANK YOU to the hospital that took such good care of him and us through a whirlwind time. I can assure you there are MANY babies and children in ICU and other area of the hospital that NO ONE comes to visit. Mostly its the babies are left to feel loved from the sta

Men Are Always Two Steps Ahead Of Women!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very ne

War...
The Protest song was one of the main symbols of the sixties youth culture and was aimed at awakening public awareness of social issues, particularly the Vietnam conflict. The songs provided the soundtrack to demonstrations against that War and All war. WAR War has shattered Many young men's dreams We've got no place for it today They say we must fight to keep our freedom But Lord, there's just got to be a better way It ain't nothing but a heartbreaker War! What is it good for? ("War", by Edwin Starr was the United States number 1 song in 1970.) While the war drums continue to beat in the White House, another generation is being sacrificed. This time for oil and blind vengeance devoid of any wisdom.

8th Grade Education
Remember when our grandparents, great-grandparents, and such stated that they only had an 8th grade education? Well, check this out. - - - This is the eighth-grade final exam from 1895 in Salina, KS, USA. It was taken from the original document on file at the Smokey Valley Genealogical Society and Library in Salina, KS, and reprinted by the Salina Journal. 8th GRADE FINAL EXAM Grammar (Time, one hour) 1. Give nine rules for the use of Capital Letters. 2. Name the Parts of Speech and define those that have no Modifications. 3. Define Verse, Stanza and Paragraph. 4. What are the Principal Parts of a verb. Give Principal Parts of. lie, lay and run 5. Define Case, Illustrate each Case. 6. What is Punctuation? Give rules for principal marks of Punctuation. 7. Write a composition of about 150 words and show therein that you understand the practical use of the rules of grammar. Arithmetic (Time, 1.25 hours) 1. Name and define the Fundamental Rules of Arithmetic. 2

Why Yes, I Am Smarter Than A 5th Grader . . .
. . . at least I hope so! When seeing the previews for this game show which debuted on NBC Tuesday night, I at first throught it was a joke. Seeing Jeff Foxworthy as the host -- no disrespect intended -- came close to confirming it in my mind. Even the title, Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader?, made me think of a reality television show gone awry (like most aren't already). But once I got past the under-my-breath chuckles and pondered what the contestant search for this show must have been like . . . I was imagining a reverse of Jeopardy! where the producers are trying to find people willing to be made to look like an idiot on television (again, like most reality TV shows . . . I'm starting to petition for "Reality (TV) Free Summer 2007" if you're interested). So far Martha and I have caught it both nights it's been on, and starting tonight Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader? will be on Thursday nights for one hour. Even though debut ratings (the largest for a United States television p

Only If Your Into Nsfw Pics....
only go here if you are interested in vouyer.only....its my huband and i and its dirty.its all nsfw and thats it....go and see what im talking about and youll understand...........

Frustration
So, obviously we have all had "one of those days" Why do I get them more frequently? Why is it when I am so into him, and worry constantly he's not into me? Hate the past that binds me into lack of trust and scared to move forward. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time, and it's so cool he is just like me, from his sarcasm, to his sweetness. Is it too much to believe in? Dare I say he's perfect? Hmm.. damn well close to it(even if he's a flirt.) Maybe the issue is I am just insecure and think he is too good for someone like me. Ugh... I'm gonna rip my hair out.

March 1, 2007
1. What time did you get up this morning? 7:15ish, after pressing snooze a bunch of times on my alarm set for 6:50am on the clock that's 18 minutes fast. >> 2. Diamonds or Pearls? Both are permanently affixed to my person >> 3. What was the last film you saw at the movie theater? "Ghost Rider" with my little brother (Nicholas Cage rocks) >> 4. What is your favorite TV show? Now? Prison Break, Nip Tuck, The Shield, and Smallville >> 5. What did you have for breakfast? OK this is embarassing: an ice cream sandwhich >> 6. What is your middle name? Elizabeth >> 7. What is your favorite cuisine? Hmmmm......That I make myself?: Angel Hair pasta with creamy pesto sauce, pieces of grilled chicken, sun dried tomatoes, parmesean cheese, artichoke hearts, mushrooms, capers, and lemon. That I eat out: Sushi, Korean food, and the mussels at Olive Garden >> 8. What foods do you dislike? none really... sometimes sea cucumber, but I rarely have to deal with

If You Wanna Ride
If you wanna ride Don´t ride the white horse If you wanna ride Don´t ride the white horse White horse Don´t ride the white horse White horse Don´t ride the white horse. If you wanna be rich You got to be a bitch You got to be a bitch said rich, rich you bitch If you wanna ride Ride the white pony Ride, ride the white pony White pony, white pony (more) (less)

Yea!!!
Today I got a phone call from a place that I applied for, and I got hired. I have been calling them and bugging them about the job, and Monday I was informed that they weren't hiring at the time, but Stacy called me and said that some people were quiting the day shift hours, and Doug was looking at my application to hire me. So I go in this comming Monday and finish fillining out the major paper work, and I start working at Harbor Freight Tools. I am so excited to finally have a paying job, because $ 420.00 from the state isn't enough to live off of for a month, especially with rent, bills and my daughter. Second good news is, I called my new employment councler from Department of Workforce Services, and she said that because I'm a new client, I wasn't going to be put on phase 2 (that's when they take another $ 100.00 off my cash aid check) so instead of $ 220.00 for this month, I was blessed to get the full amount of $ 420.00. So now I can pay my utilities, and what I owe to

I Don't Get This Shit...
no MATTER What i post in stash or blog hardly anyone reads them let alone leaves a damn comment....thinkin maybe i should just stick with other site i am on, at least theres some reply and convo over there.