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Very Special Delivery
VERY SPECIAL DELIVERY May the Lord open up the windows of heaven and pour you a blessing that you will not have room enough to receive it all. May the Lord bless you exceedingly and abundantly, above all you could ever hope for. May the Lord bless you that you may walk in a financial overflow. May you fall in love with HIM, our Lord and Savior for the rest of your days in the Name of Jesus. Amen! Let's just see Satan stop this one. All you do is...Send this on!

Why Do Guys Like Me?
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

How I Felt At The Tender Age Of 18
The Pains of Surviving Life as a Miscreation My heart is full of emptiness, And I just can't seem to get use to this misery, And all this pain that has imprisoned me, In a world where I can't survive as eighteen with no education, I sometimes wonder how I got in this miscreated situation, At times it's has me feeling sedated and weighed down, With all my dreams and my schemes to make something of myself, But I've only found nothing how can you turn it into something, One thing I do know is you can see the past, But wonder through the future as a blind. Mike Breon-Fitzgerald Cribb Copyright ©2007 Mike Breon-Fitzgerald Cribb -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Click Here to Rate My Poem

Cut Us Some Slack Here
hey does everyone here just because a woman has signed on here we are all lookin for sex. come on where has the just plain fun gone? Meeting great people here is going to happen but cut the crap if we all are lookin for something else it takes a good old fashioned friendship to start things in the right direction.

*sigh*
So deep, it’s lost To get it back is the dream For to long To many tears There is nothing left Dig deeper It has to be there Just find it There has to be something left You can’t give up What if there is, and we think there isn’t? It could be the last chance Then what? You stop, and walk away Just try No just do Find it It’s there I promise I saved a piece for you It was my secret You didn’t know No one did If you look You will find it Move around You’ll see it Right in front of your eyes I can’t give you hints I know where it is It’s my information I have to keep it from you You’ll know why once you find it You’ll feel it It’ll be all yours For you and only you My heart

Plz Read /sweetness
WELL I HOPE EVERY ONE IS NOW HAPPY I AM LEAVING CT I AM SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE I DO NOT STEEL ANY ONES MAN AT ALL ALL I WANTED TO DO IS MAKE FRIENDS BUT I CUESE I CANT HAVE FRIENDS AT ALL ON HERE BEFPRE SOME SHIT STARTS I AM STUDING A LOT TRYED TO TALK TO ONE PERSON AND THEY DIDNT ANSWER ME SO I GUESS IT WORKED I HATE BACK STABBERS SO BAD WELL ITS BEEN FUM AND I AM SOORY 4 ALL THIS TO EVERYONE U ALL TAKE CARE AND HAVE FUN SINCE I AM NOT WANTED HERE OR ANY WHERE WITH OUT JEALOUSY LOVE SWEETNESS

Hey Every 1
hey all whats we been up 2? i have been workin on my Harley Gettin it all ready 4 Daytona Bike Week. I cant wait it will be my first time in Flordia.. & first time @ bike week i am gonna have so much fun. well i am sure i will have lots of pics when i get back & hope 2 share them with u. just ask about my trip when i get back

Ugh Someone Shoot Me
Being tossed around like ragdoll isn't fun A big secret and a big fight is where it begun It's not my fault it happend so why am I the pawn? Why can't you just let a new day dawn? I don't want to hurt you nor her I just want a happy future If only I could be on my own And not have to be your drone You play me all the time I have a voice I'm not a mime It hurts to know that you don't care You only take me out when you have time to spare What you're doin to my mind isn't fair You don't care what you do to me, and I can see Ugh someone shoot me...

Kinky Quiz
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs83%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

80 Things You Might Not Know About Me
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Whats your middle name?Yeah right How big is your bed?Queen What are you listening to right now?Nothing What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?3155 What was the last thing you ate?Licorice Last person you hugged?My nephew How is the weather right now?Nice Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?Adam What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex?Eyes Favorite type of Food.Chinese Do you want children?Yes Do you drink?Occsionally Ever get so drunk you don\'t remember the entire night?Not the whole night no..most yes Hair color?Dark Brown Eye colour?Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses?No but I need to Favorite holiday?Thanksgiving Favorite Season?Summer Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?

Help!! Do You Know What Bell's Palsy Is??
Well, where do I begin? Yesterday was such a surreal nightmare. My husband (Rob) woke up feeling funny..you know that feeling when you have gone to the dentist and the novacaine stars wearing off? He decided to head to work anyway. A few blocks down the road the feeling got worse and he looked the mirror at himself and noticed half his face was not working! He came back home and needless to say I rushed him straight to the ER. Well, on the way there is decides to tell me that he had 5 (yes fuckin 5!!!!) Redbulls on Saturday and had felt some pressure in his chest. Well, now I am in a panic thinking, Fuck...is he having a Stroke?? Well we get to the ER (around 10am) and walk up to the front desk. Some jackass nurse (who probably had been working a double shift, bless her bitchy heart) does not even bother to look at us and hands us a paper to fill out. Mind you, we live in Miami where your typical waiting period is about 12 ro 15 hours unless your dyeing. (which even that does not guara

Leave Her Behind
Leave Her Behind She’s in your past I’m your future I can’t compete Leave her behind All of your memories are of her How do I change that? Years you had How do I compete? Leave her behind Why can’t you let her go? Hold on to me I’ll give you what you need I’ll be your promise Leave her behind Make the memories with me Have a “Once Upon A Time” with me Smile, laugh and love, me Hold my hand, look into my eyes Leave her behind Baby you are my heart Don’t tear it apart Make it with me Let me be your change Leave her behind

What's Your Movie Star Sex Style?
You are a Sharon Stone Sharon Stone in "Basic Instinct." Need we say more? You have command in the bedroom (or wherever else it may be.) Sex is very important to you, and a relationship that is vacant of frequent sex can never be truly fulfilling. You may be more dominating and you probably are the one to initiate sex and determine how it will be done. You're willing to try anything because you want to keep sex interesting and exciting, which to you is what makes for a good lover. If your sexual style is a little overwhelming for your partner, the most important thing to remember is to make sure they feel comfortable enough to express themselves sexual in their own way. Once the playing field is more even, you'll reap the rewards of a healthy sexual relationship.

Avarice
Avarice From your chemical confine, Here come the whispers no one can hear, Blinded by my own fate, I feel I may be dying here. My face, painted and powdered with deceit, Concubine of Truth, is the Lover of Lies. Wretched absence, Eternity of desolate wandering, My heart rots within it's flesh encasement, And I backslide into the abyss, Enveloped by darkness, Beat all hallow, He'll be the one who betrays you. Desecrate this Vanity Fair and Break up the artless, Amputate the weak, this savage counterfeit will be bloody. Upon a pike his head will be, Strewn out and bloodied before me. Do you know what have you taken from me? From your chemical confine, Here come the whispers no one can hear, Blinded by my own fate, I feel I may be dying here. My face, painted and powdered with deceit, Concubine of Truth, is the Lover of Lies. To leave behind an untorn playmate. Bring forth beauty and balance, I yearn for coherence, I shudder at humanity. Leave

I'm Huge In Japan!!!
AIGHT SO I YOU FAVORTIE COLOR BLIND CRIME IS GOING ON THE AIR IN ABOUT 45 MINUTES. GOOD MUSIC, LITTLE SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE, LITERALLY. SO TUNE IN, LISTEN UP, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK. LINKS ARE BELOW SO ENJOY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND HUGE IN JAPAN!!! THE SHOUTBOX WAY OF DOING FOR WINAMP. http://digitalmixradio.serverroom.us:9254/ THE STR8 FROM THE RADIO STATION VERSION FOR YOU LAZY BASTARDS. LOL. freeboards.com/digitalmix/portal.php

Attn Attn
i am now officially CT married lol yeah bitches i got a ring and everything! we'd have a CT wedding..if i even knew how to do that ok now i have to go get to know him better lol Matt..what's your middle name??? ^_^ adore ya dollface :)

I Narrated A Work Of Fiction
Hey everyone I had the opportunity to narrate a short Work of Fiction. I have to say that it was tough reading something out loud and into a microphone, but it was lots of fun. If you want to check it out and hear my wonderful, wonderful (scarcasm) voice go to http://www.inthebloodonline.com/lucien/ and click on Table #4. If you like that and I know will then check out the other short Work of Fictions and maybe just pony up the mear $5.00 and buy the full Work of Fictions "In The Blood I & II" Tammie

They Can Talk The Talk, But They Can't Walk The Walk
So I haven't heard from DJ I'm An Ass/Haunted Face, and her Man, Swabbie Cannon Fodder.. (You know the Marines do all the work anyways) I guess they decided to crawl back into their holes for good. Of course you know if he tried to make the threats against me as he did another user, well lets just say it would not be pretty. I think people like them and our birdie friend are a bad aspect of the Tap and hopefully everyone out there knows there are more to the Tap than a few bad As. err Apples. I've been discovering how the Tap operates from aspects of Management, Ownership all the way down to the Bouncers. If they even think they can get Myspace investment money, they better think again, especially after the talks I had with them, and their response. As they say, what comes around, goes around. I am glad that I live a good life and have such good friends.

I Luv Women
ever women should be treated like a princess and wit the highest respect. a women once told me, wen we ladies want u men 2 pay attention 2 us we want u guys 2 listen 2 us, not hear us.i finally realize the difference between hearing and listening.i give women credit. they spend sumtime hours putting on makeup or trying 2 look good. after its all done they want 2 look and feel appreciated.which is why we men must reward them 4 there efforts.sumtimes a beautiful women can be intimidating 2 me.i may stare or glance but ,i try 2 make sure she does not catch me looking her way. i'd rather walk up 2 her and pay her a good compliment,without staring 2 hard.

Abuse Is Abuse No Matter Whose Hand It's By
Some of you have read my blog about male victims of abuse from a female. Today, I received this e-mail from another couple who have had abuse touch their lives. The male is an adult/child abuse victim: Hello you have no clue who we are but let us start out by saying I got a husband I think he should get with you sometime and tell you his story it would help him and he talks about it it allways helps we seen your picture on a blog about abuse he was abused by his father after yr's of it as a child he still has love for him and talks to him everyday if you should ever have a min and would be interested to hear it please let us know thanks and good luck on the book First of all, I need to state right here and now that I am NOT a licensed Psychiatrist, Psychologist, Therapist or Counselor as a paid professional. What I am is a person who has experienced abuse by my mother, my first ex-husband and sexual abuse by my second ex. I am reaching out to others to help them get to

My Wedding!!!lol
You Will Be a Traditional Bride! You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional. You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown. It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins! What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

How To Call The Police When You're Old And Dont Move Fast Anymore.
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DONT MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian , Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light, but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no." Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people in my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now cause I've just shot them all." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips residence and caught the burglars red-handed. One of

Every Part Of Me
Knowing another woman gave you happyness, When I was thousands of miles away. Breaks my heart into a million pieces, Cause I didn't want it to be this way. I wanted to be the one to make you smile, I wanted to be happy with you. I don't want thses tears falling down my cheeks, I don't want to be alone because you were untrue. I need your smile, I need you here, So I can be safe in your arms. I hate you so much for doing this, For putting my heart out for someone to do harm. You promised to protect me, To keep my heart safe from being alone. But you didn't think about me, When you left me here on my own. When you spoke those words, That brought me to my knees. You are just like everyone else, Out to destroy every part of me.

Ct Pin-up Girl Contest. (3)
Come on friends! I have over 300 friends on here and so far only 26 have voted for me. Help me get my votes up and win this please?? Thank you in advance :) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=230680&i=1440339812

Life Is But A Raindrop
Life is But a Raindrop Rain drops fall down from the sky Like blood does flow threw you and I They nourish everything they touch Sometimes with rain we get too much Our blood it can be pure or tainted As weathered from rain things need repainted A creek is like a small blood vessel Which leads into a vein As a river does an ocean Each time we get more rain They both can be kept quit healthy But quit often ruined By the poor and the wealthy So when you're indulging in something unfit Or throwing your trash On the beach where you sit You must think of the future And not of the past For both can be ruined Either slowly or fast. done by christine

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
Amazingly Simple Home Remedies 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be too afraid to cough. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are. You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If

Which Kind Of Panties Am I ??
You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?

Thy Days Are Done By Lord Byron
Thy days are done, thy fame begun; Thy country's strains record The triumphs of her chosen Son, The slaughter of his sword! The deeds he did, the fields he won, The freedom he restored! Though thou art fall'n, while we are free Thou shalt not taste of death! The generous blood that flow'd from thee Disdain'd to sink beneath: Within our veins its currents be, Thy spirit on our breath! Thy name, our charging hosts along, Shall be the battle-word! Thy fall, the theme of choral song From virgin voices pour'd! To weep would do thy glory wrong: Thou shalt not be deplored.

Abusive People
I look in the mirror at my tearstained face and I think to myself what a disgrace I have been here for hours crying my eyes out while you try to beat all my life out why are you doing this always to me this is painful dont you see you are not my mom or my dad but you are still making me sad you are not hitting me at least not with your fists but with your abusive words i dont think anything could hurt worse than this done by christine

You Seem To Be Thinking Of Her
Many nights i think of you, my mind ponders what to do. You say you love me but i'm not so sure, the fact is you seem to be thinking of her. I love you so much, but so often you are cool to the touch. Rarely will you open up to me, afraid of what i might see. But everything seems to be coming into place, in your heart is not a picture of my face. Maybe over time this will cease, and both of our hearts will be at peace. But until then I cannot rest, with this sinking feeling of second best. I pray to me your love is true, but I still haven't fiqured out what to do. Everyday I spend with you brings me pain, for the thought of my heart being slain. I know you can't help how you feel, I just pray your love for me is real. But I cannot force you to find love like no other kind. I don't know whether to stay or leave, I just want to be loved not decieved done by christine

Darkness By Lord Byron
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came and went--and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this their desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires--and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings--the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consum'd, And men were gather'd round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forests were set on fire--but hour by hour They fell and faded--and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash--and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing light Wore

Friends
Sometimes I wish I had a friend someone to listen to me. Why don't you like me. Maybe because I look different. Well guess what everyone is different from me and you so why can't you just my friend. I have some friends their names I shall not say. Because without them i would be dead today. done by christine

Superman
I'm trying to be brave for the world, Show them that I'm not just some girl. I can be strong with a heartach holdong me down, All it takes is to know how to get back off the gound. To stand up and then rebound at fast pace, To forget all around the different faces. To know when to guard the heart, And stay away from the dark. To learn the difference between boy and man, To find someone to hold your hand. So when things get scary and your confused, And your heart is broken and bruised. He'll be their helping you out, Showing you what love is all about. He may not seem like much to everyone else around, But he is your superman helping you off the ground.

She Walks In Beauty By Lord Byron
She walks in Beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which Heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express, How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

Daddy Why Did You Have To Go
Daddy why did you have to go and leave me all alone it made me cry and want to leave did momma make you go I wish I could go wit you but momma said I can't she said i was to little and had to stay home daddy you were the big man in my life daddy why did you have to go is it something I did or is it something that I said I'm fourteen am i big enough now daddy why did you have to go I guess I'll never know wrote in loving memory of my father who passed away March 6 1988 love you daughter christine

I'm Excited!!!!
finally get to go out on saturday and get drunk, aint that some shit!!!! ha, its been almost a year since i've been drunk, and yea i'm excited,get to hang out with my friends and my cousins!!! as you can see i dont go out with my friends very often, its hard when you have kids!!! and hopefully i will be getting a real job soon, i totally cant wait for that!!! i hate sitting at home babysitting, i dont get to interact with other adults, so i cant wait to meet other people! just thought i'd share my joy!! ;)

Help Me Get To My Next Level Please
PLEASE HELP ME GET THE LAST 1700ISH POINTS SO I CAN GET MY NEXT LEVEL AND HAVE ROOM FOR MORE PICTURES. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE *DJ~ToKeN~Co-Owner~Club♦Temptation~*ĆŦМǎҒїǻ~Pastor*@ CherryTAP

Life
the sandy beaches & ocean breezes flowin thru my hair, brings memories of days long past livin life w/out a care. past dreams of one day walkin hand in hand w/ that special one, still find there way thru my mind as i walk the beach alone..~~~Denise

To All The Firefighter And Ppl Who Support Us
IVE BEEN HERE ON CHERRY TAP FOR AWHILE NOW AND NOTICE THERE SEEMS TO BE ALOT OF FIRE FIGHTERS ON HERE BUT NOTICE THERES NO GROUPS WITH THEM SO AS MYSELF BEING FIREMAN185 I MYSELF HAVE DECIDED TO START A FIRE FIGHTERS GROUP AND AM INTERESTED IN HAVING OTHER FELLOW FIRE FIGHTERS JOIN THE WIVES GIRLFRIENDS HUSBANDS AND OR IF YOU JUST SUPPORT FIRE FIGHTERS ARE WELCOME TO JOIN THE GROUP THE NEW GROUPS NAME IS " THE FURIOUS FIGHTING FIRE FIGHTERS OF CHERRY TAP" I'D ALSO LIKE TO MENTION THAT I AM STILL SECOND IN CHARGE OF THE COWGIRLS AN COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP JUST HAD TO STEP DOWN FOR AWHILE DUE TO SOME THINGS GOING ON AND YOUR FIRST IN CHARGE WHICH IS FIREMANS FIREGIRL185 IN PINK IS STILL PART OF THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT BUT JUST STEPPED DOWN ALONG WITH ME SO WE COULD WORK OUT SOME MINOR DETAILS GOING ON AT THE MOMENT BUT AS YOU KNOW WE WILL BOTH BE BACK SHORTLY AND JUST NEED TO KNOW WE ARE STILL BEING SUPPORTED. THIS DOESNT MEAN WE ARE LEAVING THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT ~THE COWGI

Beautiful
beautiful is a man who can look far beneath the surface,beyond the mask of flesh, and see the beauty from within where others are so blind. one who treasures the golden rays of love that flow thru and warm the hearts of many... ~~~~

Bored Outta My Fuckin Mind
It's so boring where I am. There's absolutley NOTHING to do here and nowhere interesting. The people here are all stuck up and or slutty with a few exceptions. Sorry...random everything sux rant.

Samson
You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth I have to go, I have to go Your hair was long when we first met Samson went back to bed Not much hair left on his head Ate a slice of wonder bread And went right back to bed And the history books forgot about us And the bible didn't mention us And the bible didn't mention us Not even once You are my sweetest downfall I loved you first, I loved you first Beneath the stars came falling on our heads But they're just old light, they're just old light Your hair was long when we first met Samson came to my bed Told me that my hair was red Told me I was beautiful and Came into my bed Oh I cut his hair myself one night A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light And he told me that I'd done alright And kissed me till the morning light The morning light And kissed me till the morning light Samson went back to bed Not much h

Can You Say Idiot?
wow lets see how does it happen that we get such morons in charge of watching over this site? Great screening process. example. one of the million dollar bouncers told me that someone using a fake salute as is ok. when i asked if i did the same with their salute they told me its not ok. do that make any fucking sense? I guess its a do as say not as i do situation?

The Light
THE LIGHT Current mood: creative Category: Web, HTML, Tech ~I believe in Karma,and i know that the key to Karma is as simple as the healing power of love. Love breaks the vicious cycles of negative energy we get stuck in. all you need to do is live in the light, the warm white light of love~ ~ Denise~

You Know You've Been In Iraq Too Long.....
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Sgt Fabe Date: Feb 27, 2007 5:22 PM Add your own line at the bottom and pass it along! You know you've been in Iraq too long..... # When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" # Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # Driving around in SUVs with weapons pointed out the windows and forcing cars off the road seems very normal to you # You can put your body armor and helmet on in the dark in under 5 seconds # When you actually get excited to get a package that contains 3 pair of socks, 12 bars of soap and a Victoria Secret Catalog # Your idea of sex is 20 minutes of Instant Messaging with your wife on the computer, OK, 10 minutes, who are you kidding? # You make the new guy show you his count down timer just to make you feel better abou

My First English Paper In 12 Years Lol !!!
English 025 Assignment #1 Final Draft Feb.15, 2007 My First Car Everyone remembers their first love, their first kiss, and, of course, their first car. I am no different; I got my first car on my seventeenth birthday. When my dad handed me the keys to the car, I saw it more like the keys to my freedom. That car was a major part in my memories growing up. The car was a beautiful ’79 Camero. It was the color of a flame in a fire; that color that is in between a red and orange. The car had a big, black, bra on the front that made it look as tough as I felt driving it. I wasn’t really sure if I made the car look good or the car made me look good. What I did know was that it was the coolest car around, and it was mine. Along with getting the car, I had to get a job. The condition my dad placed on the car, I had to pay for the insurance, gas, and any repairs that needed done. If I didn’t have the money for these things, then the car was going to sit outside, while I w

Magick
†MAGICK† MAGIC IS THE PROJECTION OF NATURAL ENERGIES TO PRODUCE NEEDED EFFECTS. ... scott cunningham when i was a lil girl i knew a very bad witch. she did very selfish things, and harmed others w/ her magic, and eventually it consumed her. she really scared the hell outta me. yrs. later, i was reintroduced to it, and i was told that i had a gift for the tarot, even though i was skeptical, i started to read cards and do simple candle magic. let me just say, that it really does work. over the yrs, i have come to help many people find their way thru very difficult times, as well as protect them n their loved ones from poeple who meant them harm, or just alot of negative energy. you see, where thoughts go, energy flows. its like the rabbits foot, it is empowered w/ good energy so it usually does bring good luck, then there is the evil eye , so to speak, that sends bad energy to someone. they say be careful what

What Kind Of Poem Are You?
Which poem are you?Sonnet 17 by Pablo NerudaAw, you're a romantic. You believe in true love and all that sort of stuff. How cute are you? To you, love is incredible and amazing.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

The Gaurdian Of The Gate
guardian of the gate Current mood: relieved Category: Life i say guardian of the gate, for i have completed a phase in my life that no longer serves my growth. the hopes n dreams i once had, have come to naught. the pain, the dissapointment, the fear can not hold me back any longer , for i have reached the guardian of the gate, the doorway to the new & unknown is opened for me now, i walk thru in good faith that it will lead me to what i desire most. ¢¾

Attempt Arrest Of Vice President Cheney, 3 Reported Dead
February 25, 2007 US Military Attempt Arrest of Vice President Cheney, 3 Reported Dead By: Sorcha Faal, and as reported to her Western Subscribers Russian FSB sources are reporting today that an attempt by Special Forces Troops of the United States Military to arrest the American Vice President Cheney shortly after boarding his official plane in Australia has resulted in at least 3 dead and an unknown number of wounded. These reports state that the United States Air Force, which is in control of the American Vice Presidents plane, sent an â€˜urgentâ€™ flash message shortly after takeoff from Sydney, Australia alerting their US Pacific Command Forces through the United States Worldwide Military Command and Control System (WWMCCS) network, and which is monitored by Russian Military Forces, of the deaths aboard the plane and requesting â€˜ordersâ€™. At the sealed off Sydney airport where the attempt by US Military Forces to arrest the American Vice President

Heaven
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like Mother of Pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, “Excuse me, where are we?” “This is Heaven, sir,” the man answered. “Wow! Would you happen to have some water?” the man asked. Of course, sir. Come right in, and I’ll have some ice water brought right up.” The man gestured, and the gate began to ope

Been S0 Busy!
Hello and sorry to all of my friends on here. I know I haven`t been around much lately to comment and rate and all that good stuff. If you`re wondering where I`ve been well, keep reading and I`ll let you know. Well, last week, I spent two nights at the Hilton hotel in Boston for a Navy enlistment thing. Yes, I joined and yes it`s all official now. I leave for Illinois on August 22. I know, I`m sorry. But if any of you would like to keep in touch while I`m gone, when the time comes, and we`re close enough, we`ll exchange addresses. Then this past Friday I went and saw Killswitch Engage, DragonFore, Chimara, and He Is Legend at the Paladium. Oh my gosh they were so sick!! Let me tell you, it was insane!! The pits were amazing! I crowd surfed like a bajillion times and I knocked some fat bitch out who then yelled at me for pushing her because she was wearing a dress. Haha. Stupid hoe. There were even G-Units there. Haha. After the show, AAF gave out free No Fear energy drinks and

Warning:labels
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The Sweetest Drug
Your love is the sweetest drug Ecstacy from a simple hug Needles peircing my skin Chermicals filling from within Constant ups and downs White stains on my evening gowns Eyes rolling in the back of my head At first glance Im seamilngly dead But my blood is flowing heavy While we lay in the backseat of your chevy My visions are so blurry Everyone will start to worry Addiction settling in The denile starts to begin Walking the cold streets Trying to be descrete Searching for my fix The withdraw hitting me like bricks Cuz boy your the sweetest drug You keep me sane I am your domain Control me and consume The candy has bloomed The sweetest drug of all For this I will fall.

Break Down
Break down Shattering threw Memories of us Im missing you Feelings are gone Im numb inside Awake till dawn In the dark I hide Screams peircing break down Images flashing break down Blood leaking break down Tears flowing BREAK DOWN!

Death.
Today I found out that my Grandma died. She never got to meet Daemon and I hate myself because I never brought him over to Minnesota to meet her. It just hurts me inside. I don't know what to do. Well, I'm going to make this short. I'll update later. ~Manda~

Sick Crusade
Your disgusting flaws that make you true. The chemicals you abuse and reality you subdue Your Dilated pupils so empty and dark Your sense of pride and your rude remarks The independence you hold so tight The lies you believe and insist to recite The straws, the rocks, balls & blades Your life is just a sick crusade One of these days it won't be fun One of these days there will be nowhere to run You'll be trapped in this cage of powder and pills The dreams you have you'll never fulfill. Its all just a sick crusade But eventually it will all fade. And you'll realize it was only yourself you betrayed. And you'll wonder why you ever begun on that sick crusade

True Love . Is This True.(in Need Of Advice
True love could this be true. supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment: wedded bliss. Theology. the joy of heaven. heaven; paradise: the road to eternal bliss. a to experience bliss or euphoria. Please give a response by posting a bulletin Please.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Without You
I gave you my heart I dont want it back Its yours to keep As long as you last I have no use for it Without you by my side I also like to give you my eyes For i dont need them anymore to guide I know where I want to go And with who i want to be I gave you my heart And all that is me I was yours from the start Until you left And I began to fall apart Now I am torn Without you by my side I sit and I mourn All I ask of you is please don't regret me Wherever you go and whatever you do Don't ever forget me

I Am Your Puppet
You push me and shove me. To the point I can't breathe But I should forgive you with glee Im the one in love I should be walked on And I know if I didn't In a second you'd be gone My heart is ripping at the seams But you cant hear me Not even the screetching of my painful screams I am bounded by this love no escape You hold me with strings from above I am your puppet doing as you say The slightest move of a finger And of you I wont betray Entangled in your opinions And mangled by your beliefs The hopes and dreams I hold deep inside These are my only reliefs I am your puppet To you I will be loyal Till one day the strings break way And finally...... From you I stray

Stay Off My Page
HEY YOU NASTY SKANK YOU NEED TO JUST STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE. PERIOD. FAKE ACCOUNTS DONT HIDE WHO U ARE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU TAKE A FAKE ACCOUNT SAVE PICTURES OF MY SOUTHERN PRIDE AND THEN UPLOAD THEM ON YOUR PAGE ON THE SAME FUCKIN DAY. QUIT BEING SO FUCKING JEALOUS OF ME AND LET EVERYONE KNOW THE REAL FUCKING YOU. BESIDES YOUR "BOYFRIEND" IS REAL GOOD IN BED HAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh wait I forgot he is a pretend boyfriend because ya'll are NOT dating. KEEP MY FUCKING BUSINESS OUT OF YOUR LIFE. **NOTE I MENTIONED NO NAMES So Unless You are Guilty THen I'm not talking to you lol

Never Let Go
I remember it like it was yesterday. Tattoed on my brain. I thought I had nothing to lose. And so much to gain. I was in my own world . Was it love? Or in lust I was twirled. Can't believe it's been over two years. The first kiss like a dream. When I close my eyes this appears. I know we'll only always be friends. Deep inside, you are still mine. This I pretend. But happiness I lack. Everynight in the dark. These thoughts. On my heart leaves a mark. Wanting and waiting. Should I let go? My heart and my head are negating. A constant struggle with oneself. But no I'll never let go. It starts to rip me apart and effect my health. All the memories are too much to handle. Your touch, your kiss, But to my heart your a vandal. Still I'll never let go. No never let go.

I Give Up
YANNO I THINK THAT I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY VOTES FOR EVERYONE I CONTESTS. i HAVE BEEN ON CHERRYTAP FPR MAYBE A LITTLE OVER A WEEK NOW I CANT REMEMBER AND I THINK IT WAS TOO SOON FOR A COMMENT CONTEST. SO I THINK I AM GOING TO DROP OUT OF THE CONTEST I DONT KNOW, I AM GOING TO SLEEP ON IT AND DO WHATEVER I DECIDE IN THE MORNING.

Love Is Dead
Ashes fall as my heart disinograits Love is dead At the bottom of the sea lies our soulmates. Now is the end romance is a breeze passing us by Ashes fall as my heart disinograits dyings alone Its everyones fate. Its the reality That we've all come to hate. Nobody finds true love This has come so clear. So now is the end. Happy endings, we can no longer protend.

Trapped In My Mind
As I lay there in the dark of my room trapped in my mind is your intoxicating silhouette. I invision you by my side lying underneath the stars that make the midnight sky so beautifully irrisitable. Your arms rapped around me protecting me from the world. You kiss my lips and our tongues dance like a smooth summer breeze flowing threw soft silk curtains. Your fingers trickle down my torso sending my body into instant extacy. This night so perfect in its illusion of innocents. As I fall deep into a coma like sleep my vision becomes more clear as if this moment in time is accually occuring. We lay there in a state of hypnosis by each other eyes realizing that nothing esle could make this moment more sensational I awake to find myself returned to the darkness of my room with nothing but the cold lonley breeze that creeps threw my window.

Cold Winter Nights
Winter is settleing in, as the warm air diminishes and a cold breeze replaces it. As I lie in my bed at night, shivering with ice that runs through my veins, I wonder where did the year go. What happened to the long sunny days, and warm summer nights. As the days slowely disapear my sadness and lonliness become more clear. I am alone with nobody to cuddle with, nobody to make the cold bitter winter nights disapear into a trance. The summer has gone and theres no doubt about it, but I can't go another day without a soft warm body holding me close as I sleep. I need someones comferting breath on the back of my next while I dream the chilling winter away. Will you be that someone I can confide in as the ice breaks me down? Will you pick up the peices as the days pass? Will you be the soft warm body that lies next to me every night holding me close? Will your silk like breath dance across my neck putting me fast to sleep so I can dream the winter night far far away? Com

Demise
Everynight my heart dies While I lie in my bed Consumed with silent cries Why should I go on living The one I care for Thinks my love is non existing What do I have to do? To show you my love is true What do I have to give? This pain It repeats and I relive I will love you for eternity This feeling is not temporary The way I feel for you is everlasting The silence of you not near is blasting My love has no demise Can't you see it in my eyes? I'd give my life to you if only I could As I'd lay dying infront of you I'd whisper "Misunderstood" You'll never know how much I love you My conclusion is far overdue You are my demise These are my goodbyes

I Give Up And Dont Want No More
I give up on the one I loved, the father of my babies. I ruined his life once again. My guessing is that he wants me to do what I did with the first one well it aint going to happen. He will be happy if I misscarry cause then he dont have to deal with me. Lifes a bitch hey. I try to work things out but that dont ever happen cause he reather fight with me. Well here it all ends. He dont have to bother with me. Time to go nighty night....

28 Feb 07 - Wednesday
28 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1663 Thomas Newcomen English co-inventor (steam engine) 1820 John Tenniel England, cartoonist/illustrator (Alice in Wonderland) 1906 Bugsy Siegel gangster created casinos in Las Vegas 1928 Smokey The Bear 1942 Brian Jones rock guitarist (Rolling Stones-Brown Sugar) 1945 Charles "Bubba" Smith Texas, NFLer (Baltimore Colts)/actor (Police Academy) 1945 Ronnie Rosman rocker (Tommy James Shondells-Crystal Blue Persuasion) 1948 Bernadette Peters [Lazzaro] Queens NY, actress (The Jerk, Song & Dance) 1953 Ricky "Dragon" Steamboat [Richard Blood], wrestler (NWA/WWF/WCW/AWA) 1955 Gilbert Gottfried comedian (Beverly Hills Cop) 1955 Randy Jackson New Orleans LA, guitarist (Zebra-Tell Me What You Want) 1967 Marcus Lillington rock guitarist (Breathe-All I Need) 1692 Salem witch hunt begins 1759 Pope Clement XIII allows Bible to be translated into various languages 1847 US defeats México in battle of Sacramento 1854 Republican Party formally organized at

What Is Love
is love real, is love true, is love romantic, is love believeable, is love in you,is love what you want,is love in your heart,is love all around you,is love far from you,is love where u want it to be,is love close to you,is love in your eye's,is love the best,what is love.

Drain Myself
Drain myself of you Let it all seap out Myself I will subdue Pain feels so good relieving myself of you You could never be understood Your ways of thinking To which I cared Starts slowly shrinking Of what have I become Feeling so cold and alone The pain starts to numb Walking alone in the dark Nobody can see the tears Or the dark gashed marks Trapped in my hearts abyss I lie there in suspence Waiting for my eternal bliss But you have come and gone To you I don't exist So I drain myself of you Hoping to forget No longer you I pursue One day you'll return I'll do what I must Reject you with contempt And drain myself of you

Our Fate
Use me like the whore that I am Control me just cause you know that you can Every emotion so cold and fake The shards peirce making my body shake There is nothing behind your eyes A blank stare into the sky Trapped in a whirlwind of Love and hate This seems like our eternal fate The only reality is my solitude Alone in my thoughts I see our prelude Did I expect this tragedy Now I search for a remedy But your company is my only relief Even if short and brief I want to hold you in my arms In a moment protected by all that harms This is just a fantasy Soon you will forget me Our parting is long overdue Time to start fresh and new You walk left I walk right Your silhouette still in sight We said our goodbyes Time for our lives to be revised

My Stuff
You gotta dance like nobody’s watching, dream like you will live forever, live like you’re going to die tomorrow and love like it’s never going to hurt.’ -Discretion is being able to raise your eyebrow instead of your voice -Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within -Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye -Expectations are premeditated resentments. -There are times when silence has the loudest voice. -I’d rather be a failure at something I love, than a success at something I hate George Burns -There are no shortcuts to any place worth going -Happiness makes up in height what it lacks in length -The best way to win an argument is to begin by being right -Success is getting what you want, happiness is liking what you get -It’s what you learn after you know it all that counts

What Makes Me Upset
To thoses who relly give a damm. The only thing that upsets me the most is that I try to do what I can by myself and it never truns out quite as nice or as good as anyone else can do. And when I ask someone to do something for me I always get I will do it then, or later, Sure I understand that thay have other things that need done . But when it goes on and on and never gets done . THATS WHAT UPSETS ME.This is not to mean anyone on cherrytap. It is those who know who thay are when thay see this. I am only talking about outsiders. So please thoses of cherrytap like I said this does not mean you.

Beautiful Words
Someone worth having is someone worth waiting for! I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

I Could Just Scream!
My little sister is going to the University of Tennessee. Shes going to attend their design program (which shes almost finished). Im so happy for her...but more so.... IM HAPPY FOR ME! Do you realize I can go to all their home games? A VOLS fans dream! Cheap Tickets..... HELL YES! WTG SIS...you rawk like a chili dawg!

Poems
Five years Five years of struggle Five years of love Five years of praying To the Lord above Five years you ignored me Five years I wait Five years I liked you These five years were a waste Five years I tried To show you my love for you This love was no false love But a love so true I hoped for five years That one day we'd be together I thought for five years I'd love forever But now your times up I'm done holdin on It's time I proved to you Life without you aint so wrong Thanks to my love for you No one else had a chance No longer is this true I'm giving up on you I think it's time I move on Time to explore Five years I tried to give my heart to you I won't do it one more Five years I thought Having any other love was wrong Now I finaly realize That was five years too long _________________________________________________ Goodbye to you Thats it It's over. The love was blooming greatly Has died. Tears stream down my face L

Cancer
i just found out that 2 of my aunts have cancer of diffrent types. i dont know how i should feel. i am scared, mad, and dont know how to help. i love my family very much and dont know why this is happening to them. one has breast cancer...very curable. the other just had kidney cancer and now has bone cancer. life is just not fair sometimes. anyone with any suggestions?

By Grace Alone
By grace alone I might have deserted Jesus but, he's never deserted me He gave me his forgiveness on a cross made from a dogwood tree In my times of trouble and all of my despair I could always open up the Bible and find some comfort there For all the sins I've committed, I am the one to blame Even though I strayed from my Savior, he's loved me just the same. Thru the times I've been greedy for more then my daily bread. I've never gone hungry, I've always been fed In my darkest moments, I know what we should do. Go out and help somone that's less fortunate then you. My faith and good works aren't enough, it's taken God's grace We now have eternal life because, Jesus has taken our place chris

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Words Put To Void.
I wish you'd take me to knife than put me through your departure. I'm suffocating on when's and why's. I begged of the sky why they chose you to shatter me. But my heart is finding more questions in blanks you meant to fill with answers. Your actions are undoing all the hopes I had for us. Now waking up is a new marker for another day you're gone. Your leaving has derailed me in ways you'll never care to know. Each day that passes is more mortar and another brick to this wall you've erected to keep me at arms length. I'm not sure what hurts me worse - losing you or the fact that you don't care that you're losing me.

Daily Troubles
Deafening silence- alone with your mind, Blinding darkness- and a place you can’t find. Crushing emotions- rain down in a flow, Turn quickly to hide- but there’s no where to go. Racing thoughts- and all your worst fears, Smiles and laughter- fed by trauma and tears. Taunting visions- of what lies ahead, And all that once was- has now become dead. Engulfing sadness- and loneliness known, All of your actions- even you can’t condone. Deep despair- then intense desperation, How can you tame- your angry frustration. Left knowing nothing- after all that you’ve learned, Desperately drowning- in tides that have turned. Frantic searching- but there’s no end in sight, Doing what’s wrong- just to anger what’s right. Wandering lost- just searching for hope, Using old methods- only now you can’t cope. Constant struggle- you battle uphill, Grabbing wildly- at space left to fill. Painful memories- of a past that is through, And anticipation- of what will come new. Trea

Half A Song
Hurt to a point that I can't breathe I didn't think you'd be the one to leave But you've gone and left a rift And you're only half of what I believed. There was stars at the sound of your voice Now this silence makes such horrible noise this new hell is crippling me What you've done will become your worst choice. (All my lyrics are rough copies. I'm such a perfectionist that probably only two or three lines of each poem will make it to the song.)

Playlist For The Week Of 2/20/07 - 2/27/07.
Absu - The Third Storm Of Cythraul Agalloch - Of Stone, Wind, And Pillor Anthrax - I'm The Man EP Black Funeral - Vempyre Throne Of The Beast Bolt Thrower - War Master Carpathian Forest - Skjend Hans Lik Danzig II - Lucifuge DarkThrone - Transilvanian Hunger Deceased - Luck Of The Corpse Deicide - Serpents Of The Light Dreams Of Damnation - Let The Violence Begin Dismember - Misanthropic EP Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Grave - ...And Here I Die...Satisfied EP Impetigo - Buio Omega Incantation - Primordial Domination Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Creatures Of The Night Kiss - Animalize Kiss - Crazy Nights Kiss - Hot In The Shade Krieg - The Church Limbonic Art - In Abhorrence Dementia Malevolent Creation - Retribution Megadeth - The System Has Failed Mercyful Fate - Melissa Nuclear Assault - Handle With Care Pungent Stench - Dirty Rhymes And Psychotronic Beats EP Summon - No Thoughts From The Sky Usurper - Crytobeast Venom - Black Metal Vicious Circle -

My Vow
Your voice brings me joy, Your touch brings me bliss. My love is like a vow, a promise sealed with a kiss. I promise to love you forever, a promise I will always keep. As I confess my love it feels like a huge leap. A leap into what I hope will be a great start to an everlasting relationship in which we never part. I vow to be faithful from you I will never stray. With you is where I want to be and where I want to stay. So, my vow, my promise is to always let you know that I love you with all my heart and that I will never let you go. done by christine

A Marriage Vow
How sweet your lips feel upon mine, As we come together as one soul, Giving our love and devotion towards each other. We give out lives and trust to one another, Trying to make it through this complex world, Having only each other and our love to survive. We shall both uncover new adventures, New challenges to overcome, And as one we shall overcome them. Both our sweet lives, Now are bonded together with a strong force, A force we know as love. done by christine

Wedding Day
This is your very special day Your vows you had to say Remember them throughout your life You have now become husband and wife Treasure the moments that you share Always show how much you care You'll have good times and bad Some will be happy, some sad Share your feelings, don't try to hide This will tear you up inside Take each and every day slow As the years go by your love will grow Patience and Understanding you'll need But Love is the strongest indeed Happiness is wished for you On this day you said " I DO " done by christine

Wedding Day Wishes
I wish that you could be here, To share my special day; To walk me down the aisle, And give my hand away. I know you want to be here too; You look down and hold me In your warm embrace. I cannot see your arms But I know that they are there-- They comfort and they hold me And I know that you still care. It wasn't right that you were taken Away from us so soon, But I see you every night When I look up at the moon. And every now and then I sit entranced in calm and wonder When the wind blows with gentle ease-- For it's your words of love I hear-- Echoing in the breeze. done for my cuz and his wife to be . done by christine

Teenie Boppers
Ok here it is im gonna tell you now that my writing skills are not the best i dont use periods (.) or commas (,) and i spell like crap ( krap ) so here it is i have been on the net since year 2000 i started my online adventures wait that sounds gay i started messing around online then and i just started noticing all these young kids and as i got older the kids got younger so one day im chatting somewhere and this lil kid is like 12 and hes trying to flame me about spelling what like this (waht) ( i do that because i type faster then i think ) so here i am feeling like a jerk because i dont wanna flame a lil kid back so i look like a dweeb taking this shit oh well i thought just more drama so i started getting into programming in visual basics and doing web design and some graphics shit and started moving around these "dating" web sites like to name a few plenty of fish, rate my body, face the jury, and so on so im browsing these sites not knowing what im doing like in the search a

So Like, Yeah, Whatever...
My friend Adam is from Ireland, and whenever he wants to make fun of Americans he says "so like, yeah, whatever!" in this horrible Irish man doing a valley girl accent, accent. Um, anyway, like my profile says, I haven't slept. I'm near delirious! I'm also dizzy, and it's making me nauseous. If you REALLY want to know why I'm ill, you can ask. But only ask if you REALLY want to know! In the laundry room at my apartment complex there's a sign that tells you how to best utilize the machines in the room. There are no front load washers there, HOWEVER, they saw fit to mention them anyhow. There is a typo, or at least, I HOPE it's a typo. It states "front load washers require less soup, only 1/4 to 1/2 cup". So...wtf? Alright, I'm done for now. More Vomit from my BRAIN! to come later! Toodles!

Poems
Ex boyfriend poem There are so many things i wish i Could say to not make you stay Away Day to day I miss you more I've learned I'm so bored , Tired,Sad Maybe just a little mad But you hurt me so bad I thought we were in love Yea right I loved you You never cared Now I'm scared that I won't find another love To think of.

Words Of Wisdom...
-Success is getting what you want, happiness is liking what you get. -It's what you learn after you know it all that counts. -Slumps are like a soft bed- they're easy to get into and hard to get out of. -If I only had a little humility, I would be perfect. -Experience is the name everyone gives his mistakes. -It's not that I am unimpressed with what everyone thinks, it's deeper than that. I simply do not care. -The most dangerous of enemies, are the one's who hide in plain sight. -I can resist anything except temptation… Oscar Wilde -To love and to be loved, is to feel the sun from both sides. David Viscot m.d. - The more you ignore me, the closer I get! Moressy If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that suggests you tried The sun in your eyes made some of the lies worth believing When the pony dies, the ride is over Such is life, and it's

Just Wanted To Let You All Know
I wont be on as much my grandmother is passing away and i'm not taking it well.they have given her until mother's day so i will be traveling to be with her very soon....i will try and check on this everyday that i can.love to all

I Wish You Enough
I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure and were standing near the security gate. They hugged and the mother said I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral." When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, "I wish you enough. May I ask what that means?". She began to smile. "

Funny
Buzzing undies make shopper faint! " A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "

This Is Crazy
Cheers to the Truth! "Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise." (From the book "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) "You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out!" From the book "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. "It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular." (Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 ) "I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter." (TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace"

I Wont Be Onlien For A While
my husband are having some problems .. and i am not going to be here any more..not sure when i will be back online but ty all i will misss alot of you.. those who are close knwo how to reach me smooches lday kaos

Kids
Too Smart A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade." Ms. B

My Generation
Music Codes - MySpace Layouts If only we could fly Limp Bizkit style John Otto Take em to the Matthews Bridge Can you feel it? My g-g-generation Get up! My g-g-generation Are you ready? Do you know where you are? Welcome to the jungle punk Take a look around It's Limp Bizkit Fuckin' up your town We downloaded the Shockwave For all the ladies in the cave To get your groove on And maybe I'm the one Who flew over the cuckoo's nest But guess who's next? (who?) Generation X Generation Strange Sun don't even shine through our window pane So go ahead and talk shit Talk shit about me Go ahead and talk shit About my g-g-generation Cause we don't, don't give a fuck, and We won't ever give a fuck Un-til you You give a fuck about me And my generation Hey kid, take my advice You don't want to step into a big pile of shit Captain's drunk Your world is Titanic Floating on the funk So get your groove on And mayb

Rate Me / Fan Me/ Friend Me
TO all my CT friends, family and fans. I have yet to ask for anything so I am now. I did some of you favors when asked now I am calling on you to return them.. Help a sistah out make me feel I belong and I promise you Courtesy of MsTags.comI won't forget. SO if I see you on my page on this blog I will drop you some luv on your page and rate your pic or page..Come on now friends SHOW ME SOME LUV!!!!!!!

Bond!
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5 year old girl and some construction workers that makes you believethat we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time... A young family moved into a house, next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot.The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriate words of admira

I'm Crazy About This Girl! (not Anymore!)
Last week at this time I was thinking I had a curse on me. Going through divorce, recently fired from my job due to my health...which sucked this last year. Everything was going wrong. Then one day I get a call to start a new job. Walking in there, I never thought I'd love the place but also, and most important, find the woman of my dreams. Literaly, karma was giving me a long overdue dose of compensation that day. I couldn't have created a more perfect woman. Perfect in every detail! She makes me smile, feel silly and comfortable being myself around her. We have so much in common, and not the easy stuff. It's bizarre stuff like not liking horror movies and...well, i'll tell the whole story... Last night she and I went out to dinner and a movie (I know, I'm lame on the whole romantic date thing). We went to G.W. Hunters in Post falls and were having a great conversation when the waitress came to the table. She asked us what we wanted and she ordered her steak exactl

I Wish You Enough!
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough." They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good -bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?". She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been hande

A Single Tear
A look, a quick glance. From across the room, our eyes dance. Hot breath on my face, the soft touch of your lips. The sweet whisper, of your voice in my ear. The calming sensation, as you touch my soul. The very thought, of not being with you. Not being able to see you, hear you, touch you, I fear. All of this is more, than I can bear. On my cheek, a single tear. A hot tear, that burns. My stomach, starts to churn. My deepest fear, seems so real.

Women
I found this on my friend's 360 page and had to steal it... knowing you won't mind, Faye! ;) Thank you! Women have strengths that amaze men. They hear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love, and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better situation. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear of a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when they hear that a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can lead to a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, shapes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or

Hello
Do you know that a simple "HELLO" can be a sweet one?........... The word "HELLO" means: H = How are you? E = Everything all right? ..... L = Like to hear from you ......... L = Love to see you soon! ........ O = Obviously, I miss you... ........ So, HELLO! ..... It has made me smile every time I say hello since then... ...... So send this message to the people you care about and say HELLO to them! ... btw, Have a nice day!

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL I don't know who the original author is, but I found it on a friends blog. 18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! 1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4 Sharpen their Athame. 5 Untie the knot in their cords. 6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13 Debate with them about "True Religion". 14 Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16 Point to their

Lol I Cant Wait To Get One Of These
OMG! This is the funniest thing I have read in a while!! HAHA! LOL I guess it's so funny cause I know when I have children this will be sent to me! LOL A letter from a 3rd grade teacher sent home to pagan parents: Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight "A" student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please wait until then to do any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawing little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By t

Hunter's Moon
Laying her down on the rug, Scott smiled at her while he sat back on his heels. She ran her hand idly down her chest, a single finger luring his eyes to her breasts and the fur blanket that was hiding them. "There's hunger in your eyes," she said and her finger crept slowly downwards while her voice became seductive. "What are you hungry for?" He swallowed. A part of him said that things were going too fast but the rest of him kept telling it to shut the hell up. He felt an urgent need for her, as though what she'd said earlier was true. This night was going to end too soon, and he couldn't let her walk away, he had to do this in case he never saw her again. He had to have some perfect moment to remember her by because he'd never meet anyone like her again. "I'm not sure," he said and cursed the part of him that had won control long enough to voice those words. She smiled and traced her fingers lower, flattening her palm against her body when she reached her stoma

The Little Four Letter Word
Love is a four letter word, it is on the tip of your tongue. It flows from your lips like water, and just as quickly evaporates. You go searching, looking for it. But does it really exist, do you really know for sure? Everyone tells you to follow your heart, but, that can be the hardest part. To realize the love you seek, is here, here in my eyes. Love is not just words, that flow like a river full of desire. Love is emotions, feelings. It is a physical attraction, a mental connection. The love you seek, the desire you wish. Is here, here, IN ME!!

Coping With Mom And Alzheimer's
I've been thinking about creating a blog as I try to process the reality of my mom's newly-diagnosed Alzheimer's disease. So, here I go. Four months ago, I was in Indiana trying to help my mom deal with the loss of my dad who died almost two years ago. Four months ago, when I arrived in Indiana, my mom had dinner on the table, writing in her journal, getting her hair done, but missing my dad beyond words. Now, within three weeks of her diagnosis, my mom isn't my mom anymore. Nothing connects. Only thing she has retained, so far, is she still knows who we are. That's all. She has gone from a soft-spoken, loving, compassionate, and innocent elderly woman, to someone we don't recognize. To date, she has nearly killed her room-mate, punched a pregnant nurse in the stomach, tried to escape three times, and the list is ever growing! Tomorrow, she is being transferred back to a hospital in Chicago to try and get her behavior under control...for the second time. This time,

Winter Heart
His mouth and hot breaths stirred her hair at the temple. Her head against his breast, restless now, when he took the nipples between his fingers and plucked them gently and rolled them between his fingers in a caressing way, while his head lowered to capture her mouth in a kiss. Her moan was lost in his mouth as those hands flattened under the mounds, over her ribs, sliding palm down where the silk pooled. Her hands came up, her fingers threading through his silken dark hair. She felt both the sensual slowness of his palms rubbing her, and the incredible pleasure that burned her nipples and seemed to make her breasts tighter and fuller. The muscles in her stomach jerked when his hand rested there, and she turned her head for his seeking lips to score across her throat. "Jared…Jared," she murmured, breathless, her hands restless in his hair and her body consumed by sensual chills and erotic heat. He brought his hands back to her breasts and stepped back. She coul

If
If a kiss could last forever, a wonderful feeling to savor. If a touch could linger, like the soft touch of a finger. If a look showed all emotion, like the deepest ocean. If the heart could speak, it would shout from the highest peak. If love was simultaneous, two bodies entwined harmonious. If a breath could make you shudder, then this I shall utter. "I shall love you forever and like no other

She
... I was playing with my friends in the backyard. Campfires and harmonica music. Baying of loose faced hounds. Fireflies dance with the crackling conflagration. Offsides Red Card Homerun Love Dinner time, wash up, and don't get ink on your brother's shirt. kayIloveyoubye click. Values, lessons, morals. Guides. Teachers. Idols. Success? Nevermore- than what you make of it. Love. Her eyes, smile that rends sorrow, and soft wet kisses in the air. ... Love. It kinda leaves you with that warm fuzzy urge to scream it from the rooftops. But more. Much much much more. She is Love.

You Call Me Angel
You say I have an angel face, so sweet, innocent and pure. I give your soul wings, and in my arms it soars to the heavens. You Call Me Angel..... You picture me with wings, and a heart full of unconditional love. When push comes to shove, your Guardian Angel, from above i will be. You Call Me Angel..... When we make love, you swear I must have been sent from above. Our love then comes together as one. You Call Me Angel..... You thank God everyday, for the time we share together. You thank God for ... Your Angel!

And In The Meantime I Have Nothing To Say... I'm Here In Vain
…today I crawled out of bed I can’t stand my shadow is to heavy o lift… look how low I’ve sunk don’t ask me to rise I’ll lose you when I’m high… On Sunday I was at a friends house and on my way to the car my heel got stuck and I hit the floor my right knee is (only) bruised but the left one still looks really awful and started to bleed again last night. Well somehow it’s funny to have girls knees again… speaking of old times since I hate when people forget here’s a little warning: next month on the 26ths is my birthday. No I am not asking for presents but for nice messages I wouldn’t forget it if I were you I can be veeery bitchy about that. PS: Did you notice how many stupid people are here on cherryTap?

2 Equal Love
2 equal love is, to give yourself totally. 2 equal love is, to enter blindly. 2 equal love is, to find that perfect someone. 2 equal love is, to want them as much as you can. 2 equal love is, to have each other. 2 equal love is, you plus me!!!

Mom
Memories are all I have left. The sun no longer shines upon your face, no more pictures can I take. I watched you suffer, battling the devil. You grew weaker. but, the strength you had could never be swayed. Your body gave up long, before your heart and soul. The last look you gave me, the look of peacefulness and serenity. It burned into my head, you finally made me see. My memories are mine, no one can take them away from me. As I relive those moments of me and you, I recall I never said, "MOM, I LOVE YOU!!"

Vows
Today you said your vows, took the one big step. Everything in it's place, such a look of beauty upon your face. You cam through a storm, only to gather strength. Today you accepted your vows, that were announced out loud. At this moment I must say, " I am so proud." That today you both, said your vows.

Oh Holy Shit!!
I can't even type straight right now.....It seems that my bestest boo boo Katie has won some contest & she is going to receive one of 12 prizes tomorrow morning....it will either be a car (or 55,000$ which is what the car is worth), a few different all paid trips, or a big ass flat screen TV..... OMG OMG OMG!! If she wins we are gonna have a hellva time regardless... AHH!! more later..... xoxox - Betty

Have You Ever...
Have You Ever... Needed something so bad, you can't sleep at night. Tried to speak, but, the words won't come out right. Looked for someone, who will show you love all your life. Have You Ever... Wondered why, they are always on your mind. Thought about, how being in love is so blind. You close your eyes, just to picture and rewind. Have You Ever... Wanted to feel, their touch upon your skin. To feel their kiss, with desire full of sin. To feel their love, full of heated passion. Have You Ever... Felt your body, lose total control. Felt the rise of passion, while making love. To feel two bodies, rhythmically rise and fall. Have You Ever... To have two hearts, beat as one. To feel the magic, of having that special someone. To fully express, the soul's true desire. Have

To Whom It May Concern...
Here you are on bended knee, offering apologies. This happens all to often, please, just let me be. To who it may concern... I have been hurt before, don't want to love no more. These tears I cry, you see, are for all you have done to me. To whom it may concern... So much commotion, all out of emotion. For my wounds, there is no lotion. To whom it may concern... You tell me your lies, and use deception. But, look in my eyes, I have to much perception. To whom it may concern... It is all over, stories uncover. My heart you can, no longer run over. To whom it may concern...!

Ct Experience
Well hi there everyone who might read this. If you are reading then a big hello, if your not reading this then it don't matter as you would not of seen this in the place,hehe. Well i have been on Cherry Tap for just over a week and i can safely say that the damn thing is major addictive.lol I can't seem to get off the thing, all my waking hours are spent on the computer saying hi to people, adding and rateing e.t.c., it's been crazy.lol One of the really cool things for me is that i've been able to have conversations with people from all over the world.I had a conversation with someone the other night who was in Michigan(hope i spelt that right).It was real wierd sat in my little room in my house in the UK at 3am talking to someone on the other side of the world, especially as i'm quite new to this web thing and surfing the net. Ny mom came and stayed a couple of days ago..lol..she's a right technophobe.lol I showed her the computer and shit and CherryTap and she was amazed as this

Longing For You
Waiting to be, in your arms again. Searching for your, soft gentle kiss. Excitement building, as I anticipate you touching my face. Wanting to see, the sparkle in your eye. Knowing your heart, beats in time with mine. Longing For You... Seeking out, the pleasure. Feeling the fire, burning with desire. Bodies meeting, in unbridled passion. A whisper, in the air. Every emotion, we share. Longing For You... Wanting to feel, all your love. Deep inside, a voice says wait. Our bodies shudder, as we meet. With the sharing, of our emotions being complete. The fire goes out, we both cry out. Longing For You... Laying here, in each others arms. Silent sounds, my heart's alarm. All of this, so much bliss. As I gaze deep, into your eyes. I realize it seems, it was all a dream. Longing For You...!!!

Dessert....
After a delightful dinner, my lover and I walk towards his car, his arm around my waist, cradling me to his side. Ever the gentleman, he opens the door for me and favors me with a soft kiss. He climbs in and reaches to start the engine, but I have other plans for him. He gives me a startled look as I grab his hand to stop him. I reach over and unbuckle his pants, telling him that there’s no way I’m letting you off for teasing like that. With a very wicked look indeed, I free his raging hard-on. Ever so slowly I lick up and down his throbbing shaft. I look up at him and remind him that he has to keep a straight face. He moans, knowing that he’s in big trouble as I tease him mercilessly. Swirling my tongue just around the ridge…one hand gently cups him, feeling the tightness and knowing how badly he needs to cum. Continuing the sweet torture, I trace his veins with my tongue, lightly grazing him with my teeth. Wrapping my lips around his thickness, I slowly work my way down, i

Two Tracks To Pain
You yell and you scream. Different tracks 2 trains building up steam. You kick and you punch. Call it all just a hunch. You say I, don't care. My feelings I won't share. Upon your knees, offering apologies. But, it is always the same. You and your damn games. When will, you learn. Your words, badly burn. Drowning in, my sorrow. Just keep waiting, for a better tomorrow!

[vampire]evelina
Rath came to her again that night, his body aching for her even as his mind forced his driving libido to stay calm. It was his duty to watch over her, to protect her, and he wasn't a vampire who took his obligations lightly. The sheer need he had for her couldn't be allowed to interfere with the promise he'd made to Abram; Eve had already been touched by one of the dark Lamius, and he knew that she was in more danger now than she'd ever been. He had to try to stay objective, keeping himself one step away from her in order to keep her safe. Silently, he gazed down at her sleeping form with glittering blue eyes and saw the way the sheets clung to her lush curves. He knew she was naked again. He could smell her in the air, the muskiness of her body heat, the warm fullness that was strictly her own. Her soap, a delicate lilac scent, drifted and mixed with her natural aroma. He'd never been one to become aroused by a woman's pheromones, but something about Eve struck him in the solar ple

Seduction....love And Sleep
Love and Sleep Lying asleep between the strokes of night i saw my love lean over my sad bed, Pale as the duskiest lily's leaf or head, Smooth skinned and dark, with bare throat made to bite, Too wan for blushing and too warm for white, BUt perfect coloured without white or red. And her lips opened amorously, and said- I wist not what,saving one word-Delight. And all her body pasture to mine eyes; The long lithe arms and hotter hands than fire, The quivering flanks, hair smelling of the south, The bright light feet, the splendid supple thighs And glittering eyelids of my soul's desire.

A Taste Of The Irish
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when yo

A Pay Raise????
I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis --------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work eight hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative. You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of you

How I Feel!
Broken promises empty dreams. Looking at life, with lots of regrets. All anyone can see, is how much I fret. I yell and stew, bubble and spew. Profanity is yelled, at the top of my lungs. Like a simple song, left unsung. An empty bottle, and a broken heart. I raise my glass to toast, "wow, that smarts." While I loved you, like no other. Here you are with, your arms around another. Drunken stupor, falling down. You must think, what a clown. In my life, I have no luck. In your ass, my foot gets stuck. I hope you are, happy with her. For now I, have the cure. The bottle, is my best friend. Almost like, my next of kin. In a drunken stupor, I shall always be. All because of, what you did to me!!

Take Me Home
Mia stood in the woods surrounded by the small, smooth stones that had been laid in a circle. She had been here countless times the last few weeks, ever since she'd discovered the strange ring not far from her cabin. It had been odd finding them here, especially since she didn't remember them from last year's vacation. Strange or not, the ring of stones had pulled her back over and over again. Then she'd fallen asleep one cool October afternoon and she'd dreamt of him. Jacob, she remembered his name from their too brief conversations. He was unashamedly male in his white linen shirt and coarse dark pants; his black hair was haphazardly shorn, his green eyes mesmerizing. The first time he'd seen her he'd looked at her with wonder before touching her gently, and whispering 'my guide' reverently. She'd awoken with a start, still feeling his fingertips grazing her cheek. She'd come back every day since, and each time she'd slept on her blue checked blanket and had dreamed. And each time

Divorce
I just wanted to make it known, that I do not have time for all of the crazy crap, I am here to have fun and to meet ppl. Not to have more drama than day time soaps. other than that I love the tap!!!! Thanks dj

My Dream
As I lay here, late at night. I gaze upon your picture, my heart starts to race. As I close my eyes, I see your face. When I drift off to sleep, into my veins you seep. I can feel you, touch my soul. On my heart, you pull. You fill every inch of me, with warm, radiant love. The early dawn shines down on my face, all I can do is sigh. So much love in this place, I awake, only to gaze into your eyes.

Feb 27th Dow Declines 500 Pts Gold Down 20
Interesting day-Chinese markets go into decline. Watch COPPER prices! HUGE DEMAND IN CHINA! US MARKETS go into "correction" WORST DAY FOR US MARKETS SINCE 9/11/01!!!! DOW down 500 pts, NASDAQ, etc follow suit GOLD-Down from earlier $680+ to $663 per oz as of 5 PM PACIFIC TIME Greenspan says we are near recession-good indicator gold will rise, consistent with late 1970's price jump. Factor in inflation for 2007 versus 1979-1980, Gold could hit 1200+ per oz-(theoretically) If gold hits 1200 per oz....? How many people can tell me what that means for our economy? Or....how many of you DONT WANT TO KNOW?

Outside The Box...
I have friends to numerous to count. Men fall in love with me easily(i don't pretend to know why). I have the ability to make my friends laugh with very little effort or comfort them when they are in a bad place. I make friends everywhere I go and people really enjoy being around me. I am loved......so why do I feel so alone? I am a deeper well,deeper than people in my life believe I am. I have secrets that run deep within me. I even think I have secrets that are a secret to myself. I have people in my life who think they have me figured out. They think they really know me. I let some of them believe that because I want them to feel that closeness to me. I love them. I know who I am. I know what I like. The problem is that I change from day to day. I am discovering myself everyday. I find new likes and develope new dislikes. I have learned that I am an eccentric person. I am outside the box. The box I speak of is full of my friends. All of my friends are seperated into d

This Is So Not True About Me Im Practically An Angel...
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

A True Story Of A Stranger
She stood in the large office, her amber eyes taking in the polished wood and heavy paneling of the masculine workspace. She shouldn’t have come. This was a crazy idea, an insane thought that should never have been considered. She shifted and felt the brush of the long suit jacket that she wore over her lacy undergarments…and nothing else. When the inspiration had struck the night before, she’d latched onto it with a pounding heart and wicked smile. But now she was here, in the empty office of the man who’d been seducing her through his window for weeks now, and she was feeling distinctly uncomfortable. She remembered the first night she’d seen him. It had been late, and she’d been slaving over a difficult case. When she’d looked out her window she’d seen him there, framed in the soft glow of his desk lamp as he’d stared out at the traffic below. Curious, she’d stood and gone to her telescope to get a close up view of the man across the street. And what a view it had been! Thick dar

2 Hearts As 1
To see the sun setting in your eyes, feel the wind in your breath. To feel the fire in your touch, the warmth of your heart. As we make love, emotions implode, our bodies explode. We reunite as one, forever bound, by Love's eternal flame. The flickering flame, dances upon our skin. The sweat from our love, makes our skin glisten. A midst our love making, we stop to listen. Listen to the sound of 2 heartbeats, that now beat as 1!!

Forever
If every kiss I give to you, could make you melt. I would kiss you... F o r e v e r. If every word i said, could make you smile. I would talk... F o r e v e r. If the song I sing to you, could bring you joy. I would sing... F o r e v e r. If staring into your eyes, could make your heart melt. I would stare... F o r e v e r. If a promise I make to you, could make you dream. I would promise... F o r

12 Types Of Men (ladies Check This Shyt Out)
1.) MR. THUG LIFE Advantages a. Real good at making love b. Fun and exciting c. Makes you laugh d. Has your back, will fight and protect you Disadvantages a. Usually drinks and smokes too much b. Always got drama c. Stays a thug forever d. In and out of jail 2.) MR. NAW, I DON`T HAVE A GIRL Advantages a. Will take you out in the beginning b. Will introduce you to all his friends c. Compliments you all the time Disadvantages a. Has a girlfriend who he's been with since the 2nd grade b. Will not get rid of her c. He tells you about her after you've fallen in love with his ass! 3.) MR. BIG BALLA Advantages a. Will give you money with no questions asked b. Has a lot of style to him c. Will show you some of the nice things in life Disadvantages a. Never returns your phone calls b. Feels he can come to your house at any given time without calling first c. Loves to be around his boys more than you. 4.)MR. I`

Someone's Mistress
Love is just a game that is played. Men feed us bullshit and then see which one of us is left. Thats the one they choose in life. I have been fed bullshit too long. ALL I WANT IS FOR ONE MAN TO PROVE TO ME THEY ARE NOT ALL THE SAME! My luck with men Has not been the best Its never been easy Always put to the test I find someone Fall in love Then my heart Gets a little shove It always seems When I find a man He becomes “taken” With another plan Are there any men Not with someone else Are they just with me Because I have a pulse The lover and Mistress Is what I become My heart gets used Eventually goes numb Maybe I don’t Deserve to be happy To be loved and cherished Instead of treated crappy I want someone To love me for me Not someone Who has two or three I thought I could handle The way that it was My heart was mistaken My feelings on pause I want your love Don’t be mistaken The title I want Is now already taken You s

How Bad Do You Want Me?
HOW BAD R U WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as hell (4) hot as fuck (5) fine as fuck (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib and fuck (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) id fuck you....twice reply back to the person with the # or #'s

Never Wake
Oh, how we suffer, at the hands of a lover. So many suffer, in ways other. So dark and, so blue. How they wish, it wasn't true. Scars, a bruise, and black eyes. Afraid to release, even a little sigh. Only remembering, a word or slap, Just like the sound, of a thunder clap. Beating heavy, in their head. All they wish, is to go to bed. A slip of the tongue, twist of the hand. Doesn't that, just beat the band. Sitting there at, the window sill. They just want, another pill. One more pill, is all it takes. For them to... never wake!

Pre Bootycall Agreement *winks
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2006, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup, " unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 9. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 10. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don'

George Carlin's Solution To Save Gasoline
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

Where Life Never Ends
Never dream where life never ends where people live in perfect harmony where color is not wrong where we can walk and sing without laughter of put down where someone greets you with words of joy where loneliness and inequality become a speck of dirt in the winds of the past But reality must come first. WHERE LIFE NEVER ENDS RED CLOUD GRADUATE 2006

Destiny
I awake, only to see. The destiny, I am to believe. How hard, can it be. For true love, to find me. I've been around, and dated. But they all, seemed overrated. A one night stand, is all they wanted. I'm sorry I, deserve something more united. I know who I am, and what I want, Sorry guys, me you cannot taunt. For the one who looks, in my eyes so deep. Is the one I, shall want to keep. All this, you see. Is the destiny in me!!!

On Our Wedding Day
On our wedding day, I shall cry. Not knowing all, the reasons why. When you say, " I love you with all my heart" I know it will be. till death do us part. As we exchange, our wedding rings. Angels will, begin to sing. When it is said, son kiss your bride. True emotions we can, no longer hide. As we are introduced, as Mr. and Mrs. I will cover, you in kisses. The first time you, call me wife. I will know we, started our life!

Reunion
She stood in the cooling sand of the deserted beach, the froth of the warm waves bursting around her toes and sending tiny shivers up her legs. Silently, she stared up at the moon, watching as it climbed higher into the clear evening sky; above her, the cloak of night was adorned with millions of stars that shown like diamonds. It was a beautiful evening, perfect really, but it didn't matter. Had it been storming she would have still been here, waiting, needing, wanting. Tonight he would come, as he always did. Every year he would visit this spot, searching for her; every year she was here, ready to be found. No matter how many years passed she was inevitably drawn here, unable to ignore the call of her heart. No one questioned why she came to the lonely beach house every year by herself. Her husband believed it was because she needed time alone, her children were too wrapped up in themselves to wonder, and her friends joked with her about sabbaticals. But none of them were ri

4 Words After Sexx,,,,,
Lets see how long we can keep this going! Azalia- Get tha fuk out! Erica- Call you a taxi? Chris - Erica your taxi's here Harmony - whats your name again? Tim- that one was MESSY! Oliver - woman... be my slave Paul- Gee well that Happened Chris - May i sleep now? Gaylene - here's the bill now? George - Lover, you're my first. fantasia- Alright who was next? tiggrowl- May i have another???? jennifer- hi, my name's jen... Dee- U SHOT MY EYE !!!!!!! Shawn- Quit Callin' me Daddy Tiffany- I have to pee! Eric - Hi, my name's Eric Jo- Mmm, that was salty! Selina- FUCK.....Is that it? Jerry- Your mum was better!! John- Is your mom home? :) Wendy- Not in my hair! D.A.M.- I am a mormon!! Mari- oh wow u suck!!! D-ok, one more time!! BELLA- umm is in yet??? neal- where are my pants? BIZ- Next to the gimp Beak Wilder- How old are you? Lauren Lydia- are you on myspace tim- that's never happened before... garrett- god damn im good.... Tony C- It's just razor burn.

All I Need Is One Word!
Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think... 1. Where is your cell phone? hip 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? missing 3. Your hair? faded 4. Your mother? chillin 5. Your father? home 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? eccentric 8. Your favorite drink? crown 9. Your dream car? luxury 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Your ex(es)? sexy 12. Your fears? nobody 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? heard 14. Who did you hang out with last night? JKing 15. What you're not? timid 16. Muffins? please 17. One of your wish list items? contract 18. Where you grew up? hood 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? gray 21. Your TV? inadequate 22. Your pet? pits 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? coasting 25. Your mood? horny 26. Missing? sex 27. What are you thinking about right now? sex

Melodrama Life
Its so tedious. And the same shit gets me pissed off and the same shit has me stressed. I need to stop crying or I am going to be dehydrated. Every small thing gets me crying and angry. I feel really low right now. The sun isn't helping this time either. And there is still a long time before I'm out. I can't wait until the summer time. I am never going to be home. I hate when people say shit, but they can't come out and tell you whats up to your face. They have to use the messenger game. I'm sorry but thats just not right. And worst of all I know why, they are to scared that I am going to bring up all the shit from the past and let it out. I'm not a fucking bitch, unlike them. So fuck that. I'm not touching any of Rafis shit any more. He can take all of it and shove it up his fucking ass like I said. And I'm sorry that people get stuck in the middle of everything, but you know what if your not going to stand up for me and have my back, mother, then you deserve to be in the middle of

Confused
FRIENDS OF MINE SAY THAT THEY USE THEIR BLOGS TO VENT TO THE WORLD. SO, HERE IT GOES..... EVERYTHING I THOUGHT WAS THERE..... I FIND IT'S NOT THERE ANYMORE, OR MAYBE NEVER WAS. WHO KNOWS... I FEEL LIKE I WAS PLAYED AS THE FOOL. I'M STARTING TO RELIZE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE THE SHOE ON THE OTHER FOOT. SO TO SPEAK. I'M NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT, BUT I'M BACK IN THE STATE OF CONFUSION AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE.... I'M DESTINED TO BE STATIONED THERE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. MAYBE THIS IS MY KARMA COMING BACK ON ME..... IDK ANYMORE. I HAVE QUESTIONS.... AND DON'T KNOW IF I CAN ASK THEM TO GET THE ANSWERS. IS THAT MAYBE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR THE WRONG ANSWERS? IS IT A HIDDEN DESIRE TO LIVE WITH THE UNKNOWN? WHO KNOWS... ALL I KNOW, IS THAT WHATEVER WAS THERE.... IS CURRENTLY GONE. OR MAYBE I NEVER HAD WHAT I THOUGHT I HAD, MAKING IT HARD TO LOSE WHAT I NEVER HAD IN THE FIRST PLACE..... SINCERELY, CONFUSED

It's A Game
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me. I thought that was just to damn cute. I loved it. So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you. So if you post here I will post there.

To Be Sprung Or Not To Be Hmmm
13 signs of being sprung [.Thirteen]:WHEN YOUR ON tHE PHONE WitH tHEM lAtE At NiGHt AND tHEY HANG UP,, BUt YOU MiSS tHEM AlREADY WHEN itS JUSt tWO MiNUtES AGO. [.tWElVE.]: YOU READ tHEiR tEXtS OVER AND OVER AGAiN. [.ElEVEN.]: YOU WAlK REAllY SlOW WHEN YOU'RE WitH tHEM [.tEN.]: YOU FEEl SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE WitH tHEM. [.NiNE.]: WHEN YOU tHiNK ABOUt tHEM, YOUR HEARt BEAtS FAStER AND SlOWER At tHE SAME tiME [.EiGHt.]: YOU SMilE WHEN YOU HEAR tHEiR VOiCE. [.SEVEN.]: WHEN YOU lOOK At tHEM, YOU CAN't SEE tHE OtHER PEOPlE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE iS HiM//HER. [.SiX.]: YOU StARt liStENiNG tO SlOW SONGS, WHilE tHiNKiNG OF tHEM [.FiVE.]: tHEY'RE All YOU tHiNK ABOUt. [.FOUR.]: YOU GEt HiGH JUSt FROM tHEiR SENt. [.tHREE.]: YOU REliAZE tHAt YOU'RE AlWAYS SMiliNG tO YOURSElF WHEN YOU tHiNK ABOUt tHEM. [.tWO.]: YOU WOUlD DO ANYtHiNG FOR tHEM, OR ANYtHiNG tO SEE tHEM. [.ONE.]: WHilE READiNG tHiS, tHERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MiND tHE WHOlE tiME...

Motorcycle Ride Of A Lifetime!
After much aggravation and many false starts, not to mention multitudes of corrections, the new Website for The 10,000 Mile Ride For The Wounded is now active. Well, at least the first page is active. Heh! I sincerely NEED your comments, criticisms, suggestions, etc.! Please visit as soon as you're able and then let me know, either here or by email from the site your HONEST opinions. http://10000milerideforthewounded.com/ UPDATE NUMBER ONE: Logo Design Works has just agreed to design a really nice logo for the Ride for free! Their usual charge for this sort of logo is almost $400! OMG! UPDATE NUMBER TWO: This is the basic route the Ride will follow: UPDATE NUMBER THREE: The Coalition to Salute America's Heroes has offered to help the Ride with free publicity. They have a comprehensive list of newspapers and other media, and are offering to handle distribution of our news releases. UPDATE NUMBER FOUR: I've added a Guestbook to our site. Please visit and sign it for me, if y

Sex Game!
repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... If you don't respost this, you will have bad luck for 18 years!! So repost, it's fun! You may check more than one! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Handsome [] I'd hit dat [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] Will you go out with me? Seriously Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pre

Oh, Please
How can you be taken, around you my world revolves. You must be mistaken. please don't say your involved. I think of you, day and night. All I want to do, is hold you tight. Oh, please don't ever say never, I need for us to be together. Don't know what, I would do. If I had to live, life without you. Let me tell you when, we are together. I know life can't ever get any better. No matter what is is you, decide you should do. Please, Please don't ever forget I will, always, always love you!

Hey Guys I Got Some Dirty Weeds Today
and the person that sent them. was to cowardly to let me know who he or she was. i tossed them. if the want to spend their money on things like that ..GO FOR IT..........I WILL TOSS ALL OF THEM this all has to do with the blogs i posted about talented tongue and magicallydelicious.....guess her friends are helping her get back at me.

Pre-booty Call Agreement!
PRE-BOOTY CALL AGREEMENT This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________, 2006, by_______________________, between ____________and______________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup, " unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 9. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 10. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don'

Not My Heart
Do not go searching my soul. There are things no one needs to know To believe in me Is a waste of time, you see I am full of pain and mental aches All I have is simply heartbreak To see what it is you see in me Is something I can never believe To show my true self. I would have to take my heart from the shelf. Dust it off and let it go Take the chance no one will say no Why can't I just curl up into a ball And around me build a wall. I don't think I will ever see What it is you see in me!

My Present Situation
Why are relationships so easy to screw up? Let me offer a piece of advice to all of you out there. If you enter a relationship, make damn sure that you and/or your partner are not in love with or have a crush on someone else. This will kill your relationship before it has a chance to begin. If both you and your partner are in this class, don't think this makes things any better. It actually makes things sooooo much worse. It's extremely unhealthy, and any good friend will tell you so. So, what are your options? As far as I can see, you have only three: 1. Break up with your partner because the relationship is unhealthy. 2. Discuss this problem with your partner extensively and then decide what to do together. 3. Get theraputic help, either alone or with your partner. Of course i'm referring to myself. My girlfriend will no doubt read this and when she does will have many questions, as will several other people involved, particularly one. You know who you are. To both of you, I can say

If I Ruled The World!
I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled

Friendship
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

Feelings
How I want to cry You will never know the reason why Oh, how my heart aches so When you say you have to go In my soul there is an ache At this moment my heart breaks Not being able to hear your voice Knowing that we have no choice Before you go one last kiss For you I shall deeply miss

Love Poem
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

I Pray
I pray everyday, for us to start our life. I pray that you will stay, and call me your wife. I pray for your tender kiss, placed upon my cheek. I pray I never miss, any loving you seek. I pray I will win it, all your heart. I pray I never miss a minute, even when we are apart. I pray I will always love you, for now and forever. I pray you will always love me to, and we will always be together

My Thoughts
do you ever fee that sometimes its point less.that no matter what you do you will never have or be with anyone .no matter how you help or how much you care maybe its not ment for everyone to find what there really after.everyone is so hang up on the out side that you cant see what the inside is all about .looks fade it time but a good person with a kind heart is allways there .

Deep Emotions
I found my heart in those eyes To step back and take part all is released in a little sigh For in this land we all must walk Like members of the band we now let our bodies talk We stand here expanding our minds listing all the fears as the path slowly winds Only time can tell just where all will be Love we can not sell for hearts will bleed The breeze begins to blow the earth begins to turn As we watch our love grow we feel our bodies yearn To watch the sun set hearts wildly beating Emotions racing like a turbo vet with every single meeting Like a raging fire as beautiful as a love song The building desire something we knew all along With magic fingers god moves us, you see Every moment lingers between you and me

Living...
I see it every day People go on living But I never did know How inspiring I am I find that my heart Attracts people I never knew before I'm just a normal man But they look at me like Superman I'm just one man People don't know my life They don't see my struggles daily They see the outside I live my life every day I struggle through my day To inspire those people Who look up to me I go on living They go on caring I'm inspiring so many people And I never want to let them down

One Beautifull Night
I'm scared and nervous.... don't know how it's gonna be. I'm starting to sweat and my knees are getting weak. I feel some pain, should I cry? No, cause he is only going to hurt me as much as I need to be hurt, for this to come out right. Your kisses help me relax... Your words help me breathe... We are united as one...out of my mouth escapes a soft, gentle moan. You hold me tight, you kiss my neck, and kiss my lips. You tug me closer with all your might. Such a beautiful night that I spent in your arms...with you I know I could never go wrong

3 Wanted Sex Offenders Please Help Police Locate
**Yes, this came from a message I received on myspace.** =========== 3 WANTED SEX OFFENDERS HELP POLICE LOCATE REPOST To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. ------------------------------------------------- 159,138,527 That is how many users have profiles on myspace. The number is always growing. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows where they are hiding. Pass this information around to your friends. Someone out there holds the key to solving some of these cases. What if it was your son, daughter, brother, sister, niece, nephew, friend, or someone you cared about that t

Final
The decision's been made Soon this will end I can no longer cry My tears are dry I want to scream out, "I'm sorry" But I've lost my voice I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?" But you wont hear You've turned from me You no longer see me All I am to you is a disapointment One you've left behind So whether I Use this knife Or swallow these pills You'll never again have to worry I'm only doing what you want I'm leaving Breathing my last breath I ask,"Did you ever love me?"

Secret Hurt
Closing the door locking away the fears Sinking to the floor crying all my tears Body is shuddering My heart is aching No words i am uddering I have fallen apart Lost in deep emotion part of me dies Drowning in an ocean filled with lies Knife cuts deep what we sow We must reap my heart now slow This could have been prevented just a little change of heart But you did more than vented now my body and soul must part

Destination
Destination Standing in a circle with hate on the outside And love on the inside. Individuals come together demanding peace. Assuring the wars subside. Loving each other and never forgetting The loved ones that have died. Seek a destroyer within,keep your dominance. Be selfish when it comes to ardency And never let them win. Submission only to God For any other would make you impotent. Vouch your place in life. For just standing there your voice will loose it's power. Dark side is but one. Unity for trust and loyalty. Thrust out your hand. Pick your destination. Where do you stand?

Random Intuitive Rationalities
It always seems that when the night starts to reach in I have thought about my world and have come up with yet another thought or two to share. Maybe my mind wasnt so numb after all. To stand with a team or maybe just one other is to be strong with courage. To stand alone is to be a coward with too much pride. Make numbers in feilds. You can not give what you dont have, if you seek your sould through money you will only find your empty grave. Walk past a situation unnoticed and you will miss the lesson. Pick up 5 articles of happiness and lessons will have never been so clear. It has been said that true happiness is like a butterfly. The more you prusue it the more it will elude you, but if you are still it will come and land softly on your shoulders. I think thats a crock of shit!....Everything that has ever made me happy in my life has been recieved by working hard, putting in time, blood sweat and tears. Giving up dignity with sacrifices beyond what most people can under

The Angel In My Dreams
I beg your pardon how can this be Walking thru the garden an angel here in front of me On her back beautiful wings her halo shines so bold Her lips part, as if to sing around her a ring of gold Wanting to understand looking in her eyes She reaches for my hand I don't ask why So many things similar can it be true All of this familiar mom, is that you A simple nod of the head so real it seems I awake in my bed it was all a dream From my life you were ripped as long as I dream I can say Your hand I gripped in my heart you shall stay

Love Evades
Love evades me, like the summer breeze. I need to be embraced by the sun, the sea and the trees. But I cant seem to forgive myself for failing at so many things. Can you go back, would you go back, knowing what you know now? No, Because then your journey, called life, would never truly be worthwhile. Take the lessons, take the shame, you cant get better without suffering a little pain. Whats that they say, pleasure and pain are intertwined? How do I start again? When will this pain ever end? Will I find love? Can I close this chapter in my life? When can I open the new door? So I live and love like never before. So many questions, so much time, but where to look and how to find? I wonder why things go so wrong before they go right. I wonder why you must go through darkness before you reach the light. Why is a love that endures so hard to find? Why must we lose ourselves before we really know ourselves

Hell
Wandering alone in the dark Screaming from the pain My heart is slowly breaking Tears streaming down my cheeks I've been crying for so long Please, someone Ease my pain Dry my tears My world was once bright And cheerful Now there's only a pinprick In the far distance Always evading my reach Never close enough to touch I'm cold I'm alone I'm in hell.

The Day You Called It Quits
The day you called it quits my mind was a blurr My heart drops to the pits life all awhirl I gave you so much you made me whole Without your touch my body has no soul No more looking in your eyes no more time shared All my tears I have cried Oh how I thought you cared You said you'd always be there always be near Now my heart is bare for you are no longer here We had so many plans being without you badly burns Our love now buried deep in the sand my world without you no longer turns

One Word
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in Tennessee.

Forever
I stepped up to you Not knowing or caring why Loving unconditionally Instantly To show you real love To make you whole And in my mission To heal your soul I've pushed aside My passions To make room for yours I'll always love you ALWAYS and FOREVER And ever and ever Darling, I love you Unconditionally Faithfully Forever

Goodbye
It's time now For us to say goodbye Together so long Feeling your song Of love for me Now i'm leaving But these tears are real For you and me I never meant to do this I know i'm breaking your heart But i must follow mine To see where it leads I still love you And always will But for now we must say Goodbye

Looking Back
I look back at what I was I see where I've been From the highest of highs to the lowest of lows life is never easy I see where I am now I've made a big change from day to day Month to month Year to year Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Sometimes life ain't easy Sometimes you just hit the wall You can see how it ain't easy When you just fall We are all human And we all make mistakes But you must know that you're only a person And that you can't let yourself go Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Looking back at me Looking at where I should be I really must stop myself From looking back When you really can't take anymore When life just gets so hard You need to just look ahead And rely on what you have Looking back at what I was Seeing where life took me I sometimes have to stop and Keep looking back Looking

Hiding
Tonight i must hide from my demons I cant bear to be torn apart again It has happened every night Since the night you walked through the door to my heart You knew i wasnt free Yet you whispered to me Hearing your sweet words Feeling your need I tried to deny you my heart But you wouldnt leave Now i'm being torn apart Can i really break his heart? Never mind silly questions I have to hide tonight

Friendship
Friends are forever You and me I can see forever What we will be You're one of my trusted few You've been there for me Through good times and bad You've stood at my side You're a true friend To everyone you meet God honors that kind of person It's really kinda neat If I have just one chance To be there for you I want you to know I'll do it in a second You're the truest friend I could have ever had You're just that special person And I'm glad you're my friend

For Someone Special
What would I give up Just to spend a minute with you I would give up a trip to Heaven and spend enterinty in Hell turn my back on anybody who puts you down family, friend, or foe It wouldn't matter to me Your happiness your love your smile your trust your respect are all I care about I would look you in the eyes and promise to be true as long as we are together and make sure you feel no pain Spend each day tryng to tell you show you, make you see how much just knowing you has made a better man of me the man I want to be How you faded the scars on my heart Callously left by those before you I'd thank God everyday that the path he put us on intersected here and now and hope it leads to now and forever Just pray for the opportunity to take you by the hand lead you to the bed, lock the door slowly undress you and without a sound let the thunder of our passions roll wild and free across the skies of our desires watch the flame burnin

Hello
Hello my love I love you Hearing your voice Makes me smile I await each call I have yet to see your face But i already love it I have yet to feel your touch But I already miss it When you dont call My heart aches To hear your voice I cant wait till the day When I can see you smile That hidden face of yours I cant wait till the day When I feel your touch That's still a dream I love you My love.

In A Word
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in Argentina so humor me.

Confused
What is going on? Where am I, who am I? Why am I feeling like this? I just can't figure it out Someone took my heart Gave me lots of love And then turned around and stomped it to a pulp I still have love For the one who hurt me But more than ever Now I feel betrayed Everything hurts me No one really knows How much that love's blows Really damage my soul I want to fight back I want to scream and cry But the love that I had Really didn't die A week later I still feel pain I can't figure it out And it bites, just like the rain

Amber :)
I have a beautiful new girlfriend, Amber ♥ She wrote some poems for me today, and they are just wonderful. I love you Amber! When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your wife. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night.

Rain Pours
RAIN POURS If I could mend the hearts that broke, I would fix yours first- If I was cupid, Id hit you with all my arrows to make you fall for me- If you lost your sight to see this beautiful world, I would lend you my eyes so that you could see- If I could guide you down the road of life When you were lost Id reach out my heavenly hands thought out these gracious skies just to holds yours- And when you're sad and full of tears, I would brush them away- Because I know how it feels, When the rain pours-

Poem For My Mom...
You picked me up when I fell down You've been there for me on the worst days You're my mom and you're my friend too You keep me on the straight and narrow Keep me focused on what is ahead We may have our differences But at the end of the day you're still mom and I still love you.

Caring
Sitting here Ready to lay it all down My best friend needs me and it's all about caring I'm helpless at times don't know what else to do I sit here wondering how How did we get here? Who has hurt a friend? Who deserves what's coming? I can't let the injustice go I love you so What can I do Where should I be The answer comes when you think about what a friend should do caring loving helping listening Just being isn't enough I need to BE there I love you, my best friend and that will NEVER end

Can A Heart Really Split In Two?
Can a heart really split in two? To love two men who are both completly devoted to you? When one has always been here and the other is new. Can your heart really split in two? Loving someone you've only just met. Even though you're not free yet. Love's conflicts are killing me. The one i want to see, hasnt even met me. The one i need, is willing to let me. Someone tell me Help me see, What i should do, because my heart wont tell me. It is wrong, right? To love two men? Even if the second is new. Can a heart really split in two?

Regrets
Regrets Resting in bed side by side partially languishing in the tangibility of last night. The sun kisses my face and transmits me back to your embrace. I angle my head to the side and glimpse you- still slumbering. Gently as not to wake you I creep out from beneath your arm. I collect my clothes from the floor and bolt from the room my heart- quickening with insecurity. You called me today and I made up some excuses to my abandonment. I heard the oppression in your voice. I jog my hand through my hair and forget you are still--- anticipating a reply. I say no it is just me I desire time. Time bounces faraway and weeks merge into months and I hope you’re not in my heart anymore. The depression is a friend of mine once more. I evaporate into night and attempt to feel conscious even though secretly I sense the numbness. A tear steals down my cheek and I whimper curling myself- into

Scared
I'm scared And I know just why It's because I've cared And I hate to see you cry I wish someone was there To take away your pain But that really ain't happening And I hate myself for that I'm sure you know Just how I feel You're about all I have And I still love you I promise you this Whatever else happens I can never stop loving And I am sure I never will

Just Finishing Where I Left Off
The competion bullshit..This is so annoying to me.Because I have lived with it all my life.You know I have alot of friends seeing as I live in the town I grew up in.Me and my friends go back to elemtary school.For the most part my homies all know I don't mess around with their man.But every once in awhile I meet some new chick and she fears the worst that her no good cheating ass boyfriend wants to f**k me.And then here we go....to be continued..

Crying
Why do we cry? Why is this so rough? Why do we hurt? What is this about? I don't really understand Why it's this way Why did two friends Suddenly become enemies? I just hate this pain I know you're feeling I can't stand myself Because I'm the reason In the end we both know This all has to end But really if it don't I hope we're still best friends

Recognizing A Stroke
It only takes a minute to read this- Recognizing a Stroke A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed and getting to the patient within 3 hours, which is tough. RECOGNIZING A STROKE : Thank God for the sense to remember the "3" steps. Read and Learn! Sometimes symptoms of a stroke are difficult to identify. Unfortunately, the lack of awareness spells disaster. The stroke victim may suffer brain damage when people nearby fail to recognize the symptoms of a stroke. Now doctors say a bystander can recognize a stroke by asking three simple questions: 1. Ask the individual to SMILE. 2. Ask him or her to RAISE BOTH ARMS. 3. Ask the person to SPEAK A SIMPLE SENTENCE (Coherently) (i.e. It is sunny out today). If he or she has trouble with any of these tasks, call 9-1-1 immediately and describe the symptoms to the dispatch

5am
5 in the morning I still sit here I keep on thinking Just why am I here? I sit here thinking What am I doing? My life has been hell I just hate to yell I can't stand being alone I want you here If you were around I wouldn't be crying I'm trying so hard To change the bad But the good sometimes is lost And that is just sad It won't matter all that much If I try to sleep Because when I leave I know I will weep

Loving You
Loving you is so hard I just keep taking this pain I love you so much I hurt when you do I hate this pain I live through it all I stand through it all Because I love you You're still everything to me Even though you've hurt me I feel I have to stand strong Because if I don't Who will? And if I don't stand tall If I don't take it all Then I'd be all alone And that'd be the worst

Missing You
I miss you You're everything to me You are my life You're all i have I can't see you right now And knowing that kills me But I can see through your words Your heart really hurts I can't believe what we've seen and said It's like one long dream But, it is reality And one I don't want to leave You miss me i know And I miss you too It's gonna end soon And we'll be together...someday.

We Are Couple...so What!
Myspace Graphics Okay yesterday my hubby was online and had a rather wierd if not callous conversation with another member. She started out saying that she was sorry... Hubby asked, what for? She responded with , I'm sorry you're so unhappy in your marriage He :What makes you think that? She: Because you are here on this site The conversation wasn't much longer than this as hubby informed her that we were not unhappy and that we were here because we were invited by a good friend...to check it out. We did and decided to stay! Let's get one thing straight RIGHT now! We are VERY happy together! We also like to make new friends...etc. Etcetera being hang out, chat and keep in touch with those who are genuine. We get online rather than going out after dealing with every day hell and since our conflicting work schedules detere us from doing so. NOT because we're sad! WTF!? We are friendly people...I of course am the friendliest....lmao and hubby isn't mad...just

Tortured Soul
I sit here wondering Why do I hurt you? Why does it have to be this way? Why am I so upset? I just can't believe it We both love each other so much But being apart kills us It's more than we can stand I love you so much It kills my soul To think you're hurting And that I'm part of the cause But none of that will matter soon We'll be together someday I won't let you go You won't want to leave I'm a tormented soul I'm someplace I've never been This comes from my heart It's so hard to be apart

Finding Sex Offenders In Your Area
Do you know the sex offenders in your area? I wanted to share a website with you. When you visit the site you can enter your home address and a map will pop up with your address depicted as a small icon of a house. Red, Blue, and Green dots will be surrounding the neighborhood. When you click on the colored dots a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she committed. http://www.familywatchdog.us/ This site was developed by John Walsh of America's Most Wanted. It is just another tool to help keep our kids safe.

My Love
A love that can't be stopped A love that won't go away I love you my baby And that love is here to stay I want to be with you The distance it kills me I would jump through a hoop If it would help me to be there I just can't believe it There's just something there It's something that never was before But hopefully always will be I want to kiss you and hug you I just want to hold you I know right now i can't But i know it will be someday You're my love, and my life You're my everything I can't say it enough The truth is, I love you

My Muse
Sprung from heartache And indecision I write these words for you Showing my soul They arent meant to hurt Or confuse Just spilling my thoughts Telling the whole Letting you know I care for you Dont want you to cry You are my muse Giving me words Spectacular and new Letting me tell you What I cant speak Unlocking my heart And setting it free

Tell Me In One Word!
You know someone had a bullentin out that said to describe in one word what you think of me.I thought that was just to damn cute.I loved it.So I thought why not put a blog up & maybe it wouldn't go to my shoutbox or private mail like it did in the bullentin. Now when doing this please repost this anyway you wish & I will damn sure tell you in one word what I think of you.So if you post here I will post there.(Fair Enough)I know the little games we play but hey I am bored here in utah.

Ode To A Past Love
Hey yo, it's time to lay it down I can't go out cause I'm no clown You think you can play me, think I will cry? I'll show you, you're not so sly I can't be kept down, what, you don't know? You're not so smart, fact is you're slow You think I'm gonna cry for you Think you'll get me with you? You used to be my friend But this is the end You think I can be bought Well you must have thought You still had a shot Just because I've forgot? Well I can't be caught As you might have thought My life's no picnic But I still have a trick Up my sleeve Think I'm a sieve But I know I'm not slow You think you can get me You think I will see What you see But YOU CAN'T SEE ME You think I still care and think I'm a bear But you gotta know that things Aren't gonna be the same things That they used to be You think I still got feelings, but for you it stinks Because those feelings, well they're really extinct You think, "My life stinks like a big peach pit" But frankly, my

Tell Me!
Tell me you don't love me that you don't care Tell me what we are to be no more time we shall share Tell me my touch you don't miss the soft words that were spoken Tell me my lips you don't wish to kiss and all the loving little tokens Tell me was it all just a lie a wonderful fantasy in my head Tell me at night you don't cry and bury yourself in your bed Tell me what you wish me to say what you want me to do Tell me if you want me to stay all I wish is to be near you Tell me we don't have a connection that you don't believe in fate Tell me us together wasn't perfection as long as it takes I shall wait Tell me from your heart in our love I truly believed Tell me you really wish us to part just tell me if you wish me to leave

No Right
How dare she Tear you apart Speak such lies I hate her She has no right Bringing you to tears I'll make her cry I'll break her Make her feel your pain She had no right She was warned No more nice girl I'll destroy her world

If U Find Love
IF U FIND LOVE U BETTER GRAB IT WITH BOTH HANDS AND NOT LET GO BECAUSE LOVE COMES ONCE AND A WHILE AND U MIGHT JUST FIND TRUE LOVE SOMEONE TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH SO IF IT COMES YOUR WAY GRAB IT AND ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH THAT PERSON U LOVE AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH IF U DON'T U MIGHT JUST MIS OUT OF BEING HAPPY

Sleepless
As i lay in my bed hoping for sleep my mind paces in the dark stirring the silence thoughts of you and him who do i need? which do i crave? Both, but only one is allowed How can i follow my heart? Half for you, half for him Can i follow the new road and keep sight of the old? Or should i turn back? Choosing neither one What do i do? As i lay here in the dark Praying for sleep

My Sin
My one true love Hurt from weakness Trust dissolved My cruelty burned His gentle heart A vision never seen Tears him apart If only i could If only he'd let me Cut from my life That sinful act Which caused him pain

Passionate Thoughts
My skin burns for your touch Which I have yet to feel Yet talking to you Seems to cool my soul And I can breath again Because I love you I will sit and wait for you I'll wait for eternity If I have to Till then, I'll dream Dreams of wanted sweet passion To feel your touch Like a ghost Almost there, but not solid My heart is yours Come and claim it.

If Only!
If only we had another chance perhaps a second dance Saying a little prayer hoping you will be there If only I had said let's just cuddle instead Had I only explained how it feels to say your name If only we hadn't had a fight you would still be holding me tight If I could erase your heartbreak maybe you would be here when I wake If only I could say wishing for one more day To show you the love I feel is heartbreakingly real. If only we had another chance Perhaps a second dance Saying a little prayer hoping you will be there

Cutest Kid Contest
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A Friend
A friend. A friend is loyal, loving, caring A friend is all about non judgment, sharing A friend is someone who never puts you down A friend is someone who never makes you frown A friend loves unconditionally always brings you smiles A true friend is one who will be there awhile A friend never ridicules, downs, talks behind your back A friend never gets jealous and never attacks A friend will never think of you as a lower than they are. A friend will always think of you like a star. A friend is going to be there no matter what the case may be A friend is one who's love and caring is free. A true friend is one that never uses you to see what they can get A friend then becomes a foe there easy to forget A true friend will never step on ones toes A friend never tells you well that’s just how it goes A friend is one who can keep your darkest secrets and not tell A friend is one who never tells you go to hell. A friend is one who is true in th

For Fun
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

No Boundries
Hands across the chest eyes sealed shut No more feelings to feel no tears to shed Heart completely broken no longer beating Blood flows no longer through the veins One last kiss upon the sweetest of lips Those lips so full of color hair perfectly groomed Body so still, so lifeless skin so cold and waxy Reveling in the memories of a wonderful life To admit the love I feel knows no boundaries Wanting to turn back time to have one last chance To make everything right time to say"I Love You"

Confessions
Sweet Darling i love you i do You know that i need you You sing to my soul Leaving me whole And every goodbye is a heart ache The silence i hate It lets all the things you shooed away Come flooding back to my mind Please let me hear your voice again I'll be your lover and friend Show me you truly love me And you just might win.

I Suck
There's someone here that I really wanted in my life but I wrecked it being my typical ass head self. To that person I just want to publicly say to you that I am truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. Just please know that I have been throuh so much in life that I no loner no how to let people in , I only know how to protect my heart, I never intented to project this bull shit on you. Unfortunately I found out to late that in the process of protecting that heart I pushed away someone who had no intention of breaking it.Once again I'm sorry , I know that doesn't fix anything but I just hope some day you forgive me for it. This song is explains best how I feel..not my lyrics so please don't give me credit for it. Invincible I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I t

I Want
I want to see the passion in your eyes, even through the tears you cry. I want to take little sips of Love's nectar from your lips. I want to believe your heart will stand up to it's part I want to shiver under your caress to my very soul you impress I want to close my eyes and see us together you and me I want your love to gather in my soul filling every empty little hole I want to last forever dear for heartbreak has no home here I want to provide some clarity for words of my heart speaks sincerity. I want you to remember that with the rising sun we shall always be together as one.

From The Pen Of A Friend
it's been awhile since I've spoken to you said those words you know are true but in those moments gone and done I've only thought of you I've only wished another chance to hold you in a dance hold you close as once before will you take that chance dance with me as the music plays dance with me in our old ways let me hold you close again will you chance with me again old time memories float on by we can always say why oh why won't stop them memories keep them away they float on back each every day they whisper deep inside our hearts inside our minds they are a part of who we were of who we are will you take this chance to dance on stars I used to never say as much as I should have said was always touch always emotions always pride seems so ancient I've gone and died but then like the dawn I saw you again and my aching heart was new again no more will I hold back these words meant for you I love you I love you each word is true would y

Tracks Featured In My Stash Part 2 Midnight Oil
Midnight Oil are another Australian Rock Band from Sydney and this track King Of The Mountain was a single during the time it was popular and now Peter Garrett the Lead Singer is now a policitian from Bruce

Don't Cry For Me
Please don't cry for me I am at peace you see All the suffering and the pain was not all to be in vain I served my time on land now next to him I stand So don't you cry for me no tears I want to see Look upon your very heart you will see there I am apart When the sun rises for the day there you will see me I pray Dancing upon the sun's beams and visiting you in your dreams So please don't cry for me for in life we all come to be Our souls shall intertwine as our bodies are left behind Upon the early morning's mist there our souls will exist So please don't cry for me from the pain I am free!

Ok I Figured It Out
I am lazy....when it comes to cleaning, i love for my house to be clean but why in hell do i need to do it. My bathroom looks like estee lauder exploded in there and don't get me started on the rest of the house. We are remodeling and that helps soooo much in the cleaning, muddy shoes in and out all day etc. I just want to wake up in the morning and the house be clean the laundry don't mind so much it everything else. I say fuck cleaning and I just wanted to bitch about it so there i did. Wasting space that could be used for anything else. Sorry nothing insightful in this blog just a complaint and something else that ran through my mind i needed to say to someone.

Tears
As storm clouds roll in rain just about to begin Now coming down with a steady beat wetness standing in the streets Lightening crackling in the distance thunder rumbling just for an instance Tears from all the sad souls showering us mere mortals Sitting at the window sill as leaves roll across the hills Fond memories I do see of all who lived before me Lightening crackling in the distance thunder rumbling just for an instance Tears from all the sad souls showering us mere mortals

Since..
no one is answering their phone I'm gonna write. Well, today was a good day. It was pretty great actually. A friend of ours had her baby today. Today also happened to be the 1yr 9mth anniversary of Chang's death. Lmao. He laughed at Mal and I soo much today. So... we were coming back from the island and Mal noticed a bunch of CDs that she hadn't noticed before. I went through them and found one from Chang to her. A bunch of different songs. Lol, during one of them she was telling me a story about Yoshi, him and her and the CD kept stopping and starting up again. Lol, we knew he was there getting mad that she was telling me something I wasn't supposed to know but it was funny. She called Rollie and asked him where the CD came from and lo and behold, he has been holding onto a box for about 6 months that had Mallory's name on it from Chang. Lol well Rollie is in trouble, hahahaha. He is so lucky we weren't near him. It was just hilarious, after the whole crying episode. Yea but n

Nowhere To Hide
From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Unloved, as an unwanted embryo lost somewhere in utero Amongst the deep, dark sadness and immense madness From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Life, but a mere existence death just in the distance Unable to speak or to cry throat scratchy and so dry From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Eyes glistening with my tears bringing to light my biggest fears Feeling distraught and despair too many burdens for me to bear From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide When will this come to an end no more time to pretend Voices carrying me away only darkness will fill my day

Unhappiness
Stop breaking my heart thought you would change Wanting you to do your part without verbal exchange It's always a fight with feelings of despair Can't sleep at night it's as if you don't care I can not take this the battle is done Unhappiness I won't miss now two, when once we were one Crying pools of agony and pain with lots of self-pity No more time to explain your lack of maturity.

18th Floor Balcony Blue October
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A

Great Lyrics
So here I stand Completely alone My skin absorbs the rain Helpless to control Pieces within the whole I can feel it starting again A sudden descent I never ment To manifest itself Caught unaware In frozen air By visions sent in stealth How far I've fallen Dancing in the ruins of Purgatory My time is borrowed But still I waste away I have seen your eyes Search desperate skies For meanings they can't find Succumbed to Fate's Unsteady gait And found it too unkind Plunge through the depths Of what you let Controlled you for too long Life's fickle hand Delt reprimands You prayed for all along How far you've fallen Dancing in the ruins of Purgatory Your time is borrowed But still you waste away Watch the world pass Through broken glass And wonder what went wrong Monuments fall On shattered walls We once believed were strong Our false beliefs Are merely thieves That steal our precious time And off they flee In symmetry Never

Pieces Of My Heart
It's alright, I'll be fine don't worry about this heart of mine Take your love and hit the road just leave the pieces when you go Nothing you can do or say just keep walking away Don't turn around as my tears hit the ground You were determined for us to part even before we could start You made up your mind to leave this life behind It's alright, I'll be fine don't worry about this heart of mine Take your love and hit the road just leave the pieces when you go My green eyes now blue all because of you Once you depart just leave the pieces of my heart

Movin Day
Well the craziness has begun. My family has to move in three days more or less and its gonna be intense. I love packing at the last minute. I really thing if you do it that way, when you un-pack its like you are getting a present. Or at least it's like that for me. The only part that sucks is finding the broken stuff. And there's that black whole that shows up after you start moving and random stuff dissapears between the new house and the old. As if you forgot anything! I like to leave random stuff behind for the next family to find. Like a time capsel cept' its much shorter.

Waisted Day
my whole day waisted. setting in a fucking court room. i asked for a another court date. the DA tells me to wait and talk to the judge 1st. well this was at 9 in the morning. finally around 3:30 the judge tells me yet. i can do that. be back august 28th. what the fuck. could have told me that like. hours ago. i could have been makeing some money. but you know. the judical system sucks. they just wanna waist my time and my money. fuckem all.

Hold On
Dear friend, I know times are hard and you are on your guard The bony hands of fate have filled you with such hate Just hold on for one more day things will go your way What is life, but soft desires and that which we wish to acquire Things which we can not escape we must learn to reshape Just hold on for one more day things will go your way There are times we go astray from our destined pathway But do not show concern for in life we must learn Just hold on for one more day things will go your way So stand up straight and tall and walk down life's hall Please try to never forget life we should never regret Just hold on for one more day things will go your way

Just Getting Worse
You know what i think is totally lame and stupid, people that have a name thats a full sentence, it was cool when the first 5 people did it, but now everyone has to do it, how come everyone copies what everyone else does on here.....ahh ha i know why so they can be cool to and level up.....lame..who cares about leveling up, oh one final thought if one more person gets a picture that morphs im gonna puke.....it old done a thousand time ..lame

I'm Writing A Book For Lovers
Hey everyone, I've been writing poetry for a while now and doing a colloboration of poems that I plan on putting together and getting published in a book sometime in the next year or so. So far I've posted some of those poems up on my blog. I still have more to post, and even more to write before I'm ready to publish. In the meantime, I would like your opinion on what you think on what's been posted thus far. The book that I'm going to write will be a book for lovers. It will be mostly romance, love and sex, and maybe a few dark ones. I would like some feed back, and your honest opinion on what I've posted so far. Thanks for your luv and support on this, and I look forward to hearing from you!! Heather -

Love And Passion
Love and passion inter-twined, Someone to love for all time. To embrace, to touch, to call him mine- To be cherished, to be treasured, to be desired, to be loved- One heart, one soul- More love for you, than you can hold- Wrap me up in you, in your arms I will stay. Give me your warmth, and drive the cold away. Give me sweet kisses that lead into long nights. I will keep you next to me, and in my heart. Where you belong-

Addiction
You're on a runaway train Unrecognizable as a friend Addiction a crazed conductor Ushering you to the end Your fellow passengers are strangers With fistfulls of pills They will lead you to a death Florid with ills The train is in a tunnel Lack of light affects your mind You think you see everything When really you're blind By the time you tried to leave The exit light had burnt Other passengers laughed at you The train had turnt The end of the track Was a half mile ahead They had taken their final hits They went smiling to bed Such ugly wreckage Twisted metal, shattered bone So few of the victims Ever return home We are the survivors The family, the friends Our highest stakes in a drug war That will never end.

Working For A Biznatch
I was going to mumm about what happened at work tonight, but the story is a bit too long when us mummers have the attention span of a golfball. At 6 pm I was asked to go cover for the 2's room. When I got down to one kid, I took him down to another room where everyone else was. Myself, 8 kids and 2 other teachers. My 2 kids were in the room. My youngest, Emily, came up to me telling me she was sick. I felt her and she was definately warm. I took her temp. 102 degrees. Well, I figure instead of calling out in the morning I would just go show the director that Emily was sick, and discuss my options for tomorrow. When I got up to the office and showed them it was like I had just told them the worst news ever. The assistant director rolled her eyes and began to tap her nails on the desk. I said " I am sorry if my sick daughter upsets you" she said " Honey, I am off the clock, I can say and do WHATEVER I want". ( what the hell is she thinking?) So I said " well then you just stay off th

Tears Of My Heart!
poem i wrote in high school! TEARS OF MY HEART BY: PAGAN QUEEN! letting go was hard to do but taking me back was even harder, too. my love for you will never die but my mind believed the lie they told us this and that the question was to believe "WHAT" i dream of loving you a new but, that's a dream that will never come true my tears roll and fall but, you never hear my call i believed the lies that hurt your heart was broken by my hurt pain and hurt are the winners my heart and mind are the true sinners the pain and hurt are deep but the blood and tears are very steep my pain and sarrow are more than the hurt to you before maybe we could start a new but that's a dream without you with my pain i'll say it again I LOVE YOU!

Why I Am Pissed Off!
Why is blood thicker than water? Why are there “laws” that meddle with the affairs of common sense? What stranger knows what to do with the “affairs” of a sweet, senile old woman? What child has the right to outright pillage their parent, endanger their well-being and show repeated lack of care hence hospitalizations and “experimental” procedures performed on them? Why do I continue to fight what appears to be a losing battle that the only winners are the attorneys? OK Confused now? So am I as well as the lawyers and even the Judge! In case you need to catch up… read the following blog: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/24690/168504# So why today’s rant? Attorneys, Judges, Laws and Family – just do not mix!!! I want to know what happened to common sense and hard EVIDENCE (of which none is admissible in court so as the “law” states) regarding each and every stupid proceeding and filing and total waste of time and money. Claudia Margot Carl is the 61 year old “baby boomer” dau

20 Puns
1 . Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. 2. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." 3. Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. 4. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. 5. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says, "A beer please, and one for the road." 6. Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other, "Does this taste funny to you?" 7. "Doc, I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'" "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." "Is it common?" "Well, It's Not Unusual." 8. Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. 9. An invisible man married an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at.

My Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain42%Mysterious42%Diamond Eyes8%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

"long Black Train" Josh Turner
Now here is a song that means more to me then any other for the fact that it was sang at my grandfathers funeral back in June of 04 god i miss him i wish i would've took in his wisdom while he was here RIP Granddaddy "Long Black Train" There's a long black train comin' down the line, Feeding off the souls that are lost and cryin'. Rails of sin, only evil remains. Watch out, brother, for that long black train. Look to the heaven's, you can look to the sky. You can find redemption staring back into your eyes. There is protection and there's peace the same: Burnin' your ticket for that long black train. 'Cause there's victory in the Lord, I say. Victory in the Lord. Cling to the Father and his Holy name, And don't go ridin' on that long black train. There's an engineer on that long black train, Makin' you wonder if the ride is worth the pain. He's just a-waitin' on your heart to say: "Let me ride on that long black train." But you know there's victory in th

Time
Why is that the older you get, time seems to speed up? I'm not quite sure what happened to my 20's, but they are almost a thing of my past. There is really not much for me to blog about...my life is full of correlation coefficients, standard deviations and price elasticity at the moment. The things one will do to get away from managing a bunch of 18-21 year olds!!!

Sniff...
sniff... is that stalker i smell?... sniff sniff it is, it is stalker... it has been a long time, and its a dude... this is new to me, but its the same kinda smell of desperation mixed with failure and a dash of fucking crazy... lol you post one opinion on ur page and a "Matt" goes creepy... not that he wasn't b4... and im sure this dude ain't going to be showing up with my underwear on his head... but i seem to have become his only thought... it would be even more funny if it wasn't happening to me... i mean it kinda good for my ego, but id so rather have a hot chick... why is it never a hot chick?... ok im done for now off to go spend some quality time with the hot chick.

Overwhelming Surrender
Overwhelming Surrender I hide behind this misconception, misunderstood, bewildered that I have not disappeared altogether having made myself so small and unimportant that people walk right by me never having seen me at all. My pain is like a glass sheet cut into different shapes to fit whomever might happen by, that they might show compassion if I have any meaning or value worth appreciating should I live or die. Having all of the earthly needs a person can buy my soul shrieks of loneliness, wondering where the whole is of which I am just one small part, my other half, the piece I am missing the balance, symmetry of my other. companion-less, deserted, left alone to float in this sea of unappreciative people who come together and separate like they have no concept of what real longing for a joining with the other part can truly be. So curling up into myself, I, my soul, freeing my heart from any hopeful alliance, afraid that I in

His Poem
Thank YOu For Bing There. Travel Down A Road And Back Again You're Heart Is True. You're A Friend. A Confidant. My Faith In You Is Endless. My Love Is For You And You Alone.....I Wrote That For You. You Mean The World To Me! *Kisses*

New Contest
NEW CONTEST!!! Okay so a lot of contests have already been done! They are all just a popularity contest. Well I am starting a contest for the least popular picture on cherrytap. That’s right the least popular So here is the deal The picture with the least number of comments in a 7 day period starting 24hrs after I get 20 enteries will win a 7 day blast.

Why Do They Exist?
I HATE Matts... in general... I'm sure there are a few nice ones out there in the big wide world... but as a rule, as I have found, they are creeps, liars, pedophiles, guys who would sleep with other guys girls (several Matts have done this), just all around slime balls... so in my opinion its a shoot first and find out if they are nice at their eulogy. If you are a Matt and are offended... take a good long look in the mirror... if this does not pertain to you... don't sweat it... and if it does... go do the world a favor and hang yourself... God its not as if we would miss you at all... OK thats my rant for now... I will Keep you all posted

I Love Elevators - Don't You??
The lobby in the building where I work is covered in a green mottled marble tile. It was imported from Genoa, so say the owners of the project. However, at five in the morning, under the fluorescent "diffuse" lighting that imported stuff looks just like the linoleum in my grade school cafeteria...at the end of the year. My stomach heaved a bit at the thought as I passed the female security officer at her kiosk on my way to the elevators. "My early day for somebody. I thought you white collar types were late risers." She looked up from her magazine to reveal a beautiful face. She had always sort of turned me on because of her shape and size. She was no more than 5'2" and had to weigh 180 lbs. Her ass was wide and swayed when she walked and her tits were gigantic. She was confident and I supposed very nasty. "OH great, a hard on now?" I looked back at her and said, "important meeting...got to go." Why was I here so early? Well at nine o’clock there were the most important men I have ev

Y I Hated Guys
I HATE ALL GUYS CUZ YA'LL THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD YA'LL THINK BOUT * 24/7 365 AN THATS WAT MAKE YA'LL FAKE C ME I DNT THINK WIT THA WRONG HEAD CUZ I AIN'T FAKE C A RELATIONSHIP IZ NOT BOUT SEX AT ALL ITS BOUT FINDING THA RIGHT ONE FINDING UR SOUL MATE DAMN GUYS THINK WIT THA RIGHT HEAD AN YA'LL MIGHT BEABLE 2 KEEP A REAL WOMEN HELL IF YA'LL DIDNT PLAY GAMES THEY WOULDNT LEAVE YA'LL ASSES AN IF U ACT LIK YA'LL WERE MATURE AN INSTEAD OF BEING INMATURE WOMEN WOULD LIK YA'LL MAKE AN DNT EVER EVER LIE 2 A WOMEN IF SHE ASK DO U JACKOFF TELL THA TRUTH AN STOP DISRESEPECTING FEMALES BY CALLING THEM HOE,AN BITCHES CUZ ME I DNT THINK ANY FEMALE IN THA WORLD IZ A GARDEN TOOL OR A FEMALE DOG SO BE MATURE REAL HONEST ON LOVE AN CARE AN FAITHFUL AN YA'LL KEEP YA'LL WOMEN A YA'LL STOP BE * ASS BITCH *E * I HATE BEING A GUY I WISH I WAZ A CUTE CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!

Rat Race?
I can only assume that Cherrytap is referring to how some people try to have as many friends on myspace as possible. Well, that sounds a little hipocritical, dont you think? I mean, this site offers stupid ass rewards for having more friends, while myspace allows you to be comfortable. I dont have to have tons of friends on myspace, in fact I dont. And even more, myspace doesnt offer the vulgar allowance of nude photos. I mean, if you cant meet a guy or a lady without posing nude, I think you might have some social skill problems. Cherrytap should stop comparing itself with myspace. Because, instead of a netwok of friends (that you actually talk to) Cherrytap is but a glorified chat room.

Do U Think This Is A Real Man
A REAL MAN DOES CUR WAT ANY GIRL LOOKS LIKE AIN'T ALL BOUT SEX IS FAITHFUL HONEST TRUTHFUL TRUSTWORTHY LOVES HER 4 HER AN LIKE HER 4 HER WILL SUPPORT HER ALL THE TIME WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING 2 HURT HER WOULD TELL HER IF THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WOULDN'T CHAT ON HER AN WOULDN'T SAY THINGS HE DOESN'T MEAN WOULD WAIT UNTIL SHE'S READY 4 SEX WOULDN'T FORCE HER AGAIST HER WILL WOULD STICK HER 4 HER WOULDN'T LET ANYBODY TALK * BOUT HER AN WOULD NEVER EVER RAISE HIS HAND 2 ANY FEMALE

For All You Sports Lovers
I AM GOING TO BE HOSTING A FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM CONTEST!! I KNOW MOST PEOPLE HAVE A FAVORITE TEAM IN SOME SPORT!! ALL YOU NEED TO HAVE TO ENTER IS A PIC OF YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM LOGO OR YOU IN SOME KIND OF APPAREL OF YOUR TEAM!! THIS CAN BE PROFESSIONAL OR COLLEGE SPORTS TEAM OF ANY SPORT IT DOESNT MATTER!! AND THIS CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY MARCH 2 AT NOON EST, AND WILL RUN UNTILL FRIDAY MARCH 9 AT NOON EST!! AND THE WHOLE WEEK OF THE CONTEST I WILL USE THE LOGO OF MY FAVORITE TEAM AS MY MAIN PIC!! I WOULD LIKE TO GET AT LEAST 25 FOR THIS CONTEST, WHICH SHOULD NOT BE HARD CONSIDERING HOW MUCH WE LOVE OUR TEAMS!! 1ST PLACE WILL RECEIVE A YACHT AND I WILL RATE ALL YOUR PICS 2ND PLACE WILL RECEIVE A CORVETTE AND I WILL RATE ALL YOUR PICS 3RD PLACE WILL RECEIVE A SILVER MOTORCYCLE AND I WILL RATE ALL OF YOUR PICS I WILL ALSO GIVE A SMALL GIFT TO ALL THAT ENTER MY CONTEST JUST FOR ENTERING!! THIS SHOULD BE A LOT OF FUN SO GET THOSE PICS INTO ME BEFORE FRIDAY A

Question Of The Fuckin Century Part Ii
In regards to my former blog entitled, "Question of the Fuckin Century," I have some follow up. Just recently, I started to develop an online friendship with a man, who shall remain nameless. I'll just call him Mr.X for now. Mr.X was very sweet, very kind, very romantic. He said all the right things. Made me feel more special than I had in years. We talked on the phone and online everyday. Then, one day......nothing.......nada....zilch....wtf? He wouldn't answer the phone or return messages. I kept asking why? No answer. Then I finally get a message. It's him! I open it up to see, "It's not you, it's me." HUH???? WTF???? That's it??? That's my explanation?? That's ALL I get?? Wow, I thought, this brings that old question right back to the forefront once again. Why am I single?(please refer to aforementioned blog) Well, NOW there is a man out there who absolutely knows the answer to that pesky question, AND HE WON'T FUCKING GIVE IT TO ME!!!! Maybe, just maybe, Mr.X will read my

Through The Glass
Looking through the glass at what i fear most not understaning this pain seeing the fear in their eyes as well the wind wispers his name reminiscing on what could have been shivering from what had occured only dreaming of what can happen next wishing for that happy ending is the only thought absurd Seeing the happiness on his face the gleam in his eye rather to sacrifice what i fear most than see pain, prefer to die looking back at the glass understanding what must be done but praying it never has to be seeing the suprised expression on her face, realizing the enemy in the looking glass, is me.

The End
Deep in the depths of pits Shallowness of the none Faking all your lives In the state of a blitz Your work is never done Falling down the shallow hole Be at one with nothing Having fun for something Down below there is nothing Up above....... Dead Bodies KLINZ 9/13/05

As I Lay Dying
as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me feelin no more pain back in this room again hearin this same, music in my head that only i can hear as they wipe away all of my old tears tears of what used to be and how they still haunt me hearin the same voice inside my head and as i lay dyin i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dyin the whole world, like a wave, crashin over me it was the shot that killed so deep inside how much it hurt to close my eyes and the darkness spreads as the fire burns prickling, itching its burning, burning and as i lay dying i see the hopeless underneath my feet as i lay dying the whole world, like a wave, crashing over me

"i'm Up For Sale"
Here's the rules: Put in the subject "I'm up for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first people to leave you a MESSAGE saying "I own you", owns you It's that simple! P.S. Repost because this is funny and surprising to see who gets you first!

The Unforgotten Night
hypnotized by the shadows blinded by light confusion just surrounds me the unforgotten night as reality floats away my nightmare comes alive abandoned, is the only thought inside and as we all just drift away the haunting of my past comes out to play clawing at my open wounds never able to close the consistent scars bleeding dry i reach for your hand seeming so distant feeling your tight grip already taking me away

My Best Friend Kathy (tootsie ) R. I ,p,
I once had a friend named Kathy Everyone knew her as Toostie She was an Awesome friend... She taught me that people mattered Their feelings, their thoughts, their actions, everything about them mattered!!!! I lost My best Friend to Aids and a part of me died with her I recieved a letter from her after she had died From her Father In the letter it told me that although friends matter som some etimes its best to not trust some people i never got the chance to ask her why she said this to me... i just recently found out why when i called her Dad a few days ago it was because her friend gave her Aids and she was mad at him So the letter she sent to me says D. T. A. well i wish i never saw the Letter cause i have lost so many friends by not opening up to them and accepting them as they are Just friends ...... So Tootsie Rest in Peace But you were wrong... Just as i am wrong... Friends Matter People Matter (Kathy Frakes 09-15-01

Love
Who ever grows up and thinks about what the man or woman they will be with for the rest of there lives? We all have. I never knew how much I could love someone. I never knew that I would be in love and be happy as I am. Years ago i wouldn't have given a chance to the man I have today. Thinkin that all the past experiences led me to what I am, who I am, and who I ended up with. For all those who broke my heart I thank you. because if it wasn't for those few I wouldn't have opened my heart to the unfamiliar. I love you Allan! You are my whole world!

My Best Friend
To My Best Friend I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say, but they just wouldn't come out right so I found a different way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank you for everything you do For always being nice to me and staying by my side, for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you'd miss me if I were to die Everything you mean to me you could never know In all the ways you've changed my life I could never show The way you take care of me, you're my shining star and though it's so incredible that's just the way you are Before I get too mushy it's time for me to go, but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know As long as we are living, no matter when or where, if

Oops I Did It Again!!!!!!!!
I entered this blast giveaway of engla's before i knew I wasnt going to be able to be online much so this one may take a while. Good news is theres no time limit and i just need 25,000 comments this time instead of 50,000! LOL_ but if you are bored and wouldnt mind helping since im dealing with dial up speed now and its driving me CRAZY!!!! heres the link! and thx Redhawk for the help already even before i announce it! LOL

March Legs Contest!!
I will be conducting a SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST for March. All those interested in participating, please msg me with which pic in your profile is the best for me to rip and post in the folder for the contest..if you need to take a pic of legs do so and you can email it to me and ill post it that way...just hit me up and ill give you my email address...GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!! THIS WILL BE SO MUCH FUN!!!

Hurry Up And Wait
I had a feeling that the military would make you wait on decisions regarding your professional life. I never knew that there would be so many factors to these decisions being made. I have a couple of offers on the table. Two of which are ideal, one of the two being more ideal than the other. The third, I am kind of indifferent on. But the third one includes a lot of "what if" questions. One one hand, a shore command is looking to keep me there working for them. Doing the job I am doing now while I am temporarily assigned...most ideal On another hand is a ship offering me to ride to South America and supervise their guys. To help train them to be more knowledgable of equipment and such...pretty ideal(I can save money, and see the southern atlantic)(I would leave in april to return in October, and then start my process to get out of the military.) The third is going to a different ship where I am just going to be a face in the crowd. Still able to save money, but going over to

Tonight Tonite Tonyte Toknight!!!
AIGHT, SO TONIGHT I'M DJING ON DIGITAL MIX RADIO. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN YOU SAY??? IT MEANS ALOT OF MY STASH MUSIC, AND A FUCKING SHIT LOAD OF OTHER MUSIC TO OFF THE WALL FOR VIDEO'S WILL BE PLAYED BY ME TONITE, UNCENSORED AND RAWKING. SO MIDNIGHT BE WAITING FOR IT, MUSIC GAURANTEED TO GET YOU GROOVING, OR IF YOUR FUCKING GET YOU EXPLODING, AND IF YOUR A FAT OLD GUY PROLLY GET YOU TO WANT TO RAPE MY ASS. PLEASE NONE OF THAT LAST BIT, I'M LADIES ONLY. SO MIDNIGHT, TELL YOUR FRIENDS, MY MUSIC IN ALL OF IT'S AWESOME GLORY!!! NO MIC YET, CAUSE I'M LAZY AND GETTING TO WALMART IS A PAIN IN MY ASS, SO YOU DON'T GET TO HEAR MY DRUNK IRISH ASS YET. GIMME TIME. AIGHT LINKS BELOW, CLICK AND CHECK IT, PIXIE IS PLAYING NOW, SO ENJOY. REPOST THE FUCK OUT OF THIS YA BASTAGES, OR I'LL DROWN A KITTEN. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOVING THE POWER!!! http://digitalmixradio.serverroom.us:9254/

Family Room Shortage...
so... i know some people on here that want to be in my family... but I'm all full! I've already taken a couple people off to let other people in, so sorry to those of you who cannot see my family pics. I don't know exactly what to do (or make you guys do) to be able to get into my family... they should just let me put more people into my family... soooo.... if you have any ideas for how to discriminate between people (as i am too nice) and select the ones for my family, please let me know... and don't just say, "pleeeease let me see your nsfw pics" cuz that aint gonna get you anywhere... thanx :) and later!

Shade Of Grey
ive always wondered about things and how they seem to fade away ill lay my head down to rest and never see the light of day but ill be always thinking of you and that will never go away ill write a note that says I love you in the sky on a cloudy day I dont think youll ever know how much you hurt me so and I think it will all just go away if the angel of mercy comes for me and i know ill smile thru the shades of grey til the lights go out on this rainy day i feel the pain and it wont go away

I'm From Venus!!!!
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Please Pay Attention And Read
OK SO HERE IT IS I AM CLEANING THE FRIENDS AND FANS LIST IF YOU ARE NOT A FAMILY MEMBER LIKE LOD OR ANGEL I NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU IN ORDER TO STAY ON SO PLEASE GET BACK TO ME SOON SO I WILL KNOW THAT U WANT TO CONTINUE TO BE MY FRIEND. I WOULDNT DO THIS IF I DIDNT FEEL LIKE SOME PEOPLE JUST HAVE FRIENDS IN ORDER TO HAVE THEM I MEAN I HAVE OVER A 1000 FRIENDS AND DO NOT HEAR FROM HALF OF THEM AND I TRY TO KEEP UP WITH THE ONES I DO BUT IT GETS HARD AND CONFUSING LOL EVEN THOUGH MY BLONDE IS THRU A BOTTLE IT STILL SEEPS THRU SO PLEASE HIT ME UP IF YOU WANT TO STAY LOVE YA LICKS AND KISSES VODKA GURL

Short Notice Camz Show
Hi Everyone! I know this insanely short notice, but I'll be on camz in about 45 min tonight (feb 27th). For those of you that won't catch this in time or see me tonight, I also will do a show tomorrow night at 7:o0 pm est for the ones that miss me tonight. You can see me on camz by access it through my members area. I'm on video/voice every week for an hour. See you there! www.aimeelynn.net Hope to see you there! XOXO, Aimeelynn

So There's This Guy...
I met this guy a while back and thought he was SO cute. I never thought much of him, because he didn't "look" like my type...but there was something about him. I couldn't bring myself to go talk to him. He is really good friends with one of my best friends. I just spent the better part of a week hanging out with the guy. He is awesome! Sweet,funny, cute, and we have a lot of similar interests. He is VERY interesting. Very different from most of the guys I know. He isn't ashamed of who he is. Lots of fun. At first, I wanted to get in his pants...LOL! But the more I talked to him, the more I actually liked him. I love talking to him. But there is a catch...I recently met a few more of their friends, one of which is infatuated with him. She is an awesome person, but he and I talked about her and he doesn't like her in that way. He only wants to be her friend. She and I became pretty good friends, but I think it may be due to the fact that she didn't like how much he and I talked and s

Epitaph For The Dead
Death is a way of teaching Metiphoricly speaking You decay with rot and stench Waste away in your cell with no vent On pillows of satin you lay While on your face maggots play Your funeral pyre all burnt out Amist those who cast doubt Your life has no more breath In this awful eternity no burden is left on your chest. KLINZ 8/18/99

R.i.p Kyle
R.I.P Kyle, you will always be missed! Kyle Timothy Grinnell, II Jan. 14, 1986 to Feb. 21, 2007 A beautiful boy taken by an ugly act. Our beloved "Buddy" is the intensely loved son of his parents Kyle and Heidi Grinnell and his mother Chaum Sukkaseam Grinnell and has preceded them in death. He leaves behind his adoring siblings, Olivia, Celeste, Alianna (and husband Andy Berg), John (and daughter Brooke) Longden, and David (and wife Pamela) Longden. He also leaves behind his grandparents, Edwin and Bernadine Grinnell, as well as many aunts, uncles, and cousins. Since his murder we have heard from many of the people that have loved Buddy with expressions of their love for him. Buddy truly has an artist's soul. He was amazingly talented in drawing and writing poetry. He also loved team sports, most especially playing football. Buddy's smile could melt hearts and light up the entire world all at the same time. His life began with such joy and hope. The goodness and greatness that w

Cheesy Ham And Hash Browns
Tonight, Daniel Radcliffe who plays Harry Potter in the series of movies based on the J. K. Rowling will be performing in another role at London's Gielgud Theatre. (As I'm writing this, London's five hours ahead of me, so it's probably going on now.) He's the main character in the Peter Shaffer play Equus, and by any standards -- because the play is not only about a young man's sexual awakening but also about a horrible crime he commits in response to his upbringing -- this will rattle you. Indeed, in a recent interview Radcliffe said he took the role of Alan Strang because he wanted to shake up people's perceptions of him. I try not to come down as hard on actors or anyone else in the public eye as I used to when they express that they don't care how others see them; from the outside, we often look at public figures as the masters who we who go to the movies and watch television and click online to pay tribute to. But upon reflection, actors are as much slaves of the system that const

Beilieve
WINDS OF CHANGE HAVE BLOWN IN TAKING AWAY MY MY WILL TO LIVE TAKING AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE STRIVED FOR IN MY LIFE. WITH EVERY WORD SPOKEN THE DAGGER GOES IN DEEPER I AM LEFT ALONE IN THIS SEA OF HEARTACHE AND PAIN. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THIS TANGLED SITUATION THINGS COULD GET BETTER IF I JUST GO AND BELIEVE.

Pussy
FIRST YOU START BYE KISSING ON HER EARS SLOWLY CARESSING THEM FOR BOUT 2MINUTES NEXT U MOVE SLOWLY DOWN 2 HER NECK SLOWLY CARESS IT WIT UR LIPS AN TOUNGE AN SEE WAT IT TASTE LIK THEN U MOVE 2 HER CHEST VERY SLOWLY KISS IT THEN MOVE DOWN A LIL MORE 2 HER THIGHSCARESS THEM VERY SLOWLY THEN CARESS HER NIPPLES BY SUCKING THEM VERY LIGHTLY THEN U MOVES DOWN 2 HER THIGHS AN CARESS THEM BY KISSING THEM UP&DOWN EXTREMLY SLOW SO SHE FEELS IT THEN U MOVE DOWN 2 HER LEGS SLOWLY FINALLY U PUT UR FACE IN BETWEEN HER LEGS AN PUT UR LIPS ON HER * AN EAT IT LIK APPLE PIE BUT DO IT NICE AN SLOW DNT BITE MAYBE A NIBBLE AN CARESS HER * BYE MOVING UR TOUNGE IN&OUT IF U WANT 2 MAK IT THA BEST SHE'S EVER HAD USE FOODS LIK HERSHEY CHOCOLATE SYRUP, OR STRAWBERRY SYRUP AN CARMEL SYRUP OR WHIP CREAM BUT CARESS IT IF U DO AN IF IT'S UR FIRST TIME READ THIS VERY SLOWLY TRUST ME IT WORKS AN IF U HAV A TOUNGE RING IT MAKES IT EXTRA FUN 4 HER ESPECIALLY IF IT'S VIBRATES

Thoughtless Parades 02/26/07
You looked at her Only glancing at me I worry for you But you didnt see You say you love me But then you sigh You thought of her And couldnt decide She made you smile She made you cry You stayed for a while And pushed me aside You come to me hoping to be free Im telling you now I cant show you how I love you so But I think you must know I will always care And those feelings we share Dont give me your crap Dont feed me your lies I wont fall for a trap Its you Ill despise Show me how much you love me tell me how much you care say you'll always be with me Promise me youll always be there Give me the key to your heart Let me know you have got the time Prove its true from the start And Ill give you mine I promise I wont let you donw But in turn you can mess around Cause I know this much is true I want to spend my life with you So let me know all you say is true Prove it to me in everything you do Let me know we will be together And w

Wanting A Broad.
Just because you want a broad does not mean you can go over to her house and bonk her on the head and drag her back to your place to play Twister and listen to smooth jazz. I mean, smooth jazz blows. Get real, people.

Because You Care.
I burped and it burned. It burned with the heat of a thousand suns. You see, it's things like this that people don't really care about. You don't need to tell the entire planet every last bit of boring minutia about your day. Stop it. Or I shall burp on you.

Some Favourite Quotes
Never engage in a battle of wits with an unarmed man One owes respect to the living. To the dead one owes only truth The idea of God is the sole wrong for which I cannot forgive mankind Love me for my mind not my body, play with my body not my mind Give a man a fish, and it'll feed him for a day. Give a man religion and he'll starve to death praying for a fish You do not have a soul, you are a soul, you have a body One has to pay dearly for immortality; one has to die several times while one is still alive Between two evils… always pick the one you’ve never tried before Lead me not into temptation......I can find it myself No tears, please. It's a waste of good suffering. Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real. I trust fast poison The stars to wink out And you, my love--and you ''Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over hee

My Angel
What is an angel? An angelis a miracle. An angel is great, so is thier kiss. An angel is true love. When an angel is near you never feel blue. An angel chases all your tearsand fears away. An angels voice is the most beautiful sound. The voice of an angel is a heavinly jingle. This heavinly jingle can only be found in you. Even the touch of an angel is great. and you hope that that always stays with you. your so lucky if shes your fait. I found an angel cause i found you. Your a miracle. I love and miss you so much. You are my true love. Even when you hug me all my fears and tears leave. Im never blue when your around.

Stupid Girl
i am just a stupid girl living in my own world thinking about all the passing days nothing will ever change the feelings r the same. i dont think u will ever change ur ways my heart is breaking hard opening new scars. my feelings growing stronger by the day. the aura of u has changed do u remember my name? i know my dear i am not the one to blame. Spanish graphics from My Onda - www.myonda.com

Cerebral?
Cerebral Personality Test Results74% Cerebral Scoring highly suggests you are likely to be very inquisitive, exploring, scientific, contemplative, self-examining, and philosophical. Low scorers, will generally tend towards the opposite of the above. They will tend to be more conventional, less curious and analytical, less focused on the big picture / global variables, and more comfortable identifying as part of maintream culture. Take Free Cerebral Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com

Musings
Whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse... Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so.

Blah
So I'm in some sort of funk...I dont know whats goin on with me. I almost got into a car accident today because some stupid fuckin cuntrag wasn't paying attention and pulled out infront of me. So I slammed my brakes on thank god we didnt hit but we were about an inch away from eachother..I'm tellin ya People out here are fucking DUMB. Never in my life have I seen so many stupid people in one area. Gotta love Florissant. Anyway, I took Dillon to his doctor's appointment today and then came home and started cleaning and as soon as I started cleaning I just felt shitty. I don't know maybe I should hire a maid or something hahaha wouldn't that be great. Maybe I need to go and smoke a big fatty and just chill out and zone off into my own space who knows...Anyway that's it I'm just blabbering anyway lol. Later all

How Detroit Panned Out (how Nyc Is Going To Suck) And Pics Too
ok so here's how the DET weekend with Sinmora and FM panned out... Fri:Sinmora and FM show up early and we actually make good time and get there before 9pm sinmora tries on 12 outfits and FM and I go rummage for subs sinmora and I are in the elevator and two elderly women walk in and look at us... one pipes asks (politely) "what are you?"... we of course look confused and I'm like "excuse me?"... she asks if we're in a band or something and we just chuckle and say no... we are the first ones at city and the place is pretty scarce but the drinks are decent priced and we just kinda chill for a bit we meet sparrow (one of my saturday shoots) and her bf and we all bs for a long while sinmora and i go to the bar and get distracted by vagina FM falls asleep at the club and then makes a quick exit to walk back to the hotel (which is a 5ish min walk but it's cold so that was a suprise move) Sinmora and I hang for a bit and suprisingly she lasts until about 230 when we leave and get a c

Mistaken Apology 02/05/07
I'm sorry for the pain The strife and anger Caused by my words Sorry for the sadness Burning as fuel in your heart For pure hatred of me Im sorry for the rage Along with the anguish I've caused you to feel You may be the only one That single person who cares Im sorry for it all I didnt mean to strike you down Or to cause the things I know you feel In a heart filled with such loneliness Im sorry I hurt you in this way Though I know I did you say no Its alright to let me know Im sorry for all the wrongs And all the things I know you feel But you know deep in your heart Or so you say you love me and I you Im not sure if any of this is true But I know I at least care about you Oh and one last thing, Im sorry For the pain I put you through Forgive me for all I do And all I have done Im sorry, cause maybe you are the one?...

Ugh
omg I am getting a migrane from hell all of a sudden!!!!!! I have to go to class tonight till 945 too ....... i feel like absolute crap now (wasnt just about 10-15 mins ago) and I feel about 2 inches tall too!!! UGH, its going to be another one of those nights now! =/ haha I just though tof this I have a migrane yes I do it was cased by one and only you! *teehee* Its cute! =P

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Extremely Valuable Tips & Tricks 02
*************************************The surprising secret of success************************************** Failure! You see, successful people are not afraid of failure. In fact, they have probably enjoyed far more failures than they have successes. But it’s how they deal with failure that’s important. For them, each failure is a positive experience – something that has taken them one step nearer to success, whereas most people have a deep fear of failure and will do anything to avoid it. So, to get over your fear of failure (and you must if you want to succeed in anything), you should try to do one thing a week which you’ll probably fail at! Terrible singer...? Then get down to the karaoke evening and belt out a song. Can’t play tennis...? Challenge a friend to a game and thrash around the court for an hour. The more you accept and deal with failure, the easier it will be for you to plough through life’s little disappointments until you start achieving your goals. For this and

Something I Just Put Together
I thought of her todayâ€¦Her sweet kiss, a deep gaze from her soulful eyes, her soft hand upon my face. I kept thinking about how much I await her lips on mine. Her deep passionate kiss. Feeling her bodyâ€™s silky skin close to my body. I want to kiss her. Want to feel her so deep. Have her take my hand and I will show her the flame burning secretes, burning wishes. The moments we have shared from a distance will pale in comparison to the ones we shall experience when we are joined. I know that just the mere sight of you will make my heart rate quicken. Thinking of all the things that could and could never happen brings my blood to a boil. Embracing you for the first time in longer then one can remember will be the fist step in many that I shall keep within my mind while I am away. While holding you my hands will slide from the mid point in your back down to your hips and then your ass while I look at you with a bit of a seductive grin. Leaning my head in towards your lips then moving

Hello Peeps
So is it me or is this site great.I got more friends here in one day then in a paid site.Everyone is friendly but have no idea how to use all this stuff...Learning in process so bare with me..Any hints send me message to update profile..I seen alot of cool shit here but not figuring how to put it on my page yat..Peace

Friends
If you lucky enough to have friends Keep them cause friends are rare True friends im talking about... I recently had two very nice friends and what did i do I hurt them very much by my actions now they are no longer my friends if i could turn back time i most surely would ... Cause I lost the Best friends in the world i could ever have...... I'm So Sorry I didn't think and its my fault!!!

War Wagon
This is the "War Wagon" it is a bike that my great uncle and my dad built back in the early 70's. Yes it's a Knuckle. This thing is vicious. It has two 350 chevy pistons in it, and the valves are out of an old flat head licoln. For fun the two of them used to set up chairs with a cooler of beer, and watch friends kick `er over. On the compression stroke it would throw them over the handle bars. Becuase there is a special technique to start it, to this day only four people know the technique. The bike started out as a 1932 Harley Davidson Lighting. Now it sports a coffin gastank, chrome out the ass, and a sword down the backrest. Oringinaly the sword was removable,but it had to be welded before the sheriff would sign off on the title work. Not to mention all the other metal work. This is an awesome bike, I just wanted to share it with all the gearheads out there. Raynes77

New Immigrants
New Immigrants (An e-mail I received… just passing it on) From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in response to a series of letters to the editor in the Orange County Register: Dear Editor: So many letter writers have based their arguments on how this land is made up of immigrants. Ernie Lujan for one, suggests we should tear down the Statue of Liberty because the people now in question aren't being treated the same as those who passed through Ellis Island and other ports of entry. Maybe we should turn to our history books and point out to people like Mr. Lujan why today's American is not willing to accept this new kind of immigrant any longer. Back in 1900 when there was a rush from all areas of Europe to come to the United States, people

Poem - Sex
Mission for a missionary Missionary quite contrary How does your garden grow A sixty niner is always finer Come on lets go, dont be slow Diggy doggy, bend over And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow We both stand up you pretend Youre looking over my shoulder For a four leaf clover We both pretend that we dont know We sit up and face each other We'll just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track You saddle me like you would a colt Ill just lie there try not to bolt Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex [again not me but hella hot :p]

In The Butcher´s Shop;-)
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. He had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!"

How To Forgive & Forget Those Who You've Hurt
Forgiveness is a choice, it is not an emotion. You are not going to feel like it, but you can do it. Apparently, nobody is born with a lot of talent for forgiving. If you do not forgive those who have hurt you, you will have a very hard time trusting other people, and that will adversely affect every other important relationship in your life. When you do forgive, you are taking away the emotional power the person or events have on you. It is an act of self kindness; it releases you from your pain, anguish and negativity. We would like our angry and hurt emotions to go away by themselves, but they don't. Learning to forgive, therefore, gives us peace of mind. It has nothing to do with the other person, as odd as that seems. It is about your willingness to let go of your resentment and not hang on to your grievances. If possible, don't forgive someone until you can let them know how much pain the whole experience has caused you. Forgiving someone too quickly only covers up y

Help From The Guys
cum on boys show me the goods,i wanna see it all,ya im a nymph and a really horny one at that.i love a nice hard picture or even better a video of a guy cumming.so if ya think ya can get me goin show me....

Poem - Sex Vrs Love
Sex Versus Love Love brings sadness all the time Sex brings self esteem and joy and longevity to life. Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorus, kinky and easy going. Sex is something up-beat Love is plummeting down Love is larger than life Sex is life itself. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Love is a game of hide and seek Sex is a game with many positions. Love is nothing but words that confuses the soul Sex is body language that rejoices the soul. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is the chill of the wind. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxication. Love is solitude and desparation Sex is a party with large circle of friends. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene.

To Lestat's Dark Covenant Family
What do you guys think about a member card? Do you think it would be practical to have one or would it be a waste of time? Who would make them? What would the card look like? Let's hear some thoughts.

Love Bridges The Distance
I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too I have from the very start Even though we're miles apart I think about you Because you are in my heart I am probably one of a few Right now I am a friend And you are mine too I will be there until the end With every day new I always now say You are in my heart And you hopefully will stay Even though we are miles apart All I know Is that you are in my heart And all I can do is think about you Even though we are so far apart You know I care about you Do you care about me? I hope you do Because in my heart I can see I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too And I have from the very start

Shit Happens!!!
Tuesday---my favorite necklace breaks my lucky charm,I get into a fight,people end up in the hospital,they get released,We get pulled over in front of our house someone goes to jail,...just call it a night already,you're having a bad day,and you just don't want no more of it,get locked out of my room,gotta go to work skip breakfast,break a nail opening the nasty letter my x-boyfriend sent,...---DIRTY.Have no beer Til Friday,...Car won't start,only 2 cigarettes to go day before payday,But you know,that's life it's chaos,...which any life without chaos isn't normal,SHIT HAPPENS!!!,...but luckily,I have friends and family that love me,And a sense of humor,...So,...SMILE!!! And have a nice day!!!

Starfires Begining
i sit on my bed trapped in my mind safest place for a childhood like mine i need to find a safe place a friend i can tell all of my hurts to so i can stay well she flys in through my breaking mind a small blue dragon one of a kind she lays her head into my heart saying im starfire lets start im here for you it is why im blue no one else can see me except you when the world is harsh and cruel i michele am your escape tool you can tell me all i will be here through your laughter your fear and tears i am the one who swallows your pain you will remember but not feel again when the bad men come and do what they do we will fly me and you when fights happen beyond your door well fly faster higher than ever before your never alone child i am here she hands me her soul stone it catches tears one thing michele you must never forget a starfires love is not to regret i am a gift to broken hearts souls and minds as well i will save you lift you from hell i listened hard took it all in barely heard

My Grrr
I am such a hateful little bitch sometimes, I surprise myself even. One of these days my temper is really going to get the best of me and I'm gonna be in lots of trouble for it and maybe lose something I don't want to. Not that things don't sometimes deserve a good beating but depending on whom has upset me, if I really would just stop and think sometimes, I would remember the special things they do for me that really really mean a lot to me and that they would never hurt me on purpose and that there may be more to the story or a good explanation for things. It really takes a strong well adjusted person to deal with my attitude sometimes lol Anyhow I feel like a pigs butt now.

To My Guardian Angel
You are like my sister I am like your brother You were taken away from us to early And we miss you more everyday We all love you And we know you love us too For it is so true Through and through You are now our angel And you are watching over your family and me I know in my heart you are my guardian angel That only I can see I love you so much sweetie Your family loves you too We all miss you so much sweetie And we know you miss us too You are like my sister I am like your brother You were taken away from us to early And we miss you more everyday dedicated to my sweet beautiful departed adopted sister Elyse

A Letter From Someone
Today I received a letter from a man in Toledo, Ohio. This letter really intrigued me, so I thought I would pass it on to you all.... In the letter the man talked about someone going to work at a paper factory, then another man driving the truck that delivered the paper to the retail store where the people that stocked the paper and then the customers came and bought the paper, and this all happens because the American Soldier. We enable the man to go to work without worrying about death squads, and the truck driver to deliver without worrying about roadside bombs, and the customers to buy the paper and write me that letter because we enable freedom throughout our land. Im sorry if this doesnt mean anything to you, the man was just trying to hammer home the point that he stood behind us because we make shit happen.

Never Real
ive seen it all ive been around another lonely place another lonely town back from the dead sign post up ahead ive walked a million miles and back again but youll never know the real me I decide who it is i want you to see youll never know the real me youll never know me ive built these walls from blood and brick i keep you on the outside cuz youre sick you think you understand what it is i need you cant get by my deep seed its burned inside im barely alive day by day i get closer to the day i die youll never know the real me ive blinded you and youll never see what it is i hide inside of me youll never know me

Weekend Fun ** Drunken Antics**
haha so how was every1's weekend? i would sayy mine was good altho i cnt remember liek 75% of it loll. drunken fun and Xtasy on saterday. 26er of whiskey.26er of champagne. 24 case of beer and some pillllzzzzzzzzz. haha stumbling around almost got hit by a car. told some bitch i was gunna kill her next time i saw her cuz she was tryin to break me n my bf upp. chillin wit my man, my best friend n her boyy. good times good times.

So...
So i got into a car accident on the 12th.. I was stopped on the freeway and this chick got hit by an invisible car and ran into the back of my car. (First she said a car hit her n knocked her 3 feet and into my car.. then she said her foot just slipped off the break *rolls eyes*). So anyways. I tried to go back to work on monday the 19th.. but i was in a TON of pain and ended u going home a few hours early. So i stayed home the 20th n went to the doctors. The doctor sent me for xrays (still waiting for the results) and is sending me to physical therapy. She said i could return to work anytime but i cant lift anything over 10lbs. My boss however, wont let me return to work until i am 100% better.. which could be anywhere from 3 weeks to 3 or 4 months. Oh! i almost forgot to tell you.. haha.. the night of the accident i went to the ER where they said i strained all the muscles in my back n neck. I already have scoliosis... so this accident just made my back pain like 10 times worse than

What Am I...? 02/26/07
I am what I am I do what I do All just because You think its cute I'm here to please I'm here to do Whatever it is You want me to I'll give you my love I'll give you my heart If you can prove This is just the start To make me live And make me doubt What I know I cant live without It would be a crime That would be a shame I've not got the time If you don't feel the same Don't try to convince me About all you feel Of what you claim to be Though you know it isn't real So prove to me And show me more Let me know you want to be And watch my spirits soar!

Bitches Come And Go Friends R 4ever
" A Real Friend " A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you HAVE an argument. A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight. A simp

The Macmanus Prayer The Boondock Saints
"And shepherds we shall be, for thee my lord for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand so our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. And we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti."

Follow Your Example 02/25/07
Don't say you care If you know you won't Tell me what you know Not what you don't Dont tell you what I should do If then you couldn't do it too Telling me to stay in school Yet you have become that fool Don't claim you know it all Only setting youself up for the fall Tell me how you messed around Because now you're lying on the ground Don't even think to bail You are only gonna fail Telling me you haven't got time to waste You try making your exit post haste Don't try to give me all your lies Because its you I'll despise tell someone who will care As for me I will not dispair!

Polar Bears Are Left Handed....
strange isn't it? Polar bears really are left handed... pearls dissolve in vinegar... every 45 seconds in the US a house catches on fire.... and every 3 seconds, someone in the world, a baby is born...

Somethings To Think About
"Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls." Joseph Campbell No one is to be called an enemy, all are your benefactors, and no one does you harm. You have no enemy except yourselves. St. Francis I was just reading an article online about a program where teenagers from Israel, Lebanon, Palestine etc. are all brought together to learn from each other and work past their differences. One of the girls said this to another and it really made me think. "If I don't know you, it is easy to hate you. But if I look in your eyes, I can't." If you know your worth......you do not need anyone else to confirm it. Alan Cohen Being unwilling to forgive is like drinking poison and hoping the other person dies. Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. Dr. Wayne Dyer

New Beginning
Ok, so i just joined here, and have no clue what is going on. A friend of mine told me about this site. Maybe it's better than myspace i dunno, but she had hell of alot of problems with it. Anyways i still have it, lol!! So if you have any suggestions for my page, let me know!!

Thanks For Voting For Me In The Contest!
I want to THANK everyone for voting for me in the contest! It has been fun! I really appreciate all my friends and CT Families for stopping by and showing some love! I hope I was able to return the favors for you when your contests were going on! This section goes out to a cool friend. You know who you are! LOL All you single guys out there, check out Resident Smart @$$! First, I need to THANK YOU! It was fun being in this contest with you because we made it fun by helping each other! Yeah, we might have driven some CT friends along for the comment bombing ride, but it was all in good clean CT fun! I am glad you came out ontop! LOL, I was worried because you was stressing out so bad about the Rolex! LOL! Second, I want to say Thank You for being such a cool friend and for being there when I needed someone to IM with and just cry with on a few occasions! I value our friendship and want you to know how cool you are!!!!!!! Third, I appreciate YOU for who you are! TO ME YOU

The Sooner The Better
i am hoping soon that the woman who i thought was a good friend comes over to come get here stuff so i can put my daughter in her own room an not have to share a room with her baby sister she should have came back to get it an so far has not i cant wait then maybe it will be better around here finally once her stuff is gone an we all can be happy again but i do not hate her she still helped me out alot i just dont need any one trying to run my house an yell at my kids that wasnt right not at all will see how it is when she gets here an how she acts