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U.s. Detention Center Criticized --organizations Call Center A 'prison-like Institution'
U.S. Detention Center Criticized --Organizations Call Center a 'Prison-Like Institution' 22 Feb 2007 The day Mustafa Elmi turned 3 years old he had to report to his cell three times for headcount. To be able to get one hour of recreation inside a concrete compound sealed off by metal gates and razor wire he had to pin his picture ID to his uniform. Two national organizations decry the conditions at the T. Don Hutto Family Residential Facility and have termed the facility "a penal detention model that is fundamentally anti-family and anti-American." [See: KBR awarded $385M Homeland Security contract for U.S. detention centers 24 Jan 2006.] http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/21/AR2007022101661.html

Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 7
Who i like on LC/CT is Chatqueen24 because she's a wonderful and a sensitive person and a consider my cool friend and someone i care about as well and everytime she's not around on ct i miss her like all my other friends on this site and i hope someday she'll come to Australia and visit me that would be so cool and i would show her my part of Sydney someday which for me would a good thing so Bec aka Chatqueen24 is someone who i like on LC/CT from Bruce

It's The Worst Feeling In The World To Love And Hate Someone In The Same Exact Second
It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone in the same exact second It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same When you want everything and nothing at the same time, when you want to let go, but you keep holding on When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started When feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday & when you do, you don't know what to say When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start When deep down inside you know if you lose this, it's gone and it will never come back When you know they are right beside you, but yet they are so far away When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away It's so hard to think back to how things used to be, realizing how different things are & how they will never be the same You tell your self its not worth it, but if it

An Angel
I'M SENDING YOU AN ANGEL TO WATCH YOU FROM ABOVE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU WHEN YOU NEED A LITTLE LOVE I TREASURE YOU SO DEARLY AS MY VDERY SPECIAL FRIEND... THAT WHY YOU HAVE AN ANGEL ON WHOM YOU CAN DEPEND

If Your Sad Read This.
Don't Make a Redhead Mad ! A big shot business man had to spend a couple of days in the hospital. He was a royal pain to the nurses because he bossed them around just like he did his employees. None of the hospital staff wanted to have anything to do with him. The redheaded nurse was the only one who could stand up to him. She came into his room and announced, "I have to take your temperature. "After complaining for several minutes, he finally settled down, crossed his arms and opened his mouth. "No, I'm sorry, the nurse stated, "but for this reading, I can't use an oral thermometer. "This started another round of complaining, but eventually he rolled over and bared his behind. After feeling the nurse insert the thermometer, he heard her announce, "I have to get something. Now you stay JUST LIKE THAT until I get back!" She leaves the door to his room open on her way out. He curses under his breath as he hears people walking past his door, laughing. After almos

"there Is A Cloud Over The Vice-president." Libby Perjury Hearing Casts Cloud Over Cheney
"There is a cloud over the vice-president." Libby perjury hearing casts cloud over Cheney 21 Feb 2007 As a Washington jury starts its deliberations on Thursday on whether Lewis "Scooter" Libby, the former chief of staff of Dick Cheney, the US vice-president [sic], is guilty of perjury and obstruction of justice, he is not the only one whose reputation has come under suspicion. "There is a cloud over the vice-president," Patrick Fitzgerald, special prosecutor, told the jury on Tuesday. "He sent Libby off to the meeting with Judy [Judith Miller] where Plame was discussed. That cloud is something that we just can’t pretend isn’t there." [It could be worse! It could be a chlorine gas cloud, the type the US is using against civilians in Iraq. --LRP] Jury still deliberating http://www.ft.com/cms/s/923fb4f0-c1e9-11db-ae23-000b5df10621.html * * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * *

When A Girl..
So the world seems to get you down- believe me, it gets me too.. things seem to disappear and the important things you always cherished seem to become more and more distant as the days pass - maybe forever really is unreachable. Accept life for its measure - time.. not the moments you breathe.. but the moments that take your breath away. Live for reality. Not everything comes in shapes and sizes we want and expect. Don’t rely on expectations. Leaving room for disappointment is asking for unnecessary heartbreak. Everything happens for a reason. Take matters into your own hands.. treat fate for what its worth, not a reliance. Sometimes things don't work out, for reasons we can’t always explain. The world doesn't stop turning, clocks don't stop ticking and the rest of population more than likely doesn't care.. so leave the past where it belongs and move forward with what moves along with you. So just screw up once, and realize who you end up with.. fall back on those that are willing to c

Remember Our Veterans
REMEMBER OUR VETERANS EVERY DAY AND GIVE A LITTLE PRAYER. THEY ARE THE ONES YOU SHOULD THANK FOR THE FREEDOM YOU NOW SHARE. HONOR THE MEMORY OF THE ONES WHO DIED THEY DEID FOR YOU AND ME. AND THANK THE VETERANS WHO STILL LIVE THEY ALL KEPT OUR COUNTRY FREE. A THANK YOU DOESN'T SEEM LIKE MUCH BUT IT'S ALL THAT WE CAN SAY. OUR THOUGHTS, OUR HEARTS AND FEEELINGS GO OUT TO YOU EACH DAY. GOD BLESS YOU FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE

Just Because I Can
SOMETIMES THE WATERS GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEM YOU MIGHT LOSE YOUR WAY. BUT WHETER IN FRONT, BESIDE, OR BEHIND YOU, I AM WITH YOU EVERY DAY, SO WHEN IT SEEMS TO MUCH TO HANDLE, REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME. I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD, I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!!

Much Of The Intelligence On Iran's Nuclear Facilities Provided To Un Inspectors By Us Spy Agencies Has Turned Out To Be Unfounded, Diplomatic Sources
* * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * * US Iran intelligence 'is incorrect' 22 Feb 2007 Much of the intelligence on Iran's nuclear facilities provided to UN inspectors by US spy agencies has turned out to be unfounded, diplomatic sources in Vienna said today. http://www.guardian.co.uk/iran/story/0,,2019235,00.html * * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * *

A Poem For My Mom
My Mom Passed Away in 2004, It was a Trying time for me because I was never without her.. Anyone whose lost someone they loved can relate to this. I hope you enjoy. I will add more in time. Final Farewell As you lie there in peaceful Sleep I lie beside you only to weep The days Grow longer And Nights Grow cold Alone without your hand to hold On the Rainy Days I feel so Blue When the Sun Shines I think of you I Wish that you were here with me But God has plans no more Suffering Your life was precious and you so sweet I pray Dear Lord her Soul to Keep I yearn for your smile your soothing touch I miss you mom so very much My precious memories of you will never end For one day Mother we will meet again.

Hmmm Is This A Rant Or Not
Can't decide what the purpose of Cherry Tap is. There are a few people I actually have conversations with, but most of the time its looking at pictures, giving ratings, and seeing all the contests that appear. I do have to admit having entered one, out of sheer amusement. Still thinking a D.C. get together this weekend would be cool. Doubt it's gonna happen.

Why
As all of my friends know I just lost a good friend! I was blessed to have had the chance to have him as a friend! My heart goes out to his family especially his brothers and his girlfriend Wendy and their daughters. When things like this happen it makes me question my faith and why God would take such a good man! He was a wonderful son, brother, father, and friend to many! I met him for the first time in 2003 and he was only 17 years old, but more mature than most men my own age! There wasnt a time the whole week that I was in P-Cola that he didnt put a smile on my and everyone around him face. He was just a pleasure to be around!!! When Lacey called me yesterday and told me he was missing my heart stopped! The first thing that popped in my head was OMG I hope Wendy and the girls are ok. She told me what happened and I thought my heart had been ripped outta my chest. I prayed all day and night that he would be found alive!!! But as more time passes I know that there is a slim chance o

Friends True Or Not?
You know you meet so many people in your life yet when you stop and really think how many of those friends can you truely count on to be there for you when you need them not just when they need you ?

Hello My Friends
I am sorry i have been missing Putting comments on most peoples pages.I have been going throu some hard times,and work does not help.I miss you all and I hope every one is doing well.Tomorrow is FRIDAY and man I need this one.Things will be better then.Love you all. ~Sterling~

No Need To Dwell
Don’t dwell on the "should have", "could have", and “would have". Live in the "right now’s". It is something I try to live by. Sometimes it is easier said then done, your mind always wanders to the past and choices you have made. I am also trying to live by not regretting choices I have made. I know you can't change what has already happened. All you can do is move forward. I guess it is just the "what ifs" coming back to haunt me. I try to swat them away and ignore them. They are pesky buggers. People think it is weird because I can't just "date" someone, I guess I am use to the security of relationships, knowing that person is just with me and not anyone else. (In most cases) Relationships offer the idea of a future with someone. Perhaps I am just a hopeless romantic or maybe I am just the settling down type as my friends have labeled me. I love looking towards the future and thinking of having somewhere there by my side. Maybe people think it’s weird because so many people

One Of My Poems
Shamaness' Musings The mists rise across the mountains Calling me, beckoning me, whispering tales of old Caressing me, teasing me to step across the veil and behold, Things that have been and are yet to be Joined in the timelessness of the mists. Like a dragon's breath it entwines about the land Making her ageless and ancient Enticing and enchanting her to sleep. Like the wet soft kiss of a lover The mist gently moves over her curves and valleys Lulling her gently, comforting her, sheltering her. Time stops and ancient spirits roam. Brief glimpses of their shadows Cross before my eyes and are gone, Leaving their imprint on my soul A feeling of ache and longing left behind. I step across the mist and lose myself Feeling it surrounding me, entwining and becoming one. Crossing over and merging with the ancient energy It holds me close and alters me, Opens me, releases me Into a time that is no time. I lay upon the land blanketed by the mists Breathing deeply letting her renew me Sinking m

Jack Warren 5-25-1933/4-4-2002
My dad was one of a kind. No matter how tired he was when he came home from work he would play ball with my brother and I. Saturdays we woudl go to my granmothers and help her in her yard. I had been married to # 2 for nine years and it wasn't good. Between the verbal abuse there was alot of mental abuse. He had me thinking I was running around on him and i NEVER left the house. I had to leave # 2 onenight after I started workignas a shift manager at Papa Johns. He knew for about a month I was goign ot do this and when I started I had to work till 1 in the morning. I had a lot to learn and man was it abunch. He called work and asked me when I was coming home. I told him I wasn't sure. For some reason I had this awful feeling of not going home but my kids were with him. I was in the back office learnign how to do all the paper work. I had to learn how to use the computer and how to print things off and where to place everything. Anyway, after he called I was scared.

Abuse Of Power
DHHS is trying to shut my daughter up by taking away her constitutional right to free speech. They are threatening to keep her baby away from her and her fiance for as long as they insist on making their voices heard. My daughter has been continually harrassed by the department of health and human services for 2 years. My daughter has 2 other children who are also in state custody due to her ex-husband not wanting to pay her child support when my daughter told him to take a long walk off a short pier. My pervert former son in-law now has the older 2 children living with him at his mommy's house in Raymond. He doesn't support those children his mother and his step-daddy do with help from the state. This so called man was allowed to withhold money from my daughter for 8 years and made her and my older 2 grandchildren basically starve. He also almost allowed my daughter to die on her livingroom floor because he refused to bring her to the hospital when she was pregnant with my gra

I Am The Sexiest Redneck On Cherry Tap
HOW ABOUT THAT? When MissRodeo asked me if I wanted to join that contest I thought I would just be fodder amongst all the other guys. Thanks to a fantastic team of people who gathered with me and nailed the s**t out of the comments I went and won the darn thing. I'm not really sure what all it means except a lot of new friends and a pretty darn good feeling, but to me that's more than enough. Thanks to all you folks who chipped in. The last I looked before I learned about winning, we had more than doubled the next closest competitor. Down below is the lucky picture one more time. Bless y'all THE Cowboy

Tomorrow
I have my ob appointment for an annual and also to see if im pregnant or not, its at 9 am. Im kinda scared to find out cause of the fact if i am Ill be ruining my ex bf's life. But on the other hand ill be happy cause I'll have someone that I can acutally love to death. If you do read this *you know who* Im sorry if it comes out to the point that I am. Well time to get ready to go out an have fun for the last time for a long time if I am.

For All The Troops!
Body: WHAT I WANT: Written by: Toni Maydole I want to tell you "Thank You" I want to tell you I care I want to tell you I'm proud of you That bravery like yours is rare I want to tell you "I Love You" Though I don't know who you are I want to tell you "You're My Hero!" For fighting in this war I don't care about your religion Or care about your race You have a special place in my heart And you could never be replaced You're a true American hero I appreciate all that you do My kids wouldn't be free to live in this world If it hadn't been for you! *Come home safely guys! I love you all! Thanks for protecting us! *Please repost this poem and get it to as many soldiers as you can!!

"we're Talking About Trillions Of Dollars Of Oil That Are At Stake." Oily Truth Emerges In Iraq
* * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * * "We're talking about trillions of dollars of oil that are at stake." Oily truth emerges in Iraq 21 Feb 2007 A proposed new Iraqi oil and gas law began circulating last week... Under the proposed law, Iraq's immense oil reserves would not simply be opened to foreign oil exploration, as many had expected. Amazingly, executives from those companies would actually be given seats on a new Federal Oil and Gas Council that would control all of Iraq's reserves. In other words, Chevron, ExxonMobil, British Petroleum and the other Western oil giants could end up on the board of directors of the Iraqi Federal Oil and Gas Council, while Iraq's own national oil company would become just another competitor. http://www.nydailynews.com/02-21-2007/news/story/499341p-421044c.html

Showem To Me
Ok people I just love to see tits. I want to play with them too but my wife would kill me. If you show me your tits I will be a happy man and lets face it you don't want to make a grown man unhappy do you?

Love
Love READ EACH SENTENCE SLOWLY AND THINK ABOUT IT Love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there Nobody is perfect Until you fall in love with them

Hi....my Cherry Friends!!
Well life has been busy.. I am soooo glad to make time out to nite and see you all.. Thanks for being my friend... I really wish you a great night.. Drop me a line for time to time!!! Your Cherry Friend!! Jeannie

A Poem
WHEN I WAS BORN, UNWANTED AND UNLOVED, GOD GAVE ME AN ANGEL, TO WATCH FROM ABOVE. I GREW UP ONLY KNOWING FEAR, AND WITHOUT ANY LOVE, THE SOUND OF MY CRYS, ALL I CAN HEAR. MY ONLY FRIENDS , ARE PAIN AND FEAR. SOMEONE TELL ME , WHY AM I HERE. ALL I CAN DO, IS ASK MOM WHY? DID YOU ENJOY, THE SOUNDS OF MY CRIES? NOW I AM GROWN, BUT STILL ALL ALONE, I WANT A LOVE, LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN. NOW I HEAR, THE LITTLE GIRL INSIDE, WE ARE NOW FREE, WE DONT HAVE TO HIDE. I LET HER OUT AND LET HER PLAY, EVERY TIME I CAN, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, WHEN LIFE IS GONNA END.

Just Some Random Quotes I Like
- "Be of use....But don't be used" - "I know on some level it's wrong but luckily I'm not deep enough to have that level" - "Friends are made by many acts and lost by only one" - "To be stupid, selfish, and have good health are three requirements for happiness, though if stupidity is lacking, all is lost." - "May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, the foresight to know where you're going, and the insight to know when you're going to far!" - "I'm surrounded by idiots...some village is deprived" - "You can kiss a fool. A fool can kiss you. But don't let a kiss fool you" - "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it" - "Love is the slowest form of suicide" - "I never stopped loving you! I just stopped showing it" - "Pack your bags, we're going on a guilt trip"

The Penis Wants A Raise?!
The penis requested a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labour * I work at great depths * I am always using my head first * I do not get RDO's, weekends off or public holidays * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Response from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You take a lot of non-rostered breaks * You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the workplace rather

Somewhat Erotic
Love me Even as the shade of water clasps around naked skin even before skin mingles and merges as beauty within. You’re gonna love me when you feel my hands, mouth, lips and tongue all over your body loving you inside and out. Your eyes they dance in the moonlight filled with a devilish imp and your skin is hot to touch– hot from the passion that thrives alive within In shadows we swim side by side naked of everything but time. Even the midnight tones of moon kissing sky cannot hide the desire I have for you even before you stroke my thighs with the palm of your hand I am hot with hungry with need. I slide my hands around your neck and you hold us together as one. The water strokes my folds and kisses my breast you raise me and enter me softly. You're gonna love me when I lower my lips and kiss you gently. When I wrap my legs around your waist and softly plea for more. Your hands lift

247
i hate to ask for help but im only 247 points to my next level, i cant find anything to rate to get there myself. so if you got 5 mins, can you help me level up, i will get you a gift or rate you pics or something.

Enough!
DHHS is trying to shut my fiancee up by taking away her constitutional right to free speech. They are threatening to keep our baby away from us for as long as we insist on making our voices heard. My fiancee has been continually harrassed by the department of health and human services for 2 years. My fiancee has 2 other children who are also in state custody due to her ex-husband not wanting to pay her child support when she told the asshole to take a long walk off a short pier. Her pervert former husband now has the older 2 children living with him at his mommy's house in Raymond. He doesn't support those children his mother and his step-daddy do with help from the state. This so called man was allowed to withhold money from my fiancee for 8 years and made her and her older 2 children basically starve. He also almost allowed my fiancee to die on her livingroom floor because he refused to bring her to the hospital when she was pregnant with her son, my fiancee went into

Ten Arrested At Cheney Protest
* * Important - Please Rate This BLOG * * Ten arrested at Cheney protest 22 Feb 2007 Ten people have been arrested in Sydney during violent clashes between police and protesters at a rally ahead of the arrival of US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney. http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21269519-1702,00.html

Why Parents Drink!!!
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one Day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ? "Is your daddy home?" he asked. " Yes ," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, " No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" " Yes ." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" " Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" " Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer. Growing more wor

Yin Yang Concept
Yin Yang Concept Blue skies Green grass Happy smiles Clear glass Cloudy skies Off green glass Blank expressions Unclear glass Stormy gray skies Really brown grass Angry and pissed off Dirt covered glass Back to blue skies Back to green grass Nothing can stay It will soon pass

I Know I Can't Do Anything Right...
I know i cant do anything right. I give up. I was tryin to open my ports up and it didnt happen...Or it may have who knows. I asked my mother for the last week to get back there and open them. She was always far to busy to do anything i asked her to do. She always is. We typicaly have a pretty good realtionship aslong as we don't ask eachother to do something.Part of me gets upsept cuz i really don't ask her to do a whole lot...When i do shes always to busy or she has things she has to do. She asks me to do something i either have to drop what i'm doing or be in the middle of dying and that has not stopped it before. So...I guess i should do what i planned on doing...Getting a loan and moving into the Dorms. I can't deal with the stress in the house anymore. My dad and moms always going at it. My mothers always upset at me...I don't think a day goes by i do something right for anyone ...seriously wow..yea..geez :( I've been good tho..the stress of a new job..my back hurting like it doe

Two Parts Of A Whole
Two Parts of a Whole You're the air that I breathe You're the food that I eat You're the sleep that I get You're my sugar and meat You're the liquid I drink You're the chair that I use You're the picture I draw You're the reason I choose You're my reason to be You're why I exist You're my own Hollocaust You're my own Blacklist You're a fraction of me I'm a fraction of you Together we're one No longer two

Recipe For A Successful Leader
4 Cups of intelligence 1 1/2 cups of responsibility 2 cups of responsibility 1 Quart of understanding 1 1/2 teaspoons of initiative Dash of judgement 1 3/4 cups of sifted positive attitude 3 cups of ambition 2 cups of unbeaten patience 1 cup of tactfullness 4 cups of ability Have all ingredients at body temperature. Sift intelligence, ambition, and understanding together. Mix cooperation, initiative, and open-mindeness until dissolved. Add gradually ability, tactfullness, and responsibility. Stir in positive attitude and judgement thoroughly. Beat patience until smooth. Blend all ingredients well. Sprinkle liberally with cheerfullness and bake in oven of determination. When absorbed thoroughly, cool and spread with kindness and common sense.

What Is Love?
What is love? Love is the aroma of coffee in the morning Love is the sight of a beautiful face Love is the smell of a beautiful rose Love is something undefined Love is waking up to gorgeous eyes Love is falling asleep in her arms Love is winning the lottery Love is something undefined Love is laying in the grass Love is looking at cloud formations Love is staring at the stars Love is something undefined Love is in us all Love is human nature The "word" love can be defiend But the "feeling" is something undefined

Better To Be Crazy Together Than Crazy Apart
Better to be crazy Together Than Crazy Apart I'm your kinky bastard You're my crazy bitch Whenever you scratch yourself You relieve my itch I bite your gentle flesh You pull my soft hair We have two bodies But one soul to share You want me to rape you I want you to rape me We spend our time fucking Until a quarter to three You scratch my back I choke your neck Master and slave We keep each other in check We're too crazy for anyone else But when we're together we can be ourselves.

Thunder And Lightening
Thunder claps, Lightning falshes, electricity courses through my body. You are coming Rain pours down, cleansing my skin, washing away all of my imperfections You are near The lightning flashes across the sky, lifting my head I gaze at the heavens You are there Beckoning you to come forth, through the Storm to Me You are here The Storm quickens, my heart beats faster, ther rain turns to hail, stinging my skin like a lovers kiss You reach for me Wind whips around Me pulling my hair, skirting around through my legs over my torso, chaffing my lips You touch me Calming down, the Wind; Rain slowly turns to a gentler downpour You kiss me Rain falls like a warm waterfall, carressing My skin , a gentle salve soothing all, inside and out You run your tounge down my back The ground is soft, wet and new from the rain, fresh and ready , swollen with promise. You gently push Wetness envelopes, rain hits my face, gazing up at your wet body I

The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows.
So the world seems to get you down- believe me, it gets me too.. things seem to disappear and the important things you always cherished seem to become more and more distant as the days pass - maybe forever really is unreachable. Accept life for its measure - time.. not the moments you breathe.. but the moments that take your breath away. Live for reality. Not everything comes in shapes and sizes we want and expect. Don’t rely on expectations. Leaving room for disappointment is asking for unnecessary heartbreak. Everything happens for a reason. Take matters into your own hands.. treat fate for what its worth, not a reliance. Sometimes things don't work out, for reasons we can’t always explain. The world doesn't stop turning, clocks don't stop ticking and the rest of population more than likely doesn't care.. so leave the past where it belongs and move forward with what moves along with you. So just screw up once, and realize who you end up with.. fall back on those that are willing to c

Please Help Me Get My First Blast
hey you guys I need your help. I have the possibility to win a week long blast. but to do it I need 10000 comments on my pic. anyone can comment and everyone can comments as much as they want. ratings are nice too but what I really need are comments please. Please click the link. The thumbnail doesn't work but the picture does so PLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE help me out.

New Kind Of Family
~~ Attn: We are looking for good people to join our family ~~ We are the Angel Family On CT and we got 40 + members and growing fast..... so far we got....... * our own lounge * our own family tags * and our own page on CT So if you like people and meeting more people and helping each other out they please come over and join our family. We always take new people in... most of this work done by WOLF himself. And i thank him for everything he's done so we would have it nicer then anyone other family. so once again come join come join us for fun and good times! Maria ~ Founder~Contact me for free gift for reposting and to add you to family! ~Maria~ Woman Beware Of The STupid Married Man Named Jake On Here.....~ Angel Family ~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP Angel Family Home Page ~ Add yourself to our family page + Add Angel Family Next to your screen name ~ Angel Family@ CherryTAP Angel Family Hideout Under Contsruction! htt

My Fight With My Ex Gf From Myspace.
this shits funny. i'll explain once u read everything. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: It Aint No Bitch In My Blood Date: Feb 20, 2007 11:10 PM It Aint No Bitch In My Blood has posted a new comment about you on MySpace! According to your privacy settings, all comments must be approved by you before they appear on your profile. It Aint No Bitch In My Blood's Comment: "Hey whuts going on? I understand right now u prolly hate me. Im sorry shit didnt work out with us I really am. But Keep in mind we still family. N i love u like family. I wish we could still be homies. MMFCL Drain-o" ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Killa-mo 187 Date: Feb 20, 2007 8:15 PM uhh. u never dumped me so thats why right now theres alot of shit on my mind right now...oh yes....ur best bet right now is to ether appolizge for some shit or just leave me alone cuz at this point i wanna

Yay Day
ok so i wake up w/ something i can never have stuck in my head. so i downlaod it and listen to it & suprisingly didnt cry! some mornings i do that.but not today! ^_^ i feel free after telling a certain someone to get outa my arse! but now he wont stop texting me and calling me and hes all like im ready to get married now. i dont wasnt him to marry me outa guilt...HELL im not even to sure i still wanna be with him!!! >_< for one i fell out love & that wasnt my fault..absence made this heart grow forgetful not fonder.he wanted too m uch free time. always out at the bar drinking. but now hes kissing my ass. idk what to do about him. im going bonkerz!!! restraing orders are pretty harsh. grrr! any volunteers for an ass beating? get some sense knocked into his head! he keeps telling our friends hes scared hes gunna lose me...TOO LATE! he should have thought about me when i was wanting attention. i wasted 8 years on this guy all b/c he said we\'d be together forever. dunno if ill ever be

Free Range Chickens
I don't really know all too much about chickens other than that they fucking stink!!! My only real experience with them is when I used to have a 16' reticulated python named "Cuddles". The couple times we couldn't get him his monthly 20 lb. live pig, we'd give him 3 or 4 chickens instead. The chicken market smelled so foul that I almost wanted to kill myself! Chickens are one of the most dirty and disgusting animals on the planet. Chickens have a grand total of 4 uses. A) To be cooked in a variety of different ways and eaten by people, B) To lay eggs for us to eat, C) To be fed to large snakes and D) To make baby chickens so the "Circle of Life" can continue. That's all. If it weren't for those 4 things, there just would be no chickens. There'd be no NEED for chickens! But here's the thing..... They have these "free range" chickens now. What they do is let them run loose in large enclosures. They're free to romp and frolick throughout these wide open spaces, thusly enjoying t

All True All Real
It\'s hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen but it\'s even harder to give up, especially when it\'s everything you ever wanted. ;)\" KEEP THIS IN MIND AND SOUL LOVE ALWAYS DEEBEAR66 AND THE GIRL I TOOK IT FROM,. THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME WHATS IMPORTANT AND THE FAITH I NEED TO GO ON WITH THE BULLSHIT OF PEOPLE IN LIFE AND THE OBSTACLES I NEED TO GET AROUND

Web Of Lies.
Web a lies. This is a web a lies. This is a web a lies and many does it catch. Many a victim fall prey to the web of lies. One lie told. One lie hurts. One lie grows. One lie turns to two. Before you know, your nothing but a lie. Your nothing. A lie. Zero.

Scorpio:. The Sex Addict
.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

.:capricorn The Passionate Lover
Once you have opened this memo, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in be

Tomorrow
To all of my family and friends, I just wanted to let you know for those of you who don't already. I am having surgery tomorrow, not really anything major, but i probably will not feel real well for a couple days. So in saying that, i just wnated to let you know so that you don't think that i'm being ANTI-SOCIAL,lol or anthing. I promise that i will get back to commenting, rating and chatting as soon as i feel better!! Thanks for all of your support and friendships. Hope you all have a great weekend. Talk to you all soon.. Much Love!! Lil Mama

One Last Goodbye
My mind ponder on memories of you and me, My heart will cry theses tears you’ll never see. I’ll show them my wonderful smile, I’ll tell them I’m over my trials. Show them everything is okay, When really I regret the pain I feel everyday. I’ll pretend I have moved on, That our world we had is gone. When really the fire is only a spark, That will forever burn in my heart. I can tell you all I want that I’m fine, That this is only another day in my timeline. You have left behind scars, But I’ll move on to remember the stars. The ones that sparkled and shined in your eyes, The pain will always be in that last goodbye. But it will soon pass you, And you won’t remember what we went through. I will fade away like the sun in the sky, If not please at least try. You don’t need the pain or misery, Its not that important for you to shed tears over me. One day soon I’ll see you with another girl, And all I’ll be is another person in this mysterious worl

Ipod Is Going To Destroy The World.
I have an iPod shuffle. I took the naming part seriously and named him Pachelbel. I love Pachelbel to death, but I'm starting to notice some bad things about owning a shuffle. It's way to easy to blow off everyone and just go about my business. But what am I missing out on I wonder? I think that people notice that I'm ignoring them like I would fat-free, low calorie, no sugar added cracker, and talk behind my back in front of me. That is so not fair. If someone doesn't like me, might as well tell me so that way I can tell them how stupid they really are. And another thing is that I lost hours to listening to things that I've never noticed before. Having the earbuds makes every song I've listened to before seem much more...personal. It's freaking beautiful. Oh shit. I guess my blogging skills are at an end if I say "freaking beautiful." Damn, damn, damn. Well another dae.

Boy's
I just don't know any more I think I have lost all faith in meeting prince charming..... Is there anyone out there that still does?? I guess it's kinda like believing in santa or the Easter bunny? huh? I don't want to give up... I truly do but what other choice do I have??? Someone help... Gina

James
JAMES For the man in my life... For only god could have given you to me... He gave you to me with you being soooo far away... For not even meeting you I knew you were the one...... Your the one in my dreams that I never see your face..... But I know down deep you are him..... The ONE, the SOULMATE...the ONE I've been longing for..... For I pray every night God watches over you and keeps you safe...... I pray he brings you to me safely home...... For if I lose you now I will lose it all.... the love you soooooo carefree,and endlessly give to me... For the man in my life,I LOVE YOU with all my heart and I give it to you.....

Sikness
uHHHH im sooo fukin sik i feel like shit hahaha im dying haha naw im not and i kno im not but geez its hott as fuk i keep gittin a fever n i keep poppin tyolnols like thizzlez n they aint workin hahaha n im puffin weed like a fukkin hypie n its not workin i still feel like shit n sik just a dizzy really happy shitty sik feelin jajaja oppz hahaha thats what i tell mags is a stoners laugh n ya im keepin it n talkin bout it kuz yooh kno y??? kuz ima stoner n im too lazy to erase it n ive writtin so much already so far to erase it would b dumb hahaha duh but ya uhhh im tired of this shit hahaha ive had a sore throat for like 2 n a half weeks now straight like swollen n ugly lookin n fukin painful to swollow talk n breathe haha it hurts to breathe thats notr good right?!?!?! n now ive been gittin fevers of like 104 n above hahaha thats fukkin hot mayne my reg temp is 97.6 so right now i feel like im on FIRE, FIRE, FIIIiiiiIIRE!!!!!! gagaga ya ya another stoner laugh for yall haha thats wha

Living With A Monster.
Living with my uncle is like living with a monster. He's constant yelling at everyone and insulting them. He can be such an ass. He's abusive. He doesn't use his hands though he uses his words which sometimes can hurt a hell of alot worse.....for those of you close to me you know what im talkin about. Well this morning i woke up to him yelling and threatening to strangle my aunt. the reason he flipped out was because the post office screwed up on mailing out the car payment my aunt had sent out. he was screaming at the top of his lungs blaming her for it. She didnt do anything. its not her fault they fucked up. I ran out to the kitchen the second i heard him threaten her and asked what the fuck was goin on. Well buzzy just kept goin. my aunt filled me in and i told her all of it was bullshit. I was extremely pissed at that point. Hearin him yell is not a good way to wake up first thing in the AM. He started hittin shit and yellin even louder. I told my aunt i wanted to call the cops

Old Humor
Yankee's baseball game Bill and Hillary are at a Yankees home game, sitting in the first row with the Secret Service people directly behind them. One of the Secret Service guys leans forward and whispers something to Bill. At first Clinton stares at the guy, looks at Hillary, looks back at the agent, and shakes his head "no". The agent then says, "Mr. President, it was a unanimous request of the entire team, from the owner of the team to the bat boy." Bill hesitates... .but begins to change his mind when the agent tells him the fans would love it! Bill shrugs his shoulders and says, "OK, if that is what the fans want." "C' mere Hilly Baby...." With that Bill gets up, grabs Hillary by her collar and the seat of her pants, lifts her up, and tosses her right over the wall onto the field. She gets up kicking, swearing, screaming, "Bill, you *&*@%^^$*!!!!" The crowd goes absolutely wild. Fans are jumping up and down, cheering, hooting and hollering, and high-fiving.

The Note
He pauses, and stops just briefly enough to check his pockets. If he'd done it before, it wouldn't have been as shocking but he took his time like easy rocking. He goes to her door for a third time it seems, puts it in the mail shoot and slowly leaves. He knows she'll get it, does he know if she'll return the favour and mean it? This is one of those times he knows he'll slowly savor. He'll wait a few days, and hopefully she'll leave him another note and agree.

Looking Around The Desert....
So I have to say, it's been a weird day. I just feel like i'm floating around, and that time hasn't been passing at a very slow, then fast rate. Maybe it's just because I tired myself out. Anywho, so....take care everyone!

Oomph-niemand (live)
Warte, dass die zeit verrint Denn ich will dich wiedersehn Warte, dass die nacht beginnt Ich kann dir nicht widerstehn Ich weiss du bist allein Denn ich kann dich spürn Uns kann nichts entzwein Niemand ausser mir weiss was du fühlst Ich lass dich nie mehr... Niemand ausser mir weiss was du willst Ich lass dich nie mehr... Niemand ausser mir weiss wer du bist Ich lass dich nie mehr gehen Tauche in die sommernacht Nehme deine fährte auf Noch bevor der sturm erwacht Nimmt das schicksal seinen lauf Ich weiss du bist allein Denn ich kann dich spürn Uns kann nichts entzwein Niemand ausser mir weiss was du fühlst Ich lass dich nie mehr... Niemand ausser mir weiss was du willst Ich lass dich nie mehr... Niemand ausser mir weiss wer du bist Ich lass dich nie mehr gehen Ich weiss du willst es auch Endlich kannst du’s spürn Nichts hält mich jetzt noch auf Niemand ausser mir weiss was du fühlst Ich lass dich nie mehr... Niemand ausser mir weiss was du w

23 Feb 07 - Friday
23 Feb 07 - Friday 1734 Mayer Amschel Rothschild Frankfurt, founder (House of Rothschild) 1787 Emma Willard US, opens school for young ladies (Hall of Fame) 1883 Victor Fleming Pasadena CA, director (Wizard of Oz, Gone With Wind) 1940 Peter Fonda actor (Easy Rider, Lilith, Wild Angels, Trip) 1944 Johnny Winter [John Dawson], Leland MS, guitarist (Silver Train) 1952 Brad Whitford Massachusetts, rock guitarist (Aerosmith-Jamie Got a Gun) 1962 Michael Wilton rock guitarist (Queensrÿche-The Warning) 0303 Emperor Diocletian orders general persecution of Christians 1836 Alamo besieged by Santa Anna; entire garrison eventually killed 1886 London Times publishes world's 1st classified ad 1896 Tootsie Roll introduced by Leo Hirshfield 1904 Control of Panamá Canal Zone acquired by US for $10 million 1916 French artillery kills entire French 72nd division at Samogneux Verdun 1922 Henri Landru executed for having 11 wives, in France 1924 Thomas Woodrow Wilson 28th US Presid

I Would Do Anything
Another set of optimistic thoughts. I would do anything...... Packing now, and throwing away, kills the time. I would do anything...... First time in over a year, helpless hovers in. I would do anything...... Store the inconcievable in a box and throw it out to sea. I would do anything...... Watch the trials of a convicted fuck up weave another web. I would do anything...... Was a rock actually thrown back at me? I would do anything...... A busted vehicle is about as good as my boot. I would do anything...... Put a fork in the wall, and let it sit. I would do anything...... Mind track away from the place that haunts you. I would do anything...... Work hard, dont play, work harder and forget play. I would do anything...... Take another step forward, just to see how far you can be blown back. I would do anything...... I would do anything..... I would do anything not to hurt like this and forget that I woke up this morni

Update!
Hey all thing's here are good. Sorry I haven't been on but I am working 9-10 hour day's!!!! Nothing much here that is new I will keep you updated and I will write a longer blog when I have more time. There is so much that I have to catch you guy's up on! Love and miss ya! Take care and have a Great weekend!!!!

Quick Update
well just thought I would do a quick update of everything thats going on. Work is going pretty good, have to work all weekend but I dont really mind cuz thats over time and I really need the money right now. Went and looked at an apartment the other day and loved it. The only thing that sux about it is that its a lil more pricy then what I was hoping for but I can still handle it so I really hope i get it. As far as I know things with me and my boyfriend are still going really well. Havent heard from him in over a week though :(. But then again I know he is probably busy and tied. Um my duaghter is doing really good. Shes pretty much totally over the broncitis thank god. I talked to my recruiter yesterday letting him know that I changed my mind bout joining and he wants me to call him again so we can talk. He is a really good guy and I think he just wants to make sure everything is okay with me and my daughter so I will probably call him tomorrow. Ummm besides that there isn

See Me On Myspace
ok ok i'm not really digging this site cause i find it a little hard but maybe it's just me~lol~so when i'm not on here you can catch me on myspace~www.myspace.com/kandikanelane~~and i'm on yahoo as kbwoopwoop~~just add me~~~

First Pics!!
HERE IS THE FIRST PIC~!!!!!!! GO TO THIS LINK!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=202826&albumid=236890&i=2632504742 YOU HAVE TO BE A FRIEND TO VIEW SO IF YOU GOING TO BE IN THE CONTEST SEND ME A FRIEND REQUEST!!!

Wii
So I'm trying to get a Wii...this is proving WAY hard for me since I live out in the middle of nowhere. Funny I have a fast I.C. but I can't get a freaking Wii. Oh well, lol. I guess playing football 1-3times a week will have to do for now

Two Deaf People
Two deaf people get married and during the first week of marriage they find that they are unable to communicate in the bedroom with the lights out; since they can't see each other signing, or lips to lip-read. After several nights of fumbling around and many misunderstandings, the wife figures out a solution. Honey, why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my right breast two times. The husband thinks this is a great idea. He suggests to his wife if she wants to have sex with him, reach over and pull on my penis one time. If you don't want to have sex, pull on my penis two hundred and fifty times

Hey There Everyone
hey there everyone... My guess that I'm maybe leaving for good but I will still log-on to say hi to everyone. I really don't know what to do anymore because me and my girlfriend for 3 years has broke my heart. Now I'm thinking of going somewhere that I will be appretation where I'm going in June. She very cool and nice. But my problem is if i leave do I wanna see my son grow up without a daddy? Im going to miss my little man because he means a lot to me and nikki too. I need some input on things please feel free to give me some ideas what to do?? rob

Lingerie Contest!!!
HELLO ALL YOU GREAT PEOPLE OF CHERRYTAP!!! THIS IS OUR FIRST CONTEST AND WE HOPE TO HAVE EVERYONE IN ON IT. ITS A LINGERIE CONTEST. THE RULES ARE SIMPLE GIRLS GET INTO YOU BEST LINGERIE AND POST A PIC ON THE BLOG!!! GUYS PUT ON YOUR BEST UNDIES AND DO THE SAME. THE CONTEST WILL OFFICALLY START ON SATURDAY!!!!! POST THE PIC YOU WANT VOTES ON THE BOX OR LEAVE A LINK SO WE CAN GET TO IT!!! ANYONE THAT POSTS "FAKE PICS" THAT ARENT THEM WILL BE OUT OF THE RUNNING. STARTING SATURDAY YOU CAN POST YOUR PICS AND LEAVE COMMENTS TOO ON MY BLOG. THE VOTING WILL START NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!. AFTER THE CONTEST THE BLOG WILL BE DELETED AND WE WILL START A NEW CONTEST.. HAVE FUN WITH IT AND ENJOY!!!!

Another You Know Your Old When....
I was talking with a friend earlier and we were laughing at some of the antics that our kids have done, that we did, but our kids think we didnt do anything but be grown up and adults all our life. Our kids think we were never 16, wanting to drive, going to those infamous boy/girl parties and coming home trying to hide the fact we just "tried" pot and got high. HELLOOOOO . we werent always old ya know lmaoo Remember when you were a teenager and chomped at the bit to be "adult" and "grown-up".. now after days of daily monotony, laundry, kid rearing.. work work and more work.. we long for the days of our teens when the most we had to worry about is if the guy/girl we liked was goin to the party on friday, and money grew on a tree our parents seem to hide from our view. Now, as adults, instead of making out under the stars, we stare at them wondering if there is life out there lol.. if there is more to life than work, kids and falling into bed exhausted everynight. The grass

Thursday Optimism
Fun to think forward to Friday. I'm happy to think about getting out at 5 and not having to stare at deeds til Monday. I wanna get out of my job but I should wait til year end before I do that. The money is the shitty part of the whole thing. Not enough to pay the regular bills. I don't know whether I would get a townhouse or an apartment. If I do get a townhouse I'd have to be fairly sure I"m gonna stay at the job I have plus be getting paid enough money. Thinking about money makes me sick. Anyways I hope everyone has a good weekend. I can't wait to get my new computer so I don't have to use this old one anymore. ~Timmy~

Want Ur Pic Pimped?
ok well, since i started doing this, i havent been gettin many volunteers to let me pimp out their pic or pics......so i have very few pics of other people and a shit load of my pics pimped out...so if ur interested, i can do just about n e thing....this is free of charge, if theres a certain type of pic u want, let me know :) | Click to Play Now

God Its Been A Lovely Day
so you dont want to hear about my good song? and you dont want to hear about how i am getting on with all the things that i can get done the sun is in the sky & i am by my lonesome so you don't want to hear about my good day? you have better things to do than to hear me say god its been a lovely day! everything is going my way i took out the trash today and i'm on fire... so you don't want to hear about my good friends? you dont have the guts to take the truth or consequence success is in the eye of the beholder and its looking even better over your cold shoulder i'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning but jesus think about the bridges you are burning and i'm betting that even though you knew it from the start you'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart so go ahead and talk about your bad day... i want all the details of the pain and misery that you are inflicting on the others i consider them my sisters and i'd like their numbe

Some Education
I know the poem by Dorothy Parker about her for some time now but today I got the first time the chance to read something about her (I got a new book today with 300 portraits of important women). One thing amazed me the most: After the birth she gave her children to the father(s) and never bothered with motherhood. Born November the 10th 1620 in Paris I think she was the first real emancipated woman. She never married and remained all her life financially independent. She was beautiful witty and smart read a lot realized what nonsense religion is and was famous for her “Caprices” (as she called it). She dies on the 17th of October 1705 although she was 85 she still had some quite young lovers and never lost her charms. Quote: “Feminine virtue is nothing but a convenient masculine invention.” Ninon De Lenclos, On Her Last Birthday So let me have the rouge again, And comb my hair the curly way. The poor young men, the dear young men They'll all be here by noon to

Kind Of Pisses Me Off!
I have people coming to me saying how awesome the licenses are that I make & how bad they want one of mine real bad, YET they use one that somebody else made as their profile pic! Don't kiss my ass & brag up my work just because you want one. I'll make it for you anyway, but when you make it sound like mine are the best & use someone else's, it upsets me I wasted my time to try to get yours done so quick & tried to make it look as good as possible! For the few of you that have been using ones I made since the day you ripped it & have sent people to me, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart! I love nothing more then seeing one of my creations pass by on the top of the screen! Rob LongdonG DragoN

Idk What To Give Ya
Funny how life Matriculates The truth can Be altered From day to day You are sure of this Which changes to that It can leave you Uncertain Wondering where real Is at The clues will unfold Leaving answers To clear Then you are left To ponder Do I move forward Or stay here What do I Hang on to And what remains In the rear? I showed this one to Alana. She liked, so I asked her for a title. She had a few ideas, but I took her last words cuz they fit it best. Thank you my friend;)

Long Day?
It's already the weekend! I didn't think the week would go as fast as it has, but I'll take it. I will be driving illegal as of the 24th because of my tags. I've spent many days at the DMV only to get turned away because of the wrong title. THE WRONG TITLE? Cars should have only one title dammit. This more than one thing is really messing me up. I've been reading "Get In The Van" By Henry Rollins. Awesome book, its basically about his first years with Black Flag, amazing, totally amazing. When I'm not reading I am planning how to take over the world. Typical stuff. I will be famous one day, mark my words. And BTW I am not too old to be in a band. =P Ppppfftttt!

Spiders By System Of A Down
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The piercing radiant moon, The storming of poor June, All the life running through her hair, Approaching guiding light, Our shallow years in fright, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head, Before you know, Awake, Your lives are open wide, The V-chip gives them sight, All the life running through her hair, The spiders all in tune, The evening of the moon, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head, Before you know, Awake (SOLO) Through my head,through my head Before you know, Before you know I will be waiting all awake, Dreams are made winding through her hair, Dreams are made winding through her hair.

Request For A Dear Friend
OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time! Khali13

Family Together Again
my son is a month and a day old today and his daddy(matthew pitt bourg)is back in the picture. im so happy that he came back , i love him with all my heart and he loves me too. well thats all i have to say for now ttyl byez

Delete Yourself
I know it sounds strange but I am really tired of nasty little emails from women/potential women..in your lives. If you are with someone else, or currently interested in being with someone else (more than friends) will you kindly PLEASE remove yourself from my list, and stop talking to me all together!! Like I said sounds weird, but I'm not here to take someones man..or woman lol and if you can't be a faithful..other half, what do I need you for?? I would like to think thats self explanitory..but just in case..here it is in writing! I've already deleted 2 people this week because of this. I don't care if you arent interested in me it wont hurt my feelings..but dont bother even talking to me if you're with someone else..plan one being with someone else anytime in the near future, or making a date to see this someone else. It's easier for me when I don't have to wonder or try to guess whats going on. Thank you!

Who Are You?
Ladies Only ... Which Movie Star Are You? This is kind of fun! Ever wonder which movie star you are most like? Don't read ahead please! Well ~ A team of researchers got together and analyzed the personalities of movie stars. The gathered info has been incorporated into this quiz. There are only 10 questions so it doesn't take long. Number your paper from 1 to 10, then answer each question with the choice that most describes you at this point in your life , and then add up the points that correspond with your answers. Send this to all of your friends ( including person who sent it to you) with your star's name in the subject line. Now . Don't look ahead or you will ruin the fun! 1. Which describes your perfect date? a) Candlelight dinner for two b) Amusement Park c) Roller blading in the park d) Rock Concert e) Have dinner & see a movie f) Dinner at home with a loved one 2. What is your favorite type of music? a) Rock and Roll b) Alte

Applepie Suicide
You lay their on your sheet youd rather than be beat Ripped in half than take the eat And Die at last to afraid to truelly live as you die living in your apple pie suicide Applepie suicide say goodnight my virgin bride Applepie suicide thus with a kiss i die Over and over you resist until into my crams and into my kiss you yourself give and give The Heat is in your eyes (suicide) I see it there you want to die (suicide) when your alone you give, die, and cry in your delusions of applepie you are my applepie suicide we are alone you and I our bodies meet our worlds collide as we'll say together we want to die Kill me again is in your breathey sighs i live and die between your thighs you know you've never felt so high again and again I eat you right Into you again i glide as we stare each other in the eyes Finaly completely you let got and I savor your applepie reveling in your virgin suicide Glad you chose me to take your life When I

Whatever
I'm not much of a blogger but i decided to type this any way. I doubt anyone will read this. So I sit every day contemplating the meaning of life. I mean this seriously I try to devote an hour a day to this end. Yet all i seem to find Is a series of mixed and muddled answers. It almost seems the entire meaning to life is merely to procreate and dominate the world with our species. I also wonder at what good it would do for one person such as me to try and fix things. I have come to the conclusion that no one man can make a lasting effect on man kind in the positive aspect. Humanity is to willing to focus on the negative and not on the positive. The only solution is not just a revolution of society but of the mind and not just a little portion of the world but the entire planet at once. as long as we as a race continue to focus on short term goals and selfish desires we will never achieve the next grand step in our physical and spiritual evolution. As A race we are no where near our tr

One Kiss From You
I'm in heaven when you kiss me show me how you miss me take me back to wonderland I'm in heaven You capture me with a stare i'd follow you anywhere you lead me into temptation I'm like a kid with a toyy losing my concentration one kiss from you im on fire your touch is all i desire im on fire you know i coudln't resist everytime every kiss heaven when you kiss me' you where sent to me from wonderland i go crazyy take me back take me back to wonderland i dream of you every night it's like im losin my mind my head is spinnin round you play with me but im bound can't resist any longer everytime i'm with you every kiss heaven when you kiss me

Love
Evil Love Poems Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss. But I only slept with you, because I was pissed. I thought that I could love no other. Until, that is, I met your brother. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. Of loving beauty you float with grace. If only you could hide your face. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot. This describes everything you are not. I want to feel your sweet embrace. But don't take that paper bag off of your face. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes. Damn, I'm good at telling lies! My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. My love, you take my breath away. What have you stepped in to smell this way? My feelings for you no words can tell. Except for maybe "go to hell". What

I Fuckin Rock!
I just thought I'd toot my own horn since noone else is going to do it. I've realized that I do alot and so do most people and we should get thanked sometimes for it. I go to work and work 40 hours then come home and clean like a good little maid, pay all the bills, do laundry and dishes, and make dinner, and take care of the animals, and then in my spare time after doing all that is mine time. I know I'm not the only one who does all this but dammit..I'm deserve a little gratitude from the people I live with. So instead of them giving it to me, I;m giving it to myself..I fuckin rock!!

Guys...in General...no Offense To The Nicer Ones
guys in general are pissing me off.....im trying to get a grasp on it cause i realize im just not having an amazing day....but the one that supposed to be my best friend is being a prick...sorry to bitch this here but i know saying it to them will only make this issue worse and i know im not really pissed at them im just pissed off at the whole fucking world today. sorry.

Fuckin Work !!!!!
im tired of work, but calling my daughter and seeing her pics were the best of my day and it makes life worth while. arley , im going too see you very very soon. i cant wait, only a few more sleeps. did you have fun counting numbers with mummy ? i sure did, im happy to hear your voice when i cant be with you, remember monkee. i'll see you soon. love always mummy oxo

My Lovely Day
Let me first start by saying that we thought Sky ~my 15 year old son~ broke his collarbone over the weekend for the 3rd time(on that side) he has broken the other one 2 times before.. My day: Bed at 1 this morning Up at 6 get kids ready leave to take kids to school at 7:30 leave to take Sky to doc at 8:30 this is what happened at the doc's office.. BTW I just copy/pasted all this from an e-mail I sent to his step mom so I didn't have to retype all of it (I know, L~A~Z~Y...Riiight) I took him to his doc this morning for his follow~up and was pretty much told to NEVER take him back to Huguley hospital again. I've used that hospital before and never had a problem with them...He (Sky) finally came out with the truth that he hurt his shoulder while wrestling with his friend it had nothing to do with baseball..(He thought he was going to be in trouble, like I don't know teenage boys play rough!) .Sooooo.. Back to the doc visit. His doc said it has nothing to do with his collarb

Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. This is the sacred RED ROSE.

Everything There Is To Know About Me.
----------------- BASICS ----------------- What's your name?: Shelby What do people call you?: Shel Or Shelly What Does Your Name Mean?: its OLD ENGLISH MEANING MEADOW ON LEDGE Do people spell/say your name wrong?: sometimes Where you named after anything?: yes unfortunately I got my name from my dads twin brother and sister Birthplace: Raligh General Hospital W.Va. Current Location: My Bed Room Your Heritage: Hillbilly...lmao The Shoes You Wore Today: black clogs what lil time I had shoes on If you were born the opposite sex what would your name be?: probably the smae first name just the middle name Dean If you could change your name what would you change it to?:anything but the one I got Gender?: Female Birthday?: May 15th Age?: 28 Age you act?: my age 28 but sometimes my shoe size 8 1/2...lmao Age you want to be?: I'm Perfectly Happy Being 28

Around The World
the kisses of the sun so sweet i let it in my eyes like an exotic drink the radio playin songs that i have never heard i don't know wat to say nothing not another word just lalala its all around the world just lalala yea everybodys singin now the bells are ringin inside an empty room my inspiration fills cn't wait to hear the tune around my head it goes the magic melody you want to sing with me just lalala the music is the keyy it goes on and on so deep inside of me i want to set it free oh not another word just lalala its all around the world

Life Of The Spoiled Rotten
I just heard about this travesty with Pac-man Jones...the Cornerback for the Tennessee Titans. He went to Vegas for the NBA All-Star game, then to a strip club. Apparently he's been there before...and he's got this thing he likes to do to show off his power. He likes to take $80,000 in cash and throw it up in the air around the strippers...but not for them to take...just a power play. Some new girls were at the club and didn't realize that this was "his thing" and went to pick up some of the cash. The big man deemed it appropriate to start pummelling the girl with his fists for touching the money he was literally throwing around. The bouncer went to stop him. His girlfriend broke an alcohol bottle across the bouncer's head while his entourage joined the melee. He went back to punching the girl. The bouncer once again went to restrain him...and at that point this athlete who's already been in tussles with the law turned and said something to the effect that he was getti

When I Think...
My mind wanders... Reality becomes hazey... Fantasies emerge... Boastful and glorious... Tried and true... The nights disappear and the days awaken. The days in my mind turn into a new reality that presents me with images that pique my interest. A lavish mansion in the middle of a vast world urbanized and modern that tend to every creature comfort. A super human being with the power to save the world that uses it for his own personal pleasure. He destroys his enemies with untapped strength and guile. Body packed with pound upon pound of muscle and resilience. The fortitude and courage deserved by a hero but procured by a mad man. Beautiful women at his very will ready to serve and to please and be pleasured. All shades and styles all for him. Then the night arrives again, and his dream filled days quickly dissapate and contort back in to his harsh reality and the redundancey and dry bore that his soul rejects and his mind ignores. His body is left to pe

I'll Make Love To You
Close your eyes, make a wish And blow out the candlelight For tonight is just your night We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night Pour the wine, light the fire Girl your wish is my command I submit to your demands I'll do anything, girl you need only ask Chorus: I'll make love to you Like you want me to And I'll hold you tight Baby all through the night I'll make love to you When you want me to And I will not let go Till you tell me to Girl relax, let's go slow I ain't got nowhere to go I'm just gonna concentrate on you Girl are you ready, it's gonna be a long night Throw your clothes on the floor I'm gonna take my clothes off too I made plans to be with you Girl whatever you ask me you know I'll do Chorus Baby tonight is your night And I will do you right Just make a wish on your night Anything that you ask I will give you the love of your life

Omg I Just Wanna Go To Sleepy Sleeps...
this morning just started out bad and continued to get worse throughout the day... we had a physical fitness test this morning, which i couldnt take cuz of my back being messed up... but i still needed to get weighed in... well, i wuz happy cuz i lost 9 lbs in the past 2 weeks, but then when they taped me, it wuz not good... the army just went to a new body fat taping system and it duznt do any female justice... needless to say, i wuz way over what i usually am or what my maximum can be... later i wuz told that 95% of females fail becuz of this new system. i really hope they change it soon! when i came home to shower this morning after all this crap, i get sum1 knockin at my door while i wuz in the shower... i get out to find a eviction notice on the inside of my door. all becuz of my check that wuz returned cuz i wuz short $3.76 in my account!!!!!!! so now i owe over $100 in late fees and shyte... and i only have like 24 hrs to pay it all by... so i have no idea what i am

Tell The Truth
hey BABY do you love me?¢¾ Gotta repost this as"baby do you love me?" The 1st person to message you saying "baby....i do." will be your CT sweatheart...you'd be suprised just who wants to be your...you have 2 do this even if you are taken.

Such A Cute Poem
~ If it's the last thing I do, I'll make you mine Darling the first thing is you, in my design Just like the stars guard the moon above me That's just how I'll guard our love, so love me Please love me If it's the last thing I do, I'll take your hand And though I won't say a word, you'll understand I'll build a dream just for two And then I'll make it come true If it's the very last thing I do Just like the stars guard the moon above me That's just how I'll guard our love, so love me Please love me If it's the last thing I do, I'll take your hand And though I won't say a word, you'll understand I'll build a dream just for two And then I'll make it come true If it's the very last thing I do ~ FS

A Freind Is A Freind
a freind is a freind to pick u up when u r down a freind is a freind to stand by ur side a freind is a freind to help through the bad times a freind is there to put a smile on ur face a freind is there to lend a helping hand a freind would do anything for another freind no matter what

Rate My Stash !! Get Double Points !!
I UPLOADED SOME STASH TODAY AND WILL UPLOAD MORE STASH EVERYDAY FROM NOW ON.. YOU GET DUBBLE POINTS FOR RATING STASH (2 POINTS) AND EVEN BETTER DURING HAPPY HOUR (4 POINTS ON EVERY STASH ITEM RATING) *** Rating stashes during Happy Hour is the fastest way to gain points! Each Thumbs Up equals 4 points for you and 4 points for the owner of the stash!

A Question Of My Faith/what Do I Believe
Monday when I had My horrible day I called my best friend Celine.We've been friends for 25 years. The two of us been through alot and Done alot in those years I don't discuss politics and religon. Well the religon thing came up. let me say one thing i was born and raised Catholic. I no longer follow my faith but still consider my self Catholic because thats the religon I gave my child thats the religon I married in and that is the faith that will be listed when I die. through the years I have learned about the other religons that make up this world. I even experienced being a born again christian but something about it didn't seem right to me. the same reasons that make me uneasy about my own religon I didn't feel comfortable with its teachings, their interpretations of the bible. The born agains literately told me i had to give up all my beliefs that were doctrined to me since i was very young that was all wrong and I had to accept Jesus and only jesus is worshiped because he di

To All The New People In My Life
thanks to all of you that has welcome me in and those who were just so nice to leave comments this is the beging of alot of fun and more stuff to come talk to all of you tonight til then love ya all donald duck

A Child's Conversation With God!
A newborns conversation with God: A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God said, "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." "Who will protect me?"

Emptyness....
My god life sucks.... Once again my dark side comes back. My surgery was postponed...Yet again! So I have to wait, I am not a priority anymore. I feel pain, desperate, hurting, empty... Like no one cares about me. I stand in front of my mirror last night with a blade wondering if anyone would miss me if I went away. I wanted to join my best friend in the after life.... But, I didn't. Maybe a am too coward to do such a thing....

Whats Life To Me????
You try to live life to the fullest. Your born,you grow up to go to school,you finish school then maybe go to collage, if you can aford it. You get a job to aford it. Then you met someone that you love and maybe get married. After a while you plan a family. Life is way to short to worry what if, should I, could I or would Is. You live day by day and make the best out of it as you can .There is no such thing as a failer. If something goes wrong, start over and try to do it right. ive by the misstakes you have made and dont repeate the same ones over and over. Try to spread a little love where ever you go . Smile once in a while and someone will smile back. Cathleen Austin Kate, Momma Dukes oxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

My Birthdate
***Your Birthdate: September 30*** You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean? http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/

Quotes To Ponder
Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense. Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. Do not overrate what you have received, nor envy others. He who envies others does not obtain peace of mind.

One More Diganosis Form My Docs About My Neck
Well i had one more appointment scheduled another set of injections, but the doctors decided to add something to it. They now beleive the rason for everythign is i have degenerative disc disease. Not to say its a real disease but it basically means, itll come back more then likely and that i may not be able to wrestle ever again......So on top of my job going bankrupt and being broke...... rents due and student loans to worry about...... im massively depressed.... dunno what i will do anymore.. pretty much have nothing and no one left

My (hopefully) Short Time Away
I wanted to apologize for my disapperance. Since the storms, I have had no power, water, and sometimes sewage problems...yuck. Got to love life. *smiles* My mother has been in and out of the hospital. My step son has been problemsome...lol....as all teenagers are....*just kill me* ha ha....Anyhow the stress of everything going on has left me with some problems with myself. Stress has a way of doing that. I am constantly tired and shaking like a leaf. For those of you that know me, I shake anyhow...lol....but now more so than usual. There are times I can not get up and function, but I am working on that. I hope everyone is well and will forgive me for not dropping a line. I am hoping to make myself well in a short period of time, but I did not want to appear rude to anyone. I appreciate any and all comments. Anyone that has visited, I apologize for not getting back to you. I will hopefully be able to meet you at a later date. Be safe. Be well. Thank you for the gifts.

When I Retired A Few Years Ago!!! (a Good One!!)
It is important for men to remember that, as women grow older, it becomes harder for them to maintain the same quality of housekeeping as when they were younger. When you notice this, try not to yell at them. Some are oversensitive, and there's nothing worse than an oversensitive woman. My name is Jim. Let me relate how I handled the situation with my wife, Peggy. When I retired a few years ago, it became necessary for Peggy to get a full -time job along with her part-time job, both for extra income and for the health benefits that we needed. Shortly after she started working, I noticed she was beginning to show her age. I usually get home from the golf club about the same time she gets home from work. Although she knows how hungry I am, she almost always says she has to rest for half an hour or so before she starts dinner. I don't yell at her. Instead, I tell her to take her time and just wake me when she gets dinner on the table. I generally have lunch in the Men's

My Guud Thought For Today!
Thought For The Day "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" / / / Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME! I just wanted YOU to read it. Tag....... You are it, Pass it on.

Super Hero Test
Your results:You are Superman Superman 85% Green Lantern 70% Robin 70% Spider-Man 70% Iron Man 55% Hulk 55% Supergirl 50% The Flash 50% Wonder Woman 45% Catwoman 45% Batman 45% You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Never Forget
Never forget that Your best friends love you no matter what you look like,what you have,even when there is no gain! Your best friend will love you when You cant find it in You to love yourself...When those days drag on, and You think You are falling apart... Your best friend will always be there, to pick up the pieces...

Alone
relationships come and they go 4 me they just don`t last i feel as if everyone in my life just doesn`t care about me at all i feel so alone without anyone to talk to but a select few friends i want a singnifigant other to share my life with i`ve tried in the past but failed.....i feel as though im screaming in a crowded room yet noone hears my cries for help all the pain i have kept inside for years afraid of letting anyone in beacuse i have been hurt too much in the past. i cant take it anymore. but im afraid if i let go i might snap.

I Am Me
I AM ME I can be gentle, and I can be kind those aren't thoughts that now come to mind. I am selfish and I can be rude, some may not like my blunt attitude. I am unique, owning many a flaw. and I am more than I hold in my bra; though in defense they are quite a treat, I cannot fault those finding them neat. I have many things some old and some new, not everything tho will i share with you. I am myself I need approval not. I sit here alone with nary a thought. I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense. a.boudreaux 2007

My Grandpa
this blog goes out to my grandpa. He was a great man who I loved. He was a Lt. COL in the US Army and served in WW2 and fought for his life on pearl harbor. He had it all until he died but now that he is gone I sill think about him every day and it hurts to know that I will never see him smile or even say I love u to my grandma. There are times still where I will see him like he is standing beside me or sitting at his desk at my grandmas. Grandpa I love you and U are always with me now in my heart.. http://s89.photobucket.com/albums/k204/wherescharlie111/?action=view¤t=forthekids.flv

It Is Thursday
Yes it is. I have been bored. But this morning I was so gone, I had no idea what was going on. Well I have been feeling anxious today! I just don't feel right. I need sun. I thought it was dark out and thought that it was night time. Oh and I got really dizzy sudenly. I hate that feeling.

If I Were All Yours
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine w

I Walk Down The Street
i walk down the street and what do i see the house i adore and where i should be the white picket fence the porch swing right there the couple snuggled up hes stroking her hair i see the playset with kids swinging hard i see that retriever running mad in the yard i see the barbq smoking with meat i see the grandkids playing at grandmas feet why is this dream that i dream everyday so hard to find and so far away my wants they are simple not hard to achieve yest all of them seem so lost in the weave i dont ask for much as yu see from my wish to have that one sweet succulent dish to have someone adore me the way i adore you to have my one true complete and finally be thru to be that sweet woman who sits on her swing gazing and remembering looking down at her ring together forever never apart finding the one who can hold my heart done by chrisitne

Feelings
YOU EVER WONDER WHY YOU TRY AND KEEP YOUR FEELING BOTTLED UP IN SIDE. WELL MY THEORY IS WHEN YOU LET THEM OUT AND SHOW SOMEONE HOW YOU FEEL. IT SEEMS TO MAKE YOU WEAK AND VUNERABLE TO THAT PERSON. SO IF YOU HIDE THEM ITS A LESSER CHANCE OF BEING HURT. 33 MONTHS AGO I LET MY FEELINGS OUT I OPENED UP TO AN ANGEL WHO WALKED INTO MY LIFE I STILL TRY HIDING MY FEELINGS FROM HIM BUT HE SEES RIGHT THRU ME..SO NOW BEEN WEAK TO ONE IN YOUR EYES IS BEING LOVED BY SOMEONE IN ANOTHERS. I GUESS WITH HIM I WILL ALWAYS BE WEAK BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING I CAN HIDE FROM HIM. HE MAKES ME WHO I AM, AND KNOWS MY EVERY THOUGHT. IT FEELS GOOD TO BE LOVED THAT MUCH BY SOMEONE BUT ITS ALSO VERY PAINFUL WHEN YOUR NOT TOGETHER AND SO FAR APART ...BUT IF ANYTHING SHOULD EVER CHANGE I KNOW HE GAVE ME A WONDERFUL 33 MONTHS OF HIS LIFE.

When I Speak
when i speak doesnt anyone hear do they not see me am i not here i speak from my soul conviction and all but as i continue to speak the words they just fall like a tree in the forest that cant be heard so goes my voice the voice without word i struggle to say what it is i must say i fight for the right to be heard today i say the words once twice sometimes three yet here i sit yall still ignore me i just want my wants and needs to be heard i just want yu to be able to hear my one little word please open your ears and listen to me please hear what i ask for do this for me please acknowledge the fact that i too exist that you know with my words your life aint at risk done by chrisitne

Green Lantern...
Your results:You are Green Lantern Green Lantern 85% Spider-Man 80% Superman 75% Batman 60% Robin 60% Hulk 60% The Flash 60% Catwoman 60% Iron Man 50% Supergirl 45% Wonder Woman 35% Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Looking For Some Dj's
HELLO ALL TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM LOOKING FOR SOME DJ'S....GREETERS...SECURITY...WAITRESSES....AND BARTENDERS FOR MY LOUNGE....IF YOU HAVE EVER DJED BEFORE THEN HIT ME UP I NEED MORNING DJ'S AND NIGHT DJ'S AND ON THE OTHER STUFF I NEED THAT ALL HOURS....HIT ME UP AND TALK TO ME ABOUT IT IF YOUR INTERESTED.... Click the image below to go to my room

Which 7 Deadly Sin Are You??
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Lust!Sexy!! But they say that theres such a thing as too much of a good thing. You have sex on the brain, and it doesn't stay just there for long. Passionate, Fiery - and most certainly confident. You're a fun loving, spontaneous person who is always up for a laugh. People however, have trouble keeping up with you. You're sex crazy, and perhaps need to tone it down a bit! learn a little self control!But, Hey, Congratulations on being the Sexiest Red Hot deadly sin out of all the 7...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Pretty Girl
~**@$Luckyy Charm__~!@# pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions where all about thats what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head its the wayy that he makes you feel its the wayy he kisses you it's the wayy he makes you fall in love she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and thats what you get for falling again you can never get him outa your head its they wayy he makes your feel Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything __xXx.HeartBroken.xXx__

Depressed
what is the meaning of depressed anymore I honestly dont know but I am and dont know why Maybe i just think about alot of ppl to much and I get hurt or maybe its a feeling of guilt always thinking that I am not anything just another human tha doesnt feel like he belongs on this earth. There are days i just want to crawl in a hole and die...

What Is Wrong With People
what the fuck is wrong with people on CT...I just read a bulletin about some twit crying because some of their friends aren't voting for them so this person is deleting the ones that didn't vote....Here I thought this site was to meet cool people not about fucking voting or else bullshit....I swear some people were better being swallowed then being allowed to breathe but hey thats my opinion Have a lovely day Draco

It's All Beyond Me!!
I have never had a problem with guys on this site until 2 days ago, and hell I've been here a while now. In 2 days I've had 3 arseholes, OK the first I have my suspicions that he's a romance scammer, that was the bizarre convo the other night! and today 2 utter morons that don't seem to get the message, but I'm the bad one!! I'm the nasty bitch that apparently won't do this, or do that! Now I'm a racist because I didn't say hello to someone. Apparently I don't like him because he's black hmmm it has nothing to do with the fact I have HOW many friends? and saying hello to all of them (even though I try my best!) is ni on impossible! I don't actually like him because he's an over bearing, control freak and I picked that one up the minute he first said hello in my SB! I should have hit block then but no; I'm too bleedin polite! Well guess what I ain't fuckin sorry! I'm not sorry that I'm married, I'm not sorry that I have Kids, I'm not sorry that I don't cyber or cam!!

The River (lol)
The River Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large, raging violent river. Needing to get on the other side, the first man prayed, "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." Poof! God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river." Poof! God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed, "God!, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross this river." Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards upstream and walked across the bridge. GO AHEAD! SEND THIS TO A WOMAN WHO NEEDS A GOOD LAUGH, AND A MAN THAT CAN HANDLE IT.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im Sorry Everyone !!!!
Sorry havent been on lately my cuzen needed me, she dealing with crise's in her life right now! We just found out that she has blood clot's both her leg's she very scared she going to die in her sleep. She has all ready made well out case she happen's to die! Dealing with this has made me very sad, because we are so very close! The Doc, said's there's filter in her blood vine's, but the Doc. Said's if the blood clot's start building up in the filter there's a possable chance could brake and she could die from this!! So yeah im very scared and worried about her, I just need friend's help me get pass this, every night before go bed pray and cry that everything will be ok with her.

'fan_me_then_add_me' Has Got A New Webpage And It Is Paying Everyone Back That Mad It Mad
this is fanme/addme's new page it can't do anymore on their page cause of no salute, so watch out its on the prowl with a new page this is her original page her name is 'FAN_ME_THEN_ADD_ME' it is believed that it is a man or just in my opinion john kerry http://cherrytap.com/user/335649

Spider-man!!!
Your results:You are Spider-Man Spider-Man 75% The Flash 65% Green Lantern 65% Superman 60% Batman 55% Robin 52% Catwoman 50% Iron Man 50% Hulk 40% Supergirl 30% Wonder Woman 25% You are intelligent, witty, a bit geeky and have great power and responsibility. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Daily Devotional 2/22/07
A Cherokee Feast of Days by Joyce Sequichie Hifler We are persons with a desire for variety. Rigid routine can make our spirits sag. Following the same path at the same time every day, repeating and repeating without the slightest change, dulls the spirit. Life gets to be routine because we let our minds fall into a rut that has no future. Nagging fear enters when living falls into inertia, and we are troubled not so much by what is going on around us as what is going on inside. There are many words for spirit, but the Cherokees call it a da nv to, or life, v le ni to nv. It means to show some initiative, some serious intention. It is not something we only hope to have one day. It is a necessity - moisture that feeds the roots and sunlight that draws new life. But it must be stirred up. ~ Warriors stir themselves to go to battle - and so must we. ~ STRONG LEGS -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Elder's Meditation of the Day -

The Crabby Old Man.....
Crabby old man > > > > > > When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a > > > small hospital near > > > Tampa, Florida, it was believed that he had > > > nothing left of any value. > > > > > > Later, when the nurses were going through his > > > meager possessions, > > > they found this poem. Its quality and content so > > > impressed the staff > > > that copies were made and distributed to every > > > nurse in the > > > hospital. > > > > > > One nurse took her copy to Missouri. The old man's > > > sole bequest to > > > posterity has since appeared in the Christmas > > > edition of the News > > > Magazine of the St. Louis Times Association for > > > Mental Health. A > > > slide presentation has also been made based on his > > > simple, but > > > eloquent, poem. > > > > > > And this little old man, with nothing left to give > > > to the world, is > > > now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging > > > across the Internet. > >

God, He's Such A Dick! -- Kav's Heartbreak Confession
Those of you who know me are aware of the fairly ridiculous time I've had in the Memphis dating scene. I have had one hell of a tumultuous ride with a fascinating array of women through casual dating coupled with the seemingly endless pursuit of carnal pleasure, and ultimately, love. The last one of course has remained unfulfilled, otherwise I wouldn't be bitching about my trials and tribulations, but for the most part I've kept that aspect of my life private; as this is a humor post first and foremost and I doubt most of you give a rat's ass about who I'm dating. (or not) However, I recently came across a site through the magic of Technorati that I probably never would have found otherwise. It seems a girl I dated back at the beginning of the summer for all of a week or two apparently felt so scorned by me that after looking me up on Myspace and discovering my blog, in turn decided to start her own blog, Suddenly Everything Has Changed. She clearly wasn't that creati

Confessions Of The Worldbreaker
Rip,thrash,shred Crimson painting walls Bleeding those not meant to be bled Getting off on the dying screams of the Damned There is as much Art In what I do As there is In a butcher at the block Though his medium is flesh, Mine is purifying FIRE Erasing the very land Upon which ye once walked. What am I? I'm the wind between the rocks at Golgotha I'm that roar of bestial rage, Heard when Carthage(bloody and tainted) fell I am Death,made eloquent. Cessitation of life,wrapped in fashionable mantras My anger is synthetic I merely clear the canvas for those to come after.

Confessions Of A Heartbreaker
okay i stole this from one of my frat brothers blogs..... I found it very insightful....and thought provoking.... I know this guy very well.....and knows exactly that what he speaks is the truth.... I will post my experience in another bulletin..... and you guys are welcome to compare and contrast.... here goes: Category: Romance and Relationships Over the years, I've played every game that you can think of when it comes to RELATIONSHIPS. I've lied, cheated, turned the tables to make the woman think that she was the one that was wrong, and Hell, I've even acted a fool before Birthdays, Valentine's, and Christimas and eventually came back right after New Years just so I wouldn't have to buy a gift(ain't that some bull? I know, right). Growing up, I never really knew what a successful relationship was suppose to be about because I never saw one. All I ever thought in relationships was that a man was SUPPOSE to be a mack and if you didn't have more than three gir

Soul
When LOVE beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you, yield to him. Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, though his voice may shatter your dreams. As the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, so shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Adventure Log 3: Fucking Hookers...
Man, what the fuck is wrong with people?! I get on the bus today to go home, and I have with me (and am playing) my Nintendo DS. These 2 girls come sit by me on the back of the bus. We'll mind you, I don't find them attractive. We'll these girls start asking me all kinds of personal questions....then I actually glanced up (this is before I decided they weren't pretty) and was like WTF are they doing some kind of drug. The one girl looked like she had just been punched in the face....to much makeup, grimy ass coats...was pretty damn nasty. Whats worse is they put me on the spot asking me "Do you think my friend is cute?" What the fuck am I supposed to say? We'll I went with (because I'm nice) "Sorry, I'm not going to say you are attractive, because I'm not interested in anyone right now" Even though the second part is a lie. Oh well, fucking hookers.

You Might Be Submissive If...
You may be submissive if... -If you see a "Mix-Master" in the store and think it's a new self-stimulating toy, you may be a submissive. -If you hear the drinking toast "Bottoms up!" and instantly obey, you may be a submissive. -If you are more concerned about the skin on your ass then that on your face you may be a submissive. -If you get excited when you see an ad for "Flag Day" because you think someone mispelled a word, you may be a submissive. -If a friend of yours tells you she can't get out of the house because she's all tied up....and you get jealous, you may be a submissive. -If you walk by dog obedience classes and offer to demonstrate from the dog's perspective, you may be a submissive. -If stocks and bonds fascinate you, but you could not care less what happens on Wall Street, you may be a submissive. -If you smile and think of a thin, flexible rod when you hear the word "switch", you may be a submissive. -If you think the best part of goin

The Land Of Happy
This is a personal favourite of mine.. I have it framed on the wall in my office. lol Have you been to The Land of Happy, Where everyone's happy all day, Where they joke and they sing Of the happies things, And everything's jolly and gay? There's no one unhappy in Happy, There's laughter and smiles galore. I have been to The Land of Happy- What a bore!

Bdsm Warning!!!!
BDSM WARNING!!!! BDSM Warning! please read John Doe strode into the bedroom , wearing His leather Postal Worker's uniform. He sneered at the bound and gagged figure on the bed, as He reached into His latex mail bag. Jane Doe, a 29 year old schoolgirl, looked up at her Master, her eyes a mixture of fear and desire. She gasped as He brought a knife with a 9 ~ inch blade out of the bag. "I saw something on the Internet which I want us to try," He said sternly, "Are you willing?" Jane nodded eagerly and mumbled, "yeff Mather". John smiled as He bent close and cut her free of her bonds. "Strip", He ordered as He began to remove His own clothes.. Jane quickly complied, wondering what new delights her beloved Master had in store for her. "Lay back on the bed", He commanded. Jane did so. John then laid on top of her. "Tonight my dear", He whispered while reaching for the light switch.. "We are going ........... Vanilla!" "NOOOOOOoooooooooo", cr

Misguided Angel
Cowboy Junkies - Misguided Angel Lyrics I said "Mama, he's crazy and he scares me But I want him by my side though he's wild and he's bad and sometimes just plain mad I need him to keep me satisfied" I said "Papa, don't cry cause it's alright And I see you in some of his ways Though he might not give me the life that you wanted I'll love him the rest of my days" Misguided angel hangin' over me Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead I said "Brother, you speak to me of passion You said never to settle for nothing less Well, it's in the way he walks, it's in the way he talks His smile, his anger and his kisses" I said "Sister, don't you understand? He's all I ever wanted in a man I'm tired of sittin' around the T.V. every night Hoping I'm finding a Mr. Right" Misguided angel hangin' over me Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory Soul like a

Reaching 4 You
L`atteindre Pour Vous "Reaching For you" I reach for you, Mon Amour, Across the years and miles Crystal echoes of memory Merge with flaming fantasy I have only to look beside me And you swiftly appear In the bed we have never shared Scent of your warm skin surrounds me I hear you speak my name With the same sweet affection You call me Darling, and Babe My heart melting like candle wax Within my breast at the sound Of your loving, masculine voice Tears fall freely, longing, aching, To feel your touch of fire To taste the sweetness of kisses Upon my waiting lips And the ardor of your tongue As it dances with mine Soft whispers against my neck Sending shivers of ((deliciousness)) Though my fevered body Hot fever only your love can quench Soft kisses and nips on pleasured mounds I arch toward you and give offering Of rose buds, hard with desire Hands, lips and tongue, moving slowly Over their well memorized terrain Wine of love

If The World Was Crazy
If the world was crazy, you know what I'd eat? A big slice of soup and a whole quart of meat, A lemonade sandwich, and then I might try Some roasted ice cream or a bicycle pie, A nice notebook salad, and underwear roast, An omelet of hats and some crips cardboard toast, A thick maled milk made from pencils and daisies, And that what I'd eat if the world was crazy. If the world was crazy, you know what I'd wear? A chocolate suit and tie of eclair, Some marshmallow earmuffs, some licorice shoes, And I'd read a paper of peppermint news. I'd call the boys "Suzy" and I'd call the girls "Harry" I'd talk through my ears, and I always would carry A paper umbrella for when it grew hazy To keep in the rain, if the world was crazy. If the world was crazy, you what I'd do? I'd walk on the ocean and swim in my shoe, I'd fly through the ground and I'd skip through the air, I'd run down the bathtub and bathe on the stair. When I met somebody I'd "G'bye, Joe," And when I was l

On Dragons Breathe
On dragons breath You come to me So still the nights air The moon shines bright As war rages on Take me Oh knight in shining armour Strip the clothes From my trembling body Caress the loins that ache for you The spell will last for one night only And then you will be no more The dragons breath That brings you now Will take you upon the dawn Take me now I ache, I sigh Trust not your sword into me Remove your amour Let passion succumb Let love be your nights quest Take this body Let ecstasy flow Cup my swollen breasts I need you now I`m yours to take Oh kiss me dragons breath Touch the body Reach the soul Your strength has over come Caress me now I wait for you My temperature starting to soar I softly moan You reach below The dragons breath I feel I arch myself I grasp your flesh Trust now succumb To passions glory The war has just been won On dragons breath You came to me Excitement never felt before On dragons breath I pray you come once mo

Confirmation That People Suck!!! Please Read
I am writing this blog because this is just a subject that pisses me off..... On my way home today I stopped at McDonalds to get something quick to eat. As I was pulling out of the parking lot and back onto 67 I heard sirens. I look up and I see an ambulance in plain view so of course I didnt proceed. Needless to say, there arent too many people out there that knows what it means when you hear sirens much less SEE the ambulance. The ambulance had to stop and wait while greedy, selfish bastards kept on driving INSTEAD OF PULLING OVER!!! This may sound like a stupid subject to blog about but when I see this happen....it aggravates me to no end. People are in too much of a hurry to pull over for an EMERGENCY VEHICLE. What would they have done had it been for one of their family members or friends?! How do they know it wasnt? And to the person behind me honkin at me, you're lucky I didnt get out and whoop your ass for being so RUDE! So from now on, if you hear sirens try to figure out w

Screwed Up!!!
Okay so yesterday I had to go to Dover to fill out some paper work. Well filling out the paper work went just fine, but while I was leaving the building I lipped on the wet mat that was outside of the building and face planted onto the brick side walk. What Fun! When I slipped and fell my glasses broke, my face got all scratched up, and I sprained my foot. I also scratched up my stomach. OUCH! Anyway's I was rushed to the hospital and my foot was ex rayed and they told me my foot is sprained and they gave me crutches and aced wrapped my foot. OMG my foot freaking hurts. Also tomorrow is my birthday what fun another year older. A screwed up life, but hey it could be worse. Well I have to get going my dinner is done I'll update later bye.

In The August Dark
I am hungry, Like a thirst maddened lioness, When satyr has driven, The beasts away. I thirst when he plays, His liquid bubbling pipes, I lay watching night after night, In the semi-cool of August, Naked and wind fondled. I arousethe dark swan, I stir the clover beneath, My cool milk-white belly, I craze the wanton white moths. The moon bends low, His bull horns gleaming, Yet satyrplays knowing, I am a captiveunicorn, Fierce, Broken, But not won.

Lust Denied
He sought her love with promises, Of pleasure and delight, Swearing he would give his all, If she would grant one night, Submit herself in his embrace Enacting passion’s rites. She said I’m not for taking For a moment or a whim, The man who craves my favour Must first my spirit win And he who can enchant my heart I will give my all to him. He said her mouth obsessed him That her fair breasts drove him wild He longed to see her naked form And called himself beguiled. He claimed her as his goddess fair And praises on her piled. She said I know you long for me, To enflame me with your lust But I dance to a different drum, And follow it I must, The fleeting moment of desire Soon crumbles to the dust. But do not think me frozen love, I am more flesh than stone, With blood that heats unto the touch A heart that passion’s known. I have a soul of air and dreams That few could ever own. Can you charm the wayward listener Who has heard the drums of faerie? Tame th

Wow...
I'm such a geek. I was thinking about an old MUD that I used to play on AOL about 10 years ago called Federation. Way back when it was free and all. It was neat. I had my ship and I ran a good cargo service. Bought my own planet, hung out on Mars in Diesel's Cafe and even got married online while Jimmy Buffet played in the background (which meant someone was typing the lyrics). A few months after I was fully into it it was announced that Federation would be moving off of AOL and would start charging. I played to the very end of it's free run and then went on to play other free MUD's including the one that our Honors group ran in college. (where else could I have been the Goddess of Theives?) Over the years I dropped in to check out the Federation website and always sighed when I saw the subscription price. Out of curiosity today I did a search for it and found the page again. It's free once again. You can pay money and get extra stuff but the regular stuff that I used to

Sixty Nine
We lie cloaked in the candlelight`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building in me Your kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care You toy with me, delaying your descent I inhale deeply, become filled with our scent The musk of our sex and the scented candle Threatens to become too much to handle I push gently against the crown of your head You appease, proceeding with plans you`ve laid The air fills with my deepening sighs As you slide down between my thighs Your tongue eagerly parts my lips Into your mouth my nectar soon drips You hold me beneath the waning candle light And we watch shadows play this erotic night. We lie cloaked in the candle light`s amber glow Our passion enticing us to let go Your caresses fuel the fire building inme My kisses travel lower, softly, slowly A pleasure awakens for us to share Driven by our love and how we show we care

To All The Guys Out There....
who are brave enough to post their nude pics for all us ladies to see & enjoy I wanna say...from the bottom of my heart.. THANK YOU!! You guys make my time on CT worth it.... Every last one of you are awesome...I'll try to comment as much as I can Thanks again guys!! xoxox - Betty

What Sign Are You?
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Yay
Well my baby finally decided to say to hell with CRST...He's home for good now...He found a job this week and he won't be going back out with that company..Not if I can help it anyway... And this weekend, they want him to return the truck back to them in Oklahoma City... That's some major bullshit if ya ask me... If he goes, I'm going with him... I just hope i can stand being with him the entire time now tho..He's home with me every night...Goes with me every where I go(except to my job and I to his).

Sagitarias
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sway
Sway Don't stray, don't ever go away I should be much too smart for this You know it gets the better of me Sometimes, when you and I collide I fall into an ocean of you, pull me out in time Don't let me drown, let me down I say it's all because of you And here I go, losing my control I'm practising your name so I can say it to your face It doesn't seem right, to look you in the eye Let all the things you mean to me Come tumbling out my mouth Indeed it's time to tell you why I say it’s infinitely true Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you And there's no cure, and no way to be sure Why everything's turned inside out Instilling so much doubt It makes me so tired - I feel so uninspired My head is battling with my heart My logic has been torn apart And now it all turns sour Come sweeten every afternoon Say you'll stay, don't come and go Like you do Sway my way, yeah I need to know All about you

True Story
This morning I jumped on my horse And went out for a ride, And some wild outlaws chased me And they shot me in the side. So I crawled into a wildcat's cave To find a place to hide, But some pirates found me sleeping there, And soon they had me tied To a pole and built a fire Under me- I almost cried. Till a mermaid came and cut me loose And begged to be my bride, So I said I'd come back Wednesday But I must admit I lied. Then I ran into a jungle swamp But I forgot my guide And I stepped into some quicksand, And no matter how I tried I couldn't get out, until I met A water snake named Clyde, Who pulled me to some cannibals Who planned to have me fried. But an eagle came and swooped me up And through the air we flied, But he dropped me in a boiling lake A thousand miles wide. And you'll never guess what I did then..... I DIED.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK EVERYONE... MY SUSPICIONS AS USUAL WERE RIGHT. FUCK THAT COCK SUCKER FUCKING ME FUCK HIM AND FUCK THAT CUNT. WHY DOES EVERYONE ALWAYS DO THAT TO ME!!!! ARGH I SWEAR TO GOD... I'M GOING TO JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE. I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT!!

Random Thoughts
Yet another day I sit in front of this screen. Porn? Masturbation? You? I chose you! As you come up behind me and run your nails down my back, my hair begins to stand! Your reach around with your lips to mine is what I have been needing. As your press your body against mine I get more and more hot. You know i want you, i know you want me, we meet in the middle. The middle being my bedroom.....again. As I take off your shirt, I give gentle kisses to your pierced nipples. I tell you how good you smell, as all I can think about is your wet clit. I kiss ure tummy, your push my head down between your legs. Your pussy is so wet and taste so good, as I bury my tongue deep in your pussy you let out a very sexy moan. MMMMMM your pussy tastes like sugar.

Sexiest Female In A Hat Contest
Hey sexy cherries...I'm in KevDog's SEXIEST FEMALE IN A HAT CONTEST, starting tomorrow. Please stop by and show me some C.T.A.F luvin.... Thanxs in advance xoxoxoxoxox Blonde BLONDE VIXEN: (repost of original by 'Blonde Vixen C.T.A.F # 27' on '2007-02-22 13:11:56')

Hope I Succeed This Time
I am so sorry I am not around much these days and when I am I don't have much to say...I am going through hell again everybody...I am in a battle within myself and don't know if I will win this time or not...I have deleted alot of stuff and made my pics private, I have not blocked anyone...If you no longer see yourself on my friends list, that's because I haven't heard from you since accepting your friend request, if you would like to be on it send a new one...I just figure no one cares any way...Now I am a number, and not a name...some one asked why, that's all I feel like at the time...I hopefully will be back on a little more as I beat the demons but I have no one to talk to and don't have means to go to a dr., Soooo, I just battle within myself...My head says just give up, but my heart won't let me...Just please keep me in your prayers and please continue to show me that love ya'll are so good at.... I know that not many people will read this, but for those who are truly my frie

The Immortal Eyes
The immortal eyes see everything for us The immortal eyes show everything to us The immortal eyes bear everything with us And with the immortal eyes we learn from our mistakes. Or so we thought, Even today we still make those mistakes, Even with the aid of the Immortal Eyes. Dreams have been set out for us, Dreams have been destroyed by us, Great beings have set out for us fighting for us, Yet we throw everything back in their faces, Racism, Murder, Theft We commit all of these. MLK Jr. fought for Black Americans to be free, Black Americans have turned the other cheek, Black Americans are taking advantage of their newly earned freedom, Black Americans are using their new freedom against white society, The tables have been turned, It is now the whit society being discriminated against. Many soldiers have died fighting for this country, Many soldiers have died by the people in this country, Many soldiers still keep on fighting for this country, Yet, this country is still ungrateful and t

True Friends...
Written with a pen Sealed with a Kiss If you're my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I'm here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the ones I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, den you'll know you have a circle of friends. Kk, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend! 6-9 peeps you are a Good friend 10+peeps you are the bestest friend ever....This is to all the TRUE friends that are out there...for the ones that I know are nothing more than users and thieves...FUCK YOU!! And Karma's a BITCH..and boy it will come back to haunt you!! Love to all, and you know who you are!! **MUAHZZZZZZ** Sassi xoxox

Well........
well......ok the quitting smoking isn't going so well. LOL....i'm really going to try this weekend. I just been so stressed out lately. Home life sucks as always....between the kids and low finances it's crazy. Wish I had a millionare for a friend. They say money don't buy happiness but it sure would make me happier then a puppy with two dicks!

My 'about M E
Most people seem to have several opinions of me: Im either a obnoxious,rude, stubborn bitch who at times lacks social skills and the ability to communicate with others. Or im so void of compassion people just want to beat the shit out of me or im one of the nicest people you'll ever meet in your life!! I seem to be a combination of all three at times but fall closer to the latter. I tend to be brutally honest at times and that tends to scare people. Most people dont like to hear the truth because it forces them to take those fucking rose colored glasses off and see the world for what it is....however sometimes i wish i could say things differently without hurting peoples feelings. but some people are going to get offended no matter how you phrase it. I always thought honesty was the best policy. So who am i to challenge it? I think sexuality is one of the greatest forms of self expression, poetry and music are just as great and when used correctly can have just as much impact

Manila Na Manila!
I was watching a website called SOHH.com....and they were talking about the rapper E 40's death rumors. In it they were saying that he was killed in a car accident on the way to Vegas for the NBA all star game .....and how many arrests were made at his party when viloence broke out or some shyt. Anyway....dude is not dead....and he was cracking on the media and the rumor mill and inconsistencies in the story and all other types of bullshit.... anyway....one of the inconsitiencies *cough*lies*cough* was the fact that he died in a car crash on the route he took to get to Vegas.....which is not even the route you travel to go from the Bay Area to Vegas.... Even more ridiculous was the fact that he FLEW not DROVE to Vegas.....so there was no car accident involving him to speak of.... well anyway...he flew on Southwest Airlines.....and he was calling it Soul Plane....hahahaha....which reminded me of my bootleg flights on SWA....which made me think of this..... Ya'll kno

Pushing It All Aside In The World !!!!!
Pushing everything to the side of the world dont matter because i still hate everything that has happen and i push it all back in my mind but i will wonder about it once in a while... I try to just think of the best things possiable till something is done or said...Do i hate you for it no its made me stronger and i could never hate something or someone that i love to much ..... You do things that makes me wonder and make me so lost and confussed about...Why does it happen why do people do things that makes ones mind sit there and do 360's over and over again ....But i live in a life were i deal with it every day every night 365 days a year because thats out human life....there isnt a damm thing we can do about it .... Well there is we can pipe up and tell what we want to tell and make it be known that we are here and we have been heard.... Some peole say that i dont talk enough and other say i voice what im thinking way to much .....It all falls back to my mind wondering were it ha

I Did Things Your Way
OK I DID THINGS YOUR WAY AND YOU STILL CONTINUE TO ACT LIKE AN ASS. THIS AINT ABOUT ME SUPPOSEDLY USING YOU AND LYING TO YOU. THIS IS IS ABOUT THE FACT THAT I HAVE PUBLICLY ANNOUNCED ANOTHER MAN AS MY CT HUBBY. BLOCK ME ALL YOU WANT I COULD CARE FUCKIN LESS. YOU CANT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU LOST, AND IF THERE IS SOMETHING YOU WANT TO SAY TO THIS MAN, THEN MAN UP BITCH AND SAY IT. DONT GIVE ME SHIT BECAUSE YOU "CANT BE A MAN ABOUT IT". I NEVER LIED TO YOU WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT I LIKE NO I LOVE PLAYING WITH GIRLS AND BABY THAT AINT NEVER GONNA CHANGE. YOU SAY I'M DEAD TO WELL THEN KEEP IT THAT WAY. I REFUSE TO TAKE ANYMORE OF YOUR INSULTS. THE ONLY I DIDNT TELL YOU IS THAT I HAVE A MOTTO I LIVE BY "MUTHA MADE YA, MUTHAFUCK YA". SO DO US BOTH A FAVOR KEEP MY ASS ON BLOCK AND STAY OFF MY PROFILE TRYING TO SEE WHO HAS THE POTENTIAL TO GET WHAT YOU COULD HAVE HAD. YOU MADE ME DO THIS. KISSES DARLIN

"darkness" Another Poem
"Darkness" Catch me if you dare catch me if you can follow my voice, listen to my command ill take you into darkness ill surround you with fear there will be nobody to help you nobody to wipe your tear ill take you to the depths of hell lock you up in a tiny little cell you will never escape the madness inside the pain is unbareable but that too will subside ill take you into darkness ill surround you with fear there will be nobody to help you nobody is here

"falling"
"Falling" Falling slowly into a dark hole nowhere to run,no place to go trying to convince myself it will all go away but the heartaches and sadness seems to stay i feel like im drowning,with no way out no matter how much i scream and shout i sit alone and i think too much a fear inside not even god can touch my friends try an tell me it will all be okay but i cant hear them,i push them away The darkness surrounds me,i get more lost each day nothing will change it,no matter what they say im falling slowly into a dark hole nowhere to run,no place to go

The Pain In My Heart
I knew it for some time this was coming but closure is always painful. The Love I have in my heart for someone has been completely ripped from my soul....I spend hours and days in tears wondering "why" would this be? I have done nothing but been honest, open, loving and understanding...When he hurt..I felt his pain..the connection is so strong. Aching I opened the mail this morning for "That" letter..painfully I read feeling my eyes swell with tears. "I Love you and miss you and long for your touch" is the phrase that made all the tears flow down my face. Never did I think that kind of pain was possible more than once in my life. Reeling from the ex husband and ex fionce who shattered me emotionally in the past I vowed never to have anyone hold my heart in that manner again. Much to my consternation I find myself back in the pits of agony. I learned in my life one thing....The definition of insanity is doing the same thing repeatedly and expecting different results. At this point

A Cabin In Alaska
Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally sick of the stress he quits his job & buys 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He sees the postman once a week & gets groceries once a month. Otherwise it's total peace & quiet. After six months or so of almost total isolation, someone knocks on his door. He opens it & a huge, bearded man is standing there. "Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night... Thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Lars is leaving, he stops. "Gotta warn you... be some drinkin'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man starts to leave & stops. "More 'n' likely gonna be some fightin' too." "Well, I get along with people, I'll be all right. I'll be there, Thanks again." "More

Age
WELL IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TOMARROW!! I'LL BE 44 YEARS OLD.I HAVE LEAD A LONG AND ROUGH LIFE IN THESE 44 YEARS. I HAVE LIVED THE DRUG LIFE FOR 22 YEARS AND LIVED THE HALF WAY HOUSE LIFE FOR 1 1/2 YEARS AND THAT WAS THE BEST TIME IN MY LIFE THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS GOING IN IS THE SAME DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS GOING TO BE GRANDMOTHER. IT BOTHERED ME FOR THE FACT OF BEING A GRANDMA BOTHERED ME BUT THE DAY MY GRANDDAUGHTER WAS BORN I WAS THERE IN THE ROOM. I WAS CLEAN OF ALL DRUGS THEN AND HAVE BEEN SINCE, GRANDDAUGHTER WILL BE 3 IN MARCH, AND I ALSO NOW HAVE A 5 MONTH OLD GRANDSON. AGE HAS JUST BECOME A NUMBER TO ME BUT IT BRINGS ANOTHER YEAR CLEAN FOR ME ALSO. CK MY PICS OUT AND YOU WIIL SEE MY WORLD THAT KEEPS ME LIVEING A CLEAN LIFE!!!!

Funny
In the weightlessness of space a frozen pea will explode if it comes in contact with Pepsi. The increased electricity used by modern appliances is causing a shift in the Earth's magnetic field. By the year 2327, the North Pole will be located in mid-Kansas, while the South Pole will be just off the coast of East Africa. The idea for "tribbles" in "Star Trek" came from gerbils, since some gerbils are actually born pregnant. Male rhesus monkeys often hang from tree branches by their amazing prehensile penises. Johnny Plessey batted .331 for the Cleveland Spiders in 1891, even though he spent the entire season batting with a rolled-up, lacquered copy of the Toledo Post-Dispatch. Smearing a small amount of dog feces on an insect bite will relieve the itching and swelling. The Boeing 747 is capable of flying upside-down if it weren't for the fact that the wings would shear off when trying to roll it over. The trucking company Elvis Presley worked at as a young man was o

Songs I Like
Well, I have compiled a list of songs that make me sing, dance, think, cry, shout, etc. I have only listed one song per artist (which was difficult) to try and give the list a lot of diversity. These are not necessarily the best songs of all time or even the best songs by each artist, just ones that I like and that I think are worth listening to. So... in no particular order... Paint it Black - The Rolling Stones Taylor - Jack Johnson Whispering Wind - Richard Thompson Careful - Guster Clap Hands - Tom Waits Memphis in the Meantime - John Hiatt The Wind Cries Mary - Jimi Hendrix Lemon Tree - Peter, Paul and Mary Ripple - The Greatful Dead Layla - Eric Clapton Building a House - Lincoln Feel Like Making Love - Bad Company Hunger - Voices on the Verge Too Tough to Die - The Ramones Fed Up - Yellowman Deeper Well - Emmy Lou Harris Mocking Bird - Low Millions Idaho - The BoDeans The Message - Grandmaster Flash and the Ferious Five

Just Do It
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME (via reply). My name: Summarize me in three words: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: Do I smoke: Am I happy: Am I a good person: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: How do you make me smile: What's my favorite type of music: Have you ever seen me cry: Can I sing: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): I'm hot? Am I not? Go ahead, you can say ... : Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me: Wanted to kiss me: What is my favorite food: Have yo

So Im Notorious
for odd out there dreams, but today i slept in, and i had a dream with more twists and turns in it then a horror movie haha i was with a bunch of my good friends from junior high at a bar, but the odd thing is her parents and little sisters were there, but i was holding stephainie, only thing is shes 14 now haha first major oddball thing, tiff was downing shots nothing out of the ordinary there, next thing i know were in some bust station or something like that, i still have steph in my arms so im scrambling arroud trying to find her parents i find bill and hes on some bus and tells me to find julie so i run trying to find her and shes just pulling away so im trying to figgure out whats going on so i find my friend mike and hes gonna take us home, but for some reason steph and i are back in the building and theres a pit bull that greatly resembled angel runs up and i pet the dog, and then it runs ahead and stops dead in its tracks and starts pawing at this one place in the floor and

Today's Horoscope...and Dental Hijinks!
my horoscope was really interesting today! check it out: What are you waiting for, ShoShoni? You're not going to meet anyone new if you stay inside all the time. You're not going to become a rock star if you never pick up an instrument. Don't do anything halfway today. If you love someone, tell him or her that you want to hold them forever. You never know what will happen tomorrow. Take control of the situation and express your true feelings. and it's true, i have been really isolated lately. going to the gym with my bestest gay buddy here in a little bit. i went to the dentist this morning to get a tooth that was bothering be x-rayed. turns out i had a filling with leak and another little cavity on the other side. just my luck, the 10:30 appointment didn't show and they were like, "well, we cna get you in right now!" so yeah, my entire lower jaw is numb and i'm kinda drooly right now. but my teeths are fixed now^.^

Sugar Cult
I'm bouncing off the walls again im lookin like a fool again threw away my reputation wakin up on the bathroom floor my hearts beating outa my chest BOUNCIN OFF THE WALLS AGAIN go ahead and take a picture hang it upp so u can tear me down mom and daddy got the best cocaince 24 hours on an empty brain got my finger on the trigger n your in my wayy

Poem #6 (so Cruel)
"So Cruel" Dynamic people in society never ever give a f*ck about me. Reach out and touch the sky (that's very high) see how many people pass you bye. There will be one, just one who will reach out and grab your hand and save you from your world that is caving in. Don't pass that person by. Give 'em a try. Every person deserves a chance at life 'cause life is cruel, the world is cold and not many people have a hand to hold. Nicole Marie Cordick Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick

Man Who Mistook Porn Sounds For Rape Charged
funny news (AP) OCONOMOWOC, Wis. A man says he broke into an apartment with a cavalry sword because he thought he heard a woman being raped, but the sound actually was from a pornographic movie his upstairs neighbor was watching. "Now I feel stupid," said James Van Iveren, who has been charged in the case. "This really is nothing, nothing but a mistake." According to a criminal complaint, the neighbor told police that Van Iveren pounded on the door and kicked it open without warning Feb. 12, damaging the frame and lock. "Where is she?" Van Iveren demanded, thrusting the sword at the neighbor, the complaint said. "Where is she?" The neighbor told police Van Iveren became increasingly aggressive as he repeated the question, insisting that he had heard a woman being raped. The complaint said that, with the sword pointed at him, the neighbor led Van Iveren throughout the apartment, opening closet doors to prove he was alone. The neighbor later played for police the part

You Do It
Google the phrase "(Your name) looks like" and find the best one from the first page of results. Don't forget to put it in quotes, otherwise it won't work. Add yours to the bottom of the list and repost this. LMAO mine said: Stephanie looks like she's been rode hard and put away wet.

Being Played For A Fool
Getting played doesn't just have to purtain to "relationships". You could be played for a fool at your workplace. People could push jobs off on you when you don't really want them. I am only a temp and was told that I would start training to be a "back-up Material Handler" (one that does the job when the other one isn't there). The other material handler never misses..so I would have to learn all this information and remember it until that one time that he wasn't there. W.T.F Other things that got me pissed was that I was training people to do the job that I had done since I walked in the plant that first day. This person hired in as full-time. It wasn't her fault, I understand that...it was the fault of the "human resources" (ha,ha) of the company. Well the next part of them "playing me is training me to drive a forklift. Its not that I don't want to drive a forklift. Its not that I never have driven one before. I just don't want to do the job and them training me would mean they a

Hey To All My Friends
Hey friends, Sorry I haven't been around much lately. Life is kicking my ass right now...but hell, I always did like a good fight.... And you can bet, in the end I will come out on top.... "even tho I do like the bottom some times" Thanks for being my friends, at lest here I feel wanted... enuff of all that shit... Hugs and kisses to you all... The oldbiker

Compliments
A woman, standing nude, looks in the bedroom mirror and says to her husband, "I feel horrible, I look fat and ugly. Pay me a compliment". The husband replies, "Your eyesight's damn near perfect". He never heard the shot.

It Was All Me, I Am The Bad Guy
OK WELL HERE I AM AGAIN ADMITTING THAT IT WAS ALL ME. I AM THE BE BAD GUY IN ALL OF THIS. I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO LOVE AND APPRECIATE THE MAN WHO SAYS I HAVE MADE HIM LOOK LIKE THE BAD GUY. HE DID NOTHING WRONG, I DID IT ALL. I WAS A BITCH TO HIM AND HE DIDNT DESERVE IT. SO I GUESS I AM THE DEAD ASS HE CALLED ME. I GUESS I AM THE STUPID BITCH HE CALLED ME. I GUESS I AM THE PSYCHOTIC FRUITCAKE HE CALLED ME. SO YES THAT MAKES ME THE BAD GUY. SO I GUESS THAT MEANS THAT HE IS TOO GOOD FOR ME AND THAT I DONT DESERVE TO BREATHE THE SAME AIR HE DOES. ANYWAY SINCE I AM SUCH A PSYCHOTIC BITCH, FRUITCAKE AND DEAD ASS WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT BUT MYSELF, I'VE DECIDED THAT I WILL NO LONGER PUT MYSELF OUT BY TRYING TO BE HIS FRIEND AND I WILL AGREE TO EVERYTHING HE HAS TO SAY ABOUT ME. I'M SURE YOU'VE ALL SEEN MY TRUE. I'VE BEEN NOTHING BUT A BITCH TO EVERYONE ON CHERRYTAP AND FOR THAT I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE. I'M SO SORRY I WAS NICE TO YOU GUYS AND ONLY TRIED TO MAKE FRIENDS HERE. KISSES DARLIN

Me And A Stun Gun, 100% True
Last weekend I saw something at First Cash Advance Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing you adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Mom what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two triple-a batteries, right?!!! There I sat in my recliner, my dog, Brazos, looking on intently

You Know You Are A Geek When.....
someone told me this joke today... Superman was kinda bored so he just started flying around looking for something to do. He's flying over Wonder Woman's house and sees her bedroom window is open. He stops for a glimpse and sees her lying on her bed naked. She's lying there and squirming around looking real hot. Superman was getting turned on looking at her so he decides what the hell, I can just fly in real quick, give her the ole' in-out and be out of there before she even knows what hit her. After all he is Superman. So, in he goes, wham-bam and he's out of there. Wonder Woman knew something happened and says, "What was that?" The invisible man says, "I don't know but, damn, is my ass sore." and the first thing out of my mouth was "wait....invisible man isn't DC..."

Another Day
between the lines can you see what i do another day passes by life indeed is death and taxes love has not engulfed me in its splendor deadly minds devise a plan a plan of good a plan of evil carrying me along like a log in a river i flow through life never knowing what will come when will it end im not afraid im tired of being a pawn lifes cruel games taunt me over and over another day another time

Defragmenting Gone Weong
Ok so I went back to bed for a while. Came back and it said the defragmenting on my computer was done. So I came to this site and wow look, MY COMPUTER STILL ISNT WORKING!!! grr. i hate fucking dells.

Men Never Listen
DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT!!! Wanda's dishwasher quit working so she called a repairman. Since she had to go to work the next day, she told the repairman, "I'll leave the key under the mat. Fix the dishwasher, leave the bill on the counter, and I'll mail you a check." "Oh, by the way don't worry about my bulldog Spike. He won't bother you. But, whatever you do, do NOT, under ANY circumstances, talk to my parrot!" "I REPEAT, DO NOT TALK TO MY PARROT!!!" When the repairman arrived at Wanda's apartment the following day, he discovered the biggest, meanest looking bulldog he has ever seen. But, just as she had said, the dog just lay there on the carpet watching the repairman go about his work. The parrot, however, drove him nuts the whole time with his incessant yelling, cursing and name calling. Finally the repairman couldn't contain himself any longer and yelled, "Shut up, you stupid, ugly bird!" To which the parrot replied, "Get him, Spike!" See Men just don'

Why Am I Married?
WHY AM I MARRIED? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted" Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son."Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married, and by then, it was too late.

Gotta Keep Tab's On Those Bob's
GOTTA KEEP TAB'S ON THOSE BOB'S Bob works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, and their sex life is becoming ho-hum, so for his birthday she surprises him, blindfolds him and when she removes the blindfold they step out of the cab, they are at the local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bob! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before "Oh no," says Bob. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" He's fast on his feet: "I recognize her, she's also a daytime waitress at the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bob, starts to rub hers

I Am Really Alive!!!
Hey guys, I have been SO busy the past few months and I am realy sorry to all my family and faithful fans. Those who are close to me know the whole scoop, but it is a really LONG story so I won't bore you all. Just wanted to say hi and hopefully I can book some time in to start "playing" again. The saying is true: "All work and no play makes Trish a crabby bitch"! Well anyway it goes something like that. I did do some much needed maintanence on my site so hopefully all the skins that have been deleted are off my profile now. Well Cherries you all have a great day and I hope to be able to find some time to mingle with all of you soon. Trish PS Thank you to all of you who have sent me presents, add requests, and comments.. I appreciate it all..

Finally My Computers Fixed :)
I have been without my computer for a week or so... when I was online, it wasnt for long cause my computer kept restarting itself over and over again, it was frustrating. and finally it was fixed, it was the power supply, went bad or something... and before it stopped working I had videos on my page and they stopped working too! so I deleted them and got a media player to put on my page and got some music for it and Im proud to say I figured it out myself :) I know that sounds corny but some people are computer people and some are into other things, I guess I just going with the flo, have a great day everyone :) Ps. now if I could figure why my webcam says its not working even tho its plugged in, Id be a happy camper!!

Finally Figuring Out Cherrytap
I have had time today to really sit down and mess with CherryTap so i'm slowly figuring this site out it may take me a while so any advice would be helpful. Other than that I just got back from registaring at the hospital for when i go into have the baby in 3 weeks. I can't wait. Tonight i'm not babysitting so i don't know what i'm gonna do yet, normally i go to karaoke but i just feel karaoked out LOL, well I guess that is enough blogging for me today, just word of warning i'm a blogging freak so that is just a warning sometimes you may get on here and i might have come close to writing a novel LOL... HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE OH THANKS SHELL FOR SHOWING ME HOW TO DO THINGS ON CHERRYTAP added song to profile LMAO

How To Know If He Is Just Not That Into You
He says: "Give me a call" and gives you his number The book says: "When men want you, they do the work. Don't do their job for them." He says: "I love you" --- but only when he's drunk The book says: "He doesn’t love you unless he says 'I love you' when is sober" He says: " I Love you" – but still cheats on you. The book says: " He is not into you if he cheats, whatever he says afterwards." He says: " I'm not sure if I'm ready for marriage and children." The book says: "If he's unsure, then that's the same as a 'no'. If a guy truly needs to take things slow because of personal reasons, he won't keep you guessing because he'll want to make sure you don't get frustrated and go away." He says: " How are you?" through lots of phone calls and e-mails, but never asks you out. When you say you are fine, he say: " COOL." The book says: " My friend Mark calls me a lot and asks me how I am. When I tell him I'm good, he says 'Cool' And we're friends." He

My Heart Beats Like A Drum
!~@@__**Silly.Little.Raver**_@@!~ My Heart Beats Like A Drum I close my eyes close the door i won't worry any more i've been waiting for you everyday and everynight cut the lights let it fade i don't wanna be afraid i've been waiting for you tonight it's right stars shine bright i just really wanna be with you i celebrate wait for the day when all my wishes will come true my heart beats like a drum dum dum dum i think of you everyday waiting for a call just the sound of your voice stars shine bright i just wanna be with you

Thankyou Everyone!
Thank you to everyone for your support of a newly blossoming relationship. I believe that one of the reasons this relationship has developed is because we started out as acquaintances, which turned into a friendship. This friendship has been around for the better part of a year. I have long held a belief that the strongest of relationships come from following a course similar to the one we are on. Where it goes none of us can say, we just know that the bond we are developing is already a very strong one, which can only get stronger as our love for each other grows. To be in a relationship involves this growth, both individually and as a pair. Kutie is a beautiful woman with so much to offer to a man like myself. I have been able to realize just how much of a “catch” she truly is in the last few days. It has not gone over my head just how much of a “catch” I am to her. There is a warm, happy feeling that comes over me when she tells me how lucky she feels to have “a guy like m

Hmmmmmmm........well
OK, well im sad to say i have been kicked out of the mortal angels family.......HOW THE HELL DO U GET KICKED OUT OF A FAMILY I HAVE NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE...LEAVE IT TO ME ....EVERYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS IM IN THE STICKS AND THERE NOT WITH THE TIMES IM ON DIAL UP I DONT SIT AT THE COMPUTER 24/7 I HAVE KIDS AND A HOME SO ITS HARD TO TEND TO ALL THE SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE THE ONES WHO KNOW ME ALSO EXCEPT ME FOR ME AND NO IM A SLOW ASS BUT I GET TO IT SOONER OR LATER....MEET SUM GREAT PEOPLE THOE WHILE I WAS INCLUDED .......IM BUMFUZZLED ON HOW YOU CAN WANT A FAMILY AND NOT BE PATIENT BECAUSE ONE CANT GET TO THE STUFF THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE AT THE VERY MOMENT ENOUGH SAID AOUT THAT!! I WATCHED FORREST GUMP LAST NIGHT I LOVE THE SAYING "LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCLATES YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOUR GONNA GET" YES I KNOW IM EAISLY AMUSED BUT I DIDNT HAVE TO BAKE 100 FUCKIN CUPCAKES EITHER SO THATS COOL.....WHY IS THAT KIDS SIGN U UP FOR THAT SHIT NOW MY GIRL IS DOING 4-H YEAH YOU KNOW HOW WIL

Thanks Guys And Gals!
I want to thank everyone who's made me feel welcome here at CherryTap! I can't believe how much love I have felt here. This is an awesome place for friends to hang out, or to make new friends as I have. :)

W/w/n-sexperiences...
Hey:)...My devoted Fans and darling Friends:) I will be online tonight after 5PM est...I'd love it if you came by for a hot chat, a tasty view of me and may be for a Wicked Wild and Naughty Sexperience...with me! Just click my link...It is FREE TO JOIN!... (please read my page for direct instructions) NO STRINGS ATTACHED... Muuaahhsss, Your naughty!...Juices are flowin' Gemma:)

What Is Our Legacy?
There are no finals in life till death, just new adventures ahead. Even after death our legacy lives on. It’s how we live that determines our legacy. Hang with me and trust me when I say the adventures have just begun and our legacy grows. I promise

Why The Blogs?
People ask me. "Kooky, why do you write all these stupid blogs?" My answer, "Because you read them!" Actually, I must write them per the terms of my house arrest. The Shrinks think it is good fer me to express myself through these blogs. It should benefit my recovery. If one can ever recover from mental illness. I am not convinced any method of treatment can cure insanity. Perhaps I am mistaken. I think not. I have researched the subject. Thar are some medications that can work in concert with other forms of treatment. But then... I am not insane! I am an actor. Remember that! Don't worry... I will not allow you to forget!

Spring Break
Would yall help me decide on where and what to do for spring break? Hubby and I will have about $1000 to spend, and we have a baby sitter set up already. We will prolly drive to where ever we decide to go. I thought bout going to S.Padre Island cause my parents said they would take the kids all week. But I would like more suggestions please. Remeber we live in Kansas too lol

Perfect Man, A Perfect Woman Or Perfect Marriage?
What is Perfect? Even God himself could not create the perfect man or woman or relationship. There is a flaw in human nature, unlike the animal kingdom men and women indulge in sex for pleasure. Love however does have a big role to play in it but it’s different for men and women. There is a saying “Men offer love to gain sex, a women offers sex to gain love.” If Adam and Eve couldn’t make a go at it with a perfect world set before them, then how are we in this time and age expected to do so. Now I’m not going to knock the ones who have found who they feel is there perfect match, more power to them but I know from just common sense and looking at relationships all around that people need more to life that what they are getting. For the most part “Love” is short lived, 6 months? 7 Years? 50 years? Who knows? Even my parents who have been married for 50+ years were married before they met each other. However, the lust and the desire to feel wanted and needed in a special way, will al

Turn Off The Fix-it Switch
This advice is for all the men out there. That’s right! Listen up! Men have a big problem when it comes to listening to you spouse, girlfriend or just other people in general. In the male brain there must be an area that should be labeled as FIX-IT MODE. When your spouse and girlfriend wants to talk about how they feel or what is wrong, men automatically go into a mode to try and to fix the problem. The real problem is that we (men) think that they can fix anything. Well I got news for you. Grow up and realize that you CAN NOT fix everything. The majority of the time women just want someone who can sit back and listen and not to judge them of make them feel insecure and certainly not to fix it. Men have a problem listening with the hearts, all our lives we are told to be tough! Wipe those tears off your face! Dry it up! Somewhere along the way that Fix-it switch turns itself on and a huge wall is built around the soft understanding emotions that men have. Some emotions do reveal them s

Blog Views Posts Last Post
)OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time!

Eight (8) Words---dual Meanings!!
1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female.... Any part under a car's hood. Male.... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female.... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male.... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male.... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male.... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male.... A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female.... The greatest expression of intimacy a c

)ok. Here's The Deal. One Of My Best Friends In The World, Brandi 26, Is Getting Married In Real Life This Sat (2-24-07). Her Little Sister Samantha 2
)OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time!

More About Me.
I was born the youngest of 4 kids a very long time ago. I had a normal childhood except for coming down with polio at the age of three. With the help of my family, a few good doctors, and the man up stairs I pretty much got over polio and after two years went back to being a regular kid. Polio left me with a weak leg that required a brace on it for me to walk and a damaged right lung plus a few other things I will not bore you with. I grew up on our family farm then after college I went to work for a local company as an accountant. I moved to North Carolina for ten years during the 80’s as the head accountant for a branch plant for the same company. I worked hard for the first 5 years then after getting all the systems in place I had it fairly easy the last 5 years. I retired from work in late 1989 because I was getting too weak to do the job the way it should be done. Then in February of 1990 my lung just gave out on me, as a result of havening had polio. I’ve been on the respirato

This Is A Serious Request - Not A Contest - Please Read (repost)
)OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time!

This Is A Serious Request - Not A Contest - Please Read (repost)
OK. Here's the deal. One of my best friends in the world, Brandi 26, is getting married in real life this Sat (2-24-07). Her little sister Samantha 24, who is her maid of honor, was admitted into the hospital yesterday for having multiple seizures. Since being admitted she has now had over 40 seizures and the doctors have yet to find out what is causing it, much less stop it. We have had to cancel parts of the wedding already. I don't care what faith or relegion you are. I am asking for your prayers. Please pray and send healing energies to this family in their time of need. I will be doing everything I can, but I am only one. Please help. If you repost this, it would be very much appreciated. If you choose to make it sticky (I would but have no credit card) I will be amazed. Thank you all for your time!

Juss Me Again
FRIENDS LAST 4 EVER _______________________ Ladies if, your Latino, White, Black, green, yellow, or blue. Color is just a color & Body size don`t matter in my eyes as long as you feel Good about yourself inside & out but, Allow me to Share & Show you the love that I have In my Heart that only you can feel. If you can fill,the full strenght of my heart flowing. Than you May step N2 my life style. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ===================================== Love me not for the color and the shape of my eyes. But because you see the goodness of my soul therein. Love me not for the silk and satin of my sheets, But for the truth they speak Love me not for the softness of my skin But for the softness of my soul. Love me not for hands that stroke and caress you But for hands that do the work of God Love me not for the fullness of my Chest But for the fullness of my heart. Love me not for the sensitivity of my nipples B

I Need A Wide Smile On Your Faces Now!
A nun was walking in the convent when one of the priests noticed she was gaining a little weight. "Gaining a little weight are we sister Susan?" he asked. "No, Father. Just a little gas," Sister Susan explained. A month or so later the priest noticed that she had gained even more weight. "Gaining some more weight are we Sister Susan?" he asked again. "Oh no, Father. Just a little gas," she replied again. A couple of months later the priest noticed Sister Susan pushing a baby carriage around the convent. He leaned over and looked in the carriage and said,... "Cute little fart." ************ ********* ********* ********* A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer; "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said, "You better not go in that field." The Agriculture representative said in a "wise" tone, "I have the authority of the U. S. Government with me. See this card, I am allowed t

Important Message
A great note for all to read. It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the wa

Please Say A Prayer For Me.....
I HAVE TO GO INTO HOSPITAL TONIGHT FOR A FEW TESTS BUT THEY MAY WANT TO KEEP ME FOR OBSERVATION....BUT ANYHOW PLEASE PRAY I DO NOT PANIC BETWEEN NOW AND THEN MY NERVES ARE SHOT...AND IM BI POLAR SO IF YOU KNOW WHAT THAT IS YOU KNOW IM LIABLE TO FREAK OUT BIG TIME....THANK YOU ALL...LOVE TAMMY

For My Love
I wanna be the girl that makes your heart mend I wanna be the one who lights up your world again You know I wanna be with you forever Make memories and never let go ever Try to make you know what a good life you have Dont leave me baby your all I have Just remember one thing no matter what Your in my heart till I feel death touch

What Did You Say ???
Here are some malapropisms from the legendary quote master Yogi Berra. After reading these, you'll be more than convinced that he knew how to laugh at himself. "Baseball is 90 percent mental; the other half is physical." When watching a Steve McQueen movie on TV: "He must have made that before he died." "If people don't want to come out to the ball park, nobody's gonna stop 'em." "A nickel isn't worth a dime anymore." "The future ain't what it used to be." "There's nothing like a home opener, whether it's at home or on the road." "You can observe a lot just by watchin'." "Always go to other people's funerals; otherwise, they won't go to yours." "Never answer an anonymous letter." "Mantle can hit just as good right-handed as he can left-handed. He's just naturally amphibious." "When you come to the fork in the road, take it." After a poor game: "I think they just got through marinating the greens." "We mad

Ok Well Normally I Don't Call People Out
but..what the fuck?? start from the bottom and go up..i don't understand people who are so blatently rude and psychotic and i didn't give his full sn so i'm not exactly calling him out..but i think i was more than nice considering.. ->Hello Ever...: you do realize you're on a computer right? Hello Ever...: sorry your actions brought it out in me lol ->Hello Ever...: i'm sorry your self esteem makes you act like an ass..truth be told you have a piss poor attitude..that alone is why i wouldn't talk to you..again..have a great day :) Hello Ever...: no problem hun sorry to bother you wannamakeout shows what kind of girl u are lmao ->Hello Ever...: you're right..it doesn't :) i don't know you at all..you presume i'm all about looks...umm you're kinda weirding me out Hello Ever...: your actions spoke lol Hello Ever...: Ever hear the saying ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS ??? Hello Ever...: usually when i sent comments u were lol dont worry it doesnt matter ->Hello Ever...: i'm rarel

Over Ther Over Ther
werds that have so much meaning to so few . poeplelook at us who have surved and those that do today and ask why we do . well its not for song or country , honour or the respect of those who for lack of a better werd will never know how we feel . poeple dont understand that when one of us dies its a great lose to all of us . for we are brothers in arms and it is for us we serve .

Yes!!!! :d :d :d
I passed my veterinary medical math test today!!!! YES!! i was soooo worried! i had to get an A to pass and i did it!! and i got a call from one of the sites i had an interview with and their asking for me! its all equine foaling, breeding, and AI. exactly what i want to do. :D so things are finally! falling into place. and graduation is this much closer!!!

Kaviar's Cure For The Common Cold...
and whatever else is going around....like SARS, Bird Flu, That Jiffy Peanut Butter shit, Commin down off a fucked up ecstacy roll, meth binge....whatever..... anyways.... One of my myspace friends happens to be a little under the weather..... so just like any good "friend" would do.... I gave her one of those good old Big Momma nem....Hernando Ms......I got Indian in my family........sweet tater pie with a rutabaga casserole....you'll feel betta damorra...(tomorrow)....pour some rubitussin on it remedies..... now while this hasnt been approved by any medical society of doctors or any health care professionals period.... THIS HERE SHYT WORX!!! fa real, fa real..... so I suggest trying this...only if you feel like total pure dee shyt (and shyt is a relative term).....cuz shit you will.....and plenty of it.... this is gonna sound like a weird remedy....but i promise you it works.... get totally shitfaced drunk (AT HOME)...(ALONE) with a drink that you n

We Often Wonder
We often wonder why we must come in contact with some phases of life that seem so unrelated to how we think and plan. It seems we should be able to proceed without stopping all along the way to contend with things that really have little kinship to what we're trying to do. But no matter how we question and analyze, situations and events continue to present themselves for solving. It takes a great deal of wisdom to know the difference between that which we must do and that which we must refuse serious consideration. This very thin line is the deciding factor in the victory or defeat of any plan. Like a well-written story, sometimes the smallest incident hidden among our experiences can play a very big part at some later time. It is difficult to know just which parts of the puzzle will fall into place to complete a picture we seek. We must take one step at a time, being sensibly aware of the thoughts we store in our minds. For "as a man thinketh in his heart, so he is." As lo

It Was All About You
YOU DID NOT WANT ME. YOU CHOSE TO BE A BOY AND NOT A MAN. YOU CHOSE TO BLOCK ME FROM YOUR LIFE NOT I. I ASKED COULD WE NOT BE FRIENDS, YOU CHOSE NOT TO RESPOND SO I TOOK THAT AS A NO WE CANT BE BE FRIENDS. THAT IS YOUR CHOICE, THE OFFER STILL STANDS HERE. WHAT I WILL NOT DEAL WITH IS YOU TRYING TO TARE ME DOWN ANYMORE. YOU CANT HURT ME ANYMORE. YOU CANT MAKE ME CRY ANYMORE. MY FRIENDS SAY THAT YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME, YOU SAY YOU DONT WANT ME. SO WHY TRY TO BRING TENSION TO ME ABOUT ANOTHER MAN. MY NEW BOYFRIEND AS YOU CALLED HIM. I STOPPED DEALING WITH BOYS WHEN YOU WALKED AWAY. FUNNY HOW YOU'RE BEST FRIEND EMAILS ME ABOUT MY "NEW BOYFRIEND" AND HOW I LIED ABOUT YOU IN MY BLOGS AND HOW SHE SAW OUR CHAT CONVERSATION AND HOW SHE CAN NO LONGER BE MY FRIEND BECAUSE I WAS NICE TO YOU TO HUMOR HER. SWEETHEART, I NEVER HAD HER OR YOU FOR THAT MATTER, I JUST HAD YOUR HEAD GAMES BUT NOT ANYMORE. YOU MIGHT WANT TO TELL HER THAT THE NEXT TIME SHE SAYS SHES SEEN MY BLOGS THAT

Me And My Hubby Are Compatible Yay
Wendi&Jason 90% Compatible ♥ Wendi and Jason have been romantically-together for a long time. That alone demonstrates a degree of compatibility. Similar personality descriptions are a plus. The religious faith they share may help to form a bond. They both drink, so there is no incompatibility there. Jason may complain that Wendi is too sloppy. Furthermore, their astrological signs are not in harmony. They share a favorite season, and that is good. And their views on children are similar. The fact that Jason is dominant, while Wendi is submissive will bring greater harmony to a relationship. Both are sexually-uninhibited. Overall, Wendi and Jason are highly compatible. They are capable of having a beautiful relationship together. ♥Dating Compatibility Test on Dating Diversions

The Persuit Of Happyness
I knew going into this on that it would be a heart wrenching story. I just never thought it would leave me thinking about how good of a life I have. The end result that comes from this movie for me was an overall sence of, My life is not all that bad, it could be worse! If you have not seen this one I would highly recommend it to you. At worst go rent it once it has come out on disc

Where The Fags At?
ok serious this site is just a lil weird for me, i really dont understand it and im just having an issue. not that i dont mind ya gurls but damn where the fags at?? is it not ok to be gay on this site or what? there are no features where you can click your sexual perference in your profile which i think is lame!! i dont mind meeting ppl all over but i really would like to meet more gay guys like my self, can anyone help me figure this damn thing out? guys if you read this and are gay give me a shout out i feel like the only homo here, gurls love ya but honestly only hit me up for friends i dont need the half naked pics it doesnt do anything for me lol. peace out

Missing You
There is a friend I miss,he is far far away,I hope he is safe,so I send a wish,I send a prayer,Where did you go? I miss you so,just like I would miss any of my other friends in my life,all friends each and every individual one,are all important to me.

Thought This Is Worth A Blog
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

Some Differences And Similarities Between Japan And Canada
Some Differences and Similarities Between Japan and Canada It has been one and half year since I arrived in Canada. I have experienced lots of differences since then. Sometimes they made me laugh, happy, or upset. I would like to talk about differences and also similarities between Japan and Canada through my experiences. The differences basically categorized into tow groups : one is people's behavior or characters difference and the other is cultures difference. First, people's behavior is quite different between Japanese and Canadian. Japanese people are quite shy people to express our feeling directly, consider other peoples reaction so much, or afraid of being said No by other people. Instead of saying directly to other people, we tend to guess what other people think about or feel. We try to match or compromise with other people even if we had strong arguments. On the other hand Canadian people express their feeling or opinion directly to understand each other. They don't n

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, the something eater." __________

Surveyyyy
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Passion58%Diamond Eyes33%Mysterious25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Good Luck Brother
at 4:47 am this morning, club owner, long time biker, and long time friend to all who knew him, Dennis Martindale, passed. Dennis was the owner of several clubs around little rock, ar, but most recently the very respected gentlemans club, Peaches, in jacksonville, ar. he was also the owner/founder of HARDRIDERS bike shop/bar&grill. I've known Dennis off and on for about 8 yrs, and had the privilage to work for him for almost 2. he was friend to all colors, including the red and white, the Sons of Silience, and many, many others. Dennis had been battling an illness for the past few years, but refused to let it beat him or interfere with his daily responsibilities, whether it was work or family related, all the way til the end. no matter what he always had a big genuine smile on his face anytime i saw him, and never offered anything less than kind words of encouragement when he talked to me. he will be missed dearly, and i know that he is riding through the gates,with that infectious

Looking For Volunteers....
Since I add new friends all the time...I wanted to post this request for volunteers to share their stories with me in this blog....do you have a story of pregnancy or infant loss that you would like to share..be it to get it off your chest or to support someone who may have been through what you have? its a great way to heal and grieve fully I have found....drop me a line in a private message if you are interested. thanks in advance for considering this.

My Desire.
BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN Three, two, one and now it has begun The burning sky is but the beginning Of what has to be done. Eradicate, annialate, dessimate. This foresaken world will be so easy to take The true purpose of destruction is hidden within A massive constalation of lost souls. Never again to taste the sweetness of lIfe. Forever to suffer a meaningless plight. The Mother's carcass burnt and soar. Those who survive will surely die Of starvation and sorrow. Deep will be the wounds hatred will cut into Society. That is only the start. You will know fear As it is plunged deep into you heart. Now come! The burning must start. BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN BURN We will show the celestial thieves The true meaning of fire. The gates are open, so now come. They are burnt and scared with our desire. Where once he has failed we wil gain with fire. There is no time left, it's too late to turn back So much pain and suffering is to be had Now

Welcome To Holland
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew By Ellen Notbohm South Florida Parenting Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute, the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look "normal," but his or her behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Today, the citadel of autism, once thought an "incurable" disorder, is cracking around the foundation. Every day, individuals with autism show us they can overcome, compensate for, and otherwise manage many of the condition's most challenging aspects. Equipping those around our children with a simple understanding of autism's most basic elements has a tremendous effect on the children's journey towards productive, independent adulthood. Autism is an extremely complex disorder, but we can distill it to t

Death Of The Chief
Death of the Chief By Robert D. Novak Thursday, February 22, 2007; Page A19 Oct. 10, 1942, was up to then the best day of my life. I had talked my father, University of Illinois Class of '22, into taking me at age 11 along with him to homecoming weekend. On a golden autumn afternoon, lowly Illinois upset Minnesota, the Midwest football powerhouse. And, for the first time, I was privileged to watch Chief Illiniwek proudly dance down the field to Indian war music. The last time I watched the Chief was Sept. 16, 2006. It will be the last time I ever see this 81-year-old symbol of my alma mater. The board of trustees last week eliminated Chief Illiniwek, bowing to years of pressure from Native American activists, the National Collegiate Athletic Association and liberal politicians. Graduate student Dan Maloney as Chief Illiniwek at the Illinois-Northwestern basketball game on Sunday. Graduate student Dan Maloney as Chief Illiniwek at the Illinois-Northwestern basketball ga

I'm So Happy
I just got off the phone with my friend Jessy and he just told me that my two best guy friends(who are over in Iraq) are comming home soon because their tour of Iraq is comming to an end. I've missed them so much and I know I'm going to end up being the Hostess so I better start getting ideas and planning for the welcome home party LOL so wish me luck I'll need it.

Ten Things Every Child With Autism Wishes You Knew
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew By Ellen Notbohm South Florida Parenting Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute, the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look "normal," but his or her behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Today, the citadel of autism, once thought an "incurable" disorder, is cracking around the foundation. Every day, individuals with autism show us they can overcome, compensate for, and otherwise manage many of the condition's most challenging aspects. Equipping those around our children with a simple understanding of autism's most basic elements has a tremendous effect on the children's journey towards productive, independent adulthood. Autism is an extremely complex disorder, but we can distill it to t

Thursday, February 22, 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007 "Only a small minority of Native Americans is shown by polls to oppose Indian nicknames in sports. The campaign against them gained momentum only when the NCAA, which can hardly cope with policing athlete misconduct and illegal payments in college sports, crusaded against dozens of colleges in the name of political correctness. The NCAA, under President Myles Brand, labeled Chief Illiniwek one of the 'hostile and abusive racial/ethnic/national origin mascots. But the Chief is no mascot (the university calls him a symbol). The big-headed depiction of the father of this country at George Washington University, the turtle representing the University of Maryland and the Demon Deacon for Wake Forest are mascots. Such college mascots are comical figures who engage in sham battles with each other and go into the stands to hug children. Chief Illiniwek did not. He was always austere and dignified. The accusation that Illinois and other schools degrade Nativ

Ten Commandments For Parents Of Childrn With Disabilities
The Ten Commandments for Parents of Children with Disabilities 1. Take one day at a time, and take that day positively. You don't have control over the future, but you do have control over today. 2. Never underestimate your child's potential. Allow him, encourage him, expect him to develop to the best of his abilities. 3. Find and allow positive mentors: parents and professionals who can share with you their experience, advice, and support. 4. Provide and be involved with the most appropriate educational and learning environments for your child from infancy on. 5. Keep in mind the feelings and needs of your spouse and your other children. Remind them that this child does not get more of your love just because he gets more of your time. 6. Answer only to your conscience: then you'll be able to answer to your child. You need not justify your actions to your friends or the public. 7. Be honest with your feelings. You can't be a super-parent 24 hours a day. Al

Vian, Okla. – In The Spirit Of Ga-du-gi,
VIAN, Okla. – In the spirit of Ga-Du-Gi, the Cherokee Nation’s Community Youth fund is inspiring Cherokee youth to help their neighbors in need though their volunteer efforts with Professional Home Hospice. “These students exemplify the Cherokee spirit through their dedication to this program,” said Chad Smith, Principal Chief of the Cherokee Nation. “Our mission is to create a better community by working together. Through our Community Youth Fund, they will be awarded grant money which will allow them to excel in their extracurricular activities, and through their volunteer work they will be awarded a moral lesson, the importance of consideration to their fellow man.” Cherokee students at Vian Middle School are actively taking part in “Threads of Love,” a volunteer program that provides crocheted items to hospice patients. The program is in partnership with Professional Home Hospice. “This is a great way for these children to learn compassion and by working to receive the gra

So How Did You Break Your Arm ??
Even if you aren't a skier, you'll be able to appreciate the humor of the slopes as written by a New Orleans paper: A friend just got back from a holiday skiing trip to Utah with the kind of story that warms the cockles of anybody's heart. Conditions were perfect.. ..12 below, no feeling in the toes, basic numbness all over...the "Tell me when we're having fun" kind of day. One of the women in the group complained to her husband that she was in dire need of a rest room. He told her not to worry that he was sure there was relief waiting at the top of the lift in the form of a powder room for female skiers in distress. He was wrong, of course, and the pain did not go away. If you've ever had nature hit its panic button in you, then you know that a temperature of 12 below doesn't help matters. With time running out, the woman weighed her options. Her husband, picking up on the intensity of the pain, suggested that since she was wearing an all-white ski outfit,

Must Have Love To Get Better
Hey everyone I know they say that chicken soup, or medicine will get rid of a cold fast. But I think it is Love that does the trick and if ever a time, it would be now I am sick and I have too much stuff to do to be this sick. So have a heart and send me your love please.

Make Me A Legend?
I have had my baby blog in the #1 blog spot before. Its not there any longer but at least I can say its been there. I have made many cool friends along the way since joining and had lots of fun. My question that I pose to ALL of you that see this is "Do I deserve to make it to a legend for what I am trying to do here for parents who have lost babies as well as for the babies that live in our memories forever?" I keep hearing that what I am doing here is honorable and important. If you agree...please stop by my page and fan me....feel free to add me as a friend as well as all requests are accepted and I also fan and rate before accepting just to make sure I remember to do so. thanks so much to all those that have supported me in my mission here and also to anyone who chooses to stop by and check out my page and blog.

What Does "legend" Mean To You?
I have had my baby blog in the #1 blog spot before. Its not there any longer but at least I can say its been there. I have made many cool friends along the way since joining and had lots of fun. My question that I pose to ALL of you that see this is "Do I deserve to make it to a legend for what I am trying to do here for parents who have lost babies as well as for the babies that live in our memories forever?" I keep hearing that what I am doing here is honorable and important. If you agree...please stop by my page and fan me....feel free to add me as a friend as well as all requests are accepted and I also fan and rate before accepting just to make sure I remember to do so. thanks so much to all those that have supported me in my mission here and also to anyone who chooses to stop by and check out my page and blog.

My Perspective On Iraq
Being a formy sailor and a former infantryman, I'm all for going into Iraq. I just think we went about it the wrong way. We put restraints on soldiers who's job it is to kill, and expected them to be successfull. That's like telling me to build a house and then telling me i can only use plywood and ascrewdriver to do it. Yes I probably could do something with it, but it wont turn out like you want it to and it wont be done in the timeframe you want it. Now their going to send more troops over. That's like saying that you can see that I'm having trouble with the tools you're letting me use so you're going to give me a couple of people to supervise. Not thebrightest idea. What the should have done from the begining is to call it like it is...an occupation of Iraq, and opperated under the terms of an ocupation, not a police force. You can't train people to kill and destroy then expect them to be peace keepers.

To My Angles!
Where did I go wrong? Today I didn't understand. You were here but only and hour and you touched me so much. I'm not sure why you truley passed. It hurt so muchto know you were gone. They said if you would have come a couple weeks later you would be here with us. I don't understand. My heart hurts so much but I don't know what to do. I was so happey when we got passed the milestone! But now I am even more scared to try another time, only to be let down again. I don't think I could go through that again. Of course there's your brother too. Where did I go wrong with him. I don't seem to get it. He was almost just perfect. I miss him so. I don't know how I go on without the two of you. I guess I have to live with the fact that I don't have you and that I have your sister and older brother to take care of. Don't get me wrong I love tehm as much as I love you two. Your dad love you too. If it wasn't for your dad, I don't know where I'd be right now. One day I will see you and Odin again

Still Not Much New...
Okay, so I know that I'm still new and I'm still trying to get the hang of this site.... it's like greek to me!!! I'm having a lot of trouble with the coding for the layouts... I know how to do it for myspace, and for a few other sites, but for some reason -- i can't quite get it right for my cherrytap layout... i will keep working on it though!!!

Moral Of The Story
Perched in a treetop, old Mister Crow was holding a cheese in his beak. Drawn by the stench, Mister Fox, down below peered up, then proceeded to speak. "Well, hello, fair Sir Crow! Lovely day! How you dazzle my eyes! How rare your display! Not to lie, if your voice is as fine as the cut of your wing, I'll know you're the Phoenix reborn in these woods!" At these words, the old Crow became giddy with pleasure and, thinking to prove his voice a treasure he opened his big beak and promptly dropped the goods. Fox pounced upon his prize and said "My dear, dear sir, learn now that every flatterer lives at the cost of those who give him credit. that lesson's worth a cheese, no doubt, so don't forget it!" The Crow, in shame and chagrin, SWORE, a bit late, never again to be taken in.

Just Wondering ???
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies."

Calories Burned During Sex;
REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent.................................12 Calories Without her consent...........................2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands.................................. 8 Calories With one hand....................................12 Calories With your teeth.................................485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection..................................6 Calories Without an erection...........................3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary....................................12 Calories 69 lying down...............................78 Calories 69 standing up..............................812 Calories Wheelbarrow................................216 Calories Doggy Style..................................326 Calories Italian chandelier..........................2,912 Calories ORGASMS: Real........................................112 Calories Fake..........................................1,315

"love You Like I Do" Him
"Love You Like I Do" On my heart I'll bear the shame No prayer can ease the pain No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do And there's no escape Just countless mistakes No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do It will never be the same Witness trust fade away No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do No one will love you No one will love you the way I do No one will love you Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do Love you like I do

Lets Do It
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"right Here In My Arms" Him
"Right Here In My Arms" She is smiling like heaven is down on earth Sun is shining so bright on her And all her wishes have finally come true And her heart is weeping. This happiness is killing her. She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat 2x] So hard she's trying But her heart won't turn to stone... oh no She keeps on crying But I won't leave her alone She'll never be alone She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat 2x] [bridge] And she'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat 3x and fade out]

Management Lesson!
Management Lesson! Johnny fancied a girl in his office.....but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said: I'll give you a $100 for S*x, but the girl said NO. Johnny said: "I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... So she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for $200, pick up the money very fast, he won't even be able to get his pants down. So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45mins the boyfriend calls and asks what happened... She said "the B*****d used coins"! Management lesson: Always consider a business proposal in its entirety before agreeing to it and getting screwed.

Scorpion
My life is everything That feeds my thirst that causes sin No shame and guilt, There's nothing there Look deep into my face I sell deceit without a trace Fear not what I can do unless you want it done to you. As I climb onto your back, I will promnise not to sting.I will tell you what you want to hear and not mean anything Then I treat you like a dog as I shoot my venom in. You pretend you didn't know that I am a scorpion My self I'm centered in There's nothing else, there's never been And I dream, to be left alone With the sadness, the madness of my own Look deep into my soul It's black as coal like a bullet hole Fear not, get off you knees There's no defense, You'll do what I please. As I climb onto you back, I will promise not to sting I will tell you what you want to hear and not mean anything Then I treat you like a dog as I shoot my vemon in You pretend you didn't know that I am a scorpion My lies, to reach the shore I aggrandize and nothing

"the Funeral Of Hearts" Him
"The Funeral Of Hearts" Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The

Substitute People
You and I have a special talent. And I saw it immediately. We're the substitute people. I've been the substitute person my whole life.-Elizabethtown ‘Substitute People’. This term was used in the context of people who come into our lives for a short while- to help us through a transition, through a bad patch- then leave to pursue other things. They substitute for the ones we think we need. Isn’t that ironic. Who hasn't felt like a substitute person at some point? While being a substitute person does mean that you had to be close enough to the real thing to earn the title of substitute, it also means that you weren't quite good enough, or funny enough, or smart enough, or good-looking enough. And the worst thing about it is—you know it, but since being a substitute person is better than not being in the game, you accept the position. What does it take to be a substitute person? Patience. Love. Understanding. Unconditional acceptance. Wanting to see someone blossom. Courage. Did

Just An Update
I wanted to wait a few days before writting a new blog. So I would have more to tell. Saturday the 17th Tristen, Alex and I had a birthday party to go to in Lively. The last time we where out to Lively Nicole Tristens godmom told him the next time he went out there he might be able to spend the night. Well he never forgot he packed his pj's so he could stay the night. After the party was over we Tristen asked Nicole and Norm if he could spend the night they said it was okay with them. Norm and Nicole are Tristens godparents. So that was Tristens first night sleeping away from home. He sure liked it tho thats all he talked about for two days he was driving me crazy. I didnt mind not having him here it was a nice brake mind you I still had Kieyah & Alex. Tuesday 20th I had playgroup with Alex & Kieyah I was telling the lady the does the playgroups that Alex still wouldnt crawl well as we where talking about it the little guy decided to crawl and he hasnt stopped since. I was so happy

All Please Read!!!!
SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR SO LONG BUT I HAVE BEEN WORKING AND TAKING CARE OF PERSONAL MATTERS I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANYONE ON CHERRY TAP. . I HOPE THAT YOU COULD ALL UNDERSTAND THAT MY FAMILY AND PERSONAL LIFE COMES FIRST AND FOREMOST I WILL TRY AND BE ON HERE MORE OFTEN AND FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN CHECKING UP ON ME AND SHOWING ME LOVE I MY ABSENCE THANK YOU VERY MUCH YOU ARE ALL APPRECIATED!!! MUCH LOVE RAMONA! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

"killing Lonrliness" Him
"Killing Loneliness" Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to the cross, together As solitude begs us to stay Disappear in the lie forever And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Killing loneliness With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you save

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
fallin behind in this one, first place is climbing highhhhhhhher....lol show some love please click pic get direct link...let me know what ya want help with and i am there *wink* a rate a comment or hell comment bomb u'r choooooooice.....TY

Love Is A Dead End Street
Category: Romance and Relationships I was lost, so I turned right. I knew what I was looking for and figured if this wasn't it, I'd know right away. For a while, I seemed to be going the right way. But just as I began feeling secure in reaching my destination, I saw the first sign. "Dead End." Hmmm... That can't be good. But the road continued ahead as far as I could see, so I kept going. And there it was again. "Dead End." Did I continue on or turn back? Eventually I'd have to turn around anyway, so why keep going? The longer I wait, the harder it will be. All my life, I've been driving around lost. It started with my first crush in sixth grade and continued into adulthood. I'd find a relationship I wanted to pursue and start down that road, never knowing how far it would take me. Some relationships lasted longer than others but inevitably all of them dead-ended. Sometimes you know on the first date. Sometimes it's much further down that road, maybe even after ignoring several warni

2 B Coveted
Hiding in a dark corner Using every pathetic means to hold what’s already been lost. Having lost all sense of reality The truth claws at your throat Choking, Strangling the sanity Failing to Twist a beautiful image That your warped mind Can’t understand. Does it burn like consuming flames or turn your blood to ice, When my image is placed before you? To know that you are nothing but a phase while I am held timeless In their thoughts.

You Really Wanna Know? ;)
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink96%Blue82%Yellow75%Red39%Black29%Purple29%White25%Orange25%Green7%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2">You Are 59% Passionate, 41% Compassionate

February 22, 2007: Hostage Lunch
Meal purchased by the company, often pizza, and delivered for employees who bosses require them to attend a meeting or work over their lunch hour. "I was planning on running some errands over my lunch hour, but the VP is keeping us in a meeting. At least he ordered us hostage lunch."

Life Is Hard
life is so hard huh? why? i dunno either? ppl who have problems with others should just send them to hell n just look forward but its easier said than done huh? good luck to all that are going thru sum bad shyt

Death.... Wtf?
Anyone who knows me... knows that I am the night shift charge nurse of an ER.... a rewarding, yet difficult profession. Recently, I had an infant to die in the ER. This is the hardest part of our jobs. We are all alike... everyone... you ask yourself... what do I say to this family?... what do I do?... How do I react? And sometimes... you just don't know the answers to these questions until the very second that they present before you. I have been an ER nurse for several years... and have worked at major trauma centers, so it takes alot for a certain case to stick out in your mind. I will never forget this one.... The infant was already dead when she arrived at the ER... we all knew that... but for the sake of the family... for the sake of your own heart... you work... and you work hard. An innocent child... you do not want to lose. After an hour or so of intense medications and procedures with no positive signs... everyone becomes somnolent. Then there is the dreaded sound

Chapter 1
Well we must start back when I was 15. I was in highschool. It was my first tiem in a public school so everythign was knew to me. Beigna Freshman, we sat in the yop of the gym during Pep Rallies. I woudl watch each week as the football players wodl come out. One guy stood out....He had pale blonde hair and he was tall! I wanted to meet him. I wanted t he mto call his name out but they ever did. With football session ending I put the football player on the shelf. I guess I wasn't meant to meet him. My parents visited several churches in the are untill we settled on one. I walked into the SUnday School class room and when asked what school I went to they todl me well so and so goes there. Over the course of a few weeks I leanr more about thsi stranger. He played football at my high school and he had bleached his hair out to a pale blonde. No way thsi was not the same guy. I am not that lucky. But it was him and the love affair I had has gone on. I never held his hand, kis

Pledge Of Ignorance
This is a history lesson just in case you didn't know where our beloved Pledge of Ignorance came from: The Pledge of Allegiance was written for the popular children's magazine Youth's Companion by socialist author Francis Bellamy on September 7, 1892. The owners of Youth's Companion were selling flags to schools, and approached Bellamy to write the Pledge for their advertising campaign Bellamy's original Pledge read as follows: I pledge allegiance to my Flag and the Republic for which it stands, one nation indivisible, with liberty and justice for all., and was seen by some as a call for national unity and wholeness after the divisive Civil War. The pledge was supposed to be quick and to the point. Bellamy designed it to be stated in 15 seconds. He had initially also considered using the words equality and fraternity but decided they were too controversial since many people still opposed equal rights. Bellamy said that the purpose of the pledge was to teach obedience to the state

Adam
Well, today Adam is moving out of our home, leaving my daughter and I here. That's fine, but I already miss him, and I don't want him to move out. The facts are: We argued too much about dumb things, I allowed my emotions take over, and made matters worse, and he said I have a habit of pushing him away and pulling him back, and he knows that it's because of my 4 depressions. I hate that, having 4 different depressions burdened on me all at once, taking control over my life, and now I'm losing Adam out of my life living wise. He's not the only one sick of my emotions taking over and getting the best of me, I'm tired of it myself, and I wish I could just be rid of them and be normal. Things'll probably get better for the both of us now that we're not living together as friends, and I surely hope that they do, because we both agreed that we don't want to be out of each others lives permanetly, but living together is making it impossible for us to deal with each other and the unneces

Poem ( Not Writing By Me!)
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can''t explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even when we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, Remain forever near, They don't turn on you, When others come there way, Acting like a friend, When there just out to get there way, If your not a true friend, Then take the lies and games away, I'll still be here for you, When your fair weather friends blow away

A Submissive's Bill Of Rights
A submissive's Bill of Rights You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have the right, you have the right to demand it. being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human being. You have the right to respect yourself as well. You have the right to be proud of what you are. Being a submissive is nothing that should ever bring you shame or feelings of reproach. Your submissive nature is a gift and should always be a source of pride and happiness. You have the right to feel safe. Being a submissive should not make you feel afraid, insecure or threatened. Submission is not about living on the edge or flirting with fear. In any situation you should feel safe or there can never be true surrender. You have the right to your emotions and feelings. Your emotions and feelings come from you and they are just as valid as anyone else's. You have a right

My Girls!!!!!!!!!!!!
To my girls!!!!!!! Tiya Becky Tina Raquel Tia Oliva Jenn Jess Erica Arie Amanda Anna Melody Rianna Nykia I love you girls!!!!! Even on my worst of days you can put a smile on my face and make all the cares in the world go away... They say you have to be what makes yourself strong... But i say your at your strongest when you are with the people that care about you and you care about... Life wouldnt be much of anything without you guys... "Your only as strong as the drinks you mix, the tables you dance on, and the friends you roll with!" I roll with the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well...we All Gotta Go
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Poison60%Suicide60%Suffocated53%Bomb53%Stabbed40%Natural Causes40%Drowning33%Cut Throat33%Accident27%Disease

Children And The Church
CHILDREN AND THE CHURCH A little boy was attending his first wedding. After the service, his cousin asked him, "How many women can a man marry?" "Sixteen," the boy responded. His cousin was amazed that he had an answer so quickly. "How do you know that?" "Easy," the little boy said. "All you have to do is add it up, like the pastor said, 4 better, 4 worse, 4 richer, 4 poorer." ;-) º°'°º ?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'° After a church service on Sunday morning, a young boy suddenly announced to his mother, "Mom, I've decided to become a minister when I grow up." "That's okay with us, but what made you decide that?" "Well," said the little boy, "I have to go to church on Sunday anyway, and I figure it will be more fun to stand up and yell, than to sit and listen." >:o ?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º?o?º°'°º?o,,,,o?º°'°º? A 6-year-old was overheard reciting the Lord's Prayer at a church service, "And forgive us our trash passes,

I Shouldn't Be Laughing But...
...but I can't help it. About an hour ago our accounting person came over to tell M. (the boss' wife) that she needs to deposit the checks so that our paychecks tomorrow won't bounce. M. agrees and says sure, no problem. For the past hour though she's been hunting for the checks that she has misplaced. Our accounting person, P. joined in to help in the seach and told M. that she has two hours till deadline. M. is still seaching. And all we can do over here is giggle. I realize that most people's checks might bounce (though I'm hoping those few of us with direct deposit might be okay since ours go pending at midnight tonight) but it would be worth it for even my check to bounce to witness this mess. *laughs* *glances behind her* Yep....still searching. I even took a quick picture...I may have to post it later...

Photograph
Photograph lyrics Look at this photograph Everytime I do it makes me laugh How did our eyes get so red And what the hell is on Joey's head And this is where I grew up I think the present owner fixed it up I never knew we'd ever went without The second floor is hard for sneaking out And this is where I went to school Most of the time had better things to do Criminal record says I broke in twice I must have done it half a dozen times I wonder if it's too late Should i go back and try to graduate Life's better now then it was back then If I was them I wouldn't let me in Oh, oh, oh Oh, god, I Every memory of looking out the back door I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Every memory of walking out the front door I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for It's hard to say it, time to say it Goodbye, goodbye. Remember the old arcade Blew every dollar that we ever made

Yeah, That Seems Likely
Men in parts of Tanzania's main city, Dar es Salaam, are living in fear of a night-time sex attacker. A BBC correspondent says the attacks are being blamed by some on a demon called "Popo Bawa" meaning winged bat. Some men are staying awake or sleeping in groups outside their homes. Others are smearing themselves with pig's oil, believing this repels attacks. Reports of the demon's existence have been common for many years in Zanzibar, where locals claim it originated. The BBC's John Ngahyoma in Dar es Salaam says not many people actually believe that the demon exists and there have been no sightings. But Mbaruku Ibrahim, who hails from Zanzibar, says the story of the demon is common there and people in his village on Pemba island sleep beside a huge fire outside their houses whenever it is said to appear. The story goes that the bat is able to transform itself into a man at night and it has also been blamed for rapes of women. Sheikh Yahya Hussein, a prominent astro

Lunch Time
ok so i still havent racked up enough points to create a mumm sounds depressin buti have a really good one and i wanna do it but i cannot so n e one who wants to hear will give me points here people......come on sho some luv here**** pweaasee!!! n e who i am at lunch eatin at my desk..i bet ur wondering what huh ....mcdonalds i usually dont get fast food or anything but today i feel like it so I did....i get to sit at a computer all day long and well i suppose its ok but still my eyes hurt sometimes. cant i just get a break and i have been going thro some things in my lfe right now and i could use a little cheering up n e one up for hearing it lemme know i would appreciate a real listener notta faker haha fakerz....n e ways................ok welp!!! i guess i b goin now PEACE OUT.......sike who uses that.......bui bui

Perfect Husband
THE PERFECT HUSBAND > > Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a >bench rings > > and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins > to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. > > MAN: "Hello" > > WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" > > MAN: "Yes" > > WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. > > It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" > > MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." > > WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new >2007 > models. I saw one I really liked." > > MAN: "How much?" > > WOMAN: "$90,000" > > MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." > > WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year > > is back on the market. They're asking $950,000" > > MAN: "Well, then go ahead and giv

Website Design??
HEY!! I AM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO DOES WEBSITE DESIGNING TO HELP ME OUT. I AM A VOLUNTEER FOR A CAMP FOR HANDICAPPED KIDS IN THE SUMMER AND WOULD LIKE TO CREATE A WEBSITE FOR PEOPLE TO VISIT AND SEE PICTURES OF THOSE IN NEED, MAKE DONATIONS TO THE CAMP, AND PURCHASE FUN APPAREL AND THINGS LIKE THAT. IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE THAT CAN HELP ME??? I AM A COMPLETE AND TOTAL LOSS AT THE WHOLE WEBSITE THING. HELP PLEASE!!

Balloon Fetish Video
Okay this is stange but people in the past have liked it. If anyone out there is interested in purchasing a video of me in bathing suits and lingerie with balloons let me know. NO NUDITY is invovled. I am bouncing on them, blowing them up, popping them, blowing them up until they pop ect. This is a pre order if I get enough pre orders I will sell them. Just need to let me know if you are interested or pass my info along. M

The Name Of The Lord
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 February 2007 One of my Friends left a comment on a recent blog expressing how she found the church confusing. There are days I would say, "Join the club!" But she was confused about the apparent discrepancy between Romans 10:13 (quoted before in Joel 2:32 and Acts 2:21) where "whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved" and Matthew 7:21 where Jesus says that not everyone who calls Him Lord will enter the kingdom of heaven. Besides coming from two different passages on the New Testament, I'm sure that it looks like calling on Jesus' name is almost a code word for getting to God and that one's personal spiritual health doesn't matter. But do we really believe that? It's a question of the person's heart w

02/22/07
What an interesting day this is starting to be! It seems to be rather confusing but yet simple. Luckily enough it should be a pretty relaxed day hopefully for I am very tired. My lack of sleep lately is finally taking it's toll on me. Unfortunetly this is also making my meditation suffer. I am in need of distraction some how. Something to truely allow me to relax. The task of finding such is usually never this difficult. Unsure of that which to do I attempt to adapt.

I Try So Hard
i try so hard to be as nice as i am to every one and i get the silent treatment i guess no one like me i put my heart here every time i log in and you all just crushing it to death would any one miss me if i was dead i will never fit in here but i will not leave either i just get rid of some of you thats all and if that happens i will never talk to you ever again i am puting my foot down i will always love all of you that love talking to me that will never change BRENDA

About Time
A week after the storm and they finally just went down the street going by the side of my house to try and clear it. Didn't get too much of the ice off. The temps are warming it though. The street in front is still just cleared enough for one lane. Anything they did not get to the first day was solid ice and impossible to clear. People are having fits because the cities and towns are fining them for not having sidewalks cleared, but the streets in many cases still aren't cleared. Isn't it fun?

My Native Blood
Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting My true journey began many years ago, change came in my life and I knew that it was calling me to a new journey. I was called to walk upon the ancient path. I answered this call, because I knew in my heart it was the "Way" that I needed to go. For many years before that I was a wanderer and did not know where I wanted to be or what I wanted to do. I married young, at nineteen and had four beautiful children, one boy and three girls. They grew up and went their own journey. I moved on and on and lived in ruined trails. Then the way opened before me, and I knew. So for the next several years I walked upon the ancient path I had to unlearn many things and rid my life and mind and the way I thought, of many poisons. I had to learn new things for myself but they were actually ancient things. It is no great mystery, but I live in the spirit world as much as I live in the natural world. My Native Blood beats the strongest within my veins, it has always ca

Anyone Want A Computer???
My computer is sooo fucking shitty. The images on every site are blurry and fuzzy. So last night ben had me scan my whole computer for virus' and that didnt work. So then we downloaded a new graphic card.. that didn't work either. So now another kid, I don't know what his name is lol. Is making me defragment my computer. And its not even on 4% and i've already been at this for like 10 minutes lol. Question for everyone who reads this.. Have any of you seen The Prince and Me 2. My sister said it was a really crappy movie and I need someone else's point of view before I go out and waste money on it. lol. I realized something the other day at work. I don't want to be revived. Just pull the fucking plug. If i'm ever in critical condition... let me die. pull the plug to the machine and forget. Don't regret it cuz its what i wanted.

Contest For Sexiest Brokendoll On Ct
Come check it out, just having a fun little contest with my girlies from Brokendollz (if you don't know what it is, google it, or check my banners) who are on Cherrytap, contest ends friday, and goes by number of ratings as well as number of comments. Here are the contestants. Comment Bombing is allowed!!! Leila Fedora Luna Tikk Rockstar

Funny Stuff
River Trip At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day. The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady, "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate love to him a

Chicago Sports
well, the Bears almost did it. Remains to be seen what the Bulls, Blackhawks, and Wolves will do. Arena football should be starting soon..and we are the defending champion!! Cubs and White Sox have all reported to camp..will this be anotherm wait till next year???

Joke
A blind man was walking down the street with his dog. They stopped at the corner to wait for the passing traffic. The dog, at this point, started pissing on the mans leg. As the dog finished the man reached into his coat pocket and pulled out a doggie treat and started waving it at the dog. A passerby saw all the events happening and was shocked. He approached the blind man and asked how he could possibly reward the dog for such a nasty deed. The blind man replied "Oh I'm not rewarding him, I'm just trying to find his head so I can kick his fuckin' ass."

Who Is Your Best Friend?
Everybody needs friends, we all have friends Some friends are closer to us than our families If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up What will our life be without friends? There are many categories of friendship There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends The question here is – who is your best friend? Friends who can turn your tears into laughter Is your wife your best friend? I mean the friend you go to When you need honest advice Is your husband your best friend? I mean the friend who knows you More than you know yourself Is your brother or sister your best friend? I mean the friend who always assists you To solve difficult personal problems Is your father or mother your best friend? I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets Are your in-laws your best friend? I mean the friend you can tell anything Is your boss or co-worker your best friend? I mean the friend who can cover you up at work Is your son or daughter your best

What Makes A Friend?
A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend?

Everythings Bigger In Texas
There once was a blind man who decided to visit Texas. When he boarded the plane, he felt the seats and said, "Wow, these seats are big!" The person next to him answered, "Everything is big in Texas." When he finally arrived in Texas, he decided to visit a bar. Upon arriving in the bar, he ordered a beer and got a mug placed between his hands. He exclaimed, "Wow these mugs are big!" The bartender replied, "Everything is big in Texas." After a couple of beers, the blind man asked the bartender where the bathroom was located. The bartender replied, "Second door to the right." The blind man headed for the bathroom, but accidentally tripped over and skipped the second door. Instead, he entered the third door, which lead to the swimming pool and fell into the pool by accident. Scared to death, the blind man started shouting, "Don't flush, don't flush! For God's sake, don't flush!!!"