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Please Repost
Saturday, February 24, 2007 *~Angel Dean~* I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel. 1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07 Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf 2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name. 3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com 4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts. 5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge. 6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang

Slang And Acronyms
Have you ever gotten a message where you are thinking... WTF r these ppl talking about? You just cant seam to make out all these little acronyms and slang that is in front of your face...... and what about all those little Emoticons that you see out there :-> c[\"] 0:-) =:-O and think to your self .... what does that mean? hahaha so I came across this little page that has lots of helpful information on all these things, I doesn\'t have them all and there are new ones being made up every day. but I thought I would share this site for those of you like me that look at some of these messages and you rub your head and wonder am I really getting that old? http://www.city-net.com/~ched/help/lingo/chatslang.html Chat, E-Mail, Web, and chat room slang and acronyms AAK Alive And Kicking AAR At Any Rate AAS Alive And Smiling ADN Any Day Now AFAIK As Far As I Know AFK Away From the Keyboard AFN that\'s All For Now AOTA All Of The Above a/s/l or asl Age/Sex/L

How To Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you’ve told him all along And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you’ve followed He will do one

This Is Weird
talked to the bf today... well ex bf now. he took it really well and said he had been thinking we would probably be better off working on our problems on our own for a while. so... who wants to be my new boyfriend? shall i have a contest?

Letting Go Takes Love
LETTING GO TAKES LOVE To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is

Jamie's First Time!!!
Ok, so I started feeling better, and decided that I was going to get out of the house. So my wild brainstorm, I decided to call up and old friend, and take my wonderful boyfriend out to his first strip club!!! (Now we had talked about this for a while and he didn't know what to think or even if he would like it. If you know him he is kinda shy..so that would be why he felt that way) So, we go pick up Jeff, and head up to Indiana to Concepts. We walk in and Jamie's eyes got HUGE!! 20-some girls walking around half naked and then the ones on stage...well you know..... We get a seat and I ask him what he was thinking....his reply..."If I was single I would be here every day!!!"and" Guys with girlfriends should not come here...lol. Now let me back it up real quick..Jeff is the guy who took me to my first strip club..which happens to be the one that we went to as well. So Jeff knowing that it was Jamie's first time buys him a lap dance..(and dammit if I was in the bathroom when he

You And Me - Erotica Nsfw
Your hair is immediately yanked back as your body is pinned down on the bed. You look up to find me, hovering above you as my powerful arms press you into the bed. I press myself against your open legs, allowing you to feel my hardness throbbing against your warmth, with only the thin material of your panties separating my cock from invading your pussy. My lips find their way at your neck as I loosen the grip on your hair, kissing softly along the side tracing your jaw line with my lips. Your hands glide up my chiseled abs caressing my muscular body, fingers tracing the sharp lines of my chest as your palm works up to my shoulder holding onto me. I press myself against you, continuing to plant warm wet kisses on the underside of your chin, while gliding my other hand up your naked leg caressing your soft hips. My hand continues to work its way up your side, fingers gliding over your body until I find your breast. I cup it in my hand, squeezing softly and caressing the underside

Dj Contest
~~ Best DJ On CT Contest ~~ Looking for dj's for my contest. 1st three winners get 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC. rest of the winners get 1 gift each. 1st DJ is...... with 1 comments Most Comments wins! Contest will start 2/26 thur 3/5 Ones that want to enter place send me a link to ur pic to my inbox! Thanks Maria click the pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Chillin
Hey there CT peeps...just chillin waitin for someone to get here...to those that has added my page thanks, and those that have rated many thanks....oh iceblueicey sorry ma for the rip and many thanks and hugs for the invite here.....holla at ya gurl peeps

News In Milford
MILFORD - Federal agents are investigating Middle School East Principal Joseph Pfeil for allegedly viewing or transmitting child pornography on a computer, a source close to the investigation said yesterday. Pfeil, who has not been charged with any criminal offense, was placed on administrative leave with pay Thursday after Superintendent Thomas Davoren learned of the investigation earlier that morning. Davoren and School Committee members said yesterday they had not been told by law enforcement officials why Pfeil is being investigated. The FBI seized three computers from Pfeil's office Thursday, Davoren said. "There are no allegations, there's no investigation related to any improprieties with kids, parents (or) staff in Milford," Davoren said. "It seems to be an Internet situation," he said. "I can think that's the only reason they want the computers out of his office." Davoren has appointed Craig Consigli, Stacy Middle School's assistant principal, to temporarily r

New Love
when i look into your eyes i see the reflection of what love should be. not a joke or a lie.. but real love the kind that is sent from the angels above. my love for u is real.. though i only found it just today my darling i am praying that u will never go away. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

What Im Looking For In A Man
im from michigan i like spending time with my 3 kids .... still tryin to figure out what i want in life.... there so much bullshit and drama out there ....so all i do is take it one day at a time and whatever life throws at me hopefully it will be good sumday .... life is to short...there is noone special in my life here on ct yet...i am a flirt theres nothing wrong with that..but, i think it is time for me to find a ct man,1 who is honest, loving caring, NO CHEATERS!!!!who likes kids..im looking for someone whos open minded....also im looking for a guy who i can get to kno .. not just for sex right off the bat... if ur that guy leave me a message...once i find me that man im sorry guys i will be committed and there will be no more flirting, im also looking for a guy who will let me wear his name on my tag who isnt afraid to show there likeness.....HAVE A NICE DAY

~~ Cutiest Kid Contest ~~
~~ Cuties Kid Contest ~~ Cutiest Kid Contest I need kids for my contest. Most comments wins! Winners will win 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC gifts Contest will start on 2/26 thur 3/5 Want to enter plz send me ur link to ur pic in my inbox. thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Words Ot Live By
WORDS OF WISDOM To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. . Anger is only one letter short of danger. . If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; If he betrays you twice, it's your fault. . Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. . God gives every bird it's food, But he does not throw it into it's nest. . He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. . Beautiful young people are accidents of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. . Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. . The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it.

Tiny Angel Wings
In Memory Of My Granddaughter: My Blessed Angel Abagail Madison Spears Born: Dec 17th, 2006 Died:Feb 10th, 2007 You came to us So small, So beautiful. You filled us with love, life, and hope for the future. I guess God had a bigger plan in mind for you. So he gave you the smallest pair of Angel winds and called you home again.. Our heart are sad, We feel empty now with out you. The love for you will always remain.. The lives you have touched, in you short time among us, We are the ones that were blessed, to have an Angel like you among us all. Love you and miss you, My Blessed Angel Abagail Fe 10th 2007 Written By:D.J.R/djr

North Atlantic Sail
North Atlantic Sail by Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I was dining on the deck of my boat and I saw you lying in the deck’s lounge chair sunning yourself in the North Atlantic early evening sun, topless. You only wore the skimpiest of bikini bottoms with white bows of string holding this bottom on your body. Otherwise your body would have been completely nude. What a sight to see on this warm evening. The setting Arctic sun and your loveliness before me were too much for the senses to handle. Your breasts are magnificent. Your nipples are erect with the sea’s air tantalizing them as they are exposed for me and the God’s to see. I walk over to you to offer you a glass of only the finest of desert wines for our post dining pleasures. You open your eyes to see me approach. You offer your hand to receive the glass into the delicate grasp of your fingers. You sit up to drink your wine and your large, delicious breasts settle on your chest to display their ripe firmness. You are spe

Experiences Unlimited!!
Wow, the times are changing. Were not getting any younger and we all have a life to live to the fullest. Durring this moment in our lives, lots of weird stuff has been happening and it's starting to drive people into a crazy and or twizted state of mind. I'm running into potential friends who turn out to be unwanted company and annoying the piss out of me. I just want the simple things in life and they keep slipping through my hands like water. Nothing seems to stick when you need it, and everything that does stick makes life unpleasent. What happened to the society? Everyone seems to become more cold hearted and evil when things are easly jummbled up in there life. Then they tend to take it out on everyone surrounding them. What happened to communication? No one likes the truth or honesty the way it should be valued especially when it comes to friendships and relationships. What happened? I'm just mumbling on. Don't mind me. Just had to get that out.

Omg.. Behind And Its Almost Over!!!
Well I was ahead for almost a week but I dropped to 800 behind.. So.. I again need everyones help!! The contest ends on the 28th so only 4 more days!! YAY.. First place is a 30 day blast and I would love to have it. So please come help me.. I can't do it alone. Thank you everyone who has gotten me this far!! I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Ok....maybe Just A Little Longer...
OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alot of bs going on...relationship stuff and so on...but I am gonna try to prepare myself to do it next week...lol

Block Feature...........maybe Someone Should Look Into This??????????????
WITH ALL THE UPROAR OVER THE BLOCK FEATURE ON THIS SITE. I DECIDE TO POST THIS BLOG TO GIVE SOME USERS INFORMATION THAT SOME MIGHT WANT TO LOOK INTO. BELOW I HAVE LISTED TO PORTIONS OF THE CALIFORNIA PENAL CODE. PLEASE READ THROUGH THEM AND TAKE A LONG GANDER AT THE HIGHLIGHTED PORTIONS. California Penal Code § 646.9 (a) Any person who willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly follows or harasses another person and who makes a credible threat with the intent to place that person in reasonable fear for his or her safety, or the safety of his or her immediate family, is guilty of the crime of stalking, punishable by imprisonment in a county jail for not more than one year or by a fine of not more than one thousand dollars ($ 1,000), or by both that fine and imprisonment, or by imprisonment in the state prison. (b) Any person who violates subdivision (a) when there is a temporary restraining order, injunction, or any other court order in effect prohibiting the behavior describe

Government
should the state local or federal government be able to tell you what you can do in your own home. (a tennessee senator is tring to pass a law that would limit what people can do in there homes whether it be apartments or homes.)should they be allowed to do this or is this 1 more step toward comunism in the us.?

Huh?
If I were able to turn myself inside out, spilling out the things that make me who I am, what would I find? How much of it would I keep? How much of it could I afford to loose before I am altered completely? Would I understand which parts were my true essence or foolishly discard them, proving not even I know the true me? As I was doing this, could I trust myself, no matter how painfull, to make the right changes? Can I honestly say I wouldnt sugar coat it or mask the problems, completely ignoring whats good for me because its not the easy route? Would I polish myself into the form I was meant to be or try to conform to what I think people expect to see? Why do I ask so many questions? Is it lunch time yet? I understand that this is mental masterbation but that is healthy, right? And in that case, does that mean that if I shake my head more than twice, I'm playing with it? If in mental masterbation, we reach a climax, a brain ejaculation, would that be what we call an ep

So Very Sorry!!!
I am very sorry for the fact that I have not returned any emails or accepted friend requests..I have been pretty sick and not up to really getting on the computer...(if you can believe that..lol). So I will be catching up on everyone soon if you added any new pics let me know..since my alert box has been emptied I can't find out. Well, I guess I will do a quick update...a few interesting things had happened recently. I got a small taste of mother nature at her best..we had had freezing weather, snow, and ice...then it stopped just in time to get a large rain storm. I live near a creek that had been frozen over by 6-10 inch ice, well once that rain started the creek began to rise. Walk part way down my drive way and you could fish in the creek. It was interesting cause all you seen was huge blocks of ice floating down the road and in my yard. By the time it was over and the creek went back down, the ballfield next to my house looked like a ice skating rink. The road was blocked t

Stupid Boy
KEITH URBAN - Stupid Boy Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made

In Florida
I am now in florida.. had a safe flight in. been here a couple days actually but thats me, mr procrastination, didnt post a blog like i planned upon arrival.. but I'm posting one now :P the weather is great, especially after last weaks weather at home being all temperatures below zero. so I have 2 weeks to enjoy the florida weather and hope the cold has lessened when I get back, hehe

Redneck Love Poem
Redneck Love Poem Kudzu is green, My dog’s name is Blue And I’m so lucky, To have a sweet thang like you. Your hair is like cornsilk, A-flappin’ in the breeze. Softer than Blue’s And without all them fleas. You move like a bass, Which excites me in May. You ain’t got no scales, But I luv you anyway. You have all your teeth, For which I am proud; I hold my head high When we’re in a crowd. Still them fellers at work, They all want to know, What I did to deserve, Such a purty, young doe. Like a good roll of duck tape, Yo’re there for your man, To patch up life’s troubles, And stick’em in the can. Yo’re as strong as a four-wheeler, Racin’ through the mud, Yet fragile as that singer, Named Naomi Judd. When you hold me real tight, Like a padded gunrack, My life is complete; Ain’t nuttin’ I lack. Yore complexion, it’s perfection, Like the best vinyl sidin’. Despite all the years, Yore age keeps on hidin’. And when you get old, Like a ’

Flight On An Angel
Tiny tattoo feathering your face, As star dust halos your hair. Silky ribbons blow in the breeze, From the rainbow that is your fare. Dip your hand in the Milky Way, It' sweet ambrosia to taste. Sweet nectar sips from heaven, Tarry here, there is no haste. Moon bathing among the stars, As you travel across the skies. Magic myst, take you where you wish: In a blink you shall have arrived. Cherubs dance in full attendance: Slightest wish at your call; They lay worlds at your feet, Give you Love: the greatest gift of all.

I Am In Yet Another Blast Giveaway...this Time For A 30 Day...please Help!
Since I was robbed of my blast by "want fast points"....Please stop by and leave as many comments as you are willing to help me get my 30 day blast for my baby page. Any help you can offer would be MUCH appreciated. I need 25K comments. Just click the pic below to take you to where you can leave comments. Thanks so much! Angie~~innocentprncss

The Man On The Beach- Chapter 5
John walked the two mile journey home with pride swelling in his chest. He hadn't felt this good since he first began college. The sun felt great beaming down on his back with joy. He held his hands casually in his pockets as he walked along, gravel crunching underfoot as he made his way towards the great white beach house. For a man of 25, someone would think that John lived alone and on his own. This wasn't the case. Naturally, his parents being over-protective, offered him free room and board during his college years as long has he graduated with a major in medicine. He soulfully agreed. His feet found a change in the underfoot tone as he exchanged different types of earth. His feet were now scuffing against smooth concrete up the walkway to the enormous beach house. He didn't realize, but a small grin had overcome his gentle face. Dimples cornered the soft pink rolls that were his lips, a smile discreet yet revealing plastered his face. The walkway was shorter than he ever imagi

The Knock
The Knock Rap rap rapping at my door I wonder who could this be I love no more My heart is dry as the desert sand But could this be she brings rain with a touch of her hand Her beauty is like no other I’ve seen I know what this is it must be a dream But I’m awake I’ve been awake for hours How can this be especially a heart of stone guy like me Ah a mystery…. A woman who can mean so much to me But what shall I do Shall I open the door and chance getting hurt once more Or to play it safe and pace the floor And to love, to love never more

Dance
to feel that you must dance is a freedom of expression dancing makes a person feel free and alive,you do not have to be drunk,you do not have to be in love,you do not have to be in a bar,you dont have to be shy,if you want to get up and dance just dance,I like dancing I dance when I am happy,It does not matter wether you are a big or little person,you don't even have to be good at dancing,Dancing is and something you should do just to show you can be yourself,no matter what or who or what is around,you deserve it,It is part of your individuality,And don't let anyone tell you that you should'nt dance.And everyone has the spirit of dance inside of them,you just have to find it,and show no fear to express it.

Journey
Journey As a child I was young and naïve Being wild and free Seeking out adventure Till I became a teen As a teen I was full of good intentions Helping all that I would see Paving the road in life Wondering were it leads me Now in my twenties Standing at the Gates of Hell With death all around me My path I couldn’t tell The Devil greeted me slyly Standing at the door Come on in my friend Lets just have one more He took me by the hand For no other path I could see Down the hall of Seven Sins A walk that altered me Entering the room of Shattered Dreams Fear came crashing down on me What has my life become? But a faded memory The Devil’s laughter filled the room As I bolted for the door With darkness all around me I fell to the floor As I lay there crying Wondering how this could be I prayed to find a light To come rescue me Then I heard a voice Calling out to me Come with me my child For I shall set you free The voice soun

Friends Album
Hi all Hope your all having a great weekend i will be adding photo's to my album soon, and was wondering if my friends would mind me adding a picture of you in it, any friends that would mind, please feel free to say no, i will understand, so dont worry about saying no sending ou all some luv Mandy xxx

Farewell
WELL WHERE START THIS SITE HAS BECOME RIDICULOUS! I TRY AND START BY HELPING PEOPLE AND GETTING PRIVACY STUFF PASSED AND I GET SLAMMED FOR IT NOT THAT OTHER PEOPLE WERNT TRYING TO HELP BUT FORNICATES AND OTHERS WHO ARE GREASEMONKEY (REFER TO OTHER BLOG) MAKE THAT HARD. THEN IT GETS BETTER A BOUNCER REVEALED WHO MY REAL DAUGHTER WAS AND ONLY 4 PEOPLE ON THIS WHOLE SITE KNEW WHO SHE WAS, 3 BOUNCERS AND 1 FAMILY MEMBER,BUT I GUESS ITS OK FOR BOUNCERS TO GIVE OUT PRIVATE INFORMATION TO ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE AND THE PEOPLE THAT WERE GIVEN THE INFO JUST HAPPEN TO BE PEOPLE THAT ARE MY ENEMIES HMMMM. MY DAUGHTER IS LEAVING THE SITE AND SO AM I, IF THAT CUNT YES I SAID CUNT FORNICATES WANTS THIS SITE SHE CAN HAVE IT WITH HER NASTY STINKING PUSSY, I HAVE HAD ABOUT ENOUGH OF GETTING SLAMMED BY YOU FUCKING PEOPLE. I PAY INTO THIS SITE AND TRY TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENS I GET SHIT ON AND SO DO PEOPLE THAT ASSOCIATE WITH ME. WELL YOU CAN ALL FIND ME AT THE OTHER SITE

Please Vote For Me In A Tattoo Contest
Yes, the tattoo isn't finished (and the angle isn't the greatest), but its the main piece to my half sleeve I am hoping to get finished soon. Please comment bomb, and rate me, I'm WAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY behind.

Sexual Desires Come Alive Here!
Make your sexual desires come alive on this 3D Chat. You create your own look and meet interesting people. Your Avatars can have sex with each other, have Bondage practice, and even snuggle with your new friend. What ever your desires are, it can happen right here. Join this 3D chat and have an actual sexual experience come alive. Come visit me when you join.*wink*

Me
Ok, for all those that want to know the true me! I have Multiple sclerosis, which is a long-term disease that evolves over a period of 30 to 40 years. It’s a chronic generally progressive disease of the myelin of the central nervous system. It is NOT CONTAGIOUS! It replaces the myelin with scar tissue. It can not be cured, but it can be control to a degree with medication and exercise. For some people is can be crippling and/or worse. For me it just means: I’m not allowed to get behind the wheel of a car...NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME! I have days when I get tired fast, or days when I don’t feel good...but hey, can you name someone that doesn’t? So please, DON’T JUDGE ME WITHOUT KNOWING ME!

Is The Bush Administration Planning A Nuclear Holocaust?
"We have discovered the most terrible bomb in the history of the world. It may be the fire destruction prophesied in the Euphrates Valley Era, after Noah and his fabulous Ark.... This weapon is to be used against Japan ... [We] will use it so that military objectives and soldiers and sailors are the target and not women and children. Even if the Japs are savages, ruthless, merciless and fanatic, we as the leader of the world for the common welfare cannot drop that terrible bomb on the old capital or the new. ... The target will be a purely military one... It seems to be the most terrible thing ever discovered, but it can be made the most useful." (President Harry S. Truman, Diary, July 25, 1945) "The World will note that the first atomic bomb was dropped on Hiroshima a military base. That was because we wished in this first attack to avoid, insofar as possible, the killing of civilians.." (President Harry S. Truman in a radio speech to the Nation, August 9, 1945).

Lonely Saturday...
Just sitting here today, another cold Saturday, tired of all the studying, contemplating going over to Harry's bar, but no one to go with. I hate drinkin' alone. Anyone care to join me? ;=) Harry's Sports Bar & Grill 4767 Carefree Circle Nprth Colorado Springs, CO 80917 719-380-1111 No, I don't own the place, but Harry and Roxanne are friends of mine! Stop by and say hi, relax, and tell 'em Greg sent you!

Wanted-all Comment Bombers
hay all you out there. im trying to win a blast here so please click the link and start comment boming. for anyone that posts 5000 by the end of march will get a salute made from me. and also a gift.

Saturday Morning
Oh ... here it is the weekend already. I have told my husband of his surprise for tonight. How I am going to devour every inch of his body. I have been having fantasies all week to help build onto my chapter four of my ebook. It has made me so hot and horny all week while working I need the release tonight. We have been invited to a special dinner party this evening and I will be flirting so much with my husband during the evening. He knows I love to flirt when in public and touch and hold him while other couples sit there and not even talk to one another. I wish so much that other couples could have the intensity of love that my husband and I have for one another. It is so simple if the feeling is there. I cannot wait now until we get home... he is really in for a night between the sheets.

Closer To You
Every fight we have every moment brings me closer to you the blissful fighting the aching memories strengthens this love i feel for you feelings i've never felt memories i've never all bring me closer to you

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, I had to stop by and say hi Cause I knew there was no way I'd let you walk by Now I'll admit, infatuation made me look But it was your beauty that got me hooked Of course you I don't know, but thats what I want to do We could go out, chill, or just phone conversations if thats coo I really want to get to konw you, know what makes you smile I want to know what things you think make this life worthwhile I wanna know your goals, dreams, what you want out of life I wanna find out if I can be there in the good, bad, and through the strife I wanna see if we can have something unique, thats sure to grow I wanna konw if we can develp a love I'd never be afraid to show All I want to do is run my fingers through your lovely black hair I want to see if you blush, when in your beautiful brown eyes I begin to stare I want to take you out, make you laugh more than you can bare Or just sit and hold you in silence, without a worry or a care

By The Woman He Loves
By The Woman He Loves Is a man measured by the woman he loves, if that is true you would raise me far above all others my love… For none compare to how truly beautiful you are to me, and in my heart you will ever be, My life began when I first saw thee, and I want my life to end with your face the last thing I see… What a way to go to paradise for me, than to see the one who made life heaven for me. Then I would wait in paradise for you, to spend eternity loving you…

L.o.v.e.
It's that feeling you get, when your heart beats twice It's that feeling you get, when you're without them, nothing will suffice You know when you always smile, but never know why Or that old school cliché, where you feel you can fly When you feel youve found your perfect mate, the perfect deal When you start to believe This is too good to be real When you finally know that it is real and thats all it is, and nothing more When you know you've never had this feeling before For every breath you take is deeper, every taste is sweeter These feelings have been growing since putting 143 in their beeper For youre finally happy, feeling safe in their arms They tell no lies, play no games, and protect you from harm When they tell you you're beautiful, and you feel the LOVE in their voice When between them and something else isn't even much of a choice When they tell you they're there, they'll never go away For when you FULLY TRUST, cause you know the

For The Big Beautiful Women Out There
A full figured woman who is full of love a woman who tries to fit in and tries to show emotion but can never do none of the above. A full figured woman who is full of peace but no man wants to touch her as if she's some type of disease. A full figured woman who puts her self down who smiles in the crowd who hurts her sense of worth when no one's around. A full figured woman yes, thats me i am all the woman i need to be from the curl of my lips to the curves in my hips. Yes, i am a full figured woman who is tired of being judged but i will never be ashamed for having more than one pudge! (written by a friend of mine from Vancouver 2003

Is It???
Is it too early to tell you how I feel??? Cause I don't want to rush into things if your not ready... Is it too early to tell you how time moves slow when I'm with you, and not fast enough when I'm not??? Is it too early to tell you how I listen to the same song 50000000 times a day cause it makes me think of you, and how every song I hear I try to fit me and you into??? Is it too early to tell you, that there is no greater gift on this earth then to hold you in my arms while you sleep??? Is it too early to tell you how I think of you when I wake, think of you all the day, think of you when I rest my head, and think of you when I dream??? Is it too early to tell you that whenever I get a text or phone call I always think its you or want it to be you??? Is it too early to tell you that when it is actually you my hearts starts beating fast??? Is it too early to tell you the way my heart beats funny and out of control just when you put your head on my shoulder??? I

Alone With You
Alone with you She spends most of her life with you Alone with you She wants to be with you And to feel your love That love you have for her And for yourself Alone with you For all I know You are her man Alone with you She is happy as she can be Alone with you Loving him is easier than I thought I am being honest to him Alone with you I want to walk And be free I want to be young again And feel young again And never be alone with out no one Alone with you I am a woman Your woman I am yours forever Lean on me Alone with you I rather be I rather see the lake with you Alone with you I rather take a trip to the other side of the universe And see the rest of the world Alone with you Let’s grab the leaves from the grounds And throw it up in the air While the wind is around So the wind can blow it away Alone with you I will always smile And there is a picture of her in your wallet So you can remember her

My Pc And "bugs"!!
FYI: I have Windows XP and use McAfee 2007 Anti-virus, Spybot and Lavasoft Ad-Aware SE for de-bugging!! Picked up a horrible "Trojan" that none of the above would remove permanently!! Hell the damn thing would "pop up" while I was de-bugging!! I added the free "Windows Defender" and ran it on full system scan. All the crap disappeared!!! If you are not using the Windows Defender, I would suggest downloading and installing this free program. It does indeed work!!

So
a needle pulling thread sewing my mouth shut maybe i should write maybe i should talk maybe i should stack some words to help get you people off or amuse you with how i'm constsntly pissed off because you know its such a blast being me eating shit and calling it peaches and cream handing my ass away to all because everyone is better then me and i know what makes me laugh is not acceted as hillarity i'm tired again the joke's on me everytime i say "sleep is for the weak" because i can't see straight i drop everything i'm wound up tighter then a smaller then average cock-ring forced on a horse "i hurt myself today, to see if i still feel" but it turns out i don't but i am quick to heal the change-overs are becoming too far and few between i don't really like the gods that are getting time with me i think it is high time for a really bad feed i just hope none of my food can smell the shit stuck in my teeth

That Kiss
Still remember the night, first night, Late walk, tired walk on the beach, First walk, full moon, after midnight… Our walk, holding hands, Sea foam, gliding waves reaching our feet, Frozen sands… Still remember the kiss, first kiss… Remember the place you used to walk every day- The park, the hill with the trees… Still feel the kiss -the first, in the park with the trees by the lake, Reflecting my memories… You told me about that little mystery On the panoramic background of history… Four days, things we did, more then few… Air ticket, I wish I’d stay, I miss you… I am falling for you… “I’m flattered” he says I am dreaming of you- “Thank you, I guess…” The chills are crippling all over my neck “Please, don’t say you love me ‘cause I can’t say it back! ” Your heart, feelings, love, all the rest- Rejected, didn’t pass the test- Contaminated, goes to the dump supple “…we wouldn’t make a great couple…” Or “I don’t want to pursue A partnership with you

Love Is A Feeling
LOVE IS A FEELING Love is just another feeling, just like happiness and sorrow. Love is just like a cold, its here today and gone tomorrow. Through all the tears and pain, through all the laughter and joy. Through all the sunshine and rain, youve put up with that boy. The one who says he loves you, the one you talk to on the phone. The one you gave yourself to, the one you call your very own. You desire him, you need him, you want him with you always. You cry with him, you sleep with him, you listen to what he says. He wants you, he needs you, he cant live without you. And then you find out he leads you--- On, just like a fool youve been played. Ill never again fall in love, then you forget those words youve said. Those feelings return from above, hes so cute and attractive and hes such a dear. And he thinks the same about you, he says the words you want to hear, And you say--- I love you too.

First Kiss
i miss the way you'd look at me i was your first true love i miss the way you'd hold my hand as we looked at the stars above i miss the way you'd say 'i love you' you meant it all the way but most of all i miss that you'd hold me everyday I miss the way you'd touch me you made me happy inside i miss the way you'd comfort me even if you made me cry i miss the way you'd kiss me you were my first kiss but most of all holdong you is what I'll always miss! '

True Love
people thought love is when a boy loves a girl but no love is higher than that it is higher than u could ever reach no crying no screaming no feelings u have to be quiet and hear true love cannot disappear it will live so long donnot be sorry for that true love is just the begining so donnot turn your back and say true love has no existance true love isnot a word that passes and goes it is not easy to say i love u no matter how the world is true love stay never destroyed true love cannot pass away it might disappear for a while but it couldnot be lost in the air just remember true love is so fair BT

Simmering Passions
Simmering Passions My simmering passions are about to boil over Inside of me there is so much Longing for the love of my lover Desperately yearning for his touch As we lie down he tells me how the love he feels burns within Virility is rising forth, simmering like our passions He'll touch the softness of my skin He slowly reaches to touch me Way down deep inside Naked Flesh fusion as we love with reckless abandon Breathless sighs of pleasure As our simmering passions are no longer denied Simmering are our passions So much more than carnal love Love we share shall intertwine Bodies souls and our minds

Fakes........
First I want to say I love this site, but it's starting to become just like ayy the others.... some people are so damn fake, they log on, and add pics of supermodels, and actors and actresses and what not. In this day and age how hard would it be to be real......what do they have to loose? i mean yeah I keep some things about myself private, but why not just stay the hell away if all you're going to do is spam someones page, or this site for that matter. If you don't have a pic of yourself, then don't post anything at all.... Sorry had to vent, just tired of the BS.....

A Poem
The Poem "10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU" I hate the way the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I hate the way you’re always right I hate when you lie I hate it when you make my laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you Not even close Not even a little bit Not even at all

Daddy's Little Girl
Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial erotica.. if you aren't into it.. Please do not read past this. Thank you. It all started with my daughter’s question: “Daddy, I need money?” It was early morning and I was reading the news paper. I answered, “Get a job, honey,” “Dad! I’m serious!” Melanie said. “So am I honey.” I said. “But I’m only 14!” She replied. “Well, you know, be a babysitter.” I answered carelessly. She only thought of it for a second. “Okay.” I was a bit surprised. “What? Really?” “Yeah, daddy. Good idea.” “As long as you’re responsible.” I said. “I will.” She said happily. “In fact, before you go and fetch customers, how ‘bout you take care of little Jakey for tonight. I have a business meeting and I don’t want to drop you off with mommy.” I said, remembering my meeting. “Okay. Will you pay me?” She asked. “If I must.” I said, “Ten bucks.” “Deal!” That was the last time I saw my daughter as… a daughter.

A Soldier
There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you and me. If you are A Soldier -

Dale Jr
This man sucks ass, i'm so tired of hearing that he is the best when he isnt worth a hair off the crack of his dads ass, this is the damn truth and I don't give a damn if anyone likes it or not fuck it y'all can watch him whine and cry because thats all he does

Ode To An Outhouse
I have childhood memories of these kind of buildings. I grew up in the house my grandfather built and ours was a "two holer". Hope this is a new one for you - brings back memories for the old timers!!! The House Behind The House One of my fondest memories As I recall the days of yore Was the little house, behind the house, With the crescent o'er the door. 'Twas a place to sit and ponder With your head all bowed down low; Knowing that you wouldn't be there, If you didn't have to go. Ours was a multi-holer, three, With a size for every one. You left there feeling better, After your job was done. You had to make those frequent trips In snow, rain, sleet, or fog-- To that little house where you usually Found the Eatons catalog. Oft times in dead of winter, The seat was spread with snow. Twas then with much reluctance, To that little house you'd go. With a swish you'd clear that wooden seat, Bend low, with dreadful fear You

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Darwin Awards
Darwin Awards You all know about the Darwin Awards. It's an annual honor given to the person who improved the "gene pool" the most by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. As always, competition this year has been keen. The candidates this year are: In Detroit , a 41-yr-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. A 49-yr-old San Francisco stockbroker, who totally zoned when he ran, accidentally jogged off a 100-foot-high cliff on his daily run. Buxton, NC: A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hand and shovels, trying to claw their w

Love?
princesspaigepjk (11:06:53 AM): u are talking to travis? OutlawXWolfF (11:06:59 AM): yes i am OutlawXWolfF (11:08:05 AM): is that a problem princesspaigepjk (11:08:20 AM): no, just wanted to know why OutlawXWolfF (11:10:34 AM): why wouldn't i princesspaigepjk (11:10:48 AM): why wouldn't u what OutlawXWolfF (11:10:55 AM): talk to him princesspaigepjk (11:11:23 AM): i told you u needed to OutlawXWolfF (11:12:28 AM): it's not what u think princesspaigepjk (11:13:28 AM): i thought i told you my plans OutlawXWolfF (11:14:31 AM): u did princesspaigepjk (11:14:42 AM): then why are you asking travis OutlawXWolfF (11:15:24 AM): why are you so jumpy princesspaigepjk (11:15:34 AM): what do you mean OutlawXWolfF (11:16:05 AM): your actting really nervous or something princesspaigepjk (11:16:24 AM): im not princesspaigepjk (11:16:26 AM): i am fine OutlawXWolfF (11:16:46 AM): right princesspaigepjk (11:17:00 AM): i am! princesspaigepjk (11:18:35 AM): ok what is your issue princes

Retarded Grandparents
RETARDED GRANDPARENTS (this was actually reported by a teacher). After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following: We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Arizona. Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore. They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on. At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape! Sometimes they sneak out. They go cruising in their golf carts. Nobody there cooks, they just eat

Bad Gass Hey We All Get It
bad gass we all get it,ever had it really bad after eating taco bell its really stinks,the other day i had it so bad i could have stink out a city lol and some fun things to do in bed cut a big 1 and pull the covers over your wife or girlfriend or when your eating stink your butt up by here so she can smell it,try it she might like it

Let It Snow!!
So far, we have a foot of snow! With more on the way, so I am told. I'll have plenty of online time, I see, lol! It is beautiful, though! I'd rather have snow than cold any day. Just have to get out the snow boots again, lol. Can't tell you how tickled I am that my niece finally made it to CT! She is my namesake (her middle name is Margaret) and has inherited my sense of adventure and tendency to get into trouble, lol! Love her to death! And I won't even start on the Divas, lol!! They are my little belly dancing partners; and the ones who practically rip my shirt off to see my tattoos, lmao! They are such smart little sweethearts! I'll stop gushing, now. Hope everyone is enjoying the family/past life companion pic album. I know I am, lol!! Diva and Daddy are also past life companions of mine, wouldn't you just know it, lol! But they have a hard and fast rule of NO RIPPING! I understand and agree wholeheartedly. Just wanted everyone to know that they are included in spirit, if not

100 Things About Me
100 things about me 1. Full Name: Sarah-Jane Cowley 2. Nicknames: Saz,Sazzy,Ninja, shortie 3. Birthday: 4th may 1989 4. Place of Birth: Whitehaven hospital 5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 6. Male or Female: Female 7. Level of Education: College - BTEC First Diploma in Business 8. College: Preston College 9. Occupation: Maccys 10. Residence: Preston 11. MSN Screen Name: Sazzy......Its been a month since my last nightout dancing the night away now me ready for a sesh.... __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Color: blondy browny 13. Hair Length: just over shoulder length 14. Eye color: blue 15. Weight: 11stone 16. Height: 5ft 17. Braces?: No 18. Glasses?: yeeah (Just for pc) 19. Piercings: yeah ma belly button 20. Tattoos: yeah on m stomach chinease symbol maeaing love 21. Righty or Lefty: Lefty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Sophie i think cannit remember 23. First Award: Bronze medal in tap and modern dance 24. First Concert: steps haha 25. First pet: d

Directory Of Natural Sweeteners
Directory of Natural Sweeteners The array of products in the sweetener aisle of your health food store might seem rather mystifying to the natural foods novice, but with a little help, sweeteners like rice syrup, barley malt syrup, and date sugar, among others, can be used with great effect in baked goods of all kinds. While the detrimental effects of refined sweeteners such as white sugar and corn syrup are still being debated, there's little doubt that Americans consume far too much of it. While natural sweeteners aren't nutritional bell ringers, they are generally considered to produce less of a shock to the body's blood sugar level because among the nutrients found in whole food sugars are necessary minerals that help with sugar metabolism. From a culinary standpoint, natural sweeteners offer bolder, more complex flavors than sugar, adding delectably different dimensions to baked goods and other treats. DIRECTORY OF LESS REFINED SWEETENERS, INCLUDING CHART OF EQUIVALENT

Vinegar Kills Bacteria, Mold And Germs
Vinegar is a mainstay of the old folk recipes for cleaning, and with good reason. The vim of the vinegar is that it kills bacteria, mold, and germs. Heinz company spokesperson Michael Mullen references numerous studies to show that a straight 5 percent solution of vinegar—such as you can buy in the supermarket—kills 99 percent of bacteria, 82 percent of mold, and 80 percent of germs (viruses). He noted that Heinz can't claim on their packaging that vinegar is a disinfectant since the company has not registered it as a pesticide with the Environmental Protection Agency (EPA). However, it seems to be common knowledge in the industry that vinegar is powerfully antibacterial. Even the CBS news show 48 Hours had a special last December with Heloise reporting on tests from The Good Housekeeping Institute that showed this. Just like antibiotics, common disinfectants found in sponges and household sprays may contribute to drug resistant bacteria, according to researchers of drug resistan

Read A Label’s Signal Words - How To
In most ways there are few government safeguards in place for us regarding the safety of commercial cleaning products, but “signal words” and "warning words" on product labels are one notable exception. They are placed there by order of the federal government and are primarily for helping you protect your family’s health. Learn how to recognize the warning signs that you’re holding a toxic product in your hands. One of the best ways to protect your self from toxic products is to read labels and pay particular attention to “signal words.” They are placed on products by order of the federal government, with the primary purpose of protecting you, but sometimes to tell you about the products’ potential impact on the environment. POISON/DANGER means something very toxic; only a few drops could kill you. WARNING means moderately toxic; as little as a teaspoonful can kill. CAUTION denotes a product that is less toxic; two tablespoons to a cup could kill you. There are a few others, call

The Five Basics For Nontoxic Cleaning
Learning to clean from scratch—making home-made recipes—can truly work if you take time to understand a bit about the chemistry behind how the materials work. Here are the five ingredients that I find to be the safest, most effective, and useful for cleaning. Baking Soda A commonly available mineral full of many cleaning attributes, baking soda is made from soda ash, and is slightly alkaline (it’s pH is around 8.1; 7 is neutral). It neutralizes acid-based odors in water, and adsorbs odors from the air. Sprinkled on a damp sponge or cloth, baking soda can be used as a gentle nonabrasive cleanser for kitchen counter tops, sinks, bathtubs, ovens, and fiberglass. It will eliminate perspiration odors and even neutralize the smell of many chemicals if you add up to a cup per load to the laundry. It is a useful air freshener, and a fine carpet deodorizer. Washing Soda A chemical neighbor of baking soda, washing soda (sodium carbonate) is much more strongly alkaline, with a pH around 1

Wake Up.
on sir edmund: Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise. From "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out! From "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular. Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter. TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace" F**k off! It's enough that I

13 Wonderful Ways To Use Epsom Salts
I always knew that soaking in a tub full of hot water with a few cups of Epsom Salts was good for relaxing muscles and drawing toxins from the body, but I could never find out why. And it wasn't until I spent some time at the Epsom Salt Industry Council website that I learned that Epsom Salts -- made of the mineral magnesium sulfate--are also a sedative for the nervous system. When magnesium sulfate is absorbed through the skin, such as in a bath, it draws toxins from the body, sedates the nervous system, reduces swelling, relaxes muscles, is a natural emollient, exfoliator, and much more. EPSOM SALT TIPS Adapted from the Epsom Salt Industry Council Epsom Salt Council Note: Check with a doctor before using if you have any health concerns. * Relaxing and Sedative Bath: Soak in warm water and 2 cups of Epsom Salt. * Face Cleaner: To clean your face at night, mix a half-teaspoon of Epsom Salt with your regular cleansing cream. Just massage into skin and rinse with cold wate

Tick Repellent
I dug deep in my herbal formula books for this recipe out of desperation, given that a few friends of mine live in the epicenter of the tick-generated Lyme disease epidemic. I tested the essential oil that is recommended for ticks, Rose Geranium, by putting a few drops—no more!— on our dogs’ collars, to see if it would repel ticks. Lo and behold, we went from 20 ticks a day on each dog, to none. The second best essential oil for repelling ticks is American Pennyroyal (also called tickweed). * 2 tablespoons vegetable or nut oil (almond oil contains sulfur, a repellent in its own right) * 10 to 25 drops Rose Geranium essential oil Combine the ingredients in a glass jar; shake to blend. Makes: 2 tablespoons Shelf Life: 6 months Dab a few drops on your skin or clothing, making sure to avoid eyes. Caution Skip the Pennyroyal if there is anyone pregnant (including pets) in the home, as it can induce miscarriage. And as always, use essential oils with caution as they can burn

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How To Forgive (WOW) > >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was > >> walking > >> in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many > >> things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about > >> him back when he had a job. > >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >cheated > >> him. > >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the > >> illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled > >> with anger, resentment and >frustration. > >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not >find, > >> knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak > >> tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears > >> in his eyes, he prayed: > >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You > >> have > >> told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you > >> have told me to forgive. I am sad,

Innocent Exchange Of An Erotic Confession
Innocent Exchange Of An Erotic Confession by Samuel Blaizes I'll gently touch your hand, and you'll give me a look that could enslave the wildest dream. I'll raise your lips to be kissed in vain, and enchant your mouth with the caress of an eager tongue. And if you're angered, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. On your electric breasts I'll lay my hands and create light impressions to match and twin the marks of submission which earlier you left on my back. And your breasts, with a kind warm glow, they swell and talk with hardened tips. They stir, and desire to dance under my lips. accompanied by the rhythms of heartbeats and the melancholy moans played by instruments of enticement. And if you distrust me, I no farther meant than to please you, release you, and receive your innocence. I'll keep my eyes on yours, on your soft skin my hands will stay. Look at a face kissed by an

Desire's Fire...
LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. HOME TO THE BODY, BODY TO THE SIN. SIN IS A SPARK, YOU LET ME IN. INSIDE YOUR MIND, YOUR MIND IS NOW MINE, MINE TO DEVOUR, I WILL DEVOUR IN TIME. TIME IS RELENTLESS, RELENTLESS TO SEED, SEED OF THE MAN, I'M QUICK TO FEED. FEED OF HIS FLESH, HIS FLESH MY DESIRE, DISIRE HIS BODY, SET IT ON FIRE. FIRE THE RAPTURE, RAPTURE UNDONE, GIVE INTO TEMPATION, I HAVE BEGUN. FEED HIS MIND QUICKLY, GIVE WHAT YOU MAY, OFFER HIM PLEASURES, SEDUCE HIM TO STAY. THE SCENT IS RELENTLESS, HE'S READY TO DEVOUR, PULLING HIM QUICKLY, FEED UNTO HIS FIRE. TEMPT HIM AND TEASE HIM, SKIN BARED TO HIM, DON'T LET HIM TOUCH YOU, TIL YOUR READY TO GIVE IN. MOVE NICE AND SLOWLY, TAKE OF HIS BREATH, TIE HIM DOWN SWIFTLY, GIVE HIM YOUR BEST. PLAY OF HIS BODY, DISIRE IT ALL,

Cannot Be Contained...
SOMETIMES THE FIRE WE FEEL CANNOT BE TAMED, I HAVE SUCH A FIRE INSIDE OF ME, IT WILL NOT BE COOLED AND CANNOT BE CONTAINED, … HEAR ME NOW, I SAY TO YOU, THE BLOOD RUNS THICK, THE BLOOD RUNS THREW. COME TO ME TO FEED MY RAGE, RELEASE THIS ANIMAL FROM IT'S BITTERED CAGE. IT WANTS TO FEED, TASTE THE LUST, IT WANTS TO LOVE YOU TILL YOU ARE DUST. CRY TO ME SINNER, NO PRAYERS OFFERED HERE, I AM THE SEDUCER, I AM YOUR FEAR. ENTANGLE WITH ME, TAKE ME DOWN HARD, MOAN OF ITS PASSION AND RECKLESS REGARD. I PLAY FOR PLEASURE, YOUR PLEASURE TO PAIN, I FEED OF YOUR BODY, COURSE THREW YOUR VEINS. HEATED I RUSH YOU WITH PASSION AND BLISS, TAKING OF FIRE AND UNCALCULATED RISKS. I HUNGER FOR YOUR BODY, I DRINK OF YOUR SWEAT, NAILS TO YOUR FLESH, I HAVE NO REGRETS. THIS BURNING I FEEL SO DEEP INSIDE, I WANT YOU SO BADLY AS WE COLLIDE. RIPPING AND TEARING OF HEAVENLY SKIN, DIVING IN TO FEED AS I LET YOU WITH

Lets Play...
HUMMM….LET ME THINK ABOUT THIS…… ENOUGH THINKING…LETS PLAY. THIS PLACE IS SO CROWDED, BUT YOUR ALL ALONE, I CAN SMELL YOUR DESIRES, I'M ALMOST STONED. I LIKE WHAT I SEE AND I'M WANTING YOU, I BET YOU TASTE SWEET, CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE YOU. YOUR BODY SO TIGHT, SO READY TO PLAY, I'VE GOT ALL NIGHT, HELL I'VE GOT ALL DAY. LETS GO TO MY PLACE, TAKE OFF THOSE JEANS, I'LL EVEN HELP, I'LL USE MY TEETH. I'M NOT INTO GAMES, I DON'T LOOK FOR LUCK, I HAVE THIS DESIRE, I JUST WANNA…….Fuck. I WANNA RUN MY HANDS FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR TOES, FEEL THAT HOT SKIN TO MY BODY , GOD ONLY KNOWS. PANTING AND HEAVING I'VE GOT YOUR DESIGN, GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I'LL MAKE YOU MINE. OH HOW YOU SHIVER OR IS IT JUST ME, PEEL BACK AND DELIVER INSIDE OF ME. OH YOU TASTE TO SWEET, YOUR SMELL SO DEVINE, SLID OVER MY TONGUE, YOUR FLESH SO FINE. I'M NOT TO PRECIOUS, BUT I AM IN FLAMES, TO RUN UP THAT BODY, TO MAKE YOU INSANE. PUSHING AND G

Never Been To Me
Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But, I wish someone had talked to me Like I wanna talk to you Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I had to be free I've been to paradise but I've never been to me Please lady, please lady, don't just walk away 'Cause I have this need to tell you why I'm all alone today I can see so much of me still living in your eyes Won't you share a part of a weary heart that has lived million lies.... Oh, I've been to Niece and the Isle of Greece while I've sipped champagne on a yacht I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo and showed 'em what I've got I've been undressed by kings and I've seen some things that a woman ain't supposed to see I've been to paradise, but I've never been to me Hey, you

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Funny
Darned If I Know......... > > A kindergarten class had a homework assignment to find > out about something > exciting and relate it to the class the next day. When > the time came to > present what they'd found, the first little boy walked > up to the front of > the class made a small white dot .on the blackboard > and sat back down. > Puzzled, the teacher asked him just what it was. "It's > a period,'' said the > little boy. > > Well, I can see that,'' she said, "but what is so > exciting about a > period???" > > Darned if I know,'' said the little boy, "but this > morning my sister was > missing one. Daddy had a heart attack, Mommy fainted, > and the man next door > shot himself."

Waking With The Rain And Tummy Pains
Yeah so i couldn't think of a name. Well I broke lent, i ate chicken last night at applebees, and the minor guilt trip i had turned to major payback. How is it that i'm the only one that ever gets food posioning, from eating out & home cooked meals. I'm just sticking with apple juice and cashews from now on. But then i beleive everything happens for a reason. If i hadn't gotten sick then i would gone to the home and garden show today. Now it's nasty out, i'm drinking apple juice by the gallons trying to get hydrated, and getting my old room set up. My sis kelly is moving in with my parents till the work her house gets finished. Lol, she's bitching b/c my room is creepy. I painted it with midnight blue walls , a lavander ceiling, and put moss green tile on the floor, oh yeah i also have a black cannopy over the bed. funny sounding yes but it all ties in real well. So now instead of today i'm going tomorrow to the show. I just want to look at the hot tubs and new landscaping ideas. T

Once Again
BACK AGAIN OLD HOUSES SAME SIGNS SIMILAR SMELLS LONG AGO SMOOTH, LUSTROUS STRANDS-COAL BLACK VELVETY, SOFT EYES-GENTLY PERUSING DELICATE, SUPPLE LIPS-EASILY UPTURNED TENDER, SATIN SKIN-SOLICITING TOUCH BITTER-SWEET MEMORIES ONCE MINE TO ENVELOP TO ADMIRE, TO CHERISH TO COVET, TO LOVE TO HATE LONG AGO MANY OTHERS DIFFERENT PATHS CHANGED PEOPLE CHANGED ME SAME EMOTIONS RELENTLESSLY EVOVING PASSIONS ELICITING EXCITED MEMORIES A SWELLED, PUMMELED HEART EXPOSED, VULNERABLE ENSLAVED LONG AGO FOREVER

Whats Up With Micheal Waltrip ??
I wasn't home to watch qualifying for Sundays 2nd points race but when I got home I checked the results (listed below) My reactions were as follows .... Jeff Gordon > pole.."fuck you Gordon"... Mark Martin qualifies 3rd > .. ""man he's doin good in that new Chevy !" .... Dale Jr.. starts 5th >> " holy shit, WHOOYAA, Gordon won't be in first for long !!"" Readin down the list ... blah, blah ,blah... Did not qualify MICHAEL WALTRIP ..>> WTF First I thought GREAT !! karma finally got him for Daytona. This is where I started getting a lil pissed.. I watched the inspections for Daytona and I saw the interview with Waltrip as the beginning steps of getting caught started to unfold and I watched him lie right thru his big fat lips.. After getting busted for the illegal fuel alot of people and drivers were upset that he wasn't ejected from the race (me being one of them) How was this fair to the other drivers and teams.. You cannot say 'oh he's just a driver he

Saturday 2/24/07
Not much going on yet again today lol, just going to be spending most of the day updating my cherry stash and other things and open up my chat room later this evening. Hope everyone has a cherrilicious day!

All The Same?
Im 48, slightly chubby, Male. OMG I must be a pervert. Why must I be? Why can i not just be a nice friendly bloke. Why do I have to suffer due to the desperation of some men. I see my ex as a friend and when possible we still have great sex. So here I look for friends for a chat. I am not gay nor am i wiered. So Please put the brush away. Thanks for reading. Mike

I'm Not Your Savior
I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN TO SAVE ME SAVE ME FROM MY SINS IN FEAR AND HATE DECIET BEGINS IF YOU CHOOSE TO BETRAY BETRAY AND DECIEVE ALL THAT YOU REAP SHALL BE WHAT YOU RECIEVE I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN THAT WON'T ENSLAVE ME ENSLAVE ME IN THE LIE TRICK AND HURT ME TILL THE DAY THAT I DIE SEARCHIN FOR TRUTH THE TRUTH SO TRUE HONEST AND WHOLESOME LIKE THE SKY SO BLUE I AM NOT YOUR SAVIOR, NOT YOUR MAN JUST A MODERN DAY HUSTLER SEARCHIN FOR A PLAN A PLAN THAT WILL SAVE SAVE ME FROM MYSELF NOT LEAVE ME TO DIE AND PUT ME ON THE SHELF JUST SHOW ME LOYALTY LOYALTY AND RESPECT LOVE ME AS YOUR BROTHER, FOR ANY LIES I SHALL DETECT

Beware Of Delilah
WHAT WAS IT THAT I FOUND? IS IT ADDICTION? WHAT AM I SEEING? IS IT CONTRADICTION? WHAT WILL I DO? IS IT MY FUTURE TO BE CURSED WITH THIS AFFLICTION? DELILAH THIS IS MY ADDICTION. WORDS VERSUS ACTIONS THIS IS CONTRADICTION. LOVING WITHOUT BEING LOVED BACK THIS IS MY ACCURSED AFFLICTION.

Past Present Future
MISTAKES OF PAST I STRUGGLE TO PAY MISTAKES OF PRESENT PUSHING LOVED ONES AWAY MISTAKES OF THE FUTURE OR WILL I LEARN THE WAY THE WAY I LEARNED LUST THE WAY I CAN BELIEVE AND TRUST THE WAY I WILL STOP FEELING DISGUST DISGUST OF PAST PAIN DISGUST OF PRESENT THOUGHTS IN MY BRAIN DISGUST OF A FUTURE LYING BENEATH THE GROUND SLAIN.

I Just Want You
I have soared through the air I have seen the pits of hell I have made friends I have broken hearts I have been both scared and proud I have cried tears I have faced fear I have met famous people I have slept under the stars I have been in pain I have caused pain I have danced barefoot in a meadow I have seen the city lights I have held a baby bird I have felt the touch of love I have spoke in front of hundreds I have laughed from my heart I have bled from my soul I have flown a kite on a windy nite I have made friends across the world I have seen change I have changed I have kept secrets I have told lies I have discovered the magic of words I have felt the jab of loneliness, Now there is just one thing left, the one thing left to do only one thing I long for, before my days are through, I JUST WANT YOU ...... Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

While Ratings Are Down
While the ratings are off and everyone can only comment.. Will you please help me. This contest ends on the 28th. It will also be my last. The prize is a 30 day blast, so I would love to have it. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

Always Loving You
THIS IS NOT NEW ...... Always Loving You In the quietness of the moment I wonder how you are; We may be far apart in distance But from my thoughts you are never far. I don't know what tomorrow holds The future I cannot see; So I will take today for what it is worth And be glad that you love me. Tomorrow does not stand apart a shiny brand new day; It is the tapestry we weave Made up of yesterdays. Thank you for sharing with me A portion of yourself; I know you will never be mine But the part you have given to me Will never belong to anyone else. So I will try to live my life Separated by the two; Doing the things I am supposed to do And yet always loving you.

Hide Your Feeling
at work make sure put all the sweet nice cute face, make it as if the work place is flowery the bestest place to be when you going to quit that place! Why because that stupid nosy doesnt have anything better to do named 'your co-worker' will spread stupid rumour, get you in trouble, make you clean the mess and do damage control. NOT FUN!!!! So you see having 2 face at work is needed! Darn you stupid has nothing to do co-worker glad I wont be around you soon! And owww what goes around comes around I'll make sure of that...

Goodbye
GOODBYE Watching the stars fade from the sky, the leaves falling down, the robin's last cry, the grass turning brown, I utter a sigh. The hardest part when watching love die, is whispering softly the final "goodbye".

Announcement!
I'm so excited!! Spread the love, my friends/family/fans! Sweet Pea, my newest add, is my niece Sarah and those little sweethearts are the twins who are my greatnieces!! Sarah and I share a special bond - she tends to be alot like her Auntie M, very adventurous and tends to get into trouble occasionally, lol! Love her to death! So spread the love, my friends! By the way Sweet Pea, what happens at CherryTAP, stays at CherryTAP, lmao! Welcome, and enjoy!

Part Iii
As she lay there sleeping that morning, one would never know that she was such a darling submissive. He was having such a good time with her, he hated to think that the weekend was eventually going to end. Sleeping soundly, he slipped out to gather some ‘supplies’. He came back in silently, not wanting to rouse her. Just the thought of what he was going to do to her had him hardening. It was just her luck she slept on her tummy…just made his job that much easier. He slid the rope around her wrist, tying it to the bed. He did this to her other hand, and her ankles as well. The final product was so incredibly arousing! Here she was, tied to his bed, in his home, and she was willing to do anything he wanted. He tucked her hair behind her ear so that he could see her face. So beautiful. Completely relaxed, and completely unaware of what was happening. He pulled the covers back, exposing her completely. She stirred slightly, but he wanted her completely and fully awake and

Whispered
Whispered My words left unspoken untold and alone left as a secret, written in stone. Whispering with the wind, through ears that don't hear. Will one never know how I love thee so, dear? To think is to speak, as breath is to air, forgotten in time, left in despair. When life is determined by the beat of a heart, the truth will be spoken, and with a kiss, we'll depart.

This Is Proof That People Are Mean To Me
"Subject: attention whore, much? Seriously, you and Coke Head both need to back off, stop looking at my Myspace and Livejournal page, because it proves the theory that you're a stalker... When you get done sucking him off for his affection, feel free to tell him that I don't have his back pack, and that its sad that he has to steal money from honest good people (who are going to better themselves and not work at Mapleside for the rest of their lives) because he has an addiction he can't support... I don't believe for one second that anyone stole anything from him... What would be the quickest way to try and take the blame off of yourself than to make yourself look like a victim? Awww, poor baby... Even if someone stolen shit from him, it's called karma, obviously he deserved it... After all the money he's stolen from numerous people, he got his karmatic retribution... And next time he calls my phone sweetie, I'll be more than glad to call the police, because him being a coke head, I

Dropped Cellphone In Water
Hey, if anyone ever has this happen, all is not lost. I had come across this info somewhere else, and remembered it. IMMEDIATELY, grab the phone and shake it hard to remove any water and TURN IT OFF. Remove the battery, SIM card and Memory card(if u have one). DO NOT soak the phone in rubbing alcohol( as some sites say, to displace the water) Set the phone in front of a space heater or something else to blow warm air on it, for at least 24 hours, 48 is better. Don't get it so hot that u mess the phone up. I know it's hard to go without your phone, as we are all slaves to them these days, but if you power up the phone before all the water is dried, then you will probably short it out. I dropped my phone in a mop bucket the other day. I did exactly what I said, and my phone is ok. I'm a gadget nut, so I got a pretty advanced one with 2mp camera, internet, media player and all, and have been using it again now for a week, with no problems. The water damage sticker under the battery has b

Grr And Exhausted
well the good news is i get to go see my foster sister and i didnt think we'd get to go see her. the bad news is i got about 2 `1/2 hours of sleep cuz ive been coughing all night and kept waking up and i had a really good dream of ravyn when i told myself i would stop thinking of her because it makes her sick to think of me. and i hate thinking of someone who despises me. i'm trying so hard to let it all go and move on. and the worse part is i wanted to let myself be captured by the dream and dwell on it, but i'm not going to let myself. i prefer my many nice thoughts before falling to sleep. i also kept having a ton of weird dreams of work and that i was trying to get a few days of for vacation but they were trying to tell me i had to fly out on vacation at 4 one day and be back by 4 the next, and i said no i'm not going out for one day i ussually go on vacation for 2 weeks so i need at least 3 days. in the dreams i kept trying to force work out of my mind and had the image of a

Things I Hate About Ct
I've noticed (in the few short days I've been here) some things that I reeeeeaaallllyyy hate about CT. Ok let's start with the girls who seem to think they need to put alluring words in their nicknames. News flash Cupcake, you look like your mommy and daddy dont feed you, eat a f'cking sandwich you bone then maybe you'll live up that porn star name you're sporting. And then there's the girls who, for some unknown reason feel the need to pose with their fat ugly boobs/ass pressed against the cam.......ok sorry I threw up in my mouth a little just thinking about it. I'm ok now. Your fat boobs and your fat ass are NOT pretty. Put some clothes on and try to show us some personality there Slim. What's on the inside is more important then what's on the outside but c'mon! You're scaring people away.....sorry threw up in my mouth again. =( Ok now seriously, GUYS. What on God's green Earth makes you think that anyone cares how talented your tongue is? Most of the ones who are spewing this VER

This Site Is Being Screwy
Well ya know how yesturday afternoon i had 7000 points to go and they knocked me back up to 8000. Well last night i had 2000 points to go and it knocked my back up to 5000. I have been working my ass off to get to the next level and its thinking it doesnt wanna let me get to level 10... What the hell.

The Battle For Your Mind By Dick Sutphen
Introduction I'm Dick Sutphen and this tape is a studio-recorded, expanded version of a talk I delivered at the World Congress of Professional Hypnotists Convention in Las Vegas, Nevada. Although the tape carries a copyright to protect it from unlawful duplication for sale by other companies, in this case, I invite individuals to make copies and give them to friends or anyone in a position to communicate this information. Although I've been interviewed about the subject on many local and regional radio and TV talk shows, large-scale mass communication appears to be blocked, since it could result in suspicion or investigation of the very media presenting it or the sponsors that support the media. Some government agencies do not want this information generally known. Nor do the Born-Again Christian movement, cults, and many human-potential trainings. Everything I will relate only exposes the surface of the problem. I don't know how the misuse of these techniques can be stopped.

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Breakin Up
SO NOW YOUR GONNA CALL ME A PLAYER ALSO A LIAR ,AS WELL AS BETRAYER NOW YOUR SAYIN I'M A LOSER WELL I AIN'T SORRY, I'M NOT AN ABUSER YOU CAN SAY WHAT YA WANT CUZ I RELLY DON'T CARE HAPPY I DIDN'T GET CAUGHT UP BY THE SMELL OF YOUR HAIR YOUR SITTIN THERE THINKIN YOUR COOL WHILE I SIT HERE THINKIN WHAT A FUCKIN TOOL IF YOU REALLY THINK I PLAYED YOU WOULD I HAVE INTRODUCED MY FRIENDS TOO WOULD I HAVE LET YOU SEE THAT I COULDN'T LET IT BE COULDN'T LEAVE YA HIGH AND DRY COULD'VE SKEETED IN YOUR EYE I COULD'VE BEEN A PRICK AND JUST HIT IT WITH MY DICK BUT INSTEAD I LET IT GO COULDN'T TREAT YA LIKE A HOE I WALK AWAY VERY PROUD WITH MY HEAD ALL UP IN A FLUFFY WHITE CLOUD ALL BECAUSE I HAD A DREAM SHOWED ME THINGS WEREN'T AS THEY SEEM IT AIN'T MY FAULT YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE WHAT THE FUCK YA WANT ME TO DO, MAKE YOU MY WIFE COME UP RIDIN ON A HORSE JUST TO SEE IT END IN DIVORCE LITTLE KIDS CRYIN AND YOU WISHIN YO

Your Own Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique

Oh Damn
YEAH I WENT TO THAT CONCERT IT WAS CRAIG MORGAN AND TRACE ADKINS.......OK SO I GOT DRUNK WAY TO DRUNK IM A SINNER YES I SHALL BURN IN THE PITS OF HELL PROBLY...LOL...BUT IT WAS FUN AND DOES ANY WOMAN HERE NO HOW DAMN HOT TRACE ADKINS REALLY IS....MY OH MY THAT MAN DOES SUMTHING RIGHT .....ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO POP IN HERE AND SAY HEY LOVE YOU ALL X0XO, MESHA

Hero_ Song
There's a hero if you look inside your heart. You don't have to be afraid of what you are. There's an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away. And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive. So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you. It's a long road when you face the world alone. No one reaches out a hand for you to hold. You can find love if you search within yourself and the emptiness you felt will disappear. And then a hero comes along with the strength to carry on and you cast your fears aside and you know you can survive. So, when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong and you'll finally see the truth that a hero lies in you. Lord knows dreams are hard to follow, But don't let anyone tear them away. Hold on, there will be to

Un Owned Yet Again
You know breaking up in any situation is never easy. And one would think when your not inlove it would be easier, but it isn't. My Master broke the cardnal sin of D/s,, he broke the bonds of trust and now I am once again a free agent. I will take sometime off to regroup,for me the hardest part is that deep emotional attachment that I felt we had when we scened together. Well and of course the scenes themselves. He may not have been the worlds most perfect Dom, but he was good enough for me, and I appreciated everything about him. AHHHHH life goes on. So send me some love and help me get over this emotional speed bump. Hugs and kisses, whips and candlewax to you all. angelmyst

Your Beautiful Heart
Your Beautiful heart I’ve tried to find the words to tell you Searched deep within myself to find them To tell the love I feel inside me Whenever I am around you Since you’re gone I can find no words to tell you Of the love I feel for you still Love that dwells in the deepest valleys of my heart Consumes me like the fiery sun and leaves me breathless as I climb the mountain Of love lost and perhaps forever gone In the twilight of tomorrow Silent echo’s of your shadow Whisper in my heart every time I think of you smiling memories of our past remind me of a time when you loved me with all your heart I pray to an invisible God that these poor mortal words may reach you and find you and touch you tenderly for I have no other way to tell you That I love you with all my heart I pray that my words may warm you and that your eyes may see me anew for I’ve traveled a lifetimes journey to find my way back to you I pray that one day you will see ho

Saturday Afternoon
Its saturday affternoon and i have had to go into work to see if i was required. Also spending time using a library computer as mine died the other day..... shall have to buy a new one next month, im having withdrawal symptoms from no CT ...LOL

May Be A Bit Lengthy, But So Worth Reading. It Could Help Someone You Love.
If you, a loved one, or a even an aquantance has Diabetes, then please read this and take it to heart. This is about my situation with Diabetes. It has been almost 2 years since I was diagnosed with this awful disease. At first my doctor put me on 250 mgs. of Metformin. One pill in morning and one at night. For a little while that was ok. Then my sugar levels kept climbing. I went to 500 mgs. in morning and at night. In March of 2006 she again raised my Metformin to 1000 mgs. in morning and again at night. Still my sugar levels spun out of control. I was eating the right things and getting exercise and losing weight. We then moved to Tennessee in April. I had been hearing things about this new drug out being used to treat Diabetes, and how wonderful it was. In chat one night a couple people were in there that were taking it and was telling how it worked miracles. But when she said it was made from a base of South American Lizard spit, I said oh hello no, I am NOT taking that. Bu

Rude
I go on to others pages to rate them ( mostly women's) and to look, and what do I see, men who will leave the rudest comments to women, what is wrong with these men?? what is going on in their lives that they have to say the filthiest things to women in most cases they don't even know.. Lets take this into real life, your at the corner and your waiting for a cab, bus, person and a man come up to and says, hey your hot can I see your pussy?, A women goes out to eat with her husband / boyfriend and the waiter comes to the table and says, hey want to see my menu I have a wonderful tub steak you might be interested in.. well this is not acceptable behavior in the real world why is it ok on the internet?? MEN on here are fucking rude assholes with very little minds and too much time on their hands mostly there dicks in their hands, I am over whelmed with the disgust and filth that comes from the keyboards of 90% of the men here I am taken back by this sick and twisted sense of reality,jus

Woot
ok i came back from the philippines about like 4:00+ AAAH!!! I FUCKIN LOVE PHILIPPINES!! THE PPL IN THERE ARE SO HOT!! PHILIPPINES ROCK ALL THE WAY!! MORE OF OUR STYLE OF PPL IN PHILIPPINES THAN IN TAIWAN!! AND SLIPKNOT AND METAL BANDS NEVER COME HERE MOSTLY TO PHILIPPINES SLIPKNOT WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO PHILIPPINES BUT THEY CANCELLED IT MAYBE BECAUSE OF SHAWN CRAHAN AGAIN OR MAYBE ANOTHER THING I WANT TO LIVE THERE WITH U.S.A THEY ROCK!! AAAH!! I'M INSANE!! I EVEN HAVE A CRUSH ON MY DRIVER!!! OMG!! LOVE THEM!! FILIPINO GUYS ARE SO HOT!!! OMG!! and yea...filipino ppl are so nice better than taiwan

A Spur Of The Moment Work In Progress
I really felt like writing right now, so I did. Here it is. _________________________________________________ If I had a song to bring everything wrong in me up to the surface to be washed away. I'd sing it out loud, scream it up to the clouds But it seems that these things will not give in today. They stay there inside yet they don't try to hide, hell I wear them like medals pinned straight to my chest. And each day I rise to see they multiplied in me A new problem born for each one I've confessed. Everyone judges but my harshist critic is the one that I see in the mirror. Cause I beat myself up and I shut myself down long before my own face can appear. - I want to break out. The chains that I polish are holding me down. Rid myself of the sadness and all the self doubt Yeah, I want to break out. I see the whole world through these rose colored glasses. My own my life I see through the dark tinge of pain. I've tried a new tac

Currency Exchange
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the >currency exchange window at the local bank. >Short line, just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying >to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated. > >He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo >yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" > >The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". > >The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!

Remembering My Grandma....
In Loving Memory of my Grandmother.... Helen Frances Spencer-Call 9/9/1920 - 2/24/1987 Though in reality, it's been 20 years since you have departed from this life.. It still feel's like only yesterday. Missing you so very much and Loving you even more.. My Solace is that one day I know, we will be together again in Heaven and my oh my, the catching up we have to do.. When I first see you, I don't know whether to duck for the ass whoopin I know you're going to dish me for the poor decisions I have made or to just grab you up and hug you... I'm sure we will figure it out.. All My Love.. Yesterday, Today and Alway's ~ Jackie Thank you for the gift of love, now you're sharing it up above. You had many things to say. All in a caring way. You always saw good in everyone, No matter what they've done. You were always the one we could all lean on. Even though it must have felt like a ton. You were always the strength of the family. Now we must let you rest calmly. As

He's A Goner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll Remove one piece of clothing." He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 60 off came the pants. At 65 it was Her bra and at 70 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get help," he said. "I don't have anything to

Stress!
A lecturer when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " "As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can p

Quit Your Bitchin(still Working On)
I am amazed that people love to complain about everything under the sun. It is very easy to stir the pot so to speak. When you turn on your t.v. you go to the gas pump and you stare at the price of a gallon of gas. You scream on the inside, you even scream on the outside. You go to work and complain to your colleuges about the outrageousness of the cost of fuel in this country. You complain to your legistlators to get something done. You scream at the automakers to come out with a more fuel efficent car,truck or SUV. You say "We need alternative means of fuel". "Anyone up for electric cars?" Well if you know anything, you would know when cars were first introduced there were several different types of cars. Gas,electric and even steam powered cars. Well we all know who won out in that race. But why? Simple. Gas was easier to refine and have stations all accross the country, and the money was great!. There would have been no money in putting water stations accross the country. (You

My Guitar
Being a lifelong Pittsburgh Penguins fan, I've noticed lately that since the arrival of Sidney Crosby, there's a lot of fair weathered friends out there. We had quite a few bad years with budget problems, but a great group of fans stuck around no matter what. We put up with the flack. However, now when I post my avatar as a Pens logo, I receive "Go Pens!" where I used to get "They suck!" Imagine that. So lately I've been wanting to show my support as a TRUE fan, and also give credit to Sidney Crosby for yet again making us legit. It's not his work alone, but he is definitely the spark plug of the team currently, and his NHL Draft Day was a very exciting event. Possibly the greatest since Mario Lemieux. I'm a guitarist in the band Thundercracker, and I've always wanted a custom paint job on my guitar, but those will set you back a few bucks. Now, I've started working again at Modesto's Sign Shop (in Ardmore, OK) and have the ability to use the equipment for designing said

Philosophy ... Just Man Or Woman
... food for thought ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ JUST MAN OR WOMAN Forced to live a human life, filled with trouble, toil and strife, called a Husband or a wife, are we just Man or Woman? Trapped inside a fleshy cage, poked and prodded ‘till outrage, labeled by both Fool and Sage, who say, “Just Man or Woman”. As the intellect grows old, One discovers, or is told, “all that glitters is not gold” is there just Man and Woman? Judged by BODY separately, every human has to be, him or Her, a He or She, is MIND just Man or Woman? MIND is an electric toy, guiding BODY bold or coy, it’s the same for Girl or Boy, MIND’s not just Man or Woman. All are SPIRITS trapped behind, fleshy mass and scheduled MIND, now and then there is a sign, we’re not just Man or Woman. Some human beings, ‘tho preset to survive, and then beget, … feel their SPIRIT and regret they are just Man or Woman. Those who wander from the trail, will seek love to no avail, they are d

Torn 11/06
I am posting this so everyone knows that life wasnt always a happy thing for me. I use to be dark and depressed on a daily basis. I hated life. Wanted a way out. In the end, I found hope. My happiness comes from a love I never knew was possible. This poem will definitely show where i was and the others put you where I am now. I have went through a lot but where I am now is so much better. Hope you all enjoy. This was wrote in november of last year by the way. Somewhere along the way, I became torn. Like the page from a book, the most important one missing. I became me, who I am today, because of being torn. Is it too hard for you to understand? This is me, a HOLLOW shell that once use to be full of love and joy and happiness. Where did it all go wrong? I ask myself the same question. It didnt go wrong. This was meant to be for me. I am a human. Made to feel what I feel. Its okay. Im okay. NOT really that o

Safe In The Arms Of Hate
She swayed toward him, more than slightly intoxicated and in four inch heels. She put her arms around his neck-- more for balance than with any kind of affection. She pulled him close, kissed his cheek and whispered in her sweetest tone: "Have I told you lately that I really, really hate you?" "Then why do you keep coming back?" he asked, humoring the drunk girl in his arms. "Because you're safe. Probably the safest guy in this entire bar!" she yelled the last part, waving one arm out to illustrate her point. He guided her hand back to his neck to keep her from falling, though truth be told, he loved the feel of her arms around him, but he'd never admit to that. "Why do you say that? Because you feel so secure in my arms? or because even though *I* hurt you all the time, I won't let anyone else do it?" "Nope. You're safe because I know that I could never love you. And since loving someone opens a person to pain, the simple fact that I don't love you keeps me safe." She told him in

Yeah... Damn It All..
So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or people who I don't enjoy or feel comfortable being around bother me. And that said, no I've never been an outspoken person.. I really don't like to have to tell someone to back off or to say Don't Touch Me! But, I'm gonna have to learn apparantly! Yup.. just needing to let of some steam.. and I need to get me a bodyguard.. :)

Just Letting Everyone Know About My Tattoo!!
I'm leaving this morning. In about two hours to go see my tattooist in orlando. The outline of my sleeve will get done today. Dont worry there will be picks. most of you guys and lovely ladies have commented on the first part of my arm. The same guy is doing the entire arm for me. So see you people soon.

The War Zone?
I. The Boy: The war is over But youre still on The opposing team. What happened to us? Come on, come clean! When did you stop caring? Why did you stop trying? How could you stop loving me? II. The Girl In Question: There never was a war Nor was there any love. You made me want to scream A hole in your pigheadedness. Were you living in a dream? With all your idiocy I have no pity I never loved you! III. Her Man: Shes right, big guy Why dont you go away? Not as worthy as you dreamed And starved for love you were Yes indeed, a love-fiend. Shes with me now Ill love her as you never could And treat her as a real man should.

Offer You
If only you knew What I would give To have something true Something real and lasting With someone like you. You are making me long For things I used to know, Things that had me drawn, Things I had no right to ask Because wanting and asking are wrong. I wish for things I cannot have You are at the top of this list. Between us there is no merging path. So I walk alone here and I try To stop longing for things I cannot have. Why cant I get you out of my mind? Why cant I forget your touch? You were always so kind, So attentive to me You were such a lucky find. Why can I not have you? Why can I not plead my hearts desire? Why cant I have something true Something pure, something real, Something lasting, with you?

Welcoming Speech
Prescriptum I don't know English well and forgive me for mistakes. Welcome Welcome my friends. About me I born in Russia, Moscow. It's a great and beautiful city. Everybody listened about Red Square, Russian Army, Christ Temple, KGB (FBI) and so on. Very many legends about us outside of Russia and it's sweety. I have education (finish university). And I'm is a high-qualified IT-specialist (programming/hacking, designing/graphics, music and many other). I love my native city, but in spite of that I want to travel around the world, and maybe to live many years outside of Russia. It's my first blog in English. I hope it will be interesting for somebody. 24⁄02⁄2007 I upload a new photo to the gallery. See you again soon! Privet iz Rossii s ljubov'ju!

Developer For Imvu
What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic

Second Rate
I thought second best Was bad enough But to come in third By one who professes love? And then later you find You werent even third Or fourth or fifth? But dead last Because his drugs And your friends best included come before you. You just didnt matter. What a horrid fate To be less than second rate.

Lost Chances
Why are you haunting me? Why won't you leave me be? Why do you haunt my dreams? Will you muffle my screams? When I wake up alone at night Dealing with the sudden fright That I'll never see you again. That I'm fighting and will never win. That you've hated me all these years Through all the silence, visions and tears. I never meant to ignore you I was just too stupid to deserve you. I was young and blind, entirely too vain. I was self-centered and mean, so very plain. I never deserved you, you're a good man. When I knew you, I was but a sham. Using and taking, hurting everyone I knew. Had I known, I would not have left you. You were my best friend, I miss you now. Before it all ends, I will find you, somehow.

Should I Stay Or Shoud I Go?
The reason im asking this is because im getting sick and tired of petty jealousies and other people trying to cause trouble or stir up some crap between myself and a friend who i get on very well with. One minute im being told how im such a nice guy and now im being accused of sending abusive messages to someone. Another thing that annoys me is that i have one person who keeps looking at my page to see what comment their friend has left for me, and i know they do because this person never leaves a comment, whats the point in looking at my page if your not going to bother saying something. I was talking to someone yesterday about how they were fed up with the shallowness of certain people on here, and you know what i tend to agree with that person. So, the question is, Should I Stay or Should I go?

Thoughts
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK

Don't Make Me Love You
Don't make me love you It's can't last forever. Don't make me love you I can't leave here, not ever. Don't make me love you It will only end in pain. Don't make me love you I will not be staying. Don't make me love you The pull to you is strong. Don't make me love you I've held up this long. Don't make me love you We are not meant to be. Don't make me love you I know you can't love me.

1997 (tonight We're Gonna Party Like It's...)
Get in the pick-up truck, we're goin' for a ride Come one man, it's a downhill slide Remember the dead boys Crawl in the back, we're goin' downtown Come on bro, we can both fall down Remember the dead boys Got a big old cheap plastic bottle of gin Nasty, but it'll do you in Got to keep on talkin' so you don't come to What the hell, what the fuck is wrong with you? Midnight ride 1997, One two three Motherfucker you're going down tonight We're takin' you in We're takin' you out Midnight ride, one two three, come on Tonight we're gonna party like it's 1997 I know you're tearin' shit up and you drunk yourself wild I been drinkin' since I was a child Remember the dead boys I know you outweigh me by fifty pounds That won't matter in a couple of rounds If the cops get here first, you're a dead man You know I'm doin' all I can Sing along, bro', with the Dead Boys and the New York Dolls You know we like that noise Midnight ride, 1997, One two thre

Crucified
The illusions that cover our lies, Generally have some truth to them. We try so hard to keep our secrets Locked away from the world. Though in the end, what good Has it wrought? The truth is always Going to be within us… Reminding us of past sins. Sins we can no longer rectify. Our "friends" leave us to be crucified By those who are hurting most. Then what have we left but Our tears and our guilt? Guilt that on it's own will multiply And exemplify our bad choices. And then we are left with nothing. Absolutely nothing but our tears. Tears that fall more heavily More steadily over coming years.

Appreciation
Got this as a user comment after voting on a mumm; "Reading your profile gives me a decent idea that you're a rather intelligent fellow with glorious taste in music. Thanks for giving my mumm a rate and I definitely appreciate your profile." from 'Lord St. Ben Almighty--HAS RETURNED!' Don't you wish all your comments were as nice as that? What a cool guy!

Don't Miss It That Much
I miss the love that we shared. I miss having someone tell me they cared. Its not you I miss though Even though I'll never let it show. I dont miss the way you kiss, Nor the way you used your fists. I dont miss the guilt trips, Nor do I miss your loose lips. I never could trust you You never could be true. I could tell you that I Miss you, but it would be a lie. No matter how much I want love I will settle for a hug From someone who actually cares, But not you, so dont you dare! I can put on a show for your friends Just remember, everything ends. So watch me walk away You cannot make me stay. I am breaking the circle of pain There is nothing left to gain. I am breaking free from you. Be sure you know, I won't miss you.

Landscape
I'd try, I'd go back there again, if there was anything left, undo the locks, open the gate, walk back inside. Take a tour of the grounds, walk through disused corridors, leading to shut off rooms. There was a garden in the middle once full of sunlight and promise, a bench by a fountain, where once I kissed a pretty girl, and thought I was in love. I'll just hold onto this key, leave the estate and grounds untouched, under layers of dust and leaves. But I might walk past the gate sometimes, when I close my eyes, put my hand on the rusting iron, and remember.

Dating
A Glimpse Into The Mind of This Mad Woman I do not understand what the big deal is about dating. I dont understand the herd mentality that everyone should be paired up. I dont understand why people try to hook me up with people I could never be attracted to. It happens all the time. They act like I should be flattered that the person in question is infatuated with me. I dont date by choice. No one seems to get that. I am superficial but very down to earth. Im shallow while at the same time, incredibly deep. Im vain, but not pretty enough to carry it. With me, attraction is immediate or not at all. I dont force myself to feel things that arent real because I really hate to lie to myself. I am not really attracted to anyone right now. I dont feel any burning desire to go out and find someone new, especially when I have so many unfinished relationships haunting me. I miss the ones who used to be here, no matter how briefly. No matter how incomplete the quick fix was, at the time, it

Visiting Ct Members Pages
Hey if you take the time to visit someones profile...why not take the extra 2 seconds to rate them? Does anyone else find the practice of visiting someones profile and not rating them or am I alone on this?

I'm Blade!!
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade83%Marius67%Lestat58%Dracula58%Louis50%Armand50%Spike42%Akasha33%Deacon Frost33%Angel25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

With Her Smile
I walk within the sunshine of her heart and breathe all the beauty that surrounds me. I walk within the sunshine of her love and untie the ribbons of the gift of happiness. I walk within the sunshine of her soul and I become the white butterfly.

Love Is Like
Love is like an unsheathed sword. When two are trying to keep it bright, One pulls the grip, One holds the sharp blade tight Like it's the best reward. It's strange, But all can change. You are the one with the handle. And you will not pity your partner clenching cold steel. Even seeing his bleeding skin, you won't feel. Why? Don't you remember your hands on the blade? When there was no help, no mercy, no aid. Don't you remember your own pain, And your suffering in vain? You should have to remember. But it's like the old ember, From the fire of the gone passion, And your partner won't get your compassion.

Do You Love Me Or Not?
Do you love me or not you continue to pull the strings of my heart tugging left then right tearing it all apart your words convey one thing your actions another This strong sista don't need a confused brotha I place no blame cause I'm partly at fault for giving you the key to my emotional vault Either you want me or you don't let's not make this a battle The strong currents never stopped me I continue with a steady paddle Upstream I go I maintain my balance you're obstructing my flow presenting a challenge You're like the iceberg that made the Titanic sink You're like a tumor in the brain affecting the way I think You're like the corn on my pinky toe discomfort from friction like you'll never know You're like the end of the book when I turn the last page In blankness emptiness in nothingness I gaze Don't wrack your brain trying to figure out if I'm worthy of your time Be honest and true to yourself put the

* Horse * Symbolism * Equus *
Introduction A Tibetan prayer flag is commonly called lung-ta or "windhorse." That is partly because wherever it appears, the horse stands for amplified energy. Where it was tamed and especially where used not only as a steed but also as a draft (or, draught) animal, the horse symbolizes force that can be controlled to benefit society. In physics, using the British system, the unit of work is HP, horse-power. In Buddhism The horse is one of the 12 animals in the Asian 60-year calendrical cycle. Shakyamuni Buddha is said to have been born in the Year of the Horse, and so 2002, which was mainly a horse year, was considered especially auspicious. The 12 animals rotate through each of the 5 elements and the 2 sexes. (Sadly, a female child born in the Fire Horse year was often put to death because it was believed that she would turn out to be too energetic and hard to manage.) Compassionate Bodhisattva, Avalokiteshvara (Chenresi) once took the form of a horse.The horse s

Pain-suicide Machine
I never do it for nothing It's never been for free I never cared about nothing Unless it satisfied me My only game is surviving And try to stay alive I'm struggling in the underworld That suffocates my life Suicide Machine - locked up in this cage Suicide Machine Ã I don't understand They tried to shut me up They tried to shut me down They tried to throw me away I'll never give it up I'm never gonna stop I will fight to the end Suicide Machine I'll stand tall, I'll break bones I'll give them hell No bullshit Ã I'm still here You Better catch me dead You have always tried to crush and break me down But I will never ever give up without a fight I am the man Ã it will always be me Dreaming of a life in peace, but it was never meant for me Suicide Machine -------------

The Holy Optimism Of Love
Under the golden bough of love We sealed our divine pact Within the grotto of desire Two hearts were forged into one An undetachable iron bond Between our hearts and souls Two humans, soulmates and lovers United in the silence of the universe Hearts always beating towards The other's fulfillment and touch Time standing still for the merging of body fluids and thoughts Longing for the caress Of the other's hands and breath Reunited in a heavenly sphere Where eternity replaces reality Sweethearts can never be broken Though time and distance come between For a morning star has risen in the heavens On gilded wings of immortality

* Kee - Ra - Sha * Pillar Of Light * Silver Cord * Um Shaddai Ur *
********************************************************************************************* Kee-Ra-ShA ********************************************************************************************* (Kundalini Energy - Pillar of Light - Silver Cord - Um Shaddai Ur) The 3 Primal Creation Frequencies - Primary Light Fields - or Currents: the Kee-Ra-ShA. When ALL of the frequencies within the 3 embodied Kundalini Currents, the 4th Kundalini Current - The Kee-Ra-ShA is activated. Activation of the Kee-Ra-ShA anchors the 12th Dimensional HYDROPLASMIC BEAM within the body, initiating the process of Cellular Transmutation and intentional de-manifestation and Dimensional Ascension of the human biological form. The Kee-Ra-ShA 3 Primal Light Fields are often called the Um Shaddai Ur (Pillar of First Cause Light), from which the 12 Rays of the Universal Kundalini Life Force Currents emerge. (Planetary Shields Clinic Field Guide – Page 16, 17) Primary Light Fields (Lif

While You Were Sleeping: Rating Maintenance
By the time most of you come back online, you may not notice a thing; especially, if BJ gets the maintenance done as quickly as he hopes. See message below.... 2007-02-24 00:38:14 in about 10 minutes (12:50AM PST) i'm going to disable all ratings on the site. i'm doing maintenance and they'll be back in about an hour or so... werd. -mike

My Tattoo Shop Promotion
Feed My Addiction PromotionAdd to My Profile | More Videos So if you come in and get the logo tattooed on ya get another tattoo of equal or lesser value. Also showing off the video I made ;)

Two Hundred Bucks
One day an at home wife is alone and the doorbell rings. She opens it to a guy, "Hi, is Tony home?" The wife replies, "No, he went to the store, but you can wait here if you want." So they sit down and after a while of silence the friend says "You know Sara, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred buck just to see one." Sara thinks about it for a second and figures, what the hell - a hundred bucks! She opens her robe and shows one to him for a few seconds. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table. They sit there a while longer and guy then says "That was so amazing I've got to see both of them. I'll give you another 100 dollars if I could just see the both of them together." Sara amazed by the offer sits and thinks a bit about it and thinks, heck, why not? So she opens her robe and gives Chris a nice long chance to cop a look. A while later Tony arrives back home from the store. The wife goes up to him, "You know, your friend C

A Letter Of Love
excerpt entitled: A Letter of Love 1 "...As my heart felt Naked and abandoned You clothed me Sheltered me ...You swam to me You rescued me ...for you touched My heart Like no other has Bringing a joy Like it has Never known Embedding your love So deep inside of me You became a part Of me."

* Kundalini * Antakarana *
********************************************************************************************* Kundalini ********************************************************************************************* (Kundalini energy and Kundalini Spirals) (See: Antakarana - Universal Kundalini) The life-force currents corresponding to the first 9 dimensions and first 3 Hova Bodies, Matter Densities and Shields are referred to as the Kundalini Energies. (Also known as the Universal Kundalini or Antakarana) The 3 embodied Kundalini Currents are the TELLURIC, DORADIC and TEURIC CURRENTS. Each Kundalini Currents is a Triadic Current - a set of 3 dimensional currents that function together and are separated by Magnetic Repulsion Zones Each of the 3 Kundalini Currents is spiraled within the regions of the first 8 CELLS of human conception, located at the TAILBONE at the base of the spine. (The incarnating consciousness anchors its identity and Christos Manifestation Template with

Fighting In Marriage (funny)
If you are married go get the video of the ceremony (those of you who aren't pay attention) now watch the vows, no where in those vows does it say "when you fight you must fight to the death, no settlements", for the love of God even though we all "know" we are right in an argument say "i am sorry or say "you are right" *even though you know they are WRONG AND YOU ARE RIGHT DAMMNIT*. It doesn't make you anything but a good spouse and if you plan to stay married until you are 98 and you can't do this then don't plan on finding another person to help you find your false teeth.

What's Comment Bombing, You Ask?
Well, my dear reader, it's when you visit a picture in a comment contest, and leave as many comments as you would like on it, in rapid succession. The comment doesn't have to make any sense, and it doesn't even have to include characters! You can hold down the space bar for varying lengths of time each time you submit! I often find it more efficient to open at least four tabs in my browser when comment bombing. I enter something, submit, and click the next tab. Before you know it, you have racked up a good amount of comments for the entrant you are supporting! For your practice, I have included this link below: I give out gifts to those who practice their comment bombing on this picture. The more comments you leave, the better the gift! Have fun and let me know if you do practice on this, with how many approximate comments! That way I don't miss giving you your gift! Thanks!

Ten Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

Mysterious Skin Disease
Most individuals with this disease report disturbing symptoms such as crawling, stinging and biting sensations, as well as non-healing skin lesions which are associated with highly unusual structures. These structures can be described as fiber-like or filamentous, and they are the most striking and least understood aspect of this disease. In addition, many sufferers also report symptoms of disabling fatigue, severe mental confusion, short term memory loss, joint pain, sharp decline in vision, and serious neurological disorders. The MRF is currently working with physicians, nurses, patients, and research scientists, to better understand the disease, and to increase public awareness. The MRF is also committed to raising the funds required to research this medical mystery, and has funded two university research scientists thus far. http://www.morgellons.org/

Illegal Immigrants Poetry ( All Tax Payers Read)
I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make me wealthy, Medicaid it keep me healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, .. I buy his house, and then I say, "Find more aliens for house to rent." In my yard I put a tent. Send for family - they just trash, ... But they, too, draw welfare cash! Everything is very good, Soon we own whole neighborhood. We have hobby - i

Weekend Car Trip
Friday’s freedom Country roads Places never seen Endless cornfields Village squares Nothing in between Hotdogs, French fries Busy streets Small town on the shore Picnic tables Cherry wine Quaint, eclectic stores Chilly water Whipping wind Footprints in the sand Matching bracelets Tide soaked jeans Walking hand in hand Sunday sunset Headed home Zeal and money spent Pictures, love and Memories made Happy, tired, content - Sheila Putnam -

* Pillar Of Light * Hara Line * Axi-a Tonal Lines * Tan Tien *
********************************************************************************************* Hara Line (Pillar of Light) ********************************************************************************************* The Main Central Vertical Current energy line at the center of the body. (see: Axi-A Tonal Lines) In most contemporary human, only a small portion of the Kundalini is used, the Hara Line, and not the fully expanded Pillar of Light. When one begins to actively participate in Soul Integration through activation and realignment of dormant DNA codes, the entire Kee-Ra-ShA energies come to life. The Silver Cord at the Navel expand in diameter, the Main Vertical Current of the body expands to become a Pillar of Light/frequency that encompasses the body and the Kundalini Spirals at the base of the spine and in Earth's core begin to run their UHF and ULF energies through the body system and consciousness. The Kundalini Spirals are brought to life only throug

Poem Snippet
A thousand rivers will fall but they'll never exist to you when all I am is a voice and ear. What I feel, what you do to me, will never materialize to one who's farther and farther away. God forbid if I need you.

A Vampire's Lust Compares To No Other
Kioku knew from the start that it was a mistake to let her dog run loose in the park, because she knew it was only a matter of time before he’d get himself lost in the thick northern forest. And sure enough, he did, and she lost a battle with her conscience to go after him. He was a stupid dog, sure, but he was her stupid dog. It wasn’t really all that dark yet, but as she delved deeper into the woods, she found less and less sunlight that broke through the canopy. Guess I’ve never been this far before…she thought. She called out a few times, but she got no response, and heard no stirring of steps- dog or human. “I bet that damn mutt already went back home…and here I am, wasting my time…in a pitch black fucking forest!” She screamed into the darkness, not expecting a reply. But she got one… “It’s not so bad once your eyes adjust…” A smooth and sinister voice slid into her from behind, and she felt herself jump and her heart nearly stop. She whipped around to s

* Beautiful *
* Have a beautiful night / morning & day * * For all thoughts and feelings which may * * Bless you with of serene dreams * * In the enlightenened radiance and illuminating light beams -- * * May you be touched by the kiss of bliss and love! * * As is below, So is above * * For all which gleams * * Like stars moonlit in the night or the radiance so pure of star/sun light beams ! * * ... for all are one and one for all - * * I seed the deed to gestate and breed the need for this BEAUTIFUL CALL: * * Of all nature, of all that is, ever was, has been and will be * in our collective free fall: * * that which deems our dreams turned reality and our reality turned dreams ! * * ALL we see and seem is but a dream within a dream. * ********************************************************************************************* Thanks to my FRIEND & SISTER CHOUMISSA - here is the translation in DUTCH: **********************************************************************************

Leaving For A While
HEY EVERYONE I AM LEAVING FOR A WHILE SO I WONT BE CHECKING THIS OUT. SO IF YOU WANT LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR AN EMAIL AND I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. TAKE CARE AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER.

Games
im gettin really really tired of liars, people who think they have game, wannabe players and all that nonsense. cant out play a player with better game. period. is it so much to ask to be told the truth? why are people so afraid of it? im brutally honest and i expect the same, but lately people refuse it and im sick of the lies, one bc they happen to be bad ones and are too easy to figure out. if u have a girl tell me, if ur talkin to someone else too tell me, why hide shit? ugh. why? i just dont get it. someone care to help me understand?!?!

Story Of The Year - Anthem Of Our Dying Day
The stars will cry The blackest tears tonight And this is the moment that I live for I can smell the ocean air And here I am Pouring my heart onto these rooftops Just a ghost to the world That's exactly Exactly what I need From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city As you gasp for air tonight I'd scream this song right in your face If you were here I swear I won't miss a beat Cause I never Never have before From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying!!! For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city And you gasp for air tonight!! From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day From up here the city lights

Driveway
Walking up the drive way notice the windows are open. Hearing voices softly. I smile slightly thinking that you're relaxing watching TV. Hoping to surprise you buy stopping but and bringing something to eat. With the plan of just simply being with you in a calm atmosphere. Being able to enjoy each others company. Was I approaching the door about to knock I realize that isn't the TV I hear but your voice. You're laughing and joking with an another female. Thinking it is a sister or cousin but remembering you don't have any sisters. Your voices are carrying threw the house. You're getting closer to the door... " Do you want something to drink?" You ask "Yes" she responds... " Is a beer ok?" "Yes that's fine" In the 2 sentences spoken from her lips I know who it was. Almost knocked on the door our of spite... But to save my heart from being ripped even more from my soul I left the food on the doorstep and walked away. In tears I calmly walked down the drivewa

Definitely Not For Those Offended By Sex!
The slave lay in her bed lonely, with no Master to touch. She looked down at her unshackled wrists and groaned in frustration. Closing her eyes she imagined being tied spread eagled on the bed. Hands and feet held tight with thick rough rope. Mouth gagged as her Master approached the bed. She could see the look of fear and longing in her mind, as he grinned and held the cat o nine tails lovingly. He ran his hands through the thick braided leather that made up its wicked strands. She could hear it whistle through the air as he cracked it over his head and brought it down on her sensitive breasts. She groaned as she imagined the thick stinging welts rising on her pale smooth skin. Reaching down the slave started rubbing her smooth hairless pussy lips feeling the juices flow freely as her imagination soared. She saw her Master grabbing clamps and cruelly placing them on her nipples as she tried to squirm away. She groaned as she imagined him slapping her face hard for daring to even t

* Soul Integration *
********************************************************************************************* Soul Integration ********************************************************************************************* The first step in awakening multi-dimensional identity is to bring the Soul Matrix (the HU-2 Superconscious Mind) into conscious recognition (“I am…”) within the biologically focused personality. This process is called Soul Integration. Within the process of Soul Integration you are primarily dealing with 4 components of Mind. 1) The Subconscious Mind of Dimension 1 (D-1) frequency bands. 2) The Instinctual or Emotional Mind of Dimension 2 (D-2) frequency bands. 3) The Reasoning Mind of Dimension 3 (D-3) frequency bands, and 4) The Superconscious Mind of dimensions 4 through 6 (D4-D5-D6) of the Soul Matrix gestalt. Soul Integration comes with conscious assimilation of these 4 Components of Mind. (See: Family Tree of Consciousness) ************

Bad Poet's Society
"and I stood to go, for he was hollerin' And so, I feel that my consciousness is he couldn' wait for orgasm to begin Does anyone know what time it is!?" Written by a bad poetry generator...not me, unfortunately. Today is one of those days that I wish that I was able to write bad poetry. I mean, truly bad, nausea inducing verse. That is not to say that I can only write good poetry. In fact, I can do nothing of the sort. My poetry is absolutely horrid, way beyond bad. During my graduate studies, I took a poetry seminar, thinking that if I successfully completed it, I might be able to pen some decent poems. Nope, that wasn't to be. I was the worst. I think the exact words that the professor used when evaluating my work were, "You suck." Fortunately, I was able to redeem myself by writing a 10,000 word tome on the evolution of modern poetry. Thank the heavens for that, otherwise my attempt at getting a Masters in Creative Writing would have been seriously jeopard

Best Dj"s On Ct Contest!
~~ Best DJ On CT Contest ~~ Looking for dj's for my contest. 1st three winners get 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC. rest of the winners get 1 gift each. Most Comments wins! Contest will start 2/26 thur 3/5 Ones that want to enter place send me a link to ur pic to my inbox! Thanks Maria click the pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Ended Up Not Babysitting
Well i ended up not babysitting tonight so me and my Honey Randy and I went and hung out with the Outlaws tonight, I had a blast as I always do with the outlaws. Everyone kept asking me when am I gonna have this baby, well 2 more weeks if everyone really wants to know. I can't wait scared to death but i think that i will do just fine, no need for me to worry i guess?

* Family Tree Of Consciousness - Higher Self *
********************************************************************************************* Family Tree of Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* (Higher Self) The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (“God” or God-Source) The 6 primary levels of Identity are: 1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix) 2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix) 3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix) 4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix) 5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix) 6) The Gemantic Entity – Geomancy (See: Yunasai Matrix) (Commonly referred as the Higher Self) From the perspective of the Incarnate Identity (H

Reinvented
Faith, you gotta have faith... you can be robbed of every material posession and still have your faith. I thank my the most beautiful woman, the love of my life for showing me that. Faith is something NOBODY can ever take from you, unless you let them...So KEEP THE FAITH!

Most Loved Cerry Contest!!
=== '~TNKER~CT MISTRESS~' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-23 23:30:39'.. > > > Rules: > > > Ratings only count > the person with the most rating (whether they have been downrated or not) will win the blast > > > Also anyone who gets more than 1000 rates!!! will win a blast > and if the impossible happens and someone gets more than 5000 rates!!! i will give them 30 day blast > > > Anyone who enters gets a gift depending on how much ratings you get determines how much of a bigger the gift > > > CONTEST STARTS AT 9PM TONIGHT > (eastern) > > > PLEASE HELP WIN MY FIRST BLAST EVER!!! > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'mlsnowmann' on '2007-02-23 23:24:30')

Bored In Nc So Far!
Since i moved, i haven't gotten the time to go out @ all yet. I'm SO bored, last night, my left hand got me drunk & my right hand tried to take advantage of me. I said "NO!". My hands & I still aren't on speaking terms! I hope you all enjoy the shit my BORED mind thought up. If you don't, GET A FUKN' SENSE OF HUMOR!!

I'll Release You
I'll Release You I'll release you, I'll let you go For your heart has changed it's mind I know The hands of time prove you don't care The grass must look greener over there I've heard about your new affair For gossip carries everywhere And though the courts may set you free My heart can't break the chains with me But I'm not bitter and I won't play I'll try to spare your grief and shame The curtain falls, I soon will sleep forever So darling you'll be free I'll release you, I'll let you go Your heart has changed it's mind I know The curtain falls, I soon will sleep forever So darling you'll soon be free, I'll release you

Another Poem I Wrote
The Perfect Pair United as one, parted as two Seperately walking away Love gone terribly wrong No giving, no taking, a broken bond Horrible secrets never to be told Crushing, devestating, heartwrenching pain The destruction of the united two Can't go forward, no looking back No one to tell you they care Empty heart, searing pain, what went wrong Tears streaming down as you watch The perfect pair..Now going seperate ways

Psst...
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot.

Dayly Prayer Of Hecate
Oh blessed hecate crone, mother, and goddess hear my prayer, bless me with open eyes oh hecate the crone so I may see all the blessing you bestow apon me, oh mother hecate bless me with your comforts thru the times of trail and tribulation and teach me how to overcome them. oh goddess hecate bless me and all i care for with your many joys so mote it be so blessed be!!!

I Just Visited A Page That Was On The Blast Thingy
was think wow thats raven riley:/ get to the page this girl has a few pics of raven on her page and no denial that she isnt raven even her salutes look odd like pics that are already somewhere then someone sticking a finger in front with her cherry name how odd think the whole damn profile is fake and you guys are fucking dumb to think she is raven riley "rollseyesz"

Hear Ey Hear Ey!
ive cut my hair again ... its shorter now too ... no longer a maroony color ... more a natural color ... Im single again .... back out in the playin field ... though i never really leave ... hah ha ha. ummm ... other than almost beatin a guys ass everything is peachy kingy! outs!

A Poem For My Wonderful Mom...rip 11/5/33-12/7/94
My poem for my mom....RIP 11/5/33-12/7/94 She was as sweet as could be with her blue eyes sparkling down at me. She yelled at me from time to time, but I deserved it so I didn't mind. Her sweet perfume always lingering thru the air and the way she used to wear her strawberry blonde hair. The sweetest woman I ever had the chance to know But for some unknown reason, God had his own plan for her and I had to let her go. I miss her alot and talk to her from time to time Looking for her input to maybe give me peace of mind. God gave me this wonderful person for a great twenty one years But now all he's left me with is an empty heart and eyes full of tears. She was the greatest person you'd ever want to meet And I called her mom without skipping a beat So for those who still have their moms Treasure them or they'll soon be gone.

Loss
I was posting comments to my friends when I got a phone call To night.I have a friend that I some times work with,he all ways comes over to my house to have a beer and shoot the shit with me.He drinks way too much!so he went in to REHAP,was going to spend a week there.He came home early,this was last Friday.he asked if I wanted to come over to his place and have a BBQ,I said yes.He was going to pick me up SAT.morrning,I waited until 1:30 then went out.He was found dead in his house,it was his Brother that called.I left tons of massages on his phone. I feel so lost to night,he was some times my boss but he was always my Best friend.I will miss him.May you find Joy were you are STEVE. ~Your Friend~

Cut Off
This is the intended purpose Bare with me this morbid discourse Now I clutch tightly at the purse-strings Did you think that I was kidding? Beast unleashed by the stench of virtue Look at what you've gotten yourself into I declare psychological warfare I'm laughing here while you cry there I don't need your fucking favors As it turns out you're not my savior You've pissed away all of your luck I just stopped giving a fuck We have lost all saving grace Can you read "Done" on my face? Now your vibrating space-heater Doesn't fucking need you either They have become all cracked and blackened When they fall off I'll still be laughing Now you're battle line detracting Since you see this actually happen Even with my organs failing I was always good for an impaling Now you've lost your final grip I'M NOT PISSED OFF, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT I wouldn't have minded if I was whipped But can't even manage to weild it So good morning to you too, your flower has become a snatch

A Mother's Love
A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand.

How I Feel Sorry
Everyday is spent with you Every thought is about you Every dollar spent is with you in mind Cause I'm sprung But you don't care you got your girls who don't treat you right Every other weekend your always out You call me when you are done or lonely They left you for a moment making you think they care You raced back to them when they feed you bull shit I'm left in the dust feeling dumb and stuck I'm headed down this road in the end I'm fucked You feel bad for them but you are blind to see All the shit your doing is effecting me, I can't take it Lost in your eyes I can't get away I feel you take me for granted in everyway I'm still around cause I believed in what we shared But now it's different cause it seems like you don't care You can't have it both ways so I'm out Let's see what kind of love or friendship you can find in them I won't be gone but for now let's say i'm out Until the day you realize what love is all about. I'm not right now......I'm Forever...

Before I Was A Mom....
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn

At First...
I thought that cherrytap sucked ass... then after a cpl minutes.. i put up a cpl pictures...got some good ratings.. and then i started to find my way around the site.. and it rocks! theres my first blog.! haah :P

Pain
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.

I Now Want To Own A Long Bow....
So today was spent in an interesting way. A few friends and I went on a little trip to some far out part of town, to a GIANT sporting goods store: Hunting, Fishing, Camping, all that. To sum it up: I had great fun. I mean, Guns, Knives, Bows, Raccoon Hats, Camo, And a family cafe upstairs. It was just a fun place to visit and a fun place to mess with various dangerous objects. I was tempted to purchase a bow, but no money. Those things are sure fun. Other then that part of they day, it was all good, and I can say I really enjoyed this day.

Mental Suicide
Why do I want to do it? I just can't get through it It hurts so much I want to quit breathing The life I knew is now receding Receding into nothing but suicidal thoughts From something I wanted to be brought It's so hard to breathe The tears are making it hard to see What could this feeling possibly be? I wish I could be something I'm not If only I could afford the beauty that can be bought I'm tired of seeing something ugly If only I could be what people wanted me to be Maybe then I could see the beauty That is... If there was any Please help me with this pain It's so strong it's hurting both of me Physically, and psychologically I don't know what to do I'm not making it through I feel so weak All it is, is happiness I seek But they took it with them Maybe it's better if I do I've lost touch with so many people Who'd know Who'd care Until they stared Stared into my cold lifeless eyes From the mental suicide

Some Things All Women Should Know
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

Things To Do At Wal-mart
This is one of my favorites. I know a few people who have done some of these...Tooo Funny _____________________________________________ Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the Rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares ..... And see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look righ

Important Advice For Women
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , send them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 . Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM . Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved li

I Bleed For You
I bleed for you Crimson red Drip drop Drip drop Deep in a pool of blood Then, comes a tear One Then another More follow Drip drop Drip drop Falling in that pool of blood Mixing Emotions Entwined Entangled My heart Now mangled © C.H.

Directness
The shortest distance between two points is a simple, direct line. The most effective, fulfilling way to live life is to live it directly. When some particular task must be done, you could waste a lot of time and energy on resentment, anger, avoidance and procrastination. Or you can simply get busy and get it done. When you make a mistake, you could put a lot of wasted effort into covering it up, crafting an excuse, or pretending that it did not happen. What's best, though, is to simply accept it, admit it, deal with the consequences, and move along. In order to be accepted and liked by others, you could labor endlessly so as to live in the right neighborhood, drive the right car, wear the right clothes and eat in the right restaurants. Or, you can simply be genuine, considerate, respectful, friendly and helpful. If your life is continuously running up against complications and frustrations, stop and ask yourself what it is you truly want. Then consider that there is very lik

My New Lounge And Familey.,.,.,.,.
This is The Twisted Zone.It is mine and a friend of mine..it is the home of the CT Shadow Bombers so come by check it out join the lounge and become a member of the CT Shadow Bombers and if you have any questions or ideas than message me or bucs24{CT Shadow Bombers Founder}and let us know what you thank...

I Wait
I wait When the rivers effortlessly braid into the sea and the atmosphere of night was a feral incantation I waited for you. Even when you say we were no more and your heart was expressionless -leery. I still wait for you overlooking the seaside below. Brisk refreshing current kissing my cheeks. I walked a little preoccupied in the whispers of benevolence for I know not what I did wrong. Words malicious and deep-seated amputate and hurt far worse than any other offense could. When the sky circles indigo sea-foam and traces the murmurs of disappointment with scarlet night- cloud I wait for you. I wait for you till I cannot wait no more....

~ The Pledge Of Allegiance ~
The following words were spoken by the late Red Skelton on his television program as he related the story of his teacher, Mr. Laswell, who felt his students had come to think of the Pledge of Allegiance as merely something to recite in class each day. Now, more than ever, listen to the meaning of these words. "I've been listening to you boys and girls recite the Pledge of Allegiance all semester and it seems as though it is becoming monotonous to you. If I may, may I recite it and try to explain to you the meaning of each word?" I me, an individual, a committee of one. Pledge dedicate all of my worldly goods to give without self pity. Allegiance my love and my devotion. To the flag our standard, Old Glory, a symbol of freedom. Wherever she waves, there's respect because your loyalty has given her a dignity that shouts freedom is everybody's job! United that means that we have all come together. States individual communities

Guts And Balls Definations
Guts vs. Balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But, do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... * GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" * BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." ** I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

The Battles Ahead
So things are not quite turning out as how i planned them to. And march is to be a rocky month as well as my duties keep me on the move from my mate which makes worse the already delicate situations at hand. I am unsure about a many thing, Including how this will all go. I can only make my usual prayers to god in hopes his greater whisdom will triump over all things big and small. Love has been tested and so far found true, Let us hope that it continues as such, Though for us all not all are going threw such more simple times. I fear a great many thing and the worry i feel for friends here and abroad is great, Let us only hope that we are all so strong. I will be myself back and forth and not always be able to be contacted threw the normal ways, So if needed those who matter know how to get in contact with me. For those who do not leave me a msg here if you wish to and i will forward you the number to get in contact with me at any one time. May the gods watch over us all

Comments For The Special Ppl In My Life
these are comments that i have found that say what i feel about certain ppl and no these arent all about you joe they include my family Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com

Trendkilla
I just wanted to get this off my mind, I really like him and have sum strong feelings for him, we have 2 kids together and boy and a girl.. No matter what this man has stood beside me through thick and thin. He has made sum scrafices for me that could have at sum point ruined his relationship.. He has always been there for me.. Now we are toghter as a couple again and yes it makes me very happy but at the same time he has sum serious doubts because we have tried this so many times. Finally tho I can say for the first real time I am falling back in love with him and I want to tell him but now is just not the right time.. He is my soul mate I do believe and I couldn't be prouder thats my baby.. If you want you should stop and check out his profile as well as mine and do your thing.. Thanks for lending me the time to get this out!! And baby if you read this I want you to know this is how I feel.. Your awesome and I couldn't ask nor at this point wouldn't ask for anything better I love you

Something More
My saved soul has been planed down to the size of a tooth-pick That passes through your pupil with a force of aggressive ruthlesness It's the only use for a tooth-pick among the toothless You could try to swallow it, but you can't even chew it Double the injection the medecine is useless Confiscate the wandering, curious, discurdious abomination Languishing in the pits of a deep boot-print The breathing fantasy, I don't know if you're ready Few are ever prepared for my collision with reality Running scared when it turns out that I'm exactly what I make myself out to be Grin that leaves no room for scorn You will be reborn In the image of a fifty foot worm with two hundred hearts You can't learn the language until the screaming starts The onslaught is far from done You still haven't released the safety on your gun Sputter as you suck mud And i dance a two-step across your lungs

No Word
Still no word from my math teacher. It's just a damn good thing I know how the college works the professors email addresses....the only problem is, not all use the college's email system. So... I can only hope and pray this math professor does. And I'm not only having to take on my classes for this semester, but also my husbands since he doesnt seem to want to do anything with them.

Cam Pictures
I have a cam and want to useit to make my salute photo. my problem is i can never get it to save the picture.I hope some one has some ideas on how i could get one saved so I can make my salute and post it so I can finally level up.

More To Come.
I had the sugery today. They only just looked around today. They want schedule another sugery. This next time they will be taking it all. My uterus & my ovaries. They said that I had multiple sights of adhesions. So that is my only option now. I will let everyone know the date of the next surgery. I will be out of work for at least six weeks with this next one. Wish me luck.

To All The Kick Ass People!!
YOU ALL ARE SO F@*#ING COOL!TO EVERYNE WHO HAS SHOWN SUM LUV!I AM GOING ON THREE MONTHS NOT USING DRUGS!!HELL YEA!LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT IT.I HAVE MET ALOT OF COOL PEOPLE!MY FAVORITE IS THE 1 THE ONLY SOUTHSIDESFINEST!THAT SHE IS!!THIS GIRL HAS A SENSE OF HUMOR ,AND A HEART OF GOLD!AND SHE IS A CRAZY ASS!WELL THANKS TO EVERY 1 OF MY FRIENDS&FANS!!

What If ( Poem)
I sit twisting my mind turning it around as though in a drier. Considering nothing, But grasping all Seeing my heart, and ready to bare my soul To give and take to love and cherish to turn the world for a touch of heaven, but I step away and gather myself. Searching the confines of a still beating heart wondering poundering wishing and waiting wanting so much, but not wanting to be turned away. These fears they come like awaiting nightmares Loneliness waits like a hunger lion at the gate, But courage have I. I will strive to win Win a heart and that love for " nothing ventured is nothng gained" You only learn for the things at hand. Take that shot in to the dark give a chance to a freqent broken heart. Because if you just think about it all that shall be left. Is one simple question, and thats what if?

Pain-bye/die
Tell me what do you see when you see yourself I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone Do you know, you're all the same Got to play these stupid games You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away Who died and made you god This time you've gone to far I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here Get me out of here right now I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone So you think I'm unreasonable Do you really think I am a toy t

Can You Still Love Me When You See What I Used To Be?
I know Ive said that Ive lost alot of weight over the last 3 years BUT Ive never really come out and done this... Yea this is gonna SUCK cuz just looking at my pix from before makes me sick to my stomach so I can only immagine what you all are thinking but anyways here we go. I spent my years from the time I was 17 on forgetting about myself... Taking care of Kayla and eventually Dan from injuries... I fucked my body up as it was because of doing the whole anorexia thing early on in high school and then getting pregnant... I ended up with Toximia and ended up spending the last 2 1/2 months of my pregnancy in bed... Well thats pretty much where it all started. I started gaining weight and the dr's couldnt figure out why... They put me on so many different med.'s and each one just made it worse... I gained more and more and no matter how much I dieted or exercised it didnt help... I rased up the scales thru the 200's then the 300's I got so sick of no one being able to fix it including m

Blue October - Ugly Side
Blue October - Ugly Side I must have sneezed On knees I freeze I mean I just choked up But somehow I slept I dream, I mean I dreamt of nothing I'm able to breathe The sweet relief Now that you're here for me A northern degree Dove into me Now I'm recovering (Chorus) Now I only want you to see My favorite part of me And not my ugly side And not my ugly side (Ugly side) Hook up a C.B. Wave a way For conversation flow I'm shoved in your cage, to wage this rage Don't let me go A kick and a scream is all that seems To mean a lot thus far I won't let you on my stage, my page You can't know Yet you have to know (Chorus x2) So calm... (and its so calm)... And now it's dark I look for you to light my heart I'm between the moon and where you are I know... I can't be far

* Soul Matrix * & Incarnate Matrix * Mind *
********************************************************************************************* "Listen ye, O man, and hear a mystery..... stranger than all that lies 'neath the Sun. Know ye, O man, that all space is filled by worlds within worlds; aye, one within the other yet separate by Law." --The Emerald Tablets of Thoth ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* Soul Matrix or Dora ********************************************************************************************* The extended energetic identity gestalt (Soul), that is the foundation upon which all matter and identity is built. A part of the Higher Self. The Soul Matrix, Soul Identity or HU-2 Identity is the identity levels stationed in dimensions 4, 5 and 6 and composed of the frequency bands of those dimensions. (Voyager I – Page 134) Triad

Pain-end Of The Line
My gun is pumping - you're down on your knees A closer step to death I think I'm coming, are you ready to recieve I spray you full with my killer disease I'm coming inside, I'll break you down Your end of your life I stole your soul, I'm in control I just made you mine It's the end of the line You're broken to pieces Crushed by the facts It's the end of the line It's not what it supposed to be How could this be Face the enemy and meet reality How could you be so blind Now you're lasting death it controls your mind Suffering years ahead I came inside I broke you down I ended your life I stole your soul I was in control and I made you mine It's the end of the line -------------

::sigh::
I don't know... writing things down is sometimes easier for me. Reading Jaz's letter to Michael opened holes again. It made me think how neither of us got to say goodbye to each other or anything. We never got to see each other, we didn't get to spend time together. I still can't help but think of all the shouldve couldve things. Idk, everything just flooded back again. I hate when it happens and I don't want it to happen anymore. Especially becuz I'm so happy with Michael now. I know we are the same in a lot of ways and this perhaps the most binding. Oh well...they called him in for work tonight. I'll make him nap when he comes home tomorrow. *I miss you Chang.* Love you guys. I love you Michael.

The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.

Hmmmm
Well everyone on here , seems to think I tell it like it is. SO here we go, I hope your ready. WHats a friend anymore , i really would like to know. And I thought you are suppose to stick up for those that u love and have a friendship with. WHat happend to the world today! What happend is I ratted i guess u can say I knew a friend of mine was going to get hurt so before he found out the hard way i let him know. Well he knows now, and she is mad that i told. Thing is if I didnt tell him, and he found out later i knew, i would loose a friendship that i had , and i been friends with the guy for 6 yrs, but now She is telling everyone that I am sleeping with him, and that is why. so yeah i am a little hurt, ok more than a little alot. I dont know why people have to start drama, well then to make it all worse she is marrying the guy she was cheating on him with , and i seen the myspace about that today. Pretty messed up stuff. Im just done I dont know who to trust, or i guess how far a frien

Joke Hubbie And Wife
a husband & wife decide to take little davey to the nudist beach one day, davey says to mom, why do some ladies have bigger boobs then you, mommy said, the bigger the boobs, the sillier the lady. Ok davey thinks & returns to the beach. He comes back a short time later, says to his mom, why do some men have bigger pee pee's then daddys?. Mom says, the bigger the pee pee, the dumber the man is. Davey says ok, goes back to the beach. Short time later, he returns & says to his mom, " daddy is talking to the silliest lady i ever seen & the longer daddy talks to her, the dumber he gets".

Pain-just Hate Me
I gotta think of something to make you think less of me, that I am nothing to hold on to, 'cause we are through I dislike you [refr.] I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one so hate me geese, flying from the winter that's what I should do, do, do or become a sprinter and run away 'cause we are through I dislike you I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one I am being mean like no one's ever been just hate me... I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind [Refr.] -------------------

Having Fun At Belles This Weekend
Hope everyone has a good weekend. Think about me getting some shoots and videos done this weekend. we crashed early tonight so we can get up bright and early and get started. hugs and kisses..Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie for 5 yrs Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

101 Ways To Bug Some Omg
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping your car windshield wi

2nd Joke X Mas
A city cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said. "Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there sir. Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top."

Just Wondering Lemme Kno :)
1.Name? 2.Age? 3.Location? 4.Height and weight? 5.Single or Married? 6.Think I'm Hot? 7.Kids? If so, how many? 8. Would u have sex with me? 9.No strings attached or relationship? 10.Favorite Positions? 11.Like to give oral? recieve? 12.How long can u last? 13.Have sex outdoors? 14.one orgasm or multiples? 15.Loud moaner or quiet? 16.Like to use handcuffs? chains? 17.In control or be dominated? 18.3somes? group sex? on camera? 19.straight or bi? 20.Horny all the time? 21.will u repost and send filled questionaire back to me so I can reply to u?

Meme...(of Doooom!)
30 secrets about yourself... 1. Is that your natural hair color? most of it, some of the streaks aren't. 2. where was your default pic taken? in front of the door to my parents' bedroom. 3. What's your middle name? Rose 4. Your current relationship status? single.again. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? actually, i have no crushes at this point, and i actually like it that way^.^ 6. What is your current mood? eh, it's weird. 7. what color of underwear are you wearing? teh white, though i'm buy some green ones to wear on St. Patrick's day, so if i get pinched for not wearing green i can show them teh green panties. 8.what makes you happy? sleeping, reading, spending time with friends, thrift shopping, and not being crazy 9. Are you musically inclined? ...ask a stupid question... 10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be? in my own life? i would...you know what, all those bad decisions have made me the pers

Looking For Lost Friends...
Looking for.. ...lost friends :( Everyday the thoughts of my closest friend when I was growing up has haunted my thoughts and occupied my mind.. I want to find him and resume our friendship. We lost contact when he went overseas in 2000-1 and I am so afraid that something happened to him over there and that he is never coming back. I am sure he has no idea just how much he influenced me and the impact he has had. He was the truest friend that I have had the pleasure of having, and it feels that I have a hole in my inner self that can not be filled until I know what has happened to him (good or bad) and hopefully get back in contact with him. If anyone has any ideas that could help me find him, I will be forever grateful and in your debt. His name is Joshua Chambers, he will be 25 on August 5th. He has a twin brother Jeremy and an older brother Jonathon. He lived in Cedar Rapids with his mother and brothers and visited his dad often (whose name was larry.) I think he went to Washing

Are You Going To Hit The Snooze Alarm Again?
WHEN WWIII REALLY STARTED!!!!!!!! A must read historical account of Terrorism against the U.S Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting> This is not very long, but very informative. You have to read the catalogue of events in this brief piece. Then, ask yourself how anyone can take the position that all we have to do is bring our troops home from Iraq, sit back, reset the snooze alarm, go back to sleep, and no one will ever bother us again. In case you missed it, World War III began in November 1979... that alarm has been ringing for years. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting> US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed) and maybe it was, but

The Everyday Lives I Live
dealing with the people in my head is not an easy job, today i had to deal with the annoying voice karen, the gossip queen. karen is probably the worst voice anyone could ever have stuck in thier head simply cause she sounds like the woman from the nanny fran whatever the hell her name is and that and the attitude of barbra walters. today she was gossiping about the daily routines of the rest of the voices mostly big slim ezmoney a old skool gangster rapper from the wild west. karen of course who is a uber bitch tried to start a fight between slim and his best friend quiet larry who used to be an auctioneer but became frightend during the sale of a romanian coffin that sprang open and has reduced himself to small quiet words. this all started over a comment that tyrone the imbicile made about how he was the lettuce knowing damn well karen was on a diet wich made her think he was implying she was fat but that was hardly the case the problem was larry had provoked tyrone to the point tha

Joke Plz Read
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and sa

The Kiss
Tremble before me....... See my hands tremble as the scent of your fear entrances my senses......... Sensual overload has come at last. Pray little one for your time now grows short........ The hunter of man has risen. Trust your god if you must but where is this god as you cry? Will he unleash his rage on the child he helped create? I think not for he feeds from now your impending fear Take my hand Feel my kiss. There is no pain Only pleasure in the touch I bring Come let me free you from a world of hypocrites and fools. For only I can release you from this your hell. Nixy 2005

Mirror Mirror
Screams.................. Trapped in the reflections of another's mirror Pushing..... Shoving..... To Break free Cant you see the image before you is not me But an illusion you want to see Another push ... The mirror cracks and breaks Naked before you the truth now stands Your perfect image shattered The shards of glass your plans for her Each droplet of blood A sacfrice of time As you search eyes void of light She backs away The shadows easing her back to their welcoming embrace Acceptance sooths her ..........calling her home Nixy

None Stop Dancing
There are spirits that meet at crossroads and the djavu, the familiarity when face to face, brings about a new beginning from centuries before. How else can you explain it? I've quested for this heart of hearts I hear yours beat this minute I understand the fear inside And the depth of your apprehension What if I said that yours my dear Has beat through all dimensions Then if I add that you have lived Far back...way back in time Would you think me a derelict Muse Just getting words to rhyme I sense in you this beat so grand That every move is similar To the Danube danced in yesterday Does this seem at all familiar Can you give me just this memory Again to hold you close Listen to your heart near mine Then have another toast Lets flow out to the landing Take in sweet blooming Jasmine Raise a kiss to yesteryear Then recall our old imaginings Let's waltz into tomorrow With spirits held so tight Then when you feel as I do And if it feel

U+me+alone=???????
WE'RE L0CkED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.

Falling
I sat hear reading...nothing Passing time til sleep I heard yet a whisper It came from somewhere deep Your music plays within me Your words help to embrace The love I have here waiting Patience with all grace Right here in this man A soft gentleman one and all I am a porcelain witness That love has come to call Then you...you are magic How did you hear my plea I was a hollow heart before Suddenly now...I'm free Come to me in a whisper Waken me with your kiss Dance upon this threshold This is what I miss I want to hold your shoulders Embrace your smile so fresh Moondance on your whispers Flesh to flesh to flesh Crawl inside your body Find the hidden beat Kiss up all your fancy Tickle up your feet Swing upon a star at night Waiting for your call Come to me my sweet, sweet love In you I need to fall. Come upon a whisper... Drop from out the blue Hold me for this moment While I'm falling into you.

Pain-it's Only Them
Since I was a kid I've seen greedy people just grabbing all they could take I promised myself I'd never become like them I can feel they're closing up on me, closer than I ever thought how could I have been so dumb, why didn't I see it, feel it, smell it, taste it it's only them coming from all directions walking all over me again and again they're feeding off your kindness, squeezing life right out of you like a vampire sucks you dry, you cannot run and hide if you give them a helping hand, they will take your whole life without thinking twice, the only thing they want is more and more and more now I got a parasite into my life I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker it's a matter of the size of your wallet and the money that you're making it's only them and nothing is sacred they don't care if you break your neck as long as they'll make it it's only them coming from all directions walking all

Ra Walking And Thinking
this is a song by a band called Ra thought i would share From the air I see your loneliness You carry on despite your fear Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing But where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind A simple spell cast is broken through The force of life decides to bend You lay below the sacred stormy skies And you will write the end... for me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing But where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind The door will close and I will be denied A dagger thrust into my chest You claim yourself to the victory But it is I... who will rest, in peace Over the hills, the light, it flows

Stupid Tongue Rings
So here's the dillio, tonight one of my tongue ring balls cracked in half (plastic) and i wasnt able to eat anything all day cuz i didnt wanna lose my ball and let my hole grow over. The thing is, I chew on it alot and thats why it happened.(my replacements wee in the car my bf had at work) does anyone have a fixation with chewing on their tongue rings...or am i the only one?

A Rose Of Cardinal
Mirror images and light Refractions of a minute Dated portrait inset Pains are merely hinted Fine line of a feather Brushed with artists hand Justifying moments Hourglass in sands Shadows in a mirror Etched in time's array Fevered image photo Seclusion in the grays This woman like a rose in time Rosy cheeks a glow Breathing in this moment Another breath she glows Aloof and charming angel Rose of Cardinal red Visions of a dreamer Love and tender fed Careful is this image Always looking back Intelligence of wisdom With mirror imaged tact.

Growing Older
Time fades away the memories, clouded thoughts, drifting dreams; My seams become unraveled, as I traveled through my life. Good times, good thoughts, good dreams. Time takes away my youth, apathetic now, maturing thinking. My weakening inner-child slows; as my age grows through my life. Good times, good thoughts, good dreams. Time passes away my family, my mentors, my friends; My trends causes sadness, this is the madness through my life. Good times, good thoughts, good dreams. -ed "The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes." -Frank Lloyd Wright (1869-1959)

~~free Market~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

Will............
Will you love me when Im gone will you take comfort in our song Will you smile will you care Will I know the end is near Will I whisper I love you Will the sun refuse to shine Will the moon loose her magic glow Will time at last stand still Will there be nothing left to say Nixy

Eddie Izzard Quote Of The Night....
Eddie: [as Jesus, talking about the last supper] Well, what would you have done? Eddie: [as God] I would have done cheese and wine, cheese and wine goes together much better than bread and wine. "Eat this cheese for it is my body." Eddie: [as Jesus] But it's Judea, Dad. Cheese melts. Eddie: [as God] Alright then, "Eat this cheese for it is my central nervous system." Hmmmm. Alright, alright, "Now eat these chicken drumsticks, for they are my legs, eat these carrots, they are my arms, eat this tomato, it is my head, and eat these oysters, they are my kneecaps." Eddie: [as Jesus] If you do that Dad, your holy community is going to have priests with big trays yelling, "Who ordered the Body of Christ,then?"

Damn The Fbi!
ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours later and the FBI finnaly leave her house... im drunk as hell gettin my deal on and get a call from my cousin... shes crying... the fuckin FBI thrashed her house and left it... now i have to go over and help her put shit back together and then help her with her kids to keep them calm... what a fuckin night

Coming Soon - A One Man Band
So lately I've been pretty bored. Usually when I get this way I'll go straight to my guitar and shred away for a few good hours. But I've been feeling like it's starting to get a little old. I know there's tons of music out there I still haven't learned yet, but even knowing this doesn't motivate me to keep up with the instrument. But recently I've discovered my dad had an old drum kit he got from a friend that he wasn't using. I said "HOT SH*T, THAT'S WHAT I'LL DO!" It was the perfect solution - more music with a different instrument! I had been thinking of learning the drums and fate just happened to supply me with one. I was like a boy during Christmas morning. For the kit I'm going to help my dad clean out the garage he kept it in. This is the most exciting thing that's happened to me in a while. Starting on a new instrument that i can rock out on makes me about as happy as throwing myself in a mosh pit. Hopefully this will make me a better overall musician, songwriter, and p

~a Week At The Gym: One Man's Story~~
: A WEEK AT THE GYM: ONE MAN'S STORY > > If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with > you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a > regular workout routine. > > Dear Diary: > For my sixty-fifth birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a week > of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still > in great shape since playing on my college football team 45 years ago, I > decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called > the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, > who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for > athletic clothing and swim wear. My wife seemed pleased with my > enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to > chart my progress . . . > > MONDAY > > Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was > well worth it when

Love's Passion
Sometimes a woman needs a hero out of time. There are bogus pledges out there in this great big world. Hedges placed around the flower of love, while unfeigned passion is hurled. Cast Into the broad space of the spirit world, a heart lies broken by a lurking troll. His true image masked by a token smile void of any true compassionate goal. Her souls blindness was bolstered by her need to be loved through sordid taste. Wasting inside, the trolls outer case hides narcissistic human waste. The trolls image has the appearance of an angelic man. Brutally handsome, yet his eyes reveal a latent clan, harboring a perverse plan. All is not lost, for our new hero makes haste, crossing the mirrored bridge of mystic embrace. No man must venture across with doubt, for a honest heart will always win out, so with a great shout our hero, famed Michael, dismounts his horse; venturing forth with a

Trust....
I don't know who to trust anymore, I trusted before and got hurt more then I ever did before. Do I shut it out and fade away cause I can't trust myself. I looked for shelter from the storm, for so long like an addict looking to shoot up. Where do I go, where do I turn when each direction feels like I'm being burned? I can't trust myself much anymore, but when I do I ask wheres the reward for holding on? For trusting my brothers, those who've known me and stood by me more and more. Its like I can trust myself sometimes, but will I trust outside the few? I'm trying to trust, but its all too much, cause those who I trust will backstab me, and cause me to feel this bullshit once again. Rain will fall, and so will I, maybe thats who I should trust on the day I die.

~ He Gave His All ~
HE GAVE HIS ALL HE GOT ON THE BUS THIS MORNING WITH HIS DIPLOMA IN HIS HAND NOW HE'S OFF TO GO TO BOOT CAMP WITH AN INVITE FROM UNCLE SAM HE WORE A CAP AND GOWN LAST EVENING UNDERNEATH A SUIT AND TIE NOW HE'S OFF TO PUT ON CAMOUFLAGE WITH A TEARDROP IN HIS EYE HE LOVED HIS HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART AND SHE WORE HIS HIGH SCHOOL RING SHE WAS THE SWEETEST OF THE CHEERLEADERS HE WAS CAPTAIN OF THE FOOTBALL TEAM LOOKING FORWARD TO A WEDDING HAD TO SET ASIDE THEIR PLANS 'CAUSE HE JUST GOT HIS INVITATION TO A PLACE CALLED VIET NAM NOW COLLEGE WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND HIS JOB'S BEEN PUT ON HOLD HE WILL NEVER WEAR HIS SWEETHEARTS GIFT OF A SIMPLE BAND OF GOLD HE GAVE HIS HEART TO HIS ONE TRUE LOVE HE GAVE HIS SOUL TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS HE GAVE HIS LIFE FOR HIS COUNTRY AND NOW HE'S EVER IN OUR PRAYERS NOW HE GUARDS ST. PETER'S PEARLY GATES IN HIS DRESS BLUES AND GLOVES OF WHITE HE'S THE BEST DAMN M.P. IN ALL OF HEAVEN WHO STANDS IN GOD'S ETERNAL LIGHT HE GAVE

Sorry
SO SORRY TO HAVE ONE OF MY PICTURES OFFENDED SOMEONE ON HERE ..AT THE TIME I UPLOADED IT IT WAS TO SMALL TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS TILL I ENLARGED IT AS SOON AS I SAW WHAT IT WAS I AUTO IT TO MY ADULT SECTION SOOO WHOEVER YOU ARE PLEASE FORGIVE.....

One Single
This is fairly sad stuff so thats my warning! The few things I regret in life are things like not being more social when I was in school, not finding my soulmate, not finding my career yet, and not being closer with my family. The later comes into effect today cause my grandma had a hysterectomy. I think that has to do with the uterus. She is in the hospital and dad and I are going in the morning to see her. She is still unconscious. I don't know how successful it all went cause you never know. She was in real estate for a while since her husband died. I didn't know him very well since he died when I was around 8. That was one of the first things i remember as a kid was going to his funeral. Seeing everyone not say a word. Its was kind of eerie cause when you are at a eulogy you tend to speak about him but they never did. I understand why to some extent. Its hard losing a love one but when that loved one is kinda hurtful and causes a lot of history that I will ne

So My Friend Talked Me In To .......
So my friend talked me in to getting back on here and haveing fun, well g I dont know where to begin .I add my music ,a few pics and then I add one that will probly not stay because i am so shy,But any way if you all have any advice plez feel free to share.

~~choosing A Wife~~
Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon gets her hair done, new make up and buys severa l new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much. Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5, 000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save fo

February 23 - Daily Feast Devotional
February 23 - Daily Feast Late on a snowy winter's evening the woods are quiet as though a woolen blanket has been laid over everything to muffle the sound. The sunset lights the western sky with wispy clouds like horsetails. Pink and orange and purple streak the sky and slide down to glowing embers along the horizon. A thin spiral of blue smoke rises from a chimney and the sun's reflection bronzes all the windows. It is suppertime. It is the end of the day and time to be peaceful. Grievances and unhappiness can go by the wayside and let companionship come in. It is suppertime - a time reserved for sharing the best. A pot of soup, a loaf of bread, and peace. ~ The many moons and sunny days we have lived here will long be remembered by us. ~ KEOKUK - SAUK LEADER, 1780 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 23 "We've got to learn what's going on today in the world, and we've got to get an

Self Cpr
ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hosp

Childrens Education
O'siyo, Hello everyone, on Wednesday I went to a Parents committee meeting for the Indian Education Program for children in grades K - 12TH. and we were told that the Government is cutting back on the funding for the Johnson O'Malley program , please write or call your Congressman or Congresswoman and State and Federal Representives. Pretty soon they'll probably try and cut back on all the funding for all the childrens programs in school , so please pass it on and be aware of the funding that is being cut that pertains to your childs education. Wa-do Thankyou very much and blessings be upon all mankind , your Friend always and forever, Pastor COUGARMOON

Changes
here over the last few weeks i have been fighting an inner battle. you know the good vs evil. i think the evil is starting to win. i have found myself short tempered, and pretty much down right mean to people. im starting to push people away from me, people i work with, guys i went to iraq with(both times i went). its not something thats new, its just hasnt surfaced in a long time. dont really know what to say or do anymore.im thinking maybe i need to go back over to iraq for a 3rd time. that way im not like this to people i know and care about.

A Love Season Story
this is a true story... i first met my other half while hanging out at a friends house (Mick). he knew her from a chain of random people he met on a chat line. i had come over with a girl that liked Mick. so Heather calls him and they are talking when we show up. Mick decided he wanted to throw my friend Jennifer around by her [back-side] and handed me the phone. and the magic happened. we hit it off and talked for a while. when we left Micks house we set a time and she called me back. we talked for like 6 hours. a month or 2 later we finally got to meet each other in person. well, obviously it went very well...after all, i am ultra uber so finally the time came when we decided to get married. we had been talking about it for a while and finally we decided to take the 1st step in making that happen and went and got our marrage license. as we walked out of the courthouse it hit me....why wait...i could already feel the phantom ball and chain around my ankle. might as we

~~self Cpr ` Very Important~~
Subject: FW: Self CPR - IMPORTANT ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into you

My Wild Heather Flower & Her Inflection
Body language is everything. She has this unique way about her in all her Inflections. I see it in dialectic warmth how she enthralls me with that affection. The flick of her hair, followed by that light sway of her hips rends my physique. Lost in my sudden primal call, her scent makes me hot with freak. I critique my style, do I have enough wiles to woo her? She is one step ahead, knows what in my head, I'm no entrepreneur. Timing is everything, lost in fantasizing; there is no way of denying my wanting. I crash through Grocery aisles, praying we would get home under heavens awning. Surveying her plunder, our craft soon sets sail for homeports wonder. Dinner is served, a glowing firelight, then infinite thunder. I bask on heavenly shores, wondering how a man like me, got so lucky inside. An angelic being, blinding to behold; ravished my willing soul, and be

Where I Live
MD All my life Been from Baltimore down to waldorf Pretty much know it all From Learning about all the counties To seeing the Eastern Shore Shopping in those outlets by the bay To eating fries with old bay Ask yourself why I stay Its always been here from those humid days in august To freezing my toes off now Sucks being alone but one thing never gets old Knowing where to go ~~~Timmy~~~

To A Dear Friend
YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW YOU CALLED ME ON THE PHONE TOLD ME YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO STAY THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND THOUGHT YOUR WHERE GOING HOME TOO SEE YOUR KIDS YOU WOULD BE BACK IN AWHILE THEN I READ THE PAPER TODAY IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE IT FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED CHORUS YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOU WANT FILL NO PAIN NO MORE I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT I GOT SO MUCH ON MY MIND YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME I QUESS YOU WHERE TRUE BUT THAT THOUGHT CROSSED MY MIND WHY IT TOOK YOUR LIFE CHORUS THEY ALWAYS SAY WHEN YOU HEAR A BELL RING AN ANGEL GETS ITS WINGS AS I WRITE THIS ONG FOR YOU THREE GOES OFF ONES FOR YOU TWOS FOR MOM THREES FOR MY DAD BECAUSE IT TOOK HIS LIFE TO CANCER FINALY TOOK YOUR LIFE YOU BEAT IT FOR MANY YEARS YOU HAD YOUR UPS AND DOWNS NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED YOUR IN GOOD HANDS NOW NOW CINDY DONT BE SO SCARED

The Search
We all are in search of something ,whether it be a thing ,a place or an idea. This is a quest so what is my quest ? Good question i don't think i really know but i do know there is something more in life that i want . I mean i have a great wife , wonderful children and a very good job . I'm not rich and don't think that would make me happy anyway because i don't really need anything i can't go get when i want it so what is my quest ? could it be as simple as a new friend or could it be dificult as a new life , maybe it's just to be happy or to have someone tell me they have a crush on me , i'm not sure all would be nice and yet there not what i think i need . I just know that something is out there waiting for me to find it or them and untill i do thats my quest .

Lightening My Darkness
Draconian Love I can taste her raw truth, flavored with a savory touch. Her voices crutch is like soft velvet brushed on my sweaty skins clutch. Hypnotic eyes as such draw out my senses, as she tantalizes my loins with her unpretentious throng. Mesmerizing in her swaying walk, the birds pause in mid song. Their mating overshadowed by her fertile smell, casts a spell. All male reproduction focuses on her Dire air dell . Oh I swear, her raw truth has me tight tonight, no longer caring about my daring. Wearing contrived gilding has long since left the building. She can see, I need her awe now, love her more, than death itself. Her pointed breasts, man they give me no rest. Teasing my compulsion, I must concede, giving no quarter; until I confess my need, forever more as her one and only. She takes my heart and soul, giving me her all, the very essence of flavore

Oh No I Just Didn't!
Well, its been a while since I've made a blog post....anywhere. Maybe its for my own good to create one for once. Life seems to be at a norm, yet misunderstanding. Which is where I come in. I'm something, but I don't quite know what. I tend to think too much and obviously have way too much time on my hands to have a blog to begin with. CT is gewd for the soul. I don't mean to be a suck-up, brown nosing, son of a bitch but it is true. You meet other people that are just as dysfunctional as you and you can laugh at them without them knowing. :D But alas, i laugh at my own discretions, my faults, my failures, hell even my low, low, llllloooooooooowwwwwww self esteem. Its good for ya! And by now most of the people that do, in fact read any of my posts will say to themselves,"WTF was he smoking?". Well, I haven't smoked anything, yet. But when I do I'll let ya know, cuz ya know what? (Looks all shifty eyed and whispers) I'm your buddy. So with all of that covered I'll actually get tal

I Need Ya'll Surport.thanks
i want to thank every one for there surport and for rating my profile;i'm cool t and ;i'm from new orleans louisiana.i now live in houston texas;i;ve been living in houston texas for 2 years ;i play the keyboards;i have a cd that i'm trying to sell and the reason is that i'm trying to raise money to buy more eqitment for the little katrina survivors and lil rome;if and of my fans or friends on cherry tap would like to surport the little katrina survivoirs or if you would like to make a donation;you can call cool t at;713 668 9891 or you can email the little katrina survivors at;the little katrina survivors .com @hot mail .com on my space;you could by the cd for 5.00;thank every body on cherry tap for there surport.i'm also looking fom a female drummer and a female guitar player and a female producer;thank you and may god bless you.cool t;the keyboard player.

Bible Or Tv Guide
Bible or TV Guide On the table side by side: The Holy Bible and the TV Guide. One's well worn but cherished with pride (Not the Bible, but the TV Guide). One's used daily to help folk decide, No! It isn't the Bible,it's the TV Guide. As pages are turned, what will they see? Oh, what does it matter, turn on the TV. Then confusion reigns, they can't all agree On what they will watch on the old TV. So they open the book in which they confide (Not the Bible, it's the TV Guide). The Word of God is seldom read- Maybe a verse o'er they fall into bed Exhausted and sleepy and tired as can be, (Not from reading the Bible: from watching TV). So then back to the table, side by side, Are the Holy Bible and the TV Guide. No time for prayer, no time for the Word. The way of salvation is seldom heard. Abiding in Christ so full and free is found in the Bible, not on TV.

Thinking Of You
As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens .. Even when you’re not home I can still see your beautiful hazel green eyes, your soft curly black hair, your warm smile and you strong but sweet voice. I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying, I love you Never forget how much I love you As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens Never forget how much I love you Your love lives inside me Your love goes wherever I go. I love you always and forever.

The Bible In 50 Words
The Bible in 50 Words God made Adam bit Noah arked Abraham split Joseph ruled Jacob fooled Bush talked Moses balked Pharaoh plagued People walked Sea divided Tablets guided Promise landed Saul freaked David peeked Prophets warned Jesus born God walked Love talked Anger crucified Hope died Love rose Spirit flamed Word spread God remained.

Next Week
well i volunteered to go to a combatives class, next week. which translates into i get to spend 8 hours a day for 5 days getting my ass kicked. when that is done, i volunteered to spend 2 weeks doing the same thing, but its level 2 which pretty much means the same thing, but worse. who knows maybe they will hurt me during the training. it could happen, then again i might hurt someone. thats life right we volunteered to go to the class. i am the only one in my company, who is crazy enough to volunteer for stuff that can get u hurt. i know what your thinking, im an idiot.

Perfection Of Love
People love romance. They yearn to have passion in their lives. This poem motivates you to look for romance and if you have it, it shows you how to take advantage of it: .. Let us walk together on the beach tonight Arm in arm, on a clear moonlit night We can make love on the sand I can keep you warm with my muscular arms I need you, I want you, I love you, and I always want to be near you Our love is perfect, forever lovely, forever wonderful, Always and forever always.

What Kind Of Sex Do U Have
WHAT KIND OF SEX DO U HAVE The 1st kind of sex is called:Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called:Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called:Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called:Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called:Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your Wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind of sex is called:Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at

One Of A Kind
Always on my mind are memories shared with you.Your always there for me please know I', forever here for you.Poeple say that love matures over a long long time. From the very start its seems our love was one of a kind.This seems to be the perfect love a love so hard to find. In my heat I will always know our love is one of a kind. I love you Donnie with all I am You are my life

Forcing Friends
Forcing friends always is a weird thing for me. How can you meet new people unless you meet new people. I always here from friends and family.. "oh tim you gotta let them come to you" Ummm that has never happened. I always have to be the one to start conversations. Or just bitch and complain til someone recognizes me. It makes me think about this story at school. I play football at High school. I left my gym bag in the gym and couldn't find it when I came back. I went to the administrative office the next day. Asked the lady "Has anyone turned in any bags?" She goes.. "What school do you go to?" I"m like here She goes.. I never met you before. I"m like of course not. I"m here every day. Which is really sad cause the only people that seem to get lots of girls or guys are the bad ones. Thats from my own personal experience. You always here about the broke ass people on welfare who have 8 kids .. isn't that funny? I'm also getting sick of contests.

Note
Here is a note just to say I'm Missing you more each and everyday.And no matter how far away you may be your love will always be a special part of me.So as you read these words Remember this I Love You and its you that I Miss

Random Poetry
Maybe you will know how it feels to be all alone. Walls closing in on you in your own home. Just you and your thoughts everywhere you roam. to sleep in a bed with sheets as cold as stone. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone. All alone in a crowded room, impending thoughts of doom Something you cant shake, too much pressure nothing left to do but break Cant take it, wont take it, make it stop before i snap. enduring this isnt living life, its more like a trap Fighting these thoughts away Giving everything you got just to keep them at bay. will you give in when it all comes tumbling down. Even with the walls crashing, you wont hear a sound Its deafened by your world falling apart. im sorry to say, you were fucked from the start. Maybe then you will know how it feels to be alone.

Rh's Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Winners
TheRH@ CherryTAP 1st place- 10,000 ~DJ Dreams~[TCS Co Owner]@ CherryTAP Votes-7662 2nd place- 5,000 myeviltwin@ CherryTAP Votes-4607 3rd place- 1,000 Sad Girl@ CherryTAP Votes-771 RH

Year 3000
Ok, my daughter has been driving me stark raving mad with this song by the Jonas Brothers. Which she plays over and over. Cheesey as hell but I am trying to live with it since it's a lot better then some of the music out there that no 11 yr. old should be listening to. Anyway, had me thinking back when I was about her age and what I listened to and loved that was cheesey....I hate to admit it but I can recall that it was some crap by Shawn Cassidy..LMBO I know you're laughing but oh well. Anyone care to share the cheesey song/group they loved way back when? Would love to hear.

This Is Where I Wish To Eat Tomarow Night :d
Rats run wild in KFC-Taco Bell in N.Y. By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer 18 minutes ago NEW YORK - New Yorkers are used to seeing rats where they catch their trains — not where they buy their burritos. About a dozen rats were having a grand party Friday in a locked KFC/Taco Bell restaurant, scampering around the floor, playing with each other and sniffing for food as they dashed around tables and children's high chairs. ADVERTISEMENT Meryl Streep Jennifer Hudson Cate Blanchett Abigail Breslin Kate Winslet Penelope Cruz Onlookers could not keep their eyes away from the jaw-dropping sight — a gang of urban vermin invading a restaurant that had been taking people's chicken and taco orders just a day earlier. Video of the rats was seen around the world, disseminated on TV stations and the Internet. "All you can eat once the store is locked," one onlooker joked. "They should handcuff them and throw the dirty rats in jail," cabbie Wilson

The Beginning Of The End
It doesnt take a rocket scientist to figure out that everyone is happier with out me. I am a devil and i shouldnt be plaguing everyones existence. A sinner I am not, always true to my word. Loyalty is life to me. Although, I dont know what it feels like to have someone beloyal to me. Cowards are drawn to me, for i am the one who will believe them and lead them. But, a coward I am not. However, I will do anything for someone to love me. Pretty I was...not anymore. Not inside and definetly not out. I am a nobody wasting fresh air for the chosen ones. God please forgive me, please take me and love me..guide me. I want to be born again, into something great..I no longer want to be everyones nightmare causing them strife.....

Our Adventure In Nashville...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told

New Pledge Of Allegiance!
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned... . A kid wrote the attached NEW? School prayer. I liked it. ??????????????? Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. ?? If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. ? Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.

Hate To Repeat Myself!!!!
Hello all you Cherries, Just wanted to say that I am a private person, yes I do have private pics of me on here, that if I wanted everyone to see I would not have them in a private folder...Please do not ask to be my friend then shout at me and ask to see my private pics....cause the answer is NO.... For example I had an ignorant man reach out to me Friday night and called me selfish cause I wouldn't let him see....well just because his are for everyone to see and I looked...who wouldn't ...he told me I was selfish . Well that to me is being prtective for me...I don't know who any of you are why would I just let anyone see.... So before you go asking...Don't even bother unless I bring up the subject...Thank you all so very much... Have a great evening..

Psychic
You Are 20% Psychic You are barely psychic. Sure, you sometimes predict things... But is it a matter of luck? Or something more? Pay closer attention to your first intuitions You may be more psychic than you know! Are You Psychic?

Passionate Or Compassion
You Are 77% Passionate, 23% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Charlotte--then --daytona
Headed to: CHARLOTTE: March 3rd & 4th for a Memorial Run DAYTONA : March 8th - 11th for BIKE WEEK HOPE ALL OF MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS THAT ARE INTO MOTORCYCLE SHOW UP, AND IF YOU SEE ME OUT AND ABOUT, COME UP TO ME AND SAY HEY...I DON'T BITE, THO I MAY LOOK LIKE I DO.... SO SHOUT OUT TO ME IF YOU SEE ME !!!!

Untitled
Tonight, today I want the world to fuck off and leave me be so I can work on this music shit. No, if I ain't with a chick I'll be pissed and lose it. I've been waiting for so long to hear the truth, tell me the truth, don't lie like being unkind. I'm tired of being used by women and being tossed away, like every single fucking day. The last one lied, when she said she loved me and had my heart, years after we split and I decided to part. I'm so sick and tired of being used, to the next woman to do this shit and play me off, fuck off and fuck you.

Thoughts Before Me.
So, I am only 19. Yes, I'm young but that doesn't mean that I don't know what I'm talking about. What I do and say and think are a lot more expressive than other people in general my age. I learned a lot just in what I have seen, done, heard, and been around in general. I don't take things at face value but in a more moment to moment kind of way. I learned that everyone has things that they don't want to admit to thinking, knowing, doing, etc and will skew the truth or even their lies just to better fit the situation they are in. People are not what they seem to be, not even what they think they are. So much of what we are is not in a part of us that we or anyone can ever reach...but there is a reason for that. What that reason is, I'm not entirely sure...but finding out is something else I'm not sure about either. Just adjusting to others and yourself everydae is what makes you more stable than not, and the ability to adjust isn't someone a lot of people have, or ever seem to gain.

Love Sign
Cancer - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with Your negative traits: Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down. Your ideal partner: Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt! Your dating style: Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another. Your seduction style: Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in

Bloody
You Closed me in Left me with one broken dream anoge a 1000 broken hearts you seen and watched me bleed with a razor blade i slice open my heart In a bloody bliss i screen someone come save me b/c i can't save myself with a shaddered borken hollow soul that you will forever left unknown i fell and all is lost its where i blong b/c you said you loved me and then you left like it was just a dream a sweet sweet deam here i am lost forgotten and bleeding dieing from the inside out in my nightmares will you love me make my bloody heart stop bleeding am i asking to much for you to love me Darling was it really that hard to see me standing there begging you not to go why can't i be the one that you loved so the one you love with all your dark heart well i guess i am just the one to far gone to love By Grace Aka Me

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the