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Explain
Explain to me why its so hard to say hello to the people that come and the people that say goodbye Tell me what its so hard to talk to a girl to get her to be only yours when you don't have her its hard to give some interest w/o giving a piece of your heart cause after a while you get tired of trying and running out of piece of heart the only think keeping me going is the void in my soul

The Best Comeback Ever !
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops,everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve,and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly, " Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forward,

~~this Will Bring Tears To Your Eyes~~
Subject: These will bring tears to your eyes! These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the 'torment of staying calm' while these exchanges were actually taking place. It's worth reading to the end! Those of you who have worked with attorneys will find this very easy to understand. Others will find it easier. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. _______________________________ ATTORNEY: What is your date of birth? WITNESS: July 18Th. ATTORNEY: What year? WITNESS: Every year. _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reebok's. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways

Professional Athletes/criminals
With the recent shooting in a Las Vegas gentlemen's club that left one employee paralyzed and two others injured, it inspired this blog. From Ray Lewis, Eugene Robinson, Ron Artest, the entire Indiana Pacers lineup, 9 Cincinnati Bengals and the list goes on and on. Professional athletes acting as if they are above the law and untouchable. The latest to be added to the list is Adam "Pacman" Jones. Basically Pacman was in a club making it "rain" with $81,000.00 which was his own money and according to reports was merely for "effect" and was to be returned to him. Once it began raining though the strippers that were at the club, brought in by a Houston, TX promoter began grabbing the cash. At this point Pacman and his girlfriend began confronting a dancer and demanding the money back. The dancer was then grabbed by the hair by Pacman and was thrown to the stage floor and spat upon. Security stepped in and stopped a melee that had started, and walked everyone in the club outsid

Hahaha...more Jokes
MOMMIES BLACK SPONGE Little Johnny sees his mother walk out of the shower and sees her vagina. He asks her what it is and she embarassed replies, "Oh, that's mommy's black sponge." A few days later, Johnny spills a glass of milk on the floor and says, "Mommy, I need your black sponge to mop up the milk!" She replies, "I lost it, honey." A couple of days later, he comes running up to her and says, "Mommy, I found your black sponge!" Mystified, she says, "Where, honey?" Little Johnny says, "It's over at Mrs. Johnson's house, and Daddy's washing his face in it!" ________________________________________________ DANCE WITH ME Two men at a bar had been enjoying a few drinks for the past couple of hours and were pretty drunk when one of them notices a beautiful woman sitting in the corner. One says to the other, "Jeez, I'd really like to dance with that girl." The other man replies, "Well go ahead and ask her, don't be a chicken shit." So the man approaches the love

Why???
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME NOW?? WHY COULD U NOT HAVE BEEN HERE BEFORE? NOW I HAVE U COMING AFTER ALL THIS TIME KNOCKING ON MY DOOR.. BEGGING TO COME BACK INTO MY WORLD BEGGING TO COME BACK TO MY HEART. GOD TELL ME PLEASE WHAT DO I DO? THIS IS TEARING ME ALL APART. I HAVE SOMEONE.. HE IS MY WORLD HE IS THE PRINCE OF MY HEART NOW U COME TO ME TRYING TO MAKE A NEW START? WHY DO U LOVE ME? AFTER ALL THIS TIME.. U LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER WITHOUT REASON OR RHYME. U THINK THAT I WILL FORGET? U THINK THAT I WILL COME BACK? I HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE NOW.. HAS UR TRAIN JUMPED THAT TRACK? GO ON WITH UR LIFE.. FIND SOMEONE NEW BECAUSE THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYWAY THAT I WILL COME BACK TO U.

Waiting..2..!!
I forgot to tell you, when I went into the eye glass place, I told them that bf was bed ridden and could not get out. Two different people-told them the same thing--and they both asked, "Has he been seen here before?"! ?????Well, duhhhhh! Nice little(big)me behaved and said "no".

Thinkin
ive been doing alot of thinking.. i know bad huh lol... just about life, family, guys, people, work.. shit a little of everything... family-i love my family to death. they are my life. if they werent around i dont know what id do.. work-im so ready for this vacation that is in 6 days.. maybe ill be able to clear my mind... who knows .. but i do know i am so so so ready... it will be good to get out of texas.. guys- im just confused as always when it comes to guys. i really dont know.. i do like a guy.. yeah.. im not gonna go into that right now .. people- dont know where to start here... people need to learn to mind their own business.. and dont talk about people if u dont know them at all.. come on people this is not high school anymore this is REAL life.. so GROW UP and GET A LIFE and STAY OUT OF MINE!!!!

Reasoning.
To be able to properly reason in a situtaion, the human brain relies on emotions and memory. When an especially stressful event happens the human brain responds by not only sending signals to release adrenaline but to also release other hormones that make attention to detail greater so that when placed in the situtaion again, or one like it, you can properly respond. If memory is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. If emotion is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. I have a horrible memory. And I guess my emotions are someone more eratic than others. Is memory to blame for my poor choices? If I can't help myself...then why is my advice and reasoning for others much greater then advice and reasoning for myself?

Music!
So then, here's my Playlist's basic organization: ....don't see anything, huh? That's because, there is none. Today, for so many hours, I have been listening to all sorts of music I keep in that magical little device known as an mp3 player. Classical, Rock, Electronic, even some hiphop....Jazz too! I listen to most anything. It's great.

Weekends
Well here it is Saturday night and I am on the computer and I can not find any females playing on cam. I have not seen a female nude on cam in months. I guess it is just not for me to view any females on cam.

Feeling Sick
thinking that maybe i shouldn't of eattin so much food for dinner now i feel all blahhhhh and i don't want to do anything i feel like a mack truck hit me guess i'm going to bed early tonight, the baby has the hiccups out the yingyang and keeps tossing and turning making my stomach do flip flops so its making me sick to my stomach so i think that i'm gonna lay down and go to bed night fellow CT's and Blog freaks

Great Sex!!!
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." Yes, she says, "I remember it well." Okay, he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old times sake?" "Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy but very good idea!" There's a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all this, and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, "I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble." So he follows them. They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support, aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man

Wtf Is Wrong Tonight... Grr
Something is wrong with me tonight and I have to talk it out in writting in order for me to make heads or tales of whats going on in my head and why I feel so very sad tonight... this happens from time to time and it really suck! Some people have everything; a job/source of income, a great family, friend galore, and people that really love them. I have none of that it seems! I have no job and I really want one because I hate being bored and stuck at home all the time; my family is disrespectful 90% of the time and even though I care about them there are times I just wish they wouldnt open their mouths; my friends don't exist, sure I have people I talk to on here but to call them friends I wouldn't; and I really don't feel as if anyone loves me or ever will, like nobody cares to show it untill I go beyond the point of needing, like past the need of help! My life fucking blows! There are people in this world that need to learn what the word NO means! So I had an unwanted unneeded un

Dont Ya Hate
when you hear a song , and you CANT stop listening to it?? I think Ive been listening to this song pretty much every time Im on my computer ..and Its all Quicks fault ..damn you , thanks for introducing me to it :p I think its the lyrics that got me hooked "A day To Be Alone" By "One Less Reason" She said I wonder when it'll be my day 'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down And all I got are screams inside But somehow they come out in a smile And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way Tell me about those nights you stayed awake Tell me about those days you hated me Tell me how you'd rather die alone Than being stuck here with me And maybe you've fallen down And maybe you took the long way home But baby you could never love you like me And one day this will fade away In the mirror you'll see a smiling face And standing next to you will always be me, be me One day you're gonna see things my way You gave me so much room that I can't brea

Interesting Facts..
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine" 7% say they are "good looking" 7% say they are

Neo
READ THIS BULLETIN FIRST HERE IS THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=1257499482# OK NOW MY PART SINCE THE IDIOT WOULDNT LET ME POST ON HIS BULLETIN..THIS IS WHAT I TRYED TO LEAVE BEFORE I FOUND OUT HE WOULDNT LET ME.. ok im going to leave another comment then im gone..Marq is my friend and a cool guy..He is the founder of the SK family..We do GOOD for people who deserve it..you know this...Tell me once when you've heard a bad thing we have done??..Maybe you should tell the whole story on why hes an "asshole" and not just your sugar coated one...you were a complete dick with the whole Sk situation...You thought maybe you could feed off the popularity...and HOW u deleted him...just a thought..PLUS u using his shit without giving him credit..and lots lots more. you can delete this if you want to...I dont really care...Wow. if you cant handle the remarks you will get from posting shit bulletins like that dont fucking make them. THATS ALL FOLKS. -Ash (I DECIDED

This Should Be Remembered.
AIGHT, SEEN ALOT OF DRAMA ON HERE TODAY, BUNCH OF PEOPLE NOT FEELING WELL, OR HATING LIFE. SO HERE'S SOME MUSIC, AND I HOPE IT HELPS!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND OVERLY HAPPY.

Waiting.....!!
The storm is brewing and we wait for it. They just put special weather radios out for sale in stores. Had to run around and get bf's glasses fixed. They literally fell apart on him! Went to Wal-mart, then to a place they recommended because they could not fix them, then to a place bf's nephew knew of and got new frames for his lenses. I expressed that bf was bed ridden and could not get out and needed his glasses. Since they are totally broken, just fit the lenses in a cheap frame. She showed me $140+! I said that is not his definition of cheap. She went to the back area and spoke to an older man about my problem, and I notice an array of trays off in a corner. I asked about them as they had a frame that looked like they would fit the lenses. She walked away and the man told me the frames I was looking at were all "non popular" or "going out of circulation" (? got me!)and they were on sale. We both were taking the lenses to see if we could find frames to fit and found

True Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends."

Wow!
Bus driver's quick thinking saves little girl by KY3 News View video SPRINGFIELD -- City Utilities of Springfield hails one of its bus drivers as a hero for running into a busy street after a 3-year-old girl. Security cameras on the city bus captured the moment last Tuesday when the toddler got off and started walking straight into moving traffic on Sunshine Street. Chris Leslie dashed out the bus door and grabbed the girl just as a truck screeched to a stop in front of them. "I saw she was going to go. I have a girl that age and I know what they can do. I hit the horn and saw she wasn't going to stop, so I undid my seat belt and got out as fast as I could. Luckily I grabbed her in time," said Leslie. The girl's mother was pushing another child in a stroller and had warned the child to wait for her. Leslie says he's just glad he was at the right place at the right time. When he got home from work that day, he says the first thing he did was hug his 2-ye

Albino Raven Poem Part 2
The raven's are gathering Only the Albino stand alone What does it mean Is it a pandora's box Out with the old In with the new Joy & hope verses pain & sarrow Is the a sense of justices Be a part of something Verses standing alone Are the gathering birds laughing at the albino raven Or is the albino raven laughing at the other ravens The paradox of it all Do the ravens gather to take souls To heaven or to hell What is the role of the albino raven To return the soul To judge the soul Forever more the ravens gather Forver more the albino raven stands ALONE

Perception
I look at someone wearing Famous, and I make gag noises. Someone looks at me, and thinks I am a total idiot. Stephanie eats broccoli, and throws up gagging. My mom used to look at me and thought I was a girl for hanging out with girls over guys. Pereception: the nice way of saying our "closed minded thoughts" of things. I perceive things very differently than other people; that's probably what makes me so cool, amirite? :) Nawh, but, seriously. I can remember when I used to perceive things completely differently: my life style, who I hanged out with, what I wore, what I did, what I said -- all was based on pereception. Old: "Don't say that, they'll think you're weird." New: "Why not? Too bad if they don't like me; other people will still like me in the end." In philosophical meanings, I have grown an interest on people perceiving people. My friends. What do others perceive of them? I can blatantly point out who I think is the most normal of them; who's the weirdes

Albino Raven Poem Part 1
the ravens are gathering, only the albino raven stands alone. What does this mean? Why an albino raven now. what is the reason it stands alone. Does it stand for new hope or new life. Why do the other ravens gather and not let the albino raven join them. Does it symbolize the pandoras box?? Does it challange a sense of balance of old verses new: Shows the turmmoil of evil veres good. Then maybe it shows a sense of justices. That if you, are not oen of the same in the gathering you msut be an outsider. So, why does the albino raven stand alone. Does it stand alone laughing at the others. Who gather: Knowing it can stand alone. Or is it crying with sarrow, Shame and pain, Because it knows it can not join in the gathering. What does it see this albino raven! Joy, happiness, or pain and sarrow. Is this the reason that it stands in jugdement over the souls of lfie? For ataking or not to hell or heaven. Or is it the raven that takes the soul and put's it back into the body. If the

Help Wanted- Hot Looking Stuck On Self...got It Going On !
help wanted help me ... ASAP then, QUIT ...thinking about it and do it... i been looking to chat with you and get to know you ... i only need honest,loyal, solid, reliable and "everything/all around positive person"... don't you want to be my everything ?... friends for life... total bitch... ready lets argue / chat remember ! i am always right even when i am wrong cause i am a women..........DAMM IT ! TICSTUCKONU@YAHOO.COM IS MY ID: TO YAHOO MESSENGER

Child Hood Sweethearts
An elderly couple who were childhood sweethearts had married and settled down in their old neighbourhood and are celebrating their fiftieth wedding anniversary. They walk down the street to their old school. There, they hold hands as they find the old desk they 'd shared and where he had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money falls out of an armoured car practically at their feet. She quickly picks it up, but they don't know what to do with it so they take it home. There, she counts the money, and it's fifty-thousand dollars. The husband says, "We have got to give it back." She says, "Finders keepers." And she puts the money back in the bag and hides it up in their attic. The next day, two FBI men are going door-to-door in the neighbourhood looking for the money and show up at their home. They say, "Pardon me, but did either of you find any money! that fell out of an armoured car yesterday?" She says, "No." The husband

Desire
Desire Crimson nor yellow roses, nor The savor of the mounting sea Are worth the perfume I adore That clings to thee. The lanuid-headed lilies tire, The chageless waters weary me. I ache with passionate desire Of thine and thee. There are but these things in the world- Thy mouth of fire, Thy breast, thy hands, thy hair up-curled, And my desire!

The Fbi
Hello, is this the FBI?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report about my neighbor Billy Bob He is hiding marijuana inside his firewood!" "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the FBI agents descend on Billy Bob's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Billy Bob and leave. The phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Billy Bob! This here is Joe Bob, Did the FBI come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep." "Happy Birthday, buddy"

In Another's Eyes.... By Garth Brooks
In another's eyes I'm someone who Loves her enough To walk away from you And I would never lie In another's eyes In another's eyes I can do no wrong And he believes in me And his faith is strong I'd never fall Or even compromise In another's eyes In another's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me They don't realize And I pray that they never do 'Cause every time I look I 'm seein' you In another's eyes In another's eyes Starin' back at me I see a sinkin' soul Tryin' desprately To turn the tide Before it dies And what they don't see Is killing me It's a blessing and a curse That love is blind 'Cause in another 's eyes I'm afraid that I can't see This picture perfect portrait That they paint of me And they don't realize And I pray to God they never do 'Cause every time I look I'm seein' you In another eyes

The Trainning Session
A trainning session for investigation was held in Virginia for various agencies and at the end an exercise was held. A white bunny was released into the wild and two representatives from different agencies were sent in to apprehend it. Two personnel from the CIA went after their bunny and returned in ten minutes. Then two representatives from the FBI went into the woods and returned an hour later with their bunny. Then two Bronx homicide detectives were sent into the woods to apprehend their bunny and the hours went by......finally 5 hours later the two Bronx homicide detectives reappear. One is dragging a bear by the scruff of his neck and the other detective is kicking the bear in the balls and the bear is yelling "O.K.....I'm a bunny, I'm a bunny".

Help Me Out In The Ratings Only Contest Im In
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=382113&albumid=239323&i=2754607409 plz help its a ratings only contest and plz DONT LOWER THE RATINGS OF THE OTHER CONTESTANTS ..... thx for all the help you can provide

Got A Postcard From My Former Self Saying 'how You Been'
you do something for a boy... you normally wouldn't do... and they don't care. yes, I am changing. and that wasn't something i'd normally do. whatever. i got my dress. it's cute. and my shoes. i'm all set. woot. with just a smile you capture me, and i start to melt. emotions then take over me, like i've never felt. i could tell my heart each time it isn't love, you're some guy. there's nothing there, and what i feel is in my head; it isn't real. but i can't deny. can't even try. cuz i know inside butterflies don't lie. once again there you are anxiousness, nervous heart. butterflies, fluttering can only mean one thing. you promised me starry night skies that just remind me of your shining bright eyes. i'm missing your voice at night time, this sepa-separation seems a sad crime. oh my god, this hurts like hell. i had that dream that dream again.. watch your mouth. hold your tongue boy. i love you. and you don't read

"you Move Me"... By Garth Brooks
This is how it seems to me Life is only therapy Real expensive And no guarantee So I lie here on the couch With my heart hanging out Frozen solid with fear Like a rock in the ground But you move me You give me courage I didn't know I had You move me I can't go with you And stay where I am So, you move me This is how love was to me I could look and not see Going through the emotions Not knowin' what they mean And it scared me so much That I just wouldn't budge I might have stayed there forever If not for your touch Oh but you move me Out of myself and into in the fire You move me Now I'm burning with love And with hope and desire How you move me You go whistling in the dark Making light of it Making light of it And I follow with my heart Laughing all the way Oh 'cause you move me You get me dancing and you make me sing Now I'm taking delight In every little thing How you move me

Libra
LIBRA The amazing lover. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.

Isnt It Liek Ppl Who Are Not In The Situation To Always Get The Wrong Impression!!!
when u direct something at one persion and another persion who is not even in the picture deleates u from there account and wont tellu why and wont let u say ur sorry but its not at them , dont u think thats really stupid ??? i know i do , what an immeture thing to do w/o even asking to find out. This has to do with a certain 15 yo i found on here who is tellin ppl she is 21 and when i found her on myspace w/o asking her for her name there , her profile said she was 15 what a small world, so to all those ppl on here who have come onto the messinger and trash talked me , stop its getting old and its not tword u , the persion who this is tword knows who they are . SO STOP ALREADY!!

Crystal Rose Poem
the fire of the torch is set The rods of the glass are waitting The sand bed is raked and waitting for the cooling Crystal Rose the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose. In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love.. Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose. Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

Her Smile
I can't remember the color of her hair sometimes her voice gets lost in the echos of my mind the beauty of her eyes fades again with time the tenderness of her touch eludes me more each day that taste of her kiss gone too the smell of her perfume lost in the wind hoping someday to smell that smell again But the is one thing etched into my mind a beauty everlasting as wide as a mile for the one thing I remember is the beauty of HER SMILE.

Change
Just seems like yesterday i was doing fine on my own, Now your in my head and heart, And u won't leave my thoughts alone, What is the power and hold you have on me? How do you do this so easily? The walls have been up for along long time, Put there purposly to protect my heart and mind. In such a short time you have broken the spell, And broke through the wall i thought i built so well, You made me look at myself hard and true, To find the pieces that where missing Even though i hid them from view, Forced me to think, about old things and new, Rediscovering a part of my life, and starting anew. Hurt too many times, don't want anymore pain, You broke through a wall and made me smile again, Don't know how you did it or why, All i now is this new feeling is there, Making me want you, and wanting to care. Putting aside the pain from the past, This new feeling is something i hope will last. Who are you really? What is the hold you have on me? Everytime i lay dow

Happiness
What does it truly take for someone to be completly happy and find that person who you mean the world too? Who treats you with the love, the kindness and respect that you deserve..Someone you can give you heart and soul to and they won't take advantage of it and who will love you for who you are and nothing else nothing more.

Have We Become Obsessed A Little To Much With This Site?
Wow my god has cherrytap turned into just one big site of over grown mature adults worried about being popular on a silly ass website I guess ill stay at the bottom of the un cool kids pile for now........to be continued when my mind is free........

Go Straight To The Happy Ending
So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE what I was getting paid an hour at my other job... Yeahhh you r

It Happened...
When I see your smiling face, You take me to a special place. Trying to share feelings that were hidden, Now out for the taking. Sculpting our lives into a mold of the unordinary, To treasure the beauty that unfolds within. Able to be happy, free, and open with each other, Sharing our love with no other. Realizing it happened for one not long ago, And the other just moments within an hour or so. Saying "I love you" comes easier and more meaningful today, tomorrow, and always - Now we are able to express it in so many different ways. Forever and always is what we say, I see it on your face and I tell you "I love you" all of our days. It happened... written by: Becky aka nurseBBWnurse 2/23/07

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

I Love You Forever And Always...
Time is on our side, And there's nothing to hide. Words spoken so freely, They flood like blood in our veins so deeply. Moments that we have shared, Times to come in compare. I love you forever and always there in my heart it will be, I will be here awaiting oh so patiently! Time is a factor of all involved to see what happens in this union, For all that has been said and that is unspoken. You are someone special in my life and in my heart, Us admitting that to each other is a start. I love you Forever and Always! written on 2/24/07 by me (Becky) aka naughtyBBWnurse

I Just Keep Digging Myself A Bigger Hole
anyway while I was swanning around the Drupal community site and answering posts to my request for help I was notifed about some of their groups having video tutorials so now I know I have to learn myself php in order to adapt and use some of the template engines that are core in drupal, oh jeez no more new shiny toy syndrome will ensue. anyway here is a link to more resources about it Practical PHP Programming

Online Love
Longing for your touch Your arms around me tight Aching for your kiss Your lips on mine through the night. Wishing for your eyes, to meet mine across the way, The chance to hear your voice And whisper words i need to say. The sweet words you say, mean more than you know They cut deep inside And reach into my soul. Feelings so forbidden, The right time, the wrong place, It's all to easy to forget, Till i close my eyes and see your face. The distance melts away, In my dreams it's all so real, I wish i knew what would happen If i could tell you how i feel.

Geez
I get so whiny and needy that it makes me hate myself even more than I usually do. Know what I would tell myself?? "Down the street to the morgue, not across the street to the hospital". Seriously. Shit or get off the fucking pot.

Untitled
Time is now changing Along with the season Life is moving on As did you for no reason Leaves crumble to the ground As summer changes to fall Did you really love me Or did I imagine it all You made a promise once That it was me you'd never leave That same promise you broke For it was me you did deceive I loved you so much And believed what you said So why must I continue to have All these sad thoughts in my head I want to believe again That true love will last But to find that love It is you I must leave in the past If I got to see you once more If you were to come around I wouldn't fall for it again This time I'd stand my ground Written 10/09/06

What I Want
~The man who calls for no reason other than to just say hi. ~The man whose smile who makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. ~The man who makes me smile just at the slightest thought of him. ~The man who makes me feel safe even if I am not in his arms. ~The man whose eyes I can stare into for hours and not worry about his seeing my soul. ~The man whose eyes I can stare into and know that he has a pure and honest soul. ~The man who would never hurt me or leave me for someone else who would give him everything sooner than I would. ~The man who would love me who I am and not what I can do. ~The man who would think that I am the most beautiful woman in his world even when I am in sweats. ~The man who gives me a hug and kiss and tells me everything is all right even when I feel the world is against me. ~The man who would show me off to everyone including his friends even though they may not approve. ~The man who above all else would make me feel that

Native American 10 Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

The Beast Inside You
I am your nightmares true scares from deep inside. I dwell inside that spot inside you where that darkness lives. I am your hates and heart breaks I am the one to watch the moves you make. I am the one that brings the feelings from inside of you. You cannot hide from me. When you feel darkness hopelessness Its never going to be enough. Because i only live to see the world come crashing around you. When i come for you. Where i live in you. Waiting for you. I'll leave you ripped in two. So bad you cant stand cant walk. Smashed and around you the best inside you.

Canceled
We were going to go to the swing club last weekend, but decided we'd rather go to the Mardi Gras party there tonight. They had a pipe burst in the building, so the party tonight was canceled. Then we decided to go see the sneak preview of the movie Wild Hogs at our local theater. After forcing our way through the rain and traffic we found that it was sold out when we got to the ticket counter. It's going to be a slow weekend...

For All Yeah
Well my weekend so far has been okay its just i miss talkin to someone special and im tired i am having to keep up with my son and im not doing to badd its just while he napped i cleaned my rooms and did my laundry. Well i hope everybody has a real good weekend.

So It's Like This...
Hey guys! I just was checkin out some profiles and see a lot of BF/GF things goin on. (just to let you know you might be deleted if we don't have anything to talk about and I'm just on your list for headspace). Anyway, I think it's important to let you know where I stand on the issue. I never been in a relationship, never considered my self having a girlfriend. I believe that the only true and fullfilling relationships are friendships and matrimony. The are the only lasting relationships in life. Let me break it down. If you've had more than 1 person as a bf or gf, than you have never found true love and companionship. If you're not married to that person than they aren't really yours and then you want to get mad when you get cheated on. Let me tell you this, if you haven't taken that step to get married than you really have no control over their actions. The only honored relationship is marriage in life, the Lord, and in law. If I'm wrong let me know. Don't try to say tha

R.i.p. We Luv Yall More Everyday
Montrell "Trell Wheat" Phillips was a great person and he was 31, u will be missed, 1 luv homie for eternity, the other is my wife who passed, she was 24 and now i raise a son by myself and miss her like crazy, 1 luv everybody

Don't Understand
I don't understand why people feel they need to give up and walk away from the ones that love you. I know that I would have loved to give up a long time ago, but the one thing that keeps me going is my son and he needs more then anything else and I am not going to take myself away from him. He is the love of my life and though there are times that I would love to hang him upside down so that he is out of my way, I would never do it. I know that my life would be lost without my son. These last five years he has taught me that there is more to live for then what I think. He loves me and I know this. I know that no matter what I do in life he will always love me and he will never leave me. I just wish that other people would look at what is around them and what they have and that it is more important then anything else in life. I know that men will come and go, but my son will always be here with me and for me no matter what I do in my life. I wish there was more that I could do or say to

Update :p
Just thought I'd let y'all know that there's one less Wal Mart in the world right now. Apparently one of the tornadoes flipped the damn thing over. Along with the McDonalds across the street. I'm having pics taken as I type this... might make for some interesting viewing. (apparently that's what the National Guard was called in for. When a Wal Mart flips over... shit comes out ((looters too))) :D

Charge Of The Goddess
Hear my words and know me! I shall be called a million names by all who speak! I am Eternal Maiden! I am Great Mother! I am the Old One who holds the immortal key! I am shrouded in Mystery, But I am known to every soul Hear my words and know me Whenever the moon rises in the heavens Shall my children come Better it be once a month when the moon is full Shall ye assemble in some secret place Such as this and adore the spirit of I I, who am the Queen of Witches. And under my watchful eye My children shall be taught the mysteries Of earth and nature Of the ways of all magick That which is unknown, shall be known And that which is hidden, shall be revealed Even the secluded soul shall be pierced With my light From my cauldron shall be drunk All knowledge and immortality Ye shall be free from slavery and Ye shall dance, sing and feast Music shall surround you for mine Is the ecstasy of the Spirit And mine is also the joy of earth I dont demand s

Hi Everyone
I am sorry that right now I am unable to be online very much. Hopefully, that will change soon. Just wanted ya'll to know that I am thinking about you and missing you. All of my friends are special to me. Some of you have truly touched my heart and you know who you are (I hope). Will try to my best to get on again real soon. LUVVVVV and HUGGGGGSSSS Sheryl

Block.... Come On People! (repost) - My Reply....
I saw this bulletin, and wanted to comment on it.... is there anyone out there in cherryland that thinks that when you block somebody on here that it means totally blocked like where they cant see your page at all or do you like it..the way it is now where when you block the persons you blocked can still see everything your doing..friends and all that....i think when you block someone it should be alltogether....i know when you block now they cant comment and rate..and all that but i would like to have it when you block there blocked alltogether like on myspace wich im sure many people in cherryland also have so if you have a myspace and have blocked people on it then you understand what im talking bout cherytap doing...just like myspace when u block they see nothing...not like now when you block they can still see your page and all that..if there is anybody out there...and i mean anybody who agrees or disagrees please sign your name to this so i cant take it t

Like Hot Alternative Chicks?
Then go add altporn.net's profile! click here to add the hottest site that features the most gorgeous women! oh yes. I love that site (and yes, there is a photo of me in the "idols" section. hehe)

"broken Hearted" By Me!!
Everyday I sit and cry, Because I'll Love you till, The day I die. Time moves so slowly, When you are lonely, For the one that you Love. I wish I could fly like a dove, To see the one that I Love. I sit and wait and wonder, I feel like it's a spell I'm under, I can't break free, I wish you would be with me. But I can't change whats In your heart, I knew that from the start. I can only try to start anew, Without you by myside. Take-Care my Love for you have Two hearts and I have none. I gave you my all, I hope you can stand tall. I think of you and sign, There's nothing left but to say.... GOOD-BYE Wrote after a very hard break up. Only thing I've ever written.Hope you enjoy.

Feels Lile Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

People
You will find in your life, you will meet people. Some will seem to be so close you can feel it and others will be a touch away. But somethng is for sure if you keep the ones that are true to you close you the others a touch away will be there.

Once Again...
For those of you kind enough to have read my 'deleted' blog of late last night, I thank you for taking the time to read, comment, console, bitch at and generally MAKE my mood a bit better. My connection is a bit spotty this evening as a few tornadoes have hit the state and even my cell service has been interrupted. Hopefully the bad weather is over for now. There are about 500 National Guard troops heading to the affected areas and soon should have things under control. Soooooo, that's me in a nutshell I guess. (and by the way... my mood HAS improved considerably. I've even started watching the cartoon network again which provides me with some much needed, mindless entertainment-thank you my friend:P)))))))) G'night all.

Can U Help Me Out
IM IN A CONTEST AND I KNOW I SAID I WOULDNT GO INTO ANOTHER ONE AFTER I WAS UNFAIRLY DISQUALIFIED FROM THE LAST ONE BUT I DONT SEE WHY I SHOULDN'T SO IF U CAN SPARE SOME TIME WILL U GIVE ME SOME OF YOUR LOVELY CHERRY VOTES THANKS GUYS JUICYWETLIPSXXX

Stand Up
get ya clips up in here get ya ass up and put it in gear it's time for revolution it's time to make our own solution to every single problem that ya see in the streets shout and pump ya fist to the beats of a million young people marchin stompin their feet this is our time to stand up and shine show the world that we do care and it's our time solve this shit the only way we know how the only way we know how with loud voices takin our violent aggresion out i'm tired of the system doin all the pimpin so take to the streets a pimp the system give it a bitch slap tell the media fuck that tired of hearing of all the death and poverty in our own countrymens streets this is our nation but the george bush continues hatin kanye said it the media blasted him but was he far from the truth nah, bush don't care bout the poor i'm sick when i'm in the booth showin ya what the nation has in store a revolution by the youth that'll shake the country to it's core

What Happened
I love history.. and sometimes I have just got to know what happen on a certain day On February 25: 1793 1st cabinet meeting (At George Washington's home) 1857 1st perforated US postage stamps delivered to the government 1859 First use of "insanity plea" to prove innocence 1862 Paper currency (greenbacks) introduced in US by President Abraham Lincoln 1868 House of Representatives vote 126 to 47, to impeach President Andrew Johnson 1919 Oregon is 1st state to tax gasoline (1¢ per gallon) 1961 Explorer (10) fails to reach Earth orbit 1962 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site 1979 Highest price ever paid for a pig, $42,500, Stamford TX 1991 US, barracks in Dhahran Saudi Arabia, hit by SCUD missile, kills 28 1996 Cuba downs 2 US planes

Good Websites And Emails
so, i spend quite a bit of time on the computer and thought I'd make a list of all the sites I go on and what my profile is on them... Forum/RPG Communities: DarkStarlings.com/LOGD -- TheTrueKitten GaiaOnline.com -- Khaos_Kitty MySpace.com -- michael_k_greens_girl Gothic Sites: GoneGothic.com -- Khaos_Kitten DarkStarlings.com -- KiyaShade VampireFreaks.com -- TheTrueKitten Satanic Information DevilSpawn.com owned by ZiT76 (a personal friend of mine) Emails: the.pickled.tomato@gmail.com kiyashade@gmail.com kiyashade@hotmail.com khaoss_kitty@yahoo.com

My Wiccan/shaman Training
I began my training in Shaman ways with my grandfather. He told me once that when I was born he saw a silver cougar as my spirit guide. He also told me I would have a great power before my 30th birthday. Which I do have. But my actual training started at age 10, he taught me all the shaman ways and rituals. The herbs used for healing, bonding lovers (not a spell to find love), the ones to ease the vision quests. Although recently there have been few that seek a vision quest any more. At age 16, I became the youngest shaman with in my tribe. I was involved in a very bad accident and died once. Then was reborn to the spirits of our tribe. Once out of the hospital, I began Wiccan training on my own and realized that both ways were similar, somethings differ in the rituals and ceremonies. It only seemed to add to my wanting to learn more and more and practice both ways in conjunction with the other.

To Understand Emptiness.
In the flicker of a chance everything can change. Nothing seems to hold any sort of certainity in this lifetime. Waving its hand in our faces we wave back to a cold shoulder. It is true that walls can be rebuilt, however it takes a great deal of time to bring them down once everything is set. There will be no more words displayed for some time here i think. The mind has run numb and empty. To understand emptiness is to understand the things you really do have. And worrying is the quickest way to drive away posivity. Maybe someone should listen to her own words....hmmm now wouldnt that be a sight for the world to behold. There was no vision of loosing speech and thought, but it has come. Proclaimations are past, and it is the "where now" that arises. Another page, another way, another storm, another growth, another void, another spectrum of inspiration. This world knows not what it asks. There is nothing left inside to review upon, there is nothing there that can say a word at all

Anticipation
waiting suxs i am sick of waiting... we have to wait for almost everything these days.. maccas drive thru they say can u plase pull over to the carpark and we will bring your burger out...which i think is a load of shit coz if i wanted to wait i would go inside to order... waiting for a bus suxs to... your at the stop and you are on time... however, buses being buses cant tell time and are either very early and u miss it or very late so u piss everyone u r meeting half hour ago off... hospital waits are the worst... u ring and say my kid has a temp of 40+ and they say bring em in straight away so the doctor can attend to them, when u get there as per instructions u r told u have to wait... My kids friggin sick here and unresposive...please take a seat and fill out these forms and the doctor will be right with you... 4 hours later u r still sitting there cause by this time the doctors gone home for luch or dinner... really really pisses me off... then there is the wait for someo

New Friend Yet To Be
New Friend Yet To Be I'll dream of the warmth I'd feel when I'd hold your hand, How the softness of your lips, Would bring alive feelings within me, When my lips would brush yours in a kiss. Your charm and warmth would encompass me, I should not want to go, But, our friendship would have just begun, And if you'd wish, I would take it slow. I'd feel that we were meant to be Friends in whatever guise, But public affection for us, Would not be considered wise. So, please, become my friend, Have meals and chats and more, Let's see a film, take in a show, And music by the score.Let poetry express my thoughts, Of places we would have seen, And pastimes enjoyed by us, Which alone, would not have been BT

Views Of Life
Faithful Beyond Death "All that you have was once mine. I cast it away, choosing to live in the darkness instead of the light. Will you throw all you have aside for one who chose, long ago, to walk the paths of night?"

Wiccan Training
My Spirit guide at the time if my accident was a silver cougar. My grandfather told me to follow my guide, even when it took me into death and as the cougar brought me back to life. I was able to walk with the spirits ever since that night. I still practice both Shamanism and Wiccan as they are both based on the 4 elements (Earth, Air, Water, and Fire). After my embrace into the world vampirism on Samhain, my other natural gifts were silenced for a time. But over the years they slowly came back to me in visions or dreams as I slept.the one spirit that spoke to me at the beginning of my re wakening to the spirit world called himself Amel. As I mentioned before in a blog , Amel is the spirit summoned totorment the Queen of Kemet (present day Egypt). He is not an evil spirit, just mischievous. But as I listened to him and felt the draw of the blood hunger. I began to work with my Shaman and Wiccan trianing and learned how to communicate with him and other spirits. As my powers in the da

Life Lessons
It's hard to tell what to feel anymore, pain and plesure have become one, Its hard to tell what's real anymore, Love is found where there is none, It's hard to find the truth anymore, people sidestep the issue and lie, It's hard to find friendship anymore, With so many hello's and goodbyes, It's hard to see who someone is anymore, People cover their faults in discrace, It's hard to tell who's wrong anymore, In this pitiful human race, It's hard to breathe the air anymore, Its so full of dirt and disease, It's hard to even exist anymore, Making many people fall to thier knees, but it's hard to know how to pray to anymore, With hearts full sin and disbelief, It's hard to know who to trust anymore, When everyone turns to some one else, Its hard to just let go anymore, And learn to believe in ourselves.

Poetry Is Good For The Soul
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!

Tauras The Tramp
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to.Good kisser. Hard to forget.Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.

For Victims Of Domestic Violence 2 Poems I Wrote.
Rise Above It All Here's whats left of my broken heart, All my dreams have fallen apart. No reason to figure out whose to blame, God Please! Help me to stay sane. Someone said *You always hurt the one you love*, I say that they dont know what loves really made of. Love dosent consist of a broken nose or black eye, There's no love in *You'd better listen to me or you'll die* Love shouldnt give you nothing but pain and sorrow, Love dosent make you question will I live to see tomorrow. Love dosent come with a price you have to pay, Neither does love beat you physically or mentally everyday. We all know what love should or shouldnt be, But after all this I think I'll try to learn to just love me. One of these days I will Rise Above It All, Noone will stop me I will stand tall. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Broken Heart

~*~christine's Blog~*~
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

A Thanks To All That Care
On Feb. 5th my son had a real bad seizue. It caused him to have a stroke. He is paralyzed on his left side and has to have a feeding tube. We are now home, but still don't know what caused all of this, or whats wrong with his brain. He turned 1 today, but is mentally back to being a new born. When I came on here tonight for the first time since, I was amazed at the out pour we have recieved from fellow tappers. I hope this reaches you all. Thank you for all the prayers and support, we will keep you posted! Here is a movie I made today. Please watch and comment on it! Leave all the prayers you can.

My Soul
i feel like i'm fallin i can hear the devil callin searchin for what he feels is his but this dude ain't givin him shit imma fight for what's mine i'll fight him to the grave no matter the time it may take, i'll fight the devil back when i get a repreave from the beast hit the sack and get off the leash come back and look the reaper in his teeth i'm satans archer man i made him quiver when i pointed my heart right to his liver unleashed every ounce of anger and emptied out the chamber he tried to take my soul and didn't succeed so if ya wanna fight back stand up behind me

~*~christine's Blog~*~
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! How's Your Karma?

~*~christine's Blog~*~
Your Love Type: INFJ The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP What's Your Love Type?

Bolgs Hey
> Three men were hiking through a forest when they > came upon a large, raging, > violent river. > > Needing to get on the other side, the first man > prayed, "God, please give me > strength to cross the river." Poof! God gave him big > arms and strong legs > and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, > having almost drowned > twice. > After witnessing that, the second man prayed, "God, > please give me strength > and tools to cross the river." Poof! God gave him a > rowboat and strong arms > and strong legs and he was able to row across in > about an hour after almost > capsizing once. > > Seeing what happened to the first two men, the > third man prayed, "God, > please give me the strength, tools and intelligence > to cross this raging > river." > Poof! He was turned into a woman. She checked the > map, hiked one hundred > yards upstream and walked across the bridge.

Shadow Dancing
To my Joan(s) in waiting; Mother of our Twins, Joan, died in 1956 when they were nine months old; Twin Daughter Joan joined Mother in April, 2004. It's my turn now ... we soon will dance together again, ... smiling in the shadows. Love 'n Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ SHADOW DANCING Death smiles alone, in the shadow of Life. Waiting. I dance alone, in the shadow of Life. Waiting. You dance alone, a shadow in Death. Waiting. It is time for US to dance in Love. Together. Smiling in the shadows, Again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 09, 2006

Starting Today 2-23-07
Starting today.. I will only be returning ratings & comments to those who have rated & commented to me. I will keep up daily with my ~see all~ to keep up with all of my friends & Family.I understand that folks have lives and cant be on much herethats understandable, But why ask someone to add u as a friendIf u cant even leave a comment when u stop by??Or just leave a comment?? to your friends who are always loyalto you??As of today, unfortunatly. because I cant sit here for 10+ hours every day sending comments out & ratings to everyone on my friends & family list (which I do) I will only be sending comments & rating those friends& Family who have been loyal to me and been there for me. If those of u who dont ever comment or rate me back.. Im sorry..you need to show me some love too.I will be keeping up watching my ~see all~ to see who is and is not my true friends from here.Then I will know for sure :)) My time here is valuable too, just like yours,I have a family too I cant spin my w

~*~christine's Blog~*~
Your Love Style is Eros For you, love is all about the passion! And chances are, you're currently in love. You have a strong physical response to love... And you are great at committing (As long as the person makes your toes curl!) What's Your Love Style?

Two Hearts
TWO HEARTS FINDING EACH OTHER.. ACROSS THE MAP.. NOT KNOWING WHAT TOMORROW WILL HOLD. THE SAME HEARTS THAT ONCE WERE BROKEN LYING IN PEICES ON THE FLOOR DARK AND COLD. BUT THESE TWO HEARTS THAT HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER NOW HAVE A REASON TO SMILE. BECAUSE THE OWNERS OF THESE TWO HEARTS WILL MEND THEM.. THOUGH IT MAY TAKE AWHILE. AND WHEN THE TWO HEARTS R MENDED AND FIXED WITH THE PRECISION OF LOVE TWO HEARTS WILL FOREVER BECOME ONE BLESSED FROM THE ANGELS ABOVE. TWO HEARTS HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER.. ALTHOUGH THE OCEAN DIVIDES DONT WORRY MY PRINCE ALL WILL WORK OUT I WILL MEET U ON THE OTHER SIDE. GOD HAS BROUGHT US TOGETHER FOR REASONS WE CANNOT UNDERSTAND BUT I KNOW IT HAS MENDED THIS HEART AND I NOW LAY IT IN UR HAND.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Addendum!
We now have blizzard warnings until Sunday night at 6 p.m. Oh, happy day!! And the snow is falling again. The weather experts, lol, say our total should be 18 to 20 inches! I hope they don't cancel school on Monday!

Bdsm Politics - The Dark Side Of The Community - By Usha
Please note - for the sake of clarity capitalization relies on Standard English Rules but all statements apply to Dominants, S/switches and submissives. When I first found the organized BDSM Community, the world of clubs and events and semi-public play parties it was like coming home. Finally I had found a group of people with whom I could talk and laugh freely. For the first time in my life I didn’t have to hide the fact that I liked a Man who made all the decisions nor that I liked to be literally tied up on Sunday night. Rather than shun me, these people bantered back - then added a few more wonderfully deviant things to try and how to do it safely. What I did not see was the darker side of the organized community - the backstabbing, politics and gossip mongering. Words like honesty, openness, respect, acceptance, discretion, trust, consistency and integrity are supposed to govern us. Certainly such words are continually used. But the very sad fact is a distressing numbe

Spring.
Spring mean a new beginning and end to winter's cold a rebirth to all the beauty that Mother Nature holds They say that love grows new in spring I hold that is true and a new love comes along in the form of you I'd take you by the hand and without uttering a sound throw you on the bed and make love to you passionatly and loud Wake you in the morning with a soft and tender kiss and look to see the smile on your face as you awaken from you peaceful bliss.

Please Read The Following:
Please read the following: The material on this site may be sexually explicit and/or of an adult nature, including but not limited to bondage, sadomasochism, dominance and submission, nudity, fetishes and other related subjects. Any of these may be offensive to some people. This site contains information that is intended strictly for adults. Before you pass judgment about me or the lifestyle i have chosen to follow , here are some things you should know . . . Participants in our lifestyle find themselves more balanced by their chosen "alternative" way of living. An alternative lifestyle can evolve and become a subculture or even a Counterculture. Wikipedia explanation for 'counterculture' By continuing beyond this point You agree to the following: · You are aware of and acknowledge the adult and possibly offensive nature of this site as described above. · You are an adult, 21 years of age or older. You indicate your acceptance of this restriction. · You a

A Study Of Safewords
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w

Bdsm Type Description
Natural Dominant/ Lifestyle/ BDSM sex only -- She is a natural leader and people tend to follow her lead. She is comfortable making decisions and trusts her own judgement. She enjoys taking charge in all aspects of her life and expects her commands to be obeyed immediately. She may have a tendency toward Sadism but will definitely have an intense interest in some type of kink. Nilla sex holds no interest for her and/or she can not become aroused by just "making love." Natural Dominant/ Lifestyle/ both BDSM and nilla sex -- She is a natural leader and people tend to trust her. She is comfortable making decisions and trusts her own judgement. She enjoys taking charge in all aspects of her life and expects her directives to be executed immediately. She may or may not have an interest in B/D and S&M, but she will enjoy just "making love" at times. Her interest in BDSM sex may simply be expecting her sexual desires to be of paramount importance to her partne

More Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Well i put out the feelers for a drupal programmer and I managed to get myself one, at last I can now rest easy that everything will be fixed and sorted, so that is thing number 2 that is in the process of getting sorted which will give me more time to have fun with the other bits and pieces. i am now quite delighted.

Parents And Kids And D/s By "k"
Standard disclaimer: The following is my NSHO... YMMV. All flames will probably be answered with really nasty e-mail. Recently I have had several people ask me what/if to tell the kids about D/s. I have a teenager, and a six year old, and have put a lot of thought into the question. This is what I have come up with. First of all, I want to say that I never practice D/s when my teen is in the house. Things just get too loud, and I wouldn't feel comfortable enough to let a scene happen. Occasionally, I will do a little D/s play if my younger child is in bed asleep... but only behind locked doors. I do believe that it is appropriate to share information on a maturity-appropriate level with older children. I do this regarding vanilla sex, drugs, alternative lifestyles... anything he comes to me and questions, or I think he needs information on. Why tell my teen anything at all? There are several reasons, but the main one is because he came to me and asked. I don't want my son part

Porch Sittin’
“What are you doing?” I asked Willie as I passed by his house on my way home. “Awwww I’m just doin’ some porch sittin” he replied as he swung back and forth ever so slightly on his porch swing. As a child, I would often see Willie out on his porch. He was an older man who still worked hard around his place but he often took time off for some “porch sittin’”. “I got the radio on and the Cardinals will be playing ball here in a minute if you want to sit a spell,” Willie said as he scooted over on the swing and patted the seat next to him as he adjusted the volume on the radio. It was summertime and many other scenes such as the one I mention above took place everyday where I grew up. “Porch sittin” was a common activity. Nearly everyone had a porch with a wooden swing that hung down from chains that were held by hooks on the porch ceiling. Most swings held two or three people and if neighbors showed up to sit a spell then

What's Up Peeps?
There is not much going on right now. Man do I live a boring life. Got a new laptop recently. I love it. It's a Gateway. It has the new Windows Vista on it. Have to get use to some new stuff on it though. But I sure do like it. Anyways, Lots of Peace and Love to you. RBfly

Release Training
Preparing a submissive to release on command An Essay by Lord Colm Let's first makes sure we are talking about the same thing. There are two basic ideas related to orgasm control training. The first is to condition the submissive to delay orgasm until permitted by the dominant. The second, much more advanced technique is the training of a submissive to release on demand, usually a spoken word, without the physical stimulation normally associated with sexual release. Why Do Such Training? In a word: Control. The dominant/submissive relationship is based upon a power exchange and there are few things a submissive can surrender that are more intimate than sexual release. Assuming that the submissive is already capable of achieving orgasm, accepting control of and exercising wisely that aspect of his or her life can add a depth to the relationship that is difficult to comprehend. In surrendering this control, the submissive becomes keenly aware of just ho

Hey There Everyone
hey there everyone so im very new to this thing called cherry tap a new friend of mine introduced me to it and it looks really interesting and it seems like a great palace to meet great people soo yahh just stop by mine and do w/e i d love to hear from neone and wahtnot ! MUCH LOVE JENNY!!

Being Dominant 1
personal view by Hans Meijer Oke, let me give this a shot. Disclaimer first, all of this is MY opinion and works for me. Others may think and feel different. Is being Dominate a natural thing for you, part of your personality, something you don't have to think about? To me it is natural and always has been, ever since I was six or so years old (not that I knew what to call it or what to do back then). And from what I have learned over the years is that "learning to be dom" is impossible if the basic emotions (albeit maybe latent) aren't there, It is an important part of my personality in the sense that I enjoy taking risks (and I consider domming first of all taking risks - risks as in bringing your relationship to the edge). And I AM an adrenaline junky, not just in my sex life but basically in everything. Or is it something you have to think about doing, and work at? It is something I have to work on, but not in the sense that you are (I think) talk

Being Dominant 2
Being Dominant 2 personal view by Ed Nowak Presented in an IRC discussion on #submission_discuss on EFnet, May 11, 1997. Ed Nowak (EdNowak@sprynet.com) Thank you all very much for coming. I want to preface this by saying that this is a highly personal perspective. I have no pretense that my views are any sort of definition of dominance/submission. I will simply present the personal account of my intellectual and spiritual journey that led to an honest awareness and acceptance of my dominant nature, and to my vision of a loving D/s relationship. Because I am a heterosexual male dominant, I can personally only talk about male dominance/female submissiveness. However, I think the issues of self-awareness, honesty, and self-acceptance are important to all of us involved in bdsm. Hopefully you will take something of value from this back into your own life. I first wrote down these ideas in a post to a listserv. (I post under the name Ed Nowak.) Someone asked

My First Night
i survived my first night of work. and i didn't fall asleep. whooo buddy i sure wanted to though lol. the women who i was working with totally slept most of the time. she could get fired for that, but i'm not turning her in. especially since she's working 10pm-2pm...mhmm she came in when i did at 10pm and then she's working her regular shift 6am-2pm. so yeah...long shift for her. i listened to my ipod, wrote some of my feelings about matt out in my notebook, ate a samich, watched a movie and just talked to dee while she was awake lol didn't do much. oh i txtd some. i'll be happy when i'm on my own and i can call matt. i forgot my book, but i will NOT be making that mistake tonight. about the bracelet i made...i had that old bracelet and i never wore it, then i got the idea to attach a bunch of my old antique buttons to it. i didn't have any little metal clasps or anything so i used black thread and basically sewed them on, but you can't really tell. matt always says i should

10 Rules For Dominants
10 Rules for Dominants 1. Be Patient Until you enter into a relationship with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. 2. Be Humble You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. 3. Be Open Although the top is classically considered to be the teacher in D/s-SM, you can always learn from your bottom, no

The Masters Creed
Above all else he cherishes his slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows howto share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, he can cause his slave to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a slave to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. To win his slave's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his

My Opinion
I AM NOT TRYING TO CAUSE MORE DRAMA JUST VOICING MY OWN OPINION! BULLITIN POSTED EARLIER TODAY I don't want none of ****** ******* bar trash at my ********* ****** *** u will be banned he's just pissed that I got better ideas then he can come up with so any informates will be banned also. We are a full blown Bikers clubhouse and we don't want the pukes in there (I BLANKED THE NAME OF THE LOUNGES AND OWNERS NAME OUT SO I AM NOT NAMING ANYONES NAME OR LOUNGE IN PARTICULAR) THIS BULLITIN WAS POSTED BY SOMEONE ON MY LIST SO I REPOSTED IT THEN I WAS TOLD TO GO DELETE MY BULLITIN BY A CT BOUNCER I THINK ITS WRONG NOT TO ALLOW US OR OTHERS THIER OPINIONS WHEN SOMEONE IS CAUSING A PROBLEM THIS IS THE SAME LOUNGE OWNER THAT HAS BEEN CAUSING OUR BAR PROBLEMS WE DID NOTHING TO THIS PERSON BUT OPEN OUR OWN LOUNGE BUT HE HAS BEEN CAUSING PROBLEMS AND MAKING THREATS TO US AND OUR MEMBERS AND EVEN SOME OF HIS STAFF THAT HAVE SINCE QUIT HIS LOUNGE T

The Submissives Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master , and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start

Dreamsplayground Toy Store
dreamsplayground toy store links dreamsplayground toy store link www.SexToySex.com/dreamsplayground dreamsplayground wish list link http://ww3.sextoysex.com/sex/start/wishlist.html?a=dreamsplayground

Don't Look Back!
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friend

Testimony From Physicians And Psychiatrists For The S/m Policy Reform Statement
Testimony from Physicians and Psychiatrists for the S/M Policy Reform Statement Kink Aware Professionals: The resource for people who are seeking psychotherapeutic, medical, dental, complementary healing, and legal professionals who are informed about the diversity of consensual, adult sexuality. Susan D. Wagenheim, M.D. subbSHRINK@aol.com As a board-certified psychiatrist and supporter of the National Organization for Women, I write in support of amending the policy statement on consensual S/M. It is my understanding that S/M practice is a valid expression of adult consensual sexuality. In my private practice, I hear patients tell me frequently that they were "born this way"; ie submissive or dominant in sexual nature. Their experience is that S/M is their sexual ORIENTATION, and they "come out" to themselves much as homosexual and lesbian people do. With that understanding, there is no place in NOW for discrimination against a woman's right to choose; her

Gorean Infomation
Gorean infomation here are some links for those interested in the gorean lifestyle http://www.geocities.com/goreansafety/ http://goreanknowledge.tripod.com/Gorean_Learning_Center.html http://www.gor.net/ http://www.gor-on-earth.com/essayindex.htm http://www.angelfire.com/journal2/positions/index.html http://gor.wolfden-enterprises.com/ if Y/you know of any not listed here let me know and i can add them here

Animated Gif Tutorial
How To Make An Animated Gif Like Mine! I made my animated Gif using Ulead Gif Animator 5.05 which I got as part of my purchase of Ulead's PhotoImpact 10 a couple of years ago. Link: http://www.ulead.com/ I still like Ulead Gif Animator 5.05 because it does all I need it do and more. But if you just beginning and want something to play around with there is a Free option available! Beneton Movie GIF 1.1 Link: http://software.benetonfilms.com/Beneton_Movie_GIF.php Once you've got Beneton Movie Gif downloaded, installed and started up – all you need to do is add pictures, set the delay times and save your animated Gif! Here are the pictures for my animation: Click on “Add frame(s) from a file” and add your pictures one by one: Until all your pictures have been added to the animation: Now set the Delay timing for each Frame by Right-Clicking and selecting “Change Delay”: Timings are set in 100ths of a second so a setting of 100

Blog Postings
before anyone has a canary i do have permissions from all the authors to share this information with others who have interest in the lifestyle some of these articles i have had permissionfor years to use as long as they are copied in full and have authors name attached they can be posted thanks A/all take care dream

Help Me
I NEED TO FUCK SOME ONE IM SO HORNY I NEED A GIRL AND SOME SEX HHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL PEASE THIS IS WHY I HAVE BEEN LOOKIN FOR A GIRL FRIEND IM HORNY AND NEED SEX HELP PLEASE ANYONE

Woman's Poem
Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Sunsweat
Bored while sun sweats it settles nevertheless you notice the lack of motion, a notion nevertheless. Devoted to deviation is devotion nevertheless, needless to say needles needless nevertheless. sitting with CONCEPT 2004 1wordrow1

Cubed
I was born on the 16th January 1979 in Boston, Massachusetts, North America. In the 28 years that have elasped I have had the pleasure of living in and visiting a considerable number of national and international locations. For a period of months I once during my early 20's lived within the city of Los Angeles. During that period I carried an illegal and unregistered Beretta as a form of personal protection. Upon moving from Los Angeles I retired the firearm. For the previous 5 years the firearm remained hidden and neglected within the glove compartment of my old car, safely stored and forgotten within my previous car housed within a friend's shed. Unfortunately recent activity required this friend to finally clear out his shed and so my old unused car was pushed to the curb and left to stand for 24 hours while a contact drove down from out of state to collect it. During the 24 hour period the car vanished. Naturally I assumed the police had towed it and therefore now possessed an ille

Swinging
Swinging Author: jahna © 2002 Used With Author(s) Permission The most common poly lifestyle outside of bdsm is Swinging. In most swinging relationships, both members of the couple make a choice together to act on sexual encounters outside of the marriage. Some couples are even monogamous with another couple (meaning they only will swing with each other). Commonly among Swingers, the idea of "swinging" is OK, and even welcome, but the idea of having a sexual encounter outside of the swinging relationship (i.e. behind each others back) is a big no no. I mention this because bb's post basically illustrates this idea very well. In her first two experiences she said go for it, and it seemed she was ok with it. In the last one, it was behind her back, and it wasn't OK, understandable. There is a fine line between an open relationship and an affair which may not be visible to the outside world at large who doesn't understand the concept to begin with. Open relationships can w

Traveller
if my spirit burns in effigy, at the hands of my enemys stop drop and roll in the ashes that are left of me ill rebuild my inner self then let it out to hunt down destiny be of service without a doubt your team looks nervous, i tend to affect the central nero, but its been 5 long years and im unsure, my cerebral stem is far from clear though, clouded at times just like my mind when i was born the order came from the king to cut out my tongue marvel in modern medicine, when my voice turned to a gun, with speach, bullets would come there was nowhere to run, the age has begun, witness what a sickness unchecked can become. so now i talk with a shotgun and walk with a cocked one morn for those that caught one. thankful that im not one. thankful that i got some opinions to express, thankful that im able to say what i meant thankful that my feet are planted like bricks in cement. situations pretty ill still my skills circumvent. assimilation camps are filled, heres a towel f

Polyamory
Polyamory By Non Famous Lauren Polyamory (or being poly) means having multiple beloveds (as opposed to "monogamy" -- one marital partner -- or "polygamy" -- multiple marital partners). The word "polyamory" has a different meaning than sexual profligacy, open marriages, and swinging in that polyamory typically refers to having multiple long-term lovers, all of whom know about (though they may or may not be mutually intimate with) each other. The emphases on openness of communication and balancing the multiple commitments is the key feature that distinguishes polyamory from other forms of multiple partnering. Often, one's closest lover is called one's primary, with other lovers being called secondaries. Many successful polyamorous relationships revolve around a centrally strong primary commitment, one that may even have started off being monogamous and only gradually extended to include others. However, polyamorous relationships have other expressions as well. One form of polya

Its All Just A Matter Of Balance
since i bear witness john parnell 2005 to societies sickness as it is at its thickest im sick of the buisness it only took a couple minutes for me to decide that i was finished i figured no better time than the end to lick my wounds and start again since ill break before i bend or turn myself into the pain again shoot myself in the brain again do the same and expect change again my creed remains the same unchanged since i began so on with my one on one walk with the wind the sweet smell of sin as it soothes my wind burnt skin the grooves made by the wear and tear of only having some one thats never there proves the end is almost here i can see it grinning ear to ear it proves to be my biggest fear the fact im neither here nor there the fact that things dont seem so clear the fact that i dont seem to care walk the gauntlet of my fears slip and slit my ear to ear what you stalk

Hookahradio.com Is Back
yeah thats right bitches....I think you guys should go there and check it out when you get a chance...I dj there from 4/6 CST wednesday saturday and sunday :D.... so come join me!!!! Dj Jaded...

Multiple Partners And Bdsm
Multiple Partners and BDSM Choices, choices: Polyamory and monogamy in BDSM relationships BDSM Versus Swinging Polyamory (or being poly) means having multiple beloveds (as opposed to "monogamy" -- one beloved). The word "polyamory" has a different meaning than sexual profligacy, open marriages, and swinging in that polyamory typically refers to having multiple long-term lovers, all of whom know about (though they may or may not be mutually intimate with) each other. The emphases on openness of communication and balancing the multiple commitments is the key feature that distinguishes polyamory from other forms of multiple partnering. Often, one's closest lover is called one's primary, with other lovers being called secondaries. Many successful polyamorous relationships revolve around a centrally strong primary commitment, one that may even have started off being monogamous and only gradually extended to include others. However, polyamorous relationships have other express

Whispers To Windstorms
whispers to windstorms witness as it hits home, so precious the petals of a cyclone,its victims left mindblown, the government says that we should settle like gieco threw the fuckin roof is more than were this mutherfucka just might go hypodermic with a style air bubble a short struggle the subject dies, a brief huddle, remove the rubble, delicately place the soul back in to the bubble. we trouble ourselfes enough to pummel elephants, mere man, its no wonder so many suffer while surrounded by etheral delagates. dignity is not only for creator entity, but creative entity .so big up yourself by shedding the shackles that keep you dead to me federal intervention at this point is dead ahead of me. politics today is just a way of better watching things. as if big brother needed a more secure means of locking things.their mocking me. but have not yet began to devise a means of stopping me, logicaly one would do better to comprehend before demolishing quite possibly your s

Bdsm Versus Swinging
BDSM versus Swinging By Non Famous Lauren The customs associated with multiple partners (both polyamory and casual partnering) in BDSM differ substantially from the customs of Swinging. Most notably, Swingers tend to do things in pairs, with one pair of partners seeking another pair of partners such that all four people like each other enough to get sexually involved or to trade with each other. In BDSM, such insistence that people agree as a foursome to all get together would only be a coincidence. If one person in a couple wants to experience bottoming to knives and the other person wants to dominate someone by calling the person a slut, it would be highly unlikely for the couple to be able to find another couple whose interests are exactly that one partner wants to top a knife scene and the other wants to be called a slut! The unlikelihood of matching interests makes foursome-matching in BDSM rare. A second striking difference between multiplicity of partners in BDSM and S

Domination And Submission
Domination and submission Your continued donations keep Wikipedia running! Domination and submission (BDSM) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Domination and submission)Jump to: navigation, search Domination and submission (also known as D&s, Ds or D/s) is a set of behaviors, customs and rituals relating to the giving and accepting of dominance of one individual over another in an erotic or lifestyle context. D/s is often referred to as the "mental" side of BDSM. Physical contact is not a necessity, and can even be conducted anonymously over telephone, email or (more recently) instant messaging services. In other cases it can be intensely physical, sometimes traversing into sadomasochism. In D/s, one takes pleasure or erotic enjoyment out of either dominating or being dominated. Those who take the superior position are called Dominants, Doms (male) or Dommes (female), while those who take the subordinate position are called subs or submissives (male or fem

Philosophy ... Life And Death
LIFE and DEATH In Stealth unseen, on swift sure wings it’s flying; for none does Death “ere wait. We briefly live, and all the while are dying;. soon ends our Love or Hate. Before and ‘aft, both longer than the living; Life glows then fades away. Hours ne’er return, there is one chance for giving; there is but one today. For all Death comes, to young as well as older; Just when no one may know. Alone the wise, Joy warms the heart that’s bolder; and ever was it so. Some say to wait, be sure of what you’re nearing; when young you’re rich in years. Are they then Fools, who rush to Love not fearing? they shed the fewer tears! In stealth, unseen, Death closes every hour; when will your Life be done? Love now, love true, and loving never cower; through Love Life’s Joy is won! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 23, 1961

Cut The Cables
Cut the cables The energy you spend defending your limitations keeps those limitations solidly in place. But what if you put that energy into something else? The effort you spend convincing others of your excuses, makes those excuses more real and more burdensome to you. Imagine, instead, simply letting them go. Yes, of course, life is entirely unfair. Yes, of course, the circumstances and events of your life have you thoroughly tied down like sturdy, unyielding steel cables. There is a way to cut those cables. For it is you who has put most of them in place. Focus your mind, your energy, your spirit, your feelings and emotions on the most joyful and fulfilling scenario you can imagine. Suddenly and profoundly, your reality begins to change. Put the energy of your spirit into giving color and texture and substance and palpable sensation to your most treasured dreams. That will surely make you free.

The Collar And Its Meaning
A collar in BDSM symbolizes a commitment that has often been compared to a wedding ring. This type of commitment comes in other forms, such as a brand, a tattoo, a piercing.... Each symbolizing the pledge of the Dominant to their submissive to protect, love and cherish them. When the submissive accepts the collar, the submissive surrenders to the Dominant and makes a promise to be devoted and loyal. Some collars are made with no clasp to signify the never ending love of the relationship. Other collars have a ring to attach a leash and a place for an engraved tag or pendant to show ownership. The collar is to be worn in the presence of the Dominant at all times. When apart, all the submissive needs to do is touch it to be reminded of the bond they share. Each collaring is a unique symbol of love, respect and a bond between two people who care greatly for each other. The Collar of Consideration Collaring is the term commonly used by those in the D/s community to describe the comme

Whoa!
I gotta say that happy hour is the shit! A too expensive, but, all in all was very beneficial. I got like 100 friend requests, slews of comments and I think I picked up some cool friends along the way. A lot of them got my dick hard and most of them respected my opinion. So yeah I moght be doin that again for yall but not this month that's a nhundred dollars! So hats off and dicks up to all the sexy ladies, and cheers to all the guys who showed love. Get at me soon Realest

A Riddle For You:
A Riddle For You: What gets longer when pulled: Fits between the boobs: Inserts neatly in a hole: And works best when jerked: Scroll down to find the answer...... A SEAT BELT you pervert!!! BUCKLE up and pass it on! __._,_.___

About Moi
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and

New To Cherrytap.. :)
Hey.. I'm new to CherryTap, it seems cool so far. I don't know yet if it can compete w/MySpace though... I'm a MySpace addict.. *ha* But, we'll see. I will invite some more ppl here later though.. This place must be kinda new, I just heard about it today. Anyway, will post more here later... Ttyl :)

Tfp Updates 2/24
tfproject.orgEarlier this week, we performed some maintenance on our servers. The semi-technical explanation is that we swapped the roles of our two servers and upgraded the webserver software. The overall result is that our website runs a whole lot faster than it did before. This means we can handle more traffic and browsing is so quick, your patience will never be tried.We have a shoutbox! This new gadget on the TFP lets you post small messages for everyone to read. You can chat with others who are posting, or just leave whatever note you'd like. Shout to your heart's content.Tilted Collaborations is a small project I've set up that is ready for use. I'd like to encourage people to work on projects of their own, so I've made it at least a tad bit easier for them to do so by providing them with their very own forum. If you'd like to have your own forum for a project you're working on, please send a private message to me (Halx). We'll also have a couple public projects that people can

Thank You In Advance
im tryna get my leave up on here so show me some love and i show some back rate my pics and drop a comment on the ones you like and ill do the same and fan me and/or friend me to those that do it ill buy you a gift

Hello
ok so im a cherry virgin OMG that sounds weird gimme time to figure this thing out and im sure my responses will will that lil bit faster thanks to A/all who've added me and the ratings this is a pretty neat site kudos dream

A Circle Of Friends
A CIRCLE OF FRIENDS But what is a friend?A confidant? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel?A friend is all these, and more.No matter where we met, No matter how long we've been togetherI call you friend.A word so small, yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion, a word overflowing with love.Truly great things come in small packages.Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed.It is a constant book always waiting To be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements, We may have our disappointments, We may argue, we may concern one another, But friendship is a unique bond That lasts through all tribulations.A part of each of us goes into our friendships Our humor, our experiences, Our tears.Friendships are foundations Necessary for life and love.Friends - you and me -You brought another friend And then we were three We started our group, Our circle of friends. There is no beginning There is no end.

Wrong Number, Dude!
All of these calls were made to me by people who had dialed the wrong number, but were too thick headed to hang up. I just thought I'd share some of them with you. I already know that they were wrong and kinda mean in most cases, but hey, I thought it was funny at the time, lol. I have a pretty good memory about the stuff that makes me laugh the hardest: Wolf: Hello? Caller: May I speak with (some guy, not me) Wolf: (pause) Speaking. Caller: Hello, sir, we would just like to let you know that you have won a free vacation as per a hidden sweepstakes being held by your credit company! Wolf: That's awesome! Where am I going? Caller: That's your choice, sir. Wherever you want! They'll fund a full week with lodging to any place of your choice. Wolf: That's fantastic! I always wanted to go to Botswana. Will they send me to Botswana? Caller: Yes sir they will. Wolf: They have naked natives running around I think. That would be awesome. Caller: Now if I could just have you

The Titanic...
Someone just posted a Mumm not to long ago about whether who was to blame for the ship sinking.. It got me thinking and this is what i came up with. i think its the person who ever said the boat couldnt sink. thats why they shipped out in april cuz they believed if they hit an iceburg or any kind of ice they could survive. the person who said that put everyones lives in danger. now if the guy hadnt of said that... chances are they woulda never shipped out while there were still iceburgs and most of the ppl woulda lived for the rest of their lives. Or atleast woulda lived as long as they could, but ya get the point.

When You Want Me To Kiss You....
When you want me to kiss you Just follow my lead Close your mouth not tight but gentle Let me kiss those lips soft and simple I want to feel them soft between mine Top and bottom slow and sweet Like drinking good wine When it starts to get a little hotter Open a little wider Let my tongue gently slip in and touch yours Then I'll come back out and taste your lips once again Kissing them soft and gentle My tongue touching just barely a tickle Then it's just about time You'll feel the hint to let me inside Let it be intimate don't open too wide Our tongues will dance together Making love inside each other Bodies as close as can be The heat building relentlessly Coming up for air As I play with your hair While I kiss your enticing lips You open up and want more Eyes closed as our bodies soar Miss Me Yet? ~hugs&longsweetwetkisses~ ~MzMic~

25 Feb 07 - Sunday
25 Feb 07 - Sunday 1901 [Herbert] Zeppo Marx New York NY, comedian/actor (Marx Brothers) 1913 Jim Backus Cleveland OH, actor (Mr Magoo, Thurston Howell III) 1917 Anthony Burgess essayist/novelist (A Clockwork Orange) 1928 Larry Gelbart writer/producer/actor (Oh God!, MASH) 1937 Basia Johnson maid (inherited Johnson & Johnson fortune) 1943 George Harrison England, (My Sweet Lord, Beatles, Traveling Wilburys) 1943 Sally Jesse Raphael Easton PA, TV talk show host (Sally) 1950 Rick Flair [Richard Fliehr], wrestling champion (NWA/WWF/WCW/AWA) 1957 Stuart "Woody" Wood Scotland, guitarist (Bay City Rollers-Saturday Night) 1965 Carrot Top [Scott Thompson], Florida, comedian 1540 Francisco Vásquez de Coronado searches for 7 cities of Cibola México 1570 Pius V excommunicates Elizabeth, absolves her subjects from allegiance 1601 Robert Devereux Earl of Essex, executed for treason against Elizabeth 1793 1st cabinet meeting (At George Washington's home) 1836 Samuel Colt paten

"hero" Chad Kroeger W/ Josey Scott
"Hero" (feat. Josey Scott) I am so high, I can hear heaven. I am so high, I can hear heaven. Oh but heaven, no heaven don't hear me. And they say that a hero can save us. I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. Someone told me that love would all save us. But how can that be? Look what love gave us. A world full of killing, and blood-spilling, that world never came. And they say that a hero can save us. I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. Now that the world isn't ending, it's love that I'm sending to you. It isn't the love of a hero, that's why I fear it won't do. And they say that a hero can save us. I'm not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold on to the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. And they're watching us (Watching us) They're watching us (watching us) as we all fly away. And they're watching us (

"perfect Drug" Nine Inch Nails
"The Perfect Drug" I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Do I Make You Proud
I watched a video for our military, done to a song "Do I Make You Proud". Now I am a mother of 1. He is 13, and I sat back and thought about it. If that was him over there, fighting for me.. putting his life on the line for me.. for what he believes in.. for his country and people he doesnt know.. Would I be proud?? OH HELL YES. As parents we hope that our children make their mark in the world. That what we teach them they take from it something that is important, lifelong. My hat goes off to those parents who send their children off to our military. Wartime or not. The time we spent instilling standards and ethics that they take with them everyday. The hopes that those lessons just didnt go in one ear and out the other.. Here is to you!!!! And to our Military, are we proud of you?? Yes we are in every sense of the word. The media may not give you the credit you deserve, and many may be against you, but for every one that is there are at least 10 that arent. A

If Your Just Going 2 Rate And Not Read F*#k Off
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't

What Drink Does Your Sex Life Resemble???
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Chance Meeting?
Would you go over seas to meet a person you might not be interested in? How far are you willing to go? I am corresponding with someone from England and am trying to weigh the senarios on this situation. I guess The most sane reaction would be to just keep the fantasy in an online enviroment rather thanfinding out the prson is not what you were hoping for. I don't know What would normal people do? Should I take a leap of faith and meet the guy? Grr I don't know.

21 Days Possibly Less
Twenty one days till my restriction is over but wait i'm just waiting on the CO to sign my discharge papers and then i'll be out of the navy for good whichever comes first is fine with me i don't care i just wanna get out or now off this boat so i can be with my lovely wife in which i have forsaken all to be with but i hope to earn there respect and for her to earn there trust i don't want us to be totally forsaken and left alone i wish for us to have a good marriage and a beautiful family i love my wife and i cannot wait till i can be with her lying next to her forever till death do us part

Scramble For Iraq's Oil Begins As Troops Start To Pull Out --bp, Shell, Exxon And Conocophillips Want To Enter Iraq
Scramble for Iraq's oil begins as troops start to pull out --BP, Shell, Exxon and ConocoPhillips want to enter Iraq 23 Feb 2007 We are about to find out if the invasion of Iraq really was a war for oil. The country is on the verge of Scramble for Iraq's oil begins as troops start to pull out --BP, Shell, Exxon and ConocoPhillips want to enter Iraq 23 Feb 2007 We are about to find out if the invasion of Iraq really was a war for oil. The country is on the verge of passing a petroleum law, which will set down rules for investing in its oil industry. That will set off a race among the foreign oil giants, scrambling for their slice of Iraq's vast oil riches.passing a petroleum law, which will set down rules for investing in its oil industry. That will set off a race among the foreign oil giants, scrambling for their slice of Iraq's vast oil riches. http://news.independent.co.uk/business/analysis_and_features/article2296884.ece

"i Wanna Fuck You" Snoop Dogg W/ Akon
"I Wanna Fuck You" [Akon:] Convict...Music...and you know we a front. [Chorus (Akon):] I see you winding and grinding up on that pole, I know you see me lookin' at you and you already know I wanna fuck you, you already know I wanna fuck you, you already know [Snoop Dogg:] Money in the air as mo feel grab you by your coat tail take you to the motel, hoe sale, don't tell, won't tell, baby said I don't talk Dogg but she told on me, oh well, take a picture with me, what the flick gon' do, baby stick to me & ima stick on you, if you pick me then ima pick on you, d-o-double g and I'm here to put this dick on you, I'm stuck on pussy and yours is right, wrip riding them poles and them doors is tight and ima get me a shot for the end of the night 'cause pussy is pussy and baby you're pussy for life. [Chorus (Akon)] [Akon:] Shorty I can see you ain't lonely handful of niggas and they all got cheese, so you looking at me now what's it gonna be just another tease far as

Catholic Girls
Catholic girls in heaven ........ A train hits a bus filled with Catholic school girls and they all perish. They are in heaven trying to enter the pearly gates when St. Peter asks the first girl, " Tiffany, have you ever had any contact with a male organ? She giggles and shyly replies, "Well, I once touched the head of one with the tip of my finger." St. Peter says, " Okay, dip the tip of your finger in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." St. Peter asks the next girl the same question, "Jennifer, have you ever had any contact with a male organ?" The girl is a little reluctant but replies, "Well, once I fondled and stroked one." St. Peter says, " Okay, dip your whole hand in the Holy Water and pass through the gate." All of a sudden, there is a lot of commotion in the line of girls. One girl is pushing her way to the front of the line. When she reaches the front, St. Peter says, "Reeva, What seems to be the rush?" The girl replies, "If I'm going to

* Paradigm Shift *
* Paradigm Shift * * Giving all as one a conscious lift * * To move in darkness and love and light * * To integrate polarity - By day and by night * * To move beyond the veils of illusion, seperation & amnesia rift * * To superconsciously drift * * Into expanded and higher frequency band * * To bioenergenetically shift * * To inter-dimensionally uplift * * All as one * Into an higher electromagnetic vibration grand * * Infinite and eternal as all the world's grains of sand *

Love Poems. Written By I Do Not Know Lol
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. ========================== An Entrapment My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With

Domestic Violecevictim,8 Month Old And Sibblins
WELL I HAVE SEEN THE DOMESTIC BULLETIN FLOATING AROUND FOR AWHILE BUT SOMEHOW IT HAPPENS EVERY DAY.LITTLE 8 MONTH OLD JOHNNY,3 YEAR ONL MARSHAL AND 6 YEAR OLD CHARLENE DIED AT THE HANDS OF THEIR LOVING MOTHER BECOUSE HER BOYFRIEND AND HER GOT INTO A FITE WHILE HER HUSBAND WAS AT WORK. I HOPE YOU CAUGHT ALL OF THAT,BOYFRIEND,HUSBAND??? HERE IS THE STORY AS I KNOW THE FACTS.MIKE RYLEY WAS AT ONE OF HIS JOBS WORKING TO PAY THE BILLS AND HIS WIFES EXPENSIVE NEW CAR. JEFF ADSHAW WAS AN UNEMPLOYED DRUGGIE HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH MIKES WIFE. MICHELLE WAS A26 YEAR OLD X CHEERLEADER FOR A PRO FOOTBALL TEAM. JEFF WAS SHOOTING UP IN FRONT OF CHARLENE AND WAS YELLING AT HER,MARSHAL STARTED HITTING ON JEFF FOR HURTING HIS SISSY.MICHELLE CAME INTO THE ROOM AND WHEN SHE SAW THE FIGHTING SHE THREW DOWN LIL JOHNNY,KILLING HIM INSTANTLY,JEFF THREW OFF THE OTHER TWO KIDS AND HIT MICHELLE.MICHELLE GOT A GUN AND WILDLY STARTED FIRING IT HITTINGMARSHAL.HE DIED LATER IN ROUTE.JEFF THEN GRABBED THE REMAINI

Fusion
He opens me as a flower petal, Slowly opened by rain and takes of my nectar at his leisure, To savour as if so succulent and sweet, Aromas of pungent juices of opened love, And inhales as if it is the sweetest scent, Synchronized as the rhythm flows, To a fever pitch of raw animal need, Trembling hands reach to fist the sheets, I spread to urge you deeper into my wetness, And you burrow into my most secret place, You stoke the fire of my passion and I am fevered, As my body stiffens and I claim my release, The gift of your lava essence pools in my hotness, And we melt together as our fusion of lust is complete.

Things I Did Today
Wife is out of town with a boyfriend this weekend, so I decided now that I'm gainfully employed again to do some cool stuff for myself. Went out to the car, and discovered someone had been messing with my gas cap. They'd opened the door, opened the cap, and closed the door with the cap still off. Several cars in the lots had their doors open. Time to call the HOA and bitch about security. Started the car, and the "engine warning" light came on. At this point, I'm ready to go back to bed, but I went down any way, and made the following purchases: 1. Avermedia tv capture card 2. 2 USB hubs 3. Logitech quickcam. The Avermedia is very very cool. You can be expecting lots of new pictures because of it. I just plugged it into the cable tv line, into the USB port, installed the software, and I now have 99 channels of basic cable. (alas, movie channels require a digital tuner, which I've yetto see in a computer card) USB hubs. One for me, one for the wifey. We've jus

Cherry Friends In My Circle
February 24th, 2007 To All My New Cherry Friends; Thank you so much for all your postings, and ratings of my page....I am moving up the cherry ladder faster then I thought I would...so big muuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahs to all of you Love and Smiles Cheeky

Sweet Taboo
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com HE IS MY DARKNESS IN THE MOST EROTIC WAY, MY MIND IS CONSUMED WITH HIS TABOO , AS IF HE WERE MY SENSUAL SHAMAN, I BECOME A WILLING CAPTIVE IN HIS CAGE , HE BUT OPENED THE DOOR AND BECKONED, AND I FOLLOWED WITH EAGER STEPS, MY BODY TENSES WITH UNKNOWN ANTICIPATION, AS HE SENSUALLY STROKES MY MIND , I FEEL DRUGGED WITH HIS LUSTY IMAGES, HE MAKES MY MIND SEE ,AND MY BODY FEEL, PROVOKING ME INTO AN INTENSE ACHE OF NEED. AND I SUBMIT MYSELF TO HIM EAGERLY, I OFFER HIM MY MIND, MY BODY , MY HEART, AND FEEL NO SHAME AS I KNEEL BEFORE THIS MAN, HIS TENDERNESS AND LOVE IS MY BLANKET OF CALM, AS HIS TOUCH IS MY BODIES FIERY PASSION, HE HAS BRANDED HIMSELF TO MY MIND, AS SURELY AS HE WILL COLLAR AND BRAND MY BODY , AND I WILL WEAR THEM WITH HONOR AND PRIDE AS SYMBOLS OF COMMITMENT AND DEVOTION, KNOWING I WILL FEEL THE WHIP OF JUDGEMENT AS I STAND EXPOSED TO A SOCIETY THAT FEARS , BUT WILL NEVER DROP MY HEAD IN

Ranting
So, Last night I went to another major socializing site, primarily focused on organizing in person meetings, chat, etc. of an adult nature. I went into the chat room, and found like 100 guys and 10 women. I knew from the beginning it was probably a complete waste. Middle aged, and trying to explain what an open marriage is just doesn't fly in that crowd. Well, what do you expect.

* Space-time * Arps * Fission * Fusion * Apparthi *
********************************************************************************************* Space - Time ********************************************************************************************* Space-Time is “relative”, cyclic, experientially linear, exponentially circular, existent and non-existent …simultaneously; and changes fluidly and often seamlessly according to the “angle” (See: ARPS) and perspective from which it is viewed and biologically encoded. Our planet, solar system, galaxy, universe and Veca system have an incredibly long (in terms of Earth years) and intricately complex evolutionary history that extends backward in time over 950 billion years (Earth time again). In terms of Ecka Eieyani and AdonE, and Eckasha EyanA and ADonA experience, this “segment of linear space-time” appears much smaller and shorter, for the time-wave Base-rhythm of our eternal life Eckasha-Ecka Domains is much more broad and expansive than those upon which the smalle

Not Broken....
Nothing broken at work today! Yeah! I still get teased by everyone I know, about my broken rib... The patients, colleages, friends, family, everyone! But... (knock on wood) still nothing broken again in 4 months *smile*. (Tell nobody about the blue spots and bruisings on my legs!) Okay, I'm in a crazy mood. Just came home from work and in 8 hours I have to be there again... That s*cks!!!

* Time Portals * Interdimensional Time Portal System * Time Matrix * Time Continuum * Euiago *
********************************************************************************************* Time Portal ********************************************************************************************* (Interdimensional Time Portal System) Points, in our Time Matrix, of access to other dimensional worlds or time-space coordinates with in a 3 dimensional Harmonic Universe (HU). Portals through Time that link a world with other version of itself. The Time Portal System involves a system of interlocking passageways that keep in motion a set of “locks” or “gates” between time elements in your linear time structure within your three-dimensional frequency band. The Dimensional Lock System differs from the Time Portal System in that its mechanics operate and maintain the dimensions and frequency bands themselves linking multidimensional universes not just time zones within the same universe/dimension. (Voyagers I – Page 4-7-11) Openings that exists between time cont

Proud Mom
hey ya'll for once i have something im very proud of MY 2 BOYS.. THERE on the way home from there 2nd achery tourney.. they both came n 2nd place... wahooo... last weeek they both got 1st..once i get pics i will post them... Jonathan shoots compound zachery shoots recurve :) thats my boys... anyways ty for listening :) Bec

Update On My Pa
well news as it is is that my father is going in for radiation in the next week or two....apparently five days for five weeks.......grrrrrrrr why does bad always happen to the good...says he don't want nobody commin up till things are a lil more settled, which yeah i can understand, not like he don't have fam up that way to help him out but sure wish i cld b there through the tough times to help....guess all i can do is hope for the best for now *pouts*

More Q & A
Another one of these things: 1. What is your occupation? This year, mail-sorting machine operator. With an IQ of 148. God Bless Ohio, Land Of Opportunity. I still usually list "musician" as my religion & ethno-background, though. 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? my S.O. coughing 4. What was the last thing that you ate? a pretzel 5. Can you drive a stick shift? No 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? "Burnt Umber" (or maybe not, but I always thought that was a cool name for the "dark orange" crayon) 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some survey-taker, who I told to stop calling. 8. How old are you today? 45. Just like yesterday. 9. Favorite drink? "Diet Pepsi Jazz Wild Cherry & Vanilla." Or Murphy's Irish Stout. 10. What is your favorite sport to watch? Politics 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, I'm embarassed to say. 12. Favorite curse word? I seem to say "dammit" a

Dear Darling;;
I love you very much =^-^=.SQUEEEEEEEEEEE.I Made my Myspace to be all Robert Smithness! awwwehs!Hehe.Its very kute with the Hellogoodbye band song:Here in your arms. Great stuff. I feel great right now & I noticed something earlyer as well.I only love one person in my life right now & hes my Panda. I hope he knows that,& I know im much stronger & I can get through ANYTHING. Get through the pieces of shits that I have to overcome.Its getting easy for me now.I now Understand completely how to make it.=^-^=For one:Dont get too excited about a guy. Haha only My love. I now know that I need to be with him,& show him how I can do it. 2:Music,Thank god for him showing me the way to the Cure's heart.3:Art,Thank yewh so much Mrs.Edgly. I love you for making me MAKE it. & be something I am. Im going to be famous one day. Just wait. Im getting reconginzed already :] & I couldnt be happyer.ahhhh thank yewh soo much Spencerrrr for everything I love yewh with my heart until I die. :]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

My Feelings
ok i don't understand ppl i ran in to this one guy on here and i was checkin out his pic's and he had a whole bunch of white power nazi pic's and i checked out his profile a lil more and this guy had all kinds of rap music like 50 cent,jibbs,and alot more so i desided 2 shout him just 2 ask whats up and all he could say is who said i was a racist but he had a pic that said parental advisory fucking racist and he had a pic of a gorilla with a red banddana a blunt and a beer with thug life writin across it's chest i don't know about the rest of you but that seems kind of racist 2 me well anyways he proceded 2 tell me that he is a equal oppertunity racist but 2 me that just sounds like a cracker that is guilty about how he feel's or one that is afraid of ppl knowing the truth im no racist by no means (well just racist agienst racist ppl)but if have the ball's 2 put up white power and nazi pic's u shuold have the ball's 2 admite your a racist cracker so everyone knows were your coming from

The Beginning Ii
What is it about the beginning of a friendship that makes you want time to stall so that it does fly by so fast that words are forgotten to be spoken. Why is it in the beginning you start missing the person the minute they leave and smile grow huge when they comeback to make you want to tell them everything about you and not hold nothing back So darling if this is the beginning of something big I want you to know I hope there is no end

A Dark Poem I Wrote When I Was Down.
here i sit feeling alone in the darkness.feeling the loneiness.creeping into me.but the light thats there i cant see i think there is no reason for me.to even to be.i know that i have many a friend.who will stand by me til the very end. right now i feel blind.because im in a bind.ive been told that people are there to help me.who will help me see i think my heart is in love.but its afraid to be broken like a crystal dove.friends and family alike have been there for me and try to be my light.but i still cant see it even if i try with all my might. the storm clouds are rolling in.and the air is getting thin.for everything is collapsing around me.and there is not light for me to see. twirling like im in a whirlpool of despair.for nothing can be make me prepare.for what is on the horizion of my life.even though im going through this time of strife the light is going out in my life now for i dont know what to do.or where to go.for right now i feel my heart breaking into a mil

Votes
I want to thank these ppl Rob, Dolphin, Sterling, Lost Souls, Carey, Oldpunk, Spanishfly,...thanks u guys on the votes you gave me in the contest..I have give up on my voteing but thanks much i will be doing something nice for the ones i mentioned, you guys are the real true friends that i have. To a few i know that your not able to go to were my pic is an vote an to that i do understand, to the rest hope you never need any thing from me. Thxs The pic is still there if u decied that voting wont hurt or kill you an then if u still dont want to vote well thats fine too!!

About Me
SECTION 1//GENERAL Name: Acacia Birthday: December 30 Call me: Acacia KiKi Kasha, Keisha i dont care Height: 5'3" Hair Color: Its Really Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Blue and Gold where i'm at?: Computer Room SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?? Peed in your pants? When i was wearing dipers lol Fallen off the bed? Yup Fallen for a relative? FUCK NO Had plastic surgery? HELL NO IM BEAUTIFUL Failed a grade? Ummm kinda Failed a whole year? No Broke someone's heart? IDK i think so Had ur heart broken? To many times Had a dream come true? Yes Cheated on a test? Yes Broken a body part? To many to count SECTION 3// CURRENTLY Wearing: Really short shorts, and a long t shirt Eating: Yougrt covered raisens Feeling: Bored, and Anxious Reading: this Watching: Computer Craving: Mahmoud SECTION 4//DO YOU... Brush ur teeth? 5 tiems a day Have any piercings? 15 Drive? yes Love GOD? IDK Ever get off the damn computer? Only When Im Not Home SECTION 5// LAST PERSON

Webcam Workout Again
I did a workout earlier this morning, but I might be inclined to do another this evening at 5pm p.s.t. *wink wink* though I am not entirely sure when I will start *nudge look at the beginning of this post* =D Brandon

So Little Time To Act On The Path I Have Finally Chosen
I am writing to inform this is the same entry i had in my myspace as well originally in my xanga, figure I share it here too, and by the way I am not seeking rating on any of my entries, no one should get rated on how they write, so please no ratings. Feel free to read and or comment if anyone would like too, To all fellow friends and co-workers and so forth, I have finally chosen a path in my life that will #1 either better my life or help me fulfill my life. I have in last few days had a lot on my mind and made decision to live life out alone. I will let my new Dark princess seek me out I am done seeking her out. I have done a lot of thinking a lot and one last person wrote me recently no names stating if I was meant to be with Ashley it will be. I am giving up on it, I am here but honestly I doubt she wants a friendship or anything ever. I am always told it is hard to do this, it is hard to do that, I am not here to force one to be a friend. I know a lot that is going on right no

Life
Why do parents never want to let their children go when they decide to move out? I don't get it. I'm going insane. I moved in with a friend of mine and now my mother is trying to play the guilt trip or get me pissed off by disrespecting my boyfriend and my best friend.

Leo The Lion In Bed!!! Great Talker
Once you have opened this email, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there LEO The Lion in bed Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intel

* Stargates * Signets * Dimensional Lock System * Wormhole * Fall * Black Hole* Phantom Matrix*
********************************************************************************************* Star Gates (SG) ********************************************************************************************* (also called Signets) (See: Signet, Dimensional Lock System, Wormhole) Star Gates (with a Vertical Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Time Portals (with a Horizontal and Diagonal Axis) permit passage between space-time locations in one universe and one Density level. (Voyagers II -Page 506) Openings that exists between dimensions in our Time Matrix that permit passage between space-time locations in multiple universes and Density Levels. Star Gates links (due to its Vertical Axis) link Planetary, Galactic and Universal Templar Complexes through 5 Harmonic Universes (HU) and their 5 Matter Density Levels. SG's enter planets at 12 Planetary Signet Star Gate Sites. The Star Gate and Time Portals

Contest
Hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest for the Sexiest Girl in a Hat and it would really mean a lot to me if you would stop by and rate me and also leave me a comment so that I know you were there!!!!! All you have to do is take the folloing URL, copy and paste it in to your address bar and click GO. It will take you right to the contest and then you can cast your vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=417035&albumid=236027&i=3953751721 I want to thank you all in advance and let you know how much I truely appreciate you doing this for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend. BTW: The contest ends Friday.

What Is Abuse? - A Warning List
I have decided to post this info as a means of helping to explain what domestic abuse is and some of the signs of abuse! My first marriage was a very abusive one. I stayed in that relationship for fourteen years before finally having the courage and the sense to leave it! My ex used all of the following behaviors to control my life! If you are experiencing any of these behavior patterns in your life then I encourage you to get help while you can! hugs Marti Many people who are being abused do not see themselves as victims. Also, abusers do not see themselves as being abusive. People often think of domestic violence as physical violence, such as hitting. However, domestic violence takes other forms, such as psychological, emotional, or sexual abuse. Domestic violence is about one person in a relationship using a pattern of behaviors to control the other person. It can happen to people who are married or not married; heterosexual, gay, or lesbian; living together, separated

Single!!
The life of being single! It's not as cracked up as people may think. I hate it at times because there is nothingin my life to love. Don't get me wrong single life is great at times but it gets old when everyone you know around you has a special someone to love. And you are sitting there with no one to love! Guys can be real mean. Girls (lord O Mighty) can be just as bad and make the restof us look bad. But they say there is someone out there for everyone!!! We sal see!!!

Walk With Me....
WALK WITH ME And my soul will rebound at your touch Then swell so large and finally free To pursue a course of love and joy Where only once was black disharmony So touch away, my endless love, Touch me in ways so far from mine, Touch me as you would your deepest desire Then take my hand and walk with me. As partners we go, hand in hand Down the windswept lane of happy life; Nevermore to be alone again When the raven black of night descends. © Jennifer Crow

My Cancer Adventure..
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!!

Life And Love
well here i sit all alone once again wishing despitley to know when the blanket of sadness is going to come off for good! looking into the dark wondering if your ever going to come home..... when you do i sit in pain with a tear streamed face and a smile pressed firmly on my lips afraid to show to much... will i ever know whats it like to be happy or am i doomed to be here forever.

Fyi
just in case you DIDN'T know, I'm in the LA area for the weekend, and I'm riding with my mothertrucker when she goes back to work tomorrow. so, I won't be online 24/7 as per the usual. but, I'll be checking in, so... don't worry. ;] I don't really know when I'll be back in Sacto. Before next Monday, most likely.

My Heart Is Breaking.....
My heart is breaking Current mood: crushed I MISS MY BEST FRIEND!!! DAMNIT!! why did the gods and goddesses have to take you so fucking soon brotha fox?! I NEED YOU HERE NOW! my heart is breaking..my tears are falling..come comfort me! I havent cried for you in awhile. I dont know why i am right now. I want to live the life that you wanted for me. but i cant do that without you. I NEED MY BEST FRIEND!!! Heartache Heartache Cry Walking away Loyalty Heartache Enless Tears Why me and now? Heartache I just need you here! so much of my life is just crashing down! I need you here to talk with. You are my sounding board for so much that i go through and without you here, i dont know what to do! GRR GRR GRUMBLE GRUMBLE GRR GRR GRUMBLE! damn you!! DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT!

More
Worked 53 hours this week. doing my best to help support my parents. my dads dad is in the hospital, its very bad. my dad is on his way up there since last night. think im losing the one woman i want in my life. i could really go for a good talk.

To My Best Friend
If money grew on trees I'd plant an orchard or two If time could be bought back I'd buy you a year or two If tear drops could be uncried I'd do that for you too. And if your heart is every broken I will do my best to fix and make sure it beats my name forever in your chest. If I would swim the deepest ocean crawl across miles of broken glass fight off the toughest armies to see you smile at me. I make you this promise that when we both have gone gray that my feelings for you will never ever change.

The Side Bar
I keep all my thoughts Every feeling I earn It is all Written down On pages And napkins Or envelopes Whatever happens To be around You will get to Know me Understand All that I Think As soon as you Learn To decipher Invisible Ink

These Are The Cards With Which We Are Dealt
Is it just me, or have the past two weeks been extremely bizarre? It seems all is odd with the world. I look at the lives of my friends and see the different struggles they've gone through in the past couple of weeks. One is facing a divorce from a husband who was too controlling. One is coming to terms with mental illness. One lost his bread-winning job, in which the bread was becoming harder to come by in the first place. Others are plagued by injury, family illness, stress, job woes, relationships and every other ailment imaginable. Me? Every day I struggle with anxiety. And I know it is something that I can either blame things on or that I can work to change. But I also know that deep down, these are characteristics that will be in me forever. The people in my life can choose to accept it or move on. I look at my life and I know that, above all, it is good. I have friends. I have a wonderful family. And life throws me punches all the time. Life throws all of us punch

Mystery Lover
Lonely whispers in the darkness of the night.Come to bestow me theres no need for the light.Gentle caresses implore my soul, as the touch of shadows take control.Lingering fingers find their way, as my body trembles with delight from them finding their way. The warmth from a breath that hides in the dark flushes my soul with an inviting spark. A voice whispering out my name , as my body sweats and I become moist with delight. I feel the hardness as he slips himself inside. The passion and desire can no longer hide,as the sweat runs off my body I feel myself about to unfold. A warm gentle breeze gently brushes over my lips. A kiss goodnight as my mystery lover disappears into the night

Cognizance
Perhaps it is a certain resonance; a thrumming that blots and blurs rational thought. This and that and then the other; but in what order were they meant? The concepts skew and loose definition whilst they swirl through the sieve of thought, slipping through the whole into an oblivion of never having been.

Gone But Not Forgotten
by Kelsey Y. Sheppard Gone but Not Forgotten You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree, Life loved you being a part of it, And I loved you being a part of me. You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day, No matter how sad I was, You could take the hurt away. Nothing could every stop you, Or even make you fall, You were ready to take on the world, Ready to do it all. But God decided he needed you, So from this world you left, But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept. Your seat is now empty, And it's hard not to see your face, But please always know this, No one will ever take your place. You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye, And I can't seem to stop, Asking the question why? Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter, But I know you're in Heaven, Watching over us and looking after. I didn't see this coming, It hit me by surprise, And when you left this

Survey
FAVORITEMovie at the moment?aint got oneJelly Belly jelly bean?toffeeDrink?lstrawberry/cherry limeadeName for a girl?mirjana tanijeCompliment to receive?anything bout my hairThing to say?awwww haayyylll yea!Talk show host?jerry springerWeapon?sawed off double barrellLastThing that was told to you?its raining outsideThing you ate?potato chipsPerson that pissed you off?mistyPerson that you pissed off?roseSong you listened to?something from the 60sBook you read?family linenThing you were confused about?a confusing situation...TV show you watched?pet starThing that made you feel like crap?being sickHave You EverTried to kill someone?yepLied to a priest?yepRidden a horse?yepBurst a blood vessel?yepForgotten what month it was?yepSmoked?yepMade up your own constellations?yepWould you everBe a lawyer?sureKill yourself?not nowEat sushi?i haveMove to another country?sureDrive an orange car?sure if it was the general lee...lolTake this survey / PimpSurveys.com

Icestorm 2007
Due to the huge ass icestorm we are getting, I keep losing power. So dont think I am ignoring you. It just means Im sittin here with no electricity. Man, the shit we take for granted. Iowa is a fun state, dont like the weather?..wait 10 minutes, it'll change!...Love ya all!

This Road I Walk
I walk in shadows everyday Firm and strong my footsteps lay Upon the ground For the road I walk I know is long and hard This road I walk The road of a broken heart This road I walk my footsteps past Knowing my shadows are behind me Not looking back to see A glimpse of what once was you and me The tears I cry will dry and fade Footsteps toward another day My lips will once again one day Grace the flesh of another But still this feeling haunts me Won't let me be... That in my heart there will never be You there to hold my hand Just you and me Sharing a path Down this road I walk

Love
You know what, I’m going to break it down. Life, it’s crazy. Love, it’s even crazier. When it’s thick, it subsumes you, and sometimes you become powerless to it. When you find yourself at that state, you live to love, you breathe to love, and sometimes you even hate that you love. The worst part is how suddenly it hits you. You wake up on day, and you realize that you’ve lost your heart to that person, you’ve lost yourself to that person, and most importantly, you’ve lost your soul to that person. If that person is deserving of it all, it’s beautiful, and swallows you both whole; but, unfortunately, sometimes that person shouldn’t have ever been trusted with any of it from the start. I once read that love is not a conscious choice of the mind, but an unconscious occurrence of the heart. Bullshit. Love is a choice. Everything you do in your life is in one way or another a result of a choice you consciously and intentionally made at some point. The brain is a powerful tool, and it can be

Part 7
Well as any other woman, who believes the lies of a man who claims the love them, she returned to him. Well the torture continued until she went back home to her home town. It is then when the real nightmare began for her. The estranged husband found her and kidnapped her. Soon after that she found herself being beat up by several men after they would give the fool drugs or money. She then found a way to escape and she ran as far as she could. Well, when she managed to make it back again she met yet another loser. More to come...

Lives Changed
~Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~

Unfortunate
Alas, my blindfold has been removed just so i can see it soaked with tears and blood to see my heart lying bear and open for all to see mangled and crushed why does nobody help me up after i've collapsed as i strugle to stand up why does nobody help me as i put myself through more pain and torment over and over again memorys of looking down the barrel of a gun violently come into focus i look back at all the happy times we had together and my eyes begin to burn i'm standing infront of you screaming at the top of my lungs screaming, i love you but you dont even look up tell me the news that i heard isnt true and dont lie i dont know how much more strain this already failing heart can handle before it fails and i turn my back on you and walk away and let my love die with you as i hand you the shards of my broken heart it was more yours than mine anyways

Moments
I can still feel you touching me, caressing me the first time we were together. I can still feel the warmth of your hand in mine that was the last time we touched, the last time we saw each other. I know ill probably never see you again. So I will keep my memories and my love even though they are fruitless. Even if those memories fade one will never go away. I can feel the warmth of your body against mine. I can feel your need and want, you love. We kiss and it is the kind of kiss that you cant ever let go of for fear that you can not breath if you do. Our lips were connecting the entirety of us I can feel the heat even as I type this. and the look in your eyes the longing look that just makes you want to melt and never let go. Looking back I should have known the look was look of I will never be able to go this again so I better get it now. That one quick kiss, stolen kiss, will always be with me. So now I have to say good-bye, not because I want to or I believe you want to,

Blah F***in Blah!
ok so this is the first blog ive done and i dont really know what to say. i like this site its cool n shit and alot of people i know are on here so thats all good too! i would like to find more peeps on here that i know and stuff so i can have more friend! ok well thats all for now ill talk to everyone laters! sara

Rattlings And Tattlings Of Ari
This could all as well be a bunch of gibeerish coming out of my head at 5 am in the morning but what the hell I wanna talk anyways lol After going through the strife that I have been through I can't believe that my sun has finally come from the ever walking storms of my days. The sun comes in the form of DUMA. This guy I met. We barely can communicate with each other since he doesn't speak English and I don't speak Arabic but the funniest thing is, we make do with what we know about each other's languages. Am I losing anyone's interest yet? What more that we fell in love. It's like a fairytale relationship that only exists in books, but does it? I'm so happy that I made a stand for love. And we are both making a stand for each other. But who knows what the tides of time can bring. I'm hopeful that it will turn out for the best for each of us. He has taught me so much about what it feels like to feel loved, and about friendship, and the honour that comes from be

The Rules
PLEASE READ 1.) IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME, PLEASE REFRAIN FROM CALLING ME BABE, BABY, SWEETIE, HONEY, ETC. ITS REALLY ANNOYING WHEN YOU GET CALLED THAT A 100 TIMES A DAY ON HERE. 2.) PLEASE DON'T ASK ME QUESTIONS YOU SHOULD ALREADY HAVE THE ANSWERS TO. LIKE HOW OLD ARE YOU OR WHERE ARE YOU FROM? THE ANSWERS ON MY PROFILE READ IT. 3.) I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ON CAM. 4.) BY THE WAY I DON'T WANT SEE YOU ON CAM (JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED IT THE FIRST TIME) 5.) I DON'T RATE OR COMMENT ON NFSW PICS. 6.) WHICH MEANS I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR PENIS. SO DON'T EVEN ASK. 7.) I DON'T HAVE ANY MESSENGERS, YAHOO, AOL, MSN, ETC. SO NO NEED TO ASK. 8.) I DON'T WANT TO HELP YOU GET OFF EITHER. SUSCRIBE TO PORN IF YOU WANT THAT. 9.) I DON'T WANT TO TALK DIRTY WITH OR TO YOU SO DO EVEN TRY. AND IN CASE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT DIRTY IS THAT WOULD BE ANY SEXUAL CONVERSATION. 10.) AND YES I DO HAVE A N.S.F.W. PIC. NOTICE I SAID A PIC WHICH MEANS 1. AND YOU CAN'T SEE ANYTH

Home Sweet Home
Jerry and I got a place together. its just a cute little place for now. we have to wait a few more fews before we move into our new home where we can have pets. its just been going great between us. Wedding is coming up. making BIG plans.

Winner Of The Sexiest Brunette Contest
The winner of the Sexiest Brunette Contest February 19 - 24 2007 1st Place AngelEyezTN She accumulated a stunning 5,759 votes. 2nd Place *Sunshine* She accumulated 5,367 votes. 3rd Place starduster766 She accumulated 1,792 votes. I want to thank all the participants in this contest. They all deserve all the best in their lives. They all are very beautiful women.

Sagittarius:. The Sexy One
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The tease Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves bein

Get Down
You better get down, in case you didn't know Here i come breaking through the lobby's front door First person I see standing is hitting the floor Nobody fucking move and don't say a fucking word and noone will get hurt until I start getting bored Then I start nailing hands to the floor and feet to the walls There's only room for one hero in this story He's alredy dead on the floor so don't try nothing funny Pay very close attention to the fact that I'm not agitated and jumpy I'm moving so fluid I'm drippy and runny Rocket propelled molasses I've been up all week and I'm far from crashing Sucker-punching people wearing glasses Crying huddled body slashing But this isn't about me, this is about all of you ass grabbing Eachother in your underwear at gun point for my sick enjoyment Of your terrified embarassment While I preform shot gun barrel man on man sexual harassment

He's Getting To Big.
Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching him grab things that he wants. I look forward to seeing him crawl, helping him take his first step and hearing his first word. I love holding him and cuddling with him. I love my son so much and I couldn't live without him.

Progressing
~I wrote this one for the school poetry book~ Waiting, Forever waiting. For time to pass, For it at last. Waiting, Patiently waiting. For the sun to rise, for my time to shine. Waiting, Still waiting. For the call of my name, For my claim to fame. Waiting, No longer waiting. For my time has come, Yes, it could be done! No longer waiting, Wondering. Will I do well? I tried to excell. Wondering. Will I use my wit, Continue to commit? Wondering, Waiting no more, For it's opened a door. Wondering. Full of wonder, At how much time, It took to be mine. Wondering. Foolishly wondering. Of how much I gained. Joy couldn't contain, My wondering. Remembering. Always remembering. Reflecting on teachers, How they did reach us. Remembering. I go on remembering, The pride I still feel, Makes my senses reel. Succeeding. Forever succeeding. Wanting to give back, To keep me on track. Succeeding. Finally succeeding. Though my roa

Don't Ask A Southin Granny
GRANDMOTHER ON THE WITNESS STAND Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinkin

Dust Storm?!?!?!
Ok so I'm in north TX not west TX and it's all orange outside with 50 mph winds....This fucking sucks. Not to mention extremely eerie looking..I am just glad the games finished up before it rolled in. Well it pisses me off that I washed my damn car yesterday...Shoulda known better. OK FINISHED RANTING FOR NOW.... I'M SURE I'LL FIND SOMETHING ELSE TO BITCH ABOUT LATER. Like the fact that I did just dust the house and there is red sand coming in around my fucking door!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

Wonder
I sit and wonder why it is that we can't be together. But part of me knows that answer to that question. The answer is because I have alot that I need to work thru. I know that he loves me and that he will always be there for me, but until I can get thru the things that have screwed me up we can never be together. I sometimes wish that things could have been different, but I can't change the way things are. Maybe one day things will be different, but for now I have to live with the way things are. Part of me thinks that we will never be a family, but I know that in some ways that is a good thing. When we are not together we don't fight and that to is a good thing, but on the other hand if we spend to much time together we will fight and I know that there is no way around that. So in the end we are better off as friends and I am ok with that.

As Long As...
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens, As long as the rivers run to the sea, As long as the fish swim deep in the ocean, That is how long I will always love thee. As long as the sun warms the earth with it's rays, As long as the moon lights the midnight sky, As long as the whale sings under the waves, That is how long i'll love you, even after they die. As long as I breath, As long as my heart beats, As long as the dawn knows to repreave, That is how long I will always repeat... I LOVE YOU!

Read And Learn.
1. What's in the backseat of your car right now? Saturn: Garbage, a tire, some other shit. Dodge: Nothing. 2. What was the last thing you threw up? Screwdrivers. 3. What's your favorite curse word? Fucktard McAsshat. 4. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Regular. 5. What's your favorite episode of Grey's Anatomy? Don't watch it. 6. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Maybe, I could careless. 7. if you could marry a celebrity who would it be? They aren't any better than me. 8. When was the last time you watched T.V. ? Thursday, I watched a little with Jilia. 9. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? Yes, a bunch of sticky notes. 10. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes. I can't wear shoes without them. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Mountain Dew. 12. What are you wearing right now? Some stupid shit. 13. Last food you ate? Chinese. 14. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Shoes. 15. When is the

Unfinished...
I see your eyes in a wide open gaze, and they're not blinded by an artifical haze. What i saw I was too afraid to see, because what i saw was a mirror imaage of me. We both know the pain, we've felt it before, but with you and him my heart just tore. How can this be, why is it happening so late? Then I find out, you are willing to wait. The sound of your voice saying the words that i craved, made my heart fall and my senses rage. I was so angry, how could you say this to me, If you had said this a year ago, I would agree. I cannot just ignore you, you keep my head straight, but it's not fair to you to ask you to wait. I wish you didn't let me get to you so much, But I know how it feels to want just one more touch. The table has turned, now you're on the outside, wanting to get in, but your hands are tied. It's a win-lose situation, no guarantee, that you won't be happy until you have me...

"these Seven Words"
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Daydream
Your face in my mind, brings feelings of LOVE. A daydream of some kind, your voice heard above. A word or a touch, will trigger a thought. Emotions will quickly rush, and reality checks sought. You can't help me, I must help myself. These feelings can't be put high on a shelf.

Hello From 525.com Power Tracks!
I wanted to say hello to everyone and explain who we are and what we're all about. We are a FREE Hard Rock/Heavy Metal Internet Radio Station. Commercial free,Edit Free, Fat Free!! Costs you nothing to listen to us. We just want you jammin' with us on a daily basis! Our goal here is to get the word out about the station. We are very passionate about about our station and bring you the very best in hard rock and heavy metal music. Music that we love and know you will too. Tired of hearing that same song over and over again on "regular radio" to the point it makes you hate the song and/or band? Yeah...We DON'T do that! So here's the deal.... Go to our website, www.525.com, there you can find several players to listen to us through. Pull one up and jam while your on Cherrytap or doing what ever you do best. We have our playlist completely viewable and requestable (is requestable a word? I tend to make my own words up:-) Check it out, go to the website and reques

To All My Frends????
I HAVE TO SAY I AM EXREMELY DISAPPOINTED THAT LATELY..I SEEMED TO HAVE LOST QITE A FEW FRIENDS...JUST A WEEK AGO I HAD LIKE 2025 FRIENDS...I MADE A STRUCTURE CHANGE TO MY FAMILY LIST AND EVERYONE SEEMS TO HAVE GONE BIZURK!!!! WTF IS UP WITH THAT? ITS MY PAGE...EVER SINCE I HAVE FOUND WHAT IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR (MY SOUL MATE) THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO VISIT..HMMMMMM??? I WOULDNT STOP TALKNG TO ANY OF YOU..IF YOU FOUND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE...BUT I GUESS ITS THE NATURE OF THE BEAST..LOL... WEL THE PEOPLE WHO LEFT MY PAGE WONT SEE THIS..OBVIOUSLY..BUT I HOPE THAT I DONT LOSE ANYMORE OF YOU...WHEN I AM ON HERE..I DO TALK..LATELY IVE BEEN JUST DONLOADING VIDEOS OR UPDATING MY STASH..SORRY IF IT MAY SEEM THAT I AM IGNORING YOU..IM NOT..JUST BUSY THESE DAYS... PEACE

A Lil Bit About Life...love
Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.............It is not the size of a man but the size of his heart that matters.........If you begin the day with love in your heart, peace in your nerves, and truth in your mind, you not only benefit by their presence but also bring them to others, to your family and friends, and to all those whose destiny draws across your path that day.......

Take Me..
Devils stare.. Burning flesh.. Eternal longing.. Thoughts lingering... Do you want me? a whisper escapes.. Do you need me? a faint sound escapes once more.. Touching skin.. Soul searching.. Fire burning.. Heaven forbid... Do you feel my desire? as I slowly melt into you.. Can you touch my soul? as I give into your will.. Take me... Writen By: Interesting Soul

My Theme Song
Delicious Surprise Written by Beth Hart, Glen Burtnik Lead vocals by Beth Hart If I won me the lottery I'd dance naked in the street With a top hat full of money & you'd wanna get to know me If I won me the lottery & if I was a movie star I'd sip honey from a pickle jar In the back of my limousine & they'd call me an icon & I'd be lookin' back at you From the cover of the People magazine I guess it's all for the takin' I guess it's all yours and mine My sister says I got to see it & believe it & I believe I believe it But I'm just an outsider Livin' in a trailer with my black & white TV set If only I was President You know I'd paint the White House pink & never have to pay the rent If only I was President I guess it's all there for the takin' I think it's all yours & mine My preacher says I got to see it to believe it & l believe Won't sleep till i've had enough I believe won't sip my wine from no paper cup I believe won't

Who Am I?
Who am I? I am a coat of many colors. Each color a mood or emotion. Sunny and bright when feeling beautiful. Dismal and dark when feeling ugly. Who am I? I am a child. Upredictably uncontrollable. Playful and fun when feeling happy. Lazy and lonely when feeling sad. Who am I? I am a cat. A domesticated faithful friend. Cuddly and purring when feeling needed. Aloof and quiet when feeling unwanted. Who am I? I may be a lot of things. But most of all, I'm MYSELF.

One Flaw
This was sent to me in a comment by "Anti-Cupid" and I am very happy to share it. While I do not believe that I am really all of these things, for the women who I think are..This would be for them. One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when th

Me
Well I'm sitting here a my primary job on my first day back to work after a week vacation debating if I should continue to work at the bar I work in part time or should I take on of my friends up on his offer to bounce in a strip club. What a delemma huh the money is better and so are the sights. Lets see what should I do I guess I'll have to flip a coin. Not strip club it is. OH well for now peace and be cool and remember weed is not a drug if you happen to burn it some strange shit might happen but you won't overdose just have one hell of a case of the munchies. THis message is being brought to you by Katt Williams one of my favorte comedians.

Have You Ever Been In This Situation????
(Untitled) What in the world possesses you; To treat me the way you always do? I'm constantly down, feeling like shit, I'm really fed up, I'm sick of it. If it's not one thing, it's always another, Give it up! What are you? My mother? You go on and on, you rant and rave, Constantly telling me to behave. When really it's you who should act your age... You make me so mad, you make me rage! I call you down, I hurt you bad, That's what you get for making me mad. We need to grow up, stop playing charades... Can't you see, there's amends to be made? There's mine, yours, and our sons happiness at stake, Are we going to let it slip away over one mistake? There's got to be a way to fix all of this, Or we could let it go, and stop this shit. We could walk away like we sometimes do, With nothing more than a simple "Fuck You" But you come back, and I let you in... And this vicious cycle starts all over again... It's the worst feeling to be with someone for three years of

Nothing But You And Me
11:40 AM - Hunger For Your Flesh Current mood: indescribable Category: Writing and Poetry Nothing between us but skin Heat pricks at our senses. Your hands within in my hair passion tears down my defenses.Your lips move upon my legs sending shivers up my spine. Even more drugged I find myself on this intoxicating wine.Desire drips from our lips as sweat runs down our backs.Our skin slides against skin.Trembling muscles quake as ecstasy takes control, as whimpers and moans escape my lips as you gently caress my soul.Gentle kisses rain upon my face, as our legs relax and interwine still feeling the effects of being drunk on this sexual wine.

Thanks For The Welcome.
Fade Away Have you ever felt that you were invisible. When you go out someplace or even spend time with the person you like. That happends to me way to much. It is like I am there but in order to make myself noticed I have get out there by myself. When I make myself notice thay don't acknolege I am even thier. So it is like I just fade away into the crowd. It is even like that with the people I hang out with. who's name I will not mention to protect thier safty. But, even if you fade off into the crowd you eventually come out of your shell.

Rawr.
It hurts :( And im not very happy. Rawr. Im hungry. So the pain has eased a little bit, but not that much, i wish it would just go away. I can walk a little bit better with the crutches now, but im not suppose to be doing any movement at all really because it'll just make it worse. ♥ ♥ ♥ Anyway, thats my update for the moment. Rate this blog please :)

How Boyish/girlish Are You
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Dreaming
I close my eyes and I see you You are close to me, you reach out and embrace me I put my arms around you and feel your closeness I enjoy having you in my arms, enjoy your body next to mine. I kiss you passionately I wake up and find that you are not there It was a dream, so real, so passionate I look forward to sleep again just to dream of you

To The Other Half Of My Heart
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me

This Is My War
theres a war inside in the battlefield of my brain shall i stand and fight or will it drive me insain? Im a rebel if you dont like it get out of my way you tell me your the future well the future is far away this is me this is now this is war i can feel you all around me all righteous , not a doubt well its time to chose a wepon cause now im commin out raise my head above the muck take my aim, your out of luck But .... i drop the gun and duck ... cause the enemy ... the face i see ... is ME ...

Thinking
all my life i have thought to myself ... what are you going to do next... what is going to come next in this life that is so randomly delt out to you ? i feel like i will never know what is exactly going to happen... and then the phone rings... someone tells you that you are going to have to do this ... wear this ... act like this... I was not ready for this kind of transaction in my life ... i wasnt ready to become so dead to the world around me. i think to myself sometime ... what if this happen ... what if that didnt happen, would i still be in the situation that i am in ? i think not .. by my personal belief.i feel like was delt my hand as becoming a failure before i even knew it. i was raised to be the way that i am like it or not i am and always will be.. just, me ... sometimes i want to sit and scream "I WANT OUT!" i want out of this ... life that im living so irresponceably. i want some one else to control it .. tell me what i am and am not to do maybe

First Blog
I'm not sure what to write in here. Umm, I'm new this place, I heard about it through Lenny. Nice dude. I already have a LiveJournal, where I write about my thoughts and stuff. So, I'm stumped. Any suggestions. I'm here to meet new people that I might not meet in LJ or MySpace. I'm still getting the hang out this. Hope to hear from anyone soon.

Freindship
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

Untitled
I look back At what I had And it amounts to nothing How I wanted to hold you in my arms But never could How I wanted you to look at me In the same way But never a glance So I turned my head And then I gave up But then I saw a glimmer A little sliver of hope A ray of perfect sunshine So I looked up And there you stood Elegant and beautiful Like always But all I have is dreams Fantasies to play back in my mind You have no idea how much You’ve already helped me Just by being you Through those long days A simple thought that saves me from insanity You make me want to be A better person And for that I’m eternally grateful So I will wait And stand there with my head up Waiting for my angel To look again And smile

February 24, 2007: Kraft Singles
A Chicago slang term meaning dollar bills. Derived from another slang term that refers to money as [cheese]. (Originates from slices of cheese produced by Kraft Foods) Yo I just cashed my check so I got a wallet full of kraft singles, drinks are on me

Who What Why...
1. Who is in the room with you? just Brandy on my lap 2. Who is the last person to text you? Shane 3. Whose house did you last go to? My sister Missy's 4. Who was the last person you told you love them? Deanna -THE WHATS- 5. What was the last thing you ate? Popcorn 6. What was the last thing you did? slept 7. What color pants are you wearing? Jeans 8. What is the closest item near you that is blue? mousepad, lol 9. What are you wearing on your feet? Socks 10. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo mostly 11. What is your favorite website? Myspace and Cherry Tap(Formerly known as LostCherry) 12. What is your favorite pair of shoes? whatever works 13. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants? Jeans 14. What is the last movie watched? Black Dahlia, bout to watch the illnsionist 15. What do you currently hear right now? The T.V. -THE WHENS- 16. When is your birthday? Dec 17th 17.When did you last go to the ma

Memories
25 i was burnt once already by love lost 3rd degree decisions that you made where at my cost 26 you where in a hurry to bury the hatchet you tossed its still kinda blurry i worry for whats gone 27 i reminisce on the often back to when i was your John you said we would be closer than we are and i long, 28 to hold you in my arms, like the times after dinner at yer moms or reading from the torah the traditions of so long, 29 laggin on a cigarette till after yer dads gone, laffing with yer sister at whatever Jeff had on 30 lookin at the list of memories its mad long, how'd i let this end, tellin myself my angel wont be mad long. 31 keep it to yer self john, everybodys heard sad songs i've grown away from the immaturities i've owned 32 found somthin in myself nobody else had slammed on brought it directly to my endzone live via microphone. 42 when you used to compress my chest, you said youd always be the

Ashes
The windows to her soul are distractions from the whole. The present space and time nolonger mind a pleasant stroll. A specific amount of peace 5 fills the air when she speaks, Her voice reminds me of angels gliding over the beach. A simple little gesture, just a sigh as she thinks, 10 is such a simple pleasure she can bless upon me. shes hotter than the weather when its a thousand degrees and no one does it better 15 like shes the d.o.c. she doesnt need a gangster Ashleys already ogee she doesnt need a gangster what she needs an emcee 20 everybody smashes when she passes them in traffic shes known to cause crashes when she batts her eyelashes 25 complexion.....faultless like it was supermodel fabric s

Turn And Walk Away...
1. There was a time that i believed you when you used to say, look to the almighty to help you find your way. Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay? Turn and walk away, turned and walked away. But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5 you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day. If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say. Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away, the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day, our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10 How is it they misunderstand your messages, claiming they walk with you every day. I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang. This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away. Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay,

Who The Fuck Is B-ry?
Aight so here is my blog dedicated just to myself. where you can learn all that you probably dont want to know about me. I was born Bryan J on January 11th 1987 to Peter and Rebecca J in Long Island NY. My parents seperated when i was only 6mos old because my dad was a abusive prick. Lucky for me i wasnt old enought to remember any of that. From that point on my mom and I moved around northern ny until 1998 when she bought a house and we settled down. Growing up i was pretty much the fat ugly kid and didnt have many friends, so I became pretty independant and creative because I never really socialized with other kids. In 1999 my mom met my step dad and they got married. He was a soldier that was the coolest thing ever. Because we met when i was 13 and he was pretty young, we kinda butt heads alot, cause i had 13 years without any significant male figure so, he did the best he could, he really is a good guy. He switched to the air force shortly after him and my mom had a baby and he

French Camp, Manteca, Ca.
We sit and stare at the itty bitty dream machine, the glare is only noticable in between the kerosene, commercials thought out carefully, consumers captured unsparingly spirits reduced to barely being spending surpasses everything especially any future seen on big brothers brand new plasma screen. Desperately searching for destiny deliberately damning everything, that might dare to detour or desturb sabatours word. Forced to endure the dispear declared, compared without a care incurred. Observe the heard absurd but yet inclined to define the place and the time that we abandon our minds, maybe yours but not mine. To leave lonely behind the space and the dime it takes to decide, recycle resign, regret or remind, rebirth or redie, decide or go hide. Hesitate to live life and let life pass you by. I learn lessons each time I let my selfishness die. Determined despite these demons of mine, that float flightless at night, the next up to fight forever as knights, jous

1nce I Arrive
wake me once the worst arrives kill me once the dead survive the emptiness that fills the sky my kneejerks right like my lazy eye i last gazed surprised by the sense of shock my retnas rised surprised or not its a relentless ride the will to fly above the times culture binds those lesser kind i find myself more like the type to right each wrong and set the record right despite the song, i struggle on to finally get my anger gone but once it goes, it wont be long till i explode beyond oblivion, and on and on and on, we rock on, this writer wont stop until the papers gone, and on and on and on we right on.....real writers never stop until the papers gone.

Just A Little Bit About Me...for Those That Want To Know
Hey someone told me that I should post a blog about myself so here goes....I am a single mom who is soon to be 30...god am i getting old..I have a 5yr old son who is my world, plenty of pics posted of him...his name is Tieler.I have been married once and only once..I was engaged married and divorced almost all in the same year..Whoa!! you say..well he decided to get busy with his bosses' sister and get her pregnant while we were married, needless to say that ended that..Why do people do things to intentionally hurt people.. I have never cheated, never needed to or so I thought..oh well enough about that..Trying to find someone who is honest just doesnt seem to be happening for me..guess thats the way its supposed to be I guess. Most guys dont like women who have curves, well guess what if you dont like curves...stick with your bean pole fake women who treat you like shit..go for show, instead of whats on the inside..I live in North Carolina..born and raised, I have been here all my lif

Saturdays
Ya know when i was a kid i couldn't wait until the weekend.. not real sure when that changed but I'll tell you the weekend sucks..lol All the kids are home the husband is home the weather sucks so we are all crammed in the house i have to make 3 hot meals a day for 6 rather then the normal 1 for 4 and 1 for 6, there is nothing on t.v. satalitte or not for anybody, but the 12 years boy he'll watch anything!! Monday is now my fav day of the week just me and the 3 year old half the day... its quiet and cuddly

Alone
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Its Just A Problem
the world is on your shoulders and how will you cope ? by taking another drink or simply doing dope. a child starves in africa, in their eyes the world is never seen never knowing life for what it is not even knowing how to dream people die everyday going through so much pain but over the smallest things ... we complain count your blessings someone gave you a choice .. if you make the wrong desisions... maybe your listening to the wrong voice...

Losing Hope.....
When did people become disposable? A long time friend and I went to dinner last night to do some catching up. He's had a helluva time with his x wife. I've always supported him, even though I was never fond of her (or her me for that matter). Now he's paying dearly and hurting like hell. I can relate. I just cant seem to get it right. When you meet me, you know who I am-the good, the bad, everything. I'm honest, I have a huge heart, I can be a bitch, I get angry-I'm HUMAN. Apparently not all of us are though. It seems to me when you make a commitment to someone you should follow through. I've known this man since I was 14 years old. I have never let him down-always been there when he needed me, and stayed away when he needed space. He's such a good friend....such a good person. But that isn't what I'm trying to get across....What we don't understand is when it became okay to run like hell instead of stick around and try to work things out. Why communication breaks dow

Leaving For Indiana
Hey Everyone... I figured I needed to get in and drop you all a quick line, and let you know I'll be gone for a couple of days. We're leaving later to head for Indiana. The funeral for Lee's cousin is on Monday. It will be late when we arrive tonight, maybe even early am, depending on what time we get out of here today. lee is wanting to try and get out early, but just not sure how early, or if that will even be possible. We could be ready to leave by 4, or we may not get on the road till after 7. Either way, it is a very long trip, and it's pouring rain here now, which I hate to drive in. I sure hope by the time we get on the road, the rain has stopped. Blood work is not in, but the coroner has ruled the death a suicide. Needless to say the entire family is in shock. Death is sometimes hard enough to deal with, but when the one you love, deliberatly does something that will hurt the very ones they claim to love, is very difficult to understand. Naturally, everyone

I'm Almost There..
Went to the doctor this am for a one month check and my BP is back to normal so I don't have to go on BP meds..woohoo... I've lost 13 pounds...only 28 more to reach my goal...woohoo... I sill miss my oreos but not as much as I used too...lol. Cutting out the junk food and cutting back on my portions has helped a lot. I won't say it's been easy but I'm not giving up now.. I feel a lot better and after getting on the scale today I feel a lot better about myself.. Woohoo I'm so happy I could cry... It's a beautiful day....

Sad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

"when Dick Cheney Says It's A Good Thing, You Know That You've Probably Got Some Big Problems."
"When Dick Cheney says it's a good thing, you know that you've probably got some big problems." Obama Ridicules Cheney's Iraq Comments 23 Feb 2007 Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama ridiculed Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Friday for saying Britain's decision to pull troops from Iraq is a good sign that fits with the strategy for stabilizing the country. Obama, speaking at a massive outdoor rally in Austin, Texas, said British Prime Minister Tony Blair's decision this week to withdraw 1,600 troops is a recognition that Iraq's problems can't be solved militarily. "Now if Tony Blair can understand that, then why can't George Bush and Dick Cheney understand that?" Obama asked thousands of supporters who gathered in the rain to hear him. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/23/AR2007022300658.html

Cant Fight The Night
wallking in the moonlight down these empty streets its here i wonder if your thinking of me lost and feeling lonely coss your worlds away time has no feelings and i learn that each day than one by one the stars take away the sun once more and all that i can do is dream i say i can fight the night with out you i cant fight the night theres no way i cant fight the night with out you i cant fight the night can you here me calling im at the end of the line you got the power to save me its a matter of time so i just keep on waiting for that knock on my door so we can turn time around and make love like before cos in my heart i know this stranger in the dark is you your memory keeps haunting me i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night theres know way i cant fight the night without you i cant fight the night if there was half a chance to catch a moment with you id like it more than ever i wont let go i cant let go let go........ then on

Well Hi There Everyone
well today is pretty good somewhat i love being on hre everyday talking to the people that i am beginning to care for or the ones that i already do. there are alot of u that make me laugh and happy everyday and some of u just make my day and i love u guys for that. i want everyone to now that i am a very caring person and i love everyone the same . well i am going for now love hotchick3

British Officials Fear Us Attack On Iran
British Officials Fear US Attack on Iran 23 Feb 2007 Tony Blair has declared himself at odds with hawks in the US Administration by saying publicly for the first time that it would be wrong to take military action against Iran. Senior British government sources have told The Times that they fear President [sic] Bush will seek to "settle the Iranian question through military means" next year, before the end of his second term if he concludes that diplomacy has failed. http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/middle_east/article1426601.ece

The Us Psychological Torture System Is Finally On Trial --america Has Deliberately Driven Hundreds, Perhaps Thousands, Of Prisoners Insane. Now It Is
The US psychological torture system is finally on trial --America has deliberately driven hundreds, perhaps thousands, of prisoners insane. Now it is being held to account in a Miami court. By Naomi Klein 23 Feb 2007 The cruel methods US interrogators have used since September 11 to "break" prisoners are finally being put on trial... The Bush administration's plan was to put José Padilla on trial for allegedly being part of a network linked to international terrorists. But Padilla's lawyers are arguing that he is not fit to stand trial because he has been driven insane by the government. http://www.guardian.co.uk/commentisfree/story/0,,2019580,00.html

American Armada Prepares To Take On Iran
American armada prepares to take on Iran 24 Feb 2007 It is four and a half acres of American power in the middle of the Arabian Sea but the influence of USS Dwight D Eisenhower stretches for hundreds of miles. The aircraft carrier, backed by its sister vessel, a handful of destroyers and a shoal of support ships, has placed a maritime ring of steel around an increasingly unstable region. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2007/02/24/wiran24.xml

Getting To Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE. 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are u ? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16. Do have any pets? 17. Can you Dance? 18. What time is it where u are now? 19. Are you a big sports fan? 20. If you co

A Little About Me.
Hello i live in the beautiful state of colorado. I love fishing, hiking, camping, off roading, horseback riding and being in the mountains. I don't like materialistic people or people who have to be at the mall all the time. I hate shopping lol. I need a gal that loves the outdoors just as much as i do.

A Special Life
The Beginning May - November 2003 As Jenna stood on that bridge, she just knew the rest of her life would be perfect. His mom was crying her eyes out, as they knew she would, and as the preacher spoke, the world seemed to stand still for Mark. His whole life was within this moment. Less than 20 people attended, most were Mark's family. This was a casual occasion, no dress or tuxedo, and on this day, 17 year olds, Mark and Jenna were married. They began their new life together as husband and wife in a small 2-bedroom public housing apartment. Mark worked full time at a pizza place for a little more than minimum wage and Jenna took on her new role as a homemaker. Although they were both now legal adults, Mark and Jenna were still just kids. Fights became a regular occasion throughout the first year. Jenna had a much stronger sex drive than he did. She tried everything to get her husbands attention, lotions, lingerie, and toys. Mark was still very much into his video games,

A Special Life Contin.
New Beginnings Fall 2004 Mark and Jenna were now blessed with a truly special gift. They were so elated to have been given the chance to raise such an amazing little fighter, but still could not see why God thought them to be fit for this precious little life. Mark and Jenna became Zachary Randell Shore's parents. Now began their new life as parents of a disabled baby. They knew things would be tough, but they were up for the challenge. With the news of Zachary's disabilities, the community did their part to help the young family. The fire department held a chili supper in his name and raised money for his trips to the St. Louis hospital. Donation cans were set up around town, countless churches put Zachary and his parents on their prayer lists, and he was even mentioned in a local newspaper. Zachary was such a happy baby, only crying when he was hungry or in pain. His cleft made feedings harder since he couldn't close his lips to create suction to suck from a bot

Time Roles On
Time roles on, what will be will be. Be it alone, or not but what matters most to everyone, what matters most of all to me. This music, it makes me me, its not just an expression. Some hate it, some buy it, some play it but I spit it out, keep kickin it out and some love it without denying. I'll keep on going, even if its slowly, can't you see sometimes its my world to me.Burn, crash & fall, this shit'll soon be my all, shit, who knows one day it could be my fall.If I'm single or taken, right or wrong my directions always changin even when I'm mistaken, even when shits been fakin.

A Special Life Continued
Stole July 2006 Jenna began dating her ex-husband again. She needed someone badly, and he was there. Danielle was due any day, so Jenna gathered boxes full of baby clothes and bottles for the new baby, Xavier. Jenna couldn't stand to stay at the trailer alone, so she and Zachary had been staying with Mark, a block from Deanna and Danielle. Jenna took the baby things down to Danielle and sat to talk for a while. Deanna was at Tracy's place with her, Derek, and the kids. Danielle talked to Jenna about parenting. She was afraid, this was her first baby and she was going to raise him alone. Jenna told her everything she knew and everything she remembered "Mom Brenda" had told her about raising kids. She knew how upset Danielle was that her mom wasn't there for the birth of her first child, so Jenna did the best she could to reassure her and answer all her questions. They saw a neighbor drive by with subs bumping, music as loud as it could go, and a baby in the backseat. Danie

Run From Me
My arms, so empty My heart grows cold Is this how it is to be? Never to grow old? I'll die here Can't you see? Drowning in fear All alone, only me. I don't belong here This is not my place You deserve more, dear, Than this jaded face. I fell before And it cost me you I became a whore I couldn't be true. You deserve better than this I'll walk away I'll cry and I'll miss You, who loved me anyway.

Damaged Goods
My soul is screaming For the one in my heart Why am I dreaming For what we can never start? We had our chance We were both too scared To try this dance With our souls bared. I need you more Than I can admit I'm not so sure I can take this shit. The moment we kissed I knew in was in too deep It will be on that list I replay while I sleep. I've loved you twice And now you know. But with your wife You cannot let it show. Maybe you love me I cannot be certain. Call it serendipity As to why I never win. I'm a horrible girl But I never let you see I've hidden my world Hoping you could love me. But I'm broken and battered And you deserve so much more Than a girl who is tattered No better than a whore. You will never know How bad it hurts Walking away so slow And crying in spurts. You will find a better love Much stronger than me Someone to shove Me from your memory. I wish I was enough To be all that you need. Though it's been rou

The Pope
The Pope dies and, naturally, goes to heaven. He's met by thereception committee, and after a whirlwind tour is told that he can enjoy any of the myriad recreations available.He decides that he wants to read all of the ancient original text of the Holy Scriptures, and spends the next eon or so learning the languages. After becoming a linguistic master, he sits down in the library and begins to pore over every version of the Bible, working back from the most recent "Easy Reading" to the original script. All of a sudden there is a scream in the library. The angels come running to him, only to find the Pope huddled in a chair, crying to himself, and muttering, "An 'R'! They left out the 'R'." God takes him aside, offering comfort and asks him what the problem is. After collecting his wits, the Pope sobs again, "It's the letter 'R' ... the word was supposed to be CELEBRATE!"

Five Minutes To Alter Your Life
Five minutes in a hell of my own making. Not even the past three weeks of uncertainty unnerved me as much as these few minutes that I find myself sitting on a public toilet waiting for a pregnancy test to dictate my future. Three minutes... My occassional lover, my sometimes friend, the guy putting me through this is standing just outside the bathroom. Waiting. Praying that I didn't screw up his plans. Two minutes... He has ten years on me, but he's not grown up enough to be a father. And me, at my age, my future plans didn't include much more than simply surviving day to day life. One minute... To bring a child into my life would be cruel. How could we have been so careless? I love him, but not the way I should. Why did I put myself here? I have no one to blame but myself, well, and him. Five... four... three... two... I glanced down at the test and threw it away as I left the bathroom. I paused by the man I at one time believed that I could love. "Go on with your life." I tol

Old Skewl
One of the vids that has always stuck with me:) Well I guess it would be nice If I could touch your body I know not everybody Has got a body like you But I've got to think twice Before I give my heart away And I know all the games you play Because I play them too Oh but I Need some time off from that emotion Time to pick my heart up off the floor And when that love comes down Without devotion Well it takes a strong man baby But I'm showing you the door 'Cause I gotta have faith... Baby I know you're asking me to stay Say please, please, please, don't go away You say I'm giving you the blues Maybe You mean every word you say Can't help but think of yesterday And another who tied me down to loverboy rules Before this river Becomes an ocean Before you throw my heart back on the floor Oh baby I reconsider My foolish notion Well I need someone to hold me But I'll wait for something more Yes I've gotta have faith...

Get Over It.....
Laying on my back with his face burried in my clit..so deep...feeling his fingers sliding in and out of me...he slides from his other hand his finger into my ass...he takes his head back to watch me cum all over his two hands....he ends up laying on his back and i suck his cock until he is harder then he ever has been...licking down each side..sliding his head in and out of my mouth,..licking his balls and under..i slide up his body and side him..he is huge....getting up he slides on top of me...large hard young cock..ready to slide into me...I spread my legs wide and he thrusts that enormous hard manhood into my tight wet hot pussey..fucks me hard...and gets me to turn over on all fours....he happens to be one of the largest I have ever had in my small pussey...tight and wet..and so hot I am while he grabs my hips and fucks me hard..slapping his balls on my lips while he plunges in and out of me...I am screaming as I continually cum over and over again....he gets off me and lies on hi

*insanely Important!*
the uterus liberation front, "Throughout the United States the inherent rights of women to decide what to do with their own bodies are under attack. Most frequently the attack is targeted at poor women, women of color, and young women." check it out, and maybe donate some money, this is a VERY worthwhile cause. seriously, guys.

Are You A Dumb American?
You Are Not a Dumb American You got 7/10 correct. You know a good deal about American history, but there's some basic facts you have wrong. Time to go back to history class! Are You a Dumb American?

Pic Comment Game Fun
1. Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin. 2. Pick a picture and comment on it. 3. But here is the catch...the FIRST THOUGHT/WORDS that come to mind when you see the pic is the comment you have to leave. No matter what the thought is, you have to say it. Scared? wait to see what I say about your pics!! REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE DO HAVE A COUPLE PAGES WORTH PICTURES PICK THE ONE THAT YOU LIKE!!

More Stuff In Milford(www.milforddailynews.com)
MILFORD - A cousin of murder victim Jose de Lima was arrested Wednesday for the alleged statutory rape of a 13-year-old Milford girl, a crime uncovered by investigators probing the killing, police said. Celio Teixeira Durval, 21, of 41 Water St., Apt. 3, was arrested at his home around 5 p.m. and charged with three counts of statutory rape of a child, police said. Police have no information that suggests the two crimes are related, Milford Police Chief Thomas O'Loughlin said. "I don't think there's a connection," the chief said yesterday. "There's nothing there to indicate for us to believe that." Durval has apparently moved since de Lima's Jan. 29 murder, but he lived with him and his three other cousins at the time of the homicide, according to O'Loughlin. Durval was home when de Lima was gunned down in the doorway of their 20 Main St. apartment, the chief said. No suspects have yet been arrested in connection with the Brazilian immigrant's killing. Durval was held y

Saturday
Another boring saturday. I am still coughing pretty bad. Thank god for TV shows released on DVD. It gives me a life. Pretty Sad huh? Spring break is coming up and I am doing absolutely nuffin. I have a paper to write for the 3rd. I also have a ton of Dr's appts coming up. I see the dermatologist monday to have him look at a few mole that look cancerous. The one on my face is goin, I am so happy. I have always hated it. So thats the Life Department. The love department..not really sure lol. Oh yeah I changed my name for now since i feel like the plague...tainted and all! Anyhow Smile Friendly people. You woke up this morning!! and Your Still alive! Is something wrong, she said Well of course there is Youre still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be Is that the question And if so...if so...who answers...who answers... I, oh, Im still alive Hey i, oh, Im still alive Hey i, but, Im still alive Yeah i, ooh, Im still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Funny Quote
I went to see how my grandma was at the hospital today. She had her uturus removed I think. She had some cancer cists on there. Very scary. What did she say when I walked into the room? "I can't have children anymore!" Hahaha the lady is a trip. Just from that I knew she was going to be fine. She walked around the wing of the place. She was tired and went back to bed. So that made me feel better.. My dad got his car tire stuck with a nail in it. So i gotta go get him at the auto shop. have a great weekend everybody ~Timmy~

Groaners
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes was on shaky ground. The dead batteries were given out free of charge

Sentiments
This is dedicated to all the couples out there who's marraiges did survive and who grew old together to see their final years... after the fire burns the embers in the still of the night where only snores of bed partners are shared, a hand reaches out to touch warm skin, the same skin that has shared covers for forty years, warm, soft and comforting to the worst nightmares life has offered, sighs and a movement…bodies like magnets come together, not for sex or pleasures of the flesh but for warmth of the heart and serenity of the soul, the years have added the rolls and the lines and the gray hair or receding hair but in the night, in the silent night it does not matter, like silver spoons nestled in a velvet lined drawer they lay fitting perfectly till daylight releases them to their purpose in this world, mother, father, nanny, poppy, uncle, aunt and best friends to each other

It's Here
We are getting our first major snow storm of the year here,we have got like 10-11 inches or so,so far,could get up to 20 inches...I will take pics after it is over... Now its windier than crap out so its moving around a lot,good thing I am not going anywhere my car is surrouned by drifts,so if anyone wants to come shovel see me.....LOL

Compatability
So my friend and I have this theory about compatability. Just so you know it started because we saw a commercial for eharmony. We decided that we wanted to see if being the outragously eccentric people we are, would we be compatable according to their sight. Neither one of us were compatable with anyone in the sites entire database. We started two different profiles to test the theory and out 4 times (2 times each) there were no "matches". We want to test the site and see if the whole "find you're perfect match" is a gimick or if we're just way to out there to be compatable. So I'm asking you to help us with our test. Go to Eharmony.com and let us know if you get a match!

Existence
So I am thinking that our own existence is based off of our own experiences. Me personally I have had some horrid experiences. Take my latest for example. You start talking to a guy, you have every possible thing in common......or so you think, and you find out he is a liar. It makes me wonder if life is what you make it or is life just a big freakin' joke? What is the purpose of life? Do we wander around until we die and become worm food or do we go onto a higher plain where we find inner peace? I for one do not want to wander until it is my time. Some people do not realize what affect they can have on other people, Simple lies can turn into another persons demise.

=^-^= A Very Happy Cupcake
Awwwwehs,Hes comingggg here in a week or so:D SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Haha he used to make that little noise when he was happy. Hehe I took it doll. =^-^= .::.Does a happy Panda dance.::. Hes very much my panda B00.Rawr its going to be our anniversary of 6 years.Id die for him :].Cantttt waitttt to see him.Chicago is a bit colder than here. Its by the lake if you were an idiot & didnt know. =^-^= Mmmm I know in the future ill be marrying him. Weird to think that cus ive always thought that. Its like The Depeche mode song,Its no good. Yeah it reminds me of him ALOT. But so does our song by the Cure [Love song].Pretty much brings me to pieces because I remember when I first heard it with him & he asked me do you know we have a song? & I didnt know so he played it & I was like AWWWWWWWWWWWW Your so goregous! LOl. Even though Robert Smith wrote that for his wife for a marriage gift basicly. I LOVE it. Hehe. Anyways,Im cold & watching Spongebob ohh love there. I feel alot strong

State Trooper Humor
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, whe

Great News
I have finally got my first modeling job after all these years of working towards it. Sunday March 4th I will go to the Go See. Which is where I go to compete against the other models for the job. If I am picked then I will be paid $200 and the job is Monday March 5th. It will take place in Whitehall,Pa. If anyone has done any modeling/hair shows and has any tips or advice please share. I love feedback! :)