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Dear Diary
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Saggo!
SAGITTARIUS November 23 - December 22 Ruling Planet: JUPITER, God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk BULLSHIT! Don't believe everything they tell you because they are kings at 'talking it up'.Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them,be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before!Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public. When they find the right lover, they will give it 100% as long as the commitment is returned. FAVE POSITION: They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity. BEST SEX TOY: Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next! SAGITTARIAN FEMALE IN BED The Sago woman is a handful! She changes

My Roaddogs
ALRIGHT... THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT I KNOW HAVE HAD MY BACK FROM DAY ONE AND WILL HAVE IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE... CHEERS TO THESE AMAZING PEOPLE, MAKE SURE TO GO SHOW THEM THE SAME RESPECT THAT THE WOULD SHOW YOU... DJ ELLE ~Warrior Princess~ {RCB-STEVENs RL Wifey}{the Tanks Co-Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar ~STEVEN~*ELLE`S HUBBY*~"HEAD OF SECURITY" @ THE TANK & INFERNO~@ fubar ۞Silhouette۞ { Drink Drank Drunk Tank Bouncer }@ fubar DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR, AND LOYALTY ABOVE ALL Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar DRINK DRANK DRUNK Fine Print: Band of Brothers .. LMAO.. now that is the biggest crock of bullshit i have ever heard.... My CurseBy Killswitch EngageBest Video Codes

Im Still 24 Rates Down
I just want to say thanks to every one who helped me in this contest and want to say ill help you in any way just ask Im in a support the troops contest in today to go please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ]

For My Molly...
After a night of drinking dancing and flirting we finally head back to my place. You’ve had a lot to drink tonight so as son as we get inside you head towards the bathroom. I shrugged and plopped down on the couch to watch the news. You come in and sort of “splat” onto the floor with a giggle…you lay there trying to watch TV as the room continues to spin. As I sat there, my attention keeps being drawn to your beautiful body. You’re cute and sexy with gorgeous hair. Your breasts strained up against the tight white tank-top you’re wearing. Although I tried to keep my eyes on the television screen, they keep sneaking peeks at the barely visible nipples. When you walked by me once to get something out of your purse, it was worse. You were wearing one of those new short skirts that flared out. As you passed by me, I could clearly see up it to the curve of her sweet little buttock. I stared at that smooth flesh flexing and felt my cock suddenly harden. I hastily crossed my legs to hide t

Pms=insanity
For at least two days of every month I turn into a psychotic bitch. There is really no getting around this issue. I suppose I could eat more soy, take Adavan, or shackle myself in a padded room until the full moon passes. I cry at the drop of a hat, react instantly with fury to insignificant comments and everything is taken as a personal attack to my already fragile ego. My poor children tip toe around me and each other, waiting for yet another completely random intense eruption of nonsense that could only compete with a hormonal Vesuvius. There is no logical thought process, even *girl logic* is offline during this time. I find myself festering and pouting and scowling about nothing and everything. Very few things appease this. Of course chocolate cheesecake and copious amounts of chardonnay do help somewhat, but in the end they are empty calories that I will feel huge amounts of guilt for consuming after the fact. And the cycle continues. Nobody that has the unfortunate privilege of

Long Trip-travelling Need Help
I am taking my first trip across the states. I am going to be taking a 15 month old. I need to know what I should take for him, to play with etc. He does good on long car trips. I also need help about food and snacks. Due to medical problems fast food needs to be limited to a minimum. Any tips would be great too.

What's Love
What's Love What makes love, love? It's everything Inside and out Below and above The good And the bad And The happy And the sad It's the feeling That you feel That you can't help But know is real It can happen in seconds Or it can take years But it will always Dry your tears And, take away All of your fears Love is wonderful As you already know But always Let Your LOVE show by Terry

What Color Is Your Aura?
What Color Is Your Aura? Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?

In A Contest
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&albumid=500272&i=47715067 PLESE COME HELP ME IN MY VERY FIRST CONTEST!!!!!!!!!! I AM CALLING IN ON ALL MY FAVORS (LOL) MY TURN FOR HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&albumid=500272&i=47715067

Death In My Family
I was sitting here, when I heard the phone ring. I reached over, and picked it up. I saw on the caller ID that it was my mom. Okay, that's weird...she was just here this morning. I answered the phone. me "hey mom" mom "great grandma died" me "what? we were just talking about her" mom "I know. she died about 20 minutes ago" me "wow, okay..." mom "i'll talk to you later, I have to call everyone else" me "k, bye mom" mom "bye" My great-grandmother, a widow of the past 16 years, died today at the age of 99 years old! I'm in shock. When I was young, my great grandmother and I were fairly close. She would tell me stories about her life growing up while she played with my hair. I loved my great grandmother so much. As she aged, she devoloped Altzheimerz. She got to the point where she was mean to everyone, and then where she didn't know anybody. So while my mom was here this morning, she recieved a call on her cell phone and told me to write down the name Jenni

Merv Griffin Dead At 82
He made answers questions and vowels commodities Merv Griffin's life was a medley of success: Creator of TV icons "Jeopardy!" and "Wheel of Fortune," talk show impresario and, ultimately, business tycoon. By Dennis McLellan, Los Angeles Times Last update: August 12, 2007 – 9:05 PM Print this story E-mail this story Save to del.icio.us Share on newsvine Share on Digg Related Content Talk show host Merv Griffin speaks in front of a television audience. The entertainer and entrepreneur has died at age 82. Associated Press Griffin's empire Audio: Music from 'Jeopardy' Audio: Merv Griffin says daytime TV was special Audio: Merv Griffin talks about 'Jeopardy' and 'Wheel of Fortune' More from Obituaries He made answers questions and vowels commodities Deaths elsewhere Griffin's empire Deaths elsewhere Bob Madryga tried to keep kids out of trouble LOS ANGELES - Merv Griffin, a onetime big-band singer who leveraged his later career as a TV talk-show hos

Cleavage Wins Boob Job
MEN'S magazine Zoo has been blasted for a sleazy competition that invites male readers to "win" their girlfriend a boob job by sending in shots of her cleavage. Women's health groups have attacked the magazine, branding the competition a poor-taste publicity stunt that is unethical and possibly even illegal. "I'm disgusted and appalled, and very doubtful they can even offer major body modification as a prize," said public health researcher Dr Jenny O'Dea of the University of Sydney. "You simply cannot treat women in this way, like objects there for men's satisfaction." Zoo Weekly magazine has launched the online competition offering $10,000 breast implants as a prize to the girl "who deserves it most". "One lucky Zoo reader will be able to give his girlfriend the ultimate present," said magazine editor Paul Merrill. "It's impossible to think of a more romantic gift than new breasts. It's the gift that keeps on giving." The magazine has called for men, or their girl

Roy Contacted Me!!! Hell No!
Roy had the audacity to call me! He (SEEMED) genuinly interested in how I have been. I was not happy. And showed it. I told him that I have been fine. No problems. (I didn't speak much.) The tone in my voice was apparent. I was very angry. I asked him if he received that LETTER. He replied he didn't understand what I was talking about. No he hadn't received anything. I told him it was months and months ago. He said no, that he didn't get anything back really from his old apartment. That he has moved to Dublin. He's not living with his sister but with someone else. I remember him telling me about a guy that he was trying to move in with. A possible roommate up in Dublin. I don't remember the specifics, but I do remember I wasn't happy with the arrangements at the time. Anyway, I was PISSED. If you recall in the letter I had expressely stated for him to never contact me in any way shape or form again. All this time, I assumed he understood. Well considering he's a backstabbing

Untilited Love Poem
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you alre

My Friends
Hi my babes.. I am not around much as I have been quite ill.. I am having test etc.. fingers crossed they will get to the bottom of it .. at the moment can't stay on the comp much as it hurts my eyes.. will come back as soon as I can. best wishes to you all and hope you are having fun.. love to you all and loads of hugz.. Alexia xxxx

Passion
i can't write anymore... something i have always loved to do and i have lost my passion for it.. why is that??? is my muse dead?? i stare at the blank page and i cant seem to find the words i need to say.. maybe they are in there, but i just cant see them for all the other stuff floating around in my head... i hate this feeling. i try so hard to not be in this mood,and writing is usually the one thing to get me out of it, but i cant even find comfort there... why????

Pain In The Grass Concert
THE BIG PAIN IN THE GRASS CONCERT TOOK PLACE IN WASHINGTON SATE. UNFORTUNATLY I DIDN'T GET TO GO. HEADLINING THE CONCERT WAS GODSMACK, WITH PROFORMANCE BY BUCKCHERRY, FINGER ELEVEN, AND I FORGEET WHO ELSE WAS THERE. I'D LOVE TO HEAR FROM ANY OF U WHO WENT HOW IT WAS, AND ANY OTHER INFO U WOULD LIKE TO SHARE.

Are You Ready To Be A Wife?
You Are Ready to Get Married You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down. Are You Ready To Be A Wife?

What Hit Song Of 2005 Are You?
Your 2005 Song Is Don't Cha by the Pussycat Dolls "Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me" What happens in 2005, stays in 2005! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun. You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

What Christmas Carol Are You?
Your Christmas Song Is It's The Most Wonderful Time of the Year It's the most wonderful time of the year With the kids jingle-belling And everyone telling you Be of good cheer It's the most wonderful time of the year Hands down, Christmas is your favorite holiday ever And you always enjoy every moment of it What Christmas Carol Are You?

Dirty Bombs, Gut Feelings And False-flags
The following was passed over the transom by my retired attorney friend, Winston Smith. Right after I received it, this appeared in the paper: Access denied We both hope that reality does not pan out in this fashion but the signs on the horizon seem to lead to this conclusion. -------------- Dirty Bombs, Gut Feelings and False-Flags: An Examination of Implications of Recent Remarks by Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff and Economist Mr. Paul Craig Roberts - by Winston Smith Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff's comments recently about his 'gut feeling' regarding a terrorist attack against the US being imminent were cause for alarm on a number of levels, but information recently gleaned about the specifics of the comments require further analysis and a robust discourse on a rather painful subject most Americans are ignorant of, and/or would rather avoid or ignore entirely. Apparently, while speaking to The University of Southern California's Center f

Piece Of Eight Now On Myspace!
I am now managing a new local band called Piece of Eight. You can check em' out on myspace at: www.myspace.com/pieceof8. The myspace site was just started, so there is no music or anything yet, but stop by anyway and show em' your support!

A True Dream
Someone once told me That dreams do come true, And I've experienced that The day I gave my heart to you. I've cherish that very momnet So precious inside my heart, And made a wish for me and you To never ever part. If ever there's a problem Or things are not going right, I'll make sure and sit down with you and discuss it until it is bright. I can't hide the love for you So dear, precious and true, If ever I was to loose this love, I promise that my heart will lead back to you.

Stupid Intolerant Hicks....
I just read a MuMM by some inbred piece of work that claims in his own words that "the South supports the military more than the rest of the country"... Now his statement has ZERO proof to back this ludicrious statement up with and most, along withe me, think he is being a tad racist... It just chaps my ass when some harebrain comes along and tries to push things off on people like that...I mean if he wants to go play Aryan Crud with his little inbred assmonkeys thats one thing, but keep your racist beliefs to yourself please... I really hate people like that...Grrrrrr.... I am one of the most tolerant people here and I have friends from ALL walks of life but people like him, should be shot... Nuff said...

Another Damn Flare-up!!
Some days it just doesn't pay to be alive. I don't know how many people are aware of my disease or know what it is. I am not here now to educate you, if you are reading this I'm sure you can find some info online. I am here strictly to try to maintain my sanity and get through the fucking EXCRUCIATING PAIN that I am currently in. It is such that I am basically trapped in my own fucking mind. I can barely walk right now. This means that I must use a goddamn wheelchair to get around. I'll be 30 on 09/09, yet I feel 130. A crazy, horny guy trapped in the body of a doddering old man. I know life ain't fair, but shit, enough is enough. I know that the docs can do more to control my pain, but it seems that they are afraid of my becoming an addict. This seems to me to be counter-intuitive. wouldn't helping control my pain be more conducive to my mental health? Don't make no sense to me, but I'm the guy trembling with tears streaming down his face.

Why Are There So Many Reposts?
Can't anyone think of things to say? Also, why are the subjects that get reposted so weak? Might be the combination of all the crap around lately. They give notes as we enter asking us to get more people on this site. The bouncers make normal surfing a pain. The haters are just ugly. The whole of fubar comes to a standstill when there is any load of people on line. Thank goodness for all my friends or I'd be long gone.

Ur Shi%tin Me!!!!
i was asked in the shoutbox to enter a best tummy/abs contest, i hate contests so i linked her to a pic as a joke, now that pic is in the contest,lmfao ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ best abs/tummy on fubar contest starts monday the 13th till thursday the 16th itll be around noon time est for the start and around 10pm est for the end Bombing is ok comment = 1pt rate = 2pts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ anybody that knows me knows i dont usually care about contest but... it would be funny if my pic won this one,lmfao soooo.... if ur bored go rate n comment thanks ~NNC~ *have an awesome day!!!*

Help Him To Level Up Please
Friends , Please can yall come help my friend to level up Hes less about at 6,600 points to go now Thank you very much. my music is in my stash 2NEW SONGS under trackz please rate!!!!!!....and yep i rap>>>@ fubar

Aquarius
Yeah...pretty much me... Aquarius About Your Sign... Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "

I Long....
I long to hear the soft whispers of delight emitting from her lips. Her breath catching as her hips arch, ankles locking, eyes rolling back in her head. The way her body quivers beneath my touch, her eyes roll at my taste. Her fingers pushing and buried in my hair as her whimpers escape her trembling lips...

Just A Thought
So I'm sitting here thinking about all the things that have happened to me in the past couple of years. All the relationships I've had with different people friends and lovers who have left. As I move forward I recall the pain I felt at there betrail the hurt that came with there lies. As I move forward into the encounter with someone I am leary of intention and it cause me to hide myself. For fear of being hurt again. I want to relax and let people in I like to be open with people and be who I really am without fear. Betrail so crule I am the sweetest person you'll ever meet but when I have been hurt I am your worst nightmere. I want to be loved to be understood to not fear what I belive. Who has the right to chose your path to chose how to live your life to the fullest only you know your heart be true to it and be free. When love comes to you accept it with open arms. Love so fragile a thing so easily we play with the word. How to know when it is truely ment and shared. How do you kn

Jawwwwgagirl
Read Jawwwga Girls last blog, she posted a blog about the graphics she is making for the family....she has a FU-Bombers folder, the last folder in her pics...go see what she has made so far...if you like one send her the link to or tell her which pic you want and which tag you want and she can make you one...but go read her blog....

Dragons
Mandarin Chinese. I don't know if this is any interest to anyone, but I found it fastizing. The Dragon : the claws mean different things, in different Cultures. DRAGON TOES It is sometimes noted that the Chinese dragons have five toes on each foot, Korean dragons have four, while the Japanese dragons have three. To explain this phenomenon, Chinese legend states that all Imperial dragons originated in China, and the further away from China a dragon went the fewer toes it had. Dragons only exist in China, Korea, and Japan because if they traveled further they would have no toes to continue. The Japanese legend has a story similar to the Chinese one. The further they traveled the more toes they grew and as a result, if they went too far they would have too many toes to continue to walk properly. Nine Classical Types: From Chinese Culture. Tianlong (天龍, tiān lÒng: literally "heaven dragon"), The Celestial Dragon - the ruler of the dragons.

Like A Sock Fulla Nickles
Originally posted from my Livejournal, and rivived by the Jaguar I am to play the game again :) Not to say rubber hoses are the worst threat, but *grins* I like playing :P I am hereby shamed & post chastised by the Blogg-y police for playing with others and hording my toys :) Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more Cheers!

Bad Things Happen To Good People
God's Fighting me again... I can feel it he's trying to make me fail and fall again. He took my happiness away the dreams are worse then ever and i'm slowly losing cohesion in my mind again. I not off for no reason wake up in different parts of the house. i am constantly reminded daily that god is a giant kid with a magnifying lens and we are all the ants.. I wish he would leave me alone...

Not Really A Rant But....
I was having a "discussion" with someone about single parenting.. Now I am a single parent. My son is 13.. I raised him on my own with no help from his father. I worked full time.. 2 jobs at one point.. even had one job where I was able to take him with me to work.. came home, cleaned, fed him.. etc.. Now, this person I was discussing things with, seemed to think that single parents dont have it near as hard as they say. With child support they are "living the life" so they think. I was like HELLO!!! I am court ordered to recieve 157 dollars a month in child support. I might see 50 of it.. if I am lucky. Enforcing that order gets me the "you should be happy with that, its not what he owes or what he's supposed to pay, or even on time, but at least you get it". Now, yes.. single parents make that choice for thier children, I would hope its for their kids... they choose to raise their children, not pawn them off on others.. they work, they come home to put in another 5 or 6 h

My Newly Started Fund
Well ...I have officially started a new fund for myself...its the "Heather wants a Harley Fund" ....Though not to many members of my family are keen on this idea..my 68 year old grannie..says if I get one..she will ride with me...lol I always knew gram was a wild one! So I dont have much there but, Im already scoping them out. I want a custom one...so I shall have plenty of time to plan. I love Harley's...I have always wanted one...I hear them a mile away and it makes me wanna....oh wait this isnt a NSFW entry ...anyway you get the picture. And what better to go with a Harley ..then the leather...Oh baby!

Dang!!!!
FOR THE PPL OUT THERE THAT LIKE TO MAKE PPL FEEL DUMB CUZ THEY CANT SPELL YOU NEED TO BACK OFF HAVE U NEVER HERD OF LEARNING PROBLEMS BEFORE? I MEAN COME ONE USE SOME COMMEN SENCE BEFORE YOU SAY STUFF...I WENT TO SCHOOL TYVM!!!!!!

2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse

People Taken' Personal Photos
i missed up an left my pics,,so everyone can veiw,,,mistake #1,,had someone come an take a photo of me an made it into an pic with them and had it morph to two wolfs kiss'n,,,seems like there would have been a ????there...like do you care if i do this,,,,,,but no,,,just took it an some dude who made it has it on his page an she has it as her primary one...i think people like this should be removed from fubar..there take'n away from some of the fun of photo share'n ...so i made most of mine friends only...had to vent ...thank..in if the one who has this morph comes threw here please sHoW respect an remove thanks SKINDEEP

True Stories! They Walk Among Us!
I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up a $46.64 charge. I gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again.. same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. ......they walk among us and many work retail..... I walked into a McDonald's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy-one-get-one-free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free," she said "So I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ..... they walk among us and many work retail... One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky a

Stupid Girls
what is it that girls dont understand about NO!!!!, tis girl phones for an appointment.. i say i might be able MIGHT!! to squeeze her in (MIGHT)sooooooooooooo she turns up with her 2 fiends 30 mins before i shut shop. her friend the one with the loud mouth!!!proceedes to ask me over and over again to do a small star (WOW) on her stomache.. i refuse saying im going home "go on man it will only take 5 minutes" how long she been tattooing??? i say i might be able to get her in tommorrow she finally say's ok when i ask her for a small deposit she say's "ive got no money on me!!! SO!!!! tell me this how was she gonna pay for her tattoo TODAY!! DER!!!!! i give up..

How Do I Breath
How Do I Breathe, It Feels So Different Being Here, I Was So Next To Being Next To You, Life For Me Is Not The Same, There's No One To Turn To. I Don't Know Why I Let It Go Too Far, Starting Over It's So Hard. Seems Like Everywhere I Try To Go, I Keep Thinking Of You. I Just Had A Week Of Calls, Wishing That I Never Let You Fall, Baby You Are Not Blame At All. Remember When I Pushed You Away? Baby If You Knew I Cared, You'd Have Never Went Nowhere, Girl I Should've Been Right There. How Do I Breathe, Without You Here By My Side? How Will I See, When Your Love Brought Me To The Light? Where Do I Go, When Your Heart's Where I Lay My Head? When You're Not With Me, How Do I Breathe? Girl I'm Losin' My Mind. Yes I Made A Mistake. I Thought That You Would Be Mine. Guess The Joke Was On Me. I Miss You So Bad I Can't Sleep. I Wish I Knew Where You Could Be. Another Dude Is Replacing Me, But This Can't Be Happening. I Just Had A Wake Up Call, Wishing Tha

Hey
HEY THERE EVERYONE, IT HAS BEEN QUITE A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON, JUST BEEN KEEPING BUSY WITH THE KIDS AND STUFF, THEY ARE BACK IN SCHOOL NOW EXCEPT FOR MY OLDEST ONE WHICH LIVES IN MICHIGAN WITH HER FATHER, SHE WILL BE GOING BACK HOME IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS, THEN HOPEFULLY I WILL GET A CHANCE TO SIT DOWN AND GET CAUGHT UP WITH EVERYONE THAT I HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO IN SO LONG, I REALLY MISS ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS, HOPEFULLY I WILL BE ABLE TO CONNECT WITH YOU ALL SOON, TILL THEN HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED YOUR SUMMER, AND CONTINUE TO ENJOY EVERY PASSING DAY...

Friends With Benefits
It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret! Here's how it works:Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass...There's at least 1 person on your FUBAR that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your FUBAR that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

Wake Up
Just running off my mouth.... I wanted to make a private Blog but i have no clue as to how..... But anyhow i have come to realize the internet is nothing but a huge play ground...u find a toy u like u pick it up u play with it,u get bored u go to the next.sad but true.... Here i thought i could use this play ground to find me that one special toy that toy u would charish and hold onto 4ever and never let go....well shit happens.. u ever have that special toy u love so much and u wake up one morning to find its gone? well u look n look and no luck when does one give up? Well i guess im saying i love to play.... and i guess once i found that special toy i was willing to give up all my other little toys just for the one...Now its gone what do i do? Do i play with more toys to find that one that might compare to the other or do i keep looking for the one i charished? Yeah i bet i messed with yur head on this one huh? lol love

Its Time To Become Miss Bitch Again
yea so ive been pretty nice compared to how i used to be and hell i havent even been that nice apparently now its time for the old midgit to come back. im really fucking tired of people and there bullshit. and people wonder why i always used to dissapear fuck you...when i find out who is saying shit that isnt true i can guarantee i w3ill make you regret it -love always midgit

Seether-remedy
Throw your dollar bills and leave your thrills all here with me And speak but don't pretend I won't defend you anymore you see It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" I don't need a friend, I need to mend so far away So come sit by the fire and play a while, but you can't stay too long It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for pleasure I see my heart explode, it's been eroded by the weather here If you want me hold me back Frail, the skin is dry and pale, the pain will never fail And so we go back to the remedy Clip the wings that get you high, just leave them where they lie And tell yourself, "You'll be the death of me" Frail,

Hey... My Fiance Is In This Giveaway And Is In Need Of Help!!!!!
Cup Of Joe Is Hosting ANOTHER GIVE AWAY! Cup Of Joe@ fubar AND I'M IN IT!! A little Note from Cup Of Joe:: Thank to all that have entered the give away. Good luck to all of you. If anyone still wants in let me know as soon as possible. Prizes and Details:: 10, **1 MONTH'S **VIP'S** OR A 7 DAY BLAST FOR 20,000 COMMENTS. FOR THEFIRST 10 PEOPLE TO REACH THIS. 1, **30 DAY BLAST** FOR FOR 50,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH THIS. 1, HAPPY HOUR FOR 70,000 COMMENTS TO THE FIRST PEROSN TO REACH THIS. GIVE AWAY WILL START SUNDAY AUG 12 10AM FUBAR TIME AND END SEPT 12 10AM FUBAR TIME. THE ONLY RULES ARE YOU MUST BE A FAN, FRIEND, NO NSFW PICS, AND NO RIPPED PICS WILL BE ENTERED. ** These are the ones I'm Aiming for and I need everyones help!! Greatly Appreciated and Returned!! as long as my PC is having a good day *giggle giggle snort giggle* ** Heres My Link:: ♥ Thank you in advance to all who help!!!! ♥

Axe Fight Champion
Well by a large margin-Jimi Hendrix is who everyone overall voted for as their favorite guitarist. In your opinion, during the axefights I posted, was there a guitarist you like that was never listed and was there anyone better than Jimi Hendrix? Thank you for ALL your votes and comments. I enjoyed knowing all of you!-Chris

Tarot Card
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Harrassment!!
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a woman at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air, and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes hercomplaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks: "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith. The midget." Lmao!! Have an awesome day..Tc n peace..Boo

Bones And Butterfly
Bones and Butterfly By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary Flickering her wings she gently settles on his skull, letting him feel the softness of her touch... Jousting him with the magical force That binds his bones to her sensitive wings... Fluttering tenderly she mischievously flew away leaving him dejected yet, she also knew that the gap and space shall only intensify that which builds up and overflows... Changing her mind, She flies back to him... settling on his rib... Searching for his heart that must lie within.... Butterfly kisses she blew upon his clavicle, She flickered over his scapula.. The longing that screams from his ileum, Enhanced the yearning she fights from within... Her supple wings Whispered his name as it wavers His strong Jaw cried out her name as it trembles, She quivers... He shakes... The intensity of such magic frightened her soul. So she flew away in pain… Never knowing how magnificent it could have been To

New Job
Starting new job on August 20th. Can't hardly wait. This is a great opportunitie for me. I will be getting out of the field and starting a new prodution line for my new company. Wish me luck on my new addventure ... One!

Think First
I am posting this to make people think first. This will affect any of you in the flint area more than others but everyone everywhere should read it. Sunday August 12 at 1 a.m. My friends Tammy and Robert were walking home from a birthday celebration we had at the bar. They like myself dont beleive in drinking and driving but as we all know others do. While walking home that night a driver swerved off the road and hit Tammy.She was thrown and killed. The driver didnt stop they kept driving not caring that someones Mother, Daughter,Sister,Family and best friend was lying there lifeless. Meanwhile Robert is tryin to get anyone to stop and help Tammy. Two men on a motorcycle pulled over to see what was going on and no sooner than they did another drunk driver hit Robert. he is now in critical condition with an unsure outcome. My point in telling this story is that when you drink and drive you dont just risk your life you risk the lives of other people. so befor you take that last shot or

Quitterdon't Even Know How Many Times I've Wanted To Quit My Job In Last 2 Years
Don't even know how many times I've wanted to quit my job in the last 2 years........Too many to count..LOL...But I have stuck it out just the same.....So,you can call me a loser or most anything else,but never call me a quitter.......Got my 4% raise today,oh yeah!

Local Heroes
(Reposting This Way. My Bulletins Not Wanting To Work Well) My father was a fireman, he drove a big red truck, And when he'd go to work each night, he'd say, "Mother wish me luck". Then Dad would not come home again, 'til sometime the next day, But the thing that bothered me most, was the things some folks would say. A fireman's life is easy, he eats and sleeps and plays, and sometimes he don't fight a fire for days and days and days. When I first heard these comments, I was too young to understand Cause I knew, when people had trouble Dad was there to lend a hand. Then my father went to work one day and kissed us all good-bye, but little did we realize, that night, we all would cry. My father gave his life that night, when the floor gave way below, And I wondered why he'd risk his life, for someone he didn't know. But now I realize, the greatest gift a man could give, Is to lay his life upon the line, so that someone else may live. So as we go from day to day, and we pray t

The Difference Between A Ducks Legs Is That One Of Them Are Both The Same....
ok...ok... this is the 3rd time I've deleted everything and started over getting whats in my head down on this "digital" paper. Have you ever wondered why that no matter how much positive you can do for a person, all the self sacrafice and effort given forth to a person there are always going to be those who just manage to turn the tables and drop nothing but negative on you. Makes it a bit harder to trust anyone... even the closest people afterwords. Still it always brings out the face in the person spitting back their diatribe as to who they really are. It's odd that after so much losing out and giving in to a lifestyle that is just below the average even set for oneself just because it makes that other person smile that it doesn't take much or at all for that other person to turn face and turn coat on everything between those people. So yea, I think i just said the same damn thing 3 times... I'm not going back and I'm no editing this.... not a blog editor. Ne who... some people migh

Blogaholics
Sometimes,when i'm in FuBar land, im not in the mood for people as much.(not saying that i don't want to be bothered by anyone)... Those are the times i blog hop. Im sure all of you blogaholics out there, know what i mean when i say that.. That means i go from blog to blog to see what other entertaining reads i can find.. I do have my favs that i visit a lot..Just looking at the different varieties of blogging are interesting to me... I love the variety in FuBar land, the different styles of blogging & the fact that people's blogs offer a snapshot of them as a person. I say snapshot because that's how i see it. Somebody may post a blog, to vent or let off steam & by the time you read it, they are in a completely different mood. I feel blogs reflect how that person was feeling, or the mood they were in, at the particular moment in time, but that doesn't mean they always feel that way. So i see blogs as snapshots & to get a whole sense of the person, you really have to re

Insanity
I borrowed this from Jester Gurl, thanks girlie! 20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go. 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The

Add Your Name
YOU BETTER ADD YOUR NAME!!!!! JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS. IF YOU ARENT ASHAMED TO CLAIM GOD THEN PUT YOUR NAME ON THIS LIST:. 1.Sharice Harrell 2.Lemar 3.Kyle 4.Teddyo 5.Marlon 6.Jarrad 7.Akeem 8.Mookie 9.Malcom 10. Bradford 11.Radaams 12.Jamiel 13. -el io- 14. Brian 15.Ray. 16.Randall 17.Train 18.Antwone 19.Anthony E. Williams 20. Takeshia Williams 21.Shanise 22.Stemma Miller 23.Chris Richardson 24. Theresa Cephas 25.Kimmy R. 26.Maya Aka Yaya 27.Macquin aka "Q" 28. Brittain 29. CHELSEY 30. Dayvon 31. Cassandra 32. Shavita 33. Sean 34. Bugsy 35. J.O. 36. ELEONOR 37. kaneisha 38. Lil J 39. TiiNa ! 40.Jonathan 41.YVONNE 42.PIFF 43. Isaac 44. RoB 45. brItteRs *I ShOuLd Have BeEn NuMber onE* 46. Kewnna 47.Artesia 48.Shayna 49.Ashley 50.Richard 51.Jeffrey aka Holiday Jeff 52. tiffany ~tiff~ 53. RaHeEm....Rah D 54. Tiffan3y--Tiff- Tiff 55. Arielle-> "Ari" 56. Jasmine 57. Chilly 58. Berenice A.K.A. Bere 59. Jazmine aka Cherry 60.

Time To Go
Hi Eevryone, Will it is time for me to go to Wi. again...lol Did u think i was leaving... I don't think I could leave this place ever.. Made to many good friends here.. I like to name them all, but knowing me i would forget someone. You all know who you are anyway... I will be gone Aug.16th and will be back just for a few days on the 27th Than gone again on the 30th until Setp. 10. I hope you all stay well and I'll see you when I get back Will miss you all Fireman7

My Sanity
Last week was the worse week of my life. Friday night I went to a concert and got whiplash from people being thrown on my head. Sunday I got stung by a yellow jacket on the cheekbone and my eye swelled up, looked like someone beat the shit out of me Monday I woke up sick as a dog Thursday they turned my gas off because of some stupid bank mistake I made and it cost me 125.00 + the 59.00 bill I owed to get it back on Thursday night I went to 378 and my car started acting up. Friday went to pay the gas bill and get it turned back on (never had utilities turned off in my life!) And my car completely died! Had to call someone to come tow me. Friday afternoon after my car broke down (I guess the last straw) I started shaking and hyperventelating. Thought I was going to have to go to the ER or something. I just stayed in bed all day, took 2 hydrocodones (made me better) Then the guy I am seeing says he will fix my car. I said it's a sensor or the fuel filter. O

Outside Fun.
With the wind blow in your hair while you are standing on top of the hill with the sun silhouetting your body in the white sheer gown, I come up from behind you and take you in my arms. I set down on the green grass, the fresh air swirling around us. I take your hand and pull you down to set in my lap. A large oak tree stands behind us protecting our back from the warm sun, which can only shine on our fronts keeping us warm in the cool breeze of the October day. Nuzzling my nose against the back of you beautiful hair and kissing your neck I pull up and off your sheer gown, exposing your breast to the breeze and sunlight. I lean back to lie flat on my back pulling you down on top of me. With your breast pointing skyward I cup one in each hand and softly kiss your neck. “You are such a beautiful and warm lady.” I whisper in your ear. I start to rub your nipples between my thumbs and fingers. You can feel me growing and pressing against your butt through my shorts. I slide the back of

Da Loser White Sox!
some fuckin jagoff named Da White Sox just blocked me cause i told him i didnt have a webcam and that he should jack off to some porn and leave the internet alone, so if you come across him and you wanna do me a favor, rate the bastard virgin a 1 like he did to me and tell him you did it for me!

Support Our Troops
COOL MySpace Comments cket.com/albums/aa294/pblogo/us/46.jpg title="MySpace Comment Codes" border=0>COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments HEY FAMILY AND FRIENDS LETS SHOW OUR LOVE TO THE TROOPS AND THEIR FAMILYS. i HAVE AN EX-BROTHER IN-LAW IN THE NAVY A NEPHEW WHO IS AT BOOT CAMP RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE ALOT OF GOOD FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR WHO ARE MILITARY. SO LETS SHOW OUR LOVE TO ALL OUT THERE!!!!

True Friendship
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best fri

Big Thangs Poppin
I HAVE SOME GOOD NEWS... I HAVE SIGNED A NEW DEAL, AND MORE MUSIC WILL BE AVAILABLE, WITH THIS DEAL HAS COME A NEW MUSIC PAGE WIT GIVEAWAYS, AND PROMOTIONS AS WELL... IF YOU WANT TO BE A REAL PART OF THE FUN JOIN MY SITE, AND SHOW SUM LOVE.... JUST THINK ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS VISIT THE PAGE A FEW TIMES A DAY AND LISTEN... AND TELL A FREIND TO HIS OR HER FREINDS... THANKS A MILLION

Please Help I Need Help
PLEASE TO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY I NEED HELP PLEASE HELP ME IN MY GIVEAWAY GIVE ME SOME COMMENTS AND HELP ME OUT U CAN GET TO IT BY GOING TO MY BLOGS AND PRESSING ON THE ONE THAT SAYS BLAST THEN CLICK THE PIC I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR THANK YOU KENDRA

Roses
His beloved comes to him at dawn. Always an early riser, he is out in the greenhouse on this summer morning, tending the roses, her favorite pink ones that he grows especially for her. They have a special meaning for the two of them, he sent them to her after their first night together, and she has always remembered and loved him for that. It has been his pleasure to grow them for his beloved so she will always have them to remember him, even though he no longer has to leave her side. She quietly enters the greenhouse as the sun peers over the horizon, washing the land in golden light. He knows she is there; he always does, but pretends not to notice so it won't ruin the delight of her surprise. She steals up behind him, the scent of her perfume sweet in the morning air, her bare feet damp on the tiles. She puts her arms around him and gives him a playful hug, saying, "Good morning, my sweet love!" He turns in mock surprise, a freshly cut rose, petals glistening with

Diet
So today I have to say goodbye to all the things I love. I am starting the Skinny Bitch diet. Wish me luck. And fuck all of you who are like, why, you don't need to, your fine. I am happy with the way I am, but I want to be healthier for me and my children. So far, I have given up chocolate. If you know me then you know how hard that is for me to. Plus I am weening myself off soda. Only one a day now for me. This is going to kill me. No caffine!! I don't know what I amm going to do. So I am just warning you, I may not be the nicest person in the world in the next few days to I get used to this whole diet and getting myself traind to eat better and stuff. Wish me luck, I am going to need it.

Vacation, Day Three
Written while on vacation and without internet. Monday, August 6 I started reading Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold today. It's a book I'd always intended to read, but the subject matter was so very sad that I feared my empathy would overwhelm my appreciation for the writing. I am quickly immersed, though, and find that despite the sad subject matter, it is an engrossing, beautifully written tale. The weather is half-heartedly nice, muggy but not too hot, with near-constant threats of rain, it seems. Still, the day moves as most of our vacation days do. The adults read or listen to music and keep a constant vigilant eye on the two boys. The baby is passed from person to person. Nolan and Cynthia stop by again, and we get to view the photos from their honeymoon to Japan in May. (Mental note: geez, do something about the photos you've taken in the last couple years!) After dinner, we follow Nolan over to his mother's to see their new house. It is huge and sprawling, but d

A Favor
I'm no pimp, well in my mind maybe, but I don't pimp people out and I am not trying to start. All i ask is that you rate all Kimmy's stuff like mad during happy hour. By the way she has one today so please give her all you have. It would be nice to see her Godfather Kimmy@ fubar since I am asking for help here is 2 more favors to ask. another godfather to make for FUBAR godfather list should be.... Please rate and bomb her as much as you can. MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*@ fubar If you feel energized here are 3 contests Mizz Shady is in. Bomb if you can or drop as much as u can. say good luck rate 10 or 11 anything is fine. Thank you. 75,000 comments needed please add Cup Of Joe he is throwing the contest. 90,000 votes needed 50,000 comments needed. Please repost and do your best. and be sure to let me know what you do so i can repay you. thanks. Much Love Ser William

What Ur Bdate Means To U
Your Birthdate: February 24 You understand people well and are a natural born therapist. A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around. You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you. You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people. Your strength: Your devotion Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness Your power color: Lilac Your power symbol: Heart Your power month: JuneWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Some Days This Place Is So Awesome!!!!
I wasn't in a very good mood this morning, basically because I only got 2 hours sleep last night. I fell asleep on the train and was almost the last person off. But then, when I got to work and logged in here, some of my good friends here made my day brighter in totally random and unexpected ways. You guys so rock!!! :)

Just A Little Notice To Those Who Know Wp
Im deleting it due to alot of reasons...which if you really need to knoe..just ask. Anyways...for those who remember WP pls give your support over to Crew Radio lounge instead as there is where most WP members are :)

Assssholes
So, this morning I'm doin' my little thing. Gettin' some email and shit done for work and on Fubar this guy messages me with: Holyone: "I bet this is not you" So ... I actually speak to him to see wtf he means. I thought it might have been someone who hadn't seen me in YEARS and couldn't believe they found me sorta thing. Me: "What do you mean?" Holyone: "This pictures are not urs" Me: "And why would that be? I have a Myspace/Personal Website/and I'm on several different pinup/modeling sites. So you can bet all you want darlin' but you'd be very wrong." Holyone: "Are you a whore too?" Me: "Only to my boyfriend." Holyone: "If you put these pictues there must be a reason." Me: "I model. It's about exposure." Holyone: "Your sizes are not ok for model. You are nice but cuby. Probaly porn model, right?" Me: "No fetish/glam modeling. However, your opinion REALLY doesn't matter to me." Me: "Aww, you're upset b/c you're too ugly to fuck or

More Insanity
Alright yesterday was what I hope to be the final major twist in this soap opera. She has managed to get the car reposessed. There will e no getting it back. I am out a ton of cash sucks because it would have been paid off in November, but I do find it a little ironic that whatever plan she tried blew up in her face. It sucks and I am now without a vehicle, but I have friends that already said they will help me until I can get another one Now for the twist she got me served a judge ordered writ that states that she will be living here until the end of the lease, which thanks to her is the first. I went out and found a new apartment that I had planned on moving into by then, but I didn't plan on her moving back in here at all. Although I am dreading her coming back, I am not sad, angry or anyhing other than shocked that she had a judge order served to me. That is fucking nuts. Anyway I appreciate the support and love I have gotten form my friends and fam here on FUBAR. You are

My Account
to my friends and everyone. i am thinking of deleting my account. i have been sitting here rating people for like 2 weeks now and i have rated probably about 2,000 people. i have had maybe 6 people come back and rated me. i like to meet new people just like anyone else does. if i dont start getting anything by friday i will be deleting my account. sorry to my friends.

Aryan Brother
I may not agree with your decisions or the choices you've made... Or the direction you've gone but still I’ll always remember those days... Before all the hatred and anger... When your priorities changed... And you chose the road that went the opposite way of the path that we blazed... Even though I respect your struggle... You don't seem to respect mine... Differences of opinion are fine... Yet you still left me behind... When you embarked on your journey through the fires of hate... Discovered a community that embraced your leadership and pale face... Ideas rearranged... These days you seem completely against the grain... I never know if you're just caught up or if you really feel the same... As the people surrounding you... They seem to draw from your charisma... A born leader with the capacity to truly see... The Eye of Ra... While I tend to view the world through the right optics... I've studied your theories but honestly see no way to stop it... We're worlds a

Graphics
We have another family graphics specialist. In addition to King of Grand Rapids we have also Jawwwga Girl. They both have mad graphics skills and will be making tag for every1 in the family...two different looks, one from each of them to swap out occasionally...:P YAY! JawwwwwGa Gurl ***WARNING*** Dangerous Curves Ahead :-) *FU-Bomber*@ fubar

Helpful Shit The Kitty Loves To Give The Ladies...
TIPS: Minimize the damage of a stolen wallet These tips were created by a corporate attorney, and sent out to the employees in his company. 1. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO ID REQUIRED." 2. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card Accounts, do not put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 3. Put your work phone # on your checks instead of your home phone. If you have a PO Box use that instead of your home address. If you do not have a PO Box, use your work address. Never have your SS# printed on your checks. You can add it if it is necessary. But if you have it printed, anyone can get it. 4. Place the contents of your wallet on a photocopy machine. Copy both sides of each license, credit card, et

Games Feature
yes the games were a good idea but i have a suggestion and i just wonder who else agrees, what about if we also have the choice of single player games,reason im asking is because some people get into the games eventually only for the other person to leave or not even get matched to anyone. do you agree

Looking For Love
Looking for love in all the wrong places His face filled up all the warm places His laugh his smile they did me in His voice filled with just the right amount of sin He said all the right things to make me feel fine Made me believe at some point he just might be mine Now it’s all over and he didn’t even say goodbye I say screw him with a lonely sigh He let me discover he had another Couldn’t even take the time to bother To let me know this from him Just posted their picture I’m sure not on a whim Well our friendship is done and we will part I’ve torn my love for him from my heart Never will he hurt me again no pain to impart Yes I’ve torn him from my heart

Good Morning
This is for anyone who woke up this morning and looked in the mirror and said " I survived another weekend!" This goes out to everyone that had to wake up and get dress and go to a job they did not want to go to. This goes out the anyone who rolled over and looked at the motherfucker next to them and said "you again" This is goes to all the heads that had to spark up as soon as their feet hit the ground! This is to all those that had to have a shot before brushing their teeth, You need to call AA!! This goes out to everyone who had to flip someone off while driving to work because some dumbass can't drive and talk on their cell phones! GOOD MORNING!! GOOD MORNING!

8-11-07 Road Trip
Well, I feel like a silly school kid, and at my age that is saying something. Here is what happened last weekend. I belong to the Intermountain Chapter of the Porsche Club of America and last Saturday afternoon we had a road trip and a BBQ scheduled. I had plans and was not going to attend, however as time drew near to the scheduled meeting time I was out and about and thought that it would be fun just to stop by and see some of the other cars. I am an introvert so it was out of my comfort zone to stop and chat with others, but I thought that I could even though I don't know very many other members. The club’s plan was to meet next to a busy intersection in a large mall's parking lot. Once 530pm came they were going up Big Cottonwood canyon to Brighton ski resort, and to a BBQ at a members house after that. We are fortunate to have some of the prettiest scenery, mountains, and canyons to drive through in the country all within an easy driving distance. The drive was only goin

Family Recruiters
We meed two family members who love the family, love to bomb, and want to be recruiters....let me know if you might be interested. How I recruit is posting special bulletins often,posted blogs occasionally...but I also have a shout box message I spend alot of time shouting to random people and freinds(write it in a word document and keep it minimized so it is available all the time...)...It's not that hard. It is just a job to make sure people understand what a bomber family is and does before they request to join...that they know they cannot join just to get help in a contest they are already in...etc...Message myself or Rachel if you might be interested. :P

I Don't
I don't have to do much, I don't have to lie I don't have to not be me. I don't have to try to make you laugh I am allowed to be who I am I am allowed to pay for things I am allowed to find you amazing I am allowed to love sleeping in your arms I don't want anything else right now. I dont' think I ever could I don't want to stop kissing you. I don't want to stop spinning I am wonderful when I am with you. I am thankful, and nice, and kind I am what I've wanted to be. I am just being myself. I want to cook you 10 course meals I want to wake up to you every morning I want to watch you get ready in the morning I want to share my small creeky bed with you.

My Book
I am working on my book. It is an collection of short erotic stories for woman. The response I have gotten from some of the stories are very good and encouraging. It is a collection of stories called "Office Happenings". It is a collection of short stories of "happening" in the office like the title suggests. Interested in a preview of the stories in let me know and Ill see what I can do.

Morning From Hell
Everyone who knows me, knows that I love Mondays. Yes, I'm a bit odd but I truly do. Today however, has been an exception to that. It started off somewhat ok but not bad. As the morning progressed it became intense with one particular client. NEVER in my life have I hung up on one, I did today though. After telling him that he did not need to speak to me like he was, he continued, so I simply hung up the phone. Granted it took him about 30 minutes to call back and apologize. Like I explained to him, I'm here to help him and by doing that will not help his situation at all. So I'm going to hope that the day gets better!

The Big Day
well tomorrow is the big day...they will xray my hand an as long as its heled good the cast and the button holding it all together will come off...then over time i get to find out just how much use of my hand i will regain....im anxious ans nervous at the same time...its been a long 7 week roller coaster without my hand but hopefully tomorrow that will all change!

My Brother
Ok heres whats happening with me right now. My brother who is proudly serving his country just told me that hes going to afghanistan for 6 mths or longer. He was stationed in Irag for 9 mths about 9 mths ago. I was talking to him and getting all the info on when hes leaving and where hes going and he jumped my shit because he didn't want to talk about deployment. Which I understand but at the same time shouldn't he understand where I am comming from. I mean I raised him because our peice of shit mother whose a whore was out screwing anyone that had a dick. And left us by ourselves. I was only 5 when he was a baby and so I have taken care of him my whole life. I guess I have to understand him and why he didn't want to talk about it but instead of yelling at him I just got off the computer and have been in a depressed mood ever since. Well Guys I will let you go just had to get this all out before I went completely apeshit.

We Love Our Sports
I just wanted to say that I love the fact that my San Jose Sabercats won the Arena Bowl a few weeks ago while I was away. I recorded the whole thing on my DVR and watched it after the game one weekend when I came home from my travels. I don't remember the exact score but it was something like 55 - 33 over the other team. Now I am interested in getting season tickets to the games next season even if San Jose is a 8 hour drive away. They are an exciting team to watch. Next week while we are on vacation in San Jose visiting family members my husband and youngest son are going to see the San Francisco Giants play the Chicago Cubs. We are also going to the watch the San Francisco 49ers play at one of their public training camp days in Santa Clara. As you can see we are a big sports family here. I cannot wait for the NFL season to start now so we can cheer for both of our teams... 49ers and the Seahawks. Yes, I know they play within the same conference but my husband is f

Ah Adventure!
my weekend was chock full of it. and it sucked too! first a very close family member gets hospitalized, that fucking dog went after my cat and ALMOST got my baby mind you, and I was pretty much getting updates yesterday all day on the fam member. The fun never effin ends. :(

Know What Makes Me Giggle?
These assholes that think they are gonna see my nude pics without first fannning me... I have had a couple that actually asked me "well how can i fan you I havent seen your nudes".. Come on get ober it if you wanna see them youll fan and stay fanned.. Im actually going thru the process right now has you know of cleaning up my lists. i noticed that a few have fanned me long enough to be added then remove the fan.... thats just being a prick there.

So Messed Up!!!
Why r women so messed up? I know not all of u r, but man, why is it that you try to do good things and be nice to someone, some messed up chica has to go switch everything around and make it seem bad? I'm just so sick of all u crazy chics it makes me wanna puke!!! I know, I know, us men are just as fucked up, and we're assholes and all that, I just wish we could finally understand the opposite sex and just be happy for a change!!!! DVS1

Jägermeister Vs Tequila
Nothing like a few days of hundred degree weather to make you want to sit out on the porch and do shots. So the family hit up Jer De Fete like we do every year, I wasn’t in the mood to hang out in the heat so I said that we would come over for dinner. We went and got my four wheeler from the shop only to have to return it about 3 hours later b/c people can’t do their jobs correctly. Oh well, it was to hot to go riding over the weekend anyway. So after dinner we hit up a couple of the beer gardens in walking distance and my dad kept plying us all with ice cold bud light, so how could we say no. After last call there along with my sister we picked up a few favorites such as a 5th of Jägermeister and a few more beers and went back to the B&B and played uno taking shots, well that lasted all of about 15 minutes then we ran out. So then we had to make our second run, we voted on a new flavor and ended up getting the tequila. So stocked with tequila (NO Salt or Limes) and a couple of 4

Prince Charming, Yeah Right.
All I have right now is time to sit around and think about what I want in a relationship. I have come to the conclusion, that although this is just my fantasy and will probably never happen, that I would like my own "fairytale" relationship. I want a guy to spoil me with flowers for no reason, to just tell me I am beautiful out of no where. A guy that makes me feel like I am the only person in the world to him. I know that pretty much every girl has this ideal relationship, but I am just putting mine down in words. I want my very own "Prince Charming." Poetic, hopeless romantic, big hearted, and obviously must love children. One who would do anything to make me smile, and try and keep me smiling. One that when he is doing something that really upsets me, tries to find a way to fix it, instead of saying, that he is not going to stop doing it just to please me, although that is not what I ask of him. If he is doing something that upsets me, and I let him know, I would just like

Young Guys
society places alot of pressure on us to do what is acceptable. I have been single now for 2 years and the majority of men I have dated have been younger. I find they have less baggage and are more open to adventure in n out of the bedroom. There has to be a rule of limitations though. I had the i cant date anyone younger than my children rule and it is still there but shaky...my present friend with benefits is two months older than my son....should I feel guilty

Not Gonna Be Around For A While
Hey everyone just wanted to let you know that I will not be around for a few days. I might be able to check in here and there but that will be it. For those of you who do not know my dads health has been failing he had a tumor back in April that was removed and thy type of cancer it was it traveled through the blood stream and went to his lungs. The cancer is now in his stomach liver and intestines. The nursing home has finally called in hospice for him so we are nearing the end. I am going to be spending the next few days with him. Please keep my family in your prayers this is a very hard time for us right now. Thank you all very much and I will try to keep everyone posted when i can. Missy

Sex
How Sex Starts Current mood: naughty A High leads to a hug, A Hug leads to a kiss, A Kiss leads to makeout, A makeout leads to finger, A finger leads to a hand, A hand leads to a lick, A lick leads to a suck, A suck leads to a fuck. So how many ppl are you gonna make smile after you heard this cuz, Sex is like math''''''''' U-add the Bed/ Subtract the clothes, Divide the legs leave the solution and prey you dont multiply

Rubber Cushions
Maybe I'm just old-school, but I never caught onto to the "LOL LMAO ROLFMAOSDFJO" chat lingo, I always thought it was dumb to put a LOL next to everything, seemingly making you look like a vapid clown. On the contrary, I use it when something's actually funny, but I guess I need to get with the times or fade away like rubber cushions...whatever happened to those?

:(
ok so im really bored and to make it worse im lonly! it sucks i just want someone to talk to and someone to be really sweet to me, but its so hard to find someone like that :( i know this is short but yeah its how i feel! ~mE~

Come Check It Out...
I am in a contest now. There is no time limit, I just have to reach 20,000 comments.....please help out if you can....here and there.....thanks so much...here is the link..http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=664485&albumid=449308&i=3335693005 all I need is 20,000 comments. I have no time limit at all. So, whenever you can is good..bombs away!!!

Sick Of It
I hate today. I hurt all over. It's hot as hell in the office. I don't have any work to do at the moment. My b/f is still out of a job and he doesn't seem to be in a hurry to find another one. I'm broke as hell. Tired as hell. Days like this I just wanna bita a bullet.

Sunday Afternoon Morning
Well, I think we all pretty much knew it had to happen sometime. It is just part of growing up. You change, your environment alters, and you feel certain urges that you are fully aware of but cannot explain. I am no longer a virgin. I have popped my Unholy cherry, and performed a wedding service. It was cool. Out in the woods, nice arch alter set up and covered in vines, white rose petals strewn out on the path for the bride to enter upon. A real hippie kinda vibe going on, so I was Reverend Chill, ready to read the 80 or so words I had written for the ceremony. That includes the ‘With this ring, I thee wed’ part for the bride and groom, with each of their names and vows fully typed out so I did not fuck up too bad, leaving my actual part quite brief. It was what Trish and Edgar wanted, and I agreed that I was probably not one you would want rambling when you were getting hitched, being as family and friends may feel a tad bit uncomfortable, so I just served the bride and groom with wh

Pissin Me Off
So Ok I Know Its Someone On My Friends List And Well If U Are REporting My Pics As NSFW Please Come Talk To Me And Delete Me While Ur At It..When Did A Pair Of Jeans And A Shirt Become NSFW? God Dumb Fucks Stop Hateing Its Getting Old.

Sexiest Look Contest Update :)
Well so far there are 11 people that joined this. Again its starting tomorrow evening :) And the other change is that anyone over 2000 points will get a Sex Toy... The Winner still gets a Blast and a Toy :)

I Got This Off A Mumm..
WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 3. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 4. My ears are NOT handles. 5. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 6. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 7. Having my period does not mean that it's 'blow job week' - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 8. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just 'wrecked it' for you. 9. Leaving me in bed while you go play video games immediately afterwards is highly inadvisable if you would like my behavour to be repeated in the future. 10.

Paid
I received a check yesterday for 2 stories I sold to the publisher of some erotica books. The two stories that are now printed on paper are also here in my blog. The stories are TAHOE STORM and SATURDAY NIGHT and they are free here to read if you are into erotic stories. With some time I will be writing more stories and see if I can sell them also. So now I am published on literotica.com, eroticstories.com and also in HOT & HEAVY and NAUGHTY WORDS magazines. Of course, as usual my pen name shows in the magazines as well as it does online... 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Facts About 11
Weird 9/11 facts Weird 9/11 Facts The end with the font is real, you have to try it!!!!!!!!!!!! 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the

Psycho Stalker
I made the mistake of trying to make friends on here and I did or so I thought I searched for profiles of married parents in my city to hang out with you like with like and the sort we hung out for a while than she started telling me her husband was abusing her and her 19 month old daughter I found out later he wasn't but at the time I told her she could stay here went and bought her and her daughter everything she needed and than some but found out she was only using me for the money I spent, my car and my house to meet men she than turned on my husband even made the remark about how I should know better than to introduce my husband to my friends cause they will steal him ...... my husband found this hillarious he told me what was going on and started talking to her only on three-way so we oculd tape the conversations and when he instant messanged her he would copy and send them to me to print out. One of the guys she slept with was about to be married when he told her he was going ba

Starting Over
Our life together is so precious together We have grown, we have grown Although our love is still special Let's take a chance and fly away somewhere alone It's been too long since we took the time No-one's to blame, I know time flies so quickly But when I see you darling It's like we both are falling in love again It'll be just like starting over, starting over Everyday we used to make it love Why can't we be making love nice and easy It's time to spread our wings and fly Don't let another day go by my love It'll be just like starting over, starting over Why don't we take off alone Take a trip somewhere far, far away We'll be together all alone again Like we used to in the early days Well, well, well darling It's been too long since we took the time No-one's to blame, I know time flies so quickly But when I see you darling It's like we both are falling in love again It'll be just like starting over, starting over Our life togeth

New Tracks In The Dust
Come inside I could talk for hours keep you up here all night You know maybe what's wrong And I know maybe what's right Come inside... Stay awhile Let me show you pictures of this innocent child He became the man who stopped the boy running wild Stay awhile And I see the shadow behind Is climbing the wall Towering over my head One simple fact Confuses it all I'm finding conviction Much stranger than fiction There are no more words It's just a language we've already heard There's just one more road I'm gonna pack a bag and let you go And make new tracks in the dust... Close your eyes I can tell you how I cracked the mirror's disguise I looked for too long saw the world passing by Close your eyes And I see the shadow behind Is climbing the wall Towering over my head One simple fact Confuses it all I'm finding conviction Much stranger than fiction There are no more words It's just a language we've already heard There's just one more road I'

Everlong.........
Hello I've waited here for you Everlong Tonight I throw myself into And out of the red, out of her head she sang Come down And waste away with me Down with me Slow how You wanted it to be I'm over my head, out of her head she sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang Breathe out So I could breathe you in Hold you in And now I know you've always been Out of your head, out of my head I sang And I wonder When I sing along with you If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when She sang And I wonder If everything could ever feel this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you

He Couldnt Be At Peace Living What Makes Me Think They Will Let Him Now That Hes Gone...
I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND DEALT WITH ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN MY LIFE THIS PAST WEEK. TO SAY GOOD BYE TO MY BEST FRIEND, HUSBAND, LOVER, AND SOUL MATE. AND TO BE BELITTLED AND RIDICULED JUST CEASES TO AMAZE ME. TO NOT ONLY HAVE TO TRY AND DEAL WITH THIS ISSUE THROWS IN THOUSANDS MORE. PEOPLE HAVE NO COMMON COURTESY. BUT THEY SAY THEY LOVE AND LOVED RAY. AND IN MY HEART I KNOW EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE TO FIGHT FOR HIM HES BEEN SMILING ABOUT. HE KNEW THAT I DIDNT GIVE UP WITHOUT A FIGHT AND WOULD ALWAYS STAND UP FOR HIM. BUT BEFORE PEOPLE KNOW WHATS GOING ON THEY ARE QUICK TO JUDGE, HELL THEY CAN JUDGE ME ALL THEY WANT DONT REALLY MAKE OR BREAK ME, WE KNOW AND THATS ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS...AS FAR AS HIS SERVICE WENT IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. LOOKED JUST LIKE HIM, WELL EXCEPT FOR THERE WAS NO SMILE. HE HAD LOTS OF PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND MISSED HIM AND DUE TO THE NIGHTMARE THAT WE HAD BEEN THROUGH TO GET HIM LAID TO REST WELL PHONE CALLS WERE THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES. AND THEN HAVING SOMEONE SO SE

Diary Of A Dog
Day number 180 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 9:40 am - OH BOY! A WALK! MY FAVORITE! 10:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 11:30 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 12:00 noon - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 1:00 pm - OH BOY! THE YARD! MY FAVORITE! 4:00 pm - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 5:00 PM - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 5:30 PM - OH BOY! MOM! MY FAVORITE! Day number 181 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 9:40 am - OH BOY! A WALK! MY FAVORITE! 10:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVORITE! 11:30 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 12:00 noon - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 1:00 pm - OH BOY! THE YARD! MY FAVORITE! 4:00 pm - OH BOY! THE KIDS! MY FAVORITE! 5:00 PM - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 5:30 PM - OH BOY! MOM! MY FAVORITE! Day number 182 8:00 am - OH BOY! DOG FOOD! MY FAVORITE! 9:30 am - OH BOY! A CAR RIDE! MY FAVOR

Come On Friends And Family I Need Rates Contest Ends Today Please Help Me
Im in a support the troops contest that ends today Im only asking for you to rate my pic and just ask one of your friends to do the same please come by and comment and rate my pic as many times as you want you can use the link below This is what happen to me in Desert Storm and I would do it again to support our troops today [ fubar.com photo: 2696324338 ] Please tell your friends Thanks so much

Friends Forever
Let's see if you're a good friend! @)-->-- This rose is for friendship @)-->-- This rose is for love @)-->-- This rose is for wealth @)-->-- This rose is for happiness @)-->-- This rose is so that others will love you even more @)-->-- This rose is for peace @)-->-- This rose is for a long life Send this email to all your friends. If you get it back you know who your true friends are. Send this email to everyone you care about.

Desperately Seeking Employment
I am looking for work in some type of customer service, I suppose. I'm great in retail, awesome with people, and have training in the medical field.. I reside in North East Ohio, so I'm seeking work near home. Anyone know some place reputable I should check out? I won't do fast food or WalMart. I do, however, welcome all suggestions.

Teenager
Well, since I'm not allowed to create a mumm, (heck if I know why I can't) I will go this route. I'm bummed cause my 15yr old had to go to jail on 8/11 for his behavior. He did hurt his younger brother and sister for no reason--had an "outburst". Long story short, because of that he has to stay there til 9/17. He has been diagnosed with adhd but being a mother, I KNOW there is something more wrong. It is sad to me that he has to end up in the "system" to get the help I now know he'll get. My mom went through the same thing.

Please Pray 4 Me N My Family. Especially My Cousin
I couldnt stop crying after i got the call n now reading it it saddens me n as i am at work am crying more Mother fatally shot on Staten Island She died after son tries to save her WABC Eyewitness News (Staten Island - WABC, August 12, 2007) - A son trying to defend his mother remains hospitalized following a deadly shooting on Staten Island. Related Links Police say last night Yvonne Rivera's ex-boyfriend shot the 44-year-old mother after her son came to her defense. The gunman shot the son as well. Eyewitness News reporter NJ Burkett has more from west Brighton. Detectives are describing what happened on Staten Island Saturday night as a heartbreaking story of domestic violence. The woman's son survived after he threw himself between his mother and the man who was apparently trying to kill her. It happened in the Elm Park section. Neighbors say the gunman was the women's ex-boyfriend. He confronted her in the driveway, furious over their breakup.

Ooooo ... I'm So Depressed Now.
· I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated your photo a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass rated you a '1'! 15 hr ago · I'm an ass left you a new profile comment! This realy hurt. Man, people are overbearing. I'm kidding of course. I do like kids though ... they amuse me.

Lol
dontcha find urself laughin at a wannabe player?? i find them 2 b positively hilarious, wen they think u hav no clue and r n the dark bout everything! yet u knew their so-called game even b4 they played it. seriously, playing a game sloppy will get u caught always, u can never hide from it. wats really funny is they xpect u 2 keep blievin their lies and stories...but wats really funny is wen they tell u one thing then tell another person the complete opposite of wat u've been told...then they just leave it out there n plain sight 4 u 2 c...c'mon, they think they r all that and more, yet cant play freakin UNO right if given the chance!!! LMAO once again another amusing side 2 ppl, of which they think is 100% authentic player!!! TFF!!!!

Photos
Hey everyone.... I just posted a bunch of new pics... Please stop by comment and rate.... This will be the last batch of photos until I level.... So if you comment and rate... I will level and post more... Thanks HarleySportee69

New To Fubar
I heard about fubar and thought I would check it out. Just what I needed - ANOTHER website that I'm going to be addicted to!! I must say though that this is much more fun than Myspace. It's been pretty cool so far! I've still got a lot to learn about posting things on here and I want to work on my profile but all in all it's been fun so far.

This Sucks
O.K. Here's the deal. I've been off of work for two weeks vacation. My last blog pretty much sums up the first half. Now i'm used to sitting around doing nothing. As the time gets closer all i can think about is calling in sick. Well o.k. i need the money so i should just enjoy my final hours of relaxation and go deal with the retards i work with.

So Saturday.
Some dog jumped my Quinn. I was screaming bloody murder of course cause he had my baby on his back and was biting at him. I guess his will to live set in because he pulled back and scratched the hell out of the dog who then released him. Couldn't find him for about two hours, but then he came back. Unscratched. That's my baby. :D

Yummy Lol
He takes it out slowly, looks at it and touches it with his warm wet tongue. Then touches it gently with his hot lips and starts sucking it with pleasure. He takes it out of his mouth and licks it, then bites it. Licks lips and then continues sucking. So yummy and juicy... mmmmmm... he loves ice cream.

Thank You My Angel
Angels coming out to play..... Angels touch our life each day. Though we may not know they are there, There are angels....everywhere! Angels can cause a heart to sing.... Angels give our spirits wings! An angel's touch can bring God so near. An angel's smile....can dry a tear. Have you felt a tug on your heartstrings? Chances are twas caused by angel wings. They flutter softly in the light.... Shimmering with edges of gold so bright.... We mere mortals to earth are bound.... Angels trod on holy ground. So next time you are feeling low.... Remember....angels are there....where ever you may go! Thank You for Being Such an Angel!

Gretchen Wilson/tracy Lawrance/heartland Live In Concert
EVERYONE I TOLD YOU ALL THAT I WOULD BE GOING TO A CONCERT LAST NIGHT & I HAD A BLAST....I ENDED UP GETTING BACK STAGE & EVEN ON STAGE FOR THE LAST SONG SONG WITH GRETCHEN WILSON. IT WAS TOTALLY AWESOME. I AM GONNA BE GOING TO GET THE FILM DEVELOPED TODAY SOME TIME & I WILL POST THE PICS ASAP.

Send An Angel To My Friend
Please send my friends an angel. Send them one of mine. A loving and caring one, The best that you can find Please send my friends an angel. And trust them with its care, Someone or something for them to love And always to be there. Please send my friends an angel. One to help them fill their days With hope, love, and laughter And the warmth of sunshine rays. Please send my friends an angel. A friend gave me the one that's mine Please send my friends an angel. A true friend's hard to find. I'm sending this because I care about you! Always remember... Angels are watching over you!

Never Want To Part
poems flow so free, like the wind through a tree, nice to have my heart flow, to let everyone know, the person you see, is the real me, i take the bad and the good, as someone really should, i try not to lie, for it makes people cry, i am some what shy, im not like any other guy, thats why i am me, now you are starting to see, the passion inside me, i live life for what it is, a gift from the man above, i try never to push and shove, but i would like to find love, so she can see, how i would treat a lady, love and respect, with no neglect, honor and truth, wouldnt be like pulling a tooth, for i am me, and my heart has been set free, devotion and love, as he has given from above, now i will sit and wait, to see if its my fate, to find the one, that can tame my heart, who would never want to part..............

Angel Of Wisdom
You have been sent the Angel of Wisdom! Follow her words of wisdom and you will be blessed! Don't be so busy adding up your troubles that you forget to count your blessings. The smallest deed done is greater than the best of intentions. Love is a language that can be heard by the deaf and seen by the blind. A house is made of wooden beams. A home is made of love and dreams. To be a good friend open your ears and heart more often than your mouth. People don't care how much you know until they know how much you care.

Talk Talk Talk
THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-constitutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiation THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me! 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance because I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool! 9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on the side of the road. 10. I must be going home now since I have to work in the morning. THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK

Peace Angels
Sun shines, Birds sing,Garden Angel's flowers bring. Sweet Angel of Peace On earth she is found Touching your heart With love that abounds Heart that is peaceful Her sweetest bouquet Bringing you comfort In softness today Call on her daily When you are alone Heart there to greet you With love you now own Gentleness enters With sweet gentle prayer Angel of Peace Her heart we must wear Seeking her beauty It comes from within Touched by her softness The love now begin Dove sent from heaven To fly on the earth Touched by her heart now Her peace gives rebirth.

Real Angels...
Every day, in the world around us, real-life angels are doing the things they do... and bringing more smiles to the world around them. Real-life angels build bridges instead Of walls. They don't play hide-and-seek with the truth, and they don't have hidden agendas. They tend to be the only ones who understand what you're going through. If they sense that you're hurting, they do whatever they can to help you. Real-life angels understand difficulties and always give the benefit of the doubt. They don't hold others up to the standards they can't live by themselves. Real-life angels are what "inner beauty" is all about. Real-life angels don't hold things against you; the only thing they hold... is you. They take your hand in theirs when you could use a little reassurance. They walk beside you when you could do with a little guidance and direction in your life. And they support you in your attempts to do what is right. Real-life angels multiply your s

Morning Angel......................
I'm the Morning Angel, I help you start your day. I'm the sugar in your coffee cup, The bulb that lights your way. I'm the refreshing water, You splash upon your face. I'm the one that helps you find Your worn out old briefcase. I'm the rays of sunshine, Dancing on your floor. I'm the gentle nudge you need, To get you out the door. I know you think you're not ready yet, To tackle a brand new day.... But remember that I'm here with you... Let's just get through today.

Happy Bank
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, freshly shaven and hair combed, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. already decided to love it "It's a decision I make every morni

No Do Overs.....
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the Earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the "good" living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life. I would never have bought anything

Dont...
Dont tell me you love me If you really dont mean it Dont tell me you want me If you really dont want me Dont tell me the things i wanna hear If you dont speak the truth Dont tell me you miss me If you really dont Dont tell me how you feel about me If youre only speaking lies Dont get to know me If you only mean to disappear on me Dont tell me you wanna feel my touch If youre really decieving me Dont promise me you wont hurt me If you already are Dont promise me you'll be there If your really going to leave me Dont make me feel like fool While you're trying to break my heart Dont even speak to me If you dont want to know me Just dont bother at all I was fine before you I'm fine without you Dont think you get me When you really dont Dont underestimate me I'm smarter than you think I know this game So just dont start I'll win in the end..

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value the gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and se

Angel Pennies
I found a penny today Just laying on the ground, But it's not just a penny This little coin I've found Angels put them there That's what my Grandpa told me, He said Angels toss them down Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you They toss a penny down, Sometimes just to cheer you up To make a smile out of your frown So don't pass by that penny When you're feeling blue, It may be a penny from heaven That an Angel's tossed to you.

The Passion Inside
romance is just a glance, take that chance, at the passion inside, makes hearts open wide, like your heart is in a stride, never to hide, passion burning so deep, its what you want to keep, soft moon lite walks, carring talks, holding that special someones hand, they make you feel grand, when you walk in the sand, sun rise comes to you, makes everything feel true, looking into their eyes, saying good bye to the why's, knowing this is real, that kiss is the seal, that binds you both to each other, it makes your body shutter, makes your heart race, can your emotions keep pace, when you see that special someones face, taking both your hearts to a peaceful place, hopeing it will last, not like the ones in the past, may your heart be true, may your loved one have the clue, that they are actually the one for you, as you are the one for them too................

It's All In The Mind
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the p

Packing Up
dang!! this is hard work. We have all but got the YES on our new home. Just waiting now to hear from the realtor and lender. So while we are waiting I have been busy boxing and packing up 7 years of junk!! We have been in this house for 7 years and it is too small for all the stuff we have. We are a family of 4 in a house of less than 1000 sqft. I know! Hard to believe but the new house is double this so that is why I can't wait! My kids will each have their own room and the best part...2 bathrooms!! And anyone with kids know...more is better! So now we wait..... hope you all are having a great day so far. Stay cool as you can. Man is it hot enough these days??? It made it up to 106 degrees last week here and being in the south....factor in some nice thick humidity....bout 115 degrees outside. YUCK!! It was a good week to box up stuff! Maybe this week will be cooler.... ~~smooches~~ Attia...I miss you darlin'!! where are you??

Bless My Puter.....(cute)
Lord Please Bless My Computer Every night I lie in bed This little prayer inside my head God bless my mom and dad and bless my children and take care of my spouse who brings me so much joy... God, there's just one more thing I wish that you would do if you don't mind my asking to bless my 'puter, too?? Now I know that it's not normal to bless a small machine but listen just a second and I'll try to explain... You see, that little metal box holds more than odds and ends Inside those small components rest a hundred loving friends. Some it's true I've never seen and most I've never met... never shaken hands or ever truly hugged, and yet... I know for sure they love me by the kindnesses they give, and this little scrap of metal is how I get to where they live. By faith is how I know them, Much the same as I know You. I share in life it brings them, So if it's OK with you... Just take an extra minu

Golf Ball Hunt
Off the seventh tee, Joe sliced his shot deep into a wooded ravine. He took his eight iron and clambered down the embankment in search of his lost ball. After many long minutes of hacking at the underbrush, he spotted something glistening in the leaves. As he drew nearer, he discovered that it was an eight iron in hands of a skeleton! Joe immediately called out to his friend, "Jack, I've got trouble down here!" "What's the matter?" Jack asked from the edge of the ravine. "Bring me my wedge," Joe shouted. "You can't get out of here with an eight iron!"

New Tats
well i FINALLY got then i have to get some pictures i finally got my new tat LIVE LIFE down the back of my calves! rock on the letteras are a blue that fades to black and it looks so freaking awsome so ill go take some pics and post um for ya!

I Am Home...
Oh its so good to be home! a little tired but i did Make it if anyone cared :D! But for now i'm in Ohio.. and hopefully later on the end of the year or the beginning of 2008 i'll head to Jacksonville Florida! i have to wait for all my furniture gets here and it won't be until probably like Dec. time frame when it does get here... thats the sucky part... but then i can get a move on and decide where i want to live at and stuff! well this Jet Lag is really suckin so i am off to bed again :D talk to you all later...

A Monday Giggle For Ya!
One day three old ladies were sitting on a park bench and this guy jumped out of the bushes and flashed them. The first lady had a stroke, the second one had a stroke, and the third one's arm was too short to reach.

Monday Links: O&a Live, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Coming To Dc On Friday, Traveling Virus In Virginia This Weekend, New Video Online, Car Crash Comedy -
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and Happy Mondee, kids! The Opie and Anthony Show is live and broadcasting on this wonderful Monday morning (oh, who am I kidding? It's Monday. The weekend flew by and you probably didn't sleep enough, right?). Grab a coffee or nine, and let's get this show on the road. Having a hard time waking up? Fuck the energy drinks, Turn on your PALTALK! Not only can you see the staff of the Opie and Anthony Show eating breakfast and eating boogers, but you can see the wonderful Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. Naked ladies just rule.) New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast pals Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have umm...a rather, umm...large...set of boobies to check out: RateMyWOW: Kitty Lee (ehh...thems some biguns, eh?) The next stop for the Tr

The Importance Behind Learning What You Subscribe To
I havent written in my spirit blog in quite awhile but i feel compelled to today.Its very early in the morning..best time to compose,so,here we go. It bothers me whenever i see people surround themselves with things and beliefs or tokens of beliefs that they know virtually nothing about..and have no interest in learning,just because those tokens/symbols are cool or promise wealth..you know what i am talking about....people who (UGG)put dreamcatchers in cars(fools....those are meant to be hung over the bed to catch bad dreams,so unless you are sleeping at the wheel they wont do you much good in a automobile)or put little chinesse buddha/lucky coins nearby for luck.the list of spiritual things that people can have/possess for luck,love,or weath are endless,so i wont bore you with a list,but you get the picture. I have news for the people who surround themselves with things like that they dont understand or REALLY wholly subscibe to..guess what..if you just dabble in something and d

Well Well Well
And so i went over to steve's last night to hear what he had to say .. he said that he miss me and wanted to try and work things out. I told him that i didn't like being treated like shit and that i was through with begging him to stay with me. If he wanted to be with me, he was gonna have to make a change and start treating me the way i deserve to be treated. I barely said anythin to him.. Just sat and listened. I'm basically through with all the bullshit... and am lookin for somethin real. If he can't give me that then I'm done. NO MORE GAMES. Look, I love him with all of my heart and I'm not sure what to do about the situation. To be honest, I don't know why I love him so much because of the way i have been treated by him. I guess I just try to overlook the bad qualities in a person and see their good... which can be a bad thing because your brain just doesn't wanna work with your heart. I'm not sure what i'm gonna do. I'm not sure i even wanna be with him after all

= Three Long Years =
got a phone call Saturday night, from someone i had not heard from in 3 years. seems my mouth got me in trouble, as per usual, and this time, with someone closer to me then i am myself. my lifetime friend Bill, who started off as a boyfriend of my oldest sister, and ended up more of a brother to me. hell, Bill is part of our whole family, and loved and respected by all - so, it come as a shock, to have this bond severed, and for so long. all is well, and to be sure, my elated ass missed the time apart, but it was my doing, and the taste of crow and my nasty foot for 3 years was shitty. anyway, he emailed me, and asked me if he had the correct email address, and this is my longwinded, overly verbose reply. (i know no one cares, so if yer reading this, piss off, it's for a mutual friend, and anyone who values a relationship) yup yup yup. was really glad to hear from you, made my year. i really didn't know why our bond was severed, i just knew it was my fault

Weird Laws In The Usa
Oral sex is illegal in Alabama, Arizona, Florida, Idaho, Kansas, Louisiana, Massachusetts, Minnesota, Mississippi, Georgia, North and South Carolina, Oklahoma, Oregon, Rhode Island, Utah, Virginia and Washington D.C. Although some of these sex laws may be old laws it is interesting to know that….. In Utah adultery, oral sex and anal sex are considered sodomy and can lead to imprisonment. It’s illegal to have sex without a condom in Nevada. In Willowdale, Oregon, it is against the law for a husband to curse during sex. In Romboch, Virginia, it is illegal to engage in sexual activity with the lights on. In the state of Washington there is a law against having sex with a virgin under any circumstances including the wedding night. In Hawaii, Kentucky, Massachusetts, Pennsylvania and Wisconsin vending-machine condom sales are banned. In Arizona, Florida, Idaho, Indiana, Massachusetts, Mississippi, Nebraska, Nevada, New York, Ohio, Oklahoma, Oregon, South Dakota, Tenn

True Friendship..
True friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart. When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing. True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is found It has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character. True friendship does not need elaborate gifts Or spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued. To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction, True friendship only needs a few key ingredients: Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust, Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing. These ingredients, mixed with personality and a sense of humor, Can make a friendship last a lifetime! This is just a thank you, my friend, for all the wonderful and colorful Special ingredients You've brought to my life!

I Am Your Friend..
You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your friend!

The Message Im Trying To Send
when things seem so dim and bleak, slow going goes your week, redness enters your cheek, while happiness is what you seek, here is just alittle peak, you are all beautiful in your own way, friends which i hope will be here to stay, beauty in side and out, dont sit there and pout, find the happiness you desire, let that in your heart become fire, get lost is what you say to the lier, dont take anyones shit, they are the ones acting like a twit, they are morons to the end, but i will always be here as a friend, all you ladies are beautiful and true, dont let someone make you feel blue, because they are the ones that dont have a clue, of that special person inside each of you, im happy we have met, with me happiness is what you will get, so smile and feel right, you are all a wonderful sight, true friends are hard to find, and you are all in my mind, so smile and be free, this is what you will see, no one can bother you, if you dont feel blue, to your self be

Learning To Let Go
For those of you who knew me before I left here, alot has changed. I am in the process of learning how to live on my own and be my own person. i feel so naive about many things and yet very fortunate that there have always been good people to help when I least expect it. I will have to thank you one by one as time goes by. Enjoy your day! P.S. Please be at peace. When I wrote the following poem, I was deep in my thoughts and somewhat depressed. I am learning to accept alot of change and emotions that I'd rather forget we all have inside. Eventually, I will be fine. But, my friends, I thank you for your concern. Broken Heart Perhaps that is what I need. More change, more pain, What does it matter. The result is the same. I am alone. I'm told help is nearer than I know, But, strings attached, Surprised? No. I expected as much, Still I yearn for human touch. I am a fool, I will stay on my own. I will wonder and pray, I will seek hope

A Marvelous Weekend Comes To An End..
Good Morning. Hopefully your weekend was wonderful. Mine was but, now it’s back to work. I seen this blurb on MSN about a Cockatoo that can talk, well that can repeat words it hears and does so pretty well, so well that Peaches that is the birds name is able to cuss like a shore bound sailor. ALBION, Ind. - People are being careful about their language around an 8-year-old named Peaches who has a habit of learning and repeating the worst she hears. Peaches is a Moluccan cockatoo, and staffers at Black Pine Animal Park say she used to be a pet in a household where she picked up a vocabulary that can be as colorful as her feathers. The bird didn’t miss anything when a volunteer construction worker started cussing recently after a chimp threw feces at him, said Jessica Price, senior zookeeper at the sanctuary about 30 miles north of Fort Wayne. “She started laughing and carrying on,” Price said. Peaches then reverted to a few of her own favorites. “Go away, shut up, shut your blankety-bl

Sex Sandals
Jamaican Sandals A married couple walked into a shop. The Jamaican owner said to them, "I have some special sandals I Think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what The man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, Being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sandals make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, Finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, Something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the Jamaican, Bent him violently over a table, yanked down his pants, Ripped down his own pants, and grabbed a firm hold of The Jamaican's hips. The Jamaican then began screaming, You got dem on the wrong feet! "You got dem on the wr

Abrogation
It was yesterday as i decided to stop DJ´ ing in Hellskitchen. It wasnt easy to make this step exspecialy cause many of ´em welcomed me with open arms as i joined CT and felt into the dungeon the first time. They helped me in many ways to find out what is going on and iam thankfull for it and i had a good time in Hellkitchen - so good that even the owner DAN made an open door for me that iam welcome to be back if i wish. The reasons are told and its almost a personal things wich belongs to the crew and myself. And again DAN is the one who let me go without blaming me or throught stones to me about my decission and showed me that its a sad think but that hes with me in it. Thats what i call a friend. Fuck off who cancels me cause of stopping DJ´in a lounge and welcome those who are able to handle me like iam - sure i was your Electro and Industrial DJ but thats not all of me and maybe its true what sometimes is seen on some profiles "its better to be hated for this what i

Going Away
So i've moved house, been on holiday and left myself 2 days to wash and repack my shizz before i go away again for almost 5 weeks to cali to see my man so everything is sorta in a blur lol. I feel like my life is moving forward in a positive direction for the first time in 4 years and it feels so damn good lol. I won't be on fubar as much as i have been in the past but i think my separation from the internet might be a good thing, for the time being at least :P Stil lovin all my fu-friends lol, you know you all rock :D xxx

What! The! Fuck!
Fine threat over T-shirt slogan A man spotted wearing a T-shirt bearing an "offensive" slogan in a city centre has been warned he risks an £80 fine if he is caught again. Forklift driver David Pratt was told by street wardens in Peterborough he could cause offence or incite violence. The slogan on the garment read: "Don't piss me off! I am running out of places to hide the bodies." Peterborough City Council said using insulting or offensive language was an offence, even if it appeared in print. Mr Pratt, from Peterborough, was approached by the wardens as he waited for a bus with his wife. The couple are now demanding a written apology. "I really don't see how the wording on my T-shirt could incite violence - it's humour, that's all it is," said Mr Pratt. In a statement Peterborough City Council said: "The incident is the subject of an official complaint to the council and is currently under investigation. "However, using offensive, abusive, or insultin

20 Dollar Bill
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 >>bill. In >>the room of 200, he asked, >> >> >> >>"Who would like this $20 bill?" >> >> >> >>Hands started going up. >> >> >> >>He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you >> >> >> >>but first, let me do this. >> >> >> >>He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. >> >> >> >>He then asked, "Who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands were up in the air. >> >> >> >>Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" >> >> >> >>And he dropped it on the ground >> >> >> >>and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. >> >> >> >>He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. >> >> >> >>"Now, who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands went into the air. >> >> >> >>My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. >> >> >> >>No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it >> >> >> >>because it did not decrease in value. >> >> >> >>I

Today
As I approached this day of the year, I had an attitude of blasé...it hasn't been anything special to me in a number of years. Since I have joined the "family" of the former CherryTap-now Fubar at the suggestion of a friend, Ms. Reckless, I have made a great number of acquaintances- a number of whom have become very good friends. My shock at the overwhelming response to my Birthday has me reeling and quite amazed! I am very touched that so many are so thoughtful, generous, and kind! I am so very touched-so much so, that I wanted to write something to let everyone know how much I appreciate them, and the well wishes I have received. THANK YOU ALL, SO VERY MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!

Message To Fans, Friends, Family
To all my Family,Friends,Fans at fubar.Please accept my appologies as i am going to have to sign off for quite some time.I am experiensing cash flow problems at the moment,and as i must put my kids first.I find i must sell my computer so to enable me to pay some outstanding bills.I would be very graetfull if everyone would accept my appologies.As soon as i can afford another pc i will recontact all of you.You all have been fabulous friends and i loved every second on fubar.I hope to see you all again soon.My love and thoughts to everyone.I felt i had to be 100% honest as you all have been with me.Thankyou all.Bye for now.XXXX

K-mart
Thing to do in K-mart (and i have done some of this!) Take shopping carts for the express purpose of filling them and stranding them at strategic locations. Get boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they don't realise it. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at ten minute intervals throughout the day. Run up to an employee (preferably a male) while squeezing your legs together and practically yell at him "I need some tampons." (Extra points for this one if you're male.) Try on bras over top of your clothes. Make a trail of orange juice on the ground, leading to the rest rooms. While walking around the store, sing in your loudest voice possible "I smell sex and candy" Walk up to an employee and tell him in an official tone, "I think we've got a Code 3 in Homewares," and see what happens. Tune all the radios to a line-dancing station; then turn them all off and turn the volumes to "10." Challenge other customers to duels with t

Men Are Fucking Pigs
Im sorry but this is getting old. I moved to AZ to be with someone I thought loved me but I was wrong. This person has already torn a hole in my heart and is making that hole bigger. And I know he doesnt care, cause if he did he would be here with me instead of out every single night doing god only knows what. He told me before I moved out here that he loved me and that he had changed, that was...BULL SHIT!! Hes actually treats me worse then before. So I left my friends, family, a good job for this. And the worse part is is that I have no way back. So yeah fucked myself over....

Some Times Feeling Alright
Sitting here day and night, sometimes feeling alright, waiting for the day light, wondering if i will find the one, who i would call hun, is she out there to be found, i never hear a sound, my heart full of fire, with passion growing higher, wish someone would want me with desire, will i grow old alone, or is that how im to atone, im honest and true, feeling so blue, to look into your eyes, to never hear lies, to wipe your tears, and erase your fears, hold you close to my heart, never wanting us to part, being there through the good and the bad, making sure you are never sad, is just a part of who i am inside, hoping you will never hide, our hearts to take the ride, to see where it will go, our love to always show, as i sit and wonder why, inside it makes me die, from my eyes i cry, for i am that unique guy, the one no one knows, in these poems it does show, for now i must go, have a wonderful day, as my friends i hope you will stay, so smile and be

Things Off The Top Of My Head
Write or post a poem of any kind..lets see who's creative. I'll start first.. I let you come into my dreams and haunt me every night as the darkness overcomes me it's your memory I hold tight I let your face flow through my mind I let your voice go through my head I let my tears fall down as I relive all you have said I let times from our past disturb my slumber dreams I let the nightmare unravel I rip the past right at the seams i let myself hold on to nothing but a memory of all that we once were all we turned out to be every single night as I lay down to sleep I hold you so close to my heart I let our two souls meet it's slowly killing me inside until I can take no more this internal longing that I have this prayer that we'll be like before. _______________________________________________________________ My heart empty... Everlasting love was cut short ...My eyes washed-out... Tears leave permanent trail ...My soul searching... Happi

I Hate The Month August
yes that right i hate this month this time last year i was at the hospital with my family cause my grandma had to go back in and at that time they told us that she might not make it till the end of weekend well she did and was able to go home a few days after she went in but then the following thursday the 17th i was coming home from my best friends house and my day calls me and tells me that my grandma was back in the hospital so on friday we(me and my mom) go up to see her and say our last goods bye's and that was very hared to see my family so fucking sad that night and it didnt help that my aunt was a fucking bitch to me and my mom yes i know that my mom and dad are nolonger together but that does not give you the right to tell me that my mom has not right to be here cause she not family yeah the right she is my mother and she all the right to be there as i do so the next day we head back to the hospital and by this time she had already pased away so now you know why i fucking hat

The Goodness Deep Within
Be honest with yourself. And you will see the wonder that is all around you. Drop any pretense of cynicism. And allow your spirit to marvel at the exquisite, graceful beauty in even the smallest of things. Much of what you long for is already well within your reach. Let go of the doubts, fears, and assumptions that keep you locked out of life's best possibilities. Look at the world with eyes full of wonder, gratitude, hope and purpose. What you truly desire is exactly the same as what you are destined to accept and create. Become comfortable and familiar with the goodness that is deep within you. It resonates perfectly with the intractable goodness that holds the world together. Though there may be constant turmoil on the surface of life, all is well deep within. Connect with the goodness that is inside you, and you'll discover the positive possibilities all around. -- Ralph Marston

Lying
I think it is really funny when some people figure they have to lie to you! Specially when they do it right to your face, and conveniently forgetting that you have known them longer then dirt.... When will some people realize you just don't care about what they do anymore and just be honest, or realize that honesty will get them further then lying will. I try to always be honest with everyone and if they don't like what I have to say then that is just too damn bad for them. I know this sounds really harsh but after the last year and all the bs that has happened and what not I just don't really care much what other people think. I am here to live my own life and take care of my family and my true friends and that is it.

Hmmmmmmm
I feel like being nosey.. and since you too are feeling a lil nosey! Before you get all defensive, all I'm saying is you were curious enough to open this blog, right? Well, why not answer a question while you're here, what are you most addicted to? Think about it.. cause I said MOST, meaning one thing, so what would that be? Mine would be my own happiness.. I need it, I crave it, I must have it ALL the time!! I never have a bad day cause I'm always in a good mood and I'm always in a good mood cause I choose to be happy!

Love Falling Apart
Hey baby how are you doing? I'm not so sure how I feel. I know that we are nearly over, but I'm no sure how to feel? I'm sick of all the tears Ive cried, and the pain is just to much. But I cant stand to lose you. I just don't think I'm that tough. No matter how upset I am. and how bad things seem to get. Every time that I'm in your arms. those nasty things I seem to forget. But I understand you now.. I was never good enough for you. And now Ive pushed you away. and I don't know what to do. You were my sun and my life. you were my laughter & my soul. I cant imagine being without you. its you who makes me whole. All this I cannot tell you. I'm scared for what will you say? I don't want this to upset you. I don't want to push you further away. I'm sorry for everything Ive done I know I don't deserve you I guess thats why we are breaking up you've come to realize it to. Well Ive woken up to myself. and I accept all the blame Its my fault I'm los

Back.
Stolen away for the last 6 days more or less, by 2 of my siblings. Both along with everyone else in the family knowing how nothings really been going right in my life of late. Took me away for a few days out of the city. Just some nice quiet remote little place. Never felt so relaxing. Knowing full well, that the only ones which could call and bother us were our parents. Was a big weight off my mind. Now though, I'm home again. I'm really hoping that things stay quiet. Especially after the phone calls I had off my baby's biological father. None of it nice, and it's not getting written here. But all is well with both of us, and for that I am doubly glad. - Emjay

Why This One?
Why this one Why this friend, What do i have to feel the way i do, Why do i have to feel the pain of looseing another friend to a decenion i've made Why Dose my heart feel like itz bein ripped out Why do i have to let this friend walk out of my life like he was never there, Why cant i go back and fix things before they got bad, Tell me why I have to feel this pain, Tell me why this friend walked away!

Fucking A
So Yeah no one on here knows me or anything but i am gonna go ahead and let you in on a little secrete. Since I have moved to Tennessee, pretty much nothing good has happened. Until of course 3 am on the morning of August the 13th. I was checking my email as i have a habbit of doing before I go to sleep, and checked my favorite bands myspace page. The Foo Fighters, and in the words of the honorable Professor Farnesworth "Good news every one" they are releasing a new album "slated for September 23rd" Shhh shaw. I'm pumped now I have something to look forward to. And an even better reason to get a job. Every other album they ever released I have been working for and was able to purchase like within a month of its release. Except the very first one cause I was like 12 and didn't know how to rock just yet. But boy did they ever show me the way. I remeber working at Mcdonalds and Nothing left to Loose came out. Good times, sorta helped me grow up back then. And now that I have graduated col

Almost Forgot, My Shameless Begging!
Please all feel free to donate whatever it is to the cause, i make my living off of my webcam shows, and i get my customers through networking (i don't mean i want you all to go run over there to my show, i just like to get to know people and get them to see me for more than just a webcam girl before they get to see me as one) ;).... Anyhow, any help you can give me, whether it's just making your friends come visit my page here, or donating a blast, everything is appreciated ;) for more ways to help me out, you can always visit sinamynlee.com and glance around there to find fun things like wishlists and such if you're feeling that type of generous :p

One Of My Sayings
I say... "Life is being stressed, over worked and believing that it all is for some reason when it isn't. But LIVING is always being happy, enjoying yourself and not letting anything or anyone weigh you down and hold you back!" You can say whatever you want, but thats one of the many things I say

Since The Other One Is For Writing
I spend all of my time online since i don't work, and I'm a major exhibitionist, so a couple of the other sites I'm on are more along the lines of the hooker skirt album pictures rather than the default ;) I'll be on alt later this morning, after i manage to get the motivation to shower and shave, and the other site later this morning or early afternoon. Although I try not to advertise, if you are curious as to where to find me, please don't hesitate to either visit my webpage at sinamynlee.com or send me a mail and i will let you know where to find me ;)

Intermission (last One For Tonight)
The sun begins to set as I come back into bed, still rubbing my wrists, released minutes before. stretching out on my back next to you, your eyes almost glazed over, the way they do when you are plotting, i wonder what you have in store for this evening. suddenly, you turn your head to meet my gaze, asking, will you will be a good girl tonight? i roll towards you, half on top of you, that depends, i answer, giggling, do you want me to obey, or - biting your lip, playfully - would you rather punish me? you respond with a wink, and a quiet but sincere, oh, you will obey. and you know i will... i let myself fall back onto the bed, my body still tired and oversensitive, i feel your fingers trail across my inner thigh, my hips move involuntarily. you know i have no control after release, you continue to run your fingers up and down my thigh, sending shivers through me, my pussy clenching in anticipation, though i thought i was completely satiated. gently, your

Random Idea...
Here's a random idea I had that of course Baby Jesus will never entertain. Mostly everyone knows that top level is 25 and it's Godfather, but I got to thinking. Why not make it so that once you reach a certain level, you can write your own title in there? Instead of just being the same as everyone else so to speak. And besides, is it really logical to have women as Godfathers too? No, not at all... I thought you'd see it my way! >;)~

Calm
a hurricane of emotion rain of anger wind of sorrow flashes of lust you stand in the eye surrounding yourself in love's calm knowing the worst is yet to come the winds shift you are drowning in my torrent of sadness my anger stinging as it pelts your soul the lust lights your eye for just a moment yet even you know it is just out of reach you open your mouth to speak the sky clears above you the rain shifts away the wind dying to barely a breath i realize... it was not my love surrounding you as you stood in the eye it was your love for me calming my storm no matter how briefly so we may find each other.

Once Again
I hear your breathing change it catches, releases you were always the quiet one my fingers are trailing up and down your body barely brushing your cock as they pass i'm testing the waters as your breath catches again i'm certain i can dive in the anticipation in your eyes is breathtaking on its own i feel my own breath catch as i think of your dick inside me i feel my own temperature rising as my fingers come to rest on your balls i lean down and take your entire cock into my mouth a slight moan escapes your lips making me instantaneously wet i slowly run my tongue around your tip my eyes locked with yours i feel every shiver of your body what reactions you don't give vocally you more than make up for physically i move up to take your nipple into my mouth you squirm beneath me, wanting me to go back down after a moment of sucking, i acquiesce your cock now harder than it's been in days i try to pull it all into my mouth again feeling it against the back of

Destined Kiss
wrapped in your arms, you tell me you love me as i gaze into your eyes, i reply you are my everything, all i need that you are the moon in my starlit sky you bend your head down, and your lips meet mine we kiss for what seems an eternity our tongues creating a passion divine feeling as if defying gravity our tongues dance together in perfection our souls collide through our mouths, together creating unseen, yet felt connection i just wish this kiss could be forever as the union ends, our lips slowly part i know i've left you a piece of my heart.

Resurrection
spinning and circling my emotions overtake me the whirlpool sucks me under i can't breathe i want to scream my tears are drowning me i can't speak i want to call out to you i hear your voice a beacon of light i feel your arms surround me lifting me from the depths of my own mind you embrace me a torrent of tears running down your shoulder you absorb my cries as though you are the antidote to my confusion, to my sadness looking into your eyes i realize i am still alive my love for you overwhelms me tearing through the darkness absorbing the whirlpool of despair i scramble to pick up the shards of my mind to reassemble them so that i can be complete for you my angel of hope, of light most treasured of friends the truest meaning of life my Love.

Predictability
spontaneity, unplanned anything, routine is the death of all i had a dream you came home i made love to you but that doesn't mean making love follows all dreams you gave me a back massage it led further, that doesn't mean i want it to every time kissing followed by touching followed by oral followed by sex does it always have to go that way?

Pitch Black
pitch black i hear footsteps, coming closer the door opens, then clicks shut i feel you climb into the bed you kiss me, i feel your soft lips taste your sweet tongue you kiss my shoulder as i pull my nails down your back you whisper you love me as i go to reply, you bite my neck my response fades to a low moan i feel your hand on my thigh as it moves up my breath catches in anticipation i put my hand on your chest rolling your nipple between my fingers randomly applying pressure to feel your body become tense you're teasing me now your fingers moving up my thighs barely brushing my pussy then moving back down i'm squirming now my hips moving down trying to find your fingers i reach down dig my nails into your thigh dragging them upwards before letting go i take your dick into my hand massaging your shaft which is already hard you run a finger up my slit a soft moan escapes me into your mouth you press your finger against my clit moving it around, loud

Summer Morn
Summer Morn. you are my sunrise magnificence reflected on calm waters in the quiet hours before the world awakens you're my summer breeze playing with my hair as i walk along the beach dancing along every inch of my body and you are the ocean strong, awe-inspiring and yet inviting me to fall into it's embrace comforting, an escape from all else you simply are my summer magnificent, playful awe-inspiring, comforting perfect.

Making Love
Making Love. I enter the bedroom you lie there naked on the bed i climb up and kiss you passionately, pressing my body against yours your arms surround me nails gently tracing down my back i reach down between your thighs massaging you feeling you get more aroused your hands wander as well teasing me not quite touching me our kiss has yet to break you grow harder between my fingers just as i grow wetter i break the kiss to reposition myself still within your reach i take your tip into my mouth still massaging the shaft with my fingers you slowly slide a finger inside of me a gentle moan escaping my lips as i take all of you into my mouth you slide a second finger in i hear your breath catch just as mine does you continue to move your fingers in and out of my body as i slowly begin to suck harder using my hands to caress your shaft while my tongue circles your head i know it won't be long still moving in and out of me, you use the other hand to g

Drift
the warm water runs through my hair and i hear you climb into the shower behind me you close the curtain reach in front of me, grabbing the soap you start with my arms, gently washing one then the other... then my back, my legs, my ankles back up the front my thighs, my stomach, my breasts you use your hands to catch the water as it falls between us then use it to rinse my body off you then massage my shoulders your touch firm, yet still sensual you then massage my thighs your fingers coming up between them gently brushing against my pussy your touches send shivers through me you realize your massage is coming too high instead of moving down you take a single finger and trace my lips then slide it inside of me realizing how turned on i am you withdraw it, massaging my clit for a moment then move your hands both up to my breasts gently pinching my nipples before taking my wrists, placing my hands against the shower wall you use one hand to gently spread my

Shackles
crawling towards you i tilt my head up my gaze meets yours i am waiting for you to command me i stay silent you slowly draw me to my feet i look away undeserving you hand me shackles i wear them willingly you lead me to the bed i kneel down beside it you sit down and put a finger to my lips i run my tongue along your finger then crawl between your legs my tongue runs up one thigh then slowly down the other i focus my attention between and gently take your head into my mouth running my tongue in circles around the tip i bend my head forward pulling in the entire shaft sucking gently, still using my tongue to stroke underneath as i continue to move you in and out of my mouth you lean forward grabbing the shackles pulling me onto the bed i look at you bewildered, as i'd not finished you lie back and pull me on top of you i let my pussy surround you as i begin to move slowly up and down i want to kiss you, but you haven't offered me your lips i stare into y

I Figured It Out!
Well...I have just come to the realization, no one is worth that much. Bringing tears to my eyes? WTFE If I have someone that is soo deeply concerned with what I do? so what? I am going to let this one ride and get rid of the thought of a new profile...for what? Some are too stupid to get it, and there is no reason my life on here or anywhere else is going to be compromised by stupidity....Just so you all know...I am woman, and I am strong..LMAO Thanks for reading..MUAH to all my friends and family!!! (giggling) Who Cares!!!

Old Man:-))
An old man sitting at the mall watched a teenager intently. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. When the teenager was tired of being stared at, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter, old man? Never did anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye when he responded, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son!!"

Savagely
we stumble to the door i pause a moment holding it open, you come up and kiss me passionately pinching my ass as i turn you look up, past my boots past my fishnet thigh highs my pussy clearly visible under my micro mini skirt as i climb the stairs i reach the top just a moment before you and you lift me up carrying me to one of the dining room chairs you set me down, spreading my thighs with your hands you kneel down, and without any warning slide a finger inside me i'm already dripping wet planning on making love you you and waiting for hours for it at this point you start sliding your finger in and out of me leaning forward you press your lips against my pussy and start to manipulate my clit with your tongue i'm moaning now, in a state of semi-sobriety, semi-drunkeness i'm trying to push my pussy harder into your mouth trying to make you move your fingers faster i lift my skirt so i can watch you better so i can see your tongue as it flicks back and forth

Mira
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Anthony Gormley
Visited the Hayward Gallery in London this weekend to see the Gormley exhibition and it was superb. 'Blind Light' is just astounding, and the rest of the exhibition is also well worth seeing. Only six days left, but if you're in London this week, make the effort! *edit* There's a couple of photos in my Art folder of the body casts Gormley's put on various buildings within one and a half km of the gallery.

The Irony Of Love
The Greatest Irony of love Loving the right person at the wrong time, or having the wrong person when the time is right. && finding out you LOvE someone Right after that person walks out of your life. && sometimes you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again. For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person. But in reality, some are so afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else. *Most relationships* Tend to fail not because of the absence of love, because love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much, and the other was being loved to little. As we all know, the heart is the c.e.n.t.e.r. of the body, but it beats on the left and maybe thats the reason why the heart is not always right. Most often we fall in love with t

Lifelines
One time to know that it's real One time to know how it feels That's all One call - your voice on the phone One place - a moment alone That's all What do you see? What do you know? What are the signs? What do I do? Just follow your lifelines through What if it hurts? What do I do? What do you say? Don't throw your lifelines away Don't throw your lifelines away One time - just once in my life One time- to know it can happen twice One shot of a clear blue sky One look - I see no reasons why you can't One chance to be back To the point where everything starts Once chance to keep it together Things fall apart Once I make us believe it's true What do we see? Where do we go? What are the signs? How do we grow? By letting your lifelines show What if we do? What up to now? What do you say? How do I know? Don't let your lifeline go

Days
ever had one of those days where you wish you could curl up and the whole world would disappear?thats what my day started out like.its a little better now but still sucks cause im bored and tired and dont get off work for another 3 hours.this sucks.

Today Was Awesome!!
Well the past few weeks I was debating on my choice to go into the army. Well today I made up my mind ands it's official! So in 3 weeks I leave for boot camp!! I am actually really excited. I had let some bad judgements get in my way but you know what screw it all! I can't wait! My family is actually starting to accept it which makes me feel a lot better about. I called all my family both sides and set up for my graduation!! So of my family I have not seen in about eight years so my graduation will mean so much more to me. Plus this weekend I am going sky diving with two of my friends. They have been trying to talk me into it and I finally caved in. So this next week is going to be very eventful. Well I will post after my jump. Wish me luck!

My Soulmate
My Soul Mate I never thought that I would fall in love again with someone as wonderful as you not a day goes by that I don't think about you being in my arms holding me close and never letting go... I always dreamed of having someone forever and ever now that I have you I am not letting go of what I have and feel for you... you make me feel like a queen i a castle happ to have found her perfect King after searching to long and wide in the shadows of the night... You complete me always my heart will never die but beat next to yours for eternity I knew from the first time I met you.. You were my soulmate I knew I wanted to share my life and grow old with and take care of you like no one else has ever... I want to be with you forever and ever and never leave your side I want us to share our lives as one to the day we go to heaven How did I ever get so lucky to be with the man I have searched my whole life for? I can't wait to say I do in real life so that i can we

Just An Update
well its official..the car is going bye bye....a valve broke and fell into the piston...1200$ job...and that on top of the other 2 grand worth of stuff it would need to pass inspection in october...well i'll just be getting a new car by then instead...one with far less miles... and of course b/c of all the crap going on otherwise i'm fucking broke as all hell...i'm just barely scraping by...if anyone wants to contribute to the "help krissi survive fund" i am taking donations now...(thats a joke...i dont want ur money)... oh and the constant paranoia of running into the ex idiot..thats a blast...and it's just getting worse as that anniversary approaches...by october i'll be a complete wreck...friday's fall like weather proved that to me...totally reminded me of the last few happy moments i had...and of course the collapse of my universe... but besides all that i still have the ability to laugh...good thing huh?...i'm hoping so...if ya really wanna make me happy u should come ke

My Prince
My Prince All my life i have been searching for a man like you you came along on your white horse and took me into your heart and soul now that I have you I am not letting go I saw the pain when you came to me your heart was scattered to pieces day by day i pick up those pieces and mend that precious heart of yours. I was lost for so long i never thought my handsome prince would ever come i felt like i was stuck in the darkest tower forever never thought i would ever be free. The day you came into my life i knew it was gonna be a happy ending the day you got down on one knee sent shivers down my spine and my heart race fast. I realized we were going to be forever you took me out of the darkness and helped me show my true colors and showed me there was more to love everyday... Written By: Virginia Itri For You Chad Lonely Soul

Love And Beyound
Love and Beyond I've known you for only a short period of time, but I feel as if I've known you forever. I tremble with joy at your every touch. The feel of your hand taking mine - I want you to hold it forever. I glow with happiness every time you're near. I want you near me now, I want to be with you forever. My knees grow weak in your loving arms. I want to stay there, I want you to hold me forever. My body melts with every kiss you give. Just the thought of your lips on mine - I want you to kiss me forever. My heart jumps to know how much you care. Knowing that it is so much more - I want you to love me forever. There are times when words aren’t enough feelings can’t always be put into words; because they are inadequate and often escape us sometimes, there are only feelings. There are times when all you need is a look; a silent, wordless connection between souls an understanding that needs no translation a natural, knowing stare that says

Loss Of A Mom
Wanted to thank all for the kind words and for caring. She will be sorely missed and her memories will live on my kids are doin fine and i will pursue what she left behind ill finish school and hope to work with the Juvinal Dept as a Probation Officer. That was her dream and ill do my best to see that legacy live on. OneHotPebbles

Please Help
I have been going through some drama lately with a certain person on here, andI have decided to try and get it out of my life. I have blocked all parties involved and am still to this day being harassed. Its making me not want to be on here anymore. This person has either gone under a different name and is still watching or is having someone give him info. Whatever the case may be, if any of you can help me, I would appreciate it. I don't know what to do...but I know I don't want to feel this way everytime I get on here...someone help me please?

Y0u Had Me Al0ne
Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.

Scam Alert...this One Is Sick!!!
I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her Myspace page. It was a VERY accurate letter as far as she was telling me that his dad had been informed at his job today,naming where he worked and what he did and that he was working out arangments so that I could go with him when he went to go be with her.It was also VERY accurate when "she" said that I was one of the first people she thought of and needed to talk to and she wished I had a phone...but she wouldn't be able to answer the phone for awhile because she was going to be gone today needing to be around friends and not wanting to answer the phone. Well,I called his dad tonight after another friend of mine pointed out some things that didn't seem right in "her" desription of how the military handled the notification.His dad IMEDIATLY put me at ease and le

A Soul Captured By Love
A Soul Captured By Love Never in my mind that I thought would I meet you Never in my dreams that I dream of loving you You came into my life and make me alive You came into my life and give me reason to survive. With you I knew what love is With you this feeling I do embrace You make me what I am today And for a while I was so happy. I learned to dream and aim high Look up the star even on darkest night These moments I will share with you I considered treasures because of you. Thank you for the moments shared with you Thank you for the things done when I was blue I know forever will never be gone gone In my heart you are my number one. I will feel proud to hold your hand, Showing everyone you are with me. I still feel you when we are apart, Always wanting to touch and kiss you. Your warm loving heart fills my soul, And you share it with me so easily. I want to please and spoil you, My love for you is unconditional. I feel strong and can be mysel

My Soulmate
My soulmate You're like an angel, you are so good to me, and your comforting ways always set me free. Your loving ways shine so brightly and comforts me during dark hours. You light up the darkest valleys and sweeten the air like flowers. Thank you sweetheart for caring the way you do. I am so very grateful If only how much you knew. I just want to let you know I'm thinking of you and I care. Anytime you need someone, know that I'll be there. When you are sad I m sad too and all I want is to comfort you, I always know that you are there for me, and for you that’s where I want to be. Days without you are so very dull. I miss you so much day and night and I love u so. I love the way you love me. You have made me who I am and you gave me something for why I should live. I love the way you gave me your heart. I love the way you always make me smile with everything you can and always make it worth my while. You are always there, you always

......he's Got Skills?
Hopefully she wont delete the MuMM... but this ensued from a MuMM that someone had to jump into and jump to conclusions the MuMM.... http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=144264 the shout... ====== The Kevman: ever mumm you reply to its some rude smartass comment if you cant take it how about you stop dishing it ->The Kevman: ,,,, I didnt bash her..... so good luck with that..... The Kevman: nah im jsut tired of you fucking bashers now im gunna start hitting every mum i see it going on in and bash the fuck out of the bashers ===== if you read the last thing I said... well I did try. BUT he was talking to ME about the slut comment... yeah im anal about that shit.

Stolen Moments
She watches the clock tick slowly. The hours and minutes seeming to drag by. Her mind is focused on a special someone, she longs to see again. She waits patiently to see a message, or hear his voice, or for the off chance he may be headed her way. How she treasures those stolen moments, when the whole world seems to disappear. Leaving only the two of them in each others arms. How he makes her laugh and smile. She still gets butterflies in hr stomach every time she hears his voice. When she sees him walking towards her, her heart almost leaps out of hr chest. And when his arms wrap around hr it is one of the safest places she has ever known. She loves his smile and the sparkle in his eye when he looks at her. She wants nothing more than to keep him smiling. Make him feel special, loved, and wanted. She knows this isnt easy for him but she hopes he knows he is. Music Video:LITTLE WONDERS (by Rob Thomas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Mon Dieu!!!!
I have tried to be patient about this but it seems as if I am going mad.. I came back from Europe finally and was so very estatic. I was to be reunited with Jean finally after two months of hell. I was home, maybe two or three days and then I found out he had to go.. OF all places to Europe, where I had just come from.. I haven't heard any word from him at all and it has been close to two weeks and I am being very paranoid.. I mean he shouldn't have had to go but.. I hope he isn't having to deal with the same things because I will probably break into a million pieces. **sighs**

Jokies
Q. What's the difference between oral sex & anal sex? A. Oral sex makes your day; anal sex makes your hole weak. Q. What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A. A whore sleeps with everybody at the party; a bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. Q. What's the difference between love, true love, and showing off? A. Spitting, swallowing, and gargling Q. What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A. A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jeweler. Q. How many mice does it take to screw in a light bulb? A. Two. The hard part is getting them in the light bulb. Q. When is a pixie not a pixie? A. When he's got his head up a fairy's skirt then he's a goblin.' Q. What's the definition of a Yankee? A. Same thing as a "quickie," only you do it yourself. Q. What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? A. The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving Q. What

Love
why does it have to be like this? why does it have to feel the way it does? why cant the pain just stop? how can someone be so happy and then it just changes? how can you tell someone you want them so much and just walk away?

Flavorrrrrr Flaaaaav!!
...and here I was thinking Flav couldn't surprise me anymore at how fuckin clueless he can be! But this dumbfuck actually called Jeff Ross' jokes racist??? When Carrot Top said he should have brought watermelon to "this backyard barbecue", The Mean Queen saying "black people don't feel bad if you never caught Jimmy Kimmel's show.. it does come on after LIGHTS OUT", and Snoop saying Jeff Ross is an obnoxious JEW that no one likes so why not be his lawyer!! Hell, even Jimmy Kimmel said Chris Benoit is a better father than Flav and he decides to get mad at Jeff Ross?? Fucked up... Flav has about as much active listening skills as a damn snake with A.D.D.!!! That was an Achilles heel on this hilarious show... nah, NOT Flav calling Jeff Ross out for racist jokes and actually saying motherfuck you and John Wayne to him, its the fact that they let this fool SPEAK at all!!! But I watched it three times and still can't figure out who got hit with harder jokes: Flav, Carrot Top or the damn Flavo

A Bomb Giveaway
OK I'M IN A "GIVEAWAY" FOR A 30 DAY BLAST FIRST ONE TO 50,OOO COMMENTS !! SO I NEED SUM LUV PLEASE. I WANT THIS BLAST XOXO *BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ* THANKS TO ALL IN ADVANCE FOR ANY LUV AND BOMBING U DO !!! LINK ON BOTTOM! ~~ RULES ~~ STARTED 8/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ENDS 9/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ** MUST BE FAN/FRIEND ** YEA IT ENDS IN A MONTH HOWEVER IF SUMONE REACHES THE 50,000 IN 3 WEEKS ( FOR EXAMPLE) THEN THAT PART OF GIVEAWAY IS CLOSED !

My New Graduation Pics!...comment Them! :)
hey y'all! I took some photos today at the mall and wanted to let you all know that I posted them on my myspace! I only chose one pose but I bought the other 7 poses! :P Anywho, comment on them pwease! They are for my medical school graduation! Thanks y'all!

Where To Start....
I'll probably use this as I use my others, updating with times i'll be on other sites as well as random poetry i've written over there years, but for now, it's just going to sit here until i'm sure what i'll actually do with it :p

A Favor For Your Prayers
My Grandmother has been in the hospital for over a month now from a stroke. She was in the hospital in the beginning of the year, got out, went to rehab, went home and was doing well, until she had the stroke about a month ago. She became critical this past Sunday morning and is not looking too good. My family and I are keeping hope alive and trying to do all that we can. We're Catholic and so we're strong believers in the power of prayer. Although some of you may not be religious, I ask that you please keep my family in your prayers and/or thoughts during this tough time. I know you don't know me or my family, but it will be greatly appreciated. If not, thank you for at least taking the time to read this. ♥ Lucy

My New Poem ---- Nothing
The light of the candle fades Words of anger spew from the lips I had kissed hours before Her feet pounding down the thirteen steps A door slams as the candle dies Just a plume of smoke marks its passing The grey light of a crescent moon Shines through the open curtain The roses bought and given in love Now looking black and lost The scent of her perfume lingers Turning rancid in the warm air Jack Daniels The mender of broken hearts joins me in my grief Drink after drink The memories fade The tears stop flowing The pills Red, black, blue and yellow Looking like m&m's Taste like candy as they go down My eyes close There are no dreams There are no tears Everything is behind Left in another world My heart beats Echoing through my thoughts As loud as a drum It beats a steady rhythm Thump...thump Thump...thump Thump I try to look but see nothing No moon No stars I try to listen but hear nothing No birds No wind I realize that that is how life ends A s

Mind & Heart.. But Not Soul....
To know my heart you must first touch my mind. To know what it is.. I treasure inside. For me to open myself to you.. You must show me that yours is willing and true. Once you’ve seen ..and cared to know.. Only then a small piece of it will I show. For I guard my heart fiercely..and let very few in. But once there..you’ll stay forever within. One thing though.. you must keep in mind.. If you touch my heart... that’s all the further you’ll get for my soul is held by another.. and thus.. not mine to give. ~Candyce~

The Media
WAS WATCHING ALL THE SOLDIERS DEAD ON CNN AND OUR MEDIA CONSUMES, CRAP! The movie ran through me The glamour subdue me The tabloid untie me I'm empty please fill me Mister anchor assure me That Baghdad is burning Your voice it is so soothing That cunning mantra of killing I need you my witness To dress this up so bloodless To numb me and purge me now Of thoughts of blaming you Yes the car is our wheelchair My witness your coughing Oily silence mocks the legless Now traveling in coffins But on the corner The jury's sleepless We found your weakness And it's right outside our door Now testify With precision you feed me My witness I'm hungry Your temple it calms me So I can carry on My slaving sweating the skin right off my bones On a bed of fire I'm choking on the smoke that fills my home The wrecking ball rushing My witness your blushing The pipeline is gushing While here we lie in tombs While on the corner The jury's s

Happiness
Rob Thomas When The Heartache Ends It's never easy and you never know What leaves you crying And what makes you whole There ain't no way that I can hold it down Falling to pieces Forever in doubt But it's alright Why don't you tell me again How you'll still be there When the heartache ends It's alright Why don't you tell me my friend How you'll be with me When the heartache ends There ain't nobody who can show you how To find the surface when you're underground There ain't no blanket that can hide this cold There ain't no memory That ever gets old And I move all directions To the corners and the outskirts While the lovers and the lonely Start to whisper all about me And if I stand here silent I almost start to feel you fading in Telling me hold on Cuz it's gonna be alright Say you'll be with me When the heartache ends

This Is Not A J0b Offer.
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Friday Night..
Went to hoops with some friends and got super drunk. Kim picked me up so I didnt have to drive. We drank many pitchers.. a few shots and a couple bottles of beer.. I danced the night away once I was drunk. I had a lot of fun. I dont go out much so it seems when I do, I get totally drunk. Kim got drunk and a bartender from another bar that she goes to took her keys and gave them to Fred the bartender at hoops. Made her take a cab. I went with my neighbors that happend to be there too. Kim took a cab to my house.. the only bad thing is that my keys were in her car.. and I couldnt get them because the bartender had her keys to her car. My neighbors BF broke into my apartment through my window for me.. so it was all ok. We went upstairs to their apartment and drank some more. Was up til 5.. I had a lot of fun though..

Dragons Lullaby
Soft sounds of nesting Dragons Heavy breath’s of mammoth beasts Blues, Gold’s, Reds and Browns Surrounding the Queen Of Emerald Green A trumpet sounds, bells ring All rise to the challengers The Bronze arrive! Take care O’ winged friend First the Blues shoot for the sky Darting through the caves Bursting into sunlight Guarding the Lair Then the Reds, blood curdling screams Split the dawn Rising to the enemy The warriors rush in To battle the Gold’s arise No mercy given, no quarter taken The Bronze shall fall! The battle joined Quiet as mice, the Browns depart Off to their points, Guard the young! Slower than the others Yet, far more ruthless Arise! Arise! O’ Warriors of the sky Soar to the heavens Defend the caves Defend the Queen Of Emerald Green From out of the heavens The Bronze descend To take the Queen The ultimate prize The battle is joined, voices raised The cries of death, screams of victory ‘Twas feared the Bronze would rule

Love
Why do we fall in love?A Question i ponder on.. We fall to suffer and to silently whimper? To become Vulnerable? Falling in love the lonely soul experiences the darkest side,a true depression. Our hearts become but wounded ...Broken...We give ourselves to them and for what? To be hurt? LOL Plain and simple Love sucks!

Our Troops
Prayer Request I understand the weather in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. Please keep our troops in your hearts and minds!! God Bless America And God Bless Our Troops

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 153
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fan What Hahaaha
You meet someone then you figure out all they do is play you... you remove them from your friends list you pray they go away but you cant remove them from that stupid fan shit lol just duckyyyyyy ... if there was a way please tell me

Scorpio - The Addict
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then pass it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is the real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always gets what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The BE

Always Near
A glance, a brushing touch or a soft whisper is all it took to drive her over the edge A lover’s power over her, was to strong to ignore, as she felt her knees buckle. I filled her very essence with my soul, which she could not control. She felt my loins burst within her pink folds, filling her with cream. When she turned to tell her love, that she desired more, I was not there. Reality swept thru her mind as she was reminded that my sweet was no more. She knelt over my grave touching her depths as she wished I still could. Her wails of ecstacy and sorrow rocked thru her in an orgasmic release. A single tear drop fell from her face as she blew her lost lover one last kiss. A gentle breeze fluffed her hair as she walked away from my gaze. She heard my voice whispering in her ear, when she turned to look back. Don’t worry my dear, for my touch will always be near. Sir

Racism
My comments on the subject in the mumms 2007-08-12 22:04:25 #40 of 52 Arischer Prinz and 317718, When people make a distinction between races, even if it's "for breeding" it is racism. Ever heard of segregation (sp)?? come on people it's 2007, don't you think it's time to open your minds a little bit??? Racism is just plain wrong!!!! 2007-08-12 22:11:56 #45 of 52 You can call me dumb all you want, it wont change the fact that racism is wrong. "We do not hate, we just choose to keep our heritage strong." What kind of crap is that??? Don't you know that in your heritage somewhere along the way, many races came together??? What does it matter that the person be white, black, yellow with blue polka dot, people are people regardless of any of that, if you cant see past that it's you thats dumb!!!

My Dear Mom
You Understand I'm Human that I Will Make Mistakes But You There To Help Me Up Whenever Something Breaks Thank You Mom For Everthing You Are A Precious Gift Whenever I Have Needed Hope You Gave Me Such A Lift THANKS MOM

Gemini Irresistible
Once you have opened this, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then pass it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is the real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always gets what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LI

Phrases You Don't See On A Halmark Cards Looking Back Over The Years That We've Been Together, I Cant Help But Wonder.....
Looking back over the years that we've been together, I cant help but wonder..... What was I thinking. Congrats on your wedding day!........ To bad no one likes your husband / wife How could two people as beautiful as you..... Have such an ugly baby I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love.... After having met you, I've changed my mind I must admit you brought religion to my life.... I've never believed in hell until I met you As the days go by I think of how lucky I am...... That your not here to ruin it for me As you grow older. I think of all the gifts you've given me..... Like the need for therapy Thanks for being a part of my life.... I never knew what evil was before this Before you go..... Would you please take the knife out of my back, you'll probably need it again Someday I hope to get married.... But not to you You look great for your age.... Almost lifelike When we were together you always said you'd die for me..

Todo De Mi Corazon
SABES QUE MI CORAZON IS TUYO, POR MUCHO TIEMPO ESTAS ASI. TODA VIA TU ESTAS EN MIS SUENOS TU ERES TODO QUE YO QUIERO PARA MI. SOY TU NOVIA SI QUIERES. NO NECISITO NADIAN MAS. SI NO QUIERES ESTAR A MI LADO, SOLO DIME MI AMOR Y TE VAS. VAS CON MI CORAZON Y MI ALMA, VAS CON MIS LAGRIMAS DE AMOR. VAS SI NO TIENES SENTIMIENTOS POR MI, YO SOLO SENTAR AQUI CON MI DOLOR. QUE MAS ME PUEDO TE DIGO? QUE MAS NECESITAS ESCUCHAR? EL AMOR QUE YO TENGO ES LAS VERDAD Y ES MAS GRANDE QUE EL MAR....... MyHotComments

Ice Yourself Jewelry Designs
Hello to all of my dear friends on Fubar! I have added pictures of the jewelry that I make for you to look at, rate, leave comments, and if the mood arises, purchase from me. I have been making jewelry for almost 2 years now, and want to shre it with the world! So come and check them out, and if you are interested, message me and I will be happy to work out an arrangement with you!

Freedom Of Speech
I’m becoming very annoyed by so called Americans whining and moaning about how wrong and bad and stupid the war in Iraq is. Are YOU there? Noooooooo of course not you are comfortable and safely taking advantage of the freedoms this country gives you, such as the freedom to whine about something you know nothing about (otherwise known as the Freedom of Speech). While our friends and families (many not even old enough to drink yet) are over there fighting and dying for you, you ungrateful cowardly little………..never mind it’s not worth it. I know children with more courage than you now or will ever possess. Our soldiers do what they do because they believe in our country not because of some weird desire to go thousands of miles from the ones they love and get shot at so we can have our freedoms. Some of you say “well they get paid to do it its their job” yes they do and the pay scale for the army is public so look it up its damn low because everyone wants their freedom but no one seems

Learning To Move On...
I don't know where I am going with this or if it will even make sense but I need to somewhat vent but then again not sure if I am venting cause I am more hurt then angry. And the funny thing I can't cry. Oh well here goes nothing... Two and a half years ago during one of the roughest points in my life I began chatting online to a very amazing man who is full of love and has a heart of gold. We spoke for hours and lost track of time. Little did I know that was to be the start of a beautiful and amazing friendship. I felt so comfortable opening up to him, which for me is a rare thing. As time went by I wanted to meet this man more and more. He was always so positive and no matter what mood I was in he always could make me laugh. Well finally last summer I drove up to meet him. God I was so nervous. I kept pacing and praying that he would still like me after our meet. All I can say is what an amazing time. He was just like he was online and on the phone. He was excited and happy to

Its Just Me
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my sister says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day

Lemp Mansion
Lemp Mansion is believed to be one of the most haunted places in St. Louis City, and in the top 10 of most haunted in North America. Located at 3322 De Menil Pl., across Highway 55, across from the Anheuser-Busch Brewery in the Soulard Area. The Lemp Family seemed to be cursed with death and depression. It is believed the curse of the Lemp Family started with William Lemp Sr.'s son, Fredrick Lemp. Frederick's death, believed to have been a heart attack from being over worked, caused William Sr. to fall into a deep depression, leading to him committing suicide in his bed room by shooting himself, and killing his dog. The next to commit suicide was Frederick's sister, Elsa. Though not in the Lemp Mansion when she killed herself, her home is believed to be haunted as well. William Jr. later married Lillian Hadlan. She was a beautiful young woman. Her favorite color was Lavender and that is all she wore, thus her being nicknamed "The Lavender

Friends?
OK,....i have over 300 friends....160 fans...and im a fan of over 150.....i have had alot more help from people who ARENT on my lists, than people that are......im in a BOMBING contest and there is ONE PERSON BOMBING....I have a bombing family that isnt helping....but i just joined last night so......oh well....i just think that its sad thats all....later... comment bomb me...no limit for ten days.......http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=527284352

Edit Friends
Tonite before i go to bed i'm gonna edit my friends list. So if u r a real friend don't be offended if i deleted u by accident. Simply ask to be friends and i will. I'm tired of ppl thinking they can friend me to see my naughty pics. That's not all of u but quite a few. So please don't be offended.I'll show them to whom i choose when i want to. If i decide to show you doesn't mean i want to see yours.

;-(
Craziness!!! — Sunday, August 12, 2007 So, that girl I liked so much has a jealous boyfriend. I guess I kinda suspected it from the beginning, but didn't want to really believe it. I don't remember her telling me that. I guess she could have when I was drunk, but I don't think so. This might make people not trust me, but if you are a dipshit, I will likely post your messages in my blogs. So only the dipshits have to worry about it. Incase you haven't read the messages from other people I've posted in the past, Here is an example of a dipshit. At the end, he's kinda sucking up. I'm thinking mostly because he doesn't want to lose his girlfriend who hates him causing drama. From: timothy Date: Aug 12, 2007 2:35 PM hello dude im chrissa boyfreind i dont know if she told you about me but im a really jelious person ok so i would apertiate it if you wouldnt text her so much ok .thanks and kinda do say anything k thankssssss ---------------------------------

Diet
so i've been on a diet ad exercising for about 12 days now. Which for me is a big thing because i have a problem with sticking to diets lol. But when i began this i weighed over 200 pounds and hopefully i am losing some weight. according to my logs [[yes I'm keeping logs on what i eat and about how many calories i take in and how many i burn daily]] so according to the logs i should have lost 5 pounds by now. I don't keep a scale in my house cuz if i did id be on that thing every 3 hours lol :) so I'm planing on weighing myself every 15 days...that day is coming up soon.... :) hopefully i have lost at least 3 pounds...well i'll keep you guys posted :)

Letting Go And Hanging On
Climbing and Crawling falling and slipping here i am trying to get off of this mountain i can't find my way... I guess while following you i fell astray the rocks got higher the walk was steeper but i kept plunging deeper trying my hardest to catch up with you but failing through it all trying my hardest not to fall but the more i tried the harder it was to keep myself up and thinking of you made it worse thinking of our times together and how we said they would last forever made me feel, i couldn't go on i tried and tried even though every time i sat my foot down it wouldn't let it come back up The next thing i knew the rock i was standing on started to crack and i tried to move so i wouldn't tumble and fall but i couldn't do anything but stand still even though i knew that i would fall to my doom that my life as it existed would be gone everything i worked for failed i willed myself the strength to move but my h

Feeling
CHERISH LYRICS "Unappreciated" [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 1:] Woke up this morning and saw your face And you didn't look the same as yesterday. I got the feeling that you can't seem to see, Where you want to be. And lately it ain't been the same at all. When you're here its like I'm invisible I still can't seem to see where I went wrong. Cause I'm feeling [Chorus:] I'm feeling really unappreciated. Your takin` my love for granted, babe. and I don't know how much more, I can take from you. You don't do the things you use to do. You don't even say I love you too. And lately I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated. [Verse 2:] Lately our house is not a home You come in, take a shower and then say I'm g

Legitamate Update
For anyone who might be wondering. . . So I'm staying with some friends and still job hunting. As I've said in previous posts I'm currently dating a Guy named Ryan who i love quite utterly. He's currently in basic training but will be finished in about a month and yes I could easily tell you the exact number of days. Just finished watching Raising Cain which is an even trippier movie than I remembered but still quite bad ass. . . So thats my life in a nut shell for now anyway.

Thinking Of You
I look up at the sky and wonder if ur looking up at the same time. I look at the moon wondering if your thinking of me. Its hard not being with you. But maybe some day we will meet. And maybe we wont. You never know. But for know im thinking of you.

Were Just Humans "being".......
IT IS FUNNY JUST WHEN WE THINK WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR LIVES..... ONE DAY WE ARE GIVEN HEARTBREAK AND GRIEF...AND THEN "GOD" PULLS UP THE "RIGHTIOUS"(GOOD OF HEART) BY GIVING THEM (US) CHALLENGES TO BRING US BACK TO WHO WE ARE AT OUR BEST!!!! YESTERDAY I LOST A 7 YEAR OLD BOY IN A RIVER RESCUE...AND TODAY I WAS CALLED OUT ON A MASSIVE WRECK ON THE INTERSTATE THAT INVOLVED 7 PATIENTS TWO OF WHICH WAS A MOTHER AND A 3 MONTH OLD INFANT WE CUT THEM OUT OF THIER CAR AND SAVED THIER LIVES (WILL ADD PIC OF THIER CAR WRECK TITLED "REDEMPTION" )YOU WONT BELIEVE THEY LIVED THRU IT , BUT SAVING THEM WAS A GIFT FROM "GOD" TO GIVE BACK , MY FEELING OF REDEMPTION....SO THAT I MAY HEAL FROM YESTERDAY.....AND SAVE ANOTHER MABYE "YOU" TODAY , TOMMOROW OR AS LONG AS I AM ABLE TO BE "THE RIGHTIOUS" (GOOD OF HEART)I DO NOT KNOW YOU , BUT WILLING TO DIE FOR YOU , WE LOVE OUR JOB BECAUSE IT OFFERS US THE CHANCE TO "LOVE" PEOPLE WE DONT EVEN KNOW . WHAT A WORLD WE COULD BE IF WE ALL FELT THAT FOR ONE ANO

Vacation, Day Two
Written day two of my vacation (sans internet so posting now). Sunday, August 5 I wake up feeling cramped and a little off -- perhaps the result of a body used to a queen-sized bed cramped into a twin, perhaps the adjustment of waking up in a childhood bed that doesn't feel quite right anymore. As expected, Dad is running late (a trait I inherited and blame on him, as I blame my mother for my severe night owl tendencies). His "just 15 more minutes" becomes an hour and a half, and we head out late. Still, my sister inherited that same trait as I did, and hers is exacerbated by a large family and a return only the previous day from a trip up to Minnesota, so they are running even later than we are. I follow Dad up to Twin Lakes, a desire on my part to have independence. I treasure this independence, honestly, because it's something I rarely have when I visit my family. Hampered by a desire to avoid driving something twice as large as my car and my inability to drive a stick-