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Southern Women
Body: Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Football Southern women know their country breakfasts: Red-eye gravy

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

The Heat Of My Desire
The Heat of My Desire In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all posi

Painful Love
Watching you from across the room sends searing pain through my heart. I think back to a year ago, when I thought we'd never part. My love for you just won't die down - it just grows with each new day. I wish you'd dare to look at me and hear what I have to say; "I love you and I want you back - " but these words you just won't hear. You don't seem to remember them - all the memories I hold dear. You were my first love and everything and now you don't even care. How could you just blow it away? We were the perfect pair. You seem content to let me go - You're doing fine as you are, while I'm still missing how we were. We had the best love by far.

70 Odd Questions
What is your middle name? Refuse to tell What color is your mailbox? black Are you single? No Have you ever hit a deer? Thank God no Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? from work yes. What color is your room? Paneled and wallpaper, both I think from the 50's Do you have a small driveway? no it's 2 vehicles wide Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? depends which one What do you do first in the morning? light a cigarette What brand is your printer? The on ewith the computer I'm on now is Cannon, I have 3 others in my house and one at work. Do you enjoy fighting with people? No Is your hair naturally straight or curly? way too curly Who was your kindergarten teacher? Right, ancient history never was my strong suit. LOL What is your ringtone? Depends whoes calling, my daughter Cocaine, husband Bad Boys, etc Are you taller than your mom? only because she is shrinking What curse word do you say the most

Woot Woot
Hey every one I know I don't post to much and usly not unless it's realy good or realy bad but this time it's good.... I enrolled in college I start classes on friday I'm going to OTC for my A.A with an emphisis in english sweet huh and then it's over to MSU for my B.A

At The Doctor Today
This morning Mike got up and took Mykala to the doctor to see if the jaundices was going down. When he called me at 11 am and told me that it was 11 I was happy. Now that I know my little girl is going to be alright. Her weight is now 6lbs 9ozs. The doctor said that she is doing really well. She doesn't have to go back to the doctor until next Friday, I will update more about her then.

My New Niece
On August 10,2007 my sister Bonnie gave birth to a beautiful baby girl....Kaelie Rose....She was born at 11:55a.m. and weighed 8 pounds...she is so precious... she doesnt really cry she sounds like she is meowing when she cries and it is so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ventin
I just have to let it out of my system because lately i have just been so down in the dumps that i don't really wanna talk to anyone. WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING TREATED LIKE FUCKIN SHIT? Every relationship i have gotten into i have been called names, accused of shit im not even doin (Cheating etc).... i am not fuckin like that. Yes I did cheat one time and i had such a guilty fuckin conscience that i told him that night... It was the worst thing i could have done in my fuckin life and i swear to God i will never ever do it again. NOT IN MY FUCKIN LIFETIME. I am probably the most loyal person yo will ever fuckin meet.. but maybe i should fuck around... im being accused of shit ... it fuckin sucks and i'm so fuckin hurt by it! I try to treat my guy with respect and love ..I get trampled on for it... I've been fuckin controlled and stupid me i listen to everythin and do what they want ... What is it with you guys? And i say this to my ex's(which wont read this) .. You had a fu

Satan Has No Answers For Your Life And Doesnt Care ?
yes The devil; satan himself.. now the Devil has no answers . He is all about power , control , hate and horrow. He cant do all, he cant show no love. He cant look our Lord In face. He is a coward . He is all about sinister things , darkness. He is cold , cares for no one , but he loves sin . And he snacthes souls for himself in a battle against our Lord. But all that will come of this is a eternal death and so horrible , dark and cold and all hAte . sorrows beyound belIEF. More than you can ever imigine . So what do you chose choice now ? WILL IT BE LIFE OR DEATH ETERNALLY...? HUGS DIANA

Why You Should Not Compliment A Woman
Why You Should NOT Compliment A Woman NOTE: If you're really interested in learning how to meet and attract women, then you should take a few minutes and look at THIS right now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVRJZZ&lid=1&ll=1 This time I'm going to include an email that I got from a WOMAN. Now, I get a lot of email from female readers, and I include a lot of it in my "Mailbags"... but this particular email just stuck out, and I think that we can all learn something important from it. Keep reading, because this gets interesting... COMPLIMENTS OR NO COMPLIMENTS? To compliment or not to compliment... that is the question. Women tell us they want us to compliment them. Your mom told you to be nice to girls, right? And we guys like to really "turn up" the Compliments when we LIKE a woman... But here's the question: Do compliments create ATTRACTION when you first meet a woman? Most of the t

What The F**k
WELL THIS HAS BEEN A FUBAR FUCKING WEEK...TOTAL MURPHEY'S LAW...THE LIST IS AS FOLLOWS 1. KNOT COMES UP UNDER MY ARM...DING DING DING...HEAD FOR EMERGENCY ROOM...NOW A HOLE THE SIZE OF A QUARTER 2. FRIEND SUPPOSE TO COME IN....CLEAN ...RE-ARRANGE FURNITURE...GROCERY SHOP....NO SHOW...NO CALL...NOTHING 3.TALK TO A GUY ON HERE....SEEMS NICE...TILL YOU DON'T DO WAHAT HE WANTS YOU TO...THEN COMES THE NAME CALLING...AND HE CAN'T EVEN SPELL THOSE RIGHT I DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS LAST ONE....WHAT MAKES GUYS THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE YOUR OVERWEIGHT YOU WILL FUCK ANY MAN THAT COMES ALONG. I TAKE MORE PRIDE IN MYSELF THAN THAT. AND I DON'T LIE. IF I TELL YOU THAT I AM TOO BUSY WITH THINGS I MEAN IT. BUT TO TELL ME I AM FULL OF SHIT AND CALL ME GHETTO TRASH...I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO. THAT IS WHITE TRASH ASSHOLE AND I AM PROUD OF IT. SO HERE IS A LITTLE MESSAGE FOR YOU....TAKE YOUR SKANKY ASS BACK TO YOUR WIFE AND FUCK HER. TEXAS WOMEN HAVE A LITTLE MORE CLASS. GET A FUCKING CLUE WOULD Y

Ventin A Lil
I just have to let it out of my system because lately i have just been so down in the dumps that i don't really wanna talk to anyone. WHY AM I ALWAYS BEING TREATED LIKE FUCKIN SHIT? Every relationship i have gotten into i have been called names, accused of shit im not even doin (Cheating etc).... i am not fuckin like that. Yes I did cheat one time and i had such a guilty fuckin conscience that i told him that night... It was the worst thing i could have done in my fuckin life and i swear to God i will never ever do it again. NOT IN MY FUCKIN LIFETIME. I am probably the most loyal person yo will ever fuckin meet.. but maybe i should fuck around... im being accused of shit ... it fuckin sucks and i'm so fuckin hurt by it! I try to treat my guy with respect and love ..I get trampled on for it... I've been fuckin controlled and stupid me i listen to everythin and do what they want ... What is it with you guys? And i say this to my ex's(which wont read this) .. You had a fu

The World's Greast Pick Up Artist
How A 20 Year Old Virgin Became The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist Is it really possible that a guy could go from having ZERO success with women in his teens and early twenties to just a few short years later... be dating a SUPERMODEL... have thousands of "notches" on his bedpost... and be referred to by many as "The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist"? Incredibly, the answer is YES. And what's even more incredible is the story of how it all happened... I was fortunate to meet a man several years ago who I consider to be the ROCKSTAR of meeting women. You may have heard of him - he's the main character in Neil Strauss' best selling book, "The Game"... has appeared on the Conan O'Brien show... and even has his own reality TV show in which he teaches other guys how to pick up women... He bills himself as, "The World's Greatest Pick Up Artist"... and it's a claim which no one on Earth can dispute. He's dated REAL super models, A-l

Check This Out
Ok im getting pissed. All you hear about this war is how many American Soldiers, or Marines were killed today as a result of whatever. And YOu might every now and then hear about the Air Force, and even less than that the Navy. Well i want yall to know something that hapened a few weeks ago. The Air Force has a Team that will go outside the wire, and does the same shit that we Soldiers and Marines do. Not too long ago one of these trucks was hit by an IED. No one Hurt at all, Just pissed off. Well as it would happen they saw a trigger man running like hell, funny thing is that is exactly where he ended up. HELL. Him and a few of his friends are now shareing the hotest places in the firey pits of hell. Shit like this happens all the time but you wont hear about it on CNN, or Read about it in the Stars and Stripes. I guess the good guys kicking a little ass dosent make any money, and fact of the matter is we kick alot of ass. but dont tell any one. we dont want to piss off t

A Mistake That "turns Women Off" Instantly
A Mistake That "Turns Women Off" INSTANTLY >Want to watch some great free video clips and learn about all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet and attract women? Go here and take a look: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=RSZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 I'd like to tell you a story... It's a story that you might find strangely familiar. Don't be alarmed. Once upon a time, there was a man who was very attracted to a particular woman. At first, she was just another attractive woman... but the more he got to know her, the more he began to feel attracted to her... and the more time he spent with her, the more that attraction grew into a deep emotional attachment and affection for her. But, there was one problem. As his emotional attachment grew stronger and stronger, he also grew more and more insecure. Why? Because he couldn't tell whether or not she felt the same way towards hi

Im A Gemini-what Atre You?
VIRGO - The One that Waits w Dominant in relationships. w Someone loves them right now. w Always wants the last word. w Caring. w Smart. w Loud. w Loyal. w Easy to talk to. w Everything you ever wanted. w Easy to please. w The one and only. SCORPIO - The Addict w EXTREMELY adorable. w Intelligent. w Loves to joke. w Very good sense of humor. w Energetic. w GOOD kisser. w Always get what they want. w Attractive. w Easy going. w Loves being in long relationships. w Talkative. w Romantic. w Caring. LIBRA - The Lame One w Nice to everyone they meet. w Their Love is one of a kind. w Silly, fun and sweet. w Have own unique appeal. w Most caring person you will ever meet! w However not the kind of person you wanna mess with...you might end up crying. ARIES - The Liar w Outgoing. w Lovable. w Spontaneous. w Not one to mess with. w Funny. w EXCELLENT kisser. w EXTREMELY adorable. w Loves relationships. w Addictiv

Speacial Words To Attrack & Inspire A Man
if you're looking for the quickest way to learn and understand what it really is that makes a man FEEL ATTRACTION at a deep level, and be inspired to want more than just some "casual" relationship he could take or leave... then it's time you finally started doing the things that work with a man. Get started and change your love life forever right here: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/NALA/?cid=ZZV7VZ&lid=1&ll=1 Hey Crystal, Do you ever feel frustrated that men don't know how to "stick with it" in relationships? Like when you and a man have a great thing going that keeps getting better, and you know it's something special. But as soon as some little bump in the road comes up, even if it's the kind of thing that shouldn't come between you and a man in any relationship... that's it. It's over. And there's no working through it. There's no trying to figure it out. And there's no real explanation from him about why his feeli

Starting Shit
starting shit a guy was try 2 start shit with me by telling me 2 unplug my computer what the *************** is wrong with him why don't he unplug his computer anyway let me clear something out for those of ya don't have a fucking brain if ya wanna start shit go fuck your girlfriend or wife and if your a woman/ girl go fuck your bf or girlfriend so there if you still don't get it go back 2 preschool

Tips To Fix Your Troubled Realtionship
>Note: when you see a happy couple, or meet a great man, but find he isn't interested in you... do you get easily hurt and upset because you don't have the kind of loving partnership you know you want and deserve? And are you getting hints that after a few failed relationships it's not just men anymore, but that it's YOU who's carrying the fear and pain that's keeping you from being VULNERABLE and opening up to the LOVE needed to create a great relationship? You can't fake it when it comes to LOVE. It has a way of uncovering all of your deepest fears, feelings, and desires. What are your deepest feelings, fears, and desires? And how does a man react to you because of these as he's getting to know you? If you feel farther away than ever from getting what you REALLY want from a relationship even though you're trying harder... And you recognize that it's also some of your own thoughts and emotional patterns that are pushing a man away... Then check ou

The Abc"s Of Friendship
(A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffers support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plain things you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

Yall People Need To Talk To Me Or Yall Off My List
to all the people who r on my list friends or not u need to talk to me otherwise u wont be on my list so let me kno now wat yall goin to do. for the people who do talk to me yall r safe its the ones who dont talk to me that is on thin ice and in hot water.

Thought For Today >>who,s Here 24/7 Or ?
Who Is here fo You 24/7 or shall I say round clock always and forever till ? For all your days on earth or in Heaven ; The Almighty God is here. He shows us love , he gives love, He is all ,,does all, created all ; He has answers for your life . So Ask him all. talk to him and he,ll anwer and he is a great listner too.. .. huggs diana

Great Conversation Topics For Dates
Great Conversation Topics For Dates >If you'd like to really master "conversation skills" with women, then you need to check out my program "Cocky Comedy... And Other Conversation Skills". You can see it, watch some video clips from the program, and learn about all of the other great programs I've put together to help you meet women, all in one convenient place: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZVR8&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Dave, In one of the newsletters I received a couple weeks ago you gave the advice to someone to learn 'what topics fascinate women.' I found this newsletter specifically interesting because I've found myself in this same situation were when im on a date things get quiet and I cant find anything to say. I know you have already recommended a good book on comedy, "comedy writing secrets," but what is a good book explaining how to tell stories? And, what are some topics that fascinat

Meeting Women Online, Getting Them To Call You
Meeting Women Online, Getting Them To Call YOU >NOTE: If you're just getting started learning how to attract women, or you'd like to learn some great "techniques" to get even better, then take a quick minute and look at THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZVRRZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Dave, Let me start by telling you, you 'da man! I really got to hand it to you, your stuff has given me confidence I've never had before, and I'm just trying to absorb as much of it into my head as possible. I really want to thank you for being able to share this stuff with guys like me and not keeping it to yourself. There's just one thing wrong with your material: its way TOO CHEAP!!! Seriously Dave, I think WE'RE ripping YOU off! Thanks to you, I started to apply the Cocky and Funny in chatting rooms and in the real world, and it is a hell of a lot better than the Mr. Nice guy act. However, I use emails and chat to practice my Cocky and

Do Men Seem Afraid To Approach You?
Do Men Seem Afraid To Approach You? do you find that men just don't start conversations with you, even after you meet eyes and give them every possible hint? And are you finding that instead of it being easy to meet a great man, you don't even come across any interesting men you'd consider? Worst of all, you seem to find yourself attracting all the WRONG MEN. If you're waiting around for the right man to find you, and you're spending your precious time alone... then I want to show you exactly how to quickly find, identify and attract the RIGHT MAN. Stop spending your nights, weekends and trips without any one to share them with. To find a great single man, learn how to get the conversation started that will draw him in and capture his interest and attention... and to lay the foundation for a great relationship (if you decide you want one with him) from dates 1, 2 and 3 on... you need to check this out: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/Meeti

Country Artists
There is a really cool jazzy song I like and it goes something like, "...well all my friends say, I started shooting doubles when you walked in...all my friends say, Yea, yea, yea..."...who sings this song? My 2yr old is singing it and I don't even know.

How To Stop Paying For Dates With Women
How To STOP Paying For Dates With Women >QUICK: If you have a minute, take a look through the programs I've created to help you learn how to meet and attract women. You can see them all here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVRHZZ&lid=1&ll=1 I've gotten several emails asking questions like, "Should I pay for dates?" and "How do I avoid paying for dates?" The answer that I'm going to propose is almost misleading in its simplicity, but hey... those are my favorite kind... DON'T GO OUT ON "TRADITIONAL DINNER DATES" ANYMORE. See, if you don't go out on "take her out to dinner" dates anymore, then you won't have to deal with paying for them. Profound, I know. Please, hold the applause. Let me explain this a little more... A lot of good research suggests that women think men, who are potential mates, fall into one of two categories. I call these categories "Lover" and "Provider". If you've read my book "D

Street Signs Need Love Too
Sioux Falls police Tuesday arrested a 60-year-old man for burglary and for what they suspect is at least two years worth of videotaped public sex acts. Verle Peter Dills was arrested at his home, 2613 W. Bailey St., after a man who lives in the 1200 block of North Kiwanis Avenue chased Dills out of his yard Monday evening, police spokesman Loren McManus said. The man saw Dills with a video camera and tripod and chased him for a short distance, McManus said. Dills later returned with his camera and again was chased from the yard. He was seen entering the garage of the home where he was staying, McManus said. There, police found the video camera and a "large amount" of 8mm and VHS videotapes of Dills engaged in masturbation and sex acts with traffic signs near his home, McManus said. Dills is charged with burglary, unlawful occupancy and six counts of indecent exposure. Magistrate Judge Alan Dietrich on Wednesday set Dills' bond at $10,000 cash or surety. Dills di

Why You Haven't Met A Great Guy Yet
Why You Haven't Met A Great Guy Yet NOTE: You might be wondering where in the world you can meet a fun attractive guy. But do you actually know what to SAY or DO when this great guy shows up so things "click" and move forward? You'd be surprised to learn that finding the right man, and knowing how to attract him are almost one in the same. If you're NOT 100% confident in your ability to ATTRACT the right man when he finally comes along, and keep his attention and interest, then you need to go and read THIS: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/NALA/?cid=74ZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 Dear Crystal, Are you wondering where in the world you can meet a great guy right now? And do you ever wonder what it is that's keeping you from meeting the one for you? Is it timing? Is it your old boyfriend holding you back? Is it your life and your routine that's making you miss him? Or is it something you've done in the past, or something you're do

Re: Giveaway...
FOR THOSE THAT MISSED MY BULLETIN, I JUST WANTED TO GIVE A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT TOOK THE TIME TO HELP ME GET THE CORVETTE IN MISH'S GIVEAWAY!! TO SASSY AN HER CREW FOR STEPPIN UP TO HELP ME CLOSE IT OUT THANKS SOOOO MUCH U GUYS! LUV YAS...BUT ALSO TO DREW, SHORTS AN FAWN FOR HELPIN ME OUT EARLY ON...REMEBER TO HIT ME UP TO RETURN THE LUV

Secrets About Women Mom Never Taught You
Secrets About Women Mom Never Taught You >If you'd like to see all of my different programs... each one designed to help you learn how to meet and attract women better... and even see video clips from each of them... then take a minute and go check THIS out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=VR7ZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Dave, Why is it that a woman who is only interested in the funny, cocky and challenging (i.e., interesting) men, later in life tries to raise sons that are sweet, thoughtful and "nice"? (i.e., run of the mill)!! WS New York >>>MY COMMENTS: This is a VERY interesting question, and I'm glad you emailed me to ask it. I'm going to give you my personal take on this. But, more importantly, I'm going to talk about how these kinds of paradoxes exist right in plain sight all around us... and how to interpret them so you can increase your own personal success with women and dating.

Happy Birthday Guys!!!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m PLEASE GO SHOW THESE GUYS SOME BIRTHDAY LOVIN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF YOU fireslayer@ fubar eswfromva@ fubar Hearts' Sanctuary -- New Standalone player and tunes galore!!@ fubar Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Meeting Women Online "tips & Tricks"
Meeting Women Online: "Tips And Tricks" >If you're just getting started learning how to meet women, and you'd like to get a FAST-TRACK head start, then take a minute and look at this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=RQZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Dear David, WOW. It works. I started by reading part of your book, and used some of it, and it worked great. I couldn't believe that it was your advice that helped me, I thought it was a shift in the universe or something. It was amazing. So, I went back to being a wussbag. The girl who accepted me one day rejected me the next. Bewildered, I continued to read your book, applied it once again, and I now get plenty of wonderful feedback from women of all sorts (not to mention the wonderful dates). But, my question is this. How cocky is too cocky? I have stated the meekest positive aspect of myself and other times flouted my greatness. I do not know what the limit is, and I kno

Test 4 Bulletin Not Finished Yet
PLZ REPOST Hey Everyone!..Welcome To The Halloween Pimpout!..I Asked People On A Mumm The Other Day For Ideas On A Cool Pimpout And They Said A Halloween One!..So Here It Is..I'd Like To Introduce You To Some Of The Greatest People On Fubar!...Plz Stop By Their Pages And Show Some Love By Fanning/Rating And Adding Them (Just Click The Pics). You Won't Be Sorry!! Thanks Soo Much! -AsH.WeeE First Off Here Are The 2 Wonderful People Who Did All The Photoshops For Me. They Did A Great Job! Ayasha ayasha٭@ fubar & Untouchable Untouchable@ fubar ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~! Cup Of Joe Cup Of Joe@ fubar Swish

What Men Find Irresistible In Women
How come a man will say he's "not ready" for a serious relationship with one woman... and then meet another woman a few weeks or months later and be smitten with her and get involved in a deep and lasting relationship that he freely commits himself to? What in the world is going on here? Are men lying? Do they just not know what they're feeling? Or is it something else? When I first started studying the whole area of dating and relationships, there was something I just couldn't understand about why men fell for some women and not others... and why suddenly a man would go from "unavailable" to emotionally engaged and deeply in love with another woman. Then it hit me as one day I made a crucial discovery that changed the way I looked at dating, love and relationships. In short, here's what I discovered... We like to think that our more CONSCIOUS MIND is the one doing the choosing and deciding... and that what we talk about and

Examples Of "cocky & Funny" Humor
***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Yes, there is indeed a big difference between what you have made of me now through the powerful insights expressed in your newsletters, and who I was before I had met you. I always thought that being nice, sweet, and courteous was an ultimate- irrefutable way to get the girls we long to have, but the irony is that we never make that dream come true. Thanks my dear David, for showing me the Tao of being a superb success with women, for walking with me hand by hand through this mysterious path when it comes to women, because really, most of the times they make no sense. I owe you my present success with them, and I thank you in advance for the foregoing prosperity that the future holds for me with them. I have always been funny, and separately, cocky. I never put them together, like you put it, as a formula. So far, that formula works. I am not a chemist, but the components of our table salt, taken separately, is deadly to

As Time Goes By
As time goes by And you come to the end Reach for the lord And grasp his hand He won't turn you away Or leave you alone He'll just say my dear child Welcome home You have nothing to doubt He won't lead you astray He'll just open his arms And except you today As time passes by It's never to late To walk with the lord And enter his gates

Wow
So just when I think I have some leverage I find out that she has managed to get my name off of everything. So legally I have no rights to the car anything. So now I am more then fucked. It's cool karma will get her, I am in a surprisingly good mood despite it all. I think it's because I know that somehow I will see myself through this and I will be a better person for enduring this. I want to be hateful, but I can't. I have only been able to tell her the truth about how I feel. I didn't yell, I didn't cuss her out I simply stated where that leaves me and how I feel about her actions. I have to say why she is doing this confuses me. That's all I want to know is why and that seems to be the one question I ask her that she has no answer for.

Identifying "players" And Red Flags
Identifying "Players" And Red Flags >Note: Too often I meet smart and savvy women who get "played" by a man who SEEMS like a great guy because the chemistry is there. He charms you, you get close and physical... but then he stops calling and you never see him again. Don't fall into this trap. If you want to learn more about how to spot the men who are more into the CONQUEST than a real, quality relationship, read Chapter 2 of my eBook "Catch Him & Keep Him." You can download it now right here: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/eBook/?cid=ZZVQNZ&lid=1&ll=1 Have you ever been mixed up with a "Player"? One that seemed like a great guy at first, but turned out to be a complete and utter jerk? Unfortunately, if you're like lots of women I know, then at some point you dated a guy who seemed great, but you didn't figure out what he was really about until it was too late. And you had already become emotionally and physically involved

Take The Time.
Sometimes we go through situations in life and feel we deserve more , we are so "self " absorbed in our little world that we tend to forget just how good we have it good , bad or indifferent , sure we think we are living in a situation where "WE " feel alone or left out , but we have to remember that God provides what we need and not what we want in life , Take a minute to look around you and appreciate what you have right in front of you , it may not always be what "we expected" it to be ", but it is what God gave to us for a reason, it is ours to be proud of .... Try to be a bit more loving to each other , except the faults they have cause we have them too, try to be more understanding of those we live with, be more loving of who they are and not what we want them to be ,we both had to sac rifice things in our lives for each other. If you think you have it "so bad" don't stay in your pain or misery and drag others along with you that is not how God taught us to be..... Spare t

Exactly What To Do When You Get Her Number
Exactly What To Do When You Get Her Number >If you'd like to become a master of attracting women... and getting dates... then you owe it to yourself to check out all of the different programs I've created to help you learn this very important skill. You can see them all here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=VRUZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** I'll keep this short and sweet... (you probably get this all the time and are sick of hearing it although i did not yet read a response so I'll quit prematurely apologizing.) I'm like a 6-7 and want to date 8-9's. I'm slightly above average looking and want to date girls above my range. Is this possible? I can't settle for less so how can I pull this off with out getting rejected 9 out of 10 approaches?? >>>MY COMMENTS: This is a very interesting combination of questions... First of all, what would be so bad about only having 1 out of 10 women who are "8-9" range go out with yo

Why Women Don't Like Wussies
Why Women Don't Like Wussies >NOTE: Would you like to see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet and attract women? You can see them here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=RKZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 I want to share an interesting insight with you that not 1 in 100 men ever realize on their own. It's actually TWO insights, but they're two sides of the same coin. It's an amazingly OBVIOUS double insight, and once you know what it is, you'll see evidence of it all around you, in every interaction between a man and a woman. And it goes a little sumthin' like this: 1. Most men behave like WUSSIES when it comes to women and dating. 2. Women NEVER feel the powerful and magical emotion called ATTRACTION for WUSSIES. So let's take them one at a time. WHAT exactly IS a WUSSY? A Wussy is a guy who kisses up to women. A Wussy is a guy who does whatever a woman wants him to do, and d

Being Yourself & Attracting The Right Man
If you're single right now and you'd like to find a great guy, and share the kind of amazing experiences with him that are sure to lead to a great loving relationship... then you need to read this short little email. I want to ask you something... Can you guess what I hear most from great women who haven't yet found the kind of man and relationship they're looking for... but keep attracting a lot of the WRONG ONES? I'll tell you- It's that there just aren't any great single men out there. Now... I want to know what you think. Do you believe this is true? Or... Could this just be the perspective and experience you have FOR NOW because you haven't really gotten out of your own "bubble" and your day to day routine in a while? Not to mention that if you're like lots of other single women who happen to be quite a catch... you really haven't "put yourself out there" and consciously sought out the kind of new situations wher

God Has Set Me Free
For God has chosen my time to come My work on earth must now be done My spirit is with you please don't forget With my Lord and Savior I'm now at rest God said he'd come if only I believed My pain is now over for this I'm relieved Don't stand at my grave for I'm not there I've gained my mansion and there's no compare His love for me has seen me through And now I stand waiting at the gates for you If you should need me just look up above And you will feel my un-dying love I can't be with you that is plain to see God has called me home he has set me free

Away For A Couple Of Days
I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her

How To Get An "ex-girlfriend" Back....
How To Get An "Ex-Girlfriend" Back... >HEY... before you read this, take a few minutes to look through the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women. You can look through all of them, and even watch video clips, right HERE: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=AZZZVR&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Dear David, I am a subscriber to your newsletter, and will soon download your e-book and/or your CD. I like what you write and I already learned a lot, I believe. But lately you were dealing with a subject intriguing me more than others: why do women leave men. Which triggered my question. Here it comes: Last year I was dating a woman for several months, in fact it was beyond dating already, we were close to a committed relationship. And we had pleasure and fun together, great sex and everything. Then all of a sudden she decided that it was not "that", she left and went back to her former g

My "hidden Secret" To Success With Women
By the simple fact that you are reading this right now, I know one thing is for sure: You want to improve your success with women. And here's one thing YOU know for sure: There is a BIG difference between WANTING to have more success with women... and ACTUALLY MAKING IT HAPPEN. I can remember when I reached the point in my life where I decided that I needed to get this part of my life called "meeting women" handled. I won't bore you with the details, but I was going through a time where I had just moved to a new city. I was single. and I had NO IDEA how to meet women or get dates. One night I was talking to one of my best friends, and I said "I am going to figure this out for myself, no matter what it takes". Well, it wasn't exactly easy to "figure it out". I spent the next few years reading a lot of books, listening to "motivational tapes", going to seminars, and generally trying out a lot of whacky ideas that I was learning.

Cities
Currently my life is divided between three cities. Durham NC home, Charlotte NC my play place, and a city I'm not naming where the man I love lives. In Durham I have my apartment and roommates. I'm half an hour from my family. I can hide in my room with my best friend for days at a time with no problem. It's where I go to recharge and mend when my love life gets to me. In Charlotte I stay at the bar until 3 or 4 am, drink way too much, and shop a lot. I'm surround by gorgouse guys nine tenths of the time and live like a teenage party girl. I stay with my friend who paties all night and sleeps all day. She cheats on her husband and waste way too much money. I've noticed when I'm with her I tend to be more of a follower and party too much. I just can't get the whole cheating thing down. In this other city I got up early to see him off to work, went to bed, and got up in time for his lunch break. I watched a lot of tv. Then I had dinner with him and did the whole love thing all n

The "rules" For Attracting Beautiful Women
The "Rules" For Attracting Beautiful Women >NOTE: If you're really interested in learning how to meet and attract women, then you should take a few minutes and look at THIS right now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVHTZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Hi David, Thanks-Your book and CD series have helped to change my life over the last year. I'm Jewish and really wanted to date Jewish women. They were scarce near me in the US. You say to go live where the kind of women you want to date are, so I recently came to Israel. The Israeli women are incredibly sexy and exotic. I contacted some women before I got there via e- mail and slept with 2 of them on first dates, and made out with another seriously on the 2nd date...and more now...In fact, I have more #'s than I can keep track of between the net and now from meeting women from performing music in small clubs. COCKY and FUNNY works folks!!! I used a lot of your "lines" and technique

Fury & Freedom Copy Write 2006
I'm getting one of those headaches again, probably from getting beat. I hurt so bad, these past few weeks, I couldn't even eat. I'm getting one of those headaches again, I don't know what to do. The pain is hurtting so bad, inside, it's splitting me in two. I tried to make it stop before, it didn't seem to work. All because that guy, right there, decided to be a jerk. He pushed me down, and tossed me around, and for that I could not stand. I grabbed a knife and thought to myself, "they'll never find this man." I hit him where I hurt the most, in the head and heart. I put him in the back of the car, my God it would not start. I took him to the truck and put him in the bed. I wish this pain I feel would just leave my head. I drove for what seemed like days, through some brush and dried up streams. I looked around and thought it safe, that no one would hear my screams. I saw the clouds and prayed for rain to cover up my tracks. I tossed the knife in with the body, it felt m

Omfg
wow and well for the love of god parents do something about monitor what they go on Katherine Lester From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Katherine R. Lester (b. June 21, 1989) is an American teenager who traveled to the Middle East in June 2006 to meet Abdullah Jinzawi, a resident of Jericho whom she met on MySpace. She misled her parents by saying she was taking a trip to Canada with some friends, so that she could obtain a passport.[1] Upon returning to Michigan, the 16 year old Lester resumed communication with Jinzawi, 20, and appeared on ABC's Good Morning America with her parents which also included a video conference of Jimzawi overseas. In the segment, the two expressed mutual unconditional love for each other and Lester said she planned to marry him, but did not wish to answer a question on whether she would convert to Islam.[2][3] She had spent several months talking to Jinzawi, in the West Bank, but was stopped in Amman, Jordan for qu

70 Odd Questions
What is your middle name? Christen What color is your mailbox? black Are you single? No Have you ever hit a deer? Almost!! Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Hmmm, from where???? LOL What color is your room? Ivory Do you have a small driveway? hmmm, no driveway just a spot to park!! Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? My daughter does!! What do you do first in the morning? Ley my dog out, and make coffee What brand is your printer? Lexmark Do you enjoy fighting with people? No Is your hair naturally straight or curly? wavy at the bottom Who was your kindergarten teacher? I don't even remember!! LOL What is your ringtone? Crazy Bitch Are you taller than your mom? yep What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? "son of a bad word" LOL Do you like someone? Everyone likes someone!! Do you enjoy writing in colored pens? I write with them, but "enjoy"??? Doesn't have an opinion either

Just Saying Hi To All The Beautiful Ppl On Here...
hey..my names adam...if you havent checked out my page yet do so...its a work in progress...im obviously a newb here so any advise is appreciated... if you a beautiful female please add me... if you a swinger contact me... hehe oh yea...love the boobs...lol "swingers unite against the MAN"

Men And Mascara
Julie Roberts-Men and Mascara Sunday dress hangin' on the bedroom door; Empty bottle of wine on the hardwood floor. Last night, he said she was the one: Oh, but men an' mascara always run. Did I give my love too soon or wait too long? Did I take it a little too easy, or put it on too strong? She was lookin' for love; he was lookin' for fun. Yeah, men an' mascara always run. She ain't gettin' any younger: It wasn't s'posed to be this way. Starin' in the mirror, With little black rivers runnin' down her face. Tomorrow's gonna be a brand new day: She'll wake up in the mornin' an' wash it all away. Last night, he said she was the one: Oh, but men an' mascara, they always run. Yeah, men an' mascara always run.

Life
My life is kinda messed up at this point. I want to go back to the point when everything changed for me. That was the night our apartment got robbed. I took this attitude that nothing I did could protect me from the basd things in life so I might as well just have fun. I came to Charlotte for the first time the next night, had my first and only one night stand. Hooked up with someone else that same weekend but he's someone I had known for a while and was thinking about a relationship with. I'm not normally a slut but that weekend it just seemed like the thing to do. I gave my number to a guy I had only talked to on line two days and started talking to him all the time. I spent way too much money and bounced my first check. 'm very careful about my bank acount because I'm afraid of messing up my credit. Since that weekend I've drank too much, stopped eat most of the time and hooked u with the guy I gave my number to. I am head over heels for this guy and have become the girl I swore I'd

Wake Up Older
Julie Roberts-Wake up Older Slept in my makeup Didn't get my teeth brushed I crashed on the couch And now my mouth tastes like yesterday's news Well hello Jim Beam Oh the places you've seen If only you could talk You'd tell me why he walked out on me and you Oh the things lovers do when it's over Oh the things lovers do when it's done Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder Wake up older And try to move on I drove around last night Thinkin' 'bout our last fight I cruised by your house And all the lights were out and you were gone So I found me a stranger With his comforting danger But I thought about you The whole time we were gettin' it on Oh the things lovers do when it's over Oh the things lovers do when it's done Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder Wake up older And try to move on Find a cool bottle or a warm shoulder Wake up older Wake up older Slept in my makeup Didn't get my teeth brushed I crashed on the couch and now my mouth tastes like Yest

Mr Fubar Contest
Hook a brotha up :D I've been entered in a "Mr Fubar" contest. Most comments wins, bombing is allowed. :D This is the link to my entry~~> At least i think it is, it's still "private" until contest begins at 3 :D So, if you are so inclined, feel free to comment bomb it. :D The contest begins today, Saturday August 11 at 3PM est and ends at midnight est on Tuesday August 21. Thank you and have a wonderful day! I love my friends! Nobody loves you like I do!

I Cant Be Your Happy Ending
I can’t be your happy ending! This last year has brought on so many changes in my life that there are times when I stop and look around me and think to myself how the hell did this happen. How did I get here? Where did my life as I knew go. What can possibly happen in the next year? In a years time I have left my husband of 10 years, had my heart broken by the love of my life, lost 50 plus pounds creating a body I never had before, started a job that helped create that body, and most recently had a tragedy in my life that I would never wish on anyone. Leaving me very jaded towards the world and leaving me very hollow inside. Along the way I have met some really wonderful men. Very well intentioned men who want to sweep me off my feet take care of me for the rest of my life! Want to make me their wife! Most of all they want my love my heart. I gave my heart away once and it came back riddled with holes. The wounds are healing slowly and I am beginning to understand just

Please Read This One
Hello How are you all I wanted to thank you for taking the time to read this.... Well I need Help.... This guy made a bet with me saying that I could not up my level I have til midnite fubar time to do it.... He is right I can not do it by my self.... But with the help of my Fubar family and friends I am sure that I can.... Please ADD ME!!! RATE ME!!! FAN ME!!!! COMMENT BOMB ME!!! Thank you so much

I Feel Home
O.A.R.-I feel Home There are few things pure in this world anymore, and home is one of the few We'd have a drink outside maybe run and hide, if we saw a couple men in blue But to me it's so damn easy to see that your people are the people at home Well I been away but now I'm back today and there ain't a place I'd rather go I feel home when I see the faces that remember my own I feel home when I'm chillin outside with the people I know I feel home, and that's just what I feel Cause home, to me, is reality and all I need is something real We're feeling alright headin out tonight maybe off to a dark driveway I say now, some feel bored, and some are looking for more, but we all just decide to stay We got nothing to do, but when I look at you I see something that I know and love And with the crack of a smile we all stay awhile, we know from home their ain't nothin above Well in the end, we can all call a friend, well that's something that I know as true In a thousand y

Aka The Phone Call Copy Write 2006
Hello there. Where've you been? I miss you a lot. Won't you come back? Hello there. It's been a while. Some things have changed. I'm not the same. Hello there. You're looking great. Life's been good to you? I'm doing fine. Hello there. How's the wife? Did you get that new job? Are you moving away? Hello there. I heard the news. He was a good man. I'll be up soon. Hello there. Just wanted to talk. I'm going away now. I can't come back. Good-bye.

Fighting
My Husband and I are fighting...and here's why: Kevin and I always used to take showers together...I know it sounds creepy but thats what we did. Anyways, we separated in December and go tback together in February...and since then he hasnt wanted to have a shower with me and I know the reason why. It's because of all the weight I have gained, but he denies thats the reason. But it's true, I look horrible! Why to all the other BBWs look so much better than I do? You know what Kevin said one time? He actually said I would look sexier if I lost the weight! I don't know what to do!

Ruined Dreams
my tomorrow crashed, fell to the floor. blood dripping from it's severed wings, white feathers float down on hevenly wind. golden halo lies tarnished, ground into the mud. ripped off a pedestal thrown down to the earth my tomorrow lies in ruins it is of no use to me now. once the dream is broken, no glue know can repair the damage. how is it no one saw? did it now wobble first? did they not care? or did they not know it's importance? this world is so much work.

Somebody
I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return He'll get my support He will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted He'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact he'll often disagree But at the end of it all He will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought and With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light All the things I detest I will almost like I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it...

Learning To Count
There was a little boy who was learning how to count. He had mastered the halfway point to a hundred, but was having some problems afterward. One day, he was counting, and he got to 58... 59, and asked what came next. Mom told him, "Sixty. Sixty is the next number." When he got to 69, he asked, "What comes after 69?" His father was just walking in the door from work, heard only the question, and he replied, "Listerine!"

Honkey Tonk Badonkadonk
Trace Adkins-Honkey tonk Badonkadonk Turn it up some Alright boys, this is her favorite song You know that right So, if we play it good and loud She might get up and dance again Ooh, she put her beer down Here she comes Here she comes Left left left right left Whoo Husslers shootin' eightball Throwin' darts at the wall Feelin' damn near 10 ft. tall Here she comes, Lord help us all Ol' T.W.'s girlfriend done slapped him outta his chair Poor ole boy, it ain't his fault It's so hard not to stare At that honky tonk badonkadonk Keepin' perfect rhythm Make ya wanna swing along Got it goin' on Like Donkey Kong And whoo-wee Shut my mouth, slap your grandma There outta be a law Get the Sheriff on the phone Lord have mercy, how's she even get them britches on That honky tonk badonkadonk (Aww son) Now Honey, you can't blame her For what her mama gave her You ain't gotta hate her For workin' that money-maker Band shuts down at two But we're hangin' out til

Not This Way
She slipped away in a morphine haze about a year ago By nod of my head She never left that bed And it's supposed to be okay But I scream NO No, not this way The house looms big with mountains behind falling apart at the seams It's just a shell And it's just as well There's nothing for me here anyway But I cry NO No, not this way My end is near Life put in boxes Categorized and neat Where will I go? Well I just don't know. But I know here I cannot stay But I seethe NO No, not this way

Sad Day.........
I'm moving to Ga tonight yet my son must remain here in Va with his mother. It saddens me to have to be away from him but this state holds many bad memories and has nothing to offer me in the way of progression. I've been wrapping my mind around the hard truth of being away from him.

Masters, Love Em... Leave Em... Let Go...
It's always been an interesting lesson to learn. With each new Master, new experiences gained, good and bad. When one is submissive to another. When one holds that bond, that trust. As the relationship ends whether by the submissive's choice or the Master's.... It can be so hard to let go, to move on. So much fear, so much doubt creeps in. From my point of view of being a submissive, it comes down to could I not please him enoug? Was I not good enough? What did I do wrong? why did things changes? Sometimes one can sit for hours and ponder such things. Hurt and anger often creep in. Breaking up in a Dominant, submissive relationship can be just as hard as a Vanilla. This is where one must learn to let go. One must learn to move on. This can seem like a very hard thing to do. You go through a lot with your Master. You love deeply, you trust deeply. I can say, that once you do let go. Once you let the hurt and anger, perhaps even resentment drop. Then you can move on.

Imperfection
Saving Jane-Imperfection My hair's a wreck Mascara runs My feet get dirty And my skin burns in the sun. My lips they bleed But I still sing my songs. Takes me a minute To admit it when I'm wrong. Pretty is as pretty does, But pretty's not my thing. This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. My back is weak, But my will is true. Got good intentions But I never follow through. I say too much, And don't know when to leave. In case you're looking, That's my heart there on my sleeve. Ego trips and stupid slip ups, I'm a mess but This is what you get. This is who I am. Take me now or leave me Any way you can. Sometimes I trip and fall But I know where I stand. And if you're thinking about changing my direction, Don't mess with imperfection. Scratched and bruised, A little

Child Abuse
WHAT IS CHILD ABUSE? The term “child abuse” refers to the violence, mistreatment or neglect that a child or adolescent may experience while in the care of someone they either trust or depend on, such as a parent, sibling, other relative, caregiver or guardian. Abuse may take place anywhere and may occur, for example, within the child's home or that of someone known to the child. There are many different forms of abuse and a child may be subjected to more than one form: Physical abuse may consist of just one incident or it may happen repeatedly. It involves deliberately using force against a child in such a way that the child is either injured or is at risk of being injured. Physical abuse includes beating, hitting, shaking, pushing, choking, biting, burning, kicking or assaulting a child with a weapon.1 It also includes holding a child under water, or any other dangerous or harmful use of force or restraint. Female genital mutilation is another form of physical abuse. Sexu

Interview With Lavie Tidhar
1. Can you tell us a bit about HebrewPunk? HebrewPunk is a collection of four linked novelettes set in a kind of Jewish secret history – it was basically my attempt to write fantasy that kind of questions why we accept certain conventions – or clichés – for granted. I was always puzzled about vampires, for instance. Here we have this great enduring, rather dashing and romantic figure – the vampire – and what do we know about him (or her)? That he’s afraid of holy water and crosses? Now, the question that always puzzled me was – are all vampires such devout Christians? Or is the underlying assumption that the God who created vampires is a Christian God? So this is part of it – it’s taking these old conventions and playing with them for fun, playing with pulp because I love pulp, I love adventure stories and haunted castles and desperate chases and mysterious tunnels – but also trying to say, well, this is a different aspect of it, it’s Jewish pulp, it’s, well, HebrewPunk, and these v

Here's To Finding A Good Man
Here's to finding a good man Got a bucket of Corona, Enough stories to last all night, About the trials and tribulations, Of findin' Mr. Right Of findin' a good man. Here's to the liars and the cheaters And the cold mistreaters To the mama's boys who can't make a stand. Here's to the superficial players The I love you too-soon sayers If you hear me girls raise your hand Let's have a toast Here's to findin' a good man. Blind dates and horror stories Pushy guys and fast movers Let's dedicate this girl's night out To big talkers bad losers It's so hard findin' a good man. Here's to the liars and the cheaters And the cold mistreaters To the mama's boys who can't make a stand. Here's to the superficial players The I love you too-soon sayers If you hear me girls raise your hand Let's have a toast Danielle Peck- Here's to finding a good man Here's to findin' a good man. Julie, I know you want perfection Angie, you wanna listener. Lisa, your list i

Just How Im Feeling..
The Beatles - Help lyrics by John Lennon Help! Help! I need somebody, Help! Not just anybody, Help! You know I need someone, help. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I’m not so self-assured, Now I find I’ve changed my mind I’ve opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But ev'ry now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days

The Betrayal Of Sweet Dreams
It is with such sadness that I say goodbye to my friend Cavin. Cavin has been a joy and a priviledge to know and by no fault of his own he has been betrayed by someone I introduced him to. Her name is Sweet Dreams Spitfire promotions(Bellas Dolce)DJ Deez Nutz B.F.F. and various other names when the mood strikes. You may also know her as echo_ofhis desires @yahoo.com. She is always in fubar, and most recently in Spitfire Lounge. Please if you value your privacy,your life and your sanity stay away from her. We all know that people online can be and behave any way they want, some are even very accomplished actors, and Sweet dreams is one of those. One week a sub, one week a Domme, one week a loyal friend one week she won't know you, one week in love with dean and mark, and who knows who else, and they all did her wrong, this is sick and mentally unstable, unfortunately, people are online and they do not come with a doctors note saying they are healthy to be around people. Cavin did nothin

Why Im Here
hi ppl, how r u today? i hope everyone is fine. im writing this to let u all know exactly wat i'm lookig for on here. i'm not here to win any popularity contest. i'm here to make friends. if ur intrested in being friends, then by all means rate me, add me to ur friends list etc. but if ur only lookingto better ur rating, go find other ppl to do that for u. thank u for ur cooperation.

Things You Don't Want To Hear At A Tattoo Parlor
"Eagle? I thought you said BEAGLE." "We're all out of red, so I used pink." "There are 2 O's in Bob, right?" "Sorry, sir, your chest will only hold the bottle dinghy." "That call was for you. Hope you meet someone else named Tahiti Sweetie." "Gosh, I hate it when I get the hiccups." "Anything else you want to say? You've got plenty of room back here." "I'll bet you can't tell I've never done this before." "The flag's all done and, you know, the folds of fat make a nice waving effect." "Ooooooops!"

Trying To Get By
life is hard we jsut trying to get by day by day week by week and where dose it get . no were mush work hard to just to get the over time and it semm like it dose not get you any where. by you go on. wrok hard ofr the family. it hard life just trying to get by

What Is Domestic Violence?
What Is Domestic Violence? Domestic violence is control by one partner over another in a dating, marital or live-in relationship. The means of control include physical, sexual, emotional and economic abuse, threats and isolation. Survivors face many obstacles in trying to end the abuse in their lives although most are able to…psychological and economic entrapment, physical isolation and lack of social support, religious and cultural values, fear of social judgment, threats and intimidation over custody or separation, immigration status or disabilities and lack of viable alternatives. Increased public, legal and healthcare awareness and improved community resources enable survivors to rebuild their lives. Who Is Affected by Domestic Violence? Domestic violence occurs in every culture, country and age group. It affects people from all socioeconomic, educational and religious backgrounds and takes place in same sex as well as heterosexual relationships. Women with fewer resources

Haters
As a lot of you notice I'm online a lot and yes I'm in Iraq. I don't ever ask to be treated special because I'm in the military. Truth be told I hate being in the military. I'm in the infantry. I've been to Fallujah and Ramadi and seen my share of shit. I did my share of walking streets and kicking in doors. Who gives a shit if I'm on the internet. I got a scam ass job right now and I'm proud of it. I relax all day in the AC and talk to cute girls on the net.I also pay for my internet. If you've got a problem with me get the hell of my friends list but don't talk shit behind my back you coward. Know this I never talked about a single person on this website behind their back. If you don't like me kiss my ass. I don't care.

The Blue Pill
A woman asks her husband if he'd like some breakfast. "Would you like bacon and eggs, perhaps? A slice of toast? Grapefruit and coffee to follow?" she asks. He declines. "It's this Viagra... The Blue Pill," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunchtime, she asks if he would like something. "A bowl of homemade soup, homemade muffins or a cheese sandwich?" she inquires. He declines. "It's this Blue Pill," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." Come dinnertime, she asks if he wants anything to eat. She'll go to the store and buy him some food. Would he like maybe a steak and apple pie? Maybe he'd like a pizza microwaved or a tasty stir-fry that would only take a couple of minutes? He declines. "It's this ED medicine," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." "Well," she says, "Would you mind getting off me? I'm starving."

Secret Desires
Gideon Gryder thought that he probably should have felt more uneasy about the situation which he'd set into motion. It wasn't merely that he'd seduced his old band mate's young girlfriend a few nights back, or even that he'd spent the last few nights getting Erich Barnes so blind drunk that he wouldn't notice as Gideon sexually pursued his significant other. Even now, Gideon's thoughts of stripping Joy Marinero down to her pale beauty and taking her on the mattress or in the back seat of his car or even on the floor was more than enough to stimulate his hormones and encourage the normal male response. Gideon knew that Joy understood that this started out as a sort of mutual lust, and that they really weren't right for each other. His problem was that since they'd become secret lovers, the young white girl felt so right to him that he couldn't just ignore those obsessions welling up around them. What actually bothered Gideon least of all was his sense of timing. He knew that his timing

Cruelty Of Sweet Dreams
It is with such sadness that I say goodbye to my friend Cavin. Cavin has been a joy and a priviledge to know and by no fault of his own he has been betrayed by someone I introduced him to. Her name is Sweet Dreams Spitfire promotions(Bellas Dolce)DJ Deez Nutz B.F.F. and various other names when the mood strikes. You may also know her as echo_ofhis desires @yahoo.com. She is always in fubar, and most recently in Spitfire Lounge. Please if you value your privacy,your life and your sanity stay away from her. We all know that people online can be and behave any way they want, some are even very accomplished actors, and Sweet dreams is one of those. One week a sub, one week a Domme, one week a loyal friend one week she won't know you, one week in love with dean and mark, and who knows who else, and they all did her wrong, this is sick and mentally unstable, unfortunately, people are online and they do not come with a doctors note saying they are healthy to be around people. Cavin did nothi

Wisdom
THE UNCIVILIZED TRAGEDY OF THE HUMAN PARADOX Human beings were not created to be civilized. We were created to survive.Human beings are much more social creatures then most would have you know and for reasons that are not excepable to social standards. Never the less, those needs that drive people to one another are ever present just underneath the surface of the people you've just met, are meeting now and are going to meet all at one and not in order. The maturity of patience I think leads a person to value wisdom over knowledge because when you have wisdom you don’t own it leaving you humble before what you hear, see and feel unchanged by what you want to exist over what actually is and yet wisdom inevitably becomes a part of you. Which in my opinion is a beautiful thing because what you have learned can never be stagnant always changing forever growing with you’re understanding of the world around you and the people in it. Wisdom stands humble before what it dose not yet know, and

Our Love
The best surprise in my life is our love. My greatest strength is anchored in our love. Hiding in a mad forest of shadows, nothing brightened my darkness like our love. I wandered along life’s path in despair, unappreciated until our love. Circumstances hold us distant lovers, But no number of miles could stop our love. Though people may try to separate us, they underestimate the strength of our love. They don’t see the unconditional love; the FOREVER LOVE that grew from our love.

Learning To Wait
In my life i have had to learn how to wait. It has been very hard as i hate waiting. I have to wait now to find out about my grades as the teachers are on a break. I have to wait till next week to talk to Rob! I miss him so much. I have to wait for someoen to coem get me to take me to the store or any where else. I have to learn to wait on God! He has been trying to teach me to wait. I feel the waves of disspair wash over me and God either send someoen or let me hear somethign or e ven read something. It shows me God knows my feelings and understands and even today I got to hear from Rob and it made my whole day brighter! God loves us so much he blesses you with the simpiliest things liek a phone call from you love to even a bird flyign by you and landing near by to let you hear it sing. God is good and he will and has answered all my prayers! GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME> HE CAN AND STILL MOVES MOUNTAINS! Love your enemies! Even if it is hard. Love does conquer ALL

About My Girl
OK so for those of you that have seen that i changed my locaqtion,is because im moving there on the 22nd of this month.(august)I have finally met the girl of my dreams and we actually hit it off real good.....Her name would be jessie and she really is the greatest,noone has compared to her in 27 yrs.So for this im just sayin if i seem happy i really am cuz i plan on marrying this one in the future.And she also wants to do the same... steph

Oh Man I'm Tired!
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. - He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum,

The Bubble Bath
“The Bubble Bath” As I stand in the doorway looking through the soft light of the two dozen or so candles that surround the over sized Jacuzzi, I can see the relaxed expression on your face as you lay in the warm water of your favorite bubble bath. The candle light accents your features as you let your mind wander to who knows where. You are not aware of my presence, of me watching you, picturing your perfect skin beneath the bubbles. How your breasts are just breaking the surface every time you take a breath and how the cool air makes your nipples stand out. I know how much you like me to suck them and let my tongue tease them sending waves of passion through you. I remember last night how turned on you were while I worked on your nipples and how the rate of your breathing increased the longer I sucked and played with them. How you would hold the one I was paying attention too at the time as if to hold it in just the right place so you could get the maximum sensation

Poem: Gray Wolf
This was the first companion piece to CCP's 'Walk with Wind'. From here our saga started. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. Gray Wolf Moving silently through stunted pine I slowly descend to the lowlands My ears twitch to every sound I seek each scent from the wind I see the prey that I would hunt Yet for now they need not fear For what I seek shall not be here I know that I must go and wait For one who comes from rocky waste My padded feet take me along Trails known since I was a cub I climb a rock and lay to wait My bones and scars ache After this is complete I shall go To the Dreamland and become a cub To jump for the sun and run with wind A scent, a sound, she comes I smell the blood, the fear and fatigue I see the two legs paws bleeding Her pelts are torn and she tires Rise, stretch and feel the aches anew I descend to the trail she must take Does she speak the lanuage of the people Will she be as a cub I must teach I

My Ladys' Email Fantasy
As I sit in front of my computer, I wonder when the day will come when I will stop yearning for you. I wonder when my body will stop weeping for your touch, your kiss. I am dying inside not being able to be with you at this moment. I have already touched myself twice today, bringing myself to shuttering climaxes but they are not enough. I want you. I open my email hoping to see a message from you. I smile as I see your name in the "from" line. Although I enjoy your email, I am frustrated and I want you to be as sexually frustrated as I am. I want you to be hard and unable to refrain from touching yourself. I think back to the fantasy I had when I caressed myself and made myself come and a smile spreads across my face. I know how to get you hard and pulsating to the point where you want me as badly as I want you. I hit "New Message" and begin to tell you my fantasy... "I show up to do the audit and I stay late to go over things with you. You and I are the only ones left in the of

Southern :)
Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Football Southern women know their country breakfasts: Red-eye gravy Grit

Lost Love
Crying hearts crying eyes Love makes you weak inside Broken hearts broken dreams This world aint what it seem's Thinking of you brings a smile to my face. Dreaming of you makes my heart race. Talking to you I want you more But being with you is what I live for it's better to lose my eyes than see you go it's better to lose my ears them to hear you say goodbye it's better to lose my life than to live with out you it's better to lose every thing than to lose you But O' how darkness of the night, Comes to all with different sights, Only we living within our light, Can cast a glow throughout the night. Time for me to decide, within this heart, There's nothing hidden, loves' tear freely given Chasing shadows just to end my pain My heart, my heart, swells with pain with no hope to gain Gripped by fears, can't you see it in my tears? Mornin light never releasin all my fears With the numbered days joy eludes me, Befriending pain for He alo

Statue Of A Fool
Statue Of A Fool lyrics Somewhere there should be for all the world to see A statue of a fool made of stone The image of a man who let love slip through his hands And then just let him stand there all alone And there on his face a gold tear should be placed To honor the million tears he's cried And the hurt in his eyes would show so everyone would know That concealed is a broken heart inside So build a statue and oh build it high so that all can see Then inscribe the World's Greatest Fool and name it after me after me

Candles & Wine
Candles & Wine Candles lit, romance in the air Wine filled glasses, just, the two of us there. Tender kisses, on lips, and throat Reciting for you, poems, I wrote. Slowly, clothes are falling away Passions burning hot, no longer, at bay! Hands, roaming and feeling, in lustful quest Bodies trembling, flesh upon flesh. Lips to breast, both, yours and mine Minutes tick by, in, lover’s time. Down to your navel, my kisses roam Even further down, my tongues, found home. Ecstasy engulfing, your body responds Together our passions… joyfully, bonds. Climatic release, as you scream, “Oh Yes!” What I’ve done for you; you could do no less. Inside your body, you take me in Taking your time, you slowly begin. Mounted above, your hand is the guide Down then up, you gently ride. The sensations you’re causing, pulsing, through me Feel like blissful jolts, of, electricity. Finely your power, has me at my peak Wave after wave, I can’t even, speak. Explo

Love Unfolded
Your words pour over me like warm honey Coating my body with the slickness of desire. Your voice caresses my secret places, Then wraps itself around my length And glides slowly, sensuously, soothingly. Your soft sighs drift through the silence, Arousing me, alerting me to your need, Inspiring me to hold you, enfold you In my own words of wanting and desire, And dip myself inside your sacred vessel. Unseen, our bodies move together, Careening over every peak and valley, ‘Til urgent moans betray impending climax. Our breaths are synchronized in fierce panting And hungry words consume us with their fire.

Fuck Em
You are my freak. You are my obsession. The way you tease me and whisper my name. It drives me insane. The way you rip my clothes off and fuck me tell I bleed. Has me thinking of interesting times to come. As you play with my cookie and hear me mone. My insides are cumming undone. While you tie my up and gag me. Ill scream for pleasure. When you free me from my bonds. Ill put you in submission. Whip you and spank you tell you bleed. As our bodies slowly cover each other in blood. I taste you on my tongue while I whisper dirty nothings tell you scream fuck me please. I climb on your penis and grind you tell it hurts. As you cum inside me with a warm smoothe feeling. After its all said and done you know youve been fucked by a juggalo.

Yes I Am Back
I am back online again..... It will take awhile for me to fill the requests I have, and to sift thru friend requests. but i will get to them. sorry for the long delay. it appears that my cable modem box went out again... Im blowing one up about every 6 months lol

Online Love Goes Real Life
Online Love Goes Real Life "Where do you want to meet at?" Lady Katherine typed. It's been four months now and she's been faithfully talking to one man, LateNiteFantasy. They've decided that now is the time to get together in real life. They've discussed everything online, from their childhoods to their sex lives. There was hardly a day or night they wouldn't be online just letting their fingers do all the talking. They were addicted to each others words; each others love. Lady Katherine knew that LateNiteFantasy was the man for her. They were emotionally bound to each other. There were things that LateNiteFantasy and she would chat about that she had never discussed with anyone at any time. He brought out her secrets, her love, and her soul. It was like he was made just for her . . . He was the only man that held the key to her heart. After setting the time and place Lady Katherine set her online status to "busy" and let out a happy gLateNiteFantasy. She couldn't believe

My Lady
There is a lady, I've yet to meet To win her love, would be, a wondrous feat She deserves a love, so fair, so grand Oh; what we'd do, if I were her man Her smile; like sunshine, warming my face She carries herself, with elegant grace The face of a pixie, or a fairy queen Erotically sensual, and happily serene Her bodies a gift, I'd love to receive Hours of pleasure, with the games we'd conceive Devoting myself, to bringing joy in her life Like the joy I would feel; if she were my wife Deep in her eyes, I see what the world's made of Heaven and Earth, all filled with true love Mornings, I'd wake her, with a sweet gentle kiss Ensuring our day, would be lovingly bliss Passionate love, we'd make often and long The joining of our bodies, like music to song If given one wish, I knew would come true My lady it'd be, to spend my life; loving you!

We Are Rewarding For Doing Wrong
http://www.cbs46.com/news/13866712/detail.html CBS 46 Ex-Teacher Accused Of Rape Gets Raises POSTED: 1:57 pm EDT August 10, 2007 UPDATED: 2:06 pm EDT August 10, 2007 MOBILE, Ala. -- Getting fired from the classroom does not mean losing a paycheck. A review by the Associated Press found that a fired Alabama teacher charged with raping a student is still receiving paychecks, collecting nearly $100,000 and getting two raises, even though he hasn't been in the classroom in two years. Alvin Penez Taylor awaits an Aug. 20 trial in Talladega County. He is the beneficiary of a legal twist in a 2004 Alabama law that was supposed to reform the state's teacher dismissal process. The law, pushed by the state teachers' union with the backing of Gov. Bob Riley, has allowed at least two other education system personnel to continue to collect paychecks for 11 months and longer after being fired. One was Terry Wright, a former agricultural science instructor in Lauderdale Count

My Eyes
I heard the voice of your heart Upon the winds of time Calling to me....beckoning me.... Entertwining your soul with mine. Sharing secrets as loves begun Passions spent by heated fires In the moonlight beneath the stars You offer fulfillment of all my desires. My eyes they burn like fire, looking deep into your soul, as embers burning bright, they burn hot as reddened coal. They tell you that I'm hurting, that I can't stand the pain. They tell you life feels over, that there's nothing left to gain. They tell you how I struggle, not to think about your touch. They tell you it's impossible, because I miss it very much. They tell you I still love you, and will forevermore. Just now it wont be spoken, not like it had before. They tell you I still need you, and it's far to much for me. for I'm finding it impossible, to let your heart go free. They tell you you're a liar, I can't believe that it is true, that you no longer love me, not like you

Oh It's Time To Rock And Roll!!!!!!!!!!
COME JOIN US AND MEET SOME OF THE HOTTEST LADIES IN THE HOUSE ORDER SUM DRINKS OR BEER OR SHOTS WE GOT IT ALL!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA CUM CHECK US OUT... COME MEET SOME OF THE BEST DJ'S AND SHAKE UR ASS TO THE BEST TUNES LIVE WITH OUR HOTTEST DJ'S FROM EXCALIBUR RADIO I'M HERE AND ROCKING THE MORNING FOR YOU ALL COME JOIN ME ON AIR! AND SEE WHAT ALL MASSES ARE DOING WHILE

Today I Blocked A Friend Who Was Presisant To Viewing Him On Cam For>>? What Would You Do If In My Sistutation?
Im sad and yet I know stuff like this happens . I hate to lose friends but he was so determined and all for me to view him on cam. I dont trust cams cause of a bad experience once . And now I just say no ; Guys get all mad at me cause I wont look or view .. They ask whats my hang up about cams.. Well my hang ups are mine . and A bad experince one is enough for me ; see I came from an abused life style and Im not going back wards to that life : Im in my Saviours hands now : He pulled me away to see good and not evil anymore ; He showed me love and not hate ; If I feel uncomfortable, then it isnt right with me or God ; If your a true Friend you,ll understand this . and im so sad to lose friends but are they truly friends, if they want me to go against my God or beliefs to view them in a way that I wont ,and cant..thank you all have a great weekend now .. hug diana

Epilogue From A Lady
Words of Pleasure My orgasm occurred about an hour ago, I write this with all the detail fresh in my mind, (though I do tidy it later) I want you to know every salacious detail. The act of writing my masturbation for your knowledge, and the arousal it gives me has demanded an epilogue. Seconds ago I orgasm again after being aroused so, as I knew I would. Below I detail the event for you my erotic confidante, my reader. Content in afterglow I warmly bid you farewell until the next sharing of my intimacy. I walked into my bedroom looking at the patchwork satin bedspread illuminated through the net curtains by warm, diffuse sunlight. I love to masturbate on this quilt. Its' six-inch squares of satin, silk, some even polyester I think, feel wonderful on my skin as I writhe on my back. Or rubbing my nipples hard on it while on my front, hand delving down between my legs reaching for so much pleasure. But my cherished reader, I am ahead of myself. It is 4:06pm precisely. I have j

Crumble
Beneath the stone cold era Behind the back of your mind Questions with no answers To relieve what you entwined Weaving around your memory glans As it all turns into nothing but sand Flying across your desert sky Don't you wish you were high High enough to solve it all Yet in a few seconds Come crashing down Down into your secluded mind Just to say fuck it From time to time Pressured feelings With far away dreams As you reach to succeed in them Stars grow dim Dimmer and dimmer as it all turns black Fully realizing you can't turn back Falling through the empty pages Words that means nothing to the character Throughout the art work You hide in shame Chapters of greed and pain No love shown through your heartless life No passion consisting your own that you type Between the m.i.d.d.l.e lines Become shattered and ruined The once told story Of your twisted lullaby Two people playing one role Inserting the wrong direction of place To meet that one you fre

Cacoon
Why must I feel the way I do With chains and shackles Around my shoes The cacoon of an innocent Holds the world in the palm of their hand As it hatches through pain of one's own eyes Everything crumbles into ash Tearing away from one's body Tearing away from one's pleasure All fails within one abyss Beauty so pleasant Sweetly sounding of the winds Scream unto me with your bliss Of nightmares on end scorch the mindless Forever you shall burn Down your broken trail A path so distant With no light leading Waking up with a memory Morning lights up the blackened sky As another day comes around A void in the middle of a broken heart Reaching to hold onto you Grasping the hallway stairs Leading to the torture Of a chained massacre The noose swinging From where I jumped Lyes a disgruntled figure Blood covers the floors That you walk upon Clawing the scales of time Where you once loved Does she love you like I do I can't let go I can't get out Haunting your

The Journey Home
JOURNEY HOME. The bright yellow sun hung lazily in the noonday sky. The shimmering heat stopped all but the foolhardy from venturing forth beneath its intense glare. In the distance a dust cloud rose and then fell as a mild breeze swept lazily across the vast open spaces of the plains. The sky above was blue and cloudless. There was no shade from the relentless heat that baked the ground as hard as stone, the force of which then split it open like an over ripe melon, leaving behind gaping scars as evidence of the suffering that the earth underwent during this time. Nothing stirred for days on end. No strong winds blew and no clouds appeared. No animals seemed to roam across the plains in search of food or water. For any animal that had failed to find these essential sources of life, before the coming of the fierce summer sun, were already laid out upon the sweltering floor of the plains. Their dead bodies wasted away, their bones bleached white, for this was a harsh t

Naked Pictures
Ok now I have your attention...lol For the ones who don't know I am in a sexy eyes contest. Male or Female the one who post the most comments by Monday will win a braclet or earrings thanks to "SWEETDREAMS" and if you get more friends to help you will also get a platium cherry as well here is the link below... Thanks

Economic Mess
SAN FRANCISCO - When Linda Martin refinanced the mortgages on three different houses nearly three years ago, she thought the lower monthly payments would help her save more money for retirement. nstead, the Lakewood, Colo. skin-care specialist is sinking in financial quicksand amid a widening mortgage morass that's pulling down home prices and threatening to drag the U.S. economy into a recession. "I'm hanging on by a thread, not knowing whether I am going to be living in a car in six months," said Martin, who declined to reveal her age. Martin is among the hundreds of thousands of borrowers saddled with "option" adjustable rate mortgages, risky loans that dangled bargain-basement introductory payments and also let borrowers defer a portion of interest payments until later years. Millions of other borrowers are wrestling with another type of adjustable rate mortgage, or ARM, called "interest-only." These loans allowed borrowers to pay just enough each month to cover the int

Virtual Relationships-long But A Good Read
Is This Man Cheating on His Wife? Friday August 10, 3:26 am ET By Alexandra Alter On a scorching July afternoon, as the temperature creeps toward 118 degrees in a quiet suburb east of Phoenix, Ric Hoogestraat sits at his computer with the blinds drawn, smoking a cigarette. While his wife, Sue, watches television in the living room, Mr. Hoogestraat chats online with what appears on the screen to be a tall, slim redhead. He's never met the woman outside of the computer world of Second Life, a well-chronicled digital fantasyland with more than eight million registered "residents" who get jobs, attend concerts and date other users. He's never so much as spoken to her on the telephone. But their relationship has taken on curiously real dimensions. They own two dogs, pay a mortgage together and spend hours shopping at the mall and taking long motorcycle rides. This May, when Mr. Hoogestraat, 53, needed real-life surgery, the redhead cheered him up with a private island that cost her

Who I Am
i am a happly marry man. my wife is poison on this site. she is a wonderful woman who stands behind me on what i do. we have 4 children. 2 most beautiful girls and 2 boys. i am hardly home due to the fact that my job sends me to all kind of places. in the past 4 years i have only been home for about a year and half. i am due to leave again soon for 15 to 18 months. people look at me as a hero and i am not i am just a guy who does a job to get by every day.

Great Spirit And Soiyo Kola Eau
am native pryer o great spirit whose voice i here in the winds and whose breath breath gives life to all the world here me ! !i am small and weak i need your strength and wisdom. let me walk in beauty,ever behold the red and purple sunset make my hande respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to here your voice. make me wise so that i may understand the things you have taugth my peopl. let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. i seek strength not to be greater than my brother,but to figth my greatest enemy-myself. make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straigth eyes. so when life fades as the fading sunset, my pirit may come to you without shame SOIYO KOLA EAU

Irony Of Love
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love

The Battle Within
< The Battle Within. (Taken from an old Cherokee tale.) By the swirling waters of the Little Bighorn River twenty finely decorated tipis stood nestled within a small clump of trees. A band of Lakota, led by their chief Yellow Hand, had made this spot, in a bend of the river, their summer camp for as long as anyone could remember. Because of the heat, the village was quiet; movement kept to a minimum. High above, the sun blazed large and powerful in the clear blue sky. The heat sapped at the strength of everything that moved. Old men, having long ago learnt the important lesson of taking shelter from the heat, sat beneath the shade of a large tree. Younger men lazed around the village, their skin as red as the earth beneath their feet. They sometimes sat inside their tipis in an attempt to escape the hottest part of the day, only venturing outside to either talk or to swim. Young boys and girls played in the dried grubby earth, their laughter and babble drifting lazily

New Menopause Beer.
From the Bizarre Science desk: New Menopause beer. Czech scientists say they have created a new non-alcoholic beer that contains 10 times the normal amount of phyto-estrogen, intended to help women suffering from menopause. The beer, developed by the Czech Republic's Research Institute for Brewing and Malting, is intended to relieve menopausal symptoms and maintain bone density by tackling a lack of the oestrogen hormone in many Czech women. The development marks a sizeable breakthrough in the realm of functional beer, at a time when functional foods are becoming more popular in many markets. Oestrogen levels drop significantly in women at the onset of the menopause and remain low from then on. Studies have linked a lack of the hormone to increased risk of various health problems, including heart disease and osteoporosis. Czechs drink an average 161 liters of beer each every year, compared to 121 in Germany and around 84 in the US. So it was the natural bevera

The Sabbath : God,s Day Of Rest>> And Ours Too.>>>
this Morn: Saturday The sabbath God ,s day of Rest God says to keep It Holy < Rest > But He didnt say we cant help or do good deeds for others. Jesus even healed the sick on a Sabbath ; So I try to help or listen or give Gods words to those needing to hear them . I try to help and commfort them in need . ty all diana hugs..

My Father
MY FATHER. My father lived upon these lands, Where he could wander free. And no man told him what to do, Or told him what to be. He lived the life of a human being, Not attempting to change one little thing, And he left no tracks across these lands, To show where he had been. He could walk the sacred paths, For he knew just where they lay, And when he spoke at council, They would listen to what he’d say. The feathers that adorned him, Showed for all the world to see Just how brave he was in heart, And the warrior that I could be. He loved these lands, my father, And knew just where he’d lay, When his life had reached full circle As he reached his dying day. Now I live upon these lands, Where I can wander free And no man tells me what to do Or tells me what to be! love to all ~rebelbreed!

We Men Are Funny Some Times .
Subject: Oil Change Instructions Oil Change Instructions for Women: >> 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the >> last oil change. >> 2) Drink a cup of coffee >> 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly >> maintained vehicle. >> >> Money spent: >> Oil Change: $ 20.00 >> Coffee $ 1.00 >> Total: $ 21.00 Oil Change Instructions for Men : >> 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of >> oil, oil filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check >> for $50.00. >> 2) Stop by 7-11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive >> home. >> 3) Open a beer and drink it. >> 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. >> 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. >> 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. >> 7) Place drain pan under engine. >> 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. >> 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. >

Comment On Best Cleavage Contest Or Get Deleted Off My Page Muuhaaaa
www.bwylde.com Best Cleavage contest, Vote and comment as much as you want - Winner gets a Blast and a Sex Toy!! 'Romance Specialist/Toy Master' Owner of my Red Fire Devil CUMMM VOTE 4 MEEE COME ON FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS COUMMM GIVE ME SOME RATINGS GO TO Romance Specialist/Toy Master@ fubar THEN GO TO THE PICTURES AND FIND THE CONTEST PICTURES DONT FORGET TO COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT EVERY COMMENT COUNTS COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT

Black Eyed Kids
It was about 9:30 p.m. when I left. From my friends relatively isolated apartments, it's about 10-15 minutes or so to downtown (Abilene has a population of about 110,000). Right next to Camalott Communications' old location is a $1.50 movie theater. At the time, the place was featuring that masterwork of modern film, Mortal Kombat. I drove by the theater on the way into the center proper and pulled into an empty parking space. Using the glow of the marquee to write out my check, I was startled to hear a knock on the driver's-side window of my car. I looked over and saw two children staring at me from street. I need to describe them, with the one feature (you can guess what it was) that I didn't realize until about half-way through the conversation cleverly omitted. Both appeared to be in that semi-mystical stage of life children get into where you can't exactly tell their age. Both were boys, and my initial impression is that they were somewhere between 10-14. Boy N

Help A Girl Out!
Ok...much love to everyone that has taken the time to rate my pics....I do my best to return the love but sometimes need a swift kick in the ass....so if I have not rated you (and your page doesn't boot me) then please let me know....I'm a nice girl that truly DOES my best to return the love! ALSO - if you haven't rated my stash - go take a look-see. I have oodles of video's..some recent..some from yester-year and some to just make you smile. I'll be in and out through out the weekend....so gimme LUV! Thanks, my peeps! MUAHZ!

Jerk Vs. Nice Guy
A wise man once told me, "As a man, you have to die once in order to live." I never fully appreciated his advice, nor did I understand it until I experienced it firsthand. From that time on, I understood the origins of the Jerk vs. Nice Guy battle. You may be asking yourselves, "What in the world is this guy talking about?" Well, I'm referring to the widely known fact that women habitually date men that are jerks while the "nice" guys are often left twiddling their thumbs in solitaire. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Figuratively speaking, in order for a man to enjoy the company of women and be able to seduce them, his inner nice guy must first die through heartache. It is at this point that his inner bad boy surfaces and goes on the prowl. Any man that has experienced true love, only to have his heart crushed by the woman that he thought he would spend his life with, will understand what I am talking about. A man that has never experienced the heartache of bei

The Grey Wolf
THE GREY WOLF. The land now lay buried beneath a thick white blanket of freshly fallen snow. The branches of the trees that stood low down on the mountain ranges were now straining beneath the weight of the white powdery substance that now completely covered them. The thick brown trunks of the trees higher up in the range were slowly being squeezed by the icy grip of winter. The sound from their groaning would exploded every now and then into a thunderous roar that would then echo around the thin crisp cold mountain air. And yet the snow had only been falling across the vast lands for only a short space of time. The air was still thick with the tiny falling particles. Movement upon the land and within the mountain, that the snow now covered, was minimal. The animals seeking shelter from the freezing winds that always preceded the white blanket, and which were still howling across the lands and on up into the higher reaches of the mountain, trekked slowly along under the harsh con

Glass
I’d rip my heart out and pour it into a glass jar if I thought you’d see it clearer. Better for you to see it and conceive it, than to believe me never. Follow this clever thought process, if not, I’ll spoon feed it to you so its easier for you to digest. I confess, I created this existence. A world of desolate plateaus and lost souls, who sold their warmth to live in the cold. It grows old knowing this story will never get told. So, I’ll hook you up to an IV of pure emotion; so when I cry, you cry and together, that’s called devotion. A whole new love potion to set this world in motion, stirring up a commotion they’ve never seen before. But Until then I lore the weak and the wounded to accompany me in this lurid sea of what has become of me. Left for ruin and despondency. Dependency. I I digress I take a deep breath Fill my chest. Feel my heart Feel the blood swim within to keep me bound when I feel apart. Its hard, But somehow, I’ll manage this worthless sava

My 11's
i dont ramdonly use my 11's on just anybody. usually i will chose 1 person who is close to leveling and try and help them out during a happy hour. if you are in need during a happy hour and are close to leveling, let me know nd i will see if i still have them. i have helped 3 people level now. thanks everyone and have a good weekend

Ok To Say A Prayer To Accept The Lord Isnt All You Have To Do> Read On>>
You must be sincere in your prayer and you must walk in Thy lord ,s love show all.. tell all of him and do think and act as our Lord would to others. Like help when you see a need , or give a smile showing love , be sincere, turn other cheek if need too .. .. Love thy neighbor as thyself , follow the Ten commandants and so on. i know it wont be easy and you will have times you feel like your failing so just call on Jesus or Thy Father to give you strenth and guidence and perserverance and patience and all other to keep you in Thy light and faith. Fight the devil with God,s help . Remenber God created you he loves you he Sent his only son to Die to save you and gave a great gift to you eternl life. Dont let the devil win > it,s worth every battle against the devil for you to (win) for you to belive in and have faith In God Almighty > . God Bless you .. Hugs diana .. if I can help you ,call out Ill try .. Ill try .. take care .. luv diana

Horoscope! Blah
Your love life is about to take a positive turn, thanks to your overwhelmingly good energy. Whether you're currently single, happily partnered or on the rocks, expect a positive change today. HAHA MAYBE THIS ONE WILL COME TRU!!! SINCE IT GOT FUCKED OVER YESTERDAY!!!!!! ON THE ROCKS LMFAO!! I HOPE THE HOROSCOPE PEOPLE ARE RIGHT!!!!!

Need Some Help
HEY EVERYONE I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A BLAST AND NEED SOME HELP WITH COMMENTS SO PLZ COME BY AND RATE MY PIC AND DROP ME A FEW COMMENTS I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT THANKS A BUNCH AND MUAH'S ALL AROUND CLICK THE PIC AND SHOW ME LUV...THX AGAIN PLEASE IF YOU CAN HELP TY TY TY TY

Depression 08-11-2007
Here it is, Saturday morning, and I'm working again. Why? I'm not real sure. Our group is caught up. But here I am, and I'm not even working my area. Once again, I'm an hour and a half away from my house, in a town I'm not that familiar with, doing tickets because another group can't keep up, and don't put in an honest days work. So that sets my mood for the day. I have banking that will not get done, because I won't be home in time. I have a yard full of weeks that I need to pull. I have a bathroom that needs to get finished painted and trimmed. My son just got home last night, I'd like to see him. But none of this matters, because people won't step up, and take responsibility for their actions. I'd like to go out, and see a band I like who's playing tonite, but I know deep down it will not happen. My wife works 12 hours, then is getting her haircut, then she'll come home and say she's too tired to go out. She'll tell me I should go out by myself, meet up with friends, a

Looking For Any Advice...
Ok...so once I get back to NC on Sunday I've decided to start working out again. GREAT way to reduce stress and keep my mind occupied at the same time. I absolutley HATE doing sit up's but it's the only way that I know of to get those tight abs that I am shooting for....soooo if anyone knows of ANY other way to acheive this without killing myself doing sit ups - not to mention they're the most boring exercise - please share with me! Thanks bunches!

Contest :)
As you know the Contest has started and there are two leaders in the pack!! But theres Still lots of time left (6 days) How did they get so many votes? They have posted Blogs, Bulletins, personal messages, and there Fubar Tag lines telling all their friends vote!! You can even rate and Comment...and Bombing is allowed so get to it :) The Leaders have been busy commenting on themselves and have seen one comment on all the others wishing them good Luck.... Remember that not only am I giving away a Blast, but a Sex toy too...One of my Favorites :)

Friends To The End...
Well its almost over, and it looks like no ones giving up....people are still voting like crazy , and thats all theyve done since this thing started...Looks like its gonna be a helluva finish...there is still 2 hours to go... We all know what could happen in that much time... Thanks once again to everyone once again, from all the entrants in this contest and myself for your participation....If you have participated in this contest and still havent recieved your party time gift fom me....Please let me know, i wanna make sure i gave something back to each and every one... The contest and album will be closed at 1:00 I will take a talley and hand out the prizes.... shorlty after i will post a blog/bulleton with the results.....Thank you so much for being a part of this ....Have a WonderFu weekend.... *Add,Fan,rate me....I will return the love because i really do love my Fubar friends!

Water
blue colors and tasteless dreams the body is pur, but the soul feels unclean heart weighs heave due to scorpion venom. as high as i climb the void gets deeper move away run it all seems so clever forked tongue conversationalists warn me better two faces, two personalities whats to believe? why trust anything when we're only deceived? sick from lying in this astrological muck falling forever just like a Fish's luck

Deviant Art
Ok, I finally went and got an account at Deviant Art and I invite all of you to stop by and check out my stuff. There isn't a lot there yet, but I'm working on it. Just follow this link PUNKY'S DEVIANCE Leave comments, criticism, whatever you like. I hope you enjoy what you see.

I-35 Bridge...minneapolis/st. Paul
I received this from a friend...some amazing pictures. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Just an FYI. this is a Russian site but the pictures are some of the best that I have seen. They were taken by the staff of a local paper but I haven't found them published anywhere else. I only found one disturbing comment posted there and upon checking it I found it was from here in the US...go figure. Most of the comments from the Russians all were concerned with the stats on the bridge and concern for the dead and injured and families. Maybe the internet is bringing the world closer...(I for one hope so) © Jeff Willer, Star Tribune 1 àâãóñòà â 18:10 ïî ìåñòíîìó âðåìåíè (03:00 Ìñê) â Ìèííåàïîëèñå îáðóøèëñÿ ìîñò ÷åðåç Ìèññèñèïè. Ïî ïðåäâàðèòåëüíûì äàííûì ïîãèáëè 9 ÷åëîâåê (ïî óòî÷íåííûì íà ñåãîäíÿøíèé âå÷åð – 4 ÷åëîâåêà), 20 ñ÷èòàþòñÿ ïðîïàâøèìè. Â ðåêå îêàçàëèñü îêîëî 50 àâòîìîáèëåé. Ãóáåðíàòîð øòàòà Òèì Ïîëåíòè ðàññêàçàë, ÷òî â øêîëüíîì àâòîáóñå, êîòîðûé åõàë â ýòî âðåìÿ ïî

Burn
you move, like i want to you see the things i want to around you i feel i should burn you feel, like angels should you smell like flowers do around you i feel i should burn Time, has tortured me all the lies false promises have blinded me but now, so close to you i see, i feel i feel i should burn

What A Week
Morning yall hope all of you are doing well and staying cool in this wicked heat we have been having. Well week one of my husbands recovery has come to a close and I tell you its been a hell of a week I feel like all I ever get done doing now is driving to an from doctors appointments lol. It has been a trying week with trying to get everything gathered up for my husbands appointments and he seems to be doing alittle better but not much. He has along way to go yet. The doctors seem to think now that he has a ruptured disk in his lower back which is all swelled up and black an blue and the doctors told him if that was the case then he woul dhave to have surgery to repair it. On thursday the hub had to have a cast put on because his hand was broken in two spots so thats on for 4 weeks maybe more if it doesnt heal right. This week he has to go back for another cat scan of his head to see how the bleed in his brain is doing. I am so exhausted yall I need strength to get threw this ordeal a

This Be A Prayer You Can Say To Our Lord For Him To Come Into Your Heart Today ;
O Lord please help Me ;Im a sinner wanting to call on You now... Please ; I want to follow Thee and I do belive . I have faith now iN The ; Can you strengthen this and show me love and help me on my way ,to learn of you and your love and ways..Teach me O Lord ; Show me thy plan for my life , Use me and Guide me , I want to be your servant and I want to recieve thy blessings and I except Thy gift of Eternal Life and love and all ..I worship You first and put you O Lord in my life first.. ; I will listen and have faith in you and no one else. For your my Christ who layed down Your life for me ; I accept You as my King.. Thank You O lord for saving a sinner like me.. Amen Amen ! Amen !!..

Poetry/babble
ugh! THe AlARM! How i hate it so shattering what little silence i'm owed. slide out of the sheets and into some pants if only i can make it a small distance press the button, ahhh the sound of brew it won't be long, bu it won't come too soon i like my coffee, much like i lyke my women hott i don't care if your sweet sour, green or hazzle nut just do your job and wake me up

To Fall In Love Is Easy...
To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be.

Let Go Or Hold On The Person???
If you really care for and love someone so much, would you let that person go or hold on to that person? I think that if you really love someone so much and care about him A LOT then you would let that person go and be happy because what's the point of holding on to that person while you know that he doesn't love you or that he doesn't want to be with you? And what's the point of holding on if he's not happy with you? You're only gonna hurt yourself more for doing this..

Do U Love Me? Click On That Banner !!!!!
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Holy Fuck!!!!!
So I was sitting Reading Rudolph Hoss' Autobiography, eating my breakfast and I get a call from my ex...Normally since two days ago would be fine, but I ask her whats going on since she called me at 7 in the morning, Turns out she and her room mate were drinking at their friends house and her room mate left without my ex's knowledge. So she thought no big deal, I am feeling a little weird(physically) so I'm gonna go home as it is right across the street.She gets up grabs all her things and goes to the door the fucking guy stands up and gets between her and the door, then grabs her arm when she reaches for the door knob...all the while he is telling her it's cool just come back and sit down...So she finally manages to get past him and when she is going down the stairs she starts to feel really weird and falls, This fuck is chasing her and once he got down the stairs he went the wrong way, she went to her friends apt. and immediately passed out...Turns out she got roofied by this fuck! N

All Cried Out
This has been an all time favorite of mine since the 80's....... funny how some songs come back to you and can mean different things to you at different times of your life. All Cried Out ( Lisa Lisa And Cult Jam ) (Female) All alone on a Sunday morning Outside I see the rain is falling Inside I'm slowly dying But the rain won't hide my crying, crying,crying And you, don't you know my tears will burn the pillow Set this place on fire 'cause I'm tired of your lies All I needed was a simple "Hello" But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear my cry Ah, I gave you my love in vain My body never knew such pleasure My heart never knew such pain And you, you leave me so confused Now I'm all cried out over you Oh, you. All over you, oooh. (Male) Never wanted to see things you way I had to go astray, oh, why was I such a fool? Now I see that the grass is greener [why oh why] Is it too late for me to find my way home, How could I be so wrong? [Leavin'

Suicide
Tortured, suffering, living in pain haunted by his past she writes a letter to her family and friends and for unknown reasons laughs. she thought she was alone and uncared for she heavens a sigh of grief tears flow freely from her eyes she seeks to find relief. Into her room she silently went her family not to wake takes the revolver from her drawer her hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house her parents run indred for on the floor with a gun at her side in a pile of blood their child lay dead.

For Ever Yours.
As the days go by as our lifes grow old may you walk with me hand in hand we'll hold, and 'till the end my darling will I "SO HOLD TRUE" that for but each other "MEANT" were me and you. If your presence is absent when time is pass exist "HEAVEN" will be bleak if your luster is missed, thus I would not stay if you are nowhere their for the fitting place would have lost its glare, I would "DIE" again to be born in you being in every beat that your heart induced and throughout your body it would introduce my lingering existance with your own would truce

Rude People
You know, I've always wondered what it is that makes people want to be rude or mean to other people. I mean, what is truly the point? For most, I think it's a way to make them feel better about themselves by putting someone else down. And for me, if that's how society is, people really need to get a frikkin life! If you have nothing better to do with your time and energy than be rude, inconsiderate, and just downright hateful, GET A HOBBY! I don't appreciate rudeness and I sure don't care about having those types of people in my life. A positive attitude goes hand in hand with a happy life. Negativity breeds negativity and someday, it will bite ya in the ass! Remember, the toes you step on today might belong to the ass you have to kiss tomorrow! Have a great weekend!

Ratting
Dont people realise that rattings of pictures are entirly subjective? I know this and honestly I do not care what I get for rattings or even what people think of the rattings that I give out but seriously do a lot of people automaticly expect a 10 no matter who is looking at them?

All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You
All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You ( Heart ) It was a rainy night when he came into sight Standing by the road, no umbrella, no coat So I pulled up along side and I offered him a ride He accepted with a smile so we drove for a while I didn't ask him his name, this lonely boy in the rain Fate tell me it's right, is this love at first sight Please don't make it wrong, just stay for the night All I wanna do is make love to you Say you will you want me too All I wanna do is make love to you I've got lovin' arms to hold on to So we found this hotel, it was a place I knew well We made magic that night. Oh, he did everything right He brought the woman out of me, so many times, easily And in the morning when he woke all I left him was a note I told him I am the flower you are the seed We walked in the garden we planted a tree Don't try to find me, please don't you dare Just live in my memory, you'll always be there All I wanna do is make love to you One night of lov

1949
In 1949 (the year you were born) Harry Truman is president of the US Treaty signed by US, Canada and other countries establishes the North Atlantic Treaty Organization (NATO) German Federal Republic (West Germany) is established A communist government is established in mainland China John Belushi, Erik Estrada, and Bruce Springsteen are born New York Yankees win the World Series Philadelphia Eagles win the NFL Championship Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup The Second Sex by Simone de Behavior is published What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Ismael The Stalker
This jerk has been doing this to the whole KOW and fubar aint doing nothing ..FTW Lost Goth has him on blocked even but he still get s threw ...hell look what he popsted on comments on my profile about her and this time he has been nice about it he is mailing her calling her a fuckin cunt everything and nothng is being done...how can he keep getting threw to everyones profiles and her mail when he is blocked?talk about a stalker · X*XMonster Blac... just checked you out! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... left you a new photo comment! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago · X*XMonster Blac... rated your photo a '1'! 2 day ago

Peace
"May there be peace when we meet." The Elders tell us the greatest gift we can seek is peace of mind, to walk in balance, to respect all things. For us to do this, we must have peace within ourselves and peace within ourselves cannot come unless we are walking the path the Creator would have us walk. Sometimes the tests on this path are difficult, but we know that each test makes us stronger. Oh Great Spirit, I ask You to whisper Your wisdom in my heart. You are the only one who knows the secret to peaceful living and the mystery of harmony. Teach me of Your peace, understanding and balance and guide me onto your good path. "Balance is a necessity in our lives not a convince". In order to grow in good ways we must seek balance, Life is somewhat harder without it. The tests that come forth give us a chance to see just how much balance we actually have in our lives. Are we willing to seek a better path to walk or do we want to stagnate and not grow? Do I want balance in my

Goodies
Goodies ( Ciara ) (feat. Petey Pablo) [Ciara] My Goodies, My Goodies, My Goodies Not my goodies! [Verse 1: Petey Pablo] I got a sick reputation for handlin broads All I need is me a few seconds or more. It's a rap Tell the lady to bring my lap And I ain't comin back So you can put the car right there. I'm the truth And I ain't got nothin' to prove. An you can ask anybody 'cause they seen me do it. Barracades, I run right through 'em I'm used to 'em. Throw all the dirt you want its no use still gonna have a pin up in a fabulous room on her back pickin' at a basket of fruit. (I love you boo) Yeah freak and Petey love you too. Ha Ha You know how I do.. [Hook: Ciara] You may look at me and think that I'm Just a young girl But I'm not just a young girl. Baby this is what I'm lookin' for: a sexy, independent, gotta spend it type that's gettin' his dough I'm not bein too dramatic that's the way I gotta have it. [Chorus: Ciara] I bet you want the go

Just Some Thoughts
Te hace sentir bien cuando me ves llorar? Cuando me haces sentir que no valgo nada? Cuando dejes tu recuerdo en forma de manchas negras por todo me cuerpo. No hay excusa por de una manera o otra siempre es mi culpa, Que eso te ayuda dormir? Diciendo "Si no me provocas, no pasara nada" Hacerme pensar que me lo merezco. Si eso te hacer sentir mejor de ti mismo, hazlo. Pero va a llegar el dia que yo no lo voy a aguatar Sabes que, ya ni me duele tanto Un dia ya ni me va a dolor Y cuando llega ese dia te vas a quedar solo y sin mi Porque aunque estoy quebrada y acabada, no se me a olvidado como volar

Bitch Is An Insult, Not A Compliment....
I'm bored as hell. So here's 15 random things most people may or may not know about me. 1] I don't give 2 shits or a fuck about sex. (SERIOUSLY) 2] I haven't been 'with someone' in almost four years. 3] I like the color purple. (As long as it's a deep shade.) 4] I'm a smartass, who also has a great tendancy to say the wrong thing at anytime. 5] I love to be right, and hate being wrong. (I get over it.) 6] I cry (When no one else can see) 7] I enjoy writing poetry 8] I live with friends. (Whoever's got a spot on their floor really.) 9] I moved to Arizona from Michigan to go to college. 10] I was once engaged to the greatest woman on earth... but I fucked it up. Her name I won't say, but the initals are JDKM. 11] I'm a virgo... this means: 12-13 12] I think logically. 13] I'm meant to be alone. 14] I hate shrimp 15] If you call yourself a B*tch with pride... stay far the hell away from me... It's an insult NOT... a compliment. Okay #15 nee

A Jew, A Catholic And A Mormon Were Having Drinks
A Jew, a Catholic and a Mormon were having drinks at the bar following an interfaith meeting. The Jew, bragging on his virility, said, "I have four sons. One more and I'll have a basketball team." The Catholic, waived off this accomplishment, stating, "That's nothing, boy. I have 10 sons, one more and I'll have a football team." To which the Mormon replied, "You guys ain't got a clue. I have 17 wives. One more and I'll have a golf course."

Pon De Replay
Pon De Replay ( Rihanna ) [Hook x2:] Come Mr. DJ song pon de replay Come Mr. DJ won't you turn the music up all the gyal up on the dancefloor wantin some more what Mr. DJ won't you turn the music up [Verse:] it goes 1 by 1 even 2 by 2 everybody in the club let me show you how we do lets go dip it low then you bring it up slow wine it up 1 time wine it back once more[come] [Pre-Hook:] Run, Run, Run, Run Everybody move run Lemme see you move and Rock it til the grooves done Shake it til the moon becomes the sun (Sun) Everybody in the club give me a run (Run) If you ready to move say it (Yeah Yeah) One time for your mind say it (Yeah Yeah) Well i'm ready for ya Come let me show ya You want to groove im'a show you how to move Come come [Hook x2:] Come Mr. DJ song pon de replay Come Mr. DJ won't you turn the music up all the gyal up on the dancefloor wantin some more what Come Mr. DJ won't you turn the music up [B-Sec x2:] Hey mis

Sos
Sos ( Rihanna ) Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohh You know I've never felt like this before Lalala lalala la la Ohh This feeling's like, so real I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up And I'm aggressive, with just one thought up close enough You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue 'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you I'm the question and you're of course the answer Just hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer You make me shaken up, never mistaken But I can't control myself got me calling out for help S.O.S. please someone help me. It's not healthy, for me to feel this way Boy you are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right S.O.S. please someone help me It's not healthy for me to feel this way Oh you are making this hard You got me tossin' and turnin' and I can't sleep at night This time please someone come and rescue me 'Cause you on my mind has got me losing it I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest

Back To Reality, Bitches!
If there is one thing that annoys me about this place it is the sudden implosion of cyber marriages. Yes, cyber marriages, fubar weddings, all that crap really annoys the shit out of me. It's really none of my business on who marries who and what people do with their lives, but it annoys me to no end to see people wasting away their lives dedicating themselves to people they will probably never even meet. Now, I'm not one to judge, but honestly, if you are quite a distance away from the one you "love" do you really think it's going to work out in real life just because it works out online? I honestly believe that people on this site are multi-faceted. There is the fubar personality and then there is your REAL personality. When on fubar, you can be the person you are not. For an example...me. I'm really not gorgeous. Yes, these are my real pics, obviously, but for some odd reason, webcam makes me look thinner and prettier then I normally am. Do I ever have real life

One Way Or Another
One Way Or Another ( Blondie ) One way or another, I'm gonna find ya. I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha. One way or another, I'm gonna win ya. I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha. One way or another, I'm gonna see ya. I'm gonna meetcha, meetcha, meetcha, meetcha. One day, maybe next week, I'm gonna meetcha. I'm gonna meetcha, I'll meetcha. I will drive past your house, and if the lights are all down I'll see who's around. One way or another, I'm gonna find ya. I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha. One way or another, I'm gonna win ya. I'll getcha, I'll getcha. One way or another, I'm gonna see ya. I'm gonna meetcha, meetcha, meetcha, meetcha. One day, maybe next week, I'm gonna meetcha. I'll meetcha, ah. And if the lights are all out, I'll follow your voice downtown, see who's hangin' out. One way or another I'm gonna lose ya. I'm gonna give you the slip. A slip of the lip, or another, I'm gonna lose ya. I'm gonna trick ya, I'll trick ya. On

Thank You For Loving Me
Thank You For Loving Me ( Bon Jovi ) It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words tonight Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me Lock the doors W

I'll Be There For You
I'll Be There For You ( Bon Jovi ) I guess this time you're really leaving I heard your suitcase say goodbye Well as my broken heart lies bleeding You say true love is suicide You say you've cried a thousand rivers And now you're swimming for the shore You left me drowning in my tears And you won't save me anymore I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance girl I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you When you breathe, I wanna be the air for you I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you I'd steal the sun from the sky for you Words can't say what love can do I'll be there for you I know you know we've had some good times Now they have their own hiding place Well I can promise you tomorrow But I can't buy back yesterday And baby you know my hands are dirty But I wanted to be your Valentine I'll be the water when you get thirsty baby When you get drunk, I'll be the wine I'll be there for you, these fi

Good Morning!
In the morning I.....have to get up with the kids. I believe more people should.......be considerate of others. I can't wait for...... my college education to be over. I don't think it's true that..... all men are scum. I love it when....... my kids look at me adoringly and it makes me feel like I might just be doing something right. I hate it when...... I lose my temper with the kids. I am never going to....... date or be married to someone who mistreats me again...ever. I always....... try to be nice...even when I shouldn't. Don't tell me that....... I can't do something. It will just make me want to do it MORE. I won't listen to.......... whining from my kids. I just can't tolerate that. I agree with........ Mike, politically. I remember when........ I WANTED my jeans to be tight and looked badass in them lol I can help you with......... I dunno...moving furniture, picking out clothes, editing papers...whatever you need :D I can't help you wi

Case Of The Ex
Case Of The Ex ( Mya ) It's after midnight and she's on your phone (phone) Sayin'come over 'cause shes all alone (lone) I could tell it was your ex by your tone (tone) Now why is she callin now after so long Now, what is it that she wants Tell me what is it that she needs Did she hear about the brand new benz that you just bought for me 'cause yall didn't have no kids[didn't have no kids] Didn't share no mutual friends And you told me that she turned trick when yall broke up in 96.. HOOK Wutcha gon' do when you cant say no And ya feelings start to show boy I really need to know and.. How ya gonna act How ya gonna handle that Wutcha gonna do when she wants you back REPEAT HOOK There's no need to reminisce bout the past (past) Obviously 'cause that shit did not last (last) I Know how a woman will try to game you (you) Don't get caught up because baby, you'll lose Now what is it that she

The Story Of Biko
BIKO'S STORY... The SDGA team is devastated after receiving shocking news recently that dear Biko the beautiful two year old black male ex-racing greyhound who was recently rescued and brought to Devon for safe refuge had to be put to sleep the other day after a tragic accident shattered one of his legs. Helen Stevens spokesperson for SDGA listened in disbelief as she was told how Biko was being exercised on the leash as normal when he suddenly sighted a squirrel and tried to make chase, as he did so Biko apparently leapt high into the air and as he came back down to the ground his leg was instantly shattered and splintered most of the bones in his foot. Helen was told how the most horrendous noise of Biko's leg shattering was so loud it was as if a gun had gone off. He was named after the great Steve Biko who was a South African freedom fighter. He has tattoes in both ears which confirms he was registered as a racing dog. He had sustained terrible previous injuries both to h

#4....sex Fantasy....part 2
PART TWO: I now start to move down his chest with my hands, removing his shirt, kissing his chest as I remove it, I start to kiss him again, deeply and passionately. I move to his chest, kissing, and licking and then I start to nibble softly on his nipples, ummmm, he likes this....Licking and sucking, as I move towards his cargo shorts, unbuttoning them and then the zipper. I put my hand down his shorts and oh what I find, I want. Down to the ground they go, he steps out of them, kicks them to the side, I know start to remove his briefs with my teeth, making sure the head of his cock stops at my mouth for a quick lick....ummmm the precum across my tongue and in my mouth, yummy. His briefs are now off and I move back up his legs, kissing, licking, rubbing with my hands, and he is watching my every move. I reach his cock, I then take it in my hand and my other hand is rubbing his balls as I gently brush my tongue across the head, and slowly start to suck on it...mmmm.....so nice....in

Sonny!!! This Is For You Hon
YOU KNOW IM SICK FED UP OF THE BULLSHIT BULETINS N BLOGS, IF YA GOT BEEF WITH SOMEOME TAKE IT TO THEM DO NOT MAKE IT PUBLIC IVE READ SO MANY BULLSHIT BULLETINS BOUT SONNY.... SONNY IS THE SWEETEST GUY I KNOW (SIDES MA BABE) IF YA GOT A BEEF WITH HIM THEN TAKE IT TO HIM DO NOT MAKE A BULLETIN BOUT IT SONNY I LUV YA HUN N I ONLY STARTED TALKING TO YA THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THAT I TRUST N SONNY YOU 1 OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!SONNY DO NOT EVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE CAUSE Y0U ARE 1 OF THE TRUEST PEOPLE ON THIS SITE N IF YA DUN LIKE WHO IM FRIENDS WITH DELETE ME!!!!!!!!!! CAUSE I AINT GUNNA CHANGE I AM WHO I AM SO NEENER NEENER YA DUN LIKE IT THEN STFU n STEP OFF!!!!!!!!

Oh Heavenly Father I Pray To Thee Now For>> All Those >
The lile Girl Lost ; crys Out An I am asking Now in Thy name O lord If >>> Lord there is this little Girl hurting so , she ran away last night , she is 7 yrs old , my friends daughter in New york, she finally was found , after hours searching for her . She (the child ).. said he daddy scared her and she ran to be safe cause he scared her so. This little child hurts and is so confused , Please help her and keep her safe. Help her mommy to respond and go to a shelter with them. Im trying to ask her to do this but she isnt responding to my request. Lord if it be Thy will place it on and in her heart to seek help . Place in her heart to save herself and children. thank you O LOrd thank You.. I ask In Thy name O Lord Jesus Christ>> help this family > Amen Thank You Lord.. ~~~~ God ALmighty ~~~~~~ There are those that Grive , please help them cope O LOrd.. Lord there are those Lost , Those Hurting too . Lord there are those Ill and those , Homeless. I

What Does Love Mean?
WHAT DOES LOVE MEAN? Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. They're touching words from the mouth of babes . . . A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -----------------------------------------------------------

Ummmmm............... Just Read It
Hey whats up everyone? I met this really nice guy like 2 days ago he is so sweaome if i wasnt engaged i would date him in a heart beat and i hope that he knows that well i got to go ill ttyl Love ya Katieeee Oh and His name is Greg

Ron Paul - Federal Reserve - Global Market Panics
In the GLOBAL MARKET panics this week - there was no mention of CHINA at all - even after China threatened to puill out their grip from our treasuries with their :"Nuclear Options" In this volatile and seemingly endless gobal market panic - the Central Banks of the world "Injected funds" into their respective markets as to compensate for market stress. at least 324 billion was pumped into markets collectively by the banks. our own federal reserve only injected about 24 billion seemingly making them them seem good or needed.. when in fact they are a major reason why this is going on. (aside from bad loan policies) Ron Paul Rips The Federal Reserve A Few New Ones ;p its crazy how linked all the markets are - also could this be China's Secret Society's war against illuminati that china had mentioned earlier this year? Is China allowing its businesses to produce harmful and poisonous products to other countries; as well as faulty tires? AL

Who Pisses Me Off
1. People who talk on the phone, smoke and drive with their elbows. 2. People who ask a/s/l and don't read profiles first. Normally the same people have no profile. 3. People who complain about the government and don't vote! 4. My next door neighbors (a crack whore (mother), petifile (husband), murderer (oldest daughter) 5. People who are nasty to you only after you were nice to them. 6. Co-workers who you get along with and then turn on you to save their own ass! 7. Government officials who put themselves above the law. (more to come)

My Personality Test!! In Depth
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||| 26% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 80% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 70% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious ||||

Passion
Many men and women run from personal and professional passion because they're afraid of being burned. Past relationships that ended in searing pain. Trusts and confidences that were betrayed. Risk that lead to reprimand. Grand visions that suffocated beneath the heavy pillows of nays sayers, soulless logic and overzealous egos. Consequently, they're afraid of taking the risks that come with living life to its fullest. Most people have touched the fringes of true passion, if only for the briefest moments, at the most unexpected junctures in their lives. They've inhaled the aroma of chance and caressed themselves with the rich lather of genuine affection. Until they pricked themselves on the thorns of that desire and intensity -- and fled at the sight of the warm crimson blood bubbling to the edges of their virgin fingertips. And they haven't returned. Year after year, they stay away, opting instead for a more predictable existence. Rather than taking a leap of fa

Breast Contest
Ok friends and family....click on the picture@the bottom below in the white and comment and vote away. I really need your help...alot of the girls are bombing themselves and are way ahead,I personally dont want to bomb myself to win. So have fun and comment away...Much Love,Dice

Living In A World Filled With Excruciating Pain
I haven't been around much and that's because I'm in agony 24/7, worse now than I ever thought it could or would be and a lot of that is because my left side is involved once again. I am so tired, hell not tired but absolutely exhausted when I get home from work that I haven't made a full week back yet and it's getting frustrating; sometimes I just want to give up and stay in bed where the pain's the least. If you know me and all the hell I've gone through you'll know that that's far from an easy confession for me. I'm giving it everything I've got for work and that's not fair to Sue since when I get home I collapse the second I do or I can't get out of bed at all. I knew that this would be a living hell when it started but the actuality far exceeds any visualizing I could do. So please bear with me if I'm not around much; just know that you all are never far from my heart and that I miss you all very, very much!!!!!

Giant Donkey Balls
Have you ever been in the position where you are waiting for a phone call, or a text message, or an email from that one person who makes you feel like your grip on the skin of the world is firm enough to stop you sliding of? The person who doesn’t have to say anything when you’re together, just be there? The one who makes you stop doubting your existence and makes you realise that you are a fully paid up member of the human race? And they are the one person who doesn’t know that they are that person to you? If not, then I have mingled feelings of pity and envy for you. If you have, it’s just the pity. This is one of the worst places I have been. It’s a middle ground, a no-mans-land between acceptance and rejection and, quite frankly, it sucks giant donkey balls.

Friends With Benefits
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

Okay Everyone That Said They Was Is.
OKAY I HAD TO DO THIS AS A NEW ENTRY. ALL THE PEOPLE THAT COMMENTED ON THIS BLOG THE FIRST TIME I POSTED IT ARE STARTING TO FALL OF THE PAGE.. I NEED THEM TO STAY THERE SO COME SUNDAY I'LL HAVE THEM ALL IN ONE PLACE TO TOSS THE CONTEST LINK OFF TO THEM.. SO NOW I HAVE THIS BLOG POSTED A SECOND TIME.. IF YOU REPLIED TO THE FIRST ONE THEN NO NEED TO REPLY TO THIS ONE.. ANYONE SEEING THIS FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT THINKS THAT THEY ALSO MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP PLEASE PUT A COMMENT DOWN SO I KNOW HOW MUCH SUPPORT I'M GOING TO HAVE.. THERE ARE VERY VERY VERY LARGE BOMBING FAMILIES IN THIS SAME CONTEST AND IM GOING TO GET SMASHED IF I DON'T HAVE A CRAP LOAD OF FRIENDS HELPING ME ON THIS.. TY TY TY CUP OF JOE PLAYS HARD BALL!!! THAT MEANS GUYS IN THE CONTESTS HE HOSTS IT'S THE SMARTEST, FASTEST, MOST EQUIPT PERSON WHO GETS IT. IT'S A FLAT OUT STREET FIGHT. NO ROMPER ROOM HEAD AND SHOULDER KNEES AND TOES GAME HERE. SO I WILL NEED TO BUILD MY ARMY NOW... OR I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE FIRST D

Weakness Into Strength
Saturday, August 11, 2007 By recognizing and admitting your own weaknesses, you begin to move beyond them. When you're clear and honest about what you need to work on, you can make real progress. When you identify a weakness, you've found an opportunity. By exploring what's holding you back, you can create a realistic and workable path to success. Weakness is nothing to hide from or to be ashamed of. For in each weakness is the promise of real strength. From each weakness there is much that you can learn. By understanding your limitations, you can find a way around them. Instead of constantly fighting against your weaknesses, work on getting rid of them completely. Then all your time and energy can be put into moving quickly ahead. Have the courage to look clearly at your weaknesses. What you'll see in each one is the potential to create powerful, effective new strength. -- Ralph Marston

The Ultimate Advancement
unfortunatly we are unable to put a cap on who and whom may not procreate a subject not to be taken lightly in the least. one may say that procreation itself is the ultimate sacrifice but when it comes down to it the real ultimate sacrifice is the life that a parent gives the child.im not saying that one must be rich or spoil a child in any way. i am merly saying that people do not always take into consideration the full aspect of a child as a whole and all the naccesities that come with it. i believe that people do not take it seriously enough ...in fact i know they dont.a friend of mine today asked me please dont be the person that screws up your the last friend i have that hasnt fucked up please dont. i told him if and this is a huge IF! if i ever do decide to procreate it will be in a time and a place where i can provide a stable home and financial security for said child, because i refuse to bring someone into this world if i wont be able to give them at least a minescule chance

As You Can See
as you can see i deleted most of my pictures my bipolar got the best of me lastnight and i am sorry,it is sad that i let one guy ruin my selfasteam that quick but i lived with that stuff for many years and im working on it he just caught me at the wrong time but if you want my pictures back i have to put the nsfw for family only i can only have 25 people in my family so it will be tuff to decide ,thats if you want them back

Hahahahahahaha So Funny !!!
I just called my best mate Claire and her four year old daughter answered the phone. I said hi babe its Auntie Dani how are you and she responds ... good ... my daddy thinks you're weird. hahahahahahahahahha !!! and I had to bite my tongue because I almost said, thats ok honey, Auntie Dani thinks your daddy is weird too. I dont talk to Shaun anymore. we were very close friends before but we had a falling out after Claire and him broke up earlier in the year. When we were all friends, I would stay up all night till sunrise talking to him, we actually shared a lot of personal things with each other. I kissed him too, with Claire's consent of course !!! they were in a sort of open relationship and well the first time I kissed her and then I kissed him and yeh lol we did other 'stuff' as well ... another time she goes to me, kiss him and tell me how bad a kisser he is, so I got one layed on me (we were drunk again) and the last time he tried to take things too far one night when we were

20$ Or Off It Come!!!! Ouch....
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags,and once in a while a $20 bill flies out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag." "Damn!" says the little old lady. "I'd better go back and see if I can find some of them. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no," says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds!" So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper, and each time someone sticks his thingie through the bushes, I yell: '$20 or off it comes!'" "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "Good luck!" By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well", says the little

Today's Horoscope
Something just clicks, and the day opens up for you in a good way. It could be that good news comes in about an achievement of yours that finally brings you the recognition you know you deserve. Note: Well I already decided I am going to have a great day! This will just add to the day! I hope all my friends have a good one as well.

Ralph Waldo Emerson
Don't be too timid and squeamish about your actions. All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better. Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense. Nothing can bring you peace but yourself. Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm He who is in love is wise and is becoming wiser, sees newly every time he looks at the object beloved, drawing from it with his eyes and his mind those virtues which it possesses.

8-11-07
well lets see, today i am going to kristy to have our yard sale one more time for the summer. last night my husband n i looked at the st.bernard that we might get but it isn't gonna work out because the dog won't get along with the one we alread have. too bad. thats it for now i'll be back later

Neat! 30 Pts For 9 Hrs Online!
I just noticed that if you stay online for a long time you get points! I just got 30 points for staying online! I checked my cookies folder and the earliest I accessed fubar (aka cherrytap)was 9:17pm which I believe is accurate. So evidently you get 30 points for staying online for 9 hours. At least your first 9 hours... I'll find out if you get 30 points for every 9 hours or what...

More Than You'll Ever Want To Know About Me
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?::Gary Middle name?::DeWayne Like your name?::yes Named after anyone?::Father Any nicknames?::nope Age?::43 Birthdate?::September 4 Birthplace?::Mt. View, California Time you were born?::early morning Current location?::Goodyear, Arizona Height?::5' 10" Like your height?::I better cuz i aint growin Eye color?::Brown Contacts/glasses?::Both, usually glasses Hair color?::Brown Natural hair color?::Brown Dye your hair often?::you gotta be kidding Righty or lefty?::Righty Your favorite...Type of music?::Classic Rock, Country, Jazz Band or singer?::too many to list TV show?::LOST Movie?::As Good As It Gets TV channel?::Discovery Radio station?::Knix Place to be?::Ocean Thing to do?::Scuba Diving Food?::Chocolate Donuts with Non alcoholic drink?::Buttermilk Alcoholic drink?::Cabo Wabo

Boyfriend Material
Boyfriend Application... A Little bit about yourself!!! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] want to

Who Is Your 80's Teen Movie Persona
You are Ferris Bueller Bueller... Bueller... You are the coolest kid in high school and you have all the connections. You are able to lie your way into anything and get away with it… although people are very jealous of your gifts. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I Just Wanted.....
I just wanted to say thanks to all of my friends. I know that of late I have been acting kind of strange. My moods have been up and down and all around. I said a few times that I was going to leave and didn't. I'm kind of like that. Think its part of the whole bi-polor thing idk. Anywho, I get upset at times and just act strange. I get convinced the whole world is out to get me. Sometimes when I get like that, I just don't think to clearly. You might say I let my passions rule me. So I am sorry for all the nutty things that I have done of late. I had a few people who where on my list say some pretty mean things when I said I was going to leave, so when I decided to stay, they got deleted. Evil aren't I. Much Love to all of you. Give me time and I will be back on a lot more. Got somethings to take care of in real life......like my job!!!!

The Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "

Wanna Drink With Me?
Tequila Sunrise 2 msr tequila orange juice 2 dashes grenadine syrup Pour tequila in a highball glass with ice, and top with orange juice. Stir. Add grenadine by tilting glass and pouring grenadine down side by flipping the bottle vertically very quickly. The grenadine should go straight to the bottom and then rise up slowly through the drink. Garnish stirrer, straw and cherry-orange. Original Margarita Cointreau® orange liqueur 0.35 oz lemon juice 1.4 oz tequila Mix ingredients in a shaker with ice. Strain into a salt rimmed cocktail glass, garnish with a lime or lemon slice, and serve. Mojito Diablo 1/2 oz white tequila 1/2 oz creme de cassis 2 lime wedges 12 fresh mint leaves 3 - 6 oz 7-Up® soda 1 tbsp brown sugar Muddle sugar, mint and squeezed lime wedges in mixing tin until mixture smells like spearmint gum. Fill with ice, add tequila and cassis, shake until the tin is icey to the touch. Pour into a collins glass, top with 7-up and garnish wi

Sometime Today......
I HAD TROUBLE THIS WEEK WITH 2 OF THE KIDS SO A TRIP TO ST,LOUIS HAD TO BE ARRANGED TO PICK THEM BACK UP UNPLANNED AND IT TOOK FROM ME SO I WON'T BE ABLE TO RENEW MY VIP-I HATE TO C IT GO BUT I CAN'T DO NOTHIN. I FIXED MY STATUS BUT I GOT NO LOVE,LOL WAS ASKIN 4 SOMEONE TO RENEW MY VIP, IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, SO THERE IT IS I'M LOSIN MY VIP, I GAVE MY 11'S TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I COULD WHILE I HAD IT AND HOOKED SEVERAL UP WITH VIP GIFTS SORRY I WON'T BE ABLE TO CONTINUE WITH MY 11'S I GOT SPOILED TO THEM,LOL MY BOLD BLUE NAME MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL, SO SOMETIME LATER TODAY I WILL GO BACK TO THE GREY CHICAGOBEEBS,LOL LOVE YA ALL AND THX 4 LOOKIN OUT! HUGS N KISSES!!!! THE BEEBS

Oblivion..
Oblivion By: MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary How shall I waft in the splendor of thy peace? How shall I grasp all the obscurity into my palm? And fiercely crush away the bad elements that conjured thee To bathe in thy very being is a wish that hath me dreaming Come forth my love, and with thee bring my rain For the last breath of my spirit must be with thee From the moment I left a belly's warmth My universe hath been cold ever since Into thy outstretched hand I succumb Let me drift into thy slumber Oh sweet serenity I shall soon call my home Shelter me and Oblivion and make us one Darkness....silence....ah! Peace! Let my thoughts be only of good And let evil be left behind For in my quest there shall be no pain to tag along Half close...I barely see the light now…. Heavy laden lashes...struggling Sticky dripping blood forming tiny pools Is it mine? I wish naught... Oblivion! Come, obtain me my love...

Plz Help Show Sum Luv
b>HEY EVERYONE I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A BLAST AND NEED SOME HELP WITH COMMENTS SO PLZ COME BY AND RATE MY PIC AND DROP ME A FEW COMMENTS I'D GREATLY APPRECIATE IT THANKS A BUNCH AND MUAH'S ALL AROUND CLICK THE PIC AND SHOW ME LUV...THX AGAIN

Familial Gone Astray
To the hypocrites: Get off that pedestal you're clinging on to, grasp reality, & take a generous bite of humble pie. Because one day, you might just lose your balance & not have anyone to help YOU back up...laying among nothing but your materialism. I despise the self-absorbed morons. I hope one, fine, sun-drenched day, that Modesty's bite will nip them in the harse numerous times & leave some beautiful scars...lol. Yes, I'm mad as hell, can ya' tell?! It takes ALOT to get me as upset as I am right now...sheesh! To those that have befriended me, you know I'm not one to carry pessimism around in my back pocket. I always have an optimistic outlook on life & if I encounter a problematic situation, I commonsensically rectify it. However, piousness fits no where within the seams of deception's cloak. I don't understand how some people claim to be God-fearing churchgoers; disciples of His word & righteous in every aspect. YET, if you confide to them, look to them for a listening ear.

Furries
Furry fandom is a category (or sub-genre) of fantasy dedicated to anthropomorphics: fictional animal characters given human personalities and characteristics. It originated as a fusion of science fiction, comic book, and animation fandom during the 1980s. It has thrived and grown, evolving into its own branch of fandom and finding adherents all over the world – enough that they may be regarded as forming a subculture. Furry fandom has a large presence on the Internet, and many furry conventions in North America and Europe are held every year, the largest being Anthrocon in Philadelphia in July with an attendance of nearly 2500. Further Confusion, held in San Jose, California each January, is almost as large. In 2004, 19 such conventions took place around the world. The original furry convention was the now-defunct Confurence, based in southern California. Furry fans, sometimes referred to as furries or furs for short, are eager for more material than is available from mainstream pub

A Bad Day
This hit me all of a sudden...dont you hate how one minute ur kind of content, you know something is bothering you but you cant put ur finger on it? Man I was just sitting here and i started crying.... I was sleeping earlier and I had this bad dream. It was about my wuela and its like i was re living the day she died and the day of her funeral. Im getting close to the dates where last year we were spending all our time in hospitals, not knowing that we were gonna lose her no less than 3 months later. it seems like alot of people are getting sick and dying of cancer. Everytime i hear the word i wanna throw up. I know how it feels to watch someone die from that disease and it sucks...not only is it eating the person who has it but its eating at their loved ones. its a heartbreak...to me this heartbreak is worst than breaking up with that special someone who you thought was it. Your heart will eventually mend cause you knwo you can find soemone better. With my wuela dying that heart

What I Want In A Woman!
What I want in a woman!, Since I have been here on-line I have had several girl's ask me what I want in a woman.Well that's really not a easy question to answer if you think about it. I guess first she has to be appealing to my eye's and then my heart!. I want her to be Kind ,caring,loving. She has to like kid's and want to be in a relationship. She need's to be independent, self supporting and loyal, in other word's back me up no matter what!.Even when I am wrong.She can tell me I was wrong in private.Wow there is so many word's to decribe thing's that I want in a woman. But what is most important is that she love me unconditionally, just the way I would love her!. Hopefully she will have alot of the same interest that I have, but if not that's ok. Someone who can enjoy the quite times just sitting alone with me cuddling. Someone who is affectionate and devoted to me alone. Well that's just a taste of what I look for in a women.

You Suck Vick ! ! !
I have to vent. This jackbag Michael Vick pissed me off! I am a responsible dog owner who loves pits. I have been around this breed since I was born. This asshole, who is supposed to be a role model, has ruined what so many people have tried to do for this breed. They are NOT a "vicious" breed, they DO NOT like to fight, and they are DEFINITELY NOT the breed that bites the most! Pits are a VERY loyal breed. They are the best when it comes to protecting children. Vick has thrown dog fighting, and pits, into the limelight again. Because of his social status, pits are made out to be nothing more than a gambling, useless, misunderstood worthless life form. If you have seen my pics, you will have seen that they are not what the mainstream media has made them out to be. Granted, I am biased, but I also have the experience to back it up. I HATE anyone that claims pits love to fight.That is not what they ere bred for, no matter what anyone says. If you really want to know about them,

Loner
LONER Someone that likes being alone, and is happy with what they are. Often called freaks because the general population is too THINKHEADED to understand the phrase "leave me the f**k alone" ----------------------------------------------- Basically, a person who likes being alone. Unlike the social attitude that says people who are alone are really unhappy inside, many loners are actually the happiest when they're alone. Rather than finding solace in friends and family, they find solace in things such as video games, Internet, books, etc. But the main way political beliefs are inputted into people is through being social and associating one's self with others. So unfortunately, many loners tend to have radical beliefs and hold morals that greatly differ from their peers and even their own family. To put it simply, you can find a communist in a family of patriotic Americans or a conservative in a family of liberals. HMMMMMMM?

Zodiac Signs
What is your Zodiac Sign!!!!!!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

Proud To Be Irish
this pretty much sums us irish up. we drink, fight, love greatly. read this and learn about us..... What shall I say about the Irish? The utterly impractical, never predictable Something irascible, quite inexplicable Irish. Strange blend of shyness, pride and conceit, And stubborn refusal to bow in defeat. He's spoiling and ready to argue and fight, Yet the smile of a child fills his soul with delight. His eyes are the quickest to well up in tears, Yet his strength is the strongest to banish your fears. His faith is as fierce as his devotion is grand, And there's no middle ground on which he will stand. He's wild and he's gentle. He's good and he's bad. He's proud and he's humble. He's happy and he's sad. He's in love with the ocean, the earth and the skies. He's enamored with beauty wherever it lies. He's victor and victim, a star and a clod, But mostly he's Irish in love with his God.

Disney!!!
I Love Disney...So This Blog I dedicate too all Disney Characters!!!!!!!!!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Aww,so Cute!!!!!Yay MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Beautiful Belle!!!!!!!!!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Thanks for viewing my Disney Blog

The Gangs All Here
heading to the strip in vegas next weekend to kick it with big balls billy and his girl. gonna be a blast, gonna rock out and get hammered to social distortion and dropkick murphys, and play the gangs all here, and maybe bar room hero, it's gonna be great times and golden oldies! one of my nicknames is double down, so whenever i get the chance gonna split or double down! we'll see whether i win or lose lmao, tomorrow night is my bbq with friends in phoenix, gonna grill some carne asada, some chicken and steak, all chef de henny! just a prelude to the fun

Yes I'm Referring To You...lol..you Know Who You Are.
The word "doppelgänger" is a German loanword. It derives from Doppel (double) and Gänger (walker). As is true for all other "native" nouns in German, the word is written with an initial capital letter; however English usage varies. In English, the word is conventionally uncapitalized (doppelgänger). It is also common to drop the diacritic umlaut, writing "doppelganger". The correct alternative German spelling would be "Doppelgaenger". Folklore The doppelgängers of folklore cast no shadow, and have no reflection in a mirror or in water. They are supposed to provide advice to the person they shadow, but this advice can be misleading or malicious. They can also, in rare instances, plant ideas in their victim's mind or appear before friends and relatives, causing confusion. In many cases once someone has viewed his own doppelgänger he is doomed to be haunted by images of his ghostly counterpart Other folklore says that when a person's doppelgänger is seen, the person him/herself

Why?
I know that everyone says that things happen for a reason but I still dont understand why an infant must die....In this day and age with all the doctors and lifesaving gadgets they have why did she have to die..........For 4 months she faught like a good soldier and then finally gave up. She would have had the best that life had to offer at her feet......Loving parents and wonderful uncles and aunts and a loving twin sister too.. But now the twin sister must go on by herself........I know it is a unanswerable question but I just had to ask............at least she is up in heaven in her grandma's arms now...........

Right Now
Hi Everyone, Just a quick note to say hi and ask you all be patient with me. If i have not stopped by to rate etc etc I am sorry but right at this point in time I have some things going on in my life that i need to get sorted out. Some of you will notice that I have started deleting some things from my site. I am doing this because I am noticing things here that I do not care for and that includes mind games. I am not sure if the person responsible for the shitty emails i have been receiving will even get to read this in a way I hope they do another part of me really doesn't give a crap if they do or not. In the time i have been on Cherry Tap/ Fubar I have never disrespected anyone but someone has decided to try to interfere within my personal life. This coward needs to confront me to my face and quit making fake ass profile to send the nasty mails. Well i guess thats it i just wanted you to know why i am not very active on here or really up for holding conversation etc. Hope you

What Kind Of Person Should I Be?
What kind of person should I be? In answering that question, many possibilities come to mind. I think that there is who I am, who I think I am, who I want to be, who I wish I wasn't, and many more ways to explore that question. I explain to my children about how they need to be them selves. I watch them struggle, as I do, to figure out who that is. People change "who" they are with different people. There are different "hats," if you will, for each individual you meet. Everyone I know is going to have a different opinion about who I am and who I should be. That is because I would not act the same with some as I do with others. I believe that the person I am (or the person that everyone is) is a basis of your parents, and then a piece of every family member, friend, or significant other you have ever met. If it were not for ONE of them, YOU would be different. There is that person your parents want you to be, the people who love you who think they know what is best for you, try to

Le Canadian Forces Are Cool, Eh, Hoser?
Buenas dias (or noches), boys and girls. I am in the middle of a vacation. Yes, I said the "v" word. Vacation. Me. Yes. True. Amazing. A miracle. For me to extract myself from work for at least a couple of days. Incredible. I am currently crashing at my pad after a fun overnight trip to Houston/Galveston. 'Twas a cool excursion complete with great music and conversation, dodging traffic jams, hitting the beach, adult beverages and a four-hour delay of my friend's children's flight out of Hobby Airport. Memo to the airport management: Technology will only get you so far, and it's only as reliable as the otherwise fallible humans who created the system. If something breaks down, like say a fuel line, have a traditional backup system ready to go. Like several filled fuel trucks. Got it? Good! Saturday morning/afternoon I should be aimlessly wandering the San Antonio and Austin area. But I could not help but notice an interesting news flash: You may have heard recently the Russians

♥
Acoustic, Alternative Rock, Ballad, Blues, Classic Rock, Country, Dance, Easy Listening, Hip Hop, Jazz, Pop, Power Ballad, R&B, Soft Rock, Some of my favorites being but not limited to: My Favorite Artists -Evenescence -Led Zeppelin -Lynard Skynyrd -Bob Seger -Pink Floyd -ZZTop -Def Leppard -The Beatles -The Rolling Stones -Eagles -Jimi Hendrix -Don Henley -Van Halen -Styx -KT Tunstall -Air Supply -Journey -Seether -Match Box 20 -Fleetwood Mac -Poison -Simply Red -James Ingram -Bryan Adams -Trace Adkins -Aerosmith -Gary Allan -Tori Amos -Ashanti -3 doors down -Alabama -Baby Face -Barenaked Ladies -Jeff Bates -Pat Benatar -Blackhawk -Blackstreet -James Blunt -Bon Jovi -Boston -Boyz II Men -Brooks and Dunn -Garth Brooks -Tracy Byrd -Ryan Cabrera -Chris Cagle -Tevin Cambell -Mariah Carey -Cassie -Tracy Chapman -Terri Clark -Kelly Clarkson -Cold Play -Phil Collins -Crazy Town -Creed -Kenny Chesney -D4L -Craig Da

Red Sun
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill Glenda ©1998

Keeper Of The Lie
Keeper Of The Lie© I can't promise We'll last Forever. I don't think Forever Knows my name. Love is such a gentle, Fleeting, beauty, It can thrive or die Where dreams have lain. I'm not sure you want to Know the answer, The song of love has Made you weep before I have written songs Of love and laughter, And found them torn and Bleeding on the floor. I can't promise we Will last forever, I don't think Forever Knows my name. I have touched true love And seen it whither, Although my tears fell Like the rains of spring. I can hold your heart And feel it beating. I may search for promise In your eyes, Yet, I can't promise We will last forever. Forever is the Keeper Of the Lie Glenda 1998

Billy Dean & Eternal Peace
To my beloved brother, a Cherokee, whose been in the great hunting ground for 10 years today BillyDean 2-6-38 to 8-11-97 I think of all the precious time, I could have shared with you. Time to sit just quietly, Just being there for you. Did you know that you were leaving, That your time was growing to a close? Did you wonder at my ignorance, My not hearing deaths approach? How much I wish I would have felt, The winds of change blow cold, Before I let you stand alone, With your dreams as yet untold. If the truth was hard to bare, Within my heart so blind, Then how must it have been for you, To leave me here behind. There is a place called Heaven, Where in our souls find peace. I pray I'll meet you there someday, And lay away this grief. There's not a single day goes by, That I don't wonder still, At the time I wasted yesterday, I could have shared with brother Bill. ~Your Loving Sister~ ~Glenda~ ©2000 Eternal Peace As you lay the

The Beast
For Paul Chase died: 9-19-83 The Beauty of the Beast... Is riding on it's wing! Traveling through the universe! Playing space cadet! Reality can't reach me! It wouldn't dare infringe! I have my rights..... I prefer to dream! Soaring higher! Soaring, soaring! Tumbling... trembling... Catching moon-beams! Caressing the stars! I am ageless! I am without substance! I can touch your very soul..... With my eyes! New Journey begun August 1997 Eternally, Friends Glenda ©1983

A House That Love Built©
We stand and face The great divide, A breech of trust Grown far and wide. You have your needs And I have mine, We must decide Which wounds to bind. Our pride's at stake, It's all we know. Attorneys bet How far we'll go. The wage they'll earn Is increased by hate, We must agree, 'lest it's too late. So here I give you My request, A trade so fair, Who could have guessed? I give to you All I have been, These thirty years, These you did win. And in return... I ask you, yours! Those thirty years, They did occur. In thirty years, We made five lives... Three women, grown, Fiances, wives. I gave you these Sweet loving hearts! For payment, please, Release no dart. In thirty years, We earned a son, So strong and sweet, Our only one. And what do you say Is his price? I ask of you, A word said nice. In thirty years, Our baby girl! Within your gaze, She sees the world! What, for her, Is a decent charge? I only ask A loving h

For What?
For "What", will my life Have been remembered? Holding the hand Of one who slapped me, Kissing the lips Of one who lied to me, Adoring the face Of one who sneered at me, Saving the soul Which plotted my demise Protecing the reputation Of one who Destroyed mine, Feeding the desires Of one who starved my soul, Comforting the spirit Of one who devoured mine, Fulfilling the dreams of he, Who crushed mine, Sacrificing my happiness For one who found none, Giving of myself, to one Who refused to share Himself with me, Forgiveness for one Who knew no guilt but mine, Sympathy for one Who knew no pain, But that, which he Inflicted on others, Empathy for one Who knew no worry But that, which he created, Compassion for one who Knew no sorrow But that, which he fed on, From others, Fear for one who Knew no threat Except his own weakness, Anger for one who Knew no defeat As long as he Was in control Joy for one who Knew no happiness And refused to share

The Pain
It comes with a vengeance. Turns in on itself.... Pulsing and bleeding, Eroding my health. I try to ignore it, Get on, through my day, But it just grows stronger, In it's endless decay. As toxic as cancer, It eats through my soul, Carnivorous hunger, Intent on control. I turn to my family, But, soon, I recall, This illness is all mine, Not their fault at all. So, inward, I huddle, I hold the pain close, It soothes and it comforts, This is what hurts the most. How can I survive this, This agony of life, When I'm no longer able, As mother or wife? Will anyone miss me, When I'm no longer here? Of course they will, idiot, And that's what I fear! It all seems so easy! I could take myself out! I want to, I beg to! I whine, worry, pout! But, I know the feelings, I would leave with each child, I've worn them myself, Under a fake, lifelong smile! Guilt is a burden I can't bear to face, Yet, neither am able, To keep, in it's place. So h

Lighten Up!
Okay, now! Just lighten up! Just get it off your chest! Quit your belly-achin" And give My Name a rest! You moan and groan, theatrically ......repeating every line! I'm really much too busy, now, For you to waste My time! I'm patient as a saint, you know, For they, too, must reply Each time you groan and whimper Shaking your fist at the sky! I'm not truly "there", you know, That's just more "space" I made. I'm in your heart, your mind and soul! So why are you afraid? You need not shake your fist at Me! I know each thing you need! Just speak your piece, I'm near enough, To feel it when you bleed! My Son bled from His hands and feet, His head, sides and His heart... So all you kids would know I'm here, When your belly-achin" starts! So, spit it out! Once is enough! There are other folks in need! I'll help you and you'll help me out, If these, MY WORDS, you'll heed! Think about the other guy

Where Love Has Been
I'd spent a lifetime nurturing A wound inside my soul Never letting go of all the pain Which gripped me so! Looking for excuses, Not to laugh or love again Until one day last summer When I met it once again! I may not laugh as often As I did some years ago Life has left some bitterness But, maybe it won't show I may not be spontaneous And leap into the dance 'Cause love has left a wound in me But, I might give love a chance You may not do things for me I've missed since he's been gone Your memories, I cannot share.... When mine are holding on You may need many Different things Than he did...But I'll try I'll hold you close... If you'll promise me.... To hold me when I cry You and I and those we love Can help life smile again If we hold on, While love grows strong Hope grows... Where love has been! Glenda©2001

Love Is...
LOVE IS... The giving of one's self Without thought or reason, Reaching out and touching The very soul of another, Through a gentle word Or act of kindness, Overlooking the weaker points Of anothers character And building upon his better ones. Accepting him for who he is And judging him not, For what he fails to be. Holding him up, When he cannot stand, Carrying him When he cannot walk. Listening to his silence When he cannot speak, Beleving in him When he has lost faith In himself. Letting go..... When he no longer loves you, But loving him anyway. Glenda©1982

Ozawkie Memories
A Song For Larry... I walk along a dusty road And touch the memories from Oh! so long ago! The sun shines down From skies so blue And suddenly I feel I'm back In '62! The shifting wheat bears Golden grain And suddenly there's Pappy In the fields again And Dusty's running at his heels And suddenly my childhood Memories are real! And those old times Were the good times And I cannot Let them slip away! Memories must last a lifetime And these memories Have brought me home today! My mother turns and waves to me From somewhere only my Heart's eye can ever see! Her face is young Her heart is free and I can feel her reaching Through the years to me! There, Nan and Joe Run down the lane! I hear their childish laughter On the wind again! They take my hand And there we run Back through the years To days on Old Ozawkie Farm! I guess old times Were the good times And I

Cabin
There is a tiny wooden cabin In a town called Baxter Springs, Where my daddy and his momma and his brothers used to sing and his sisters gathered 'round them and my mom and brothers, too Lord, I wish that I could go back and sing the songs they knew! But as the Lord would have it, Daddy left us long ago... Grandma died and joined the angels, All my aunts and uncles, too But, the cabin's still a'standin' On that wooded end of town. Lord, I wish that I could go back and see them gathered 'round! Then one day my daddy came back and took us far away Left our momma cryin' bitter tears, To find another way. Many years went by and Daddy died and we were all alone 'Till we found our momma waitin' To bring her babies home. Yes, the little wooden cabin In the town called Baxter Springs Is still standin' in the woods,...alone Where no one ever sings. Our dear Daddy went to Heaven With his momma and the

I'll Get Bye
Nights grow longer, Day by day. Memories still get in my way. It's over, but still, I miss the life we shared Your silly smile lives In my mind. I hear your laughter, All the time. Your scent still hangs In the midnight air. Yet I know... As memories flow, You never really, cared. You're gone and... you're not coming home I'm doomed to spend My nights alone. The pillow, where you Laid your head is bare. Your toothbrush went With all the rest... The silly ties, The shirts and vests Your suits and Those bluejeans, I so loved you in! Yet, I know, As memories flow, We weren't even ... friends. When you held me In your arms You dreamed of Someone else's charms She holds you now And thinks your love is true. You held me captive With your eyes, Held me spellbound, With your lies. I never could Get through to you You tore my heart in two. She's free to

When I Am An Old Woman
When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's time to leave! When I am

My Life
I look at my life, Back, over the years. What did I do wrong, That I ended up here? A childhood, so shattered, That it never could mend, But others lived through it, And bounced back again. Why was it, that I, As a child, couldn't see, That it happened to others, As well as to me? Those people I trusted, For,who else was there? Unable to help me, Through their own despair! Imparting, not wisdom, Nor love and concern, But vicious contempt For the child their hearts Spurned! I ran like the wind, When I saw a way out, Straight to my beginnings, To the birth of my doubt. Ran into the arms, Which had thrown me away! Thinking she'd love me, On this, a new day! Oh, truth is a killer, Of hope, spirit, joy! But still, I survived it, If just to annoy! I met, loved and married The man of my dreams. Had babies, a future, The life of a Queen. But one day I woke up, And there at my door,

I Am!
I AM! Huddled like sheep, Stark terror, known, Holding their children, Together, alone! Do I know their names? Where lie their bones? No, I do not! But, my ancestors groan! As did my Gram! 'Twas their own flesh, Died by evil hands! Hiding in caves, Leaving stolen lands, Knowing relatives died, Ran a renegade band! Those left behind, They judge me not! Their blood is mine! It still runs hot! You're Cherokee, I deny you not! And here I stand! You know me not! They died for me! They walked that trail! No longer free, A people lost! You judge my heart, You judge my soul! You've proved your truth, So you are bold! "So!" You say......... "Your Grandmother, Was a Cherokee Princess! What a dream to hold!" "There's no such thing! Go on your way! We are beyond your grasp, Out of our way!" But, I say to you, You don't know me! My truth is real, I stand today! They died for me, On that "Trail of Tears" They shared their lives, They shared their fear

Cherokee Lament
The sky smiled wide upon our toil The rivers kissed our furtive hands and blessed us with bounty from it's depths The sun promised golden grain and corn to feed our children The buck and the doe gave up their skins to cover us The bough lay waiting in the woods to give of itself what we may need What, of this land, did we ask? No more, no less, than an Indian can! But, came the day, we were no more... Lost in the sea of white man's ways! As a people, the Cherokee no longer stand! We gave up our ways, Our beliefs, our lands! We have vanished.. As the snow, under the summer sun! Glenda(**nce)S****** ©1976 In Honor of My Father: George F **nce 1909-1962 My Grand Parents: Samuel Louis **nce 1841-1911 Viola S (Ms) **nce 1867-1953 My Great-Grand Parents Leonard F M***s 1845-? Suzanna (H***) M***s 1845-1910

I Love Men!
I love men. You always hear women, and other men, bashing men, but let me tell you something, I love men. Why? I love about men assume women are visually stimulated. I love hot men, but it might not be what a man would perceive as hot. I love broad strong shoulders. I love men's backs, I do. I love how they are built, but that isn't enough to make a man hot. I love how men want to protect their women, but struggle to let us protect ourselves. I love how men are completely overwhelmed and lost at first when they encounter a woman who loves sex. I love how men use big words and then make that lightning fast glance at a woman to see if she noticed. I love how straight guys struggle to accept homosexuality. I love how even the most sensitive guy gets SOME kind of look when women start discussing their menses. I love how men stroke themselves and lose themselves in sex. I love how men treasure their children, I love how men have become more involved with their children than how

Beyond The Realm
Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "Reality of Heaven" and the true presence of "GOD", of which I already exist, as a small minute particle. If I fail on my "life's quest", to become a more pure "entity", a more "loving spirit", a more "productive" part of "GOD's" plan, then I believe I am reserving myself a "return trip" into the physical world we now share. My problem is one of not knowing the "difference" between being seen as a loving, giving, compassionate, charitable and productive spirit, by those I pray to touch through my love, to that of being seen as a "weak" spirit by those "souls" who would devour me

The Cry Of The Native American
We were here first (i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni) Maybe the Cherokee cry But we wanted their land So they had to die How could their rights Have been explained? The bow and arrow - Against the gun ordained? We took their homes - (Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv) They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won They had to die - we had no choice Their punishment for owning - our land first The Indians had been the custodians of the land. (a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi) But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand And buffalo herds - very soon were damned Sustainability was more the Indians way a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv. But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea" We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B. After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga di-g

Losers!!!
so this guy came on page and rated me a 1 and then blocks me.....which is fine....i could care less that he rates me a 1....but how could he go and block me....i mean if ur gonna hate don't u think u should have the courage to stick with it and let the person come back at u???....i mean he has no balls at all....what a pussy .....i sent him a personal message telling me that he has no courage and is a pussy but he didn't even respond to that....so if u guys wanna go and hate on his page since i've been blocked and can't then feel free his name is "solar agent"

Great Spirit
Great Spirit, give us hearts to understand; Never to take from creation's beauty more than we give; Never to destroy wantonly for the furtherance of greed; Never to deny to give our hands for the building of earth's beauty; Never to take from her what we cannot use. Give us hearts to understand That to destroy earth's music is to create confusion; That to wreck her appearance is to blind us to beauty; That to callously pollute her fragrance is to make a house of stench; That as we care for her she will care for us. We have forgotten who we are. We have sought only our own security. We have exploited simply for our own ends. We have distorted our knowledge. We have abused our power. Great Spirit, whose dry lands thirst, help us to find the way to refresh your lands. Great Spirit, whose waters are choked with debris and pollution, help us to find the way to cleanse your waters. Great Spirit, whose beautiful earth grows ugly with mis-use, help us to find the

Warning!!!! A Must Read For All Potential & Young Parents!!!
The following came from an anonymous Mother in Austin, Texas... Things I've learned from my boys (honest and not kidding): 1. A king-size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough,however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four wall of a 20 x 20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toi

Grandfather Great Spirit
All over the world the faces of living ones are alike. With tenderness they have come up out of the ground. Look upon your children that they may face the winds And walk the good road to the Day of Quiet. Grandfather Great Spirit Fill us with the Light. Give us the strength to understand, And the eyes to see. Teach us to walk the soft Earth as relatives to all that live.

Grandfather Cries
Grandfather, do you know me? I am your blood. The son of your son. I come to ask you a question Grandfather. Grandfather, don't you know me? Can I stop being Indian now? There are others that want to be Indian, And if they can start from nothing, I should be able to stop from something? Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, I don't look like you. I don't know what you know. It would be easy for me to hide behind my paler skin. No one would know the pain I feel, Or see the tears I cry for your Great Grandchildren. Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, look what I have done to our world. Mother Earth is on her knees. The Snake and Owl rule the day. I don't understand the language you speak Grandfather. Grandfather, don't you know me? Grandfather, I want my Pepsi, Levi's and Porsche too. I want to go where the others go, And see the things they see too. I don't have time to dance in the old way Grandfather. Grandfather? Grandfather, why are you cryi

When It All Falls Down
When It All Falls Down. What am I to do when it all falls down? When the very entity of my life no longer exists to me now. Im left gasping for the object of my enchantment It digusts me so greatly Yet, if i don't have this affection I begin to panic. I hold so firm to it when it comes Knowing it will only kill me when its done. The ambivalence of this emotion is so ample That I pray a thousand times for it to be overcome. I look to see better days When this love crazed emotion ascends some time And I no longer feel this way. ~YOURS TRULY~ Salvador Bishop Renteria.

Indian Prayer
My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, giver o

Dream Catcher
An ancient tradition The dream net has been made For many generations Where spirit dreams have played. Hung above the cradle board, Or in the lodge up high, The dream net catches bad dreams, While good dreams slip on by. Bad dreams become entangled Among the sinew thread. Good dreams slip through the center hole, While you dream upon your bed. This is an ancient legend, Since dreams will never cease, Hang this dream net above your bed, Dream on, and be at peace.

Save The Pitbulls
IVE HAD IT WIT DA SICK BASTARDS BREEDING BEAUFTIUAL PIT BULLS FOR FIGHTIN. GIVEING THESE DOGS A BAD NAME. I WANT IT KNOW THAT THIS BREED GETS A BAD NAME FOR NO REASON. THEY CAN BE THE SWEETEST PET IN THE WORLD OR THE MEANEST DEPENDING ON THE WAY YOU RASE THEM. AS A LOVER OF PIT BULLS IM SO OVER THE POOR TREATMENT OF THIS ANIMAL. IM SICK TO MY STOMACH WATCHING THE NEWS ABOUT SUMONE MAKEING A DOGFIGHTIN RING. WIT THE PITBULLS. WE NEED TO STOP TREATIN THEM LIKE THAT THIS IS WHY PEOPLE WANT THIS BREED DESTORYED. THIS IS JUST UNFAIR AND WRONG TO DO THIS. SORRY I JUST NEEDED TO VENT ABOUT THIS SITUATION. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS ON THIS SUBJECT. THANKS MICHELLE

If People Could Just Know And Do... ;)
Not everbody knows just how to do it Some just learn it on the way Once you get it right, ain't nothin to it If you wanna get it right, you gotta learn to pace Make it smooth, take your time Make it groove, in, out, in Make it last Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss my --- Ah, ah, ah This is how it works Wrap your hands around my body This is how it works Go due south This is how it works Melt yourself into my body This is how it works Kiss my mouth Some guys think they know the answers Everybody knows how to make you scream If most guys took time out their fantasies Maybe we could stop our make believe Ready, set, go You don't have to know We can take forever, learn together any flow Touch me slow, watch it grow Kiss the tip, gently flow, be my ho and take the show We can watch it in slow-mo, when the sweet and low drips Don't forget to let me wet my finger tips Write love letters back and forth across your lips Spread my hips, count to eighty, eighty wa

Awesome
Life couldn't get much than being with Boogie today I am getting my tattoo of a dragon...Going to the madd tatter she is damn good and awesome I have seen some of her work.....Plus i got my nips done about a week ago they are doing much better....He does damn good work too...That is all you need to know for now ................

Body Art Or Self Mutilation
Well, Well, Well. I am sure a few people think I have lost my mind and I did a long time ago and that's besides the point. I was sitting here in front of my computer the other night looking at different Piercings and I thought Why not. I grabbed the last piercing kit I had, a Barbell and a Horse shoe and gave myself a RPA(Reversed Prince Albert) and a Frenum. I thought it would of hurt much worse but actually it felt pretty good in an Erotic kind of way. I think I will get a few more kits and Barbells and then I can do a Frenum ladder. Am I sick? Maybe but why live a boring life when you can live life on the edge.

Are You Fucking Serious?
Has anyone ever told you that they are hardcore goth? What the fuck does that mean? You are hardcore into wearing black and going to dance clubs? Thats like being hardcore fucking disco. What kind of retarded statement is that. Why the fuck do people attach greater meaning to fucking trivialties? Ew this is how I dress and this what I like. I am hard fucking core! You know I can understand it when there is some form of believe system attached to it past some fucking fashion show bull shit that is the truth behind every god damned "sub-culture" fasade. How are you individual when you're just buying into some more corporate bull shit. Keep spending money on every fucking piece of merchandise metalhead goth punk what the fuck ever. Thats all you are is another stupid fuck consumer. You're not an individual. You're not hardcore into any philosophy or social standpoint. Hardcore christian at least makes sense. You are a mother fucking christian. You are devout and immovable

The Tears Flow...no One Cares
So again...another night of misery. Thought I'd be able to do something with my boyfriend, but that fell through. Mom didnt even bring me anything home for dinner because she thought I would be out. So I left about 8:45 ish and went to the Diner with a friend. His girl met us down there, hung out with them till midnight, awaiting a nice "good night" phone call, like i was told I would get. Never got that, just like the night before. Got home, got pulled over by the cops for speeding (in my own driveway) yeah, go figure...and then got a quite upsetting message on myspace. My hope and dreams are shattered, and now I have to put on a "happy face" and pretend like everything's just fine for work and the rest of the weekend. Honestly, could things get any worse right now? I want to stick my head under a boulder being hung from 50 feet in the air! Me

For Hollie
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Why Can't I Listen To My Own Advice Lol
Relationships are not perfect and this is proven time and time again when couples go through troubled periods. It is difficult to understand how a relationship got so damaged when it started out so perfectly and happily. The truth is, all relationships will face disappointing and unexpected matters and there is nothing you can do to change it, but there are ways to properly deal with those matters without having to lose your relationship. The thought of losing your relationship, even though you are having major conflicts, is stressful and scary. Though the main focuses at the present time may be the problems, you still remember the love you share and the bond you have built, therefore you still wish to save your relationship. The good news is, there are methods you can use to save your relationship. The main key is being able to communicate on a respectable level. Both you and your partner have to cooperate by listening to each other's perspective of why the problem exists in

Just Take Me To Jail Now...
A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performan

Gay Marrage And Immigration
I am still serving in the US Army in various parts of the world. Not the glamorous vacation spots or assisting in natural disaster clean ups as I would like, rather in the parts of the world that noone wants to pay any attention to... Regarding gay marrage, I do believe that legal marrage should be allowed, but as you know the original design for the US governmant never had a seperation of Church and State. This was later proposed through another person, I believe it was Thomas Paine, but I am unsure if that is correct. So technically the legal definition falls closly with the religious definition. I believe that it is important to seperate the two for the sake of our country. Otherwise we will be plagued with this debate for many years. And we will waste time arguing about something that has no bearing on the way our country is run in the long run. In addition it detracts from more important issues, like disater relief, and bringing our soldiers home.

The Secret We Share
Dinner was over and the dances had been danced. Taking her hand he led her away and they closed the world behind them. Removing her clothes he looked at her body, aware of her nervousness. She lay on her back with a gentle smile and watched as he undressed. His caresses were gentle, her kisses sweet, as he took his place by her side. Her arms wrapped around him and her legs opened wide as he reached up for the light. Oh, the smell of the woman as he searched with his tongue For the spot where her feelings would start. The arch of her back as he mounted her body. The smell of her hair filled his head. Next morning he passed her a coffee as she shifted in her chair. He reached for her hand to hold it tight and let her know he was still there. She looked back and smiled as she picked up her cup. Her thoughts on the night just passed. The wonderful, magical night just passed. And the secret they had to share.

True Love
There is a major difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. Being in love is holding hands in the movies and feeling like your in middle school again, it's being snowed in your house together for a week and not getting bored, it's rubbing ketchup on your face just because it looks funny, it's dancing in the rain and not noticing that you're wet, it's having a pillow fight in your flannel pajamas knowing that she thinks you're the sexiest guy in the world, it waking up to a real "good morning"...the kind that is actually meant as a good wish and from the heart, it's making pancakes together and spilling more batter on the floor and each other than in the skillet, it's taking a bubble bath and looking forward to the candle light massage your going to get afterwards, it's dancing in the living room just like we were in a club and having just as much fun, it's getting a piggy backs ride walking along the river, it's lying on our backs in the grass making shapes out o

Flidias (long, Celtic Mythos)
The Sovereign Song of Flidias I am deep within the woods of this verdant land We share a bond that all of your mundane mystics Can never slash, burn or tear asunder Was I born of the Earth Mother or was she bourne of me? Ask the scholars as they debate Their academic phallusies, lie like laurel wreaths hung dry and dusty Around my shoulders as I watch the endless invasions. The land is still possessed by my hordes unseen Teeming in the night they breed My wild children of the wood. Nature Spirits, hush, strangers draw near (That's you in case it wasn't clear) I once was loved within the legendary conquests of tribal kings We shared a bed, some bairns, and lives though no eye Could see beyond my guise, illusions Of all womenkind, which names were mine? They are long lost to lecherous lore, or guarded, Sealed within a box of sacristry, Illuminated by the lies of ancient heresies While My children, Shining Ones remained veiled from the Sight Of thine eyes, despairi

10 Minute Poem (literally)
The 10 minute Poem I thought I was so wise and jaded once That the eternity of pain that I had survived Had given me a defense that no one could Look through and find my sheltered eyes For I thought no one man could slip through My defenses of shifting shadows and mists Of dreams half woken, of a life entranced And I liked it that way for I was secure My inner fragility hidden safe from all And so I would have remained except for the light Of your soul as it banished the shadows and woke Sleepers from their dreams of mundane waking And likewise woke the embers of my long lost Fantasies to flames, burning the fears away Flaming the misty shields of my cynical citadel To the ashes of a place I no longer belong to Setting me free from my unknown prison Of what I had believed to be truth Now in my rebirth I await as verdant life springs From around me and from within the wreckage Of that which I can no longer need or desire As the warmth of your love has dried m

Why Does It Have To Be Like This???
You know that for sure that life is not to be takeing lightly!! When you lose the only love in your life you have lost about the only thing in your whole life that has ever mattered to you. You are hurting from the inside out. You feel like the whole word has gone and left you behind.No matter how people try to comfert you you still have the pain. The pain will remain. You try so very hard to moive on in your life. You have the thoughts of , what if I did this or should have done that!! Sometimes you wish you could turn back the hands of time. But we all know that that is not so. Suddenly you are inside yourself and see things different.The world is a very big place to live.You know that some of us wonder what ever will become of this world and the people in it. Why do we do the things we do, say the things we say??? You never can take back the hurt words. And yet we do it again and again. We just never seem to learn . Well I for one have learned the hard way.But God as My witness I

Writer's Block
Writer's Block I tried to write a poem today until I knew That I, like my poor poem, was incomplete Neither I nor my poem was able to soar No story to follow had we, no flow or ebb Tidally waved beneath our surface words Inviting you in to breathe our scented air No molten emotions swelled beneath Our seemingly cool exteriors, unrevealed Until you dig your way in too deep and Became held fast in our secret embrace. No, nothing like that happened over here No hand within our pristine folds uncovered Longing sense, sweet desires, or even a kiss The poem's not to blame nor its tone or its form For something was wanting in author's mind Or heart, which made the words incomplete In want, in need, why yes, that's it, I see Its you, my beloved, too far from my arms My poor lost poem was found sadly alone and so was I.

The Military Wife
---- Author Unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into His sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order. She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both a father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location ten times in seventeen years. And, oh yes, she must have six pairs of hands!" The angel shook her head, "Six pairs of hands? No way. " The Lord continued,"Don't worry, I will make other military wives to help her. And I will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pai

Poetic Self Injury
Like I'm not already bleeding I cut deep to find other words exposed Slashing down, not across Little drops form; I watch, remotely interested As they drip across this sterile page In arterial flow there is no madness Completely detached projections Surgically birthed to conceal the fear Hiding behind editorial distance Its just a fucking poem, you know My worries and insecurities would never Ooze so wantonly unveiled to a public view Only the speaker's anonymous verbal suicide Keeps the professional staff from unplugging My life-support, an editorial "do not resuscitate" Like I'm not already drained I surgically remove emotional hemorrhage And apply pressure to the literary vein Skillfully bandaged, already starting to clot. Call for donors? Sorry, I gave just last week

Red States
Dear Red States: We're ticked off at the way you've treated California and we've decided we're leaving. We intend to form our own country and we're taking the other Blue States with us. In case you aren't aware that includes Hawaii, Oregon, Washington, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Michigan, Illinois and all the Northeast. We believe this split will be beneficial to the nation and especially to the people of the new country of New California. To sum up briefly: You get Texas, Oklahoma and all the slave states. We get stem cell research and the best beaches. We get Elliot Spitzer. You get Ken Lay. We get the Statue of Liberty. You get OpryLand. We get Intel and Microsoft. You get WorldCom. We get Harvard. You get Ole' Miss. We get 85 percent of America's venture capital and entrepreneurs. You get Alabama. We get two-thirds of the tax revenue. You get to make the red states pay their fair share. Since our aggregate divorce rate is 22 percent lower than

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If tomorrow never comes Current mood: peaceful Category: Blogging Friday is the midst of celebrating my parents 50th wedding anniversary I went to a funeral for one of my friends.While sitting here listening to the service I could not help myself but to remember these words from a song by Garth Brooks....If tomorrow never comes.Everyone including me takes life and the people we love for granted......I for one gonna start living my life though that song.God forbid if anything should happen to any of my family or friends I don't wanna live with could've or should'ves.In life there's always regrets I know I have my fair share of them and it's a shame something like this has to happen to make you see what is already there.I've always been a person never too sure of herself but one thing I have always known for sure that family comes first.......I'm coming to terms with my own peace and I'm have to look inside my own heart repair the broken pieces & go from there.the problem I hav

One
If I held you in my arms tonight I would not let go. To passions burning with so much light, a love I thought I'd never know. With your head, close to my heart, we silently listen to the rain. A moment in time, loves new start. we have bannished each others pain. Let the tears fall if need be. I'll always stand by your side tall. And let our love keep us free.. ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Beyond The Looking Glass
Beyond the looking glass There lies a star Beyond my life There's a fire that glows A song that plays And a fight that goes We fight for our lives We fly for rights Till the day that we die We march with our might With games that are played Because there are those that lie There's a demon in our midst What was ours Had never been How we fought with plight Unleashed our game And opened the story It's all been said before and now again It's a fight we have But do not want We'll keep on walking Without a thought We'll keep a talking Without a rhyme Without a tune We'll keep on fighting Without a mind You won't see the light Till its dark smog has set You can't fight the power So pick up your shield It a never ending story A truth that ends all lies A past with no beginning And a fight that breaks all ties Inside the mirror the truth is not veiled Look at yourself and try, rise now For our life's, I will fly with you One is never enough My

Contest Open Please Comment Bomb Now :-)
I HAVE TO GO TO BED PEOPLE GOT TO WORK TILL 7 TOMORROW BUT SURELY I CAN WIN THIS CONTEST WITH AS MANY PEOPLE I HAVE HAS FRIENDS AND FANS AND ALL... SO SHOW ME THE LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT.... OK ALL I HAVE TO GET TO BED BUT DONT FORGET TO GO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC IN THE BEST CLEAVAGE AND BREAST CONTEST ;-)!! HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES SWEET DREAMS :-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

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WHY IS IT THAT WHEN A GUY TRIES TO HIT ON YOU (PICK YOU UP) AND YOU SIMPLY ARE NOT INTERESTED THE GET ALL MAD AND CALL YOU UGLY,FAT, OR JUST TELL YOU FUCK YOU???? PLEASE LET ME KNOW. ARE YOU NOT THE SAME GUY THAT JUST ASKED ME FOR MY NUMBER CALLIN ME SEXY, ASKING ME TO COME TALK TO YOU??? OR ARE YOU JUST MAD BECAUSE I TOTALLY JUST DISED YOU!??? **CONFUSED** LOL

Giving My Resignation
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilitiesof an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make

Ever Wonder What The Michelin Man's Mom Looks Like
Ever wonder what the Michelin Man's Mom looks like?? Wonder no more!!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sick sense of humor? Visit Yahoo! TV's Comedy with an Edge to see what's on, when.

On The Other Side...
I have been venting my frustrations, speaking my mind about what I considered to be an injustice. In the last few days I've talked to Scrapper and a couple of bouncers. And I see their side of things. This site has over 1 million members, and a handful of bouncers. Issues sprout up every minute that need to be dealt with, you aren't being ignored because you are unimportant (sometimes), you are being queued to deal with more important issues. Too much work and too few workers always leads to problems. They do what they can, when they can...however they are all only human, and can't devote their entire lives to appeasing everyone. And as important as something may seem to you, it may not be as important when weighted against other issues. Patience is a virtue...one that I don't have. I have been assured that the mumm issue I spoke of before is being addressed, and will be attempted to be solved soon. I hope so, I truly do. Speaking to Scrapper just momentarily eased my worries and

Show Me That Love I Deserve Please!!!
I HAVE TO GO TO BED PEOPLE GOT TO WORK TILL 7 TOMORROW BUT SURELY I CAN WIN THIS CONTEST WITH AS MANY PEOPLE I HAVE HAS FRIENDS AND FANS AND ALL... SO SHOW ME THE LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT.... OK ALL I HAVE TO GET TO BED BUT DONT FORGET TO GO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC IN THE BEST CLEAVAGE AND BREAST CONTEST ;-)!! HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES SWEET DREAMS :-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Please Show Me All That Love I Deserve ;-)!!
I HAVE TO GO TO BED PEOPLE GOT TO WORK TILL 7 TOMORROW BUT SURELY I CAN WIN THIS CONTEST WITH AS MANY PEOPLE I HAVE HAS FRIENDS AND FANS AND ALL... SO SHOW ME THE LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT.... OK ALL I HAVE TO GET TO BED BUT DONT FORGET TO GO COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA MY PIC IN THE BEST CLEAVAGE AND BREAST CONTEST ;-)!! HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN HUGS AND KISSES SWEET DREAMS :-) MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

Brat Poetry
Oh come to me, my vibrant one Let me enrich your spirit and touch your soul. I want to please you See you… Taste you…. Touch you… But give me this one small thing- A glance… A word… A sign… Then will you truly understand, That sight of you makes me dream. Eloquent language has been denied me, I use my painting To suggest Spark Speak to the imagination Maybe arouse a glimmer To let our shadows reveal themselves

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Love
Unlock the door of my heart, Its depths filled with torrential emotion, Its unyielding power threatening to overtake me, Rendering me captive, To its hypnotic vibrations, Each beat achingly pounding my love, Sweet sorrow it is to feel, Yet liken unto death to resist, A curse bestowed upon me, A prisoner of my own heart, To which only you hold the key, Every waking moment I see you, Your face I see in my dreams, Your voice sends my heart asunder, I long to love you, to feel you, To smell you, and dare I say, to taste you, So sweet... sweet torturous desire A tower of strength, Unlock the door of my heart, And set me free.

Child Support
Yay!!!! I finally went to court and now the moron is getting the child support taken right out of his check...so no more fuckin around for him!!! But seriously i'm happy cause atleast now i know that i will be getting the help from him that i need to take care of my boys!!!

In Case You Care...
In case you care and are wondering, I'm pretty much moved into the new place. I still need to pick up some stuff from the apartment tomorrow after work. I hope I can get it all in one trip, but we'll see. Tom (the new roommate and "landlord") is gone for the weekend. He'll be back on Sunday. I'm exhausted... emotionally and physically. I will admit that I wouldn't have been able to get through the past few days if it hadn't been for Kristi, Sarah, Kris, and John (despite an extremely embarrassing moment :|). Without them, I'm pretty sure I would have done something really stupid. I have a few more things to take care of and then I can try to get back into a normal routine... *sigh* I need to try to get some sleep soon... Work in the morning... its going to be rough. G'night Fubar.

Fuck.
i dont have a creative name for this.. im not feeling creative.. feeling pissed -- someone broke into my car last night.. they tried to steal the p.o.s. stereo.. failed - tried to steal the car as well.. also failed - but now the inside of the car is all fucked up... and the ignition doesnt work.. even tried to use a screwdriver in it.. which im sure is what they tried - my car is apparantly theft proof.. even for me. Now i have no transportation until i buy a new ignition and get it put in.. plus various other issues like i doubt the stereo works.. and the car is going to be an ugly mess until i have the cash to fix the rest of it. on the bright side.. i do still have a car.. and a piece of shit stereo -- just cant use it til i can start it again.. called into work today.. down cash for that as well.. im about 45 minutes drive from work.. my friend is going to let me stay at his place (close to my work) until i get a new ignition.. i dunno.. just lettin the fubar world know

Scam Dumb Email!!!!!
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Walking Contradiction
Do as I say not as I do because The shit's so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb Standards set and broken all the time Control the chaos behind a gun Call it as I see it even if I was born deaf, blind and dumb Losers winning big on the lottery Rehab rejects still sniffing glue Constant refutation with myself I'm a victim of a catch 22 I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking contradiction And I ain't got no right Do as I say not as I do because The shit's so deep you can't run away I beg to differ on the contrary I agree with every word that you say Talk is cheap and lies are expensive My wallet's fat and so is my head Hit and run and then I'll hit you again I'm a smart ass but I'm playing dumb I have no belief But I believe I'm a walking con

Loving The Dark
Are you listening to my every breath, my every heart beat? Sleeping, dreaming, with your head upon my chest. Enjoying my loves heat. You always said "you loved the night," and even its famous creatures. You gave me love, showed me light, and soothed me with your exotic features. You tamed the beast that no one could, with your passion for poetry. And when it came to me, you understood, my lifes pain and misery. You are my love, my reason to live, You make the dark less lonely. Your love, you willingly give, near this ancient sea. Goodnight my love, sleep and dream. have no worry of being alone. Reality is more then what it seems, I guess we were both love pron. "Goodnight" I whisper as you I softly kiss. and then I close my eyes. Thank you for this heavenly bliss, I am glade that you are by my side. ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Sometimes I Just Want To . . . .
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Arg
I GOTS ME A PROMOTION! i dun prov-ed i be smartner and beddered thans anyone else!...actually they were just really short handed at my clinic and needed a tech FAST. And with all the needle sticks i did in the military they just kinda figured id be the least pain in the ass. Oh did i say promotion? i meant rectal sodomy with a 14 ft mechanical barbed dildo. I got triple the work load, skipped my breaks just so i could do my actual job while being trained, and was left to disinfect, strip down the machines, clean up the biohazard, and sign off all the computers...all of which fell second to my main job which takes time to do and i had alot of it to do right as all the fucks left me hear...i wonder if this is worth 1.25 more an hr... PS: I sound like a bitch and you would too if u had just worked a 16 hr straight w/o breaks and only being allowed 2 FUCKING CIGARETT BREAKS! ... urge to kill rising...must sooth the beast within...with...rum...shit i dont have run...fuck it ill settle fo

Deceived
To my eyes deceived The light that you shined. My pains not been releived, By lifes silver line. My eyes again see death, And life for what they are. Finally I get to rest, My soul has traveled so far. My scar'd up wrist's Are just a map of hells mist in a poets rap. My life is ending, I can feel the pain that my heart keeps sending, straight to my brain. With a final cut I start to bleed, No more lust, I'm finally freed... ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

Just A Reminder....
Just wanted to remind you boys that most women do take what you say to heart. So, when you say you are going to do something....you do it! When she's telling her own daddy what an amazing man you are but shows up for a visit home with eyes swollen from tears, holding her phone tightly in the hopes of hearing from you - only for you to make her look like a love sick fool....I want you to remember it....I want you to remember it so that when it happens to your sister, cousin, niece or daughter - you can take it as lightly as you are now.

Venus' Blessing?
Venus' Blessing? You say I'm the most beautiful woman in the world, a veritable goddess of love. However, I know you've been out of touch with reality since the day we met. You perceive who you want to when you look deeply into the green glass Stones that you call my eyes. They are not the windows to my damned soul. I lost mine long ago, foolish man, and these days, I'm so lost to love That I merely reflect what you wish for, don't you sense the danger? Its my blessed curse of unfortunate birth to appear to be all, somehow exactly What men want. They fill their minds with illusions of how I am their *perfect* Woman, and while it may be true I am an incomparable lover, its not The magic of true love and happily ever after till death do us part. No, I am the daughter of passionate loins and sweaty murmurs in the night, More succubus than angel, more whore than Madonna ever thought to be. Yes, I know men, oh yes, I admit I like them well, until they want to stay. I lik

Lost To Thought
Lost to thought, its just a dream or so I tell myself. Have I broken my lifes seam and created myself a hell? Distrust and betrayel all echo in my head. Its only my trials, let the mad season began. Fuck forgetting the past it only makes me stronger. the pain will never last and memories only linger. slitting a wrist, the pain wont last my memories wont subside. with all emotions wearing a mask in my mind i'll always hide. ©2005-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

For Guitar Nerds Only.
I spent the day a/b testing my guitars, i set up an amplifier and ran all my guitars through it at the same levels to hear how the different pickups responded and so forth. My Fender Jazzmaster had the broadest and most varied selection of useable sounds, it easily blew the others away sonically. My Fender Stratocaster sounded like a Strat should, no more no less. The Fender Telecaster was a disappointment, it has Custom Shop Texas special pickups and they are a bit too warm and fuzzy, Fender Teles are supposed to sound, well, a bit harsh and trebly but this one doesnt sound that way at all thanks to those stupid pickups, it sounds more rock than country and that isnt the quality i seek from a Telecaster. My Indonesian Tradition Jerry Reed standard Telecaster that costs five or six times less than the USA model Fender Telecaster wiped its feet on the american Tele, the bridge pickup has an authentic Telecaster bite and the humbucker in the neck position has a really nice vintage so