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Old Geezers
OLD GEEZERS "Geezers" (slang for an old man) are easy to spot: At sporting events, during the playing of the Star Spangled Banner Old Geezers remove their caps and stand at attention and sing without embarrassment. They know the words and believe in them. Old Geezers remember the Depression, World War II, Pearl Harbor, Guadalcanal, Normandy and Hitler. They remember the Atomic Age, the Korean War 1950-55, The Cold War, Vietnam, the jet age and the moon landing the 50 plus Peacekeeping Missions from 1945 to 2005 the Jet Age and the Moon Landing, not to mention Vietnam, If you bump into an Old Geezer on the sidewalk, he will apologize. If you pass an Old Geezer on the street, he will nod or tip his cap to a lady. Old Geezers trust strangers and are courtly to women. Old Geezers hold the door for the next person and always, when walking, make certain the lady is on the inside for protection. Old Geezers get embarrassed if someone curs

Minds Express
Minds Express Minds express thoughts of amusement They all watch the tide roll by They sit and listen to the seagulls cry And think about when the world will die Minds express thoughts of amazement And drift into the unknown They all watch the children play They could sit there and watch them all day Minds express thoughts of love And wish they could fly like doves Fly high above the sky and never worry why Minds express thoughts of pain When they think of all the shame Shame held in this great beautiful land Minds express thoughts of fear Fear they hold deep inside Fear of losing fear of dying Minds express thoughts of tears Tears that cling to the depths of their inner soul Minds express thoughts of music They listen to the sounds of pain The sounds of joy The sounds of rain Minds express thoughts of peace They all huddle together under the night sky And fall asleep in each other arms Minds express thoughts of relief -© J.Bendiksen

Nude Runner
Nude Runner A woman was having a daytime affair while her husband was at work. One rainy day she was in bed with her boyfriend when, to her horror, she heard her husband's car pull into the driveway. "Oh my God - Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window. My husband's home early!" "I can't jump out the window. It's raining out there!" "If my husband catches us in here, he'll kill us both!" she replied. He's got a hot temper and a gun, so the rain is the least of your problems!" So the boyfriend scoots out of bed, grabs his clothes and jumps out the window! As he ran down the street in the pouring rain, he quickly discovered he had run right into the middle of the town's annual marathon, so he started running along beside the others, about 300 of them. Being naked, with his clothes tucked under his arm, he tried to blend in as best he could. After a little while a small group of runners who had been watching him with some curiosity, jogged closer.*

The Loss Of A Child...please Show Support!
(REPOST) First, this IS NOT a Pimp Out. So i sorta expect alot more out of this one, people. A good friend of mines room mate and best friend lost her 2yr old in a terrible accident tonight. All of us, i am sure no loss. But to lose a child, and one so young, is beyond my understanding. Please, click the link below and show all of the love you can. Just let her know that there are people that understands what she is feeling to some degree, and show her that there is a vast number of people that are here for her. And please, bear in mind, all of the "i'm sorry for your loss" comments, while mean well, are not usually what we wanna hear at these times. Say what u will. Just show support and offer your strength and hope. ~**brown~**eyed~**girl~**@ fubar Again: This Is NOT a Pimp Out. Dont treat it as such. It isnt for a silly website. It is about real life and real loss. Thank you all for your kindness and humanity. Eric ClaptonTears In HeavenMusic Video Codes By Music J

Isaac's 3rd Birthday
Whew, time for another child's birthday party! We're having a party for Isaac's THIRD birthday! Yay, us!!!! (He actually turns three on Monday, but he really doesn't care all that much!) I love all my little babies, but Isaac is my love button. He's the youngest, and he's the most happy-go-lucky of the bunch. He's not malicious, though he's muy inquisitive! Which, as those of you with children can attest, means he's an adventure! He's the type of child that does something kinda wrong, but immediately follows it up with a smile and a kiss. I'm telling you, it messes with your mind! His mother says he gets the mischievousness from her, and the reaction from me. I don't know about that! I'm not all that sure that I use batting eyes and kisses to get me out of trouble that much! Anyway, time to go make sure the birthday boy isn't causing havoc throughout the house. Have a great day!

08/04/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "The air here is putred and stale, I choke on it. My pain, so exquisite that I delight in its fury and welcome the sensations I derive from it. I reach for the light, but it evades my grasp. There is no light in my prison. The dark swallows me whole and deeper each day. There is no escape from this hell which holds me. Hope is of no avail to the bleeding heart. Destiny calls me, and I have fallen." © 2001-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned tha

Iced Coffee Made At Home
i have started drinking iced coffee at first i didn't think that i would like it. Well i tried the McDonalds' coffee and it was good. Starbucks hot/cold coffee is good but costly so this is what i have done. I buy Milstones flavored coffees i mix caramel truffle chocolate and french vanilla blends together and it makes the best coffee ever. then i add ice and a shot if 2% milk and a shot of cask & cream caramel cream liqueur and drink omg it is so good just thought to share this with you all a different way to get loaded for breakfast lol enjoy your day from C& T Stash Club--seejaykaygee

The Rope
-author unknown- A story is told about a mountain climber who liked to climb tall mountains for fun and to impress his friends. After years of preparation and training he felt he could handle any mountain terrain in the world, regardless of the degree of difficulty. During a climbing trip, with five other men, he decided he would make the final climb to the summit, solo, so he could get there first and claim the glory, while the others slept. After the rest of the climbing party turned-in for the night, he put on his climbing gear and headed toward the summit. As he started his climb, he was very glad there was a full moon to help him see where he was going. Although it was foolish to climb at night, alone, he did use a rope and put in good piton protection as he climbed. With the benefit of the full moon, he made rapid progress up the mountain, in spite of the fact he was climbing at night. His confidence soared as he neared the summit, but unfortunately, thick clouds were st

Moving!!
Well thursday, (AUG 9th) I pack up the computer so I won't be around again until the AUG 17th... Yes, I know you'll miss me, but dry your tears, I will be back before you know it... Just don't forget about me!!!! *cries* hahahaha I'm a dork, I know this.. and you love it.. haha...

Be Still & Listen
-author unknown- A man whispered, "God, speak to me" And a meadowlark sang. But, the man did not hear. So,the man yelled "God, speak to me" And the thunder rolled across the sky. But, the man did not listen. The man looked around and said. "God let me see you." And a star shined brightly. But the man did not notice. And, the man shouted. "God, show me a miracle" And a life was born. But, the man did not know. So,the man cried out in despair. "Touch me, God, and let me know You are here." Whereupon, God reached down and touched the man. But, the man brushed the butterfly away and walked on.

You Know It's Time To Dump Your Sweetie When...
. Disclaimer: If you realize while reading this that any of these moments are about you, please do not get offended. I don't mean to belittle the incident or your feelings at the time. Just wanted to point out how strange (and amusing) human behavior can be. 25) When you're still good friends with your ex, her phone number keeps disappearing from your cell phone contact list, and the only other person who has access to your phone is your current girlfriend. You even tried to enter the number under different names to thwart the culprit, but the number still vanishes. 24) When your current girlfriend instant messages your ex and pretends it's a random IM conversation, but in fact she's trying to find out who you have been chatting with online. 23) When your boyfriend gets upset that you want to go see the bison exhibit at the zoo, rather than walk him to the bathroom when he's not feeling well. (You and your boyfriend are both over the age of 21.) 22) When you throw the

Going Nuts
i have to write i dont know what will come out im sorta fucked up at the moment my husband will be here in a few hours and monday wer are going to get a second opinion of thebrain tumor and i found out that the person i who has come into my life and her kids are being evicted and i am so sad, so sad that i got mad and called and told her answering machine i couldnt talk to her today i cant handle it but thats wrong now shes upset cuz i said that i cant handle all this hardship but i dont want to lose her or her kids i have taken her under my wing and now i feel bad that i cant do anything to keep her around me am i a bad person? i feel like it those poor babies i know its not my fault but i still feel bad about it i have grown to love them so much i need them in my life and because of situations i cant help she cant move in with me and my kids and she has no where to go she has till wed to come up with 2000 bucks plus court costs which is fucking wrong i feel like everyone is leaving m

Things To Do At A Music Festival
Tent Activities for a Camp-Out Music Festival Before Bonnaroo there was the moe.down, a three-day camp-out music festival held Labor Day Weekend at the Snow Ridge Ski Area in Turin, New York. I was introduced to the likes of moe., The New Deal, and Soulive by the moe.down. Didn't know until I looked at my concert T-shirt listing the lineup that Soulive and Cracker were there, though. I was having too much fun playing games in my tent. Following are some activity suggestions should you find yourself stuck in your tent and unable to make it to the concert field. 1. Decorate the outside of your tent with snowflake Christmas garland – goes well with the summertime heat. Bonus: when you're inside your tent tripping, the silhouette of the garland can provide what seems like hours of perplexity. 2. Hang a mirror outside your tent with a note next to it that says, "Have you seen this person?" 3. Suspend portable black lights from the ceiling of your tent, draw up some flyers, and

Last Night
You and I were together In the dream I had last night It was a sweet and wonderful dream We were holding each other so tight. I touched your face with my hand A smile danced in your eyes It played at the corners of your mouth While you made the softest of sighs. Your hair was tossed lightly about By a warm and gentle breeze You glowed with a lovely radiance In the sunlight that shone through the trees. My hand slid down your neck Touched your shoulder then moved to your breast Which was soft and naked and lovely And the object of my gentle quest. I touched your silky skin With just my fingertips Felt your nipples grow and stiffen Then kissed them lightly with my lips. The feel of them under my tongue Sent a thrill to the depths of my being Just having you with me like that Made me want to shout and dance and sing! You took my hand and led me near The flower filled meadow by the lake It was all so incredibly wonderful I prayed that I might never w

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes

Birthday Party
Well its that time of the year again. Ill be turning 26 next sat aug 11th. not sure where im gonna be celebrating it at more than likely at little country if would like to come join me to celbrate my birthday please let me know. I would love to meet you all and have a great time. there will probably be a party before the bar im hoping so that wil be fun too. so reply comment send me a message however you want to do it to let me know love you all.

A Short Piece Of Erotica....
The sun drifted lazily behind the treeline,sinking ever so slowly and invoking a pinkish glow upon the sparse clouds.Smoke from the nearby fire wandering upwoard in the still evening air.There the two sat nearby on a large log,enjoying eachothers company and the much needed escape from the hectic lives they led.Nature's evening chorus played softly in the background as the last rays of the suns light slipped away leaving the two bathed only in the moons soft glow. The fire waned as the evening grew on,bringing on the chill of the suns departure.Getting up to tend the fire ,he stared at her as he fed the flames with some more lumber.Her eyes seemed to burn with an intensity dwarfing the small campfire as their gazes met.He was so taken by her,now more than ever before as he found himself hypnotized by her fair beauty.Slowly walking back to her he straddeled the log so he faced her. Staring into her eyes he reached out and pulled her closer to him.Without brea

I Know
She was lying on the bed, freshly pampered from her bath. Smoothly shaven and oiled, I hear her call me into the bedroom. I found her lying on the bed, absent-mindedly playing with her collar, massaging herself with the whip; dragging it slowly and delicately across her tits, running in down to her smooth, soft, and obviously wet open pussy. Smiling at me she almost whispers, "Master, it's slowly becoming a part of me, as you are now, my owner, master, and lover. I need it as much as I do you. The softness I feel now, the pleasure of the sting and pain it gives me when you are in control of my lust." Almost in a trance, she takes the handle and begins to lightly massage her clit, breathing raggedly as it slowly disappears into her soul, her legs opening wider to admit the handle. "Master, please come kiss me." I ease onto the bed, crawl up beside her, and gently kiss her neck, while I whisper to her, "Let it love you in the way you need it, show that whip how much you need

"portent"
"portent" red moon blue moon red moon fire blue moon water red moon sees blue moon dies two moons red moon blue moon red moon flames taking blue moons water three moons red moon blue moon yellow moon red moon sees blue moon dies yellow moon exalted two moons red moon yellow moon by the light of the moon she is dark she is boundless she is eternal she is you be afraid blue moon dies I feel like I should be typing something here as some kind of an explanation as to the origin of this piece.Anyhow,I'm going to skip it for the general audience that might happen to pass through here.Madness I say....and I forgot to add my sig at the end....nawww....it doesn't belong on this piece..I was merely the recipient of the message.

Random Talk
So I've been having a crappy week and the weekend isn't any better. It drives me nuts cuz it's like I can't have guy friends, without my other guy friends getting mad. Why do men have to be so jealous? I can flat out tell them I'm not interested in dating them, and they still get all pissy with me if I even so much go fishing with a group of people and there's even just ONE guy there. I'm sick and tired of men being stupid assholes around here where I live. I've finally put my foot down and said once they piss me off I'm done with them for good and that's how it's been going down. One guy called me a good for nothing whore saying I cheated on him...I mean seriosly, you can cheat on friends?? Even if he were a boyfriend, I've done NOTHING to cheat on him with. These guys just need to get over their jealous shit. I do have a boyfriend, and as much as they will hate it, they can deal with it or just screw off. I deserve much better friends than them. Anyway, to change subject, I got my 4

Love And I
Love has not been That great of a friend to me, lately. Over and over, again and again Love has proved that she is tired of me, my enemy. Repeating thoughts of the pain that its caused. And the tears that I've cried is probably why... Love and I are breaking up tonight. Love will go its way then im sure to find my... Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind Because I know myself and I will change my mind And want to love again I really wish we were made to be happy with our love in our life. To know that I have total control Over being happy, happy of reality I cannot live without love But I will try tonight Ohhh, love and I are breaking up tonight. Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my... Love, goodbye, but can you leave a trail behind Because i kno myself and I will change my mind And want to love again Ohhh, love and I are breaking, we're breaking up. Love and I are breaking up tonight. Love will go its way and I'm sure to find my

"ulcer Of The Psyche"
"Ulcer Of The Psyche" Light creeps into The heart of darkness Wrought by forges of torments fires Exposing systemic securities Pulverized fragments downpour Shards of a shattered existence Slicing through the shades Sadness pours in like sunlight Warming a rigor ed corpse On this my winter's day Eerie twilight rendering Long forgotten motives Playing the part Of a maniacal laugh Methodically raging Endlessly falling within Grip of my minds rift Gnashing teeth tear away Soft flesh exposing Tender delicacies I fanatically devour All that I am Jon

"unraveling Distance"
"Unraveling Distance" unraveling the distance brought into existence reasons for resistance doubts of coexistence choking on insistence fanatical persistence claims of ignorance path of least resistance invoking shield of distance by Jon

"rate Of Exchange"
"Rate of Exchange" life's shooting range a chaotic interchange it's not so strange most things can change adapt and rearrange inevitable rate of exchange some things never change always a price to arrange potential for shortchange payment due....estrange Jon

Please Protect My Heart
"Please Protect My Heart" Baby you should know that, I've been afraid to try. I'm healing from some things and My tears are pale and dry. I said "I'm through with love" You made it all a lie. You turned my never ever Into one more time [Chorus:] If I happen to fall (I feel it coming on) In love (Think I could fall in love) Please protect my heart Happen to fall (Been through so many things) In love (I'm tired of fragile, baby) please protect my heart Baby you should know that, I like what's going on. The way you make me feel, I've seen this all before. You are incredible, I can't deny that, no. Could be my everything but, Baby don't break my heart [Chorus:] If I happen to fall (I feel it coming on) In love (Think I could fall in love) Please protect my heart. Happen to fall (Been through so many things) In love (I'm tired of fragile, baby) Please protect my heart Deep in my heart I believe that, You really care for me. I pray that this

Three Of Six
THREE OF SIX darkness and light of which I'm pieced opposing energies vying to be released chaos is surely the nature of the beast upon its table I most commonly feast establishing my own order in the least suddenly darkness has violently increased a blackened maelstrom devours the light sucking it down with ferocious might the brightest days have now become night losing the contrast of black and white I've been groomed to weather this fight eliciting the union of darkness and light I refuse to submit or compromise breaking now would be my demise I have no plans to say goodbyes calm inside the storm of my eyes on mismatched wings I shall rise THIS DARKSUN NEVER DIES!!!!!!! by Jon

Third Degree
THIRD DEGREE Innocent children under your care what they've become to you my despair to your actions they are unaware Locked inside your arsenal of hate you mindless warden of their fate your treasures you willingly desecrate Innocent victims in your relentless war your tactic more than I abhor trampling their innocence to settle the score You I hold accountable for this crime for their innocence I hold sublime your actions are only buying you time Using them as weapons of mass destruction truly sheds light on your dysfunction in this you shall find your greatest obstruction I've long since learned to suck up your sting not breaking regardless of the pain you bring watch me now as I'm about to take wing Merging the powers of dark and light I bare my teeth and prepare for flight SO SHALL DARKSUN RISE THIS NIGHT!!!!!!! Jon

Day Dreaming
"Day Dreaming" Daydreamin' n Im thinkin of you [4x] Look- at- my- mind- floating- away- Hes the kinda guy that would say hay baby Lets get away lets go someplace, huh. Where I don't care. Hes the kinda guy that you give ya everything Ya trust ya heart share all of ya love Til death do us part I wanna be what he wants, when he wants it and Whenever he needs it And whenever he's lonesome and love starved I'll be there to feed him I'm lovin him a little bit more each day Turns me right on when I hear him say... Hay baby lets get away lets go somewhere oh Baby can we, where I don't care [2x] I wanna be what he wants, when he wants it and Whenever he needs it And whenever he's lonesome and love starved I'll be there to feed him I'm lovin him a little bit more each day Turns me right on when I hear him say... Hay baby lets get away lets go somewhere oh Baby can we, where I don't care [3x] I'm lovin him a little bit more each day Turns me right on w

Welcome Home
Welcome Home conceived of perfect love , trust , and unity your form began to flourish at this opportunity growing against odds imparted your fragile existence had started inside you lay there curled reaching out to your world you felt the need to make yourself known with a voice all of your own my love for you I did proclaim knowing you I'll never be the same your frail form was unable to keep hold falling away from your protective fold your physical body never would I hold your dreams left never to unfold praises for your achievements forever untold your future seemingly frozen in the cold as I'm overcome by feelings of grief my tears and these words bring me relief my love for you shall never pass endless as the sands in eternity's hourglass from this day forth we shall intertwine moving together forward on our eternal lifeline together as one we shall always shine know this my child you shall forever be free your existence shall always live on ins

Wretch
WRETCH Forced to make the call I sacrificed it all No longer able to stall Backed against my cell wall Facing the perpetual maul Your ceaseless wrecking ball Stopping for nothing at all Your tactics appall I'm not your rag doll I deny you my fall Absorbing it all Watch me stand tall To you I'll never crawl Knock yourself out on my wall Jon

"blood Offering"
"Blood Offering" Oh Great Ones of ancient knowledge Your wisdom I humbly acknowledge In reverence I kneel With honor I appeal Transcending the surreal In my hand cold steel Skyclad I stand Far from my promised land Sullen is this wintry night Tenebrous clouds obscure heaven's light Boldly facing the gelid northern wind It cuts my flesh leaving me all but skinned Blinding tears freeze upon my face Help me find strength in this pain I embrace Responsibility has me pinned This love I will never rescind Undaunted by this blade I shall remain unswayed Never to dissuade Strength shall pervade Warmth escapes from within As I slice through my skin Let this begin My offering... Jon

"186,000 Miles Per Second"
"186,000 miles per second" speed of light hold on tight mouth agape nowhere to escape irreformable aegis egregious scrambling to find fortress of the mind protective fold entrance untold all defenses traded for senses unable to run I'm spun Jon

Killing Me Softly
different guy.. same thing..... ever felt like you have met the "ONE" and he just turning out to be.. 2, 3, and 4? same thing different person ... i start talking so someone who is just totally awesome.. keeps me smiling... and then right when things are going good... the mysterious email.... oh yeah... "why do you keep bothering blah blah... he is the love of my life... leave him alone... he dont want you...and so on" im tired of having my heart ripped out.... so from now on... friends only... if your looking for something else.. then forget it.... with that said... time to start cleaning.... :

"dead Air"
"dead air" lounging in the air the heavy stare brought to bear as if a dare hanging midair invading the lair dead air... nostrils flair dead air... eyes cast a glare dead air... lips utter prayer inside magic square priceless solitaire tender loving care dance macabre never forswear I'll be there Jon

"rally"
"Rally" please don't cry together again we shall fly you're not alone just far from home stand up tall don't take a fall seize control don't let it break your soul grab hold of the reins as I course through your veins dominate the pains turn them to gains distance restrains only physical domains take aim conqure the war game stake your claim we're one and the same a single candle's flame ours to tame crying out your name my love I proclaim by Jon

Smile
"Smile" Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me [Chorus:] So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz U never let the

"x"
"X" leave me alone I'm sick of your tone step down from your throne this is what I've been shown shadowed by lies unable to disguise the buzzing of flies hate spews from your eyes alcohol fueled rage trapped in your cage dragged to my grave acting as your slave living in fear year after year you're not worth a single tear continuing to drown yourself in beer by Jon

Types Of Kisses
Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-) Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart. Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek. Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors. Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together. Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping wit

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Balloons
Gods gift to you is creativity; what you do with it is your gift to God." Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like. You may also return it to me. If four balloons are returned to you, something you have been waiting for a long time will happen!!!! Believe me...... It really happens! Send a lot of little balloons to your friends!!!

What Guys Like About Me. (quiz) Lol Wonder If Its True?
What Do Boys Like About You? (real answers) Boys like that you're charming!You have that 'sexy' appeal about you that make boys crazy!You seem to connect w. everyone you meet.MEEEOOORRRWWWW!!! (=^.^=)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Run Away
"Run Away" (feat. Pusha T) I was gonna take my life Where I wanted to go Wich was with your life No you'll ever know Now I can't do that No with the heaven found Cause when I was ready You no were around [chorus] Said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away Is it cause you were not true And you never had plans to stay Or is it cause you had a girl On the other side of town Make plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around You said I was special Special to the world And made you special Cause I was your girl Now I cant do that No with the heaven found I thought I was special Where are you now [chorus] Said I wanna be with you Why do you have to go and run away Is it cause you were not true And you never had plans to stay Or is it cause you had a girl On the other side of town Make plans to be with you Why the hell are you not around Remember that go You said I was yours And then I was ready Your heart an open door

I Am
I am strong and tough yet scared and afraid. tied down yet I could leave if I really wanted too, right? a hopeless romantic yet incredibly naughty. caring and sympathetic till you piss me off. a frightened girl yet in charge of young innocent ones that I mu protect. the sweetest person you will ever know yet the sassiest one you'll ever cross. here standing with open arms that you do not see as you walk past. a passing acquaintance who could be your everything. the one who makes your blood boil yet I can easily console you. I am me! a graphic inspired this....... not sure it shows up or not here... so will post as a comment

"your Body Doesn't Lie" Poem
I hold you close and kiss you softly. Making sure our bodies touch so you can feel the most of me. And at times you tell me I'm to close. But I can see that when you say no your body hurts. Laying there while we talk and I write imaginary words on your waist. Looking at every inch on your body wondering how it would taste. And once again you turn over, tellin me that you just don't know. But still, by the looks and the feel of your body the truth clearly shows. You climb on top of me as if your body has told you to give in. Touching and kissing places where your lips have never been. Then out of no where you stop, and say maybe we should wait. Though your body is telling me that there's not one piece of you it doesn't want me to take. We could wait a whole eternity if you would like. But one thing that is certain, your body will not be as understanding as tonight. You can allow your mind to convince you to close your thighs. But where's the j

One Last Call
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Monday
Monday I'm out of school and I have 292 friends and 349 fans well we will see how important I am to you. Everyone that is on my family list don't worry about this but MONDAY everyone else you had better...........besides I have ur points

Still In Love
"Still In Love" Still in love Still in love Still in love Still in love [Verse 1] Thinkin' maybe Things are gonna turn around Despite the arguments We can see eye-to-eye Over (over), Over (over) Keeps playin' in my mind This here ain't right for me Too young to be held down [Bridge] I fall for you Each time, each time This ain't no sayin' I get stuck All of the good times Way down, the bad times Guess that's why I'm still in love [Chorus] Still in love with you Despite all we go through I can't turn away You know that I'm still in love with you You know that I can't give up I'm still in love with you [Verse 2] Got all, My girls Tellin' me to just let it go Tellin' me that it's just love lost But I know (I know) Got all, My girls Tellin' me I should free my heart If it was so simple I would [Bridge] I fall for you Each time, each time This ain't no sayin' I get stuck All of the good times Way down, the bad times Guess that'

The_some1special_shop!!!
Welcome Everyone! To The_Some1special_Shop online store!I am still stocking the shelves so I hope you will return often and be sure to tell your friends :-) take a look in The_Some1special_Shop folder in my photos. How to place an Order: To place your order just send an email to The_Some1special_Shop@verizon.net Include the item # (located under each image) How many you want? The name and complete address where you want the items sent. After receiving the order it will processed and shipping calculated. you will receive a bill invoice via paypal for your review. Once the payment is made via paypal the order will be shipped within 72hrs and a confirmation email will be sent with the tracking number. There are over a thousand items so if you don’t see anything you like keep checking back. I am still adding items daily. DISCLAIMER Shipping Restrictions As with anything there are always kinks in the road, since this is the internet some items may not be

Complicated
"Complicated" Sat up in the dark for so long Just livin' my life on my own then Right up out of the blue Bumped into you I was so amused By your smile boo Wanting you to call my phone So me you can talk just a lil' more I didn't know what to do I was feelin' you Hopin' you would be cool of hangin' out too I don't know what happened Got people steady asking How you go to sleep mad one day The next wake up so happy? Love works like magic And it's so true my mind can't grasp it I'm just glad that I've got you in my life [CHORUS] I think bout us (all day) Dream about you (always) Love ain't always Com-pli-cat-ed [2x] If I'm loving it don't take long People speculating that it wont last long But that just can't be true Cause I've been lovin' you Like you never knew that I could do I will never let go gotta hold on Cause you den made me and You a happy home And I give all me to you, I do Whatever you ask me too Cause boy you're my Biggest blessing

Dreamful Speed Reality
Dreamful Speed Reality Greatly awakened once again Such a long rewarding wait The spin beyond control The seeker forever found in a moment Again encountered a different kind Filled to the limits beyond overflowed Beautifully imagined dreamers set free To a world a life hearts beat soulfully Left and returned Another dreamer yet one like my own We parted and left only to memories Short and indescribable journey through commitment We saw and tried to touch Speed far too great and beautiful color Washed and cleansed Peaceful soul mate coma We decayed out denial and realness One to take hold and never let go All about forever eternity and remembered Only dreamed we shared The sadness reality of eye opening A step back in I open my eyes to yet but another dream Inspired moved and loved I open my eyes to yet but another dream

Skimming Biodiesel Seaweed And Vegetable Oil Off The Ocean Will Save The Fish From Dying In A Red Tide And Provide Free Energy.
Skimming Biodiesel Seaweed and vegetable oil off the Ocean will save the fish from dying in a red tide and provide free energy. According to ADM biodiesel can be made from seaweed now. Have you ever been swimming in the ocean in late August in New Jersey? If you have you come out of the ocean covered in a thin film of vegetable oil. Skimming off the oil and seaweed before a red tide starts would save the fish and provide a free source for biodiesel fuels. Howard Scott Pearlman Pearlman For Congress 08-04-2007 * * * Please help spread this message all over the internet Energy solution Associated Press file http://cmsimg.courierpostonline.com/apps/pbcsi.dll/bilde? Clouds cover Mount San Jacinto as windmills turn in Palm Springs, Calif. Courier Post Comment Monday, April 16, 2007 America has wasted $400 billi

Vampire Poem
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

"earthbound"
"Earthbound" alone I stand I must be damned I miss you my love on wings you soar high above out of my sight missing you day and night searching the skies tears fill my eyes rushing the edge life's perilous ledge longing for flight earthbound my plight jumping for your embrace laughing in death's face by Jon

"halo"
"HALO" JUCIDIOUS LUNACY RACKING SCORCHING CONSUMING ESSENCE BREACHING ACTUALITY DISCOURSING APOCALYPSED CONVICTIONS INUNDATED PLANES ACTUALITY DISTENDED REGENERATED INFLAMED DISCERNING UNACCUSTOMED CEREBAL UNBALANCE INITIATES ANEW by Jon

Ménage à Trois - Poem
Insatiable these mornings, full of a drunk excitement, your eyes have the glazed look of a woman who hasn't slept all night; you wake me with mouth open kisses, the smell of a different room in your clothes. You take off your dress and show me the stains on your skin like the trails of exotic gastropods; a body paint of semen which I rehydrate with my tongue. I trace the splash across your stomach and over your breast, a thick dried river of it, flooding again; your nipple rough with a smear of salt. That was one hell of a shot. I suck on you greedily and slide my tongue where his own tongue must have slid long into the night, and when all trace of him is gone, except the smell in your hair we make our own maps on each other's skins and we fuck like we never do without this heat inside you, without this ghost of a man drifting between us like a lover sharing our bed.

Yo!
Hey what's up? So the big deal about this blog is learning about what I can do on this site. I just added a music play, which is filled with some pretty BA (bad ass) songs if I do say so myself. So more about me. I'm 25 and am a student pilot. Ultimately my goal is to teach people how to fly. I have about two years until I get to that point, but it'll kick ass I think. I just moved to Michigan to go to school, it's pretty BA here, quiet, which is how I like it. Holla if you want to know more.

"division"
"Division" Torn asunder from the start expelled from heaven ripped apart cast aside arms flailing wide caught in the tide purgatories ride bound and tied burning up inside angles deride at the divide seperated they cried yearning to collide love never died by Jon

"breaking The Design"
"Breaking the Design" breaking the design souls entwine stepping out of line aware of the fine comprehending the crime love so sublime transcending the divine dissenting in time unwilling to mime rewriting the rhyme together they shine breaking the design by Jon

"your Body Is My Map" - Poem
raise me more love… raise me my prettiest fits of madness O’ dagger’s journey… in my flesh and knife’s plunge… sink me further my lady… the sea calls me add to me more death … perhaps as death slays me… I’m revived your body is my map… the world's map no longer concerns me… I am the oldest capital of sadness… and my wound a Pharaonic engraving my pain…. extends like an oil patch from Beirut… to China… my pain… a caravan…dispatched by the Caliphs of "A’Chaam"… to China… in the seventh century of the "Birth"… and lost in a dragon’s mouth… bird of my heart… "naysani" O’ sand of the sea, and forests of olives O’ taste of snow, and taste of fire… my heathen flavor, and insight I feel scared of the unknown… shelter me I feel scared of the darkness… embrace me I feel cold… cover me up tell me children stories… rest beside me… Chant to me… since from the start of creation I’ve been searching for a homeland to my forehead… for a woman’s hair… that writes me on the

"anew"
"anew" tranquil susserations wafting smoothly a balmy breeze solace's inception tacitly conveyed prolonged dormancy strangled emotions kindled ablaze scintillating flames fueling resurgence scorched earth yielding rains fostering restoration rousing intoxications imploring passions reeling uncontrollable by Jon

"shifting"
"shifting" cold & blue shifting through shades of gray laid out emotional decay drowning mental disarray composing visceral dismay breaking existance away crying I'm leaving today embracing death if I stay longing to live free & play praying for the light of day shifting through shades of gray by Jon

"order For Disorder"
"order for disorder" as the night takes the day darkness fills the void left by the light from order spawns disorder choas rules where harmony was passion and desire reign over the rational consuming energy scorches all cleansing as it burns order reincarnates from discord the cycle begins anew balance shifting constantly both are to benefit without eachother nothing would be more than a constant unwavering in design stable and unchanging how fucking dull Jon

"living In Death"
"Living In Death" dead souls demise as banshee arise an eternal curse of solemn verse infernal cries pain that never dies unspeakable scourge a melancholy dirge hallowed screams shattered dreams living in death without a breath never leaving miseries weaving purgatories sound continuously unwound wailing in the night imprisoned without light darkness never leaves echoing in eternal screams by Jon

I Hold Your Body
I hold your body as if it is your life, entire, edged by layers of days. Decades. Futures dreamed. Delicate and hot as a river of stars shining from ages past, ages beyond this precious night. I hold your body as if it illuminates my own. I hold you body as if your skin and my hands are happy symbiotes, all kind and kindness, arousing more than senses and sense, more than expectations. I turn you until the fit is total. I hold your body as joy holds music on its rainbowed tongue. I hold your body like a sacrament, as if I, too, then, am holy. And I become more than myself. More myself. I become. I hold your body as if it is life. Both and all. As if you and I depend on it. This touch. I hold your body in the easiest of motions. And I wonder why every time I reach into the world surrounding why I cannot hold anything else in the same way. Why it is only you.

Key Words And Correlations Of Runes
FA The Rune of the original fire, Rune of the cosmos, of the universe. Symbol of fire that acts creatively in love. will that spares manifestation down to the material levels. FA rules the Salamanders. Symbol of change, symbol of the Phoenix, Spiritual creation, FAS (fatum or fate), Divine Law, Mobility wealth, FREYR, Connection to the Rune KA (#6). Some uses of the Rune FA: To attract and to absorb Solar and Lunar energies, planetary energies, and energies of the fixed stars. Strengthens persona) magnetism and (on the etheric plane) the electric fluid, Strengthens spiritual powers, Useful at the beginning of psychic healings. Rune to transfer energies. Unfolding the original fire. Time of the year: December 22 through January 12 Number: I Tarot correlate: The Magician, Activum, willpower. The first card. Mantras: ffffffffff (visualize fire, or flaming FA symbol.) fffffaaaaa. UR Symbol of original cause of cosmic and planetary events and trends. Original time, original

Ain't This The Truth
Ain't it the truth At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. A

The Magical (rune) Poem
F A I know the Songs that no wise woman knows And none of the children of men. The first Song is HELP, and help it will Against sorrow, hurt, and any distress. U R A second I know; quite useful to the children of men Who practice the healing hand: It chases disease and all pain, It cures hurts and all wounds. T H O R N A third Song I know: If urgency tells me To tie the opponent with magic Then I dull the steel of my foes So that their swords will not cut anymore. O S A fourth Song I know: If an enemy puts A tie of pliable limbs; Then I speak the spell, the shackles break on the feet And the fetters break on the hands. R I T This I know as a fifth: If in hostile flight An arrow shoots into the crowd; Not matter how it threatens, I block its force By grasping it tightly with the look of my eyes. K A A sixth on is mine: Should a warrior hurt me With the roots of soft wood; This warrior who awakens the hate within me Shall be struck before it gets me

Odin's Rune Song
I know myself hanging on the wind cold tree for nine icy nights. Wounded by the spear, consecrated to Wodan I consecrated to myself. I was hanging on the mighty tree which conceals man Where man grew out of its roots. They offered me neither bread nor wine So I bent down in search. I recognized the Runes; wailing I grasped them. Until I sank down from the tree. Now I began to increase, to be wise, To grow and to feel well. From the word, word grew after word And deed shaped to deeds with deeds. Now I know the songs like no wise one knows And none of the children of men. And should these songs, o human child, be un-learnable to you for sheer endless time; Grasp them as you get hold of them, use them as you hear of them. Hail you if you retain them!

A Good Can Of Corn...
There were three couples, one elderly, one middle aged, and one newlywed, that wanted to join a church. So the minister tells them that in order to be members they must abstain from sex for two whole weeks. After two weeks, the minister asks the elderly couple if they had abstained. "Yes, no problem!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then he asks the middle aged couple the same question "Well, after one week, the husband had to sleep on the couch, but we made it!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then the minister asks the newlywed couple if they had abstained from sex for two weeks. "We were unable to abstain. On the third day, my wife dropped a can of corn and when she bent over to pick it up, LUST and PASSION overcame me!" "I'm sorry," the minister says, "but you are both banned from this church!" "That's okay," says the husband, "We were banned from the supermarket, too."

Taps
Taps AN INTERESTING HISTORY If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but, I checked it out and it's true: ? IT IS VERY INTERSTING We, in the United States, have all heard the haunting song, "Taps" . It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men, near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier, who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Capta

My Thoughts
My Thoughts All of my toughts, I keep locked inside Not wanting to hurt you Seeming not to notice, Your thoughts flow freely to my ears My heart breaks a little more with each sentance Wondering ,when I lost myself, Unable to speak truths back to you I try to seperate from my feelings, letting your words roll off of my shoulders Not showing the cracks in the Dam of my emotions While a waterfall of pain flows from my heart Not knowing how to repair a hurt that is untold I scan your face for a glimps of the sunshine that brightened my day Only seeing shadows of what had been With each harsh word the brightness fades Sending me into a darkness I can not escape Longing to feel the arms that have kept me safe They hang to your sides uninviting I have nothing to grasp The love I have for you is deeper than the ocean Keeping me silent in my pain Trying not to dissapoint you I struggle to hold my head above the surface Not wanting yo

Friends Can Win Something Special
I am looking for friends who like me and want to get to know me better, people who write there best feelings and rate my pictures they haven't yet rated, winners will get there photo friend of the month in my profile pics and win something special from the gifts section. private message me with entries :-) phil

Waiting
Waiting Now, When I look into your eyes I see a hollow soul Desperately seeking an escape from your pain The past holding you hostage inside your own heart Leaving you unable to open the window for a refreshing breeze to replace the putrid air of a long captive past How you go on holding onto memories that only cause you pain Twisting and turning your insides to leave what appears to be an empty shell before me I cannot help but to wonder of the thoughts that go through your mind, so I lightly knock on the door No one answers, leaving me to just catch glimpses of light through a small crack I, longing to be invited in, wait patiently on your doorstep I too grow cold Impatients overcomes me and i want to walk away but the flickers of light hold me mezmorized to where I stand Closing my eyes, I imagine hearing a beautiful song, waiting for the dance I fear will never come Yet, I still wait Waiting in the shadows of your yesterdays July 25, 2

Incubus-neither Of Us Can See
BB: I am one big walking chemical reaction CH: A buzzing hive of cell synapsis and nacent self perception BB: Isn't it disdainful and curious CH: That both of us think we know everything BB: We both have brains, We both have eyes (Neither of us can see) We both have pains, We both have lies (Neither of us can see) One in the same, two of a kind And neither of us can see CH: I am just a blinking, neon roadside attraction BB: I sow future wrinkles and I’m told I’m untapped potential CH: Isn't it disdainful and curious BB: That both of us think we know everything BB: We both have brains, We both have eyes (Neither of us can see) We both have pains, We both have lies (Neither of us can see) One in the same, two of a kind And neither of us can see BB: I am one big, fleeting errant contradiction CH: It's so good to meet you BB&CH: We are one in the same BB: Isn't it disdainful and curious CH: That both of us think we know everything BB: We both

10 Layers
10 layers of me [[..THESE ARE THE 10 LAYERS OF ME..]] LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: kristen Birth date: august 6, 1987 Birth place: new bedford Current Location: gulfport Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: brunette Righty or Lefty: Righty Zodiac Sign: Leo LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: french and english Wut Shoes Did You Wear Today: Flip flops Your weakness: eating what im suppose to Your fears: spiders, and ne kind of bugs Your perfect pizza: chesse Goal you'd like to achieve: get a degree in early childhood LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW: Your most overused phrase: ur funny Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?? Your best physical feature: ive been told my eyes and smile Your bedtime: when i can fall asleep Your most missed memory: my friends and family in mass LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK: Pepsi or Coke: diet coke McDonald's or Burger King: neither cant eat there ne more Single or group dates: both

Regarding My Show
I've mentioned my show before here. I can't recall if I've mentioned the network I'm part of, so I will do that now. Please feel free to check out the website for The Free World Radio Network: http://www.freeworldradionetwork.net/

My 9 Names....this Is Pretty Cool
YOUR REAL NAME: Kristen GANGSTA NAME: (first 4 letters of real name plus izzle.) krisizzle YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal) pink kola YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and street you live on) marie ave YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name.) sylkr YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink) blue mug YOUR ARABIC NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name) rlmssne YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:( Parents middle names) steven marie YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets) black jack

Oh Heavenly Father I Now Pray >>>for The Lost > The Needyorthose Hurting From The Bridgeim Min./and Homless And All>
May this day be full and may You oh Heavenly Father shed Thy light upon all> may those soak it up into their souls, into their lives , and beings totally.. May you warm them in you light and fill them up with your love. Let them see Oh Lord and let hem hear.Thy messages that I send to them for You.let the people know That Your all and always will be..yOU REIGN!!!!ALLEAuJUEA !!! May you show mearcy upon them. Oh My Lord ; Thank you for all and everthing in my life and every blessing great or small . Help me to make it thru these days left here on earth that You give to me,and thank you Oh Lord for them all. Guide me , carry me , forgive my short comings, I give you have my heart , body and soul totally.and please for give others that fall short for that are just huamn too. Let them open up their hearts to recieve ; Thee and Thy great blessings and Gift of eternal life.Thank You my Lord ; , You are my Lord , Creator , My all, my Saviour. I want for nothing and yet you g

Prepare The Way
Saturday, August 4, 2007 On its own, this day is filled with immense value. And in addition, this day gives you the opportunity to prepare for the days and the years to come. Living this day with purpose, gratitude, love and integrity will provide you with a double reward. Not only do you make this day the most fulfilling it can be right now, you also prepare yourself in the best possible way for the days that follow. Nothing is more frustrating than to have the opportunity of a lifetime come along when you are not prepared to seize its promise. You don't have to let that happen to you. For each day is an opportunity to live fully and to prepare diligently. The two go hand in hand. By making the most of every moment, you are putting yourself in position to fulfill the best possibilities when they open up to you. Always keep in mind that what you do today sets the stage for your tomorrow. Fill this day with positive purpose, focused effort and all the joy you can give.

Hi Again Friends
I need you!!!! Please help me out...I am in a contest and I need for my friends to show me some luv....all you have to do is add Metal Ron as a friend...and then on his page at the right click on the link and the contestants are then scroll down and rate and comment on my pic. Thanks again Kisses Diamon Deb

Where To Go From Here
Life just takes you for a loop! You think you know what you want and then you take another look and this isn't it at all. Hey it's fixable, but so many strings attached. Where do yo start, what to do when it's fixed. Well I guess starting here is the best place lol...Well I hope I haven't completely confused you. Just great to vent!!

Check This Out Sat 1.07pm Just Woke Up
right ln now got 4lounges top dance is the main one constucting it just woke up. i leave my computer on 24/7 no screen saver screen on 24/7 pages open dont lose connection. watching music live on sky watching american tv constant whats with all the shottings our police special force need to come to america our sas and army mps need to sort this out theres no gun crime here but our special police force that are the gun squard need to go to america make it like our country as we hardly hear of gun crime. must write letter to our prime minister and our queen to stop all this as god does not want his people dying. am on msn and yahoo add me yahoo open now my yahoo is stokoe709@btinternet.com buy me a drink. rate my pics. top blogs some rated and viewed 1,000+ pople. over 1,000 friends. had 7happy hours. only signed up last month. everyione around the world i pray that all crime and heartache be stopped in the mighty name of jesus crist and the holly trinity god the father god th

Recovering From Surgey
I had some surgery done yesterday after an incident on a fire scene.I now have a new scar(or shall I say will have) to add to the collection of service related battle wounds. I have a 9 inch long one now along my right side just above the belt line.After removal of the object , 30 internal stitches and 13 external stiches the repair work is done and i am A-OK. My surgeon(who I refer to as DR.Feelgood) gave a script for percocet,so I am not really feeling pain,just some discomfort. Thanks to those that called and sent cards.You lighten My heart and brighten My day.

Us. Navy Releases Al Qaeda Terrorist
I can't believe it!!!!! The US Navy today announced that it has released a senior Al Qaeda terrorist after questioning him extensively for 27 days while being held prisoner aboard a US aircraft carrier in the Arabian Sea . In a humanitarian gesture, the terrorist was given $50 and a white 1962 Ford Fairlane automobile upon being released from custody. The attached photo shows the terrorist on his way home just after being released by the Navy. GO NAVY! YES!!!

I Moved
My husband and I recently bought our first house. We moved from Arlington TX to Garland. I have been busy getting settled into the new house and haven't been on here much. Also working on my erotic story site. I have some NSFW pics there. Beth

Hopefully It Is His Last...
Well,yesterday,after i got off of work i went home to find my daughter and her boyfriend at my house.No biggie,but as i am getting out of my car, kasey walks out of the house with a note in her hand.The note was from my son saying he went to the hospitol go see him.So i go in the house called one hospitol which he was there and a nurse told me he had a little wreck going about 10 miles per hr. and hit some gravel(at walmart).They need verbal consent to take x-rays,he also told me cody was walking okay but he had some bad abrasions.So,i head to the hospitol to find him(oh cody drove his self to the hospitol)he is pretty skinned up for sure!!His knee looks like someone took a meant clever and put about 5 or 6 slices in it.They cant sew it up bc the stitches would break.Skinned both palms of his hands, one worse that the other,around his elbow and down one side of his back .they cleaned him up,wrapped both hands up,wrapped his knee up ,a leg splint with use of crutches.Two kinds of meds a

Football
today i go forth in search of my first victory of the season..so far were 0-4 this year and im 0-25 in my life....its been 12 years since ive played and sometime i wonder if im just an old man tryin to play a kids game my knees hurt so bad i wana cry yes cry....i love to play and love the team, GO IRISH...but have i gone to far and just dont know when to give up....

My Angel, Sleeping
Angel, I am writing this while you are sleeping, you are so beautiful, so adorable, and just so cute when you sleep. You know I love watching you sleep. I should be sleeping as well, but for some reason tonight I just cant stay away. You seem to be sleeping a little more soundly tonight, sleeping more comfortably than usual. I love that, I love the happiness on your face right now as you sleep. Its going on 45 minutes now, since you fell asleep. You woke up once, said a couple of things, made a couple of cute noises. I love that to. I will be going to bed soon, I only whish I was there when you wake up. But I will be, very soon, so very soon. I cant wait. I love you.

Quote For August 4
There is no question but that if Jesus Christ, or a great prophet from another religion, were to come back today, he would find it virtually impossible to convince anyone of his credentials despite the fact that the vast evangelical machine on American television is predicated on His imminent return among us sinners. -- Peter Ustinov Bonus Quote: Suppose you were an idiot and suppose you were a member of Congress. But I repeat myself -- Mark Twain This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Laugh For August 4
An actual job application a 17 year old boy submitted at a Fast Food Restaurant ...and they hired him because he was so honest and funny! NAME: Greg Bulmash SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment. MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT

Different
Most of ppl don't make diffenren about porn and erotic, and i wanna help u. here u r... Pornography, sometimes shortened to porn, is, in its broadest state, the explicit representation of the human body or sexual activity with the goal of sexual arousal and/or sexual relief. It is similar to erotica, which is the use of sexually-arousing imagery used mainly for artistic purpose. Over the past few decades, an immense industry for the production and consumption of pornography has grown, due to emergence of the VCR, the DVD, and the Internet, as well as the emergence of more tolerant social attitudes. In general, "erotica" refers to portrayals of sexually arousing material that hold or aspire to artistic or historical merit, whereas "pornography" often connotes the prurient depiction of sexual acts, with little or no artistic value. The line between "erotica" and the term "pornography" (which is frequently considered a pejorative term) is often highly subjective. In practice, pornog

Here Are 16 Ways To Kiss Your Love
To melt a girl’s heart, it is known that love poetry will do the trick. When you find the girl/guy of your dreams, you need to make sure that you know how to kiss her/him properly. Here are 16 ways to kiss your love. - 1 - ICE KISS Celebrate the first day of winter with an ice kiss. Put an ice cube in your mouth until your mouth becomes cold. Remove the cube, track down your love and plant a kiss that will send chills! - 2 - ELECTRIC SHOCK KISS The two of you shuffle your feet furiously on carpet. When you both have an electric charge, lean over and slowly aim for each other's lips. With your lips about one-half inch apart, move in even slower until a spark jumps between the two of you. Instantly after this happens, kiss one another...the please us the kiss right after the shock! - 3 - CAMPING KISS On a beautiful cool night, you and your love crawl into a sleeping bag outside. Cuddle and kiss. - 4 - REWARD KISS Next time your love performs some disliked home cho

Keep Them Close.
I thought this would be a nice weekend starter. From my Great Aunt:> I grew up with practical parents who had been frightened by the Great > Depression in the 1930's. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil > after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, > before they had a Name for it... A father who was happier getting old shoes > fixed than buying new ones. > > > Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived > barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat > and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the > other. It was the time for fixing things a curtain rod, the kitchen radio, > screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way > of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-pairing, eating, > renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing > things away meant you knew there'd alwa

Woop Woop
PIMP OUT TIME!!!Wont Cost A Dime Of Shadys S*U*P@ fubar Dime here is one of my #1 Posse guys. We have had our fair share of drama like I'm sure most groups on here have and through it all he hasn't stop to ever think twice. He has stood tall and has been right there by my side through it all. We don't win them all but we sure as hell try and no matter what we have going on he has trusted me and goes where I send him. He has been my main partner in everything I do pretty much from my start here on now Fubar but then Ct. If you are looking for someone that is loyal and cool as hell to be on your friend list then hes the one to add. I can't say what he has just did for me. Its sorta personal in which hes the only one on here that knows what this little thing is and how important it is to me but he just gave me the best gift of all outside of his friendship. ADD HIM YOU ALL, FAN HIM, AND GIVE HIS PAGE SOME LOVE. TRUST ME HAVING HIM AS A FRIEND IS THE BEST THING ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR

The Sma Treatment Acceleration Act
August 3, 2007 We are very pleased to announce that legislation to enhance federal support for Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA) research, H.R. 3334, “The SMA Treatment Acceleration Act”, has been introduced today in the U.S. House of Representatives by Congressman Patrick Kennedy (D-RI) and Congressman Eric Cantor (R-VA). U.S. Senator Debbie Stabenow (D-MI) and Senator Johnny Isakson (R-GA) plan to introduce companion legislation in the Senate when Congress returns from its August district work period. On behalf of our organizations and the families affected by this deadly disease, we want to express our gratitude and thanks to Congressmen Kennedy and Cantor and Senators Stabenow and Isakson for their leadership. SMA is the number one genetic killer of children under the age of two. It is an inherited disease that destroys the nerves controlling muscle movement, which affects crawling, walking, head and neck control, swallowing, and even breathing. Approximately one in 40 people, or

I Am Thankful For...
I'm Thankful For.... The partner who hogs the covers every night, because he is not out with someone else. The child who is not cleaning his room, because that means he is at home and not in the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that I have been surrounded by friends. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow, that watches me work, because it means I am in the sunshine. For a lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning, and gutters that need fixing, because it means I have a home. For all the complaints I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that I have been blessed with transportation. For my huge heating bill, because it means I am warm. For the lady

Aint It Funny
Learn to apreciate the sway of life Like moving water it never stays the same It can pull you under without proper warning While the current can push you away You never stay in the same place As you pass by a familar bend Don't always assume it will go the same way Because part of the sway Is knowing you never know

Basic Lounge Skin Coding
The following is a color-coded copy of the basic lounge coding, the colors are as represented below:Yellow: text name, text color, text size.Blue: border size, decoration, and colorGreen: “say box” sizeOrange: behind “say box” colorRed: chatbox sizePink: ScrollbarsGray: shoutbox sizeAqua: background image URLa, a.man, a:link, a:visited{font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color: ff0099; font-size:10pt; font-weight:bold; text-decoration:none; font-style:normal} a:active, a:hover{font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color:cccccc; font-size:10pt; font-weight:bold; text-decoration:none; font-style:normal;}td, table, tr, span, li, p, div, textarea, DIV {font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;color:#000000; font-weight:bold; font-decoration:none; font-style:normal;background-color:transparent} td, li, p, div, textarea {font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;border-color:0000ff} table{border-color:ff0000}a.navbar{font-family:georgia, arial, times new roman;font-size:8p

What Have You Done For Our Country?
Subject Support Our Troops Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________

Relationship Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Flirty? Single & Happy that I am! 2) Are you happy with that? Fuckin A right I am! 3) What's one thing you would change about your current relationship? Not a damn thing 4) Have you ever had your heart broken. Yeah that's why I'm single....duh 5) Do you think there are certain situations where cheating is okay? No..but I have no one to cheat on so I don't have to worry bout it 6) Are you sexually active? I get some once and awhile 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Not in over 10yrs and probably never again 8) Do you want children? I have one now...I don't need anymore...I'm getting too old for that shit 9) How Many? Read above answer 10) Would you consider adoption? does a cat count? 11) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? Nope cuz men lie all the time 12) Do you want someone you can't have? no one that i can think of 13) Have you ever fallen in love? yeah & that was

This Time...it's "personal"
THE TOP 10 BOYS OF THE IDOL 61) Phil Stacey ('I Ain't Missing You,' by John Waite -- Dedicated song to his Naval Unit) - Imagine if Sting shaved his head. And wasn't hot. And didn't know how to play the lute.Got it?Well, that's Phil Stacey.2) Jared Cotter ('Let's Get It On,' by Marvin Gaye -- Dedicated song to his Mom and Dad) - Jared couldn't be sexier if he was naked.OK...maybe that would be a little more sexy. But only a little.And his vocals were relatively good too.Jared can ride my "love boat" anytime.Any time.3) A.J. Tabaldo ('Feeling Good,' by Nina Simone -- Dedicated song to his Mom and Dad) - Good. Surprisingly good.Little A.J. just might be the best male contestant of the Idol 6. Granted that's not saying much, but at least it's somethin'.4) Sanjaya Malakar ('Steppin' Out With My Baby,' by Irving Berlin/Fred Astaire -- Dedicated song to his Grandfather) - The whole Michael Jackson ponytail look wasn't working for me. And it wasn't working for Sanjaya.Also, his performa

Words That I Live By.....
I found this list a few yrs back & dropped it in a folder online, knowing one day i would want to post it in a blog. i added a cpl of my own. but generally these are the words i try live by and are important to me...enjoy! 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but

Sangeria
A group of young twenty somethings find themselves on a road trip down a lonely road with a new friend. A group of other vehicles follow the black truck. "So how far is this place?",asks Stephanie. A girl with dark hair turns to speak to her."As soon as we get to the small store out in the middle of nowhere. From there it'll take another hour and a half.It's an old town that never got started. It was once called Sangeria but since it was so far from the much larger towns it was abandoned. It's now just a piece of land with an old abandoned house on the property." The driver of the truck then speaks,"It was lucky we found you at the beach. We probably never would of found a place to party without the law being a bitch with us." "I can't believe how strict they've gotten no booze no fun. I mean that's why people go to spring break for, TO PARTY!"says Anna. The driver speaks again,"So Edee are you sure it's okay for use to be there. I mean it's not trespassing or anything. Is it?

Driving To Texas Today!
well it's been awhile since i drove from michigan to texas. but texas bound here i come! chat later when i get to houston! luv you all!!! Buried at PhotoCasket.com p.s. still in texas... update: sister in st.lukes hospital, had liver surgery, found a tumor size of softball and one more injected with something to kill cancer if it's there. she's on morphine in i.c.u. but she's looking good other wise, gotta count our blessings...still in houston at rachels house now. luv you all so much!!!

Troop Family's
TURN UP YOUR VOLUME*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes

Sick Leave
I urgently needed a few days off work but I knew the boss would not allow > >me > >to take leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "Crazy", then he would tell > >me to take a few days off. So, I hung upside-down on the ceiling and made > >funny noises. > >My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I > >was > >pretending to be a light bulb, so the Boss might think I was "Crazy" and > >give me a few days off. > > > >A few minutes later, the Boss came into the office and asked, "What in the > >name of good GOD are you doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said, > >You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days." > >I jumped down and walked out of the office... > >When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her, "....and > >where do you think you're going?!" > >(You're gonna love this) > >She said, "I'm going home too. I can't work in the dark."

What Kinda Creature R U?!
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75% Mermaid67% Faerie58% Dragon50% WereWolf25% Demon17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Awesome!!!
A New York man retired. He wanted to use his retirement money wisely, so it would last, and decided to buy a home and a few acres in Portugal. The modest farmhouse had been vacant for 15yrs.; the owner and wife both had died, and there were no heirs. The house was sold to pay taxes. The Barn was left on the property. There had been several lookers, but the large barn had steel doors, and they had been welded shut. Nobody wanted to go to the extra expense to see what was in the barn, and it wasn't complimentary to the property anyway......so, nobody made an offer on the place. The NY guy bought it at just over half of the property's worth, moved in, and set about to tear into the barn, curiosity was killing him. So, he and his wife bought a generator, and a couple of grinders.......and cut thru the welds. What was in the barn...............? Cut and paste this string into your browser and wish you were the one who bought the place!!!! Amazing!! http

Quiz : Naughty Or Nice
Take the quiz and add ur results in a comment Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Jokers Play.
How does it feel, To feel like you do? How does it feel, Do see like you do? How does it feel, Do be dead inside like I do? Wandering thoughts on this cloudy night, Why are the stars our tonight? The time when I need them the most, They are hiding and laughing amongst. No more stars to sleep under, The moon as long since slept, All I see is this bottle and my Old Friend, And I precive a long night ahead.. Good night my friends, And sleep well on this trip, Goodnight my loved ones, Who are long since dead. Dream on, and see the play about to unfold, For I am the joker and this story is mine to be told.. Do you not love poetry on the fly? I just wrote this randomly, let me know what you think. Odd mood, sick, and drunk.. PE@E, -Lupo

Silent Words
Feelings shattered, torn apart Here I sit with a broken heart Words unspoken, thoughts unheard Here I sit without a word Out of site, out of mind Can we pass the test of time? Once were friends Now torn apart How do you mend a broken? I gave my all, I gave my best But still you continue to protest So here I sit with silent words For now I see what I was worth

Lately
Lately, I've been sick, I had a gastro-intestinal bug, I guess you could call it. After two weeks I am starting to feel better! Whoopie!!!!!! Then I had to go to a new neurologist this past Monday for my RSD...he is going to refer me to a pain mangement clinic...oh joy! *SIGH* I also re-connected with a friend from downstate.....which has greatly helped my mood! And that is what has been going on with me....how about you?

Crazy Squirrel
Ok, thats a story I just found on yahoo. It was cute,so I thought I share it here for the ones who missed it. It came from Reuters btw. Chocoholic squirrel steals treats from shop Thu Aug 2, 10:44 AM ET A Finnish squirrel with a sweet tooth heads to a Finnish grocery shop at least twice a day to steal "Kinder Surprise" chocolate-shelled eggs. "I named it the Kinder-squirrel, after the treats. It always goes after them, other sweets do not seem to interest it as much," the manager of the store in Jyvaskyla, central Finland, told Reuters. The confectionary, which is intended for children, has a toy inside. "It removes the foil carefully, eats the chocolate and leaves the store with the toy," Irene Lindroos said. Unfortunately, the bushy-tailed thief does not clean up after itself, but leaves the wrappers behind, she added. Squirrels have a well deserved reputation for being clever and adaptable animals. Many a home owner has seen the small rodents raiding thei

Need Your Opinion
I'm wondering what to do.Those of you that know me know I spend countess hours rating peoples pictures and stash to help them level. Well im not sure if its because I've GodFathered or what but only a few rate back. My question doesnt really concern with points because im not worried about what I have there. But in order to buy gifts for my friends and return gifts you gotta have Fubucks and if there are no rates then its impossible to do.So im wondering do I ask people literally to rate back or maybe hold a contest..Just asking for opinions is all. Thank You... Thank you to all of you that do rate my pictures when I upload them.

Great News!
I just got engaged on 8/02/07 to the love of my life. We have lived together for the past year upon his return from being deployed to Iraq and he finally popped the question to me! I am estatic as he is the best thing to ever happen in my life and is a most wonderful person. No wedding date set as of yet.

8/1/07
I'm sure alot of people already seen it on the news, but on wednesday just a little after 6, the I-35W bridge collapsed. I'm from minnesota, and its a really big thing, cuz things like this dont happen, and shouldnt have happened. Some of you might not care, but I do, cuz it happened in my home state, not even 2 hours from where i live. 4 bridges in minnesota i guess, are bad, one, me and my boyfriend, just went on twice, hearing about that, kinda makes your nerves twitch. The bridge we went over, is built the exact same way as the I-35W bridge. Well, thanks to our governor, ordering expections on all our bridges, this bridge we went over was being looked at. I know this cuz i seen them doing it, when we went over it the second time. Gosh I remember the first glance on T.V, of the collasping, it was horrifing, It took your breath right out of your mouth.

Pimps And Hoes Party.
So I was looking forward to going to this pimps and hoes party. I mean its gonna be out in the middle of no where with hell of people partying right. Man that thing blew ass. Only highlight of the party was when these two gay dudes got in a fight. Was hell of funny as one totally bitch slapped the other one and called him a cocktease. ROFL. Only other highlight was the amount of achool I consumed. Oh well live and learn.

For Japp
A friend of mine is in the hospital so could you guys all say a prayer for her and her family. I'm gonna do what I can to go see her this weekend so ill post an update when i find out how shes doing and let u all know. Thanks so much!

Why Waste My Damn Time"
Ok people,, i am only here, to make friends, and if u rate my pics, or anything else,, i will defiently rates urs as well ,, but "But Why In the HEll, do some of u, just want to rate an {1} why waste my fkin time, with that bullshit,, if u don't like my pics, or my page, then stay the fk off,, but to all the other ppl that has rated me as a 10 or more,, i Thank u very much, but it really don't matter to me about ratings, it just makin friends and learnin about each other,, but if u just want to rate a 1,, then don't waste ur time on me,, bcause i don't have time for ur shit. THANK YOU.

Silliness
well here at sit at nearly 3 am chuging mt dew and smokeing up a pack of ciggs like a train. maybe it's just the bordom of nothing to do and not being able to sleep that makes ya stop and think about all the little strange things like why am i 31 and still single or how big is the the universe really. or does it take the iq of a fish to make you fit for public office just a few thoughts i ponder.

Crossroads
walking down this road yet again but i see the crossroads in front of me I no longer fear whom i shall be meeting for i know it is you with your hands held out one for me one for my son hope fills me love overwhelms me and for once i am sure i am no longer alone because you are beside me walking with me hand in hand, fingers entwined the bond between us already strong because of our love my soulmate the missing piece of my life the reason I breath the reason I go on a child can do so much for one but to have someone to share the smile with over the simple joys and help to raise my son from boy to man to hold you in my arms to kiss your brow as you lay curled up in my arms to whisper I love you yes I look forward to this crossroads to you and Ally waiting for Drew and I walking hand in hand with our little ones and knowing when I look up you will be there watching me to know that I am loved for the first time in many miles I am loved I love you

Couldnt Have Said It Better Myself..~* Thanks For The Great Advice... ( You Know Who You Are )
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. (or for you to offer the same FOR or to THEM). They may seem like a godsend and they are.. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then,without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has c

I Observed Tonight
I so rarely write about this...but hey you know me...when I'm passionate about something... I go with it. Most people know I'm a people watcher. In doing so, I notice a lot of things. Now there may be a couple of reason why I notice. Could be that it's something I relate with, I may see myself, I may feel compassion, it may remind me of a sweet memory, or the flip side, a not so sweet memory. Nonetheless, I love watching people and their body language, it normally tells an entire story without a word ever being spoken. I often get a chuckle from hearing friends share their dating stories. Shoot, I've been the one causing the laughter at times! Details of how people act. I say act, because I mean non-verbally. Tonight I was out....at dinner. As I was hanging around waiting to be seated, I noticed another couple walking up. Very cute couple, but something was a miss. I felt their energy. There was a lengthly wait, so numerous people were waiting outside. I was reading the novel th

Stupid Facts
Wishful Thinking? 80% of Americams say they belive in miracles. A handful of countries have been kicked oof he U.N., but only Switzerland refuses to join. St. Paul in Alberta Canada is home of the world's only (known) flying saucer launch pad. According to one expert, the less you blink the happier you are. What's so special about Elvis's 1957 film Loving You? Both his parents were extras in it. Only person in history to appear on tv Guide's cover 3 weeks in a row: Michael Landon. Vincent Van Gogh was nly able to sell one painting (The Red Vineyard) during his lifetime. Michelangelo drew his illiterate cook a shopping list. Today it's a priceless work of art. The average U.S. family spends $3,900 a year on travel. Famous but forgotten superstition: People with dimpled chins never commit murder. Birds do fly south for the winter, but not to get warm. They do it for food. At one point, 74% of pepsi drinkers said they'd switch to Coke "if it contained oat

Back In 2nd!
Make Me Miss August! Vote for Miss Lush- Keep up the votes everyday! Currently #2!!! Let's keep me on top! YOUR Votes DO count and HELP! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for August!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Sharpee Head
Hello world, its me again with my burning questions. Here it is: why the fuck do people shave their eyebrows and draw on stupid looking fake ones. I know they're fake. Everyone fucking knows they're fake. They don't look real. Hell they don't even fucking look good, but people insist upon taking a sharpee to their fucking head and drawing on these ninety angle looking things over their eyes. You know eyebrows aren't evil. In fact eyebrows are pretty normal. People look rather foolish without them. Most people wouldn't even notice that they were missing exactly until thinking about it after seeing someone without eyebrows. Its one of those, "I know something was off there" scenarios. Then they think about it and say, "THAT PERSON HAD A HUGE FUCKING FOREHEAD!" Or something like that. Anyway the one pencil line cartoon character eyebrows look stupid. That I draw a parenthesis or bracket over my eye shit doesn't hold much water in my opinion. You look stupid. You look like

Birthday
Your Birthdate: December 13 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Will Be Back In A Week!
Well, i wasnt planning on keeping this profile, but ive decided that i will. I wont be on everyday or even every few days. I'm only here to keep in touch w/ a few ppl I met through my first profile. That doesnt mean im not open to the possibility of new friends though. Anyway, monday is aidan's first birthday and tj is on vacation for the whole week. I wont be online until the 13th... Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Photographers!!
For all you photographers out there, I'm in a pickle. I am trying to start my portfolio, but I want to write up a release for the models I use for it. The only thing is i'm NOT sure where to start! If anyone out there has any ideas/examples/sites that I can go to find more about this please help a girl out. Thank you! Tesa

Can A Muslim Be A Good American?
This is something I've wondered about for some time now: How and why do the Muslims hate us and everyone else so much? Doesn't their God teach them to love? Can a good Muslim be a good American? I sent that question to a friend who worked in Saudi Arabia for 20 years. The following is his reply: Theologically - no. Because his allegiance is to Allah, the moon god of Arabia. Religiously - no. Because no other religion is accepted by his Allah except Islam (Quran, 2:256) Scripturally - no. Because his allegiance is to the five pillars of Islam and the Quran (Koran). Geographically - no. Because his allegiance is to Mecca, to which he turns in prayer five times a day. Socially - no. Because his allegiance to Islam forbids him to make friends with Christians or Jews. Politically - no. Because he must submit to the mullah (spiritual leaders), who teach annihilation of Israel and Destruction of America, the great Satan. Domestically - no. Because he is instr

My Fucked Up Future
for most im sure you do not want to read this. it is me just rambling on about all kinds of crazy things that wont happen for years. i decided to keep it a bit sort for those of you that do to choose to read it but keep in mind this is just from me and no one else i dont expect people to think and feel and beleive the same things i do but i know there are a few people out there that do share a few same thoughts that i do. this did come from a random thought i know i probably shouldnt be posting crap like this in here but i need an outlet and i like for people that are more open minded and free thinkers and "rebels" to read enjoy think about a few of the things i do have to say. so you have been warned advance at your own risk and if you do i hope you enjoy to some degree. as im writing this im watching children of men so that may just add to this writing. and the other night i watched v for vendetta so that really aint helping to much either. so i truly think that the world wi

In A Bubble....
If you found your self in a elevator... A couple enters making out. They start 2 go all the way. What would you do??? A) Leave on the next floor. B) Ask 2 join in? C Just ignore them till your original destination? D) Other....

Today's Tragedy Is Yesterday's Misery
Brian's being buried today...it still seems so unreal to think that the good die all way to young. Makes me stop and think how tragic life really is. You're here today and gone tomorrow. It doesn't seem fair...I am awaiting the person whose pulling my strings to tell me im in this thing called a joke...The joke is life... itself...Now I have witnessed more burials than births and weddings. And isn't it stated for every person who passes on, another is born? It hasn't happened that way. So as he is put 6 ft down today, and the tears don't seem to cease, I wonder when will life make any sence? I guess we will never make any sence of it, otherwise we would have the answer's we wish to have already. Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, and then you choose. You can live in the wreckage and pretend it's still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble and slowly rebuild. Because after disaster

Continued
love finds a way to show us the past, but life gives you the chance to decide if it lasts. you tell all your fears to people you love, and know they cant tell that inside you the pain continues to shove i may often sit and compare love the the beauty of a rose, but to me the rose is like love delicate precious and always needs your love before it can fully grow. you stay up late and allyou do is cry, then lay awake wondering Why you hope that in the end, you wake up to a chance to try once again love is a gift that makes us all go weak, But im thankful for every day that is unique when reality hits us we never know whats in store, but hope we are given one chance to do more. We glide on the wings of the wind seeking bird, Trying to find all the pain hat you thought was absent Hope not yet lost in the fear of the world's lust, But the world is lost when the poetic rose is opening up to the people

Signs Showing You Might Be From Canada
Signs showing you might be from Canada... You're not offended by the term "HOMO MILK". You understand the phrase "Could you pass me a serviette, I just dropped my poutine, on the chesterfield." You eat chocolate bars, not candy bars. You drink Pop, not Soda. You know that a Mickey and 2-4's mean, "party at the camp, eh!!!" You don't care about the fuss with Cuba. It's a cheap place to go for your holidays, with good cigars and no Americans. You know that a pike is a type of fish, not part of a highway. You drive on a highway, not a freeway. You have Canadian Tire money in your kitchen drawers. You know that Casey and Finnegan were not part of a Celtic musical group. You get excited whenever an American television show mentions Canada. You brag to Americans that: Shania Twain, Jim Carrey, Celine Dion, Michael J. Fox, John Candy, William Shatner, Tom Green, Matthew Perry, Mike Myers, Neve Campbell, Pamela Anderson Lee & many more, are Canadians. You

People Fearing
Times changing, People rearranging, love sharring, and hearts tearing, people fearing, what the next day will bring, people having flings, romantic things, all the birds sing, someone getting the ring, a bride and groom in a room, night fall comes and goes, friends lost and found, husbands and wives cheating, singles meeting, troops dieing, government lieing, children crying, this is life, the way we strive, to be free, is the way we see, to all the fallen heros, we will miss you all greatly, memories will fade, time will bend, but we will be with all our troops to the end....

Internet Love And Dating Part 2 Please Comment These. I Want Opinions.
Okay, it time to tackle part 2 of "internet love and dating" The next big question is "How can you love someone you have never met in person" My first reaction would be "why not"? First we would have to agree that when you love someone, its not a physical thing. (Yes, physical attraction is needed, but its not the sole reason you love them) When you love, you love the person inside. So, with that frame of mind, why couldnt you love someone you met online? Heres the way i see it. You go out to a bar, you see a hot chick/guy from across the room, and emmediately the physical attraction is there. (Physical attraction is what draws you to the person in the first place) So.....you walk up and put on your best show....you buy him/her a drink (in most cases, because you know they wouldnt go home with you if they were sober) You manage to score a number.....you go on a first date, hit it off really well,and it builds into a relationship....then t

.fly.vomit.etc.
a fly...landed on me. and since flies vomit everytime they land... im now quite disgusted. im going to catch it...and feed it to my kids lizard. that'll teach those fuckers. *nod* my neck is ever thankful for mah new pillow. i went grocery shopping. mother of god. i hate grocery shopping. i dun mind little shoppings...its the big ones i hate oh. and WTF with that bitch Amber on BB8 wtf is wrong with her face. wtf with the crying. jebus crispies in a rubber bucket on fire someone just kill that bitch already and put her out of my misery. stupid crooked faced retarded back-stabbing baby. gah! enhance your calm john spartan. *whew* i feel a rant coming on... but im not in the mood to do it right now... peace

Prayer For A Friend
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND AND HER COUSIN THEY NEED ALL THE PRAYERS THEY CAN GET subject: Prayers Needed.. Please post date: 2007-08-03 17:24:55 views: 10 comments: 3 ratings: 0 My little cousin who I spoke about in my last blog.. She went back up to the hospital yesterday morning, around 4am, the doctors never checked her, wouldn't even hook her up to the monitors.. She has been in A LOT of pain.. Indescribable, and the doctor said it was all in her head.. Well she got a very nice nurse at the hospital, and she checked her at 11am, and she was dilated at 4cm.. So her nurse immediately hooked her up to the monitors.. I arrived at the hospital at 11:45 and she was already at almost 8cm.. She delivered her baby at 12:51pm.. She had a baby girl.. Sadly to say, she didn't make it.. We aren't exactly sure what happened, because she did have a heart beat, while she was still inside.. Something happened during delivery.. Either she suffocated or she had a heart attack.. We wont kn

Writing
I don't know where to start but I am gonna try. And hope that I make some kind of sense out of what goes through my mind and comes out of my mouth. I am talking about expressing one's feelings. Is it worth it anymore. Maybe this is my problem, I try so hard to be as much of a gentlemen and a nice guy as I possibly can. I am generous to a fault I guess. I will practically do anything for anybody(friends that is). I sometimes don't know the work NO. I don't like to take pity from people because I am the one that has created my world, my existance. I sometimes don't even know what I am looking for. It's beginning to bother me because all I feel like I am doing is complaining. Some one wrote me a comment tonight. And all I could do was want to become emotional and want to cry. I am a strong person. Over the past few years a lot has happened. Good and bad, yet I roll with the punches whether they hurt or make me feel happy. The thing is I am not a quitter. And I want to le

Old Rooster
A farmer went out one day and bought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, "OK old timer, time for you to retire." The old rooster replies, "Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these hens. Look what it has done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?" The young rooster says, "Beat it! You are washed up and I am taking over.." The old rooster says, "I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop." The young rooster laughs. "You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start." The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanw

Congratulations Godfathers
Congradulations to todays 3 GodFathers.Stop by and congratulate them..Special thanks to everyoneone that made it possible to God Father these 3 Fubar's.Just these 3 Fubar's had over 360,000 in points needed...Much respect to you all for showing them love. Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar £ô©o™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ fubar Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Co-Owner of The O.C.L@ fubar

A Little Taste Of Levi
So here I sit in the Travis AFB TLF, pretty much bored out of my skull. I will be going to drill this weekend at a new unit where a lot of my friends have transfered and I am contemplating another slow dull night tomorrow night. What worries me is that have I become so insulated over the past few years that my friend network has dindled down to a few people that are basicly indiferent to my plight of bordom. It's all acidemic at this point, I am deploying at the end of this month (I expect orders by the end of this week, and with that my friends here in the states will become a collection of pictures and memories that I share in the few moments I am not doing that which I have so many times raised my hand and promised to do. Either way I will try to keep the pictures flowing and the news as to what is going on as I can. Best to all you and yours, Chris

Needing People
The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs. don't let your feelings fool you. if someone wanted to be in your life, they would make the least bit of effort in putting themselves in your life rather than pushing you aside when you have done nothing but good for them, but if they want to remove themselves from your life... simply, let them. they were never good enough to be in your life anyways.

I Do What I Can
sometimes life has a way of kicking you in the stomach I am doing what I can to maintain a normal life I want so much to feel better again so I "fake it, until I make it" but sometimes like today I have a fight with being here and just throwing my hands up and saying the heck with it, fighting is something I have always done and fighting is something I will always do but some days its just overwhelming and painful so I say to myself chin up but tucked in so I don't make a good target. as for other things my body is weak but my mind is strong this computer stinks..lol I need to buy a new one, I hope all my friends who read this are doing well I'm not going to bitch about anything cause most things are sailing right along as well as to be expected peace to you all.

Mottos Of Love
1. the magic of our first love is our ignorance that it can never end 2. life is like a movie, you sit and watch it all go by you, or you stand up and become part of the action 3. most people worry about the what ifs of any situation, never let love be one of those situations 4.To live you must first feel pain, for after knowing the power of pain, can you truely find real happiness within your life

Blah
I'm so bored. I really wish that the friends that lived nearby were better friends... like if my best friend would call me for a change to make plans instead of me always having to call her to make plans. I've just stopped calling.. she apparantely doesn't care.

None
I look at you and wonder and ask myself why you must suffer. Your body so lifeless, your skin so cold, your eyes showing nothing, your soul about to go. I ask why to God, why must it be this way, why can't you take her quick, why can't you stop her from being sick. I know God is busy and can't answer everything, I just wish God would tell me why, Why this is how it is.

Aha
I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as you, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. the mold was truely broken the day you were made and i am glad i found you.

As We Grow
As we grow up, We learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken , probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast.. So. Love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back....

About You......
I have lots of people on my friends list. Some I know really great, some I don't very much about at all. SO this is what I want from everyone on my list.....Tell me 2 things about you that I don't know. NO matter how silly or how important. Anything at all. Two things about me that you may not know: 1. I have a pillow named pee-pee. It is a body size pillow with fishy on it. NO matter where I go to spend the night, my pee-pee has to go with me or I can't sleep. 2. I am very shy when I meet someone for the first time in person. Very few people that chat with me online ever believe this, but it is true. Some of the people that have actually met me in person from here know this for a fact. It takes me awhile to warm up to someone in person, and then the brakes are off, and here I come. So now, tell me something about you that I don't know. ~~Hugs and Humps~~ Mary

Marijuana Smoking Guide
Marijuana Smoking Guide By: Reefer Man and the Chamelion Warning: Smoking pot is illegal in the united states. Marijuana is chemically not addictive, but canbe psychologically addicting. Do not smoke pot when you are working with dangerous equipment. When smoked, pot lasts about 4-5 hours. However, it is detectable in the blood stream for 14-30 days. Marijuana is about 5 times as harsh as cigarette tobacco on your lungs. On the other hand, not many people I know smoke a pack of pot everyday. Enjoy the T-file!! I recently realized that there aren\'t any good files out here on smoking Ganja, so I decided to write this. Enjoy. Joints: I hope you don\'t need instructions on how to roll a joint. I personally don\'t use them very often, unless I\'m in a very casual place and have a lot of shake on me. They are very wasteful, but there\'s nothing like smoking a joint while listening to Bob Marley. If your not a skilled roller, you can pick up automatic rollers at your local to

Faster-than-light Take: The Bourne Ultimatum: Even Amnesiacs Get Theirs
The Bourne Ultimatum is, well, what you'd expect. Total awesome yet intelligent kick-assness. This MAY be the end to the Robert Ludlum Bourne trilogy, and what a potential finale it is! It sort of picks up from The Bourne Supremacy as Jason Bourne/David Webb (really can't imagine Matt Damon not playing the role at this point) trying to find his way back stateside from Europe. Of course, he gets sidetrack. Several times. Badly. And even when Bourne - desperate to discover his true identity and who is responsible for him becoming a human lethal weapon - returns to the states, he gets sidetracked. Again. Many times. Badly. Damn those pesky operatives and local police. Doug Liman, the director of The Bourne Identity, showed a penchant for thrilling action without getting gory or exagerrating. When director Sam Greengrass took over for part 2, he racheted up the tension to a new level and artform. Some people may not like his herky-jerky, seemingly endless fast motion camera work, whi

Zodiac Sign
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thank Yall
i would like too thank everyone who helped me today it means a lot too me that i asked for help and got it may take me a day are so but i will return all the love that was shown too me once again too my fubar family ty david

Anorexia Nervosa
The signs and symptoms of anorexia include: * Weight loss, sometimes achieved by self-induced vomiting, abuse of laxatives, use of diuretics or exercise * Refusal to maintain normal body weight, sometimes weighing 15 percent or more below normal body weight * Intense fear of gaining weight * Negatively altered body image * In females, menstrual changes or the absence of menstruation * Anxious or ritualistic behavior at mealtimes * Fatigue * Depression * Irregular heart rate * Baby-fine hair covering the body (lanugo) * Mild anemia * Brittle nails and hair * Low blood pressure

The Builder
-unknown author- An elderly carpenter was ready to retire. He told his employer-contractor of his plans to leave the house building business and live a more leisurely life with his wife enjoying his extended family. He would miss the paycheck, but he needed to retire. They could get by. The contractor was sorry to see his good worker go and asked if he could build just one more house as a personal favor. The carpenter said yes, but in time it was easy to see that his heart was not in his work. He resorted to shoddy workmanship and used inferior materials. It was an unfortunate way to end his career. When the carpenter finished his work and the builder came to inspect the house, the contractor handed the front-door key to the carpenter. "This is your house," he said, "my gift to you." What a shock! What a shame! If he had only known he was building his own house, he would have done it all so differently. Now he had to live in the home he had built none too well.

Bulimia Nervosa
The signs and symptoms of bulimia include: * Recurrent episodes of binge eating * Feeling that you can't control your eating behavior * Eating much more food in a binge episode than in a normal meal or snack * Following a binge with efforts to prevent weight gain — such as self-induced vomiting, using laxatives or other medications, fasting or excessive exercise * Unhealthy focus on your body shape and weight * Dehydration * Fatigue * Depression * Constipation * Damaged teeth and gums from gastric acid contained in vomit * Swollen cheeks from regular vomiting * Irregular heartbeat

Unspoken Words.....
Hoping for the right thing to happen Always waiting for that light to shine into my life Hiding away from all the wrong But somehow that is the only thing that breaks through Crying out for someone to see me My insides instead of my outter being Shying away from feeling Pretending I nolonger have a heart for someone to rip it out But there it goes again Bleeding in someone else's hand Inside I am a mess Like broken glass no one can manage to fix The words come flowing into my mouth but I don't dare make a sound The explaination of why I do and say the things I do and say Those are the words that go unspoken The toughest part of the day is looking at you The questions you ask the words I can't speak My mind going blank My heart inside breaking I feel numb, Nothingless has taken over yet once again And here I sit with these unspoken words left on the tip of my tasteless tounge I am a waste of worthless breath A mass of distruction left from the pain and sorrow I b

Binge-eating Disorder
The signs and symptoms of binge-eating disorder include: * Recurrent episodes of compulsive overeating not followed by purging * No control over eating behavior * Feelings of shame or guilt * Fatigue * Joint pain * Gallbladder disease * Increased blood pressure and cholesterol levels It's often difficult to distinguish between an eating disorder and the whims and fads of adolescence. Parents need to be alert to sustained changes in dietary habits, not the occasional quirks that are part of growing up. Many teenage girls, and some teenage boys, go on diets to lose weight and stop dieting after a short time. As a parent, be careful not to mistake occasional dieting with an eating disorder. However, dieting can be a problem when your child stops gaining weight during pre-adolescent years, because your child should be gaining as much as 10 pounds a year. Other behaviors that may indicate your child has a potential eating disorder: * Not

Wanna Meet?
Y'know, normally, I can sit here and tell you things that I'm feeling in my heart. I try so hard to tell you just how I'm feeling and let you know just how real I am. But, for the past week or so, I just can't put it in words of just how great and excited I have been. Everyone has heard the question "Do you want to meet?" at least once since they've been online. And if you haven't, just give it more time, someone will want to. Well, my time came on Monday, July 30, 2007. That is the day that I first met the most beautiful woman in the world. She was staying in Northern Ohio at the time, and she drove over 4 hours just to see me. I can't tell you just how much of a blast we've had. I met her four children whom I absolutely adore and wished I had four just like them. Me and her oldest son have really bonded. Kristy and I met here on Fubar. We talked several times on yahoo and of course the infamous webcam. But you really don't know a person till you meet them face

Random Thoughts
He was only 18 when he stepped off the plane into the sand... Just out of high school... No longer a child, not yet a man... Walking down the path that he chose... Was suppose to be his way out of the ghetto... But we all know how that goes... He's as much a prisoner now as he ever was... Fears of drive-bys replaced by IEDs and enemy snipers... In an environment as ripe with violence as the world he left behind... When he signed his life away on the dotted line... And gave away his innocent mind to be molded into a soldier... So he could fight the "Axis of Evil" and track down those mythical weapons of mass destruction... But the destruction of his mind and his sanity are seen as just a compromise of the times... And he's expected to just suck it up and be man... But the man who planned the course of action is still sitting in an office... Waiting for his limo to arrive so he can glad hand the people of a country so torn... By the images on the news that they change the

Passion And Pain
She's blocking the doorway... Laying in the floor half dazed... Cause her man had another one of those days... It's the same old, same old same... But she still plays his whore... Never crossed her mind that there's more... To this life than... Hiding in fear when he walks in the door and... Picks her up... Just to let her down like before... All the times he apologized... Said it was the last time, but... Never remembered the words that he spoke... Everytime before when he grabbed her by the throat and... Proceeded to repeat the visions from his childhood... Shielded in the closet from the beatings that she took... But still scarred and warped by the indirect blows... That went right through his mother and landed on his soul... How could he know his son was hiding in the closet... And saw the same twisted images through the same blue optics... That he received from his father... Along with a fear of violence... One that is sure to manifest itself without the prop

Math
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 1 8 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W -O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T -T-I -T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Att

I Am Asking For Your Prayers For My Husband Who Was In A Bad Wreck Today
I would like to ask my friends and my family on here to keep my husband and my family in their thoughts and prayers because today at 1:10pm est my husband was involved in a very serious accident involving an 18 wheeler my husband is lucky to be alive and breathing right now because of the quick response of our local Rescue and Fire Department my husband was in a 3 quarter ton ford pickup truck sitting with his turn signal on waiting to make a left turn and this 18 wheeler came up over the hill and hit the company truck he was driving full force which pushed my husband 250 feet down the highway in turn the truck went into a ditch and up a bank before coming to stop when the front of the pickup up a tree which wrapped the front of the truck around the tree. My husband has sustained some bad cuts and bruises and is in alot of pain I would really appreciate it if you all would so kindly keep him an our family in prayers as the firefighters and rescue squad that he is lucky to be alive beca

Life
If only you knew... If only you cared... If only you listened... If only you thought... If only you loved... If only you remembered... If only you felt... If only you knew what those things you put me through made of me maybe then your cruel heart would never have put me there... What is done is impossible to undo. Fortunate for me, but not for you. The times i believed to be clear and pure, Were nothing but acts you chose to endure. Planning the pain you would unleash upon me Waiting to maximize destruction, perhaps try and play with my destiny. My heart lay broken bashed upon the floor, Flooded with tears of love, memories, the opening of a brand new door. Graduation week was chosen, You unleashed your wraith and rage i was left broken. How could you let a man like him, He who twisted tangled and turned you on a whim. To accuse me of using you To threaten me if i dare talk to you If ever i wronged you it must have been telling you my love, For you nev

Possible Adult Film!! Other Notes!!
I do have photos from the photoshoot from yesterday that I am waiting to put up..I need to get to the next level though so help me out some!! The latest news is that I have been offered to do a adult film with straight sex scenes for $1000 a scene! Talk about some good money!! I would be required to have sex with a black male with a 13 inch cock..yep you read that correctly!!! In the process of working out details etc..Will keep you all updated!! Remember I do do private photoshoots as well! Drop me a line if you are interested! Still need a female that wants to do nude modeling!! Also the film needs more females as well so we are talking an opportunity for $1000. Eastern Pa gals heres your chance!!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

One Word Says So Many Things
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. its easy 1. Where is your cell phone ? desk 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Work? tomorrow 5. Your father? ehh 6. Your favorite thing? art 7. Your dream last night? didn't 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. joey pedley? what? 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Your pet? alot 12. Your biggest fear? heights 13. Where did you hang out last night? here. 15. What you're not good at? sports 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? maybe 17. One of your wish list items? cds 18. Where you grew up? cranberry 19. The last thing you did? drank 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. what aren't you wearing? socks. 22. The website GoofyAuctions.com (filled with eBay spoofs) dunno. 23. Your computer? compaq 24. Your life? alright 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missing? friends 27. What are you thinking about right now? sw 29. Your work? gay 30. Your summer? good. 31. Your relationship st

Gift Happy Hours !!
Hey fellow fubar'd people,We have an awesome new feature here.Now we have gift happy hours.To find it go to the users page you want to buy the Happy Hour for,photo gallery or image page. (repost of original by '†PHANTOM†' on '2007-08-03 18:43:16') (repost of original by 'SCRAPPER' on '2007-08-03 18:44:47') (repost of original by '∴ ≈INS★N☄TY‼ ∴ ~J~' on '2007-08-03 20:08:46') (repost of original by '†PHANTOM†' on '2007-08-03 21:36:43')

T • A • U • R • U • S
V • I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever

Fucking Marvelous "j"
First Name Alphabet: Any Meaning? Body: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to recei

Never Again....
Never again will I wait by the phone and hope you call Never again will the words "I love you" touch my lips Never again will I feel the pain of my heart breaking Without you, So much better I will be By myself, It's just me Never again will I feel your gentle touch That touch against my cheek Never again will you lay next to me Never again will I waste my time Without you, There is no end Without you, I don't have to pretend Without you, No time is ever wasted Never again will I taste my tears Never again will I have fears Never again will I change for anyone Cause without you, I can be me

Well It Was Fun
well CherryTappers ... im out ... the whole cherrytap thin isnt for me ... bu if u guys wanna talk to me and get to know me better ... add me to ur msn .. clarabear_69@hotmail.com ... ok i love you guys ... xoxo buh bye

What Are The Signs Of Learning Disabilities
You can't tell by looking that a person has a learning disability, which can make learning disabilities hard to diagnose. Learning disabilities typically first show up when a person has difficulty speaking, reading, writing, figuring out a math problem, communicating with a parent, or paying attention in class. Some kids' learning disabilities are diagnosed in grade school when a parent or a teacher notices a kid can't follow directions for a game or is struggling to do work he or she should be able to do easily. But other kids develop sophisticated ways of covering up their learning issues, so learning disabilities don't show up until the teen years when schoolwork - and life - gets more complicated. Most learning disabilities fall into one of two categories: verbal and nonverbal. People with verbal learning disabilities have difficulty with words, both spoken and written. The most common and best-known verbal learning disability is dyslexia, which causes people to have trouble

Life
well lets see...this is my first blog here. I am a mother of 3 children the youngest being only 3 months old. so life at my house is pretty hectic. My baby,(meaning hes the 3 month old) Izayah...cries..my older son, Jakob..he's 5...throws fits...and my daugher, Taylor, shes 7 has an attitude problem...lol then you add my boyfriends attitude in with that...it all makes for a lot of frustrated people. but all in all it is still a great family. I wouldnt trade them for anything. My boyfriend and I play a lot of cards with my cousin and her husband. So we never get to sleep early. But then again, my son dont go to sleep very early either. If you cant tell, im pretty much writing about anything and everything. I will write more later, its time for me to get to sleep.

What Are Learning Disabilities?
For someone diagnosed with a learning disability, it can seem scary at first. But a learning disability doesn't have anything to do with a person's intelligence - after all, such successful people as Walt Disney, Alexander Graham Bell, and Winston Churchill all had learning disabilities. Learning disabilities are problems that affect the brain's ability to receive, process, analyze, or store information. These problems can make it difficult for a student to learn as quickly as someone who isn't affected by learning disabilities. There are many kinds of learning disabilities. Most students affected by learning disabilities have more than one kind. Certain kinds of learning disabilities can interfere with a person's ability to concentrate or focus and can cause someone's mind to wander too much. Other learning disabilities can make it difficult for a student to read, write, spell, or solve math problems. The way our brains process information is extremely complex - it's no wonder t

Have To Let Go......
Chasing the memories away Inside I die with the waking of each day Haunting memories... Random thoughts Running away from all the good things in my life Pulling the bad in closer The weight on my chest is getting heavy Wishing the pain would just go away It's getting harder to breathe I wish you could just leave Leave my thoughts and my dreams My cheeks stained with tears I can still taste them after all these years Trying to sugar coat the truth Hiding the scars of my wasted youth Years of being lied to and used Chasing myself trying to find out who I am Always changing the plan Can't seem to keep in touch Still being in love with you is making this tough But I have to let you go

Autism - Symptoms
The severity of symptoms varies greatly between individuals; however, all people with autism have some core symptoms in the areas of: * Social interactions and relationships. Symptoms may include: o Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture. o Failure to establish friendships with children the same age. o Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people. o Lack of empathy. People with autism may have difficulty understanding another person's feelings, such as pain or sorrow. * Verbal and nonverbal communication. Symptoms may include: o Delay in, or lack of, learning to talk. As many as 50% of people with autism never speak.2 o Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation once it has begun. o Stereotyped and re

Well Everyone .....
I am going to be gone from Wed. Aug 8th till Aug 20th from Fubar so please don't think that I am ignoring you or anything! In fact from today on I won't be on much due to packing and last minute things. I am heading to New Orleans for vacation YAY! I have never been before and it's exciting for me! My husband I will be celebrating our 12th Wedding Anniversary on Aug. 12. This year will be only the second time we have actually been together on our anniversary since our first wedding anniversary LOL. One of us was always working on our anniversary so yeah this ones gonna be special! Two years ago we had planned to renew our wedding vows but I had the stroke and didn't get released from nursing home till after our anniversary boo whoo I know LOL. Well lots of love to you all!!

Me And My Woman: A Survey
1. Who is your woman? My hand 2. How long have you been together? A long, long, LONG time. 3. Dating/Engaged/Married? Married? heh 4. How old is your woman? 39 5. What¡¯s her middle name? Sinister ¢¾You or your woman 1. Who eats more? Me 2. Who said ¡°I love you¡± first? I did 3. Who weighs more? Me 4. Who sings better? Her LOL 5. Who¡¯s Older? Uhhhh 6. Who¡¯s smarter? I am (I hope!) 7. Who¡¯s temper is worse? Her 8. Who does the laundry? She does! 9. Who does the dishes? She does! 10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? She does. LOL 11. Who¡¯s feet are bigger? Feet? Mine, I guess. 12. Who¡¯s hair is longer? We are both bald 13. Who¡¯s better with the computer? She is 14. Who mowes the lawn? no one 15. Who pays the bills? She does 16. Who cooks dinner? She does 17. Who drives when you are together? She does 18. Who pays when you go out to dinner? She does 19. Who¡

Big "thank You" 2 Everyone Who Helped Level Me. U Guys R The Best!
THANKS 2 EVERYONE WHO PULLED TOGETHER AND LEVELED ME. I APPRECIATE ALL THE LOVE, AND WILL RETURN IT, MAY TAKE A FEW DAYS, BUT I WILL RATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU! MUCH LOVE 2 U ALL! XOXOX JEN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ *DSC* Owner of Guilty Pleasures@ fubar

Love For The 300
I normally don't dig movies to the point that I'll blog them, but The 300 is freakin' awesome! Something about the characters, and the idea of fighting for something bigger than yourself...that's muy true for today! The video below best shows how I feel: Sparta (Techno Remix)Add to My Profile | More Videos

Untitled.........
Why has no one ever loved me?? Am I nothing?? I can't be everything you want I can't be everuthing you need Heartbroken and bleeding I cry for you Longing for your soft gentle touch The way you would touch my cheek Brush my hair out of my eyes Now looking at you those eyes full of lies The way they use to sparkle The way they use to look at me Now they look through me Seeing past everything I use to be I'm tossed away Thrown aside Waiting for the next turn in my life Waiting for someone to prove to me Not everyone is the same To prove to me you were the one that was wrong To show me I'm not crazy Prove to me that I can be loved Someone show me that I too can have someone stand beside me

My Site Http://sportscardstars.info
I Own and Operate a Sports/SportsCard Site, So If You Like Sports or Sports Cards as a Hobby Please Join i Would Love to Have all the New Members i can Get We have only Been Open 3 Months, we Have 209 Members and Over 5,000 Posts, We Look Forward to More Good People! Thanks http://sportscardstars.info

60,000 To Godfather #3
WE HAVE ANOTHER HAPPY HOUR LEFT...RATE OR THERE IS A GIVAWAY GOING ON IF WE HAVE COMMENT BOMBERS...THERE IS ALOT OF HELP AND NUMBERS ARE GOING DOWN COME SHOW SOME LOVE..JUST REMEBER YOUR DAY TO GOD FATHER IS COMING AND YOU WANNA GET IT OVER WITH THE LAST 100,000 KILLS YOU IT JUST SEEMS LIKE IT WILL NEEVER GET HERE..SHOW SOME LOVE..AWESOME JOB TODAY EVERYONE....IM NOT EXACTLY SURE ON THE NUMBER OF LEVEL UPSS IT WAS AT LEAST 10 AND THE TOTALS ...WELLL OVER 300,000 TEAM WORKS HELPS...THE OCL AND ALOT OF OTHER FAMILY AND FRRIENDS OF EACH MADE IT ALL HAPPEN...THANKS AGAIN FOR SHOWING YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT TO THESE 3 FUBAR GODFATHERS... Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Co-Owner of The O.C.L@ fubar

Why My Religion Is Right And Yours Is Wrong
If you are a human being who lives on Earth, you have probably been exposed to other human beings who are not your exact clones. If this sounds like you, then you have probably also been told once or twice that what you believe is wrong and (coincidentally) the person who told you this just so happens to have the correct set of beliefs that you should promptly integrate into your life. The first time I heard this, I was excited at this easy replacement for years of personal discipline, study and introspection. Imagine my shock and amazement when I found that that the reasons they offered as to why they were right didn't quite stand up to the feeble light of early dawn. To save you from suffering the same disappointment that I endured, I have listed some of these reasons that failed to provide me the "easy out" and forced me to do actual real work in finding my own personal spirituality. 1) My Religion is Right, so Yours Must be Wrong! Let's all start and agree with the pre

512
Alright, Im headed off to bed. Another day of work tomorrow . *sighs* I'm nottttt looking forward to it. Its supposed to be UBER Hot tomorrow...and the a/c broke Yesterday at work, and they're NOT gonna be able to make it to our store till at least Monday. Anyways - I'm setting a goal for myself. And that is to level up to a 22(Henchman?) I believe. By the this time next week. I have about 112,000 or so to go... Maybe, We'll see. All I know, is I've got years to go before I ever get to GodMother. *sighs*

Girlfriend
Girlfriend ( Avril Lavigne ) Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it's not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend You're so fine I want you mine You're so delicious I think about you all the time You're so addictive Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious And hell yeah I'm the mother fucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right She's like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that's what everyone's talking about! Hey! Hey! You! You! I don't like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way!

Potential Break Up Song
Potential Break-up Song ( Aly & AJ ) It took too long, it took too long, it took too long, for you to call back And normally I would just forget that Except for the fact it was my birthday My stupid birthday I played along, I played along, I played along Rolled right off my back But obviously my armor was cracked What kind of a boyfriend would forget that? Who would forget that? The type of guy who doesn’t see What he has until she leaves Don’t let me go ‘Cause without me you know you’re lost Wise up now or pay the cost Soon you will know You’re not livin’ ‘Til you’re livin’ Livin’ with me You’re not winnin’ ‘Til you’re winnin’ Winnin’ me You’re not gettin’ ‘Til you’re gettin’ Gettin’ to me You’re not livin’ ‘Til you’re livin’ Livin’ with me This is the potential break-up song All that but leaves just one Oh baby, please, please tell me We got along, we got along, we got along until you did that Now all I want is just my stuff back Do

If You Only Knew
Ok so this mum thing was suppose to be just a little whatever but it turned into a complete bash session on me! I mean your words are sure as hell not going to hurt me. I was just asking for a yes or no answer. not your thoughts on what kind of person i am or kev for that matter for being in the situation. So you can talk all your shit about us but until you know the whole story behind me and kevin stfu! But then again I will not lose any sleep for any of your dumb comments. And hey if it makes you feel better about yourself then hey Im glad i could help. Have a nice fucking day...i know i will!

Sheeple Vs People
Sheeple need others (shepherds) to tell them how and what they should think... Think for yourself! Thinking people don't need Shepherds, but Sheeple do! Sheeple need authorities because they don't trust their own still small voices that say "how can that be" or "that seems evil/wrong to me", or "I simply don't see it that way", even if the authority happened to live thousands of years ago in times when what was said, or alleged to have happened, is highly debatable... Sheeple take the easy route of following anothers lead... both in religion and politics! Sheeple are afraid to think for themselves outside the box or stray from the status quo! Sheeple rely on others to think for them on all topics because they don't wish to do or be the wrong thing... You can't be anything but yourself, unless of course you want to be someone else's mind clone - but that is just the fear, guilt and shame based you who has accepted someone else's version of reality instead of your own! If you want to

When Insults Had Class...
"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." -- Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." -- Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." -- William Faulkner (about ErnestHemingway) "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." -- Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." - MarkTwain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." ----Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a friend... If you have one." -- George Bernard Shaw to Winston Churchill...followed by Churchill's response: "Cannot possibly attend first night, will attend second, if there is one." -- Winston Churchill "I feel so miserable without you; it's almost like having you here."-- Stephen Bishop "He

Please Help And Show Me Some Luv
Hi Friends, I am in a contest to win a blast for 3 days and a vip for a month I would sure apprecitate your votes, all you have to do is add Metal Ron as a friend, fan and rate him, and then vote on my pic..I sure would apprecitate you help here. Thanks again Kiss Diamond Deb

Angel, When I Think About You I Touch Myself
Angel, you did something this morning with that call, something in your voice when you called, I have not been able to shake it all day. The smile on my face today was a little different. And when I talked to you this evening, and you told me. Ooohhh. I knew it, I did. I could feel it all day, your killing me. Lets just say my shower was about 40 minutes long, there was no hot water left by the time I was done, I really did not notice though. oops, did I say that? I love myself I want you to love me When I feel down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me You're the one who makes me come running You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes and see you before me Think I would die if you were to ignore me A fool could see just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I do anything for you I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch m

Pt.2 I'm Black Listed Can't Get The Damn Thing Posted
Kingdom Of Wolves Deanna ,FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess + I, Jeff ,Lord Wolf,Will do a Fubar Marriage. There is still much Preperation but we would like for this to take place on Monday.SpiritWolf will Officiate.,This Glorious Affair.

Summer Break
Its soon going to be nothing but school and work and a little bit of free time. Summer break is a most over i have 3 weeks left before school starts and 2 weeks before my 20th birthday. i start a new job at a calling center this coming week so I'll no longer be working at 2 motel jobs, yes!

Comes Harsh
breathing comes harsh tears on the brink of falling holding a little angel tonight making my heart cry for you wanting not to let go of the gift i was holding wishing it was your, ours my breath catches emotions flooding me again washing me backwards into the rocks nothing to save me from these tears fear eats at me trying desprately to understand what i have no way of knowing bottling everything inside screams falling on deaf ears feeling dead inside only pain and fear numbing me to the simple joys no lil man to distract me this time no smiles or hugs or kisses to remind me to breath no one listening no one hearing no one caring for these tears silence is tragic when so much distance is between us no comfort found only an empty bed curling beneath the covers hiding myself from the world it is not like anyone sees me just the illusions of someone they want to see but when you see me i feel real but then the fear crowds my eyes and your voice is

Wow! What A Pain In The Arse That Was!
Just created a playlist on my page. Serious pain because it kept not saving and I had to keep starting over. Anyway, it there now. Check it out! :) And as long as you're there anyway, Sign my Guest Book and leave me a Voice Comment. Pretty Please???

It's All True
Girl facts: *When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________

So Long For Now
I Just wanted to let everyone know that im leaving the net for a while. I'll be back but for now jsut leave a message for me and I'll get in touch w ya next time i'm on. I'll miss everyone. Lots of cherry Love Muuuah. Leah

My Artwork
a friend asked me to paint an old wooden JAX beer box, so i painted a desert scene on one side & an Indian woman making a magical pottery bowl, in beautiful bright colors, it was a sucess! i enjoy painting rocks, cloths & any many objects, like sckulls & bones & rocks, wood, etc..now how can i add the pic? i painted several cow sckulls that is my favorite. these items are hard to find, even in texas. im always on the lookout for items to paint, like furniture & murals. if you look on my website www.artistjeannes.com you can see some samples. thanks this is my first blog here, i have one on yahoo 360 if your interested here is a link with a pic :) thanks aj edit: the pictures links are in my stash :)thnx guys & gals! http://360.yahoo.com/artist_jeanne

Snotty Bitches!!!
OK, SOMEONE has to say it! You Snotty ass BITCHES need to get off your HIGH HORSES! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! the following is an EXCERPT from a SNOTTY ASS BITCH: "If you're just gonna message me or add me in the pitiful hope that you're gonna get some sexual thing out of it then i suggest you hit the back button at the top of your browser. if you intend to actually come at me correctly alright then you may proceed." GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF! Your an attention whore and you know it, just like 99.9% of the other people on here (yes, I'm including myself) Cherrytap (FUBAR? and what the FUCK is up with THAT?) Feeds our prurient interests, and you bitches know you love the attention, and it's fucking nauseating how thou doth protest too fucking MUCH! Take a look around bitches, this is NOT thefoodnetwork.com or marthastewert.com. If you REALLY don't WANT the attention, then just IGNORE sex crazed perverts like ME, don't go on and on and FUCKING ON about how your here for "just friends"

Grow
Grow When I get up in the morning in the mirror, I do see. I’m not quite certain who, that is staring at me. Often times, the person I am, conflicts in my mind. Do I treat people badly or, do I try to always be kind? Are my good intentions, for those in need of a helping hand? Or, are they just to make myself look grand? Life is all about change, nothing ever stays the same. I have to accept my mistakes not looking for someone else to blame. Taking a constant inventory of my bad faults and putting them on a shelf. It’s quite a work in progress to become my self. I tend to a garden filled with P’s, peace, patience, positive and pray. The beauty of this is I get a bountiful harvest every day. As long as I weed out the W’s, want, weak and worry. A garden takes time to produce, no matter how much I hurry. Our Creator makes the seeds it’s up for to me reap. My bounty will be overflowing of blessings I get to keep. Chris

Been Busy....
Hey ya'll I have been so busy, but I thought I would stop by and say hi to everyone!!We are working hard getting out there and noticed and spreading the fubar name.. :D Even though the name changes it is still an awesome site!! I just added some new photos and stuff to my stash! Check em out! Let me know if you want to see something else! I will try to do that!!

Life After Loss
AS YOU ALL KNOW.. I WAS PLANNING TO EXIT FUBAR. BUT A FEW SIGNS WERE SENT MY WAY FROM HEAVEN TELLING ME I WAS NEEDED HERE ON FUBAR..I WAS SITTING BY MYSELF THIS MORNING DELETING PICS FROM MY ALBUMS AND WAS ABOUT TO DELETE MY IN LOVING MEMORY ALBUM WHEN AN ERROR MESSAGE CAME UP AND I WAS UNABLE TO DELETE IT.. AND THEN I FELT A BRUSH ON MY SHOULDER. I KNEW IT WAS MY SON.. HE CAME TO SEND ME A MESSAGE.. I JUST WASNT SURE WHAT IT WAS. LATER IN THE DAY. I GOT THIS MESSAGE FROM A WOMEN WHOM HAS BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT NEVER REALLY HAD A LOT OF CONTACT WITH UNTIL NOW.. SHE SAID PLEASE DON'T LEAVE.. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK WITH.. THAT SHE HAD RECENTLY LOST HER 6 MONTH OLD AND WAS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH THE GRIEF AND REALLY NEEDED A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTOOD WHAT SHE WAS DEALING WITH.. THAT SHE HAS MANY FRIENDS THAT JUST CANT HELP HER THROUGH THIS AS THEY HAD NO IDEA HOW ..LOSS OF A CHILD FAR SURPASSES ANY LOSS OF A PARENT, FRIEND OR ANY OTHER FAMILY MEMBER AS WE EXPE

Flag This
I made this just for the special person who likes to flag all my shit. You're pretty pathetic that you've got nothing better to do then sit around and wait for me to upload a pic and flag it. Especially since it isn't NSFW. I've seen smaller chicks showing more. Just cuz I'm a big girl don't mean I can't show my cleavage. If you have such a problem with it that you have to watch me like a hawk and flag my shit then I guess I should be oh so flattered that you chose me to basically stalk! so Thank you, you cowardly twat. :)

Thanks God For Lil Miracles
I'm so excited, ive been searching for a place to rent so i can move out of my parents house but God blessed me with so much more. Instead of renting somewhere, I was given a tralior! It needs a lil work to it but its totally cute and totally liveable as it is now so Im lookin at move in the next few weeks...YES!!!

Ever Wake...
such an abundance it holds within and many to which it feels akin but why in times when all is felt does it seem to it not enough is dealt? so much is held that's yet unseen but now it remains in the constant -between- the void of neither... the unwanted - nor needed just to be used- tossed and mistreated. will such a wealth than be lost to all- that into the void it should choose to fall... for all its given and not to take should it just sleep and never again... dare to wake. ~Candyce~

Please Forward This To Your Entire Address Book. Then Mark Your Calendar! We Need Your Help!
General Media Release: Local Talent 14 yr old. Ashleigh Hanna from Rochester, NY has reached the finals in the USA World Showcase. Ashleigh Hanna from Rochester, NY was selected from over 40,000 auditions and competed in The USA World Showcase, a talent competition held at the MGM Grand in Las Vegas. Viewers have an opportunity now to vote for their favorite performers beginning August 5th at USAWorldShowcase.com for the opportunity to win up to $100.000.00 Ashleigh's singing performance will be broadcast worldwide on the Internet at WWW.USAWorldShowcase.com on Aug 5, 2007 in the Broadcast Show 1. The show starts from the beginning when you sign on to the website. Voting is from Aug 5 through the 10th. Help support Ashleigh and help her reach her goal of winning the USA World Showcase. To verify any information contact: Scott & Ashleigh Hanna shanna01@rochester.rr.com USA Contact Information: www.usaworldshowcase.com usatvproductions@aol.com 702-4

~sweet Darkness~
**No worries my dear friends.. I'm ok. Just wanted to share something I wrote a while ago. Thanks for stoppin by** ((KISSES)) ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ sweet darkness come to me now give me comfort erase this pain.. for I know not how- give me your touch and let me sleep within your embrace let me find peace- upon my tomb which I now lay show me what I need to take this grief away- I've grown so tired of this chaotic life where all it seems is ruled by chaos and strife- I wish to be free no more grief - no more pain so into your welcoming embrace... my tired life I now lay. ~Candyce~

Too My Baby Love
When Do Thugs Shed Tears My Dear Thuggett ..... The answer to this question is not known by many, and is told few . . . . But tonite my dear thuggett i'll try and answer it just for you........ I know for sure that a thug sheds tears......... When the thugging is interrupted and we are locked up facing years........... I'll skip a space or two I suppose before I continue to write stright with these tears... But dont cry in the open so in stead a thug waits for lights out, and then sheads tears with the blanket pulled over his head ......... A thug crys when he misses his thuggett...... Nights filled with passion, and sweat these are the times he can't forget..... A thug sheads tears when theres no more ballin , No more clubbiing...... Only collect calling........ And jail house thugging ..... When the mask is lifted , And a thug is faced with reality and fears....... This My Dear Th

Hey
¢¾ A child is poisoned by household cleaners every 30 seconds in the US.... ¢¾ Regular shampoos often contain formaldehyde as a preservative ¢¾ Since 1980 asthma has increased by 600% ¢¾ Common household products have been identified as triggers of asthma ¢¾ A 15-year study found that women who worked at home had a 54% higher death rate from cancer than women who had jobs outside the home. ¢¾ Manufacturers ARE NOT REQUIRED to list the exact ingredients on a label ¢¾ Chemical names are often disguised by using "trade names", so you may not recognize the chemical for what it truly is ¢¾ A women's fertility has also been negatively affected by the increase use of chemicals. In 1934 only 21 cases of endometriosis existed in the entire world. Today over 5 million women have this condition, which causes infertility in the US alone. WHY SHOULD WE WORRY ABOUT TOXIC HOUSEHOLD CHEMICALS? ¢¾ According to the EPA, most homes have airborne concentrations of hazardous chemicals that

Oh Lord I Want To Go Home Soon>my Prayer To My Lord.now>
This world be lost and Im not getting thru ; Forgive me oh Lord ;For I do try so hard and no one hears ; no one see. Our father please keep me strong to focus on what it is Im suppose to do as thy servant .lead me , guide me , show me ; Oh Lord take me home soon cause I really cant begin to accept that those be lost to darkness...It is tearing apart my soul hurting for them,; That wont see and let Thy light shine on them. I dont want to know they were lost ; I dont want to be responsible for not guiding them to your light and Love. For Ive tried so hard in Thy name; but they dont see . they still dont see or hear.Only Christ be the one that can reach them .he is above all. Im just a servant Oh Lord : What more can I do ?Though I wish not to question Thee.. but im unfocused now dont know what to do , so I Pray in Thy Name .. I just want to be in Thy Presence oh Lord . Though I know its not my time to be called home.Please I pray do come soon. Please Oh Lord give me a way to b

Lord Wolf + Lost Goth Marriage Announcement,rough Draft
Kingdom Of Wolves Deanna ,FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess + I, Jeff ,Lord Wolf,Will do a Fubar Marriage. There is still much Preperation but we would like for this to take place on Monday.SpiritWolf will Officiate.,This Glorious Affair. DJSeleneCorleone ™QnofUnderworld&DJWolfe-LDC/FW2Bounty/KOW/CatwomanJLM/KOPE/FSFM

Stumbled Once More....
into darkness once more I stumble the path before me unclear shadows reach to hold me helping me embrace my fears- long have I walked not knowing where to go for path that I once traveled now takes me from what I've known- long hidden within the mysts the betrayal.. the hurt.. the lies what was once held within the light has faded away and died- yet once more they've come to haunt me at my life they seem to tear no rest from that which bound me that which took and did not care- so now the darkness I seek once more to bring me comfort from the pain for within its shadows I shall find my strength to live again! ~Candyce~

Love
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that's right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The mwoman of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. I think of it every time, That I look at the stars; This memory is mine, But that moment was OURS.

Do People Really Believe This Shit
ok so I go to open some message on my myspace and I get this: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN. On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his

Run Away
Wants to run away from it all Wants to not have to worry for one night Wants to have a night filled of happiness Wants to not have to worry about money issues Wants to not have to worry about ebing short of rent Wants to cry on a shoulder that cares Wants someone to pay atteion to me and only me Wants tommrow never to come. Wants to never go back to a current job situation Wants to be told it will be ok Wants to be married and taken to a land somewhere

The Elf
The Elvaan CHAPTER ONE The sun beams down upon the sand of Whitebone Sands Beach in Valkrum Dunes. The waves coming in from the ocean gently lap at the beach. A lone monk stands on the beach in the sweltering heat. This figure hits a palm tree on the beach over and over again. Sweat can be seen pouring from this monk’s body as blow after blow lands on the tree. Punches and kicks are freely flowing building in speed and power causing small chunks of bark to be separated from the tree. Faster and faster the combinations come from the monk. Now the tree is spewing large chunks of wood. The monk’s Hundred Fists technique is destroying the tree little by little until the audible creaking of wood is heard indicating its eminent collapse. Just as suddenly as the fists fly they stop. The monk’s muscles tight now from the onslaught quiver slightly as a cooling breeze begins to envelope him. The temperature begins to drop in the vicinity of the monk and now seems to

Jack
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has long forgotten that this is a wonderful d

Shadow Heart Chapter 2
CHAPTER 2 After a couple of days of rest, for being completely drained, Corall awakes and looks around the room she is in. At first she thinks it was all just a dream that she was in and she has finally awaken from this ordeal. Yet upon closer inspection she realizes this is not her home or room in Windurst. Then Corall removes the blanket that was placed on her she spots the brand that was placed on her indicating her slave status in Warchief Vatgit’s harem. Corall covers her eyes and expects to feel tears to be freely flowing from them but all her tears have run dry. She gets out of bed and walks over to the window and stares out at a city that she has only heard of from friends she had a lifetime ago visiting the Elvaan city of San D’Oria. She looks out to the left and sees her new master swinging a sword at a wooden target, practicing her swords fighting skills. As Corall contemplates whether to sneak out and take her chances in the wild the mage speaks o

Why Did You Get A Tattoo
How old are you? 29 Male or female? male Where are you from? Virginia Why did you get a tattoo? For me. Because I love tattos Does it symbolise anything? yes If so, what? Every thing that I need to be a good at my job, father, and husband Did you know about the diseases you can catch when you got a tat, like hep yes Does a tattoo make you feel stronger? no More attractive? no More intelligent? no Who or what influenced you to get a tattoo? My wife she know I have wonted it for seven years. Are you the oldest child in the family? If not, then which one? No, I‘m the youngest What are the positive things of getting a tattoo? It shows your statements to your life to people. And the negative? Not to me What group of people do you usually associate tattooing with? eg rock stars. Any one could have one.

Shadow Heart
ENTER S. H. CHAPTER 1 A cloaked figure sits perched atop a branch in West Ronfaure Forest. The cloaked warrior scans the area in search of its next prey. The warrior spots a caravan off in the distance and counts the bodies in it. The warrior counts a total of 29 bodies and ponders, “Hmmm, too many even for me.” The warrior then proceeds to jump the forty or so feet to the ground below, landing next to an ancient Hume merchant. “Whoa! Watch where I’m standing will ya?!?” The merchant tells the warrior, who now leans against a tree and waits for the caravan to see its wares. The merchant begins to speak in a haggard voice that has seen too much dust and smoke, “What be you looking for there stranger? A new sword or dagger, perhaps some armor?” ”Some mage spells have I in the back if ye would like?” says the now annoying Hume merchant. The warrior simply shakes its head no, slowly but very assertive. In the distance the loud footsteps of Orcs ca

The Black Cat By Edgar Allen Poe
FOR the most wild, yet most homely narrative which I am about to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief. Mad indeed would I be to expect it, in a case where my very senses reject their own evidence. Yet, mad am I not -- and very surely do I not dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburthen my soul. My immediate purpose is to place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without comment, a series of mere household events. In their consequences, these events have terrified -- have tortured -- have destroyed me. Yet I will not attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror -- to many they will seem less terrible than barroques. Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to the common-place -- some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing more than an ordinary succession of very natural causes and effects. From my in

Booty Bangs
What the hell is Booty Bangs?? So a LOOOT of people have been asking me what my single Booty Bangs is about..."Is it really about your booty or what?" I guess if you want to take the exact literal meaning of the lyrics..yea I'm talkin about the caboose..but truly what this song is about for me is my ARRIVAL ON THE SCENE! I'm talking to all the other female artists and just saying you better watch ur back because I'm about to come with it! I want girls to be able to put this song on on their way to the clubs, in the clubs, while their getting ready for school, cleaning the house, whatever and just feel like "you know what... I'm the shit and I'm proud of it!" It's a confidence song...nothing more...nothing less.

Thirteen Goals Of A Witch
I. Know yourself II. Know your Craft (Wicca) III. Learn IV. Apply knowledge with wisdom V. Achieve balance VI. Keep your words in good order VII. Keep your thoughts in good order VIII. Celebrate life IX. Attune with the cycles of the Earth X. Breathe and eat correctly XI. Exercise the body XII. Meditate XIII. Honor the Goddess and God

This Weekend/ College/chissy's Party
Just a few days ago I found out that my pelgrant went through so I can get my associates in graphics design. I'm both excited and very nervous to start, I don't have all my college supplies yet but getting there. I'm going to enroll Chrissy in preschool on the same campus so its both daycare and preschool. Chrissy and I both are excited for the 18th to get here. This weekend I'm going to be out of town visting my mother and getting party supplies for her birthday party on the 18th of this month. It falls on a saturday and its going to be out @ the park, so PLEASE pray for nice weather that day. I have alot planned for her.

God Sent You An Angel
God sent you an angel because he knew: you were someone's angel before you always took care of another & for a change it was your turn to be taken care of it was your turn to be happy it was your turn to know what it feels like to be loved in return it was your turn at a new life So when this angel comes to you: be happy, be grateful, smile & know it's your repayment for what you have done in the past. Life's little unexpectancies turn out to be the best ones we ever encounter

Just A Thought, On The Unexpected
Sometimes, we walk through life wandering aimlessly. We never really know what we are looking for. In fact, we aren't really looking. But sometimes, good things do happen to good people, and things fall into the right place. Now, I am not one of those that are big into fate and destiny. However, I do believe we are in control, and have the keys to our own futures, in our own very own possesions. Isn't it awesome though, when you have the THEE key, have no idea of what it belongs to, then out of nowhere, comes the lock, that opens the door, to all the good things you have been missing? Sometimes life is better than just shaking a Magic 8 Ball... Sometimes life can be like "A box of chocolates."

Thoughts
The Sun comes out the cloud covers it The Moon comes out the next moring the sun comes out to cover it 24 hours in a day never enough time to do all you need 2 People expected to call but never call People not expected to call end up calling Hopes are raised for the moment Hopes are never as long as you want them to be People who once enjoyed talking to you Dont enjoy talking to you anymore What was once good and happy wont be good and happy anymore Your young and excited once Your not getting any younger and you sit in house all day on the computer hoping something changes Me sitting at home on a friday night is normal

S-m-a-c-k !!!
S-M-A-C-K !!!! YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE VERY BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN, YOU'LL HAVE UGLYNESS FOR 10 YEARS, SO HIT 15 GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST & MAKE SURE I GET IT BACK

Life, Honesty And The Truth.
Life, the Only frontier... Current mood: rejuvenated Category: Life I have never posted a BLOG before, especially none like this, but I can only hope that this one is good, and it strikes a chord in all of us. You who get this on your site, know who I am, and what I am about. If anyone out there reads this in passing or gets lucky and reads this, excellent! If you read it and think I am an asshole. Then good, think of it as like you hit the free game on the 19th hole of mini golf, it is nice you won but you may never go play it again or give a fuck. Fact of the matter is I DO care. I am 35 years old and I have been through more than most of you have, maybe a lot less than some of you have. Either way, I am tired of peoples bullshit. So I say this to anyone that can hear this, you wanna be my friend on here, then Sweet! If you do not want to be a friend here or in real life Sweet! If you are a person that wants me as a fuck buddy and does not care about anything else, Sweet!

Im Thankful Im Born In This Country With Freedoms>>>>>>> Read On Our Christ Died To Set Us Free Too.
You, me all of us owe alot to the soilders who have fought , died to give us freedoms ; who belived in a God , laid down their lives for us to have all we have ;To make this a Great Nation Under God . Our fore fathers started all and fought for all in our goverment , constitution, and Our soilders today still lay lives down to keep us free and other countries ; they fight to try to give them a democracy too. God truly has blessed this USA.Our soilders and their families we owe a depth we can never pay. Christ laid his life down for us all too. He paid a price that no other man can do . He, his blood spilled to wash us white clean of sin and all we have to do is belive.. hugs diana

My Fantasy
MY FANTASY I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT OF FANTASY YOU AND I WAS TOGETHER ENTWINED IN ECSTASY I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR, WHERE TO BEGIN MY FEELINGS FOR YOU ARE ALMOST A SIN SOMEHOW, YOU’VE CAST UPON ME AN OVERPOWERING SPELL DREAMING ABOUT YOU IS HEAVEN, WITHOUT YOU IT’S HELL TRY AS I MIGHT, THE WORDS ARE HARD TO FIND JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW YOU FILL MY MIND LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES US A TERRIBLE FATE. KNOWING YOU’RE SO FAR AWAY IS SOMETHING I HATE. IF, MY DREAMS WERE TO COME TRUE THEY’D BE SPENT WITH NO ONE BUT YOU. SO STRANGE TO ACHE FOR SOMEONE YOU’VE NEVER TOUCHED NEVER THOUGHT, I’D WANT SOMEONE THIS MUCH CHRIS

Evanescence Lyrics: Breathe No More
This song reminds me my grandmother.. RIP my grandma..:( [Piano Solo Opening] I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. [Piano Solo Ending]

“i Am A Witch”
“I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s maid or when I act selfish.

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Visions
Visions Got a vision of you in my mind, you’re lying there soaking wet. Are bodies entwined we’re covered in our sweat. Just staring at you, things get quickly out of hand. And, we rock together almost by command. You’re lying on top of me, together we become one. You lie there still after the passion is done. But, only for a moment in time, do we even rest. The passions mount as you slowly move across my chest. My eyes drink you in as you’re by my side. Our desires come rushing back in like a tide I reach out for you to touch you in the dark. As my hand glides across your skin, I can feel a magic spark. I want you again, to feel you and to hold you next to me. I can’t even think of, anywhere I’d rather be I press my mouth tightly upon your lips. I close my eyes as you reach for me with your finger tips Together, we rock and grind forward and back. How many times we made love, I’ve since lost track. Just waiting for that day when, I come thru yo

My Anthem For The Day
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don'

Keep Moving Forward.
When the path becomes difficult, that's no reason to give up. In fact, it means you're making real progress. The mountain becomes more rugged and steep the closer you get to the summit. Keep going, keep climbing, keep making the effort, and soon you'll find yourself reaching the top. The challenges you encounter are unquestionable proof that you're making a positive difference. Make use of those challenges, not as an excuse to stop, but rather as a platform from which to push forward. For the greatest achievements come in response to the greatest challenges. When the going gets rough, you are most certainly in the presence of profound opportunity. When there is much that must be done, there is enormous value waiting to be created. Step boldly forward and claim that value. Whatever may come, whatever may seem to block your path, choose to keep moving. There are truly magnificent rewards just on the other side of your persistent efforts. -- Ralph Marston

Happiness
Well im woundering if there is really ture happiness? or is it just something we all wish for as we are growing up?? I think there is real happiness.. kisses to all my friends who make me happy everyday of my life.. I love you all

My Imaginary Lover
MY IMAGINARY LOVER Just wanted you to know, you’ve captured my heart I wish, the distance didn’t keep us a part. Even though, you’re so far away, I seem to find, This doesn’t keep you off my mind. Imaginary lover, you’re in my heart and in my dreams. The yearning and longing, stretches my heart at the seams. If, I close my eyes, I can see you standing there. I can almost reach out and stroke your hair. I can reach out and touch your skin What I feel for you is almost a sin I can imagine that, you’re here. As, I take you in my arms I draw you near. Even though, the distance keeps us miles and miles apart, I can feel your chest against me and the beating of your heart I look into your eyes to see the windows to your soul. This stirs in me a fire down below. I just had to tell you how I felt. If, I was holding you, my heart would surely melt. CHRIS

Dream Demon Or Living With Night Terrors
I woke up again. It was 12:30am, and I was covered in sweat. I have what is referred to as night terrors and I herd that I would out grow them, who ever said that was wrong. The dreams became less as I grew and I was able to tolerate them now but as kid they were terrifying. I always assumed it was something else, for in my dreams there was this thing that would speak to me. It would be the one to give me my nightmares. Every night the voice would taunt me, I don't even remember a thing he said all I remember is that he was the cause of my night terrors. The only thing I can actually remember of him was that in one dream I talked him all night till I woke and he never got his chance to give me my nightmare. Then there were the dreams that I had to gather what toys I wanted to play with and if I didn't leave my room in time the door would shut and I would have a nightmare. There were the ones that would be a regular dream and it would turn evil. I would fight to wake up as this

Lights Out!!!
A couple that was married for 20 years always made love with the lights off. Well, after 20 years, the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned the lights on. She looked down... and saw that her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device -- a vibrator -- softer and larger than a real penis. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," she screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy... if you explain the kids."

Usc Football Schedule (go Trojans!)
9/1- usc vs Idaho, 7:15 pm (FSN) 9/15-usc vs Nebraska, 7 pm (ABC) 9/22-usc vs Washington st, 5 pm (ABC) 9/29-usc vs Washington, 5 pm (ESPN/ESPN 2) 10/6-usc vs Stanford, 4 pm (no network scheduled yet) 10/13-usc vs Arizona (time and network to be announced) 10/20-usc vs Notre dame, 3:30 pm (NBC) 10/27-usc vs Oregon, Noon (FSN) 11/3-usc vs Oregon st, 5 pm (ABC/ESPN/ESPN 2) 11/10-usc vs California, 5 pm (ABC/ESPN/ESPN 2) 11/22-usc vs Arizona st, 6 pm (ESPN) 12/1-usc vs Ucla, 1:30 pm (ABC)

Boredom
Who knows what I want to write about.. I am bored. Eternal sunshine of the bored mind..lmao This has been the most boring week I have had to deal with.. Why?? Not sure.. It is hot outside.. You sweat when you get out the shower so outside is not an option. There is nothing to do in Richland Mississippi with no ride.. no money.. no friends.. So boredom it is.. Yay!! The computer is even boring the past few days. Oh well, I could probably clean or sleep but I am tired of both. Well except sleep maybe but it is too hot for that.. oh well.. I will die with my boredom alone..Nothing to talk about because I have done nothing. Just sitting in idle watching life pass me by. It didn't even stop to see if I need a ride is the bad part.. I could have sworn Life winked at me when I had my thumb sticking out. Why am I always the last in line.. Damn Life..

Tired..
Griping... Tired I am tired.. tired of making everyone happy.. tired of sacrificing my happiness to make these people happy.. I am tired of being pushed down, walked on, and kicked in the teeth.. I am tired of kicking myself in the teeth .. I am tired of saying I'm sorry when I did nothing wrong.. I am tired of being there for friends who turn their backs on me when I am not needed.. I am tired of putting my all into everything to come up with nothing.. I am tired of being forgotten.. I am tired of people using me, abusing me.. I am tired of being the maid.. I am tired of waiting for things.. I am also tired of not waiting for things.. I am tired of people making lame ass excuses to why they can not come over.. I am tired of people coming over for one reason only... I am tired of people talking over me.. I am tired of people not hearing me.. I am tired of having to repeat myself.. I am tired of giving my undivided attention.. I am tired of caring for people who care nothing abo

Revenge
A Different Approach To Anger There can be times when we get so angry with someone that we find ourselves imagining ways to seek revenge for the hurt they’ve caused us. Remember, however, that the thoughts you’ve just had are energetic creations. In order to keep yourself from having to take part in the re balancing of energy, it is important to release the person and the thoughts into the care of the universe with forgiveness. Before we allow ourselves to invest our energy into negative thought or action, we can remind ourselves that everything has a purpose. We can then consider that perhaps the actions of the other person or people may have had nothing to do with us. If we don’t take their actions personally, it may be easier to release them. Remembering that every interaction is an opportunity to make a better choice, we can take a deep breath before responding, allowing us just enough time to connect to center and make the choice to respond from our higher self. We can never

What To Do
well it seems my ex just cant leave me alone. now he had to go and talk to the man i was dating and spread some lies im sure. now im single and i dont really know why. go and show jephroe some love cause he is the best man i have ever known. he means the world to me. he was more than i ever expected. my ex is in love with someone else now but cant stay out of my life. im just so fed up with it all so i wont be on here much cause it hurts too much. hope everyone on here has a great day.

Warmth And Renewal
Summertime Our memories of summer are often intense because it is a season blessed with a vividness unsurpassed by any other time of year. Our senses are delighted by bright colors, fresh scents, vibrant flavors, brilliant sunlight, and heat's caress. There is a sumptuousness about summertime, as both flora and fauna come into their own, regaling us with natural beauty. Our day-to-day circumstances may not change as spring turns into summer, yet we nonetheless feel refreshed. Our burdens seem lighter, and we feel compelled to play, to travel, to relax, and to experience all of life's joys to their full extent during extended sunlit hours. Rituals specific to the summer season empower us to attune ourselves to the changes that take place in nature and within ourselves as the weather grows warmer. Some summertime rituals are highly personal—remnants of past traditions we have unconsciously preserved through practice. Others can be incorporated into our lives whenever we feel the ne

As The Day You Were Born
Being Naked For most of us, it is probably difficult to remember the last time we were comfortably naked for a period of time longer than 20 minutes or so. Many of us are only naked for the length of time it takes us to shower or bathe. We quickly dry off and put our clothes or pajamas on, without taking even a moment to enjoy the feeling of the air against our bare skin. Most of us learned that this was the way to do things from a young age, and we may not have been exposed to another way of thinking, but many cultures regard nudity as completely acceptable, even in somewhat public settings. If you have ever had the good fortune to assimilate yourself to this way of doing things, you may have found the experience liberating enough to allow it to influence the rest of your life. Perhaps you swam topless in Tahiti or took a sauna in Sweden or Finland. In many American cities, you can find the experience of unselfconscious nudity in a Russian or Korean spa. You may have noticed the

Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER (Come on Goddess help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Before The World Wakes
Morning Meditation Just before the coming of the pale rays of dawn, Mother Nature exists in a state of flux. Earth's energy is stable, free of the disordered vibrations that are a by-product of humanity's comings and goings. In these first moments of day, when the sun's golden light is only just peeking over the horizon, our animal mind remains in the land of slumber though we ourselves are awake. Deep sleep has washed away the impurities of existence that accumulated within us, so our mental, physical, and emotional potential is heightened. To meditate in this peaceful yet energetically charged in-between time is to connect with the divine in an extremely intimate fashion. We discover a new kinship with the universal life force during morning meditations because our awareness becomes a mirror for earthly consciousness—we wake as the world wakes, quietly embracing the joy of being and setting the tone for a serene, fulfilling day. In the first glorious glow of morning, the light,

Embracing New Information
Be Open Living in an information age, it is easy to become overwhelmed by the constant influx of scientific studies, breaking news, and even spiritual revelations that fill our bookshelves, radio waves, and in-boxes. No sooner have we decided what to eat or how to think about the universe than a new study or book comes out confounding our well-researched opinion. After a while, we may be tempted to dismiss or ignore new information in the interest of stabilizing our point of view, and this is understandable. Rather than closing down, we might try instead to remain open by allowing our intuition to guide us. For example, contradictory studies concerning foods that are good for you and foods that are bad for you are plentiful. At a certain point, though, we can feel for ourselves whether coffee or tomatoes are good for us or not. The answer is different for each individual, and this is something that a scientific study can’t quite account for. All we can do is take in the informati

Being Alone
A Relationship With Self The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship. Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our own intere

Language Of The Soul
The Paradox Of Spirit Each of us has a spiritual self that animates our bodies and infuses our thoughts and feelings. Our language is limited to the world we know for descriptions of something that perhaps cannot be fully comprehended by the human mind. Therefore, only metaphors approach the expressions that give us a true sense of our spiritual nature. The paradox lies in opposing concepts, all of which are true at the same time. And in harmonizing the opposites, we begin to know the wonders of the spirit. The self is not small or big but is both at the same time. Our spirit is like a drop in the ocean of spiritual energy. Although our spirit seems like a small, disconnected part of a larger whole, it is still made of the same things and can become part of the vast ocean once again. Our individual spirit seems to inhabit our bodies like a passenger in a vehicle but at the same time is not bound by our bodies. Spirits can reach across the miles to touch the heart of a loved one o

My First...
well... I write... that's what I do. I vent, I gush, I contemplate life- I may even have a few loves and hates thrown in there. More than likely, they'll be reposts from the original articles... You want to know who I am? Check out my life's work: The original... lots of old stuff- stuff that doesn't haunt me anymore. Just barely edited: http://nitaslifeinanutshell4u.blogspot.com/ The subsequent deviants to that being my poetry and music [respectfully]. http://nitasthoughtsinprose.blogspot.com/ http://nitasvoice.blogspot.com/ The poems are mostly old but there's a new one there... [The current object of my affection] http://blog.myspace.com/shadowsnita Act now... it will be private shortly. I'm not willing to have "the man" come down on me because I have a brain and I'm more than willing to express myself.

Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Grandma In Court
Lawyers should never ask grandmas a question if they aren't prepared for the answer . --------- In a trial, a small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, an elderly grandmother to the stand. He approached her and asked; " Mrs.. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you're a big disappointment to me. You lie, cheat on your wife, manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, " Mrs.. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster. He's lazy, bigoted, and has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal relationship with anyon

A Clearing
Cooling air blowing again Darkening clouds rolling in Thundering near~within the distance lightening bolts,striking in an intance Rain drops falling~ever so strong cleansing this earth of all thats wrong For this minute washed away A seeming effort~I must say Bursts of light opening the night sky Feel the roaring~thunder slowly die! Clouds drifted apart looking in you can see wonderous happenings longing to be free Blustering winds dipping down below Whipping and turning between the willow Demanding its presence to be known Forcefully showing~a power of its own Wakeing your sence's to that of new A rush~in a moment,A power so true Filling your soul with a sence of peace Calming the earth~a powerful release!

10,000 To Godfather
WE ARE SO CLOSE....THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING ....IF YOU HAVENT RATED PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE..THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP YOU GUYS ARE TRUELY DEDICATED TO GETTING A LEVEL DONE..MUCH LOVE £ô©o™- Ťĥē Mòŕpĥ MÄŝŤêŕ@ fubar

Cute O Meter!
CUTE-O-METER (Come on Goddess help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Head Games
hello first off to all my friends who keep it real or realistic. I am a single, hard working father. My time is important to me, and very limited and becoming even more so. What time I have on here, or yahoo, or on the phone is valuable to me. I am not here for points or to boost anyones points, I am here to make real friends with real people who are sincere and know the difference in what is a real value, and it sure isn't a ranking or points on a site. I have a brain, I can tell the difference in how people actually are on here, so why try and bullshit and say your here for something your clearly not, if this is just fun and games to you, save yourself and me the time, if we aren't really going to be friends why try to act like it, I am not going to buy it long. This site has too much stuff that shows your activity, so why claim to be somewhere else when it post the times of that activity, I am not anyones boyfriend and answer to nobody and nobody needs to answer to me. So why not ju

Sun
Lyrics ©2001 Rammstein. Eins, zwei, drei, vier, fünf, sechs, sieben, acht, neun, aus Alle warten auf das Licht fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann euch blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich heiß auf das Gesicht sie wird heut Nacht nicht untergehen und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn Eins Hier kommt die Sonne Zwei Hier kommt die Sonne Drei Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Vier Hier kommt die Sonne Fünf Hier kommt die Sonne Sechs Hier kommt die Sonne Sieben Sie ist der hellste Stern von allen Acht, neun Hier kommt die Sonne Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Händen kann verbrennen, kann dich blenden wenn sie aus den Fäusten bricht legt sich heiß auf dein

Du Riechst So Gut
Insanity is only a narrow bridge the banks are reason and desire I'm after you the sunlight confuses the mind a blind child that crawls forward because it smells its mother I find you The track is fresh and on the bridge drops your sweat, your warm blood I don't see you I only smell you, I sense you a predator that screams of hunger I track you for miles by scent You smell so good you smell so good I follow you you smell so good I find you - so good I'm after you you smell so good I will have you soon Now I have you I wait until it is dark then I touch your wet skin don't betray me oh don't you see the bridge is burning stop screaming and don't resist because otherwise it will break apart You smell so good you smell so good I follow you you smell so good I find you - so good I'm after you you smell so good I will have you soon You smell so good you smell so good I follow you you smell so good I find you - so good I touch yo

Cowboy Boots!
Cowboy Boots An elderly couple, Ray and Bessie, recently moved to Texas . Ray has always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them and wears them home. Walking proudly into the house, he says to his wife, Notice anything different about me? Bessie looks him over, Nope. Frustrated, Ray storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, Notice anything different now?? Bessie looks up and says, Ray, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it’ll be hanging down again tomorrow. Furious, Ray yells, AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!! To which Bessie replies, Shoulda bought a hat, Ray. Shoulda bought a hat.

The Weakness In Me.
I am wretchedly confused and feeling more than a bit vulnerable. Dumb, too. I do not wish to go into detail, but suffice it to say that I've managed to prick a hole in my balloon and the air is slowly, but surely seeping out.

My Damn Dog!!!
I am so damn frustrated! I take my dog out every hour...sometimes more and he runs and goes potty outside...but than twenty min. after I bring him back in...he potties again. I have shampooed my carpets, tried deoterizors, tried rewarding him, and gotten as low as to put his nose in it and spank him. He just doesn't get it. And I don't know how to help him anymore. If there is anyone that has either successfully trained a dog, or knows some tips, please feel free to help me out. Thanks for reading anyhow. ~Rach

Proud To Be A ......
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try t

21,000 To God Father
SOme of us have rated everything he has.Its alot easier to God Father someone on 87,000 with more pictures but it can and will be done..im not giving up until he God Fathers if I have to bomb his page with comments. Give him a few minutes of your time and help please....Thank you to everyone that has rated everything he has..We are so close but yet it feels so far away..Lucious Mamis the morning 20,000 went in 23 minutes...Just depends on whos on here at the time..We have some levlers maxed on rates and we have some that are not on...Show him some mad love please and thank you

My Trackz
so obviously Im gonna have kmk songs on my tracks listing lol...but im sure when u look at the rest ur gonna be like wtf?? such as maybe my etta james, smokey robinson, and heatwave oh and lil rob and pit bull....sorry thats my mexican side coming out...lol besides alot of times when im smoking i dont only just listen to kmk. It is so damn relaxing for me to drink and smoke while my oldies are playing. Thats what I grew up on so its comforting u know....people should try it...educate urself with some of that music..lol..good stuff

The Reasons Italians Are The Best
I never asked to be born italian, I was just blessed by it. Because we can't all be Italian, just the lucky ones are blessed with the gift. "Being Italian, is not just your heritage. It's your way of being, your attitude, it's what makes you proud." THE REASONS ITALIANS ARE THE BEST: 1. Italians are the greatest lovers 2. Italians are the greatest kissers 3. Italians make the best wise guys 4. Nobody loves their mamma like an italian 5. Italians are without a doubt the best looking people 6. It took an italian like Columbus to discover America 7. No one cooks finer cuisine than the italians 8. The Pope lives in italy 9. Italians have the toughest godfathers 10. Pacino, Brando, Scorsese, Parlanti, De Maggio, Pavarotti, Carollo, Mannino, Mario C and Pesci, they're all Italian 11. No nationality is more "jocked" then italians 12. The reason for the fact above is the italians are the loudest and the most funniest people around 13. Italians have the only children who come in

Who Murdered The Mums?
i have been watching people cry for two days over something ,i have been watching for a week. they are cleaning up the mums,new rules new standards.not what i like, but what ever.(just wanna know the rules.) but the people that are crying out the noobs killed the mums.are the same people who helped throw them in the casket.by marking other people out of spite,then say a noob did it,we all know your average noob is just easy meat,and normally has no idea what is up untill its too late.or by making hate mums,or comments that are on a personal level,instead of keeping the attack on the mum.then taking attacks out of mums all together and going to someones page for ammo.or to attack there sb or comment page. so scream as loud as you can "the noobs killed em".but your not fooling us that know .you did too.

8-3-07 Update
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] RATHER THAN MAKE 2 AND 3 POSTS A DAY AND GET FRUSTRATED WHEN DOING SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT SIMPLER SINCE IT CHANGES SOOO FREQUENTLY...WELL LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD NIGHT FOR HIM HE ONLY WOKE ONCE COUGHING AND THERES NOOOOOOOOO BLOOD WOO HOO. ANYWAYS HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT IT IS HIS TOP PORTION OF HIS LUNGS THAT ARE WORKING AND THAT IT WOULD BE BAD IF IT WAS THE BOTTOM, SO HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND HE SOUNDS HOARSE AND TIRED AND WEAK STILL. I WASNT ABLE TO GO AND SEE HIM TODAY :( BUT HE IS DOING WELL. HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT HE LOOKS BETTER TODAY THAN HE HAS AND THATS A START AND HIM RESTING IS GOOD TOO. THEY ARE TAPERING DOWN ON HIS STEROIDS THAT HES BEEN ON FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS PART OF THE SWELLING HE HAS TOO...THEY ARE CHANGING HIM FROM THE CLOTTING MEDICINE AS AN IV TO THE PILLS SINCE ITS WORKING. AND NO OTHER REACTION :) CROSSING FINGERS AND KEEPING THEM THAT WAY. HE HAS TALKED WITH ME 3 DIFFERENT TIMES ON THE PHONE. OOOOH I MISS HIM LOL...I

Simple Love
waiting together for something thats new debating creating a love so pure and true and when youre standing next to me its a sight ive never before seen its happiness ive finally reached from simply loving you falling deeper into the abyss closer approaching desire as we kiss i think when we move in sync my heart is always on the brink I almost seem to feel too much from simply loving you

Prayers Needed.. Please
My little cousin who I spoke about in my last blog.. She went back up to the hospital yesterday morning, around 4am, the doctors never checked her, wouldn't even hook her up to the monitors.. She has been in A LOT of pain.. Indescribable, and the doctor said it was all in her head.. Well she got a very nice nurse at the hospital, and she checked her at 11am, and she was dilated at 4cm.. So her nurse immediately hooked her up to the monitors.. I arrived at the hospital at 11:45 and she was already at almost 8cm.. She delivered her baby at 12:51pm.. She had a baby girl.. Sadly to say, she didn't make it.. We aren't exactly sure what happened, because she did have a heart beat, while she was still inside.. Something happened during delivery.. Either she suffocated or she had a heart attack.. We wont know for sure what causes her death until we get the autopsy results back.. My little cousin was transfered to the ICU floor, where she has been listed in Critical Condition.. she is on a brea

Super Hero/adventurer
You scored as Indiana Jones, Indiana Jones is an archaeologist/adventurer with an unquenchable love for danger and excitement. He travels the globe in search of historical relics. He loves travel, excitement, and a good archaeological discovery. He hates Nazis and snakes, perhaps to the same degree. He always brings along his trusty whip and fedora. He's tough, cool, and dedicated. He relies on both brains and brawn to get him out of trouble and into it. Indiana Jones100% Batman, the Dark Knight83% Lara Croft75% William Wallace75% The Amazing Spider-Man63% Captain Jack Sparrow63% El Zorro%

Its Rockin!!!!!
Hey there Fu friends...My contest is open and its a rocking....im still accepting enteries til around midnight tonight....If you havent started voting yet you better get busy, theres people really rockin the votes...Thanks fubar friends...luv ya!

Me
Misery When you look at me what do you see? A girl so full of life with smiles and joy to share? Or one full of misery with pain eating at her soul. No one sees the real me underneath my exterior No body knows the pain I feel or sees the tears I cry I hide it from everyone I've gotten good at that A smile and laughter that's what they see No troubles no worries my life's a blast In reality it's just my shell I share with others If you peeled off the layers you'd see the real me You'd know I cry myself to sleep every night The loneliness I feel is unbareable Nobody cares about me not the real me I've been used to many times to count Why must they do that to me don't they know it hurts Of course not since my feelings don't matter Someone to care about me that's what I need I need a friend someone to trust who trusts me This misery must come to an end

We As A People
WHY do we as a people accept the fact that our tax paying dollars go to scum that sell drugs to our children!!!?? WHY do we as a people allow savages in schools with our children!!!?? WHY do we as a people LAY DOWN for someone other than OUR PEOPLE!!!?? OUR PEOPLE ARE THE ROCK AND ANCHOR OF THIS WORLD!!!!!

“i Am A Witch”
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s maid or when I act selfish. I’m proud to be a “WITCH”! It means I have the courage and st

Take A Guess , Get A Present!
Take a guess at who my secret crush is on and if you're right, I'll buy you a dozen roses from the Fubar gift shop......... good luck! lol and send your guess to my fubarmail,thanx! .......Jade

Lil' Green Faerie
You scored as absinthe, you are artistic and creative, but a little unstable. you are magical and can have dillusions, and are a little mysterious.absinthe75% vodka67% wine67% champagne67% bourbon63% whiskey63% daiquaries58% beer54% midori50% rum46% what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Some Favorite Quotes
Closed minds are like concrete. Thoroughly mixed up, and permanently set. Good judgement comes from experience. Experience comes from bad judgement. Sanity is a madness put to good use. You don't stop laughing because you grow old. You grow old because you stop laughing. Man is the only animal that laughs and weeps, for he is the only animal that is struck with the difference between what things are and what they ought to be. May your trails be crooked, winding, lonesome, dangerous, leading to the most amazing view. May your mountains rise into and above the clouds. The greatest conflicts are not between two people but between one person and himself. Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. Never miss a chance to keep your mouth shut. What is not fully understood is not possessed. Life is like getting dropped off in the middle of the woods, and then year by year, gradually walking home. Happiness is not somethi

Got Idea From Maggie... Thanks Lady
You scored as Mae West, You are the one who is fully in control of your own life. You know exactly where you're going and what you want to do. You are confident and self assured and aren't afraid to speak your mind. You have an authorative sex appeal and the older you get the sexier you'll become. Sometimes you have to step back a bit, don't be over-confident and you'll be perfect! comment and rate this quiz... thankyou!Mae West70% Judy Garland60% Marilyn Monroe60% Vivien Leigh60% Audrey Hepburn55% Rita Hayworth50% Which Classic Screen Goddess are you? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

South Carolina Farm Wife
>>>> A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her >>>> telephone failed to ring when her friends called and that on the few >>>> occasions when it did ring her dog always moaned right before the phone >>>> rang. >>>> >>>> The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this >>>> psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his >>>> test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring >>>> right away, but then the dog moaned and the >>>> telephone began to ring. >>>> >>>> Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: >>>> >>>> 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel >>>> chain and collar. >>>> 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. >>>> 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number >>>> was called. >>>> 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then >>>> urinate. >>>> 5.

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow, Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow92% Neo, the "One"75% Lara Croft71% Batman, the Dark Knight67% Maximus58% Indiana Jones54% William Wallace54% The Amazing Spider-Man50% The Terminator42% James Bond, Agent 007

Raven's Eggs & Kegs Show Has A New Home If You Wanna Still Listen!
Well in less than 24 hours, Raven's Eggs & Kegs Show has found a new home and it is not on Fubar. You can go to: www.eggsandkegsradio.com and read when im on and more information about the move, the new station and more! KWTF The Edge Worldwide www.kwtfworldwide.com

Did You Know - August Of 07
Did You Know - August of 07 Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout. "People who lean on logic and philosophy and rational exposition end by starving the best part of the mind.” - William Butler Yeats *August 1st - Confederation Day (Switzerland) *August 2nd - Director Wes Craven (Film: A Nightmare on Elm Street) born in 1939 in Cleveland, Ohio. *August 13th - Director Alfred Hitchcock (The Birds) born in London in 1899. *August 16th - Director James Cameron (Films: Terminator I & II and Aliens) born in 1954 in Ontario, Canada. *August20th - Writer Howard Phillips Lovecraft (Books: the Dunwitch Horror and The Call of Cthulhu) was born in Providence, Rhode Island in 1890. *August 22nd - Science fiction and fantasy writer Ray Bradbury (Fahrenheit 451 and The Martian Chronicles) born in 1920 in Waukegan, Illinois. *August 25th - Actor Sean Connery (Outland) born in 1930 in Edinburgh, Scotland. *August 27th - Dadaist painter, objec

House Wife From New Jersey
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. ------------------------------------------------------------- "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? "Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? "Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? "And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" When an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?... Well, I don't. I don't care at all. "I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. "I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring abo

The Closet
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy: I have a baseball Man: That's nice Boy: Want to buy it? Man: N o, thanks Boy: My Dad's outside Man: OK, how much Boy: $250 In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy: Dark in here Man: Yes, it is Boy: I have a baseball glove The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, ..How much? Boy: $750 Man: Sold A few days later, the Dad says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove." The Dad asks, "How much did you sell them for?" Boy: $

Gambling Blonde
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the craps table. A very attractive blonde woman from Northeast Tennessee arrived....and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist; rolled the dice; and yelled, "Come on, baby...Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down...and squealed..."YES! YES! I WON! I WON!" She hugged each of the dealers...and then picked up her winnings and her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know... I thought you were watching." Moral - Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But all men.....are men.

Love Ya!
One day a husband's Wife died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the Husband was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... And old cars .. And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, We keep them c

Truth Or Dare
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you. (repost of original by 'Lady Cinderella ~ Who has my Slipper?' on '2007-07-25 14:33:18') (repost of original by 'blue dragon' on '2007-07-25 15:03:39') (repost of original by '~~MyJoy~~ TEXAS TEASER of the FUBAR PLUS SIZE PINUP GIRLS~Bartender/Shooter Gurl for FUSION RADIO' on '2007-07-25 16:21:39') (repost of original by '~~TEXAS GIRL~~DIRTYSOUTHCREW~~' on '2007-07-25 16:26:44') (repost of original by 'drew64_4**Undergrond Security**##Jeezy's Offical Bodyguard##Co-Owner Of ☼§TheAtomicBombers' on '2007-07-25 16:44:38') (repost of original by 'kunicorn77' on '2007-07-25 20:16:01') (repost of original by 'Fire Dragon(Angel Family )' on '2007-07-25 20:21:58')

Things To Ponder
had amnesia once -- or twice. ***** Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. ***** I am neither for nor against apathy. ***** All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. ***** If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. ***** What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? ***** They told me I was gullible and I believed them. ***** Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. ****** Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. ***** One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. ***** My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. ***** I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. ***** The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. ***** How can there be self-help groups? ***** If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain wha

What Vampiric Power Do You Most Possess
You scored as Shape shift, You are most like a Shape shifter. Can't catch you cause your already gone!! Come play with me!Shape shift69% Telepathy63% Perception56% Charisma50% Shadow walking44% Mind Control44% What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com