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Wanking Caveman
Wanking Cavemen There were 2 cavemen, Ug and Og. Ug was sat in his cave wanking (he had just invented it) when Og walked in. "What you doing?" said Og. "Wanking" said Ug. Ug showed Og how to do it and Og left to try it for himself. Later, Ug heard a oud scream from Ogs cave and ran in. Og was sat on the floor with his dick in one hand and a club in the other. "What happened?" asked a curious Ug. No reply. "What happened Og?" After a minute or two Og replied, "when I tried that thing you taught me, it spat at me so I hit it with my club!"

The Price Of Love Copy Write 2007
Why must you hate me so. You say you love me and yet you look away. I knew I've changed, at leaston th eoutsidee. Inside I'm still the same at least I try to be. Isn't that why you fell in love with me, isn't that what you said? Still you feel that you need other women. I've examined what they are, to see what I don't have. Everything is what I need to look the way you want. To be sexy again, I think, (yes), I'd pay the price. I would do it for you, to look at me again. To have you love me and long for me the way you would. To hold me and not flinch or shrink away. I would pay the price to hear you say "I love you" and know for sure it's true. I would give the rest of me to be ALL that you would need. To have you love me the way we were, I would pay the price they ask. For you I would do this and more, to feel your love again. For you I would pay the price they ask for love

Don't Tell Me (good)bye
Why is it such a hard thing to believe that something so simple could give me reason to snipe & grieve why the f*** do I have to beg and plea with those I've allowed in my circle, not to say 'goodbye' to me can't we agree upon another term? why do they insist upon spewing that which makes me squirm? don't tell me goodbye 'Goodbye' in all it's variations is too / QUITE final and NOT what I want to hear so keep the concept of goodbye off your lips and away from my ears everything under the sun has it's time and it's season yet goodbye is never acceptable under any circumstance nor for ANY reason as there are times it may anger me or give me cause to fight back tears this is a simple message & request for friends, family, & peers please don't tell me goodbye do you not want to see me again at another time or are you determined to give me reason to erect a 'wall' for ALL to climb I ponder, "am I so wrong in my view?" is it so wrong to have desire to remain in conta

Everyday I Love You......( 4 U Hun}
Everyday I Love You I don't know but I believe That some things are meant to be And that you'll make a better me Everyday I love you I never thought that dreams came true But you showed me that they do You know that I learn somethng new Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul. It's a touch when I feel bad It's a smile when I get mad All the little things I am Everyday I love you Everyday I love you boy Everyday I love you 'Cos I believe that destiny Is out of our control (don't you know that I do) And you'll never live until you love With all your heart and soul If I asked would you say yes? Together we're the very best I know that I am truly blessed Everyday I love you And I'll give you my best Everyday I love you

Now This Is Interesting ....
Today's Horror-scope: How's your love life? It picks up somewhat today, even if you think it's as hot as it could be. See if you can find a new way to express your feelings -- or a new way to meet possible mates. Does that mean I'm going to get lucky?

Lonely Am I.
Sitting here all alone nothing around me ,only the deep quiet ocean... I hear a voice. ..i look around but no one is around me i ask myself :is it the voice of the waves or is it the voice of my imagination? no, it's whispering more and more into my ears i can't understand only the last three words ...suddenly i am not alone, i can feel you next to me, i try to touch you, you are not here but the voice the voice is still whispering and i can feel you not with your body but with your spirit which is surrounding me from all around not letting me feel alone by whispering the words: i love you

I Got My Mumms Back
So I must have rattled a few cages in the upper ranks because I got shoutboxed by THE Scapper himself. Long story short, war on the mumms is over. SCRAPPER: no, it filters through us....i activated you....but please do not do that again.... ->SCRAPPER: i didn't realize anyone on your end was having to deal with it, from past experience it just seems like a flagging = instant banning SCRAPPER: well dont take it out on me and my admins...or we will unfortuantely have to terminate your account ->SCRAPPER: the only reason i started doing that is my mumm got flagged, it was done out of spite.... i flew off the handle SCRAPPER: yes, but promise me you wont go on a flagging spree....you do not hurt anyone but yourself when you do that ->SCRAPPER: i did SCRAPPER: all you have to do is ask for them to be turned back on ->SCRAPPER: could i possibly have my mumm privledges back? SCRAPPER: well i can delete your account or you can please stop, because you are maliciously flagging mumms

The Time Is Finally Here..
I've met some great people on here. *really* great. If I invested time into you, you really were worth it even if I didnt always show it. and i'm sorry. i mean, this is the fucking internet and yet i still get my feelings hurt. on a daily basis almost! guess i'm just not as mentally strong as i thought and even taking a single minute out of my day to say hey to someone.. makes me feel somewhat attached to them. my screwed up mind tells me that yes, even though i may be busy doing stuff away from the comp, certain people would just know i'm thinking about them. but it doesnt work that way.. and right now, this particular point in my life, i dont have energy or time to change. i want to curl up under a pile of covers and sleep forever. but having a 2 year old doesnt allow that. so i must slick on the happy face so many are accustomed to seeing me wear. funny, i cant seem to remember what smiling Vicky looks like... ps~ i never meant to string anyone on or lead them to belie

A Day At The Vet's
A Day At The Vet's One day a man took his poodle to the veterinarian. As he walked into the waiting room, he noticed a very attractive young woman with her Great Dane. He sits next to her, trying desperately to think of *something* to say to this woman. The best he can come up with is, "That's a big dog." She smiles, and leans over to pat his dog on the head. She turns and says, "Yes, he is. Now, what's wrong with your little dog?" He replies, "Well, he's a male dog, you see. And whenever we have company over, he trys to introduce various bits of himself to their shins. It's become a problem, so I'm here to take care of it." "So, why are you and your really big dog here?" He's really hitting it off with her! "Well, my dog is male too. I have the same problem with him: when I bend over in the kitchen, he jumps up behind me, puts his paws on my shoulders and, well,..." "Oh, yes, I see," the man interrupts. "So you're hear to get him fixed too?" "Oh no,... to get his

Worth Waiting For...........
She sits, staring blindly in front of her, unaware of the tears falling…when suddenly he is there in front of her, filling her vision. She looks up, startled, to see him there with a look of compassion and understanding on his face. Despite the sadness that seems to permeate her soul she feels a shiver of awareness that happens every time she is near him. “Hey you,” he says, “what’s up?” “Not much,” she answers, knowing he won’t believe her, not wanting him too. “How about a ride on the river?” She is surprised he has asked, and more shocked at herself when she accepts. Together they go the marina, her being quiet and pensive, looking out the window at the scenery passing by, and him sneaking glances at her, as if he too, can’t believe they are finally going off alone together. Once out on the water, she can feel the peace of it fill her soul. She sits in the bow of the boat, looking at the trees, the clouds, the water, anywhere but at him. She is scared if she does h

Arukoto: Ode To Her King
From A Queen To Her King Arukoto, You are the Love of My Life My One & Only My Breath My Fibre of Every Being My Everything. I shall be the Love of Your Life I shall be Your One & Only I shall be a part of Your Breath I shall be a part of Your Every Fibre of Being I shall be Your Everything. Whatever it is you wish for I shall do My Best to provide. You are My Rock, I shall be Your Foundation, Your Fortress You are My Heart, I shall be Your Soul. You & I shall combine to become One in mind, heart, body & spirit. You are the Ocean, I am the waves along the shore. You are My King, Arukoto My One & Only King Now & Forever.

Married????
ok so here it goes... i "love" this guy who is in jail.. i put him there, didnt pay c.p. and we fought alot... but he wants to get married and start "fresh" when he gets out. like put a tattoo of my name on him and get married.. i mean i do love the guy.. we have been together forver. and in defence that we fight alot we also defend each other take care of each other help one another make aure everthing is ok with each other .. everything a loving couple does.. he even takes care of my other son thats not his! but is i buckle down with him, i cant "see" other men. and i really want to get to know this one guy. he's kewl as fuck, has kinda the same mind track as men, actully talks to me (like holds a convo).. good looking, has a job, and feels what i feel. wiether it be romantic or not he is a great person and i really wanna get to know him. only problem... he lives in another state. and im looking into comeing to his state to see him and meet him and really getting to know him but i

It Friggin Hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok most of you know I went to get my biopsy done today. Let me just say this: IT F*CKING HURTS LIKE F*CKING ALL H*LL!!!!!!! I couldn't leave the drs rite away b/c it hurt that bad, it shouldn't of hurt this bad. I had it done be4 and it was NOTHING like it was this time. I am for one to handle pain but my f*ckin gawd that was horrible! SOOOOOoooo now its a waiting game. I have to wait til Tuesday next week to see what the results were. In the meantime the dr is talking about freezing my uterus. WHAT FUN!*insert sarcasim here* **TEARS** I can't wait til this is all over with!!!!! Peace n luv!

Fucking Machine
A man was going away on a trip for work. Before he left he stopped at an Adult Toy store to pick up something for his wife while he was away because she was a sex-aholic. He didnt want her fucking just any guy so when he went into the store he told the clerk his issue. The man said "I have just what you need". He went to the back and brought out a large green box. "This is my little green fucking machine. It never tires and it will "DO" whatever you want it to. Just say "Little Green Fucking Machine", and whatever you want it to fuck and when you are done just say little green fucking machine off. It wont stop til it's off". So the man bought the toy and went home to show his wife. She was very amused and decided to use it no more than 5 minutes after he left. "Little green fucking machine....me". She and the machine went at it for 4 or 5 hours. When she was done she realized she didn't remember the command to turn it off. So she threw it off of her and ran away....bu

Sentinel
What mightier than the dragon? To what could we compare? Is there one so powerful To share in this beast’s lair? With intellect, compassion Defiancy and might He’s chivalrous and powerful Full of strength and fight. He’s sleek and strong and agile Breaths fire hot as hell He’ll curl up like a baby And snooze when all is well. To some he’s good, to some he’s bad They never really know Do they trust or do they kill him? Is he friend or foe? A creature from Mythology This surely can’t be true. When you are watching out for him He’s watching over you.

Meet My Cats...
Meet My Cats... Hello. My name is Uzumay, and my pets' names are Victoria and Eugene. They are the ones who give me food when ordered to, though they are a bit slow and often need to be reminded several times. I try to make the rules clear, but their comprehension is so limited. They have been telling me that you creatures don't understand our straightforward communications and that you prefer this complicated mess you call speech. Here is my first attempt to relay critical information to you using that medium; please respond and let me know how I'm doing. These are the Rules; please familiarize yourselves with them thoroughly: Petting: This is permitted when I am in the mood. Be warned that my mood changes from moment to moment. When I wish you to stop, I will issue a warning look, or perhaps a firm pat with my closed paw. Please take the hint; after that first warning it can get ugly. Combing: Not permitted. Don't even think about it. I do a fine job of my own hygie

Eternal Flame
Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Is this burning an eternal flame I believe it's meant to be, darling I watch you when you are sleeping You belong with me Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming Or is this burning an eternal flame Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Say my name sun shines through the rain A whole life so lonely And then you come and ease the pain I don't want to lose this feeling Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling Do you feel my heart beating Do you understand Do you feel the same Am I only dreaming But is this burning an eternal flame Eternal Flame by the Bangles

Cant Let You Go
Cueshe - Cant Let You Go I've been to many places I've met different races I've seen so many faces But it's you I can't forget I've been through high & low Till I got no where to go I got this funny feeling That it's you who I'm still missing So baby common Don't let this go You know I love you so! Don't throw away Let our love grow I can't let you go! We've always been so strong We almost had it all Don't give up now on me Cause, we will always be Let's come to think of this Look at all we could miss I can't let this happen Cause it's you That I'll always be loving

Bad Date
Bad Date Jeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks Paul what's wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "you know that beautiful girl who I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally plucked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So I got some duct tape and taped my penis to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show." "Sensible" says Jeff. "So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, tiniest dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" "I kicked her in the face."

Death
ravaged slowly the cancer eats her alive tumors spreading all throughout devouring the person I love desintegrating her life in one final swoop her breasts, her head, her throat, her lungs makes it hard for her to breathe every breath a struggle slowly leading to her last the fight is over, and it has won The cancer has claimed another one dedicated to my aunt, Trilbia Diane august 14, 1965- august 14, 2007 R.I.P I love you

Lost
With out you i feel so lost lost with out your arms around me lost with out your loving voice telling me everything will be alright with out you I dont think they will be they never will be again ive lost you the only one i truely loved the only one i truely trusted i feel so lost with out you i have nothing to want all i need is you i long for your touch a warm tender loving touch that makes all my problems melt away ive always said that if i lost you i'd die i feel so close holding on by a thread i dont know why it hasnt broken yet maybe its because there is a little glimmer of hope like the candle in the window that you can just barely see from the street the hope the one day you will find me again and ill find myself back in your loving arms where i belong where i was ment to be and one day again you will love me and things will be right and i will no longer be lost

Widdle Wabbit
Widdle Wabbit A precious little girl walks into a pet shop and asks, in the sweetest little lisp, between two missing teeth, "Excuthe me, mithter, do you keep widdle wabbits?" As the shopkeeper's heart melts, he gets down on his knees so that he's on her level and asks, "Do you want a widdle white wabbit, or a thoft and fuwwy bwack wabbit, or maybe one like that cute widdle bwown wabbit over there?" She, in turn, blushes, rocks on her heels, puts her hands on her knees, leans forward and says, in a tiny quiet voice, "I don't think my python weally gives a thit."

Gun Control
Ya know, its hard for me to understand the reasoning behind "Gun Control". Time and time again, you'll hear people whining about guns causing crime, guns kill people, and other liberal drivel. But with all the guns I own, I have yet to have one do a drive by. People, guns are INANIMATE objects. They are composed of metal, rubber, wood and plastic. They are incapable of both independant thought OR action. It is the PERSON behind the weapon that is the killer, and in case you havent noticed, man has found a way to kill man since we painted ourselves blue and lived in caves. A gun is a tool. No more inherantly evil than a hammer or a screwdriver. Properly used, a gun is a useful tool for self defense, sport, competition, and in some cases, art. They are part of our national heritage. They are part of our history. Thomas Jefferson said it best: " Laws that forbid the carrying of arms, disarm only those who are neither inclined nor determined to commit crimes. Such laws make th

Shattered Dreams
A Shattered Dream Lost in confusion An unexpected loss As though the world was my enemy And nothing seemed to be my destiny Lost in thoughts As though I'm lost in confusion And lost in my life Like a winding road Things just wind around me Lost in dreams As though I'm lost in sleep Never wanting to wake again From a neverending dream Until it ends finally, Which I call... A shattered dream!

Spring Wheat Nsfw
A little something I wrote about a year ago. This is adult content, so if you are offended by written erotica then you should not read further. Enjoy! ----------------------------------------------- Walking hand in hand thru an open field of wheat, with the sky surrounding us and ever so wide, as if to envelop us completely were it not for the firm earth at our feet. Dark clouds rolling in from the east, giving the hint of a storm moving over us. We are lost completely, nothing to be seen for miles around, save a small farmstead that is but a dot to our eyes in the distance. Just the waving of the wheat, dense, and fertile, as if the ground were alive, and we were walking in a shifting sea. The air so crisp and fresh arouses our senses to the feeling of perfection. You stop and turn, facing me you pull my hand around your waist and drape your arms around my neck. Looking deep into my eyes as if to say "I want you now, and here", your smile so suggesting. My lips long f

Should I Behave Today?
I am such a "good girl." Prim, proper, professional. Always a lady in public. But, did I hear you correctly ? Did you instruct me to behave today, as we have an important business luncheon with one of your colleagues ? For some odd reason, my naughty side decided to rear it's playful little head. 1) A sinfully nasty pic was waiting on his email in the morning. 2)Oooopps, did you say you had an important meeting this morning, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to text my latest dirty fantasy while you were just getting ready to walk into a room full of people. I'm sorry, did I ruin your concentration with that raging hard on you walked in with ? 3) Sliding into to the car, heading to our luncheon, Damn, this top button just won't stay put.......You won't mind keeping an eye just to make sure my nipples don't peek through today? 4) Fixing my skirt, he notices a two fresh scrapes on my knee........How on earth did you do that, he asks overly concerned. I answer him in two short w

Honey Moon Sex
Honeymoon Sex A mother had 3 daughters. They were all getting married within a short time period. Because mom was a bit worried about how their sex lives would get started, she made them all promise to send a postcard from the honeymoon with a few words on how marital sex felt. The first girl sent a card from Hawaii two days after the wedding. The card said nothing but "Nescafe." Mom was puzzled at first, but then went to the kitchen and got out the Nescafe jar. It said: "Good till the last drop." Mom blushed, but was pleased for her daughter. The second girl sent the card from Vermont a week after the wedding, and the card read: "Benson & Hedges." Mom now knew to go straight to her husband's cigarettes, and she read from the Benson & Hedges pack: "Extra Long. King Size." She was again slightly embarrased but still happy for her daughter. The third girl left for her honeymoon in the Caribbean. Mom waited for a week, nothing. Another week went by, and still nothing. Then after

Soooo
So Nasa Fan is a bouncer, I lost my mumms, and scrapper won't reply, I followed his rules, and the fucking bouncers in control of the mumms don't even follow his rules on what constitutes a mumm or not. This is bullshit. fuck you guys

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Racism
Today, Im gonna bitch about a subject that lots of people seem to timid to talk about. Racism. Ya know, I realize that racism exists. But to be quite honest, Im tired of being labeled as a racist just because Im a straight white southern male. I dont care WHAT color you are. Trash is trash is trash. Now personally, I think everyone has some racially motivated feelings. Whether its who they prefer to hang out with, who they prefer to live around, who they prefer to date, etc. But lets be perfectly honest, can you honestly not see that being REQUIRED to hire someone based not on qualifications but on skin tone is racist in and of itself. If I have two choices who's qualifications are comparable, should my decision then not be based on who fits more into the companies image, who would gel with their fellow employees? If its my business, that Ive used MY money to start, MY products to sell and MY name on the label, what right does anyone have to tell me who I must hire? IF I ow

Forever In My Life
(First off this is NOT written by me) La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da There comes a time, in every mans life When he gets tired of foolin around Juggling hearts in a three ring circus Someday will drive a body down 2 the ground I never imagined that love would rain on me And make me want 2 settle down Baby its true, I think I do And I just wanna tell u that I wanna with u (baby, if u do 2) And baby if u do 2 Forever, forever, baby I want u forever I wanna keep u 4 the rest of my life (u can make right) All that is wrong in my world (u are my saviour) U can make right (u are my light) U are my saviour, u are my light (forever I want u in my life) Forever I want u in my life (la da da da da da da da) (la da da da da da) (every mans journey) There comes a road in every mans journey (dont be afraid) A road that hes afraid 2 walk on his own (Im at that road) Im here 2 tell u that Im at that road (Id rather walk it with) And Id rather walk it

C Is For Cookie...
You Are a Black and White Cookie You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions. When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked! What Kind of Cookie Are You?

Homework?
Today, I went to a parent teacher conference about my oldest son. For some reason, I dont think the teachers like me to much. I personally think that homework for the sake of homework is prima facia evidence that teachers do not adequately schedule their time. You have them for 8 hours. Ive solved HOMICIDES in less time, yet you find it necessary to cut into the child's free time to "make a point"? What is that? If they have a test, fine. STUDY! If they need more practice, fine. But this "Ok, its monday and here's your homework because IM the adult and I say so?" Um........yea ok whatever. And please, DONT TELL ME "I have 100 kids to look after". Would a firefighter put out one room if your house was burning and say "sorry, but I had flames in the kitchen to deal with. Didnt get to the rest of the house". Nope. WOuldnt be acceptable. I understand you have a tough job. I wouldnt want it. But do not presume to tell me that you dont have the time to do your damn job.

Funny Jokes!!
Adam And Eve In the Garden of Eden, As everyone knows, Lives Adam and Eve, Without any clothes. In this garden, Were two little leaves, One covered Adam's, One covered Eve's. As the story goes on, Never the less to say, The wind came along, And blew the leaves away. At the sight, Adam did stare, There was Eve's treasure, All covered with hair. And wonder came, Under Eve's eyes, As Adam's thing, Started to rise. They found a spot, That suited them best, A nice big tree, Where they began to rest. Her legs spread wider, And wider apart, While thrill after thrill, Came into her heart. The head of Adam's thing, Peeked into the hole, And filled her with passion, Beyond her control. Backward and forward, His thing did slide, And Eve's treasure, Was all wet inside. The joy was good, She wouldn't let loose, Until Adam's thing, Was all out of juice. Then down through the years, People did screw, And now it is time, For me and you.

My Life 1971
I take my basic training at Fort Dix in New Jersey.Take my A.I.T. at Fort Polk LA. On jan.5,1971 I was send to go VIETNAM as 11B10 infantry went to C 2/12 1st AIR CAVALRY spend three month their the 1st cav went home and i went to C 4TH /21 23D INFANTRY DIVISION I spend rest if my time 4/21 11 months and 11day in vietnam. I was grunt in field my hold time you name i did it walk point had m60 ,m79. I just don't talk about it . I came home and spend rest time at Fort Riley, Kansas I'm going VA for all my medial for my back problem and going because if agent orange ,diabetes few any thing . Plus still dealing with PTSD. This only time I write or talk about . The only resent I'm writing about this for our troops today went you came home talk let people know how you feel get help if you need .

What Kind Of Cookie Are You?
You Are a Black and White Cookie You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions. When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked! What Kind of Cookie Are You?

The Things I Love About You.
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Do Men Think You're A Good Date?
You Are A Bad Date! Sometimes it just seems like your heart isn't in it At least, not unless the guy is a dead ringer for Brad Pitt (with more money) You just don't spend enough time wondering if he's having fun... And newsflash - he probably isn't! Do Men Think You're a Good Date?

Untitled Poem..
walk alone We watch as our lives pass us by the never ending pain of loss hidden faces among what we call us our souls filled with hatred and sadness nothing ever goes our way we walk alone through this cold life no turning back all we can ask for is hope our hearts are dark torture lifeless feelings living deep inside of us what we look for is no where to be found time wasted that is all there is nothing can save us we walk through a dark valley no future for me no future for anyone no prediction no guessing no hope we don't see anything we don't feel our blood turns into ice pain so flawless makes the shadows come alive no point in crying out there is no one to help us we walk alone, by ourselves we wish the end finding a way out but it's not there all we can do is wait wait for it to come take a risk, take a chance we walk alone

Nope! I'm Not In It.......
Recently it's come to light that I have "supposedly" done some things. I am going to set the record as straight as I possibly can and this is all the time I'm going to dedicate to this. 1. I have not told people I would delete anyone from my list who befriended or stayed friends with people I'm out of graces with or have issues with. You are adults, you choose your friends, not me. 2. I have not instructed Underground staff to downrate, harass or bother any other FU member. Their business is in the Underground. 3. Yes, I did something that offended a "friend" of mine, I did also apologize and explain that the intent was not malicious. I will not and have not posted anything negative about that "friend" and I won't. Bottom line.....I have things to do. I do not wish to get involved in any pissin contests at the moment, I've really got no reason to. I'm aware of what's being said and eventually, the subject matter will change but I really don't intend on getting

Broken Like An Angel
She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything now Oh She just wants to Fall in love again She's broken like an

How To See Em
I changed em to just family views to make people have to do a bit more, lol...can't just be putting my stuff out there like that, lol...well yes I can and I love to but, you just have to go a lil bit further to see them... It's good to be in the fam...lol... We can have fun...okay lemme stop... seriously fam me, and u can be hooked up... ~TSCO

30 Mean Things A Woman Can Say
1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's okay, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... I just got a flash headache. 11. (Giggling and pointing) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it come with an air pump? 29. So this is why you're supposed t

X-box
The most wonderful thing I have ever experienced is my son finding joy for himself rather than depending on me for it. A few days ago, a friend of mine bought him the center of his life's joy, an X-box. It was used so it came in a different box. So I make him wait almost 24 hours before he can even play it. He's chomping at the bit and it's almost like a nicotine fit. So, he comes home from school yesterday and I open it up and go to plug it in. To my chagrin, I find that there was no power cord, a basic necessity, in the box. My son loses his mind screaming and crying. (Remember, he has autism... it is very difficult for him to use words to express disappointment and frustration) I look up the number for the place where we bought it and give them a call. I explain the situation... how I don't have a receipt because it was a gift and so on. They told me to just pack it all back up in the box and bring the box to them. I get there, the clerk opens the box and said "Huh? It should

Where Do I Find The Time To Do This?
I am swampped! massaging clients at the clinic and drawing new designs for Cintas and trainning the Feds on weekends. I just found out that I have to fly to Los Angeles ASAP becuase Brittney hurt her back! She's gain a little weight since shes been with Kevin. Im in the middle of working on a video and have litle or no time for this shit. I used to massage many rockstars while on tour but she aint on tour. Atleast I get to have my screenplay looked at by a great writer! So its worth the flight! Now Ive found my new crack this fubar site I think Im Doomed!

Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =======

Reunion Frittata
Reunion Frittata This wonderful summer frittata makes for a simple but satisfying weeknight meal. If crookneck squash, which have a curved neck and a bulbous base, are unavailable, pattypan squash or zucchini are a perfect substitute. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 teaspoon sesame oil * 3 tablespoons sweet butter * 2 medium crookneck squash, thinly sliced * 2 medium onions, diced * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon oregano leaf * 9 large eggs, beaten * 2 tablespoons Dijon or champagne mustard * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup grated Swiss cheese Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Heat the oil and butter in a heavy 10-inch frying pan. Add the squash and onions and saute for 10 minutes. Add the next five ingredients. Stir and cook over medium heat for 5 minutes. Sprinkle the cheese over the top and bake for 15 minutes. Reduce the heat to 325 degrees F and bake for 15 more minutes, or until

Garden Of Stones
sitting in this garden of stone listening to the trees whisper the secrets of a time gone by. getting lost in the rythm of the breeze. wishing u were here.... missing all the times we shared... all of my world is black and white like an old photo.. stained by age and tears, losing sight of the image day by day. fading into nothingness. as i wonder around this place looking for you... hearing ur voice so plain. I turn and see you standing like a statue, no movment or sound. I call to you.. "DONT YOU HEAR ME?!?" as it falls on deaf ears... again into the nothingness i scream.. now running to you. the cold ground is hard and sharp like glass as i fall at his feet.. i look up to see my name only to find i cannot speak another word... as the flowers fall to the ground and u walk away.......... Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Support Our Troops
Ok, first let me preface my remarks with the following disclaimer: This blog is my opinion. It is based on personal observation. It is an emotional subject, therefore, the possibility of my use of profanity is great. If you are offended, you may want to close the window now. I received an EMAIL today that was sarcastically humorous and infuriating all at once. The subject was "The mistreatment of Iraqis by US Troops. In it, pictures of US military personnel were labeled with sarcastic headings. For instance, one picture of Iraqi children playing on a see saw with soldiers was labeled "Evil US MILITARY PERSONNEL FORCE IRAQI CHILDREN TO SEESAW UNTIL THEY TALK". I found this to be humorous and also as proof of the bias of the major media outlets. I wont go into my feelings about the invasion of Iraq. Two pictures, however, infuriated me. One was of a little girl who appears to be maybe 3 years old. Her entire family was killed by insurgents. She was shot in the head. She

Betrayed
Betrayed Feeling betrayed, forgotten Contributed so much Only provoking pain upon myself Kindness…leads to betrayal most of the time When will I ever learn? Why can’t things be like they used to be? And yet I shed tears for you Even though you definitely don’t deserve them Just don’t want to feel alone Anger builds inside Was it all just fabrication? Trust only Fraud You have permanently disgraced all we were -© J.Bendiksen

Grrrrrrr.... Stessed Out
so I am very stressed out.. I got butterfly's in my tummy.. My son goes to have surgury tomorrow.. I am so nervous. I mean it is nothing super serious, but there are always room for mistakes and danger when you put a life in someone elses hands. I feel bad for putting him on time out today..even though he's being a little terd.. becuase he's 3 and don't even realize what will happen tomorrow. GRRRRRRR... it is so hard being a mom. It is so hard having to feel all of this worry for him. I feel myself want to cry, becuase I just wish that it was all over and everything was already okay... I am going to be a mess tomorrow. It's hard being strong... i need someone to hold my hand too... someone to tell me that it will all work out fine and let me cry on their shoulder. Times like this I wish I was more religous.. I wish that I had some pull with a higher force..and I try not to worry that that will be held against me.. or my sweet child. How can I not worry? Please let everything be oka

News And A New Creation
OK...GREAT NEWS Im only going to be offline for a couple of days Should be back online by saturday. SO i was thinking..since the collector series trading cards were such a hit Im going to produce a numbered collector series for the military support. If anyones interested in recognizing a family member, friend, or friend of a friend that is or has served in the military by giving them one of these please send a pic of them in uniform with their screen name and dates of servicewhat branch they are with , their ranks and MOS. Their status active, retired, national guard or reserves. If they were a POW or MIA specialseals will be put on the tag honoring that fact.Each card will also have the seal of the branch they serve with AND their HOME STATE seal. I think these will be a great gift idea for those wanting to say thanks to our military friends that are serving this country and protecting our freedom. Send ALL emails to monkey_buisiness@yahoo.com so i can keep better track

One Year: Day One
It was rash, impulsive, reckless, thoughtless, or perhaps the best word was just plain stupid. Whatever her friends might have thought the most glaring piece of this whole situation was that it was the most unexpected thing she could have done. Of course she was far from predictable, but who does something like this? Whatever it was that possessed her, those that knew her were not given the chance to figure it out. She quit her job, turned the keys of her apartment over, put her things in storage, and hopped on a plain to Ireland with nothing more than the simple pantsuit she had on and the only book she had ever read twice. She left only a form letter to anyone that needed to know that she would return in a year. Her surroundings were that of any anteroom in any office building. She sat in one of 4 simple chairs a short distance from a magazine rack and a little green plant, and the prevailing colors were brown and white. The receptionist sat to her ri

No Luck Here
I posted a bullitin the other day asking for some help with finding the sister I have and have never met. No only has it not gotten me any results but it has not even been reposted. Maybe because i didn't write 'repost pllz' nno one thought I wanted to have it reposted even though I clearly asked that in the bulletin. Oh well I will try other places where maybe I can get some help. Thanks Blessings to all.

Back To Me....
Cueshe - Back To Me Sometimes I feel like I like I�m all alone Wondering how, what have I done wrong Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Back to me... There were times I felt like giving up Haunted by memories I can't give up Wish that I never let you go and slip away Had enough reasons for you to stay... Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home Back to me... Sleepless nights Cause you're not here by my side Cold as ice I feel deep down inside Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home When will you be coming home Back

Two Moons In August? Or, None At All? ;) (copied From My Bulletin!)
This is just too cool for me not to blog. This bulletin blog contains two parts: The reposted bulletin, and the TRUTH. Trust me, you'll at least want to read the truth! So. Scroll down and read the Reposted Bulletin, and then come back up and read this next part. ***********THE TRUTH************ See, at first I got excited about this... I'm a space buff, always have been, although I really don't pay attention much anymore. That being said, with a claim of "Mars will look as large as the moon to the naked eye!", well, that's just pure bullshit. Just for reference, the moon is just over 200,000 miles away from the earth (that's surface-to-surface, not center-to-center). It's got to be one fucked up yardstick for 200k to be near 34 million. So, with a severe case of "Too Good To Be True" syndrome, I knew one thing: hoax. Sure enough, Snopes had this to say about the "Two Moons on August 27th" hoax. For those NOT in the know, Snopes is one of the longest-standing a

This Site! Im Fubard!
Im so blown away about ths site! I didnt know people posted their nude fotos here! an online friend of mine turned me on to this site and now Im hooked! I made this site my home page! who ever thought of his is pure genius!

Can You Believe This Guy?
Name: Ben Meyer ID: benmeyer2006 Status: lying jerk. so yeah... I met this guy here... and it was pretty funny- my instincts told me not to trust him, and they were nothing but right. The minute I wasn't falling for his lies, he started doing the same hardcore "I love you" speech to another girl... What's funny is... I would have never bothered to check had she not checked me out. He might not have gotten caught... and he'd be playing two women at the same time. Who knows how many other girls he's giving the same speech to. So ladies... if you meet this guy- his name is Ben... he's from Canada. He says he works in some high-end business and he's moving at the end of the month to whatever state YOU live in... and he wants to wine and dine you- maybe even give you a high paying secretarial job for like 150,000 bucks a year... like he offered me. The truth? He's listed as an Avon Representative- the last I knew, they didn't make that much a year themselves let alone be able to pay

About Me...
I'M NEW HERE, SO I'M PROBABLY PUTTING THIS IN THE WRONG PLACE, BUT WHAT THE HELL, HERE GOES..I'M 50 (YES, 50) YRS. OLD..I'M DIVORCED AND "LIVING IN SIN" WITH MY S/O OF TWO YRS. WE R PRETTY HAPPY, BUT WE DISAGREE FROM TIME TO TIME, LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. I HAVE 3 KIDS, ALL GROWN UP, WITH KIDS OF THEIR OWN. MY GRANDKIDS ARE THE GREATEST! ALL SMART, ALL TALENTED, ALL BEAUTIFUL.(BRAG,BRAG) I SMOKE, DRINK, AND CUSS...I'M A NURSE, LOOKING FOR WORK..(WELL, RIGHT NOW I'M NOT..LOL) I WAS INVITED HERE BY BELLA'S DARK GRAPHICS, AND THIS IS AN AWESOME SITE..I'M BECOMING ADDICTED..SINCE I'M NEW AND "IGNORANT" OF SOME OF THE RULES, I APOLOGISE. I'VE HAD A LITTLE DIFFICULTY GETTING AROUND HERE, BUT I'M LEARNING FAST. JUST WANTED TO LEAVE A SHORT NOTE FOR ANYONE THAT MIGHT BE WONDERING ABOUT ME..THANKS TO EVERYBODY!!

Brain Teaser
Study the five brain teasers. Then, see if you can answer without looking at the answers. Very interesting! Don't look at answers! 1. A murderer is condemned to death. He has to choose between three rooms. The first is full of raging fires, the second is full of assassins with loaded guns, and the third is full of lions that haven't eaten in 3 years. Which room is safest for him? 2. A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be? 3. What is black when you buy it, red when you use it, and gray when you throw it away? 4. Can you name three consecutive days without using the words Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday? 5. This is an unusual paragraph. I'm curious how quickly you can find out what is so unusual about it. Looks so plain you would think nothing was wrong with

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 14,2007 Today is perfect for taking care of all the little things that have added themselves to your to-do list over the past month or so. You really do have enough time and energy for most of them, so get busy! Ok likes this one actually cleaned my closet

Frustrated
I believe my profile is pretty much easy to understand! Why the F**ck do guys think that they can ignore the profile to make friends? Maybe there should be a way to send someone a kick in the ass for bein inconsiderate pricks. Guys wit only female friends and fans, and have no profiles are just lookin for pinup dolls. I will not be one and every guy who treats women like meat should go back to have lessons wit their mom about how to treat females. Not all of women need to be called sexy. Or want to be treated like whores. Not all women wanna show their ass for pleasure. Not all females think every comment tag should have a half naked gurl. Sexual freedom doesn't mean you hafta put everythin out there for strangers. Self-respect does tie into sexual freedom. I have both and refuse to be nice to guys who only think wit their penises and expect me to bow down to them. Ok done rantin.

Marina's Deliverance....or...."gee, You Got Purdy Lips"
Due to the massive amount of fun facts, this blog will be in two sections. The vacation is finally over. I had it planned, then had it cancelled, then chose to go again. After the past few months, I felt like an egg shell ready to crack. So I needed to regroup and feel reborn. So off to Tennessee I went. What follows is a rapid run down of the things that happened. Day 1. Arrive in Seiverville, TN. Spent the previous night in Indy. After spending an invisible 10 bucks trying to get out of Illinois....God Bless the I-Pass.....I spent 3 hours in construction entering Indianapolis. Jeesh, those Hoosiers still blame it on the Colts winning the Super Bowl. Have they not noticed that the new season is about to begin? Now is not the time to be sitting back and resting on their laurels from last year. Apparently a Super Bowl Winner gets state funding for new road construction. The cabin is very rustic with all the comforts of home. Almost. There is a moose head mounted over th

Idiots
OK, I'm really trying this whole 'getting along' thing. It's not easy, because my ex drives me nuts. He's one of those guys that's a great person to have at a party. he's the guy that people call because 'Bob's fun to hang around with'. But, try having kids and having some type of relationship with him. He tries, I really think he does, but he just doesnt get it. Sine we split, I've had RESPONSIBILITY major, and I've managed to do ok. I'm rather proud of the fact I've brought my life to a good place. My kids are doing better, which was my main focus in all of this. However, WTF am I supposed to say when the ex tells me things like "It hurts to see you doing so well" or "It was easier to think you were a raving bitch, but now youre doing so well, im thinking I might have screwed up the best thing to happen to me". It doesnt make me want to be back with him. Not one bit. I have moved on, and it's ok. I try and walk the fine line of niceness, but I feel as if there's things I need to dist

My Thoughts
Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do think

Bitchfest 2007
I'm in such a pissy mood that I am about to snap! I had to go to the fucking hospital again for breakthrough pain because of my stupid back. Obviously I keep hearing the same damn thing... surgery, surgery, surgery! Well hey idiots, I said I would do it so why am I still here in fucking pain?! I mean I did everything else I was supposed to do. Yet no, I have to go up to Hershey to have 'my surgeon' look at me and tell me the same crap I've been hearing... no surgery. Why can't they do it down here if they feel it is so needed and know that Dr. Vora won't do it up at Hershey? Freaking medical bullshit is why. I mean yeah I get the idea that Dr. Vora knows my case better than anyone considering he did my first surgery but come on. Stop throwing me around and pumping me so full of narcotics that I am almost immune to them. It is like I am a chicken with its head cut off right now. Running in circles not knowing what to do because, guess what.. my brain is fried an

Words Of Thought
I am off to the dentist and to work. I would however like to ask a few of those who do read this to explain to me why I get ignored by so many on my friends and fans list. Fubar is made up of many people. Some who live on the site, Some who simply stay logged into the site, some who come and go as they please, and lastly some who come for a spell and eventually leave and never return. Lots and lots of folks have good intentions and come to get away from the reality of life. I know i come to make friends but find people to simply discuss life with and talk about day to day stuff. But I do find what little time i have to make new tags and pictures I find fun and different to post. It allows me to show off my artistic side instead of just simple chat and fellowship. So many people request a friendship and make me a fan here that you would think that when you post a bulletin or a picture they would actually come and check out the new stuff. As for me I know one person ha

Deep Hurt.....
A Life Cut Too Short By: Sharon Gay Watson Words cannot express how I feel today, A friend to me has passed away, He allways cared and made me smile, For this man I would walk a mile. You never know how much you miss him, Till those words hit home and that light grows dim, The hugs, the kisses, the many a long hour, He was allways my rock and he gave me so much power. I could face each day, but what about now, I know I must....but do not know how, I love him so much, I miss him more than I can say, He will be mourned in each and every way. He was like a brother, strong and true, The man never thought of himself, only of you, Sleep my friend, rest in peace, till we meet again soon, You are in my thoughts, my dreams, and in the light of the moon. ************************************************************************************ A dear friend to me has passed on. I will miss him so much. Just never knew it would hurt like this. We talked every day, eve

Yay Fuck This
I make a joke mumm about me being crazy or not and boom it gets deleted, yea fuck that shit. It was legit, and a proper mumm, fuck this shit i'm not going to go to scrapper to beg for my mumms back because it's bullshit that mumm got pulled to begin with, so in short fuck the mumms

She Wants It
Something special, Unforgetable, 50 Cent (cent), Justin (tin), Timbaland (land), god damn (damn) She she, she want it, I want to give it to her She know that, it's right here for her I want to, see her break it down I'm ballin', throw'n money around Verse 1 (50 & JT): She work it girl, she work the pole She break it down, she take it low She fine as hell, she about the dough She doing her thing out on the floor Her money money, she makin' makin' Look at the way she shakin' shakin' Make you want to touch it, make you want to taste it Have you lustin' for her, go crazy face it Now don't stop, get it, get it The way she shakin' make you want to hit it Think she double jointed from the way she splitted Got you're head f**ked up from the way she did it She's so much more than you're used to She know's just how to move to seduce you She gone do the right thing and touch the right spot Dance in you're lap till you're ready to pop She always ready, when you wa

Other Peoples Kids.. Ughh
lets see its 5:50 am. I was just woke up by someone knocking really hard on my door...My dogs are barking up a storm... I answer the door and its my children's friend.. "Hey can i speak to breanne" WTF are you talking bout kid.. My children are sleeping... Oh well i just wanted to say Hi before i went to school... Who the hell goes to school at 6 o'clock in the morning!! Fucking bullshit! So im awake and id rather be still in my bed dreaming of sugar plums! UGH Other peoples KIDS!!!

In My Life
There have been many angels in my life. And while they have not arrived with a blast of trumpets or a rustle of wings, I have known them just the same. They performed their acts in human disguise. Sometimes they borrowed the face of a friend, and sometimes they borrowed the face of a stranger. You have known them too I'm sure. When a friend called at just the right time to pull you out of the doldrums. Or when a total stranger, in passing, flashed you a needed smile. When just the smallest act of kindness made you feel appreciated. Sometimes even your cherished pet giving you a lick or a nuzzle at just the right minute, letting you know that you are loved. Yes, there are many angels in my life. And I just wanted to take this time to let you know that I consider you, my friend, to be an angel in human disguise. How many times you have been there for me when I needed you the most! I have always believed in angels but, you are living proof that there a

Counting Crows - Colorblind
I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am Taffy stuck, tongue tied Stutter-shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding I am Colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am.... fine I am fine

My Love
Ain't another woman that can take your spot my- If I wrote you a symphony, Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?) If I told you you were beautiful Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?) Well, baby I've been around the world But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you) This ring here represents my heart But there's just one thing I need from you (say â€œI doâ€) [Chorus] Yeah, because I can see us holding hands Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand I can see us on the countryside Sitting on the grass, laying side by side You could be my baby, let me make you my lady Girl, you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothing crazy See, all I want you to do is be my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) My love (So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love Ooo

Counting Crows - Carriage
If anything it should have been a better thing From underneath you staring at the ceiling There's another world of chocolate bars and baseball cards That hides inside of all this tension that I'm feeling Yeah it's all inside of you. It was all inside of you. Surprise, Surprise. I miss your hair, you miss my eyes All all this solitude is my confidence eroding. So we slide inside of someone's mouth and someone's eyes Until, there's the sound of something intimate exploding. It was all inside of you. I wish that I was anesthetized and sterilized Then I wouldn't have this evidence congealing. Surprise, Surprise. Another pair of lips and eyes. And that is the consequence of actually feeling. It was all inside of you.

Giving Up...
I just don't understand. The more I try to make people happy, the more unhappy they seem to become. I just want to make the people I care about, feel important and loved, but it always seems to backfires. At first it is all good, then slowly they grow more distant, they start telling you stuff like you can do better or they offer some other alternative to themselves. If you don't want me, just tell me, I may be upset at first, but I will get over it. Don't string me along to protect me, that is like torture. I would rather be devastated for a short time and move on, then kept hanging on, to some light at the end of the tunnel, that isn't really a light, but some optical illusion. When I love/like/hate someone, I do it 110%. I guess most people can't handle that. I'm starting to wonder what is wrong with me. Am I too intense or just unlucky? I am just so tired....I start the race in the lead, but I always seem to lose. I feel like just giving up and not running this damn race anymore. I

A Guy Walks Into A Bar..
A guy walks into a bar with jumper cables. The bartender says, "You can come in, but don't start anything!" A man walks into a bar and says, "Give me a beer before problems start!" Again, the man orders a beer again saying, "Give me a beer before problems start!" The bartender looks confused. This goes on for a while, and after the fifth beer the bartender is totally confused and asks the man "When are you going to pay for these beers?" The man answers, "Now the problems start!" A neutron walks into a bar and orders a beer. The bartender sets the beer down and says, "For you, no charge!" A kangaroo walks into a bar. He orders a beer. The bartender says, "That'll be $10. You know, we don't get many kangaroos coming in here, you know." The kangaroo says, "At $10 a beer, it's not hard to understand." A hamburger walks into a bar and the bartender says, "Sorry, we don't serve food in here." A horse walks into a bar. The bartender says, "So, why the long face?" A guy walks

Colors
Can you feel it crush you does it seem to bring the worst in you out There's no running away from these things that hold you down Do they complicate you because they make you feel like this Of all the colors that you've shine this is surely not your best But you should know these colors that you're shining are Surely not the best colors that you shine Surely not the best colors that you shine I know you feel alone yeah and no one else can figure you out But don't you ever turn away from the ones that help you down Well they'd love to save you don't you know they love to see you smile But these colors that you've shined are surely not your style But you should know these colors that you're shining are Surely not the best colors that you shine Surely not the best colors that you shine I know you're feeling like you're lost But you should know these colors that you're shining are I know you're feeling like you're lost you feel you've drifted way too far Did yo

Hornyscopes!! I'm A Taurus
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Stupid Mawfucker - Part 6
too much. too fast. too stupid for words. ever throw yourself, blindly, at whatever or whoever, and discover you might as well thrown yerself under a bus? fucking dumbest thing one could do to themselves, other then suicide. i think it's part ignorance, part uncontrolable need to have shit that's simply not available. or beyond reality. who knows, or cares. someone remind me, never trust anyone, quit "looking" and for gods sake, stop dreaming. 'Yeah, I heard a funny thing Somebody said to me That you could be in love with almost anyone You think people are the greatest fun And I will be alone again tonight for you'

Real Love
The emptiness cannot be filled By lovers that you hold, And love is never born or killed Nor is it bought or sold. Do not extend your empty cup And trust your lover’s heart Has come along to fill it up, Or find its missing part. Your lover is a friend who's eyes Reflect what you conceal. The love that you allow to rise, Is all they can reveal. So let your lover be that friend And be a friend in kind. Then let your open hearts commend The source of love they find.

Daily Horoscope: Libra For August 14,2007
You're feeling like letting bygones be bygones, and most likely your old friends are as well. Declare a general amnesty for all old slights and ring up those people you haven't spoken with in far too long.

Three Men And The Cannibals
Three men who were lost in the rain forest were captured by cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So all three men went separate ways to gather fruits. The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to shove all ten pieces of fruit up your butt without any expression on your face or you`ll be killed and eaten." The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out in pain, so he was killed. The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed. The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one asked, "What happened?? I was watching from up here, Wh

Around The World & Some Usa
Great Britain: In London it is illegal to have sex on a parked motorbike. Italy Italy: If a man is caught wearing a skirt, it’s jail! OZ Australia: It is illegal to read someone’s tarot - or give them a psychic reading. It’s also illegal to dress up as Batman France: It is illegal to name a pig, Napoleon. USA Michigan, a woman can’t cut her hair without her husband’s permission. Indiana: It is illegal to attend the theater within 4 hours of eating garlic. North Dakota: It is illegal to lie down and sleep with shoes on. Oklahoma: people who make ugly faces at dogs may be fined or jailed. Wisconsin: Women are not allowed to wear anything red in public. California: It is illegal for a secretary to be alone with her boss in a room.

Float On
I backed my car into a cop car the other day Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what can i say Well you just laughed it off it was all ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on any way well Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with a scam It was worth it just to learn some sleight-of-hand Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands Good news will work its way to all them plans We both got fired on the exactly the same day Well we'll float on good news is on the way And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on ok And we'll all float on alright Already we'll all float on Now don't worry we'll all float on Alright already we'll all float on Alright don't worry we'll all float on And we'll all float on alright Already we'll all float on Aliright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy we'll all float o

Nikki Is Sick *tear*
Well I am sitting here in tears. :( My Mom called me this morning and told me that our dog, Nikki is sick. She is not eating, when my Mom touches her tummy she yells, and she is just not moving a lot. I dont know what is wrong with her. I am so scared I was loose another dog. I loose Page about 4 years ago and it was the hardest that I ever had to go through. Plus I am not up in NC to be there with her. I feel so sad, depressed and worried! I wish I knew what is wrong with her. It will rip my heart out if I loose my baby! *tears* Please pray for my girl, Nikki. You can see some pics of her in my photos. Thanks! :) Beckie

Three Things To Ponder
1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cows Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq . Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and p

August 14, 2007
Leo you are about to find out a secret about a close friend - something you'd never expect. Keep an open mind and appreciate that it's hard for them to share. lmmfao, this is just to much. To bad the secret is out, I know and they won't tell hahahahahaha

Vindicated
Hope dangles on a string Like slow spinning redemption Winding in and winding out The shine of it has caught my eye And roped me in So, mesmerizing, so hypnotizing, I am captivated, I am {Chorus} Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right Swear I knew it all along And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself So clear Like the diamond in your ring Cut to mirror your intention Oversized and overwhelmed The shine of which has caught my eye And rendered me So isolated, so motivated I am certain now that I am {Chorus} So turn up the corners of your lips Part them and feel my finger tips Trace the moment fall forever Defense is paper thin Just one touch and I'll be in Too deep now to ever swim against the current So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip against the current So let me slip away So let me slip away So let me slip a

Endlessly,she Said
Walked into our world and made Horrible sounds. I can still hear them today [Strangely they seem] Beautiful now, Though they outlast my love. Still each time I always meant, Every word, Every one. Though in time they finally bent, Every word, Every one. Every word. "I will wait for you," she said, "endlessly." "I will wait for you." So spoke, Misery. I returned to you but found, My empty home. The radio told me to stay. [As it burned Bright] I sang alone. You will outlast my love. Still each time I always meant, Every word, Every one. Though in time they finally bent, Every word, Every one. Every word. "I will wait for you," she said, [Endlessly, She Said lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] "endlessly." "I will wait for you." So spoke, Misery. Oh. I have been waiting for you, Biting as you taught me to. I have come to relieve you, Of life and love. I will wait for you. I will wait for you. I will wait for you. I will

So Cold
Crowded streets all cleared away One by One Hollow heroes separate As they run You're so cold Keep your hand in mine Wise men wonder while Strong men die [Chorus] Show me how it end it's alright Show me how defenseless you really are Satisfy an empty inside That's alright, let's give this another try If you find your family, don't you cry In this land of make-believe, dead and dry You're so cold, but you feel alive Lay your hands on me one last time [Chorus x2] It's alright [x9]

Sooner Or Later
I want a normal life just like a new born child I am a lover hater I am an instigater You are an oversight Don't try to compromise I'll learn to love to hate it I am not integrated [Pre-Chorus] Just call my name You'll be okay You're scream is crawling through my veins Sooner or later your gonna hate it Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away Driving me under, leaving me out there Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away You're like an inch in time You are open wide You see them try to play me Just like you see on tv I am an oversight Just like a parasite Why am I so pathetic I know you won't forget it [pre-chorus] [chorus]

Things That Piss Me Off!!
The Pillsbury doughboy is "way" too happy considering he has no genitals. Also, I hate the comparison of him to myself. I`m tired of little kids running up to me in the mall and to and shoving their fingers into my belly button waiting for me to giggle... get out of here before I shove my orange julius up your ass!! When something is "new and improved," which is it? If it`s new, then there has never been anything before it. If it`s an improvement, then there must have been something before it. Make up your fucking minds!!! People who are willing to get off their ass to search the room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. When people say, "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." What good is a damn cake you can`t eat? What, should I eat someone else`s cake instead? When people say, "It`s always in the last place you look." Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you`ve found it? Do people do this? Who

Good Directions
I was sittin’ there sellin’ turnips on a flatbed truck Crunchin’ on a pork rind when she pulled up She had to be thinkin’ “This is where the rednecks come from” She had Hollywood written on her license plate She was lost and lookin’ for the interstate Needin’ directions and I was the man for the job [Chorus] I told her way up yonder past the caution light There’s a little country store with an old Coke sign You gotta stop and ask Miss Bell for some of her sweet tea Then a left will take you to the interstate But a right will bring you right back here to me I was sittin’ there thinkin’ ‘bout her pretty face Kickin’ myself for not catchin’ her name I threw my hat and thought, “You fool, that coulda been love” I knew my old Ford couldn’t run her down She probably didn’t like me anyhow So I watched her disappear in a cloud of dust. [Chorus] I told her way up yonder past the caution light There’s a little country store with an old Coke sign You gotta stop and ask

My Words Of Wisdom..
- Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. - Tell me what you need and I'll tell you how to get along without it. - Just when you think you've finally hit bottom, someone tosses you a shovel. - Sex is only dirty if you do it right. - Logic is a systematic method of coming to the wrong conclusion with confidence. - All opinions are not equal. Some are much more robust, sophisticated and well supported in logic and others are just plain dumb.

My 15th Anniversary
Yes 15 years ago today I said I do! Never thought I'd see the day, however I've made it. I'm so proud of myself/husband, hopefully we'll have another 15 if not more or at least till the day I die or him... Smiles

Lock Up The Fatties
[Atlanta, GA] The United States Centers For Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) in Atlanta, Georgia, declared on Friday that the "obesity epidemic" sweeping our nation is now contagious, due, in large part, to a phenomenon knows as EARS. Their recommendation: immediately quarantine the overweight. In a press conference on the steps of their Clifton Road headquarters in Atlanta, CDC spokesman, Dr. Jerry Carmichael, revealed their newest findings in the agency's war against corpulence. "Obesity, and to a lesser extent, morbid obesity, can no longer be defined as a personal problem." Carmichael says, "We now know that these diseases are not only spread, but exacerbated by human contact. This poses a significant threat to the health of the people of the United States, and falls within our purview. We are bound by a presumptive duty to take this out of the hands of the individual. "E.A.R.S., or Externally Affected Rationalization Syndrome, is the process by which one person who ma

I'm Gonna Miss Her
Well I love her But I love to fish I spend all day out on this lake And hell is all I catch Today she met me at the door Said I would have to choose If I hit that fishin' hole today She'd be packin' all her things And she'd be gone by noon Well I'm gonna miss her When I get home But right now I'm on this lakeshore And I'm sittin' in the sun I'm sure it'll hit me When I walk through that door tonight That I'm gonna miss her Oh, lookie there, I've got a bite Now there's a chance that if I hurry I could beg her to stay But that water's right And the weather's perfect No tellin' what I might catch today Well I'm gonna miss her When I get home But right now I'm on this lakeshore And I'm sittin' in the sun I'm sure it'll hit me When I walk through that door tonight That I'm gonna miss her Oh, lookie there, I've got a bite Yeah, I'm gonna miss her Oh, lookie there, I've got a bite

523
This guy is always rating profiles, pics and stashes for everybody and he never ask for any help in leveling. He's a SUPER great guy to have as a friend. Always willing to help with contests or whatever. He doesn't even know I'm doing this but I'm asking all of my friends to take some time to rate his stash and pictures. He's got loads of videos stashed. I know you all don't mind doing it cause you're all great about helping out to!!!! Thanks bunchies, ya'll!!! ~~Hugs~~ Mary Note from BrattyBytch - I definitely agree, He always returns the love shown! One of my longest friends on this Fubar'd site! 3dtrain...back computer STILL SUCKS!@ fubar

Today In History
Today's Highlights in History On Aug. 14, 1945, President Truman announced that Japan had surrendered unconditionally, ending World War II. (Go to article.) On Aug. 14, 1886, Arthur J. Dempster, the American physicist who built the first device for measuring charged particles, was born. Following his death on March 11, 1950, his obituary appeared in The Times. (Go to obit. | Other Birthdays) Editorial Cartoon of the Day On August 14, 1897, Harper's Weekly featured a cartoon about patent medicines and professional pharmacists. (See the cartoon and read an explanation.) On this date in: 1848 The Oregon Territory was established. 1900 International forces, including U.S. Marines, entered Beijing to put down the Boxer Rebellion, which was aimed at purging China of foreigners. 1917 China declared war on Germany and Austria during World War I. 1935 President Franklin D. Roosevelt signed the Social Security Act into law, creating unemployment insurance and pens

Bra Contest
AFP - Monday, June 4 07:40 am SINGAPORE (AFP) - A Singapore radio station will be fined 15,000 Singapore dollars (9,900 US) over a bra contest that was "exploitative and inappropriate," the city-state's media regulator said Monday. MediaCorp Radio breached the broadcast code with a March competition in which women had to remove their bras as fast as possible without taking off their clothes, the Media Development Authority (MDA) said. "The broadcasting of such a contest, requiring the removal of bras by young women, has a negative influence on young impressionable listeners," it said. It said the two DJs involved the programme had also "made sexually suggestive comments on how fast the bras were removed, as well as the colour, design and cup size of the bras, and the size of the girls' breasts." "As celebrity figures and role models, DJs wield influence over young listeners and hence should conduct themselves in a socially responsible manner," the regulator said.

Frogs
By LIZ HULL - More by this author » Last updated at 01:02am on 26th June 2007 As a way of getting yourself a date, it would raise more than a few eyebrows nowadays. But for those desperate to win a lover in Elizabethan Britain, burying a dead frog in an anthill at a cross roads and putting it's bones in a river was apparently a sure fire way to secure a woman's heart. The bizarre spell has been unearthed in a unique handwritten book of 400-year-old magic due to be auctioned next month. Found among the effects of controversial artist Robert Lenkiewicz, who died five years ago aged 60, the "manuscript grimoire" provides an extraordinary number of conjurations, incantations, signs, portents, spells and folk remedies from the late 16th century. The anonymous author describes how to use magic not only to find a lover, but also to help find treasure or even prevent theft and punish robbers. According to the book, the best way to win a woman is for a man to "take a frog and

Vacuum Screamer
Vacuum screamer A US mother-of-three has invented a sex toy that connects to a vacuum cleaner to give an orgasm in just ten seconds. The gadget, called Vortex Vibrations, works by concentrating the air flow to create a rapid and gentle vibration, reports the Sun. Inventor Joanne Drysdale claims it can give multiple, back-to-back orgasms lasting up to a minute a time - and it does not even touch the skin. The 49-year-old former toolmaker was cleaning her carpets when she came up with the idea for Vortex, which sells for £35 through lovehoney.co.uk. She saw how a piece of rubber that had got caught in the nozzle was gently resonating in the air flow. She also felt a soft stimulation to her fingertips as she tried to remove the rubber. At the time Joanne, from Utah, had not had sex for 15 years following her divorce. She said: "In my attempts to alleviate frustration, I began to think what I could do. I noticed how the rubber moved in the top of the vacuum. "After

Sex And Taboos In The Islamic World
Sex and Taboos in the Islamic World By Amira El Ahl and Daniel Steinvorth (From Das Spiegal) Sex is a taboo in conservative Islamic countries. Young, unmarried couples are forced to seek out secret erotic oases. Books and play that are devoted to the all too human topic of sex incur the wrath of conservative religious officials and are promptly banned. Rabat, Morocco. Every evening Amal the octopus vendor looks on as sin returns to his beach. It arrives in the form of handholding couples who hide behind the tall, castle-like quay walls in the city's harbor district to steal a few clandestine kisses. Some perform balancing acts on slippery rocks and seaweed to secure a spot close to the Atlantic Ocean and cuddle in the dim evening light. The air tastes of salt and hashish. On some mornings, when Amal finds used condoms on the beach, he wishes that these depraved, shameless sinners -- who aren't even married, he says -- would roast in hell. Cairo, Egypt. A hidde

The "thing" Found Dead
PE Line- Hollywood CA, In a bizzare case, Hollywood Police found "Thing", the former character actor from the Adams Family television series, dead on Sunset Boulevard with tire tracks across his hand...er...body. "It appears that "Thing" was the victim of a hit and run." said Officer Riley, the first officer on the scene, "He's been seen around this area before, this is not the best stretch of Sunset, sort of a Red Light district, if you know what I mean. We've even seen Britney Spears and Paris Hilton around here before." When asked what he thought "Thing" would have been doing in a red light district, the officer blushed and smiled sheepishly, "Well friend, what would any red blooded American, uhmmm, "hand" want? I'll let you use your imagination on that." When reached for comment, John Astin, who played the part of Gomez Adams said, "I'm deeply saddened to hear about my friend. "Thing" was a...a hand of few words, I think I speak for all the former cast, at least those of u

Annoyin Ppl... :d 08/13/07
Yeah.. so... tonight was great.. not.. lol There were like 8 or more boys staying w/ these three older ppl... they were all like 15-18 and one girl that was like 14... mmhmm i let them all go swimming as long as they were quiet yea they were swimin til like 4am.. and there was this kid named mason pissed me right off.... i smacked the fucker! haha really hard on the back of his head.. he probably dont remember either... He kept goin in the office and lookin on my comp one time at porn haha.. and he left a pizza in there yeah i totally jacked it.. haha there was one kid that was really nice and kept talkin to me i dont know his name but his gf was there.. which they didnt even act like they were dating.. lol he kept askin me to go swimmin w/ him and stuff... and kept talking to me he also bought me a energy drink.. not the one i wanted but he said he oculdnt find it and made his friend go to every gas station lol ... but he picked out a pretty good one never had it befor

Black Sunday
I can't breath at all It hurts to think that a sound could heal my wounds feeling I've been betrayed Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts I can't sleep at all Now you're gone away I can't fake this anymore Guess I could blame it all on God's game or explain what my life's for [Chorus] Caught in a winters rain I can't remember a word you said Take away my fear please hold on to me I'm falling Falling I will trade it all for another day just to feel you and your warmth but even pictures fade Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts I can't see at all did you fly away Did the stars shine bright for you Guess I could blame it all on God's game it was fate that carried you [Chorus] You always take away Take away Take away [Chorus x2] and I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling

The Day Seattle Died
Turn all the lights down low Try to fade your apathy Made up a world where you can even be you Star in a tragedy Shadowed voice on an open court And light up around the world just to hear you scream Blown away by fame We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor Never mind in faith If you can't believe Drowning in misery The nightmare begins when you close the door You sat in your angry chair and just tried to be you The needle became your queen The drug had become your enemy And music was just a way for you to bleed Blown away by fame We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor Never mind in faith If you can't believe Blown away by fame We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor Never mind in faith If you can't believe and you won't believe and he can't believe Blown away by fame We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor Never mind in faith If you can't believe Blown away by fame We could all feel the shotgun hit the floor Never mind in fa

Buying Gifts
Mornin' all !! Your espresso is on the way !! How the hell are my mornin' rituals going to be made easier? I love to buy espresso for all my frinds that are on in the mornin'. Some of you I have learned have come to count on it or even look forward to it. It takes me a good 20min. to a half hour to do that for everyone one at a time. Why don't we have little check boxes or something next to all of our friends to we can buy everyone a TaKillYa at the same time? Wouldn't that be sweet? How can we make this happen? I'm looking for suggestions or someone to take the time to make it happen. Kisses and Bites to all, Cheri

Whatever You Became
Whatever you became Blame it on my fame Always away from you Sold my life for a song Whatever you killed The blood got on my face See it took over you and your minds nearly gone [Chorus] and I can't change my ways Sorry it's my fault I wasn't there to see Whatever you became Whatever you became Whatever you became you blame it on blind faith can't turn away from you what's my life if your gone Whatever you feel I take it on my stage I sing to the world for you and I'm always alone [Chorus] I can see it all You're so far away I can't take this anymore I can't live until I see your face I can see it all You're so far away I can't take this anymore I can't live until I see your face [Chorus] Somethings gone away You've taken this from me Until I see your face I'm slipping away

Cure My Tragedy
Remember all the times that we used to play? You were lost and I would save you I don't think those feelings will ever fade You were born a part of me I was never good at hiding anything My thoughts break me Do you understand what you mean to me? You are my faith [Chorus] Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] if you make the world a stage for me then I hope that you can hear me scream Won't you cure my tragedy? When I sit and think of the days we shared and the nights you covered for me Every little thing that I ever did You would stand by me Everytime you cried it would take my wind My heart would break If I could be strong like you were for me You are my faith [Chorus] Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] if you make the world a stage for me then I hope that you can hear

Wasted Years
There's a game life plays makes you think you're everything they ever said you were Like to take some time Clear away everything I've planned [Chorus] Was it life I betrayed for the shape that I'm in It's not hard to fail it's not easy to win did I drink too much could I disappear and there's nothing that's left but wasted years There's nothing left but wasted years[x2] If I could change my life Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can if I could take the sides I'd derail every path I could I'm about to die won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away [Chorus] There's nothing left but wasted years [x3] [Chorus x3]

The Day Of Reckoning
Today has just been one of those days. Yeah I know...we all have problems. I get that. But sometimes the bullshit meter gets pushed just a little to far into the red. And as the infamous Vincent Vega said..."I got a threshold, Jules. I got a threshold for the abuse that I will take. Now, right now, I'm a fuckin' race car, right, and you got me the red. And I'm just sayin', I'm just sayin' that it's fuckin' dangerous to have a race car in the fuckin' red. That's all. I could blow." Thats the point that today has taken me too. Everyone here knows I'm in Iraq. I'm 13 months into a 6 month tour. Yeah...you read that right. So to say that I'm a little burnt out over it is an understatement. This is my 3rd trip to Iraq, on top of 2 to Afghanistan. I was in the invading forces of both countries. Less than 1 month after 9/11, when everyone was still so proud to be an American and waving flags like they did in WWII, I was running down the ramp of a CH-47 Chinook helicopter in Kandahar, Afgh

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Louis Ck, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Fall Interns Needed, O&a Show And Traveling Virus In Dc, Anthony Photoshop Fodde
Hey you College-Aged Boys and Girls... WE'RE LOOKING FOR FALL INTERNS! APPLY ONLINE NOW! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The skies are clear, and it's a beautiful Rock Scream Tuesday, so have yourself a warm beverage, crank up some Jim Gillette, get those VAN HALEN t-shirts out of the closet, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best David Lee Roth impression (no, we don't get fired from your radio gig). It's also Hummer Tuesday, Wake Up Your Spouse/Partner/Buddy Tuesday and Far Away Phone Call Tuesday. Since we can't actually DESCRIBE Hummer Tuesday on the air (it's a blowjob, sheesh), perhaps if you're a lucky fella or lucky gal, you'll Turn on Your Paltalk and see a few hummers going on. At the very least, you'll see the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. We watch them, and you should too!) Our pal Louis CK will be hanging with the show

What I See
What I see, me, smiling face, changed, hate, anger, pain, slam my brain, into the wall. EXPLODE What I see, me, rocking knocking, my teeth grinding, shattered and broken. What I see, me, slit wrists open eyes, staring wide, blood trickles, from fingertips. What I see, me, padded cell, white coat crowds, arms bound, so I can't make this be. What I see, me, hands over face, hide me away, you can't see me, I don't exist anymore.

Bang!
Stumbling through, every action a chore, even pleasures take such effort, failing my community, failing even me, failing family, just by being as I am. Lost and cold, isolated, old, zombie me, back again, bloodshot eyes, flaky skin, falling dead again, seeing red again, living dead again...

New Pole Dance Video Made Last Night
Come by and Check out my newest Pole Dance Video and rate and tell me what you think.. here's the link http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3067066 Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Sinus Pressure...
I woke up this morning with some nasty sinus pressure. It all feels like it is on the right side of my face. There is pressure above and below my right eye. I am calling in sick from work. I dont trust my attention to be there for driving safely into work.

Falling
fading falling gasping drowning hurting numbing zombified half alive craving death not tasted enough yet cut it out of me let it go _death, destruction of self, mental flashes, slit wrist razor scars scratch off skin press down hard _don't even want to die just fucking tired of being alive calling screaming crying loosing excluded and jaded

Malipulation / Defined
manipulative A person manipulting.Or being a manipulater. When someone tries to get you to do something or say something by making you feel guilty.One who consistently atempts to make personal gains at others expenses by means of manipulation. making something do what it wouldn't ordinarily do by itself. THEN WE HAVE- - - manipulative bitch every attractive female that girl who just flirted with you for half an hour and scabbed three ciggarettes before getting a phone call from her 'boyfriend'... WICH LEADS US TO- - - - - Manipulatibility 1.The ability or tendency to be manipulated 2.The capacity for softness and/or suggestion AND AS EXPECTED, FOLLOWED BY- - - - - SUBMISSION Quit or give in due to pain or insurmountable/over whelming pressure WITHOUT THIS THERE COULDNT BE THAT- - - - - Domination 1.the act of dominating an opposing force or antagonist. 2. a victory by great margins ov

Just A Note....
Hi there, Hows everyone doing I hope fine :) I havnt been to this site for a while cause I had eye surgery last wed ( august 8th and Im finally feeling better!!!!! I still cant see so well but its better than it was. so I just wanted to say HI and I hope to talk to you real soon :) Connie (breezy )

Moronic Ppl On This Site
what the fuck is up with the people on this site... it clearly says im a male on my profile yet i get stupid fucking guys(most likely virgins living in their moms basement that think theyre pimps because they constantly hit on girls on the internet) hit on me thinking im a female its really annoying the shit out of me... sure i have long hair but that doesnt make me female and it sure as fuck doesnt make me gay... START READING PROFILES YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKERS!!! ok im done

You
I don't know if it's the way you make me laugh or even if it's the way you make me smile, Just to hear your voice, Makes going through all this pain, Well worth the while. You asked what was wrong, But I still wouldn't tell you. You said I could. So here goes, I think I love you.

It Is Beter To Burn...
I will pursue my dreams and what makes me happy -- life's too short. I will allow time for me today. I may even get my fifteen minutes of fame by seeking recognition from others and striving to sparkle in the limelight. Sometimes it's better to burn out than to just fade away.

Scientist’s Out To Waist More Time And Money...
Good Morning and Hello there how ya doing? I swear honest I am not making this up. It's stuff like this that really makes me happy that I write about how "science is stranger than fiction." In Germany, scientists studied what kinds of music could help put sharks "in the mood." Gee, and you thought scientists were running out of areas of study. The sharks at the ten Sea Life centers contain mostly younger shark, and they haven't been exposed to adult role models when it comes to courting and reproducing (I would think that that was a GOOD thing). So for two hours every day, each of the ten facilities played all kinds of music. Visitors and staff were then asked to observe the behavior of the sharks during this time, and to document their findings. All-in-all, over 1000 songs were played. Here are the top five songs that the scientists noted helped sharks get horny: #5 Bob Marley's "No Woman, No Cry." #4 Justin Timberlake's "Rock Your Body." #3 James Last's "Traumsc

Funny Stuff
'~LadyStat~ please sign my guestbook!!' If you like funny stuff - check out my new friend - she has loads of funny rhymes in her stash and some pretty cool photo's too.... Dont forget to rate her too! In return i shall visit other recommendeds and rate them just for you! xx

The Two Wolves
A cherokee elder was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, a fight is going on inside me. It is terrible fight and it is between two wovles.... one wolf represents fear! anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego... The other stands for joy! Peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith... this same fight is going on inside you and inside every other person too. They thought about it for a minute...Then one child asked his grandfather Which one will win? the old cherokee replied, the one you feed.

Look Who I Got..... Wahoooo
HA! THIS IS ♥BALIE♥ OMG here we go.... This fantastic person only has 800,000 to go and she is Godmother. Wow after all this time she is almost there.. This woman has worked so hard for so many of us that this is something that is well deserved. To wait say you'll do it later would just be putting off something that once you ran into her you'll end up doing anyway and for many of us later just never comes.. Now right now if you can just take a few minutes to add her, fan her, most deff fan her, and show her page some love.. She has got some really cool pics to look at and her stash is off the hook. Take the time. Trust me it will be will worth it.. ღBALIEღ fan rate b4 add plz@ fubar

Mail Call 2
Darkness and loneliness fill my cell, With pain and fear to great to yell. I wait for the mail officer to deliver to me, As I wipe away tears, that no one will see. I pray so sincere with my head raised above “Please, God, soon send me a letter of love.” I long to gaze upon pages so dear, With riches to bring my loved ones near. Words of diamonds on pages of gold; A message from heaven as their story is told, “We love you, miss you, and pray you’ll be free.” A treasure-filled envelope just for me. Please bring memories of joys I once knew. Family, friends and things I would do. The darkness and pain of my cell will prevail, As my name, again, was not called for mail.

Summer Classes
Summer Classes for Men at THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Friday, August 10, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours.. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks.. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink? Examples on Video.

Depressing Poetry
I'm trying to live in a world full of mistakes, things from my mind that which cannot be erased. I seem to find the things that would make the most miserable in life, always the things that make me shed me a tear or two. Broken hearted with a secret life. When you see me I'm smiling but inside I'm drowning. I'm dying slowly and the pain hurts less and less, as I give up more and more. Each day I'm put to the test. Every time I think that the black hole as an end, I'm caught up in the world pool once again. I've given up all hope to find the happiness I long to hold, I've given up on the thing I use to want most because all there is... Are unfaithful truths to behold. I've tried so hard that I'm sick of trying; I'm mentally exhausted and physically dyeing. I've given up on the hope that I'll be happy one day... Just one quick slice... Please make the pain go away. I long to have the thing I've given up on and I long to never think about it again. I wish that for once... I could win. Eit

So Fucking Happy
well i no longer have to worrie about not having a job when my store closses at the end of the month cause today when i was at work i was told that i know have a job working for Build-A-Bear!! im so happy cause i get to work with 4 of my friends its going to be soooo much fun

Just Me
Name :stevenNick Name :biggyBirthdate :11th octBirthplace :irelandCurrent Location :irelandEye Color :brown/greenHair Color :blackHeight :5'7Weight :65kgPiercings :yes-left nippleTatoos :getting soonBoyfriend/Girlfriend :no-by choice-havin' some 'me' timeVehicle :nikeOverused Phrase :aye riteFAVORITESFood :italian/indianPub/Disc/Restaurant :love them allCandy :dark chocolate kit-katNumber :3Color :blueDrink :jack 'n' cokeBody Part on Opposite sex :assPerfume :depends who's wearing itTV Show :wire in the blood-uk showMusic Album :joshua tree-u2Movie :any sci-fi or thrillerActor/Actress :jennifer love hewitt/jonny deppThis or ThatPepsi or Coke :cokeMcDonalds or BurgerKing :mcdChocolate or VanillachocHot Chocolate or Coffee :coffeeKiss or Hug :hugDog or Cat :dogRap or Punk :rapSummer or Winter :SUMMER!Scary Movies or Funny Movies :depends on the moodLove or Money :love can make you a rich man but money can't buy you loveYOUR...Bedtime :when everything is done and everyone is happyMost Mis

Alone Again
its hard to be alone again, no one to come home to and no one to say i love you. its sad to think that when you were with someone for so long that you might not ever see them again. its hard to be alone but its okay because even though your alone there is someone out there who just might feel the same way as you do......alone and sad. who knows you might meet that person who is feeling alone and sad and then both you and them might not be alone anymore and once again come home to the i love you's and feel the warmth of thier body next to yours and happy feelings will be there,.....i hate being alone again and i do miss her

Atmosphere
What I lust for... and you just have to listen :) Atmosphere: Se7ens.............. "And he was a man Or so he thought Paid attention to the lessons that he taught Second hand me down blessing She was short on patience Carried person hated every day people The plight of the pessimist Habitual living daily schedule consisted of work Television and sexual moments But some times it gets so hope less When non-sense raises an oct of thought blocks With a firm grasp on the grudge they both clutched in the name of love Fear of the results had push ever came to shove Seduced for fun Produce a a lot of fight Two youths on the run Learning some truth about life And when he stares at the stars he reflects on the moon The time the talks they share walking around calhoon And when she watches the look on his face as he sleeps She recalls every inch as to how it got this deep Now how am I to know you like the way I laugh I can't read the map, no ones ever se

Wise Words From Rose
The first day of school our Professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate Milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day fo

Still You & Me (against The World)
Now I know we’re against the world. Against the world, Still you and me. Now forgotten, By the others; You’re still there, Like a mother. I want you with me, As long as we can be. From part I, here’s part II. This dedication is for you. Cherishing the days, you and me; Against the world, still me and you Dedicated to Helene Creed (Nana)

You & Me Against The World
Sometimes it feels we’re against the world, You and me against the world. When all the others walk away, Count on me to stay. When one of us is gone And one is left to carry on, Remember is what we’ll do, Our memories will get us through. Think o all the days, you and me. Against the world, just me and you. By Helene Creed (Nana)

Befor Bed
My love for you is undieing That is why deep down inside im crying This love I feel is so true It runs through me through and through Fate has given us another chance We must make this true and last We complet each other in such away That in my heart i will never stay In the hopes I may wake to see your smileing face another day.

Mossy :)
"true love waits in haunted attics and true love lives on lollipops and crisps..." `radiohead What the fuck? Im turning emo. Me: Yesterday's Rising? (band) Rommel: Yeah...they're pretty tight. Me: So, what are they? Rommel:They're emo core. Me: EMO CORE? Rommel: Yeah, hard core emo.. HAHAHAH. What the fuck. weird.

Help?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
OK I'M IN A "GIVEAWAY" FOR A 30 DAY BLAST FIRST ONE TO 50,OOO COMMENTS !! SO I NEED SUM LUV PLEASE. I WANT THIS BLAST XOXO *BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ* THANKS TO ALL IN ADVANCE FOR ANY LUV AND BOMBING U DO !!! ~~ RULES ~~ STARTED 8/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ENDS 9/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ** MUST BE FAN/FRIEND OF "CUP OF JOE" (LINK UNDER MINE)** YEA IT ENDS IN A MONTH HOWEVER IF SUMONE REACHES THE 50,000 IN 3 WEEKS ( FOR EXAMPLE) THEN THAT PART OF GIVEAWAY IS CLOSED ! U HAVE TO BE FAN/FRIEND OF ~ CUP OF JOE ~ Cup Of Joe@ fubar

Help?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!@?
OK I'M IN A "GIVEAWAY" FOR A 30 DAY BLAST FIRST ONE TO 50,OOO COMMENTS !! SO I NEED SUM LUV PLEASE. I WANT THIS BLAST XOXO *BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ* THANKS TO ALL IN ADVANCE FOR ANY LUV AND BOMBING U DO !!! ~~ RULES ~~ STARTED 8/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ENDS 9/12/07 10 AM FUBAR TIME ** MUST BE FAN/FRIEND OF "CUP OF JOE" (LINK UNDER MINE)** YEA IT ENDS IN A MONTH HOWEVER IF SUMONE REACHES THE 50,000 IN 3 WEEKS ( FOR EXAMPLE) THEN THAT PART OF GIVEAWAY IS CLOSED ! U HAVE TO BE FAN/FRIEND OF ~ CUP OF JOE ~ Cup Of Joe@ fubar

Amor Of Enchantment '99
You quiero campamento conmigo sancha, mi amor, in de bosque filled with arboles verde and many animales salvaje. I know a place with cascadas in “Her Table” near “The Crosses,” and a secret place at “Her Coat Stand.” We’ll nadar in the agua blanca of the “Big River,” I’ll pescandofor food and cook it on the frego de campana. We’ll lounge des nudo in the manantial calientes and a carro caliente will go in our cama de campana. Our noche tranquilo will be filled with musica and estrellas. I’ll have my café de charro ready if she wakes up with me in a cobija de nieve. Dedicated to Melissa Array

Mexican
The Mexican gray wolf (Canis lupus baileyi) is the most genetically distinct subspecies of gray wolf in North America. Of the five North American subspecies, the Mexican wolf is the smallest in size. A typical Mexican wolf is about 4.5- 5.5 feet long, from snout to tail, weighs from 50 to 90 pounds, and has a coat with a mix of buff, gray, red and black. Like all wolves, the Mexican wolf communicates using body language, scent marking and vocalization. The main prey for Mexican wolves is elk making up 74% of their diet. Other prey include white-tailed deer, mule deer, javelina, jack rabbit, cottontail rabbits and smaller mammals. Commonly called "lobo", the Mexican gray wolf has all but disappeared from its historic range in the southwestern United States and throughout Mexico. Predatory controls from the late 1800s to the mid-1900s made it the rarest gray wolf in North America. By the late 1970s, the Mexican gray wolf had virtually disappeared in the southwestern United States. It

Rocky Mountain
The Rocky Mountain wolf (Canis lupus occidentalis) is also sometimes called the Alaskan or Mackenzie Valley wolf. This subspecies inhabits parts of the western United States, much of western Canada, and Alaska, including Unimak Island in the Aleutians, and is the subspecies which was reintroduced into Yellowstone National Park (YNP) and central Idaho. Legal shooting and trapping of wolves occurs throughout Alaska. Over the past decade 11 to 20 percent of Alaska's wolf population has been harvested each year. Studies indicate that wolves could sustain an annual harvest of 30 to 40 percent without decreasing the population. The wolf population in Alaska is estimated at 7,500-11,000 wolves. The population in the northern Rocky Mountains (Greater Yellowstone Area, NW Montana and Idaho) is estimated to be around 800 and increasing. The Rocky Mountain wolf has a coat of black, white, gray, tan, and even blue-ish. Gray or black wolves are the most common. Wolves typically stand about 30

Great Plains
The Great Plains wolf (Canis lupus nubilus) is the most common subspecies of the gray wolf in the continental United States. It currently inhabits the western Great Lakes region of the United States and Canada. A typical Great Plains wolf is between 4 1/2 and 6 1/2 feet long, from snout to tail, weighs from 60 to 110 pounds, and may have a coat of gray, black or buff with red-ish coloring. Like all wolves, the Great Plains wolf is a very social animal that communicates using body language, scent marking and vocalization with an average pack size of five to six wolves. The territory size for the Great Plains wolf depends on the type and density of prey. Typical prey for the Great Plains wolf consists of white-tailed deer, moose, beaver, snowshoe hare, and smaller birds and mammals. The historic range of the Great Plains wolf was throughout the United States and the southern regions of Canada. By the 1930s, Great Plains wolves were extirpated almost eliminated completely, in much of

Eastern Timber
The eastern timber wolf (Canis lupus lycaon) was the first subspecies of the gray wolf, Canis lupus, to be recognized in the United States. Canis lupus lycaon inhabited the eastern portions of the United States and southeastern parts of Canada. Like all wolves, the eastern timber wolf is a very social animal which communicates using body language, scent marking, and vocalization. The eastern timber wolf was virtually exterminated by the early 1900s throughout its historic range in the northeastern United States. Although there are unconfirmed sightings of wolves in Vermont and Maine, and a confirmed shooting of a wolf in Maine in 1993, there is no evidence of breeding activity in the region. The northeastern United States provides suitable wolf habitat with over 26 million acres of northern forest from Adirondack State Park in Upstate New York through the North Woods of Maine. In fact, the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service's 1992 Eastern Timberwolf Recovery Plan identified Adirond

Artic Wolf
The arctic wolf (Canis lupus arctos), a subspecies of the gray wolf (Canis lupus), is very similar to other wolves. It lives and hunts in packs, has a social hierarchy, and holds territories. It differs from other wolves in its habitat, appearance, and prey species. Arctic wolves live primarily in the Arctic, the region located above 67° north latitude. The land is covered with snow and ice for most of the year, except for a brief period during the summer. Arctic wolves have adapted well to this icy environment. They have white fur, which allows them to blend into their snowy surroundings. To help reduce heat loss, they have more-rounded ears, a shorter muzzle and shorter legs than other gray wolf subspecies. They also have hair between the pads of their feet and long, thick fur to keep them warm in temperatures that can drop to minus 70° Fahrenheit. A low density of prey in the Arctic requires these wolves to have territories of well over 1,000 square miles, much larger than th

Rip Babe
LYRICS: I Miss You Seems like everywhere I go In everything I do There’s always something there, there’s something there That takes me back to you Sometimes you seem so close Like I could reach out and touch your face There’s always something there, there’s something there Takes me to that place After all this time, through all these years Every sleepless night, all the smiles and the tears Ever since that day, every night I pray That somehow you might hear me when I say That I miss you, I miss you It’s been so hard to comprehend Losing you my love my friend Always something there, there’s something there Though you’re a million miles away Well this old heart might never mend But in my darkest hour I can feel you near me again Always something there, there’s something there Our love’s without an end After all this time, through all these years Every sleepless night, all the smiles and the tears Ever since that day, every night I pray That somehow you might hea

God Has A Plan For All>>>>>>>>>>
God has a plan for all we just dont see the whole picture. We live , we make mistakes , we learn, we fall again , we are only human. To err is Human it forgive devine . You have heard this time after time ; well I know all to well about falling ,having to get back up and walk in the faith again. we all do this is always gona happen because we are a human with feelings concious , dreams , hopes , sort comings and vanity , we as people a have so many things we put in our lives and probally worship some things, and we forget God is the only God. Money ,sex or ,jewls or what ever you value more isnt worth it cause God made all; put all here and he is the reason for all; even down to last breath in our bodys and blood pumping into out hearts he gave all. he loves us and we ,what do ,we some of us do we deny him and cusre him ang mock him. Our Lord He that loves us more than life who died on that cross for all. We shammed him torchered him as people who hated . and wouldnt

The Walking Drum
Up to a point, a man’s life is shaped by environment, heredity, and movements and changes in the world about him; then, there comes a time when it lies within his grasp to shape the clay of his life into the sort of thing he wishes to be. Only the weak blame parents, their race, their times, lack of good fortune, or the quirks of fate. Everyone has it within his power to say: This I am today. That I shall be tomorrow. The wish, however, must be implemented by deeds. Louis L’Amour

Social Order Of The Wolf
Alpha - The top rank in the social order of the wolf pack. Since a separate social hierarchy exists for males and females, a pack has both an alpha male and an alpha female. They are usually the parents of most of the other members of the pack. Beta - The second rank in the social order of a wolf pack. Since separate social hierarchies operate for males and females, a pack may have both a beta male and a beta female. A wolf at this rank will usually dominate all of the other wolves in its gender except the alpha wolf.

Something That Bothers Me
I just don't know how to write this, but what the hell, why not! Since I've moved out to the desert I have to say that a lot of my "friends" just aren't friends anymore. I mean my bestfriend calls me less and less and the only way he even tries to communicate with me is through text messages...which, in my opinion, SUCKS! Plus another one of my so called friends, completely forgets to call me when she says she will and would rather ignore my calls than answer them...not to mention she doesn't even respond to me until there's something I can help her out with...now I really don't think I'm that bad of a person, but hey, maybe I'm the biggest asshole known to man...or then again, maybe they were nothing more than just people to hang around with at the time. Oh well...who knows...all I know is that I shouldn't base my happiness on getting attention from those people, but it's hard to do that when you expect something from people. Damn, I'm just so frustrated and confused all at once.

Eating Mashed Potatos...
At 4 o'clock in the morning. I actually just walked through the door not 10 minutes ago. I'm rather upset due to an idiotic ex-boyfriend at a party I attended this evening. Details are limited because I'm still drunk and poured it all out in my myspace blog...but needless to say he has two extra holes in his wall from my shoe and the flag from his mailbox is now missing. That's what you get for trying to treat me like shit. Quite honestly though, it reminded me of how much I truely love Ray and how I can't wait for him to hold me again. This ex might be a total douche bag and all...but I'm glad he is for he's the reason why I'm so in tuned with my emotions right now. And I promise, it has NOTHING to do with how much alcohol I've consumed his evening ;)

Untitled, 1829
I loved you—and my love, I think, was stronger Than to be to be quite extinct within me yet; But let it not distress you any longer; I would not have you feel the least regret. I loved you bare of hope and of expression, By turns with jealousy and shyness sore; I loved you with such purity, such passion As may God grant you to be loved once more.

I Will Be Leaving Soon!!!!
I get 1 pay check a month and cant afford a VIC... And I am in another contest and haveing a realy hard time.... Sitting for long periods of time is making me in some really bad physical pain with my illnesses.... I have been trying soo very hard in this contest I am in now Like my other one.. I have to be on it 24/7 and my body just cant do it.... im sorry im not healthy physically like the rest of you..... I work hard to try to go in contests and win blasts and VIC'S... I try very hard.....I dont expect anyone to buy me anything.... But I cant win any contests of mine that I am in.. Because I am in more serious physical pain with my spine back and body.. I also have pin/screws and metal in me also.. So im sorry... I have tried in contests. but it requires alot of sitting for me in my own contest I enter to win a VIc.. and I cant do it... Laugh all you want.... I dont care...And My profile is Useless now.. Cant upload any more pics reached the limit it said since my Vic ended

Hey A Couple Friends Need Help!!!
some of you on my friends list are also on hers shes in a contest / give away actually i have 3 friends in this one they need 20k comments If you could help with my contest it would be greatly appreciated please and thank you !!! Need help reaching 20,ooo comments ! SWEET CHEROKEE CLICK PIC IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE CONTEST PIC PLEASE AND THANK YOU ! DEE-DEE PLEASE COME AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS FOR ME? PhantomStranger these 3 are tru FUBAR SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET Hearts and helped me tons in my contest so if you all could do a little bombing on each to help them out that would be awsome

Im A Redlight On This Sidewalk
Im a casual footstep laying at your feet- your a little girl in the sun- who just cant take the heat. Serves me right- laying on this sofa- wasnt expecting changes- just because i was turning pages. Damn thats a great picture- but id never tell u that- your a security blanket- and when u need security you fake it. Im a drifter that was coming your way- im a red light on this sidewalk cuz im on from time to time. Im a football man in resting- and an attitude when questing. Your a dramtic figure with your perfect figure- standing in the mirror. Im a class act with parents- because i know it matters- your a smartass when questioned even if you deserve it Your a pretty face for happy- and a sad eye for gloom,....your the one thing stuck inside me- when im stuck inside a room. Im a laugher on stage and even on the regular- your a passinate soul that deserves to fly- and so am i Your a winner in anything you do- all i have to do is ask you- Im a man taking leaps o

Smooth Motion We Conduct
Along I stumble....chasing this faith....the one that God says: Prove you can wait. As I walk up to your party of two.....May I have this dance I ask as I extend my hand to your part of the table.....Should say no....But your unable. Rising up,...you are lifted by clouds that this makes you feel all around...everyone looking disrespectfully...but each other are the only thing each other surround. Take your hand,...and lead you away,...from where security felt closest....but compassion was at its lowest. Through the hateful looks,...we walk....nothin has to be said,....we let our hearts talk. And all the disception,....that was put from one another into our directions....was being forgotten,...with true affection.... Could I ever have been more right....for not giving up on you that night... To your face I take glance...you watching mine the whole passage walk through....My eyes talk to yours for that moment...."yes im everything for you" Afraid was never mention

For The Six Miners Lost Under Ground In Utah>
So many are working to get them out . It,s been eight days with out food or water , second hole drilled they still arent found. third hole taking time to get thru . I pray they be found soon . We as a human cant live without water or food over 6 -10 days . if God is willing; And we can all pray may be they will be ok; But its Gods will be done not our so. antisapation sets in , I pray also for the people working so hard to rescue the miners too . That they need Gods help and they need prayers cauce some are suffering and hurting and mabe even losing hope or faith ; but if we prayer for them may be they will stay strong and belive and cling to God in a very strong way; And this could make all the difference you see.. If we all pray together as a nation and country together Under God as its suppose be to be. Pray for all in need now and Thank you Lord .. Amen..

Fate Is Fate
This one is for you pal. You know who you are. And I feel where your feelings are at. Be strong, Cuz ive been there, and kinda still am. Listen to this for guidence. As we bounce on the same wave length...you say you are over it,...But you know I see underneath. And broken trust...ive been there...its alright to cuss. When you walk by her, its ok to look out the corner of your eye.....but hold tight bro,..cant let her see you cry. Stand up straight...understand God has a plan,..and fate is fate. Ill be right by your side,...even though it dont mean much cuz it might feel like part of you has died. You have to make yourself better...even though its raining on you- play like its good weather. Put down the bottle that represents drunkness,...your better than that,...throw it saying forget this. And i cant tell you things get to where one day they are great.,..im not totally standing on that stage yet,..im sometimes still battling out of a net. Find in you someth

Realness
OKAY SO IF YOU ADDED ME, FOR YOUR SAKE I HOPE IT WAS JUST TO MAKE A NEW NET BUDDY AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT!! I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE!!!! NEITHER WILL I SINK DOWN TO THE LEVEL OF THE REST OF THESE INSECURE ATTENTION WHORES WHO POST HALFWAY NAKED PIX OF THEIRSELF SO THAT SOME LONELY HORNY PERVERT CAN GET OFF TO THEM.....OMG SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A COCKY PERSON BUT THEIR ARE ALOT OF UNATTRACTIVE WOMEN ON HERE WHO POST NASTY ASS PIX OF THEIRSELVES SO THAT THEY COULD BE TOLD THEY'RE SEXY...LMFAOOOOO... THEY ARE FAR FROM SEXY!!!! EWWWWWWW. YESSS I KNOW BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER....BUT SOME PEOPLE REALLY SHOULD GET THEIR EYES CHECKED.LOL....POINT!!!!! DO NOT HIT ME UP ASKING ABOUT ANY {NSFW}PIX...I DO NOT HAVE ANY AND WILL NOT POST ANY....MY MOHER RAISED A LADY NOT A WHORE!!!! I HAVE SOME DAM CLASS.... THE MOST YOU WILL EVER SEE FROM ME IS CLEAVAGE....AND THATS JUST APART OF A BEING A WOMEN....A NON FLAT CHESTED WOMEN THAT IS....SO IF YOU REALLY CANT HANDLE SEEING SOME

I Know I Never Said Goodbye
One day we shall cross paths,...and i will meet you again. And i think some feelings never change,...maybe the way you wanna feel them changes,...but those are phases. I imagion i will look at you with knowingness. Knowing we are both filled with greatness. And i wont question,... a move you make or a step you take. - I already know the answer at any rate. Others will consider you a mystery. And forever to them you will probably always be,....Yet they arent me. Possibilities are endless. Especially for us. And i guess im okay,...with letting everything fall away. Ive never been one to go after what i want...enless i feel it tugging on the other side of the rope. And then i will retreive my hope. I dont expect anything,... except you to do the things that make you happy. Even if thats you never wanting to see me. If you pass me years from now,....i will be sure to flash that smile... I know i never said goodbye,....and you never did either...but which one

All I Ever Dreamt And Gave It To Me
I watched the light fade away. The glimpse of a future, I somehow already knew....flushed away. I took baby steps- that turned into my sprinting strides,... running far and fast. With no thoughts of caring to hide. At first I poped my neck at the sight,...that I didnt much like. It turned into a grin though...because i lost every ounce of care i ever had.... I stoped thinking of you...and i stoped feeling bad. And every relief I ever needed,...exploded out...when i realized neither one of us had been defeated. Both came out on winning terms...both came out standing firm. It truely took me this long to let go...with the question what could we be like? in the air,...I feel proud to say i dont want to know. And i take off the black band...throw it with the other gifts that dont mean anything ....im glad im not having to fight with my heart to make it understand. I have spent too much time thinking I was too good,..for too many...its better to know im just uniqu

Live In A Dream World
An image that looks so familar... Maybe past lifetimes made it possible for such chemisty or maybe i have such a kind of phylisophical mind inside me. Id challenge the worlds smartest man,...if you told me id win... even if you were lieing,...it would be a romantic sin. And I cant remember a dream to its fulliest...although if you were in it id beg God for rememberance even if he called me foolish. And there is probably not 2 good reasons,...why you should be the one id try to be pleasing. Id live in my head,...as long as there was love, you....and not a tear to be shed. Im not brave if we are talking about making a commitment..id make it for you though...even if my tender heart couldnt take another heartbreaker for enrollment. Blinded easy....when ive fallen hard...and get up dizzy. Ive heard i was the type to live in a dream world....well why wouldnt i?.....ive always thought my reality could be a dream world. And if its a fairy tale you wanna hear...I beli

If She Was
I hate to break your heart... never my intentions I just am not the same since her and i have been apart. Let me explain... If she had nothing but her mind to offer,.. i must confess... It might not seem like alot....but it still makes her priceless. If she was a homeless girl on the street....id dodge cars getting to her...so we could meet. If she was a lamp shade without a light,....she would still shine... even at night. If she was a coke that lost its fiss...when you poped the cap....she still wouldnt be flat. If she was a treasuer chest without gold,...in my eyes...the treasures would never get old. If she would never become a queen...id hold her like she was....cuz that how much she means.... If she were a bed....she would still be beautiful...even when the covers had been shed. If she were busted speakers...and never to be fixed is how they were.....id still listen to her. If she were a keyboard in which the buttons had been torn away....id stil

Love Has No Law
I got this shovel and i dug deep,... i doubt i go through your head when your wishing you could just get some sleep. Take the hopeless hopes, and toss the idea of her heart being close to me down the slopes. Remembering another school morning..... I pulled up to the pack of parked cars, once again there is no sign...of the one i most dont want to leave behind. And i believe in too good to be caught in a situation...that looks to throw at me- every temptation. And im known for writing the saddest of love affairs.....and most were moments id live again,...moments we shared. I hide your name the best i can, when people ask who are these about....by letting nothing come out of my mouth. Sometimes i get feelings of where i think i know you like the backside....of a poets study guide. But not too many try to play it off like you.- not many can...just know i see right through. And ive thought before that you probably think you own my life... babe, im something like th

Until We Die..
Burn your Gods of reason Hear the voices of the dying Reaching to breath the treason The land of the defeated Has risen to grab hold & take the poor to competed Now the blind has a sight & the vision is losing control The people are now in the light........

Are These Words To Deep For God?
This is where I lay down my blood. Shed the skin of my heart. Heal the scabs I tend to pick. Regard on life and figure in the lust. Hate for the day until I break. Speak to the deaf with a loud but soothing voice. I recommend this method of hate. It seems to fit the pattern of death in our victims we erase to ease the pain. Comfort without drugs or drink. Sex without wet and sweat. Protection from the morbid bliss of reality. Dip into my soul for a look into Gods eyes. Feel the memory of the blind that once held the visions of the Alpha. I am the Omega that Jesus was afraid of. I am not a statistic for you to ponder. I will not be sold. I cannot be bought. But I will gamble my morals for the benefit of the weak children you abuse with MTV. Hate me.

Dear Lord A Prayer For >today>>>>>> For The Miners In Utah > Andothers And Me>>>
My Lord you have a plan and I understand Ill do what need to be done Lord I pray now that the miners be found its 8 days now they be under ground. hold them in thy arms , help them to know your close and that they will come home ;That thy will be done and family will see them soon. How we need a miricle now ,oh Lord Please I ask in Thy name that they come home ,again to friends and family. soon Lord cause its already been 8 days .. they need So much now and all my Prayers I hope do help; thank you oh Lord for listing to me and all for we know its in Thy hands we bow now and pray to Thee. on their behalf and there families.. thank you again Oh Lord i know life has on gurantees and that you supply all needs you gave a great gift to some to help those suffering and ease pain you gave others gifts too so many things that you do Lord for me your here and watching close even when i seem to be so busy you send me ways to know and wait for me to act on you

When I Kiss Your Cheek
You call, im guessing the water in your eyes makes them look like jewels at this point....and you have me in a submission....crushing every joint.. And i wish you would actually try and tell me i dont understand again.....cuz you couldnt tell me where i havent and when. And if you tell me one more time that i dont care....i might just scream....even if thats how it seems... But how do I act like I give a damn,....when everytime ive cared my dreams got slammed. Every secret you tell me...ill keep it a secret.... Last night you sounded so high...its cool that you took your medicine....but it wasnt when a i love you is what you were trying to send. Telling me how we cant do this again... Then why are you doing this again? Im sorry if it hurts your feelings that im not telling you all of my feelings...but im a little immune....to getting caught up in you sweeping me up with your broom. Everyday....i missed you...my dues where payed... Still everyday with him y

That Heartbreaking Mermaids Stream
There were two streams in which i swam...and they were both my kinda water work,...one though had me continuesly saying damn. it took me under,...where i couldnt breath,,....it kept me there...that mermaid wouldnt let me leave. Told me just the right things,...the best lines...to make me not want any air...to make me forget about all the others who I had that really did care. Let me get oxygen...when i couldnt handle the pressure anymore....then pulled me back in with words of romantic toxin. And when the water got shallow and she had to go through the pain of having no air to breath from being above that water....she left...and her absence only made my heart grow fonder.. Oh but floating further down,..when that water again reached deepness....and i was back in a world where i had no control....there came back the mermaid mistress. Begging my name...telling me all the words thats she knew would make me love her....and telling me she loved me the same. She avoided

You Truly Want To Know Me?
When people think about relationships, what do they think about? Is it the warm feeling inside, or the thought of holding others close on a cold night? Do they see what you look like as who you are, or can they see the person inside? So many times, it seems to me that people get into relationships on a whim, and then while they are looking for how to make the relationship better, how to make it last - that's when things go wrong, and the relationship crumbles. Society has so instilled the concept of instant gratification into us that we unknowingly have sabotaged our very lives with the rhetoric, and allowed ourselves to become part of a whole that we cannot see. Then we allow ourselves to open up, to begin to find some genuine feelings for another person. We open our hearts, and show small parts of ourselves -- freely giving others access, believing the lies that we have repeated so many times we have come to believe them ourselves. Then when things don't work out, we are shocke

What God Did Not Plan On
Sleep well, Weep well, Go to the deep well As often as possible. Bring back the water, Jostling and gleaming. God did not plan on consciousness Developing so Well. Well, Tell Him our Pail is full And He can Go to Hell. Stan Rice 24 June ‘93

Fellow Levelers.....
this is my fiance and he really needs our help right now. he bought a blast yesterday and it hasnt done him any good what so ever. he wants to catch up and get on the same level as me, but his friends are all lame and when he asks for help he NEVER gets it. will you PLEASE show him that i have some AMAZING friends and help him level up? (he wants to level up 3 levels, but anything will do.) Thank you in advance. i love you all!!! BK Broiler@ fubar

Poem I Wrote Years Ago
i wrote this poem years ago, and well it seems like it the same feeling has found me yet again The Sounds Of Lost Love Once raging, the sounds of the thundering heart are much fainter now. Quieted violently by the piercing words of one so desired. Tears of depression roll over tattered cheeks, as the sounds of lost love echo throughout the caverns of a distraught mind. Wounded deeply, the soul sinks into submission. While the deathly numbness of solitude creeps up, overtaking the body. He is left to die, all alone, in his damp, dark world. The lost soul would remain just that, lost. Left to roam this pitiful merciless world forever.

When I Die
Title: When I Die By: me Don't cry Be happy for me when I die Look up and see me in the sky And think of me when you're high Don't worry I'll be around I won't get lost I'll be found I'll be six feet in the ground I'll be quiet, I won't make a sound But you can see me And I'll be free You can see the man, I used to be But I'll be still, something like a tree I'll be cold and I won't breathe I'll be lost in insanity It'll just be me I'll go in the ground And they'll lower me down But I don't know where I'll go Heaven or hell Only time will tell And only god knows But I'll be ok either way it goes Because I'll be free Free from this drug induced reality So, don't cry Be happy for me when I die

What Has Happened To Dei ??
Dale Sr. (God rest his soul) has to be rolling over in his grave seeing what has happened this NASCAR season so far. Dale sr. was 1 - a family man, 2 - a very good business man, 3 - a hell of a race car driver. THE FAMILY MAN… Dale Sr. built DEI as a family business, does anyone think that there wouldn’t be a day that he would step aside and hand the business over to his children…. Dale Jr. had every right to want what he asked for and Theresa had no right to compromise the family business. THE BUSINESS MAN.. Putting aside that DEI is a family Business.. Dale Jr. has been voted the most popular driver 4 years in a row. Dale Jr sells 26% of all NASCAR merchandise sold, next in line is Jeff Gordon with 13% and he is also sought after by tons of promotional companies. Regardless of Dale Jr being his son do you see Dale Sr letting a person like that go from his company ? THE RACE CAR DRIVER…. Dale Jr has had for blown engines this season, the last one

Hot Or Not
***HOT OR NOT***POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! LEAVE ME A MESSAGE TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!

Spank Him Again
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call for a Woman in labor. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, A 4yr old girl, to hold a flashlight high over her mother so he could see While he helped deliver the baby. - Diligently and,very wide-eyed, Kathleen did as she was asked. - Her mother Susanna pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him hard on his bottom. And Connor began to cry. - The paramedic thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the little 4-yr Old what she thought about what she had just seen. - Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the First place..... Spank him again!"

Unclassified
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his > > bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an > > envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to > > "Dad." > > With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling > > hands and read the letter. > > Dear Dad: > > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to > > elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I > > have been finding real > > passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not > > approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight > > motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. > > But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that > > we will be very happy.She owns a trailer in the woods and has a > > stack of firewood for the whole winter. > > We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy ha

Never Wants 2 Get Married Again???
my so called bf doesnt want 2 ever get married married again. and i've been married twice. but the thought of gettin married again isnt what i care about its about more then a paper 2 me. i deserve a man who will take care of and be 50/50 with me in life. but the ? is should this bother me that he never wants 2 get married aagin? can u honest love someone and never get married 2 make it be real and true?

Peanut Butter & Gasoline
So here i am shedding my skin like the snake you are. In my days I wonder how to wonder but than I just wonder. I control this part of me so you cannot enter. I block my eyes from the love you tear away from my hands. I eat the flesh of the weak so I can communicate with the deaf. Though you may not understand it's not your fault. You are rasied dead from the time you were born. Children of the Corn? Nope. Just pain in lust and greed. Another memory washed away with LSD. I open that gate and ramble on like a madman. Wait. I am the Madman to ramble on like the Madman that rambles on to talk about nothing but the weather and sex. Ok. I give. You win.

#7 8/13 - 8/19
THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! NEW WEEK, NEW CHERRY!! 8/13 - 8/19 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... lil_jodyann 2,585 Points 2 Barfly!! LETS HELP HER GET THERE!! Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.}

Gifts I Haven't Recieved
Here is a list of the gifts I haven't gotten that I want. I will update this as I get them. :D Also this is another new blog section to rate! SEASON & SPECIAL: Spider Web Candy Corn Scream Mask Skeleton Apple Pie Cape BIG PIMPIN GIFTS: Yacht Corvette Tropical Vacation Silver Motorcycle Million Dollar Mansion Trailer 64 Impala Big Screen TV Please hook me up VIC's and people... anything I can do in return for helping me out let me know!!! Remember I will update and edit this page as I get them. Thanks!!! ]V[assacre

Always On My Mind
Always On My Mind I wanted a way for you to see Just what you mean to me. The indescribable feelings You evoke. When You walk into a room For me you light it up. When you kiss my lips, My body melts like fire melting ice. When your hand brushes against me, My heart skips a beat. My pulse races out of control I have to take a deep breath. You are always on my mind The first thing in the morning The last thing at night Then there you are in my dreams. When you came into my life It was the best thing to happen to me. When I saw you for the first time, I knew you were the woman meant for me. I have given you what I have given no other, I have given you my heart to treasure. I opened my heart and soul, I have allowed myself to lose control. I just want you to know You mean the world to me And my love for you will forever be.

1.6 Mil.
I got 1.6 Mil. left till I hit Godfather. I cannot wait to get there lol. Fubar has been my line of communication to the civilized world since I've been in Iraq. I've met a lot of cool ass people on here. On the same note I've ran into a a lot of haters as well. I got a month left in Iraq and I'd love to make it to GF before I get out of here and back to my life. I want to thank all my friends for helping me get this far. If you called me a point whore you'd be correct. If Fubar didn't have goals to reach I'd probably still be on myspace.

Blindside ~ The Black Rose Ep
The Black Rose EPThe New EP "The Black Rose" is a digital only EP, available directly from us. If you have not already, you can purchase the EP by clicking the image below.Dont forget to vote for The Way You Dance on RadioU's top ten countdownClick Here to VoteThanks Guys!

This Is So True! And As A Leo, I Expect No One To Forget It! Lol
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretlyhigh-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring... or perhaps you can use them bo

Eyes
Mine r brown........ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS wh

You Like Rocky Horror? Come And Get Some @ Panoptikon!!!!!!!
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Halloween Total Skull
TOTALSKULL.COM is currently running an exclusive promotion where if you purchase over $75.00 in TOTAL SKULL merchandise, you receive a FREE HALLOWEEN MUG! Also make sure to check out their “FIRE SKULLWING HOODIE” that Laurie Strode (Scout Taylor-Compton) wears in HALLOWEEN - click “HOODIES” in the store menu!!!HALLOWEEN HITS THEATERS ON AUGUST 31ST!!

Blue Eyes
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. _____________________________

First Day At A New Posistion For The State Of Hawaii!
Well my transistion from one posistion to another went pretty smooth. I'm talking it up in stride. It is so surreal. Alot of you know what i'm talking about. Did you ever have a job that you just stuck with and had faith that one day they will hire you full time and you wait almost 3 years and when your about to give up, you get the job offer that you can't refuse. I mean imagine waking up with only $500.00-$600.00 pay checks every 5th and 20th of the month to making a constent $914.00 every 5th and 20th of the month. So yeah, i'm in shock. I have my own desk in a big classroom. Well i'm going to go for now. Thank you for reading this. Remember to always work hard because in the end it will pay off. Aloha

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Tag Game I Made Up Lol
I THOUGHT ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I CARE MOST DEEPLY ABOUT AND GUESS WHAT? *YOU* CAME TO MIND......... NOW, I REALIZE THAT SOMETIMES WE MAY NOT GET TO TALK VERY OFTEN, SOMETIMES WE MAY LOSE CONTACT AND SOMETIMES WE MAY ONLY HEAR FROM ONE ANOTHER IN TIMES OF NEED........*BUT*, I ALSO REALIZE HOW MUCH *YOU* MEAN TO ME AS WELL, SO I COULDN'T STOP MYSELF FROM COMING BY TO SAY ................. *TAG* YOU'RE *IT* ........LOL........... TAG THOSE THAT YOU CARE MOST DEEPLY ABOUT AND LET THEM KNOW YOU'RE THINKING OF THEM TOO! INCLUDING ME! 1 TAG - YOU'VE BRIGHTENED SOMEONE'S DAY & THEY WANT TO BRIGHTEN YOURS TOO. 2 TAGS - YOU'VE MADE SOME GREAT FRIENDS, KEEP THEM CLOSE. 3 TAGS - YOU'RE A GREAT FRIEND & OTHERS WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT. 4 TAGS - YOU HAVE SUPPORT & LOVE FROM YOUR FRIENDS 5 TAGS - WOW, YOU MUST REALLY GET AROUND! LOL < WINX > 6 OR MORE TAGS - IT'S ALL GOOD, AND YOU'RE VERY LOVED BY MORE THAN WHAT YOU MAY THINK. GOD BLESS & LOVE YA.........JADE

Who's Ur Vampire?
You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Deacon Frost100% Marius100% Dracula92% Angel92% Lestat92% Akasha83% Blade83% Armand75% Spike67% Louis67% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Is It Love?
what do u do when u love someone and there's a distance between u? like i've known chris for over 10years and no i'm in f.l and he's back in my home town n.c. we've both have been married before and sayin i do'' probably will never happen. but i'm willin 2 try. its just a hard time 2 me when he still sleeps=has sex with chicks and says he really wants me. i dont sleep with anyone. i dont want. i'm almost 29 years old and i've had my times good and bad but i'm gettin real honest with myself and what i want and need. and i want chris just not sure if i need him. please someone give me some sound advice. cause all my friends know him and have ther own take on him.

I'm Just Me
I'M JUST ME AND THAT'S ALL I CAN BE, NO MORE, NO LESS, NO SECOND GUESS. I LAUGH, I LOVE, I LIVE, I CRY AND SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I WOULD DIE. SOME DAYS I'M FUNNY, OTHER DAYS I'M NOT. SOME DAYS I'M IN OVERDRIVE, AND I CAN'T STOP. YOU MAY NOT LIKE ME BUT THAT'S OKAY, THIS IS ME AND THIS IS HOW I'LL STAY. TAKE THE GOOD WITH THE BAD, SMILE WITH THE SAD, LOVE WHAT I'VE GOT AND REMEMBER WHAT I HAD, ALWYAS FORGIVE AND NEVER FORGET, LEARNED FROM MISTAKES BUT NEVER REGRET. PEOPLE CHANGE, THINGS GO WRONG ... I JUST REMEMBER LIFE GOES ON!!

You Have To Try This...pls Leave Comment After.
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

The Valley Of Black Roses And Broken Hearts
I live in a place you don't know, Far away from the shining sun, A place where there is beauty, But it only exists for some. The sky is always midnight blue, The ground is always dark, The only birds are Crows, We never see the morning lark. The moon shines on forever, It lights the path we walk, Oh how I'd love to show you, But you will not stay to talk. The trees grow bleeding hearts, Instead of leaves of green, Many fear this lonely sight, The most beautiful I've ever seen. The Mountains rise from the ground, In such an elegant form, Ghostly stone protectors, They shield us from the storm. The river is not rushing water, It's full of fallen tears, No crickets chirp here happily, Their music is slow and sad to hear. The air smells of roses, And yet they are all dead, The wind whispers softly, Words already said. Please stay with me in my home, This place I do adore, Do not run away from me, My love, do not abhor, And yet, you run, like those before, I

Rest In Peace
I didn't really know you as much as I would have liked to. You were always kind hearted and lively. When we talked you were very sweet and happy. I don't really know what all to say because I knew you for such a short time. I honestly believe that you will be where you wanted to be. I Hope that one day we will meet again. You and I believed and put faith into the same gods. Here is something I have writing. It isnt much but it serves its point. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE GODDESS THAT PROTECTED YOU WITHIN YOUR LIFE THE GODDESS OF LIFE AN FERTILITY THE ONE WHO LOVED YOU... THE GODDESS ISIS THE GOD WHO WILL PROTECT YOU THE GOD AND PROTECTER OF PASSING SOULS THE ONE WHO WILL GUIDE YOU THE GOD ANUBIS YOU WILL BE MISSED MY SWEET FRIEND, ANGELA KARA SWARTOUT A.K.A. DJ ISIS

The Poet's Poem
To anyone who has ever known pain, Heartbreak, or delight, A sinner's love, or tears stained black, Or a call deep in the night. For love, or lust, or deep desire, We write these words so pure, Our writing is our disease, And yet, there is no cure… To speak of love that's come and gone, Or lust, within the rain, Or how our world is dark and bleak, And our joy is our bane. This is our gift, and yet, our curse, To relive our odious crimes, And yet, some are blessed, To have had happier times… We tell stories, one by one, With every line we compose, Careful, though, we must make it flow, And be careful of the prose. Breakups, break outs, joy, and pain, Hostility, love, and hate. We see the world from the outside, We peek in from behind the gate. The world will never really know us, They fear what they don't understand. They don't know that we're all normal, It's just what we do is grand… If I never write another word, If my mind becomes abruptly plain, If I w

Naughty Or Nice You Tell Me...
naughty application! REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 19. Number please: SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HA

Final Goodbye
She sits by the window, Watching the rain, It sounds on the roof, And drives her insane. Upon a silk chair, Within this dark room, She leaves us her story, All that led to her doom. It begins "I was born." And ends, "Now I die." But wait, that last line, Was only a lie… In a time once graceful, Where no hatred was fed, She found a young man, Who now lies somewhere dead. He promised his return, The start to new life, For once he came home, He'd make her his wife. Such saddening news, With which she can't cope, Yet, still in her heart, A glimmer of hope. Alas her young love, Will never, home, return, She still smells the smoke, As her lover's pyre does burn. Her tears stop flowing, Her heart becomes stone, She'll live out her life, Forever, alone. She left us, this night, Her head she held high, This sad, sorry tale, Of her final goodbye...

Mascara Stained Tears...
Black lines stream down her face Contaminating crystal tears. A side of her she hates to bare She hides her sadness from her peers. Her emerald eyes turn bloodshot red As she cries into the night So ashamed, is she, of this She refuses to face the light. Mascara stained tears to match her heart As she longs to be far away Away from the pain she feels The price, she deems, she has to pay. No one can console her No one can get too close, This is how she copes with pain Though it makes no sense to most. She will not harm herself She wishes not for death, But her insides burn with regret And she cannot seem to catch her breath. Her heart lies in shattered pieces Her sobs echo their haunting sound She puts her fist through a door Then falls, hard, upon the ground. Two hours later, the screaming stops She sits and faces the rising sun, Her eyes look gold in the growing light This battle with her heart, she has won. Her eyes have now a spark of life Though tears a

Shadows...
I live within the shadows Yet I hate the dark, How I wish I could see the light One ember, one spark. My skin becomes more pale My heart fills with hate I try to think of it at all How I came to be in such a state. It was not so long ago I remember, almost, too well, This darkness encased my soul And dragged me into this hell. Until one not so special day Someone, my shadow passed, He leaned and whispered in my ear I watched him walk away, aghast. He enthralled me with his words But he walked into the light Am I strong enough run to him? Am I strong enough to fight This shadow that binds me here, That claims my sorrowed soul? I took a breath, and took a step And suddenly felt whole. I lived within the shadows My world was endless night, But now, with someone by my side, I can finally face the light.

Frustrated.
& on the verge of tears. my life is spiraling out of control, & i don't know how to pull the e-brake. it's like everyone around me seems to have things in order, & yet I have no sense of belonging or stability. i suppose i have no one to blame but myself. but how do i fix it? i'm sick of this emptiness, this nauseous feeling in the pit of my belly. i'm tired of not sleeping & getting very little in my sickened stomach. make it stop. please.

The Great Magnet Of Malicious Magnanimous Refuse
Someone I used to know wrote this on their profile: "I met a girl that leaves me speechless, breathless and in a stupor." Now...this sent me off onto a tangent (imagine that)... I can whole heartedly rock with that statement...if we apply it to people in general...as follows: They leave me speechless because they've managed to survive to adulthood despite being behind the evolutionary natural selection curve. They leave me breathless from pointing and laughing so damn hard. And... They leave me in a [temporary] stupor due to the lack of oxygen caused by the aforementioned pointing and laughing. Seriously...how DO some of these people make it? I suppose it's just further proof that if there is some higher being out there, they are not without a sense of humour. And a fucked-up one at that.

I Want...
I want so much to be normal To be loved and admired, I want to not be so insecure So hurt by words, and so tired. I want so much to be beautiful So that I can face the light. I want to escape this place And run away in the night. I want to be good for you So that you are always proud, I want to be a real lady Not so arrogant and loud. I want to be thinner, But this weight will not shed I want to not regret All the awful things I've said. I want so many things, But no matter how hard I try I cannot change myself But I won't allow myself to cry. I've always worn this mask of lies To make you think I'm strong, But no matter who I've fooled You've seen through me all along. I know that no one's perfect. But for you I strive to be, If you could only tell me true, That you love me….for me… That gift would be the greatest That you could ever give. Just don't look down on me And treat me like a kid… I know I've made mistakes, I so wish I could amend… I wish I

Nickelback - Rockstsr
I'm through with standing in line To clubs we'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth And I'm never gonna win This life hasn't turned out Quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house On an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough For ten plus me (So what you need?) I'll need a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet (Been there, done that) I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [Chorus:] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won'

R.i.p. Isis.. You'll Be Missed
You never really stop to realize how fleeting life can be until you learn that another friend has passed. Rest in peace, sweetheart.. you've rocked my days plenty of times. DJ Isis had a bad seizure today at approx. 430pm est. She was pronounced dead at 602 pm est tonight. She loved all of her friends on here and I know that each of you touched her soul. Thank you for being her friends. If you have any questions you can email this account. It will be open for a few more days or you can contact me (link below). Please be patient for a responce this is very hard for me. Osiris "IPT & PITAH"@ fubar My heart goes out to those she left behind.

Las Vegas
THIS MAY COME AS A SURPRISE TO THOSE OF YOU NOT LIVING IN LAS VEGAS, BUT THERE ARE MORE CATHOLIC CHURCHES THAN CASINOS. NOT SURPRISINGLY, SOME WORSHIPPERS AT SUNDAY SERVICES WILL GIVE CASINO CHIPS RATHER THAN CASH WHEN THE BASKET IS PASSED. SINCE THEY GET CHIPS FROM MANY DIFFERENT CASINOS, THE CHURCHES HAVE DEVISED A METHOD TO COLLECT THE OFFERINGS. THE CHURCHES SEND ALL THEIR COLLECTED CHIPS TO A NEARBY FRANCISCAN MONASTERY FOR SORTING AND THEN THE CHIPS ARE TAKEN TO THE CASINOS OF ORIGIN AND CASHED IN. Scroll down... THIS IS DONE BY THE CHIP MONKS!

If I Really Cared
If i really cared i would show u that i did, If i wanted to hear you damm mouth i would of asked you for it. Im tired of your games Im tired of your mouth. I wont sit here no more and deal with your god damm drama. I have pushed and pushed myself more than i ever have for anyone or anything in this world. So take whatever you want and do what the fuck you want because im not the lil person u thought i was. I do stand on my feet and i do make it be known that im who i say i am and i do as i want. Either u take me as i am and like it or take ur self and leave my world because i dont need it nor ur drama whinny god damm ass. I love who i want and will always love whom i want you cant take that or anything away from me. I hope one day u will see that u are the one that fucked up and that you have lost something that did and would do anything for you. Dreams are big and full of gold, weather you take it on and hold onto it tight is all in your hands. Dreams are always for seen with many

To U My Friend
When you're weary, feeling small When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all I'm on your side When times get rough And friends just can't be found Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down When you're down and out When you're on the street When evening falls so hard I will comfort you I'll take your part When darkness comes And pain is all around Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Like a bridge over troubled water I will lay me down Sail on silver girl Sail on by Your time has come to shine All your dreams are on their way See how they shine When you need a friend I'm sailing right behind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind Like a bridge over troubled water I will ease your mind to u my friend.. im here always..

Rest In Peace Mema
The world has lost one of it's most beautiful people with the passing of my grandmother about 1 hour ago. She was the nicest and most compassionate woman anyone would ever know. She was a deeply religious woman who always looked forward to going to church on Sunday's regardless of her health, so she could be with her fellow church member and celebrate the Lord. She has really been suffering in the past few months: having a heart attack, stroke and her leg amputated all since late April. Throughout this time, she continued to be a pillar of strength even when she knew that she wasn't going to be in this world much longer. However, it was finally time for one of God's angels to return home and be in her rightful place in heaven. I will miss you Mema. You youngest grandson have so much love for you and will see you again one of these days when it's my time to leave this Earth. Rest in peace Mema. I know that you are amongst the clouds and soaring with the angels.

Home
I'm home until Saturday. Then it's back to Charlotte. I'm having a family crisis so if I don't respond to something you say to me don't think I'm mad or anything. I respond to all my emails before I leave again. I love you all but am in love with only one hehe! ~kisses~ Becka

The Great Australian Male
The Great Australian Male There are large men the whole world over on a large and varied scale, but none of them resemble the Great Australian Male. He's rugged and he's handsome, he drinks beer instead of wine, he's always out for pleasure, of a very simple kind. He's either off to see the footy with a dozen cans or more, or fishing with his buddies, getting drunk along some shore. He thinks he's quite a lover, and he's sexy and discreet, that he can get you in a quiver from your head down to your feet. But when he's got you ready, lying limpid beneath the sheet, you hear a snore and turn around to find him sound asleep. He's a funny sort of fellow with more pride than he's got sense and if you told him he was wrong, he'd only take offence. Oh, there are men who take you dancing, out to dinner twice a week, men who never dress in faded jeans or die to take a leak. Yes, there are men the whole world over men with "charm" and "sense of style", but how co

50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written By A Woman So Dont Get Mad At Me)
50 Mistakes Women Make When Having Sex (written by a woman so dont get mad at me) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over hi

Bitchology
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succ

Another Failed Birthday...
Well today was my birthday, and just like every other year things had to go wrong... I was woken up after an hour of sleep to get my cleaning done... I try to spend a little time with my good friends online while I clean and I get yelled at... Then come to find out the A/C was broken and we had to have someone come out to fix it... and the way my family is the whole house has to be clean when anybody has to come inside... so my birthday consisted of more cleaning than I had originally planned... not to mention my day out with my wolf was put off because of it as well... I did get out for a little while, but didn't really do anything... I did get the stuff I had my good friend Crystal get for me which I had been waiting on for over two months now though... tomorrow will be better spending my day out with my wolf... I get to show him what I got for myself that I know he'll enjoy it too... and apparently he has a surprise in mind for me as well... it was supposed to be for my birthday, bu

Complicated.
Have you ever been so much that you are afraid to really like someone again? When you do like someone and they like you back...you start to doubt their feelings? You doubt them because that is exactly what everyone else said until they found someone better then left you like you were nothing at all. Why is it so hard to just open up and let yourself feel happy without thinking about what might happen or if you are going to get your heart broken this time too. Then you wonder if you will ever let yourself be happy or let anyone else in without doubting everything they say......All you want it something real and true....Someone who really loves you.

Aussie Pride
YeAH AuSsiEs RepResEnT му αυssιє ρяι∂є ι ωιℓℓ иσт нι∂є му αυssιє яα¢є ι ωιℓℓ иσт ∂ιsgяα¢є му αυssιє вℓσσ∂ ƒℓσωs нσт & тяυє му αυssιє ρєєρs ι ωιℓℓ sтαи∂ ву уσυ тняυ тнι¢к & тнιи тιℓℓ тнє ∂αу ωє ∂ιє συя αυssιє ƒℓαg αℓωαуs sтαи∂s н

The Sweetest Friends
I was shocked to see the plethera of birthday gifts that i recieved today and wanted to thank each person personally, however, there were so many I don't think I can get to everyone :)...so I put this up to say thank you to all of you for being so sweet you are amazing people and I am very glad I have had the opportunity to befriend all of you. You sure do know how to make a girl feel special!!!...Muah!!!

Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex
Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex(i did not write this) Just in case you thought the route to sexual bliss was straightforward, here's a list of things to avoid. They're all pretty much guaranteed passion killers for a woman - and if your check list contains more than ten of these, you've got some serious work to do on your sexual etiquette! 1 Going straight for the naughty bits You've got to be sensitive to the fact that a woman is more likely to be irritated than aroused when a man dives for her breasts and vulva after a few minutes' perfunctory kissing. While you might get to feel the goods, you're not going to be invited back. 2 Not knowing how to kiss sensitively Passionate or sensitive, firm or gentle, good kissing is an art form which lubricates the wheels of sex and gets everyone in the mood for more intimacy. Learn how to kiss, and do it well. That doesn't mean sticking your tongue in her mouth and wiggling it around like you're trying to floss her tee

Someday!!!!!
Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see

12,200 To Level
This will be it for the night..Thanks for an awesome day of team work..Please remeber that if you are bored or im not here and you wanna help someone to watch the homepage comments there are yet a few we need to do..Good Night Sweet dreams ♥Criminal Barbii3♥Lette 4 lyfe/SCF Bomber@ fubar

To My New Friends
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME ON MY SPOTLIGHT. I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME U TO MY FRIENDS LIST, AND ASK THAT YOU PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU HAVE BOTH RATED AND FANNED ME. IF YOU FEEL YOU HAVE RATED AND FANNED ME AND I HAVE NOT RETURNED THE LOVE PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL GET RIGHT ON IT I PROMISE. ALSO PLEASE CHECK OUT MY BLOGS. I HAVE SOME PRETTY INTERESTING ONES. OH AND SINCE SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE ASKED ME TODAY WHAT THEY NEED TO DO TO GET A PERSONAL SALUTE FROM ME, I DO PERSONAL SALUTES IN RETURN FOR BLASTS, SO IF YOU BUY ME A BLAST I WILL MAKE YOU A SALUTE.BUT ANYWAYS THANKS AGAIN MY FRIENDS TOTALLY ROCK! NEABEAR

Housing
So I think that I was able to solve my housing problem up at school. I will be living with a random roommate who sounds kinda nerdy on the phone, but it beats being homeless. I'm not cut out for the homeless life, I need to shower every few days to stay fresh or else I really start to stink.

Venting!!!
Some days are ones you wish never happened or that you could rewind and start over with the knowledge you have when it's gone. This might be one of those and then it might be one that for once I did exactly what i needed to . I don't always know how to gracefully tell someone to get out of my friggin life but when it has been done a dozen ways and they still don't get it, maybe it's time to be rude. I just can't stand those who think that just cause they come from a higher class background than me and my friends that they are better than we are. Especially when they choose to continue to hang on to a long dead fame ( in their mind fame) and define themselves by this I'm sorry. I still don't think I have to be a part of feeding the dinosaurs ego. This one thinks she here's God tell her what to do and then does some of the stupidest shit on earth. An example would be paing a high priced attorney to fight a misdemeanor littering ticket. If my reputation couldn't stand up to

Notice Me!!!!!!
Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when Our love is strong Why carry on without me Everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need you, baby I make believe that you are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done You seem to move on easy And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby I may have made it rain Please forgive me My weakness caused you pain And this song's my sorry At night I pray That soon your face will fade away And everytime I try to fly, I fall Without my wings, I feel so small I guess I need you, baby And everytime I see you in my dreams I see your face, you're haunting me I guess I need you, baby

Come Lay Ur Head Down
come lay ur head down on my chest.. feel my arms wrap u in comfort.. let me run my hand throw ur hair.. an humm to u till u know its safe to cry.. listin to my heart beat softly.. helping u calm ur storms.. knowing ur in the arms of some one that cares more then u could ever think.. how i wish i could whip these troubled times from ur life.. how i would fight any one to make sure not one ounce of pain comes to u and the people u love.. If only it was so simple to hold u in my arms.. to wipe the tears from ur eyes.. to just send u as much love as i can.. to let u know, ur not alone.. ur one of the strongest people i know.. an even the strong need to be held close to some ones heart that cares about them.. so come. come to me my sweet friend.. come let me hold u in my arms.. to hold u throw this storm.. i will keep u safe.. i will try and push the strom away.. to see the sun shine on ur face again.. an know that life is well..

What A Monday!
Hey there all...... Today was an ok day. I got up a lil after 10 or so....... I was up with Kyle til after 4am or so. I am exhausted today........ Darryl left yesterday afternoon, he really didn't want to go, but you know how it is, gotta have money to live in this world. We have ended up talking quite a few times today, but a little after 10:30 he calls and tells me that he is getting a ticket! Supposedly they have passed a law that states that any truck driver, or personal car that is parked on the get off, or on ramps are illegally parked so they get a ticket. WTF!!!! I mean where else are these truck drivers supposed to park when they keep shutting down all the rest areas, and ALL the truck stops are practically full and it's a fifteen minute wait just to park! He just stopped to go to the bathroom because the ONLY truck stop was full and he couldn't wait, and as soon as he was getting back in the truck, the cop popped him and gave him an $85.00 ticket!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR this is get

What Do You Like In A Girl?
long hair or short big boobs or small girly girl or tomboy army boots or high heels laid back or hyper long dresses or mini skirts paint me a picture of what turns you on most about girls, i wanna know ;)

What I Wrote On Someones Mummer
2007-08-13 07:41:47 #63 of 63 A few years back I studied to be a minister to one of the big denominations (I won’t mention which one) However, I will say when I discovered they made their man made doctrine their primary source of their religion… I got out. I feel you should not be led spiritually by man but by God. A situation came up where this organized religion stated that something was not in the Bible. It was in the Bible. They said but the Bible did not speak against the sin in question. However, the Bible did say that anyone committing that particular sin should be stoned to death. Now, is that not plainly speaking against something? Their rebuttal was that it is NOT spoken against in their doctrine and that was their final word. Half of the church walked out with me on that day. It was sad. My advice to anyone who has questions about God, religion or the Bible is to open the Bible up!!! You have the same tools as any member of clergy. Many of the religions have tri

So Sad (comments From Youtube)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbOBMl42qw8 (I remember when this was aired. And YES this WAS the last tome Steve played with them. RIP this really makes me sad. last footage of Steve before he died. i miss him a lot and he had so much talent but it was all wasted away.

House Arrest
Okay, so Friday I started my house arrest for 30 days. Woo Hoo, yeah what fun right? Well I can still leave 7am to 7pm freely. So it's not that bad. He is going to have to change it to later in the evening if they want me to go to A.A. meetings too. The latest are at 8pm and having to be there for an hour and the drive home to take in account for will probably give me till 10pm to get home. Since I will be going to college still I'm going to be pretty busy. I know most of everyone here is not local or close to me but ya ever wanna come visit and keep me company the door is open and the swimming pool is clean! Drop me some love all over me and my page. Take care my peeps! ]V[assacre

Crescent Hotel
The Crescent Hotel and Spa, sometimes called “The Grand Old Lady of the Ozarks” is located in Eureka Springs, near Beaver Lake in northwestern Arkansas. Designed by architect Isaac L. Taylor, the hotel was built atop West Mountain between 1884 and 1886. Eureka Springs was well known for the “healing waters” that flowed from the nearby mountain springs. It became so popular that in the late 1880’s, the Frisco Railroad built a special line to it. The Crescent Hotel was built to accommodate the many visitors to the area. Billed as “America’s most luxurious resort hotel,” it was built with all the finest modern conveniences. While the hotel was under construction, “Michael,” an Irish stonemason fell from the roof and died from his injuries. His body landed right on the spot where room 218 was being built. Room 218 soon became one of the “hot spots” of paranormal activity. Guests of the Crescent Hotel have called it, “the most haunted place in the Ozark Mountain region.

Rambling From My Trip To Washington
June 28th, '07' 12:33am morning of the 29th We had to get up way to freaking early this morning due to the fact that mom & I had to be in Layton for some more tests. I was so exhausted cause I could sleep to save my life last night. Well we finally get to Layton and mom takes the Volume they gave her for the MRI tests. So it made her pretty loopy, which is good considering she is claustrophobic. When we get there; we sit patiently in waiting room waiting to be called. When we finally get called up to check in, the girl tells asks what we are doing there. So, I showed her the paperwork we were given when appointments were made. She again looked at me and said you two aren’t supposed to be here till tomorrow; even though our paperwork said this morning. Wouldn’t have bothered us so much if Layton wasn’t almost an hour away and the lady wasn’t being unruly. The nurse gave me my Depo shot so that an improvement on my attitude. She also rescheduled the MRI tests for us. They took mom

Even More Lyrics .......
Sea Of Lies Today I've seen the shallow face I wear Inside this shell, a living hell endures I'm held captive by my fear, decaying hope and wasted years The knife of time carves another line around these eyes Good and evil - lust primeval Dragging me into a sea of lies Losing faith in who I am Never changing just rearranging my life again Through into an eternal abyss I fall, Silent screams through paper walls I pray someday the sun will shine on me again (shine on me again) Good and evil - lust primeval Dragging me into a sea of lies Lies ... lies ... [Solo] Lies ... lies ...

Can A Relationship Survive A 3some?
The cool answer (ffm) is yes. The obvious answer is no. I've seen so many more couples do this. Just wondering whatver eveyones experience has been. Obviously there needs to be a strong foundation in the relationship to let another woman in. Major trust and of coarse your lady needs to be at least bi-curious. At what point does it go wrong? How can it be kept from going wrong?

Writer's Block: In The Money
I would so pay a bill with the money or make sure the car had gas. Maybe Buy some groceries I wanted at home. People have always told me that I am too responsible at times, but its hard to change who you are after so many years of being that person and doing the same things. Having the same habits and what not. What would you do with the money?

Im Nobody's Fool!!!!
Fall back Take a look at me And you'll see I'm for real I feel what only I can feel And if that don't appeal to you Let me know And I'll go 'Cuz I flow Better when my colors show And that's the way it has to be Honestly 'Cuz creativity could never bloom In my room I'd throw it all away before I lie So don't call me with a compromise Hang up the phone I've got a backbone stronger than yours If you're trying to turn me into someone else Its easy to see I'm not down with that I'm not nobody's fool If you're trying to turn me into something else I've seen enough and I'm over that I'm not nobody's fool If you wanna bring me down Go ahead and try Go ahead and try You don't know You think you know me like yourself But I fear That you're only telling me what I wanna hear But do you give a damn Understand That I can't not be what I am I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon Its not a simple hearing but not so soon I might've fallen for that when I wa

More Lyrics.....
Into The Dragon's Den Placid skies, through crystal gazing eyes Slaves to our desire, in a ring of smoke and fire The dungeons call, two faces on the wall Candles light the way, for a moonlight serenade Through the nights and days, we will find a way A way to carry on what we believe An empty door, ashes on the floor Hypnotic array of lights, dragons calling throughout the night Omen in black, chained down to the rack The end never in sight, soaring through an endless plight Through the nights and days, we will find a way Silence fills the shrine, giving us the sign Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Born with second sight, essence burning bright Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Silence fills the shrine, giving us the sign Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den Born with second sight, essence burning bright Forever lost, forever in the dragon's den

Boss D.j. - Sublime
Theres a steel train comin through I would take it if I could And I would not lie to you because sunday mornin soon will come When things will be much easier to say Upon the microphone like a boss dj But I wont walk up upon the sea like it was dry land Boss dj aint nothin but a man No trouble, no fuss, I know why.. Its so nice, I wanna hear the same song twice, Its so nice dont wanna hear the same song twice Rumors are spreading all over my town But its just stones and sticks, Upon the microphone is where I go to get my fix Just let the lovin take a hold cuz it will if you let it Im funky not a junkie but I know where to get it No trouble no fuss I know why Its so nice I wanna hear the same song twice Its so nice I wanna hear the same song twice Oooee girl Oooee girl Oooee girl Ooee girl and there really aint no time to waste Really aint no time to hate Aint got no time to waste, time to hate Really aint no time to make the time go away So mister

Myspace Scam Alert
There are no borders on the Internet. If this is being done tou our neighbors then it can happen to Canadian families as well. PLEASE BE CAREFUL. subject: SCAM ALERT...THIS ONE IS SICK!!! post date: 2007-08-13 20:09:16 views: 5 comments: 2 ratings: 0 This was just brought to my attention. I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her My

Doesn't Know Where She Belongs!!!!!!!!!
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,

Good Things Can Happen To Good People
14 Best Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action Posted February 21st, 2007 by HappyOneaction anne frank compassion good karma help inspiration inspirational karma kindness peace quotes random acts of kindness take action wayne dyer world My 14 Favorite Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action: We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee. - Marian Wright Edelman Nobody made a greater mistake than he who did nothing because he could only do a little. - Edmund Burke Everything is perfect in the universe, including your desire to improve it. - Wayne Dyer Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. - Paulo Freire Everything you are against weakens you. Everything you are for empowers you. - Wayne

Sexual Iq....
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Woman Died Today
Today another woman died and not in a foreign field and not with a rifle strapped to her back, and not with a large defense of tanks, rumbling and rolling behind her. She died without CNN covering her war. She died without talk of intelligent bombs and strategic targets. The target was simply her back, her face, her belly. The target was her precious flesh that was once composed like music in her mother's body and sung in the anthem of birth. The target was this life that had lived its own dear wildness, had been loved and not loved, had danced and not danced. A life. Just like yours. Just like mine. A life that stumbled up from a beginning and had learned to walk and had learned to read and had learned to sing. Another woman died today not far from where you live. Just there -- next door where the tall light falls across the pavement. Just there -- a few steps away where you've often heard shouting, another woman died today. She was the same girl her mother used t

Lyrics
Domination All along the waste and wild legions of lost scream in pain A million shattered destinies all slowly drowning in tears of flame Break the chains around your necks lick your wounds you Dogs of War Raise your banners ever high and ravage the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Rotting from the inside out ripping away to the core A million lies unite as one slaughtering innocence for evermore Sound the mighty drums of doom march to this black heart of fate Clawing, tearing, slashing deep defiantly fighting our fate I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination Turn the waters red with rage burn all the earth shore to shore Open wide the Gates of Hell defile the Babylon Whore I, with darkest insurrection, victimize Hail the horrors, all hail and sanctify ...my Domination ...my Domination

Bachelors Grove Cemetary
Bachelor’s Grove Cemetery, located near Midlothian and Oak Forest, Illinois, is one of the hottest spots of paranormal activity in the country. The small, abandoned cemetery formerly known as Everdon’s lies near the Rubio Woods Forest Preserve just outside the Chicago city limits. The cemetery was established in the late 1830’s and its last resident was buried there in 1989. Many of the individuals were German immigrants who were hired to build the Illinois Michigan Canal. Many of the workers were single men as the backbreaking, dirty work and the long hours made married life a true hardship. So many of them died and were buried there that the cemetery was renamed Bachelor’s Grove. Although the graves are no longer attended and nearly forgotten, there is no shortage of activity around them. The cemetery is well known as a place where unusual sights and sounds are experienced. More than 100 tales of glowing balls of light, apparitions, and unexplained noises have be

Thoughts Bleeding Out....
Right now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST! This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now. It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion

What Happens When You Can't Sleep...
I wrote this tonight. Feel free to repost it, if you like...but please attribute it to me. Even if you hate it, it's still mine! Thanks, Knight Watchman Papa and the Biker Two riders came to Shorty’s Each from a different place One had ridden long and hard The sun had bronzed his face His cycle he had rescued From fate and rust and more It didn’t shine, it didn’t purr It made a growling roar He’d tightened every nut and bolt Relit its age old heart He’d welded, scraped and mended it And fixed up every part His fingers thick, his broken nails Were dark and caked in oil And on his knuckles there showed The gifts of tireless toil His bike was from a far off land It didn’t cost much dough It may have had a foreign name Those many years ago, He’d bought it from a local shop Right in his neighborhood From a man who labored hard To buy his family’s food No shirts or shoes or fancy stuff Were on t

To My So Called Friends...this One Is For U!!
why is it that we as a socity find it so easy to be our own worst enemy?! day after day it gets hard and harder to keep a smile on our faces. i know i am one of those people that when asked "how are you" i simply respond "im alive so im good". when i now full well i am stuglin inside. tryin hard not to fall apart at the seams! and we also like to believe that our friends can give us the will to carry on, when the truth is they are so self absorbed they barely notice your pain. yes, we all have our problems, but what are friends for?! today the term friend is used to loosely. a friend is considerate! a friend compassionate! a friend is there at all times, not just when there is no one else to be found! or when they have the money! they are not greedy and disrespectful! those who do know me well enough to know, know that i am loyal and care very much for my friends. but as of late there are some who have taken my loyalty for granted. thinking that i will always be there like a good dog

Don't Be Afraid
Don’t Be Afraid Yes baby, I know it's late and if you want me to leave, just say so. The beating of your heart inside you chest says no, and your voice still has yet to say go, so I want you to let it flow. Don't be afraid. No baby, I have no intentions of hurting your or breaking your heart, I wouldn't be here if you didn't know that from the start. Now let down your hair, let those braids fall apart. Don't be afraid. Yes baby, I think you're sexy, even if all I had was your body next to me I could never consider myself vexed see? Now play that Rod Stewart, yeah, If You Think I’m Sexy. Don't be afraid. No, I want to undress you slow, I want to see everything on your from your forehead to your toe, and leave the lights on. Don't be afraid. Yes, I know the ice feels good with my tongue, I can hear the breath filling up your lungs, ignore the telephone that just rung this is your night, let your song be sung. Don't be afraid. No, I didn't know you were that wet, but I w

Baldoon Castle
The ruins of Baldoon Castle are located just outside Bladnoch, Scotland near Wigtown. Traveling down the only street in the one horse town of Bladnoch, visitors cross the river bridge. They take the first road to the left and travel only a short distance to the gateway of Baldoon Mains. The ivy-covered ruins of Baldoon Castle lay just beyond the old gate. This historic castle was owned by the Dunbars of Westfield from 1530 to 1800. Although the ruins are now deserted, you can still feel a heaviness of heart as you walk onto the castle grounds. The ghost of Janet Dalrymple Dunbar is reported to haunt the castle. In the mid 1600’s, Janet, the eldest daughter of Sir James Dalrymple was betrothed to David Dunbar, heir of Sir David Dunbar of Baldoon. As was the custom, the marriage was arranged by her parents but Janet’s heart wasn’t in it. She loved Archibald, third Lord Rutherford, even though his family was virtually penniless. Janet’s parents had no use for poo

Damn You Stephen Hawking
So a while ago I heard his new theory about black holes. From what I knew about it, I thought it was bullshit. Since personally I hate the people who make their minds up about something with little information to go on, and even worse are the people who will argue with you when they don’t really know or understand the information. My intentions were to make sure I understood the information before calling it crap. To do that I had to understand not just the information, but the information that led up to it. I bought a couple of his books, A Briefer History of Time and Black Holes and Baby Universes. I tried to approach the information with an open mind. However I kept coming up with questions that were not being answered. For example what is the mass of light? Or is the speed of light absolute? I had a number of lively debates and exchanges of ideas both in person and online. None of the discussions were remotely hostile, just people trying to understand and working with the infor

† Wtf †
i ask and ask for help yet i get shit on a stick all i am asking for a a little bit of fucking help but no one even try's anymore why i try to help everyone all the time but i get shit so if you want something beg for it cause i am not playing with ingreats anymore. I AM DONE FOR GOOD !!!!!!! ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Broken!!!!
I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high and steal your pain …away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I want to hold you high and steal your pain because I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone ...away You're gone away You don't feel me

Religion..what Do U Think?!
does anyone else not see that alot of the worlds hate comes from religion?! i mean i know we are allowed to practice what we wish and thats all well and good. though i have yet to hear of a religion that allows us to be who we are. they preech love and equality, but when you break it down....whites have their's and same for minorities. and so many different types of religions, but they never try and understand the next mans religion other than to say its wicked in its own way. well, wicked by who's standards?! not mine, and i'm sure there are others who feel the same way i do. the only way our world will ever be peaceful is thru understanding other cultures. we fear and tend to shy away like kids to what we don't understand. i would love to know what other people actully think about organized religion today, and when you respond to this keep in mind all the wars, all the innocent lives lost in the name of someones version of GOD.

Im Out Of Trying!!!!!
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you'll give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side

The Question...why?!
why are thick girl in some cases looked at like their not beautiful or not as worthy as the next skinny-mini inna skirt that she can't poperly fill out?! the reason why i ask is because i've always loved women with hips and thighs and a waist worth wrappin my arms around. but, while datin thick women i notice the ill treatment they get from men and women alike! i know there are men and women that also like thick women, but because of their peers they do not let this be know by all for they fear the teasing they would get. i mean honestly if you yourself are a thin person and are reading this, then there is a good chance that you have had an attraction or more so had sex with someone who was thick themselves. now when i say thick i mean somebody who even though big, still look good. whether it be physical or personality there's something that you like. but, the only time you act on that feeling is behind closed doors or if there is no possible way it could ever get back to you. hell, i

Haha Board And Tired...long Day
well wat a day... haha i pull'd the alternaor outta my brother mud truck put a new one in... pulled the exhaust... and now workin on pullen the tranny... gotta buy a new one friday and put that in ... ugh mud trucks they are fun to beat the hell outta but they suck to fix!! ya now im just sittin beat tired and board... nothing to do so i thought i'd do this!! haha... ya well not much else to say so ttyl =] byes

Long Long Ago
My high school was Charles H. McCann Technical High School. There were a few high schools in the area one could apply for but McCann had a two week cycle, 5 days classes, 5 days shop. The school had originally been set up as a trade's school but since they were stricter about attendance and maintaining of grades, they became the school of choice to attend. I applied and was accepted; I tested for the Machine Technology curriculum and made it in. Mach Tech had the more math than Data Processing, more blueprint drawing/reading than the Drafting curriculum, I could go on but it was known to be filled with the best of the best. (1980) Freshmen year, first day in shop. I was having my work looked at by one of the two Master Tool Die Makers, Mr. Ed Pyra. He wore his glasses down low on his nose as he was pointing out the details of the machine part and comparing them to the blueprint. Vice Principal Mr.Grant comes into the shop and heads to the teachers desks on a raised platform and enclos

Newsletter?
I'm very interested in creating my own newsletter. My plan is (eventually) to have a well published newsletter with articles ranging from Current Affairs to the rarely heard news such as what's going around town. Ok so it'll be hard for me to find news from various towns across America, but I'll definitely try. I plan to have a Comments section for readers to email in and leave comments about the articles sort of like an Editorial section. A space for readers to be heard. I will have polls on common and not-so-common subjects that we all need to take note about. I hope to have a section about books or articles that I have not written that I feel are *NEED TO READ*. If you, the readers, have any suggestions or comments (right now or in the future) please feel free to email me at freedomwriterusa@gmail.com, but please refrain from emailing me at that address unless it is specific to this newsletter as I have reserved this address for only such a purpose. Thank you for taking

~ The Temptations - Papa Was A Rolling Stone ~
It was the third of September. That day I'll always remember, yes I will. 'Cause that was the day that my daddy died. I never got a chance to see him. Never heard nothing but bad things about him. Mama, I'm depending on you to tell me the truth. And Mama just hung her head and said, "Son, Papa was a rolling stone. Wherever he laid his hat was his home. (And when he died) All he left us was ALONE." "Papa was a rolling stone, my son. Wherever he laid his hat was his home. (And when he died) All he left us was ALONE." Well, well. Hey Mama, is it true what they say, that Papa never worked a day in his life? And Mama, some bad talk going around town saying that Papa had three outside children and another wife. And that ain't right. Hey, talk about Papa doing some store front preaching. Talked about saving souls and all the time leeching. Dealing in debt and stealing in the name of the Lord. Mama just hung her head and said, "Papa was a rolling stone, my son.

Greatest Thing That Never Was
When I was young I wanted so bad to get out of the tiny New England hill town I grew up in that I signed up for the US Army when I was just 16-1/2 yrs old. At the time the Army had an option to go off to Basic Training during the summer between the junior and senior years of high school. I went off that summer and while everyone else was off having fun I was doing about 400 push-ups, 300 sit-ups, sweating about 2-1/2 gals per day all summer long. Now I was always a slightly bigger than average guy, since my mom heated with wood, and I cut, hauled, split stacked all of it. You can imagine that when I returned for my last year in high school I was really muscular. I weighed 165 pounds and was almost pure muscle. Now I have 2 older sisters, one of them was going to school at Syracuse University out in western NY State. I took a bus out there to go visit. On Saturday morning left and arrived sometime that after noon. She picked me up at the bus station and she dropped me off at her apa

Fun Stuff W/out Mom And Dad To Stop You
I have always been something of a smartass. So what do you get when you add a mechanic + smartass + engineer = a lot of really dangerous stuff that your mom and dad would have kept you from building if they could. I rented a house with a couple of other guys in Daytona Beach, where spring break comes to you. We were all mechanics of some sort, and we all had the wiseass streak running through us. One day a friend brings over a potato canon. He shows how it works, shoots a street sign, shoots a trash can, fires one straight up and we run for cover while it drops down and disintegrates on the drive way. Great fun. He leaves and my friend William and I head into our shop where we have a chalk board. Yes the chalk board. Now William and I loved building cool shit, we built a lawn mower that would munch 2x4's, a 35' long boat made from plywood and fiberglass that we sent out into the Atlantic Ocean unmanned while on fire. When we set out to draw up plans on anything it would turn in

Poem
Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine and our friends are warm and comfortable.All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigour; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly, he breaks from the group, flying over the green grass, faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend fin

Who You Going To Call? Mrb
One night I remember getting a call from Final Assembly, the foreman down there, Eric calls me, "You better get down here, lead ship, the customer (a Navy inspector) found something bad." "OK Eric I'm on my way." As I get to the area I pass by John the Navy rep, he just looks at me and shakes his head as he passes by… Almost to the aircraft and I can see the required 4-5 sets of legs sticking out from the main landing gear well. I can hear the "Craps" and "Shits". Just as I walk under the belly of the plane I lay down onto one of those mechanics' dollies, you know, the kind that a car mechanic lays on then rolls under your car with? I push off and roll right into the middle of this gaggle of foremen and lead shop workers. As I lay there I'm trying to figure out what the problem is. They keep saying something about Hi-Loks (a special fastener used on the planes). Something about not having enough of the pin sticking out of the nut, not enough thread protrusion. So I'm there lo

Geo-political-power In The Land Of Oz
Specific data taken from L. Franks Baun's original book "The Wonderful Land of Oz" (1900). The power and alliance history of Oz has four segments; Pre-Wizard, Pre-Dorothy, Post- WW of East, and Post- WW of West. Pre-Wizard: In the beginning power in the Land of Oz was distributed in a bi-polar fashion; there are the Wicked Witches of the East & West versus the Good Witches of North & South. This balance of power would have remained undisturbed and in parity for as long as the witches chose. Then the first visitor from the outside world, Oscar Zoroaster Phadrig Isaac Norman Henkle Emmanuel Ambroise Diggs, arrives by hot air balloon bringing an end to the old status quo. This new being ushers in the next phase of history for Oz. Pre-Dorothy: The inhabitances of Oz know that only beings of great power, i.e. the Witches, move by air and since the new arrival is a man assume him to be a powerful wizard. A person can imagine the reaction and fear within the two camps, anot

Goodbye Dallas
So it was a long, hard depressing day for me. My dog Dallas who I have had close to 11 yrs is not doing well. Hes gotten very old, and when we adopted him he was about 5 yrs of age. So he is at least going on 16 yrs old now. I woke up this morning, and saw him just laying there looking so helpless, he was so lathargic, his nose was warm & dry..I knew it was about that time. Cause the passed 3-4 months hes been going down hill with Arthritis in his hips..He is part shepard-lab-hound dog..and the vet told me it is very common in those breeds to have arthris and hip problems. It got to the point where we bring him out to go releive himself he cant squat to do his duty. And not to long ago earlier tonight, he was laying there, and I heard a wimper, I walked over and went pee right where he was laying. I lost it. So we call the vet and he tells us to bring him in tomorrow to be put down...and why couldnt I bring him now???!! Cause it was closing time. Sooo its ok, to let my dog s

Trespassing
I met 29 year old woman who wanted a friend with benefits. Being invited onto the property she showed me around the place to let me know the limits of she felt comfortable with. She stopped and made particular mention of a bright orange fence. She warned me, "Everything on this side of the fence you can use, we can share and have fun with. But for now, don't ask me about the other side of that fence; I don't want to talk about, at least not for now." We had our visits a few times when curiosity got the best of me; I jumped the orange fence and had a look around. Of course she caught me and very politely escorted me back to the other side of the fence. She was gracious about it, "Maybe I wasn't clear about this, see that fence, the orange one? Please don't cross it for now. OK?" I told her I understood. We had some fun and I really enjoyed myself a couple of times at her place. It seemed that a great many of the things I valued and found very sexy in women were all resid

Houdini
At times, my life feels like an extended exercise in escaping high school, a scramble to shed memories, to show all those snickering faces what happens when the outcast grows wings, a spine, and hard fought experience far past what they could have ever imagined. A study released a little over a week ago (June 22, 2007) which found that eldest children end up, on average, with slightly higher I.Q.'s than younger siblings, was a reminder that the fight for self-definition starts much earlier than freshman year. Imposed caricatures, in combination with the other labels that accumulate from the sandbox through adolescence, seem to follow like a miserable entourage of identities that can be silenced only with hours of therapy. Sometimes a person learns another way to see these alternate identities: as challenges that can sharpen psychological skills. To reinvent one self is considered a birthright, some people treat old identities the way Houdini treated padlocked boxes: something t

Gimme That (goodbye)
tears in your eyes as i walk away done and over it nothing left to say moving on is easy for the one who chose to leave you feel what it is to lose, now and you want to hold on to me i don't think you ever were in love you found it easy to be cruel but now you are so sweet and kind now that we are through you plead and beg everyday for me to take you back you even got down on one knee as if I'd agree to that you can't step on someone for years upon years until the finally let go only to beg them to hold on tight and try to make them your own when it's over it's really over there can be no turning back just move on and let me be if you "love" me gimme that

Brains, Parents & Therapists
In the not too distant past I was asked by a writer living in Nova Scotia what is it like to be smart? I don't think I'm all that smart; invariably I do things periodically that remind me just how little I know about a great many things. I know just enough to irritate myself about how a situation should be, how actions ought to be done, how things could have been built better. Last week my father called me and asked how I was feeling? I told him I was feeling down. Why he asked, I was educated, healthy, relatively good looking? I was living better than most people; I could have been the guy that makes little, sitting in a trailer catching a beer buzz. That guy is living a small life, living in a limited world. I answered that might be the case but he might be happy in his world. Where I know I am not. Being somewhat smart is a damnation, a bitter pill that's handed to me everyday, my very own personal hell able to imagine a better world but unable to access it. Since Janu

Getting Sick Of Guys Bs An Other Peoples Bs
Its been a bit since I wrote in here alot has been going on.... First of all... I was dating this guy that I thought was a wounderful, honest an loving guy that I thought was the one. Well any ways, we where dating for a little over 2 months an here after last week Tuesday we meet up talked an what not. After I left his place I texted an called his phone it was disconnected, so here I'm thinking he would come over sometime last week or weekend. NAH he never called, texted or showed up. Now I'm like WTF.... I wrote him a letter an sent it out on Thursday still didnt hear nothing so I then sat at home all weekend hoping he would show up, Sunday was here an I decided to write a bitchy letter I sent it out Today (Monday) so he will get it tomorrow or Wensday. I'm planning on getting a toy again an keeping that for ever since nothing else can please me anymore... At least that will be faithful to me lol. Then OMG my MOTHER wait my crack headed drunk MOTHER.... We went to reg. my si

Story From High School
When basic training was over I returned back home to complete high school. I was in absolutely great condition. I remember that first day of senior year I decided that instead of taking the bus I would run the 7 miles to school. I got there early and felt great. So while I was waiting for my friends to arrive I started thinking about things I might change my last year in the public school system. For starters, I knew I was a great deal faster, sharper, and in better shape than anyone there. How could I use this? Having a higher than average I.Q. plugged into a 165 pound frame of pure muscle that has a bone to pick. Hmmmmmmm. The buses started arriving and my friend Andy Birdick came to his locker. "Hey Andy" "Hey Kurt, what's up?" "I've been thinking Andy, this year things are going to be a little bit different around here" "Really?" "Oh yea" What I did not realize was how soon I was to get an opportunity to show how things were going to be different. Our first class was g

That Hurt's
I want to know why, I wish it would stop, That word, That sound, That feeling, I was called something very bad, By a family member, It hurt, But, They kept saying it, I left, Feel asleep with tears down my cheeck, Why, Why say that to me, I wish I had that answer, But, I didn't know what to do, But just cry, So, I feel asleep crying, Woke up a couple of hours later, Still sad, Still hurt, But, I just moved on! Copyright ©2007 Aleia Torres

What You Do Not Do In Front Of A Police Station
OK before the story some background information: My grandfather, Charlie Morse, used to be the chief of police in the town. He was well respected in most circles, feared in others. To this day, ask anyone who is 60 or older about Charlie Morse and they'll say, "Charlie was a good cop, that's when living in this town was good." My grandfather was also known for tossing his weight around too, both within the police force and in other areas of the local government. My cousin Mark and I go way back. When my family returned to the Untied States I was about 3-1/2 years old, couldn't speak a lick of English but from the moment my cousin and I met, there was an unspoken link between us that remains to this day. We were both clever, highly energetic, and became bored easily. Being in a small town with those traits can be a curse. We were mischievous by any use of the term but we were not violent or destructive, and once caught in the act we figured we were caught fair and square. O

Got My Feelings A Little Hurt
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WELL HEY GUYS JUST TO KEEP YOU DGUYS POSTED THERE IS A HURRICANE NAMED FLOSSIE HEADED TO THE BIG ISLAND OF HAWAII THO I AM NOT ON THAT ISLAND WE WILL PROBABLY HAVE HIGH WINDS AND LOTS OF RAIN. IT WILL PROBABLY HIT THE ISLAND OF HILO TOMORROW BUT WITH MOTHER NATURE YOU CAN NEVER REALLY BE TOO SUREOR TOO SAFE WE ARE GETTING PREPARED IN CASE OF AN EMERGENCY BUT IN THE CASE OFV THE HURRICAN IT SHOULD BE FINE BUT WE ARE EXPERIENCING HI WINDS TO DJ DRAC AND MY VAMIRE'S LAIR FAMILY TY FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT I LOVE ALL OF YOU IF I AM NOT IN THE LOUNGE AT NIGHT IT'S BECUZ THERE IS NO POWERPLZ BARE WITH ME THANK YOU VERY MUCH. AND SAME MESSAge to all my fubar friends and family i love you all right now flosssie is a category 3 storm and weaking it should pass by wednesday. I JUST ASK FOR ALL OF UR PRAYERS THANKS I LOVE YOU ALL

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