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Drama
What is it with people who think that they need drama in their lives 24/7. I have pics on my profile that I choose who views them, right? Don't contact me and argue with me because you cannot view some of my pics anymore. Grow up and get a life. I hate DRAMA!

Help Me Please I Need It
hey guys im finaly free but im broke i had to pay a lawyer and he was awfully expencive i want to get to ct but it looks pretty difficult and the usa embassy wont help me if you can help me please call 0050764839063 its mi room mates cellfone yes he speaks english just ask ok i have like 3 bux in my pocket and this is my last attempt to leave im going to cross the costa rica border then buy a plane ticket to ct and im going to stay in hartford wit ace boogie but i need some help even if somebody can offer me a job there that would be nice so if u can help me please do ill pay u guys back when i get to the states i need around $600 to get ct or im going to be sent back to jail in october but this time its going to be for 6 to 10 years thats basicly my whole life so hit me up on on here or call me ok my email is stinky19859@aim.com or fore519@hotmail.com ill try to check it everyday but im noy sure if i can ok be safe

Top Signs You've Had Enoug Of The 90s
Signs You've Had Enough Of The 90's You try to enter your password on the microwave. You haven't played patience with real cards in years. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. You e-mail your work colleague at the desk next to you to ask "Do you fancy going down the pub ?" and they reply "Yeah, give me 5 minutes". You chat several times a day with a stranger from South America, but you haven't spoken to your next door neighbour yet this year. You buy a computer and a week later it is out of date. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses. You consider The Postal Service painfully slow or call it "snail mail". Your idea of being organised is multiple coloured post-it notes. You hear most of your jokes via email instead of in person. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally insert a "9"

Grrr
Ok so does anyone have a problem with Vicodin's? I haven't had more than 2 hours sleep on these since I got home from the ER yesterday! The pain isn't minimizing much at all.. I had to call in for new stuff but .. DOes it react this way with anyone else? Some tell me they love them, it makes them feel so good & they could sleep all day.. heh fuck ???

Thorn
I really should label this entry "Long distance fuck". I know I'm good but... how the hell can they tell over the web?! Is my pussy THAT good? Apparently its worth the drive from IN to NY... and he hasn't even heard my sexy voice yet! LOL! Thorn: hi there Me: Hey Thorn: you look great Me: Thank you Thorn: any chance we can get together? Me: You're in IN... how would we get together? Thorn: i'd drive there for your pussy Me: You really should learn to read profiles first - USER BLOCKED -

When It Rains, It Pours
Yet again life's toll is taking me down. I am very thankful for the things I have in my life. I realize things could be much worse. However, in the last five years (almost six) I have never in my life had to deal with such financial problems and such struggles... My AC unit seems to have dead yesterday, my roof leaks, and the lack of money is killing me. As most know I am a single parent of two. Even lately with them things between us seem rocky...My son started sixth grade and all of a sudden he's this smartass kids with a chip on his shoulder. My daughter started thrid and talk about freakin attitude from hell! She is the spawn of satan I tell you! I have the devil's kids! eeeek! Don't get me wrong, I love my two monsters with every last breath in my body but what happened to my kids lol Not often to I break down, usually Im pretty good and keeping things inside - for the most part because of not really having anyone to talk to. Well because I don't let people get close

Dj Chris
This one is sent via email and just goes to show that just because I'm in the same state as you doesn't mean I want to fuck you. Go figure... 1st email: hey there! how are you doing? My reply: Hey, I’m good, you? 2nd email: good , what are you doing tonight? Didn’t wait for a reply 3rd email: so how do you feel about having hot sex with a stranger My reply: How about not. -USER BLOCKED-

Foul Mouth Jerks
Today I been hit up by so many foul mouthed jerks for just putting my opinion out there. This is the USA right..I'm not in some foreign fucking country where women don't have an opinion???? this asshole DJ Tripp...puts in my shout box: beccause i make all of them not safe for work... for one cuz i'm not a point whore... and for two because i dont need my shit reported anymore. People like that need to shit or get off the pot...if he can't take the comments then don't do the postings...shut the fuck up and move on. Like duh grow the fuck up asshole. He just came back under a different name and acted like a two year old child...lmao...sent me a thing that said get a clue...on how to be a better person and yet he can't even take constructive criticism...imagine that..hahahaa too fucking funny.

Nycb4
Now this one makes it to the blog because I got a laugh out of it. As you can read, he makes a statement that could be (and was) taken in a sexual context. But he quickly clarifies it and I laugh thinking I shouldn't jump to conclusions. Then he asks me a genuine question... I answer and then he asks what he really wants to know. Oddly I don't think he liked my final answer... he never contacted me again. *sigh* Another one slips through my fingers... whatever shall I do? NYCB4: hi Me: hello NYCB4: how are u im mike Me: I'm good, you? NYCB4: i might be too big for u lol NYCB4: im 6 foot 8 Me: I don't think that's "too big" NYCB4: whtdo men say your best features are Me: my eyes NYCB4: wht do they really say Me: it all translates to "nice tits" to me so what's the difference? NYCB4: lol how big? Me: 42A NYCB4: a cup? Me: yeah

Huge Balls
Ok, so this is part of a convo I just had on Yahoo, with some random guy that found me somwhow. I'm just pasting where it got good lmfao. rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:52:31 AM): wht colour is ur nipples? Robyn (8/24/2007 11:52:57 AM): nipple colored rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:53:27 AM): well ppl have different coloured nipples rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:53:34 AM): is ur nipples dark brown? Robyn (8/24/2007 11:53:45 AM): no..what does it matter? rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:54:29 AM): id like to imagine ur nipples whilst being in Australia so i am asking Robyn (8/24/2007 11:55:23 AM): um ok rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:55:51 AM): mmm........so wht colour is ur nipples and is ur entire nipple including the circle around the tip LARGE or SMALL Robyn (8/24/2007 11:56:15 AM): jesus...I really dont think it's your business rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:56:33 AM): mmmm Robyn (8/24/2007 11:57:00 AM): I dont ask yoiu for detailed descriptions on your body parts rchrd_w (8/24/2007 11:57:11 AM): u r free to ask >>>>>>>

Why We Get High
Almost all of you have gotten "high." You might call it "getting stoned" or "tripping" or "having a session" or "going on vision quest" or "partying" but the urge to switch channels and move to another and less usual state of consciousness is as old as our species itself. Actually the quest for intoxication is even older! Ronald Siegel, in his book, Intoxication, documents numerous animal species and most of the various human cultures that strive to get high or as he calls it, to intoxicate themselves. Siegel proposes that after food, drink and sex, "Intoxication is the fourth drive." He demonstrates through zoological and sociological evidence, that the urge to get high is among the most basic of motivations. Andrew Weil, M.D., and Wilfred Rosen, in their wonderful introductory book From Chocolate to Morphine, explaining psychoactive drugs for the young reaffirms this idea. They point out: Human beings it seems, are born with the need for periodic variations in consciousness.

To Be 6 Again....
Heheh just a funny! No offense guys I know its hard being with a women lol To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with

Poetry
Mirror I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions. Whatever I see I swallow immediately Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike. I am not cruel, only truthful ‚ The eye of a little god, four-cornered. Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall. It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers. Faces and darkness separate us over and over. Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me, Searching my reaches for what she really is. Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon. I see her back, and reflect it faithfully. She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands. I am important to her. She comes and goes. Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness. In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish. Sylvia Plath

Matt
Now this one is a bit long and is being posted simply because he tried so hard to ask me for nude pics in the most round about way. Yes, the idiots are getting just that much more determined. Matt: hey there dear, remember me? Me: I have about four friends named Matt... sorry Matt: lol, www.vampirefreaks.com/[edited] Matt: to help jog memory Me: Ah yes, sorry about that. Matt: no need to apologise Matt: anyone do you remember me asking if you would like me to photoshop some pictures for you? Me: yes Matt: interested? Me: in? Matt: me editing some pics for you Me: I thought the conversation went along the lines of you asking me for photos of me when I already had some posted and I got the impression you wanted nudes of me. Matt: i honestly cant remember, but yes, i do quite alot of work with nudity so it isnt a problem, otherwise it was just good conversation etc etc Me: Okay, I guess I'm confused then. I thought when you originally contacted me t

Today On World Rock Radio
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Hmmm....
You're in a good place to try something a little different, thanks to the positive results of your most recent efforts. Use that license wisely, and you might end up in a much more interesting position! This is true, but I just wonder what position I will end up in?!?!?!?!?!

Fthtrk
Now this one makes it to the blog because it inspired me to spoof on these idiots. I will be taking a picture of my cam so whenever someone asks to see it, I can send them a picture of it. Yes, I am a sarcastic bitch. Deal. fthtrk: hi sexy babe.. Me: hi fthtrk: how r u sexy Me: I'm good, you? fthtrk: Im horny... u have a cam sexy? Me: read my profile -USER BLOCKED-

Pantera - Cemetery Gates Lyrics
Pantera - Cemetery Gates Lyrics Reverend, reverend Is this some conspiracy Crucified for no sinsAn image beneath me Lost within my plans for lifeIt all seems so unreal I'm a man couldn't half feel this worldLeft in my misery The reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your (face) Well I guessYou took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of aNew-found joy This love would end in rage And when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete All alone as the Memories now unfold. Believe the word I will unlock my door And pass the Cemetery gates Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belong to me at last Through all those C

Zack
Zack makes entry number two with a slightly better approach. He starts off complimenting me in what would appear to be regarding my artwork. Then he gets into the "I want to know all about you" but totally fucks it up with specifying it to sex then actually flat out stating he's really not interested in my personality. ZACK: hey my love Me: hey ZACK: whats going on, love ur style and ur passion Me: thank you very much Me: what's going on with you tonight? ZACK: nothing just laying in bed u Me: just finished working on a painting and relaxing ZACK: sounds goood ZACK: so whats up, tell me about urself Me: well what would you like to know? ZACK: what r u into sexually Me: try reading my profile ZACK: no thx Me: well that would answer your question -USER BLOCKED- Whatever happened to "Hi, my name is..."?

Immediate Emotions (poem)
Immediate emotions Anger, Frustration, Aggravation, Aggitation, Sadness, Confusion, Bewilderment, Hostility, Slighted, Pissed, Stressed, Disappointed, Discouraged, Hurt, Alone, Isolated, Blue, Mad, Down, if I had a thesaurus nearby, I am sure this list would expand dramatically. Not having a good day, feeling as if I am not having a good life I know it is just a feeling and my life is really alright Shitty things happen all to often to us it seems When will the dark cloud lift and things be again like a dream? When will things all seem to fall in place? When will I again look in the mirror and see a smile on my face? When will our struggles be fewer not more? I guess when the day comes we are knocking on heavens door Life is all drama at least so it seems Life is a test to find our strengths hidden deep I feel like I have been tested much moreso than most I am wondering now if my life is just a joke I love lots of people and have been loved

Shr
Our first idiot to make it to the blog at least is smart enough to get the conversation done and over with by attempting the direct approach. SHR: nice collar Me: Thank you. SHR: do you wanna see my cam Me: I’m not big on cams sorry SHR: I use thikk dildos Me: You really should have read my profile. -USER BLOCKED- I was tempted to ask him if he used them on himself or was he offering to use them on me? And if on me, then I'd have to assume he's got a rather small penis if he needs to mention toys right away. *sigh* I love the delete/block button.

Family (freak) Circus
Last week, I finally got disowned by my parents.It's been a long time coming. As I have (IIRC) mentioned before, I have been unable to go to my family's Christmas gathering for a few years. My sister had disowned me even before that.Anyway, this tantrum is a repeat of several other ones that my parents have pulled. This time, though, I will NOT try to reconcile with them. On top of that, I will not talk to them anymore unless if they apologize. And I don't see that happening...tag: family -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at Fubar.comGet paid to surf the web with

Why Did They Come?
Why did they come? Who are we to end it all, yet how do we not care?, You have waged war with us, why did you even dare! Now family's are separated, they have suffered a great loss, Pain has crippled our nations, For Allah you have burned our Cross! We will not stop, and neither will you, why have you started we had to fight too! This is Gods war, why can't you see? Life would be beautiful, if we all lived to be free! Please stop the killing, you have killed our daughters and sons, does more blood have to be shed in a war that cannot be won? I pray one day soon, the world will once again see peace, Gods will be done. Lord help us, Why did they come?

What A Nice Guy
i see alot of posts where people are pimping someone else as being such a wonderfull person in order to get them views adds and points ect. wheres mine !! im awesome and im pretty sure evereyone knows it. sadface.

Office Meeting
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of the very stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the stressed out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and Camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone 4. Viagra, Strong e

Fukturds #3
Air signs are geniuses in disguise, they are clever and witty, but cunning and manipulative if they use their intellect for bad, they are great at conversation and keeping things fresh, some of the best guitar players are geminis like Steve Vai and Tom Morello, then again what do I know?

Looking For Reason...
I stand alone bleeding With my heart in my hands Looking for a reason To breath again. The days move slowly And it looks like the end I don't have the strength To love again. My mind spins madly but I go nowhere- Smothered by a world of hurt and pain. I'm sinking in this hell The one you made for me- It won't be long and I will breath again. (c)Michelle Hacker 2007

Urban Word Of The Day
August 24, 2007: Remasculate The opposite of [emasculate]. To grow one's balls back after they have been shrunken by an especially effeminate activity. God, the girlfriend dragged me to go see License to Wed... it was terrible. I had to remasculate afterwards by watching Die Hard: The Bloody Retribution.

Sorry About Music Lyrics
Hi all, Hello all Iam writting this blog to tell you why i put up music lyrics in my blogs. One reason why I do it is because Iam in a mood. I dont know what it is about music that gets me in and out of moods Iam in its werid, Its like if Iam in a good mood I will lsiten to some CCR or Ealges If Iam in a bad mood I will listen to soem SLipknot or Mudyavne. I guess music is a kind of a mood ring if you will of my life. The other reason why is because I like the song yep thats it. I out them up in my stash witch i have to go though because 99% of them are not working because of youtube. Yes its mostly rock to because thats what i grew up with my brothers and sisters and thats where i got most of my influences from. If i really in a mood and like the son it will come here to my blog. Well Iam blog happy trying to keep my mind off shit that is going on what else is new MY SO CALLED LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Pollution Of Words And Money
words are our means of communication, that which raises man above beasts. we can think, we have concepts, we can write and pass our beliefs from one land to another, one generation to the next. pollute our relationships with flattery and manipulation, our languages with lies, propaganda, self-serving use of images, the prostitution of words and meaning, and we can no longer reach each other. we become isolated. nothing is real. we drown in a morass of the sham, the expedient. Deceipt, corruption, and betrayal---the lowest circles of hell. ever since man aquired goods and leisure, specialized his skills and learned to cooperate one with another for everyone's benifit, we have used a common means of exchange----money. in fact, ever since we began anything one could call civilization and learned that we are more than a collection of individuals, each for himself, and formed the concept of community, money has been pivotal. pollute that, and you strike at the root of all society.

Update (21 And A Half Weeks)
We know the gender and have a name picked as well as a birthing method. So everything is basically set up. All we gotta do now is wait. We even have the babys doctor picked and what BC Im going on. It's a boy! and we're naming him Corbin Sage (I let Kevin pick the name). They have upped my due date from Jan 5 to Jan 2 and Im measuring 3-4 weeks larger then I should be (my last visit I should have been measuring 20cm which is right at the navel [I was 20 wks and 2 days]. Well, I was measuring at 23.5 cm...so basically 6 months...1 cm/wk). So my doctor thinks I may either: go 1-2 weeks early or have a lot of pre-term false labor If Corbin only comes 2 weeks early, I'll still be allowed to do water birth (it's supposedly an easier transition for the baby cause the water he's in now is the same temp. as the water I'll be sitting in). They still have to run the gestational diabetes test and 2 other tests (they found pre-cancerous cells on my 1st exam and wanna re-do that next month) a

Captain Cooter Aka {cc}
I was browsing the internet one day when I came across something very shocking... After further research I found out that our Friend "Captain Cooter" was once a Porn Star by the name of "Captain Aslammer" before changing his name here on fubar. My Quest to you is to investigate for me, and find more photos like the one above so that we may uncover more secrets in to our Friends Dark Past... Submit your Findings here in this Blog...

Gleaming And Undeniable
there is a gleaming and undeniable evidence that human beings are wholly unlike any other animal in the cosmos - we are a precious mingling of the flesh and immortal fire. we long to be seen, approached, understood and to get into miscief; unconcious of the seductive quality in simple gestures. we try to stir everything up and see if it won't boil over and God won't come down and grab us by the hair. you pick the voices that scold you. you pick those who will turn on you and stick the knife right into your heart. some seem to stand ready, prancing about gleefully, ready to snatch our souls and pinch it between evil little fingers. relentless as ever before. all we can do is hope that the angels and saints intervene. there is a terrible lie in all this, but it makes no difference in the pain that we can feel. when do we become weak? why the sinking feeling in our stomach, the thinkness in our throat, the heat of tears in our eyes? why the tight knot of tension inside us expandin

Difference Between Men And Women
Difference Between Women And Men 1.NAMES If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2.EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20 , even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3.MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4.BATHROOMS A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able

Our God He Is And Will Always Be.be .r Eady --times Are Short> He Comes Soon
Thank you oh Lord; Your here close; And with all who need you in here and around the world .May You bless all ; May they accept you as Thier LOrd .I know you cry tears O Lord; Cause it hurts You so ; That some chose the darkend world. But some just a few; They sin and Others give praise to you, No matter what they wont defy you LOrd ; Help them thru with Your love. These days be of trouble times ; But we can count; On You all the time. You are here day or night . And You shed your Brilliant light. Lord; YOUR love is forever and ever ; Your true and faithful and strong ; And with us for ever, no matter how long , the day or night does go on : Your Our Lord and are forever more. Lord , hold all dearly in Your arms; We,ll need you now more and more ; With all the world corrupting down around us daily,; Your Love will give sheleter to some from the storm.. . O Woe ; We cry out in horrow as things unfold each tomorrow .The times be here and upon us no

This Is So Sad
GOOD MORIN I LIKE TO ASKK ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY CAN U HELP ME LEVEL I HAVE 38,996 PTS TO LEVEL UP I DO RETURN ALL THE LOVE , RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC@ fubar PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU HELP SO ICANT RETURN THE LOVE AN SEND A SPECIAL GIFT HAVE A GREAT DAY LOVE RUBIA

Best Smile Contest!!
I have some contestants already and this I wanted to post some details on it... 1. The first prize is a 3 day blast 2. I'm wanting about 15 contestants to start 3. the contest will be based on rates, but comment bombing is still welcome, it will determine the winner if there is a tie... 4. Tentatively, I plan to start the contest on Monday, August 27th, provided I get enough contestants. 5. the contest will run for 2 weeks and will end at midnight EST on the 14th day... Thats all I got so far, if there is any changes, I will post them... Good luck to all who enter, and I'm still deciding on runner up prize...

This Woman Should Run For President Written By A Housewife From New
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our Nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?..Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession

Hmmmmm
Wow... so I thought that I actually had a mind of my own. I am told that I am not happy because I don't want to be happy... really??? You think I honestly can control the situation that I am in right now? I was told that I push people away... yes I admit I do! I do not want to let people in to only get hurt even more than I have been in my life. Nobody but myself knows what I have been through in my life... not everything...nor will anyone EVER know what all I have been through. I am sorry if I close myself off to people! It is easier for me to do that rather than allow myself to get hurt again. And I don't care who you are... everyone will eventually hurt someone... if it is intentional or not it will happen. I am sick and tired of being hurt and taken advantage of! IT STOPS NOW! I am living my life to please myself... so if I hurt you in the process I am sorry... but this is my life and there is NOBODY who is going to tell me how to live, feel, or act!

So, If You Are Interested ....
I will open up my new NSFW album to the people on my Friends list today during the 10:00am Happy Hour (that's 1:00 pm Est. Time). After that, it will be set to Family only again. Just thought I'd give you all a head's up. :) ALBUM

The Only Way To Now Be Added
For me to add you has a friend from now on you Must have a salute pic and fan me. The fanning is nothing new. You all know Ive requested that for a long time. But the having a salute pic is new. My reason for this is my ex is running around the site. If I require a salute pic I can be sure that hes not on my list in hidden form... The only people left on my friends list that dont have salute pics are those that I know personally. I have not removed my fan from anyone at this time. But yes when I find out who has removed their fannings from me mine will be removed has well.

People Are Kind Out There!!
I want to thank everyone who helped me out today. On time schedule, have to be at work by one and all that junk!! lol I will return all the "love", maybe not at quick as I would like too, but I will!!!! Thanks again!!!!!

Love
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way." "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love." "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth." "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs." "Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings." "L

Wrong Answer!
A man left work one Friday afternoon. But instead of going home, he stayed out the entire weekend playing golf with the boys and spending his entire paycheck. When he finally appeared at home Sunday night, he was confronted by his furious wife and was bombarded for his actions with an angry tirade for over two hours. Finally his wife stopped the nagging and simply said to him, "How would you like it if you didn't see me for two or three days?" To which the husband replied: "That would be fine with me." Monday went by and he didn't see his wife. Tuesday went by and he didn't see his wife. Wednesday came and went with the same results. Finally, on Thursday, the swelling went down just enough to where he could see her a little bit out of the corner of his left eye.

Growing Up
MY PRINCESS STARTS MIDDLE SCHOOL MONDAY ,AND I'M VERY NERVOUS FOR HER, IM SUPPOSE TO JUST DROP HER OFF IN THE FRONT OF THE SCHOOL WITH ANY TEACHER STANDING OUTSIDE THEY TOLD ME ON THE PHONE YESTERDAY.IM FEELING OLD, AND I HOPE ALL GOES WELL FOR HER.ILL ACCEPT ANY ADVISE ...........LOL

Oh Boy...tgif!!!!
Just droppin' in to say Hi, and Good Morning to all my Fu friends. Boy....TGIF....I am SO glad, and am definately ready for the weekend. It's work to day for a few hours, but hopefully that will go by rather quickly. I finally did it...been telling myself that I HAD to get a hair cut, my hair was getting so long, and driving me bonkers. I always hate to cut it, because without a perm, I have NO CURL WHATSOEVER! But...I can never afford a cut and perm all at once...about $60 if I have it done. So, I decided to get the cut, and buy my own perm rods, and do the perm myself. Which I have done before. But...trying to roll VERY STRAIGHT hair on perm rods, with everything in the mirror backwards, is next to impossible. Of course, the fact that my hair is short, doesn't help any either. So...needless to say, now I have some very straight hair, until I can find someone to help me roll it and can get the perm done. My friend Cheri will be in tomorrow for a visit. I know she'd be mo

Wedding In The Wrr Tonight !!!!!!
Wedding tonight to join moose and angee in marital bliss is in the WRR at 9cst 10est all are invited. Special thanks to Miss Evil and Warlox and Csc and Dj Darkness for makeing this posible you all are just the greatest!

Sorry This Is Funny
ok i'm sorry but this is really funny..... i will tell u hpow to do this.... ok for the contest... 1) go to my blog that says contest 2) click on sexygirls pic 3)then rate her,add her,fan her... 4)when she accepts u go back to my blog yes the same blog... 5)click on my pic in the blog(then linked pic) 6)then rate me and comment like u havent b4 lol 7) then u may take a break come back later and then comment the f*ck out of me again.... 8) then the next day repeat steps 5 through now.. yes i have 7 days to reach 67,000 or better,i am falling behind dammmmm.... Ok now i know u all dont think u should cuz i hate them...But how many of u wrote and said u would....and where r my crushes...hmmmmmm 25 crushes doing this daily should beable to kick ass....wow so i must not be loved....... but anyhow....even if u do this and only leave 10-100 comments is great...i may not win in everything i do but i guess i need to try huh... for those of u that have been with me

Messenger Crap
ok, for those of you that keep contact with me outside of here via my yahoo IM, it is dead. sometime yesterday it kicked me out, and wont let me back. so, untill i get it worked out, which i might never from the way things are going, please make a note of my other contact info. msn/hotmail theamazingmarlow@hotmail.com yahoo theamazingmarlow@yahoo.com my hotmail is what i use the most, but i have both running while at work. please please please re-add me. i appologize in advance for any trouble. thank you, ttfn

Well It Starts Monday
It has been over 30 years since High school, and more than 20 years since I had any formal training in the Marine. Well I am all signed up. I will be going to Amarillo College online to get my Certificate in funeral directing. I will be starting out with 11 semester hours this semester, classes in Mortuary History, contempary funeral Services, Funeral Home management, and Funeral Home operations clinical. It should be a lot of fun, and interesting. Not sure how it will go, taking classes like this online is totally new to me. But a lot cheaper than attending school in person. and dang the books were expensive. about 1/3 of my tution. Well wish me luck. My classes will end December 14th, then I will start the next semester. With a little luck I can finish as early as Sept 2008, or as late as June 2009. We will see.

{cc} Club
Well...someone started up the Man Haters Club yesterday, which was quickly followed by the Men Who Love the Man Haters Club...and since I like to steal ideas and not join in other people's clubs, I made my own club. {CC} Club... where our motto is: BOOOOBS!!!! How to join? Simple: ask me nicely, and show me your boobs. You don't have to do it here, you can do it in a private message. Then, in 6-8 weeks, you will receive your ID badge and...nothing. Well, besides the respect and admiration of boob lovers everywhere for your willingness to blatantly support boobs wherever they may droop.

Yep It Is Getting Closer To My Birthday
Just a little reminder that my birthday is on Thursday August 30 and I am turning 25 years old and I will update all my profiles on line so there are some I don't either remember lol.. But any how stop by and wish me a Happy Birthday on Thursday on August 30 or give me a gift or give me any thing lol.. Well things here are ok and doing ok.. I am kind of excited for my birthday that is coming up.. I hope you all have a really good day :D.. Virgo24

Bullshit
What a day yesterday. First of all when Mike got paid the 15th of August Mike switched banks. He transfered $760 from Bank of america to USAA bank. It didn't go through the first time. He called bank of america and they said it didn't go through and to try it again. So he did. This time it went through. There was $760 in the USAA bank now. A few days later there was another transfer of $760. So now we had $1400 in the bank somehow. Mike checked the bank of america account to see if it was overdrawn $760 for transfering it twice. It said we were not overdrawn so we figured maybe some other way we got this money and it was ours now. Well yesterday we found out the USAA bank is taking the $760 back now. So our account on USAA is $356 dollars overdrawn now. So the 1st of Sept when he gets paid we can only pay rent and then we are broke. Nice huh! Thats not it though. I went to make dinner last night. They shut our gas off because we owed $133 dollars on our bill. In Dec I called when the

Head Of The List Of The Ass Of The Day Awards....what An Azz
keybender: i need a hot nurse,,cure my limp dick syndrone!!hehe ->keybender: Do you not read profiles dickhead???? I do not appreciate been approached that way...so run along, have a nice day but do it on someone else's damn page...cause you are not getting your rocks off here.... keybender: naw,just saw pretty face,,sorry ->keybender: that was just rude and disrespectful keybender: sorry ya feel that way,,dont be so uptight,,,,bad for stress! ->keybender: Of course I have to be uptight if I don't like being approached like a corner slut.... WHATEVER...take your ass somewhere else....Am done talking to you...I will not tolerate the disrespect and being talked to like a whore by a stranger and then being put down when I reject the off...am done talking...OUT keybender: have a nice day,bitch! UGH...what an idiot.... am just pissed now!!!!!!!!! And now I am a bitch too......damn an uptight bitch...I been a lot of things but that is a new one lmfao......... keybender@ fubar

Michigan Sucks!!!!
What the hell is goin on with the job market? Michigan sucks!!! There is no work here anywhere unless you are a college graduate with at least a bachelors degree in something. I mean come on, the unemplyment rate in southeastern Michigan right now is over 700,000!!! And there are only about 40,000 jobs available for those 700,000 unemployed people. What is our country coming too when we can't secure emplyment, yet we can send all this money to Iraq for them to "Rebuild" their country. Mr. Bush needs to start worryin about his own people a little more. He is sending all this money over seas, when his own people are starving and begging for work, yet there is neither.

Collection Agencies
I am so pissed off. My grandmother passed away this past June & she had some hospital bills from her stay. She died in the hospital. Now the collection agency keeps calling to ask "her family" to pay the bill. I don't get it, it's not like she has to worry about having bad credit, and the hospital didn't save her and send her home. They couldn't help her and she died, and now they want to get paid for it. That is such b/s. How do they have the nerve to ask for money from someone who is deceased!!

Sweetest Fu Contest, Come Show Him Lots Of Luv N Support, Thanx! :d
CLICK ON LYKEN'S PIC AND COME HELP ME BOMB HIM SO HE CAN WIN THE SWEETEST FU CONTEST, HE DESERVES IT, A REALLY KEWL GUY ......SO, SHOW HIM SOME OF THAT FUBAR LUV! THANX EVERYBODY , JADE

A Prayer For Today
Father, thank You for your increase in every area of my life today. I choose to set my hope in You knowing that You want to do more in my life than I can ever imagine. Teach me to be a vessel used by You today. In Jesus' Name. Amen......Have a Jesus Filled Day!God Bless!

Save My Soul
I was tempted Like a desperate child Sent out in the world to taste it It was colder than steel Frozen in fields Emptied by the turning of pages Falling like stone Over and over Falling alone Hold on hold on Love, will save my soul someday Love, will save my soul someday Take me away Take me so far away Love will save my soul someday I was trusted like a heart of gold Walked out on this earth to make it Yea, I'm better than bad Stronger than sad Harder than the rock of ages Fallin' like stones Over and over Falling alone Hold on, hold on Love, will save my soul someday Love, will save my soul someday Take me away Take me so far away Love will save my soul someday Fallin' like stone Over and over Falling alone Hold on, oh hold on Love, will save my soul someday Love, will save my soul someday Take me away Take me so far away Love will save my soul Love, will save my soul someday Love, will save my soul someday

I Stopusing
I stop using any shout box or yahoo It is so hard to get a hold of people to talk too and see whats new with them, but if you want to wrie me to see whats up I be glad to write back , maybe I can write people to know them that way instead of chat no it is not going to work If you write me and I can you back I don't bite at all

What Happened To The World (well The States)?
I remember growing up being taught to say please and thank you. Do we still teach this? Back in 85, shortly after I graduated from high school and joining the Navy – I got stationed overseas. I still remember the days prior to this flight, when people were respectful and courtesy to each other. The simple things in life as in saying “Thank you” when someone helps you out – either in a shop as a customer or anywhere else; Hanging onto a door so that person behind doesn’t get it slammed in their face; Saying excuse me when they bumped into you on the street; etc, etc. But now in 2007, I am back in the states (been back for 9 years) and I have noticed that this just isn’t the case anymore. I have watched people just let doors slam onto the person behind them, even if they are carrying things in both hands. Watch people bump into others on the streets, and then looked at who them like it was their fault – not saying a word. But the worst case if when people are dealing with

Daily Bible Verse
He who believes in Him [who clings to, trusts in, relies on Him] is not judged [he who trusts in Him never comes up for judgment; for him there is no rejection, no condemnation- -he incurs no damnation]; but he who does not believe (cleave to, rely on, trust in Him) is judged already [he has already been convicted and has already received his sentence] because he has not believed in and trusted in the name of the only begotten Son of God. [He is condemned for refusing to let his trust rest in Christ's name.] John 3:18 (Amplified Bible) Cool Myspace Comments

Giveme A Reason
This is another lonely morning It feels like another lonely night I'm almost sure I'll give up hoping Or shouldn't I give it one more try Give me a reason To hold on to this love Give me a reason To stay strong in my heart Show me a reason that I go on Words came straight from the start All alone Give me one good reason A reason to go on Did I just see a tear in your eyes Did I just miss a silent sign Is it the end or is it my mind Making it hard for you to try Give me a reason To hold on to this love Give me a reason To stay strong in my heart Show me a reason that I go on Words are straight from the start All alone Give me one good reason A reason to go on

Dancing With An Angel
Take my hand before I go We'll never be alone Look at all the lucky days And places we have gone Let me say a single word A million other ways But all I wanna see is now A smile upon your face Like I'm dancing - dancing with an angel Like I'm dancing - never danced before Like I'm dancing - dancing with an angel Like I'm dancing - a dream I'm dancing on Gave my heart into your hands We are evermore How can I repay you now For all the years and more All I know so deep inside We will never fade So let me take you by the hand And lead you to the dance Still I'm dancing through a dream with an angel I don't wanna lose a part of your heart Still you give me all the worlds I believe in And I know that we will never part

An Introduction To This Blog...
Seeing as how the world has gone cyber, so has the idiots. In the past it was merely bad pickup lines in a bar, now its turned to "do you have a webcam" and "you're hawt" as means of grabbing the attention of an attractive person. But there are some of us that are resisting the onslaught of bullshit and actually getting annoyed that every horny, no-life geek out there thinks that you want to become their own personal porn star via the web. So... that said, I have a very specific profile posted that tells any visitor not only a little about me, but also a little about what NOT to do when approaching me. You'd think the idiots would read it... but sadly, no. Instead I'm bombarded with invitations to webcams, cyber sex, or meeting up in person to have "hot sex with a stranger". I've been sent pictures of genitals and asked "how would you like that inside you?" Why does this bother me? Why aren't I jumping on the cyber bandwagon? Simple. First, I'm not a porn star. If

Were I Stand , Although On Unsteady Legs.
Life is a funny thing ya know. one min your happy , the next the whole world can turn on you. See I have been there. I have been to the darkest place I can go. And now I am crawling my way outta that hell. For all my friends who do read this I wanna say , dont ever be afraid to tell people about your probs and whats going on in your head. I was , and I have never opened up to anyone. and going through this seperation w/ my wife and not talking. got me to a very very dark place. I finally after a lot of drinking , beating myself up , and woshing my fate was diff. Decided it was time to pick myself up. Nothing you can do about the past , its done. you can only change the future. anywayz so enough of the bad. I have turned 25 and I feel in my life I truly have started a new chapter , perhaps a much more positive one. I have started back to school for Network Tech. I miss my son very very much , seeing as his mom wont let me see him more then but once a few mons. however

North Carolina Native
North Carolina Indians INDIANS LONG AGO Indians were the first people to live in our country. Indians gave modern Americans many gifts and taught the settlers many new ways of doing things. Each year in North Carolina, we celebrate Indian Heritage Month in November to recognize the many contributions of this population to our state. FOOD Indians taught the settlers new ways to hunt and fish when they came to North Carolina many years ago. The Indians caught their fish in nets called weirs that were made from reeds, woven or tied together. They would place the weir across the stream and anchor it with rocks or poles that stuck into the sand. Another way Indians caught fish is with spears. Indians hunted big animals mostly with bows and arrows. They hunted deer and bear. Some Indians used blow guns for hunting smaller animals such as rabbit and squirrel. The Indians cooked the fish and meat over a grill made of reeds or sticks. But, most of the cooking was done in clay pots

Words To The Song. Do It Anyway.
I'm placing this here at the request of my mom. Hoping that it will be encouragement to whomever reads it. I will be the first to tell you, I believe that this completely sums up my mom. No matter how difficult things get for her shes going to Do It Anyway. Do It Anyway: You CAN spend your whole life buildin' Something from nothin One storm can come and blow it all away Build it anyway You CAN chase a dream That seems so out of reach And you know it might not ever come your way Dream it anyway God is great but sometimes life aint good And when I pray It doesn't always turn out like I think it should But I do it anyway I do it anyway This worlds gone crazy And it's hard to believe That tomorrow will be better than today Believe it anyway You can love someone with all YOUR heart For all the right reasons And in a moment they can choose to walk away love em anyway God is great but sometimes life ain't good And when I pray It doesn't always tur

Even Angels Cry
felt so blue - the sky was so grey It was pouring down - I went walking anyway A ragged old man came right up to me He said: "I'm half blind - but there's things I see And things I believe" - He said: "Even angels cry If you don't believe my words Just look up at the sky Do you really think it's rain? It's nothing more than heaven's pain Even angels cry Even angels cry" I said: "Man, what makes you so smart?" He said: "Have you ever heard of a broken heart? Since she left me, I've been sad as you But she let's me know she misses me too I know that it's true Even angels cry If you don't believe my words Just look up at the sky Do you really think it's rain? It's nothing more than heaven's pain Even angels cry Even angels cry I really do believe that love's forever When it takes a hold of you, it won't let you go And it can pull a broken heart together And just in case you're troubled, I want you to know Even angels cry If you don't believe my words

Yeah, Well So Can I!
So, I stumbled on this site a year or so back.... never dusted off the profile until last night. Now, I've drug my roommate to the "bar" with me.... One shot of Patron, one shot of Jager, and two jello shots, please. Never too early to just dive right in. I can actually write a blog here, huh? Cool, I was running out of sites to write my word vomit on! Not that I ever have anything good to say, just that I like to think I do! Now that I'm here, well, what next????? Find me, I'll be the lil bitch at the BAR!

I'm In Love With You
Night after night, stroll out in the darkness Demons in my head got me hanging by a threat Time after time, year after year On my own it's such a lonely road Wanna let you know how I feel for you Wanna let you know I'd die for you I'm in love with you You are all I need I dream you put your arms around me And set my spirit free I'm in love with you You mean all to me I've been longing for you loving And hoping you will see I'm in love with you Day after day struggle to get through Feel so alone without you Tear after tear keep falling from my eyes I'm so afraid you might no want me too Got to let you know my need for you Got to let you know I'd die for you I'm in love with you You are all I need I dream you put your arms around me And set my spirit free I'm in love with you You mean all to me I've been longing for you loving And hoping you will see Like an angel turning dark to light You come to me in my dreams Your caresses in a lonely nigh

Found A House
The hubby and I went house looking yesterday. We found a few places that we are really interested in. The one that sticks out in my mind the most though is a small farm that's close to my kids school. There's 59 acres, a barn, a shop, and a 2 bedroom 1 bath house, which we would obviously have to build on to. They want 259,000 for it. This is the first time we've ever actually been able to buy a house so I was kind of wondering what you guys think of the price??? Land around here is selling for between 5000 to 10,000 an acre. We feel it's a really good deal. We just don't want to get in over our heads. The land would pay for itself because we can buy livestock and make money from it. (Sorry but you city folk probably wouldn't understand any of this :P) Just let me know what ya think.

We Did It :)
MORGANTOWN, West Virginia (AP) -- To the disappointment of school administrators -- and the pride of some students -- West Virginia University is No. 1 on The Princeton's Review's annual list of the top 20 party schools. The school has made the list seven times in the past 15 years, despite efforts to curb underage drinking and rowdy behavior. But not since 1997 have the Mountaineers taken the top spot. Last year, WVU was No. 3, bested by the University of Texas at Austin and Penn State, both of which remain in the top 10 this year. Senior Katie O'Hara, 22, said WVU is No. 1 because "no matter what kind of party you want it's here -- bars, fraternities, house parties. ... If you want to take shots all night, there's a bar; no matter what you want to do, it's there." Still, O'Hara said her friends "know how to manage their time. They know when to party and when not to," which wouldn't explain the school's No. 1 ranking in the category of Their Students (Almost) Never Stud

My First One...blog, Here, That Is
Ok...so my roomie turned me onto this site the other day. After fumbling around for about an hour, i've discovered i can write a blog here. Ya know...yer basic meanderings of the mind. Word vomit, so to speak. So, here's a brief history on me: Recent transplantee from cali to mass. Various reasons, none of which really require or need to be stated. Heh, i'm here, k??? Now what the hell do i do?? Not a clue. I've been "single" since around October last year, which is actually ok. Heh, my vibrator doesn't talk back, annoy me...unless it needs the batteries replaced. It's all good. I remember years ago thinking i'd grow old & be the bag lady you'd see hanging out in alley ways, or walking down the street. Course, i'd be a macy's bag lady..uh..or nordstroms. Haven't really met any guy i'm interested in, but then i haven't really attempted to meet anyone. I like the place new place. Cost of livings less. My crazy lil heathen dog gets to now live with his bitch (roomie

True Friendship
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families; their homes; their jobs; their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.... Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a f

This Is Going To Be Fun Lol
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 24,2007 You're in a great emotional space right now, and might want to start a much-needed conversation with a spouse or parent. Your calm should make them feel safe enough to talk about even the most difficult topics.

Lets Get Physical Last Time I Promise Lol
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair Colorlight brown with highlightsHieght5'5"GlassesnoShoe Size9Casual or FormalcasualLong or Short HairlongManicured or NaturalnaturalEye ColorhazelLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffoffBed or TabletableRomantic or WildwildRisky or SaferiskyHugs or KissesbothEars or NeckneckWalk fast or SlowfastDance or Tap FootdanceWalk or RidewalkStay in or Go Outgo outSpontanious or PlannedspontaneousOrganized or FrazzledfrazzledEarly or LatelateTaken or SingletakenHigh Places or Well Groundedwell groundedSwimming or SkiingswimmingHiking or Beach Strollbeach strollVertical or HorizontalhorizontalBath or ShowerbathRoll-on or Sprayroll onHot or ColdHOTTongue or LipsTONGUEType or WritetypeRead or SingsingTalk or ListentalkOne of the Gang or OutsideroutsiderLoud or QuiteloudSchool or WorkworkSmoke or DrinkdrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight Snackmidnight snackNapkin or Hand TowelnapkinTheater or RentalstheaterCandle lit Dinner or Pizzapizza

Tired Of It
ok im tired of people acting childish because i dont rate 10 all the time, i rate as i see fit, dont yell at me yell at the people who run this site, im only on here to meet people, i only rate a 1 if i hate the pic and i only rate a 10 if i really like the pic, if you dont like that then go somewhere where they only allow perfect people, im not perfect and nether are you, i can accept it can you? this is a public website not your pop contest in which everyone is a winner, if it makes you happy tell the people who run it to take out 1-7 and only keep 8-10 or even 9-10 so that you can feel like you are the most beautiful person in the world,

It'll Be A Long Time Before I Do That Again.
yesterday I hugged my father. I spent the duration of the day smelling like Ralph Lauren Polo. Anyone that knows the scent of that knows is super strong. I suddenly got a headache I couldn't shake. LOL

Uniformity
Crime and Loot A Criminal's passionate pursuit Shoot dont please Please dont shoot Back and Forth Inside a cell of conviction Thier stomach rumbles for guidance Thier ears too deaf to listen Is it what just that's? That's just what it is A dyslexic life formula Too complex to comprehend Dreadful Days Dreadful Nights A flinch too quick They might end your dreadful life Like three, two, one One, two, three We can all be leaders Now follow me Through twisted plots To a land of Freedumb Were criminals are all around But we dont see them.

8/24/07
You're going through a slightly melancholy time, but it's only natural -- things should pick up again in the near future. In the meantime, try not to worry too much about any one aspect of your life. Yep that says it all right there...I do worry way too much!

Have A God Gone Day.
A dog had followed his owner to school. His owner was a fourth grader at a public elementary school. However, when the bell rang, the dog sidled inside the building and made it all the way to the child's classroom before a teacher noticed and shoo'ed him outside, closing the door behind him. The dog sat down, whimpered and stared at the closed doors. Then God appeared beside the dog, patted his head, and said, "Don't feel bad fella'.... they won't let ME in either."

The Smile
The Smile The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved. As I turned around I smelled a horrible "dirty body" smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men. As I looked down

John 3:16
This is so beautiful! JOHN 3:16 A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers. He walked up to a policeman and said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay." The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, "You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in." So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered. He looked up and said, "John 3:16." The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in f

Friday Links: Car Crash Comedy, Bob Saget, Naked Girls On Paltalk, Is Tom Alive? New O&a Video, New Audio Player, Traveling Virus In Nj Tomorrow, New
Oh lord...what a way to wake up on a Friday morning ... Nude Ladies on Paltalk! (Thank you BabyGirl, RedRum and Flightbenefits) LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) We have a busy-as-hell show today, kids...so buckle up and get ready for some funny...or some slightly funny. We're doing Car Crash Comedy in studio today, and a bunch of amateur comedians will compete for a chance to open up at the Traveling Virus tomorrow at PNC BANK Arts Center in Holmdel, NJ (get your tickets, Chester). Our buddy Bob Saget is in studio to help judge the comics. Also, our pal Mick Foley is here to force-feed our own Sam steak, rice, and sweet potato pie (because Sam won't eat normal food). Finally, our pal Lewis Black decided to stop by and watch the festivities...and comment on how immature we are. Lewis Black, Mick Foley and Bob Saget will be at the Traveling Virus show tomorrow night at PNC. Now, Sam does do one thing very well, and that is providing us with new O&

Lets Open Up A Bit...
Well, after a justification which was more necessary for me than for you, lets give it a try. I fell in love with someone 2 years ago. It was complicated, as it is expected with me. I seem to have a tendency to fall for someone with whom it will be totally compicated. She was living in London, engaged for 3 years, 4 years older than me, had her own company, whereas I had only started my career when i met her a while before we fell for each other. And yeah, we met over net. Not through any site or random chatting though, she was a friend of a friend, and i needed an expertise in her area. So yeah, we met through msn. After a while, we realized we took comfort in each others company, we took care of each other, we healed each others' wounds. We were both used to carrying others, helping others.. And when I saw someone like me(same goes for her), it was a big time relief! Think of it, you are the one always having to think about other ppl, now someone is tryin to watch out for you, pro

Dispatch - Prince Of Spades
Coming back Coming home The queen of love enters the room Silence ensues... To the king what have you done to my life Did you you take me for a fool or for a wife And the king is in his court Counting all his diamonds One by one they do fall Says the queen our pride the prince of spades is coming home It'd be nice if you could find some time alone After all he's in line for the throne And the king is in his court Counting all his diamonds One by one they do fall So now just get up off your ass and leave all your treasures behind your son is coming home with you to spend time show him how a good king should be and don't ever forget the day when your turned your back on him and me still I stayed

Um Hero?
Okay look I don't mind a good story every now and then. Hell yesterday I posted a blog asking for them. But when you see me trying to work, WHY do you stand next to me and tell me the story of how you delivered puppies yesterday... 8 different versions of it??????? Now I've got a late start on the day.

Soulmates...
Is He Your Soulmate? Your Results: You've found your soulmate Let the skeptics be cynical - you know that soulmates do exist because you're already with yours! Many women choose partners for all the wrong reasons - he offers financial security, the sex is great, he's romantic - but your relationship is based on the things that actually matter. Your soulmate is someone who you can see yourself growing old with, someone who respects and loves you for who you are. You have both kept your individuality, even as you form your identity together. You know that you don't need a man to give meaning to your life because you cherish your friendships and personal hobbies and activities. You understand each other innately and share each other's worldview. Many relationships end in a short time because the lust has fizzled out. But because you have such an intense emotional connection, your guy is always attractive to you, whether he's in his pajamas, brushing his teeth or in a suit

Trust
Turst is a funny things, it takes forever to earn but a moment to lose. Why do we trust those we know we can't but don't trust those we know we can. I'm not quite sure where this has come from, but it's been on my mind alot lately. I have a few people in my life I trust. Sometimes I wonder if I should. The look on their face sometimes suggests they are hiding something from me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. Due to things that have happened in the past it makes it hard for me to completely trust. I've been hurt too many times. To no one in particular, can I trust you? Are you going to hurt me again? If so do it and get it over with so I can move on.

Oh God What Have I Done
All she wanted to do was help me.. all i did was push her away. i'm such an ass hole i've done this time and time again to those who've tried to care and i couldn't handle it. I've finally done it to someone I truly care for and love and things will never be the same because of my stupidity. I am hurting inside because of a lot of shit thats going on but she was trying to help me and i kicked it back in her face over and over. I'm so stupid.. Can i ever be forgiven for my sins. i have to pay for them.

Friends Poem
Standing by, All the way. Here to help you through your day. Holding you up, When you are weak, Helping you find what it is you seek. Catching your tears, When you cry. Pulling you through when the tide is high. Just being there, Through thick and thin, All just to say, you are my friend. - Brittani Kokko -

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. - Jean Kyler McManus -

Friend Or Foo
ok i never did one of these before so hear we go i have many friend but only some are true.they show me love and never left me feelin blue.when i came up here i totally had know clue..i know when you look at me you said to your self dayum he's hot but ladyz itz more to me than that..come see me talk to me i cook and clean an all da other shit between:all im saying is if your on my page show some love yam it!!!LOL

Sweetest Fu!
HEY EVERYBODY, HELP OUT A GOOD FRIEND THAT I NOMINATED FOR SWEETEST FU........ HE'S A REALLY KEWL GUY, HELP COMMENT BOMB HIM, I WANT HIM TO WIN! THANX!! *HUGZ* http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=314206&albumid=522041&i=1827482810

All About Lies
“I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you” “A half-truth is the most cowardly of lies” “The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this because we're afraid. We fear we will not find love, and when we find it we fear we'll lose it. We fear that if we do not have love we will be unhappy.” “Tell your friend a lie. If he keeps it secret, then tell him the truth.” “The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie” “Make the lie big, make it simple, keep saying it, and eventually they will believe it” “A half-truth is a whole lie” “A single lie destroys a whole reputation for integrity” “Sometimes I lie awake at night, and ask, 'Where have I gone wrong?' Then a voice says to me, 'This is going to take more than one night.'” “The most common lie is that which one lies to himself; lying to others is relatively an exception” “People do not believe lies

Goingf To See
Linkin Park today. :D im still a little sick but better then i was yesterday. i will have pics up some time tomorrow. someone rate my pics & stash PLEASE i have fallen behind. if you rate all my pics & stash tell me & ill buy u something BIG. thanks

Fubucks Servey
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The World Stood Still
THE EARTH STOOD STILL SMS The day the earth stood still To realize the damage that we've done Look upon the sky that hides the sun Talking to the old fisherman About the dead Bay and whales And the sad sad tales Of offshore wells There'll be nothing left he said Just condos for the rich And the tourist that visit and wish For a reason to exist We throw away people Throw away things Destroy and move on Leaving dead land and such While we stand and watch Will we stand and watch You are watching now

Profiles W/ No About Me
I just don't get it why people don't add info in the about me. Why can't they take the time to write something about themselves??? Are they too vain? Are they too shy? Do they not know themselves? Are they too lazy? Why even sign up for a site like this if they can't describe who they are?! UGH! It pisses me off! Most of the time I won't add them as a friend or even talk to someone if they don't have an about me section. I want to know a little bit about them dammit! I want to know how they view the world. I want to know of they are sex addicts. Weirdos. Druggies. Freaks. Whether their politics mesh with mine. SOMETHING DAMMIT! I'm not willing to start talking to some fool who doesn't have a blurb in their About Me. When I read their about me it gives me insight into their mind. If I get a bad feeling when reading it, chances are - I'm not going to like them. They won't make me feel comfortable when I talk to them. WRITE SOMETHING IN YOUR ABOUT ME! That's what it's there fo

Goodbye
When the time has come You've got to be strong. You got to live on. See that distant light? It's shining so bright. It will show you the way. 'Coz the world is for you my dear. You can make it I know you will. After saying goodbye, Please don't ask me why. When the love is gone, True hearts are broken. How can I help it? My love's still alive. As the day goes by And the night closing in, I can get no sleep, I walk alone in the street. I'm back on my feet, It's breaking my heart I feel the hearache.

Because Of Persia ....
So, talking to Persia last night, I realized there were a lot of bands who I know many of their songs without having owned one of their CDs. Among them are: Aiden Chiodos Kittie Linkin Park Panic at the Disco System of a Down Silverstein ***edit*** Oh yeah, and I Am Ghost! Geez! How could I forget them!

The First Try..
My first ever try of a blog.. Ive been meaning to write some for sometime. It is hard when people who thoroughly know me(I refer them as my mirrors, with whom I can be myself without hiding anything, and see myself for what I am in their eyes)are quite far. 2 in the states currently, with no specific dates as to when they will return, and one in UK, whom I considered to be much more than a mirror, the one I thought who completed me, now married.. Yeah, I do have friends that I could count on here and now.. I do have fun.. we party hard, we share a lot. But on a more basic level, it is hard for me to open up completely. So i keep things inside me, and the things i am keeping are becoming like a mountain now. Hence this blog. I dont really know how wise it is to be as honest or as open as possible in here. I generally hold things back, so that im not judged, i am afraid that ppl who should not know things will know if they happen to see my blog etc. another reason why i avoided writing t

Dreams
When you get tired of the world And how it seems Just slip away into your dreams Where no one is real All in your mind in dream as will feel This is the place where your fantasies come true And the main charecter is always you So when you fall fast asleep Remember that when you close your eyes You're entering in a world of nothing but.. LIES!

Try This
Here's something that you may enjoy: Have you ever wondered if your mind is normal or different?? Well, do this little mind exercise and find out at the end!! Free will or synaptic wiring? You be the judge. Check out the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. There's no trick or surprise. Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can. Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you've done each of them...really. Now, scroll down (but not too fast,you might miss something)........ What's this 1+5 2+4 3+3 4+2 5+1 Now repeat saying the number 6 to yourself as fast as you can for 15 seconds. Then scroll down. QUICK!!! THINK OF A VEGETABLE! You're thinking of carrot, right? If not, you're among the 2% of the population whose minds are different enough to think of something else. 98% of people will answer with carrot when given this exercise.

I Found The Remote
One night , after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back, "I found the remote!"

Rewind
Dead. Bang. Time paused for a sec Ond? One? What has become "You to shit didn't I!" Im confused now Trunk Fuckin The In Get What?! Get in the fuckin trunk As I start to feel like something is Fuck as funny Which is kind of funny as fuck This wouldnt have happened If i didnt try to sell A loaded gun.

This Saturday My Band Is Playing
Hey all my fubar friends, I just wanted to let you all know that my band (From This Day) is playing Ziggy’s in Winston Salem, NC this Saturday August 25th. If you have seen us before, then you know the kind of show we put on, if you haven’t then here’s the time to see us. Check out our music atwww.fromthisdayband.com and on that site if you go to the tour page there is a link to get directions to the show... Also playing with us that night will be our friends Black Book Romance, The Last Hour and Playing’ JoJo. This is a must see show, trust me. Hit me up if you have any questions…. Shawn T

Friends Do You Know Me Well?
Friends do you know me well? This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME, even if you don’t have any idea what the answers are, and send it back to ME. BUT FIRST, post a blank one out to all your friends so they can fill one out about you! Be honest! What’s my name? Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me? When is the last time that we saw each other? Were you happy to see me? Do I drink? What was your first impression of me when we met? What's one of my favorite things to do? What is the best feature about me? Am I shy or outgoing? Do I have any special talents? Do you consider me a good friend? Would you come to me for advice? What is a memory we have once had together? Have you ever hugged me? Have you ever kissed me? Do you miss me? Do you think I miss you? Would you cry in front of me? What is my favorite food? Have you ever had a crush on me? If there was one good ni

How Do I Say Goodbye
HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE HOW DO I LOOK INTO THEIR EYES TEARS AND EMOTION ARE ABOUND HUGS AND KISSES ALL AROUND WILL THEY THINK OF ME WILL THEY STAND TRUE WILL THEY THINK OF ME WILL THEY BE BLUE HOW DO I TELL TELL THEM THAT I HAVE TO GO MY COUNTRY NEEDS ME THIS I KNOW HOW DO I TELL THEM HOW MUCH THAT I CARE THAT MY HEART IS BREAKING THIS WE SHARE HOW DO I SAY MY GOODBYES AS I LOOK INTO MY BABIES EYES HOW DO I TELL THEM MOMMY MUST GO BUT ONE DAY SOON SHE WILL BE HOME AND TO WAIT FOR ME WITH YELLOW RIBBONS IN TOW

24 August 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, August 24: The past has a strong pull, perhaps especially when it comes to matters of the heart, but the present is where it's at -- and the future's full of promise. Learn, let go and get in the moment!

Gone
TOO MANY ARE GONE AND NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION TOO MANY FIGHT FOR FREEDOM AGAINST TERROR AND DECENTION TOO MANY GIVE UP LIVES AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE JUST AS LONG AS ALL IS FAIR TOO MANY ARE GONE AND NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION BUT I FOR ONE DO WITH ALL MY HEARTFELT APPRECIATION

You Can Ask Me Six Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Ehhh
The mayor here says he is disappointed with the amount of kids that didn't go to school the first day of school.3000 students did not come.hmmm...I wonder why.Could it be that the buses didn't pick them up?Have they thought about people that might not have their own transportation? I know for a fact my 3 yr old was not picked up for 3 days out of this week.I had to take him to school myself.I have transportation but what about the kids who don't?My 13 yr old takes the bus also.His bus came at 8:15 on Tuesday and 8:30 on Wednesday. It looks like the mayor needs to figure out what the real issue is here

For The Soldier
YOU LEFT THAT DAY AMONGST TEARS AND LAUGHTER TO SERVE OUR COUNTRY FOR NOW AND AFTER YOU CALLED THAT DAY TO SAY YOU WERE LEAVING NOT TO WORRY FOR HONOR YOU WERE RECIEVING THEY CALLED THAT DAY TO SAY YOU WERE KILLED THAT YOU DIED A HERO THAT DAY MY HEART STOOD STILL YOU CAME HOME THAT DAY TO BE PLACED IN THE GROUND MT HEART WENT WITH YOU NO WORDS WE SPOKEN, NOT A SOUND YOU LEFT THAT DAY AMONGST TEARS AND LAUGHTER TO SERVE OUR COUNTRY NOW AND IN THE HEREAFTER

Published Poem Gets Editor's Choice Award But I'm Not So Excited
I received notification in the mail yesterday that my published poem (Tonight I Cry) was awarded the editor's choice award for august. Part of this means that if I grant them permission to, my poem shall be included in a spoken word cd collection of poems. As excited as I am for all the attention it seems this poem has been given I cannot help but feel more and more that this is a "legitimate scam". I mean, I do not get a dime from having it published which I am fine with since they copywrite it in your name and thats 35 bucks I did not have to spend. I do have to pay 70 bucks for the book it will appear in though. Is still exciting just to be actually published. Since then I've been getting things about a poetry convention and they say my work was honored but......I would have to send them 500 bucks for collect my trophy and a few other items. Now with this audio collection would be another 70 bucks. So, IF I had bought everything to this moment i'd be in almost 800 bucks. I'm

How Do We Match Up?
I need a date soon for the Lonestar concert here in my neighborhoods amphitheater, so here is a few things i am hoping to find in common with someone someday things I love to do and hope to find in someone else 1. Roller coasters and theme parks, can ride em all day long 2. Dancing, can't keep me off the dance floor if the music is good 3. Seafood, especially shellfish, any of it, lobster, crab legs, shrimp, you name it, the sea is where the best food comes from. 4. camping, I like to go many times each year, nothing like a campfire under the stars, good company, maybe a drink or two 5. Nascar, doesn't matter who your driver is, we can have fun rooting together or have fun with the heckling each other in fun. 6. Real Romance, I'm not talking just a nite out to dinner, but fixing a warm bath with candle light, music, and someone to have it waiting for you with a nice drink, a slow dance by candle light 7. Scuba diving, no better escape from this world and civiliz

You
glitter-graphics.com THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE COMFORST ME SO THAT MY SOUL REST EASY AND I HAVE NO CHOICE THE LAUGHTER IN YOUR EYES PLEASES ME SO THE MY HEART FLIES FREE AND IT NEVER CRIES THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE TEASES ME SO THAT MY MMIND WONDERS TO A FAR OFF DISTANT PLACE THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND SOOTHES ME SO THAT MY SKIN GLISTENS MY BODY WANTING, IN DEMAND THE ESSANCE OF YOUR BEING ENTICES ME SO THAT MY VERY SOUL HAS COME ALIVE WITH SEEING THE ALL OF YOU CURIES ME SO THAT MY LIFE FORCE IS LIKE THE MORNING DEW

Weird Fests...the Last Two Are Just Bizarre
Good Morning, let me just say we in Michigan have begun a rain water selling campaign. Oh yea! Actually it’s free to all takers…. Hey is it just me or are there more and more semi tracker trailers out on the roads these days? I am astonished on how many large trucks on the roads here in the Midwest… Well summer is coming to a close. With it comes the Labor Day Weekend set for next weekend. But, also comes the end to the festival season. Buchanan, Michigan is our last one in the surrounding area. I think they call theirs the “Old Mill Festival” Now not knowing about other counties, cities and states and their festivals I believe there has to be some very weird ones out there. Does anyone know of any that are just way to weird to not make you laugh at the sound of them? I will start by one that was from the movie “ Doc Hollywood” Their festival was called the Squash Festival. But wait there are better ones then this, how about in Texas. Clute Texas has the Mosquito Festival in July. H

I
glitter-graphics.com I HURT SO BAD MY MIND IS NEVERENDING MEMORIES OF WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN I CRY SO HARD TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE FOR A LOVE LOST FOREVER I FEEL SO AONE THINKING OF THINGS THAT WERE NEVER SAID I HURT SO BAD MY BODY ACHING COR A TOUCH THAT WILL NEVER COME

Hallowicked 2007 Tour
Tours and Appearances Last Updated: March 23, 2007 HALLOWICKED 2007 TOUR OCT 15th Philadelphia, PA Electric Factory 421 North 7th Street OCT 16th Norfolk, VA The Norva 317 Monticello Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 17th Baltimore, MD Sonar 407 East Saratoga St Get Tickets Now! OCT 19th Worcester, MA The Palladium 261 Main St Get Tickets Now! OCT 20th Hartford, CT Webster Theater 31 Webster St Get Tickets Now! OCT 21st Cleveland, OH Agora Theater 5000 Euclid Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 23rd Sauget, IL (St. Louis) Pop's 1403 Mississippi Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 24th Tulsa, OK Cain's Ballroom 423 north Main St Get Tickets Now! OCT 26th Milwaukee, WI The Rave 2401 West Wisconsin Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 27th Noblesville, IN Verizon Wireless Music Center 12880 East 146th St Get Tickets Now! OCT 28th Chicago, IL Congress Theatre 2135 North Milwaukee Ave Get Tickets Now! OCT 30th Co

Can You See My Heart
glitter-graphics.com CAN YOU SEE MY HEART THE WAY ITS BEATS SO THE TENDERNESS OF IT WANTING TO SHARE THE INNER SOUL OF MY BEING CAN YOU SEE MY HEART THE WAY IT FEELS SO THE LOVE IN IT WANTING SOMEONE THAT WILL NEVER BE CAN YOU SEE MY HEART THE WAY IT BREAKS SO THE HURT IN IT BRINGING ENDLESS TEARS CAN YOU SEE ME THE WAY I FEEL MY INNER SOUL BEGGING FOR YOU glitter-graphics.com

The Meeting-my Attempt At A Very Short Story!! (i Know I Cant Spell)
Well it was here at last the day they would meet for the first time. So far the day was going well she had butterflies but had kept busy trying not to think about it,but as the hours ticked away they where getting worse. As dinner time came it was only an hour till they would meet she was so nervous food was off the menu. The thought to call and cancel the meeting kept popping into her head,but she decided not to. They had been chatting on line and by phone for a few week,he had such a nice voice she could just listen to him for hours and he look very cute in the pic she had seen. She just hoped when they did meet she wasnt going to be a disappointment to him. Then that was it half an hour time to set off to the place they would meet,she felt sick with butterflies.Standing waiting for him to pick her up she had to fight the urge to go home,she had never felt so nervous about meeting some one. Finaly she saw the car pull up,my god she thought he's a good looking guy way better tha

Photo Compo
Pretty Please Everyone that knows me or even if you dont please come rate and comment and bomb my picture below I am in a compo and have no idea how to get you to all help lil ol me win Thanks luv ya all for helping The link you need is: http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&albumid=525357&i=1181914679

Twins (me)
>GEMINI - Irresistible [May 21 - Jun 21]Nice. Love is one of a kind. >Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a >fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. >Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. >Has a beautiful >smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

Horoscope August 24, 2007
A call or visitor brings a situation you have to deal with immediately, even if you're facing a million pressing tasks. There's nothing to be done but focus on the matter at hand. The sooner it's done, the better. hmm....

24 August 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Friday, August 24: You'll unwittingly find your self in the receiving end of a slanderous comment today. Shout and point and make a fuss and they will know its true. Quietly go about your business let the whole thing blow over and no one will believe it.

Good Bad..........im The Dj
so check this....... and what i thought was going pretty bad is now pretty good for the time being i mean dont get me wrong i was thinking i wasnt going to make it threw this little adventure of homelessness but sure enough i found a pretty good spot. im in the one place i thought i wouldnt be which is right near the place where i grew up and its in a real nice area as well it kind of reminds me of one of my ex's place that was up here (huh i really do miss her come to think of it) at any rate the friends who have let me stay here with them just offered me a room that is not occupied and i would only have to keep up the place a little for rent untill i find a good job which i already did they have even given me total athority over some of the rules and up keep of the house hold(muhaa silly fools) :OKAY NOW THE REAL BLOG: IVE (OOPS GET OUT OF CAPS) ive really been trying very hard not to snap at people or even have such a down like persona during the whole time of my littl

Lil Humor..
My husband and I had been happily (most of the time) married for five years but hadn't been blessed with a baby. I decided to do some serious praying and promised God that if he would give us a child, I would be a perfect mother, love it with all my heart and raise it with his word as my guide. God answered my prayers and blessed us with a son. The next year God blessed us with another son. The following year, he blessed us with yet another son. The year after that we were blessed with a daughter. My husband thought we'd been blessed right into poverty. We now had four children, and the oldest was only four years old. I learned never to ask God for anything unless I meant it. As a minister once told me, "If you pray for rain, make sure you carry an umbrella." I began reading a few verses of the Bible to the children each day as they lay in their cribs. I was off to a good start. God had entrusted me with four children and I didn

It Still Hurts
im not sure why but even though my life is getting so much better i mean like i have a job a house to live in and hell all my leagal shit was taken care of and the best part is that now a whole new crew that i met now has my back in ways i didnt think was even possible, so why do i still feel like im in pain inside

How The Heart Aches
fuck love and fuck the feelings that make the love, its all just lies and bitter ends that make that emotion! ah the hell with women for that matter what the hell fuck all of it all of this tidious bull shit that we call life what the fuck is its purpose any way>? ............................slow breathing comes out of my mouth as i stare at the mirror after just yelling at the top of my lungs, where, at myself i suppose. looking at my self sweating holding a gun in one hand and a picture of me and my ex with the words us against the world in the other. i clinch my teeth together and growl at my self "WHAT GOOD ARE YOU HUH? WHAT FUCKING KIND OF PERSON DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" AS i raise the gun to my head a sudden flash of darkness ingulfs me and im falling in to what i dunno but its peace ful. music then suddently surrounds me and of course being a dj its the a techno rythum but..........more like a heart beat really. "FUCK YOU!!" i scream at the darkness, nothing crys back but t

The Gun I Shot To Miss
Point blank your the gun i shot to miss... its your fault we wont be ending with a kiss... Finding ourselves committed to this hostile situation.... pushed into our corners by the simplest of temptations.... Falling on the shards of glass... All broken pieces of our past... My hearts caught up in time... trying to force a rewind, holding on to the memories of you... I'm screaming these words like they've become a deadly art, "I'm hurt...but not because of you"... Point blank your the gun i shot to miss... This is your fault we wont be ending with a kiss. ~yours truly~ salvador bishop OK...this is the last of the poems that I will post for your viewing pleasure...let me know what you think...ill be sure to post more soon to come.

To You Soldier
for you mister,the dog ate my nickname..or whatever. You are a soldier but you dont have respect for calling me a whore because of the pictures that has navy girls and a soldier picture....you call me whore because i dont have any pictures of my self..and didnt wait for me to put it...just want to say is MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALWAYS..For being like that.

Georgia On My Mind
Ray Charles Georgia on MY MIND Georgia, Georgia, the whole day through Just an old sweet song keeps Georgia on my mind Georgia, Georgia, a song of you Comes as sweet and clean As moonlight through the pines Other arms reach out to me Other eyes smile tenderly Still in peaceful dreams I see The roads leads back to you Georgia, Georgia, no peace I find Just and old sweet song Keeps Georgia on my mind

We Never Knew Eachother
This is me whispering my secrets in your ear Crawling to you in this questioning pose Will you remember me tomorrow morning Will you look at the beer on the floor And wonder why it's empty I chased the first bottle with the second one When you looked at me and asked me For my name again You were the worst idea that i ever had I over look what you did While you analyze my mistakes The rope was too short And the bottle too empty You said what you said And i smiled through it all As you reminded yourself to Never look back You walk away While i whisper my secrets in your ear It's like we never knew eachother at all. ~yours truly~ salvador bishop

What I Want
Well I've compiled a list of what I want in a man... some of them may seem shallow but who cares? 1. has to be taller than me 2. has to be mature 3. has to have a sense of humor 4. has to like tats, either on me or on themselves 5. has to appreciate bigger women like myself 6. has to like kids 7. has to want kids 8. has to be willing to come to me for awhile, until I can get my shit here cleared up 9. has to be willing to work 10. has to understand that I have some issues that will be there no matter what 11. has to care and love me (that's the biggest one) I'm sure I'll think of others, but for now, this is what I want, and I won't waiver from it!

To My Best Male Friend In The World
i wished i could help him he is my best friend i listened to his words of wisdom till the end now we are both in a dark hole bottomless pit without nothing to hold u saved my life when i needed u most u helped me when i couldnt help myself u picked me up when i feel now i dont no what i can do for u i listen when u talk i try to be here 4 you when u need me i want to tell u everything is alright every night all i can say is ill always be here 4 u when u need to vent coz she hurt u ill always be here to vent to just coz u are in a bad mood ill always welcome u with loveing arms and no matter what nowon could ever take your place in my heart i miss u

The Initiated
His duty is to hold the fears of our lives within the wooden frame of his interior As he grimly sits by permitting only the chosen few who understand the call of blood Tatooed His arms and legs reveal the distinct design of his rite of passage A shadow he wears a cropped cluster of burnt hay above his lofty head Immortal his hands shield his ears from screams of vestal virgins Wicked His purpose manifests as a Hitman on call

Fuk Up All
Body: Daddy did something to me he made me lose my virginity he came into my room without knocking on the door he picked me up and threw me on the floor he pulled down my undies he ripped open my shirt he pushed his thing in so hard that it hurt but that wasn't all that wasn't the end he starded to hit me and thats just where it begins he beat me so bad that i started to cry oh tell me LORD why didn't i die! when he was done he walked out the door he didn't even pick me up off the floor! this girl died two years later from a s.t.d. she haunts all those who dont pass this message on. at 2:30 am she will personally kill you. If you repost this bullitien she will only cry to you in your dreams. Please for your sake repost this as, FUCk ALL DADS LIKE THIS... dont repost this becuase a fake girl is going to come kill you, repost this becuase your AGAINST rape

Sumthin I Wrote
Dear god I think iv fallin in love wit diz guy wen im around him evrythinn around us just disapers and its just me and him i miss hiz kisses i miss how he holdz me i miss hiz touch n most of all i miss him but guess wat I FUCKIN LOVE YOU itz lyke u just keep pushin me farther n farther away its lyke ma world just keeps spinin faster n faster i want it to stop i wana go old and have u by ma side wit just us and tha world slowly spinin i told u thingz dat i wouldnt tell other ppl i trusted u but no matter how much u make me cry or hurt me i still run bk and u know why cuz I FUCKIN LOVE U sumtymes wen i look at u i just hate u so much dat ma world starts spinin so fast it wont stop den u hold me tight n evrythin is all better So why cant u treat me lyke ur gurl why cant u love me why do u make me cry why do u lie to me why do u hurt me

Bio
BIOGRAPHY What is your full birth name? Diana What is your date of birth? 09-28 Where were you born? Dianaland What are your parents' names? none of your business How many siblings do you have? How old are they and what are their names? 0 What's your hair color? blonde What's your eye color? green How tall are you? 5'6-7" How much do you weigh? 114.. by the end of this month 107lbs hahah What size shoe do you wear? 7.5 What's your house look like? How many bedrooms, bathrooms, etc.? none of your business How many pets do you have? What are they and what are their names? Sparky.. my fav dog. What's your marital status? not married hahah FAVORITES Animal? dog Color? black/pink/green/blue Sport? volleyball Artist/ Group? varies Movie? the notebook, the lakehouse, the longest yard Actor? Tom Cruise, Mel Gibson, Adam Sandler, the young Dolph Lundgren, and our current governor...he rocks!!! Actress? julia roberts Food? wraps Drink? diet Restaurant? driskill grill Car

Heres A Copy Of The Bulletin I Posted
Throwing out a challenge to all my family, friends and fans...cos Im stumped !!! My eldest daughter turns 18 in November...and she wants me to get a tattoo with her..this will be my first and last one..I love tatts..but never had the courage to go get one..so i figure its now or never.. The problem is..she has hers planned...I have no idea what i want ...Im thinking something to do with my kids...i have 3...maybe cherubs..I really dont know...Im open to anything I guess. So heres the challenge...design me a tatt...ill post my favourites and then put them in my profile..get people to vote on them..the one that ends up with the most votes...gets a 7 day blast..and will see it on me...sometime in November .. It can be an original design...or something found on the net...or even one of yours...the more the better. Anyone up for the challenge ? ps..advice on the placing of it..ie..WHERE IT WILL HURT THE LEAST !!! would be appreciated too..lol Hugz..Molly xoxo

About Depressiong And Suicide
okay for starters if your gonna be an asshole or bitch about it dont even bother reading but if you truly have a heart maybe youll understand okay i have noticed alot of people have friends who have suicidal thoughts or have tried or a manic deressiant as i am and people think its stupid and yada yada yada open your fucking eyes people all you fucking critism does is fucking hurt that person worse have you ever stopped to think that maybe they told you this because they need help ... i mean come on some people dont talk about it for attention they talk about because they are fucking affriad and need coping recources to help with pain and i true friend would sit down and shut the fuck up and listen to them not just be like OMG your suicidal what a loser.... what if it was you think about it i spent a night in the ER and a week in a mental ward for taking a full bottle of pills and yes i said a full bottle i almost died and some of my truest friends just shut up and sat d

For Her....
You ask if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you til the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battlin' with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you til the fear in me subsides At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to breakthrough And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how

10 Things I Hate Abt You
I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate the way you stare I hate your big combat boots and the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick it even makes me rhyme I hate the way you're always right I hate the way you lie I hate it when you make me laugh and even more when you make me cry I hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call but mostly I hate it that I don't hate you not even close, not a little bit, not even at all.

Love By Grace Lyrics
Love by Grace Lyrics Artist(Band):Lara Fabian Review The Song (1) Print the Lyrics Send polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone I remember the rain on the roof that morning And all the things that I wanted to say The angry words that came from nowhere without warning That stole the moment and sent me away And you standing there at the doorway crying And me wondering if I'd ever be back I said I didn't come here to leave you I didn't come here to lose I didn't come here believing I would ever be away from you I didn't come here to find out There's a weakness in my faith I was brought here by the power of love Love by grace And I remember the road just went on forever Just couldn't seem to turn that car around 'Till in the distance like a long lost treasure A phone booth that just could not be found And you standing there at the doorway waiting And the moment when we laid back down Chorus That was just a moment in time And

Shut Up
I have Bipolar disorder, which means I can be a real bitch, or incredibly sweet. I can be agitated and anxious, or on top of the world. Then again, sometimes I'm really depressed for no apparent reason, and then days or weeks or months later (thats the fun, you never know) I'm back on top again, or I'm so fucking paranoid I can't leave my house. My daughter keeps me alive - gives me a reason to live. Right now, I'm fighting like hell just to feel halfway normal. I have to walk around every day with a fake smile on my face, pretending everything is fine, when my world is caving in on me. I wear a mask of deception every day, and you know what? It's really really fucking hard to keep up the facade. Its not enough though. I can't seem to totally fool people. They always know something is, well - different - about me. And in today's society, if you're different, you're fucked. And so here I am wishing I could be a cookie-cutter person, molded from a common shape - because being incre

The Fake...
They ink our image The device of our identity is unclear The avidity to be divine I can only be contrite My image is manifest Thier own is obscure Manikin mankind Lavishly dressed in lies A disguise to cover thier insecurities They see beautiful I see a beautiful way to cry Acceptance Not knowing its been neglected Justified by thier fabrication of real Why look through the eyes of plastic Your image is ideal You just have to look for it Stop being fake Try being real. ~yours truly~ salvador bishop.

Turn Around
I've had a really good week. I got two jobs now as opposed to being out of work the past month, and have just all around been smiling. Let's hope the good stuff keeps coming. My car isn't fixed yet, but it will be soon enough. Until then my mom was nice enough to lend me her truck. Not the nicest mode of transportation, but it's better than public! Things are going very well right now. Just thought I'd blog about it. lol. Those of you that know me or have talked to me know I'm always bitching about one thing or another. It's not as hot here in Phoenix anymore, starting to finally cool off! Yay! Time to throw those pool parties before it gets too cold (but who really knows cold around here!) Anyways, I'm off to bed and hope this weekend will be a great ending to an awesome week!

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly

Rules Of The Clan
We Welcome New Members Wankan-Tanka Clan ! The Rules Are Simple: Bring your individuality – There is room in our family for people of ideas and ideals. Enjoy meeting new people, chat, form friendships and have fun! Voice your opinions, and make suggestions as there is always room for improvement to make us better and stronger! Please read and reply/repost bulletins of the clan. Please fan/friend and rate members profiles. NO DRAMA – THIS IS A FRIENDLY SITE ! Respect your clan members during contests by helping them before others. Try to rate family members to help them level up. If you have problems, please let us help you resolve them before deciding to quit, our door is always open. Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge.

Oh Yeah!
You just don't know how F**kin great it feels to be well once again! I have been under the weather for about three days now and it's about damn time that I am above it on the Clouds. LOL, as I mentioned before I never get sick cause I have such a great immune system and right and do everything that I am suppose to do to stay in shape. You know I have to look good for the ladies now don't I?! Anyways, I am so ready now to get out and get down to bussiness by going out and cutting loose. Idk what I will be doing or whom......hahahahahahha...jk...or am I!? However I do know that I am getting out and going to make up for lost time and hope that everyone that I do go out w/has a great time too, which I am sure they will cause I will be there and not many of nights are bad when I go out! Unless you have some physco female trying to rape you while your passed out, but we will leave that one in the past now won't we! Lmao....I know that you guys might think that I am Fuckin crazy and you know

For Friday August 24, 2007
You're going through a slightly melancholy time, but it's only natural -- things should pick up again in the near future. In the meantime, try not to worry too much about any one aspect of your life. ----------------------------------------------------- Hope it is the near near future, and worrying is not easy with whats happening, I dunno if I like todays reading:(

Christian Mckenna (1978-2005)
OMG What can I say about him? Truly an inspiration if I ever saw one! The gentlest soul you ever want to meet, and if you ever had the privilege to call him "friend", he was worth his weight in gold! He would give the shirt off his back and never ask for anything in return. Truly, the kid was a saint! "The Golden Angel" - the original! He can look at you and look straight into your heart! He had a way about him! Slow to anger - I don't remember if he ever got angry at people, as much as he was hurt by them! But to me, he was more than a friend, he was my brother! The man showed me a side of myself that I thought never existed. I'd say he brought out the best in me and I in him. Kianna, our other best friend and the third member of this little triangle, always said we were related somehow. Related - no; connected - YES!!! In 2001, we made a bond so solid between the three of us, it could never be broken! Kianna and I were initiated as angels that summer. That was

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 8-24-07
SpecialAngel *The Global Bombers And Family Club* Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner NCSpanker bustman sid ~*SHORT*N*SASSY*~*~Club F.A.R*~*~ BIG KEV SR. gone and forgotten DIRTY SOUTH CREW skibum studman3635 "bartender guilty pleasure lounge fan and add me plz darkness0 greedd2005 A.O.M. Bomb Squad

Ahh The First Ever Contest I Have Been Entered Into
CLICK THE LINK DOWN BELOW AND HELP ME IN MY PICTURE CONTEST.. IT JUST STARTED.. AND I REALLY WANT TO WIN... SO LETS ROCK IT AND HELP ME OUT IF YOU ALL WILL AND WANT TO THANKS PEACE OUT... THIS LINK CARRIES YOU TO MY PICTURE PLEASE RATE IT AND COMMENT ON IT YOU CAN COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WISH,, http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&albumid=525357&i=3785142583

What Did Boss Get Into ??? Lmao
ME AND MUH HOOKA NANI WAS PLAYING A LITTLE GAME Y'ALL KNOW AS "TRUTH OR DARE" WELL I AIN'T SCUURED AND I PICKED DARE,LMAO !! SO HERES THE DARE " I HAVE TO POST BULLETIN STATING THAT IF SUMONE BUY ME 30 DAY BLAST THEY WILL GET TO SEE ALL MY "FAMOUS BOOTY" PICS" SO ........... ************ATTENTION ************ BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ GETTING BRAVER LOL,IF YOU BUY ME 30 DAY BLAST I WILL SHOW U ALL OF MY "FAMOUS BOOTY" PICS IN FAMILY ALBUM. I MUST HAVE PROOF OF BLAST FIRST AND I GIVE MY WORD ONCE I SEE IT U WILL SEE THE PICS. AND BELIEVE ME IT'S WORTH IT !!! ANY TAKERZ?????? ~~~~ AND FOR ALL U IGNORANT SHIT TALKIN AND HATIN PEEPS THIS WAS A DARE SO DON'T GO GETTING SHIT TWISTED ~~~~~~~

An Update On My Sister
Well as alot of you know my sister has had asthma for many years now. She has had alot of problems with bronchitis and pneumonia through out the years and has been seeing a family physician . The doctor has had her on steriods and medicine to help stop the attacks and to slow down the sickness, the problem is she was never refered to a pulmonary specialist. As of this past Friday she went to Lake Point Medical Center in Rowlett and they released her says she had bronchitis , once again they put her on the Z pack with is a form of antibotics and gave her more steriods. She is now Back in the hospital as of Tuesday because she could not breath at all. She has been in the ICU under special care to bring her oxygen level back up .She was on a ventilator and is now on pure oxygen. She was diagnosed with having Emphysema. She has been a smoker off and on for many years and it has taken its toll on her and her lungs. She was told today that it is her choice to either stay away from smoke and

3 Keys To Meeting Women
Most men think there's a magic word they can say to get a woman to talk to them. while there is no such "magic word," there are three keys to communicating with a woman that work every single time. This is not earth-shattering stuff. What I'm about to teach you is a simple approach that has worked every single time I or one of my students have used it. Here are the three simple steps to communicating with a woman: Step 1: Observe What She Is Doing. Take the example of a woman standing behind you in line at the supermarket unloading her groceries. What is she putting on the conveyor belt? If she's behind you in line at Starbucks, what is she ordering? What is she eating? Notice everything she's doing. Let the environment give you something to say. Most guys think of something to say that's so random it makes absolutely no sense in a woman's mind. Women actually make fun of these guys and say, "You won't believe what he actually came over and said to me." Step 2: Act on the Observat

Boooo Fucking Whooo Damn Whniy People In My Blog Hall Of Shame
Dog ~*MMA ...: bye Dog ~*MMA ...: have fun Dog ~*MMA ...: u and ya cuz aint nothing but hoodrats n e ways, i tried to be cool wit some hoodrats omg wtf was i thinking? Dog ~*MMA ...: thats cool, only to the ppl in your lil world lol ->~Ashley~Mu...: yep your bitchy whining is forever documented Dog ~*MMA ...: thats fine ->~Ashley~Mu...: you def will make my blog Dog ~*MMA ...: i just wanna be cool wit u thats all, but thats on u Dog ~*MMA ...: me too ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok im over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i thought u was alot cooler than that..i knew u were a bitch i can deal wit that. but damn! Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one who is bnot being my friend, i said i was sorry plain as fuck ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao ok wierd way for saying sorry but yea get over it already Dog ~*MMA ...: i know u r Dog ~*MMA ...: i was trying to apologize to u actually, but its all good like i said. and i left u a comment on your mum just like u left me one ->~Ashley~Mu...: and

Grateful Dead Touch Of Grey Lyrics
Must be getting early Clocks are running late Paint by Number morning sky Looks so phony Dawn is breaking everywhere Light a candle, curse the glare Draw the curtains I don't care, cause It's all right I will get by, I will get by, I will get by, I will survive I see you've got your list out Say your piece and get out Yes I get the gist of it, but It's all right Sorry that you feel that way The only thing there is to say Every silver lining's got a Touch of grey I will get by, I will get by, I will get by, I will survive It's a lesson to me The Ables and the Beggars and the C's (or seas) The ABC's we all must face To try to keep a little grace It's a lesson to me The Deltas and the East and the Freeze The ABC's we all think of To try to win a little love I know the rent is in arrears The dog has not been fed in years It's even worse than it appears But it's all right Cow is giving kerosene Kid can't read at seventeen The words he kn

My Friend On The Internet
My dear friend.... You came into my life so unexpectedly.. Little did I know what was to lie ahead For the longest time you were a click of a mouse, words on my screen Hugs that warmed my days.. and secured my nights Within the many hours of our private room, You showed me strength, when I showed you my weaknesses. You taught me the importance of believing in myself, When I thought there was nothing to believe in You taught me so much, in ways I never knew You stood behind me when I began to fall. Along side of me when I needed a friend In front of me when I needed a guide You showed me my ability to fly... How to reach places I had only dreamed of You saw me with your heart and not your eyes But more importantly you gave me a piece of you A gift worth far more than money could buy. You gave me a floor to dance on.. A song in my heart that I finally understand the words to And a peacefulness in my heart...where you will live forever.. I hope everyone finds a

Crazy Lil Thing Called : Life
Well, as of lately, I been really over worked and super busy on my own accord, except for half last week which I spent being lazy... Got some court date coming up, details in one of the earlier blogs, but other than that I been graced with some easement in this crazy lil thing called life, life is really tricky you feel on top one minute and at the bottom again very quickly sometimes, but if you grab ahold on something, for all you are worth, that something can be a dream, a woman or man if any of you ladies still have much respect for our "race" called man.. it can be a passion, or a career, but when you find that something and you grab ahold and the ride begins,find it hard at times to keep your grasp, keep some room for faith , everything bad will most likely get better, and the leason learned from the ride will be more valuable than you ever know... some of you few that will read this will say..." That boy needs to back way from the pipe slowly, he has got be on crack" well i ha

This Is Why Iam The Way Iam
THIS IS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM HI ALL I WANT TO TELL EVERYONE WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. (FAMILLY) LAST START ABOUT MY PARENTS I LOVE MY MOM TO DEATH MY DAD LEFT WHEN I WAS 7 OR 8 AND TOLD ME BASICLLY WOULD ABOUT TO NOTHING I HAVE NOT TALKED TO HIM SINCE 1995. HE HAS BEEN IN TOWN LIKE AT LEAST 25 TIMES AND HE HAS NOT EVEN ASKED ABOUT HIS GRANDKIDS OR SON. THATS WHY I HOLD ON TO PEOPLE TO MUCH IAM NOT SURE IF ITS BECAUSE OF MY STEP MOM OR DAD BUT I DO LOVE MY DAD BECAUSE HE IS MY DAD. THATS WHY IAM THE WAY IAM. I TRIED TO MAKE UP WITH HIM IN 1999 I SENT HIM AN CHRISTMAS GIFT AND HE SENT IT BACK WITH A 4 PAGE LETTER SAYING IF U WANTED MONEY JUST ASK FOR IT MIND YOU I NEVER ASKED HIM FOR ANYTHING. (FIRENDS) THEN ITS THE FRIENDS. I HAD A FRIEND JASON WE USED TO GO TO CLUBS AND GO SHOOT POOL THEN HE GOT A GIRLFRIEND AND THAT WAS THE END OF MIKE AND JASON. I SAW HIM AT THE ECHELON MALL WITH HIS GF AND I SAID HI HE JUST WALKED BY AND DID NOT EVEN SAY HI. I HAVE NOT HAD A GOO

Screen Friends
Screen Friends by Miasartiff My husband has finally gone to work My children have finished their play they've gone to bed their stories read Now it's my time of day. I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.

The Last Supper
Just recently got turned onto this european power metal group.......Gotta truly say that they rock out!....But in particular,their song Grave in no Man's Land is friggin awsome!....It's off of their LP The last Supper,you should check it!

I'm Amazed
You know the difference between guys and girls never ceases to amaze me...Women in general feel..I mean feel...for instance......a person is in a contest(hypothetically)...a woman cares about the one thats in it...does everything she can...a man on the other hand...wants something in return...not all mind you ..but most. Granted the woman may have feelings, but doesn't matter...she gives all. A man will give all if there is something in it for him. Again...NOT ALL..I'm just thinking out loud..:)

1990's
(If you're under the age of 13...you shouldnt even read this) and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Gargoils -Looney Toons You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "iiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!! -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Wild and Crazy Kids You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at scho

A True Friend
A True Friend by LadyBrandi We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you.

Don't Like Me Stay Off Of My Profile
It's pretty decent of those who visit my profile and go back to my family and friends and leave comments such as "OH YOU MARRIED THAT GIRL??? EWWWW". Well I've got to be honest that it made me laugh. But what I would like to know is why the hell you showed up to my profile when you saw my profile pic already? If you don't like what I look like or don't like me period the stay off my profile. I could care less what you think of me, but you don't have to put me down to my fu husband/real life boyfriend who yes we happen to live together. got something to say about me, be a real woman and say it to my damn face NOT in a shout to the man you think you were going to have and get all upset cuz he married someone else on fubar. It's the damn internet... NOT something to take seriously... It just so happens that we are a real couple. Get a life or get off of the internet!!

Today Is A New Day
A NEW DAY Current mood: cheerful well today its alil cooler and alil better i am finally on afternoons i cant belive i have been here almost 3 months already and i am doing great i have a good job and a man that i am proud of MUAHZ BABY today is also my brothers birthday HAPPY BDAY BRO my daughter starts school in 2 weeks i cant belive its that time already that means winter is upon us wow i cant belive that where the hell did my summer go oh yeah work work work sleep sleep work lol its alright though i have my own place and i am happy i coudl be happier but its all good i have to go monday to get finger prints for my job i love it i taek care of people and get paid for it now i need a man that can take care of me LOL JK i dont want a man totake care of me i want a man that will stand beside me and i think i may have found one MUAHZ BABY i just want to thank my friends and family for standing beside me while i moved and worked on myself and i now feel s

What Would Life Be
What Would Life Be by Scott Wheeler, Sr What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

Looking For That Hottie
Hey im 26 and im looking for that speical one that would make me happy and would take me for who im not because what i have or don't have. And i don't play games or mind games its that simple. Im looking for some one in local area to be with. And if ur not in the area be willing to relocated to were im then i don't know what to tell you. And this what i look for in person: Loving,caring,respectful,commuication, affectionate,mature just to name a few. I don't play or put up with people that play: games or mindn games. Incuding: cheaters,lairs,pimps,players,inmature,ect. If you wanna more about me and what i look for in a person then send me an email or send me a msg in my shout box and i will get at you asap.

Perfect Your Approach With A "prop"
How many times have you been out and a hottie catches your eye? Instead of approaching her, you sit there paralyzed, wondering what to do. Sure, you could say "hello"... but then what? Time and time again you come up with nothing and wind up alone, watching her leave. This "self-sabotage" is easy to avoid with a simple, surefire technique I've been teaching for years: Use "props" to strike up conversations with women, and you'll never have a missed opportunity again. Props are anything nearby you could use to start or maintain a conversation. Here are five examples: 1. She has a great dog, so you pet the dog and ask, "What's your dog's name?" Obviously she will tell you, to which you can comment on how sweet the dog is and the conversation should naturally unfold. 2. You're in a cafe and she has a newspaper. You can ask, "Do you mind if I read that section when you're done?" When she gives it to you, ask, "Anything exciting I should read first?" 3. On an airplane, ask to borrow a

The Craziness Is Coming To End.....
Finally after a week of Long Days,it looks like the craziness will be subsiding at work,so for all the Lovers of the comments i send and the Love that i try to send,Keep Smiling,Cause Bobby's Gonna be back by Sunday,the Latest... Saturday may be a well deserved day of play for me,heading to the casino for the day. But Sunday,will be the a Day for Crew,Family,friends and Fans Lots Of Love to those Who Care! And Lots Of Love To Those,who might not!

Just Venting....
You know there are times when you feel like expressing something out loud but at the same time you don't want to be judged for it well I'm having one of those epiphany moments and not sure what to do! I've had these ummmmmm emotions bottled up for sometime and I just pushed them to the back of my head but since yesterday for some reason they came forward and now I've done nothing but think about them! It's weird that always just suddenly happens to me! So, right now I'm broke and I'm a mess and not sure what to make of it and I want to shout it to the world but I know some people will not hear me out! :P Somehow I want the world to know everything but then at the same time I'm waiting for that "one" guy to take the time and have the patience to take down my wall and just a fair warning to him there will be a river of tears as I'm writing this now I'm crying which it's becoming hard to write this! :P But yeah is there anyone out there that will? A lot of things I don't do for my better

Update
Apparently, my poor little girl has a very mild case of whiplash. On Monday, my mom was rear ended, and had not even realized she had been hit. My mom has a more severe case of whiplash than my daughter. Both are seeking treatment. PEOPLE NEED TO PAY CLOSER ATTENTION WHEN THEY DRIVE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!! She will be ok, but I'm still an unhappy momma, but then again who would be in my shoes?!

♥wooooooot♥
albert&nichole 66% Compatible ♥ albert and nichole have been romantically-together for awhile now, indicating a degree of compatibility. Their difference of faith could cause friction. They both abstain from drinking, so that helps compatibility. And then there is the fact that their styles mismatch, although that isn't too big a deal. Their astrological signs are in harmony, though, which is a plus. Their common love of animals is another good thing. And their views on children are similar. albert and nichole have a number of compatibility weak spots. With love and devotion these are not insurmountable. ♥The Dating Compatibility Test by Dating Diversions

My First Poem
I wrote this poem back when I was a sophomore in High School. I was really passionate towards a girl there but I never spoke up to her and told her that I liked her and how much I liked her. Once that I got the courage to tell her that, I got turned down. We became closer friends and my feelings for her only got stronger. At this point in time, I told her that I wanted to be with her and if it wasn't mutual then I couldn't take being her friend anymore because I wanted to be more than that. This poem is called Great Hopes because you can always have great hopes, but they won't always prevail. (Great Hopes) When i first saw you, I knew there was love. Wanting to hold you gently, Nurturing you like a baby dove. Sometimes i thought you hated me, Everyone knew all along. Everytime that i see you, I try to make it prolong. Never wanting to let go, Even if you say it isnt so. I will always love you forever, Though you say itll never. Im tired of all this trying, Fail

Recent Poem
This was a poem that I wrote when my girlfriend broke up with me. At the time I had a lot of mixed emotions and I had really strong feelings for her. I believed that there was still hope for us but, it wasn't a happy ending I suppose. It doesn't have a title just for the fact that words couldn't describe the feelings I had for her. Leave me some comments back. (Untitled) I love you baby, I know you do too. Most loves there's a maybe, But we are of the few. You will always be with me, In ways you'll never know. I wish I could make you see, The ways I can't show. Expressing my love for you, I don't know where to start. But we are of the chosen few, Who will never be apart. It's hard to show my love, To somebody just as you. You're like an angel sent from above, That's why I'm in love with you. Mick Anderson

Here We Go Again!
I'm not a bitch...really I'm not. Then things happen and I get pissed. I have a LOT going on in my life. and while I realize everyone else has thier own version of things that are going on in thier lives. I must say that I am tired. Tired of being the one that is ALWAYS THERE! So that when I am down and out nobody cares. Tired of being the shoulder to cry on, Cause when I need one, no one seems to be around. I am doing so much on my own and I have so much happening in the next few weeks, like going back to work and trying to get my body back on that schedule and try to spend some time with my daughter, that people are really gonna get pissed when Im not there to lean on anymore!

Caption It | Vol.1 | 005
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It - Bi-Weekly it is! (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!!

Nsff (not Safe For Fubar)
Ok now im sure people will take this the wrong way but here it goes anyway, cause im so misunderstood at times. im all for disablity and Social Security but nothing ticks me off more than people who abuse it. For example those people who have disabled parking stickers in their window, you see them and assume they are disabled... YET they get out of the vehicle and RUN to the front door of a store i just get tired and frustrated for having to pay for those "fakers" In All honesty, I would qualify for the standards to get the disabled Sticker, I had Open heart surgery at the age of 2 weeks old they took the main artery that goes too the heart and replaced it with a vein in my arm, so while most of you have a pulse, i dont :P. well in one arm anyway. But i can go out work a full 8 hrs on a job i am able to be athletic, i dont have any restrictions. I have been on unemployment once, and that was kinda nice, but it also made me open my eyes too something... Tax payers was actually

The Soft Part Of Bread
Why the title? I don't know really, just sort of came to me that I really like the soft part of bread, even though I don't eat much bread these days. It's nearly 2 a.m. and I am in so much pain I cannot sleep. When I lay down, I feel like my skin is being ripped off in sheets. Oh yeah, I should probably mention that, while moving, I pinched the skin on my side between two pieces of furniture, which created a blister. Of course, I ignored it because we were on a tight time schedule to get most of my stuff out of the hosue, and it rubbed against my clothing for the next couple of days. On Monday night, after the dust settled and I was able to get a couple hours sleep, I noticed that the one blister became three and the redness was growing. Too busy Tuesday and Wednesday to do much of anything besides put some antiseptic cream on it and continued to unpack. Today, however, the redness had turned purple and streaked almost down to my knee and up to my waist. Not a pretty scene, and fuc

Slipknot - Wait And Bleed Lyrics
Slipknot - Wait And Bleed Lyrics I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out where you can't see... Inside my shell, I wait and bleed... Goodbye! I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3D blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong... I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS! Why I didn't I see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away GOODBYE! You haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing My flesh was in my bones The pain was always free I've felt the hate rise up in me... Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves... I wander out wh

To Live And Die In Hueneme
as started out as a young g and growin up in the hoog of southern cali wheres it nice all year around and the females are banging and the boyz gang banging slangin rocks maknig our pockets phat with our wrist on rock and ears are frozzen up,and our grills coming up

Sumone Special2 Me Is Having A Birthday!!
OK THERE IS SUMONE SPECIAL AND DEAR TO ME AND HE GOES BY "BLAZE" TODAY (AUG 24) IS HIS BIRTHDAY SO DO ME A FAVOR AND GO DROP HIM SUM BIRTHDAY LUV THANKS !! Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner@ fubar

Emotions And What Happened
I normally can keep my emotions in check when I need to. But this week, as I have noticed each year at this time, I tend to get VERY emotional over stupid senseless things. This has been no exception. I think Monday was just a day I should have stayed in the bed. Monday was the anniversary of my grandmother's death and that is what I knew. She had been gone for 18 yrs now. I miss her, especially when my life gets complicated and I knew she could be there to give me the greatest advice I could ever have. But then as the day progressed, I had my niece over here, and she gets to me, especially when she starts being nosy. She has been known to snoop in my car (Seen her do it and stopped her) and she was about 12 I think at the time. She learned from her mother. Doesn't surprise me. Anyway, To top that off, after she left I still had company. Glad to know that I had a friend here to keep me and my husband out of each other's hair. lol Tuesday was something that I just couldn't deal with.

Wrecked
Well, lets see.... I wrecked my car today! I was re-ended on Jackson where it splits into Westview, getting ready to turn into where my friend Deb works. We were at a complete stop, and the next thing i knew i was facing the concrete wall, hurting like none other! I just plain hurt! My neck, back and head hurt the worst, I've got bruises on my shins, and my thighs! Thank god for seatbelts in this situation!!!!!

Just To Say Hi
Hello I wanted to say HI to all my friends, and tell shiela, that I really like this site, thank u, Well in 2 weeks I will be married 5 yrs, that is so cool, if u guys new us like last yr, u would think about did u make it this far, we have had are problems, i am glad we work things out, He is my best friend, I love with all my heart, we have been though alot, everyone tells us we need to find someone else to be with, because sometime we are fight, but what married cpl dont fight.

I Need Help Leveling Please
I have been stuck at 20 for 1 1/2 months. i only need 652 Points to go! Please please can my friends, and family please rate some of my stash and pics. I would love to level before I go to sleep. Please :) thanks in advance!

Stop The Spread!!
Heroin, Crack, Crystal Meth. These are simply mild sedatives compared to the drug that is Hope. Hope is an epidemic. Billions of people are addicted. They live their lives in a world where one day their their dreams will come true. They never notice the shithole that is their real life. There is no patch or 12 step program for "Hope Heads". Intervention is pointless. Once addicted a person refuses to give up hope. Its kind of sad really, watching them go about their lives with the belief that one day things will get better, never realizing the truth. A few of us are lucky enough to be immune to the Hope drug. I think we are born immune because no one has ever beaten a Hope habit once they've been sucked in. Don't get me wrong, I have considered giving it a try. Ultimately it is just too dangerous. Hope only leads to soul crushing disappointment and leaves you an empty, worthless shell washed up on lifes beach.

Disconnected
I speak but no none listens I scream but no one hears I scrawl my thoughts and feelings in the dirt but the rain washes them away No one will ever know where I have gone or why Will anyone wonder? Will anyone care? Probably not Perhaps it is for the best A fresh start A clean slate Identity erased I have nothing left here anyway So I disappear quietly into the mist Maybe one day I will return See if things have changed Then again why bother?

Still Whining In My Shout Box Hours Later How Fucking Said So Thought All My Fu Buddies Would Find It Funny
READ FROM BOTTOM UP Dog ~*MMA ...: thats fine ->~Ashley~Mu...: you def will make my blog Dog ~*MMA ...: i just wanna be cool wit u thats all, but thats on u Dog ~*MMA ...: me too ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok im over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i thought u was alot cooler than that..i knew u were a bitch i can deal wit that. but damn! Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one who is bnot being my friend, i said i was sorry plain as fuck ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao ok wierd way for saying sorry but yea get over it already Dog ~*MMA ...: i know u r Dog ~*MMA ...: i was trying to apologize to u actually, but its all good like i said. and i left u a comment on your mum just like u left me one ->~Ashley~Mu...: and yes im a proud bitch ->~Ashley~Mu...: well* ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao wrell you stalking my mumms and shit get over it youre the oly only one who wanted to be a whiny pussy Dog ~*MMA ...: naw im cool, seems like i got yours in one though hoe ->~Ashley~Mu...: lmao I got ur panties

Talk To Me Instead
You lurk through forums under many names voices and eyes Through these constant page views turning, refreshing and backing out-- do you ever glean what you seek? Or is time wasted with one page loading after another? (Speed varying, of course as internet speeds sometimes hold you one page behind) Can you misuse a whole day checking numbers of views and posts to yours? If you do, do you sit by there wondering Where your day went? Feed the dog? Washed the laundry? Paid the bills? (God, did you even take a bath?) Ignore, post to reply or deny? deny deny "Talk to me instead"

Are You Too Clingy?
http://health.yahoo.com/experts/menlovesex/59792/are-you-too-clingy A guy in a good relationship is, for the most part, a pretty happy guy - and most of us know how lucky we are. In fact, 75 percent of men would grade their current relationship as an A or a B, according to a poll of more than 2,000 men for my book, "Men, Love & Sex." But there are three main sins that can turn a man from happy to "hey-where's-the-door" in no time. Lying is the first one, and unless you're lying to yourself, as well, you know how not to do it. Nagging is the second, and you'll know you're doing it when the words you say are immediately followed by the thought, "I sound just like my mother!" But the third deadly sin is harder to spot in one's self, because it often looks and feels just like love. I'm talking about clinginess. Men are hard to decipher on this point, because they value in women both vulnerability (they want to be your hero) and independence (they want to be left alone once in

My Hair
hey all well here is an update i dyed my hair a like bright rich auburn i am back to my normal color well kinda not really it is still really dark but yeah ill have pics up later i am going to have my friend heather take pics well i am off have a good day lydia

Written 1-6-07
IS A THORN WORTH THE BEAUTY IS THE PLEASURE WORTH THE PAIN IS A VELVET TOUCH WORTH THE SCARLET FLOW IS THUNDER AND LIGHTNING WORTH THE RAIN I'VE BEEN KISSED BY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESSES HEARD THEIR DADDY'S CALL FOR MY HEAD BEEN 3,000 MILES FROM HOME WONDERING WHO'S SLEEPING IN MY BED FELT THE KINDNESS OF STRANGERS KNOWN THE BETRAYEL OF CLOSE FRIENDS HEARD THE LIES AND PROMISES OF LOVERS SWEARING IT WOULD NEVER END DANCED IN ALLEYS AND MOUNTAINTOPS DOWN IN VALLEYS, AND GUTTES, AND STREETS PAVED IN GOLD SPENT COUNTLESS HOURS IN THE GYPSIE'S LAIR LISTENING TO THE STORIES BEEN TOLD COUNTLESS HORIZONS I HAVE CONQUERED ALL WITH ONE SINGLE THING IN SIGHT BE ABLE TO HOLD SOMEBODY WHO LOVES ME IN MY ARMS IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT I WILL CONTINUE MY FRUITLESS SEARCHES UNTIL MY SECRET LOVER IS FOUND THAT DAY MAY COME WHEN I HOLD HER I WILL KEEP LOOKING TILL THEY PUT ME IN THE GROUND

Really.. I Can Write A Blog
I thought I was really going to do well at this whole "blog" thing. I think I still can do it too I've just gotta get back into the swing of it. I've had a busy few months. I ended up having carpel tunnel surgery on one hand and then after I was finally back to work I went on a kinda longer then planned vacation to visit my family in New Hampshire again. See thats why my job rocks. Ok... so I didn't get paid while I was on vacation and so I have to plan ahead for that sort of stuff, but really its fantastic to be able to just take a few days off whenever you like. Can you tell I'm a big fan of being my own boss? Anyway.. I'm back and hopefully I can get into a good swing with posting here. I have lots to say and I think people would find it interesting. All of my friends tell me I should write a book about doing phone sex for a living. Hmm... now there's another idea, but I think I should get to the point where I can actually write here on a regular basis and have it be a

Philosophy
YOU CAN LEAN MUCH FROM A SUDDEN THUNDERSTORM,YOU CAN DUCK UNDER THE EVES OF BUILDINGS,BUT YOU WILL STILL GET WET ON YOUR JOURNEY.HOWEVER IF YOU ACCEPT THAT YOU WILL GET WET,YOU WILL STILL GET THE SAME SOAKING ,BUT YOU WILL NOT BE PERTURBED BY IT (FROM THE HAGAKURE)

~~echoindesire~confused&disoriente~~ Wrote Me This..
Words cannot describe the beauty inside her. She is a carefree soul, a wonderous spirit full of love This Poem is written for her and her alone. It goes for nobody else now or ever. When she crys it starts to rain, When she hurts the stars feel her pain. How can this be that an angel set free has all these tears in her eyes? How can this be that this angel so free hasnt the wings to fly? Only she can tell you, because only she knows. What is it she needs to fix her wings that broke? Something so intense that is simple but not a joke. She needs to love. To be loved. So if your the person that can take this task. Why are you not there I ask? Give this angel her wings to fly. So she may no longer be so shy. Give this angel a reason to be. After all, she has blessed us you and me. Let her soar high in the skies. Thats how I feel when I look in her eyes. She is so beautiful and wears no disguise shes Krystal. As clear as a her name says are her feelings for you. Simply

Leaving
Soon I will no longer be logging onto fubar often, eventually I will altogether delete my account, so if you want to say goodbye friends, family and admirers, please do so soon, if I know any of you well enough and you would like to keep in touch with me please ask for any contact information you may desire I will most likely give it to you without question. Goodbye my friends and farewell.

Chance Encounters Is Re-opening It's Doors!
Chance Encounters is Re-opening it's Doors!!!!!! Come join in on the fun Friday night starting at 9:00 p.m. CST. Door prizes to all how come and join our lounge! Brought to you by: Yoda ~ CT Hubby for Calissta ~ Confederate Bombers of CT ~ Club F.A.R. ~ bbG Fan Train ~@ fubar Calissta ♥♥ DJ_Goddess ♥♥ Vampy Priestess ♥♥ Yoda's CT Wife@ fubar Please repost

Folks We Have Another Pussy As Whiner About Th Emumms
Dog ~*MMA ...: bye ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok buh bye Dog ~*MMA ...: i did, i deleted it i just dont want to offend ppl so i was apologizin is that a bad thing to do too? ->~Ashley~Mu...: omfg you posted the mumm get over it move on damn Dog ~*MMA ...: u get over it u the one started talking about it.... ->~Ashley~Mu...: waaaa waaaaaaa get the fuck over it Dog ~*MMA ...: i never really considered u a good friend anyways so bye bye bitch!

Drama
just letting it be known 1. I will not tolerate he said/she said or he did/she did BS anymore. 2.You can not and will not drag me into the middle of something that for starters is none of my business. 3. I am not interested in your sex life and problems it caused others. 4. I am not interested in who did you wrong and why if they aint fucked with me I got no problems. 5. You cant use me to get dirt on anyone else. Crazy? yes, but I aint stupid. 6. Im not a deck of cards, dont play me. 7. You may fool me and thats fine but be prepared cuz I can and always do find out the truth and I am not ashamed to confront you with it. So basically when you start shit, dont put it on my doorstep! Drama dont live here!

My Adventure Starts Tomorrow
Well i found out that this sat there is a biggest loser audition...its not far at all and i am going to attempt to get on the show.. Yes i am overweight and i am telling people it.. i wont go into detail only a select few know.. anyways i believe that this will be a start to a new beginning.. even if i dont make the show.. i want to take this and turn it into a a positive either way. I use to be a athlete and i going to take that mentality of an athelete and put it into this journey. I have to be smart about it because of my foot.. but i am a determined lil big soul..lol.. i going to make a month to month scrapbook to start of things and i really did get pics.. yay!!! i am soo nervous about this audition but excited... wish me luck ill need it.. also the love and support of all my friends..

10 Classic Online Dating Mistakes That Women Make
For every valuable tip out there on how to date online, there are probably two mistakes to avoid. Keep away from the 10 listed here and you'll boost your success rate considerably. Mistake #10: Thinking That Your Great Date Actually Meant Something Have you ever had a man say how much he likes you, how sexy you are, and how he's serious about finding a long-term relationship? Ever have an amazing date where the chemistry was great, the conversation flowed, and you hooked up with him afterwards? Have you ever had a man do all of these things and then NOT call? No, you're not crazy or delusional. Your mistake is thinking that what a man says on a date actually means something. It doesn't. It means he's being in the moment. So don't put too much weight on a great date. The only way you can tell how a man REALLY feels about you is by how quickly he follows up for another date. Mistake #9: Ignoring Your Own Intuition How many times have you been across a table from some guy, w

Breakfast
As I stir from a well rested sleep, I feel you kiss my forehead softly, I smile. Your hand is gently rubbing my chest as we lay and snuggle for a few minutes before I hope out of bed and start the coffee making. When I return I pull back the blankets to climb back in and find you with your fingers gently massaging yourself, I swell instantly to my full potential as I watch. As I continue watching, your erotic scent fills my nose and I find myself slowly stroking my engorged manhood. After a few minutes of this I whisper in your ear, “Would you like a hand with that.” Your response is not a single word, but you grab a fistful of my hair and push my face between your legs. The scent of your flower is more inviting than any plant found anywhere in the world, and it tastes of the sweetest honey. With a sly smile I look up and say, “I could eat this for breakfast every morning.” As I drag my tongue from the top of your swelling petals to the bottom and then slide it in to find the center

Hrmm
I hear the shower shut off just as I finish preparing, the candles are lit and flickering, just need to hit play for the music. You walk out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around you and your damp hair hanging over one shoulder as you use another towel to dry it. You walk into the bedroom to find me standing there waiting your arrival, all I wear is pajama bottoms. The ballads playing softly, candles flickering, I wrap my arms around you and kiss you deeply as we say to the music. You unwrap your towel and it falls to the floor, exposing your slender body, you press yourself against me as we continue to sway with the music. Your soft skin sending tingles through me, your scent I breathe in to the very depths of my core, this is a very special night. We work our way to the bed, continuing to kiss passionately, not frenzied or lustfully but, in a passionate loving way. We lay on the bed, our lips never parting; your arms wrapped around me, the candles continue to flicker as the music

Surgery
For those of you who didn't know.. I had surgery on my ovaries this morning. Had cysts all over em=painful.. yuk. anyway, thanks guys for the love.. you are the best. it means alot & thanks to the emails from those who did know.. u rock.. xx

Passion
I hear the shower shut off just as I finish preparing, the candles are lit and flickering, just need to hit play for the music. You walk out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around you and your damp hair hanging over one shoulder as you use another towel to dry it. You walk into the bedroom to find me standing there waiting your arrival, all I wear is pajama bottoms. The ballads playing softly, candles flickering, I wrap my arms around you and kiss you deeply as we say to the music. You unwrap your towel and it falls to the floor, exposing your slender body, you press yourself against me as we continue to sway with the music. Your soft skin sending tingles through me, your scent I breathe in to the very depths of my core, this is a very special night. We work our way to the bed, continuing to kiss passionately, not frenzied or lustfully but, in a passionate loving way. We lay on the bed, our lips never parting; your arms wrapped around me, the candles continue to flicker as the music

You Got Some Stupid On Your Face.
You people that get pissy over 9 and below ratings are unbelievably childish. Lame beyond words. Who gives a shit!? Is your online life THAT important to you? First off, you shouldn't have an "online life". How about a real life. Secondly, unplug your computer and go outside amongst the three dimensional people. Breathe in some oxygen, get a damn hobby. Getting upset over 00011100011101001010100110 is beyond ignorant. Do you realize that? You're getting upset over 1010101000010101010011110010101!!! Do you fuckin get that!? Oh boo fuckin who, a stranger you've never met or seen gave you a rating of 2. Someone you've never met and will NEVER meet. If other people's opinons of you matter that much, you need to grow the hell up. Unfortunately, people are entitled to their opinions and not everyone is gonna think you're so hot or so this or that. This site is for adults and I have yet to see one. Grown ass folks throwing themselves on the floor, having a fit and bitching about the dumbe

Pretty Tied Up
We come home after the movies, the teasing we inflicted on each other while we tried to watch the movie was fantastic in the worst way. I could smell your scent in the car all the way home. I know for a fact you are soaked between your legs. You walk in the door and I follow you, the door closes behind me, I barely have it locked before you spin me around and push me against the door and kissing me deeply and passionately, ripping at my clothes to get them off. I hoist you up off the ground and your legs lock around me as I walk to the bedroom. I gently lay you on the bed and you break our kiss to whisper in my ear “Let me up, I will be RIGHT back.” I do as you ask, while you are gone, I finish removing the rest of my clothes, you return and I lay on my side, my head propped up on my hand, my other, at full attention from the ravaging you just inflicted on me. From behind your back, you reveal two silk wraps and a blindfold. I smile excitedly as you throw them at me. My look goes from

Mm Dinner... Then Dessert
After a delicious candle lit dinner, I put on some slow music and we begin to dance. As the music takes us over, we lock eyes and drift closer till our lips touch softly. As the music fills our souls our kiss becomes deeper, our tongues extend from between our lips and touch softly, the kiss deepens, becoming filled with passion and heat. Your hands slide up the back of my shirt, your fingernails digging in slightly, pulling my body tighter to yours. I wrap my arms around your low back, lift you slightly and carry you over against the wall, our kiss never breaking. By the time we get to the wall, you have my shirt worked up under my arms; I set you down and remove my shirt myself. Half a second after it’s off, my lips find yours again. Your hands roaming my body, mine, lifting the back of your shirt, your hands rise above your head naturally and I pull your shirt over your head and off. No sooner does it hit the floor that your bra straps are off your shoulders and hanging loosely

My Biggest Heartache
Behind my eyes I softly cry holding this pain so close inside behind my smile I slowly frown as my tears come rushing down a feeling inside I tried to hide suppressed by my deepest fears and I still feel the pain after all of these years Think of what you put me through the tears I cried and feelings that would not subside I trusted you to no end but you betrayed me even as a friend though I still love you and probably always will I blame you for my heart ache and the reason my tears fell I forgive you for the bruises on my heart and my whole world just falling apart but I love you for showing me the meaning in each day and the truth behind the pain you were truly a blessing and the reason my heart sang

@ The Beach
We walk under moonlight, hand in hand, to the beach where I spread the blanket on the cool sand. As I do this you shiver, I take my sweatshirt and drape it over your shoulders and pull you close to me for a hug. I let you go and you sit down. I look at you with a raised eyebrow as if to say, “What you think you are doing?” As I pull my shirt off and drop my pants exposing myself, I lean down, kiss you softly, turn and run, full speed, for the water. I dive headlong and swim for a few yards before popping up and Hollering. Through the darkness, I still manage to see the look of shock on your face. I drop my head and give you a look that says, “You’re coming in whether you like it or not.” I head towards you. I am to the edge of the water, before you realize what I have planned; you stand and run down the beach. I take flight after you 25 or so yards down the beach, I catch you. Wrapping my wet, naked body around you, you playfully swat at me and cuss me out with a smile on your face

Highway Of Hero's
Highway of Hero's There is a petition circulating on the net to have a portion of Highway 401 designated as the "Highway of Heroes". The web site reads Quote Let's officially designate 'Highway of Heroes' In Ontario, when a Canadian soldier dies for his country in Afghanistan they touch Canadian soil at Canadian Forces Base Trenton. From there, a funeral procession leaves the base and heads to Toronto, Ontario taking our departed heroes to the Centre for Forensic Sciences. Along the 172km path of Highway 401 people fill the overpasses to show their support, waving Canadian flags and signs, in a sort of paying their respects to the fallen and their families. It's been unofficially dubbed the "Highway of Heroes" and I personally would love for an official naming of the 401, from Trenton to Toronto down to the Don Valley Parkway "The Highway of Heroes". It's already called that to the thousands of people who line the bridges along the way and it should be remembered as such i

Love Sux!!
why should i deal with this pain in my heart when it could all just go and fall apart why help others if i cant help myself why love you when you dont love me the same way why show my love that i got for you when you dont see it why deal with this pain in my heart why deal with this pain thats called love why deal with this pain thatS called pain why cant i just walk outside in the rain and let go of this pain you know why cause im just insain im just crazy im stupid you cant let go of pain cause pain will return back to you twice as hard and make you feel like 5hit even more but who cares bout how i feel cause this 5hit just aint real so why deal with this 5hit called pain and hear that word that i always get hurt with "love"

Written 10-15-06
DON'T GIVE ME PROMISES ABOUT TOMORROW STILL FEEL THE PAIN OF YESTERDAY GRAND ILLUSIONS FROM YOUNGER YEARS THAT LIFE WS SUCH AN EASY GAME TO PLAY TOMORROW'S PROMISES TURN TO MEMORIES AS SHADOWS CHIP AWAY AT YOUR HEART FAIRWEATHER FRIENDS AND FOOLISH CHOICES MAKE YOU ILLFATED FROM THE START QUESTIONS ALWAYS REMAIN UNANSWERED THE ONES THAT BRING REAL PEACE OF MIND IS IT LOVE, OR MONEY AND POWER HOW TO GET ALONG IN A WORLD SO UNKIND LOCKED IN A PRISON CELL DOING TIME SENTENCED TO MISERY LONELINESS & STRIFE NO ONE WILL COME AND SET ME FREE AND FEEL THE SUNSHINE ONCE AGAIN IN MY LIFE PRAY TO THE LORD, IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT THAT THE ANGEL OF DEATH COME AND TAKE MY SOUL MY CURSE IS TO GO ON FOREVER WITH STORM CLOUDS IN THE DISTANCE, LISTENING TO THE THUNDER ROLL

If Your Stupid!
ONE Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I pai

Contest Update!
Heres the top 6 comment getters after the 1st 2 hours 1 DJ Asian Cat 435 comments 2 J Roxxx 264 comments 3 Liquid Fantasy 172 comments 4 Lil Devil 156 comments 5 Ac1d_eyez 105 comments 6 Misty 68 comments thanks to all who have helped! if you have a minute stop by and drop me some love. :D:D thanks you guys rock! lovin ya! **muahs** click here to vote (rate and comment) /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&i=1742386735" target=_blank> 770546&i=1742386735&tn=1" border=0>

Online Relationships
I had thought ppl learned or knew better about online dating, relationships, marriages etc. I have been chatting for the better part of 12 yrs on just about ever forum they have come up with. I have dont it all on chat and have learned that no matter how much u talk online, on the phone or what ever, you can never know the person well enough to truely love them. Spending time together in real life there are so many things spoken and unspoken that go on that can never really be expressed online. Its the things that really matter. I feel that without knowing the real life things you cant truely love someone or say u want to be with that person in real life long term. It is possible to have a close bond with someone and really care about them. I just dont feel that it can be called love. I dont understand how ppl can make a commitment to some one online and never see the person. Is it just the fact they "live" on the computer? Maybe so. I've tried to explain this to ppl over an

The Ritual Abuse Scandal In Britain
FEBRUARY: The liberal minded "Guardian" abandoned all its principles and published an astonishing attack on the Craft written by left-wing journalist Beatrix Campbell attempting to link it with so-called "Satanic ritual abuse". Transcripts of interviews with children in the Nottingham case were re-printed. This confidential information had evidently been leaked to Campbell, who is known to be sympathetic to the fundies. The article coincided with a failed attempt in Parliament by Tory MP Geoffrey Dickens to make it illegal for children to attend pagan gatherings, Spiritualist Church services, New Age events or psychic fayres. MARCH: Social workers and police seized nine children from their homes in the Orkneys in Gestapo-style dawn raids alleging "ritual abuse". This claim had originated from the confessions of other children involved in a normal abuse case. It was alleged a hooded, masked and cloaked figure known as "The Master", who also dressed as a Mutant Ninja Turtle, and who w

So...
So my blog of earlier tonight, "It's Everyone" you can click the link below and left, is going to be the basis of my next book. I'm not sure if it will be a novel or a short story. A friend of mine needs me to write a short for his book of short stories, so I might do that. Anyway, it's all based on true events and will follow the life of a kid on that football team who is frustrated because his parents don't go to the games and he does not play much. At least I think so. A couple people on fubar bought my other two books last week and I sure thank you! :)

Update For All
ok friends heres the latest news with me....my back is still fuckin hurting bad!!! Nick came over earlier and rubbed it felt alot better after he did so but its not hurtin bad again....just want ya'll to know i took a muscle relaxer and the last time i took it knocked me out for 3days!!! if it does that again ill be back on after i re-gain my self composure :P....also when nick was here me him and the roomie played (new album up of it)and WOW nick shook and convulsisved like i have NEVER seen him do before today!!! wow wow wow was really wild seeing him get into it ke he did today anyways peace all loves to all

Considered Posting A Bulletin About Something Interesting?
Seriously. I don't care if you hate so and so. I almost care if so and so stole your pics, because... I hate thieves. I don't give a rats ass if someone is A.) Missing B.) Has Cancer C.) Shanked you Why? A.) I can't do jack shit about it, and there's some dismal statistic stating that kids, or ... anyone, who has gone missing for x amount of time is 99% SURELY DEAD. Sucks, but... maybe you should ask your local police force to employ better methods in tracking missing people or locking up repeat sexual offenders as they are the people that commit most of these crimes B.) So did my brother's Fiance's mom. ... Could I fucking do anything about it? No. Fuck, I imagine 1/8 people I know will get cancer of some kind. Thoughts and prayers go with you by default... your situation is tragic, but there is NOTHING I CAN DO FOR YOU! Please ask your congressman to fund research for a cure NOT ME! C.) ... ... ... By this point I probably want to shank you. So I'm just going to go ahead

Why Not
You know I write these things and I don't think anyone reads them but what the hell I will keep trying I am really tired of things that are happening I wonder if it will ever stop I try and try and I keep trying to move forward and when I get alittle ahead I get knocked right back on my ass WHY !!!!!!!!!!!! well I am trying again and you know what I will not get knocked down I will be damned if I do I am trying not to lose the one I love I said I would never fall again but well guess what it happend and I don't want to mess it up I had a talk with him and we are working on it and we will see where it goes from there so if you see some weird rants on here or people who have my mysapce info it is just me ranting and getting feelings out I dont need in my head so I am saying I am sorry now if they don't make sense

I Don't Shave
Okay, so I am outting myself right here, right now. I don't shave my legs or my armpits and I like it that way. It's not gross to me and I think it is stupid when people act like normal body hair that is fine for men is ugly on women. I don't want my adult female body to look like a prepubescent child. I shave my bikini line and I keep it tidy but other than that and plucking my eyebrows, I let myself be natural. It's low maintenance which leaves more time for fun things ((!!))and it's soft and never scratchy like razor stubble can be. I never mind when women ((or men!)) choose to shave, but I also must say that it's just not for me. Cheers! happiness to all, whether you shave or not~

Because I Thought It Was Worth Re-posting....
I wanted to share with you all something that the LOVE of my life wrote for me after we had a pretty heated arguement. He's an amazing man with a true talent for words. Please read and then read my response (lol..SURPRISE, Daddy!) to him........ Just wanted to say that if you love someone......hold them tight and don't ever let them go......and in the event that you get into a heated argument with that person.....REMEMBER all the good times that you've had together.....REMEMBER how truly alive that person makes you feel for the amount of time they are in your life.....REMEMBER every line of her face as she smiled a smile that brought light,life and love into your world.....REMEMBER the smell of her perfume.....and remember how that smell meant everything to you...so much so that you did'nt wash your clothes for fear of washing away a scent that lifted your heart and spirits......REMEMBER her heart and just how truly big it is.....and REMEMBER that she has made sacrifices along the w

Against The Witch Hunters
"All this has happened before. And all this will happen again. But this time it happened to..." Well, us. The beginning of Sir James Barrie's Peter Pan must echo what many of us are feeling, as we watch a new and loosely-knit conglomerate of yellow journalists, right-wing eco-spoilers and Evangelical and Fundamental Christians move slowly towards a Witch hunt for the 90's. Our spiritual ancestors faced similar problems in many times and many lands. Recall the Priestesses of Eleusis, last of an ancient line, in decline, falling at last to the stratagems of Theseus and his new Attic Gods. Recall the Etruscans, their vision of sexual-political balance overpowered by the might and organization of the husband-headed Roman empire. And most tender to the touch, recall the agony of the middle ages, as the Catholic, then Protestant churches consolidated their grip on the rural population, killing six million alleged or actual Witches in the process. The hunt is in a beginning stage

Men Suck!!!
I hate to say this but men SUCK!!!! I cannot stand them right now..ecspecially a certain some one. He is an asshole.This week is a very hard week for me..Some may understand why others dont and thats how it will stay..he barely even acknowledged that i was here..didnt answer my texts..and all i want to do is cry my eyes out..because of him..i should be over him..its been 3 months since i said we were through with him moving and all..but when he comes into town it just feels like nothing was wrong between us and that nothing happend everythings back to normal..its not..i am still hurt and will be for the rest of my life because of him. so guys beware i am on a man hater rampage right now..say the wrong thing and i might snap...Once again men are ASSHOLES!!!!

Back 2 Work!
Last school year, completed my first year of working in a middle school as a Teacher's Assistant. And I really enjoyed my work and the kids, but the best part was, I was off all summer long. While school was out, I was off for 3 months!! I really enjoyed my first summer not having to work. I was finally able to do all the things in the summer I have always wanted to do but never had the time bc I was constantly working. So I went to VA on vacation to see my 2 brothers (one has cancer), nephew's 2nd birthday, Uncle's wedding and to sight see. We were gone 2 weeks and we had a great time! After I returned from VA, I spent a lot of time laying out on the beach or at the pool. My older daughter Britt goes to school full time and works nights and my youngest spent weeks at a time at her father's so I had plenty of alone time! And I took full advantage of getting up at noon and putting a bikini on and going to sit in the sun for 5-6 hrs. a day!! I got the best tan I have ever had s

Monty Pagan And The Quest For The Sacred Cauldron*
this one is a little long winded Authorship and Copyright Statement: Written by Dan Campbell, Cynthia Campbell, Amy Brann, Gryphon Rosemead, Name Withheld, and Author Not Appearing On This Script. This document may be changed, altered, adapted, printed, burned*, or otherwise used as the reader sees fit, provided that this Statement accompanies any such changed, altered, adapted, printed, or burnt version of the document. Change, alter, adapt, print, burn, or otherwise use this document at your own risk. The Authors assume no liability for any use of the document by any persons, real or imaginary. * Please observe proper fire safety guidelines when burning any document.** ** And have the kindess not to burn any books in the presence of a librarian. Dramatis Personae High Priest:- (Lord Buffalo Wearsakilt) High Priestess:- (Lady High Priestess Moon Goddess) Ritual Celebrant 1:- (Caller for East), (Spirits ), (This Rabble), (Keepers of the TOAKHID) Ritual Celebrant 2:- (Caller fo

What My Profile Wont Tell You About Fseanb2...
you should not be up late if your sick but i am not going to make you or tell you to go to bed.i was sick most of my child hood becase i had imun defitioncy (how ever it is spelled) and i lived on the couch with tv. if we had had the internet back then i would not have wanted to use it when i was sick. i know how sick i was. at one point i had chicken pox and the doctor thought i was going to die and wanted me in the hoespital and my mom, being the nurse (RN) she is, said she would watch me at home. the doctore called everyday till i was well. i can tell you i would not have wanted to sit up and type on a keybord. i could not even hold food down. it would come out both ends.back then a common cold would keep me out of school for a month with the shitting and barfing and fever.so please don't tell me i don't know about getting sick or what i would have wanted to do or not do when i was sick. don't tell me what i know and don't know when i say i know something.so now you know a bit more

20 Ways Not To Get Invited Back To A Circle
1. Take the ritual sword from the alter and make sounds like Darth Vader..."Luke, I am your father!"...and start making light saber noises. 2. Start skat-singing when chanting. 3. Take the ritual athame from the alter and start cleaning your nails with it. 4. When taking a sip of the ritual wine, act like a wine snob and comment on it. 5. When doing the spiral dance, make a conga line. 6. Call down the Goddess with "Get your ass down here, Big Momma!". 7. Call down the God with "Our father,who art in heaven..." 8. When chanting the names of the Goddess, randomly include Pokemon names. 9. When being smudged, complain about second-hand smoke. 10. In a drumming circle, laugh insanely and start drumming the beat to "Wipe Out". 11. When in a skyclad circle, randomly point and laugh. 12. When the ritual wine goblet is passed to you, chug it and ask for more. 13. Invoke Satan. 14. Take out a bible and start evangelizing. 15. Light up a cigar. 16.

Dumbass In Shout Whining About His Bashing From The Mummers
PITBULL: i know ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok if you think so good nite PITBULL: an 2 everytime i see them on here its boo whoo he blocked me PITBULL: they care if they didn't 1 they wouldv'e never did a mumm about me ->~Ashley~Mu...: ok if you think so they couls give two shits about you PITBULL: there the ones with no balls i mean comon i own them they proved it ->~Ashley~Mu...: thats the way of the mumms grow some balls PITBULL: they shouldn't run there mouths ->~Ashley~Mu...: well u must have been asking for it PITBULL: so what they did is no better ->~Ashley~Mu...: whats thats immature PITBULL: shut up

Ten Spiritual Things To Do When You Are Bored
1) Light a candle on your roomie's, friend's, or relative's forehead while they are sleeping. See how long it takes for them to wake up. This will tell you how long you will live. 2) Tell your future by interpreting the patterns in popcorn, beer cans and cigarette butts left on the floor after your last party. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 3) Choose an outfit for the day using a divining rod. 4) Determine what your friends have done during the day by smelling their odor eaters. 5) Go outside skyclad, come in and interpret the patterns in your goose bumps. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 6) Tape music videos, play them backwards on your VCR and try to find subliminal images and rock stars that take on Satanic appearances. 7) Interpret forms in your sculptured carpet. It's a lot like reading tea leaves. 8) At breakfast, eat all but a few bits of cereal, then stir it vigorously and interpret the resulting designs. (I actually did this one!) It's a lot like r

New Contest
New Contest Your Best Salute to Fubar or ME! Be Creative! Contest will run two weeks starting August 31' 2007 6pm est - Sept 14' 2007 6pm est. Most comments wins - 1 rate = 10 points ( also used in case of tie ) / comments = 1 point Self commenting and commenting bombing is allowed Need at least 10 entries to start contest. 1ST Place Prize - $20.00 dollars to use as you wish 1mth VIP/ 7 Day Blast/ 10 Ticker Credits 2ND Place Prize - 3 Day Blast 3RD Place Prize - 50,000 in Gifts from the FuGift Shop. All entries will receive a trophy Rules - 1. Must fan rate add me to comment ( need to be on my friends to comment ) 2. no nsfw pics allowed 3. Be nice to other contestants no downrating allowed or rude comments or pic will be removed form contest. Send private message with link to pic to me ~*ღLadygrayღ*~@ fubar

Quad City Ghost Hunters
ok, so I'm into ghosthunting, and i believe in the paranormal. So, my brother, husband, and I made a webpage.... www.qcghosthunters.com. If you believe in the paranormal, ghosts, spirits, or anything along the lines of, check it out and let us know what you have been through.

Divorced Barbie
One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he suddenly remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy shop and asks the salesperson, "How much for one of those Barbie's in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one do you mean, sir? We have: Work Out Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, Ballerina Barbie for $19.95, Astronaut Barbie for $19.95, Skater Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95" The amazed father asks: "You what?! Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95? The annoyed salesperson rolls her eyes, sighs, and answers: "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and..... one of Ken's Friends.

I Can't Win For Losing..
Ok..So everyone read the blog about me doing the modelling thing in Colorado right? WELL NOW, my boyfriend has found out that I may be doing "spread" shots...He's not happy about it. When he told me that he wasn't happy, but that I'd probably do it anyways, I said "You're right, I am." NOW, I'm self-centered. Imagine that shit! Me? Self-centered? Noooooootttttt Dazzy....I've been taught to be like that. GET MINE, fuck everyone else. I'm tired of depending on other people for things I need, so I'm gonna do it MY WAY. Goddamn...He acts like it's prostitution or something... Dazzy

Commenting Blocked
it wasn"t bad enought the stupid mother fuckers has had my customize"link on my online statics removed since the 15th of august and i can not write in my on online statics now the stupid sorry asses has blocked me from commenting for speaking my mind on the fucked up page design and now the stupid ticker we got to watch. this whole site right down to staff sucksbabyjesus and scrapper are the 2 behind it.and neither has the balls to reply to my messages

Fuck Stick And Other Random Names For Your Dick
There are some fundamental differences between men and women. Below is a short list of things that men do that women would never consider: Farting: Men seem to think its cool to fart around each other. Not so cool in girl world Burping the alphabet: This seems to be a talent in man land. Not so impressive with the girlfriends. Slapping each other’s asses: You never see a girl slap another girls ass. I don’t care what kind of killer sale you just got on your shoes. We don’t slap each others ass Grabbing your crotch in public: Have you ever seen a girl do this in public? Honestly? What’s the point? Are you making sure it’s still there? It is. Trust me. Wearing dirty underwear: Girls would never wear dirty underwear. We’d rather die than wear anything dirty In addition to things that we would not do…. We don’t name our private parts. Below is a list of names for dicks that I’ve heard over the years. Some are funny. Some not so funny. • blue-veined junket pumper • bon

The Devil Hums Softly.
There he is, staring into me, with his one cold, unblinking green eye. Daring me. Imploring me. Challenging me. Mocking me. "You think you're so fucking cool!" I say to him. But the impassive visage of the great satan does not crack into a sneer. He barely acknowledges my existence. Despite how close he and I are. How much time I've spent with him... he just stares and hums. Monomelodically. Smug. Superior. Unmoving. Cold. Rat bastard knows I need him. But like a petulant child he just sits peering in my soul pretending he doesn't owe me the common courtesy of acknowledgement. "BEAST! TEMPTER! WELL-DRESSED TURD! GIVE ME WHAT I NEED! RELENT! YIELD! PERISH! SUBMIT! I AM YOUR MASTER!" I scream finally breaking. I pull his face to mine. My breath coming out in mad irratic blasts. His mastered and perfect features dew-misted by my shallow, rasping spittle. Hours pass in silence. Hours pass in unanswered pleas and bribery. Finally I reach behind him, and pull th

Done With Love
Im done with trying to love or be loved. I finally find someone who I think is perfect for me even though hes Army and he still breaks my heart. No matter how much I dont want to hurt my heart breaks a lil more every time I think of the fact that hes no longer mine. Some days I wonder why I even try. There must be something wrong with me cuz every time I start to fall for someone I get screwed over. But this time I did fall...and fell hard. I was honestly hopin that when he got done with the Army there would be a future for us that was slowly being built while he was serving. All I know now is that my heart is broken and keeps breakin more and more every time I think of him or listen to certain songs. If your reading this then you obviously care and might know who Im talking bout. If the one Im talkin bout reads this know that I love you with all my heart even though I cant understand why you cant return the feelin anymore. You are my heart and sould right along with Heaven s

Something I Wrote...idk When
You fill my thoughts Permeate my brain Every breath I take Whispers your name I long for you For your voice Tickling my ear For your companionship Filling the void For your eyes So open and trusting I want you With me I could put you In a knapsack And you would Never Leave my side

The Owl Is Open U Like Gurls We Got Them Here!
Click on the one Photos and the Owl will fly u over to the Owl n' Thistle, check us out.. Cheers. The Owl N’ Thistle Lounge want’s you! Help wanted all shifts and all staff needed Bartenders,Enforcers,Greeters Just click the banners and enter and contact Durango Kid (repost of original by 'SLADE*Sexyytina's b/f*Owner*The Scooter Bar/T.S.L/Coyote Ugly Bar/ Manager for Excalibur Radio' on '2007-06-06 00:52:07')

Entree #1
*rearranges my real life journals of study* Hello everyone I'm typing this today knowing full well very few of you will believe what I am about to tell but I feel I must get it out there while its still fresh in my mind. A few nights ago me, my Friend legion, and his friend Kenny decided to do our very first ghost hunt as you all probably know I study many things, and write them down in these journals lycans, sleep paralysis, zombies, witches, demonology, and this most recent one ghost I started it the night we went on our ghost hunt, and I will be posting here the entrees that I have now. It's not much but it is detailed, and all based on what I witnessed that night. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday August 17th 2007 8:30 pm tonight I am going to experience my first ever ghost hunt to my left is Legion Brown a fellow co worker, and in his hands are a audio recorder, and what I am told is a decive to read EMP, and to my right

Russian Woman
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts! The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... (Please scroll down) What were you thinking? Helloooo

Venting.. What A Shitty Day!
How much can one person take!! Im soo close to flipping out.. So today wasn't so bad.. I mean i had my training which ughhh... My feet hurt! Then went shopping after i got off work.. Ran around town with my sister.. This evening i got home checked my email.. I see an email from my husband stating that expedia.com wasn't going to refund our money from a canceled airline ticket! Soo i sit on the phone for an hour trying to get through the line with 3 fighting kids in the background. I finally get customer service on the line and explain my situation... And why is it that our 300 bucks is now NON refundable! Anyways soo like they are fucktards because they state i never called and canceled the ticket. Which is BS because i called with in the hour of booking the flight! SO i ws on the phone total of 2½ hours trying to resolve this problem. Finally getting a supervisor on the phone! He then gave me an address so i could send in some paperwork to see if we could get our money back!! I wrote

Mozart
Mozart Jackson draws goddamn flowers on bathroom walls for old women on Dago Hill - he's pimping paint in St. Louis for the rich and famous - French Colonials lined up like wedding cakes on winding roads to nowhere. He was on his way to MOMA when he met Beatrice and a glass pipe - now he doodles on plaster walls and spends his break time rifling jewelry boxes, separating the rhinestones from the diamonds. From his ladder, he can see the river, muddy with silt and sewage, drawing a line he can never cross again. Mozart Jackson was a fucking genius, now he's fucked - father to a fourteen year-old crack whore, and married to a habit with a dry hole and an endless hunger for pharmaceuticals. I still have a watercolor of a locomotive on a tumbleweed track across an eternal desert - his last great work - and sometimes (when I am playing my guitar really loud) I swear to God I can hear the steam whistle and the roar of steel wheels turning. © All right

Uneasy Rider
Artist/Band: Daniels Charlie Lyrics for Song: Uneasy Rider Lyrics for Album: A Decade of Hits I was takin a trip out to L.A. Toolin along in my cheverolet Tokin on a number and diggin on the radio Just as I crossed the Mississippi line I heard that highway start to whine And I knew that left rear tire was about to blow Well the spare was flat and I got uptight Cause there wasn't a filling station in sight So I just limped on down the shoulder on the rim I went as far as I could and when I stopped the car It was right in front of this little bar Kind of a red-neck lookin joint called the Dew Drop Inn I stuffed my hair up under my hat And told the bartender that I had a flat And ywould he be kind enough to give me change for a one There was one thing I was sure proud to see There wasn't a soul in the place except for him and me He just looked disgusted and pointed toward the telephone I called up the station down the road a ways He said he wasn't very

Tortilla De Patatas
If you like the taste of french fries, you'll love the spanish tortilla. When made correctly, the spanish tortilla is a delicious half-inch thick "cake" of fried potatoes mixed with fried eggs and onions. After cooking, the tortilla can be cut into pizza-like triangles to serve 4-6 people, or cut into squares to give a whole group a bite-sized toothpick sample. 1 cup olive oil four large potatos (peel and cut into small pieces about 2mm thick) salt to taste one large onion, thinly sliced four large eggs. Some people add thin slices of red pepper together with the onion. Heat the oil in a 9-inch skillet, add potato pieces, one slice at a time so that they don't stick. Alternate layers of potato and onion. COOK slowly, medium flame. DO NOT FRY!! Turn occasionally until potatoes are tender, but NOT brown. They must be loose, not "in a cake". Beat eggs in a large bowl with a fork. Salt to taste. Drain potatoes. Add potatoes to beaten eggs, pressing them so that eggs cover t

Nothing Else Matters. Well What U Said.
So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say and nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know but I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us, something new Open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they say never cared for games they play never cared for what they do

Vote For Mistress Brandi Now!!
Help Mistress Brandi get to NO1...NOW Here are the instructions for those who have no idea what I mean by VOTING!!! Assignment from GODDESS BRANDI!!!! 1. Visit Mistress Brandi's website queenofcocktease.com 2. Click on the "get 5 min free" button 3. Enter the vote code, copy it and VOTE for Mistress Brandi! 4. Take the vote code and send it to me at queenofcocktease@yahoo.com so i can verify if it is a true vote code. NOTE: The voting system counts 1 vote for every 3 hours. So vote only 1 time every 3 hours. Remember to send all vote codes in 1 message not 1 million messages. Mistress Brandi http://www.queenofcocktease.com/

The Wisdom Of The Kings
Removed the stones which hide the cave blind and dark along my way I must go on wise and brave before a last hail At the end of floor stairs of ancient stone lead me to a vision, an unreal hall And they appear in front of me lightened by a mystic flame A new dimension I have to face beyond the gates I cannot believe oh what now I see when the two demons awake from the sleep Holy dragons keepers of time Ride brave the blue skies and spell my eyes Fly beyond these hills ride on the wind The wisdom of the kings Lost in a dream I'm under the spell of the sunny magic land But Aresius said: Become aware! All can hide the hell... Now it's time to go to the mighty sword it's time to follow the kings holy call Holy dragons keepers of time Ride brave the blue skies and spell my eyes Fly beyond these hills ride on the wind The wisdom of the kings ~Rhapsody of Fire

Broken-everlast
Everlast "Broken" You're the air that I breathe The sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you're having some doubts I'm down on my knees I pray you'll stick this out Beggin' you please girl I'm sorry I let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe I know I ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak But your loving could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from

Fubar Women (not All But Some)
OK, I'VE BEEN ON FUBAR FOR A FEW WEEKS NOW. DURING THIS TIME I HAVE BECOME INCREASINGLY ANNOYED WITH SOME THINGS I'VE WITNESSED. DEAR MS. FAN ME, RATE ME, LEAVE ME COMMENTS LADIES...SOME OF YOU ACT LIKE CELEBRITIES THAT CAN'T EVEN RETURN THE FAVOR. THIS IS NOT IN REFERENCE TO THOSE THAT DO BUT TO THOSE THAT GO TO A PAGE AFTER GETTING "BOMBED" A LIL AND DON'T DO OR SAY SHIT...NOT EVEN A LIL THANK YOU. THIS IS WHERE I BECOME AN ASSHOLE...YOU STUPID BITCHES ARE NOT CELEBRITIES...I DON'T CARE IF THE GUYS AT YOUR LOCAL WATERING HOLE TREAT YOU LIKE ONE...WE ARE ALL ON HERE TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN, CHAT AND KILL TIME...YOUR SHIT STINKS, IT DOES.