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Ooh-frickin-rah..."parody To Beverly Hills"
"Indy-Hills" Where I come from isn't all that great My automobile is from '98 My fashion sense is dark and black And my friends are kickass cool like me I didn't go to boarding school Sexy girls never looked at me Why shouldn't they, I am somebody Got deployments in my pocket INDY HILLS THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE LIVING IN CORNY-ASS FIELDS INDY HILLS TRYIN' TO BUILD MY SELF-ESTEEM LIVING IN CORNY-ASS FIELDS Look at all those civvy guys Wishin' they coulda been just like me When the girls' legs open up I make them feel good inbetween They wanna live the life like that They wanna be just like Marines Rate my pics, cuz I am cool I'm Indiana's best thing INDY HILLS THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO BE LIVING IN CORNY-ASS FIELDS INDY HILLS TRYIN' TO BUILD MY SELF-ESTEEM LIVING IN CORNY-ASS FIELDS Truth is, they don't stand a chance It's somethin' that you sign into And some just don't belong No they don't, I'm just a high-class Clean-cut king And I will alw

Frequently Asked Questions With Answers (author Unknown) About The Craft...
Frequently Asked Questions with Answers (Author Unknown) Q. What form does the practice of Witchcraft take? The form and context vary from group to group and between each ritual, and may run the gamut from elaborate ceremony to spontaneous ritual to simple meditation. Generally the practice is to consecrate a sacred space, the "circle" and then work magic and worship the Goddesses and Gods within it according to the forms agreed upon by that particular group of Witches. Q. How do you see the Goddess? As the immanent life force, as Mother Nature, the Earth, the Cosmos, the interconnectedness of all life. Q. Do all Witches practice their religion the same way? Yes and no. Wicca is a highly individual religion. Moreover, the number of different sects within the Craft may give the impression that no two groups practice the same way. Though practices may vary, most traditions have many similarities, such as the working of magic and a respect for nature. Most Wi

Can I Please Kiss Your Ankles?
I want to worship you I’m so thankful I want to kiss and compliment The sides of your ankles Until your leg trembles Like it’s about to fall Into shambles Your body needs some inspiration And I’ll make you an example Before you are able to Count to__ I will be giving you something That’s hard to handle Tongue baptized by flames When I swallowed the flame From your candle I make a wish For the ages That you remain timeless You feel so vibrant Like my life depended on it Is how I dive in The locksmith To Pandora ’s Box And make ecstasy come out of hiding Our grinding becomes an alliance Pulsating is a science This voyage is historic My private passenger Ascend up the stairway to heaven Take you from behind You arched over azure’s banister I immerse your stamina Think beyond the usual Sexual clichés I’m no amateur Before our flesh Become tangled In personified pleasure

Thanks...
I just wanted to thank everyone for the ratings... I will try to get to everyone as soon as my computer is back online, I am waiting for a new modem from my ISP and should be back online for longer periods on Wednesday.... right now i am using my daughters computer and its tough sharing a computer with another internet addict! Luv ya all.....

Projects
Last year, shortly after I left my husband, I was dating a guy we’ll call CR. CR and I broke up after a month and I guess I would say he was and still is the only “boyfriend” I’ve had in over a year now. After the break up I did a lot of soul searching and through many conversations with my best friend and multiple life coaches, I realized that I have been with what I like to call “Project Men”. These are men that have serious issues that for some subconscious reason I want to fix. Lemme give you an example: E: Drug addict, alcoholic, couldn’t hold a job. Orphaned by his mom at 2, dad died at 10. Always in some kind of trouble, no car, living with friends- sleeping on their couch when I met him S: Ex con, sold “stuff”, deadbeat dad, limited education, working menial jobs (I thought he was a step up from E since S actually had a car), lived with his parents at 27 CR: Father of 2, cheated on wife, couldn’t keep a job or his finances straight (Hey at least, he had a car a

Bored And Missin Him
im jus sittin here....bored...as usual....im missin him so much......hopin to see him soon....i do love him and i do want him to be mine..forever...we always promised eachother that...so i think its time to fufill it...ill be glad to see him wen i do....i hope he feels the same...he is still my babii boii...and i hope he knows it...

Two Priests
Two priests are off to the showers late one night. They undress and step into the showers before they realize there is no soap. Father John says he has soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering to dress. He grabs two bars of soap, one in each hand, and heads back to the showers. He is halfway down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his way. Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and freezes like he's a statue. The nuns stop and comment on how life-like he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls on his manhood. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. "Oh look" says the first nun, "its a soap dispenser". To test her theory the second nun also pulls on his manhood....sure enough he drops the second bar of soap. The third nun decides to have a go. She pulls once, then twice and three times but nothing happens. So she gives several More tugs, then yells! "Mary, Mother of God - Hand Lotion too.

A Year Already?!?!
ITS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT IT HAS BEEN ONE YEAR SINCE I FIRST LOGGED ON TO LOSTCHERRY. I HAVE MET ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS AS WELL AS THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, WHO HAS COMPLETELY CHANGED MY LIFE... IVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT IN THE PAST YEAR, IVE BEEN IN COUNTLESS LOUNGES, IVE DJED FOR A FEW OF THEM, AND IVE BEEN A BOUNCER. IVE SEEN MY UPS AND DOWNS, AND I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE TO THANK FOR HELPING ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. FOR NOW, I WANT TO MENTION TWO. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO MENTION MY FRIEND PUMPKIN KING, HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME ALMOST SINCE MY FIRST DAY, HE AND I HAVE SEEN ALOT TOGETHER, WEVE HAD OUR UPS, AND DOWNS, BUT WE WERE BOTH STILL STANDING WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARED, AND FOR EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE AND THE TIME WE HAVE SPENT TOGETHER, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, HE WILL BE A FRIEND FOREVER. THE SECOND PERSON I WANT TO MENTION IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, KAT. I LOVE HER WITH ALL OF MY HEART, AND COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT HER, SHE IS THE BEST THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME THIS Y

Too True
.. !|!/.. .. ( @ @ ) . ooO--(_)--Ooo \"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who matter don\'t mind and those who mind don\'t matter\" oooO ( ) ( Oooo _) ( ) ) / (_/ (¯`\'·.¸ ( ¯`\'·.¸( ¯`\'·.¸ * \'´¯) ¸.·\'´¯ )¸.·\'´¯ )

Caption It | Vol.1 | 002
RFB’s Weekly Photo Blog Caption It Question: Should I post these bi-weekly? (Sorry I was a little late with this one. I have been a busy girl this week!) The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog each week for a new photo. 2. Comment with a caption. You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

Hollyweird Here I Come
Monday morning at 3:00a.m. i am traveling back to cali for the 4th time this year to see some friends. I will carry my laptop with me so i can talk to you guys and gals in my hotel room. I am really hoping not to bump into someone. If so oh well. keep on rockin!!

To Those Who Think They Can't Take It Anymore...
Versus The World "Forgive Me" Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here I never though it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me So long to the future I never HAD A CHANCE ANYWAY SO WHEN I USE MY USES I GET A PROBLEM WITH MY BRAIN THIS IS A PROBLEM SO INTENSE I CANNOT EXPLAIN OVER AND OVER WHICH WAY TO TURN THERE'S NO WAY OUT AT THIS POINT I'M NOT CONCERNED!!!! I NEVER THOUGH IT'D FEEL THIS GOOD TO QUIT FAILURE TASTES SO SWEET I'M NOT AFRAID ANYMORE...FORGIVE ME!!!

115,000 To Godfather
COMEON EVERYONE .. SHES GOT OVER 1200 PICTURES A TON OF STASH .WE CAN GET THIS DONE..TOMMOROW IS MY BIRTHDAY AND I WILL BE TAKING THE DAY OFF THE FIRST DAY OFF FROM LEVELING IN 11 MONTHS,......GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE We have a Fubar close to God father with 4 Happy hours coming up tonight.Lets get her over to a God Mother. Shes got about 115,000 to go..Show her some love. Shes got a lot of pictures and Stash to rate. Show her some love. Pєяĸy Mя. Đ's Wife Owner of the O.C.L Tracy's FU- Mistress@ fubar

Who Are You
This blog is not for those who get offended easily. I am going to start this with a friend of mine and very compasionate and caring person. I know that when you put a question on a mumm. You get an answer and some comments thats cool. That is what they are there for. But the thing that gets me is when u act like your shit dont stink. Last time I checked we all have flaws. That is what makes us all different and the world go around. So for all those who think they are better than others and that they are the shit. You can just go step the fuck off a cliff as far as I am concerned. Cuz there is one person who judges in my life. That is the Good Lord himself. I have done shit in my life and has kept me with a level head. I may be shy but do I by any means think I am better than anyone else. So for all you haters and downgraders. You can kiss my ass. Obviousely you have nothing better to do in your life but make people feel like some shit. That tells me as well you have no

Just My Thoughts
LIFE...... Life iswhat you make of it good or bad.... This is just my thought's and how I fell and think.... Everyone needs family and friends.....and I Love all of mine....For Good or Bad.... There are good times when we find that special someone and take that big step...everyone dreams about..as thay say in the story books live happily ever after.... And there's a time when you have your family and friends that make you happy....The one's that Love you no matter what... Now for the bad times...you have people that you love..or loved that just wanted you so thay could get what thay wanted from you....that could be family or friends.... And there's the time when the one's you Love die.... Those I think are the hardest time's in life....you have those special times you thank about or someone will say or you hear something....and you'll remember that special person.... I really hope this will not make anyone mad....It's just my thoughts..... Love to all my o

Things A True Southerner Knows:::
The difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit. Pretty much how many fish make up a mess. What general direction cattywumpus is. That "gimme sugar" don't mean pass the sugar. When somebody's "fixin" to do something, it won't be long. The difference between Yankees and damn Yankees. How good a cold grape Nehi and cheese crackers are at a country store. Knows what, "Well I Suwannee !!" means. Ain't nobody's biscuits like Grandma's biscuits !! A good dog is worth its weight in gold. Real gravy don't come from the store. When "by and by" is. How to handle their "pot likker". The difference between "pert' near" and "a right far piece". The differences between a redneck and a good ol' boy. Never to go snipe hunting twice. At one point learned what happens when you swallow tobacco juice. Never to assume that the other car with the flashing turn signal is actually going to make a turn. You may wear long sleeves,

After Shock
Well i am just updating everyone on my last blog THINK FIRST on august 12 tammy was killed and on august 14 bob was pulled off from life support and he passed away as well. The police have caught the man who killed tammy but the shock of that is that he was a friend of ours who was at the birthday party with us all. Now we have two people dead and two people charged with the accidents but they were all friends its a very tragic and unbeleivable story but the hardest part of all of it besides losing someone you love is now we all have to go to court and watch someone who we thought was a friend be tried for the death of his own friend. it may appear to some people that its all over but we all (the families of all 4 people) have to deal with the aftershock for a long time to come. So i ask again that everyone please think about what your doing when you drink and drive because it could be your friend that gets hurt or killed.Tammy was cremated and we had her service today. Bob will be bur

Update!!!!
UPDATE!!! Our Little Angel is gaining weight. They have got her formula right finally and She may get to come home tomorrow cause she has a appointment with her surgeon. Prayers are still very much needed For This Little AngelShe was Born 6-1-2007 and as of today she weighs close to 8 lbs.Prayers are still Needed Please!!!This is my GreatGreat NiecePlease Add Her In Your Prayers!!!

Pearl- Moon Planet
# Pearl-Planet Moon. # In the Astrological works the moon is considered as signification of heart (man) and thus wearing a Pearl brings one out of depressions and gives a calm and vibrant feeling. # The memory is also improved and the general interaction with other people is more fruitful. # It can cure all diseases arising out of heart. # The orange cosmic rays emitted by the Pearl helps in splitting and exploding the negative energy in the body. It helps in cleaning and decongestants the negative emotions and negative energy particles in the Aura. # It gives a clear complexion and if used as a powder on the face gives unique flow. This is a secret of Ayurveda known to few and used by even fewer people. In search of the recipe of Indian Moon Powder...

Alanis Morissette-you Learn
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You sc

What Is Normal?
I was 16 when i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and i have dealt with this shit like a champ. Crazy messages do bother me, but that's all. Don't make an a** of yourself, unless you have a good reason. Those reasons may include: 1. a hang nail on ur big toe 2. an advanced case of cancer 3. just plain dumb Please take into consideration that with schizophrenia I do hear voices and we aren't afraid to laugh back at you guys. J/K!!! I don't want you to get it confused though, i do have problems and it is no joking matter. One thing that i do understand about most of the CherryTap comments is that, most people live in a box, rarely realizing that they are the only people in. GET IT. An empty box with a body, good as dead anyway right, well that is the vibe i getting from most you CT users. Self control is what you need, that is something i had plenty of training in so i wouldn't spas out and become the worst case senario, namely most of you people. Understand? Good.

Blinded By The Light!!
Im really tired of the words to this song being all misconstrued..and sang wrong...PLEASE people..take a minute and read the lyrics....understand what its saying!! no other song like it Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Madman drummers bummers, Indians in the summer with a teenage diplomat In the dumps with the mumps as the adolescent pumps his way into his hat With a boulder on my shoulder, feelin' kinda older, I tripped the merry-go-round With this very unpleasin', sneezin' and wheezin, the calliope crashed to the ground The calliope crashed to the ground But she was... Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce, another runner in the night Blinded by the light, revved up like

Preseason Week 2
Thursday 8.16.07 Miami- 11 Kansas City- 10 Friday 8.17.07 Atlanta- 13 Buffalo- 10 Carolina- 10 Philadelphia- 27 Tennessee- 27 NE- 24 Minnesota- 37 NY Jets- 20 Saturday 8.18.07 4PM Houston @ Arizona 7 PM Detroit @ Cleveland 7:30PM New Orleans @ Cincinnati Tampa Bay @ Jacksonville 8PM Seattle @ Green Bay Pittsburgh @ Washington Denver @ Dallas San Diego @ St. Louis Sunday 8.19.07 8PM NY Giants @ Baltimore Monday 8.20.07 8PM Chicago @ Indianapolis

Please Help Me
Most of you know i am in my first contest and i am calling in all the favors that are owed to me ! I have lost tenth place and am now in 12th. Please come help me and get me back in place . I need less than 5,000 to get to 20,0000 please help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=47715067

When You Lose The One You Love...
Whether it's because of death or because of the relationship coming to a close, when you lose the one you have given your heart to, it always hurts. I just recently watched the movie City of Angels and I can NOT believe the impact this movie had on my heart! I have a great friend who is going thru loss right now and this blog goes out to him. I love ya Trev!!! "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One." Just sit and think about that for one moment... When love is so great that just ONE experience with that person is enough to satisfy you than having never had it, would it be worth it? So many times we grieve so hard for the person we lost that we don't realize how much they touched our lives and that our lives wouldn't be any different had they never come in... We put up walls, some of us vow NEVER to love again, some of us are stuck living everyday thinking about how we want th

The Submissive Woman
They told me - You are Woman .....Go out and conquer the world They said - be strong .....Don't betray your Sisters You don't need a man You are sufficient unto yourself They told me 'submissive' is wrong .....and degrading ..........that I need bow to no man I lived that truth Strong, Independent, Intelligent, Capable, In Charge, In Control...... Until - a new truth You told me - you are woman .....Go out and conquer the world ..........Then come home and sit at my feet You said - come to me in strength .....and I will protect you ..........and celebrate your strength You said - kneel before me .....give me your woman's body for my pleasure and I will raise you from kneeling .....to heights you never imagined You said - let me into those locked rooms .....give me access Trust Me with every part of you .....and I will treasure it all You said - there are more truths in this world, .....and revealed them to me and because of you .....I am f

Redneck Momma
Redneck Momma A woman walks into the downtown welfare office, trailed by 15 kids. "WOW," the social worker exclaims, "are they ALL YOURS???" "Yep they are all mine," the flustered momma sighs, having heard that question a thousand times before. She says, "Sit down Leroy." All the children rush to find seats. "Well," says the social worker, "then you must be here to sign up. I'll need all your children's names." "This one's my oldest - he is Leroy." "OK, and who's next?" "Well, this one he is Leroy, also." The social worker raises an eyebrow but continues. One by one, through the oldest four, all boys, all named Leroy. Then she is introduced to the eldest girl, named Leighroy! "All right," says the caseworker. "I'm seeing a pattern here. Are they ALL named Leroy?" Their Momma replied, "Well, yes, it makes it easier. When it is time to get them out of bed and ready for school, I yell, 'Leroy!' 'An' when it's time for dinner, I just yell 'Leroy!'

The Submissive's Prayer
Allow me the strength to answer questions I can't fathom. Allow me the spirit to know his needs. Allow me the kindness to choke back retorts. Allow me the serenity to serve Him in peace. Allow me the love to show Him myself. Allow me the tenderness to comfort Him. Allow me the light to show us the way. Allow me the wisdom to be an asset to Him. Let me be able to show Him each day my love of my service to Him. Let me open myself up to completely belong to Him. Let my eyes show Him the same respect, rather I sit at his side, or kneel at his feet. Let me accept my punishment with the grace of a woman. Let me learn to please Him, beyond myself. Grant me the power to give myself to Him completely. Give me the strength to please us both. Permit me to love myself, in loving Him. Allow me the peace of serving Him. For it is my greatest wish, my highest power To make his life complete, as he makes mine.

The Way He Makes Me Feel...
The touch of his hand upon my flesh making me melt deep within feeling his lips against mine fingers on my back whispers of what he's going to do drinking it all in my lips upon your neck hearing your soft moans your fingers undressing me making me purr in passion I feel your arms around me as you pull me close tormenting me sweetly yet letting me know exactly who is in control your touch sending shivers of delight thru me as your lips move over me I hear your whisper and your hot breath against me laying beside you looking into your eyes I know that look you pounce on me like a cat pinning my hands under yours as you pierce my body with yours pounding into me the sound of our moaning and bodies filling the air my legs encircle you as my back arches our lips join in a passion filled kiss as our bodies throb against one another

Daily Rant
No daily or nightly rant for today. I already had it out with my husband about some things that are going on between me and him. Deals with some shit being said on myspace.com about his profile. That's a whole different story though. Blessed be Khaos Faerie

Chili Cook Off...
Notes From An Inexperienced Chili Tester Named FRANK, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the beer wagon, when the call came. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy, and besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting. So I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: ________________________________________________________ CHILI # 1 MIKE'S MANIAC MOBSTER MONSTER CHILI JUDGE ONE: A little too heavy on tomato. Amusing kick. JUDGE TWO: Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild. FRANK: Holy shit, what the hell is this stuff? You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put the flames out. I hope that's the worst one. These Texans are crazy. __________________________

Preseason Week One...
You can count on ya girl to keep you updated with scores.... THURSDAY 8.9.07 Cincinnati- 26 Detroit- 27 Indianapolis- 10 Dallas- 23 FRIDAY 8.10.07 Atlanta- 16 NY- 31 NE- 10 Tampa Bay- 13 St. Louis- 13 Minnesota- 10 Buffalo- 13 New Orleans- 10 SATURDAY 8.11.07 Jacksonville- 17 Miami- 18 Kansas City- 12 Cleveland- 16 Green Bay-13 Pittsburgh- 9 Carolina- 24 NY Giants- 21 Chicago- 20 Houston- 19 Washington- 14 Tennessee- 6 Arizona- 23 Oakland- 27 SUNDAY 8.12.07 Seattle - 24 San Diego- 16 MONDAY 8.13.07 Philadelphia- 3 Baltimore- 29 Denver- 17 San Fransisco - 13

Chilling
I've made it to VA, hanging out at my parents house. Family is over for the afternoon so of course my mom is happy all her kids are here. Getting viscously assaulted by a 4 1/2 year old, I don't think he wants any cousins... Decompressing, trying to chill out and enjoy this time with family. It's been better this time that it was in June, mainly because I'm at my parents house so they can go about their routine, they always have stuff to do and such so I can stay out of the way and chill. lol Another thing they told us to watch out for is anger. Seems a common emotion for the troops and people coming back. I'm not sure why but I am a wee bit testy but knowing why helps me deal with it. I guess I was doing the anger thing in June and that obviously didn't help things out. Doing much better this time around. So.. hanging out, enjoying real eggs, high speed internet access and my own choice of foods... who could ask for anything more?

Alcohol
You made me lose my loved ones, I thought your lies were true. You made me lose my dignity, and now I'm stuck with you. My true friends tried to warn me, they said I'd lose my mind, that someday soon my only friend would be a glass of wine. You filled my mouth with poison, turned my heart to ice. You rotted me inside and out, My weakness I despise. I never thought you'd conquer me, thought I was stronger than thee. You made me lose my loved ones, my true friends, and pride, now in limbo, dark and lonely, My cowardice I must Hide....

T I M E 2
time... To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize The value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. EVERY DAY goes BYE . Learn to balance UPS =) and DOWNS =(

It's What Pretend Rock Gods Are Made Of...
So I got Guitar Hero Encore: Rock the 80s last night. I love it. The setlist is awesome. It has Asia's "Heat of the Moment," Eddie Money's "Shakin'," The Vapors' "Turning Japanese," 38 Special's "Hold on Loosely," The Romantics' "What I Like About You," and Scorpion's "No One Like You." Everything from the Go Go’s “We got the Beat” to Iron Maiden’s “Electric Eye”. Playing and dancing around and of course doing the "rock star" kick when the song is over. I LOVE IT. I am disappointed they left out some bands. Foreigner and styx, maybe some guns n roses would have been awesome, and you can’t buy songs at the store, would be nice to get to play more then 30 songs, but it was well worth getting. I can’t wait for guitar hero III to hit stores. Legends of Rock Game with a new Wireless Les Paul Guitar Controller. Going to be awesome.

The Cryof The Native American
The Cry of The Native American We were here first (i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni) Maybe the Cherokee cry But we wanted their land So they had to die How could their rights Have been explained? The bow and arrow - Against the gun ordained? We took their homes - (Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv) They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won They had to die - we had no choice Their punishment for owning - our land first The Indians had been the custodians of the land. (a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi) But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand And buffalo herds - very soon were damned Sustainability was more the Indians way a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv. But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea" We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B. After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs na-quu-no a

Rip Kelsy Briggs, Soldier's Daughter... Plz Repost Everyone!!! How Could A Mother Let This Happen?
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. If you want to help out, please repost. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen. please please please repost this!

For Those Of You Who Really Pay Attention To My Blogs Lol
Jasons ex's test came back positive for drugs as we expected it would. He has full custody of the kids now and is trying to deal with all that is going on and finding a new place to live, all this just as school is starting up! So please send him all the love you can during this time. He appriceates it! Let's keep his spirits high!!! much love, Heather http://www.myspace.com/jasondavisradio or you can send any messages to me here myspace.com/buckeyecherry and i will be sure to forward them on to him!!!! he won't be checking in here much, so if you want please send the messages to one of our myspace accounts. also feel free to add either of us if you have an account there. AGAIN THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!

Contest Is Over!!! :o:o
Wanted to thank everyone that helped me out in the contest.. :) Very much appreciated... But our 12 Zombie squad team is out of comments and these dam Happy Hours bogg down alot of our Browsers .. Especially mine....:O:( ... Everyone else is at 20,000 comments or more except 4 that includes me.. and they are all at 16-18,000 where we are at 13,778..... And we are all out.. And I had 2 MRI'S today, and another spinal tap... At the emergency center.. So I cant sit long at all .. But it was a fun contest.... And I was shooting for 20,000 to renew my VIP... But our bombing squad is all bogged down by all these happy hours.. Plus out of comments.. 12 girl/guy zombie bomb team we did good... :) But Its over for me... But it was lots of fun.. Hey Ya win some ya lose some... lol.. :) THanks again to everyone for all the support and help!!! But I am really sore from my tests this morning ... And these happy hours are gettin annoyin...lol.. Bogging down alot of our browsers.. UGH!!! I love

Great Spirit
"My grandfather is the fire My grandmother is the wind The Earth is my mother The Great Spirit is my father The World stopped at my birth and laid itself at my feet And I shall swallow the Earth whole when I die and the Earth and I will be one Hail The Great Spirit, my father without him no one could exist because there would be no will to live Hail The Earth, my mother without which no food could be grown and so cause the will to live to starve Hail the wind, my grandmother for she brings loving, lifegiving rain nourishing us as she nourishes our crops Hail the fire, my grandfather for the light, the warmth, the comfort he brings without which we be animals, not men Hail my parent and grandparents without which not I nor you nor anyone else could have existed Life gives life which gives unto itself a promise of new life Hail the Great Spirit, The Earth, the wind, the fire praise my parents loudly for they are your parents, too Oh, Great Spirit, giver o

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1. A General = Leaps tall buildings with a single bound, is more powerful than a locomotive, is faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water and gives policy to God. 2. A Colonel = Leaps short buildings with a single bound, is more powerful that a switch engine, is just as fast as a speeding bullet, walks on water if the sea is calm and talks to God. 3. A Lieutenant Colonel = Leaps short buildings with a running start and a favorable wind, is almost as powerful as a switch engine, is faster that a speeding BB, walks on water in an indoor swimming pool and talks to God if a special request is approved. 4. A Major = Barely clears Quonset huts, loses tugs-of-war with locomotives, can fire a speeding bullet, swims well and is occasionally addressed by God. 5. A Captain = Makes high marks when trying to leap buildings, is run over by locomotives, can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury, can dog paddle and talks to animals. 6. A First Lieutenant = Runs into

Baptising A Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk; when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the "Smell of alcohol," whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready To find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk replies "No, I haven't found Jesus". By this time the preacher is at his wits end, and dunks the drunk in the water again, but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pu

Hey Family
Hey yal I know you thinkinh I disappeared but my pc is still fucked up lol plus now I have a job and Im starten school full-time plus you know ima single mama so Ima be busy soooooo please don't get mad when you don't see me on here BUT I promise as soon as I get my laptop ima hit yall up thanks for all the luv yall given me *kisses* *smooches*

Thinking...
I got called an angel today so yeah I am feeling a little high and mighty. But I am also just tired. For every one thing that goes right a million other things go wrong. I have such thin skin. I feel maybe more than others... I definitely care more. I take what someone says literally and seriously. I don't mind a two-way street. In fact I prefer it but why does it always seem like my side of the street is paved with potholes and garbage? Right now someone's thoughtless words have me feeling like everything is going away from me. What an awesome power that person has. To make me feel like shit and not even care about it... kudos to you. But that is just one person! So why am I hung up on it? Because even though I have some annoying qualities, I still cannot deal with the annoying qualities of others. I see the good. I appreciate the good. But just a spoonful or in this case a fucking gallon of badness can swallow the good and make it... nothing at all. Just because the w

Hey Everybody
Hey yal I know you thinkinh I disappeared but my pc is still fucked up lol plus now I have a job and Im starten school full-time plus you know ima single mama so Ima be busy soooooo please don't get mad when you don't see me on here BUT I promise as soon as I get my laptop ima hit yall up thanks for all the luv yall given me *kisses* *smooches*

Carla Will Be Offline For A Little While
`··Ç&T $tã$h Ç£üB--§ëë¿ðÿkðÿgëë--`·@ fubar Carla will be offline for a little while, but please continue to show her some love, or drop her a comment. She wants everyone to know that she hasn't and won't forget ya'll. She will be back. She is having problems with her connectivity right now. Thanks everyone! And remember, please show her some love and let her know how much we miss her. Thanks, Tracy

"realization"
From the womb new life is sprung Knowing not from where its come His newborn eyes try to focus On a world so blind, so hopeless Years go by, no longer a boy Out on his own, to find some joy He meets his love, buys a home Feels he'll never be alone. He plants his seed, new life will come. Only to see, she's not the one He moves out, and she hates him still Visits his daughter, always will. More years go on, now old and frail Ex is dead, daughter in jail Now he sees the world, no blindfold on "Bullshit" he whispers, now he is gone.

"painful Reminder"
Overdose is such a bitch Now I've got this fucking twitch A constant reminder for all time Of how I put my life on the line My future could have been lost From my hand that coin was tossed Just because I wanted to fly Just searching for that higher high I did survive but not without harm 'Ever scarred from that shot in my arm Tremors, twitches, shakes and shudders I hate how my heart now flutters Permenant damage to body and mind Dope, bitch-goddess, your thick web I did find I'm glad I survived that horrible night But wounds are forever in shameful sight Gimped for life for that shot that I did What will I tell my wondering kid?

"hate Unveiled"
Forget your ass, you punkass bitch They're gonna find you in a ditch. Bloody, bloated, black and blue, Gonna need dental records to identify you. Why'd you go and fuck me around? Punk me like a fucking clown. Liar, leach, you fucking lump Hair will come out clump by clump I'm tired of being the fool, The example will be you. Beaten, battered, left for dead, I'll kick in your fucking head. I bet the next fucker will stop and think, about your eyeballs in the sink. Never be ripped off again, With blood stains on my hands. At least you death will have meaning, Unlike your life of fucking thieving. Let this be a lesson to all you fuckers, Fuck me over, you'll pay like the others.

Going Postal Is Not Just For The Gov't
So much of my life revolves around my art, my music... it's me. Wanna know me better.... know my music. Why not take 10 minutes out of your day to check out some new, original, live music. It's all about the love of music people. if you wanna hear "my life" check out: www.myspace.com/yellowfinn We've been wanting to get a cut of Postal up on MySpace for at least a year... finally for you listening enjoyment, we busted a version short enough to fit into MySpace's MB limit. This one's live from BlueFusion studios, 06/24/07 set 1. Check it out...let us know what you think. Check out the other tunes too... they're all pretty unique..and live, AND PHUNKY ;-) He was just a normal little boy Playing with his friends They flew kites over the riverbed; on a dark and stormy night and things would never be the same. He had difficulties playing with the other children after he got struck by lightning he was not right! He had difficulties when he was a teenager; could

"waiting For The 1st Date With The One I Love"
Why do I allow myself to be treated like this? Is she really someone that I would truely miss? I can't take much more of the betrayl The drug I need is not one for sale. I love her, and I tell her so; She says it too, not the same, I know. I want to be with her until the end She loves me, yes, but only as a friend I sit up awake at night, thinking of her; I can not escape her voice, her eyes, her lure. She forgets out plans, forgets to call; I forgive it all, taken that fall... Into love, into her, into hell Not returned, not her type? Just can't tell. Should I just kill myself? End this shit? Or just place it on the shelf? Forget it? I don't know what I should do A riddle without a clue. I want her more with each passing day; Then see her, don't know what to say. How can I compete with those other guys? I treat her better, she wants otherwise. She wants to fuck the guys who lie and cheat; I treat her like gold, I get

"pet Lemmings"
You're gonna drown in the mess you make. Your self, inflicted, hate You turn your back on the friends you lose When they don't follow all your rules. People are what they want to be; They're not lemmings to the sea. Maybe it's time that you looked at yourself. Stop blaming life on someone else.

Rant
K, so I wrote this little rant years ago, but I think that it still and always will have merit and explains part of me, so here we go I hate this world. That may be a bold statement, but not without merit. There is so much bullshit floating in this sea of filth that it is hard to breathe. The only way to stay afloat and survive is to climb aboard the least repulsive piece of shit and drift along; essentially becoming part of the shit. I can not and will not accept this. I believe there is a way to get through life without succombing to the shit. I am not saying that there is no good in the world, it is just very hard to find. I have very good and special friends, which is probably what has kept me from jumping ship and drowning. But I am finding more and more recently that many that act like true friends are anything but. There are a few true 100% ones out there. Not that even the good is perfect, it also has its demons. I am in love with one of my very best friends, adn I don'

Live And Learn
I'M THE MAN YOU'VE BEEN THINKING OF! WHEN YOU NEED ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU LOVE ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU CRY, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU DREAM OF ME, I'M THERE! LOVE ME FOR ME! WHAT MAKES ME A BETTER MAN, IS THE FACT THAT I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND THAT I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT NO MATTER WHAT! WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU ARE TO NEVER LET GO! ENJOY EVERY MINUTE THAT YOU TWO HAVE TOGETHER AND SAVOR THE MOMENTS SPENT AS ONE! WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL SAD, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU JUST WANNA CRY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOUR ALL ALONE AND HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO, LISTEN TO MUSIC AND RELAX THE MIND. EXCAPE FROM THE CYBER WORLD AND SEE WHAT'S AHEAD IN YOUR LIFE. LOVE MEANS MORE THAN JUST A KEYBOARD OR A SCREEN. LOVE OVER POWERS ALL DEEP INSIDE WETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT! THIS IS HOW LIFE SHOULD BE.DON'T LIVE IN MISERY FOREVER! GET OVER YOUR ISSUES AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY SOMEONE!

The Real Me
if anyone is interested in learning about the person behind the name DEAD ANGEL ill post it he but i need to know ppl r really interested. please messeg or comment me and let me know. thank u. i'm a 33 year old male who was born with a disability called cerebral palsy. at age 5 i was diagnosed with it do to my enability to walk. thier r different types of cerebral palsy. there's low case/ataxiea1, moderate/mild ataxiea2, which i have. severe/ataxiea3. in my case, i can walk now but i use a crutch. othe ways it effects my body, it makes my muscles constantly tense. it also effects my fine motor skills as in sloy typing, holding/picking up small objects etc. i wasn't going to write this because i want ppl to like me for me, not pity me. i decided to write it cause i figure if im going to add u to my friends list i might as well tell u who ur friends with. thank u in advance for taking time to read this. DEAD ANGEL

Child Abuse Please Watch
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. If you want to help out, please repost. She was such a beautiful little girl. I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen. Please, please, please repost this!

19 August 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, August 19: If you sit quietly through a meeting today you run the risk of appearing stupid, but if you open your mouth you'll quickly prove that you are. Ignorance is different from stupidity -- in your case both are applicable.

Some Feelings
I was reading some blogs a friend of mine has posted and realized that I shouldn't be ashamed or scared to put out there my experiences of life. I always though, what would my mom think? Would people judge me because of it? I figured out the answers are, "Who Cares?" I am me and if you can't accept it, too bad. I'm sick of this society being so judgemental on other's views, looks, and interests. So I'm not a super model, you don't like? Don't look at me. I'm not feminist and I actually LIKE to learn about cars and work on them. All of you people can fuck off, I don't need you as much as you don't need me. So end it, and go our seperate ways. I used to write alot growing up. Poetry, journals, short stories, you name it. Then I stopped for the fear that I might be judged and I put it on the back burner because "I didn't have time". Writing is my passion so I am going to try to start again. How am I supposed to get my emotions out if I don't write them down or talk about them. Not only th

Badass Marine Rap
She called... Blacks, Whites...wait African Americans and Caucasians, Asians, excuse me. Vietnamese, Philipenes, Koreans and Jamaicans or Haitans, waitin' Hispanics y'all. Please be paitent Mexican, Puerto Ricans, Venezualean, Cuban, Dominican, Panamanian Democrats I beg your pardon, you partied with the late, great Reagan? Republican, Independent, Christian, Catholic, Methodist, Baptist, 7th Day Adventist, 5 Percenters, Hindu, Sunii Muslim, Brothers and Sisters who never seen the New York city skyline when the twin towers still existed. But still She called. From the bowels of Ground Zero she sent this 911 distress signal. Because She was in desperate need of a hero, and didn't have time to decipher what to call 'em, so she called 'em all Her children. The children of the stars and bars who needed to know nothing more than the fact that she called. The fact that someone attempted to harm us this daughter who covered us all with her loving ar

I Hate My Family
Already, my dad will no longer help with college, but keep claiming me on taxes so I can't file FAFSA by myself unless I move out of my mom's place, but my dad doesn't want to help with me having a mode of transportation, rent, utilities, the works, so it's either go to school and be homeless, or stay with my mom and not have an education. Fuck, I can't get a loan without his help cause of my age.... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

Ugghhh.....
They can beat me up... they can yell and scream at me all they want... they can take away all my priveleges and still they will never ever beat me... my head hurts from last night. things are never gonna be the same at home again... i've gotta get out of here.

Candy Is Dandy But . . .
Fill in the rest of that line however you like! Last night, Martha, Sarah, Jeffrey, and I made ready after I got home from work to get our church photos done by Olan Mills of yearbook photography fame. We'll get a complimentary 8 X 10 of the photo we chose (out of seven which were taken) as well as our photo in our church directory which will be published next year, and I'm really impressed with it. It's also one of the handful times I've been able to get Martha into a dress -- between us, she's got fabulous legs and I wish she'd show them off more. But she gets all uncomfortable on me when I suggest it and dresses are not her favorite item of clothing. Sometimes I'm thinking "you could really fool me". In her parents' basement we occassionally find older directories (they come out every four years) in which we find photos of Martha, her family, and people we both know from church when they were younger/less gray. Sometimes you get a good laugh out of them; sometimes you gape, "

Wtf Is This?
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts Okay I have a question.Do men really think that some of the things you say are tasteful,even if they are do you really think it is nice or proper to say shit in the first two things you say to someone.Damn get to know me and stop assuming I would like to hear it.It is a major turn off,at least woo me a little bit.So if I stop talking to you out of the blue with no response this is why!!! If I turn you on then great but to continue on with do you wear thongs or would you like to fuck will get you no where.I would never do that to you so why makes it okay for you to do me in this manner.I know my page is a little racey but still it is not an excuse to treat me like some fucking whore!!!

I Just Wanted To Say A Big Thank You
I just wanted to say a big THANK YOU , to all of you , For all your comments and rates . I will not forget it . If there is anything I can every do for any of you please let me know . Thanks again . Have a good day and a wonderful weekend . Tom TOM G//// BENICIA,CA///BARTENDER GUILITY PLEASURES LOUNGE 1stplaceComments=7dayBlast, 2ndplaceComments=3dayBlast, 1stplaceRates=7dayBlast, 2ndplaceRates=3dayBlast

Sorry For The Extended Absence, But Now I'm Back
Hi folks. Hello friends. Hello fans. Hello family. Hello readers. Maybe I could stand to give you folks an account of why I've been off "FUBAR" for the past few weeks. Three weeks ago, I had just turned on my old computer and found it stalling and crawling instead of starting up like it was supposed to do. Then I took in to "Geek Squad" inside "Best Buy" and they let me know about a week later that there was nothing left for them to do with that unit. So I had to wait for a couple of weeks till I gotpaid again...and now I have finally gotten a newer unit with an AMD Athlon 1.6GHz processor and finally gotten it to work. It will be a while before I get it to where it feels familiar but that will be taken care of in good time. And then there is the matter of why I'm offline almost more than I am online. As an inventory auditor, click here for my employer, my job has taken me on the road quite a lot lately. Working on a detail auditing Home Depot stores throughout the M

Confusion While Misleading
How would everything be if everyone new the answer to everything, except about themself. Would it be worth living? It would seem to be a life without meaning. If everyone had all of a sudden stopped what they were doing and focused entirly on learning about themselves, there would be an empty whole created that would cause everyone to to slowly forget what they've known and work less on considering what others would need help with. Drowning in one's own thoughts would lead to distrust in one's own abilities and fall to waste in a sea of sorrow as the people consume themselves. It would be tough to say that anything would work correctly if everything was the way it was before the sudden stop, but if it was possible it would still be hopeless after the affects.

Cruise From Hell
8/18/2007 Hello Readers: Well it looks like this Playboy frenzy will never stop with so many people emailing me with their thoughts. Again because I am helping to promote a cruise involving “Playboy” does not mean a few thousands people including myself on this ship are sluts, imbeciles, degraded and doomed to hell. To me it’s one of the best opportunities ever, as those who can afford the cruise are the elites and on top of their professional career. The universe brought me geniuses like Bryant Mc Gill and so many other famous souls from all walks of life for good reasons. I know on the ship, I will make very important contacts that will provide the help needed for my honorable mission to pass on the light to this world. “A magnet will not attract a piece of wood” it’s all about energy, opportunity and growth and I decided to take this opportunity wholeheartedly simply because I know better. CLICK HERE to Get More Information NOW So I have decided to do something ve

Happening Again.................
Guess another blog like this is necessary......... Players, fake friends,and liars STAY OFF MY PAGE! If you think you can play me think again.I am going through my list and deleting anyone fitting those three catagories. To my true friends....love and appreciate ALL of you! Muaaahhh

I'm Very Sad
I just found out a couple of days ago that my favorite chat room disabilities-r-us is closing. Because some idiots decided to try to part the chat room and create their own and stab the owner in the back. I HATE people saying that they are going to help someone out and instead the HURT that person. Now, that they decided to stab this poor man in the back I am losing my family of 8 wonderful years. This saddens me and I wish there was something i could do to change it. Not so much the fact that the chat room is closing. Yes it will be greatly missed and it is still dearly needed. But, most importantly I am afraid that the owner does not understand how needed and supported HE is. The hard part is to get that across to him.

Gazing Out My Window
Gazing out my window I wish that I could speak To her, to him, to anyone But that will never happen For I cannot let it occur I won’t destroy anything more I must bear this burden All on my own, alone I am the only who can do this I must fix my own life Though others tell me I can’t I am the only one who can repair this I care about her so much I truly love her intensely But she doesn’t care the same way And even if she does, she doesn’t say She talks of other guys so much She breaks my heart easily I am too tender, too easily hurt So I shall retreat to my hiding place Where I shall hide myself away I get my heart broken easily I am too simply broken I must create a bubble, a shell Nothing will hurt me Nothing at all, but myself I am slowly destroying myself And if I could speak to her My sweetheart, my darling It would all be better for a little And if I could speak to her My love, my life If only she would accept me But I must fi

I Sit And Wish For You.....
I sit here every night, I sit and wish for you. Wish you were mine, Not his; mine, and true. I have been broken, Torn at the seems. I promised, I tried, I would do anything. It is never enough, So helpless, I feel. Have I lost you forever? I don't know how to deal. Things seemed fine, "I love you," you'd say. Was that all a lie? Because you've thrown me away. For another guy, For another face. Do you think he's the one? Can I just be replaced? He'll never love you, As much as I do still. You're my true love, It's unconditional. No matter what happens, The feeling stays. I meant it, when I promised, "Until my dying day." I'm trying to understand, Be a good person to you. I could be selfish, And very cruel. But I can't, My heart is still with you. "If you love someone, Let them go." But will you return? I just don't know. . .

My Life, Today
My Life, Today The warmth of a touch, a kiss, a look, the feeling of you inside me, the sun’s caress, the physical jolt of music. Overwhelming beauty: words, lyrics, sentences, irony. The day opening and closing. Everything I know new, intriguing, clean, even when it’s exactly the same as it always is. We listen to The Velvet Underground – Lou Reed, John Cale, Nico, others whose names I can’t remember. I’m always thrilled by sight sound touch, your searching hands on my smooth skin, but no longer is everything weighted by desperate panic, melancholy, nostalgia, moments long since past – things I can no longer have or change. But right here, right now, it is enough, almost way too much at times, and I am in love with it.

Pillow Talk
A sea of pillows and tangled sheets Wild with passion my heart beats Touches light my skin on fire Burning with pure desire Ragged breaths escape as moans Knowing that you alone Bring me to my knees Living for you, begging please.

Story Of My Broken Heart
As I lay my ear upon her breast I hear her heart beating, thump thump. I feel like I can hear her love beating for me beneath her ribcage. Then I feel her lungs inhale, then shudder with an exhale. Something isn’t right, that breath was too shuddery. I look up, and I look into her deep blue eyes. I see a tear in the corner. It runs down the bridge of her nose, I wipe it away with my thumb, and look deeper in those eyes, seeing pain behind his eyes. “What’s wrong my dear?” I ask her, a questioningly look in my eyes. She shakes her head, looking away from me. “Is it me?” I ask her, my voice crackling at the very thought of the possibility. “I just don’t feel it anymore” she whispers as her voice cracks and tears spill from her eyes as she can’t look me in mine. I kiss away the first few tears, tasting the saltiness of them. “I love you.” I cry and lay my head on her breast again, and sob into her silken blouse. “I love you too.” she whispers back. she cries,

A Mothers Mixed Emotions!
How does a mother let go Of the children that shes born How does she let them know That her heart can be so torn. To keep them by her side Would not be just or fair And to let them have a free ride Would mean she doesn't care. She knows she taught them well And that they know right from wrong Now...Only time will tell If they can be as strong. But watching them go through the door Makes her feelings sway She must cover the tears...and more And pray for them each day.

I Give Up On Love
All my life love has brought me nothing but heart ache and depression and thanks to KIRA, the girl from Japan who I thought I was starting to reach dumped me I never even had a change to meet her. She used to rate some girl's pic and dumped me like a hot potato. I feel so sad and depressed. I'm locking my heart up and throwing away the key, love is just another four letter word to me with no meaning. Since love gives up on me, then I give up on love. If I'm wrong or jumping to the wrong conclusion, please tell me.

All For Dj Darkwarrior
ok so this goes out to one sorry excuse for a man!!! so you think my friends are ridiculous and you think my friends are scorned by you...and you think they just want you...heres a reality check...you arent sh*t...no one cares...and u say you've been wanting me to run out of money and fail...well its not going to happen...im strong and i will rise above it all...i certainly dont need you for anything...you only wish you had friends like mine...my friends in real life and even all of my fubar friends are top knotch and i love them all...i just hope all the women beware of you bc the women you've gotten to on here are well aware of who u are...stay away from my friends....ur a predator is what you are. ok so this goes out to one sorry excuse for a man!!! instead of worrying so much about about your lounge and ur fu groupies you need to start worrying more about taking responsibility for your child. im done playing your "i promise i will and i'll take care of it" games. thi

F*ck This!!!!
Fuck this shit!!! I'm tired of dealing with people's shit and I'm tired of not being able to get friends who can seriously be my friends and be happy for me!!! I'm not going to be on this site anymore...If anyone is a true friend and wants to be a part of my life, let me know. Bye!!!

Emotional Rain
If I had one wish it would be to take away your pain. Help you understand that the World can be a better place, hide you from the insane. Darkness surrounds you like a shadow, but there will always be another day. You think you are alone, but there is someone who cares. How can I make you understand how I feel inside, keep you sane? I can only, for now, stand on the sideline, and hope to discover what will calm your emotional rain.

A Kid At The Carnival
"Excuse me, Sir. Did you park your car in that lot over there?" As a child, I spent a lot of time at the carnivals. Both my grandfather and uncle owned and operated them. "Did you see a little midget with a tall green hat when you came through the gate there?" Of course, I had free tickets to all the rides – tilt a whirl, octopus, chair plane, hammer, Ferris wheel, round up. I tired of them quickly and seeing the mentality of the ride boys who set them up, I never felt safe on them in the first place. "Oh gosh, I hired that guy to pass out these promotional tickets to our Roll Down game here. I wonder what happened to him." I was always fascinated by the carnival games, and spent a good deal of pocket change trying to win hunting knives, plaster crucifixes and assorted junk from Japan at the joints on the midway. "You see, this ticket entitles you to one free game of roll down here at our tent. You just roll the balls into the tray and they fall into these littl

When You Know You Have Too Many Friends On Your List When...
Some guy added me to his family last night & I have no freaking clue who he was :|. I think that's a sign you have too many friends. I just went through and deleted about 20 people or so & I'm not even under 200 LOL. Am I officially a FUBAR whore?

Pease Repost
this is a true story and if you dont pass this on you dont have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping

Heart Broken
In my dreams It is me in your arms My lips on yours There is only us And the clouds And the stars It is always the world and us It is always us against the world But in your arms I could take it Anything the world dished out And with your kisses I was strong again In my dreams it is always me in your arms My lips on yours But in reality It will always be another......

These Things Crack Me Up
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you lie to me? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes 3.Face

My Life
This will be sad part to understand.. I have been like this before and the story is true. All the way back was a miserable life. Those weird world has change. And this is sad, when I was born the first time, I could hear noise in background, with my screaming crying sound. The doctor put me in the cleaning position. And lend me to my mother's arms. My mother was happy to see me. As of 11 months old later my mother told me this, That she took me to the hospital and find out what wrong with me, my old doctor told her after he found out that I had spinal minigitic. And got remove but lucky I didn't die from it. I became deaf from ears infection. This is what I am now, Hearing impaired. That is my only sad one in life will never change....

One Of The Dumbest....
Ok, as most of you know, I'm not one to hide my dumb adventures, if i have any at all... Well today I scored another one, I have just made up a concoction of garlic, vinegar, borax, and water to bath my dog one. Garlic, cause everybody knows fleas hate garlic, Vinegar, cause it's one of the best bio-degradable cleanse, and Borax because the trainer he was brought from told me to use it to keep fleas away. My dog is 8 years old, he has only had a flea problem once in his life and I got that nibbed in the bud fast by removing his bedding. My niece brought her black lab down for me to babysit and the poor thing was covered in fleas. By the time I saw this, my dog was scratching too. Now this is the second week we've been dealing with this. Baysil gets so sick with A flea he vomits, and yes, been doing a lot of cleaning there too. I literally take the tweezers and go over him several times before, during and after baths. This time however, Vampires couldn't get close enough! He smells lik

About Cb And Me, And You
DON'T be tellin' my friends that I said we weren't friends. All I said is that Bunny isn't my roomate because you people keep asking for us to both be on cam, frankly NEITHER of us like to be on cam 24/7. Stop being cunts and trying to start trouble just because I took my NSFWs down and told the perverts off. AND because I don't want to join your lounges or stupid sex cam invites. Fuck off. Seriously.

Just Got A Message.....
So I just got a message from Tasha a.k.a 'Luscious_Blonde......her phone and internet got shut off and she doesn't know when she will be able to get it turned back on.....in the mean time she is using the comp at her moms whenever she gets a chance so she can bomb while she is there. She asked me to let everyone know so we didn't think she just took off. I let her know that we will keep her in mind and let you all know:) Much love guys:) Luscious_Blonde ~*Fu-Bombers*~ the woman you dream about & sinfully lust after & **~Fubar Wifey To@ fubar Thanks everyone.... Mama

Taking A Stand & Being Up Front
TO ALL MY PEEPS...FRIEND, FAMILY, FANS AND ALL!! I want to set the record straight right now...right here! I do not downrate anyone's photos or pages! Never have and never will! I never say anything negative about someone's pic either......I always stay positive about all and any thing on there! If by chance the page jumps when I am rating a page......I always go back & correct it as fast as I can! I am layed back and a nice person...I don't deal with the drama on here and try to stay away from it no matter what! For anyone else that seems to think I did down rate them, I wish they would be adult enough to come to me...cuz maybe it was a mistake or something. Just don't behind my back, honestly... thats just wrong to try and start a problem when there is none. If you knew me...you would know that I don't do these things. If you are my friend, family, or fan pls repost this because this issue is important to me.... Thanks so very much {hugs} Jessica AKA: S

I Miss Her Already...
well i came back from texas, it was a quick week i guess. one word of advice to self, NEVER EVER drive on any trip whatsoever with dad again!!! i would rather put up with the greyhound anyday! more about it later. for now a song to keep me going. my poor sister, had surgery, then found out it was aggressive cancer. they took a tumor out the size of a softball from her liver. the other tumor stuck inside so they injected it with something to kill cancer. i miss her already... i couldn't find a suitable song, so i picked this song for now.Mr. Lonely-AkonAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Update
Down in Beantown (Boston) for the summer to take care of some stuff and get caught up with some old friends before I go traveling again. This weekend I am out in upstate NY attending my niece's 10th wedding anniversary. She has me doing all of the cooking for about 60 people.

New Job!
Hey everyone! Just thought I would let you all know what the hell is going on and why I haven't been around much. I started a new job last week. I'm maintenance manager for a pretty big apt complex and seems that I am replacing 2 people that left. Well this new job is keeping me busy. I not only have to fix their mistakes, but also have to keep up with the work load that comes with the position. I just don't want anyone to think that I am blowing you off, I just don't have that much free time right now. As soon as I get settled in and hire an assistant to help me out I will have more time for all my Fubar friends. I hope everything is going good for you all. I miss you guys (and gals!!!) So please don't forget me as I won't forget you. Love ya. Timmy aka Spin

Man Of My Dreams
Man of My Dreams *I found him - Echis) I sit here weary and waning, afraid of all I’m not gaining, waiting to be swept off my feet, to be taken on that once-upon-a-time forever-neverland trick-or-treat. Give me Hell’s Night, a bottle of cheap wine, some hash, and a good fight, but promise not to leave my side, because it’s you who lets me come out from inside and stop the hiding inside. It’s sunny and sweet anywhere we meet, a treat, a magical feat, a sensuous affair. Oh boy, it’ll take us somewhere. And “over the rainbow” and all that jazz, too. God, I want someone just like you – someone who’ll tame my wild beast, deal with my torturous heat, keep me from defeat, keep me from beating up every bitch in sight, give me perpetual twilight, tickle me where no one can see, be everything and everyone to me.

Friendship
I just want you to know that I'm greatful to all of you for sticking it out with me. I know that Im not the greatest on returning comments. Somedays I get overwhelmed in comments and dont even know where to begin so that I offend noone and other days I have so many level ups to do that I dont get to even really look at them until late at night. I have met some of the most understanding ,kind, generious, real people on this site. Thanks for coming into my life and making a difference in mine as well as many others. Love to all of you..Big hugs Friend A friend is a person to laugh and cry with, An inspiration, Someone who lends a helping hand, though friends may not be forever, And they may not end up together, the memories of a true friendship will last forever. A friend is not a shadow nor a servant But someone who hold a piece of a person in his heart. Someone who shares a smile, Someone who brightens up your day What makes a person a friend? Is by saying your Love wi

Looking For People!
So starting a film company from scratch is probably going to be one of the hardest things that I have ever done. Right now I have a couple of scripts going and I am about four months away from going to film school. I want to shoot, one feature length independent film before I goto film school, then one after... I want it to be a way of showing where I began, to where I am after school. Right now I have a film idea that won't require much of a budget... but it will require a lot of people... currently I am looking for anyone with a true passion for independent cinema... I don't care if you have never even stepped foot inside of a classroom (for film.) I want this project to be surrounded by good quality people with a true love of independence.... Is this you? Have you ever wanted to be apart of something that will last forever? If so send me a message to find out how you can help with The Hopeless Wonder Project's, FIRST FEATURE LENGTH PROJECT!

I Hate Stereotypes
I really don't fit in to any stereotypes of "Blackness". Apparently those stereotypes are what attract a lot of women to some men. I'm not a thug, I don't drink and smoke weed or any of that...yet I seem to feel constant ridicule for being something I'm not..its the little comments I notice "You don't sound black" or "You are the whitest black guy I've ever met" "You aren't black" What the hell is "being black"? Those are like daggers destroying the very fiber of everything I've worked to not become. I get cold shouldered because I'm not dressed a certain way, or talk a certain way. I get cold shouldered because I don't do things a certain way. What is wrong with bucking the system of stereotypes? Or has society so conditioned us that there is only one way for certain people to act? I choose not to drink, smoke and do drugs, for the same reasons others chose to do them. I am different. I am not a stereotype. So if it means I spend a lot of time alone...so be it.

4 Worms And A Lesson
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service

Drinking A Beer
Drinking a Beer I place one sandaled foot in front of the other, my platform heels echoing on hardwood floors. I enter the kitchen. The floor – sticky; dirty dish pile sink; counters and table littered with overflowing ashtrays and empty beer bottles. I open the fridge, scan the contents, quickly lock on my target. My hand enters the open twelve-pack, grips cold, damp glass, a sweating label. I retrieve a Bass. Using my incisors, I pry the metal cap off the brown glass bottle, then turn on my heel and head to the smoky, debris-filled den where friends and acquaintances are in varying stages of inebriation. I lift the bottle to my mouth, put my lips to the cold glass, tilt back my head, gulp down pale ale like water, like life bottled, swallow greedily, wipe my mouth with the back of my hand, burp and giggle, then lift the bottle again, sipping this time. I finally savor the robust flavor. Then I chug again, and the bottle becomes half-e

Pinch My Nipples!
Maybe you have seen this before, but it is pretty funny. Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to g et the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw a

What I Am
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild crazy free.

Too Good To Be True! Hehehe...
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly and meaningfully said "clean my house".....

Thoughts For The Day
Gentle thoughts for today. Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be

Naval
On october 10,1995, the U.U. Cheif of Naval operations released the following transcript. Navy: Please divert your course15 degrees to the north to avoid a collision. Civilian: Recommend you divert YOUR course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision. Navy This is the captain of a U.S. Navy ship. I say again divert YOUR course. Civilian: NO i say again divert YOUR course> Navy:THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER ENTERPRISE. WE ARE A LARGE WARSHIP OF THE U.S. NAVY. DIVERT YOUR COURSE NOW! Civilian:Tis is a lighthouse. Your call.

After A Night In Jail
After a Night in Jail, ‘00 wrists bruised from cuffs head twisting turning falling on its ass I keep fucking myself over Newport Light 100 between my lips (how many is that today?) I wanna get high but I’m scared to London Calling on the stereo Light curled up at my feet his fur brushing against the arch of my foot his warm little body such a comfort yet again I am slowly fiercely hungrily violently angrily losing my shit I do so much to put it back together and it all falls apart again the damage is never truly repaired only momentarily mended I ache all over and I love holding cells fluorescent lights the stench of old urine rising up and burning my nose stinging my eyes I love having to crouch over the chemical toilet to pee so no skin will come in contact with that nasty metal surface I feel ravaged all the time ripped raped robbed wronged rendered so completely helpless hopeless all I know to do is to try and take care of n

Truth
There is someone on this site that is spreading nast rumors about me and my princess. He thought he could control her and force her to love him. He claims that i have stalked him. I confronted him twice to let him account for his actions. He refused both times. Sweetsacrifice asked me not to say anything to him, for her I will not. He has blogged of me being abusive and controlling, utter lies. She had a life before me she still has a life when I am not around. She is my princess, I adore her and love her. If anyone reading this knows of whom I speak, please ignore him. My profile and everything on it should prove that he is just a jealous liar. If need be I will list the things he has done but I am a gentleman and wish for him to at least have the chance to stop before it reaches that point.

Help Please!
OK I'M POSTING THIS IN A BLOG AND NOT A MUM CAUSE I LOST MY MUMMS :( ANYWHO MY CD PLAYER IN MY CAR WONT WORK......THE CLOCK ON IT WONT EVEN WORK THE SCREEN IS JUST DARK! IS THERE LIKE A FUZE OR SOMETHING THAT I BLEW AND IF SO HOW DO I CHECK IT? THIS IS WHY I NEED A MAN AROUND THE HOUSE... THANKS

On Behalf Of These Friends
I wanted to ask you my awesome friends, if you could drop some love on thier profile and atleast put a dent in thier points. Tell em Gimptastic sent ya!! Thanks!! BabyPhat http://www.fubar.com/user/386180 Crysis http://www.fubar.com/user/806171 SSG P http://www.fubar.com/user/961470

Omg I Am So Out Of Shape
So my daughter is like a hill fairy and I am the little hobbling gnome....ugh! I was telling her that the hill in question is very steep and that its not an easy walk..in fact the only other time I chose to walk it I had the puppy drag me up it. She said "pffffft...lets walk that hill mom." Of course I was hoping it would rain for the rest of the year so I could put it off. Damn sunshine!!!! So my little bed bug decided she didn't like being forced out of bed at 1pm and tricked me neatly. I am telling you something is wrong with me...I am not on my game, but thinking I was cornered, I agreed to walk the darn hill. PHOOEYYYYYYY!! That damn hill is at least half a mile long...which as a younger girl would have been nothing to me either...I used to walk five miles uphill for fun. Now....Oh hell NO!!! I told her no matter what pace I slowed to..to keep walking her pace and not stop for me...she kept watching me. Even though my vision blurred and the only sound I could hear was the wh

Mommie Survey
*Age when you got pregnant?* 27 *Are you still with the father?* I LOVE HIM OF COURSE I AM!!! *How far along were you when you found out you were pregnant?* 4 weeks *What was your first reaction?* i was excited...i couldnt wait to tell people *How did the father react?* he was happy *Did you get morning sickness?* No thank god *What were your cravings?* pineapple, corndogs and mchickens from mcds *What books did you read when you were pregnant?* baby magazines *How did you feel about your first ultrasound?* I was excited I WANTED TO SEE MY BABY!!! *Were you happy about the sex of your baby?* I was happy either way..i kind of wanted a boy first but next time maybe *Did you excersice when you were pregnant?* uh no *How much weight did you gain?* 75 lbs *Did you attend any pregnancy classes?* nope *How did you know you where in labor?* my water broke *When did your water break?* may 4th *Did you have an epidural?* no *Wha

New Grandson
Welcoming my new Grandson Tanner Gerald Thomas Born Aug 16/2007 4:48 pm 7lbs 22 inches long Grandpa and Tanner Grandma and Tanner Great Grandma and Tanner Tanner Gerald Thomas Named after Grandpa Grandpad ready to finaly fall asleep after racing to hospital twice daily for the past week then again up all night with Mom More pics wil;l be uploaded as soon as they come off the phone and cameras

Sorry To All My Fubar Friends!!
Hello to all my Fubar friends!!! First of all "I'M SORRY TO ALL MY FURBAR FRIENDS THAT THINK I HAVE PUSHED YOU AWAY!" I still love all of you!!! OK now, I've got a butt load of emails and shout about not being on here that much lately, I'm very sorry!! I'm sorry that I haven't been on that much in the past few of months. I have alot of things going in my life right now, getting a new job and a new girlfriend. WOOHOO!! ha-ha So, I have been spending a lot of time with her and all. Plus 2 of my life time friends are moving out of state, today, so I've been spending alot of time with them as well. I love spending time with you guys so I'm going to make more time for all of you. I'm sure all of you know how it is when you first start dating someone new, you spend every free minute you have with them. I'm not sure if it is love or not but it's very strong, what ever it is!! DAMN STRONG!! :-p So this is me saying I'm very sorry to all my friends!!!! Love ya all!!! Michael

If We Had Sex Game... Now Don't Be Scared.... You Never Know Who Really Wants To Do You!
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21

Kids...and Things They Say....
A boy is burnt on the foot while he and his sister and mother are making fudge cake. She sets the oven for less time then needed so it wouldnt burn the cake. The kids go into the playroom and later mom checks the oven timer and she had time to use restroom so she did as kids were playing in playroom. When they heard door close they got curious and checked on the cake and it spills on the boys foot burning him.... He screams and runs to other shower to put cold water on burn while mom comes out and runs for him. She decides cold water in pot and soak foot as dr once told her was good for burns. After she brings him to hospital and dr there blesses him for knowing to soak in cold water during critical time. he asked the boy if he learned anything tonight. The boy says yes.. never mess with oven and help mommy. A week later at follow up appointment a nurse asked him leson learned and he told her,dr and mom.... Yes, I learned you should never forget eggs and you won't get burnt.

Lizzylocks' Lured Livejournal Lolligags
Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more Cheers!

Play My Game With Me
If we Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time? 15.How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21

How About We Punch Their Asses In!
http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/meast/08/18/iran.guard/index.html Iranian Guards vow to 'punch' U.S. Story Highlights Iranian Revolutionary Guard vows to "punch" and "use leverage" against U.S. U.S. government is considering terror status for the state military agency Washington accuses group of supporting insurgents in Iraq; Iran denies claim TEHRAN, Iran (AP) -- Iran's elite Revolutionary Guards said they would not bow to pressure and threatened to "punch" the U.S., in their first response to Washington's plan to list them as a terrorist organization, newspapers reported Saturday. Local press in the Iranian capital of Tehran quoted Revolutionary Guards leader Gen. Yahya Rahim Safavi saying that he could understand Washington's ire toward the group because of their "leverage" against the U.S. "America will receive a heavier punch from the guards in the future," he was quoted as saying in the conservative daily Kayhan. "We will never remain silent in the face of U.S.

Just Do It...like Nike
repost REPOST repost hmm... Ever wonder what bbG and Coolest Guy Ever are doing on myspace?? click pic below and see bbG in myspace and add her :D click pic below and see Coolest Guy Ever in myspace and add him :D click the pic below and see bbG in fubar and rate, fan and add her :D AND click the pic below and see Coolest Guy Ever in fubar and rate, fan and add him :D ********************* feel free to add your fubar and/or myspace when you repost this :D ********************* (repost of original by '~ bbG ~ Have You Seen My Gerbil?' on '2007-08-18 10:30:39') (repost of original by '.:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.' on '2007-08-18 10:32:25') (repost of original by 'Captain Morgan' on '2007-08-18 10:34:28')

Weird Encounter!
Went out for dinner with my best gf. We were having a nice evening. AFter bringing her back to her car, i went for a last drink! I was drinking my glass when i met one of the craziest girls i ever met and guess what! She was from the US illinois. We had a great evening and i ended up bringing her back to her hotel. Her name was Heather, she's just an extra-terrest! Never saw someone like that!

Help Wanted!!!
***** ATTENTION FRIENDLY FU'S ***** WANTED BY POPULAR DEMAND....THE NOTORIOUS FUBERLORD/BARTENDER... ~!~Shawty Got Class... Oh Behave~!~ Underground Bartender! PLZ...PLZ...PLZ... CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND... ~ COMMENT 10 OR 11 'ONLY' (NOTHING LESS) ~ BOMB MY ASS OFF [ fubar.com photo: 3529330302 ] P.S. COMMENT BOMBS ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED *WINKS* ~!~Shawty Got Class... Oh Behave~!~ Underground Bartender!

Get Your Free Downtown Brown Tickets..........
Get your FREE Downtown Brown tickets.......... ........they are playing Peabodys on Sept. 5th. They are a great band from Detroit rock city. Send me your mailing address and I will send you tickets. Please only 6 tickets per person, just let me know how many to send you. Brodie

Another Reason Florida Should Be Removed From The Union
Another Reason Florida Should be wiped off the map http://www.local6.com/news/13912736/detail.html Family members told WKMG-TV that Davis was not feeling well and called for assistance at the airport. Davis' daughter, Melinda, said her father was then put in a wheelchair and rolled to a curb outside Orlando International Airport, where he sat from midnight Monday until Wednesday afternoon. Orlando police found Davis sitting in the wheelchair Thursday. "He urinated on himself and his clothes were soiled but he was dressed in nice clothes -- didn't look bummy or anything like that," daughter Melinda Davis said. "And nobody noticed him?" Local 6's Erik von Ancken asked. "No one noticed," Davis said. "(He was found) curbside of the sidewalk where you catch a taxi where people walk by. Several people walked by." The family said Davis suffered a stroke during the days sitting outside the airport. "He is alive but unfortunately he did suffer a stroke and we feel like it

Child Molester
I JUST WANT EVERYONE ON THIS SITE TO KNOW ABOUT THIS PERSON,HE CALLS HIMSELF ~~LORD SHADOW RAVEN~~COUNT DARKBLOOD MASTER TO babygrl~~Dark Lord Vampire~~Lord Shadow Wolf~~, he has been accused of 16 counts of child molestation on a 16 year old girl who was his daughter, and fled to canada to avoid prosicution. He passes himself off as a BDSM ADVOCATE But is nothing more than a sick individual he has threatened women on this site he hacks into peoples accounts and make threats against them if they don't call him master and thinks because he's in canada he is safe, Block him if you choose to, report him if he herasses you and make printable copies of all and every message he sends to you PLEASE DO NOT BUY INTO HIS LINE HE IS A SICKO AND OH YEAH BUDDY IF YOU FEEL FROGGY JUST JUMP AND WE SHALL DANCE PLEASE REPOST AS HE CHANGES HIS USER NAME OFTEN

Fustration
im considering leaving this site cause it is constantly messed up. i cant take the surveys cause it always says my cookies arent enabled and they are, i cant delete my mail and i cant send mail now either. so if anyone has suggestions on what i can do please feel free to contact cause if it doesnt get fixed im leaving.

Needing Help....support...please Anyone?
I am in need of some support from anyone out there that is going through what i am going through right now please help me out. My boyfriend was diagonsed with petit mal seizures and he has been acting distant from me. I am having a hard time with right now as i can't talk to him about him since he won't talk to me and seems to think that this doesn't affect me at all. He says that it is the medication that is making him this way and maybe it is; however, I am having a rough time with it. I don't mean to sound like a bitch and maybe i am, but to suddenly have this thrown on my plate right is more than i can handle and I just want to cry and scream. If anyone knows what i am going through i would appreciate it so very much. I just need to know that I am not the only one that is going through this. Please tell me that this does get better. thank you so very much.

What I'm Doing Today
So I'll be on here for a couple of hours this morning and I'll be spending it bombing JeremyP. I just checked out where everyone is at on that contest and there are quite a few people that are already to 20,000 or almost there. There are only 10 winners! If we don't get him to 20,000 all the work we have done will not have gotten him anything! We don't want that to happen! I'll also be working on Rachael's and Kathys as well! Muahz

The Aspca Gives You The Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful To Pets
‘Talkin’ Trash:’ The ASPCA Gives You the Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful to Pets NEW YORK, August 9, 2007—Picture the scene: you walk into your kitchen and are greeted by a veritable smorgasbord of refuse with tell-tale paw prints surrounding the “scene of the crime.” Yes, your four-legged friend got into the garbage—again! “What may appear to be a minor, albeit, frustrating annoyance to many pet parents could actually pose a great risk to your pets,” says Dr. Steven Hansen, board-certified veterinary toxicologist and senior vice president with the ASPCA, who manages the ASPCA’s Midwest Office, which houses the ASPCA Animal Poison Control Center (APCC). “It’s important that pet parents understand and familiarize themselves with the potential dangers that can be found in everyday trash.” Here are some of the major threats your pets might suffer from “talking trash”: 1. Physical Obstruction Hazards. Items such as meat and poultry bones, plastic, metal or paper ca

Your Trash Could Be Dangerous To Your Pet!
LIVING WITH A GARBAGE HOUND? Does your enterprising pooch have a habit of digging out the edibles—and not-so-edibles—in your garbage can? He may be satisfying his canine instincts, but the ASPCA would like to inform pet parents that the everyday items you throw away could be dangerous to your pet. These include: - medications - foods harmful to pets, such as chocolate, onions and coffee grounds - poisonous plant cuttings - household cleaners - insecticides - batteries - bones, plastic, metal and paper, which can cause choking and other obstructions - bacteria in spoiled food - molds in rotting foods such as cheese, nuts, grains and pasta Here are some practical ways to avoid hazardous encounters with discarded items: - Use securely covered wastebaskets that don’t tip over easily, and store them in a cabinet under the sink. - Take your garbage out right away. - Properly dispose of potentially toxic materials, such as batteries. Your local garbage disposal company ca

Moon's Health
OK for those of you who talk to me on a daily basis you pretty much know the ins and outs of what has been happening. This is for those who kind of care about me and wonder where in the hells I have been, heard I have been sick. Or were possibly secretly hoping that I have fallen off the face of the earth. Yes I have truly been very sick. What started off as having a couple of really killer migraine headaches has turned into something more serious. All joking aside I am very sick. To quote Arnold "It's not a tumoa" meaning I do not have a brain tumor. While I was having problems with my head I was also having a couple of stomach issues that I thought were no big deal. Apparently that is what I get for thinking. I pushed them to the back of my mind and didn't give them much thought... I attributed not being able to eat to having the migraines and didn't even think about it. After two weeks of not being able to keep anything solid in my system however I started to get a b

So True....
Though you may be feeling emotionally stable and secure despite the big events going on around you, now is not the time to make decisions. Leave them to others -- or, better yet, postpone them for a few days. This fits so well for today!!!

Internet
Do to circumstances that are beyond my control at the present moment in time, I no longer have internet service at home. Thank god for the local library lol. So whatever y'all do, don't forget about me because trolls need to feel loved too!! I hope to be back online by the end of the week. Till then i'll be trying to get online as often as possible by coming here. take care love you all huggles and stuff

Psycho ~ Analysis
Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means at the end. (No cheating! ) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? My kids 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? rabbit 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? He hops up to me and I pet him and he licks me. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house. How big is it? Big, but not huge, about 2600 square foot log cabin. 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? yes, a small one 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it? chairs around the table filled with family, a hutch in the corner, a really pretty table cloth, and a bouquet of fresh cut carnations on the table. 7. You exit the house and a cup is

I Thought Wrong
I THOUGHT WRONG I thought you were my friend- I trusted you not to tell- All the secrets- That I kept hidden so well- I thought you cared about me- But you made me see- How much you betrayed me- I thought I could trust you- But I can play your game too- I thought you loved me- I thought that you would never hurt me- But you almost killed me- I thought I loved you- I guess I thought wrong.

Words Of Wisdom
WORDS OF WISDOM You always knew the prefect words to say- That made all the problems go away- You're so wise- But you keep it in disguise- Sure you said things that I didn't want to hear- But I always stayed near- We live separate lives- You have yours- And I have mine- We've had our share of problems- But we always worked them out- Sometimes I felt like your mother- Even though I wanted to be your lover- You've told me so many times how you feel about me- But can't you see- All the love that I feel for you- You mean so much to me- In my eyes and in my heart- But I chose to play the wrong part- Your Words of Wisdom- Mean so much- Maybe one day I can return them.

Wisdom
WISDOM Rest assured in his stare- And let him melt away the chill- But when the time must surely come- Go on and leave him- Grow as the trees of freshened spring- Learn as swift as the eagle flies- Carry always the lamp of the future- Until the day it dies- And you will know when wisdom comes- For it will soothe your tattered soul- And lend it wings to make the flight- Through the night back to it's maker- Love will light your dawn- And burn your face with passion- Wrinkle it with age- And lead you down the path to- Tomorrow.

What Happened
WHAT HAPPENED Was it me- Did I do something wrong- Where is our love- that used to be so strong- Tell me everything- Everything that I did- What Happened- We used to be so close- Like two lovers nailed to a cross- We used to talk everynight- Now you're no where in sight- Where did you go- When I needed you so- I love you so much- But you've disappeared from my touch- What happened to all those nights we shared- Holding each other close- No one cared- I miss the sight of your face- And the warmth of your body- All I want to know is what happened.

When The Time Is Right
WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT Everynight I miss you more- I long to feel you hold me tight- As I dream of the morning light. Soon we will be together again- That's when it will all begin. I take your smile everywhere I go- Because it makes me glow. When the time is right- You will hold me tight- All through the night- Until then... Everyday and Everynight- I will miss you more. Everytime you tease me- I feel you really want me. That makes me feel secure- I Love You- I know that for sure- When the time is right- You will hold me tight- And shower me with tender kisses- All through the night. Until then... I will miss you and love you more and more- Every Day and Every Night.

What I Felt
WHAT I FELT ! What I felt last night- Was just what I wanted- But it didn't seem quite right- I felt as though it pushed us apart- I was told the exact opposite- I wanted so much- To tell you, " I Love You "- But I didn't want to scare you- I couldn't sleep all night- Wanting to wake you up- And make everything just right- I want so much to be with you- But only if you want that too- So when you know what you want- Please tell me- So I'll know when to stop- before I get too far- Ahead of myself- I don't want to push you away- I've done that too many times before- This is what I felt- And how I'll always feel.

What You Do
WHAT YOU DO It hurts so much when you don't- touch us the way you used to- You don't know what to say- When we tell you how much we care- The sound of your voice- Makes us shiver- So how are we supposed to feel- Those feelings, we can't even see- When you ignore us- We get sad- When we ignore you- you get mad- Even after we break up- You still fuck us over- It's our turn now- So when you wonder what we're doing to you- You'll know exactly what to expect- And you'll know exactly what to do- Because this is what you do.

Valentine
VALENTINE To remember those of a time not long ago- Is to bring to mind many pleasant memories- These days were such happy ones- So simple, so delightful- What fun to cut out hearts- And crooked arrows- Or scribble the words, "Be My Valentine"- With crayons that always kept breaking- Images obscured by cobwebs- Have to be shaken free- To bring to light the faces- Of my teachers beaming with pride- Or perhaps dying of laughter!

Understand
UNDERSTAND Do you understand- What my life is like- Do you know how it feels- To be sexually violated- Of not then why- Do you say you understand- You used to tell me everything- Now you tell me nothing- Do you understand- Why I hurt so much- If you do please tell me- Because I don't know- Why I feel so low- If you understand problem- Then why won't you help me- To solve it- But that would be too easy- Instead you just create more- By telling me you understand- When you don't- So please don't tell me you understand- Because you couldn't even possibly begin to know- What I feel- Please stop playing these games- You used to tell me you loved me- Now you won't even look at me- Or much less talk to me- I remember all the talks we had- You said," I Understand"- Now I know you- You never understood- You just wanted to make it better. Will you ever Understand ?

What The Fuckin Flying Monkey???
OK .. so im 22 today .. and i thought after having this thing for a few months now id give it a shot with the blogs... its not like anyone is gonna read it .. but whatever how are you doing today ??? im just fucking peachy.... so far its 1:21pm on my 22nd day of birth and so far all i have gotten is countless text messages and voicemails and random shit online... so yea the only salvation that i hope to have is me lugging my shit up to my friend nikkis house.. which she lives on a fucking hilltop ... not to mention i have a very bad knee with no one to drive me up the hill ... and im not bitching.. but this hill goes up like a 60 % slant and its long as hell plus it has steps that go on forever that come off from the street... i'll take pics for ya'll to see anyways... so far im off to get drunk and stoned off my ass while watching the boondock saints and shaun of the dead wish me luck and leave me so good bday luvins .. i need it peace much mother fuckin wic

Touch My Heart
TOUCH MY HEART Touch my heart and I'll touch yours- With a gentle word or two- For that kindness bares the sweetest fruit- That Makes our dreams come true- Touch my life with tenderness- And fill my cup with love- Share my dreams as I share yours- Beyond the stars above- Take my hand as I grow old- And lead me when I'm blind- Show me that you really care- Good friends are hard to find- Touch my heart and I'll touch yours- A little bit more each day- Until we both find happiness- Somewhere along the way.

Life Is Crazy . . .
My life is so screwed up right now, But a good thing i did recently, was smoke from an oscillating gravity bong. crazy, crazy shit. But life will always smack you back down once you come back to reality, so there's really no point to anything, everything and everyone stresses you out to the point of self-destruction. Oh well, that's my ramble for today!

Remember
REMEMBER I remember the love we had- and all the talks we shared- I remember that special night- and how it felt so right- When you held me tight- I remember what we had- It was so special- So what happened- Don't answer that, because I know it was my fault- I remember how much you cared- But I guess I got scared- I remember loving you- and always thinking of you- I remember you calling me everynight- and me longing to hold you tight- I never wanted you out of my sight- I remember your warm embrace- and you smiling face- I remember how I hurt you- and how I deceived you- I remember how I felt- and what it was all about- I remember finally letting go- and trying to forget you- But I couldn't- Because I loved you- Remember ?

Pain #2
PAIN The pain in my heart is dwelling- It goes deeper and deeper into my soul- I have nothing left to share with anyone but myself- The pain in my heart is the strongest- And the deepest emotion- That can ever be felt by one person- Pain can hurt everyone- There are too many types of pain- With nothing left to gain- So don't hide your pain- Because there is nothing worse- Than going through life with all of that hidden- Pain.

Pain #1
PAIN Pain inside my heart- It wont go away- I long to be near you- Everynight and everyday- It's like a fire deep in my soul- It's flames are tearing at my heart- I wonder if it will ever go away- But at last it still burns away- How will I ever be able to live my life- Without you in it- You're just a memory of suffering pain in my soul

Love
LOVE There is no difficulty- that enough love will not heal- No door that enough love will not open- No gulf that enough love will not bridge- No wall that enough love will no throw down- No sin that enough love will not redeem... It makes no difference- how deeply seated may be the trouble- How hopeless the outlook- How muddled the tangle- How great the mistake- A sufficient realization of love- Will dissolve it all... If only you could love enough- You would be the happiest- And most powerful being in the World

I'm Sorry
I'M SORRY I've been sitting here racking my brain- Trying to find the words to explain- There has to be some special way- Some perfect words that I can say- I'm sorry can't make up for the way- I ruined your start to a lovely day- I've tried so hard to hide my pain- The endless tears that I cry- With nothing to gain- I must find a way to share with you- Exactly what I'm going through- But how can I make you see- That which is a mystery to me- Our love is all that gives me hope- Together we can cope- If I find a way to hide my pain- And if I try real hard not to complain- Can I bring the sunshine back again?

If You Only Knew
IF YOU ONLY KNEW You are my sunshine- You are my life- I would love to be your wife- I know you're not ready- I just hope our relationship- Will remain to be steady- I know you care- So I wouldn't dare- Risk the love that I have to share- I will do whatever it takes- And try not to make any mistakes- I feel my love- Is sweet and pure - This I know for sure- Because what we share- Is so wonderful- My love is true- If you only knew- I don't mean to be a bother- I just want to know- When will we be together- My feelings are strong- So will I have to wait long- When you're ready- I know you will tell me- IF YOU ONLY KNEW CONT. So until we can be together- I'll just keep waiting- If you only knew- Exactly everything- That I would do- I know you would- Want me too- I will be waiting forever- I don't want to be your mother- I want to be your lover- and your friend too- I will save everything for you- If you only knew- That everything- That I descri

How Much I Care
HOW MUCH I CARE I care so much for you- Even though I can't touch you- I Love You- At least I thought you knew- We've been so different since you left- I wanted so many times to tell you- How sorry I was- For what I put you through- I wanted you so much- How I longed for your touch- It hurt so much- When you weren't here for me to touch- I never thought about how you'd feel- When I betrayed you- I never forgot the relationship we had- When you left I was so sad- I remember how I felt when I saw you- How I didn't quite know what to do- When I saw you again- All my feelings surfaced- And I remember all the pain I felt- When I knew you were gone- I never thought that I would ever see you again- Oh, I felt so lost- I want you to know exactly "How Much I Care!"

How Many More?
HOW MANY MORE ? Down the street we go- One drink, Two Drink, Three Drinks, More- Please oh Please Take It Slow- One Turn, Two Turn, Three Turns, More- Down The Last Street We'll Ever Go- One Flip, Two Flip, Three Flips, More- Down The Hill We Go- One Kid, Two Kid, Three Kids, More- Dead Just How Many More- One Life, Two Lives, Three Lives, Or More ???

How Do You Feel?
HOW DO YOU FEEL Do you care about me- As far as I can see- You must not- Because you've avoided me- I need to know- How to stop how I'm feeling- I've asked you to call- And I sit there starring at the phone on the wall- I feel astray- And have no where to go- I'm so hurt inside- When all I ever wanted- Was to be at your side- Hoping we'd never divide- I've told you how much I love you- But I feel like I don't even know you- I only have on question- How Do You Feel ?

The Heart
THE HEART The heart is not a play thing- The heart is not a toy- And if you want it broken- Just give it to a boy. Boys love to play with things- To see what makes them run- And when it comes loving- They just do it for fun. Boys never give their hearts away- And they play you for a fool- Then when you give your heart to him- He starts to play it cool. Your heart begins to dance- As you know there's nothing like romance But then it starts to happen- You worry day and night- You see my sweet- You're losing him- It never turns out right. Love is grand- But it hurts so much- And the price is way to high- If I had to choose between life or death- I think I'd rather die. So when I say don't fall in love- You'll be hurt before you know- You see I ought to know- I fell in love with you. My heart is yours forever- I hope you understand- When I gave my heart to you- I thought you were a Man.

~just A Common Soldier~
~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ Author Unknown He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies~~they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes to his neighbours, his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened, for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer, for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary, quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family, quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing, tho' a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that they were great, Papers tell their life stories from the time that t

Ok So I'm Opinionated.
Someone please explain all the complaining to me. I just do not get some people. Ok it was the NSFW bullshit at first. I will say that I think it is worded incorrectly and should have nothing to do with "work" as a warning that it contains adult content. But the fact is it is adult, and yes an adult site, so be the freaking adult and mark it as so. I personally do not care if you want to display your tits, crotch and cock but it should be MY choice if I want to see it. The whole site is about egotistical bullshit. Do people really need a score to make themselves feel better? It blows my mind that anyone actually pays for this shit. I thought it was basically a virtual night club. I would NEVER pay to wear a sign begging for people to like me and look at me, ohh and then judge me while out at a club. AKA a blast. These are the people I would run from,needy fucks always having to hear they are cool. Then you have those who pay to be the cool people with the nifty colored name. WHY do you

A Grandmother's Love
A GRANDMOTHER'S LOVE Even though the miles keeps us apart- I want you to know that you're still in my heart- There is no distance that could ever- Replace the love of a Grandmother. A Grandmother's Love- Is as pure as a dove- I think of you everyday- The thoughts of your smile- Brightens my way- You are my sunshine- That makes everything fine- All my dreams have come true- Due to the faith of you- A Grandmother's Love- Is as pure as a dove. I LOVE YOU

Girl For You
I'LL BE THE GIRL I'll be the one who's saving all her love for you- make you so proud- do anything you want me to- I'll be the girl you want me to be- I'll be the girl that you know I can be- When your feeling down- I'll be your pillow to cry on- I'll be the laughter- If you ever need a clown- I can be your lover- and your best friend too- It's all here waiting for you- I'll be the girl you want me to be- I'll be the girl you know I can be- I'll be the girl who makes your dreams come true- I'll be your world- If you want me to- I'll be a shining star for you- When I'm talking to some other boy- I'm only thinking of you- No one else can make me feel the way you do- I'll be the girl you want me to be- I'll be the girl that you know I can be.

I Gave Up Everything
I GAVE UP EVERYTHING I gave up everything- For my love for you- I gave up my life- For my love for you- But by then it was much too late- I gave up the hate- That I felt for myself- For my love for you- I gave up my anger- For my love for you- I gave up my emotions- For my love for you- I gave up my soul- For my love for you- I gave up my hurt- For my love for you- I gave up my heart- For my love for you- I gave up everything- For my love for you- I gave it all- For you my love- All you did- Was give it all back- The day you walked out.

Drunk
DRUNK He has a couple of drinks- He makes a few winks- Until he stops and thinks- What is he doing- What is he thinking- Where is he going- He doesn't know- And he's too drunk to remember- At home sleeps his wife- and in the room next to her- Sleeps his sixteen year old son- Where is he- His wife worries at 2:00 a.m.- His son drinks his life away not knowing why- He debates should he go home- Or sleep in the car- He meets a girl- Takes her to a motel- and leaves 2 hours later- Goes home and sleeps in the car- When morning comes- Wife is up making breakfast- son hungover and up for school- Husband dead in car out front- Coroner reports cause of death- Alcohol Poisoning--Drunk! Fiction or Reality? It's Up To You!

Do You Know
DO YOU KNOW Do you know- What I felt- What you put me through- The heights of excitement- You brought me to- Over and Over- You made me want you- More and More- I think about you all the time- When I don't see you- I wonder if you're taking someone else- The way that you took me- I get upset when I think like that- Knowing I have no reason- Because we're not committed- Although there is nothing- That I could ever want more- I don't know much about you- But I'd like to- You know how I feel about you- I would love to show you and tell you- I every way I know of- I don't try to be pushy- And I know I come across that way- Try to be patient with me- And I'll do the same- I told you how I feel- And what we have - Just seems so real- And it just feels so real- Do you feel what I feel- Or Do You Know.

A Hero's Choice
A choice is a decision that we have the option to make, but a hero's choice is a decision that's made for another's sake. They became firefighters not for the pay or uniform and knew what they might have to face in the duties they'd perform. And on September 11th, two-thousand and one, though their worst fears came true, they did what had to be done. In the chaos and terror and rush of the mob, headfirst they proceeded to accomplish their job. Through air thick with flame, they felt the vibration, but made a hero's choice to enter ...without hesitation. Aware this decision could mean from earth they'd depart, each made a hero's choice by following his heart. Although hundreds went in, their guidance was heard as one voice and thousands live today because they made...a hero's choice. Every firefighter's limb that bears a burn or a scar represents what they do and defines who they are and the steadfast union they share where it's understoo

Color Of Love
COLOR OF LOVE If my words could paint a portrait- Of the love we have shared- The images the words would make- Would be colors of uncompared. If through these words you see- That come only from me- All the love that reaches out- For you there must be no doubt.

Can You See
CAN YOU SEE If you could see the words- Through my eyes- The pictures that they make- And the images that come to mind- That i alone create- They fill me with a power- And, a challenge too- To make you smell the flower- That I describe to you!

Can I Cry
CAN I CRY All I want to do is cry- I have no reason why- I'm the happiest girl I know- So why do I feel so low- There's nothing wrong that I can see- So why do I blubber endlessly- I'm so confused- What should I do- All I know for sure that's true- Is how much love I have for you.

So Tell Me.........
Howdy People and other strange beings!! Hope everyone is doing just wonderfuckle. I myself am doing fine!! So with this blog, I am asking you all a questions about your screen name. How did you get it? Does it have any special meaning behind it? If so, do you mind sharing what it is? Mine is very simple.....I am a very simple country girl that loves living in the country. I enjoy doing all things country style....muddin, driving tractors, fishing, camping, etc. And the happy part....well, I just try to always be a happy person. Most of you know by now that bullshitting is one of my favorite things to do. I love to be happy and make other people happy. So, come on, share some info with me about your screen name!! ~~Hugs~~ Mary, The Happy Country Girl

Stupid Things People Do....
Stupid Things People Do.... Ok so everyone knows i work at Speedway... Well i decided to list a few things ive encounterd over the nearly 5 months of being there... So here they are in no specific order.... Why is it that you can take a shit in a bathroom and then decide to write on the walls with your own fecies? If you cant operate a gas pump... you maybe shouldnt own a vehicle.... If you have no money on you, why must you get almost everything in the store, put it on the counter, then realize you have no money, and leave the shit for me to put back.... DO NOT get mad at me about the gas prices.... I have no control over them, i pay the same damn expensive price as you do!! When you come to the counter to check out, GET OFF YOUR DAMN CELL PHONE, or atleast ask them to hold. I cant read minds, i dont know what you want. and pointing to something doesnt work either. Besides its extremely rude. Dont squeal your tires in the parking lot, your not cool, your an

Details
Spending some time learning how to use commands like \"raise\" to properly format the results (so that in the item I recently uploaded to \"stash\" the \"espress.\" marker isn\'t barging right into a slur or tie but rises above it, things like that. So the image looks nice :) The program, even the early version I have, does much of this itself, but often needs a bit of tweaking.

Fading
I hate feeling like every dream i've had is fading away. I want to get married, settle down, and have my family. I don't want to wait for everyone else to be ready, i'm ready now. I am tired of feeling like i'm babysitting rather than actually engaging in a relationship. I don't know how else to word it. Aaron doesnt listen to the things I say, nor the things AJ says, and all we want in the world is to help him. I know he's helping me out by paying the bills, but if I weren't here he'd have those bills just the same. I want to leave, so desperatly. I have a guarenteed job in Tennessee, Brian said I could start the monday after I got there. Andrew said he's been looking at places, so I'd have somewhere to stay until I got up on my feet, or got my own place. I would be making a little over $300 a week, which isn't much compared to electrolux but since I finished my bankruptcy I could pay off my student loans, and be totally debt free in no time. I don't understand why everyone is so agai

Accurate?
Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right.

Wearing Red!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with! me right now. He was killed in Iraq; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.

All I Can Say
ALL I CAN SAY I'm sorry is all I can say- There must be some other way- To explain to you- The mistake I made- When I hurt you- I've told you how I feel about you- But you payed no attention- I feel like you put me on restriction- You wont look my way- Soall can I say- Except for I'm Sorry .

A Letter
A LETTER A letter is the warmest way- To bid a friend the time of day- A keep in touch that brings the smiles- Across the longest miles- And what a feeling of strength and hope- Is tucked inside an envelope- Reminding loved ones that you are- At least in heart, not very far- In no country, state, or camp- The wealth is beneath the price of a stamp- For memories that never age- Are written upon every page- And though it's nice to telephone- One of the sweetest pleasures known- Are the moments shared in thoughts we send- ... That can be read time and time again.

A Dream
A DREAM I had a dream- I lived in a world- Where we could do no wrong- I lived in a world- Where hate didn't exist- I lived in a world- Where love never ended- I lived in a world- Where everyone was happy- I lived in a world- Where all dreams came true- I lived in a world- Where nothing could hurt you- I lived in a world- Where children were safe- I lived in a world- That could've only been a dream.

Accept Me
ACCEPT ME Please accept me for who I am- And not for how everyone else sees me- Please accept me as a person- Because I deserve to be treated like one- Please accept me- I have a wall that I put up- So no one can see my hurt and frustration- Please accept me- Because I am terrified of rejection- I have feelings too- So please give me the satisfaction- of accepting me for the person- That I am.

Slowly Deleting My Account
As some of you know and some may not I am slowly deleting my account on here!! I am concentrating on my relationship nwith my soon to be wife ! Life has had some ups and downs for awhile on here and I have said before that I was deleting my account and never did this time it is for real I will be slowly removing all from my friends list!!! I have enjoyed my time spent on here and have met some great people and some of you I will not lose touch with ! But to make things go smoothly and to not have anything in the background to cause any type of problem I am slowly gonna disappear from here!!!! My life is to be spent more with the woman I am with then on a computer playing on some site! So with that said please enjoy yourselves and hopfully yall find everything you are looking for and more !!! Luv Yall ........ Kelly AKA Sweetdaddy_K

Just For The Hell Of It. . .
Well. . . I sat down today to do a quick top ten list. I was gonna' do my top ten favorite movies of all time, but it's been so long since I put anything up here, that I completely forgot that I already put that one up. So, I have to think of something else, now. What to do. . ? I dunno'. . . I'll have to think of something, I guess. Sometimes it's hard to come up with stuff to say. . . I guess I'll just put my pants on and drink my coffee and shut up, for now. ;-)

Lmao Ok This Is Just Retarded
(ohhhhh and i left him a message on his page) this guy i rated a ten yesterday i believe went and told another person i rated him a one so sends her over and she downrates me......i ask who the person was after askin why she downrates me and what her prob is and she says his name is stewed screwed and tattooed...i look him up and go to his page and low and behold my rate for him is sittin at a ten....straight up i have the convo in mail can post that to if needed but this guy don't have his facts straight as to who downrated him b4 assumin check the shit out.....heres Mr.ASSUMIN.....unless he just a hater. if ya want the mail let me know won;t have a prob addin it. Stewed-Screwed & Tattooed™Fubar hubby to AngelicThor™@ fubar

Past The Point Of No Return
I have brought you, that our passions may fuse and merge - in your mind you've already succumbed to me dropped all defences completely succumbed to me - now you are here with me: no second thoughts, you've decided, decided ... Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end ... Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend ... What raging fire shall flood the soul? What rich desire unlocks its door? What sweet seduction lies before us ...? Past the point of no return, the final threshold - what warm, unspoken secrets will we learn? Beyond the point of no return ... You have brought me to that moment where words run dry, to that moment where speech disappears into silence, silence ... I have come here, hardly knowing the reason why ... In my mind, I've already imagined our bodies entwining defenceless and silent - and now I am her

One Of A Million Surveys! Lol
1. What kind of soap is in your bathtub right now? Melaleuca - Gold Bar 2 Is there any watermelon in your fridge? Nope 3. Is there anything moldy in your refrigerator? Not that I'm aware of! 4. Are there any dirty dishes in your sink? A few. 5. What would you change about your living room? My couch! 6. Are the dishes in your dishwasher clean or dirty? Clean, need to empty it!! 7. Do you have a can of mushrooms in your pantry? Hmm, I think so. 8. White or wheat bread? Depends on the day 9. What is on top of your refrigerator? Board Games 10. What color is your sofa? Black 11. What color or design is on your shower curtain? pink 12. How many plants are in your home? hmm, only two right now 13. How many candles are in your home? to many to want to count them!! 14. Is your bed made right now? yep, excpet for a sheet laying on top of it. 15. If you have a coffee pot, what color is it? White 16. Electric or standard can opener? s

Love Never Holds Back(poem I Wrote)
Full force, Whole heart, No tears, No fears, Hearts overtaken, Stand by me. Pure soul, One wish, Solid vowls, Always there, One touch, Never let go. One dream, Passion's explode, Three words, One kiss, One life, Never hold back.

Candy Heart..lol
A Heart submerged into honey. A Heart lost in the maze of candy, A Heart busking in chocolate frenzy, A Heart stuck in some cotton candy fuzzy, A Heart sinking in some ice-cream lunacy, That's how my heart felt when you smile at me...

Soul Touch
I do not love you as if you were gold or topaz Or the air of carnations that the fire shoots off I love you as certain dark things are to be loved Between the shadow and soul Is it because I know no other way than this? So close that your hand on my chest is my hand So close that when you close your eyes I fall asleep who am to need you when I'm down and where are you when I need you around who am I to ask you why to tell you no to deserve your love and sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and as we are we'll be again to mold like clay to break like dirt to tear me up in your sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and I know you won't leave to many years built into memories your life is not your own....

Everyone Asks Why
Everyone asks y i love u so much but i cant just say it in a couple of words this list can go on 4ever when im with u i feel like im not alone and u would protect me from any harm i love the way u look at me and that sweet smile i love when we r holding hands they fit together perfectly i love the wormth of ur touch and the gentilness of it i dont care what people say i love everything about u the way u talk and the way u stare i just love u

Can I Forget???
Can I forget the things, that we have shared? Can I forget the moments, That you have cared?? You use to hold me, In your arms tight. And forget about those, Times we fight.. How can I let you go? How can I forget you?? After all, that was done. And your the only one for me. I'll forever keep you, In my heart... Though time seems.. Unbearable...

Back In Texas, With Angel
I am back, in Texas with Angel, and its perfect, I am so very happy,we are both in love, i could not have asked for more. she is wounderful, beutiful, sexy, and every thing in between. I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still Need To Finish Contest
I'm still in this contest. I need bombs if anyone can help. I have to get to 20,000 before it can end. Can anyone help me finish this thing up so I can help others in need of bombing. Here is the link for those who can help. I understand if ur bombing other contests thats not a problem. I just want to get mine done and over with so I can help others. Just click on the pic and start bombing. Thank you all so much for ur help.

Mike Up-date
Doctor Said If He keeps refusing treatment as He has the past 2 days .. Mike will not be with us this time next week. Kidneys are starting to fail due to the Chemo and Radiation...He is now elevated at all times so He does not drown in His Own Liquids... Sad to see such a vital spirit go so quickly.. He will be missed He was a great Fencing Instructer. Thanks To All for their Good thoughts and prayers..

Going To Have Fun...........
Hey everybody just wanted to let ya'll know that i'm taking a break for a few days. I have decided to treat myself to a day at an amusement park to get away from the bullshit and stress i been going threw lately so i wont be on until late Sunday. Wish you all the best and i'll miss talking to everybody. Your friend Cort

I Am Currently In Los Angeles
I am currently in Los Angeles.. I really liked LA except for the Downtown area which resembles more a Mad Max movie.. i always think of NY and imagine how it could be.. thats where it becomes a dissapointment.. but everything else is wonderful.. it is very spread out which I have only seen in istanbul so far.. but has definetly its charm...

Getting Tattoo
Well after very long thinking.. I decided to get a Tattoo.. the tattoo will entail mostly bdsm symbols and will be placed on my shoulder.. might cover up the whole shoulder or just be part of it.. I have given the artist a few sketches and will have to wait what she comes up with but I am very excited.. it will be reflection of the bdsm side of me that is most of the times deeply burried and invisible to most people..

Why Is That?
Why Is That? Why is it that people can come in your life get to know you grow to have strong feelings for you but then run away when things get deep? This is something I been vacillating for weeks. Now I think I know what it is it is the facts that they may not be able to have what they want when they want it but when the opportunity presents it self they are no longer thought of or considered. Now is this faith or just how things are? Tell me I want to know because if this is how love grows I don’t want to know. Why it is that people want you but don’t fight to keep you but do all the things in the world to push you away? All I can say there is times you wish you stayed or just walked away. This is one of those times I just feel so confused full of emotions for so many reasons and have no way of letting them out or expressing them to let people know what they are all about. Why is it I feel pain and just want to hide my tears in the rain and let them

Norfolk (meetup)
I am looking to rent a car tomorrow and head to Norfolk. Long ride with folk and death metal. It's a nice ride up there. I just hope i get there in time. Fucking traffic. I gotta go and get there soon. what a way. My only hope is that i can not too much for a rental car and still hare enough to do some other stuff. makes me nervous because i have not so much money to work with. I will find out tomorrow. I don't get too many opportunities for stuff like this. So i must go. In addition, i will be meeting up with an old friend who i have not met in almost a year.

A Few Things About Me
A few things about me.... * I am 31 years old * I have two beautiful children * I live at home * I have a big heart * I love my family and friends * I love reading anything by Nora Roberts/JD Robb (same author) * I would rather get a bouquet of daisies than a dozen roses * My eyes are hazel, they are my most favorite part of my body * I am a Colorado native, that now resides in Connecticut * I work at a department store overnight setting the ad * My name is a combination of my parents middle names Alan and Marie * I am extremely honest and have little tolerance for dishonesty period * I love playing games, when they come in a box or have set rules * I have played the slide trombone, flute, piano, and the recorder * I love MUSIC! * I am very selective at times and other times I am open and friendly * I love to crotchet * I like waking up in the morning and having my first cup of coffee sitting on the back deck listening to the birds

Let Me Out To Kill..(poetry)
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst ..To KILL.

Are You Happy Now???
Now, dont just walk away Pretending everythings ok And you dont care about me And I know theres just no use When all your lies become your truths and I dont care... Could you look me in the eye And tell me that youre happy now, Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plate And you dont care about it, And I am givin' up this game Im leaving you with all the blame cause I dont care.... Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that youre happy now, Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? Are you happy now? Do you really have everything you want? You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got You cant run away from yourself Could you look me in the eye? and tell me that you're happy now, come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced, are you happy now? are you happy now? Would you l

Bbw: An Annoying Term
WTH is up with the label "BBW"? I know to a lot of women it is a term that is used symbolize the acceptance of themselves as being beautiful despite their heftier proportions, a show of self-esteem, and a show of defiance to those who deem being a "plus-sized" woman unattractive, but to me it also confirms the general idea that fat women are unattractive. When I first became aware of the term, I thought it was cute. After hearing it time and again and observing society's media and fashion influenced ideas of what beauty is, the term has really begun to annoy me. Don't get me wrong, I feel larger women can be just as sexy (or more so) as the America's Next Top Model wannabees, but to me that term implies that as a rule of thumb large, fat, overweight, chunky, chubby (and any other idioms used to describe a big gal) are generally accepted as being unattractive. Should a big girl happen to actually be attractive, it has to be made clear that despite her size, she breaks the mold of bei

Read And Learn!!!
Never say I Love You...if you don't really care. Never talk about feelings...if they aren't really there. Never hold my hand...if you're going to break my heart. Never say you're going to...if you don't plan to start. Never look me in the eyes...if all you do is lie. Never say hello...if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever...then say you will try. Never say forever...cuz forever makes you cry!

Hi All
I'm tellin ya now i am not aloud to post mums cause that mum i did on military service was considered to be offensive??? What is the deal with that all i said was did ya enjoy ur military exp at all I see some of these mums and they are Down right perverted. lol Well if any one wants to read and comment if not thats fine as well but this site can be messed up at times lol ~hugz~

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Have I Ever
Have I ever told you, that as I have sat in silence, that sometimes I can hear a heart beating with mine? Have I ever told you, that when you speak to me through lines and words, I imagine your voice whispering in my ear with every word you write? Have I ever told you. that I wait each day, for just an hour or two or just a second out of time, to feel as close to you as I can? Have I ever told you, how many times there have been, that I ached for you, ached so badly for you that I have sat and cried? Have i ever told you, about the times I have reached out to touch your name, on the cold screen before me, just wishing I could reach out and touch you? Have i ever told you, that after the first time I heard your voice those hundreds of miles away, that I sat up all night remembering the conversation in my mind? Have I ever told you, that I would give up everything I have for just one night, to be able to lay near you,to hear you breathe,to watch your chest rise and fall to know you

Rated "r"
I walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy.I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum risin and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild.I lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest there s

Rockin' Saturday On World Rock Radio
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Another Fyi
If I add you to this page, and for any reason what so ever I find you to be dishonest with me or I find you to be lacking I will tell you I am deleting you and I won't lose any sleep over it. I have lived my life with enough bullshit in it...I don't care to spend my time intended for enjoyment with it. Just so you know this now :) Do have a great day all.

August 16
Sitting here again wondering and realizing the facts of life...I hold great value to the things I do and the people I meet as well as the experiances I have had. It strikes me akwardly how everything changes and as we get older we can sit and reflect on the timeline of our lives. The trends that are noticed and the patterns in our lives become excessive and moments become shorter. The quest for life may it be love is eternal and will never end. I miss a lot of things and elements in my life that I can never have again. I look forward however and ponder what I can achieve and what memories are waiting for me. I am a lost soul in a stasis that is unknown even to my self. I hope for better days. I only hope that soon I will find someone to take along on my journey. I have my fears, as few as they may be I know there is nothing more I can do to hold on to this feeling. I must let it go and contiune on . . .

Thought Of Today
Instanstinces in time leave me wondering in the present; mindless and with out indulgence. We connect to oblivion only to find the truth..WHcih in lies nothing...How can we scrape together, as humanity I speak, the will to go on..Support this and free them we will all fall to the sword in this day. Are we as animals so depedent upon technology and others to not use our God given senses. I have to lie in oblivity just to cope with the day after day life and having to be part of this collective. There is a side to life that no one sees as it only pains me to know and have seen this side of life.. I see pictures and potrayls of hate and violence only to exceed ourselves in previous generations. I give a clap and applaud to us! Let us destroy ourselves I only ask let me help. Take away the law of man and let the law of nature prevail.. I feel so many things in my inner soul and wonder are there others? I only know of one and God guide her down her path... It is truly amazing this year come

Childish Behaviour On Fubar
Why do people behave so fing childish on the mums? I posted a while ago a mum to advertise my contest (see previous blog), however it was deleted and I was given a warning for violating the NSFW regulations... Even tho there was NOTHING NSFW about it... Added to this i have lost the right to post a mumm for some time... no one knows how long.. Now i just saw a mumm where someone was asking if ppl would want to vote for a friend of hers, so far so good right? I mean this is a social networking site which means making friends and helping them reach a higher level right? Well there was this chick who posted that she reported the mumm... WTF???? How childish is this? I mean some ppl were moaning about it not being a bulletin but again WTF?? There are hundreds of mumms posted every day what does it matter if its about a contest or not??? Get real ppl... If you dont like the mumm MOVE ON! Dont respond to it and be so grown up to leave it be... Stupid narrow minded ppl

Hi
Hello:) I just wanted to say hi to everyone :) I come on here every once and a while but I spend most my time here http://www.yuwie.com/yuwie.asp?r=11769 Blogging and making new friends...Hit me up sometime if you want to :)

Goodmoring..... ;-d
Goodmorning everyone. I didn't get on this puter at all last night...or I tried, even though it was late, and the stupid puter was being slow, and a retard, so I just said forget it. It's the weekend, and I LOVE it...don't have to work, and not much to do...and I wanna spend alot of time on Fubar today. So...I'm gonna take a couple of hours, get done what I gotta do, and then I'm gonna head back this way, so I can spend the rest of the day hangin' out with all my Fu friends. If I just get this stuff over and done with, I'll enjoy the rest of my day on here much better...without continually thinking about what I "need" to get done. So, I'm just gonna get it done first! lol I hope you all have a GREAT, AND WONDERFUL SATURDAY!!! I'll be back in a bit to hang out with ya'll! Cya in a bit!!!

This Would Be Awsome...
What is your Sexual Obituary? Violently, april renee died while in the sack with their lover, Colin Ferrel.april renee will be terribly missed by George Clooney. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

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Michael Vick.....
MSNBC.com -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Still no plea deal from Vick amid grisly details QB implicated in funding operation, killing dogs; Falcons owner surprised The Associated Press Updated: 11:07 a.m. ET Aug 18, 2007 RICHMOND, Va. - It’s up to Michael Vick now. His last two co-defendants pleaded guilty Friday and implicated Vick in bankrolling gambling on dogfights. One of them said the Atlanta Falcons quarterback helped drown or hang dogs that didn’t do well. With his NFL career in jeopardy and a superseding indictment adding more charges in the works, that left Vick with a hard choice: Cutting his own deal to hold jail time under a year or go to trial and sit through detailed descriptions of the ghastly operation known as “Bad Newz Kennels.” Falcons owner Arthur Blank said Vick’s attorneys were negotiating with prosecutors as of late afternoon, trying to hammer out a plea deal. “It seems to be a pretty clea

Mumms
ok... in case any of you are wondering why you no longer really see me in the mumms... i used to love them... were a great place to socialize with some cool people.. but now, something up around 90% of the so-called mummers are dumber than the noobs they bash... its become a haven of idiots and retards... so i dont bother with it anymore

Tennessee Friends
FRIENDS:Will stand guard while u take a piss. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " FRIENDS: Cry with you. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone. TENNESSEE FRIENDS: Will

The Real Life
The upright are the ones that will reside in the earth, and the blamless are the ones that will be left over in it. As regards to the wicked, they will be cut off from the very earth; and as for the treacherous, they will be torn away from it.-Proverbs2:21,22 think about were your going if you cyber bully someone just because they are confused about there sexual preference the word of God says they are not using there parts for what he intended it for, they are confussed and God does lauph about it. so read your Bible you'll find it in there.

Call Center
Actual call center conversations! Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- RAC Motoring Services Caller: "Does your European Breakdown Policy cover me when I am traveling in

Making A Difference, We All Can Do It...
This is a heartfelt story, I'm passing it on ~ As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's first

Need Your Hrlp!
I want to creat a new pic folder of my friends of Fubar.... I want to put 1 or 2 pics of ladies that are friends of mine here so others surfing through might see you and wonder over and say Hi. I will only add your pic if you say its ok. I won't always pic the "sexiest" ones.. but ones I think make you look awsome, smiles... and I won't use a NSFW pic unless you say it's ok. So if you'd like a pic there leave me a reply here or shout me and let me know I can one or two and if you want a NSFW... I wonder how many of those OK's I'll get..lol... I just want to make a folder of my friends who are all special to me and maybe others will hit up your profile and add points your way! anyway.. just see how this goes... first who actually reads blogs...lol... and who lets me put a pic. up Have a great weekend all....

Weird Dreams
The last two or three nights I've been having rather pleasant dreams about a certain someone from Fubar.... My Horoscope today "Your dreams are more important than you realize right now, so try your best to remember them -- writing them down would be best. If they don't make any sense at the moment, they should pretty soon." WTF PPP?

Definitions Of Bra Cup-sizes
I found this rather amusing: Bra Cup-sizes Explained A - Almost Boobs. B - Barely there. C - Can’t Complain! D - Dang! DD - Double dang! E - Enormous! F - Fake. G - Get a Reduction. (hmmm, I'd beg to differ) GG - Good God!! H - Help me, I’ve fallen and I can’t get up. If you found this offensive, get a sense of humor and don't shoot the messenger! Besides, I'm fat, bald and 40, do you really think that I care? *evil laughter*

You Remind Me
You remind me of a perfect summers day. Sunny full of life-full of different smells and children at play You remind me of lifes first experience riding a bike, first words, first steps, first kiss, first love does this makes sense? You remind me of a never ending dream the dream was so good it made me scream. You remind me of what love should be understanding, communicating, compassion and friendship as well as compatibility. You remind me of a experience that coems to mind, your unselfish ways, your understanding and how you can be so kind. You remind me of things I cant pronounce some things just dont make sense and some you rather not announce. You remind me of a woman I wish I had but never had the oppertunity to meet. So whenever we get the oppertunity to meet I will lay beneath your feet. Written by: Trevon A.K.A Bad Boy69

Sick
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen.please please please repost this !

To My Surprise
To my surprise I was caught up in your eyes, though we just had met we had a night I will never forget. Full of smiles Full of laughter Full of excitement and full of adventure. Your looks are not how I measure your possibility of tranquility standing beside me. Even if it does not become to be you will remain a close friend to me. Now ponder for a monet if you will a night of dancing showing off our skillls, others wonder as we ourselves think of the possibility is this for real?.....There are many who are looking and some that may be surprised. But you attention is soley on me looking deeply into my eyes. Being hypnotized, mesmorized and even fantasize about the moment our lips touch for the first time. Our hearts Beat fast our palms start to sweat but we back away quickly saying no no not yet. Lets remember this moment and freeze it in time, just to say the will be an oppertunity you will become mine. I will cherish the moment I felt the need for you to fall under my sp

Good Morning Yall
WELL ITS ME AGAIN ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN AROUND AND I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU ALL AN UPDATE ON THINGS THE HUBBY IS HEALING STILL AND IS OFF WORK TILL SEPTEMBER 5TH THATS DUE TO THE CAST HE HAS ON HIS HAND WHICH WE DID FIND OUT THAT IT WAS BROKEN IN TWO SPOTS AND NOW THE DOCS THINK HE MAY HAVE HEMOATOMA ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD AND HE GOES IN FOR A SECOND CAT SCAN THIS MONDAY I TELL YOU I DONT ENVY ANYONE WHO HAS TO ENDURE ALL THE PAIN AN SUFFERING AFTER THIS TYPE OF ACCIDENT IT HAS GOT ME GOING IN ALL DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS I DONT KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS HALF OF THE TIME AND NOW WITH THE DAMN INSURANCE COMPANY THEY ARE DICKING AROUND SO WE ENDED UP GETTING A LAWYER TO DEAL WITH THEM WHICH IT COULD TAKE MONTHS TO GET A SETTLEMENT OUT OF THEM BUT WHEN WE DO WE ARE PRETTY SURE IT WILL BE A NICE ONE. AFTER ALL IT WAS AN 18 WHEELER THAT RAN THE HUBBYS TRUCK OVER WITH HIM IN IT.ITS A SHAME THAT SO MANY PEOPLE GET HURT DUE TO THE NEGLECANCE OF ANOTHER DRIVERS STUPIDITY. WE FOUND OUT THAT

Real Man
Sometimes I wonder about, all the things I have done to make my lifef complete and whole. But to my surprise I have yet to become the man I want to be, the man I wish to be, the man I desire to be. Most imprtantly the man I know I can be. For it is within our "Temperence" that we must learn to subdue our beastly ways. Make our life more meaningful and treat our ladies with dignity and respect and to make her days more meaningful more appreciated more loved. For our hand is the strength and comfort. And her love for us as pure as a white Dove. Let your emotion and mind run free to express the man you strive to be. See a man takes charge, informs and lays down the laws to his castle, but a real man also knows how and when to say things to avoid the hassle. Because we know there is a limit to what a woman can stand. When we get this formula right we can become a real man. Who can stop a fight with a kiss to ease her fears, not to show rage by violence or, or to her feminini

Different Ones That I Wrote The Past Few Days
Small Pain In My Chest The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Asian dirt. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small p

Mixture Of You And Me
To feel ur eyes work my body from across the room. To make love to ur lips as u gently kiss me. To embrace your hands as they glide over my body touching the most delicate parts. To see your reaction as I take you in my mouth...all the way in and back out again. Hold my hips as I gently sit in ur lap and rock back and forth, slowly at first and then faster as I push you deeper into me. I want to whisper in your ear how big you are inside of my tight canal. Watch as my eyes roll back in my head as your hardness touches my inner spot. Feel my fingertips run lightly up your back as we hold each other tight and bring each other to that special place that we both so love. Hold on baby, it's time...can you feel it. I'm gettin tighter and I feel you pulsating inside of me. Here we go...don't slow down now, just hold on and embrace the moment...Yes...pure destiny as our juices mix into a sweet blend.

Surfing Fubar
I like to surf around fubar and look at the pictures that people put in their folders. I like it most of the time I should say because so many screw it up as they try to be creative or express sentiment. On a site like fubar, few people are interested in seeing young children. Sorry to tell you but this is not a family site. Nice pictures of people that get morphed to animals and heaven only knows what else are lame. People want to see you not someone's feeble attempt at computer graphics. You may have had a tough day or feel real cool but flipping off the guy taking your picture is juvenile, not cool. If you want to show contempt for someone, grow a pair and send them a note saying exactly what you find wrong with them. To me nsfw occurs when language is crude or abusive or different body parts are exposed in public. Being a little sexy is not nsfw in spite of those who want this to be a family web site. Too bad that fubar won't grow up.

Surfing On Fubar
I like to surf around fubar and look at the pictures that people put in their folders. I like it most of the time I should say because so many screw it up as they try to be creative or express sentiment. On a site like fubar, few people are interested in seeing young children. Sorry to tell you but this is not a family site. Nice pictures of people that get morphed to animals and heaven only knows what else are lame. People want to see you not someone's feeble attempt at computer graphics. You may have had a tough day or feel real cool but flipping off the guy taking your picture is juvenile, not cool. If you want to show contempt for someone, grow a pair and send them a note saying exactly what you find wrong with them. To me nsfw occurs when language is crude or abusive or different body parts are exposed in public. Being a little sexy is not nsfw in spite of those who want this to be a family web site. Too bad that fubar won't grow up.

Please Help Make A Difference ( From The Bulletin Board)
Please add your name on TheWall today - whether you are a survivor OR supporter, and you'll begin helping hurting children today.) WEB: http://www.DayOfTheChild.org Your Help Can Make A Difference Click Here ~Please share this page with a Friend~ God gives us the gift of faith to share. May we give it to others in the loving spirit in which it was given to us. Sharing is caring. Your Help Can Make A Difference Click Here

My Apologies....
My apologies . . . Over the past few months I have received many funny images/jokes and have emailed them to friends whom I thought shared the same sense of humor. Unfortunately, it seems that a few people have been quite upset and I've received criticism for being sexist, vulgar and shallow. So, from now on I am only emailing pictures of old monuments, nature and other cultural sights which are educational for your mind. Here is a picture of the Pont Neuf bridge in Toulouse, France.

Seduction Of The Mind
Imagine soft music, dim lights from the candles burning from tapers in various places around the bed, two wet bodies moving sowly to the beat, lips touching, eyes gazing, hearts beating to the rhythm of the beat that's implanted in our heads. As you listen to my voice your mind begins to wonder what would it feel like, taste like, to have me in your web of passion. Never realizing that love was playing a major role in part of the equation. As we ignored the signs of our love growing deeper everyday, we never realized the role our hearts would play. Knowing that seduction of the mind became real beyound our imagination, now it has became serious now beyond recognition. See we never thought that one innocent spoken hello would turn to I love you in such a short period of time. That's why people should respect not ignore this thing called Seduction Of The Mind Written by: Trevon A.K.A. Bad Boy69

Thank You All So Much!
I just wanted to say....&&&I wanted to comment all 347 of you but that seems impossible right now. I don't know if it's just me or what, but I can't go through my friends list through the friends.php... clicking next page doesn't seem to change a thing... sorry :(Oh yah... btw...LOL! :PKDM

In Praise Of Normal-sized Women
This was taken from a blog on a site I had visited this morning. The original post may be found in its entirety here (warning: link leads to an adults only site). "Although the wife & I both share the same affinity for large breasts, I tend to prefer a more voluptuous body to balance out the bust size (in fact, Vix often refers to me as a “chubby chaser” because of this). Call me unconvential, but I just think it looks far more natural than the usual “tits on a stick”. I say “unconventional” because it’s so rare to find examples of “my type” of big-boobed, well-proportioned women in popular culture. Large breasted women are typically exploited in the media for their titillation factor - yes, pun intended - and, more often than not, these are nothing more than skinny, top-heavy glamour models. It’s sad, really, because this implies a public perception that naturally curvy women are undesirable. What’s worse, this attitude does nothing for the self esteem of those “real women” who

Sitting In The Park (read Me)
(Woo-hoo-hoo-ooo) (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Yes, I'm sitting right here Waiting for a-you my dear Wondering if a-you ever Gonna show up (Show up) I don't know if you gonna show My darling I got to go But never-the-less, I said You got-a me waitin' (Sittin' in the park waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Child, I'm) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wonderin' if I have any sense (Child, I'm) Somethin' tells me I'm a fool To let you treat me so cruel But never-the-less, I say again You got-a me waiting (Sittin' in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) Why, oh why, oh why, oh why Oh why, oh why? (Tell me why) Won't you tell me why? (I wanna know why) Oh, my darling I said-a right now Good girl I wanna know why? Why? (Tell him what-a-matter) (Sitting in the park, waiting for you-hoo-hoo) (Tell him what-a-matter ) Sitting here on the bench With my back against the fence Wondering if I have any

Please Read Need Advice Form Friends And Family
Need some advice from the ladies Every body knows me as ERIc and that’s my real name, I like making friendship first , I like to build trust and communication with that friend, I love to spoil that special friend a lot, I like to share things and learn new things, I think a guy should treat a lady like a friend and lady, I think sex on line is stupid, I think sex is to share with the person off line and in person but having sex with that lady should be special and real love inside to share it with and good communication. I cook ,clean and enjoy cooking I ‘m the guy who likes to share hugs and love to that special friend who need a kind word or a smile. I think building a special friendship first with that lady, what her interest, her likes and dislikes, I’m the guy who likes to make that breakfast in the morning and leave that rose to make her day , tell her that it is going to bea good day and smile

Another One Bites The Dust
Saturday, August 18, 2007 another one bites the dust http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/08/17/whitehouse.snow/index.html WASHINGTON (CNN) -- White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position as early as next month, sources inside and outside the Bush administration told CNN on Friday. White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position soon, sources said Friday. When contacted by CNN about his possible departure, Snow said, "I'm not making any announcement." Snow told conservative talk-show host Hugh Hewitt on Thursday that "financial reasons" may prevent him for serving the remainder of his boss's presidency. "I'm not going to be able to go the distance, but that's primarily for financial reasons." Snow said. "I've told people when my money runs out, then I've got to go." According to The Washington Post, Snow makes $168,000 as the White House spokesman. CNN has previously reported that Chief of Staff Josh Bolten t

Another One Bites The Dust...
http://www.cnn.com/2007/POLITICS/08/17/whitehouse.snow/index.html WASHINGTON (CNN) -- White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position as early as next month, sources inside and outside the Bush administration told CNN on Friday. White House press secretary Tony Snow will step down from his position soon, sources said Friday. When contacted by CNN about his possible departure, Snow said, "I'm not making any announcement." Snow told conservative talk-show host Hugh Hewitt on Thursday that "financial reasons" may prevent him for serving the remainder of his boss's presidency. "I'm not going to be able to go the distance, but that's primarily for financial reasons." Snow said. "I've told people when my money runs out, then I've got to go." According to The Washington Post, Snow makes $168,000 as the White House spokesman. CNN has previously reported that Chief of Staff Josh Bolten told senior White House staffers that unless they could commit

I Wish
I wish I could take back every wish on every star I wasted on you I wish I could uncry every tear I ever cried over you I wish I could give every kiss I gave you to someone who wasn't secretly kissing someone else I wish I had never given you my heart I wish I had been smart enough to see through your lies I wish I could go back and reverse ever meeting you But most of all, even now hurting like hell I wish you loved me

Angel In The Dark
My lover took me in his hands And pushed me forward to the bed I felt the softening of a sweet, hot hand Massage the nape of my weary neck. Moonlight spread wide open Splashing out a dew of white Upon our exposed shoulders, Translucent and shining against the night I felt my lust growing... His fingers buried their burning touch Deep in my sore and aching flesh. I felt the weight of his shadowed body Come in near to me on the bed; He slid up against me from behind, I moaned so slow, A growl came from his heavy throat, A deep thudding pulse wavered low. His other hand crept round between my thighs These kisses he placed on my cunt, To play and stroke and murmur and sigh, These loving kisses with his hand, I groaned and opened deeper. I felt him rounded and belly full, "Oh my lover, come to me", My muffled sighs underneath his body I pressed up and out into him. He filled me deep, One hard, rocking action of bliss Filling me with the sudden cascade of

Good Morning, Fu Friends!
REAL FRIEND TEST! This is GOOD...I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend shoulder is soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

Plz Read
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line. She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAng

With Love For All
Well, bittersweet, yes, life is and has been...a long tough summer for me..as most know, i buried both my Daddy and my Mom, 6 weeks apart...in order to care for them both and through the three months of illness, death, celebration of life and another death, i had to sell my motorcycle to continue flying back and forth to California; it was the most worthy of causes and i am grateful i had it to give...i am beginning, just beginning the "healing" process...hard to explain, but...it's time for me to stand up, put my big girl panties on and step forward..i've been raising my kids for seven years now, alone..hell, i haven't had a date in i don't know when, let alone an ole' man..i counted, knew my folks were there, i was not alone..i remind myself that i am not alone now, i have my beautiful girls, i have the memories off Daddy and Mom..i used to turn this damn computer on and leave it on, and so many of you reached out to me to help me through this process, and that has and does mean so m

Today On Wrr
Click banner to enter lounge 6:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at kscrys 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at gjpsy_dreamer 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at anthraxbio 2:00AM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to enter lounge

Poem
For years you thought fame, was the name of the game. That the spotlight would shine on you, if you followed your dream through. However, if that dream should ever stall, I’ll be here, I’ll catch you if you fall. You took those first tender steps, on the treadmill to your satisfaction, walking the narrow line, between celebration and rejection. You posed with the beauty queens, as you climbed towards the top. At several stages, you stalled, teetered on the edge. You recovered to move forward, taking leaps along the way. Then overnight you failed to perform, I shouted from the wings, I‘d catch you if you fall. You merely nodded, moved forward in a rush. The coming months saw your star begin to fade; you began to struggle more each day. Finally, you gave your final curtain call, remembering the words I had always said, that I would be there and, I’ll catch you if you fall.

No More"nsfw" Folder
I have been thinking about this for a time now, and i did it; I completely removed my "nsfw" folder. For a few simple reasons, 1.) I'm tired of 'some' men joining my friends list, just to see the "nsfw" folder. 2.) Some of the remarks that were made towards my picutres were rude and just not something i want to read. 3.) I was also tired of some of the grief i was getting from fellow women on here, calling me names, and pointing out the fact im married, WTF is it to you in the first place. I know some are offended by nudity, but you people need to stop your contradicting for a simple reason, you frigin look at those same damn pictures we all look at; so, for the time being, i have removed all pictures that are "nsfw". Sorry about this, but maybe when other f*ckheads grow the hell up, i may put them back up, maybe! Take care and be safe

Hurricane Dean..please Stay Safe
As a survivor of hurricane Katrina and Rita right now all eyes are on hurricane Dean and I pray all in it's path in the gulf will be safe. I hope everyone in the south will take a few minutes in the next few day's and watch where this one is going and pray for every one in Deans path..Please trust me when I say take no chances ...Keep a watch and if this hurricane is a 3 or higher GET OUT while you can. I was going to stay for Katrina .No one here knew of it being any higher than a 3 but a friend came down and got me out of New Orleans as Katrina was hitting good thing cause I lost every thing along with a lot of other people. I'd hate to see this happen to any one else...A lot of people where even saying how the people of New Orleans where living high on the hog from the government money afterwards ..Trust when I say most of us haven't seen a dime and New Orleans is still like a war zone because no building permits are being issued to anyone and it takes merical to get insurance the

Looking For People To Join My Lounge,widowmaker's Web
I'm looking for bar tenders security etc.for my lounge,Widowmaker's Web,it is a place where u can kick back,have a few and talk about wrestling,harleys,music,whatever u want to,and remember,what happens at the Web,stays at the Web! If Interested,send me a shout or a pm!then friend me!I have a new pardner in crime so to speak,thanks Kell!your adorable and half owner of the Web!

The Treasures
THERE ARE TREASURES IN LIFE BUT OWNERS ARE FEW OF MONEY AND POWER TO BUY THINGS BRAND NEW,YET YOU CAN BE WEALTHY AND FEEL REGAL TOO,IF YOU WILL JUST LOOK FOR THE TREASURES IN YOU ,THESE TREASURES IN LIFE ARE NOT HARD TO FIND WHEN YOU LOOK IN YOUR HEART,YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MIND,FOR WHEN YOU ARE WILLING TO SHARE WHATS WITHIN YOUR FEVEENT SEARCH FOR RICHES WILL END,THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER THE SMILE THAT YOU BRING ,THE HEART UNAFRAID ,TO LOVE AND TO SING,THE HAND THAT IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP THOSE IN NEED,ONES QUICK TO REACH OUT. TO LABOR AND FEED, SO THANK YOU FOR SHARING THESE GREAT GIFTS INSIDE, THE CARING ,THE CHEERING,THE HUG WHEN ONE CRIES, THANKS FOR THE ENGERY,ENCOURAMENT TOO AND THANK YOU FOR SHARING THE TREASURE IN YOU.

Trying To Move On
WELL ITS BEEN ALMOST 2 WEEKS SINCE RAY HAS PASSED...WHICH SEEMS LIKE A SHORT TIME ONE MINUTE AND FOREVER THE NEXT. I MYSELF THINK I AM DOING VERY WELL WITH THIS. THINK THE REASON IT WAS A LITTLE EASIER ON ME IS THE FACT THAT I KNEW IT WAS COMING. AND THEN WHEN IT DID BOY IT HIT ME. NOT THAT I THINK ITS HAS TOTALLY BUT IT HAS. I MISS HIM SOOO MUCH, AND ITS THE LITTLE THINGS THAT YOU DONT THINK ARE OF IMPORTANCE THAT WILL ALWAYS BE A REMINDER. I HAD THOUGHT THAT STAYING HERE WOULD BE HARD ON ME, BUT I FEEL CLOSER TO HIM HERE AT HOME. AND WHERE AM I GONNA GO LOL I HAVE TO FIND A JOB NOW AND GET ON MY FEET SO THAT WE ME AND MY SON CAN GO ON. BEING OUT OF WORK FOR ALMOST A YEAR TAKING CARE OF RAY AND NOW NO MONEY AND BILLS WILL BE ROLLING IN ABOUT A WEEK OR 2. SO CAN WE SAY HELLO STRESS!!!!LOL... I HAD TO GO TO THE DR AND HAVE THEM PRESCRIBE ME SOMETHING TO HELP ME SLEEP, I WOULD SIT AWAKE TILL I COULDNT HOLD MY EYES OPEN AND THEN WOULD WAKE SEVERAL TIMES A NIGHT LOOKING FOR HIM.LAST NIGHT

Phoinex Mototrsports
HEY EVERYONE DO YOU LOVE ANYTHING WITH A MOTOR DOES THE LOOK OF FLAMES SHOOTING OUT OF A TAIL PIPE MAKE YOU SRDREAM HELLL YEA ARE YOU MORE IN TO SOMETHING A LITTLE NEW or just hanging out with your buddies taking a rideor even old school from back in the dayI AM STATING A FAMILY FOR ALL THE CAR GUYS AND GIRLS A PLACE FOR EVERYONE ONE TO HANG OUT AND TALK WITH FREINDS ABOUT THE CARS AND RACING WE ALL LIKE ANY ONE IS WELCOME STOPP BUY AND HIT ME UP IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN I WILL ALSO BE DOING A LOUNGE ONCE I GET UP HIGH ENOUGH♠BRICK§YARD♠Head Of The Phoenix Motorsports Family@ fubar TY FOR THE STOPPING

The Unwritten Rules?
There is an unwritten rule regarding visible tattoos while on duty as a security officer. Granted I understand that companies want security officers to appear respectable and professional. But..... If a security company forces security officers to cover up tattoos that are neither slanderous nor obscene, is the company breaking state and federal laws pertaining to discrimination? Is the company breaking their own policies on ethics, equal opportunities, and diversity policy? In addition is it ethical to force security officers to wear long sleeves during the summer in a factory setting? I'm open to opinions either for or against these polices, let me know how you feel on this.

Moving To Jeffersonville
I'm in Lexington and next saturday I'm moving to Jeffersonville Indiana. The rent will be alot cheaper than I'm paying now, the place is bigger. I love the new apt, but the kitchen is small. However I can expand my counter space into the dinning area. I'm swinging by my balls on this. Starting over in a new place with no job, and no friends. June lives near indianapolis about 1 1/2 hours maybe? Maybe more not sure. Tamatha is there, and I never know what is going to happen with her from one day to the next. We were supposed to be married and living with each other already. Then it got put back a month. Now we don't know, and I'm not moving in. Yes we moved fast, but I do what I say I'm going to do. Her unreliability has made me very upset. She cancels plans on me. For logical reasons but she doesn't include me in the things that came up. So I decided to move to Jeffersonville for myself. I wouldn't of done this if I had it all over again but! I quit my job and turne

Are They For Real? Internet Dating !!
You have just met someone online. He/She says all the right things, and this might actually be a dream come true. Your internet date is the soul mate you’ve searched your entire life for. Or are they? Here are a few indications about your online date to help you sift potential life partners from the charlatans. Imposes time constraints: Is your intended only available to chat at certain times? Is the phone off limits, for any reason? Are arrangements to meet in ‘real life’ constantly cancelled or avoided altogether? If you find yourself being pigeon-holed into a time slot and going off-line is a no-no, Mr. Wonderful most likely has a Mrs. Wonderful in his life and you are just a temporary diversion. Mentions money problems: This is a classic; the perpetrator plays his/her victim until their prey is hooked and then starts discussing financial issues. “I’d love to meet you, but can’t afford to fly” or “My car is in the shop for repairs”. They’re banking on you being so smitten

What's Right With Your Life
There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately? The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness. Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment. Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create. When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow. Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your nurturing, those good

Would U? I Would
there is at least one person on your friends list who wants to Fuck the Hell out of You, so lets play the Fuck or Pass game. the rules are simple, if you want to fuck the person who sent you this, send them a message saying "yeah, i'd fuck you!" dont be scared!!! lol this shits funny! you have to repost this!!! repost this as Fuck or Pass... dont be lame and not repost!

Weird Foreign Guy
Hmm so not yesterday but the day before i checked in these two guys. and one of them is foreign and the other is originally from here.. Well the foreign guy would be talkin to me... saying "why do you work this shift you are too cute to be working this late" then he would look at his friend "isnt she cute?. i mean look at her.. too cute!!!" then he would look at me... "were goin to have ur number tomorrow right?" im like "uh.. the hotels number is..." HAHA!!!!! then tonight.. i picked them up from the bowling alley. and the normal guy was liek i will watch the front desk for you while u go wild! HAHA i was like umm no that sokay i can watch the front desk just fine myself... and he lsike nooo you go crazy i'll watch it! hahaha he was like you guys can go in a clouset while i watch it! i was like A CLOUSET? hes like or a bed w/e u like! the foreign guy was like YEAH w/e u want i can do clouset if u want clouset! hahahaha i was like umm no thats okay! ha... And

Just Stopping In
Quick message to anyone who's interested - my net's been screwed for the best part of a month, hence why I haven't been online, so if anyone thinks I've been ignoring them, it's not the case. Although my net's now working again, I still probably won't be on all that much, but at least I'll have the ability to reply to messages. Turns out the real world isn't so bad, and without the net I've been spending more tim in it, a trend that's going to continue for the foreseeable future. Hope everyone's doing good, and I'll catch you after the jump. x

Can Wd-40 Oil Cure Arthritis?
THOUSANDS of people around the world swear WD-40 has cured their arthritis. Anecdotal evidence suggests there is a global craze for spraying the household lubricant on stiff knees, hips and wrists — even though it’s usually meant for jammed locks and rusty hinges. Dozens of websites feature messages testifying to its unlikely success in easing joint pain. Golfer Eric McKaig claims WD-40 ended his days of creaking, painful joints. The 70-year-old retired sales manager from Stamford, Lincs, says: “It’s been an absolute godsend for me. “WD-40 has given me a hell of a lot of relief. “A few weeks ago, I was even running around the garden with my grandson. I haven’t been able to do that for about three years.” The latest craze conjures up images of the Tin Man in the classic movie The Wizard Of Oz, oiling himself in the mornings to get going. Reports that people were spraying the all-purpose lubricant on themselves first emerged around ten tears ago in the United

Purina Diet (too Funny!)
THE PURINA DIET! FUNNY Body: I have a Labrador retriever, and was buying a large bag of Purina at Wal-Mart and was in line to check out. The woman behind me asked if I had a dog. (Duh!) On impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital the last time. But I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy who was standing behind her. Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I'

Trying To Get To Godmother....help Me Get There
Im really trying to get to godmother, yes i know i have posted about this but im doing it again. I have done everything short of begging for a fricken HH to get leveled, but I just want this bad, Im not asking for someone to give me one. Im willing to comment or do what ever it takes to get one. If any of you that are reading this know of a HH give away link me to it and ill work my Azz off to get one. thanks.

A-flat, G, What's The Difference...
That was embarrassing. Ok, uploading a corrected copy soon, in which the viola is playing the notes the composer actually wrote... (and this is from a typeset, readable score, not a manuscript photocopy like some of the ones I've worked from. That is: it's my reading comprehension's fault, not a "darn, it's hard to read!" problem.)

Picture Requests
Due to outstanding amount of pic requests and the lack of slots on here to upload them all too, I will be utilizing my web site to upload them all too from now on. If you have requested pics from me, you will be getting the direct link to them in your Fubar Mail Box. If you are wanting to make a request, just send me a Fubar mail letting me know what it is that you want, and I will do my best to get it done as quickly as I can. Some orders are taking a little longer then others, so please be patient with me. Thank You All For Being Sooooo Awesome!! Hugz and Mwahzzzz!!! Alexa ( Mystic Illusions )

A Perfect Circle-the Outsider
Help me if you can, It's just that this, Is not the way I'm wired, So could you please, Help me understand why, You've given in to all these reckless dark desires, you're Lying to yourself again, Suicidal imbecile, Think about it, You're pounding on a fault line, What will it take to get it through to you, precious? I’m over this Why do you wanna throw it away like this, Such a mess, Why do I wanna watch you. Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time, What's your rush now? Everyone will have his day to die Medicated, Drama queen, Picture perfect numb belligerence, Narcissistic, Drama queen, Craving fame and all its decadence Lying through your teeth again, Suicidal imbecile, Think about it, You're pounding on a fault line, What will it take to get it through to you precious? I'm over this, why do you want to throw it away like this? Such a mess, Why do I wanna watch you? Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time, What's your ru

Early Morning Update, Lol!
I have errands to run this morning, as well as one client to treat - if I can get in touch with her, that is, lol! I should be back online this afternoon! This evening I may be going out with my niece, her friend, and my sister Carol! We will see, lol. Have a fantastic Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, lots of them, for everyone, all over the world. Love you!! Later! Muahz!

The Wait...part Ii...
when the sun sets and the dusk falls... i'm waiting... for the fairy dust and the falling stars... wish i may...wish i might... for true love...may it be for a day... for a heart that's not afraid of breaking... for a love that's not afraid of fading... for an eternity...for an elusive dream... like a tomorrow... that'll never come...

Why Do You Still Ride?
ok yall a little background it was a saturday like any other except i was only working a half day ,i got off at noon walk out to the old putt sittin out front of the shop pulled off my shirt and stuffed it into the saddlebag.i swung a leg over her and fired her up the smooth stroke and throb of the motor started to clear my head ,i looked out acreoss the 8th street traffic as i gunned her across the road and into traffic 25 minutes later i was pulling up outside the house.my daughter came up asking daddy what he was doing i gave her a hug and went into the house, the brother in law (bob) was playing on one of the extra pc's in the livingroom and the sister in law(kathy) was down the hall in their room. i walked thru the kitchen and down the short hall into my master bedroom where my wife was on her pc,gave her a little kiss and asked her if she was gonna go with me today .of course she said no she wasnt up to it but i could still go so i grabbed my favorite harley t shirt with no s

News On Hurricane Dean Update
Hurricane Dean underwent a good deal of strengthening on Friday and Friday night. Dean began the day as a category 2, 100 mile per hour hurricane; it ended the day at a category 4, 150 mile per hour major hurricane. Further strengthening is forecast over the next few days as Dean moves through the warm waters of the Caribbean Sea. As of 5 am (Eastern time), Dean was located near 15.1 North, 67.3 West, which is about 660 miles east-southeast of Kingston, Jamaica, and about 240 miles south-southwest of San Juan, Puerto Rico. Maximum sustained winds are near 150 miles per hour. Dean is moving to the west near 17 miles per hour. Dean is forecast to impact the southern coasts of the island of Hispaniola (the island on which Haiti and the Dominican Republic are located) and Puerto Rico today, with an even greater impact on Jamaica and the Cayman Islands Sunday and Monday. By Monday night and Tuesday, the Yucatan Peninsula of Mexico will feel impacts from Hurricane Dean. A hurricane

Don't Do This When You Are Bored At Work.
I had to go in early to work last night, luckily the work the line was doing was easy, but unfortunately that gave me almost 4 hours of uninterrupted boredom. I killed a little time drawing on some particle masks, I might load pics later, I found a dead wasp on the table my stuff was on so I spray painted it red, not sure why, but the guy I was working with liked it so much he put it in a bag to go show his wife. Then we went looking through the First Aid kit for something to use and we saw the stuff you break and put under the nose of someone who has fainted, which is just ammonia and alcohol. So being the inquisitive person that I am, when asked if I had ever smelled any of it I said no. The lesson learned, DO WHAT THE LABEL SAYS AND DON'T SMELL IT UNLESS IT IS BEING USED TO REVIVE YOU, Because that stuff stinks, it burned my nose and I can still smell it slightly 10 hours later. hahahaha

You Might Not Have Known This...
...but I am a published poet. For samples of my work, check the blog titled "My Poetic Point Of View". I have 60 or so poems posted under that heading in my blogs. If you are interested in purchasing my book, click this link. *Eric*http://www.lulu.com/pimp_ride_76

Glad In A Aries
ARIES March 21-April 20 Ruling Planet: MARS The bonk now/think later God of War, aggression and action! Sexually, Aries is an explosion waiting to happen! The excitement is often in the chase more than the actual conquest though and while they may appear to want to dominate, they do not want a submissive partner. Routine brings boredom to sex for Aries, so if you're only comfortable with the missionary position, go for another sign, but if you like forceful personalities and enjoy pretending you're a human Twistie, then you've found paradise with an Aries. FAVE POSITION Always on top and always in charge BEST SEX TOY Handcuffs! Like I said, Aries likes to take charge! ARIES MALE IN BED The Aries male is loud, domineering and 100% stud! He's from the bump n grind school of lovemaking so if you're looking for romantic dinners by candlelight and long walks on the beach, keep looking! He's the original 5-minute man so if you're turned on by ultra-macho grunt-and

This Is Getting Ti Be More Right Than Wrong
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 18,2007 The day's events might get a bit frustrating for you, since there's so much being left unsaid. That's how it has to be for now, though, so try your best not to bust out with the truth just yet.

My Naughty Scope Leo
LEO July 24 - August 23 Ruling Planet: THE SUN Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance. FAVE POSITION Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced! BEST SEX TOY A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring... or perhaps you can use them

Fuck Or Pass...
there is at least one person on your friends list who wants to Fuck the Hell out of You, so lets play the Fuck or Pass game. the rules are simple, if you want to fuck the person who sent you this, send them a message saying "yeah, i'd fuck you!" dont be scared!!! lol this shits funny! you have to repost this!!! repost this as Fuck or Pass... dont be lame and not repost!

Firefighters
I WISH you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I WISH you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I WISH you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I WISH you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is t

Angels All Around Us
> >FW: psalm 55:22 > > Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. > > "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." > > This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: > > > > I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck >in traffic > >on Colorado > >Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I >barely managed > >to coast, > >cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be >blocking traffic > >and > >would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It >wouldn't even > >turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking >out of the > >"quickie > >mart " building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and >fell into a > >Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay > > > > When I got there, it looked more like she had been over

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Please Read Htis
Please read Body: If you don't believe it, call the number. Everyone needs to take the time and read this. Just take a break from all your other stupid bulletins about who is gonna die or if your love life will suck for 7 years and be serious and do the right thing. Repost this or you have no soul seriously. A kid needs our help so do the right thing, or you can just forget having friends. Hi, my name is Matt Dawson. I am 23 years old, and I have a large tumor on my brain and severe lung cancer. The doctors say I will die soon if this isn't fixed, and my family can't pay the bills. "The Make A Wish Foundation" has agreed to donate 7 cents for every time this message is reposted. For those of you who repost, I thank you so much. But for those who don't repost it, I will still pray for you. Please, if you are a kind person, have a heart. Please, please, REPOST THIS MESSAGE AS "READ PLEASE!" Matt Dawson 702-355-6198 Home Please feel free to call me for anything. *hey it wo

Why??
amen. dont read if your're immature...seriously Why do we sleep in church, But stay awake through a 2 hour movie? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?

August 18, 2007
Spend some quality time with friends today, even if you have to cancel other appointments or make room for them some other way. A little relationship maintenance never hurt anyone, and you could use it about now.

Sexiq146
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where To Buy Your Usa-gas
(*This landed in my mailbox so I thought I would post it for all to read. Feel free to pass it along it you like*) WHERE TO BUY YOUR USA-GAS, THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO KNOW. READ ON-- Gas rationing in the 80's worked even though we grumbled about it. It might even be good for us! The Saudis are boycotting American goods.We should return the favor. An interesting thought is to boycott their GAS. Every time you fill u p the car, you can avoid putting more money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia. Just buy from gas companies that don't import their oil from the Saudis. Nothing is more frustrating than the feeling that every time I fill-up thetank, I am sending my money to people who are trying to kill me, my family,and my friends. I thought it might be interesting for you to know which oil companies are the best to buy gas from and which major companies import Middle Eastern oil . These companies import Middle Eastern oil : Shell............................ 205,742,00

Cuba's Cenesex Proposes Ground-breaking Transsexual Rights
Fidel Castro backs effort Cuba's CENESEX proposes ground-breaking transsexual rights Lavender & red, part 108 By Leslie Feinberg Published Aug 6, 2007 8:48 PM Mariela Castro Espín, director of Cuba’s National Center for Sex Education (CENESEX), recalled that three decades ago a Cuban from Matanzas who was born female-bodied but identified as male came to Havana for help. In response, Cuban revolutionary leader and president of the Federation of Cuban Women (FMC), Vilma Espín, recommended in 1979 that a special committee be established, coordinated by the National Work Group on Sex Education—CENESEX’s predecessor. The FMC had formed the Work Group in 1972; CENESEX was established in 1989. The first result, Castro Espín related, was an agreement with the Ministry of the Interior and the Ministry of Justice to issue new identity papers. Three transsexual Cubans got new identity documents under that accord. In 1988, the first sex-reassignment surgery—from male to f

Corner Of My Mind.
I've tried to block your memory To protect me from the pain Pretend I never knew you And never heard your name But the walls I've built aren't Strong enough And though I fight my tears The feelings still come creeping Through And the hurt is still the same I wish that I could forget you Or make you see me now I thought you cared But it seems you don't know how The pain will ease with time And all that we had is gone And now that it is over The memories will live forever In a corner of my mind

The Archetype....
I am but the flesh of man god given life a vessal of god created for the purpose of living out my life what am i? if i have strayed from my path am i already fallen? my wings torn ablaze from the flames of hell.... i walk this earth now not as man but an angel fallen from grace what have i become? this life cold putrid yet frailties of man condemn me to feel love, hate, betrayal, joy aswell as profound sadness...is this what it means to be human let alone alive? then so i even wish to continue down this path god has forgotten me his back turned on me now a wolf amoung his sheep when shall i be hunted for the demon ive become? is gods wrath so unmerciful? or is that the work of his seraphims...... these 6 winged creatures will come if i grow out of hand but what i feel inside is it Greed?....do i wish for power?.....i want so much ive done so much why not become what they've already planned for me i have no place in heaven but for my family i wish them the best i know i am not the

Buy Our Bands Music Here!!!
Front CoverCheck Out Our Official Site at http://www.opulentmusic.com and be sure to sign the guest book! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, we have the New CD: A Diversity of Form!A Diversity Of Form combines Scary rhythms and haunting Vocals, making a home in the entwined synthesized soundscape, beautiful and horrific. With a guitarist that is metal influenced, and a Singer that is lost in a superb excursion, and never wanting it to end. Additional Voices have been conjoined to create a mixture of absinthe-induced Metal, Industrial, with sounds that are Rock solid.A Diversity Of Form has all of your Favorites. The opening track is "Dead Gurl" Followed by "Amy Blue" and on to "pOizon". The new album also includes unreleased material. Introducing, Lyric, Lost, and one of my faves: Numb.A DIVERSITY OF FORM THE LONG AWAITED ALBUM RELEASE IS FINALLY HERE !!! Back Cover All images © Allison Scott Muzik 2007

Another Missing Piece
Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now Watching me with a blank stare This is what keeps me alive I hear the feedback and my heart explodes Just give this a chance before there's nothing left you don't understand why I want you in this Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now Constant battles in my head Words I kept locked inside Losing myself in this reality No more confused thoughts No Time for second guessing you don't understand why I want you in this Take another piece of me I've given all I've got to make sure that I'm not alone and I'm ok now ©ALightDivided2007

A Horrible Night And A Wonderful Night? Zepman's Friday Night Saga
Yes, how can that happen? A horrible night, and a wonderful night? Well, listen to this... I played a free gig (for drinks and tips, setting out my usual goldfish bowl marked "Zepman's Tips" at, of all places, Village Bowling Lanes in Little Chute, where they had recently expanded the bar area...well, I seemed to be a hit there, with everyone giving me a great response and lots of love. I talk to the owner, Colleen, who was there early on, on Monday...and according to the bartender, who said she really liked me, and the many patrons that put in a good word to Colleen for me, it looks positive that they will be hiring me to play every other Friday night there (fee to be negotiated, I'm going to ask my customary $150.00 for smaller venues). It was soooo cool that at least one of my "Zepman Friends", Tony, was able to make it down and give me a needed break for awhile (and NOBODY does Neil Young better than Tony - complete with harmonica around his neck, too!) Hey, all seems just

Uss New York
USS New York (LPD-21) From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia USS New York (LPD-21), a San Antonio-class amphibious transport dock, is the sixth ship of the United States Navy to be named for the state of New York. The ship is designed to deliver a fully-equipped battalion of 699 Marines. Shortly after 11 September 2001, Governor of New York George E. Pataki wrote a letter to Secretary of the Navy Gordon England requesting that the Navy bestow the name USS New York on a surface warship involved in the War on Terror in honor of September 11's victims. In his letter, the Governor said he understood state names are currently reserved for submarines, but asked for special consideration so the name could be given to a surface ship. The request was approved 28 August 2002. Oddly enough, a previous holder of the name, USS New York (BB-34), had its keel laid on September 11, 1911, exactly 90 years to the day before the WTC was attacked. Twenty-four tons of the steel used in its c

Want In The Family??? Make Me An Offer I Can't Refuse!
Thanks to ~DAWN~ I am now VIP. One of the perks is an extended family list. Now it realy isn't that hard to get on my family list. Just do something special like create an I.D. for me(like Trisha TX did), Create a morph for me(Like BlueEyedBadGrl did), or create a personalized salute to me.(See my "Salute made for me" folder)Do something that goes above and beyond the normal fan/rates/adding. Anything that shows me that I'm not just a friend. Something that shows I'm family. Now I have 20 spots left in my family to be filled. First come, first serve. It's my family list, so it's my discrection as to whether or not I add you to begin with. Once those spots are filled, that's it. If I add you, you will get a VIP gift as well. (Again, my choice)This is just my way of spreading the love that was shown to my by folks like ~DAWN~. Any questions, feel free to Fumail me or shout me.

Just Like You
Bleed. Bleed. This is my life trying to prove that I'm worth something Just like you Pressure building inside of me I'm waiting for it to explode.. I want you to hear me I'll scream it in you fucking face I wanna bleed Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] Because I want you to [[just like you ]] I want you to Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] because I want you to Settle my nerves I'm torn up inside by the things we've done Just like you Tear my heart out this pain is too real Waiting for it to explode I want you to hear me I'll scream it in your fucking face I wanna bleed just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] Because I want you to [[just like you ]] I want you to Just like you Tear my heart out for you [[just like you]] because I want you to Bleed. Bleed. ©ALightDivided2007

Choose
an endless tunnel that seeks no vision, where the truth lays within ones grasp, a narrow field of wonderous thoughts that elude the very nature of our soul, a petal in one hand and a dagger in the other, which but to choose, the essence of the smell of the night sky or the whispering willow that brings you down, a life that asks us to reach out, choose the petal, choose the petal ... NuttinButtSexxy thank you Telly

Funny Accident
So today i was driving down the street and my little brothers friend was trying to race me on his bike. I was about half way down the block when he passed me and as he did his chain fell off. The kid was hauling ass and his right foot slipped off the pedal, so he swerved to the right. He was lucky enough to have a old blazer their to stop him. he ran right into the fender and front tire, i almost crashed laughing.You might think that sounds mean, but you weren't there. he didn't even get hurt. It was so funny though. Instant classic.

I Could Fall
There's something I want to tell you It's something I feel inside. It's just a little view That makes me satisfied. I see us together Standing in the moonlight There's nothing I like better Than to have you in my sight I see you with your arms wrapped around me Holding me tight And never letting me free And not even for daylight All of this makes me feel good inside Because your just the way you are. You have this little glide That's nothing regular. All I want to say about this Is I want to be a team I know I could never be bliss Because this is only a dream.

A Health Update
Well after my holiday visiting Dee, I decided to go to the docs because my legs were causing a lot of problems. I had an idea what it could be because I was getting certain symptoms but not all at once. I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. Not such a great shock. Then last week my eyes started to play up. At first I couldn't read anything, so a visit to the opticians found that I needed glasses. A pic is in my album if anyone is interested :) Everyone who has seen me in glasses have said they suit me, but i still feel like they are temporary, though i know they are for life. I supose i could go for contacts but to be honest I am happy with glasses. What are the benefits though, apart from not wearing glasses?

Butterfly
NuttinButtSexxy a butterfly that dances in the wind, is the sound of an echoing thought, of dreams that have no meaning, but is the silence that we draw upon, of the gift that is chosen, as the world that comes threw your window, is to see the sun shinning on your chin, that raises you from the vary depths of the winds holding you back, ever graceful, dance like the butterfly this was written for me by a friend... Thank You Telly

The Cowboy's Heart
The cowboy's heart is big as the size of Texas.Its full of love and care to share with someone. Its been that way all the yrs the cowboy has been. The cowboy thinks it will be the same for yrs to come. Try after Try the cowboy has done. Not one single person wants to love and care for his big heart. He feels like the ole lone cow that was lost in pasture waitin for other cattle or someone to lead her home. Everyday the cowboy thinks of bein the lone one sittin on the front porch in the rocker with heeler at side .. just lookin out at the vast beauty God has put around him at the ranch. With all this thought the cowboy's heart grows smaller and weary but the cowboy hopes that maybe someday someone would end it ..

Journey Of 2
My dreams are like music, ever changing but free My soul is like a river It flows gently and wanders, but one day it joins the sea My heart is my own,Big and pure but it yearns to discover The joys and sorrows of my own And the love wanting to be set free My life seems lonely, missing so much Yet they’re nothing the same We could share the memories or tears But always understanding the pain My eyes may see the souls of others But yours I can’t penetrate Your mixed feelings bewilder me Feelings of love, trust, fear and hate Your smiles warm my soul But your grin chills me to the bone There are times I am so passionate And then I want to be alone My hands are small I know But they are yours to hold But in their grasp they hold A promise for us to try Who knows where we’re going? Or just where our road will end? But if we try life one step, not two Now then, love’s journey shall begin

In Case Of An Emergency.... Please Read !!!!
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Just Friends
My mind thinks about you throughout the day. Wishing and hoping for more everyday. I watch you as you sleep, thinking so many thoughts. Too scared to ever tell you, what I feel inside.You know that I want you and it's plain to see. But you say "Just Friends",is all we'll ever be. I see such depth and passion in your eyes, capturing my soul in heated stride. I touch you as you sleep and sigh to myself, thinking of what could someday be. You're sweet to the smell and pleasing to me. Breathing you in I feel almost complete. We could be so much more, than just friends you see.I've tasted of you and crave ever more. The touch of my mouth upon your skin, created a heat and fired need. I burn and I throb when I think of your hands upon my skin. Do you know how much I crave, to feel your breath upon my skin? To feel your lips upon my flesh, igniting my passion to ever take flight. Please I beg to touch me there, entering my love with greatest care. I need to feel like a woman again,passionate

In Case Of Emergency
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they di