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A Short Lesson To All Of Us
I have met so many people who maybe because they are lonely, have no support or have been put down begin to feel that they are a nobody..that is so wrong! WE all are so special and unique. WE all have gifts and are a joy. We all have something to offer whether it be a smile, a way of listening or just being ourselves with truth, honor and dignity. To live in fear is the biggest stumbling block to believing in ourselves. Hiding our gifts for fear of not being accepted will weigh ourselves down with a burdon that is so bone crushing that many just want to give up. Never give up - ever! Next time this may happen to you...try hard to remember that you are not alone, somebody loves you and cares. The Creator loves and accepts you no matter what and that is so amazing. He has put put people in your path to physically hug,love accept you. I am not a religious person per say. I don't follow a doctrine..nope! I do believe though that there is a higher power whatever the name. To me t

98,000 To Godmother
PLEASE DONT LET POINTS SCARE YOU AWAY THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE RATING..FOR THE NEW LEVELERS KEEP IN MIND WE HELPED GODFATHER 3 IN 1 DAY WITH OVER 310,000 POINTS. Its time for a new God Mother on Fubar.She's about 980,000 off of God Mothering. Please during Happy Hour stop by and rate her pictures and stash. She's a leveler and is always helping everyone else level up. So for todays target on happy Hour hit her and spank her hard. Kimmy@ fubar

My Xxx Nsfw
Just to be clear - I have a series of photos of my gorgeous wife, her girlfriend and I in my NSFW folder. I wish Fubar had a way to flag access by individual friends as there are many I would love to provide access to those folders. Instead I have to restrict access only to "family". So, if you want access, you must ask me. They are very NSFW and XXX. I will however use discretion in allowing people to look. Bi-women and lesbians will love them.

Soulmates
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. -Aristotle Sometimes in an ordinary life something extraordinary happens - Love... Love that is so rare and special that it's a gift from heaven itself - the love of a soulmate. It will change you forever and it will always be with you. Your life will never be the same again no matter how much time has passed. Years after meeting your soulmate you will call his/her name with a longing and ache in your heart like you've never felt before. You will know what a unconditional love feels like and all the mysteries of life and the universe will be revealed to you. God himself will whisper his secrets in your ear and you will know Love. Will you follow your souls destination or will you close your heart and run away? That choice will be yours. Still, at the end, if nothing else, you will be able to say "I have loved.." After all, that's all there is... Nothing else is real. There are no questions or doubt.

I Hate Second Shift Work
And soon I will be returning to it. I really need to find another job. I can't do this another series of months. I have a life and don't want it to be compromised for work (even though i need it to pay bills). I gotta find some other place to work. Some place that pays more than where i work now. A nice 8$ an hour job would be nice 40 hours a week @ $320 a week and $640 bi-weekly. It will be $1280 each month. I can use that to pay a lot of bills and old debts and every other thing I need to pay after rent and whatnot. I really need to quit this and find a new one. I need some place else. I will miss the people i work with but money comes first in a situation like this. Besides I want to buy a car and start investing not to mention I want to go back to school and start paying for classes.

Just One Is All We Need!!!!
WILL YOU PLEASE CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND RATE IT 10 OR EVEN 11 AND LEAVE A COMMENT ON IT THANKS ALOT :D (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ~ Trying To Be 1st Brit Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR' on '2007-08-16 13:26:46')

The Real Me
This is the third blog in a series of blogs I am writing. The purpose of these blogs is to give you the reader a insight or a look into my life. The purpose of this blog is to focus on my time in Cuba and in the military. Although i cannot tell you everything I do know I will try to tell you as much as I can without getting myself into trouble. Before i begin this blog I would like to tell you exactly why I have taken the time to open up to you and write these blogs. Conway Twitty once said in his song "Thats my Job" , "I make my livin' with words and rhymes and all the tragedy Should go into my head and out instead as bits of poetry". These lyrics stood out to me because I guess I understood what he meant. During the process of writing part two of this blog and part three I have been texting dallas. I have been telling her the purpose of this is the hope you the reader would be inspired through my trajedy. Dallas is one of my biggest supporters, and i thank her for that.

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2.You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward

Paranormal Investigations
Have you ever had an experience you could not explain? Have you heard your name called in the night? Has your pet stared into the corner or run away for no reason? Have you been visited by a departed loved one? My name is Dave and I am a paranormal investigator. I was recently accepted in The Paranormal Research Asssociation of Ireland. We base our investigations purely scientific means. This does not however mean we disapprove the use of mediums, we just choose to follow this path. I myself have experienced many things which I could not explain some good some bad. If you have had any experiences please share. Here are a few things we use: flashlights, EMF/ELF meters, IR thermometers, hydro thermometers, night vision, digital/35mm cameras, 0 lux camcorders, stud finder, beam breakers, and loads of extra batteries/tapes. I believe that many so called paranormal activity can be explained however it it what's left over that keeps people like me going into dark places or stayin

Facing This On My Own....i Don't Know If I Can Do This
Well Galen got baker acted yesterday for 3 days and I am having to deal with him not being here by myself. I feel like a big part of me is being ripped out right now. I had a nervous breakdown and they had to hospitalize me overnight. I got to where I was supposed to be (same place as him) and they tell me that I can't see him or talk to him and then they tell me that he has told them that he doesn't know me. I was put in a room by myself while he got to run around talking with the other females. I got pissed off and told the hospital that they weren't helping me by keeping me in the hospital and that i just wanted to go go. So needless to say I am out and i am just waiting on him to get out. I am trying to be strong, but he is my rock and i depend on him for everything. if anyone has been through this please let me know. I really need encouragement right now.

Love
i seen this while drivin in my car i liked it so i wrote it down too share with yall hope ya like Love Love is patient love is kind It does not envy it does not boast It is not proud it is not rude It is not self-seekin it is not easy angered It keeps no records of wrongs Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth It always protected always trusts always hopes always preserves Love never fails i hope yall liked it coz i did

I Miss My Friends
im really missing my friends on here and im trying my hardest to get on here and say hello to ya all..it makes me sad*tear* i feel like im losing touch wit all u...if ya got yahoo send me a private message and i will add u cuz i get on yahoo thru my phone...so hit me up luv ya all kells!

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You Might Be A Swinger If........
Found this on the 'net, and had to laugh like crazy. So many of these are true. Feel free to post a comment, or, add to the list. YOU MIGHT BE A SWINGER IF: 1. You see a really hot girl walking down the street and you say to yourself "I wonder if she'll do my wife!" 2. Every bottle of liquor in your house has a big sticker with your membership number or couple name on it. 3. You are running out of excuses to tell your baby-sitter why you come home at 4 am on Saturday nights/Sunday mornings and have a Freshly F'cked look. 4. Your closet is filled with 5" high heeled shoes and you have more lingerie than most department stores. 5. You close an email to your sister with Bi Bi. 6. You go to Jamaica once a year and "Hedo" means something to you. 7. You are running out of reasons to tell your "normal" friends why you can't go out with them. 8. At work, when someone tells of a risque‚ sexual adventure, most are shocked or stunned, and you say "Cool!" 9. All of

Two Sides To Balance
“Living with contradiction, holding together polarities, making room for divergence leads to vitality and enables us to see opposites not as dead ends but as a series of open doors.” -- Elizabeth J. Canham I have been focusing on balance lately and learning much about myself. All forces in nature continually seek balance. We’re most grounded and stable when we balance the head and heart, feeling and thinking, the inner and the outer and the extremes of dualities. Growth, on the other hand, comes when we’re off balance. Being off balance creates tensions, new experiences and the dynamics of life. All life is cyclic and cycles take us out of balance – rising and falling, visiting the extremes of highs and lows. Like the back and forth swing of a pendulum, our experience of duality must include both the positives and negatives, like love and fear, health and disease, joy and grief. We can’t swing in just one direction. To grow in consciousness, we must honour the integrity

My Tasteful Treasures Party
All you ladies out there in the Fredericksburg area or surrounding counties, I am having a Tasteful Treasures Party Saturday August 18th at 5p.m. This is an all girls party but there will be a guy/girl after party to follow. If you are interested PLEASE LET ME KNOW so I can give you directions and if you are interested in purchasing something but cannot make it you can go to www.tastefultreasures.com and purchase something from there I think it gives me the credit for your purchases!!!!!!! Please support our sex toy industry,lol!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bar Fly
What type of partier are you? Your Result: Bar Social Butterfly Not quite as bad as the 'bar slut', you like to get a bit ripped and become everyone's new best freind. You talk to everyone and anyone, keep people laughing, and with enough liquor you become the professional comedian. You get into deep-thought topics with fellow drunks, get people crying on your shoulder when they vent to you, and end up with hundreds of phone numbers of people that you simply can't recall in your cell-phone all the time.Hardcore drunk The rock-star party animal Bar Slut The Lurker The designated driver The Socialite

Emotional Test
'Emotion Test' scroll down Don't cheat. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black, blue , green , or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)

Making A Baby
MAKING A BABY > > > (There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny!) > The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a >surrogate father to start their family. > > On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his >wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." > Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby >photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. > Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' > "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed. "I've >been expecting you." > "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did >you know that babies are my specialty?" > "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and >have a seat." > After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" > "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on >the couch, and perhaps a couple on

Mirror Twins (i’m Not Just A Reflection)
Mirror Twins (I’m Not Just A Reflection) Look through the foggy mirror ….. tell me if the world beyond it is as wacky as the world within. Because I feel just like a reflection, trapped behind twenty years of glass [lost inside the eyes I see staring back at me.] The sky isn’t blue anymore. And home seems too far to reach my bones are breaking from holding on so tightly. But even with the blood that falls, and the scabs that conquer my skin. [It’s hard to feel when you’re numb.] And this boy I see looks nothing like me. He looks too happy. It’s obvious that the storm from outside is Now located in his head. And I can hear the lightening strike like heavy hearts falling. But really, the thunder roars as loudly as blood through veins deprived of oxygen . And I've always been afraid of awakening to that pounding with no idea of how to stop it. [there is no way to wipe tears through Broken glass. The mor

As I Grow Wit Out My Babys
WEN I WAS LIL I HAD NO 1 . NOW THAT I HAVE ME BABYS I WISH I CAN SOME HOWE REDEW MY YEARS.I WANT 2 BEABLE RASE MY EYEBROW AND SAY LOOK IM A GREAT DAD.IM NOT JUST SOME THUG I SIT ALONE MY DREAM MY LIFE MY SOUL MY BREATH MY AIR NOTHING CAN STAND BETWEEN ME AND MY LIL SOLDIERS

Quote From Bishop Carlton Pearson
In reality,hell is not such an intention of God as it is an invention of man. God is love and people are precious. Authentic truth is not so much taught or learned as it is remembered. Somewhere in your pre-Incarnate consciousness you were loved absolutely because you were. Loved absolutely,and in reality,you still are! REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

You Know You Are Living In 2007, When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played Solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 4. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 50) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're re

Punches, Kicks, Stances, Oh My! Part 4
Good afternomorning my Fubaraholics! Hope you are found well today, and if not hope you are just found! This is the last of these basics blogs. After this I can talk to you about the forms themselves! (cause then you'll understand!)The last thing we have to cover is stances. The way you stand to deliver or receive an attack can be just as important, and many times, more important then the attack. These control accuracy, balance, movement, pretty much all that is involved in TKD. Stances are the breath of life in a fight. They can harm or save. If you have any questions ask me! Choon Bee - This is the ready stance, the basis and starting position of all stances. Very simple. Start with the feet together, then step out with the left foot till its right about shoulder width. The hands come up to the chin area then come to rest in front about belt high, hands in fists. Front stance - This is the bread and butter stance of most all martial arts. This is a strong and qui

Ancient Breed
You scored as Drow, You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow83% Wolf75% Sorceress75% Zombie58% Faerie58% Elf50% Goddess50% Dragon50% Vampyre50% Shadow Spirit42% What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

In God We Trust
IN GOD WE TRUST When you can't see the sky And the only thing you see is rain Know that God is there he sees your pain. Just call his name and he will be there To dry your tears and to wash away these fears You will see a brighter day Just let God show you the way

Tasha's First Day Of Pre K!!!!
Well Tash started pre k today, that was major fun!!! and well, other than that... nothin new... she went to pre k... i dropper her off, took some pics, cried... although, i SOOO wasn't the only mommy crying, and then left.... they only go from 9 to 1030 the first two days... so it isn't as rough on them or the mommies... thankfully... but tash really seems to love pre k... she's excited about going... so thats a good sign.... hopefully she'll always be excited about going to school... she talked about her teacher and the snack they had, and they played outside and sang some songs.... so they had fun... i'm sure it'll get more "intense" as time goes by... but we'll see... it's only PRE K.... but she's loving it already... I feel so... OLD... my little baby is in PRE K already... i'm only 22 (23 next week!!!) and already about to be part of the PTA!!! Although they call it PTO here.... but still... OMG!!! I'm so excited though... for her mainly... i feel like i'm losing my baby girl... b

Weird Survey
Underwear SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comWhat's your favorite underwear you own?my grey and blue boy shortsWhat's the worst pair of underwear you own?white granny panties from when I was pregnantWhat's the most embarrassing underwear you own?refer to last answerWhat's your favorite color of underwear?black or greyWhat color underwear will you not wear?animal printedWhat's your favorite underwear on a member of the opposite sex?

My Daddy Was A Graverobber
In Salome Bob tells the story of what happened in London. First you have the exact date. 5th day of may. The events in London happened in may 1965. -I married Salome on the fifth day of May But I could not hold on to her very long So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong. He was on tour and therefore could not go "wrong"... -I came to a high place of darkness and light The dividing line ran through the center of town I hitched up my pony to a post on the right Went in to a laundry to wash my clothes down. Strangely Brian also recalls this event: -Didn't I see you down in San Antone on a hot and dusty night Weren't you eating eggs in Sammy's there when the black man drew the knife Didn't you drown the Jew in Rampton when he washed his sleeveless shirt With a Spanish speaking gentleman, the one that we call Kirk. This means something, but what? Entering David: -A man in the corner approache

Come By & Check Out These Works Of Art..
Below are some examples of the types of custom pictures I can make. There are more, of course, in my albums. If you would like one, send me either a shout or a private message. I can make pretty much any kind of picture, you just have to tell me what you like or want in yours. I'm still working on a few new ideas as well. All of these are just basic templates, including the fubar trading card, they can all be altered to each individual's taste. The only thing I ask is that you rate my profile and fan me first. Feel free to add me as a friend as well, if you haven't already done so. I will gladly make any pic you would like after that. Hope to hear from you soon! Lickety Split Fubar Trading Card Pics inset into backgrounds{This one was for a friend of mine, Presidential hopeful for 2008, another blog about him on my page, check it out} Animations using 2 pics

Leveling Up Thanks
I would like to thank everyone for all their help in leveling me up I sencerely thank everyone by saying you are all a ten, ten times ten to me so if you ever need any help plz when i am on line feel free to holla

You Pissed Me Off!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You came here with all the love in the world that people had to give you and yet you just came here to act stupid and crazy for what? You hurt so many people by not being yourself.I know you are smarter then this and your putting on a perttydamn bad front. You had every chance in the world here to follow a few but really simple rules. We were not trying to treat you like a kid but you know what if the diaper fits ware it because when I saw my girl in tears I will say that I wanted to walk right up into my living room and beat the living shit out of you. The only reason I didn't was because I love her so more then I have ever loved another female and you know that hers and my relationship will stand above this and all else. I don't wish you any harm but I have a feeling you will never reach home or once you do that you will kill yourself. Well let me just tell you now that you will get no more tears out of these eyes. So on your way you will go and I can say is I am glad to see you go,

New Youtube Channel Idea
So I've had this idea kicking around in my head for awhile now to start a new Youtube channel. I already have one but the videos in it are well.....well they're pretty retarded :) This channel will focus just on my artwork and the process of how it is created. So I'm thinking maybe start it off with an intro to what I'll be sketching any specific kinds of methods I'll be using, what medium, etc. Then comes the heart of the vid, the process. The camera will only be focussed on my hand and the drawing , and the footage will be sped up so it won't put you to sleep. I'll also have music playing in the background with the song selection having something to do with the theme of what I'm drawing. Was thinking about giving it a conclusion, more of me discussing the finished piece but that might be over doing it a bit. I think the intro and process are sufficient enough to work on it's own. So the name of the channel? Well it's a really cheesy name that's been sticking in my head for awhile

Hated
well it seems women dislike me i can never keep a girl intrested in me it sucks but i live with it i just wish people could accpet me for the super sarcastic jerk iam iam unique im cimplex iam myself people dont seem to like it and it sucks alot i really just needed to vent

Okay Here's Another Little Piece...
This is totally not done by a long shot... but hey... Hit it with comments... What do you think? What does it need? And Where should it go? ;) ------------------------------------------------- ::Saturday Afternoon:: I awoke the next afternoon and she was still asleep beside me, she had taken the cuffs off at one point and they were now easily accesible. I quietly moved from the bed and gently placed them around her wrists. and clamped them to the posts. restraining her naked body. I then put my pants on, before I proceeded to go out for coffee and doughnuts. When I returned she was awake, and staring at me, completely naked. I could smell her sex throughout the room, as I moved slowly to toe the bedside, and grabbed her shiny little butterfly knife. I flashed it over her, and her eyes became big. I threw the knife across the room, and removed my own from my bag. It was a good inch and a half longer than the puny butterfly knife, which I illustrated by holding it out fo

In The Words Of Cherry Brady...
Just a couple of quotes from one of my favorite porn models (yes, I said porn models, get over it!)... "Have you ever been dining at a restaurant and someone walks up to your table to introduce themselves or they are a distant acquaintance or whatever and they want to shake your hand? If you are that person who keeps extending your germ infested, butt picking hand to some poor diner who is just about to lift a taco to their lips, STOP IT, dammit!" "If people spent more effort working on their interior qualities such as character, personality and integrity, instead of nitpicking every perceived flaw on their exterior, then this world would be a much better place."

Biker Poem
A ride in the wind The open road has a way of bring oneself to inner peace. "My thoughts are mine and mine alone." When the day is done and all that you endured throughout your hectic day has passed. It's time to Ride. As one you ride with your Iron comrade firmly against your soul, and all that you feel together as you hit the open road. And only those who ride can truly under stand the meaning of Freedom. And how it calls you with relentless passion. For it is said, "To Live is to Ride, And to Ride is to Live." And to all those who have fallen to feel what we feel. My the day be yours. In Memory and in Spirit you are remembered. Ride with me always my friend. For when it is my time to pass, I know you will be there.

Back To Work
With school reopening next week, I will have much less time online. I am sending this note out to thank all of my friends who have been just that - friends! For all of you who have rated me, I am indebted to you. I will try and have tried to at least start most all of you. If I don't finish, I will be certain to bookmark you pages so I can start again where I left off! Thank you all and I hope I least see you online to send you comments!!!!! manly

Real Floridians
Just incase any of you "ex" Floridians have forgotten! You know you're from Florida when..... "Down South" means Key West. "Panhandling" means going to Pensacola. Flip-flops are everyday wear. Shoes are for business meetings and church. No, wait, flip flops are good for church too. Socks are only for bowling. Orange juice from concentrate makes you vomit. Tap water makes you vomit. Sweet tea can be served at any meal. An alligator once walked through your neighborhood. You smirk when a game show's "Grand Prize" is a trip to Florida. You measure distance in minutes. You have a drawer full of bathing suits, and one sweatshirt. You get annoyed at the tourists who feed seagulls. You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five Minutes. All the local festivals are named after a fruit. A mountain is any hill 100 feet above sea level. A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store,but Eve

Great Song Great Lyrics
I LOVE THIS SONG!! :p damn he too spunky :p reminds me of my first boyfriend [Scribe] Check it out, 1, 2, Hey yo, hey yo I came a long way since back in the day From a teenager trying to make a rap in this way Ever since I was a kid I had something to say Rocking mics was a dream I didn't care about pay I sacrificed late nights and going out with my friends Just to stay home alone with my pad and my pen Had my eyes on my prize, my mind on my goal As I carved these rhymes out with my heart and my soul I didn't have a CD, all I had was a tape On the dole through my flow was my only escape From a world where they didn't wanna see me prevail Didn't wanna see me take it all, they'd rather see me fail Its like [Chorus] I was down and out, struggling Wondering how I'm gonna make it through I got a dream, holding on I can't let go, 'cause I gotta make it come true [Scribe] Hey yo, I got a dream to make it big in New York Give up the drugs and alcohol, I did

164,000 To Godmother
Its time for a new God Mother on Fubar.She's about 164.000 off of God Mothering. Please during Happy Hour stop by and rate her pictures and stash. She's a leveler and is always helping everyone else level up. So for todays target on happy Hour hit her and spank her hard. Kimmy@ fubar

Fuck
i lost my phone yesterday...and im freaking out. not because i dont have anyones numbers or cant call anyone but because of whats on it. that phone had the last few pictures of my mom on it. it had a video of her dancing in the hospital elevator a couple of days before she became non-responsive. i dont even care if someone found the phone and wants to keep it. ill fucking give it to them. as long as i can have those pictures and videos back. thats i want. god damn i miss my mom

Better Now
I am so glad that things seem to be better. My car is supossed to be fixed today. I can't stand to be without a car. Such a pain for me and whoever has to drive me around. I hope they get it fixed fast! I have no idea why sometimes it seems like everything that can go wrong does. I usually handle those things well, but last week I sure didn't lmao. Now if it was just Friday at 6pm I would be elated!

One
just a thought I found interesting .... Current mood: contemplative Category: Life "At this moment, there are 6 billion, 4 hundred, 71 million, 8 hundred, 18 thousand, 6 hundred, 71 people in the world. Some are running scared.. some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day.. others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good, and some are good.. struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world, 6 billion souls -- and sometimes.. all you need is 1."

Will Loneliness Ever End?
You know how time seems to increase it's speed the older we get? I get the feeling now that at this stage in my life, turning 50 last November, I will never meet anyone nice with whom I can truly experience a mutually loving relationship with. Yes, I'm getting divorced (I've slept in the guestroom, alone, for the last 7 years, which gives an inkling why), and that's perhaps the one positive thing happening that will allow me to at least be in a position to meet someone (without feeling guilty or causing hurt)...but after being so lonely for so long, it's difficult for me to be positive about much these days (except for playing my guitar). Anyway, those are my thoughts on this day.

My Reply To Her....
Ya know something...That's fine. I ain't mad at ya. You're just one more person in the world that I'm going to wake up every morning and BRUSH OFF MY SHOULDER. I've been NOTHING but a friend to you and would have NEVER tried to get your PRECIOUS little baby girl to be gay or anything of the sort. THIS is MY life. If I choose to be with a girl, then that shouldn't matter to my REAL friend because to them, as long as I'm happy, THEY'RE happy. I REFUSE to change who I am to try and re-gain a friend I lost for all the WRONG reasons to begin with. You say you don't want gay/bisexual in your life or AROUND you? HONEY, LOOK AROUND. IT'S EVERYWHERE. Let me ask you this...And I HONESTLY mean no harm by it; What are you going to say if Emily grows up and decides she'd rather be with a woman? Are you going to disown her? Kick her out? Go without talking to your own DAUGHTER because she chose a different lifestyle than you wanted for her? I honestly hate to think that you may one day be one of tho

Crap
so today i am going in for a job interview...its the first one ive been on in 4 years...my last interview wasnt even a interview so i dont count it i was just hired...i know i am gonna kill at it...i am everything they are looking for...i know what im doing, ive done it before, ive got tons of proir experience, im never late, in my whole life ive never no call/no showed and only called in sick once...so i know i shouldnt have to much trouble with it...but for some reason im nervous as hell...so much so that im shaking a little...why is this i wonder...if i get this job it will almost be a step down from my last one so why am i so nervous...i dont know but its pissing me off...on a completely unrelated note i might have meet someone but its still way to early to tell anything

Sittin In The Hospital
Well I was admitted into the hospital I am here because my water broke they told me it is just a small leak they told me that if my water were to become an infection they would have to deliver my son i am 18 weeks so he wouldnt make it but so far he is doin great and we keep praying thati dont have to give birth any time soon

I'm Stunned Part 1
->THE VANILL...: yeah i give white people a bad name THE VANILL...: ITS WHITE PEOPLE LIKE U THAT GIVE GOOD REAL WHITE PEOPLE BAD NAMES..... ->THE VANILL...: and frankly i'm not scared of some kid called the vanilla gorilla ->THE VANILL...: oh really...well i am the one to joke with anyone no matter who they are THE VANILL...: I AINT THE ONE TO JOKE WITH..... ->THE VANILL...: whatever dude...its a fucking joke so don't get up in my shoutbox bitching about it when you set yourself up for it THE VANILL...: DONT CALL ME PAUL WALL BRO....LOL...FOR REAL...IM THE WHITEST WHITE BOY YOULL EVER SEE PATNA

Shameless Whor*s
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I'm Stunned
->THE VANILL...: word THE VANILL...: THATS TREAL...FOR SHEEZY MY WHITE BROTHER....ILL C U IN THE TRAFFIC GEE ->THE VANILL...: same here, you just gotta understand the regulars will bash mumms and be ruthless, so you just have to be ready THE VANILL...: I FEEL U..ALOT OF PEOPLE CUTTIN ME OFF AT ONCE I JUS STARTED KNOCKIN OUT THAT BOX U KNO.....I AINT MAD AT YA BRO ->THE VANILL...: and you've got to understand where i'm coming from, all i did was point out that you sounded like paul wall and then you get up in my shoutbox, no paul wall is a famous whit boy so i don't understand what the problem of me comparing you to him is THE VANILL...: U GOT TO UNDERSTAND WHERE IM COMING FROM.... ->THE VANILL...: well good theres not many people that do that so you've got my respect but saying i give white people a bad name is pretty fucked THE VANILL...: YOU SHOULDNT BE..DONT B SCARED OF NOBODY....ECSPECIALY ON THE INTERNET..U COME HATIN IM GONNA HIT U UP ON IT

Update
I just wanted to give everyone an update on my father. I went to see him yesterday and although with every thing that is going on he looks quite well. I found great comfort in knowing that even as sick as he is he doesn't seem to be in any pain. They had to cut a hole in his heel because the ganggreen has set in really bad in his leg and at this point it makes no sense to put him through the agony of removing the leg, so they have a machine hooked up to his heel draining out what infection they can. This way he is not in pain. The cancer has started to go upward and into his brain so he is starting to have some delusions more like living in the past. But he is still able to have a good conversation. Hospice is coming in just about everyday to make sure that he is comfortable and they have him on some pain medication. He is no longer taking the chemo pills as they were not helping and being as he is in stage 4 with the cancer there is really not much more that can be done b

Everyday, Ordinary American Men
Everyday, Ordinary American Men A Vietnam Veterans Tribute SOLDIER, SAILOR, AIRMAN, COAST GUARD, MARINE, FROM ALL ACROSS THE LAND THEY CAME, EVERY RACE, EVERY CREED. AS THIER FATHERS AND FOREFATHERS BEFORE THEM, WHEN THEIR COUNTRY CALLED THEY STEPPED FORWARD. ALBEIT AT A TIME WHEN THE NATION WAS EMBROILED IN BITTER DISCORD, AT THE PRIME OF THEIR YOUNG MANHOOD THEY DID NOT SHIRK FROM THE SPECTER OF WAR. CAUGHT UP IN A POLITICAL MAELSTROM NOT OF THEIR MAKING, THEY WERE HURLED ONWARD TO A RENDEZVOUS WITH HARDSHIP AND STRIFE. EVERYDAY, ORDINARY AMERICAN MEN THEY FOUND A HARSH, HOSTILE LAND, A FORBIDDING CLIMATE, A WAR RAVAGED PEOPLE, A FIERCE AND TENACIOUS ENEMY. AS THEIR FATHERS AND FOREFATHERS BEFORE THEM, THEY HELD THEIR BANNER HIGH. THEY FOUGHT IN EVERY CLIME AND PLACE WHERE THEY COULD TAKE A GUN. SCORES OF THOUSANDS MADE A SUPREME AND LONELY SACRIFICE, DYING IN A FOREIGN LAND, LONGING FOR LOVED ONES FAR AWAY, NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN. SCORES O

Why I Love To Cook.
My cooking for myself started the beginning of my sixth grade year. My mom had gotten into a car accident one night while I was home alone. My dad was on a business trip. She had called me to say she was going to stop at a fast food restaurant to pick up dinner, and she never came home. A few hours after not hearing anything, my neighbors came to my door saying the police had called them instead of calling me directly because they didn't want me to freak out. I was going to freak out either way, but I suppose it would have been more traumatic if they had called me. I spent the night at my neighbors, who at the time was one of my best friends. I still talk to his parents here and there, and he is only a couple towns away from me right now, but I haven't seen him or his brother, or his parents for that matter, since they moved about a year or so after my mom's accident. One of the neighbors that told me took me to the hospital so that I could see for myself that she was ok

Its Time For A New Godmother
Its time for a new God Mother on Fubar.She's about 170.000 off of God Mothering. Please during Happy Hour stop by and rate her pictures and stash. She's a leveler and is always helping everyone else level up. So for todays target on happy Hour hit her and spank her hard. Kimmy@ fubar

Love Is....
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Who Is A Vietnam Veteran
WHO IS A VIETNAM VETERAN I am your neighbor. I am your mailman. I'm your local policeman. I'm your local fireman. I'm homeless. I'm messed up! I'm an attorney. I'm a doctor. I'm a chief executive. I'm any man, every man. I'm every American! I'm a Vietnam Veteran, and damn proud of it! We're legion - and some of us have forgotten our pride. We left these shores thinking various thoughts. Some of us were looking for adventure and excitement. Some of us were "running away" from things at home. Many of us were hoping to grow up. Some of us never had the opportunity. Others of us squandered that chance. And most of us accomplished our individual goals. We are proud Americans, regardless of the outcome that politicians dictated for Vietnam. WELCOME HOME, BROTHERS!

$10,000.00
Thats how much my life is worth. I lost my job in June and haven't been able to find work and I've run out of money. I haven't paid my bills for the first time in my life. I have no family to help me. So I'm tempted to put a bullet in my head. Another thing is I couldn't beg a man to date me. I broke up with one of the loves of my life in February and have gone out with 5 guys since then. I'm either never skinny enough, pretty enough, willing to have sex enough, or plan old anything enough. So the only thing that keeps me from killing myself is I don't own a gun. I'm tempted to try pills again, but it never works. No place is private enough for me to hang myself....

First Day Back To School
yeap thats right my friends and family as of today i have started back to school. i have four classes on Tuesdays and will at school from 8:30 am to 9 pm (thank god though i have a 5 hour break) and only 3 classes on Thursdays and go from 8:30 am to 1 pm. my current classes are 1. Human Growth and Development, 2. Business Law and Legal Enviroment, 3. Economics (macro) and 4. Speech (only on tues night). so if anyone knows much about classes 2 & 3 ur are more than welcome to help me out with them if ya want. I'll keep everyone informed of whats going on with school and each class as soon as much as im able and when i see it fit, so no it wont be daily or even weekly. well wish me luck, im gonna need it with this semester. feel free to talk to me whenever you want and if im unavalible i'll get back with you asap. love lil devil

I Don't Understand.
The basic concept of wanting to be alone. And then harping because you are. I mean, is it because you want attention? If soooo, just say you want attention. Why make a big deal of out something you initiated anyway? IDK. Sometimes I just wanna open fire on certain people. But fists do the best damage. :D

Dear Vietnam Veteran,
Dear Vietnam Veteran, I know I should have written much sooner. I can't say why I did not. Out of fear of admitting to myself, you were there, fighting a war. Or maybe ashamed. Ashamed that I never accepted the things you felt you had to do. Whatever it is, I know how it must hurt. Believe me when I say it hurts me more. I have the burden of your hurt plus that of my own. The pain of not being able to show my true feeling towards you. I am not writing this for the months you served in Vietnam, but for the many years, you were left alone with only your brother Veterans. You served proudly and it went unmentioned. For a long time, I've wanted to express the words. The words an honorable Veteran needs to hear. For a long time, I've wanted to hold you during your times of pain. God knows I wanted to. And only He knows why I never found the courage. I do not remember what I use to say; maybe I do not want to remember. All I know is I hope that it is not too late to give

Don't You Just Love Hypocrites?
Ok, I just added u into my thingie on here... Youre the first... Aintcha proud?! I do miss you and I know you are probably thinking yeah right but I, and Ive already explained myself b4, but we arent the same people anymore... we both have grown up so much and apart to say the least, I dont agree with the gay and bisexual people and that IS hard to say to you cause I know you are bisexual and I just dont want that kinda stuff around me or in my life whatsoever... Im trying to get right with God and now that ive been able to bring a baby into this world it is my job to make sure I teach her the rights and wrongs of the world and to be homosexuality is just as wrong as abortions... Im sorry but if I aint true to you then im not true to myself... Im not the same Melinda I used to be either, I used to not say how I really felt about stuff but now ive learned thats the only way to get by in life, I DO still care about you and I miss your mama terribly... But Im sure by now your mama has

Sexy Luv
i just got done having sex with mi ex-gurlfriend in high school,she gonna be a senoir next tw0 years,am going to college we broke up but she just can't stop calling and sending me her nude pic's.lol so she came over to-day and i happend to be very horny,so we got it on.lol 3and a half hours straight up.lol

Ballad Of A Nazi Man
Where did Dylan go wrong? If he had any intention of helping Brian. He suggested that Brian should kill a man inside a song. To make it better he could give a little money to charity. He only had to grab the axe so to speak. Firstly you don't kill folks you don't know. Secondly there was a danger that the other person put inside that song would be filled with so much terror that he would become a bomb trying to prevent it. If that theory is correct, Dylan was killing Nico. Memento Hodie from 1968 means that Nico knew these concequences, possibly because of discussions with Brian. Seen as a killing of Nico the last verse looks like this: Well, you walk into the room: She was not there, she is the only one that does enter that room apart from Lennon who in some sence already was there, if she enters it is dangerous. Like a camel and then you frown: Anyone entered a room and shown their real face? A small nearly invincible frown? A joke about camels? You put your eyes in

Best Girls On Fubar - Bar None!
THEY ARE ALL LIKE ANGELS. LOOK AT THEM! GO AND CHECK THEM OUT IF YA DON'T BELIEVE ME!! FAN THEM, RATE THEM, ADD THEM, EVEN CRUSH THEM IF YOU ARE SO INCLINED. JUST DO SOMETHING FOR THESE SEXY LADIES! ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~ BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}

What Is A Vet?
What is a vet? · Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. · Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg – or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul’s alloy forged in the refinery of adversity. · Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem. · You can’t tell a vet just by looking. · What is a vet? · He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers did not run out of fuel. · He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. · She – or – he is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. · He is

Just Got Back From An Interview...
So, I finally scored an interview with a company downtown today, went in, and I think it went pretty well. The job is for an "Electronic Document Technician" or the like. Basically, this company is a document services company, specializing in litigation work for trials and lawsuits and stuff. Very cool people, very laid back environment, but looks like it'll be pretty busy. Good stuff! We'll see if I get to sign paperwork soon, hopefully. So now that that's over... erm... either someone freakin' talks to me, or I'm gonna' go play WoW lol... hmm... what to do, what to do. :P

State Tries Mandatory Health Care
Devil is in the details of Mass. health care law Businesses, individuals wrestle with implications of universal insurance http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20255585/ By Bill Dedman Investigative reporter MSNBC Updated: 5:54 a.m. ET Aug 16, 2007 ON CAPE COD, Mass. - Grill cook David Smith is feeling pretty healthy, thank you, and he isn't happy that the government is forcing him to sign up for health insurance — even if it may be good for him. But cook Scott Carter wishes he'd had insurance last year, when he got socked with $9,000 in medical bills. An experiment is cooking in Massachusetts, which invented everything, or so its residents will tell you. And they can stake an honest claim for basketball, chocolate chip cookies and Technicolor, not to mention the American Revolution. Now Massachusetts is tinkering with universal health insurance. By Dec. 31, nearly everyone in the state will be required to have an insurance card. The Massachusetts plan is a political exp

Why I Don't Trust Many People Anymore
I thought I should write a blog since I have nothing else to do. Yeah. Most of you are saying you had a kid how can you be bored. Well, I'll explain. I was car wreck with 5 other people. My best friend Shelly, My husband Justin, My brother James, was my friends Ali and Nick. We were going up to Ozzfest when Ali wrecked her van. Ali's van had a L shape backseat (which started behind the driver's seat and went to the back and went to the right to make a L shape seat) there was no cushions or seat belts. Ali was in the driver's seat, Nick was in the passager seat beside Ali. Shelly was in the backseat right behind Ali, then me, then James, then Justin. Ali was going 100 mph on the highway. Justin and James seen a car ahead of us with it's hazards and flat tire. They told her to slow down. But she didn't listen and kept going. She came up on it and tried to slow down and then she push on the gas to move in the other lane but the was a truck so she tried the other side and it was too late

Judas Iscariot... Are U Still There?
"JUDAS ISCARIOT" ARE U STILL THERE? long live the traitors ! some good hearted people have reported my picture as NSF - though not..it was just me, a guy in briefs.. no exhibitionism at all...even quite few of you have admired this photo and ripped this to your page.. but now its removed.. your friend in brief has just gone.. ok.....its all in the game. so this is my new primary picture you are seeing now.. my picture may be removed .....but i know my friends.... its quite impossible to remove me from your good hearts ..its for me ever .. i have not hurt any of u so far..i have solved many of ur problems when u contact me through "shout box" or by pvt message.. im damn sure that all my friends at least would leave a shout / message to me in sympathy....ty... i am ever your " lov "

Me
I didnt want people to think I wanted something.. other than a few rates and friends I guess huh lol I been doing so much thinking lately. Im 32 years old.. and yess I have a issue with that. The number sounds old to me. I feel 19 why cant I stay that way?? Eating corn on the cob with Mom at the table.. scary movies and popcorn.. talkin on the phone for hours with friends. That comfort feeling ya know..??? When my son was diagnosed with Autism .. since I was not working out side of the home.. I turned to the computer for friends. support and comfort. I met my husband online on a cam chat site on one of them long awake nites lol We met lots of good friends there.. even had a few of them over for a holiday dinner :) which was totally awsome I must say. CC closed.. and lots of ppl didnt stay in touch. but the few good ones did. Cherry Tap became OUR new place to be.. and we wanted to make good friends like we made on CC. Real friends real people. People that know h

The Realities Of A Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves

Bizarre Laws
25. It is illegal for a cab in the City of London to carry rabid dogs or corpses. 24. It is illegal to die in the Houses of Parliament. 23. It is an act of treason to place a postage stamp bearing the British monarch upside down. 22. In France, it is forbidden to call a pig Napoleon. 21. Under the UK’s Tax Avoidance Schemes Regulations 2006, it is illegal not to tell the taxman anything you don’t want him to know, though you don’t have to tell him anything you don’t mind him knowing. 21. Under the UK’s Tax Avoidance Schemes Regulations 2006, it is illegal not to tell the taxman anything you don’t want him to know, though you don’t have to tell him anything you don’t mind him knowing. 20. In Alabama, it is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while driving a vehicle. 19. In Ohio, it is against state law to get a fish drunk. 18. Royal Navy ships that enter the Port of London must provide a barrel of rum to the Constable of the Tower of London. 17. In the UK,

Original Art By My Friend Robert Mccausland
My friend Robert McCausland is an exceptional artist and has decided to sell some of his work on ebay instead of expensive galleries. I you want great original art (not reproductions)you should check him out on ebay. http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZnessy22245

I Can't Take It Being Alone,and Unlove.
I know,i know i'm being so dramatic,but i can't take this shit no more.I'm thinking about leaving every profile i got and just let things go.If any women won't love me,well i guess i'm just destine to be alone.I tried dating,but i keep getting rejected here where i live.Internet dating won't work,cause you don't know who you talking to on the other side,and their seems to always be a dumbasses playing with your feelings.Putting fake pictures of other women on the internet.Also their are women who tell you that your cute,and they like you,so they tell you they are your gf,and they will try to visit you,but they never will thou.When the time comes they end up dumping your ass,and your sad and miserable all over.I'm a nice guy,but to be truthful i don't know what the hell i'm doing wrong here.Like i said i try dating here,but i get those dumb bimbo that say i like you like a friend or the i already have a guy,but i'm waiting on him to see if he'll say yes.I also get those dumbasses women

Life Is Changing Again
Hello, I know its been awhile since I last wrote, alot have happen now it time for a change. I want something different in my life, and I'm not getting it here with the Mister. When I last wrote I talked about getting my children back after 4 years. everthing with that is going good. However, things has change between the Mister and I. I feel I need to have a place just for my girls and I and our dog. I do love him, but love is not going to keep me here anymore. I can't take the stress .

Mandy (part 4)
I woke up Saturday morning and realized that Mandy was not in bed next to me. I pulled on some nylon basketball shorts and headed downstairs. I heard some clanging in the kitchen so I headed that direction. As I walked into the kitchen my mouth dropped open. Mandy was standing at the stove, facing away from me, cooking breakfast. She was wearing a yellow apron...and that was it! The color looked wonderful next to her dark tan but I really loved the fact that her back was exposed and her sexy butt cheeks were showing for all the world to see. Well...at least for me to see. Mandy spun around. "Good morning handsome," she said with a huge smile. She skipped over to me and gave me a big hug, planting a kiss right on my chest. "Are you hungry? I am making some breakfast." She walked back over to the stove. "Sure...it smells great." "My mom has made sure that Sandy and I know how to cook so we can help out when she works late." "Wonderful." I sat down on a stool at the counter as she put

A Lil Support For A Friend Plz..
**BULLETIN EXCERPT FROM A FRIEND** im running for president of the us in 2008 this is no joke im a write in vote william r james for president the party is the n.o.t.a. party (None Of The Above). my name is william r james and my running mate is howard l ritter. we are both from iowa **HE IS A REALLY GREAT GUY AND WOULD MAKE A GREAT PRESIDENT. HE HAS SOME AWESOME IDEAS AND REALLY WANTS TO BE OUR LEADER. HIS LINK IS BELOW, STOP BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE AND WISH HIM WELL ON HIS JOURNEY. IOWA RESIDENTS CAN SHOW THEIR SUPPORT BY SENDING HAND WRITTEN LETTERS TO HIM: WILLIAM R JAMES 104 1ST AVENUE EAST NEWTON, IOWA 50208 ** im running for prez in 08 a N.O.T.A party(none of the above)@ fubar

From Just Friends Its Sooo F'n True
Y'see, when a girl decides that you're her friend, you're no longer a dating option. You become a complete non-sexual entity in her eyes, like a brother... or a lamp. I don't want to be a lamp...

Friendship
If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. Your love is ur heart, your heart is ur spouse, your spouse is ur future, your future is ur destiny, your destiny is ur ambition, your ambition is ur aspiration, your aspiration is ur motivation, your motivation is ur believe, your believe is ur peace, your peace is ur target, your target is heaven, heaven is like hell without FRIENDS.

Vajay Doctor
Today I have to go in for yet another gyno visit. This is twice in one week. HOpe everything is alright. Im kinda worried. Anywho, things have been pretty good for a couple of days here. Been trying my best... Anyway, love you guys... well anyone who will read my blogs anyway. lol later ~Reb

Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting Through this life without effect; I often wonder if I'm truly Worth what I've been blessed. I search through days that have been hard, To try to understand, The many trials that I have known, The life that I have had. You see me in my daily grind, So confident and strong; Yet when I am alone, I question Just where I belong. I often try too hard I find, To analyze and guess, To scrutinize, investigate My life I will confess. For somewhere deeper, there must be Some meaning to this life, Some way to make a difference, Give a reason for this strife. Is there some hidden meaning? Some agenda to be found? A greater purpose waiting If I care to hang around? It teases and it taunts me, Always slightly out of sight; A hazy vision out of reach, Where darkness hides the light. I struggle to bring clarity To what awaits me there, And yet this weak illusion Always fades before my stare. It seems the harder that I try, T

A Lil Story!
She came home from work from the hospital, as she walked up to the house she found the door unlocked. She knew she locked it this morning. She went inside, She noticed there were footprints on her floor. She walked into the living room there was a mess everything was tossed around. She preceeded into the kitchen she found broken glasses on the floor. She went upstairs to the bedroom, as she walked into the room she noticed her bed was uncovered. She heard a noise comming from the bathroom,she walked over and seen the shower dripping. She went to turn around and she was grabbed. Her face was covered by a scarf, she couldnt see anything. She felt hands around her face and neck. She had no choice but to comply with what was going on. She was pushed to the bed, Her clothes ripped off. She felt a someones hot breath on her skin against her stomach. The hot breath turned into a toung moving down her stomach to her hot wet love box. it kisses it and licked it, she couldnt help but feel turne

Plz Show Me The Love I Have Showin All U So Meany Times
hey im in need of some comments u all should show me some mad love i need 25,000 comments for a 30 day blast u should really help me out i would b glad to show u some love back

More On This Subject
For the record: I get it Like a bar, buying a blast could run along the lines of buying you a drink, I guess. Perhaps I was a little sharp but, ya know, if you have some great photos, I enjoy them, I might buy you a gift. If I buy a gift, find out your pix are a) not you b) commercial porn that I can find for free or c) you're not in the least attractive to me, I may not be very happy with you. "Would you buy a horse without riding it first?" lol Example: How many times have I seen profiles with a nice Main Pic only to find out that picture is either not the person in the NSFW folder or is a ripped pic of a professional model. Nothing better than eagerly opening up that NSFW folder only to find your worst nightmare competely naked, or worse. No offense intended to anyone that is not intentionally deceiving people. If you are not proud of who you are and your appearance, don't post your pics.

This Is A Test To See How Many Good Friends You Have..
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Piercings?
Alright. Here goes. Since I can't mumm anymore, I guess I'll resort to blogging for a while. As you all know, I have my tongue and eyebrow pierced. Along with the "normal" 6 piercings in my ears. Here lately, I've been seriously contemplating getting my nipples pierced. Some of my real-life friends have theirs and I guess that's where the idea came from. Tell me do you think it's a good idea? I know it will hurt but I do believe I will reap the rewards in the end. Any feedback will be greatly appreciated.

I'm So Tired.
I just spent the last Keith knows how many hours doing invoices to ONE customer. On the upside I just explained to my boss that losing a few hundred on a diff customer is better when you'll get thousands anyway. Compared it to Alexander the Great's battle strategies. :D

We Are Back Togther
( whats worng with this ) (HIM) WELL WE ARE WORKING ON THINGS IN ARE LIFE WITH GODS HELP WE CAN DO IT , HE ASK ME BACK JUST AS I WAS GETTING ON MY PLANE TO KS, HE CALLED AND SAID PLEASE DONT GO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I HURT YOU , AND I LIKE TO MAKE UP TO YOU , I WAS WORNG FOR WHAT I DID WITH HER AND IM SO OOO SORRY I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU TO FOR GIVE ME BUT I LIKE TO WORK OUT EVERY THING WITH YOU AND WELL YOU COME WITH ME , I MISS YOU TOO , AND I WISH I NEVER DID WHAT I DID THEN NOW , YES YOUO ARE A GOOD WIFE AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU THRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE THIS LIFE OF ARE WORK AND I WAS THE ONE DID NOT , SO (HER) WHY YOU HAD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND EVERY THIG ELSE , AND YES I KNOW YOU TEELING ME YOU CHAETED ON ME WITH HER AND YOU LIKE ME TO FOR GIVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A 2 CHANGE WITH YOU BUT HOW CAN I SEE ITS NOT GOIONG TO GO ON WITH HER AND EVERY THIG ELSE , I CANT DO IT ANY MORE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MINE , HOW CAN YOU 2 DO THIS TO ME ?

Online Amateur Models
I guess I'll flag this NSFW since the topic is NSFW. I love totally amateur models; "girls next door" literally if you will. There is something very exciting about a woman who is willing to share her body with strangers online. I do not find all of the women here attractive physically, but I would never insult a woman for sharing herself. It takes guts, and frankly it's a bit of a turn on (physical or not) just that she's willing to do it. I find it appalling that some of the people on this website will openly insult women who they find unattractive. You have a choice - "don't look". I find it hard to believe they'd have the nads to walk up to a stranger in a real bar and insult them to their face. Anyway, for any ladies who post these photos - I found a Fu girl recently with a series of photos of herself masturbating. The pictures were of very poor quality, but it really turned me on. Why! Because it was real! She was real. Great stuff. There are a couple of other

Winter Leaves
Winter winds softly go Falling leaves so softly blow Into the piles they all must go These fallen leaves Piles of leaves fallen there Leaves who lived without a care And died so trees could slumber here These fallen leaves Bursting forth with freshest green Springtime dew a shimmering sheen Bright colors red and orange and then These fallen leaves And every one as happy as can be To bring life to their world of tree Their perfect place in the universe These fallen leaves

The Woods Tea Company
Rusty Jacobs of The Woods Tea Company died yesterday. Details havent been released yet except that he died suddenly. He was 56 years old. The Woods Tea Company used to perform every year at First Night Burlington, our citywide celebration of the new year. Their show was one of my favorite ones to go to. They did folk music, and were completely full of life, energetic and happy. Rusty was sort of the comedian of the group, always quick with a joke, he sang the amusing songs like Foolish Questions. Im including that song in this entry. Please do me a huge favor and listen to it. RIP Rusty. You will be missed. Foolish Questions ...

Tear You Apart
Tear You Apart Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak An escape is just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breasts, beating heart As I whisper in your ear

Tatoos For Who?
This Question Is... Particulary for those who have tatoos. Are your tatoos for the world and to tell the world something about you? Or- Are your tatoos an outward, physical manifestation of something is private, possibly even hidden just for you and your intimates? Who are your tatoos for?

My Night With Matt And Bryce (part 2 The Big Finish)
A sob burst from my throat, and a short cry of pain. Matt's hand came down on my chin, pulling my head back against the table, holding me there. His Bryce slammed his hips forward, thrusting his spear like cock against the back of my cunt. My legs jerked up and aside, heels flopping and pounding on the table top. My back arched as I sought mindlessly to rise from the table. He grabbed my thighs, his fingers digging painfully hard into my flesh. He pushed my legs wider, then his hands slid around my waist. My waist was so tiny that his hands almost completely encircled me, fingers practically joined together at my back, his thumbs inches from overlapping across my belly. He slammed his hips forward again, jamming another full inch inside me. He was panting hard, but not as hard as I was. I writhed against their hold, my lower body screaming in pain as his humongous cock stabbed deep into my belly. Then he gave a savage grunt. He jerked my body back against him. My ass and legs came up

Me And You
Me & You © By Vincente J. Buffalino Tonight's the night for me and you, The night to prove we were meant to be. You mean the world to me, and so much more, I would give my life for you, the one I adore. You're the one I think of, when I'm happy or sad, You're the one i think of, and am very glad to have. Your touch is s o gentle, your smile is so sweet, Everytime I'm with you, my heart skips a beat. Together, Forever, I know it's meant to be, for you to only be with me. When we hold hands, my heart fills with joy, Just to hear you tell me, I'll always be your boy. When we hold eachother close, the world seems to move fast, And it seems like forever, though much time has past. When we hug eachother, and i look into your eyes, Your sweet adorable smile, catches me by surprise. Your kisses are so sweet, when our lips begin to meet. To hear you say, I Love You, means so much to me, And I hope and pray that you, will always be with me.

Havana Ponders Recognizing Same-sex Unions
Havana ponders recognizing same-sex unions Author: Tim Pelzer People's Weekly World Newspaper, 06/28/07 13:09 Cubans are debating a new set of proposals to update the country’s Family Code to include the legal recognition of same-sex relationships and transgender people. Supporters are hoping that the National Assembly will approve the reform package later this year. Sexologist Mariela Castro Espín, director of Cuba’s National Center for Sex Education (Cenesex), told the Mexican daily newspaper La Jornada at a recent conference in Havana that the proposed changes are part of an effort to eliminate all forms of social exclusion. Cuban law does not currently recognize gay or lesbian couples. According to Castro, the proposals include recognizing same-sex couples and extending to them all the same rights and privileges that opposite-sex couples enjoy, including inheritance and adoption rights. “One cannot continue perpetuating discrimination and exclusion as

Thank You Tomb For Adding Its Wonderful Ty
ELVIS AARON PRESLEY - JAN 8 1935 -- AUG 16 1977 (repost of original by 'SEXYSISSY~CHOPPERS FIANCEE & CT WIFE~RIP RAY~I WILL MISS U SWEET FRIEND-RIP DJ ISIS' on '2007-08-15 12:36:22') (repost of original by 'Racechick V.P & Mod. of Biker's Clubhouse Bar &Grill' on '2007-08-15 14:44:07') (repost of original by 'EXECUTIONER /Owner @The BIKERSCLUBHOUSE BAR AND GRILL Licking The Ladies' on '2007-08-15 15:22:09') (repost of original by 'FREAKALICIOUS~Owned By White Trash' on '2007-08-15 15:57:09')

You Stole My Heart
You left me there Sad and alone To cry myself to sleep You told me that you loved me And stupidly i believed You stole my heart And I never missed it Until you crushed it in your hand You knew how I felt But you didn't care or understand You walked away Without a second thought or glance And there I stood alone I see empty eyes in the mirror Before they were full of life.

1st Day Of College
As I posted in my last blog I'm going to college for graphics design. My 1st day was sort of a mess because I went into the wrong building but found it and my class too (just took some asking around). My 1st class was intro to computers (that I take on tuesdays and thursdays 8:30 to 9:45) to and I thought I knew quite a bit about them but as I sat down and started listening to the professer speak about mega bytes and gigi bytes it was then I realized until you study something you really don't know as much as you think you do. The college book store forgot to give me a book I needed for the class which is "windows xp". That is the book we are going to be studying first. Then we're going to study the computer itself. Today I sort of learned what a mega byt and gigi bye is. 1024mb= 1 gigibyte and a 128 megabyes is like 100 floppies and also equal to 50,000 oages if text, So now I'm more familliar with the campus and hopefully I have all the books I need. So overall it was a

Dumped Hugh, And Im Hurt
i BROKE UP W/HUGH (DEMONSTAR) , AND IM HURT!!!!! Ive already been REPLACED! I just broke up with Hugh, (becuase I felt that he wasnt treating me right, which he DIDN'T) and already hes talking to another girl, trying to get a NEW GIRLFRIEND. I cant believe how FAST it took him to get over me! Well I guess it IS true, He never loved me in the first place. Ya know that kinda hurts. I feel like what we had meant absolutely nothing to him. But you know what? SCREW YOU HUGH! If it takes him 24 HOURS to get over me, If it takes that QUICKLY for him to forget me, FUCK HIM. Thats like a STAB IN THE BACK. I AM NOT EVEN DATING ANYONE RIGHT NOW but if he is, fuck it. I might as well. If he needs someone this fast, maybe I should find someone too. IT WAS HUGHS FAULT I BROKE UP WITH HIM. HE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. ACCORDING TO HUGH, HRE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS, STRESS, ETC. AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE GOES THROUGH, HES MORE STRESSED THAN ANYONE. AND HE ACTS LIKE HES FUCKI

The Best Recipe For A Broken Heart
Pain is a lesson that can help the individual to realize He is a human with feelings, Feelings to feel the pain, And feelings to feel the sorrow. The best recipe for a broken heart- Forget the past, Learn lesson from the past, Think positively, Believe in yourself, Love and never hate yourself, Always think innovation of yourself, Stop comparing yourself unto others, Instead compare yourself to your past self, So you can be able to determine who you are And learn to appreciate yourself. If you have tried and met with failure; If you have planned and watched your plans as they were crushed before your eyes; Just remember that greatest men in all history were the products of courage, And courage, you know, is born in the cradle of adversity. As you sail through life, Don’t avoid rough waters! Sail on… because calm seas; Never make you a skillful sailor! Be strong always!

Driving Tip That Could Save Your Life
I NEVER KNEW THIS BEFORE... I wonder how many people know about this? A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago and Totaled her car. A resident of Kilgore, Texas she was traveling between Gladewater & Kilgore. It was raining, though not excessively, when her car suddenly began to hydro-plane and literally flew through the air. She was not seriously injured but very stunned at the sudden occurrence! When she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know - NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. She thought she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a safe consistent speed in the rain. But the highway patrolman told her that if the cruise control is on when your car begins to hydro-plane and your tires lose contact with the pavement, your car will accelerate to a higher rate of speed making you take off like an airplane. She told the patrolman that was exactly what had

Skins N Such
OK for those who have my skins im sorry.... i used to much bandwich from photobucket what ever the frick that really means so..... again sorry.... Oh and for the such.... ummmmm the blogg i made to expose me me to all u beautiful ladies... well i dont think is workin to well lol i think it went the oppiste way then it should of went....but thank u i enjoy it :p so anyhow u keep coming i will keep playing.... lol sorry but i will play to an extent ok.... well all u beautiful ladies have a great day even though i no it wont be as beautiful without me neing there lol joke sorry..... ooh and if any guys r here piss off and have a great day as well......treat the ladies right now...... love ya all..... Tongue..... Shot at 2007-08-12

Please Help
I did not write this but I am close friends with the woman that did. If you cannot help, then please pass the information along. When I first started my journey that led me to Mothers Fighting For Others, I contacted a man named Eric Stowe from a Child's Right. Wait, let's back up a bit. Months ago, my partner Julie and I sat on the phone for hours and brainstormed about the changes we wanted to make, the differences we wanted to make in our world. We believed that every human being deserves the basic necessities of life. After hours of talking, we decided food, a safe home to sleep in, a good education, shoes on children's feet, and clean water were the top five to start with. So clean water was our first plan of action. We researched and researched and researched. The one that burned into our brains was an organization called a Child's Right. Why? Simple. They, well Eric, works everyday to do one thing, and one thing only. Provide clean water to children all over the

Spread The Legs And Go At It!
Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To

Offerman
Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat Former big league All-Star Offerman suspended after arrest for hitting 2 players with bat By PAT EATON-ROBB, Associated Press Writer August 15, 2007 BRIDGEPORT, Conn. (AP) -- Jose Offerman was having a pretty good summer. Then in a flash, things went flying out of control. Looking for a last chance in the majors, the two-time All-Star turned violent at a minor league game Tuesday night. Hit by a fastball, Offerman charged the mound with his bat and swung at least twice, striking the opposing pitcher and catcher. Offerman, playing for the Long Island Ducks, was arrested on assault charges. The independent Atlantic League suspended him indefinitely Wednesday and expected to make a final decision by the end of the week. "It was one of those moments that you want to forget. I lost it for about 10 seconds," Offerman told the Connecticut Post. "That's what happened to me. I di

Last Days Of Vacation
Written last week when I was on vacation and didn't have internet. Friday, August 10 The rest of this week passed in a wonderful fog of reading, swimming, sunning, boating, and family fun. Part two of the annual rummy tournament was last night. Despite all of the name-calling and trash-talking on the part of other players, I was the one who came out on top. So hah! (I don't trash-talk. Or name-call. I am a very sweet winner. I promise.) My brother Marc came up for the last couple days, so tonight we had a game of Outburst instead: girls vs. guys. The girls came out on top the first game, but the second half-game, the men triumphed, as we completely stalled on a few categories (Southern food? Famous doctors? Famous 90's basketball players -- talk about my worst possible sport!). I know people think I'm odd for this, but despite a few personality conflicts, I really do have an absolute blast with my family. Tomorrow's our last day of vacation. Holly and Karl have to

Love Hurts
You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over the place I think I’ve really lost it this time Im ashamed to show my face

God Does Give Us Trials An We Must Deal With These In Our Lives >
the Trials>> They make us stronger , teaches us lessons and we learn , move on gain strenght and , empathy on some levels ; To gain a seensitivity that we might not of had for some people ; We never seen this before till God open our hearts to put this on us to do so. If we open up our hearts to Gods calling, hear and listen to him ; With our hearts and concious them we,ll be following in faith and letting God guide us . Sorta little vioce speeking to us from inside us.It,s God , he speeks to us thru our hearts and in spirit. He is always here always close by ; Just have to call out to him and then listen and except him and do as he ask in His name Jesus Christ... you,ll recieve and it will be Our Lords call; To what time you recive your answers cause Gods time be different than ours here on Earth.. Amen!

Together Forever
I want you in my life so much more then anyone else I want us to be together together forever I want to be loved for who I am not for who you want me to be I want your love no one else's I want to feel your touch soft in gentle like no other I want to hear your voice so calming in fear free I want to hear you say you love me more then anything I want your lips to kiss me for the very first time I want to walk with you hand in hand I want your arms around me so I feel safe in protected I want you to hold me just cause you can I want you to hold me even more when I cry I want your arms around my waist so they know that im yours I want you to be there when I need you most I want to be able to trust you so you keep my secrets deep inside I want you to love me for whats on the inside not the out I want you to tell the truth no matter how much it hurts I want you to say your sorry when you do somthing wrong I want to be with you just you in me I want your

Thank You!
To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan . The only difference is that in America they are free to w

A Thanks To My Friends
A Thanks to my Friends © By Sarah R. Klein Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

I Broke Up W/hugh (demonstar) , And Im Hurt!!!!!
i BROKE UP W/HUGH (DEMONSTAR) , AND IM HURT!!!!! Ive already been REPLACED! I just broke up with Hugh, (becuase I felt that he wasnt treating me right, which he DIDN'T) and already hes talking to another girl, trying to get a NEW GIRLFRIEND. I cant believe how FAST it took him to get over me! Well I guess it IS true, He never loved me in the first place. Ya know that kinda hurts. I feel like what we had meant absolutely nothing to him. But you know what? SCREW YOU HUGH! If it takes him 24 HOURS to get over me, If it takes that QUICKLY for him to forget me, FUCK HIM. Thats like a STAB IN THE BACK. I AM NOT EVEN DATING ANYONE RIGHT NOW but if he is, fuck it. I might as well. If he needs someone this fast, maybe I should find someone too. IT WAS HUGHS FAULT I BROKE UP WITH HIM. HE TREATED ME LIKE SHIT. ACCORDING TO HUGH, HRE'S THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD WITH PROBLEMS, STRESS, ETC. AND NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE GOES THROUGH, HES MORE STRESSED THAN ANYONE. AND HE ACTS LIKE HES FUCK

Essence Of Time
time is endless, it goes on. Neverending, but yet there never seems to be eonoug time. Time iis the epicenter of life. it controls every breath we take.l It controls how long we live and when we die. time seems to control our future and our lives day to day. where would we be withou time? in an endless abyss that goes on forever? would we ever accomplish anything? they same time is a virtue. but who is they? patience is time. all good things come to those who wait? What are we waiting on? time is a mystery. remember time is essence and essence is time.

Contest
Okay everyone! I have had only 36 comments on this pic that is in the contest. Now I know my friends can help me out here and just bomb the shit out of the photo. I know that my friends out there have more than that in them. Get out there and comment bomb this photo and rate it for me ya'll! I have the link in here for ya to go and do this for me! Show me what my friends are made of ya'll!

I Love You
I Love You © By Courtney N. Zachow When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I keep till the end For you are my life and friend These words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind

Seriously Disturbing!!! Support Our Troops!
Suicide rate in Army at a 26-year high By PAULINE JELINEK, Associated Press Writer Ninety-nine U.S. soldiers killed themselves last year, the highest rate of suicide in the Army in 26 years, a new report says. More than one out of four soldiers who committed suicide did so while serving in Iraq or Afghanistan, according to a report scheduled to be released Thursday. Iraq was the most common deployment location for U.S. soldiers who either attempted suicide or committed suicide. The report, which The Associated Press obtained ahead of its public release, said the 99 confirmed suicides among active duty soldiers compared to 88 in 2005 and was the highest raw number since the 102 suicides reported in 1991, the year of the Persian Gulf War, when there were more soldiers on active duty. Investigations are still pending on two other deaths and if they are confirmed as suicides, the number for last year would be 101 instead of 99. In a half million-person Army, last

Self Deception
I'll never waste another day searching to find a reason why did I choose to play this game this goes too far I'll take no more I played the part and took the blame while you pretend nothing is real life turned to night as you're asleep blood flowing down, is this a dream? Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason I'll never waste another day forever lost no reason he never chose to play this game taken to far out of control Liar, you tempt me I don't know what to do no guilt is in my heart I don't know what to do I'm not the reason

Love Poem
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Swamped
When you're taught through feelings Destiny flying high above all I know is that you can realize it Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it decends on me It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go Destiny can't replace my life scary shadows of my past are alive Destiny who cares as it turns around and I know that it decends with a smile It's just another day the shame is gone hard to believe that I've let it go It's just a melody it bleeds in me hard to believe that I've let it go

Exit-stage Right
I have decided i shall no longer be frequenting this establishment. Not that most of you care, but if you leave a comment, shout, or buy me and drink, and I dont respond, hopefully you guys will read this to know why. And why, do you ask? Because this place is no longer fun for me. And I just need a break from it. I need to reprioritize my life, and lets face it, this place should not be on top of the list. I may stop in every now and then, but I wont be coming daily, or spending the wasted hours I have recently here. Those closest to me know the reasons why, but I dont care to put them here...cuz most of you dont care anyway. I am nothing special...certainly no more special then the 1,095,442 other people with accounts, or the 53,468 others who are online at this very moment. To the dozen or so who i occassionally share a laugh, picture rating, or happy hour virutal drink, take care of you and your familes..i wish you the best. Time heals all wounds..you may see me again..until then.

Satan Trys To Tear Down Those That Have Faith And He Will Attack So To Weakend Them..thru Their Losses And Pain He Gains Souls To Himself And Evil >
satan Lies and wheels and deals to get what he wants > he twistes the truth and he hides; he is a coward and he uses our families; destroys them so he can move in gain Control of our lives; and take us to the bottom ;> I know all to well> But My lord Stepped in for me , he can step in for you just call Upon him ,; Dont belive Satan and his lies > God didn,t do This bad Thing to your family ; Satan did it and makes us hurt angry and hate to blame our God.; Yes God can enter -veen but God Sends trials , trubliations to all lives ; Test us and our faith in him . We must hold fast our faith in our Lord and Jesus Christ , it as in heaven. You Know "The Lord,s Prayer" Here its is again ; "Lord,s Prayer" : Our Father who art in Heaven Hollow be thy name , Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven , Give us our daily bread Forgive us our trespassers as we forgive those who trespass against us lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil, f

Kyle.....
Today would have been Kyle's 21st birthday. He would still be in Iraq unfortunatly but celebrating none the less. It's been 3 months and 8 days since he was killed and the pain has not subsided in the least bit. Sometimes it seems it hurts more now, realizing he wont be coming home, then it did in the days after his death. I lost my best friend, the one who was always there to catch me when I fell, my something stable in an unstable world; I lost my rock. But today is not a day to mourn his death but rather a day to celebrate his life. We will gather at the cemetary and drink Bud Light, green jello shots and crown royal and coke in his memory, and then stumble home through the woods like we used to do so many years ago. I love you and miss you my friend. Happy Birthday Kyle.

If Thinking About Suicide Please Read This First
If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad feelings. I am not a therapist or other mental health professional - only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain. I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this page. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it, and that is good. I can assume that you are here because you are troubled and considering ending your life. If it were possible, I would prefer to be there with you at this moment, to sit with you and talk, face to face and heart to heart. But since that is not possible, we will have to make do with this. I have known a lot of people who have wanted to kill themselves, so I have some small idea of what you might be feeling. I know that you might not be up to reading a long book, so I am going to keep this short. While we are together here for the next five minutes, I have five simple, practical things

(the New Dizzom World Order)
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Escaping Your Own Prison
Sometimes I think that I'd like to just be released from this perpetual prison that is my mind Will I be granted amnesty for my sins of thought? I know this much, YOU can't tell me, and no one else can Have you ever noticed that everyone's opinion on God varies? Only natural, since our opinions on everything else vary just as greatly Release yourself from your opinions, they only hold you down Find another point of view, like a seal twisting and turning to see all angles around it The predator of my free thinking is my own bias So let's cast it all aside and put ourselve's in another's Adidas' Realize that the world is open and so is your perception, able to be molded, changed, scrapped, broken, or ripped apart as you see fit Don't get set in your ways, it only imprisons you *copyright Subh3rbanSmok3r 2007* MINE, biatches! ONE LOVE!

Step It Up A Notch
This contest is for Mr.Fubar.Hes down by 600 comments... Show some love and help him catch up. Oh and before anyone says anything i love the 2 others... but Drew is always there to help any of the levelers bomb or help on level ups.So we need to support him in this:) You know what too do bomb away

A Current Obsession
Come to me to feel my protection a countdown to my revelation no more respect for your regrets And your time has come The naked truth is in disguise It's your secret complication exhausted of this sacrifice just like a lying preacher Hiding to survive So strong living in torture I know that you will never see the light again So hard living in torture erase the burning fear into your eyes again The silent scream is stronger now you cannot keep it too long this cloud evolving into rain your desert seems so far now Come into my arms Following your line I'm losing mine

Just Me
Just letting everyone know that I am starting a blog to keep my fans and friends updated on whats going on in my life. I really have become addicted to Fubar and I love it. I hope to make so many friends that I can't keep up. Well take care and I will write more this evening..xoxoxoxo

Can I Love You?
Can I Love You? I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do?

Neil Peart Vs. John Bonham
Gods of Thunder will be tallied like the Axe Fights, only drummers. Each MUMM will be who you like VS. another drummer like the guitarists and will be resulted and tallied the same so check my blogs to be updated. If you feel a drummer should be in the mix that I have not put in, please feel free to let me know and I will be glad to add them. Below will be tour results: Neil Peart-0 John Bonham-1(Current Champion)

Let's Show Em How This Shit's Done!
I just hit Pimp on Sunday. I'm on my way to Assasin. Think you can help me reach Assasin by Monday at 12AM PST?? That's 3Am EST if I'm correct. I've got new pics!! Including Fat Sonny's Moobs, His Beautiful wife DevilGirl, and the one who sent me my first ever personalized salute, Marina!! **Be sure to show them extra love** Come and get it!!! Gimptastic(Fubar Hubby Of Porcelain)@ fubar (

To The One Hurting Last Night I Hope You Read My Last Blog And Find Comfort In It>>
I cant say why God took you Child or: It,s not for me to say > I can comfort you and give our Lords word ; But you seemed to know them well . Just keep him in your life and heart dont hate try to keep the faith no matter what , for the Devil( be strong) tRYS TO tear your family , life and all you have apart now. and you cant let him ; You have to fight him, I know you said you lost alot already ; dont let Satan have your soul , it,s what he is after when you be weakest he gains control..... .....I wish I had the right words or answers for you but I dont; God does ;So I pray That he,ll send you and answers soon ; That he,ll heal you and send you a new life or new beginning ; and just as joyful as the last; but that you,ll make new memories and a new life and be abundantly given thru our Lordand that you heal from the past > It has happend for some of those in the Towers falling that were hurting and in pain, some have went on and have a new life ; new beginning and let

Hey U... Can You See It???
Can You See It In My Eyes? You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

Four Cds From Shawn Harvey Yeehaw
Four Cd's Now Avaliable on Rhapsody Hi all:))) Good news is you can buy four of my albums up on rhapsody now!!! http://www.rhapsody.com/shawnharvey so thats great news!!!i was suprised to come across it in google! Shawny xxx (repost of original by 'Shawn Harvey' on '2007-08-16 05:45:52')

Need Vs Want
What a difference a year can make. I saw the first leaf change yesterday. It made me realize that the season that I love soon approaches. It’s a season where we celebrate the end of the year and then give thanks. Summer will soon be over and the ghosts of autumn will soon be here. It’s a bitter sweet time as I dread the feelings of doubt and self loathing that have attached them selves to this season. Something tells me this year may be different. I think something has changed. I read this last night. It said there are three ways humans learn. First is though reflection, which is the most Noble. The second is though imitation, which is the easiest. The third is though experience, which is the most bitter. Though I may not be a believer I am not a doubter. It’s funny how we always get what we need when we need it and not what we want when we want it.

Love At First Sight
Love at first sight? Is there such a thing as love at first sight? That's the question I used to ask Until I laid eyes on you. How is it possible to feel so much for a stranger, a passerby? Love has no limits, no color, no time. That's when I realized I had fallen in love - Love at first sight.

Praying
One night, a father passed by his son's room and heard his son praying. "God bless Mommy, Daddy, and Grandma, ta ta Grandpa." The father didn't quite know what this meant, but was glad his son was praying. The next morning, they found Grandpa dead on the floor of a heart attack. The father reassured himself that it was just a coincidence, but was still a bit spooked. The next night, he heard his son praying again. "God bless Mommy and Daddy, ta ta Grandma." The father was worried, but decided to wait until morning. Sure enough, the next morning Grandma was on the floor, dead of a heart attack. Really scared now, the father decided to wait outside his son's door the next night. And sure enough, the boy started to pray. "God bless Mommy, ta ta Daddy." Now the father was crapping his pants. He stayed up all night, and went to the doctor's early the next day to make sure his health was fine. When he finally came home, his wife was waiting on the porch. "Thank God you're here -- we

Goodness, This Sucks!
Well. I got a phone call from the dr's office today. The pap came back abnormal. :( there is something wrong so they are calling in a prescription for me. :( THIS F*CKIN SUCKS BIG FAT DONKEY D*CK! This is rite around my b-day, d@mmit! Well, next week I will be finding out the results of my biopsy so yea. LETS HOPE THIS IS ALL OK! Luv n peace.

A Soldier, A Lady And Her Dog
A WWII American soldier had been on the front lines in Europe for three months, when he was finally given a week of R&R. He caught a supply boat to a supply base in the south of England, then caught a train to London. The train was extremely crowded and he could not find a seat. He was dead on his feet and walked the length of the train looking for any place to sit down. Finally he found a compartment with seats facing each other; there was room for two people on each seat. On one side sat only a proper looking, older British lady, with a small dog sitting in the empty seat beside her. "Could I please sit in that seat?" he asked. The lady looked down her nose at the soldier, sniffed and said, "You Americans are so rude" she said, "Can't you see my dog is sitting there?" He walked through the train more and still could not find a seat. He found himself back at the same place. "Lady, I love dogs - have a couple at home so I would be glad to hold your dog if I can just sit down"

Fans And Friends
Ok so somehow i have like almost 900 people im a fan of but only a little over 800 im friends with, so im going to erase all my fans and double check and make sure im friends with all my fans and fans of all my friends. Im not dogging you, just rechecking my list

An Atheist...
A young lady came home from a date, rather sad. She told her mother, "Jeff proposed to me an hour ago." "Then why are you so sad?" her mother asked. "Because he also told me he was an atheist. Mom, he doesn't even believe there's a hell." Her mother replied, "Marry him anyway. Between the two of us, we'll show him how wrong he is."

Um, Whoa!
On the elevator ride back up the damn thing stops on the 4th floor. So some guy asks me if I'm going down or up, I tell him. Freaking hottie! He gives me this grin and goes I'll take a ride with you. Oh i'd give him a ride alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Walking The Dog
I was flying from San Francisco to Los Angeles. By the time we took off, there had been a 45-minute delay and everybody on board was ticked. Unexpectedly, we stopped in Sacramento on the way. The flight attendant explained that there would be another 45-minute delay, and if we wanted to get off the aircraft, we would reboard in 30 minutes. Everybody got off the plane except one gentleman who was blind. I noticed him as I walked by and could tell he had flown before because his seeing eye dog lay quietly underneath the seats in front of him throughout the entire flight. I could also tell he had flown this very flight before because the pilot approached him and, calling him by name, said, "Keith, we're in Sacramento for almost an hour. Would you like to get off and stretch your legs?" Keith replied, "No thanks, but maybe my dog would like to stretch his legs." Picture this. All the people in the gate area came to a completely quiet standstill when they looked up and saw the pilo

Noway Not Fubar!!!!!
GO FIGURE ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE! FUBAR IS STILL NOT WORKING RIGHT FOR THE LOUNGES SO BELOW IS THE LINK TO JOIN US! IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE REPOST IT FOR ME SO EVERYONE CAN JOIN US IN FNL! THANK YOU Please click the link and join the party

Art Gallery
A couple goes to an art gallery. They find a picture of a naked women with only her privates covered with leaves. The wife doesn't like it and moves on but the huband keeps looking. The wife asks, "What are you waiting for?" The husband replies, "Autumn."

A Documentary
Barbara Walters was doing a documentary on the customs of American Indians. While touring a reservation during the documentary she was puzzled as to why the difference in the number of feathers in the headdresses. So she asked a brave who only had one feather in his headdress, his reply was: "Me only have one woman. One woman ... one feather." Feeling the first fellow was only joking she asked another brave. This brave had two feathers in his headdress and he replied: Me have two women. Two women ... two feathers." Still not convinced the feathers indicated the number of sexual partners involved, she decided to interview the Chief. Now the Chief had a headdress full of feathers. Which, needless to say amused Ms. Walters. She asked the Chief, "Why do you have so many feathers in your headdress?" The Chief proudly pounded his chest and said: "Me Chief, me fuck'em all. Big, small, fat and tall, me fuck'em all." Horrified, Ms. Walters stated, "You ought to be hung."

Projekt Revolution.....
HIM = AMAZING TAKING BACK SUNDAY = AMAZING MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE = AMAZING LINKIN PARK = FUCKING AMAZING this is probably the only time in my life will i will get to see HIM and Linkin Park so i fucking enjoyed it... btw... chesters sexy as hell and my sister sucks at putting on sun screen!!

Trust In Things No Matter How They Look Or Seem.
Going through the opening. Contracting before expanding. Sometimes our lives contract before they expand. We may be working hard on ourselves spiritually, doing good in the world, following our dreams, and wondering why we are still facing constrictions of all kinds - financial, emotional, physical. Perhaps we even feel as if we've lost our spirituality and are stuck in a dark room with no windows. We may be confused and discouraged by what appears to be a lack of progress. But sometimes this is the way things work. Like a caterpillar that confines itself to a tiny cocoon before it grows wings and flies, we are experiencing the darkness before the dawn. When things feel tight, it's easy to panic or want to act in some way to ease the feeling of constriction. We might also spin our wheels mentally, trying to understand why things are the way they are. However, there is nothing we need to do at this time other than to be patient and persevere. We can cling to the awareness that we

Only If You Are From Jersey
Only take if you're from Jersey! 1) What's Your First Name?: Mark 2) List Your Nicknames?: weird_traveler 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Dunkin Donuts 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: White Castle 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Anywhere 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Cheese Fries & Gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? No 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins?: Dunkin Donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? Cherry Hill 10) Best Beach in Jersey? Sea Side 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: Enzo's Garlic Pie rt.57 Washington,NJ. 12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Kelly 13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Miranda 14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The First Thing(s) You Think Of?: Maria 15) You Hear The Town Old Bridge What Is The First

I Am A Soldier
No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me, or lure me. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name, and building His kingdom. No one has to send me flowers, gifts, food, cards, candy, or give me handouts. I do not need to be cuddled, cradled, cared for, or catered to. I am committed. I cannot have my feelings hurt bad enough to turn me around. I cannot be discouraged enough to turn me aside. I cannot lose enough to cause me to quit. When Jesus called me into this army, I had nothing materially. If I end up with nothing, I will still come out ahead. I will win spiritually. My God has supplied my needs, and will continue to supply all of my needs. I am more than a conqueror. I will always triumph. I can do all things through Christ which strengthens me. Devils cannot defeat me. People cannot disillusion me. Weather cannot weary me. Sickness cannot stop me. Battles cannot beat

State-of-the-art Watch
A rather confident man walks into a bar and takes a seat next to a very attractive woman. He gives her a quick glance, then casually looks at his watch for a moment. The woman notices this and asks, "Is your date running late?" "No", he replies, "I just bought this state-of-the-art watch and I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it?" "It uses alpha waves to telepathically talk to me," he explains. "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties..." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken then because I am wearing panties!" The man explains, "Damn thing must be an hour fast."

Remember This Young Boy......
HELP!!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young boy of 3 Was taken from a Liverpool shopping centre by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a Second. Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his Friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way Stopping every now and again to torture the poor Little boy who was Crying constantly for his mummy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, Threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes, pushed batteries up His anus and cut his fingers off with scissors. Other Mutilations were Inflicted but not reported in the press. What these two boys did was So horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to Identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on railway tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did

Today On Wrr
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Back From Vacation
Okay.. i am back. i was gone. but now I am back. yay me. Camping was awesome. I was at an SCA event called Pennsic War and was pretty much Kilted and shirtless the whole time. i have an image but i am not sure if i want to show it because.. well, it's me topless and you can see how much weight i still need to lose but i had an awesome time, lost 6 lbs, ate bad food, met great people, and even had my dangly bits fondled at a party. can't get much better.. well, yeah, it could have, but it was a great time

Ppl Aways R Asking Why Does Our Lord Let Bad Happen>?>>
I havent any answers; I can tell you this; I dont question The Lord. God He gave a great sacrifice to save us; His Son came and honnored Thy father to die; To save us . This was greatest love of all; In faith Jesus Christ did this; Hopeing we would belive have a great faith in him and trust in him too..;Our Lord be in Jesus veins and Jesus was of a human woman to Mary . So God came to Our earth Thru Jesus . He Let his only Son die for us ; Shouldn,t we love Him as much to do the same ;If we ask in Jesus name and have a great faith that he resurrectes us; From all death and sin in a new body, and new life to serve him this will be so in His name Jesus Christ.. ;Well never want for anything ; Our Father can give us all..we,ll have no needs that we wont be given ,and no hurt or suffering ever again; He took on all our sins , dying on that cross. he paid our price for sin . Thru him we be saved ,if we belive He gave us a way to be saved eternally thru Him if

I Would Have Gotten Out Today
A woman awakens during the night to find her husband was not in bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wiped a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?", she whispers as she steps into the room. "Why are you down here at this time of the night?". The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband paused. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car making love?". "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continued. "Do you remember when he shoved the shotgun in my face and said, "Either you marry my daughter, or i'll send you to jail for

Three Ducks....
Three ducks were swimming in a pond after midnight and were arrested for trespassing. The next morning, they were called to appear in court. The judge called in duck number one and said, "What where you doing in the pond after midnight?" "I was blowing bubbles." The judge then called in duck number two and asked him the same question. "Judge, I was blowing bubbles." He then called in duck number three and said, "So let me quess — you were blowing bubbles too?" "No, I'm Bubbles."

Grrr
Hello one and all i dont know how you all may feel but im sick and tired of guys makin up women's profiles and havin fake pics just tryin to get ya to cyber lol So comment me back and tell me what u think and if this has ever happened to you ~laterz~ all ~hugz~ n ~kiss's~

Fascinate
A teacher asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Mary said, "My family went to the New York City Zoo, and we saw all the animals. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted the word fascinate." Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to the Philadelphia Zoo and saw the animals. I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Good, but I really wanted the word fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because Johnny was noted for his bad language. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word fascinate" so she called on him. Little Johnny said, "My sisters sweater has 10 buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten 8."

Asexual Reproduction
As most people know, asexual reproduction is reproduction without the requirement for a partner. There are claims that it can happen in nature among a very select few species. Our understanding of nature is that it is a balance, and everything is set up for the survival of the species. One of the problems with asexual reproduction is the lack of diversity in your gene pool. Therefore a weakness in one would spread it to all offspring, and if it existed in the first, then the entire species would have it. There is a benefit in members of the species being capable of asexual reproduction but not using it as the normal reproductive method. For example a female shark in captivity recently gave birth despite the fact that it had not had contact with a male in over three years. Scientist believe that shark sperm could survive for later reproduction, but not that long. A couple of months is the longest it could survive. Now here is when we have to talk about scientific discovery, it is

Heart Like Fire
heart like fire, burning with desire, never to tire, and im not a lier, so true and kind, a unique find, passionate and sureen, in bed i'll make you scream, ill do it and never be mean, bring you to a place of deire, make your body feel like its on fire, as our extasy gets higher and higher, as your muscles get tighter and tighter, ill make you feel so much lighter, as unbelievable as it will seem, i will get you to scream, pleasure with out pain, im not being vane, in the morning youll have to clean the stain, two hearts beating as one, as we have terrific fun, never to rest until we are done, hours we will go, as orgasms will show, all i want you all to know, im always ready to go, as we stay in bed, on my chest lay your head, give me your heart, we will never part, pleasure of the body and mind, inside me is what you will find, so dont be afraid to explore whats here, you might be the one who gets lucky, and has me with you there, have a wonderful

New Jersey
Only Jersey people can understand this. A girl says to her date, "You're in for a real treat. I've been told that I have a body like New Jersey." So, her date grabs her waist and asks, "What's this?" She replies "Middlesex." He grabs her butt and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Freehold." Then he grabs her breast and asks "what's this?" She replies,"Point Pleasant." Finally, he reaches between her thighs and says, "I guess this is Cherry Hill?" "No", she replies, "That's Eatontown." The guy gets so excited that he pulls down his pants and says, "Welcome to Wildwood!" Gotta love New Jersey! Repost this if your from NJ

Third Grade....
first-grade teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry what is your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third -grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!" The teacher had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. The teacher agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9". Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36". And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the third-grade."

Pizza Delivery
The board of directors for a large company, believing it was time for a shake-up, hires a new CEO. This new boss is determined to rid the company of all slackers, so on a tour of the facilities during his first day, the CEO notices a guy leaning casually against the wall. The room is full of workers and he wants to let them all know he means business, and wasting time on the clock is not acceptable. The CEO walks up to the guy and asks, "And how much money do you make a week?" A little surprised, the young fellow looks at him and replies, "I make $300.00 a week. Why?" The CEO reaches into his wallet, hands the guy $1,200 in cash, and screams, "Here's four weeks pay, now GET OUT and don't come back!" Feeling pretty good about his first firing, the CEO looks around the room and asks, "Does anyone want to tell me what that goof-off did here aside from standing around?" With a sheepish grin, one of the other workers mutters, "That guy delivered our pizza."

Perfect Day.....
The Perfect Day - Her 8:45 Wake up to hugs and kisses 9:00 5 lbs lighter on the scale 9:30 Light Breakfast 11:00 Sunbathe 12:30 Lunch with best friend at outdoor cafe 1:45 Shopping 2:30 Run into boyfriend's/husband's ex and notice she's gained 30 lbs 3:00 Facial, massage, nap 7:30 Candlelight dinner for two and dancing 10:00 Make love 11:30 Pillow talk in his big strong arms The Perfect Day - Him 6:45 Alarm. 7:00 Shower and massage. 7:30 Blowjob. 7:45 Massive dump while reading USA Today sports section. 8:15 Limo arrives, Stoli Bloody Marys. 8:30 Butler Aviation, O'Hare Field, Lear Jet to Augusta, Georgia. 9:30 Front nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 11:30 Lunch - 2 dozen oysters, 3 Heinekens. 12:30 Blowjob. 12:45 Back nine holes, Augusta National Golf Club. 2:30 Limo to Augusta Airport, Bombay Sapphire Martini. 3:30 Nassau, Bahamas, Afternoon fishing with all female crew (topless). Sex for each fish caught. Catch 1249 lb. Blue Marlin. Grilled tuna and s

What's The World Coming To??
What the Heck Is Going On Here?????????? Current mood: contemplative Today we have higher buildings and wider highways, but shorter temperments and narrower points of view. We spend more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses, but smaller families. We have more compromises, but less time. We have more knowledge, but less judgement. We have more medicines, but less health. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk much, we love only a little, and we hate too much. We reached the moon and came back, but we find it troublesome to cross our own street and meet our neighbors. We have conquered the outer space, but not our inner space. We have higher income, but less morals… These are times with more liberty, but less joy… With much more food, but less nutrition… These are days in which two salaries come home, but divorces increase. These are times of finer houses, but more broken homes. That's why I propose that as of today -- You do not

You Are Now My Lost Love
So we must say goodbye, my darling, And go, as lovers go, for ever; Tonight remains, to pack and fix on labels And make an end of lying down together. Your kisses close my eyes and yet you stare As though God struck a child with nameless fears; Perhaps the water glitters and discloses Time's chalice and its limpid useless tears. we renounce except ourselves; Selfishness is the last of all to go; Our sighs are exhalations of the earth, Our footprints leave a track across the snow. We made the universe to be our home, Our nostrils took the wind to be our breath, Our hearts are massive towers of delight, We stride across the seven seas of death.

Get Over It...
A guy was trying to console a friend who'd just found his wife in bed with another man. "Get over it, buddy," he said. "It's not the end of the world." "It's all right for you to say," answered his buddy. "But what if you came home one night and caught another man in bed with your wife?" The fella ponders for a moment, then says, "I'd break his cane and kick his seeing-eye dog in the ass."

First Time
As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him-he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an ease entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tears but you shake your head and nod for him to go on. He

Need A Laugh?
AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT .. YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY : IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHER-IN-L

20 Things To Do In A Drive Thru
1. Stand close to the speaker and yell your order, using colorful expletives in ways which would embarrass the patrons inside. 2. Drive through backwards. 3. Belch your order. 4. After ordering, cover the speaker and mic with transparent tape. Watch as customers and order-takers are unable to hear each other and, thus, each raises his/her volume. 5. Barter. Offer a Whopper for a Big Mac. 6. Walk through. 7. Speak a foreign language (make one up if you have to). When the manager comes to the mic, speak English and inquire as to why the order taker had such difficulty understanding you. 8. Repeat everything the order-taker says. 9. Attempt to take the order-takers order ("Hi, may I take your order?") before they get a chance to take yours. 10. Order confusing items, i.e., "Hi, I'll have a large orange Coke and a small medium fries, please." 11. In a crowded drive-thru line, place a HUGE order, then slip out of line and watch the fun as the person behind you

Two Choices
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay! , physi cally and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Sh

~dragonfly~
Symbolism of a Dragonfly Tattoo Here are opinions and answers from FAQ Farmers: I have one and it's for good luck. The artist who did my dragonfly tattoo told me that it symbolizes freedom. The dragon fly is symbolic for change and being okay with it. Here is a story: The Dragonfly Once, in a little pond, in the muddy water under the lily pads, there lived a little water beetle in a community of water beetles. They lived a simple and comfortable life in the pond with few disturbances and interruptions. Once in a while, sadness would come to the community when one of their fellow beetles would climb the stem of a lily pad and would never be seen again. They knew when this happened; their friend was dead, gone forever. Then, one day, one little water beetle felt an irresistible urge to climb up that stem. However, he was determined that he would not leave forever. He would come back and tell his friends what he had found at the top. When he reached the top and climbed out

What I'm Doing Now
I am now living back at our farm in North Western Victoria as I have no work in Melbourne and I have been told to move out of our Flat as the owner wants to move in. I have just been plant a few trees and spraying weeds and looking after the garden and doing a few things around the house, but only when I'm not at my PC chatting to People, or checking emails and answering them as well. I have spent the last few days making a Simulator for a car racing game on the computer, I already had the Logitech force feedback steering wheel and peddles, so then I built a replica of a race car cockpit or the drivers side of a left hand drive race car, as most of the cars in the game are left hand drive. So when its all finished I will add a photo of it on here.

16 Aug 07
Well its another boring day at work...go figure most days are....but im getting ready to head back over to play in that giant sand box again....and this time for a year to 15 months...hopefully i can still get to fubar over there we will see....but oh well...for anyone reading this my birthday is in 10 days its the only reminder anyone will get...lol

Games And Lies
games and lies, thats all anyone tries, things i despise, be true and real, be someone that can feel, dont act or play, and dont bull-shit about what you say, as night turns into day, i wanted you to stay, but you tell me a lie, and i try, to understand why, you broke my heart, now this is where we part, you never gave us a chance, but at other men you did glance, so to you i say, go ahead and go play, see if you can get them to stay, you dont have a clue, who could have been with you, i asked you to leave with me, wanted you to see, what you could have had with me, once again you did flee, love is not what you want, you enjoy the man hunt, im a man like no other, except for my brother, i would have loved you unconditionally, but you through it away, so here is what i say, have fun in what ever you do, i hope your next guy is true, as i was to you, even though you make me feel blue, i did fall in love with you, you will see what you lost, for it to

Follow Up From Yesterday Mornings Message!!
OK HERE IS THE DEAL IF YOU ADD ME AS A FRIEND OR WHAT EVER THEN YOU START TALKIN TO ME AND ASKING ME QUESTIONS LIKE DO I WANT YOUR DICK AND HOW DO I LIKE TO BE FUCKED THEN I ASK YOU POLITELY TO SHOW ME RESPECT.... DONT GET YOUR EGO HURT THEN CALL ME NAMES AS IN A FAT UGLY BITCH BECAUSE APPARENTLY THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT MADE YOU ADD ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! SO IF YOU ARE GOING TO TALK TO ME IN THAT MANNER FROM THE GET GO DONT EVEN BOTHER TALKING TO ME OR ADDING ME... YEAH I HAVE PICS ON HERE AND A LOT IN LINGERIE THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT DESERVE RESPECT IT MEANS IM CONFIDENT IN WHAT I LOOK LIKE WHAT YOU SAY DOESNT HURT MY FEELINGS BUT AS YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE TOLD YOU WHEN YOU WHERE YOUNGER IF YOU DONT HAVE NOTHIN NICE TO SAY DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!! IM TIRED OF THESE LOW LIFE GUYS ON HERE THAT ADD ME AS A FRIEND JUST TO SEE IF THEY CAN GET IN MY PANTS... IT ISNT GOING TO HAPPEN... IF YOU WNAT TO FLIRT AND BE FRIEND FINE BUT I AM A VERY OUTSPOKEN PERSON AND I WILL LET YOU KNOW W

It's Been A While Since...
Last night,I was given a verbal reprimand at work which I will only take partial responsibility for.A co-worker decided not to replace some food that used for the late night menu.Never the less,the food became spoiled.I take partial responsibility because I have seen her not replace food when it should be and I tell she should because eventually she(we) will be bitched at. I made the assumption that she would do the right thing this past Monday and she did not.Not to mention,the person who worked on Sunday,did not replace any old food.I woke yesterday morning thinking about all that and low and behold,the shit happened. I'm gonna play it cool and not rat her out to the chefs.It gives me the opportunity to step where she clearly she is not.Her current neglect is part of a growing list and the chefs know it.

Party
Bayou Boyz End Of Summer Dazz When: Sat. Sept. 8, 2007 Where: Harvard Sports Bar 4775 South Harvard Tulsa, Oklahoma Music By: THE ELEMENT COME PARTY WITH US BAND STARTS at 8:00 pm FREE FOOD 6 pm till it’s Gone DRINK SPECIALS PLUS DOOR PRIZES 50/50 FOR THE FAMILY of A CHILD ABUSE VICTIM If You Didn’t Come To Party Take Your Dead Ass Home

Do It!! Everyone Else Is!!!
Hey these folks did it!! They all made me a personal salute!! Why don't you? And go show these folks some made love! Tell them Gimptastic sent ya! Trixie Laroux http://fubar.com/user/458737 Donna http://fubar.com/user/446623 Beautiful Disaster http://fubar.com/user/100309 Fat Sonny (with a guest appearance of his Moobs!) http://fubar.com/user/992061 DevilGirl (Shhh!! Don't tell Fat Sonny!!) http://fubar.com/user/189873 Marina http://fubar.com/user/144345 Country's babygirl 4 lyfe http://fubar.com/user/936666

Bouncers
Ok, so a few days ago I noticed that my 'Salutes for Friends' folder had been flagged. I don't know when it happened & I never got any mail telling me it was flagged. So I decided to write YotD and ask her about it. :D yay!!! She rocks :).

The Man With No Voice
One night, a man with no voice and his friend went to a bar. The men at the bar wanted to know what he would like in a woman. He pointed to his head. His friend explained that he wanted a smart woman. Then, he rubbed his thumb on the palm of his hand. His friend explained that he wanted a woman with money. Then, he opened his hands wide, bent his fingers, and made them cupped. He bounced them under his chest. His friend looked at him kinda wierd. "What the heck do you want a woman with arthritis for?"

Sexual Horoscope
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22 Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room.But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling.Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out. FAVE POSITION: Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass. BEST SEX TOY: Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys SCORPIO MALE IN BED His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy,you will always be satisfied!! There'

Email Warning
SAN FRANCISCO - Just when it appeared tech firms had the upper hand against spam, spammers have unleashed new forms of the meddlesome e-mail to trick filters. Spam in the form of popular PDF e-mail attachments and electronic greeting cards is confounding e-mail security systems and annoying consumers. The recent Storm e-mail virus and several pump-and-dump stock scams are clogging inboxes and snookering consumers into downloading malicious software. And it could get worse as the holidays approach, anti-spam experts say. The trend illustrates the shifting nature of spam's deceptive packaging. As anti-spam vendors come up with solutions, new versions pop up. The most common spam - which uses images to avoid the detection of spam filters - is quickly fading because of advances in anti-spam technology. But spam in PDFs, non-existent in May, now accounts for 8% of unsolicited commercial e-mail. Last week, a PDF promoting a pump-and-dump scam contributed to a 30% increase in ove

Sorry!
My laptop died a few days ago, and I'm not sure when I can get a replacement since I'm hoping to move next month and need to save as much money as possible. I can use the desktop computer, but I have to share it with my boyfriend haha, so that's why I haven't been on as much. I've been checking in about once a day to read comments and everything :-) Much love

Transformers Quiz
Wooo, a quiz to tell you which transformer you are! I'm 72% optimus prime, which they say means: Optimus Prime is the heroic leader of the Autobots. He is the personification of courage, strength, and integrity. His personal motto is that “Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.” Like Optimus Prime, you are good by nature. But beware because mischievous thoughts sometimes tempt you. You are inspiring, confident, and a natural leader. The Autobots have chosen well. In addition, you enjoy technology and are aware of the latest trends, but you stick with what works for you. What transformer are you? http://www.funflip.com/quiz/transformers

For The Ladies!!!!!
FOR ALL MY LADIES. HOE'S, BABYMAMA'S, WIFEY'S, YOU ALL NEED TO READ THIS! From a Sistah Who Cares SEX HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men like to be creative in bed utilizing all of the parts of his body to stimulate yours. His lips on your neck, breasts, abs, thighs, toes. His tongue entwined with yours. Not just his dick but his his fingers and tongue inside, outside and all around your punany. His eyes engaged with yours… while other men seem to just want to climb on top of you and do what SEEMED to work for the last chick? (What the???) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY men with small hands like women with extra fat asses? (S.P. Syndrome maybe?) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men understand the importance of foreplay and assisting a woman with having multiple orgasms before he gets his nut off and falls asleep… and others just get their nut off and fall asleep? (Bor-ring) HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY some men like to have 3somes with you and another man??? (How YOU doin'?

Madisyn Is Sick..
Madisyn is sick. I dont know why or what is wrong with her.. but.. Yesterday when I had went on my break I had some missed calls from my dads house. Called them back and they said Madisyn was freakin them out. I guess she was crying a weird cry.. almost a grunt. like she was in pain. She said that Madisyns body was hot to the touch and she was running a fever. She said that Madisyn was holding on to her so tight. She gave her some motrin and after he temp went down she was fine. Madisyn had a fever last night too. Right now I brought her home after work and it was 101.5 gave her some tylenol. I dont know whats wrong with her. I hope she feels better soon. If she is running a temp tomorrow, im callin the doc. I worry so much when shes sick

Would Like Everyones Opinion
Ok im just looking for opinions on this to see if anyone else see's this the way I do. I have this friend(a male) that is Christian, He married a Jehovah's Witness. When they met and married she was non-practicing. Well now she is practicing full time. They have two small children under the age of 5 and she is trying to force her views onto them with out talking with her husband first. I guess my question is if you knew that the person you love had a different religion than you would you force yours on them or make compromising? And would you force one view on your kids?

My Orgasm
My nipples are erect, as i slowly rub them between my finger and thumb, i moan slightly, i can feel the warmth spreading already. I slowly take the vibrator and place it between my legs,iplace it beside my already swollen clit, i turn it on. Slowly i rub it up and down against my clit, the juices are flowing, i'm wet and hot. I moan as the vibrator sends waves of pleasure through me. Faster and faster i rub it against my clit, i'm getting wetter and wetter, i feel the pleasure building, i moan louder and gyrate my hips , finally the preasure builds to it's climax, i lift my hips, arch my bck, i scream as the orgasm builds, juice's flow, the sreams are louder, finaly i lay back, satisfied. I smile as a sigh escapes from me. With a slight giggle, i turn over and go to sleep.

Aarrrggghhhhh!!!!
Have you ever had clients that you just want to reach out and strangle their little necks??? What I thought was going to be a quick little signing turned into 45 minutes of saying I don't know and I will check on that!!! I don't know anything about their case and I was not prepared to answer questions. The Attorney is out of the office today and I could not ask him the questions. When professionals get to a certain age, they should just stop working and harrass their spouses and leave everyone else alone!!!!

Love So Sweet
My mind wanders back to the previous week, when I saw you standing in a shop, looking as radiant as you ever did. My heart missed a beat and my stomach turned inside. I stood and watched as you went about your tasks. I must have passed that shop, so many times before but I never noticed you. I stood and waited hoping the shop would empty, so I could go inside. My mind went racing to many years ago. The laughs, the smiles, the times we had together. Gentle moments we shared, a love so special. Then came my drinking, the gambling, and the deceit. You tried to stand by me, but I was forever pushing you away, never sharing my problems, just telling you it was my life and I would live it the way I wanted. Then came that fateful night, returning home in my drunken state and penniless yet again. As I turned the key in the lock, a funny feeling came over me. The flat was in darkness as I gently called your name. All I could hear was silence. I ran through the flat searching every room, thin

Read This... It Will Make U Think...
No Wrong Response Experiences Shape Your Reactions Our view of the universe is largely determined by our experiences. It is when we are caught off guard by the spontaneity of existence that we are most apt to respond authentically, even when our feelings do not correspond with those of the multitude. Events that arouse strong emotions with us or are surprising in nature can be disquieting, for it often is in their aftermath that we discover how profoundly our histories have shaped us. The differences that divide us from our peers are highlighted in our reactions when these diverge from the mainstream, and this can be highly upsetting because it forces us to confront the uniqueness of our lives. When our response to unexpected news or startling ideas is not the same as that of the people around us, we may feel driven by a desire to dismiss our feelings as irrational or incorrect. But reactions themselves are neither right, nor wrong. The forces that sculpted the patterns that t

My Car Sounds Spiffy
Got everything done a couple weeks ago... finally bought some firewire and got the video camera working, so I uploaded this video: The camera microphone doesn't do it justice. In person, it sounds so much prettier : )

Memories
Good memories Bad Memories Memories to make you smile Memories to make you cry People fill your mind some that are special some you rather forget memories that haunt you no matter how hard you try to forget unanswered question did you? did they? did it? Memories to excite Memories to scare Our life's are made of memories No matter what Crazydave 16-8-07

Surgery's Done - What's Next!
YES!!! I had the surgery done on Monday morning and it went off without complication. As of now, I am having difficulty keeping my balance and my hand-eye coordination is a little messed up. I also have headaches and nausea from time to time, but I think that's moreso the chemotherapy that I had early Tuesday morning. So for those who wondered and/or worried, I am still here and doing OK! So what's next?: I will have a few more chemo treatments and maybe a gamma needle implantation to completely kill whatever is left after the surgery. I knew this was not gonna be an easy road for me, but I chose to fight instead of do nothing and let it consume me. I have a lot of people backing me up here, and I personally thank each and every one of you. If not for your love and support, this angel may not be fighting as hard as he is! So for now, I continue to stick it out and fight to the end! Rush Videos | Music Video | Columbus Lofts

Geography Lesson
Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France , gently aging; but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia , lost some wars, won some great battles but haunted by past mistakes, still very strong and proud. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia , very wide and borders are now largely un-patrolled.

Nut Kickin
I'm not sure of many things, but I do know this. You, sir, are an idiot. Nobody in the stadium is amused by your yelling. Yes, we all know this is just the minor leagues and minor league teams have a tendency to bus in the mentally challenged, but that is no excuse to be so lazy in your attempts to entertain those around you. All you yell is "timber". That's hardly creative no matter how long you manage to drag the word out. And to do it every 5 minutes... well that is the reason I kicked you in the nuts. You shouldn't act so surprised. I did warn you. I told you, "If you keep doing that, I will kick you in the nuts." Nuts have been kicked.

Where To Reach Me...
Hello all for those who might be wondering , where you can find me, you can reach me on my email or yahoo which ever you prefer... Addy: jadedangel52@yahoo.com and if you have myspace i know lame huh oh well hehehe im at myspace.com/angel46940 Unfortunately there have been a few that havent made this a very pleasant site to be on, and others have touched my heart. so give me a shout sometime... God Bless!

Fun Time With Xero
OKAY, I WANT TO HIT LEVEL 20 OR 21. I WANT BULLETINS POSTED AND EVERYTHING..I JUST WANT MY ASS PIMPED THE FUCK OUT! I WANT TO SEE WHO WILL PIMP ME OUT THE MOST AND GET ME TO WHERE I NEED TO BE AT. MY RIFAL HAPPY LEVEL 20. THERE WILL BE THREE WINNERS..IF THERE IS MORE THEN THAT IS FINE. 1ST PERSON I SEE KICKING ASS TO GET ME TO THAT LEVEL WILL GET OF THERE CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR OR A 30 DAY BLAST. CARRY ON AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK THIS SHOULD BE DAMN EASY. Click the link below to begin! MASTER XEROMANCER666*ACE CAFE DJ*@ fubar

For You Steve.
I don’t think you will, Ever fully understand, How you have touched my life, And made me who I am. I don’t think you could ever know, Just how truly special you are. That even on my darkest night, You are my shinning star. I don’t think you will ever understand, How you have made my dreams come true, Or how you have opened my heart, To love and the wonders it can do. You have allowed me to experience, Something hard to find. Unconditional love that exists, In my body, soul and mind. I don’t think you could ever feel, All the love I have to give, And I am sure you will never realise, You have been my will to live. You are an amazing person, And without you I don’t know where I would be, Having you in my life, Completes and fulfils all of me.

Commala
From Stephen Kings Dark Tower series, book 6 Song of Sussanah Commala-come-come There's a young man with a gun. Young man lost his honey When she took it on the run. Commala-come-one! She took it on the run! Left her baby lonely but Her baby ain't done. Commala-come-coo The wind 'll blow ya through. Ya gotta go where ka's wind blows ya Cause there's nothin else to do. Commala-come-two! Nothin else to do! Gotta go where ka's wind blows ya Cause there's nothin else to do. Commala-come-key Can ya tell me what ya see? Is it ghosts or just the mirror That makes ya want to flee? Commala-come-three! I beg y a, tell me! Is it ghosts or just your darker self That makes ya want to flee? Commala-come-ko Whatcha doin at my do'? If you doan tell me now, my friend, I'll lay ya on de flo'. Commala-come fo'! I can lay ya low! The things I done to such as you You never want to know. Commala-gin-jive Ain't it grand to be a

Look Up
THE BUZZARD If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6' x 8' and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10-12'. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. THE BAT The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkably nimble creature in the air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and painfully until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a??flash. THE BUMBLEBEE A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies, unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, but persists in trying to find some way out through the sides

Almost There!!!
Well here i go again, blabbing about my son! But isn't that what mom's do?!...lol Grant has about two 1/2 weeks left and then he will be home! At times i didn't think it was ever gonna end! He did well on his M16 qualifying, got Marksman. Although he wasn't too happy thta he didn't make expert marksmen, he's only 19 he has time to improve. But he's alot like me, when i strive to reach a certain goal. I get pissed if I miss the mark, and try it until I do! Just the perfectionist VIRGO in me I guess!....Certain friends know what is going on with Grant, and i can't wait to hug him abd kiss him, tell him how much i missed him....then give him a rude piece of SMALITY! What is this u ask? A word my brother and I came up with to describe a motha fu**in smack of reality! ...lmao. and my son does know this! you guys remember how it was to be a teen....think they know everything!! I will keep everyone posted on how he does and his graduation....as long as the ptb's allow this to stay on!

An Easier Way To Manage Your Fan Lists?
To those of you who are legends, there is no way you can fan everyone back who has fanned you, so this doesn't apply to you. So this is for everyone else. How annoying is it that your Fan and Fan Of lists don't match up? A few month's ago, Bella came up with the idea that users could have icons indicating who did what for you, so you can return the favor if you so inclined. I thought it was great idea then and still one now.

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2007
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you 30¢? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER 1 THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactl

The Answers To Yesterdays Blog
Hey guys, for the ones that took the time to comment on yesterday's blog here are the answers. The answer picture has a few more bands on it than the orginial picture, Well here it is anyway. Thanks guys.

Never Argue With A Woman...
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL

A Damn Good Reason To Be Sure There Are No Minors On These Sites!!
Police Blotter: MySpace profile becomes part of rape conviction By Declan McCullagh http://news.com.com/Police+Blotter+MySpace+profile+becomes+part+of+rape+conviction/21w-M7348_3-6202890.html Story last modified Thu Aug 16 04:50:03 PDT 2007 Police Blotter is a weekly News.com report on the intersection of technology and the law. What: Ohio man charged with statutory rape says he thought a 13-year-old girl was actually 18, and notes her MySpace page falsely said she was. When: Ohio Court of Appeals, Ninth District, rules on August 13. Outcome: Court says the MySpace page was correctly excluded as evidence and upholds his conviction. What happened, according to court records and other documents: On June 21, 2005, two young teenage girls decided to spend the night at the home of Billy L. Gaskins, a Brunswick, Ohio, man who lived in the same apartment complex. Gaskins was friendly with the family of one of the girls, referred to in court documents by the abbrevi

When I'm 100, If I Lean A Little, Let Me!
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, Where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she could write notes when she needed to communicate. After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right. A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up. A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?" Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew.............. "They won't let me fart."

The Game Will End
ok so iam brat u say iam spoiled people give me to much power ya right that the funny shit i have every hered. if anything iam more greatful then u are. and iam far from blind and dumb i see what u your doing u play mind game with iam not going for them u think u can say one thing and then say a other u think your so smooth well wrong your day will come but for now u can just keep playing your lil game on everyone but me cause i see right throw and u wait the will all get sick of your game to. so call me a brat a spoiled brat even say i have power if u like call me name say what u want about me now but alest i speak the truth and a lot more could come out of my mouth and u know it so keep fucking with me and my friends cause in the end u will be the one sorry.

What Happened To Steven
The following article is about my husband and my brother in law. My brother in law went missing that night and has never been seen or heard of again, it is presumed he is dead but no body was ever found so we have no way of knowing with certainty. All we do know is that a family has been left heartbroken and Steven is missed by many. Ocean rescuer had to leave one man behind By David Connolly, Enterprise staff writer A Scituate man saved one of two Bridgewater brothers Monday night in the icy ocean waters off the mouth of the North River in Scituate, but the second man was presumed dead Tuesday morning when the Coast Guard suspended its search for him. Authorities believe Steven Hockey, 18, drowned after a small boat he and his brother took for a ride capsized and he was pulled under the water by a fierce current where the river meets the ocean at the New Inlet. Hockey helped save his brother, James R. Burke, 20, by shoving him onto a kayak that John P. Kasper I

Which Are You....i'm Virgo
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random

Thanks For The Game
Staring at you from across the bar,The finest thing in the whole room.You didn't see me checking you out,But damn boy, I wanted you, and soon.You danced with mom,You danced with me.You were hard for her,But you called me.I thought you were great,The best thing to happen to me.You had a job, car, looks and personality.Little did I know what hid underneath.You used me and took from me,Till I could give no more.Even my heart you stole,But I'll give you this; you're a smooth player.I thougth things were going well,That you actually cared.But you don't care about shit,Except booze, parties, and yourself.How did you learn,To play the game so smooth?You came off like a good boy,Made us feel sorry for you.Why did you use, fuck and hurt me?I hope you had fun,Playing your little game.Cuase it hurt like hell.Grow up, then call my name.Maybe I'll hear you,Maybe I won't.Either way, we'll both be better off.September 14, 2003

Today Is A Bad Day For Me
HELLO ALL, TODY IS A BAD DAY FOR ME TODAY BECAUSE TODAY 4 YEARS AGO I ALMOST LOST MY LIFE IN A CAR CRASH. IT IS 7:57AM EST AND ALMOST TO THIS MIN GIVE OR TAKE 5-6 MIN WHEN I WROTE THIS BLOG. I WAS DRIVING TO MY FIRST DAY OF WORK ON A NEW JOB AND I STOPED AT A WAWA TO GET COFFEE. THATS THE LAST THING I REMEMBER. THE NEXT THING I KNOW IAM IN THE BACK OF A RIG WITH 2 EMTS AND A MEDIC. I FREAK OUT WHAT HAPPENED THEY ALL SAID YOU WHERE IN A CAR ACCIDENT Cooper University Hospital OK RIGH THERE I KNEW IT WAS BAD MEDIC IN THE RIG WITH US AND TAKING ME TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST TRAUMA HOSPITALS IN THE AREA. IAM AN EMT FIREFIGHTER AND I WAS FREAKING ALL THE WAY THERE BECAUSE IT WAS A RAINY OVERCAST DAY THE CHOPPER GOT NOT TAKE OFF TO FLY ME THERE. IT ALSO SUCKED THAT I HAD A MASK ON TO HELP ME BREATH. I ALSO HAD TO BE RESTRAINED BECAUSE I WAS FREAKING OUT AND TAKING MASK OFF. SO WE GET THERE AFTER A 45 MIN LITTLE DRIVE. AND I STOP BREATHING TWICE AS SOON AS I WAS WHEELED INTO ER. THEY

Dear Friends
to all my friends im sorry that i haven't been on in a while but i became homeless for a month and didn't have a home so i couldn't get on to say hello but i did miss you all and haop you all are doing fine . now i have a home and my boyfriend got a good job so im back up and running missed you all.

A Story That Needs To Be Seen. Please
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves.

Another Mission
Well, I'm leaving in about 10 mintues to head down to Arlington National Cemetary for another funeral. It gets so old. Another young military member coming home, forever. However, I guess the worst part is having a need for the Patriot Guard. You may not be for the war, but protesting at a funeral? How low can you go? If you're not familiar with the Guard, or what we do... check out the website: http://www.patriotguard.org

Omg I've Been Haxxed Lmfao
Ok so things were going great - i had installed joomla and was scraping the feed from cafepress (i've lost u all now ain't i?) - ok scrap that - i had a great site - now it as been haxxed - i have to wait for the tech guys to once it over then i will be stuck uploading and rebuilding the site for the next few days argggggghhhhhhhh. Anyway thanks for all the supportive chats out there - it's good to know so many ppl like my t-shirts If u wanna buy a shirt u can still go to Retrogod at Cafepress normal services at www.retrogod.com will be resumed asap. thanks for reading ! x paul

Stalker Part 2.
I'm not getting it, if it hurts him that much, why talk to me?? ->Here and T...: and since i'm a VIP i dont need a salute to upgrade. now are you done? Here and T...: if you check, the normal person cannot go past 10 with out posting a salute.

Recieved From Phillip
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one. I LOVE YOU FOREVER MORE........

Thursday Links: Penthouse Pet Justine Joli, New Photos Online, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Videos And Animation, Traveling Virus In Virginia This
Hey you College-Aged Boys and Girls... WE'RE LOOKING FOR FALL INTERNS! APPLY ONLINE NOW! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Hap-Hap-Happy Thursdee everybuddy! Before we head off to Washington, DC to broadcast LIVE from XM Satellite Radio tomorrow, we've got a long list of stuff to tell you about... First off, Super-sexy Penthouse Pet Justine Joli will be stopping by the show to test out the new in-studio stripper pole. Then, we'll be checking in with the Junkies down at WJFK in Washington to talk about Saturday's Traveling Virus Show. Have you seen the 1960 Joseph Kittinger Free-Fall video?...that's a real man, kids...free-falling 102,000 feet? That's ballsy. Thanks to our own EROCK, we have a bunch of new O&A Show Photos online: Rob Zombie visits the O&A Show Maury Povich Returns to the Opie and Anthony Show Bob Kelly Thinks the KROCK Program Director is Sexy Bob Kelly Ass Wiping Competition Jared/Cream Pie Jones has his last day as an int

Goin To Doc..dnt Know If Ill Be Back On Today Or Not
in case i dnt this comment is for you all...thanks for all the luv you show me each and every day...for the laughs and well wishes...you ppl are awesome... COOL MySpace Comments luv and hugs as always angel

Now, Forever
In your eyes I am moonlight dancing, In your laughter, children at play, In your arms, the sun rising, In your kiss, dreams brought to day. In my eyes you are stars burning, In my laughter, everyday joy, In my arms, destiny's yearning, In my kiss, my Helen of Troy. In our complexity we are simplicity, In our separation, together, In our touch, electricity, In our now, forever.

Holy Shit
71-year-old retired Marine, the 2nd Amendment & the right to carry "Police investigate the scene The 71-year-old retired Marine who opened fire on two robbers at a Plantation Sub shop late Wednesday, killing one and critically wounding the other, is described as a former pilot for two presidents. John Lovell. ``He doesn't drink, he doesn't smoke, he works out everyday.'' Lovell was a man of action Wednesday night. According to Plantation police, two masked gunmen came into the Subway at 1949 N. Pine Rd. just after 11 p.m. There was a lone diner -- Lovell, who was finishing his meal. After robbing the cashier, the two men attempted to shove Lovell into a bathroom and rob him as well. They got his money. But then Lovell pulled his handgun, opened fire, shooting one of the thieves in the head and chest and the other in the head. When police arrived, they found one of the men in the shop. K-9 units found the other in the bushes of a nearby business. They also found cash strewn

20 Reasons To Use Lavender Essential Oil
Lavender - Remedy for many health problems 1. Aching Muscles: If you’ve spent a back-breaking afternoon in the garden, jump into a lavender bath to soothe aches & pains away. Apply Epsom salts & a few drops of Lavender Oil to the bath and soak away the tension. 2. Acne: Lavender is one of the most valuable oils for the treatment of acne, according to aromatherapists. “It inhibits the bacteria that cause the skin infection, helps to rebalanced the over-secretion of sebum, which the bacteria thrive on, and reduce scarring”. Add a few drops of lavender oil to a plain cream sold by chemists and use as a moisturizer or cleanser. 3. Bugs & Bacteria: French laboratory studies in the early 20th century showed that lavender is a powerful antibacterial in dilutions of 5 per cent or less it is lethal to bacteria that cause typhoid, TB & diphtheria. Combined with Lemon Balm, for its clinically tested anti-viral properties. 4. Burns (minor): After you have cooled the area by

Ice Campaign = In Case Of Emergency
ICE campaign - "In Case of Emergency" We all carry our mobile phones with names & numers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramed ic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they didn't know which

To Have A Friend, Is To Be A Good Friend
Read this and change your way of thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers wal

People That Make You Ahh
its strange thougt that has overwhelmed my mind in the last day or so,just when ive come to the conclusion that n.m is full of nothing but assholes and idiots and other names I will not mention out of politeness, some of my friends just show up and totally change my whole out look! for years now ive been going about doing what i know best (music and making people laugh) and believe me when i say that ive come across some of the most cut-throat people that you could imagine. but even though my double life that i have lived one of the underground with the drugs and fights and other unruley sorts of activities, and then the other which is that of the straight and narrow, you know the one that has a job and the kind of person that you would bring home to mother and father and all. all of that seems to not mean a damn thing unless you have some one or better yet more than one person to share all the experiances (

Assassin...
The CIA had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and tests were done, there were 3 finalists... 2 men and a woman. For the final test, the CIA agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions, no matter what the circumstances. Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill her!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home" The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about five minutes. Then the man came out with tears in his eyes. "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions to kill her husband. She took

I'm Not Double-jointed, So There Are Limits!
Today's Horror-scope: Spice up your daily routine with something a little different. If your friends think you're stuck in a rut, they'll soon see otherwise as you show them just how flexible you can be. Your good energy helps the flow. Of course I had to read that and make it pervy, lol!

Be True To Yourself
Be true to yourself… When you are honest with yourself You can see how you really are inside And just what it is others will see about you If given the chance to really know you What you show them is what they base Their opinions of you on Friendships can be built upon this Emotions will form and only if you are honest Will they be worth something to you Or to the people you have allowed in Don’t be ashamed of who you are inside Beauty is in the eye of the beholder What you see isn’t necessarily what Anyone else will see about you True happiness will only come from within And that is easiest to achieve with honesty Know that if someone tells you They love you, they most likely do. Embrace it or push it away, the choice Is for you and you alone to make No one else can make these choices for you Be true to yourself and never lose Sight of what is most important to you May you always find contentment in life. A. Boudreaux 2006

Current Status
Once it fueled, flames it sparked Options endless, journeys embarked Youth recaptured, attempts in vain Senses overloaded, mentally insane Visions shared, spans of time Countless coronas, absent of lime Many missed chances, encounters brief Tears overflowing, endless grief Boats a rockin, stormy seas Waterless ocean, pressing keys Powered down, limit reached No more fishing, at this beach New tomorrows, shall be mine Current status, user offline. A. Boudreaux 2007

Sweet Kiss
sweet kiss... I close my eyes and think of you your love keeps me all night through I wake each day to my thoughts of you seems to me its all I can truly do you stole my heart and consume my mind such a wealth of emotions I did find tonight I leave you with a sweet kiss it is you my love I will miss A.Boudreaux 2007

Unwanted Thoughts
Unwanted thoughts... You have a life I know you do.. You have a wife I know this too.. You love me.. You told me this Unguarded in passion You gave me a kiss.. My heart you held beating for you.. So pure in that moment..so true. A moment cherished I wish to rewind.. Thoughts of you now Unwanted in my mind. A.Boudreaux 2007

2007 Darwin Awards
Yes - They are finally out again, and I find them difficult to believe but apparently they can all be verified! In case you don't know the Darwin Awards are an annual honour given to the person who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out of it. And the nominees this year, in reverse order, are: .......... 7. A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. The resulting explosion and fire burned his house down, killing both him and his sister. 6. A 34-year-old white male found dead in the basement of his home of suffocation, according to police. He was approximately 6'

Frozen Heart
Frozen Heart... no touch can reach me ice has insulated my heart protecting me from feeling keeping me safely apart no arms need hold me this numbness gently enfolds amazingly calm now though only my soul it holds no one dare reach for me its layers are unsafe to grasp serenely it holds me steadily within its frozen clasp no one can enter the entrance is neatly secured i want no one to have me of this you can be assured i invited this comfort removing myself from pain no one is welcomed inside myself i shall remain A. Boudreaux 2007

Poison To Your Soul
Poison to your Soul... She's the poison you will drink seducing you, with but a wink you weren't able to prepare She has caught you unaware. Though sweet as she must taste your heart ultimately, she'll waste. As this day turns to night you know now I am right She whispers softly in your ear desire for her you wont fear you invite her further inside your heart like arms, open wide playfully innocent at its start weaving a web around your heart hours pass they become days you are blind to her ways honest as she can be with you the woman before you seen anew as the illusion shatters there is nothing that matters you can't stop the flow wishing now you didnt know what she couldn't give to you was a whole heart beating true bitterness comes to take a hold your heart slowly becomes cold unwanted and crushed you now grieve illusions of hate you begin to weave paint her in an unkind light it is how you will fight those feelings of despair this life can be so

A Single Tear
A single tear.. today a single tear I shed for a man whos path was tread an unfair circumstance had cost his loving wife to him is lost so real his pain must still be this tear i shed i shed for thee i pray for joy to shine bright and fill his world with its light i see a soul that stands strong and though his journey's been long he continues to live his life in memory of his beloved wife. A. Boudreaux '07

Any
I had a dream. When I was in my 9th month of pregnancy. Well I went into labor and died due to kidney failure. Then a day later after I died the little girl I just had died. She just stopped breathing and doctor's where unable to revive her. All that was left was Phil(husband) and Eleyna(daughter). After I died he never went out and looked for another women he just come home night after night taking care of Eleyna. The sad part is I know more about my daughter than my husband does I know how to get her to sleep, I know what she wants, I know when she cries what she needs. I know what her favorite foods are. I stay up half the night if not all night making sure that she is breathing okay and that I have what she needs to go back to bed call me over protective if you want but, when she gets older I will learned to let up and help her with whatever she needs. The only time I ever sleep is when she is over at my in-laws or at my mother's even when she is over there I still don't sleep I js

I Am Me
I am Me... I can be gentle, and I can be kind those arent thoughts that now come to mind I am selfish and I can be rude some may not like my blunt attitude I am unique owning many a flaw and I am more than I hold in my bra though in defense they are quite a treat I cannot fault those finding them neat I have many things some old and some new not everything tho will i share with you I am myself I need approval not I sit here alone with nary a thought I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense a.boudreaux 2007

Good News After 2 Days Of Hard Work
Just wanted to say hello to all my friends!!! So HELLO. Also, I haven't forgotten you just been working extra and not sleeping much with meetings and extra hours.... So the love has been lacking. However, I did get good news from the boss....I FINALLY get to move off the 10 pm to 6 am, 4 days on 2 off shift I have been working...I will now be working 6 am till 2 pm Monday through Friday...supposedly as of the 1st of September. Am afraid to really believe it until it happens of course. But it sure would make things easier and allow me to be available more for my son after school, evenings and weekends. So, am keeping my fingers crossed. Just wanted to share with any who wish to read a tiny detail about my boring little world. Hope all is going well for each of you and you have a great day filled with smiles and laughter.

Tender Words
Tender Words... you're the only one for me... 'tis a simple choice you see my love for you... I needn't use my voice you see me clear, my lover... through eyes of blue you know how my body reacts.. to my thoughts of you you have my heart in your hands.. gently you enfold I gave it to you freely love... it's for you to hold I love you more each day we spend.. hours just for us your love for me is so pure... it's simply marvelous together now we are today... and never shall we part for with one simple twist of fate, you've captured my heart. a. boudreaux 2006

My Love
My Love You have unlocked my heart and set it free This exquisite madness encompasses me I want to be in your arms more than I can say Unbearable the thought of not thinking of you today Taking each day as it comes, together as two All I am and all I have is now given to you You see me in a different light When you say it, it just seems right Making my breath pause and catch My heart is racing it's met its match You can see how you make me feel Such emotions enormous, ever so real I want you near me each day as I wake To cherishingly love with each breath I take A.Boudreaux 2006

For You
For You.. tis true you are sweet, and i long for us to meet beneath the stars above, so we may share our love desire for you i feel i must explain to you in words of lust though they be tender in notion setting soon our bodies in motion My love for you is so new yet in strength absolute and true to spend each day with you in mind you are unique, just one of a kind but love you i do with my heart spanning the miles that keep us apart you are the one i want forever to be with you i'll go wherever you are so much more than you know lets cherish our love and let it grow A. Boudreaux 2007

Little Girl
Little Girl... little girl, little girl why do you feel so old? little girl,little girl what secrets do you hold? little girl, little girl what have you now to say? little girl, little girl can you come out to play? little girl, little girl open up your hazel eyes. little girl, little girl let go now of those lies. little girl, little girl those secrets won't keep. little girl, little girl memories will not sleep. little girl, little girl come take my hand. little girl, little girl you'll understand. little girl, little girl smile now for me. little girl, little girl go now be free. A. Boudreaux 2007

Friendship
Friendship... A generous soul, so rich and so pure Twas lucky for me, to meet you for sure. How blessed am I, to have as a friend Someone as loyal, on whom I depend. You lift my spirits up on high. You are the best, and this is why Your happiness is important everyday, A friend to you forever I'll stay!! A.Boudreaux 2004

Love
Love... What is that, I see there in your eyes? Passion and tenderness, no need for disguise. Searching for answers, to questions you seek. They're beneath the surface, no time to be meek. Open your heart to loves gentle caress. Completing this task, I make one request. Be careful my love, these feelings are new. Choose wisely when saying, "I Love You." a. boudreaux 2001

Fixin' The Fence!
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well", he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700" The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whispers back, "$1000 for me, $1000 for you, and we hire the guy from Tennesse

At The Beginning
At the Beginning... The sun sets o'er the hills. the birds cry out in resounding shrills. The day is coming to its' end, an important message, I mean to send. My mind is racing with all its secrets contentment, fulfillment, and no regrets. At last a friend I have found, who's feet are planted on the ground. In his arms i long to be. Desire's flames are dancing within me. My heart skips a beat when he is near. I cherish the seconds when he is here. Now I am rambling, and carrying on it quickly approaches the hour of dawn. This message i have, I mean to say, I simply can't wait to see him today. a.boudreaux 2000

Morning After
Morning After... Dampness in the morning, flaming colors in the sky, warmth intermingling. Sweet red raspberries, succulent juices, flooding your mouth. Pond of jumping fish, mirror image, of the sky above. a. boudreaux 1997

"how To Get Childern To Put Away Their Toys"
i got this off another site thought u all might like it Starfire has a blog post about "How To Get Childern to Put Away Their Toys" which you can read here. I told my children that we had a "nice" house monster who lived inside the A/C vents. My kids knew four things about our House Monster: (1) Other monsters, including the scary or "bad" ones, wouldn't come into a house which already had a monster. (2) House Monster only ate those white sparkly rocks you see in gardens or people's front yards. (3) If you left any toys on the floor unattended, House Monster would take them and play with them for a few days before returning them. (4) If you really wanted a particular toy back, you could put out a white sparkly rock and call up to the vent for House Monster to trade for it. When you weren't looking your toy would reappear and the rock would be gone! This worked amazingly well for many years with each of my children. And I recycled the same three "food" rocks o

Happiness
Happiness... Happiness is a wonderous joy. You find it within, it's yours to enjoy. It shines so bright upon your face, you can float through the air, up into space. Who knows how far you can fly? Oh what a blessing, you shouldn't deny. Such a miracle it is to behold. One simple enough for the young and the old. A treasure indeed, each person should seek. A journey inside yourself, just take a peek! Like discovering a new chapter in a favorite book, It's there to be found if you know where to look. How simple it is to make your way, To your own happiness, what more can I say? a.boudreaux 1996

No Sound It Makes
No sound it makes... Her days are spent as she lives...alone lying in bed now staring at the phone holding back the tears thoughts of him bring wishing with every breath for it now to ring hours pass in this room where she hides away knowing she isn't missed or thought of in his day yet she waits patiently, a great toll it takes her heart closes more, weeping, no sound it makes A. Boudreaux 2007

Thinking
Thinking... Ever have so much to say thoughts jumble in your head? Ever think too many thoughts that soon you find you dread.. thinking of anything aside from your bed. Ever want to be alone, where no one hears you cry? Ever think perhaps, you'd rather not think why... thinking of the things that always make you cry. Ever wish for something great, that makes you feel alive? Ever think of tomorrows, you know cannot arrive... thinking will surely shorten your drive. Ever know in your heart, what you refuse to see. Ever think you could know, how things have to be.. thinking of the empty words given to me. A. Boudreaux 2007

Only In My Head
Only in my head... only in my head do i feel your sweet touch only in my head does it truly hurt this much only in my head do i think now of you only in my head do you think of me too only in my head do i scream out in my rage only in my head are the thoughts on this page only in my head does this make any sense only in my head are my walls of defense only in my head do i long to hold you tight only in my head is that perfectly alright only in my head is a sadness so bitterly real only in my head am i truly allowed to feel. A. Boudreaux 07

Forever Silent
Forever Silent... Watching the leaves blow across the grass, their golden shapes floating so fast. The seasons change and time moves on. Memories forgotten will never be gone. These tears I have shed are in vain, masking the disappointment, hurt and shame. The secrets I am holding, so deep inside of a little girls' innocence that died. Forever silent still unable to rest, they struggle for freedom, a constant test. To fear it is human, perhaps a defense. Oh Lord, I know, her pain is immense. Give me the strength to set her free. Only you and I Lord, know she is me. a. boudreaux 2004

Judges Comments On Sentencing Of A Terrorist
No matter what your stance on the war at hand, these words are quite poignant that I had received in an email not so long ago.... ************************************************* Sentence of Reid Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe and tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or Radio? Didn't think so Everyone should hear what the judge had to say. Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below: Ja

Breathe
the waves are so choppy there's more in store rocking the boat further away from the shore the storm has just started the rains splash your brow you fight the exhaustion no time for rest now direction is scattered you're losing your way the boat keeps rocking hope has turned to dismay you struggle for strength you give a good fight no desire within you to just say goodnight and let the waves take you to the depths of despair steer your way thru it keep taking in air the storm will soon end and sun shall replace the droplets of rain that covered your face smile in the knowlege your life is a gift and rest yourself now let your boat gently drift to the shores you will come with nary a worry live life as you want it no reason to hurry friends they will come a few angels you'll host be kind to them all to one you may mean the most a smile will help you in so many ways take nothing for granted treasure all of your days A.Boudreaux 2006

Lost In Tears
Lost in Tears... Sadness has come in your absense Open to you now feelings so intense Flowing through me my heart is weeping Secret sorrows I am now keeping You touched my heart deep inside Doors to my soul thrown open wide unguarded i'm left exposed and unsure through my tears this screen is a blur a leap of faith i took you on you made me smile until dawn .... know this now and never forget .... i loved you for a moment with all i had for its simpleness it cant be so bad. a.boudreaux 2006

Momma's Little Man
Momma's little man... every morning as i wake my love for you grows as winter approaches the rain turns to snow I go to your room and my breath catches peacefully sleeping my memory snatches the sight of my baby as perfect as it gets the pictures i take of you developed in duplicate sets you are my world i can only love you more and giggle to myself as i watch you gently snore you love me absolutely as only a child can you will always be momma's little man. A.Boudreaux 2006

A Poem
Just one of my poems I wrote...enjoy ;) ~Lanie~ When you smile You brighten my day. You show me love In the most simple way. I want you with me Of that I am sure. An array of emotion, So sweet and so pure. For you I would go To any great length Endurance I have As much as strength I feel an emotion that is Kindred to love One that is as bright As the stars above You make me smile Inside my heart Though in distance We are miles apart You are the one I want Above anyone else And for you I can Only give of myself Come to me and We shall see If this is truly What’s meant to be. a.boudreaux 2006

Self Love
Self Love... when u get this I may be in bed with fantasies of you .....inside my head never you fret, and never you worry i'm here waiting....I'm not in a hurry so strike up a chorus, and strike up the band take matters of pleasure into your hand!!!!!! a. boudreaux 2006

Another Blonde Joke
A blonde went into a world wide message center to send a message to Her mother overseas. When the man told her it would cost $300, she Exclaimed. "But I don't have any money. But I'd do ANYTHING to get A message to my mother." The man arched an eyebrow (as we would Expect). "Anything?" he asked. "Yes, yes, anything" the blonde promised. "Well, then, just follow me" said the man as he walked towards the next room. The blonde did as she was told and followed the man. "Come in and close the door," the man said. She did. He then said, "Now get on your knees". She did. "Now take down my zipper." She did. "Now go ahead . Take it out...." he said. She reached in and grabbed it with both hands .. Then paused. The man closed his eyes and whispered, "Well .. Go ahead." The blonde slowly brought her mouth closer to it...and while holding it close to her lips... Tentatively said, "Hello, Mom, can you hear me?"

Twitterpated
Twitterpated... A shooting star streaking across the sky above, its stardust twinkling like the first hints of love. A treasure to behold of that I am sure, rarest of gems, a heart that is pure. Stilling my fears as you whisper seductively, you've captured my heart just as sure as can be. Whats drawn us together destined such as this, a feeling so awesome, magnificent bliss. a. boudreaux 2005

No Longer
No Longer... The vows we had spoken all but forgotten now Searching for reasons seems silly somehow Our bond has been shattered, we ended this dance No longer trusting enough to take one more chance Vast are the miles between our two hearts No longer beating as one, but now broken apart carelessly reckless you now seem to be there is nothing left to tie you to me Be free and soar high, I ask nothing of you Live your life as you want, rebuild it anew No longer do I want love from you. A. Boudreaux 2005

Drunky Writings Again...
Hiya folks, It's me again. your drunky friend that doesn't sleep enough. I have bee thinking lately that the majority of the women who court them don't know the difference. Uh. yeah nevermind. How about them politicians? crooked as a sherman's necktie... and how about them other sons of so and sos... but that is what I'm talking about. yay us for having accomplished the raising of anger towards us as high as it has ever been., I love our foreign policy. were gonna reap the benefits of our bad manners in dealing with the rest of the war. huzzah. I'm going to sleep now. as I pass out from the alcohol coursing through my veigns at an amazing level. I love whisky. Zzzzz....

Click..click...click
click click click goes the mouse silently echoing in this house do i see you i think not are you sexy cute or hot i cant tell you do you know why i only see pages as they go by if i comment its heart felt insult not below the belt kind i am until upset bitch unseen by you yet shout obscenely desperate fool here's a towel for your drool lick the screen may you get shocked piss me off you will get blocked! A. Boudreaux 2007

How Men See Me??
Got this from Maggie :D How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Friends W/ Benefits?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Chemicals, Public Perception And Gray Hairs
More and more often, we are surrounded by news about how our environment is being affected by pollution, chemicals, etc. For many years I wondered what the effects were when we lovely women would either buy hair dye and apply it at home or go to the salon and have it done there. There are SO MANY chemicals in hair dye. Hair dye absorbs into the skin of your scalp. I see children use permanent hair dye and that is SO WRONG! How do these chemicals affect our water when it gets washed down the drain? How much is it filtered out after it goes through the processing plant? Have there been studies made about its toxicity? I usually have my hair cropped short and since I started wearing braces about a year ago I've been growing it out. I used to colour it whenever an inch or so would grow out, but I've been leaving it to grow for a longer period of time for a few reasons. One, it's a lot messier to apply at home and my hubby gets very nervous about the stuff staining anything. Seco

August 17th 2006 Is The Day That I Was Raped
August 17th 2006 is the day that I was raped! And the asshole that raped me never spent one single day in jail for what he did to me! So0o if you could all help me by takin a minute to think about and pray for all the other rape survivors in the world, I would appreciate it. And if you have a purple ribbon..wear it. Or even a purple shirt or some sort of purple jewelry!!

Link To Night Light News, I Hope, Lol!
Night Light News is where I get alot of my weekly info on what's up amongst the planets and stars, lol! I've been wanting to provide the link and I hope this works. Not sure if it will, lol, but at least I've tried!! http://web.nightlightnews.com/OverviewfortheMonth/WeeklyHoroscopes/index.html Not exactly a link, but it works, lol!

How Our Night Went
This was copied from my dayghters Blog so you can see how our night went. well lets see today a person that at one time thought was a family friend freaked out when we wouldnt answer the door . started knocking on windows then walked out back of our house doing only god knows what, told the guy that lives above us off, and then what TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUT the whole time that i just thought this person was being nice to me and my family was only trying to gain mine and my families trust so that he could get my 14yr old daughter so that he could molest her(thank god all the stuff came to the front tonight before he had the chance to do anything), tomorrow morning off to the court house to get protection paper to keep him away from all of us. After all this it is for sure gonna be soooooooooooo hard to trust people, well with the exception of all that stood by me tonight Sarah, Jess,Yancey, Lee,My Mom and officer Brooke.....thank you guys i love you all

We Are Starting A Very Fun Site Were Everybody Can Have Some Fun On The Webcam
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Fighter
I know it's there within my soul, I fight it everyday, The darkness urging my demise, In the hope I'll loose my way. The fog comes close around me, The lights all disapear, Silent is the place now, My heartbeat's all I hear. I'm blind to where I'm going, Survived the place I've been, They say it makes you stronger, Surviving bad things seen. So when you look into my eyes, Look past the girl there crying, Beyond her see the fighter, Before she gives up - her dying.

.:.:.:.:.
2pm til 4:30am. I was at work... for 14 and a half fucking hours. And what do I do when I get home? turn on this fucking computer and dick around for however long... I'm a genius ain't I? Bleh. Anyways.. off for the next four days, besides a two hour training meeting on Saturday. Who wants to hang out?? XOXO

Just A Little Fyi
I will say my peace and refer every guy to this blog because this is what I want you all to know. I am a single mother of two..estranged from my husband and am hoping to soon get that nightmare behind me. I am not interested in being someones plaything...or being sexually exciting via some chat box. I wouldn't mind finding a great guy that is very fond of me, but please be very realistic here..if you don't live remotely close to me it wont be you! Fascination can go a long way but it wont keep me warm at night. I am not moving anywhere I am where I am until such a time I choose to move and that move will be what is right for my children and myself. No man is necessary for our happiness. I don't want to ever be an option, so if you are seriously trying to hook up with me, I better be the only person you are working so hard to convince to go out with you or you can take a hike. I am not just some girl who might be fun for the night, even if I am or could be, I don't choose to be. Ther

Protestors, Yeah We All Protest About This Or That
Good Morning. I heard a blurb on the way into work this am about a protest that was supposed to go on at a farm in the thumb of Michigan. The farm in question was to employ wind turbines as their source for power. Cheaper to run and savings to the farmer. But, protestors claim the builders of the turbines were out of town labor and were getting paid more then local labor…imagine that…You know as far back as I can remember there have been protestors over this or that. People just like to stir the soup. Easier to say the sling shit I guess…either way I said it and can’t take it back. Oh yeah I could erase it but the point is still there. People love to bitch about anything, hell I love to bitch. But, I bitch over careless useless and wasteful things. Things that had they not be done in my eyes we would be better off. Oh I know there are things on each of our plates, minds and agendas that do not suit others well at all…but we do them right? Not to stir the soup…don’t let me go down the r

Men Online
I have been online for a couple years now, and I have encountered many a man. I was once very optimistic and fun..very naive and trusting in the extreme. Not to say some of those traits aren't still lingering, but they surely are not what they used to be. I don't intend to bash on men...I adore them. Tis' my weakness after all. MEN! (sigh) It is my opinion that men online are very easily categorized..maybe harshly..but if the truth hurts.. yea..you know! There is the sweet guy: always there to offer a hello. a very chipper type of man. most likely very depressed and only wanting to make you smile in a way to feel as if he accomplished his goal for the day. this man is one of the most under appreciated of all men online. he is also commonly mistaken as a stalker. there is nothing wrong with him except how he has been treated in this fantasy based land we call cyber space! There is the charmer: generally very persistant at first so as to charm you into submission. strong will

Married And Online
Welcome to my newest blog..it is based upon my opinion and I have chosen to share it with you all. Married and Online In my not so humble opinion I firmly believe married people in general have no place on a chat site geared toward promiscuity. This is of course my opinion and I am entitled to it as you are entitled to your own. I absolutely despise the use of the term "happily married" especially in conjunction with a page that contains less than proper photos. I think peoples ideas of happy are their own, but I do not believe a happily married person would be seeking out a playmate(s) online if they were so happy. I realize this blog will garner me no fans as most of the people online I do talk to are married. I am not here to air others laundry just merely state my opinion. I feel that married people should not complicate a bad situation with another bad situation. Some people prefer to have their fantasies and I do not. I won't criticize them for it...but I don't person

Jose And Carlos
Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway offramp each holding a sign. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house and has a lot of money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." I have no work, a wife & 6 kids to support. "Now look at mine." Carlos looks at Jose's sign I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico

Not Wise To Mock God...
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the

Shadows On My Soul
Trying to fly I; find myself in chains, Wings are broken; I'm filled with pain, Battered and beaten; I lie cold and crying, But in my heart; I'm free and flying. Shadows on my soul; the cuts run deep, Fought so many battles; all I crave is sleep, On my knees; looking up into the sky, Rain will keep falling; I'll continue to fly. Shackled and bound; my body lies still, Take my life; but you can't break my will, Keep knocking me down; I'll rise once more, Above the pain; untouchable I'll soar.

I'm Sad
Today I'm sad, heartbroken more like it, and not from anything done today, but something done a year ago! How can something from that long ago, break my heart today? I feel the pain just like it was yesterday, my tears flow all over again! They say time heals all wounds, but how much time is it going to take to heal mine?

What Are You? I'm A Libra Yay Yay Lol ;)
GEMINI - The Pretty One (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Cool One (7/23-8/22) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun

Gigantic Mole
Jesus! There is this woman on fubar with this gigantic skin-colored mole in the middle of her forehead. She has a ton of close-up pictures of her face and I mean it only accentuates that freaky mole thing! She has got to be at least 45 years old +. SO she has had plenty of time in her life to have that thing removed... God lover her, but DAMN... And she's got another gigantic one on her upper lip! They are NOT sexy. That's for sure. They get to a certain point that if they are the size of quarters, they aren't sexy. And they have to be 1/4 or 1/2 inch TALL! GROSS!

It's Thursday Already?? Good Grief!
My days and weeks are flying by! The boys are registering/picking up their schedules already - not that I mind, lol. Jenn, my oldest daughter who has been sitting it out at the LaCrosse County Jail, is scheduled to be released somewhere around September 15th. Has she learned her lesson? Stay tuned for further developments, lol. I've got an early start on my day today. Need to be out of here by 8:30 a.m. That's about 4 hours away, for those of you on the other side of the world. Couldn't sleep, so I decided just to get up and get at it. The coffee is on, lol!! For those of you having a hard time finding my new friend tinydancer, I will try to give you her link at some point. She's new to Fubar, not new to me, lmao!! She is a belly dancing classmate of mine! Let's see if I can add her link, lmao!! Yesterday's energy was a little bizarre. I felt very lightheaded and had this lovely brain fog I sometimes get, lol! It's all cleared now. I did have a couple of intere

August 16, 2007
Focus on your job -- or, better yet, your next job. If you don't have a definite career plan in mind, now is the time to think it over and decide what your next few steps should be. Get moving as quickly as you can!

Why Attention Still Needs To Placed On The Michael Vick Dog Fighting Ring Situation.. (warning: Graphic Images)
These victims don't have a voice of their own. Please watch and repost these videos to raise awareness on dog fighting. Please, If you care copy and paste the link in your address bar and sign the petition to keep Vick off the field. https://community.hsus.org/campaign/US_2007_dogfighting_nfl2?qp_source=gaba7m

The Pastor' Business Card
Pastor's Business Card A new pastor was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door. Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote "Revelation 3:20" on the back of it and stuck it in the door. When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message,"Genesis 3:10." Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." Genesis 3:10 reads, "I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid for I was naked." Remember when the funniest jokes were the clean ones? They still are! A cheerful heart is good medicine" (Prov. 17:22) Now, pass it on!

Birth Star Chart
Name: Larry Caylor September 26 1968 10:00 PM Time Zone is EDT Orlando, FL Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Taurus Calm and deliberate, you hate to move quickly or act hastily. Very practical, every effort must count or you can't be bothered. Patient, persistent and steady, but very stubborn -- you can't be pushed or pressured into anything. You seem outwardly self-assured because you tend to repress your inner tension and turmoil. You exude an earthy warmth, friendliness and charm. You demand comfortable surroundings and appreciate the good life. Be careful of a tendency to be overly self-indulgent. At times, you are lazy and difficult to motivate. Overcoming inertia is a problem for you and, because you are not by nature a self-starter, it is often necessary for you to receive stimuli from others in order to get moving. Sun is in 04 Degrees Libra. Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to mak

Some Cute Jokes
The Difference Between Men and Women Let's say a guy named Fred is attracted to a woman named Martha. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else. And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Martha, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?" And then, there is silence in the car. To Martha, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of. And Fred is thinking: Gosh. Six months. And Martha is thinking: But, hey, I'm not so sure I w

Don't Wear Shoes
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica. They were touring around the marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small sandal shop. From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" So the couple walked in. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex. " Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex God he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sandals make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." Well, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes...something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the Jamaican, bent him violent

Short Personality Test
You may have done this before, but it is fun, just try it.This is a unique personality test. There are only 4 questions. But the results are very interesting. Click on this link: http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Humor For Lexophiles
HUMOR FOR LEXOPHILES (LOVERS OF WORDS): I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a day care where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. The butcher backed up into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U.C.L.A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes

10 Years
Well, it has been ten years since my tragic accident. I have learned alot of things about myself and others in the past 3652 days. Yes, it was a very bad thing that happened, but in the end it all boils down to the fact that I am here today. There is a reason that I am here, and I am still on the journey to find it. If you are interested in reading the whole story, read the blog found at this link: http://www.fubar.com/blog/11497/33165 Thanks for reading this if you take the chance. Hope you have a great day!!"

Denistry
inventive dentistry A man goes to the dentist to have a tooth pulled. The dentist takes out a needle to give the man a shot of Novocain. "No way, no needles, I can't stand needles." The dentist starts to hook up the laughing gas but the man again objects. "No gas, please the mask on my face is suffocating to me." The dentist then asks if the man has any objection to taking a pill. "No" said the patient "I'm fine with pills." The dentist then returns and says "Here's a Viagra tablet." The patient says "Wow, I didn't know Viagra worked as a pain pill." "It doesn't" said the dentist "but it will give you something to hold on to when I pull out your tooth."

Santeros Have Neighbor Problems
Santeros have neighbor problems Throughout Miami-Dade, Santeria practitioners and their middle-class suburban neighbors have not always seen eye to eye. Posted on Tue, Aug. 14, 2007 BY TERE FIGUERAS NEGRETE tfigueras@MiamiHerald.com The clash between Santeria practitioners and their suburban neighbors in Coral Gables is not an isolated incident. Consider: • Last year, a veteran Miami-Dade firefighter was arrested on felony trespassing and animal cruelty charges after a confrontation with a Redland neighbor who caught him dumping a goat on his property. The firefighter, Adolfo Perez, said he removed the animal carcass -- as well as other animal remains -- from the man's property after he realized it was private property, and provided him a business card identifying himself as a priest. The neighbor, Art Valencia, a retired schoolteacher, turned the business card over to police. ''I don't care what they do, but I shouldn't have to smell dead animals at my home,'' he sa

"nothing To Live For"
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. "I don't want to know," the child said, bursting into tears. "Promise me you won't tell me." Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, "When I was six, I got the "There's no Easter Bunny" speech. At seven, I got the "There's no Tooth Fairy" speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the "There's no Santa" speech. If you're going to tell me that grownups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for."

Health Note
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors; Fill your plate with bright colors; greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's and sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew eating right could be so easy.

For Santeros, Religious Freedom Is Anything But
For santeros, religious freedom is anything but Posted on Tue, Aug. 14, 2007 BY TERE FIGUERAS NEGRETE AND ELAINE DE VALLE tfigueras@MiamiHerald.com Noriel Batista has had little peace since a swarm of Coral Gables police officers burst onto his property, disrupting a Santeria ritual intended to initiate him into a special order of his religion's priesthood. ''It has ruined my life,'' said Batista, a Cuban-born pharmacy owner who bought the home on Casilla Street nine years ago. Business at his Coral Way pharmacy has suffered, he says. Neighbors expressed outrage that animal sacrifices -- in this case, 11 goats and 44 fowl -- were taking place in the City Beautiful. Shortly after the June incident made the news, Batista received a handwritten note, scrawled in the margins of a Miami Herald article: America has become a dumping ground for trash like you. Go back to Cuba and take your animal sacrifices with you. The incident, which brought television cameras and patro

Body Parts
Body Parts The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in the heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. the more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contain 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds . -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with ha

Drummers Clash With New Harlem Residents
Drummers clash with new Harlem residents By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer Sat Aug 11, 6:19 PM ET NEW YORK - On Saturday nights in summer, hundreds of fingers pound out mesmerizing rhythms on African drums — a ritual repeated for decades in Harlem's Marcus Garvey Park. This year, the drums have a counterpoint: the complaints of "new Harlemites." "African drumming is wonderful for the first four hours, but after that, it's pure, unadulterated noise. We couldn't see straight anymore," says Beth Ross, who lives in a luxury apartment building near the park. "It was like a huge boom box in the living room, the bedroom, the kitchen. You had no way to escape except to leave the apartment." Ross's complaint is just the latest sign of conflict in Harlem, where upscale apartments and hotels are rapidly changing the face of a neighborhood long considered the heart of black culture in America. Central Harlem around Marcus Garvey Park is especially attractive, with its o

About Me
I am an Ordained Pastor that has also been convicted of a felony in Illinois in the past. God has seen fit in His Grace and Mercy to allow His works to bear fruit and come forth through my trial and tribulations. Because of my generous nature I have been placed in situations where I have been forced to "give my life, for another" as in the case back in 1999. I was 27 and had employeed a 21 year old to work for me. He took room/board transportation and minor cash in exchange for 30 hrs week labor (deliveriing newspapers) He was living in sin dating a girl whom all (but him) believed to be 18. It turns out she was 16 as we all found out when he got her pregnant and her mother whom worked for the sherriffs dept. (after actively allowing her to date him, fully knowing his age as the court documents show) persued the case looking for a rape conviction. Because he was only 5 years in age different than her, it was not a felony charge so the courts came after me because I (enalbled the off

My Chart With Explaination
Name: Eric August 14 1976 7:00 AM Time Zone is EDT falls church, VA Rising Sign is in 28 Degrees Leo You love to be the center of attention and you want to appear strong, confident and dominant. You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! Very dignified and honorable, you enjoy the power and privilege, but not the responsibilities, that come with leadership. You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Others impress you only if they have integrity (but wealth, power and influence can also turn your head). You prefer rich, elegant surroundings and possessions, and will try to acquire them as your budget allows. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff! Sun is in 21 Degrees Leo. More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mi

5 Minute Management Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her g