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Can We Not Stoop To Your Level
Do I even want to talk about this with them is one of my favorite topics of thought, I've found. Seriously, if I make a point out of something why do people who are on my side of the arguement go and fuck that up by being just as stupid and fucking ignorant. I want people to stop agreeing with me if possible. I get way too many fucking idiots doing it. Seriously, if you have an opinion that is equally ignorant to that which I mock you are not supposed to agree with me. You are a bigot. You're a prejudice dumb shit. Why the hell do people always have put things down to us vs them. Them is dehumanizing. Its a generalization. How fucking stupid can you be make things so god damned narrow. Idiot! All of you. People I've dated. My friends. You all do this and I just get sick to death from it. It really makes me wonder what the fuck the point is. Why is everyone I know like this? Is it so fucking hard to question every thing, especially your stupid fucking made up beliefs.

Just Wanna Say...............
hiya fubar peeps how ya all doin just wanna say thank u 2 all the people that sent me birthday comments and the all the birthday gifts and thank you 2 all the people that commented and voted on my last mum. thanks guys much love lisa jane

Monastery Life
Monastery Life A young monk arrives at the monastery. He is assigned to helping the other monks in copying the old canons and laws of the church by hand. He notices, however, that all of the monks are copying from copies, not from the original manuscript. So, the new monk goes to the head abbot to question this, pointing out that if someone made even a small error in the first copy, it would never be picked up! In fact, that error would be continued in all of the subsequent copies. The head monk, says, "We have been copying from the copies for centuries, but you make a good point, my son." He goes down into the dark caves underneath the monastery where the original manuscripts are held as archives in a locked vault that hasn't been opened for hundreds of years. Hours go by and nobody sees the old abbot. So, the young monk gets worried and goes down to look for him. He sees him banging his head against the wall and wailing. "We missed the R ! We

Am I Being Tempted?.......
A woman in white holding a torch calls out to me cheerfully telling me to join her as she walks deeper into the catacombs dare i follow her grin devilishly evil my feelings tell me not to follow could this be a demon in a sweet angels skin?... a voice yelling at me telling me to listen to her instead an not the demon whom must i follow?.....ive made up my mind an will follow the voice in my head. you will not get me you temptress you foul demon in an angels guise...

Necros
REDBURN, VT—Next week, Thomas Holwell will be released from prison, having served a six-year sentence for disinterring and sexually assaulting 17 corpses. He will move back to Redburn—and the news is not sitting well with the town's substantial dead population. As a precautionary measure, the town morgue will fill the orifices of all John and Jane Does with concrete. "The people I've dealt with here seem really tense," said Henry Phelps, chief mortician at Redburn's Shady Grove Cemetery, the final resting place for many one-time residents of this sleepy New England community. "A lot of them were alive six years ago, when all that horrible stuff went on. I sense a nervous edge in them that goes way beyond rigor mortis." "Until now, when people died, they felt that their corpses would be safe because Holwell would always be behind bars," said John Cullums, owner of Cullums Family Funeral Home. "But they were wrong. Dead wrong." Shady Grove Cemetery officials have already hi

20,000 Comments Contest
I need some lovin' in the contest! please stop by and show me some lovin'! Ppl are stoppin' by just not showin' any love! show me some love and i'll show you some love back! help me out a little pls. I hate to beg, but I just want to see how much i have out there! /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=175363613" target=_blank>

If Your Gonna Do It Make It Worth While Lol
ok i thought this was pretty funny thought id share :) This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her lungs, "I have a gun, and I know how to use it! Get out of the car!" The four men didn't wait for a second threat. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then she realized why, ... it was for the same reason she had wondered why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs of beer in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the

Boys Would You ??
Would u? [ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ]Think I'm Sexy? [ ] think im cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly? [ ] Want To Kiss Me? [ ] Want To Cuddle With Me? [ ] Want To D

Do This
If we had sex... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk?

Surgery Update
Hey everybody, Well Surgery went as planned and even thow there was a few complications I'm home and do'n well. Tuesday the 14th @ 7:30 am I went into the hospital for hernia surgery. I got preped and surgery start'd round 10am. I was released and was able to go home shortly after 5:30 pm. While n surgery they found pesticides n my system which reacted with the Anastetics which end'd up paralizeng me for a few hrs. I'm home and walk'n round (slowly) yes i'm n pain but the drugs r help'n now n then. Thank you all for showing ur support it really helped Thank you all, Johnny Thomas

Never Enough Of You...
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you

Zoo
Hiya all. I'm going to chester zoo again on Monday or Tuesday,depends on which day isn't raining AND if I've recovered sufficiently from Saturday night :) Anyhooo.If you've got any animal that you're a particular fan of,let me know and I'll try to get a pic for ya. Thanks for listening Drive safely Paul

People Can Be So Cruel
I find it so unnerving that people can be so cruel. I hate it that people judge me just because they can. We are nothing like animals. Animals act on instinct. We do not. We have reasoning. I just wish the general populous would pull their heads outta their asses and become a functioning part of society, just as we, the more intelligent group have done since the beginning of time.

Knocked Up
Good movie, but could have been a great movie. Great gags, a warm heart, a brilliant cast and a wicked soundtrack could all have been served better by some judicious editing to turn this flabby unevenly-paced two hour movie into a slick and brillient 90 minute one. Flawed, but still well worth a look.

Astrological Forecast Aug16 2007
Astrological Forecast August 16, 2007 By Holiday Mathis Don't wait till tomorrow to tell people you appreciate them. Tell them now! Mercury and Venus embrace in outspoken Leo for heart-on-your-sleeve love confessions. How many ways are there to declare you care? Love poems, a painting or a nice tattoo would do. Artistic license isn't only allowed -- it's required. ARIES (March 21-April 19). Lost souls drift into your realm. Refrain from trying to direct them. It's not your expertise, but your compassion that's really needed. Listen with an open heart. TAURUS (April 20-May 20). You're more sensitive than usual. You'd like it if others were quieter, better listeners and quicker on the uptake of your requests. Quality time to yourself will be restorative. GEMINI (May 21-June 21). You're learning the art of brinksmanship. What seems extreme could be your best solution. You have such conviction in your heart that you forget to worry about consequences. CANCER (June 22-July

The Storm
The Storm As The Night Fades To The Day You Are Startled, Shaken From Your Sleep, With Fear In Your Eyes, You Rush To The Window To gaze Across The Sky. The Feeling Of Horror Rises As You Look To The Heavens At The Storm That Is Raging Without Control. Sweeping Across The Land. Billowing Black Clouds Race Across The Sky Releasing It’s Fury To The Earth. The Blackness Stretches As Far As The Eye Can See Engulfing Everything In It’s Path. The Thunder Rolls Across The Sky In A Clap So Loud You Fear The Sky Has Been Torn In Two. You Stand Waiting For the Thunder To Be Silenced As It Screams Its Anger, For What Seems To Be An Eternity. The Lightning So Fierce And Angry, It Strikes With Vengeance, With The Power Of the Heavens. Continuously Searching For Prey, Destroying Everything It Can Find To Strike. The Beauty And Serenity Of The Earth Is At The Mercy Of The Storms Rage, As She Tries To Find Shelter Against The fury That Has Come To Take What Life It Can F

My Horscope Today
The Sun Sun in Aquarius: In this lifetime you are very much concerned with what happens in the world, the larger sphere outside your own immediate personal concerns, and you cannot separate yourself from the issues and challenges of your generation and society as a whole whether you are active in politics, community service, organizing and managing groups of people for a unified purpose, promoting new concepts and innovations which will affect many people's lives, or simply living your life in a socially conscious way. You need to be involved in influencing the larger social fabric of which you are a part. Thus, mistress reeni, you tend to look at the broad canvas, the political, social, or group context of any problem or situation. A simple fight between a man and a woman becomes, to you, how women are oppressed by the dominant male power structure in this society. The decision to eat a hamburger or a soy burger is not, to you, simply a matter of personal taste or health

Two More Hours
...of nightmares. My insomnia continues. This time I slept from 2 Am to 4 AM. At 4 I woke up looked that the clock satisfied, because 2 hours of sleep has become like a treat to me. An instant later I remembered the nightmares, the same type I have had for a while now. This one tonight was very vivid, with explicit conversations with people in which I ended up like I do in real life - crying and just not wanting to live. The worst part about these nightmares is that they are about real experiences. I really have gone through this stuff!

Daily Overview Horoscopes
aries Aries March 21-April 19 taurus Taurus April 20-May 20 gemini Gemini May 21-June 21 cancer Cancer June 22-July 22 leo Leo July 23-August 22 virgo Virgo August 23-September 22 libra Libra September 23-October 22 scorpio Scorpio October 23 - November 21 sagittarius Sagittarius November 22-December 21 capricorn Capricorn December 22-January 19 aquarius Aquarius January 20-February 18 pisces Pisces February 19-March 20

To See An Alligator In Your Dreams Means This:
To see an alligator in your dream, symbolizes treachery, deceit, and hidden instincts. It may be a signal for you to take a new perspective on a situation. It may also represent your ability to move between the material world of waking life and the emotional, repressed world of the unconscious. Alternatively, the alligator represents healing powers and qualities. To dream that you are running away from the alligator, indicates that you are unwilling to confront some painful and disturbing aspect of your unconscious. There is some potentially destructive emotion that you are refusing to acknowledge and owning up to.

In The Wake Of The Morning
Where did you come from Sweet love of mine? We are bonded for eternity you and I. This war will rage forever apart from what is right. These iridescent embers flame into undying light. I'll watch for you when the sun is high above For love sleeps with dreams of passion and desire dreams of passions of love.

To Dream Of A Baby
To see a baby in your dream, signifies innocence, warmth and new beginnings. Babies may symbolize something in your own inner nature which is pure, vulnerable, and/or uncorrupted. Babies may represent an aspect of yourself that is vulnerable and helpless. If you dream that you forgot you had a baby, then it suggests that you are trying hide your own vulnerabilities; You do not want to let others know of your weaknesses. If you dream that you are on your way to the hospital to have a baby, then it signifies your issues of dependency and your desire to be completely care for. Perhaps you are trying to get out of some responsibility. If you are pregnant, then a more direct interpretation may simply mean that you are experiencing some anxieties of making it to the hospital when the time comes. To dream of a crying baby, is indicative of a part of yourself that is deprived of attention and needs some nurturing. Alternatively, it represents your unfulfilled goals and a sense of lack

To Dream Of An Accident.
To dream that you are in an accident, signifies pent up guilt and you are sub-consciously punishing yourself over it. To dream of a car accident, symbolizes your emotional state. You may be harboring deep anxieties and fears. Are you "driving" yourself too hard? This dream may tell you to slow down before you hit disaster. You need to rethink or re-plan your course of actions and set yourself on a better path. To dream that a loved one dies in an accident, indicates that something in your own Self that is no longer functional and is "dead". It is also symbolic of your own relationship with that person. Perhaps you need to let go of this relationship. Accident dreams may also represent your straightforward fears of being an actual, physical accident. You may be simply nervous about getting behind the wheel. This dream may be a clear warning to cautious of approaching vehicles.

To Dream Of Your Abdomen
To see your abdomen in a dream, refers to your natural instincts and repressed emotions. This symbol may also have a strictly physiological factor where you may be experiencing constipation or indigestion. Emotionally, seeing your abdomen in your dream may imply something in your real life that you "cannot stomach" or have difficulties accepting You want to get it out of your system. To dream that you abdomen is exposed, signifies trust and vulnerability. You may be expressing a desire to express your primal emotions/instincts

To Dream Of Abandonment
Abandonment To dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your own growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. Do you feel that people are neglecting your feelings? Dreaming that you are abandoned, may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream and is part of the healing process of dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood. To abandon others in your dream, suggests that you are overwhelmed by the problems and decisions in your life.

Nightwish - Where Were You Last Night
Still Spinning round in my head How I regret everything that I said Why did I tell you to go Saving my pride but losing my soul I'm here all alone Still wait by the phone The hours go by What else could I do but to cry I call and I call Just to make things right Have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you last night Where were you last night Lost In the dark and my fears If only you saw the tracks of my tears I think I'm losing my mind Where did you go and what did you find I'm here all alone Still wait by the phone The hours go by What else could I do but to cry I call and I call Just to make things right Have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you last night Where were you last night I call and I call Just to make things right have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you

Dreams..."i'm Flying"
Flying dreams fall under a category of dreams where you become aware that you are dreaming, known as lucid dreaming. Many dreamers have described the ability to fly in their dreams as an exhilarating, joyful, and liberating experience.� If you are flying with ease and enjoying the scene and landscape below, then it suggests that you are on top of a situation. You have risen above something. It may also mean that you have gained a different perspective on things. Flying dreams and the ability to control your flight is representative of your own personal sense of power.� Having difficulties staying in flight indicates a lack of power in controlling your own circumstances. You may be struggling to stay aloft and stay on course. Things like power lines, trees, or mountains may further obstruct your flight. These barriers represent a particular obstacle or person who is standing in your way in your waking life.�You need to identify who or what is hindering you fro

Don't Let The Dream Die
i am an educator. Through my daily life i ger to talk to all sorts of troubled youth. I am lucky they seem to respond to me. This is due in part to the fact that came from auspicious beginnings myself. I am the product of a major housing projects and a life lived in poverty during my childhood, ain't too much better now, lol. As a child when asked what we wanted to due when we grew up, we usually responded with a career that would bring us good income and that was legal. We had dreams, hope, and faith in the future and what we could do. I ask so many of my students what it is they want to do with their lives, and so many not only say i don't know, they have never even given it any consideration. They have no clue it seems about possible options and careers. Granted i am in an alternative school, and a lot of the kids have had legal issues, but they don't even know that they still have a future as long as they want one. They no longer even dream. It is as if they are wai

Update
I suppose i better update as to what is happening with me. I was recently diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. Not a great shock as thats what i suspected before i visited the doctor. I learnt a lesson though, not to leave a visit to the docs for too long. I really buggered up my legs and I feel they are just getting back to normal. I have to admit that the support you recieve is excellent, well what i have recieved so far. Of course i have had the do's and don'ts on what i can eat and i was already considering changing what i eat before i visited the doctor. Another thing that has happened is that my eye sight decided to go bad. So now I have to wear glasses LOL. The optician said it was just due to age and it stopped me doing a lot of things on the pc. I recommend that if you feel your eyesight is poor then go and get them checked, magnifier isn't a replacement, trust me! One bit of advice i would say is, if you feel you are suffering from at least one of the symptoms of diabetes

Dreams..."i'm Falling"
"I'm Falling" Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall. As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life.�When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life. Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.�

What A Sucker I Am, Fell For It Again.
Do you know I have lost track of the time I have said, I will not do that again. Then something happens and all goes out the window so I do it again only to have my face slapped by a wet kipper and become disappointed after being let down. Well, there is this fubar person who wants a rate but will not let you comment. I think beggars should not be choosers so will not fall for that rating ploy again. It is wonderful that people come along to rate my photo and that is very much appreciated. However I am not organised and somehow never get back to return all the favours but it is not intentional. Then there is the slap and tickle where I get to the point of saying no more, never again and then some lovely person comes along giving out wonderfully sincere compliments and I just melt. The resolution goes out of the window and so slap and tickle carries on. Then I get the curved balls thrown at me which are not easy to catch or fend off and so it is, never again. Yet another day pa

Dreams...."i'm Being Chased"
"I'm Being Chased" Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.�Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure. The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting thes

Spirit Guides.
One often hears Spiritualists, mediums and others refer to "spirit guides" and other terms. The following is written to clarify things for people. The Guardian, or as has been referred to by orthodox religions as the Guardian Angel is, in most cases, the most important spirit looking after us. They are often understood to be the most enlightened spirit helping us as an individual, as compared to more highly evolved spirits who help groups, countries, planets etc. Guardians are responsible for the overall spiritual guidance we get, and are usually with us for the whole of our physical life. The Guardian has access to the "akashic record" or what is sometimes called the "Book of Life", and is often the one to remind us of our past lives. Another job they have is to help protect us when we intentionally, or unintentionally, leave our bodies (OOB, Astral Travel etc). They will be there to help us get to the spirit dimension when we die. Guides. These are spirits of like spiritual

What Are Ghosts & Orbs?
The below statement is evidence based on the knowledge that is presently known concerning these things. Yes, ghosts are real and they do share space with us in this life although in a different realm of existence. Orbs are also believed to be ghosts of people as well as other life forms. Orbs are believed (by many) to be ghosts in the form of balls of light. They are life forms that travel in groups and are believed to be the human soul or life force of those that once inhabited a physical body here on earth. Psychics claim to talk to them on a regular basis, and ghost hunters encounter them quite frequently. It is said that they are those spirits that have willingly stayed behind because they feel bound to their previous life or previous location for whatever reason. Because of this obsession they tend to become similar to a psychotic human beings. It should be said that the majority of us when we die proceed gladly and willingly to the next level of existence after saying our quie

Guy Asleep On Beach :)
A guy falls asleep on the beach for several hours and gets a horrible sunburn. He goes to the hospital, and is promptly admitted after being diagnosed with second degree burns. with his skin Already starting to blister, and seeing the severe pain he is in, the doctor prescribes an IV with saline, electrolytes, a sedative, and a Viagra Pill every four hours. The nurse, who is rather astounded, asks, "What good will Viagra do him, Doctor? " "It'll keep the sheets off his legs."

Gotta Love The Fakes Here On Fubar. Pathetic, Sad People! (this Is From The Bulletin Board) I Just Wanted To Blog It, So People Are Aware Of This Fake
~Mystical ~You can thank the ass holes cause now my shoutbox is family only@ fubar Ohhhhhhh yes, thats her! The one and only, MYSTICAL! She had a happy hour today if you remember? Well, now, FAKE REVEALED Everyone!! You have been conned! Here is the proof! Screen shots of her defaults and of the real JORDAN CAPRI...THats right, JORDAN CAPRI, not ERIN MONTGOMERY. She preys on the military guys, She claims to have cancer, to be in the army one story, then married to a guy in the military another. Also, she tells many many guys on here she is leaving her old man for you :) yeah,,,ok,.,,She has ARMY as her addy, what she did was steal some poor guys AKO addy and use it for her own! SHe is no where in any AKO listings as I did have a real ARMY personnel check it,,,She claims Erin Montgomery is her name, you know, the Montgomery GI BIll,,Bull doody! But hey, who doubts SHE signs the checks for the college GI Bills for the DOD,,,thats the truth! I see how thats possible *eyeroll* Anyway,

Horoscope August 16th, 2007
Some small problem at home -- plumbing or wiring or something smaller -- won't go away. Now is a great time to deal with this type of issue, as your mind is more fully focused on practical concerns. *Weird since my gas gets turned off and I have to deal with this kidney stone situation!*

Idk
So randomly I started feeling depressed today idk why there's nothing wrong I have a job I like, I have a woman I love things are good but I'm still depressed. I can't explain it I have no clue so I may be taking a break from the internet for awhile. It may say I'm online but don't trust it, my cell keeps me loged in all the time so unless u have my phone numberor my yahoo info I'm not ignoring u I'm just not here.

My Take On Buttpaste
ok in all seriousness havent you ever wondered how a product called "buttpaste" could be so popular, i guess if you can use it on babys for diaper rash then turn around and use it on chapped lips, its a one of a kind product... Hey its Kid tested Oprah approved you can buy it in a 1 oz, or a 16 ounce size. How would you go door to do with that product... "Hello ma'am or Sir i am So and so selling Buttpaste today door to door, are you familar with my product... Noo ok good allow me to demonstrate how the product works, see i have a very severe rash on my butt, as you can see right here.. after several applications see its gone right. still not interested, well here it works great as Chap stick. and if you order now you get free shipping 365 days of the year, so what do you say champ are you ready to wipe out rashes and chapped lips. LOL OK that was lame and im incredibly tired.. i will do better next product i discover :)

Honestly...be Honest
What color is your underwear? gray What's on your mind right now? sex What are you doing right now? Taking this survey What did you do today? Spent time with my son Do you think you are attractive? No Have you done something bad today? Not yet Are you jealous of someone right now? nope What makes you happy most of the time? My son Do you bite your nails? nope What is your mood right now? horny Do you have an eating disorder? nope Do you want to see someone this very minute? yes Do you have a deep dark secret? yes Do you hate someone right now? Not really Who/What do you want to hug right now? A few people Are you loyal? yes Are you in denial? Not that I know of Wouldn't you rather be having sex right now? O hell yes Have you ever consumed alcohol? To much Have you ever done drugs? never Do you like someone? yes Does anyone like you? I think so Is it going anywhere with them? Don’t know Did you answer all these

Is This Real
if your lookin in my eyes,dont be so surprise, i just hoped ya had time to truley realize iam so dead inside,its like waiting for the gillatine to drop, your heart pounds and your breath just stops,your eyes get heavy, your knees start to knock and your palms are sweaty and ya body just drop. seems far to real just to be a bad dream, then you wake up to the sound of your echoing scream(echo) i gaurntee its far worst then you can concvie Cuz this darkness Lives in me (work in progress)

Hell Is For Children
I keep reading online and in the papers about women being beaten to death. I feel very sorry for them but they forget to mention is the children. Please dont go off on me if you dont like this. But these are my thoughts and memories. See im a survivor! My dad beat all the women at least 4 or 5 times a week. If he didnt beat you he would put you down.(ie. in my case it was "Your fat and lazy. You wont amount to much) Now you all may think that you can get past that but you cant. Those words go thru my head 24/7. Cause of that and all i went thru as a child i have been told i need to be on 2 anti-depressants. Oh yeah and a pill they give vets for sleep. I guess im writing all this down is that ....DONT YOU THINK ITS TIME TO END THE VIOLENCE!!!!!!!!!!! Read these song lyrics, it might just surprise you..... Lyrics for: Hell Is For Children They cry in the dark so you can't see their tears, They hide in the light so you can't see their fears, Forgive and forget, all the while,

True Friends
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

I Miss My Best Friend...rip
Eh..so it is 2:35 am i am siting here..instant tears rolling down my cheeks...I feel dead without my best friend. I really do miss him I might seem like a hard ass but I do have a soft side. it has been almost 2 months now that I found out he died..why did it have to be him? I know he is not suffering. Saying that is not helping...i can not trust anyone like I did him...he never left me to the curb never....:-( never find someone to replace my best friend..

Watch Me Get My Birthday Spanks Live! - Thurs. Aug. 16th
Hey Everyone! Just wanted to let you all know I'll be getting my Birthday licks live on air at Ksex Radio dot com Thurs. August 16th 6:00-8:00 p.m. LISTEN FOR FREE! Free live chat also availabe! Forty six whacks plus one for good luck? Ouch, this is gonna hurt!!! Copy and paste the following link into your browser window to view my FREE official website Blog at: http://caralottsjournal.blogspot.com/ for more info., direct links to the site and related news story because I can't link to 18+ sites from here. DON'T WORRY ITS NOT A PAYSITE. Love and licks, Cara Lott

Honestly
1.Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for? Don’t really know 2.Honestly, what color is your underwear? gray 3.Honestly, what's on your mind? sex 4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Thinking about sex 5 Honestly, do you think you are attractive? No 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Mot yet 7. Honestly, do you watch Wild n' 0ut? never 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Not that I know of 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? My son 11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? Yes I do 12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? yes 13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell? about six months ago 14. Honestly, are you mean? when someone makes me 15.Honestly, who did you copy and paste this from? Separation Anxiety 16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now? Having sex with someone special 17. Honestly, do you like someone?

2 Levels In One Week!?!?1
I just hit Pimp 3 days ago. I'm on my way to Assasin. Think you can help me reach Assasin by Monday at 12AM PST?? That's 3Am EST if I'm correct. I've got new pics!! Including Fat Sonny's Moobs, His Beautiful wife DevilGirl, and the one who sent me my first ever personalized salute, Marina!! **Be sure to show them extra love** Come and get it!!!

Fire Companies
I have seen the saying "what would hapen if no one volintered". What do you think would happen if no one was willing to be on a volintear fire company or EMS? Do you do what you can to help them by donating to them when the chance arises? Even if it is just mere pennies? Dont you know every little bit helps? It is now 2:11 am where I live and just a few minits ago the fire wisle went off at the fire station. This fire station is a volintear company and every one that volintears there just went flying down the road to the station house to sute up and get in to the trucks and go to there call. Seams that it was not far up the road from where I lived I took a little stroll to see where they were stoping at. They are curently working at putting a fire out at a house that I know has people living there. I do bleave that there are children there as well. If it were not for them than I supose all would be lost because they are the only fire company in this town. I wonder how many were i

Dying Spirit
Dying Spirit By; MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary SHE SITS, UNAWARE OF THE NOISE AROUND HER SHE THINKS WITHOUT ANY THOUGHT SHE CRIES WITHOUT ANY TEARS SHE’S HERE BUT GONE….. SHE LOOKS BUT DOESN’T SEE SHE HEARS BUT DON’T LISTEN SHE NEEDS A PLACE TO LAMENT THE DEATH OF HER SPIRIT HAS FINALLY COME A FRIEND SHE SEEKS BUT THEY NEVER STAY IT’S WARM, BUT OH SO COLD INSIDE HER CREEPING UP TO FREEZE HER GUTS GONE IS HER SMILE…. SHES INVULNERABLE, YET IN PAIN SHE HURTS AND CUTS DEEP TEARS FINALLY ROLL, ROLL UPON CHEEKS THAT’S COLDER THAN HER RAIN…. A SAD LONG WAIL A DEEP MOURNFUL MOAN SHE WHIMPERS, SHE CHOKES, SHE GAGS SHES ALIVE YET DEAD SAD TIRED EYES STARE BACK EMOTIONLESS, THE GRIN HAS SLOWLY FADED LAUGHTER TURNED INTO A SUBTERRANEAN GROAN SHES DRIFTING… SLIPPING…YES… SHES GONE…......

Hosting My Own!!
V.I.P. Giveaway... Most Comments wins prizes as follows. First place will get a one month VIP Second will get a Mansion Third a Yacht Everyone that gets at least 500 comments will get a platinum cherry. And everyone that enters will get a trophy. Rules...

The World Died Today
The world died today and they didn't even know Everyone disappeared, only their effects left behind Everything, from postcards to pictures, intact Everyone gone, not a trace to be seen or heard No rapture here, just plain abandonment of souls No end here, the world keeps turning on its ever-shifting axis Yet all seems better now, the fires done burning, and the ocean left to its own again The creatures of the earth, free to rule once more and even death seems more fair Now that the world died, the world is free to live once more IDK, just came up with it, but its MINE lol *copyright Subh3rbanSmok3r 2007* lol Biatches! lol

My Soul Wants A Do Over.
I still can't get to sleep. The days and nights have become one. My body is weary. And I can't seem to pin-point why. There are reasons I wish for. Reasons I dread. I might not make sense here. At least not to you. My loneliness is consuming me. Creating a cold, dark, empty void. I do have love in my life. But it isn't complete. My heart is open, wanting, longing. Beating a song. Can't you hear the music? It is so loud on my end. I can't take the din. I need the quietness of another heart. I was made to love deeply. Yet, I'm being denied. God I need to sleep. But when I wake up, the music will still be there. I hope it will be a new song.

Booty
If it be a pirate game, then search tha seas no more. This here be the finest pirate game on tha net...harr, harr, harr.....there be enough booty fer the likes of swashbucklers, scalliwags, and all black hearted pirates..... http://walkmyplank.net/signup.php?ref=870

Haven't Been Here In Awhile!
Wow, last time I logged in it was CT, what happened..lol... My life has been so f'ing crazy, I finally moved out on my own and filed for that divorce from asshole I had been talking about for so damn long :-) YAY me!!! So I just thought I'd check in with all my old buddies on here and see what was up! Like I said it's been about 3 months too long since I have been here... Missed ya'll!! ~Gina

Thoughts
....you saw me, made me smile, made me cry, made me yours...I'm here...my heart is racing for every moment thats passing by hoping to see you, hoping to hold you close to me, wanting to kiss your lips, to touch your skin to hold you in my arms......... ....Hugs and kisses baby....:) I'm scared of not being able to see you and hold you or be held....I'm scared of today, I'm scared of tomorrow, I'm scared of the future....

I Wanna Go Home
I guess its my fate to be alone. No matter what I do I still cant get there I cant come home. I'll never feel your arms holding me tight, I'll never hear your heart beat next to my ear at night. I won't get to feel your touch or taist your lips each day for I cant come home, I'm to far away. Now the tears they come and the pain is so deep and I keep asking God Why are you doing this to me? I just want a little happiness Someone to love me true I just wanna go home Dont you want that to?

Ups Pilots :)
Just in case you need a laugh: Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire.

~ Nothing
Struggling every single day of our lives to make it, and to be happy, we slowly wear ourselves down. All of lifes tests and torments, beating us with the smallest of whips, removing only a cell at a time, unnoticed. We need not shed blood, become bruised, or show any other physical signs of lifes abuse to prove that it's happening. In our minds, and our souls, we hide the growing scars of needless emotional wounding and punishment. When they told you that you could do better, be better than you are, dispite the fact that deep down you knew you were doing everything you possibly could, it left a mark, and it grew from there. A small scratch, barely existant, growing over the many years of added bumps and bruises, for lack of having time to heal properly, is now a growing abyss. Abyss. Swallowing and consuming everything good that tries to enter, or even happens upon you by mistake. Beyond the point of being able to reach out and cry for help, you let it fester, let it take over.

Poetry
Fate And Circumstances (by Missy) As words flow across the screen, Relationships are discussed Positions dreamed, Frustration intensifies. You say fate has brought us together But circumstances are keeping us apart Will fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?

Poetry
Fate And Circumstances by Missy As words flow across the screen, Relationships are discussed Positions dreamed, Frustration intensifies. You say fate has brought us together But circumstances are keeping us apart Will fate and circumstances ever let us be as one?

About Me
I figured that people who look at my page might want to know about me. im not really good @ describing myself so here goes.. I am a shy and quiet person. Always have been. I dont express my feelings to anyone. I almost always keep things to myself. Ive been told that I should sleep more than I do but thats easier said then done sometimes. Sometimes when I do actually try and sleep my mind is still going and doesnt want to stop so thats y im usually online so late. As for friends. I do have a few offline but alot of them are online. I have gotten close to some of them. Well.. as close as u can get when the friendship is online. Im loyal to my friends both online and offline and of course my family. I do read alot read and yes that includes the Harry Potter series. I do watch PR still. As for my life..well.. there isnt much I can say on that fact right now. I do plan on staying a virgin for my lifetime. Im sorry if you cant accept that. Alot of people that I used to talk to online couldn

Outlook
Alright, I know, everything is about the Armyor the military in general with me. We talk and write about what we know. I know you don't want to hear about how learning to pull a calf changed my life, so I will make it closer to the current national atmosphere. I am stationed in Ft Meade, MD, and as such, for any specialty medical care have to go to Walter Reed Army Medical Center. I had been at Meade for about 6 months, (February 2005), and was going to the sleep disorders clinic for a consultation. Well, I was in a really bad mood. I had a rough week.. I found I was being put in a job I didn't want (legal assistance NCO), I still didn't have my security clearance, traffic was horrible, and it took me about an hour and half to get down there (usually takes between 30 and 45 minutes.) Plus, I was having to go to the Doctor. Then, I had to fight to find a parking space. If you haven't been there..parking blows. I got into the hospital, and had to go to the top floor. Was

Poetry
Have I Ever (by Ravenz23) Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining

Judge Me
JUDGE ME AND I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND I WILL TELL YOU OFF SAY IM NOT WORTH IT AND WATCH WHERE I END UP CALL ME A BITCH AND I WILL SHOW YOU ONE FUCK ME OVER AND I WILL DO IT TOO YOU TWICE AS BAD CALL ME CRAZY BUT YOU REALLY HAVE NO IDEAAAA !!!!!!! white Queen

Pulse
A vistor from beyond the stars. They sat in a dark living room next to a man, She placed her hand on his neck and then he closed his eyes. Out came a strange radiant glow from her majesitc hand. His body starting to glow within him. A rainbow auroa shined out of his body. Its as if he is making love to her mentally. The glow made his soul ressurected and alive. In the pulse of the light. that strange power gave him warmness like the sun. He can hear her andanting voice. She whispers to him. "Use your heart not your eyes to guide you in the stars of heaven". Let her be the keeper of my soul. I weep at her beauty in the light of the Lord. What he did not know was, he had just made love to the heart of an alein. We flew through the stars hopeing this night would last forever. From her life force she made him purified. Her pulse had awoken his sleeping auroa. "You crawled into my bed that night like some sort of angel and i found my self spellbound at the sight of you." done by

Here With Me
We came into the hotel room. Our clothes are wet From the cold pounding rain outside. I looked into her eyes, and along came a sweet smile from her lips. She raised my arms in the air. Helping me to take off my soaked wet shirt Droplets of water where rolling down my chest. She felt my cold wet goosebumps. The Lord has blessed me with her divine beauty As soon as she touches me, I feel like I am glowing everywhere. My feet, my heart,my entire body. She doesnt realize that I am glowing from the inside out. We are laying in bed and she puts her meek hand upon my chest, as if she was embracing my heart, in complete control of my life.My soul is now fulfilled here in the comfort of my angel's radiance. Under the covers our hearts intertwine as one.I will always adore her. Until the end of time done by christine .

How Many?
How many breathes of 'O, my love' will it take to change your heart? How many days in the year will make you yearn for me? How many times do I have to cry for you to make you think of me? How many? O, how many? How many lifetimes do I have to wait for you? How many times do I have to hide from you to search for me? How many boyfriends will you take before you take me in? How many, my love? How many?

Fryguy.. Friend And Family Member, Lost A Close Friend To Domestic Violence Today :(
Stop the pain PLZ!!!!!!!!!! Plz go by and show him some respect & Luvin! fryguy "LONE WOLF "@ fubar FryGuys testimony: On august 15, i recieved a message that a friend of almost 30 years had his head blown off as a result of domestic violence. this is a problem that affects everyone, it's time to stop this problem. if everyone does their part , we can erradicate this quickly. lets all do everything we can to get rid of this aggrivation. Domestic violence can happen to anyone, it's time to put an end to this problem. No one deserves to live or die under these cercumstances. If we all pitch in we can put an end to this kind of suffering. If you know a victim, don't just tell them to do something, take them away from the problem. make the call to the police, and the pollititions. Make this a manditory jail offence, or better yet, make them join the army and fight for the country, instead of each other.

Think About It!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God.

Daddy
Daddy I remember the icy fealing, the disbelief, she had to be lying. No words were spoken, but the look on her face told me; my Daddy was gone. Tears fell unnoticed, as I gasped for air. Not realizing I had stopped breathing. Only one thought came to mind... My Daddy left me... Alone! 6-24-44 to 3-13-99

Why My Children?
Why my children? The sour smell of ashes in the air, fire sirens beating there little eardrums. People drawn to the sounds. Curious, concerned. They where some of those people. Ladders punched through the windows, smoke poured out. It became harder for them to breath. My children, silent with shock. Could do nothing but watch. There house burn to ashes. The fire spread, spiraling to the unscathed floor. The bright colors of the fire against the dark night, ENGULFING OUR HOME! Memories of Jan.22nd. 2005 2:30am

Day Of The Dead
A young girl weeps over her lovers dead body. Thinking how can he be dead and why he took all the love she had for him. she wish she could be with him in Heaven.& she gazed at his lifeless face.She Kissed him for the last time befor they take him. Away the young girl gos insane as she pulls a gun out and says "i might have lost my love But i be soon with u to the end of time". How can he be dead depise what we become. on the day of the dead. itis the darkest day of horror for her. Now its time to have a dinner date with the grimreaper heading to her final Destination. done by christine .

Believe
Believe You opened up a window, To the darkness that lay within, You brought about the best in me, Regardless of my sins. You still believed in me, Though I'm not sure why. You made me think, believe & trust, You've helped me by & by. So now We stand side by side, In everything We do. Your love & faith have kept me strong. Thank you for being you.

The Good Book
She says English --------- ------- We need I want It's your decision The correct decision should be obvious by now Do what you want You'll pay for this later We need to talk I need to complain Sure...go ahead I don't want you to. I'm not upset Of course I'm upset, you moron. You're...so manly You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight. Is sex all you ever think about? I'm not emotional! And I'm not I have PMS. overreacting! Be romantic, turn out the lights. I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient. I want a new house. I want new curtains and carpeting, furniture, wallpaper... Ha

Faded Love
Faded love I realize now As I face the truth That though I Love You My love is doomed. My love is relentless Though it cannot be Deep with in my heart I wish that you could see. So I stand by your side Eventhough you are claimed. Perhaps, somehow & in some way My love will be tamed. I will love you forever! For all time! It may be too late to tell you, But I can still dream that you are mine...

Great Tip For Guys!
Dear Annie: I have a question for "Lonely in Connecticut," the almost-40 short, balc mand with below-average looks who can't get a date. Does he zero-in on the 5-foot8 slender, model-like blonde with the great body? How about giving the smallish, even pudgy, brown-haired gal with a nice smile and quiet wasy a look? When my attrative, personality-plus charismatic son complained that he couldn't find anthing but high-maintenace girls, I asked if, when he entered a club, he scanned for the best lookers there. He answered, "Of course!" I suggested thats he eliminate all those girls and check out the next level and see if he finds more interestings and lee-needu girls - those who don't depend on their looks alone to be attractive. Today my son is married to a wonderful gal, everage-looking and slightly overwieght, but fiercely loyalm supportive and hard-working. They started out as friends, and tier friendship "caught fire," as Ann Landers used to say. Maybe "Lonely" has overlook

Poetry
Broken Promises An oath we made, Has been forsaken. What once was there, Has been taken. A promise broken, The pain is real. No one can understand The way I feal. I don't really want To tell you goodbye. But it seems the more that I give, The less that you trey. So sadly I lay. What we had to rest, It's not what I want. But perhaps, for the best.

So Many Tears
After all these years It has actually come to an end We cannot be lovers We cannot be friends Last night was a hard one Lots of tears and pain I think I cried so much That my head is going insane We held eachother persistantly Never wanting to move on We looked in one anothers eyes And knew the answer all along What was best isn't what we wanted But we can't have everything we want in life It was so hard to walk out that door Without all the feeling of sadness and strife So I did it oh so quickly So that I wouldn't turn back It hurt, trust me Love for you isn't what I lack I don't even know what to write now I'm stuck and I can't think All these tears keep on flowing My nosed stuffed, can barely breathe I miss you so much But I know that we can never be I dno't want this either But this is best you have to see Seeing all those tears Briskly falling from your eyes Please stop, don't look at me I don't want to cry Each day I seem to get mor

Poetry
Darnell-1 yr. later We lost just a year ago A sarrow that still sings Of all the tears and emptiness The loss of loved ones brings. Your days of birth and burial Turned out by chance the same, And so each year when it comes arround We feal both joy and pain. Our sadness comes from missing you, And missing you from love, And love from all the love in you That we became part of. Your love is still alive in us, We feel it ever new; Our morning's filled with happiness By memories of you.

Poetry
Darnell Sometimes life is unfair, What once we had, now isn't there. A life once lived has now been lost, A painfull memory that cannot be tossed. But one thing that will always remain, A spirit lives without pain. A memory to keep alive, To help you live, cope, to survive. Darnell will always be within, Remember this, it's always been. His body my exist no longer, But he's still here, memories grow stronger. So remember when your fealing down, That he turned your world around. For in death, love can't be severed, Darnell is with you now, ALWAYS & FOREVER! Darnell Ford 2/3/86 to 1/28/06

Been A Ok Day
i have had a ok day i guess. i had to work and that was ok. but i got home today from geting the girls it was just a mess. and it ended yup bad i dont know what happened either. but i am real depressed and i dont even know why. i dont know what to do about it i just sit here trying to get over it and i cant this time not fully anyway. i just want to cry and i cant let it out. i tear up like im going to and then it just stops like it is teasing me. but i keep telling myself that i dont want to cry but that is not working either. im just in a mood tonight i guess.

Why Is It People Keep....nightly Rant
Anymore because some idiot sued a computer company over buying a laptop that he put on his lap and it burned him. Now anyone that works in the computer industry can not call a portable desktop (aka notebook aka as most ppl know it laptop) a laptop anymore. They are to be called portables or notebooks. Well you get some idiot out there and they say that they are calling it a laptop and you used the correct terminology because you have to and they throw back at you that they're not talking about a bunch of paper they are talking about a portable computer called a laptop. Then you have to go into all the info about how they can not be legally called "laptops" because some idiot sued a computer company because he had it on his lap too long. Yes I work in the computer industry as you can tell and yes I can get bitchy about this situation especially when the customer doesnt listen to what you are saying. Too many times I have wanted to reach through the phone and smack them. My nightly r

Last Light Lit
Up to the hill in which I see The shiny barrels of musketry And a waving flag, high as a tree Along with a platoon of cavalry To the front our men begin to press Up to the creek, and that hilly crest Being shot in the leg and breast I see a hole and blood on my vest Laying down and crying too I close my eyes and I see you I hear a silence, too good to be true You whisper me a request for me to do And my eyes open, tho covered in tears I forgot all my troubles, forgot all my fears Getting up, I look for my peers I see they are routed-the enemy cheers Rejoining my lads with utmost devotion I hear a crackle, pop, and explosion I fall to my knees due to the erosion Of my body by blood in the midst of confusion I try for the hill which is now under our control The battle flag waves upon a tall lengthy pole I feel bitter now, bitter and cold My sweetheart in mind, and this she told: Come to me, be in my arms I miss all your comforts, I miss all your char

You'll Probably Never Read This
For A Bandaged Iris by Poison The Well I know we've never met and you'll probably never read this. There are certain things your voice does to me, it makes me feel the ground and sky again. How sad it is when you spill your guts on the paper. It only neglects you and never relieves. In every corner and space I search for you, I've only found your vocal cords. Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most. All day your songs spin me into a romance repeatedly to the sky. Scream over and over again repeatedly to the sky. In every corner and space I search for you, I've only found your vocal cords. Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most. And nothing has affected me so... In every corner and space I search for you, I've only found your vocal cords. Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most.

Poetry
1 Wish If I could have one wish... I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that fealing with anyone other then you.

Love
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft81% Sweet75% Hot75% Violent63% Exciting50% Wet50% Awkward13% Shy6% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Chinese Torture ?
A tourist goes on a trip to China. While in China, he is very sexually promiscuous and does not use a condom all the time. A week after arriving back home, he wakes one morning to find his penis covered with bright green and purple spots. Horrified, he immediately goes to see a doctor. The doctor, never having seen anything like this before, orders some tests and tells the man to return in two days for the results. The man returns a couple of days later and the doctor says: "I've got bad news for you - you've contracted Mongolian VD. It's very rare and almost unheard of here. We know very little about it". The man looks a little perplexed and says: "Well, give me a shot or something and fix me up, Doc". The doctor answers: "I'm sorry, there's no known cure. We're going to have to amputate your penis". The man screams in horror, "Absolutely not! I want a second opinion". The doctor replies: "Well, it's your choice. Go ahead if you want, but surgery is your only choice". Th

A Few Thoughts....
Have you ever felt as if your not sure where your life should be, as if your trying to live two different lifes. Both lifes contradicting the other, not sure of the life you should lead, wanting to do both. nowing you can't. You have people you love and desire on both sides. Both sides wanting you, niether fully grasping you. You have people who want to help you, but you wont allow even though you desire it. Something is holding you tied to confusion. Not sure what to do you just block off everyone and everything. You try to hide this confusion frmo others, from yourself, but some manageto work in a little. They try to help, but your not sure what to do; let them help or hide even more. You have spent most of your life trying to figure it out but have only figured out that you may never be whole. Most of yourself is hidden from the world. You figure that because its you, you should know these things but can't seem to figure out why you dont know even yourself. Therefor you block everyo

What Will Become?
I sit here at my computer in my room wondering about what has happened what is happening and what will happen. I think about every choice I've made; was it worth it, was it wrong!? I look outside my window into the night sky and think somewhere far away there is someone doing the same thing. They sit there wondering what will become of them. Then I think, "Why am I wondering about this when all I should be worried about is the present?". I should not care about what past issues I have had to deal with, what I will have to face as tomorrow dawns... I should care about here, now, "The Present". For as we all know we can not change the past and the future will never come. We live in the present and learn from the past so hopefully one day our future will be better for us and those around us. As I ponder these thing I look at the world today and think, "If only we could all learn to accept each other and care for one another the world would be in a better shape!", but then I realize this w

What My Friends Say About Me
I did not make this up........ I have a hard time explaining who I am so I hope this helps alittle . If anyone would like to add to it be my guest please. I think you are one of the most passionate, self-sacrificing people I've ever met in my life, not to mention a gorgeous woman with a wonderful personality. You are a true one-in-a-million type of woman that I am blessed to get to know. ................................................ Well, from our talks with each other, I see that you are a very caring and gentle woman. You have a very free-flowing personality, you take life as it comes and you are receptive to people, but you keep yourself guarded so as to keep yourself from being hurt. You are a realist, not too pessimisstic, not too optimistic, just enough to keep you grounded. You are an affectionate person and are a pleasure to be around.

Autograph Collectors Magazine
It's small news..but its exciting to me..The international magazine... autograph collector..has my name and website listed in it!!! I was SOOO excited to hear that..and to see my name under there as a celebrity..::jumps up and down:: yay! It has Barbara Streisand on the cover too!

A Lesson For All Of Us.......
Church Restoration Project There was a tradesman, a painter named Jack, who was very interested in making a dollar where he could. So he often would thin down his paint to make it go a wee bit further. As it happened, he got away with this for some time. Eventually the local church decided to do a big restoration project. Jack put in a painting bid and, because his price was so competitive, he got the job. And so he started, erecting the trestles and putting up the planks, and buying the paint and thinning it down with turpentine. Jack was up on the scaffolding, painting away, the job nearly done, when suddenly there was a horrendous clap of thunder. The sky opened and the rain poured down, washing the thin paint from all over the church and knocking Jack off the scaffold to land on the lawn. Jack was no fool. He knew this was a judgment from the Almighty, so he fell on his knees and cried, "Oh, God! Forgive me! What should I do?" And from the thunder, a mighty Voice spok

Kelsey Briggs - Plz Watch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWow42TCwzg _________________________________________________ It saddens me to see in this day and age that "anybody" could hurt a change,i myself do not have any children,but my heart goes out to the people that Love and Cherish every moments of thier child's life.For a Father to come home to bury his "SWEET" Angel,has to be Crushing!Please God,Help Us Protect the Children,for they are Precious to all,and are undeserving of ever being abused in any fashion!Can't Comment anymore,saddens me too much to type. ~!~BobbyT645~!~ ________________________________________________ OMG! i have a little girl myself....and i can't understand how that sick BASTARD could abuse and hurt that beautiful angel like that!!!! i hope he rots in HELL!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I too sat here and cried watching this I also would have had to add the STUPID JUDGE that gave her back to the ABUSERS should also have been sentence

I'm Sick And To Most People Not Worth There Time
Okay, most ofse I you don't know this about me...So i guess your gonna know know now. Because could care less anymore.....i am very sick i have been sick most of my life i dont remember ever being well....i try so hard to be strong i taken care of kids that aint even mine for years like 2 or 3 on and off....i try to be as kind to people as i can...and most of yall dont know that my hair is a wig and my face swells and i get darkness arond my eyes and it seems like lately that every man i meet that i like runs or is scared off by it....i can understand why in a why but hell one doc said that i wont live past 22 and i want prove him wrong and i will damn it...is it to much to ask for someone to like me for me with or with out the wig i am not some little play thing to be played with and once you find out that it has a flaw to be throw away.......idk i guess it really gets under my skin.....i don't want to felt sorry for or pitty thats the last thing i want....i just dont even know why i

Dreading Work Tomorrow....
today at work, the guy that picked on me the most in school, came into the store to pick up his tux cause he is in a wedding this weekend. He was real mean to me when we were kids, but now were both "grown up", both 26. The last time I saw him, i had walked out of a bar and he walked up to me and hit on me, and i insulted him, i said to him "and you got fat" i was really rude to him. Well its 2 years later and i have put on some weight cause i had a kid. So now I am worried that he is gonna pick on me cause of how mean i was to him the last time i saw him. whats worse is that i saw his bare chest today cause he didnt wait for me to put his tux in his dressing room before he ran in there (and yes he's in the same condition as the last time i saw him, maybe a bit worse)and the chest hair was obscene! To make matters worse i had to order him a new shirt cause his wasnt big enough, and when i said the size he was like "cant you make that sound not so fat" LMAO So before he

Wow Who Would Have Thought!
OK WELL AS MOST OF MY FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT MY DAD HE HAS BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL AND AGAIN THIS PAST MONDAY WAS ADMITTED INTO THE HOSPTIAL. HE STARTED OFF WITH A UTI AND THE COMPLICATIONS KEEP COMING. TODAY WE HE WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE SMALL HEART PROCEDURE. WE HAD NO IDEA MY DAD HAD 2 SMALL HEART ATTACKS. THEREFORE THEY WENT INTO HIS HEART TO FIND OUT IF HE NEED A STENTS(?) IN HIS VALVES...COME TO FIND OUT HIS HEART WAS WORSE THEN WE THOUGHT. OH YEAH AND HE ALSO HAS A SLIGHT CASE OF NEMONIA. ANYWAY NOW ON MONDAY HE WILL BE HAVING A DOUBLE BYPASS ON HIS HEART...WOW JUST 2 WEEKS AGO HE STARTED DIALYSIS AND NOW THIS! SO I AM GONNA BE AWAY FOR ALITTLE CUZ I NEED TO BE WITH HIM NO MATTER WHAT. ALL I ASK IS FOR YOU GUYS PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS. CUZ WE NEED ALL WE CAN RIGHT NOW. I AM SO SCARED AND I FEEL LIKE I CANT KEEP GOIN ON...BUT I KNOW IF I OR MY BROTHERS GIVE UP ON HIM...MY FATHER WILL WANT TO GIVE UP TOO. SO FOR NOW I YOU GUYS

Ice
You scored as Emma Frost, Emma Frost is a mutant who possesses various telepathic talents. Emma can read minds and project her thoughts into the minds of others, project psionic force bolts which have no physical effects but which can affect a victim's mind so as to cause the victim pain or unconsciousness, and can also induce mental pain merely by touching the brow of her victim. Emma Frost80% Kitty pryde70% Storm70% Jean Grey65% Rogue50% Mystique50% What X-Men would you be? (Female Version).created with QuizFarm.com

What Can Make You Happy?
Are you happy right now or sad? Are you bitter about your present condition? You wonder what is wrong with your life You wonder why others are happy And question why some are so sad Are happy people born that way? Or happiness is a state of mind What can make you happy? Will having more money make you happy? How much money do you need to make you happy? If you are single and not happy! Will having a new lover make you happy? Will getting married make you happy? If you are married, and not happy! Will having more children make you happy? Will sleeping with other people make you happy? If you are a professional and not happy! Will changing your profession make you happy? What can make you happy? Will getting drunk everyday make you happy? Will taking a new drug make you happy? Will buying a new car make you happy? What can make you happy? Will moving to a bigger house make you happy? Will been promoted at work make you happy? Will been the he

About Me
hello peoples put a first blog up for those curious about me. i'm 20, 21 in november(21st) gay an damn fucking proud of it you don't like to fucking bad it's my life i'm out an proud most the pics i uae as my default of from 1 of 2 of my fav gay people, both really good people too, their names are in the captions of their pics my fav colors are pink an black, yeah i don't care if pink is a stereo typical gay color i like it. i'm a total submissive when it come to sex, so dominate me if you want i'm picky about who i date, sleeping with is another story my main lounge here is underworld great people an great place okay so yeah if any one reading this wants to ask me anything else i didn't put in this that they wanrt to know go ahead an ask me

The Move Thanks To Elvis
well here i sit thinking how life is so weird,thinking i would have never moved out here to vegas if it wasnt for Elvis,my dad started working for Elvis in 1969,so when he came to vegas he loved it,so my dad decided to move us out here,he countinued to work for Elvis until 1976 one year before Elvis passed,my dad said Elvis was a great guy,the type of person would give the shirt off his back,he loved to joke around,and its all true Elvis had his moments of bein pissed off,but who doesnt,my dad said he was just a normal man,just under alot of pressure sometimes,having to do corny ass movie roles he hated,but because of bein locked into contracts,he had to do them,my dad blames his manager Tom Parker for the passing of Elvis,by him working the guy to death and not letting Elvis do real movies and songs he wanted to do,so my dad belives Elvis just gave up in he last years of his life,turning to pills more and more to find happiness and to feel numb,my dad said its was very sad thing at th

Oh Yes, I'm So Happy
oh yes, i'm so happy cause i get to hear your lies i'm so happy surprise! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you tell lies on me i'm so happy see? oh yes, i'm so happy cause you call me names i'm so happy i'v fame! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you break your promises i'm so happy i'm joyous! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you gave me some attention i'm so happy i'm in heaven! oh yes, i'm so happy cause i get to be used i'm so happy i'm amused! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you spare me a few minutes i'm so happy i must be nuts! oh yes, i'm so happy cause you let me love you i'm so happy i'm through with you! oh yes, if i was so happy cause of you i'll be happier now without you!

My Exciting Life!! Lol
So today I finally got my daughter enrolled in Pre-K. Im excited because she already knows someone that is going to be in her class course they fight a lot but thats to be expected. She is so excited to go to school. We went out and got her some new clothes and all the school supplies. It makes me feel all tingly inside..LOL She is only going to gone for 4 hours during the day but hey being with her since day one every day, 4 hours is nice..LOL She will be going to a military school so thats one thing I like about it. The only thing I don't really like is there are a lot of mexicans that go there and don't speak english but luckily I know a lil spanish and she knows some as well. So Im almost done with my pregnancy. I will be 36 weeks soon which is 9 months. I can't wait to have this baby. It has been so hotttt here where Im from and I have been so miserable bec of how hot it is. I found out Im having another c section which sucks bec I wanted to try VBAC but its alright. I kind of

Poetry
My Snow White Queen Do you know how your voice haunts me still Can not shake your from my head Everywhere these feet travel In the corner of my mind My queen appears and she is you You were destined to be mine For you belong to me My snow white queen In the end you will know you are just like me Wicked to the core and full of All the darkness of the world Bound to me in mind and spirit I can not breathe for you beauty takes my breath away You can not scream For you know deep down this is way its meant to be Do not fight me please All I want now and forever is you Without you I can not Sleep or live I am losing my mind What left of my sanity from This obsession over you As you stare at me in all the madness Do you see yourself inside these eyes Feel the passion in a kiss Know its not for anyone else Brought you to this place and fell out of grace Heaven can hate me Hell can pity me I do not care anymore With me at last and forever My s

Venting
This is gonna seem like a shallow blog and for that I apologize. I finally posted a new pic on MySpace. I have everyone telling me that I am cute, which I hate but is better than being ugly, I guess. BUT, the one guy who's opinion I really care about all he can say is I am not beautiful. That really hurt. I guess I shouldn't be so shallow, but I really care for him.

Tribefest 101
(R)Evolut!on Radio and Tribefest Radio are one. We are hosting Tribefest 2007 in Central NY this year, August 31 and September 1st. 2 days of camping, Friday(31)and Saturday(1) and free keggers on Saturday. 40 live local bands from the surrounding area, Florida, Georgia, Pennsylvania and New Jersey will be attending. Tickets are 10$ in advance and 13$ at the door. Contact me for ticket information. You can also purchase tickets via paypal at our main site at Tribefest 2007 for 11$ and that includes a 1$ paypal fee. You can also contact me via YahooMSGR @ blueclipse28. Thank you very much. (R)0bb1E T. and the Tribefest Staff

( Cherokee ) O'siyo Oginalii Tsilugi ..... Hello Friends Welcome!
I copied this from a friend..... Wakan Tankan Nici Un ( May the Great Spirit walk with you ) ( CHEROKEE ) Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi ( May the Great Spirit's Blessings Always Be With You ) ( CHEROKEE )Afrika Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin ( " We Are All Related " ) ( CHEROKEE ) Ea Nigada Qusdi Idadadvhn ( " All My Relations In Creation " ) Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view and demand that they respect yours. ~ Chief Tecumseh ~ " When the Earth is sick, the animals will begin to disappear, when that happens, The Warriors of the Rainbow will come to save them. ~ Chief Seattle ~ Brother, you say there is but one way to worship and serve the Great Spirit. If there is but one religion, why do you white people differ so much about it? Why not all agreed, as you can all read the Book? ~ Sogoyewapha, " Red Jacket" - Senaca ~

My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend
My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend Every time someone opens his or her mouth... and makes a stupid aspersion or racial slur.... Here come these two morons out from the closet in the pretense of rescuing the 'Offended' The Reverend Al Sharpton and Reverend Jesse Jackson are two of the biggest race baiting activist asses.... Who will exploit one people at the detriment of all people shamelessly and irresponsibly promoting themselves.... as Healers......and Peacemakers....It's good to be King.... and they're no Martin Luther King Will people never learn that 'equality' is a matter of perception....and not conjecture? A man can never be free until he frees himself of himself.... Welfare of any kind is a tool of the 'MAN' to keep you dependent!

Love Train
People all over the world (everybody) Join hands (join) Start a love train, love train People all over the world (all the world, now) Join hands (love ride) Start a love train (love ride), love train The next stop that we make will be England Tell all the folks in Russia, and China, too Don't you know that it's time to get on board And let this train keep on riding, riding on through Well, well People all over the world (you don't need no money) Join hands (come on) Start a love train, love train (don't need no ticket, come on) People all over the world ( ride this train)(Ride this train, y'all) Start a love train (Come on, train), love train All of you brothers over in Africa Tell all the folks in Egypt, and Israel, too Please don't miss this train at the station 'Cause if you miss it, I feel sorry, sorry for you Well People all over the world (Sisters and brothers) Join hands (join, come on) Start a love train (ride this train, y'all), love train (Come on) Peo

6 Kinds Of Sex!!!! Lol
The 1st kind of sex is called Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning ... Nun in the afternoon ... and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. ***Oops. Don't forget the

Bohemian Rhapsody
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, No escape from reality Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see, I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, Because I'm easy come, easy go, Little high, little low, Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama just killed a man, Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun, But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry, If I'm not back again this time tomorrow, Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come, Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go, Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh, I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man, Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me (Galileo) Galileo

Untitled Poem #3
When you have found yourself lost Unable to find a place to rest your tired head Freezing cold temperatures with nothing to enjoy Surviving on the thoughts that you left for dead To think turning back would be impossible Quiet to admit when you got nothing to live for A loss to the meaning of waiting for tomorrow to come When you are still trying to locate what happened today. Search all you want for the safe zone You wont find it here begging at my feet Fortunes worth seeking that contain smells of death You failed to realize you had everything in your hands But you ran away when something just never worked A frightened dog who refused to accept help You're worthless with your face flat on the ground. Some people never will understand the treasures they have Greedy for their own good intentions to accept To find themselves walking in circles Traveling many miles without forgetting where the first step was You are no longer anything to the future of the world Th

Update On A Question
It occured today to me what has been going on, that grim lil' pixie bitch "Self Pity" has been pertched on my shoulder for some time now, Today it was successfully dethrowned, cast apon the wind so to say... I realized that I thrive on the things not everyone can do, roofing, playin with fire, drumming all night and making sweet sweet love with my Lady... Now I tell myself "Be happy and love with all my heart...Cause tomorrow I may not get the chance, Nobody gets out of this reality alive... Big Huggs and a Smooch to any who may need them.

Gay Ass Survey
Meant to be completed by those OUT of high school. Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? 'Have you ever kissed someone? 'Missed someone? Told someone you loved them? 'Drank alcohol? 50 questions for the people who are a little older 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? All of them. 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Jared's. Not very romantic, but it was yummy! 3. Do you regret losing your virginity to who you lost it to? No. 4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be? Not kicking my ex husbands ass again. 5. Name of your first grade teacher? Mrs. Schriner. 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? It. 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? A Kunoichi! 8. How many colleges did you attend? 0. 9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? I am not wearing a shirt. I am wearing a dress. 10. What are your thoughts on gas prices? Well, I do

Why I Respect Marines
After April 19, 1995, there were rescue workers from all over the country had converged on Oklahoma City. They were there to help with rescue and recovery effors. One of those rescue workers was First Sergeant Dan Curtin, USMCR, and a NYC Firefigher. He was in the rubble, and found a man's leg. He brushed away some rubble, and saw a blue pant leg, with a red stripe. Known as a blood stripe in the Marines. He knew it was one of the two unaccounted for Marines. He cut part of the pant leg and saw that it was the leg of a white man, and knew it was CPT Randy Guzman. 1SG Curtin gathered some other Marines (once a marine always a marine) to help with the extraction. He was given approval from the FEMA chief for 4 hours of work due to the structural instability in the area he was working. He and these Marines spent 5 hours working to extract the body. When they had the body ready to be extracted, an Air Force Colonel sent in an American Flag to be draped over the body bag. Thes

Kingdom Of Wolves Spy Is Found
You have been Found Guilty by By myself Lord Wolf of Treason you are to Strip off your Colors Kingdom of Wolves.For being a Spy of my Fubar Wifes Staulker you will be Posted in Stash for this act of Dishonor.You have been her Friend since Lost Cherry Days.How you could choose such a Vile Hatefull Puke of a man.Over such a Great Awesome Individual is beyond me.Your Pathetic .All Kingdom of Wolves are to Remove her from Fan's,Friends,Family List. She is the one who has been Leaking Info to the Staulker of my Fubar Wife. ~~PASSION EYES~~Kingdom of wolves~~Leaving ~~Fubar ~~Hugs@ fubar

Lakota Instructions For Living
Friend do it this way- that is, whatever you do in life, do the very best you can with both your heart and mind. And if you do it that way, the Power Of The Universe will come to your assistance, if your heart and mind are in Unity. When one sits in the Hoop Of The People, one must be responsible because All of Creation is related. And the hurt of one is the hurt of all. And the honor of one is the honor of all. And whatever we do effects everything in the Universe. If you do it that way - that is, if you truely join your heart and mind as One - whatever you ask for, that's the Way It's Going To Be.

Update
Well heres an update. Drew is only a little over 1000 down now. Originally I thought the contest was a race to 20K. Stupid of me I should have asked the hostess. The contest ends the 21st. One big push and Drew can have the lead. Any love you leave on the pic below is appreciated. If You leave 100 comments let me know and I'll get you a platinum cherry. Thanks:P brought to you by: .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar I picked this song cause it's a classic and I like it.

Omg!!!! Is It A Full Moon?!??! Lol
..................((((PUTS ON HALLOWEEN WEREWOLF MASK AND ZOMBIE GRUNTS....AND BARKS AT THE MOON))))........... LMFAO!!! Holy Shooooooooooooooooooat!!!! LOL!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O:P::-S:-S All the freaks and weirdos are coming out of the ZOMBIE WOODWORK!!!!!!!!!! Lmao!!!!! They must have gotten my name off of the BOYS BATHROOM wall...Oh wait.... It could have been off of the Girls Bathroom wall now????? Dam it..:O:O:O:O LMFAO!!!!! It made me do it.... lol..... I couldn't help myself..... ROFL!!!! :P:P:O:O:O:P It was the Zombie BUTT Pirates they made me do it .. I swear... LMAO!! :P:OO:O:O .........THE CRAZIES ARE COMING...... THE CRAZIES ARE COMING....... RUN FOR YOUR LIFE........ LOL.... I CANT RUN IM A F*KIN ZOMBIE..... :o :o :oSHIT... LMAO..... MY MAX SPEED IS 2 MPH.... AND THATS ON A GOOD FREAKING DAY WITH NO WIND..... ROFL........ LMFAO!!!! :p :o :-S :-S ((((( Inserts Halloween Michael Myers music here)))).... LMFAO!! :P:P:O:P:O:P:O:-S

526
Well I'm heading my ass to bed. It has been one heck of a long ass day. I'll be back to do it all again tomorrow, in between cleaning n stuff. *gah* I don't want to clean my house tomorrow. I want to say thank you to everyone that stopped by my page to day to get my level'n down a bit. I went from about 43,000 to under 32,000! Thank you so much. I will be back around showing mad love to those of you who helped me out! A very special Thank you To Kinky Guy (Jeff) who posted the very sweet bulletin! That was a bit of a surprise when I saw that!! Annnnnnnyways, My mouth is still kinda sore from havin my first wisdom tooth removed yesterday, so I'm gonna head my ass out to bed. I'm out of stash & photo rates anyways. XoXoX Kathy

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a leveler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

30
So...I just got off of the phone with my kindred spirit, my hero, my friend...and I've decided...basically just now that I think I am going to embrace turning 30. It's a huge revelation for me as I had enough issues when I turned like 26...so, I definitely didn't think turning 30 was going to be okay. But, I'm good with it. Comfortable with it. Kinda..maybe...even a little excited about it. Huh. Go figure... Ahhh...and the exiting music is...perfect.... "Kicking around on a piece of ground in your hometown...waiting for someone or something to show the way...The sun is the same, in the relative way, but you're older. Shorter of breath and one day closer the death..."

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for an awesome day.Thank you to all of you that kicked in to get The God Father done and helped on the rest of the level ups.Its been along day for all of us..So the rest of the night is yours. We do have another God Father coming up in the next 2 days shes a levler so please be watching.Ill let you all know early in the morning so everyone has rates..Have a great night..Much love and respect.

Im A Little Naughty
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The Naughty Girl Syndrome...lol
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I Need Sex
I have heard this more times than I could shake a stick at. What would possess to think that you need sex? Like it’s fucking oxygen or something. Like not only will you die without it but prior to dying your dick will shrivel up and fall off. News flash, no ones dick has actually shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. Wait…... news update… yah still no one’s dick has shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. You’ll be ok. You’ll live. No permanent damage will occur from you not having sex for a few months. You will not be reclassified as a virgin. You will not loose your moves. You will not turn into an undesirable geezer. You WILL be ok,..... I promise.

Phewww...
okay i sent today the telegram (you know the short letter saying you quit your job since xx day, and it goes to the place in the day very fast), here is obligation you do that i felt nervous doing it, you know? it's like it was a bit more of this "realize you're leaving the country"... ok, i know, i wanted it, everyone says "wow girl, you need to have the guts to do that" and yes i'm here :) point of no return lol ahhh and i went to have lunch with one of my friends... we talked about many things, he invited yay! lol ahh well it was fun :) he's the one that got married a couple months ago... ahh i'll miss the friends i have here in Buenos Aires! but everyone knows i'm doing this for better! hugs ♥ p.s. i'll have internet and all there once i'm in my place :) so don't worry: i wont stop bugging you all over fubar :D

Ok So Anyways
So the bf finally called tonight at 9:30pm, I was shocked cause he actaully called. He will more likely call me when i get done with work around 1am he said that we need to talk. So thats all good.... Now i cant wait for another week cause then i get transfered on my full time job away from this bitch that i work with grr.. i soo wish i can put her in the surgary room an cut her open an leave her lay there lol... YA RIGHT... anyways... Im at work time to watch a movie... Laters ~Shorty~

Get To Know Me..
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Frikkin Fuming
well lets see today a person that at one time thought was a family friend freaked out when we wouldnt answer the door . started knocking on windows then walked out back of our house doing only god knows what, told the guy that lives above us off, and then what TOTALLY FREAKS ME OUT the whole time that i just thought this person was being nice to me and my family was only trying to gain mine and my families trust so that he could get my 14yr old daughter so that he could molest her(thank god all the stuff came to the front tonight before he had the chance to do anything), tomorrow morning off to the court house to get protection paper to keep him away from all of us. After all this it is for sure gonna be soooooooooooo hard to trust people, well with the exception of all that stood by me tonight Sarah, Jess,Yancey, Lee,My Mom and officer Brooke.....thank you guys i love you all

Hey War Supporters...support This!
Army suicides highest in 26 years http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070816/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/army_suicides Army soldiers committed suicide last year at the highest rate in 26 years, and more than a quarter did so while serving in Iraq and Afghanistan, according to a new military report. The report, obtained by The Associated Press ahead of its scheduled release Thursday, found there were 99 confirmed suicides among active duty soldiers during 2006, up from 88 the previous year and the highest number since the 102 suicides in 1991 at the time of the Persian Gulf War. The suicide rate for the Army has fluctuated over the past 26 years, from last year's high of 17.3 per 100,000 to a low of 9.1 per 100,000 in 2001. Last year, "Iraq was the most common deployment location for both (suicides) and attempts," the report said. The 99 suicides included 28 soldiers deployed to the two wars and 71 who weren't. About twice as many women serving in Iraq and Afghanistan committed suicid

The Day Before You...
The Day Before You I had all but Given up on finding The one that I Could fall into On the day before you I was ready settled for Less than love And not much more There was no such thing As a dream come true But that was all the day Before you Now you're here And everything changes Suddenly life means so much I can't wait To wake up tomorrow And find out if This promise is true I would never Have to go back to The day before you In your eyes I see forever Makes me wish That my life never knew The day before you The Heaven knows Those years without you Shaping my heart For the day That I found you You're the reason For all that I've been through Then I'm thankful For the day before you Now you're here And everything changes Suddenly life means so much I can't wait To wake up tomorrow And find out if This promise is true I would never Have to go back to The day before you

Miscellanious Quotes
Life's journey is NOT to arrive at the grave safely in a well perserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "HOLY SHIT... What a ride!" Just by listening deeply we alleviate pain and suffering. —Buddha— Anger is often the emotions that speaks the loudest and demands most our energy the most, it gets all of our and others attention. Peace is not the absence of problems, but a new perspective. —CH— There’s no better time to realize that you’re not a failure in life. You’ve just been delayed. —Victor— Your imperfections are what make you beautiful. —Sandra Bullock— Life is always waking up to us and saying, “Come on in, the living’s fine,” and what do we do? Back off and take its picture. —Russell Baker— For every evil under the sun, There is a remedy, or there is none. If there be on, seek till you find it; If there be none, never mind it. —Mother Goose— Happiness: something to do, somebody to love, something to look forward

The Up Side
Don’t ever let anyone tell you that you can’t do something. More important, never tell yourself that. —Robin Roberts— Waste your money and you’re only out of money, but waste your time and you’ve lost everything. The most curative thought in the world is the thought of love. —Ruth Peale— Somewhere someone is looking for exactly what you have to offer. —Louise Hay— The difference between can and cannot are only three letters. Three letters that determine your life’s direction. —Remez Sasson— The most important thing you wear is your personality. —America Ferrera— It is impossible to hold a grudge and have peace of mind at the same time. It would be like trying to have day and night exist in the same moment. —Lee Jampolsky, phd— It is better to begin in the evening than not at all. —Ashley Judd— The simple act of stopping and looking at the beauty around us can be prayer. —Patricia Barrett— Forgiveness is the power that enlivens relationships. Forgivene

Chuck Norris
I cannot fucking help myself with this shit. It makes my stomache hurt from laughing so much so I thought that I would share with the world. There your wingman's back :) From: www.chucknorrisfacts.com # Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean. # Crop circles are Chuck Norris' way of telling the world that sometimes corn needs to lie down. # Chuck Norris is ten feet tall, weighs two-tons, breathes fire, and could eat a hammer and take a shotgun blast standing. # The Great Wall of China was originally created to keep Chuck Norris out. It failed miserably. # Contrary to popular belief, Chuck Norris, not the box jellyfish of northern Australia, is the most venomous creature on earth. Within 3 minutes of being bitten, a human being experiences the following symptoms: fever, blurred vision, beard rash, tightness of the jeans, and the feeling

The Full Scene
I sat back with a sniffle or two, wiped my nose, and laughed heartily at Addiction. 'Another W had been added to my record, Spaz had shown great strides of improvement, and yet there was a rising conviction of loss, and defeat. As a whole Scarred was becoming a gigantic failure. There was something missing, something left to be said and done. Too much to be done in fact if we were at all serious about destroying Imperium. I knew for a fact that we all were.' I thought with a smile. I leaned back and exhaled loudly, as I pulled a cigarette from it's white and green pack. I proceeded to light it, filling the fresh air conditioned room with the carcinogous fumes of toxicity. The new annoying flight attendant the emplyment agency had sent me was just as retarded as the last one.She kept asking me if I wanted peanuts, even when I had a T-Bone sitting in front of me that the dumb bitch hand delivered. Even when she delivered the steak she asked if I wanted peanuts. 'So, Jim was inj

Points To Ponder
William J. Bennett Marriage is a relationship based in no small part on virtues. The most basic of these is responsibility, for marriage is an arrangement held together by mutual dependence and reciprocal obligations. But successful marriages are about more than fulfilling the conditions of a contract. In good marriages, men and women seek to improve themselves for the sake of their loved one. They offer and draw moral strength by sharing compassion, courage, honesty, self-discipline and a host of other virtues. Husbands and wives complete themselves through each other, and the whole of the union becomes stronger and more wonderful than the sum of the two parts. James Q Wilson The family is not one of several alternative life-styles; it is not an arena in which rights are negotiated; it is not an old fashioned barrier to a promiscuous sex life; it is not a set of cost benefit calculations. It is a commitment for which there is no feasible substitute. No child ought to be brou

Favorite Quotes And Sayings..
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Quotable Quotes
So many of our dreams seem impossible, then improbable, then inevitable. —Christopher Reeve— While an original is always hard to find, he is easy to recognize. —John Mason— My father always told me, “Find a job you love and you’ll never have to work a day in your life.” —Jim Fox— It is one thing to learn about the past, it is another to wallow in it. —Kenneth Auchincloss— You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view. —Harper Lee— The great man is he who does not lose his child heart. —Menicus— Never does the human soul appear so strong and noble as when it forgoes revenge and dares to forgive an injury —EH Chapin— Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep. —Scott Adams— There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. —Nelson Mandela— When you can’t have what you want, it’s time to start wanting what

Americans Vs. Canadians
Alright, lets start this off with I'm Canadian. I was on here today, and an American started talking down on my country today. He tried to tell me the only reason Canada was around is because USA "protects us" First off, id like to say, i dont come on here back talking the USA. Every country has its flaws, and i dont sit here and point out american flaws. I have nothing against the usa, half my family is american, i have a house in the usa and am always down there. Why are there some arrogant americans, who sit there and try to tell me they are better than me. like seriously, If you have a problem with canada, keep it to yourself , and dont talk down on me because of YOUR problem.

Favorite Celebs
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Screw It
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE sorry for yelling i just copied and pasted and lazy

Some Of My Favorite Things Cant Do Without
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Native American Elders
Honor the sacred. Honor the Earth, our Mother. Honor the Elders. Honor all with whom we share the Earth:- Four-legged, tow leggeds, winged ones, Swimmers, crawlers, plant and rock people. Walk in balance and beauty.

If You Had Me Alone
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

What Ifs *they Can Kill Ya*
its kilin' me so i have to get all of them out... please bear with me... what if i dont get the job? what if the financial aid doesnt come thru? what if i run out of money? what if i cant pay barb back? what if i cant get daycare? what if i get sick? what if noone with hire me? what if the truck breaks? what if i can't pay rent? what if i cant afford an internet connection? what if there is something wrong with stella? what if i cant sell the massage table? what if i sell it but its not enough? what if i cant start school? what if i cant move into a bigger place? what if i cant get a job? what if the only job i can get is in downtown dallas - what do i do with reece? do i send him to 360 or back to the bgc? what if he doesnt adjust to school? what if i have so screwed up my life that this time i cant get it back together? what if i have a breakdown? what if i cant get out of this depression? what if i start to cry - which i really want to - but cant stop? what if i get a job!!?lol w

Life...
At a time when the National Center for Health Statistics predicts 43 percent of marriages in the United States will end in divorce, families could learn a lot from the Canadian Goose. Each year the birds fly thousands of miles with ease, precision, and teamwork. Flying in "V" formation, as geese do, is 70 percent more efficient than flying alone. As the birds move their wings they create an uplift for the bird behind them. When one of the birds falls our of formation it will suddenly feel the increased resistance of the air flying alone and will soon regain the formation. As most people view the geese in formation, they visualize a single leader. In reality, however, as the lead goose tried it rotates back into the formation and another takes its place. Each flock flies at its own rhythm. The pulsating sound of the wings beating together excites and energizes the whole formation. The geese honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep up their speed. If a goose be

Some Days I Wanna Quit, And Just Be Normal For A Bit
Where'd you go? I miss you so, Seems like it's been forever, That you've been gone. She said "Some days I feel like shit, Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit," I don't understand why you have to always be gone, I get along but the trips always feel so long, And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone, 'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone, But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call, But when I pick up I don't have much to say, So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin', Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career, Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?" I want you to know it's a little fucked up, That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin', Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses, For why you're not around, and feeling so useless, It seems one thing has been true all along, You don't really know what you've got '

If Y0u Had Me Al0ne...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Just There
Just There I was just there, Me you did not see. So close to you, but yet so veiled. Quietly I waited, upon your invitations; but still, somehow, You failed to note of my yearning to be with you, but finding just a void. So sadly, I retreated; bowed, dejected. Finally when you knew of me,of my devotion, so foolishly you did feel, like a simpleton. For you had looked so very hard for me, up/down/everywhere. but you just did not look clear in front of you, right where I stood.. . . . just there.

Bbw
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Life
Sometimes i just hate life! I want to die so bad sometimes..then i think about my daughter and how she would hate me...I love my lil girl so much!! It is just so hard being a single mom...My ex has made it so hard for me...I feel like i have failed her as a mom...Not sure how im going to survive this...Maybe she would be better off without me??

Could You Be The One For Me?
Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind t

Story Of A Moonlit Stroll. . . .
Story of a Moonlit Stroll . . . Her restless mood guided her evening stroll In the wooded glen from her childhood The moonlight cast shadows upon her path And as she turned, there the visage stood. . . The ghostly image met her eyes Yet, it wasn't fear she felt but overwhelming sorrow As tears glistened upon her translucent cheeks She felt a strange kinship to this ethereal figure . . . Why do you weep, M'Lady ? Please let me understand What haunts your spirit so And what binds you to this land? Take heed, child . . .'tis a heart-wrenching tale Of innocence lost and shattered dreams That causes my spirit to forever roam This glen where no one heard my screams. . . Long ago, on a night similar to this I came to this very spot to meet my fate Under the guise of love, to meet my betrothed But found him murdered, I arrived too late My own kinsman betrayed me And hatched a devious plan To kill my love and let me take the blame And bloodshed would ensue

Looking For Serious Relationship.
Well, I figured out it's time to look for a serious relationship rather then a short-term relationship. Recently, I've ran into three possible woman to have a series relationship with. Thought I had one with Chrissy but seems like communication between us is a problem. I know that communication is the most important part of a lasting relationship. I'm willing to work with her on that but if she's up for it. Still, she holds a special place in my heart and knows every bit about me. I feel that we got off on the wrong foot but I'm more then willing to try again if she wants too. Recently met a woman outside mobile (close to me) who has a daughter. Now I have nothing against woman who already has kids. Hell, I think it's kinda makes the relationship with a woman with a kid alot more interesting let alone fun, if not bonding. Only downside is, me moving back up to home in Virginia. Last but more interesting, Celeste. She's lives out on the west coast, very sweet, very caring a

A Flavor Of Life
a kiss .. that would make honey drip off your lips. a kiss .. that would make flavors travel your tounge. a kiss .. that would feel like forever. a kiss .. that makes the world stop spinning. a kiss .. that inhails your soul. a kiss .. that exhails your pain. a kiss .. that curls your toes. a kiss .. that lifts you up. a kiss .. that forces your eyelids to drop. a kiss .. that would put your knees to sleep. a kiss .. you don't want to stop. a kiss .. that would speed your heart up, and stop it at the same time. a kiss .. that makes you feel butterflies in your stomache. a kiss .. that makes you feel rain coming down on you. a kiss .. that doesn't make you care how it happened. a kiss .. that doesn't make you care what will happen after. a kiss .. that you want to freeze. a kiss .. that makes everything deep. a kiss .. that would change your life. a kiss .. that would change you. a kiss .. that will never leave you dry. a kiss .. that would slow time. a kiss .. not

Im Tired Of Kids
im sick of these girls they are not getting any better. matter of fact they are getting worse. it is getting to the point that they dont listen or mind me anymore. i just dont know what to do with them. i love them to pieces but it would be nice not to have to keep them all the time to. i just need a break and nobody sees that i guess. well im going to quit bitching about them now.

Can You Imagine? Nsfw
This particular writing is just perfect for those of you that may have had an especially hard day at work today. Enjoy! ---------------------------------------------------- Can you imagine? Can you imagine, a day so long, your mind and body exhausted from the work you toil with. As you step thru my door, carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, all you desire is for all of it to go away, if just for a moment. The stress of your life bearing down upon you, like a carnivore upon its prey, ready to consume you. You long for rest, for relaxation, your body craves attention, a break. Your mind desires to shut down, and forget everything for a while, to stop its constant whirling of information running here and there. Your head hurts, your feet are sore, and your back is weary, you have pushed yourself to physical limits and beyond, demanded by those that seek the admiration for your hard efforts. Efforts that you deserve recognition for, that you know you will never re

Well Wishes
I'm back on the buying market again and I've already lost a house to a higher bidder-- even though I offered 2k over asking. So everyone send me good wishes that I get this little house I'm making an offer on tonight!!! I don't want to rent anymore!!! You can all come over and get in the hot tub...

Life As I See It
God, this loneliness is unbearable. All there is, is the beat of the music, And the beat of my heart. The darkness is coming through, No light can I see. This prison is consuming me, Making me part of it's essence. Taking me down into it's depths. No light ~~~~ only darkness. ~~~~Darla~~~~

Whats Your Birthstone????????
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My Map
http://www.travbuddy.com/widget_map_display.php?id=1370968 ok you have to type this in your browser soory .iam sailing next week to Iraq ..well iam flying to the middle east then i'll be sailing all around the middle east .. so may be you can see where i've been .... so iam not ignoreing any one.....ok sue me typing sucks ooooooopsssssss

Today The Coffee The Popcorn And Omg The Laundry
OMG !!!!!! THIS WEEK HAS SUCKED NOW THE LAUDRY , DID THE WASHER HAD IT GOIN FORGOT THE SOAP ! REDO , THE WASHER THE SECOND AND WTF , FORGOT THE SOAP , AWW SHIT SHOOT ME JUST SHOOT ME , THIS WILL BE THE 3 RD TIME , REDOIN THE WASHER . AND I'M GOIN ADD THE SOAP BEFORE STARTING WASHER. I WILL CONTINUE BREWS LIL STORIES OF FUCK UPS !LATER LOV YAS HE HE

How Will I Let A New Love In?
This Is My Story... well its a survey Hi, my name is: Jolene but you can call me: Jo.... Jo-Jo... Joey... or w/e ....just be nice plz .lol Never in my life have I: drank or done drugs The one person who can drive me nuts is: my boss High school: is over for me! yay When I'm nervous: I get really sick... and shaky The last song I listened to was: its not over-daughtry If I were to get married right now, my best man/maid of honor: um.... it'd be hard to decide My hair: is SUPA LONG.... bout to the middle of my back now When I was 5: uhhh I was 5.... Last Christmas: was okay.....could of been better as usual I should be: getting ready for bed When I look down I see: the keyboard The happiest recent event was: uhhhh winning at pennstate If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be: I dunno haven't watched it lately to figure it out By this time next year: I hope everything is going well.... and that's all that I as

Pease Help Emergency
Heyy everyone!...This guy rocks!...He is in a contest for Mr.Fubar and he's the sweetest guy ever!..This contest is based on comments so PLZ PLZ go leave as many as u can!..I dont care if you are a guy/girl and either does he. x0x0x0x -AsH.WeeE 10 = a VIP keg 50 = a drink and handcuffs ;) 100= plat cherry. 200+ = impala Send me a private message when you are done so i can gift you. No cheating cuz I will check ;) Here is the contest link to comment bomb This Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By: -->?AsH.W??E.?..-Riot Girls Cli?nt-..((Crystals B!tch))@ fubar (repost of original by 'AsH.WєєE WHITΞЯIDΞЯ®™s Mistrєss. RiotGirlsCliєnt' on '2007-08-14 19:39:33') (repost of original by '~/~Sassy Laurie~/~Co-Founder of BOMBERS R US Cheerleader Squad ~Member of the Sydicate~ Please sign' on '2007-08-15 19:19:45')

Business Stuff
I am looking for some input for my business. Want to know what you would buy for someone offline. Considering starting an EBAY store and then making a website if it starts going well. Bath Syrup-basically a bubble bath Bath Melts- a little cube (or other shape) that you toss in your bath and let melt for a nice yummy bath Bath Bombs- fizzes in your bathwater really nifty to watch Bath Cookies- look like cookies! but goes in your water Bath Milk- basically something that you add to your water that will help soften your skin Bath Salts- well... duh Bath Tea- basically a tea bag with herbs and other stuff in it that you set in your bath while water is running FACIAL PRODUCTS Scrubs, Masks, cleansers, toners BODY PRODUCTS Lip balms in assorted flavors Headache relief pots-rub on your temples to help get rid of headaches. Body Masks Foot Bath Hair treatments LOTIONS/CREAMS body butters aftershave creams lotion bars-solid lotions cuticle cream An

Love Will Always Be True
no longer will i hide, i feel like i am dieing inside, feeling's i always try to hide, i take it in a stride, it's tearing me up inside, my heart feels like it ripped open wide, it's battered and broke, its not a joke, all i want to do is hide, ever since i cried, it was because you died, now i sit and wonder why, i didnt even get to say good bye, you are in a better place, i hope you can still see my face, i sit here and pray, that he excepts me one day, so i can again see your face, and be with you in that special place, tears ran for so long, i could not believe you were gone, such a wonderful friend, all the way till the end, love is what i send, no matter where you are, you will never be too far, cant believe it ended in a car, you were sobber when you died, the drunk that hit you never cried, he tried to make it your fault, but the cops seen through him, and he was caught, his freedom couldnt be bought, we all still love you, and our love will al

My Path..
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Wicca.. Some Of My Favorite Tags
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Blogs By Blonde Moments Are Me....lol
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME

Sex Quiz (yes I'm Kinda Bored)
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed --Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a

My Friend Prince Jesse Needs Ur Help
Hey everyone My friend Prince Jesse is in need of some bombing. Hes in a contest for the PRINCE OF FUBAR. He could really use ur help. Here is his pic which you can click and go to his pic for bombing

To My Friend Don..... Who Makes Me Laugh...
Hope GOD gives you all your dreams. what ever your heart desires ; And when GOD carries you home, though ill shed tears,as you leave this Earth. Ill hold you dearly in my heart as you leave. And yes you will Glow, GOD will see to this, You,ll recieve two wings, and a halo. Ill be here carring on , your mission as you ask and as GOD directs me too. It,s our LORDS work that I DO. ILL smile knowing,that your with Our LORD and near watching over me too. WATching to make sure I have no fear. AND im knowing that you wait in heaven, to embrace and laugh with me.WE will laugh and share cheer. WOW! This is something for me to cling to,gives me hope. I know ill see you again. Theres no doubt. Well meet in heaven for the first time. I will see you there and you will see me too. God is awsome to of sent me to your page,.IM glad I LIstened that day.; for you,d been on my cherrytap page for sometime ,we spoke once a few months back.may be a year. Something you had said bac

I Know It's Alot But....
IVE BEEN STUCK AT LEVEL 21 FOREVER!!! 93,285 Points to go FOR LEVEL 22... COME ON! THERES 3 HAPPY HOURS IN A ROW AND IVE DONE MY FAIR SHARE OF LEVELING, BOMBING, WELCOMING ETC ETC. PLEASE HELP ME!!! IVE GOT OVER 400 PICS AND BUTT TONS OF STASH :) I ALSO --ALWAYS-- RETURN LOVE! MUAHS KANDY~ ~*RedKandy*~OF SHADYS S*U*P*@ fubar

Rough Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Kiss Or Sex
: The rules are simple... if you want to kiss or sex the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you."or sex you SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to kiss you or sex u soooo... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex [just message, no one else will know...]

Emptiness
There is a hole in my heart that can not be filled. No other man could be compared. The loss of a man with so much love. That no other man could give. He was a gift from God. A gift to all whom ever crossed his path. This man was the only man, who could get one to laugh, With just the smile on his face. As a child he was a true joy. A joy of wonderful memories to treasure. He was a man, who would give the clothes off his back, If there was someone that needed them more. This man was a man with such a big heart. No other man could be compared. This was a man who I called my Father. Another Dedication to My Father - R.I.P.

Without You [ I Fade]
I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down my face the sun sets black And I feel so alone So lost So broken and cold Im waiting for you to rescue me but you're no longer with me What am I suppose to do? I cant fight the world without you. I fade away... the ground is dry beneath my feet. I slipped off the edge again and the clouds hover above my head Im a thousand feet down I'll starve before I drown. I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down my face the sun sets black And I feel so alone So lost So broken and cold Im waiting for you to rescue me but you're no longer with me What am I suppose to do? I cant fight the world without you. I fade away... the water begins to rise not ceasing to my cries I reach out in vain I breathe in , hold my breath And try to stomach this tidal wave. its dragging me, pulling me down like an anchor tied to my feet. I fight to break free I try to keep it from killing me. I feel sick I feel weak Tears roll down

Kisses
i’ve kissed someone: [x] on the cheek. [x] on the lips. [x] on their hands or fingers. [x] in my room. [x] in their room. [x] of the opposite sex. [ ] of the same sex [x] a little younger than me. [x] a little older than me. [x] with black hair. [x] with curly hair. [x] blonde hair [x] brown hair [x] blonde hair and blue eyes. [x] with red hair [x] with straight hair. [x] shorter than me. [ ] with a lip ring. [x] who i truly love/loved. [x] who was drunk. [ ] who was high. [x] in the morning. [x] right after waking up [x] just before bed. [x] late at night. [x] who I had just met. [x] who I really didn’t want to kiss. [x] while i was going out with some else. [x] on a bed. [ ] in a graveyard. [x] at school. [x] against a wall. [x] at a show. [ ] at the beach. [x] in a pool. [x] who was/is a good friend. [x] in the rain. [ ] with an std. [x] in the shower/tub [x] in a car/taxi/bus. [x] on a plane. [x] in the movies. [x] in a bathroom. [x] in

My Room
Alright a few of you saw i put up new photos of my room, well the reason they are up is for this blog, i need an idea of what to get for my room. Basic overview: It's 10x20 and one side has a door half way through it, and two walls have windows, one of the long walls has a floor board heater. Furniture currently: 5x5 night stand full size bed 2 dressers, one really small and ready to fall, other doubling as tv stand. 1 old entertainment center on side used as a storage shelf (read to fall when stood normally 2 old desk drawers as dvd shelves 1 home made shelf holding misc. items Picturs: Decor: Posters along all but where wall not accessible. Furniture wanting to add: Desk for comp chair with desk bookshelf replace broken dresser blah i need some more money and more room, any ideas on how to create more room?

Father's Final Rest
Today is the day I put my father to rest, No more pain, no more fears, this can't be for the best. My father lived a great life with love, Now he's my Guardian Angel from up above. He looks down from heaven to watch us all grow, But all I want to say is "Please God NO!" My father was not just our Dad, He was a Dad that everyone wished they had had. He was loved by all wherever he went, I would call that a man God has sent. He brought joy to many in all his days, His family, His friends all in different ways. But now we must spread our wings and let him fly, For never will we ever have to say Good-bye. We love you Daddy each day will live, Until we join you at the Gates of Heaven. Dedication to my Father - R.I.P

Sick!
Dang I'm as sick as a dog...went for a nap...woke up and got the sinus thing going on, sore throat, cough...it's horrible. Isn't it amazing how you go to sleep and wake up like that? I just want icecream right now....damn that is one hell of a sore throat I feel like I'm choking and the cough is cause of the scratchy throat. I heard this is going around ... I know a few people at work had it but heck that was 2wks ago. Yuk I hate it when I'm sick...I guess it is cause my stupid immune system sucks...radiation and stuff I'm going through. Well, I'm going out to get some Icecream....lol Later everyone!

How I Lived
Dreams have been drempt, Life has been lived. There is only one thing in life that I care to give. It's the life of a child that is as precious as gold, You'll never understand until you fit the mold. Men are unsure these days of what they want in life. Why can't it just be a child and a wife? A silent kiss in the darkness of night, the hardening of passion when the timing is right. When a family is made it's a life of a treasure. It's a fulfilling way to satisfy a pleasure. The love I've felt no words can explain. It's the only thing I feel that has kept me sane. The birth of a child is as precious as day, My life changed in an early morning in May. When you die the only thing to remember is how you've lived. Where you a man of gold or a father of pride? Where you a woman made of strength or a coward to hide? Did you live your life to the best that you could? Did you do those things that you thought you should?

Stuff, Stuffed In Other Stuff....
This past Saturday, Lizzylocks and I had another food get-together with the Bad Bunnie and Hooligan X . This time it was ladies choice (for food) so this one's theme was "Food Stuffed in other Food". Again as the Hooligan is on Atkin's, this was a carb free extravaganza, of meats and veggies; and surprisingly no bread or rice or crumb stuffing. Granted the boy's got to choose the dinner dressware: plaid skirts, and hosery (collars optional) Ps. Awesome Party Favors for the host were provided, and have yet to be put into use....reminiscent of the film Secretary.... Appetizers Cream Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms topped with Bacon Seafood and Cheese Stuffed Mushrooms (recipe included below) and Smoked Salmon, Goat Cheese and Asparagus Roulade (recipe included below)

Looking Back
It was on a Tuesday that my life changed forever. It was early in the morning. The thumping sounds of a tiny heart that gave an overjoyed smile of anticipation. Labor pains were so intense that gripping onto my mother was the only sense of relief I could appreciate. The last few days were so awakening. It was a time in my life that I was no longer alone. No longer full of hate towards people that had hurt of betrayed me. I was full of an unspoken love. The moment you were placed in my arms I was in love. Your tiny fingers, your ten toes, your sleepy eyes. You were the one thing that gave me meaning. That first day I was with you, it was not only the day of your birth. It was the day of the birth of a new me. I was given a treasure and became a Mother. Anyone who has children can't help but stare at them, even when they sleep. The smiling gestures like they are dreaming of fluffy clouds and fuzzy pets. They are still as precious as they were the day they were born. These past Mothers

Thank You
Hey everyone - Well as most of you who know me know that I have had a lot of shit going on in my life and a lot of things that I have had to come to terms with. You also know that im ending one adventure and starting a new one. Most of you know that this is a big thing for me and it has been really hard. Some of you know personal shit that has been going on and I wanted to say thank you for your love and support. Most of you know that I will not be on when I am in San Diego visiting family next week but I think im going to take a break for awhile and pull myself back together so to speak so im going to be M.I.A for it and I apologize. So until the next time we speak take care of you. And no worries if you know me well you know ill be fine like always. If you want you can email me if you have my email address. And again for those of you who know whats been going on I again thank you for your support and for the goods, the bads and the laughs and the tears. I love you deeply

Poetry Of A New Life
Fear supersedes excitement, excitement supersedes fear. The idea of a life changing event… Could it be fate, could it be destiny? Could it be a life changing event because of my own wants needs and desires? Could it be for the best? Will my life change, will my appearance change? Is it for the best? Is it a mistake I won't realize until it comes? My fears overwhelmed me at first. Fears of change haunted me until that day came.. But all fears and anxiety ceased when I was lying in the hospital stress free and relaxed. My heart skipped a beat at the sight of her, asleep beside me in her own bed. New to the world, new to me. All I could do was smile. Smile at the features of her face. Smile at the form of her small hands, her feet, and her proportionate figure. She is a part of me. My flesh, my blood, my life. When people ask me, Do you think you made the best choice.. I only think there was no choice to be made. I am a single mom because God made me one. I have no regr

Men...
I love men....sexy beings they are. No I'm not a slut or a whore. I just admire the other sex. Deep scratchy voice is enough to make me swoon. Call me young but hell its how I see it. Men are my future in many many ways. From there eyes to his toes. I want a man who knows hes a man not no boytoy. A Strong but not one who cheat lies and crys. I want a good guy, whos not afraid to love.

Your Laugh For Today
Subject: He's a goner > A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious > nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he > wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even > seen her naked. > > One day, as they drove down the freeway, > she remarked about his slow driving habits. > > "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For > every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll > remove one piece of clothing. > > He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. > He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. > At 60 off came the pants. > At 65 it was her bra and at 70 her panties. > > Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than > he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the > car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a > tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried > to pull him free but alas he was stuck. > > "Go to the ro

Friends W/ Benefits?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Selling Out America
Exclusive: Selling Out America Alan Caruba Author: Alan Caruba Source: The Family Security Foundation, Inc. Date: August 15, 2007 For those of you who think lax border controls represent the biggest threat to our national security and sovereignty, think again. FSM Contributing Editor Alan Caruba can tell you of another reason to lose sleep. Selling Out America By Alan Caruba On August 20-21, in Montebello, Quebec, secure behind a cordon of fifteen miles maintained by the Canadian Mounted Police, Security Quebec, and reportedly even the U.S. Army, the leaders of America, Mexico, and Canada will meet to further discuss the Security and Prosperity Partnership (SPP) and, no doubt, the Trans-Texas Corridor (TTC). Whatever media coverage might occur will be tightly controlled by SPP spin doctors and whatever public statements the presidents and prime minister make will have been carefully vetted to insure they arouse no concern among the citizens of the

I Want....
I want..... many things... I Want to be bad...Not a Girl. I want to be not so innocent. I want to be Sexy Skinny and Tall. I want to be a goggle girl that drop men in the tracks. I want to dress Sexy, the skirts, the shirts. I want To Change, I want to act sexy. Maybe this is my starting pike to a new way. This may change things But its What I WANT.

If You Had Me Alone...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Guide To Womens English
"Yes" = No "No" = Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now. "Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later. "Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to. "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron. "We need to talk" = I need to complain. "You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV "Is my butt fat

Locked Up...
I worked at a Maximun Security prison for 2 years. This is the feelings and thoughts that I picked up from the convicts. Locked up I’m trapped! There is no escape, no release, no way out. All there is here is solid concrete walls, fences, and the smallest of a window. The window is my only connection to the outside world. I hate this window! It mocks me! It laughs at my scorn; at my punishment. It does nothing more than give me small glimpses of a world I once knew but am now no part of. It makes me long for the past, as well as for the future. I long for any time but the present; any place but this cell. I am no longer a part of that world out there and I know it. I’m nothing more than a caged animal. Always pacing, always longing for better times. I’m shut away in this hole. I feel like a dark, dirty secret that everyone wants to hide. Perhaps that’s all that I am. I’m secret to be locked in a small, dark closet so everyone will forget me. My routine; it rarely

Bookings
well i finally get my vaction from work hopefully if i got the money to do so i got 4 wrestling bookings coming up begining wednesday sept 5th on to sunday sept 9th i begin the rise of power in auburn maine then i continie on to westbrook maine where its me sweet tooth jimmy capone and scotty vegas then i move on to the clinton fair for shitty show i bet then off to warwcik r.i. to spend the last remandier of my vaction so if your around thoose places come out and see me Johnny

Friends W/benefits??
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

First Time Together...
First Time Together…. It’s just you and me. We’re sitting on the couch watching TV, hanging out, and just passing the time. There isn’t really anything on TV worth watching so I offer to give you a massage. You take off your shirt and lie down on the floor on your stomach. I straddle your body and start rubbing on your back. The look on your face and the occasional moan or sigh let me know you are enjoying it. After a few minuets you roll over beneath me. You’re now on your back looking up at me while I straddle your waist. You look up at me and smile which always makes me smile. You move your hands up onto my hips and squeeze them a little, never losing eye contact. I place my hands on top of your and entwine our fingers. You lift up our hands and move them so they are palm to palm and lace your fingers through mine. In one soft, yet quick motion you bring your hands to the floor above your head bringing me down with them. My body is now on top of yours and my face is only inche

Bad Pc
A girl was helping her boyfriend set up his PC and he wanted to log in with a password. Now, you have to understand he's got somewhat of a rebellious attitude and goes for the shock effect. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he keys in "penis". His girlfriend nearly fell off the chair from laughing so hard when the computer replied...: PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH.

Obsession
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children... "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession is alcohol. This too manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers. "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."

News Paper Articles
News Paper Articles Bomb kills area soldier A 24-year-old soldier from the area died in Iraq on Saturday, according to his wife. Christina Penrod said her husband, Army Spc. Justin Penrod, died Saturday when a sniper in Baghdad killed a U.S. soldier. Spc. Penrod and seven other soldiers rushed the house where they thought the gunman was holed up. One stepped on a buried, pressure triggered bomb at the house. Penrod and three other soldiers died; four more were wounded in the blast. Penrod's family lives in Danville and he and his wife lived in Mahomet before moving to Fort Stewart in Georgia. Penrod, who lives at Fort Stewart with the couple's 8-month-old son, Colin, said she learned of her husband's death when two military personnel came to her door Saturday. "I fell on the floor crying," Christina Penrod said. "I don't even remember what they said to me." Spc. Penrod was on his second tour of duty in Iraq, his wife said, and he'd left for Iraq in July after

Just For You...
Lost Dreams Only in my dreams you could stay Only in my dreams we could love I wanted love you gave me dreams I wanted love you gave me hope I gave you my heart you gave me promises I gave you love you gave me lies I gave you love you gave me tears I gave you love you gave me fear I gave you love you gave me hurt I gave it all to you and only ask just to be with you My heart betrayed me and took flight Oh how you hurt me that dark Tuesday night The nights of planning for a new life Only in my dreams would that life come true Only in my dreams would I live a life with you Its true there's a thin line between love and hate I should have known only in my dreams

Fantasy 2
Man! Just the thought of you makes me horny and wet. God, I don’t think that I could ever tell you what you do to me. I feel your hands running all over my body. I look into your eyes as you undress me. I feel your skin as I undress you. I feel your lips pressed to mine in a passionate kiss. I feel your tongue dance with mine. I cover your entire body with kisses. I want your lips and tongue to explore my whole body. I put my lips around your dick. I feel you get hard and full in my mouth. I start to run my tongue up and down your dick before fully taking you in my mouth. I move my lips up and down while sucking you; hearing you moan. God your moans turn me on even more. I feel you lie me down on my back and spread my legs. I feel you kiss a winding path down my neck to my chest. You stop only long enough to take my nipples in your mouth. You switch from one to the other; nibbling, sucking, and teasing them with your tongue. My God, it drives me wild. Your tongue is amazing. Yo

Fantasy 1
Fantasy I look up to see your face. Our eyes meet, and a smile crosses my face. You always make me smile. It doesn’t matter what I am doing or what kind of mood I am in, you make it better. As our eyes stay locked on each other, my body is bombarded with sensations. I feel your arms around me, holding me in a tight embrace. I feel safe there. I know that you will protect me and hold me. I can feel your muscles tighten as you hold me closer. You body is pressed to mine. I can feel your breathing against my cheek; I feel your heart beat against my chest. I take a deep breath and smell your cologne. God, you smell so good. I’m in heaven right now. Your arms lose some of their grip and I feel you guiding my body. I let you move me as you please. You turn me around so that my back is against your chest. You wrap your arms around me once again. I feel your chin on my shoulder. Your breathing ruffles my hair ever so slightly and tickles a little. I feel your face moving gently across my

Updated Version Of Page Rules
As of last weekend I will no longer accept friends request where the person does not have a salute pic. If I am the one who sends the invite then and only then will the request be accepted. Please read my list of rules and comment before sending request, thank you!

Fuck Mystical
Its Mysticals HH so I'm not doing shit. She says her husbands home now he gets to see who she really is. After all all the HH's Sgt. Ski bought wasn't him at all it was her on his account. Shes a fake bitch. They aren't married I doubt he's even seen here.

Soldier Packed A Lot Of Life In 24 Years
MAHOMET – Army Spc. Justin Penrod didn't have much time for dating as a teen, his mother says, because he cared for his older brother, a quadriplegic who lived on his own. In between his service in the Army National Guard and his enlistment in the regular Army, Spc. Penrod had a job fixing air-conditioners for P&P Service Center in Mahomet. In 2004, a customer introduced Spc. Penrod to the customer's daughter, Christina Whittington; within a couple of months, they were married, just in time for Spc. Penrod to head off to Iraq. The couple have an 8-month-old son, Colin. Spc. Penrod crammed a lot of life and a little mischief into his 24 years, before he was killed Saturday when a bomb in Baghdad went off as he and his infantry buddies chased after a sniper. It was the second tour in Iraq for Spc. Penrod, who friends say had a lifelong interest in the military, helping the less fortunate and "getting into trouble." His mother, Tina Tuttle of Danville, said that as a you

Bulletin #5
YOU'VE SEEN IT BEFORE, AND YOU STILL AREN'T THERE, WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE YOUR HEAD??? YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A PART OF THE TANK, THE DRINK DRANK DRUNK TANK. YOUR CONCIENCE TELLS YOU SO. STOP TYPING FOR JUST A MOMENT AND LISTEN TO IT!!.......SEE!!! HAHA ANYWAY WE HAVE TONS OF GIFTS FOR YOU IF YOU ARE THE 150TH MEMBER TO JOIN, SO COME ONE, COME ALL, JUST LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE DOOR!! CLICK THE GNOME! DRINK? DRANK! DRUNK!!! YOU KNOW THOSE BEERS DISAPPEARING LIKE THAT IS MAKING YOU THIRSTY, SO COME ON IN AND HAVE A DRINK! OF COURSE THE BEST MUSIC IS BEING PROVIDED 24-7 BY INFERNO RADIO, BE SURE TO STOP BY THERE TO! font>

Make Me...
So much in so little time I have lost Sad and lonely Tears still falling Heart still aching Back out onto the dating scene Here I am Afraid yet willing and ready to see if I can find someone who can Make me smile again Young Pretty I have a heart of gold Left only sightly bruised and used by a heart of cold Nice smile Sweet charming personality I think you might really come to like me If you give yourself the chance to Make me smile again I have quite alot to offer the right man I know that I do Guess that I'm just still a little bit gun shy Scared that if I reach out once more With everything I call love in my soul This time my heart won't survive the painful rejection of another romance gone bad So please, please I beg of you Be gentle Be careful of this heart still so fragile and scarred Give me a reason Any reason that you can that you think will Make me smile again Thought that I was in love once before Sadly that turned out to be

The Prostitute
A guy is hanging out in his favorite bar when he spots a fabulous babe walking in on the arm of some ugly schlep. He asks the bartender about her and is surprised to discover that she's a prostitute. He watches her the rest of the night, amazed that someone so attractive could be available to him. The next night he goes back to the bar, and sure enough she shows up again, only this time alone. The guy gets up his nerve and approaches her. "Is it true you're a prostitute?" "Why, sure, big boy. What can I do for you?" "Well, I dunno. What do you charge?" "I get $100 just for a handjob. We can negotiate from there." "$100 For a handjob? Are you nuts?" "You see that Ferrari out there?" The guy looks out the front door, and sure enough there's a shiny new Ferrari parked outside. "I paid cash for that Ferrari with the money I made on handjobs. Trust me, it's worth it." The guy mulls it over for a while, and decides what the hell. He leaves with her, and gets the mo

If You Had Me Alone!
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME

Why Do I?
Why Do I? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Birthday!!!!!!!
Birthday coming up August 18th and and guess how many?lol. but feeling young!!!!Its Party Time!!!!!!Any male strippers around here? lol my wish is for The Jet Dragon to sing Happy b/day to me like he has once before!!!!!

How Do U Kiss?
Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

12th-14th
Well I just finished school on the 9th and thought I needed a well deserved vacation... so I went and staying with Thomas, Dough, Nikko and Malcom... omg did we have fun!! Well, first off I'll tell you about these guys... Thomas: used to be my girls man. My girl went psycho and no one wants to be around her no more, so that ain't her nigga no more. Dough: his brother and absolutely adorable, gorgeous, funny and extremely romantic. Nikko: one of the funniest mutha fuckas i've ever met. from his jokes, sayings and shit to his facial expressions... he had me laughing or smiling the WHOLE time! Malcom: this lil kid has got talent. beyond anything i've ever seen... he can make beats, he can dance... oh can he dance... and he can spit songs like no other!! he's a fun lil man and i can't wait to bring him to spokane! Ok so those are my boys... :) We had such good times... they smoked... I laughed at them... lol we just hung out and got to know one another more... watchi

To The Know It Alls
Well for all those people who told me you cant get arrested for something you didnt do or that there must have been evidence to get him arrested. Here's a tid bit of info for ya'll !!! They can pick you up on hear say if they want to and then if the States Attorney feels like there is no eveidence they wont charge you or if they have some they will. But if they dont have a case they can let you hang in jail for a minimum of 21 Flippin days.

(hadith) To Cover One Sins
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) "All the sins of my followers will be forgiven except those which are disclosed to the people. For example a person commits a sin at night and though Allah screens it from the public, in the morning he says. “O so-and-so, I did such-and-such evil deed" Sahih Bukhari Hadith No. 980 Book 78, Chapter 60 Narrated by Hazrat Ibn ‘Umar (r.a.)

I Still Miss You
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears There is something that keeps me holding on - What I'll never know But one day things will go my way And I'll have you in my arms

Alone
I’m dying inside Trying too hard not to show you I’ve created new a mask Just for spending time with you It eats at my soul The way you treat me Like yesterday’s rolled up newspaper Teaching obedience to a dog Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Teach me to hurt you The way you hurt me Maybe I will understand then The power you feel I keep hoping you’ll find The love inside you Growing from the seed Of my hopes and dreams Why do I love you? I tried to walk away But the tears only rolled harder Once I was alone Call me pathetically naïve And I will agree I have no fight left in me To hold to my own opinion You’ve dug me a chasm I can’t seem to crawl out of Just please don’t leave me here All alone

Blogthings
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Good Is Love?
What Good is Love? I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a

Im Having My Baby!!!
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THE LAST 24 HOURS BECAUSE I AM IN THE BEGINNING STAGES OF LABOR. THEY LET ME COME HOME FOR A LITTLE WHILE, BUT IM NOT SURE HOW LONG. PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND LEAVE SOME LOVE MY BABY IS 4 WEEKS AND A FEW DAYS EARLY SO IM NOT SURE HOW LONG WE WILL HAVE TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL SO PLEASE PRAY FOR US. I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO LEVEL TO 24 BEFORE I HAVE TO GO BACK IN THE HOSPITAL SEEING AS I DONT KNOW HOW LONG IM GONNA BE GONE LOL. I ONLY NEED 180K,BUT THERE ARE 3 HAPPY HOURS COMMING UP TONIGHT, AND I HAVE POSTED ATLEAST 70 NEW PICS SO PLEASE COME BY MY PAGE AND WISH US WELL AND LEAVE US SOME LOVE! WHILE YOUR THERE PLEASE CHECK TO BE SURE YOU HAVE RATED MY PROFILE AND FANNED ME. THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE LOVE. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

She Won't Cry
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

New Contest
Okay I am trying to come up with a new contest, I could use some ideas and ideas for a great prize to make this my best contest yet! a happy hour? a 30 day blast? VIP membership(this limits it to non VIP members) Give me your ideas and I will do something really nice for the idea I choose. I want ideas for the prize and ideas for the contest.

For All Jerks To Read .
this is something ever azz hole should read . i am going to tell you now friends are friends but when you are in love with someone you should not play with there god da heart like some of you loser do on here . and i like say if you want drama go somewhere else to find it because you will not find it on this dam page . so now you will i am not someone you can play with . so just leave me the F**k Alone right now . you players and god dam azz nines . and if you do not want me to name you then just stay away . or i will start nameing you all . so just f**k off and die players .

Miss Them So Much
I know many could care less, but some are asking why I say I am hurting and things like that. This morning I said Good Bye to my daughters for 9 months. You ask why? My ex was an asshole, ok he still is. I couldn't take being married to him going through the shit I did, so I wanted out. I was mainly a stay at home mother, I wanted my girls. He refused to pay me anything over what the courts would order for child support if I left. He said if he had to he would lie to come up with reason to not pay spousal support. At that time he even put out a false claim about a guy I talked to ONCE, to try and bring him up on Adultery charges, just to prove he would do what he had to. I had no job, no degree, nothing. I would not have been able to support myself and my girls at that time. I couldn't take being there anymore, so we came up with an agreement. I signed a waiver to his retirement for when he retires out of the army, I agreed to not go for spousal support, BUT I wan

Mio Myo Cajun Gumbo On The Bayo
With thoughts of tiny fish in (on) my head I thought I would offer up a dynomite recipe which should tantilize and titalate d'tastebuds of any fine diner. Ingredients: Vegatables one bunch of green celery (five stix at least) five or six carrot two red onion one red bell pepper one green bell pepper three or four jalapena peppers (you know dis gonna give it the kick ass hot) a good handful of green string bean Meat ten (or more) jumbo shrimp (or tiger prawns) 1/2 lb. alaskan king crab meat (dungeness is optional) Spices 1/2 teas. salt teaspoon of black pepper teaspoon of cayenne pepper (this dish gonna make your nose run) two tablespoons oregano (more to taste) two or three bay leaves Other ingredients 1 1/2 stick butter 1/2 to 3/4 cup of flour quart of burgandy wine (sauvignon if your feeling exspensive) two can stewed tomatoes rice (enough for as many servings as you need) loaf of french bread Preparations: chunk up the celery (3/4 inch chunk)

My How To Guide To Being A Player :)
In light of recent events in my own life, I thought it fitting that my blog this week focus on playerism. For your reading pleasure, I present the How-to Guide to Being a Player. The Rules To Get the Girl/Guy: 1.) Dress and act the part. Clean, well-kept people are more attractive. Over-dress as much as possible. Invest in good shoes (especially men!), and learn as much about everything as you can. You never know what situation you may be in that will utilize acquired skills. 2.) Pick your victims carefully. Over-emotional pawns can be hard work to handle as they will require quite a bit of maintenance. Strong, independent pawns, while more of a challenge, also require a lot of maintenance. The game is stepped up a bit. It's like going from easy level on a video game to hard. You have to be more on your game, more creative in your approach, and balance the delicate line between non-commitment and non-interest. 3.) Perfect your lines, your approach, and your pu

Amazing Child
This is a poem that my oldest daughter wrote almost two years ago. She is a virgo as I am and we seem to express ourselves in similar ways. She has much more courage than I have, she saw a chance and took it. Knowing these words have deep meaning for her, I am so proud of her!!! New Place i'm in a new place with a new face. no one knows me here and no one ever will. until i think i'm ready. to give up my true identity. but until then i will remain in a new place with my old face. Shareena Kitchen Copyright ©2007 Shareena Kitchen

To Play... Or Not To Play
I don't get it..well I do. just dont want to accept "IT" Why...if you give them everything---they dont want it.. you SH*T on them and they wont leave you alone....So what do you do if you just cant play....... how do you walk away.... leave it behinid.. move on...forget about it....no matter how much time you invested. heartache....step off and on to the next.. ??? So thats it....fill the void..... try . try agian.....???help..its almost pathetic ... unbelievable..REALLY,..what I have put up with and STILL..... for what??. I just dont get it. why cant I let go???!!!!!

Some People
Some People come into our lives to give us lessons. The bad 1 quite often come into our lives as abusers, have depression issues, had a dysfunctional childhood, emotionally unavailable. I know this sounds like half the population, but beware of the true nature of these people.There is always an issue to deal with. Ask yourself, Are you about to become caught up in the constant chaos they can and will bring into your life, Before you step into this mess that you may wish later you could just scrape off your shoes, ask yourself, would you fix this person up with your best friend or If not, why would you date them yourself? There is always a messy complication with a huge amount of electricity to keep you in the game.Pay attention to RED FLAGS! That's our own intuition talking to us.Unfortunately with these negative people, often times we choose to ignore all the warning signs, often we might not even like this person , but we allow this lesson into our lives anyway. Yes, it makes us s

Love Is So Grand Isn't It?
Just when i thought i could be hurt no more, You came along and slammed that door! The one that went to my heart, You made it fall all apart! I thought you would love me to no end, Now i long for something more than just a friend. You said you loved me and that was a lie, Now all i can do is cry! Out for help to bandage my wounded heart, To have some one else be a part of my loving heart. To get love from some one that truly cares, And not some one who gives me nightmares! So this is the end of my lame or broken heart story, Now do as you please with your own glory! It really don't matter what you think or say, Because he already took all of my dignity away! There is nothing else for you to do, So therefore i give a big fuck you to who ever thinks this is lame or broken heart shit!

Frail Destiny( Borrowed And Oh So Fitting)
My final closure to a game played so poorly.... Frail Destiny You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough

Young In New Orleans
Young in New Orleans bby Charles Bukowski starving there, sitting around the bars, and at night walking the streets for hours, the moonlight always seemed fake to me, maybe it was, and in the French Quarter I watched the horses and buggies going by, everybody sitting high in the open carriages, the black driver, and in back the man and the woman, usually young and always white. and I was always white. and hardly charmed by the world. New Orleans was a place to hide. I could piss away my life, unmolested. except for the rats. the rats in my small dark room very much resented sharing it with me. they were large and fearless and stared at me with eyes that spoke an unblinking death. women were beyond me. they saw something depraved. there was one waitress a little older than I, she rather smiled, lingered when she brought my coffee. that was plenty for me, that was enough. there was something about that city

Some People
Some people just don't understand.. You would think as they got older (the person I am speaking about is in his 50's) that they would get smarter.... You'd think they'd realize and see the need to clear your head on occasion.. and sometimes in order to do that you need to make some life altering desicions.. (sp..i know) anyway... fuck you and your opinion.. this is how I've lived life since i was 17... why the fuck do you think it would change....

A Love Poem I Once Wrote To Someone That Broke My Heart!!
"You complete Me" by kim Your in my heart your in my soul you complete me and make me feel whole Rather your close or far apart, you will always have a piece of my heart I feel like our love was meant to be, we are two hearts that came together like Destiny I was the lonely one til faith brang you along, you are the one who every day makes me strong My heart lost all control, now your all i seem to know when i think of you, i feel my heart beat, its telling me your the one for me your always on my mind and if something is wrong you always try to make it fine. my dreams came true when my heart found you when i look in your eyes i can truley see, your the one i been searching for and together we were meant to be Sometimes i get so confused with this feeling but i know that i want you more and more as my heart is healing At nite i fall asleep thinking about you cause your all i want to do

For Jane
For Jane by Charles Bukowski 225 days under grass and you know more than I. they have long taken your blood, you are a dry stick in a basket. is this how it works? in this room the hours of love still make shadows. when you left you took almost everything. I kneel in the nights before tigers that will not let me be. what you were will not happen again. the tigers have found me and I do not care.

Sarcasum And You
You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. How Sarcastic Are You?

I Appologize
SO I JUST WANTED TO APPOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE ON HERE ABOUT BEING IGNORANT....I REALLY HAVE NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE I JUST HAVE MY DAYS WHEN IT COMES TO MEN SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME I APPRECIATE EVERYONE BEING SO NICE AND TALKING TO ME ABOUT THINGS THOUGH AND YES I KNOW THERE ARE GOOD GUYS OUT THERE JUST NONE ARE IN THE PICTURE FOR ME AT THE TIME......SORRY ONCE AGAIN

Men And You
Men See You As Playful Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How Do Men See You?

Red Rose
Our love is that of a red rose Whose splendor rises as the sun shows its face, Whose petals expand further and richer Whispering secrets of happiness and affection. And even though with the fall of dusk All contentment is swept away, And the rose's petals unite as one Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through, The sun will always rise And the rose's petals will eternally broaden Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation. Our love is that of a red rose Possessing a few imperfections That may cause evanescent wounds, But the internal radiance That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort.

I'm Sorry For You
Im sorry I wasnt good enough for you im sorry i wouldnt be someone else for you Im sorry I didnt do what was expected of me Im sorry you could see Just what you had in front of you Im sorry I didnt pluck the sun from the sky And I didnt hang the moon just right I miss counted the stars by five But I never once strayed your stride. Im sorry I wasnt able to fit in your shadow Im sorry I walked too fast to fall behind My hand always seems to fit yours just right And I never once fell victim to the what if's that roamed the night Im sorry I didnt love you like you wanted Im sorry I never liked you to be alone Im sorry, i did all I could for you yet It was never enough for you For the visions you had for me I know I was clumsy and I stumbled But I never once let you fall Im sorry you've lost me. **Be expecting some changes to this. I just threw this on paper less than 5 mns ago. Ive got some revising to do and Im thinking about asking someone to look over it

"cant Take It Anymore"
ANOTHER POEM I WROTE! "I CANT TAKE ANYMORE" WRITTEN 6-4-07 THE WAY I FEEL INSIDE MAKES ME WANT TO RUN AND HIDE I HURT SO BAD NO ONE CAN TRULY SEE WHAT THE HURT IS DOING TO ME WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO HURT SO BAD WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE SO SAD EVERY DAY MY HEART BREAKS MORE AND MORE I DONT KNOW IF I CAN TAKE THIS ANYMORE IM TIRED OF BEING SAD,IM TIRED OF CRYING SOME TIMES I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP TRYING I DONT ASK TO MUCH OUT OF LIFE THIS HURT I HAVE INSIDE CUTS LIKE A KNIFE I DONT KNOW WHY I ALWAYS GET TREATED THIS WAY IM LOSING MY MIND MORE AND MORE DAY BY DAY I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO OPEN THIER EYES AND SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER THEM AND WHAT I CAN BE JUST TIRED OF CRYING,TIRED OF BEING SAD TIRED OF HURTING, TIRED OF BEING MAD MAYBE MY LIFE WAS MEANT TO BE THIS WAY I HOPE THE HURT AND THE EMPTINESS GOES AWAY I PRAY FOR THE DAY I CAN BE FIRST ON SOMEONES LIST INSTEAD OF BEING THE LAST ONE TO BE MISSED ALL I KNOW IS I CANT STAND

Changing Status
Step by Step 1. go to http://fubar.com/profile.php 2. change Homestyle View to Original or Power...i like Power cuz it looks cooler. 3. go to your homepage 4. Look by your display picture and you'll see status 5. Click on Customize to create your own status or click on drop arrow to select a default status. 6. If you select your own status, be sure to hit SET

Becoming An Illegal Alien( True)
Becoming Illegal (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC , 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when

A Letter
AFTER YET SOOTHING ANOTHERS FEELINGS CAUSE SOME ASSHOLE DONE MADE THEM CRY AGAIN, I DECIDED TO WRITE A LETTER TELLING WHOEVER OFF...IT IS PRETTY MUCH A GENERIC LETTER SO HERE GOES YOU PIECE OF SHIT...HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH MY FEELINGS THAT WAY. THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME. THE THINGS YOU SAID. THE THINGS YOU MADE ME FEEL. ALL THE COMPLIMENTS... ALL THE KISSES...ALL THE HUGS.....ALL THE GIFTS....THEY WERE ALL LIES. THAT IS YOUR GAME. YOU FLIRT AND FLATTER SOMEONE TILL YOU HAVE THEIR HOPES BUILT UP. THEN YOU PONCE THE HELL OUT OF THEM. MAKING THEM FEEL WORTHLESS. YOU DASH ALL THE HOPES AND DREAMS THAT YOU INDUCE. WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING YOU PIECE OF SHIT. I AM WORTH MORE THAT A FANCY TO JACK OFF TO.I DESERVE AND DEMAND MORE. SO HIDE OUT LIKE THE COWARD YOU ARE.

O God...
please help me from stringle the next bastard that gets in my fuckin way... awww... jkin people.. life here is ok.. i guess.. cant get any worse or hotter lol.. its been over a 100 here ever day for almost two weeks... sweating my ass off here.. and dreamin on becomin rich lol.. which its not goin t happen...lol

"the Emptiness Inside"
HERES ANOTHER ONE I WROTE LAST MONTH GEE CAN U TELL I WAS SAD LOL HOPE U LIKE! "The Emptiness Inside" Im tired of crying, Im tired of lying Tired of feeling so empty inside Makes me want to run and hide Theres got to be more to life than this I often sit and wonder what i have Missed Sometimes i feel like Im losing my mind To be happy is so what I long to find Why does everything always happen to me I guess being sad and lonely was what i was meant to be I'm so tired of being lonely and sad I'm tired of being hurt it makes me so mad I often lay at night Wanting just to give up on this fight All i ask out of life is to be happy and free just want to be able to be just me Tired of putting that fake smile upon my face Feels like im running a never ending race All i want to be is happy and smile But i feel like ive walked that last mile I just want my heart to be whole For that i would give my soul So tired of crying So tired o

Admins
Why would the admins delete my MUMM ?? All I asked was "Is anyone excited about VanHalen going on tour?" They deleted with this reason.. A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. WTF.. makes me wanna leave fubar :(

My Superpower
Your Superpower Should Be Super Strength You're tough, stubborn, and strong in both mind and body. You are able to survive almost anything... And you don't come out worse for the wear. Your power is evident - and unsurprisingly, you're pretty intimidating! Why you would be a good superhero: No one could match you in hand to hand combat Your biggest problem as a superhero: Actually getting supervillains to show up to fight What Should Your Superpower Be?

Envy
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

"wanting To Find"
I OFTEN WRITE POEMS DEPENDING ON MOODS IM IN, IM GONNA POST A FEW HOPE U LIKE, I ACTUALLY GOT ONE OF MY POEMS PUBLISH IN A POEM BOOK LAST YR IN NOV 06 IM NOT EXTREMELY GOOD BUT THEY DO COME FROM THE HEART !! HERE IT IS SHARE UR IMPUT IF UD LIKE MUAHHH "WANTING TO FIND" MEN WILL COME AND MEN WILL GO I WONDER IF I'LL EVER FIND THE ONE TO MAKE ME WHOLE I HAVE LOVED AND I HAVE BEEN HURT BUT BELIEVE ME THE NEXT TIME I WILL BE ALERT SO MANY TIMES MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN WHEN WILL A MAN GIVE ME HIS HEART AS HIS TOKEN WHEN I GIVE MY HEART TO A MAN, HE WILL ALWAYS KNOW WHERE I STAND I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO I CAN GIVE MY HEART TO WHO WILL GIVE ME HIS BACK AND LOVE ME TRUE I WANT SOMEONE WHO WILL MAKE ME HIS EVERYTHING NOT A ONE NIGHT STAND NOT JUST A FLING I WANT SOMEONE TO WALK THAT EVERLASTING MILE SOMEONE TO DO HIS BEST TO ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE ALL I ASK IS FOR LOVE,TRUST AND ATTENTION WHO WILL LOVE ME FOR ME AND MAKING ME HAPPY IS HIS INTENSION BLOCK O

Wine
You Are Merlot Smooth, confident, and popular - you're the type most likely to order wine for the whole group. You seem to breeze through life on your intuition and wit. And no one seems to mind! You're comfortable in any social situation you find yourself in, and you never feel outclassed. And while you live a charmed life, you never let it go to your head. You are truly down to earth and a great friend. Deep down you are: Balanced and mature Your partying style: Surprisingly wild... when you let loose, you really let loose Your company is enjoyed best with: Some greasy pizza What Kind of Wine Are You?

How To Tick People Off
1. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO." 4. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 5. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 6. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up." 7. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think." 8. Practice making fax and modem noises. 9. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss. 10. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up. 11. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy." 12. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing. 13. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally"

8 15 07 - Profile About Me About To Be Fullout Replaced (i Think), So Being Stored Here...
Edit on 2009-05-01: In addition to the MySpace and LiveJournal I mention here, I have a Facebook (ask) and a twitter (at eschiss1). Public service announcement: for information on NSFW, Salutes, and other support-related info, you may want to read this collection of blogs reposting (mainly at least I think!) admin/bouncer-posted blogs and bulletins, by Sabrina K- which I have been given permission to link to, and which I recommend reading - they're updated occasionally.CherryTap SupportPlease read some of the following (and some blogs, especially the blog entitled CT Policy - there's a list of blogs on the left when you click on a public blog post on the left side of the journal; or message me for a link :) ) --if you are thinking of sending me a friends request, ok? Please do not send me an empty request if we've spoken not at all or very little, if our only interaction has at most been a bit of rating or mutual rating of photos, Cherry-stashes, or similar stuff. Anyways. O

44,000 To Godfather
SOME ARE MAXED ON PICTURES N STASH RATES IF YOUR NOT CAN YOU HELP THE POINTS ARE GOING FAST ...OTHERS ARE RANG NOW We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 44,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates¢â@ fubar

Just Thinkin Out Loud
Why do men feel they need to play games??? I know women do it too, don't get me wrong, but men just can't frigen be honest.. They gotta hide relationships from u. Not sure why they do, but damn it's frustrating....Can't we all just be honest and live normal lives????? Why all th ecat and mouse games, or playin with each others hearts? It's so sad....Is there anyone with an honest relationship? Where they are truley happy and content? No lies, no games? I doubt it, maybe I am wrong...

Wher Has All The Pot Gone?
Drug Agents Find Fifth Pot Field In N. Texas Federal agents have found another big marijuana field in the Joe Pool Lake area. Today several agents with the Drug Enforcement Agency were working to remove more than 2700 marijuana plants from the field. The discovery marks the fifth marijuana field found in the area since July 12. Agents say they have found a total of about 21,500 plants. DEA officials say they think all five fields are related. Nobody has been arrested.

Fyi
Ok so instead of answering 300 questions about my health Im gonna do it all @ once in this blog... For those of u who didnt know I am diabetic...for the past month my Blood gluclose levels have been excessively high...When this happens it becomes a disease called DKA...Defination to follow.... {What Is Diabetic Ketoacidosis (DKA)? Someone who has high blood sugar can develop a serious problem with a serious-sounding name: diabetic ketoacidosis (say: kee-toh-ah-sih-doh-sis). This happens if the body gets desperate for a source of fuel. The body wants to use glucose (sugar). But without insulin, that glucose stays stuck in the blood — and isn't available to the cells — so the body uses fat instead. But that can sometimes cause problems. Why? Because when the body uses fat, chemicals called ketones (say: kee-tones) are produced. These ketones get into a person's blood and urine (pee) and they can make a person very sick. DKA is a very serious problem for people with diabetes, but

People Suck
Sinisters Edge posted a light-hearted MuMM today about Kira, Hardcore & I getting it on. Some douchebag claimed he was offended. Yeah blah blah whatever. During the course of the day Fuchead got into it with the douchebag & was blocked. He asked me to leave a comment for the douchebag telling him he was a pansy for blocking people & he is a closet homosexual (lol). I log off & I have this profile comment waiting for me when I return: Bitch please, I'm straight and happen to find fags like you and fuchead a turnoff. I didn't bash shit. I just said i found the mum offensive. Offensive because: Hell yes or No I'm Gay... Sorry. but just cuz I don't wanna watch a lesbo orgy that makes me gay? Don't think so skank... You don't like me bashing on gays, well ya ashoulda read my profile cunt. Your choice, not mine. I've been called bitch,cunt & skank before, but never a 'fag'. I'm in shock right now. Yes, I know it's just the net & blah, blah...but damn it still hurt

My Life
Well it sucks as usual but I am doing better for it. Going to Move to AR and try and get a new start hopefully it will do something for me. I can start paying off my bills and get my own place in a cuple months. At least thats what I am going for.

If You...
...added me to your Family, please let me know. I need to level before I can add anyone else. But if you let me know now, I will add you when I am allowed. And if you fanned me, let me know. I'm sure I already fanned you, but there is the chance I missed you. On another note, I would love a personal salute from you! Alot of you have been sending them as birthday gifts. Thank you so much. They don't have to be birthday salutes. Again thanks for all you love!!

Random
1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

Why Don't Good Bands Tour Through Austin Any More??
It seems as if only these horrid emo bands, country artists and a few bad hip hop stars are the only people who have been playing austin lately. I remember back in high school and middle school there was always a good show from a good artist atleast twice a week. Don't get me wrong... there are hundreds of artists worth seeing just from this area... but there aren't any good national or touring acts coming through the ATX any more. It's as if they would rather hit san antonio, houston, dallas then make their way to el paso or lubbock. Seems the only times any acts that i dig come are either when im out of town, at work, already have plans or the show is sold out to the point where scalping is at an outrageous price. Oh well... thats why we have youtube, right? So we dont have to pay to see an artist live that isnt coming near us anyways.

You're Doing Great Sunshine Angels....keep Passing The Word!
Hey all you angels! You're doing great, and I'm down to about 5900 and closer towards leveling for Rock Star. I could sure use some more help from those who haven't been in yet. It would MUCH appreciated! I've added lots of new stuff to my stash, so you'll have lots of new stuff to rate. So...don't forget to stop by!!! Thanks again, for all your help! Lev ...~*~Proud member of Sunshine Angel Friends & TBS & TF ~*~@ fubar

Prayers Still Needed!!!
Prayers are very much needed For This Little AngelShe was Born 6-1-2007 and as of today she weighs only 7 lbs.UPDATE!!! Our Little Angel is at the Childrens Hospital in Little Rock, Ark and they have a team of doctors working on her.Prayers are still Needed Please!!!This is my GreatGreat NiecePlease Add Her In Your Prayers!!!

My Meganames!!!
Christopher Allen Hunxxxxx's Aliases Your movie star name: Chocolate Wilton Your fashion designer name is Christopher Paris Your socialite name is Big A Daytona Your fly girl / guy name is C Hun Your detective name is Rabbit West Stanly Your barfly name is Ice Cream Hurricane Your soap opera name is Allen Renee Ford Your rock star name is Skittles Cheetah Your Star Wars name is Chrluc Hunluc Your punk rock band name is The Calm Moccassin The Amazing Meganame Generator

Fake Or Real??
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > >REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food... > >FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs > >REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MUM > >FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong > >REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Damn ... We fucked up. > >FAKE FRIENDS: never see you cry > >REAL FRIENDS: cry with you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back > >REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget it's yours > >FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you > >REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing > >REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you > >FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door > >REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' > >FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile > >REAL FRIENDS: Are for life > >FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to th

Interesting Sexual Facts
1. A woman is more likely to want to commit adultery during ovulation than at any other time in her cycle. 2. Telling a convincing lie to someone is much more difficult when you find them sexually attractive. 3. Minute quantities of over 30 elements have been identified in human semen. These include nitrogen, fructose, lactic acid, ascorbic acid, inositol, cholesterol, glutathione, creatine, pyruvic acid, citric acid, sorbitol, urea, uric acid and Vitamin B12, along with various salts and enzymes. 4. Chocolate contains phenylethylamine, the same feel-good chemical responsible for the ecstatic high people experience through sexual attraction and love. 5. Women who have given birth have darker labia minora than women who haven't. 6. The majority of women experience a peak in libido just before their period. 7. -321°F is the temperature at which sperm banks store donor semen. At this temperature, semen can be stored indefinitely. 8. The point at which the aver

A Moment In Time
The moonlight shines on her face as she stares out the window She is thinking of him….. so far away She wants his touch again, it has been so long The night is quiet, she whispers his name into the silence Oh baby, my baby She runs her fingers over her lips, closing her eyes The last kiss still lingers there,his kiss ,his breath Even though he is far away she can feel him His heartbeat, his soul song Her hand trails lightly over her face and down to her neck The curls falling against her skin, she remembers His fingers twirling them as he nibbled on her ear As he nuzzled her under her hair, sending her into oblivion She follows his line of kisses to her open gown The buttons slip away She feels the hardness of her nipples His mouth on them, how he licked around and tasted her breasts Taking them one by one into him, sucking licking, biting lightly She can remember the waves of passion going through her His soft hair against he

You Walked Lightly
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

Rant
Okay, Why is it people fall in "Love" every month with someone new. Everyone complains about how finding the perfect man/woman is so hard. Why should anyone care if their a great person or not, as long as for a few months they can be someones perfect somebody and then do it again with somebody else?! Everyone has belittled love so much It's surprising anyone believes in it anymore. You love your dog, you love your cat, you love your family, YOU SHOULD NOT LOVE WHO YOUR WITH IN THE SAME WAY! Their not your pet, you don't clean up their crap, and I hope to god you don't do the same things with your family you do with them... cuz that my friend is incest. Do you really expect me to empathize with you when your flavor of the week brakes up with you when every week its the same "they were the one, I'll always love them" do the world a favor and stop lying when the next one comes a long they will be the one. I understand everyone seems to hunger for the feeling of being loved , i do

Are There Angels?
It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I’ve found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you’d be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love

Mowing And Beer
On Saturday afternoon I was sitting in my lawn chair drinking beer, and > > watching my wife mow the lawn. > > The neighbor lady from across the street was so outraged that she came > > over and shouted at me, "You should be hung!" > > > > I took a drink from my can of Bud Light, wiped the cold foam from my > > lips, lifted my darkened Ray Ban sunglasses, and stared directly into the > > eyes of this nosy ass neighbor and then calmly replied, "I am. That's why she cuts the grass."

What I Love About You...
The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

A Love For All Time
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

Nigger What?
Rem that small group of people I told you guys about in the UK that constantly harrass me? Well, one of the girls have taken to now contacting people that she feel is close to me and harrassing them too! I'm not sure of everyone she's contacted..just one of the people that I hang with so far. She loves that N word and uses it liberally. Now while I'm still ignoring her, I have this person wondering WTH she's ever done to anyone to be constantly attacked via the web. Its just really sad how these people behave..and then she goes on my you tube account and attacks someone I don't even speak to anymore, but I still love her dearly nonetheless but she went to calling her fat and black ..and thats simply not cool. Then she called her the gata nigger! Can you believe that shit! It just pissed me off to an abnormal extent..and her birthday is rolling around..IDK if she saw that shit..but this little b**** had no right attacking her or calling her names.. I just hate that these people d

Meet The Contestants For The Final Round In The Miss Fubar Contest
HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE FINAL ROUND: WILL BEGIN: AUGUST 16 @ 12:00 NOON (EST) ENDING: AUGUST 31 @ 5:00 PM (EST) PRIZES 1ST PLACE: 30 DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE: 3 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must.

Love Defined
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

A White Rose
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

For The 1st Time
FOR THE 1ST TIME I DECIDED TO ENTER A CONTEST AND I HAVE NO IDEA IF AM ABLE TO COME UP WITH ALL IN 2 DAYS BUT I HOPE SO AND I'M SURE WITH YOUR HELP I WILL:p:p:p ALL I NEED IS YOUR HELP TO HAVE 10,000 COMMENTS WITHIN 2 DAYS TO WIN CAN YOU PLEASE HELP OUT,AND I HOPE ITS NOT MUCH TO ASK OF YOU....:):):) YOU ALL KNOW THAT I RETURN THE LOVE MUAHHHHHHHHHHH LOVE YOU ALL XOXOXOXOXO ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

Please Help My Dearest Friend?
Please comment bomb this guy. He's done so much for everyone else I think it's time to help him out. I will return the favor and so will he! Good Luck my dearest friend! Kick ass! Take care and may God bless! Love always, Tanya

Love Is..
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Thought This Was So Sweet
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Doing This On My Own??
I guess in order for any of my friends to help me i have to throw a temper tantrum. But im above doing that, I will get to godmother in time. Its hard to believe that i have as many friends as i do but only a few that are willing to help. but when ppl need help leveling im there for them. how sad is that. if ppl need help in a contest i help them as well. I though that was what friends were for was to help one another, i guess i thought wrong.I have posted bulletins, blogs about wanting to get to godmother and its like im doing it on my own. Ya know thats alright. I will get there.

Updated Pic Folders (and About School)
Hi everyone! I just wanted to tell you that I updated my folders and stuff.. removed some pics (ok, most of them lol) from the Default album and just placed things where they "belonged". Just wanted to give a "heads up" in case anybody wants to browse ... yanno... or somethin' somethin' lol. Just felt I needed to "clean up" the Default album a little bit, was getting a bit crowded with this and that. Luv you all and thank you for being there for me! P.S. School starts September 6th for me, for this semester. I'll be going MTWTF this time omggg lol Wish me luck! (one year to go!) Love ya! Jessica aka Jesilou

Lessons
Lessons Learned So Far By Chantal Life can be so complicated sometimes, and we don't always make the best choices. All we can do is try our best. I'll be the first to admit.....it took me awhile to grow up. When I finally did, I began to realize some pretty important things. For instance, many times my mom was actually right about things......I can see that, now that I have kids of my own. Looking back, I see now that when I was in school my friends and I could be so cruel to other kids sometimes. At the time it seemed "cool" but now I realize that it was mean and hurtful.....a really horrible way to treat others. Nobody is perfect......everyone has flaws......we may not be able to see them, but trust me....they're there. I've come to the conclusion that some people are just better at hiding them than others. It's taken me a long time to learn this, but I know now that beauty really does come from within. If you take the time to look at people.....I mean rea

If I Was Your Juggalette
1.) Would you mind the face paint on your inner thighs/all over you? 2.) Would you give me some neden/would you give me that popsicle? 3.) What would you mix your faygo with? 4.) Would you love my scrubby ways? 5.) Would you lie to me or be brutally honest? . 6.) If I was sick what would you do to make me feel better? 7.) Would I be "THE ONLY ONE"? 8.) Would you go to the Gathering with me? 9.) Could you put up with my Bad Mental Health? 10.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 11.) Would you care about what I do when we go out? 12.) Would you hang out with me AND my crew? 13.) If your homies tried to get with me what would you do? 14.) Would you ride on some haters with me? 15.) Would you give me your myspace password? 16.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 17.) If I was watching wrestling/nascar, would you watch it with me? 18.) How fresh am I from 1-10? 19.) Would you wear my hatchetgear? 20.) Would you braid

Junkies & Thieves Interview June 2006
Junkies & Thieves by Chantal They've got what rock-starved fans crave. They know what you need. Junkies & Thieves is definitely what's missing today in rock music!! They're hard-workin' and hard-rockin'.....and when you're in need of that musical fix of pure rock JNT will deliver. JNT has emerged onto the local music scene with a vengence.....packing in houses and leaving scores of fans begging for more along the way. They're definitely THE rock band to watch out for!! Founding members Songwriter/Lead Guitarist Chris Eaton and Lead Man/Lyricist Jason Race joined by Drummer-Ben Victa, Bassist-Calvin Lippert, and Guitarist-Chap spend countless days and tireless nights promoting themselves, traveling to shows, and working hard in the studio to get their music out there. Driven by pure ambition and raw talent these guys have what it takes, and do what they have to for the music. It's very rare today to find a band whose music combines razor-sharp lyrics

What's The Freaking Point?!!
Can someone please tell me why in the hell people keep leaving those music players on my page in a comment?! It's really starting to piss me off. That's so disrespectful. I have music on my page already! I guess I'm gonna have to change my settings so nobody can leave html comments. I hate to do that but I don't guess I have a choice.

Seriously Now
I went and checked her out...her page is full of peoples comments wonderin why shes ratin low...after that many people bein pissed off you would think that she would just stop rating low :P Oh well, i rated her all 10's just to get back at her :D But Damn a Three cmon now

Venting ...ahhhhhhhhhh!
I AM SO FUCKIN DONE WITH THIS FUCKIN WORLD.I went up to cabela's warehouse to see about getting my job back;got an interveiw,redue papaer work,took piss test;then I had to go to Corperate Health at Wheeling Hospital and do the lifting test(no problemI thought).Well before I could do anything the checked my blood pressure and it's too FUCKIN high for "their" standards.They tell me "you need to go to a family doctor,have the doc take you blood pressure and see if you you can be put on medication to lower it then we can continue with the lift test".HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO PAY FOR ALL THIS BULLSHIT.Thats the reason I need a FUCKIN job so I can get medication for my blood pressure.This sociaty is so fucked up that they can't see that.All I FUCKIN want is a job,not world domination,just a FUCKIN job.But nooooooooooooooooo I have to be the perfect health person.I'm not blaming Cabela's for this cause they are glad to have me back but this Corperate COCKSUCKERS just want to stick their nose

Sasquatch
WARNING! There have been unconfirmed reports of a Sasquatch sighting in Alcona County , near the Black River . So far Forestry Services have been unable to verify the authenticity of this grainy black and white amateur photo. Stay tuned for more details as they become available! In the meantime, we urge all residents to stay inside and keep their doors and windows locked.

Whats Going On Lately
Well I leave friday to get hubby and bring him home for the weekend then he gradutes on the 29th then will be home on the 7th til we have to report to Missouri so things are going fast so don't know really how much longer I will be online but I do know i won't be online this weekend ya'll understand im sure its family time and I need to get laid LOL

Why Does It Have To Be?
I was so much enjoying the summer. Sitting at the pool working on my tan will I was working on Passion Parties booking parties. I enjoy being able to make my own hours. It will be good next week because the kids are in school starting Tues. Then I can really hit my business hard! Unless Sweetie and Booboo ( my Dogs) start talking back to me and become bad dogs..lol

78,000 To Godfather
JUST REMEBER WHEN YOU ARE CLOSE TO GODFATHERING YOU WANT HELP TO...WE DONT START A LEVEL UP WE DONT FINISH..COME SHOW HER SOME LOVE THATS ALL YOU NEED TO DO..DONT LOOK AT THE POINTS THEY ARE DISAPPEARING REMEBER WE STARTING THIS AT 138,000. We have a Fubar close to God Fathering today. Please only rate her things during Happy hour. She's got 78,000 to go. Please remember don't look at points just show love. There are others that will be helping. The points will disappear.So come show some love. fornicates¢â@ fubar

Rules For Hottest Car Contest
ÐJ WÌÇKÈÐ ~Vibe Radio Co-Owner & G.M~@ fubar #1 You Must Be In the pic With the car. #2 No Bashing others! #3 There Is self Bombing #4 The contest will go for one week. #5 The Car with the most comments will win a 7 Day Blast. #6 Most Rates a 3 Day Blast