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Ground Beef Stroganoff
1 pound ground beef, lean 1 small onion, chopped 1/2 teaspoon garlic salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 10 3/4 ounces cream of mushroom soup, condensed 4 ounces mushroom stems and pieces, drained 3/4 cup sour cream, or yogurt In medium skillet, brown ground beef and onion; drain excess fat. Stir in garlic salt, pepper, soup and mushrooms. Simmer covered, 15 to 20 minutes. Stir in sour cream; heat through, but do not boil. Serve over rice, noodles or chow mein noodles. Serving Size: 4

Today....
Dang...those that really know me will agree that this really fits right now...lol ******** Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 25,2007 Try not to worry too much about the state of the world -- it'll still be there for you tomorrow. It's a much better time to focus on your own issues and needs, and try to grow in a positive direction.

Sideshow Bob
My False Percula Clownfish must be smoking crack. This morning I saw him hosting in my Goniopora coral. Over the last few days my wife and I have seen him testing it out so I thought something was up. Although it's kinda cool, I am worried he will hurt the coral. It is an extremely fragile coral that is one of the hardest to keep and so far it has been doing great. I'll try to get some pics of it posted, looks really cool. I just hope he doesn't fuck shit up...

Mid Life
Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, even the Roman empire fell and those will too." Mid -life brings wisdom to know that life throws us curves and we're sitting on our biggest ones. Mid-life is when you look at your know-it-all, beeper-wearing teenager and think: "For this I have stretch marks?" In mid-life your memory starts to go. In fact the only thing we can retain is water.

Stuffed Bell Peppers American Style
1 lb. lean ground beef 1 medium sweet onion 2 1/2 cups cooked Jasmine white rice 2 medium/large green bell peppers 2 15 oz. cans tomato sauce 8 heaping tablespoons honey Prepare Jasmine white rice, fluff, cover and set aside. Dice sweet onion, add to large non-stick saute/frying pan with lean ground beef. Sauté beef and onion until beef is browned. Drain fat, add 2 1/2 cups of Jasmine white rice to browned beef and diced sweet onion; mix. Cut green bell peppers in half, remove caps and seeds; rinse. Pour 1 15 oz. can of tomato sauce into measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons of honey and blend. Pour tomato sauce mixture over beef and rice; mix. Add second 15 oz. can of tomato sauce to measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons honey; blend. Add beef and rice mixture to green bell pepper halves. Arrange in glass casserole dish. Pour tomato sauce mixture over and around stuffed bell peppers. Bake at 350°F for 1 hour. Serve with a crisp cool salad. Serv

Famous Cavajunes
Filling: 2 cans chick peas 8 oz bottle of honey 3 tsp. lemon extract 2 tsp. rum 2 rounded tsp. sweet chocolate powder or 1 lb. grated sweet chocolate 2 tsp. cinnamon Pastry: 6 cups flour 1 cup Crisco (0 Trans Fat preferred) 1 cup milk 3 tsp. baking soda 3 tsp. cream of tartar 4 eggs pinch of salt 1 tbsp. sugar Boil chick peas for 10 minutes. Cool and remove the skins. Put remaining chick peas through a sieve and combine with remaining ingredients for filling. Blend in all ingredients for pastry with dough attachment mixer. Roll out on a floured board until thin like a pie crust. Cut dough into squares and place 1 tablespoon of filling into the center of each square. Fold and seal edges using a fork. Repeat steps until all filling and dough are used. Fry in a Wok or deep frying pan in a gallon of vegetable or peanut oil until golden brown (make sure oil does not get too hot). Prepare a large pan with a brown grocery bag in it. Place cooked pastry in b

Cheesy Bean Spread
3 lbs. ground beef 1 1/2 cups chopped onion 3 cloves garlic, pressed 1 tablespoon Tabasco (optional) 1 1/2 cups ketchup (hot if available) 9 teaspoons chili powder 1 teaspoon ground cumin 2 teaspoons salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 2 24 oz cans red kidney beans (do not drain) 3 cups shredded American cheese 1 1/2 cups stuffed olives, chopped 1 large Vidalia onion, chopped In a large skillet, brown ground beef and chopped onion. Press the garlic using a garlic press and add to skillet. Stir in chili powder, ketchup, salt, pepper and Tabasco. Stir in beans and their liquid, mashing approximately 50%. Continue to cook only until heated through. Transfer to a chafing dish. Sprinkle top with cheese and arrange olives on top. Serve accompanied by taco and tortilla chips as a dip for your next party or as a main course.

So I Cant Post Mumms...so I Am Posting A Blog!
WELL, I WENT TO SEE A MOVIE WITH A FRIEND OF MINE LAST NIGHT...WE WENT AND SAW "STARDUST"...PRETTY GOOD SPECIAL EFFECTS..KIND OF AN OK PLOT...BUT ROBERT DE NIRO PLAYED A SPACE PIRATE IN IT AND HAD A SOFTER SIDE IF YOU WILL ...AND HE TOTALLY ROCKED!! I LOVED IT! ALL IN ALL THE MOVIE WAS PRETTY GOOD!! ANYONE ELSE SEEN IT?

Shredded Beef Tacos
1 lb. rump steak 3 tablespoons olive oil 6 corn or flour tortillas 2 tablespoons dry oregano or 1 tablespoon fresh, minced 1 teaspoon cumin seed, ground 2 tablespoons olive oil 2 large onions, thinly sliced 4 garlic cloves, peeled and crushed cilantro (optional) salt and pepper, to taste shredded lettuce salsa sour cream In a large skillet or dutch oven, saute steak over high heat on both sides in 2 tablespoons olive oil with 2 cloves garlic and one of the onions, until meat has browned. Add water or beef broth to cover. Reduce heat and simmer for 1-2 hours, or until meat is tender. Remove meat to a cutting board and allow to cool. Shred the meat using two large forks pulling in opposing directions. Transfer shredded steak to a bowl and season with ground cumin, oregano, and salt and pepper. Cook's Note: Use fresh herbs and spices if you can; once you've tasted the difference between ground cumin seed and the pre-ground stuff that's been sitting on a shelf, there w

The Freshest Finds
Real, fresh food comes from real people, devoted to selling the very best for to their customers. This week's content shows that it's worthwhile to go the extra step for delicious ingredients. Try these recipes filled with delicious, garden-fresh ingredients to satisfy your tastebuds! Real Food Found Here: The Idiot's Guide to the Farmers Market Innovative and health-conscious cooks can find the freshest seasonal ingredients from their local farmer's market or even by knowing how to shop your local supermarket. Here are my four tips for picking the best produce: 1- Take a tour. See what's available to you before you begin checking things off your list. You never know what will inspire you or what's in season that you forgot about! 2- Get there early. You'll have the most variety to choose from. 3- Ask Questions. Whether it's your local grocer or a farm stand at a market, the more you know about where your food came from, the better off you'll be. 4- Loyalty

Morons!
I was playing in an online tournament last night for over three hours. 5000 players entered and at this point in the tourny there was less than 400 left. I had AK. I made a hefty raise and had 2 other players call my raise. I get an Ace on the flop but also a low straight draw. I bet big. The one guy folds and the other re-raises. I figure I have the best hand because unless he has 2,5 I'm good. Sure enough the moron called my pre-flop raise with a 2,5 off suit!!! He got a straight on the flop. Fuckin ridiculous! Over 3 hours of play for nothing because one idiot didn't know how to play poker right. I hate playing a perfect game only to lose because another player played his cards wrong and lucked out.

I"m Back!!!
IT HAS SEEMED LIKE FOREVER SINCE IVE BEEN ONLINE WHEN ITS BEEN LIKE A MONTH OR SO BUT I HAVE MISSED ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE...I GOT MY INTERNET BACK YESTERDAY AFTER MY EX SHUT MY PHONE OFF AND MY INTERNET OFF CAUSE IT WAS IN HIS NAME WHAT A JERK HE WAS FOR DOING THAT TO ME WHEN I HAVE 2 KIDS AND THE YOUNGEST IS HIS SON SO I WASNT ABLE TO CALL PPL AND ALL...WELL NOW ITS IN MY NAME FINALLY AND I AM STILL SINGLE WHICH I DONT LIKE BUT IM DEALING WITH IT FOR THE TIME BEING...WELL SHOW ME SOME LOVE NOW THAT IM BACK PLEASE I WOULD LOVE TO LEVEL UP IT SEEMS A LIFETIME THAT I HAVE BEEN A ROCKSTAR CAN YOU PLEASE HELP...MUCH LOVE & RESPECT CANDYRAIN

Florida Restaurants Rank 1st In U.s. For Sickening Diners..boo Yah...*groan*
FORT LAUDERDALE - More people get sick after eating in Florida restaurants than in any other state, according to a new report issued by a Web site that monitors data on government health inspections. Healthinspections.com said the leading causes of food poisoning were seafood, ethnic food and all-you-can eat buffets. Florida, with 29,729 restaurants, had 77 separate outbreaks of food-borne illness affecting 300 people during 2005, the most recent year for which statistics are available. California, with 58,426 restaurants, ranked second with 62 outbreaks, and Ohio was third with 38, followed by Michigan with 35 and New York with 31. The Florida Restaurant and Lodging Association did not respond to an e-mail request for comment. But Roberta Hammond, a food-borne-illness expert with the Florida Department of Health, said the state's numbers could be higher because the state has a strict system for tracking illnesses caused by water and food. "We report a lot of outbreak

Inside A Guy's Head (ty ~angel~)
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________________________

Job Interview
A manager at Wal-Mart had the task of hiring someone to fill a job opening. After sorting through a stack of resumes he found four people who were equally qualified. He decided to call the four in and ask them only one question. Their answer would determine which of them would get the job. The day came and as the four sat around the conference room table, the interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" Acknowledging the first man on his right, the man replied, "A THOUGHT." It just pops into your head. There's no warning. "That's very good!" replied the interviewer. "And, now you sir?", he asked the second man. "Hmmm...let me see. "A blink! It comes and goes and you don't know that it ever happened. A BLINK is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!" said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye, that's a very popular clich for speed." He then turned to the third man, who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out at my dad's ranch, you step out of the house and on

Why They Bashing Her...maybe She Knows Something We Dont?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070825/ap_on_el_pr/clinton_terror_politics Dem rivals rap Clinton on terror comment By HOLLY RAMER, Associated Press Writer Fri Aug 24, 9:08 PM ET Democratic rivals criticized Hillary Rodham Clinton on Friday for her comment that a terror attack before the election would help the Republicans. On Thursday, the New York senator told supporters in Concord that she could defeat any Republican nominee, in part because she already knows how her opponents will go after her and because she is good at handling the unexpected. "There are circumstances beyond our control, and I think I am better able to handle things I have no control over," she said. "It's a horrible prospect to ask yourself 'What if? What if?' But if certain things happen between now and the election, particularly with respect to terrorism, that will automatically give the Republicans an advantage again, no matter how badly they have mishandled it, no matter how much more dangerous

Here We Go Again....
I had to go to court the other day over my daughter, her father is wanting the visitation changed. I don't want it changed and I have very good reasons why. Anyways the judge ordered us to go for mediation. I don't have a problem with that. If that don't work then wants to have a guardian ad litem. I don't like that idea, I feel as if they are invading my privacy. I was just wondering if anyone has ever gone through the guardian ad litem with their children? If so and you don't mind please send me a message to let me know what I am going to be facing and what to expect...Thanks..

Funny
FUNNY By: hotones41 Mood: happy Date: 08/25/2007 10:02:48 Music: None FUNNY The virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That n

009
When you LOVE, it is not for you to be UNDERSTOOD but for you to UNDERSTAND; not for you to TAKE but for you to be taken; To LISTEN not to DICTATE; To SACRIFICE and not to DEMAND; Not to COUNT or MEASURE But to LOVE...

Lost And Depressed
Well, Leann is now in Utah with her Grandparents for the time being. Hopefully on the 11th of September all change of custody will be switched over and all will be resolved in all our favors. Meanwhile I am missing the terd. So, here is a poem/song for her to help me cope with her absence and to let her know how I love and miss her... You're like the warm sunshine, I think of you all the time, I've fallen for you and that's a fact, What do you say to that? You're always in my dreams, I think you know what they mean, My heart knows that this is real at last, What do you say to that? Life could never be the same without you, Love was never really love without you, Here beside us is really where it's at, What do you say to that? You're like the warm sunshine, I think of you all the time, I've fallen for you and that's a fact, What do you say to that? My heart knows this is real at last, What do you say to that? Love you Leann and I will get you home with us as soon as pos

A Touch
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames As days of new rise in this time Its you im feeling true YOUR touch so soft and tender In your dreams, you see me too

Who I Am
I thought it would be an idea to introduce myself, and tell you all a little about me. I am 28yrs old, living in the city of Norwich in the UK. I am a big fan of rock/metal/goth music, and spend most of my spare time listening to it. I study the psychology of cults & serial killers, as I like to know what could motivate the behaviours shown by them. My favourite subject of study ar the Manson Family, as there is so much that just wasn't reported or was distorted about them. I have a facination with all things Vampire related, and have had since I was about 7, to the point that I even have some reproduction 17th/18th century clothing. I like piercings, I have 11 so far, and plans for at least 4 more within the next year. I am a very easy going guy, and enjoy good conversation, especialy if it's intelligent. Well thats me, I'm sure some of you will have questions you want to ask, and I will be happy to answer them

New Soundtrack Of My Life
1.) Put your music player on shuffle 2.) Press forward for each question. 3.) Use the song title as the answer to the question. 4.) You have to be supah' hardcore. 1.) How am I feeling today? Shame About That - Sara Evans 2.) How will I feel getting married? Even If I Wanted To - Jason Aldean 3.) What is my best friend's theme song? I'd Lie - Taylor Swift 4.) Highschool is/was? I Can Love You Like That - Boys 2 Men 5.) I am... Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift 6.) How is today? The Impossible - Joe Nichols 7.) What is in store for this week? Settlin' - Sugarland 8.) What song best describes my parents? I Believe in Ghosts - Jason Aldean 9.) How is my life going? I Hate the Way I Love You - Joe Nichols 10.) What song will they play at my funeral? Men & Mascara - Julie Roberts 11.) How does the world see me? What's A Guy Gotta Do - Joe Nichols 12.) My friends think... Tennessee - The Wreckers 13.) My life lived... Show Me the Way to Yo

Pour Some Sugar On Me!!
Well... Def Leppard was friggen tits!!! I had the most funnest night ever, rocking out to his pyromania songs and friggen seeing my kids' eyes wide-eyed and rocking out as much as I was... I so want to go to another big-time concert that was well worth the wait of twenty years plus... now, I am sad to say but deep down glad... that I am addicted Well, another year has wrapped up from Frontier Days... until next year when all the mayhem starts all over again... but Def Leppard out did Bon Jovi in my opinion and look forward to see if another appearance is coming from the Def Leppard band... then I will get the back stage passes to see the band... Well, gang... til next time... now it is back to reality and getting my Utah business wrapped up and permanantly dissolved... Wish me luck!!!

Angel
may an angel lay beside your soul a beautiful gathering is about to unfold the light, the trees, the shining bliss surrender to my soul..within this wish your magic~may it be told, deep in silence~forever to mold true to your soul I promise you this bodies embraced~minds connected love will soar~as one will live arms stretched wide wings will flutter to lift you up from this clutter your angel appears in lights unknown keep your eyes open~for she will be shown when you see her..smile and know she will always be laying~beside your soul

Helpful Household Tips
A few helpful household tips you probably never have needed, but I've learned. 1) Christmas Ornaments and Washing Machines full of clothes don't mix. 2) A dryer with a fabric softener sheet is a good way to get little shards of glass (from an ornament maybe) out of clothes. 3) Wash and Wear clothes still need to be dried. 4) Hanging a Wash and Wear shirt while sitting in front of a fan doesn't work well. 5) Blowing on powdered dishwasher detergent to spread it around (and out of the holder so it can snap shut...) doesn't work well. 6) Powdered detergent burns the eyes when it gets into them.. Hope these help, and hope that I have no more household misadventures.

Venting On Life...
Well... the papers were recieved today at my mom and dad's. So, I am relieved and yet I am anxious... I just hope that we can do this without the services of an attorney... I did not want to pay for this crap for it was not me that wanted the crap to happen in the first place... as they say woulda, coulda, shoulda....have to raise the head high and continue on. But I am glad that Leann has chosen to come home... even though I was hurt badly I still love my lil chit... would do anything for my kids...knowing that you do get burned being a parent...but the love is always unconditional. I want my family unit near and with me... fearing that I will be alone for the rest of my days are really starting to freak me out...why do I have to be scared? why do I have to be hard and defensive? why do I do the things I do? Then I learn from my teen daughter as well as she learns from me... and she is slowly knocking sense into my old dusty brain and I am slowly but surely making a wee bit of pro

My Love!
Dear my love, I've been thinking about you so much that my heart hurts me so much & that all this talking about us being together has got me thinking that i am missing something soooo special in my life, something so sweet, so tender, so romantic, so caring, so loyal, so trustworthy, so sincere, so dedicated. I totally enjoy our weird yet fun conversations that we seem to be having on msn. I so wish that i was with you right now & i so feel terrible that are caught in a trap of pain. I bet you are thinking that i'm the enemy & i'm always here to help you if you like. For us to becoming as one i am so looking forward to it immensely. If you can't come to me next month with your mother then i will do everything i can to get there before christmas that way we can at least meet each other before christmas & take things to the next level. I'm glad that your son thinks that i'm cool. I certainly hope that daughters both like me that way too. I am PROMISING YOU & the CHILDREN th

Stupid Thoughts And Life In General
Well, has anybody ever heard of serving weenies at a wedding reception? I for one would pick a different cuisine, however I am not planning a glorious shin dig... I think all the guests should throw the weenies and add marshmellows and toss them at the groom...lol that will teach his pimp shit to consider a different form of food, such as steak or steak and steak for a reception.... may the weenies live happily ever after...NOT

Sexual Tension
Sexual Tension….. All us chickies out there who have ever known a man to leave them in the lurch will know what I’m on about, sexual tension leads to numerous outcomes… 1) Possible raping of male who let you down 2) Possible tying up of and abandonment of male until he agrees to sex every night 3) Definite aggression shown towards all males, especially the one concerned. 4) Until he performs, no lollies or such treats. 5) When he decides to perform, you do it at your pace and style. 6) If no performance in sight….buy a dildo 7) If still no performance, see how his friendship is with other males. 8) If he is more friendly with male mates, face it he is gay. 9) If no evidence of homosexuality try one more time using ropes, whips and spurs. 10) Still no luck, go pay for it honey!!!

Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me arou

Wrong!!!
Oh my fuckin' word. What the hell is wrong with ppl?.... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: !!!!! TARSHA !!!!! Date: Aug 24, 2007 8:47 PM From: NANNYFINE AND HER AMAZING BEHIND LOLLLLLDate: Aug 24, 2007 12:02 PMAny Suggestions?Date: Aug 24, 2007 11:58 AM SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to turn the channel to a differant channel. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat?SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to cry when my bath wa

The Lastest
ok so i have amazing friends..just when i thought karma was kicking my ass...one of my many amazing friends came to my resue!! so give me a bit..ganna get my self back and running asap...till then i will check in here as much as i can..leave me lots of love...life is stressful right now and when i have time to sit and explain it all..you will hear all of it..and trust me...it gets crazier and crazier every day..thanks again to all my awesome friends...love ya guys and gals.. eric

So Pee'd Off With My Mum
about a month ago i found out my brother & his fiance are getting married in December this year... i've come to the decision that because he made my childhood hell & cause he still treats me like a kid that i don't wanna go to his wedding... i've told my mum this & she can't seem to get it thru to her "thick skull" that i just don't want to go to it... i've offered to pay for the airfare & accommodation costs for my daughter to go so she can see her cousin... my mum even made the threat today that if i don't go then she'll feel "guilty" & also won't go... why can't she understand that i just don't get along with my brother & no amount of alcohol at the reception is going to make me enjoy myself at the wedding... fact is when i found out my brother got engaged i couldn't even make myself feel happy for him... also another deciding factor in my not going is the fact that my boyfriend is going to be visiting me at the time of the wedding all the way from America, i can't exactly go away f

God Tells Us He Loves Us And>>
Well God doesnt give any one burdens more than they can bear : This was told to me as a young child ; I do belive and God so loved the world and all its people ; Thats why He sent Jesus to us . So why do some people think God does the harm ; Brings tradagies to us all. , Is it not sin ,that does the bad , more to us??.. . This is wrong to blame Our Lord . He only wanted love for us.. And HE didnt want to cause bad or evil..But Our Lord hates sin ans provoked, He will send down wrath as in past with Noan ,or Sodom and Gommorah, (sin is like a slap in Our Lords face so to speek .. my words, not God,s) > Adam , Eve ate that apple ; God gave them a choice; As He gives you and me; One to walk with Him now in faith to a everlasting life ..> Is this so bad to you ? No not to me , it,s a loving beatiful wonderful thing Eternal life; The price paid was so great a price ..> O Lord Thank You so for loving me .. and For giving me my friends and family and all I have ,its c

Recovery
Well its been 2 weeks today and im getting around great. Im feeling pretty good but tend to tire out easily. Still can't drive yet (BUMMED) but Im enjoying the last days of summer relaxing and doing nothing so hopefully I recover faster! Have hinder tickets that I dont want to waste for sept 7th and my end of summer party is the 8th. I want to party...:P Take care all and enjoy the rest of your summer! HUGZ

Uhhhhhhhh Lust?
The taste of your lips, so sweet and divine,The touch of your hand when it’s holding mine The feel of your neck as I kiss it softly.The sense of your body when you’re feeling naughty. I want to explore your inner emotions I need to read your outward notions. I love to feel your energy flow. I wish to go down and kiss you below. You’re getting so hot I can feel your flames. You’re acting like a tiger that I wish to tame. You’re gonna explode but I wont let you yet. You’re here to get it all, and all you will get. It’s time to roll over and come on inside. Mister, you’re in for one hell of a ride. Daring yet caring in so many ways. Our bodies entwined like a twisted maze. Our minds are cascading with pleasurable thoughts. Do we dare to perform them? Will it hit the spot? This was sent to me........ whew

My Dad
This entry is going to be long winded, but I had to put these thoughts down before I went to bed. My Dad called me yesterday, and told me that my Mom had fallen, and bruised her hip. Dad is going on 70..Mom is 68. Dad told me not to mention it to her, because it embarassed her, and he also told me that it scared the shit out of him. He's gone to lengths to install a safety rail in the bath tub for her, etc. They will be married 50 years this November, 2007. My Dad and Mom bitch about each other all the time..."He's driving me crazy" "She won't do a damn thing"... you know, that kind of stuff. Funny thing is, they wouldn't have a clue what to do without each other. They are so in love and dependent on each other. I guess what I really wanted to get to in this rambling is that, men, no matter how egotistical and prideful we can be, would lose our mind without a caring woman in our lives. If most men would sit back and think about what really drives them, to be what they want to be...to b

Finally!
Well after searching for 3 months since moving to Nashville, I finally found a house! Lil pink house on the corner! LOL Definately will be painted before winter! I can't wait to empty my storage unit and get busy to starting my new life! Good things to come. Now if I could just get a band going I would be set!

Bleeding Angel
The angel looks up from her pool of dim light, her wings tattered, her vestments torn. Blood drips from her all but healing wounds as tears of self-contempt stream down her once lovely face. But slowly a light brightens and her eyes sting from the glare of a world she had almost forgotten existed. The warmth of the new dawn suffuses her veins, steels her for the battles yet to come and sooths her sorrow from the war already fought. The hope of a new day and the fire of self-discovery help her rise and slowly she regains altitude as her heart gives way to song. Her wings are still tattered. Her wounds still bleed, but her heart has taken flight and her spirits soar above the clouds to meet the light that saved her.

What Kind Of Princess Am I?
What Disney Princess are you?CinderellaYou've overcome lots of adversity in your life. You are a hard worker, but you never let the scorn of others get you down. You never stop dreaming of a better tomorrow and you possess a kind heart. Your true love is someone that is worthy of you in every way. He adores and respects you, and would never dream of spending forever with anyone else.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

She's Pimpin Out Her Husband ;) Heres Your Chance
Now that I have your attention, ladies.....this is NOT a joke. I'm helping my husband find a 'playmate'. We have an open marriage and since I've been 'lucky' lately, he's asked me to help him in his search. I promised to do my best. This is part of keeping my promise. He's looking for a reasonalbly attractive, natural born female, beween 25 and 50 years of age (exceptions can be made for the right person), and living in or around the Renton WA area (25 mile radius [again, exceptions can be made for the right person]). Height, race, coloring, etc., doesn't matter. And while he prefers HWP, being 10 to 15lbs over the ideal is okay. Bisexual is also prefered but not neccessary. Must be STD/drug free (a little 'herb' usage is okay). A smoker and/or light drinker is okay. Honesty is a MUST! If married (or have a significent other), please make sure you're allowed to 'play'. We don't go behind each other's backs and we don't want to become the 'other person' in some divorse case! No head

Back To Work:(
I AM SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ON LATELY, BUT I AM BACK TO WORK...SUMMER IS OVER AND I WORK 5 DAYS A WEEK... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS N FANS,FAMILY :) JUST THOUGHT THAT YA MIGHT WANT TO KNOW WHY I HAVEN'T LOGGED ON THAT MUCH..HAVE A AWESOME DAY AND I LOVE YA:)

The Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Rate Plz
Kathy is in her very first contest. She is such a great friend! Can you please just rate her pic, that is all I am asking you to do. If you comment also, that would be great but you don't have to. Just click the link and rate her!!! Thanks so much. MUAH Click here------>

Just A Thought
Why do people use fake accounts to criticise? This has happened to me alot and it really irks me. Not cause of what they say but the fact they don't have the balls to show their face. It's not like I'm going to hunt them down fighting on the net is absolutely pointless. Eh, oh well life goes on.

Im Gona Loose A Friend Soon And Well >it,s God ,s Will Be Done Not Mine>
it hurts alot but ill cope with it; As I always do ,grieving is never easy thing.. And more come to to me asking; Me to pray cause they suffer and have illiness to ; So galdy I say Ill do this pray ; for all in need . But God can hear all and if you If you,d Trust to in your hearts to pray to him yourselfs also ;He,d hear you and he,d know ;He knows your hearts , He knows you frightend of the end ; To come death as we know it ; But He offers Salvation thru Jesus Christ . If you place your soul and faith in God then you wont fear ; Its just the pain you,ll feel or transition from life to death but be not afraid God walks with you thru it . He has such great love for all of you. Our pain will never be or equal to our Christ; Who died on the cross so just place your faith in God ;His will be done .You see tomorow will come eternal life you,ll have ; And you,ll never have to go thru death again any more.. Amen ; Praise God the Almighty One ..who loved us so that ,the He sent Hi

Wicked Storm Clouds
Took These Yesterday We Had Bad Storm In Michigan. Look Closely At The First Picture, I See Satans Face, Any One Else See This?? It Was The Worst Storm Here In Long Time. Just Glad I Made It Through!

There's Some Bitching In This Blog Entry, Be Foreworned
Well I basically created this blog to rant. but first i'll tell you a bit about myself. my name is kaytee and i don't give a fuck if you don't like the way it's spelled or don't like me for that matter. i'm an anti-drama person so if you got drama, fuck off. i love to be around people though, and enjoy anything risky or dangerous. well this to me is sounding pretty "blah blah blah" so i'ma stop introducing myself. so i came here to rant. here it is... ***************bitching alert*************** most of you who make the effort to talk to me know i've been pretty sick lately. i've felt like shit. well, yesterday i passed out for a good while and have no clue what happened then or how i got onto the couch. anyways. this morning i called into work to tell them this and that i couldn't make it in today. i was basically told that someone will be replacing me on the schedule and to call my manager tomorrow. well isn't that great. i'm fired. on top of feeling like shit, i'm fired. thi

Would U........................
START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little corny? 12) Would you ever c onsider a 3 sum? 13) How hard would you do me? 14) Is this making you horny? 15) Would you l

I Like To Type Poems So>i Ll Tr Y Now: Whimpering , Monning In Pain Till Lord Come Takes It Away>.
Whimpering I hear in thie room , a child it be, no I think not: it,s a monning, hurting and wimpering ,Sound s of some one in pain that I love ; it is often heard when people are about to meet the Lord; We all have our sin and deal with all through out and within But God takes it upon himself to see that we leave it behind So that we may follow in His word to find His light to show our way home. where well will be changed forever more . No longer will we breath or suffer in pain But thru Our Lord we live again ; All old is renewed in Our Lord; he promises this to all who do hold strong and have their hearts set on Him to carry them home. Oh how great Our Lord be; He is all we will ever need. You see He is Our salvation and all to me. be not afraid as you suffer to go but put your faith and trust in the great one that love you so. this our Lord does forvever more>>> I hope this helps some and I hope all will lay troubles on Ou

If Was Not Such A High Profile Celebrity This Situation Would Be Sweeped Under The Rug Like The Rest Of Animal Fighting Cases
its others they catch out here all the time in the state i live in doing it.its a big money market ,a big gambling table some get caught with traing equipment,dead dogs on their property etc.they get a little news exposure,then the next you here about it they recieve probation.then there back out here doing it again,and some get caught again and goes throught the same process.but i guess they are not mike vick.do the same to all if you gonna do it to one.

Honesty? Let Me Know
ok so we all say we want people to be honest with us right? But is that really what we want. I was honest and straight up with someone recently, ill leave his name out of it for lack of embarassment. But i was honest and not mean and in return he got upset and acted like a child. Then why ask for it. If u dont really wanna know. Im not gonna just tell u what u wanna here..lol So now because of this i feel bad, i wasnt a bitch about it and i wasnt mean. But still got made to feel like shit. Anyone have any comments on this situation????

1 Day To Go
well folks i got one day to go before i dance for12 hours straight at my local to raise money for the childrens cancer unit at the qmc in nottingham i love charity work i have been doing it all my life but i have never danced for 12 hours straight but its all for a good cause so it will be worth it so any tips on how to keep goin would be great xxx

I Made It To The Fest!!!!
I had a crazy time there!!! Met all kinds of people, heard some ass-kickin' music and got totally f-ked up!!!! It was an awesome day!! And I finally got to see the Ozzman live!!! It was well worth the 20 year wait!!!!

When A Man Loves A Woman
When she says margarita she means daiquiri. When she says quixotic she means mercurial. And when she says, "I'll never speak to you again," she means, "Put your arms around me from behind as I stand disconsolate at the window." He's supposed to know that. When a man loves a woman he is in New York and she is in Virginia or he is in Boston, writing, and she is in New York, reading, or she is wearing a sweater and sunglasses in Balboa Park and he is raking leaves in Ithaca or he is driving to East Hampton and she is standing disconsolate at the window overlooking the bay where a regatta of many-colored sails is going on while he is stuck in traffic on the Long Island Expressway. When a woman loves a man it is one ten in the morning she is asleep he is watching the ball scores and eating pretzels drinking lemonade and two hours later he wakes up and staggers into bed where she remains asleep and very warm. When she says tomorrow she means in three or four weeks.

The Dog Food Diet
I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my dog Tiny and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog.....Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 lbs before I awakened in an ICU with tubes coming out most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she

God Dont Like Ugly
KNOW THESE FACTS? Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency.

Psalm ;12- 22 Verses
12 ;Who is the man that fears he lord ? Him shall , He teach the ways, He chooses. 13 ;He himself shall dwell in prosperity, And his decendents shall inherit the earth 14 ;The secret of the Lord is those who fear Him. And He has shown them His covenant. 15 ;My eyes are even toward the Lord, for He shall pluck my feet out of the net, 16 ;Turn yourself to me and have mercy to me, for I am desolate and afllicted. 17 ;The troubles of my heart have enlarged ; Bring me out of my distress! 18 ;Look on my affliction and my pain, And forgive all my sins. 19 ;Consider my enemies, for they are many ; And they hate me with cruel hatred. 20 ;Keep my soul and deliver me; Let me be not ashamed For I put my trust in you. 21 ;Let intregrity and uprightness preserve me. For I wait for You. Reedeme Israel ; O God Out of all their troubles! God almighty Thy will Be done on earth as it is

Friday Night!!
Ok so my night was all planned sit at home and relax all night but No I have to get a call from a friend who was drunk as hell. Who asked me to pick them up at the police station! I go cause thats what friends do and low and behold she needed bail money..lmao.... This is what happens when your boyfriend is dating two chicks...his other lady friend found them at the bar. well needless to say the fight was on..so its 4:30 in the morning I havent slept and the bitch who ruined my evening is snoreing in my car cause she is to big for me to move!!!! So how was everyone elses friday night?????? P.S. What pisses me off is I was planning on having a chat online with a very nice Aussie I know!!!

Counting Bodies Like Sheep
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window Go back to sleep Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Count the bodies like sheep Count the bodies like sheep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Count the bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go to sleep [x14] Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Go back to sleep Go back to sleep Counting bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums

Psalms ; Verses4 ; - 11
4 ;Show me your ways o Lord, teach me Your paths. 5 ;Lead me in your truth and teach me. For You are the God of my salvation; O You I wait all day. 6 ;Remember, O Lord,Your tender mercies, and Your loving kindness. For they are from old. 7 ;Do not remember the sins of my youth or my transgressions According to Your mercy remember me. For Your goodness sake O Lord. 8 ;Good and upright is the Lord ; Therefore He teaches sinners in the way 9 ;The humble He guides in justice, and the humble, He teaches His way. 10 ;All the paths of the Lord are mercy and true. To such as keep his covenant And His testomonies. 11 ;For your name sake O Lord. Pardom my iniquity, for it is great. !!!!!!!!AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!

August 25, 2007
If you've been feeling underappreciated lately, you may find that things change dramatically today. Your work hasn't gone unnoticed, and your good energy should make the recognition that much sweeter.

Tender Love
holding you close to me. feeling your breath on my chest, girl, it makes me weak in the knees. holding on as if the world was going to end.if it were,i would freeze time and rewind it, so we could begin again. to imagine my world without you would drive me mad.because i know i would never love someone so much or need their love so bad. so as i lay here tonight, loving you so,so much. one thing is for sure, i will love your every touch.goodnight my darling ,i have disturbed your sleep long enough. nestle in right next to me, so i can feel your tender love. what can i say? i got so much love to give!

Crazyness
Im an honest person But alot of people think Im crazy Due to me being so truthful After the facts are proven to be true From what I say People dont say there sorry to me just wonder how I knew Its a mystery like how secret societys stay in power Each election A new person gets in but since kennedy was killed Its always been skull and bones in charge But now its to ovious So the next president will be a members wife And give Him a high ranking place Your about to vote for bush again but only in a sence then a war on Iran will begin If it dosin\'t before hand Because society has been sexist for to long So you want a women in charge now Not that it matters anyways Your voting machines can be hacked by the Cia She will win Al gore should have won last time so you cant say its not possible... The world you know is an illusion Almost everything the tv and your leaders tell you is bullshit Your true enemy is money (The world bank) (Oil tycoons) They br

Psalms ;24 -10 Verses
1; The Earth is the Lords and all its fullest, The world and those who dwell therein. 2 ; For He has founded it upon the seas, AND established it upon the waters. 3 ; Who may asend into the hill of the Lord? Or who may stand in his holy place? 4 ; He who has clean hands, and pure of heart. Who has not lifted up his soul to an idol, nor swore decietfuly, 5 ; He shall recieve blessing from the Lord, and rightionous from the God of His salvation. 6 ; This is Jacob, the generation who seek Your face. Shelah 7 ' Lift up your heads ,O you gates! And be lifted up , you everlasting doors! And they King of Glory shall come. 8 ; Who is the King of glory ? The Lord strong and mighty. the Lord mighty in battle. 9 ; Lift up your heads, O you gates! Lift up your everlasting doors! And the King of glory shall come in. 10 ;Who is the King of glory? The Lord of host, He is king of

This Is So True
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 25,2007 Try not to worry too much about what your coworkers are thinking or feeling -- if they aren't being upfront with you, that's their problem. You've got to take advantage of the situation right away.

Never Too Late
It is never too late to live with richness, purpose, joy and love. No matter how much time you feel you have wasted or lost, it is never too late to make the very most of the moment you're in. No matter how many mistakes you may think you have made, it is never too late to start moving in a positive direction. The instant you choose to fully live, the past no longer has the power to hold you back. Where you are now is precisely where you need to be. With gratitude in your heart for the journey that has brought you here, choose now to make the most of where you are. Starting from this place you can go in any direction. It is never too late to choose the very best direction you can imagine. Dig down and get in touch with the real substance of your most treasured dreams. For what matters most is always within your reach. Move right on past the disappointments, the frustrations, the regrets and the negative ass

What Is Normal?
I get tired of people always saying that there's no such thing as "normal." I happen to disagree. I think normal is all based on perspective (one's own). What may be normal to me isn't what's normal to someone else. It's all has to do with what you're used to. Just about all my friends are weird and wild and crazy - that's normal to me. Some average Joe - that's weird. That's not normal to me. We all have our issues - some people are just more able to deal with them than others.

Pies, In The Skies Would Be A Good Place To Keep Them Away From Sticky Fingers.
There are days when I get very confused by obscure messages from friends, not that I have many and it is not a problem status for me either. One good friend etc. it is well worth sharing a pie with them in hand rather than spreading it too thin and only having a crumb of comfort left having shared it with say 20 in the bush. So, I look at these things and see that they have too many friends to satisfy thoroughly which gets them off track so this is when I get strange messages because they have put their fingers in the wrong pie after chasing the only cherry left between the crusts. This is all well and good but they are similar to drunks talking to lamp posts however it has to be said that sometimes lamp posts can be more enlightening so maybe I should start talking to them instead and keep the pie all to myself. However, that makes me selfish and this is not the case at all because I love sharing things and I suppose that comes from being the middle child having to share with th

Political Soapbox
I received an email from a friend who sent me one of those patriotic chain letters that said that I shouldn't be so selfish as to always worry about my little problems when there are soldiers fighting in Iraq. Here is my reply: It's not that I don't support the troops, but I hate these type of emails. Those Americans soldiers weren't forced into the military. They voluntarily signed their life away. And if we didn't have such a screw-up as a president, they wouldn't be over in Iraq. So many self-righteous hypocrites act like if we don't think about the soldiers "protecting our freedoms" (uh, more like "killing Iraqis") every single day, we aren't patriots and are somehow committing some sin. I think it's more patriotic to question our government, to make sure that it's doing what it's supposed to do, and hold it accountable when it doesn't, than to just blindly trust it and fall in line. I just hate any chain letters, including stuff like this or "my 6 year old daughter has le

Turmoil In My Head
You say I hold your heart in my hands But I can't feel its weight within my grasp I can't hear its beating in time to mine I can't see the depth of its love You say you share my soul Does it resonate? Does it glow? Is it a heavy burden? I bet it's like a lost companion A shadow, not always seen but never gone It may creep up on you from time to time You say I'm always in your thoughts Am I also in your dreams? Do you think of me when you cry? When you wake, when you sigh? Does you mind wonder what I'm doing? Or if I'm thinking of you too? Oh, I always do. It's hard to write this down It's hard to think these words But if I don't get them down I may forget what I needed to convey Remember that love is not something to be hidden To be overshadowed by fear or doubt Loneliness doesn't stop you from loving But it may make you want to It could fill up these pages With a single thought or feeling.

One More Week Then I Am Gone For Awhile
I am not one to Bitch about life , so I won't do that here either. I am also not one to get overly personal with everyone and blab to the world my entire life story so I am keeping this short and sweet . After this next week for reasons beyond my control I am losing my internet till my life calms down . I am gonna leave my Fubar page up not gonna cancel account . I might sign in from time to time on a friends pc and just drop a note of Hi and how I am doing in life . There always comes a time in life when we have hurdles to over come and I am at a mountain of a Hurdle . With that said .... Y'all Take care , I will be around most of this week but after that feel free to leave me notes and I will respond when I can from time to time . Be Safe ! catch you on the Flip Side of things ~~Lill~~

Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do?
You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me Jus

Religious Fanatics
Why can't these Bible-toting Jesus freaks leave me alone?? I. Am. An. Atheist. And I'm happy being one. You don't need to try to shove your faith down my throat. Because I have a God gag reflex. It just won't take. I respect people's right to their religion. The more power to them. As for me, respect my right to a lack of religion. It seems like Christians are the only ones who ever try to "convert" non-Christians. I've never heard of any kind of Jewish Inquisition or Buddhist Crusade... I've never been told by a Muslim or Jewish person I'd go to hell if I didn't believe in God. And another thing, freaks - don't threaten an atheist with hell. WE DON'T BELIEVE IN IT!! So how could it be a deterrent? And why is it the most holy of holy Christians, who spew their beliefs out of their mouths, are always the ones who are pro-capital punishment, but pro-life? Why is life only precious when it's microscopic and not staring at you in the face (like death row inmates or the homeles

Exposing The Warmongers
by Dr. William Pierce Every evening when I have turned on the television news during the past few weeks, the message has had the same theme: Saddam Hussein must be stopped! Saddam Hussein is a danger to America! We must destroy Saddam Hussein! About the only difference I've noticed in these daily news messages is that they're steadily becoming more strident, more demanding, more imperative: We must destroy Saddam Hussein! And in support of this message the television people are using all of their tricks to stir up public opinion in favor of another war against Iraq. Day after day we hear things like: "Saddam continues to defy the United Nations. Saddam thumbs his nose at America. Saddam challenges us to do something about his illegal actions." These inflammatory comments are made against a background of old film footage of Saddam in his military uniform, grinning at us. NBC's news anchor Tom Brokaw seems really impatient: "Why don't we take out Saddam now?" he asks. "Why don't we

The Promise Keepers
by Dr. William Pierce If you watch the news on television regularly, I'm sure you saw the huge get-together of so-called "Promise Keepers" in Washington: hundreds of thousands of mostly White men hugging each other, holding hands, and rocking back and forth with their eyes closed. Some of them were shaking and crying or singing and clapping their hands much like one used to see in an old-fashioned revival tent. I was fascinated by the phenomenon -- and by the reaction of various elements to it. The most interesting reaction was that of the feminist organizations. They clearly were worried. They did not like the idea of a large number of White males gathered together for any purpose. Some of the feminist commissars made cautious statements to the media. They expressed their concern about the Political Incorrectness of men getting together as men. They saw this as a very dangerous development. What if the all-male Promise Keepers, said to have nearly three million members, decided

The Lesson Of Haiti
by Dr. William Pierce This month the last of the United Nations "peacekeeping" troops in Haiti will leave, and the Haitians will be given yet another chance to try to govern themselves. The "peacekeepers" occupied Haiti, along with 23,000 U.S. troops, three years ago, in order to force the government of General Raoul Cedras to resign so that a Clinton favorite, Jean-Bertrand Aristide, could be installed as president. The reasons presented to the American public for this interference in Haiti's affairs were that General Cedras was a "dictator" and that he didn't respect the "human rights" of the Haitians. Mr. Clinton's friend Aristide, on the other hand, was said to be a "democrat" and a respecter of human rights. Actually, Aristide is a former priest turned Marxist whose idea of respecting human rights is to incite mobs of his supporters to murder his political opponents by breaking their arms, wiring a gasoline-soaked tire around their necks, and burning them to death -- a proce

The Nature Of Patriotism: What Factors Control Whether People Are Loyal To Their Country?
By Dr. William Pierce I have been reading about Aldrich Ames, an employee in our Central Intelligence Agency who was caught spying against the United States. There have been several other Americans caught recently who were spying for foreign governments, including one who was an FBI agent, but Ames was the most important, in terms of the amount of damage he did. A book about Ames, who was arrested three years ago, has been published recently. Its author is Pete Earley, and it's titled Confessions of a Spy. The most interesting thing to me in the book was Ames's explanation of why he decided to sell American secrets to the KGB. He never really thought of himself as a traitor. He needed money, and he didn't think the CIA was paying him enough; he was essentially an alienated person who felt no sense of loyalty to anything. There are a great many other people in this country who are just as alienated, just as self-oriented and rootless as Aldrich Ames. Most of them, of course, aren'

The Feminization Of America
by Dr. William Pierce I always have been very fond of women -- perhaps too much sometimes. I always have enjoyed their company greatly. I have really worshipped feminine beauty. I have admired and respected women when they have served their purpose in the life of our people, as much as I have admired and respected men who have served their purpose. Having said this I must tell you now that I believe that a great part of the present pathology of our society can be ascribed properly to its feminization over the past century or two, to its loss of its former masculine spirit and masculine character. This came to mind most recently when I saw and heard the reaction to Timothy McVeigh's statement to the court on August 14, at the time he was sentenced to die. What McVeigh said was very relevant, very pertinent. He said that the government teaches its citizens by its example. When the government breaks the law, then its citizens will not respect the law. But the spectators almost

Gay Marriage (yes, I Am For It)
This topic reminds me of something a friend's mom said back in high school: "I have black friends, but I think races should stick to themselves when it comes to relationships." Gay marriage is in the same spotlight as interracial marriage once was (and sometimes still is). If you are friends with someone who is gay, but you don't believe they should have the same rights as you, you are against gays. My lesbian friend Joey said it like this: "I don't want to get married, I just want the right to." If you don't believe that a group of people should have equal rights, the same rights you have and probably take for granted, then yeah, you're prejudice. If I said something like, "I have white friends, but they shouldn't have the right to vote like I do," people would think I was a racist. This is the same concept. If you have gay friends, but you believe that they shouldn't have the right to get married like straight people do, then you're a homophobe. I've gotten plenty of a

The Women Of Monte Cassino Many War Atrocities Are Utterly Ignored
by Dr. William Pierce It seems that every time I pick up a newspaper I read about a new claim the Jews are making on someone else's money. It began a few months ago when they claimed that the Swiss hadn't been diligent enough in trying to track down the heirs of Jews who had deposited money in Swiss banks back during the 1930s, before the Second World War, and then never reclaimed it. Seven billion dollars the Jews wanted from the Swiss people -- plus interest, of course. And when the Swiss politicians, instead of telling them to go to hell, started negotiating with them and offering them hundreds of millions of dollars, the Jews realized they had a good thing going, and they decided to push it. Next they accused the Swedes of having some gold left over from the Second World War which should be given to Jews to compensate them for their persecution. Then they went after Argentina and Portugal and France and eventually the United States as well. In France they announced that many bui

Scientists Recreate Out-of-body Experiences
Scientists recreate out-of-body experiences (no drugs) Thu Aug 23, 6:08 PM ET CHICAGO (AFP) - For centuries, people have claimed to have had out-of-body experiences but now scientists have recreated the sensation without using drugs in the first experiments of their kind, a study said Thursday. As many as one in 10 people say they have experienced the sensation of being awake and seeing their own body from another location, according to the study published in the journal Science. "Out-of-body experiences have fascinated mankind for millennia. Their existence has raised fundamental questions about the relationship between human consciousness and the body," said Henrik Ehrsson, a neuroscientist formerly of University College London, and now at the Karolinska Institute in Sweden. Now neuroscientists have manipulated a group of perfectly healthy volunteers into thinking they had moved outside their bodies by distorting their perception of reality. Using virtual reality

The Tragedy Of Chautauqua County
by Dr. William Pierce A few weeks ago we were treated to yet another case of a Black sexual predator with AIDS infecting as many White girls as possible with his lethal disease by having sex with them. Nushawn Williams, a small-time drug dealer, car thief, armed robber, and would-be "rap artist," liked to take the bus from his Brooklyn, New York, neighborhood to Chautauqua County in the mostly White, western part of New York state and find young White girls to seduce. He had sex with a large number of White schoolgirls in the county, some as young as 13, and infected many of them with the AIDS virus. When AIDS cases began showing up among schoolgirls in the county, public health officials became alarmed. They didn't tell the police what they knew about the Black AIDS carrier who had been infecting the girls, however, because the homosexual lobby, which is politically very powerful in New York, had persuaded the legislature to pass a law making it illegal to release information ab

The Psychology Of Political Correctness
by Dr. William Pierce Today I'll discuss something I've discussed earlier, but it's very important and is worth talking about over and over: having the courage to speak up for what we believe. Courage of this sort -- moral courage -- has always been important, but now, with the enemies of our people pushing hard to silence opposition to them and their destructive policies by enacting new legislation against what they call "hate crime" and "hate speech," moral courage is essential for our survival. We have a President who is running around the country trying to drum up support for a repressive program of legislation he says is necessary to "pull America together" and achieve racial harmony. He is telling the groups to which he speaks that they don't have much longer to wait before there will be a non-White majority in America, and then the White racists -- the "haters" -- won't be able to cause any more trouble. Mr. Clinton is gloating that soon there will be a truly multiracial A

Allen Ginsberg Media Model For America's Youth
By Dr. William Pierce Three weeks ago a man named Allen Ginsberg died, at the age of 70. If you were a university student in the 1960s or 1970s, his name will be very familiar to you. He was the person chosen by the media to be the number-one guru for America's youth during that period. He's been a sort of secondary guru ever since, and if you studied literature even in the 1980s or 1990s you got a dose of him. He always was treated in a worshipful sort of way by the media, in order to make the more gullible young people believe that he was some sort of genius who was to be taken very seriously. We could see this same worshipful attitude again when the media people reported his death earlier this month. I listened to NBC's Tom Brokaw talk about Ginsberg on the evening television news. Brokaw behaved as if he were reporting the death of George Washington or Thomas Jefferson. He spoke of Ginsberg as if he had been a talented and sensitive poet, a great soul who had passed away, leavin

Mirror, Mirror - A Dangerous Reflection
Mirror, Mirror A Dangerous Reflection Throughout history, a number of myths or superstitions have been born of mirrors and reflections. One of the superstitions we've all heard of is the direness of breaking a mirror, which is suppose to give the careless person seven years of bad luck. But perhaps even more alarming is the connection that mirrors have to the human soul. It's thought that since mirrors hold one's reflection, that they also hold a bit of one's spirit, and in some cultures, mirrors actually reflect the presence of a person's soul. Doubtlessly, such beliefs have given rise to many superstitions and customs. Some of these beliefs probably came about because mirrors were scarce and of inferior quality in pre-industrial Europe, thus presenting the bearer with a grossly distorted image. In fact, many cultures believe that the reflection in a mirror represents another world or dimension that leads to the spirit world. Basically everything in our world exists in rev

Annie's Fruit Salsa And Cinnamon Chips
INGREDIENTS * 2 kiwis, peeled and diced * 2 Golden Delicious apples - peeled, cored and diced * 8 ounces raspberries * 1 pound strawberries * 2 tablespoons white sugar * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 3 tablespoons fruit preserves, any flavor * * 10 (10 inch) flour tortillas * butter flavored cooking spray * 2 cups cinnamon sugar DIRECTIONS 1. In a large bowl, thoroughly mix kiwis, Golden Delicious apples, raspberries, strawberries, white sugar, brown sugar and fruit preserves. Cover and chill in the refrigerator at least 15 minutes. 2. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). 3. Coat one side of each flour tortilla with butter flavored cooking spray. Cut into wedges and arrange in a single layer on a large baking sheet. Sprinkle wedges with desired amount of cinnamon sugar. Spray again with cooking spray. 4. Bake in the preheated oven 8 to 10 minutes. Repeat with any remaining tortilla wedges. Allow to c

Clone Of A Cinnabon
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup warm milk (110 degrees F/45 degrees C) * 2 eggs, room temperature * 1/3 cup margarine, melted * 4 1/2 cups bread flour * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup white sugar * 2 1/2 teaspoons bread machine yeast * * 1 cup brown sugar, packed * 2 1/2 tablespoons ground cinnamon * 1/3 cup butter, softened * * 1 (3 ounce) package cream cheese, softened * 1/4 cup butter, softened * 1 1/2 cups confectioners' sugar * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/8 teaspoon salt DIRECTIONS 1. Place ingredients in the pan of the bread machine in the order recommended by the manufacturer. Select dough cycle; press Start. 2. After the dough has doubled in size turn it out onto a lightly floured surface, cover and let rest for 10 minutes. In a small bowl, combine brown sugar and cinnamon. 3. Roll dough into a 16x21 inch rectangle. Spread dough with 1/3 cup butter and sprinkle evenly with sugar/cinn

Banana Crumb Muffins
INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3 bananas, mashed * 3/4 cup white sugar * 1 egg, lightly beaten * 1/3 cup butter, melted * 1/3 cup packed brown sugar * 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/8 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 tablespoon butter DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Lightly grease 10 muffin cups, or line with muffin papers. 2. In a large bowl, mix together 1 1/2 cups flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt. In another bowl, beat together bananas, sugar, egg and melted butter. Stir the banana mixture into the flour mixture just until moistened. Spoon batter into prepared muffin cups. 3. In a small bowl, mix together brown sugar, 2 tablespoons flour and cinnamon. Cut in 1 tablespoon butter until mixture resembles coarse cornmeal. Sprinkle topping over muffins. 4. Bake in preheated oven for

Chicken Salad
INGREDIENTS * 6 boneless chicken breast halves, cooked and diced * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 teaspoon salt-free herb and spice blend * 1 cup mayonnaise DIRECTIONS 1. Combine the chicken, celery, spice blend and mayonnaise. Mix all together; more or less mayonnaise can be added, depending on your preference. Voila, your summer salad is ready to serve!

Lime Garlic Chicken
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into strips * 1 cup butter * 2 medium heads garlic, diced * 1 lime, halved * lemon pepper to taste DIRECTIONS 1. Mix flour, salt and pepper together in a resealable plastic bag. Add chicken, seal bag and shake to coat. Set aside. 2. Melt butter in a large skillet over medium heat. Add garlic and saute 3 to 4 minutes, until it starts to change color. Saute coated chicken strips with butter and garlic for 10 to 15 minutes, until cooked through and juices run clear. 3. Squeeze lime over chicken and sprinkle with lemon pepper. Serve hot.

A Good Easy Garlic Chicken
INGREDIENTS * 3 tablespoons butter * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 2 teaspoons garlic powder * 1 teaspoon seasoning salt * 1 teaspoon onion powder DIRECTIONS 1. Melt butter in a large skillet over medium high heat. Add chicken and sprinkle with garlic powder, seasoning salt and onion powder. Saute about 10 to 15 minutes on each side, or until chicken is cooked through and juices run clear.

Maya Angelou - Phenomenal Woman
Okay, so a poem is not music lyrics, but since it is not my own poetry but someone who has always inspired my writing, I wanted to share if with you: Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my

Chicken Fried Chicken
INGREDIENTS * 30 saltine crackers * 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 2 tablespoons dry potato flakes * 1 teaspoon seasoned salt * 1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1 egg * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves DIRECTIONS 1. Place crackers in a large resealable plastic bag; seal bag and crush crackers until they are coarse crumbs. Add flour, potato flakes, seasoned salt, and pepper to bag and mix well. 2. Beat egg in a shallow dish or bowl; heat oil in a large skillet over medium high heat. 3. One by one, dredge chicken pieces in egg beat, then place in bag with crumb mixture, seal bag and shake to coat. 4. Reduce heat to medium and cook coated chicken in skillet for 15 to 20 minutes, turning frequently, until golden brown and juices run clear.

Freaky Girl
Shaggy Freaky Girl [Verse] High heels gosh you look sexy I'd steal a touch if you let me I'm just dyin' to kick it with you girl Hey boo show me you're ready Lips looking juicy like cherry I can almost taste your flavor girl [hook] But it seems like you're the wrong type Don't you ever get upset girl I'd like to see you sweat It just feels like you're too uptight Girl you're too conservative and that ain't how I wanna live [chorus] I wanna a freaky girl somebody just like me Someone who understands just what a player needs Ain't with those perfect girls that shit don't click with me A very naughty girl that's what I need [verse] Handcuffs can you get freaky How far will you go to please me Whips and chains girl are you down with that Strange places searching for pleasure I want you to meet me wherever Wearing just an overcoat and hat [hook] Or was I right you're the wrong type You don't ever get upset I ain't never seen you sweat It ju

Breast Size
Women With Small Breasts vs. Large Breasts There are advantages to each. DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WOMEN WITH SMALL AND LARGE BREASTS WOMEN WITH BIG BREASTS... ..can get a taxi on the worst days ..have a neat place to carry spare change ..have always been the centre of the arts (art) ..make jogging a spectator sport (a personal favourite of mine) ..can keep a magazine dry while laying in the tub ..have more negotiating power (with men shorter than them) ..usually can find leftover popcorn after a movie ..can always carry a little extra ..always float better ..know where to look first for lost earrings ..rarely lack for a slow dance partner ..have a place to set their glasses when sitting in an armless recliner WOMEN WITH LITTLE BREASTS... ..don't cause a traffic accident every time they bend over in public ..always look younger ..find that dribbled food makes it to the napkin on their lap ..can always see their toes

This Is Beautiful
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

.where I Live.
I was doing some research and came across this, some of which I knew and some I did not. Birmingham, Alabama is the largest city in the United States. In fact, the city is so big, that parts of it are classified as being in surrounding counties of Alabama. The far-reaching city was recently voted as being one of the best cities in which to live. The economy is diversified, bringing together business and industry. Although manufacturing is the leading industry in Birmingham, medical research and publishing are strong competitors for workman and income. Birmingham is most noted for being the location where the Civil Rights movement began in the 1960’s, making the Old and New South come together and form a diverse cultural backdrop for a nation quickly changing its ideology. Famous Birmingham notables include Kate Jackson, Emmylou Harris, Fannie Flagg, Nell Carter, Courtney Cox, Ruben Studdard, Taylor Hicks, and Wayne Rogers. Fast Facts City population: 242,820 Metropoli

Flickr
Yeah so I finally got around to setting up a flickr account, well it was easy because yahoo decided to use the same log in details for both sites. They also move photos between both sites, which is handy LOL. Now the problem I have found is that it doesn't have a batch delete function. There are tools to do other stuff, but i was originally looking for a mass downloader. Well it worked after I installed the net 2.0 framework. Great little downloader, but still no option to delete if you wish, once its downloaded. Now i have around 400 pics that I have downloaded but I don't need on my flickr account. They are not illegal, but I just don't think they are what I want in my account. So now I am going to either delete by hand, which is a boring job or come up with a script to do it if the api allows it.

Its All Good
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Chocolate Cherry Cake Iii
INGREDIENTS * 1 (18.25 ounce) package devil's food cake mix * 1 (21 ounce) can cherry pie filling * 1 teaspoon almond extract * 2 eggs * 1 cup white sugar * 5 tablespoons butter * 1/3 cup milk * 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 9 x 13 inch pan. 2. In a large bowl, combine cake mix, cherry pie filling, almond extract, and 2 eggs by hand; stir until well blended. Pour batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake for 25 to 30 minutes, or until it tests done. Cool. 4. In a small saucepan, combine sugar, butter or margarine, and milk. Boil, stirring constantly, for 2 minutes. Remove from heat, and stir in chocolate chips until smooth. Immediately pour over partially cooled cake.

Testing Bday Bulletin
IT'S PARTY TIME!! THESE 2 HOTTIES R HAVING THEIR BDAYS SO LET'S SHOW EM SOME LUV FiestyVixen~**Owner Of Fantasia**~Prospect 4 K.O.P.E~@ fubar glitter-graphics.com Angel ~Innocent Evil~{K.O.P.E.}~@ fubar We're having a celebration in Club Fantasia , just click the logo and you're there!!!! : )

It Wasn't Me
It Wasn't Me Shaggy Intro: (Yo man) Yo (Open up man) What do you want man? (My Girl just caught me) You let her catch you (I dont know how i let this happen) With who? (The girl next door, you know?) Man.... (I dont know what to do) Say it wasn't you (Alright) Chorus: Honey came in and she caught me red-handed Creeping on the girl next door Picture this we were both butt-naked Banging on the bathroom floor How could i forget that i had given her an extra key All this time she was standing there She never took her eyes off me Verse 1: How you can grant the woman access to your villa Trespasser and a witness while you cling on your pillow You better watch your back before she turn into a killer Best for you and situation not to call the beaner To be a true player you have to know how to play If she say you're not, convince her say you're gay Never admit to a word when she say makes a claim And you tell her baby no way

Dolly????
Dolly Parton... and Queen Elizabeth.... ...die on the same day and they both go before an Angel to find out if they'll be admitted to Heaven. Unfortunately, there's only one space left that day, so the Angel must decide which of them gets in. The Angel asks Dolly if there's some particular reason why she should go to Heaven. Dolly takes off her top and says, "Look at these -- they're the most perfect breasts God ever created, and I'm sure it will please the angels to be able to see them every day, for eternity." The Angel thanks Dolly, and asks Her Majesty the same question. The Queen takes a bottle of Perrier out of her purse, shakes it up, and gargles. Then, she spits into a toilet and pulls the lever. The Angel says, "OK, your Majesty, you may go in." Dolly is outraged and asks, "What was that all about? I show you two of God's own perfect creations and you turn me down. She spits into a commode and she gets in! Would you

Bubba Died Funny
Bubba died in a fire and his body was burned pretty badly. The morgue >needed >someone to identify the body, so they sent for his two best friends, >Cooter >and Gomer. The three men had always done everything together. > >Cooter arrived first, and when the mortician pulled back the sheet, Cooter >said, "Yup, his face is burned up pretty bad. You better roll him over." > >The mortician rolled him over and Cooter said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." > >The mortician thought this was rather strange, so he brought Gomer in to >confirm the identity of the body. > > Gomer looked at the body and said, "Yup, he's pretty well burnt up. Roll >him over." > >The mortician rolled him over and Gomer said, "No, it ain't Bubba." > >The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" > >Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two assholes." > >"What? He had two assholes?" asked the mortician. > >"Yup, we never seen 'em, but everybody used to say, 'There's Bubba with >them >two assholes.'

Week 2
I love my new job. This week went fast. Yey. My boss is great, everyone in the group (of 9) is awesome, and everyone is super intelligent. And all a bunch of geeks! So, I am quite content in what I am doing. There was another job that I was being recruited for at the same time. It was a job I really didn't want, but I told a very dear friend of mine about it, and he's interested!!!! I hope he get's it if he wants it. I've been really tired since going back to work. It's just amazing how a job really cuts into your free time. I've been coming home and having to work on homework for my class, do dishes and make dinner. But I like that my wife is well taken care of. And it gives her more reason to appreciate me. She's bed ridden for the moment due to a ruptured disk, and the pain is intense. She's being treated for it, but it takes a lot of time for those to heal. I like being able to blog here. Even if no one reads it, it does let me express a lot of stuff. So fellow Fubari

Bad Day Or Just Me?
I am here working on another mix, and been working on designs all day as usual, but I notice I am doing more free work for those who claim they will pay but don’t. Or say they will do what they can to support and help and as much as I personally appreciate any time anyone gives to help. When does some one say enoug is enough and call it quits? Or am I just having a bad day? And i am not meaning everyone -- I knwo there will be several reading this thinking it means them -- but I am sure different situations make different reasons. I am just referring to those who I finalized my work for and bam never hear a word again and no reply back for payment or what they said they would. I am just having a bad day lol I guess........................ I do have to say there are some I adore because they do what they say and I have more respect for those people than anything and will do everything I can for them. Also don’t forget to vpte for your favorite DJ’s at djmag.com I did and i encourage

Introduction To Breast Cancer
Breast cancer is the most common cause of cancer in women and the second most common cause of cancer death in women in the U.S. While the majority of new breast cancers are diagnosed as a result of an abnormality seen on a mammogram, a lump or change in consistency of the breast tissue can also be a warning sign of the disease. Heightened awareness of breast cancer risk in the past decades has led to an increase in the number of women undergoing mammography for screening, leading to detection of cancers in earlier stages and a resultant improvement in survival rates. Still, breast cancer is the most common cause of death in women between the ages of 45 and 55. Although breast cancer in women is a common form of cancer, male breast cancer does occur and accounts for about 1% of all cancer deaths in men. Research has yielded much information about the causes of breast cancers, and it is now believed that genetic and/or hormonal factors are the primary risk factors for breast cancer. S

Stalkers - How To Stop Them
One of the biggest problems for people on the Internet is online stalkers. These are people that for one reason or another just simply refuse to take a hint and go away. They continue to email and send you instant messages to you even after you ask them to stop. To understand how to stop an online stalker you first have to understand what motivates a stalker. Stalking is a matter one on person trying to control another. Controlling you brings them pleasure. If they can force you to react this gives them even greater pleasure. If you scream, rant and rave they win. If you panic. They win. If you make empty threats to them, they win. If you argue with a stalker, they win. If you run around telling all your friends and the stalker hears about it, the stalker wins. STOP ONLINE STALKERS There are essentially three ways to stop a stalker. 1. Never become involved with them in the first place 2. Ignore them (Refuse to react) and they may get bored and go away 3. Prevent t

George Carlin's View On Aging
George Carlin's View on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . . You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know

Online Predator
This section talks about how children can be at risk from online predators, and what you can do about it. Online stalking, also known as cyberstalking, is a form of Internet harassment. It can exist only online, or it can escalate into the real world. Either way, it is very disturbing. When the victims are young people, we call these stalkers "online predators." Are there laws in Canada to protect children? In 2002, Canada enacted legislation that makes it a criminal offence to use the Internet to lure or exploit children for sexual purposes. (It's important to note that this legislation relates to children under the age of consent, which in Canada is 14.) Section 264 of the Criminal Code defines harassment as a crime, both in the real world and on the Internet. This means that any action which causes a person to "fear for their safety, or the safety of anyone known to them" could be considered harassment. Such actions include: * Following a person from place to place

Stun Gun
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd Anniversary, and I was looking for a little something "extra" for my wife. I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser.The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, allowing my wife adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! To make a long story short, I bought the device, and brought it home. I loaded two Triple-A batteries in the thing, and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot

Straight To Hell
Drivin 'N' Cryin Straight to Hell I grew up just west of the tracks holding me to hold me back around your door she's calling out my name she said "son won't you go outside I've got a man coming over tonight The 7th one in 7 days" So I go down to the parking lot and hang around all my friends And roam the street 'till dawn breaks again I come in at five am and she is waitin' for me she said, "where have you been?" I said, "I was out" she said, "you're no good 'cause you're runnin' without love" I'm going straight to hell just like my mama said I'm going straight to hell The black widow and the ladies man met down at the laundromat and tried to make me understand the neighbors were all in a stir about what they might have heard and runnin' down they shouted out it seemed next door a girl she lives about the same age as me and asked me to come upstairs for a see just then her mother burst in said, "you're the son of that bitc

Romance
A Romantic setting here we are two people in love without a word,without a touch of a hand, without making love,without any of those things they are still in love within eachother in there hearts and in there souls. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

What We Project
"The One... reaps what he/ she sows....." Jim DeLoach tells the following story: "A little boy in a fit of anger shouted at his mother that he hated her. Then, perhaps fearing punishment, he ran to a steep cliff near their house and shouted into the valley, 'I hate you, I hate you!' Back from the valley came an echo, 'I hate you, I hate you!' "Startled at this, the boy ran into the house and told his mother that there was a mean little boy who lived in the valley who shouted at him, 'I hate you, I hate you!' "His mother took him back to the hillside and told him to shout, 'I love you, I love you!' "When he did, back came the reply, 'I love you, I love you!'" What we project is what we get back. We do reap what we sow—even if it is eventually. Dear God... when I am angry... hurt .... or afraid... help me ... to realize ... that these are .... my issues... and ... help me ... to deal ... with ... these creatively.. .. so.... I will ... always ...

Mre Dinner Date
MRE dinner date, The following is a true story....told from the point of view of a Marine ... I had a date the other night at my place. On the phone the day before, the girl asked me to "Cook her something she's never had before" for dinner. After many minutes of scratching my head over what to make, I finally settled on something she has DEFINITELY never eaten. I got out my trusty case of MRE's. Meal, Ready-to-Eat. Field rations that when eaten in their entirety contain 3000+ calories. Here's what I made: I took three of the Ham Slices out of their plastic packets, took out three of the Pork Chops, three packets of Chicken-a-la-King, and eight packets of dehydrated butter noodles and some dehydrated/rehydrated rice. I cooked the Ham Slices and Pork Chops in one pan, sauteed in shaved garlic and olive oil. In another pot, I blended the Chicken a-la-king, noodles, and rice together to make a sort of mush that looked suspiciously like succotash. I added some spices,

Finally, The Guys' Side Of The Story.
Finally, the guys' side of the story. We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are fo

Love...love ...love
I love you so... when your near i feel close.... when your far i feel apart..... when your away i feel lost.... when i am with you i am in a fog... when we kiss i feel your lips pressed up against mine... the touch,the glow,the trust between us are so close. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Love Is In The Air
Love is so beautiful when your in love with a certain person you feel like the world Doesn't exist any more since you love that certain person and you can't think of anything eles but that certain person that is what i call love. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kiky lil sex kitten ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

H20 And O
I was fine before I walked into that room and looked into those transparent eyes like the ever so clear ocean. Though I only noticed them at that place the next night. Why does that game exist to where at a distance one is so attentive and up close one keeps a distance. Confused yet? Scary enough as it is, I wanted to jump right in to join the fish in its still waters that only SEEMED to run deep, but there was an unexpected shallow end where this fish did dwell. Maybe I will go up for air because, what do you know? The air just happened to be there. I took it for granted at first, then decided ok let it in because I thought it would spread, suck me in. I was willing to take care of it. The fish kept coming back and forth, back and forth with the tide. But I had completely consumed the warm air, so gentle. I grew accustomed to it. But now there's not enough air. It's cold, I can't breathe. Will it find its way back? I've tried too hard. I will let time tell me the story

Happy Birthday 2 U!! 8-25-07
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Random Thoughts Flowing Through My Mind
I love when you touch me,hold me and kiss me. I have this feeling inside which is a magnificent feeling that nobody but myself feels inside my body that i have for you. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Still In F**king Pain
car crashes suck balls my bf and i were having a great convo enjoying seeing each other and then he disappered i dont know if im ditched or something happened so tht leads to confusion on how i should feel... but im in pain cant wait till the parents of the child i am watching come home so i can go home drink a drink take two vicodin and go to lala land because right now im so upset thats where i need to be

Perceptions 1 Of My Earliest
should i laugh and smile when u look at me funny clutching your purse and pockets like im after your money or should i revel in the fact that i've got you afraid and place a smirk on my face while your thoughts are delayed dont be nervous first you oughta let me explain that like you i'm a human with a person and a name so disregard your perceptions cause my name aint thug and no i dont beat women and i dont sell drugs im not a basketball player and i dont smoke crack im not a pimp player hustler g or mack im not anti-social i dont like loud music i dont have a lot of kids and im not abusive i dont hang on the corner drinking forties and gin with my pants hanging half way down to my shins i aint never been to prison and dont plan to go i dont steal cars rob old ladies or liquor stores so when you see me or someone like me let them explain cause like you im a human with a purpose and a name no matter what creed or color sister or brother its time wqe disregard perce

Breaking
I'm falling apart. I can feel it I'm disintegrating from the inside. ME the strong one Giving in to giving up. I can't fight it. It's taken hold. Latched on. Like a emotional leech Sucking my will Through a drinking straw While it laughs contemptuously at my resistance! Taking my strength And dashing it to pieces On the cold hard floor of my soul. I'm losing my grip On the life Ive struggled so hard to build. And it all comes crashing down Mania holds me in its deathlike grasp And Sorrow clings to my every breath. Oh please, let me go! But I'm breaking again. A million pieces to pick up How will I ever Complete the puzzle? And what if I lose Some of the pieces? Will I ever be whole? Have I ever been whole? By Zesty Copyright 2006

Miserable Day
A cold miserable afternoon one day i went to see what was out over sea There it was a cold,muggy day of icky frozen water. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Say We Love?
sometimes we fight and argue other times we couldnt be happier and it seems we are in heaven. but when we fight we say hurtful things, hurting the very heart we so treasure. thats scares me. love scares me.

Rapture
There is a place for us that no on else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets. only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. and in that moment I know you: everypore, everypluse, everythought, everyfear. and i love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you: and i feel content... joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Just Fyi,.. About Me & Who I Am
Im a very fragile person as a whole... Here's why?? I am a rape survivor,.. From age 5 to 13 I was raped by several men including my brother & my mothers b/f... I had a very rough childhood to say the least. I am a mother of two.. My first of which is almost 10, had him when I was 16yrs old. My second is 4 and I had him at 21.. Ive been married twice & WONT do it again.. I am just emotional damaged in everyway.. I trust to easy & now I dont think I trust enough. I have Agoraphobia (Fear of people), PTSD from being raped for so long, Panic attacks, Anxity problems.. Im messed up... I started getting the Anxity & panic attacks in the last 6 months due to stress in my relationship with my ex.. I have lost many friends lately.. I am going to school tho which is good.. (dont know why I am spillin my guts)... Ive had my heart shaddered & walked on recently & due to this is my reason behind my other blog... hopefully this helps ppl make more sense,.. I wont go into everything it would be

So....
"So Common, So Cheap" Fucking your pussy was like fucking the wound from a shotgun blast... With gang green! Sorry ladies but this song goes out to all the guys out there that have been fucked over by that lie known as love Bottoms up. Looking back at all the times we had, I wish I could tell ya' that they weren't all so bad. But in the end we were just wasting our time, Yeah I knew what you were but I was out of my mind. Lost my mind... I knew you were common when we started this thing, So very common with you're everyday dreams. But I was desperate for a heart of gold, So I took a chance and I came in from the cold. Life's so cold... Let me let you in on a secret fellas if she sucks great cock she's a pro and if she spreads on the first date she's a hoe I oughta' have my fucking head examined for screwing with a skank like you. But it wasn't like I really felt for you, I was just cold and empty through and through... I thought you were something but you

Bored And Drunk
im jsut kinda sittin here at my friend eugenes cp a little buzzed still from like 2 mikes hards, two shots of sky melon, and some bacardisilver strwaberyr stuff. im sure compared to some of yalls drinking abilityds thats is not alot but whatever. im kinda bored but im talkin to people on yahoo im. someone talk to me. add me if u like. dont if ur a douche. rockinrob88@yahoo.com

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President,I'm about to plan a little trip with my family and extended family, And I would like to ask you to assist me. I'm going to walk across the border from the U.S. into Mexico, and I need to make a few arrangements. I know you can help with this. I plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. I'm sure they handle those things the same way you do here. So, would you mind telling your buddy, Mexican President , that I'm on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following: 1. Free medical care for my entire family . 2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not. 3. All government forms need to be printed in English. 4. I want my kids to be taught by English-speaking teachers. 5. Schools need to include classes on American culture and history. 6. I want my kids to see the American flag flying on the top of the flag pole at their school with the Mexican flag fl

Do Not Doubt How Much I Love You
Do not doubt how much i love you THough my time with you is thin. I am always thinking of you , a full time working mom and wife just doesn't have time to give. but i have given you my life, and you still reign where i most live. I do the best that i can do and hope that you will understand that everything belongs to you: my eyes, my thought, my heart, my hand.

A Great Slow Dancing Hands On Song...mmmmhhmmmm
ALabama Touch Me When We're Dancing Play us a song we can slow dance On we wanna hold each other Play us a groove so we hardly move Just let our hearts be together Oh baby 'cause it feels so good When we're close like this Whisper in my ear And let me steal a kiss Come on touch me when we're dancing You know you've got that lovin' touch Oh touch me when we're dancing I wanna feel you when I'm fallin' in love Tonight's the night and it feels so right What my heart's saying to me You're the one and I've waited so long So let your love flow through me Oh baby 'cause it feels so good We can be this close You've got me up so high I could fly coast to coast Come on touch me when we're dancing You know you've got that lovin' touch Oh touch me when we're dancing I wanna feel you when I'm fallin' in love Oh touch me when we're dancing You know you've got that lovin' touch Oh touch me when we're dancing I wanna feel you when I'm fallin' Feel you when I'm f

Thank You Friend
We can look around and find all the things that are wrong But, we can also find what is right to build a heart pure and strong What a wonderful world it can be When we have a friend Caring and True to one another It is a heart's perfect blend You are my heart's strength My heart's love and pride You are my heart's treasure My Friend that stays by my side

Assholes
I totally lost it today...we are talking total mental breakdown....some people that I have known for many years have been steadely getting more and more controlling over each and every aspect of my life. I lost my parents at a young age and about 6 years ago I met these ppl that desided to adopt me so to speak. Five years a go we had a HUGE falling out and I chose to cut the ties, well about 4 months ago they came back into my life and were really showing an interest in my children and me. About a month ago the female in the mix started getting VERY controlling, she had my kids calling her Grandma and this was ok as my children suffer a lack of grandparents. I have 7 year old twin girls and Linda (said female) desided to take ONE of them to church ( they are catholic) and not the other twin telling her that she was not serious about God! I was raised in a southern baptist church and have serious doubts and problems with the catholic religion to start with however this is what Sierra wa

Your Sweet Lips Upon Mine
I'm sitting here thinking of your sweet lips upon mine, the things it conjures up are simply divine! oh my love, how i long to share a deep kiss... MMMM those luscious lips how they bring me such bliss! I cannot wait until we are together again. To hold you in my arms and let our love begin. UNtil that time is finally here Know in your heart i am always near. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!

Just An Update For Those Who Care!!
I've been sick for the last 2 weeks which is why I haven't been on. But geting better so I'll be replying to the comments that were posted while I was sick!! Thank you to all those who have been showing me love!! Love you guys,I'll get to you when I can!!

Feelings
Feelings are everywhere Everyone has feelings a human,a kitten,a dog,a cat, when in hurt and sorrow when in fear you have feelings towards everything on this so called Planet earth. *~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~

In Bubbling Delight
perfumed bubbles soft upon the skin reclined together love swirls within the jauzzi for two tingling sensually liquid embraces stroking playfully smiles of affection in bubbling delight a mirror reflecting in a soft pink light soothing pleasure soft lingering kiss relaxing together we bathe in bliss.

Guardian Angel
I love when you touch me, hold me,kiss me,love me, I have this feeling inside my heart that just wants to come out,it's a warm caring good feeling but i only know what that feeling is,not a human but a good spirit my guardian angel,that i happen to adore every much and love. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky lil sex kitten *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Pulp Fiction, The Masturbation Diet Roflmao Hahahhaha
Pulp Friction - The Grapefruit Masturbation Diet > >By John R. > >Kinky Contest Home > > > > I start out with a large pink grapefruit. My schedule > >determines which avenue I take. If time permitting, I > >place the grapefruit in the oven at 300 degrees for 21 > >minutes. If I am rushed for time and desire the "quick > >fix" (this is the difference between the Outback & > >McDonalds) I pop the fruit in the microwave on high > >for 5-7 minutes. I then "core" the grapefruit on top > >about the size of a half dollar. > > > >While the grapefruit is "baking" I achieve an erection > >by checking out the voyeur cams at my favorite > >website, www.fetishsociety.com. There is something > >about those voyeur-cams that excites me to an erection > >that is as hard as Chinese arithmetic. I put in an > >erotic video. (Adam & Eve's 100 porn stars is a > >favorite. Four hours long) > > > >I then take out the warm, moist, grapefruit and insert > >my hard penis into it. Limp dicks

Heavens In My Eyes
when you see the tear drops fall from my eyes, The sorrow of light in my heart, when you run your fingers through my hair with the breeze,and the rainfall in the distance path of the heavens waiting to greet you with my love. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka Kinky lil sex kitten ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Long Reading Well Worth It
Written by: Mz Phyl 'MzCaBBW*USAF Veteran*Writer Of Erotica-See Blogs*SF 49er Fan' B. a FUBAR NINJA * Chickenhawk: A person enthusiastic about war, provided someone else fights it; particularly when that enthusiasm is undimmed by personal experience with war; most emphatically when that lack of experience came in spite of ample opportunity in that person’s youth. * * Donald Rumsfeld-Avoided Korea * When the shooting started in Korea, Rumsfeld was either 18 or about to turn 18. He spent the war at Princeton, wearing a ROTC uniform. Once the war was over he flew jets for the Navy for a few years. Defenders of Rumsfeld will say he’s no chickenhawk — he served, and it’s not his fault the war ended before he got his commission. Perhaps but plenty of farmers and mechanics and kids just out of high school served. Anyone as full of himself as he is could have tried for a battlefield commission. "WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE. THEY ARE IN THE AREA AROUND TIKRIT AND BAHGDAD. A

As I Sit Here
As i sit here on the beach my normanl life seems so out of reach. the waves are hitting the sand i just wish you were here to hold my hand. I know you are far way here i could never stay. you are who i am missing right now i wish you and i were kissing. As i sit here putting seashells in a jar I know when no one else is there for me, you are. I know in my heart That i never want us to part. When everything seems so out of line it all changes when i see you-everything's fine. AS i sit here i know my love is yours forever and i don't want our hearts to sever.

Lovers
when i see you i think of you as the night turns into daylight a night without you is a night without air as you hold me tight with nothing to bare, a touch, a glow, a weap of a cry your gentle touch warmth of your body against mine with out nothing on in the nude we stand lovers in the sand. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ written by Raina aka kinky Lil sex Kitten ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I Love You Jennifer!!!
i know she cant read this, anyway as you know thursday/early friday jens basement was flooded and she lost everything she had, she was able to save her jewelry box which is great but all her stuffed animals she had and that i gave her she lost. even tho the jewelry costed more than the stuffed animals i am more upset of them being ruined, but its ok i promise her to get her everything i got her again.i know its not the same and i cant ever replace the same sentimental value they had. also she lost her computer and cant get online, which i am gonna try and give her my mothers if its ok, when their basement dries out. anyway i just wanted to repeat myself. I LOVE YOU JENNIFER ANN!!!

How Did We Get Here?
My brother It has been over a year since my bother had passed away, I remember this event with great detail. A few weeks before he had passed my mom called my telling me that my bother was in the hospital with a liver problem. About ever other day I would get a call on his status, this was like riding a rollercoaster… He went to possible recovery to No recovery… The Call The call came in at dinner time on a Sunday – My bothers condition has turned for the worst. This time I knew that there was no way he would pull out because my mom had bought ticket for me to fly out to California… As I scrambled to get packed and ready to leave I was sick to my stomach – My bother who I have only talked to a few time in the past 12 years was ill and I had no idea how ill he had been… I arrived to California on a Tuesday – I stepped into the hospital and was met by my mom, my younger bother, and my bother's wife… we all hugged and then I proceed to get caught up on his condition… Betw

Shinedown
shinedown was so kick ass it rained really bad so a lot of people left so the 5 of us got to me in the in the frist row and they dint was to use power bc of the rain so they sat real close to the egde stage and sang and at the end bc they didnt get to play that much they all came out and meet evey one i got a doller signed then on the way home we stoped at ihop and ate the food was grat but the bitch that was seaveing us was a bitch

Diver's Curse's
when you become a part of a specific world you start to see thing differently. Being a part of a diving community you see how small it is..why? well, its the craziest way of life you could ever imagine. Not to mention fun and exciting. hell, my office is over 60 feet underwater and no one gives a shit what i wear or how i dress or how many tatoos I have. No customer service or people skills required..you just have to have nerves of steel and viens full of gasoline. With a crazy world comes crazy superstition. We call them curse's, some are true and based on physics...other's are based on a he said she said basis. curse number one comes from physics...the number one cause of death to a commercial diver is known as delta P...it all breaks down to a rapid change in pressure, or a rapid flow of pressure..it cant be stopped or predicted. once it has you..there's no escape...your a gonner. Curse number two is that because of being uder pressure so much your body chemistry and

Tomorrow
well tomorrow is the last day we will be open so you all should come by cause all the books, bookmarks, dvd’s, and audio are 40% off and book lights are 50% off and all the calendars, bargain and the journals are just 1 dollars so I better see all of you at the store!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some Insight Into Me
Well, as my first blog, it will be a totally fucked up one. Work=blows. People=Blows Fubar=not so bad... Anyways. This site is actually pretty fucking cool. A majority of people are hot AND kind. WOW that is a shocker really. People in the real world are devoured by material things, wealth of course, and their nack for loving themselves too much, haha. anyways my point is. Fubar, you rock. So this site gives me a chance to actually have fun without dealing with these slimy fucks. Chow. -King of Swing

Dumb
Y DO WOMAN ON HERE THINK THEY FKN OWN MY PAGE.. I ASKED SO MANY TIMES TAKE ME OFF THEIR FAN LIST.. AND NO THEY WONT CUZ THEY DONT WANNA....WHOS PAGE IS IT NOT THIERS... IM SICK OF PEOPLE DOIN THIS ...I DONT RESPCT NOTTA FOR THAT.. IF U WEANT MY RESPECT WELL U DO AS UR FKN TOLD... OR FEEL THE HEAT OF ME DOIN DAMAGE TO UR PAGE.. KEEP IT UP...WOMEN..

Lenny Kravitz - Are You Gonna Go My Way
I was born long ago I am the chosen, I'm the one I have come to save the day And I won't leave until I'm done So that's why we've got to try We've got to breathe and have some fun Though I'm not paid I play this game And I won't stop until I'm done (But what I really want to know is) Are you gonna go my way (Please baby) and I got to (please) got to know (I got to know) yeah I don't know why we always cry This we must leave and get undone We must engage and rearrange And turn this planet back to one So tell me why we got to die And kill each other one by one We've got to hug and rub-a-dub We've got to dance and be in love (But what I really wanna know is) Are you gonna go my way (Please baby) and I got to, got to know (I got to know) Are you gonna go my way 'Cause baby I got to know, yeah

Jimi Hendrix - All Along The Watchtower
There must be some kind of way out of here Said the joker to the thief Theres too much confusion I cant get no relief Businessman they drink my wine Plow men dig my earth None will level on the line Nobody of it is worth Hey hey No reason to get excited The thief he kindly spoke There are many here among us Who feel that life is but a joke but uh But you and I weve been through that And this is not our fate So let us not talk falsely now The hours getting late Hey Hey All along the watchtower Princes kept the view While all the women came and went Bare-foot servants to, but huh Outside in the cold distance A wild cat did growl Two riders were approachin And the wind began to howl Hey Oh All along the watchtower Hear you sing around the watch Gotta beware gotta beware I will Yeah Ooh baby All along the watchtower

Sylvia H ( From Stash )
This is the same note from stash. Now at this time. You are my only true lover. My heart will always tells u that I love you very fucken much with all my fucken heart.. Dont let the chain release. Hope you love this note. Love you babe..

My Contest
I am in my very first contest and i need some help... i havent been on too much because i just found out i was pregnant on tuesday and i been really tired...so please, i'd appreciate all the help you could give me...CONTEST ENDS on the 26th!!!

Tag! You're It.
Disclaimer: I did not write this nor do I have any clue who did. I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of a 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to play kickball during recess and paint with watercolors in art. I want to lie under a big Oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summers day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, addition tables and simple nursery rhymes. But that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. When all you knew was to be happy because you didn't know all the things that should make you worried and upset. I want to think that the world is fair. That eve

His Last Chance
HERE IS THE THING. I HAVE SOME FRIENDS THAT HAVE HAD A ROCKY LIFE FOR 3 YEARS NOW.. BUT FOR ALL THE OTHER TIMES THEY WHERE TOGETHER AT THE BEGINING THINGS WHERE WONDERFUL..NOW HERE THEY ARE AFTER SO LONG OF BEING TOGETHER.ONE HAS HIT THERE END MARK. THEY HAE TRYED FROM TIME TO TIME TO FIX THERE LIFE TOGETHER.. BUT IT ALLWAYS GOES BACK TO THE SAME THING.. THEY ARE BOTH HARD HEADED AND JUST HATE TO SAY ITS OVER. THEY DO NOT FIGHT.. BUT THEY DO DO THINGS THAT THEY KNOW HURTS ONE ANOTHER TO THE CORD.. FOR THREE YEARS THEY HAVE DONE THAT.. HURT ONE ANOTHER TIME AND TIME AGAIN.. BUT YET THEY BOTH KNOW THERE IS STILL LOVE THERE..KNOWING IT WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND.. SHE WAS A LOVING PERSON WITH A BIG HEART.. SHE SAW HIM AS HER WORLD.. WHAT HE DID SHE DID, WHAT HE LOVED SHE LEARNED TO LOVE.. SHE GAVE HER SELF TO THAT HE WAS HAPPY. SHE NEVER LOOKED AT A NOTHER MAN IN THE WAY OF LEAVING.. NEVER QUESTION THE FACT THEY WOULD ALWAYS BE TOGETHER.. SHE GAVE HIM KIDS AND A LIFE SHE TRYED SO HARD TO M

Friends
i just want to let the ladies know im not here to try and get in any of your panties, im here just to make friends. im 53 yrs old, crippled and just lost the love of my life to cancer,in 2004, i have spinal stinoses i 3 parts of my back and can hardly walk im in a wheelchair most of the time so i would be any good to you as a lover so i just want to be friends.my step-kids left me after the lost of their mother so now im all alone.thank you for your time and i will try and be on here more my pc keeps acting up. take care and god bless.

Stop By Please
can ya stop by and show my friend some love and rate all his stashes please it would make me happy if ya did it....thanks BabyBoy J·Hubby/RL BF to SultryPrincess·Founder of Gothic Rebels Family·Member Of Club Far@ fubar

~~wine Vs. Water~~
Wine vs. Water I read today that in a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. Coli) bacteria FFound in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There's no need to thank me for this valuable information; I'm doing it as a public service.

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dani California
Getting born in the state of Mississippi Papa was a copper and mama was a hippie In Alabama she would swing a hammer Price you gotta pay when you break the panorama She never knew that there was anything more than poor What in the world does your company take me for Black bandana, sweet Louisiana robbin' all a bank in the state of Indiana She's a runner, rebel and a stunner On her merry way sayin; baby whatcha gonna Lookin' down the barrel of a hot MAGNUM 45 Just another way to survive California rest in peace Simultaneous release California show your teeth She's my priestess, I'm your priest YEAH, YEAH She's a lover baby and a fighter Shoulda seen it coming when it got a little brighter With a name like Dani California The day was gonna come whe I was gonna mourn ya A little loaded, she was stealing another breath I love my baby to death California rest in peace Simultaneous release California show your teeth She's my priestess, I'm your priest YEAH

Kathy
Ok, great job on my contest everyone. Thanks for everyones help and support. Now we are going to focus on Kathy until further notice. She is also behind because she was helping me. Here is the link. Please show her mad love. MUAH

Soggy Bottom Boys - I Am A Man Of Constant Sorrow
In constant sorrow all through his days! I am a man of constant sorrow, I've seen trouble all my days. I bid farewell to old Kentucky, The place where I was born and raised. The place where he was born and raised! For six long years, I've been in trouble. no pleasure here, on earth I've found. For in this world, I'm bound to ramble, I have no friends to help me now. He has no friends to help him now! It's fare thee well, my old true lover, I ne'er expect to see you again. For I'm bound to ride, that Northern Railroad, Perhaps I'll die upon this train. Perhaps he'll die upon this train! You can bury me in some deep Valley, For many years, there I may lay. Then you may learn to love another while I am sleeping in my grave While he is sleeping in his grave! Maybe your friends think I'm just a stranger, My face you'll never see no more. But, there is one promise that is given, I'll meet you on God's golden shore. He'll meet you on God's

Words To Muse Over…
"When you aspire for something with passion, all the universe conspires to make it happen..." "...there is one great truth on this planet: whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, its because that desire originated in the soul of the universe. Its your mission on earth." "If something happens once, it will never happen again. But if something happens twice, it will surely happen a third time." "Intuition is really a sudden immersion of the soul into the universal current of life." "Courage is the quality most essential to understanding the Language of the World." "There is only one way to learn,...It's through action. Everything you need to know you have learned through your journey." "There is only one thing that makes a dream impossible to achieve: the fear of failure." "The darkest hour of the night came just before dawn." "One 'dies of thirst just when palm trees have appeared on the horizon.'" "

Fleetwood Mac - Don't Stop
If you wake up and dont want to smile, If it takes just a little while, Open your eyes and look at the day, Youll see things in a different way. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. Why not think about times to come, And not about the things that youve done, If your life was bad to you, Just think what tomorrow will do. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. All I want is to see you smile, If it takes just a little while, I know you dont believe that its true, I never meant any harm to you. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. Dont you look back, Dont you look back.

Worst Day
Fuckin worst day ever!!!! Current mood: frustrated I woke up with a bad ass headache around noon! Ok damn.. i can deal with that. I went to lunch with mom and dess.. and my check got cashed.. good paycheck.. I can deal with that .... It's when i walked into fuckin work that my day went to hell. I went to grab my headset from jen's office and fuck! I got asked to stay.. APPARENTLY there is an issue with my breaks and me takin to much of an extension of them. 2 1/2 hours over how long my breaks were to last total. This is a big issues because it's considered fuckin time fraud. Store mgt demanded a reason why and i couldn't really give them one to be honest. I've been really stressed out, dealing with a buncha things in my personal life and i just let it interfere in my job. I lose track of time or i've got a headache/stomachache from the stress and i take the extra mins to sit and relax. I DUNNO! All I know is that I had to write a letter to corporate mgt expl

~~women's Headache Problem Solved~~
There was this little wife who had been suffering severe headaches for a long time and nothing she did would ease the pain. One night she came home from work, all smiles and happy and announces to her husband that she no longer has that terrible headache. "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' It worked! The headaches are all gone." "Well, that is wonderful" the husband replied. His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. Why don't you go see the hypnotist and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife and carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and say

My First Contest
MY FIRST CONTEST PLEASE HELP OUT! Please repost this bulletin! Hey Peeps! The Contest has started!!!!!!! Must have 2500 comments to qualify for prizes! The contest will run for 2 weeks, ending on September 6th, at 7 PM MST. You are allowed to comment bomb all you like, have your friends comment bomb too! 1st Place: I Month VIP 2nd Place: 7 Day Blast 3rd Place: 3 Day Blast ~~}»»P£P®M¥ÑT««{~~@ fubar

Marrage
my marrige is over my husband left me. i feel like my whole world is falling apart so fast i can't stop it. i keep thinking that if i would of stopped trying to change him so much to actually change myself a little things would be ok, like if i wasn't such a bitch he woulded of been such of an ass. i don't know wat to do anymore.

Lady Down On Love
Alabama Lady Down on Love It's her first night on the town since she was just eighteen a lady down on love and out of hope and dreams. The ties that once bound her now are broke away and she's like a baby just learning how to play. She never thought that love could ever end so soon. Her mind drifts back in time to a mid-summer moon when he asked her to marry and she glady said O.K. and a woman came to be from the girl of yesterday. Now she's a lady down on love. She needs somebody to gently pick her up. She's got her freedom but she'd rather be bound to a man who would love her and never let her down. Well I know a lady that's down on her love 'cause I used to hold her and have that special touch. But work took me away from home late at nights and I wasn't there when she turned out the lights. Then both of us got lonely and I gave into lust and she just couldn't live with a man she couldn't trust. Now she's a lady down on lo

Had Enough
This Depression Im going through is driving me insane. At this point in time I feel physically ill. the stress and anxiety I feel is causing me to have pain in my chest, neck and I keep feeling dizzy and weird. My eyes hurt all the time, im getting headaches pains in my joints, stomach feels knotted, frighten, I have had other symptoms like paranoid,delutions etc. some have been caused by meds which im coming off. I cant sleep, perhaps 2 or 3 hours a night. Im afraid to say things to people in case I upset them,I Also Feel unloved and cared about. All the people I have phoned I get the voice message. I have txted a few people no reply. guess that what everyone really thinks about me. Everybody wants to get on with there lives and cant do with me and my illness. guess im a burden on everyone. I feel very alone and unloved. Maybe I would be better just dissapearing, or going to my mum. At least I would be at peace and with someone who really loved me. The only one that as shown me any

Panic! At The Disco - Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dimming and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Well think of what you did, and how I hope to God he was worth it When the lights are dimming and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie, you had me Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat No no no, you know it will always just be me Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster! So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close? So I guess we're back to us, so cameraman swing the focus! In case I lost my train of thought where was it that we last left off? Let's pick up pick up Oh n

When We Make Love
ALabama WHen We Make Love There's a light, in your eyes tonight. You know I know that look anywhere. You got plans, and I'm one lucky man. Before we get so carried away, Theres just something I've been wanting to say. When we make love Its more to me than just an affair I want you to know how much I care When we make love Oh its such a precious time We share our hearts, our souls and our minds... When we make love Oh yea..... Watching you, make your little moves Well I can tell its gonna be a long night All day long, we keep holding on It couldn't be any better than this I got it all in my fingertips When we make love Oh, its more than just an affair I want you to know how much I care. When we make love Oh, its such a precious time We share our hearts our souls and our minds... These moments..these feelings..mmmmmm When we make love Its more to me than just an affair I want you to know how much I care When we make love Oh, its

Olivia
I have a little Granddaughter, who means the world to me She's living with the Angels and is as special as can be And even though she's up there, playing in the clouds She's still my precious Granddaughter and I am so very proud Her picture takes pride of place on my living room wall Ready to be admired by all who come to call I know I can not hold her, or bounce her on my knee But only have to close my eyes, her little face to see I never will stop missing her and wishing she were here But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that she is very near So play happily little Granddaughter, you will never be forgot I love you so and always will, though I miss you such a lot .

Elvis Presley - A Little Less Conversation
A little less conversation, a little more action please All this aggravation aint satisfactioning me A little more bite and a little less bark A little less fight and a little more spark Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me Satisfy me baby Baby close your eyes and listen to the music Drifting through a summer breeze Its a groovy night and I can show you how to use it Come along with me and put your mind at ease A little less conversation, a little more action please All this aggravation aint satisfactioning me A little more bite and a little less bark A little less fight and a little more spark Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me Satisfy me baby Come on baby Im tired of talking Grab your coat and lets start walking Come on, come on Come on, come on Come on, come on Dont procrastinate, dont articulate Girl its getting late, gettin upset waitin around A little less conversation, a little more action please All

For Olivia My Niece And The Babes I Never Knew
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born, that something stopped my heart, I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start. Although my body you can’t hold, it doesn’t mean I’m gone, This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on, I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face, You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, someday we will embrace. You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes” But that won’t soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache. I’m watching over all you do, another child you’ll bear, Believe me when I say to you, that I am always there. There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand, Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you’ll understand. Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes, That doesn’t mean I never “was”…An Angel Never Dies.

Good Hearted Woman (yep That's Me)
Good Hearted Woman Willie Nelson A long time forgotten are dreams that just felt by the way. And the good life he promised ain't what she's living to day. But she never complains of the bad times or bad things he's done Lord. She's just talks about the good times they've had and all the good times to come. She's a good hearted woman in love with a good timin' man. She loves him in spite of his ways that she don't understand. Through teardrops and laughter they'll pass though his world hand in hand. A good hearted woman lovin' her good timin' man. He likes the night life the brightlights and good timin' friends. when the party's all over she welcome him back home again. Lord knows she don't understand him but she does the best that she can. 'Cause she's a good hearted woman she loves her good timin' man. She's a good hearted woman ...

Gnarls Barkley - Crazy
I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that place. Even your emotions have an echo In so much space And when you're out there Without care, Yeah, I was out of touch But it wasn't because I didn't know enough I just knew too much Does that make me crazy? Does that make me crazy? Does that make me crazy? Probably And I hope that you are having the time of your life But think twice, that's my only advice Come on now, who do you, who do you, who do you, who do you think you are, Ha ha ha bless your soul You really think you're in control Well, I think you're crazy I think you're crazy I think you're crazy Just like me My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb And all I remember is thinking, I wanna be like them Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun And it's no coincidence I've come And I can die when I'm done But Maybe I'm crazy Maybe you're cra

Sad Day For Me
My grandma died today, it's a long story but started with Cancer and went all bad from there. I miss her and love her so much. She was the best human being I ever knew in my whole life. I will be going to Las Vegas probably on Friday for a funeral on Saturday, then not sure when I will be coming back home yet, probably Sunday. I've been under alot of stress lately in my home and personal life ect. and then this, so sorry if you all think I've been bitchy..lol Well ok mayber I can't blame it all on that, some of it is just me..lol Just thought I'd share that. Lisa~

A Whore In Sheeps Clothing!
COHEED AND CAMBRIA "Welcome Home" You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well you're just as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if it's here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life? Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed? With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played letter, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder... happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin I condemn you Demon play, demon out! Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed? With truth on the

Revelations
Tearing Down I was listening to Red Wanting Blue for a good long while tonight. It’s what I usually do when I have some sort of problem. I came across a song I hadn’t heard in a long time. Tearing Down….. it’s a great song, and I’m amazed that these guys are not on the radio, but that’s neither here nor there. As I sat back and started to follow the words, it seemed like all the junk, all the problems that have dogged me for a while suddenly became uprooted. Questions like, What have I been doing? Why do I give up so easily? Why have I treated certain people the way I’ve treated them? Why do I deserve friends like them? Can I ever win their trust back? began flooding through my mind at terrific speeds, hanging around barely long enough for me to register them when they flew off and another took it’s place. Slowly, I began to realize I’ve been dealing with things in the same old way I always have: when something arises, the first thing I do is destroy my support system by drivin

Whiskey River
********Willie Nelson******** Whiskey River take my mind, Don't let her mem'ry torture me. Whiskey River don't run dry, You're all I've got, take care of me. Whiskey River take my mind, Don't let her mem'ry torture me. Whiskey River don't run dry, You're all I've got, take care of me. I'm drowning in a whiskey river, Bathing my mem'ried mind in the wetness of its soul. Feeling the amber current flowin' from my mind. And warm an empty heart you left so cold. Whiskey River take my mind, Don't let her mem'ry torture me. Whiskey River don't run dry, You're all I've got, take care of me. Instrumental break. I'm drowning in a whiskey river, Bathing my mem'ried mind in the wetness of its soul. Feeling the amber current flowin' from my mind. And warm an empty heart you left so cold. Whiskey River take my mind, Don't let her mem'ry torture me. Whiskey River don't run dry, You're all I've got, take care of me.

Fallen Angels
Here lies fallen angels dead on the ground Their spirits stand there looking all round If you go to spot You'll see a mound and you'll feel their presences As the days go by people come to mourn Those that show respect are adorn let the memories never fade Every time you look upon the mound Just remember its all right to shed a tear As the pain fills inside and hurts it wont go a way The anger we shall not hide it These you remember the american pride. People in the world remember all around That here lies a fallen angels dead on the ground Teshanna Kathleen Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens

Black Unicorn
one day i went outside to look at the sky all the clouds where white,but one was black it started to turn in to shape of a unicorn a black unicron Oh,how beatiful this creature is it moved like the wind and cutting though the clouds like they were paper It's foot steps where the sounds of thunder and with each step like flashing lighting Oh, my beatiful unicorn set me free,from the bonds of hate and let me go to heaven,so i can run as free as my black unicorn Teshanna Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens

Thanks Again
Thank you again to all that helped with the contest...still behind, but oh well....things will work out the way they are supposed to. I have been hungover all day so I am hitting the sack again, cause I am out of comments once more..its going to be a long day for me tomorrow...If any of you get the time...please click the pic below and comment some ..Please...thanks..:) Click the pic!

Pm Dawn - I'd Die Without You
Is it my turn to wish you were lying here. I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping. Is it my turn to fictionalize my world. Or even imagine your emotions. Tell myself anything... Is it my turn to hold you by your hands. Tell you I love you and you not hear me... Is it my turn to totally understand. To watch you walk out of my life and not do a damn thing... If I have to give away... The feeling that I feel. If I have to sacrifice... Oh, whatever babe, whatever baby. If I have to take apart... All that I am... Is there anything that I would not do, since I would die without you... Oh, I apologize for all the things I've done. But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning... Is it my turn to be the one to cry. Isn't it amazing how some things completely turn around... So take every little piece of my heart... Yeah, take every little piece of my soul... Yeah, take every little bitty piece of my mind... 'Cause if you're gone... inside... I'd die without you... I

All That I Have
i have nothing else to give to you... this is all that i have. oh i do wish i can please you... but this is all that i have. i wish there was more to say... but this is all that i have. i want to share the world with you... but this is all that i have. nothing else will matter... as long you are all that i have.

Angel Of Death
I sit and pray for the angel of death take this old body to the land of death because the world is full of hate and crime let me be with my kind in death I no longer have the will to live in world of hate Teshanna Kathleen Stephens Copyright ©2007 Teshanna Kathleen Stephens

Poetry Shorts Iii
Mankind's Blunder Why is mankind so naive? Brilliant by nature yet folly ensues. How awesome our accomplishments, How great our labor. The order, yet chaotic, temptation reigns! The endless opportunity, except in a state of greed. An so robberies & so murderers & so victims grieve. At the void cruelty of this material world. Weighed is thy soul on a scale of deceit & lies. We have the knowledge to know that we are wrong, Yet not the wisdom to overcome. An fight though we do for a false pride, Our undoing will find us humble as we try to deny. That our intentions of our thought noble plan, Lack by far the goals once obtainable. Our souls will then mourn at our failure, Sad that being decent, would have found us all knowing! Destined Why must my fate be entwined with hate? Or do we each start with a clean slate? Is all we do predetermined? As useless & as futile as preachers & their sermons? I couldn't stand the thought of a life I don't control. I'm as

Im A True Boyfriend And Hell Ya I Know This To Well Where Are You Babe...............
"A true boyfriend better know this sh*T 8-25-07. Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/waist/boobs. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her •Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • Give her the world. • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe?" OMG OK NO COMMENT BEEN THE

Smashing Pumpkins - 1979
Shakedown 1979 Cool kids never have the time On a live wire right up off the street You and I should meet Junebug skipping like a stone With the headlights pointed at the dawn We were sure we'd never see an end to it all And I don't even care to shake these zipper blues And we don't know Just where our bones will rest To dust I guess Forgotten and absorbed into the earth below Double cross the vacant and the bored They're not sure just what we have in store Morphine city slippin' dues down to see That we don't even care as restless as we are We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts And poured cement, lamented and assured To the lights and towns below Faster than the speed of sound Faster than we thought we'd go Beneath the sound of hope Justine never knew the rules, Hung down with the freaks and the ghouls No apologies ever need be made I know you better than you fake it to see That we don't even care to shake these zipper blues And we don'

Friends
I just want to say thankyou to the people who visit my site and leave comments and love, for not only me, but for others to see as well. There is a lot of pretending on this site, but I will be as honest as possible with each and every person who wants to be a friend to me. Ask me a question if you have any doubts and I will answer you truthfully. All I ask for is warmth and understanding.....nothing more!!!! Have a beautiful time on here and if you need or want to have a chat with someone......then please give me a yell. Warmth and love to all Ken xxxxxxxxxx

Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonnaise
Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow June We'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets go I send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils Scream And I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will Mother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So bad When I can, I will Words defy the plans When I can, I will Fool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel this No more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Ca

Easy Grilled Chicken With Black Beans And Rice
Grilled chicken is paired with delicious brown rice dish with black beans and corn. Serve this with a tasty tossed salad or sliced fresh tomatoes and cucumbers. INGREDIENTS: * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 cup diced onion * 1 cup diced bell peppers, red, yellow, and green * 3 medium cloves garlic, finely minced * 1 cup brown rice * 1 teaspoon Cajun seasoning * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 2 cups chicken broth * 1 can (15 ounces) petite diced tomatoes, drained * 1 can (15 ounces) black beans, drained * 1 cup fresh or frozen corn kernels * 1 tablespoon fresh chopped parsley * 4 to 6 boneless chicken breast halves * Light balsamic vinaigrette * 1 tablespoon honey * Dash cayenne pepper * Juice of 1 lime PREPARATION: Wash chicken and pat dry. In a food storage bag, combine the chicken, vinaigrette, honey, cayenne, and lime juice. Marinate for 2

† Calling All Dragonsong Inn Staff †
Calling All DragonSong Inn Staff Members I am calling all my staff members to the lounge asap tonight i want it to be fixed and to reopen 2morow night it is mandatory you show up you do not show you are fired no if's and's or butt's Thank You ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Hate Being Used
ok i hate being used as a babysitter ok. now some of you know that i was babysitting not anymore the kid was a punk to my son threw things at him. bit him 3 times and the dad did not care. i called them all day the other day then left them a message well they did not call me no they called my husband just because he has way with words. can we say the guy is a pussy who is scared of women lol pussy. then he called my husband again tonight and told him he has 20 bucks for me. i have now have rules for this shit.

U2 - I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For
I have climbed the highest mountains I have run through the fields Only to be with you Only to be with you I have run I have crawled I have scaled these city walls Only to be with you But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I have kissed honey lips Felt the healing in her fingertips It burned like fire This burning desire I have spoke with the tongue of angels I have held the hand of a devil It was warm in the night I was cold as a stone But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for I believe in the Kingdom Come Then all the colors will bleed into one But yes I'm still running. You broke the bonds You loosened the chains You carried the cross And my shame And my shame You know I believed it But I still haven't found What I'm looking for But I still haven't found What I'm looking for

~~abused Women~~
OLD ETHEL > Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved > to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and > getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. > Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a > picnic the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually > joined in. > One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door > opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. > "STOP!," he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that > thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat > wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down > the hall. > As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, > weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got > proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink > coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way, > Ma'am." > As Ethel neared the

Fuckin A
so i go to put the security deposit on my house today and everythings going perfect right.... wrong. so i leave the house and im riding through town and i see my cousins car parked in front of her house, shes not at work. so i stop by, shes telling me come here girl you gotta see this. we go up and i see the cracked mirror and bullet hole in the wall. someone came up in her apartment shooting. trying to kill her husband. first thing out of my mouth was my babies. all three of the kids were there. my eyes filled with tears. what if one of them had woke up, walked out there. im fucking furious. so i spent some time with my cousin we talked bout everything. then im heading out since i had to be at work. im sitting at a stoplight and my car dies. i get it started again, but its not running right. so im like ok im 2 miles from my aunts house. it dies 4 more times before we reach her house. finaly i get there. i had to call my dad to come. they changed the computer spark

Quit My Job
So yeah... I Quit my job tonight. I finally snapped. Sick of people walking al over me, and picking fun at me, and treating me like crap. I have worked there for 3 yrs over the past 4 yrs. I asked for two weeks off and even got the days covered and I still had to work two of the days, because it wasn't an "Official Vaction". A month later the NEW cook ask for tens days off a week before and gets them all covered..... even the owner covered five of the days. i had mine up for like 3 months and still i had to beg people to cover my shifts and till had to come in on my vaca and work.

Poetry Shorts Ii
Alleged Pessimist Labeled negative for these poem’s I write It’s really quite sad they’re my psalms of life An I guess judging solely by them nothing ever goes right But that’s not the case; it’s how I work through the strife All these rhythmic journey’s that come from me Are experiences I’ve had, things I’ve been through si Just a man that was told he was free But in times like these I don’t see how that can be Free to what? Free to struggle Free to go hungry Free to die more daily Or work enslavingly Free to be told how to believe Or feel each day, no way to be Gradually loosing myself in this mess Growing more disgusted daily I must confess That I’m conforming, falling in line Societies loser, wandering lost an sublime “But I’ve fought so hard, I’ve failed!” I wail crying Failed to keep my fire from slowly dying Flags Fateful flags, hateful flags, Irateful flags slew. As Nazi flags, & Mockery flags, The slaughter flag of Jews. F

Tom Petty - Runnin Down A Dream
It was a beautiful day, the sun beat down I had the radio on, I was drivin The trees went by, me and del were singin Little runaway, I was flyin Yeah runnin down a dream That never would come to me Workin on a mystery, goin wherever it leads Im runnin down a dream I felt so good, like anything was possible I hit cruise control, and rubbed my eyes The last three days, the rain was unstoppable It was always cold, no sun shine Yeah Im runnin down a dream That never would come to me Workin on a mystery, goin wherever it leads Runnin down a dream I rolled on as, the sky grew dark I put the pedal down, to make some time Theres something good, waitin down this road Im pickin up, whatever is mine Im runnin down a dream That never would come to me Workin on a mystery, goin wherever it leads Im runnin down a dream

3rd Eye Blind - Semi-charmed Life
I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling, she's living, she's golden and she lives for me, She says she lives for me, Ovation, She's got her own motivation, she comes round and she goes down on me, And I make her smile, It's like a drug for you, Do ever what you want to do, Coming over you, Keep on smiling, what we go through. One stop to the rhythm that divides you, And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse, Chop another line like a coda with a curse, And I come on like a freak show takes the stage. We give them the games we play, she said, I want something else, to get me through this, Semi-charmed kind of life, I want something else, I'm not listening when you say, Good-bye. The sky it was gold, it was rose, I was taking sips of it through my nose, And I wish I could get back there, Some place back there, Smiling in the pictures you would take, Doing crystal myth, Will lift you up until you break, It won't stop, I won't come do

I Have Seen...
I have seen you in various stages of undress. I have seen you through various states of madness. I have seen your refractions and I did not recognize you. I have seen you in various states of madness. How high your highest of heights? How low are your lows?

Do You Love Me Enough?
Ok I want to know how many people are out there that would do this for me. SEND ME SOME SEXY SHIT BE DIFF. LOOKING TO SEE IF YOU CAN TAKE A PIC WITH A PAPER THAT SAYS TEXAS GODDESS AND SEND IT TO ME. 1. BE SEXY. 2. SOmething to write on....... 3. WRITE TEXAS GODDESS ON YOU OR SOME PAPER MAKE IT NICE BUT BE DIFF AND SEXY HOLDING THE PICTURE. 4. TAKE THE PIC AND SEND IT. 5. I will post in a picture slide. 6.THANK YOU>>>>>> THANK YOU

Poetry Shorts 1
Work Horse Muscles Aching, Back Breaking, Working Daily for a Buck$ Chump Change Making, In My Life Forsaken, Caught In This Circle, Ya’ll Knows It Sucks. Constant Fatigue, But Still Pressing On. My Free Flowing Happiness Is Now Long Gone. Thursday Paid, Monday Broke. Occasionally in my tears I'm soaked. Is This The Fate Of The Human Race? Labor All Your Life To Die? Tick tock Drip drop This is a play on words, just for fun To amuse others & dumbfound some I conceived this poem as the clock went tick And was writing before it tocked Was half way through when it flipped Yet was finished before it flopped No use to aim, I can shoot from the hip Hitting bulls’ eyes as I hop The weapon I use is my pencil tip Aiming str8 dead center top From my tongue, the words dew drip To the page is where they’ll drop They come really quick, I just let’em rip But this is where I’ll stop. Volkswagen Earrings I have hubcaps for ear rings aren’t I so cool

Tom Petty - Its Good To Be King
It's good to be king, if just for a while To be there in velvet, yeah, to give 'em a smile It's good to get high, and never come down It's good to be king of your own little town Yeah, the world would swing if I were king Can I help it if I still dream time to time It's good to be king and have your own way Get a feeling of peace at the end of the day And when your bulldog barks and your canary sings You're out there with winners, yeah, it's good to be king Yeah I'll be king when dogs get wings Can I help it if I still dream time to time It's good to be king and have your own world It helps to make friends, it's good to meet girls A sweet little queen who can't run away It's good to be king, whatever it pays Excuse me if I have some place in my mind Where I go time to time

School
I am so excited I just got my new camera for my next Photo class I got a Canon EOS Rebel XTI SLR Digital 800 dollar camera dropped over a grand at the camera shop and cant wait to start taking some more shots will let everyone know when I post new pics

The Best Friends Anyone Could Have!!!
I could not have picked better friends then these... They run so fast ... to my defense... Just because They love me so... and I love them... No one could ever make me stop.. I will never choose... and anyone who asks me to choose... Door is to your right... don't let it hit you on the ass on your way out! Cuz, real friends... ones that care about your happiness... ones that don't want to deprive you of one joy... one laugh... they will love me no matter what... Look at my Friend Jeff (Drunk1)... almost popped his top when he saw that I was crushed... He ran to my defense.. even if I told him not to.. lol.. why?.. Cuz he loves me... thats why... How can you push someone like that away... My 2 wives.. Hope & NSFW_MILF, they went out of their mind when they found me crying... I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH.. There are no words... I will never apologize for having these three in my life... I could not love them anymore if I tried... Unique Dream, bit of a bumpy road.. I am a PIA... but ask him a

Counting Crows - A Long December
A long december and theres reason to believe Maybe this year will be better than the last I cant remember the last thing that you said as you were leaven Now the days go by so fast And its one more day up in the canyons And its one more night in hollywood If you think that I could be forgiven...i wish you would Na na na The smell of hospitals in winter And the feeling that its all a lot of oysters, but no pearls All at once you look across a crowded room To see the way that light attaches to a girl And its one more day up in the canyons And its one more night in hollywood If you think you might come to california...i think you should Na na na Drove up to hillside manor sometime after two a.m. And talked a little while about the year I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower, Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her And its been a long december and theres reason to believe Maybe this year will be better than the la

Best Friends Contest
BEST FRIENDS CONTEST.... the winners are.....Danielle~Blazing Bombers~@ fubarMizz B. Haven ~~BLAZING BOMBERS~~@ fubarbest friends on/offline. show them some love they had more then 6000 comments and the most rates! a double whammy win!CONGRATS LADIESS!!@}--,--

Why Women Take So Long In The Ladies Room
When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" (invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there was one, but there isn't - so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR!), yank down your pants, and assume " The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold "The Stance." To take your mind off y

Pickup Lines
Why is it that soooooo many men feel the need to use pickup lines in order to talk to us women?? I mean...seriously...haven't we gotten past that?? I know for me personally....I'm more impressed if a man approaches me....introduces himself....and tries to strike up an intelligent conversation....versus a man who comes up to me and says something like "did it hurt....when you fell from heaven"....are there any men out there who can just be themselves????

Navajo Chant
House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. An offering I make. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. Restore my voice for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feelings may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. H

I Put My Penis In A Goldfish's Bowl Once.
A few months back I stumbled across an anonymous confession website called grouphug (thanks Joshie). I could not believe some of the shit that people have written and done. Some of its depressing but some of its really fucking funny. My favorite confessions are below: *When I was little I used to poop behind a tree in my backyard. *I put my penis in a Goldfish's bowl once. *I get really uncomfortable when there are two anchorwomen on the news. It's weird. Only when there are two anchormen or one of each can I watch the news at ease. *I think I’d fuck anything with tits. *I wish I could have wild orgies all the time. Why can't girls just put their mouth on my ding dong? *I absolutely hate you Amy. Especially your giant nose *I can't remember the last time I brushed my teeth *I saved myself for marriage. And sex sucks. *I swallowed three quarters and a dime yesterday and still haven’t pooped them out. *I let my dog hump my leg for about 10 minutes before he stopped. T

Gone For 2 Weeks
To all my family, friends, fans, and future all of what i just listed...lol, i will be away from fubar starting tomorrow the 25th for the next two weeks, I shall return, so please still show my page love I will return the favor when I return. Hope everyone has a good weekend and good weeks to come. When it rains i will be thinking of you...inside joke...lol....Talk to everyone later.....Bye for now.

Have A Heart And Read
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: KaYlA aNn aka Bunny Date: Aug 24, 2007 2:20 PM Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to trip over your shoes in the middle of the floor. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't i eat?SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY && DADDY.i didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.

On The Prowl
Gonna getcha! The kitty is on the prowl tonight! First time in a long time, I slip by ya on the dance floor and chills run down your spine as you watch my tattoos disappear into the crowd... I'm going out tonight... Can you stand it? I can... If you can't stand the heat get out of my fucking kitchen!

Identity Theft
ATTORNEY'S ADVICE -- NO CHARGE: Read this and make a copy for your files in case you need to refer to it someday. Maybe we should all take some of his advice! A corporate attorney sent the following out to the employees in his company. 1. The next time you order checks have only your initials (instead offirst name) and last name put on them. If someone takes your checkbook, they will not know if you sign your checks with just your initials or your first name, but your bank will know how you sign your checks. 2. Do not sign the back of your credit cards. Instead, put "PHOTO IDREQUIRED". 3. When you are writing checks to pay on your credit card accounts, DO NOT put the complete account number on the "For" line. Instead, just put the last four numbers. The credit card company knows the rest of the number, and anyone who might be handling your check as it passes through all the check processing channels won't have access to it. 4. Put your work phone .. on your checks ins

Could It Be Any Worse?!?
Could It Be Any Worse!!! O.k. I may be speaking to soon about this being the worst week so far in my life. But at this point it seems like it may be!!! Lets recap. Monday: Started a new job(yahhh for me), took Bre to the doctors, got her script, she was getting ready for bed and took her meds, only to find out the pharmacy had given her the wrong meds. They told me that she would be ok. Tuesday: Bre wakes up in a state that I have never seen before. The easiest way to describe it, a falling down drunk on speed. We were in Children's Hospital that night. She is doing better now though, but it was an awful experience, that I never want to go through again. Wed: All went well. Bear had her hearing test, to find out by some miracle she came up three levels on her hearing test and neither I nor the doctor knows how that happened, when six months ago she was on the verge of needing hearing aides. Thursday: Peanut has her appointment with her neurologist. She was

Blink-182 - The Rock Show
Hanging out behind the club on the weekend Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends I couldn't wait for the summer and the Warped Tour I remember it's the first time that I saw her there. She's getting kicked out of school 'cause she's failing I'm kind of nervous 'cause I think all her friends hate me She's the one, she'll always be there She took my hand and i made it I swear. Because I fell in love with the girl at the rock show She said 'what' and I told her that I didn't know She's so cool when we were sneaking through her window Everything's better when she's around I can't wait 'til her parents go out of town I fell in love with the girl at the rock show When we said we were gonna move to Vegas I remember the look her mother gave us Seventeen without a purpose or direction We don't owe anyone a fuckin' explanation I fell in love with the girl at the rock show She said 'what' and I told her that I

Could It Get Any Worse?!?
Could It Be Any Worse!!! O.k. I may be speaking to soon about this being the worst week so far in my life. But at this point it seems like it may be!!! Lets recap. Monday: Started a new job(yahhh for me), took Bre to the doctors, got her script, she was getting ready for bed and took her meds, only to find out the pharmacy had given her the wrong meds. They told me that she would be ok. Tuesday: Bre wakes up in a state that I have never seen before. The easiest way to describe it, a falling down drunk on speed. We were in Children's Hospital that night. She is doing better now though, but it was an awful experience, that I never want to go through again. Wed: All went well. Bear had her hearing test, to find out by some miracle she came up three levels on her hearing test and neither I nor the doctor knows how that happened, when six months ago she was on the verge of needing hearing aides. Thursday: Peanut has her appointment with her neurologist. She was

Enlighten Me
some1 please enlighten me....why is it that women always say that they want a nice understanding faithful honest man.....but then when they have that they dump us our cheat on us our continuously lie to us? Hell the last girlfriend I had actually dumped me for being too good. She said I was perfect I treated her and her daughter like goddesses. I even gave up my dream job to get a better paying job for them, I had taken her daughter in as my own. What was most horrid in that whole situation was that I hadn't just lost her I lost my beautiful babygirl...I still miss her every day so please some1 tell me why. Why when I do everything they treat me like shit? Not a single one of them has been able to come up with a reason, none of them had a bad word to say about me...well newayz thanks all.

#1
these hungry children can only enjoy the bitter taste of blood now i see why the little girl never smiles the malnourished bodies of poverty they came to clutch my dreams brushing against the shadows there's a sparkle in her eye something hopeful rises in me or is it nothing? i've nvr been so close to reality...

You See...
Walmart and me... we have a hate-hate relationship. They don't like me, and I don't like them. Ok so maybe that's way overly dramatic but it fits for the last two days. We were supposed to do shipment audits for 7 days straight on set schedules. This is a brand new thing for both companies so of course there were some changes happening with both programs and scheduling. Sucks, but understandable to a degree. Whatever, I was getting paid to sit around right? Anyways, yesterday I get to the store at about 1130am to do my first afternoon shift. The idea was to work from noon until 8 or 9- since it shouldn't have taken too long to count the truck and do the variance report. Their store manager figured they didnt have enough people so I agreed to let her people unload the truck before we started counting, which was against procedures. Fucking stupid idea. It looked good on paper but fuck me sideways we didnt get done counting until fucking 11pm. A bunch of bullshit following including a

Find Your Tree..
WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but do not forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and see what you are like... Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree Jun 24

To My Friends
I just wanted to take a few minutes to show my love to all the ones who have been so gracious to add this old country girl to your lists.I know time doesn't permit me to talk to each of you as i would love to .I carry all of you in my heart and prayers.I thank God everyday for the opportunity to have met each and every one of you.I try on a day to day basis to stay in contact but please know that if time goes by and we don't get to talk always know that i love each and every one of you and hope that your lives are eternally filled with blessings!!!! Hugs and kissessss, Heather

Blink-182 - Well I Guess This Is Growing Up
It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons The season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face The timing / and structure / did you hear / he fucked her? A day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report On losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now And it's happened once again I'll turn to a friend Someone that understands And sees through the master plan But everybody's gone And I've been here for too long To face this on my own Well I guess this is growing up Well I guess this is growing up And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview You'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy And I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay The charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back And it'll happen once again Y

Lawyers, Judges, And Politicians....
1. COWS 2. THE CONSTITUTION 3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS COWS - Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow. THE CONSTITUTION - They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore. TEN COMMANDMENTS - The real reason we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse--You cannot post, "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery" and "Thou Shall Not Lie," in a building full of lawyers, judges and politicians -- it creates

I Have Another Chance
please listen to this song... i have been walking like this girl with her heart here and there... (insert subliminal message to an orange someone here that said hello to me almost 3 months ago like the guy in the video... and no, this person didn't walk away) ♥ tomorrow morning is my graduation celebration, i'll take pics and post them in the afternoon

Bombing Contest
Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com THIS CONTEST WILL RUN FROM THE TIME THERE IS 15 ENTRIES FOR 10 DAYS MOST COMMENTS WINS. RULES ARE NO DRAMA, NO NSFW AND SELF BOMBING IS ENCOURAGED. Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com 1ST PLACE = 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIC 2AND PLACE = 3 DAY BLAST 3-5 TH =TICKER SEND BRI A PM OR A SHOUT BRI GUY FAN,ADD AND RATE ME@ fubar

My Daughter
All about being a Mother Current mood: loved Category: Life I love Kylee, she is my world , My life My happiness. to be 100% honest , I would be DEAD , if it wasn;t for her birth. I love that child more than ANYBODY could ever understand.. I still check on her 7-10 times a night after I put her to bed,. I worry if she is covered , I worry if she is cozy, I JUST worry!!! My Kylee is ALL that keeps me alive. Keeps me thinking of all the tommorow's.... yes I worry that I am creating a spoiled brat, because I am there for EVERY beck and call . If she say's mama I come running. My baby girl is all I have that makes me happy, that I can trust ,That I know loves me back..Her smile, OMG her smile, warms my heart , and when she gives me kisses and hug's , I am soo happy and Warm inside I could cry. I don't know how to describe what all happiness my 2 yr old gives me. I don't know where I am going with this, I just got back from checking on her and covering he

Cat Fight In The Church Yard???
OK yall missed it tonight. I just about got in a fight with another mother at the kids practice. Some little brat purposely wiped BLOOD on my son's brand new $30 Hard Rock Cafe Shirt. If this little girl were mine she'd have a sore hiney right now. Yes she's a problem child. From what I understand other parents have had probs with her and her brother. Well what pissed me off is that she told her mother that I used the "F" word with her. Trust me people, as bad as I wanted to I would never use profanity with a child. Her mother was another story. If we wouldn't have been practicing in the church yard I would have let her have it. Let's just say she and her daughter were both put in their place and I don't think I'll be having anymore problems. This is my life people. I honestly think I'm a drama magnet.

You Can Be The Man Of Your House".
The husband had just finished reading a book entitled "You Can Be The Man of Your House". He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands and fluff my pillows and make me comfortable for a good night's sleep.Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The fuckin' funeral director would be my first guess."

Why I'm Sad.
Today....my wife, the love of my life, left me. Although it was on good terms(as good as it can be I guess) it still hurts alot. I guess we just grew apart over the years and I know I wasn't the easiest person to live with sometimes. (Two souls that were joined as one are now torn apart...And a great love is undone.)

Disaster
am doing my best to make my life better, I do it for kylee, I am doing my best not be so unhappy all the time, atleast on the outside. On the inside however, I am lost , I am alone, I am a disaster. I try everyday to go on with a Mask of pretend, for kylee. Why am I not strong enough to let go ? Why am I not strong enough to leave? I wake everyday with a smile because I hear my baby calling my name. Everyday I also wake with the thought of what will go wrong today? What will he make feel like today? What will he do today to destroy us even more? How can I love someone that I can't trust? How can I love someone that I can not in any way, depend on?? I do not have the answers.........

Fayetteville
i dont like it here... in fact i hate it... I miss all my friends from Minnesota all my friends from washington... i miss having a life and knowing ppl. i haven't met anyone on here so far that was worth my time and effort. there's so many almost straight druggies out here it kills me. and guys... fuck they're the worst here. (no offense) but they get all 'i wanna be your man' and then they disappear like a figment of my imagination. i have a job, but i hate it. i hear kelly springfield (goodyear tires) is hiring a massive amount of ppl like everyday, and so that's where I'll be monday... aren't there 'normal' ppl here that you can just hang out with and act well, civil? I thought i'd try looking for military ppl to talk to, since i'm used to them, but it seems like they're all so full of themselves out here... or maybe i'm just so generally dissatisfied with everything around me right now, that i can't see the good in front of my face... who knows! alright i'm do

Ive Lost More Friends And Still Gona Loose More>
some are dying some are just geting back to their work and lives ; And other things that more important you know. But Im never forget Donald never . Ill never forget any one , But ill see them all ; Again in heaven one day; God says I will . And If they be belivers in our Lord too Ill see them one day ; in heaven. Donald is a beliver and so am I .. hugs all good night now .. God Blessa all you .. Diana

Changes
Just about the time I think I have it figured out, something else changes. A few months ago my last kid moved out. I packed up her stuff and put it in the garage and drug in my stuff. Started setting up a guest/craft/computer room for myself. Didn't really get the room where I wanted it but had a good start on it. Thught I had all the time in the world to do it. Now she is moving home. I really liked living alone, little things were big adventures. Like not coming straight home from work, running around in PJ's all weekend if I wanted to. Cooking or not cooking. Now I need to change the way the kid and I relate. She is not a little girl anymore and I am not mommy. This is weird. Rules have to be set down right away. She will pay rent, utilities, food, and gas if I have to drive her around. She has to have a job. She will help with house work. And I get to use the computer and phone when I want to and for as long as I want to. I need to let her be an adult. O

Please Help Me Out ??thanks Again
Hello to all my Friends: I would like to ask you all for a favor....can you please stop by my page to see if you have became my FAN......if you haven't can you please become a fan of me:):):):):) thanks alot i will stop by and FAN you Back hugs n kisses kinky lil sex kitten Purrrrrrrrrrr

~~the Husband Store For Women~~
Subject: Husband Store A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:- "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy m

In My Dreams...
I had a pretty crazy dream last night about a old school middle school dance. In it, some chicks were screamin they want to suck my dick and all kinds of crazy shit. So my question. when you remember, what do you usually dream about? Realest

Nsfw
Tell me something... I have this picture of a "homeless" man with the words "You're gonna get raped" across it. Of all the things people post on here with nudity and all... I get a message saying my primary photo has been flagged as a NSFW. Come on, guys? Can't you take a joke? Anyone who has a sense of humor would find it funny. Anyway, I think it's ridiculous that people can post more offensive things than that and not get in trouble for it... jeez... it's not like I'm promoting racism or date rape. On a website like this, I figured people would be more open-minded, but I guess I was wrong. Thanks for nothing.

D>>my Friend In Here >doing The Mission As You Ask >
D: I was already doing this ( God,s Word in here) so you even gave me more reason; to keep on doing this and you gave me strength , courage to go on ; and im gona miss you so much , I know the days are winding down now , and Its just hard for me to know you,ll be gone ,will not in here any more . But Ill gain strenght in our Lord and pray very hard; and keep praying . Im gona miss you .. so hugs and take care . God Bless you both you an your brother..Know I will see you again in Heaven ; yes we will laugh and sing praise to the Lord ; and hug and laugh some more .. Oh Donald. hugs..... diana

What Is Going On With My Computer
Well every time I try to comment on a contest for a friend or my contest it freezes up on me.. and I have to unplug it.. so if I don't get to your contest that is why my computer is acting up.. I am going to give you all updates about the computer or what is the matter with it don't know.. I am going to run a full virus scan tomorrow when I have time to be on line for a while.. I may be on line and off line don't know for sure ok.. I will get on later on tomorrow night.. Well I am going to get off sorry to all the blazing bombers that can't comment tonight I will do tomorrow if my computer acts up.. Hope you all understand what is going on ok.. thanks for reading Virgo24

So...
So yeah.. start the game off and we're doing GREAT .. scored a touchdown right away! Score another in the 2nd quarter. Then we start noticing lightening.. ref's hadn't noticed it yet. Gets down to 11 minutes in the 2nd quarter.. they delay the game for lightening. So we take off and go to McD's to waste some time. Get back to the field.. and they say ok the game will start at 9:40 .. the game start back up and I swear.. before they even get 2 plays done there is another front moving in ...... grrrrrrrrrr so they ended up calling the game and we finish playing it tomorrow nite. We're up 13-0

About Boy George
[edit] Career [edit] Discovery Boy George's androgynous style caught the attention of music executive Malcolm McLaren, of Sex Pistols fame, who arranged for O'Dowd to perform with the group Bow Wow Wow, featuring Annabella Lwin, at various shows. He was christened Lieutenant Lush and he nearly stole the spotlight from Lwin. [edit] Culture Club Boy George's association with Bow Wow Wow ended soon afterwards, and he started his own group with bassist Mikey Craig. The group was to be called In Praise Of Lemmings, but the name was later abandoned. Jon Moss (who had drummed with The Damned, Adam and the Ants and London) then joined the group and became George's lover. The final member to join the band was Roy Hay (who at the time was guitarist in a band called Russian Bouquet), who was selected after the group's association with another guitarist, 'Suede', proved unsatisfactory. The group abandoned another name, Sex Gang Children, and settled on the name Culture Club after assessi

Almost Over
Please help me!!! My contest ends in 2 hours and I am 600 comments behind. I will give pimp pimpin gifts and 11's to anyone who gives me at least 100 comments. Thanks SO much!! Here is the link to get your Gift and 11's Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder*@ fubar

About
Boy George From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Boy George Background information Born June 14, 1961 (1961-06-14) (age 46) Origin Eltham, Kent, England Genre(s) Pop Reggae Rock Electronica Dance Occupation(s) Singer, songwriter, DJ Instrument(s) Vocals, Turntables Years active 1982 – present Label(s) Plan A Records, Virgin Records Website http://www.iamboygeorge.com George Alan O'Dowd, better known as Boy George (born June 14, 1961 in Eltham) is a rock singer-songwriter. George grew up in a large, working-class Irish family, which originated in Thurles, in Co. Tipperary, Ireland. O'Dowd gained fame with his group Culture Club during the 1980s. His music is often classified as blue-eyed soul, since he was heavily influenced by Rhythm and Blues and reggae. Early recordings with Culture Club showed that O'Dowd's vocals had an emotional quality which was reminiscent of American soul music of the 1960s and 1970s. His later solo wor

Live On Purpose
Live on purpose Live this moment, live this day on purpose. Choose to create the world around you according to your most deeply held values. Life is not a random accident. Whatever is happening in your life at any time is the result of some specific set of thoughts and actions. Instead of complaining about your circumstances, get busy and create some new ones. Reach down into the purpose that is within you and connect that purpose with all you do. When your actions have no real basis in meaning, then the slightest setback can stop you cold. By contrast, when you give true purpose to each day, even the most difficult challenges will serve to lift you ever higher. Your most treasured dreams are yours for a very good reason. You are the one special person who can make them real. Do yourself a big favor and give this day a meaningful purpose. Feel the stimulating, dynamic energy of life as you truly make a positive difference in your world. -- Ralph Marston

Gastric Bypass Surgury
its not fair. they go and give you all this hope, but then they expect you to do things that if you could do in the first place, you wouldn't take such drastic measures to lose weight in the first place. fuck it! i'll be fat and miserable til i dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *update...12-10-07 so here i am 4 months and 5 clinic visits later to find out i am no longer a candidate for surgery because of the severity of my goddamn mother fucking depression and need to find more intensive therapy.?!?!? WTF??? like i havent tried that for the past 2 years!!! and, im depressed because im soooo fat. im fat because im depressed. back to square fucking 1 !!!

Redneck Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find > him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench eve

Learning To Cuss
A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year-old. "I think it's about time we started cussing". The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies,"Aw hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. She locks him in his room and shouts," You can stay in there until I let you out." She then comes back downstairs, Looks at the 4 year-old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet your fat ass it w

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Ahkmed The Arab
Subject: FW: AHKMED THE ARAB Ahkmed the Arab came to the United States from the Middle East, and was here a few months when he became very ill. He went to doctor after doctor, but none of them could help him. Finally, he went to an Arab doctor who said: "Take dees bocket, go into de odder room, poop in de bocket, pee on de poop, and den put your head down over de bocket and breathe in de fumes for ten minutes." Ahkmed took the bucket, went into the other room, pooped in the bucket, peed on the poop, bent over and breathed in the fumes for ten minutes. Coming back to the doctor he said, "It worked. I feel terrific! What was wrong with me?" The doctor said, "You were homesick

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My dog Beau is trained by a police officer who I know and is a friend. Beau is harmless unless you know the code words used that set him off into attack mode. I love this dog very much and he loves me dearly. Since Jeff came over today I'd decided to let Beau out about 15 minutes before hand and of course Beau went to harass a neighbor who he doesn't like. The neighbor called animal control. I got Beau into the house in time and Jeff showed up. He took care of the whole thing. No I am not his girlfriend or wife ...NOT!!! But he loves Beau and would like to have him but I won't give up my Beau. I raised him since he was 5 wks old therefore he's mine. I will share him with Jeff if he wants to come give him some free training. Beau would make a good police dog but I won't give him up for that. If I spend too much time on the computer or doing other things he lets me know. When I am on the computer to long he comes up to me and slams that big paw on the keyboard then puts the oth

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This Kind Of Love Sister Hazel This kind of love Makes me feel Ten feet tall It makes all my Problems fall And this kind of trust Helps me to hold the line I'll be there every time This kind of love It's what I dreamed about Yeah it fills me up Baby it leaves no doubt This kind of love It's why I'm standing here It's something that We can share I can't enough of This kind of love This kind of hope Is what I try to find And now I can't deny I believe And this kind of faith Is so unshakeable It's unmistakable It's bigger than me Your love can move A mountain It makes my world Go round It's always there To guide me I'm so lucky That I found This kind of love Is what I dreamed about Yeah it fills me up Baby it leaves no doubt This kind of love It's why I'm standing here It's something that We can share I can't get enough of This kind of love

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NO I Don't, But Thank You For Offering! I'm Not Here To Provide You With Sexual Entertainment Or Be Sexually Entertained By You. Yes, I Have A Cam. I Took My Pics That Are In My Profile With It. That Doesn't Mean That I Will Cam With You Or Add You To My Messengers. Those Friends On My Messenger Treat Me With Respect And Love. Guys Like A 'Tight Box'. That Is What ShoutBox Is... Specially Made With You In Mind :P I Know How Aggravating The ShoutBox Can Be - I Use It Daily As Well. If You Want To Get To Know Me Then It Is One Way Of Being Able To Do So... (PS. Alot of people that don't like the shoutbox, but want to talk have used FuMail to message others :P ) And Finally... Do You Really Think That I Will Give You My Phone Number To Have Phone Sex??? LMAO In Case You Just Answered 'Yes'... Guess Again!! Yes, I've Been Single For Over 5 Years. I Am In No Rush To Get Into A Bad Relationship Again. So I Am Taking My Time To Make Sure That The Man I Fall In Love Wi

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T.h.e. W.h.o.s Who is in the house with you? Mike and my daughter Danielle Who was the last person to IM you? I havent been on im in along time Who are you thinking about now? My daughter Who did you last talk to on the phone? My mom. Who's house did you last go to? Mikes mom Who are your best friends? I don't know anyone here Who do you sit next to in you 2nd period class? I don't have a second period class. I don't have class periods at all. Who is you favorite teacher? I'm not in school right now. Who's birthday is next? Carols Who was the last person you told you love them? My mom. Who do you wish you were with right now? I'm with who i want to be with right now Who's your favorite relative? From my family my cousin Robert who I havent seen in years and from Mikes side of the family his sister Chris Who gets on your nerves the most from your school? I'm not in school right now. The W.H.E.R.E.S Where do you go to school? I don't Wher

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COUPLES... THEY ARE CREATED AND DESTROYED EVERYDAY ON FUBAR, HERE ARE SOME OF THE BEST ONES TO DATE ON THIS SITE... ENJOY ALL OF THEM... THROATFAWK & POLSKI CHERRY + DRUNK1 AND NSFW MILF + STEVEN AND ELLE + DJ KEVDOG AND DJ LAUREN + PUREST AND HOPE *wink* + JOHNNYDEVIL AND AMY + DJ TOKEN AND DJ MEL + RJEEZY AND NEABEAR +

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Now That I've Found You Terri Clark How can I believe That my heart would find Someone like you You see me, The real me No in bewteens, I had nowhere to hide You took away the Walls around me Made me feel safe To share my truth I see the heavens open, A heart that once was broken Is holding nothing back Now that I found you You hold me like a prayer, You touch me everywhere A lifetime just ain't enough To love you true Now that I found you I do believe We're meant to be Our chemistry will Last forever And through the years We'll see some tears We'll conquer fears And together we will grow Look through your eyes They tell me I no longer have To be alone I see the heavens open, A heart that once was broken Is holding nothing back Now that I found you You hold me like a prayer, You touch me everywhere A lifetime just ain't enough To love you true Now that I found you I see the heavens open, A heart that once was broken

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I have seen the rain I have felt the pain I don't know where I'll be tomorrow I don't know where I'm going I don't even know where I've been But i know I'd like to see them again. Spend my days just searching Spend my nights in dreams Stop looking over my shoulder baby I've stopped wonderin' what it means Drop out, burn out, solidier ho-oh they've said I should've been more Probably so if i hadn't of been in that crazy damn Vietnam war. I have seen the rain I've survived the pain Oh I've been home 30 years or so And I'm just stepping up for the blame Spend my days just searching Spend my nights in dreams Stop looking over my shoulder baby I've stopped wonderin' what it means Drop out, burn out, solidier ho-oh they've said I should've been more Probably so if i hadn't of been in that crazy damn Vietnam war. We have seen the rain, together We have survived the pain, forever Oh it's good to hom

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535
Ooooook...So I was reading an email I got the other day from Yahoo. They told me that they're going to be closing Yahoo! Photos! Now - Anyone who knew me before LostCherryTapFubar...knews that i had some *cough*porn*cough* in my albums. No - NOT MY OWN! I am deciding if I should just delete it all...or figure out something better. The sites that they offer to host the pictures at - will have my ass banned faster than you can say supercalifrajalisticexpealadocious. Suggestions?

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I know this will seem odd, but bear with me. I am estimating the speed of a sneeze in the broad stillness left by her departure, and the allergic scratchings, like branches of some spirit tree on the shell of her that my hands have found. Twenty-five years have passed, yet her nipple still folds into my mouth with the odd flavor of a penny - I must wash it down with liquor (but it returns, knocks on my door, and beckons me to the grave of her grey skin). I'm so tired of gin - the word is knotted to me like Emily, forcing me to take smaller breaths until I am no longer sure that I am alive. We'll never escape the circle game of drunkenness and rutting, dead, and fucking to prove we aren't - our legacy has become forty-six condoms and a five-day cycle, every month until our children are born, new ghosts erupted from her tears (and mine). Christ, I am alone, again, in the quaking stillness of her departure, held captive by dreams of her return.

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for months now we have been flirting back and forth. derek had asked for my addy .. said he wanted to send flowers.. i was like cool he already new my number so it was cool.we chatted a few more minutes said our loves and good byes..and hung up. it had been two days and i had not heard from derek .. i sent him an email in the early morning hours and finally laid down for bed.. about 10:30 am i heard a knock at the door.. glad i fell asleep in shorts and a sports bra..almost ran to the door hoping it was my flowers.. when i opened the door tears rolled down my face... there he was flowers and all.. i reached out for him and he pulled me close wrapping his arms around me, my arms around his neck.. our lips met for the first time.. soft sweet and passionate our first kiss.. your lips so sweet on mine.. our embrace becoming closer..it felt so good to finally hold him..we slowly broke the kiss and pulled apart.. i asked himif he was crazy and he replied i know he is.. i have always loved hi

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As I sit here writing this my stomach growls at me. I try to hush it with some water. This lack of food is not due to there not being food in the house, there is always something I can find. But more of a personal demon trying to survive. The demon that tells me feeling hungry all the time is normal and eventually it can just go away. That I can survive on just water and energy pills. I know the demon is lying to me but it is hard to ignore the demon. I have known it for so long and can easily find comfort in its cruel arms. It is like the love for an abusive lover. One will keep going back just because it is safer to know that one will not be alone instead of being safe. The demon has been there for me when a guy hasn't, and has made me happy when I see the scale drop from the day or week before. The demon convinced me that a weight of 122 is a better goal to try for than a more healthy but heavier weight of 130. My friends all fight for me to hear their voices that it is

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I just read the following in a Bulletin. This is some good information & wanted to make sure people see it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to bring something to everyone's attention. This won't apply to all, or even many, of you, but it's something to think about. Feel free to add/edit/blog/bulletin, if you so desire. I've been noticing an increase in the amount of people who are putting their family at risk, in my opinion. I've seen pictures in public folders with children holding school certificates w/ their first and last name and the name of their school. I've seen profiles with first and last names, as well as hometown, listed¡¦ with pix of children with the child's first name. I realize that the child's last name is not always the same as the parent, but many times it is. Just today, I saw a picture in a public folder of a little boy standing outside of his school. The school's name was in huge letters and the caption read "Eric's f

New Job
Greetings All, Just heard back from 'The Man' - And I have a new job starting Monday Morning for the Archaeological and Historical Conservancy. Its a 6 - 8 Week Project near Bonita Springs, Florida (NW of Miami) - the other side of the State, a place called Corkscrew Swamp. At least the gators aren't mating this time of year,,, ACK!!! LOL. Anyways, I will not have internet access except for the rare visit to the local Internet cafe or Library. I will be there Mon-Fri and come home for the weekends though, so I will try to say Hi then. So, If you are wondering what has happened to me - I haven't fallen off the Earth, just trying to make some Money. Leave me some LUV, I'll know You came by. Blessings All!!! The following 2 Pics relate culturally to the people that once lived, strived, died and maintained a distinct culture in the area I will be working in: The Calusa People. Needless to say, they were MUCH more sophisticated that had previously been assumed. Amongst their achieve

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I sometimes wonder, do I ever get anything right? I mean, someone is always mad at me. The ex for not signing papers to refinance the house or anything we have to do together...then there is my parents that don't think I do anything right and yell at me almost everyday, mostly dealing with how me and the ex are dealing with the kids....then there is my sister that is trying to make me a better person, but I'm just not living up to the expectations....I'm on the computer too much, I'm not working enough, I'm not doing what they say, I'm moving out to be on my own, I'm not staying with them longer, I let the ex have the kids too much, the ex don't pay child support, I'm going to school and not working more, I stay up too late, I'm not doing things they want me to do when they want me to do them, I don't stand up to the ex like they want me to...... So, what am I suppose to think? What am I suppose to do?

The Nightingale...
Yesterday I thought that I walked alone And that love Was just a memory But a nightingale Followed me back home And my love was waiting There for me I had lost my faith As lovers often do When the storm clouds Gather overhead But the nightingale Sang a note so true That I knew I'd lost My fear instead And to think that I said Love was for fools And that time would never Heal these old wounds But the nightingale saved A prayer for me In the twilight he played A faithful tune I have heard the lark Over in the vale And I've heard The lonesome whippoorwill But the sweetest song Is the nightingale's And I know I'll Never get my fill

"'cuz I Can"
Hahaha We're gonna rock and roll Ra Ra Alright I drink more than you I party harder than you do And my car's faster than yours too P I N K P I M P I'm back again I know ya'll missed me I'm so so sick Can't handle it Yeah I talk **** Just deal with it My rims are 23 inch And they're black on black No they're not his Diamonds all over my teefs You can try and try you can't beat me So I'll cash my checks and place my bets And hope I'll always win Even if I don't I'm ***ked because I live a life of sin But it's alright I don't give a damn I don't play your rules I make my own Tonight I'll do what I want Cuz I can You know I'm rare You stop and stare You think I care I don't You talk real loud But you ain't saying nothing cool I could fit your whole house in my swimming pool My life's a fantasy That you're not smart enough to even dream My ice is ma

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FOR THOSE WHO LOVE THE PHILOSOPHY OF AMBIGUITY 1. DON'T SWEAT THE PETTY THINGS AND DON'T PET THE SWEATY THINGS. 2. ONE TEQUILA, TWO TEQUILA, THREE TEQUILA, FLOOR..... 3. ATHEISM IS A NON-PROPHET ORGANIZATION. 4. IF MAN EVOLVED FROM MONKEYS AND APES, WHY DO WE STILL HAVE MONKEYS AND APES? 5. I WENT TO A BOOKSTORE AND ASKED THE SALESWOMAN, "WHERE'S THE SELF-HELP SECTION?" SHE SAID IF SHE TOLD ME, IT WOULD DEFEAT THE PURPOSE. 6. WHAT IF THERE WERE NO HYPOTHETICAL QUESTIONS? 7. IF A DEAF PERSON SWEARS, DOES HIS MOTHER WASH HIS HANDS WITH SOAP? 8. IF SOMEONE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES THREATENS TO KILL HIMSELF, IS IT CONSIDERED A HOSTAGE SITUATION? 9. IS THERE ANOTHER WORD FOR SYNONYM? 10. WHERE DO FOREST RANGERS GO TO "GET AWAY FROM IT ALL?" 11. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE AN ENDANGERED ANIMAL EATING AN ENDANGERED PLANT? 12. IF A PARSLEY FARMER IS SUED, CAN THEY GARNISH HIS WAGES? 13. WOULD A FLY WITHOUT WINGS BE CALLED A WALK? 14. WHY DO THEY LOCK

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Nobody knows Nobody knows but me That I sometimes cry If I could pretend that I'm asleep When my tears start to fall I peek out from behind these walls I think nobody knows Nobody knows no Nobody likes Nobody likes to lose their inner voice The one I used to hear before my life Made a choice But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows No And nobody knows what it's like to buery your son But your secret's safe with me And nobody know's No no Nobody know's Baby Oh the secret's safe with me There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown And I've lost my way back home I think nobody knows no I said nobody knows Nobody cares It's win or lose not how you play the game And the road to darkness has a way Of always knowing my name But I think nobody knows No no Nobody knows no no

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proud How do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why Dear Mr. President Were you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy How can you say No child is left behind We're not dumb and we're not blind They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay I can only ima

Elvis
Elvis Barrett blows smoke rings and businessmen, smells their money on the dresser and they think his smile is for them. Every hustle has a dollar sign. Friday nights in Newark are as rich as he will ever be, but that's enough for Elvis. It takes a lot of liquor to wash away the white crust of his dreams gone south. He was all the rage once - jumping queues and striking poses in Manhattan night clubs - hobnobbing with the hoi polloi (back when he was pretty). Tomorrow Elvis will pour 54 Percodans into his trembling hand, choke them down with sloe gin, and piss himself while he falls into dreamless sleep. He'll only be missed by his mother and an ink salesman from San Mateo who loves him like a son but treats him like a bitch. Goodnight, sweet prince. © All rights reserved

One Love...
One Love So many times Love went south Down into the valley Of the shadow of doubt My faith was failing, My hope was gone I wandered In the wilderness All alone You came to me Like a revelation In your arms I found salvation One love Took me to The mountaintop Showed me a world I'd never seen One love took me Down to the riverside Opened my heart And washed me clean Nothin' less than A miracle Sent from heaven above One love I'm amazed by The wonder of you The clouds all open, And the light comes through All my life I had never guessed That anyone could Ever be so blessed I feel brand new, I've been revived All I want to do Is testify One love Took me to The mountaintop Showed me a world I'd never seen One love took me Down to the riverside Opened my heart And washed me clean Nothin' less than A miracle Sent from heaven above One love

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WHAT WOMEN SAY & REALLY MEAN: CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS? There is no way in hell I'm going to let any part of your body touch any part of mine,again. I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. ... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. ... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. OF COURSE I LOVE YOU. ... just not in that way. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. WE'RE MOVING TOO QUICKLY. I'm not going to sleep with you until I find out if this guy at the gym has a girlfriend. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near the

Antoinette
I remember Antoinette - gangly woman/girl (not quite grown), honey colored hair limply framing her long (often sad) face, eyes like candle flames. Her brothers and her father always called her Andy. I kissed her once while dancing underneath a mirror-ball, slowly, first, beneath the ear, then tentatively on her tender lips - she cried. I never understood the scattered pieces of Antoinette - I was only seventeen and never said goodbye, just goodnight - and never saw her again. Thirty years are gone - I can still smell her hair and hear her muffled sobs; I still see her in a strapless prom dress across the dark gymnasium and I wonder who she really was and what became of Antoinette. © All rights reserved

Tomorrow!
Just a heads up - I'll be at the Bellydancing Workshop tomorrow morning. As it ends at noon, I should be home early afternoon. My daughter was released from Jail late Wednesday afternoon. She has been staying with a friend in LaCrosse! They let her out of Jail with no meds!!! I am livid over that - that is totally irresponsible! And she has no way to get her meds until next week. So she will probably go inpatient in the Psych Unit to get her meds back on schedule. She's already going through withdrawal. Good grief! As she really needs forewarning and a plan in place for her release, this just blows my mind! What a mess! Ah, well! She will be in good hands in the Psych Unit, lol. Me? I'm going to dance this mess right out of my head. Luckily, she does have an apartment lined up, thanks to her Caseworker! She'll be able to move in by the first. Enough for tonight! Good night, dear friends! Rest well. Sweet dreams. As a dear friend of mine likes to say, sleep deep! Blessings, l

Want A Gift???
i am in a contest for a tat that i have i will get a gift an wonderfully rate the page an pics of people willing to help with it here is a link to my lovely turtle tattoo... thanx for stopping in!!! Christy Shell

My Father Passed Away....
I don't really know why I am writing this. Other than I need to vent some of my emotions. Please feel free to ignore or reply. My father passed away on Tues. Aug 21st. That was just a few days ago. We had his funeral yesterday. I am so sad and can't seem to shake it off. My dad was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer just 4 short months ago. He decided to not take any sort of treatment. Even had he taken treatment it would have bought him very little time. He felt good up until 3 weeks ago. Then suddenly he was so sick that he couldn't get out and about any more. I thought that I was prepared for his passing. But I guess you are never really prepared. I feel such a sense of loss right now. My father and I didn't have a very good relationship. He left my life when I was a baby and didn't become a part of it until I was 13. Then it was a rough relationship. We could never really get close to one another. About 8 months ago, my dad called me up and gave me a horrible cussing. We h