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Late Night Depressed Blogging
All of a sudden, now, I get empty nest sydrome in the worst fucking way... My son is leaving for Virgina to be with his girlfriend, and in the same week my daughter tells me that she is going to move in with her boyfriend.. I just can't stop crying ... and I hate that.. They have both moved out before but this time feels much more permanent and ominous.. I know that I won't see my son for at least a year.. and I will miss so much in a year. And I don't like the boy my daughter is moving in with, he is jealous, possessive and above all, stupid. The type of guy I can't stand.. My youngest son is still at home, I am happy about that, butstill I need my kids.. they are the best part of me. They are what makes my life worth anything at all. And I am so upset now...

Sexual I. Q.
You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What To Do
I started dating again and I figured out i am to old to play head games... I Just want to find someone to share all that life has to offer .. But how to go about finding that special some one ........Anyone have any ideas plz write back angelbaby

So What If I Just Want To Fuck??????
ok, so since i'm not at a level that i can make a mum (and why do i feel like i'm playing WoW again??) i'm just gonna do a blog about this.... feel free to comment whatever. so i have this (now) ex that started as an online long distance thing. things didn't go so well, and i ended it. mainly, she says she was scared or whatever, but now, after i've moved on mentally, she wants to make a real attempt. i personally am over it, but she's bound and determined to "prove to you that i'm willing to make you my priority." well, this goes up to and including sex. i've told her more than once that if we hook up, it won't mean to me what it means to her. to me, it'll be sex. she seems convinced that it will bring me back to her. she has even hinted at bringing a friend along to join us. sounds good to me, but then i'm an OTR (over the road) driver and haven't had my ashes properly hauled in a couple months. but i KNOW that if she pushes the issue i'll cave and fuck her. now, the question

Sometimes, Life Is Crazy. (poem)
It all started with a man Addicted to thrills High, fast paced He couldnt say no He didnt know his own will He couldnt shake the evil Addicted to lies He Looked Them In The Face Eyes dialated Not understanding his own words But he said he was fine I used to see him sometimes Wondering my streets Adrenaline pumping so vibrantly I could hear his hearbeat Chills ran through my body I wanted so Badly for him to stop Knowing one day Maybe just one day That his habit could be dropped I had faith Knew that he can Tragically turned out though It all started with a man Addicted to thrills High, fast paced Until the day he was killed.

This Is How I Get Down!
How I Turned Just $40.00 Little Dollars Into $12,000.00 Per Month Every Month DATE: September 6th 2007 From the Desk of: Ray T. Occupation: Internet Entrepreneur/Ebay Store Owner/Ebook Writer Etc. Years In Business: 11 years (making a living online since Feb. 1996) Reason For Ad: To Make Money While Helping YOU make money. Hello Fellow Internet Opportunity Seeker, Let me start off by explaining that if you want to make money online, you must spend money. I'm a man of honesty and if you are anything like me, your tired of seeing all of these new video and audio presentations trying to take you off of the real question at hand. You simply want to know these three things: 1. How much does it cost to get started? Answer ($40.00) 2. How much additional money do I need to make money Today/Tonight? (Nothing at all! Just go blog and simply explain that you have really found the quickest and cheapest way to make money with no website of your own and w

Physical Therapy
i am sorry i am not around much..but i am going to be in rehab for a while i am trying to regain my stregnth and my mobility to my right side i dont have access to a computer that often...and am usualy exausted at the end of therapy having a stroke sucks..i will try and keep updates to what is going on..thank you all again for the well wishes

Ahole Number One
go punk this dude with all your might he called me all kinds of nasty names and stuff. give him all ya got! http://www.fubar.com/user/698949 here's an example of what he has said... michaelftw81: youre a fuckin joke you lying cunt of a bitch michaelftw81: oh it works now michaelftw81: lmfao michaelftw81: what ever u say u fat cunt...all kinds of free porn on the internet...good luck gettign rid of my account u nasty cunt liar

Drunk Dizzy Stumbling
I'm grain liquor drunk dizzy stumbling in with her, her soft hands melting into the skin of my back my chest my... ...oh my Lord I love this feeling feeling her flesh against me, gone in gusts of her sweet breath warm across my neck. We are smiling through our kisses slowly slowly swaying to some inner rhythm roiling - I could take her touches everywhere I go. I'm going to try. © All rights reserved

Loosing You
Deep down I know I'm going to loose you I'm gonna hear Those heart breaking words I know I'm going to loose you Because You mean everything to me I love you so much You are the best thing that's ever happened to me Now you're going to go You going to leave I know I can't stop you I can try But it won't work I know i'm going to loose you Very soon I'm dreading those words I know I won't cope I know I will blame myself I know after this My heart Won't be able To put those pieces back Together again They will be shattered I know I won't be able to handle it I don't know what ill do

War...
A sinful thought A forced out entity I did not mean to be So weak to... All these lies with no fucking alibi's I do not mean to be So weak to... To reach the shores and bathe in pools of your blood A lustful fist Finding means to live out deathly dreams I'm but a slave to Fighting finds The end of the beginning From the start I was So weak to... A failure to comply Finds flowing anger in me An empty darkness I am So weak to... A tear drop A crying hatred When there is no other feeling In death there is nothing but wrath Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying No given choice Flying lead was meant to be Forever scaring My inner memory Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying Filling shooting Killing wounding Those that die can not kill The only reason my mind can't heal Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying

That Beautiful Lie
Constantly I'm thinking, Wondering if I'm on your mind, Hoping your not blind, And that you notice it's you I'm missing, You I wish I could be kissing.. I play this song over && over, Your face appears when I hear it, I'm frozen as memories come back bit by bit, I miss who I was when I was a believer.. Desperately I try to lie to myself, Say it isn't real, That night never existed, That your will was strong and you resisted.. But that's a beautiful lie, That even I can't buy, Speechless.. still am, Every time it comes to mind.. Maybe the reactions to your actions aren't clear, But hurting people should be a crime, But if that were true, It'd just be a beautiful lie, I'm done with lies.. I'm through, This is the last time I'll say goodbye..

Feelings
When I first saw you, I was afraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was afraid to hold you. When I held you, I was afraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, Im afraid to lose you!

Passion's Ocean
"Passion’s Ocean" I feel the fire of passion in your eyes. As we lay next to each other, the tides rise. Waves of ecstasy rolling down your face. I slowly run my hands to your side as we embrace. I am lost in your eyes and feel no motion. Yet as we are together in spirit, it’s like being the ocean. You flow with me like a warm summer breeze. It is when I am with you that I feel at ease. I have felt you close to me in certain ways. It gets stronger and stronger with the passing days. Having you with me gives faith and hope. This bond we have holds stronger than any rope. I want to love you in ever way. Letting our bodies and souls flowing out more than words can say. What we have can go beyond physical touch. Where there is no misery and love means so much. I focus back in to your smile. I know to be with you, I’d cross any mile. As our love flows like a mighty river. Sometimes when I make touch with you, I quiver. We are st

Loneliness
As I lay here, the ever so constant and lingering pain in my chest desperately longs to rid of the cold ache, infamously known as loneliness. My pillow holds up a troubled mind, as my blankets keep my loneliness warm. A deep hard, but held back feeling of escaping emotions stays not far from my mouth, but stays in the place that bears all pain, anger, and lost lonely sanity. Another shed of my tears does nothing, for no one knows of my cries or misery, leaving me with nothing but dehydrated eyes. Why should one have to feel such a desperate longing for completion? For it is not a great thing to have to look forward to

Pain
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can me managed, but sometimes pain gets you when u least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't out run it, and life allways makes more.

Selfish Heart
Days are slipping by the hour and if I control it, if I had the power I'd stop the time and say to you.. -the last thing you said: It won't come true. If I could tell you you were always wrong I wouldn't be going on writing this song If I could say, you don't think the right way we'd still be arguing anyway Because you're a selfish heart with a pointless cause I could throw it all back to you in the click of a pause Then you shred all apart everything in your paws and are left there to wonder why it all went away Now why is it that you're like this today? Just come around acting like everything's okay Oh don't you know that nothings the same It hasn't been for a while now, and you made that this game. Your selfish ways have proved you: weak. And you've wasted my time, or so to speak because I don't have time for an ignorant soul If he was bleeding for the needing to be in control. Vanquish the irony I'll set your guilt free Just set all asside, and

Love
Love is when you miss her even before she leaves with you could listin to her talk all night and never get tired of hearing her voice when the sound of her name sends chills down your spine and you she her smile the second you close your eyes

Abuse Her
It's not just your obsession not just a terrifying thought you have taken everything from her with the assumption that she can be bought getting away with this abuse it will not ever stop today wanting to bail out of this wishing she could get away she feels like she has ruined them only to steal something in return they are so fearful, and bitter of you and you believe it's not your concern you pin it all on her being selfish like you've always been it feels almost as if it were not yours, but all of her sins you get away with everything you get away with crime not understanding you not understanding why you took her life from her with one easy move tricking her with money killing her for you you self concieded a&&hole why are you still alive she would take your life from you if she could get by she sees you are angry it's better now then later you even might try to kill her or you might just hit her kill her, whatever

Some Of My Poems
"My heart's prayer" This is my heart's prayer. That I'd remain unique and rare. To stand strong and firm. But to be human enough to know when weakness comes. I need to learn to love life with each stride. To deal with the good and bad that may join in this ride. I pray to find my "missing rib." And once found that she never think she isn't of worth to me. That nothing and no one would get in the way. Once she and I are together, it will be a great day. I pray to be a good father if that is my fate. I will raise them to do their very best and love them with my all. My heart's prayer is to be my all for God even through the imperfections. I ask that God would help me to look past other's rejections. Then I pray to never let the light within me to ever go out. That I not become something that I am not meant to be. This is my heart's prayer. To love, give, live, dream, and to just dare. "Heart cries" I am alone in silence, ye

Thoughts Questions And No Answers
So i guess this is another night that i get to sit here pretty much alone and i have nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. I'm working my ass off to get just the simplist things done around here and i often wonder why it is for all my hard work nothing seems to actually get better. I'm lost within the mix of things and i dont know where i am anymore. The 7th is my very last day as a soldier for the rest of my life as i have no intentions of returning to any military service. I do not do that for the simple dislike of the military the army has done nothing but treated me well and for all that the army has shown and tought me i will forever remain in the debt of many who have shown me how good it can be. However in all honesty the military has inflicted more then its fair share of damage in my life too including the loss of friends in combat who often i miss and more then often wish i could of traded my life for any one of theirs. I seem doomed to actually be happy because an

White Chocolate Skin
I imagine the taste of your white chocolate skin, and the scent of your freshly washed hair, my face nuzzled to your neck and, yes, I am flushed with love desire need - oh, come to me unkempt, from your hot bath and let me clothe you in my own skin. Let me lay down with you and whisper my hands down your neck, across your newly-clean breasts and brush lightly the fine hairs leading to your moist heaven. Allow me moments kissing you above beneath between - then pull me by the hair to your warm lips, long and tender , turn me, sit across me, look down into my eyes. Guide me into you and up against the place inside where you keep the tingles and your shivering ecstasy. Leave me there forever. © All rights reserved

Ranger Down #4
Lord Falco is the most powerful man in all the realm. When he is online that is. In the real world he is no idiot though. He buys all his computer parts separately and with cash so that he can’t be tracked. There is no way the government knows his IP address. His work, his fun, in fact his entire life is done online and the last thing he needs is the government looking in on what he is doing. Unlike his friends who live in cabins like hermits, “Falco” as he likes to be called lives in the city. Out in the woods you are one person for every five square miles, but here he is one of millions! The men in black can’t sneak up on him from the safety of the woods on his own property. Nope, here he can see them coming. Plus he can cache his stuff for escape nearby without any worries of discovery. Wisely he shops at night. The area he lives is well lit and the satellites that track over cities at night use mostly infrared and the lights near the hospitals cause flares so they can’t see

Unforgiving War
A tear drop A crying hatred When there is no other feeling In death there is nothing but wrath Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying No given choice Flying lead was meant to be Forever scaring My inner memory Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying Filling shooting Killing wounding Those that die can not kill The only reason my mind can't heal Ten thousand killing fighting Ten thousand reasons for not dying

If You Play On Xbox Live...
If you play on Xbox Live on your Xbox 360, then you need to add me. Forserious. Be sure you tell me who you are though, otherwise, well, I won't know. :D The gamercard is showing what I've been playing recently. Don't have too many games at the moment, but that's changing, since the 360's still pretty new to me. :D

So Weak To
A sinful thought A forced out entity I did not mean to be So weak to... All these lies with no fucking alibi's I do not mean to be So weak to... To reach the shores and bathe in pools of your blood A lustful fist Finding means to live out deathly dreams I'm but a slave to Fighting finds The end of the beginning From the start I was So weak to... A failure to comply Finds flowing anger in me And empty darkness I am So weak to...

Ramblings Of A Destroyed Heart
Two years have passed... two long years.. and six more months to go.... my brother sits behind bars because of two people he though he could trust and turned out that they stabbed him in the back... my hero sits behind bars because he trusted someone and they screwed him over.... he sits there because he was nice...... no one understands the pain... no one understands the tears... no one really understands anything... i cry because i miss my hero... i cry because i hurt for him... i cry because i dont have anyone to turn to right now... i cry because my rock is gone... i cry because i am mad... i cry because i am hurt... i cry..... i cried for what seemed like hours on monday when i had to look at him and say bye and hug him knowing that i was walking out there and he couldnt... i cried because he is my big brother and yeah he made his mistakes but he is human... my hero sits in that place day after day and it kills me to know this... it hurts me so.... i wish there was something i cou

Does Anyone Know?
You know the small pics. on our profile page in our info. box? Is there a way to change which of pics. are shown there? Lame blog but I want to know! Please and thanks in advance if I don't get back to you right away. *muah*

Doubt
Take a look at me I'm just a man But you tell me I'm not just a man So hard to understand After all I'm just a man You tell me not to doubt But I'm always full of doubt But you always help me out I'm so ashamed

Fuck
Fuck all yall that want to start and keep drama going. If yall dont shape up im gonna ship out. Fuck White Queen Loving Black Kings, Fuck Sexxy Katt, fuck Kitten, and fuck baby Jesus. FUCK ALL FUBAR, CHERRY TAP, OR LOST CHERRY. Whatever the fuck u are.

Hey This Is It
Fuck all yall that want to start and keep drama going. If yall dont shape up im gonna ship out. Fuck White Queen Loving Black Kings, Fuck Sexxy Katt, fuck Kitten, and fuck baby Jesus. FUCK ALL FUBAR, CHERRY TAP, OR LOST CHERRY. Whatever the fuck u are.

Life
have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think

By The Year 2050
It's now official. By 2050 whites will be the minority race in the United States. When the Census of 2050 is completed the Census Bureau estimates that the white race will become a minority in the United States. Hispanics will be the dominant race. African Americans will remain the third prevalent ethnic group in America. The question is, will the middle class white male (who already is an unrecognized minority in America) qualify for set asides, a preferential quota system and, on Capitol Hill, a "Congressional White Caucus?" The census prediction estimates that the white population will grow about 7% while the Hispanic population will increase by 194%. The dramatic increase in Hispanics is not due to procreation. Hispanics have a higher birth rate than any other ethnic segment of the population (an average of 3 live births per family compared to two for Whites and African Americans). But it will be the influx of both legal and illegal Hispanics of childbearing years that will tilt

Crazy Ppl
u all need to bug out or i am shippin out and fuck fubar cherrytap or lostcherry what ever u want to be if you want to cause drama fuck you kitten Sexxy Katt-Fu-Wifey to The Main Event, eXibitionist,JD &babyboi whaite queens loving black kings fuck you baby jesus fuck you fubar fuck you except ladywithcurves your the only one that this dont apply to i am done with this fuckin fubar shit i delete a bitch and you let cunts on this shit with guys they may fuck some shit up for and its so what suck your own dicks bitch and i am out

Whatever
Whatever has become my favorite word lately, I wanna say Im doin good, but whatever, how are things, whatever....blah blah blah... Im sick of bein alone and maybe I should get me some birthday sex tomorrow....its been 3 months and the last guy i HAD SEX WITH HAS BEEN CALLIN ME, SOOOO.... maybe I should get me some, fuck it, no one wants me for theierir girl so,,,maybe I should go for it, god knows I need to get laid so......

The Finest Poetry
I wrote the finest poetry with my lips upon your milky skin through this, the only night I have been alive - tiny words nibbled in your soft neck and down your delicious shoulder, a stanza across each warm breast, moist words wandering over the smooth flesh of your belly and down to the verse I was born to write - rapturous art, sacred psalms in perfect rhythm through the wet doors of your magnificent chapel. No woman will ever know these words the way I have given them to you, nor any man sing a song as pure. © All rights reserved

Methamphetamine And Cheetos: A Wicked Combination
Somehow, I always find interesting news items. This one just chilled me to my inner core. I can't sleep because of this. It was your typical day in Des Moines Iowa. Birds were chirping, citizens were randomly breaking out in song and dance, and everything just seemed so hunky dory. Yet, one resident of Des Moines wasn't having any of it. He was tired of the chirping. The birds kept him up at night with their bird songs. They never seemed to get tired. He also hated how people would randomly sing and start a seemingly choreographed dance routine. He was once kicked from his bicycle by riding to close to one of these random show tunes. The resident was a young man. He could no longer handle the stress of a perfect place. He didn't like perfect. Yet he couldn't escape it. The young man turned to drugs instead to help him forget this perfect place. The young man's father was livid about the drug use. He wouldn't let his son ruin this happy town with his drugs and rock-n-roll.

Dj Bound
DJ BOUND TURNING SHIT UPSIDE DOWN IN ThE ToRtUrE ChAmBeR AND TAKING ALL UR REGUEST JUST CLICK THE PIC AN UR THERE! ThE ToRTuRe ChAmBeR WHERE ALL FREAKS, STONER AND NERD OF ALL KINDS ARE WELCOME JOINED BY OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

Wut The Fu@k
why do females play with men hearts and trun a good man into fu@k up man there some females out there juz like to play games when you try to luv them and they juz play arund with you and make me fell like sh&t i dont understand that well forgrt it and move on i guest uh

Ok Gonna Ask One More Time Lol
any ladys with grandkids on here wanna join my small friendly contest for a 3 day blast will last 5 days most comments wins and rates do not count. comment bombing allowed please no underrating the others

My Guy Facts...lol
Guy Facts: When a guy calls you, he wants to get laid When a guy is quiet, he wants to get laid When a guy is not arguing, he wants to get laid When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes he wants to get laid When a guy stares at you, he wants to get laid When your laying your head on a guy's he wants to get laid When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday, he wants to get laid When a (good) guy tells you he loves you, he wants to get laid When a guy says he can't live without you, he wants to get laid When a guy says, "I miss you,". he wants to get laid

Still Taking Fu-wifey Applications!
I am still looking for a Fu-Wifey...If you would like to become my Fu-Wifey, please complete the application below and send it via private message. I cant wait to hear from you...and dont forget, everything goes on this application. ;) ~~ TakenZonie Fu-Wifey Application 1. name: 2. age: 3. height: 4. weight: 5. location: 6. birthday: 7. why do you want to be my Fu-Wifey? 8. what are your hobbies? 9. favorite music? 10. favorite color? 11. favorite movie? 12. favorite day of the week? 13. do you smoke cigarettes? 14. do you drink? 15. do you do drugs? 16. do you have any tatoos or piercings? if so, what and were? 17. are you religious? 18. are you a dreamer, or are you down to earth? 19. are you spontaneous, or do you prefer to make plans? 20. are you risque, or conservative? 21. what do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? 22. do you have an innie or an outie? ;) 23. what style of panties do you

Love Quotes
You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world. - David Levesque - Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this. - Stephen Packer - When you love someone, all your saved-up wishes start coming out. - Elizabeth Bowen - Love isn't blind; it just only sees what matters. - William Curry - Love that is true never grows old. - Elben Bano - A Friend's Love says: " If you ever need anything, I'll be there." True Love says: " You'll never need anything; I'll be there." - Jimi Hollemans -

Funny Dilemma Of The Species
No doubt some of you read a recent news story --- researchers at Indiana University-Bloomington did a study using a group of men and women in Munich, Germany, examining how the sexes differ in choosing a mate by characteristics. What a shock, perhaps for most folks. The study concluded that humans are not much different from other mammals by following Darwin’s principles involving competitive males and choosy females. Essentially, according to this study (which used speed dating and a questionnaire, by the way), the men primarily based their decision on a woman’s physical looks. Women made more discriminating choices; they acknowledged the importance of attractiveness to men, but mentally used other traits and adjusted their expectations to select a desirable guy who’d stay with them. In any event, both the men and women’s actual choices did not necessarily reflect their written preferences. The story makes me recall those casual previous conversations I’ve had with friends – mal

The Magic Of Love
The Magic Of Love Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

To You
So far from home How I got this far Only you know how Our special secret shared To you I owe it all You are my everything Alone you are my life You take my heart so down And make me burn so bright A flame for you and all you are For you a gift called love Is just a word for you But your words ease my mind My mask they shine right through They ease all my fear Forever on and on

5357
i serve machines they keep me blind sometimes i get away only for awhile my name is lost a new one found number 5357 til im in the ground i serve machines they give no breaks they keep me working til i sleep they took my name traded it in im number 5357 working for them the sun is lost im stuck inside my number is written keeps me alive im 5357 5357 5357,5357,5357 i serve machines

Out Of Gas
Out Of Gas A man was driving down the road and ran out of gas. Just at that moment, a bee flew in his window. The bee said, "What seems to be the problem?" "I'm out of gas," the man replied. The bee told the man to wait right there and flew away. Minutes later, the man watched as an entire swarm of bees flew to his car and into his gas tank. After a few minutes, the bees flew out. "Try it now," said one bee. The man turned the ignition key and the car started right up. "Wow!" the man exclaimed, "What did you put in my gas tank"? The bee answered........ (I see you smiling)

♥ Yay! ♥
Hello All, Just dropping a line to all my Fubar friends to tell you soon i will be with my darling fiance and you know what i cannot wait for it all this time has been so hard on both of us and now we can finally be together and i can not wait for it this satureday we will be together and i will tell you this it has been a long wait for both of us we are both happy and can not wait well that is all i have to say Thank You ~Lost In The Dark~

Thomas Jefferson Was Right!!
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++= "Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not." ~ Thomas Jefferson FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c)1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicia

Luciano Pavarotti -- Ode To His Great Tenor Voice!
What a great man that leaves us tonight.... Couldn't possibly find all his songs he sang, with all the people he sang with... but he will surely will be missed, but the sounds of his great tenor voice will never be forgotten!!!

Lotus-eater
Tonight she is a hatha-pretzel, salted and I am a lotus-eater, high from the scent of her perspiration and the taste of her ruddy cheeks sticky neck and each breast blessed with firmness roundness - ripe to my lips lingering. I want to leave myself inside her, hear her breath in bursts and hiccoughed delight while I am buried in the break of her neck and she is nibbling suckling bubbling over onto my shoulder. She must kiss me hard and deep as I am squeezing warm seed into the wet garden soft thighs wrapped across my hips - I will read her poetry by the glow of our spent love, written from the rapture of this divine entanglement. © All rights reserved

Poem
Souls in motion A long lingering kiss Slowly long and deep The softest touch Hands tracing curves Your scent beneath my nose Your breath warm upon my neck Skin softly laying against skin Finger tracing lips Tongue twirling in slow motion Wetness lingering Passionate flames Wanton pleasures Screaming out a name Writhing from the explosion Erotic fantasy made Calm and serenely laying Soul in motion once again

Almost Outta Here
Well I leave for training in two weeks, then deploy to iraq, starting to get a little nervious...not scared its just im in the navy, i joined the navy for a reason......NO BULLETS. I work on airplanes for Christ sakes, but hey i volenteered, so i guess i shouldnt bitch. But my brother who is currently in iraq..USMC.. tells me a suicide bomber almost killed him today, so naturally i am freaking out. Everyone thinks its always going to happen to someone else...wel fuck that. Im going over there for a year, and my bro has only been there for 5 mths....WTF AND PEOPLE SAY WE MAKE TOO MUCH MONEY

Opera As We Know It Has Ended
Today, or should i say Wednesday, the world lost one of its best Tenors ever - Luciano Pavarotti has passed away after a long struggle with pancreatic cancer. Many people today have no appreciation for opera, they dont understand the complexity of it, the years of training it takes to be able to sing with such power and strength, the beauty of something so pure. This is just one more thing that is going to cause yet another wonderful for of music and entertainment to be pushed further into the background. If you have never heard Pavarotti sing then dont be close minded - take 2 minutes out of your day and take a listen to this truly magickal voice.

Punx
So you wannabe punk you punx! So you wannabe punk you punx! So Im what you would call a realist meaning I know the world is a shitty place and I just dont care anymore. Ive learned over time that everyone has their dream on how the world should be run and on how it could be a better place. The anarchist dosnt want a government, the communist wants more government, the prepubescent punx dont know what they want but it seems to be a mix of both; I guess they have listened to too much greenday or something. Ah! The new age punx.maybe its just me, maybe I just need to buy a clue or something- are they hippie anarchist or communist? For you see those three things are very different from one another: you cant be a commie if youre into total anarchy ok so stop wearing Che or U.S.S.R. T-shirts cause your just pissing off the real communists out there and stop telling me to read animal farm and the communist manifesto after finally reading it in some college class you took this term.

The Best Woman?!
THE MOST AMAZING GIRLS I KNOW, ARE RIGHT HERE! THEY HAVE MY BACK, AND I WILL ALWAYS HAVE THEIRS. THE MOST AMAZING WOMEN I HAVE MET, QUITE POSSIBLY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE ARE IN THIS BULLETIN. GOOD WOMAN IN THIS WORLD THAT REALLY, YOU GOTTA APPRECIATE THE ONES THAT YOU FIND. Aussie_Goddess™ [[DRUNK1's TOP STALKER 24/7]]@ fubar RebELLe {Stevens RL Wifey}{the Tanks Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._)@ fubar *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~*@ fubar THESE AMAZING LADIES, YOU PROBABLY ALREADY HAVE, WITHOUT A DOUBT, I HAVE PIMPED THEM OUT A MILLION TIMES, BUT IS TOO MUCH LOVE EVER ENOUGH? I MEAN, C'MON NOW! WITH MUCH LOVE, THIS IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY, FUBAR'S RESIDENT DRUNK: Drunk1{AussieGoddessStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar Fine Print: Hope should be on this bulletin BUT a gerbil stuffing moosefucker and his lil queer ass bitch got her deleted cuz they couldnt handle the truth about their own fucked up mentalities.

Update-new
After some discussion I have been talked into having a Contest... So I will be opening a Contest this SUNDAY starting at 6pm Eastern. The name of this contest will be Best Looking Guy; Winning prize has yet to be determine but will be announced before Sunday. So if you would like to enter or know of someone that would, feel free to pass this along. Also I would appricate if you stop by and Rate/Comment on the contest I currently am in. If you have already rated I am so thankful and you are more then welcome to comment some more =)

Continue To Breath
Today the sun will shine Even a smile from time to time Inside I'll sing this song The heart of life still beats on Is it all for nothing? will it mean a thing Without you and the love you bring? My wounds might heal Vicariously I will steal A smile from a stranger's face Sorrow sought out my disgrace Is it all for nothing? will it mean a thing Without you and the love you bring?

Small Bus
76 Riders Please Repost Bullitens at least once, Not required but it helps get more people on for the PaRtY Come Jump on Jokers Wild's Small Bus where the only requirement is to have a sense of humor. Unlike Trains and planes this IS A 100% Free Ride. NO RATING REQUIRED NO FANNING REQUIRED NO ADDING REQUIRED NO NEED TO BUY ANYTHING FOR THE DRIVERS You Rate, Add, Comment who you want to and IF you want to THIS BUS RIDE IS ABSOLUTLEY 100% FREE When The Bus is full we will add a second one and another one until we have a small bus convoy ! LOL Note: I will be updating once a day riders on the small bus send a FUBAR E-Mail message and I will get you added on the next bus out Remember Just because you rate someone on this bus is no requirement that they rate you back, This is to see people that may have the same in common with you. There are plenty of Pay Trains if you want points. See the reason behind the Small Bus in my video blog Titled The Small B

A Warrior's Fight
....He was on his knees, begging for something to save his Soul. One graceful hand reached out and wiped a tear from his cheek. Angelic voice sings an answer and the lonely beaten warrior looks up into her magical eyes. Souls that travel across time, calling out from the darkness, sped towards each other on wings of gold, they collide in this moment. "Live" she whispers and she bends down towards him. Her Angelic power so strong and visible his eyes squint as he looks deep into her eyes. "I came to your call, my Love. Time and Space means nothing to the power of our Love" she sings for his ears only. He blinks his eyes, his Angel is gone. He feels stronger but the evils of this world tear once more at his soul. Once more he prays for her to come. Once more he asks for God to aid him. However this time, no Angelic being stands before. This time no statements of Love on the breath of heavenly song. No this time the gates of Hell have open before him and he feels the pull as its reaches

Pickup Tips Or Dating Tips For Gals
Well, we heard from the bartenders in the last blog on their tips for guys. I figured that I would give my tips for you gals out there from the perspective of a guy. Feel free to critique me on any of these or even expand upon them…..due to my lack of dating experience I can only give some high level ideas on the topic J * Men are Not Mind Readers: Ok gals, this one should be really obvious, but for those of you that have not realized it; during the whole evolutionary process, men did not pick up the ability to read minds. Do: If a guy approaches you and you might be interested….. Give him a hint that you are might be, it makes further conversation easier. Don’t: Do not play the coy little cat and mouse game. This little game that some women think is cute is often a deterrent to future interaction. However, if you are not interested; there is always a nice way of letting them know. Of course some guys are rude and you have to take the rude approach…..but

Pain And Regret
Tiny cuts is all I need To make you see All the pain you put me through Will you fell bad When I’m gone Would you want to Try and stop me From ending it all Would you do things Different if you knew It was going end like this I know I would have I wanted you More then I wanted anything In my life I knew from the moment I meet you That we were Meant to be But what I don’t get Is how you can hurt me so And not even know That I gave you my all And now all that is left If nothing but pain and regret I wish that I Could turn back time Changed what happen Made it so I wouldn’t have fallen so hared You’re an ass and I thought you should know I will never get over what you did I will never for give you

Dj Joker
THE MAD MAN IS BACK THATS RIGHT DJ JOKER IS BACK AND READY TO MELT IT DOWN!!!!!! YOU REQUEST IT AND I WILL PLAY IT !!!!! CLICK THE PIC AND COME ON IN TO THE ALL NEW EXTREME "X" /i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb151/streetstock/Skullbig.jpg"border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" /> NOW GET YOUR'E ARSES IN HERE AND SHOW ME YOUR'E HOOTERS!!!!!!!!

Fake Pictures!!!
whats the deal with all the ugly goth women putting up a sexy goth girl as their mane picture.is it me or is that not fake advertisement.im not saying that i wont add u if your not hott just saying put a pic of yourself up im not brad pitt but i put my ugly mug up just like the rest of the ppl on this site stop pretending your that hot vamp because all i have to do is click on your pic and i see your true colors shining threw and thats why i dont love u.so dont be afraid if your ugly show your mug i do.

Youre A Towel
i hurt my back at work monday night/tuesday morning at about 1 am and im in a hell of alot of pain o dont know why im writing this except its taking my mind off the pain lil'bush is on at the moment ive neverseen it i know im rambling ramble ramble ramble

Well, As Said...
Daily Horoscope: Aries For September 5,2007 "Even if you're amidst delicate negotiations or meeting someone new for the first time, try your best to keep your emotional reactions as honest as possible. You're better off going with your gut for now." ok, tonight i see my (future) ex-wife, to fix some important details and determine what is the best to do ... amazing horoscope

Love
At first you desired me, Now I only long for your touch. At first you persuded me, Now I chase after your attention. At first you told me words of love, Now I can only say I love you. How things change over time.

Life In Greyscale.
Eyes see through greyness. It's like watching a black and white movie, when you could be watching color. Have you seen the Wizard Of Oz? When Dorothys' house lands in Munchkin land after the twister. She opens the door to look outside. All of a sudden the dull grey of before, opens to a bright, lively, world of color and beauty and excitement. Imagine if you would,,, Never being able to open that door. Your life,,, It's sight, and sound and perception, all exist behind the door in the greyness. There's little if any urge to even have ambition. All you feel you will ever see, touch, taste, feel and smell, are done within the confines of the greyness behind the door. You're not even sure a world exists outside the door,,,, or what, or who holds the key to the world outside. The vision of the person inside the greyness isn't even sure a key exists. They just feel frightfuly alone and helpless, so helpless that they couldn't open the door even if they knew it was possible. Their actio

Can You As My Friends Hlp Me Lvl Up
I NEED U AS MY FRIENDS TO HELP ME OUT,LOOK AT MY PICS, RATE THEM, COMMENT ON THEM,BECAUSE I AM FEELING LIKE I AM GIVING AND NO ONE IS SHOWING ME LOVE,IF I AM ONLINE AND I SEE ONE OF MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY,I TRY TO GET BACK TO U, EVEN IF ITS A WEEK LATER. WHEN I SAY MY FRIENDS ARE MY FRIENDS I MEAN IT,IF YOU DON'T WONT TO BE MY FRIEND PLEASE TAKE ME OFF UR LIST. THE REST I LUV YOU MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes

September 5,2007
The next phase of my life is a life altering event. Not only for me, but for the ones I love the most. I do believe I've received a sign, bit I'm not sure if I've got the energy. September 5,2007 Are you waiting for a sign before moving on with the next phase of your life (or, on a smaller scale, some new project)? You've definitely got the energy to go for it right now, sign or no sign.

To Hope
When by my solitary hearth I sit, When no fair dreams before my "mind's eye" flit, And the bare heath of life presents no bloom; Sweet Hope, ethereal balm upon me shed, And wave thy silver pinions o'er my head. Whene'er I wander, at the fall of night, Where woven boughs shut out the moon's bright ray, Should sad Despondency my musings fright, And frown, to drive fair Cheerfulness away, Peep with the moon-beams through the leafy roof, And keep that fiend Despondence far aloof. Should Disappointment, parent of Despair, Strive for her son to seize my careless heart; When, like a cloud, he sits upon the air, Preparing on his spell-bound prey to dart: Chase him away, sweet Hope, with visage bright, And fright him as the morning frightens night! Whene'er the fate of those I hold most dear Tells to my fearful breast a tale of sorrow, O bright-eyed Hope, my morbid fancy cheer; Let me awhile thy sweetest comforts borrow: Thy heaven-born radiance around me shed, And w

True Love
HAVE U EVER FELT AN EMOTION, THAT LEAVES YOU ACHING IN YOUR HEART? AN EMOTION THAT SOMETIMES TICKLES AND OTHER TIMES RIPS YOUR HEART APART. THIS DAMNING EMOTION THAT YOU FIGHT FOR THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN, AND SOMETIMES JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND COMPLAIN. AN EMOTION OF SMILES, AND SOME FULL OF TEARS, A SIGH OF COMFORT,AND ALOT OF FEARS. THAT FILLING EMOTION OF JOY,AND LAUGHTER, THAT DREAM OF HAPPILY EVER AFTER. THAT ONE EMOTION CALLED LOVE, SOME WITH AND SOME WITHOUT. THAT ONE TRUE LOVE, SOMEONE,SOMEWHERE U JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT. SO THINK ABOUT IT AND TELL YOUR TRUE LOVE THAT IT'S MORE THAN A FEELING YOU SHARE TOGETHER, CAUSE I'M HERE TO TELL YOU NOTHING LAST FOREVER! P.S. DEDICATED FOR YOU ALL AMERICAN REJECT BY: CICI34

Ciao Luciano!
In the movie Giorgio I fell in love with him. He sucked as an actor but I felt an attraction to him. Not that I know much of him but he opened my eyes to something new in this world. Which, if you know me, is one of my passions... to seek out new life and new experiences. Just think he made opera just a lil more accessible to make the way for others like Bocelli whom I adore. Do I like all opera? Hell no. Some of it is just atrocious. Obnoxious. But some can move my spirit and swoon me into another mood. Luciano Pavarotti has passed away today. Pancreatic Cancer. Thank you Luciano for opening my world just a lil more.

Life In My Own Words.
Never feel underestimated by your enemies. Don't let others intimidate you for who you really are. Become the intimidator. Becoming your own leader is the true path in life. Being a follower leads to being a slave. Don't be a follower. Take the bull by the horns. Don't let the bull horns take you. I'm a complex person with a complex life. Never be too soft in this world. You only live once. Live your life to the fullest. Drive hard. Live hard. Be hard-core. Once you get in the pit, stay in the pit. Don't walk out. Keep fighting! Don't bite the dust. In this world, it is hard to trust. Trust only the ones closest to you. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer. Live your American dreams inspite of the criticism you recieve. Let no one drag you down in life. It's a weakness. This is my life. Think you can handle it? If you can't handle the path I'm on, go home and stay home!

I Come To You
I must be dreaming again Getting my thoughts together When will tomorrow be Will it take forever? Forever wanting to escape I slowly close my eyes All the days confusion Just passes by My only release Is to come to you A comforting conversation Is my message getting through

The Showdown
Look to the future, outlaw the storm is coming now, race war the skies darken as night falls the battle’s coming now, your race calls we’ll carry on the fight ‘til the day we die against the people that would kill us for the flags we fly we wont surrender, we wont give in we’ll fight the fight, and we will win, now! Stand up beside us and we’ll have our day stand up against us get out of our way! The tensions rising, the flood grows the banks are bursting, overflow here it comes no, tidal wave god help our people now, mass grave join the battle, join the few stand up for your race and your nation too we know the traitors are in our midst but now they’re running like the others did People to the left, people to the right people in the middle that don’t wanna fight traitors fight against us, showdown people in the middle get knocked down We fight for freedom, we fight to win the color of our uniform, Is the color of our skin we’ve got the power, we’ve got the pride when we get the un

My First Experience With Sex
It was 3 days before Christmas 1989. I was anxious to know what I was getting as gifts. We had guests. My cousin Dan was visiting with my Auntie from Pennsylvania. I was only 14 years old, with the body of a 20 year old. Dan couldn't keep his eyes off of me, he was 21 and quite handsome. My gorgeous breasts were like magnets to his eyes. I noticed a slight bulge in his pants and wondered what the problem was. He comes over and kisses me hard on the lips. He had never done that before. He said, "Because you are so beautiful, I cannot believe you are my cousin." That evening my parents and my Auntie went out for some drinks, leaving Dan and myself alone watching TV. After about a half hour of him teasing and touching me where he shouldn't have, he pulls me towards him and kisses me again hard on the lips, only this time sliding his tongue into my mouth. At first I didnt like it, but when he began holding my breasts and squeezing them, I began to feel a strange sensation bwetween my leg

Postmans Last Day Of Work
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of ste

Are We Ever Gonna Learn To Fly?
Welcome to fubar, Kat. Not much to say... I still haven't figured out what I want to say/post about... I am here, I am alive, and that is a feat in itself. I am grateful for today. I am grateful for my tomorrow. That is all.

Interesting
So everyone know that I have this interesting job... 99% of the time its filled with death and heart falling issues of those that I come in contact with. well the case I got called out to on monday was no different. It was an initial call to an abuse call... I did my job and finished up all of the things I had to do and departed the scene. On tuesday I was scheduled to be in the office but was asked my boss to go out and cover the field for the investigators that were supposed to be there had other things come up. So after a couple of Burglaries.... I was asked by the detective form the call out to go and take pix of the child at the hospital. "O GREAT!!!!" Everytime I go to the hospital... it usually involves death and crap! So drudgingly I went to Mary Bridge Childrens Hospital to do as I was asked. When I go to the room I was shocked to see this little baby just in a pleasant mood. She was soooooooooooo cute!!! I cant believe anyone would hurt this little angel... but she was so hap

Words
So when I hate me And when they hate me You have loved me Always loved me Sometimes it's hard to be a loving man Seems the more I speak The less I feel you understand Always make me feel so weak Never be the same again Never want to fall from your eyes Never want to see you that way Never want to fall from your eyes Never want to fall from grace

Poem
MY REFLECTION! I LOOK IN THE MIRRORAT A REFLECTION OF ME, WONDERING HOW TO CHANGE SO HE CAN SEE MY REAL BEAUTY. THE LOVE I HAVE FOR HIM TAKES OVER ANY FEELINGS I'VE EVER KNOWN, BUT HE DOES NOT CARE AND THIS HE HAS SHOWN. WHY CAN'T I BE STRONG AND LET HIM BE? WHY DOESN'T ALL THE PAIN I FEEL SET ME FREE? I WANT TO FEEL THE SOFTNESS OF HIS SKIN, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND HIS SMIRKY GRIN. TO SMELL THE SWEAT THAT GLISSENS DOWN HIS FACE, TO FEEL HIS SEXY BODY MAKES MY HEART SKIP A PACE. JUST JUST AS MY DREAM WAS ABOUT TO COME TRUE, HE SAYS THROUGH THE MIRROR, ITS HER, NOT YOU! MY DREAM, MY SWEET DREAM FOR WHICH I WAS AWOKE, LOVE YOU HA!HA! HE LAUGHS AND SAYS WHAT A JOKE. AND SO MY HEART I MUST BE TRUE, AND GO ON LOVA DREAM THAT NEVER WAS REALLY YOU. BY CICI34

Hey All :(
Hey guys whats up most of you know that i got married when i was 16 to the man who i thought i would be with the rest of my life . we seperated jan 23rd 07 after 6 yrs of being married we talked about getting back together but we never did it i recently found out that he got a another gurl prego and is in love with her and wants to marry her well what the hell i waited for so long and just was alone and waiting for him and knowing that every time he saw me or talked to me he was lieing out of his teeth and not telling me the truth the last 6 yrs has been nothing but a lie and that hurts cause i quit school for this i gave up a scholarship to play basketball for MISSOURI STATE and from there i wanted to be in the wnba but that all came to a hault when i droped out and was promised to be taken care of the rest of my life and it was a lie every time he got mad at me or needed another peice of ass he would throw me to the streets and i would keep going back first time his fault sec time mi

To My Dear Friends
I just need to get this out...I am aware of every single person that has been bombin my page and i am so grateful and just want all of u to know i am keepin track of everyone who is rating me up and i am soooo returning the love...please b patient i will hit ur page up...love u all...xoxoxoxoxox...jodie

This Guy..stay Away From
ggguy4u heres why: qguy4u: shit thats ture ur also a fuckin whore ur married with all those pics online plus i saved them im going to make my own profile for 1 thing im not married and im here to meet people and have fun thats it. so if you people are smart delete his sorry ass..cause i wouldnt let him see my pics..thats why he will turn on you.

My Last Mumm Of Custody!
I just wanted to say thanx to all the comments u all left for me! See u have to see it a lil from my point of view to know y i just wanted a lil outside help! My mom passed away a few years ago but all our life she was a single mom and i was raised to never take a child away from the mother less they are in danger! It is a moral value of promises made that have kept me from takin them a few time already but with it almost final now i find myself in a mind jogg and i just wanted some outside look on it so thanks to all of you for all your helpfull comments and yes by the way my kids are my life and i fought in the Army for my family and now i just got to do a lil at home for them as well! Thanx Again! Love all the help! Romeo A.

To My Dad
Everytime I see you lately your less and less of the person I knew. I hate seeing you liek this hate wondering whawts gonna happen to you once the radiation and chemo start. I hate knowing that yu still beleive in this god who can allow so much pain in this world and hate myself for not being able to believe in him. All I want to do is cry but I wont because crying is for weak people. So im angry and I dont know how to get over being angry I wasted so much time hating you. So much of my life disapproving of how you lived yours. The last few years weve gotten close and now the doctors say that you will be gone soon. Im supposed to say goodbye to you. How do I do that? How to I prepare myself for this? I spend so much time lately thinking of our lives together and the things youve done. I remember when we were little and the ice cream man used to come down the street like 5 times a day we used to bug you for ice cream every time and one day you were drunk and just got sick of it.

Rant Master
I\'ve been thinking on a lot of things. From people I know to those I\'ll make friends with, from the way society is now to what really made sense on the last episode of Pokemon... whenever that may be, from the many factors of life people go through to end up buried six feet under to why Paris Hilton isn\'t in the encyclopedia, from how some people fake IDs to get into clubs when they already are getting wasted from lack of an education to reality TV... and what makes sense on TV anymore, and from why the numbers 69, 143, 628, 875, 4,702, 758,285 and 0 can be defined as sexual positions to why Sesame Street doesn\'t have Canadian puppets... I\'ve been thinking on too much. I think writing and poetry was a step forward. I would like to be able to have my own rant session where I could just complain about anything and everything asked to me. Entertainment is good, but how I would enjoy getting that form of attention. Maybe I\'m just silly...

79-carcrash
Did you feel this moment Could you hear the tear These scars are too shallow And i'm too hallow to care Shattered dreams like broken glass The strain you represent Like a carcrash I wait it out You left this soul bruised and bent 20 ways do die in this wreckage I found out the hard way at least a dozen Selfless sacrifice was ur mask Realised too late my mistakes are golden I wanna blow this whole thing to pieces Make you see I'm empty as these words Bracing for an impact that never comes As I turn upside down moments begin to blur Insecurities turn to tragedies gained I lose track of who's scars are which Tattooed memories are forever Self destructive and that's the bitch Losing myself in what you want me to be Never asked you for more than you are Why do I have to make mountains from a grain of sand Walk away now before it goes too far.........

In This Dream Enfolded
I imagined you here this morning, opening for me, enfolding me in soft skin and kisses - imagined the taste of your breath and your pliant breasts against me. Then, engorged, I felt your hand surround me - then sliding into you as though I belonged there - oh, I do, for all of time. Then I felt your rise and fall, moistness like dew, and the friction of your thighs against my hips. In the shadow of the first light of this morning alone, I nearly saw your face, your head lolling backwards, almost saw your nipples harden, fairly heard your wonderful moans. Just me with dreams of us, I thought of the moment together at the height - your love crying out to me as I filled you, straining to give you the last drop of me. Did you feel me in your bed, my stickiness, slackening, and breathing to you: I am here across a thousand miles? I love you. © All rights reserved

So.... They Say......
people come into our lives for reasons..... and make footprints in our hearts..... some.. really do... what about the others?? and just what do they contribute to Your life? why im wrapping my head around this is beyond me.... :/

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Ok I am still sick and tired as hell.. This damn cold is still trying it hardest to kick my ass, so I am not going to be on long.. I will rate pictures, and do the commenting bombing when i get better.. there is alot of people in line I have to rate pictures, if I have not gotten to you yet plz be penitents about it plz.. I am only one person and doing what I can ok. I was in bed all day not feeling good and my sister came in my room and woke me up and ask if I want to go see my mom and I said yes I will go with her to the hospital.. My mom is ok.. can't go in detail about it my head is hurting like hell right now.. All I am doing is checking my email and picking up my tags.. Ok Talk to you all soon Virgo24

Fuck Me
Im taking a good friends advice...she said put yourself out there...well i cant do a blast or anythin so i figured i would put up a blog....NEED SOME LOVE PLEASE!!!! LMAO! And of course any love given to me will be returned! RATE, FAN, COMMENTS, anything...

One Hell Of A Rain Storm And More
came home for lunchbreak at 1:40 by 2:15 went back to work cause one hell of storm blew thru colorado and lost power at the house so i said hell with it went back to work to get there and find out no power there either.even had a hail storm that piled up along truck ramp enough hail to make snowballs out of.more crazy shit from colorado again.things back to normal now that i fixed the skirting around the trailor since assholes here dont know shit from a taco.oh well friends tc ttyl. joe

Busy Days ... Hiccups .. And Booboo !
Okay this is my 3rd attempt at a blog .. it keeps vanishing on me .. so .. im gonna type this fast so if there are any typo's .. DONT LOOK LOL Busy day today Busy day Tomorrow ive got the Hiccups im goin to bed LOL Oh .. And if youve some spare time .. Stop by and Bomb BooBoo on her contest Pic .. You know she's always there to help anyone who needs it ..

N.s.f.w. Some Basic Rules And Guidlines!!!
N.S.F.W RULES & GUIDELINES!!!!!!! N.S.F.W. what does this mean? It means Not Safe For Work...its as simple as that! We all need to use some common sense when uploading photos on Fubar! YES!!! This is an adult site! NO!!! This is NOT A PORN OR ARMATURE PORN SITE. Some adults on FUBAR are here just for meeting people and making friends. I know this means nothing to most people. As adults we all know what the male body looks like as well as what a female body looks like. Please take a moment and and click the N.S.F.W when uploading photos. If you go to a photo on someones profile and your very first thought is OH MY!! Then 9 times out of 10 its N.S.F.W. photo. We do not always catch everything right away so as a community we would appreciate your support in keeping Fubar a clean and safe place to meet People. please take the time to read the guide lines on this it is in the Fubar bible.(CLICK HERE) Need to Know how to Mark a photo N.S.F.W. (CLICK HERE) Uploa

Bored?
I would be too if I was sitting on my Fubar with nothing to do! Come talk to us on D.E.S.! Right now we're talking about new developments in: evolution, legal rights of unmarried couples, mini skirts, the KKK, Chris Benoit, hockey, and red heads! Don't worry about fitting in or being a certain way. Just be yourself, and try it out. Come talk to me!

Zeppelin Reunion!!!
Led Zeppelin are definitely reforming says Robert Plant 'We got a band meeting this afternoon' admits singer 05.Sep.07 12:16pm Led Zeppelin frontman Robert Plant has confirmed that the legendary rock band will be reuniting later this year. A reunion has been strongly rumoured for the last week or so and today (September 5) the singer confirmed it's definitely on. A fan who met Plant in London today contacted NME.COM explaining that the singer said he was on his way to meet bandmates Jimmy Page and John Paul Jones. "How did you find out about this?" asked Plant when asked about the prospects of a reunion show by the autograph hunter. "Well we've got a band meeting about it this afternoon about it. There's not a lot to work out as it's only going to be one-off gig." NME.COM has also learned from a music industry source that the show, possibly to take place in November at the 02 in London, will be a charity gig organised by promoter Harvey Goldsmith. What do you think

This Sums Up My Single Life For The Past Year... Luv The Lyrics
I lost a piece of me in you I think I left it in your arms I forget the reasons I got scared But remember that I cared quite a lot You see but lately I’ve been on my own Yeah one, but one by choice You see that’s a first for me This only me, yeah there’s only me And I realize for once it’s just me It’s just me It’s just me and I’ll find a way to make it There’s no one left to stop me, here I go Can we take it from the top So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong Don’t try to take this from me I’ve already spent living half my life undone So wide, so long, so sad I want to be strong Don’t try to take this from me I’ve already spent my life living half undone I’ve been talking to my aunts and uncles, Mom and dad again I’ve been finding out that I have What this world has called friends I’ve tried to push them all away They pushed me back and want to stay And that’s one good thing I have I’m gonna feel a peace in me I’m gonna feel at home I’m gonna make

I Miss The Thunder
i saw u and spoke and u muttered no word i woke in the middle of the night terrified from the heart stopping mares that had filled my mind and i screamed for you,but you never came to my rescue.i was standing in a line in a public place and thought i heard you call my name and when i turned,no such luck.here i am alone confused hurt angry frustrated and painfully sad.you didnt say goodbye see you later or go to hell.you just walked away as if i had never crossed your path or had been worthy of your time.your "i love you"s are so distant now that your voice fades farther and farther when i try to remember how they sounded as they fell off your sexy lips.i loved you deeper than i think you even knew and regretted you walking away leaving me to drown in my sadness.i cant stop allowing you to cross my mind as i wonder if you ever think of me.i can remember how i used to blush and laugh quietly when you used to tell me i was your weakness.and that it had to be the red hair and green eyes t

Original Poetry
(This is the piece I was published for) Title: So Tired I am so tired. Tired of the lies, Tired of the anger, Tired of the sadness. I'm just so tired. Let me go now, Let me sleep. Maybe when I awaken I'll know how not to weep. Please take away the pain you've caused me. Please . . . Please . . . Just let me sleep. I am so tired. Title: Cold and Alone My eyes open And look around, As my ears focus On that lost sound... Those three words, Once heard so often, Are now a memory I wish could be forgotten. Searching now, Frantically for reason, Some purpose, or direction To get through this painful season... Another moment in life, Another reason to cry, Another moment to be forgotten, Another reason to die, Sitting in silence, Always wondering why? Why didn't you love me? Why couldn't you try? You always said it, But I found it was a lie... You never loved me, Now the river has run dry. You took pleasure in the fact That I

Stella Awards
> > ?????????????????????????? Stella awards > > Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named> after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued> McDonald's (in USA ). > > That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in> the United States > > Here are this year's winners (from 5th to 1st place) > > 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin , Texas , was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her> peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture> store.?? The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the> misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Robertson's son. > > 5th Place (tie): 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000 and medical expenses when> his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord.??? Mr. Truman apparently didn't notice there> was someone at the whee

Completely
We will marry in each other's arms tonight, alone beneath the moon and stars - wed by the moment of our spiritual union, the giving of ourselves completely. Each kiss will be a sacrament, and as I taste your skin, as I enter you (always wanting to be deeper), we will be as one organism - we will be blessed. This bed becomes our chapel and our flesh will repeat the only vows we ever need. © All rights reserved

Shadows
Candles flicker in the growing cold, Streets are barren, growing old. An eerie chime sounds from a bell, All alone, where the shadows swell. The brilliant moon sits in the sky, As luminescent clouds float by. Wind blew in as darkness fell, All alone, where the shadows swell. Changing colors fall to the ground, Silence is the only sound. Specters break loose from their hell, All alone, where the shadows swell. Along the path, creeping, crawling, Unseen, silent, and slowly falling. All alone, there I dwell, All alone, where the shadows swell. ~yours truly~ salvador bishop

The Angry Samoans
last month i worked for the ANGRY SAMOANS doing merchandise - does anyone know what a weirdo METAL MIKE is??? Here's how it went: I saw a bulletin posted from the ANGRY SAMOANS reading "mechandise help wanted Los Angeles show" so i emailed back and let the poster know i was in L.A. and had planned to go to the show anyways so if they needed help with their merchandise i'd be happy to help, that i'd done merchandise for my brothers band for years and it would probably be more enjoyable if i had someone to hang out with. (even if it was at a merchandise table) so METAL MIKE writes me back and says "great you're there! just give your name at the door - tell them your crew and find us inside. we'll only need help between bands - while bands are playing you can do whatever you want." sounded great! get in free - watch the show and have something to do between sets - because i was going alone. ((i'll continue later...)

Us Citizen Has Been Kidnapped In Afghanistan
According to a leading Arab TV station, yet another US citizen has been kidnapped in Afghanistan . The following message with his own words was transmitted by the media on Sunday: "I have been kidnapped by militants in Afghanistan . I doubt if will ever be able to return to the states. Even if things get real nasty and I suffer inevitable torture, DO NOT pay any ransom money or attempt a rescue operation. America does not deal with terrorists. Tell my wife and kids I love them." This victim (who's name could not be published) is a man of exceptional courage. Attached is a photo of him with his kidnappers.

Angel
Last night an angel came to me. She wrapped me in her wings and took me away. Her grip was tight around me. She told me that he loved me, and that she knew I loved him. She told me that soon my tears would dry, and that I would be okay. She laid gentle kisses upon my cheeks and neck. I felt my soul leave my body, and I was one with her. Who was this man that she spoke of? And does he really love me like she says. And if he does, is it possible for me to love him the same. Although I cannot see his face, I hope I deserve him, and I hope I am able to treat him right. My back began to tingle as she stood in front of me. She told me I was beautiful, and she told me I was kind. She placed both hands upon my cheeks and told me to put down the bottle and to find a reason to carry on. She told me he would be my reason. Pain stretched across my back. I fall in pain. She tells me to stand up, that I can handle it, and then she is gone. I fall back to the floor, yelling at myself to get back up.

So There I Was, Butt-nekkid Handcuffed To A Chair...
Nah, you folks don't want to know that story. Besides, the statute of limitations isn't up yet. Plus, the goats and midgets still aren't out of the hospital. So this is my first blog here on Fubar, and I actually do like this place. Not as overdone as myspace, which is good. You know there are people who base their entire lives off of myspace? There's a phrase for that. It's called: "Get the frak off the computer!" While I'm as guilty of staying on the computer as anyone else, at least I'm not basing my entire social structure/life on who comments on my page or pics or whatever. My dad took me aside and said, "Preacher (yeah, I've had this nickname for-friggin-EVER), if you don't remember anything else I say, remember this: If they aren't married to you, paying you, or fucking you, their opinions don't matter." This was alot for a five-year-old to digest, but I took it as best I could. Now that I've been around the block a few times, I've seen that the old man is right. I knew one

Love Lost And Rembered
your like the curse that is the cure, dead or worse one thing is for sure. no one can make lauge, make me cry, or make me love i dont know what i would if i lost you baby.you are the best thing in my life love you so much adam

Names Names Names
was talking to my friend Jennifer.. and how confusing in this area what first names are .. you have different names for different people ... jenny is one friend of mine .. and jennifer is bobbys girlfriend that works for a guy named bob... then there is Linda who is married and Lin who is single.. lol. and I say cant anyone have a weird name like mine ..Tamara so it doesnt get so damn confusing... like their is Steve C and then Steve L.. whacked dude.. and his daughter nambed Stevie... and bob from the bowling alley ... lol....

Just To Let You All Know
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW,, TOMORROW NIGHT MY BEST FRIEND IS GOING TO BE COMING TO VISIT ME, SO I WILL NOT BE ON HERE VERY MUCH FOR THE NEXT 3 DAYS OR SO. I LOVE YOU ALL,,AND WILL CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE ON SUNDAY OR MONDAY. STAY PROUD 14/88 XXXXX

.stuffs.
so. im having a glass of wine. in order to celebrate mah best girlies birthday cuz im not there n shes's not here. *nod* its australian merlot. i woulda got reisling...but thats her thing...not mine...heh eatin chips...watchin the sopranos cuz ive got all the seasons... got the kids in the shower peoples are sleeping... i swear...sometimes ppl say things... in order to make you worry so that you'll say stuff so that they can feel like someone gives a shit or something else that makes sense. Monkeys new favorite phrase is 'i knooooow' lil smartass... uhm what else. *thinx* uhm ya...i got nuthing. kthnxbi

I Love My Job!!!
Hey all, I just wanted to write in here a little bit. I have been at my job for about a month now and I absolutely love it. I work at an adult boutique. And no, not one of those icky ones...a really good one. I don't only sell toys. I sell langerie*, games, oils, lubes, and toys. I have the most fun customers who may seem shy enough but brave enough to open up their eyes and know there is more out there when it comes to sex. I am sure you all are bored by this...but I just love my job!!!

Dear Winner!!! {{{fake Email Scammed!}}}
Dear Winner Your email were selected as winner.You have won the sum of $1,000,000.00 in cash credited to file EML.26EPG/0012-4426/0905.1/6/27/39/47-1-6. Please contact our European Agent: Rudd Van Bochem euro_lotterygame2007@yahoo.com.hk Mrs Adline Haack, Secetary(Online Co-Ordination) CONTACT E-MAIL : euro_lotterygame2007@yahoo.com.hk

Leveling Up
Hey everyone i have a bet with a friend of mine that i can level up faster then him... I need all my friends help to win... So if you can spare any comments, rates, anything that will help would be terrific TY for all who help...

Some One Special To Me
hey every one hows ya all doing i just want to take a moment and want you to all meet heartsound she is the greatest friend that i have she has showed me alot of things about life so plz when you get a chance show her soome love brenda you are the greatest friend and some day i promise you we will meet after all i am sure there is a jail cell with our names on it love ya girl Heartsound-President of The Hug Brigade@ fubar

Just To Lie Beside You
I wanted just to lie beside you, look into your eyes and whisper things a man should say to the woman he loves - but you were lighting fires in me. I was forced to move to you, to wrap my naked flesh around you, feel your breasts brushing up against my chest. Then your lips on me, my neck, my nipples, down below where the flames were rising rising rising - oh, your mouth surrounding me, my god, I love you - not because of this, but everything. Like crayons, melting, mixing into one bright color - crying out, I lift you to me, slide to you, inside of you, all of you a gift to me. Now the crashing of my hips to yours, your nipples hard, and wetness dripping - your hair in tangles - touching like this is sublime. My arms around you, hands slipped down - I push you to me harder deeper - slowly I am you are me. And I am surging into you and nearly there, oh, almost there. Come with me! My mouth now suckles you, you

Hot Rocks Radio Lounge Or Not!!
Ok so you all know I don't do lounges, this one's different! Yes, it's a radio station lounge, but it's laid back and mellow with some kick ass tunes!! So click that purty pic up there and join! Not into lounges? Not a problem! Click below to visit the station's home page and tune in that way!

Back Rub
Straddling my body, your naked butt on mine, you grab the baby oil and gently start rubbing my neck as you toss my long red hair aside. Then you work your way down my back, alternating from gentle to strong. You start massaging my sides as you lean down, your naked body on top of me. Reaching around my sides, you massage both of my large breasts. You begin to get hard; pre-cum seeps from your erect cock down into the crack of my ass where your manhood is nestled. You rub your cock back and forth as my tight ass cheeks squeeze you. Rubbing down my back again you get to my hips, spread my legs and put your legs between them making me open them even wider. Your fingers work their magic between my legs making me squeal louder and louder, deeper and harder until I cum and wetness fills me. You taste my sweetness, then grab my hips hard and pull me up onto my knees, pushing your cock deep inside of me. Pushing and then pulling back, in and out, slowly at first, then faster and harder u

Short Poem By Eric
Love in your heart today By Eric Ethan Today is a day full of love, Love is caring Love is a gift that is given to you by someone that is touches your heart. Never let the passion of love die in your heart Love is like fly in the heavens in the blue air with the angels Love is passion Love is grand Love is words of joy Love is makes the heart feel good with butterflies that flutter around. Love is like hugging a teddy bear and feeling the hugs Love never hurts Love bring smile Love brings sunshine that gets through the day The End

Bomb Me Baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend needs help in this Happy hour givaway. :P:P:P So please please please people click on her pic and help her out with one rate and 10 to 20 comments each :) show this great person some love:):):)cause she helps every one and now its time to help her back she deserve it all :):):) and tell her that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous day! hugs and kisses WildCat

Thanks To Everyone!
That helped me level. I appreciate it so much...now I have another person that needs help in her contest too. Can you stop by and give her a few comments? I would really appreciate it...its so close..:) click the Pic and comment..:)

Dj
Ok ya'll I stated in my profile that I'm a dj for stinkeyeradio well I dunno the schedule just yet I assume that I am gonna figure it out at the meeting but mean while heres the lounge for stinkeyeradio Stinkeyeradio's Lounge

The Whole Story
Back in the early 13th century, when she was passing for human, Lady Death's name was Hope. She was the daughter of Matthias, whose ancestors 666 generations back had been among Lucifer's fallen angels; and Marion, a woman so pure and good her lineage went all the way to Heaven itself. Hope grew up with Mom, who died when she was in her teens, so she went to stay with Dad. But he was so hard to live with, her ancestral home, Hell, seemed more attractive. There, she got caught up in centuries-old conspiracies and machinations, and wound up ruling the place, but because of a curse couldn't return to Earth as long as anyone lived here. That's why she adopted everybody's death as a personal goal. Lady Death was first seen in Evil Ernie #1, a comic book about a super-powered, undead homicidal maniac, dated December, 1991. She'd been the impetus behind Ernie's drive to annihilate everybody, appearing in his dreams to offer her more-than-ample charms in return for his effort. The story was

Casket Girls
The girls had arrived with their trousseau (Meaning the outfit of a bride, including the wedding dress or similar clothing) which was shaped unusually very much like traditional coffins. So mockingly the girls acquired the name of Casket Girls. Their trousseaus were placed in the third floor attic of the convent, and were not retrieved until a proper suitor was found for each girl. However, when the trousseaus were retrieved they were mysteriously found empty. Superstitious individuals of the time claimed that they girls had smuggled vampires here to the French Quarter. Well, that's the legend, as it’s been passed down. But if this is just a legend, then why does the convent to this day seal each upstairs window with 8000 blessed screws? And every so often one of the windows will shoot open for no apparent reason, and immediately the convent once again seals it shut.

More Dummies!
DO people think I am stupid enough to think some random chicks is sending me drink and it is not part of a plan? Don't send me emails and drinks saying things like Hey BABY I miss you, or Hey baby I need you. I dont know you bunch of hoes and I dont want too. I know that I pissed your little friend off and now this is an act of revenge. DO you think I dont know you send me a friends so you can rip my friends only pictures. And please feel free to tell my wife anything you want. 99 percent of the time I am on here she is right next to me and sees everything that needs to be seen. I have said it before, I am not on here for a one night stand, relationship, Sex,( I am married). How ever if you want to hang with a guy that is real and sincere then I am the Man. I dont bullshit and I dont lie. I got a big mouth, an ya someone needs to shut it from time to time! Then there are times I got to shut someone else the fuck up! i I have a big chip on my shoulder and I wear my heart on my slee

Dr. Devious
A man with stomach pains goes to the hospital. The doctor tells him it’s constipation and that he’ll need to use suppositories. The man is instructed to drop his pants and bend over, whereupon the doc shoves the tablet up his behind. “You’ll have to do the same thing every six hours for a week,” says the doctor. Later that evening, the man is having difficulty inserting another suppository and decides to ask his wife for help. He tells her what to do, then drops his pants and bends over. She proceeds to put one hand on his shoulder and with the other shoves the suppository home. “Damn!” screams the man. “What’s the matter?” she asks. “Did I hurt you?” “No,” he replies, “but I just realized that the doctor had both hands on my shoulders

Buried
Nothing worse than a perpetual stalemate It seems sealed, set in stone, this awful fate Every effort is a waste, every toil, a loss If I had known this price, would've thought the cost I've paid my debt, made amends for my acts And still it feels like I owe some back tax This terrible affliction known to most as life Hurts worse than as if I was stabbed with a knife It's cold, this life It's cold, this world Just remember that you truly are alone in this world It's cold, this life It's cold, this soul And even colder is this heart of mine, buried in a hole Nothing matters anymore except my own well being Looking in the mirror, I can see that I'm a fiend More sex, more drugs, and, of course, rock n' roll None of it seems to ever fill this hole And yet it all gives me peace, rest for just awhile And even in the darkness, I can manage a smile Cuz if nothing else, I'm happy now, it's not my time to take a bow So I'll just keep on chuggin', don't you dare ask how

So I Was In Berlin
As you may or may not know I know how to curse a bit in Russian, it is a really rather vulgar phrase so I won't repeat it here and being as my computer doesn't type Russian I can't even if I wanted too. You may be asking yourself why do I know such a vulgar phrase in Russian Well when I was living in Germany a group of us had the idea that it would be fun to go into East Germany and visit Berlin on both sides east and west. There were two Germany's once upon a time for you younger readers. So we arranged for a rental car, got the needed documentation and off we went on our adventure To get to Berlin then there was only one autobahn that people in West Germany could use to travel into Berlin – one of those eastern block things There were also a ton of rules for driving on that particular autobahn From both sides - Ours and theirs Their rules included not slowing down below a certain speed and if cameras were noticed in the car you could be stopp

I Need Some Help
I am in a giveaway and could use all of my friends love and support and also there friends i always return the love in any way that is needed i need 5250 to get a 3 day blast. Thank you in advance please click on the link below.

Ed Guitar Bound For Glory
i just wanted to give props to one of the most informed, intelligent and gifted men in our movement. he corresponded with me briefly about 10 years ago and i still have all his letters. yeah, Ed rules.

Hello To All My Awesome Friends...
i came on to let u all know my mom got out of surgery today and she is really sore but the tested the tumors and they r not cancerous but the did do a complete histerectomy on her so to make sure she would be ok. she be able to come home either tommorrow or the next day not sure till i call dr. at 7 am tommorrow to let me know how well she is doing....so when she does come home i will be off alittle while longer cuz she has to be off her feet for at least 3 weeks if not more..and so i am at her call when she needs me but i am going to try to stop by and see how u all r doing and say hi...to u all..i promise.. OH AND I TY FOR ALL YOUR COMMENTS U HAVE ALL SENT ME WHILE I WAS GONE...I LOVE THEM ALL IT MEANS ALOT TO ME....I TY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...U R ALL TO SWEET AND I WILL LET U KNOW MORE WHEN I KNOW MORE K... HUGGZZ STACIE ... OH AND PLZ IF U ALL LIKE KEEP SENDING ME COMMENTS CUZ WHEN I SEE THEM AND READ THEM IT MAKES ME SMILE...TY XXXXXXXX HUGGZZ TO ALL MY TRUE FRI

The Four Horsemen Of The Apacolypse!
This is the story of like 4 motherfuckers that were living together and lived the life that all bachelors should.Beer,booze,wild ass parties, in house drunken weddings and straight up debauchery those were the days.We brought everything to the table as a group,like attitude,brawling and occasional acts of kindness to those who deserved it.We couldn't be separated for shit!No one could understand how we were so different as individuals be able to get along so well.One of the crew was from Benson Hurst,another from Wichita Kansas,the third was from the state of Missouri,and myself from P-cola Florida the home of category 5 hurricanes. It was some times, we were all stationed on the USS Theodore Roosevelt.We had been to foreign ports and had a hell of a timebetween anti American rallies and putting the locals in the infirmaries nearby to rolling thru the streets drunker than shit and yelling at the local girls. Well long story short I was contacted by the other missing comrades.It

Yay *rolls Eyes*
So, I've been up for 37 hours right now. Step Dad, in the hospital again, the cat got poisoned and died, been taking care of my mother, and I have had two panic attacks the past couple days (more then normal I usually have one once a blue moon). My mom is getting on my last nerve, I can't wait to move out on Friday.

True, But Makes Me Kinda Sad. Haha
I am 63% Asshole/Bitch.I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom

Under New Label
Dennis Paul is now publishing under a new label ...Class Entertainment Records International"Under a Spell - the EP" will be out very soon !! Also introducing new band members .. Wayne Sulatyski, on lead guitar and second vocals .. Don Wilson, on bass and back-up vocals. Really great guys with tons of experience !! Have an awesome day my Friends !!P.S. Please keep the votes coming for Rock365.net Track & Artist-of-the-Month

The Masses Are Asses
I met a new friend from Iraq this week. I am not sure why but he found me somehow. We have been talking a lot about his work, his life, and his views on what is happening over there. He is a doctor over there and was born and raised in Iraq. If the American people only knew what intelligent people in Iraq thought about America maybe they would change their minds about us being there. Sometimes it really upsets me when people who have no clue about what is going on in the world, listen to politicians who just want to get peoples votes and are willing to say anything to do so, and suddenly form an uneducated opinion on something they know nothing about. I am just rambling on about something that the uneducated people would try to argue with me about and no matter what I say I will be wrong. THE MASSES ARE ASSES!!!!!

Spider
The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout, I smacked him with the new paper and kncocked him the **** out, I scooped up the spider and put him in the toilet and the itsy bitsy spider went through the water pipes

Ddddddddddaaaaaammmmmmmmnnnn
Ok everyone so im not feelin well at all tonight i have a toothache and ive been getting sick alot...so as u know im still in my contest and i dont wanna get to far behind cus right now im in second place workin on first...so if anyone can help me out im willing to buy big pimpin gifts, give out sum 11s. help level whatever needed so heres the link drop me sum luv and send me an email letting me know u helped out and i will keep my promise i will be in and out the rest of tonight so please show luv! Thanks everyone everything is well appreciated and i luv all u guys!

So Anyway
I've decided I'll start this off right. With nothing at all. That's right. You're imagining the whole thing. I would definitely consider medication and therapy, because your imagination has gotten truly out of hand. There's hope, though. Look at me. I was crazy once, but only once. They put me in a padded cell, and it was *holds hands up about a foot apart* this big. There were rats there. The rats drove me crazy. Did I ever tell you I was crazy once? But only once.... fnord Anyway, it's not really that bad until you start to see the word "fnord" in the newspaper. I'm not kidding. It's there. Wikipedia even has an article on it here. No joke. I'm super serious. Really. fnord Well, that was my first attempt at really applying myself to the development of a sincere mental illness. fnord

Court Day!
after sitting in a court room to get the orders and letters, I stood before the judge (nice guy, good sense of humor ) and I had to answer 2 questions ~ did my father have a registered domestic partner ~ are there any predeceased children ... um both a big ass NO! then I was told I could pick up the papers after 1:30, Hubby left me and sissy to kill time in Visalia till then. First stop... IHOP! mmmm crepes. after forcing myself to eat the last bite (so full, but you don't waste crepes, after all, they make you seem better than you are) we decided to walk off the yummy richness of it all and headed to the mall. On the way we passed the Halloween store! They will be opening this friday. I love that place! it reminds me that my favorite time of year is right around the corner and they have cool stuff. Second arrival... the mall. after going in all the stores which we don't go in with kids. We hit Lane Bryant... I found the match to a blouse I own in black that is white. an

Suck University: Suckology Ii (story)
Suck University: Suckology II by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Chapter 1: Extra Credit Work Camille and I, being called upon for a special assignment by Professor Unit, were anticipating a challenging and extensive session in Suckology II (2 people sucking on one, that is). We decided that we should form a plan to please the professor. "Camille, he mentioned a blindfold, you remember?" "Yes, Ashleigh, I remember. That's why I am so excited." "Well, I was thinking. Since it's going to be only us and him, it doesn't seem fitting that we should be blindfolded. How about we test our two methods of cock-worship on Professor Unit while he is blindfolded?" "Oh, I love the way you think sista!" Camille said with a high-five. We left the Alpha Phi Orgasma Sorority house with thirsty mouths, dampening cunnies, and the black silk blindfold. We knocked at the door almost in unison and laughed at our joint eagerness to show our talents. "Well, Ms. Savage and Ms. W

They Will Pay!!!!!!!!!!!
You know the saying "Hell hath no fury like a women scorn?" Well THIS is worse.......WAY worse!!!! All I can say is that if everything doesn't go the way it should because it's what he deserves and is more then due him.....the press will be WELL alerted of what they do to soldiers who go fight to protect us, risk thier lives doing so, being seperated from thier family doing so, get injured doing so and to top it off not getting the proper care to fix the injury just to get screwed in the end which will leave our family broke and homeless as a result of thier carelessness and uncaringness. That's saying enough without saying to much. I am ONLY after justice and ONE way or the other I WILL get it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My My, Oh Hell Yes..
...honey put on that party dress. Tired of screwing up, tired of going down. Tired of myself, tired of this town. Ten Things I Like About Myself 1) uh.... 2) uhhhhh 3) uh.... ...well you get the idea. My head shrinker suggested I do this, and I think it's a cool idea. But. I have a hard time thinking of things. There are somethings I do like about myself, but then I wonder if they're really true. I think I care a lot about other people... but would you guys agree? I think I'm a good supervisor.... but would the people I have to work with agree? What do you guys think? What about myself should I be proud of? It can be physical or emotional or mental or whatever. Lemme know... XOXO

Not Sure
I gave you all I got, all I have But I'm not for you Sorrow through an angel's eyes Such a painful view When the love is gone, not enough You're left so hollow An angel left on high, now falling It’s too tough to swallow grrrrrr I can't write today :(

Nuclear Bombs Mistakenly Fly Over U.s.
THIS IS WHY I HATE THE MEDIA.... WHY WOULD YOU REPORT SOMETHING LIKE THIS? TO START WIDESPREAD PANIC? REVEAL HOW WE ARE TRANSPORTING OUR NUKES !!!!!! AHOLES ---------------------------- WASHINGTON (Sept. 5) -- A B-52 bomber was mistakenly armed with six nuclear warheads and flown for more than three hours across several states last week, prompting an Air Force investigation and the firing of one commander, Pentagon officials said Wednesday. Karen S. Doerr, The Advertiser / AP The six nuclear warheads were mounted onto pylons on the B-52 bomber's wings and it is unclear why the warheads had not been removed beforehand. Here, another B-52 flies overhead Maxwell Air Force Base in Alabama in May. The mistake was so serious that President Bush and Defense Secretary Robert Gates were quickly informed and Gates has asked for daily briefings on the Air Force inquiry, said Defense Department press secretary Geoff Morrell. What's Your Take? He said Gates was ass

Rick Sent This To Me, So Sweet & Sad, Thanks Sweetie Xoxox
Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses sitting by her door. She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shoc

Cherry Pie
Babydoll's wearing fuck-mes, feeling just as fine as she looks, looking just as good as it gets, getting every eye, every guy - she's sweet as cherry pie - I just want to be her whipped topping. She sashays by the seashore, shameless - legs up to hips round to curves and cups overflowing - oh my god... over here... Come to me, walk on me, abuse me with those dark eyes while I die in the dark shadow cast by your tra-la-la. © All rights reserved

~ Time To Boycott China? ~
I am a label shopper. I may only have a few things that i know of (you never know what is in what you by. You can have a Made in USA product with china components) But i really wondering if it is not time for everyone to really look at the labels. These are the things our children play with, Our loved ones Drive on, things we use every day. But something to remember and it really , really pisses me off. I by alot of Mattel and Fisher Price for my grandkids. Why am i paying Fisher Price Prices (your know what i am talking about) for stuff made in China that has oh so low wages? Anyway here is the story below. Brand China struggles under the weight of product recalls China is struggling to protect its brand; the country has been hit repeatedly over the last several months with product recalls that would make Ford blush. First it was the diethylene glycol as glycerin problems in Panama that can only be described as tragic - Beijing’s assertion that the blame fell to the P

Hair Removal Method..
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal....The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now....THE WAX!! My night began as any other normal weeknight, come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours, "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise, The BATHROOM. It was one of those "COLD WAX" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax. You just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK?!?) So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the hair dryer and heat it t

My Friends
I know there are certain people Who’ll always be there for me But others are just full of ignorance And find it hard to see. That I’m sill a person And I still have feelings too. They’ve never had the confusing That I’m going through I will try to be strong I’ll try my very best To forget about negativity’s And prove I’m better than the rest I know it’s gonna be tough And hard to keep being me But friends keep on saying Just be who you want to be. Life will never be easy I’ll tale it stride by stride I know who my friends are And in them I will confide.

Racism Sucks?
ok..i keep seeing signs and banners that say "unite against racism", or "racism sucks"...but then im met by these same morons leavin comments and shit bitchin cause im proud to be white and how my family isnt shit but a bunch of rednecks. I gotta say, ive done not one fuckin thing, said nothing about any minority that would provoke this idiocy. So to you people, suck a dick. Your "peoples" problems dont mean shit to me. Your hip hop fuckin bullshit can stay in the ghetto cause thats where it belongs. No matter how much money or fame "them fuckers" have...they still gotta prove how ghetto they are. Livin in a million dollar mansion still fighting their damn dogs. Still hangin out in the "hood" that they moved away from cause it sucks so bad. In closing, IM NOT A RACIST(lmao.had to say that)...if u want me to be, keep talkin your shit cause it wouldnt be too hard to get there. So fuck you and have a shitty day....

Thinking About Dad And What He Missed.....
I'M GLAD I WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE PASSED AND I AM SORRY I WAS WITH HIM WHEN HE PASSED BECAUSE I NOW HAVE THE PICTURE OF A FRAIL, TIRED MAN IN MY MIND INSTEAD OF THE STRONG, HANDSOME, FIERY SPIRIT THAT HE WAS. I WAS THERE TO HOLD HIS HAND, SING HIM TO SLEEP AND TELL HIM IT WAS OK TO GO, BUT NOW I JUST WANT HIM HERE AND WANT TO HEAR HIS VOICE. THE PAIN I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW IS ALMOST TOO MUCH TO BEAR AND I JUST HOPE THAT AFTER TOMORROW I CAN GET BACK TO NORMAL AND GET THROUGH ANOTHER YEAR WITHOUT MY DAD. HE USED TO SAY,"WHEN I'M GONE DON'T CRY FOR ME BECAUSE I WILL BE FREE OF ALL THE PAIN AND CONFUSION OF THIS GODFORSAKEN WORLD" I DON'T THINK HE KNEW JUST HOW HARD IT WOULD BE FOR ME TO MIND HIM ON THIS ONE. TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS, I AM SO SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN SO SHORT WITH ALL OF YOU. PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU, IT IS JUST SOMETHING I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW AND I WILL BE BACK TO MY RUDE, SARCASTIC, BITCHY SELF REAL SOON. I PROMISE. MUCH LOV

Just Completely Tired Of It!
I'm so fucking tired of all the fucking bullshit that comes along with friends and back stabbing and being fucked over. Thats all. Just tired of being fucking played. My head isn't a sex toy, so stop fucking with it!

How Long?
I am losing myself in the maze of her - giving giving giving; around each new corner - old corners; new turn - old turns. I am uncertain - oh, to find her in the middle at the end somewhere anywhere here. How long? My words are failing me in the brightness of her smile voice laughter - I am mere mortal now, not some artist god king - only a man in love and famished, starved for the touch of her. Am I disappearing in the shadow of this unseemly need? How long? © All rights reserved

Phone Calls
I have a lot fo phone calls to make tomorrow. I have 4 businesses to call. 3 I have to call to see if i can setup an interview and the 1 I have to call to see what is going on as far as my drug test and background check are concerned. I will see what each has to say and then go from there. It would be nice if I could get the job at the convenience in walking distance. I will just have to wait and see about that. It would also be nice if i got my drug test and background check results in tomorrow. My patience is gone on that one. This is taking way too long. I should have had that stuff last week.

Time To Go Back
Hey everyone. I sent out two bulletins to see who would like to stay in contact with me as I head out for Iraq. This is not the same thing. I won't be taking any more emails for the mailing list whil I am out there. I have well over 70 now, and I think I'm approaching the point that they may yell at me for jamming up the servers every time I send out an email, lol! Either way, I just wanted to let you all know: The movers come tomorrow to pack up all my stuff. I opted to vacate my apartment while over there, so I can make an extra 3k by not paying rent. My final ship date is the 10th it seems. I am to report to the pickup point at 1400 (2:00pm) on Monday. It will take a few days to hit hard ground and be situated. I got promoted as well. This is a great thing, but also sucked at the same time. The money and the rank is great, but I sewed on before I left, which basically doubled the number of things I had to do to get ready for the deployment. All of the stripes and

Grandpa
You always taught me how to love and cherish every passing moment because you never know when its going to slip away. If I take it for granted I could lose my world in the Blink of an Eye. You are the reason I wake up and breathe everyday. You are the reason I can go out into this cold, fucked up world and survive. You taught me how to be strong and stand up for myself and my beliefs. I cherish every passing moment I got to spend with you, you taught me everything. You are my strength and the reason I keep on keeping on. You are my soul, heart and passion in all that I do. You are my everything and when you died, I died too. I don't know how to survive without you there to help me. You will live on forever in my memory... Grandpa, I Love You and Miss You so much! by Lucky to be Irish

Rumors...gossip
Okay folks I know some of you I had on my old cowgirl in pink account and well until recently I thought I had made a mistake bringing back the cowgirl in pink but you know what I have been finding out some very serious an vicious rumors that he been told about me to others on this site. Well you know what its all lies an bullshit you shouldnt judge me until you have spoken to me and most importantly don't believe anything on this site until you have seen proof of it yourself. I am come on people you all have known me for almost 2 years and I have never hurt anybody or went after someone without good reason I am a truth seeker always have been I am not afriad to say what I feel and think. I make no lies about myself or hold anything back and it was just until a few day's I realized that I had done nothing wrong a few months back when I deleted the old cowgirl in pink account. I am sick of the lies an rumors that are going on about me on this site if you have something to say to me or ha

What Thay Say
I always have people telling me to kill myself. And that the world would be better off. Well if I killed myself there would be no one here to make there lifes a liveing hell. Dont get on my bad side couse its bad real bad. So all you people who hate me I dont care.

Endless Sacrifice - Dream Theater
Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Is

Mumms And Fubar
Well then... Maybe I need to not post or comment MUMMS... that's where the retarded drama starts. I ask a simple question, one a friend says is probably one of the most legit he's seen all day and get ppl being ignorant... I post a comment on MUMM that specifially asks for opinions and the "MILF", as she calls herself, shouts me getting all defensive b/c I am younger and probably understand her kids feelings better than she does.... No wonder it's a problem...she won;t think about her kdis instead of herself. GRRRRR. I care too much to not respond....stupid me.

Times Makin Changes
There comes a time in everyones life where you just have to say "FUCK IT"...well that time has come for me. Its time for me to make some changes in my life and move on. Its been an experience for sure spending this time on fubar/CT. Ive met ALOT of really cool people on here, many diversified personalities, had tons of laffs and shed a few tears in the process but it was for the most part ALL GOOD.I dont think i will forget a single minute ive spent with any one of you from sharing daily user comments to joking , laughing and sharing days events or just bullshitting in the shout box.Each one of you has added something special in my life and for that I am truly grateful.Im not going to delete my profile so that hopefully you will keep me on your list and maybe think of me from time to time. You ALL are very special in your own way...take care god bless and PEACE OUT. !!!SNIPER!!! A.K.A Chas Goober Dork Fuckwitt Dumb Ass

Update On My Week Of Hell!!
Ok, so the drunk came into my house to goto the bathroom after i let him in! He slept inside after my kids went to school. I took a half day off and came home to watch over the drunk and make sure he was ok. I wasn't enableing him, just looking out for his safety. I had him call a few rehab clinics to get a bed and it took about 5 hours of him falling asleep and calling to finally find one. One catch though, it won't be available till tomorrow morning at 9am. So i have to drive him about 45 mins. to the place. Hopefully this time it will help?! He has been in about 20 diff. times throughout his life and having him here makes my life unmanageable which is why i went to AA to do the 12 steps in the first place. So after tomorrow i will work on my sanity and get back to working on myself. U can't fix anybody who isn't ready in their heart to be fixed. Lesson of a lifetime! We learn from our mistakes. Learn from urs! My only advice! Say a prayer for me and for my friend! Thank-u!

Treasuring Him (story)
Treasuring Him by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) As the pallet on the floor is laid down, I can think of nothing else but your pleasure. Tonight I will bring you to a new plane of ecstasy. I have the sweet essence of lavender oil ready for your tired muscles. There is some soft, sensual music playing in the background to keep me in the mindset of seducing you, relaxing you, and worshipping the parts of you that never get enough attention. After bathing you with a sea-sponge, making sure to wash today's cares away, I lead you to the comfortable altar upon which I shall worship you. A pleasing look comes over you as you lie down and I begin to massage your back, working out the tension of the day. My hands work and knead every strain from your body. I hear those low groans of calmness coming from you as I straddle your upper thighs, while caressing and massaging your lower back. I move my way to your ass, gripping each cheek and squeezing, while my eyes feast upon your

Shout Box
Alot of times when I log on I see messages in my shoutbox like people trying to talk to me because they think I am signed in. I check the times and I know i am not signed in. So either my husband is signed in and it looks like me because we use the same computer or it is just a fuck up so don't feel upset if I don't respond. If I am online I always change my status from online to just something in general so that would be a good indication that it is not logged in if it just says online. Also if I am in a tournament it is very hard to concentrate going back and forth between screens so again don't be offended. I like PEPPER! Thanks, xo

I Am Beyond Mesmerized
She Has Not Been Able To Be On-line All Day...But She Somehow (Because I Did Not Remind Her)Finds Her Way On Tonight Against A Very Hectic Schedule In Order To make my Birthday Like No Other I've Ever Had....She Starts With Cute Little Token Gifts As We Chat In The Shout Box...But Then I Am Soon Bombarded With A Sonic Bombast Of Love,Gifts E-mails That Just Give Me Warm Fuzzys,A Sweet Profile Comment(Because She Never Forgets Nothing)...Then If All That Is Not Enough...My Cell Phone Vibrates Beside Me...I Open It And Its Her Name...The One Who Honestly Makes My Heart Skip A Beat When It Displays On My Cell Screen...I Answer It And The Voice Of An Angel Starts Singing Happy Birthday To Me...All I Can Really Remember About It Is Walking Around My House Like 1 foot Off Of The Floor (She Sooo Levitates Me)!!!.....this will be a birthday i will never forget!!.....and SHE IS THE LADY I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET.....I LOVE YOU A.R.M!!

Bomber Needs Bombers
Hey here's a bomber that needs bombers. She is one of the ppl that's helped me a lot & is a true friend as well. She needs 14,500 comments in her giveaway. Please help if you can. Thank you, KDM

Heart Breaks
i miss you and dont know what to do :[ Current mood: depressed Category: Romance and Relationships I feel kinda depressed and dont know why I am missing the guy I am in love with and he dont even know how much and I believe he dont even care. He says he loves me, but his actions and the way he talks to me tell me that he dont and could care less if I died right there next to him and he would just walk over me with out thinking twice about it. It is my fault that we are not together I let my anger get the best of me and now he acts like he dont care and never did. If he never loved me then I was to in love by myself to see the lies. All the late night phone calls, falling asleep on the phone and not talking for hours just lying there listening to each other breath was just so he could brake my heart later when he was tired of me? All the kisses and hugs, all the times he said I love you were they a game to you? They were so real to me it hurts to thin

Check This Lady Out
THIS IS MY FRIEND JESSICA AND SHE NEEDS A LITTLE HELP IN HER CONTEST. SHE HAS FALLEN TO THIRD PLACE. I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE DOCTORS AND NOT FEELING VERY WELL TODAY. PLUS I'M A LITTLE WORRIED ABOUT THE TEST RESULTS TOO. IF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WOULDN'T MIND COULD YOU PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS FOR HER. SHE'S A GREAT PERSON AND FRIEND. HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PHOTO. THANK YOU FROM THE GHOST RIDER. WISH ME WELL. Write On Images

Delicate Sculpture
Poured into this fine symmetry, silken porcelain slip - the clay of each man's dream - this delicate sculpture will outlive me. She will carry forth water to slake eternal thirsts - no man will own her, but will ask for the nectar of each soft kiss spilled from her lips. This woman, this vessel, chalice, grail - I am cast out, forever at her window, looking in - a stepchild, boy, man, beggar. She is the beginning of each journey, the destination, and all miseries and blessings in between. © All rights reserved

In A Better Mood
Well today I am in a better mood!! YAY!!! I went to the doctor and found out I lost some weight, so that helped alot, that's the first time in a year Ive been there and haven't gained weight:D!!!! I just wanted to to say thanx to all of yall that helped me feel better last night, especially some one I chatted with last night that helped pull me out of the hole I was puttin myself in, you know who you are *hugs*. Well I hope everyone is havin a good night, much love to you all!!! ~Lexi

Withdrawing Again
I feel myself running again Same old story, same old end. I thought you loved the real me But you only love who you want me to be. I cant see love in the light that you do You want to share me and I have to share you It's not how love was meant to be Them being with you, you being with me You tell me that there is a compromise And yet either way Im crushed inside I can walk away and just let you go Or you can have others as I die slow How the fuck can I be true to everyone else When you're asking me not to be true to myself And yet the ties that bind us run deep I can't walk away, only sit here and weep So now its time to go back in my shell And realize that love is nothing but hell Same old story, same old end Into my heart I'm withdrawing again

To Be Freed (my Personal Nightmare)
Night after night I search my heart Trying to figure out Where to start What do I feel If anything at all Or am I just cold The heart of a doll Forget the ghosts The ones from my past To believe in love And believe it lasts When I look within I see endless fears That keep me up at night That cause painful tears Will anyone understand The fights and screams Look beyond my nightmares To share my dreams To know that Im scared Of being hurt again And to love with me Be my world, be my friend Until I find him And he looks in my eyes I'll stay withdrawn As my heart slowly dies Will he be in time To kill my pain Or just to stand And watch me go insane So I sit here wondering If we'll find each other He's under MY stars Looking for his lover I send a prayer to Heaven A soulmate's prayer indeed To release me from my prison In his arms to be freed

Single While Sick..seeks Nurse
The part I hate the most about being single while sick(SWS) is I've got no one to baby me. No one to make me soup. No one to run to the store and get me juice boxes. So any guys wanna come baby me until I'm recovered and then you can go back to your real life? If you think play nurse to me is something your interested in private message me with your qualifications. Only serious candidates need apply. If you meet all requirements and prove to be wonderful at your work the job may turn into a permanent position.

Fuck All Of You
Just when I think All of the terror is gone I close my eyes For it all to return I drop my guards and begin to live Only to find I've nothing to give He took it all and left me to bleed I just can't want I just can't need And all my friendships have turned to dust Just constantly prove there's no love or trust They walk away when I'm crying and scared Then try to tell me they’ve always cared And they think I'm so blind to believe That all they want is for me to succeed Happy being caged as who they want me to be Never being able to be the real ME I have to make a stand and put my foot down On these so called friends and nightmares that come ‘round In the end who will be there When the dust settles and I clear the air Will there be anyone left for me to hold Or will I be alone and fucking cold To say goodbye to all of yesterday To open my eyes and make my own way So to all of those friends turning out to be untrue I have one thing to say ...

My Wish...
Is to stop being the biggest bitch in the world before I lose the most important thing in my life. Why I am a bitch...I wish I knew. Maybe its all the asshole that have hurt me and I think he is gonna do the same or maybe I am just a MISTAKE! Vamp

Cold Hearted Bitch
I won't let you in Won't let you near A important part of me That I hold so dear It's been crippled And broken in two So I trust noone now Not even you And because of my hurt Because of my pain I withdraw into myself And feel no shame You won't understand You just get mad When I tell you Love is bad Im in the wrong For putting up guards Because I refuse To let you have my heart So instead of compassion Or understanding my "glitch" You point your finger At the cold hearted bitch

True To Myself
I can't be who you want me to be All I know how to be is me I may not hold my heart out to view But believe it or not it belongs to you "US" without me leaves just You How can that be a love that's true And if I cant be true at to myself How can I be true to anyone else?

~ Mattel Product Recalls ~
Mattel Product Recalls Date Description Product # 09/4/2007 Barbie® Accessory Sets Lead Paint Hazard Recall K8609 K8608 K8607 K8606 K8613 J9485 J9486 09/4/2007 GeoTrax™ Engine Lead Paint Hazard Recall H5705 K3013 09/4/2007 It's a Big Big World™ Lead Paint Hazard Recall K9343 08/14/2007 Mattel Playsets with Magnet Hazard Recall J1944 J1946 J4142 J5114 J5115 G4457 G4458 G4459 G4460 G4461 G4462 G4464 G9703 H1530 H1532 H1533 B7124 B2632 B3158 B3201 B3203 B3204 B3207 B3209 B3210 B3211 B3396 B7078 B7082 B7118 B7125 B7127 B7129 B8478 B9521 B9522 B9523 B9525 B9578 B9929 C0504 C0505 C1341 C1342 G8602 G8605 G8612 G8614 G8615 H1537 H1538 H1553 H1554 H3211 J1659 J1661 J1662 J1670 J1681 J1687 J1695 J4169 J4170 J4171 J4172 J9305 J9306 J9648 J9965 J9966 K3460 08/14/2007 Barbie® Doll and Tanner™ Magnet Hazard Recall J9472 J9560 08/14/2007 Pixar Cars Sarge Lead Paint Hazard Re

Welcome To Heartbreak
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak.

Im Engaged
hi im engaged to the best man there is. im happy and i am complete now i got my soulmate forever and so does he he has me forever. i love him. for those people who know me yes im engaged and i got it over this past weekend it was so romantic.

The Beginning.
I've been needing a new project while my garden rests for the summer. One that has my mind going was my SKS and its need for a better stock. The folding stock wasnt doing it for me. It is too unbalanced, plus pushes the 922(R) compliance issues. ATI has a sweet synthetic stock called the Monty Carlo that just came in the mail..or actually UPS. I'm going to switch out with. Another problem has been my detachable magazines. Pretty much any version you buy aftermarket are total crap. No matter what the site or salesman says. I have every size from 5 rounds to 40rnd. The "Hollywood" 40rnd bannana clip dropped right the fuck out of my receiver the first day I took it to the range. Which is very embarassing ;-) A few months later I ordered a 2 slightly used. Chi-Com, 20rnd fixed mags. 1 for me and 1 for my bro. Has the cool Star on the side...yes. lol Tonight I'm bringing them all together to see how they all fit together and visualize the next steps to finalize Vera's makeover. K

Fear
My heart was bound It was shattered and torn While hidden in darkness The hate was born I ran from friends And hid from lovers No one getting close Under covers Felt it bleed Felt the pain Too much hurt Never again No more love, No more lust Ashes to ashes, Dust to dust Heart is locked, guards never down No more tears, I won't drown Scarred for life, Burned by fire Careless feeling, Empty desire Just one emotion, Hate, My dear Forever fed, By raging fear

Damaging His Sub
He started out The perfect Dom Trust was growing Sealing our bond Loving my Master Hearing His call I was His girl His living doll The only emotion He's ever shown Disappointment and anger Is all I've known Still I stayed Because of loyalty He promised progression For Him and me Time's passed Nothing's changed Perfect for him While I go insane Enough is enough Finally numb The end is near The time has come Wouldn't release me So I walked away The hardest thing I've done to date Give Him loyalty Trust and love Does He get off On damaging His sub?

Heartbeat Away
When all of my world seems upside down And life is lonesome and gray I just close my eyes And think about you And you’re only a heartbeat away When my life gets hectic And my patience wears thin And I can’t make it through the day I hold out my hands and draw from your strength And you’re only a heartbeat away When the distance between us Causes me pain And my heart aches for you every day I try to imagine your hand held in mine And you’re only a heartbeat away When the nights get too long And I miss you so bad Wanting you in the worst way I think of your touch and your deep gentle voice And you’re only a heartbeat away When I’m feeling so happy And things seem so right All of the hurt in my heart held at bay I smile and reflect on times spent with you Because you’re only a heartbeat away

The Vodka Prayer!!!
**----VODKA-PRAYER----** Our vodka, Which art in optics, Hallowed be thy drink. Thy will be drunk, (I will be drunk), At home as it is in the pub. Give us this day our thriced distilled, And forgive us our spillages, As we forgive those who spill against us. And lead us not to incarceration, But deliver us from hangovers. For thine is The vodka, The smirnoff and irn bru. Barmen

Blonde At Doctors
"Please remove your blouse and bra," says the doctor to the young blonde, placing his stethoscope around his neck. When she is ready, the doc says, "Big breaths." "Yeth," she replies, "and I'm only thixthteen!"

Surgery/death
I just wanted to let everyone kno that my surgery went great...Thank You All for the Prayers. I have some more bad news...my husband of 29 yrs passed away on Sept 1. We put him to rest yesterday. Please continue to keep me in your prayers. My puter is down right now but I'll hopeull be back up and running in a couple of weeks. I greatly miss all of my friends/family here and I'm looking really forward to getting back online. Again...THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH for all the prayers/thoughts sent to me. I won't forget any one of you...Much love/hugs..."Indian Princess"...Roxann

Preperations
After taking an afternoon nap because of a royal headache, she was awakened by a knock at her door. Getting to her feet and throwing her robe on she went to answer it. Upon opening the door she finds one of the housemaids standing there. "The Master requests your presense at dinner, it is not a formal occasion so dress quickly to not keep him waiting." With that being said she turned on her heels and walked away. Thinking to herself, "well he always requests my presence at dinner, but usually it's always formal". Going to her closest doors she pulls them open, looking inside and wondering what to where. After a few moments she selects her black jeans with a forrest green button up and matching belt and her black sneakers. Getting dressed quickly, she runs a brush through her hair and sets off for the dining room. Upon entering the dining room she sees her Master at the head of the table with his laptop in front of him no doubt reading the evening news. He motions her over to the ch

Hung Like A Horse
There was a chicken and a horse playing together on a farm one day. The horse fell into a mud pit and yelled to the chicken to run to the house and get the farmer. The chicken ran to the house and the farmer was nowhere to be found. So, it got into the farmer's BMW and pulled the horse out with it. The next day the chicken and the horse were playing on the farm again. This time the chicken fell into the mud pit and yelled to the horse to get help. So, the horse stood over the mud pit and told the chicken to grab on to his penis and he'd pull him out. The chicken grabbed on and, indeed, the horse pulled him out. The moral of the story: If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a BMW to pick up chicks

Dark Master
This reoccurring dream is driving Precious insane. As it is, every night when she goes to bed she can feel someone watching her. It’s like he is protecting her. It doesn’t scare her, only makes her feel secure and she sleeps. For years, sleep was something that eluded her. She was up for days at a time and when she slept it was only for a few hours and then the routine started again. But since she has started dreaming of him, feeling him with her at night, she slept soundly. With the exception of the dreams. Today is her day off and she decided that she is spending it at the park. Just walking around and thinking. It has been awhile since there has been a guy in her life and there has never been a time that she had someone to make her heartbeat speed up, make her lose her breath at the mere touch of him, at seeing his smile. In her dreams she looks deep into his eyes and feels the passion in him. During the light of day, she still sees that passion haunting her, calling out to her.

Vampires
Lexi walks alone the darkened streets of her hometown. There are so many thoughts running through her head, so many emotions running through her heart. Tired of being alone and not knowing how to change that considering her circumstances, her deep shyness. She walks on, lost in thoughts of what might have been. The closer she gets to home the more saddened she becomes. This is her every night routine except for Saturday nights. She works all day and walks home alone at night to face an empty home. She lets the night engulf her and take her away with each step she makes. Walking into her yard and climbing the steps, she has her keys already out of her pocket. This was a habit that her mother instilled in her long ago. “Just in case someone was lurking in the shadows” she could get inside quick. Her keys slide from her hand, as it turns sweaty with the thought of a stranger possibly hiding nearby. She picks them up and lets herself in her home. Picking up the mail and tossing it on th

Autumn's Hot Winter Night
She wakes to a cold, beautiful morning with blinding, white snow covering the ground. This is her kind of day, a day that gives her complete inspiration. This is her first snow since moving North and she was determined to enjoy it. Running through the house like a child, she grabs everything she will need, placing it all on the picnic table outside in the backyard. After several trips and making sure she has everything, she goes back in the house for two more things. She stands at the stove stirring her pot of cappucino cocoaand watching her soup as it warms. Thoughts fill her mind, all kinds of creative ideas. but for todaym she already has a picture in her head of what she wants to bring to life on her canvass. And it was time to get started. She pours the cocoa and the soup into two thermos and heads out of the door. A few hours later she sits inside her two room tent, flaps on the front pulled up like an open doorway and her canvas has life starting to evolve from it. She works

What Do You Really Want?
WHAT A GIRL WANTS A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO HOLD HER TIGHT A GIRL WANTS SOMEONE TO TRUST. A GIRL WANTS TO GET KISSED AND HUGGED A GIRL WANTS A MAN NOT A BOY A GIRL WANTS HER MAN TO BE HER BEST FRIEND A GIRL WANTS TO MAKE LOVE NOT FUCK A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO GRAB HER HAND A GIRL WANTS TO BE HELD FROM BEHIND A GIRL WANTS TO BE NUMBER ONE NOT 2 OR 3 A GIRL WANTS LOVE AND HAPPINESS A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A PLAYA A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A LIER A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A ASSHOLE ALL WE WANT IS TO BE RESPECTED AND LOVED

They Walk Among Us
THEY WALK AMONG US I was at the checkout of a K-Mart. The clerk rang up $46.64 charge. I Gave her a fifty dollar bill. She gave me back $46.64. I gave it back to Her and told her that she had made a mistake in MY favor and gave her the money back. She became indignant and informed me she was educated and knew what she was doing, and returned the money again. I gave her the money back again...same scenario! I departed the store with the $46.64. ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. I walked into a Mickey D's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free." "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. ...............They Walk Among Us and Many Work Retail. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someo

~ U.s. Base Target Of Germany Terror Suspects ~
This fight will not go away. In Iraq tomorrow or Out of Iraq Tomorrow. Islamic Fundamentalist MUST me routed out and stopped. BERLIN -- A senior State Department official said German investigators have determined that the Frankfurt International Airport and the nearby U.S. Ramstein Air Base were the primary targets of a plot by three suspected Islamic terrorists. The State Department official said those arrested may have also been planning strikes on other sites, particularly facilities associated with the United States. The official says the threat had been a major reason the U.S. Embassy in Berlin had boosted security and issued two warnings in April and May about possible impending terrorist attacks. A judge has ordered that three suspects accused of plotting massive bomb attacks on U.S. facilities in Germany be held pending trial. Prosecutors said the three suspected Islamic terrorists are from an al-Qaida-influenced group that had "profound hatred" of U.S. citizens.

Opened
Ah, sweet supplicant, do not come to me opened like a flower - allow me to ask you, "please bloom." Do not freely give yourself while I am begging, wait - a moment will come, silent, and the doors nearly closed - then offer up to me all things round wet flat soft hard. In this the heart speaks: wanted ungiven, needed unrelented, now turned to me in opened petals - I am taken in. Return me to me, cherished. © All rights reserved

Just How I Feel In The Moment.......
I AM ======= I am human I am kind I am humble... and sometimes blind I am Not afraid to follow -yet always try to lead. I am full of rage and violence, but if you stick me I WILL bleed! I am Lonely I feel small I am loving..... .....so screw them all!!! I am alone in this world I can't be what THEY want me to be I am NOT what i see in the mirror ....who am i??....I, am merely- ME!!!!

Woop Woop !! Oh Yea, I Did It Again!!
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She Said Yes!
We went to PA over the weekend to visit my sister. we got some time away from everyone and I popped THE qeustion.... she said yes! The date is set for Feb. 23 and plans are coming along... After 3 yrs together, we are finally going to make it legal,lol Laterz All ~work~

Do This Please..x
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

What A Kiss Means
what a kiss means" Kiss on the stomach = Im ready Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Labor Day Weekend And Taking Some Control....
Labor day weekend and taking some control.... I spent my majority of my weekend cleaning moving in a new couch..... a wider couch. Which took me hours to get into the house. I am a little sore...and my back still hurts. Yeah after this week no more projects. Let the winter come.*waves the white flag* Damn I need to finish that ramp. Their is some people I have been missing....sorta depressing actually. I had one guy lose his temper the other night because he didn't like My mumm comments on the Fubar. The more later it gets the more smartass I am. Too much caffeine for me is bad. lol . I made a couple new friends here. Gotten tons of compliments. . Mainly I was cleaning for the whole weekend....yeah men clean up... surprised? And I went to Wal-mart which is not my favorite store and got a PC Shooter game Call to duty, Shot my instructor on the first try lol I didnt know what the hell I was doing. I found my ex's letters...I forgot it was there..letters how much s

All Bombers To Come Immediately To Help Rubia In Her Giveaway!!!
ALL BOMBERS ARE NEEDED RIGHT NOW TO COME HELP RUBIA GET TO 10000 COMMENTS IN HER GIVEAWAY WE WANT TO FINISH IT QUICK SO LETS GIVE HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES NOW!!! MUCH LOVE & RESPECT CANDYRAIN

Welfare Poem
Welfare Poem I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need to see welfare. Welfare say, 'You come no more, We send cash right to your door.' Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, I got plenty money, Thanks to you, American dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come fast as you can.' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks They come here, we live together, More welfare checks, it gets better! Fourteen families, they moving in, But neighbor's patience wearing thin. Finally, white guy moves away, Now I buy his house, and then I say, 'Find more aliens for house to rent.' And in the yard I put a tent. Send for family they just trash, But they, to o, draw the welfare cash! Everything is very good, And soon we own the neighborhood.

Me And The Man Lol
I was taking a ride today and I saw a bike coming up quick behind me. I always look to see what make and model it is. If it is a Harley I usually blow its fenders off. This bike looked like a HD bagger so I rolled the throttle and decided to leave this dude miles behind me. There was a lot of traffic so triple digit speeds were hard to keep. The bike Finally caught up to me and to my surprise it was a bike cop. LOL DOH! I was thinking I was kinda in deep shit but I figured if he was going to pull me over he would have. I always look for the POE POE and I forgot about the damn bike COPS. This COP pulled up next to me and I yielded to him a few feet, I stayed to his right side a few feet back. We were riding together for about a mile or 2 then he picked up the pace. Traffic broke and he decided to get on it. So f00k it I got on it too. I thought he was testing me so I remained a tad behind him but I knew my Baby would eat him up but I decided to let him have the lead. After all he

Bad News
FIRST I HEARD OF IT THIS EVENING, MY SON CAME IN COMPLAINING OF A HEADACH AND THAT HIS LEFT EYE WAS BLURRED. THEN STATES THAT SOME KID AT SCHOOL HAD HIT HIM IN THE BACK OF THE HEAD WITH A BOOK, WOW. I EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT HE SHOULD NEVER KEEP THINGS LIKE THIS FROM ME NO MATTER IF HE IS FRIENDS WITH THIS CHILD. NOW I AM GOING TO BE TAKEN EM INTO THE DOCTORS TO GET CHECKED OUT, ALSO GETTING ON THE PHONE TOMORROW WITH THE SCHOOL TO LET THEM KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPEN, IT NEEDS TO BE TAKEN CARE OF.

This Soundsa Lot Like Me
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

A Funny Ass Joke
An escaped convict broke into a house and tied up a young couple who had been sleeping in the bedroom. As soon as he had a chance, the husband turned to his voluptuous young wife, bound up on the bed in a skimpy nightgown, and whispered, 'Honey, this guy hasn't seen a woman in years. Just cooperate with anything he wants. If he wants to have sex with you, just go along with it and pretend you like it. Our lives depend on it.' 'Dear,' the wife hissed, spitting out her gag, 'I'm so relieved you feel that way, because he just told me he thinks you have a really nice, tight-looking ass!

For A Friend
I looked forward to sleep. Sometimes I dream, and you are there. And then I realize, Here's the reality of my life I've come to hate. Careless whispers heated the coldness of my smile. Once upon a time, Long sexy strokes of confidence coloured my skin, Because then, You were there. I don't know if I'll ever forget How you made everything to me Seem complete. You were the passion underneath the harshness of those tidal waves. They used to sink me and drown me. And then, You gave your breath to me, And then I tasted the sweet flavor of life. Now, I need to break the intricate web, You have woven around me. Safety cradles me like a soft lullaby. But then, That was the only song I wanted to hear. And then, you threw it away. Bittersweet sensations, Lingered like an unwanted scar. You hid me far away from the painful truth, And then You tossed your heart high into the nighttime sky. Far enough, I cried because I couldn't see it. Now, I look forward to sleep.

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Stupid A**holes
Ok, so far tonight I have talked to two very beautiful girls who have recently gotten their hearts broken and listening to their stories has made me sad and also made me realize some things. Both of the girls are outrageously gorgeous and very nice people and I have no clue why a guy would ever break up with either one of them or treat them the way the guys did. One of the girls was getting abused and the other girl got pregnant. Anyway, guys that abuse women are nothing but worthless pieces of s****. They do not deserve anyone. The girl who was getting abuse was going to beauty pagents and she is not stuck up like a lot of other girls that compete in beauty pagents. I got the chance to talk to her for a while tonight and she is a really nice person with a great personality. She really loves him even though he is abusive. She is willing to take him back if he changes. He is not going to change, even if he does he is going to change back to the way he was most likely. I feel reall

Do You Know This Guy?
If you don't him you should he is one of the nicest guys on this site. He is in a contest and needs all the help he can get. please take a few minutes and help him out all you got to do is click on this picture underneath and it will take you directly to his contest leave as many comments as you can. Help him out, he wants to do it for his kids, he has not seen in 13 months. Love you Brown Eyed Papi

Ours Souls
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that time has passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Now This Is Fun...x
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms & randomly put them in people's trolleys when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5 minute intervals 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies toilet. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him?her in an official tone: Code 3 in Housewares... and see what happens. 7. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on credit. 8. Move a 'CAUTION -WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 9 Set-up a tent in the Camping Department and tell other shoppers you are sleeping over and invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding Department. 10. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask: "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 11. Dart around the store suspiciously, while loudly humming the theme from Mission Impossible. 12. Hide in a clothing rack . . . and when people browse through, say: "PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!!" 13. When an announcement comes o

Contest Results
The contest has ended, and here are the results!!! Thanks to all who entered, you all did a good job!! Every1 who entered got a FUBAR trophy for participation. :P In first place with 20,193 comments & 59 rates is Missa, winning either a 7 day blast or a one month V.I.P (email your choice Missa) and also a 1 day ticker for getting more than 20,000 comments.!!!! Missa: Second place with 19,578 comments & 36 rates is Sweet Dreams Delight winning a 3 day blast!!!! SweetDreamsDelight: In third place with 16,861 comments and 75 rates is Ezdzlove winning a 1 day blast and a 1 day ticker for most rates!!!!! Ezdzlove: In 4th place with 3,407 comments & 24 rates is Bearwitch winning a 1 day ticker!!!!!!!! Bearwitch: Feel free to stop by and check out my page and almost 2500 pictures to rate during happy hour. :P PeggySue*treehugger*@ fubar

Sept 5, 2007
I thought this was weird. My horoscope for today, September 5, 2007 says... My horoscpope says, "Put your faith in sex and rock and roll, and not some drugged out journalist that gets paid $6 and hour to transcribe something from the internet or make up bullshit about the stars guiding your ass through life."

Answer If You Wish..x
About You ..........Copy and Paste....... 001: Name – 002. Nickname – 003. Single or taken - 004. Zodiac Sign - 005. Male or Female - 006. College - 007. Best Friends – 008. How many buddies on your list - 009. Bad habits - 010. Hair Color - 012. Hair Long or Short - 014. Eye Color - 015. Are you health freak - 016. Height - 017. Do you have a crush on someone - 018. Do you like yourself - 019. Glasses? - 020. Think your awesome - 021. Piercings – 022. Tattoo - 023. Righty or Lefty - ___Your 'Firsts'___ 024. Surgery - 025. First piercing - 026. First best friend – 027. First Award – 028. First Sport You competed in - 029. First pet – 030. First vacation - 031. First Concert – 032. First love - ___Favorites___ 033. Movie 034. Favorite tv shows – 035. Colour – 036. Music – 039. Drink – 040. Body part not on the face - 041. Sport To Watch – 042. Favorite piece of cl

554
So today at work, they were bringing out the Halloween stuff in our "Closeouts" Department. I can not wait till I get paid next Friday.. I am going to be buying a few items...I usually work on Halloween, during the day time, and We are allowed to dress up in costumes if we'd like...so I think I just may this year. I'm finally going to get my 'tiara'! and I'm thinking of getting angel wings to go with it. And probably some sparkly makeup! I think it'll be cool!! :D Though - With my luck, I'll end up having Halloween off. Oh well - Things since yesterday have gotten better at home. For now anyways. Hopefully it'll last a while. We'll see. BrattyBytch/OUT!

I'm Not Your Whore
I'm not your whore. Stop touching my body i'm not just a piece of meat there is a head on these shoulders please acknowledge i am complete i have more to offer than is found between my thighs i have a life, a mind when will you realize you've played with my body i've felt your cool caress but you've left behind some things and my mind's a total mess put your hands on my breasts and your lips against mine with your tongue probing my mouth you stop to feed me another line you tell me i'm what you want i am what you need but i'm just a release for your erection the prey on which you feed you push yourself inside of me and hope that you will find that i'm just another slut that i have no fucking mind. ~sinamynlee

Contest Ended
The contest is now over...It took me a few minutes to get back online to close the folder...I have fast access DSL and it is raining, for some reason when it rains my internet farts out, and it did 5 minutes until 7. I will check the scores, post them and award the prizes shortly....:P Peggy Sue

Thoughts
I gotta speak on this, Where did I go wrong? I accepted all the blame, Beat myself down,cause you're gone. Tasted all your razorblades, Took your abuse with a smile. Danced on your fingertips, With you laughing all the while. Gave all I had to give, Shut my world down for you. Why did I get involved, Why couldn't you see it through? What didn't I do for you? Put on the happy face, That you expected from me. I asked you no questions, About what I'd heard or seen. I burned myself,made fire for you, I ground my pride to dust. Forgave all that was you, Sacrificed my trust. But that wasn't good enough......... And now I hear from you, It's been so,so long You burned all your bridges down So you say we went wrong, But where did I go wrong? So I send you on your way, a single tear is all I see. It's not you that I'm afraid of, It's the fool that dwells in me, The man I can no longer be............ Good-bye.......

~ 3-year-old Raped By Illegal Uncle ~
5 minutes i swear i just need 5 FUCKIN minutes with this Son of A Bitch 3-year-old raped by uncle, officials say KATHERINE ROSENBERG VICTORVILLE — A 3-year-old girl was found abused and bleeding Thursday night, and officials have arrested her uncle, an illegal alien, for child molestation. Salvador Luna, 29, who was previously deported, was arrested on suspicion of sexual abuse of a child and was taken to the Victorville sheriff’s station where he underwent a physical examination, said Detective Ryan Collins. The victim was originally admitted to Victor Valley Community Hospital around 7 p.m. after her mother found the girl bleeding inside their home on Rockrose Street, said Detective Sgt. Bob Hughes. “Her injuries were significant enough that she had to be admitted,” Hughes said. Around 6:30 p.m. the mother, father, the 3-year-old and her siblings were watching television in the parent’s room, a few doors down from where Luna was staying, Hughes said. The girl we

Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little corny? 1

Girl/guy Facts
GIRL FACTS;; When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, s

This Sucks
My hot water isn't working. That sucks. How am I supposed to do anything? I want to wash the dishes, but I don't want to wash them in cold water.... ick. Oh well. Guess I'll call the maintenance. I wonder if this is classified as an "emergency" Ok, well, I called and someone else already reported it.... so they already sent someone out... hopefully they get it fixed tonight, and I can get a nice hot shower in the morning. So, for those of ya'll that are very worried and following the saga... lol, as if anyone gives a damn. Anyway, it's working... Yay!!!!

My Friends And Fans- Family Too
I just want to thank you to all those who have helped me get this far. You have been wonderful and terrific People. My Hats off to you, if you need me let me know, I will do my best!

My Angel
He is near, I can fell his queit heat pressed against my back My body tenses,trembles with anticipation of his touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to his soft,intense embrace. everything I am is torn by passion and fear every breath is ruled by him. I open my eyes and the dream is over I lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and I cry for his return Rayvenred

Thank You Friends
Everyone has been so supportive, I want to thank you for that. Stephen even made me a beautiful pic asking people to help me out with points, as well as Dark Prince and Lilith buying me VIP's and Blasts. I have been trying really hard to get on here as much as I can. Please, again, If i missed some pics that you uploaded or mumms I missed please let me know, I am trying to catch up with my closest friends. I just wanted you all to know your very loved and very appreciated by me:) PS Thank you all again for helping me out too many to name but you know who you are:) Bloody Kisses Mina

Piercing Pains
Greetings Ebildoers! This will come out of nowhere for pretty much everyone. . . but I got an "intimate" piercing back in July. . . We took out the piercing on the 3rd of this month. We meant to size it, so we could possibly get a CBR or maybe a curved barbell, being that it's fully healed. Anyway, we discovered it was 10 gauge. We came back home, and after some "experimenting" without it, we couldn't get it back in. After a solid hour plus (with all kinds of weird ideas to help get it in), we finally gave up. We temporarily replaced it with a smaller gauge barbell, worried that the hole would close up. After work yesterday I went by the piercing parlor to get the tapered guide I'd need to put it back in. Padric tells me straight up that this will hurt more than the actual piercing. He was not kidding. He also said he'd take it much slower than the piercing took, as the skin there is meant to stretch & retract quickly. Well of course, look at what skin we're talking about.

More Updates....
School pics for Jake is on Sept 12. Lookin forward to that; I certainly hope that Jake will do well with that...he seems to be doing a lot better now though but this will be the first professional pic taken without me, we shall see. Jake seesm to be doing well in school these days. He does not have the best behavior in class but at least I have not had a conference with his teacher yet. Open house will be coming up soon, too. I can't wait to be there to see Jake's accomplishments. Labor Day weekend actually turned out really well. We ended up staying at the Louisville state recreation park. I got to take the kids to the lake and they had their funs for the first time at the beach; well they enjoyed playing in the sand more though but had lots of fun regardless. And in the evening, my dad took us to go fishing. We bought some yucky live worms from the bate shop and used that to go fishing with. Well, the kids ended up not being so interested in the fishing afterall but at least t

Oops Not So Popular I Am Sure
WELL WHO KNOWS WHO WILL READ THIS! BUT I JUST RESPONDED TO A BLOG FROM A WOMAN KINDA COMPLAINING THAT PEOPLE DON'T READ HER PROFILE! WHICH IS A VERY VALID POINT. THEN WENT ON TO SORT OF COMPLAIN AND YET APOLOGIZE THAT SO MANY PEOPLE TALK TO HER IN HER SHOUT BOX THAT SHE JUST CAN'T KEEP UP. THEN THAT HER NSFW PICS (AND SHE DECSRIBED THEM ALL, KINDA GRAPHICALLY) THAT THEY WERE FOR EVERYONE. WELL ALL THE COMMENTORS WERE AGREEING WHOLE HEARTEDLY. WELL GOOFY ME INSTEAD OF JUST MOVING ON~~ JUST HAD TO COMMENT, SAYING THAT SHE WAS LIKE A MILLIONAIRE ATHLETE COMPLAINING SHE COULD HARDLY FEED HERE FAMILY. MY POINT BE HAPPY PEOPLE WANT YOUR ATTENTION REGARDLESS OF THE REASON. ACTUALLY WE ARE ALL ATTENTION WHORES TO ONE DEGREE OR ANOTHER. IF YOU DON'T WANT PEOPLE BEGGING FOR YOUR PICS OR ATTENTION DON'T GO FOR ALL THE POINTS AND FRIENDS AND FANS ETC, YA KNOW THE IRONIC PART IS I DON'T KNOW THE PERSON WHO WROTE THIS BLOG. I GOT ONE OF THOSE THINGS IN THE MAIL THAT SOS AND SO WANTS YOU TO SEE T

Questions....x
It's 1am and i'm sitting at the computer eating tesco sausage rolls mmm 1. What time do you get up in the mornings? 2. How many beers until you're drunk? 3. Do you like beer or hard liquor? 4. Have you ever had a one night stand? 5. How do you take your coffee? 6. Do you eat breakfast? 7. Do you prefer sleeping alone? 8. Do you smoke cigarettes? 9. Have you ever burnt your hair? 10. Do you sleep with a pillow? 11. What were your habits as a child? 12. Do you want kids? 13. Are you an only child? 14. Do you like road trips? 15. Who are your 6 best friends? 16. Do you brush your teeth in the shower? 17. Do you eat leftovers? 18. Do you prefer being single, or in a relationship? 19. Are you in a relationship now? 20. Have you ever cheated? 21. Have you ever been cheated on? 22. Once a cheater, always a cheater? 23. Pajamas or naked? 24. What do you take when you have

Karaoke Gold Rush Part 2
DID YOU MIS OUT ON KARAOKE? Get ready to party at the 2nd instalment of KARAOKE GOLD RUSH @ Sutters Mill Restaurant... So please drop by for tons of fun and karaoke w/ me "COWBOY" Dan and co-host Dave Jafo Daniels. 9/8/2007 Karaoke Night @ Sutters Mill Restaurant. Sutters is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. This Karaoke show will be KICKin' KARAOKE hosted by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ. Come out to the city of Acton California. IF you are Pure Gold Come on in and take part in the fun at the party year with tons of fun loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with Sutters Mill Restaurant's low Drink Prices. Address; Sutters Mill Restaurant 31908 N. Crown Valley Road Acton, CA, 93510 (Phone) 661.269.1360 Karaoke Saturday September 8th, 2007 only @ 8:00pm to Close Host "COWBOY" Dan Directions; check back later or use map quest.... This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS

Ohh My Favorite.. Asshats! Hehe
A real sweetheart rated my photo a 7.. I returned the love with a 10 and comment.. why hate back right? So he "shouts" me... read from the bottom up.. (asshat)I have a d...: bye Fatty ->I have a d...: Ciao! (asshat)I have a d...: Ok Bye ->I have a d...: sounds good! (asshat)I have a d...: then I'll block you ->I have a d...: nah (asshat)I have a d...: then block me ->I have a d...: K, then i hate you? (asshat)I have a d...: I want lots of haters ->I have a d...: i was just curious is all (asshat)I have a d...: why do you care ? ->I have a d...: why? (asshat)I have a d...: yes ->I have a d...: haha.. u like haters? (asshat)I have a d...: YEAP wish I had more ->I have a d...: sure thang.. loooks like you got some haters (asshat)I have a d...: ty just gives me tingles all over! hehe.. but now I cant even go give him some more love cause he blocked me.. im sad.. I think I might kill myself now.. Wifey says he's not worth it, but if I do, she'll get a really nice

Help! Status Box
Ive seen peoples status with long messages how can i do that? Im going to Vegas in am and need to leave a message in that box. I will have my laptop and phone but ill be off and on line while im gone.Please help me ty

5 Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do
FIRST EMERGENCY The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and intrestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the key pad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote key less entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reasons to own a cell phone. If you lock your keys in the car and spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no subject. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who had the other"remote" for your car, you c

Dear Diary
DOG DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 PM - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 PM - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 PM - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 PM - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 7:00 PM - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 PM - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 PM - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! CAT DIARY Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt t

Lol
HIM: Hooray! Finally! I can't wait any more! HER: Maybe I should go? HIM: No, Don't even think about it! HER: Do you love me? HIM: Sure! HER: Have you ever cheated me? HIM: No, how could you ever think a thing like this? HER: Will you kiss me? HIM: Yes , of course! HER: Will you beat me? HIM: No way! HER: Can I trust you? After marriage: read from bottom to top !!

Deployment Blues....
I don't know what I should say in this, but here it goes. In the past week, I have had several friends leave for Iraq, or some other place like it. Although they are leaving, some other friends are coming home. I just want this whole war thing to stop. It's unbearable for the families and the friends of the soldiers. Like, my friend J.L., he and his wife just had a baby 3 weeks ago, and now he is gone. He won't be back for 16 months or more. His daughter won't even know who her Daddy is, until she's almost 2! I've sat down, cried, and gotten pissed off until I couldn't take it anymore. I'm just blue. There should be a deployment blues song. If you have never been through a deployment, I'm so glad for you! I hope you never have to go through it. It's not a fun experience. Well, that's all I have to say right now. J.L.'s wife and child are here, and I need to go comfort them. Until next time.......

Hi
i have not been on much i have been having some problems so i am on very little but i was hoping i still have friends out there that will vote for me the address is : http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=221890&albumid=484772&i=2117884479 Thank u Eileen

Apple Walnut Cake And Vanilla Glaze
This old-fashioned apple cake is made with whole wheat flour and all purpose flour, and walnuts, with a vanilla glaze. INGREDIENTS: * 1 1/4 cup all-purpose flour, stir before measuring * 1 cup whole wheat flour * 3/4 cup granulated sugar * 1 cup light brown sugar, packed * 1 tablespoon ground cinnamon * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 3/4 cup vegetable oil * 1 teaspoon vanilla * 3 eggs * 2 cups finely chopped peeled apples * 1 cup chopped walnuts * Vanilla Glaze, below PREPARATION: In a large mixing bowl, blend all ingredients except chopped apples and walnuts with electric mixer. Stir in chopped apples and nuts. Pour into a generously greased and floured 10-inch Bundt cake pan or tube pan.Bake at 325° for 55 to 65 minutes, until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool in pan for 15 minutes; turn out onto serving plate to cool completely. Drizzle with a v

I Dare You
dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

Apple Upside Down Cake
Apple upside down cake with cinnamon and apples and brown sugar and butter. INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup butter * 1 cup light brown sugar * 2 tablespoons evaporated milk or cream * 2 cups sliced apples * 1 1/2 cups sifted flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 1 teaspoon cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/4 cup shortening * 3/4 cup sugar * 1 egg * 1/2 cup milk * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract PREPARATION: Mix together 1/2 cup butter, 1 cup brown sugar, and 2 tablespoons evaporated milk or cream; spread in bottom of an 8-inch square baking pan. Arrange sliced apples on the brown sugar mixture. Sift together the flour, baking powder, cinnamon and salt.Cream shortening with sugar; beat in egg the add sifted ingredients alternately with 1/2 cup milk and the vanilla extract. Pour batter over apples. Bake at 350° for 35 to 45 minutes, until cake is done.

Twisted Fuckin' Judicial System!!
Yeah, yeah, ok, I know, we ALL know, what's the fuckin' difference right? Well, the difference is I got a half-brother that needs to rot there, and my lil' brother got sent for stupid shit just this afternoon. God, Jesus, Kitche Manitou, SOMEBODY fuckin' help me, give me strength. My older, stupid, crackhead half-brother gets off on gettin' wasted and beating the shit out of women. My lil' bro, he had some douche backdoor his computer and loaded all kinds of nasty shit on it. Since it was my bro's computer, he got jacked for it. The fuckin' douche who fucked him over best not continue breathing. If I get 1/1,000,000,000th of a chance, I'll kill him publicly. No shit. Shoot first, who-cares-about-questions kinda thing. Then I'll gut, nut, and hang the fuck by his own intestines. Maybe a nice Colombian necktie. Well, I'll figure that out later. They put my bro in jail 'til his sentencing hearing in December. Nevermind the fact that he's the primary breadwinner in his family, or that he H

Apple Betty
Serve this delicious apple dessert warm with a big scoop of vanilla or butter pecan ice cream, or top with whipped cream. INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups coarse soft bread crumbs * 2/3 cup granulated sugar * 1 teaspoon finely grated lemon or orange zest * 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 4 large apples, thinly sliced * 3 tablespoons melted butter * 1/4 cup orange juice PREPARATION: Heat oven to 350°. Butter a 1 1/2-quart baking dish or spray with a baking spray. Combine bread crumbs, sugar, lemon zest, and cinnamon. Arrange half of the apple slices in the prepared baking dish.Top with half of the bread crumb mixture. Repeat layers, ending with the remaining bread crumb mixture. Combine the melted butter with orange juice; drizzle evenly over the Apple Betty mixture. Bake for 45 to 55 minutes, until nicely browned and apples are tender. Serve with cream or whipped topping, or with a big scoop of vanilla or butter pecan ice cream. Serves 6.

50 Questions About Your Crush
Can you answer 50 questions about your crush 1) What's their first name? Erik 2) Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yes 3) Do you know a secret about them no one else knows? yep 4) How old is the person? 22 5) Has he/she ever cooked for you? Yes 6) Is this person older than you? no 8) When was the last time you saw them? last night (tuesday) 9) Are you related to this person? no 10) Are you really close to him/her? yes 11).Nicknames? snookums, punpkin,honeybuns 12) How many times a week do you talk to this person? everyday 13) Do you think they will repost this? dunno 14) Could you live with this person? yes i could 15) Why is this person your crush? because he is my bf 16) Have you seen this person cry? Yes 17) How long have you known this person? almost 2 years 19) Have you ever had a sleepover with this person? yes 20) If you ever moved away would you miss this person? of course 22) Have you ever d

Quick And Easy French Onion Meatloaf
This meatloaf is so easy and delicious. Ingredients include condensed French onion soup, quick rolled oats, bread crumbs, and basic seasonings. INGREDIENTS: * 2 pounds lean ground beef * 1/2 cup rolled oats * 1/2 cup fine dry bread crumbs * 1 egg, lightly beaten * 1 can condensed French onion soup, undiluted * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1 tablespoon dried parsley flakes * ketchup or barbecue sauce, optional PREPARATION: Combine all ingredients in a bowl; pack into a meatloaf pan or large (9x5x3-inch) loaf pan. Bake at 350° for about 1 hour and 15 minutes. Spread top with a little barbecue sauce or ketchup about 5 or 10 minutes before done.Let rest a few minutes before slicing. Serves 6 to 8.

Sad News - Please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

Life
Alot going on in my life right now.. Just wish I could have a break and get out of here for a couple weeks. I need rest and peace and quiet.. Change os scenery would be good.. Thank God for my friends at work. It is my get away.. But going after the holidays back to my sister's house for a week to get away and take care of me for awhile.....

Damn --my 'family ' List-damn
liking to keep things up to date as i do--i checked out my 'family' list---damn--some of them haven't talked with me for over a year--damn-while some are still so very very dear to me. out of respect for the latter--i did a clean sweep of those who don't know or care if i'm living or dead--but sadly at one time were so dear that i would separate them for dearness to be 20 out of 3000+ now they don't care about me--or it least it seems that way. this makes me sad--sorrrrrry

Time To Let You Go
i have tried and i have cried its time to let you go be on your way dont tell me to stay its time to let you go spread you wings and take flight but baby dont fright its time to let you go cherish the time we had togther and let it float like a feather its time to let you go hold me one last time and dont you cry its time to let you go

A Poem
Kiss me good-night my love For in the morining Ill be gone Make a wish upon a star And hold it close to your heart Take our memories that we made And dont let them fade Dont forget me For I shall return Kiss me on the lips And dont forget the taste Kiss me good-night my love...

Tricia
WELL I BOOKED MY FLIGHT TO SEE THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, HER NAME IS TRICIA.AND I FELL INLOVE WITH HER SO BADLY! 16 MORE DAYS TILL I GET TO LOOK INTO MY PRINCESSES GORGOEUS BLUE EYES,AND TELL HER HOW I TRULY LOVE HER. 16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN STARE AT HER GORGOEUS FACE,AND SMILE,AND JUST MELT WHERE I STAND OR SIT,I CAN'T WAIT TO CUDDLE,AND SNUGGLE,AND MAKE SEET PASSIONATE LOVE TO YOU,EVERYNIGHT,MORE THAN ONCE! I CAN'T WAIT TO BRING OUR REALTIONSHIP TO A WHOL ENEW LEVEL. I LOVE YOU TRICIA,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND A WHOLE WEEK WITH YOU... I NEVER BELIEVED IN ANGELS,TILL I MET YOU,AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SPEND EVERY WAKING MINUTE,16 MORE DAYS TILL I CAN KISS THEM SOFT LUCIOUS LIPE OF YOURS! I LOVE YOU BABY... *MUAHZ*

It's Hump Day And U Dont Wanna Miss The Party
COME ONE, COME ALL, BRING A FRIEND...HELL, BRING EM ALL!! WHERE ELSE CAN U CUM AND GET THE BEST MUSIC IN FUBAR?? NO WHERE!!!!!!! ITS ALLL RIGHT HERE SO GET YER REQUEST IN AND LETS PLAY!!!!! THE BEST DJ'S ON FUBAR DJ KAREBEAR AKA (TEMPTRESS)DJ BRENNA AKA (LIL HOTTIE) DJ QUEENY AKA(THE ITALIAN QUEEN) DJ BUZZ AKA (THE BUZZ) ALL REQUEST ALL THE TIME EXTREME X IS THE BEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR AND HAS THE BEST MEMBERS AND DJ'S IF YOU ARE NOT HERE THEN YOU ARE MISSING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW GET YOUR'E ARSES IN HERE AND GIT YER PARTY ON!!!!!!!!

~ Military Wives Song ~
Great song for military spouses called "The Rock" by Amy-Jayne McCabe... that I dedicate to any woman that has a brave individual protecting this country. .. myspace.com/oorahwife Amy-Jayne McCabe's website is www.amyjayne.com

Mary "dream Catcher"
We light a candle In remembrance Of those we have lost, Those we hold close in heart, For everyone in need. We hold tight the memories That keep the candle Shinning, oh so brightly. We kneel in prayer Remembering the times We shared With those departed, Those lying ill, Or anyone in need. We pray for strength To provide them our support, Or to carry on their legacy. mary we think of you we pray for you you have the strenght of the angels we miss you and need you we are praying for you you are an angel she is in a contest wile she fights for her life lets show her some suport http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=454475&i=3974218748 everyone loves you Mary you are blessed as you are an angel Pls repost this blog in support to mary -- from Master Shadow Raven http://videopapa.com/song_18379_Martina_McBride-Blessed.html Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

I'm Back!
I'm finally back from my break away from the internet, things are much better now so here I am! :D I just wanna say ive missed ya esp my besties on here, Im sorry I let some of you down and you felt a little neglected. Hope to catch up with all that ive missed! PS: I hate these new profile layouts!! PPS: why does my shoutbox NEVER WORK!! :( XXXX SMOOCHIES!! XXXX

The Theater Pt.3
Theater Pt.3 Lying there in my bed, all covered up, I recall the events from earlier. We had made our way from the couch to my bedroom. We were kissing each other all over in the process. Our hands were grabbing and feeling. I remember loosing most of my clothes down the hall. First my shirt and then my bra. Last to come off was my skirt. I had managed to take off his pants before we left the couch and he lost his shirt in the hallway as well. We landed on the bed with me on the bottom. He was sucking and kissing on my breasts. I was already so hot. He was kissing my neck and I started to squirm. I grabbed his hand and led him down to my pussy. I wanted him to feel how wet I had become. He started to rub back and forth against my clit just like he had at the theater. This time he slid a finger inside. I was instantly in heaven. He knew how to touch how to find every right spot. He had me cumming in no time. I was biting and clawing at his back as the spasms kept coming. I then took h

Sad News--please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

The Theater Pt.2
Yes it all started in the theater, getting me all worked up. We just had to go back to my place after you had fingered me so hard. This time it was my turn. I reached across the couch and your dick was still hard. I started to rub my hand against your jeans while reaching up and touching your neck with the other. I wanted to tease you the way you had just teased me. I begin to pinch your nipples and scratch every so slightly with my fingernails. I was dripping in anticipation, waiting for you to make your next move. But you just sat there letting me work all over you. I had hiked up my skirt a little and pulled down my shirt so that you can see my exposed breasts. I reach in and started to give you a kiss but I unbutton your shirt instead and gently lick your nipple. I begin to suck and pinch them some more now that your shirt is out of the way. I whisper in your ear “You like to be teased don’t you?” I reach to unzip your pants and you grab my arm. Not today, I thought, as I push your

The Theater Pt.1
We're sitting in the movie theater, and I'm trying to watch the movie but you're being very distracting. Blowing on my neck, sliding your fingers up my leg. I turn to look at you and tell you to behave yourself, but you kiss me before I can say anything. I completely lose my train of thought and only part of my brain registers that your fingers have moved under the hem of my skirt and are now teasing the seam of my panties. My eyes snap open as I recall where we are and how I can't be making out in a movie theater like some horny teenager. I pull back, but you counter by moving your lips down to suck at my neck. My eyes flutter closed and I bite my lip to keep from whimpering. I sink down deeper into the seat as the top button of my blouse comes undone, followed by another and another until you're kissing the tops of my breasts above my bra. My hands clutch frantically at the armrests as your hand cups my pussy and I feel your fingers stroking me through my panties. I'm hoping we're si

Lament - Nvs
My love for you is only matched by few And as I take you to heart, it tears me apart Your very taste another flavored grace My only peace of mind found in unwilling eyes As we lay uncomfortably numb within each other's arms Going to break you in half but I mean you no harm CHORUS: A method as kind as a bullet inside of a gun Reaching out with a godless decline Defased and betrayed by the stereotype we portray Sensibility withers away My lament to you The hate I feel is undoubtedly real And as I resist the urge, you binge and you purge A sense of freedom as one of us comes The greatest joys of sex are found in excess Disregarded, disillusioned, dormant to a grave Nothing is enough in spite of everything you gave REPEAT CHORUS Well, my wrists may be thick, it's true But they're thin enough to cut right through Permanently leave a mark upon your spotless record And at my requiem, would you please make sure That they don't try to censor my suicide lette

My New Love!!!
Well what can I say?! You never really know who your real friends are till you have hit rock bottom and that I did this weekend....But there was a shining ray of light...one single person, picked me up, dusted me off, told me they love me and that everything was gonna work out! Now that is a real friend! And you know who you are!!! I love you with all my heart!!! FOREVER!

Another Joke
A little old lady from Sun City Arizona, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop in Phoenix. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she shakily wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuu hhhave ddddiillldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies: "Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Ddddddddooo yyyoooou ccaarrrryyy aaa pppinkk onnee, ttten inchessss lllong aaandd aaaabbouttt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaaatteriess? The clerk responds: "Yes we do" "Ddddoooo yyoooouuuu kkkknnnnoooww hhhoooww tttooo ttturrnnnn ttthhhh ddddaaaammmmnnn ttthhhiiinng offfff?"

Review Of Apex Digest #10
This issue of Apex Digest is slimmer than others, and is lacking some of the beautiful artwork normally found within. But it's not lacking in good and unusual fiction. First up is Bad Sushi by Cherie Priest. While not within the normal parameters of “science fiction” it is an amusing tale with an unusual hero, Baku, a veteran of World War II that can be summed up as “Cthulhu Sushi”. Next up is Daydreams by Lavie Tidhar. Set in the same world as his previous story in Apex (The Gunslinger of Chelem, from issue #9) wherein dreams are real, solid things, Daydreams focuses less on dream logic and more on the real world implications of the phenomenon. Tidhar weaves a sort of circular dreaminess to his story which may not be agreeable with everyone. Rafael ends up facing a dreamer who can not only recraft human subjects but also might be a little closer to Rafael than her realizes. Memories of the Knacker's Yard by Ian Creasey goes very well with the previous Daydreams. In this

Update On Dream Catcher (mary)
Please read Christina's update on her mother (Mary - Dream Catcher)! Just wanted to say thank you to everyone for their love and support for my mom. As of 3 pm this afternoon nothing has changed, she is still in the coma, once again thank you so much for the love, support and prayers Love Christina

Funky Error Message
I was in the middle of posting a bulletin comment (hit send) and I got this error message... "I_really_fucking hate you error" Um. I saw that and immediately my stomach felt like it was in my throat. It felt like I was having a schizophrenic episode. I read it a few times to make sure it wasn't my brain playing tricks on me. Nope, it was there for real... So I refreshed the page and it gave me another error message saying the bulletin doesn't exist anymore, that it was probably deleted. Um ok...? Anyway. Long story short. I asked the guy who originally posted it what had happened, and yes, he had deleted it. So yeah that first error message was probably the work of Fubar and their devious minds... I'm still a little freaked out about it though. Not cool. So not cool. At least for me...

09-05-07
You're in a good position to say no a few times and mean it. You've got enough on your plate without additional projects or chores and putting your foot down now should simplify your life quite a bit. ----------------------------------------------------- Does this refer to my contest???? I will do what I can for you guys but please help me out I can use all the help I can get:) Drop my contest as many comments as you can:) Click my ugly mug to go and vote now:)

Listen To The Stars
Dear Readers: The best way for me to raise your awareness is to literally HARASS you to PAY attention to the stars and my premonitions. All the dates posted on my website for the entire year 2007 were selected last year following an in-depth study of the heavens. Note also that EACH one of those dates something unusual and/or dramatic took place and for those who need to investigate my claim simply go to http://www.drturi.com/predictions.php and scroll down to read the old news. Now realize that those dates WILL NOT be available for the general public next year and you can be certain of an “encore” will take place once I email the new dates to my VIP “Cosmic Code Newsletter” subscribers. I will post ONLY ONE date and quatrain at the time on my website and my FREE newsletter for the general public to acknowledge my true predictive gift and somehow make you aware of the importance of being well prepared and safe by joining my Star family. ONLY my VIP “Cosmic Code Newsletter” subs

I Need Sex Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Rawr!
Its been TOO long since I have gotten laid and you know what?? ITS DRIVING ME NUTS! I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pent up inside it isnt even funny. And I owuld LOVE to have sex with someone, special. But I want it to be more than sex. And I really like this guy and I really would love to stare into his gorgeous fucking blue eyes, and just MOLEST THE EVER LOVING SHIT OUTTA HIM! I wanna have sex with a guy I care about and not just anyone. I am not like that. My ex boyfriend Billy wants me back, but I really cant see myself with him. He has shown me he is way to irresponsible and I cant be with an irresponsible guy. I care about Billy, but just as a friend. He really screwed his life up doing what he did in the past and now he is on probation for it until he year 2018. Its too much of a pain dating a guy on probation. I have done it a couple times already, and I really dont care to relive the experience. I would rather date (If I was ready) a guy that follows the law, is not

Joke
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past, looks up and says to the monkey, "Hey, what are you doing?" The monkey replies, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they smoke a few joints. After a while the lizard says his mouth is dry and he's going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting up a tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing up a joint. The crocodile yells up to the monkey and says "Hey!" The monkey looks down and says.... "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK..How muc

Gangsta Lean ( This Ones For You Luig!)
www.lyricsbox.com Search : Browse : 0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Gangsta Lean (This Is For My Homies) by P Drs. This songs dedicated To my homiez in that gangsta lean Whyd you have 2 go so soon It seems like yesterday We were hangin round da hood Now im gonna Keep you memory alive Like a homie should A lifetime of memories Going down the drain Id like to keep steppin But I cant get past the pain I tip my 40 to your memory Take a drink, and I Stop to think, and I I know one day soon We'll be, we'll be hangin out CHORUS This is for my homies This is for my homies, well well See you when I get there In that gangsta lean, that gangsta lean This is for my homies This is for my homies, well well See you when I get there In that gangsta lean, that gangsta lean My god, my god Could you pass on a message from me Tell him put down those dice for a second lord Listen to his homie Could y

Homework
A teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. "Shaena, do you have a story to share?" "Yes ma'am, my mom told me a story about my Aunt Carol. Aunt Carol was a pilot in Desert Storm and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a small flask of whiskey, a pistol and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so it wouldn't fall into enemy hands, and then her parachute landed right in the middle of twenty enemy troops. She shot fifteen of them with the gun until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, until the blade broke, and then she killed the last one with her bare hands." "Good heavens," said the horrified teacher. "What kind of moral did your mom teach you from that horrible story?" "Stay the heck away from Aunt Carol when she's been drinking."

Death! Rip Luig!! We Miss You!
RIP LUIG DEATH CAME OH TOO QUICK! Death came And now our homey is gone. Death took The one of the coolest friends around. Death cares about nothing at all Death thinks of only the pain it causes. Death happens oh too quick. Death came And tore our hearts apart. Death took his dreams of a family Death cares about the tears that fall. Death thinks our misery is it's muse. death happens oh too quick Death came and now we must move on Death took our will to hold Death cares whether it drags you down or not Death thinks we can let go But sometimes Death Happens OH To Quick RIP LUIG WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!

My Heart Is Yours Forever
Never thought that I would find The one who'd steal my heart Someone who I could give my love Right from the very start It seemed like there was nothing left All hope was gone from me I'd never find that special guy... It wasn't meant to be But then one day, to my surprise Inside my world you came And from that moment, I knew that I'd never be the same I've found who I have longed for And I thank God we're together I love you more each coming day My heart is yours forever