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2 Lose Someone You Truely Love
subject: 2 Lose Someone You Truely Love date: 2007-08-30 23:02:43 All I can say is I really know what my Granddaddy meant about losing love. No the women I truely lovely didn't pass she left cause I wasn't the man I should have been; I will admit this Grandaddy love does hurt alot when you lose that women that really turns your world so my advice to guys, love that women and don't play her for a fool trust me you'll be losing the best thing that ever happen to you when you find yourself sitting alone in the dark crying. DarkThunder AKA ThunderWarrior P.S. This is about real love it aint about bein pussy whip. The old timers did love the right way I feel growin up

Screw It!
I am so angry... first off, please don't think I am here for sympathy...because I am not...I just need to get this out. I have been with this damn man for so long. He has done me wrong, and he appologises, and makes that all mighty promise that he will change. He goes to Iraq, and to be honest...what the hell can he do there? Well, of course the unfaithful bastart finds somehow to make me feel like dirt. Why do I do this to myself? Fiftey thousand things are running through my head, and none of it makes sense to me. I was proud to be his wife. I flaunted and bragged every chance that I was given. I am just not sure where I went wrong. Damnit, I am done. I have tied his last lie up wit a bowe...and I am finished.

Vast
Exclude me, I don't mind. matter of fact, I insist! close the circle, no exceptions. put me in the middle, I'll be the side show. matter of fact, I'll be a no show. don't invite me, I wouldn't come anyhow. exclude me, I don't mind. matter of fact, I insist. matter of fact, I'll exclude myself!

Pocket Change
This is something I wrote in high school, god my mother hated it!!!! lol I ride around the pool on my three wheel tricycle ~ Three times fast, third times the charm ~ Two wheels over the edge, third wheels a sinker! I remember my childhood from the bottom of the pool ~ Three feet deep, .....I wish I had more pocket change to weight me down!

Remembering England's English Rose ~ Diana, Princess Of Wales
We would just like everybody to remember our beautiful Princess, the one and only English Rose that will ever be, Diana Princess of Wales, Queen of Hearts, The People's Princess. Exactly 10 years ago on Friday 31st August 1997, she was tragically taken away from us in a car accident in Paris :( Here are some video clips, please watch, and remember this beautiful woman, thank you :) you may need some tissues :( Elton John says it all in this video taken at her funeral ... 10 years on, she is still missed greatly, this has been put together for her ... Has a bit of a tribute to her, please join in with us by using 1 of her pics as your default for the day. If you want some photos, click on the 1 below to take you to an album with some of her pics in, choose what you like and rip away :) Diana you are always

Reason, Season, Or Lifetime
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that o our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or lear

Just So You Know
I just got home from seeing Snoop Dogg and let me tell you, it was f*cking amazing! If you get the chance to see him in concert I recommend you treat yourself to his show. However, I do not recommend you going if you are allergic to mary jane or have an issue with it because you will be high off of contact smoke if you don't hit directly. On another note, I will be seeing Projekt Revolution on Saturday and am going to cream myself seeing MSI and Placebo. Yea! Next Thursday is T.I. and about 10 other concerts over the course of September-November. I know you don't care but screw you I'm posting this anyways. Please leave me comments. They make me smile.

3 Weeks Vacation Here I Come
WEll it figures I break my toe 1 week before I go on vacation, I will just have to be careful with what I do so I don't mess it up more, Tho I am not the type to go to the doctors, Which means I hope it grows back normal and not crooked haha...I hope everybody all my friends and family, all of you are doing well, and your summer was very good to you, I am off to Oregon for a few weeks, Visiting an old friend from High School I haven't seen in 14 years I am so excited...I did see her once in dec. of last year, but that doesn't really count, that doesn't give you enough time to visit, so I think three weeks out there is going to be a blast..Maybe get drunk a few times, might even sing at a bar but i really REALLY have to be drunk to do that haha....But I look forward to going to the beach and just catching up... So with that said, and I won't bore you anymore, You all have a good one, And I will Catch ya later.... Hugs Always Chad

Words 2
DIG ALITTLE DEEPER WHY DON'T YOU NOW ~ FOR ALL YOU HAVE LEAREDIN THE PAST IS IRRELEVANT ~ FORGET THE RULES ~ THE NEW RULE IS EVERYTHING GOES ~ FORGET WHAT SOCIETY HAS TOLD YOU IS CLEAN ~ ALL THAT WAS DIRTY IS NOW DEEMED CLEAN ~ DIG A LITTLE DEEEPER AND SET YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES FREE ~ FEEL NO SHAME ~ EVERYTHING IS NOT AS IT SEEMS ~ LET GO F YOUR FEARS ~ CRAVE ONLY WHAT YOU DESIRE ~ SEARCH DEEP AND BRING BACK ALL THAT YOU WHERE FORCED TO PUSH AWAY ~ DON'T GET CAUGHT UP IN THE GAME ~ IS BECAUSE IT'S JUST THAT ~ A GAME ~ AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH LIFE

Words 1
ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE COLLARS AND SWEEP FLOORS, AND SWEAT ALONE, AND SHARE SOME WORD THAT MATTERED ONLY TO ME. ~ IF I'LD HAVE KNOW THAT ALL THOSE PAGES AND ALL THOSE WORDS WOULD HAVE BOILDED DOWN TO THIS? I WOULD HAVE STOPPED READING LONG AGO. ~ NOW IT'S TO LATE, I'M TIRED, AND IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED.

Toxic Love
Toxic Love Lying in a lake of solitude Awaiting my angel’s kiss Songs within my soul long silenced Beat of my heart remiss This toxic tug of love Has eaten my esteem Paralyzed my life Melted all my dreams Conversing with myself, Confronting all my fears An Idealist who can’t give up the ship Is bound to go down in tears I wonder if I made you up.. To fill a hollow hole? Comfort me when solitude Begins to take control Are you just a dream? A nightmare of my mind? I live each day inside a vision To keep us intertwined You answer me at night Before I fall to sleep Tell me to be patient I count on you, not sheep My sanity is shaken Courage under fire The ability to withstand your fear Is fueled by my desire Time for me to go I failed to earn your trust I’ll see you when our Souls unite Ashes turn to dust jskins

Laid Bare
Moody Brooding Needy Wanting to be in this dark place, craving how it feels Needing someone to share it To keep me safe here Someone who knows Who has been there and knows its pleasures Someone who wants to be here The mental connection Things said without words Longing to belong, be understood If only for a while The ache, the need overwhelms Clouds my judgment Keep it a secret Don’t show anyone They don’t understand I feel the calmness of his control The safety The acceptance He knows how to get in Walks right through the door Of the place I show no one I let him in my mind Show him my soul The demon is there The one I struggle to hide from the world He touches it with just his voice The demon responds I can feel it become quiet and calm As it responds to his wishes He sates the demon Calmly puts it back where it belongs The demon is quiet again And I am set free He steps back and locks the door to my hell The dark place feels wonde

Releasing
As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Love Heals
Love Heals I want to bury your pain in the valley of my soul Unleash your fear, help you become whole Wipe your memory clean with the sweep of my lips Slow dance you to heaven, my hands on your hips Mend your heart with tiny threads of compassion Sew up your soul in a precision like fashion Hold you close until you're safe and secure You will sleep like a baby that I assure I'll carry you away to a place near my heart Together, forever we will never part Floating away on a cloud of affection Kisses light up the sky with our magic connection jskins

Another Thought Of Her
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. I began to work on your lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. I moved atop of you easily, And lowered myself gently. Kissing you as I filled you. As a gasp broke the kiss, My hands stroked the stray strands, Away from your forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts

Suffering In Silence
Suffering In Silence Open hearts they lead to magic Guarded souls can be so tragic Allowing your dreams to be enjoyed Jumping through hoops, just to avoid Hitting the target, souls connected The possibility of being infected Destined to be much more than slated By the love of a man so spiritually fated Faith displayed as a selfless thirst Wounded souls or infernally cursed? Bring light to those cloaked in fear Who wish to awaken one day without tears The tortured soul of an innocent child To be whisked away to a place beguiled The woman who only lives to endure Her dreams to distant, too obscure Ignored by a public, too callous to care But not by the dreamer who feels their despair He brings with him hope and faith from above Honor and vision but mostly his Love His mission to empower the wounded with Chi To open the eyes of the blind to see... That the only "False Memories" are of those who refuse To take blame for the children they sexually abus

It Sucked
Ok well I was suppose to go out and party and I ended up working instead which really really sucks. Then I was suppose to hook up with some friends after work and I found out I was going o a blind date but do not tell them that they thought I didn't know. Well that didn't happen either because the guy backed out since he just flew back in that day after a 2 day trip back from Iraq I did meet him today though and he is nice but he isn;t my type as in bf material but as a friend now that he is. Today lets see I worked and I worked and I worked oh and I opened up some new accounts that I couldn't open up until I was 18 and now that I am I did lol. Well anyways it is like 1:40 am and I am tired so I'm heading to bed now. Bye

Sex Game
Sex Game ..> ..> Body: The sex quiz...Are you up for it? Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... +Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are real fun and damn good in bed ;). AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given

Anybody Notice Wow Its Hard To Meet Someone
ANYBODY NOTICE ITS HARD TO TALK TO SOMEBODY ON HERE SOMETIMES,I MEAN LIKE IMPOSSIBLE TO GET AHOLD OF,OR THEY LIKE YA FOR A FEW DAYS THEN ITS OVER LOL COMING ACROSS THAT ALSO,I KNOW ITS GREAT SOME MANY OF YOU LAIDES GOT STUDS U WANT BUT JEEZE SOME OF US THAT ARENT THE HOTTEST LOOKIN ARE STILL NICE PEOPLE I KNOW I WONT MAKE PLAYGIRL BUT I WOULD MAKE PLAYTUBB LOL

Wolven Soul
I seek close to the one I need. Through the waters of the unknown I know the way it must be. I run in the moonlight as my spirit grows. Next to me He runs with me. With eyes that look,into my soul and the strength it shall give me. I pump harder. I look again this time, his color show. White and silver, the ones He wears with pride. The it the soul I carry with me. He is my guidence. The wave crash at my barefeet yet He stands by me as the sky and water meet. He knows me all so well. The wolf inside me runs free.

True Feelings
Touch my skin,and tell me what you're thinking Take my hand and show me where we're going Lie down next to me, look into my eyes and tell me, oh tell me what you're seeing So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling what you feel now is what I feel for you Take my hand and if I'm lying to you I'll always be alone if I'm lying to you See my eyes, they carry your reflection Watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you Give your trust to me and look into my heart and show me, show me what you're doing So sit on top of the world and tell me how you're feeling what you feel now is what I feel for you Take my hand and if I'm lying to you I'll always be alone if I'm lying to you Take your time, if I'm lying to you I know you'll find that you believe me you believe me Feel the sun on your face and tell me what you're thinking Catch the snow on your tongue and show me how it tastes Take my hand and if I'm lying to you I'll always be alone if I'

You Think You've Hurt Me..
You know you think that you have hurt me, but I've seen your face before, I know why you get defensive, I see right through your wall. I know reality could hurt you, so you push all truth away, don't want to go beyond the barriers, where your love will let you play. With a noose at both ends, and your will right in the middle, and me overlooking it all, from somewhere out the window. Cause you've pushed me right aside, cause I will not stay in the bounds, these fucking games you love to play, have only brought you down. And I feel for you I do, despite everything I care, cause I know there is within you, someone true and someone real. But you've betrayed him and I'm glad, I found out now about this stranger, so go ahead and crawl into her arms, but don't come crying to me later.

Spirit
With the speed of wind. Through the icy cold snow The might growl of a twin soul. The way of freedom as seek it so dearly That I miss the voice nearly. The Way my spirit guides me as my eyes glow yellow. My mates run with me as the night it lit by moon light. The howls across the ways throught the air it echos as the the calling it there.

Long Ass Rant
Sprint can go FUCK themselves. Here's a repost from elsewhere.. " About a month after I received my new phone I notice I was getting charged .50 cents per message for quite a few messages. I couldn't figure out what it was for right away, but after a little while I thought I had figured it out. I didn't call their "customer service" or anything because, like I said, I thought I had figured it out and that they were justified charges. I figured that for two bills I'd be charged and I was willing to just deal with it. Well tonight I was looking over my bill and noticed I still had charges being posted. Since I have long since stopped using the service I must have been mistaken... so I make the call to customer service. The first guy I talk with tells me one thing- that they were charges for messages I RECEIVED. I tell him that I did not receive over 25 message from an outside source in one day like my bill says, so I either want my money credited back or to speak with a supervisor.

Release My Wings
My eyes are shielded my mind submits to your skillful touch my soul aches with desire enter my private place Unleash my passion Hidden neath layers of dust seep into my thoughts and release my wings Allow me to soar dance upon the edges of the clouds tempt me to fly higher than ever before

Too Whom It May Concern
As of today/tonight i am no longer going to rate anyone who does not return the rates.. I realize that i get points to but it is the gesture of returning the favor so if you dont return the favor i am also removing you from my friends list... This is my way of relaxing after an 8 hour work day so it is not all about the points it is just about being nice showing love and returning the love so please if i am rating your pics or stashes or even blogs i am askiing for you to return the love thank you ps if you have helped me level up this is not meant for you. but if you just wanta hang out on my list and be a friend and not help me like you want me too help you then all i can say is pooooof be gone. love&respect youre friend i hope david

Tatt Contest Starts Tomorrow 8-31
CONTEST OPENS TOMORROW, AUG 31st AT 5PM PST AND WILL CLOSE SEPT 7th AT 5PM PST. ANYONE WISHING TO ENTER, CAN STILL DO SO UNTIL 4PM TOMORROW. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!! SEXY TATTOO CONTEST Think you have a sexy ass tattoo, well lets find out. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. RULES 1. STATED ABOVE, NO DRAMA. I will not put up with it. Keep your bombers on your pic and NO DOWNRATING the others or their profiles. If this starts you will be deleted from the contest. I want this to be fun, not a pain. It is up to you to let your friends and commenter's know about this rule so if it starts just know what will happen. 2. Comment Bombing is a MUST this is a comment based contest and if you don't have the backing please don't enter. 3. No NSFW pics I will send out a bulletin 24 hours

Should Have Locked The Door!
Flat Belly A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. the mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies, "Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it and help flatten it." "Your wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" the mom asked puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

If You Dont Return The Rates
As of today/tonight i am no longer going to rate anyone who does not return the rates.. I realize that i get points to but it is the gesture of returning the favor so if you dont return the favor i am also removing you from my friends list... This is my way of relaxing after an 8 hour work day so it is not all about the points it is just about being nice showing love and returning the love so please if i am rating your pics or stashes or even blogs i am askiing for you to return the love thank you April (softwhiterose)

Yea Now Is The Time
FOR REAL PEOPLE NOW I AM GOIN 2 SAY IT CAUSE ITS GETTIN ON MY NERVERS. TELLIN YOU KNOW I AM TIRED OF BIN FUCKED WITH BY ANY 1. SHIT IS GETTIN OLD ADULTS FUCK NO ITS A BUNCH OF LIL KIDS IN ADULTS BODYS. TELL YOU THIS NOW YOU FUCK ME I WILL FUCK YOU

~a Gorey Demise~
~A Gorey Demise~ by Creature Feature A Is For Amber Who Drowned In A Pool B Is For Billy Who Was Eaten By Ghouls C Is For Curt With Disease Of The Brain D Is For Daniel Derailed On A Train E Is Erik Who Was Buried Alive F Is For Frank Who Was Stabbed Through The Eye G Is For Greg Who Died In The Womb H Is For Heather Who Was Sealed In A Tomb One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Begin To Rust Give Up The Ghost When Your Numbers Up We All Fall Down Ashes To Ashes, Bones To Paste You'll Wither Away In Your Resting Place Eternity In A Wooden Case We All Fall Down I Is For Issac Who Lost His Front Brakes J Is For Johnny Who Was Bitten By Snakes K Is For Kimmy Who Was Shot In The Head L Is For Larry Who Bled And Bled M Is For Marie Who Was Burned To A Crisp N Is For Nicky Who Was Pummeled By Fists O Is For Olive Who Lived Life To Fast P Is For Pat Who Swallowed Some Glass One By One We Bite The Dust We Kick The Bucket And Beg

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
Ok, so my wife who isn't my wife but still lives in the same house has been trying to get me to try to find other women. She thinks this will help me get over her. So today I finally found two different gals that wanted to chat. We talked for a while and said goodnight. Then my wife wanted to see their pics. I figured no big deal, she wanted me to do this. So I showed her their pics. She gets all pissy because they aren't the same body type as her. For the most part I'm not very particular about the body type of women. My preferences usually do run a little more toward the reubenesque but I appreciate all sorts. Now she's all depressed and ornery. What the hell is her problem, she's done with me, why should she care who or what I'm doing. Am I wrong here?

Straitjacket Feeling
Back me down from backing up Hold your breath now it's stacking up Etched with marks, but I can deal And you're the problem and you can't feel Try this on, straitjacket feeling so maybe I won't be alone Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me again Trust you is just one defense off a list of others, you don't make sense Beg me time and time again to take you back now, but you can't win Take back now, my life you're stealing Yesterday was hell But today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all I ever thought you'd be That face is tearing holes in me but today I'm fine without you Run away this time without you And all the things you put me through I'm holding on by letting go of you And when that memory slips away There'll be a better view from here And only lonesome you remains and just

Is Really That Hard
is really that hard is really that hard to be a risk taker is it really that hard to have faith is it really that hard to be faithfull is it really that hard to be a true friend is it really that hard to love someone with no strings is it really that hard to make the first move is it really that hard to be yourself let me know how hard it is

The Man In The Glass
the man in the glass THE MAN IN THE GLASS.. IF YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT IN YOUR STRUGGLE FOR SELF AND THE WORLD MAKES YOU A KING FOR A DAY JUST GO TO THE MIRROR AND LOOK AT YOURSELF AND SEE WHAT THAT MAN HAS TO SAY FOR IT ISN'T YOUR FATHER OR MOTHER OR WIFE WHOSE JUDGEMENT YOU HAVE TO PASS THE FELLOW WHOSE VERDICT COUNTS MOST IN YOUR LIFE IS THE ONE STARING BACK FROM THE GLASS SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK YOU A STRAIGHT-SHOOTING CHUM AND CALL YOU A WONDERFUL GUY BUT THE MAN IN THE GLASS SAYS YOUR'RE ONLY A BUM IF YOU CAN'T LOOK HIM STRAIGHT IN THE EYE HE'S THE FELLOW TO PLEASE, NEVER MIND ALL THE REST FOR HE'S WITH YOU CLEAR UP TO THE END AND YOU'VE PASSED YOUR MOST DANGEROUS, DIFFICULT TEST IF THE MAN IN THE GLASS IS YOUR FRIEND YOU MAY FOOL THE WHOLE WORLD, DOWN THE PATHWAY OF LIFE AND GET PATS ON YOUR BACK AS YOU PASS BUT YOUR FINAL REWARD WILL BE HEARTACHES AND TEARS IF YOU'VE CHEATED THE MAN IN THE GLASS not sure who wrote this but i love it

Help Please
Hello all I dont do many blogs but i needed some help I was told tonight ripped pics dont count So im trying to move my morph pic to a new folder but they dont want to upload they say they need to be jif pics or whatever So in short what do i do to reload them. Please comment or yell at me in the shoutbox with some help if u can. oh in the next day or so look for more pics to rate

Just Something I Wrote Part 2
So as I stepped out in to the night, the animal in me took over. My body switched over to alert mode. As I walked in to the night, I thought of all that I had on me. I had one pear of clothing,that was what i wore. I had 2 small daggers and a small whip. Then I had a small bag of jewels and a small amount of money. I also had some herbs on me. That was all I had to my name. As I came to the crossroads that were about 50 feet from my town . I had to think about what my grandmother had said. "Remember dear go left and you face the mountains and the thick woods,Go right and you face the plains and the swamps. Which ever way you go dear you face dangers of that way. Just like life,either way you go you face danger." As I remembered her words ,it was like being 10 all over again. When she had taken a group of us kids out for one of her walk abouts. As I looked both ways, I thought about pro/con of both ways. If i go left I could use my shifting powers with out any draw backs, but it was the

I Like To Be A Butterfl
I like to be a butterfly I like to be like the butterfly flying around all day from flower to flower Feeling the wind under my wings I would like to land on you and show you all the beauty i seen traveling from flower to flower in the day I would like you to see the baby birds being fed by there mom the beaitful and the colors in the flowers. I would like to share this and more with you

Just The Facts
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart

My Thoughts About Wwe Raw
if your a wrestling fan then you will proberly understand this blog lmao... I AM SICK OF JOHN CENA AS THE WWE CHAMPION!!!!! i am a cena fan dont get me wrong but i would like to see someone new hold the title for a while like Randy Orton or Mr. Kennedy for that matter... as for william regal as the general manager of raw that was a big mistake i could of thought of a lot of more protential GMs than him like Mick Foley or heck i'll take back Eric Bischoff... and on a final note: CRYME TIME THE NEW WORLD TAG TEAM CHAMPS!!!! peace!

Wheres My Channel?
MEN! we enjoy beer, pizza, sex, violence in movies and big guns. yet think of this my brothers... When you go to your tv and turn on the tube. you get channels like golf. sports and the like... but let me ask you. havent you seen a martial arts movie? the old one where you saw the cheapest form of blood spit. bad dubbing. a whole bunch of zooms. MY GOD MAN! DONT YOU LOVE THOSE MOVIES?! storylines so flat yet so hilarious! WHERE ARE THE 24/7 movie channels that have martial arts movies like 18 bronzemen? iron monkey?! MEN! DONT YOU WANNA WAKE UP AND SEE THIS ON YOUR TUBE?! WOULDNT IT BE NICE TO SEE A GAME ON AND WHEN THE COMERCIALS COME ON YOU INSTEAD GET A MARTIAL ARTS MOVIE?! KEEPING YOU PUMPED FOR THE GAME?! yes there are others like you MEN WHO WANT TO HEAR THE WORDS... "YOU KILL MY MASTA!!!" come... join the fight against this tyranny. join the group that wants martial arts flicks 24/7

Random Thing
You are not going to be my first, my last, or my only. I've loved before, I will love again, but if I love you now what else matters? I'm not perfect. You arent either, and the two of us will never be perfect. But, if I can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to me and give me the most you can. I am not going to quote poetry, I am not thinking about you every moment, but I will give you a part of me that I know you could break. Dont hurt me,dont change me, dont expect more than I can give. Dont analyze. Smile when I makes you happy, yell when I makes you mad, and miss me when I'm not there. Love is hard when there is love to be had.

Vin Diesel In "fast And The Furious 4"
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Just days ago, Universal said that it will move ahead on the fourth installment of "The Fast and the Furious," in order to avoid the upcoming strikes. Now, without either a script or a director, Edmunds.com revealed that casting has begun. According to the automotive site, the next film will reunite many characters and actors from the first three including Vin Diesel, Paul Walker, Tyrese Gibson and Lucas Black. Since there is no script, we cannot be sure what the plot will be about. But Edmunds wrote: "Obviously the story will once again center around automotive mayhem of the most intense sort, but the rumor is that this time most of the action will be set in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil." As always, the kind of cars used are a big deal in these films, and you can look forward to seeing a 1970 Dodge Charge, the new Dodge Challenger, the Chevrolet Opala and maybe a 1987 Buick GNX for Vin Diesel's character.

.........................................earthquake Hits Mexico
EARTHQUAKE HITS MEXICO A big earthquake with the strength of 8.1 on the Richter scale hits Mexico. Two million Mexicans have died and over a million are injured. The country is totally ruined and the government doesn't know where to start with asking for help to rebuild. The rest of the world is in shock. Canada is sending troopers to help the Mexican army control the riots. Saudi Arabia is sending oil. Other Latin American countries are sending supplies. The entire European community (except France) is sending food and money. The United States, not to be outdone, is sending two million replacement Mexicans. God Bless America -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Get a sneak peek of the all-new AOL.com.

Retirement Fun!
Retirement Fun! Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day I went downtown and went into a shop. I was only in there for about 5 minutes and when I came out there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving a retired person a break?" He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care. I came downtown on the bus - and the car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that said "Hillary in '08."I try to have a little fun each day now that I'm retired. They say it's important

I Need.....
Friend Quest Fan Me Add Me Rate Me Comment Me Spank Me Something and I will do the same for you. as t- pain says it "I'm gonna buy you a drank" lol yall have a good night and be good if you cant be good, be good at it

Final "saw Iv" Poster
Without even knowing the details of the plot, we already have the fifth "Saw IV" poster, which according to director Darren Lynn Bousman, is filled with clues. It features a woman from the very first still released, only she is wearing a pig mask. As always, the tagline states "It's a trap." In addition, the film also received it's official MPAA rating. During Comic-Con, it was announced that the movie was rated 'NC-17' and would have to go through some major edits to get down to an 'R.' Apparently, those edits have been made, and the new rating is now "R for sequences of grisly bloody violence and torture throughout, and for language." "Saw IV" is scheduled to hit theaters on October 26th. Click here to read our exclusive "Saw IV" preview.

So Overlooked......
one song has never been so true about my childhood.... more then the song by akeboshi songs name is called wind.... an this is alil something from when i was a kid.... as a kid i was always overlooked i tried as much as i could to be great i wanted so much to be aknowledged for what i could do for the good lil boy i was i tried an tried to get the recognition i wanted an so craved i wanted TO be more....i wanted to be great i tried so hard i would bite into my lip from how frustrated i was so much anger i wanted to be seen an nurtured i tried so hard with art paintings drawings an writing so artistic at such a young age....i wanted more from life i wanted someone to tell me i was doing good i i just wanted to get recognition. i was alone alot so i had to keep myself company the lil friends i did have were always taken away from me cuz i would let other ppl that hated me steal my friends i never said anything or fought back till i was pushed those days my true strength was made

Ok Gang This Is Very True So Im Told So Im Bloging It For You All You Go Ladys(females Only)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY VIBRATORS ARE SOMETIMES BETTER THAN REAL SEX.... THIS IS FOR ALL YOU LADYS OUT THERE YOU GO GIRLSSSSsssssssssssss.......08-31-07..12:30AM.. Body: Body: -Vibrators don't have problems with gas ... Nor do they hog the remote ... Nor the computer! - We can get a bigger one or one that has better options whenever we want without being called a slut. - Vibrators never go limp and rubbery, you simply replace the batteries when it tires. - Position is your choice, not his. - You don't have to suck it. - It works "while" the sports games are on. - It always is hard. - It doesn't leave a mess behind. - You don't have to wear an ill fitting teddy to excite it. - It doesn't care that you gained 10 lbs. - It doesn't fall asleep and snore in your ear afterwards. - You don't have to clean up the apartment before bringing it home. - You don't have to cook it breakfast and pretend to be interested in it the next morning. - You can throw them in a drawer and

For Mom
Selma-Remembering never One thousand lifetime coulden't replace what you've given me Cold nights of sacrifice and dedication I love you She moves to the best of her own drum She moves to the sound of her own song She is a mountain with a lion's heart You are not a slave to past mistakes This time you won't be taken for granted Never again I do not own you You owe me nothing You are so much more than given credit for You deserve more than the world So much more You gave me everything I never knew I needed Every nite I close my eyes I'll bless your name She moves to the beat of her own drum She moves to the sound of her own song She is a mountain with a lion's heart I do not own you You owe me nothing You are so much more than given credit for YOu deserve more than the world So much more

Episode One
Ok, so here's the story of what's been going on. I know that it's long so I'll post it in shorter episodes. I've been saddled... actually saddled myself with a horror story of a project. ( I do web programming, btw.) I had helped a designer I work with on a proposal back on Memorial Day. And at that time he needed a number for me and I had no idea what the site was even supposed to do... So I said, "Smells like about a 4 week project if I do about 20 hours per week." (I have several other clients that I already do about 30 hours per week, and then there's another 10-20 hours doing the thing I need to do to run a business.) So I said that without any sort of idea what they want, it has the smell of 80 hours. So, so long as we knew which way was up before say middle of July, I could wrap up other projects and have the time for that project. June came and went. July came and went, and there was no word. So at the beginning of August I told two of my current clients that I coul

Be My Valentine
Am I on the way out.....if I take a second glance? Am I to believe.... I might actually have a chance? I go out of my way to climb the highest tree.... The view is fine but I still can't see.... So I climb out on a limb, And wait for a breeze so I can ask the leaves, Maybe they'll answer me then. Is it us and them? Or you and him.... You've got my head in swirls, Seems it's just me against the world.... Will you bear my name? Or cast aside my pearls... You can be my blame or my entire world... Will you please...be my girl?

Prayers
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you.

I Am!!
This was written by my mother. She passed away in June. I just wanted to share it with you all. I Am I am the Sun, I am the Moon. A Rose in May, an Orchid in June. As wild as the wind that blows through the trees, As gentle as a whisper that floats on the breeze, As refreshing as the rain that falls from above, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Stars, I am the Sky. A night of hope, A day gone by. As haunting as the ghosts of your fear, As precious as the memories you hold dear, As gracious as the wings of a snow white dove, In this world of hate, I am love. I am the Ocean, I am the Land. A ripple of Waves, A grain of Sand. As pleasant as an evening stroll, As fragile as a crystal bowl, As comfortable as a close fitting glove, In this world of hate, I am love. ~Winnie Taylor~

For Members Who Didn't Make It To The Meeting
It was brought up at the meeting bout some of the family not rating back we understand you may not be on alot but when u are on please check that bartab and see if family visited you And then again if you do not want to rate them please Just let us know you don't want to be in the family i know being in this family you have recieved alot of love and i am wanting you to try to be fair and part of the family I noticed at the meeting there was a good amount of joiners and it was great.. To every one that did join the meeting and your name is not princess toni or rebel babe ,Lady white wolf please don't come at me with any gripes or complaints our family will be working on the ones for the members who came and expressed their minds Lady white wolf and night wolf please step up in rating and uploading babygurl your awesome at blogs and bulletines but please rate family hun Sixstrings please communicate back and rate come visit and drop some comments we want you to be part of the family as

My Baby Brother
I have two brothers but really just claim my baby brother. Those that know me, know why I say this. Anyways, my little brother is always sending me messages on myspace about he disapproves of my life. He doesn't understand that I choose to do things the way I do them not because I have to do them that way. He thinks I should be a good little mommy and have no personal life. Little does my little brother know that I've been keeping a secret from him and the rest of my family for about a week now. One that I know will literally shock each and every one of them because I've always been very open about certain views on things in my life. I know after they learn of this secret and absorb it, they will be just as happy about it. I just wish my grandmother was around for this one too because it would make her incredibly happy. I know this much, I am looking forward to seeing the look on my baby brother's face on this one. It will be worth keeping this from him and everyone else in my fami

Why Do I Continue To Live?
I guess I don't understand the "cosmic laws" or whatever the fuck. I missed a successful suicide by 2 seconds, drowning death by 20 seconds, 2 MASSIVE heart "episodes"......The fucker stopped beating and went into fibrilations for about 45 mins. both times!!!! I missed another near suicide by a mere 1/10000th of a second. (Firearm attempt) Now I am all fucked up, crippled, hurtin', and now I have food trying to kill me. High cholesterol, high B.P. spells, and "pre"diabetes. I have had several concussions which have since evolved into brain damage. I had to suffer much more abuse other than the usual clumsy kid shit. I have been beaten pretty bad, knocked around, (my first concussion happened @ age 2 from being thrown into my headboard by my father). Then the molestation started, which quickly evolved into rape. If you know what "REDWINGS" are, I got mine at age 3.5. Just fuckin' peachy, right? I guess I just want to understand why I had to go through MUCH MORE FUCKING BULLSHIT t

Madd
(SIGN AT BOTTOM) Went to a party Mom (read all the way to the bottom and sign yourname) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins

Forever - A Story
This and my other stories can be found at Rift's Erotic story archive Darkness surrounded the houses like a shroud. The streets were long empty of people, and only the wind swept leaves moved along the road. Nothing broke the silence as a dark figure emerged from the shadows taking confident steps towards one of the houses. Stopping in front of the house the figure is bathed in the soft glow from a nearby street light. The light shows the figure to be man, younger than his poise would suggest, with the sort of good looks that would not look out of place on the cat-works of London or Milan. But this was not London, and the clothes worn by this young man not the latest fashions, but a snug leather jacket and crisp black denims. A light in an upstairs window comes on, and the dark figures gaze is drawn to it, looking around to make sure he is not being watched, the young man moves his feet slightly before jumping to the upstairs balcony in a single graceful leap. Inside her bedroom,

7 Kinds Of Sex
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in fron

I Don't Know What To Say...
I have some stuff going on in my life right now that is really starting to take its tool on my brain and body.... I don't want to talk about it right now, but if I seem funny or untalkative, I just want you all to know that it is not any of you! You guys and gals are great, I'm just stressed out right now...I'll be back to my normal self soon, hopefully! Something I will tell you all is that one of my closest friends has been put through hell for far too long(I wrote about her in a previous blog) Her name is Eldrena K. Jones and after a month and a half of stupid court battles, they will be taking her off life support tomorrow(has been in a coma for over three months), and I will miss her dearly, but it is about time they stop her suffering. Due to her condition she is in now, there is no chance for survival....She turned 27 yrs. old on July 21st..... Other than that, I won't tell you what else is going on because it is a fight that I have to get through on my own. Unt

Night Pics
Hey everybody Laid back Thursday here today. Weekends winding down and its wow where did all those days off go time almost. Of course you can understand how that happens when theres only 5 of them . The eclipse the other night inspired me and proved I could use more practice with my camera so I have been playing outside after dark some and wanted to share a few of my experiments. Hope you all have a good night and talk to you soon. _/ Click to enlarge

Hi.. Fubar Could Use Some Help Or Advice..
Hi i have a teenage daughter who is 15 and has recently come to me because she is now sexually active..Me and my ex are concerned of course..she says she's being safe and using condoms but me and my ex are considering a better form of birthcontrol ive been looking on the web ive come up with The PATCH, Norplant, and the Implanon. Ive come up with these the patch costs 40 amonth the norplant cost 350.00 but lasts for 5 years.. the Implanon like the norplant lasts 3 years and is the most expensive. Im having a hard time with this so if you have additional info or just a opinon im all EARS.. Shedevil...that has a littleshedevil Daughter lol Jesus shes the image of her mother..

For Them Who Know Anyone That Rides Motorcycles Or Not
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

What Is This Feeling?
What is this feeling that has suddenly come over me? I day dream all day and am filled with so much energy. I can't eat or sleep. My thought are of you. Never even seen a picture for reasons beyond our control...but yet you are on my mind and in my heart always. I can't get you out of my mind nor do I want to. What is this feeling I am experiencing?

Afraid Of You!
For the last two years, my dreams have been of many, with all the love and fear, they have not been pretty, my children i have two, to never have their heart broke, and never see them blue, i stayed single for so long, because of all the unknown Then one day I found you My nightmares now are of few but they do still come and go now they are different it is not the unknown but the fact i am afraid of you your love seems so true your heart as pure as gold but the fact still remains your are human all the same i trust you will not hurt me i pray you will always love me even though i open my heart wide it can still cry inside so what ever you shall do always be true put my fears to rest i dont want to be afraid of you!

Update
Well tomorrow august 31 at 9 am my daughter finally gets her day in court againt the sob that had her targeted for his sick pleasure. I know if is going to be so frikkin stressful to even be in the same building as him, so hopefully the Judge will let me and my daughter testify in His chambers......but anyhow will post a blog tomorrow to let you all know how it went. Please keep my daughter in your thoughts and prayers during this trying time for her, thank you all very much.

Whoot...................sex With You............
Somewhere out there tonight I know that you're waiting As hot and horny as I am Mouth watering Knees knocking Craving what I've been craving All night long I just can't hold it back or in any longer These naughty feelings that you inspire Tonight I must confess My hidden secret longing lover is this I wanna have sex with you Don't wanna make love Don't want nothing even close All I want All I need is your carnal cure to fulfill my wildest fantasys Loving you long Loving you slow No strings attached No hearts broken No promises made Just this and only this one simple thing do I wanna do Tonight All night long Don't care if it's right or if it's wrong I just wanna have sex with you I'll use my mouth I'll use my hands I'll use whatever it takes to please you Tease you Make you mine for a short time No commitments No wedding ring Just a few stolen hours together is all that I'm asking for Away from any and all pryi

Little Johnny At It Again
Little Johnny at it again - Teacher: "Children, tomorrow I would like you to give me an example of a development that is currently being built near your home and what are the advantages of this new development." At the end of the class, the teacher asks that all the little Girls to stay behind for 5 minutes. Teacher: "Young ladies, I have received numerous complaints from your parents concerning Little Johnny's' crude remarks. It is very likely that for tomorrow he is going to say something dirty and that is why I am asking you all, to avoid any further problems, when he says anything that appears rude, Get up and leave the class room" Everybody agreed to this plan. Next day, teacher: "Is everybody ready with their assignment? Go Ahead Anita" Anita: "Near my home, a supermarket is being built. Now my mommy doesn't have to walk so far to get bread and milk." Teacher: "Very good Anita! Yes Koosie!" Koosie: "Near my home, they are building a furniture

Am I Missing Something?
you tell us to work harder and make moreoney to support your way of life. You demand a new house every year and a new vehicle to boot. I work and everyone I know works very hard to supply themselves with a decent living. but we have to work twice as hard and make twice as muc to be able to support your way of life. We are left holding the bill when you block our roads and chain your 13 year olds to the tires of cemi's that are only trying to supply their families with enoug money to live. I have 2 broke down cars..of wich one was a gift and I live in a hole for an appartment to try and support you and pay my taxes. Yet you come up against me and tell me that you want more. Yet you expect us to foot the bill and look after your children when you can no longer sipport them. Am I missing something here or am I right that you are just a free loader???

Duct Tape
It was scary at the moment, but as soon as employees at a Kentucky liquor store caught a man who had just robbed the store, all they could do was laugh. A guy came into Shamrock Liquors with his face and head wrapped in duct tape, told a clerk he had a gun and ran out with a few rolls of coins. Bill Steele, the store manager pulled out a two by four covered in his own duct tape. The robber ran to the parking lot but was tackled by Craig Miller. Miller was working in the cooler when he heard the commotion and jumped in to help. Miller says everyone who works at the store cracked up when they got a close up of the disguise. "The only thing exposed were his eyes and mouth...he looked like Beavis' alter ego on Beavis and Butthead". 24-year old Kasey Kazee was charged with robbery but told a West Virginia TV (WSAZ) station he's not the "Duct Tape Bandit". EMT's had to help get the tape off his face, but because of nerves and the heat, he was sweaty enough that it didn't stick.

The Me Beneath
you look at me and think you know the feelings hidden i do not show the silenced cries the whispered screams the confusion the isolation the indifferent me you see my smile the glow in my eyes the silk of my skin the warmth of my lies and somehow believe i am really alright i got it together i'm not filled with fright i'm scared i'm lost i'm scarred and cross i'm bitter and gone and often i'm wrong beneath and inside i am failing and hurt lonesome and longing in a tattered t shirt red lips like roses that wither and droop missing sweet kisses left out of the loop outwardly confident bold and remembered inwardly aching to be together

What To Say
Ive never been much of a blogger....... as most of my thoughts are private and personal and arent really for the world to see.... Thank you Christopher for being my best friend ... for allowing me to be myself with you...know matter how extremely dorky I am you taught me it was ok...So many bad days I've had only to come online to have you wipe them away you have always put a smile on my face... People come in and out of our lives to teach us lessons...I want to say im sorry to all of you that try so hard to get to know me and I push you away... Its for one reason and one reason only I let very few into me for fear of being hurt.... same reason I dont share my feelings open and honestly.... So here you go everyone kept telling me what I felt and for a long time I said it wasnt true...But here you go out loud for everyone to see.... Christopher I love you and I thank you for all the things you do and have done for me...you are one of the greatest people ive had the honor to call friend

Horoscope For 8/30
No matter how dire the situation may seem, you just need to keep pushing. Fortunately, that's something you're quite good at -- perseverance might as well be your middle name! Someone close may need encouragement, too. ****now that is very fitting with all that has been going on

Thank U All For Stopping By My Profile
I want to thank you everyone that stopped by my profile and wished me a very happy birthday and giving me gifts and leaving profile comments.. It means the world to me and I want to thank you all for doing this for my birthday.. I had a really good birthday I may go out this weekend to hang out and do what I wanted to do to get away from the house to have fun for me or for myself hell I am a 25 years old lol well any how I am glad to have a very very good friends on here on fubar, thank you everyone for being that good friends and family to me.. love you alot Virgo24

Insert Random Cuss Words Here......
so I work an 11 hour day and for the kind of work i do thats a long time to be working and a lot of work to do..... I get home to FUBAR to find that someone who doesnt even have a picture in thier profile, much less a name went through my pics and marked a bunch of them nsfw.............. FUCK YOU........ YOU PRUDISH WHORE-BITCH!!!!!! IF I EVER FIND YOUR BITCH-ASS IM GONNA TAKE A RAILROAD SPIKE AND SHOVE IT UP YOUR CUNT! Ok now that that is outta the way...... im gonna spend my 11s and go to bed, lets hope tomorrow is a better day, night all :)

Just Some Things Going On In My Head
Lately I’ve been losing my faith in the humanity of man and by man I mean that male and female of the species. Disclaimer - Now these are just my personal thoughts and are not directed toward anyone person or about any person specifically. My work is contributing a lot to my spiraling loss of faith in people and man’s humanity to man. Not that I’m the prime example of how to treat other people because for what ever reason I do seem to generate a fair amount of hate despite what I feel are my best efforts to do no harm to my fellow human beings. Part of that being what I like to call the “Peter Rabbit Principle” I don’t think it’s anything in a book about how to treat people but in the children’s story the mother rabbit says, If you don’t have anything nice to say it’s best to just not say anything. Or something along those lines I’m not quoting Ms. Potter because I don’t happen to have a copy of Peter Rabbit lying around anywhere close by at the time but will give her due credi

How Was I To Know?
The day you found me, you where not like the rest, you didnt come rude you didnt come crude, you let me know you thought i was sexy but left it at that, we talked for awhile, then you disappeared, at that moment, you became just like the rest, then you came back, we started talking again, the day we finally meet, i about crawled out of my skin, nerves was shattered, like the first time i dated, all over again, but when i saw you, yes i was relieved, you where the man you presented to be, we have been together basically since that day, how was i to know, that you would be here to stay, you have turned out to be the man of my dreams, the joy in my heart, and the light in my eyes for ever will they beam, how was i to know that my heart would run so deep, the first time in my life i am truly in love and can not stay on my feet, cause when you are around i feel like an angel never touching the ground my heart will always be true my soul i

The Color Purple
~The Color Purple~ i can still feel my heart race as i remember the first time His hand found the smooth delicate skin marking it beautifully with a bright red handprint. taking in a deep breathe, a single tear escapes from my baby blues as i feel another blow find it's target upon the other side, making both cheeks glow with a mark of His handprint. helplessly wiggling in my place, His hand continues to decorate the once barren canvas. i scream out begging Him to stop, as i feel the sting of His hand hit the warmth of a mark, feeling the skin swell and burn as the welt forms. He stops for a brief moment, looking at me, His voice sends a chill of excitement and angst throughout me as He asks me if i've had enough. knowing that at any moment i could yell out my safe word and be done, quietly i ask Him to please continue, that i love to feel the swelling the throbbing of His hand upon my skin. tears flowing freely as they hit the floor. with swift quic

What Creature Am I
You scored as fallen angel, You are a fallen angel. You once were a chosen one by God and then were disowned by him after being seduced by Satan. You now hate everyone who is happy as you are not, and you constantly long for what you once had. You sometimes wonder why you even bother, but keep trying anyways.fallen angel80% faerie70% vampire70% angel40% mermaid40% Which mythological creature is most like you?created with QuizFarm.com

Last Day In The Office
okay... tomorrow friday is my last day working in the bank i know this year and a half have been between a pain and happiness... like the song says: bitter sweet i'll miss a lot this people that shared with me this time. working there was a big change for me, and after all the good and bad things, i'm gratefull not only for the things i learned, but yes about how i needed this experience, and i have to say most of my coworkers are great people, and yes i have to celebrate i had the oportunity to share my work place with people like them i always hear my friends having problems with that, not having a good place to work, not nice coworkers, and well i was very very lucky! but it's my time to give another step, and keep walking, and well, if i want to grow up professionally, i'll have to move! i'm a bit nervous about this, it has been like my house and i learned to love it! i'll take pics and post few tomorrow, they planned to make a small celebration for me at the lunc

Get In Touch
Fubar is great, but there are sooo many other ways to communicate and entertain online, so here is my info: IM & eMail Yahoo: rift_surfer@yahoo.com MSN: riftsurfer@hotmail.com Xbox Live Riftsurfer Let me know your fubar id# and I will send some love your way

Men Please Read!!!
I know you all are tired of us women saying that men play games and all but I'm here to forewarn you men of the games that women play...I've dealt with many women causing drama cause of the "love' that I give to my friends here on Fubar. I'm not goin to name names but one woman in mind particular.. She seems to go after the men who have reputable careers, ie. military, law enforcement, etc...I don't know if she looking for a sugar daddy or health insurance lol! But either way, she will come and leave u comments and sweet talk u til u start to fall for her and I'm sure many of you have her on ur family list so it's working! ;) But when someone like me comes along who just wants to show love to a friend I have made on here (as I only keep people on my friends list who are true friends to me and talk to me), and I show a lot of love being that I can't do it in person, she comes along and says that I am "advertising" myself. Case in point...I have a personal friend on here that I know in p

Please Stop Sending Emails With Links To Bulletins, Stash Etc..
As much as I appreciate my friends wanting me to see stash or a bulletin, if u guys dont stop sending me these emails, there very annoying, im gonna have to block u from sending me mail. I made a bulletin about this, and im still getting them, I think its a stupid option to have on Fubar, if I want someone to see something I link them in the shoutbox, not send them these emails over and over. Hard enough keeping my mailbox cleared, this is just making it worse, thank you :D I found out how to stop these emails but of course it isnt working right now lmao :P

After Math...
So, I got my surgery done. It hurt pretty damn bad, but I got it over with. I go back to my doctor in two weeks, I guess to see how I'm healing and make sure that they got all the cells. Lol, I got to watch the whole thing on a screen, that was a bit weird. And they gave me fucking pictures of it too! It's hella creepy and gross to look at, but kinda cool at the same time. lol

Teriyaki Flank Steak
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 min. Yield: 6 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounce(s) 1 Tbsp ground ginger 3 cloves garlic 1-1/2 pounds flank steak, trimmed of all visible fat 1/4 cup sherry 1/2 cup low-sodium soy sauce 2 Tbsp brown sugar Directions: Combine all ingredients in a baking dish and mix thoroughly. Marinate steak for eight hours in the refrigerator. Preheat broiler. Place meat in broiling pan and broil 4 to 6 inches (10.6 to 15.2 cm) from heat for 5 minutes on each side. Remove from heat and let stand for 5 minutes. Slice thinly across the grain and serve. Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounce(s) Total Calories: 198 Carbohydrates: 4.04 g Total Fat: 7.55 g Protein: 25.51 g Sat Fat: 3.13 g Fiber: 0.12 g Cholesterol: 50 mg Sodium: 229 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 0.330 Meat: 3.000

A Public Service Announcement
>> >> Who is Barack Obama? >>> >>> Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born in >>> Honolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM from >>> Nyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHIEST from Wichita, >> Kansas. >>> >>> Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii. When Obama was two >>> years old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya. His >>> mother then married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia. When >>> Obama was 6 years old, the family relocated to Indonesia. Obama >> attended >>> a MUSLIM school in Jakarta. He also spent two years in a Catholic >> school. >>> >>> Obama takes great care to conceal the fact that he is a Muslim. He is >>> quick to point out that, "He was once a Muslim, but that he also >>> attended Catholic school." >>> >>> Obama's political handlers are attempting to make it appear that >> Obama's >>> Introduction to Islam came via his father, and

A Poet And Didnt Know It,lol
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

Welcome Back
I WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME BACK WITH US GOTHIC ROSE AND WARLOCK IT IS SO GOOD TO HAVE THEM BACK ON FUBAR FOR THEY WERE VERY MISSED BY A LOT OF US AND ALSO GLAD THAT THEY GOT ALL PROBLEMS RESOLVED AND ARE BACK ON COURSE CONGRATS HUN AND AGAIN WELCOME BACK HITMAN6

Three Minute Management Course
THREE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift.

"" I Wrote This Tonight For Kage ""
I CARRY YOU IN MY HEART , WHERE I GO , YOU GO IN MY HEART .AND WHEN THE STARS ARE OUT ,WE ARE NEVER APART , NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE . YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART . WROTE BY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW TO KAGE . ON 8/30/07 AT 21:33PM AND I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE.

Sorry Peeps
HEY EVERY ONE HOW ARE YA ALL DOING TONIGHT I JUST WANTED TO SAY SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON MUCH SOME TIMES I GET ON HERE THEN GET DISTRACTED WITH THE KIDS I HAVE BEEN BUSY THESE LAST FEW DAYS HERE KIDS GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON WENSDAY WHOO HOOO PARTY TIME LOL SO I HAVE BEEN PREPARING THE KIDS OR SHOULD I SAY MYSELF CUZ MY YOUNGEST IF OFF TO KIDERGARTEN THIS YEAR SO ILL BE ALL ALONE :(:( , SO I JUST WANTD TO SAY SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON TO MUCH AND ILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ALL IN THE MEAN TIME HAVE A GREAT NIGHT LOTS OF HUGS HUGS AND MORE HUGS TILL THEN CHOW THERESA

Hidden Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Hate I Bring
The Hate I bring is not for you It does flare up without a clue. I hold it deep It makes me weep I try in vain To not cause pain Yet I always manage to. The hate I bring is not for you It really is a toxic brew I hold it close A lethal dose The ugly side I try to hide Right in plain view The hate I bring is not for you My suffering overdue LET IT GO Not yet, NO It feels safe In my little place It’s meant not for you The LOVE I bring is for you I wish to show it through and through Unsure how Wanting now To make it right With no spite The HATE I bring, Is not for you.

Looking For More User Reviews...
Yes, I'm being egotistical. So this is another call out for user reviews on me. Want to knock me down a peg, want to tell me what you really think of me, hell want to inflate my already huge head, do it now, and you will earn a spot on my page, like people read the "About me" section anyways. You know the drill leave them as comment or send them as a message, hell shout them if you want.

Words Never Spoken
We walk into a room Hand in hand we are But then my eye is turned Across the room not far I then pull focus to see A familiar face in the crowd "Oh my goodness she is here" I make sure the thoughts arent loud You are there alone Sitting reading a menu "Why cant I be there, With her in this venue?" I try not to stare too much And let her know you're around I glance around the room Only to turn back to what I've found It's like I am comparing The differences in each of you I start to honestly question If what I feel for her is true Wrong as it may seem My heart skips when you're near I want so bad to yell your name And beg of you to come here Is it possible to say hello With her sitting close to me Will she see what I feel Or can I hide it willfully I can't take this anymore Your beauty is just too bright I want to stand up and leave And be with you tonight But here I sit as you leave My words go unspoken in the end I can't wait till she'

Hh Contest Almost Over...
It is obvious that with the help I am getting from my new found family and my TrueFriends, that I cannot get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. I have decided that if anyone wants to stop bombing my pic, they can. We gave this contest our best effort and, well, second place is a hell of a lot better than nothing. Thank you everyone who participated in the bombing of my pic, I will be sending gifts out to everyone. I am not... (I repeat) I AM NOT giving up!!! I am just letting everyone know that they can take a break if they want to. I, personally, won't be in much to bomb because, like I stated above, there's no way in heck we can get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. Again, thank you all for your hard work and dedication, you don't know how much this means to me. And if anyone ever needs any kind of help bombing, leveling up, or whatever else... let me know, you had my back... so I'll return the favor.

Make It Stop
My Mind, it races. My body, it’s drained All the faces Of those I pained Never ending scream MAKE IT STOP Must be a dream I lay awake Disfigured body All the mistakes My old Hobby Comes back anew MAKE IT STOP No pain for you Self inflicted Social forces Emotions Conflicted Follow the courses Stuck in a bind MAKE IT STOP I have my own mind My thoughts, they slow My body relaxed More room to grow I will not be axed This is real MUSTN’T STOP This I will deal

Likes And Dislikes
This site is meant to meet and get to know people … I have found that so many people are more worried about points and being rude then using the site expressing each of our individualities. Sharing with others what makes you you …so it’s made me wonder what you as a person like or dislike about this site???

New Club On Fubar
tattoo anonymous (T.A.) scarfacefreak@ fubar ChristyShell*T.L.O.F. CLUB FOUNDER*$T.A.$ CLUB CO-FOUNDER ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO - FOUNDER~@ fubar ~Tattoogirl God.Iris COS A of F A & S Poison'd Girl ♫ TDN Owner~ $T.A.$ Club Juggalo Lair Co Owner Fubar & RL Wifey of Dj Pj~@ fubar WICKED INTENTIONS~GUARDIANS OF SHANGRI LA~*JuggaloMafia Member*@ fubar

im so sad i wish someone cared i feel so alone even with people there i dont know what to do or say it dont much matter anyways its all wrong less it comes from you you cant even tell that im so blue does it rhyme? does it matter? the tears are still the same.

Last Day
Today is the last day and I have no regrets saying goodbye, in fact it's a pleasure for me. For months now I've detested the thought of you, how you have invaded my life and made it dark, grey and miserable. You have brought me nothing but coldness and made me bitter and sometimes mean. I've been numb, I've been sad, I've had the blues. There were mornings I didn't even want to get out of bed and face you, I'm glad you'll be gone. Goodbye Winter, helloooooooo Spring!!! (current temp on the last day of winter is a 77 degrees, lol)

About Me
Name: Cris Birthday: Jan. 5, 1981 Birthplace: St. Louis Current Location: Bonne Terre Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'5 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German The Shoes You Wore Today: Skechers Your Weakness: My Nieces and Nephews Your Fears: Snakes and Spiders Your Perfect Pizza: Supreme Stuff Crust Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To live life to the fullest. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: roflmao, lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Do I have to get up Your Best Physical Feature: I've heard my eyes Your Bedtime: Depends what time I have to get up Your Most Missed Memory: My grandpa Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: Mac Donalds Single or Group Dates: Depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither Red Diamond Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: Yes Do you Swear: Yes Do you Sing: No Do you Shower Daily: Yes Have you Been in

What To Do
what should i do i picked up my wifes cell today to call my phone so i could find it and found were she was haveing sub. sexy in text messeges she says it for me but she gave her number out to some guy she only knows on myspace and thats it i got mad and im hurt she said its to help her be more agresive in our relationship but she has ben distant for weeks now and saying that i dont trust her and she wonders why im just tired of being hurt

Can't Remember The Last Time I Slept This Well
The crisp night air kisses my skin, As I creep into bed with tired eyes, I pull the blankets up to my chin, And remember childhood lullabies. The warmth of memories hugs me tight, A smile decks my sleepy face, I whisper to myself, "Goodnight," Soon to be swept to a dreamy place. My eyelids close and breathing slows, Entering the corners of my mind, Serenity from my head to toes, As worries of the day unwind. There is no knowing of time, or care, A nightly gift one cannot keep, In thoughts or dream, so unaware, Bundled up, drifting to sleep.

Crashing Stars
Oh this night of nights I weep Void of love and lack of sleep Inside my heart a yearning fair Lent to the mask of Soul's despair. A hunger burns inside my breath Of tainted ruins and cold caress Upon this night a lonely sound Stars fade and crash upon the ground. No light comes now to calm my pain Visions of heartache still remain Forever lost among my dreams Filled with pangs of misery. The tattered moon cries tonight Tears fall on stars lost from sight Within the sky no star is found They've all crashed upon the ground With troubled eyes that seek relief Stars cross against the moon that weeps Within the soul no light is seen Just remnants of sad memories. If I could hold the moon so fast Inside my soul it's glow would last Then too those lonely stars be found No longer crashing to the ground.

True Success
I always wondered what success meant Is it good,bad,or evil enough to repent? Is success about money,name or fame? Or about winning lifes'survival game After severe drought,a heavy rain Is the water really a success,a gain? What if then it pours and pours in excess? Then will the floods truly be a success? Look back into your family tree How many generations do you see? And how many of those people can you talk about? Grandparents,their parents,a hundred not out Isnt it surprising how little we know? Of the people to whom our lives we owe And about the people from whom we have evolved They are mysteries that have never been solved Now look into the future,what do u see? Wat will life be like in the next century? Will our descenders even know about us? Will we ever be a topic that they will discuss? Four generations later if they remember you If the path you are leadin is the one they lead too If the seeds you sow now,will then be fruitful That is when y

**truth**
satan knows every single word in the Bible. so there are people who know every word in the Bible and can quote it back to front "B UT" GOD as not allowed their "understanding/interpretation of the "Word" too be the "TRUTH" of the Word. if you do not "understand" how that the..Father..Son..Holy Ghost are all three One..Jesus Christ then it is so simple to the "billions of us who have recieved understanding knowledge and wisdom concerning the Oneness of the God Headship why you do not see this ..because God has not revalated it to your understanding, if He ever does..then with the same zeal you have defended the "LIE of satan..TRINITY"=three beings in heaven...you will defend the "TRUTH" so, no matter how much i try or anyone else who God has revealed the Truth to tries YOU Will NEVER get this..because the "ONLY" way to get this ..is for God to reveal it to you and there is only one way to heaven acts 2: 38 is the only way to get through heavens pearly gates

I'm Pissed Cause....
Sorry guys. I didn't expect to get 20 "why you pissed" messages when I changed my status. lol. To answer everyone's question, this is what happened. We gave our landlord's over $1600 in June. That was 6 months rent. Well we found out a couple hours ago that all they paid on the place out of OUR money was $400. Now they are going to foreclose and we have to move. Thank God another one of our friends is going to let us move in one of his houses with no deposit. The only thing that SUX about the house we are moving into is it's only 2 bedroom, 1 bath and there are 5 of us. But oh well. I guess it could be worse. I'm just really trying to calm down right now. I hope you all have a great night. pray for us please! *hugs* ~Melinda

Sexual Zodiac
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Any Leos, Geminis or sagittariousus out there!! lol

No Real Pics,,,,,goodbye
What are considered real pics on here?Are there not supposed to be any decent people on the internet?This "corona" told me I have no real pics but yet when I went to comment on his profile it said I was not allowed to do so.Well my pics are of my kids,family,and myself.No nudes ones I work hard for my money and teach my daughters to have self respect.So Mr.Corona and others out there like that who don't like my pics you can blow it out your tailpipe.

Its Impossiable To Lick Your Elbow!!!....it Just Is.....
I have come to realize that no matter what you do as a child you are forgiven because you are a child...no matter what you do as a teenager...you are once again forgiven because of your age...if I was an old man and started a house on fire...I would be forgiven because i am an old man... If you are mid-aged and you make a mistake...you are yelled at and told you are only human...if at that point you could spin your head 360* in a circle and then make your eyes glow and then claim that you arnt...you would be forgiven because you are an alien. The only way we are going to get over fighting and killing off our own race i believe, is when aliens or some other worldly force attacks us...then we will open out eyes and realize how powerful we could be acting as one...but untill then you are going to get back at that kid who looked at you wrong...or go to fight a war and kill people who had nothing to do with 911....but people who watched it happen...if bush made an order to blow up the mo

Turtles
T.L.O.F CLUB ChristyShell*T.L.O.F. CLUB FOUNDER*$T.A.$ CLUB CO-FOUNDER ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO - FOUNDER~@ fubar BGD'S Yummy~H.S.W.~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club~FAR~*TLOF*READ ABOUT ME!!!@ fubar Tanya/TURTLE (F.A.R. andT.L.O.F. )@ fubar pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~*T.L.O.F. CLUB*@ fubar

Who Were The Celts
Who were the Celts? The Iron Age Celts, referring to a time beginning as far back as 1500BC, were a tribe of people who lived all over Europe about two thousand years ago. At one time, you could find tribes of Celts in modern day Spain, France, northern Italy, and as far east as Russia. Around 500 BCE, the ancient Celts migrated and settled in modern day Ireland, Wales, Scotland, and the Isle of Man. The Celts were a proud and honorable people. They were also very clean. The Celts are credited with the invention of soap! They were fierce warriors. But they never founded an empire. They never built cities. They lived in small farming communities. They loved music. They loved to boast. And they loved to make up stories, especially stories about the little people - fairies, elves, leprechauns. Their culture lives on today in music, story, and song. Celtic Attire The ancient Celts loved color. They used huge looms to weave richly dyed wool in colorful plaids. They made tunics

Last Call!!
HEY YA'LL!! Tomorrow I plan on deleting all the crap off my page and hope that them people behind Fubar delete this thing within the next two weeks. I will not be here as of Saturday!! So, if ANY of you reading this want to keep in touch and haven't done so already, EMAIL ME at happybunny65@gmail.com. If I don't hear from you, I guess you really don't care whether or not we keep in touch. I do NOT plan on returning to Fubar, EVER, so this is your last chance. I won't have my feelings hurt if you choose not to KIT either...just sayin'...don't let this opportunity pass you by! Nice knowing most of you, and Thank you to all those who have ever posted comments on my page, pics, left rates, and gifts, or just said hi in private message once in a while. Nothing has gone by me unappreciated. I know I didn't always say so, but those of you who left constant notes really made my day. THANK YOU and BIG HUGS to those who did. Take care, hope to hear from you, and God Bless! T

Tonight
I would give up everything just to hold you. A moment to be in your life. I feel so hopeless knowing, knowing that I won't get to see you tonight. You could not possible imagine how much I am missing you right now. Even when where apart, It's like I feel your heart beating some how. Know your in my heart and forever with in my dreams. Your smile cuts me to my soul, though I would not let you go for anything. When I look into your eyes, its as though you look into my souls very depths. I have never before known someone to so easily steal my breathe. To me you are like the most amazing, most un-obtainable high. Your prescence is like an antidote, one to give me life. What I would not give to hold you in my arms tonight. Oh how hopeless my heart feels knowing I will not be with you on this night.

Sweet Dream
It feels as if she is alive for the first time--that her soul is free--she is standing by a small pool of water--the moon is full as it shines down upon her--the water is glistening as the moonlight hits it--the night is hot and humid--she looks around at her surroundings--not sure how she happened upon this place--on the right and the left the pool is surrounded by ancient trees--there is a waterfall flowing down over the side of the mountain that stands in front of her--she is drawn closer to the water--the sound of the water splashing over the rocks is exciting--she stands before the edge of the water--slowly unbutttons her dress and lets it fall to the ground--the air is warm and moist on her skin--she looks at her body--the way the moonlight plays upon every curve--every cervice--her breasts feel fuller--softer--the slight breeze teases her nipples and they harden as if they had been teased by the hands of her lover--she moves into the water in a quick quiet dive--barely disturbin

Dedicated To The Sailor Who I Will Never Forget!
And it is he that gave me hope, Made my nights easier to cope. I sit waiting by the phone, But find myself alone. It's been so long since I've heard his voice, But I guess that must be his choice. And my heart can't take it anymore, I'm tired of the tears that pour. No voice, no time I suppose. But I guess that's what he has chose. He knows I'm here for him, But I can't ignore how long it's been. Always seeming to come in last, So much time has passed. No voice on the phone, I'm lost to the unknown. But I am stronger then before, And I feel I deserve more. My heart is closing again, Look how long it's been. How can one believe in love, And all dreams that were spoke of. Is it now all just a game, True love and fantasy are not the same. I'm tired, broken and feeling alone, My walls are building back on their own. And this time, they may never crumble, When on my broken pieces of my heart, I stumble. My love will always be true, And I no more kn

This Poem Needs A Title (help Me Out To Give It One))
A smokey bar... a pair of sexy dreamy eyes... a heart skipping a beat.... our eyes meet the smoke is thick the smell is rank one will never forget 2 hearts beat for each other the music is loud the food is bad drunks picking fights. still I watch you night after night I watch over my frosty beer mug For those sexy dreamy eyes. Want to get close. Yet to afraid to move. A heart lonely and broken. sad and weeping Needs someone to hold.

"let's Re-take America"
Folks this is the Month that we RE-TAKE AMERICA ********* Get Ready ********* Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin, but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what' s the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on Christian pr

Dedicated To My Bad Boy! ;)
Swirling in the skies above On clouds of love and joy Three dimensionally taken by love Drifting away in your arms Dancing on my hearts self-made music Listening to my dripping tears No more scared to give you my all Not giving in to my constant fears Goosebumps on my beloved being Feeling your strokes against my back A happy ending is always part of my dream You are climbing deeper in my loving web Warm and safe in your crystal closeness Your wings perfectly wrapped around me Living forever in each other's auras Do you realize what we both can be?

August 30, 2007
August 30, 2007 Today was just another one of those days. You know what I'm talking about. The kind of day that just seems to drag on forever. I feel like I have been awake for days but I have only been awake since about 7 am. I am tired but I am not ready to go to sleep. It just feels like the days are getting longer everyday. I know that they are in fact getting shorter because fall is right around the corner but they feel like they are getting longer. What can I do to help pass the time?? Is there any refuge for the bored and lonely? I sure hope so cause I haven't found it. If anyone that reads this has any idea as to what I can do to eliminate this problem, please tell me. Signed, Sully P.S. One of the reasons I am so bored and lonely is because I have been without a girlfriend or any intimate contact with a woman for over 4 months now. So I know that it is the reason why I am lonely but the boredom I just can't figure out.

Innocence Lost
I very seldom have the opportunity to interact with children. When I do, it is always a learning experience for me. Yesterday, in the doctor's office, I saw a small toddler, 2 years old or so. I always enjoy making funny faces when they stare. I probably looked like a fool but I did not really care. The mother did not seem to mind and I received a hearty laugh and beautiful smile from him. I think that babies, and even slightly older children, see things and people exactly as they are. They have not been socialized yet into all of the preconceptions that we as adults carry with us. I do not buy into the notion that children see everyone as “just people.” They are very perceptive and aware. They can spot even the most subtle of differences...... but they do not add any social stereotypes to those differences. Children live life fully. Yet their ability to live in the moment is deemed by adults to be “a short attention span.” Their sense of time without regard for past or futur

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm
Why is it so hard for men and woman to communicate? We all have wants and needs, it seems to me that ppl feel they have to speak what they thing others want to hear. To be honest, if that were the case with me I would own a damn puppet and make some dumb ass work it. Anyways to all: please feal free to be yourself, because if you feel the need to pretend then your gonna end up sad and lonely! I love sex and desire a man that could ACTUALLY fulfill my needs, but there is much more than that. There is the desire to actually miss that person when you are away, there is the need to want them in the most awkward moments, there is the desire to call them in the middle of the day and say I want you right now...lunch break? and there is just the love of waking up with thaty person and reaching over and feeling that other body. The anxiety and aggrivation of finding someone like that is just getting on my nerves so I felt the need to share. PLEASE feel free to share your opinion

Hey
HELLO EVERYONE SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN SO LONG. THE POINT IS FOR THOSE THATDON'T KNOW I AM MARRIED. MY WIFE AND I GOT MARRIED JUNE16, 2007, AND YES WE ARE BOTH ON THIS SITE. HER SCREEN NAME IS SuzieQ. SHE DON'T COME ONTO THIS SITE VERY MUCH THOUGH.SO IF YOU WANT TO STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME SUPPORT.

Common Themes Of Past Relationships
It seems I’ve been spending a lot of time analyzing my past relationships. I’ve been trying to see the common threads that run thru them to see what worked, what didn’t. The names are not in any particular order, so don’t read into that, here is the list: Barbra, Lexa, Susann, Kristine, Sharon, Tanya, Tina, Elizabeth, Tammy OK let’s start shall we? The ones that went well and ended on a high note; Lexa, Susann, Tina, and Tammy. If memory serves me right, what was common with each of these women was they were up front with me right to the end. They didn’t hide themselves. They were comfortable enough with me to know I wouldn’t hold anything against them, not their past, not their positions or thoughts. And when it became time to end it, they didn’t sugar coat it, they talked about it as if it was a trip at its end. Case in point; Lexa made it clear she was not going to leave Germany. How our last date ended is the stuff of movies. We both knew it was time to break away, she

8-30-07
Your home life could be everything you had hoped for today -- or it could be everything you want to avoid. The good news is that if you're unhappy, it won't last long -- you'll lighten up in just a couple of days. ----------------------------------------------------- Damn I needed this reading 8 days ago!!!!!!!

2 All U Fubar Lovers, Have An Awesome Labor Day Weekend!! Xoxox
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Courtesy of MsTags.com I hope all of you have an awesome holiday weekend. I have family coming in from Indiana Sat-Mon, so dont be alarmed when im not around lmao :P Much love 2 u all!! xoxoxox Jen Courtesy of MsTags.com

Tarot Card
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Omg
Its been crazy around here. The day before yesterday, at my grandson's school open house, we found out that his mom was in jail. She was arrested for two counts of drug trafficking and two counts of child endangerment. I'm so totally blown away, I can't think straight. Needless to say, he is now staying at my house with his dad. The reason I'm posting this is because I don't quite understand how someone can not keep their children first and foremost in their lives. I'm sure some of you will be able to justify her actions, but for me, I have no use for anyone who would do anything that would jeopardize their children. Hey, fellow fubar ers....thanks for letting me vent. Cheryl

Suicide Girls And You!
Ok so a little over a year ago I sent a photo into Suicide Girls and was accepted almost immedialtely. The next step was a photo shoot in which I would have to pose nude for the majority of the shoot. Fully nude. Only for the initial shoot though. I am completely comfortable with myself and was beyond excited. I had the photographer, makeup artist, place, etc. (Thanks Michelle and all!) Within about a week, I clammed up. Freaked out. I was horrified about my family and friends possibly seeing me totally naked on the internet. The shame it would cause! I have not spoken of it since (seriously anyway). Now I wonder what would be different if I went through with it. I am also considering getting over myself and just f***ing doing it. Who cares really? I see my family like twice a year and what the hell would they be doing on Suicide Girls anyway! Ew! So I have decided if I am going to do it, it needs to be now. But, should I? Hmmmmm........

Please, Tell Me This Is A Joke....
Explain to me how anyone could possibly take this web site seriously. Good grief, it's not all that important that you have to be bitchy about who's leaving you retarded comments. You look like an IDIOT!! And stop being so fucking bitchy about everything! Relax, and enjoy the atmosphere!! At least it's not myspace!!! ROTFLMAO!!!!

What Kind Of Pagan Am I
You are a Drum Circle Pagan! You love the rhythm and rhyme of the drum circle. this is a religion within a religion for you. The firespinning speaks of your soul, the drums play out your heartbeat, and the dancers are your bridge to deity. Drum on crazy drummer, drum on. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Show Some Fubar Love To A Friend Of Mine!
Hey all you Fu Friends....a friend of mine from yahoo 360, who just lives about 20 mins. up the road from me, joined Fubar today. would you PLEASE, drop by and fan, and rate him, and add him as a friend. He's a super guys. Stop by his page, and give him a big Fubar welcome, and lots of Fubar luv! thanks bunches... single_dad63376@ fubar

Just Wondering
We, or most of us, spend a big part of our lives searching for that "Mr/Mrs" Right. My question is, how long to we continue on the search before we just give up, before we are sick and tired of coming up empty handed? I myself have thought I have found "True Love" three times in my life. The first one being six years older then me and we met when I was fifteen. Nothing happened until I was of legal age for it to, but still. What was I thinking? The second person is the father of my child. Of course I would "love" him. In all reality, I think I just loved the idea of him, thinking a child needed both a mother and a father, but I was only 16. The next and third guy would be my most recent ex. He literally ripped my heart out and I think he is the only person I REALLY loved in my life, significant other wise. I moved in with him, helped him while he was on deployment, waited for him just for him to come home and tell me he was going to be with someone else. I think that was the final st

Btwn Heaven And Hell.
Today I feel a bit shity... P.o. For No apperent reason expect asking my self, "Why." Why is life... life? why is it so important? I feel as if I'm Binded In the middle of Heaven and Hell... some sort of tug-a-war between Faith. I feel trapped in one place right now. Everthing is just empty. I Don't know if I should Laugh or cry... My first year on my own and I'm having to deal with so much pressure. All I can do is Make Money. I hate money, but It is needed and must be made. I'm so stressed right now I do not even know What to say next. 2 hours of sleep all week can make a somebody crazy. Let me sleep. Goodnight to all of you.

Its Bad When The Dea Agent Says
So Dee what do you think I should set your bond at? He is blown away about the family I was telling you about last night and at a total loss for words. He will be up to his ass in paper work for a good month or so at least I have a feeling. The thing he has to figure out now is who is the culprit the woman who they were "written" for the husband picking them up or what. It could be that the Husband and daughter are the scrape goats or it could be that hes ruining the wifes name. We dont know if the doctor is just pissed off at this point and that maybe some of the scripts were actual legit scripts or if all of them are actual ilegal ones. Its gonna be a fucking mess trying to figure this shit out. We dont even know at this point how many pharmacys in the area they have hit. It seems to be in about a 50 mile radius. Its really enough to drive you insane over. I really think his job would be so totally amazing to have and I would love to get to work with him for a couple weeks or so b

Brew Needs To Forget Cooking Because Now It Was Pizza
OK BREW NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO COOK A SIMPLY DAMN PIZZA , HOW HARD IS IT , TO REMOVE IT FROM THE WRAP . WELL, DAN HARD FOR BREW , WTF , I UNWRAPPED IT AND MY MEAT FALL INTO THE GARBAGE . LIKE WTF BREW ARE WE GOIN TO DIG FOR THE MEAT , WELL SHIT WE WILL JUST BE SHORT ON MEAT . SO , IM COOKING IT A PIZZA , LETS SEE IF I BURNT IT . GOD , IF DO , I'M GOING TO NOT COOK EVEN PIZZA . DEAR GOD , BREW NEEDS ALOT ALOT HELP . LOVE YOUS ALL HAVE A AWSOME SAFE HOLIDAY WEEKEND PLEASE , IF YOU DRINK DON'T DRIVE , OR RIDE YOUR BIKES . LOVE BREW HUGS & KISS'S

Tourists Welcome
http://www.nytimes.com/2007/08/30/nyregion/30tourism.html The Mayor Wants Tourists to Be Welcomed. Hospitably. By PATRICK McGEEHAN New Yorkers no longer pride themselves on being masters of the brusque brushoff, or so Mayor Michael R. Bloomberg would have visitors believe. Yesterday, the mayor kicked off a tourist-welcoming campaign by encouraging confused new arrivals to “Just ask the locals” where to go and how to get around. Visitors should not expect a response like, “What do I look like, a tour guide?” or words more choice, the mayor said at a news conference in American Airlines’ new terminal at Kennedy International Airport. “New Yorkers want to say hello,” Mr. Bloomberg said, responding to a suggestion that the city’s residents might require hospitality lessons. “They want to be helpful. I don’t think we need to teach them anything.” Instead, city officials are casting the locals as the teachers, encouraging them to share tips about their favorite places and past

Another Easy Day!
So today I get to massage a group of athletes. Professional Mix Martial Arts athletes. Im ready to kick their ass and make sure theyre ready for trainning. At a hundred bucks per hour theyre going to get the best service money can buy! Shit I have to get off this computer and get ready to go! The ite is so addictive... Too bad I can only hang out in here a few hours a week.

Ima Gemini Whooooo O___o Twins You Say?
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual Zodiac
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Haters And My Weekend
I just love when insecure women must post the most immature comments on my friends pages assuming that it's gonna hurt MY feelings! LMAO! If only they knew what I have and they don't! But I'm not gonna let it ruin MY weekend! I was planning a trip somewhere to see a friend...was actually gonna cancel a show I was invited to perform at, but thank the Good Lord above that he showed me the truth today and therefore I can continue with my singing to the wonderful people who love to hear me sing! Unfortunately I am in the business of advertising my sexy self (and not the way you all think so get ur minds out the gutter) to the world as the loveable caring person that I am. I have so much to offer to the right person and yet I insist on trying to help others feel better and I get shitted on in return! But I guess it's my own fault. I let these people into my life to only be used. Well, anyhow, I wish everyone a great upcoming holiday weekend, whatever you may be doing...BBQing, traveling, or

Zodiac Survey (thanks Dead Angel)
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hi My Name Is...........
I read this long ago and something tonight made me think of it. Im not sure what but I had to find it and read it again. It still kills me everytime i read it Hello. You may or may not know me. I destroy homes. I tear families apart, I'll take your children and that is just the start. I'm more precious the diamonds, more valued then gold. The sorrows I bring are a sight to behold. If you need me I'm easily found I'm all around you in every city and every town. I live with the rich I live with the poor. I live down the street even next door. I'm made in a lab just not the kind you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. I can be made in the closet or in the woods. If this doesn’t scare you to death it certainly should. I have many names but one you'd know best My name is Crystal meth. My powers are awesome just try me and see. Try me twice and your soul will belong to me. Once I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie You'll do what it takes just to ge

Admiration
I look at you with admirations and a warmth i have never known... Since you came into my life, my confidence has grown... You make me see the beauty, that lay dormant deep within me... You give me strength to love myself, and be the person i longed to be... You touched my heart and awoke me, and made me feel whole again... When you sheltered me from the storm, and gently eased my pain... You kissed my cheek like an angel, and sore to always be there... And i know now that you love me, And i know now that you care... I find it hard to tell you, about the joy you have brought to me.. And opened my eyes to the world again, And see things i could never see... I find it hard to express, The way i truly feel... But knowinf you love me for who i am, Makes it sometimes seem so surreal... So i try in this prose to tell you, I love you more than you'll ever know... Thank you for the love and tenderness, That you have sllowed me to show.

Your My Dream Come True
To only wish to be in your arms right now and forever to come home to you and never be alarmed i would love you unconditionally and we'd be together. at once i smile and think god finally someone who respects me for me Ive always wished for you and its you i got you are a lifetime of experiences and memories only we can see. promise to never hurt me to never let me slip away its only you i see its your touch thats to unconditional to give away i promise you ill never hurt you I'm not like the others, I'm caring and i respect you and you know i will always love you too don't think your nothing, because your my dream come true you bring me so much happiness you always make me smile too thank you for your joyfulness because your my dream come true.

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite ,LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept.9,2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? "Never Forge

Remembering Diana
We would just like everybody to remember our beautiful Princess, the one and only English Rose that will ever be, Diana Princess of Wales, Queen of Hearts, The People's Princess. Exactly 10 years ago on Friday 31st August 1997, she was tragically taken away from us in a car accident in Paris :( Here are some video clips, please watch, and remember this beautiful woman, thank you :) you may need some tissues :( Elton John says it all in this video taken at her funeral ... 10 years on, she is still missed greatly, this has been put together for her ... Has a bit of a tribute to her, please join in with us by using 1 of her pics as your default for the day. If you want some photos, click on the 1 below to take you to an album with some of her pics in, choose what you like and rip away :) Diana you are always

People Piss Me Off.
I mean, I know it's me in the picture...but I have some idiot leaving me comments and telling me that a specific picture isn't me, he knows who it is and for me to take it down. Let's see, it's me a year ago when I still had my long brown hair, in my ex's bedroom WHILE he was in the shower and I had just gotten my new camera. The light if bright in the picture so he says it's a red head not a brunette. Why in the hell would I steal someone else's bathing suit picture when I have nudes up? What, it's the ONE picture you can't see my face in so that means it's not mine? Fucking dumbass.

The Key To My Heart Writen By Cherryangel
A key to my heart only you can have take that key and unlock my heart. let me show you how much you mean to me. let me show how much i love you. take my key and give me yours. you know i care you know i always will. you are my life, my dreams my prayers. you are my begingine and my end. every breath i breathe it's all for you. if you cry one tear i will to.

The Blind Man
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model

Chocolate Article.. Past On To You...
For any of you who find pleasure in the occasional vice, chances are, you have more than one. Lurking in the dark alleys of your indulgences may sit other things: alcohol, coffee, pizza with extra cheese, or even chocolate. Now, if you fancy yourself as a serious indulger, you may think that chocolate isn't as luxurious or sophisticated as other pleasures: after all, chocolate does melt in your hands…and all over your clothes. If you are a male, you may think of chocolate as a "chic's food," believing that the "her" in Hershey's speaks volumes for your standpoint. And, if you're the type who prefers to get your luxuries from other foods, you may believe that there's no point in having a Nestle Crunch, when you can have a Caramel Latte. While all of you may have valuable points, chocolate has one as well: it's not only good for your taste buds but may also be good for your health. Yes, this is the news schoolchildren have prayed for all their lives. When it comes to health, dar

Copy Of My Bulletin About Princess Diana
We would just like everybody to remember our beautiful Princess, the one and only English Rose that will ever be, Diana Princess of Wales, Queen of Hearts, The People's Princess. Exactly 10 years ago on Friday 31st August 1997, she was tragically taken away from us in a car accident in Paris :( Here are some video clips, please watch, and remember this beautiful woman, thank you :) you may need some tissues :( Elton John says it all in this video taken at her funeral ... 10 years on, she is still missed greatly, this has been put together for her ... Has a bit of a tribute to her, please join in with us by using 1 of her pics as your default for the day. If you want some photos, click on the 1 below to take you to an album with some of her pics in, choose what you like and rip away :) Diana you are always

Another Girl
Everyone said we would make it together, and that we were such a cute couple Until you met another girl. I tried to make you stay But you wouldn't listen to me You were the love of my life Always staying with me every night Until you met another girl. I cant believe you would do this to me I never thought i would lose you like this I kept seen you less and less All because you met another girl.

Creatures
Did you watch Godzilla right before bedtime? A lot of our unknown creatures come from visual images out of horror films. However, they may possess power or destructive potential that hits at the core of our being. In these cases, we are confronted by a sense of angst or loss from unknown dangers through these creatures. There are some mixed creatures that are more playful, however. These creatures may be combined characterization of favored friends or pets, or may come from favorite literature or mythology images. In this case, the images are positive for us.

Your Sacrifice
you give so much to me so much i do not understand yet you give so openly and easily that i become frightened frightened that i can give nothing in return nothing that could ever compare to the selflessness of you a selflessness that can only be obtained through years of self sacrifice sacrifice to unfit people people that know only how to take from you people that know only how to hurt you and walk on you and leave you bleeding in the aftermath as i reflect upon you maybe i do understand afterall it is possible that my heart also knows how to give ~angela bennett 2007

I Am So Tired...
I am so tired my eyes can hardly see The tears that I have been shedding won't let me be The life I once had is gone so far away Remember me in your dreams the love we once had gone astray Many apologies follow the love is gone for long I am so tired of asking I am so always wrong.

Alone
I'm just trying to find, the better part of me. I just feel like crying, But all i can do is fall to my knees. It's not easy to be alone, When you have no one to love or care for you. Now i can feel the tears rolling down my cheek, As i dream of a guy to care to care for me. I want a guy who is so true, And wont make me cry or feel so blue!

Funny Stuff
It felt good to laugh, it has been one of those bleak days. I know what it is, I have been clenching my teeth, both awake and asleep. I have a horrendous headache as a result. I often go through periods of this. Sleeping or awake I am taut with tension. I carry it all in my jaw and shoulders. When it finally eases up, the internal tension, I am left feeling exhausted and battered for a few days. The odd part is, that usually when I have these periods of tension, I usually have nothing to be emotionally tense about. This is more of a muscular tension, almost a cramp. It makes me wonder if I am not fully relaxing at night when I sleep, not going into periods of REM as required. I know I am not resting to full potential because I require a nap during these periods. Honestly, I am beginning to think it's the wonderful start of "extreme hormonal" stress, ya know that lovely word called menopause. EL YUCKO! Menopause is yet another lovely stage that women really don't honestly relate t

Alone And Confusd
I feel so lost and so alone with no one to love or care for me. I sit at night and cry countless tears trying to figure out why i was put on this earth. Was it to be made fun of? Or was it to be used? I don't quite understand why i am treated this way I just wish i had someone to love and care for and take away this lonlyness that i have inside of me. I feel like im ignored and rejected from everyone. At night i sit alone in the dark and think of ways to get away from everyone but every thought i had just wouldn't work out the way i had planned I just wish someday i will have a purpose on this place people call earth!

It Sint You
as I stumble my way through this chapter I locate a light off in the distance this bright beacon calls to me it calls with such persistence I cannot ignore it not with its shrill cry the brightness so far ahead could not possibly be you you are walking beside me ~angela bennett 2007

It Happens After Midnite!
well i'm so excited! i just don't know what to do. i'll see my son for the first time in 5 years. i just hope the tears i've been holding don't come out all at one time. his fiance and i are going to surprise him. he thinks i'm going to see him saturday. i haven't seen my baby since, omg since he left on the plane in his uniform and i can still remember the last hug i gave him. i i remember parking in front of the airline door and the sheriff walking over to my car. omg he's gonna run me off the no parking zone. the sheriff said "mam what are you doing here?" i said i was saying goodbye to my son. the sheriff then says"is that your son? pointing to the young man in a u.s.marine uniform. "mam get out of your car and spend some time with your son!" and i did. when i got back to my car everything seemed so slow motion and when i sat down and clutched the steering wheel all the tears a mother could have just balled out all at once. everyone looking and feeling what i felt. i knew then

Woo Hoo Its Almost Friday!
Hello Everyone! Is Everyone Ready For The Long Weekend!?! I Know I Am. But I Don’t Know What I Am Doing This Weekend For Sure Yet. I Know Friday I Am Going Out But I Just Don’t Know Where Yet. But The Remainder Of The Weekend My Ass Will Probably Be Sitting Home Unless I Find Someone To Go Out With. Right Now I Am Just Sitting Over My Best Friends House On The Computer While Her Daughter Is Watching Television. There Was No Need For Me To Go Back To Louisville Today Since I Have Some Clothes Here So I Decided To Stay In Elizabethtown. I Just Got Done Fixing Some Peach Cobbler. YUMMY! It Took Damn Near An Hour To Fix But It Is Pretty Good. IM Kinda Excited About An Email I Received On My Space. This Guy (I Won’t Mention His Handle) Wrote Me And Said That He Saw Me Going In SunTan City The Other Day. This Guy Has Seen Me Before At Creekers. So He Said That He Recognized Me As I Was Walking In The Tanning Place The Other Day. I Can’t Remember Which Day It Was That I Went. My

The Green Confusion
if you desired the ease of laying in the warm sun longed for a worriless night what distorted haze led you to my door? just a clear as the blue ocean water all my short comings come into view the basic needs I never concern myself with yet the muddy confusion set in once you gazed into the vibrant green and made yourself a temporary home within if you desired me without me what was the gain to be? ~angela bennett 2007

The Wind
I climb from the darkness a darkness created by a cold wind a wind reminiscent of all the winds before a wind no longer in control yet howling as though it cannot bear to be alone slowly oscillating between the shores of complacency and the deserts of discontent ~angela bennett 2007

Wedding Night
CHINESE WEDDING NIGHT A young Chinese couple gets married. She's a virgin. Truth be told, he is a virgin too, but she doesn't know that. On their wedding night, she cowers naked under the sheets as her Husband undresses in the darkness. He climbs into bed next to her and tries to be reassuring. "My darring," he whispers, "I know dis you firss time and You berry frighten. I pomise you, I give you anyting you want, I do anyting - juss anyting you want. You juss ask. Whatchu want?" he says, trying to sound experienced and Worldly, which he hopes will impress her. A thoughtful silence follows and he waits patiently (and eagerly) for Her request. She eventually shyly whispers back, "I want to try something I have Heard about from other girls... Numbaa 69." More thoughtful silence, this time from him. Eventually, in a puzzled tone He asks her... "You want... Garlic Chicken with corrifrowa?"

What You See Is What You Get
Just what the title says. what u see is what you get... I am myself and no one else... i will not change how i dress for you or how i act.. i will not dye my hair or wear make up because you want me to... i will dye my hair my hiar and those things because i want to. For me. Not you. I wont show you my tits on cam or play with myself for you in a video. But i will do it for myself! haha that sux doesnt it? Anyways my point is.. this is me... and if i say no.. or dont want to do something then dont even try to persuade me because its not going to work. and not only just that... what u dont see is also what u get. what i think and how i feel are not goin to change because of you. I have delt w/ enough assholes to know. i deserve someone nice and that is goin to take care of me for the rest of my life.. if you can not be my friend or cant appreciate me then dont talk to me. You treat me well and be nice.. then u have no idea how good of a friend i will be to you. Im a good girlf

Unfit
within me lies a beauty seemingly lost in time not given its chance to reveal its pure light never viewed by human eyes never sought by a deserving heart as a deserving heart is as rare as a four leaf clover a secret I have never heard there is a soul that already knows has dreamt of all that is worthy in me all that I have to share with a dark, needy, unfit world ~angela bennett 2007

Brain Cells
A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back of the herd that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole herd is maintained or even improved by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can operate only as fast as the slowest brain cells through which the electrical signals pass. Recent emiological studies have shown that while excessive intake of alcohol kills off brain cells, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. Thus, regular consumption of spirits helps eliminate the weaker cells, constantly making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. The result of this in-depth study verifies and validates the causal link between all-weekend parties and job-related performance. It also explains why, after a few short years of completing university studi

Momma Knows
Mrs. Jenkins comes to visit her son Anthony for dinner...who lives > with a female roommate Vikki. During the course of the meal, his > mother couldn't help but notice how pretty Anthony's roommate was. > She had long been suspicious of a relationship between the two; this > had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, > while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was > more between Anthony and his roommate than met the eye. Reading his > mom's thoughts, Anthony volunteered, "I know what you must be > thinking, but I assure you, Vikki and I are just roommates." > > About a week later, Vikki came to Anthony saying, "Ever since your > mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the silver sugar > bowl. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Well, I doubt it, but > I'll email her, just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: > > > Dear Mama, > > I'm not saying that you 'did' take the sugar bowl from my house, I'm > not saying that you '

The Tornado
your words twist around me like a tornado of hurt rampaging through every part of me doing damage to everything it touches stopping only when the night gives way to dreams dreams of the calm that surely follows every storm dreams that lead only to a place of rebuilding a place where the pieces fit again as the sun rises so does the momentum of the warm wind wind sweeping away with it any happiness derived from knowing you ~angela bennett 2007

Hey Everyone!
I'm still not hooked up to the computer yet but i am really trying! Where's my luv? I've been gone awhile. Would like to be on the next level when I return. Hopefully I'll be back on in the middle of September. MISS EVERYONE!

Sex Of A Fly
How to Tell the Sex of a Fly A woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter "What are you doing?" She asked. "Hunting Flies" He responded. "Oh. ! Killing any?" She asked. "Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied. Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?" He responded, 3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone.

~understandings~
I have fought alongside Saracen and Samurai alike, defended my home against rival clans, seen my Sisters burn for their beliefs, dug trenches with the Allies to stop a madman's quest for racial dominance, moved with time and tide in conflict after conflict. But what saddened me the most was watching my own people persecute and massacre those with cultures not unlike our own. Did we Celts not paint ourselves before battle? Did we not braid feathers in our hair? Wear robes of fur in winter? Answer to the call of drum and flute in celebration and in battle? Regard Earth as our Mother and provider of All Things? Did we not honor our Ancestors and take guidance from our animal brethren? We are all of one blood, One Race..... The Human race. Different creeds, different cultures, different colors, true, but each bleeding the same under the cold touch of steel. Each with something to lose should their battle turn from victory to defeat, each with the capacity to love or hate with

Make Me Best Bartender In New Orleans!
ok guys.. my competition just opened and i really want to win best bartender in New Orleans! All i need my friends to vote for me from this site... http://whereyat.com/ its a New Orleans paper and it would rock if all my friends could show some love! all you have to do is go to the site and click at the bottom where it says "vote for best bartender" and that will take you to another page where it will give you the bar and name of the person running. . Tangos Bar Kimberly Cann thats all i need you to click... plus enter your email address to win passes to the finals for the competition! please make me the best bartender in new orleans! You can vote 1 time per day .. it logs your ip address... i love you guys! ♥ PuNkGuRrL

Trying To Have A Good Time But Cant!
hi im paul mercer 25 year old male happly married with a baby n the way and a 5 year old daughter. i joined fubar not because i was asked to or to scam on women, i joined cause i wanted to and have more fun in here. fubar to me is like myspace.com 4 sheets to the wind! well i came in and one lady who i thought was nice accused me of flirting with her cause i sent her a comment trying to be a nice guy. but when people come around and go to my family and cry wolf makes me not want to be here! so my question is WHAT THE FU*K? thank you

My Louisiana Trip!!
I just had to write! I finally made it to Louisiana! Wow!!! I really had a great time. There were so many firsts for me that I accomplished during my trip. A first ride on a street car, paddle wheel boat (The last of the original steam powered paddle boats), first trip down bourbon street, first hurricane (lol the drink), finally meeting Cindy, her mother, and Joann! Wow! So much to talk about. They had me running from the moment I got there it seemed (well at least a few hours later) The first day I was there, they had planned a super city tour that would tour the Garden Disctrict, a cemetary, a plantation, and show me a general look of New Orleans. The tour was very informative. It wasn't one that showed the majority of the devistation of Katrina, but as we were riding in the bus it was hard not to notice. It is really awesome to see that the rebuilding and the growth is definitely on the way up. After the plantation they decided to take me on the Natches, The original steam powere

Time
the sweeping clouds of time are revealing a lost hope hope revealed to me not you the only thing time can offer you is stinging regret like an insect laying in wait a predator lurking in the brush waiting until you least expect it sinking its teeth into what is left of your soul time for me is beautiful time for you is agony ~angela bennett 2007

A Moonless Night
if the glowing red of love turned black as night if that night was void of a moon and if that moon was hiding from every lie ever told and if those lies were told with the best of intentions yet those intentions had never known the glowing red of love would you have recognized the moonless night? ~angela bennett 2007

Enhancing Photos
I dare say we've all taken a photo where, the colour is all dull and nothing like what we seen in real life, and 99% of the time it goes into a drawer and forgotten about But today with a bit of Knowledge and a good photo editing programme an ordinary photo can be enhanced and the colours brought back to life. The photo above was converted from a RGB image to a Lab image then adjustments was made to its colour curves to improve them Bring out and enhancing the colour

A Life Less Undone
a life less undone hate is boiling up in you regret has come to you in dreams your waking life is engulfed in why hate will someday turn to memories of love regret will undoubtedly transform into a deep desire to try again I will not be there to enjoy these births of contentment I will instead be making my own tracks toward a life less undone ~angela bennett 2007

Random Thoughts On Life
I wrote this awhile ago, but I guess I neglected to put in on this website lol. A concept was put to me that left me perplexed. After two nights of deep thought and some insomnia, my mind has come up with the following conclusion... To become well rounded, fully functional individuals once must start with changes beginning on ones inward state of mind. What does this mean? One must find happiness within oneself. A complex notation, I concur for it was not readily understandable to me at first. Just stay with me here for a moment as I break this down as such, which can be easily understood... I think it can be agreed upon that one cannot become fully functional unless they have achieved a happy state of mind. Yes? Simply put, the biggest step to be made is to become truly happy. I find that one cannot be truly happy with life, unless they first become truly happy with ones self. How can one go about this incredible task? I have come up with this: Fir

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

If You Support Hillary
The Democratic National Committee is currently polling Americans through the Internet to determine the electability of Hillary Clinton for the presidency of the United States in 2008. If you would like to show your support for Hillary and encourage her to run for President of the United States in 2008 please click the link below. http://piv.pivpiv.dk/

A Poem
Looking deeply into your eyes i keep thinking nothing can keep us apart. I knew you were the one from the start. You took my breath away and made me immortal with just one kiss. Your kiss is one thing i hope i never have to miss. When you leave i cant wait to taste your lips again. Every time i'm with you all i ever do is commit a sin So lets pray with our lips and hope to be saved Everyone acts ashamed of how we behaved They turned us down and wouldn't give us support They treated us like we were creatures of some sort.

Well... Today 8/30/07
i got up around 11 like i usually do LOL.. what a bum huh? then I ate my lunch which was mac & cheese with no milk in it cuz my brother drank the rest of it this mourning with his breakfast Little Brat!! so needless to say mom had to replace the milk with butter so it tasted nasty Anyway it was pretty nice outside today so i went ouside because im getting sick of staying inside all the time and plus my little dog was outside throwing a hissy fit because she hates going anywhere without her mama yes... mama im all shes got her mother died after she was born so my 2 awesome aunts and grandmother fed her every 2 hours and did everything that the mother would do to keep her alive there is not a day that goes by i dont thank Mandy (lilys mom) for bringing my little angel into this world even though it costs her her life I MISS YOU MANDY GIRL that pretty much sums it up

A Love Poem
A Love Poem When I look at you my heart skips a beat. But I hope our love is true. You're the one I'm proud to meet. You make me happy when I'm blue. I don't notice anyone else while walking down the street. I'm glad when it's just us two. Loving you is a treat. But you made me realize our love really is true.

For You
(For You) For you I would kiss the sky For you I would die For you there is nothing I wouldn't do If it means I would never lose you For you I would cross the sea Wherever you are there I'll be For you there is nothing i wouldn't do If it means I would never lose you. These are the things I'd do only for the one I Love No one else matters but you All this that comes from my heart is true.

Sense Of Humor
I got this from a friend online. A friend of a friend of his died who had a great sense of humor and always used to say that when she died she wanted a parking meter on her grave that says "Expired". So her nephew got her one on ebay! She said that her grave is right by the road so everyone can see it and many people have stopped to get a chuckle. There are two pictures here so scroll down. Give us a sense of humor. Give us the grace to see a joke, To get some humor out of life, And pass it on to other folk.

Hehehehehe
What is your Sexual Obituary? Filled with laughter, angela died while in the sack with their lover, The men's olympic team.angela will be terribly missed by The orphans down the block. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

An Ode To A Friend
To me you mean the world To the world you mean everything. We are the best of friends That friends could ever be. You are near and dear to my heart. And hope that we never drift apart. You can always count on me Like i can always count on you. Meeting you was like a dream come true. I never thought that i would meet someone quite like you. And now that i have i feel complete And i thank you for being there for me.

Fallin For You
(Fallin For You) I never knew I could feel this way The way I feel about you these days I've tried to tell you How much I care for you But when It came down to it I just couldn't quite do it When we first met I wasn't quite sure yet But when you touched me You sent chills right through me You knew that i was afraid So you told me everything would be okay You were experienced You told me I should experiment Even though I was scared and didnt want to do it You cought me off guard and showed me how to do it I thought I was going to die But I felt like I could fly I never really told you But I think i'm fallin for you.

Kdog
Seems even the little kiddies are trying to join in on the fun. He claims to have read my profile, but it appears he thought I was kidding or something stupid like that. Yeah... its sad. As usual, comments are in [brackets]. kdog: loojking at your pics and loving em Devils Daughter: Don't love them too hard, might hurt yourself. kdog: i will try not too but its hard kdog: i am in medford too do you have aim or yahoo? Devils Daughter: yes I do kdog: cool so do i i am on both if you want to hit me up its a3rdbase44 Devils Daughter: what's the matter with this IM? kdog: nothing i guess just hat this is sorta slow on my computer plus i got more pics if you wanted Devils Daughter: more pics of what? kdog: me Devils Daughter: do you mean nudes? kdog: no lol i dont do that LOL [Make a note of this statement… it comes into question only a few lines down.] Devils Daughter: oh... I guess I'm a bit confused then, why would you want to send me pics over y

Ultrasound
Well the ultrasound went okay, he's still a boy! And looks like he's only about 7 pounds right now, the doctor I talked to there said if I make it to full term he would prob. be around 8 or 9 pounds. Which even if he was 10 or more I would be trying to push out anyways! How do you know if your water has broken? I went to the bathroom and peed but then either more pee trickled out or it was my water.

I Love You
Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you Like petals of a rose is the touch of your face I can feel it every time we're wrapped in embrace The taste of your lips is like sweet dripping honey Feels like butterflies swirling inside of my tummy The warmth of your touch is like a torch of fire The tingling inside makes me burn with desire So I just wanna say my love for you is true Along with these words I wanna say "I Love You"

Wanted 2 Share This...
I was chatting with a friend of mine the other day at his office 7I read this poster on the wall...I wanted to share it... Be The Light As keepers of our own attitudes,we MUST constantly choose to be the light we wish to see in others... Luv Ya Fubies!!!!!! HUUUUGGGGGGGSSSSSS ~ReD~

Hearing Problems
An elderly gentleman had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doctor said, "Your hearing is perfect. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again." The gentleman replied, "Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to the conversations. I've changed my will three times!"

Jr. With 2 Chase Races Left
What’s up. Alot going on in my world. Just wanted to check in with you guys. I know you’re probably anxious to hear our plans for next year, and I want you to know we are working hard on it and hope to have announcements in the very near future. As you now know we’re not getting to take the No. 8 with us. I’m still disappointed about that, but I’m finding it easier to do deal with by focusing on the important things. What’s important to me right now is winning races. We’re running well enough to be winning. We should have two — maybe three — wins this year. I want to win really bad, and I know Tony Jr. and the guys do too. I’m looking forward to the next two weeks. My #88 Navy team is running very well with Brad Keselowski. They are running a special paint scheme this weekend to honor the Navy Seabees. I think you’ll like it! Then next week at Richmond my #8 Budweiser car will feature an Elvis “30th Anniversary” paint scheme. We unveiled it at Graceland, and the positive response we

5 Minute Management Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A guy offered a lady a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg

Love And Lust
At first light the shadows of her silken hairs fall upon my pillow like long waving black milk and create strange patterns of love and lust across my closed eyes - I am risen to her closeness and the scent of lovemaking, vaporous in the morning quiet. Oh, to roll to her and feel cool moist lips meet me, limbs akimbo, boiled into tantric circles of love and lust - to be taken taking trailing the fine remains of me into a momentous amalgam of us, under a ceiling of these luminous stars. Last night a window opened just enough to slide myself to her and become indelible - love and lust are the same thing in the arms of this goddess woman queen. © All rights reserved

Everything Is Connected
life can be mundane, life can seem meaningless, but it all seems to be made worth it when you put love into the equation. I believe everything is connected, but I'm still having trouble fitting that concept into my everyday life and decisions.

Dj Ali Test Bully
Come hear some WiKkId shit with DJ~ALI in Fubars hottest Lo/Lette lounge. Cmon....were all waitin for ya...MMFWCL!! Click any picture to get in.. center> What ya waitin for homies?? GET IN HERE.....WooP WooP!!

And A Lil More ..
Published by DaleJr July 17th, 2007 in Uncategorized. Tags: No Tags. Today I leave for a short vacation, which — I gotta be honest — I’ve been looking forward to. Me and some buddies are leaving town for a few days… going to hang out at the beach and probably go to a concert. I love racing and I love my job, but everyone needs a little balance in their lives, ya know, just to recharge their batteries. Before I leave, I wanna thank everyone who continues to show support throughout all the changes that are going on. As you heard last week, Budweiser will not be the sponsor of my car next year. I’ve got mixed feelings because I know we’ve got some pretty cool things in store for the future, but I was definitely sad to hear the partnership will come to an end. We’ve had a pretty awesome run together. They’ve been really good to me, and I’m going to get that Bud car in Victory Lane before the year is out. And like I said in an interview over the weekend, just because Bud won’t be on

Nationalities
if you're born in America, you're an American! i don't care if you are of Irish, or Italian descent, you are _not_ Irish or Italian respectively. what is your nationality on your birth certificate? i am Scottish, i was born in Scotland, i was raised in Scotland, and my luck holding out as it is, i still live here... DON'T tell ppl lies... GET IT RIGHT!! p.s. oh, and for ppl that deem to downrate, thanks for the points ;)

Car Accident (joke)
There are these two gay men, named Gilbert and Brian, driving happily along in their car. As they came to an intersection, they stopped for the red light. All of a sudden a big semi-trailer comes crunching through the back of their car! Gilbert and Brian were really pissed! Gilbert says to Brian to get out of the car to tell off the truckdriver. So Brian gets out of the car and approaches the truck driver, who apparently is one huge mother trucker (tattoos and all)! "You bloody idiot! Look at what you've done to our beloved car!", exclaims Brian. "You're going to pay for this damage you know!" "Suck my dick!", shouts the truck driver. This prompted Brian to go back to his car, to discuss the situation with Gilbert. "I think he wants to settle out of court, Gilbert."

What Smell?
Maxine took her car to her mechanic. She told him "Every time I take any of my friends out in my car, after a while there is this terrible smell !! It never happens when I am on my own". This quite intrigued the mechanic so he said, "OK, lets go for a spin and see what the problem is". Off they went. She drove down a one-way street in the wrong direction at 60 MPH, swerving, hitting the curb on both sides of the street, narrowly missing three pedestrians in the pedestrian crossing, ran several red lights, and just missed a policeman on street traffic duty. They returned to the shop and she said, "There it is now; there's that terrible smell. Can you smell it?" "Smell it? Lady, I'm sitting in it!!"

I Hear You Calling..
i hear you calling you're giving me a headache you flood my mind with words i don't wish to see Why do you scream for life when you know it will only make me cry, make me feel that pain i've tried so hard to forget Must you be so insistant selfishly intruding on my thoughts not giving me a moments rest until i put you to ink Then you'll force me to watch your first breath i cannot look, for if i do i'll have to finally admit YES! this is how it is without my rose colored glasses instead, i'm putting my shades back on I'll argue with you some more plead my cause, ramble on and on not give you face not yet anyways Give me a break, not to worry i know you're there i hear you calling you're giving me a headache

Reduce Impact From Home
reduce Impact from home: -Replace a regular incandescent light bulb with a compact fluorescent light bulb (cfl) -Move your thermostat down 2° in winter and up 2° in summer -Clean or replace filters on your furnace and air conditioner -Choose energy efficient appliances when making new purchases -Use less hot water -Use a clothesline instead of a dryer whenever possible -Turn off electronic devices you’re not using -Unplug electronics from the wall when you’re not using them -Only run your dishwasher when there’s a full load and use the energy-saving setting -Be sure you’re recycling at home ,Buy recycled paper products -Plant a tree -Buy locally grown and produced foods -Buy fresh foods instead of frozen -Seek out and support local farmers markets -Buy organic foods as much as possible -Avoid heavily packaged products -Eat less meat Reduce your Impact on the move. -Reduce the number of miles you drive by walking, biking, carpooling or taking mass transit whe

Women Will Be The End Of Me
why is it that every woman i hook up with turns out to be a bitch and either sleeps with my best friend, or leaves with all my money, hell i even had 2 that got pregnant and left, sadly only one of the children made it, but still i never get to see him, so seriously if you are a dumb bitch and you do the stupid shit that i just described, dont even fuckin talk to me, i have seriously had enough of that bullshit

Summer 07
It has been a while since I have been online, and posted anything up...seeing as its been forever, I aged a whole year :) ...lol yeah finally 20..wow what a change from being a teenager..hard to say im 20 still but I am adjusting Summer has been really great...I mean really great, was gone for a month down in the states (Washingston) it was the greatest month of my life, beautifully tanned; met new people; possibly fell too far in but I caught my self too fast to realize I shouldnt be doing such a thing but none the less..it was aaaamazing and I love being home but I wish I coulda kept that part of summer going :( I set my self up for school this semetester in september and oh boy I have quite the set up for my self lol love [Anthropology, Sociology, History and English] btw I want to major in Law

Female Comebacks
Female Comebacks...I fucking love it! Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you , I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you , I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

For The Best
Night of darkness, Light of day,,, hell will gather, to hear him play,,, Up and down,,, the halls he'll pass,,, drinking from the golden glass,,,, From all around ,,, be it far or near, they gather to the sounds of screams and tears,,, but when its all, been said and done, He isnt anywhere near the rising sun, As he fell,,, from Gods good grace, he had a look upon his face,, within his voice, it was loud and clear,, that he will instill the soul of fear, Yet from that golden glass of thought, he had no love, or so he thought, to open his heart and bare his soul, this would never happen, or as its told,,, With one's around him, showering him with their love, he's cold and heartless, no matter where its from,,,, He thinks that others are one's to blame, but then again,, this is his only game,, He knows nothing else but to be alone, with his heart like glass he casts the first stone,,, and turns his back on

If I Were
If I were a tree, I would be: the one that covers all the lost-lovers in graveyards If I were a stone, I would be: a carnelian, blood red If I were a bird, I would be: a raven If I were an insect, I would be: a ladybug If I were a fruit, I would be: a strawberry If I were a flower, I would be: a lily If I were a kind of weather, I would be: a fall day; light sun with a calm breeze If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a mermaid with baby pink hair and a turquoise tail If I were a musical instrument, I would be: white & black piano keys If I were a kind of profession,I would be: a photographer… everything IS beautiful If I were an animal, I would be: a rabbit with fluffy brown fur If I were anything in the world, I would be: a bridge, a black ink pen, rain clouds, crystal glasses, peach beer, broken tombstones, a thunderstorm If I were a color, I would be: blue-black; like the night sky If I were a fragrance, I would be: something with the scent of a winter day; clean

Roasted Pork Tenderloin And Vegetables
Roasted Pork Tenderloin is surrounded with tender vegetables in this easy one dish meal. INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound pork tenderloin * 1/2 teaspoon seasoned salt * 2 onions, cut into wedges * 3 carrots, cut into chunks * 2 Yukon gold potatoes, cut into wedges * 1/2 teaspoon dried Italian seasoning * 2 tablespoons butter PREPARATION: Preheat oven to 425 degrees F. In 9x13" pan, place pork tenderloin and sprinkle with seasoned salt. Arrange vegetables around pork, then dot with butter and sprinkle with Italian seasoning. Bake, uncovered, at 425 degrees F for 35 minutes.Then cover pan with foil and bake 10-15 minutes longer until pork is cooked and vegetables are tender.

Steak And Potatoes Five Ingredient Meal
The trick to this meal is the highly seasoned asparagus plays off the simple, succulent steak and earthy, fluffy potatoes with melted cheese. If you can't find tapenade in your grocery, you can make your own. INGREDIENTS: * 4 russet potatoes * 1-1/2 lb. boneless sirloin steak * 1/2 tsp. salt * 1/8 tsp. pepper * 1-1/2 lbs. asparagus * 1/2 cup tapenade * 1/4 cup feta cheese or chevre (goat cheese) PREPARATION: Prick potatoes several times with fork. Microwave potatoes on high power until tender, about 16 minutes, or bake them at 400 degrees until tender, 50-60 minutes. Place steak on broiler rack and season with half of the salt and pepper. Broil 4" from heat for 5 minutes. Turn over and broil 5-6 minutes longer until of desired doneness (these times are for medium doneness). Remove steak from oven, cover with foil, and let rest. Place asparagus on same broiler rack (you don't have to clean it), and broil asparagus for 3 minutes. Add potato

Savory Risotto
4 tbsp. margarine 1 medium onion, chopped 1/2 cup sliced celery 1/4 cup chopped bell pepper 1 cup rice 1/2 cup dry white wine 1 3/4 cup chicken broth Dash thyme 1/2 tsp. salt Saute onion, celery and green pepper in margarine in saucepan for 5 minutes. Add rice and continue to cook while stirring until rice becomes transparent. Stir in wine, broth, salt and thyme; bring to simmer; boil. Add lid to pot, simmer on lowest 30 minutes, or until rice is done.

A Short History Of Nearly Everything
A. Carolina parakeets fly up at the sounds of gunfire but return almost at once to check on fallen comrades. They've gone extinct because of humans. B. No part of your body is more than nine years old. Even parts of your liver and brain renew themselves. C. Darwin kept his theory to himself because he knew the storm it would cause. D. Fertilization is to the second, maybe to the nanosecond; if it had happened a nanosecond earlier or later, you would not be you. E. Anything that is true of E. coli must be true of elephants, only more so. Jacques Monod F. We had a massive ice age right before the Cambrian explosion: it ended because of volcanoes. "The idea is that we were saved by volcanoes." G. Because of our hands, our arms, and our ability to throw, we are the only creatures that can harm at a distance. H. "ONE OF THE HARDEST IDEAS FOR HUMANS TO ACCEPT IS THAT WE ARE NOT THE CULMINATION OF ANYTHING." Stephen Jay Gould I. The earth radiates heat, wh

Italian-style Chicken Breasts
2 eggs, slightly beaten 1/2 cup seasoned bread crumbs 1/4 cup Parmesan cheese 1 can tomato sauce 1 tsp. Italian seasoning 1/4 tsp. garlic powder Dip chicken breasts in eggs, then crumb mixture. To make the crumb mixture, combine the bread crumbs and the Parmesan cheese. Microwave in 1 1/2 quart casserole, loosely covered with wax paper, for 5 minutes. Turn over and cover with sauce. To make the sauce, combine the tomato sauce, Italian seasoning and garlic powder. Put over top of chicken; cover loosely and cook for 4 minutes. Place slices of Mozzarella cheese on each chicken breast and cook 2 minutes. Let stand 3 to 4 minutes, covered

Blue
Today I told my friend I loved him, With a child like smile on my face, I long and dream for us to be one, Where we are in our happy place, He brings a ray of light to my life, That makes me feel so whole, I wonder does he feel the same, My friend, I never want you to go, You are like a breath of fresh air mi amor, When the sun will always shine, To have you is to cherish you, One day papi, you will be mine, I want to be your everything, What you wake up to everyday, I want to hold you and to let you know, That my heart will always stay, Looking back on all the memory’s, With the laughter, tears and joy, You will always have my heart mi amor, You will always be my boy, To see you smile lord help me please, I feel like a child again, With renewed feelings of wonder and hope, Where there is no longer any pain, You are my angel, sent from above, I would be so lost without you, I nee

His Desision To Leave Dei
This had to be such a heartbreaking decision for him.... This is what he had to say about leaveing DEI.. My thoughts on the whole thing Published by DaleJr May 17th, 2007 in Uncategorized. Tags: No Tags. Following my press conference last week, I recorded a short video to post on my Infield Parking page to inform you guys about my decision to leave DEI. I did so with the intention of expanding a little more here on the blog, but it’s been a tougher to get in front of a computer than I thought. The decision to leave DEI was the toughest I’ve ever had to make. I love DEI and the people who work there. When I got up in front of all the employees last Tuesday morning and told them about my decision, it was very, very difficult. But they deserved to hear it from me and nobody else. As tough as it was to come to this decision, I’m sure it was equally difficult – if not more – for the fans to hear about it. I know many of you who are fans of mine are also fans of DEI. I hope tha

Well Fuck
At this point we are out of options. We can get the no-contact order removed because Paula lied to get it and we have solid proof of that. But apparently a lawyer is going to cost $5000 that we don't have and have no way of coming up with any time soon...and with mediation and court dates...it could take about a year and half to get custody of her...she'll be 18 and already living with us by then. Unless Paula pulls something else or Kayla's grandma who she's staying with, and Kayla gets hold of the detective as soon as it happens we're kind of fucked. It's kind of messed up how a mother can put her child through so much hell and the law won't even help the poor girl. The laws are supposed to be there to protect the children...they don't. They step between the ones that aren't doing anything and their kids and won't help the ones that really need it. Danville Illinois really needs to be wiped off the map. And then to top it off she had to have me change her passwords because she doesn'

The Irritating Waiting Game
Today comes to an end (sort of....it's never truly tomorrow and always now...but anyways) and another day begins. It's a day filled with irritating waiting. Another day to worry if my drug test has arrived yet. I hate this waiting. Things like this should not take so long. Of course i will be calling tomorrow around 11am just like i did today to see if it is there. I am beginning to lose my patience. I am also getting very nervous. I hate waiting so long for employment. it's frustrating and flustering.

36.485 Days
This just boggles my mind. My brother in law's Gram died the other day. She would have been 100 years old on Sept 11, 2007. That is what boggles my mind. She lived 36,485 days. Totally amazing. For as old as she was, this sweet little lady, traveled to Vegas once a year just to "play the slots". She was sharp as a tack and usually came back from Vegas a winner. I've been thinking about this since I heard she died. Imagine all the changes and events that she experienced in her life: Both WW I AND II The Korean Conflict The VietNam War The Persian Gulf Communism Socialism Medicare Social Security Income Tax Gas Prices going from one end of the spectrum to the other 18 US Presidents Presidential assinations. A presidential impeachment A woman running for Vice President A woman running for President An African American running for President Women getting the right to vote The Civil Rights Movement John Glenn orbiting the earth Neil Armstrong walking on t

*sigh*
Losing a true and pure love can be devastating. It can sink you into an almost bottomless chasm of dispair and misery. Days, weeks, and months drag by...each more agonizing than the last. You try settling for less, knowing the folly of your attempt... knowing the longing and emptiness will never completely leave, and your soul is all but lost. But sometimes, on rare ocassions in the blackest depths of your despair that love can return.. giving you almost unheard of joy. And yes, such has happened to yours truly. I stopped by the grocery on the way home from work, amidst a wicked thunder storm. And there, on a dark and dreary afternoon I found my true love once again. Peter Pan peanutbutter is back on the fucking shelves. w00t!!!!!!

The Feignt - Enployment Of Objectivity
I happened across an individual who seems ethereal. Unattainable. He is juxtaposition. His looks are at odds with his mentality. I saw meek and transparent, but heard steel and daggers. His intelligence is undeniable. I am truly fascinated. Not infatuated, by any means. He does not match me. However, there is a certain fervent wish to possess a piece of this person; whether that piece be soul, mind or body, I have yet to determine. With that determination to possess comes a desire to be possessed. I wonder sometimes whether what I require in others is what I find lacking in myself. Losing one's soul to another willing to lose their soul in return. I would so happen to possess a soul that was not originally my own. I suspect that this is what I am drawn to. That which we can never have is that which we most desire. There is but one thing. The draw back of wisdom is this: Once experience dusts away naivety, the whimsy of fantasy no longer blinds or deludes.

In Your Heart
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for awhile, I'd say good

Vacation Update 4: New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online, Traveling Virus And Car Crash Comedy Coming To Philly
You know, most people hear the word 'vacation' and they think about getting away for a few days, possibly to a warmer climate, maybe to enjoy an umbrella drink or five or seven or twelve. Then there's those unfortunates who use the ol' 'vacation' as an excuse to get a ton of work done, in the hopes of catching up. That's the thing though; you NEVER get caught up when you're a workaholic... you just keep finding shit to do. Aaaaaaaanyway... let's get on with this, shall we? NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: We got another set of those tattooed boobies (could possibly be the same chick from yesterday come to think of it...looks like she deleted the other one anyway): RateMyWOW: Tattoos and Boobies (ladies, get YOURS in today...and don't forget the WOW in the photo with you. No WoW = Not getting posted) oh, look... we added a bunch of videos to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Chicago Candy Factory Blown Up For Batman Movie Rita the MILF in a Fishnet Outfit Malaysia's 'King Tooth' pulls a T

Haunted- My Story
I looked into his eyes one last time as I got into the car, I never dreamed it would be the last time I'd see him alive. All I knew was the anger I felt at that very moment and i just didn't want to talk to him. So i put my son in the car and drove away.I didn't look back. His eyes still haunt me, I'd hurt him just like he'd hurt me so many times in past. They screamed at me why, why, why?! Then came the fateful phone call, hes gone Trace, come home. No it can't be true I screamed, how could he do that to me its just not fair!Now I can't ever make things right. He burned the bridges and now it can never be taken back. He left me, asking alot of questions.Why did you do it? why did you leave me, why didn't you love me? Theres no way you can ever take any of the stuff you did back.now I'm left still asking so many questions that have no answer. My dad had committed suicide, three days before my birthday.He'd left no note or anything telling us why.He and I had unfinished business

Random Again
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Quote For August 30
Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate. -- David Pratt Bonus Quote: I think that the film Clueless was very deep. I think it was deep in the way that it was very light. I think lightness has to come from a very deep place if it's true lightness. -- Alicia Silverstone

What Is Wrong
i sleep. i sleep a lot. sometimes its the kind of sleep you need to sleep when you have worked like a Hebrew slave. sometimes its a restless sleep where i wake every five min. it seems like but the interesting part is i like the restless sleep better.the dreams in it anyways. i have found that i can steer my dreams when i awake and think on how i want them to go when i fall back asleep. like if i am running to something and i cant quite reach it. . . .don't you fukkin hate that? i can plan it and then when i fall back asleep boooyaaaah beyoch! its mine!! sometimes it don't always work out like the way i want it too like when i was dreamin of this really hot Asian chick and wanted to eat some 'o that sushi and so planned it. i fell back asleep and it wasn't the hot Asian it was connie chung and to make matters worse mourie povich was there too. and that wasn't cool. cause maurie wanted supprise butt sex and i aint too sure it was just with connie. good thing i have learned to wake my

Three Trivia Facts For August 30
"Allah Akbar, Allah Akbar, La Allah Il Allah, La Allah Il Allah U Mohammed Rassul Allah" is heard by more people than any other sound of the human voice. This is the prayer recited by muezzins from each of the four corners of the prayer tower as Moslems all over the world face toward Mecca and kneel at sunset. It means: "God is great. There is no God but God, and Mohammed is the prophet of God." Almonds and pistachios are the only nuts mentioned in the Bible. Although not named in the New Testament, tradition names the two thieves crucified at the same time as Jesus as Dismas and Gestas.

I'm Movin!
Well guys I am finally movin and not to sure of when I will be back online. So Cotton good luck in your contest and I hope you win girl!!! And to everyone els I will miss you all and don't worry I'll be back...lol I wont be on as much as before because I will be spending more time with the love of my life and hopefully wont have much time to be on here :p but I will pop in and say hello and show my love for yall! So don't forget me cause I'll be back and i will bring the laughs and smiles with me!!! :D Love you guys and will talk more real soon!!!!!

Ha Ha!!!! Stolen From A Friend
The Pussy Clone Back in the late 90's, a friend of mine, we'll call him "Wayne" for blog purposes, got a job inside of a sex shop in Central, New Jersey. The place sold videos, DVD's, Toys, you name it - they sold it. Wayne was about twenty-two years old at the time, and was young enough to accept the role of working during the overnight shift. Fortunately, or unfortunately, depending on how you looked at it, Wayne was forced to work by himself, and sometimes he wouldn't see a customer for hours on end. So needless to say, he had a LOT of down time. That's where things got nasty. Wayne was a very curious man who enjoyed the raunchier side of life. But he was also notoriously cheap, and never seemed to have a dime to his name. That combination led to him, one evening, experimenting with an item he noticed on the sales floor. That item was called, "THE PUSSY CLONE." "THE PUSSY CLONE" was a prosthetic vagina that some men use as a poor substitute for the real thin

Earthquakes And Oceans
She says she wants rough fuck soft but I know one way - straight ahead - so I am stuck between the mountain and the mounting, made slack by silly hopes and dreams of "oh my god"s and earthquakes while ripples where we tread water get more satisfaction than this tired old stiff, standing with the flesh of young and sweet so close. I'm confused, connected to her by her hands laid down upon the handle and her hair afloat and reaching like tentacles of some damn sea creature sucking like a siren to the rocks of, damn it, yes, rough fuck soft. I'll give in and give it to her just the way she wants it and I'll love it, want more, and make her again and again here and on the beach, in her bed, in mine, the kitchen floor, the bathtub, then begin again until this old stiff is finished and they bury me at sea. © All rights reserved

Betrayal
If I died tomorrow would you laugh or start the sorrow? take it all away and don’t come back another day or you will find that you’re whats killing me let me die with this lie that murders me slowly take my life with the knife stabbed in my back i slip away as i sleep with the knife in so deep you stand there and watch me bleed As you begin to cry i become complete betrayal could never feel this sweet.

Weekly Report From Iraq
well a week at the op was very intresting. where do i begin let see day one is a good place to start. at around 2000 my op was struck by 2 vbieds. rocked the whole town of hor a bash. after the attackwe had a small fire fight.. we lost no americans in that mad scrable. well the next day was intresting as well. we took 2 rpg to the hesco barriers follwed by another small arms fight. i was on the roof in a tower. well guess 2 bad guys wont be shooting at me ne more. the next few days was quiet no activity from ne one ne where. then here they go again. mortars fell about 500 meters from the op. counter battery light up the sky like the fourth of july....lol...total body count this week iraqi's 60 americans none..

Jr.'s Thought's And 1 Of Mine
I'M A LITTLE BROKEN HEARTED BUT JR. SEEMS TO BE MOVING ON I THINK IF WE CAN FORGET ABOUT THE PAIN AND COCENTRATE ON THE DRIVER....WE WILL ALL FEEL BETTER LET JR. USE THE PAIN TO KICK ASSSSSS....GOOO JR. THIS IS FROM HIS PERSONAL BLOG My thoughts on the whole thing Published by DaleJr May 17th, 2007 in Uncategorized. Tags: No Tags. Following my press conference last week, I recorded a short video to post on my Infield Parking page to inform you guys about my decision to leave DEI. I did so with the intention of expanding a little more here on the blog, but it’s been a tougher to get in front of a computer than I thought. The decision to leave DEI was the toughest I’ve ever had to make. I love DEI and the people who work there. When I got up in front of all the employees last Tuesday morning and told them about my decision, it was very, very difficult. But they deserved to hear it from me and nobody else. As tough as it was to come to this decision, I’m sure it w

Laugh For August 30
Top Signs of Net Addiction You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop to check your e-mail on the way back to bed. You get a tattoo that reads "This body best viewed with Internet Explorer 6 or higher." You name your children Eudora, Mozilla and Dotcom. You turn off your computer and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one. You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap...and your child in the overhead compartment. You decide to stay in college for an additional year or two, just for the free Internet access. You laugh at people with dial up modems. You start using smiley's in your snail mail. Your hard drive crashes. You haven't logged in for two hours. You start to twitch. You pick up the phone and manually dial your ISP's access number. You try to hum to communicate with a modem. And you succeed.

The Way I Live.
I am a Modern-Day Germanic Warrior! I fight for our people and i fight for our faith. I will strive for personal victory and achievement specifically to better fulfill this purpose. If I am unable to "cleave Skulls," then I will achieve victory by using stealth and cunning (my witts). Nothing will suppress my people or faith and go free. I will relentlessly pursue our Freedoms until my dying gasp, whereas I will joyfully and courageously accept my bane as the battle-maidens come for me. No obstacle is too mighty for me to conquer, no adversary is too difficult to overcome. I laugh in the face of weakness and look forward to life's challenges. I live for struggle, as it is the elixir of growth. To be "downtrodden" is to be meek, and the meek shall be trodden over, under the hooves of my battle-steed! Let those who scoff at us, beg for mercy, for none will be spaired. We forgive not those who would subjugate us! Our war-chariots will mow them down. With Battle armor on and

Just....
How many times have you sat in your room all alone? how many fellings do you have that go unshown? How many tears will you cry befor you finlly give in? How long must I wait till you let me in? I know were both hurt and we've both seen pain, but together we might fell joy again. The way I fell with you wraped in my arms, Lets me know I can get through this storm. Your soft,gentle kiss, your warm embrace, the way you gentaly caress my face. the fellings that I thought I would never fell again So now please tell me why it has to end? Its not that I'm asking you to commit to me right away But when I am around, in your arms I'd like to lay. I'm not looking to be yours and yours alone just yet, But I plan for the future,and on you my eyes are set.

All Friends And Family
COME ON YA'LL.... I know Ive helped plenty of you and your girl is tryin to win her first contest so hit me up. Rates count on this one so hook it up even if u dont like to bomb. Hell one comment would be nice! muah! JUST CLICK HERE! ILL SHOW THA LUV BACK FOR SURE!

Just Wandering
You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything … tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance… tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me

Felling Empty
As we lie here together,Our body's intwined as one,Our heart's beating wildlly under the setting sun. Theres no place on earth I would rather be, Then here in your arms, So deep in love endlesslly. As you gentlly press your lips to mine, Your kiss instantlly sends shivers running all through my spine. I beg for god to never let this moment end, But then I wake up to realize, I'm simply dreaming of you again.

Girlfriend Application
watch out on your answer length there is a limit on how much you can put in. So if you want delete the question and leave the number. BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Favorite type of food? 2. Who is your favorite band? 3. Do you drink/smoke/use drugs? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so... would you play in it with me? 6. Would you dance with me in the rain? 7. Do you like movies? 8. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 9. Could we just fall asleep together? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Do you play any sports? 12. If so... what? 13. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 14. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 15. Favorite body part on you? 16. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 17. Do you have any reps (ie: JERK,ASS,CHEATER)? 18. Would you give me kisses just because? 19. Would you sleep in the same bed as

Stupid N00b
This guy rated my gurl a handful of ones. She asked him to stop and he wouldnt. So of course she left him a naughty comment and blocked him. lol Just wanted yall to know about him so if he comes to your page. plz block him Linx @ fubar

Can We Still Be Friends?
I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that moment on a friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand

Life & Love Philosophies
I will let you know now that this is going to be random, like me...lol...so just bare with me...and this is going to be mostly about love...yes, I said LOVE! Love is not blind, it seems more and not less...and because it sees more it is willing to see less...there fore true love sees all flaws and fuck-ups but it looks past all those things...looks to the soul itself, and the raw emotion that comes from it...that love... No one is perfect...but if you embrace those flaws and imperfections you can love yourself completely...and when you are happy and love yourself others will love you too...but you cant love another without being able to love in first... Perfecting is in the eye of the beholder...and the one who loves you will see all those imperfection...but will love you even more for them...because your imperfection make you the you that they love... Sing like no one is listening...Dance like no one is watching...Work like you dont need the money...Laugh like its going ou

Held By An Angel
That cold December afternoon no one knew what was in store, but I'd bet you anything he won't talk on his cell in the car no more. Yea after that crash no one knows how he walked away but in my heart I know just what happened that day. His head went through the window his story he lives to tell, I realized miracles can happen when you're held by an angel.

Another Day Passed
Another day passed by sweetnsassy Another day passed and u are on my mind. Thinking of the memories I hold so dear And the love I left behind. Wondering what ure doing right now and remembering ure embrace thinking of how u looked at me - that sweet look on ure face. The damaging pain of a love gone bad the pain of loss and missing the life we once had. To Jim

Join Me In Death By Him
Their was a low point in my life where things just werent looking up and this song crept into my heart. Not that I would killmyself or anything like that but it did cross my mind momentarly though. Join Me In Death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death Baby join me in death We are so young our lives have just begun but already we're considering escape from this world and we've waited for so long for this moment to come was so anxious to be together together in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death This world is a cruel place and we're here only to lose so before live tears us apart let death bless me with you Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death Won't you die Baby join me in death Won't you die tonight for love Baby join me in death this life ain't worth living this life ain't worth living this life ain't wor

Right Here In My Arms By Him
He'll if you are a Helpless romantic like me you will love this song. Enjoy! Right Here In My Arms She's smiling like heaven is down on earth Sun is shining so bright on her All her wishes have finally come true Her heart is weeping. Happiness is killing her. She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat] So hard she's trying But her heart won't turn to stone...oh no She keeps on crying But I won't leave her alone She'll never be alone She'll be right here in my arms So in Love She'll be right here in these arms She can't let go [Repeat]

Gone With The Sin By Him
I have this song and video on my profile and its a live version of the song which I prefer the most. Enjoy! Gone With The Sin I love your skin oh so white I love your touch cold as ice And I love every single tear you cry I just love the way you're losing your life Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are You're gone with the sin my Darling I adore the dispair in your eyes I worship your lips once red as wine I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine I just love the way you're running out of life Ohohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you are Ohohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apart You're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you are You're gone with the sin my Darling [Solo] [2x Repeat Refrain]

Worried
so today im going to pick up 2nd to last check from borders our last one gets mailed to us how fun and then latter tonight i have to kitty pooh to the vet cause hes been lipping for the last 2 days and it got worse last night so when mom comes home from work we are off to the vet

Chemical Anlaysis Of Women
HAZARDOUS MATERIALS INFORMATION SYSTEM Women - a chemical Analysis Element - Woman Symbol: Wo Discoverer: Adam Atomic Mass: Accepted as 118, but know to vary from 100 to 460 lbs. Occurences: Copious quantities in all urban areas. Physical Properties 1. Surface usually covered with painted film. 2. Boils at nothing, freezes without reason. 3. Melts if given special treatment. 4. Bitter if incorrectly used. 5. Found in various states ranging from Virgin metal to common ore. 6. Yields to pressure applied to correct points. Chemical Properties 1. Has great affinity for gold, silver, platinum and precious stones. 2. Absorbs great quantities of expensive substances. 3. May explode spontaneously if left alone with a male. 4. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increased by saturation in alcohol. 5. Most powerful money-reducing agent known. Common Uses 1. Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars. 2. Can be a great aid to relaxation. Tests 1.

Killing Loneliness By Him
The Story behind this song is When I was listning to Love Line over the radio in southern cali Ville Valo, the lead singer of him was the guest on the show for the evening and they played Killing Loneliness and after the song was played Ville started to talk about the song and the thing was he was talking about the time of when he was doing drugs with his friend and his friend died of an overdose so basically the drugs were killing his loneliness. Well Here are the lyrics. Enjoy! "Killing Loneliness" Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to the cross, together As solitude begs us to stay Disappear in the

The Sacrament By Him
"The Sacrament" I hear you breathe so far from me I feel your touch so close and real And I know My church is not of silver and gold, It's glory lies beyond judgement of souls The commandments are of consolation and warmth You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you I hear you weep so far from me I taste your tears like you're next to me And I know My weak prayers are not enough to heal Oh the ancient wounds so deep and so dear The revelation is of hatred and fear You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you The sacrament is you You know our sacred dream won't fail The sanctuary tender and so frail The sacrament of love The sacrament of warmth is true The sacrament is you You kno

627 To Level
I have rated all her pics and her stash she is sooooooooo close would love to surprise her **Stargazer**@ fubar If somoeone could please help I would appreciate it she had to delete her old page because it was hacked. Thanks :)

The Funeral Of Hearts By Him
Yup im a Him Fan. "The Funeral Of Hearts" Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of e

Salt In Our Wounds By Him
A worthy mention. "Salt In Our Wounds" Here we are In the maelstrom of love Waiting for the calm To soothe our hearts Here we are And don't know how to stop Waiting for the war To end it all Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds Here we are Right back where we began Waiting for sweet love With open arms Here we are Just like before Waiting for the warmth Of that tender storm Love is insane and Baby We are too It's our hearts little grave And the salt in our wounds

Having The Activity Monitor....no Point...really
Well I went to the Cardiologist this morning...they did yet another EKG...lasting almost 2hrs and then did an CT and MRI...come to find out...I will have to wear the Activity Device for 3wks...they have also found out that I have a heart murmur...they have put me on the Activity Monitor to monitor the beats and see what it would take to regulate..they say that the reason for the attacks is because there isnt enough blood flow in and out...that is all I know for now...when I go back is in 3wks when they will filter the results and let me know the outcome and any medication that I may need..So everyone just keep me in your thoughts and prayers(if you pray), if not thoughts would be nice...have a good night everyone...hugs! Love you guys!:-)

Seafood Salad
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 min. Yield: 1 servings Serving Size: 3.500 ounces 1 tsp olive oil 1 medium raw carrot (sticks) 1/2 cup raw spinach 1/2 cup raw zucchini slices 2 oz raw Alaska king crab 3 oz raw shrimp (about 5 shrimp) 2 Tbsp light buttermilk dressing Directions: Arrange ingredients on a plate next to each other but keeping separate. Drizzle olive oil on spinach leaves. Use buttermilk dressing for dipping raw vegetables Nutrition Facts Per 3.500 ounces Total Calories: 187 Carbohydrates: 10.30 g Total Fat: 7.23 g Protein: 20.24 g Sat Fat: 0.91 g Fiber: 2.93 g Cholesterol: 71 mg Sodium: 794 mg Diabetic exchange: Meat: 2.000 Fat: 2.000 Vegetable: 2.500

Beautiful By Him
I cried when I first Heard this song. "BeautifuL" Just one look into your eyes One look and I'm crying 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one kiss and I'm alive One kiss and I'm ready to die 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one touch and I'm on fire One touch and I'm crying 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one smile and I'm wild One smile and I'm ready to die 'Cause you're so beautiful Oh and you're so beautiful My darling Oh you're so beautiful You're so beautiful Oh my baby You're so beautiful And you're so beautiful Oh my darling Oh my baby And you're so beautiful

Shit On My Mind
somethings will never change, every nigga is gonna bang, it stays this way from state to state, contry 2 contry, some think its fun but alot of the thugs now seem 2 be real young, they dont know what they're bangin for they dont even know how to use the damn gun right, they aim like there drunk all the time and now all they wanna do is sit around an get high, they cant put in work right and thier mouthpieces get the block caught it might seem like im compaining but its only the truth, lil niggas today are as trust worthy as the police they get there hands on a heat and the whole set will never sleep.

Lose You Tonight By Him
Im gonna play and try to sing along with the song and sing it to my lady. "Lose You Tonight" Don't run away I can't live without you Please stay And I learn to love you right I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I've been crying for you Dying for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I'm not gonna Lose you tonight No, I ain't gonna lose you tonight Don't run away I never wanted to hurt you Please stay And I learn to treat you right I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I've been crying for you Dying for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I'm not gonna Lose you tonight I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I've been crying for you Dying for you all this time I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life And I'm not gonna Lose you tonight I was waiting for you Waiting for all my life Oh, I can't live without you And I've been cryi

I Need A Boy Friend(read Please)
ok so have you ever been the person to always be the friend.Well i have been the friend forever and im sick of it always doing cupids dirty work by fixing everyone up but that gives me no time to look...i have never been in a real relationship...and i dont know what its like...should'nt cupid have a someone at the end of the story...

Wasted Time!
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

Chick-pea Salad
Prep & Cooking Time: 20 minutes Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 4.000 ounces 1/4 cup Italian dressing 1 cup raw celery, diced 10 looseleaf lettuce leaves, shredded 1 medium, raw onion, sliced into rings 7-8 sweet pickles, cut into small pieces 1 large raw sweet yellow pepper, sliced into rings 1 cup canned chickpeas or garbanzo beans Directions: In a large bowl, mix the following ingredients: yellow pepper, onion, celery, pickles and sweet peas. Add lettuce, then dressing, toss until all lettuce leaves are covered with dressing Nutrition Facts Per 4.000 ounces Total Calories: 205 Carbohydrates: 38.32 g Total Fat: 5.19 g Protein: 4.48 g Sat Fat: 0.80 g Fiber: 4.80 g Cholesterol: 0 mg Sodium: 925 mg Diabetic exchange: Starch: 0.500 Meat: 0.800 Fat: 1.500 Vegetable: 1.500

In Joy And Sorrow By Him
I just love Him. They are Earth's Greatest Rock Band and if not they are a shoe in for second. Enjoy these powerful lyrics for they sooth me and move me. "In Joy And Sorrow" Oh girl we are the same We are young and lost and so afraid There?s no cure for the pain No shelter from the rain All our prayers seem to fail In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms In world so hollow It is breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home's in your amrs In world so hollow It is breaking my heart Oh girl we are the same We are strong and blessed and so brave With souls to be saved And faith regained All our tears wipe away In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms In world so hollow It is breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms In world so hollow It is breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms In world so hollow It is breaking my heart In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms In world so hollow It is breaking my heart My hom

Seafood Casserole
Prep & Cooking Time: 1 hr. 0 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounces 2/3 cup light mayonnaise 1 tsp worcestershire sauce 1/2 cup diced onion 1/2 cup diced red bell pepper 5-1/2 oz uncooked alaska king crab 5-1/2 oz raw, shrimp 1 Tbsp trans-fat free blend margarine Directions: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (177 degrees Celcius), grease 1- 1/2 quart casserole with margarine, set aside 2. In a bowl, combine, crab, shrimp, onion, bell pepper, mayonnaise and worcestershire sauce 3. Spoon crab mixture into prepared casserole dish, bake 30 to 40 minutes or until fork inserted in center comes out clean Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounces Total Calories: 126 Carbohydrates: 3.51 g Total Fat: 6.05 g Protein: 13.97 g Sat Fat: 0.96 g Fiber: 0.37 g Cholesterol: 57 mg Sodium: 760 mg Diabetic exchange: Meat: 2.070 Fat: 1.570 Vegetable: 0.500

Heartache Every Moment By Him
This song is so powerful. The words are just filled with passion. Hell instead of me telling you about it you can read it. Enjoy! "Heartache Every Moment" From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I'm lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so warm Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up 'Cause there's no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetes

Chili Soup
Prep & Cooking Time: 35 min. Yield: 4 servings Serving Size: 7.000 ounces 4 oz mexican cheese (queso anejo) 1 Tbsp chili powder 1 cup chopped celery, very small pieces 1 medium onion, chopped 1-3/4 cup red kidney beans 1 cup canned, fat free beef broth 6 oz canned, red tomatoes, diced Directions: 1. Mix all ingredients except cheese in a saucepan and bring to a boil. Reduce to a low setting and simmer for 20 minutes 2. Using a ladel, portion the soup into individual bowls and top with the mexican cheese Nutrition Facts Per 7.000 ounces Total Calories: 171 Carbohydrates: 21.84 g Total Fat: 5.19 g Protein: 10.55 g Sat Fat: 2.95 g Fiber: 6.74 g Cholesterol: 16 mg Sodium: 391 mg Diabetic exchange: Meat: 1.500 Fat: 0.600 Vegetable: 1.000 Milk: 0.100

~beware Of This Guy!~
This guy rated me a handful of ones. I asked him to stop and he wouldnt. So of course me being Liberty I left him a naughty comment and blocked him. lol Just wanted yall to know about him so if he comes to your page. Linx@ fubar

Referral Travel Agent
I have recently become a referral travel agent,about 6 weeks ago.I would like everyone to check out my website: www.curtisctravels.worldventures.com This site can save you money. With just a click it checks over 200 travel sites to get you the best deal. Everything from rental cars ,hotels,airfare and cruises. Need to earn extra cash? Become a referral travel agent. It's good for part time or full time. If you love cruises you can become a Dream Trip Member and get great discounts on cruises and many other vacation spots. To learn more about the business go to: www.curtisctravels.worlventures.biz If you have questions you can can e mail me at: curtisctravels@yahoo.com

Above An Empty Beach
No, the... yes, the... oh, the times I've nearly... now I stand beside you, needing wanting hoping, how will I begin? Will I crush you like a flower to me, feel your hot breath enter me, flesh pressed solid to me as we tear away impediments and crash to the ground and take take take? Will I, impassioned, pull you gently into sheltering arms and feel the melting shudder of your acquiescence, kiss you softly deeply tenderly under blue moonlight and slowly slink around you, guiding you to the earth and to a place where we can give give give? Oh, the beach is nearly silent, just the pulse of distant waves, your eyes your smile the wind the moon your hands my skin my god the night the scent and warmth and us and now and now and now, expectant anxious overcome you and I give and take unselfconscious - only animals and lovers live this way: sky below, earth above, air sucked away inside a moment of complete surrender. © All rights res

She Helped Me
I want to return the favor..if any of you all can spare some comments for her that would be great...she helped me in my contest even though she was friends with another contestant..that makes her great in my book... Click the Pic and help if you can..:)

I'm Back
I must apologize for being absent from everyone for the last few days. I have just spent 3 1/2 days in the hospital getting some heart work done.Not to worry, I am in excellent health, and I promise..I can still keep up with any woman! have a great evening everyone!!!!

The Reasons Men Are Happier
Men Are Just Happier People ...................... Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress £2000. Tux rental-£100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You k

Personal Fitness Training In Salem, Al
Hi, My name is Eric Dempsey. I am a personal trainer in Salem, AL and I'm looking for clients who need assistance in losing bodyfat, changing their body composition and how they look, increasing strength, cardio endurance, lean muscle tissue and overall health. My program has had very good results to date, especially with my female clients. Training is private, one on one, fast and efficient. Train with Eric Dempsey Master Sergeant, U.S. Army Retired Certified Personal Trainer Certified Sports Nutritionist Certified Endurance Sports Trainer Certified Kung Fu Fitness Instructor “Train Hard & Eat Right” My program promotes bodyfat loss, body composition change, increased metabolism efficiency and the increase of lean muscle tissue. My method involves education, nutrition, superset resistance training and high intensity interval cardio training to produce lasting, progressive and retainable results. I strive to educate as I train so that every client learns the “how and why”

Bbq Etiquette
Well we are finally in the middle of barbecue season Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime, outdoor cooking as it's the only type of cooking a realman will do. Probably because there is an element of danger involved... Whena manvolunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine: 1) The woman buys the food. 2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makesdessert. 3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a trayalong with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to theman who is lounging beside the grill - beverage in hand. Here comes the important part: 4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... 5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. 6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning.He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beverage while he dealswith the situation. Important ag

Martyrdom
I need to exercise my prerogative, to humor the ridiculous, go out on a limb or remain the pious hold out and risk persecution. So be it. I can't validate the guilty pleasure, hang-up or self-indulgence, but I can rationalize being a willing slave to its pressure or condescend to acquiesce to avoid real suffering, even garner sympathy for my righteous sacrifice or implied martyrdom. Thus I can step it up or hang out, submit to the charade, or sacrifice to what end? But it's the inevitably lame justification that prompts posturing, or playing victim, dumb or innocent. Today I can take it, fake it, quit kidding myself, or put an end to tempting resistance and just grin and bear it. Or, call their bluff!

How Sad Some People Are
Recently I was just taken off the Market and it feels so good to be in a relationship again but already some people had to hate on me and I'll explain why. When I was talking to my lady to be and now shes my lady we were getting to know each other and while I was getting to know other women Me and my lady got real close and next thing we are in love. She is 42 and im 28. 14 years apart but none of that really matters. And when I went to tell the other ladies that im off the market alot of them got butt-hurt and decided to call me names like, "player", "Your just like all the other men", and other typical things. Yeah It was my bad to be talking to other ladies and seeing weere it could go but you know you cant put all your eggs in one basket. You gotta talk to alot of people but then again not that my technique works for most but Just because I am in a relationship and they are not does not give them the power to hate on me. Childish and immature people. Yeah I used to be this way myse