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Cryin'
I am so burned out. I want to cry but I can't. If I'm gonna die soon, I wanna die happy. I have done some horrible things. Some under the guise of friendship, most in pursuit of survival. I have alot to confess to, but He's not getting my messages. maybe Hes' given up on me. I feel numb lately. Well, I feel horny and numb. I'm a sex addict, I use physical pleasure as a subtitute for emotion. I have made some progress on turning that around. Yay, me! I don't think that my previous head injuries help matters any.

I Giggle
so i just laugh at the one picture people with the down ratings. It just made me go ok you have one freaking picture well done you. People with an actual site and picture collection that is another story but basically no pictures and you down rate hehehe i laugh at thee. ok time to go slay some evil doers in my dungeon hahahaha...i dunno either thought it was a nice dorky random comment to end with

Pet Rules
Dear dogs and cats: The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack.Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm. For the last time, there is not a secret

Two Faced Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So lets see who will actually repost this. This is to see whos paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are. Repost if you are a friend... dont reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "two faced friends''

Its Just Shameful
It's almost 8:30pm. and I'm just waking up. I went to bed at 8:30 am. after having an old friend from 10 years back hop a flight back to Texas, then watching 2 episodes of "the Tudors" on "on demand". After shooting that scene for Harmony video on Thursday with Julie Simone, I still haven't quite adjusted... especially after 3 hours/2 sessions and shooting a few video clips of My own. Unfortunately, My software for My video editing is fucked.

Riding In A World War Ii B-17g
Saturday May 20,2007 me and 2 buddies leave for Moffet Field in Mtn View,CA, Its a nice day about 78 degrees with a nice cool breeze coming in from the San Francisco Bay. Our Mission to go and see 3 World War II bombers at the old Naval Air Station(now runned by NASA). the 3 aircraft are in flying condition and you can take a ride in them for only $425.00 per person.the first is A B-17G Flying Fortress the second A B-24 Liberator and the last is a B-25J Mitchell. our mission to look at these nice old birds. we arrive there and look around. next thing i hear is that there are 3 seats on the B-17 for us and that we are the 7th flight up. i wont tell anymore details then that.. my buddy tried to get us on the B-24 but it doesnt have anymore gas to spare and is done for the day.. SO we are waiting our turn to fly in the B-17..a woman comes out and explains the rules and what not to touch or you can fall outta the plane.. lets just say this WHAT A BLAST AND THRILL to fly in a p

How Smart Are You...
Socially Smart As a socially smart person, you are best with others in real-life situations. This type of intelligence is closely linked to being 'street smart.' Theories and such are not much concern: the things that matter tend to be those which you can see, feel, touch - what you can really experience. This knowledge comes to you both out of a natural knowledge, as well as learning from the situations you find yourself in. 60% applied intelligence20% learned intelligence Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

My Horoscope For Today
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want. ok that was my horoscope for today! and wow that was pretty dead on about things goin on in my personal life. Instead of goin for the things that i want i settle for things that others want just so that i can be around them. I want to be in a relationship and i wont settle just for being someones thing to poke.. FUCK THAT!

Two Jokes Only
And God created woman. And she was good. And she had two arms, two legs, and three breasts. God asked woman what she would like to have changed about herself. And she asked for her middle breast to be removed. God removed her middle breast. And it was good. She stood there with her third breast in her hand and asked God what should be done with this useless boob?..... And God created Man. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First god created earth, then he rested... Then he created man, then he rested... Then he created women and no one has rested since! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Life Can Be So Good!!
OK so yesterday day will be the most memorable day of my life!!!! I finally got to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love and adore her. Sounds corny, I know. I feel like my life is complete now, or at least I have all the pieces. I just need to find how they fit, and talk my love into being part of my life forever.

Why Does Everyone Have To Lie?
Well, it's been a while since I've last posted one of these stupid things. Not even sure anyone will read this. But, my question is why do people feel that have to lie? Does it make them feel like a hero? A special someone? I may never know or understand it. I have tried my entire life to be the best person I can be. So, tell me has that lesson been forgotten? Oh hell...I don't know what to think any longer. But, I know one thing...life and all the people in it suck!!! Because, you put so much into a person only to have it thrown back in your face. Then while your trying to recover from the shock of it happening AGAIN...they make it worst and kick you while your down. With that said, I'm so tired of it ALL! Tired of the jokes, Tired of the lies from EVERYONE, and EVEN more tired of dealing with everyones shit! Memo to self : Trust no one but yourself, Put NOTHING in anyone and most of all believe NO ONE! Life in that case will be easier to deal with. Well, I'll end this one an

Mothers
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven! This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at footbal

To All The Girls Out There
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And thier husband will fix more things around the house. So, let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world may have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman at your job may never be able to have children. And the most rich woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes ----- Might be lonely. And the word says, "If I Have Not Love, I Am Nothing." So, again, LOVE YOU. Love who you are. Look in the mirror every morning and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed, and too anointed to be disappointed!" WINNERS MAKE THINGS HAPPEN LOSERS LET THINGS HAPPEN

This Is How I Feel
...... Okay, SO!! hows life people? i always ask becuase no one ever ask's me lol.. anyways. i just wanted to put this out on a blog becuase no one ever reads my bullitons and no one has ever heard of what im writing. its just life i guess ya know? so if u read then thanks.. ure awesome :D No title............................................ What do yo udo when you have so many decisions in life to make? Do you take the chance one by one hoping that you made the right choice? Or do you let life itself take its time on working everything out for itself? Everything is ment to happen for a reason right? so why do we have t o go though all the pain and suffering? to teach us something? how long will it take and what will we get out of it? its like work... you do it for money and experiance. so life sux and we are forced to live it. but we must not let it bring us down. ugh! in other terms. why me? why any of us? seriously though. I m

15 Reasons It's Great To Be A Woman
01-> We Got Off The Titanic First 02-> We Can Scare Male Besses With The Mysterious Gynecological Disorder Excuses 03-> Taxis Stop For Us 04-> We Don't Look Like A Frog In A Blender When We Are Dancing (Well, Most Of Us) 05-> No Fashion Faux Pas We Make, Could Ever Rival The Speedo 06-> We Don't Have To Pass Gas To Amuse Ourselves 07-> If We Forget To Shave, No One Has To Know 08-> We Can Congratulate Our Team Mate Without Ever Touching Her Rear End 09-> We Never Have To Reach Down Every So Often... Just To See If Our Privates Are Still There 10-> We Have The Ability To Dress Ourselves 11-> We Can Talk About The Opposite Sex Without Having To Picture Them Naked 12-> If We Marry Someone Twenty Years Younger, We're Aware That We'd Probably Look Like Idiots 13-> We'll Never Regret Piercing Our Ears 14-> There Are Times When Chocolate Really Can Solve All Your Problems 15-> We Can Make Comments About How Foolish Men Are In Their Presence Because We

Please Help Me
come on you guys please comment bomb me in this contest. i would really appreciate it and if you all comment bomb me i will comment bomb you in contest anf rate all your pics and stash plus comment on them. please i am begging everyone of you all to help me. here is my link you guys so please please please help me http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=355183&albumid=342864&i=2910181146

Gothic Vampire Song About Love And Eternal Commetment
In Thee Night Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul Feed on my soul So we might…be together… forever Together… forever Take my blade...in the night In the night Open yourself...bare your heart So I may hold it...in my hands In my hands Kiss your soul...in between beats Between beats So we may roam...roam the earth forever The earth forever Roam the earth...together… forever Together…forever The moon is our light Our light In the Dark...in the night In Thee Night ©Copyright Alan Keith Taylor Glass Shadow Graphics Nighthaw37k@gmail.com

The State Of The Church Address....
I am not what you would call the best Christian in the world. I dont even go to church, although I have very strong convictions about the ability of the church, and or the way they are in todays society. The idea of a church is great, however with the todays society having an effect on the church, the actual established entities, I believe, do not in any way shape or form live up to what God and or Jesus had intended. The church was established to worship our lord Jesus Christ, sing his praises, and bring the word of God to those who need it. The current practices in MOST, churches are an abomination compared to what it was intended. Todays churches are full of pedophiles and other bottom dwelling creatures, among other types, that we allow to step into the house of God and worship him with everyone else when the have a one way ticket to HELL. They tell you one thing and then do the exact opposite, why even bother to come into the house of the lord if your just going to disgrace his

Weekend Links: Opie And Anthony Return Live Tomorrow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos Online
Here's a short, albeit last-minute update for what's left of the weekend, kiddies. First off, Opie and Anthony will once again be LIVE on-air tomorrow morning (on terrestrial stations). If you don't believe us, you can turn on your Paltalk and see everyone LIVE in the flesh. Especially E Rock. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The beautiful Nyli from FOUNDRY CAMS has sent in a BRAND NEW video showing off her new 'F*CK ME' shirt (get your F*ck Me shirts here): NYLI rocks out in her new F*CK ME shirt We added a brand new batch of videos to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Helicopter Flying without Spinning Rotor Brianna Frost and Her Oiled Up Body Boys On Wheels - New Wheels On The Block How To Shotgun a Beer While Getting Tazed Nicolas Cage In Japanese

I Hate You
I hate the way you smile I hate the way you laugh I hate the way you talk I hate the way you walk I hate the way you dress I hate the way you fix your hair I hate the way you look I hate the way you lie I hate the way you stare at me with those bright blue eyes I hate the way you are I hate the way you broke my heart I hate the way you made me cry and most definitly I hate that you don't like me I hate you

One Sunday Afternoon
SHIT,YOU KNOW,I DON'T PLAN THESE THINGS,THEY JUST HAPPEN,AND FIND ME,IT WAS WAS ONE SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND I RAN INTO AN OLD FRIEND,CHANTELL,WE HAD PLAYED BEFORE,...BUT TODAY,SHE WAS HITTING ON ME,AND I JUST COULDN'T RESIST,SHE STARTED STRIPPING ME AND SUCKING ON MY NIPPLES SHE EVEN NIBBLED AND BIT,FOR SHE WANTED TO BE A LITTLE ROUGH,I DID THE SAME,SHE FISTED ME,AND I TOLD HER TO GO EASY ON ME,THEN SHE WENT DOWN ON ME AND HER TOUNGUE JUST CURLED UP INSIDE MY PUSSY AND IT WAS EXCELLENT.I RETURNED HE FAVOR,AND WENT DOWN ON HER AS I FINGERED HER,AND TASTED HER HOT WET AND JUICY,AND WHEN WE WERE DONE,WE WERE BOTH SATISFIED.

Confusion
I don'tt think we could live with out it. Although it's pretty fucking hard to live with. update on life is things are going pretty well for me at the moment going back to an excilente job at a vets clinic which I love due to the fact that I love animals. lol family is driving me bonkers about preparing to leave for california i keep tellling them they have at least another semester or two with me here but you know how people are. I have although decided not to let anything or anyone stand in my way of prosueing my dreams. With this attitude I'm starting to feel like i'm getting some where. anyways I'll talk to you lovelies later!

My New Lounge
hey Mafia Don bigg here i just opened a new lounge i am in the works of geting music stop by and check it out it the new home for the (W.C.M The Purdy family) but its open to everyone the lounge name is (La Mafia Di Coalizione Del Monda)meaning World Coalition Mafia please come and check it out subscribe to my lounge please a drama free lounge,the number one rule thanks i hope to meat new people come join the family

Curl
your face against mine smell my scent your favorite kind your neck 2 allow me 2 kiss soft nibble gently your arms around my chest or my back to rest your breasts your legs lock into mine or let me stroke them from behind your mind n think of me 4 i'm thinking of u like 2nite baby

I Banged My Crush Because I'm Sexy As Hell
Pick the month you were born in... 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I banged 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I killed 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - a stripper 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - my crush 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a condom 13 - a bag of weed 14 - a pornstar 15 - a pickle 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my lover 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - an easter egg 22 - trojan man 23 - paris hilton 24 - a toothbrush 25 - a homeless man/women 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy as hell Pink - Because the lil people told me to Red - be

Birthday.. I Want Uber !
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 95,786 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !!

Life
I don't same to understand how this love shit is really suppose to work...I mean I thought I had someone that care I mean I spent 4 years with him had a baby and shit goes wrong....Well now I for some reason have feelings for someone who don't get me wrong is a nice guy, love everything about him...but it's the wrong person..I don't think many guys who read this will understand but I know some females get it....It's the type of guy thats more your friend and you just can't see yourself laying in bed with them and shit....And I really don't understand how come.....this shit always happens...and I need some advice...Please!

Way It Is...
The dating laws.... This law is simple. It is something I have put together over the years. Things I have learned from personal experience, watching, talking and listening to others. Although most girls do not agree with this, it has been proven time and time again. Yet, there are very few exceptions. Before I get into the Law itself, let me explain a few things about who the Law affects the most. The nice guys. The nice guy.. Many guys believe they are that typical "nice guy?? but I feel its fair to only allow that title be awarded to those of us who have been through hell and found our own way back.. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. The guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room

My Hubby
i just want to sy my husband died on sept 27th of 2006 i miss him very much i found him dead on that mormning and i wish i had to do all over again i would have held him all night long and i think in someway i should have been able to save him but they tell me i couldnt but i just wish i could change everything and go back to sept 26th and make evrything better i love you my sexy budda man i hope you are waiting at the gates for me cuz i will be looking for you huggsssssssss and love forever, i didnt just lose my husband i lost my best friend also , love always kelli maxwell

Back To School
Starting tomorrow I will be a college student again. For the first time since the car accident in September I will be back. I can't wait. I can't wait to prove all the doctors that said I shouldn't go back yet wrong. I can't wait to shut up my parents for doubting me. Most importantly, I can't wait to shut up that little voice in me that says I can't do this... he was never there before and I can't wait to shut him up.

I'm Sort Of Done But Not Sure Yet
Ok here's the 411... I'm thinking this CherryTap shit is just a big waste of time. The fucking 'tards don't even have the decency to admit when they fuck up. One of my good friends got ripped off on here so I figure... "Well this COMPANY is fucking worthless and the BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU should investigate, especially when they're starting to take transactions out TWICE." Can quote me on that. So if anyone needs me here's how to contact me. http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix Yahoo messenger - made_0f_scars (thats a zero not an "o" AIM - Staind652 Once again, it's been fun. Later, AJ

A Thousand Different Directions...
I worked all day today.. In a hawt ass factory.. but im not complaining.. a job is better than not having one at all.. I bid on a job at work today as a back up QC (quality control) and I am hoping that I get it.. but.. if I dont oh well.. but... other than that work is work... My grandpa's birthday was yesterday.. YAY hes 74 and doing well.. I miss my grandparents.. I am really close to them I guess.. out of everyone else.. My lil brother turned 19 the other day.. GAWD I feel old.. hhaaaahahahaaa... my birthday is soon// Im excited.. lol.. well thats about all im not to exciting I know.. k later homies

Sex Or A Relationship?
THere are many people out there that are looking for no strings attached sex. Which is great for somepeople. But if I had to choose sex/one night stand or a relationship. I would choose a relationship hands down any day of the week. Don't get me wrong I love sex (haven't gotten it in a while but I love it) and i think it's important in a relationship but I would rather have someone to share life and life's moments with not just someone to screw. Does anyone else feel this way?

May 20th.... Horoscope
There's nothing wrong with having stuff. But when it gets to the point where stuff isn't enhancing your life, but preventing you from having one, it's time to let it go. What about having a garage sale or donating to charity?

My Only Weakness
I have no weakness, I have no fear. Except the moments you are near. Then I'm filled with chaotic bliss. You are my only weakness. I fell in love with you so much I'm swept away by just your touch. When I'm alone, it's you I miss. You are my only weakness. I hope you feel the same way too And love me as much as I love you. Forever will I need your kiss. For you are my only weakness.

Bubbas Pimp Out!!! Updated
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Cleaning Chickens (humor)
"Late again," the third-grade teacher said to little Sammy. "It ain't my fault, Miss Crabtree," replied little Sammy, "You can blame this on my Daddy. The reason I'm three hours late is Daddy sleeps naked!" Now Miss Crabtree had taught grammar school for thirty-some-odd years. So she asked little Sammy what he meant by that, despite her mounting fears. Full of grins and mischief, and in the flower of his youth, little Sammy and trouble were old friends, but he always told the truth. "You see, Miss Crabtree, at the ranch we got this here lowdown coyote . The last few nights he done et six hens and killed Ma's best milk goat. And last night, when Daddy heard a noise out in the chicken pen, he grabbed his gun and said to Ma, "That coyote's back again, I'm a gonna git him!'" 'Stay back, he yelled to all us kids!" He was naked as a jaybird, no boots, no pants, no shirt! To the hen house he crawled, just like an Injun on the snoop. Then he stuck that double barrel through the

Just A Little Insight To My Life And Job
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

Addiction (please Read This)
WELL I HAVE BEEN DOING A LOT AF THINKING THE IN THE PAST WEEKS. I GUESS I AM A RECOVERING ADDICT, BUT IT WAS NOT A DRUG OR ALCOHOL IT WAS LOVE. I COULD NOT START MY DAY WITH THAT SEEING HER AS I WOKE AND GETTING THAT FIRST KISS, I COULD NOT GO PAST LUNCH WITHOUT HEARING SWEET VOICE,I COULD NOT GO TO BED WITHOUT THAT FINAL KISS OF THE NIGHT. EVERYTHING I DID I DID FOR HER AND HER LOVE. AND ONCE I COULD NOT HAVE IT ANYMORE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS UP OR DOWN. JUST LOKE AN ADDICT I WOULD SPEND HOURS THINKING HOW CAN I GET HER WHERE CAN I FIND HER, I NEED THAT SWEET KISS OR TO HEAR THAT SWEET VOICE.TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET HER BACK! I WOULD NOT LISTEN TO REALITY TELLING ME SHE WAS GONE AND THERE WERE NO MORE KISSES OR SWEET VOICE. SO I GUESS JUST LIKE ANYOTHER ADDICTION I AM GOING THROUGH WITH DRAWL. BUT I AM AND PROBABLY ALWAYS BE ADDICTED TO THE SWEET KISS GENTLE TOUCH AND SWEET VOICE. I AM REALLY STARTING TO SCARE MYSELF WITH MY THOUGHTS AND WHAT I HAVE BEEN WRITING!!

What U Do....
For so long i've waited. Patiently, Quietly, Without a single sound! Amidst the shadows, hidden by the darkness of the heart. Feelings, strong and intense, Like nothing ive ever felt before. Holding them inside, Swelling, with all the love and passion I feel for you. Hiding my feelings from you, like i hide my face from prying eyes. Acting like a friend, and a fool. Wanting so much, to be more. Prayers. Made in the night, to a god who never listens. Wishes, made upon starts that sparkle so bright, but inevitably fade out. All of them, for happiness. All for love. All for you. All for naught. Losing all the hopes i had, feeling those warm dreams die. Taking a part of me with them, thinking it will never be. Then, Unexpectedly, A ray of light. A shimmer of hope. A great silver blade, to cut away the darkness. Hopes return. Memories remembered. Those powerfuly moving feelings, Come back to my heart. Tearing away the darkness, me

I'm Backkkk
So...after a long break I'm back. Sorta, lol. Sorry to those who weren't sure what was up. My life got pretty crazy there for awhile, and ya just get to where ya gotta make a list of priorites, and follow 'em. There just wasn't enough hours in the day for awhile there...but things are settling down now, thankfully! Anyway, feel free to say hi...if ya even remember me, lol. Best wishes to you all! ~Sweet~

Why I Cry?
Why I Cry- written 01/03/1998 I cry for a purpose of expressing my feelings, dreary tears that hold my head down and gracious tears that hold my head to the ceilings. Pain and love so deeply expressed, you will know when I am happy or so regretfully depressed. Joyless tears on the verge of joy many years of wise words I should have never annoyed Watery eyes til the end of our lives, even on sunny days cause even GOD cries, why do you think tear drops fall from the skies? Whether you are large or small, short or tall, tears come from all. SO Why I Cry? You can know its all in your eyes, Just think about it when you breakdown and cry!

Don't
Don't tell me you need me, Don't tell me you care, Don't tell me you love me, Don't say another word, Don't tell me you want me, Can't you see? My heart breaks, one piece at a time. Don't touch me so gentle, Don't look in my eyes, Just go, I can't take this pain, Don't make me believe, Don't make me feel, Leave me alone, I don't need the act. Don't play with my hair, Don't pretend to care, Don't, Just leave me alone. Copyrighted to Jessica Kimbell

.blink.
im. effing. tired. tired of packing. tired of cleaning. tired of doing laundry. i need a fairy godmother to wave a magic wand. i havent eaten in 2 days. this would normally alarm me... but... im not effin hungry. nothing sounds remotely appealing. so...whatever. in certain ways im much much calmer now that...im in the 'know' its still slightly mind boggling. yet as long as i dont 'doubt' it'll all work out fine. oh. chickadee? i found the dress *nod* *heads back to puttering*

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas

No One Is Real Here Any More
When I first came to this site I met some people who were real but slipped away I had a friend who i held close to me as my only best trusted friend that came to this site and she became a lieing slut litterally. This site fucks people up. All it is is of people who want a piece of ass, who wanna lie, Who need a place to get away and feel falsely accepted, Who wanna bitch about others being fake because they are the fake ones. Its one big mother fucking drama orgy. Ever since I been here my friends turned agienst me, I have come accross one to many wanna bes Downraters who wanna have immature fun Assholes who think talking shit behind a comp makes me scared when it doesnt do shit but makes me laugh and them a death will Sluts and perverts out the fuckin ass here Naked pics I know humanity is stupid and lost it's ways and this site proves it. I dont care who I piss off or what I cause But there is very few real ones any more most of u are fake and U KNOW IT So to all of u

One Of The Best...
and sweetest comments anyone has ever left me.. I didn't want to lose it. You are a beautiful, and amazing woman with a platinum soul and stainless spirit. You're going to do something, and be someone, I know it like I know my own face. And when you get there, and you sit back, and think to yourself "I made it." I'm going to see you, smile, and say "I told you so." I pray one day you can see yourself for who you are in everyone elses eyes, Melly.

Another New Developement
Man! How do I end up with so much work! Must be a gene thing ...lol Now.... somehow I have positioned myself to be one of the leaders of a new internet marketing team. I guess I knew this was happening.. It was one of my goals. I just hope it won't take any more time away from my friends.... seems like theres not enough time now. Any one struggling in Marketing or building a home business, let me know, we will be able to help you. I have started a web site to help, its still in progress, but you can jion now and you will get more personal guidance while the membership is small and the site is growing. Come join me! http://www.hereisyours.com/homebiz/index .php Be back soon......Scott

Wanna Be Able To Stay Home And Make Money? I Can Show You How!!
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No More Litter Box
Please keep in mind that since this is for "real" and not some gimmick , that we cannot guarantee it will work. We know that it will work with most cats and it has a 85% success rate. For obvious reasons , kittens seem to have the best chance at learning, provided they are big enough to reach the seat. Males seem to do better than females. The whole process will take about a month or so. Some cats learn sooner than others. Leave the lid in the "UP" position. Leave the seat in the "DOWN" position. One other thing....... wait until the "Kitten" has grown enough to reach the toilet, unless you want to have to pick them up and place them into it in the beginning. Lets get started. First and foremost, choose a toilet that will be used the LEAST by a person. We used the toilet in the utility room. That is where the picture you saw was taken. Secondly, turn the water OFF on the toilet for now, and place a "Balled" up rag or

Dr Seuss (tell Me That Guy Wasn't Trippin!)
cid said sung and cid said sing cid said many a thing "what did you do?" i did cid i did nothing cid did cid he did! he did! "don't listen to cid!" "cid is dead" cid's not here he's in your head!

Im A Pissed Off At The World Cat Yay
You scored as Pissed at the World Cat. And here we have the next serial killer. Try having some cotton candy, it'll make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, Psycho.Pissed at the World Cat67%Ninja Cat50%Derranged Cat33%Drunk Cat0%Love Machine Cat0%Nerd Cat0%Couch Potato Cat0%Which Absurd Cat are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Chapter Three
Well, my friend finally called me and he isn't sure if he is going to be going South tonight. So, if he doesn't then I'm catching the VA Van tomorrow afternoon to go. I am looking forward to working my marriage out, and I love and have missed my husband an awful lot since if been gone. I want to thank my sister's very much for all their help and support that they gave me. I am going to miss them dearly. I'm upset about leaving, because I already miss them. They have been a lifesaver for me. What I love the most about them is that they aren't being judgemental towards me at all. They stand behind me no matter what decision I make. I love you Kristie and Tera. I'm gonna miss you an awful lot. Anyways, I want all of you to know that I'm going to get on as much as I can in order to chat with all of you. I love all of my friends that I have met on here, and I hope that all of you are still here when I get back. I hope that all of you have a good week, and I look forward t

Love Realized
His eyes glisten with moisture, as tears fill his longing eyes Her tears flowing, as wet trails of love's passion leave their mark He's waited patiently to hear, those precious words, no more lies Her lips whispering I love you, upon a new journey they embark Together as one, forever in time, a love yearned for by both realized Lips, hands touching, arms & legs entwined, passion's light, has overwhelmed the dark Love Conquers All! written by Chelle 2007

I Made Witch
You scored as Witch. Ooooh, you are one cool spell caster. Though you tend to swoon over full moons, invoking spirits through dark rituals, and hell raising demons, you do have a good head on your shoulders, though i couldnt say the same for anyone who gets in your way. Go get 'em tiger!Troll60%Witch60%Faery40%Werewolf40%Vampire40%Mermaid20%Human20%Demon20%What kind mystical creature are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Just A Friendly Little Place
it's one of those little places where different sides of the tracks come together for just a moment... concrete floors painted a blood color of red, but the paint is chipped and torn. i'm watching a little welfare baby dance barefoot on it, her frizzy urban curls shining in the low lights of the pool table. nostalgic game boards line the cracked walls, an attempt at almost creativity, i gather, but they're still serving greasy spoon food. i've almost given up on trying to find anything to eat here that won't make my heart stop still in my chest. i could get up and go home, keep my distance from the complaints, but i couldn't ask for anything more than this spot, so far removed from the world that i can gather my thoughts for just a moment and take in what i see.

My Dream..
I saw very powerfull dream and when i woke up i remember every word off that dream and i.ll wrote them down... Now i want to sharethose words...... When i woke up i.ll cry and feel somehow sooo peace in my heart.. Well anyway: I WAS LIKE STANDING ON THE ROOF.THERE IS SAND EVERYWHERE..AND PIACE OF GLASS..AND I TALK TO GOD: Lord i can,t say on my words how my pain hurting me. It,s like dark melody and i looking for you. Are you forget me like this? Do you go past..... When i pray,did i do that for nothing? You dont even look at me. How long i have to suffer? Please hear me.My eyes is full of tears. Lord you know i love you.? Have i take care of me by myself? What i have done,to suffer like this? Did you take away your Holy Spirit? I,m here Lord and so tired. Only what i want from you is love and peace. Please come Lord and make me new again. Give me your spirit and make me srong. I never go away from you.. Take this suffer and i.ll fin

My Eyes Show Mystery
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Passion92%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Religious Philosophy.. Sort Of. Lol
You are Agnostic You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. What's Your Religious Philosophy?

80% Perfect Life Lol
Your Life is 80% Perfect Your life is pretty darn perfect. You don't have much to complain about. Of course, your life is occasionally less than perfect. But you're usually too happy to notice. How Perfect is Your Life?

Cancer
Doctor's found more cancer in three other glands. We are now up to 5 different spots in two years. He' started smoking again. He still tells his doctors that he doesn't. It's time for him to retire and spend time with his family.

If You Wondered How Vain I Am... Lol
You Are 27% Vain Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all. You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less. How Vain Are You?

How Sensitive Am I?
Your Sensitivity Score: 73% You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you. You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down. But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not. Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Make It Through
Here I am alone in the dark, Noone here to see. I just wish that things didn't change, And you were here with me. I gave it my all, Everything I could give. But it wasn't enough, Because of where we live. There were miles between us, But I wanted you still. You gave me hope when all was lost, But now I have lost my will. How will I cope without you, As all these days go by. For this I have no answer, I will just have to try. I wish you the best, In all that you do. Don't worry about me darlin, I will make it through.

May 25, 2007 Is National Missing Childrens Day (edited)
Please visit the following to see what you can do to help: **THIS ENTRY WILL BE UPDATED** I've seen ribbons for every cause imaginable, but I had yet to see one supporting missing children organizations...this one I feel supports them all. Feel free to rip it from my gallery. a>

Last Night
after a night of heavy drinkin i woke up dazed this morning. my mouth was dry...and there was a sweetly copper somewhat familar taste in my mouth but i couldnt place it . i rolled over and felt wetness in my bed. starled i sat up and examined my bed. my pillows and blankets were splatter with blood. blood... thats what that taste in my mouth is. i get out of bed confused nd struggeling to rember last nights events... i walk into the bathroom and stare at myself in the mirror. i am covered in blood. there seemes to be more of it dried around my mouth and on my hands. i turn and walk back to my bedroom and lay back down in my bloodstained bed. my god....what did i do last night?

If We Had Sex
Body: Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomor

Rough Sex Facts
ROUGH SEX FACTS Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 c

Military 12 Step Program
1. I am in the military , I have a problem. This is the first step to recovery... 2. Speech: Time should never begin with a zero or end in a hundred, it is not 0530or 1400 it is 5:30 in the morning (AKA God-awful early). Words like deck, rack, and "PT" will get you weird looks; floor, bed, workout, get used to it. "F *ck" cannot be used to -replace whatever word you can't think of right now, try "um". Grunting is not talking. It's a phone, not a radio, conversations on a phone do not end in "out" People will not know what you are talking about if you tell them you are coming from Camp Lejeune with the MWSS platoon or that you spent a deployment in the OCAC 3. Style: Do not put creases in your jeans. Do not put creases on the front of your dress shirts. A horseshoe cut looks dumb, not motivating. A high and tight looks really dumb as well. So does a low reg, but not as bad. A hat indoors does not make you a bad person, it makes you like the rest of

Help A Beautiful Lady Win
COME OUT AND HELP THIS WONDERFUL PERSON OUT IN HER CONTEST. THE CONTEST IS FOR A 30 DAY BLAST. AS OF RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN 2ND PLACE. SHE IS BEHIND BY 1100 POINTS RIGHT NOW. SO IF U COULD PLEASE HELP HER OUT. FOR THE PERSON THAT HELPS HER OUT THE MOST. SHE WILL BE DOING A SALUTE JUST FOR THEM. THIS IS HER FINAL SALUTE THAT SHE WILL BE DOING ON HERE. SO IF U WANT THIS THEN PLEASE VOTE FOR HER.

Bittersweet Ache!
Tears fall. I feel only an ache inside. Today, for some reason, I am bereft. Left without the benefit of a doubt... I was busy cleaning my friend's house, trying to get it the way she likes it while maintaining all the kids...placing them in certain rooms to stay out of my way. I hurried, I rushed, My little cousin stops in and drops off her two daughters AS well.. and truth be told I don't enjoy babysitting those two. The oldest child without discipline or attention... I swear you turn your back for two seconds and there's something spilled, or something new in her hand that shouldnt be there! It drives me mad. But that's what I get when I can't say no to a young couple who needs alone time together! I manage to do alot but in the end everything still seems in dissarray.. I think its the kids. Two feet away my ex brother n law is consoling his daughter and explaining why he got mad with her earlier and how he loved her. Out of the blue tears sparkled on the brims of my eyes, I th

Wicked Past.
It started with 2 of my home boys, A girl and myself. one of my homies was my dealer/partner in crime. This took place before he took his life (with a bullet) one of the main reasons is because his ol' lady of many years left him and took their daughter with her. He had always felt that the two of them, were the only reason for him to live. When the 4 of us left the most famous beach in the world for a trip to North Carolina instead of me going back, I decided to stay. I was given the opportunity to join and travel with the carnival before anybody gets the wrong idea, I was and always will be "goth" I am though to this day, a "Gothic-Juggalo" anyways when I met up with a friend of mine, in NC the 2 of us took a long ass trip to south Florida, where I first started working with the dark side of the carnival. (Dark side of the Carnival of which very few are able to handle.) Later that night I started to see first hand how SOME of the carnies can be so fucked up. You see I have all my lif

5-20-07 28th Entry
I can't wait till this emotionaly gambit I've been running lately goes away. I hate this up and down crap I'm going through. I sit and wonder how much more I can take waiting wize and I wind up telling myself I've gone this far, I can go a few more months. I just have to change the time frame of my plans for the future. But the hardest thing in that is I have to find a way to give up having kids. One the things I've wished for since I was around 17. I wanted to have a set of twin sons in my mid 20's. It ain't gonna happen. People keep telling me that it can. Keep trying to help me not give up on that but I have to face reality. I can't have kids now because it would more then likely put me in a wheelchair due to destroying my back with the weight addition. So by the time I get the surgery, get the weight off and would be capible of carrying the rugrat (or rugrats in my hope), I'd be over 40. Too old in my eyes to have kids. So I gotta give up one dream that I've nev

The Shower (erotica)
The shower door slides open and he steps inside; she is not startled, she senses him even as her eyes are closed. The fragrance of her body wash is heady as he stands behind her nibbling her neck. She melts, sighing as he kisses and sucks her nape. He moves his mouth to her shoulders, she quivers with wanting. The warm water cascades over her perfect curvy body as he moves in closer he places his hands on her hips. Gently he slides his right hand around her and caresses her beautiful round belly; god she’s lovely, every inch of her. She is magnificent; young, eager and full of sexual abandon. With eyes still closed she smiles and washes those big beautiful breasts of hers; he brings his hand up and cups one of them, but his hand cannot accommodate their magnificent bounty. She adds her hand and together they push it up to her mouth as she takes the nipple and sucks on it. She feels his hard cock against the crease of her plump ass and remembers what nasty things they did las

Court Is Over
well court is over and my lawyer royally screwed me to no end... I told her in pre conference that if the judge wanted to continue being an ass and say that we had been g through this too long and i had to come to an agreement i would settle so we walked into the courtroom and she told the judge right away that i wanteo settle. well the jack ass has since moved to Florida where for 2 weeks in June, 2 weeks in august and eek for teh christmas holiday, and a week for the easter holiday my 13 month old baby has to fly with the inbisil of a sperm donor. He told the court and made it public record that he was moving on the 26th of April so i didnt take Zavyir to that visit. He then called me threatening to take me back to court cause i "screwed him out of his weekend" I offered the following weekend to him but as the weekend fell it was mothers day and that is m holiday so he was to pick him up at 1pm on friday and bring him back to me on Saturday at 6 pm. he then called and said that i had

Lost Feelings
I saw a smile Look my way Only to find out it was looking past me Can I just close my eyes And think of a far off place Where I can go As long as I'm not here One of those moments where hope is lost But it happens over and over That the fact of the matter is that there's no one searching for me And I'm one of those hopeless ones One of those who break so easy I need some one to put me back together Cause I'm so caught up in the fall And my heart is breaking I just need some one to tell me That everything will soon be fine Cause I'm so close to giving up I'm always last In a long line of failures And I'm tired of standing in line So please just give me notice For I feel so out of focus And out of time I will be strong But not by choice I died along time ago on the inside I been through so much with out love I start to think that there's no such thing of what they speak of While this bottle slowly drains To raise the level of this cup To cope To

His Image
His image is buried in mind, Images of amazing times. I see him standing there, Talking and laughin without a care. Images of nights entertwined, Burned forever on mind. Promises made but not kept Leaving me alone, it is hard to accept. Why did he just walk away What could I have done to make him stay. I have cried so many times That someday I will be fine. I sit and watch the sea This is a memory of him and me. I think of the secret that I hide from him Praying that GOD will forgive me this sin. Somehow I must let him go but for now all I have is his image

Life Sux And Then It Sux
life really sux when you have kids. no matter what you do your always wrong. being a single dad can be very stressfull at times. you please one kid one minute and piss another the next.girls are worst the boys., girls hit a certain age and think they can run when they want, meanwhile you got all these players out there saying what ever it is that your daughter wants to hear just for the chance to get in their pants.and of course your the asshole in the end.i got a problem right now as we speak................now get this,she is 14 and has a 18 year old friend who has a g/f but TALKS to my 14 year old about his problems.now grant it my 14 year old is more of an adult then most ppl i know lol,when is it time to grow up, get a job and hang with your own age,i was working at 8 washing windows for my spending money at a bar my dad cleaned. this guy does nothing but whine about his fines that he doesnt have the money to pay cause he wont keep a job.i even offered to pull some strings and

Home From The Rally
Well we made it home from the bike rally this weekend, it was officially our first rally of the season. Yeah we are a little lacking but with hubby's crazy work schedule and all it has made it difficult this year. This rally is kind of a special one for us, it was the first rally that we ever went to together, however it was the one that the hold in the fall not the spring rally. None the less it always makes for a good time. I am proud to say that Friday night we had a part up at the barn as always with lots of dancing and alcohol and naked titties no matter how cold it was the cage up on the stage was very exciting this year. There are ALWAYS topless dancing and ass shaking in the cage, and an occasional glimpse of a naked thonged ass...however this year we had a smorgasboard of full nudity, which was very lovely. Hell after a pint of Southern Comfort I even managed to be feeling good enough to be dancing topless. I'm always one that will show my titties but to just

Long Distance
when your love is thousands of miles away everyday seems like a rainy day. but, hanging upside-down, rainbows are smiles and phone calls are lovesongs through walls distanced by miles. and patience pays off each day you wait until you are together, guided by fate.

If People...
I swear, if I get ton more comments on how good I look, it's going to get hackneyed because I do not look good, so the actual pretty girls will want some word that is better then sexy, hot, beutiful, etc. I don't know about you but I can't think of any lol.

Freinds All Over
freinds make the world go round Free as the wind Real and true freinds are always here Each time u need them In good times and bad Never to let u down and always near ,in heart Don't ever regret anybody who u think is here 4 u. And never turn ur back on freinds Love them with all ur heart Love them allways Often the ones u love are hidden from view Very much here 4 u Eeach and every day Resting til u need them or they need u

Fun Weekend
ou — Sunday, May 20, 2007 So how's it going? I've had a fun weekend so far. My step brother's birthday was yesterday. My parents had a nice bbq at their house. My mom wanted to have a water fight and stuff with kids there. It was part of his birtheday part, but not really for his birthday. It was a side agenda of my mom's. My mom wanted my ex and her daughter there, so I went and got them before comeong over. It was kinda inconvienient for me, but whatever, it was for my mom. I played 21 with some people. I am sore everywhere now. About every part of my body, except my fingers and toes hurt. Especially my anke, walking is not fun. I did win though. So that's cool. I hadn't played for a long time, it was fun. I think I partly won because ai was a little taller than the other two people. The were pretty good though. I didn't think was going to win. One of the things I do, is touch the other pesons hands with the ball. That way it's expected, and con

Contest I"m In May 20th To June 3rd...please Help Out!!
Need all the votes and comments bombs that you can help me out with ...much love...**HUGS** FYI: you have to be at least a Level 5 to comment bomb for the contest...sorry contest rules..**pouts** lol anyways. thanks for helping out! Here is the link to my pic for the contest::

How To Get Candle Wax Out Of Carpets
Ok being a house mom we have acidents some are horrible and some are simple but wax is gooie and then hardens. Well I have the solution heres what works the best. first freeze the lage chunks and scrape then take a clean towl or rag and an iron that has steam setting keep it on low heat. Then Iron and lift and your all done the wax transfers to the towel.

So, Tuesday Is Only The Second Monday Of The Week.......grrrrrrrr
I'm sitting here just chillin' , trying to relax and let the stress of the day leave my body. The phone rings, I just knew it was work...and there was only one reason they'd be calling me....to come in early (as if 7 wasn't early enough!) but our opener called off, said he wasn't feeling well...which is a crock of BS because he was yesterday. He just doesn't like opening and made it known. The other 'backup' opener is on vacation, our regular opener is on vacation, and the second backup opener flat said "NO F'n way! It's bad enough that I'm going to have come in at 7 now!" and hung up on the boss. So, being the good too kind-heared person I am, I said "Yes, I'll open." Then the boss says "Our regular opener isn't coming back till Wednesday, so we're stuck for Tuesday...do you work Tuesday?" I told her that Tuesdays are my scheduled days off for doc appointments....and that IF i was to open, I would have to be out of there NO later than 10. She told me that I'd have to talk to th

Watching You Walk Out The Door
i watched the door swing shut on my old life and on you walking through it i remember watching you come in that door and feeling the smile spread across my face i begin my new life and wish for someone like you to be apart of me again things are hard but as time passes it will get easier so they say now i have to smile on my own terms terms i have not yet defined movies we used to watch i now i watch on my own no one to laugh with but myself no fun to play a racing game with no one to race against im getting by ok but i miss you at times putting the past behind me but never letting it erase i know things will be ok maybe not now maybe maybe not tomorrow one day one day ill find another you to walk through the door and show me that someone out there will love me the way you once did and teach me how to smile again but this time not on my own terms but on terms of happiness i had with you

Sunday 5/20/07 Sunday
Today was just another day since we didn't go to the college graduation today. We didn't go because it was the whole school and mom didn't want to have to sit through another long ceremony like we did yesterday, although it was nice other than a few boring speeches lol. I was hoping to go out with a friend tomorrow but she ended up getting called in to work so we'll go either later this week or next week. Anyway, not much else to report, I haven't been on here as much as usual because I think I'm getting burnt out or something, not sure what's up with me lately lol. Well, not much else to report, so I think I'm gonna end this here for tonight. Have a great night everyone.

Death In The Family
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,

Internet Stalker/assh*&le
http://cherrytap.com/user/798614 This user has stalked my sister repeatedly. He also had her phone number, since before he started this behavior, and she was forced to have the police come out and do a report. The Hillsborough county sherrifs department called him and informed he to cease calling her phone or they would proceed with charges. She has since had her phone shut off. Now this asshole decides to fuck with me. WRONG BITCH TO FUCK WITH, DILLHOLE! I've blocked him and still (through a glitch in cherrytap) he's been allowed to rate me 1s and thumbs down on my shit. Which is really childish and pathetic, btw, AND I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS YOU STUPID PRICK. He also has multiple accounts. He's sent me messages on both of them, talking shit about my sister and making up lies. I know they are lies, because I was there, I've seen the messages, and heard his phone call where he threatened to rape my brother after my brother told him to stop calling Stef's phone. Thi

Dead Within
Dead Within Hello Where am I Sitting in this room Crying the tears of pain Wanting to simply ust pass away. Wanting For someone to Take me away from This world that means nothing To me anymore this time again. I Dont want to Be in this pain That you have casued me So let me die alone now. Time To leave this World without you around This way I can be dead Becasue I am Death Within a shell

Delusion
Delusion Witness as the wild tries to temper down the beast. Tears are shed on broken wings, as heartache longs to feast. Shattered are the fractured bits torn from the wanton heart. Knowing what the cure is making difficult to part. Ease into the mindset of the creatures lonely den. Strain to hear the sorrow hidden deep within his pen. Gaze into the darkness behind eyes once blurred with tears. Watch the beast within him steady tremble at his fears. Wicked is the evil lurking 'round the darkened bend. Casting grievous shadows upon wounds that never mend. Silence would be welcome as the shrieking last throughout. Bloodied is the tortured soul of he who lives without. Scatter empty ashes ‘cross the path he set to use. Burning fragile structures that he often did abuse. Pray for quickened rigor as his veins do harden fast. Death and mad delusions resting well at peace, at last . ©Paggz

The Way I Die
The Way I Die Pain within my body. Bringing me down to the ground. They do not care As I'm kicked in the rubs. Which turns me to my back. The blood comes from my mouth As I'm allowed to stand. I do not give in as I take One more hit for the bigger kid. I hit the wall as I fall back. Looking up at him, I smile Pushing myself off the wall Ready to take another beating From the kid I pissed off. He looks at me, confused on why I smile. The way I die, So young, not even ready to Become an adult yet. Taking the beating as I Will not win if I fight. Not even old enough to know love I smile as I'm hit once again. Again, again, again, I'm sturck Waiting to Die For then I do not have to live. I'm ready to die, Only so young and I'm ready to die. Kill me now please Take away the pain, end my life. The way I die, will not be forgotten I fall to the ground, Yet these words are passed To everyone who reads. I'm dead, but my soul is here. The way I di

Tonight
Tonight, working was hell on earth! I was walking around feeling like i was in a little bobble of my own. I could hardly hear what anyone was saying to me, and could hardly answer. By the end of the day i have almost lost my voice completely. And none of those stupid ass costemers understood a damn thing! Man i cant belive anyone caould be as stupid as some of the people we have had in tonight! One man was actualy ranting and yelling at me cose the diesel pump had leaked a little bit of diesel on his hand. Like there was anything i could do about that on a sunday night. I just told the grumpy old man that the bathroom was down there on the left side. And started to deal with the next person.

The Ghost Of You
The Ghost of You Unaccepted the truth For so long that you're gone. Sitting here, looking at The shattered glass in the photo. How can I move on. Only the candles Provide the light To my tears, weeping in sorrow. I can't get you out Of my tormented mind! Feeling your hand Rest on my shoulder I go to touch it To find you're not there The ghost of you, resides here. I wish you would Just fully leave my heart This pain, too great for me to deal I cant move on. I'm closing the doors, to my life. The Ghost of you, It lingers here Playing games with my heart. The ghost of you, is the last I see. As I jump, to fall 50 floors down. The Ghost of you.

Break Me In Half
Break Me In Half WAKE UP!! Jump out of bed, get dressed and fly out the door! You have a mission to complete. Get in the car, fire up the engine, put it in gear and get away from the house of slumber. Thoughts running through your head as fast as the engine. What are you going to do now Stand on the cliffs edge, I look toward the city lights. My black long coat catching the wind. A single tear of blood escapes my eye, yet I don't wipe it away. I turn to walk away, nothing left from where I stood. We meet somewhere in the middle, wondering how we seemed to meet this way. How can we be scared of each other so much, and yet avoid the fact. We both scream within our mind. Screaming, crying, pleading, to break me in half. To take this pain from our souls. To shut down our emotions. The angel, and the demon spawn, both seeing themselves different then what they see each other. A chemical romance, which seems like it will never begin. A poison within the blood, oh I wi

Nightmare
Nightmare Fall asleep boy. Dream the nightmares you dream Watch as everything is taken. Taken from your grasp. Your not going to have anything. Your life will forever be empty. HA HA HA Look at your struggling You want to save her AH but the chains of the past They hold you back. Your sorrow internally screaming An everyday fight. Until it consumes you, becomes you. You have no life. And thus I now take it. Maybe, before you die, she might just Save you and bring you back. Breaking point, what will happen. AWAKE UP!

The Hands Of Time
The Hand Of Time Tick Tock, Goes the clock. Counting the time As I commit the crime. Looking for a case So that I may be placed. Tick Tock Damn that clock. Free my mind From the restraints of time. I've committed the crime And didn't spend a dime. I just sat here Without Fear. Looking at you. Do you have the clue? The Hand of Time, God I wish it wouldn't bind. Calling your name It wont be in vain. The hand of time, This is our shrine.

Life
There are times in life that many people go through some really tough spots. It is how they get through these tough spots that makes or breaks their lives. Sometimes people chose the wrong path and chose the path of giving up on everything they have and throwing out the most important things In their lives. This path usually leads to nothing and takes you to the lowest level in your life. As I would know, As I chose this path. This path makes a person see that at the very bottom there is nowhere else to turn in life, you have thrown away everything you have ever loved and everyone that has ever loved you. Now there is really nothing left for you to do but take a real good long look at yourself and decide exactly what it is you want out of your life. Do you want to pick yourself back up and get back on your feet ?, Or do you want to just end it all and say to hell with it, it really isn’t worth the hassle? By taking a good long look at yourself you can see exactly where it was tha

Hockey And More Hockey
So I went to the K-Wings game last night. Oh to watch the Rockford (Ill) IceHogs get beat was a lovely end to my Saturday. Mind you, we took a beating in the 3rd but damn if the K-Wings didnt keep their heads up and win!!! The IceHog fans were just that, hogs. They were the loudest, rudest, FOULEST bunch of folks Ive ever had the displeasure to encounter. But my weekend hockey comes crashing down around my feet today. The Redwings were a huge disappointment today. They lost in OT 2-1 to Anahiem and thanks to Franzen at the end of the 3rd and Lilas in OT .. we are going to Anahiem down in the series 3-2 and fighting to stay alive. So Ill spend the rest of my weekend sulking over the NHL loss but proud of the UHL team and anxious for results on tonights game in Rockford. Game 6 will be here Tuesday night and Im PRAYING for tickets!! GO WINGS!!!

05-20-07
Wondering about what might have been will just give you a headache in the here and now. Drop your doubts and stop obsessing about the past. Instead, think about ways to make your life better right now. Hmm, good advice I should take this one to heart, and leave the hell that my life has been in the past. Look to the future and take care of it.

Victoria Day
we'll another holiday for us canadians not too sure about you americans gonna be lots of drinks lots of drunks lots of fire works KABOOOm its like are own little sky war lol hopefully we dont hit a ufo lol but all of you dont drink and drive i almost lost my sister too it back in june have a great evening

Why Can't They Banish All The Downraters...
To "Hot or Not." That's not what CT is all about, at least not what it was back in the good old days. The voters on that site are absolutely vicious. I've seen some gorgeous women getting hated on by other jealous females.

Girlfriend Application. Lol.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me ki

Fun In Da Sun
Was an enjoyable sunny day for day 2 of "HOPE FOR THE CHILDREN" event........we had snow cones , cotton candy, hots dogs, soda, & several bikes 2 giveaway.......had a big turnout and i got 2 help by running the RING TOSS GAME........we brought lots of smile to both the big kids (adults) & little ones as well.........now im home resting my back HAPPY DAY

I Love It When A Plan Comes Together
*tinker* *bang* *hammering* Ok, well it looks like the new radio server is up and running, though I'm still going to have to tweak the rotation rules... Ideally I want to set up a station Id every six songs (every half hour, so nothing too annoying), and for the six songs have the following setup repeated twice... The highest weighted song (songs get higher weightings for being newer, being requested more. They loose weight each time they are played. It's a better form of 'random). A brand new song (each week I'll be dropping new tracks onto the server and I'd like them to feature heavily for the first couple of weeks). A least played song (something from the bottom of the pile that you probably won't have heard yet). Ok, now the task is to set up a website front end and get it connecting to the radio server so that you can interact and be your own DJ by requesting songs into the current playlist. Also be nice to have a 'now playing' thing up there as well and eventually

Sorry I've Been Mia
Sorry, I haven't been here and I realize that I have alot of catching up to do on eveeryones stash and stuff. I'll be having surgery this week but will try to get on if I'm feeling better. Hope all my friends have a great week and please pray for me!!!! Thanks a bunch! Tracy

Since They're Running It More And More Like A Business...
I wonder how many Cherry points they would give you, if you bought some shares in Social Concepts. Instant Cherry Godfather perhaps? Or at the very least throw in a cool hat and t-shirt.

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

Support The Troops....they Support You!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Celeste-A Devil Dogs Mom(R-TX) Date: May 18, 2007 12:44 PM From: OPERATION HELPING OUR HEROES Date: May 18, 2007 7:10 AM From: NATIONAL SITE OPERATION AMERICA RISING Date: 18 May 2007, 05:56 Largest Pro-Troop Rally in History "Operation America Rising" Will take place on 7-7-07 all over America. On that momentous day, there will be prominent speakers and entertainers. Children and adults will be gathered together saluting America's finest. This national salute to our troops will be a gleaming observance of America's patriotism. People of all ages will show our troops that we are behind them. You can donate to this wonderful event on our website by volunteering or contributing. We could use volunteers in every state to help organize rallies thoughout our country and help spreading the word about Operation America Rising !! July 7th will be the day to show our troops that we stand behind them and

One Nation, Under Pepsi...
Honestly, do a little research before reposting retarded hoaxes. http://www.snopes.com/politics/business/undergod.asp 'Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building , and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.'

Funny Comments
Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? >Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. >Man: Is this seat empty? >Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. >Man: Your place or mine? >Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. >Man: So, what do you do for a living? >Woman: I'm a female impersonator. >Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? >Woman: Do not enter. >Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? >Woman: Unfertilized. >Man: Your body is like a temple. >Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. >Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. >Woman: But would you stay there? >Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. >Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. >Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together >Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Dammit! My Phone!!!
so, im cleaning up w/ a bucket of pinesol and water when i hear my phone go off. zach was right next to it, so i say 'hey, toss me my phone' so he tosses it....right into the bucket and now my phone is soaked. I'll probably get a replacement soon, but if u call/text me and i dont answer, thats why, cuz it barely turns on. anyways, just thought i'd let ppl know why im not calling back...

Only Need 1 More But Will Except...
I ONLY NEED ONE MORE ENTRY AND THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN ON TIME..I WILL EXCEPT MMORE THEN ONE THOUGH SO SEND ME YOUR CLASSIC CAR PICS... Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12op.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS. GOODY

Hawaii
The 50th state, The Aloha State, Hawaii was a place that I lived in from 1997-2000 when I was a soldier in the US Army. A truly wondrous and beautiful state, with black sand beaches and active volcanoes. I remember when being stationed to Hawaii was offered to me in the summer of 1996. You didn't have to ask me twice or bend my arm behind my back to get me to sign the dotted line for another three years. Hawaii! A place that I had always dreamed about visiting, much less living there. I was ignorant enough not to study the history of the islands, to find out how Hawaii became our 50th state. I wouldn't take the time to research until I had left the islands to go back to the mainland. It was in 1893 that the US overthrew the monarchy of Hawaii and in 1898 it was annexed and became a US territory. It seems that in our history, our government can do what it pleases without taking into consideration of the consequences of it's actions. The annexation ranks among the darkest chapt

*someone Is There For You*
*SOMEONE IS THERE FOR YOU* Someone you can believe in, Someone who is there for you reminding you to have faith in youself Someone who inspires you to follow your heart Someone who looks forward to you spending time with you Someone who gives you support and helps you achieve so the you can spread your wings and soar; Someone who offers you advice, gives you piece of mindm, and a sense of pride; Someone who will listen and help you through hard times drying your tears, So that all your fear disappears in the night And that Someone is "ME"

Believe In Yourself
Believe in yourself. Even when you think you can't. Believe in yourself. Even when you think nobody does. Believe in yourself. 'cause when you don't, everything looks so much harder. Believe in yourself. 'cause you just can't live without it. Believe in yourself

Time Is The Most Valuable Thing A Person Can Spend
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: May 20, 2007 12:54 PM Time is too slow to wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too quick for those who rejoice. But for those who love, time is too short! The value of life to me lies not in the length of days, but in the use we make of them; a person may live long yet live very little. To me; it's what have you done in your life to help make this world a better place. It's never to late to change one's ways. Till one matures and understands truly what they are on this earth for, one cannot successfully lead a gratified life. We are all hear to learn and to give. Though many live there entire lives making everyone around them miserable and being takers there entire lives. There is an end. One day everyone will have to stand before a much more powerful being, and will all be judged there. I believe you live your life and if you don't get it right you come back and start over

Help My Friend Level Up!!!!
rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP Please go fan, add and rate them. They will return the love and I will give you a dozen roses!!! Thanks so much!!

Just A Thought
Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spend so much time improving yourself that you have no time left to criticize others. Be too big for worry and too noble for anger.

Go Back To The 80's With Lowriders 80's Lounge
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Music=life =luv=soul
music comes in many ways like an emotoin. rock=fight music soul&rnb=lovin,pain any other music just not the same..rap more voice of the street hip-hop is a way of life not music. we all grove to the same beat in different tempo music can bring u..up and take u down music can help bring family closer..and bring peace to the world. im an artist and im just full of music that pour from my soul

"hurt" By Nine Inch Naiks,and Jhonny Cash
I hurt myself today, to see if i still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but i remember everything. What have i become? My sweetest friend. Everyone i know, goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. I wear my crown of shit, on my liar's chair. Full of broken thoughts, i cannot repair. Beneath the stain of time, the feeling disappears. You are someone else. I am still right here. What have i become? My sweetest friend. Everyone i know, goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. If i could start again, a million miles away I would keep myself. I would find a way.

Who Want's To Show The Ct Mafia Our Moxy
OK all friends and especially family,this girl left her contest and bombed like crazy for us cause she felt strongly that we deserved to win bombfest.Well she left herself so far behind by not working her contest and an opponent is being bombed by the mafia.Sure we probably can't get her 1st...contest ends tomorrow but we can send a message to the mafia that they do not intimidate the rest of the CT bombing families.SO ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S AND ANY FRIENDS UP TO A CHALLENGE...GIT-R-DONE

Some People Are Mean
I was a little hurt today when I saw that someone rated my picture a 5????!!!!! Normally everyone on here is so nice and cool. I have a hard time even rating someone a 9. Just thought I'd put this out there. I mean, please don't get me wrong, I am not full of myself or anything. I just think that if someone is not your type, per se, don't rate them. That's all. I am going to go look at some sexy women and give them all 10s!!!!!

This Sucks(part Two)
ok grandparents are stayin one or two more nights. and i just noticed a really bad smell coming from the couch that i was sleeping on. one of the 5 cats that we have pissed on the fu*king couch...NOW I HAVE TO CLEAN THE COUCH. and its not even my cat or my couch. man right now god really did drop his pants and shit on me

Sexxy Lady 2 Contest Now Open!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Stairs - My Natural Enemy?
Well if you know me then what i am going to say next won't surprise you too much! I sprained my ankle again!! That's right I have now sprained one of my ankles 4 times since November. I root of all my pain are two things my lack of grace and my stairs to the 3rd floor - they are slick and lean forward so I fall down them often! So far I have had 2 sprained ankles and a broken toe from falling down the stairs! I think I need to move!! Ugh!

Thank You
I would like to thanks all of those people who vote this past Nov. on passing the smoking law. Now I do not smoke but I work at a place where most of the customers do smoke. This law went active this past Thursday and since than the place I work at has drop in bussiness. If this kepts going I can see my hours also drop and than I will have to get me a scond job. So not only with the price of gas going up but my hours will go down so it will be harder to kept working where I work and I might have to either leave it or find me a second job. I do hope that someone out their sees how this law is just wrong and changes it soon. This is just another reason why I hate ohio and went to move out. If it wasn't for this job which I do like I woudl get the fuck out. OK well I think that is it for now more ranting later

And The Blood Flows
And The Blood Flows Eternally damned as I have Absolutely nothing. Everything taken away from me. She was the only thing I wanted. Now there is no one, just emptiness. I made the mistake of doing the Thing she conducted on me. I made the first wrong move, And now I'm paying for it is so many ways. I just want to DIE! As I lay on what is now my death bed. I look at my wrist, as the river, Of blood with the effect of blood thinners. Come From the self scarifical wounds. I'm now dead, And the blood flows.

Frogotten Life
Forgotten Life There was a girl who Internally was screaming. Her parents, seemed to miss The constant signs of needing. Her life becomes cold. There was a boy who Never knew what a friend was Even the unpopular didn't take, For friendship, of the outcast. His life becomes dark. Forgotten life never should, Have come, to be the final Words of their stories. She became a whore who got killed. He became a murder who sits in prison. Forgotten life if they wrote The story to their lives. As the parents wanted them. And as peers accepted them. They might have not been forgotten.

Dumb Parents
Hello all I am writting this cz, my wifes kids father, (my step children) thinks he is god. But he knows better than to cross my path. This man is a women beater, and a child beater. He needs to dissaper forever. I so hate this person, he thinks he is a father, but he really is not. I would give anything to have 3 minutes alone with him, cz that is all I would need...... Well talk to you later...

Devils Tears
Devils Tears He use to be so strong. Nothing could bring him down. NO matter how hard anyone tried. He continued to smile and laugh. Then he met someone. He started to become tame. Looking into the eyes of. What could have been the opposite of What he called him self to be. The eyes of an Angel. Then he made his mistakes. He let that angel go. Out of fear and stupidity. He walked away. Not wanting to deal with the change. He sat by the waters edge. With the moon full and pale. Shake his head sadly The Devil has finally fallen. The devil yell out in pain for everything has died. The devils sits alone Writing these words. In hopes that the angel sees That of the Devils Tears. Coursing in blood. He tries everyday to pick himself back up Putting on a show to all around. He shows that nothing has happened. Inside though, people know He has finally found a defeat. The devils tears continue to stream. You can see them even in the darkness Of the

Vampire (something I Wrote And Its Copywrit.)
Vampire You look around, the street is dark, cold and deserted. Yet you feel someone following you, watching you. You continue to walk, your steps increase speed with your heart rate. You glance over your shoulder, still nothing. Why do you still feel urgency to find a place to be safe? Your feet now hit the side walk harder as you begin to run, the fear swelling within the pit of your stomach. You then come to a complete stop as I appear in front of you with no emotion on my face. You stare in cold and sheer terror already knowing the next thing to come. Before you scream I reach out and grab you long beautiful hair and the other to the slow but still wanting to defending arm. I sink my teeth deep within the vain of your tender and perfect throat. I feel the your warm blood past my lips, and traveling down my throat. You become weak, and cant seem to stand. Your body collapses, and the last think you see is me, with you blood on my lips holding you until your eyes close and you frien

"the Becoming"by Nine Inch Nails
I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me. I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me i am becoming. The me that you know, he had some second thoughts. He's covered with scabs, and he is broken and sore. The me that you know,He doesn't come around much. That part of me isn't here anymore. All pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry. Drowns out all i hear, there's no escape from this my new consciousness. That me that you know,he used to have feelings, but the blood has stopped pumping, and he's left to decay. The me that you know is now made up of wires, and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away. I can try to get away ,but i've strapped myself in. I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears. I can see it killing away all my bad parts I don't want to listen. but it's all too clear. Hiding backwards inside of me, i feel so unafraid. Annie, hold a little tighter, i might just slip away. It won't give up it wants me dead. Goddamn thi

More Of The Blonde ! Lol
A highway patrolman pulled up alongside a speeding car on the freeway. As the officer peered through the driver's window, he was astounded to find that the blonde behind the wheel was knitting. The trooper cranked down his window and yelled to the driver, "Pull over!" at the top of his lungs. "No!" the blonde yelled back, "Scarf!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A blonde and a brunette are driving down the highway in a convertible. The brunette knows that she's speeding so she asks the blonde if there's a cop behind them. The blonde looks behind her and sees a cop and tells the brunette. The brunette then asks if his he's got his lights on. The blonde replies "Yes...No...Yes...No...Yes...No" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A blonde went to a hair dresser's one day, listening to a walkman. The hair dresser asked her what she wanted, and the blonde replied, "I need to get my

Million Dollar Baby...!
I was at a pool party, it was my friend Ahmad going back to Yemen and I wasn't going to see him again! Was having the usual fun, partying, dancing bbqing..drinking And then guess what happened.. we took the party upstairs to where my friend lives and we were all dancing to the music when this asswhipe went and touched my crotch.. I turned around and smacked him on the arm and then I kept doing it until my hand made a fist and kept on going.! Fucking bastard! He whined and acted that he didnt do nothing and I was like.. What you gonna cry to ur mama now and tell her what happened? ASSHOLE I'm proud of myself tho..Back then I wouldn't have done nothing about it. I would just keep quiet and pretend and let it eat me up inside.. But today was different.. Today I stood up for myself and it felt great..!

I've Come To An Odd Conclusion
I don't look at... well, looks, very often. This site's doing bad things to me. I'm 'rating' pictures and people... talking to people based on their pictures (mostly because no one bothers to put anything in their profile). It's really weird. I feel out of my element. I find myself saying "he's cute, she's cute, I'll add them... wait a second what am I saying?" I also have that weird thing going on where people keep, for some REALLY ODD REASON that I can't figure out, finding me attractive. I think they may have caught some bug similar to the one I caught. I don't know how to react. People out here in the real world don't find me attractive. Maybe I'm just not attractive when I move. Or maybe it's that I'm not attractive when I start rambling on, like this. Or maybe I'm just that good of a photoshopper, in which case I'll ask now if anyone would like to pay me for a photoshopping job or two? Hehehe... (That's the other thing, I have a hard time portraying my humor on

My Birthday
I WANNA LEVEL TO UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH.. CAN U HELP ? PLEASEEEE NEED 98,416.. CAN I DO IT ? ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP XOXOXO TY TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY

"closer"by Nin
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me it's your sex i can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else i want to fuck you like an animal i want to feel you from the inside i want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees i drink the honey inside your hive you are the reason i stay alive

Just Wrote For Rudi
i love u more then words can say i love u more and more each day being able to wake up next to you was a dream come true now my dream is faded like my mind in the morning dew but I know once again the time will come and every morning i will wake to the sun you are my angel, my best friend the one who completes me when i am down the time seems so far, yet i know it is near for me to come back to trier I know this isn't great but was wrote while I was with him on cam....It rhymes way too much!

Goodbye Raven
This is for an ex that I still considered to be a friend. Our friendship doesnt mean enough to him to grow a spine and tell his gf that we are still friends...so I am cutting my losses and saying goodbye.

Random Words
Somethings in this world, in a way make no sence to me. Emotions are one of these things that can drive someone to insanity. Most times emotions are easily dealt with, however what happens when there is a cross of two emotions. Unsure how to act, not knowing what to say, and feeling that each time you talk, you push away what you seek the most. LOL, its interesting. Dont ask why I'm writing this, maybe its just the rain that pours outside the window. Just thoughts from an insane mind.

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~ Score Updates!
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 521 comments! 2nd Girl is..... with 488 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 45 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 40 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 15 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 20 comments each! 7th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 8th Girl is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *A

My Link To Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=355183&i=2910181146 ok you guys that is my link to the contest please everyone comment bomb me if you are a level 5 or higher i would really appreciate it and the contest starts at 3 est

Desiderata
I didn't come up with this but it's just too good to keep to myself. Peace! Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Espe

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Score Updates!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 2369 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 2046 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 270 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 87 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 32 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 25 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Moved
hey all, sorry I've been gone for so long, but I'm back now, well at least for a few days. I moved out of Texas and moved near Fort Bragg, NC. I'm going to be back out on the road again to go to get my stuff from MN and to visit some family in CT and ME, but otherwise, I'm done and here to stay. Well at lease for a year.

To My New Family
I wanted to take a moment and thank each and everyone of you for the warm and sweet welcome and comments you have given me. I am very honored to be a part of such a wonderful family. If there is ever anything I can do for any one please feel free to ask. I well TRY and get comments sent back out but just in case I miss one or two please know that I thank you for your welcome! Much Love to all, Goddess of Afrika of Lestat's Dark Covenant Family

I Want.......
i want to feel the trembling of your chest as you surrender to a rumbling moan i want to run my fingers through your hair and clench it tightly within my fists i want to hear your rough sexy voice as you coax me to dizzying heights i want to squeeze, caress, lick and torture you into lust filled abandon i want to touch your body until your skin burns with hot desire i want to run my tongue around places not yet explored i want to feel the power of you between my thighs i want to feel you nibble all my soft tender spots i want to smell and taste your musky maleness i want to feel your breath hot against my neck i want to feel your fingers tease me til i ache i want to ride hard to our complete surrender i want to feel our climaxing tremors shake us i want to build our fires higher and hotter i want to go crazy with my need for you i want to hear you scream out my name i want to touch myself in anticipation i want to pulse with my need for you i want to ache for you in

Kinda Goes With The Quote Of The Day Today.........
It's the little things in life that bring a person happiness. Not another person or thing, but the little insignificant gestures that bring the greatest joys in life.

Sexxy Lady!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

What Does This Mean ?
What if I was to tell you that you’re on my mind What if I told you what it is I long to find What if I grabbed you and held you in tight embrace What would you feel . Would your heart race What if I gave you alone all my love and lust What would you feel, would your desire turn to dust What if we together were a perfectly matched team What if together we were each other wet dream What if no one else could ever hope to compare What if we wanted to make love where ever we please What would you feel , excited or ill at ease What if I dream of you and love you all the night through What does this mean , do I belong heart , mind, and body to you What if I seek you now all through the day and long to see What if you felt like this when you think of me What does it mean to fall when all we know is our hearts desire What if our passion consumes us in our hottest fire What does morality have to do with feeling you stir What if I think of you till all else disappears in a blu

Hello My Name Is...
Drunk! At least that is what it was last night... LOL! Oh man, to much, over the top! I wa out of control, I think.. I had Drill this weekend so working close to where you drill gives the advantage of hitting the club after work. And I hit it pretty hard... In combat boots. To funny! I was there pretty much open to close with friends from work, and the Guard, and some friends that I only know from the club... On other news, the spouse just came and go her bed, lools like I'll be sleeping on one of the kids beds till I move. We got an offer on the house, so now it's up to the mortage company to say if they will accept it or not, I think that they will, their getting their money, and were getting out.... That's about all I have from here today So! Ciao...

Is It All For Nothing
I live in , i swear the smallest town in the world.. people know what color your underwear are in the mornings,,, seriously,,, i have put so much effort into loving someone and it was all for nothing.. im seriously depressed ... i married him ruined my life,, had a beautiful daughter(not his) and shes all i live for.. i feel hopeless i will never find a great man where i am at.. I do the same things everday.. i wake up i get dressed, i dress my daughte,r i drop her at day care, then i got to work. Then after work i pick her up, go home make dinner and she goes to bed same thing everyday, with the ocassional outtin on one night during the weekend my hearts been so broken that i am not sure i can trust nor do i have faith that i will find a man who contains all i am lookin for. i feel like were not in a generation where theres any great men left... cant they love u for who u are and not try to change u, cant they be honestly sincer or faithful or loving.. can they honestly marry u and lo

Calling All Friends And Family Asap
HEY THERE THIS WONDERFUL LADY THAT GOES BY SWEET ANGEL GAVE UP ON HERE CONTEST TO COME AND HELP US WIN IN THE BOMBFEST SO PLEASE WE NEED HELP ASAP... I HAVE SOME WONDERFUL PPL AND I KNOW IT IS GOING TO TAKE ALOT BECASUE SHE NEEDS TO REACH 11000 BY TOMORROW BUT PLEASE COME IN AND HELP HER... THAT IS THE LINK TO HER CONTEST AND SHE NEEDS US ALL NOW.

Free Photo Sessions
We are currently offering free photo sessions for all females and a low fee based photo session for all males. We will do this on a trade basis. Which means that we both get a copy of all pics taken to be used to help build our portfolios. We have worked in this area for a long time and know how to be professional in everything we do. We can do either video or photo We do it all from Glamour to Lingerie to Nude. If you are interested in having us help you build your portfolio then please contact us. Look at our pics on our profiles to see what kind of work we can do.

May As Well Use Them Where They Can Actually Enforce The Law
Border agents to train Iraqis Deal `makes no sense,' two governors tell Bush The Associated Press May 20, 2007 PHOENIX • A military contractor is recruiting current and former agents with the U.S. Border Patrol to teach Iraqis how to secure their national borders. The U.S. State Department has asked Virginia-based DynCorp International to find 120 people with Customs and Border Enforcement experience to go to Iraq for the training. The company already has 700 police trainers in Iraq. The department made the request for border security trainers in late March. Arizona Gov. Janet Napolitano said she was worried that DynCorp's effort is distracting from security along the U.S.-Mexico border. She and New Mexico Gov. Bill Richardson wrote President Bush this week to say the deal "makes no sense." "We should be focused on supporting our nation's security efforts along the Mexican and Canadian border instead of hampering [the Customs and Border Patrol] by sending our best a

People Not To Blame For Global Warming
May 18, 2007 6:39 pm US/Eastern Wx Expert: People Not To Blame For Global Warming (CBS4) MIAMI Dr.William Gray is widely respected in the scientific community. He is a professor in the department of atmospheric science at Colorado State University and says it's much too early to blame people for global warming. CBS-4's Shomari Stone had a chance to talk to Dr. Gray at the Governor's Hurricane Conference in Fort Lauderdale and asked him if he believes humans are the cause for global warming. "I think this is a natural cycle," said Dr. Gray. "I'm not saying humans aren't doing a little bit, but they're certainly not the major cause of the climate change." That's quite a different stance from what Al Gore and some environmental groups like Greenpeace allege. They say humans are responsible for global warming through carbon dioxide and other green house gas emissions over the last 30 years. "How do they know that?" said Dr Gray. "Unless they have been working down in the t

Come To The Paradise Bar
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING PARADIASE BAR!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ\'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS COME CHECK OUT THE HOTTEST GROWING LOUNGE ON CT. WHERE U MEET A NEW & GOOD FRIEND EVERY TIME YOU COME IN . WE\'RE OPEN NOW . COME VISIT & HAVE SOME FUN.CLICK THE LINK BELOW & COME TO A TROPICAL PARADISE !!

::: Which X-men Hero Are You? :::
You Are Jean Grey Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death). Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally! Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals Which of the X-Men Are You?

Yum Yum Delirium
I was awake, 30 minutes after I was asleep, and I woke with this feeling, I missed something great. My insides felt empty, and I roamed the house looking for something to prevent me, from feeling so crazy. My legs were shaky, like Jello, and my words were vomiting out of my mouth, when he found me lying there on the couch. Through my eyes, everything showed through. How I lied my face off, all the times he'd asked if I was okay. How I'd slipped up, another time, today. It wasn't to be mistaken, how I'd fucked up again in the making, of something beautiful. Jesus Christ, can't you just make it through another day? Fucking Christ, do you always have to act like such a child this way? He said, And I was awake another night, and outside my dreams, I don't have it in me, to see this through with a fight. I keep up with this feeling of missing something. Everything is always happening everywhere else, and I must of thought, you were somebody I could clip off like my nails. My head spinni

The Long Journey
Be forwarned, this is long. I am the mother of an autistic son, Luke. When Luke was very young I always felt blessed because my baby was so well behaved...he almost never cried, he played quietly, and was never any problem at all. The terrible two's came and I, once again, felt blessed because there really wasn't anything terrible about them. It was at this time, though, that I began to notice differences in Luke. He was not progressing as he should. There had to have been some sort of denial prior to me noticing these differences...because I know that he was banging his head and rocking violently from at least 11 months or so. Anyway, Luke’s grandfather approached me one day very cautiously...I think he knew how defensive parents can be about their children. It took him a while, but eventually he got to the point...'we think that something is wrong with Luke.' He explained that he had been researching some of Luke's symptoms and that he believed Luke may be autistic. S

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM by LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998 The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the truth.

Does Cherrytap Know About This
GOT THIS OFF BULLITEN IS THIS EVEN LEGAL SOMEBOBY PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT I just found a mirror site called weirdo.com also run by social concepts , it has all our cherrytap profiles on there and everything. it has a different logo and name , but other than that it's identical. I don't know whether or not to be offended when we are all thought of as weirdos or strange... but sure feels insultive. http://www.weirdo.com/ Click the link and check for yourself. JJ well they can kiss my redneck ass

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
Safe, Sane, and Consensual by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillow. Whether you're driving a car or tying somebody up, safety s

Bdsm Tips For Beginners
BDSM is one of several overall names given to a collection of behaviors that involve bondage, spanking, domination, and other activities that are done in a safe, consensual, non-abusive manner and in an erotic context. BDSM is a form of erotic play that involves significant physical and emotional risks, and thus requires instruction in order to do so with reasonable safety. Accordingly, we make the following recommendations for beginners. Please understand that the tips below do not provide, nor are they meant to provide, complete instruction. 1. Do BDSM only with people you know well and are on good terms with, and when both of you are in a good mood. Trying to do it with strangers, or when either of you is tired or upset, dramatically increases the degree of risk. Avoid significant use of intoxicants. If you're not in condition to drive, you're not in condition to do BDSM. 2. Keep "reality" out of it. Unless both of you specifically agree to it ahead of time, BDSM play is

Omg So True...i Need A Man
Wondering about what might have been will just give you a headache in the here and now. Drop your doubts and stop obsessing about the past. Instead, think about ways to make your life better right now.

10 Qualities That Make
10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress by Lapp Topp Here are some qualities I think are found in a good Mistress. As always, YMMV. 1. Control. Above all, a good Mistress is always in control of herself. She does not rant or rave, and never punishes when angry. On the rare times that temper overwhelms her, she walks away until she regains balance. After all, how can a Domme control her sub if she can't control herself? 2. Creative. A good Dominant puts time, energy and creativity in her scenes. She is not satisfied playing the same games over and over, and goes the extra length to come up with new and different ideas. 3. Human. The best Mistress knows she is human. She realizes she will make mistakes, and is quick to apologize when she does. She knows she won't be thought of as any less "Dommly" because of an apology. On the flip side, she realizes that others will make mistakes also, and even though she may punish for the mistake, she accepts an apology graciously and pu

L.d.c Family Members Part 3 Of 3
---Creators--- ™Nosferatu™Eld?r-£Ø?Ð™Ðrãculã™£Ø?Ð £E?†?†™-@ CherryTAP †?Rebel Bitch? L.D.C Family Founder~K.O.T. Founder~C.T Wifey to Pain Is My Passion~@ CherryTAP Lost Civeteto~~Queen Witch Founder of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~~~Member of K.O.T~~@ CherryTAP ---Founders--- Рãiñ ‡ѕ м¥ Pā§§iõñ Stained Tears Of Blood~Founder of L.D.C.@ CherryTAP ~?~Lady Jessie~Forbidden Fire of Passion~?~Founder Of LDC~?~@ CherryTAP DemonStorm - Founder & Thanatos of Blood of Lestats Dark Convenant Family@ CherryTAP Kaz^AngeL^ WRR Staff Recruiter/lady cleopatra/Founder Transylvania fire of desire of L.D.C fam.@ CherryTAP ~WolfiePuP~God of Moldovia of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP Turd Ferguson?Gowain of the Crows Founder of LDC?CT Hubby to ?Darlin?@ CherryTAP ~Txtigerldy41~Demon of Gypsies~LDC Family ~ Founder

L.d.c Family Members Part 2 Of 3
---Creators--- ™Nosferatu™Eld?r-£Ø?Ð™Ðrãculã™£Ø?Ð £E?†?†™-@ CherryTAP †?Rebel Bitch? L.D.C Family Founder~K.O.T. Founder~C.T Wifey to Pain Is My Passion~@ CherryTAP Lost Civeteto~~Queen Witch Founder of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~~~Member of K.O.T~~@ CherryTAP ---Founders--- Рãiñ ‡ѕ м¥ Pā§§iõñ Stained Tears Of Blood~Founder of L.D.C.@ CherryTAP ~?~Lady Jessie~Forbidden Fire of Passion~?~Founder Of LDC~?~@ CherryTAP DemonStorm - Founder & Thanatos of Blood of Lestats Dark Convenant Family@ CherryTAP Kaz^AngeL^ WRR Staff Recruiter/lady cleopatra/Founder Transylvania fire of desire of L.D.C fam.@ CherryTAP ~WolfiePuP~God of Moldovia of Lestats Dark Covenant Family@ CherryTAP Turd Ferguson?Gowain of the Crows Founder of LDC?CT Hubby to ?Darlin?@ CherryTAP ~Txtigerldy41~Demon of Gypsies~LDC Family ~ Founder

Why
you know im really pissed off bout this subject..i am a very proud parent of 7 kids..yea thats right i said seven..and i love showing them off to friends and ppl just in general..but because there are sick perverts out there that like to rip photos and jack off to them i had to delete them..and i know that im not the only one who feels this way..i love all my kids and im not gonna let my kids be viticms of such disgust. these are my babies..and i am proud to be thier mom..GOD has blessed me with them and i am doing the best i can to raise them being that im a single mom and i will do anything it takes to protect them

L.d.c Family Members Part 1 Of 3
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

My Birthday
OK I WANNA LEVEL TO UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH !! IS IT POSSIBLE ? WOULD U TAKE A FEW AND HELP ? PLEASEEEE !! I NEED 100,046 TO GET THERE ! ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP XOXOXO

Tool
&so the TOOL show was damn amazing. tracee & i made our way to the floor where we promptly got our asses kicked; forced our way up to the front, maybe seven feet from the stage. they opened with Stinkfist. i had already lost my cigarettes by the second song & got prettty crazy. we'd downed a bottle of Jack Daniels on the way downtown & i had a small somethingelse. midway through the show i got hit in the face with what i now believe was some kind of glass bottle. threw me off as i was already pretty messed up. the show was amazing. tracee crowd surfed & i couldn't stop moving. so much fun. we were really close.

Jumping On The Bandwagon...
WHAT IS YOUR: -> ringtone: Do You Realize?? by the Flaming Lips -> middle name? joyce -> sign: aquarius -> pet's name: pepper, fish, sean connery (RIP) WHAT COLOR: -> is your hair: black & blonde -> are your eyes: green -> are your nails: chipped nailpolish -> are your socks: striped -> is your shirt: comfortable. RIGHT NOW: -> the closest thing to your left hand: ashtray -> what's in your pockets? lighter, tip money -> are you thirsty: definitely need a drink -> what are you sitting on: chair -> where are you: bedroom -> is the light on: a few lamps -> song listening to: Bright eyes ONE OR THE OTHER: -> cookies or candy: anything chocolate -> kiss or hug: either or -> school or work: uhh neither please? -> apple or banana: plumb -> shower or bath: shower -> cingular or verizon: lame question -> ps2 or xbox: what? ->whipped cream or cherries: Cherries -> animal: platypus -> pokemon or yu-gi-oh: squirtle. -> clothes brand: something cool RANDOM: ->

Sunday May 20th 07
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want.

Whos The Best Bomb Squad On Ct Contest??? This One Should Be Interresting!!! I Know Who I Think Will Win He He He
"THE BEST BOMB SQUAD ON CHERRYTAP?? ARE YOU??? HUMMM LETS TRUELY FIND OUT...I AM HAVING A CONTEST THIS CONTEST WILL BEGIN JUNE 1ST AND RUN THROUGH TO JULY 1ST BOMB SQUADS WANTING TO PARTICIPATE PLEASE PM ME FAMILY TAG PIC TO ENTER INTO THE CONTEST WINNERS WILL RECEIVE THE TITLE " NUMBER ONE BOMB SQUAD ON CT VOTED BY SQUAD AND FRIENDS CT WIDE" I WILL MAKE A TAG FOR YOUR FAMILY WITH THIS. I ALSO WILL BUY FOUNDER OR SQUAD A MANSION AS A GIFT AND I WILL ALSO MAKE A BOMB ASS CUSTOMIZED SKIN FOR THE WINNING SQUAD!THE SQUAD WITH MOST COMMENTS WINS RULES ARE NO DOWN RATING AND THATS BOUT IT BOMBS AWAY WOOT WOOT! ENTER NOW!!!!! PLEASE REPOST THIS TO INFORM OTHER SQUADS THANKS ILLUSION MY LINK IS BELOW CLICK ON IT TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE EMAIL..GOOD LUCK!!ILLUSION ~ EXECUTIVE OF THE BLOOD, SWEAT, & TEARS FAMILY@ CherryTAP

Yes, I Love Estelle Getty
yes, i love estelle getty Read the rules below please & dont be lame and wimp out! Ok, so here are the rules, apparently...Each player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about you". People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. ....................... uhmm& fuck tagging people, no thanks. 1. i really like drinking pickle juice. 2. i have rituals for everything. such as: opening a pack of cigarettes (pulling the cellophane top off, crunching it up, rolling the little flap of silver foil packaging around that & throwin it somewhere in my car/purse/wherever.) 3. i've probably seen every episode of the Golden Girls ever made. obviously i'm 80 years old at heart, mhhm. 4. okay so i have this thing about the Weather Channel. i watch it. constantly. it never really changes; it's totally reliable, always there to turn to. t

Mad Girls Love Song
mad girl's lovesong Category: Writing and Poetry i can hear the trains outside, roaring passed us toward some random destination. i am sleepless again; insomnia or something maybe, maybe just unable to turn my mind off. i've been debating drinking the bit of whiskey i somehow have managed to save that's in my bedside table; smoked my last cigarette an hour ago so it won't happen. now they're saying it may snow tomorrow & once again i'm realizing how fast the days go by. soon this semester will be over & then these days will fade into my memory, replaced with newer ones. i am feeling weary; i have not accomplished nearly the things i wanted to tonight. so many thoughts sometimes cannot be calmed. evenso, it's worth a shot. ------------------------------------------------ Mad Girls Lovesong "I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitr

My Birthday Is Cooler Then Yours
my birthday is cooler than your birthday so, as i've said many times before, i am lame. that being said, i've been researching my birthday & people born then as well as weird things that've happened. for instance: teddy bears were first introduced on my birthday. jeffery dahmer was sentenced to death on my birthday. susan b. anthony was born on my birthday. AND-- now here's the kicker-- so was Conor Oberst. CONOR MOTHERFUCKING OBERST! i'm sorry but that's just fucking awesome. this news makes his song, February 15, make all the more sense! it's incredibly depressing & for that reason i recently find out about it & adopted it as my new birthday anthem. YES I'M CRAZY BUT THAT'S THE SHIT!!!!!! ah. it all makes sense. All eyes on the calendar Another year I claim of total indifference To here, the days pile up With decisions to be made, I'm sure all of them were wrong Into this song I send myself And with these drinks I plan to collapse And forget this wasted year,

Personal Brainfood
11 Apr 2007 personal brainfood Current mood: shit. "Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody." - JD Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye "And just when I get so lonesome I can't speak I see some flowers on a hillside Like a wall of new TVs Yeah, they go wild, yeah, they go wild" - Bright Eyes, Old Soul Song "Another belief of mine: that everyone else my age is an adult, whereas I am merely in disguise." - Margaret Atwood, Cat's Eye "if the damned gave you a road map then you'd know which way to go so we carried all the groceries in while hauling out the trash and if this doesn't make us motionless I do not know what can" - Modest Mouse, Spitting Venom "I though of that old joke, y'know, the, this, this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, "Doc, uh, my brother's crazy. He thinks he's a chicken." And, uh, the doctor says, "Well, why don't you turn him in?" And the guy says, "I would, but I need the eggs." Well, I guess that's pr

Joke
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May 20, 2007
An event convinces you of the wisdom of accepting change. You realize that exploring your options is necessary. The old has to give way to the new. Change is essential to evolve, and evolution is the definition of life.

Quote For May 20
At different stages in our lives, the signs of love may vary: dependence, attraction, contentment, worry, loyalty, grief, but at heart the source is always the same. Human beings have the rare capacity to connect with each other, against all odds. -- Michael Dorris Bonus Quote: Would you rather go hunting with Dick Cheney or riding in a car over a bridge with Ted Kennedy? At least Cheney takes you to the hospital. -- Rush Limbaugh

Heart Of A Rainbow
Trade me a windowed view of darkness Give me a view of a waterfall with a rainbow Deary is the darkness of the window Like a mirro with-out a face Capture the heart of the rainbow So we can enjoy true happiness But only for a momments time Then we must let the rainbow go So seek the yees of a dove for me Then I will chisle away the heart of stone Speak to me of hty nightmares and dreams As I will speak of hope and faith So thy love to me is true As I will fight the anger of nightmares for both of us Pick me a flower As I will take the thorn from thy wounded hand Kiss of ardent love, as I will Kiss the healling hand of time Love verses despear Depear is in all heart showing from the drakness of a window Love is always there in the heart of a rainbow So God Bless us for love Now close the curtians on hte window of despear Loneliness no more if love is in the heart Love is in the heart of a rainbow

All This Time.....feelings Of Forever.....
Lately I've been starting to feel more distant from everything and everyone. Even to the point of not caring so much so. I think to a time when I was rather happy. But at that point in time. Probably was the worse time in life but not as bad as it might of seem then. For some reason that point in time I feel as if I was more alive. Then again I'm just looking back to this time as a point of no return. Time through the hour glass as it seems for things that used to be or once was. I mean sure it was a great time in my life when I was younger. But that is more distant than ever before now. Plus nothing stays the same.... I feel more and more as if I'm changing... not sure if for the good or the bad. But as time seems to keep going and the world does not stand still. I can't help but feel as if I'm drifting through time now..... What once was, will not be for long. Far removed from all things bad and good just makes things numb. Or all things good and bad just make the nu

Hey Thanks!
"You'll wake up wrapped in winter if you sleep through summer." "Hey, thanks for the tip, but i doubt that you've got it covered." We'll use spring and fall as buffers while our skin gets tougher. And you? You can cling like clichés to one another. We're taught to take precautions. We take more than our share. The cautious steps we're taking can't take us anywhere. We sprang forward and fell back, and we heard our clocks ask: "Hey, you! If time's a constant, why am i constantly under attack?" So, we held its hands to help it, but our hearts were selfish. Sometimes the best intentions end up intense without means to quell it. So, we poisoned our blood streams and we blackened our lungs. We've enabled the edifice that it's how we belong. We may suffer together, but we all die alone.

Meeting Bill My Ct Husband!
I got the chance to meet my CT Husband! We had a wonderful time full of fun love and lots of hot sex!!! I am proud to call him my boyfriend and CT Husband.. he is a great man and I am glad hes mine! I have pictures from our meeting if ya'll wanna see ... I am going to post them!!! So come see them!!!

Poem4
My Mom My mom’s eyes light up At the sight of me And her arms open wide As wide as the sea My love for her Is as high as the sky And when I think of her I just want to fly My mom’s love Has filled her heart All the years That we were apart The love for my mom That I have inside Is filled with happiness and glee But I know in my heart That no matter what happens She will always love me

Poem 3
Happiness It is hard to describe How I feel for you And most of the time I don’t know what to do I search all day Deep down inside To only find What I cannot hide It makes me laugh And makes me cry But most of all It makes me petrified It’s the feeling you have Deep in your heart And the nicest thing is It’s a good start And that is Happiness

Supermodel Centerfold
I SAY MY PRAYERS I SAY GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS,AND I LOOK UP AT THE DARK BLACK SKY,I LOOK UP AT THE STARS,AND THE MOON.AND I LOOK UP AT MY CEILING AT MY SUPERMODEL CENTERFOLD.MISS AUGUST THE MOST BEAUTIFUL CREATURE I'VE EVER SEEN.I FALL ASLEEP INTO SWEET DREAMLAND,SWEET DREAMS SHE IS MY LOVE GODDESS,MY FANTASY,SHE MAKES ME WONDER,AND AT NIGHT SHE COMES TO LIFE.SHE'S REAL.HER NAME IS LILLY,JUST LIKE A BLOOMING FLOWER,SHE LIKES HOT PASSIONATE SUMMER NIGHTS,LINGERIE,LONG ISLAND ICED TEAS,KILLER KOOL-AIDS,SHE'S EXOTIC AND KINKY,HER FAVORITE COLOR IS BLUE,HER NIGHTLY WARDROBES GARTERS,TEDDIES,NEGLIEES,...CROTCHLESS PANTIES,BRAS,G-STRINGS,SLIPPERS,BIKINIS,AND SHE GIVES A MEAN BLOWJOB IF YOUR A GUY,AND LIKES EATING PUSSY,BOY,I KNOW THAT,SHE MAKES ME CRAWL,SHES AN ANGEL DID SHE COME FROM HEAVEN OR WHAT???OR MAYBE SHE FELL FROM A CLOUD,PERHAPS CLOUD 9.SHE'S MY FUNGIRL,MY PARTYGIRL,SHE LOVES THE BEACH,SHE HAS STRAWBERRY BLONDE HAIR,BLUE EYES PEACHY CREAMY SOFT SHOULDERS,A FAIR COMPLEXION,ROSY

Poem 2
Play Time Babies are born Every day By mommy’s and daddy’s Who like to play. They play all day, And on into the night. But I can tell you now It is not a pretty sight One day they will slip And I’m not going to say on what. But nine months later They will pop. Babies are wonderful, And unique. But I’m telling you now They will not sleep.

Poem I Wrote
A Rose The beauty of a rose Is exquisite and unique As is the last time I saw you I could not speak. You took my breath away That one fine day And with one chance from you To let me be by your side To bring joy and laughter For all time. The magic of a rose Is like wine It goes to your heart And settles in your mind. The color and touch Of a soft silky rose Is as a pair of lips Kissing so slow. As we look into the sky We see a shape of a rose Shinning so bright In the dark midnight.

New Goodies For Sale
I am very exicted to present you with my two favorite chokers that I've made so far! Aries Macrame Choker - green aventurine and hematite Libra Macrame Choker - prehnite and elbaite (pink tourmaline) www.earthcharms.etsy.com

This Sucks
ok my grandparents are moving about 3 miles away from were i live right now, so until the movies get here with all their stuff they are staying with me and my parents. now thats not the bad part my grandparents are cool, but my parents kicked me out of my own fucking room until the movers get here. iv been sleepin on the couch sence wed. it gets better too. now i never wanted to do this, but im not about to go say hey grandma and granpa you two old farts go sleep on the couch i want my bed. you just cant do that. now if it was my parents. hell yea im fighting to the end. let them sleep on the couch, but what can you do. now the movers are here today so i should have my room back tonight, but its still going to take alittle while to get the smell of moldie food back. cuz it already smells like old people.

Stupidity Is Growing In Leaps And Bounds
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/05/19/daycare.death.ap/index.html TULSA, Oklahoma (AP) -- A day care worker was being held Saturday in the death of a 2-year-old boy whose hands were bound and his mouth covered with masking tape, police said. The boy, who had been on life support, died late Thursday, Officer Jason Willingham said. Vicki Leigh Chiles was being held without bail on a complaint of first-degree murder. She was the only worker at the facility at the time, looking after eight children ages 7 and younger, Willingham said. Chiles told police the boy would not be quiet for nap time, so she used tape to silence him, an arrest report states. Chiles told investigators she left the boy unattended for a few minutes and came back to find him lying on the floor unresponsive, the report states. She said she called for an ambulance and tried to perform CPR. The state agency that oversees child day care operators was investigating Chiles' business, said Mary Leaver, an agency

Wreck Pics Uploaded
got pics of the harley after the wreck upoloaded now in my profile....it don't look to bad after rollin 3 times!!! Am still thankful to God for looking over me that day!!! *sniles* Rod aka HarleyCowboy

My Inner Bitch
Have you ever sat in your room in the solitude and silence, looking at the ceiling and think things through? Thought of things you should have said but didn't. Things you could have said, but were too stubborn to reveal. Maybe you missed a chance to say, "I'm sorry", or "I love you". Have you ever replayed an argument over in your head and wished your life had the [edit][undo] feature our computers have? I learned long ago; life is filled with regrets. How we handle them is what determines the strength of our character. Do you run from your problems, bury your head in the sand and wish they went away on their own? Or do you summon the testicular or ovarial fortitude and face the problem you created head on? My issue is my mouth. Those of you, who know me, may not be surprised by this claim. I can flay an individual with a mere glance and a well placed insult. I learned this defense mechanism at a very young age. I'll either try to kill you with a mean glare that will

Involuntary Muscular Contractions
A professor at the University of Mississippi was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm?" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

Zombie Jesus
There is no place for the me. No hope for the I. Singularity. Empty. Familiar. Unwarrented. No... hope for the one Here is no why. The reason is this. You. I. No hope. No bright smell of ash. No cool damp sunshine. None. No one. Not one. Please. Unless there are 2... 4.. 6. You know . ! ?

What Is Your Inner Color
You scored as Yellow. You are bright YELLOW one of the warm colors. You are always smiling and making peoples days better... like your color you respect the golden rule...respect and always care for peopleYellow100%Purple90%Blue90%White85%Orange70%Black70%Green70%Red40%whats your inner color?-picscreated with QuizFarm.com

This Morning
well so after getting very little sleep last night i woke up and decided that today i am gonna be me again, lately i havent been able to be becuase i have been so worried about what to wear and how to act, well i finally said fuck it i miss being me i miss dressing how i do and i want it back, so i went to the store bought some hair die came home and fixed myself up and id have to say i think i look pretty damn good. i feel like me again i feel like i am not acting like anyone else or dressing like anyone else! damnit I FEEL GOOD, for those of you who care and actally read these i should hae some pic up soon, but till then i gotta go to work

Pulling Out Carpet
well i finally did it! got rid of the nasty carpet that was here when we moved in. took me all day and i'm still removing the tack strips and staples from the wood floor. now to decide what design in tile i want to lay down. too bad the wood flooring beneath is badly damaged. ah well anything is better than that carpet. *shudder*

Laugh, I Did ! Lol
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A husband and wife and their two sons are watching TV. She looks at her husband and winks at him, he gets the message and says, "Excuse us for a few minutes boys, we're going up to our room for a little w

Not Havin' Fun
I am in need of TLC. It seems all I do is break my back at work and come home, listen to my roommate and go to sleep. I would love to have someone to cook for (beside my roommate), cuddle and watch a movie, go out to a movie. So far all I've done in the past eight months since I moved down here is work and come home. I'm not asking for much, just someone to hold and spend time with.

Sad Panda.
Sad, exhausted, drained. Tired of being a third wheel. Tired of the computer fucking up constantly. Tired of being upset and depressed. Tired of sleeping too much or not enough. Tired of bullshit from every direction. Tired of not feeling worthwhile. Tired of feeling so godamned emo. i want a cookie.

My First Blog
...does that mean im a blog virgin?? Well lets see if i can get worked in real good here without making such a mess *winks* Actually im a cherry tap blog virgin...but i have posted many blogs on myspace...so u can basically say im a blog whore lol... Hmmm..what should i say here?...Im 33 single mother of one 13 yr old son...i work at the gas & electric company here in my city..goo meeee.... Divorced & single....i drive a 2006 chevy cobalt...i have hazel eyes...multi color hair... well damn im sounding like im selling myself...you get all this not for $99.99 or even $69.99 but for 2 easy installments of $25.00 or one payment of $50.00...with a bonus of house utensils and a set of pots & pans...and if you call within the next 15 minutes...we will knock off the shipping & handling LoL Im a big paranormal freak...if you have a ghost dont call ghostbusters...call me!! LoL. well im done rambling.....ttyl...

Help Me Save 900 Wolves Sign The Petition Please On The Below Link
http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Please HELP me SAVE 900 WOLVES : Sign the petition at this link PLEASE http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 Spread the Word, Tell your contacts Friends, Families... HELP ME SAVE 900 WOLVES ONE SIGNATURE = ONE WOLF SAVED http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/418108793 !!!HELP ME STOP THE MASSACRE!!! Idaho and Wyoming lawmakers are planning to slaughter hundreds of wolves if the federal plan to remove federal protections for Northern Rockies wolves goes forward. As many as 2 out of 3 wolves in Wyoming could be targetted with unlimited killing in some areas of the state. In Idaho, the state’s official position -- passed by the legislature -- is that wolves should be removed “by whatever means necessary.” Governor “Butch” Otter wants to kill 80 percent of his state’s wolves more

Out-of-body Experience
The out-of-body experience can be a dramatic one. Clinically, this falls into a phenomenon called dissociative experience or disorder. Often times, the experiences that create this feeling are powerfully ecstatic or traumatic. In either case, the feeling is similar to watching oneself in a movie. Basically, whatever is going on in the dream is so powerful that the dreamer is separating herself from experiencing it directly. The result is a self watching the self in a moment of life. Dreams of this nature can be very revealing about the self at work in the world (see Medard Boss). Lucid dreaming can also create this feeling. In lucid dreaming, the dreamer is conscious of dreaming and may be watching herself in the dream. Dreams of this nature may create a feeling that the dreamer has projected herself into another sphere of reality, creating a sense of astral projection. This idea has been popularized by certain paranormal studies on perceptions of reality. Native American cultur

I Love You Lindsey..
My Passion You're my greatest passion, I can't stop thinking about you every sun set and every song reminds me of the last time we made love. You're in my heart like an eternal flame, and I am a starved soul, always hungry for your precious love. There's never a time when I don't want to be with you. You make me feel alive, life would be meaningless without you, and I would be lost to sorrow, and heartache. Say you'll wrap me in your loving arms of yours, and prove that you love me as much as I love you. I want to share a night of sensual passion with you that could inspire poetry. After wards, I just want to hold you in my arms and savor being with you.

Figured You Out Lyrics
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can't say no Too many long lines in a row I love the powder on your nose And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) I like the freckles on your chest And I like the way you like me best And I like the way you're not impressed While you put me to the test I like the white stains on your dress And I love the way you pass the check And I love the good times that you wreck And I love your lack of self-respect While you passed out on the deck I love my hands around your neck And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to f

Animals Lyrics
I, I'm driving black on black Just got my license back I got this feeling in my veins this train is coming off the track I'll ask polite if the devil needs a ride Because the angel on my right ain't hanging out with me tonight I'm driving past your house while you were sneaking out I got the car door opened up so you can jump in on the run Your mom don't know that you were missing She'd be pissed if she could see the parts of you that I've been kissing Screamin' [CHORUS] No, we're never gonna quit Ain't nothing wrong with it Just acting like we're animals No, no matter where we go 'Cause everybody knows We're just a couple of animals So come on baby, get in Get in, just get in Check out the trouble we're in You're beside me on the seat Got your hand between my knees And you control how fast we go by just how hard you wanna squeeze It's hard to steer when you're breathing in my ear But I got both hands on the wheel while you got both hands on my gears By

Venting/ranting
I just don't understand how some people can be so friggin' ignorant and feel so horrible about themselves that they have to leave hateful/hurtful comments on people. Does it really make them feel so much better about themselves to leave a nasty message when they don't know the person at all, calling them idiots nd far worse? The fact that posing a simple question literally has people cursing at you. Yes it is an adult site...that's just it. It IS an Adult site, so why the hell don't these people grow up and start acting like one?

Thier Last Show Nooo!!!!1
JAMBI, STINKFIST, FORTY-SIX & TWO, SCHISM, LOST KEYS, ROSETTA STONED, INTENSION INTRO?/RIGHT INTO WINGS FOR MARIE, 10.000 DAYS, LATERALS, VICARIOUS, AENIMA!! Well that was the way that it went down. I still think No FUCK THAT!! I know that it its to damn bad that May 16th, 2007 "was" the last time that one of the greatest bands will be playing together. Well at least for us anyway. Yeah I know that they will play again at least one more time before its all said and done but ITS NO FAIR!! I was at their show last September in Dallas and I think that it was one of the best shows I have ever seen. Maynard was sick as a dog and he still fucking rocked out. The City the where suppose to play before Dallas got canceled because he was so sick. I was very impressed. This show wasn't as good as the last one. At least in my option. Personally I think the reason that September 07's show was so much better is because he was sick. He gave it that much more and it was fucking bad ass! T

Drama Rama
You know I get sick & tired of he said she said shit, and you know who is cheating. Big fucking deal Who gives a rats ass. This place is an escape from reality for most, & thats okay with me , it use to bother me & who cares if there cheating I mean for real does it bother you that bad ( GET A LIFE ) Some times I wonder about most of your ages out there tatter telling lol

How To Meet People..........
Don't talk nonsense, it is easy to meet people. - Do you think? - Not really. - If someone is shy, or if someone can't get out of his place, perhaps he's in hospital, then they need to use the modern communication to take part. - This is right. - Think in the great scientist, Stephen Hawking. He can't talk anymore directly himself, he uses a computer to tell the others, what he wants to say. - So, is this a good answer? - Not at all, there are a few more..........but I can't answer them all :)

Stupid Things People Say
I walked into my pool place today to pick up more chlorine and get my water tested. While testing my water, the guy behind the counter looks at the lady working with him and says..."I hate Chinese people." Now I know that he was probably talking about the people that own the Chinese restaurant next door, but it irritated me. I was very obviously in earshot. It was rude. Oh, and had he asked he would've found out...I'm part Chinese. Doh! Needless to say, I won't be shopping there again. Not when there's another pool store 5 more minutes down the road. To be clear, I wasn't offended because I was Chinese...I was offended by the ignorance of the person behind the counter who thought it would be appropriate to denigrate another culture in front of random strangers. You can't always tell where someone's from just by looking at them... The world has become a lot more culturally diverse than that.

If U Like Someone Read This...
IF U LIKE SOMEONE READ THIS...Be HonestIf ureallylike/ LOVE someonerightnow,andmissthem atthismoment,andcan'tget themoutof urhead,then re-post this titled-IF U LIKE SOMEONE READ THIS-And whoever u r missing,will surprise you... Tomorrow.**BREAK THIS, AND YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST LIFE STARTING IN 2 HOURS COUNTING..........NOW within one minute

The Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Dick/Boob Size:4. Favorite position (s) ?5. Do you think i'm hot?6. Would you have sex with me?7. lights on or off?8. Would you have to be drunk?9. Would you take a shower with me?10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?11. Would you leave after or stay the night?12. Do you like cuddling afterwards?13. Condom or skin?14. Do you give Oral pleasures?15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?16. Have sex on the first date?17. Would you kiss me during sex?18. Do you think I would be good in bed?19. Would u have a 3-some with me?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email?26. Who would be in control?27. Would you pull my hair?28. Would you let me pull yours?29. Would yo

U Must Play!
U must play,or a man will appear by your bedwith a knife and will kill you.The only way to save your lifeis to pick the condom thatrepresents your love life.Oh, by the way,do not ignore thisbecause if you do,He will come at the time of 2:16 A.M.(Yes, that is in the morning.)and Kill you.Clear Condom:Just broke up with someone, or they broke up with you,but still have ALOT!! of feelings for them.Blue condom:Single, looking For the right someone,and wanting a relationship again.Orange Condom:Taken and about to break up.Pink Condom:Single.Green condom:Taken & truely in love with the person.Purple Condom:Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship.Trojan Condom:Like someone who doesn't like you back.White Condom:Just taken... and confused ?? about stuffRed Condom:If your a ninja.Black Condom:Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not.Teal Condom:Like someone who likes you back,but not going out yet.Broken Condom:she's pregnantYellow

Wanna?
Wanna?[] Push me into a wall and kiss me hard but sensual?[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?[] Slap Me?[] Slap me if i asked you to?[] Kiss Me?[] Let Me Kiss You?[] Watch A Movie With Me?[] Take Me Out To Dinner?[] Take A Shower With Me?[] Take Me Home For The Night?[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?[] Take Me Anywhere With You[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?[] Make me breakfast?[] Tickle Me?[] Let Me Tickle You?[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?[] Instant Message Me?[] Greet Me In Public?[] Hang Out With Me?[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?Do You...[] Miss Me?[] Think I'm Sexy?[] Think I'm Cute?[] Think I'm Hot?[] Think I'm Ok?[] Think I'm Ugly?[] Want To Kiss Me?[] Want To Cuddle With Me?[] Want To Date Me?Am I...[] Smart?[] Funny?[] Cool?[] Loveable?[] Adorable?[] Great To Be W

Bang Or Pass
BANG OR PASSThere is at least one person on your list that wants to bang the hell out of you.So lets play the Bang or Pass! game.The rules are simple... if you want to bang the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd bang you."SCARED? lol this sH!z's funnyYOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!!repost this as ""Bang or Pass""Don't be a chicken and not re-post it!

New Link
Here is my new URL link,, to this kewl place a friend invited me to...Come check it out sometime an if you likes add me/leave sum love and I will return the fav! http://www.hoverspot.com/thebeautifultattoodrose

My Life Sucks Bad
I just messed a great thing up with someone on here. I am not sure if this person will ever forgive me. I guess i don't blame them if they never talk to me again. I should have listen to this person first before i did what i did. I am so sorry sweetie. I will truely miss you.

The War Right Or Wrong? Read This
I got this from an army friend of mine who is currently in Baghdad. I'm posting this in support of all of the guys and girls that are brave enough to get off the couch and do something about it!! James, John, John, Susan, all the 82nd airborne, 3rd ID, and D! I love you guys come home safe! This is a very good explanation of why we went to war and why we should continue to fight. Please read and pass along. DON'T CLOSE THE BLINDS The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He told him: "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, n

Recent Drama In Wi And The War With Brutal
Due to some recent events within Wicked Intentions, We feel as if we need to finally speak out on the issues at hand. As most of you know, during the last week Brutal Radio has called a war against Wicked Intentions claiming that getting our lounge deleted is their top priority. This war started from a down rate on one guys page from a DJ we have and has escalated into some sort of lounge war going as far as having our server hijacked by Brutal's Owner and having drama streamed across our airwaves. For this, Wicked Intentions sends apologies to all who had to be a witness to this. Wicked Intentions has not in any form joined in this "war game" they are playing. We have maintained that we are not interested in a war, have not posted anything derogatory, nor have we supported anyone who has. We have strongly suggested to our members to ignore the drama antics of the other lounge. We are striving to keep peace within our lounge and amidst the other lounges as well. We have always stated t

Watch Out People!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TO EVERY ONE ON MY FRIEND'S LIST I WANT YOU TO WATCH OUT FOR THIS MAN. teddybear@ CherryTAP HE RIPPED ALL MY PIX EVEN THOUGH I TOLD HIM NOT TOO,DOWNRATED MOST OF THEM REPEATEDLY MANY TIMES (for ex):rated your pic 9 then 7 from 9 then 5 from 7 then 3 from 5 then 1 from 3 for each pic SO I THINK THIS IS NOT AN OPINION!!! ALSO HE CLAIMED ME HIS OWN. FOR SOME REASON HIS OLD ACCOUNT GET DELETED NOW HE IS BACK WITH NEW NAME UNDER '†hΓøä†ƒäωk™' INVITE LINK AND I'M SURE THAT '†hΓøä†ƒäωk™'HAS NO CLUE ABOUT WHO HE IS. I SENT A MAIL REGARDING THIS PERSON: I just want you to know that this person is a downrater.and pix ripper even if you tell him not to. he had another account and he get deleted and now he is back with your invite link. just to let you know...and here is his link teddybear@ CherryTAP JUST WATCH OUT,DON'T ADD HIM AND LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW ABOUT HIM HAVE A WONDERFUL SUNDAY ALL HUGS AND MUCH LOVE ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

My Thoughts, Not Yours
I hate this world so much sometimes. One minute the world is absolutely perfect, then the next minute everything around you crumbles to pieces. You find someone or something you want, but you can not have. This seems to be the story of my life and I'm begining to get sick of it. Another thing I'm getting sick of is the bullshit and the drama. People need to grow up and get on with their lives. It was one thing when we were in high school, but come on! I Grew up a long time ago, you should too. Let shit go, cuz in the end none of it will matter. The only thing that matters is youself and the ones you love. So live each day to the fullest, with no regrets. I've learned that life is too short, the truth is you dont know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guarunteed. Screw the people who dont like you, their opinions of you don't matter. Always tell the people around you how much you love and care about them. You never know if it will be the last tim

Where Has God Gone?
Sometimes we all need a reality check! Worth a read... If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. Here with a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either.. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am

I'mmmmm Baaaaaaaack!
Ok so it took longer then I expected to get back on the internet. That's ok. Anyways, we made it to Pa on May 11. I'll be heading out for Maine soon. I have a wedding to attend. But anyways.. just wanted to let you all know I'm Back!

Big Thanks To Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz
Lucy & I would like to give a big thanks to Påtrïøtï¢ ßømßërz for helping us out in the Bombfest! You guys rock!!! Lucy & I have left RAWR. If you are a member of RAWR plz contact DJ. Ðĵ Çã§ђ™[Lµ¢¥s CT Hubby][#38 Shadys S*U*P*][SiK #3][RAWR President] If you would like to join the I.A.R. Fan Train Click the banner below... ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Rules~ Rate, Fan & Add All the People above you before you add yourself & send me a comment that you added yourself so I can add you to the original bulletin. When you sent your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. Note: This is not a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album later so if u would like me to use a different picture please say

Untitled
Its building up inside of me, the love that we share. There is something inbetween us, this just isn't fair. I see the way you look at me, but then you think of her. Why do I love you, as my emotions begin to stir. I know you can't see inside of me, but you know everything I hide. I know you know how I feel, but inside you still let me die. Why can't you just open up, please take my heart that i give. Why don't you understand, that you've been my will to live. Now as I watching you, your slowly walking away. But you don't comprehend, that I JUST BARELY SURVIVED TODAY.

The Note
In the bottom of her dresser drawer we found a little note. He wrote it to her years ago the words he'd never spoke. The paper it was yellowed and worn from all the years. But the words he'd written on it had helped to calm her fears. It talked about there life together and the things that they had done. Bout raising up there children, and he was proud of what they'd become. About the place that they had built and the life they had shared. And how sometimes he didn't show it, but his love was always there. How he thanked the Lord above for the life he'd been givin'. And for having her by his side, he knew what it was to be livin'. In the bottom of her dresser drawer, we found a little note. He closed it with " I Love You", and that's what meant the most.

Loserpants.
so... apparently it's "BETA BREAKERS TODAY!" as i walked along sutter street, all these fucking people dressed in group costumes were parading around my neighborhood on Nob Hill. i felt as though i was back in high school again..and all i wanted was to buy cigarettes and lasagna.... yeah... the pretty boy guido ass douchebags in the store decided to pretend as if i did not exist and just bustle their way past me all nasty like. little did they know i could EASILY break thier skinny punk fuckin' asses in half over my knee... have i mentioned that these people woke up at, AT LEAST 6-7am to do this gay ass race, and MY ass has STILL not gone to bed yet? YEAH. i'm CHILLAXIN... singin' karaoke with ma'self. SO WHAT?!?!?! I'M A FUCKING ARTIST! GET OFF ME! heh. pee ess: the "lasagna" isn't even LASAGNA! .... bastids.. red sauce is disgusting when it's sweet. *honks*

Dreaming While Awake
Cut my flesh and peel away All that is within all the hate Pour out my soul release the flame My light burns, but only in vain No Limits for me that define All that was from time to time Here i drip life flowing down My blood forgets, as it falls out Inside my eyes tears that will never come finally it ends and there is release my life now begins as I cease.

Lovelovelove!!!
You sign on to yet another one of these sites and expect the same old stuff but, then you find someone that you never would have expected!!! I found the man I should be with!!! He loves me and adores me and I love that! How often do you think that this happens? I know that this doesn't happen a lot! I'm so happy with him, he makes me laugh, smile, and feel so good that I never thought would happen!!! I hope everyone finds the person that they should be with like i have! To the man I love, you know who you are, you mean everything to me and I love you so much, you make me melt and feel like I've never felt before, I'm so happy to be with you and that you found me!

Turning Away
It hurts so much, to think of him. And everything, I hide within. My broken heart, so I fake a smile. He see's through it, he knows my style. All of this pain, I try not to let it show. Scared that if he see's it, he'll start letting go. But the time has come, he see's my pain. He doesn't think I notice, but I see him turning away.

A Game!!!
Yes/No game Here are the rules: 1. You can only say Yes or No! 2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! 3. Repost this ! ------------------------------------------ Kissed someone on your friends list? YES Danced in front of your mirror naked? YES Ever told a lie? YES Tripped on mushrooms? NO Done extasy? NO Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES Been arrested? NO kissed a picture? YES Slept until 5pm? NO Had sex at work? Ummm...YES Fallen asleep at work/school? YES Held an actual snake? YES Ran a red light? YES Been suspended from school? NO Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? NO Been fired from a job? NO Sang karaoke? NO Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed i

Www.weirdo.com
I just found a mirror site called weirdo.com also run by social concepts , it has all our cherrytap profiles on there and everything. it has a different logo and name , but other than that is identical. I don't know whether or not to be offended when we are all thought of as weirdos or strange.. but sure feels insultive. http://www.weirdo.com/ Click the link and check for yourself. Cassie

I Made A Deal With God
Some of you may know that I consider myself to be an atheist. Its actually not even that, I question a lot about religion and God and what not. Anyway, yesterday I prayed. I asked God to help me figure out what I had do to get the things accomplished that I need accomplished (i.e. moving). **see http://cherrytap.com/blog/84166/356780** Today my brother called me. He said, "Call Mom. She can help." For various reasons, including abandonment and betrayal, I dont speak to my mother. But I said to myself, "If I dont persue all avenues, how can I give up?" So I called my mom. We talked for a few minutes, and she offered to finance my move. So I am keeping my word to God. I promised I would tell people in a blog, about the outcome of my prayer. :)

Hot Man Contest Score Updates
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 460 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 157 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 62 comments! 4th Man is...... with 51 comments! 5th Man is...... with 13 comments! 6th Man is...... with 2 comments! 7th Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

So I'm Back On My Loves.....
So yeah I hadn't been on for awhile because I got this job and I work 1st shift. I didn't have a computer nor did I have the internet. But now I pay for my internet and I got me a laptop.... so no more having to go to my moms to get on it. ;p SO yeah my first job ever has been going pretty good.... I like it. :) Well thats all I wanted to post for now... take care loves. XOXOXO Tiffany

Missing You
You were the best thing that happened to me, You were my knight in shining armor, You wiped away my tears, and kissed away my fears, You showed me how good life could be, You opened up your heart to me, You made me feel beautiful on my worst day, You always knew the right things to say, I gave you my whole heart, I dont know how something so perfect could fall apart, You showed me what love felt like, Everything felt so right, I have you only in my memory now, I wish you could forgive me somehow, I cant tell you how much i still love you, I cant help but wander if you think about me too, I guess im writing this so one day youll know, I miss you

Hot Cops!! Busted List Updated As Of May 20, 2007
Achilles@ CherryTAP Fear The Grunts C.T.A.F. ID Maker@ CherryTAP **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER!! In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and nice, very few (NSFW) photos, NO "FAN ME" on your profile, must have a SALUTE, and not a drama queen. (DO NOT MESSAGE ME!!!!!). If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you. Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the busted people. MEN AND WOMEN beautifullove@ CherryTAP Aroused By Rage@ CherryTAP ABNORMAL BRAT@ CherryTAP mandy aka Ians wife (Xero666)-M.O.D. Family@ CherryTAP bkm267 "member of Angels R Real CT family" Please sign my guest book@ CherryTAP V1rus*HaTeD-bY-aLL-LoVeD-bY-FeW*0fficial-A$$h0le-0f-WMR

Three Love Poems!--read It!
CAUGHT BE HER Alone and waiting, afraid and angry I conceal myself in this shell mutilating Cringing from the death throes of day I wait for dusk, wearing a uniform of black to cover a soulless husk Challenging the divine, I yell apostasy to the sky Drinking blood as wine, I contemplate the freedom of suicide Fingers trace scars of old For fanaticism of immediate release Of a rose who stole my soul Her memory haunts me still like a lust filled beast She that enchantress who stole this poets soul That little song bird who's blood ran cold The temptress who's heart no mans love could hold She that misguided soul, who fucks for the feeling one gets from home I was lost in the murky depths of a succubus's serenade Wooed by the scent of a rose in full bloom I slit my own throat with my promiscuous blade With each visit to her Venetian cove I gave all what made me mars As she infected me with a longing that would devour my soul Will power is bitter spent on

Beerquotes:-)
Sometimes when I reflect on all the beer I drink, I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. I think, "It is better to drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." -- Babe Ruth An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools. -- Ernest Hemingway When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading. -- Paul Hornung 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not. -- H.L. Mencken When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven! -- George Bernard Shaw Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. -- Benjamin Franklin Without question, the greatest in

2 More Busted On May 20, 2007
**DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier@ CherryTAP **DJ DEVIL WITCH**HOT COP ON THE JOB YOUR BUSTED!! NOW PULL OVER!! THESE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PULLED OVER!! In order to be BUSTED!! you need to have an awesome profile, kind and nice, very few (NSFW) photos, NO "FAN ME" on your profile, must have a SALUTE, and not a drama queen. (DO NOT MESSAGE ME!!!!!). If you fit this you will be placed in MY BLOG with your link, for people to add you. Also a BULLETIN will be posted daily about all the busted people. MEN AND WOMEN ♥ HeAtHeR ~ DiZzY's ~ WoOd ♥@ CherryTAP Ronnie *WildMan* - Bodyguard to all the CherryTap Ladies@ CherryTAP

Let There Be Light
Let There Be Light In a physics course, which involved light, electricity and magnetism, the students were required to read the week's experiment before coming to class... At one lab session the student assistant wanted to see how many of his pupils had actually done so. "What are the two types of light?" he asked. The lab fell quiet until one wise guy raised his hand and said, "Uhhh, Actually there are three: Bud, Coors and Miller!"

~ Wet T-shirt Contest ~
~ Wet T-Shirt Contest ~ I need woman with pics of wet t-shirts for my contest! Come on girls we can have fun with this! Send me a link to ur pic to my messages or tell me i will rip it! Comment bombing and self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total Contest will start 5/21 thur 5/26 2 gifts per winner! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Hahaha!!:-)
A guy walks into a bar with his pet alligator, puts the gator up on the bar, and faces the patrons. "If I open this alligator’s mouth and place my genitals inside, leave ’em there for five minutes, then remove my unit unscathed, will each of you buy me a drink?" The crowd murmurs its approval, so he gets up on the bar, drops his pants, and places his privates in the alligator’s open mouth. The gator then closes its mouth as the crowd gasps. After five minutes, the man grabs a beer bottle and raps the alligator hard on the top of its head. The gator opens its mouth and the man removes his genitals—unscathed, as promised. The crowd cheers, and the first of his free drinks is delivered. "Anyone else have the guts to give it a try?" the man dares the crowd. After a few seconds, a blonde woman timidly speaks up. "I’ll do it, but no hitting me on the head with the bottle!!!"

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/21 thur 5/26 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Thank You Emt
I had to write just to remind everyone out there that EMT's are just as important as Firefighter's, Cops, & Doctor's. I have a brother who has been a firefighter & is now an EMT. The things he has done is amazeing. So here is to all the EMT's out there. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Poor Mrs Smith
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. Yo

Sending Out Some Love
I have never done this before so please understand if it's not perfect.I have meet so many nice and sweet people on here,most have became friends and others have come and gone.I would like to thank those that have been there in all the good times and the bad.thanks to those that have wished me well after my car wreck I dont know what I would have done without you.you guys are the best.I would like for all of you to know that you will be in my heart for the rest of my life.

May 20th, 2007
I wanted to take some time and write a blog for all my friends that don't seem to know whats going on in my life. For those of yous that don't know April 30 I drove down to Pearson International Airport in Toronto, Ontario to pick my mom up. Its been almost three years since I seen my mom. We had one of those movie airport meetings you know where they throw there bags and run to each other. My mom ended up hitting a lady by mistake but the lady just kept on walking. Things like that happen all the time I guess. Shes been staying with me since she got back into town. So we have all had some things to get used to. We are up very early in the morning and we can be very loud I have tried to be as quite as I can be but as for me kids they just don't know the difference. I live a very busy life. Most of the week I am gone to playgroups with my kids or I am at the gym working out while Tristens in preschool. So my mom has the place to herself while we are gone. My kids just love her. My oldes

Why Me
im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rilly not that bad of a man...insted of trying to change me....all ask is u not lie to me and we can be friend to the world blowes up....i wont ask u to change for me so please let me be me....and to the haters out there im going to make it u just watch me...i will prove u wrong.....she is out therejust becouse im fat dont mean i can love like there is no tommrow again just watch me

Thoughts Of A Teen
THOUGHTS OF A TEEN…… Hey welcome to my site!!!!! I don't know what to tell you about me so just ask me! I'm A Mother Fuckin Princess pretty much ne where i go i always am looking for hott guys to talk to...umm and i dont no what else there is to no Crunk: To be crazy and Drunk at the same time. Remeber its not rape if you like it! yelp thats me!!! dis be me..aint much but its me Where Reality is only a Smokey Dream... THANKS FOR THE SMILE U HAVE PUT UPON MY FACE "It STILL gives me butterflyzz." The outside of a horse is very good for the inside of any person! Aha lette til i die got my hatchet raized high! so yea haha If it's got to end, then let it end in flames... Live Life Like There Is No Tomorrow... Do As You Plez And Have No Regrets!!! don't call me obsessed when i'm only scared of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me. i love to have fun wow.... wat ta say??? idk but anyways, i guess bye! lol A song is not a song until someone sings it Ju

Fri Night Test And Tune 5/18
Ok a crew of us were headin up to Holt for some test and tune time. All are street cars, what was supposed to be goin was a 1996 Mustang 5.0, 1996 Saab 9000 Turbo, 2004 Ford Focus,1991 Mits Eclipse Turbo, 1990 Mits Eclipse GSX Turbo and My 1985 Ranger Turbo It was a good and bad night for all. We had good air for the turbo cars. Before we even leave town, The saab Blew a tire and was a now show. On the way there .well hell almost to the track about 6 miles from it, the exit in sight and all the 90 GSX, Pulls to the side of the road, coolin fan not workin and running hot, turns out that the relay went bad, we get her coold down some add water and hard wire the fan, Bang off to the track, worse news, the head gasket let go..... we park the GSX. I had bought just enough gas to get to the track about 3 gallons so first tru tech in my Ranger and a quick stop at the pumps to get 3 gallons of 110 Race gas.on to the stage lines My first run was against a Small block S-10 extende

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
The soul of a Master has awakened within me, freed from the repression that imprisoned the fullness of my passion. This passion is a power so intense it would destroy the unenlightened, or frighten them away. But no longer must I keep my fire at bay, for I have discovered the mate of my soul. She is peacefully dwelling in the delicate body of the true submissive and has been there all along. She was patiently waiting, but eternally aching and longing for me. She is so eager to please and so ready to give, all that she is, and all she will ever be. Freely, willingly and with a joy filled spirit, she offers to me the only food that can satiate my soul. As I drink of her sweet submission and breathe in her delicious surrender, I can feel her enter my body and radiate through my soul. She fills me, satisfies me and sustains my life. Gracefully we dance in symbiosity, writhing in her gracious resignation and the power of my fiery passion. She hungers for my gift of pain and together we r

Graduating C/o '07
"All good things come to an end." I never thought graduation would come so soon till it hit me two days ago when we were picking up our cap and gowns. It's finally here, we're finally done with EVERYTHING. Anxious, excited, petrified and at the same time depressing..the kind you'd feel right before your wedding. These are the people that got me through 4 years at the s'wood..4 LONGGG years. All the laughs we've had, all the tears and heartbreaks we got through with each other. I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't have a single tear drop fall on my face on the day of graduation. I've met the most AMAZING people on earth and also made some enemies along the way but that's all behind me now. Nothing good ever comes from holding a grudge. It only produces wrinkles..yuck lol. People can talk all they want, just be happy they took that precious time of their life to gossip about you..feel special. Anyways, graduation is just 2 days away. And I'm sure I'm gonna have a full loaded camera after.

Im Hurting
How did it come to this?When did it happen that our happiness ended?Now once again my heart is empty and I am filled with dread.Like I can can not keep life.What is it about me that drives everyone away?Why must love be lost like this?The hurt goes deep like salt in a wound.

Hmm Some People
Hmm some people will never think...Will they? Hmm seems that all sorts are just plain pathetic... · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated you a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... just checked you out! This is one of the comments that she left I saw that you love honesty! How wonderful on a sight like this. A very poor quality photo. Perhaps a bit of sunlight might make you look less trailor trash... I deleted the photo comments because well they were not nice a

Just As I Want It To Be
used my new fancy electric bbq to make me some lunch, 3 fuses later it was all done and!!! i didnt start a fire this time, who could know hotdog buns could catch fire anyways... then off to lift sum weights so i dont have to spend the summer bathing in the reed. now its beer and soccer for the rest of the day mmmmilike i found abottle of baileys! mmmmmm i like

Weekend And Brief Correction
First: I've sometimes referred to a friend and author, Stephen Shore, as Stephen Schwartz. Er. Good luck finding any of his books that-a-way. *embarrassed!!!!!* Really good weekend so far, heard some music new-to-me, caught the support meeting and thought well of it, may try to get my phone upgraded today, may just stay in. Then back upstate tomorrow.

I Will Mention No Names But This Is How I Feel And Take It For What Its Worth Please Comment We All Want To Know How You Feel
I wish we could have just one day When we'd all be together again When everything would be okay A break from how it's been I doubt we've ever gone more than a week Without some tragedy striking A little excitement we seek But this is too much for anyone's liking I wish we could have just one day Of no sadness, no sickness, no anger, no tears And after we all went away There would be no reason to fear That it would be the last time No reason to wonder whether Another disaster or crime Would keep us from being together Between all the hook-ups and break-ups The specters of death, pain, and heartache The worry, the terrifying shake-ups The love won, lost, doubted, the heartbreak I wish we could have just one day When we could just laugh, joke, and tease I wish all this drama would go away And leave us all in peace

How I Feel....
How I feel.... Current mood: disappointed I lie here wondering....When will this pain escape my chest? Cold and alone are all the feelings I feel, begging for surinity, if only for a moment. The only peace I find is deep in my mind...Hidden away...like a miner trying to find that perfect gem. I beg for release..But all I get and feel are anger and fellings of emptyness and pain. I wish it would all go away, but to do that I would have to end my life. I sometimes think...What will my funeral look like..Will there be alot of people there or just my family? I kind of know the awswer to my question. But I just think it would have been nice to be loved by so many. It's sometimes hard to focus on the future when you guilt yourself so much form the past. So mush sorrow and pain. so many what If's. Christina 5/19/07

Lets Hook Up On Myspace
Hey if you are on Myspace lets hook up there as well. For the main account of The Father http://www.myspace.com/sunshynevideo Or for Sunshyne http://www.myspace.com/sunshyne9602 That way you can stay on top of whats going on with everything!

Needing You So...
It's been too long I need you so badly I need to feel your skin on mine I need to be in your arms. It feels like forever Since we had alone time Since we were able to talk and laugh I need to kiss your lips I can't stand not being one I want to fall asleep in your arms I want to wake up to your face. I want to feel your chest move up and down. If distance makes the heart grow fonder Than shit I'll start calling you my everything I want to sit with you, eat with you I need to feel you so badly.

Daily Horoscope May 20
"Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions." Oo that sounds familiar doesn't it? I bitch about that ALL the time. Leanne does what she says she's goin to. Why can't everybody else?

This Is My Incredible Story.....
I think that it would be very hard for anyone to believe in my story, it is so incredible. But why would I invent such a story and give so much details about it? Is there anyone at all who care enough to care at all? Is there anyone who could help me in some way to trace and get the culprits apprehended? My email address is: france.chorley@gmail.com Now, why do I say that I am pretty certain who has been defrauding my account? There is no other explanation, because I have never lost my card or given it to anyone. Furthermore, I have never given my bank’s information to anyone or on the Internet. So, there is no one who could possibly have such information. There is only two people to whom I have given my account number and Sort Code to. They have tricked me into given them this information, promising me that they wish to transfer £5,570 to my account. First of all, I have known Judith Nicholls for about two years now, I met her on some pen pals website. I don’t re

Rates, Fansand And Adds
I've been wondering..whats all this "add me , fan me , rate me .." Are you more interested in the NUMBER of friends you have or the QUALITY ? You can have 1000 friends but if they are all assholes what good is that . If you have a large number but your average rating is say 9.75..what does it mean..some have voted you less than 10 for sure. Me ? Ihave a limited number of real friends my average rating is 10.14 ..what does it all mean . I don't want friends who never even say "hello" every now and then.. just an observation....

Day 1
Its Day 1 back in the states. Right now I am missing him so bad although I have seen him on cam and talked to him on the phone numerous times. Its just not the same not being able to reach out and hold him or to touch him gently. The flight back was horrid, the flight from Frankfurt into Detroit was awful! Being stuck in the middle seat when I specifically requested an aisle seat, I hate climbing over people to get out. On that flight someone became very very sick, they had him in back of the plane then had him sitting in aisle 46 hence I was in aisle 45. Once landing in Detroit they had the paramedics there waiting for him. In Detroit going through customs and immigrations was a pure NIGHTMARE, them asking what I was doing in Germany for 3 mths and how I afforded it if I wasnt working, I had to go through the spiel about 4 times that my boyfriend is German! Then they made me DECLARE my 200 grams of tobacco when that is allowed to be brought, as I stated it was a nightmare. Once I got

Etherus & Aphrodite
Etherus & Aphrodite Though he had hired on for the stable with a good recommendation from his mentor, Faisal still felt uncomfortable. It wasn't so much the animals...they were his friends. He had become friends with each one quickly, each equine trusting him easily. No, it was the way he was treated from the family. That is all except for Kat. She was a princess of course. Yet she did not act like the rest of the family. When they looked towards him, they looked through him...after all, he was but a mere serf. Faisal smiled inwardly when Kat looked at him. It was as if she saw him for the man that he was...he felt whole and sure of himself. She was a beauty, tall, with smooth creamy white skin. Her dark hair was such a contrast against her white skin. Her eyes were light brown, soft and tender. Each day, Kat would come down to the stable for a ride. She would be dressed in tight fitting leathers...not at all that of a princess. Often she would laugh and joke with the hired han

Ct, Lounges, Drama.
Ok, seriously I am FED the fuck up with all of this. All I ever wanted to do is play music and fucking hang out. Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to set all this shit on fire and watch it burn! fucking burn it all. FUCK THE LOUNGES FUCK THE MUSIC AND MOST OF ALL FUCK THE DRAMA..... It has gone too fucking far on everyones side I tried to be a fucking peacekeeper and trust me YOU don't want to be on my bad side... EVER. but right now almost everyone is on my shitlist.. I really respected a lot of you and now you have all betrayed not only me but yourselves... fucking think about it. I am so heated I can hardly type. FUCK EVERYONE I THINK I MIGHT LEAVE CT AGAIN AND THIS TIME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BURN MOTHERFUCKERS BURN!

Entrant #3
sexy_shell makes my head ring like a bell, her soft luscious skin is tan as hell. blond hair brown eye's are as deep as the sky, her 7 waist and D breast are the softest you could ever caress along with a nice ass to smash, to take your breath away and make you gasp. By Lildunn

Guestbook
Hello everyone... I wanted to write a blog to say thank you for rate me and faning me. I also wanted to say i have a new questbook if you would all please come and sign my guesbook i would love it,, thank you

Entrant #2
THE END The crooked corners of my mind are where i spend most of my time , hoping not to leave the edge and forever lose my mind . The edge is where the boundry ends , or maybe just begins . I've been beyond once or twice but can't remember how it ends . By Klown

Entrant #1 Kin_folk
Ok here's my 1st entrant. Please read and rate it. Just Like Milk I was scopin' out people Out on Cherry Tap Mami Was lookin' good So I had to holla at that She was 5'10 and a Definate 10 Rated her a 10 Then added her as a friend Told her I thought She Was Sexy as Hell And She said don't you know my names sexy_shell I was like well I can tell Cause you Lookin' All Good Booty A Swell We Started Talkin' Conversation Bout Life I was high smokin' green out my green pipe Told her I was on a mission for cash I don't care about The Blast or Ya Beautiful Ass Just wanna make you smile After a Long day at work I'm feelin' like R Kelly Cause i know imma Flirt So when You Read This I Hope Your Smokin' Some Weed Cause I'm just like milk I'm what ya body Needs...... By Kin-Folk

Would U? "peep"?
Would you kneel before me and worship the beauty that is my body? Would you use every part of you to bring me pleasure? Would you surrender, mind, body and soul to my every desire and fantasy? Hold my gaze and watch my eyes fill with lust and pleasure as you work you way up my thighs Licking, sucking and stroking at the firm tender flesh sending shivers of desire flowing through my body. Bury your head between them and part my smooth moist lips with your tongue. Lick the length of my slit and taste me, drink from the juices that gather there and know how much you please me. Rest your tongue on my clit, feel it harden as you tongue me. Licking furiously, sucking me into your mouth as I thrust against you. Tease around my dripping hole with your fingers and as you feel the tension build within me plunge them in deep. Fuck my tight heat hard, so hard. Delve to the depths of me, feel me grip you, pushing back into you to take you further insid

Please Help
My family and I have decided to honor the death of our brother by helping those who suffering with the same disease he had and supporting their loved ones. If you or someone you love currently has or had Lupus in the past, please give a donation to the Lupus Foundation of America. With their help, legislation has been introduced into Congress to put more money into research and support for families whose lives are often devestated by financial obligations for doctors, medications, and hospital stays. Please if you find it in your heart to give even $1 dollar, it's a stepping stone to our goal of raising money in Billy's name. All money goes straight to the Lupus Foundation of America and is tax deductible. If you don't have a credit card to give money but still are interested in doing something, contact me by leaving me a message and I'm sure we can do something together. Thanks for you time, Kim