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The Shot. -fiction
I write little shorts now and then, this is something I wrote earlier this year. I know I had to look out of place walking out of the building with a coat on when summer was only a few weeks away. I had been visiting a friend at the University that worked in a cold room. While it wasn't as cold as he had said, I was still happy to have been wearing the jacket. Regardless, I emerged from the large stone building pock marked with windows, distracted by the extreme difference of temperatures. I use this as an excuse because I would like to believe that I would have noticed something was amiss as I turned down the alleyway between two building, but I truly didn't. I should have asked myself why someone would be wearing a suit, yet choose to take a semi dusty, dirty alley versus the well traveled sidewalk path on the other side of the building. My rational mind dismissed it as he simply was taking the same short cut I was taking. I still blame the temperature change. The distance b

Lost...to U (u Know Who U Are)
With out a thought to spare. My life seems incomplete, since you left me in despair. I'm tangled up in you, With the thoughts of our past, I try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. In my dreams I am lost in your eyes. I'm swallowed by your smile. I'm tortured by your lies. I'm tangled up in you. Whatever you have done? What spell have you cast? What game have you won? I'm tangled up in you. Reminded of your laughter Not to have forgotten your silence My heart broken with your slander. I'm tangled up in you. Warmed by your kisses Missing your skilled touch Casting pennies while making silent wishes. I'm tangled up in you. Longing for your return. Your fingers laces in between mine. When will I ever learn? I'm tangled up in you. But you have since forgotten. My posts never answered. Your heart is not wanting I'm tangled up in you. Dreaming of our future Even though you're just my memory. My heart still tortured...

You Can Expect It
You can expect it All the things you hope to become, all the things you would like to accomplish, all the things you plan to do, don't carry much weight in comparison to those things you actually expect to become, to accomplish and to do. The best crafted plans are meaningless unless you sincerely expect to follow through on them. The most magnificent dreams will elude you until you can truly and confidently expect to achieve them. You will have what you expect to have. You will achieve what you expect to achieve. You will be the person you expect yourself to be. Your expectations for this day, this year, this life will significantly impact you outcomes. Raise your expectations, and you raise the quality of your life. Can you expect great things for yourself? Yes, indeed you can. Will you? That is completely up to you.

My Road
The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day.

Why Cant U
NOW A FRIEND OF MINE TURNED ME ON 2 THIS CHERRY TAP..I AM BIG ON MYSPACE..BUT DIDNT WANT THE SAME PPL 2 LOOK AT ME...SO I WENT HERE...HOWEVER I WOULD LIKE 2 GET A SUGAR DADDY SO I CAN GET MY SHIT 2GETHER I HAVE BEEN THRU ALOT OF UPS AND DOWNS AND I DONT WANT 2 GO DOWN ANYMORE I WANT 2 DO SUMTHIN WITH MYSELF SO GET AT ME IF U R INTERESTED PLZ SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!

What Did I Do Wrong?
THIS IS SOMETHING I WROTE A LONG TIME AGO,JUST FELT LIKE POSTING IT.. What did I do wrong? Sad and lonely is what I feel Hurt and confused day and night My heart aches, my head throbs From thinking what did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I give all my love to my one and only But I guess it’s not good enough anymore I secretly shed tears Always wondering was it me? What did I do wrong? What could have I done better? I had a good happy life A satisfied life But something went wrong. I don’t know what happened I don’t know what to do. Do I fight to keep what I once had? Or do I give up and search for the Happiness I once had and deserve. Now don’t get me wrong I don’t need a man to support me or to give me things I can do that on my own. But it feels good to be loved, to be needed, to be wanted, to be happy And not have to always wonder What did I do wrong? What could

The Bail Bondsman
So lastnight we had some company and there was a guy over that Jimmy doesn't get along with too well, everything was quite ok until the three fifths of Jack were gone, then all hell broke loose!!! it went from a nice quiet little jam session to a scene from a Rocky movie!!! Enter the po-po and some handcuffs... They carted Jimmy and "goofball" off to the county, so me and "Lacey" had to go to the bail bondsman and get them out, luckily here the victim has to press charges or there is no case, and both decided not to press... However, they were both charged with drunkenness and disturbing the peace, minor offenses compared to aggravated assault!!! So, that was my hump day/night, how was your's??? XOXOXO, KK

Strongest Words In The Dictionary....
I am made up of many colors, I have many forms, I am love, I am compassion, I am understanding, I am hope when there is none to be seen. I am the touch when none is felt. I wipe the tears from your eyes, I hold thy tender heart in love's care. I am a close watcher of you. But perhaps this is not understood. Perhaps it is not time for you to know or understand. Faith - that the answer will come, That you will be shown when the timing is His. Trust - that you will hear His words to you when it is time. Love - know that in His greatest love, That He sees what you do not. And that He does not always need to give you the answer you seek, In the way that you seek it. And Patience - in waiting til His time had come, and understand it will be without question reasoning,rationalization, or perhaps without understanding. So, Faith, Love, Trust, and Patience, Strongest words of both our human language and our spiritual language.

U
LONGING FOR YOU Current mood: gloomy Category: Romance and Relationships Longing for you.... The moon so bright. The night so dark. You, so calm and strong. My heart, cold and weak. I longed for your gentle touch. Such beauty & pride in that perfect smile. The world could have dropped from beneath me, I never would have known. There was a story in those seductive eyes. A story of forever. Finally, the last leaf on my tree of life, love & happiness. Shatter my glass heart, a dream turned into a lie. So close, Yet so distant. A tangled life, longing for your strength. A weak soul, never understanding. You, my heart and soul. Me, for you i will never know. It is haunting to know a fact as harsh as so. I want to take you, into my arms, and run till I can't anymore. You could have listened to your heart. Just hold me as my tears flow and let me know you still care. Never say goodbye. Untill you pass, feeling

Safty First
STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlem

The Olive Tree
The Olive Tree A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak...I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself, I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give on to you regardless--for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there see

If You Love Me!
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

A Day Of.....
What is in a day except experiences! Wake up, watch the skies being painted with color, hear the animal awaken and begin to sing, take a breath and let it sink in.....oh yes, then go to work and feed the chaos. Children are perhaps the most innocent and happiest people on this earth...Why do you ask? Simple, they have not been taught how to judge, they have not been taught how to hate or be prejudice, they see things that we do not see. They have not been taught that we must justify our very existance by the amount of work that we do. No, instead to see through the innocent eyes of a child is not only a blessing and a gift, it is that they see the world as it was intended to be and not as we choose to see it. We take for granted simply things. Stop and take a look around and notice that in which you have not before and life itself takes on a whole new meaning...... To see through the eyes of a child..... Miracles DO HAPPEN.

Quote For May 10
A tyrant must put on the appearance of uncommon devotion to religion. Subjects are less apprehensive of illegal treatment from a ruler whom they consider god-fearing and pious. On the other hand, they do less easily move against him, believing that he has the gods on his side. -- Aristotle Bonus Quote: A computer lets you make more mistakes faster than any invention in human history - with the possible exceptions of handguns and tequila. -- Mitch Ratcliffe This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Maddie
MANY HAVE REPOSTED THIS FOR ME SO THANKYOU !!! SOME DID IT SLIGHTLY WRONG THO AND THE PICS OF MADDY DIDN'T SHOW UP........ SO PLEASE FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY AND REPOST THIS FOR ME - LETS FIND THIS LIL GIRL !!!! *****CLICK 'REPLY' AT THE BOTTOM OF THIS BULLETIN A NEW PAGE WILL OPEN HIGHLIGHT ALL ALL ALL THE TEXT NOW GO TO POST A BULLETIN PASTE ALL THE TEXT INTO YOUR NEW BULLETIN GIVE IT A TITLE AND POST IT WITHOUT CLICKING 'REPLY' FIRST - THE PICS OF MADELEINE WILL NOT SHOW UP AND ITS IMPERATIVE THEY DO !!!! ***** PLEASE......PLEASE.....PLEASE...... THIS MUST BE REPOSTED - NO EXCUSES !!!!! READ THIS BULLETIN - AND REPOST IT FOR ME - IT MAY BE A BIT LONG BUT ITS A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION - SIMPLE AS THAT !!!! IT CONCERNS LITTLE 3 YEAR OLD MADELEINE McCANN WHO HAS BEEN ABDUCTED IN THE ALGARVE IN PORTUGAL !!!! ANYONE WITH ANY INFORMATION ABOUT HER - GO TO THE BBC NEWS WEBSITE AND CALL THE NUMBER THEY HAVE ON THERE OK. ALTERNATIVELY CONT

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 10,2007
Look into your heart for answers. There's more evidence in there than you realized. While the tangible facts are easy to weigh, it's the more ephemeral matters that really count in a situation like this. Inquire within.

Read This Plz
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Poetry
twisted soul, black heart, jaded are my thoughts, memories haunting me, not wanting to go on darkness fills my veins, what have i become?, hell bent on revenge, not caring that it's wrong i cut my wrists, i await my fate, the judgement tolls begin to toll, giving into my pain, the only thing i can control

Moms Dictionary This Shit Is Funny
Bottle feeding: An opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 am too. Defense: What you'd better have around de yard if you're going to let the children play outside. Drooling: How teething babies wash their chins. Dumbwaiter: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. Family planning: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster Feedback: The inevitable result when the baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. Full name: What you call your child when you're mad at him. Grandparents: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. Hearsay: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. Impregnable: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. Independent: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything we say. Look out: What it's too late for your child to do by the time you scream it. Prenatal: When your lif

*i Want It*
WANT UR NUMBER....... DONT CARE WHO U ARE. I BET U WANNA GIVE IT TO ME........ I DARE U! COPY AND PASTE THIS AND SEE HOW MANY NUMBERZ U CAN GET!!!!! NAME:_________________ NUMBER:__________________ IT DOESNT MATTER IF UR SINGLE OR NOT. COPY AND REPOST OR U AND UR TRUE LOVE CAN NEVER BE

Conference Time....yahoo!!!
Good day all!!! I was informed yesterday that I am going to be taking part in a Management Conference this summer that involves travelling to the US. I am hopingto meet up with a few CT friends and possibly get some pics I am labeling "Much Fun With Cherries" and will upload them here upon my return to Canada. It is a 2 week conference for me all expenses paid (yahoo) with the conference everyday lasting only 4 hours (so I will have lots of time to kill). The towns and cities are as follows, but may change without notice: El Paso, TX Kansas City, MS Knoxville, TN Topeka,KS *If any of these cities are close to you and you would like to be a part of the "Much Fun With Cherries" group, please let me know. So far that is all of the details I know and will keep you all informed. Thanks.

Gold's Gym
I just want to share with everyone how EXCITED I am. Yesterday I went to the gym with my neighbor, Brandy. I went with NO intention of joining, but I've really wanted a gym membership for a LONG time. However, I started thinking about it and, at some point, your own well-being has to take precedence. So, I asked Ryan if we could sacrifice a little so I could have a membership and he went and got me one for mother's day!! His mom helped too because she paid for the 1st month...how cool is she?! Anyway, I'm really excited because I love working out when I have a gym membership. The last one I had was in 1999 and I lost A LOT of weight. That was a long time and a couple kids ago, so I have a long way to go to get to my goals, but I really feel like I'm taking a step towards them. So, YAY for me and a big, huge thanks to Ryan and his mom, Cheryl, for being awesome and to my neighbor for getting me to go in the first place! :)

Militant 'mickey Mouse' Pulled Off Air
RAMALLAH, West Bank - Hamas militants have suspended a TV program that featured a Mickey Mouse lookalike urging Palestinian children to fight Israel and work for global Islamic domination, the Palestinian information minister said Wednesday. Information Minister Mustafa Barghouti said the character — a giant black-and-white rodent with a high-pitched voice — represented a "mistaken approach" to the Palestinian struggle against Israeli occupation. He said that the program was pulled from Hamas-affiliated Al Aqsa TV at his ministry's request and "placed under review." The character, named "Farfour," or "butterfly," but unmistakably a copy of the Disney character, preached against the U.S. and Israel each Friday on the show called "Tomorrow's Pioneers." "You and I are laying the foundation for a world led by Islamists," Farfour squeaked on a recent episode. "We will return the Islamic community to its former greatness, and liberate Jerusalem, God willing, liberate

Poetry
huddling in the corner, i'd await the next blow, hitting me in the head or legs, so no one else would know, did you feel the power when you knocked me to the ground?, taking your frustrations out on me when no one else was around, did it hurt to see me cry?, or withdrawl into myself, start cutting my arms, because nothing else would help, happy fucking mother's day, i'm glad your six feet down, i feel the weight lifted you can no longer push me around!

Letting Go
To let go doesn’t mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization that I don’t control another. To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes

Marriages,families And The Such
I HAVE BEEN HERE A WHILE NOW AND IT SEEMS MOST PEOPLE WHOSE PROFILES I HAVE READ ARE WIFE OR GF OF SOMEONE. AND THAT THEY ARE IN SOME FAMILY OR CLAN OR SOMETHING. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO DISCLOSE AT LEAST 95% OF MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS ARE WOMEN. SO THAT SKEWS SOME OF MY OBSERVATIONS. AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN FAMILIES AND I HAVE NEVER ASKED WHY OR WHAT SIGNIFICANCE THE "FAMILY" MONOCER HAS. JUST A COUPLE QUESTIONS? WHAT IS THE FAMILY THING? WHAT DOES IT REPRESENT? AND SINCE I DON'T HAVE MANY MALE FRIENDS IN MY CIRCLE ON CT. DO THE GUYS PROMOTE THEMSELVES AS HUSBAND OF SO AND SO OR BF OF SO AND SO? AND ARE THE GUYS PART OF A FAMILY AS WELL??? I AM TRYING TO UNDERSTAND THE CULTURE BETTER! I DID ONCE SEE A CT DIVORCE DECREE!! WELL I SUPPOSE THIS IS TO BE EXPECTED IN COLLEGE I WAS A GDI~~ NO SORORITY BOY HERE. BUT I DID LIKE THE SORORITY HOUSES LOL!!! ANY INSIGHTS??

Have Fun @ Wal-mart
This is soooo worth reading.... 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people‘s carts when they aren‘t looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " ‘Code 3‘ in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M‘s on lay away. 6. Move a ‘CAUTION - WET FLOOR‘ sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you‘ll invite them in if they‘ll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can‘t you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart

Poetry
our love was a secert that became full blown thrown together one rainy night your heart i called my own we'd get into dumb drunken fights you'd cry till i let you come home i bared my soul not something i usually do i let you in you were my best friend you hated drama yet it always seemed to find you you played your guitar rode around in your dumb red car i worshipped you i pushed our love away its not something i meant to do you loved me unconditionally something i never found i choose another path i faced that wrath it hurt when you were no longer around playing Pink Flloyd's wish you were here holds memories that haunt me even after a year

Jury Duty...
It's official! I have found my own personal HELL!!! I'm stuck in a situation where I HAVE to sit still, I HAVE to keep quiet, and I HAVE to pay attention. One of those is more than enough to drive me insane. All three has driven me nearly catatonic. And yet, I get to do the same thing today. Yes, I've been selected for a jury. Yip-fuckin-EEEEEEEE!!! At this point, I'd much rather be doing one of the following: 1) Getting chased down by a pack of rabid pit bulls. 2) Jam sharp objects into an orifice, preferably my eyes or ears. Perhaps both. 3) Give a bear hug to... Well, a pissed of grizzly bear! 4) Watch to Pat Boone as he does covers of heavy metal songs. Complete with his leather vest and white patent leather loafers! 5) French kissing a meat grinder. You get the idea?

Funny Shit
> For all of you who occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to > > take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out > > on someone you don't know. > > > > I was sitting at my desk, when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to > > make. I found the number, and dialed it. A man > > answered saying, "Hello?" > > > > I politely said, "This is Fred Hanifin, could I please speak with Robin > > Carter?" Suddenly, the phone was slammed down on > > me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude!I tracked down Robin's > > correct number, and called her. (I had transposed > > the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I > > decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same > > guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. > > > > I wrote his number down, with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in > > my desk drawer. Ever

Forsaken 5/10/07
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me, I've seen beneath the heavens' blue, and I've felt a world of woe, the crushing pain or treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I've praued a hundred cosmic wishes beneath the starry sky. I've felt the burn of a lover's glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I've known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked my mortal woe, my pulshing heart would throb again down the path my heart should mend.

A Dream Of Reality
Through my eyes I seen truth and lies but i never found life. Is life a fantasy or just a dream that i fear might come true. Is it that i am in denial of that which is right in front of me. Is the pain i feel each day real or just a dream that is in my head. Can you tell truth from a lie or even a dream from reality.

Goddamn Phishermen!!
I hate people! I really do. Especially those that have nothing better to do with their time than to fuck with other people. Last night one of my Yahoo IDs was stolen from me. So... if any of you receive any emails or IMs from wing_nutt_91/lushissinmi do not answer them. If you have this ID on your current IM friend list, BLOCK IT! If you do not have an alternate email/IM for me, send me an email here and I will give ya one to use to get ahold of me. Fucking Fuckfaced Fucktards!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR People fucking suck!

Altered Realities...
I've had this dream a million times and it usually signals the end of a relationship, however this one while very familiar it was quite different. I'm standing at the alter, and as usual I know who everyone in the room is, the difference for the first time ever I'm able to see the brides face. The minister begins the ceremony and you start to walk down the isle, the sight of the very angel whom guards my heart, smiling so big, tears beginning to run down your face, a glow of complete delight about your person. As you reach the alter the Minister goes through the vows in sign language as he speaks aloud, the ceremony going as planned many months before. The sun glowing off of the water in the distance behind him with colors of pinks, reds, golds, blues, and greens streaming through the sky, the soft white sand blowing between our toes and over our feet. Unlike the other times I've had this dream, I survived to the very end and even went on to the honey moon but that part of the dream

Cherry Tap
i have to say ty to cherry tap for opening a place people can go to and meet some great people.sence ive been on her ive gotten the more respect from those who come here. its seems like big family here. and the pleager i get when i come here being able to talk and meet some wounderful people.keep it up cherry tap

Happy Thrus.. And Happy Mothers Day To All Mothers..
GOOD MORNING ALL..!! THRUS.. AND BOY TIME IS GOING BY SO FAST.. BEEN BUSY WITH GETTING STUFF FOR BAHTROOM.. AND FINALLY GOT SHOWER IN.. DOORS WILL BE IN ON FRIDAY.. PROB BE ABLE TO SHOWER ON SAT.. OR SUNDAY.. I HOPE ANYWAYS.. WILL DO WINDOW AND FLOOR TODAY WITH HUSBAND.. AND THEN DO REST NEXT WEEK.. BEEN HARD ONLY HAVING ONE BATHROOM BUT WORTH THE WAITE.. BEEN TOO LONG SINCE WE DID MUCH TO THE HOUSE EXEPT FOR KITCHEN AND ALL.. GOOD NEW DAUGHTER GOT HER HOUSE.. WE SAW IT LAST NIGHT.. IT LOOKS AWESOME.. NEEDS SOME WORK BUT ITS BIG AND HAS A POOL TOO!! SO WE ARE HAPPY ABOUT THAT..DAUGHTER WILL BE BACK TO WORK ON MONDAY AND SOON KIDS WILL OUT OF SCHOOL SO BE HELPING HER PACK UP.. AND BE READY BY END OF THE MONTH TO MOVE.. DAUGHTER SO DESERVES THIS HOUSE AND HAVE MORE ROOM FOR HER AND HUSBAND AND 3 KIDS.. I TOLD HER GOOD THINGS HAPPEN IN TIME..!! ANYWAYS,.. WILL STILL BE BUSY BUT HERE WHEN I CAN.. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.. HUGSS AND LOVE GERI Get more @ CherryTagz

Wow What A Wake Up Call !
You absolutely need to read this to the very end! Do not delete...this is exactly why our country needs to wake up! Hello? You took God and the Bible out of school what did you expect was gonnna happen.... We NEED GOD back in our Schools again and the Christians need to STAND UP FOR ONCE....... .....Wake Up PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! READ TO THE VERY END................ WOW, WHAT A WAKEUP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at . . ? Virginia Tech. 04/07 Amish Country, PA Wisconsin Columbine High School Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97! Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stam P, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, O

Passing The Time
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment

For Jack
The sky outside is blue; Blue for you, my dear And now as winter turns to spring The world is moving on But not me; I cannot help but cling To memories of you Leaves on trees are green; Green for you, my dear I cannot banish from my head The tune of your sad song I simply can’t get over it My Jack is gone Skyward clouds are white; White for you, my dear Never again will they be grey Sweet scent of springtime flowers Lingers softly in the air Reminding me of you I remember you like yesterday Your knowing smile Your laughing eyes Your wonderful brown hair They remember you too, my dear The trees are singing in the wind The flowers dance along The warm breeze whispers us its secrets The sun smiles down upon us I sit in silence knowing That you are here with me Dancing with the flowers Smiling with the sun This beautiful day is spring; Spring for you, my dear As the seasons change, each and every day; Is for you, my dear.

Just About Two Of My Dear Friends!!
Nessa you have been in the shadows of my mind,but I always feel you. You told me one to get centered you must accept all of yourself. I thank you from my dark heart,for even if you and I don't chat anymore, I've always feel you and Your 360 message always brighting my nights . I thank you for that as well. I know that I haven't said thank you for all them 360 messages you send,but i do get them and they do make my nights a little less empty. Elf,my dear Elf you have made my night brighter. Your always there when I need you. Through these hellish months you have been my steady shadow,always there even when your throat was raw and your doctor told you to rest you were there for me. I don't know how to thank you for making my hell brighter. All I can do is thank you with my dark heart and hope it's enough. Nessa and Elf ,you guys and a few others that i'll thank in time,have made my hellish path easyer to handle. When I was lonely you were there,when I was hurt you were there,when d

Tears
For the LDD couple spanking to tears is a must, to help humble and contrite her and allows her to feel truly disciplined. When spanking it is not necessary to use more force to bring her to tears, just to be repetitive, along with the verbal scolding is usually enough to start the tears flowing in a submissive woman. Most new LDD tend to either stop when the woman starts to cry or never bring her to tears, you need to push past the point and bring her to tears for with that comes the release she desires. For new HOH, it takes alot of love and emotional strength in order to punish his wife propery and bring her to tears, unless you are a sadist, it can be very difficult on the man. Men are told not to hurt woman physically from young man to adulthood, hence the problem. By bring your woman to tears you allow her to release all the stress that has built up since her last punishment, and free her to show her submission to you. The tears are also a great indicator that your wife has

Closing The Den ..........
Hey Everybody, I'm not sure how to say this so I'm just gonna say it...... I'm closing the Den down, I've tried to get it built up along with a lot of help from some of you but it's just been too dead in there for me to justify keeping it open. I realize that some of you came to the Den because of your support of me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart, I love you all for that....and I'm very sorry that it's come to this, closing it. But, I know that you'll understand. Dj'ing became something that I really enjoyed, something that I felt I was good at doing so I will miss that more than I can even tell you. I'm not one to jump in to the other lounges like some of you do, so I don't know if I'll be in any other lounges hanging out. And, I haven't made up my mind totally just yet, but I may also be leaving CherryTap. I'm having some personal 'issues' that are hard for me to sort, and being on here isn't helping me get those things sorted. If I do leave, I

Premptive Discipline
Preemptive discipline is a spanking in which the wife has not done anything wrong yet, but is likely to do so based on here past behavior and is done to remind the wife of her place and what will happen if she misbehaves. By giving a preemptive spanking the HOH is informing his wife that she will be held accountable for her actions, and ensuring her behavior in the immediate future. For example, When Kim/kay and I go to friends to play cards at times she may act a little bratty, trying to be playful but will step over the line some, in order to remind her to watch her attitude, I have placed her across my lap and spank her to tears. Reminding her that at times she gets bratty and not to do so on this occasion, hence preventing her attitude before it becomes a problem. This type of spanking is meant to ensure the wife will behave, it is especially effective for those who do not practice maintenance spankings. Maintenance spankings are done on a regular basis to remind the wife o

Have A Good Week Y'all
I will not be on again until AFTER Mother's Day. I work for a Florist...need I say more?? So, just wanted to wish everyone of my FEMALE friends on my page a very Happy Mother's Day. I am going nutz at work....then to come home and deal with more nutty situations!!! My EX and his bitch wife are at it again with the nasty blogs, Fake profiles and harrassment. Those two just don't give up!!! Like I need this bullshit during the busiest time of year for Florists!

Frozen In Time
Frozen in time Frozen the soul Melting in snow prolific the glow. Hoping for time Sailing the sign Jousting with fate to this forgotten date Sit down, shut up Drink the love of my cup Hoping in vain Trying to stay emotionally sane Frozen in time.

Hurt
I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much all over for me now.

Listen For Once
Why don't you sit down, shut and listen? It's my turn to talk now. Your words mean nothing to me Now it's the start of my mission. Your a brat, a condescending prick. There is no hope for you, unless you change. You must learn to respect those around you. Or up your arse you'll find a large stick. You sit and whine, moan and groan, Wondering why people never like you. Wondering why the world is so mean Why you'll always be alone. Because you don't care about the hearts around you. Give no thought for emotions of others. Degrade that which you don't understand. Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

The Merry Widow
WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? Is it my ruffled hair? Is it my blood shot eyes? Is it my raggy clothes? Or my unshaven face? I shall sit and weep alone forever for it is none of these. It is my broken heart. My love has been ripped from me. Taken to the world of above. The world of angels and God. But why? She is my life. She is my world. My heart. My love. No bottle you think could make me as drunk as my sorrow. So be gone you and your judgments. Your old criticisms. LEAVE ME ALONE TO GRIEVE FOR MY LOVE!

Child
Hush, my baby fear not the dark. I am the light you see, In the shadows I spark. Do not be afraid of them, they shall make you strong. Their intent is to let your life be full, happy and long. The light has shadows, it always will. Never to fear, your heart I will fill. For the shadow separates me, I am your host. It makes me who I am, The one who loves you most

Let It Snow
Crystal creations Soft and sweet. Not quite rain Falling on my feet. Up and down from side to side. So they can float so they can glide. Trying to fill the new day So new, so fresh Frozen revolutions So white and gay. Such a splendor But will never win Warming the heart But freezing the skin.

Questions
Why? Did you leave? Why? Did you have to? Why? Didn't you tell me? Why? Do you love him? Where? Did you go? Where? Will you live? Where? Will you be? Where? Did you go? When? Will you come back? When? Will you leave him? When? Will you ever love me again? When? Will you come to your senses? How? Could you do this to me? How? Could you leave? How? Is he good for you? How? Do I go on?

Judgement
Who the hell are you to judge me? You and your divorce? Your broken life? Your lonley journey? I have no friends I have no love No one to to call and cry to It's all my choice. It's my life I will live it I don't want your life Your mistakes. I will make my own. Lead my own. Remember my own. Care for those that I care for. So do not judge me. For I am happy. With family in my life. So leave me alone.

Suicide
Sitting in light. Looking into the dark circle. Smelling the steel. The cold death. Why to seek this? Why not continue? Why continue? Holding the flash. For a weak mind. For a weak soul. For no love. For no control. The blinding flash. The thunderous crash. The smell of the ash. And the coming of the peace Of the everlasting peace...

Irritated
Creeping, Crawling, Dying, Cry... Looks into my eyes. Does it lokk like I'm lieing? I wanna scream at you for what you've done... But then again for you it's half the fun. I don't know what to do. I don't even know what say But something in me is creeping up. Hope it has a little more luck. So look at me and smile away cause very soon it'll be my day. The thoughts in your head will soon be mine... Look at me I don't give a Fuck!

Alone
All alone. Sitting in the corner. seeing the two walls join. It hurts to know they can. In a room... None of that silly doom and gloom. The need to rhyme well past its prime. Thoughts are floating. Twisting and turning. Melting to nothing but hopelessness... What do I do? Alone in a world full of people. Screaming at the dark and not even heard. Banging my head the wall gives a damn. Then again it seems it's the only one...

What Do I Do?
When Breathing isn't enough. When they day seems to long yet flies by. When smiles all seem fake. When you know "hello" means "goodbye". What do I Do? When the mind races in a stand still. When IDea's Explode and blank pages remain. When Nothing seems worth it. When living seems pointless.... What do I do?

Hororscope...lol
Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened. thought this was funny seemings how i'm supposed to go to church (HA!!!!!) and have marrital councelling with a man that won't let me have my divorce a man that is so delusional, he actually thinks he stands any hope of ever being aloud back into my life again. maybe he should have thought twice before becoming violent

Live Life To Its Fullest..
live life like theres no tomorrow. laught like theres no today love like there was no yesterday live life to the fullest so you dont hava any regrets laugh harder then anyone you know feel like your life is joyful Love like he is the last man on earth then you wont feel as if your life is worthless do anything and everthing to the fullest for then everything in your life is worth while dont always smile then your life is a lie dont always frown for then you will never see the light smile through tears laugh through smiles but you might have to cry through love live hard so everyone wants yours laugh so hard that you start to cry love so hard that he wants no one but you so live life to the fullest that you memory and your memorys never die this is how i feel about my life. just live life the the fullest. get what you want out of it while you have time. - traci :]

Something I Really Want!
I found something that I really want, and I am really thinking about getting. http://vibraexciter.com/vibraexciter-how.htm This thing is so cool!!!! Tell Me What You Think? Just wanted to let ya'll know that I bought it finally....and I'll let ya'll know how it turns out!

Why Not Give Me A Chance To Be A Friend?
Why not give me a chance to be a friend? What is Friendship? I am neither a psychologist nor an intellectual, therefore I find it impossible to define friendship and put into words my understanding of it. But what I do know, is that I will laugh with you when you are well and happy and I will cry together with you when you are sad and I will light a candle for you when you are ill or beset by seemingly impossible problems. Friendship is based on understanding and trust; without these qualities, there cannot be true friendship. I believe that true friendship is sorely and sadly lacking in our world today: There too many crimes; too much hate, prejudice, envy and jealousy. I don’t think we can change the world where Politicians and even the Church have failed to find any solution, but we can try and do our bit – create our own world, our own better world, the perfect world. I Love classical music, operas and waltzes, which I just love to conduct. I also like to

80@school..
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day for

Empty Egg
EMPTY EGG Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we had to take hi

Commanding Tone
Most new HOH, have a tendency to only spank, they may say that you as the wife have been naughty and deserve to be spanked. The spanking is only half of what a good HOH will do, by using his commanding voice, not a louder voice but one the demands respect will help with the submission of his wife. The use of commanding voice allows for the HOH to set the tone of the punishment, He may command his wife to get across his lap for example, this is done by the way he speaks. The HOH mist use a voice that commands respect and prompt action, and submission of his wife, if used properly the submissive wife knows right away to obey the orders given and not to hesitate. We are not talking her about scolding, but about the way the voice sounds, like an good Marine Sargent, police officer, the tone in which an order is given commands the wife to obey, this is essential to getting her to comply with her HOH. A voice that comes across as asking the wife to obey " are you going over my lap

Consistency
In the beginning of an LDD relationship consistency is the key, when a couple decides to live LDD the must discuss how they want it to be; Are there a list of rules to follow? Will the HOH discipline as he see fit? For Kim and I it is a little of both, she does have rules, but ultimately I decide if and when she will be disciplined, they extent and harshness of the discipline. The rules are there as a constant reminder and to help the wife understand what is expected of her, and that she will not be discipline just because her HOH, decides that he wants to spank her, for no other reason then to turn her bottom red. Some couples rely on the HOH to set all rules, other times it is helpful for the wife to contribute to the rules by suggesting certain areas she feels she need his guidance in order to be more submissive and a happier wife. As part of the rules it is imperative that when they are made they do not conflict with one another, if an HOH makes a rules that says she must

Multiple Disciplines
In LDD there are times when your wife may require more than one spanking in a single day, these are called multiple spankings. Most times a wife who has received a very sound spanking will only need the one to learn to be contrite, submissive, humbling, and love for her HOH as her protector. At times a second spanking is in order for a misbehaving wife, the reasons for this might be scheduling, her actual misbehavior, or because she has earned a punishment on the day of her maintenance spanking. While one spanking in a day is quite a painful and humbling experience, having to subject her self to a second spanking will further intensify the pain and humiliation, that's because of the soreness from the first spanking. When a wife had earned a second spanking on the same day she will most likely start crying just from having to strip and lie across her HOH's lap, even before the actual spanking begins. From person experiences when Kim has earned a multiple spanking, she is very

A Journey Of Love
Even when you do not do it very well, The physical and emotional submission to another is an act of love so strong that it is impossible to imagine unless you have experienced it. I swirl the amber liquid in my glass Looking into it as though it may be a crystal ball My head is full of what ifs, if only’s Inside I sink with dispair. The clasping fingers of another night Have closed around me No light no sunshine, Only this grating emptiness It is for you, who crept so silently Into the womb of my soul you, too whom I ache too please Who draws my despair by your displeasure. I did not open my heart to listen I did not open my eyes to see what I should There is no magic wand to rewind No way to edit the passage of time. Each breath is like breathing the heat of fire Each heart beat another sting of my wounds No punishment can be more than my own No words can hurt more than your silence. Adoring you should be my completeness But learning too give is my j

Corner Time
LDD the use of the corner time as a means of punishment can vary, some have their wife use it alone as a time to reflect on the behavior, while others use it after a spanking in order to make a more dramticc impact. When used after a spanking the wife is made to stand in the corner with her freshly spanked bottom on display for a set period of time, this is to allow her time to think about her behaior and to help humble the submissive wife. Standing in a corner with a red bottom on display is very humblimg, she understands that she did something wrong and to be made to stand in the corner while the HOH goes about his normal business will have a better effect on the spanking and her submissive behavior. One important thing to remember is that when using corner time the wife should be comfortable, although so like to have her lean over, arms stretched out above head, butt thrust outward, legs spread wide, this is not the most comfortable way to stand for any length of time, and her

Discipline Not Sex
When most new HOH start with LDD they run into the problem of becoming aroused while spanking their wife and stop the discipline for sexual satisfaction, although there is nothing wrong and a whole lot of good about lovemaking, to stop in the beginning or middle of a discipline defeats the purpose. A wife is disciplined for her own good and that of the relationship, to help her grow and to teach her submission, respect, femininity, honesty, love and honor of her HOH. A wife is not disciplined for the sole purpose of her removing her clothes for the HOH sexual gratification. When a wife has her discipline stopped short of crying and replaced with sex the HOH is sending mixed signals and can cause disappointment in his wife, she may relish the idea of making love to her Husband at any other time, but to do so when disciplining her will be a let down, and as Kim has said feels more like a reward then punishment. The purpose for her discipline is to correct her behavior,and attitude

Nudity In Ldd
When you talk about nudity in LDD it is not a sexual reason, but a humbling reason for being nude. Also this is about the wife being nude during her discipline not the HOH. One of the reasons for the wife to be nude during a discipline is so that the HOH can see what effects the spanking is causing on her backside, if she is clothed the HOH might inadvertently spank hard then he intended, causing unnecessary and unwanted bruising. Even with a single layer like panties, it prevents the HOH from seeing just what his swats are doing. Another reason for stripping your wife before discipline is to enhance the feeling of submission, because being nude causes her to feel more vulnerable, and open to her HOH's punishments. By stripping away her clothing before you discipline your wife , you are also stripping away her arrogance, pride, and stubbornness, leaving her to feel more open, vulnerable, submissive and contrite. When a wife strips for bed she does so because she decided, but

Maintenance Discipline
Maintenance discipline is a practice of giving your wife regular spankings to maintain her proper behavior and attitude. From our experience when Kim receives this type of discipline she is more humble and her attitude is greatly improved. Whether you as an HOH decide to conduct these on monthly, weekly or daily schedules is up to you, I have found that daily spanking work best for Kim. Maintenance spankings help to remind her to be on her best behavior and to help keep her attitude in the proper manner, letting her know that she is required to maintain her behavior and not slip into being careless and disrespectful to her HOH. When a woman has not been punished for some time the memory of the painful spanking she received due to her bad behavior will start to fade and the wife's attitude may change for the worse, with a regular maintenance spanking she is reminded of just how painful a punishment spanking is and that she is required at all times to act accordingly. Another reaso

How To Spank
In this blog I will discuss how to spank a wife. Spanking you wife has two main issues, safety and effectiveness. Although the purpose of a spanking is to cause her bottom to be sore and red, you also need to be safe about spanking her. The HOH should not try to inflict any real damage or physical harm to his wife rear end, you are not out to break skin or leave marks for weeks, but to cause and attitude change. Breaking skin and doing real damage or physical harm can be interpreted as violence and not discipline. The simplest way to spank her is with your hand, for safety reason, also no matter where you are when she misbehaves you have you hand at the ready to correct her. Never spank above the cleft between her butt cheeks, because you could accidentally injure your wife, the best place will always be the bottom and a little on the back of the thighs. Take care when using instruments that you don't swing as hard as you might by hand, because the can really over due a spanking

Warm Up
When you discipline your wife, for either misbehavior or maintenance it is best to start slow and warm up her bottom, spanking her with less intensity and not going full force right out of the gate. After a sufficient warm up you will be able to spank her with great intensity and a longer period of time, hence enforcing a proper punishment and the tears that are sure to flow. Remember to take you time with the discipline, by spanking her longer you will find that the submission from her is greater than one done quick just to get it over with, By spanking her for a greater period of time also shows that you as her HOH take your responsibilities serious. Most new HOH tend to start of thinking that by bringing her to tears they have accomplished the goal of LDD, this is not entirely true. If you spank with fast, hard swats you will cause her to cry, that is true, but you have failed to take into account what is truly needed. She needs and desires to submit to you and your decisions

Frequently Asked Questions From Women
Why do I like the idea of LDD so much? Because you know deep down that the woman is to be submissive to the man, and that you need to be held accountable for your actions. It is a basic instinct in all women, although most try to suppress it. How can I get my Husband to spank me? Try asking him, hard to do I know, but it works, conversation is the key. Try bratting some to see if he will spank you. Write him a letter explaining why you desire to live LDD, start slowly, be patient, not all men will jump into LDD right off the bat. Another way is to show your submission to him, call him Sir, be polite, ask him to spank you erotically to start. How can I tell him, I am to shy? try the letter approach, write a story and leave it on his chair to read when you are not around, book mark some sites on the computer and "accidentally" leave them up for him to find. How can I make sure this doesn't turn into Domestic Violence? By having guidelines for behavior and by agreeing wi

Frequently Asked Questions From Men
Why does my wife want to be spanked? Because she needs to feel that you are in charge and because she has been acting in less than a way a proper wife should. Do I have to spank her to tears? Yes, by spanking her to tears you are allowing her to fully submit and be humbled for her actions. Isn't spanking just for kinky play ? No, it is a great form of behavior modification and attitude adjustment. Does it need to be on the bare bottom? Yes, by having her bottom spanked bare will increase the effectiveness of the spanking and help to teach her. What if it doesn't work, and her behavior continues? Some problems require more than one discipline, you will need to spank her again. What instrument should I use? The best by far is always the hand, it is safer then other things, and besides you always have it with you. What if I am mad, could I hurt her? If angry at the time, put her in the corner and take that time to cool down, once you have gotten control of your an

Diaperless, The Earth Friendly Way?
Oh this story will raise some eyebrows…Good Morning and happy Thursday in Hootterville and all subsidiaries. Is there really a Hooterville? How about Mr. Drucker?...no matter… Mandy’s Graduation is in two weeks from this coming Sunday and I can remember when I was changing her diapers…Oh yes the story. Ok on with the story it’s certainly going to rile the flock… The title of the story is: “Diaperless Babies Seen as Earth-Friendly Solution” Oh it gets better. Now this has been an on going fuel for fire of some “Earth-Friendly” people such as former vice president Al Gore…Imagine that. The spelling B champ… The green movement already has declared war on the modern flush toilet, declaring it an "environmental disaster," and has instead pushed waterless "dry" toilets as an earth-friendly solution. Former Vice President Al Gore joined the board of a waterless urinal company late last year to further the dry toilet cause and to help avert what many environmentalists believe is a looming in

It's Been Awhile
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Halter top 2. Flip-flops FOUR Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Love 2. Honesty 3. Trust 4. A lot of sex! Three of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Sleep 2. Read 3. Adventure Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. Something chacolatey 2. A million dollars Two pets you had/have: 1. Smokey - My kitty! 2. Magnum - Dog, RIP Two things you did last night: 1. Slept 2. Ate a lot of pizza Two people you Last Talked To on the phone: 1. Bryan 2. My mom Two of your least favorite things to do: 1. Work 2. Hmmm.... work? Love Part You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!! Do you have a crush on someone currently? Yes Have you ever been given roses? Yes What is your all time favorite Romance movie? The Notebook (of course) How many times have you been in love? Once for sure Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? No Do you think that you should put your friends first? E

When Your Hand Is In Mine
when your hand is in mine all paradise is with me when you're with me who needs the world? I want to get destroyed in your love let my breath find shelter in your heart let me get destroyed in your love as close as fragrance is to one's breath as close as melody is to one's lips like thoughts in the mind like arms entwined as close as dreams are to eyes stay as close to me my soulmate take me in your arms and drench yourself with my tears let the chained flood in my heart break free there's so much pain it'll flood your lap as close as secrets in a heart as close as raindrops in a cloud as close as the moon is to the night as close as kohl is to the eyes as close as the waves in the sea stay as close to me, my soul mate my breath was incomplete and so were my heartbeats I was incomplete but now the moon is full in the sky and now we are complete too.

Thursday Links: Larry The Cable Guy, Dr Ian Smith And Extreme Fat Smashing, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Nappy Dvd, Lots Of Ne
Hey...the porno we can't mention is called Nappy Headed Ho's, and it's being released by Kick Ass Pictures. We'll post a link when it's available. LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Thursday, everyone...The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram has a hell of a show in store for you today, kids! First off, Larry The Cable Guy from DELTA FARCE is going to be in studio. He also has a brand new CD called Morning Constitutions out now. Also, Dr Ian Smith from Celebrity Fit Club will be stopping by to promote his new book Extreme Fat Smash Diet. Remember, if you want to see any of the in-studio guests or performers, you can install PALTALK and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE'. Of course, if you're like us, you're in there staring at naked showering/sleeping women all morning. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are going fast, kids...so if you want those up-close seats CLICK HERE FOR TICKET LINKS AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On S

Yellom Beamer
The museum I work in is in the middle of an old industrial estate, so there are a lot of empty buildings and “unofficial car parks” (i.e. bits of wasteland that people park on) around. After about 5pm it’s very quiet. I drive to work and generally park on the street, because I’m too tight to pay the extortionate car parks prices, unofficial or official. As I was leaving work last night, I saw something that made me realise exactly how quiet it gets. Picture a bright yellow BMW, which is not the most inconspicuous vehicle to begin with. In full view, and I do mean in full few, I want no accusations of dogging here, are a couple making the beast with two backs. Except it was more the beast with two fronts (it was a canine style mounting, should we say). And they are parked right next to my car, which is the only other car on an otherwise empty street. So, I ask you, do these people want someone to see them, maybe to add a little frisson to their coitus? Or are they just fuckin’ stupid? A

Honesty
Work in any capacity is very gratifying when it is done honestly and diligently. Through the commitment of work, we are able to use our time and skills wisely in a productive way, that produces tangible results and intrinsic rewards as well. At the end of the work day we experience a sense of accomplishment, dignity, respect and confidence. One of the best ways to achieve our goals and realize our dreams is through the commitment of honest work.

A Momentary Slip From Beer Goggles To A Hint Of Clear Though Processes....scary
I JUST ROSE FROM A DRUNKEN STUPER AND THOUGHT WOWWWWWWW.....I HAVE NOT SEEN A SINGLE KIWI (NEW ZEALANDER) ON CHERRYTAP THUS FAR. IS THIS A GLITCH OR A BLOCKAGE OR AM I JUST NOT LOOKING HARD ENOUGH? HMMMM. JUST A RANDOM THOUGHT FROM THE ASSASSIN!!! CHEERS AND ENJOY YA DAY ALL.

Lolcotics Is In Business!
So my partner and I have started a store called LOLcotics. Right now we are promoting the logo itself through shirts, mugs and bumper stickers. Please go here if interested. http://www.cafepress.com/lolcotics Eventually once business picks up we will bring out more things involving funny animals or LOLcatz, dogz and other such things. Also not excluding MMORPG parody, images and phrases. Thanks for the support! ~Tattooedfaerie

I'm Outta Here...
bright and early we leave for Seattle..our photo art club has been planing this field trip for over a year now and its finally happening!! w00t w00t! The place we are staying is amazing, and I can't wait to get there. Port Townsend is only 20 minutes away and has so many old historic buildings. Were also going to Fort Casey and Deception Pass.. places I used to visit when I was a kid.. Lighthouses, wildlife, wilderness, hopefully some whales.. Eeeeeeek!! *bounces in chair* I love that side of Washington. Im soo excited!! But Im also sad cause Im gonna miss my Wife n Daddy but i'll be back before you even have time to miss me.. No crying love.. *hugs her wife* Welp, I need to get to sleep so Im not sleeping on the drive there, hope ya'll have a great rest of your week and wkend. Happy Mothers Day to all the Mommy's out there!! *gimps to her bed n crashes*

Dedication.....
The people ive met thus far i cherish and will always love those of you that know me well and talk to me i want you to know i cherish our friendships i would not give it up for anything in this world you've taught me so much and i hope i've rubbed off on you aswell i have a huge heart as most of you know i would die for those i care for dearly you all know whom you are... my life means nothing to me but for those i know i live on for you in your hearts and souls. im deeply moved and love each and everyone of you that knows me personally. if there were anything i could do for you all i would in a heart beat. im not one to say anything or share my feelings but i just cant hold it you've all touched my heart and fill my life with purpose with meaning and i wish you all the best from the deepest part of my heart and soul... i wish you and your respected familys the best as within this chest beats the heart of a selfless man willing to give his life for those he loves what a contradiction a

Ok So This Is A Doozy
Sooooooooooo..... hypothetically.... you are reading a magazine... say... and... you run across a question to the editor about.... lets say... a female fantasy. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd... for giggles, lets say that this woman has a cum fetish and wants a guy to jerk off a lot and save his cum for her. There wasnt any advice... it was kind of left to the readers to respond next month. But my mind began to flood with questions! How do you properly store and transport said cum in volume? Does it "go bad"? Do you store it in individual "batches" and then combine them later? Is there a best temperature to store cum? Too cold? Too Hot? Too Goldilocks? How much is enough? An ounce? A Pint? Quart? Gallon? Inquiring Minds want to know!

Internet Jack Ass! Warning
Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF W

Vacation,,,,
Wooooo Hoooo tomorrow morining i am adventuring off to the land of north carolina with one of my best friends Jeannie where the men are just a little hotter than in michigan this should deffinatly be an adventure!!! Camp Lejeune and kill devil hills here we come!!!

Horascopes
Every person born in the same year, or month as you is the same as you. They have basicly the same personality, and the same fortune as you. about 1 twelth of the world is just like you. How do you feel about that? LOL.Is that short enough for everyone to read?

Mood: Crappy
So Early Tuesday Morning/All Day Tuesday, I was sick, from working so much and not being used to it. So I took Tuesday off. And then today, I fell at 5 and twisted my ankle and usually it gets better but its really swollen and really hurts and my mom told me she can't take me to the DR. tomorrow because she needs to go to work and I can't afford to miss another day. Well I can't exactly stand for five hours with a painful ankle. Yeah, not a good week so far.

Good News
hey guys just a note to let you know that i got through surgery fine. no sign of cancer. had a rough day yesterday and not such a good night so far tonight, but over all good. thank you to all who sent kind words and prayers. That meant so much to me. you guys are all wonderful and i love you all to death.

Valentines Day Wish
Valentines are chocolates, sweets for sweets to eat, Valentines are flowers, buds and stems complete, Valentines are beating hearts, beating both as one, Valentines are kisses deep, lasting sun to sun. On this day of Valentines, chocolates you’ll not get, On this day of Valentines, gardens aren’t stripped yet, On this day of Valentines, these two hearts aren’t true. On this day of Valentines, no kisses, me and you. Valentines might come next year, to both you and I, Maybe then we’ll be much more, than a lady and a guy.

A Stormy Night
The thunder so loud it makes you jump,the lighteneing so bright it looks like daytime.The rain pounding the ground,wind blowing you can hear it in the trees.I love thunderstorms,the roar of the thunder,the lihtening as it streaks acoss the sky.Listening to the rain as it hits the ground.Thunderstorms are magical sights,you can feel its strenth,hear its fiery,feel the wild untamed wonder.then as it calms and all that left is the soft sound of the rain.Some are afraid of them.They are nature releasing its freedom upon the earth.You cuddle to the sound of the rain,you release passion to the thunder and lightening,feel the wildness of it,just sit back and let the sounds move through you.Work with the magic of it not against it.Thunderstorms are romantic and passionate!!!!!

Bla Bla Bla Survey Bla.;;
Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Jeans 2. T-Shirt FOUR Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Love 2. Honesty 3. Trust 4. Kinkyness Three of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Party 2. Chit chat 3. Adventure Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. A specific girl. 2. A million dollars Two pets you had/have: 1. Lilly-doggie, miss you! 2. Spike-fish, RIP Two things you did last night: 1. um worked 2. Worked Two people you Last Talked To on the phone: 1. John 2. Atarah Two of your least favorite things to do: 1. work 2. School Love Part You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!! Do you have a crush on someone currently? yes Have you ever been given roses? no What is your all time favorite Romance movie? My Girl How many times have you been in love? I dont know. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? no Do you think that you should put your friends first? equal or no dice (lol good one ry) Do you

Poetry?
When a vision strikes me, sometime thru the day, Many words I think of are just too course to say. Beauty needs caresses, tender kisses too, These I pray you're getting, these are all your due. Somewhere in some version of the galaxy, you and I are living, creating ecstacy. But some far decision, made by one of us. Sent that version taking some not ridden bus. Now I often wonder, gazing at the night, Will a time arrive yet, when I can hold you tight. Bumpa Carl... Oh dark thirty... 5/10/2007

Yall Plz Read This
i know most of u drive either leagally or not well im here to just make a statement no one really knows me but im a truck driver and guess what i got something to say to all of you. just cuz ur little car or pickup can zip around trucks doesnt make u safe from getting killed by one the only reason im writing this is im tired of seeing body bags on the high way plus i just bought another truck and i dont want in a wreck look i know im rambbling but i think this will go with what im trying to say. a couple of months ago i was in L.A. a car was flying 2 lanes from me on the left i was in the process of trying to pass another truck the guy driving the car saw his exit and shot across 3 lanes of traffic to get to it well he made it across 2 lanes safe well not exactly safe he was inches from being my new hood orniment but he didnt make it all the way across member the truck i was passing he hit the truck and well long story short they couldnt show him at the funeral and the truck driver he

The Trouble With Email
The Trouble With Email It's wise to remember how easily email can be misused, sometimes unintentionally, with serious consequences. Consider the case of the Illinois man who left the snow-filled streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick email. Unfortunately, when typing her address, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her email, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor in a dead faint. At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen: Dearest Wife, Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow. P.S. Sure is hot down here.

T's Not What You Say, It's How You Say It...
t's Not What You Say, It's How You Say It... 1. A lady walked into a hair salon with her husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" 2. A lady was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. She was unhappy with the women's type she had been using. After browsing for several minutes, she was approached by one of the good-looking salesman. Without thinking, she looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." 3. My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically. The boy grinned and I turned beet-red and walked away. 4. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any! A female news anchor in Michigan; after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turn

Life As I Know It
How do you get by, when there's nobody there for you? How do you manage to live, when nobody cares? You thought you had a friend, and then they disappear. You thought you had a good life, and then its torn away. Your dad is never home, he's off with his other family. All day long you sit alone, wishing for someone to hold you. There's nobody to love, nobody to like, nobody to care for. Life as you know it is no longer so

Beautiful Friends & Lovers Have A Great Day
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. have a good one t

Wildfire Smoke Pours Into County
Wildfire smoke pours into county By Associated Press Thick smoke blanketed State Road 44 in Citrus County and the rest of the state of Florida on Tuesday as more than 240 brush fires burned across the state. /DAVE SIGLER/Chronicle Authorities evacuated about 200 homes in north Florida on Tuesday as two fires totaling 130,000 acres continued to rage on the Georgia-Florida border. Meanwhile, officials prepared to evacuate staff in Georgia’s Okefenokee National Wildlife Refuge as the largest recorded blaze in state history drew near. The refuge has served as a fire crew command post. Brought to you by Bay Area Air Conditioning and Heating Florida is already under a fire-induced state of emergency, with high wind and tinder-dry conditions spawning some 240 blazes across 50,0000 acres. So far, no injuries have been reported, and only a handful of houses have been destroyed or damaged. “The weather expected is red-flag conditions for all of F

Scooby Snacks
Scooby Snacks and Rings My little girl’s heart is innocent and pure For my tired soul she is quite the cure She cried for a Scooby snack in the store They're too expensive I said as before So I bought her a ring with two hearts bound I feared she'd lose it and wouldn't be found I told her to wear it only at home She asked why daddy in her inquisitive tone I told her it's expensive and about my fear She said ok daddy I'll leave it here She was all excited when mommy arrived She told with excitement what we'd contrived In a voice so sweet she went on and on Telling her mommy what we'd agreed upon She said she would wear it only at home 'Cuz it was 'spensive' in a serious tone Mommy asked what does 'spensive' mean “You know mommy Scooby snacks and rings”.

This Is Messed Up!!!
iCALLED THE BARTENDER THAT THE BAR I GO TO.AND TOLD HER I'M OFF THE BOTTLE(BACARDI) aND SHE HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME I'M A BAD MOTHER...SHE HAD NO PROBLEM UNTIL MY DAUGHTER TURNED '21. THEN THE SHIT HITS THE FAN...I DID'NT START DRINKING OR BRINGING A BOTTLE OF RUM UNTIL NEW YEARS LAST YEAR..HOW COULD ANY1 SAY I'M A BAD MOTHER. I RAISED HER BY MYSELF SINCE SHE WAS 3...PLEASE COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW IF I'M A BAD MOTHER...I DIDN'T HELP MYSELF UNTIL SHE WAS OVER 18. I'M BIPOLAR AND TAKE MEDS INCLUDEING ZANAX BUT ONLY .05 MG...I WAS A PHARMACT TECH...LET ME HEAR UR COMMENTS PLEASE...

Dads Love
On sunny days and dark nights, in troubled times and pointless fights, you've been right there through it all, you've stood your ground when you could have taken the fall. Many times my mouth has slipped free, but you were always there to put it back where it was supposed to be. You've taught me a lot, and a lot I have learned. You've given me the tables and many I have turned. You deserve the world, but only a poem I could give, but another gift I have given is to learn that the life of a father is an awesome life to live. Thank you dad for your love

Shootings
Please everyone one way or another pay some respect to the families and friends to the students and professors of V-tech. It was a horrible tragedy that will be in our hearts for many years to come. I still shed tears every time I think about it.Its so sad and horrible it breaks my heart so bad it hurts.All those students and professors were all so precious I still can't comprehend why someone would want too hurt so many innocent people that were just trying to make a bright and wonderful future for themselves and to have a good life that they deserved so much. I'm friends with some of the people that were friends with some of the victims at Virginia tech.They are telling me they are having a very difficult time coping with this horrific event.We need to all say a prayer for them. Please just say a prayer for the families and friends of the students and professors that lost their lives that day so senselessly.So that peace will come upon the hearts of their families and f

Flip Side Of The Coin
Come To Bed Come! Naked to my bed! Undress these feelings and emotions Rancid from work and the day' toils Discard them upon the heap of repealed ideas To be laundered and sundered in the morning light. Care only tonight you will be mine Offering me the finest fleshy fruit Friendship and love can offer To hold, to kiss, to caress Till there is no doubt in our souls We were meant this night to be one For this night, I would turn down the AC ... So I could snuggle in with you When we are done And whisper as I hold your close to me "My love, I can not live without you" If my body wants you yet again It is only a sign I will never tire Of the love you give to me For it know no other means of showing you How you make me feel, For in the end, these words I speak Are only wagings of my tongue While you deserve the whole love Of a man proper. May it be me.

Bubbas Pimp Out!!!
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Forgetting You Is Hard To Do
Sometimes I miss you and it's all I can do, but lie in bed and think of you. A little girl lost I am fluttering around, hoping that one day our romance will rebound. My only wish is that I could be there, wrapped in your arms, without a single care. But then the moment, the second, the hour soon passes, and I'm back to myself, a number among masses. Thoughts of you are a fading memory, not for you nor I but only them to see. I want you, and I dont. I need you, but I wont. If we were together, I would not be sad. But if we were together, I would not be glad. I want to write and talk just to see how you are, but i'm stuck and can't. That'd being going too far. Besides, letters and emails I wrote to you before, emails and messages that you chose to ignore. I wonder whether you think of me still, or have you forgotten and wish me much ill. The things we have said sometime dance in my head, and when i recall them i feel much

Confused And Don't Know Where To Start
I don't know waht to do just confused and wish things were different and i was some where different tired of milford and wish i was rich so i could move and be happy. My exfeince is a stupid bitch..sorry for my language but she's complete idiot and all she does is try to make me jeliouse lmfao it's not working tho all it's doing is showing how imature she is her b/f or should i say friend/some 1 she likes is such a damn girlie person..he likes boy bands lol. Any ways i'm trying to get my life back together dealing with what ever ppl decide to throw at me tired of stupidness.

If I Wrote You A Love Poem
If I wrote you a love poem, would your whole heart give way? Would your mind turn to mush, would you beg me to stay? If I told you I loved you, would this charm you awake? Would you reach out to me, would this cause you to ache? And what would you do if my words were untrue? If you read them and saw that they weren’t meant for you? Would it give rise to anger or sorrow so deep? Would your eyes fill with tears, would your heart start to weep? No sense does it make that you’d question my love For you know, without doubt, that it comes from above All my thoughts and my dreams are about you, my dear And the words that I write make that perfectly clear So, please take from these words that I lay down today Hold them and keep them and tuck them away I write them for you, they’re my soul’s work of art They’re yours for the keeping; they were sent from my heart.

Amaaaazing
Even though the show happened like..on the 6th, I decided..eh..I'mma talk about it lol so, recap; Jamie, myself, is in the band mentioned below; 'But The Angel Said' okay, continue reading Some, 8 practices with the band itself went to being able, to actually do this show well. As well as writing, infact, writing a brand new song, between Co-Lead Guitarist Nick and I, one weekend ago. And teaching everyone the song to make or break the show(which made it), Slayer's infamous 'Raining Blood.' Waking up about, 10 or so, to goto David's(the drummers) house to practice for the show, the past four practices or so we haven't really been getting Raining Blood down, as David didn't really know it until, two practices ago..I've known the song for a year or too, I had to teach Nick the rest, Mackenzie was smart, and could learn the rest..as he did..it was just David, so.. We never did get it right those practices, the practice today..nooope..one part or two was wrong.

I Want To Know Why???
please tell me why people be posting the stupid ass shit they do in the bullitens????I mean are they not sposed to be for important stuff????I am tired of going to read a post and it says...MAIL THIS TOO 200 PEOPLE OR YOULL BE DEAD BY MORNING...OR IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND YOULL DO THIS....I am NOT able to post for every single 1 of my friends so from now on if you realy need me find my fucking mailbox and leave me a note and I will do something for you if it is in my power to do so...STOP POSTING STUPID SHIT PLEASE!!!!Oh if you think this is stupid now you know how I feel ....Anyyyyyhow I got that off my chest see you soon I am sure you all got something to say bout this blog huh?...Tammy

Life Is A Prison
by Puff Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Thinking
Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I began to choke. I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor, drunken mother - I did not know what was happening. Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat. Wondering. The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

Look At Me
How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality?Underwear CuteYour personality proves to be so randomly cute that you'd wear underwear on your head just because you can. Let's just hope there clean...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

A Day In The Life
I started the day by driving into the Shell station to fill up my tank. At the next row of pumps, I could hear someone yelling from inside the cab of a U-Haul truck. "You fucked it up! Get your head out of your ass." I decided to mind my own business, but a heavy set Chicano emerged from the driver's side door, looked at me and said, "Isn't that car a little young for you." "It would be if I'd ever grown up." "Did you add those aluminum wheels?" he asked. "Nope, they're stock on the Nismo race car." "What you got under the hood?" "It's a two point five liter V-tec with forced air and a modified exhaust – about a hundred and seventy horsepower." That seemed to perk his interest. "How fast that thing go?" "It redlines at a hundred and fifty." "You been there with it?" "Hell no." "Why would you buy a fine machine like that if you're not going to give it a chance to run?" Okay, time to throw a little bullshit into the mix. "I didn't actually buy it.

Did I Tell You I Wasn't Pregnant After All?
Ok for all of my dearest friends, family and fans who love me as only friends could,I just hope everyone can understand the frustrations and pain I feel right now. It's bad when your own sister has to remind you that your possibly going through early menopause because your 35 and getting up there in age. What she doesn't also seem to realize is that not everyone can be so against other people being happy to think they could possibly be pregnant and yes it does happen to the best of us. We tend to think that if a woman is unable to get pregnant at the drop of a hat, then there is something physically wrong with her. But sometimes it's something as little as lack of concern on most parts. I know this doesn't make any sense and I probably should have a drink now that I know I am not pregnant and shouldn't be as disappointed in this but in all honesty and reality I am disappointed. I guess that is why I am in such a sour mood tonight. Nothing like getting your hopes dashed over something o

Angel Of Grace (which Angel Are You?)
You scored as Angel Of Grace. Grace comes into our life and changes us forever after. You assist people in becoming aware of the joy in their lives. You remind people to bring grace to others. We are all connected.Dream Angel100%Angel Of Grace100%Angel Of Compassion87%Angel Of Hope80%Angel Of Harmony/Unity80%Angel Of the Outdoors80%Relationship/Love Angel73%Angel Of Change73%Angel Of Communication67%Angel Of Trust67%Angel of Creativity

Real Man
Are you a REAL man? :::: And your result is.... :::: You Are A Nice Guy :::: You are really sweet and you know how to be nice to a lady. You would avoid conflict at all costs, and you shy away from trouble. Girls/ladies who need comforting or a friend are often whoWhat type of fantasy creature are you?You are a blood sirenYou are twisted and seductive. You thrive on the death of humans and you dont care if your actions cause pain. Your only love is the ocean. Lust is your strongest trait.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic you attract.

A Princess Warrior And A King
My psuedonym is Sebstéen Skavlan. I wrote this years ago for a woman I met, for her first Mother's Day. Her friends called her XEna the Princess Warrior. ............................. A Princess Warrior and A King By Sebstéen Skavlan I once met a princess warrior Angela was her angelic name She spoke tales of love and battles From the places she had came Onward with her life's journey On a strong dark horse she rode Amid the trees, grass and torches Outside the town on a dusty road It was evening when I saw her The sun just setting behind the sea Built below the castle on the hill She rode into the town of Bree The princess had long, flowing hair Enchanting, insightful hazel eyes A strong will for protection And a steel sword on her side I stood there as I watched her As she dismounted from her ride Greeting her, I invited her To wine and feast by an open fire Intently she would watch and listen Curiously content to observe and learn She was

Twas The Night Before Washington
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE WASHINGTON AND ALL THROUGH THE BUS NOT A CREATURE WAS STIRRING NOT EVEN A MOUSE. ALL THE CHILDREN WERE NESTLED ALL SNUG IN THEIR SEATS WITH VISIONS OF THE CAPITOL AND THE PENTAGON DANCING IN THEIR HEADS. WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I AWAKE TO THE SOUND OF "AUNT BECKY I'M GONNA BE SICK".ALLY ATE SHRIMP THAT NIGHT AT CRACKER BARREL BEFORE WE LEFT AND I GUESS THEY DECIDED THEY WERE NOT THROUGH SWIMMING. I TOLD HER TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AND BEING THE DRAMA QUEEN SHE IS ALLY COMES OUT OF THE BATHROOM THROWS HER HANDS IN THE AIR AND SAYS " OH NO I CAN'T DO THIS". IT'S 2:30 AM AND THIS CHILD GOES DOWN THE AISLE SAYING "STOP THE BUS I'M GONNA BE SICK". SO HERE I GO DOWN THE AISLE. PICTURE THIS KIDS LAID OUT EVERYWHERE . I'M TRIPPING OVER BLANKETS ,LEGS , EVERYTHING IN THE AISLE WHILE THE BUS IS GOING 70 MPH DOWN THE INTERSTATE. WE FINALLY GET THE BUS STOPPED AND I GET OUT TO ALLY AND SHE IS ALL SPRAWLED OUT ON THE GROUND. WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO WHERE AND SHE IS ALL OUT IN TH

I Hate Subtitles!
ok so me and my friends tina and steve went to see that new nicolas cage movie NEXT, turns out we bought tickets for the movie for def people or something, cuz the movie was in english BUT, there was subtitles though the whole movie and subtitles annoy the fuck out of me! was a good movie though, ill probablly do a reviw of it tomorrow but right now i have a headache! I FUCKING HATE SUBTITLES!

Im Tired.
Im tired, im tired of being alone. im tired of people calling me ugly and calling me names. im tired of nit having some one to come home too after work. im tired of not having some one to talk to besides guys or my employees at work. im tired of my life bein a total mess. im tired of hurting at night from my parents beating on me when I was a kid. im tired of missing my lil brother. I collect exotic animals to replace all I miss and I have screwed up in my life. I have been alone 4 yrs now. im tired of not knowing what to do from day to day time to time any more. all I do is work and sleep . Im soo tired of living... im tired.

Pirate Queen
Standing astern with backlit sky Amidst the clouds and rain, Her beauty struck my one good eye And gave me hope to love again. Her hair, not blonde - nor was it red 'Twas somewhere in between, The beauty in her corset full I vowed to make her my pirate queen. The sun that shines is ne'er as bright As the smile on her radiant face, The way she stands with sword in hand So graceful in leather and lace. I'd walk a plank for this lovely Dressed in red and black, And fight the Kraken bare-fisted Just to get her back. Six feet deep is my incision Trapped in my heart, my barless prison, This lust, like vampiric addiction For my Shannon, my pirate queen... Written by: T.L. "Big T" Canipe May 8, 2007 for Shannon

Graduation
So I never thought this day would come so quick, but it has and its been 18years comming and my lil brother is finally graduating on May 13th. See for graduation some people get a car or they get told that the got a trip to somewhere, so for my bros present i gave his 2 12inch Diamond Audio D3 subs and a *brand new* Pioneer CD Player... So then in fall he's off the Peru State College in Nebraska for Sports Management and I wish him all the luck in the world.

I Gone After Tonight I Maybe Back I May Not It Depends Read And Comment If You Want
AFTER TONIGHT IM GONE IM SICK OF DRAMA IM SICK OF LIES IM SICK OF A BUNCH OF FUCKING BULLSHIT AS OF RIGHT NOW FUCK A BUNCH OF FUCKING CHERRYTAP...BUT ALL OF MY FAMILIES KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YA'LL AND IM STILL WITH YA'LL JUST KINDA WATCH AND SEE IF I COME BACK OR NOT IF I DONT AHEAD OF TIME IM VERY DEEPLY SORRY I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND OTHERS THAT HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME YA'LL MEAN MORE TO ME THEN YA'LL KNOW ~ICE~

I Love My Wife!!
I love my wife with all my heart. We recently went through a tough time, but hopefully a brighter future will shine through for us. I know she wants to be able to not have to work and just have financial freedom. I am working my tail off to give that to her. Thats all I've ever wanted; was to just provide for her. Amber really makes me appreciate each and every day. Especially when those days are with her. In the past I was always too busy doing stoopid shit that I could've set aside to spend more time with her. We spent ~1 week together, almost every hour by each others side, and it made me realize how much I loved being around her. I wish I could have days like that every day. Amber; I love you with all my heart. I may not be able to give you much, but at least I can give you my whole heart.

What Kinda Pagan Are You?
ME You scored as Shamanic Pagan. A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones. Shamanic Pagan70%Catholic (Pagan?)65%Kabbalistic Pagan65%Zoroastrian Pagan60%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan60%Eastern Pagan55%Ecclectic Pagan50%Roman Pantheonic Pagan40%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan

Are Men On Cherrytap Homophobic In General?
I am bewildered at the high volume of men who rock on by my page and vanish.Nothing wrong with that but i sense there is a kind of general perception that rating another mans page is frowned upon. It's all good fellas,my best buddy on cherrytap full stop is a male and OI PB ain't that right buddy!!!!! Relax and enjoy,ya might find some stuff we guys enjoy greatly in my folders as well as some beautiful friendly ladies that i have come to adore as cyber friends...another gibber moment from the Aussie Assassin Ian, stay kool all.

You've Got To Love The Navy
You've got to love the Navy U.S. Navy Directive 16134 (Inappropriate T-Shirts) The following directive was issued by the commanding officer of all naval installations in the Middle East. (It was obviously directed at the Marines.) To: All Commands Subject: Inappropriate T-Shirts Ref: ComMidEast For Inst 16134//24 K All commanders promulgate upon receipt. The following T-shirts are no longer to be worn on or off base by any military or civilian personnel serving in the Middle East: a. "Eat Pork or Die" [both English and Arabic versions] b. "Shrine Busters" [Various. Show burning minarets or bomb/artillery shells impacting Islamic shrines. Some with unit logos.] c. "Napalm, Sticks Like Crazy" [Both English and Arabic versions] d. "Goat - it isn't just for breakfast any more." [Both English and Arabic versions] e. "The road to Paradise begins with me." [Mostly Arabic versions, but some in English. Some show sniper scope cross-hairs.] f. "Gun

My Asvab Score
Most of you by now, allready know i am enlisting to the National Guard Service. I had my ASVAB test today and i scored 67. I still do not know what that means, but i have an apointment with the recruiter tomorrow to explain it all to me. Will update you more soon. Thanks for your wishes.

~~santa Claus To Be Banned~~
~Santa Claus will be banned as he utters the clearly racist and misogynistic exclamation, "Ho, ho, ho!" ~No public mourning of Hawaiian singer, Don Ho, who died recently. ~Pirate movies will be censored if they contain the phrase "Yo, ho, ho." ~All references to the Seven Dwarfs will be punishable due to the song "High-ho!" which is offensive to sex workers of enhanced stature. ~Any mention of farmers will cease due to their use of hoes, a racist, sexist farm implement. ~The Lone Ranger will be eliminated from popular culture because he uses the patently offensive phrase, "Hi Ho Silver". ~All "Ho-downs" will be terminated as a racist affront to non-Southern White Christians. ~All travel to Ho Chi Minh City will be banned. ~The phrases "Heave-Ho," "Gung Ho," and "Tally Ho!" will be expunged from the English language.

I Am Such A Dork!
My cherrytap lover says I'm a dork and I think I would have to agree now. Well, maybe dork isn't the right word. Dumb ass may be more appropriate. I can't walk... and it's not the reason you may think :) I decided to drop a 15 lb. box of tile on my big toe at work. Hurt like a bitch!!! Just to help everyone out... DON'T EVER DO THAT! IT HURTS! And you'll spend 4 hours in the emergency room for them to tell you it isn't broken and give you vicodin. This may be the vicodin talking! Well, goodnight everyone. I am going to attempt to go to sleep with a very sore toe. Wish me luck!!! And if I can't spell... It's the drugs ;)

David's New Lap Top
so i got a call from Vamp at the bar.. David bought a new lap top.... he was sending it home with chris and jason... cool.. i get to set up his new lap top... i open it, brushing off the fact that the screen was smudged with fingerprints.. i plug it in and turn it on... last time i got a lap top there wernt already 2 users set up to use it... and limewire and a few other programs wernt already downloaded.... ring ring its now a new lap top... they sold him a used one.. WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE????????????? (btw i know ppl buy refurbished lap tops all the time but this was bought as being brand mother fucking new) Vamp is gonna go back to radio shack and raise a shit storm over it... thats soooo fucked up.......

Boys
I remeber being a tween, pre-teen, and teenager (wasn't that long ago after all) and so i remember the bitchiness, moodswings, smarting off to any adult who looked at me funny, not speaking to my mother for a couple of years. I watch my 14yr old sister doing this same shit and laugh because i do remeber. And for the last few years i've been happy about the fact that, though i've always wanted a daughter, i don't have one. The Goddess blessed me (so i thought)with boys. Two adorable bug-catching, dirt-loving, never gonna have to explain periods to them boys. Well, turns out Karma really IS a bitch. A great big one. Just the other day i was laughing at my oldest son's aunts as they tried to figure out how to deal with his cousins starting their periods. I thought "thank god i'll never have to do that". Well, what do ya know. Boys get bitchy too. I've got an 11yr old who's as tall as me and suddenly thinks he's the "Man of the house" smarting off to me in wal-mart and telling me, and i qu

~*dont Wonder*~
Dont wonder about whats going on dont wonder about how things are dont worry your pretty lil smile right off your face because alls well that ends well and everything is just A-OK.... I couldnt be great and i couldnt have a greater life so what if things have not gone all that great but i have 3 great kids and a wonderful man that means the world to me and I also have a great family besides my 3 great kids, my mom is such a big help in my life and then there is my second mom that has been there since i was 4 she was there when the worst was going on and my real mom and dad was sick and as i grew up she has become one of my best friends and taught me to fellow my heart and see all the love that i have to share it with the one i love and since i have learned to share my love with that one specail person in my life it has been a new being for me and i wouldnt want it anyother way because its like a total completness. With the steps of love being taken and the steps of heling one an other

Need Ur Help People!!!!
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY GUYS ARE SUCH DICKS..... U COULD TREAT THEM LIKE KINGS, GIVE THEM ANYTHING THEY WANT AND COULD EVER DESIRE AND THEY STILL WANT TO TREAT U LIKE SHIT... IS IT THE MACHO,EGO THING??? A WOMAN CAN BE THE NICEST, PRETTIEST, MOST COMPASSIONATE PERSON AND SHE STILL GETS SHIT ON.... PLEASE TELL ME AM I BEING TOO NICE TO THESE FUCKERS OR IS IT SOMETHING THAT IS IN EVERY MANS GENES????

Subject: Would You Remarry?
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?" HUSBAND: "No, she's left-handed." WIFE: -- silence -- HUSBAND: "sh*t."

Getting Hit On At Work Lol
so i got dressed after work into my black dress the a line one heheh and i walk out and here someone say hey hey and i continue walking and then this guy comes out of the gym and islooking for me and it was funny he asked how i was and why he never sees me at the gym and then he was like you have nice legs hahahah it was soo funny and sorry but im like janet .. i dont like men with too many muscles hahahah

Aw Come On And Fill It Out!!!! Its For Fun
This is called the SEXI TEST" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... If you don't respost this, you will have bad luck for 18 years!! So repost, it's fun! [ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Handsome [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? [ ] i wanna fuck you [ ]wanna have sex? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = _______. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _______. We could _____ _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I

Church Squirrels
There were Five country churches in a small Georgia town: The Presbyterian Church , the Baptist Church ,! the Methodist Church and the Catholic Church and the Jewish Synagogue. Each church was overrun with pesky squirrels . One day, the Presbyterian Church called a meeting to decide what to do about the squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they Determined that the squirrels were predestined to be there and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will. In the Baptist Church the squirrels had taken up habitation in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a cover on the baptistery and drown the squirrels in it. The squirrels escaped somehow and there were twice as many there the next week. The Methodist Church got together and decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creation. So, they humanely trapped the Squirrels and set them free a few miles outside of town. Three days later, the squirrels were back. But -- The Catholic Ch

Silly Little Quiz......
HOW BAD DO U WANT ME Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (can be more than 1 number!) (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me (__)____-___

Degrees Of Blonde
> >> >FIRST DEGREE >> >A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the >> >morning The wife (undoubtedly blond), picked up the phone, >> >listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 >> >miles from here!" and hung up. >> >The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't >> >know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." >> > >> >`´*:-,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,-:*´`´* >> > >> >SECOND DEGREE >> > >> >Two blonds are walking down the street. One notices a compact on >> >the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the >> >mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second >> >blond says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blond hands her the >> >compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, " >> >You dummy, it's me!" >> >`´*:-,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´*:-,_,-:*´`´*:-.,_,.-:*´`´* >> > >> >THIRD DEGR EE >> >A blond suspects her boyfriend of chea

Another Blonde Joke
Three ladies all worked in the same office with the same female boss. Each day, they noticed the boss left work early. One day, the ladies decided that, when the boss left, they would leave right behind her. After all, she never called or came back to work, so how would she know they went home early? The brunette was thrilled to be home early. She did a little gardening spent playtime with her son, and went to bed early. The redhead was elated to be able to get in a quick workout at the spa before meeting a dinner date. The blonde was happy to get home early and surprise her husband, but when she got to her bedroom, she heard a muffled noise from inside. Slowly and quietly, she cracked open the door and was mortified to see her husband in bed with her boss!! Gently she closed the door and crept out of her house. The next day, at their coffee break, the brunette and redhead planned to leave early again, and they asked the blonde if she was going to go wit

I Have Had Enough Drama And I've Decided I'm Leaving Cherry
Knock knock! Hello, you! May I grab your attention? Come a little closer... ...closer still... ...closer.. I GOTCHA! You've just been hit by a GIANT VIRTUAL PILLOW! Get in on the fun and hit everyone you know! It's the start of...... an Internet PILLOW FIGHT! The Three Pillow Fight Rules: 1. No sleeping on the pillow fight pillows. 2. You can't hit anyone who has already hit you. 3. There are no more rules. Now.....go out there and hit as many people as you can before they get you!!!!!! HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! CLOBBER ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!

My Brilliant Friends
I'm only sending this to my brilliant friends. Passing requires only 4 correct answers....a measly 40%. 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get catgut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific is named after What animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a Commercial airplane? All done? Check your answers below! Scroll Down ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get catgut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5) What is a camel's h

Joke
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Today Sucked!
So today I spent the entire day and I'm talking from about 8am till 730p at the hospital waiting! I hate sitting in waiting rooms, just sitting there not knowing whats going on. My mom had to have surgery on herleg today to remove a blockage that was causing no blood to flow from the top of her leg to her foot. The surgery took way longer then it was suposed to and with the health that she's currently in of coruse it freaked me out. I think what irritates me the most is that I was totally off the wall sitting there stressing out and I called so many people that I know and either no one was home or no one could talk. I left msgs and no one cld me back...hmmmm oh well I guess thats life. Everyone has things to do! But everything turned out great! I'm just ranting....

Subject: Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his

Fire Truck
Fire truck A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks" the girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster" The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

A Puerto Rican Grandma
> >> > LAWYERS SHOULD NEVER ASK A PUERTO RICAN GRANDMA A QUESTION IF THEY >> > AREN'T PREPARED FOR THE ANSWER. >> > DURING A TRIAL IN MIAMI, THE PROSECUTING ATTORNEY CALLED HIS FIRST >> > WITNESS, AN ELDERLY PUERTORIQUENA ABUELITA TO THE STAND. >> > >> > HE APPROACHED HER AND ASKED, "SENORA SANCHEZ, DO YOU KNOW ME?" >> > >> > SHE RESPONDED, "SI, I KNOW YOU MR. RODRIGUEZ. I KNOW YOU SINCE YOU >> > WERE A MOCOSO (snot-nosed), AND FRANKLY YOU'VE BEEN A BIG >>DISAPPOINTMENT TO ME, TO >> > YOUR FAMILY AND TO YOUR COMMUNITY. YOU LIE, YOU CHEAT ON YOUR WIFE, >> > AND YOU MANIPULATE PEOPLE, AND YOU THINK YOU'RE A BIG SHOT. THE ENTIRE >> >> > CITY OF SAN JUAN KNOWS YOU ARE NADA (a nothing), PURA BASURA (pure >>garbage). YES, I KNOW YOU WELL ." >> > >> > THE LAWYER WAS STUNNED, NOT KNOWING WHAT ELSE TO DO, HE POINTED ACROSS >> >> > THE ROOM AND ASKED, MRS. SANCHEZ, "DO YOU KNOW THE DEFENSE ATTORNEY?" >> > >> > AGAIN SHE REPLIED, "CLARO QUE SI (Of course I do). I'VE KNOWN MR.

I Could.
I could if you would let me. fall in love with you deeply I could if you would let me. hold you close at night. I could if you would have it Call you everyday and tell you "I love you." I could if you would have it make you dinner every night I could if I wanted to Give myself completly to you I could if I wanted to stop hiding who I am I could if it were that easy love you constantly I could if it were that easy be your everything.

~~the Dog's Diary~~
THE DOG'S DIARY 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! THE CAT'S DIARY: day 983 of my captivity My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of

710
A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and another customer asked, "What is a seven-hundred-ten?" She replied, "You know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need a new one.." She replied that she did not know exactly what it was, but this piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and in the middle of it wrote 710. He then took her over to another car which had its hood up and asked "is there a 710 on this car?" She pointed and said, "Of course, its right there."

Mother's Hands
Hands that rocked the cradle...From the moment of my birth, Their tender touch remembered...By those still on this earth. Soft as silk those hands...That taught me how to pray, Banishing childhood fears;...They soothed each one away. When I grew much older...And troubles came my way, Those hands caressing mine...Did more than words could say. Mother's hands were gentle,..They're missed so very much, I'd give the world to feel once more..Their warm and tender touch. Those hands were full of comfort...Now they lie at rest, But memory holds them close...To the ones they served the best

I Dont Want You Anymore
there you go again. why do you always think that you can always go back to me? you have ignore me for so many times, then after i get so furious you'll text me back after a few days telling me you love me... is this a joke? I stupidly accepted you back for all it's worth. but you are wasting my precious time. i have loved you so deep it took me awhile to realize how i stupidly treat myself just because of loving you. how many times have i've told you to leave me alone. then you will go back to me each time like nothing happen... well hear this... i don't want you back anymore, i have been so great without you. i realize now how much you mistreat me. so please go. i dont want anything to do with you from now on. are you listening? geezzz... get a life!!!

Cili Garden
An old man lived alone on Lucero Street in Alice (that is Texas for you out of the area folks). He wanted to spade his chili garden, but it was very hard work. His only son, Francisco, who used to help him, was in prison. The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Oye Francisco, I feeling pretty bad cuz I do not think I will be able to plant my chili gardenz theese year. I just getting too viejo to dig a garden, but if you waz here, all mi problemas wood be over. I know you wood dig the plot for me. Siempre, tu Papi ******************************************************* A few days later he received a letter from his son: Dear Papi, Por favor, no, don't dig up the garden, that's where I buried the BODIES! Love, Francisco At 4 a.m. the next morning, FBI agents and local police showed up and dug up the entire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another lett

Jokes Too Funny....lol
The 1st Affair: > > A married man was having an affair with his secretary. > > One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM .. > > The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. > > He put on his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." > > "You lying bastard! > > You've been playing golf!" > > > The 2nd Affair: > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. > > They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. > > The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. > > The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. > > He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. > > He told his wife, "There's no

Tex-mexistentialism
"Jalapeno, Jalapeno, Jalapeno, Jalapeno." I've discovered a wonderful new philosophy that has raised my consciousness as well as my cholesterol. It's called Tex-Mexistentialism. It all started with the philosopher Juan-Paul Salsa, who wrote, "To Bean, or Nacho to Bean, that is the Queso." He was followed by his great disciple, Descarta Blanca, who said, "I Pinto, therefore, Cayenne." Some trace it to ancient Grease, where the great thinker Aristortilla wrote the book Plata's RePulpo. Meanwhile, over in ancient India, they believed in Chili con Karma - that what Casa round, Carne's around. And back in the Holy Land, The prophet Masa brought The Ten Comidas: "Thou Salt not Tequila." "Honor Tamale and thy Papaya." "Blessed are the Migas, for they shall Ranchero the Burps." "Give a man an Enchilada, he'll Taco Mole." "Arroz is Arroz by Flameada name." "In the Picante, Guisada Cerveza'd the Hongas and the Verde." And he saw that it was Food." I'd

Jeannie Season 5
#114 - "Jeannie At the Piano" Jeannie makes a piano that Tony is playing magical so that he plays like Chopin. Everyone is so impressed that Gen. Schaeffer puts him on a concert tour. ___ #115 - "Djinn, Djinn the Pied Piper" General Schaeffer meets Jeannie's genie-dog and wants Djinn Djinn to meet his Great Dane, Jupiter as well as compete in a show. ___ #116 - "Guess Who's Going to be a Bride? (Part 1)" Tony refuses the wish of Jeannie to be his bride, causing her to leave him forever. ___ #117 - "Guess Who's Going to be a Bride? (Part 2)" Tony risks everything to find Jeannie and asks for her hand in marriage. ___ #118 - "Jeannie's Beauty Cream" Amanda Bellows complains to Jeannie that the sun makes her face all leathery, so Jeannie gives her some genie cream. Amanda applies some and her face transforms into that of a hot young woman. Guest stars Harold Gould. ___ #119 - "Jeannie and the Bachelor Party" Roger and Dr. Bellows plan to throw Ton

Jeannie Season 4
#88 - "U.F.Oh Jeannie" Tony and Roger test an experimental UFOish-looking aircraft high in the Floridian sky. ÊJeannie pops in for a visit and messes up the machine's calibration forcing them to land off course. Upon landing, Tony and Roger are attacked by hillbillies who believe they are Martians. ___ #89 - "Jeannie and the Wild Pipchicks" Tony and Dr. Bellows taste the Pipchick candy sent to Jeannie by her mother only to find they now have superhuman strength. When they ask Jeannie to find out the ingredients, her mother makes a few changes to release the inhibitions of whoever eats the candy. ___ #90 - "Tomorrow is Not Another Day" Jeannie blinks up a newspaper for Tony but accidentally gives him the next day's paper. After reading the headline, "Astronaut Breaks Leg in Accident," Tony and Jeannie try to find Roger to warn him that one of them is going to get hurt. ___ #91 - "Abdullah" Jeannie is caring for her baby nephew Little Abdullah. She leaves unexpec

Volume X - Punishment
My eyes are closed... I welcome the brutality that awaits. I drift into unconsciousness... I absorb the blows lashed unto me. The mental anguish soothes me. The physical pain excites me. The breath of night be upon me, Make me whole... Bring me close to the dark gods. Punishment is within me Self-flagellation Psycho-mutilation Spritual degradation Proverbial masturbation Before I have lived, I shall die. This is a relief from punishment, And cause of true inner peace. Thence still I suffer.

Difference Between Fishing And Sex
1. No matter how much whiskey you've had, you can still Fish. 2. A limp rod is still useful while Fishing. 3. You don't have to hide your Fishing magazines. 4. It is perfectly acceptable to pay a professional to Fish with you once in a while. 5. The Ten Commandments don't say anything against Fishing. 6. If your partner takes pictures or videotapes of you Fishing, you don't have to worry about them showing up on the Internet if you become famous. 7. Your Fishing partner doesn't get upset about people you Fished with long ago. 8. It's perfectly respectable to Fish with a total stranger. 9. When you see a really good Fishing person, you don't have to feel guilty about imagining the two of you Fishing together. 10. If your regular Fishing partner isn't available, he/she won't object if you Fish with someone else. 11. Nobody will ever tell you that you will go blind if you Fish by yourself. 12. When dealing with a Fishing pro, you never have to wonder if they are real

Jeannie Season 3
#62 - "Fly Me to the Moon" Original Air Date: September 12, 1967 Original Air Time: 7:00pm Written by: Robert Marcus Directed by: Hal Cooper For fun, Jeannie turns a chimp, scheduled to go into outer space under Dr. Bellows' supervision, into a human being. It's up to Tony to find the chimp-now-human and convince him he should go back to being a chimp. Requesting Jeannie's help, her blink misfires and turns Tony into a chimp just in time for Dr. Bellows to prepare him to go into space. Guest stars: Larry Storch as 'Sam' the chimp. ___ #63 - "Jeannie or the Tiger" Original Air Date: September 19, 1967 Original Air Time: 7:00pm Written by: James Henerson Directed by: Hal Cooper It's been two hundred years since Jeannie saw her sister Jeannie. During an illfated reunion at Tony's house her sister decides to trick Jeannie into her bottle, steal Tony away and send Roger all over the world in order to keep him from exposing her. You see he stumbled upon Jeann

Hott Miserable Factory
yeah.. its was HOTT today maybe 1oo' in there today.. lol I was sweating.. and thought I was gonna have a heat stroke.. but it was okay the day went by super fast,, I was on a fast paced machine... I am tired though... I work tomorrow.. and then am off all weekend long.. I;ll be wit bobbi sue.. I usually spend all my time wit her.. I dont hardly spend any time in my own house.. its sad really..i dont like the shit that happens here though.. I hate the fighting.. the never ending shit.. so bOO YEAH I stay at bobbi's.. :) so later..

Jeannie Season 2
#31- "Happy Anniversary" Original Air Date: September 12, 1966 Original Air Time: 7:00pm Written by Sidney Sheldon Directed by: Claudio Guzman On the day of their first-anniversary Tony leaves for NASA with a very upset Jeannie behind. It is their only anniversary and Jeannie wishes to celebrate it with her master. In her attempts to have a romantic recreation of their first meeting Jeannie strands herself once again in her bottle on the deserted South Pacific Island. What she didn't plan was for her Tony to land and mistakenly release the wicked and evil Blue Djinn, the same one who banished her two thousand years before. Special Guest Star: Michael Ansara as The Blue Djinn. Did you know: That at that time Michael Ansara was Barbara Eden's husband. Did you also know: This was not the first color episode of I Dream of Jeannie filmed. Episode #45 "Jeannie Breaks the Bank," was actually filmed before it, where you plainly see the original first season home of Major Ne

Jeannie Season 1
#01 The Lady in the Bottle Written by: Sidney Sheldon Directed by: Gene Nelson Original Air Date: September 18th, 1965 Original Air Time: 6:00pm When astronaut Tony Nelson's space capsule goes off course, he lands on a seemingly uninhabited island and finds a strange bottle. Aye, there's the rub- the bottle contains a 2000-year-old genie named Jeannie. Jeannie: Barbara Eden Tony Nelson: Larry Hagman Melissa Stone: Karen Sharpe General Stone: Philip Ober Dr. Bellows: Hayden Rorke Pete: Don Dubbins Special Tid-Bit: Filmed at Point Dume on Zuma Beach in Malibu California both Barbara Eden and Larry Hagman exclaimed how it was so horribly cold the day of filming. Barbara exclaimed "Thank goodness it was filmed in black and white, otherwise you would have seen that my lips were blue!" Did you know: Jeannie actually spoke Persian in the first episode. Since there were no Arabic tutors available at the time they substituted Persian. Classic Quote: "Jeannie we d

Jeannie's Diary 2
Dear Diary, After only a short time with my master, I have found him to be the most wonderful, kind, sensitive and clever master I have ever had. I have known since that first moment when he found me that I was in love. The problem is, he will not tell me that he loves me. Could it be that he does not? When I try to do things for him -- give him great and wonderful gifts, shower him with affection -- he only wants me to: a) take the gifts away and b) "Stop it, Jeannie!" Oh, how can I make my master understand that I do this to please him? Not to annoy him. This morning, for instance, I went to my neighborhood grocer to shop for my master's supper. (A man on television told me to go.) When I returned, my master said he would like to go swimming. So, I blinked him a swimming pool! He did not appreciate it. So, I blinked the pool out. My master was not pleased that I left him buried in the cement. Oh, well... Oh, the most wonderful thing has happened! At the market today, I was remi

Jeannie's Diary 1
Dear Diary, The albatrosses came again today. They are such lovely friends. They bring shells and flowers and trinkets of affection and lay them next to my bottle. They are such lovely... They are my only friends. How long has it been? I have been in my bottle -- in my prison -- for 2,000 years. Cast into the angry seas from the shores of my home in Baghdad by the Blue Djinn. I do not hate easily, but I have had so many evil thoughts of him over the centuries. It is not pleasant to hate. I floated from ocean to ocean until I reached my new home. I could feel the warmth of these waters through my bottle and it warmed my soul. A rolling wave gently tossed my bottle onto the shores of this island and here I have remained for centuries upon more. But the albatrosses have kept me company. I can see them enjoying the freedom of flight around this beautiful island. The greenery is so lush. And what I would not give to walk along this beach and feel the warmth of the sand below my feet.

I Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Pissed Off Courtesy Of Stonesour
The perseverance of the human nature depicts the forlorn use of free will. In being so we as a race tend to justify our actions by means of reasoning and emotions. When we marry, we justify the union by the emotion of love. We justify acts of war with the reasoning of: riding the world of an evil entity. When we do eliminate a supposed evil, our one only hope is that the next person in line is much less a lesser evil than the predecessor. There for is it truly in our own best interest to remove and make room for evil. For with in a void is the free standing space that is capable of holding any form that chooses to fill in. On that note, free will is what allows us to have the options of whether or not we choose to commit crimes or abide by the promenaded laws of society. Where in we are governed by the intimidation of the fascist nations that govern the world in which we live. We unconsciously submit the governed memorandums with the understanding that if we fail to comply, we will

Will You Ever?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Fema Trailer Park...la
Omg so my volunteer work here in Luisiana has been very interesting so far. Mostly i really really like it here. The weather is a bit hot n humid but its ok. Today i was sent on a trip to a FEMA trailer park and i was extremely disturbed by what goes on in there. First of all the trailer park has hardly no grass n alot of gravel rocks. The trailers are very small n about 10 feet to 15 feet away from each other.Im gonna guess n say that there are about 400 trailers there. Since yesterday EC(Emergency Communities) and some of the people with my group (we are volunteers from Pellissippi State in Tennessee) have been sent to work with the kids in the trailer park after school. It was really heart breaking to see the mentality of the children today. I mean these kids have no respect for themselves or the people around them. They play in an old building with no walls that use to be a courthouse. They have one safe haven which is suppose to be one trailer that is their after sch

You Are The One
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Ggrrr....no End In Site!
Sorry for not rating anyones new stash items, it's day 5 of my suspension on adding stash or rating on anyones new stash items. CT really has to look at evryone having the option of letting everyone looking at stash or just friend and fans, like pics do.

Dale Jr
Report: Junior to drive for JR Motorsports in 2008 By NASCAR.COM May 9, 2007 06:42 PM EDT type size: + -What subject does Dale Earnhardt Jr. want to talk about? Members of the media have been invited to a Thursday morning news conference at the JR Motorsports race shop in Mooresville, N.C. However, details of the conference were not provided, lending speculation that it may involve his contract negotiations with Dale Earnhardt Inc. Dave Moody reported Wednesday afternoon on Sirius Speedway that speculation is Junior and Martin Truex Jr. will drive Nextel Cup cars under the JR Motorsports banner in 2008 with Hendrick Motorsports providing engines. SPEED will interrupt regularly scheduled programming to go live from the JR Motorsports race shop at 11 a.m. ET for the news conference. Junior's contract with DEI is scheduled to run out at the end of the season, and he and sister Kelley Earnhardt Elledge have been involved in talks with team officials. Both parties have

The Way It's Meant To Be
Sometimes things don't work out exactly like we plan Sometimes you have to take what is in your own two hands sometimes people expect to much and feel the end is near sometimes people want to go and this is what I fear I fear you will go away and leave me all alone I FEAR that you will leave me here with no one to call my own and then again I must remember its not all about me and other times I must remember Its the Way its meant to be for now and future times you can't always be here you can't always be by my side so now you know how I feel I need to know how you feel for me but then again I must remember Its the Way its meant to be

I Have Been So Sick
Sorry I haven't been online in over a week. I have been really sick and had to spend some time in the hospital. I'm doing okay physically but emotionally I'm drained right now. Don't want explain in a blog, it is very personal, but I'm doing better. Love you all and will be back to rate, fan, and post comments for everyone again soon.

Im Over It~!!!~
i am so totally over all this freakin drama...i need to move, living with 24 other women is so not cool~!!!~ anyway, today was another totally aprilious day...hope everybody had as much fun as i did...well i always have fun...lol... so yeah, hit me up peeps~!!!~ ....no cold shower today....

How
you give all u have to give and then u hear those famous last words... im not ready lets just try as friends first and see where it goes....when there isnt one thing you dont know for you have been there friend for almost 20 years... so do u take the 10 steps back and waite ? or do you move forward and just leave it all alone ..i have no answers hear just questions ... he call before work at work and before bed.... so that has even givin me more twisted feeling... i looked for him and he for me.. found each other on ct... so as friends i refer to things we shouldnt talk about... and always keep everything on an upper level.. but i want to say so much more but he told me today i was pushin... so i set with life passing me by and wondering why

Help Me Win Please!! New Contest
PLEASE HELP COMMENT BOMB ME IN THIS CONTEST!! Help Me Godfather Contest 1st - 1 week blast 2nd - 3 day blast 3rd - Yacht 4th - Porsche 5th - Corvette No drama! No cheating! (no freshmeat accounts commenting & no accounts created specifically for bombing) No down rating! Contest begins Monday, May 7 2007 @ 12pm Contest ends Wednesday, May 16 2007 @ 9pm This is in Pacific Standard Time (PST, West Coast, California) click this pic!!

My Daddy
Ok I'm a serious Daddy's girl.I mean who doesn't have their favorite parent?Mine is my daddy.he's easy going,non-judgmental.The total opposite of my control freak of a mother. I like the fact that even though he is heading for 63 this year,he listens,really listens to what I have to say.When I am done crying,we talk about all sorts of things.Everything from sex to my kids.I like the fact that he seems to put every-one around him at ease. He came from a very humble back-ground where they had next to nothing,sometimes only each other.ONe of 9 nine kids is my day.Hard to believe he can remeber when shoes were like only 25 cents.Kinda crazy but MEH whatever. One day he's going to leave me and ya I will cry but until then I will continue to be daddy's baby girl. PS Thanks to Daddy I have a car.......lol

So Here It Goes..
i basically really like this guy he has noo idea..and i realy would like to be with him but he lives far away...but ya..thats about it..i really want it to happen but...i dunno if hes willing to TRY... but ne ways i passed my first two college classes sooo more time on here.wait lol noo more time for me to go clubbing.. ya..buddy..and i saw 2 new movies...spiderman 3 and vacancy..they were good.. soo ya thats whats new with me..peace

I Will Give You
some say LOVE … … … it is a SEA, that drown the tender REED ! some say LOVE … … … it is a RAZOR, that leaves your soul to BLEED ! some say LOVE … … … it is a HUNGER, an ENDLESS aching NEED ! I say LOVE … … … it is a FLOWER .. .. .. and YOU are only it’s SEED ! it is the HEART .. .. .. afraid of BREAKING, that never learn to DANCE ! it is a DREAM .. .. .. afraid of WAKING, that never takes a CHANCE ! it is the ONE .. .. .. who won’t be TAKEN ! who cannot seem to GIVE ! and SOUL, afraid to DYING, that never learn to LIVE ! when the NIGHT has been too LONELY, the ROAD has been too LONG, YOU think that LOVE is only for the LUCKY and STRONG, just remember in the WINTER ! for beneath the bitter SNOWS ! lies the SEED, that with the SUN’s LOVE ! in the SPRING become the ROSE ! ! !

In Case You Didn't Read It Earlier
DEAR FRIENDS THE ROAD THAT I HAVE TRAVELED SINCE JOINING CHERRYTAP HAS BEEN AN ADVENTURE,I STILL GLANCE BACK AND WONDER HOW I BECAME SO LUCKY AS TO BE SURROUNDED BY SUCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. I WONDER IF YOU EVER REALIZED THAT I CARE FOR YOU ALL ENTIRELY. AMIDST THESE CRIES OF JOY,I'M SIMPLY NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS BEFORE BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE MADE WITH YOU ALL.I HAVE BECOME A BETTER PERSON FOR KNOWING EACH ONE OF YOU. THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TOMORROWS THAT WE WILL EXPLORE MY THANKS TO EACH WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO HELP ME ALONG MY JOURNEY.ALSO MANY THANKS FOR EACH ONE WHO HAVE READ MY WORDS. BE WELL,BE SAFE,BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER, BE WONDERFUL MY FRIENDS. HUGS AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL WildCat

Mc Hammer Hyphy Come Back!
OK NOW IM A HUGE FAN OF THE HYPHY MOVEMENT AND ALL BUT MC HAMMER?? TRYING TO MAKE A COME BACK USING HYPHY AS A START IS JUST A UH UN..IT ALL SUCKS CEPT FOR ALL THE HYPHY DANCING BY THE BACKGROUND DANCERS..BUT YEAH CHECK IT OUT... YADADA OH NO!!

Im Not Homeless Anymore
So I got my 1st apartment today, well 1st one by myself at least. Im so excited. Just another part of growing up I guess. What a great birthday gift to myself. I move in next week and with the moving and birthday and everything I wont be on much the next week or so. So if you have any requests...taking them now. oxoxox Sarita

Colors
Spring-loaded bait choosing tonight’s blade The light is taking shape and the load is close to paid Held together with electrical tape but I seem to like it that way Draped under a debate that is just a disguise for blame Purity can easily be drained with a touch of poor pain Armed and ready I’ve fought the blaze Fire steady The pasture is mine to graze Breathe On my air Seethe At my call When your lungs collapse your screams make no sound I’m standing tall in hollow ground Taking flight while tethered and bound There’s no need to look around I’m quite very found Golden shoes are as good as cement when it’s time to drown Excuse me while I indulge in a perverted blood tryst And masturbate with an unscrupulously slit wrist Baseless accusations are being given air time and that’s bullshit Break away from the bailiff and lunge at the plaintiff Lounging on a jutting cliff, dashing into the sand drift It takes a lot of concentration but you can dilate your

This Comes In Many Ways....
I've calmed down a bit...but I'm still ticked!! It really ticks me off that when someone pretends to be your friend and then turns around and bad mouths you to someone else!!! The real kicker is they aren't even adult enough to come to me and talk to me about what ever the issue is. I expected that it would eventually happen to me because she does it to everyone else, why doesn't she listen?????? She complains but I already discussed with her the situation but apparently she wasn't listening when I told her!!! I figured out on my own things were changing--I'm not sure if I'm more angry and dissapointed or hurt. Time will tell.... One of the hardest things is explaining to my teenagers why I don't retaliate and be hateful....yes I'm angry, but i'm not vengeful.... Been rambling for a bit.....but i had to express myself....

Good Times
On Off Am Not It’s distressing how easily I can be easily switched off Especially considering how far I have to climb Just to get eye level with sewer slime Breathe on the antiseptic stench of a clean slate Open wide and go blind in the bleakness of my dead place You can think I’m distant, but it’s untrue and unfair Because the fact of the matter is that I’m simply not there I’ve been replaced by an instinct to stay alive And the only way to survive Is to thoroughly die Hand over control to a second place god One with no desire to stand tall No desire to be all No desire to taste To follow the dogma of debase No desire The Cinders of charred hate

I Am Your Clock
I am your clock I am your religion I am your shotgun mechanical bride Nothing is done without my approval I own you I decide how long you sleep And how much rest You are ever allowed I decide what you desire I deny you time to think I am the mirror of constant humiliation That follows and shadows you Wherever you go And blocks out the light At the end of every tunnel you try Be on time Be on schedule Always feel Like you're always late And need more scolding and punishment Do not daydream Do not dilly-dally Do not fall behind Wings are flapping right behind you You know what's coming next As I swoop down like a hungry owl And sink my talons into your back And drag you back to square one again The pain gets a little worse every time Crash Crumple Do not pass go Do not collect Your dignity and your self respect Give up It's over No time allowed To try something you like The bills were all due yesterday You've failed You're through First we form ou

Before I Was Myself, You Made Me, Me
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free. By Dimitri Shostakovich

Chasing Prizes Is Not Worth It
I opened my e-mail the other day to find a note that seemed right up my alley. Seems someone wanted me to vote for my favorite chocolate and I had to choose between plain M&M's and peanut M&M's. What a wonderful choice to be asked to make. Too bad all of life's choices aren't that easy. I will happily eat either variety. However, I really like peanuts so I checked that box and waited for the computer to tell me which fabulous gift card I woulld get for my effort. Just then the screen changed and instead of my reward, I found lots of questions. The "research firm" that was doing the "survey" wanted to know everything but my shoe size. And, my shoe size is the only piece of information that I felt comfortable giving them. I clicked forward a few screens to see what it would take for me to get that "valuable prize" and found that they actually thought I might be dumb enough to give them all sorts of information like my home address, phone number, full name, date of birth, a

Another Night Of Hell
I have had yet another night of hell... My loving stepfather came through the kitchen talking shit about wanting to kill my cat and her kittens. Ok so it isn't my cat, she belongs to Laura, but that's neither here nor there. I don't like people talking that kind of shit. So I told him he would do no such thing... Well, let's just say this led to one helluva heated argument, which he walked away from. When my mother went in her room, he started in on her about me,which pissed me off so I went back there and told him to talk shit to me not her. She tried to pull me away and kept saying just to leave him alone, but my hotheaded ass doesn't know when to quit... We got to argueing so bad that he was in my face and I was in his... I wanted to smash his fucking face in.... What pisses me off is how he'll try to antagonize me by saying something quietly and then it seems to others like I'm just rambling on.. He's a sick fuck... I told him I wish he had died in his numerous motorcycle accidents

Wrong Number Fun
Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" he asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and into the swimming pool. But I guess

Agh. Don't Let A Relationship Fade.
Once you find someone you care a great deal about you begin to let your guard down. You tend to be the cruelest to those who you love the most. You first meet. Your eyes connect and you are immediately drawn closer and closer. Your first date is perfection; only showing those characteristics of which one can truly admire. You are sweet and chivalric; you open doors for her, pull out her chair and push it in when she sits. You say “Bless you” when she sneezes and you compliment he heavily throughout the night. The first week goes on as your relationship begins to blossom. You spoil her immensely. She comes home to wonderful surprises such as roses at her doorstep or a card filled with poems stuffed in her mailbox. If only this perfection could last forever. After the weeks go on you feel you can let your guard down and be your true self. You begin to let out the little flaws that you had once strived to hide. You no longer care to impress your partner and your appearance begins t

This Site.!!
First off I wana say im here to make friends ok not for points or money or what ever like alot of you are ok. im here tryin to get along with every one and get to know some in the process ok. when I put a sign on my profile and it says GIRLS ONLY it dont mean all guys take a look at me and try to add your self to my list ok. I sure dont appreciate some 1 who steals from me either like pics I dont steal from none of you I respect you all soo why take from me fare is fare right?? Now onto another matter we all have pics of course and yes I have pics and kinky ones too ok. and for some reason they seem to delete and boot my pics but its ok to have sum woman showin off her puss and sum guy showin off his tool or a couple flat out havin sex whats up with that??.. thats not fare at all your gunna pick on me but you wont do nothin to them why?? think about it this is happening to all of us everyday ok. and it has to stop some where. Thank you for your time your frien

Winter's Roads
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d

Fwb
I've got a new FWB. Her name is Zoe and she is one wild girl. She is older, but hot with short blonde hair and a nice bod. I went over to her place last tuesday. By the end of the night, we had played with sex swings, sex toys and most importantly, each other. Can't wait to see her again. If you'd like to be my FWB, the more the merrier.

Relationship Rules (girls!!!)
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR US GIRLS 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't mar

The 10 Secrets To Love
The first secret: the power of love. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires. Thinking about your ideal partner will help recognize him or her when you meet. The second secret: the power of respect. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself? " To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself, "What do I respect about them?" The third secret: the power of giving. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. The secret formula

Although Consumed By Fury, You Still Loved Us
Although consumed by fury, you still loved us. At least that is the knowledge of my heart. Screaming like a child, you would beat us Until you snapped, and then the tears would start. "You know I love you," you would cry, demanding More of us through tears than with your fist. And we, through tears, would nod our understanding, Too bullied in our pain to dare resist. Yet now that you've been dead for many years, And I have wandered through my own vast hell, I see the desperate anguish in your tears And hope at last that I can love you well. For only in my love can your love be The love that once, I think, you had for me. By Dimitri Shostakovich WOW is all i got to say about this one!!!

Please Remember
Time, sometimes the time just slips away And your left with yesterday Left with the memories I, I’ll always think of you and smile And be happy for the time I had you with me Though we go our seperate ways I won’t forget so don’t forget The memories we made Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine While we were wild and free Please remember, please remember me Goodbye, there’s just no sadder word to say And it’s sad to walk away With just the memories Who’s to know what might have been We’ll leave behind a life and time We’ll never know again Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me And remember, please remember me Please remember, please remember I was there for you And you were there for me Please remember, our time together The time was yours and mine While we were wild and free Then remember, please rememb

Although A Daughter, I Write This As A Mother
Although a daughter, I write this as a mother. We're both mothers now, of child-daughters: You, a grandmother forced to be a mother, And I, a widow, alone with my fatherless daughter. Death has thus shaped both our lives in ways We would not have chosen. Yet life is still the bright, Painfully lovely thing it was always: Our children like dancers on a dark, splendid night, Needing our loves as I needed yours; your love The same song as ever, a lullaby I remember So well from my time in your arms. We move In slow spirals towards the stars. September Has weeks like June, yet is closer to the fall. Love has no answers, yet its beauty answers all By J. S. Bach

5-9-07
This is a quick update just to let everyone know that life with us is going SPECTACULAR!!!!!!!!! In fact,to be honest with you this is the happiest i've ever been in my entire life.!!!! I really mean that too!!!! If and when my Pooh Bear reads this I want her to know in front of all of cherrytap that she is the most precious gift i've ever been blessed with in my entire life. I love you so much Pooh Bear and my love for you only grows bigger and stronger each and every single day. I've finally found the secret key to living a great life. I can share with you the secret, find yourself a Pooh Bear of your own. Just one word of caution, this Pooh Bear is all mine. (hehehe) Love and peace to family, friends, and fans nationwide and worldwide. Pooh's Baby

My Prince
What I have… I have trust not doubt. I have honesty not wonder. I have fun not games. I have sincerity not just what one thinks I want to hear. I have hope not expectations. I have desire not need. I have true love not something to settled with. I love being in love with you honey. I love feeling complete and whole, more then I have ever felt before. There is a part of me that has been filled that I did not know was empty. I thought that I would have to give up on things I wanted and needed to be with someone and you have proven that to not be true. All I have done is love you the only way I know how and that is all you have ever wanted. I love that I can be perfect for someone and that it is you. You and I are not perfect but as we have said so many times we are so perfect for each other. I love you my sweet prince!!! I hold you close to me feel the breath of you and the wonder of you. I remember a time without you but only as one would remember a bleak and distant nig

You
You, you see me You see the me I tend to hide You free the feelings locked inside In you I know I can confide Because, you see me You, you hear me You hear the words I cannot say You kiss my every tear away From you I will never stray Because, you hear me You, you touch me You touch me and my heart grows wings You touch me and my body sings I can't believe it's happening Because, you touch me You, you love me You love me as I've never known You reap the love my heart has sown I know I'll never be alone Because, you love me

A Vase Of Flowers In A Window Frame
A vase of flowers in a window frame. A house of gentle light amid dark leaves. An ecstasy so sharp it feels like anguish, The pull that makes our beeline an ellipse. No transcendental morning's inspiration So ravishes the things we never see. We hear for all our lives a silent music To which we dance unknowing through our time. And even when we die, there is a beauty Older than the cold December stars, A part of us that waits behind the darkness To take us once again into its arms. Sequenced by Barry Taylor

Keep Believing
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be. That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, and you will also see yourself developing into the person you have always wanted to be. Life is a journey through time, filled with many choices; each of us will experience life in our own special way. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibil

A Mother's Love Determines How
A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would drive us mad with pain; But we are born into a world That greets our cries with joy. How much I owe you for the kiss That told me who I was! The greatest gift--a love of life-- Lay laughing in your eyes. Because of you my world still has The soft grace of your smile; And every wind of fortune bears The scent of your caress. By Turlough O'Carolan

Come Join My Dark Chambers Dungeon
Boys and Girls.... Come and join your Mistress into my newly created lounge... Dark Chambers Dungeon... Let's all have fun here, let me explore your wild side... perhaps, your submissive side?.. Let loose, have fun, be naughty, be fun... enjoy the dark side!! My snippy is going to be taking care of you when and while I am not around, so you better be good to her, she has my authorization to kick your ass if you don't :) Kisses and whips Mistress M

A Mother Casts Her Dreams Into The Sea
A mother casts her dreams into the sea; We, the words sent bobbing towards the sun, The eggs of stone, the shards of prophesy. Because she must conclude her melody And fall back to the sweet dark hush of One, A mother casts her dreams into the sea, Hoping to cross that wild infinity And on some infant shore again to run, The eggs of stone, the shards of prophesy Outside the fiery circle of memory, The howling surf, the incessant years undone … A mother casts her dreams into the sea And then dissolves into a tapestry, Her rolling, helpless drift again begun, The eggs of stone, the shards of prophesy Afloat once more upon eternity, Once more the alien fury, never done … Again, again, her dreams into the sea, The eggs of stone, the shards of prophesy! By Robert Schumann

No Longer Single
I just want to let everyone know that tonight is my last night as a single woman. Tomorrow I will be married and no longer on the market which means I will probably be shutting down my CT page. Thanks to everyone that I have met on here you all are great.

Almost Over You
I saw an old friend of ours today She asked about you, and i didnt quite know what to say Heard you've been making the rounds 'round here While I've been trying to make tears disappear ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~ Your such a sly one with your cold, cold heart For you leavin' came easy but it tore me apart Time heals all wounds they say and I should know ' cause it seems like forever, but I'm letting you go ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~ I can forgive you and soon Ill forget all my shattered dreams You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery ~Now I'm almost over you Ive almost shook these blues so when you come back around after painting the town, youll see Im almost over you~

Rise Above Frustration
Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with a smile on your face and

Family
***rant..it might not make sense but it made sense when i was typing it lol** I swear family can be a big pain in butt..you would think if someone was having a baby they would want the whole family to know..well not in this family..my cousin got his girlfriend preggers and we didnt find out intill the baby was born that he was gunna be a dad..and today we got an invite in the mail for the baby shower. Why would i want to go to a baby shower for a baby i didnt know was going to be born & buy things for a baby that i will only see in pictures. really makes no sense to me!!! Well im not buying anything for them and if anyone else in my family does..i dont want my name on it..ya it sounds mean but i don't see why i should attach my name to something for a kid i'll never see? Blah like i said in the beinging family can be a pain in the butt!!! /* end rant

Suffering From Within ( Stop Child Abuse)
THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN, TO BE HAUNTED BY THE DEMONS OF OUR CHILDHOOD. THE PAIN AND SORROW INFLICTED UPON OUR INNOCENCES, BY THOSE WHOM WE TRUSTED, THOSE WHO WERE SUPPOSED TO LOVE AND PROTECT US. THE EVIL COMMITTED UPON US AS CHILDREN, IS NOT OUR FAULT NOR OUR BURDEN TO CARRY WITHIN OUR SOULS AND HEARTS. CAST OUT THE DEMONS, BREAK THE SELF PUNISHMENT. BREAK THE CYCLE AND THE SUFFERING FROM WITHIN. LOVE AND PROTECT OUR CHILDREN WITH OUR LIVES. THIS IS OUR DUTY. FOR WITHOUT OUR CHILDREN, WE SHALL HAVE NO FUTURE AS HUMAN BEINGS. BE NOTHING MORE THAN DAMAGED AND/OR LOST SOULS AND FOREVER HAUNTED BY EVIL. AND ALL SHALL BE LOST FOR ETERNITY. PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. BLESSED BE. S.F.POWELL/ SCOOTER BLACK 05/08/07

Lies Are Fun Right????
thieves, thieves and liars, murderers hypocrites and bastards [in laughter] hey thanks for nothing! morals in the dust two-faced bastards and syncophants no trust thieves! liar! inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know which side are they? which side are they? which side of their mouth do you suppose that it came? which side are they? which side are they? which side of the grass is greener? inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know you're like a great big fucking sponge, just waiting to get squeezed! breathe, forfeit erection! toxical injection geriatric fuckface we still believe in lies thieves! liar! inside, outside, which side, you don't know my side, your side, their side, we don't know who started it? who started it? which side are they? which side are they? which side of their mouth do you suppose that it came? which side are they? which side are t

Not All Are Like This But Beware!!!
So. What's new with you guys? Well here is what is new with me. And you tell me how messed up you all think this is.... This is 'Jeff' aka Bad Blood This is 'Aaron' (Bad Blood) aka 'Jeff' BAD BLOOD@ CherryTAP This is Mrs Sexy the wife of Jeff who's pictures are in Bad Blood's page... (who helped make the Bad Blood page)OH BUT WAIT... This is her BROTHER according to her profile. MRS SEXY@ CherryTAP This is the woman that took the pic of Jeff.. By the way.. notice the date ont he pictures? He has supposedly been in Iraq... Baghdad for 14 months. So how did his sister in law take this pic in February? Hmmmmmmm Lonely Angel Eyes@ CherryTAP Who's sister is with Jeff and has his baby ( Im sorry hunni but your guy was on cam with me... told me he wanted to be with me and has said this to lots of other women. He says your son isnt his and I have a bunch of emails you might want to read) He said he was Aaron.. has his id in Msn.. Yahoo.. and CT... he

In The Last 3 Days....
let's start with Sunday evening- we're breaking down camp at the renaissance faire when I get a call that a relative is ill and in the hospital. Ok.... So Monday afternoon, my father had stopped at his favorite restaurant to chat with friends before going to see this relative and had a heart attack while there (his second one)! He's been in the ICU for 2 days now on a ventilator. They have had trouble weening him off of it. Progress has been little and slow to come. Today they did start pumping some food into him though. In the meantime...the other relative is still in the hospital, but with any luck will get out tomorrow...but they do have quite a recovery ahead of them that I'm sure will take the whole family's help. I can't even express how exhausted and frustrated I am right now. I want to go see my dad but cannot get any babysitting today (I was at the hospital all day yesterday with Sis). Hopefully tomorrow will be full of good news *fingers crossed*

Play Station For The Troops In Iraq
I am attending a conference this week and a police officer was honored for the many long years he has served his community. However, this blog is not about him. You see the officer being honored got a call from woman with a son in Iraq. She told of how proud she was of him, of how he was serving his country, and how he had brought his playstation to Iraq for a little R&R in his down time. The playstation brought joy not just to him, but to his entire unit. The all enjoyed the games (when there was power) that he had brought with him, and the mom told how the playstation was like a little escape for them. A chance to not think about the horrors of war and about the IED's that they were tasked to take out. One day, one of the unit's canines ate the playstation and chewed up most of the games. The soldier was hurt, but it didn't pay to be mad at the unit's dog and they did without. Now, I don't remember why the mom had called the officer to relate this tale. Maybe she was a frien

I Wish This Would Be So True...
While You Were Sleeping While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

Absolutely Filthy Smutty Stuff
Ha ha ha ha. . . not really well not just now anyhow. I actually have nothing to say i really just want to see how many people look at this what with the exciting name and all. Though perhaps the name's a bit over the top who would actually something to be really dirty when so much effort was put into making it seem so? I dunno I suppose i'll see.

Sharing
Sharing My heart finds voice In poetry. To put pen to paper Is a gentle thing Where dreams can whisper. Poetry... Can also be A tool of war, Where words can burn And blister! My "feelings" Are not such, As I would share, With strangers, Yet...my poetry, I share with, These very people! I cannot doubt, They can and will, Be misunderstood, By those with cause, Against me! Ginny ©1985

The Hen & The Rooster
The Hen & The Rooster The Hen and the Rooster went to town, Her dress was red, His vest was brown. They strutted their stuff when the sun went down. 'Cause The Hen and the Rooster were lovers! She batted her eyes & curtsied low, He tipped his hat in a fitting show. They danced wing to wing so the town would know... The Hen and the Rooster were lovers! They married in spring when the sun was high, The blue birds sang with loving sigh. The preacher said, "You may kiss the bride"! 'Cause The Hen and the Rooster were lovers! The Hen and the Rooster that fall were found Building a house on the edge of town... With thirty-seven chicks all scratching 'round... 'Cause The Hen and the Rooster were lovers! Gabby ©1981

A Day In The Life Of A Us Soldier
It may take you two minutes to read this, but it is how some people are like in Iraq. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, sear

Dark Days, Step Mother & Distortion
Dark Days (Talons, claws, Eyes of red) "Make you wish You were dead! Hold the handle Don't look back Quiet baby.... Just a smack!" Step Mother Satanic devil in command Has the future in her hand Daddy's dead and gone away Never knew a Sadder day Daddy lies there fast asleep I pray the lord his soul to keep Distortion Truth is but The grinning skull 'Neath the chubby Smiling face! Deception is The infant, fair Who will, one day Lay his world to waste! Ginny ©1984

Paris Hilton Fucking Deserves To Go To Jail!
Oh boo hoo for Paris "I am a fucking whore" Hilton because she has to go to jail for 45 days!! Guess what? You deserve it bitch!! Poor little rich girl being picked on. Let's throw a pity party! Now 900 of her fans have started a petition to get Gov. Schwarzenegger to pardon her so she doesn't have to go to that awful 3x5 cell. Their reasoning is that Paris provides "beauty and excitement to our otherwise mundane lives". Excuse me all you Paris fans, I don't need her to bring beauty and excitement to my life. I can find it perfectly fine without her help. I am sick of her and any other rich fucker thinking that they are above the law. Let's face it...if any ordinary person like you and me violated probation, we would have the irons clapped on us and put in the slammer post haste. What I don't understand is why her mother wasn't thrown in jail after her comments in the courtroom after slut's sentencing... Please Arnold do all of us a favor and not just say no, but hell fuck

Introspection & Self Defense
Introspection Suspicion holds and guides you No love will ever rule you Man of many windows What visions do you see? Self Defense To take action against My enemy.... Takes me down as low As they! But, who will be my Champion, otherwise? Ginny 1984

Girls Only...literally
Just more of my perversity. Dani and Anna staggered a little as they made their way up to the door. As a team, they managed to get the key in the door and the door open, giggling at how difficult it proved to be. Dani flopped down on the couch as Anna went into the bedroom. She came back out and slammed the door “Shit!” Dani looked up startled, “What’s a matter hon?” “Ah, that asshole took off and went up to see a buddy of his for the weekend.” Dani shrugged and giggled, “So, that’s a good thing. Don’t have to deal with him for two whole days.” Anna shrugged and slumped down on the couch next to Dani. “Yeah, I know…but I wanted him here tonight.” She laughed and growled, “dammit, I’m horny!” Dani laughed and leaned over close to Anna. “Honey, you don’t need HIM to take care of that!” They had kissed and joked around before, but never much else. Anna was determined to put that to the test. She leaned in and met Dani half way. Putting one hand on Dani’s stockin

Eternally
Eternally A new day dawns, But, time moved on And left me here behind. I can't believe... I'm here like this! My heart's in such a bind! I failed to note The many changes That my life has seen. Now here I am... And here I stand... Beside life's rushing stream. I gaze into the water As it rushes at my feet. I can't see my reflection, But...I know it sees me! It knows I'm now as hopeless And as hollow as the tree Which stands here, fruitless... Through these years... Roots, rotting in the stream If I could change my yesterdays, As they have molded me I would slip into the stream, And wash them all away! I'd dry my conscience in the sun, And face eternity. But, alas, I cannot change This bitterness in me... So here I am... And as I bend... To touch its' essence there... I feel life rushing through my fingers... OH! So unaware! I once had love to offer.. Oh!...So..lon

A Reason
If I listened long enough to you I'd find a way to believe that it's all true Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe Someone like you makes it hard to live without Somebody else Someone like you makes it easy to give Never think about myself If I gave you time to change my mind I'd find a way just to leave the past behind Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe If I listened long enough to you I'd find a way to believe that it's all true Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried Still I look to find a reason to believe Someone like you makes it hard to live without Somebody else Someone like you makes it easy to give Never think about myself

Despair & Banquet
Despair When the sun sets... On this day... And shadows fall... Across your minds' eye, When the canyons... Of your conscience, cool, As does the desert night.... When your spirit... Cries out, Across the barren plains... Of your soul... (As the coyote... Across the virgin earth), Then, will you know... The depths... Of my despair! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX The Banquet My thirst.... Was like the desert, My hunger.... Deep, as any ocean. My silence.... Filled, with whailing.... At the death.... Of your devotion. My cup.... Hath runneth over.... With your bitter- Sweet deceit. My plate.... Is over-flowing... With the lies... You'd have me eat! My hunger... Hears, the answers.... Your betraying,Lips deny! I sit naked.... In your wake... At the banquet.... Where love died! Ginny ©1998

Boogie Man & Death
Boogie Man Stand there in the darkness, Look back at where you've been. Pretend you'll never go there again. Pick up your bags and start walking. Look straight ahead and don't be scared. Fear is lonely when ignored. Don't hear his voice, you can't afford To let him keep you talking. Make the corner, take a left Count to ten and take a breath Don't start running, he'll catch on He runs faster... Will catch you soon! Death Prepare no place for me in death, Where I could not reside in life! Speak no word of praise... In memory Of I who caused you pain! Expose me not to curious eyes, In portraits upon your mantle piece But, let me rest instead. In the shadows of your heart... Where you have placed me With such ease! Ginny 3-3-87 ©1987

Kid Contest New Score Updates
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1659 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 957 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 924 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 912 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 155 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 145 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 142 comments! 8th Kid is...... with 98 comments! 9th Kid is...... with 79 comments! 10th Kid is...... with 31 comments! 11th Kid is...... with 4 comments! 12th Kid is......

Shots & Shooters
I'm out of college till September. I don't know if happy knowing dropped out or depressed about it. I'll figure it out. :) I really need to quit smoking down to half a pack a day better than full. Is the cigarette box half full or empty I wonder some days? I been sleeping in a lot been like 2 years since slept as much as I have. Viva la couche! (Live on sleep!) I think I got my French right. I'm gunna go unless you have cookie, milk, or chocolate to give me.

Caution
Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution....Caution CAUTION As the old year dies A gentle death The new year cries With lusty breath We make our peace With things we've done Make our plans For those to come The past has taken wing Flown We reap the spoils Of seeds we've sown Yet, as the future brings Us hope anew We must be careful What we do! Ginny 1-84 ©1984

The Man
Since Im new here A lot (okay All of you dont know).. that recently my grandpa died of Diabetes. The man that taught me how to be a man is gone forever from the earth, but not from my heart. From tiein a windsor knot (yeah I do know how to tie a tie), to first date advice, my grandad did it all and it is for this that I will be foreva greatful. Old man, you taught me how to live, how to love and how to be ME. Thank you May God Keep you .....Always

Trblzkmn2u
TRBLZKMN2U (sound it out!) from the DARKSIDE of HELL! Hi! I am a normal person with a situation where I seem to share my physical space with several personalities, each, very distinctly seperate and strong, in her own purpose. Glenda? Well, I'm the public one, and the one who's speaking to you now, mother of five, grandmother of five, creative, artistic, homebody, "mother~earth" type and perpetual "PEACEMAKER", Ginny? SHE's the tough one! Has a lot of hostility about growing up without a sense of her own identity, just some kind of an extension of a "not so stable", brutal and alcoholic/perscripion drug-addicted "step/adoptive mother" image, (always and forever age 16),who protects us all, sometimes to our total shame and embarrassment. Gabby, she's the baby. She decided not to grow up after our Dad died. She's eight years old and totally niave and hopeful. When she sometimes gets a dose of "reality", she crashes like a tidal wave. Gail? AH!, Gail is the business side of

Bullet Holes
I passed a Hummer with a bullet hole in it the other day. While that's not really an exception here, this particular bullet hole was in the drivers window. I was wondering how it happened. It could only have been a sniper taking a shot at the driver. I've spent the last two days thinking about it. If you can see death coming or you have a second or two to say "oh crap" is that any different from being hit by a sniper round with no warning? What kind of warning would could you expect to get anyway? How would death by a sniper bullet in Iraq be different than death any place else? Dead is dead. Of course, those that live can place a "value" on that life by claiming that the person who died either didn't deserve to die or their life was wasted by someone else but dead is dead. I hope when I die some people show up to say what an asshole I was at times to keep it real. If I die over here, I hope I can haunt anyone who tries to use my death for their purpose. I'm here of my own fr

About Me!
I am a very open person! I am a very honest person! I am a very generous person! I am a friend to the end! I am sincere! I am trustworthy! I am a good listener! I am very sexual! I have a good heart! I have a good personality! I do not play games! I treat all women with respect! I am a Naturalist! What I am not! I am not a liar! I am not a "welcome matt" that you can step on! I am not someone to play with emotions-if I say i like you thats the truth! I am not perfect! I do have feelings! I do have thoughts! I do have weakness's and faults! Theres two things I have always took pride in and that is the way I treat females, and my honesty! Anything else you want to know! Just ask! Friends are suppose to be there for each other to talk too. Not just for "popularity" or who has the most!

S-h-h-h
S-h-h-h I love the quiet, peaceful times, Sunsets on a winter lake, Gentle sounds a fire makes. I love the feel of old soft quilts, Hamster fur, warm hands, baby cheeks. I love the smell of popcorn, incense, Worn leather, new books. I love the taste of licorice whips, Banana splits and walks we took. I love the world of fantasy, Where we can write the scenes, Quiet rooms...gentle dreams... And soft, sweet, words of love. ~Cherokee~ ©2000

Shadow Walking
Shadow Walking Once upon a time, so many tears ago, She worshipped the ground he walked on, Wouldn't let him go. She fought for him so gallantly,yet, Uttered not a word, Just walked there. In his shadow, Her footsteps never heard. Throughout the years she walked behind him, Wished that he could care. Her life was lived for him alone, She'd follow everywhere. She built a box within her heart, And padded it with tears, A place to hide her pain, Her failures and her fears. She walked there in his shadow, Always caught him when he fell. She loved him, though his eyes were blind, Although it hurt like hell. One day she took her place behind him, As she always had, But her feet began to fail, As he walked too fast. He was far ahead of her, Before he turned around, But he refused to help her up, As she lay on the ground. When he finally realized, She wasn't going to rise, He saw the flame of love's light die, In the shadow of her eyes. ~Cher

The Holiday Season
Chapter 8 The Holiday Season The holiday season came, as it always did, bringing with it that same old depression, as it always did. The days were long and cold and I had trouble understanding the commercialized jubilation that gripped the world. I spent what time I could in my room, hoping to drive away the blahs with the driving beat of my music. Christmas came and I was baffled at the yule-time practice of visiting grandparents I only saw every other month and other relatives who I saw less frequently than that. From my point of view, the best part of it all was the mass quantities of food. Eating was something I could understand. I had one pleasant surprise that year. My Christmas present from my parents was the crossbow I had been wanting. My mother had been reluctant at first, but obviously she finally acquiesced, because there it was under the tree: a 150-pound pull Bearcat and a quiver of razor-head arrows. I had a Winchester .12 gauge pump, but I could never

Sleeping Pills And My Warped Mind...
So they say when you take sleeping pills, you will often have more and longer REM sleep, and hence will remember more dreams, and usually more details about the dreams...Well as some of you know, I usually have nightmares involoving demons or satan, or some other form of evil... So I've decided to log my dreams. Although I'm sure I've already forgotten a lot of last night's seeing how I've waited over 16 hours to type about it, I'm going to blog it anyway. First of all I've had several different kinds of dreams with my parent's house. The weird thing is, although they've all been different dreams, the house as always been the same in the dream. So I'm in my parents house, and about half the house is territory left untouched, and ignored as if it doesn't exist, though no one talks about it. And I walk around the house, as if I've never been there before, and I'm really enjoying discovering how huge and wonderful the house is. Oddly, I find that there's a VERY large full room

For Every
For every decision and indecision, For every mistake I make, For every chance not taken, For every path not explored, I wonder, Should I kiss you, Should I miss you, Should I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time I may lose you? For every thought, For every moment, For every reason, For every glimpse into the future, I wonder, Will I lose you, Will you miss me, Will I tell you that I'm afraid, That in a short time you may walk away? For every kiss, For every hug, For every lick, For every touch, I know, I would miss you, I would be sad, I would remember you, But I'm afraid, That in a short time you will be gone.

Weird U.s.
Hm. I just got contacted today by the production associate for the creative team at Weird U.S. If you aren't familiar with them, they do a series of travel guide books for local legends and secret spots and such for states across the country. They also have a weekly show on History Channel. I thought it sounded familiar, but couldn't remember why until I looked that up. Anyway. They might be interested in using some of my photographs of Cave Hill Cemetery, one of the places I photographed when I was going to see Jeff on a weekly basis. The photos would be accredited to me in the finished hardcover book on Kentucky. Sounds exciting, doesn't it? Well it is, but only if they actually follow through with the photos. We shall see I suppose. Maybe the daily horoscope actually knew what it was talkin about today. Maybe.

In Loving Memory Of Tiger_maggie_da
In loving memory of Tiger_Maggie_Da (Betty) Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free; I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when I heard Him call; I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way; I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss; Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow; I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much; Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your heart and share with me; God wanted me now, He set me free. I will miss you my sweet friend !!! Tiger__Spanky aka Angela Mo_SweetAngel It is with a heavy heart that I post that Tiger_Maggie_DA has passed away. Tiger_LSUfan_Adm

Why I Am The Way I Am (lenghty)
Yeah...For those of you who know me, you all know I am very difficult to get along with. I make no excuses for me being me because in all actuality, I gotta protect me. But to let a little bit of myself out I will share some details about me that not many people know. Bare with me. As far as I could remember, my dad has been a drug addict. When I was little he used to do some foul shit. I can remember about 15 dufferent places I have lived at before I was 10 years old, that is including a car and his friends house who had no electricity or running water. We had to shit and piss in a bucket and it was my job to empty it out when it got full. So I had to live in stench in filth. Not only that, but he used to beat the shit outa of me my mom. I remember when I was in the 6th grade he took a 4 X 4 to my back. When I was 8, He beat me non stop for 4 hours, and when I passed out, he picked me up by my balls and beat me some more. I pissed blood for a week. In the beginning it was c

No Gas Day, 14th And 15th ***repost***
I heard from some people about this, so I am getting on board. The 14th and 15th of May, the United States is going to protest gas prices. To do this, you must NOT PURCHASE GAS ON THE 14TH AND 15TH. The devastation to the gas market will bring down prices. Please repost this and do what it says. If we dont make a stand now, then the gas companys are just going to keep useing us as they always have. PLEASE PURCHASE GAS THE SUNDAY BEFORE THE 14TH. LETS SHOW THESE RICH ASSHOLES THAT THEY SHOULDNT FUCK WITH US AMERICAN JOHN Q. TAXPAYERS! God bless us on these days so that nothing dangerous or unfortunate happens during these protests. -Nicholas Justice

No Gas Day, 14th And 15th ***repost***
I heard from some people about this, so I am getting on board. The 14th and 15th of May, the United States is going to protest gas prices. To do this, you must NOT PURCHASE GAS ON THE 14TH AND 15TH. The devastation to the gas market will bring down prices to at least 1.50 a gallon. Please repost this and do what it says. If we dont make a stand now, then the gas companys are just going to keep useing us as they always have. PLEASE PURCHASE GAS THE SUNDAY BEFORE THE 14TH. LETS SHOW THESE RICH ASSHOLES THAT THEY SHOULDNT FUCK WITH US AMERICAN JOHN Q. TAXPAYERS! God bless us on these days so that nothing dangerous or unfortunate happens during these protests. -Nicholas Justice

For Jamie...a Child Victim...please Read :(
PLEASE SIGN YOUR NAME TO THIS!!! Do you remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accide

'release' (without Parole)
Release (Without Parole) Sun was streaming through the window At her favorite time of day, Dust motes danced across the counter, Where her letter lay. She took a look around her, At the walls which were her cell, Saw her own reflection, In the things she knew so well. Faith had held her prisoner, Loyalty had been her judge, Love had been the jury, Insecurity her crutch. But today she plans on walking, For her time here has been served. 29 and a half long years, Her appeal has just been heard. Everything she'll leave behind, Are the things she understands And the world outside her window May not bend at her command. But she's a hardend lady, What has been, is the time she's served. She lays her ring upon the counter, With no conscious thought or word. She stands there on the outside, As the door slams shut behind. She's released without parole, Without a chain that binds. Now, no laws will rule her, There's no justice in her world. She's

Gone Untill Sunday
Thanks to all my cherry tap friends and fans , i'll be out of town raceing in IL. the WPSA ( espn2) it will be on tv the 26 of june. i'll try and do awesome and win but finshing the race will do..lol So if ya are trying to reach me and i'm not responding , it's cause i'm gone..lol..I need a laptop so i can stay online rateing and commenting on the best bunch of people on the net . So soak up the happy hour points , comment all the people who make ya happy and rate the cool people..... i'll be back on sunday nite , to catch up on points..lol enjoy the weekend and party hard

Red Sun
Red Sun Red sun setting, o'er the mound, Where my father's father lies. Testiment of blood once spilled. 'Neath a clear, blue August sky. Appalachian Mountains heard, Pain filled whails of greed and war. Now, those wretched echos sound, Along those ridges, ever more. Thunder sounds eternally, For those battles fought, For thee and me. Sacred land for ever more, Blessed by the blood of the Cherokee. Red sun setting on the mound, Where my father's father lies, Spirits dancing in the mist, 'Neath a purple Autumn sky. In memory of Gram, Dad, and Bill ~Cherokee~ ©1998

Time
A time to live, a time to die A time to laugh, a time to cry A time for hot, a time for cold A time for young, a time for old A time to win, a time to lose A time for happy, a time for blues So when you hear sombody whine Saying that they have no time Time is what is everything Time is winter, time is spring Time is summer, and also fall Untill the day we have none at all

Naughty Boy
NAUGHTY BOY by IAK Night falls. A dim candle light flickers by the open window, a soft breeze from the ocean's shore below, the smell of roses along the path to the house. His hands touched the petals of the delicate flowers as he came to the window, his eyes searching the room for his Mistress. Before he could whisper her name, he could hear her humming in the bathroom and soon the sweet scent of lavender danced through the dark room, her favorite bath salts. He climbed over the window sill and made himself known with the clicking of his heels on the hardwood floor. The humming stopped. He peered into the steamy bathroom only to see an empty tub full of bubbles and candles lining it. His interest was peaked as he moved closer to the tub, only trying to imagine her in it. As he stood quietly, his hands tickling the water, he suddenly felt Her presence. All at once she pushed herself against his back, her wet, naked flesh taunting his body as he straightened up. She pulled a

Expression
I try to think of the words to express my feelings but I fail.. I hurt from the things that I keep inside . You dont understand or maybe you do but want me to bend . I am just a memory that keeps feet planted on the ground. I am just a voice that is somewhat familiar but cant be placed . I am a song that has long since been forgotten but still on the tip of your tounge. I am the nucience that breeds guilt. I am a fog that has seen the light of day and will be soon gone. I am the caller that can not get through. I am a wave that has crashed upon the rocks with a loud clap but in an instant is forgotten.I am the bad man that listens to his soul and regrets. I am the sane within the sanatarium that just wants to be like the rest . I am the lie on the tongue of beloved. I am the loser of the big game. I am the one you have dreamed about but still not want. My soul is tired and very misunderstood. Still the days keep on coming ...

10 Things That Annoy Just About Anyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. Remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Well, DUH! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? I want to bitch slap them! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No, Loser. I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor. How many idiots do they let into the theatres these days? Is there a non-stupid ppl section I can sit in? 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....*Shakes head in disbel

Keeper Of The Lie
Keeper Of The Lie© I can't promise We'll last Forever. I don't think Forever Knows my name. Love is such a gentle, Fleeting, beauty, It can thrive or die Where dreams have lain. I'm not sure you want to Know the answer, The song of love has Made you weep before I have written songs Of love and laughter, And found them torn and Bleeding on the floor. I can't promise we Will last forever, I don't think Forever Knows my name. I have touched true love And seen it whither, Although my tears fell Like the rains of spring. I can hold your heart And feel it beating. I may search for promise In your eyes, Yet, I can't promise We will last forever. Forever is the Keeper Of the Lie ~CHEROKEE~ 1998

God Okays Marijuana Use.
Yes, it's true. Although most Christians would like to say it's not so, the Bible states that it is, indeed, true. The King James version says And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the earth, and every tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you it shall be for meat. Now...since it is clear, in black and white, exactly what God said...and since freedom to practice your religion is protected by both Canada and the United States...it seems pretty clear cut that... Pot Smoking Is LEGAL! All one needs to do is point this little flaw out in the so called laws of man... and whoalla! So... lets all help those poor ignorant people who don't know the truth... and free ourselves just a little bit more. These are my thoughts... not necessarily those of the managment of this site, country, planet, or anyone completely sane... but they work for me. :)

God Was Saving You For Me
God Was Saving You For Me© You say your life was normal, Until love set you free. A vegabond upon the earth, To roam eternally. You wandered through life's heartaches, All alone and endlessly. Come now, I say, into my arms, God was saving you for me. I'd lost the loves of a lifetime, Before I'd turned fourteen. I put away all childish hopes, And buried childish dreams. I ate the bitter pills of wrath, The devil served to me. But, God just held me in His hands, And set a course for me. Sometimes He'd be looking away, For just split-second time, And I would try to end the life He had declared as mine. Yet, He was never angry, Tho' His tears filled me like wine. And so, I sat in His Saving Grace, Until this point in time. You, too, have been kept, Just a lamb, to wander aimlessly. But, He's just kept you in His eyes. God was saving you for me. ~Cherokee~ ©1998

A Day In The Life
so earlier today i am chasing aiden around the house. he had the phone i asked him to give it to me. he stopped turned around and did heavy breathing. like an obscene caller would. i have no idea where he got that. he has a cold the other day he blew his nose on his shirt. i told him not too do that. so he blew his nose on mine. i told that was even grosser. so today he blew his nose on the couch. mom should be more specific.. we had him out side and he had randy filling my bucket up with a little water, he walks the water down to the end of he porch and pours it in his wheel burrow. it get full he dumps it. this goes on a while. randy tried to make suggestions aiden screamed. guess dad dont get paid to talk just work. in the end he was filling up the dog dish. first one went in ok. second one went all over the groundd so he dumped the bowl. who knows. i dont understand men and i dont understand little boys. lmao

Bi-polar
BI-POLAR I watch the people everyday, From my window to the world. Busy, rushing on their way, While I'm trapped inside this girl. People look and don't see my heart, They see someone you made. I walk and talk and do my part, In the flesh I've come to hate. My friends say I'm afraid to be The person deep inside. And so it seems I let you keep Me buried here alive. What happens if I choose to live, What happens then to you? Do you cease and disappear? We can't survive as two. ~Cherokee~ ©1998

Come Early Morning
Well I sat watching this movie tonight, for the third time mind you, and it made me think alot about my life. I remember how I used to be and how I used to crave physical attention. How I needed to be touched to feel loved, appreciated. It took me a long time to realize that those touches, kisses, that love making, means nothing. Kisses and touches are just that, touches and kisses. They don't stand for anything. They aren't meant to be savored and cherrished. You have no say over your heart, and if you think you do you better not let yours roam too far. I thought I was doing the right thing, I thought the change I made was for the better. I thought that I was wrong by keeping up walls and not letting my guard down. But now I see more than ever that right now that is the best thing I can do. I can have a life and be sociable and have friends and do things, without letting anyone in, and without getting hurt. Next time I will be smarter and not let feelings turn me away from my instinct

Wednesday 5/9/07
Nothing out of the ordinary went on today, lol. Mom finished up her nursing school today and is going to finally be home a bit more often until she starts working next month, so we've just been lounging around the house after she got home earlier this afternoon. Other than that I've just been chatting and listening to music as usual. I'm trying to get LooneyTune Hangout to be a bit more active as far as the chat room at least,if I don't I'm gonna end up getting burnt out on it and deleting it and I'd like to get it going if at all possible. I got the pictures of the dress and shoes that my cousin wants us to wear for her wedding and they're awesome, but I've got small feet and not sure if I'll be able to find the shoe in my size or not, but I hope I can because it's really pretty. Well, I think I'm going to end this here for tonight and go chat and listen to music for a little while and then go to bed because I didn't sleep very well because I couldn't seem to get warm lol. H

Dreams
Dreams Dreams are repressions Of the soul. Prayers never answered. God is much wiser, Than our tired, worn souls. I heard it said, God never gives us more pain Than we can handle. Maybe dreams are a gentler version, Of the nightmares He removes us from. ~Cherokee~ ©1998

Sensible Observations
1) When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car." --Author Unknown 2) Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children" --Author Unknown 3) "Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar." --Drew Carey 4) "The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house." --Jeff Foxworthy 5) "If a woman has to choose between catching a fly ball and saving an infant's life, she will choose to save the infant's life without even considering if there is a man on base." --Dave Barry 6) "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat it like one. If

Detour
Detour© It was love at first sight, And I knew it! She had stars a'dancin' In her eyes! I should have kept control, But I just blew it. I held hope in my hands And watched it die. She was sitting pretty On a park bench. He was hanging on Her every word. I stood back and watched them, For a minute, Then, I did the worst thing That I could! She looked up at me, A little timid. In hind-sight, I know... The crossroad ended there. When I spoke...I lost her, In that minute! I'd stripped her dignity And left her bare. Now, we have a Detour sign between us. She's moved down The crossroad to her right. I'm standing at The junction of Forever, But I don't think... She's leaving me tonight! He may have been a friend, Or a flirtation... I've had a few myself, Not long ago. I know the signs, too well, From my temptations, And too many times I've hurt this woman

Is It Scotch?
On the first day of school, the children brought gifts for their teacher. The florist's son brought the teacher a bouquet of flowers. The candy-store owner's daughter gave the teacher a pretty box of candy. Then the liquor-store owner's son brought up a big, heavy box. The teacher lifted it up and noticed that it was leaking a little bit. She touched a drop of the liquid with her finger and tasted it. "Is it wine?" she guessed. "No," the boy replied. She tasted another drop and asked, "Champagne?. "No," said the little boy... "It's a puppy!"

Cat From Hell
Cat From Hell Little signs of heartache, Lay around the house. If she was a kitten, Then I was a mouse. Oh, she truly did chase me, I was under her spell. Then she turned on me, Just like a cat from hell! I'd found her out, Preening on a Friday night. She seemed so tame and sweet, It felt so very right. But she turned into a wild cat, When I got her home. I turned out the light, And turned the music on. Then she turned to me and giggled, She was ringing my bell. She made love just like a feline, Her touch was straight from hell. Mouse in a maze, There was no way out! Thought I was a tough rat, But without a doubt, I had a Kitty Kat delima, Got my treat all right. The cat from hell was vicious, She had a rabid bite! I got up in the morning, Put the coffee on. She was in the shower, Singing on and on. When she came out purring, I went straight to my knees. But she went to the nightstand, And picked up her keys. Turned around a'laugh

Binding Links
Binding Links© As we travel the roads of life There are those we meet along the way Who make connections in our hearts That change and time cannot displace You, my friend, are one of these Who seem to make it all worth while Even when I have to crawl, Or walk another lonely mile I will carry with me now All your special little smiles Our sounds of silly laughter That we shared a little while I will not forget you Nor the chapter you helped write Of a time in my life That gave my heart a dream of flight For everyone I've met Has given something in return But you're one of the special ones Who truly ever earned The right to be known as my friend Through all the years of change You now remain a binding link In my life's growing chain. For Piper and Me ©2000

Wanna Date Me
[ ] I want your number [ ] Pretty/Cute [ ] Hottie [ ] Sexy [ ] Gorgeous [ ] Handsome [ ] I'd take you home in a second [ ] I'd make out with you right now [ ] No, I dont like you like that [ ] I love you [ ] Wanna hook up? [ ] i wanna fuck you [ ]wanna have sex? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = _______. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _______. We could _____ _____ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Name one thing you would like to do to me... [ ] ________________________ I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] One time thing [ ] Next

The Beauty Of The Beast
The Beast For Paul Chase 9-19-83 The Beauty of the Beast... Is riding on it's wing! Traveling through the universe! Playing space cadet! Reality can't reach me! It wouldn't dare infringe! I have my rights..... I prefer to dream! Soaring higher! Soaring, soaring! Tumbling... trembling... Catching moon-beams! Caressing the stars! I am ageless! I am without substance! I can touch your very soul..... With my eyes! New Journey begun August 1997 Eternally, Friends Cherokee ©1983

11 Signs
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... * ** *** ***** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** *

3 Words
A warm breeze is blowing As our feet caress the sand Looking at the sky overhead In the shoreline holding hands Peaceful and quiet The puffy clouds blow by The sun warms our skin I have never felt so alive Then quietly we sit Gazing into each others eyes The sounds of seagulls and the waves splashing And a ship?s horn echoes for miles This precious day together Feels like its just you and me I want this to last forever With you I want to be Now the horn fades away With a deep and mournful sound The sun is setting far away As we lay there on the ground Just before we leave You take my fingertips And tell me to close my eyes As you softly kiss my lips Then as I open them You let go of my hand And there you wrote I love you Right there on the sand

Nooooo, Can My Day Get Any Worse :((
Earnhardt Jr. leaving DEI By Jerry Bonkowski, Yahoo! Sports May 9, 2007 Jerry Bonkowski Yahoo! Sports Dale Earnhardt Jr. officially will say goodbye to Dale Earnhardt Inc. on Thursday morning, Yahoo! Sports has learned. A highly placed source within DEI as well as additional sources familiar with the situation told Yahoo! Sports on Wednesday afternoon that both Junior and teammate Martin Truex Jr. will announce Thursday morning that they are leaving the DEI camp at the end of this season and will drive for Earnhardt's heretofore Busch Series operation, JR Motorsports. Sirius Radio also reported late Wednesday afternoon that the Earnhardt/Truex split with DEI was a done deal and that the new Cup team entry will field Chevrolet chassis built by Hendrick Motorsports and will use Hendrick engines as well. Sources tell Yahoo! Sports that Earnhardt Jr.'s primary sponsor, Budweiser, will follow Junior to JR Motorsports. Budweiser's contract with DEI is due to expire at the end

Lighten Up!
LIGHTEN UP! Okay, now! Just lighten up! Just get it off your chest! Quit your belly-achin" And give My Name a rest! You moan and groan, theatrically ......repeating every line! I'm really much too busy, now, For you to waste My time! I'm patient as a saint, you know, For they, too, must reply Each time you groan and whimper Shaking your fist at the sky! I'm not truly "there", you know, That's just more "space" I made. I'm in your heart, your mind and soul! So why are you afraid? You need not shake your fist at Me! I know each thing you need! Just speak your piece, I'm near enough, To feel it when you bleed! My Son bled from His hands and feet, His head, sides and His heart... So all you kids would know I'm here, When your belly-achin" starts! So, spit it out! Once is enough! There are other folks in need! I'll help you and you'll help me out, If these, MY WORDS, you'll heed! Think about t

The Sound Of Shattering Glass
Thats what I heard earlier. Shattering glass. I was backing up out of my great aunt's driveway. I wasn't even going fast. I was going slow. Her driveway is curvy. I misjudged. Down came the glass! In millions of tiny ass pieces. All over the curb, driveway and in the van itsself. I got out and looked and just bawled. There is a HUGE dent in my dad's hatch for his van and the back window.. well its in tiny ass pieces. I called my mom, called the police.. its covered right now with plastic.. good thing I'm a ghetto girl.. LOL So now I drive this nice van with a plastic back window.. yay me! NOT..

Do Dreams Ever Come True?
Tonight as I struggle to sleep All I can do is think of you Wanting to hold you in my arms And make sweet love to you. Tears slowly cloud my world As I hold my pillow tight Wishing you were beside me To make things right. I cry myself to sleep Having dreams of you You lying beside me And cuddling me too. We looked into each other's eyes And that's all it took A night of passionate love We could have wrote a book. I've never felt more loved Than I did this one night It was just perfect And things felt so right. Then I felt my pillow damp The tears had fell like rain I realized you weren't there Then I felt the pain. Once again, Only a dream That had seemed so real The tears now unbearable Will my Heart ever heal?

I'll Get Bye
I'LL GET BYE Nights grow longer, Day by day. Memories still get in my way. It's over, but still, I miss the life we shared Your silly smile lives In my mind. I hear your laughter, All the time. Your scent still hangs In the midnight air. Yet I know... As memories flow, You never really, cared. You're gone and... you're not coming home I'm doomed to spend My nights alone. The pillow, where you Laid your head is bare. Your toothbrush went With all the rest... The silly ties, The shirts and vests Your suits and Those bluejeans, I so loved you in! Yet, I know, As memories flow, We weren't even ... friends. When you held me In your arms You dreamed of Someone else's charms She holds you now And thinks your love is true. You held me captive With your eyes, Held me spellbound, With your lies. I never could Get through to you You tore my heart in two.

Yea...
I will be taking a break from CT .. I will check my email n such but im tired of all the fucken Bullshit. I came here to get away from my real drama and I came to find more crap here than in real life. I will miss those of you who i have built good friendships with, jus know you are amazing and I love the fuck oughtta you..you have my cell # and IM to contact me... lixx Chita

When I Am An Old Woman
When I Am An Old Woman When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's

10 Wishes
If I had one wish It would be to give you a long and tender kiss If I had two wishes then I would choose to do it over again Three wishes you say I would have kisses for an entire day Four wishes would not be too many Ten kisses I would ask, or even twenty Five wishes might be too much Then I would choose for a gentle touch I would wrap my arms around you and hold you ever so tight I will hold you gently until day melts into night Six wishes would be very nice I could hug you more than twice Seven could be what I need But only if you really agreed To love me on into the night Till day breaks with early morning light Eight wishes I will ask Would you grant me this tender loving task Nine wish, no one get so many I think that nine would be more than plenty What I really want is wish number ten This very wish would make me the happiest of women I would kiss you I would hold you I would love you I would give you my heart and life Ten wishes then

My Life
MY LIFE I look at my life, Back, over the years. What did I do wrong, That I ended up here? A childhood, so shattered, That it never could mend, But others lived through it, And bounced back again. Why was it, that I, As a child, couldn't see, That it happened to others, As well as to me? Those people I trusted, For,who else was there? Unable to help me, Through their own despair! Imparting, not wisdom, Nor love and concern, But vicious contempt For the child their hearts Spurned! I ran like the wind, When I saw a way out, Straight to my beginnings, To the birth of my doubt. Ran into the arms, Which had thrown me away! Thinking she'd love me, On this, a new day! Oh, truth is a killer, Of hope, spirit, joy! But still, I survived it, If just to annoy! I met, loved and married The man of my dreams. Had babies, a future, The life of a Queen. But one day I woke up, And th

I Am!
I AM! Huddled like sheep, Stark terror, known, Holding their children, Together, alone! Do I know their names? Where lie their bones? No, I do not! But, my ancestors groan! As did my Gram! 'Twas their own flesh, Died by evil hands! Hiding in caves, Leaving stolen lands, Knowing relatives died, Ran a renegade band! Those left behind, They judge me not! Their blood is mine! It still runs hot! You're Cherokee, I deny you not! And here I stand! You know me not! They died for me! They walked that trail! No longer free, A people lost! You judge my heart, You judge my soul! You've proved your truth, So you are bold! "So!" You say......... "Your Grandmother, Was a Cherokee Princess! What a dream to hold!" "There's no such thing! Go on your way! We are beyond your grasp, Out of our way!" But, I say to you, You don't know me! My truth is real, I stand today! They died for me, On that "Trail of Tears" They shared their lives, They shared their fear

Cherokee Lament
Cherokee Lament The sky smiled wide upon our toil The rivers kissed our furtive hands and blessed us with bounty from it's depths The sun promised golden grain and corn to feed our children The buck and the doe gave up their skins to cover us The bough lay waiting in the woods to give of itself what we may need What, of this land, did we ask? No more, no less, than an Indian can! But, came the day, we were no more... Lost in the sea of white man's ways! As a people, the Cherokee no longer stand! We gave up our ways, Our beliefs, our lands! We have vanished.. As the snow, under the summer sun! Cherokee ©1976 In Honor of My Father who died too young: G F Vance 1909-1962 My brothers who died too young: B D Vance d 1997 L D W VANCE d 2003 My Grand Parents: S L Vance 1840-1911 V S (Mills) Vance 1867-1953 My Great-Grand Parents L F Mills 1845-1899 S (Hess) Mills 1845-1910

Marines Bar 17-year-olds From Combat
Marines Bar 17-Year-Olds from Combat Military.com | Kelly Johnson | May 03, 2007 In an effort to rebut accusations of child soldiering within the U.S. military, the Marine Corps recently revised a policy regarding the deployment of Marines younger than 18 years of age to combat zones. The newly updated policy prohibits 17-year-old servicemembers from being operationally deployed, which includes rotations to Iraq and Afghanistan. The revised policy does not apply to 17-year-old Marines who deploy for individual unit training or for exercises to non-combat areas. According to the message, offically delineated as "MarAdmin 272/07": "The [child soldier protocol] states parties shall take all feasible measures to ensure that members of the their armed forces who have not attained the age of 18 years do not take a direct part in hostilities." The directive outlines rules against assigning a 17-year-old Marine to a unit scheduled to operationally deploy prior to his or her 18th bir

Beyond This Realm
Beyond the realm of this world, there is a "Reality", and it is known, by those who believe, as "GOD". There would be no reason to exist, were there not this "Reality", for then there would be no reward for all we suffer here. As the Bible speaks of "Heaven" and "Hell", it is my own belief that all lessons learned on my journey through life, bring me closer to the "Reality of Heaven" and the true presence of "GOD", of which I already exist, as a small minute particle. If I fail on my "life's quest", to become a more pure "entity", a more "loving spirit", a more "productive" part of "GOD's" plan, then I believe I am reserving myself a "return trip" into the physical world we now share. My problem is one of not knowing the "difference" between being seen as a loving, giving, compassionate, charitable and productive spirit, by those I pray to touch through my love, to that of being seen as a "weak" spirit by those "souls" who would devour me

Summer
Summer, like a long, cool drink envelopes and breathes enticing breath to a hungry soul. The song of birds lazily singing in the nearby trees The smell of lilacs along the road A strange insistant heat paves a path of forgiveness for the bitter, repetitive nights and early chill of mornings of winter past. The creek trickles in quiet rhythem to the sound of my feet along the empty road. An evening calm alights like a rush in a bush, gladly I'll walk this way again and again, like summer is a long, lost friend.

Happiness And Personal Power
Posted this as a comment on a friends blog on Myspace and thought I'd post it on my page. Have Mysapce? You can find me there if you so care to. http://www.myspace.com/wikkidmystery .............................. Let's talk about love and personal power, in general, for you and anyone reading this. I realize some of this may not apply to this situation but it will be important to someone.Remember that happiness is a choice that you always have had and always will have. It's not an achievement, it's a decision and an action. Be happy for no reason in the world or you will never be happy at all. It's the only way to be completely happy. Then U can love and do whatever U will to do. If u act out of love then U have no need for rules because U are already abiding by them and will act out of compassion - showing others respect and love beyond what they deserve. Though some things and people make it seem like it is impossible to always be happy, that's what it truly means to b

Random Survey
1 - Brownies - with our without nuts? With out! I buy the cosmic brownies!! 2 - Do you currently have a $10.00 in your possession? Yep, with a little extra! 3 - If you could eat anything at all right now, what would it be? i'm kinda craving Hot Dog Dhopp 4 - What are you listening to right now? I tried, by bone thugs 5 - The closest thing to you that is black...Jingles my dog 6 - Your favorite cologne/perfume to wear... body mists 7 - Prefer your water in a bottle or out of the tap? My tap has a purifier on it, so I like that the best!! 8 - Last concert you saw? I can not remember!! 9 - Least favorite thing in the world - Spiders and Asshole MEN!! 10 - Are you addicted to Myspace? just a bit, but I am more addicted to Cherry Tap! 11 - What are your plans for the near future (like tomorrow)? To wake up!! 12 - Would you consider yourself a flirt? When I want to be! 13 - Are you good at it (see #12)? I think so! 14 - What song is your guilty p

Letter To Christians And All Humanity
This is a letter to two people close to me who are devoted Christians. I posted it because I thought it was very compelling. Wikkid .................................... ~-The World is Your Mirror-~ When you judge someone it is because they are reflecting something back at you that you do not like about yourself. When you impose your uninvited judgment on people, you are inviting them to speak their truth. You project your own self-image onto others and when they show you something that you do not like about yourself, you judge them out of fear because you are too afraid to examine your own reality and beliefs. ALL human emotions and actions derive from either love or fear; NOT from good or evil. You either create wonderful things from love or horrible things from fear. Love is the only reality and truth; fear is an illusion. Appreciation, compassion, trust, self-acceptance, self-love, self-control, free will, confidence, honesty, respect, consideration, forgivene

Is It June Yet
For the month of June I am traveling. I can't wait. I wish it was June already. I will get to see both of my boys during that time. Plus I will be riding the train tracks. Its my first time riding a train. I can't wait. I won't have anything to do but listen to music and read my book. I haven't had time to myself in ages. I am always taking care of everyone else except me. I have family that lives in the same town and are always needing me to do things for them or with them. Also during that time I will not have computer access. So I will not be chatting with my friends and family on the computer. That will be odd. They will have to call and I don't always answer my phone during certain hours. Plus with a cell phone you have to be careful about going over your minutes. So for me I wish this month would be done and over with.

More Thoughts
Thinking , Feeling , Rethinking Thinking of you my sweet day dream wondering if I'm going to extreme Why are you in my thoughts so much ? Why do I hunger for your touch ? I think too much and act too slow I want to be there more than you'll ever know I've been told to take it slow for there is always tomorrow I've taken it slow and in my hesitation felt the sorrow Not willing to pass on what may be real Not wanting to let go of how I feel Unsure of my thoughts and what they mean Unsure of an out come that remains to be seen Fear that you are too good to be true Fear that I may not be any good for you Tied to a past unresolved Tied to the present still uninvolved Wondering if I deserve the best Thinking it's time to give thinking a rest ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Money!!
OMG @ the NERVE of some people!! They comment on things they have no clue about and don't involve them at all! "Give her back her money!" UHM ..if you don't KNOW the facts then wise up! HERE THEY ARE! GET THEM STRAIGHT ...the ONLY one who knows the slightest bit, is TINA, cuz she was there when I'd already given Amanda money to pay the Cable, and rent and they were both in default and I bitched to Tina about it all. NOT YOU!! If ever I would involve someone, it would be Tina. Amanda IS my best friend, true. I am also HERS. I love her like my own sister and always will. I will also defend her honor when it's being slaughtered by people who can't stay out of other people's business. We shared an apartment together last year also. EVERY SINGLE PAYDAY my check went to Amanda, all but $50 of it. LOW AND BEHOLD, her account at the time she deposited my money was ...NEGATIVE!! I'd give her a check for over $500, and her account was in the black more than $600 ...T

Round Two
Well, those of you who told me to not give Billy another chance...I should have listened to you. What a fucking idiot I am. I accepted his lame excuse for not showing up last weekend and agreed to meet him again tonight because he was cute and sweet. Once again, I was stood up. What a sucker I am- twice in one week when I had never been stood up before! This time, I learned my lesson. I don't care how cute or sweet you are, I'm not meeting anyone until they prove to me that they are sincere.

Just A Thought...
So as I sit here on my way home I have time to reflect and digest my thoughts and feelings. So I'm caught between reality and unreal the tangable and unknown. No suprise that one who has been through so much disects things to an unrealistic extent I guess. So why is it that life throws the curve balls that knocks us on our ass and makes us look at ourselves. Love the one thing that feels so good is the hardest thing to express and surrender to. Is it the trust and the faith you put in another when you give them a key to your soul? Or is it the unknown that you can't see that impairs your ability to release the past and take that leap of faith? Either way its truly an emotion that all long for but few fully experience due to their own limitations. Sadly I am guilty....

Why Are Men So Complex
Me and my sister hang out with a mutual friend of ours named Peter. Now this is very confusing to us both, on Friday he asked if we were gonna walk him home. Then he came in to talk to me and told me that he's had a thing for my sister since the day he met her. What's confusing is that when he talks to her he asks if she has talked to me and how I'm doing. He's asked her what's the deal with Sexy_shell(he used my real name but you guys are on a need to know basis lol) she's like what do you mean what is up with her. Well apparently he is telling her that he likes me, but then he tells me he likes her WTF. So now her and I sit and try to figure out wtf is going on, neither of us know what he is upto. Is he using me to get to her, or is he using her to get to me. Fuck we are soooooooooo confused lol