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A Little Head
A huge muscular man walks into a bar and orders a beer. The bartender hands him the beer and says, "You know, I'm not gay but I want to compliment you on your physique, it really is phenomenal! I have a question though, why is your head so small?" The big guy nods slowly. He's obviously fielded this question many times. "One day," he begins, "I was hunting when I got lost in the woods. I heard someone crying for help and finally realized that it was coming from a frog sitting next to a stream." So I picked up the frog and it said, "Kiss me. Kiss me and I will turn into a genie and grant you 3 wishes." So I looked around to make sure I was alone and gave the frog a kiss. POOF! The frog turned into a beautiful, voluptuous, naked woman. She said, "You now have 3 wishes." I looked down at my scrawny 115 pound body and said, "I want a body like Arnold Schwarzenneger." She nodded, whispered a spell, and POOF! there I was, so huge that I ripped out of my clothes and was s

I Heart Animals
Aw, they're so lovely and furry and snuggly and something-y. Blech! This is how much I love them.... The cow: IT tastes great on a bun with ketchup and even great grilled and served with peppercorn sauce. The fish: it is great feeling the tug of IT, WHICH is on my hook as I reel IT into my boat. And, it is also wonderful gutting, cleaning, and frying IT up. The (fill-in-the-blank): ah, fuck it... they're all good. No, I haven't lost it. I'm just poking a little fun at PETA after they sent a complaint letter, telling journalists to stop referring to animals as "it" and "which". Apparently, they would prefer to be called "he", "she", and "who" ('cause animals are just so astute, eh). PETA dispatched a letter to Norm Goldstein, editor of The Associated Press Stylebook, suggesting that it is time to revise the book’s language guidelines—which currently characterize animals as inanimate objects—and bring the references in line with 21st century attitudes. Ya, animal

Someone Help Me Out Here
When you have been antisocial for so long, how do you learn to communicate again? It has only been in the past 3 years that I have started socializing and trying to venture out on my own, how does one learn to communicate when the only "thing" you talked to for years was your cat and your pillow?? I need help before I piss off everyone I care about!

Now That's What I Call A Mchappy Meal!! Lol
You know, I always took joy in getting a Happy Meal from McD's when I was a kid because the toys inside were so fun to get. But, now that I'm older, the thrill is gone. Or..., it was. It seems McD's is offering a new kind of satisfaction as some granny found a condom in her granddaughter's Happy Meal. I don't want to know what she did with it. Ew. Spokeswoman Joanna Redfern-Hardisty said because of its popularity, the previous happy meal gift had sold out at the outlet and prepackaged sports bags were substituted as children's gifts. I wonder if they then ran out of sports bags, so they replaced those with the scroat coats and love gloves. (I'm going to have to start eating McDonalds again) Na, I still can't stomach it

Why Are Most Guys Assholes?
guys what can anybod y say about them? "they are hard to live with and hard to live without" why are guys so afraid to speak their mind and come strait out with what they have to say? i hate liars,jerk,punks,and bums.

R.i.p Misha
Today i got a sad news. That a dear friend of mine past away. She was like a sister to me. She was also a member of CT. her link was Misha@ CherryTAP I know she will be dearly missed from all of her friends and family. She had been dealing with infections for awhile. She was in and out of the hospital. So i guess her body finally just gave up. It had more then it could take. So, yesterday her body finally gave out and she past away from a lung infection.R.I.P My big sis rest in Gods hands and have lots of laughs and tell captdog and bev hi for me. I will miss you greatly. I love you sis and always will

Today 5/14/07
As if things couldn't get any better in my life.... (and I mean that sarcastically) This evening, one of my dogs, Pike (after a firefighter's pike pole) Died in my arms tonight. Pike was about 9 or 10 years old and I have had him since he was 7weeks old. He was a wonderful dog with a great personality, and I will miss him very very much. But I also have to worry about my other outside dog who spent his entire life with Pike...and that dog is Mickey. I can only pray that Mickey will be ok, other than his broken heart from missing his partner in crime. Of course my son is also very sad but he is a strong kid, much stronger than I am. Pike was laid to rest in my back yard this evening with the help of my father. "Thanks Daddy" I will miss my Boo Bear...*Tear*

Taking Hold Of Who You Are.....
I have been taught many things by many wonderful teachers in my life. I am a teacher myself and a student all at once. I have said before we are always in the process of becoming and have resently been approached by a few wanting to know the meaning of that. So, I will explain as best I can..... I was taught of three voices within us. One the voice of the mind,Two the voice of the heart, and three the voice of knowing. To explain them as I have seen and know to be......The voice of the mind.... The mind is like a computer, it stores all your lifes experiences within it and never forgets. No matter if you remember them or not. The voice of the heart.....knows only love, but because the mind will bring forth experiences, it will place a wall around it so as to protect it from hurting. The voice of knowing.....that is the little silient voice we Choose not to listen to...some call it instinct, others call it gut, but it is the first thought, the one that you chooose not to listen to caus

Ohhh Shit!!
My throat's a little hoarse. It seems we may have something to worry about now that oral sex may lead to throat cancer. Human papillomavirus (HPV), which can be transmitted during oral sex, is the main cause of oropharyngeal (throat) cancer, researchers found. The study is the first to prove the link. Researchers compared 100 men and women who were recently diagnosed with oral cancer with 200 similar people without the disease. They found that participants who reported having oral sex -- fellatio or cunnilingus -- with six or more partners were at the highest risk (8.6 times more) of develping throat cancer. Uh... I'm off to the doctor. Lol. Kidding, of course. I'm innocent, I tells ya. But, for all those sitting on the edge of their seats right now, don't fret. It seems there is little likelihood of actually getting it and there is help to protect against the HPV strains. *phew* Screw on, folks, screw on.

Tattoo Contest...
Hi everyone who is bothering to read this...lol. Hey I could really use your guys help here...i need as many comments as i can possibly get...you know i will return the favor whenever needed...mmwahh!! Just once i would like to win one of these things..lol

Monday 5/14/07
Back to my regular routine today, lol. I've been chatting in the lobby a little bit as well as working on my myspace and CT page. I like MySpace so far, but CT is still my favorite since it has more featurs and things to do. Not to mention I haven't heard anything bad happening here like I have on the other site. Well I guess this is all that I'll write for tonight since nothing out of the ordinary has happened for me to post about. Have a good night everyone.

Loosing My Mind
I have noticed over the last several months that I don't like who I am becoming. I don't know if I have been this person for a while and am just noticing or if I'm only recently changing. I am getting so angry. I take everything as a personal attack and become defensive. I am constantly on edge. I feel the stress and frustration building and it makes me feel constantly nauseous. I swear more at work then I used to, and i probably shouldn't at all. I've started realizing that I hate everybody i work with. Everyone in the company in some way or another has just pissed me off in some way or another, with the exception of a small handful. I have to force myself not to tell people to go fuck themselves. I constantly want to pick up the closest mouse or cellphone and smash it into the wall across the room. And I have to talk myself out of the urge to just walk out in the middle of my shift and say fuck you all. Its probably just a combination of my clinical depression and all the st

My Profile Song Explained
Ok I have had a couple of request to explain my profile song, so here it goes. And yes the verse is "Sucking to hard on your lollipop". lol. I have always loved lollipops and suckers since I was kid, but found out as I got older some guys like it when I suck on lollipops too. So, much that last year while sitting in traffic with the girls a truck driver next to us who was to occupied staring in the car rear-ended this little porsche in front of him. Now how do explain that to a state trooper? ha. Well my friends found this song and told me to put it on, cause its a reminder that I should be more careful of what I do with my mouth.

Defense Department Blocks Youtube, Myspace From Military Computers
Defense Department Blocks YouTube, MySpace From Military Computers http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,272014,00.html DENVER — Soldiers serving overseas will lose some of their online links to friends and loved ones back home under a Department of Defense policy that a high-ranking Army official said would take effect Monday. The Defense Department will begin blocking access "worldwide" to YouTube, MySpace and 11 other popular Web sites on its computers and networks, according to a memo sent Friday by Gen. B.B. Bell, the U.S. Forces Korea commander. The policy is being implemented to protect information and reduce drag on the department's networks, according to Bell. • Click here for FOXNews.com's Personal Technology Center. "This recreational traffic impacts our official DoD network and bandwidth ability, while posing a significant operational security challenge," the memo said. Pentagon officials said Monday the policy will not restrict servicemen and women

Best Profile Comment's................
There are times when even i am shocked, stunned and amazed by how stupid can be, take for example the person who left these comments.......... how we are rolling on the floor laughing in Africa tonight, these have to be by far the best comments i have ever recived, all i can say is thanks honey, and good luck with the CAM modeling, i think you are cut out for it. alright, now pleqase don't take my comment the wrong way. I'm not trying to insult you or argue with oyu or anything....BUT I have to wonder. Is this really you? Some people have claimed that you are fake. So my question is, WHY WOULD SUCH AN IMPORTANT FIGURE JOIN A SOCIAL SITE LIKE THIS??? It would be like if George Bush joined here...why? Aren't you too busy? Do you really have time with all that you do and have accomplished to sit at the computer and tlak with people on a picture rating adult site? I mean, WHAT does this site do for your country? I grew up in South Africa, so I feel a closeness to you, if it is really

Far Away(for My Husband)
Far Away lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving

The Price Of A Gallon Of Gas
All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; it just illustrates how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one!!!! (At least, I was...) .. Compared with Gasoline...... .. Think a gallon of gas is expensive? .. This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. .. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ... $10.32 per gallon .. Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..........$9.52 per gallon .. Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 .... $10.17 per gallon .. Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon .. Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon .. Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 ... $178.13 per gallon .. Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon .. Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon .. Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... .. Evian water 9 oz $1.49..........$21.19 per gallon! $21.19 for WATER and the buyers don't even know the source.

I Hope To Feel This Again One Day
Just what is love anyway? Is it the smile that comes with a rush At the mention of your name? Perhaps it is the warm feeling I have inside When I hear your voice. You can't see love. Well, perhaps you can, If you look into the eyes Of someone in love. Then you could see it. You can't touch love. Well maybe you can. To wipe a tear from the eye Of someone in love That has said goodbye To their love; Or to wipe the tears of the bride And the groom as they say their vows. That would surely be To touch love. So just what is love? You can't smell love. Or can you? The fragrance of a rose given to a lover; Would that be to smell love? Perhaps the scent of their bodies Mixing as one while lovers sleep In each others arms; That would surely be to smell love. You can't hear love. Oh yes, I think you can. The laughter of lovers Running in the rain, Or the cry of the newborn child Conceived of love; Certainly that would be to hear love. I don't th

Pharmacy School
UGH!! Looking to transfer to a Pharmacy School so I can get into the program and Finally finish school. OMG they keep adding shit to the requirements to get into the fuckin program and to the RX program itself!!! So they way I figure it I have like 5 ro 6 more years left of school. If they stop adding shit. Oh yeah and I gotta take a PCAT test which is an enterance test for RX school. UGH!!!! I keep tellin myself that it will all be worth it in the end. Until then I gotta get off my ass and real start working toward this Degree. I just wish I could poof myself there already. If you are interested below I listed what I gotta get off my ass and get finished. Luckily I got some of these fuckin classes over and done withDoes anyone have an easy button?? 1.College of Pharmacy applicants must complete a minimum of 62 semester hours of coursework at a regionally accredited college or university, including the following required courses: General Biology 3 semester hours Anatomy and

Handprints Of A Child
Sometimes you get discouraged becouse iam so small and always leave my fingerprints on the furniture and walls But everyday l'm growing i'll be grown someday and all thos tiny handprints will surerly fade away so here's a little handprint just so youcan recall exactly how my fingers looked when i was very small.

Eating Pussy Like A Pro!
Eat Pussy Like A Pro!!! What woman doesn't love to be expertly eaten out? Oral sex done right can take your partner to new heights of pleasure, but done wrong it can be an ordeal for both of you. Munching rug should be no great mystery. These tips will introduce you to some of the basics of cunnilingus and help you go down like a pro. Don't forget to come up for air! 1. What's that smell? While some folks prefer their poontang to be on the gamey side, for many people, fear of a funky odor or taste is the chief barrier to going down on a woman. All women do have a distinctive scent and flavor, and for some would-be cunning linguists, these may be an acquired taste. However, if your partner is clean and in good health, her taste and smell should not be unpleasant or overwhelming. If you have concerns about her hygiene, the most tactful approach is to suggest a shared shower or bath before sex. If after a good soaping, her pussy still smells like something crawled up it and died

Another Great Day!
Well I am recovering still from my mothers day. My family and friends all went out and had the best surprise I could ever ask for, which was very hard for moms to keep a secret. I pulled up in my newly detailed car thanks to my friend in joliet and was greeted by my son with a dozen red roses. I went into the house and was then greeted by my dad who gave me another dozen roses, this time white. They then led me to the front room where mom had a box for me and it was a new kimono from my son and a new dress from hawaii. Mom then took me into her room so I could get changed and as i am getting ready I start to get really nervous. My mom, myself and Andrew went to the cemetery to put flowers on Grandmas grave as well as my daughters, I started to get teary eyed and then my son took my hand and told me that god wanted her to be in heaven so pop pop (my grandfather) wouldn't be sad when he went to see him. Anyway enough of the sad stuff. As we head back to the house I notice a lot

The Way I Feel...
everything i've said is the truth.. my feelings are very real.. the time we've spent together i have truly enjoyed.. i cant seem to keep my mind from my thoughts wondering back to you.. why is it you seem to have such a hold over me? am i under some wonderful spell? or in a fantastic dream? if this is a dream i dont ever want to wake up...

Back In Mah Straight Days
What can I do ? What can I say ? Where can I go ? When just suddenly out of the blue I think of you You fucking ass You ripped out my heart out and threw it about you son-of-a-bitch Why do you have such a hold on me? Cant you see Im trying to get rid of you again? you hurt me once youll do it again What cant it all just stop? What cant these thoughts just go away ? Its eating me away and the further I sway Day by day oh damn just stop this is killing me your fucking with my head with my life I have done went through anorexia and belimia so your also fuckin with my body isnt that enough? DAMN IT JUST FUCKING STOP

???
we have no communication, no commitment we have no feelings, except when you are inside me there are no words of emotion, no caring or concern no intimacy or longings of desire it’s just an act to fulfill a basic need intimacy without connection, relationship without obligation shattered emotions are mine, mine alone, the only ones at hand you have none, not able to give I am only a shell for which you use you once told me that I was your best friend I don’t need your kind of friendship, it only brings pain, hurt, and anger confusion bitterness I feel passionless and empty pathetic and used memories and mistakes go hand and hand with you sadness surrounds me creeps behinds me like a shadow my only friend is these words the only thing to comfort me, keep me sane but my words won’t come to me abandoned, leaving me lost and scared intimacy without connection no hope to change my feelings

Patience Is A Virtue
I have been told by many people that I have the patience of a saint. My job requires patience. Parenting requires patience. Relationships require patience. My fuse is VERY short when it comes to MY kids and relationships. The relationship fuse has run short way too many times.It's now shorter than ever. I never thought I would get to the point to where I didn't care. I am at that point right now. I have someone I care about, but he is just a figment of my scattered brain ( most days ). My patience ran out and now I just don't care anymore. I hurt every day. I love every day. I feel every day... every day without him and I am getting more used to it than I had ever wanted to. Is this a sign of letting go? Possibly. Not out of a lack of love, but out of a lack of patience and understanding. If patience is a virtue. I am only half the virtuous person I would like to be. The rest of me is tired and broken.

Please Read
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time" READ THE FIRST LINE CAREFULLY. . If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust

Lost-cherry -vs- Cherry-tap
SO HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN ON LOST-CHERRY / CHERRY-TAP FOR ALL OF YOU THAT DON'T KNOW CHERRY-TAP USED TO BE CALLED LOST-CHERRY..WELL THIS RIGHT HERE IS MY 3ED AROUND ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I WAS HERE I WAS HERE UNDER THE NAME JELLYBEAN I DONT MISS THE DRAMA I WAS A SO CALLED A LIST THAT MEAN YOU ARE POP LURE I WAS ON LEVEL 22 WITH A SHIT LOAD OF POINTS AND BUCKS BUT TO ME THIS SITE WAS MADE TO MEET COOL AND DOWN TO EARTH PEOPLE BUT SOMEONE ALWAYS SEEMS TO FUCK IT UP FOR THE REST OF US..SO I DELETED MY ACCOUNT LIKE HMMMMM 2 OR 3 DAYS AGO..I HIT SCRAPPER UP IN SHOUT AND TOLD HIM I WANTED IT GONE AND TO THE PEOPLE DON'T KNOW WHO THAT IS HE IS A CO OWNER OF THE SITE..ME BEING A TOP CHERRY WAS FUN BUT THE SHITTY PART OF IT WAS PUTTING UP WITH ALL THE DRAMA AND ALL THE LIES I'M SO NOT HERE FOR THAT SHIT ANY MORE I MAKE IN TO THE TOP AGAIN SO BE..BUT THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA FROM ME..SO IF YOU ARE A DRAMA STARTER KEEP IT ON YOUR END OF CHERRY TAP.K THANKS

How To Collect $0 Checks From Twc... ?!
This kind of screwed me up for a while. Last week, I finally put in for unemployment through the TWC's website. I get a response a few days later... saying that I'm denied, but with instructions on how to collect NO MONEY. They even want me to head to one of the offices for an interview and counseling. I'm sitting here thinking, 'This is our state govermnent? The HELL?!' So now what? Go with what they're saying or call someone and ask them exactly why they seem to be running on crack and Mickey's?

A Friend
just wanted to say that a friend is gone and altho i hated the things that were done and how they were done the greif and pain is slowly going away and yet i know that hes up with the lord watcing over all those who cared and who he cared about this blog is for erin and sandi my daughter christina and most of all its for my friend ross who gave his all defending our country god bless you and keep you ross 14 svc. bn will never be the same without you there my frind i love you ross jen&christina

Game Rules And What U Need To Do
ok guys been gettin alot of question on what this game is and what yall need to do sad thing is i cant tell u because then ppl could cheat and i want this a fun honest game :) no cheating but i will tell u that it is a hunt. and in NOWAY benifits me at all. so i dont get any points for this like most ppl do when u do pic contest :) so sing up and let me know whos in :)

I Need Everyones Help!!!
ALL RIGHT EVERYONE MY GIRL DJ SASSY NEEDS YOUR HELP! SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND NEED SOME COMMENT BOMBERS TO HIT HER UP! PLEASE HELP IF NOT FOR ME THEN FOR HER! IF YOUR MY FRIEND GET OUT THERE AND DO THIS BEAUTY GOOD AND BOMB THE FUCK OUTTA HER PIX! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=552164&albumid=348916&i=1922493844)http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=552164&albumid=348916&i=1922493844

Soldier Needs Our Support! This Is Bs!!!
Maybe some of you have seen or heard of this story, but I ask you to please pass it on and show your support to this soldier- a friend of mine from myspace, and his family. As supporters, this should enrage you like it did me. Thanks ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Western Redneck© Date: May 13, 2007 2:59 PM my husband is a solider in the Army and I thought you would be interested in forwarding this to all your military brothers! thank you so! videos are at bottom... FINALLY HERE IS PART 2! THE ABUSE CONTINUED! YOU GUYS KEEP IN MIND THAT EVEN AFTER MY HUMBLE HONORABLE SOLDIER HAD BEEN BEATEN BY THE OFFICER THEN TASED BY THE 2ND OFFICER 3 TIMES IN UNDER 2 MINUTES....HE STILL CALLED THE 1ST OFFICER SIR CONTINUALLY IN THE AUDIO YOU WILL HEAR...IT IS HEARTBREAKING TO ME..BECAUSE I KNOW HIM SO WELL....HE IS GOOD THE NAME OF THE OFFICER THAT YOU SEE BEATING MY HUSBAND IN THE VIDEO IS 'OFFICER JENNINGS' AND YOU CAN REACH THE INTERNAL AFFAIRS OFFICE

You Left Me...
You left me here, without saying goodbye. Now every time I think of you, all I do is cry. So many plans and dreams went up in smoke. Yet everyone tells me, don't give up, there is always hope. What should I be hopeful for? My entire being is sorrowful, down to the core. I am still here and yet I often wonder why. Why it wasn't me instead of you that had to die. Your life had so much meaning, a direction to go. I would trade you places, just so you know. I'm always questioning in the back of my mind, Why does it always seem like God can be unkind? No one knows the answer my questions. Hell I don't even know if there are any suggestions. All I know is that with each passing day, It's just one more closer to when next to you I will lay.

The Philosophies The Apostles See
Within hip hop I’m free To spin off a piece Of the philosophies the apostles see There’s no stopping this artistry This is the part of me My heart believes Into harmonies As I walk solemnly In the arms that harbor Eve To the palms of Eden’s dreams In the charms of warden trees That sing the songs that call to be As the garden that guards them from falling As the anomaly of our reality becomes the possibility of divinity As the philosophies the apostles see lie in harmony with all belief

This Is Too Funny
> The Reverends Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton, while visiting a primary school class, found themselves in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked both men if they would like to lead the discussion of the word "tragedy". So the illustrious Rev. Jackson asks the class for an example of a "tragedy. " > > One little boy stood up and offered: "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a runaway tractor comes along and knocks him dead, that would be a tragedy." > > No," says the Great Jesse Jackson, "that would be an accident." > > A little girl raised her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy." > > I'm afraid not," explains the exalted Reverend Al. "That's what we would call a great loss." The room goes silent. No other children volunteer. > > Reverend Al searches the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?"

Buffalo
Buffalo BABY!!!! I'm from Buffalo. We eat chicken wings, not buffalo wings. Jack Kemp is a quarterback, not a politician. We drink Labatt Blue and love it. Mighty Taco always has preference over Taco Bell. Pop, not soda and Pepsi, not Coke. They are sneakers not tennis shoes. It's a sucker, not a lollipop. Bison Chip Dip, La Nova Pizzeria, Aunt Rosie's Loganberry, Chevetta's Chicken, and Ted's Hot Dogs are all too familiar...not to forget Anderson's Shakes. A fake ID is unnecessary when there is always Canada... but we have them any ways. Our bars don't close until 4, and we DO sell beer in a grocery store (Tops or Wegmans ), which always makes for early starts and late nights. Jim's Steak Out at 4 in the morning is calling it an early night... We never cuss, but we swear entirely too much. We know that a 65 mph speed limit really means 80. We will cut you off, swear, and give you the finger if you are not keeping up AND do it all in the

Emotion Game Thing
Don't cheat. It's pretty good. Write your answers underneath the question. The answers are at the bottom, BUT dont cheat. Then repost this for others to answer. 1.Your favorite color out of: red, black, green, blue, yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. What month were you born in 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name one of your friends? 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Think of a wish, but don't write it... Answers 1. If you choose: Red- You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down. Yellow - You are a very happy person.. 2. If you're initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy you

Rules From God 2007
Rules from God for 2007 1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it" Psalms 118:24 2 Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7 3 . Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3 4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10 5 Look Up !!... To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philip

???
Your Personality Profile You are something else for sure!!! You have a thing about Nuns in black stockings and push up bras, who think of you as a Father figure. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test

Hotter Than Hot
You're sitting around a bonfire with your girlfriend, your friends have just left and the two of you are all by yourself. Your girlfriend kneels in front of you and slides her hand into the leg or your shorts, just barely touching your cock. You slide down in your chair, giving her more access and causing her hand to brush against your cock. She wraps her fingers around your cock and continues to massage it, making you moan with need. You slide your shorts down your hips, dislodging her hand from your cock as your shorts slide down your legs to your ankles. You grab her hand anad put it back on your now rock hard cock and she goes back to stroking it up and down. She bends her head toward it and lightly kisses the tip, causing it to twitch with need. She flicks her tongue across the tip and slides it down the shaft then back up where she wraps her soft wet lips around it and slides it deeply into her mouth. She continues to bob up and down on your cock, sucking harder and bobbing faste

Our Hearts Are Broken
Today we lost a member of our family. Her Name was Tammy a 24 yr old blue and gold macaw. Have had her since she was a babe in pin feathers. She was like having a 2 yr old child all the time. She talked up a storm and played with us and made our lifes happier and full off laughter when we where down. She is well loved and we will miss her greatly. I am looking into adopting or to buy a pair or young single one. The lose and void felt is so hard... may our dear loved pet Macaw tammy rest in peace in the city of bird angels....

Camping???
You and your girlfriend are camping. You’re in a secluded area off from other campers. You’re sitting in front of the campfire under a blanket, not a stitch of clothing on underneath the blanket. Your hands start to roam over her naked body under the blanket. She feels your hand wander slowly up the inside of her thigh. She lets out a soft moan as you brush the tip of your finger against her pussy, teasing her. She thinks to herself, two can play this game and she slowly slides her hand up the inside of your thighs, stopping just short of your rock hard erection. You suck in a breath, wanting her hand on your cock. You slide your hand back up her thigh and slide your finger into her hot, wet pussy, making her moan louder. She thrust her hips toward your hand, wanting more. She rubs her hand up your thigh and softly caresses your balls, making you thrust your hips against her hand. You kneel down in front of her and push her legs apart, making room. You kiss your way up the inside of he

40 Things Never Said By Southerners
40. Oh I just couldn't. Hell, she's only sixteen. 39. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 38. Duct tape won't fix that. 37. Lisa Marie was lucky to catch Michael. 36. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 35. We don't keep firearms in this house. 34. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? 33. You can't feed that to the dog. 32. I thought Graceland was tacky. 31. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 30. Wrasslin's fake. 29. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? 28. We're vegetarians. 27. Do you think my gut is too big? 26. I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. 25. Honey, we don't need another dog. 24. Who's Richard Petty? 23. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 22. Too many deer heads detract from the decor. 21. Spittin is such a nasty habit. 20. I just couldn't find a thing at Walmart today. 19. Trim the fat off that steak. 18. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. 17. The tires on that truck are to

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Candles flicker softly on a table set for two, There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you. A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine, And we are here together in a moment stopped in time. A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night, Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight. So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share. And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air. Thoughts of love like falling leaves, Swirling in the autumn breeze, Flow in our minds and in our eyes, A tender look and longing sighs, We touch and as the fire starts, That we have kindled in our hearts, We kiss and hear the angels sing, As heavens gift to me you bring, No more to live my life alone, And in your soul I found my home, At peace within your loving arms, Captivated by your charms, And happily I'd die for you, Here at this table set for two.

Hey They Have Me In The Dictionary!!!
TomTom -- [noun]:Warning, Warning, Warning, Danger, Danger, Danger…..don’t bend over around a TomTom 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Special Night
You have a special night planned for your girlfriend. You place the bottle of champagne in the ice bucket and look around the room. Everything is perfect, you just have to light the candles and turn off the lights. You light the candles all around your small, cozy apartment and turn the lights off just as she knocks on your door. You open the door and lead her inside, taking her hand and leading her to the table and pulling out the chair for her to be seated. You whisper softly into her ear, “I want tonight to be all about you, anything you want, it’s yours.” You bring the food to the table and sit down next to her. You fill her plate with her favorite food, sweet and sour pork and then you fill your own. She begins to eat and you watch her, mesmerized by the way her mouth wraps around her fork and how her tongue slides out of her mouth and licks her lips. You can’t take much more and you lean over and whisper into her ear, “I want to taste you, feel you fall apart on my tongue.” Then

Almost Kinky
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other but have tendencies to have sex with Nuns which you figure makes it ok seeing that they are Pure until after you get with them. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

***may Gods Angels Wrap Their Wings Around You And Protect You Always ***
www.hostdrjack.com Make custom Glitter Images Any one that wants this rip it from here,If you can pass it along to others.Thank you! ~Karen ~Angel Family~ Please post it or send as a comment to your friends... THIS IS JUST ONE IN 1000'S OF CHILDREN MISSING DAILY. IF WE CAN SEND THE PICTURES OUT OF THESE CHILDREN ALL OVER IT MAY HELP FIND THEM. I HAVE 7 LOVELY CHILDREN AND IF I LOST ONE I WOULD DIE. PLEASE READ MY MUMM I DID HAVE A TASTE OF IT AND I WAS FRANTIC. GOD BLESS KAREN AND EVERYONE WHO REPOST THIS AND COULD SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE IT A STICKY.. www.hostdrjack.com (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 10:39:27') (repost of original by 'GODDESSOFLIGHT' on '2007-05-14 10:59:45') (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 11:11:26') (repost of original by 'GODDESSOFLIGHT' on '2007-05-14 11:39:33') (repost of original by 'karen428 ~Angel Family~' on '2007-05-14 11:44:37') (repost of original by 'GODD

Mother02
A mother's love was taken from me, Because of that I don't know who to be. Scared and alone and afraid to live, I don't know how to, her, forgive. She sucked the life right out of me, She trapped my soul; I'll never be free. I'm trapped in this cage looking out, How do I know what life's about? My wings are clipped; I cannot fly, Because of the pain I want to die.

5-14-07 Astrology
Acting too hastily could result in a meltdown. So ride hard on any impulses that seem overwhelming. You know the way a mother tells her child to wait until they get home? Keep telling that to your inner child.

Mother01
One full year has passed us by, Yet you still have to look me in the eye. See me for me, the way I truely am, See me doing the best I can. You see me as a worthless pest, Never trying to do my best. "You're little slacker" as you've always said, Seeing you is what I've learned to dread. You're not around, you never were, You were in the kitchen cooking me up a cure. Turn me into the perfect daughter, try as you might, With these wings I'll never take flight. Make me pretty, make me perfect, mold me as you wish, My life with you was never bliss. You took away the most important part of me, Now, I know, me I'll never be. She died with you, you took her away, I'm on my knees, refusing to pray. You killed her from the inside out, I hate how you don't see what I'm about. I'm your daughter, your oldest one, I know your love I've never won. You hate me for the way I am, Although I try to do all I can. Accept me, please, for the way I am, Show me how to love again.

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

Us Blocks Soldiers From Using Websites
The US military is blocking troops from using certain websites for sharing photos, video clips and messages. A memo from General BB Bell, US Forces Korea commander, says use of YouTube, MySpace and 11 other popular sites via US military portals will be blocked. The US says the use is taking up too much bandwidth and slows down the military's computer system. But a US Strategic Command spokesman said a "secondary benefit" was to help operational security. Personal computers BBC defence and security correspondent Rob Watson says the decision could stop thousands of soldiers from communicating with friends and loved ones. For many US soldiers serving overseas, YouTube and other similar websites are a popular way of keeping in touch, he says. The spokesman for US Strategic Command and Joint Task Force-Global Network Operations said: "As these sites have become more and more popular, they've had an impact on bandwidth resources and network availability and we're having

Music?
You should make love to soul/photobucket.com" target="_blank"> "> You like to groove, slow and steady. Throw on the James Brown and let the atmosphere envelop your lovemaking but then again your are like a Jet penetrating the sound bearer with the force of a Hurricane. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Fever
im a football nut...but when it comes to crimson tide football i think im border line insane about it...its so bad ill watch a rerun of a game over and over...i have even taped em before just so i can watch a winning game when they are on a losing streak..which sux btw...i cuss my t.v....poor thing im sure its emotionally scared for life...my kids...well they are traitors...poor boys are too young to understand that AUBURN SUX!!!!....i even tried to cast a spell on Franchoinie and Tyler Watts....if i ever see them two they better run to the hills....and Shula?? oh hell id love to get my hands on him...or leave him a flaming bag of dog shit on his porch...is that crazy??? i dont think so he deserves it for getting prothro hurt....i hate auburn so bad i think it caused my divorce ...(ok jus kiddin)....and dont tell anyone but i have prayed for the bama boys to win before..."lawd have mercy let em break those other guys knees"....damn i outta be ashamed....i have wished that before on uhh

Helping Fuckin Friends
Sorry my friends I'm very pissed right now....Remember a few months back when I said I threw my room mates boy friend out and asked advice?......Well stupit me I let him move back in and nothing had changed so I threw him out again.Thegirl has been letting him live ( day time ) in the drive way ok no biggie or so i thought...She has beenstealing CD's DVD's and anything else thay can pawn ( and for the past month he is woking and NOT pay me ) i dont belive $300 a month is too much to ask for food elc and everthing else....Now that thay are into me for over $4000 and I may lose my house for helping them she gets in my face and starts screaming at me and he trys kicking in my door and saying he is going to kill me ...I threw her out cops wont do shit about the threats or the door or the mail box he distroyed..She even went as far as to clame my dead cat as hers and just took off out of here with the remains ...... What alot of you dont know is i helped raise this child ( yes child at 22

Witchcraft
Witchcraft, in the United States, is a religion that has been tested and upheld in both state and federal courts as a religion that requires, and must be guaranteed, full and equal protection under the Constitution of the United States. Witchcraft is a spiritual path and way of life that is both personal and individual. As a religion, it allows a personal relationship with our concept of diety. In general, it follows a balanced path acknowledging both God and Goddess. Some Witches do primarily emphasize the Goddess. This is a personal choice of individual Witches. Neither way is right or wrong, nor better or worse. Witches maintain an openness and willingness to leave room for the personal choices on an individual's path of life. This is an intrinsic part of our way of life. Witchcraft is a pantheistic religion, that is, Witches believe that the God and Goddess energy is contained in all things manifest and non-manifest. We include ourselves as part of that devine energy. Witchcraft

Heading Home
my uncle, in his amazing way that he does, is recovering.. for now. my aunt has given me money for the trip i unexpectedly took. heading home to those whom i have had little contactw with becuase of this, i will talk with You soon *bows deeply*

Gemini
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. You have a thing for Nuns and would like to be a Father to each one in your own wicked way saying “who’s your Daddy”. Sex matches: Hotties who can rock your rocks off Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

All That...................not.................
Ya, know I realize that Cherry tap is a kool place to be and I realize that Im not the most beautiful thing on here, but I also by all means dont think im a complete ugly ass either, but it really gets to me when you are rating pics, or viewing profiles and you come along someone male and female that think they are all that, with the, ("who wants some") comments and the (" rate, me cause I know im the shit") comments and the (" ya know Im hot") comments and so forth.................. Give me a break, personally I think that if you have to come off like you are Gods Gift to the human race then I dont need to rate you for anything, because you obviously all ready have your head stuck up your ass anyway so why should I feed the fire for you. The only thing I can think of to say to you is Grow up already!

Jury Duty Scam
This is a REAL scam going on right now. Trust me when I tell you, my Mom failed to show up for Jury Duty the day before her wedding. They DO NOT CALL about an arrest warrant . . . they showed up at her door to arrest her! Miss CinDee Jury Duty ~ Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel t

Please Keep This Going
please go to karen's page and rip this photo let's keep this going don't rate this blog i'm not doing this for points just keep this photo going send it to everyone on your friends list karen428 ~Angel Family~@ CherryTAP

Tomtom Want A Be Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, TomTom died while in the sack with five newly pledged Nuns, with a Budweiser saying “who’s your Daddy”. One Nun was quoted as saying, “he would have been the perfect Father”.TomTom will be terribly missed by his pet and five Nuns needing a Father. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Pain
As i see the glistening of my emotions I pick it up and start with pressure. This pressure sliding against my skin, freeing the pain held inside. The pain is streaming out into a red pool relaxing my body, freeing my emotions and pain.

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Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain58%Passion58%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Auburn
So .. for those friends that DON'T know ... I'm moving out of Puyallup in September to live with my baby, Tyler. Well plan is, move to Auburn, was originally Puyallup ... but I had a change of heart, and living in Auburn would be a HELL OF A LOT easier than living in Puyallup near my folks. So, I'll keep you all update on that, for sure. lol, anyway, if you know any great spots over in that area that you would recommend, be sure to hit me up with that. Thanks, lots of love, Emily.

Chocolate Syrup Slurp.
Baby lay back here on this bed and rests your arms behind your head. You’re about to be served by your personal freak, chocolate syrup is about to be your treat, you have on my favorite string today, but they got to come off, they’re in the way. I see that you’re looking wet, slippery and dripping, ready to be probe and trusting, but lets start by pouring this over the top of your Clit, I love to watch it slowly run down the Clit and then into the slit over your vulva and into your cunt, but I will not let it go further than that, I will catch it with my tongue, stop it in its tracks. Chocolate covered cunt Sundae, dessert of choice for a freak with a trembling tongue and a long hard dick. I will slide my tongue all the way following the trail of the chocolate from the bottom of your ass through your cunt slowly to the clit licking chocolate mixed with you tasty love juice, my tongue moving first slowly in and out your cunt slurping all the time. My tongue moving up and down, then in

Never Argue With A Woman In Private.
Never Argue with a woman in Private. One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left leaving the woman alone

The Move...
I am finished packing and will be moving my stuff tomorrow. I am moving ten miles away. I will still get to see my son everyday. That is the best and only good part of it. LOL I had a choice of 3 places to go. St Louis, where my family all lives. Fayetteville which is where University of Arkansas is and where I would really like to finish my college career at or here and stay at Arkansas Tech University. I chose here because of my son. The sacrifices we make as parents. LOL I should be starting work here very soon. I get my last check from the college tomorrow. Being a poor college student sucks. I know all this crap will be worth it in the end. I and my son will be better off. Stay tuned for my quest of a woman of my dreams!

Moving, Moving, Moving
We are moving this weekend to Morris Illinois! Yaaayyyyy I cant wait! Im so lookin forward to getting out into a more rural area again. Of course Im thrilled to death that I will be livin closer to Mad Tatter!! She has become one of my best friends and Im lookin forward to bein able to hang out more and also having her lay some more ink down for me.

Daily Devotional
Health fills the body and eager anticipation absorbs the person who see the blue, blue sky and gives thanks. The sky is the flyway of the bird, whose freedom is to light and go at will, who swiftly builds a nest and lines it with soft down to cradle tiny eggs. When evening shadows fall upon the earth and a lone jet cuts the puffy clouds with straight lines, it does not bother the birds. They chirp and murmur night sounds and settle down to sleep. Only the owl and the nightingale call in mysterious tones. And sometimes the mockingbird, having recorded too many songs, must relieve itself with a midnight medley. ~ We forget and think we are all there is. ~ Jane Sequichie Hifler "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - May 14 "Prayer is the best answer to all of the trials that face us, because without prayer, even if we succeed in accomplishing some great goal in the eyes of men, we have failed in our sacred re

Survey #1 : My Answers
Name: Krystal Birthday: May 28, 1974 Birth place: in Manitoba, Canada Current Location: in Manitoba, Canada Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Light/Medium Aubourn Height: 5'4" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Scottish /German /Metis Your Weakness: Massages / Sax Music Your Fears: A Mother's Fears / Spiders/ Being alone Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To Lose Another 40 to 50 lbs / meet my dream man Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Bite Me / LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: of my son and my man Your Bedtime: When I lay down :P Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes One Thing That You Want Everyone To Remember You For: That I loved, Lived, Your Most Missed Memory: Pepsi or Coke: SPRITE :P but I will drink Coke lol MacDonalds or Burger King: Single or Group Dates: Never been on one... so no idea which :P Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: no preference either way Chocolate or Vanilla: Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuchino Do you Smoke: NO...

Yet Another One....
DESPERATE TIMES FOR LONG LOST LOVERS THAT WE'VE FORGOT DISPLACED BY FRIVOLOUS MEMORIES CAUGHT WITHIN THEIR TORTURED SOULS RENDERED USELESS ANDTHEN TOSSED AWAY BUT NOT LIKE THEM AM I A HEARTFELT WANDERING SOUL LOOKING FOR THAT PERFECT BEING AS ARE WE ALL THUS IT IS AN IMPOSSIBLE TASK FOR IT NO LONGER EXISTS NOT FOR YOU AND NOT FOR ME BUT TOGETHER WE WILL BECOME THAT WHAT WE SEEK FOREVER ENTWINED WITH OUR BODIES CAUGHT IN THE LOVE-MAKING WHICH MAKES US WHOLE AND AS THE DAYS TURN INTO THE TORTURING YEARS WE WILL BE ETERNALLY CAPTURED FOR AS WE SOAR HIGH ABOVE OUR PULSATING HEARTBEATS WE HAVE NOW BECOME THE UNIVERSE.

New Job
www.livingbyit.com I don't know if all of you know or not, but tomorrow I start my new position with my company and to tell you the truth I am scared to death! I am this laid back easy going person who hates to get people upset, it is going to be so hard for me to keep on people, to be the bad guy when need be. I am going to be having so many people watching me, trying to trip me up, I am really scared. I need to find the inner bitch in myself, lol.

Age Of Conan
Me and my friends have been working our asses off on this site for the new game age of conan check out the game and register for the beta www.ageofconan.com the guilds site is www.FD-guild.com the main site is underconstruction sorry ive been working around the clock to get it ready. The forums are up and running if you play online games this will be for you its insane takes the best views of all games this is also the first game GMs lissen and apply your views. AoC will be out in a few months they havent said a price or if you even have to pay yet but who cares with this style of game and experence. If you think you might like just take a few secs to check it out you wont be disapointed i promise.

I Like This
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Blind Folds67%Biting58%Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

You Know What.....
i am seriously beginning to think that relationships are overrated in my life. I am talking about having an emotional attachment to someone of the opposite sex. I have tried....i have forgiven, forgiven again, given second chances and third chances only to be continually walked on. I used to have these dreams of being the little league dad, with a wife and family. right now i dont care if i stay single the rest of my life. i have a luxury however of having sisters that one day will no doubt have children. i can be a little league uncle. when i get tired of the little rug rats i can send them back home. i think my new focus will be to securing my own future and beginning to enjoy MY life. this will include doing things i want to do and spending time with my family. i am exasperated with the bullshit of trying to rebuild a one sided relationship with no kind of joy or satisfaction for myself. call it selfish but there comes a time when you gotta say "whats in it for me?" so far

Deployment
Hi friends so much has been going on. I am getting ready to go to the middle east and my comp[amny decided to give me a severance package befor I go after they recieved my orders. some shit huh! Everyone be well

Omgwtfbbq?!?!?!
how many times will i have to tell myself daily, that i'm better off not drinking and smoking? I believe it's every other minute. Things keep happening, and I keep getting pissed off and want to run to what made me feel better. Instead I just scream obscenities until I find relief. I wish people would stop fucking with me, Really.

Who Knew I Was A Faerie?
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie67%Angel58%Mermaid50%Dragon50%WereWolf8%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Death Stalks Us All
I MET THE MAN I THOUGHT I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. HE WOULD EVEN CALL ME THE FUTURE ME. ?. IT WAS CUTE AND I GOT USED TO IT. BUT HE HAS LIED TO ME AND JUST NOT TOLD ME EVERYTHING, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, BUT THERE IS NOTHIN I CAN DO NOW. IT'S OVER. HE WONT TALK TO ME, WRITE ME, OR MESSAGE ME. I TOTALLY GIVE UP. I LOVE HIM JUST LIKE IN THE LETTER I WROTE TO HIM. THAT I AM SURE HE WONT READ. HE CANT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I LOVE YOU I am nothing. He has been sleepin with his ex-wife

Boundaries
the pendulem is set in motion, you cannot take back time. i know the paths before us are as hard as any we will climb. i cannot hold your hand, you have to go alone. the obstacles rise before us. this is not an easy, i know. trust in your heart, the decisions you have made, i will do the same... enjoy your freedom, a life less filled with guilt. you deserve happiness as well as any. love freely as thou wilt you are no longer bound...

Joining The Guard
I just joined the army national guard. I am excited and yet slightly scared. I dont know why this is... maybe cause i think it will challenge my mind and body past the point that i dont want to go. I do think that it will make me into a better person, more responsible. I think thats what im scared of too... having a responsibility. im not used to it and its something very new.

The Music Swings A Sexy Mood
Powerless to the deep desires That draw us close, we dance. One movement sways with erotic caress. Heat in the surrounding breeze, soft kisses A touch sending passion through the body. A tune of playful sensation carries a song to the heart Bodies smolder and sing their own. Deep unsaid pleasures present themselves As moments turn into magic

Jealousy
Psych 101 says that jealousy is a reaction to feeling threatened by the fear of losing something or the fear of being replaced by something that you feel is better than what you can provide. I have been an advocate against jealousy telling those who suffer from it; "don't worry, it's all in your head" or "all you have to do is talk and you will find out what your obviously making up in your head." This time it's different. I have never felt so threatened and so afraid of being replaced. Replaced by something better, replaced by someone thinner, replaced by someone smarter. Can one experience more than a year ago alter my way of thinking making me into someone I would pity? Jealousy is a mixture of fear, anxiety, imagination, suspense and overall sadness that takes me at all hours of the night when I least expect them. One moment I can be happy as a queer in a Gucci store the next I'm feeling worthless and passable for satisfactory. Growing up in Los Angeles has

Hate Me
i wish you would, i love it when you do... you make me sick, and when i puke i hear you scream as you drown in it... call me names, i get off on that... bitch, slut, whore..ohhhh more more.... cant kill me, im already dead, sorry.. i hate you cuz you smile.. eat a bullet and die... kiss my muthafkking ass....BITCH!

I Am Pathetic
TRUTH IS.................. IF U TOOK A KNIFE AND SLIT MY THROAT RIGHT NOW, IN MY LAST FEW BREATHS I WOULD APOLOGIZE FOR BLEEDING ON YOUR SHIRT.................. LORD GRANT ME THE STRENGHT TO ACCEPT THE THINGS THAT I CAN'T CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT I CAN, AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE............

What Are You?
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy94%You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of a Seer75%You have the Gift of Discernment75%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision63%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Wouldn't It Be Nice...
Wouldn't it be nice if guys had to do all of the hard labour? I mean honestly, what can they really complain about, being on top isn't nearly as bad as 24 hours of child birth and the 6 weeks after that you cant walk for. I think it would be amazing if the girl could have the sex, have the orgasm or orgasms, pass out and fall asleep, waking up with dinner made, a movie rented and her toes painted. Wouldn't it also be great if men had babies too? If they had to worry about getting pregnant I bet they would be having a lot less sex... I think I would have about 4 illegitimate children by now... I would think just as they do now, I would fuck ém and I would leave ém and I wouldn't give too shits. I wish that I could marry a butler. He would just do everything for me. Better yet, when we go to the bars or to the clubs, the guys would be wearing the mini skirts. They would walk into class with their cute little hair styles and possibly a V cut top. We could grab their junk anyti

If Ya Don't Know, Now Ya Know....nigga
I am all about....ME! Fuck those who wanna talk shit and hate. Fuck cheaters Fuck men who tell you shit then tell another bitch the same shit. Fuck people who fuck with ya heart Fuck men who take all of you and discard you when they got out of you all the needed (ie: love and someone who gave a shit) Fuck men period! Anyhow, I LOVE KELLY... Fact is I don't need your love, his love or the next guys love..I GOT ME!

Court
i came home today to find a piece of paper in my door being paperwork for court. my landlord is takin me for back rent and trying to break the lease.i was reading over the paper and seen he has some info wrong on it like the amount of my monthly rent and how much back rent is due. hes sayin my rent is 350 and its 300 and the past due is 850 and its 700.so i went on a pix taking spree and took pix of my front broken steps that hes been promising to fix since i moved here 3 yrs ago because there a safety hazzard, the building because all the apts but mine have either broken windows or screnes. the garbage from my upstairs neighber thats in my back yard, and glass all thru my yard which all makes it unsafe for my kids to be able to play in the yard.now this same neighber has been living w/o electricity for almost a mth, asking and paying me like 5 bucks every so ofton to charge his cell phone and even asked me to run an extention cord from his bathroom window to mine so that he can ru

The Mind Of A 13 Year Old
We've been talking about proverbs in class and what they mean. I let the kids give me their own interpretation of some of them and they cracked me up. Thought you might get a kick out of some of them. These kids represent our future..... A bad penny always turns up -A bad penny is just another penny in a jar A friend in need is a friend indeed -A friend in need is going to sign your petition All that glitters is not gold -All that glitters is blinding All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy -All work and no play makes YOU tired Children should be seen and not heard -Children should be seen and not adults -Children should be seen and not hidden Do as I say, not as I do -Do as I say and don't distract me -Do as I say and you will get a treat Don't cut off your nose to spite your face -Don't cut off your nose. You need that -Don't cut off your nose? OK Good fences make good neighbors -Good fences makes the dog not go crazy It's no use crying over s

5/14/2007
So today I was thinking about my quote of the day, and couldn’t really think of anything snappy or overly gross so I figured instead of the quote of the day id do the Top Ten Douche bags of America. Now I know it would have been probably be better to do the worlds Top Ten Douche bags but I wanted to stick continentally. Now some may like it some may get piss (too fucking bad!) I just wanted to talk about this today. I know there are plenty more douche bags here in the Good Ole US of A but this is my blog so blow me. "i dont go on til i get my ham sammich! this is all because im a lesbian right?" 1. Rosie O’Donnell – ahhhhh Rosie odonnell is at the top of my list for the sheer fact that she is a hetero-phobic bull dyke that can’t seem to keep her fat mouth shut. Will someone please get this planet of a woman a goddamn Twinkie? She is the sheer reason why homophobia exists. It is not because a person is gay, hell you want be gay by all means be that way, just don’t try to shove that

I Want To Know You..........
I Want To Know I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

Perv Alert
All of this was because I wouldn't let him into my private album to see my naked pictures.. His name here is Calm1.. Now he is saying I don't deserve to live and I am a poser just because I don't have a salute..When I have met several people offline in CherryTAP.. Read from the bottom to the top please...GODS I HATE CRYING.. saying I need to die.. ->Calm1: Anyways.. I thought you and I could be different.. instead of you being a damned perv you were before.... I guess we were never friends in all those years..and ti think I was happy to see you. Calm1: I'll be asking CherryTap to require a salute and we'll see what happens then once your reported as a poser ... ->Calm1: You asked.. well over that many.. and you should have gotten the hint when I didnt answer you the first time... Calm1: I've asked maybe 4 times and only gotten 1 responce you exaggerate everything same as b4 .. Calm1: excuse me March 04 ->Calm1: So why have you been begging me all day to get in

Movin!!!!!????
well i have finally decided for sure that i am movin out this week end not real sure where im going but im not stayin there anymore its goin to be hard leaving my kids that way but its something i have to do im not taking shit with me just my clothes and select personal things that belong to me a man and his truck so girls that work with me if i seem a little off this weekend that is why so now i guess i need to focus on somewhere to go now well there always moms house i quess not that its my first choice but if that is work it comes down too then so be it well anyway my number is in another blog you feel like talkin about it call me ill talk i dont care peace and much love Outlaw P.S. girls please bare with me through whole thing and coment dammit atleast let me know you care

Cutest/sexiest Belly Button
I am putting together my first contest to see how it goes. I absolutely love belly buttons, and thought that this would make a great contest. I want to find the cutest/sexiest belly button on CT. Entries must include face, for the simple fact that I don't want a bunch of cropped pics from porn stars or anything like that (don't want 200 entries of Mena Suvari's belly button from the American Beauty cover either....although that is one of the most incredible belly buttons....ever!). I want this to be legitimate people who are members of CT. Please send me the pics, or address for me to rip, by May 27th. Contest will open on May 28th. Most comments wins a Cherry Blast, with rating being the deciding factor in case of a tie. Contest will close on June 30th. Send them in today! ***Must be at least 18 to enter. I reserve the right to crop photos for 1) decency, 2) visibility. Photos with nudity are acceptable, however overly explicit photos will either be cropped or denied. Blast will

My Dirty Wow Wow!
If you go to the following link and scroll down a bit - you'll find my dirty wow wow! It's not something naughty - I promise! [LINK] Would I ever show something like that where my family could find it? I think not! My dirty wow wow is in a contest this week. If you don't want to bother scrolling on that page to see my dirty wow wow - I'll show you here. Are you ready? Are you sure? Are you really really sure? Ok! Here she is! That is a photo of my almost 30-year old, very loved, no-necked HuggyBear aka "Huggy No-Neck". She was given to me the day I was born by myfather. She came to the hospital with me when both of my children wereborn. She has been through several "surgeries" - patched holes, nosere-attachment, head-in-body removal (thanks to a cousin of mine). Thereis little to no stuffing left in her head - which makes it flop over -which is how she got her nickname.

Hey Jude
Amazing how much you can get out of the shortest books in the Bible, isn't it? For the SOCS (Sisters of Christ) Bible study two weeks ago we chose to present a study of Philemon to our blog and otherwise-viewing audience. When you, or at least when I, break down a passage of Scripture verse by verse, we'll see something we didn't realize was there. It reminds me of a line from the 1989 movie Dead Poets Society in the scene where Mr. Keating, the teacher played by Robin Williams, had each of his students stand on his desk one at a time and then leap off. "Just when you think you know something, you have to look at it a different way." In a way, this statement is both the epitome and the antithesis of today's study of Jude, the letter which is the next-to-last book of the New Testament. I don't have to say "Jude 1" because the book itself IS only one chapter, just like Philemon. It's easy to overlook -- most of the shorter books of the Bible may only be known to us as names -- but

Trying To Find My New Love
My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender.

When You Think Of Me
When you think of me Remember our first glance When I couldn't take my eyes off you and you couldn't look away And we glowed in that moment. When you remember me Think of the glow we both felt And how our kisses were electric There above the river currents in the soft mist beneath the leaves. When you think of me Remember how we struggled to wait Wanting each other, you took my breath away Our laughing like high school kids Caught in the policeman's flashlight glare. When you remember me Think of the songs we shared, Dancing close and poetry revealed. Never forget how you took my heart away With the heat of your glance. When you think of me Remember my arms, relive my kisses, never let go of my passion for you and relive our bliss in those moments simultaneous and rare. When you remember me Think of that connection How I saw your aura change and the glow upon your brow Remembering the power that was Real between us that night. When you think o

Idiot Sighting:
IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the DEER CROSSING sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceb

Remember Our Love
I was chosen today I'm learning to fly the world took me away, but please don't you cry. And I chose you today to try and be strong so please don't you cry and don't say that i'm gone. When you're feeling alone just rememberour love, I'm up near the stars looking down from above. Remember our love In a moment you'll see that i'm still here besde you when you're thinking of me. THIS IS FOR MY DOG, MY BABYGIRL, SHEBA SUE, WHO DIED ON MAY 4, 2007, SHE WAS 11 YRS OLD. I MISS HER.

Are We Still Friends?
Are We Still Friends? I could have held you all night long, I could have laid next to you forever, But then I know tomorrow soon would come, And still we couldn't be together . . . I went against what my head was saying, and followed my heart through, And instead of quitting while I was ahead, I started falling in love with you We had so much fun together, the memories we made so great, all those nights laughing and smiling, staying up so late. As the snow falls on the sidewalks, I know this too will pass, for feelings are like the seasons changing, and one season never lasts. So, I know this must stop now, and tomorrow soon will come, as we walk away and never look back, as our warm feelings become numb.

About To Go Insane
OK I NEED TO VENT BEFORE I EXPLODE Current mood: crushed RIGHT NOW MY HOUSE IS A WRECK ITS NOT Fair that i have to pick up after my self my son and my husband im the only one that cleans in this house and i see it as if he dosnt care if the house is i dont either so i dont do it i ask him to take out the trash for some reason he thinks that just means the trash in the kitchen when there is a trash can in the fucking bathroom witch is always full for some reason funny part is im not the on that puts the trash in it so why should i dump it the kitchen trash is always over flowing cause he would rather go to band practise and drink than take care of what he needs to when he is off he said he was going to start walking r dog gir on his off days his reason for not doing it when h e was off its to muddy we have a fucking street he can walk her on that if he knocks somthing down he never picks it up yea he works thats amazing but fucking do somthing other than play FUCK im on the ver

Trying To Sneak Home Drunk
A fellow decides to take off early from work and go drinking. He stays until the bar closes at 2am, at which time he is extremely drunk. When he enters his house, he doesn't want to wake anyone, so he takes off his shoes and starts tip-toeing up the stairs. Half-way up the stairs, he falls over backwards and lands flat on his rear end. That wouldn't have been so bad, except that he had couple of empty pint bottles in his back pockets, and they broke, and the broken glass carved up his buttocks terribly. But, he was so drunk that he didn't know he was hurt. A few minutes later, as he was undressing, he noticed blood, so he checked himself out in the mirror, and, sure enough, his behind was cut up something terrible. Well, he repaired the damage as best he could under the circumstances, and he went to bed. The next morning, his head was hurting, and his rear was hurting, and he was hunkering under the covers trying to think up some good story, when his wife came into the bedroo

If I Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I

Three Wishes
Three Wishes If I had three wishes, I would wish to trade lives, With a person so lucky, to share your life. Just to have one day of waking up beside you, Looking into those beautiful eyes, Tasting your morning lips. To make slow love to you 'Til we collapse into each other's arms. I want to watch you shower and Help with the hard to reach areas (wink). I will make your breakfast and Send you to work with a kiss and a smile. I would love nothing more than to be that person You come home to after work, To greet with a hug. We can talk over dinner . . . Enjoy dessert much much later (smile). I want nothing more than to appreciate The beautiful, kind, caring, gentle, honest, loyal and loving man you are. I would love the chance To show you what you deserve. If I had three wishes . . . I would give away two, because The only thing I want in this world, Is one chance with you!

10 Reasons To Love Your Curves
10 reasons to love your curves: 1. You can wear blue jeans the way God intended: Filled out. 2. You never need to show your thong to get people to notice your precious ass-ets! 3. The truth: Men love women who eat fried food. 4. Love handles are for your enjoyment. You know why you have them; let him know. 5. Love handles are also for his protection. Your hips are so powerful, he might fall off and get hurt without something to hold onto. 6. Your underwear does not come with its own bodyparts. You don't need a Wonder-bra because you've got a wonder-bod! Some women spend hundreds of dollars on panties with silicone butt cheeks, girdles with thigh padding, bras filled with water and other strange things. They should simply read number 3. 7. You boldly defy the laws of physics. Only curvy girls can move from left to right and up and down at the same time when they walk. 8. Curves bring balance to the universe. Big boobs balance out a big heart, big hips balance out

The Chorus Of Chaos...
THE CHORUS OF CHAOS In my palm I have held the world I’ve touched the mountains and it’s streams Cool water seeps through my fingers And warm blood flows in my veins Many questions go unanswered And answers unexplained With all the goodness and glory There too is darkness and sin One must search through the black To find the beauty deep within Trace the lines upon my hand See the aging of my skin Feel the weight upon my shoulders From gravity holding me down Though life keeps on spinning Silently without a sound Echoing the haunting noise Silence heard by the lonely Voices by the insane Two hands constantly grip The chaos of the crowd Dance into the shadows Sink into the ground Believe what drifts your way Soon will turn around What plagued your nights with sorrow Will fade like last years leaves No longer cluttering the lawn Without leftovers for tomorrow Gone with a close of the door Click the switch, lights out Nothing, there is no more As the su

Pisces And Capricorn
Astro Parents: Pisces and Capricorn * Pisces Horoscopes * All about Pisces * Capricorn Horoscopes * All about Capricorn Although their dispositions and personalities are very different, Capricorn and Pisces can merge their ideas and become an excellent co-parenting team. Capricorn's practical ideas and desire to establish order and structure in the children's lives will be an excellent counterbalance to Pisces' freewheeling, "unleashed" parenting style. Both will have a lot of love for their children, even if they show it in different ways. Capricorn will teach decency and respect, while Pisces will give unconditional love and expect children to deliver the same. They should each remind the other, though, that children won't always do exactly what they want them to do. And when they don't, they will have to work together to discipline the children. While Capricorn will have the consequences for breaking the rules worked out in advance of infractions, Pisce

Shit! I Wanted Dallas To Be #!!!
Miami #1 For Road Rage In Latest Survey (CBS4) MIAMI Miami earns another dubious distinction. In the latest AutoVantage survey of road rage incidents in the top 25 cities, Miami came in number one, followed by New York, Boston, Los Angeles, and Washington D.C. The city with the fewest number of reported road rage incidents was Portland, Oregon, followed closely by Pittsburgh, Seattle, St. Louis, and Dallas.

More Than Friends
More Than Friends People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with him. My love for him could never be measured. I only wish he could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with him? Or can I say to him, "I'm falling for you," And lose his friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for him end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be his friend.

For The Man I Love He Knows Who He Is
Let me lie in your arms tonight So you can love me for the rest of our lives Let you brighten the way with your eyes And keep this love we share alive. Let me feel the tenderness of you heart With the hope that we will never be apart Baby, it was magical from the start Cuz we are this painting of art. This is for you All my emotion inside Love that will never die This is for you Can't put it in words You are my world This is for you. Let me see how much you care The love with me you want to share Splitting with you I cannot bare Taking that road I will not dare. Let me know what I mean to you Cuz I believe that our love is true Hope that you feel the same way to And loving you is all I want to do. Just give me your heart And I'll hold it tight All of your love I'll make it all right.

Barefeet In The Sand...
Barefeet in the sand Pt. 1 Barefeet in the sand. Smell of driftwood burning. Sand and salt, sea gullz and hermit crabs. This is what my soul needs. Replenished. Rejuvinated. The waves roaring in the near distance. Emulating a giant machine that never runs out of fuel.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 2 The golden orange sun has set. Mother nature has taken her course, like a well written play. *Stagelights dim. Spotlight on center stage.* The campfire dances and crackles, forever singing a familiar song. The wind howells as it gusts through my hair.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 3 I stare into the fire, as if there where no world around me. I push my barefeet deeper in the sand. Locking myself into position for the long journey through the night. I see, visions of you. Visions of me. Visions of the world. And visions of being free.Barefeet in the sand Pt. 4 There is a peace in this place. A tranquility. Serinity that never dissapears. A constant cycle of life that never ends that never runs out of fu

Considering A Poly Lifestyle? Start A Business!
Click here to go to their website.Relationship LLC is a site that explains a way to have the rights of polyamorous families protected by forming a limited liability corporation (LLC) with all members (including children) as members.From their site:Now There Is A New Way To Tie The Knot. It is our position that limited liability companies, "LLCs", may prove to be the new marriage model. Marriage is presently available only to one man and one woman. LLCs are available to everyone, couples (of any sexual mix) who wish to pursue life together, a single parent family and groups of friends. Marriage is based on family law, limited liability companies are based on partnership law and the legal arrangement its "members" agree to. Relationship LLC (RLLC™) is a mark we created to refer to limited liability companies created by people who generally are not married but who want a legally recognized relationship between them. A relationship which would be a legal entity that could buy proper

Rob
Well I am a out going person if i dont like you i'll tell you to go fuck off and go suck one. Other then that like sports, girls and enjoy spending time with friends and family. And if you wanta know more look me up bitches.

Next Installment
Yep, you've got it...it's the next installment of More Useless Products!!!! Butt Paste...yeah, all it's for is for diaper rash, just like Desitin, but...BUTT PASTE? With a cartoon baby just a-pickin' and a-grinnin' on the box??? If you're gonna call it that, then why don't you put a pic of a fat middle-aged man in a diaper and bonnet on the box.... This little number is a couple shelves away down from the Butt Paste: Hem-Swabs! Yep, little medicated sticks to stick up your ass...great, just great. Put them with some KY jelly and you've got a gay man's weekender package! The 12 Drug at home drug test. This tests for 7 illicit drugs and 5 prescription drugs. Illicit drugs? That sounds more like an extramarital affair...how about torrid drugs? Hot steamy drugs? Curl-your-toes drugs? Anyhow, I'm readng the package and the directions include: 1. Obtain sample---ok that's easy enough, little plastic cup is included---2. Place lid on cup and sit on leg

Never Meant To Be
Never Meant To Be Softly as a gentle breeze, Love crept into my heart So softly I did not realize Until we came to part. 'Twas then that love so suddenly Grew claws, and without warning Clamped around my heart and left Me bleeding and in mourning. So stunned was I by this attack, I did not cry out "stay! " And, frowning at my silence, You turned and walked away. I never knew, until you left, How much you'd meant to me And now you're gone, I guess Our love was never meant to be.

Can I Love You?
Can I Love You? I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do?

Needs
Have you ever wanted to kill someone? Don't you think pulling the trigger would be fun? Take them by the throat & squeeze out their life. Flay them alive. Run amok w/ a gun in hand. Blood spilling red across dirt Mass homicide. Finding no better reason to exist. What is this urge to kill? Drained of life by cold sharp steel. Savour the torture w/ deadly toys. Young or old, Death does not care. But women scream louder than men. Killing done w/ no remorse. Nature adjusts course. My fingers, your throat gently caress. Remove your dress. I do not think you a whore. No feelings for you do I have. Darkness surrounds them, lack of air. Unconscious they lie. Across they're skin, I glide my knife. But not yet shall I take their life. First I must whet my appetite. Carve off your skin. Your whimpering & blood curdling pleas. Drugs I gave you leave you paralyzed. My patience is like a synthesized Japanese goth melody; constant, looping infinite marred by the occ

I Love
I Love I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

Salute....
ok, well they rejected one of my salute pics if they reject the other one then i just give up, the only reason that i see for them to reject it is cause my computer isn't in the backround with my page on there....hell the wire on the cam isn't long enough to do that anyway if somebody can tell me what i'm doing wrong i would appreciate it....dam this site is a lot of work, lol

When Friends Go Too Far
When Friends Go Too Far Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

A Girl
here i am, 18 years old and living in dorchester, I have no girlfriend, i feel that i am too ugly, or not good enough, I just want a girlfriend so i coul have someone to chill with, to enjoy my life. I don't know, it seems like all the girls out here are players themselves, i'm a good man, i take care of myself and whoever i'm with. Ladies only, if you think you could help me, meaning be that girl, please hit me up

From Friends To Lovers
From Friends To Lovers Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be for you bring a smile upon my face and a feeling of joy within my heart you're like my sunshine in the morning and my stars that glow at night you're like the waves in the ocean the cool breeze in the wind like the call of the birds in the morning dew like the sounds of beauty in the night you see all of these things are of beauty and love that's how I feel whenever you are near for it was the passion and desire from both of us that opened up the world for our eyes to see for our love of each other will grow and grow and our needs and desires will be more everyday for a friend you once were and will always be has turned into love as it should have been so I want you to know as a friend and lover that in my heart and arms you'll always stay for our love for each other will never fade.

As Days Flew By
As Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, We

One Week
Yea I found a place. I put down my deposit and I move in on Friday. God this is hard work. If it was just me I could have went anywhere. However I have children. I wanted to make sure they could play outside without some drug addict trying to sell them something. Salisbury has really got some bad places. And if you can't afford 1500 a month rent your shit outta luck. I’m a single mom. No I can't afford that and still eat at the same time: D Oh and just a little update. I still don't smoke. I'm still taking the chantix but I think it's been about 6 weeks now. I still crave them a little bit but not much at all. I can see that in a couple of more months that wont be an issue either. Life is not too bad right now.

Im For Sale
Here's the rules of MYSPACE Adoption.... If your a guy you must pick a girl, if your a girl you must pick a guy. Put in the subject "i'm for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send you a message saying "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you first

As Some Of You Are Aware...
A group of friends and I are considering living a polyamorous (3+ member marriage) lifestyle. Since we all have problems with people at home right now, I won't mention names yet.Anyway, this will be the blog that contains the information of us travelling along the path to our happiness...

"no Kid Should Have To Go Through This"
I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me

The Knowing Sea
The Knowing Sea The tide comes in, and moves back out Like your chest rising and falling To the melodic rhythm of your life In the mist of the sea's dew I see the future of our understanding love Two young friends discovering the truth Sand and shells shift underneath Realizing the changes that have taken place I know now . . . where my heart belongs

Loser Ass Whiney Babies On Cherry And The Rating System
Dj~ Insomnia~Reppin Tha Underground: hahaha ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: i would say somthing but i aint ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: lol Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: lol Dj~ Insomnia~Reppin Tha Underground: id cry if someone down rated me too...cause cherrytap is so important to the evolution of my life...roflmao..j/k Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: enjoy arron lol arron M: right on..back to rating honestly suga²: only ppl tht can suspend your account are admin or ct staff Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: that wont happen arron arron M: ok cool, just wanted to confirm before i continued, or was threatened with having my account suspended likei was told today Ω_SHADYJ_Ω: hello jenjen suga²: jk dont do that haha thats only instigating ♥jenjenteases♥ dancer @ wp ♥ SAW Crew ♥: hi shady suga²: or go back and rate em lower again for bad attitude arron M: right suga²: ignore em or block them arron M

"i'd Jump"
If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this. Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out... .... repost with title "I'd jump

" 7 Yr Old Explaining Sex"!!
this is how a kid explains sex...HAHA FUNNY SHIT!! Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pr

Rac Vs Rap Messages Of A Totally Sort
What I could never understand is the acceptance of Rap in the main stream, with messages of rape, murder, cop killing and white beatings you would think that rap would be no more readily avaible as Rock Against Communism is. However rap is readily available over the counter in all music shops, while RAC is limited to very few shops and over the internet. Rock Against Communism promotes white pride and the occasional slanders against all who do not share the same ethnic makeup as we do, but is has never resorted to violence against women nor has it seeped so low as promoting the killing of police officers. Yet society deems this type of healthy music as racist, they do every thing in their powers to have web dealers shut down and pressure the limited shops into discontinuing their carrying of such materials. While the media allows such artists as 50 cent and Ice Tea to promote their albums, freely and with the use of television, billboards and newspaper ads. It is a sad day when a

May- Im So Fucking In Love
YOU WILL BE CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST... JAN.- DAMN I WANNA FUCK FEB.- iM A FUCKIN CUTIE :) MAR.- iM A LOVER! APR.-iM SO FUCKABLE MAY- IM SO FUCKING IN LOVE JUN.- SHUT UP & KiSS ME =) JUL.- I'M SO DAMN FiNE AUG.- i`M A GANGSTA!!!! SEPT.- iM SO FUCKIN HORNY OCT.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX!!` NOV.- i JUST WANNA FUCK!!!!!!!!!! DEC.- i'M A SEXi LiL FREAK

Hazel Eye'z
People with bloodshot eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have bloodshot eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you’ve never seen before within the next 2 days. > > > >Blue Eyes >People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If y

You Parents Out There What Are Opinions On Makeup On Little Girls In Pagents?
My great niece was in a beauty pagent over the weekend.And wasn't really surprise on the little girls that had more makeup on then a grown women would wear.What is wrong with natural beauty and I seen some of the girls later on in the day not wearing any makeup.And they looked so much better with out it.So please let me know what you think about it.

I'll Kick Your Grass
I just mowed my front yard. It took about fifteen minutes, with my lovely people-powered mower. I did the back yard last night--also about fifteen minutes of work. Well, work might be an overstatement. I mowed while I was on the phone with my mother and sister, wishing them a Happy Mother's Day. I absolutely adore my people-powered mower. I think it's divine. No messing with gas or oil, no loud noises or lung-clenching clouds of dust and clippings. My mower's so clean--and the act of mowing so idyllic--that I mow in a skirt, generally, plodding around my yard in flip flops. I'm thinking about installing a beverage holder on the handlebars of the mower, but I don't know how well that would work. Regardless, it would be fun. There are a few problems with the mower, though. First, it doesn't cut dandelion stems very well. And since I'm not the kind of person who likes to dump a lot of chemicals on my lawn, I have a few dandelions. OK. I have a lot of dandelions. I've

Omg!!!! Guess Who Was In Washington!!!
WELL FIRST OF ALL THE QUEEN OF ENGLAND CAME TO WASHINGTON WHILE WE WERE THERE. WE NEVER GOT TO SEE HER THOUGH. I BET THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN A SITE. IN ADDITION TO ALL THE FINE SERVICEMEN I TOLD YA'LL ABOUT IN AN EARLIER BLOG...LOL THERE WERE OTHERS WE SAW. WE DID SEE WYNONA JUDD. SHE WAS TOURING WASHINGTON WITH HER SONS CLASS THE SAME TIME WE WERE THERE. I WAS TALKING TO ONE OF THE MOMS IN OUR GROUP AT THE PERFORMANCE OF TATTOO. SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT THEY HAD SPLIT OUR GROUP INTO 3 GROUPS WHEN WE TOURED THE PENTAGON. OF COURSE I DIDN'T KNOW THIS BECAUSE I WENT IN THE FIRST GROUP SO I WASN'T AWARE OF HOW MANY GROUPS WE HAD. ANYWAY SHE WAS TELLING ME THAT WYNONA ENDED UP BEING IN THEIR GROUP. I SAID AWWWWW MAN WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE BEEN IN THE 3RD GROUP. SHE SAID IT WAS AWESOME. ANYWAY JUST AS SHE WAS TELLING ME THIS THEY ANNOUNCED THAT WYNONA WAS THERE AT THE PERFORMANCE OF TATTOO. I LIKED TO HAVE DIED. SO I DID GET TO SEE HER AFTER ALL. WELL ALLY AND THE KIDS AROUND ME TICKLED ME SO BAD

Hello
hello all.. hope your doin well.. and i hope your monday was alright.. just wanted to let you know that im clearing out some of my friends lists and fans.. so if you would like to stay on my friends list and be able to keep in touch with me could you let me know? that would be great thank you for your understanding

Can I Finish This????
Hello to anyone that cares to read this. I am still trying to win my Happy Hour. Its been almost a month and a half now. All I need is 193 more people to rate the profile below. Send me a cmail to let me know if you do. PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY!!!!! I am ready to be done with this contest. Thanks to all my friends that have repeatedly repost for me. I love you guys XOXO ~CT DADDY™~THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband To Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~I Love My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP

It's Angela Birthday Come Show Her Some Ct Love
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Police Search Villa For Maddie
Breaking News Briton's Villa Searched In Madeleine Case Updated: 21:22, Monday May 14, 2007 The home of a British man is being searched by police looking for missing four-year-old Madeleine McCann, who disappeared in Portugal on May 3. The man, Robert Murat (pictured), has been taken to a police station. His mother has told Sky News that he has not been arrested. She said no trace of Madeleine had been found at the villa. Portuguese police said that more than one person was being questioned but that no one had been formally arrested. The property is just 150 yards from the apartment where Madeleine's family were staying, in the southern Portuguese resort of Praia Da Luz. The house, known as Casa Liliana, was sealed off with tape by police while men in white suits and masks began a search inside. They are believed to have drained the villa's swimming pool. Police guards were on the doors outside. Sky News Correspondent Ian Woods said the property being sear

Why!!
why do people lie why do they have to pretend to be something there not why do men promise the would and never come threw with what they promises why is it that men say oh ill have to move to TX and tell U that they will do all they can to be with U why I ask my self all the time why not only men but women lie theirs no reason to lie the truth always will come out no matter what I think people need to be real to me and to there self face reality and know that yr never going to come to TX or even try to get to know me plez don't try leading me on its not going to work im tired of people playing mind games my I would be better of alone and not worries about nothing ever ok I guess im mumbling to my self again ha !! but though I would write down how I fell at the moment and vent it out on a blog pay no attion to me im crazy but i ask not to lead me on at all just be my friend thats all i ask dont make me keep my hopes up

Why Be Friends?
Ok so here is my bitch today!!! You come and rate me, you fan me, and leave me comments, and then you ask to be friends with me, well this is all cool and good, i love making new friends, kind of why i'm here..... So my bitch, if you want to be friends with me, then atleast talk to me!!!! I try and say hello to most the people that i am friends with, but will only try once, if you dont respond, then i dont try again, hopefully you come say hello to me sometime soon. I am so here for more then just making points and bucks. I am a single mom, with 3 daughters, work 96 hrs every 2 weeks, so as sad as this is, this is my way of staying in contact with adults...so please if you are going to friend me, then atleast have a conversation with me!!!! TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT I TALK TO DAILY, OR EVEN EVERY COUPLE DAYS, THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU ARE ALL AMAZING, AND I CHERISH EVERYONE OF YOU...MUUUUUAH!!!

Swingin Again...
When my girlfriend and I met, we were swingers. In fact, we met at a swing party. After a whirlwind romance, we decided that we would have a monogamous relationship. It lasted two years. and recently, my sweet love expressed an interest in opening our relationship back up to make things a little spicier. We have decided to play together with other couples, and twice a month to play by ourselves with other singles. We went to a swing club together last weekend for the first time in 2 years. It was a lot of fun. The place we go to is run out of a private house. The husband used to do special effects work for the movies, so their entire, huge backyard is decked out with cool props, lot's of pirate/ship themed stuff (treasure, diving gear, etc.), and tropical island themed stuff (pathways lined with tiki torches). The biggest draw is their large, heated pool, and juccuzi. The pool is kept at the temperature of a nice warm bath, and of course you can swim naked! We met a couple, groped eac

It Is Our Time To Strike Back
Alive we shall remain so long as we do not allow the Jewish run media to overtake our lives. We must fight every urge that we may have to play into the MTV culture, we must not believe everything the New York Times or the Washington Post tells us is true, we must question numbers brought to the forefront by the Jews and their lying ways. We as a people must not allow our schools and cities to be over run by the filth the Jews bring to every crevasse they inhabit. It is the Jews we as a people must look out for, for they are the very people who teach our children that black is more desirable than white, it is the Jews who pervert our children, it is the Jews whose very existence on this earth is to wreak havoc on the Gentile world. We must not stand for this any longer, we must hit the Jew where it hurts him the most, we must cut all funding to the stolen state of Israel, we must force the Jews to be held accountable for all their misdeeds and we must place every last one of them ba

Anger
feel the fingers of rage and malice rake across my mind once there was sanity now theres nothing but pain where people use to be friends for life are just new enemy waiting to stab me in the back and with words of kindness gets turne into words of pain welcome to my world where people just seem to be fake no honesty jus pain and lies and taken for granted memories that drift through my mind and when i break and do what they do they call me the monster why dont they all see what they made of me feel my skin tighten feel my eyes burn with fire this is the monster you of made named anger

Sunday May 13
well sunday was a very interesting day lol....well my friend frank came over and picked me up and we went by seans house....well we went for walk down the trail...and i kept getting my butt spanked by a stick that sean was holding. rawr lol. but yeah we walked down the the end of the trail and back and i lost my soda somewhere along the way but i found it...well when we got back to seans we sat there for a bit and watched him play with sticks lol....but then we went across the street to the lake and watched the ducks swim....it was peaceful. well as we were walking back to seans house. we stopped in the driveway cuz there were some ducks in his yard and we didnt want to scare them so we stayed were we were. there was 1 female duck and 3 males. here comes the funny part...the males were trying to fuck the female duck....they were taking turns...the female duck is such a whore lol. but yea the ducks finally let and we just stayed outside... well frankie left and i stayed at seans....me a

Justice System My Ass!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok I'm pissed off in case you couldn't tell. If you know me or have read my previous blogs, you know the hell my daughter went through last year. My mom decided to log on to the site earlier to check up on things as we do from time to time. Well all the records are there from the time the report was initially filed through the denied appeal. That's fine, I have NO problem with that. What I have a HUGE problem with is the fact that my 10 year old daughter's name is on that site It isn't bad enough that he molested her, now you have to put her name out there for the whole world to see? I know, it may seem like a double standard, but most of the blogs pertaining to that are set to where ONLY my friends can view them, not the entire world. The records were sealed and I believed that was to protect her. I called the State Attorney's office and was told, pending verification from her boss, that the only time the names are withheld is when the defendant is under 18, not the vic

I Feel This Way
Born into existence, a part of this human race. Take a look and easily see, the sickening disgrace we have come to be. Shameful, that this is how we are experiencing our chance in humanity.... Robots in a brainwashing social existence. I stand very ashamed, and constantly in apology to our Mother Earth. My goddess, my Mother Nature. I feel your tears on my bare feet, waves crashing against my toes. I shall never spend my existence in complete joy, as long as our mother's tears continue to fall. Soon she will flood her oceans, then her rivers, creeks, lakes and all. Even designer ponds in front of million dollar malls.... ...Well, only mother really knows what future days shall bestow. Here on this earth.. I pray I will never personally know. My eyes have seen many unkind things, only imagine what the future may bring.

The Time For Change Is Now
With the rapid growth of immigration both legal and illegal and the rapid decline of white births where will we be in a hundred or so years? We are living in a time were immigration goes unchecked by the powers that be, programs instated to ensure food and clothing for people who sneak across our borders and money being misspent on a daily basis. We as Americans are spending way too much abroad and not spending enough on the home front. It is far past time we put an end to the misapproiated funds going over seas to countries such as Israel and numerous countries in Africa, it is far past due that we get a leader with enough balls to stand up to the Jew and say no mas. We as a people have every right to exist, we have every reason to fight and we have every reason to regain our status at the top of the world view. However we must not let our country fall into deeper demise, we must stand and fight for our race, we must oust the Jew from the media, we must put a stop to the horde of

5/14/07
Who lit a fire under you? Who cares? The results are so worthwhile that it doesn't matter how they got there. You welcome this burst of inspiration. The heat you build up now will sustain for you a long time to come. Granted I don't believe in them or live by them, but it really is interesting how close they can be to what's really going on in one's life.

Milf Contest
Hey guys, my girl recently entered a MILF contest on Bubba The Love Sponge's show. They finally posted the pics. VOTE FOR HER!!!! You can vote once an hour! please vote for her!!! she is #47 on the picture list http://www.btls.com/milf/

Yet Another One...lol Let Me Know When You Are Sick Of My Poems....:) ;)
LONG NIGHTS LEFT SHIVERING IN THE COLD WITH OUT THE COMPASSIONATE ARMS OF YOUR LOVE TO WARM ME BUT I CANNOT BLAME YOU FOR YOUR DESERTION I BROUGHT IT UPON MYSELF FOR ALL OF THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND THE JOYS AND PAINS WE HAVE SHARED FOR THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS YOU HAVE SPENT I HAVE ALL BUT SHATTERED YOUR HEART YET I CANNOT HELP IT FOR IF THE HANDS OF FATE HAD NOT INTEREVENED I WOULD BE HOLDING YOUR HAND KISSING YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCHING YOUR BEAUTIFUL SKIN BUT I CANNOT FOR ALL OF THE REASONS AND RHYMES THAT MAKE NO SENSE AND FOR THE GREATEST LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU I CANNOT BE WITH YOU AND FOR THAT I AM DEEPLY SORRY I WILL STILL SEE YOU EVERY DAY THAT YOU LAY THOSE PRETTY LITTLE FLOWERS AT MY FEET.

Cpl Mckay
Landaff – Cpl. N. Bruce McKay III, 48, died May 11, 2007, while on duty as a police officer in Franconia. Born in Bronxville, N.Y., Nov. 6, 1958, he was the son of N. Bruce and Catherine (Hoffman) McKay. He graduated from Portledge High School in Locust Valley, N.Y., in 1976 and from New England College, Henniker. Mr. McKay spent several years in the business world, working in the insurance and financial planning field with Prudential and as a buyer for JC Penney and LL Bean. Before entering law enforcement, he had been employed with Littleton Stamp and Coin. A volunteer firefighter and EMT since college, he had been a part-time officer with the Haverhill Police Department before joining the Franconia Police Department full time Sept. 1, 1995. He was an officer and prosecutor for the Franconia department for 11 years. He was a loving father. The family includes his father, N. Bruce McKay and wife Linda of Hebron, Conn.; his mother, Catherine McKay of Charlotte, N.C.; a

Hacked By Johnny Devil And Throatfawk
the account below the girl who owned it deleted all her info and photos over a month ago. but it has been hacked into by johnny devil and his brother throatfawk to stop me or anyone else they do not want in top 10. to me johnny devil and throatfawk is nothing but 2 royal fagget assholes. if you do not like what i say about them you also can kiss my ass i am fed up with there bullshit.before i am thru all of ct will know them as hackers. suzy RedHeadedVixen@ CherryTAP

Where's My Crush?
I know it's just CT, but I think everyone deserves a little love...even CT love. Is there a crush out there for me? Someone who would want me to crush on them? Someone who wants to crush on me? I guess we'll see...lol To everyone who reads this...thanks for taking a look. I wish you nothing but happiness.

An Open Apology To My Angel
This is an open apology to my dearest Angel. I have made terrible mistakes and hurt you when you truly didn't deserve anything but my complete trust, faith, and love. Being a Master doesn't mean that I don't make mistakes, and I realize that it doesn't mean that I shouldn't apologize when I do. I want us to go forward as a couple in everything we do...and I will do everything in my power to make her aware constantly of how much I love her...how special she is...and how grateful I am that she is in my life. So my dearest, sweetest Angel...I don't deserve you, and I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I ask you sincerely to allow me to be the only one in my life as I want you to be the only one in mine.

Smokeout Rally In North Carolina...
Only a few weeks till i go to THE HORSE SMOKEOUT RALLY in Salisbury, N.C.... im very excited...its my first (Small) biker rally...its 18 and over only...so from what my best friend has told me...its very very risque...alot of titties and ass a la nude...LMAO But the best part is that Billy lane of choppers,inc will be there...finally me and my best friend get to see him at the same time and hopefully get that pic of the 3 of us together... So the next few weeks cant go any faster... Is it june yet??? =)

Who's It Gonna Be???
Bob Barker: No Favorites for Successor (AP) PASADENA, Calif. The man with a golden voice who gave away warehouses of refrigerators and sofas during his 35 years as host of “The Price Is Right” says the secret to a good game-show host is the ability to listen. Too many are thinking of what they should say next instead of picking up on what the contestants are telling them, said the soon-to-retire Bob Barker. “These people are little gems with which you can create laughter and good times,” Barker told TV critics late Thursday. None of his bosses asked Barker for his opinion on a successor. He said he doesn’t have a favorite. Barker, who turned 83 in December, said he wanted to retire “while I’m still young,” and credits his vegetarian diet for his good health. He had a different answer when asked how he’s able to maintain his energy. “Booze,” he said to a laugh. His last taping of CBS Corp.’s CBS network show is June 6, with the swan song to air soon afte

Bob Barker's Replacement. ..
Apr 18, 2007 3:19 pm US/Eastern Barker's Replacement Might Come On Down In May (CBS4) LOS ANGELES As Bob Barker draws closer to his final showcase showdown, word is that there are now three frontrunners who are reportedly ready to grab Barker’s stick mic when he retires this year. The venerable game show host will be hard to replace but after a lengthy audition process, The Hollywood Reporter says the top contenders to fill Barker’s shoes are “Entertainment Tonight” veteran Mark Steines, Todd Newton, who hosts a "Price Is Right" show on the Vegas strip, and always tan actor George Hamilton. According to The Hollywood Reporter, options on all three candidates have been picked up, while the other wannabe hosts saw their options expire. There are reports that John O’Hurley, who played Mr. Peterman on Seinfeld and who currently hosts “Family Feud”, is still in the running. Reps for CBS and ‘Price’ producer FremantleMedia North America have declined comment. None of his bosse

Bob Barker News
CBS Primetime Specials to Honor Bob Barker (CBS4) LOS ANGELES Emmy Award winner Bob Barker will be honored with two final primetime specials this week, paying tribute to his 50 years in show business and his upcoming retirement after 35 years of hosting “The Price Is Right”, the longest-running game show in television history. On Wednesday, May 16th, CBS will present “The Price is Right Million Dollar Spectacular," Barker's final appearance in prime time hosting the show he has led since 1972. In this special primetime edition, contestants will have the opportunity to win bigger prizes and the chance to spin the wheel for $1 million. On Thursday, May 17th, “Bob Barker: A Celebration of 50 Years on Television” will include Barker's reminiscences about his 50 year career on television and his 35 years on "The Price Is Right," in addition to highlighting some classic games from the long-running show. "After 50 years in show business and 35 years on CBS, we want to give Bob a pr

Gutteral Grind Project
"PSYCHOTIC HOMICIDAL DISMEMBERMENT" IS THE NAME OF MY NEW PROJECT. 10 TRACKS OF GUTTERAL GOREGRINDING METAL. CD IS CALLED "HAUNTED CATACOMBS" SOUND SAMPLES AT... WWW.MYSPACE.COM/CHAINSAWDISSECTION 10 THUNDEROUS TRACKS!! CD'S ARE $7.00 EACH (SHIPPING INCLUDED) WELL HIDDEN CASH, MONEY ORDERS OR PAYPAL ACCEPTED. EMAIL FOR MORE INFO. (CD'S ARE LIMITED!!)

I ¢¾ U Babe
I ¢¾ u Babe You gotta post "I ¢¾ u Babe" in 60 seconds or u will lose someone u like or love and tomorrow will be the worst day of ur life . If someone does love u they will send u a message saying I LOVE YOU BABY. SOO MUCH

If I Knew...
So everyone knows, I did not write this, but this is something that had an impact on the way I view things in my life..... If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door. I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for just one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say, "I love you," Instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, And we always get a second chance to make everything

The Out Of Control Problem With Nsfw
I've discussed this before. I've gone through this in my own experience, and it was a total pain in the ass. But it's perfectly plain to me that this is getting out of control beyond the scope of my own profile and my own photos. So I feel inclined to visit this problem once again. The question before us all is "What is the true definition of not safe for work?" Here's the problem with the NSFW policy as I see it. Someone could bring up a photo or a stash item or a blog or whatever and rate it NSFW, no matter what the content is. The moment that checkbox gets hit, that item immediately becomes "unclean". This is all based on one person's opinion. No one else gets a say in the appropriateness of the item after it gets labeled NSFW. Let's take this approach. If someone's default photo, for instance, is a picture of a beach at sunset, and for some reason, there's another member on the site who has it out for this person, the angry member could go on there and rate the beach

Damn,wut A Way To Start Monday!
so all was good til was in the bathroom and then my knee gave away popped out then popped back in......it happened to me b4 when i was like 14-15...so now its killin me,tis bruised and stiff.... fuck!

Kid Contest Winners Are...
Kid contest winners are...... 1st Place is......Wins Corvette And Trouphy with comments + rates = 5215 2nd Place is......Wins Motorcycle And Trouphy with comments + rates = 4225 3rd Place is......Wins Ring And Trouphy with comments + rates = 2350 4th Place is...... Wins Earrings And Trouphy with comments + rates = 998 I want to thank everyone for joining the contest! We did have fun! It was a close contest! Thanks Maria

Tattoo Contest Winners Are....
Tattoo contest winners are....... 1st Place is...... Wins Corvette And Trouphy with comments + rates = 4219 2nd Place is...... Wins Motorcycle And Trouphy with comments + rates = 4132 3rd Place is...... Wins Mens Braclet And Trouphy with comments + rates = 1160 I want to thank everyone for joining the contest! We did have fun was a close contest! Thanks Maria

Guide To Dating
1) Never allow yourself to get more into the girl than she is into you. 2) If she has sex with you on the first date, she's a keeper. 3) No matter how amazingly the two of you clicked, if you call the girl the day after the first date she will never speak with you again. 4) The moment she shows any signs of clinging, disconnect your cell phone, change your e-mail, shave your moustache and enter Witness Protection. 5) If she asks you why you're drinking at 10 a.m. on a Saturday morning, crack the bottle over your skull to show her who wears the pants in the relationship. 6) If you find yourself juggling multiple girlfriends, be sure to treat each of them as if they were expendable, so when they finally catch on to your commitment-fearing ways they'll dump you and months later when you've successfully eliminated all serviceable late-night booty calls you can throw yourself pity parties on your blog. 7) If you manage to bring home a girl you meet at a bar, fuck like rabb

Acceptable Behavior ???
1) If you’re overweight to the point that your gut sticks out further than your breasts, you should definitely be wearing that tube top. 2) Claim you “recently quit” and that you only smoke socially while bumming half a pack of cigarettes. 3) Arrange a night of dancing with the girls. Ask why I’m laughing after telling me your plans. Wonder why there are no good straight dancers. 4) Go out to a group dinner. Take 20 minutes to divvy up the check. Pay less than what you owe. 5) Don’t tip your bartender; it’s so crowded in here they’ll never notice. 6) When tending bar, get drunker than your patrons. They’ll never notice. 7) Charge more than $5 for a domestic beer. 8) When ordering rounds, be the last guy in the rotation so that your friends will be too drunk to realize you haven’t gotten a round yet. 9) Only drink wine. 10) If a friend has dragged you to a bar you don’t particularly like, don’t even make an attempt to enjoy yourself. 11) Hang out on the wro

My Husband Ben
In my profile I mention that my husband has cancer in the liver and with Chemo he would have 2 years to live, well last week when he went for Chemo the Dr. told him that he has longer than the 2 yrs, because he is doing so good with the treatment he is getting. He is doing a clinical trial to find out the beat combinations of drugs to treat the Colon Cancer in the Liver. When I find out more I'll post it, any questions that I can answer I'll do my best.

Angelbaby
THERE A LOT OF YOU THAT HAVE BE COME SPECIAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO ME SO THIS GOES TO ALL OF YOU. AS OF TODAY 5-14-07 I STARTED MY RADIATION TRAT TODAY FOR THE CANCER CELLS I HAVE I WILL TAKE REATMENT FOR 28 DAYS TO TRY AND KILL THE CANCER PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND NIBBS AS WELL THANKS FOR BEING THE SPECIAL PEOPLE YOU ARE AND IF YOU EVER NEED A FRIEND I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.THANKS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP YA ALL

Sleeping With Unattractive Women
One of the inherent traits of being a Guy is that you make your living hooking up with considerably less-than-desirable girls, because let's face it: if they were attractive enough in the first place, you wouldn't bother bedding and discarding them, you'd actually make an attempt at establishing a long-term, loving relationship. The problem is, unattractive girls are almost never aware of the fact that Guys are making a huge concession by hanging out with them and that they are nowhere near the top of the preference list when it comes to who a Guy actually wants to spend time/be seen with. So here are some tips for the ugly set; this way you won't get your heart broken and you and your Guy can continue having passionless, emotionless drunk sex without anyone's feelings getting hurt. 1) If we actually wanted to pursue a serious relationship with you, chances are we wouldn't have drunkenly slept with you within three hours of us meeting. 2) Don't get angry at us when we ask y

This Is All Me!
If you really want to know the kind of person I am then read this because this description fits me perfectly. So you know this is something I found desribing someone who is born in January. ------------JANUARY------------- Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. A fighter If this perked your curiousity and you wish to become friends feel free to add me :)

Guide To Stringing Women Along
1) Be evasive. Never commit to plans in advance; it will be your death knell. Employ the phrase "let's play it by ear" judiciously. Additionally, if your boys find out you're ditching them on a weekend night for the ugly girl you bang, you will never hear the end of it. 2) Act completely uninterested 99% of the time the two of you spend together. Everyone knows that the worse you treat someone, the more they want you. Start out by ignoring her calls and you'll get a handjob; piss on her mom's grave and you'll be knee deep in ass plunderage. 3) If she asks why the two of you can't date, write an incredibly detailed list of all the attributes you most desire in a member of the opposite sex and ask her how many of those qualities she possesses. Zero can be a harsh reality. 4) If you're feeling smothered, get absolutely plastered Friday night to the point of being bed-ridden all of Saturday, enabling you to guiltlessly avoid hanging out with her for the remainder of the weekend. "

We Would Be Better Off If ...
The world would be a far better place if everyone would just fuck each other! We would all be a lot better off if people weren't so damn immature when it comes to sex. Think of how much happier everyone would be with a little casual fucking in their lives. It doesn't happen nearly enough. I'm not talking about going out, getting wasted and grabbing the easiest/ugliest thing you can find at a bar and taking it home with you. I'm talking about friends fucking. What ever happened to the fuck buddy? Does this even really exist? Are there people whose sole interaction is to show up at one another's apartments, rail the crap out of each other, and take off without exchanging any pleasantries? Maybe some have it so lucky, but it's a rarer commodity than it should be. Why is this? Because women can't have sex without getting attached. It's a scientific fact. My view of sex is a little more raw than most; but I really think you have to look at it for what it is: the most primal and

Angelbaby
THERE ARE MANY OF YOU THAT BECOME SPECIAL FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO ME AND U KNOW WHO U ARE SO THIS GOES OUT TO YOU. AS OF TODAY 5-14 07 I STARETED MY RADIATION TREATMENT I WILL DO IT FOR 28 DAYS I HAVE CANCER CELLS AT THE MOMENT THE TREAT IS TO TRY AND GET RID OF THEM BEFOR IT GET WORSE I ASK U KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOSE WHO KNOW PLEASE KEEP NIBBS IN YOUR PRAYES AS WELL THANKS TO ALL YOU SPECIAL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dentist Appt And Cat
I went to see my dentist today and I do have a bad infection in my tooth.The infection got in my blood stream which is why my neck is so sore.They have me on antibiotics and will pull it June 10th.Yes I have pain meds.Ok my cat last night she had seizures.Why I have no idea.If it happens again tonight we are taking her to a vet.She is fine at the moment.

:)
The meeting this morning went great. Actually got more out of it than we were expecting. We have a good chance at a lot more work with the client. Now to get some work done before I have to head out for the concert. I think I would rather have a quick nap..lol

About Me Part 2
Right now i got my job out the way lets talk about me for a bit...lol..Ok Born in Bristol in 1963..Mum is from Wales but brought up in England..Dad Born In Rome ( italy )Yep makes me English , Welsh & Italian..Still trying to work out which part of me is what after all these years..Got Married in 92 Got Divorced in 2006..Got 3 kids 2 girls & a Boy..My eldest is 17 & my youngest is 10..I use to play Football ( soccer ) Semi Pro..I surport Everton fc & AS Roma..I do like a lot of American Sports to..I surport The COWBOYS & Also St Louis Cardinals.At the moment i am going for my coaching badge at Football ( Soccer ). MUSIC..I like anything from the 1960's To The Present Day ..At the moment im into FUNKY HOUSE..Favourite Bands Are..The Commodores , Level 42 , Parliament ,The PUSSYCAT Dolls,Nickleback, Robbie Williams , Queen.& a load more..I am 5ft 10" tall Black hair, Brown Eyes..I got 3 tatts , 3 earrings (an 80's thing)& if there is anything else you want to know just ask me..

My Military Carrer
well im getting discharged my medical information said i had a spontanious pnmothorax in 2001 witch i didnt wasnt clasified that wasnt server enough it wouldnt have even been found out if it wouldnt have been for my gf telling the hospital about it and there for the military thinks i failed to disclose medical info specaifically my right lung collpasing 5 percent in 01 whitch yes it did but it wasnt that bad the doctors said it wasnt a sopntanious pnemothorax so i didnt need a chest tube or surgery but my loud mouthed girlfriend just had to tell em and they automatically assumed that i had one in 01 also fuckin hopitals so the military was taken from me by several elements

The Secret, Tv, Radio
Hello Readers; If you are in Phoenix, you are invited to my next New Moon Party. May 20th from 5:00 PM to? Call 602-265-7667 for reservation and don’t expect me to call you back, just show up. Bring your swimming suit and a couple of friends too. Hopefully I will have my new book “Beyond The Secret” and all of you will get it for half price. Tune in the next day or May 21st from 11 to 12 AM PT for another radio show with Bonnie Coleen Host/Producer, Seeing Beyond Talk Radio Listen to the show I will talk about the power of the moon over women and our life in general then explain much more why “The Secret” is a deceiving unfinished project and all the answers you really need are in my new book “Beyond The Secret” and can become yours if you study “The Universal Code” and build Cosmic Consciousness. I will offer my 2007 Moon Power book for free only on CTC so as always ask George and Tom to get me on the air to get it for free. George Noory george@coasttocoastam.com

I Love It When You...
...caress my inner thigh softly, teasing me ...kiss me all about my shoulders slowly moving around to the back of my neck and making me shudder as your tongue glides across the sensitive skin between my shoulder blades ...slowly lick my outer lips, savor my inner thighs ...talk dirty to me- on the phone or in person- telling me how you love it when I ride you, how amazing it feels to be inside of me, how much better your orgasms are with me than with anyone else ...tell me that you want nothing more than to be inside of me right now ...watch me with hungry eyes as I slowly undress in front of you ... remind me of how delicious I taste everywhere ...slowly twirl your tongue over my nipple ...make me feel more beautiful than any other woman in the world ...hold off on your own orgasm until I have mine ...want to go down on me ...tell me how you'd like to do me & what you'd like to do to me once you get me home ...get excited when I rub my as

One Person's Opinion
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like this is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia

I Want..
I want... I want Your lips… soft and tender, lithe and playful, rough and insistent …moving against mine, parting them as your tongue slips in to tangle with mine. I want… Your fingers… strong and sure …manipulating my flesh, moving over me from top to bottom, stopping occasionally to circle my nipples, to tease my breasts, to trace the hot, wet line of my pussy before pressing them into me. I want… Your tongue… moist and velvety …trailing across my skin until you reach my parted thighs and bury your head there, smoothly sliding your tongue between my soft, slippery lips… tasting me. I want… Your cock… hot, hard, demanding …rubbing me, teasing me, piercing me as you move within my body… taking me, claiming me, owning me. I want… You. All of you.

I Miss You..
Those magical fingers of yours that are shamelessly teasing the aching flesh between my legs begin to skim lower, and I part my thighs wider in invitation. Your hand curves over me, your palm pressing insistently against my clit while your fingers slide inside me and I arch up into your touch. You press your palm harder against my clit and push my hips back down as your fingers slide deeper inside me, curving in to rub against the soft slippery flesh inside me. Euphoria. I want you. Every part of me is screaming for you.

Eye Color
-BLUE eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. -Green eyes-

Realization
I have come to realize that my life has finally taken a turn for the better. I have what I want, I am happy, and not a single person in the world can take that away. I now know the meaning that time does heal all wounds..doesnt mean that the wounds disappear, or that you can completely get over what has happend. You just become more emotionally stable, more in tune with your feelings, and you can control what you feel and what choices you make. I have learned that no matter what happens, I will always have someone by my side. He will not leave me like everyone else has, he will not treat me as a door mat. I know deep down in my heart, that I will continue to grow and become stronger with each passing day. Even if things were to fall apart, I know that I will survive, and keep my head up. Life isnt always perfect, and hardly ever goes the way you want it to. That is what makes things so fun, and interesting. You cant live a life based on plans, and a schedule. No one knows w

Why 7 Means So Much
Everyone seems to be asking me why I go by 7 lately. Why does the number have such meaning in my life. Here is the breakdown as to WHY it means alot to me. Each person I am about to name has a 7 in their life. Each person means something to me. Me- The ages 7 and 17- Something happened to change my life. Dad- His birthday is 7-20-59 Step mom- Birthday 10-15-57 Jarred(step brother)- Birthday 3-11-83 = 97 Jared(fiancee who died)- Birthday 7-2-83 Grandpa- Birthday 2-9-37 Jason(brother)- Birthday 6-22-87 Valerie(sister)- Birthday 6-17-91 Adrianna(daughter)- Died 7-6-05 at 17 months Mikey Johns(Adrianna's Dad)- Birthday 2-13-82 = 97 My fiancee- Birthday 6-18-81 8-1=7 The next few people do not have a 7 in their birthday, but they have one in a person/person's that means a lot to them in their life. Something that they are close to, and I am close to as well. Ashley(my sister in law)- Her sister Fallon 8-31-88 = 127 - Her boyfriend is Jarred as well. 3-

Coffee Date
*A fantasy a friend and I came up with* I sat at the table in the far corner of the coffee shop, keeping an eye on everyone that walked through the door. Time seemed like an eternity, the steady tick, tick, tock providing rhythm, to my eager impatience for her to arrive. Sipping on my coffee, the warm liquid blanketing my throat and warming up my belly, my thoughts drifted off to what could be in store… Our late night conversation always ended up in the same place. We shared the same girl-on-girl fantasy, which still remained unfulfilled for the both of us, a passionate one-on-one fling, of unexplored territory. My thoughts were interrupted as she sat herself across from me. I was so carried off with my thoughts; I didn’t even see her come in. She was beautiful, in the most real sense, bright eyes and full smile enveloping me. “Hi”, I managed to get out, a little taken aback by her presence. She was better than any expectation I may have unknowingly set for her, no

Like A Dream
Like a dream Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare Daniel, you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

My Info.
just wanted to let u know i changed my profile info. just some insight to who i really am...so here it is First let me say hey to my friends and let them know yes my shit in this particular space has changed but im still the fun lovin moron u grew to love, or at least tolerate…lol.. Im not going to hit on woman just because you have nudie pics. Im an artist and appreciate the female form without wanting to f*ck it. I could use friends not ex-f*ck buddies, I have enough of them. What I do need is friends that I can open up to and get honest feedback from. They can expect the same. Imagine that, a male point of view without the opportunism that usually follows. Yes that’s a big reason we listen, if youre hot, we wanna be there in case you put out. Any man that says that’s wrong is probably trying to get into your pants right now. And no im not playng the sensitive role to get laid either. That is a tired idea. I enjoy deep thought and relaxation without trying to impress someone.

I Let Myself Go
I let myself go. As I sat on his lap, he kissed me with deep compassion. His lips burning almost melting mine, with hands touching every part of my body. He took and laid me in bed still kissing me intensely. So immense that I felt I've lost my strength, not wanting to cease the moment nor fight back the longing of having him. I gradually uncluttered my thighs giving him the freedom to do whatever he wants. He forcefully penetrated inside as though it would be the last. I could hardly catch my breath as I sensed him coming in and out of me. I moaned, trying to utter some words to his ear but what would that be? Covetousness? Was this all that I yearned for? How could I possibly make this happen? I should have just ripped his heart out yet I let him shred mine instead by exploiting my only possession. We certainly reached the peak But where was heaven after doing so? He lay beside with arms around me, as if contented for wh

Just Take My Hand
If you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. If you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love!!! You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it. So here I am. Your only woman. Just take my hand,and you'll be glad. You found some love. Some company. You found every little thing you need. So if you want it. You can take it. I can give it to you,anytime you want it. And if you need it. Just believe it. I can give it to you,anytime you need it. My love. You can conceive it. Just take my hand.If you believe it...

Obly You
Only You Unshackle my crippled emotions Only you can do that. Smooth out my furrowed brow Only you can do that. Shake me out of my slumber Only you can do that. Get me on the edge of my seat Only you can do that. Melt my frozen heart Only you can do that. Make me laugh Only you can do that. Make me cry Only you can do that. Make me last all night Only you can do that. Make me feel real Only you can do that. Make me complete Only you can do that.

The Touching Kindness Of A Man
I barely speak to him. He's always around though. But I never took the time until now. He's the quiet type, I guess it's because that he has a son that he's more grown up than most of us. It was like, all this while I have always had some random penis say something sexual to me, but the courtesy of this guy has led me to believe that hey, there are still gentlemen out there. I am amazed, and I am impressed. He thanked me for noticing. I thank him even more... And thank you so much for being you..

Pure Bliss
have you ever been fascinated? by someone whose words just seemed to penetrate you you find yourself looking and you cant look away and the more that you try the more that gaze stays riveted where you want it to be cause you know that theres something you just have to see as you listen so close and you start to wonder what it would be like to start falling under a spell..mmmm so magic being spun by the sound of a voice whose rich warmth was spreading on down have you ever experienced instantaneous connection to the point where your thoughts moved in just one direction people will ask "please...just a kiss" but then you will find you wish the same wish your mind is amazing when you really let it go as you find yourself picturing mmmm...you know? as the warmth of that voice takes on a glow spreading and pulsing where you want it to go i will tell you all you desire me....i know you step out of what was invited,

I Will Not
I WONT LAY DOWN AND DIE Category: Life Ive just been to the hospital again and guess what? yep you got it no fucking answers,more there is nothing we can do this time i got told to stop looking for answers. WELL FUCK NOOOOOOO i wont stop, i wont lay down and die, i will not except that there is nothing that can be done and i will not give in. To except there is nothing they can do is to LAY DOWN AND DIE this i can not WILL NOT do there has to be A FUCKING ANSWER. I've been getting worse for over ten years and im still getting worse the pain is now starting to spread through out my body WHY? My head aches are getting worse WHY? My speech is getting more and more slurred and words are some times difficult to remember WHY? My balance is now very bad WHY? When my head gets bad or i get sever pain i also get bad tremors in my hands WHY? Some days all i want to do is sleep others i cant sleep WHY? WHY is the pain worse when it rains or the weather is bad? How co

It's Me Time...
I'm always hearing how I work too hard and I need to slow down. Well, since I took a personal day to spend time with my puppy (she just had surgery)...I think I'm just gonna throw on my swimsuit, put on my sunglasses, grab my laptop and hang out by the pool. Who knows...I may shock myself and not OPEN my laptop. Crazy, I know, but maybe some R & R is just what the doctor ordered for both the puppy AND me...

First "inductee"
First member into the newly formed "Wall of Shame": kurtis@ CherryTAP This pathetic excuse of a man has a need to insult and degrade a woman for being strong and for rejecting his perverted come ons! Sad that there are still those that have a need to put others down to make themselves feel "superior" and even sadder that any man feels because a woman may look sexy that they are asking "for it"! I thought that "reasoning" had long since been extinguished after it became an inexcusable defense for raping a woman!

Must Be Deleted
just asking a favor and i will not bother you. i know you know redhead vixen deleted all her info and photos over a month ago the account was supposed to be deleted. but johnny devil and throatfawk has hacked into the account to stop me from advancing into top 10. i was supposed to go into no.10 this morning but after i went to bed they put up a ape pic as default on the account "again"like they did last time to stop me from going into no.10.will you report and tell scrapper the account was vacated and supposed to be deleted.johnny devil and throatfawk are behind it. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/40350 report the above link to scrapper to be deleted scrappers page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/22 thanks if you will. Suzy

New "wall Of Shame"
As you could probably tell by my semi recent changes to my "about me" section I like others on here am tiring of the jerks and pervs harassing people on here so I am starting my own "Wall of Shame" of (for lack of a better word) people who harass me! These are the types that drove away my BFF and many others that I have heard of and it is not fair to those here just for fun! NO ONE deserves to be treated this way! What you do with the information is up to you you are quite capable of making your own decisions and I am not telling anyone what to do I am just posting my personal experience with these people! PS these are not people who make one crude comment but are people who persist on harassing me because their poor little ego gets hurt or they do not get from me what they are seeking and decide to try to bring me down in a very insulting and degrading way! Too bad for them that I am not weak and I do fight back!!!

A Cool Site - Jesus Meets Socrates
Somebody showed me a site here where Jesus and Socrates have a conversation. It's really good and I highly recommend reading it. Jesus gets pwned yet again.tag: philosophy, christian, christianity, religion, xtian, xtianity -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Why Not
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Revearing Stupid Qualites
I just dont get it You know,As im out and about i find ppl say the oddest shit.The things and personality traits people hold in high reguard are rediculous.Now Im not a great speller and my spell check is fucked so some words will be spelled wrong and you can pick that apart if you want,thats fine but my point remains valid. I see on here myspace other sites ect and in real life out at friends houses,clubs house parties ppl acting like morons. For one i hear women of all ages from kids friends of my niece whos 18 and older women could be in thier 40's and i hear shit like "im a bitch and proud" proud of what is this a good thing,you think mom is high fiving dad that her daughters and asshole.Now i give the kids a break on this because thier young and have alot of growing to do.I remember what it was to be 17,18 and i though i knew everything and i didnt know shit. And i hear men and women brag about how many drugs they once did and how many beers they drank.Big fucking deal

About Me
Hi my name is Paolo ( Paul )or DJ.Powz.. im from Bristol Uk. Resently Divorced March 06..& I Have 3 Wonderful Kids,2 Girls & A Pain In The Ass Boy.Im A Down To Earth Guy.So now its time for some fun..Im up for a Laugh.I Like Most things in life making friends from across the world it dosent bother me one bit..As you can see from my Music I Like different kinds of music all depends on what mood im in..I have yahoo if you want it all you got to do is ask..Im Hoping To Visit The States Someday, Has Im Saving At The Moment Working My Butt Off On Weekends With Mobile Disco,AT The Moment I am Fully Booked Up To The 2nd Week In September..( It Is Now 26th May 07) Bank Holiday Here In The UK..So I Dont Think I Will Be Around On Weekends..To Drunk Or To Tierd..Or Maybe Just Drunk..Feel Free To Post A Comment..XXXX

Just Goin Nuts
`well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr. Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods. Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL. Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and child. Just to relax. Been so long I wouldn't know how to do that anymore. All that we ever do is fight anyway. then we make up but the bent feelings are still there. Somehow sorry doesn't seem to cut it anymore. and yes it is my fault (at least part of the time) that we argue. then she argues that she needs to be out of the house and talk to adults instead of just being home all the time, So I say get a job and be with other people. then she says that she hates the jub and just wants to

Angel's Exchange
"Ah, my brother angel Sleep, I beg a boon of thee," said grimacing Death. "It cannot be," answered Sleep, "that I grant a gift of slumber to you, for Death must be forever vigilant in his cause." "That is just it," said Death."I grow melancholy with my lot. Everywhere I go, I am cursed by those I strive most to serve. The forgetfulness of your gift brings momentary respite and would help a wearied spirit heal." "I can scarce believe you are greeted with less enthusiasm than I!" exclaimed the angel Sleep, Appalled and incredulous. "Despite the transience of the gift I bring to mortals, they seem ever happy to have had it for a time. Your own Gift is an everlasting tresure, and should be sought more quickly than mine." "Aye, some seek me out, but never in joyous mind," said Death, his voice low and self-pitying. "You are praised at morning's light, when people have had done with you. Perhaps it is the very impermanence of your offering which fills them with admiration; the

Good Enough....
... I'm happy with my physical appearance. 0.o I was looking in the mirror when I fed Engle *His tank's on my dresser, in front of my mirror*, and... Yeah, I plan on working out and getting more exercise to even out my body weight, but... there's nothing wrong with me. And anyone who's close to me knows i almost ALWAYS hate the way I look. I think part of it was tweezing my eyebrows. Simply because it made me feel more... feminine. Less boyish. I've always felt that I was too boyish... didn't get haircuts, didn't tweeze my eyebrows, or wear makeup, or do anything with my hair (mostly because i suck at hair and makeup)... and I think that me dressing more like a woman and doing womanly things helps. Also... I think the fact my personality's blossoming as well is helping .Today was the perfect example. The way my concience rationalized things, the way it made me feel... I know right from wrong. and it felt wrong. And because of that shame... I know what I need to

Time For The Archive...listenin!!!
Another show done and on archive!!! MAN , did you have fun!! It was a great discussion and very funny. Some points were made and some were just debated to see if there would ever be a real answer. There isn’t. Click on the link below and listen in!!! Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Stop by and say hello and sign the guest book! We filled up the old one and now its time to fill up the new one too!!!

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night
Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night. Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night. Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light. And you, my father, there on that sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light. Dylan Thomas

Till We Meet Again
my cousin died and i dont know when i will get back on sorry to my friends and i hope to talk to yall Tupac ShakurRunnin' (Dying To Live) - featuring Notorious B.I.G.Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.comsoon

So-called Friends
You have your sluts and you have your hoes. You have your friends and then the foes. A backstabbing slut....who in the end will know. I fucked up, but you did worse. I made a mistake, you're just a curse. Friends we were, and then you spoke. To all of us you're just a big joke. Go fuck yourself and every guy you come across. In the end, it's all your loss.

Beautiful Eyes, Beautiful Face
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

Good By You All
I'M JUST GOING TO LEAVE CHERRY ALL TOGETHER ITS NOT FUN HERE ANY MORE I WAS THINKING THAT IF I CAME BACK WITH A NEW ACCOUNT THINGS WOULD BE FUN BUT THERE NOT ANY MORE I LOVE ALL THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE WHEN I WAS JELLYBEAN ITS JUST NOT THE SAME ANY MORE SO IM JUST GOING TO RE-MOVE MY SELF FROM CHERRY..EVEN IF THERE WAS DRAMA ON MY OLD ASS ACCOUNT ITS NOT THE SAME I DONT HAVE MY FRIENDS THAT I USED TO HAVE..AND THE ONES I DO HAVE WELL THATS A HOLE NEW STORY IN IT SELF I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU..BUT AGAIN ITS NOT THE SAME SO ON THIS SAD NOTE GOOD BY FOREVER..

This Is For You
Passionate accord Between friendship Fluency of silver tongued thoughts Express deepness Kind oratory Of suppressed anticipation Fill a drift of sollitude Your gracious annotation Replenishes my passion

Fucking Perverts
WHY IS IT ON CT SOMEONE HAS TO STALK A CHICK OR GIVE HERE LOW RATES OR HARRASE HERE ON YAHOO IT'S UN CALLED FOR BUT IT HAPPEND TODAY AND FOR WHAT REASON CAUSE HE WAS PISSED A HERE SO MAKE HERE LIFE A LIVING HELL IN MY BOOK HE SHOULD BANNED FROM CT AND TURNED IN FOR HARRASMENT DONT TRY COMING BACK AS A DIFFERNT USER EITHER CAUSE IT DONT WORK JUST PISSES ME OFF WE HAVE STALKERS ON CT WOMEN SHOULD NOT HAVE TO BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT AND GO IN A LOUNGE AND DJ IT'S UN CALLED FOR AND WHO EVER DOES IT IS JUST A PRICK AND A BASTARD THAT HAS NO RESPECT.

Anyone Interested
single woman looking for a single male,who is open and honest and loyal to his mate and who is interested in getting into a relationship please contact me...this is for a friend she is 50 years old and she is verry sweet,down to earth and open minded,attractive,and has two older sons.i will post a picture in my folder

The Halloween Costume Party
On the night of a Halloween costume party a couple were having trouble picking suitable outfits. After a while the wife got mad and stormed out of the room. Fifteen minutes later she came back completely naked execpt for a lemon between her legs. The husband looked at her for a moment and then stormed out of the room himself. Twenty minutes passed and then he came back himself with a potato around his well.... 'u guys know what...' The wife gave him a wierd look and then the husband replied "If your going as a sour-puss, I going as a dictator".

Life Through The Eyes Of A Child....
What is life if you can not see through the eyes of a child? A child has fun, has not learned the teachings that one must justify thier existance by the amount of work they do, or for that matter, they have not been taught to hate, or to judge. I add fun to my life every day. Weather it is a water fight, a walk in the park, tag, swimming or even going for a swing in a playground. Life is great. I do not feed the chaos of life as it is thrown at me. I live life to the fullest forever learning. To teach others, and to help those that need and accept it. Oh I can teach you many things, but, I can't make you or anyone listen. They are teachings or thoughts, and you can take them or leave them. It is your choice. My extended family of friends and loved ones have taught me much. I see through thier eyes. I learn through thier experiences and my own. And I take what is needed to help someone else. I also truly learned the meaning of Unconditional Love that is tested on an everyday basis.

May 14th 2007... Horoscope
Acting too hastily could result in a meltdown. So ride hard on any impulses that seem overwhelming. You know the way a mother tells her child to wait until they get home? Keep telling that to your inner child.

A Good Date
These three teenage girls were roommates. One Friday night right after the semester started they all had all gone out on dates, and by chance all came home at about the same time. The first one came in and said with a smug look on her face, "You know you've been on a good date when you come home with your hair all messed up." The second one laughed at her and said, "No, no, that's nothing! You know you've been on a good date when you come home with your makeup all smeared." The third one sat quiet with a blank stare on her face and didn't say a thing for a few minutes. Then she reached under her skirt, removed her panties and threw them against the wall, where they stuck with a loud thud! She said, "Now THAT'S a good date!!"

New To This!
So.. im new to this.. kinda weird, Myspace is much better, but to much drama!!! anyways!! I am deeply involved in a VERY serious relationship with the man of my dreams! I love him more then anything in this world *Besides my daughter* I have a 5 month old baby girl, her name is Addison, she is my life!! Umm..there are TONS of pics on my myspace if youd like to check them out, Look me up with my email address.. ooxxfoxracinxxo@aol.com

Broken
JACK JOHNSON LYRICS "Broken" With everything ahead of us We left everything behind But nothing that we needed At least not at this time And now the feeling that I'm feeling Well it's feeling like my life is finally mine With nothing to go back to we just continue to drive Without you I was broken But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side I didn't know what I was looking for So I didn't know what I'd find I didn't know what I was missing I guess you've been just a little too kind And if I find just what I need I'll put a little peace in my mind Maybe you've been looking too Or maybe you don't even need to try Without you I was broken But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side With everything in the past Fading faster and faster until it was gone Found out I was losing so much more than I knew all along Because everything I've been working for Was only worth nickels and dimes But if I had a minute for every hour that I've wasted I'd be rich in

What The Hell Is This All About..
**OK so here goes.. I cant really write this on my other page on MySpace because, too many people I know will see it. But this really upset me to no end. I mean, how would you feel. Really. I have my boyfriend, who I actually met on this site. I really do love him. We have been together for 11 months now. He tells me he loves me but isnt in love with me. Alright, I guess I have to deal with that. Here is the real issue though. He wont talk about his mom to me. I have never met her before. I have met his dad and his brother and alot of his friends. I love the family members I have met so far. They are great people. I am 12 years older than my Boyfriend as well. Well, we were out the other night and we met some people in this bar. We were all drinking and laughing when the subject of families some how came up. The girl in the group, who was there with her guy, asks my guy something about meeting family. Well he tells her, No, she has never met my mother, I dont want to

Someone Help With Advice
I feel like I ma the one that is a whore. When I met my wife, we fucked 4 times that first night. Befroe we had kids it was oral, anal, handjobs, kissing , rubbing, making love,, "red river" sex, and my favorite, FUCKING. ever since the kids, she never seems interested in me, or interested in sex period. What do I say to her? I love her, but I can no longer jerk off and pretend that I am with a woman. I think I want to fuck other women....NOT MAKE LOVE, BECAUSE i KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. I want to have sex...dammit. and altho she is my wife , and things are real bad, it just does not fell the same emotionally when we have sex. Our time has gone from 20-20 times a month, to just 3 -5 times a month. I hardley get oral sex anymore, ALTHO I MAKE SURE I AM WORKING HER OVER WITH MY MOUTH EVERYTIME WE LIE TOGETHER! What do I say to her.............."hey , can I sleep with someone else?" SOMEONE HELP ME

10 Ways To Lose A Man For Good!
So often we talk about RAISING THE BAR and what you should do to avoid the haters, losers, jerks and such. But what should you avoid when you DO find a Good Man? Here are just a few things to keep in mind...from a guy's perspective. BE JEALOUS - A sure fire way to make a man lose interest faster than Jeff Gordon on an Indy track. Nothing turns a man off quite so well as a jealous woman. Granted, if he's doing stupid stuff to make you jealous, then be wary. But if you are carrying baggage from a previous relationship and beating the new guy down with it, he'll eventually dump you if for no other THAN HIS OWN PEACE OF MIND. SMOTHER HIM - the old adage is true here, too much of anything is never good. If you consume every waking moment of a man's life, when does he have time to miss you, to crave you, to desire you? Put a lil space in between dates and such to make the heart grow fonder. No I didnt say have zero contact, but give him time to simmer from the last time you we

Wow
Well after everything that has happened lately I felt it was time to get away and be with someone I trust. Yesterday at 1423 I left Midland to being the Journey to see my dad and enjoy some time with him. After an almost 12 hour trip I arrived at around 0200 this morning and it was great to see my dad again. Being around my dad makes me smile and allows me a chance to relax and be myself again. Life here is so much different than things back home but it should be expected when you are in an area where things HAVE to be different for safety. I am looking forward to the next few days with him and I hope that things will be connected between us since we have never been able to really spend time together. Things seem to be looking up here and I am excited to see what happens over the next few days. ~*~FireChic~*~

Tis Been Quite Awhile
yesterday was the first time i had been back to CT in quite awhile. it seems that i sure did miss alot. *hugs & kisses* to all my CT friends. ive missed ya'll loads. lately i havent had much of a chance to anything. it seems like im working my ass off daily. it wont be long until the kids are out of school for summer break and while most parents will be glad, im so going to be sad. my kids spend summer with their dad and i only see them weekends then :( well, not much to say except i so got a dayum good romp in the sack last night!!!! woot, go me lol. peace ya'll and show me some luv

The Three Wishes.....
There are these three guys in a desert dying of dehydration. Off in the horizon they see a house and finally manage to struggle to it. The first guy goes up to the door to ask for water. The door is opened by this really old, wart-covered, puss covered, scaly, toothless old woman. "C-c-c-can I h-h-h-have some w-w-w-water for me and m-my friends?" he asks. She replied, "I will... if you have sex with me." The guy pukes all over the woman and runs back to his friends. "You guys would not believe who answered the door. Some really gross old lady!" he tells them. "She said we could have water if I had sex with her." "Why didn't you then?" asks he second guy. "Because she was so ugly, I was sick and couldn't do it!" "Oh, you are such a wuss. I'll go up to the door," the second guy says. He goes up to the door and rings the bell. The old hag answers. "W-w-w-w-w-w-waaaaaa......" He uses all of his will power to not hurl. "Water? Yes, I have water," she says k

Prayer Of An Unknown Confederate Soldier
The Blessing of Unanswered Prayers I asked for strength that I might achieve; I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey. I asked for health that I might do greater things; I was given infirmity that I might do better things. I asked for riches that I might be happy; I was given poverty that I might be wise. I asked for power that I might have the praise of men; I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life; I was given life that I might enjoy all things. I got nothing that I had asked for, but eveything that I had hoped for. Almost despite myself my unspoken prayers were answered; I am, among all men, most richly blessed. - Unknown Confederate soldier

A Tale
Niota I saw the sign coming up ahead. Cruising along I-75. A plain green sign like all the others that had whizzed past. Morning haze gently drifting upwards as the fog burned off over the heating asphalt. Pine trees giving way only to marked exits. The type where you saw nothing but an empty road stretching off into the distance. The type that made you wonder how in the world anyone out here made a living. Rolling hills. Cows on hillsides so steep that the local joke was they were born with their legs shorter on one side so they could stand up straight. Niota…. One mile ahead. I had driven this way several times over the past years. It was hard to believe it had been over 30 since I had been there. Gas Station. Post Office. Small downtown that sprawled all of a quarter mile. Sliced neatly by the rail line. The train had once stopped in Niota. Like so many other small towns. Niota’s dreams had disappeared with the coming of the Interstate I now drove down. Niota…. When w

The Annual Nymphomaniac Convention
A man walks onto an airplane and takes his seat. He looks up and notices the most beautiful woman he has ever seen boarding the plane. He is nervous, and soon realizes that she is walking down the aisle toward him. When she takes the seat right next to him, he is anxious to begin a conversation. He asks, "Where are you flying to today?" She responds, "To the Annual Nymphomaniac Convention in Chicago." His mind reeling, he asks, "And what do you do at this meeting?" "Well," she says, "We try to dissolve some of the popular myths about sexuality." "And what myths are those?" he continues, choking back his excitement. She explains, "Well, one popular myth is that African American men are the most well endowed, when in fact, it is the Native American man who owns this trait. Also, it is widely believed that the Frenchman is the best lover, when actually it is men of Jewish decent who make the best lovers." "Very interesting..." the man responds. Suddenly, the woman becom

Relationship Secrets
1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans up and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. LASTLY.... It is very, very important that these four women don't know each other.

Oi Vey!!!
Yeah finals are here and so far i feel confident that i'll get B's on both my Sociology and Psych finals. But in my English class, i'm suppsed to write and 8-10 page research paper on Human trafficking and it's due friday. Thats with a week extention already added on... So far all i have done for that is the research. haha and today is monday... I'm screwed. I need to obtain a B on that paper to maintain my b average!!! i do not know how i'm gonna pull this off. And to top all that i'm in the process of moving so i dont really have much time to type up this paper... and make it B-worthy.... what to do what to do....

He Need "true" Frend...
Well i do my valentary work at streets..bring food and close those who not have home or they alkoholic,teenages stuck in drugs,and those who need someone to talk to... And i want to tell someone who i meet and we talk long time... We call him "smiler" he is very sweet and allways talk whit us and get very happy allways when he meet us...he really need "true" frend. I meet him first time at winter,he is freezing.He took some newspaper and cover his feed of those.His fingers not move,and he feels that his nose is not there. He put his hand under coat to make them little warmer. He have to make him blood running from his nose. He live in box where people took them old magasine or newspaper..he have to keep it little open cos have to have ear there...and it,s very could.about -22. He live that box hole time ,,hole winter,,(mazing) He lose many frends ,,they die that could or lose leg or arms... He be alcoholic over 20 years..and still walk his own feed. We give him warm

Ponderisms
Ponderisms: I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Garden Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. < BR>Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to? In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire? Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out?" Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonna eat the ne

To Share With You
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rach

Peace
I wrote this earlier today when I was feeling depressed. I hope if you feel the same way you will be up the one lifted by what it says. Lord you are the one I love, You are the one I worship. You have set the path of my life, Even though I can not see what is ahead, And wonder about some of what I have come through, I take comfort in knowing, You know the plan you have for me. Though sometimes I worry about the road ahead, And wonder if I will make it through, I know that your will be done not mine, And even when I don't understand why, You have given me what you have. I take joy in knowing one day, All life's struggles and pain will someday cease, And I will live forever in Your perfect peace. Amen

I Am So Excited.
I am offically off being on call!! No more on call hours until September!!!!! That means...summer is almost here and all the kids will be leaving soon...and I can drink whenever the heck I want! Whoo Hoo! This...could possibly be...like...the best Monday....EVER. And...YaY. I got my plane tickets for NY and that makes me happy, happy, happy!!!!! Yep. That's all I got. Sorry it wasn't that exciting.

Everyone Win Contest
i am holdin a everyone wins contest its simple u get to choose what prize u want...... 5000 comments = diamond earrins or mens bracelet 10,000 equals rolex or diamond ring 15,000 equals a motorcycle 20,000 equals a vette pls send all entries in a private message

Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass. He hoped >>his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. >> >>"Step forward now, young soldier How shall I deal with you? Have you >>always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" >> >>The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess >>I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. >> >>I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough. And >>sometimes I've been violent Because the world is awfully rough. >> >>But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a >>lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep. >> >>And I never passed a cry for help Though at times I shook with fear. And >>sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. >> >>I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted >>me around Except to calm their fears. >> >>If you've a place for me here, Lor

There's Something Wrong With My Ear....
This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem furthe

Friend Survey Get To Know Ya
Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The Fun! Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts A bout Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yeah, a non-existant cat lol.. Kimberly was the only name the old lady next door didnt use for one of her old cats.. lol.. 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? the day I had to have bonez put to sleep but this wknd was rough and almost squawled more than once over silly shit 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING sometimes.. it's good when i havent written all night at work but then it turns to shit looks like a DR's signature after 8 hrs of charting lol 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? cajun roast beef or a close 2nd is turkey 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? three: thing one thing two and

No Gas Tomorrow!!! {repost}
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

The Heart Of A Man
The Heart Of A Man The heart of a man is a precious thing Not to be taken lightly... It is not a toy for a woman's joy So be gentle and handle with care. The heart of a man is a timeless thing Knows not the length of time... So in a man's heart can always live The love for his true one. The heart of a man is a joyous thing Enjoying life to it's fullest... It fills with joy throughout life And passes it on to others. The heart of a man is a prideful thing That can show you it's greatest strengths... For the pride bestowed upon his heart Will provide for everything. The heart of a man is a careful thing Showing tenderness and love... It shows just how delicate it can be When allowed to give of itself freely. The heart of a man is a true thing That knows not lies or untruths... For when he feels that special touch His love will reign true. The heart of a man is a forgiving thing Than can give unconditionally... But once that heart has bee

Finding Conclusions
I stand amongst the chaos I call my life and collapse in tears. What am I doing? This damn uncertainty is killing me. My heart is broken and being torn into a million pieces. I long for someone to hold me and tell me it is going to be ok. But enough of this mess I am the only one I know I can count on in times of need. I stand here alone like I have so many times before. I again wipe my tears and the dirt from my pants as I get up. I am through crying and wondering about past loves. Maybe there is someone out there for me maybe not. Oh well I am single and dealing with it. I need to be happy with myself and I know that in order for me to be able to do that I need to get back in shape. I will hold my head high even as the tears still fall from my face. Gods and Goddesses give me strength to walk the path I have choosen and to soon find a solution to my financial issues. I am the light within the darkness the hope of man. Let that which lies in my blood give me strength so

Bordom In The Am
1. Do you still talk to the person you LAST kissed? In a heartbeat. 2. Do you still talk to the person you FIRST kissed? every now and then. 3. Have you ever seen your best friends cry? yes 4. What kind of vitamins did you take as a kid? flintstones. 5. What is the last thing you ate? like two pretzles. 6. Did you get any compliments today? no. 7. What is the nicest thing anybody has ever told you? I dont know. 8. Are most of your friends guys or girls? guys 9. When was the last time you napped? I cant remember, these past two days are a big blurr. 10. What languages does your mom speak? English and latin i think. 11. Where have you lived throughout your life? A billion places in NY, Oklahoma, North Dakota 12. What's the last piercing you got? I am...unpenetrated. 13. When was the last time you drove more than 15 minutes? yesterday. 14. Do you get distracted easily? Um, depends on what im doing. Im usually pretty focused. 15. Have

Armageddon
Images also include Apocalypse, Flood, Natural Disaster, Tornado. The radical annihilation of the world is a theme that seems to recur in many of the world's cultures, cults, and religions. Sometimes there is a subsequent reordering and renewal of the world that includes a particular group being placed in supremacy. Other times, there is a mystical translation of chosen inhabitants into a structured paradise. Another option is unrelenting chaos and loss of this world without recourse. Sometimes, the premonition feeling that you get after these dreams leaves you feeling very eerie. You may be unsure (or fairly sure) that what just happened in dreamland may be about to happen out in waking life. The means may be different for any given dreamer depending on your worldview, but the feeling is roughly the same-that time seems short for this world. There can be several different approaches to seeking meaning in this dream. The origins of these approaches are in personal psychology, cu

Monday Finger
YOU KNOW FUCK YOU, I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY A MONDAY FINGER, MY ADDITUDE GET YOURS IF YOU REALLY WANT TO LINGER, TUESDAY,WEDNESDAY,THURSDAY,FRIDAY,SATURDAY,SUNDAY, MONDAY,SO FUCK YOU AGAIN, CAUSE IT'S NOT ONLY JUST A MONDAY FINGER,...

I Do By Boyz Ii Men
(For Kally. This should tell you how happy I am!) Verse One - Nate I'm telling the world Here and now That I'm gonna love you and love you I take this vow yeeaah You captured my heart So long ago Still there are some critical things That you should know Yeeaah yeaah yeah Chorus Do I give all I am To be now and forever you man Do I take you to be Without question the woman for me Do I promise you I Do Do I promise you I do, I do Verse Two - Shawn This love has been worth waiting for Cause love doesn't matter to me If it's not yours As we become one Through and through I dedicate all my life To loving you Yeah yeaah yeah Chorus Do I give all I am To be now and forever you man Do I take you to be Without question the woman for me Do I promise you I Do Do I promise you I do, I do Bridge - Wanya To have and to hold While passions unfold I promise a life you won't regret For better or worse No one

This Is An Interesting Email I Got
NOW THIS IS SATIRE, BUT IT IS WORTH SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT, BECAUSE IT IS ESSENTIALLY TRUE. . . Subject: GOODBYE GEORGE We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U..S. Attorney firings, Iraq , Darfur , etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. ========================================= The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about m

Can It Be "oral Sex May Increase Risk Of Throat Cancer"
did read one page and found intresting discovering and it is all about oral sex hmmm take a look at this page and ask your self if is safe to give oral sex to someone http://www.physorg.com/news97950836.html

Pink Tears
The time for life Has come and gone. Another tear was shed. Two weeks ago, Yesterday. I feel, A daughter was lost. The tears have fallen, The pain still not clear. Up to heaven, Little one. Your brothers are waiting there. And so I lay my head down, And shutter in the night. The life that lost still too new. Shedding pink tears, As she takes flight.

Important - Please Read
Quick Start Claim: Drug dealers are selling flavored crystal methamphetamine known as "Strawberry Quick." Status: True. Example: [Collected via e-mail, April 2007] Drug Warning - Beware and please inform your children I have been alerted by one of our EMT's for our volunteer fire department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystalized Meth that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In it's current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to seduce children into drug use. They also need to

May 14, 2007
just a quickie hello....some of u have concerned cuz I havent been on lately....things have been hectic.....most of my family has moved this month...so Ive been rather busy...and not able to get online as much....doesnt mean u cant still drop a line or leave comments hugs

I Feel Sick..whose Gonna Take Of Me?
UGH!!! Im feeling like crap....Im here at work with my allergies kicking my ass and as time passes im gettin worse....I need a bed, some tea, and TLC.........If only i had my baby here to take care of me...... I HATE MONDAYS!!!! Anywayz just had to share my misery with you guys, lol!! Enjoy your day...im sure it'll be better than mine....

Love Survives
Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me His love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs His need for me And mine for him Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem He - my rising sun.

Here To Stay
Gay is more than just a word It's a simple way of life. From Fire Island to the Bay We live, we love we laugh in a very special way. We hurt we grieve, we cry We live, we love we die. So, try as you may We won't go away. Gay is here to stay!

Heart
You ran with my heart You set my heart a flame You had fluttering like a butterfly I felt really spercial Then it came the day When you torn it all down Now all thats left is the pain,you left me with I'm left wondering how you could do this to me You'll never have the chance to run with my heart again Sign:marion g

The Magic Of Love
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

May 14, 2007 At 06:51 Am Edt
WELCOME HOME MARIA!!! Maria went home on Friday and is doing well. She has her NG tube still in place to ensure that she gets the calories she needs for now. She has been doing very well taking the bottle, so I expect that the tube will come out in the next week or so. She has a visiting nurse coming twice a week to check on her progress. Maria was able to attend a cookout at her Grandpa Jeff's on Mother's day. Robin got her first Mother's day gifts yesterday! The visiting nurse came to Grandpa Jeff's while we were there and she says that Maria is looking good. Maria took an entire bottle while the nurse was there also. The nurse will come to visit again on Thursday and Maria has a doctor check-up on Wednesday. They will be watching her closely, and sometime within the next 6 months, she will have the second surgical procedure. We appreciate all the support from our family and friends and will continue to keep everyone posted on her progress here at CarePages.

May 10, 2007 At 10:01 Pm Edt
I got see Maria today, and actually held her for the first time since her initial surgery. She is really looking great and her mommy actually let me feed her the bottle, after she gave me my lesson of course...hehehe. I also got the privilege of changing her diaper...this is definitely a task best reserved for Mommy & Daddy! Just kidding, but I AM way out of practice! While we were feeding Maria, the resident doctor came in and told us that they are considering letting Maria finally come home tomorrow!! We are very excited and I am still astonished at what a turn-around Maria has made in such a short time. And I am so delighted that Maria has come this far and I believe she will be with us for quite some time, no matter how much more lies before her! Check out the new pictures posted in the gallery from today...I can see such a difference from that sick little baby we had just a couple of weeks ago.

May 10, 2007 At 06:06 Am Edt
Maria is doing well. She has now tripled the amount she can take from the bottle and her weight is now up over 7 lbs!! Robin & Ray are learning more each day about her care so that soon they should be able to take her home. Robin spends all day with Maria, feeding her, changing her diapers, and rocking her in the chair. Maria seems quite content when her mommy rocks her. No word yet as to when she will go home, but we keep everyone posted!

Lilith (one Of My Stories)
The room was bare rock and rough wood, the floor worn smooth but uneven. Two flickering torches provided the only illumination in the room. An unnatural-looking being, humanoid but revoltingly so, was straightening the coffin that had been lying on top of the table until mere seconds before. The being, a daemon, appeared irritated that he was being delayed. A man was on the floor, having just been dumped from the coffin-like box he had been laying in, the same coffin that the daemon was still tinkering with. The man just laid there and groaned, naked. The daemon, by this time refilling the coffin with a bloody liquid from a barrel next to the table, gave him a kick to the head to get him out of the way. Another daemon came in, his blue skin in sharp contrast to the rust red belt and club he wore. This new daemon grabbed the still groaning man by the hair and dragged him out of the room. The first daemon continued his task of preparing the coffin, while muttering about not being

My Stories And Other Insanities
just to let everyone know, I've been writing stories for several years to get some images off my head. Most of them had to do with events during Desert Storm. My deployment to Iraq during the ground war in 2003 just gave me more material to put out. This time, it felt like I was in Hell on Earth, so that is why so many of my recent stories have to do with that. Hopefully no one is offended, but it is my therapy. Any comments you may have are welcome here, or you can email me at donefor@hotpop.com Ben

What About Older And Buff?
This is bullshit. I should get a disoount for being good looking and buff. I'm almost 47 and buffer and better looking than 95% of the population in their 20's. . Nudist camps reach out to the young and buff WOODSTOCK, Connecticut (AP) -- Here's the naked truth about nude recreation: The people who practice it aren't getting any younger. To draw 20- and 30-somethings, nudist groups and camps are trying everything from deep discounts on membership fees to a young ambassador program that encourages college and graduate students to talk to their peers about having fun in the buff. "We don't want the place to turn into a gated assisted living facility," said Gordon Adams, membership director at Solair Recreation League, a nudist camp in northeastern Connecticut that recently invited students from dozens of New England schools to a college day in hopes of piquing their interest. The median age is 55 at Solair, where a yearly membership is $500 for people older than 40, $300 f

Agree With This Dude
The (Too High) Price of Being Green May 13, 2007 To quote a famous frog, "It's not easy being green." I'm finding just how accurate that is after having shopped recently for a new car, and as my wife, Amy, and I remodel our bathroom. Where possible, we're trying to think environmentally. But I have to say: Kermit was right. Green isn't easy. The reason: Green is expensive. Hybrid cars are pricier than their equivalent counterparts and require years of operation before you recoup that cost -- assuming you own the car long enough. Solar panels are insanely pricey and make no sense economically. Even the tankless water heater I recently bought was much costlier than a traditional unit. As such, this effort to be eco-friendly is pitting my personal values against the value of a dollar. And, honestly, the value of a dollar is winning more often than not. Which leads to the question I've been contemplating in recent weeks: How much green are we consumers willing to spend to go green? *

$7.00 An Hour And All You Can Eat!
Workers rescued from giant vat of fish feces , May 12, 2007 TURNERS FALLS, Massachusetts (AP) -- This nasty rescue is no fish tale. Rescuers cut through a filtration tank of dense fish feces to reach four workers who fell into the sludgy dung Friday while cleaning the 18-foot tank at a western Massachusetts farm. The workers became trapped for 45 minutes after a bracket holding a plastic filtration pad collapsed as workers stood on it to clean the fiberglass tank at the Australis Aquaculture fish farm, said Turners Falls Fire Capt. David Dion and the fish farm's manager, Josh Goldman. One of the farmhands was submerged in what Dion described as a sand-and-feces mix, while the other three had their heads above the sludge, he said. Dion said rescue workers cut a hole in the side of the tank at the farm, which raises barramundi, a fish farmed as a replacement for grouper. "It was very slimy and it was heavy," he said. "Never seen anything like it in my life." The worker who fell

Marijuana Is A Heluva Drug
And thanks to a chain of historical events, it is illegal for most people to smoke it in this country. Unlike alcohol and nicotine. While I would never advise anyone to start drinking or smoking tobacco to deal with their anxiety (that's arguably the worst time to pick up an addictive habit), maybe Ricky Williams should try something less potent and more legal than weed if he ever wants to make it back to the NFL. Chocolate, maybe? Or coffee? Really, this is a sad situation for Williams, who I heard on the radio only a month ago saying all the right things about staying sober, and then - just as he was about to enter back into the fray - has fallen back into "self-medication." This is also sad because it effectively demonizes marijuana in a very public way. A pitcher kills himself in a car wreck due to the effect of alcohol on his system? Well, hell. He should just drink less and call a cab. Ricky Williams can't stay off the weed? See, marijuana ruins lives!

Simple
Life Is Simple Nothing More Then Life Or Death You Can Let The Pain Bring You Down Don't Let It Take Your Breath Born One Day Clear You'll Die Another Don't Let The Next Man Steal Your Thunder The Sun Gone Shine Rain Must Fall Wind Will Blow No Matter How Hard It's Up To You If You Fall Life Is Just That Simple Nothing More Then Life Or Death

Stormy
On a cold stormy night not very long ago I waited up for you It was getting late,supper was ruin Wondering where you were All kinds of thought were running threw my mind You never came home that night Ask you wher was you You gave me some kind of alibis Couple weeks went by and I found out your alibis turn out to be a lie You were with someone new On that cold stormy night my life change forever There went the trust and the love I had for you Sign: marion g

Obopay Rocks!!
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Its Offical Ct Knows Wayyy To Much About My Life
Figuring out what makes you happy is tough, but figuring out what makes someone else happy is next to impossible -- and will drive you nuts. So put down this task and do something that is easier and more enjoyable.

Check It Out
I am throwing my first contest!!!!! If you want to win a 7 day blast then hit me up and get in on this contest!!!!! Contest will start as soon as I have 10 entries OR more......I still need 4 more entries so repost so we can get this party started!!!!! Rules are simple..... First person to get 35,000 Comments WINS the 7 day BLAST Comment BOMB yourself if you like No cheating/No Scripts...I will be watching!!!!!! Since I think it sucks to enter a contest and not win something....I am offering alternative prizes!!!!!!!!! Put on 1,000 comments and get A Trophy for trying 5,000 comments for A Platinum Cherry 10,000 comments for A Silver Motorcycle 20,000 comments for A Corvette 30,000 comments for A Porsche All Prizes will be bought during Happy Hour!!!!!!! Thanks and keep reposting so your friends can get in on this

Don't Start Jmac And Other Thoughts
If you are a fan of an AFC team, you might want to check out Bucky Brooks' latest spin around the conference. He answers a "burning personnel question" for each team. Among his thoughts: The Dolphins made the right choice selecting Ted Ginn Jr. (meh!), the Jets' lack of pass rush will haunt them, Mike Tomlin can run an effective 4-3 defense in Pittsburgh, and Jamarcus Russell should not be starting in Oakland immediately. I will throw in that I absosmurfly agree with his take on the Raiders. Brooks also gives his opinion on whether Vince Young will break Tom 1860's heart this year.

Brett Favre Is The Greatest Trade Demander In The Nfl
Fox Sports is reporting that Favre, frustrated with losing and the inability of the Packers to land King Midas Moss, demanded a trade just after the April NFL Draft. The trade request was relayed to head coach Mike McCarthy, who immediately phoned the Super Bowl-winning quarterback. However, the quarterback ignored all his calls for a week, letting the request fester and perhaps showing the team how upset he was this time. Finally, in the middle of this past week, the two connected. Sources close to the situation said Favre asked McCarthy if he was aware that [his agent] asked for a trade but McCarthy immediately insisted that would not happen. Following the conversation, McCarthy told others inside the organization that the talk appeared to have cooled Favre's anger and that Favre, by the end of the discussion, admitted he didn't want to go elsewhere. It must be that time of the year when Brett shots his mouth off at his annual golf tournament.

New Contest...on Blast
OK TO ALL MY PEEPS, I AM FINALLY GONNA SEE WHAT I CAN DO IN A CONTEST, ITS A RACE TO 35 THOUSAND, AND I THINK I CAN WIN IT, SO JUST CLICK THESE LINKS AND GET THE INFO, IT WILL BE STARTING VERY SOON, SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT ~JaMie~ At Least Rate My Page Since Youre Looking~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE~ WRR Army Staff~@ CherryTAP SHE IS THROWING THE CONTEST... PLEASE ADD RATE AND FAN HER, SHOW HER SOME LOVE.... ANY OTHER QUESTIONS... JUST CALL ON THE KING King Nazerene...Club F.A.R. #50 of SHADY'S S*U*P* "CT MAFIA"@ CherryTAP

Jc's Sweetest Twin & Ct Wife Of Scott
Pimp My Words This is my sis, Rhonda. We are not blood related, but we should be! She is, without a doubt, one of the sweetest people on CT! I met Rhonda through Jeremy Crow, and I will be forever grateful to him for introducing us! Rhonda and I are so much alike, it's scary! We even have the same "mood" colored eyes. Rhonda is one of those rare people who actually care what other people think and feel, and she takes the time to listen when needed. She is an extremely loyal friend, and she has and will protect and defend her friends when they need it. I can't say enough wonderful things about Rhonda. When I call her Sis, I mean that with all my heart. Those of you who know her, know exactly what I'm talking about. And for those of you who don't know her yet, go check her out! JC's Sweetest Twin' & CT wife of Scott@ CherryTAP By the way guys, she's happily taken by Scott. So don't get any ideas. LOL I'm not writing this as a "pimp out". I just want

Made A Change
you might notice that a few of my pics have been changed to family only... My advise is dont ask to be added to it. has i get to know you more i might add you. I have people i can trust in there now... (if your female you do have a chance of getting in there to see the pic if asking) Sorry to change the rules of the folder but i do have my reasons

Right Or Wrong
I wrote this in a mumms ( The world we live in.) “ Every day seems to get worse ,money ,money and more money ! I’m getting sick of it gas price goes up cigarette prices goes up everything we need they wont more for it and what we wont is harder to get . Every country has its problems and the US thinks that they can fix it by having a war over it ! Why? We in the states have ore own problems that I think that should deal with. So much money is wasted ! We have guns in our schools, we have storm damaged cities that need repair ,we have families that need assistance . If I was another country and the us said to me you need to run your country like we do and you need to live Your lives like we do, or WE WILL MAKE YOU! I think I would fight to the death! The US does not set a great example . WE will always pay for what our country chouses to do and they will do it for money. Maybe I don’t know what I’m talking about. But I see that there is a problem and I don’t se

Hotness Poll
Ok...who thinks I'm hot and wouldn't mind being with me? This is to settle a bet with Mike, since he says he can find 30 people from all the sites I'm a member of that want me, etc. HELP ME PROVE HIM WRONG! Hint: Mike is looking for 30 people total who think I'm hot, NOT me.

My Daughter, My Miracle
My daughter was born June 10th, 1998 weighing in at 8lbs 2oz. She was so beautiful. She was a very happy and healthy little girl for the first 10 months. April 17th 1999 we were sitting at home and she started having a seizure. I was only 19 had no clue what was going on. So scared. She wasn't breathing. She was taken to the local emergency room. They found ot she had aspirated during the seizure (vomited and it went into her lungs). Then they had her life flighted to the nearest childrens hospital. At this hospital they find bleeding in her brain. As a young motr i am sitting there trying to remember if she hit her head hard on something or what, when a Dr. comes to me and her father telling us that she has shaken baby syndrome. Talk about shock. I am the one taking care of her 24/7 and these Drs are look at me like some murderer. They get children services involved and telling me i won't get my daughter and stuff. For a month and a half my baby is laying in a hospital bed and the drs

Feelings
Alone but not forgotten Broken but living Bleeding from the heart A flow that cannot be hindered Fragments of happiness Ebb in and out of my life Taunting me with moments The moments I had When I was jovial The moments of light When darkness was gone But also of the pain That was endured At the hands of another The abuse Long held silent But the battered heart Never stopped loving And now alone and broken The heart lives on To find another fragment Of happiness to be denied.

Someday,...
When the mysteries of human genetics are unraveled, and genetic alteration becomes more proven and viable, some scientist will petition to open the grave of either Ron Jeremy of John Holmes for the good of mankind.

Tears Pouring Out Of The Lonely Girl.
Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mom came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As they break in her room, th

Chef Vs Cook
I came across a MUMM on the front page today that caught my eye. Normally I don't bother to look at these, because most of them are ridiculously idiotic. This one was called "Chef vs Cook"... 3 guesses as to why I had to check it out. This person, obviously a pastry chef, has put up pictures of her work in one of her folders. She poses the question, "Do you think there is a difference between a chef and a cook? Or do you just call everyone one or the other?" I'm curious to hear what ya'll think on this subject. Leave a reply!

.when I Need U.
When I need you....... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you Its only a heart beat away **** When I need love..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** Miles and miles of empty space in between us A telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be traveling forever Its cold out, but hold out and do like I do **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you babe Its only a heartbeat away... **** It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh I need you. **** When I need you..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wa

May 12, 2007
TODAY IS A VERY JOYEST DAY! FOR TODAY IS THE DAY I ASKED MY FUTURE HUSBAND TO MARRY ME! YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD MY BACK, NO MATTER HOW I'M FEELING; YOU'VE LOVED ME NO MATTER WHAT! YOU'VE MADE ME LAUGH, SMILE, AND THINK. I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU THROUGH SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH; FOR BETTER AND FOR WORST; FOR RICHER AND FOR POOR; TIL DEATH DO US PART! I LOVE YOU MR PURDY! WHEN WE ARE RE-UNITED THERE WILL BE NO SEPERATING! YOU ARE IN MY HEART HONEY, AND DON'T EVER FORGET IT! I WILL NEVER FORGET WHERE MY HEART TRULY LIES WITH. REMEMBER THROUGH OUR SEPERATION AS I WORK WITH GOD TO BRING US TOGETHER THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE ON MY MIND. TODD AT FIRST WHEN YOU STARTED TALKING SWEET TO ME I THOUGHT YOU WERE ONLY TRYING TO GET IN MY PANTS, BUT TODAY WHEN YOU ASKED ME IF YOU AND I WERE GOING TO GET DOWN. I WAS WITH CHILLS UP AND DOWN MY ARMS WHEN YOU ANSWERED YES TO ME TELLING YOU ONLY IF YOU WILL BE MY HUSBAND. I LOVE YOU MR TODD PURDY, LOVE YOU ALWAYS YOUR WIFE TO BE! KIMBERLY TODARO~EVIL-

Closing Out
Last night as I was closing out my emails and stuff I decided to check the trash of ym yahoo account to see if there was anything in there that I shouldn't delete. Just something I do from time to time. Anyway, I was getting ready to delete a thing from class mates when I realized that it said that I had a message from Jodi.. Jodi? hmmmmmm???? Lets check this out, I know a few women from school named Jodi, but there was only one that my heart belonged to. I opened classmates and behold, an email from her!!! All it said was this; Hi! Remember me? Hope that your doing well. Take care, Jodi So I'm not sure as to why she would send me that, usually when I send stuff out to an old girlfriend or someone from the past, I'm looking to see if there is a possibility of getting together again. Was she just looking for a simple Hi, I'm a live??? I responded with this; Very Funny! how the hell could I forget you. Ciao, Kev We went through a lot in our three year

I Hate This
idk whats gonna happen...last week manuel told me that he just needed sumtime to think about things, clear his head. hes been stressed out alot latley...so i was lk aight kool.....he called me saturday....talked 4 lk 7 min....he told me he was going back 2 the Marines. because it aint worth a shit here. n if he dies over there he dont care. but hes changed soo much hes not the same person ne more....he didnt even tell me he loved me or nething lk he always does *n my closest friends know that thats 1 thing hes ALWAYS telling me* idk he says that he hopes things dont change between us....he wants 2 be w/me....but it seems lk he pushing me away.....lk yesterday. he said he would call me when he got home.....yeah he didnt call.....i called him...but no answer....so its w/e i guess...damn its always lk this! everything is good 4 a while...then sumthin always has 2 happen .we'll jus see what happens *N ERIC I KNOW WHAT UR THINKING....BUT JUS DONT B TELLIN ME STUFF CUZ I DONT WANNA HEAR IT.

Survey
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? yes 2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? no 3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? no 4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? yes 5. Ever cheated on someone? no 6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you? no 7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? no 8. Older than you? yes 9. Have you kissed someone you didn't like? no 10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser? yes -------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS-------- I've kissed/been kissed by somone: [x]on the cheek [x]on the forehead [x]on the nose [x]on the lips [x]with tongue [x]in your room []in your parents room [x]in the park [x]in public []on a ride [x]on a bench [X]upside down [x]sitting on their lap [x]laying down [x]in broad daylight []at a fair [x]at night -------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUESTIONS-------- 1. The last time you kissed someone? just now 2. Was it a game? (trut

Intresting Facts!
> > > If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced > enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. > > > > (Hardly seems worth it.) > > > > > >If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced > to create the energy of an atomic bomb. > > > > (Now that's more like it!) > > > > > > The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to > squirt blood 30 feet. > > > > (O.M.G.!) > > > > > > > > A A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. > > > > (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) > > > > > > > > A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to > death. (Creepy.) > > > > > > > (I'm still not over the pig.) > > >

Just A Friendly Suggestion...
Obviously when we post pics of ourselves we are giving the viewer a peek into our souls, some ideas about who we are as a person. I'm all about "keeping it real" and being honest with each other, but dammit, if you're going to post pics of your exposed nether regions, please ensure that you've thoroughly cleansed your ass. Baby wipes work just as well for adults, people!

Positive Thinking!
>>"The story goes that some time ago a man punished his 5-year-old > >>daughter > >> >>for wasting a roll of > >> >>expensive gold wrapping paper. > >> >> > >> >>Money was tight and he became even more upset when the child > pasted > >> >>the gold paper so as to decorate a box to put under the Christmas > tree. > >> >>Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her father > the > >>next > >> >>morning and said, "This is for you, Daddy." > >> >> > >> >>The father was embarrassed by his earlier over reaction, but his > anger > >> >>flared again when he found the box was empty. > >> >>He spoke to her in a harsh manner, "Don't you know, young lady, > when > >> >>you > >> >>give someone a presentthere's supposed to be something inside the > >> >>package?" > >> >> > >> >>The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, > >> >>"Oh, Daddy, it's not empty. I blew kisses into it until it was > full." > >> >> > >> >>The father was crushed. He

If You Ever
If you ever sing this song near me I will stab you in the throat repeatedly with a piece of title. I hate it end of story. I figured I would say that because I recently had someone mention it to me and I was like "wtf" and then I listened to it and now I hate it... Or rather I have heard it before and I didn't like it then and now I just hate it even more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jackie left on a cold, dark night telling me he'd be home, he sailed the sea for a hundred years and left me all alone. now i've been dead for twenty years i've been washing the sand with my ghostly tears searching the shores for my jackie oooh. and I remember the day that the young man came said your jackie's gone he's lost in the rain and i ran to the beach (laid me down) you're all wrong, i said as they stared to the sand, that man knows the sea like the back of his hand, he'll be back sometime Laughing at you. i've been waiting all this time,

Life Corks
Ok so here goes why is it that a person can fall in love easily? my heart is way to soft and way to big!!!! then you get idiots that play with your heart and just dont give you the chance to even put up a block!!!! well now i am finding myself trying the dating thing again and i am scared shitless I am trying to find love again but what if i screw it up what if i do something stupid and scare MR WRIGHT away i feel like i fall to easily and thats scares guys i want REAL Love and a frienship too i know it never happens but what if it did could i find it????Do i think its out there for me probably not but Damn i wish i believed it was!!

Poem Written By My Friend
For at night came a shadowy figure, The passion that came without measure, One kiss and one bite was all that was needed, for a heart was beating the song of a thousand lovers, only time would put an end to this endeavor, for the daylight would take away the kiss and bite of the nights lover.... Author.. RAULSTAR

Yeah...i'm Having A Bad Day...
So I'm really bored and thought I'd write a Blog. The other day I was stupid enouph to ride my fourwheeler in town and got a ticket...sucky huh? Well I don't have the money for it at the moment but i will soon and my Mom won't even borrow the money to me.... annoying right.... so now i'll probably end up in jail just because my mom has to be a bitch! Yeah we were arguing about it one day and she was like i didn't want you...i was going to put you up for adoption and your dad wanted me to have an abortion..(it's not like i told my dad to stick his dick up her box...everyone would be better off if i wasn't born but i had no control over that and i'm too much of a chicken shit to do anything about it myself so yeah).. I love my parents so much...not! Wanna know what else really sucks... i lost the only set of keys for my car...well actually some one stole my purse.... and i ran out of pot and pills which makes my day ten times worse... and then to top it off the doctor hasn't called back