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Cherrytap Fakes....
ok not everyone reads it but im gonna put it out there..bout 9 months ago i met a man ( well he was one then) i fell in luv with someone whonlived no where near me he came to jersey to meet me n my kids...gave me a ring n told me everyday how much he luved me wanted me as his wife and spend his life with me ..me bein a dumbass belived him think hey he really cares.well there was an x girl in our picture who i started gettin very jealous over he claimed they were nothin more then freinds but i wasnt convinced i was born at nite jus not lastnit yu follow me so far....so in the meantime i meet this chic started chattin n shit started trustin her and tellin her things bout me who i was diggin talkin bout my ex n shit like that she was always there for me to vent on ....well i find out today from his ex chic that the girl i befriended was actually the ex girlfreind hope yur not lost yet lol......they were both pretendin to be her so they can find out shit i was doin i stayed faithful to a m

Where Is All The Family Lets Go Please Get In Here Now
OK WE ARE CATCHING UP AND WE NEED EVERYONE IN THERE NOW PLEASE WE CAN DO THIS, BUT IT WILL TAKE US ALL IN HERE RIGHT NOW FOR AN HOUR OR SO I KNOW WE HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND ALL THAT MUCH BUT WE HAVE HAD ALOT GOING ON HERE AT HOME, AND HERE ON CT TRYING TO KEEP THINGS RUNNING. HERE IS THE LINK PLEASE GET IN HERE AND HELP MYSELF AND KEVIN ARE IN THERE RIGHT NOW AND WILL BE THERE FO RTHE REST OF THE TIME WE ARE ON HERE TONIGHT SO WE ARE WATCHING WHO COMES IN AND I HAVE BEEN WATCHING BECASUE I AM IN AND OUT OF HERE EVERY DAY SO PLEASE LETS GIT-R--DONE ADN SHOW HITMAN6 AND EVERYONE HERE ON CT WE MEAN BUISNESS. THANK YOU

Pimp Em Out Help Them Win
BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL... OK HERE IS ME IM ALSO IN THIS CONTEST AND I KNOW U GUYS CAN SUPPORT ME TOO...SO MAKE SURE U SHOW LOTS OF LOVE TO ME ...SHES GONNA PIMP ME OUT...WE ARE RUNNIN IN THE SAME CONTEST SO BOTH OF US HAVE A SHOT AT WINNING...THE CONTEST RUNS FOR 2 WEEKS SO MAKE US UR FAVORITE AND PIMP US TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS TOO... MUCH LOVE CASSIE N KIM (repost of original by 'SwEeTnSeXyMaMa..:"HoUsE oF rHyMe FaMiLy MeMbEr":...' on '2007-05-16 13:38:27') (repost of original by 'Kim "Lucifer's CT Wife"' on '2007-05-16 15:03:51') (repost of original by 'SwEeTnSeXyMaMa..:"HoUsE oF rHyMe FaMiLy MeMbEr":...' on '2007-05-16 16:23:38') (repost of original by 'K

A Geographer's Dream
Once in a dream I drew the geography of your nakedness, my lips saturated with the fragrance of almond and lemon. I drew the estuaries and riverbeds in firm and robust red, slowly tracing your thighs with a paintbrush dipped in longitudes of sighs and latitudes of desires. The wild, iridescent blue of your oceanic eyes penetrated deeply into me like finely pressed fire of pure, crystalline wine, the flight of my hands crossing your soft, untarnished equator. In my feverish intoxication, I tasted the ghostly, undulating waves of your hair, my fingers tangled and lost in the dark forest of your night. Your body yielded light, honey, and infinity as I melted into the origins of your time, before ice, creation, and gods of tribes and cities. The nubile architecture of your hips held memories and secrets of silence, silence as shapeless and true as the limitless energy of zero. And as your gasp and ache shattered my dream, I now find only the charred remains of my map,

Your Eyes
your eyes, when i look into your eyes, a coming catastrophe of earth & undiluted sighs, don't you feel that your eyes sometime see so much light wounding and slipping its hands right there where thought turns into a firmament of incendiary impulses in electric fusion, atomic embrace of kiss and intense trembling, too unstable for our age of machine cathedrals, crackling, splitting, and spitting into each other's mouth so slowly, a single second an infinite pause of relentless creation, our entwined bodies so perversely embryonic, like a softly bristling olive branch smeared in a drunk goddess's prayer bled from her lips, each unholy drop of viscous ferment sizzling into ashes of our perpetual unbecoming, even as we lick each other's secret nucleus with hellish energy and momentously mesmerized lilt of our obscenely squeezed thighs, breasts, and asses, this agony of release your tongue draws from me as if my body were an incantation of mystery, undying phoenixes, a

It Is With A Kiss . . .
It is with a kiss . . . It is with a kiss that I initiate this entreaty, Lest it becomes another broken treaty in my indigenous lust Without let, rhythm of feverish dissonance, ice of contaminated passion. Into grace I exit through you, fractured circles of seismic constellation, Even in this age when mysticism unhinges into a pariah, I prefer the mystification of your body, monetary sign in inverse crucifixion, Because, after Mammon ravaged my body, I found purity in this non-exchangeability Of kiss as a sign imploding the death of value each labor of love must accurse. Into grace because grace is hell, and accumulation, so a wise merchant told me, paradise. I want my sex to do the praiseworthy idleness of the devil's handmaiden. A thousand days of ascent for a singular descent straight into the abyss, We storm the strait gate to force the God of Empire to fuel us massacres, glorious dignities of dying in flight, wings aflame, drenched in the searing whiskey of utopi

Is It Just Me ?
now I'm wondering if anyone else out there feels this way I'm single n have been for a few months I don't do the bar scene anymore because as some know I raise a child by myself it seems to be hard to meet the right people everyone seems to be a junky or married n still after me it's a little frustrating at times I don't mind being single sometimes seems to be less drama but sometimes ur more lonely tryin to do the right thing n it seems like most of the people online are only caught up in the fantasy world n have no real world intentions it gets a lil old sometimes all I ask for is honesty n honor n to appreciate when someone goes out of their way for u but that seems to be a tall order it just seems ironic to me that I probably have about 800 or so ladies on my friends list and am havin this issue lol wtf

Hmmmm
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Giving Her The Eye
A beauty stood on a balcony high, Sneezed and lost her blue glass eye. A young man walking down The Strand Caught the flashing eye-ball one hand. Invited up to receive her thanks He drooled on her features, figure, flanks. While dining on champagne and chicken These strangers felt their heart beats quicken, Gazed into each others eyes, imperfections indiscernible, Including the eye-ball that proved to be returnable. Over croissants and coffee in the morning The young man felt suspicion dawning, Said, "Would you do this for just any passer-by?" "Oh no!" she said, "He'd have to catch my eye".

Large Mob
Groups of people stream through the cold dark streets Police attempt to blockade the direction that they run A reason to cause mayhem and chaos all around Will never be determined from what they plan to do No one knows what to do to stop the rushing freaks Death and demons jump for joy for the chaos they'll create A car set on fire and smashed into scrap Buildings being robbed for useless items If you listen to the mastermind of this form of fun You will become a member of the idiotic mob. The end is always the same when they come in for the night Broken spirits and other things that could hurt the human body Playing with fire without holding tightly on the match Burn your fingers and the people who don't understand It is over and running is not a option Hatred is nothing involved with the mob run the streets Destruction and everlasting cursing never is a one time deal Break the noise and they'll break you into two All because they listened to a single voice

Just A Thought
i have come to the conclusion that im not really liking the pirvledge of knowing more info that i need to. i dont like finding out that ppl who r close to me r telling different stories ( lying) im placed into a situation that comprimies relatioonship. who to embrace, who to dis own. to top it off its between my dad (who i love and trust) and a friend ( i trust and love) i dont like ?ing either. trust is so important and one way or the over im going to lose some one. not bitch, it was just a thought

It's The First Bike Nite
Tommrrow nite 7p.m. centrial the first on line bike nite at support your local clubhouse.Every one is welcome bring ur bikes and urselfs and have a good time and meet some new friends.Meet the hooter girls from Iowa

Mean Moms
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too And someday when your children are old enough to

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not thin enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an bitch I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random girl. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always rubbed your back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another girl I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new girl dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to

Me
Inside Looking Out I'm on the inside looking out Trapped within my own skin There is no doubt, i can not win Suffering silently, i'm so alone...my head is my home I have my demons, no one else can see them but me I want...I NEED to rip and tear, peel back this scar that is my skin and let bleed out what is buried within Tired of holding it back, i need to unload He has my heart...he knows who he is And my worst fear is now a reality...he's disappeared and i can not find him I'm on the inside looking out, desperately searching...sinking into my own abyss

Some How
Life is crazy and sometimes mean Words of love is hard to find When I'm with you I lose control But somehow you don't seem to mind I look into my heart and try to see Where life will lead me with you I don't know what the future holds But somehow it seems that you do I look into your eyes and see your soul Wondering what you see in mine Are we dedicated or will this end But somehow you know everything is fine I can't seem to find the words If only my heart could tell the tale Maybe my mind would step aside But somehow you can always tell I say to you my love is for you You repeat the words I love you too I wish my actions could tell you more But somehow you already knew.

Emotional Suffering
This week I've been blasted many times by many friends to read a blog crying for help. The choice of course is to help or to ignore the blog. I think many knew my personality is such that I could not mor NOT offer to help than a drinker can avoid a bar. The truth of the matter was, the person totally blocked all access to everyone. Hence the cry for help was doomed from the beginning. It did however make me stop and ponder. Life is a set of choices, and sometimes that choice is to avoid contact. We have no right to force ourselves on those who make this choice, all we can do is offer to be there for them. Everyone is destined to have a number of others break their trust, more yet destroy their hearts, and most of all celebrate life with each of us. We can not avoid the bad times, only recognize when they come that they too are part of life. We have to learn for ourselves we must pick ourselves up out of the dirt, and choose to go on. And this is the biggest lesson life

Sex
I have decided on some things today... god know how I managed to find the time to actually think today. But I did, and I think I came up with some stuff worth saying. Firstly, I figured I would come up with a definition of what I think making love to someone should be. The best I could come up with is... Lovemaking should be something shared by two people who really truly care about each other. It should also be shared frequently, because as far as I can tell, it serves to only strengthen the bond between the lovers, provided there is a bond in the first place, unless used excessively. (People that have sex just to have sex are fucking stupid, and should be shot. seriously. the only thing that will happen in a relationship like that is someone will get hurt.) And more a personal opinion than an all encompassing opinion, is that lovemaking should be an opportunity to do anything and everything you can to please your partner, because if you're willing to do some of the t

My Dad Used To Say....
My Dad used to say this when I was younger and having problems socially or professionally: "You have to play the GAME"! This is what I say: "If there is no chance for me to win the GAME...I'm NOT fuckin' playin'!!!!"

Everything
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now

Popular Online Social Network Myspace Says It Has Identified, Removed And Blocked “a Few Thousand” User Profiles Of Convicted Sex Offenders
MySpace deletes convicted sex offender profiles Company says federal law prohibits sharing information with authorities MSNBC News Services Updated: 7:56 p.m. ET May 15, 2007 RALEIGH, N.C. - Popular online social network MySpace says it has identified, removed and blocked “a few thousand” user profiles of convicted sex offenders among its 175 million profiles on its service as part a previously announced program to protect its youth members from adult predators. The action comes a day after eight U.S. attorneys general demanded the News Corp.-owned company hand over the offenders’ names and addresses and to delete their profiles. In a statement, MySpace’s chief security officer said state and federal laws prohibit the Web site from sharing such information. “We are doing everything short of breaking the law to ensure that the information about these predators gets to the proper authorities,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in the news release. The stat

Returning To Online Radio.
After talking so much with trix about awesome songs, I've decided the pain of lacking new music hurts too much and to kick things back up again. I'm kicking up a blog on blogger.com where I'll post about cool shit I've found, bands who need to be pimped as well as when I drop new tracks onto the server. I'll probably also do the odd podcast again from time to time, pimping the new stuff before it goes on the stream. Going to be weird, last time I had an english accent, now apparently it is some weird anglo-american mix. Anyhow, anyone interested or who knows of signed/unsigned bands who'd be willing to let me pimp and play their music then get in touch. I'll drop URLs and details on here later in the week once I'm all set back up. (besides, DJs are hot, right?)

Untitled
We sit here takling on the phone Me falling with you More and more every night Your voice and the things you say Kept deep in my heart The more we are together The happier I get I feel the warmth And the love in your touch I see the truth And loyalty in your eyes And I fall deeper The deeper I fall the More I realize That I I love you Your heart is purre The love i feel From the warmth of your touch I feel the caress From a true deep love I know tihs love is Completely true I can feel the feeling grow stronger Every time we talk Twice as strong as before I like this love That I feel I want to keep You and this feeling Forever

Release The Demon
Release the anger Release the stress Help me become me again Help me figure out all those Little things That everyone loves in me Bring me back to life So to speak Help me get back to the person That i was before I cry myself to sleep at night Waking every other hour Wondering what the fuck happened To me The demons in my mind My body and soul are ravaged As this demon torments me Help me free my mind From this demon Help me free my body From this pain Help me release my demon Help me come back to me

You Judge Me For Nothing
I try to be myself People judge me No matter how much I try not to be that person It always comes out I hurt inside Thus letting it show On the outside The pain is just too much To bare My heart cries out My soul longs to be touched No one knows the depths of my soul No one has touched the depths of my heart All these misjudgements about love No one understands me for me I try to love myself But I let others drag me down No more Nothing or no one will drag me down Any longer For I shall surround myself With people to lift me up in My hard times No longer getting hurt No longer falling too quick ly I maybe percieved as a bitch But I no longer care

Pick Your Birthday
Pick your birthday month and read it, then repost with whatever you are... e JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easil

You Tell Me Im Wrong
You tell me Im wrong For my beliefs You tell me Im wrong Because of the way I dress You tell me Im wrong Because of the music I listen to I look at you and all I see are sheep Sheep who follow the crowd Sheep that pass judgement on people Because they do not follow the same crowd Just because they choose not to follow that crowd They are treated different They are tormented They are tortured The life you have handed to us isnt right Just because we chose to be different Doesent mean we are not good people A good person is a good person No matter how they dress The type of music they listen to Or based on their beliefs If the world could see its self Through my eyes It would realize How fucked up it is

Rant By Chuck Palahniuk
Wow. How can I possibly describe this book? Mediocre? Unfocused? Half-assed? I am a big fan of Palahniuk. I love Fight CLub, Invisible Monsters, Survivor, Choke, Diary, and Lullaby. I even like Haunted a bit. I think he is great at picking some aspect of American Culture and flipping it over so it's soft white underbelly is clearly visible. Unfortunately, with Haunted he appears to have developed a taste for the 'big gross-out.' Rant continues that trend. And what is worse is that the book is written in an oral history fashion that at it's best is merely distracting. At it's worst, it's damn confusing. I am still not exactly sure what the message of this book was supposed to be. It starts by spouting all the redneck/trailer trash stereotypes that the media is currently so fond of. I was hoping he was going to shine his penetrating insight on that and finally explain the fascination. No such luck. The second section of the book is a not-so-subtle jab at the current admin

Scared
You are my world The only thing that I care for The world was torn apart for me The days were long and drawn out My life had no meaning Now my life is perfect I feel like everyone is now behind me The life I am given Sometimes may be fucked up But i know i have my best friend in the world I have the love of my life I have everything i could ever need

For The Love Of My Life
I was scared I was alone The world was cold The life i was living Was a lie Everything was different Now im alive Now im safe Now im not alone Now the world has warmed up Thanks to you I give you my heart I give you my soul I give you my trust I give you the life You have given back to me I love you with all my heart All my soul Everything i am inside is The way it is because of you You were the one who gave me life again You were the ONLY one who saw the real me Behind all the lies Behind the life that the rest of the world Could see I thank you with the utmost sincerity I pledge my life My heart My soul Everything i am TO YOU You were the one to help set me free You were the one that helped me become me again You breathed this precious life into me I love you so much I am never letting go

Why Walmart Sucks
I have been sick since Monday and I am starting to wonder if I am going to get better or not. I probably should have stayed home from work today but if I did that, I would have gotten fired. So, I went to work anyway. As for now, I am going to try and get some sleep.

Long Distance Love
Long distance love In the air my tears fly by Trying to find a way A way for us A way for you A way for me Through out my discovery I have searched high and low all I could find is stones Stones laid in front of us Stones laid in front of you Stones laid in front of me I observed quietly And noticed plenty They were all little stones Yet as you look deeper Further then before There is one just one oversized stone A stone that would need two people Two people to life and move it from between From between us from Between you From Between me I can hear you Hear your voice at night and in my dreams I can feel you Feel the love inside me and warmth you create I can even see you Through a small pin hole in the rock abroad Three unfinished sense we have yet to fully experience when will I see YOU the real you The one In your body and unafraid The one who will hold me tight in tears While slowly scaring away the fears When will I feel YOU

Robert Mugabe U R A Noob!!!!!!!!
Robert Gabriel Mugabe KCB (born 21 February 1924) is the President of Zimbabwe. He has been the head of government in Zimbabwe since 1980, first as Prime Minister and later as first executive President. Mugabe rose to prominence in the 1970s when he led the Zimbabwe African National Union in guerrilla warfare against the white-dominated government of Rhodesia until the government accepted universal suffrage and black-majority rule. The Mugabe administration has been criticized around the world for corruption, suppression of political opposition, mishandling of land reforms, economic mismanagement, and the deteriorating human rights situation in Zimbabwe. According to most analysts his administration's policies have led to economic collapse and massive starvation over the course of the last ten years. Currently, Zimbabwe has the highest inflation rate in the world, and according to the United Nations Economic Commission for Africa, Africa's worst economic performer. Presidenc

Can You Fall In Love With Me?
You Can Make 74% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end. Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

The Eagle Of My Heart
The eagle of my heart Eagles soar with the wind with their hearts soaring free and unordered wanting to follow I reached forward to fly above the sky leaving all the obstacles of life below my wings I needed you you were my soul companion and guide I wanted you to place your freedom in my hand and guide me threw the wind currents Like the trust I had forgotten I reached for you I reached out further then my strength and grasped hold of you Like feathers on an eagle they are fragile and rare I let go trusting and believing in love leaving you unharmed and cried The currents of the wind seemed to guide me there to you my one and only with out holding on to you I flew I flew past my fears and into life I run into an air pocket but still have yet to fly To use the power within me to sore but with out my own wings I drop instead of flew Still believing in the spirit of the eagle I let him go and remembered I can fly on my own I had before while

My First Blog
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Five Little Hippies
Five little hippies, Looking for a score One smoked some rotten hash- Now there’s only four; Four little hippies, Freaked out on a spree; One went establishment- Now there’s only three, Three little hippies, Smelling like a zoo One copped some dial soap- Now there’s only two; Two little hippies Broke and on the run, One met a cop- And now there’s only one, One little hippie Zonked as he can be He revealed his stash Now there’s 43!

Dear One
Dear one, I know your heart is breaking and I wish that I might say Some tender word or message that Would ease your hurt today. But words somehow seem futile, For wounds that are deep But I just wanted you to know That in my heart I’ll keep: The prayer of a bluebird soon will bring You fortitude and grace To wing your shattered dreams and leave Sweet memories in their place.

Comeback Again
Even to say good-bye Even if it’s the last time Even reluctantly Even to hurt me again Even with the harsh acid Of sarcasm that stings Even with a new kind of pain Even fresh from the embrace Of another. Comeback, just come.

Come Back
Come back often and take hold of me, Sensation that I love come back and take hold of me- When the body’s memory awakens And an old longing again moves into the blood, When lips and skin remember And hands feel as though they touch again. Come back often, take hold of me in the night When lips and skin remember…

Changed
Time was, I shrank from what was right, From fear of what was wrong; I would not brave the sacred flight, Because the foe was strong. But now I cast the finer sense And sorer shame aside; Such dread of sin was indolence, Such aim at Heaven was pride.

Chandelier
In a room-empty-small, four walls only, Covered with green cloth- A beautiful chandelier burns, all fire; And in each of its flames a sensual fever, A lascivious urge, glows with heat. In the small room, radiantly lit By the chandelier’s hot fire, No ordinary light breaks out. Not for timid bodies The rapture of this heat.

Body, Remember…
Body, remember not only how much you were loved, Not only the beds you lay on, But also those desires that glowed openly In eyes that looked at you, Trembled for you in the voices- Only some chance obstacle frustrated them. Now that it’s all finally in the past, It seems almost as if you gave yourself To those desires too-how they glowed, Remember, in those eyes that looked at you, Remember, body, how they trembled for you in those voices.

Thinking Of The Smile
The smile that owns me Smile that is to me so wonderful and sweet Smile that is all I have longed to greet Love the smile that hold my heart Wishing to hold the owner and never part From sweet smile and sun dancing eyes I am so I love with that smile it’s no surprise That such beauty hold my captive and true Smile for me when we meet and I will belong to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Better Than Gold
O for a book and shady nook Either in-a-door or out; With the green leaves whispering over- Head, Or the street cries all about, Where I may read all at my ease, Both of the new and old For a jolly good book whereon to Look, Is better to me than gold.

Pimp This Bitch...lol
BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL... OK HERE IS ME IM ALSO IN THIS CONTEST AND I KNOW U GUYS CAN SUPPORT ME TOO...SO MAKE SURE U SHOW LOTS OF LOVE TO ME ...SHES GONNA PIMP ME OUT...WE ARE RUNNIN IN THE SAME CONTEST SO BOTH OF US HAVE A SHOT AT WINNING...THE CONTEST RUNS FOR 2 WEEKS SO MAKE US UR FAVORITE AND PIMP US TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS TOO... MUCH LOVE CASSIE N KIM (repost of original by 'SwEeTnSeXyMaMa..:"HoUsE oF rHyMe FaMiLy MeMbEr":...' on '2007-05-16 13:38:27') (repost of original by 'Kim "Lucifer's CT Wife"' on '2007-05-16 15:02:18')

At The Theatre
I got bored looking at the stage And raised my eyes to the box circle. In one of the boxes I saw you With your strange beauty, your dissolute youthfulness. My thought turned back at once To all they’d told me about you that afternoon; My mind and my body were aroused. And as I gazed enthralled At your languid beauty, your languid youthfulness, Your tastily discriminating dress, In my imagination I kept picturing you The way they’d talked about you that afternoon.

Blah
So what's the deal? I'm attractive, overweight, but I still think I look pretty damn good. Well wtf can't I find a guy who is attractive as well?!? Any guy who shows any serious interest in me is not attractive to me. Grr...

At The Café Door
Something they said beside me Made me look toward the café door, And I saw that lovely body which seemed As though Eros in his mastery had fashioned it, Joyfully shaping its well formed limbs, Molding her build, Shaping her face tenderly, And leaving, with a touch of the fingers, A particular nuance on the brow, the eyes, the lips.

Ehh
oesn't it kill you too? sometimes when you realize that you've spoken too soon or fallen so quickly. you're getting ahead of me, i'm losing will and trying to paint a masterpiece. you said that it seemed to be right, i think that i was trying to impress you, nothing ever works and i'm glad. today we all run for the ocean floors, we all swim through the seas. we all capture our torture whole and fall to our knees. holding my breath, dodging the time, i'd rather drown by myself. i can only remember enough to keep myself in line, i can only forget so much at one time. you said it seemed to be right, i think that i was trying to impress you, nothing ever works and i'm glad. walk to the ocean with me, let's do this right, let's take our time, with longer to breath. float through the ocean once more, we'll laugh and just smile and sink to the floor.

April 2000
And if I can not speak about my love- If I do not talk about your hair, your lips, your eyes, Still your face that I keep within my heart, The sound of your voice that I keep within my mind, The days of May that rise in my dreams, Give shape and color to my words, my sentences, Whatever theme I touch, whatever thought I utter.

A Rose To The Living
A rose top the living is more Than sumptuous wreaths to the Dead; In filling love’s infinite store, A rose to the living is more If graciously given before The hungering spirit is fled- A rose to the living is more, Than sumptuous wreaths to the Dead.

I Thought I Couldnt Sleep
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Im Josh
I had a freind that showed me this site, I think its cool but im interested in meeting people from this site instead of screwing off and not makeing the efort to have real fun. if you are interested in hanging out or getting layed it's all cool to me as long as it's fun im game!

Ok New Updates
ok well so many of you have known that i have been tryin to find a way to still join the army...i finally found it. joe and annie are gonna take the baby for me and i talked to the recruiter today. so we set some dates too. we want all my paper work done by the 30th of this month. want me to go take my physical and swear in by june 20th. and then be at basic by july 9th. so that is whats goin on right now i will let you all know what is goin on the closer we get to the dates. so i am finally gonna become a soldier:)

Hot Man Of Ct Contest!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

How Do Men See You?
How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

A Whole Lotta Sex Goin On!!!!
Your on your way to see your favorite football team play, in a limousine no less. You're flying high, the only thing that could make this day better for you would be your blind date being gorgeous and horny. The only way you could get the seats from your boss was if you took his tomboy granddaughter with you, so you know there's not chance of her being gorgeous, maybe horny but not gorgeous. You're not going to let that ruin your day, though, you're about to see your favorite team play from sky box seats, what more could ya ask for. The limo pulls up to the curb and the driver gets out to go get your date. 'Yay!' you think and roll your eyes. You watch out the opposite window as you wait for them to come. The door opens and you look over as a gorgeous woman slides in beside you. She introduces herself, not taking her eyes off of you, holding her hand out to you. You shake her hand and continue to hold her hand as the car starts to move. She laughs nervously and you let go of her hand.

Threesome???
Your girlfriend comes over with her best friend and asks to speak to you alone for a minute. Her best friend is just as gorgeous as she is and you've always secretly wondered what she would be like in bed. Your girlfriend leads you into the kitchen and asks, "We were wondering if you wanted to have a threesome. We've always wanted to try it but have never had the opportunity." You stand there stunned, trying not to look too excited about the possibility of having both women in your bed. When you finally find your voice you reply, "Sure baby, you know I'd do anything for you." Excitement lights her eyes as she calls to her friend and leads you to your bedroom. She locks lips with you and you wrap your arms around her. Her friend comes into the room and you pull her into the circle. Your girlfriend breaks away and her friend locks lips with you. She's good with her mouth, as you tangle tongues with her you almost lose it at the thought of actually having two women. Your girlfriend starts

Time To Myself
Hey everyone. I just wanted to let you all know that i won't be on as much. Right now I need to take time for myself and find myself and start my life. I want to try to go back to school for radio broadcasting. I want you all to know I will miss you and be checking in every now and then so leave me messages or comment me i will still get them at some point. BIG HUGS to all of you who know what is going on and have been there for me. Love you all, Kim

New Station Bulletin
IF YOU DON'T KNOW THIS AMAZING DJ... IT'S TIME TO HEAD ON OVER TO .... DAVES HIDEAWAY SHE WILL KNOCK YOUR SOCKS OFF!! SHE PLAYS THE AWESOME TUNES THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO HEAR!!! BUT MOST OF ALL.... THIS GIRL COMPLETELY RAWKS!!!! COME ON IN TO ONE OF OUR LOUNGES AND LISTEN TO THIS GIRL... SHOW TIMES ARE......... SUNDAY THROUGH SATURDAY 10PM TO 12AM CST HERE IS A LIST OF OUR LOUNGES Dave's Hideaway The Scooter Bar Coyote Ugly Bar The Sober Lounge The Dragon's Lair The Little Shop of Horrors Hell Bangers Lounge The Nip Bar and Lounge Dark Lust of Desires Lounge

If We Had Sex A Friend Told Me To Post This
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Goddess Freya
Freya or Frayja, the goddess of Love and Beauty, also; fertility, war, and wealth. The daughter of Njord, and the sister of Frey. Her daughter, by her husband, Od, is named Hnoss, who it is said: "Is so beautiful that whatever is valuable and lovely is named treasure after her." Freya lived in Folkvang (battlefield) and each day chose half of the slain warriors to split with Odin. She somehow lost her husband, Od, and cried golden tears for him. Many believe Od is Odin. Norse legend tells of Freya, whose chariot was pulled by two black cats. Some versions of the tale claim they became swift black horses, possessed by the Devil. After serving Freya for 7 years, the cats were rewarded by being turned into witches, disguised as black cats. The cats also played around her ankles as a symbol of her domesticity. Freya owned the precious Brisinga-men's necklace, which she acquired by sleeping with four dwarves. She also owned a feather coat which she could use to fly between the worl

Myspace
heyy what up everyone. thank you all. im really new at this, i just joined 10 mins ago and i already have a million people leaving messages and comments.. lol anywaysss... i also have a myspace, feel free to check it out, its sweet and i have more pics!! www.myspace.com/BriiBabie dont be shy =) my aim screen name is gangstababie6x9

Wanna Play Doctor????
You're in bed with your girlfriend and an idea comes to you. You tell your girlfriend you'll be right back and leave the room. Ten minutes later you come back, wearing a doctor's white coat and nothing else. You have a stethoscope around your neck and you say, "Time for the doctor to check you out." She giggles as you come toward the bed. You pull the sheet from her naked body. "Okay, first let's check your heart rate and see if it's beating okay." You press the stethoscope between her breasts, making her cry out at the cold sensation. Her heartbeat is at it's normal rhythm and you bend down and flick your tongue across her nipple, causing her heart to accelerate. "Hmmmm are you getting excited?" She smiles shyly and you move to her other breast, drawing this one deeply into your mouth, sucking on it and flicking your tongue across the nipple as your suckle. She let's out a little moan and arches her back, wanting more. "Now, I need to examine you further, make sure you're all fine." Y

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Dictionary Words Don't Seem To Do.
I always try to find the perfect words to write, To make a beautiful poem made just for you. Sometimes I hope my heart will do a good job, But it never comes out right; the words will never do. I'm often looking for new words; new phrases, Hoping that it'll express my hearts loving phases. I smile when I think about you, so you know, And I hate leaving you when I have to go. Every time I see you I can't help but smile and feel, The way that I feel so deep inside for you. You know, it's a warm feeling that this is so real, Every moment is magical, through and through. I trust these words on paper and the screen, To say the things I wish that I could scream. Every time I'm reminded of you, thoughts flow, And I think of a million things you'll never know. Things I want to say but the words aren't right, I need special words to proclaim my heart. I searched the dictionary so late into the night, But nothing I found seemed to give me a good start. I like the wa

Life
I really don't know where to start this other than what is going on in my life as of now. I am getting ready to be deployed to Iraq. I volunteered for this mission. I am excited about going but at the same time I keep asking myself what the fuck am I doing? I joined for the adventure and now that the I am going, I am getting really nervous. I think that the first time they tell me to go on a convoy, I will shit myself. Hearing about IEDs going off all the time really scares the shit out of me. Anyway I will keep all updated on to my status and as I get closer to deploying (EOF)

Ah Im So Confused
Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin

For The Time Of Your Life
Today's Quote I don't think of all the misery but of the beauty that still remains. -Anne Frank FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE Malcolm Forbes once said, "Unless you're serving time there's never enough of it." It's true! Time is the greatest commodity we have. We may be able to make more money, but we will eventually run out of time. Writer Carl Sandburg advised, "Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let other people spend it for you." One man must have been thinking about this when he took a time management seminar. The instructor asked everyone in the class to make a list of ten major time-wasters. The eager young man raised his hand and inquired, "Is it necessary to identify the individuals by name?" How we use time is important, and only you can determine what is a good use of your time. But if we are not clear about how we want to spend our time, other people will be al

Reason To Leave Myspace.whats Happened To A World That Refuses To Protect Children ?
MySpace won't give names of sex offenders Online networking site says proper legal processes weren't followed By Elizabeth Dunbar Updated: 2 hours, 52 minutes ago RALEIGH, N.C. - Citing federal privacy law, MySpace.com said Tuesday it won’t comply with a request by attorneys general from eight states to hand over the names of registered sex offenders who use the social networking Web site. MySpace’s chief security officer said the company regularly discloses information to law enforcement officials but the federal Electronic Communications Privacy Act says it can only do so when proper legal processes are followed. “We’re truly disheartened that the AGs chose to send out a letter ... when there was an existing legal process that could have been followed,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in an interview. In a letter Monday, attorneys general from North Carolina, Connecticut, Georgia, Idaho, Mississippi, New Hampshire, Ohio and Pennsylvania asked MySpace to

Ode To Me
Trapped here in this darkness stuck in this empty void I wonder at the words of love I have written and destroyed If you read my poetry you would never really guess how lonely my real life is or just how big a mess I have friends in cyberspace and girls there smitten by the score but in real life I am alone and wonder what I'm living for no lover and no loved one just empty bed and empty heart leaving me to wonder at my worth as my world falls apart I have money enough to buy what I want and enough things to occupy my time but without love, what is a man no core or soul just empty rind But do not feel guilty you'll forget me as soon as you've gone no harm done, just another case of a man who waited for too long.

The Poet's Heart.
No uttered words the poet speaks, No skies of golden hue, No tales of unrequited love, They were lost when I lost you. No words to caress his lover's heart, And gone the dreams he swore they'd live, But alone within the poet dwells, No uttered words... none left to give. No music swells within his soul, Just silence surrounds his heart, And the solitude engulfs his world, When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see, And the glory he saw each day, Now the poet pens his last farewell, No more love can he convey. But what's the poet's soul to do? To release the love he feels, For he'll surely die and wither, If that love he now conceals. He must hide the hurt and heartache, Just smile to friends and say, I'm fine... love doesn't matters, And deceive them all that way. For a different face he'll show them, To barricade his pain, To hide his shattered spirit, From the love he ne'er attained. But the pain within shall kill h

Another One
[] Push me into a wall and kiss? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm Hot? [] Think I'm Ok? [] Think I'm Ugly? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Date Me? Am I... [] Smart? [] Fu

Alberta Redneck
Redneck Happy and Sad tale A Redneck couple were sharing a bottle of Jack Daniels when the husband Said, "I bet you can't tell me somethin' that will make me happy and sad all at The same time." The wife thought about it for a few moments, then answered, "Your pecker's bigger than yer brother's" ------------------------------------------------- Today's my baby girl's 18th birthday. I be so glad that this be my last child support payment! Month after month, year after year, all those payments! So I call my baby girl, Lakeesha, to come to my house and when she get there, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take this cheque over to yo momma house and tell her this be the last cheque she ever be gettin' from me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo momma's face." So, my baby girl take the cheque over to her momma. I be anxious to hear what she say and 'bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk through the door, I say, "Now what you momma say 'bou

Sex
I’m setting in my chair there is a knock at the door I yell come in and it is you I never seen you before or the other way around I get up I walk over to you and start kissing you drop to your knees and start to rub me through my pants every rub un zips my pants a little more un till you have worked my cock out of my pants you rub it and thin lick the shaft and then put it in your mouth then you start moving up and down on it slowly but with a tight grip I pull you up to your feet and move you over to my chair I turn it on it vibrates I rub thru your pants until I fill how hot I have made you I un facen them and start to work them down while I kiss you I tilt the chair you are now sitting like you are in a rocket ship I move to the other side of you and put my self back in to your mouth and that’s when I start to pull your legs apart I rub all the way around it while you are sucking my cock I lean in and touch you for the first time with my finger I slip it down on top of your clit and

An Email To The Westboro Baptist Church.
Subject: I would like to discuss what exactly is Christian about what you do. Dear Westboro Baptist Church; I understand the concept; you and YOUR God (not the generally accepted God, and most definitely not my set of Gods) hate fags, including myself. Fine. You claim that because God hates fags, they kill straight people to show you all that we need to die. Doesn't make much sense, since God could just kill us and be done with it, allowing you "true Christians" to bop each other's brains out and procreate at will. But I can understand to some degree, at least. However, do you seriously intend to cause much more pain to the innocent people who had their son taken from them by YOUR God (to show them that fags are evil of course) by shouting and pretending like they're equally to blame for our being allowed to live and be gay? For instance, I can pretty much guarantee that half of the mothers grieving over the bodies of their dead children are ounce for ounce as conserv

What If Pagans Were Finally The Majority....?
Walking in the square, my silken hood sheilding my eyes from the midday sun, I smiled and shook my head as I passed an Evangelist on his proverbial soapbox, preaching to the usual bigoted rabble. "- and these abominations have convinced our government that they are the saviors of this planet- that they alone channel the power of Spirit needed to heal the planet of our destruction. So the planet ignores the will of God and filth like that one walk about like they own the place!" I halted in my tracks, unable to resist the temptation. "Maybe that's because I do." I turned and let the hood fall from my red-gold hair, midnight-blue eyes flashing in satisfaction as I saw the Evangelist's face turn white. The emblem on my brooch matched the emblem on several buildings surrounding the square- a cat's eye set inside the loop of an ankh, itself set inside a pentacle- the whole crest set in silver upon black onyx, the cat's eye a bright red

Because You Keep Paying It, Stupid!
For those of you who say "The price of gas is outrageous but, it won't change my plans' ... . Must reading for those of you who think we can't do anything about it .... more like we DON'T do anything about it...... Think about this as you pay at the pump...... AND in a couple of months when the gouging gas companies release their RECORD PROFITS!!! . Read and Comment HERE

To Let Go
To let go doesn't mean to stop caring; It means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off... It's the realization that I can't control another... To let go is not to enable, but to allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try and change or blame another, I can only change myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own outcomes. To let go is not to be protective, It is to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold, or argue, but to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,

Update
Hey all just givin everyone an update here!!! I dont have my internet at home right now (gotta get the damn bill paid) Taking donations LOL!!! Anyways Iam doing ok job searching is about all fun fun!!! But Hopefully will be back online asap!!! Just this past Monday I met a wonderful man and can NOT wait to get to know him better and yea hes on here tho we didnt meet on here but somerwhere other then here....Hoping we will get together as one and be something I like him and I think he likes me as well hehe....I hope that he likes me as well...When we met it was a good meeting so we will see what happens Also letting everyone know also that my grand daughter was born last Thursday May 10th her name is Elaina Larie and she was born at 3:12pm and weighed 6lbs 3oz I havent seen her yet cause as of Friday of last week shes been in the NICU....Which in term is the Neonatl Intensisve Care Unit....She was eating and wasnt makin much progress but I talked to my daughter and she is starting to

Cletic Coligny Calander
Celtic names Modern months Meaning Samonios October/November Seed-fall Dumannios November/December Darkest depths Riuros December/January Cold-time Anagantios January/February Stay-home time Ogronios February/March Ice time Cutios March/April Windy time Giamonios April/May Shoots-show Simivisonios May/June Bright time Equos June/July Horse-time Elembiuos July/August Claim-time Edrinios August/September Arbitration-time Cantlos September/October Song-time

Please Help
I have a lovely lady that needs some help with her contest...PLease come and rate her a ten and leave a few comments... I will repay the love...Thank you so much,Claudia Let me know if I miss you...hugs Click on picture and it will take you to the link... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

Attention: All Guys Using "shirtless" Pictures Of Yourself.
Unless you have visible muscle tone and the "6-pack" abs of lore....please stop. You're only succeeding in making yourselves look even more like lonely horny guys hoping to see some pixellated boob.

2 Wrongs Don"t Make A Right>
It seems everyone continues to point fingers back and fourth over who started the war. Let's make it simple. WE BOTH DID! . Come on ppl the President meet face to face with Osaham binladin during a summer vacation in the 90's. Doesn't it get you a little curious if this whole thing with the twin towers was not a set up? I feel Bush Sr knew his son was going to be elected and had to find a way to keep him in office. He knew there would be ppl out there that would support his son in any action he would take. I think our not so great president thinks by continuing this war he can stay in office longer.What is sad though is what ppl are coming up for the next voting for president. For example Hillary Clinton.To me it seem her husband is going to be a heavy influence on her. It would be more or less the 3rd coming of Bill Clinton.I think people should be properly informed as of what is going on in the goverment and have a more say in how this country runs. Our for fathers worked very hard t

Cherr Points
oK! I've been at this for just a few months and I'm starting to figure this thing out. I need lots of cherry points so, I'm asking everyone on my friends/fans list to take a moment and make sure that they have friended and fanned me and give me a rating. Thats all 4 now:)

This Is The Charger I Have Put On Pandemonium
Active Inmate Details - GONZALEZ, LUIS Information PIN: A0105206 Booking #: 0700007612 Location: EC219B Name: GONZALEZ, LUIS MIGUEL Sex: M Race: W Height: 510 Weight: 135 Hair: BLK Eyes: BRO DOB: 5/24/1973 Booking Date: 5/12/2007 4:11:00 AM Charges Code Desc OBTS Bond $ Release Case # Charge # 1 784.041-1 BATTERY | FELONY BATT RESULT FROM BODILY HARM/DISABILITY 4201118149 $10,000.00 07023945 Court Case # Bond Type: SURETY Bond #: 1 Other Desc: FEL BATTERY Court Date: 5/13/2007 Pictures The Marion County Sheriff's Office updates this information regularly, however this information can change quickly. Therefore, the Marion County Sheriff's Office does not expressly or by implication warrant that the information or data accessed by the user is accurate or correct. The Sheriff is not liable for any loss, cost, damage or expense arising directly or indirectly in connection wi

♥ Just Because He Lives . ♥
God sent His son, they called Him, Jesus; He came to love, heal and forgive; He lived and died to buy my pardon, An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! How sweet to hold a newborn baby, And feel the pride and joy he gives; But greater still the calm assurance: This child can face uncertain days because He Lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living, Just because He lives! And then one day, I'll cross the river, I'll fight life's final war with pain; And then, as death gives way to vict'ry, I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives! Because He lives, I can face tomorrow, Because He lives, all fear is gone; Because I know He holds the future, And life is worth the living

This Is Just Sick.....
"Updated:2007-05-16 15:41:26 Baby 'Bubba' Gets State Gun Permit AP CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be. With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence.

When Love And Hate Collide
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call When divided we stand baby, united we fall Got the time got a chance gonna make it Got my hands on your heart gonna take it All I know I can't fight this flame You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time Without you One night alone Is like a year without you baby Do you have a heart of stone Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for When we treat each other baby, like an act of war I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes There's a time and a place and a reason And I know I got a love to believe in All I know got to win

Pet's Sentiments Towards The Westboro Baptist Church.
http://www.spacewar.com/reports/Bush_bans_protests_at_military_funerals.html May the Gods be eternally thanked for this their greatest blessing on us all, for George W. Bush did something that, for once, went against a church, and yet was still morally right. * applauds * The group has said the law is a "blatant" infringement of free speech and said it would keep up its activities while staying in line with the new restrictions. Five women from Westboro church sang and danced as they held up signs saying "thank God for dead soldiers" at the funeral. Hundreds of flag waving bikers went to Flushing in a bid to shield the soldier's family. They turned their leather-clad backs to the five women and held flags and canvas covers so that mourners walking by would not see the signs saying "God hates fags," "fag vets" and "America is doomed". The Patriot Guard Riders say they have 16,000 members nationally ready to block the fire and brimstone Baptists at military funerals.

Pomp And Circumstance
I know some people who commented on yesterday's blog entry didn't mean to be critical . . . and I'm not taking it that way. Two of them -- I wasn't quite certain whether they were amazed or appalled -- felt like I'd gone "all over the map" with my writing on Martha getting rested and recovered, the addition of stars to the United States flag, Schoolhouse Rock, the goals for my third novel, and I'm sure there's more I'm not thinking of right now. And I left out one topic I DID want to talk about (good thing, too, or yesterday's entry would have gotten unwieldy). All over the world, at least the parts of it that follow a standard academic year, there will be multitudes of high school seniors and college and university graduates marching to receive their diplomas. Thirteen years ago yesterday, I was one of these, receiving my Bachelor of Arts in social science education from Stetson University in DeLand. And it was the one year that the university band elected not to play the tradi

Process Of Thought
Thoughts, moving akin to a swift stream, cascading along the rough rocky bed upon the mountain. Never careing if the darkness has evolved, or the light is aglow. Cold, Warm, Boiling , or Bubbly. It matters not ..... for it is moving, ever moving, never stopping long enough to take form. This is my blog. Formless, Shapeless, Shallow or Deep. Droplets splashing out and back in. Sometimes, drying just outside the flow. Stagnant? I say nay, for it is ever moving, newly developing in the process of thought

What's With The Kids On Ct
as I look thru the new members section I am seeing new members who are OBVIOUSLY not adult and lying about their ages to join. I joined cherrytap to get away from the kids on myspace but they are following us. Why is it that the kids feel the need to join a site for grown people and associate with us in a manner that they would associate with other KIDS.... Why is it that GROWN men are flirting with these kids on the ADULT site..... I don't understand. Kids need to stay OUT of the pub and you so called men who feel the need to flirt with these kids should be banned from the pub!!!!

Do You Really Support Our Troops?
OK! I know y'all are used to hearing me try to be funny, but I have a serious message for ya. I'm done reading tear jerker stories about our fallen soldiers, and how I can support the troops by forwarding a stupid chain letter that our soldiers are not even aware of. The truth is that this war may have some similarities to Viet Nam, but one of the main differences this time is that we ALL support the troops. In fact if you don't support our troops, you're in the very small minority and a fuckin' weirdo. So what is the point of this bulletin? PUT YOUR MONEY WHERE YOUR MOUTH IS!!!!!!! I can think of 2 outstanding organizations to donate to. The USO and VFW have taken care of our boys for a long long time. And if you people really care like you say you do, don't forget about the Vets when they come back in need of further support. I have donated to both in the past and they are both tax deductable. the web sites are: www.uso.org and www.vfw.org I really don't care if you decide

Miss Me???
Yes Ihave returned, but only briefly. Nothing really has been goin on I've just been away for a break from the netfrom people all together. Yes, I was depressed. Still a little but, I'm coming to. Thisis the bestway to let you guys know I'm alright (at least thoseIthink cares). SO if you want hit me up on email or in the next 30min I'm on here. Now on to a new discovery of myself. i found out that I'm a really lazy guy. Yeah. I should have been promoted by now, but I just been lettin the time pass without turning in the right paperwork and all. I'm very disappointed in myself. I want all the things everyone strives for (house, car, so on so forth) but what am I doing to get this stuff? WHAT??? Well, don't crucify me just yet I have to tell you why. It's because I don't have anything to get all this stuff for. No wife, no family, I have noone to support or provide for. Yes I MAY have a son but nothing has been proven yet but it's nice to have some pictures to show and something to

Why I Struggle To Live
WHERE WILL THIS ROAD TAKE ME? I WONT KNOW UNTILL I WALK IT! BUT WHEN I REACH THE END OF ITWHAT WILL BE THERE? SO MANY QUESTIONS BUT NOT ENOUGH AWNSERS AND NOT NEARLY ENOUGH TIME TO AWNSER THEM CORRECTLY THE LIFE IVE LIVED HAS A HAUNTING PAST IN ITS OWN WAY, BUT I PUSH FORWARD TO SEEK THE AWNSER IM LOOKING FOR. SO UNTIL I FIND THOSE AWNSERS THAT WILL HELP ME IN THE LONG RUN.... I AM NO LONGER THE HAPPY PERSON I USED TO BE OR THAT I WANT TO BE I DONT WANT A SHADOW TO CAS OVER MY HEAD FOR ALL ETERITY BUT; THERE IS NO FUTURE SO I LIVE FOR YESTERDAY ANDTODAY, HOPFULLY TO FIND WHAT IT IS IM LOOKING FOR ALL MY LIFE... BUT NOW I LIVE FOR ME AN MY FAMILY, STILL SEEKING MORE AWNSERS BUT STILL KNOWING THAT I GOT LUCK TO EVEN BE ABLE TO SAY I EVEN HAVE MY OWN FAMILY MY HEART IS HEAVY WITH SO MANY ACHES AND PAINS BUT I STILL PRESS ON KNOWING THAT I COULDNT BE MORE HAPPY, MORE PLEASED, WITH THE ROAD IM ON. IVE MAD CHANGES SO THAT I COULD LIVE IN PEACE BUT THERES S

Boo-boo
Yesterday during the 12 Gage shotgun qualifications, I failed to snug up the shot gun to the "sweet spot" in the shoulder. When I fired the third round of the nine required, I got mule kicked. It looks gross, but is not all that painful. I did, as reported, finish my qualifications. Shotguns are no longer a requirement in Texas Commission officer courses. It was only an additional $25.00. I look at that as the cost of renting the shotgun. I don't know if it will look good on a resume or not, but I need need the training on a pump shotgun since I do own a 20 gage myself and have not had opportunity to work on it. I figured between qualifying with it, and needing to be trained with it for home-defense, it was worth the additional cost.

7 Day Blast!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12:oop.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS. GOODY

Now What?
Ok, now i have my very own chatroom, um lounge but noone to talk to. And if i post a whatsit, um, a picture of me holding some kind of identification as to prove that i am myself i can get to level up to having 6000 friends or something, like wow.. I have no idea how many "friends" i currently have here, i only know there are way too many of them and leveling up to 6000 friends or being allowed to post 3000 pictures of me would be a total waste of time and effort. I tried to sort my friends into subgroups by adding this one to my fan list or that one to my family but theres just so many of them that i cant really remember why i put this one here and that one there anymore. So now im going to stop adding people unless they request an add and maybe its about time i checked out who i have added and why, im sure i didnt only add the girls with the biggest boobies or i hope i wasnt that shallow anyway.

Random Ranting
*the musical went amazingly, considering we had only one full run-through the night before we officially opened. friday night was def the best cuz we were on key and singing nicely ^_^ yay us! and now the musical is over so 5th period (the musical class) is basically us not doing anything. *lacrosse should be over by now!!! but noooo...we lost the semi-finals so our season should've ended, but we went 2 more weeks for this 3 team tournament (us, mclean and queen anne) to take place. so we go out to mclean to play two 30 minute halves (each half against a different team). so far, we've rocked out. we go back tomorrow. *my friend sophie and i really really wanna do the emo thing. it was raining on saturday night during our last musical performance (we lost power halfway thru the show so the techies had to do the lighting cues manually) so during intermission, sophie and i went running down to the locker rooms, the cermaics room and the photo lab so we could see the rain. we

Bitch Meter
You Are 71% Bitchy While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! How Bitchy Are You?

Jealousy Meter
You Are 44% Jealous You're a fairly jealous person, but it's nothing to beat yourself up about. A little jealousy is perfectly normal, though sometimes you take it a little far. Recognize when jealousy is taking over your life, and try to hold back your impulses. You'll be a better (and happier) person for it! How Jealous Are You?

Jeweler Wanted
GOLDHOLES is expanding and in need of a jeweler to craft our product in the Phoenix area. Does not have to interfere with current work status. Must be able to design and craft GOLDHOLES quality body jewelry in gold and platinum. Contact us here thru CherryTap or at goldholesnet@aol.com

What A Long Day, But It Was Good.
Finally my semi-annual physical exam is over with, it seemed to have taken a lot to get it done, but, I am not complaining. Just for those that don't know but I am sure it can be guessed, all branches regularly test their members in certain phases of physical exercises which plays a factor in their ability to advance or stay in. For the Navy, it consists of four parts, Part 1 is a sit-reach (you sit on the ground and touch your toes without bending your knees) and yes, there are some that have trouble, in case anyone was wondering if that would be difficult. We all have some shortfalls. Part 2, is sit-ups (and there is a certain way your partner can hold your feet and other little rules). Part 3 is push-ups, (likewise there are certain rules that apply here as well) and then the beloved 1.5 mile run in a pre-determined amount of time. Even when I went to boot camp, I was never a good runner. In time, I would get better, but also I began developing knee problems that starte

Two Steps Behind
Walk away if you want to. Its ok, if you need to. Well, you can run, but you can never hide From the shadow thats creepin up beside you. And, theres a magic runnin through your soul, But you cant have it all. (whatever you do) Well, Ill be two steps behind you (wherever you go) And Ill be there to remind you That it only takes a minute of your precious time To turn around and Ill be two steps behind. Yeah, yeah. Take the time to think about it. Just walk the line, you know you just cant fight it And take a look around, youll see what you cant find, Like the fire thats burnin up inside me. Yeah, baby. Two steps behind -Def Leppard

Chapter 12 Reconciliation
Chapter 12 Reconciliation The wake had went well and the joy that was Phil was remembered and felt by all. Not long after the funeral, May Tanner decided to move. Faith moved in with her boyfriend and May sold the house and moved into a condo. Kent was back on the ludes again, so my circle of associates was low and that was how I liked it. Jane and I went out a couple of times, just as friends, but our different circles drew us in different directions. I pretty much drifted from class to class, putting forth only the effort needed to get by and no more. Many things no longer made sense to me. It was one afternoon, about two weeks after Phil died, that Lauren approached me in the smoking pit. “Uh, Brad?” I looked up at her. She looked nervous and uncertain. I flicked down my spent cigarette and leaned back against the wall, arms crossed on my chest. “Well?” She swallowed hard, “Well, I just wanted to tell you how sorry I was to hear about Phil. I know how clo

Sarcastic Bitch
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

The Wisdom Of Larry The Cable Guy .. . .
1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.

Lycanthropy Is In My Blood Now...
Ok here's the deal. I am a lychanthrope. I know you guys are laughing at me right now and it may be all the cold medicine I'm taking (I'm really sick today) but I really believe I am going through an animallistic metamorphosis (Damn! That's a lot of big words! Hope I spelled them right). Sit dow, grab a cup of coffee or your favorite soft drink and read my story. I must warn you though....it's not for the faint of heart. I was at my brothers house the other day playing Risk (Shut Up!!! It's a man's game!) when my 3-year-old son announced he had to pee. My niece was in the upstairs bathroom and the only one available was in the basement. Now being the amazingly wonderful father I am I had to go downstairs with him so he could relieve himself because every self-respecting three-year-old knows all monsters stay in the basement waiting for kids to come down there to use the bathroom so they can eat them. Now I know you're thinking "Gee Doug, this seems fairly harmless to me

Modern Rapunzel
someone asked to see this ... I wrote it because once a woman told me there is no such thing as love and that she would never love any .... so closed ... so lost ... so alone . MODERN RAPUNZEL A modern Rapunzel is who you are Watching the princes from a far Safe in your tower beyond their reach Making sure none can attach like a leach To suck out the life that you cherish so dear keep them all out, don't let them get near None should touch that which is meant to be free keep the walls up and watch, you will see The facades of men surely will show then inside you are sure to know That love is a fair tale told to young women so they will fall for the lies told by us men The greatest lie that ever was told in the end leaves us tired and old Wasting the years on someone who will go that is a pain that is not worthy to know To invest in a false hood that takes all away best to keep the walls till the end of our day The day does not en

I Feel Vindicated
for once something has gone my way in reference to my asshole middle brother the jerk made me go to trial for my order of protection application he couldn't accept that he is putting my family in danger by his actions. I could not put up with any more the the felons coming out of my garage in the morning the fear of the police raiding my home with threats of them taking the house away and being on the streets. My mother is so co dependent and allowed it to go on so long but in her current health she proved over and over that she can not make decisions for her self and i had to make a proactive choice and its done. My brother a drug addict and drunk and has abused both since he was in his teens his brain is fried and because of my mother never took responsibility for his actions. he never was a adult in anyway. he's a coward and runs away from any thing that he should be doing like sharing in helping his mother that burden is left to me and my younger brother. we have always su

Good Things That Make My Day
the last couple of days have been good as indicated in my previous entry. My daughter started her job this week i wish i found a job it would help but i'm keeping my hopes up. I'm getting the counceling and medicine to help me with my mental health I feel more relaxed and able to deal with my current situation. I feel less hopeless and depressed. I actually believe in hope again. I've really started walking again and want to do it more to lose this baggage i have on my body and soul. I've also had the energy to train my puppy suzie though she's not really a puppy per say she is 3 years old but she is so tiny and so active that she acts like one she needs obedence training and i got her actually fetching and bring back the ball to my feet she just has to learn not get distracted. thats all i'm just trying to post more good news than my usual sorrowful laments.

Come On Guys I Need To Know!!!!
Hey Guys!!! Please help me out here!!! Chris the owner of Mybabespace is offering you a 1 year free gold membership if you sign up!!! I need to know from all that has signed up so I can get credit. Please send me a shout or private message that you signed up so I know and can keep track to let Chris know. Oh ya one more thing..alot of you are having a hard time finding me...there is a blog saying I'm in Mybabespace contest for the month of May with pics you click on to vote also you can find a Mybabespace pic towards the top of my profile in the about me section just click on the pic and it will take you to the voting area but remember you must sign up to vote!!!! Thanks from deep in my heart for all the support and love you have given me!!!! xoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Mummless In Illinois
I've been banned from posting mumm's, for an undetermined amount of time, and I was surprised because the content was from an event that occurred. All I asked was if you were in a plane crash, would you eat the children or the older first. I agree, it was tastelss. But is it any more tasteless than the 4 mumms a day we get asking if we prefer a woman shaved or not. Or how about which sized titty we prefer. Or my favorite, Dr Pepper or (fill in the soft drink). These Mumms are offensive because every one i read, I just get a tad bit more stupid. At least mine was thought provoking. I do not want to offend, I want people to use their noodle. I would thank that a Mumm about titties, or a cooch, would be NSFW. Apparantly I was wrong. But alas, it is not my site, and apparantly somebody who should have stayed on MySpace was offended by my Mumm, so I would like to offer an apology, very slowly, because they are a moron, and missed that it was tongue in cheek.

Friedship
This said by the best description in a movie and whether you like it or not for the most part it is true.... Sally: We are just going to be friends, ok? Harry: Great! Friends! It's the best thing. Harry: You realise of course that we can never be friends. Sally: Why not? Harry: What I'm saying is... and this is not a come-on in any way, shape or form, is that men and women can't be friends because the sex part always gets in the way. Sally: That's not true, I have a number of men friends and there's is no sex involved. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: No you don't. Sally: Yes I do. Harry: You only think you do. Sally: You're saying I'm having sex with these men without my knowledge? Harry: No, what I'm saying is they all want to have sex with you. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: They do not. Harry: Do too. Sally: How do you know? Harry: Because no man can be friends with a woman h

Jakked This From Roxie
1. Story behind your Cherrytap song? I love VNV Nation!! 2. What's bothering you right now? Life ahead of me... 3. Where do you live? Florida DESCRIBE YOUR.. 4. Background on your cell phone: Yoshi 5. Jewelry worn daily: No 6. Pillowcase: White and a bit stained...j/k 7. Eyes: Black 8. Sport: Basketball or Icehockey 9. CD In Stereo: Dry Kill Logic 10. Piercings: None yet WHAT ARE YOU.. 11. Thinking about? Angie 12. Listening to? Dry Kill Logic 13. Gonna do after this survey? Chat on AIM 14. Wishing you were doing? Travelling 15. Wearing? Shorts and a tee 16. Wanting? a hug be nice Name something.. 17. You love to do... listen to music 18. You don't ever want to party with... drunk people, they smell like vomit 19. Something you're afraid of? octopus Do you... 20. Do you like candles? yes 21. Do you like the taste of blood? YESSS 22. Do you believe in love? Dunno anymore 23. Do you believe in sou

My Child... Plz Comment This One!!!
My Child, You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16 I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44 I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression o

The Misuse Of Power By The Mainstream Media..
It must be incredible to be a member of the all knowing media. I mean, they have to be all knowing for them to have already decided which candidates for office stand a chance of being elected and which don't. For example..they've already written Dr. Ron Paul off as a mere amusement. However, the people have said twice now that He is the man they want to run this country. After the first debate, initially Dr. Paul was not included in any of the post debate polls..after an overwhelming outcry from the people..he was included in polls from MSNBC and ABC News among others. And Dr. Paul OVERWHELMINGLY came out ahead of all the other candidates...thousands of votes of support compared to hundreds for his nearest competitors. At MSNBC Dr. Paul has the absolute highest approval rating and the lowest disapproval rating..by a HUGE margin. After this latest debate, FOX News puts him at 25%..just behind Mitt Romney (who has 29%). Giuliani is not even close. Yet still the media ignor

Morning Sex
An old classic. .. . MORNING SEX She was in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walked in. She turned and said, "You've got to make love to me -- this very moment." His eyes lit up and he thought, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraced her and then gave it his all, right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, "Thanks," and returned to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asked, "What was that all about?" She explained, "The egg timer's broken."

Emotocard
Hallmark Scientists Identify 3 New Human EmotionsKANSAS CITY, MO-The new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill any gaps left by the company's "Thinking of You" and "Just Because" categories. "These new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill a void that has too long persisted in the consumable pleasantries market," said Hallmark president and CEO Don Hall, Jr., speaking to reporters in front of a watercolor backdrop of tulips beside a pond. "They will add a whole new level of complexity and nuance to the way we humans relate to one another, and will fill in any gaps left by our 'Thinking of You' and 'Just Because' categories." The first emotion the project successfully isolated was "requiapathy," the combination of relief and guilt that comes with the sudden realization that you no longer miss a dead loved one. That discovery quickly led to the uncovering of "seprudity," the feeling of appreciating a coworker's dedication without fully understanding his or her job function, and "trepati

Prince Harry
So. Prince Harry is not going to Iraq after all. At first, I was mad, wondering why he is more important than my nephew who is IN Iraq. Then I started thinking, that the Prince would cause more of a safety issue for him if he DID go. I'm sure someone wants to capture or kill the Prince, and anyone near him. So, on that note, I think they made the right decision. I also wonder if there are any celebrities currently in Iraq. And if so, stay away from my nef!!!

Temptation Sweet Dreams Of Sin
Tempted to play with fire Tempted by the darkest desire Tempted to run in the danger zone Tempted to live on the edge on my own Tempted to do as I damn well please Tempted to this moment cease Tempted to travel to a distant shore Tempted by desires forever more Tempted by an innocent smile Tempted by lusty dark style Tempted to take beauty and make her mine Tempted to show contempt for the divine Tempted to throw caution to the wind Tempted to never repent for I have sinned Tempted to never care ever again Tempted to put to sleep all the pain Tempted to give up and just yell fuck it all Tempted but never to give in to the fall Temptation is part of the souls deepest greed Temptations never truly have fulfilled my need By R. Thomas Dinsmore just more thoughts and a vain rant .

Don't It Make My Redhouse Blue?
Blues Singer's Woman Permitted To Tell Her SideCLARKSDALE, MS-Ida Mae Dobbs, longtime woman of Willie "Skipbone" Jackson, called a press conference Tuesday to respond to charges levied against her by the legendary Delta blues singer. "Despite what Mr. Jackson would have you believe, I am not an evil-hearted woman who will not let him be," Dobbs told reporters. "I repeat: I am not an evil-hearted woman who will not let him be. To the contrary, my lovin' is so sweet, it tastes just like the apple off the tree." Dobbs, accused of causing Jackson pain and breaking his heart by calling out another man's name, categorically denied treating him in a low-down manner. "He says he sends for his baby, but I don't come around," Dobbs, a brownskin woman, said. "He says he sends for his baby, but I don't come around. Well, the truth is, I do come, but he is out messing with every gal in town." During the press conference, Dobbs also disputed an Aug. 27 statement made by Jackson, who c

Morph Contest
BEST MORPH CONTEST Best Morph contest. Looking for 20 contestants. The contest will start Sunday, May 20,2007 at 6pm EDT. The contest will end Sunday, May 27,2007 at 6pm EDT. Send me a PM with the link to the pic you wish to use. I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP RULES Contest begins 5-20-07@6pmEDT and ends 5-27-07@6pmEDT. Comment bombing and self-comment bombing allowed. 1 rate=1 comment so be sure and tell everyone to rate also. GOOD LUCK TO ALL PRIZES 1st-SILVER MOTORCYCLE 2nd-ROLEX 3rd-DIAMOND EARRINGS *PRIZES WILL BE PAID OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR* THANKS GABE~BIG G~ CT HUSBAND TO MANDY I LOVE MY SWEET CT WIFE ♥MANDY♥@ CherryTAP

My Mom
Sorry I havn't been online lately. My Mom went back in the hospital Friday night and Saturday night she went in respority arrest. She was in the ICU unit untill this afternoon. She is doing a little better but she has a hole in her intestines, along with an abcess on her colon. I miss you guys and I will be back as soon as I can. Oh and an update in my mother in law. She is still on the vent and it dosnt look like she will ever get off. The smoking has made her lungs so weak that she cant brethe on her own enough to stay alive. Please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. I will greatly appriciate it. We all need them!

Quotes On Sex.
"I am not promiscous, you know. Promiscuity implies that attraction is not necessary" -Tallulah Bankhead-quoted in Miss Tallulah Bankhead, by Lee Israel. "Lust is more abstract than logic; it seeks(hope triumphing over experience)for some purely sexual, hence purely imaginary, conjuction of an impossible femaleness" -C.S.Lewis-The Allegory of Love. "It is better to be silent than to say things at the wrong time that are too tender; what was appropriate ten seconds ago is so no longer, and hurts one's cause, rather than helps it" -Stendhal-The Compleat Lover, edited by William Geoffrey. "A maid that laughs is half taken" -English Proverb. "Making love, we are all more alike than we are when we are talking or acting. In the climax of the sexual act, moreover, we foget ourselves; that is commonly felt to be one of its recommendations. Sex annihilates identity, and the space given to sex in contemporay novels is an avowal of the absence of character" -Mary McCarthy-On The

Just Married
Morning Everyone.....thanks for all the ratings and comments......gotta love this site......drop by for a chat anytime and dont forget to visit my ct hubby Randall.......such a dark and mysterious guy.....Love to all randall flagg..- ct husband of biguysoldlady@ CherryTAP

Pizza Delivery (best Delivered Hot!!!)
I thought I'd share that one reader CUMmented that the story reminded her of her need for a MEAT Lover's Pizza... or a Double MEAT Pizza... PIZZA DELIVERY I thought I'd share my dream from a few nights ago....I can't remember where you were, it wasn't at home, but I was delivering pizza. Your house was the last stop of the night and I was ready to get home and check my e-mail (I was hoping there would be a naughty letter from an acquaintence). I rang the door bell, and heard a delightful voice say "I'm coming!!!!" and I thought "don't I wish!" When the door opened, I was caught by surprise.....I thought I was back in high school looking at Rhonda with dyed hair. "Yes?" you said, "ummmm, that'll be sixteen s-i-x-t-y n-i-n-e" I said, emphasising the 69. You turned to go to your purse, and I watched your skirt sway above your stockings and high heels, click....click....click as you casually strode across the room. I felt a stiring and swelling in my boxer

Funny
The famous Olympic skier Picabo Street (pronounced "PEEK A BOO" ) is not just an athlete, she is a nurse. She currently works at the Intensive Care Unit of a large metropolitan hospital. She is not permitted to answer the telephone, however, as it caused simply too much confusion when she would answer the phone and say: Picabo, ICU. I knew a blonde that was so stupid that... She called me to get my phone number. She spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said "concentrate." She put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind. She tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order. She sent me a fax with a stamp on it. She tried to drown a fish. She thought a quarterback was a refund. She got locked in a grocery store and starved to death. She tripped over a cordless phone. She took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept. She asked for a price check at the Dollar Store. She studied for a blo

My Love
I honestly though I didn't know what love was...I would confuse love with lust, and now I see what love truely is. I know now that I love Chris more than anyone I have ever been with before...I love talking to him for hours, which pass by like minutes. I can't wait until he finally moves down here to live with me. I love him so much... :)

Time
TIME GETS BETTER WITH AGE I learned that I like my teacher because she cries when we sing "Silent Night". Age 5 I learned that our dog doesn't want to eat my broccoli either. Age 7 I learned that when I wave to people in the country , they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9 I learned that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up again. Age 12 I learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14 I learned that although it's hard to admit it, I'm secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15 I learned that silent company is often more healing than words of advice.. Age 24 I learned that brushing my child's hair is one of life's great pleasures. Age 26 I learned that wherever I go, the world's worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29 I learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 30 I learned that there are people who l

Have You Ever Thought About Things
Have you ever thought about: Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll just squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out? Who was the first person to say "See that chicken there...I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes out of its ass." Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would eat? Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him? Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane? If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of a coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat? Why do people point at their wrist when asking the time, but don't point at their crouch when they ask where the bathroom is? Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway? Why does Goofy stand erect and Pluto remains

Signs
Signs Found In Kitchens 1. A messy kitchen is a happy kitchen and this kitchen is delirious. 2. No husband has ever been shot while doing the dishes. 3. A husband is someone who takes out the trash and gives the impression he just cleaned the whole house. 4. If we are what we eat, then I'm easy, fast, and cheap. 5. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand. 6. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator. 7. Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused. 8. A clean house is a sign of a misspent life. 9. Help keep the kitchen clean - eat out. 10. Housework done properly can kill you. 11. Countless number of people have eaten in this kitchen and gone on to lead normal lives. 12. My next house will have no kitchen --- just vending machines.

Wednesday Stuff
Well this has been a long day already. I woke up at around 6 AM, with the guys working on the neighbor's sidewalk. Far too early for that. I knew then it would be a crappy day.. my head hurt already lol. I crawled out of bed at 8..... my sinuses full and head pounding. I couldn't even look at the computer screen cuz the light hurt. Yes.. I am whining and I am gonna no matter what ya say..lol. Tried to work..... made a few calls.. answered some emails. Took some meds that put me back to sleep. So I am feeling a bit better.. still have the sinus pressure but the pain is less. David called. To talk about Pokemon..lol. He is supposed to have soccer tonight. I am hoping the rain keeps up so they reschedule. I just don't feel like the drive tonight so I am hoping its moved to another night. If not, I will head out for the game. IS it bad for me to wish for lots of rain? lol Still don't know if I have to replace my sidewalk yet. They want the the sidewalks done befor

Robbery
BANK ROBBERY..... Two lawyers are in a bank, when, suddenly, armed robbers burst in. While several of the robbers take the money from the tellers, others line the customers, including the lawyers, up against a wall, and proceed to take their wallets, watches, etc. While this is going on lawyer number one jams something in lawyer number two's hand. Without looking down, lawyer number two whispers, "What is this?" to which lawyer number one replies, "It's that $500 I owe you."

Trying To Hint At Something
A LETTER FROM A COLLEGE STUDENT The parents of a Northwestern student who just headed back from holiday received this letter: Dear Mom and Dad: Univer$ity life i$ $o wonderful! Cla$$e$ this $e$$ion are intere$ting, my cla$$mate$ are the be$t! But after $pending all my ca$h on Chri$tma$ pre$ent$, I am in a little need for $ome $pending money for book$ and $uch. But don't want to $end the wrong $ignal$ home. Love Your $on After deliberating a while, this was the draft of their appropriate response: Dear Son: NOt much to NOtice here on the NOrth side of town since you left for NOrthwestern. NObody doing NOthing Noble. Enjoyed having you home for Thanksgiving in NOvember and Christmas. NOthing is the same since you left. Loved your NOte; write aNOther one when you have time.We think EcoNOmics and TrigNOmetry are suifficient to keep a graduate student busy. Have to go NOw. Mom & Dad

The Japanese
The Japanese have finally revealed a mystery for you. How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? NOW, through the miracle of high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes apparent. Click on the link below and you will find out. The image may take a minute or two to download and when it appears, slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle (center of your screen) and you will see how the magic works. Follow this link and find out the truth http://www.1-click.jp/

The Gallery
CHAPTER 1: I FELT SOMETHING I NEVER FELT BEFORE "WALKING INTO THIS GALLERY DID SOMETHING TO ME. IT MADE ME FEEL SOMETHING I NEVER FELT IN MY LIFE. IT WAS LIKE SHE TOOK MY BREATH AWAY. THATS WHEN WE LOCKED EYES. SHE LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL STANDING IN THE DIM LIGHT. I ALMOST FAINTED. ISN'T THAT WEIRD. I MEAN I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER. I'VE NEVER SAW HER IN MY LIFE. MAN WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?" KYLE ASKED HIS BEST FRIEND TYLER. "IT SOUNDS TO ME MY FRIEND LIKE YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH A GIRL YOU'VE NEVER MET." TYLER SAID SMILING. "I THINK I WAS JUST SICK OR SOMETHIN. I CAN'T BE IN LOVE WITH HER." KYLE SAID. "MAN JUMP INTO REALITY. YOU WASN'T SICK. YOU JUST DON'T WANNA HAER THE TRUTH." KYLE SIGHED. "I THINK I'M GONNA GO FOR A WALK TO CLEAR MY HEAD. I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW OKAY?" "OKAY MAN. SEE YA TOMORROW." TYLER SAID. KYLE LEFT AND TOOK A WALK ON THE BEACH. HE KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE GIRL IN THE GALLERY. "I'VE GOT TO SEE HER AGAIN." KYLE THOUGHT ALOUD. KYLE GOT IN HIS CAR AND WENT HOME. WHEN HE GOT HOM

What They Really Stand For
What car names really stand for... AUDI Always Unsafe Designs Implemented BMW Big Money Works Bought My Wife Brutal Money Waster Bimbette Motor Weapon Break My Window BUICK Big Ugly Indestructible Car Killer CHEVROLET Can Hear Every Valve Rap On Long Extended Trips Cheap, Hardly Efficient, Virtually Runs On Luck Every Time Cheap Heap, Every Valve Rattles, Oil Leaks Every Time Condition Hopeless, Entire Vehicle Relies On Leftover Engine Technology DODGE Drips Oil, Drops Grease Everywhere Dem Old Dudes Go Everywhere Dead or Dying Gas Eater Dear Old Dad's Geriatric Express FIAT Failure in Italian Automotive Technology Fix It All the Time Fix it again, Tony! FORD First On Recall Day First On Race Day First On Rust and Deterioration Fix Or Repair Daily Found On Road, Dead Fault Of R &; D Fast Only Rolling Downhill Features O.J. and Ron's DNA Found On Russian Dump GM General Maintenance Great Mistake GMC Garage Man's Companion Got A

Homer Qoutes
homer simpson lines Classic Lines from Homer Simpson "I think Smithers picked me because of my motivational skills. Everyone says they have to work a lot harder when I'm around." Bart: That's a hitch-hiker, Homer. Homer: Ooh, let's pick him up! Marge: No! What if he's crazy? Homer: And what if he's not? Then we'd look like idiots. "I saw this in a movie about a bus that had to speed around a city, keeping its speed over fifty, and if it's speed dropped, it would explode! I think it was called 'The Bus that Couldn't Slow Down.'" "Stealing? How could you?! Haven't you learned anything from that guy who gives those sermons at church? Captain what's-his-name? We live in a society of laws. Why do you think I took you to all those Police Academy movies? For fun? Well, I didn't hear anybody laughing, did you?" [Homer wrecks his car and has to explain it to the insurance guy.] Insurance Guy: O.K, now before I give you the check, I have just one more question. That

Watching A Storm Sweep In.
As I sit in my living room playing with my boys the winds begin to pick up. The rain starts to pour in, and the darkness takes over the sun. We sit by the window watching the trees dance this magical dance. They bend and twist, and only one breaks. My youngest lets out a scream, is it fear? Is it out of joy? I can't quite tell. We sit and watch in amazement I can't believe how hard the rain is falling. It is white outside almost like a blizzard. We hear a loud angry "MEOW" comming from the garage it must be Cleo silly cat soaking wet must have been "hunting" when the storm started. She is spiky, and unhappy. I remember upon seeing her that I left or I think I left my car windows open. I run outside, end up looking like Cleo only to see that I was smart and rolled up the windows after Sams club. My mother's dog keeps barking at the thunder. We make Mac and Cheese from scratch for dinner, Henry does his job perfectly, and in amazement after it is all done tells me how wonde

Why
*Why* As time flies by My hopes grow dim Dimmer then the lightest star In a galaxy full of them. So I ask myself ;why are stars so dim? As I work harder The journey seems longer Longer then the longest path In a world full of them So I ask myself; why are paths so long? As I climb higher My pride just breaks As if I were a mountain climber With obstacles in the way So I ask myself ;why are mountains so hard to climb? As I try more I cant seem to win As if I were facing the raging current river I feel trapped and held within So I ask myself; why are the river currents stronger once I’m in? As I fight one day longer My courage seems to fade As if it were a rainbow It stays then fades away So I ask myself; why are rainbows to wonderful but never seem to stay? As I dream stronger I miss my kids all the more Like hoping for a flower to grow As your waiting your frustration only seems to soar So I ask myself; why are flowers so

.....if You Knew..
If you knew that you were FOR SURE dying tomorrow.. What are the final 3 things you would do and why? My answers -- 1. I would take some sort of something, To enable me to stay awake for the next 3 days..And spend every moment with my children. 2. I would tell my family how grateful I am for them. 3. I would have TONS of sex. ......

Jack And Jill(funny)
Jack and Jill went up the hill... Any hurt caused to the childhood sentiments of anybody is purely unintentional. Jack and Jill Went up the hill, And planned to do some kissing. Jack made a pass and grabbed her ass, And now two of his front teeth are missing. Jack and Jill Went up the hill, Each one had a quarter. Jill came down with fifty cents, Do you think they went for water? Jack and Jill went up the hill, For just an itty bitty. Jill is now two months overdue, And Jack has left the city. Jack and Jill went up the hill, To fetch a pail of water. Jill forgot to take the pill, So now they've got a daughter. Jack and Jill went up the hill, With a little peg of brandy. Jack got stewed, Jill got screwed, Now it's Jack and Jill, and Sandy.

Sexy Party
Sexy Party lyrics ..> Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (I say) He's throwing you, a sexy party (Sexy) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna get in on it now, (You got that right) he's gonna take over the world oneday Stewie: Welcome to my sexy party have a breast milk, with a dash of Bacardi The women will converse with you about wealth or shoes, or the weather, and everyone's health we're all celebrating with smiles on fold, as I make preperations to take over the world and just so it won't seem awfully strange I'll tell you right now whats going to change Beyoncé Knowles will massage my head, and i'll make Kid Rock bring me breakfast in bed, and Britney's husband will feel my rath, when my army makes the little fucker take a bath Chorus: (Stewie) His name is stewie (That's right) He's throwing you, a sexy party (No shit) I'm so in love with Stew The only baby who's got it all figured out You better gonna

Family Guy
cant touch me (from family guy) Can't Touch Me lyrics ..> Just like the bad guy from Lethal Weapon 2 I've got diplomatic immunity, so Hammer cannot sue I can write graffiti, even jaywalk in the street I can riot, loot, not give a hoot, and touch your sister's teat Can't touch me! Stop! It's Peter time I'm a big shot, there's no doubt Light a fire then pee it out Don't like it, kiss my rump For a second, let's all do the bump Can't touch me! Yea do the Peter Griffin Bump Can't touch me! I'm Presidential Peter Interns think I'm hot Don't care if your handicapped I'll still park in your spot I've been around the world >From Hartford to Backbay It's Peter, go Peter, MC Peter, yo Peter Let's see Regis rap this way Can't touch me! (spoken) Except you, you can touch me.

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 16,2007
The outcome of this situation is pretty much up to you. If you decide to make a big deal about it, it'll end up being as dramatic and over-the-top as a soap opera. Think about it -- you do have alternatives.

Contest Im In ....plz Comment
HEY GUYS IM ALWAYS HELPIN EVERYONE SO SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND HOOK IT UP COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA THIS PIC FOR MY GURL KIM....MAKE SURE TO ADD FAN N RATE HER PAGE TOO..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW GUYS....SO MAKE SURE AND HIT HER UP AND I RETURN THE LOVE TO YA...MUAHZZZ THANKS CASSIE

6 Days To Nowhere Music Video... Coming Soon
So we are in the beggining stages of our first music video. it's gonna be great, all of you outside our area will finally be able to watch us play. So keep your ears to the ground, and an eye on our page, cuz it'll be here first!!!

New Lounge Created
hi there people created a new lounge feel free to join once up and running will be trying to mix live on there for your pleasure.... meanwhile add yourself in link below ...Dj leonski http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7469

~*near & Far*~
Near and far no matter were we are we are close to each others hearts with a simple mind to gell no matter what we know when we are thinking of each other and we know when the other is down with out a thought of hesatation in our mind we manange to make it though it all because we are near and far and show our love for one an other with everything that we have ....We finish each other sentence we talk about the littles things and the big things. some say we are far apart but when you think of it all we are very near one another with a big kind loveing heard and loveing arms for all to see that nothing can break us because we are strong and very willing to push it all through and make it with all that we have ......With each moment that we take we get closer and closer to things that can only be true for us and with all that we love each other more and more each day .... Im closeing now please rate and leave a comment i hope everyones day / night is going good thanks all that read

About Drinking
"One more drink and I'd be under the host" Dorothy Parker-You might as well live. "They speak of my drinking...but never think of my thirst" Scottish proverb. "Drink helps us penetrate the veil; it gives us glimpses of the Magi of creation where they seat weaving their spells and sowing their seeds of incarnation to the flowing mind" Don MarMarquis-The Almost Perfect State. "He who drinks a little too much, drinks much too much" A German Proverb. "Take the drink for the thirst that is yet to come" Irish Proverb. "I hope you are not one of those poeple who get drunk on the idea of alcohol (blessed word). It is really very curious that people get more muddled in their heads by thinking about intoxicants than by drinking them" Frederick Goodyear-Letters And Remains. "The sway of alcohol over maindkind is unquestionably due to its power to stimulate the mystic faculties of human nature, usually crushed to earth by the cold facts and dry criticisms of the sober hour.

Written Communication. Human Relationships. Assumptions. A Spiritual Connection
Written Communication. Human Relationships. Assumptions. A Spiritual Connection The word "Compassion" keeps coming up the last month. By compassion, I mean being gracious in relationships with others. Where love, life, light and truth abound, when those who do good come together for common purpose as ordained by the Divine to impact a community, a culture or a world, then the Darkness of this age will do all it can to minimize their impact, to tear down, and to divide and separate. As one of the most quoted individuals in history said, "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy…"[1] When reports of such instances begin to pile up from all over the world and from people working in the same Industry, you know Darkness is not happy when it is losing ground. I have seen and experienced many situations over the past month that were not pleasant, as many of these others experiencing similar phenomenon could also attest. In addition to personal and fa

Tears
In finding out some news recently, Thats very hard to bare, How do i keep my soul alive, And not live in such dispair? To find your life could be cut so short, In the blink of one's beautiful eyes, I pray and hope i see another day, So I raise my head to the sky, Dear father can you hear me i need your help, For another day, I might not see, I need your strength and loving arms, To as of now, Carry me. This news i received has broken my spirit, Its like a Cancer within my soul, I need your love and awesome strength, Because im not yet ready to go, This is going to be hard to face my kids, Knowing I am all they have, So please Lord hear me, Grant my prayer, So a mother, these children wont lack, Today was a battle again my Lord, Its making me realize all my worst fears, Please Lord help me, I am on my knee's, And please Lord, heal my tears,,,,,, Written by: Azalia I found out recently that i have Cancer. I don't know where my life is going to go f

One Of Those Days!
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you've been busy busy busy but when the day ends you feel like you didn't accomplish much? Thats how my day was at work today. I felt like I was busy the whole time but I must have been spinnying my wheels because I just don't feel like I accomplished a whole lot. Well I did give blood, so thats something... right? RIGHT?! lol

Now Hiring!!!!!!!
Hey all Club Inferno is now hiring Greeters and Barstaff. Go to www.clubinfernoradio.com click the staff link and in the top right corner there is an apply link or hit up myself or one of the other DJ's on the CT inferno lounge. I hope to see you there soon Club Inferno

Proud To Be A Hoe
...I had to write something about this because I'm feeling like an extra large pussy today and it kinda hurt my feelings... Apparently guys gather from my pictures and profile that I'm an idiot, I enjoy cock in every orifice and I most likely can't spell my name. So when they try to talk to me and find I can actually hold a conversation I think they're shocked. An anonymous MALE member of cherry sent me a message today. The usual "hey, what's good" "you're hot Miss Sneaky" whatever asking about my ass and titties - then tells me he has a girlfriend. So after arguing like a dumbass with him for a minute about how he doesn't need to "get to know me" if he already has a lil wifey, he calls ME a hoe for not wanting to talk to a dude with a girlfriend. WHAT THE FUCK!??!?!?!?!?! I don't know who is raising our men nowadays but they should be fucking fired. I am amazed by the fact that the male gender seems to get more and more discrespectful of women EVERY DAY and no one is making

Survey
1) Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? No 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? No 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yes 7) Had sex in a car? No 8) Had sex in a park? No 9) Had sex in a cinema? No 11) Had sex at work? No 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store Yes 13) Bought something from an "adult" store? No 14) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes, she knows who she is 15) Have you ever had a threesome? No 16) Are your breasts real? No they are fake....duhhhhh 17) Have you ever kissed a stranger? No 18) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? Yes 19) Who, on your friends list, will complete this survey? Hopefully all of them!!!

Screen Names
Please don't EVER attempt to contact me if your screen name is or resembles any of the following... Pussy Pleaser, Tongue Man, Big (insert # here) Inch, Master Bater, Sir Licks A Lot, All Night Pumper, My Face Is Your Seat, ect, ect....

I Dont Know
Randomness i tell you. I feel like everything just stoped and things are starting to sink in. Life wise i guess. Everythings going by so fast never really relized it till now. The only thing i really have to look forward to now im my life is finishing college, a career and a family. I just want to do what im passionate about and thats videogames, anything else after that is a plus. I doubt the family thing cause i guard myself to much to many times being burned. Don't want to risk it. Umm yea blah blah blah. Poem time maybe. In my travels never knew what was to come Walking past this morning sun, the morning mist kisses my skinn, and the wind whisps away sins guys named min i dont know lol I give up. I never know what to write. To many things on my mind. I guess whatever you guys who ever read this let me know what you want to hear about and maybe i can stay focused, Later all

Going To Partayyyyy!
Just in case you missed my bullitin I thought I would put it here too, I just can't hide my excitement and know certain ppl want to know. There are a few of my best friends on here who know me personally offline as well as online, and well we have been waiting and praying for my very busy daughter, mother of 3, married, works part time, has several large pets lol. She is also full time student to become an RN. SHE DID IT!!! I will let you know when graduation day is, and you know I will have pics. I am so proud of her determination to succeed at this with all the problems she had to tackle. I cried when I heard, only was told by family because the family knew I was going buggy knowing she had called with the grade and hubby couldn't get off the phone, I cried a few happy tears,then hopped into the truck and drove to her house, and gave her one of the longest, tearful hugs ever. Sharie Berry did it :-)! Now back into reunion world lol. I have been absent because of being handed a c

Mistakes Men Make Online
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

God Hates You
Seriously, I don't like songs about cars, girls, or horror movies that I'm the only that has really seen them. Seri-fucking-ously, is this just an actual attempt by local bands to be as bland as possible. Lets all write songs about the same shit. This will be great. Woohoo lets all sound like the Ramones. That will go well too. Can we all sound like Sum 41 now? That would be really fun. Lets all sing about demons and death if we all do it there will be no choice, but like us because everything is the same. Lets all write about money and escalades. We don't need to be deep because its all crap anyway. There is no actual culture in the united states past its ridiculous corporate consumer culture. Everything is currently being made with the likes of teenage girls in mind. Its great because marketing people like shit. Whoopity fucking crap doesn't that just make you want to shoot up does it?

Women Going To The Bathroom....no, I Did Not Write This!
A man never could have written this. It's so true you'll die laughing. WOMEN GOING TO THE BATHROOM.... When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't matter. The dispenser for the modern "seat covers" ( invented by someone's Mom, no doubt) is handy, but empty. You would hang your purse on the door hook, if there were one, but there isn't - so you carefully but quickly drape it around your neck, (Mom would turn over in her grave if you put it on the FLOOR), yank down your pants, and assume "The Stance." In this position your aging, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You'd love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken

The Only True Lovers Are Chefs
it's practically amazing.. (a shower of immense proportions.. more awe inspiring.. more death defying... more dangerous than hanging from some very thin rope at the top of the very big tent... more difficult than putting the lions and tigers in the same cage... more better than anything at all) ... that mothers cook meals each day for ungrateful children and spouses. if we were fair about it we would enclose kitchens in glass... so that the passers by would stop and wonder at the beauty of the four plates stacked against the four glasses tucking the forks and knives with that wonderful gentle touch of a napkin just kissing the edge. if we were really fair we would hold contests for the ordinary housewife who is not an ordinary anything but a working mother though we recognize immediately that there is no concept of a working father though we all are told men have families too so that we might reward the best housewife with some sort of Silver Plate and the best housemother with a

Outcast ( Another Of My Stories)
"Good night" "Good night." Heinemann closed the door and turned around. His wife, Leah, was sitting on the white sofa that dominated the whole living room. "I wonder if what they said is true", she began. "You mean about thinking alike? Unlikely. When we first met, we were such opposites that we hated each other for over a year!" "I remember", she said teasingly. "We hated each other, and look where we are now." She jumped off the sofa and gave him a strong hug, followed by a kiss. "I wouldn't change it for anything." "I better remember, Leah. After all, this get-together was to celebrate our fourth anniversary. That reminds me! I made reservations at the Palace for tomorrow and the day after." Her face lit up, and he kissed her again. "You mean a second honeymoon? What about little Joey?" "Mother will be here tomorrow to take care of him. Anyway, all we can spend there is two days and one night. We both have to work the day after that." "W

Drunkeness
Signs Your Drunk You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. Your job is interfering with your drinking. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream. Your career won't progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not! Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT'S a drinking problem! You can focus better with one eye closed. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. You fall off the floor.. Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. At AA meetings you begin: 'Hi my name is.. uh..' Your idea of cutting back is less salt. You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom, you fell asleep cloth

Couples Contest!!!
*IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND THE LINK FOR THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER *NO NSFW PIX ALLOWED *COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING ALLOWED *CONTEST TO RUN A FULL (7) DAYS, BEGIN AT NOON AND END AT NOON (CST), AS SOON AS I HAVE ENOUGH ENTRIES *PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN DURING THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR FOLLOWING THE CONTEST Luscious♥Mami ((Please fan me before you add me, thx))@ CherryTAP 1ST PRIZE: 1 VACATION, BE WHISKED OFF TO A TROPICAL VACATION YOU PICK CHOICE OF EITHER, HIS & HER MATCHING RIDES (2) GIVEN FOR HER FOR HIM 2nd PRIZE: HIS & HER MOTORCYCLES FOR HER FOR HIM 3RD PRIZE: FOR HIM FOR HIM FOR HER FOR HER PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS AND GET YOUR ENTRIES IN. HAVE A GOOD ONE AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL!! HUGS, SONYA AKA LUSCIOUS&HEARTS;MAMI PLEASE REPOST, STICKY REPOSTS GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT

Freebies
You know, I love Internet freebies. I love contests, too, but I rarely win them. I made a blog for all the freebies and contests I get. So if you're interested, feel free to check it out. :) http://staciesfreebies.blogspot.com/

Wierd Miracle?
Ok.. so my nieghbors wife is on life support in the hospital and was starting to do better so was taken off....well on Mother's Day she passed away...our nieghbor came over and told us the news told all the nieghbors..we all got together n was at his house when he got a phone call from the hospital that his wife was alive after being pronounced dead and was given a death certificate for her...she was dead for 4hrs..she was being rolled down to the morge when she woke up or came back to life...asken where they were taken her.....wtf this shyt is wierd...wat do u think.. btw this is all true it happen on mothers day the nieghbors are back home but this shyt is very creepy..but its a miracle...god works in mysterous ways.....

Fuck You If I Offend You
Fucking niggers I swear i have had enough. Do I look like the kind of person that is a traitor...NO I do not think so,I pride myself on being as white as possible,and keeping things around me that way,its hard enough to explain to the kids that we cant fratronize with the natives,witout some random nigger on my page look I cant even watch tv shows with with 1/2 naked natives without feeling tainted. its everywhere and its disgusting. and while I am on this subject, IT'S CALLED THE WHITE HOUSE FOR A REASON!!!!

This Is The Week That Was 05/13/07
This Is The Week That Was For May 13th, 2007 Gimme Your Money Or I’ll Squirt Ya’” Two young Kansas boys, 11 and 14, walked into a Dollar General Store brandishing a weapon and demanded money. A skirmish between the clerk and the older boy ensued, (the older boy had the gun). While this was going on the 11 year-old grabbed the money from the cash register. The police nabbed the suspects within minutes and, later, found the deadly weapon… a squirt gun wrapped in black electrical tape. "It's very troubling that a kid that is 11 years old can formulate the thought in their mind to do something like this," police Maj. Pat Kitchens said. Police said that it doesn’t matter whether the weapon fired bullets or simply squirted water; a crime was committed. "The crime is dictated by the behavior of the suspects in this instance," Kitchens said. “Well, one thing is for sure; if you did not wet your pants, they could do it for you.” *******************************************

Me
Yesterday I was advised that I'm a snob and a horrible friend. And basically a fraud. I'm sorry if anyone has taken my disconnection from people on here as being a snob. I tend not to connect with people online very well. I usually just figure its an online thing and leave it that way. But apparently my way of thinking can be misinterrpreted as being a bad person. I'm sorry if anyone has thought that of me. So if you think I've been a bad friend let me know. Apparently I need to change my way of thinking.

For My Love I Hope He Likes It
many nights i dream of you,nightly wishing on a star, for my love to find the way to his heart, and where ever it is in you i lye,lost in your thoughts and heart somewhere,come back to me for this is true,every moment! i think of you for i long for you and the sweetest embrace years have gone by,but the memories! i can't erase,the tender feeling of your touch the beating of my heart with every passionate kiss,your smile captures the light in my eyes again im lost in my own thoughts,thinking again of you, so as i go to sleep tonight, i hope that tomorrow you'll find me in your heart, find your way back to me,forever i'll wait,if need be,whatever it is you loved in me,its still there and waiting for thee, till then i will dream of you my love from now till your with me by Trin may 16,2007

Supermodel Wisdom
ON COURAGE: "They were doing a full back shot of me in a swimsuit and I thought, 'Oh my God, I have to be so brave. See, every woman hates herself from behind.'" - Cindy Crawford How can she seriously say everywoman hates her back if they haven't even seen it...der! ON POVERTY: "Everyone should have enough money to get plastic surgery." - Beverly Johnson How about this? Everyone should have enough money to get a bat to smack you with. ON FATE: "I wish my butt did not go sideways but I guess I have to face that." -Christie Brinkley Its called gravity, dear. Get used to it. ON SELF-ESTEEM: "I loved making 'Rising Sun.' I got into the psychology of why she liked to get strangled and tied up in plastic bags. It has to do with low self-worth." - Tatjana Patitz It's called fetishes... look it up sometime...then get back to me. ON ARRIVING "Because modeling is lucrative, I'm able to save up and be more particular about the acting roles I take." -Kathy Ireland, star o

The Letter (another Of My Stories)
The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student. A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened. So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms. The room was clean, but in slight disarray. Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut. "There you are. Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA. Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter. When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it. The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears. One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it. In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares". The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the dead man had planned this for a while. T

The Speed Limit
The Speed Limit Sitting on the side of the highway waiting to catch speeding drivers, a State Police Officer see's a car puttering along at 22 MPH. He thinks to himself, "This driver is just as dangerous as a speeder!"So he turns on his lights and pulls the driver over. Approaching the car, he notices that there are five old ladies, two in the front seat and three in the back, wide eyed and white as ghosts. The driver, obviously confused, says to him, "Officer, I don't understand, I was doing exactly the speed limit! What seems to be the problem?" "Ma'am," the officer replies, "You weren't speeding, but you should know that driving slower than the speed limit can also be a danger to other drivers." "Slower than the speed limit? No sir, I was doing the speed limit exactly twenty-two miles an hour!" the old woman says a bit proudly. The State Police officer, trying to contain a chuckle explains to her that "22" was the route number, not the speed limit. A bit embarrassed,

My Roomate/looking For A New Roomate
ok my apartment is 2 bedroom 2 bathroom its decent its 1500 a month . my roomates using again so hes gonna be out here soon and im gonna be fucked cause i wont have a roomate so i need one or im going to move out of state yipfucking e

Things To Do At Wal-mart While You Wait For Your Family To Shop
Things To Do At Wal-Mart While You Wait For Your Family To Shop 1. Get boxes of condoms & randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks to go off at 10-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of orange juice on the floor to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, "I think we have a code 3 in housewares," and see what happens. 5. Put some M&M's on lay away. 6. Move CAUTION WET FLOOR signs to carpet areas. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department, tell others you'll only invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When someone asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why won't you people leave me alone." 9. Look right into ! the security camera and use it as a mirror while you pick your nose. 10. Dart around suspiciously while humming the theme from 'Mission Impossible.' 11. While handling guns in the hunting department

What A Week
What a week it has been for me and the weather. Last Friday night John's aunt from California came in for a visit, normally she is a really uptight kind of person, but this time, it was a good and relaxing kind of visit. She kindly paid for our dinner so we took her back to her hotel. The next morning, she treated us to breakfast and handed us grocery money, which also helped us out and get the food that we needed, we then took her to the airport for her to go back home. Later that day was my grandma's 86th birthday so we went there and had a wonerful time. The weather has been great, no rain, just some cloudy skies that cleared up and so we been having 70-80 degree temperatures, but i keep even cooler in my apt with the ac on.

A Poem
A Journey between souls Like diamonds in the sky The stars shine brightly Drawing me closer to you Through mind and soul My dreams like maps Direct me to you Through thoughts of actions In which I am drawn close to you How can some one so wonderful Be yet so far from you Though miles apart I feel as though I’m with you While standing in the rain Feeling the cool droplets flow down I don’t feel alone nor cold I feel comfort and worth just knowing Knowing that you are around As I stand in my thought built tornado I stand still and un movable Though dozens of thoughts try to obtain me The thought of you roots me down My fears like snakes chase me Eating at my self being they break me Yet some how my sense of self mends with in me Every time I hear you voice I am ok being in me Why is someone so caring Miles away yet imbedded in my mind Like two souls laid upon this earth To battle the forces and obstacles between them Yet some

Leaving For A Few
Ok, I have to get off CT and get some work done! Thank you all who have been helping me in my contest and for those that haven't.....why the hell not!!!!????!!!!! just kiddin. :) But if you do want to help here is the link. LOL ***smooches!!!*** BeerQueen

????????
What is it in us as human beings that leads us to seek out people to be friends with? Is it insecurities in ourselves? Do we pick our friends as a way to over compensate for our faults? Why do we play games, stab in the back or deliberately hurt other people? Why do we lead people on and not just speak up about our intentions? To me these are all good questions. They are questions that I ask myself daily on here. Now don't get me wrong I have a few good friends. I have three real in person friends that I talk to regularly. One that I went to school with and have known for years. Her and I have our tiffs but it is usually over stupid shit that could be avoided. The other two are exes so there is a lot of extra tension there but they are both good people. I guess what I am getting at in this blog is that I try to ALWAYS be here for my friends in person or on line no matter what the problem is but am getting the cold shoulder in return so I am I am really considering leaving cherrytap and

What Is Going On?
I mean hell in the last few days I have removed so many off of my family list do to them not talking with me,, now I'm maken new friends which is kewl however if you wanna talk then do so don't just ask to be put on there to have X amount of peoples on your damn list,, we all came here fer a reason am I right? Well hell none of these people or should say most don't even say one word to you,, I'm a very sweet person but if your gonna fuck me over then hey stick it where the damn sun don't shine... Am not one to go off much but I'm up to my ears in this bullshit.... Remember I still love you all!!!

To A 't'...
"All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We coulda never had it all, We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A perspective pushes through, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men, He walks away, The sun goes down, He

L.r.l.~society Of Wolves
This is a very hard Blog,for me to do.As there are many Sweet Awesome Friends in my Family List.But not being VIC,it leaves me no Choice,but to Remove all who don't have,L.R.L.~Society of Wolves after there name.I must make room for those that do.I basicly had my Favorites in this Spot for Comments..I will continue to give you all comments just the same.I must be able to Keep track of my L.R.L members.An being a man that is still relatively new to the Computer + not good at Multitasking This is the only way.I Hope there are no Hard Feelings.Most of you know I care about you very much.You all have Touched my Heart in so many ways + Befriended me when no one else would.An I will be Forever Greatfull to u-all.The L.R.L.~Society of Wolves have Merged with the Official Fallout Bombers.An I think it's going to be a Great an Awesome Bonding.And my Awesome Friend an Advisor,Recruiter,PokerPete13 agrees with me.Do u all know what a letdown other Familys show there members,in Contests.They don't

She Said Yes!!
I am so excited. I asked my ~BaBe~ to marry me some day and she said, "YES!!!" I can't contain my excitement. April if you read this, I want you to know you have made me the happiest and luckiest man in the world. I love you baby!! JT

To Everyone
Sorry that I have not replied to everyone but I have been busy and it has been difficult. I have to get to work so I will make this short... I have been working and I have been dealing with split shifts which sucks because I have to get up at 3am and then I end up staying out there for 5 hours and then working the second shift. Plus my classes are almost over for this semester and tons of the usual stuff that is going on... Take care everybody and I hope everyone is doing well. :D Jeremy

My Wonderful Friends
Thanks everyone . . . I appreciate the opinions you have given honestly but I am just writing to clear my mind. I do I it all the time, it helps. I don’t feel as bad after I get some of the stupid shit out of my head that just seems to lie there. The majority of the time it makes no sense to anyone but me, but I’m the one it matters to after all. I thank you for taking the time to read what I have said though, and even more for sending me all the e-mails with suggestions. The fact of the matter is I am lost in my own mind right now and am not sure I want to find my way out. I am content where I am, confused as hell, but content. I’m not happy as we all know . . . I gave up on my happily ever after years ago remember?! I gave up on finding someone who completes or at the very least compliments who I am. I decided long long ago that I was meant to be alone and honestly have no idea why I ever bothered in this past year to think otherwise. I dated a few people; had sex with a

Fetish Consent Worksheet:
Fetish Consent Worksheet: This worksheet allows for a more open communication between master and slave. By consenting to the participation in various fetish acts, both individuals can move forward in their sexual adventures with a clear idea of what each one expects. It's a tool to open discussion between partners and a chance for master and slave to create boundaries, limits and to feel more comfortable in their roles. Click here for a more printer friendly version of this worksheet for you to use! Yes No! Maybe Fetish Activities: _____ _____ _____ 24/7 (Total Power Exchange) _____ _____ _____ Age Play _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Giving) _____ _____ _____ Anal Sex (Receiving) _____ _____ _____ Arse (Ass) Play _____ _____ _____ Asphyxiaphilia (Breath Play) _____ _____ _____ Biting _____ _____ _____ Blindfolds _____ _____ _____ Blood _____ _____ _____ Body Hair _____ _____ _____ Bondage _____ _____ _____ Branding _____ _____ _____ Breast/Nipple Torture, Clamps, etc.

Top Ten Rights Of A Dominant"
Top Ten Rights of a Dominant" 1. A Dom/Domme has the right to absolute honesty from the submissive. 2. A Dom/Domme has the right to as much clear communication as the submissive can give. 3. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told All of the submissives' needs/desires. 4. A Dom/Domme has the right to be told the submissives' secret dreams. 5. A Dom/Domme has the right to be wrong, as long as it doesn't compromise the submissives' safety. (That's how we learn to get better) 6. A Dom/Domme has the right to safety as much as any subbie does. 7. A Dom/Domme has the right to experiment with ideas in a scene negotiation. 8. A Dom/Domme has the right to be silly. 9. A Dom/Domme has the right to call a safe-word. 10. A Dom/Domme has the right to Love the submissive for who they are, not who they wish to be for the Dom/Domme.

Viet-nam Vet Speaks Out Against Bush
Vietnam veteran and Veterans for Peace activist Bill Perry also thinks that history is repeating itself. Bill carries the physical and emotional scars of his time in-country, and they offer an alternative fuel that drives him to participate in anti-war activities up and down the Eastern seaboard. He was one of the hundreds of demonstrators gathered in Upper Senate Park on this unseasonably warm Thursday afternoon for a rally sponsored by World Can't Wait/Drive Out the Bush Regime. With the Capitol dome glistening behind them, about 30 hooded protesters in orange jumpsuits stood as silent witnesses, denouncing what they believe is government-sanctioned torture at US Naval Base Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. Posters calling Mr. Bush a "torturer," "war criminal" and "murderer" provided the backdrop as activist David Swanson, founder of AfterDowningStreet.org, stepped onto the stage. Addressing Democrats' intent to "prod" President Bush to change his strategy in Iraq, Swanson said, "P

Others
I tell you, women drivers are a hazard to traffic. Driving to work this morning on the freeway, I looked over to my left and there was a woman in a red Mustang doing 85 miles per hour with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on her eyeliner! I looked away for a couple seconds and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane. It scared me so bad I dropped my electric shaver in my coffee, and it spilled all over my cell phone!

Joke Of The Day
A plane full of retirees headed for Florida was gripped with fear when the pilot announced, "Two of our engines are on fire; we are flying through a heavy fog and it has eliminated all our visibility." The passengers were numb with fear, except for one - a retired minister. "Now, now, keep calm," he said. "Let's all bow our heads and pray." Immediately, the group bowed their heads to pray, except one man. "Why aren't you bowing your head to pray?" the minister asked. "I don't know how to pray," replied the passenger. "Well, just do something religious!" instructed the minister. The man got up and passed his hat down the aisle, taking an offering.

A Guy Named Jim Finn
Jim Finn, the noted biologist, was stumped. He'd spent months studying the little green frogs in the Keefo swamp. The population, despite all efforts at predator control, was declining at an alarming rate. Finally, Finn went to the chemistry department at his college to see if anyone there might be able to help. Tom Trom looked into the problem and came up with a solution. The little frogs had succumbed to a chemical change in the swamp's water and simply couldn't stay coupled long enough to reproduce. Trom brewed up a new adhesive, made from a dash of this, a spoonful of that and, most critically, one part sodium. "You mean?" Jim said when told. "Yes," said Tom, "they needed mono-sodium glue to mate."

The Past Week Or So.
I have been hanging out with my friend for the past week or so... She and I have a lot in common. We are both mothers and neither of us get out much. So, we got together and decided we wanted to go out. Well, because she wanted to go out, her mother and her baby's father hate me. The father is jealous of me because she wants to go out with me, but that is not my fault. All he likes to do is sit at home on his ass and not talk. Anywho.. My friend and I went to this place called The Banque. It is a country bar with two-stepping and a lot of nice looking "cowboys" and "southern gentlemen". It's really fun to hang out there. I am planning going there for my 21st birthday, and hopefully doing it on a thursday when the Southern Gentlemen put on a nice little show. :) woo hoo lol..

Where I Have Been
for those who might have been wondering, i recentley was in an accident. i was driving home from pool league on April 16 at about 3:00 in the morning and fell asleep at the wheel. i totaled my truck and got a little banged up myself. Around the same time my computer completely crashed, and i dont have the money to get it fixed yet. so for now i will be using my parents computer when i can. please be patient with me for now i will return messages when i can.

Joke Of The Day
Joke of the day: After spying a beautiful blond walking by a man says to God, "God, why did you make blonde's so beautiful?" God responded, "So you would love her." "But God", the man replied, "Why did you make her so dumb?" God replies, "So she would love you."

Homewrecking Whore Claim To Be 26!! Pass It On Now!
Oh yes that's true and check this profile out my metal sisters out here! kelsei@ CherryTAP If you take a close look at her page and the comments, this will make you sick in a matter of seconds! Believe it or not she'll prey on men taking a look at the private pictures.. X rated stupid crap. Belive it or not take a close look at her public pictures, doesn't look like a 26 at all! More of a teen age slut in CT. I want you all to pass this to ANYONE YOU KNOW! This post is very important!!! Thank you all

Made It.....
hello everyone this is gothic and i am here to inform you she made it but i killed her.... nah im just fuckin with ya shes sitting behind me brushin my hair.... SHE SAYS HI EVERYONE AND GO INTO NSL>>>> NIGHT STALKERS LOUNGE

Everytime We Touch
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. Want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, you heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we been trough them all. You make me right when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. Need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go

Two Different Needs
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute, nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit...

Was, Is And Next...
WHAT WAS... WELL OK, WHAT WAS IN MY LIFE. IS NOW THE PAST... WHY IS THAT SOME DAYS MAKE YOU RE-LIVE YOUR PAST? WHY ARE SOME DAYS HARDER TO GET OVER YOUR PAST THEN OTHER'S? THE MIND IS A WEIRD AND WONDERFUL THING... TODAY'S THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT WHAT WAS... AND WHAT IS... AND WHAT'S NEXT... MY THOUGHTS ABOUT WHAT IS... WOULD BE MY THOUGHTS OF THIS WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS WILLING TO COME AND SEE ME AND CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD... DOES HE KNOW THAT HE ALREADY CHANGED MY WORLD? HE HASN'T EVEN MADE IT HERE YET. BUT IT'S GUYS LIKE HIM THAT MAKE ME SEE WHO BRIGHT MY FUTURE REALLY IS. WHY IS THAT SOMEONE HAS TO SHOW YOU HOW BRIGHT YOUR FUTURE IS? WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN'T SEE IT ON THEIR OWN? IS IT BECAUSE OF NOT BEING INDEPENDENT ENOUGH? IS IT BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE ME WERE READY TO GIVE UP ON LOVE? THERE'S SO MANY POSSIBILITIES.... WHAT IS IT ABOUT THE PAST THAT'S SO HARD TO LET GO? IS THERE'S SOME THINGS YOU HAVE TO LIVE OVER AND OVER? IS IT LIFE SAYING... YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED YOUR LESSON... S

My Horoscope For The Week
Bethea@myhealthwealthandhappiness.com Add to your address book. First Quarter Moon, May 23, 5:04 AM EST Dear Tammy, I'm so happy to have this opportunity to prepare this forecast for you. I am a firm believer in the knowledge and richness that astrology can bring to our lives, and I hope you'll find my forecast contributions useful and rewarding. I am so excited to introduce you to Rochelle Gordon, a renowned astrologer who is working with me to prepare your weekly forecast. This very talented and well-respected astrologer is extremely knowledgeable in astrology and esoteric topics. In fact, she has authored and edited numerous books and articles in the astrological and new age fields. I know that she will bring a unique dimension to the weekly interpretation of your horoscope, and I have full confidence that you will enjoy and benefit from her perspectives too. One of the things I'm especially excited about is shar

Too Much Time
At the root of insanity Is having too much time on your hands-- Too much time to think-- Too much time to remember past hurts And to wish things could be different. Too much time spent alone, Staring at these four walls With too much time to think, To remember past hurts And to wish things were different. Got to rid myself of this insanity. I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities And seek the companionship of others. They´ll tell me time heals all wounds, But for now I'll still cry-- When I have too much time to think And remember past hurts, Wishing things are different. --Jo A. Witt Copyright 1994

Thinking About Life.......
Ive been thinking alot about everything thats been happening in my life lately. I never expected growing up that my life would end up like this. I wanna take a little bit of time to vent and see if I cant get a little advice at the same time. For those of you who know me personally, you already know a little bit about whats been going on. But still even those closest to me have no idea how I feel about it. Im very good about keeping my feelings bottled up inside me until I explode. Most people think Im a hard-ass, which I still am, just not all the time like I make people think. I grew up like most kids do. My parents got divorced when I was a young child. I think I was about 5 years old. Like most people who get divorced, my parents strongly disliked each other. In fact, I dont think they said more then 15 words to each other until my sister had her first child. Which was 16 years after they got divorced. Dad got custody of my sister and I and we saw mom every other weekend. It w

I'm Running For President!
Hello, my fellow proud Americans from across our beautiful and magestic and lovely and breathtaking land.My name is Juanathin Johnson and I gonna be President of the United States! ..>..> ..>..> ...heavy huh? So, here it goes... I would like to be the president of the United States. I know it's a big annoucement and I spoke it over with my imaginary wife that I hope to have someday and she agrees. "It's our duty to run.", she says while sewing an imaginary flag on our imaginary big couch. (I should remember to ask future wife if she minds dressing up like Martha Washington.)I am sure I will win because I feel like I have more chance then anyone running so far. I've heard some interesting things about some of our fellow canidates that I think that you all should know. After all, we are all part of this conversation. If we weren't then this would be just like you reading a some dumb blog I wrote.And that's just silly.For instance did you know Hillary Clinton is actually re

Golfing With The Wives
The Swede's wife steps up to the tee and, as she bends over to place her ball, a gust of wind blows her skirt up and reveals her lack of underwear. "Good God, woman! Why aren't you wearing any skivees?" Ole demanded. "Well, you don't give me enough housekeeping money to afford any." The Swede immediately reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's a 50. Go and buy yourself some underwear." Next, the Irishman's wife bends over to set her ball on the tee. Her skirt also blows up to show that she, too, is wearing no undies. "Blessed Virgin Mary, woman! You've no knickers. Why not?" She replies, "I can't afford any on the money you give me." Patrick reaches into his pocket and says, "For the sake of decency, here's a 20. Go and buy yourself some underwear!" Lastly, the Scotsman's wife bends over. The wind also takes her skirt over her head to reveal that she, too, is naked under it. "Sweet mudder of Jaysus, Aggie! Where the frig are yer drawers?" She to

The Way I See Happiness
When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it... To realize one's destiny is a person's only obligation... God only rarely reveals the future. When he does so, it is for one reason: it's a future that was written so as to be altered... It's not what enters men's mouths that's evil, it's what comes out of their mouths that is... The secret of happiness is to see all the marvels of the world, and never to forget the drops of oil on the spoon...

Be Back In A Few
I am going to be gone from CT for a few weeks. I am in the prcess of changing jobs (More moola baby!!! LOL) so I wont be online for a while. I'm aslo on vacation so WOO HOO! LOL I will miss you all and hopefully you wont forget me :) Have a gret day and I will talk to you soon!!! XOXOXOXO Trish

East Texas...gotta Love It!!!
The owner of a golf course in Lufkin was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, "You graduated from the University of Texas, and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" The secretary thought a moment, then replied, "Everything but my earrings, sugar." (You gotta love those East Texas women.) ******************************************** A group of Tyler friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Henry?" the others asked. "Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Henry layin' out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter, "but I figured no one is going to steal Henr

New Friends!
WoW! I'm overwelmed by all new friendscontacts here, it's quite fantastic! I love internet - it has brought me in touch with so many interesting persons! :-) Today I've been working during the whole day and it's first now in the evening that I'm sitting down in front of the screen. 19:30 PM in the Netherlands when I write this. (CherryTAP is so American and I know there is a difference up to twelve hours (! - yes - Hawaii is exactly twelve hours from this country *lol*) If there is anyone reading this passing by Paris the weekend of 2nd and 3rd June and might be interested in booking a photosessions with me - mail me a.s.a.p.! Josephinea197-AT-talljosephine.com (You can read more info about the photosessions under "sessions" on my webpage www.talljosephine.com.) and don't miss all the other photos in my yahoo-group (see previous blog ;-) OK. I'm off now to go bowshooting. :-) Have a great day over the pond!! (and evening in Europe ;-) *Hugs* Josephine

Another Untitled Poem
This completes my night As I cry Expressing these feelings Become harder everyday You, there I'm here Never does me any justice This hurts I cannot ever control myself You're all I ever think about anymore Just one sound of your voice I wish you knew who I was Just to save me I'm holding this close But it will leave a scar I want to touch, your movement From one to another I'm begging for my existence to matter, To you, To me, To anyone Making the first move It never entered my mind Looking through me As if I was glass Nodding my head Listening to no words They mix well with my mind Just as empty as my heart Everyone is very much afraid So very afraid of the truth No one really knows It just slips through their fingers ~ L.B.~ written Aug 15, 1998

Protest The Blood For Oil
Sat. May 19, 6:30 pm Forum & Reception: Soldiers and Veterans Turning Up the Heat to Get the U.S. Out of Iraq Now Hygienic Art Gallery, 79 Bank St., New London, CT Featuring a photo slide show on the new antiwar movement from coast to coast with analysis on Bush's war on Iraq by Vietnam veteran and March on the Pentagon organizer Bill Hackwell. Hackwell is an award-winning social documentary photographer whose work is exhibited at the National Vietnam Veterans Art Museum. Followed by Q & A. With special updates on the the Protest Bush Rally taking place in New London on May 23. The protest will take at the US Coast Guard Academy, where Bush will be giving a pro-war address. Hear from veterans and military family members at the forum who are mobilizing to protest Bush. Get information on getting involved in the May 23 protest. Tell Bush: Bring the Troops Home Now! Buffet dinner. Sponsored by the ANSWER Coalition. For info. call 203-404-9965 or visit www.AnswerCT.

A Poem For Lisa
I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to a frog than Prince Charming I am more like Clark Kent than a super hero On a scale from one to ten I am a zero But no one can love you better than I can No where will you find any better a man I would drive across the desert just for you You are like everyone of my dreams come true I love the sound of your laughter and your voice They hypnotize me and leave me with no choice It seems like you are an angel Heaven sent I would gladly follow where ever you went You are a masterpiece, my Mona Lisa I feel taller than the Tower of Pisa You are my sunshine on any cloudy day You are my beacon when I have lost my way You are my anchor, keep me safe in a storm On the coldest day you make me feel so warm I love your pretty eyes,I love your cute smile I love your hair it does not matter what style I want to kiss you on your sweet luscious lips I want to dance with you, my hands

A Poem For My Children
Sometimes late in the night, I lay awake Tears falling, across my face they rake I am missing you so bad, once again Being so far from you feels like a sin When most of the time there just is no where That I would rather be then with you there I know that sometimes I may not show it But I do love you, I hope you know it Nothing is more precious in the world Then being with my little boy and girl Though our times together may be too brief There should be with you always, one belief Despite the many miles we are a part You are always number one in my heart I may not be the best father to you But I am proud of everything you do So keep praying to the stars and the moon Because Daddy will be back one day soon

I Can Thank
Anthony 'Tony~Member~Cowgirls@CowboysOf CT~' Arnett Do To Him Sharing The Photo's In Which I've Stashed,, Will Hopefully Be Getting Some More Soon... They Are All Great Pictures And I Love Em,,, Hope You All Enjoy!!!

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wa

I Dont Wanna Go:(
Hey everyone! I wanna write this one to everyone! I have to more. So im gonna lose the net for about a month:( Plzz dont forget about me! I will come back as soon as i can! and i will return all the love! Plzz dont let anyone talk shit about me while im gone! I wouldnt let it happen to you, so dont let it happen to me! I promise i will be back As soon as i can get the cable turned on in my apartment! Me and mom are moving out and gettin our own place! we will miss you all! And to all my Bombshells..Im still in the family, and will never leave u guys! You guys mean A LOT to me! If you really wanna talk and not miss me, Write me and let me know, and ill give ya my cell number!! Because im keeping it on, so all my friends can reach me! Plzz show me some love while im gone! Ill miss you all:( Love always, Jessi

5-16-2007
So what does it take to get a great guy? A guy that can spend time with a girl just doing anything and he is o.k. with that? A guy that can slow dance and make you feel like your the only girl in his life just by the look in his eyes? Damn....I hate feeling this way!! Why can't I just be emotionless!!

Love You All!
I love when guys give me a song, because i remind them of it. Or because they love me so much, that they wanna dedicate a song to me. It makes me all warm inside! I just absolutely love my friends. I want to thank everyone that has been there for me. The main people I wanna thank are...Lenny, Scott, Tina and Steph! I love you all!! You guys were there for me last night, when i was soo hurt and upset. You guys just made my night. I dont wanna make anyone mad, but the one that cheered me up soo fast was Lenny, him with his awesome jokes and makin me laugh my ass off. thank you soo much! I love you all deeply! Also I wanna think my Awesome Families! They are 1. BombShells and Grenade Launchers!!!!!! 2. Angel Family!! 3. The New Breeds!!! 4. S.U.P.'s!!!! You guys have been here for me! And we all stick together thru thick and thin! thank you all!! Love always, Jessi :D

Another One Of My Lovely Horoscopes, Hmmm Things That Make One Go Hmmmmmmmmmm
It's tough to be around big important types without turning into another person entirely. Don't beat yourself up for the impulse; it's to be expected. Just know that sooner or later, it will be all systems normal.

Another Day In Cherry Tap Paradise *woot Woot*
Hello all. Not alot going on here.I've been busy today doing alot of nothing here and there, actually I did clean a little, still have alot to go but Rome wasnt built in a day so I think I deserve to take a break. A womans work is never done. you get one job finished and there are 100 more to go, you get the first one finished and before you get started on the next something always still seems out of the sort. I have ocd and I cant help it. I love a neat home. cant stand to live in filth.I wasnt raised in it and I refuse to live in it as an adult. I have heard people say well that person is poor, Well big NEWS FLASH I'M NOT A ZILLIONAIRE MYSELF, BUT I DO BELIEVE IF A PERSON APPLYS THEMSELF THEY COULD BE RICH IN LIFE. No excuse for living like a hog. Ok on to a better subject. hope you all have had agreat start to this new week. Mine was about the same, just another day. I try to do something fun no matter what it is. I'm a bit of a simple person it takes very little to impress m

How Come?....think About It
Can you cry under water? ________________________________ How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ________________________________ Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts?" Where's that extra penny going to? ________________________________ Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ________________________________ Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ________________________________ What disease did cured ham actually have? ________________________________ How is it that we put man on the moon b efore we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ________________________________ Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ______________________________

To My Wicked Intention Famliy And Friends
Net Friend I type my love for you On the TV screen Never will you truly know Just how much you mean Some may say it's crazy But I don't really care They could never understand all that we have shared All the nights you've spent with me Felt like you were here Always with a open heart And an open ear I never had to wonder If you truly care Because when I turn on my TV You words are always there

Depressed
Being hurt is such a horrible thing. Why does it always hurt to be heart broken? First I go thru a horrible relationship with my ex. being controlled and not allowed to do anything. I lost all my friends because of him. Now he wont leave me alone. I mean hes a great friend, But he wants to get back with me. But i dont, and he wont listen to me at all about how i feel. What should i do? Sometimes i just hate life. Im always depressed anymore. Sorry:( love always, Jessi

The Prize For This One Is Being A Good American
Fear The Grunts (SiK) Bombsquad Founder -=- RAWR -=- ID Maker@ CherryTAPi need you to go fan this person right now.....go rate his stash pics...he is in iraq fighting for us and he deserves that his page be ringin of the hooh...the little break that he gets to be on line.......so dont leave his page till you rated everything or tilll he is no longer on tap...

Just To Let You Know More About Me...
Seeing pictures is great but do the really define who a person is? Can looking at a person's eyes really show what their soul is like? Is it really possible that you know what kind of person I am by taking just a first glance? People that have seen my picture without meeting me may come up with all sorts of ideas about who they think I am. Just looking at a picture, however, does not give any indication of what that person has gone through. I have decided to write this so that people may have a small glimpse of what I have been through to help others. I was born in the late seventies. When I was three months old, I was diagnosed with a very rare eye condition, ocular motor apraxia. It is a congenital eye defect that has no cure, no operation and the information they have is very limited. I was and still unable to move my eyes from side to side. Instead, I have to use a jerking motion of the head that allows me to be able to see and focus on moving objects. My mother divorced my

Without A Relief Person Once Again
After what happened this morning I am once again without a Relief Person. My relief person started out with having petty mal seizures, for what seemed like hours. While I was signing for meds, I hear "Mom, get up here now". My relief person was having a Grand Mal Seizure. Needless to say it FREAKED out my poor son. She was transported to the local EmergencyRoom to be checked out, due to the fact that she is 3 months pregnant. I hope that the baby will be ok. Needless to say I had to notify my employer about this. And I must agree with her. What if she DID have a seizure while I was gone, the residents would not know what to do?..So I have to let my relief person know when she gets out of the hospital that she can no longer work here. DAMN THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Doing Nothing
It's Wednesday I'm being kinda lazy today just sitting around doing laundry. "what fun" Twister left out for a job this morning so I'm getting cloths cleaned. Other then that just taking it easy today. I need it been over stressed the past few days. I have my 6yr old Tate with me and the dogs to keep me company. I like this site its fun and theres always something to do.

Bored
ok people dale jr again nascars #i fan here on vacation and bored to tears so if ya wanna talk my messenger is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com and dont forget to sign my guestbook no nascar race this weekend that sucks guess i have to wait a week ok thats all i have see ya

Possible Forthcoming Absence
Its looking like I won't be able to be around as much after the move. I checked into getting the internet turned on in my new place and it looks like its going to be over a hundred bucks, so it might have to wait. I know to a lot of people that might now seem like much, but my budget is very low right now. Once I get back to school and get my financial aid, I might be able to do more but I'll have to wait and see.

Just Wondering
This is for my personal wonders...lol Guys, if you are single with no kids, would you be hesitant about dating someone with children? Ladies, if you are a single mother (WE RULE!!), would you consider dating a man with no children? Is it easier to date someone with children already if you are already a parent?

Ugh
Well my mom's best friend was at the bar, and her sister was caught fucking my mom's friend's boyfriend IN THE BATHROOM. It just makes me sick. Is that all you guys think with, your cocks? It's either you're a horndog who just wants to fuck, or you're a total prude who's never in the mood. I've yet to meet one guy who's in the middle on that concept. And yes, her sister is a fucking whore. And that's why I don't go to bars. Too much drama.

2-cent Increase
The fact that stamp collecting has long been the most popular hobby in the world, with over 16 million enthusiasts in the United States alone, is a good indication of how much fascination and appeal these colorful little pieces of gummed paper exert. I have many favorites, here is one of them. {Giggles}

I Love You
IF U WERE A TEAR IN MY EYE I'D NEVER CRY CAUSE I WOULDN'T WANT 2 LOOSE U ! SEND 2 EVERYONE U LOVE OR CARE FOR as a friend IF U GET IT BACK, THOSE R UR TRUE FRIENDS!!! I love you i love you I love you I love you ------I love you. ------I love you. ------I love you. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you ---I love you I love you. --I love you----I love you.. -I love you------I love you.. I love you--------I love you -I love you------I love you.. --I love you----I love you.. ---I love you I love you. I love you----------I love you -I love you---------I love you --I love you------I love you ---I love you-----I love you ---I love you----I love you -----I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you.. I love you I love you I love you I love you I l

I Was Thinking
Hi all, As some of you know.. I have been thinking about posting more pictures of myself.. more up to date things.. the one here I use is so old. What most of you don't know is.. I have changed. Because of doc's orders I have had to gain weight.. and because of cancer, chemo and the medications have made my skin bad and my hair to thin and it is shorter now. Plus, years of great physical abuse from an ex of mine. All those factors take their toll on someone. Since I have been thinking about doing this...I admit the thought terrorfies me to no end. I don't look like who my friends comment on or like the young perfect girls that are here. I am so scared that when and or if I post them.. it would be like being in a room with cockroaches and when you turn on the light.. they scatter. Seems like all(almost) men want are very young perfect looking girls.. and I am not that anymore. So, when I do get them taken and posted.. I will post them in a "family only" folder and see how that

Night
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Sad And Quiet Night...
It was a sad and quiet night, with words as my shade, I wrote this poem to you, hoping that the pain would fade. Hoping that the pain would fade, the pain I feel in me, as each second passes by, the time might set me free. It was a sad and quiet night, when I faced the hardest part, cause I was all by myself, with a broken heart. It was a sad and quiet night, with my head in hand, when I learned to accept, and how to understand. Now I do understand, that reality is pain, which brought me tears, and left me in the rain. It was a sad and quiet night, as my dreams went through, I realize this will never be, This fantasy, of me and you. I love you much more, Than mere words can express, And i feel my heart breaking, Shattering in my chest. We long to be together, No longer miles apart, Yet we want what's only possible, In our minds and our hearts.

Tears...
As another tear does fall, And hope does nothing at all.. Fear of knowing things this well, For this I will never tell.. Not enough air it seems tp breath, Even though it flows through the tree's.. Grasping on to cover the pain, It just all seems to be in vain...

I Want U
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

The One & Only Me
OK I WAS BORED THE OTHER NIGHT AND I MADE THIS SHIT UP after talkin wit some fool who just doesnt understand wat NO means!!!! Its corny & stupid but ahh fuk it...I aint no poet.....LOL!!!! LMAO!!! Tell me wat u think I warned u,once u got a taste of me U were gonna fall in luv wit me Now U want me cuz u couldn't get enuf of me Now u wish u could be wit me cuz there aint no other like me!! Now ur heart is achin for me U say u will always love me But if u ask me or even if u beg me YOU WILL NEVER HAVE ME!!!!!!!!

Trapped In The Hidden Truth
The always sudden in vision of me walking in a field of daisies Spinning around then stopped by a sudden sight in the corner of my eye A thing of beauty just passes me by I begin to chase it It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen I have to admit When suddenly something else so dark and amusing I knew something was wrong I knew something was about to happen like a horror movies foreshadowing song Then I let go of this thing of beauty and began to chase you Its dark shadow amused me it's color dark blue All of a sudden day turns to night It don't seem right I began to run Trying to find the sun Then ... I knew It was too good to be true This beautiful blue Just hypnotized you as it lead you to he's dark soul Left so cold and alone Hypnotized by he's stare With the most deadliest look But he didn't care His eyes are nothing but a tall tale of mystery The color of his eyes Their beauty tells nothing of his past or history The varieties of his li

Fill This For Me? Thanks!
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me?

Bikers Help!
Bike jackets, you know the, fabric, waterproof armoured types, that you can't wash or use detergent on... How the hell do you get grass stains out of one? Daughter and moped parted company! ancient history but.... I'm staring at her jacket thinking how the hell to get it clean!! It was brand new and now as a case of gravel rash and a nice big grass stain up one side. BTW she's fine, mopeds not! but I can't afford to replace the jacket as its only cosmetic. I'm already buying her anew helmet and paying for the repairs to the ped. Need input so someone gimme a clue...

Bell 1...bell 2....bell 3
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband?" "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE!" *wink*

Last Day
the most important people to you, 'excluding you kids',lover, friend ,spouse, slave,sibling, anyone close to you . who ever it is. is leaveing forever and you will never see them or here from them again. you have a moment left with them what do you say or do.think quickly. before the moments gone. the moments gone.they are gone. who all did u think of. you never know when this moment will come. should u now tell these people what u thought of for each of them and what you wanted to say or do.

Doctors And Hospitals
Well let's see, last night I called my Dr. and he tells me go straight to the ER. I get there and they do all these tests including a ct, full blood workup, and ekg, and something else that I don't even remember. After it is all said and done they tel me that there is nothing wrong but they need me to go on antibiotics anyway. Is it just me or do you guys also feel like they are trying to milk anybody who has insurance? Forget the money the whole pain about the tests. I mean really...Whatever

Depth Of Dissappointment
Left alone, waiting again feeling like a ghost in reality only seen when you pay attention, my presence always here, but my touch never felt. Understanding I've lost my link to the world yet not knowing how to let go, my essence continues on as a draught in the air begging for time to rewind back to a time I was real. Impossible to go back, and incapable of moving on I resign myself to an existence of memories, and used to be's and comparisons I can never meet.

Brandi
I was quite suprised last night when I woke up in the middle of the night and just happend to bump the mouse on my computer, only to find an email from Brandi! Yay! She said that she was coming in to the club this evening to get her schedule and wanted to have a drink with me... Very Cool! I also got an email responce from Jodi. She said that she was unhappily married.. Poor girl! she should have thought of that years ago, why are women so stuborn sometimes. Now she wanted to know if I was still in the area, if I was married and or had kids... She is thinking hard.. I gave her my contact info and a brief story of what has gone on in the last 18 years or so... I'm still waiting to hear from her today. Odd thing is she is working about two miles from my parents house. And as posted in a previous blog I had been thinking about her on Mothers Day.. So I suppose that is all for today, I'm not so much want ing to be here today, at work that is, I'm very anxious to get to the club

On For A Second.....
Just jumped online for a second to check mail & clean up the friend's list because I was getting like 4-10 emails from CT because someone wanted to show me some blog post.... Hell if I know..... Anyway if you wanna catch me online? Your best bet is Yahoo Messanger: hukastar I'm rarely ever on CT anymore.....got tooo much real life drama to be dealing with internet drama too.... xoxox - Shana/Dahlia

Scream, And Then Scream Somemore!!!!
Geeeeeeezzzzzzzzz...you'd think this was Monday. It has already been a crazy friggin' day, and it's not even noon yet!!!! It started at 8:30 when the school called and said that my grandson needed to be picked up from school. Landon doesn't have a phone, so I spent over an hour trying to get ahold of him online...to no avail. I didn't have enough gas in my car to go to ashland to pick him up....and alot of good that would have done me even if I did....I just got in my car ready to leave for work, and it WON'T START! We've been having problems with the battery, and have had to be charging it over the past few days. It was low on water, but evidently, that wasn't the problem, cause it still isn't holding a charge. So...at some point today....IF I can get it running, I'm going to have to take the car to wal mart, and get it replaced. Thank God it is still under full replacement warrenty...cause I have NO money till tomorrow. Now, to boot, I'll be one day short on my payc

Really Pisses Me Off
I was just talking to "Rob" on ct...then on yahoo. He then showed me a pic of his dick and started telling me how horny he was. I called him a butthead since he never asked me if I had a bf or if I wanted to see his dick. The asshole actually had the balls to tell me that he didn't ask because he didn't give a fuck. He then called me a cunt....then a fat cunt...and then went and rated me a 1. Ok, here's the deal....all assholes need to stay the FUCK AWAY FROM ME.

Thought This Was Funny And Very True
Jersey Born, Jersey Bred, Jersey Trash Till I'm dead! Yeah, I'm from Jersey, have been all my life. I'm gonna give you everything about jersey, the good, the bad, and the ugly. First... New Jersey people are conceited. It's true. We hate everyone else. And we think we are better than everyone else. And we never stop talking about how great jersey is. Then we tell people to "shut the fuck up" when they tell us all we talk about is jersey. I've been to many places ... and I can honestly say, that I do think that with some exceptions, I am better than them. It's not my fault. It's cause I'm from jersey. We're the rudest, most obnoxious people wherever we are. Everyone just stares at us. Then we see other rude people, and ask them where they're from. They say jersey. Why are New Jersey people self centered? Because we have reason to be. Next, some of the most famous people have come from our state. Just to name A FEW... Frank Sinatra, Bruce Sprin

Gf Applacation
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me?

More On The Nba Rewarding Dirty Play
Not really a counter-point to Chumley's fine post yesterday on the NBA's decision to try and ruin Phoenix's chances in their series against the Spurs, but instead a slightly different musing. If the Spurs hadn't been allowed, via Bruce Bowen and the rest of the Spurs' cheap shot artistry, to get that series to that point in terms of chippiness with their dirty play, culminating in Robert Horry's cowardly mugging of Steve Nash, then maybe Stoudemire and Diaw don't take the apparent ill-fated three steps toward the mugging. Maybe if that series were officiated in a way that didn't allow the less-talented Spurs to mug the Suns in any way possible (clean AND groin-kicking, attempt to shred achilles dirty), we are not at this juncture. As it is, we are left with the impression that San Antonio can't hang with Phoenix except by doing the little (and bigger) dirty things, and the NBA is perfectly fine with that. It's a fine line between "hard" defense" and dirty "defense" and, as usual, th

Freedom
We say we seek freedom but its in the moment in the blink of an eye. How hard we try to know how things are and what to expect. For we seem to know not much but to know much. How simple would it be if we only knew the truth that would set this freedom in motion. How come we are so hard pressed, but getting no where? We dare but don't see For if we could see ohhh how simple it would be. For cradled in my own heart is that glimpse of freedom that holds the mystery of this freedom for all to see. I do dare for it is all I have to gain and live for. It compares to nothing at all that could be worth knowing. For it took great pain to know. Go beyond the human mind for in your hearts lye that truth in spirit. How far do we have to go? What price do we have to pay? Ahhhhh,it's all in yourself! Let go of those things that have little value and hold true to what does. For it is like night and day. Do you

Mistakes Men Make Online...
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

5/16/07
The outcome of this situation is pretty much up to you. If you decide to make a big deal about it, it'll end up being as dramatic and over-the-top as a soap opera. Think about it -- you do have alternatives. That is today's horoscope...it is really amusing to me for several reasons. I'm so glad I'm not letting the small shit bother me.

Leaving New Mexico Again
Some of you on here that know me well know I love to travel. Well Jen's leaving again. Im headed back to Mississippi. NO not to see jerk. I promise. Im going to spend some time with some good friends who have been there for me through all the BS that has gone on in the last 5 months. Nicole you are an angel and girl we will have a blast. You know me well never a dull moment in my life or my adventures. Get the camera's ready LOL. Cooch you are a good friend too thanx for helping to open my eyes also. You better come out with us. I will kick your ass LOL. Are ya ready for me to kick your butt at some pool. I've been practicing LOL. New Orleans and Gulfport be ready this time for me. Oh god did I ever get drunk there on St. Patty's day but I have my bead collection LOL. Can't believe I did what I did to get those but hey all in good fun. Jessica oh gosh girl just be prepared you will have some good laughs with me. GOOD TIMES to come. No one will bring us down especially with me aroun

Scorpio - The Addict
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not f orward.

Another Mans Fantasy Of Me......
just a thought or two... You come to me wearing a business outfit, nice skirt, blouse, and a jacket. We sit and begin to kiss. Our kisses are gentle at first, reacquainting ourselves...then they become more hungry. Lips and tongue move in time as our hands explore each other. I move down your neck and explore the skin not hidden by your blouse, my hands massaging your ample breasts as you arch your back for me, giving me more and more to kiss. You unbutton the top button of your blouse and pull your bra down while my lips and tongue attack your nipple...sucking your nipples hard and biting them, still massaging one of your lovely breasts with my hand...my free fingers slide up your thigh...feeling the dampness of your sex through the sheer fabric of your panties...I stroke you while sucking and biting your nipples...moving to my knees, I push up your skirt as your legs spread for me...my mouth reaches your panties and I smell the rise in your passion...breathing deeply, I slide my h

Hey Guys
just passing by to check on all my friends .. i love you guys .. and i hope you guys are having a great year ... i get a new computer here in a few weeks and ill be back on line to bug you guys ... hope you guys actually miss me .. lmao ... i love you .....

Sentelmental Journey
IVE BEEN THINKING ALOT LATELY ABOUT MY LIFE,THINGS IVE DONE,PEOPLE IVE MET,AND PEOPLE THAT HAVE COME AND GONE.AHH,SWEET MEMORIES.IT ALL SEEMS SO LONG AGO YET THERE AS FRESH AS YESTERDAY.CHILDHOOD,VIETNAM,THE AGENCY,LOVES FOUND AND LOVES LOST,EACH HAS ITS OWN BITTER SWEET MEMORY.NOW AS THINGS BEGIN THEIR FINAL NESTING I FIND MYSELF RELIVING THOSE MEMORIES MORE AND MORE.TODAY IVE DECIDED TO SEARCH OUT THOSE MEMORIES AND FIND WHAT IS LEFT OF THE PAST AND WHAT THE FUTURE MAY HOLD. IVE GOT A FEW THINGS PACKED AND STRAPPED ON THE OL BIKE AND IM GOING TO START THAT JOURNEY.FIRST IM GOING TO MY OLD STOMPING GROUNDS,KANSAS CITY. THATS WHERE MY LIFE BEGAN AS FAR AS MY MEMORIES GO AT LEAST.MY FIRST RECOLECTION IS OF QUINDARO BLVD.ON 12 STREET.MY EARLY CHILD HOOD WHEN I HAD MY MOM STILL. FROM THERE,MAPLE HILL CEMETARY WHERE ILL VISIT MY FAMILY BEFORE I EMBARK ON THE LONG RUN.NO THATS NOT DEPRESSING ,I NEVER REALLY KNEW THEM BUT I DO FEEL THE LONLINESS FROM LOOSING THEM.FROM THERE,THE LOWER STAT

Who Knows
Been thinking about you wondering if you think of me too The say all things come with a price but why is that so? Why cant things just flow out and be? They say whats good you pay for more dearly but why is that so? Why cant we hold dear whatever we wish? They say if you want something bad enough you will pay any price but why is that so? Why cant it be as easy whining

Ozzy Osbourne's 'i Don't Wanna Stop' Video Online Premiere..
OZZY OSBOURNE's video for his new single, "I Don't Wanna Stop", will receive its online premiere this Friday, May 18 at Headbangersblog.com. Regarding the song, Ozzy recently told WWE.com: "I'm 59 this year. People keep saying to me, 'You'll be quitting soon, retiring.' I don't wanna stop! You'll know when I want to stop because I won't be doing it anymore. I've tried not doing it, but it's not like I've got a job. I'd miss the fans. I'd miss the buzz, seeing the crowd going crazy." AS previously reported, Ozzy Osbourne will kick off his 2007 world tour when he performs two songs on the May 18 episode of The CW's "Friday Night SmackDown" at the sold-out 1st Mariner Arena in Baltimore. Osbourne's new song "I Don't Wanna Stop", the first single from his upcoming "Black Rain" album, will also serve as the official theme of WWE's May 20 "Judgment Day" pay-per-view, two days before "Black Rain"'s worldwide release date. WWE superstars featured each week on "Friday Night SmackDown"

Livestrong Newsletter
The LiveStrong Newsletter from Yesterday: As you read this, advocates from across the country are preparing to descend on our nation's capital and demand change from our elected officials. Iâ€™m here with them, but our voices alone will not make a difference â€“ we need your help. Take a moment to contact your elected officials and demand change. Tomorrow on LIVESTRONG Day we will announce The Cancer Screening, Treatment and Survivorship Act of 2007. It is a bold step toward applying what we already know in order to save hundreds of thousands of lives. We need your voice as we take this step to make cancer a national priority. Two hundred advocates will be visiting Capitol Hill, thousands will be participating in local LIVESTRONG Day events â€“ even the Empire State Building is going yellow! Unite with us tomorrow by sending a letter to your elected officials. We know that 1/3 of all cancer deaths could be prevented by screening, prevention and early detection. The Canc

What Did I Let This Guy Do?
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/66921/284802 Alright this ^ is the blog that I am basing al of my thoughts on right now in this one, so if you have not read this one you may want to glance at it. I’m at this spot in my life right now, I tried to move on as I said. I’ve let go of people, I’ve let go of things, I’ve let go of pain, I’ve let go of sorrow, I’ve tried to let it all go . . . Didn’t work. I am still here, I am still stuck. I still have the nonstop thoughts about how I need to do something better, how I need to get things accomplished, how I need to be better. The thoughts aren’t going away, they never will but I am ready to let them go too. I’m ready to be happy, I want to be happy, why don’t I deserve to be happy? I was talking to someone a short while ago that I have just recently met. There is something in him that I like, not sure if it is the fact that he is just as troubled as I am or what it is, but the attraction is there. I talked to him for a few hou

My Type Of Woman
People have often asked me what type of woman or female friend do I like. Here goes She's beautiful, intelligent, loving, caring, a good friend, a good listener, understands my sexual side, erotic,sensual, will let me be a man, has my back, ride or die with me, freaky, did I mention intelligent. Can't get down with a dumb chick. She'll do what she can to make me feel better, be truthful, no bullshit..that's all I got.

Yolanda King
Daughter of Martin Luther King Jr. Dies May 16, 07:24 AM EDT By ERRIN HAINES - Associated Press Writer ATLANTA (AP) -- Yolanda Denise King, the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr.'s eldest child who pursued her father's dream of racial harmony through acting and motivational speaking, has died. She was 51. King died late Tuesday in Santa Monica, Calif., said Steve Klein, a spokesman for the King Center. The family did not know the cause of death but that relatives think it might have been a heart problem, he said. Born on Nov. 17, 1955, in Montgomery, Ala., King was just an infant when her home was bombed during the turbulent civil rights era. As an actress, she appeared in numerous films, including "Ghosts of Mississippi," and even played Rosa Parks in the 1978 miniseries "King." One of her father's close aides in the civil rights movement, the Rev. Joseph Lowery, said Wednesday he was stunned and saddened by the news of King's death. "Yolanda was lovely. She wore the mant

All Members!!!!!
THIS IS A BLOG TO INFORM EVERYONE OLD AND NEW TO THE FAMILY, THAT THE BLOG THAT WAS POSTED YESTERDAY (5-15-07) WITH THE TITLE "NEW MEMBERS" NEEDS TO BE SIGNED BY EVERYONE. I SHOULD HAVE CLARIFIED THIS THEN BUT IT SLIPPED MY MIND. (SUPRIESED RIGHT?) O.K. THEN PLEASE EVERYONE GO AND SIGN THEIR NAME TO IT, IF YOU WOULD ALSO SAY THAT YOU WILL ABIDE TO IT AND THAT YOU AGREE WITH THEM. THANK YOU HITMAN6

Naughty Poll Quiz
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Boy Shorts 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others

New Bassist Announced!
This just in, HELLYEAH vocalist Chad Gray, guitarists Greg Tribbett and Tom Maxwell and drummer Vinnie Paul have added Bob Zilla for bass duties on the band's upcoming tour dates. HELLYEAH begins a summer-long tour schedule this Sunday, May 20, 2007 in Baltimore. Dates, cities and venues for the band’s headline “FIRE IT UP” tour follow below. HELLYEAH will be featured on the main stage at the Download Festival in Donington Park in North West Leicestershire, U.K. on June 9, followed by the 30-city Family Values Tour back in the States. The band's self-titled CD is out now, having had the highest debut chart position for a new hard rock artist, entering Billboard's Top 200 charts at #9 and Billboard's Rock Chart at #3.

I Won't Be On Much
Unfortunetly I am not online much at all and now I will be on even less. I am now in charge of all the accounting of the shop too. Which means I have to do all of the paperwork and bills from the last year. I hope this means a raise.

Family List
This is a listing of all L.R.L. family members. If you are not on here and are in the family, please PM me and I will get you added. Much love, loyalty and respect. Theresa (High Priestess of Wolves of ~L.R.L~ Society Of Wolves) Lord_Fish_Wolf,~`Founder~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves@ CherryTAP Pokerpete13~Advisor~Recruiter~L.R.L.~ Society Of Wolves@ CherryTAP B.G.D.'s Yummy - Cursed Rebel of L.D.C. **High Priestess of Wolves of ~L.R.L~ Society Of Wolves@ CherryTAP `blakpnthr68`(aka bridan_hrr)~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP msvadie lady ~nWo~ ** L.R.L.~Society of Wolves** ~Club F.A.R.~@ CherryTAP ~Cherry*Splash~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves~fallout@ CherryTAP tempted2try~official fallouts~L.R.L. Society of Wolves~@ CherryTAP ~*~SweetAngel~*~ ~L.R.L~ Society of Wolves ~Club F.A.R. Member~*~Please sign my guestbook. Thanks!!@ CherryTAP Simply Complicated~L.R.L.~ Society Of Wolves~@ CherryTAP

Mistakes Men Make Online,,, A Womans Point Of View!
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick is this big,i could f*ck you in the a%%...blah blah b

May 16th..... Horoscope
It's tough to be around big important types without turning into another person entirely. Don't beat yourself up for the impulse; it's to be expected. Just know that sooner or later, it will be all systems normal.

The New Brunswick Cow Story
The only cow in a small Newfoundland village stopped giving milk. The people did some research and found that they could buy a cow just across the gulf in New Brunswick for $200. They bought the cow from New Brunswick and the cow was wonderful. It produced lots of milk all of the time, and the people were pleased and very happy. They decided to acquire a bull to mate with the cow to produce more cows like it. They would never have to worry about their milk supply again. They bought the bull and put it in the pasture with their beloved cow. Finally the cow came into season. However, whenever the bull came close to the cow, the cow would move away. No matter what approach the bull tried, the cow would move away from the bull and he could not succeed in his quest. The people were very upset and decided to ask the Vet, who was very wise, just what they should do. They told the Vet what was happening. "Whenever the bull approaches our cow, she moves away. If he approaches from the back, she

Differences In Men And Women
The Differences in Men And Women NICKNAMES: If Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle go out for lunch, they will call each other Gloria, Suzanne, Debra and Michelle. But if Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack go out for a brewsky, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Schmegma, Peanut-Head and Useless. DINING OUT: And when the check comes, Mike, Phil, Rob and Jack will each throw in $20 bills, even though it's only for $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their check, out come the pocket calculators. BATHROOMS: A man has six items in his bathroom -- a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of Dial soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 437. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. GROCERIES: A woman makes a list of things she needs and then goes out to the store and buys these things. A man waits

Quote Of The Day
I have found that the greatest help in meeting any problem with decency and self-respect and whatever courage is demanded, is to know where you yourself stand. That is, to have in words what you believe and are acting from. William Faulkner

Mistakes Men Make Online....a Womans View
MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE....A WOMANS VIEW MISTAKES MEN MAKE ONLINE... 1)Remember those old fashioned manners your mama and grandma taught you?...they most certainly apply to women you cant see as well as ones you can.If you see ANY female online,sexy or not,USE THOSE MANNERS!!!Approach with respect...i dont care if you see a profile with pics of the girl compeltely naked riding a green banana...pay her the same courtesy and respect as you would a woman dressed conservatively.You dont know her,she doesnt know you.If you want ANYTHING to do with her,beit friendship or more then friendship,you are goi to have to act like a gentleman. 2)WATCH YOUR FREAKING LANGUAGE!If you approach a woman and start talking vulgar right off the bat that could be the deal breaker right there..Its natural to see a woman and think lusty thoughts,but until you have had a chance to talk to her,keep that stuff to yourself..dont IM her out of the blue with things like "i want to f*ck you,my d*ick

Automatons In Training
Ignited within a combustible state, spiraling like a comet through the heavens. Turning a blind eye towards darkness. The reptile inside wishes to shed it's skin and decay into it's surroundings. An abomination seeking salvation with determination but no provocation. Licking it's wounds of shattered hope. Weighing the options of one more breath, but leaning towards one last breath. Enduring life as an incurable sickness. The end is near for all but comes quicker to some. Taking each and every breath for granted, we get in line, and follow the leader towards the edge as they step off and over. Everyone trapped within one mind doing the bidding of the almighty machine, bestowing us the power to do what we're told.

You Couldn't Make It Up!!!
Illinois baby obtains gun permit Bubba Ludwig may only be 10 months old, but he has already successfully obtained a gun licence in the US state of Illinois. Bubba's father, Howard Ludwig, applied on his behalf after his grandfather gave him a shotgun as an heirloom. Mr Ludwig said he had not expected to succeed, but he filled in the online form, paid $5 and the licence was his. US gun laws are regularly the subject of fierce debate, renewed recently after April's Virginia Tech killings. Gunman Cho Seung-hui was able to exploit a loophole in Virginia state law and obtain weapons despite having a history of mental illness. The loophole was later closed. Technical problems The licence includes a picture of a toothless Bubba and a squiggle that represents his best attempt at a signature. It makes an adorable addition to his baby book Howard Ludwig In an article in the Chicago Sun-Times, Mr Ludwig, 30, said that he expected the application to be turned down.

Last Night
Last night I sat And pondered How best to do The deed at hand I sat and wondered What to do About those left Who would cry And while I pondered I saw myself As from above Holding something Something sharp A tool of destruction I saw myself Place the tip On the smooth skin Of my wrist I saw myself Make a line of red To mark my way To the other side I saw myself Slowly bleed Until no more blood Would run I saw myself Lying on the floor Alone and crying Until no more breath Would fill my lungs Then I was myself Seeing what I was about And slowly stood To leave the room Those that I left Will cry not today For I had not the courage To do the task at hand And so I still ponder What is now ahead Was it worth it To lose face In the moment Of certain Rest

Just For One Moment
Even if its just for one moment Embrace me within your Arms When it gets cold, be there to keep me Warm Even if its just for one moment Breathe Life into me Resurrect me, show me there's still Hope for me Even if its just for one moment Touch me, Kiss me, Love me Reignite the Passion within me Just whisper sweet nothings into my Ear Take me away, I don't care Where Even if its just for one moment Make me forget, take this Chance To shower me in a world full of Romance Hold me even when the Sun Sets Take me down memory lane to the fist day we Met Even if its just for one moment Lets take our Friendship to the next Level In this moment allow us to lose Ourselves Even if its just for one moment I'll trade it all, bring me out of this Loneliness Surround me with Happiness, even if its just for One Moment... I Promise You I'll Treasure this Moment...