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44 Rich Man
If I were a rich man Then baby would you take my hand Take you where there's no rainy days Take you where the sun it always plays If I were a rich man Won't you make me a rich man Come on lady try and understand Won't you make me a rich man Show me that smile and help me to stand When I was a rich man There was a day when I could take your hand Chasing the sun staying one step ahead But these could've beens are only in my head When I was a rich man

What Makes You The Better Hubbie?
Tony, Jack, Bear and Joe... B and I were talking this morning.. and I said.. Does he realize how hard it is living with four hubbies.. imagine four of you shaving and thanking the Gods I hot wax because all my shaving cream would be gone. When I go to the bathroom the seat would never be down. Then B, started telling me why he would be the better hubbie.. he said.. 1. He leaves the seat down 2. Good cook 3. He cleans 4. Electic shaves so I can have my hot wax 5. Changes the roll of toilet paper when he sees it about to end 6. He squeezes the toothpaste from the bottom and not from the center. So guys.. what would make you the better hubbie? And Tony.. remember this is all in fun. Any qualities can be listed. Hugs and Kisses Guys!!

And It Begins...
Yup, I have decided to Blog. Granted, I realize that the vast majority of humanity would rather read a shampoo bottle than read my thoughts and inner demons, but I figured "what the hell?" and decided to do it anyway. Write more later, after hang-over dissapates.

Fame At Last ..........lol
Well ihave had another new experiance. I just finished an interview for the Fetish-channel.co.uk. What fun it was and not only that it is free advertising for my website. As a Professional Domme any free advertising is worth doing. The film crew were great and what was even better was they were old friends, from when i first started in the fetish scene. Which helped me relax as iwas nervous as hell before they arrived. Been up since the crack of dawn making sure that everything was done before they got here. Like a cat on a hot tin roof. (Not very Mistressy) Gloria (Cab driver by day Tranny by night)who interviewed me is a good friend and a very good interviewer. She ask me some personal questions as well as ones about my work so people could get to know two sides of me...there are so many sides i've lost count lol. well its all been very exciting if nothing else. Now i shall wait for it to appear on the fetish channel as unfortunately i will not be given a copy. May

Homeowners Program
Awesome homeowners plan!! Hi Ya'll!! Just wnated to let you all in on this totally awesome homeownders plan that Pat and I are going through. Its called American Home Partners and you are your own contractor... you cna do all the shit yoursleves or hire subcontractors to do all the leg work or split it 50/50 or whatever. They have like 30 different homeplans to choose from and they pay for everything.. materials, labor and all that. It's a really great way to build your own dream home and rebuild your credit! Pats credit scoe is actually really low but we got approved for $265K and the interest rate is only 7% and it could go down! Better than trying to come up with 20% on someone else's home!!!! Plus they finance the land you buy!!! Its really awesome! Check out the website and if you want to go through it or know someone who wants to do it be sure to contact this guy Kirk Bamrick and let him know that Patrick and Charlotte Means sent you!! Here is the website... http://www.americanh

Coming Soon!!!!
i had some new pics taken last night and as soon as i get off work, i'll post them. not as many nekkid ones this time lol, my man wanted me to be sexsay in my lingerie. so i hope ya'll like em... *hugz & kizzes* to all my cherries

Geeking Out!
Well, I'm finally doing something I've been dieing to do for years. Building my own computer. I've been ordering the parts off of newegg.com for a bit now, and I'm starting to get them in now. Got my case, motherboard and heatsink/fan for my CPU. I'll post pics of them later tonight when I get home. For now, I'll just post the specs of the computer, for anyone who cares, heh. MSI 96N SLI Platinum nForce650i motherboard Intel Core 2 Duo E6700 2.66Ghz Processor 2GB Corsair XMS2 DDR2 800 RAM Samsung 500GB 7200RPM HDD EVGA Geforce 8800GTX Thermaltake 700W Power Supply Soundblaster X-Fi XtremeGamer sound card Zalman CPU Cooling Fan/Heatsink Windows Vista Ultimate Samsung 22 inch widescreen lcd Ok, that's enought specs, heh. Pics to come later...it's gonna be awesome!!! Yes, I'm geeking out, I know :P Now I just want to go home, can't put anything together right now till the CPU gets in, but damnit, I wanna go play the Halo 3 beta! Played it a little last night, but

Sad News
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Hi
hey i know i havent been on in a while, but im taking care of a lot of bullshit thats happened between me and some so and so. ill get on every now and than and drop a letter to those of you who i normally talk too and people who ive never heard of ,,.lol my kids are doing great and hannah my youngest is getting to be so big and lots of fun and energy !! im loving the fact that i have 2 lovely children, hannah will be 1 years old next month on the 16th and arley will be 3 in july,,,how cool is that eh,.,. love always danielle aka deebear66 oxo i miss all you guys !

Just Healing
well everyday for me it is getting easier for me since the ex bf left i got a job now and i got my friends and my kids keeping me smile .. i do miss some things but i have to get over it nothing will ever change me no matter what happens .. i have had many dissapointments but i deal with them and be thankful i got some people that care about me that i am thankful for i love all my friends

Hmmm
WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON

Finding My Way Around On Here.
Hello to all, I hope that you all will bare with me the next few days or weeks . I'm trying to make some albums and still trying to find my way around on here. It's not that hard to do on this site I must admitt but well, I'm blonde to the roots.. Anyways , I have found this site a real change from most of the sites on here that you can join. This one is more up class and a better line of people I think are on this one. Thanks to whom ever started this one , I really have enjoyed it what little time I have been a member. If some of you have some good ideals of what to do with my albums and sugguest for me to use on my profile , I'm open. Wishing all a great up coming weekend and have a great day , Lisa in NC

Plus-sized Hugging Bandit Finally Behind Bars!
Police Arrest Plus-Size 'Hugging Bandit' May 16, 8:51 PM (ET) BUFFALO, N.Y. (AP) - The "Hugging Bandit" - the plus-size pickpocket who put the squeeze on tipsy men and their wallets in upstate New York - is behind bars, police said. Myra Castleberry, 48, was being held without bail and police hoped they had seen the last of a decade-long spree of thefts. "Hopefully, she'll be hugging her pillow in her prison cell for a long time," Detective Sgt. Tom Donovan said Tuesday. The Hugging Bandit targeted dozens of unsuspecting men outside bars over the years, distracting them in the wee hours of the morning by fondling them and then secretly stealing their wallets. She would use the victims' credit cards within hours of the thefts. Castleberry, who has been arrested 17 times between 1998 and 2005 and has two felony convictions, was suspected in the thefts, but police said most victims were too drunk to identify her. That changed when a Tonawanda man called police after readin

Make A Solider Feel Good Today
normaly my blogs are about me but today they are about my friends who are in the service just take one minute today even if you dont have one on your friends list find one and say hi ask them how they are or just give a hug or thank them for what they are doing for us and our country...never forget our hero's they are always on our minds and forever in our hearts......

Two Days Later....
...and I am still in David-Stern-can-kiss-my-ass mode. Dan Bickley in the Arizona Republic is well worth a read this morning. A taste: "For fans, this has become a series of torment. They are still stewing over Stu's ruling, and it isn't so much the application of the law. You can't argue that. It's simply the profound sense of injustice accompanying the decision. It's the net effect of rewarding a team that has been hitting below the belt all series. It's the realization that the league may have just stolen away a great chance for the Suns to win their first NBA championship." That about covers it. And David Stern's smarmy defense of the indefensible all over the airwaves yesterday simply adds to the irritation. No wonder the NBA isn't taken as seriously as the NFL and even steroid-scandal-riddled MLB. At least in those sports, the games still feel fair.

"never Know When They Are Going To Strike!" Ha Ha!
Spring Thaw Brings Out Brattleboro Raw May 16, 8:52 PM (ET) BRATTLEBORO, Vt. (AP) - Spring has arrived in this southeastern Vermont shire town. The trees are less bare, and some local residents are more so. Brattleboro has no ordinance, and Vermont no law, against public nudity. Some of the people who caused a stir last year when they began appearing downtown as nature made them are back. Not everyone is happy. Resident Theresa Toney said she was dining at a downtown restaurant when she spotted her first naked person of the spring. She looked out the window "and saw a man in his 60s walking up and down Main Street totally nude," she said. "This is indecent exposure where it doesn't belong." Toney was one of the most vocal critics of public nudity when young people first started congregating without clothing in a downtown parking lot last year. This week she was back before the Select Board, demanding to know what the town was going to do "about this behavior." Aud

A Woman's Poem
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do.

34 Facts
1. Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones. 2. At the end of every party there is always a girl crying. 3. One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronised with a complete stranger. 4. You've never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps. 5. Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator. 6. Reading when you're drunk is horrible. 7. Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly. 8. You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden. 9. Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl. 10. You never know where to look when eating a banana. 11. Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat. 12. Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly. 13. Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball. 14. You always feel a bit scared when stroking horses. 15. Everyone always re

Strawberry Meth On The Playgrounds
I have heard about this in a few places in the last few days. Please talk to your kids and let them know about this. Inform other parents also. THANKS. _____________________________________________ TO ALL IT MAY CONCERN, There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry poprocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country if it hasn't already. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the E.R. in dire condition. Please instruct your children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Please pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! That is what they are calling strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Thought you'd want to know.

Life!! Special Thanks To ~cuddlebug~
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j

A Fathers Day Contest
WELL ITS ALMOST OVER IN ABOUT A HOUR AN 10 MINS THE FATHERS DAY CONTEST COMES TO A END I WANT TO THANK EACH AN EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AN VOTED , THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST CONTEST I HAD NOOOOOOOO DRAMA NO DOWNRATERS LEVEL 5 TO JOIN LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN CONTEST SELF BOMBIN ALLOWED LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN PRIZES BIG PIMPIN 1STPL PORSCHE 2NDPL SILVER MOTORCYLE 3RDPL ROLEX 4THPL MENS BRACELET

Next Birthday On The Train Is 5-19-07
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com And the next Birthday whore on our train list is Handicap Mike....dont forget to go to his page and show him lots of Mafia Love....On May 19 2007 Happy Birthday Sweetie

Childish Games
I really think that one of the things about being grown, is to act like a grownup. I think that it's really childish for someone to have to go around and tell people that they are the TRUE this or the REAL that. I have many names because I'm mulittalented. I understand using it in the sense that someone took your identity or something liek that. But in cases where you have similar names, it really isnt nec. I'm a grown ass woman, so I'll give you my name and leave it at that..I don't need to convince anyone that I'm the real Gata, or the true Monique Dupree..none of that.. My Gata name, which i sregistered..I use mainly for my poetry (I have a book coming out) my name, Monique Dupree or !st Black Scream Queen, I use for my horror acting. I dont spend my time trying to convince peopel otherwise..I spent my time, promoting myself..That's why I am where I am I don't speak on this that much, but I thought it should be said

Lovers
I must say that this is by far one of the better poems I have ever written. If you like it, please send me Shout! ENTWINED WRAPPED IN EACH OTHERS ARMS THE SWEET KISSES YOU GIVE ME SNDING SHIVERS THROUGH MY SOUL THE WARMTH OF YOUR SWEETNESS PRESSING AGAINST MY BODY YEARNING TO HAVE YOU CLOSER THAN YOU ARE TEMPERATURES RISING AS THE NIGHT CLOESES IN AND YOUR ABSOLUTE NAKEDNESS RAISING MY DESIRE THE RAIN BEATS HEAVILY UPON THE ROOF-TOPS WHILE THE GENTLE MOANS ESCAPE YOU I CAN FEEL THE PULSATING PLESURE QUICKLY RISING IN YOU YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES; YOURS WILD WITH PASSION I KISS YOU FORCEFULLY AND AT THAT MOMENT, TOGETHER WE REACH EXTASY YOU WHISPER MY NAME SO SOFTLY I AWAKEN AND ALL OF THE NIGHTS' PLEASURES WERE BUT A DREAM FOR AS I SIT ALONE IN THIS CELL THAT IS ALL THAT REMAINS MY DREAMS

Disappointed
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind. Tw

Moving
Hello all... Just a quick note that I won't be around for awhile...I'm moving. I am sooo ready to be in my own place! It's been a long two years and though I still have some medical issues, I am now well enough to get back out on my own.

Being In Love
Being in love is one complicated thing it blinds you to so much it makes you happy but sad needy but spacey i fell in love with a guy at work just from the smile on his face and ive loved and i will love him till the day that i die but from him i dont know so im moving out of town away from him before he comes home from work and i guess ill start my life a new

Best Yo Momma Jokes
It's time 2 pull out ur BEST yo momma jokes! Itz no holds barred, so some come out swingin'! Remember this iz all in good fun, so please don't get all uppity about it! Lemme get u started... 1. Yo momma is so fat, when she turns around they throw her a welcome back party. 2. Yo momma is so stupid, she thought u called the "Family Guy" 2 fix broken homes. 3. Yo momma's so fat, she sweats mashed potatoes. There! Now u try!

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j

Tears Of A Vampire
Life wouldn’t be the same, without no early morning sun. The one that I can’t look at The one that makes my eyes run. Life wouldn’t be the same, without the daily rain Freezing cold against my skin Leaving face and hands in pain. And if it wasn’t for the snow and wind, My winter clothes would be binned No longer would that woollen dress Around the curves of my body caress Nor would my simple figure be Buried far below for none to see Yet in the summer when the heat reaches its brink I’m not worshipping the sun as you may think For in the summer the nights are warm And it is in the evening that I do dawn Although I know I have chose Never to see the summer sun full rose But hidden beneath my cloak, right here I try to remember and shed a tear.

Feeling Horrible.
Just wanted to let u know that i am going to try to check my blogs and everyone as much as possible im down with the flue and so much more. i wish it was over. i miss being on here with all you all. well just a update of how i am. ttyl.

Can U
Can you find it in your soul to look past my body and love my mind? I'm not setting my standards lower for you. I have a lot of love to give but only for the right person willing tosee that there is more to me than a sexy, thick body. My heart yearns for true love. I want the mental stimulation of love. I want to see that passion in your eyes. I want to hear the passion in your voice. I want to taste the passion in your kiss. I want to feel the passion from your fingertips. I want to connect to your passion through your heartbeat. Help me see that you feel me from deep within. My heart is a sacred temple and I'm not opening it up for just anyone. Prove to me that all the words you say to me are real, and maybe then I will let you in on the journey of true everlasting love that only I can give to you.

Time To Spring Clean
I'm about to do some spring cleaning and remove some of my 'friends' and 'fans'that do not communicate with me. I don't wish to do this if you still wish to remain 'friends' or 'fans', so please let me know if you wish to remain there. All are welcome, so please don't be shy, I love to meet and be 'friends' with folk around the world. Thanks in advance, Tony :)

Contests Coming
We're looking to develop several contests. First, we want to have someone design a t-shirt idea using two different sayings. 1.) "We give roadkill a whole new meaning" and 2.) "Beer, Babes and Barbecue!" Second, we'd like to have you tell us your ultimate tailgating experience or idea! In order to do that, come on by the site, and go to the "Grill Notes" and enter your idea in the forum and we'll choose from the best, and then let the members pick their favorite! In order to do any of our contests, you need to register at the site, and there you will find the prizes we are offering for your efforts! Have fun! muahz The Texas Flames

Shes Realy Gone
people u know iv never realy loved a girl except for jen how i know this is cuase any other girl that i split up with i was sad but i easly moved on. but when jen left me my chest started hurting im mean it literaly started hurting and i knew it was a brocken heart. i didnt know what to do or say all actualy thought bout killing my self. and trust me im usualy the telling people their idiots for trying somthing so stupid becuase of a girl but now i know what was going through there head death was better than whjat they wre feeling but i didnt hoping god would help us save what we had.so i prayed i prayed tell i fell asleep at 3 in the mornig. and when i woke up things werent better they wer worse she dellered all contact with me what am i to do. iv never been hurt like this befor its hard to except that some one u love so much is gone. well no one wants to hear a mans story bout his brocken heart so ill go

Inspired By A Friend...thanks D
You are standing naked before me; unable to hide your arousal...I push you down onto the bed and straddle you. Pressing my body into yours, kissing you with great passion...xxx sliding my hands along your strong arms, I lay them out behind your head, you try to nibble my breasts. I whisper in your ear" Submit to me" ...you laugh and humoring me reply "of course, my dear"...at that moment you feel the cool metal and hear the snap of handcuffs on your wrists, securing you to the bed.... The look on your face as I laugh, shock and anger and then melting into knowing submission...I feel your cock jump with excitement against my thigh, ooohhhhh you are on to me already... You are still a little mad at me I can tell, in response you get soft kisses on your neck, licks and nibbles as I slowly work my way down your chest, stomach, thighs lingering there for a few minutes, and then finally on to your fantastic throbbing cock.... mmmmmm.... you cease your struggles and moan softly as I place fir

I Dont Want To Miss A Thing =(
I Don't Want To Miss A Thing >> I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment of treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you babe And I don't want to miss a thing

Follow Up On Miami Road Rage
Maybe this contributes to Miami being the top city in the U.S. of Road Rage incidents? SOFLA's Unlicensed Driver Crisis Gets Worse Joan Murray Reporting (CBS4) FT. LAUDERDALE At any given time, tens of thousands of people on South Florida roads are driving without a valid license, and even more unnerving is the fact that one of these people slammed into a City of Miami Police officer overnight. It’s an epidemic and it could be riding in the car next to you. “There are hundreds of thousands of people driving on suspended licenses,” said Lt. Pat Santangelo with the Florida Highway Patrol. “If we tried to arrest every one of them the system couldn't handle it.” On Tuesday night police say the woman who blew a stop sign and crashed into a Miami Police Officer had 20 suspensions on her license. Last year on I-595, the driver who veered off the highway and killed BSO Deputy Bryan Seguin was also driving on a suspended license. The Department of Motor Vehicles reports that mor

The Door Of Full Surrender
The Door of Full Surrender Job 23:10 But He knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold. What if you had two doors to choose from; behind one door was the complete will of God for your life and behind the other door was how life could be according to your own preference. Which door would you choose? The struggle for most lies in the desire to follow God completely and the fear of what might be behind the door of full surrender. Most of us desire to follow God, but few of us will do it at any cost. We do not really believe that God loves us to the degree that we are willing to give Him complete permission to do as He wills in us. If we desire to fully walk with Christ, there is a cost. We may give intellectual assent and go along with His principles and do fine; however, if we are fully given over to Him and His will for our life, it will be a life that will have adversity. The Bible is clear that humans do not achieve greatness without havi

Bbq Verses Butt Measurement
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the Man looks over at his wife and says, "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the Grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's' bottom "Yes, I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling frisky. He makes Some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers, "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this Big-ass grill for one little weiner?"

Need A Skinz Made Plz?
OK SO I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY OWN SKINZ.. I NEED SOMEONE TO LEND A HAND IN TELLING ME HOW OR MAYBE EVEN DO IT FOR ME. I WANT IT TO BE ONE FOR THE STEELERS. HAVE ALOT OF PICS AND STUFF BUT DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THEM LOL. SO IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BE NICE AND HELP THAT WILL BE GREAT

What You Do....
If there is one thing that I know as fact is this....you can do what you want unto me, however, the truth of who or what I am will always prevail. So in my saying this, what you do unto me does not matter, for it will not only come back to you 100 fold, but I will prevail by the Grace of My Father. I have so learned that we are spirit beings trapped in human form. And in being this way, do we learn many differant things. We have lessons to learn and things to experience, but not without understanding and growth. I may not always understand why someone chooses as they do, but does not mean that my love suddenly changes. For the love I hold is truly unconditional. Hence the phrase, it does not matter what you do unto me..... I do learn what is done unto me with or without my knowing. And the agenda or intentions behind the acts will always be at a cost. Not by me, for vengence is never mine. Compassion, love, understanding and hope with a greater amount of Faith will always be ....i

Then Came The Dawn. . .
S.C. lawmakers consider allowing concealed weapons on campuses Story Highlights• S.C. House subcommittee passes measure • Bill is not expected to pass the Legislature before adjournment next month • Opponents of the measure fear more accidental shootings • 37 states ban guns at schools COLUMBIA, South Carolina (AP) -- To prevent school shootings, some South Carolina legislators want more guns on campuses. A House subcommittee approved a measure Wednesday that would allow concealed weapon permit holders to carry guns onto public school campuses, from elementary schools to universities. Supporters say having trained and armed gun owners in schools could prevent massacres like the April 16 shootings at Virginia Tech, where one armed student killed 32 people. Only Utah currently has a law allowing concealed weapons on campuses. "We're not talking about kids. We're talking about responsible adults," said Republican Rep. Jeff Duncan, who sponsored the bill. Opponents fear

Jealousy
I experienced full blown jealousy the other day. It was rather interesting, because I just never experience it. Oh, sure, maybe a little bit of envy to someone who might have something I want....but that is few and far between. I've found I have all I need. Or so I thought. Is the emotion jealousy really such a bad thing? I found I actually enjoyed it a bit. I felt, well, I felt alive. I suppose the important thing is that I experienced it, embraced it for whatever the purpose was, but didn't continue to live there. Do you believe that our emotions, our feelings are there for a reason? That we should experience them for the moment that they represent? Or are they to be more controled, to attempt not to allow them to be expressed negatively.... I wonder why I've never felt to intensely jealous before. And I wonder what my reaction will be the next time. Will there be a next time? Isn't jealousy after all just an extension of insecurity? Such ques

Crazy Ethel
Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic, the other residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. STOP!" he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall. As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster, and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said, "On your way, "ma'am." As Ethel neared the final corrido

What's New In My World
Well Boys and Girls It's been a wild week! I have some new Pic's up they are NSFW so PLEASE go check them out and I always love hearing what you have to say! Dark God And I have a lot going on in our life right now. We have Two new love's in our life's and we have become a poly family. Much love to all please check out the pic's and show me some Love LOL. Love to you all! Misty

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Broken Hearts Mend
Broken hearts mend no matter how shattered Because in the end something mattered. Broken hearts mend and souls find peace Maybe you'll find that your heart is only needing some release. Broken hearts mendand life goes on All we have to do is be strong.

...and Justice For All?
Ok, in most things I am the cynic. However, sometimes, my husband is the King of cynicism. On the issue of justice, I guess he reigns supreme as cynic so I thought Id ask "net land" for opinions other than ours When it comes to "justice", do you think there is any? Do you believe there is justice in the world? Is justice a thing of the past, a fanciful word whos implication is from a bygone era or best left in daydreams? If you are wronged, do you expect to get justice? Does it shock you when/if justice eludes? Do you actually get justice? Have you? If so, when? Do you get justice in court or are you the one who walks out feeling more wronged than when you entered the building? If you get duped on eBay, do you contact support and actuall get justice or do you just have to bend over and take it up the ass? When you stand in line while ignored for 20 min, does the person who just walked in get tended to first or do you get justice? What's your take on "justice" in todays world?

Need Some Help Please
I AM IN MY 1ST EVER CONTEST AND COULD USE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...I HAVE LEAD THE CONTEST FOR 6 OF THE 7 DAYS,TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT EST ,IT IS OVER.I HAVE FALLEN BEHIND OVER NIGHT AND YOUR HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...IF YOU CAN,PLEASE STOP BY ANY VOTES WILL HELP...I WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE. THANKS JULIE JUST CLICK THE PIC http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&albumid=341073&i=4213667017

Daily Horoscope May 17
"Matters of appearance and upkeep take on a spiritual cast. Now, we all know that you can't judge a book by its cover, but sometimes taking great care of the wrapping indicates that you know the insides are worth it." Well I guess that means I have to start takin my ass to the gym again... cause it certainly doesn't mean skirts and makeup.

Just Another Day
Woke early today and its my day off...typical lol. So far this week has been hectic at work. Then again can any of us say that we don't have a hectic day at work lol. For those that know my job it was hot and we were running the whole day. Was so glad to see this day off come just to rest up for one day. Can't wait for the last weekend of the month to get here. We get 5 days off then. Kinda reward for a contest we won in the company. Our bigwigs have to come run our store. Woohoo!! This will be the nearest thing i have had to a vacation since the 90s lol. Yanno what i am gonna do? Not a damn thing ROFL. Watched the race this past weekend. Well Dale Jr did not win but he got another top ten finish and i think that was a good finish for him with everything he has going on. Leaving DEI at the end of the year. Thinking he may go to Childress like Sr raced at but thats just a thought yanno. Who knows since alot of money is gonna be thrown at him. Either way he will still have my support.

My Wish-for All My Friends
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

May 17th..... 07....... Horoscope
Fancy creams and ridiculous diets don't keep a person young: curiosity does. So go ahead and explore, initiate and ask questions. The more information you seek, the more you'll gather. Use your resources.

Thank You All
Hey every one it is me ReRe and I wanted to take the time out to say thank you for all the love that every one has shown to me : ). It means alot to me and to all my friends on my page much love to yall as well to. Luv ReRe

So Then
Did I use that title before? Maybe? Anyway last night at the club I had a great time. Brandi showed up and had two drinks with me, we didn't talk a whole lot, quite a few of the guys from work were there and we were playing pool. So she sat and watched, I was fairly toasted off two drinks, I think that Rachel was giving me tripple shot rum and cokes. I did get a couple of hugs which was nice. She feels good in my arms. After she left to go to her moms, it was more pool, lots of drinking and joking around with the softball team that came in. I was talking to this cute little girl whom I had never met. We were talking about our Mustangs. I could go for a Mustang girl! LOL!!! I just wish that I could remember what we were talking about... Then more pool, but no drinking, my friend Jeannie cut me off and switched me to MT Dew.. I love that woman. She looks out for me when no one else will. So we played more pool till the club closed. The drive home was uneventful, of what I remembe

My Thoughts
ok so i stayed up all night again and this time not bc of stress. I thought everything i have been through since the start of this year, all the good and the bad. I thought about the past and about how it had come back to haunt me. I thought about all the people i have met and why i met them. I guess this is my thoughts on it all. Please bear with me as i try to put it all into words. I guess that in a way this is my way to express my true feelings on some of the people who have touched my life so deeply and those who helped to catch my fault. I have met alot of people and had alot of experiences so im not sure if i will tell it all. I guess i realized tonight that sometimes things happen and we dont understand them bc we arent supposed to know why they happen. Tonight there are some special people close to my heart that i miss dearly bc they have passed on. I think about micheal who was a great friend and who i miss dearly. I think about my grandma and my grandpa who i miss so much

Away For A Few Days...
All My CT Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know (whom I haven't already spoken with) that I am leaving on a short trip out of town this afternoon and will return before the weekend is out on Sunday. Didn't want anyone to think I had forgotten them since I will be away from CT and unable to comment, chat and so on. Leave me some love and I will be in touch upon my return. Until then, take care and be safe all! ♥ Jen ♥

A True Friend
A True Friend by LadyBrandi We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you.

What Would Life Be
What Would Life Be by Scott Wheeler, Sr What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

Good Morn Ing
good morning every one i cant always get round to every one but i am so try ing to now .my brithday is june 14th , i hope u will show me some luv on my brithday i am have ing a bad time here at the apt with my mom mostly then my husband gets in on it , it is a long story . put i need to put up with it for a year any ways, i hopeu allw ill have a good day and weekend , love u all cindy

Nsfw Pics Album Is Open
I don't know what happend but it looks like my NSFW was open as a parent under my private pics album that's why you couldn't see it... I have created it now under the default as a parent album.... so come come and check it out... I'll be putting more pics soon!!! Keep giving your Cherry love to your Mistress honeys!! Whips M

Long Time No Blog
Wow! Hard to believe it's been so long since I post anything here! My last post was made from Illinois last year. A lot has gone on since then. Not only did I come back to Scotland, but I got married, as well. I arrived back the middle of March. After months and months of snow, the weather in Ilinois was finally getting warm (81 degrees the day I left). I came back to rain and wind and temps seem to never warm up. It was wonderful to be back. I'd really missed John. Once we got things back on an even keel and he was feeling better (he'd been sick the entre time I was away) We started making plans for he wedding. We pushed it to the limit and set the date for May 1st, the earliest possible day the paperwork would be cleared. Right up until 6 pm the night before we waited for a phonecall from the registrar telling us we'd have to postpone things because there was a snag of some sort. Everything came off without a hitch... well, except for us getting hitched. It was small and qu

From A Very Very Good Friend
There's a fear inside me that you're taking away by simple words no others bother to say My hearts not as nervous but it still cries due to others actions and non stop lies Then I think of you and it makes me smile Just three little words have gone a mile I know I can be a bit of a pain, a little timid and a touch insane but you make me feel special and that I desire along with you my soul is on fire So I dedicate these words to you I love you my sweet, I really do -- Calissta

'twas Never For...
'twas Not for... 'twas not for...worms delighting in carrion remain on a field of toils end, 'neath black cloaking rain. Opacity tempt all...forget why this came to pass. At extremities end...tears fall at the last. 'twas not for the silent drum... echoed cadence only remembered; Twas not for... the bugles call; the voice now quiet; a corroded ember. 'twas not for...duty or honor; blood soaked ground; is only horror... banal drive preceded by annals sway... persuaded towards this hackneyed day. 'twas not for...promised land and lore; mendacity rule those chronicles core... Twas not for...black monument liberation, or for crosses bared and salvation. 'twas not for...fire or for perdition; midnight world of reining superstition... All claim enlightenment; their vision is greater; into the void with you; "YOU" meet your maker... 'twas always searching... for Balance in the true mind's eye; seek the answers within; symmetry defined... Reality I know

The Softer Side Of Melly
I love people. I love bringing out the brightest side of them. I love to confront them on their good qualities... not so much for their appearance or possessions (I'll give props on those too though) but for their more deep rooted goodness that shows in subtle ways. I love when people smile at me and show me appriciation for aspects of me beyond the more shallow and exploited things. I love when people premeditate bringing a smile to somebody's face without expectations of personal gain. I love watching people interact as much as I like to participate. I think everybody deserves as much love as they can get, how some act with and without love is questionable and that nobody is unloveable... there is always at least one aspect of a person that deserves respect and anyone can be appriciated, respected or loved for anything by anyone. I think there aren't enough people who see past trivial differences to who people really are... the core basics of what drives them. I appriciate diversitiy

This Was Cute
Ok, most of you who are on my friends list get commented everyday, sometimes twice a day..depends on my mood. Well this morning I was asked --and NOT offended in the least--if I'm bi because I seem to visit this one friend's page a lot. I told this person that no I'm not bi--that I try to make sure I rate pics, stash, and leave comments as much as possible. I try to be a good friend to those on my list, and as much as i would love to have the time to go through the entire list and leave comments for everyone unfortunately I don't have the time. Now, usually its the ones who are currently showing in my lists that get the comments, and the ones who post bulletins. Over 300 profiles would take way to long to comment. This doesn't mean that each and everyone of my friends, family, and fans aren't special...I hold you all very close to my heart. One of these days I will take the time to go through all the profiles.... For now, just know that you're all special and I

Quote For May 17
For those who haven't heard, my car died last night, leaving me stranded for hours. So for today's quotes.... Car designers are just going to have to come up with an automobile that outlasts the payments. -- Erma Bombeck We are the first nation in the history of the world to go to the poorhouse in an automobile. -- Roy Rogers When Solomon said there was a time and a place for everything he had not encountered the problem of parking his automobile -- Bob Edwards It's significant to note that a 'bumper-to-bumper' automobile warranty doesn't include the bumpers -- Andrew Green This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Sometimes
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

Moderation
Moderation in all that we do, provides us with a healthy balance to our overall lifestyle. Even the things that we like and do with a passion, have the best results over the long-term when they are done with moderation. One of the key benefits of moderation and putting moderation into practice, is endurance to go the distance for the long-term. Excess in anything causes stress and burnout, which ultimately leads to a dead end. Moderation truly is the key for enjoyment and prosperity

My Best Friend
I nominated my best friend Sxyrebel aka Linda for the "Best Friend Contest" You ask why? Because she is the greatest CT friend and CT Sister there is. She's there daily for me, talking to me, encouraging me, cheering me up when I'm down! She never lets her friends down when they are in a contest. It's her turn to win a blast!!!! Let's help her. Rate her.. Bomb her... Give her anything you can! Give her whatever time you can! She means a lot to me! I want to help her win! And...for two weeks he he I get to be a pimp!!!! VOTE FOR SXYREBEL FOR THE BEST FRIEND CONTEST!!!! THIS IMPORTANT MESSAGE HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY; AMY REBEL SXYREBEL'S PIMP!!!!!!

Thursday Links: Opie And Anthony Live Today - Turn On Your Webcams, Poker Tournament Cancelled, New O&a Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets, Boner Of The
It's Thursday, and the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is LIVE (on terrestrial radio, that is). Here's list of stations where YOU can hear the O&A Show. If you need further evidence that there are actually live human beings speaking into microphones this morning, turn on your PALTALK. You'll see all the breakfast eating, nose-picking, and booger-consuming LIVE as it happens. Of course, you'll also see a lot of sleeping naked women who leave their webcams on all night. Just go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Due to circumstances beyond our control, the Opie and Anthony Texas Hold 'em Tournament has been cancelled. Stay tuned for further details. Thanks to our own Sam, we have some new O&A Show videos: Roland the O&A Booker Does Impressions ERock Freaks out over his food DANCE DANCE DANNY: Have you seen the FoundryMusicDanny Dance Dance Revolution Video? OK, now have you seen the DANCE DANCE DANNY PAGE on YMNTD? Well, now you have. It's addicting. Did you get your TRAVELIN

Do We Use The "wait And See Method" Too Often?
Good Morning. Gas prices are about to jump again. Imagine that! I wonder how the gas out on May 15th went. Must have worked…gas is on the rise again. The consumer has no say in any of this other then to talk amongst themselves and complain on how high it is to fill their SUV’S up… Well so much for changing that by strike. Let’s try a new approach. Let’s all quit driving… There ya go… that will teach Mr. Oil and Mr. Well. Oh wait, I have that soccer game to attend to, and I need to run over to see how Joe is doing…Oh and I thought I would take the dog out in the country for a stroll. I will quit driving after all that…ooops have to get groceries and get my hair done… can’t car pool to the salon. See, they own us, we need them end of story. We have to sit there and take it. You know I had a thought. If everyone in this gas guzzling nation just did without one trip a week. One trip say even up to the gas station for coffee would walk tag along with another, just once a week… think of al

My Inner Vampire!
You scored as Deacon Frost. Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampiresLestat100%Dracula100%Deacon Frost100%Blade100%Spike83%Armand75%Akasha67%Marius58%Angel50%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Birthday Wishes
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A MOMENT AND EXPRESS MY THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT WAS SHOWN TO ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. I WAS SO AMAZED FROM ALL THE CARDS AND COMMENTS AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...YOU ARE THE BEST FRIENDS I COULD EVER ASK FOR...STAY SAFE AND HAVE AN AMAZING DAY MUCH LOVE...DAVE

Friends With Benifits
Interesting commentary ... not sure how to take it. Seems most see it as a good thing, some see it as a bad thing. Definitely outside the scope of my generational dynamic when I was of age and free back in the 70s and 80s. It was all about "love and commitment" with no room for the admittance of casual sex. Mind you I did say admittance. It was there, but they were oh so "in love" for as long as it took to fuck for a few hours once a week or so. Still ... beyond the scope of my experience to give any kind of definitive answer. I think the "Friends with benefits" conceptually has arisen because we are in a society which is generally insecure on safety issues and people are not driven, or motivated, to make long lasting ties due to a general social instability.

Evolution Answer
I don't know if I should approach this from a discussion on science or on religion. cootmasi did a fair job of covering the science, but I am not too inclined to teach religion to someone apparently with a fundamentalist view. There is a couple of arguments. One being that the creation story is actually a composite to two different stories. One is Babylonian in origin (the latter half) and one predates the Babylonian captivity. However, if you go into the Gnostic Gospel of John (not in the authorized bible) you get a very different picture of the ethos of the creation even as it become apparent that it is more metaphoric and mystical then literal. You may not be related to a chimp as you say, but being that people will believe what they want to believe based on needs and deprivations, this Mumm is making you look like an ass.

Come Join Us In Night Stalkers My Baby Dj Sadistic Is Djin
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I Threw It All Away
If it is one thing Dylan did not do it is to throw it away. He could not stand the thought of loosing his girl. That is the reason for setting her up with another man, the reason for giving her pass to the famous people, the reason for manipulating a murderer into his surroundings, and of course the reason for the mocking of him. The only reason for Dylans actions is to hold on to somebody he already had lost.

Fun Stars 5-17-07
You know how goldfish can grow infinitely large if taken out of a bowl and put in a lake? Think of your life as a goldfish. What setting can you put yourself in so you allow yourself to grow to your full capabilities?

'her'
You used to get all excited about seeing me, now you get excited about seeing her You used to want to to verything with and for me and now the attention is on her. You used to stay up late, and talk to me, now you make excuses for going to bed early, yet you stay up and talk to her. You used to make me feel like you liked me, now you like her. You used to have an irreplaceable smile on your face for me, now that smile, its for her. You used to go out with me, now you go out with her. You used to sneak n text messages to me while you were working now, i get nothing, and looking at your phone, all those messages, are hers. You used to say you would never hit me, yet the bruises are still there, you say its not because i dont like her, but i know better. you used to say i was the only person you would ever sleep with, now your trying to sleep with her. You used to love me, now,i guess, you love her. You used to make me feel special, and your friends would t

Night All
i hope every one all over the world has a safe day no matter were you you our what country your in even canda just please use caution on here and know who your really talking two theres been two many of my family friends fans who have been hurt lied two diseved and im sick of them getting get taken advantage of by others yes its just the net but people are giving out two much information so please start using caution thanks michael

In What Type Of Careers Can A Cj Tech. Bachelor Degree Can Be Used?
Hello to my fellow Cherries, This upcoming fall I will be attending the local community college to finish something that I started when i was 18. I am going to get my complete my A.S. in Criminial Justice Tech. Then after that completion, my goal is to obtain my bachelor in that same major. I sit sometimes and I wonder what type of career will I be able to use this degree towards so I will be able to make a good in socitey and for my life. We all know that all laws have a gray area and they don't apply to everyone. We have heard of technicallites and serial murders get off from serving time. I just want some adivce from my fellow Cherries so i can do my research so when I am done, I know totally what type of job to do. I appreciate all the help. God bless everyone.

My Sex Acronym
- BombSheDevil's Sexy Acronym - Bis for...BeguilingOis for...ObsceneMis for...MagneticBis for...BlueSis for...SteamyHis for...HornyEis for...EroticDis for...DesirousEis for...EagerVis for...VoraciousIis for...IrresistibleLis for...Lusty The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Let Me Know
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for

If We Had Sex
IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you

Maddie - Day 14 - Still Missing
Russian questioned over Madeleine Last Updated: Thursday, 17 May 2007, 09:20 GMT 10:20 UK Police investigating the disappearance of Madeleine McCann are questioning a Russian man after removing computer equipment from his house in Portugal. Sergey Malinka, was taken to a police station in Portimao from his Praia da Luz flat. He has denied any involvement and says he is "completely" innocent. Briton Robert Murat, 33, is the only formal suspect in the case of four-year-old Madeleine, from Rothley, Leicestershire, who vanished on 3 May. Mr Murat's cousin says he denies any involvement and that his life has "fallen apart". Mr Malinka is believed to have previously carried out computer work for Mr Murat. He is said to have contacted detectives himself after reading reports police were probing links between Mr Murat and a Russian. Following his release, Mr Malinka said he was interviewed as a witness and not a suspect, and that he did not have a criminal record in any

You Know How Low Can This Person Be And I Will Not Tolerate It Especially By This Person Running His Mouth
subject: all the garbage and ct whores have been removed ( WELL AREN'T You THE THE LOWEST THING ON GODS EARTH )(repost) date: 2007-05-17 01:55:12 I got rid of the garbage Picasso and ride and my clubhouse whores Irma and Witchesbrew.The best choice I ever made thank god. thats right we are and we joined forces with ace2 and we now own our own lounges.THE ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB AND THE BLS CLUB. WATCH FOR OUR POSTS U WILL BE SEEING MORE OF OUR CLUBS

The Meaning Of Evanescence
So yeah I'm sittin here, and I'm thinkin...I wonder what the word EVANESCENCE means. So I look it up. It actually has a pretty damn cool meaning....one that I actually like....one that I think will fit me...so I think I will change my name to....lol...yeah I know that's going a bit too far. But here's the defination.... evanescence noun the event of fading and gradually vanishing from sight. Yeah so I think it fits...I think I'm going to use it....now if I can just figure out how to 'gradually vanish from sight' I think I'll be aight!! ~~~MATT~~~

Probably The Hardest Poem I've Ever Written...
Basically my life story in poetic form, I hope you enjoy it! "The Cripple Cowboy" I've ridden the broncs, from bulls I've been thrown I've been through it all and yet still, only grown Now, my stride may carry a little limp when I walk You'll even notice, a drunk soundin' slur when I talk But baby, when I saddle a horse, I'll ride him to death See, I'll only give up when I've drawn my last breath Now from no challenge, have I ever, as a coward walked Just read on and see, for I'm more than just talk As a former marine, I have served my country true I've even coached baseball, softball and basketball too Rapists, abusers and pedophiles, I have taken down Now sitting in prison, it's their ass wearing the frown Once riddled with poison, I was brought to my knees But quickly to my feet I rose, hearing my daughters pleas Reborn in me that day was my love for life and mankind My friend please realize, no greater gift will you ever find Can you see it

May 17 2007
Thursday, May 17, 2007 i am jacks blog that should never have been written cause i cant write Category: Writing and Poetry maybe it was watching the thirteen episodes of scrubs at billys house that did or maybe its the pot but ever sinse i got home i feel like theres some inner monolouge running through my head, my random thoughts wander selfishly through the remains of a brain that as time passes i feel might just be getting worse one concussion at a time, i think im close to nine though i can even recall more then three without repeating one, my mind hates me or i hate my mind, it forgets what i need amd remembers things that scar, my memory is sorted like some shoe box that i dont have the balls to burn. amazing huh all these years im still kickin, i mean cmon im dewey, im the boy, the last dewey. who would i be if i couldn't keep my head up and be strong through times shifted. its easy to say i live my life through quotes and self motivation... life is hard enoug wh

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I am me, It`s all I know how to be. Feel me??? LOVE me or LEAVE me. "Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery None but ourselves can free our minds" -BoB MarLey Much RESPECT for all the single Queens raising their seeds out there. You are an inspiration and the reason I have a new admiration for all woman. Any ni99a can spit out a seed, but it is the Queen from day one that goes through all the pain and love. It is the Queen that feeds and nurtures her creation with her last breath. Im sorry fellas but most of us have to stop the bullshyt and become real MEN and step up and handle our shyt. I`ve learned that the man is the head of the house..but it is the queen that lays down the laws....and thats just real....Tell me im lying....especially all u Latinos out there.....we know wassup!! At least in my crib MOMs ran the show!! But thats just because my pops was a good man and father and really loved his queen. Thats wassup. Much luv Queens always...always Keep ya he

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I have to laugh at this.. Daily Horoscope: Pisces For May 17,2007 _________________ Today's astrological energies make it a perfect time to get out there and mix it up. While it takes two to tango, you're more in the mood for a country line dance. The bigger the crowd, the more fun you'll have. __________________________ Does this mean I'm looking for a country orgy?? if you know of one please pm me for my phone number ;) muahahah

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Spaghetti with Clams (Spaghetti alle Vongole) The tiny clams called cockles are wonderful in this traditional Italian dish, but littlenecks and other clams work equally well (use more or fewer than specified depending on their size). Letting the pasta finish cooking in the sauce really boosts the flavor. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 4 dozen fresh clams * 5 sprigs fresh thyme * 5 sprigs fresh basil * 1 onion * 2 garlic cloves * 6 tablespoons olive oil * 1/2 cup dry white wine * Pinch red pepper flakes * 1 pound spaghetti * 2 tablespoons butter Directions: Soak the clams for 5 minutes in a large bowl of cool water. Wash and scrub them under cool running water. Rinse and finely chop the herbs. Peel and dice the onion and peel and finely chop the garlic. Heat the olive oil in a skillet over moderate heat. Saute the onion and garlic until they begin to brown. Add the red pepper and thyme. Add the clams and the wine and stir

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To most of you, you see me on here and really have no clue to anything about me, you know the things that you've read on my profile...and what I make my profile to be, but actually knowing me, no one really does. Let me first start off by saying that I am a hella huge music supporter! I believe that music is a true and uncensored form of self expression. With that said...I believe in expressing myself through the music I listen to, or associate with. Most question why I have chosen a band like Evanescence to 'represent me' well it's like this. I love the music first off, secondly I am totally 110% in love with Amy, even tho she has a man, I bet I could take him, LOL. But I haven't heard a band that puts so much into something...that prides its self with the act such as Amy does. For most you have no idea who Amy is..she's the lead singer. Simply put, I think society should take another look at beauty...and then take a look at Amy, shes by far, and bar none the most beautifu

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What is love? Love is a feeling Love is a saying. Love is what you have for that someone special. Love is knowing you care. Love is knowing they care. Love is many things. Love is a very strong emotion. I love you honey. This is dedicated to Rachael the girl I love with all my heart she means everything to me.

Today Is Judgement Day
You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner or later God'll cut you down Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news My head's been wet with the midnight dew I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee He spoke to me in the voice so sweet I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet He called my name and my heart stood still When he said, "John go do My will!" Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner o

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Things haven't been going anywhere lately. It almost seems like CT kind of died a lil bit. I'm even contemplating whether or not I should stay with CT. Meh, oh well. Life is good for the most part. I miss chatting with some of my friends on here. Well I'm keepin it short. I hope you guys have a fantastic day! :D --Jon ;)

"please God I'm Only 17"
I was very young when an Uncle of mine..age 17, died in a terrible car accident. His car went off a cliff and hit a tree head on. His friend tried to help him out of the car, but couldn't undo his seatbelt, because the car was on fire. My uncle couldn't help, because he was already gone, but his friend didn't know that.The night I heard the news was very devastating, and the next day this article came out in the newspaper..I remember this to this day. I will never forget him. "Please God, I’m only 17" Please God, I’m only 17The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus! But I was too cool for the bus. I remembered how I wheedled the car out of Mom. “Special favor,” I pleaded, “all the kids drive.” When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning! I ran to the parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. FREE! It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofin

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The gift I remember manythings As my life passes by Happiness, trouble and pain Love, tears, going insane I try to imagine A different life Always happy Never in strife Then I remember And realise My sorrow and happiness Shines through precious eyes I live life to the full As it should be lived No matter what happens That is the gift Trouble, tears, pain Fade away Happiness Is there everyday.

The Aggressive One
AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LEO - The Cool One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... GEMINI - The CUTE onE Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. CANCER - The Irre

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Inspired By A Passion For Music Music, my passion, my love, my fear. Music, that is defined by what is pleasing to the ear. My passion, that is defined by my hunger for more, My desire to succeed, to make my soul soar. My love, betrothed to my passion, Both connected, linked as one. Together in this fashion, My life is theirs to run. My fear, my skeptic cogitations for success, Afraid of exerting maximal effort, and resulting with something less. My fear of competition, Overrode by my desire to compete. My fear of failure, That which makes victory so sweet

You Have To Go Through It First!
No matter what difficulty you are going through, if you can look at it through your divine spirit, you can appreciate it and grow from it.It may not always feel like it, but if you are open to the lessons, you will always be pushed toward becoming a better person. Live & learn:) It's what life is all about!

Help My Friend In Morph Comp
ok ppl hi again can all my friends and fans pls help me help my mate in a morph comp go bomb the hell out of her and for those that really wanna see me ur wish is my command but only if ya leave lots of comments for her in the comp NOW GO BOMB MY MATE PLSSSS " DOLLY" DJ NELL bitchiest of the bitches hooter barmaid & DJ at CLUB INFERNO@ CherryTAP

Mothers Day
okay so believe it or not i told this guy that i loved him for the first time on mothers day...it was awesome...i was on cloud 9 all day~!~ i've never felt this way about anyone, not even my daughter's dad...which sounds bad but it's true. he's absolutely perfect, he doesn't care about my stupid little blonde moments, the way i look, the way i talk...he just likes me for me...it's amazing how you can find true love in the oddest places.... well, today he asked me to marry him & i said yes...we kinda hinted around about it for a couple of days and today he just asked me in a totally random moment...i'll never forget it~!~ anyway, that's all for now, i'll try to post a blog more often..peace out all~!!!~ have an ~ApRiLiScIoUs~ day~!!!!!~

Hot Man Contest On Ct!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 1 comments! 4th Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Failure Pt 2
well I missed the other test I took for communications officer. maybe it just wasn't meant to be. i've kind of started smoking again because i'm so stressed out with my life and making ends meet. i don't want to go back to the hospital... i feel like i'm going back down that dark empty road again where nothing feels good. i am so sad... i hate myself somedays.. tonight i went to my friends house and watched Pan's Labrynth.... GOOOD movie... It's in spanish. Filmed in Spain... some lady called my work today to complain that the movie wasn't in English. She had rented it and demanded a refund. WTF it was MADE in Spain, by a Spanish director... doomazzz... Well I better get back to being depressed.

Jokes:2
Three guy`s walk into a BAR,an IRISH MAN,ENGLISH MAN,AND A AUSSIE Bloke,IRISH MAN SAY`S: i bet you $50 that my dog beats your dog Lick that,ENGLISH MAN SAY`S:i bet you $100 that my dog beats your`s Lick that,AUSSIE BLOKE SAY`S:my dog has a DIRTY ASS i bet you $200 that you won`t lick that.LOL

Angels Blog 5-17-2007
WELL HERE IT IS A QUARTER TO THREE IN THE MORNING EASTERN STANDARD TIME AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM UP WRITING THIS BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS ANGEL IS UP TO HOPE FULLY ALL MY CT FANS AND FRIENDS ARE DOING WELL AND HAD A EXCEPTIONALLY GREAT MOTHERS DAY MUAHS TO YOU ALL. AS IT STANDS RIGHT NOW BIG PAPA PARKER AND IMA IS DOING GOOD AS FAR AS WE CAN TELL SHE IS ORNERY THAN EVER AS USUAL SO I KNOW SHE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH JUST FINE HERE IT IS THE BEGINING OF SUMMER AND I CANT WAIT TILL MY B DAY WHICH IS ALSO MY ANNIVERSARY AND IT IS IN 12 DAYS MAY29TH IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE CAUSE 4 YEARS AGO I MET MY WHITE KNIGHT AND SHINING ARMOR WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH SO HERES TO YOU BIG PAPA PARKER I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND NEVER WILL STOP LOVING YOU EVEN AFTER MY DYING DAYS YOU WILL AND ALWAYS FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS HAVE BEEN MY SOUL MATE AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE MY SOUL MATE IF IT WASNT FOR YOU I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE IN THIS WORLD TODAY OK ENOUGH MUSHY STUFF IM GONNA CLOSE FOR NOW AN

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I was walking thru the woods, When I came upon a tree. There was something special, Something I could not see. I tried to talk To this very tall tree, And couldnt understand, Why he wouldnt talk to me. I came each day, And the tree began to speak, He told me of the Rivers, And of the Mountain Peaks! Each day I came to visit, The tree grew very old, But I loved to hear the stories, And fairy tales he told! I came one day, And found my tree gone! They had chopped him down, As though he didnt belong! I knew in my heart, My friend had grown old, But I will never forget him! Or the stories that he told! Written By: Sunshine I wrote this at 15 years old, thats when I first discovered I could write poetry. But it was much more then that. I had the biggest crush on a guy whose family ran the local T-shirt silkscreen/transfer shop in the mall. Although he was 20, I was 15, he flirted back to satisfy my childlike crush, as he was madly in love with anoth

The War
ok.......wassup world. my name's adam. i hope everyone's havin' a good time out there tonight. i just wanted 2 sit back, kick it, and pontificate on world affairs a little maybe. PARTICULARLY united states policy and direction. 'cuz in MY view, its all fucked up right now. i actually VOTED 4 bush 43 the second time around.......and now i just feel like the biggest dumbass EVER........ but lemme play devil's advocate 4 a second...one of my boys redneck brother has a bumper sticker that sez "i'd rather hunt w/ cheney than ride w/ ted kennedy" and maybe there's some truth 2 that shit. who knows. i guess what i'm TRYIN' 2 say is this. ok, look. we all know frickin' iraq is a MESS. so, instead of makin' up all that BULLSHIT about WMD's when the war first STARTED, what he should've just said was the MAIN reason, which i feel is THIS.........a stable, democratic iraq is good for the entire middle eastern region, and therefore, good for us. cuz oil ain't fuckin' free. and its sad,

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Hey Everyone whats up i have a boyfriend his name is john and i am madly in love with him i love him with all of my heart and he is my world i am so happy with him he is making me very happy so i am so lucky to have him i thank god everynight that i have him he's the greatest i'm so glad to have him in my life i wanna marry him someday and when i do i will be so happy cause he is my everything he makes me feel special he is my world and he will never ever lose me I love you John well bye for now thanks for reading peace

Hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am awake, pretty fried actually. All I do is work, work.... and work... I look forward to my one day off a week, where I can hang out with my family and friends, which I dont really have many of, because most people I know are fake little jerks who would not know the difference of being honest if the shit was literally coming out of their own mouths. I hate people like that. I dislike fake people. People who fake who they are to get everything they want. I dont like people who lie either. I mean is it so hard to tell the truth these days. I mean, seriously take me.. If you look morbidly fat in an outfit. I would be the friend to tell you that. YOU LOOK FAT! shit I dont do that stuff out of jealousy I do that because Im honest. Plain and simple. To be honest if you do not like that honesty then you can kiss my big fat behind. Because my honesty is the besat thing about me... kinda saaaad... NO?

You Wanna Know What Grinds My Gears....cameras At Clubs...
what the hell is wrong with you white people...yes i said it...cuz i go out every wed and not once have a seen someone of the negroid persuassion bust out the digital camera and start taking pictures of every retarded moment... i mean seriously is it ur birthday? no one wants to have to deal with the bright ass flash of a camera in a dark ass club so you can post pics on facebook of how fucking smashed you were... wtf is the point... and to add to that...why the hell do people feel the need to dance on tables...bitch then shits is used for eating...i dont want ya onion buinons and corns all over the place i just ate my damn chips and salsa...get yo non-dancing hands in the air(which is another thing i dont understand about white women...since when is it sexy to dance with ya arms in the air all damn nite?) goofy ass down...cuz you know ur drunk ass is gonna fall...make an ass out of yourself...embarass the people you came with and make you leave out the club salty with a so

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Blue Eyed Thunder Beautiful blue eyes full of life Always a smile even when there is a lot of pain I don't know if anyone has ever seen the fire and passion thundering right behind those eyes Blue eyed thunder that's what you are So full of passion and life beyond anyone's imagination Those blue eyes are so captivating I can't help but to stare into them Passion for life burning in those eyes a fire for a love good and true All stemming from the life you live Blue eyed thunder how can it be that your eyes can hold in such a thunderstorm Always alive with passion and love Always and forever my blue eyed thunder

Help Your Johnson!!!
VOTE!!!!!! Then Copy and post this out please!!!! Help the Swinging Johnson Brothers and Freakshow Entertainment win the spoof contest for the MTV Movie Awards. The Movie is called "SAWdust" It's a mixture of Saw 3 and Disney's Pinocchio. Here's what to do: Sign in to your yahoo.com accountGo to mtvmovieawards.yahoo.com/spoofsWatch SAWdustRate it (the higher the rating, the better the chances of winning)And leave a comment.Thanks for your help! See you on cable! The Swinging Johnson Brothers Watch SAWdust

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Meeting Women With "Personal Ads" >NOTE: Make sure you take a minute and look through all the different programs I've created to assist you in learning how to attract and meet women. You can see all of them in one handy place right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVHBZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Dave: On your audio series, you talk about getting past the fluff and "talk to that other part of the woman" How do you do that? I answer ads on the personals, and I keep thinking that my dialogue with these women is all wrong. I know you gotta be C&F, but sometimes there's not much to go on from an online profile. Here's an example from a girl that lives in my neighborhood: "I'd like to eventually settle down with someone that I can look to as a best friend and that I can laugh with. I enjoy traveling, working out, yoga, music, and dining out in NYC. I am playful and fun and have a lot to offer the right man. I believe tha

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5 Brand New Techniques For Meeting Women If you'd like to learn 5 brand new techniques for attracting women that you can start using IMMEDIATELY and will improve your game INSTANTLY and DRAMATICALLY... I have some fantastic news for you... I just finished up an interview with a new friend of mine who has some of the most effective techniques I have EVER heard for meeting and attracting women. I've been "in the game" for many years now... first as a student trying to get this handled for myself... and now, for the last 5 years, helping other men to become more successful with women. During this time I've been fortunate to meet a LOT of guys who are great with women. I've met dozens and dozens of guys who are "naturals" with women... as well as a ton of guys who started out as failures with women, then turned their lives around by learning how to meet and attract the women they want. I've met and interviewed many "dating coaches"

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Lesbian Confesses - How She Meets Women >NOTE: If you'd like to look at all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract and meet women, you can see them all, plus watch great video clips right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZVHA&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** whatsup dr dave, let me start out by saying you are my savior. I've been getting your newsletters for about a month now, and WOW! thank you. my question is: i work in a restaurant. needless to say there are quite a few 8s,9s and even a few 10s working there. approaching and talking to them is not a problem. but i feel i should be careful when asking one of them to join me for beer after work. i don't want to bring any feelings of uncomfortableness between us (if shes not interested). what would you recommend i do and what should i say? t indy >>>MY COMMENTS: The first thing to remember is that when you "ask a woman out", you I

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fear Of "opening Up" Keeping You Single?
I've got a couple of important questions I want to ask you about how men really think. See if you know the answers. Here goes... Are men "intimidated" by strong women who are more independent than others? And is it really true that men don't like women who really have their act together, and are scared off because of this? If you've ever felt frustrated that a man DIDN'T want to be with you because you were too strong and independent, then you know what I'm talking about. Which is why there's something I'm curious to know... Have you been really hurt in one of your past relationships? To the point where it's hard to trust again and open up again? I ask because there's a critical "shift" that takes place when you've been hurt that can easily end up working AGAINST YOU in all your other future relationships - even if you really want them to work. See... what happens for most women who are hurt and have this "shi

How Women "test" Your Inner Wussy
How Women "Test" Your Inner Wussy >NOTE: If you'd like to see a complete list of my programs - all designed to help you attract and meet women - just follow this link: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZVHZZ&lid=1&ll=1 Have you ever called a woman on the phone to set up a date and she says: "Friday night? Sure. Call me on Friday and we can talk about it..."? Or, have you ever had a woman ask you if you're "a player"? Or, have you ever had a woman challenge you about something ridiculous? Or, have you ever had a woman call you five minutes before a date and cancel? Or, have you ever had a woman pout and get upset because she didn't get her way? Or, have you ever asked a woman for her number and she says, "Why don't you give me your number and I'll call YOU"? Well guess what... you were being TESTED. All of these are examples of common things women do to "test" men. On some level, the woman

Overcoming Fear And Meeting Women In Bars
Overcoming Fear And Meeting Women In Bars >>>Hey, dig this: Whenever you want to check out all of my audio and video programs just remember "David DeAngelo" and "Dot Com". Or, you can just go here to check them out now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=7JZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 ***SUCCESS STORY*** i love your news letter and i have been reading it for almost a year. i have been with the same girl for nine months because of you dave! i used to the same way about chics, buying them dinners, etc. but once i started applying your techniques i met the love of my life. i drive a piece of crap and i am a broke college student. i played like i didnt care when my girl and i first met before i know it she's giving me lots of great sex, money, dvd player, clothes,vetc. i was cocky and funny but also threw in a little sweetness to catch her off gaurd. Ladies get bored with the same old dates,etc. I did outrAGEOUS THINGS IN AND OUT OF THE BEDROOM A

Sharks In My Kiddie Pool
If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be: Eyeliner & bubbles & seashells. What do you have an irrational fear of: Sharks in my kiddie pool. What type of food do you eat at your grandparents house? Way back then...reeces peanutbutter cups. What weight were you when you were born? 4 pounds 5 ounces What would you do if you were stranded on an island with the person you hate most? Stare at her until she killed herself. I am most opposed to: Hah. That's a long list, babe. What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Ususally the move I did would be: do the same thing, no harm in it now. But if it happened now...I recentlyfound a box full of pretty razor blades that might just have my name on them. Do you stalk anyone on cherrytap? No. I am too old to be: Aborted. Hahaha. If you've seen South Park, you'll get that. I find the thought of childbirth: Scary..maybe I'll adopt. Next door to my house is: Teenage boys an

When Life Seems To Much To Handle
She closed her eyes and slid to the floor of the bathroom, tears streaming down her face. Thoughts of how her life once was danced through her head as she gazed into the distance. She looked to the side and then picked up the picture in the frame sitting beside her. She reached for the phone on the other side of her legs and dialed her mother, the one person who loved her when everyone else didn’t. She took deep breathes as she spoke with her, telling her everything was okay. Before she hung up she told her mom how much she loved her…how thankful she was to have a mom that loved her like she did. She ran her hand across her belly, sobbing as she did so. The life she had once known had come crashing down before her. She tried so hard to put the pieces back together but something seemed to be missing. You can’t complete a puzzle when there is even just one piece out of line. She stared down at the knife and then up at the bottle of pills, wondering which one would hurt less. She decide

The Only 3 Ways To Attract A Woman
The Only 3 Ways To Attract A Woman >NOTE: If you'd like to learn more about this secret "language of attraction" that all women speak... but most men don't... then take a minute and read this right now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/SexualCommunication/?cid=9ZZZV7&lid=1&ll=1 Have you ever wondered why women you see out at bars and nightclubs (and even at malls and restaurants) sometimes dress so SEXY? It's an interesting question. I mean, let's think about it from the woman's perspective... An attractive woman gets attention from men all the time... no matter WHAT she's wearing. Attractive women don't have to "accent" their beauty in order to attract men. And the question becomes VERY interesting when you consider that often it's the most BEAUTIFUL women that go to the GREATEST lengths to enhance their beauty. You know what I mean... A perfectly beautiful woman gets an expensive operation to make herse

In Between
LP Just released their new album. After 14 of months of long days, never ending lyrics and rythyms, the release of Minutes after Midnight was the result of a project well done. This blog is of a few songs from their new album that had touch me, or my life, and even events going on in the world that affect me. I hope you read these lyrics and see their true meaning. In Between Let me apologize to begin with let me aplogoize for what i'm about to say but trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed and somehow i got caught up in between let me apologize to begin with let me apologize for what i'm about to say but trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed and somehow i got caught up in between between my pride and promise between my lies and how the truth gets in the way the things i want to say to you get lost before they come th only thing thats worse than one is none let me apologize to begin with let me apologize for what i'm about to say

Quick 4-step System For Getting Her Number
Quick 4-Step System For Getting Her Number >REMEMBER: If you want to learn about all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women... just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZZV7S&lid=1&ll=1 >>>DATING QUESTION FROM A READER: Hi Dave, I'm glad you put together this newsletter because it's so helpful and awesome! But anyways, I have a couple questions if you could please help me. Number 1, I have your book and follow your stuff and I LOVE IT...to say the least. I've noticed though, that a lot of your stuff dealing with first encounters and pickups seems to be best fit for the club/bar scene which is great and everything, but I'm wondering how you go about doing pickups in regular places, like a supermarket, store, or coffee shop for instance? What suggestions do you have for meeting women here and how would you personally approach a women in these circumstances? I mean, after a conversa

Black Sabbath "n.i.b."
Oh yeah! Some people say my love cannot be true please believe me, my love, and I'll show you I will give you those things you thought unreal The sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal Oh yeah! Follow me now and you will not regret leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine forever with me 'till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real before you know the way I'm going to feel I'm going to feel I'm going to feel Oh yeah! Now I have you with me, under my power Our love grows stronger now with every hour Look into my eyes, you'll see who I am my name is Lucifer, please take my hand Oh yeah! Follow me now and you will not regret leaving the life you led before we met You are the first to have this love of mine forever with me 'till the end of time Your love for me has just got to be real before you know the way I'm going to feel I'm going to feel I'm going to feel Oh yeah! Now I h

Fixing It After You've Acted Too Emotional
Fixing It After You've Acted Too Emotional It's time for you to shift your thinking from fear, insecurity, uncertainty and idealism... and start finding ways to be the one who helps CREATE the DEEPER CONNECTION you want FOR YOURSELF. No relationship can work if you are consumed by doubt and insecurity - and he's not going to stick around and try to help you "fix" things. Learn how to bring positive energy and confidence to your life and relationship right here: http://www.CatchHimKeepHim.com/e/12833/ReadyForLove/ >>>>Question From A Reader Hey Christian, how are you? I purchased a copy of your ebook yesterday! It's amazing, it's like my new bible! Woo! Congrats! I was reading and got really scared when I started reading on page 124 about neediness. I have pretty much been doing nearly all off them! But yesterday I said to myself I would try to change! And I will for the sake of my relationship! I have been dating my man for a year this May. Do you

Nazareth "love Hurts"
Nazareth - Love Hurts Lyrics Love hurts, Love scars, Love wounds and mars Any heart not tough or strong enough To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain Love is like a flower, oh denied of rain Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts I'm young, I know, But even so I know a thing or two - I learned from you I really learned a lot, really learned a lot Love is like a flame It burns you when it's hot Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts Some fools think of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness Some fools fool themselves, I guess They're not foolin' me I know it isn't true I know it isn't true Love is just a lie made to make you blue Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts Solo I know it isn't true I know it isn't true Love is just a lie made to make you blue Love hurts, Ooo-oo Love hurts Ooo-oo, Love hurts Ooo-oo

Good Comebacks When Women Compliment You
Good Comebacks When Women Compliment You >NOTE: If you'd like take a look at all of the different programs I've created to help you become more successful with women and dating... plus watch video clips of each of them... just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZV7IZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** First of all, lets get things straight. I don't like you. In fact, I hate you. Your success with women disgusts me, and the way you have it down to a science so well that you even make ME laugh sometimes with your smartassed comments to the lamers who write you vexes me. But it intrigues me as well. Your stuff works. So I use it. Doesn't mean I like you. Just means I like your "tools." Anyway, the problem I'm having lately is I meet and flirt with a lot of women using c&f, but when it comes time for things to get a little physical, they tell me they're waiting for marriage to do all that! WtF?! Is there a way around this kind of

Dark House
hello again cold dark night wrap me in your lack of light hide my features from the crowd then quiet my emotions loud steer my thoughts from yesterday when i allowed my heart to play smiles that played across my face lose themselves in this dark place and hungers gnawing deep inside feed themselves on dying pride all those things i had to say now simply seem to fade away this place that has no company just seems to grow inside of me no quarter asked and none to give in here where i retreat to live this house built of blacks and grays hides the joys of yesterdays crushes dreams that sneak inside gives my fears a place to hide takes the light that comes with day and holds it oh so far away smothers dreams with half a truth keeps my hopes so far aloof so when i leave this darkened place feel the cold mist on my face hear the heartbeat start to fade feel the beckoning of the grave i'll walk alone that one last time give the only thing that

Demon Fuel
It lies beneath the surface, A yearning you can’t quite explain. A desire smoldering within, Waiting for the flame. The tinder stacked and ready A spark is all it takes. Illumination of the demons, That lurk in the wake. Demons live within us all. Some never see the light of day. For some a spark is all that is Needed to light the way. I know the secret, so Your demons do not have to hide. The fuel that feeds the fires, That burn deep inside. The conflagration that burns Long and bright. I am the fuel that brings Demons out into the night…..

The Ultimate "trick" For Meeting Women
I wanted to share a secret to attracting women that I believe is one of the ULTIMATE advantages you can have. When I was first learning about how to get past my internal fears... how to approach women and start conversations... how to create attraction and chemistry... and how to take things to the next level... I wound up trying a TON of different "tricks and techniques". Whenever I found a new "trick" that worked for me, I felt like I had just put another piece of the puzzle together... that I had gotten just that much closer to REALLY understanding how things worked. But there was another feeling that happened even MORE often: It was when I would try something that had "worked" before, but it DIDN'T work this time. It was the feeling that I must have MISSED something... that I must not REALLY get it. I'm sure you know exactly what I'm talking about here. It was probably a couple of YEARS after starting my quest that I had what I consider to be on

Sassy Cunt Strikes Again, Lol...
Ok... this is hilarious. Long, but hilarious. Now, we all know that any drama between members isn't handled by the admin. They pay no attention to it. The only time someone is banned from CT is when addresses, social security numbers or things of that sort are given out online. That's it. Coming straight from the CT Support lounge. I asked them what to do about this crazy 'Sassy Bitch' that has had her panties in a knot for going on 36 hours now. I logged into CT to find this in my shoutbox: It is backwards, by the way, and only half the convo, for some reason it's all the bitching that my shoutbox could remember since she's forgotten her Midol. Sassy Bitc...: i posted my Mumm way before you blocked me....(((((WHICH IS NOT TRUE, SHE WAS BLOCKED IN MY TALIBAN MUMM PRIOR TO HER MUMM AND SINCE SHE COULD NOT RESPOND, SHE HAD TO POST SOMETHING, WHAT AN ATTENTION WHORE)))))get your facts straight...you just didn't like the fact that i retaliated and yes 6 hours is a long

Avoiding Rejection When "getting Physical"
Avoiding Rejection When "Getting Physical" >>>If you're new to my dating advice and concepts, then you might want to take a minute and browse through all of my different educational programs for learning how to meet women. You can see them all in one place right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=V7RZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 MOST MEN ARE DEATHLY AFRAID... Most men don't know the FIRST THING about how to take things to a "physical" level with a woman. Here's why: Let's say you've been out on a date with a woman, and you're now back at your place, having an enjoyable conversation. You look over at her. She looks back at you. You want to kiss her. She KNOWS that you want to kiss her. You know that she is the one with all the power. If you try to kiss her, and she pulls away, she might reject you forever. If you DON'T try to kiss her, maybe it will happen later, or maybe she'll even kiss yo

Hey Again
Hey hows it going well my 2nd blog how exciting well for the past couple of weeks have being stressful and depressing and the people who i told about it know why but tonight has being really stressful and depressing i am really pissed off right now sometimes i don't know if i'm gonna get a break from all of this stress cause people keep bring the stress and depression to me and it's probably why I'm having breathing problems cause i can only handle so much but i can't handle no more and i wish that people would stop bringing me stress cause i can't handle no more and everyone i talk to sometimes tells me different things that i don't know what to believe so it's just all so confusing and sometimes i have people lie to me and everyone knows how much we all hate liars but i'm just so sick of people lying to me i can't stand it cause it hurts really bad when people lie and it isn't true at all and when people lie to me make me very pissed off cause i know it's not true oh and i just wanna

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Testament "return To Serenity"
I'm gonna take you To a place far from here No one will see us Watch the pain as it disappears No time for anger No time for despair Won't you come with me There's room for us there This innocent beauty My words can't describe This rebirth to purity Brings a sullen tear right to your eyes No time for anger No time for despair Please let me take you 'Cause I'm already there I'm so alone My head's my home I'll return to serenity Rhyme without reason Is why children cry They see through the system That's breeding them just so they die So please let me take you And I'll show you the truth Inside my reality We shared in my youth I'm so alone My head's my home And I feel So alone You know At last I return to serenity Now that I've taken you To a place far from here I really must go back Close your eyes and we'll disappear Won't you come with me Salvation we'll share Inside of my head now There's room for us there CHORUS

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Queen "radio Ga Ga" (true Then, Too True Now)
I'd sit alone and watch your light My only friend through teenage nights And everything I had to know I heard it on my radio Radio You gave them all those old time stars Through wars of worlds -- invaded by Mars You made 'em laugh -- you made 'em cry You made us feel like we could fly So don't become some background noise A backdrop for the girls and boys Who just don't know or just don't care And just complain when you're not there You had your time, you had the power You've yet to have your finest hour Radio All we hear is Radio ga ga Radio goo goo Radio ga ga All we hear is Radio ga ga Radio blah blah Radio what's new? Radio, someone still loves you! We watch the shows -- we watch the stars On videos for hours and hours We hardly need to use our ears How music changes through the years Let's hope you never leave old friend Like all good things on you we depend So stick around cos we might miss you When we grow tired of all this visual You had

Judas Priest "some Heads Are Gonna Roll"
Some Heads are Gonna Roll Lyrics Artist(Band):Judas Priest You can look to the left and Look to the right But you will live in danger tonite When the enemy comes he will Never be heard He'll blow your mind and not say a word Blinding lights--flashing colors Sleepless nights If the man with the power Can't keep it under control Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll The power-mad freaks who are Ruling the earth Will show how little they think you're worth With animal lust they'll Devour your life And slice your word to bits like a knife One last day burning hell fire You're blown away If the man with the power Can't keep it under control Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll Some heads are gonna roll Know what it's like When you're taken for granted There goes your life It's so underhanded If the man with the power Can't keep it under cont

It's Official: Television Is Sinister, Sorry & Obtuse
But you knew that already. There was in the before time, in the long, long ago (my younger years) when a lack of a social life and a lackadaisical attitude toward homework afforded me plenty of time to watch television. Most of it was sports, cartoons and even the Weather Channel. I could view the radar loop for hours. Ahhhh.... But I also enjoyed scripted dramas and sitcoms. You name it, I probably saw it over many seasons: Cheers, The Jeffersons, Dallas, Miami Vice, Sledge Hammer, Growing Pains, War of the Worlds. The abundance of fun yet relatively unintelligent programs more than made up for my social ineptitude in my formative years. School, developing a career and forming some semblance of a personal love clearly degraded my TV-adoration time over the years. Now I carefully pick which shows to which to pay close attention for the duration. Much of my viewing habits nowadays revolves around "smart TV" -- real "reality" educational programming such as History Channel, Discovery

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You Hold The Key To My Heart Baby
I Have A Locked Heart, Someone Is Holding The Key. I Will Know Who He Is When He Stands In Front Of Me. I Will Deep Look Into His Eyes, Will See That The Love is Not A Disguise. He'll Place A Sweet Passionate Kiss Upon My Lips That Will Make My Heart Do Flips. He'll Touch Me In A Way That I Can Not Describe. He'll Take The Key, Open My Heart. From That Day On, We Will Never Apart. For The One I Love With All My Heart!! Please Do Not Copy!!

The Retched Beast
The retched beast A retched beast lives in side me It controls me my every move My every thought My every feeling My feeling of self worth And true meaning This retched beast that lives inside me Has expectations higher then the sun Expecting me To be more then I can be To feel the hurt To control the pain To be lower then I ever could be To see things as in distortions And believe them as who and what they may be This retched beast inside me Helps me feel pain each and every day Pain in wish to somehow loose More then words can say Why this beast wont leave me Wont let me free myself let me live the life I want And keep the ones I love Why must this beast contain me Keep me patching up the shells To where I have broken through And tried to free myself Is this beast unstoppable And stronger then me as one Is this the end of who I am Are the beast and me as one

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Why Is It???
Why is that you get lots of people added to your friends list that never comment back? If you are like me tha just keeps sending them messeges and post and comments with no reply, don't you also wonder why at time why they dont ever respond? Well I do, but, I know at times its really hard to say why they wont comment back, wont rate back or anything, I know most have other things to do, but still, atsom point, it really would be nice to see them comment, and rate back time to time. I care for all who are on my lists on here, but most of them, dont reply, well 3/4ths dont reply the do and I am very greatful for those that reply, shows me you are my friend. Thank you my dear friends.

Broken Heart
When I First Met You, You Took My Heart For Good. The Smile On Your Face Made My Heart Melt Into Yours. I Thought To Myself That This Is The Perfect One That I Have Always Wanted, Then All If A Sudden One Day You Spazed And You Ripped My Heart Out And Broke It Into A Million Pieces Just As If It Wasn't Met From The Start. Now I Just Sit Here With A Broken Heart!... Please Do Not Copy!!

.exhaustion.at.its.finest.
im... to tired to type anything of consequence went to the DMV for 900 million hours guess what have to go back tomorrow why? cuz they're retarded assmonsters who keep claiming this insurance company moms has never even HEARD of is claiming she let her insurance lapse. now uhm. moms might be ass when it comes to certain things... but not her car insurance not ever but whatever got the forms to blah blah blah hafta go back crack o dawn n then not again. fuckers Meems got suspended from the bus for the remainder of the year over the most retarded thing ever...im not even grounding her cuz i dun give a rats ass cuz the lady in the office has a great big giant dildo shoved tightly up her ass so anytime anyone does anything they hafta talk to the principal. for instance... some kid played in the water fountain n got his shirt all wet. guess what its the END of the world and it has to be addressed by the principal. listen. ya got the kids running around like idiots

This Is Daddydave's
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

How The Earth Came To Be
The earth is a great island floating in a sea of water, and suspended at each of the four cardinal points by a cord hanging down from the sky vault, which is of solid rock. When the world grows old and worn out, the people will die and the cords will break and let the earth sink down into the ocean, and all will be water again. The Indians are afraid of this. When all was water, the animals were above in Gälûñ'lätï, beyond the arch; but it was very much crowded, and they were wanting more room. They wondered what was below the water, and at last Dâyuni'sï, "Beaver's Grandchild," the little Water-beetle, offered to go and see if it could learn. It darted in every direction over the surface of the water, but could find no firm place to rest. Then it dived to the bottom and came up with some soft mud, which began to grow and spread on every side until it became the island which we call the earth. It was afterward fastened to the sky with four cords, but no one remembers who did this.

Forsaken
A restless wave, a dreamy glow, an ardent prayer was gushing, give me life, give me liberty, but pleading, ask no more of me. I’ve seen beneath the heaven’s blue, and I’ve felt a world of woe, the crushing pain of treachery, a vigil true you would not keep. I’ve felt the burn of a lover’s glow and treacherous, unexpected woe. I’ve known the pain of sore regret and the crippling throe of grief, like a tombstone laid upon my breast. Will my cold heart lie forever at rest? If one warm hand that held the key unlocked me mortal woe, my pulsing heart would throb again down the path my heart should wend.

Stop Blaming Underground Music
Check this out Juggalos/Lettes, a bunch of stuff has exploded since the V-Tech Killings.... The FBI is getting ready next month to release a full report on the V-Tech Killings and insiders say that they are going to try to put the blame on us all!!!. We all need to unite and stop this before it gets out of hand. Please upload this picture onto your photobucket, imageshack and your myspace and post it up on your profile to show support. Post this image everywhere even on other peoples comments to let the FBI know that "We are NOT to blame". We need to unite before things get more out of hand then they already are.

Whatever
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Passionate Love And Love
Passionate Love Every Night I Lay Here And Think. What The Light Of Day Will Bring. Hoping You Would Come To Me So I Could Show You What We Could Be. I Can Promise You One Thing That I Will Love You With All Of My Heart And Nothing Could Tear Us Apart. I Have Spent Years Sitting Here Waiting Hoping That How I Feel Won't Start Fading. I Just Want For You To Be Mine So I Could Dazzle You With Roses And Wine.. This I Dream Most Everynight While Hopin Not To See The Next Days Light. Love Love, What Is Love? Love Is When Two People Have Passion Feelings Towards One Another. Love Is When You Trust Your Better Half And Have Honesty For One Another. Sometimes Love Can't Be Explained And There Isn't Enough Words To Describe The Word Love. Not Many People Understands The Letters L-O-V-E. Love Will Find You So Stop Looking And Wait For That Special Someone To Find You. Please Do Not Copy!!

Life
Life Is good. We see ourselves drowning sometimes. We question why. We see no end to the struggle. Then a moment of clarity hits us. This is not the end of the road. this is just another strength exercise. We sometimes forget that just the mere gift of life is just that a gift. No matter how bad our situation is, we are still alive. that means we can change it. we can better the situation. we have an opportunity to be better. LIfe is a gift, cherish every moment of it.

Fear
Fear A friend posted a blog that got me thinking. What is it that causes people to fear commitment and love? its a simple thing to ask that one want to be with only you and no other. they should be honored that you have chosen them to be the one and only. so many times they are blind to the greatest gift they could ever have in their lives all beacause of FEAR. life is shorter then most think. many obsticals have crossed my path in my years on this earth. but once you have faced death and God has granted you yet another chance to be on His earth, it makes you step back and ponder many things. Love is nothing to fear, it should be embraced. My love is not something I share with just anyone. Only those who truely deserve it get it. My children, My family, and My Baby. They are the only ones who have proven to me they deserve the Gift I have to offer! And to them I give it freely!

Life And Relationship
Eight Seconds Isn't Very Long While Your On The Road Or Always Gone. Everyday Takes It's Tole On Our Minds. While The Beast Kills Our Behinds, While Leaving Behind Our Loved Ones At Home. We're Gone On The Rome. Some May Call Us Stupid, Others May Call Us Brave But Every Night All We Want Is To Whinke And Wave. Relationship Life Isn't Easy, When You Think You've Found Your True Love, Everything Goes Wrong In Life. You Try Your Hardest To Make The Relationship Work But The Other Half Doesn't, There Isn't A Relationship Anymore. Sometimes It Is Best Just To Sit Back And Wait For That Perfect Match To Find You And If It's Met To Be Then You 'll Have A Relationship That Is Worth Being In. But Until Then Live Your Life To The Fullest And Spend Time With The Most Important Ones. Please Do Not Copy!!

Isolation
Otsegolation - Static-xif we gain by severancewe gain most of allannihilate your kindnesstwisting those involvedscenes of revolutionscenes of your destructionwe are desolationwe are isolationfeel it coming againfeel don't care at allfeel it coming againfeelisolation

Yesterday
She sat there at the table, with cigarette in hand, Gazing into yesterday, Remembering a man. He wore a smile, so secretive, She couldn't really say, If he smiled it just for her, Or it just seemed that way. The year was 19 any year And slipping fast away. She could see it, like a glove, Slip, slip, slip, away. The back door slammed, on rusty springs, she jumped, then said to me... 'I made a wish for you today... That you won't be like me...' Ginny

I Am So Sad..
Just the two important people in my life are gone.. *jaymac got a tdy and a new duty station so i wont see him anymore.. *Lindsay is getting seperated.I respect her discision i am just sad..i will always be there for her.. During my husband year tour in lala land i didnt know anyone but these two.. they were very close to me.. i dont know what i am going to do without them.. i am really sad.. it takes alot to have me be close to someone and now i feel alone.. :( Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Wish Friday Would Wait!!
So on friday my husband leaves to go back to iraq, i waited six long months to see him and now i have to wait nine months till i get to see him again... he has just got to know his son and just thinking how much it bothers him knowing that when he comes home again he has to redue the relationship he has with him again... his daughter, i know will be very sad to see him go her being six she knows kinda what is going on. Me well ill just really miss him to be honest but to see the look in my daughters eyes when she comes home from school and asks where daddy is and i have to tell her is going to break me down. I think the other thing that is getting to me is that i have surgery on tuesday and i really wanted to wake up from that with him beside me, knowing this is not going to happen bumbs me out and im not going to lie scared. well just thought i would put my thoughts down maybe it will help me.

One Chance And You!!
Boy/Girl, For A Long, Long Time I Have Written Rhyme After Rhyme Wishing Everyday That You WOuld Be Mine. I Sit Here As Time Just Passes By. Watching You Get Hurt While I Want To Kick Some Asses. Some Say I Should Just Give Up, Others Say I Should Just Wait. I'm Not Asking For Much. All I Want Is To Take You On One Date, I Didn't Have A Plan, I Just Want You To See That I'm A Real Man/Woman. All I Ask Is One Chance, Just One Try, But Until Than I'll Wait Here Ready To Die. You! You're Like The Sunlight On Rippened Grain. Your Smile Is As Fresh As The Crisp Autumn Rain. When You Wake In The Morning Hush, I Get A Swift, An Up Lifting Rush Of Birds In A Circle Flight. You're Like The Stars That Shines All Night And No Matter What Happens, Just Remember Everything Is All Right! Please DO Not Copy!!

Life
well i got my oen plac enow so yeh its really fuckin quiet here im use to all the noise and everything but its cool, other than that im doing good, freaking bored as hell though, learned who some of my realk friends are and i knwo now but anywyas yeah goign on a road trip to a few place i have things i have to take care of and a few things to make up for so yeah.... sso im goen take i easy for now an ill catch yall later

Fucking Stakers
MY BEST FRIEND GOT RAN OFF CT TODAY BECAUSE OF STALKERS ITS UNCALLED FOR AND THERES NO NEED FOR IT WHY BUY HERE ALL THESE GIFTS AND GIVE HERE 10 PROFILE COMMENTS AT A TIME THATS JUST FUCKING STUPID BUT IT HAPPENS AND ITS UNCALLED FOR WHY SHOULD PEOPLE BE SCARED TO LOG ON TO CT OR SITE IN A LOUNGE THAUGHT CT WAS FUN BUT NOW IT'S A GAME IT SEEMS LIKE WELL I AINT PLAYING YOU RUN ME OFF ILL COME BACK AT YOU EVEN HARDER FUCKING PRICKS TO RAP THIS UP I SAY KEEP THE HATTING TO YOUR SELF AND DONT BE RUNNING FRIENDS OF CT.

The Universal Law Of The Moon
Dear Readers; Why is it so important for every one of us to acknowledge and respect the Universal Law of the moon? Because if you do not you will have to pay the price of ignorance and this could mean anything from bad luck to losing your precious life. I am sure many of you are familiar with "The Law Of Attraction" but what about the Universal Law of The Moon, the Draconic Law, The law of opposite, the law of negativity, the law of hope, the law of celestial opposites, the law of verbal affirmation, the law of visualization, the law of intervention, the law of obstacles, the law of release, the law of focus, the law of fate, the law of omens, the law of duality, the law of location, the law of fear, the law of obsession, the law of synchronicity, the law of magnetism etc? Do you really think you can ignore or avoid any of those laws and be safe, successful and healthy and collect the good by realizing only "The Law Of Attraction?" You are on for some serious deception if you cho

Sorry
well i have had some hate mail so to speak about not being here lately so im sorry to all my true friends its been a rough few weeks but it will get better i hope and this 1 apology goes to someone kinda special im really sorry for being un utter bitch lately and im glad we are talkin again so i just wanted u all that i talk to regularly to know i am alive lol and will be around a lil more again ok thanks guys and good nite

The New Constitution Of The United States
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetterâ€™s. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not ju

Feels The Same...
When these things that torture your soul are settled for so long, do they return when something so small has changed? I like to think I've grown, I like to think I know more, feel more, do more. But I still feel those simple and base feelings. The instant trust, and the even faster shattering of ones self. Perhaps I'm up to late, maybe I should sleep. Maybe I suck it in again, pretend it's ok, act like if no one saw it, it doesn't matter. That's not what I used to do. I used to cry, to contemplate, to think that it was a problem with myself. Now I ponder, I consider it is just someone else. That makes the answers simpler, but that means I cannot change it. Oh cruel and devious torment of the human soul, Love.

Your Smile And Rain
The Way You Smile Makes My Heart Melt For You. To Lay Next To You When You Sleep And See You Smile When Your Dreaming Shows Me That Your Having A Good Dream. When We Make Hot Passionate Love To Each Other And You Look Into My Bright Blue Eyes And You Show Me That Beautiful Smile, That Tells Me That You Love Me For Eternity. Just To See Your Smile Everyday Makes Me The Happiest Girl Each And Everyday. The Rain Every Time I See The Rain, I Get This Feeling, A Feeling Of Pain. This Pain Goes Straight To My Heart All Because We Are Apart. Every Time I See You With A Girl, I Want To Take You High In The Sky, Show You How It Feels To Be Treated Right And Make It Last All Through The Night. Please DO Not Copy!!

A Day
Pain and Sorrow All from tomorrow The past is a mover and tills The present is still My thoughts on a sill The view is waiting and made Move then sway To return and fade The windows lock so tight The sun was bright Moon in flight Now silence from which to borrow Through skin and marrow God's face is an arrow Of surrender and trust until The present is still My thoughts on a sill The view is waiting and made

I Have Been Really Sick (sorry 4 My Absence)
Hi to all my family, friends and fans sorry it has been a while since i have been on but i have been really sick. I spent 6 hrs last night in the emergency ward of my local hospital suffering from chest and abdomen pains (which i still have) and after many tests and machines it has been discovered that i am suffering from a condition that for all intents and purposes has swollen my heart (its not fatal or anything) to almost twice its size and is making it very difficult to breath and hurts like hell. There is nothing to do for it besides pain killers, anti inflamatories and to let it run its course. I had my fiance with me last night while i got the news of this annoyance (she was very distraught and upset) i do promise that i will still be around and a friend fan and family member to all of u, i just have to get over this problem The nurses and doctors at the hospital nick named me Phar Lap last night and had a lot of fun picking on me and telling my fiance that she was ve

May 17th
Hey all. Been a while. Been all over the place and tried a whole bunch of different songs. Tonight, I tried something totally different. I sang Tone Loc's Wild Thing (repeat) I sang Jim Carey's Cuban Pete from the Mask I sang a duet of Eve 6 Insdie Out (repeat) I sang George Michael's Faith I sang a duet doing Gorillaz Clint Eastwood I sang Metallica's Whiskey In the Jar I sang Nickleback's Figured You Out It was a night of mostly songs I've never done before, and for the most part, I feel good about the songs. Especially Gorillaz. I ain't happy I'm feeling sad I got sunshine in a bag I'm useless But not for long The future is coming on.

My Promise And For The Future
I Can't Promise You The World. I Can't Promise You Fame, But I Can Promise That I'll Take Away The Pain. You Set My Hear Afire, Hell Your My Desire. I Can't Go On Everyday Looking Left And Right And Everyway, I Just Want You In My Life Not As A Friend But As My Husband/Wife. For The Future From The First Day Till The Last. For The Future And From The Past Till Death Do Us Part, Baby You Will Always Be In My Heart. For You Have Nothing To Fear, For I Am Far And I Am Near, Loving You Day In And Day Out All Of This Without A Dought. Please Do Not Copy!

~* Some People !!!! *~
Some people just push my damm buttons and piss me right the hell off, to were if i could reach miles away i would just smack the hell out of them and asked then what they are thinking...I swear i dont understand why ppl are so dumb and so rude to others i know some arent raised that way. But hey what do i know i can say least i dont treat people that way least im respectfull enough to tell ppl what i think and not beat around the damm bush and treat them with rudeness... I mean damm its not hard to do really to treat people nice....i guess its just differnt people really but i can say that wont ever be me and if i ever become that way someone tell me to get back in check ..... Now on another note : Love is a grand thing with all the things that its blessed with.. the calming voices for one another the love for each other.... the always there for each other .... the always there when ur sad or happy the one to share all the thoughts with ... im glad i have my love thats always th

Your The Light Of My Life
Your The Light Of My Life, Your The One Who Makes My World Keep Turning. Without You In My Life Baby, I Couldn't Live. Your The Light Of My Life, Your The Shining Star In The Midnight Sky That Puts Me To Sleep Each Night, And The Bright Sunlight In The Blue Sky That Wakes Me Each Morning To Hold You And To See Your Beautiful Face. Your The Light Of My Life, Your The One Who Makes My Life The Greatest And The One Who Keeps My Heart Beating. Without You Baby, There Wouldn't Be A Life For Me. Please Do Not Copy!

Break Up
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

Need Your Help...everybody!
I'm asking the help of all my family, friends and fans. This is not for me but a very special young lady who's friendship I value very much. She goes by the nickname of TeXXas, she's got some fantastic pictures and a heart of gold, she's a sweetheart and a must add on your list. She's looking to level up and she's got a long way to go....so I'm asking, please add her, fan her and rate all her pictures 10's and let's help her get to the next level. Anybody that helps her contact me and I will return the favor to you TeXXas@ CherryTAP a>

Rafe
AN EXCERPT FROM MY 5TH UPCOMING NOVEL MISSY lay wantonly on the bed, weak as a baby. She was looking at his broad back, all powerful. Just for her, even though she knew that's far from the truth. She should be glad that she met this man and had him in her lifetime, twice for that matter. Rafe stoop up. Her eyes followed him, so gloriously male, his glorious body glistening with a film of sweat. “Rafe…” she whispered. She hoped he did not read the longing in her voice. She felt so vulnerable. She wanted so much to hug him and beg him to stay. She loved him so much. “I’ve decided to choose a woman who will bear my baby from those applicants.” That she didn’t expect. Not as bluntly as that. She literally stopped breathing. Oh God…! “It’s just as well that you’re not pregnant. What we have is a great fuck. Let’s not complicate it.” “O-okay…” Her voice was trembling, she was trembling. Oh God. “I need to go to the restroom for awhile.” Tumayo siya nang hindi hinihintay

Arched Across The Sky
Rainbows created my imagination As it arched across the sky On one end there sat you At the other end, there sat I Imagining I could slide across Over the rainbow to the end There would be my pot of gold The sweet love of my dear friend The rainbow is a connection Like a bridge from me to you It appears joined by sunlight Then the grey skies turn to blue Arriving after the rainstorms It became so evident to me Thoughts of love follow rainbows They arched right across the sea A colourful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door It reaches from friend to friend It arches from shore to shore I smiled up today at the sky How far would my loving smile go It slid right over to the other side The other end of the coloured rainbow

Dream
I Think Of You Each Morning And Dream About You Each Night. I Think Of Your Arms Being Around Me And Cannot Express My Delight. We Have So Much More Than I Ever Thought We Would, I Love You More Than I Ever Thought I Could. All I Ever Wanted Was To Be Part Of Your Heart And For Us To Be Together, To Never Be Apart. I Dream Of Your Touch While You Are Away, I Dream Of Your Smile All Through The Day. I Remember The Day You Can Into My Life. I Dream Of The Day That I Will Be Your Wife. I Dream Of The Day That I Can Fall Asleep Next To You, I Dream Of The Day I Can Say "I Do", To Be Your Wife, To Be Together For Life Is A Dream I Have Every Night. Please Do Not Copy!

O! Great Spirit....
Whose voice I hear in the winds, And whose breath gives to all the world, Hear me! I am small and weak, I need your strength and wisdom LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. MAKE MY HANDS respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice. MAKE ME WISE so that I understand the things you have taught my people. LET ME LEARN the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I SEEK STRENGTH, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy-self. MAKE ME ALWAYS READY, to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. SO WHEN LIFE FADES, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

**jamestown's 400th Anniversary** Videos Inside!
On Sunday, May 13, 2007, a choral group made up of 1,607 members and an orchestra made up of 400 members from all over the United States joined together to perform for the 400th Anniversary of Jamestown. This group of people, who ranged in age from 6 to 93 years old, performed for the President of the United States as well as other high ranking officials such as Sandra Day O'Connor. My son's choral group from West Allegheny was in attendance and sang their hearts out! Andrew and his fellow members were in the section right in front of the video screen in the following videos. I am so grateful to the person who videotaped the concert and uploaded it to youtube! I was not able to travel with the chorus, so these videos are so precious to me! I hope you enjoy them! Battle Hymn of The Republic Make Our Garden Grow Shenendoah Shall We Gather At The River Give Us Your Tired, Your Poor America The Beautiful

What Kind Of Heart I Have
table border=\'0\' cellpadding=\'5\' cellspacing=\'0\' width=\'600\'> You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink86%Yellow79%Black14%Red14%White14%Purple14%Orange14%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Cool 3d World
RONNIE AND I FOUND THIS PRETTY COOL 3D VIRTUAL WORLD, IT'S ALOT LIKE HERE, BUT ITS MORE INTERACTIVE AND U GET UR OWN HOME TO DECORATE, AND YOU EARN POINTS TO BUY CLOTHES AND FURNITURE, ETC. THE LINK IS BELOW TO THE HOME PAGE TO DOWNLOAD IT AND TO JOIN. http://www.kaneva.com/home.kaneva

Calgon , Take Me Away!
Have you ever felt like a total fool for caring about somebody so much and knowing that they don't feel the same way about you? Been there and done that , it makes me scared to even tell somebody that I DO care deeply about them anymore, like most of us, I've been hurt and screwed over or whatever you wanna call it so many times that I'm at the point where it's kind of hard for me to trust like I once did. And to be totally honest, I hate feeling this way. I want to be able to trust again, but more than that, I want somebody that I CAN trust. I guess right now I'm just feeling really down, and have felt this way lately, about relationships etc. I know I'm not the 'only one' so no big deal right lol yea, right. I thought that I'd be with my ex husband for ever, thought he was the ONLY person I could ever truly trust, I mean, how can you trust when the ONE person you thought you could, turns out you couldn't, they hurt you (emotionally)!? (which by the way was an almost 18 yr

Busy
I've been getting ready to move the 18th. Sucks but life goes on. I'm excited to redecorate. Trailer moving into I got to fix up but it's better than living on the streets. I'm gunna miss Pittsburgh though :( I won't have the internet till middle of June probably. So don't be mad at me's k's!

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

...the Fire Burns...
...and I look up and see the ashes in the sky...first time i think i ever saw the sun go from yellow to orange...eerie clouds of smoke..billowing above...i drive home to the new place..and the phone rings. someone who needs to talk a few minutes....my friend walks up the deck at the same time. he stands about 10 inches taller than me..dressed in his Fire fighter attire....the voice still talks on the other end of the phone..and he leans over....as we have been standing so close...and kissed my chest...moving down to my breasts..i slide my bra a bit down so he can wrap his lips around my supple nipples..fully errect... i end the call and we walk back to my room... sliding off my clothing and bending over..i slide off my pants and he slides off my thong..licking my ass..then flipping me over on to my back. the man has this tongue..and technique..sucking my nipples..down and spreading my pussey open..and licking and sucking me. sliding his fingers in and out of me. i felt my juices flow

Hurricane Katrina
I just added some stashes about Hurricane Katrina so check them out. I am up here in Loisiana from Florida helping to rebuild the cities and I tell you it is really hard. I see peoples belongings lost from the storm and it really does get to me sometimes. I went to Youtube.com and started watching some of the footages and I tell you it really gets to me that these people lost everything and I mean everything including some of their lives. I remember the first time I drove into the worst hit places and I was really in shock. When you see refridgerators on top of roofs and boats in the streets you can't imagine what the people went through that stay during the storm. I have spoken to various peoplea dn listened to their stories and it is really hard to keep from being emotional. My heart goes out to the people that lost everything including family members. God Bless you all!

Always Remember...
Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing in everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burning strong

Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!
~ Cutiest Female Child On CT Contest!~ I need 10 girls for my cutiest female child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Girl is...... with 1 comments each! 2nd Girl is..... with 1 comments! 3rd Girl is...... with 1 comments! 4th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 5th Girl is...... with 1 comments! 6th Girl is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Why Idk
Why does meeting someone turn into liking them? Why does liking them turn in to lust for them? Why does lust turn into love? Why does that love turn to loneliness? Why does that loneliness turn into despair? Why does despair turn into hatred? Why does the hatred have to spread to other people who don't even know you? Why does the world compell these people, who dont know you to try to destroy the only ounce of life you have left in you, from the love you had? To the haters that don't even know me!!! You all can kiss my ass. Doin things to hurt other people for no reason is just childish and imature. As for my true friends thanks for helpin me through this. FOr anyone who wants to copy and repaste may due so.

I Want To Cry Tonight
I WANT TO FEEL SPECIAL I WANT TO BE TREATED SPECIAL I WANT TO FEEL LOVE I FEEL SO ALL ALONE I THINK NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME AT ALL I WANT TO BE HUG I WANT TO BE KISSED I WANT TO SHARE JOKES I WANT TO BE LISTEN TO WHO WILL LISTEN TO ME? MAKE ME FEEL YOU'RE HERE LOOKING AT ME FROM THE CORNER LOVING ME SILENTLY PRAYING THAT WE BE TOGETHER I FEEL LIKE CRYING TONIGHT I WANT YOU OH SO BAD PLEASE SHOW YOURSELF IN THE LIGHT DONT ALWAYS WONDER WHY IM SAD

I'm Alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey boys and girls long time no see huh!!?? Well sorry, lots of crap has been happening in my "offline" life and I haven't had a chnace to get on!! Anyhow, for those of you that like me and want to keep in contact go to Xpeeps and add my new profile to your friends list!! http://www.xpeeps.com/sammi I won't be on Cherry Tap for much longer, and I deleted my MySpace profile... I'll only have time for one and I picked the perverted one!! (Xpeeps) LOL go figure!! ;) If you don't have an account there go get one or you'll most likely never chat to me again!! :( Go NOW!! haha PS: I have some naked pix up there... tee hee http://www.xpeeps.com/sammi Bye all!!! xOxOx

Yay Mississippi
Well Im now Living in Mississippi again i moved back home a few days ago I hadnt really missed it but now that im back I have seen i missed alot of people and missed out on alot of things I already have a job and actually going to get a second one trying to stay busy Now that my husband isnt around to tell me i cant work I want to be like i use to be and do nothing but work drink and have fun with friends Tonight My friends and i went to the casino we lost our ass lol but we had fun and in the day ive been home ive ran into alot of old frieds and they cant believe i my husband has done what he did and told me to go back to being the Laura they use to know so thats my plan i just want to have my friends and my job and just have fun in life well anyways im going to wrap this up ill write more later

Most Hot Man On Ct Contest!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

How Not To Be A Friend!!
transam19810@ CherryTAP DOWN RATING NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!! his reason i dont like u naked but u have great eyes like WTF why would u even bother looking in my NSFW and goin out of ur way to downrate it if u didnt want to see it he needs a lesson on how to be a friend oh and he blocked me b4 i could say anything to him ppl like him = SCUm :D transam19810@ CherryTAP

Sexxy Lady 2 On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Lady 2 On CT Contest! I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Tired Of Ppl Askin Dis So Heres Wat It Means
Juggalettes dont take shit from anyone. There behind all juggalos 110%. You fuck with them theyll fuck you up. being a juggalette is a way of life They don't give a shit about what the world thinks of them. A Juggalette don't think shes better than everyone else. It's a state of mind, a way of life. To truly understand a Juggalette or juggalo you must be a Juggalette-juggalo Anyone can just Like a Band, that makes you a fan. If your a Juggalette-juggalo your down for anything at anytime. A Juggalette and Juggalo are almost the same but Juggalettes are Females. And no matter how pretty, ugly, fat or crack headed they look, Juggalos love them. But if they are a Juggalo or Juggalette they are Down with the Clown for Life. Down with the cown till im dead in the ground.

Away From Me
This is a song I wrote when I was 18 "Away From Me" Another page fillin in the book Illustrated by one last look So many ways to ask you to stay But I just watch you walk away and I wonder if I'll think of my past and ever wish to turn the time back would I chase you, would I let you go all I know is my heart has froze So many days I gazed in your eyes Thinkin about how much I loved life I really did try to forgive your flaws But still they slipped through my jaws and I wonder if I'll think of my past and ever wish to turn the time back would I chase you, would I let you go all I know is my heart has froze and theres nothing I can do, its up to you I tried everything I knew, its up to you I threw it all away yeah I pushed you away always, I pissed it away and it seems for you that its okay to get away from me, to get away from me And it feels like the sunset takes forever And it feels like things aren't getting better and I hate to feel how I do ab

Joe Smith
Joe Smith started the day early having set his alarm clock ( MADE IN JAPAN ) for 6 a.m. while his coffeepot ( MADE IN CHINA ) was perking, he shaved with his electric razor ( MADE IN HONG KONG ). He put on a dress shirt ( MADE IN SRI LANKA ), designer jeans ( MADE IN SINGAPORE ) and tennis shoes ( MADE IN KOREA ). After cooking his breakfast in his new electric skillet ( MADE IN INDIA ) he sat down with his calculator ( MADE IN MEXICO ) to see how much he could spend today. After setting his watch ( MADE IN TAIWAN ) to the radio ( MADE IN INDIA ) he got in his car

How I Feel About This Crapy Town / State
well life is life i only have two thing to look forword to seeing sean grow and moveing i cant FUCKEN WAIT i feel like this town is eatting my resson for living its like a tate worm it eats eveything good and leaves the shitty crap that is left i have sean who is the light of my life and there is nothing for him here but the same shit and the same type of people i want so much better for him but it seems like eveytime i have a good thing going i fuck it up you know but i have to deal with what i have done i just think its time to move on and get the fuck out of this black hole of a town i dont know why but i cant WAIT UNTILL I CAN FORGET EVERYTHING AND ALMOST EVERYONE THAT FUCKING LIVES IN THIS GOD DAMMM STATE

Dear Mr. President
Hey Mr. Bush, you like wars? You like causing innocents pain? Well I could use a shock and awe campaign on my brain. To tame the terror and to extinguish the flames To you isnt terrorism all the same? I have no one to blame, the definition of shame. See Mr. President, we're kinda the same. But I try to refrain from insulting your name, But in the end my efforts end up in vain. A straight jacket, a trench coat, they both resemble insane, But sometimes its the freedom of SOME that deserve the blame. This isnt a game, thousands of bodies have been mamed, But just like me your hands are permantly blood stained. No matter how hard you try, it wont wash in the rain, Our problems wont vanish cause you hung up Hussein. Its bigger than that, this is not about fame, But now we're all "safer" since Bush's army has came.

Sad News...
First of all I want to say thank you to everyone who sent their thoughts and prayers when I announced that my sister was pregnant and having trouble.I am sorry I didn't get around to replying to anyone who responded to my message. My sister lost the baby around 3:00am on the 15th. We took both her and the baby to the ER. The sack and baby came out together. We still have know clue how far along she was. We did look at it before they came and took it to the lab though and we could tell where the head was and could see an arm starting to form. It was very tiny still. She was supposed to go to the OB today and for some stupid reason they cancelled her appointment and didn't even tell her until she got there. Anyway, I am taking this a lot worse than she is. It doesn't seem to be bothering her much. Me on the otherhand, I am extremely depressed. I just want to sleep, I don't want to do anything. I just want to be alone. I keep seeing that tiny once was life laying inside that sack, and its

Testament Xi Comments Rate Plz*
"The light can be fragile the more u persist the greater the damage will be" Saving strength for wasteful energy can posesses obession but it can also can grow agression. the art of war is just a color of peace. the light can perpretrate any kind of brightness that darkness may expose but careful must darkness clarify its intension when sensing the call of value of life. it take back time to collect important infomation that was once salvage that can be used to defend against any cause and effect on creation. the question we ask if light was created for a purpose why wisdom always assume that darkness does the cleansiness of destructive for equality. to unbalance equality one shouldnt seek revenge of another but give an exchange air to ground of physically to emotional awaken to sleep runing to walk life of belonged welcome. it not about of being the best of the best but balancing out seperation of operation without witholding fear that clouds anxiety that could create life of i

Everything & Anything
O.M.G. what a day I had...You would not believe what my little great nephew did to my carpet:( he spilled his potty chair all over the frigging place and I had to call my roommate out of work to come clean it, because I am semi-disabled and unable to do it myself..I have come to realize growing older and being this HEAVY is not good at all it made me very ANGRY at myself for not being able to clean up a mess that was nasty...I am a very neat clean person & for me to not be able to do that for myself horrified me...I am absolutely going to go have that Weight Loss Operation...it will take a lot of courage on my part, but I am going to make my life so much better by doing so...Is there anyone out there who has had this Lap Band Operation or Gastric Bypass please let me know so I can ask you some questions...thanks for listening much cherry cherry love......Tammy

Help A New Friend
I got a new friend that needs help. She had an account here before but Somehow it got lost. She wants to get back to where she was. Help her out and show her some love. She'll return the favor. sexyandfun22@ CherryTAP Thanks to all that help her.

Lucky
I feel proud to hold your hand, Showing everyone you are with me. I still feel you when we are apart, Always wanting to touch and kiss you. Your warm loving heart fills my soul, And you share it with me so easily. I want to please and spoil you, My love for you is unconditional. I feel strong and can be myself, With you strongly in my heart. I grow and learn as our days go on, Fearing nothing and seeking a future together We have trust and understanding, Along with a patience unknown to most. I can only be honest and the best I can be, Seeking to be better and to never hurt you. © cherrie

The Things You Go Thru In Life.
O.k. this is the thing my husband an I have been talking about him leaving his job fer sometime now,, he is sick of the bullshit in which goes on out there, I mean his boss is such an ass and well I dunno if you all know what pigging is however it's very hot and he gets burnt damn near everyday, he was to get out of the runner and into the crane operator position but as always he's got fucked over. Don't get me wrong the money is awesome but with him gettin hurt an all that shit it's not worth it to me,, plus we have a business of our own in which we can fall back on,, just thought I'd get this off of my chest it's been bothering me fer sometime now. Note: Pigging is cleaning the molted iron which gets to be 2000 + degrees.

Fallen Heroes.....(poem)
Fallen Heroes The tears that stained her pillow And the ones that slowly fall Are remainders of the life She once knew and came to love. She touches her lips and recalls The feel of his goodbye still lingers She is reminded of his love, Realizing she's alone after all. She reaches for the his letter His handsome face she sees again She caresses her stomach And tears fall for their little man. He promised to come home safe To return to their life they lived He was away doing his duty, For his country, his home, his love. Now she is left to raises their baby And try to explain why his not there. To be a mom and dad for her little man, While people whisper that they care. Still no one really realizes The pain that they all live When a letter and a soldier No longer come home to keep. Or the feeling of the taxi that comes to call The passengers, another soldier and a chaplain The message, that their loved one no longer lives The grief of realizing

You Are Mine
You are mine, my best friend, The one I can confide in, until the end. The one who has seen every tear, Whose hands boldly hold all of my fears. You are mine, my other half that makes me complete, Who never lets me feel like I am going through defeat. You're the one who has always been there, To show me how much that you truely care. You are mine, my happiness in me, Who's opened my eyes and really made me see. Your compassion and love has shone through the clouds, Leaving me with no more fears or doubts. You are mine, an angel for me, Whose smile is sent to make me happy. The one who always has faith in your heart © cherrie

Bits Of Wisdom
Just checking to see if you are at your computer Yep, you are! So, keep scrolling for Bits of Wisdom ************************* Love is grand!! Divorce is a hundred grand ************************* I am in shape. Round is a shape. ************************* Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. *************************** Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels good. ************************* Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. *************************** Even if you are on the right track, You'll get run over if you just sit there. *************************** Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. *************************** An optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears this is true. ************************** There will always be death and taxes; However, death doesn't get worse every year. *

Love Is...
Love is when ..... when you miss him before your apart when you could listen to him talk all night and you would never get tired of hearing his vioce when the sound of his name will send chills down your spine and you see his smile the second you close your eyes © cherrie

Omg So True!
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENFP - The Champion(You scored 63% I to E, 42% N to S, 23% F to T, and 57% J to P!)Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type. As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and proces

President Bush's Resignation Speech
Subject: President Bush's Resignation Speech We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impe

New Member Of My Family
well its wedesday an well last niabout 10 pm my little granson Nicholas was born his heart stopped an he was green,witch means he had an infection but after 12 hours he is so full of umspa (means he is one powerfull young man) he is at 100% an is doing fine he has a dick for a dad but his mom is my second angel an ahe is doing fine so every one with good attitudes an only wont the best for me i Love you all because the prayers an love i get form my friends i feel keeps me from falling off the face of this earth, God Bless all my friends for you all are the best

True Love
I say I love you but, I don't know if I ever mentioned, How much you mean to me. You fill my heart with so much joy, I'm as happy as can be. I haven't ever felt this way, maybe it is true. Hold me, love me and never forget me. Because I love this feeling that I feel. I miss you, Love you, and I will always wait for you, forever, you & me. © cherrie

Coffee And Just Staying Sober.
just got back from an alcoholics anonymous meeting, and boy do I feel great. seen an old friend I hadn't seen in years, at the meeting before it started and I thought for sure he would be speaking since he is from out of town. didn't' ask him though since I figured I would find out soon enuff, once I went in and got my coffee and sat down I saw a man in a red sweater, only saw the back of him but thought fuck I know that man, but the meeting at started so I didn't go over, thought I would wait till after the meeting. the moment the chair person said where the speaker was from I instantly knew who it was, it was jim my sponsor. yes it did, well seeing both ron and jim did, it has been a while since I felt this good. there is something about see the old timers that were there when u were fresh to the program, the ones that help u get going. so I sat there and waved till he seen me and I'm not sure if he knew who I was at first since it had been over a year since we last seen each other.

This Heart
In this heart there was a place that remained alone an empty space the heart was shattered torn, ripped and used was hard to believe it could be refused it took a while longer scars are back on the mend now it beats faster for a brand new friend a smile was born and push came to shove this heart has found a life long love

Broadband Sucks And Rocks Arrrggghh.
I hate and love broadband internet. It screwed me over and cut me off for far too long. I love it though because it is so much faster than others. I did get my internet back though. So everything is going well again, now if I could only find that bourban.

Baby 'bubba' Gets State Gun Permit
CHICAGO (March 15) - Bubba Ludwig cannot walk, talk or open the refrigerator door - but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height at 2 feet, 3 inches, weight at 20 pounds and has a scribble where the signature should be. With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and those convicted of domestic violence. "Does a 10-month-old need a FOID card? No, but there are no restrictio

My Angel
When I first met my Angel, I was skeptical about it. I really wasnt looking for anyone and the last place I was gonna look was online. For a good 2 and 1/2 months she would always talk to me. She was persistant. I am so thankful for that. She grew on me. Always making me smile and laugh. Finally I spent all day thinking about her at work and decided to ask her out. When it came time for me to ask her, I hesitated. But this time, I actually did it. Usually when I hesitate, I wont do it. She said Yes. April 27, 2007 changed my life forever. I met an amazing woman. My Angel. She is so sweet, caring, funny, smart,... man the list could go on and on. Most of all though, she is asbolutely beautiful. She took all my flaws and looked past them. She is so special to me. Every moment I spent with her is amazing. I am so glad we met. She owns the key to my heart.

Turning Point
Everyone is born the same until life gets in the way exeriences changing there innocence hypnotized into a life of hate a turning point remaining unclear a heroes words disappear they say the only one judging us is the one above then why is it coming from everywhere does every bad give someone satisfaction does every good cause someone pain wondering if this is the end or just the beginning can a magic trick make us disappear is anyone right in there quest for the end or is the quest what changes us from the start

Wrote This For My Mom
Reaching out for a feling to grasp You never throw any to catch Your a wall of pent up emotions I'm a disasterous mess Always waiting on you Of course, to make the first move Rewind, Repeat its always the same Your horrible at this "game" You call, what happened this time I'm crying, did you think we'd be fine I still hold on to a little hope Its to much to sit back and try to cope I give up, you wonder why It's to much to watch you cry

Ha Ya My Try At Poetry
Empty your heart of what you think you know My life is not a show Does anyone understand my life is not a game Everyone seems to be the same So they say I'm crazy Crazy, I really don't mind Everyone wants to have a part In time letting there hearts grow cold I must be crazy I'm drowning in a hell And nobody can tell But, I'll always be there if they need me Oneday I'll set them free

Interesting Quiz
My score on The Elemental Balance Test: Harmony(~ 70% Water ~ 74% Wind ~ 66% Earth ~ 88% Fire ~)And I know and I believe There's a way out to the sea of happiness It seems your personality is in perfect harmony; your impulses are tempered with thoughtfulness, and your emotions are balanced with a healthy amount of reason. In order to maintain that harmony, try wearing a Jade, a Chrysoprase or an Agate; all three enhance balance and stability, as does the Snowflake Obsidian that will help remain balanced during times of change. In detail: You are more balanced than most people. Your Ground Chakra, (associated with the element of fire and representing our basic desires and driving force), your Creative Chakra, (associated with the element of earth and representing our need to preserve and grow), your Heart Chakra, (associated with the element of water and representing our sense of love and compassion), and your Throat Chakra, (associated with the element of wind and represents our d

Thunderous Silence By Angel46901
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens, Peace and tranquility among us... No words spoken, no words needed, just a glance or a touch... Two souls collide, becoming as one, they reach the ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barriers, there is no judgement. For what is felt, is pure from the heart. Like rain on a misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on a roof. Two heart's beat as one....

These Things Are Strange Lol Can Tell Im Bored Doing This. Lol
Jennifer Location of Death: Detroit, MI Date of Death: 5/16/2021 7:13:57 PM Last Person Called: Frederic Last Number Dialed: (903) 674-026* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 5/16/2021 10:13:57 PM Cause of Death: Pneumonia See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

What Family Guy Character Are You?
My score on The Family Guy Character Test: Stewie Griffin(You scored 75% Evilness, 80% Horniness, 70% Intelligence, and 50% Fitness!)You're Stewie Griffin! You're an evil genius, and you have sexy parties. Your matricidal tendencies mean you don't have much time to go to the gym, and you may be in danger of developing an eating disorder. Once you're toilet-trained, the world will never be safe again! "Victory is mine!" Link: The Family Guy Character Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Open From Noon Till Midnight
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Volume Xiii - Rush, Here I Come!
Remember this date. 13 June. HifiBuys Amphetheater. Atlanta, GA. This is the kick-off of a monumental world tour, of a band who changed the dynamic of rock and metal music as we know it. RUSH. Yes, Geddy, Neil, and Alex are starting off their world tour right here in my fair city. I am so there. I care not what consequence it brings; I care not if I have to miss work the next day; I care not if I lose my license due to my lead foot. I am there. I attended their shows back on the Vapor Trails (2002) and 30th Anniversary (2004) tours, and they were both absolutely AMAZING. They played all the old faves---Tom Sawyer, New World Man, 2112, Big Money, Roll the Bones, YYZ---and some killer new tunes---One Little Victory, Earthshine, Secret Touch---and some more lesser knowns---The Pass, By-Tor and the Snow Dog. I cannot wait!! Those of you in the Atlanta/North Georgia area...maybe I'll see you there! Let's party together!

Hello All Can U All Do Me A Favor..plz
Can u all help him out on his rates one his pics ..if u could be so kind so he can get to the next level i know he would appreciate it alot as well as i would...when u do u can leave me a privite message and let me know u did i will give ya a special gift...i promise as long as u tell me some how so i know to give u one ok thx..my friends...huggzz to u all ...u all mean alot to me..stacie brian..aka..Dark Prince (¯`·._)Dårk príñç€(¯`·._) ~ƒ®ëåk$ åñd G€€|{§ ƒåmî£ÿ@ CherryTAP

Love
The statement in this email is so true. I look at the elderly and it is incredible the different state that two people of the same age can be in. One can be youthful and lively and the other worn out. I hope that this hits home to all of you and that you can make many memories that will carry you through. Don't let others rob you of the essence of life. Keep pushing forth with all your might, mind and strength. It is life, love and our experiences along with spiritual guidance that helps us make it through. Make that choice to be happy and your bank account full! God bless and know you are loved by me! Cheltsy Families are forever so hold them dear to your heart and let those wonderful memories be your source of strength and want to continue creating more. Subject: OUR BANK ACCOUNT This might be a good way to open 2007 and live by it. This is AWESOME....something we should all remember. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully d

"i'm With You"
With You 'A Message From God To You' When you were born, I was with you. When you first walked, I was there holding your hand. On your first day of school, I was with you. When you skinned your knee, I wept with you. When you started high school, I was with you. When you won the championship game, I was there cheering you on. When you said, "I Do," I was with you. When you had your first child, I blessed it. When you retired, I was with you. On your death day, I wept at your grave. I'm with you, now until the end of time.

Got To Go To Work
well its that time of the day need to get my laundry done and ready for morning time to get to work was here 4 my youngest greaduation that was cool can handle the X and her freind s for that anyday.you all have a wounderful week and well talk soon.. love ya to all my ct.family and freinds

My Coffee
I have a awesome idea now stay with me it can get crazy in here and i meed the supprot. Giant cups of coffee and when i mean giant i mean freakin huge like 5 eet tall. Can you imagine how many happy people there would be at your work at 6, 7 or even 8 in the morning if they had a huge cup o coffee to make there day that much better and on top of that the buzz they would have damn talk the fun there. more random thought to come in Kung fu voodoo and im always looking for ideas too Later days

"the Actress"
The Actress Be yourself, only then can you be truly happy. She is an actress always playing a part that really isn't her. She plays it well because everyone sees what she wants them to see. She fits in with the crowd; everyone loves her. She's beautiful and funny, with a dazzling smile. But what everyone doesn't see, is the soul that is inside. They don't see the torment she goes through in the day. The agony she goes through in the night. They don't put the facts together at lunch when she eats little bits of food, then excuses herself to the bathroom. No one bothers to follow her to see what is the matter. For all they see, is the act, that the actress is putting on

Living In Mississippi
Dear Diary: May 30th: Just moved to Madison, Mississippi. Now this is a city that knows how to live!! Beautiful sunny days and warm balmy evenings. What a place! Watched the sunset from the Reservoir lying on a blanket. It was beautiful. I've finally found my home. I love it here. June 14th: Really heating up. Got to 100 today. Not a problem. Live in an air-conditioned home, drive an air-conditioned car. What a pleasure to see the sun on the water everyday like this. I'm turning into a sun worshipper. June 30th: Had the backyard landscaped with western plants today. Lots of cactus and rocks. What a breeze to maintain. No more mowing lawn for me. Another scorcher today, but I love it here. July 10th: The temperature hasn't been below 100 all week. How do people get used to this kind of heat? At least it's kind of windy though. But getting used to the heat and humidity is taking longer that I expected. July 15th: Fell asleep by the pool. (Got 3rd degree

"the Evening"
The Evening The day is spent. The sun is tired. It goes to rest just beyond the horizon. The moon comes out giving an eerie glow to the earth. But I know, that somewhere someone is just witnessing the morning and the start of a brand new day. You see, evening is not an end, but a beginning. A great beginning. It is evening

"the Morning"
The Morning It is morning. I look out my window and see the morning dew glistening on the grass. The sun newly rose above the horizon. There is a faint mist, dampening the air. I walk outside. The air smells of a fresh new day. A time to make a fresh start, a time to right our wrongs, a time for beginnings. I look across the street. A squirrel scampers down a tree trunk in search of food for the day. A neighborhood dog barks. The birds begin singing their praises. I go back inside, and eat my breakfast Today is good, for it is morning.

Spice Girls-say You'll Be There
Say you'll be there I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear Last time that we had this conversation I decided we should be friends Yeah but now we're going round in circles tell me will this deja vu never end? Oh Now you tell me that you've fallen in love well I never ever thought that would be This time you gotta take it easy throwing far too much emotions at me But any fool can see they're falling, I gotta make you understand I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear (I give you everything) And all that I want from you is a promise you will be there Say you will be there (Say you will be there) Won't you sing it with me If you, put two and two together you will see what our friendship is for (Oh) If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door There is no need to say you love me, It would be better left unsaid I'm (I'm) giving you everything (I give you everything) all that joy can b

"these Are The Days"
These Are The Days These are the days. The days when we'll laugh. The days when we'll cry. These are the days. The days spent with good friends. The days spent with bad enemies. These are the days. The days we'll do good for others. The days we'll bring others pain. These are the days. The days when we can't wait for tomorrow The days spend wishing it wouldn't come. These are the days of our youth. The days that go by, oh so quickly. Treasure these days, for you never know when they'll be gone....

A Few "pick-up" Routines
Read this blog about a "pick-up" line this woman had a guy say to her that she thought was cute. Was going to comment on some of my default things to say in any situation but my comment was too long so I'm posting it. I tend to teach women more about relationships and pick-up because guys who are willing to admit they need to get their dating life handled and how to meet women are few. but it IS changing, slowly. My coaching applies to both men and women, whether straight, bi, or gay. But if you have read enough of my profile and blogs, you know that I love all women, but only date bisexual women who like to pick-up girls together with me. They love women and so do I, so we have something in common. ====WIKKID'S BAD GUY NOTICE==== This is not meant to be taken and misused to trick, play, or manipulate anyone so you can abuse them. If you misuse it and intentionally do things to hurt others, you deserve the consequences. With that said. Let's get on with the examples. .

"always There"
Always There To the only one who never lets me down. God. You're always there, when I'm feeling down. You're always there, when I need a shoulder to lean on. You're always there, to lift me up. You're always there, to watch over me while I sleep. You're always there, to catch me if I should fall. You're always there, when I begin to stray off the path of righteousness. You're always there, to welcome me back home. You're always there, when everyone else leaves. You're always there, even though I can't see you. You're always there, this I'm certain.

Child Is Born
Child is Born An African-American child is born. A white child is born in the same hospital. The black child is put in the same nursery as the white child. They both get to go home. Three years later, the two children both go in for a checkup. They begin to play together, but the parents yank them apart. Seven years later, they meet on the street. They begin to talk, but their parents yank them apart and scold them. Four years later, they meet in a park. Their parents aren't with them. They don't talk, just stare at eachother warily. Five years later, they meet in college. They walk on opposite sides of the hall and don't speak. Ten years later, their children meet eachother in the doctor's office, and begin to play together. They yank their children away from eachother. Racism isn't natural, it's taught.

::crying Hysterically::
THEY ARE DISCONTINUING MY CIGS!!!!! ::crys hysterically:: what am i gonna smoke now??? damn it... bastards they are!!! ::shakes her fist malevolently at R.J. Reynolds:: sigh.... oh well guess ill return to camel menthol or ill just completely go to smoking a pipe... ... no not that pipe.... a tobacco pipe... ill find something..... guess i know how katy feels now that she lost her lucky strike lites..

Anticipation
"I want to thank you for this for without you i would have never know how it could hurt so good........and you havent even started." ANONYMOUS -------------------------------------------------- Okay close your eyes for me and visualize a white room,flourescant lit with a restraint chair in the middle............ im led in and strapped down, and left to wait for Dr.Overman, i close my eyes and try to rest a bit before she arrives. This chair is a bit uncomfortable, actually thats an understatement this chair is inhumane at best wrist restraints,arm restraints,leg restraints,oh and my personal favorite.......the head and neck restraints. makes it hard to get comfy as well as to get away,haha for those of you who find this device fancyfull for a place like this let me educate you while we have time. There are two kinds of facts in the world..... theres the fed truth, the stuff they feed you taxpayer folks so you can sleep at night with a clear conscience, like

Dancing Alone. Lol.
LAST YEAR I WAS OUT AT A CLUB ALONE LISTENING TO MUSIC WATCHING PEOPLE DANCE. AND FEELING BLUE. I SENT A TEXT TO A DEAR FRIEND I CONSIDER MY SISTER, WHERE I WAS AND HOW IT ALWAYS AMAZED ME, THAT MOST OF MY LIFE, EVEN IN A CROWD I ALMOST ALWAYS FELT A ALONE. I ASKED WHAT I SHOULD DO? " SHE SAID HUN JUST DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO WHEN I GET BLUE AND THE MUSICS PLAYING. DANCE WITH YOUR-SELF AND TO HELL WITH WHAT PEOPLE THINK OR HOW SILLY YOU FEEL." " DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY GET LOST FOR A LITTLE BIT IN THE MUSIC,, YOU WON'T BE ALONE FOREVER, SOMEONE WILL FIND YOUR SWEET HEART " YOU KNOW WHAT? SHE WAS RIGHT. LOL. I SOME TIMES STILL DANCE ALONE JUST FOR FUN, THE MUSIC TAKES AWAY THE DAY TO DAY STRESS AND PAIN OF LIFE. YOU SHOULD SEE ME, ITS SCARY, LMAO. PEACE. STRENGTH AND LOVE TO ALL. P.S. THANX JEN FOR THE ADVICE. : ) SCOOTER.

A Curtsy To The Marquis...
Writer of joys we are to be afraid of, and lover of everything primal a dear master is the Marquis De Sade. Timeless in his works the man, dead, is immortal. His works are still debated and they will forever be as long as we are uncomfortable with sex. So bow to this Master he is forever in charge of some of our more.... carnal needs.

Some Funny Ha Has
Man: Is there any way for long life? Dr: Get married. Man: Will it help? Dr: No, but the thought of long life will never come. ********* Why do couples hold hands during their wedding? It's a formality just like two boxers shaking hands before the fight begins! ********* Wife: Darling today is our anniversary, what should we do? Husband: Let us stand in silence for 2 minutes. ********* It's funny when people discuss Love Marriage vs Arranged. It's like asking someone, if suicide is better or being murdered ********* It is difficult to understand GOD . He makes such beautiful things as women and then he turns them into Wives ********* If u r married please ignore this MSG, For everyone else: Happy Independence Day ********* Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he'll fall asleep before you finish. ********* There's a way of transferring funds th

I Have A Dream............
I have decided that cherrytap needs sorting out a bit, so i have decided i want to become a bouncer, i think i have all the skills needed, so i have contacted the management to offer my "skills" however, i feel i need support to assure my rise to power, so i am starting a campaign. The campaign will be called CUNT's, not reason for these letters, i just want to be able to say support CUNT's, if however you can think up some smart ass meaning for the letters, please let me know, as you clearly have far to much time on your hands i have lot's of stuff you can be doing, like cleaning out my goats. So till then i would just like to say thanks for the support i know i will get, and just remember, a vote for Rob, is a vote for CUNT's, thank you and good night.

Dr. Martin Luther King's Jr Daughter Dies Age 51
ATLANTA - Yolanda King, the firstborn child of the first family of the civil rights movement, who honored that legacy through acting and advocacy, died late Tuesday. She was 51. The daughter of the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr. and Coretta Scott King died in Santa Monica, Calif. Family members did not know the cause of death, but suspect it might have been a heart problem. "This is just the last thing and the last person that we expected this to happen to," said Issac Newton Farris, the Kings' cousin and CEO of the King Center. "At least with my aunt (Coretta Scott King) we had some warning. Yolanda as far as we knew was healthy and certainly happy." Former Mayor Andrew Young, a lieutenant of her father's who has remained close to the family, said King was going to her brother Dexter's home when she collapsed in the doorway. Farris said she died near Dexter King but would not elaborate. Yolanda King, who lived in California, appeared in numerous films, including "Ghosts of Mi

Contest Stress,high Blood Pressure.
Well today hasn't been my Best Day with some Awesome Friends, an myself.This morning I had to remove a Dear friend for Insubordination.Not something I Wanted to do,But something I had to do.That was Elizabeth,we weren't just Friends here we also were friends on Y Messenger.Then I posted a Blog,an my Awesome Friend Traci~Tall Blonde.Got Wicked Pissed at me.She then removed me from her Family as well.To Top it off,I had to Abort Comment Bombing for Stacy.There was noway we'd catch up with 7,000 point lead from the Leader in the 1st. to 35,000 Contest.It's Strictly up to Individuals in my Family if they want to keep at it,or Abort.Been a Bit Stressed.Then I had a Club F.A.R ,Disorderly Bitch .Down Rated a Morph.Thats like a Cardinal Sin to me.I don't give a Damn who u are,.They can stay off my pg.if they want to be an Asshole.I gave her an Aditude an left a Bad Comment.She return'd a Worse comment.Which I Should have Copied an Pasted,but didn't.So then I blocked her Ass.I had just come ba

The End Of The World
I no longer think anymore that I am some sort of prophet or messenger...I know I am...today it struck me...today is a new day for a new way of living. I say to you people, friends and family alike...we are facing major crisis in our world today. The key ingredients are falling into place...wildfires, floods, plagues, global warfare; these are indicators. Think about it. When was the last time we had so many protests, so many pedophile scandals, so much corruption in all of our branches and departments of so-called authority? I don't remeber it ever being so bad in the past, not like it is today. I know everything that I'm saying can be contradicted, but that is not why I am writing this. I'll get to the point. Those of you who are not believers in God and Christ, what I am about to say is pointless and you can stop reading here.

Heaven And Hell
I WOULD TRAVEL THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL AND IN TO THE DEPTHS OF THE FIRE, TO BE WITH YOU. I SHALL FOREVER ACHE AND LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH, YOUR EMBRACE AND SWEET KISSES. AT TIMES I KNOW OUR TASKS MUST BE CARRIED OUT ALONE, YET THOSE WE SHARE TOGETHER BRING ME SILENT JOY. TO DANCE ALONE OR WITH YOU, MATTERS NOT AS LONG AS YOU ARE NEAR. YOUR HUMAN FORM IS TRULY BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES, AND YOUR HEART AND SOUL SHINE QUIETLY FROM WITHIN. TO BE EMBRACED AND TO EMBRACE EACH OTHER WITHIN OUR WINGS, OUR LOVE SHALL FOREVER SOAR THROUGH STORMS AND BLUE SKIES. THE PEACEFUL RISE AND FALL OF YOUR CHEST, THE SOFT SOUND OF EACH AND EVERY BREATH, THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART, SWEET MUSIC TO MY EARS AND EYES, SWEET DREAMS IN THE NIGHT. MY ADMIRATION FOR YOU AS A WOMAN, A MOTHER AND AN AMAZING SOUL, YOU MAY NEVER FULLY KNOW, IT IS GRAND AND EMENCE. FORGET NOT MY LOVE, I SHALL STAND AND WALK WITH THEE, BE IT THROUGH THE GATES OF HELL OR THE GATES OF HEAVEN.FEAR NOT, FOR I AM HERE WITH YOU.

Stuck In The Middle
Stuck In The Middle I sit and think about the day that you’re gonna die ‘Cos your wrinkled eyes betray the joy with which you smiled Care to see my reason? Care to put your life in mine? Looking at life from the perspective of a boy Who’s learnt to love you but has also learned to grow Could we make it better, stormy weather, so I dunno Oh, oh, oh, is there anybody home? Who’ll believe me, won’t deceive me, who’ll try to teach me? Ah, ah, ah, is there anybody home? Who wants to have me, just to love me? Stuck in the middle I look at you, you look at me, we bite each other And with your bitter words you kick me in the gutter But my troops are bigger than yours ‘cos you’ll never stand my fight Ours is a family that’s based upon tradition But with my careless words I tread upon your vision Are five kids better than one, who’d busy like to be gone? Oh, oh, oh, is there anybody home? Who’ll believe me, won’t deceive me, who’ll try to teach me

Lyriks[suddenly I See By Kt Tunstall]
KT TUNSTALL LYRICS "Suddenly I See" Her face is a map of the world Is a map of the world You can see she's a beautiful girl She's a beautiful girl And everything around her is a silver pool of light The people who surround her feel the benefit of it It makes you calm She holds you captivated in her palm Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) This is what I wanna be Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) Why the hell it means so much to me I feel like walking the world Like walking the world You can hear she's a beautiful girl She's a beautiful girl She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember What you heard She likes to leave you hanging on her word Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) This is what I wanna be Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see) Why the hell it means so much to me And she's taller than most And she's looking at me I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine Oh she makes me fe

Pimpology 101....step Two....
Purse First,Ass last;So familiar but not for a beginning pimp,you'll have to fuck the bitch before she'll choose to give you money.Once you've fucked the bitch this gets her started for your real game.Some people will say,"Make a bitch wait before you fuck her".Wrong answer,get the pussy as fast as you can,then make her wait.Why?Because she has exposed herself to you.You will have connected that bitch to you,and you'll able to play with her emotions.Again,this is a pimp game,not a pussy game,you'll need to have that bitch connected. Once a bitch gives up the pussy,regardless of under what ever the circumstances,she will connect.However,you'll need to beat the pussy up,meaning you'll have to give her much more than just one orgasm.Viagra does wonders for the less fortunate.Imagine a bitch sucking your dick and stoping before you bust a nut.The same thing is true for a bitch,you'll have to make her nut by any means necessary,this is one of the surest ways of another fuck. When

Paysheeda Mujhay Mayra Shehzada.
Paysheeda mujhay mayra Shehzada. Saath aap ka aankhaiyn is sabab bharaa hua ka zindagi. Nahin chupana aap khud minjaanib duniya. Ijazat dena mujhay taraf saaf door gham saath mayra ansoo. Layna mein mayra aap ka ruh aor dil. Ijazat dena mujhay taraf muhabbat aap jesa aap haqdaar hona. Shehzada, khoaahish aik zindagi woh aap kamaana kay liyay hona is sabab meetha. Mayn muhabbat aap. Hamaysha kay-liay aap ka Chand.

Fat Girls Need Love(me Included!!!)
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket ONE OF MY DEAR FRIENDS ASKED ME TO REPOST THIS... I AM DELIGHTED TO! SOMEONE OBVIOUSLY HURT HER, AND THEY DESERVE MORE THAN THIS BULLETIN CAN PRODUCE! I AM A BIG GIRL, NOT A LIL SKINNY MODEL TYPE. I HAVE CURVES AND I'M QUITE PROUD OF THEM. PEOPLE CAN BE SEXY AND ATTRACTIVE NO MATTER WHAT THEIR BODY TYPE, AS TRUE BEAUTY COMES FROM WITHIN! PLEASE READ BELOW!!! PEACE & LOVE, BEG Vampy Cassiel (Eternally Heartbroken)Whips'N'Chains Society FAT WOMEN NEED LOVIN TOO...WE ARE NOT HERE TO PLAY HEAD GAMES WITH...WE ARE NOT HERE TO STEP ON....WE ARE NOT HERE TO GET TREATED LIKE SHIT...WE ARE NOT HERE TO PLAY SICK LITTLE TWISTED MIND GAMES WITH.....WE ARE NOT HERE TO BE YOUR STOMPING GROUND. FAT WOMEN HAVE FEELINGS TOO....JUST BECAUSE WE ARE FAT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN DO AS YOUR CRUEL AND UNLOVING SOUL DESIRES. WE NEED LOVE AND HUMAN AFFECTION TOO....WE NEED LOVIN JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FAT SO

Pimpology Step.....one...
A women will determine if she'll fuck u,based on how well she relates to you. If u want her to relate with you,you'll have to create a emotional involment.Of course for u conversation is just a way to getting about her.But for woman it's more about how she interacts with you,and how well u make her feel.It's important to get along with her if you want to see her again,this means alot to a bitch. You'll need to point out to a bitch how similar the two of u are.Because most bitches want to be with a pimp she perceives to have similar intrest.Point out how well you get along,and how good she makes u feel when your talking to her. This trangresses the same feelings to her ,and she'll start feeling good when she talks to you.By you pointing these things out to her,regardless if there true or not causes her to believe they are.And this is exactly what u want her to do,to feel as if she can trust u. No bitch will give u the time of day if she doen't trust u.So u will have to buil

The Present
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room ' s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and

Nasty Person
now listen to this...i have never done anything to anyone..never posted any nasty or bad comments. i never downrated anyone.im a very sweet and honest person,so with this ..i just recieved mail from an anonymous person sending me weeds talking bout that im a nasty white bi hore and go do your kids and shit..this person which isnt even man or even woman enough to show who they are i have a few coice words for you....THANKS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME AND MONEY ON ME..this hasnt changed me as a person and im very proud of who i am and i will not change for no one