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Prisoner Of Pain
Deep within her soul A part of her is dying And if you listen close You'll hear her heart is crying. Crying for relief From all the pain she has had Burdened down with grief Never happy always sad She's had too many heartaches Too much pain too many tears Although you see her smile Deep inside she's full of fears. But no one really knows How many tears she cried She never lets it show She keeps it deep inside. But turn her inside out And you'll see the scars An emotional disaster Her heart and soul are marred. Thay say time heals all wounds, But this one's way too deep The pain will never end She cyr's herself to sleep.

My Personality Test Results
Merritt's Personality Report Relaxed Apprehensive Self-Doubt Confidence Safety-Seeking Risk-Taking Internal Experience External Appearance How You Approach Life Wherever you go Chosen One, you do the right thing. You have an uncanny sense of what is right and what is wrong in this world, and you side with the good-guys every time. People recognize this in you, which is why they might often come to you for advice. People don't see you as judgmental. How could they when you tend to look at an issue from so many sides? Not everybody has the tolerance, or interest, in fairness that you do. But then, not everybody is as motivated as you are to please others. When it comes to pleasing people, you are a pro. Your balance of insight, kindness and understanding of situations around you is much more developed than most. You are probably a good sympathizer and empathizer, and that adds to your wisdom. You are curious and interested

A Woman
a woman you want to date has a child this child trys to scare all the men away she is dateing would you let a child run you off or would you stay and try to get to know the little girl and try to get on her good side so you can date her mom

I'll Meet You There . . .
You arrived at our hotel first...I arrive at the door give a couple of light taps and you let me in. You look handsome and so sexy and I can tell you want me as much as I want you. Words are hardly spoken and unnecessary as we stand in the middle of the room, fire blazing, two bottles of champagne on ice...you take me in your arms kissing and holding each other so tightly. I nibble your lower lip as you slowly push your tongue into my mouth. We are both breathing heavily and our hearts are beating so hard. Slowly you start to pull my top off and I push back your robe, our naked upper bodies rub against each other, your hand releases my skirt and you look down to see my neatly waxed pussy mound, as I have no panties on. I reach down and rub your stiff cock, which is still imprisoned in your shorts, mmmm, so tantalizingly hard. We move close again and hold each other so tight, wondering if this moment is not real, like so many imagined before, but this time it will be....Kissing

John Chapman Aka Shadow Hawk
well i'd like to warn all you woman out there about a man named john chapman he is nothing but a player and a man who uses women for his amusement and fun.and when you are no longer any use for him or you start to bore him he tosses you aside like a piece of trash.how i know this because i was with him for almost two years and i wish i would of left him alot sooner than that. if he tells you he is a bounty hunter he is not one at all he got put in jail in april of 06 for impersinating one and was in there for 6 months how i know this too because it was all over the news in johnstown,pa. and if you dont believe me go look on the tribune democrat website its the paper from johnstown,pa and search the name john chapman and you will find the article on him getting arrested for impersonating one. he is menatally and emotionally disturbed and needs some serious mental help so i advise you not invovle yourself with him.if he tells you something about me which i am sure he is trying to ruin m

Lolly's Candyland Lounge
The CT Cherries are sweet, but not nearly as sweet as The Queen of Candyland, Lolly! Give into that sweet tooth and join me in Lolly’s Candyland Lounge. It’s the sweetest lounge on CherryTAP! Click on the link below and ask Lolly if you can join her lounge. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/673375 Don't forget to tell her that Jaw Breaker (that's me) sent you!

Would You
if you were with a woman of your dreams and you were with her walking down the street and you seen this other woman comming torword you and she was better looking then the woman you were with would you a look and drewl b look the otherway

This Girl
you have talk to a girl on the internet and want to meet her.and a coulple of days befor going to meet her she tells you that she has a mental illnes called bipolar or borderline personality do you still go and meet her and do you still talk to her?

Life Of M&m's!!!
Who would have guessed that the idea for M&M'S® Plain Chocolate Candies was hatched against the backdrop of the Spanish Civil War? Legend has it that, while on a trip to Spain, Forrest Mars Sr. encountered soldiers who were eating pellets of chocolate encased in a hard sugary coating. This prevented it from melting. Inspired by this idea, Mr. Mars went back to his kitchen and invented the recipe for M&M'S® Plain Chocolate Candies. M&M'S® Chocolate Candies were first sold in 1941, and soon became a favorite of the American GIs serving in World War II. Packaged in cardboard tubes, they were sold to the military as a convenient snack that traveled well in any climate. By the late 1940s, they were widely available to the public, who gave them an excellent reception. In 1948, their packaging changed from a tube form to the characteristic brown pouch we know today. When America entered the 1950s, M&M'S® Plain Chocolate Candies were quickly becoming a household word, partic

!ahhhhhhhhhh Memories!! So True
!AHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets

Look Out Your Window... Eden Isnt Burning Its Burnt!
Who can say that what we do now has no consequences, no direct action reflected upon it's self? The law of energy says that with every action comes a separate and equal reaction. What does this have to do with anything... LOOK OUT YOUR WINDOW... take a hard look. EDEN ISN'T BURNING! IT'S BURNT! We have paid a terrible price until that day... And we will continue to pay that price if we don't take action now, then they're be no action later. How can people be so insensitive to others losses? Not only the thousands that have innocently been taken before we stood up and started to take the fight to the enemy... but the thousands that have paid the ultimate price. The ones that have laid they're life upon the alter of freedom, to sacrifice for people they only know as Americans, MILLIONS they will never personally know, or meet. And take that burden onto there shoulders with pride. Personally those of you that rather point fingers and lay blame, rather than t

Grrrrrrrrr Stress
You try to avoid the things in life that stress you out but isnt it so funny how they always make there rounds despite your efforts. My main stress is my living condition. I left my ex and moved 1600 miles to live with my mom till I could get my life where I want it. Now that my sister is coming to visit and they dont want to pay for a hotel I am being evicted. Dont get me wrong my mom has other reasons too. My kids stress her out and she had a stroke in 2004 actually on my birthday in 2004 so she just hit her 3 year mark. Her doctor says that she is to stressed and is close to another by her blood work. I know that I shouldnt complain because she has done alot for me over the years but dam. I get a weeks notice and that is it. So I am moving back in with my ex. We are going to room mate. Bring on more stress. Anyway cant vent too much I just better be glad that I have a roof over mine and the kids heads.

Question..
Im gonna give you a little background on this story and you can tell me what you think. Around 1999 I was taking classes in a paralegal school ( I was working on my BS but I wanted to take a break and try something else). None of the girls I went to the trade school lived locally (This is New York City, which consists of 5 boroughs, this school was in Manhattan). One of these new students lived near me. So I figured let me talk to her. So it was her and her friend. (She never went to classes, even though it was an hour each). She finally decides to know me so she knew I was into her, so she flirts with my friend then, and a firefighter. So Im like ok. I didnt see her after a while because she drops out of the school. I see her a couple years later working in a home depot. Im like ok. So we start talking and she gives me her #. She changes her # and doesnt tell me. A couple years ago again I bump into her and she gives me her # again. This time she knows Im into her. She said she w

My Karma
Merritt, your personalized test results indicate that over the past year, you've earned 906 karma points out of 1000 potential karma points. Of all the ways you've been building your karmic future during this time, your good will is your strongest asset. When faced with a moral dilemma, you're more apt than others to make the ethical decision. Such choices have positively influenced your karma up to this point. Playing by the rules may simply come naturally to you, or maybe you've worked to develop this trait over time. Regardless of how you achieved such good will, you appear to be one of those trustworthy individuals who holds fairness in high regard. So whether a friend asks you to keep a secret or a relative entrusts you with keys to the family vacation house, they can be sure you're not going to take unfair advantage — even when it would benefit you or be more convenient. Your willingness to choose what's right over what's easy not only strengthens your current rel

My Lfe
If I will go and die tomorrow Please don't feel pitty, don't feel sorrow Soon, I will be back again in the sunshine, in the rain. This world has punished me enough It didn't gave me happyness or laugh I've fighted from my soul to be a winner But I am tired now and I become a sinner! If I will go to sleap and dieing too You got to know that I love you, But for this world I have no feelings 'Cause she made me think I'm crazy. Too many things has left me and had crash too many dreams it came become in ash And even if I try with all my power to be right the darkness just don't let me see the light! I didn't wanted to be born and fight 'Couse here's the place where happynes had died! I've allways felt that I'm loked in a body and a name and kept like this with no ashame; I've allways had the halth of the entire and no acces at rights and at DESIRE. If I will go tomorrow home and leave this side, please think that I've become a bride and will be gone my sorrow and my

Crazy Ex
This weekend was suppose to be my weekend with my daughter. But my psycho ex showed up at my house when I wasn't home and took my daughter. All because I left my daughter with my girlfriend who lives with me now. Two fucking days after we went to mediation about visitation. Now she deems it unsafe for my daughter to go at my house. I thougt I was going to be so over this shit but looks like more drama on the horizon for me. Top it all off the night before she gave me some fucking line about how we need to be friends and nice to each other for that sake of our daughter. ain't that some bullshit? Fuck it Life of a juggalo I guess shit aint never easy.

Quiz
if you were interested in a women,and when you went to meet her.found out she had faulse teeth by ariving early for your date,would you a.not go through with the date or b go through with it,and why would you?question two.if you went through the date and you were talking and she let it slip she had 7 children,a.would you get up and walk out b would you sit through the date3 would you call this women for another date?

Deleting People
Due to the lack of people rating my items when i rate theirs and lack of communication skills i will be cleaning house tomorrow. People on my family list have nothing to fear. If you do not want to be deleted then please let me know.

Unexplainable
nothing can explain this feeling you give me. it is so raw, heated, explosive, makes me hungry for you. i wait for you my lips are moist, caressing you, tempting you, inviting you inside. between my soft swollen folds you linger there. tempting me, teasing me, wanting me to beg. suddenly i feel you slowly rub yourself against me. so hard, so soft. you play with my lips opening them up so gently. you push yourself within, my breath held back, my heart beating faster. but yet you dont enter me, not yet you say. instead you remain there and slowly caress me with your hardness. moaning, getting wetter. you seem satisfied with my lust, my greed you let me devour you. i feel the hardness press through my swollen lips, my wetness, feeling the tip of you enter. body shaking, i tremble, i gasp. surrendering to the lust between my legs. piece of heaven floating through my body.take me. i am yours. you fill every inch of me. our ecstacy succumbs together. the beating of our hearts engulfs our

Writers Block? But Why My Sweet Muse Why?
creative writing slump bah i hate when i cant write an last nite that blew big im not happy with the results of that blog so im ranting an yes oh i found a new band couple of days ago named E Nomine its german an its in german really worth checking out if you like music in other languages well my ass is off to buy chinese foods!

My Super I.q. Test
Your IQ score is 152. This means that you are smarter than 99.9% of all other Super IQ test takers. This number is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on the Tickle Super IQ Test. But there's more to intelligence than a single number, a single score, or a single label. Tickle uses 8 distinguishable dimensions of intelligence in the Super IQ Test. By analyzing your individual scores on those 8 scales, we are able to look beyond the raw IQ score into how you process information, and which intellectual strengths you're best at. Your test results indicate that the way you process information makes you a Complex Intellectual. You are highly intelligent and talented in two critical areas: math and language. While others may be skilled at one, you are exceptional at both. Your ability to understand theoretical or abstract information and your attention to detail only make your mathematical and linguistic skills stronger.

My Photos
For anyone who is wondering about my photos and why there is a whole lot less. My soon to be ex-husband has decided to try and play dirty with me so no more photos of me that could be used against me. He's a bastard and I hope he dies.

Chat On My Page With Me!!
So I started a SULTRY 1 FAN GROUP CHAT BOX you can sign in anytime and talk with me or whoever is signed up!! http://www.xatech.com/SULTRY1FANS IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS,FANS,FAMILY LIST YOU BEST REPOST THIS LINK AND GET AS MANY CHERRIES TO WALK ONTO AND SIGN UP ON THIS THING!!!! NOW GO CAUSE SOME TROUBLE AND ROUND UP SOME FUNTASTIC CHERRIES LOL!! XOXO~*B*

Things To Do On An Elevator
Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering: 'Shut up, dammit, all of you just shut UP!' Whistle the first seven notes of 'It's a Small World' incessantly. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask: 'Got enough air in there?' Offer nametags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside down. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you Admiral. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: 'I've got new socks on!' Meow occasionally. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose. Walk on with a cooler that says 'human head' on the side. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce 'You're one of THEM!' and move to the far corner of

My New Job
this is so awesome i applyed for two jobs in person, got a call back to interview for both of them, went to my first interview and got the job. they said that i had to take my tabc test so that i can sell alcohol took the test once and passed it go me. i had only been looking for work for less than a week and i start training on monday. i am so proud of myself go. it will kind of suck cause my birthday is on tuesday (22 years old). thats okay didn't go out on my 21st birthday either got pregnant. its all good i'll just go out after i get my first pay check. keepin it short but sweet as always mamatink

Just Letting Yall Know
i just wanna let all im gonna clean out by friends list......most of the ppl on my friends list, i dont talk to and you dont talk to me..... if i lose points or things like that....i dont care....ppl who are in my family...have no worry...if you read this blog and comment on it...you are safe too.... Also.....i will not be on here as much....now that summer that the summer is here....i will start playing softball a lot more...spend more time on my boat...and with my family.... no offense to anyone on here....met some really great ppl on here...and yall know who you are... but i really just wanna spend my time doing something else... when im here i will send love to the ppl who REALLY care bout me... Hugs and have a great time Nate

Aircraft Mechanic Humor
I friend sent this to me...just had to pass it on! lol Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems; document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS pilots (P) and the solutions recorded (S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. (Next time I fly, I am sending me, a recliner, and my laptop in a very large box.) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, exce

Pizza
1. If using a touch-tone, press random numbers while ordering. Ask the person taking the order to stop doing that. 2. Make up a charge-card name. Ask if they accept it. 3. Use CB lingo where applicable. 4. Order a Big Mac Extra Value Meal. 5. Terminate the call with, "Remember, we never had this conversation." 6. Tell the order taker a rival pizza place is on the other line and you're going with the lowest bidder. 7. Give them your address, exclaim "Oh, just surprise me!" and hang up. 8. Answer their questions with questions. 9. In your breathiest voice, tell them to cut the crap about nutrition and ask if they have something outlandishly sinful. 10. Use these bonus words in the conversation: ROBUST FREE-SPIRITED COST-EFFICIENT UKRAINIAN PUCE. 11. Tell them to put the crust on top this time. 12. Sing the order to the tune of your favorite song from Metallica's "Master of Puppets" CD. 13. Do not name the toppings you want. Rather, spell th

To My Homeez
***This has been updated (((5/8/07)))*** This is to all my bitches... (((In Alphabetical Order))) Aleksandra- Hey I know we just met but I love talking to you... you are so sweet... I hope things work out between you and Hot sauce... and I really hope we can hang and just become the best of friends... we could have so much fun... I hope to get to know you better... Ashley- to all the good days we had and hopefully we can catch up on all the days we missed... you were always there no matter what... I am not even in awe at the fact that we are talking again... because when we said we would always be there for eachother we really meant it... we still have to sit down and watch those movies we made... I can't even believe you kept those... and no I didn't forget anything we used to talk about... like staying up all night and falling asleep outside on your trampoline... the BIGgest crush I ever had on a guy and didn't have the balls to ask him for his number or call and try to talk

Im Such A Fool
well last night i was soppouse to grad if i was still in school...god this is really hard on me because i miss my friends that i talked to everyday i miss my teachers i just miss school and its driving me crazy really fucking crazy but im taking high school over the net but its not the same.. shit why did i ever drop out of school because i never thought i would miss school because i hated getting up in the mornings and going to school but now i wished i could go back in time and if i could i would change so many things in my life so i could walk across that stage and be proud of myself but i cant because i droped out ok sorry i just wanted to get it off my chest ♥ Cassie

My Emotional Landscape
Your strongest belief is Honesty Now that you know that Honesty is one of your core convictions, let's take a look at how that value influences your emotional landscape — the way you experience the 8 key emotions, and how intensely you feel them. As you read your report, know this: Experts agree it's healthy to experience a full range of emotions. Some, such as happiness, are pleasant to experience. Others, like anger, may make you feel uncomfortable. Just remember that even emotions that might not feel good (like anger or sadness) may still be good for you. To avoid a certain feeling, you might try harder to avoid getting into a similar position in the future — thereby sparing yourself those bad feelings again. Overall, emotions can serve as a means of expression as well as tools for self-protection and motivation. Here's what yours say about you. Your emotional landscape report Your emotional landscape More on your belief system History behin

Understanding The Religious Reich 1.2
Understanding the Religious Reich 1.2 or How Fundamentalists Define "Religious Freedom" Copyright © 1990, 1997 c.e., Isaac Bonewits 'Deeply hath sunk the lesson thou hast given and shall not soon depart.'-- William C. Bryant A few years ago, Neopagan newsletters and journals were publishing articles about a religious freedom organization (now defunct), that had been founded by fundamentalists and which had invited Neopagans to join. The response from Neopagans at the time was, I believed, naive. That led to the first publishing of this essay in 1990 under the title, "Can We Trust 'Friendly' Fundamentalists?" Now with the growing power of the Religious Reich, which has almost completely taken over the Republican Party on a local and state level, it is even more important that Neopagans, and all others who cherish their constitutional freedoms, should improve our understanding of fundamentalism, of the long-range plans of "Christian Reconstructionism," and of what a fundamental

A Shot And A Beer...now My World Is More Clear
Last night by far takes the cake on everything. I don't want to go into great detail and for the sake of all things natural the names in this story have been changed up! It was late last night when we were all looking for a good time. In this town, there isn't much to do other than drink and smoke...well with all things considered, the drinking was the key game plan. Now today is "RB"'s birthday so we all decided to treat her to the drinking last night, so myself and "Jorge" took her out to her favorite spot, got a lil toastee and danced, played pool the night away. Now Jorge had this really big boner over RB and well I myself have a really big boner over Jorge. Here's where the night goes from being one of the best to the ultimate nightmare. Closing time, time for everyone to take their jackets and move to the exit, I go first being that I had something else that I had to deal with on my mind and a hint of jealous because RB was getting all of Jorge's attention, I walked out. Well

If You Were Born Between 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and

My Subconcious Mind
The issues on your subconscious mind are most affecting your: Love Life Whether you're in a committed partnership, you're casually dating, or you're single, your love life revolves around your romantic hopes and needs. Perhaps your conscious mind is aware that something is troubling you with regard to it or maybe you just have a vague sense that things don't feel quite right. However tuned in you are to your feelings about your love life, you most likely have deeper issues that affect how you are subconsciously viewing your circumstances. Some issues are isolated to one realm of life, but generally an issue affects several areas at once, and to varying degrees. Your subconscious mind could be preoccupied with your love life because of a wide variety of issues you aren't aware of. The following are some pretty common ones that people have around love. Do any resonate with you? Worrying that you aren't doing a good enough job in your love life. You might feel like yo

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Howdy!
First off want to say a big THANK YOU for all who have rated my profile and taken the time to chat wth me. Nice to know this lonely little country girl can at least get some Cherry Love. I'm recently divorced and just lookin' to make some friends in the big crazy world. Feel free to chat with me when I am on-line, and I'll show YOU some Cherry Love too! Hugs and Big Country Kisses!! Tracy

Lasko
I'm gettingmovement in my fingers now. The right thumb is coming along nicely, but the other one isn't. Its still a little swollen. Me and the misses went to Red Lobster the other day. Oh its soo nummy. Lobster tails hit the spot. Went for a run today, first time in a while. I set a route for 1.02 miles. I knew I wasn't going to run all of it, but I did end up with 3/4 of a mile, which is still good. I should know on Monday where i'll be going for light duty. In case you were wondering, Lasko is the name of my fan thats cooling my ass off.

What Is My Religeon?
The religion that has the greatest affinity with your belief system is: Your belief system is 72% compatible with Neo-Pagan religious beliefs. Neo-Pagan groups like Wicca and Druidism and the others, have different faiths, but tend to be polytheistic, they believe in multiple gods and goddesses. Most groups also have a highly personal relationship with nature and its seasons, observing important rituals throughout the year to express their faith. It appears that you are also interested in the natural world and the significance it has in your life. Recent attempts to reconstruct the ancient pagan faith — nearly wiped out after years of persecution — have unearthed spiritual texts and a highly secretive oral tradition. While the history of their religion is important, most Neo-Pagan practitioners worship in solitude, performing rituals of personal significance to express their own highly individual spirituality. Perhaps you too enjoy being alone when you want to reflect about

Starcraft Ii
Ohhh shit... ninety nine cent pickle! >.> Starcraft... two... -faints, gets up, dances for joy, faints again, then froths at the mouth for a while while having a seizure- i played Starcraft for 6 years.. before finally getting bored with it.... and now its back... there goes my life :P damn you blizzard, damn you..

It Hurts To Much
I know he is there he just doesn't care I call and call yet he deny's it all! I care about him so much and i miss his gental touche I miss when he held me I told me i was his only I miss his hand in mine I miss how he was so kind My heart it aches for him even if our fire is going dim He has my heart he had it from the start I love you...but do you love me back?

Mid-evil Pick-up Lines
Hi ya Princess, like to see my longsword in action? Every second of every hour of every day is like a thousand knives of fire stabbing me in the heart. I long for thee incessantly, so much that mine sorrow seems without surcease. My alliteration is small comfort next to the warm gaze of thine azure eyes. I crave the comfort of thine embrace like some lost child cold and alone in the dark So, like you wanna fuck? You wanna go upstairs and see my Holy Grail? I like the cut of your jib. If I were that horse, I'd rather you mounted me without the saddle. Wizard: You know, my hat isn't the only thing that's pointed. Thy breastplate is wondrous! Wouldst thou hold my polearm whilst I attempt to light thy fire? Dost thou practice safe hex? Dost thou know? That chastity belt of yours would look great on my sleeping chambers' floor. I had to swim the moat to get to you fair maiden. So, would you like to see my breaststroke? Wench: What's that sound? Knight: Tha

The Brick
THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver got out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked c

Good News
this week i received a letter from social security stating they determined me to have become medically disabled on 7/1/06. this means 1. i get a back pay check anywhere from about $5000 to $13000 depending on what they decide about my work history, which is an awesome thing considering i need to get a new car anyway and 2. i will be getting anywhere from $400 to $1200 a month (again depending on what they decide about my work history) in disability payments and 3. i don't know how soon i will get these payments so for right now i am still in need of assistance. but it's great news for me! and yes i'm "better" than i was before but i still don't think i'm in a position to be working full time or even part time really (i've tried it twice and it didnt work out) so i'm thinking i can handle a job maybe 2 nights a week 10 hours or something like that, but my main focus has to be on my recovery right now (in case you all didn't know i'm currently diagnosed with ocd and bipolar dis

We Were In A Wreck......part 2 As Written By My Hubby
The Car Wreck Part 2 Well its has now been 1 week and 1 day since we had our car wreck. This is part 2 of the story. If you want to see part 1 then please see my blogs, In recapping a bit.... On May 11th 2007 we were on our way to work when we had someone pull out in front of us and we had no where to go but into that car. It has been a very long crappy week to say the least. When we went to the emergency room at Blount Memorial hospital we were told that we would be sore on Saturday and then even more sore on Sunday but that on Monday and Tuesday we should start feeling better. They explained to us that this is quite common in car wrecks and nothing to be concerned with. However we were told that if we were not feeling better by Wednesday that we should go see our regular doctor and get checked out. So Wednesday we made an appointment with our regular doctor for Thursday Morning. Thursday Morning we went and seen our doctor and went thru an exam that should have been done

Words Of A Heart
My heart is full of graffiti it is marked with love and hate . It has been tagged by a world of many emotions. It has grown to withstand many ups and downs. It knows what true love feels like …it also knows regret pain and sorrow. It is a heart of experience and compassion. It is also a heart of strength. Although it has been broken it never has been destroyed . My heart knows both pain and joy. It has been bruised by love and beaten by hate. It has also been healed by love and forgotten the hate. It is my heart that I speak of. However these words reign true for every heart in every being. We all have felt many of these emotions that I have written . Love has found me again & this love will withstand all,for it is the truest love of all.Life is so grand to be in love & to find love.I shall never be alone again with this heart,it will always love & feel the love from her. These are my words but they are also yours. These are the words of the

Please Me
naked and hot, dripping with sweat, your mouth wanders hungrily across my body, searching for that taste, that taste that you are addicted to, to satisfy your hunger. and as your tongue explores me, filling me with a pleasure only you can give, i am overtaken by the most beautiful surprise, the feeling of your lips, little butterfly kisses, brushing lightly across my inner thigh. i feel a wave of desire come over me its flooding my body so intense my need to have you is washing right through me to feel your hand on my skin your fingers running through my hair makes me so hot this wave is soaking me through with all these things you are doing my thighs are shaking my sighs are getting louder one simple move will make me splash lap by lap these waves go through me each stronger than the last nothing to grab onto no escape, what you are doing is making me crazy kiss me hard, take me there can you see how my eyes are? playing tricks on me. can you feel

My Emotiomal I.q.
Merritt, your Emotional IQ score is: 144 The above chart shows where you fall on the Emotional IQ scale compared to others. You scored higher than 99.8% of other test takers. Your Emotional IQ measures how well your emotions guide you towards smart decisions. In fact, increasingly, researchers are pointing to Emotional IQs as better indicators of overall success in life than traditional IQ tests alone. Healthy relationships and flourishing careers are impossible without interacting successfully with others. Even someone who possesses a genius Intellectual Quotient (IQ) can miss out on the wisdom that comes from understanding another human being. What makes Tickle's Emotional IQ test more comprehensive than others, is that we structured the test to actually isolate different interpersonal skills and how well you use them to your benefit. As such, each of your scores on the 4 emotional intelligence dimensions, Perception, Expression, Empathy, and Emotiona

Bill Clinton The Asshole!!!!!
President Clinton and his national security team ignored several opportunities to capture Osama bin Laden and his terrorist associates, including one as late as last year. I know because I negotiated more than one of the opportunities. From 1996 to 1998, I opened unofficial channels between Sudan and the Clinton administration. I met with officials in both countries, including Clinton, U.S. National Security Advisor Samuel R. "Sandy" Berger and Sudan's president and intelligence chief. President Omar Hassan Ahmed Bashir, who wanted terrorism sanctions against Sudan lifted, offered the arrest and extradition of Bin Laden and detailed intelligence data about the global networks constructed by Egypt's Islamic Jihad, Iran's Hezbollah and the Palestinian Hamas. Among those in the networks were the two hijackers who piloted commercial airliners into the World Trade Center. The silence of the Clinton administration in responding to these offers was deafening. As an American Mus

Found Myself Thinking Of This ! Sigh
We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg

The Car Wreck Part 2
The Car Wreck Part 2 Well its has now been 1 week and 1 day since we had our car wreck. This is part 2 of the story. If you want to see part 1 then please see my blogs, In recapping a bit.... On May 11th 2007 we were on our way to work when we had someone pull out in front of us and we had no where to go but into that car. It has been a very long crappy week to say the least. When we went to the emergency room at Blount Memorial hospital we were told that we would be sore on Saturday and then even more sore on Sunday but that on Monday and Tuesday we should start feeling better. They explained to us that this is quite common in car wrecks and nothing to be concerned with. However we were told that if we were not feeling better by Wednesday that we should go see our regular doctor and get checked out. So Wednesday we made an appointment with our regular doctor for Thursday Morning. Thursday Morning we went and seen our doctor and went thru an exam that should have been done

Yokut Indians Creation Myth
A Great Flood had occurred upon Earth long, long ago. While Earth was still covered with water, there were no living creatures upon the land. Then out of the sky one day glided an enormous Eagle with a black Crow riding upon its back, searching for a place to light. Around and around Eagle flew until he discovered a projecting tree stump, or what appeared to be a stump, upon which he landed to rest. There was a home at last upon the flat surface, which was amply large enough for Eagle and Crow to roost upon. From here, they surveyed the greenish gray water as far as they could see. The sky was a gorgeous bright blue with a few white drifting clouds, occasionally swirled by a passing breeze. All seemed serene to Eagle and Crow. Small fish were visible below the water, sometimes leaping out of the sea playfully. Hunger caused Eagle and Crow to swoop down, catching a meal for themselves from time to time. Soon a game developed between the two birds to see which one would be the

Ladeis Say Hi To Rob!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/767639 Rob. Trys to get the ladies yahoo messengers, to tell them he wants to nude pictures of them... Watch out of this sweetheart!!! Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:32:13 PM): Hello, Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:19 PM): hey Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:29 PM): where is your display pic? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:32:38 PM): its' there. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:51 PM): where's a pic of u ? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:33:10 PM): there is me and a friend of mine. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:27 PM): u on the left or right? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:33:38 PM): didnt u see my pic on cherrytap Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:40 PM): got any full body pix of u? Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:54 PM): yes i did Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:56 PM): on the left? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:34:05 PM): yes. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:15 PM): full body pix of u? got any? Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:17 PM): photoshare/ Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:34:28 PM): all the phots i have are on cherry tap. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:35 P

Arousal
for me sex is best when its unexpected. as in when something happens that isnt planned or thought about or really prepared for in any way. since my mind is always racing, i generally have trouble thinking only one thought at a time, instead wanting to jump to the next thought immediately. so anyone who can get me to stay completely in the moment, to shut off my galloping brain and relax, stay still and submit, can have me. i like to be jolted out of my reality, shown new ways of fucking and introduced to things that i never would have thought would get me off. i want whole new world to open, ones i dont have time to fully understand because im too busy feeling something, pain, orgasm, fear, excitement. its not always so clear cut though. sometimes this process of arousal, the things that get me shaking and trembling and wet and wild. it can be unexpected, taking different forms each and every time. what works once might leave me cold and dispassionate in another situation. someti

2 Plumbing Firms Fight Over ’80s Phone Number
2 plumbing firms fight over ’80s phone number Companies battle for digits popularized in Tommy Tutone pop song hit Updated: 1 hour, 20 minutes ago LINCOLN, R.I. - One-hit wonder Tommy Tutone made the phone number 867-5309 famous in the band’s 1982 hit single, which uses the digits over and over in its catchy refrain. Now, a Rhode Island company and a national firm are battling over the right to use the number, which doesn’t reach the “Jenny” that Tutone sings about, but could find callers a decent plumber. Two years ago, Gem Plumbing & Heating of Lincoln, R.I., trademarked the phone number in the early 1980s hit, which reached No. 4 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. Gem acquired the number in Rhode Island when its original owner, Brown University, gave up 867-5309 after growing weary of the constant prank calls. Gem’s number works in the 401 area code in Rhode Island and the 617 area code in southern Massachusetts. But Florida-based Clockwork Home Services, also a

What A Morning
Well hmmm where ever shall I begin. It all started about 5 am , I had just got off of the net and was about to go to the rr one last time. Well to my suprise when I went to open the door, the knob wouldnt turn so I was thinking maybe the other door was unlocked which leads out to the back , no such luck soooo as it turned out I didnt have a screw driver so I used a butter spreader and took the screws out thinking the door knob should just pop off but no OH BLOODY FUCKING NO IT HAS TO BE CONTRARY so here I am about to piss down both legs with part of the door knob in my hand and the other part on the other side of the door, well darc goes and gets a screw driver from his grandmothers and we finally managed to get the fooking thing opened so that I could do my business. THE door knob has been placed back on the door and things are now peachy keen jelly bean . He still thinks I did in intentionally granted I do get bored alot but when I have to use the rest room as bad as i DID THIS AM

Essay Contest
So everyone, I am thinking of doing something a little bit different. We all know there are "hot" people on here. However, I get bored of that. What I'm looking for is someone who can wow me with their mind, because that's the hottest part of them all! I am going to be giving away some sweet gifts to those who write the best essay talking about life or cherry tap or why they should win a gift. I want creativity, originality, and wit in it. I will choose the top 5 and give each a special gift. However, everyone who takes the time to write one will get some sort of prize. So get crackin ya'll!!!

In Your Thrall
Pretty poison seeps into my veins Can't resist the bitter pill You have me wrapped in your chains So take me, come take your fill Yet you leave me hanging A wretched, pitiful slave Your words in my head keep banging Your apathy sends me to the grave No hope for escape here I cannot loose these silver bands If I cannot escape you, I fear I'll perish by your cruel hands So take your treachery and leave I'm through with this depraved dance I'll not give you another reprieve You've wasted your last chance

Madness Prevails
Eyes burn To ash I turn Forbidden desire For him I burn Fangs pierce skin Blood flows free The rush begins Take all of me The taste of his lips Sweet honeyed wine His body between my hips As I make him mine I wake from the dream Long, wistful sigh Wanton thoughts, it seems Brings madness nigh

New Mixes If You Want The Code For Your Page Message Me ..dj
HARDSTYLE MIX DJ LEONSKI BREAKBEAT MIX DJ LEONSKI TRANCE MIX DJ LEONSKI DnB MIX DJ LEONSKI ELECTRO HOUSE MIX DJ LEONSKI ELECTRO HOUSE MIX "WITH VISUALS" DJ LEONSKI please feel free to use on your page if you want to message me for codes ok many thanx ...dj leonski

Tired Of The Fucking Bullshit
OK AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE A LONG FUSE FOR MOST THINGS BUT BULLSHIT!!!! I'VE JUST ABOUT HAD ENOUGH, AND IF I GET ACCUSED OF ONE MORE THING, IM DONE WITH CT AND EVERYONE ON IT!!!!!!!

Untitled
Please forgive my monster Forgive my seething rage This is not always who I am You'll see when you turn the page I do have a fluffy side Though sometimes it's hard to see Underneath the sheilds and shadows Ever protecting me Wish you could see past the shadows Can it be you have the Sight Can you get past the steel and leather See past the darkness to my Light But no, I should remember Once I set the monster free Everyone knows the truth That the little purple monster is me

The Fucked-up Side Of Me
Sitting alone inside my head In the scattered rattrap of my brain I search for the seed of destruction For the thorn that caused the pain Nothing in the memory Not one single trauma I recall Seems to be the most suspect So fuck it! Burn it all! Tortch the times I spent Mourning loves I lost Scortch the lies I told No matter what the cost Shred verse and chapter Every poem, every ream of prose Mow down every broken rainbow Every wilted rose Clear out the rubble Rend parcel and part Too bad it won't remove the thorn In my bruised and battered heart

My Birth Date
4 March 1951 Your date of conception was on or about 11 June 1950 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 5. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2433709.5. The golden number for 1951 is 14. The epact number for 1951 is 22. The year 1951 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/6/1951 and ending 1/26/1952. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birt

Hmmmm
Hmmmm do you think my Jilly maybe altered this a little? he he he he According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are ver

Relationships The Good, The Bad And The Ugly
relationships, good and bad we have all had them. if not what cave have you been living in?lol we win some we lose some. we go through many ups and downs to find the *right* one for us. we go through many pains, many heartaches. some of us never even find the *right* one, sometimes we settle. i have put up with alot of crap in my life from men. no i dont think i am the only one that has and in no way am i male bashing here. women can be just as bad, but considering i dont swing that way my relationships have only been with men. Image why do women put up with bad relationships? they either dont know any better, or the main reason low self esteem. some men are like parasites, like hungry wolves waiting in the forest waiting to pounce on their next pray. *note i said SOME men* they dont just take a bite out of your heart, they chew it up and spit you out. they find a *host* perish them under their taking, they coast a bit till they find a brand new one. sometimes along the way the

Beautiful Judas [or What I Would Do If My Life Was Like Grindhouse]
To know love, one must learn how to love. Yet how can one spawned by darkness, a creature born of winter, ever expect to learn love when all she has been taught is hate, spite, and contempt? How can she accept love when all she has ever loved either betrayed or deserted her? How can she trust instincts honed on false hope and delusion, grasping for any sense of self-worth and belonging? Pathetic, I know. Make myself sick with my own whining. Better to let the Beast out than be a silly, simpering female. Maybe that's why the blood feels so luscious between my toes. Once again I stand; trench dripping gore, blade black with blood, yet another fool who thought to take advantage of my vulnerabilities whimpering for mercy at my feet. Yet another who used his beauty and charm to will me to his beck and call, my senses blinded by his implied affections. That is, until he spoke his true sentiments in drunken revelry when I h

I Dont Get It....
I dont understand why music is blamed for everything.Not just any music underground music.Come on now you guys can come up with something better than that lie.Theres always an excuse for someones actions.We never blame the person doin wrong.It's because of the music,or mom&dad.....or the poor kid didn't have money.FUCK THAT....The VT shootings were fucked up...I agree,but still that guy did what he did for his own reason,and if you wanna believe the reason was music your just as fucked as he is.Trust me if im pushed to my max and am still being pushed im not goin to hesitate im goin to come out fuckin shootin too.I dont give a fuck just like alot of other people.Just because I dont give a fuck does not mean music did it to me.Life is hard and the last thing anyone needs is someone ridin they'er ass.So for the closeminded people that can't think for themselves and need the news to tell em how to feel,here it is from someone that knows.......JUST FUCK OFF AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!If

Sinking
Hmm.. don't really know how to start this.. like Thomas Harris says in the introduction to Red Dragon.. you see what happens in the middle.. then you try and figure out what happened before, and what happened after.. so middle I think I have some really deep pent up issues lurking somewhere beneath the surface, which wouldn't be surprising considering my childhood.. which I never really considered to be a bad one.. just lately since I live with my older sister.. she remembers things that I unknowingly had blocked out. Digging those memories up tend to add to the strain. So nowadays I wonder to myself.. what are all these urges and thoughts that randomly run thru my mind.. Last night, on the way to work, after a very long day and a mostly sleepless night, I really wasn't feeling too well. And I certainly wasn't myself. I've always felt there was some sort of Duality going on inside of my head.. and maybe its just the product of a very overactive imagination which I developed w

Zauberisch Forum
This will be the only time I 'spam'. This is my other 'home' we've been working hard to make it a great place. If you're pagain, wiccan, witchie, or any other, please take the time to check us out. I would like to take a moment of your time to invite you to visit our website. It is an online learning forum with a variety of topics. Since we all have our own way of doing things, it was designed so we can share our knowledge, teach, guide and grow together while making new friends who share our beliefs. We've added a store to the website offering Thousands of unique items making us truly a Comprehensive Online Store for Metaphysical, Wicca, Pagan, Occult, Jewelry, and Gothic Products. It is free to join, you do need to be a member to have access to the majority of the site, Zauberisch Forum

Breaking In Threes
All the whispering- secrets, secrets. WE need to know- WE need our security. Take care who you keeps your secrets from, for all will be known in the end and then you are but ash at my feet. Need to stop the pounding in my head- like the trigger of a Glok being pulled again and again...... At least look at me when you shoot a bullet through my head... ......like blades clashing in battle. You're like a dagger and you stick me in the heart.... Steel shall be drawn, vengeance shall be taken, blood shall be spilled. Pay the Merc her due price and ye shall be spared- fail in that endeavor and you shall be destroyed. Pounding, pounding, like thunder in my brain- like the Beast stuggling to be freed. And woe be unto those who release Her.

Feeling Ill (graphic)
have you ever been so sick you literally think you might die? i mean, so sick that drinking water makes you vomit again? I've shit and vomitted so many times in the last 24 hours i would have sworn my intestines came out hospital confirms not poisons, food or otherwise.. a nice bill i cannot afford. a neighbor is grilling hot dogs.. the smell made me throw up.. and i did not make it to the bathroom... thankfully at this point there is little to come out save me

Gaian - The Creation Of Humanity
I know that this is not Native American Indian however in the theme of Creation Myths, felt that here is the best place to post this as it is my personal favorite! And the Earth and Stars were made, having nothing on them to make them happy. Gaia spun around and saw great beauty in the Universe. She saw the Sun and was happy, she saw the Moon and was happy, she saw the Stars and was happy. She swelled with joy and reached out to touch the beauty, but could not. Gaia wept and felt better. Gaia sent energy to feel them and was happy. Then she tried to physically touch the beauty. She made limbs on herself and stretched, but still could not reach. She was sad. Gaia wept, and felt better. She looked at her limbs that could not reach the other planets and stars and was surprised! They were beautiful! She was happy. She gave them part of herself and let them live. And Gaia's limbs were the Trees. So, In company were Gaia, the Earth; Gaia's tears, Water; and Gaia's limbs, Trees. T

Chaplain's Manual Entry On Wicca
This is perphaps the best non-pagan description of wicca I have ever seen. And would recommend it as lititure to be shown to any non-pagan (esp. family members) questioning what wicca is. While is is a little out-dated in reference to it's focus on Covens rather than solitaries, It is an excellent Primer. The "Chaplain's Manual Entry on Wicca" I would like to pass on for those of you interested, the text from the USAF military chaplain's handbook pertaining to Wicca. Excerpt from the Military Chaplains' Handbook... (pgs 231-236) [page headers read "Wicca; Witchcraft" on odd numbered pages, "Religious Requirements and Practices" on even numbered pages.] _______________________________________________________________________ WICCA ADDRESS: No central address. Wiccan worship groups, called covens, are essentially autonomous. Many, but far from all, have affiliated with: Covenant of the Goddess P.O. Box 1226 Berkeley, CA 94704 OTHER NAMES BY WHICH KNOWN: Witchcraft; Go

Kuwait!!!
I made it to Kuwait! W00T! That only took a week. My bag went out on the flight I missed last week and it was laying around for a couple of hours. I'm lucky EOD didn't blow it up. That would have sucked!! So sitting here, sipping coffee, people watching... only 5 more hours until the flight to Germany... weeeeeeeeee

Off Again......
Well Damn.....3 days off just went by waaaaaaay to fast. BAck on the road again tomorrow, (Sunday) headed fer Indianapolis, Indiana then on to who knows where....Have to admit, I'm getting pretty tired of watching my life go by through a Damn Windshield....

My Sexual I.q.
Merritt, your Sex IQ is 144 As you were taking the test, we measured how your sexual knowledge stacks up in the 8 areas that contribute to your Sex IQ: fertility, gender and sexual orientation, female sexual anatomy, male sexual anatomy, sexually transmitted diseases, safer sex practices, sex techniques, and communication. You got 44 out of 45 questions correct. Your IQ score was generated by comparing that number to the average score of others who took the test. Wonder which questions you got wrong? Then read on to find out! Tickle's Sex IQ test measured your knowledge in 8 critical areas of Sex Intelligence: fertility, sexual orientation, female sexual anatomy, male sexual anatomy, sexually transmitted diseases, safer sex practices, sex techniques, and communication. Here's how you scored, and interesting information about each of those areas. You've scored 44 out of 45. Fertility This area of expertise deals with questions of becoming

~continuing~
"She's beautiful, but her figure....." Kiernan smiled as she shook her head. She was used to such comments while she was walking the marketplace- well, striding would be a more appropriate term. She had a noble air about her despite her humble parentage, made even more so by the way she held her head high, black boots almost floating over the dirt, blood red hair flowing behind her. She knew some despised her for daring to carry herself like high-born lady, that she would dream of dressing to accentuate her curves by wearing black denims and tank top rather than hiding them under baggy homespuns and tunics. "Why doesn't she hide that flab?" they would sneer. "That's disgusting!" But she would just smile sweetly as if she'd never heard the whispers. Then charge double the price when they needed something- anything. For no matter how they would talk and jeer about her behind her back, these fools needed her expertise. An Intelligence Broker was

The Story Of The Peace Pipe (sioux)
Two young men were out strolling one night talking of love affairs. They passed around a hill and came to a little ravine or coulee. Suddenly they saw coming up from the ravine a beautiful woman. She was painted and her dress was of the very finest material. "What a beautiful girl!" said one of the young men. "Already I love her. I will steal her and make her my wife." "No," said the other. "Don't harm her. She may be holy." The young woman approached and held out a pipe which she first offered to the sky, then to the earth and then advanced, holding it out in her extended hands. "I know what you young men have been saying; one of you is good; the other is wicked," she said. She laid down the pipe on the ground and at once became a buffalo cow. The cow pawed the ground, stuck her tail straight out behind her and then lifted the pipe from the ground again in her hoofs; immediately she became a young woman again. "I am come to give you this gift," she said. "It is the p

Apache Creation Legend
The following is thanks to my love Eugene for sharing... Tis his favorite creation legend! "As a rule I'm not making comments on these stories but this one is one is a favorite. The Apache is often depicted as a brute by our culture. This story proves that wrong if nothing else does." - Eugene aka Tramanor In the beginning nothing existed -- no earth, no sky, no sun, no moon, only darkness was everywhere. Suddenly from the darkness emerged a thin disc, one side yellow and the other side white, appearing suspended in midair. Within the disc sat a small bearded man, Creator, the One Who Lives Above. As if waking from a long nap, he rubbed his eyes and face with both hands. When he looked into the endless darkness, light appeared above. He looked down and it became a sea of light. To the east, he created yellow streaks of dawn. To the west, tints of many colors appeared everywhere. There were also clouds of different colors. Creator wiped his sweating face and rubbed his hands toget

Goodbye, Old Life
I just cleaned out my Toyota Matrix in preparation for trading it in. And it made me very sad. I bought my Matrix at a time in my life when I looked forward to a life that required a station wagon (albeit a nifty cool red one). Greg and I had just bought a big family-sized house, and I was thinking ahead a year or so when we started thinking about children. Now, I'm "having a midlife crisis" (per my sister) and trading in my reliable, practical car for something with a bit more ... oomph. I'm at a different place in my life now. I'm single. I'm living in a much smaller house. I have no children. And I have no hope of having children anytime soon. In some ways, the Matrix is all that remains of the dreams and plans I had for my life four 1/2 years ago. So, in cleaning out my baby, I mourn for that life, those dreams, those plans. I mourn for what I'd wanted, and the different path my life has taken. But in trading her in, I try to embrace this new road, and all the wond

How The Clans Came To Be (creek)
In the beginning, the Muscogee people were born out of the earth itself. They crawled up out of the ground through a hole like ants. In those days, they lived in a far western land beside tan mountains that reached the sky. They called the mountains the backbone of the earth. Then a thick fog descended upon the earth, sent by the Master of Breath, Esakitaummesee. The Muscogee people could not see. They wandered around blindly, calling out to one another in fear. They drifted apart and became lost. The whole people were separated into small groups, and these groups stayed close to one another in fear of being entirely alone. Finally, the Master had mercy on them. From the eastern edge of the world, where the sun rises, he began to blow away the fog. He blew and blew until the fog was completely gone. The people were joyful and sang a hymn of thanksgiving to the Master of Breath. And in each of the groups, the people turned to one another and swore eternal brotherhood. They said th

A Little Bit O'strange....
See, it all happens like this- They weave the patterns, map out the moves, create the one thing that keeps their little game afloat and covince mortals it's all an elaborate stage play designed for their amusement. That way, They can move amongst the ranks of mortals with nary a second glance. Who do you think created the Goth movement anyway? Have mortals look more like you and..... well, you get the picture. What? Did I check your King with a mere Pawn? So sorry.... Ah, and since it's coming from the mouth of a madwoman, it just HAS to be true! Or maybe not. You decide. So, you foolish mortals *laughing like some B-movie mad scientist* play your little game, amuse us with your pathetic attempt to emulate that which YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!!! Just keep in mind that player that seems to take the game a little TOO seriously..... .....might just be one of us.....

How The Earth Was Made (creek)
At last the excitement had died down. The news that Crawfish had brought back to the Council from the new lands below was important. Birds, he explained, could live on the new lands; animals could find their food for their survival. The mighty Eagle walked to the center of the fire and began to speak: "We are all filled with joy in our hearts to find that we cannot only send fish, but also birds and animals. Now we must prepare the lands for the coming of the new creatures, for they cannot live on the lands as they are now. I have an idea. I will ask permission from the Great Council to help create better land below." "Yes, yes," the Council cried, "It is our wish that the lands be a good place to live." The Eagle walked to the Crawfish and took the wet soil from between his claws. Round and round he rolled the soil between his powerful legs. Then, with a mighty flapping of his huge wings, he soared high above the Council. "What is he doing with the earth in his legs?" Does he in

Chumash Indians Creation Myth
The Chumash myth tells of a great deluge which engulfed the earth, taking with it all living things save for the Spotted Woodpecker, the nephew of Kaqunupenawa, the Sun God. Spotted Woodpecker survived the flood by perching itself atop the tallest tree in the world, but as he saw the water rise all the way to his feet, he cried out for his uncle's help. "Save me, I'm drowning! - he cried. The Sun God's daughters heard him and told Kaqunupenawa that his nephew was dying of cold and hunger. The Sun God lowered his torch, the one he used to light the world and create the stars, and he warmed the Spotted Woodpecker with its heat. He then tossed two acorns in the water at his feet, so that he would be able to pick them up and eat them. The Sun God fed more acorns to the Spotted Woodpecker, which now explains why they are its favorite food. After the flood, the Sun God, Morning Star, the Moon, and Slo'w the Great Eagle were discussing the creation of new people to populate the earth wi

The Hashish Club
European cannabis use remained quite secretive until the advent of the mid nineteenth century group, the elite "Le Club Des Haschischins," a name inspired by the nickname given to the hashish using Isma'ilis. The club members would gather together once a month costumed with turbans and daggers. "The prince of the Assassins" would go from member to member offering a spoonful of hashish with the statement "This will be taken from your share of paradise." This elite group included some of the most famous and creative artists and authors of that time (Dumas, Hugo, Gautier, Baudelaire, De Nerval, Balzac, etc.) and was founded by Dr. J. Moreau, an expert on the effects of hashish: "There are two modes of existence — two modes of life — given to man," Moreau mused. "The first one results from our communication with the external world, with the universe. The second one is but the reflection of the self and is fed from its own distinct internal sources. The dream is an in-between land

Random Nothingness
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Naughty Or Nice?
my body always aches with the anticipation of which is you. i want to sense your movements in the air. how my body trembles with thoughts of you. my breath begins to grow quicker, deeper. where would you touch me first? heart beating faster. will you kiss my lips, slid your hand along my body. make me shiver, make me ache with your pleasure. slide your hand up my inner thigh. making me wet with the thought, nipples growing hard, the thought of your mouth, tongue and teeth pulling on them. please dont be gentle, thats not what i want. dont be afraid to pull my hair, order me around, tell me what to do. spank me, throw me down, it makes my flesh grow hotter and hotter. where are you when i need you, where are you when i want you so bad. leaving me thinking about you, wanting you. but you arent here, only in my dreams not in the flesh. i am a lady but i use this word in my head. yes i want you hard and fast and now. i want you in the bed on the floor. fuck me now. rip off my clothes, p

History Of The Term "baked"
EXCERPTS FROM: from Green Gold: the Tree of Life, Marijuana in Magic and Religion by Chris Bennett, Lynn Osburn, and Judy Osburn Expulsion of the Demons, an anonymous engraving from the 1600s, is another classic example of alchemical initiation hidden behind the facade of chruchly pursuits. In the foreground an alchemist (wearing a small Phygyric initiation cap) cheerfully slides an associate head first into a large athanor (alchemical oven) where the "demons" are baked out of his head into a billowing cloud containing the universal elements in an expanding consciousness. The one who is baked holds his hand up as if to say to the other, "hold steady, right there brother." Two mushroom s joined at the cap appear in the lower left of his expanding mind-cloud. In the left foreground incense is vaporizing from a bowl set on flaming coals in a squat pan on a tripod. Directly above it a "bishop" is pouring an alchemical substance down the throat of a seated initiate who is s

Dark In Here
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9 year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boys says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy- "I have a baseball." Man- "That's nice." Boy- "Want to buy it?" Man- "No, thanks." Boy- "My dad's outside." Man- "OK, how much?" Boy- "$250." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closer together. Boy- "Dark in here." Man- "Yes, it is." Boy- "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy- "$750." Man- "Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your glove, lets go outside and have a game of catch." Boy- "I can't, I sold my baseball and my glove." Father- "How much did you sell them for?" Boy- "$1,

Issues
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol!

Can't Rap Worth Shit....
...but I can sure rhyme... Killer, friend, how you been? Me, I'm tired of the same shit you are Tired of tryin to make it past the bar Without goin in n drownin my sorrows Without worryin about today and fuck tomorrow Without having to hand over my bread To the fuckin landlord or fuckin Feds Just want peace so I know I'm good To be able to disappear when I could Tell this world to take a flying leap But the more I make the more they keep Trying to keep me from my goal To see my lover's face and climb outta this hole But I keep pressing on til their ego bursts Cuz they may think they're bad, but I'm fucking WORSE!!!!

Pseudomania
Black ochre flows through blue viens Many pleasures, many pains Lies, all that gushes from thy lips Gold turns to tin with brush of fingertips Wand of crystal shatters the bone Body quests for spirit alone Eyes mist over, blinded by clouds Thunder rages, lightning screams aloud A brain that's weak with too much thought Snow-dove near a trap waiting to be caught Heart of sand scattered to the sea Wolf in the womb struggling to get free Formless world where love is illusion Adding to my chaos and confusion Feeling not any better, only one meter worse I need no Harvard-bred shrink: My therapy is my verse

New Steel
For a while now I've been contemplating peircing some other areas on my body. I was debating my tongue, my nipples and my clit. Then I thought to myself why not just do 'em all. Well instead of my clit getting peirced I decided to peirce my hood instead. I must say that for only bein a few days old this is by far the coolest peircing I've ever had. Any my nipples are next. I'm so excited I can't wait for my next payday!

Enigma
A dozen women you might find But none like me A dozen hearts you might bind But none like mine I am the wolf in the fold My name is written in tomes of old I am the shadow across your wall I am the chill beneath your shawl I am the myth you want to believe I am the spectre that will never leave I am the reason you fear the dark I am the arrow that hits its mark I am faclcon feasting in the tree I am the wail of the bainsidhe I am the tingling in your blood I am the unforgiving flood So court me if you will If you think you are deserving But take care not to betray me Else your head on a platter I'll be serving

Twisted
Boiling black pitch Burns from outside Deeper than a graveyard ditch Lies the darkness within No regrets for my deeds For what I say or do I must fulfill my needs Of which there are very few Yet they always hammer or drill Like I ask for the sun and moon Of this I've had my fill They'll learn the hard way soon So let them sneer and stare Like they know it all I'll be the one laughing without a care As I watch them slip and fall

Vicious Passion... More Small Poems
If only the beauty in thine eyes I could capture Iwould lie with thee in unending rapture When we speak such tremors run through my heart Scandalous thoughts overwhelm me, so amorous thou art! I wish to clothe myself in your silken tresses To lose myself in thy sweet caresses I would drink from thy lips of honeyed wine Intoxicated by the feel of your body against mine Oh, how I long to partake of these sweet pleasures To run my hands along thy silken treasures I feel my flesh turn to fire at the slightest touch Yet I can never win thee, I dream too much! If wishes were anthems I would surely sing If my dreams could be real and my heart take wing Alas I fear this is ony a futile ambition That I will never know thy love's tender passion ************************************************************ Ravendark eyes burn my mind With hidden feelings I cannot seem to find Whispering caress of a Ravendark wing Makes me tr

Thoughts About The Wind And Where It Blows
You call me and my soul does hear With words your soul draws me near And holds me yours for all time To be yours alone the dream sublime Kept by you love and passions deep My devotions the harvest you alone reap My desires to tease your sweet flesh My fires burn and needs refresh nothing can quench This undying flame My spirit only your sweet love can tame Is this desire lust ? Have I sinned Your soul calls, mine answers in the wind By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Failure
This may come as a surprise to many, but failure is an illusion. No one ever fails at anything. Everything you do produces a result. If you're tryin to learn how to catch a football and someone throws it to you and you drop it, you havn't failed. You simply produced a result. The real quesiton is what you do with the results that you produce. Do you leave, and moan about being a football failure, or do you say, "Throw it again," until ultimately you're catching footballs? Failure is a judgement. It's an opinion. It comes from your fears, which can be eliminated by love. Love for yourself. Love for what you do. Love for others. Love for your planet. When you have love within you, fear cannot survive. Think of the message in this ancient wisdom: "Fear knocked at the door. Love answered and no one was there." Just a little wisdom to read today. Hope yall enjoy! ~DJ Paige aka Mel

Am I More Masculine Or Feminine?
Merritt, you're 60% Feminine That means you're 40% masculine. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than average. What does it mean for a man to be feminine? Femininity in Western culture involves approaching life in a happy, optimistic way as well as showing warmth and compassion to others. But femininity is more than just being cheerful and caring. The chart above shows your overall percentages of masculine versus feminine qualities. Whether you have a greater proportion of one or the other, or whether you have roughly equal masculine and feminine qualities, this balance of qualities says something about the type of gender identity that you possess. In this report you'll learn more about your own gender identity, and what qualities were used to determine how masculine and feminine you are. You'll learn how you scored on each of the 12 dimensions that comprise your masculinity and femininity scores, an

Lament To Rage
Nothing to say 'Cause walls hear what they wanna hear I'd ask for help But they say it's my fault, I fear Fuck this pity party! Blow the walls to hell! And let the fools behind the walls Be massacred as well! Let the tainted blood Flow from treacherous lips To drip upon my blade And flow through my fingertips

I'm Writing My Own Erotica
Just want to let you all know that I have started writing my own erotic stories, I am almost finishing the first one, very soon you'll be able to read what I have for you. Spanks Mistress M

Untitled Darkness- Small Poems
Witch, vampire, ogre Call me what you will Try to take my power Come get your fill It is I who serve the feast So take care what you consume For if the chalice you take is poison It shall surely be your doom ************************************************************* Blood, tepid and black Seeps from the knife in my back Trust one, the other turns Why be honest when you can eek by? Why suffer through hardship and pain When you can decieve to achieve your again? Because all know the rule of three Whatever you project comes back to thee So better to put out love that hate Or darkness and oblivion will be your fate ************************************************************* Rain drenches my heart and soul Shattered shards pierce my skin Must needs make them whole Before the red begins again Goad me if you think you must Label my imperfections Yet don't be surprized when you're crushed t

Come And See My Hot Video Stash
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Morning Dew
Folgers coffee is the best ice cream trickles down her breast I lay and squirm just like a worm my morning thought make shrinks concerned. To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong To bite a child is wrong sing-a-long, bang a gong, pass the bong... tweet....tweet... ... ..*twitch** I find more often, now, I wake to the mind devouring sounds of my teeth grinding together. My cock staring up at me.. "Hey buddy, lend me a hand" good morning, self fuck off eat a dick I hope you croak.

Racism
First I'd like to paste a comment I left on someone's page. I do have one observation I'd like to make. and one comment. One it seems that a person can only be a racist if they're white. and a comment...not all afro american's are niggers. Being a nigger is a state of character not race. I know blacks who are great people who I'm very proud to have them as friends. I also know some niggers who I wouldn't piss on if they were on fire. I can say the same as whites, hispanics, and any other race out there. Now, why is it that only whites can be racist when there's plenty of racial prejudice directed towards whites? It's hypocritical that blacks can call each other niggers, niggas (etc it's all the same derivative) but it's racist for a white person to do the same. Though it's acceptable to be called a cracker or a honky. Are there niggers in the world? yes. Like I said in the comment being a nigger is a state of character not race. For every nigger I know I can give an example

An Old Blog About The Nature Of Soldiering
This is something I wrote a while back, but thought someone might find it interesting or thought provoking here: Monkey See, Monkey Do Iraq war veteran wins US primary An Iraq war veteran who lost both legs when her helicopter was shot down has won the chance to run for Congress in the US mid-term elections in November. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/americas/4834898.stm An American who was ANG running for Senate yippee I can here you all yell.. "and?". Well it got me thinking. After witnessing what was said about John Kerry during the 2004 Presidential elections, I was struck by how little some military even understood the nature of our service, let alone people who "support" or "protest" us. It started me wondering if this woman (as well as several other 'veterans' as Americans like to call them ever call me a veteran and I'll kick the crap out of you!) will be denounced as un-patriotic, peacenik or a coward. Or for her service record to be called into question

I Dream Of You
THE DREAM Your arms slip around me Holding me into your heat My heart beating wildly With gentle deliberateness Your lips engulf mine Sucking my breath Tasting my mouth Like evening primrose oil My body slips against your As the fevers of wanting you Create such aching within Your hands softly caress my breast Over the curve of my hip Touching soft milky skin Gasped sighs of delight My thighs wrap around yours As you mould into the valley between Entering my temple with passionate thrusts Claiming what is yours Blinding desires enrapture and enthrall Murmuring in my ear of your love Nourishment my heart has craved for Your breath like a whisper across my cheek Enslaving my soul to sweet raptures Your heat burning my belly With unspeakable pleasures My body a quivering mass of fervor So long have I waited for your caress So long I have craved for your completeness On the edges of this dream I wait still!

I'm Sorry!
You gave me life, and seems like I took your away. Seeing you laying in that hospital bed and I knew you weren't the same. I'm sorry, that I let you down. I'm sorry, that I couldn't keep you here I'm sorry mom, that I had to let you go. I miss you more and more with every passing day you were too young to go away though you knew you had lived to see your children grow up. I'm sorry you will never know your granddaughter I'm sorry I broke my promise You were my flesh and blood I was your baby girl I named my baby girl after you And it saddens me knowing she will never know you, The way I did and will always remember you. I'm sorry, for the pain I caused you I'm sorry, for letting you down. But I will never be sorry for having you as my mother. I'm sorry you're gone!

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To Gracie With Love
From the day you were born I knew my love could not be any stronger. You brought me to life as I gave you life to live. I could never be upset with you As you look at me with your blue eyes. My heart melts like butter on a hot plate. As you smile at me I feel my heart lighten. You are my life and my blood Everything I do is for you. And Always remember Gracie, That I will always love you and you will always have my heart!

Armed Forces Day!
Dang, today is Armed Forces Day and I can't take off for it. Well, I probably could have but I just found out about this festive occations like two days ago. There is suppose to be a lot of fun stuff for the kids at the Qwest Center's parking lots and such. And then there is suppose to be a concert in the evening. Well, at least I will be able to make my son's last game of soccer today, though. It will be fun, regardless. And it's starting to get really nice here too. Well, I hope everyone else enjoys this day.

My Interpretation Of The Rose
The rose as sweet as it smells is a strong and powerful symbol of love and affection The white rose is a symbol of Purity and innocence The red rose is a symbol of love and romance The yellow rose is a symbol of Motherhood and wisdom. No matter what color, shape, or size The rose will always be the most recognizeable symbol 1 rose means you care 2 roses means you think alot about that person But when you send a dozen or more then you are truely in love with that person.

Double Dip
Saturday!!! Woohoo, National Guard, I love it. I'm actually working at my civilan job while working for the Guard today, so it's overtime and guard pay! Can't freakin beat that with a stick! Last night I was at.... The Club, big suprise there right? LOL! Anyway, it was a nice calm night, few rum and cokes, home to bed, bout 10 I suppose. I was in a great mood when I woke up today, odd that usually doesn't happen so much these days... I'm off got work to do Ciao,

Why Being A Girl Is The Best
We can wear guys clothes. If they wear ours, they get funny looks. Our friends don't say hello to us by punching us on the arm. Yeah, PMS sucks but at least we have a good excuse to eat chocolate for a week. If we're on a really big ship that happens to hit an iceburg, we'll get the lifeboats first. We get the bigger apartment on 'Friends.' Girl talk. You know, how we just understand each other without having to explain stuff. We never have to stand in a urinal and have other girls stare at us. Dark circles under the eyes? A hickey? We can just cover them up with a little concealer. We don't have to shave our faces. We can jump around a lot and shake our hair and it looks like we know how to dance. Justin, Orlando, Johnny, Brad. Need I explain this one? We get yummy chocolates and flowers from guys. We don't have to drown our food in Tabasco sauce just to look tough. The whole circumcision thing... yeeeah. When we get married we get to keep our own name or c

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Stand Beside Me
When you need a rock, stand beside me. When the wind blows cold, i will warm you. When the rain comes hard, i will shelter you. When you are scared, i will protect you. When you are weak, i will hold you. When life bares down on you, i will lift it. When you feel no love, i will open my heart to you. When you are lost, you need only look to me. I WILL BE THERE........Silverthorn.

~the Awakening~
Drew walked down the Hall of Archons, silk bag in hand, booted feet resounding off the mahogany floor as he made his way to the office of Quentin Trevane, Warlock of the Order of the Gryphon. He ran his hand through his frosted brown hair, silver eyes flashing with purpose. The news he had was not good and he wasn't in the mood for formalities, so he floored one of the guards outside the Council door with a roundhouse kick, the other he simply picked up by the throat and tossed aside like a ragdoll. Bursting through the thick oaken doors, bag still in hand, he didn't even acknowedege the shocked and angered expressions of the men and women around the conferance table. "He's awake." Drew said, locking eyes with Trevane. Trevane's blue eyes hardened under black brows- a look made more intimidating by his Italian features and Armani suit. "I want proof." Drew threw the silk bag on the table and out rolled the head of a vampire, fangs still beared in rage. The woman looked at it

What A Night
Ok yeasterday I went out with my boyfriend and we watched movies and just spent time with each other. We really had a good night and time but then morning came and it had to come to a end and we both ended up going home : (. But what I really wanted to say in this blog is that new pictures will be coming soon with both me and with my boyfriend : ) so yall be sure to check them out when I post them. Thanks much luv ReRe

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Poser Caught-seattle
Jesse Adam MacBeth, 23, garnered much attention on blogs and in other media after he began claiming in 2005 to have been awarded the Purple Heart for his service, which he said included slaughtering innocents in Fallujah. His story was contradicted by his true discharge form., showing that he was kicked out of the Army after six weeks in 2003 at Fort Benning, Ga., because of his "entry level rerformance and conduct." MacBeth claimed to have served from May 2001 to June 2004, to have been shot in Iraq and to have suffered post-traumatic stress disorder, LaMont E,. Stokes, an agent with the VA's Office of the Inspector-General, wrote in the charging papers. The man collected more than $10,400 in benefits to which he was not entitled, Stokes wrote

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My Name Is Sarah
my name is sarah My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my Mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all, I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long. When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my Mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight. Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl,

Love Me Now
love me now If you are ever going to love me, Love me now, While I can know The sweet and tender feelings Which from true affections flow. Love me now While I am living, Do not wait until I'm gone And then have it chiseled in marble, Sweet words on ice cold stone. If you have tender thoughts of me Please tell me now. If you wait until I am sleeping Never to awaken, There will be death between us And I won't hear you then. So, if you love me, even a little bit, Let me know it while I am living So I can treasure it.

I Got Flowers Today.. Dedicated To Battered Woman....( I Used To Be One)
I Got Flowers Today I got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know that he is sorry and didn't mean to say the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night he threw me into a wall and then started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over—but I know he is sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other sp

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay. ( READ IT AGAIN LET THERE BE NO CONFUSION) Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change your self for a relationship that`s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve, then NO, you can`t "be friends." A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he IS. Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." (LOL) You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU. Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn`t marry them when he got them pre

Mine And His Mixed
le> THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13')

May 19th, Horoscope
Believe it or not, saying no can be a loving gesture. There's a fine line between giving to others and giving parts of yourself away. Be alert to when you need to take a moment or two for self-care.

Leighondra's Diary....
I am a witch. That is has it has always been since I was a child- different, able to sense and see what others could not. And for those differences, I have been shunned. Even by my own mother, who did not expect me so late in her life and without a husband. Seems most of my life, I have been alone: ridiculed in my insistance that faeries ARE real- that the myths and monsters DO exsisit. It's just that I could feel their presences, sense their energy- wolves on the full moon, the Sidhe on Samhain... even the whisp of predatory hunger on my evening walks through the woods. And I wasn't afraid. No, intrigued. Yet when I would come close, they would disappear- as if I were too unusual even for them. Never knew my father. Used to make up stories that I was a Changeling, a royal heir of the Tuatha De Dannan that was spirited away before the enemy could eliminate all the heirs. Silly, I know. Yet I discovered my true power late in life-

Myt First Bully Made For Me
THE NEWEST DJ FOR BRUTAL (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:32:00') (repost of original by 'Trinity*Owner~Brutal Radio~*Mystic Angels Fiance*' on '2007-05-19 08:33:26') (repost of original by 'Dj Mystic Angel ~Owner of Brutal Radio~ Dj Trinity's Fiance'~' on '2007-05-19 08:34:13')

Us Marines
I am trying to help a friend who is missing someone who is in the US marines.. He is in Afgan at the moment but the last time she had word was Feb 20th.. I want to help her find him. How long is it over there before they can get word to loved ones? can they use the computers as much as the forces in Iraq? Please let me know any imfomation you guys know and I can help my friend .. love to you all Gary

~the Call~
The air was unsettled tonight: still all around her, yet the trees were swaying constantly. And she could hear his voice in the thunder, see his face in the mist. Had she perhaps stirred something best left to its slumber? Gathering her anthame and cauldron into her satchel and snuffing out the candles before including them in her pack, Leighondra left her circle of stone and walked brusquely back to her apartment. A cry from a bird of prey caused her to stop and look to the tree to her right where a Peregrin falcon dined on a field mouse. Strange, she thought, falcons don't hunt at night. "But I do..." Leighondra gasped, turning sharply and unsheathing the katana under her cloak. No one there. Sighing, shaking her head, she sheathed the blade and continued on the forest path. Foolish to think her one Working could've called anything that powerful.Yet she couldn't help but feel something- someone- trailing phantom nails across her skin as she drew her cloak e

Can You Feel Me
anticipating your touch your warm breath on my neck so sensitive, caring and kind i am those things but tonight i want i want to be greedy please forgive me i need you to take me in any way you know how i need you to taste my sweetness hold me while you press your lips against mine touch me, caress me, feel me i need desparately to hear your heavy breathing and low moans in my ears and to feel your warm breath, flowing against my body nipples hard, kitten moist, dripping i need your throbbing hardness deep in my throat give in to your own desire as if you have lost your senses let yourself go a whisper, a growl, a purr making me moan my legs wrapped around you, pulling you into me as deep as you will go i need you to talk dirty to me tell me where you are going to displace the evidence of your satisfaction. kiss me, take me, feel me, fuck me oh baby mmmmm i need you to fuck me harder i need to sit astride your body, capturing you with your essence and gr

~the Beginning~
Can it be the ring? Can that be the catalyst for this madness taking over every waking hour? I did not properly cleanse it before I wore it, so….. A few days earlier…….. Leighondra gazed through the glass case in the pawn shop, not believing what she saw: there, in solid gold, was a ring bearing the Seal of Sagittarius, her birth sign. The center was coin-shaped with the constellation mapped out in raised relief, with the astrological symbol of the arrow and bow to the right, the symbol for the ruling planet Jupiter on the left. Settled between the constellation and the arrow was a small topaz cabochon. Around the perimeter of the circle were the numbers three [at twelve o'clock position], six [at four o'clock] and four [at the eight o'clock] totaling thirteen, her lucky number. The sides bore and image of an archer kneeling, bow strung, ready to fire. She caught the eye of the lady behind the counter, who smiled and walked up to her. "Ma

Armed Forces Day 2007-sometimes Too Many Memories-but Here's My Guys Doing Their Jobs Back Then...they Always Did Everything I Asked!
If you have small children you may not want them to see some of these... Pictures of the best friends a man could ever have. 14 are permanetly wounded now. 7 have passed away from us to the Spirit Army who's footsteps make no fall... Please forgive me if I mistype anything-I'm crying as I write this... The view of Kurdistan in March 2003 as we were about to rope in from a Chinook: CPL Ramirez reloading a SAW: PFC Johnson at his 50 Cal: Getting ready to go in for a mission: Fighting and various pics:

My Senses
I can't believe, The way you make me feel. The things you do, That stir a fire in me. You don't even have to move, For my desire to rise. But when you do, The things you do. My mood brightens, And my senses go crazy. I love the way, You run your hands, Over my body. I love the way, Your breath, Feels on my skin. I love the way, You smell, When we're in the height of our passion. I love the way, Your kisses taste, On my lips. I love hearing, Your moans and sighs, When I drive you crazy. I love tasting, Your skin, Tim and time again. I love the way, You stir a passion in me, That will never fade. I love, Your gentle caresses, When you're calm. And I love, Your passion filled ones, When you're crazy with desire. My desire for you will never fade, But even longer, My love will stay, Because I love you more, Than you will ever understand.

Season Ticket Holders
Now this shit is really pissing me off about the ballot and bloodly season ticket holders not getting them. ffs they are Guaranteed all the home league matches at a cheaper rate than if you by 1 for each game from the ticket office, and they get all there home cup tickets sent to them, while i have to queue outside the ground at all hours in the morning or rush to the ground after work just to make sure i get i bloody ticket, and then you hear them bloody moaning that the cant get a ticket, if i didn't get drawn would you have seen me moaning no you would, the only think i'd moaning about would be UEFA not giving us a proper allocation. I didnt moan when i was a season ticket holder and didnt get a ticket for Istanbul and i'd been to every home game plus you had to queue up for the tickets then not just tick a box and wait for every ticket in the mail it really does piss me right off atm RANT OVER

A Very Sore Subject
OK HERE GOES. i WAS JUST READING THE LOCAL NEWSPAPER AND THERE WAS AN ADD ON THE FRONT PAGE ENTITLED, "CHILD DIES FROM BEING BOUND BY DUCK TAPE AT DAYCARE". WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT SHIT. i CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE ACTUALLY DO THAT SHIT TO CHILDREN. THIS MAKES ME VERY ANGRY AND I COULD WRITE FOR HOURS TALKING ABOUT THIS. THE LITTLE BOY WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD AND THE OWNER OF THE DAYCARE SAID HE WOULDNT BE QUIET FOR NAPTIME. THAT BITCH NEEDS TO BE HUNG OR SHOT. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE THAT DO THIS STUFF. IF YOU CANT HANDLE HAVING CHILDREN THEN STOP FUCKING AROUND AND GETTING PREGNANT OR DONT OWN A DAMN DAYCARE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!!!!!

All Star Race
ok people this is dale jr nascars biggest fan here tonight is the all star race at richmond now there r no point awarded tonight but someone could win a million dollars its a shootout on a sat night enjoy this is dale jr see ya next weekend

My Baby Girl
Ok this is my first blog....I have been sitting here thinking about today...My oldest is graduating from high school today. I have never been one to brag, but I am so proud of her. She had a hard 4 years. Had lots of issues going on with her dad/stepmom. She doesnt even hardly talk to her dad anymore. In the past 4 yrs of her life she has been to court 5 x's and been put down from her stepmom and her dad isnt allowed to have much to do with her. I know alot of kids go threw all this...but she could have turned to drugs/alcohol or hit the streets....and she didnt. She is going to be walking across that stage in about 7 hrs. And I know that when she does I will prob start crying the second they call her name.... Ok I know I am being a sentimental mom but hey u know I think today I can be...lol Now there wont be another one of these for 3 yrs when my baby boy graduates.

Down Raters
i don't usually post blogs but i am so sick of the bullshit on here!! The rude ass remarks and the down raters!!! Isn't it time to grow up and not act like a child.. I joined CT because i was sick of all the kid stuff on myspace and it has spilled over here!! some guy named bubba2 and hippy pay something have been going around down rating and calling people fat!! I am fed up with it!!

Mmmmm....
Strawberries and wine Need to make you mine Catepillars and butterfies Need to open your eyes Cookies and tarts Need to open your heart Flowers and trees Need to make you see Muffins and scones Beyond flesh and bone Feather and fin To the spirit within Hawk and dove Now feel my love Love and lust In me you can trust Time and tide Security I will provide Touch and taste Come now, make haste! Legend and lore Come open the door Meadows and moors Come make me yours!

Tread Not...
let them talk, let them stare let them gossip, but better beware for their cutting tongues will themselves bleed As their contempt nourishes the seed so instead of blooms, there instead will be thorns filled with the poison of their hatred and scorn and when your garden by the thorns are choked blame only yourself for the rage you provoked for when the garden is fed by conciet and hate it's no wonder the thorns overrun the gate

Drama
here i am another day. tired of all the stuff goin on and trying so hard to make it all better.dont know where to start and never know when it will end.trying to sort out important from it can wait but it all hits at the same time. dont like getting other people involvrd but seems that i have no other way out.im just tired and wish i could stop it all.

The Entire Wall Of Shame From My Page
THESE ARE PRIME EXAMPLES OF WHAT NOT TO SEND TO ME!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ jmcbme@ CherryTAP from: jmcbme date: 2007-03-07 16:56:18 subject: wanna see nice cock on cam read receipt: Yes replied: No block user ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -shoutbox-3/7 k dawg@ CherryTAP k dawg: mmm hey u make me sooo hard ->Alana: how old are you? k dawg: im 18 k dawg: r u wet k dawg: can u help me cum i sent a comment to his page declining....ack! -shoutbox-3/8 k dawg: hey there u wet ->Alana: go fuck yourself and I went to his page to block him! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OR you could win the award for FUCKTARD like this ass Bob@ CherryTAP with his shout box question.. Bob: wanna make some money? ->Alana: what? Bob: do u wanna make some money? ->Alana: doing what? Bob: porn ->Alana: do i look like i make porn? and do i look like i need money? no response..

This Is Taz's Gf Danielle With More Info
If anyone is going to write him please include a stamp so he can write back...i just sent him alot of paper and pens and envelopes but no stamps...when i write him i just include a stamp so he can write back....so like i said if anyone is going to write him just include one so u can get a response....Hope that info is helpful to anyone...Take care!!

Unable Are The Loved To Die, For Love Is Immortality
I found comfort it those words last night. They were said to me by an almost total stranger. (But an awesome guy) This morning I find no comfort in them at all. Got little sleep last night. Cried much. Today starts the paperwork end of things. It is just so hard to know he will not be there anymore. I feel so nauseous today. At first I thought maybe it was somewhere along the lines of a hangover, but I really didn't drink that much, and I stopped like 3 hours before I even went to bed. Tossed there all night. Then after my sadness, I am sad for my family. I don't know how to be there for them. I guess just be there. My mind is all over the place today. Hubby lost his dad too in this and I am starting to feel selfish in a way for needing him to be there for me. The fabulous Steph drove 3 hours for me last night. I am grateful to have such wonderful friends in all of you to help me through this, even though right now, I am torn between my mourning and wanting to bitch-slap myself since

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!

Apology
You expect me to say I am sorry when you are the one who went insane You want my forgiveness about your misunderstanding My word, my past, my honor have no meaning to you Friendship is what you claimed and what you destroyed in your minute of fame Understanding and compassion I have none left for you In the minutes it took to rant and rave not once were you listening Selfishness consumed your actions showing your true character to me The pain you caused is nothing more than a faint memory now So savor the moment in time where you thought you were right Is that what you want your life to be - full of bitterness and spite My apology to you this moment in time - I am sorry you and I will never be friends again

My Heart Is Missing You
Today I feel so alone I woke up with an empty bed Your voice on the other end of the phone Your words and love filling my heart & head I ache for your touch I want to feel the warmth of your skin My loving heart is missing you so very much I cannot wait to feel my arms holding you tight again Our lips finding the others Our hands caressing the others flesh The heat building between intense lovers Clothes coming off, as our wild hearts mesh Our love running free The ache being chased from my heart Intense pleasure and passion, just you and me All night, kissing and touching, can’t tear ourselves apart Hot, full body rub My hands upon your skin My hand in yours, off to the tub The heat, the aroma, as we kiss and touch again Hot skin on cool sheet Our wild kisses and intense touch We are like this each time that we meet The love, the passion, the fire, it will never be too much I crave all we give My heart is missing you The pleasure and passion, how

Fantasy
My thoughts, my feelings and desires grow stronger. i close my eyes and see you and i open them and wish that you were there. i think of how it would be, and out of this- my fantasy... you lying on the bed and me standing in the door way. i walk towards you and my heart begins to race, but my feet know where my body wants to be -Right beside you, as close as possible, on top, underneath, anywhere acceptable. kissing so passionately our hands explore, you're fulfilling my fantasies as i fulfill yours. tangled in each other, breathing hard, sweat dripping, everything's in rhythm. in, out, up, down, faster, harder, can't have one without the other? i say stop and you know i mean go it's all opposites it's rough and nasty, but passionate and sensual. can it last forever? we move in sync, breathe as one. our skin creating no friction between us because of how hot our passion makes us. i;m completely in a trance, completely drained. I arch my back. I gasp for air. I sna

Summer Night Fantasy
Dueling banjos jangle through the smoky night. Gypsy's whorl around fire in the fading light. Fireflies circle in the ominous gloom. A small grassy knoll serves as our room. Lunar beams pierce our magnetic skin. Her sinful pleasures she gladly lends. Two hearts become one for a single beat. Lost in private lands, bountiful heat. After tonight our paths may never cross. My heart will go on, so forget love lost. Desire formed a bond in the sticky heat. Summer night fling, fantasy complete.

Low Raters
If you come to my page, and you rate me low, because you don't like people or are just plane ugly, fuck you in advance. I will block your sorry ass and all those who think your a friend. someone who rates low of someone they don't know must not be worth my time. lots of luv too the lovers don't rate haters and they'll learn faster they are not wanted here.

To..with You
To experience to share to give to get lost in your affection to hold your hand and feel the change to kiss and taste your mouth to hold you and feel our bond to gain your attention your attraction we can start with just a fraction and feel the compaction of our passion soaked bodies i cant wait... to see your reaction to experiment with our bodies our love to prove to learn your emotions the way you think the way you react and how you want to compact to take our first shower together public kiss our longest bliss our movie in the dark our night alone the first bed we share please believe i do care about you our love will weave together perfectly in perfect harmony call me hunnie i call you babe share my life my love my desires your desires all with me and ill do you right my love opened morning day and night i knew back then you were the only one and its not pretend with you i am so happy you made my life complete who else

Ecstasy Defined
In the still of the evening As the sun lay its rest You gaze your eyes upon me And hold me against your chest. Then like a child lost at play Your hands began to wander Roamed all over the beauty And mystery of a body so tender. As it gently caresses With each touch and kisses Seeking all the places Smelling them like roses. The heat of passion Never seem to cease The unexplained emotion Longing to unleash. The prolonging adventure Lust that cant be measured Gave way to whispers of pleasure As my body became in seizure. Your hands entwined with mine As we reached the final stop Like ocean in its calmness You silently lay on top

Tonight
As our eyes meet I feel your smile Moving closer to you, burning like a flame As my lips touch yours I feel the heat Slipping my arm around your waist My tongue touching your lips without haste My fingers upon your cheek Tracing the outline of your face Finding the buttons of your blouse Running my fingers over sultry skin Letting my tongue wander over you again Your lips finding my neck and shoulder Fingers pulling on my chest hair Our clothes hitting the floor Falling to my knees tasting you Just starting...nowhere near through Grabbing me by the hair Leading me to the bed Our hands finding a home Giving each other such pleasure Another night for us to treasure Time seems to stand still Slowly making love with you Pulling you on top of me Wanting this to last all night Loving you is just so right

Love (as Expressed Through Words)
Through all the words I’ve spoken, in a life thats been so true How can I pick the perfect ones to say how I feel for you? I have to think on everyday, Right back to the high school play. Right back to the car rides home. Every moment spent with you alone. The nightly calls and weekend stays, Ceramic pigs and painted trays. The crying beds I held you tight, And told you we would never fight. From senior year with way too many lates. To Glyn going shopping for pots and plates. Through floods and proms and double dates From the Spring of 03 to the heavenly gates I called you my angel, and I’ll never take it back. You save my life daily, and make sure I’m on track. Without you there’s no vision, just colors and a blur. If stricken by this blindness, your love will be my cure. I’ve given you my heart and soul; I didn’t have to wrap them though. You had them stolen from the time I finished writing the first rhyme. And by the time I write the last I hope our so

War Pics From The Wolfpack In 2001-2002
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: Exhaustion and a short rest in the Khada hills: Me-Radioing for support for the locals: On the Pakistani border: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban:

Dreamers Love Embrace
Memories I found reminiscing, In the moonlight silvery glow, Bygone dreams I remember, On the paths where lovers go. Dreams never need to be lost, I could share mine with you, Step 'neath the stars tonight, As the moon comes into view. As I remember dreams shared, Whilst harmonising the tune, I play your love songs again, 'Neath the light of a silver moon. Dreams within lovers embrace, In moonlight upon the shore, I capture what matters most, In continuous love forevermore

The Mystery Is Solved.
How does the small arrow in the screen of the computer work when we move the mouse? Haven't you ever wondered how it works? Now, through the miracle of the high technology, we can see how it is done. With the aid of a screen magnifying lens the mechanism becomes apparent. Go to (or cut and paste into your browser): http://www.1-click.jp/ Make sure you Move your cursor over the circle

Hard Week
Hard Week How can I fully describe this last week without using the phrases beat down, chewed up and spit out, fighting to gain ground? I am completely drained- all my energy and strength is has been sapped. I feel like someone has held me under water and then wrung me out until there was no blood or chakra left. Yet even in this weakened state, I am more dangerous. Ever been around an injured animal? The pain of the injury doesn't dampen the fury, only makes her more determined to survive. To be victorious. Plainly, the desire for victory, the desire to prove them wrong furthers my determination. So what if the prize isn't all that in your eyes- it's my eyes that count! I will have my victory, sayeth the Queen, and woe unto those who try to stop me! Yet still I am weary- must needs sleep. Dreams. And I go into torpor.....

The Night I Lost My Innocence
The night I lost my innocence, in the winter so cold and still. The hunger that drove us in, and turned into something real. I was far from home. By myself a long ways. Fooling everybody around me, as I took my chance that day. Deep down I feel its wrong, but my desires took in place. I was lost in the night of wonder, as I looked into his face. The heated passion that we created, made me feel different inside. Can't explain it though, its too hard to describe. Like I swam into the deep, not knowing how far it went. I must have touched the bottom, because the whole night was spent. I knew I was playing with fire, but it was something I wanted to do. I fell into the arms of a man, that desirably wanted it too. Although he is much older, I learned with every touch. A whole other world to me, one that is different very much. Just me and him, in that restless, winter night. A hunger was in the air, but was finally unleashed inside. The night I became a woman

The Secrets Of My Heart
So much not said, So much I wish you knew. These feelings in my heart, I’ve been holding back from you. When you speak my heart leaps, When you smile I catch my breath. Can’t share these feelings with you, Keeping them locked away is best. A friend I try to be, A friend with secrets I hold. If I told you what I felt, Would I be being to bold? Instead I keep my distance, Instead I try to hide. I’ve taken the coward’s way out, I’ve tried to save my pride. I know you don’t feel for me, I know you never will. But inside I hold on to the hope, And my feelings I’ll reveal. With tears I pray for the day, When you come knocking at my door. That you and I will be together, From that day forever more. So secretly the feelings stay, A love that is just a seed. I’ll smile to appear o.k., When really my heart bleeds. For you I wish the best, Even if it’s not with me. While somewhere I will dream, Of what may never be. The future is in your hands, The

Wanting
Feeling isolated and alone today ... I want to feel like this . A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a dream that may never be And I am spoken for and never want to be free Held in sweet bondage to one soul who knows me best Who can not be run from and stood the test Who I find I can’t be without and be happy For god did something to my being I now se

Friends
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177*

Www.secondlife.com
you can find me on second life Aka Maddy Falta go to www.secondlife.com download the installer create a name, log in go through orientation island then look me up in search ppl my SL name is: Maddy Falta we'll hit a club, or the beach and have a great time, hope to see you there!! (oh yea this site, you actually have an avatar and can see other ppls, you go to actual places and see real things dancing, live dj's live music, contests free stuff, all kinds of good things, you can start a business, one woman actually made, $1.000,000.00 REAL US dollars, selling items to second lifers so come join the fun, that just put CT on type status! love ya mandi

What A Diffrence 30 Years Makes
1975 : Long hair 2007 : Longing for hair 1975: KEG 2007 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2007: Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2007 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2007: Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2007: Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2007: Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2007: Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2007 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2007: Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2007: Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2007: Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2007: Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2007 : Depends Just in case you weren't feeling too old today

Looking For Bombing Familys For My Contest
I WANT TO HOLD A NO RULES CONTEST FOR A 7 DAY BLAST HOPEFULLY NEXT FRIDAY.,.,YOU CAN USE ALL THE NAMES YOU HAVE NO CALLING CHEATING.,JUST A STRAIGHT UP BATTLE.,THERE WILL BE BIG PIMPIN GIFTS FOR 2ND AND 3RD.,SO SEND ME THE LINK OF A PIC TO RIP AND LETS GET THIS GOING.,.,THANKS

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She's Here...yay !!!
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Wars Pics From The Wolfpack In 2001-2002-i Have Mixed Emotins Looking At These Even 5 Years Later...
Why we went (They flew us over the ruins of the WTC as we were enroute): Where we were sent: First operations: To the day Kandahar fell to us from the Taliban: And finally:

May 17,2007
BEING AN ENABLER SUCKS! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A BIG HEART, PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN JUST SHOVE ME ALL AROUND! YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED. BUT REALLY IT ISN'T THEM THAT THEY HAVE CHANGED, IT IS THEIR LIES THEY HAVE CHANGED. WHAT IS IT THAT I HAVE TO DO TO STOP BEING FUCKING ABUSED?! SHUT MYSELF DOWN AND JUST GIVE UP ON EVERY ONE!? SOME PEOPLE DON'T KNOW HOW LUCKY THEY ARE? SOME HAVE KIDS AND DO STUPID SHIT IN FRONT OF THEM AND THINK IT IS NO BIG DEAL. BUT WHAT THEY DON'T REALIZE IS THAT THEY ARE TEACHING THE KIDS THAT IT IS OK TO FUCK UP, WHEN REALLY IT ISN'T!!!! I TOO HAVE HAD KIDS AND FUCKED UP AND NOW PAY THE PRICE FOR IT!!! HOW DARE YOU DO THINGS TO HURT THEM OR ME?! YOU DON'T DESERVE MY HEART OR THEIRS ANY MORE! WITH THAT I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY! OTHER THAN HOPEFULLY FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, I HOPE YOU TAKE HEED TO THE WARNING! DON'T TAKE ADVANTAGE OF KIDS, OR HEARTS, THEY ARE EASILY TO BE BR

She Was Late....... Again
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a ster

How To Tell If A Guy Feels For You
so as i sit here i wonder how can u tell what a guy feels for u. why is it they say one thing and then go and do another. Just when u think u got a man figured out he goes and says something that makes u wonder what the hell hes thinking. I cant figure men out sometimes.

Welcome To The Roadhouse Riders Club
WELCOME TO THE ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB FROM FOUNDER ~PICASSO~, HIMSELF!!! I WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE YOU TO OUR LOUNGE AND OUR WORKERS. EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN. WE HAVE BIG PLANS!!! WE WELCOME BIKERS OF ALL COLORS SO FEEL FREE TO WEAR THEM. BUT WE WILL NOT ACCEPT RUDENESS. YOU MUST HAVE THE UTMOST R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!!!!!!!! WELCOME TO THE "ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB"! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND WE WILL SEE YOU SOON!!! ~ WITCHSBREW~ Co Founder Head Lady Of Roadhouse Riders Club ~ Ct Wifey To Rides ~ @ CherryTAP __||| ~PICASSO~ |||__CT Husband of Ditzy D~FOUNDER & HEAD MODERATOR @ th Roadhouse Riders Club@ CherryTAP Hooter (Roadhouse Rider @ The Roadhouse Riders Club)@ CherryTAP ~Tammy~ V.P.

Im Single
my name is jeremy and i have brown hair and brown eyes and im a single tennessee boy and i work and looking for someone to hang out with if any girl would like to call and talk to me here is my cell number 423-723-7831

Long Time ...no Write
Sooo..anyways I started going on Cherry Tap more often than usual..And all the changes are great. I dont know how many times Ive done a survey to get more cherry points :) More gifts...The vault thing..I still dont know what to think of it. I guess its pretty cool. Then I check out the mums..which I think is a great idea! It helps boredem. So, Im bored. Lets do a mum. Figuring wow this cool..THEN I get people saying, my grammer sux, my theme is stupid, ect...wow! I thought Cherry Tap was a place to make friends, not Haters. So a few days later I try one again. Same thing, BUT different people. (a few of the same) So all I can say is "Oh well, If you dont like it, you dont have to vote on it" Anyways... My daughter is 9 weeks pregnant, and she ended up in the hospital yesterday. She couldnt stop throwing up. She got so badly dehydrated, and had to get a I.V. But she is better now, still feels like she is, but it has stopped. Now alittle bit about my son Brett. Hes 13 and severl

Ty
ty for the comments guys,again it is sad that some guys ruin it for all of you,this guy asked me where my good pictuers are and another ws telling me what he was doing while looking at my pictures guys this is a real turn off,it is ok to flirt and the comments on my pictures are great,but i dont want to hear that your going to jack off to my pic or print them out and jack off on it and send it too me.. love you all you are all awsome

To Our Loved Ones Far Away From Us
To our loved one far away, Whose strength and years this war devours, Whose sacrifice is also ours, For whose return we daily pray: Rest assured your home awaits, Your cheering squad, your loyal fans, The mouseketeers who share your plans, Your dreams, your tears, your gifts, your fate. We are the circle of your love, The wagons 'round your willing heart That keep despair and faith apart And bring the muffins where you move. There is no limit to our pride In who you are and what you do. All our fortunes rest with you Across a desert bleak and wide

Push
PUSH A man was sleeping one night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to Push against the rock with all his might... So, this the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sun-up to sun-down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Since the man was showing discouragement, the Adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: (He will do it every time)! You have been pushing against that rock for a long time and it hasn't moved." Thus, he gave the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man. Sat

Love Is
Love is like a large cat Sitting on its paws. You may pet it all you like; It lives by its own laws. It comes and goes as it decides No matter what you say. It seems the more you want it near, The more it goes away. And then when you are quite content To sit out in the sun Alone with just your thoughts and dreams, Not needing anyone, Out it comes, as if in fear That somehow you'll forget, And jumps up purring in your lap, Demanding to be pet.

Today's 'scope
"Conflict is normal and healthy, but you're not buying it. Some might be surprised that you're not crazy about confrontation. Just because you're strong and in command doesn't mean you like causing a fracas." Ha! This one has me pegged. LOL

This Is Why I Lost My Mumm Privileges
Read from the bottom up... On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> just a wrong click..and bam :P On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> Well I got them back so your forgiven but why did u mark it in the first place? On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> hugs On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> well don't do it again, it made me lose my mumm privileges u dummy gosh! On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> bcs good girls need spankings too.. On 5/18/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> =O why did u do that? lol On 5/18/2007, variblex@cherrytap.com wrote:> i think i nsfw'd one of ur mumm's the other day ..opps So plz be careful w/voting on mumms...when u mark a mumm NSFW, even on accident the person that posted it loses their mumm privileges. Thank you, That is all ~Hollie

The Difference Between A Pic And A Thumbnail
A pic is much larger. You can usually make out the details of a persons face and see what they really look like in a pic. A thumbnail is tiny... usually about an inch high and 1/2 to 3/5 of an inch wide. It is an icon that is meant to represent a pic, not the pic itself.

W00t!
So apparently, I've been on this site for about a week and just now figured out that I can post blogs. Who knew? Well, it's a long weekend here in Canada, which is awesome. I might be going on a trip to New York on Monday, but I'm not sure yet. I'm looking forward to that if it actually ends up happening. I'm definitely going to be in Atlanta for a conference next week, though. The only down side is that I haven't been able to get my passport in time, so I'm going to have to drive. ~20-hour car rides are fun. ^^; Anyway, I should probably get caught up on my e-mail, so I should (but probably won't) stop killing time on CherryTAP. Later.

Recovery
Well I had backsurgery May 10th at Saint Thomas Hospital in Nashville Tn.They went in & shaved my L4 & L5,And dug disc fragments out of my Sciatic Nerve.But All Is well,Now I'm just recovering.I'm not suppose to do much for 3 weeks.I can't even leave the house,unless its to go walking.These next 2 weeks are gonna suck.On may29th I go for my check up preview.Hope it gos good so I can go back to work.Being off work since Jan.15th has gotten me behind on sum of my bills.. Anyways Just wanted to let everyone no how I was doing.. Ps.Come by my new site & check out my graphix.. ; ) www.sc0rps-graphix-effectz.8m.com

Maddie At Fa Cup Final
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

We Miss You.....please Read And Pass Around
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that are

Feather In Ur Headdress? Good Laugh!
HOW MANY FEATHERS IN YOUR HEADDRESS? You may have seen this one before, still good for a chuckle. A female reporter, interviewing an American Indian chief, asked the significance of the varied number of feathers in Indian headdresses. "Feathers show number of sexual partners," the chief replied. Indicating a nearby young brave, he continued, "Him? One woman, one feather. Him?" Pointing to a second, older man, "Three women, three feathers." The reporter looked at the Chief's headdress. "But you have so many feathers!" The Chief proudly slapped his chest. "Me Chief. Sleep with all women. Big, small, fat, tall." Horrified, the female reporter said, "You ought to be hung!" The Chief said, "Damn right. Me hung big like buffalo, long like snake." The offended reporter said, "You don't have to be so hostile!" The Chief replied, "Hoss-style, dog-style, wolf-style, any style!" The reporter cried, "Oh, dear!" "No deer", said the Chief. "Ass too hig

Extreme Redneck!!!
You're An EXTREME Redneck When..... 1. You let your 14-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. 2. The Blue Book value of your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas is in it. 3. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. 4. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. 5. You wonder how service stations keep their rest-rooms so clean. 6. Someone in your family died right after saying, "Hey, guys, watch this." 7. You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader. 8. Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan. 9. Your junior prom offered day care. 10. You think the last words of the "Star-Spangled Banner" are "Gentlemen, start your engines." 11. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. 12. The Halloween pumpkin on your porch has more teeth than your spouse. 13. You have to go outside to get something from the fridge

Lmao ...mental Hospital...just Read It...lol
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays that you have a sound mind. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt r

This Weekend
I'm going with a couple of friends of the family on a little road trip this weekend. I don't know how much or when I will have network during my little trip, but I will try to be around as much as possible. Ya'll try not to miss me tooo bad :D

Quote For May 19
Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action. -- Benjamin Disraeli Bonus Quote: They think they can make fuel from horse manure.... Now, I don't know if your car will be able to get 30 miles to the gallon, but it's sure gonna put a stop to siphoning. -- Billie Holliday This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Check The Size Of This Snake!
My grandmother sent this to me and I'm not quite sure where she got it from...probably another one of her lil email friends HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO MEET UP WITH THIS IN THE WATER. WOW! ! !............... This picture is from Western Australia. Take a careful look at this picture; see the size of the snake and the cow being pulled out of the water.

Sorry I Was Late
She hurried up the steps, breathless by the time she reached the second floor. She was late and she knew it but she paused long enough to catch her breath and smooth her dress before knocking firmly on the door. Room 216. Thats what the message had said. Now here she was, knocking on the door of room 216 almost an hour late. "Come in." came the deep voice from within. She entered slowly, finding him reclined on the bed, propped up by several pillows, his arms crossed over his chest. At the exact moment that she closed thedoor with a click, he spoke again. "Put your bag on the sofa and come over here." She swallowed hard. Hewas not pleased at having to wait. Im so sorry Im late." she began but he cut her off by raising his palm in a gesture that meant for her to say no more. "Do not speak until I tell you to." She lowered her eyes,unable to gaze any longer at his disappointed expression. "We will get to the reason behindyour tardiness later. Strip for me." he commanded in a

Southern Grandma
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a n

Gods Unanswer Word
God Will Take Care Of You In your times of trouble My thoughts are there with you. By faith you know the grace of God, And know he's with you too ! Sometimes you feel so helpless, You don't know what to do, Just turn it over to the Lord, And he will help you through ! If you will check your Bible, Psalms 46 verse 1, It says - God is our strength in trouble. Faith tells you - His will shall be done ! He's always been there for you, He will never let you down ! Keep up the spirit - my dear friend, God will erase your frown !!!!

I Ran Naked With A Whore B/c I'm Good In Bed.
Pick the (number of the) month you were born: 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I killed 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I banged 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - a pickle 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - paris Hilton 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a porn star 13 - Jack The Ripper 14 - trojan man 15 - a stripper 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my homeless man 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - your mom 22 - a condom 23 - my crush 24 - a toothbrush 25 - my lover 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing: White - Because thats how i roll. Black - because im sexy. Pink - because I'm good in bed. Red - because I'm a p

Mammograms
Mammograms Many women are afraid of their first mammogram, but there is no need to worry. By taking a few minutes each day for a week preceding the exam and doing the following exercises, you will be totally prepared for the test and best of all, you can do these simple exercises right in and around your home. EXERCISE ONE: Open your refrigerator door and insert one breast in door. Shut the door as hard as possible and lean on the door for good measure. Hold that position for five seconds. Repeat again in case the first time wasn't effective enough. EXERCISE TWO: Visit your garage at 3AM when the temperature of the cement floor is just perfect. Take off all your clothes and lie comfortably on the floor with one breast wedged under the rear tire of the car. Ask a friend to slowly back the car up until your breast is sufficiently flattened and chilled. Turn over and repeat with the other breast. EXERCISE THREE: Freeze two metal bookends

Happy Armed Forces Day
To All Cherry Tap members who are serving or have served The United States Military - I wish to say Thank You for your service to us here at home and your hard work you are doing over seas. Today there is not much respect for you Women and Men who put on the uniform of the Army - Marines - Navy - Coast Guard - and Air Force. Comming from a large Military family I was raised to have this respect for our Military and it served me well. Today we Honor All the branches of services - it may get a small mention in the news or a small artical in the paper today. I want you to know I have not Forgoten and Never will.

Daily Horoscope May 19
"Watch what you say, or you could unwittingly hand someone a piece of ammunition that you don't need detonated in your direction. Some discretion is definitely in order when it comes to a few of your plans." .... hahahahahahahah Where the fuck were you LAST NIGHT you fucker horoscope?

The Path
THE PATH TO GREATNESS BEGINS IN YOUR OWN HEART.SOME OF US SLEEP THROUGH THIS LIFE AND MISS OUT ON SO MUCH OF LIFE. I'M ON THE PATH WIDE AWAKE AND LIVING A DREAM. COME BE A PART OF MY DREAM. LET ME SHARE THE PASSION IN MY BLOOD. WALK WITH ME DOWN THE PATH.

You Do Not Know...
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" "Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea," To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?

How To Make A Woman Happy
________________________________________ How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. cap able 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. n

Loving Domestic Discipline
For sometime now I have been spanking my wife, when we first started LDD, the idea of taking my wife over my lap and spanking her for her behavior seemed a little odd too me. Like most men I was brought up not to hurt a woman, but with discussions I found out that the pain from a spanking was better than the hurt feelings we were having towards one another. The idea for starting us on this lifestyle came from my wife, she felt she needed to be held accountable, to be taught to respect her husband, and to be submissive to me as her Head of House. The thought of spanking her for her actions, behavior, and attitude may seem very odd to a lot on her, but if you look back through history, and at your grand parents, you will notice that the Husband was in charge, the wife did not decide, but the husband. After a lot of discussion we decided to set guidelines, and punishments if these were not met, The spankings are not done to be abusive, but to correct certain areas that my wife f

Sat 19th May 07
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Saturday, May 19: Your version of exercise these days is clicking quickly between channels and occasionally shuffling to the freezer for more ice cream. Like it or not, you've become a perfect example of modern lethargy.

The Cow
THE COW The friendly cow all red and white, I love with all my heart: She gives me cream with all her might, To eat with apple-tart. She wanders lowing here and there, And yet she cannot stray, All in the pleasant open air, The pleasant light of day. And blown by the winds that pass And wet with all the showers, She walks among the meadow grass And eats the meadow flowers. The Cow was taken from A Child's Garden of Verses Written by Robert Louis Stevenson ~ Illustrated by Myrtle Sheldon.

My Art Work
Just uploaded a few pieces of my art. Will upload more later. Have a theme running through my art at the moment which is Homeless. Been on the streets and seen the misery first hand. Tis' my inspiration for a lot of art/poetry. Anyway if you feel the need, check my art work out.

Just Because You Can Decorate Your Profile...
does not give you the right to throw colors better suited for Tammy Faye Bakker's makeup, every shitty piece of flashing background, and enough CSS coding to choke a computer from NASA. Some of you really need to learn some fucking taste in web coding. Content over appearance. Having every coding trick in the world won't make you any more attractive here.

U.s. Congress "selling Out Middle Class America"
The basic anti-immigrant liberal position is that immigration is a key source for the drop in wages of people without a college education. A study last year by George J. Borjas and Lawrence F. Katz estimated that immigration resulted in an 8.2 percent drop in wages between 1980 and 2000 for high school dropouts. There have been serious criticisms of the methodology of the study generally but the New York Times today points out this basic problem with the argument about the importance of immigration as a factor in the lag in wages for the less skilled: The wages of high school dropouts in California fell 17 percent from 1980 to 2004...[But] Ohio remains mostly free of illegal immigrants. And what happened to the wages of Ohio's high school dropouts from 1980 to 2004? They fell 31 percent. section break So maybe the more salient comparison of those states is not that California's immigration, but the fact that California has raised its state minimum wage in that period, whil

First Things First
I am tired. All of you guys that think i am a piece of meat, for your gazing pleasures. To all of you guys who think i am like all these other hoes on here, who will willingly show you what i got, just to please your pathetic physical desires. I will tell you, you testosterone filled gorilla heathens, that that shit is gonna stop. I am an engaged woman, who wants nothing more than a place to unwind, and explore, not be constantly hounded by dick headed men, their raging and uncontrolled sex drives, and especially the players out there looking for a piece of ass. This ass belongs to one, and one only, and not a single one of you fatass, moronic, two time loser mother fuckers are going to take advantage of me, and all that i have worked for to establish myself just because of your own fuckin sick, sexual desire, and lack of discipline. If you want an easy ass, go pay a fucking prostitute. If you want to talk to you, you will treat, respect, and acknowledge me as a queen, and one you will

Silence
SILENCE IS.... Silence is... deep sea,where we can drink water of life. Silence is... peaceful kiss,and that say: we can relax. Silence is... compleat rest,when our srong feelings is end. Silence is... mothers gift to her,s tired children. Silence is... only way to hear angels music. I LOVE SILENCE I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what i say. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what i,m thinking. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing what God say. I love silence... because there is moment when my own voice stop me hearing wnhen somebody suffer. "STOP,LOOK,LISSEN....!" SOMETIMES WE ALL... TOO TIRED TO THINK WHA

Captive
CAPTIVE She walked a timeless course Not knowing where to go She was with so many people People she doesn't even know Where would she run to Amidst a faceless place Where would she find comfort To wipe away her heartaches The background is blurry The faces are vague With the crowd so strident Everything begins to fade To whom does she cry When all her dreams go sour To whom does she shed All her tears each passing hour The mass started to stir A muddled crusade A picture of complete chaos A chaos forever made How could she escape From a dynamic prison How could she flee If gone all the reason No matter what she does She's still stuck inside There's nothing she can do There's nowhere to hide She was there Alone and dejected Yes, she was there Ceaselessly neglected

This Is Me
This is Me For so long I have searched for something Something which I know would never be It takes a hero to expect for victory It takes a fool to believe in impossibility In a dungeon I was in cold steel bar Caught in my own mirage of darkness An endless pit of shadow of my own power A power chained in eternal necropolis My hands reach out high to the light Trying to absorb an ounce of your kind Yet to my struggle I could move no longer Stiffened, frozen, congealed, no more… “I know I’m weak Please, can you help me?” Yes, I’ve searched for so long For something, for someone Looking for a little bit of sanity Looking for a little bit of goodness in me I fight what’s supposed to be, my cruel reality I declare war against my cursed destiny I was born to be something I could not alter No matter how hard I try to be something else My efforts all go to forgotten waste “I know I’m weak Please, can you help me? I will to be good I yearn to be kind I want

I Added It Up In My Head, It's Your Loss.
All I wanted was to love you. You just wanted the chase. Once the chase was over, So was your love. You asked a million girls the same question. I was the only one that said yes. You promised I was special. I wasn't. I was true to you and your heart. You couldn't reciprocate. I tried to be nice to them. It only back fired on me. I loved you like no other. You loved me like all the others. Some day, you'll miss me. I won't be there. Some time you'll think of me with regret. I hope it hurts. Breaking my heart was cruel. Did it make you feel better? Are you happy now? I know I'm not. I wish you happiness. honestly. I wish my heart mends quickly. Although I know it won't. I will miss you. Will you miss me? Crying softly.

Blackheart
this one's for my bestfriend.. BlackHeart You think you know who I am You look at me What you see is a facade Some of my forged audacity You say people are my expertise Undoubtedly delude them as I desire But try to look beyond my cloak See how I struggle from my disguise. Even though how many times you pull away And impose an eternal ache No matter how hard you try to hide Behind your vague misty eyes Behind my hazy cloudy sight I could unmistakably see I know you love me. But do you really know me? You speak my name As if you know I’m not that wild Guileless gullible innocent lass Nothing more than a child I have riddles and rhymes as my armor Sinister smile as my charm Malevolence as my shadow Darkness as my guard Yet as a little girl that I am As wicked I can be Now hear my questions How in the

Eyes Of Truth
You see me as i am, you take me as i was, ou accept whom ive become. But i am nothing but Everything the world open to those who wish to see its secrets a freak a mental case are my beliefs in question of my sanity? Demons an Engels are very real in the world around us though they must obey rules when either side disobeys balance must be kept by eliminating thee innocent or by damning those that commint sin..... Which side have you chosen? which side am i on? i do as i wish to whichever side...

Thought For The Day.
As we learn we always change, and so our perception. This changed perception then becomes a new Teacher inside each of us. --Hyemeyohsts Storm Hyemeyohsts Storm's book, Seven Arrows, tells the stories of one of the Indian tribes in this country before most of its members were killed. They believed that change was important for growth. Change is sometimes frightening. We usually prefer the familiar, no matter how uncomfortable, over taking a chance on the unknown. When fear gets in the way of making healthy changes, we talk to fear, inviting it along with us on our course of action. Getting to know fear allows us to ask it for a gift: the courage to walk with fear by our side and learn from it as we go. It allows us to learn which fear is blocking our progress and which fear is healthy - cautioning us against actions that might be harmful. What fear might I make a friend of today?

Consider It A Privilege
Consider it a privilege to be living this day. And you'll connect yourself to this day's most valuable and positive possibilities. When there is something that must be done, consider yourself privileged to be in a position to do it. Then step forward and make it happen with a thankful heart. If a difficult obstacle blocks your efforts, consider yourself privileged to be able to work through it. It is an opportunity for you to grow stronger and more experienced. Whatever life may send your way, consider yourself privileged to be living it. For that is an attitude that will surely enable you to get the most out of every moment. Consider it a privilege, and your eyes will be opened to the best opportunities. Your thoughts and actions will be focused on creating real, meaningful value. Consider it a privilege to be right where you are, doing precisely what you're doing. And you'll find opportunities for true fulfillment in every direction. -- Ralph Marston

You Know What's Super Fun?
Asking your mom what her top 10 hottest celebritys are. Her answers were: 10. Pueblo Bryson 9. Sean Connery 8. Michael Jordan 7. Robin Williams 6. Leonardo Decaprio 5. Brat Pitt 4. Steven Segal 3. Anthony Hopkins 2. Clint Eastwood

Secret
Everyone has a secret, a burden, something they feel strange about, so stop being so tough on yourself. Try to do at least one nice thing for yourself today. You'll find that it gets easier to be kinder to other people too.

I Wasnt Gonna Post This.....
...but its driving me crazy so im gonna share it with you. --------- oh & before i start my story you need to know that my backpack has patches of the marine corps emblem & the army logo on the front panel. --------- i had just left dance class & was heading to my local bookstore to unwind. i wasnt looking for a fight...just some coffee & a good book. so there i was all comfy in this big armchair sipping my coffee & reading this book on texas ghost stories. i was well into the 2nd chapter when this guy sat down in the chair across from me. i looked up & smiled at him before i went back to my book. he sat there for about 10 minutes or so before he said, "the military system is a joke". but i just took a sip of my coffee & ignored him. i guess i didn't give him the reaction he was expecting & after a few minutes he said, "i know you heard me. aren't you going to defend your military?" after he said this i looked up from my book & said, "yes i heard you. i just dont care

Update: After Surgery...
Okay, as promised, I am posting the horizontal of this shot. Unavoidable is the construction going on across the street in the distance, which is revealed more here than in the vertical shot. Surgery was fine, aside from them not being able to find my veins for the IV. I got poked many times. I think it was the 7th or 8th one that finally worked! lol... Told them as one of the jokes I was joking around with them about, if they poked me any more I would turn into a sieve. They were laughing hard by the time they brought me into the surgery room. Trying to keep the cats from pouncing on my stomach while I am laying down, but it appears to be healing up pretty good. Thanks to all for their well wishes!! :D

Sat 19th May 07
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Saturday, May 19: Feeling uncertain in a social situation or one-on-one interaction is perfectly natural. Don't underestimate the value of saying less rather than more, of asking an insightful question rather than going on and on.

Lookin' 4 A Male Roommate
Lookin' 4 a male roommate that wants to share a apartment with me. I don't care what you do because that's your biznizz. But be prepared to get some booty when you get home and b4 u go to work. but if you want more info, then all you gotta do is holla and i will give some info to you.

Hello Darkness
hello darkness my friend how long it has been seance you have come to me..rapping me up in your longing arm how much I have missed your embrace. hold me here while time stands till for only you and I. peace washes over me and sleep feels my body. darker and darker tell i see no more. all that once was in now no more and I can rest at last in your arms. hold me here for the world has become mine enemy and my body is bruised and broken from life so unkind. hold me her and keep me from remembering all that I have become, and what I once was. For the world would destroy all that is left of me. you are my only friend, I lie under your blanket and fade from the world

~*~chains~*~
Tripping upon a sea of memories I wonder in the dark feeling my way down a path not of my own. Pressed down almost to suffocation, bleeding from the past battles fought with good intentions. Woe as my flesh betrays me unto the ground, my cheeks now stained with tears. I clamor for anything familiar to grasp, but find nothing. Hold fast I tell my self screaming in my head, there will be help. There will be peace. But seconds seem like minuets, minuets like hours and I have already been in this place what seems like an eternity. Just to close my eyes to sleep to rest to dream. But not here, never will I rest in this place. Trapped until my savior comes to free me from these chains........................

Free From Pain
I wont to run away, be free from all the pain that surges through these veins. hopeless from yeas of fighting to be myself, crawling my way back up only to be knocked back down again. just once in my life i would like to have whats mine. your not my enemy so why do you treat me so. tears are not something I will let you drag out of me anymore. Ive grown strong and hard from the years of battle with you. and you are losing you hold on me now. can you feel your grip slipping as you clutch me tighter? I will not be your toy any more and you are not my master

Into The Light
As the sun breaks over the horizon it begins to light the dark world that I have become accustomed to. Slowly the breaks through the dark and bring me back from where I had lost my self. Very dim at first slowly growing in intensity I watch the fragile beams of light dance as they filter in over me. Lighting all the littlest and darkest places until all my fear has been chased away. Once there was no hope no peace now there is light every where and I find myself daring to dream again… How long have I lived without you, why did I never see tell I saw through your eyes? You will never really know what you have done for me……

Helplessly Holding My Ground
Helplessly holding my ground, screaming your name. How do you twist me so, how do you always know the right thing to say to make me feel so small. Where does this hate come from that drips off your tongue. If I could I would rip my heart from my chest and leave it bleeding in your hand so as to not feel this pain any more. I want to destroy you but I stand here helplessly Holding my ground screaming your name!

Girlfriend Application (lol Wonder If Any One Will Accully Do This)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20.Would u fuck me What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.

138
(x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean (x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest (x) Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club ( ) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story (x) Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total : 8 (x) The Princess Bride (x) Anchorman: The Legend Of Ron Burgundy (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth (x) Saw (x) Saw II ( ) White Noise (x) White Oleander (x) 50 First Dates ( ) The Princess Diaries ( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total all together:16 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 (x) Scary Movie (x) Scary Movie 2 (x) Scary Movie 3 (x) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp ( ) American Pie Naked Mile Total all together: 26 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 (x) Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer ( ) Little Black Book ( ) The Village (x) Lilo & Stitch Total all together:34 (x

Date Unknown
Say it's just another day, and any way, who cares? The world fall away simply it seems, relax, just relax and let it happen. Or stop it. Belltower and rifle is probably out of line, but saying no, not this time, ever is, not this time. It is never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, wrong, to speak your mind.

My Exp In The Intoxication Fetish
I have done a lot of females in my time. most found me to play intoxication fetish games I do this fetish avg once a week. I female slave believe or not told me loved me after I ragged her the first time. she said I been looking for a man like you for a very long time. I think I said my past female slave bottle me my first real bottle. I ve been into this kind of fetish since 16 and really got into it when isaw this hardcore rape film in times square, nyc still no film today even cums close and most ch films do it so fake looking its not funny. nothing like seeing the fumes effect that person as if k the shit out of her. there is a good reason why I fuck my female sub as I give it to her and not after I do it to her. my ideas and some exp are just too hot to share, wink im so lucky so many out there are dieing to find a person who can do it and who and take it and I have always found that person. I have had it done to me many times by females who wanted to rage me and blow me at th

Not Exactly 'good' Friday But Close Enough... Months Later...lol
Again... a full day, I want to lay my head down and just sleep... catchup on all that good stuff.. but my mind refuses to let it go. Why... WHY> I WANT TO SCREAM IT OUT. okay. not really but hey.. had u thinkin.. whoa... calm down.. :P I'm over tired, thats bout all... So um.. ya... I was going to write a poem.. but I need inspiration.! WHERE THE HECK DID MY INSPIRATION go to.... I need to find it... Why do people come and go in my life?? I mean the past year is crazy. I latch onto a person, open up to them.. find things about them to love, or that i just naturally love about them.. and then...pooof.. theyre vanished.. something I said, or done... or didn't say or do... grrr..... men. Are complicated!! I think I should swear off men for a while... AND its not AS IF>> I'm out looking for a person. I never do. And right from the get-go even after meeting them I'm like, I don't like you... lol its just in my mind.. and then...all of a sudden one day, off guard, I'm all hook, Line and

And The Asshole Award Today Goes To....
I love fishgasms@ CherryTAP · I love fishgasm... rated you a '1'! 25 min ago · I love fishgasm... just checked you out! 25 min ago First i want to thank him...So sweet to rate me..Then i thought i would show him my # what i think of him.... Have a nice day all!! LOL

Oo Oo Another Blog To Keep Up With.
Normaly i post over in myspace. but i suppose ill post here. first im just going to introduce my self. first of all I am Waco Stimson. i live in havre Mt i am starting a business soon, i spell horribly, i have 3 kids 2 live with me and 1 lives with my ex psyco bitch. im looking for a Girlfrind she must be able do shots of what ever im drinking at the time. she must like sex and she must get along with my wife. and you must live in or close to havre cause when i call and say lets do some shots or something i would like to do them with in the next hr and not wait for you to travle 100 miles to get here. im honest to a fault, in otherwords dont ever ask me if a dress makes you look fat cause more often then not ill tell you the truth. that is not saying i dont think you look good. a girl with a bit of meat on her bones is sexy too. right now its 1:50 am and im bored out of my mind. anyway im looking for some one in havre to have fun with hang out with play video games with and ge

Gah I Hate Classic Tattoos
I'm currently shopping around for someone to do my forearm sleeve. Its a dawn of the dead/porn of the dead piece based around really sensual looking zombie girls dripping blood. I'm keeping ye olde bible quote, "When hell is full the dead will walk the earth." in it. Now, as I said I'm shopping around for an artist. I was trying to find the guy who did my left shoulder, pero no tengo suerte. While asking around I was referred to someone that specializes in classic. I know classic is popular with the whole rockabilly and punk set that I have some friends in, but I don't like it. To be more honest, I'd hate to have glorified nineteen thirties flash work tattooed on me. Seriously, how can you make a style out of a lack of artistic skill. Its based upon fashion that worships the archaic. I hate that. Friggin SCA nineteen fifties is not for me. You can like what you like, but its a lot like that stupid organ thing in baseball. That four or five bar scale that is used to lead up

Requiem For The Pheonix
I'm new to CT... and decided to blog here to share some of my new lyrics (I'm a singer/songwriter in a band called Pheonix Rising). We're working very hard on our forthcoming EP, "Aurora", and these are my lyrics from one of the songs, "Requiem for the Pheonix", the anthemic rock duet that gave us our name (seven minutes long, for all you folks who like a good epic). To listen, click on one of these two links: (slow connection | fast connection) to open a streaming version in your media player. This is a preliminary cut; we're in the process of polishing it up and re-recording vocals for the EP. Would love thoughts/comments! Requiem for the Pheonix Through the fire and the fury I have fought my way to you And it is here I leave my ransom As I bid my past adieu No more waiting, no more watching Wond'ring how this all will end Like a phoenix rising from the ashes I will live to fight again. My soul is weak and weary From wandering the earth O'er the years that I hav

Offensive: How To Avoid Perverts
I see a lot of people who post blogs about people who are pervs in order to allow everyone else to know that pervs exist on the Internet. Shocking, I know, pervs online! Well I'm posting this blog to help people avoid and scare them off. 1) Avoid using words such as slutty, vixen, Mr. big dick, twat, etc in your user ID. I believe they click the browse button typing in these words to find you! 2) Try not to use main display pictures that are provoking. If you are in your panties and bra, or you have a huge bulge sticking out of your boxers, you are more likely to be perved. 3) If someone is perving on you, describe your false sex-change operation with great detail. You can also try talking about the different variation of crabs and maggots you have living on your cooch or dick. As well as the different types of bumps and fungus that may possibly be growing. 4) Use fake NSFW of graphic pictures that have anything mentioned in #3. I have a hairy moob pic. You can

School And Stuff
I only got an 82% on the test. I stayed up all night studying fro it. I spent lots of time studying other than that too. So it's kinda dissapointing. I can do test corections and get half the points, or someo of the percentage, or something like that back though. So that will riase it some. I was thinkin I would get around a 90, the first time, and then go back and raise it some form there. I guess I'll probably do better on the next test. There was atleast one question that I didn't know because it It was all multiple choice, but it wasn't real easy multiple choice. there was some stuff that I should have paid a little more attention to. all the terategens belend together. And there were some qurestions about the varous developing stages of things that I probably missed. Even though I looked over everything twice right before I went in and took the test, on top of all the other times I went over it. It's not like I just crammed the day before, and that's all. I've been studying the l

Emoticons In Chat!!!
Just a quick guide.. The tongue thing= :P Smiley :) Dammit it wont let me do it lol okay its a colon : and then a ) or ( or D for the big smiley Sad :( wink ;) Ill have to keep writing them down as I do them rofl .. those are the basics I use out of habit haha

Maddie Mccann
Millions To See Madeleine FA Cup Video A video of missing Madeleine McCann will be broadcast during today's FA Cup Final to an estimated worldwide audience of half a billion people Madeleine's parents have repeated their firm belief that their daughter will be found. The website set up to help trace the four year-old has now received 75 million hits. The two-minute video features images of the missing four-year-old set to the soundtrack of the Simple Minds hit Don't You Forget About Me. Players from both Manchester United and Chelsea have already made televised appeals for help. Last night Kate and Gerry McCann attended an evening church service in Praia da Luz. They stood together holding candles as they prayed for their daughter's return. Mr and Mrs McCann were given the lights by girls from the village of Praia Da Luz, Portugal, where Madeleine was snatched more than two weeks ago. Accompanied by friends and family, they stood quietly in the Church of

11 Months Gone
This is a poem i wrote 11 mnths after my dad passed away It’s been 11 months And i still cannot believe you’ve gone Just when i think i’m coping Depression hits me so hard Time since your passing, gone so quick Will i ever adjust All the time we had I never really knew you So many things i never said You never knew my life Maybe you now know it all I hope you are at peace I miss you

10:30
10:30 She sits and thinks of what she's done Why did she hurt him so bad? She loves him so much It was one night of passion 10:30 He wonders why she did it Did he treat her so badly? Did he not love her enough? How could she do it? 10:40 One night of passion She has destroyed it all All that love,ripped apart Why did she do it? 10:40 He lays down,thinks about life He knows it's now time to sleep An eternal dreamless sleep He hopes she forgives him 10:40 As she lays down Her life flashes before her The lifeforce drains She hopes he forgives her

My Harley Accident
howdy ya'll..........wanted to let ya'll know i was in a pretty good wreck on my bike. i'll be ok. broken collar bone ...bike in bad shape!.....lady clipped back of bike. i was wearin a helmet. jst glad it wasnt worse. still thankin God. when i get pics i'll get'm posted. take care n wanted to keep ya up to date. Rod aka HarleyCowboy

How Could You
You told me you loved me you told me you'd never let me go but its been a month since we've spoken and how i miss you so i realise now that you were a fake making me believe we had something but now when i sit here thinking i want to tell you just 1 thing i thought you were my everything holding me close. whispers in my ear i tell my self, the whispers werent true but my heart doesnt want to hear the fact that you used me and the fact you were a con now look what has happened. my hearts broken and all i thought i had, is gone i feel empty and lost and i dont want to believe it but deep inside, my heart tells me to listen to you. it was " just a bit of fun" wasnt it? you tore my heart completely you've left bruises deep inside i dont like to think of you anymore i feel like crying or findin some where to hide. to hide away from the memories that you threw at me. that you left for me to remember how could you do this? one day you will see

Little Susie
ON WEDNESDAY MAY 16, 2007 A VERY DEAR LITTLE GIRL WHOM I KNEW WAS KILLED WHILE RIDING HER BIKE. SHE WAS FLOWN TO GEISINGER MEDICAL CENTER IN DANVILLE PA AND DIED THE NEXT DAY. SHE WAS 11 YEARS OLD. HER DAD WAS LIKE A SON TO ME. SHE WILL AND IS DEARLY MISSED BY LOADS OF PEOPLE. GOD REST HER LITTLE SOUL. WE MISS YOU DEARLY SUSIE. R.I.P. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! by hrtofgold1958 Suzan M. Frock-Walter, 11, Jersey Shore JERSEY SHORE -- Suzan Marie Frock-Walter, 11, of 479 Old Route 220, passed away at 3:08 a.m. Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Geisinger Medical Center, Danville, as a result of injuries suffered after being struck by an automobile. She was born Feb. 8, 1996, in Lewisburg, a daughter of Dale L. Walter and his fiancee, Lori B. Walter, of Middleburg, and Stacey L. Frock Walter and Christopher E. Walters, of Jersey Shore. Suzan was in the fourth grade at Salladasburg Elementary School, where she was active in cheerleading. She enjoyed playing games with her brot

Have You?
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you. Music Video Codes

Quick Blog Before Bed
Ok, so now Steve (Hubby) is sick with a fever (I knew we should have stayed at home Friday night instead of going to our nieces' graduation but would he listen to me????) anyway, that was a great ceremony, but I could have donw without my mother in law's complaining about how the girls ( my two nieces and her granddaughters) ignored her and didn't say anything which she didn't bother to go and say hi to them herself instead of waiting on them and their parents to come over and say hi. It was one of those times when she sat down she said something that I was ready to tell her she needed to just be quiet and not say anything else for the rest of the night. At least some of us had some manners and kept our mouths shut while she was complaining. I am still not surprised she did it though. She thinks their supposed to make the first "conversation" since she hasn't seen them as much since her husband died in 2002 (things between her and my brother in law have been strained since he is her st

Here's How I'm Gonna Die :( Check Out Your Own Death Too
Tim Location of Death: Albany, NY Date of Death: 5/18/2034 11:42:14 PM Last Person Called: Ollie Last Number Dialed: (229) 352-409* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Blunt force or mechanical injury See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Life May Have Been Beautiful
With you life may have been beautiful... The touch of your lips, your soft smooth skin feels so warm but we are surrounded by a shroud of cold. The cold of hate, the cold of oblivion envelopes us, caressing me Gently guiding me away from your arms. With you life may have been beautiful... this secret love we shared with vanity slowly consuming us, draining away your beauty robbing me of my innocence. I hate this admiration I have for you. These indescribable feelings slowly killing me inside Wishing I could wash away my memories of you... Like love letters scribbled in the sand during high tide. But no, its just not possible to wash away the way I feel... if only life was that easy. With you life may have been beautiful all of my dreams may have come true. But you're so blinded by yourself which leaves you so unwilling to see life through anyone else's eyes. With you life may have been beautiful but sometimes beauty is just a farce.

Know What?
I'm going to just write out a list of things that I hate. I hate that I'm not a scantly clad whore. These bitches don't need to think at all. They don't have to be witty or wonder if the look stupid or not. If they say something dumb, they giggle smile and your dumbass either thinks how great said whore looks or starts to wonder if that really does work, which it does, because you thought about something else. If they look stupid, everyone thinks that they are cute. I hate every guy I so much as had a crush on. It's fridae night (AGAIN) and I'm posting a blog. I'm sober. I am a bit tired...but I know that I'll be up for hours playing games. How is it that guys don't stick around? I'm not complicated. I don't like to go out all the damned time and I have no problem drinking and watching sports (or gaming or whatever) or going camping or just doing more nothing. Yes, I can go out and do shit and look damned cute doing it, but it's not something I need. I'm not hard to plea

Not Feeling Well
Nothing seems to be going my way. My relationship ended, the friend Ive been aching to see here has been MIA and Ill be damned but I drank too much tonight and feel like crap. Things just havent been going the way I want them too. Some days, its not worth getting out of bed for this crap. Yes Im rambling and feeling sorry for myself. Im entitled. I just want some happiness and a warm pair of arms around me at night to reassure me and soothe me.

Ok This Is Getting Crazy....
I am just absolutely dying to hurry up and get back to Cheetah's ( strip club here in Vegas) I am overdue to get a few lap dances from the girls there! Of course my hubby like watching me b/c he knows....what he is going to get when we get back home!!!! Gotta hurry up and get back!

Longing For My Dark Prince
I can smell your fear as your blood courses through your veins; I draw nearer so as to breathe it all in, your heart now beating faster in your chest. I reach out and touch your face and run my fingers down your neck. The touch of my could hand sends chills dawn your spine but you are powerless to move. I could drink you dry but no, I am not just looking for a meal tonight. I am looking for my prince, my eternal companion. I can feel you shudder as I sink my teeth into your neck. As I drink you in you bring me new life, new hope. I will never be alone again.

Ghost Of Insanity
Sitting in the dark i am the ghost of insanity, nothing more but drugs and pills and slitting my wrists, it becomes a habit sitting there slitting your wrists, for an unknown reason, just becuz u love the way it feels to have hot blood drip from ur bleeding wrists, you love the way the drugs make it better, popping pill after pill you start to feel great so you pop a few more til they make you sick, you start to feel drowsy so you go to sleep, the next morning you wake up to see ppl around you and it looks like your asleep, you go up to your family guys what r u doing , they start to shiver and weep, you see a note left by your dresser you read it: dear mom and dad, im so sorry for what i have done. ive been nothing more than a plaque upon this family so ill be going away now, i cant hurt anyone. tell my brother and sister i love them so much plz warn them what drugs do.......i love you too mom and dad......make sure you treat them right......explain to them that what i did was stupid

Whoa Was I Really Bored Enough To Do This?
All About You!Basics...Full Name:Sondra...not giving out my last name wtfAge:29Birthdate:10/17/77Birthplace:a hospital :) Current Location:SaskatoonRelationship Status:happily takenHeritage:French/ Russian and all CanadianReligion:AthiestGrade:not in school...GPA:Canadians don't use GPA Employment:BuyerTatoos:3...ready for anotherPiercings:13Shoe Size:8.5Height:5'4"Favorites...Food:lasagneColor:pink/redHoliday:any one that gives me time off work Season:Summer/SpringPop:Pepsi

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity...all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly-paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and d

I've Learned
I've learned Current mood: loved Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. .

Anger
Teeth clenched Hands tight Holding in my anger With all my might Backpack through the window Chair to the wall Images tempting Stalking down the hall Cheeks buring red Heart rate beating Blood is boiling Anger is heating Green little monster Ripping through my skin Anger is sharp Like a sewing needle pin Control is useless But I will not give I already know This is my life to live Pushing it down Where no one will see The monsterous little anger I've built up in me

My Crush Use
So, apparently people notice what goes on with my page more than I ever thought they did. I decided to use my “crush” feature again today on here for the first time in over a month and many of you noticed right away. I appreciate that kind of attention for what it is, attention, but the questions about it have gotten a bit out of hand. I was asked no less than probably 80 times today who my crush was on or if it was on them. Let me explain here that I have my crush on someone right now that I do have an actual “crush” on and he knows who he is. Now let me explain why I chose him, ok follow me here it’ll make sense eventually I promise. I chose someone that I actually do like, not someone I just find attractive, or just want to fuck. I chose someone who can carry on an intelligent conversation with me without it being all sexual. I chose someone who I felt an instant connection with the first time we spoke. I chose someone who understands me on a different level, who sees thing

Laws Of The Natural Universe
Laws of the Natural Universe 1. Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. 2. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. 3. Law of probability: The probability of being watched is directly Proportional to the stupidity of your act. 4. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. 5. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. 6. Variation of Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time). 7. Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. 8. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with.

A Prop-er Job
A Prop-er Job 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin (Broome, Australia) When you work as a diver on a pearl farm, there are many ways to "buy the farm." Mitchell Ether was my head diver for a couple of years. Known as Sharky, he was a can-do guy, not afraid to take risks to get the job done. He was a loose gun in a company of cowboys, and he seemed destined to make an original exit. One example happened in Roebuck Bay. He miscalculated the amount of fuel needed for the air compressor, which pumps air to the divers below. Instead of following standard procedure, bringing everyone up and refuelling during a surface interval, he surfaced alone mid-dive to top up the fuel tank while the compressor was still running. The deck was unsteady, and naturally he spilled some petrol. The compressor had been running for hours. Its red-hot exhaust ignited the spilled fuel, and the flames followed the fuel into the half-filled tank. The dive boat was brand-new, and worth $200,00

Electronic Fireworks
Electronic Fireworks 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (1 January 2007, Netherlands) The first Darwin Award of 2007 goes to Serge Sluijters, 36, who thought it reasonable to hover over an illegal professional firework and light the electronic ignition with an open flame. But this was not a traditional wick; it was a device designed for precision timing. The flame triggered an immediate launch, and the fireworks catapulted upwards, killing our amateur pyrotechnician enroute to a spectacular burst across the night sky. Serge had purchased the firework legally in Belgium, but then transported it illegally into the Netherlands. His father disputed the notion that Serge was careless, characterizing his son as a man who gave due consideration to his acts. A witness told reporters, "His face disappeared. If someone has no face left, you know it's serious." Every year, another idiot gets nominated for a Darwin Award for this same reason. Please, readers, keep your itc

Goodbye
Tearing love bleeding heart Try not to cry Caring to much and now I'm hurt I just want to die I believe everything you told me How Naive was that I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see the dark and sad truth that your an ass and will never change and I'm sure as hell not changing for you I killed myself over this at least a thousand times seeing you with another girl really blows my mind I hate you and I love you but no matter how hard I try I can never forget you and I don't know why Being as it may that you have moved on I shall too but keep in mind that I won't be here and you and I are Through

I Met A Girl.
"I met a new girl at a barbecue, very pretty, a blond I think. I don'tknow, her hair was on fire, and all she talked about was herself. Youknow these kind of girls: 'I'm hot. I'm on fire. Me, me, me.' You know.'Help me, put me out.' Come on, could we talk about me just a little bit?" --Garry Shandling "Relationships are hard. It's like a full-time job, and we should treat it like one. If your boyfriend or girlfriend wants to leave you, they should give you two weeks' notice. There should be severance pay, and before they leave you, they should have to find you a temp." --Bob Ettinger How to tell when a relationships over ( in 90 seconds )

Hey All
HEY ALL FOR ALL THOSE WHO DONT KNOW MY NAME IS MICHELLE OR SHELLY IM 23 AND A SWEETHEART I LOVE ALL THINGS BIG AND SMALL BUT ANYWAYS NOT DA POINT IM A REAL DOWN KINDA CHICK WIT SOME REAL SHIT. I HAVE A LOT OF RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS AND HOME BOYS MY BEST FRIEND IS MY HOMEBOY ERICK WHO I CAN TALK TO FOR HOURS ABOUT NOTHING E NOTHING BUT LUV FO YA REAL TALK. YOU MEAN DA WORLD TO ME JUST KNOW DAT. MY EX HUSABAND AND I ARE STIL GOOD FRIENDS TO WE TALK ALOT GOTTA LUV HIM TO BUT DATS ALL FOR NOW STAY POSTED FOR MORE TO COME. LUV MICHELLE

Tweaks And Enhancements To Mobile Photo Uploads.
i made some tweaks to the mobile photo upload feature tonight and thought i'd post something here for the 8 or 9 people that actually read my blogs. ;) first of all, if you don't know about the mobile uploads or want to set them up for your profile, simply go to your profile settings page, and click on the mobile link. normally, when you want to add a mobile photo to your profile, you simply email it from your phone to mobile@cherrytap.com .. and viola, it shows up in your gallery. however, some folks like to upload mobile pics of their girlfriends flashing them or in a wet-tshirt contest or other such jackassery. now as *cool* as that is, and i'm sure as happy as your gf is to have her chest uploaded to the internet for everyone to view, it's just not cool for the rest of us who might not want to see it. but, there is hope! if you have pics on your mobile that are NSFW (more details on Not Safe For Work content), you can now send them to mobile-nsfw@cherrytap.com -- whic

A Child's Science Exam Answers...
Q: Name the four seasons. > A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar. > > Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink. > A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large > pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists. > > Q: How is dew formed? > A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire. > > Q: How can you delay milk turning sour? > A: Keep it in the cow. > > Q: What causes the tides in the oceans? > A: The tides are a fight between the Earth and the Moon. All water tends > to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and > nature hates a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins in this fight. > > Q: What are steroids? > A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs. > > Q: What happens to your body as you age? > A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental. > > Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty? > A: He says good-bye t

This Is My Last Blog On This Subject. I'm Done.
This is my last blog on this subject, because frankly, I'm really sick and tired of hearing about all the hard feelings and arguments. With this blog entry, I am officially removing myself from the conflict with Nasa and Firemyst. I'm sickened that it has been pushed this far. This is a fucking website, people. It's not meant to be taken seriously. I allowed myself to get wrapped up in the head games and threats that have been spewed against me and my friends on this website. It ends here. To be quite honest, those few people on this website that actually matter to me know the truth, and still like me in light of it. To me, that makes me the winner. There is no "owned"; there is no "I'm better"; there is no more arguing; there will be no more posting of continuing drama, from friend or foe. I will not apologize for anything I've said (except to Firemyst's son, who I have already apologized to). To those that were not involved in the core dispute, yet became involved by

In Memory Of.....mildred Graham
A most beloved and blessed woman passed on this day. She was very much a mother figure in my life and she will be sadly missed. She was a friend, a mom, a wife, a grandmother, a great grandmother and someone who would lift you up when you were down. Her laughter was the most beautiful noise you could hear. A belly laugh with a huge smile to go along with it. Through my life, she inspired me to use my voice in a way that touched the hearts and souls of many. Through the gift of song, we would sing and add a bit of happiness to someone who once felt alone. We inspired those in jails, in hospitals, nursing homes and those forgotten on the streets. She had a huge heart that will never be forgotten. I ask for all those whom read this please keep her family in your thoughts and prayers, as this is one of the hardest times they shall ever have to endure. Thank you for your compassion and love's care.

~ Wet T-shirt Contest ~
~ Wet T-Shirt Contest ~ I Need Ladies with wet T-Shirts for my contest! comment bombing and self comments are allowed! Contest will start on 5/21 thur 5/26 Each winner will get 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + Rates = total If u want to enter send me a message with the link to ur pic or tell me and i will rip the pic for you! Thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

May 19th 07
It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them.

Men Just Wanting....
I met someone tonight I just love her profile. She has a part in there that guys just are out there for a piece of ass AN ITS TRUE. Damn cant any any women be happy on not being single an not having to worry about there man cheating?? I have had 3 GUYS cheat on me an i think ITS JUST FUCKEN STUPID. The only time guys talk to us women or whatever is just to either get head or a piece of ass. FUCKEN SUPID MEN. I honestly am going to sit my ass around an have the true an honest guy come to me. Im sick of running to them. FUCK THAT. PLEASE feel FUCKEN free on leaving any kind of comment back ID be happy to read them an laugh my ass off. TY an have a wounderful night

The Gas Prices.
Gas is already over $3.00 a gallon here, it'll be scary to see just how high it gets whenever the summer hits and when it is over. The gas companies really need to formulate a better plan than simply trying to make as much money as they can off of everyone like the damn parasites they are about it. On the other hand....Clinton got impeached for wanting a blow job, but not from Hilary....could you really blame him?!? Yet Bush has put many soldiers in Iraq, and for what?!? I mean I know why, but there needs to be a better and just cause for all of this suffering that is being poured out into the countries. The thought of trying to establish a stable government in Iraq is pointless anyway, since they have been unstable since the dawn of mankind. I'm starting to wonder if everything is not just in vain or for some sick and pointless amusement.

On The Contrary!
"It's totally understandable that you need some alone time, so stop apologizing. So much has happened, and you need to find a way to process it all. Later on, call some friends and get together so you can decompress." yeah, so. this couldn't be more wrong. fuck alone time right now! i need to party with my homies! WERD.

Just Thinking
paybacks a bitch and then you die in socom world you're gonna fry i've played for many years i found love i had known i shed quite a few tears now i have learned from what i was shown now i play again with the one i had loved won two games in a row i kicked his ass the best way i tried now i will be friends not foe i will prevail with love i will truly see someday i'll be again in love so i will be no longer free

Bottle Of Lost Souls....
Bored, while on fucking niquil....and feeling like the most pointless person ever as a result....Niquil is more liked Bottled lost souls...b/c you don't know where the hell your at whenever you take the shit. Coma, afterlife, purgatory, stuck in Texas for all eternity with raining conservatives around you, a lost island with hippies, all you can smoke weed and divine peace, hearing Bush's speech inability nonstop, a place with nothing but sex, drugs, alcohol, and metal....and the list goes on.

Reached My Daily Limit For Rating!
Sorry All I have reached my daily limit for rating once again. What's the deal with that. We only get 1000 ratings a day? I sure hope if I ever get to GodFather that it's unlimited because this just pisses me off when we have tons of Happy Hours and I can no longer rate. Grrrrrrrrr. Well, Guess I'm off for the night until tomorrow when my ratings come back.

The War
This is a Rant, and it is my own personal feelings on the matter. I can give a rats ass who feels differently then I do, and I can give a rats ass what you think of me after you get done reading this, however I'm writing this on my blogs just so I can get it out of my system. When Operation Desert storm started, I was in the U.S. Army. I joined after that unforgettable day where I lost 10 of my friends. I was angry, and wanted revenge. Most of this nation felt the same way. However when Operation Desert storm started it was a complete turn around. Now we have Anti-war movements, and people disrepecting our Armed forces. I dont get that, I dont get it at all. I laugh as people say "The Government is sending our loved ones to die." or "The Government killed my child." Sure sure, dont get me wrong, I feel for thier loss, and wish them the best but as it stands right now there isnt a Draft in place (which I think there should be but besides the point) all these soldiers, ever

The Perfect Blend.
I've only just realized I truly wish to hear the voices of Josh Groban and Tina Arena blend in a duet. They'd compliment each other wonderfully. The word sensual comes to mind. Tina and Mark: Just an old favorite:

Think About It
Idle Thoughts of a Wandering Mind I had amnesia once -- or twice. ***** Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. ***** All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. ***** If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. ***** What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? ***** They told me I was gullible and I believed them. ***** Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. ****** Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. ***** One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. ***** My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. ***** I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. ***** The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. ***** How can there be self-help groups? ***** If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain whales? ****

Choctaw Creation Myth
The Choctaw who remain in Mississippi tell this story as an explanation of how they came to the land where they live now and of how Naniah Waiya Mound came to be. Two brothers, Chata and Chicksah led the original people from a land in the far west that had ceased to prosper. The people traveled for a long time, guided by a magical pole. Each night, when the people stopped to camp, the pole was placed in the ground and in the morning the people would travel in the direction in which the pole leaned. After traveling for an extremely long time, they finally came to a place where the pole remained upright. In this place, they laid to rest the bones of their ancestors, which they had carried in buffalo sacks from the original land in the west. The mound grew out of that great burial. After the burial, the brothers discovered that the land could not support all the people. Chicksah took half the people and departed to the North and eventually became the Chickasaw tribe. Chatah

Chinook Creation Myth
Chinook oral legend has it that the first MEN of the tribe came from the sky because they were the offspring of Thunderbird. The men then found and plucked women (who were in various stages of development) from the valley floor. This was the first Chinook tribe. Also, the rock where the first Chinook woman was plucked still exists. It has a hole all the way through it where her arms passed right through the middle of the rock. I've never seen it but have been told how to get there and where it is. Very few people know about this place (until now), and I'm not at liberty to tell of its whereabouts. The Chinook creation story centers in Oregon, on Saddle Mountain. That's where Thunderbird layed its eggs. Thunderbird was part man, part spirit being. An Ogress rolled five of Thunderbird's eggs down Saddle Mountain, and five men, each of different color, were born. They found their women growing in various states of development in the valley below. The chief man plucked his wife from

Hello Everyne
Hey everyone, its really the weekend now. I am wanting to take people off my list that never replied from the last few months, but I am still giving chances for them to reply. I thank the ones who do reply. I thank the ones who have sent me comments and helped me when I really needed the help. I try my best to help others get ratings too, but I am getting limited on how much I can rate and comment at my level, which is fine, I just dont want to get ahead of myself again is all. Thank you everyone for replying back to me and sending in your comments and rates. I know its easy to help others, I even want to give the 11 ratings but I cant, no credit card to get the v.i.c. and no credit cards to up my stashes, but I do what I can on rating profiles and pics and what I can on comments to try to keep my levels going, its a slow process but I am slowly getting there. Thank you everyone :)

Confused
hmmm where to start.... I guess at the beginning! As most of you know I am almost always single...I kinda like it that way ya know? Well Greta (my best friend) has it in her head she needs to set me up with someone. So, I am going along with it for now. The guy she is trying to hook me up with is nice and sweet and good looking but...(there's always a but) I just don't know. He is nice and easy to talk to and fun to be around (tonight was the 2nd time i have seen him). So the other night he called me and basically asked me out on a date I was all shy and nervous but said sure. Well since it was Greta's idea to hook us up I wanted her there with me since i barely know the guy. I thought we were doing dinner then the bar but we just went to the bar. He knew alot of the people there so he was talking to everybody. We talked a little and Greta and Chris were bugging me about like holding his hand or some shit. I am to shy for all that! He is shy to so there was no way that was

Daughter Of The Sun (cherokee)
The Sun lived on the other side of the sky vault, but her daughter lived in the middle of the sky, directly above the earth, and every day as the Sun was climbing along the sky arch to the west she used to stop at her daughter's house for dinner. Now, the Sun hated the people on the earth, because they could never look straight at her without screwing up their faces. She said to her brother, the Moon, "My grandchildren are ugly; they grin all over their faces when they look at me." But the Moon said, "I like my younger brothers; I think they are very handsome "--because they always smiled pleasantly when they saw him in the sky at night, for his rays were milder. The Sun was jealous and planned to kill all the people, so every day when she got near her daughter's house she sent down such sultry rays that there was a great fever and the people died by hundreds, until everyone had lost some friend and there was fear that no one would be left. They went for help to the Little Men, w

You Know
you know a funny thing was said to me tonight,this guy came out of no where and ask me to see my good pictures,i thought i was being good to you all and giveing you something to look at,but i guess i was wrong..i love my picture i love taken them but if all you want is nudes i am sorry i cant do that anymore,he realy made me feel like my other pics were not good i dont like that feeling.i know some of you were here for the nudes you can take me off your list if you want.but i still love my friends also someone riped a pic just after i put it up please ask first thanks lots of love

How The World Was Made (cherokee)
The earth is a great island floating in a sea of water, and suspended at each of the four cardinal points by a cord hanging down from the sky vault, which is of solid rock. When the world grows old and worn out, the people will die and the cords will break and let the earth sink down into the ocean, and all will be water again. The Indians are afraid of this. When all was water, the animals were above in Gälûñ'lätï, beyond the arch; but it was very much crowded, and they were wanting more room. They wondered what was below the water, and at last Dâyuni'sï, "Beaver's Grandchild," the little Water-beetle, offered to go and see if it could learn. It darted in every direction over the surface of the water, but could find no firm place to rest. Then it dived to the bottom and came up with some soft mud, which began to grow and spread on every side until it became the island which we call the earth. It was afterward fastened to the sky with four cords, but no one remembers who did this.

Glooskap And Malsum (algonquin Creation Myth)
The great Earth Mother had two sons, Glooskap and Malsum. Glooskap was good, wise, and creative; Malsum was evil, selfish, and destructive. When their mother died, Glooskap went to work creating plants, animals, and humans from her body. Malsum, in contrast, made poisonous plants and snakes. As Glooskap continued to create wonderful things, Malsum grew tired of his good brother and plotted to kill him. In jest, Malsum bragged that he was invincible, although there was one thing that could kill him: the roots of the fern plant. He badgered Glooskap for days to find the good brother's vulnerability. Finally, as Glooskap could tell no lies, he confided that he could be killed only by an owl feather. Knowing this, Malsum made a dart from an owl feather and killed Glooskap. The power of good is so strong, however; that Glooskap rose from the dead, ready to avenge himself. Alive again, Glooskap also knew that Malsum would continue to plot against him. Glooskap realized that he had no c

Finally Let It Go
Just kinda bored looking thru where someone had just left a comment. The pics were from January and I had forgotten about them. I scrolled down getting a chuckle out of the comments left for me..and I looked and saw that face...the one that hurt me so deeply. Like the big jerk I am, I looked at his profile. Then I went to the photo galleries...to see some sort of hint of activity on his page...you know the kind I am talking about. I opened a gallery..and there I saw...he was trying to pass himself off as the man he was 20 years ago. I by all means have no right to be critical of anyones appearance, but...OMG he is a 51 year old man leaving his pics from when he was 28 on the site. One of my first rule for any relationship I have with any human being is....honesty. Like a weight lifted off my shoulders...I am fully over him. ~D~

Coyote Kills A Giant
Coyote was walking one day when he met Old Woman. She greeted him and asked where he was headed. "Just roaming around," said Coyote. "You better stop going that way, or you'll meet a giant who kills everybody." "Oh, giants don't frighten me," said Coyote (who had never met one). "I always kill them. I'll fight this one too, and make an end of him." "He's bigger and closer than you think," said Old Woman. "I don't care," said Coyote, deciding that a giant would be about as big as a bull moose and calculating that he could kill one easily. So Coyote said good-bye to Old Woman and went ahead, whistling a tune. On his way he saw a large fallen branch that looked like a club. Picking it up, he said to himself, "I'll hit the giant over the head with this. It's big enough and heavy enough to kill him." He walked on and came to a huge cave right in the middle of the path. Whistling merrily, he went in. Suddenly Coyote met a woman who was crawling along on the ground. "W

Spider Rock
Spider Rock stands with awesome dignity and beauty over 800 feet high in Arizona's colorful Canyon de Chelly National Park (pronounced da Shay). Geologists of the National Park Service say that "the formation began 230 million years ago. Windblown sand swirled and compressed with time created the spectacular red sandstone monolith. Long ago, the Dine (Navajo) Indian tribe named it Spider Rock. Stratified, multicolored cliff walls surround the canyon. For many, many centuries the Dine (Navajo) built caves and lived in these cliffs. Most of the caves were located high above the canyon floor, protecting them from enemies and flash floods. Spider Woman possessed supernatural power at the time of creation, when Dine (Navajo) emerged from the third world into this fourth world. At that time, monsters roamed the land and killed many people. Since Spider Woman loved the people, she gave power for Monster- Slayer and Child-Born-of-Water to search for the Sun-God who was their father. Wh

5-18-07 Astrology
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Figure out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking.

Story Of The Rabbits
The Rabbit nation were very much depressed in spirits on account of being very obedient to their chief, obeyed all his orders to the letter. One of his orders was, that upon the approach of any other nation that they should follow the example of their chief and run up among the rocks and down into their burrows, and not show themselves until the strangers had passed. This they always did. Even the chirp of a little cricket would send them all scampering to their dens. One day they held a great council, and after talking over everything for some time, finally left it to their medicine man to decide. The medicine man arose and said: "My friends, we are of no use on this earth. There isn't a nation on earth that fears us, and we are so timid that we cannot defend ourselves, so the best thing for us to do is to rid the earth of our nation, by all going over to the big lake and drowning ourselves." This they decided to do; so going to the lake they were about to jump in, when th

The Legend Of The Dream Catcher
Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language that only the spiritual leaders of the Lakota could understand. As he spoke Iktomi, the spider, took the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horse hair, beads and offerings on it and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life...and how we begin our lives as infants and we move on to childhood, and then to adulthood. Finally, we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But," Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces -- some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But if you listen to the bad forces, they will hurt you and steer you in the wrong direction."

Legend Of The White Buffalo
One summer a long time ago, the seven sacred council fires of the Lakota Sioux came together and camped. The sun was strong and the people were starving for there was no game. Two young men went out to hunt. Along the way, the two men met a beautiful young woman dressed in white who floated as she walked. One man had bad desires for the woman and tried to touch her, but was consumed by a cloud and turned into a pile of bones. The woman spoke to the second young man and said, "Return to your people and tell them I am coming." This holy woman brought a wrapped bundle to the people. She unwrapped the bundle giving to the people a sacred pipe and teaching them how to use it to pray. "With this holy pipe, you will walk like a living prayer," she said. The holy woman told the Sioux about the value of the buffalo, the women and the children. "You are from Mother Earth," she told the women, "What you are doing is as great as the warriors do." Before she left, she told the people she would r

The Gift Of Corn (lakota)
Alone in a deep forest, far from the village of his people, lived a hermit. His tent was made of buffalo skins, and his robe was made of deerskin. Far from the haunts of any human being, this old hermit was content to spend his many years. All day long, he wandered through the forest, studying the different plants and collecting roots. The roots he used as food and as medicine. At long intervals some warrior would arrive at his tent and get medicinal roots from him for the tribe. The old hermit's medicine was considered far superior to all others. One day, after a long ramble in the woods, the hermit came home so tired that, immediately after eating, he lay down on his bed. Just as he was dozing off to sleep, he felt something rub against his feet. Awakening with a start, he noticed a dark object. It extended an arm toward him. In its hand was a flint-pointed arrow. "This must be a spirit," thought the hermit, "for there is no human being here but me." A voice then said, "Her

A Lot More Then It Looks
I’ve gotten nowhere praying for everyone but myself Sick of singing a solitary hymn with no end Burnt and cut my fingers but it served no use I don’t have an answer but I have a poor excuse My hands won’t entertain the notion of a truce Pretty sure my calling is little more then a ruse The red makes purple out of my blues Hand breaks the finest tools It said disposable But I’m sure it’s good for a few more uses

Lakota Creation Myth
A long time ago, a really long time when the world was still freshly made, Unktehi the water monster fought the people and caused a great flood. Perhaps the Great Spirit, Wakan Tanka, was angry with us for some reason. Maybe he let Unktehi win out because he wanted to make a better kind of human being. Well, the waters got higher and higher. Finally everything was flooded except the hill next to the place where the sacred red pipestone quarry lies today. The people climbed up there to save themselves, but it was no use. The water swept over that hill. Waves tumbled the rocks and pinnacles, smashing them down on the people. Everyone was killed, and all the blood jelled, making one big pool. The blood turned to pipestone and created the pipestone quarry, the grave of those ancient ones. That's why the pipe, made of that red rock, is so sacred to us. Its red bowl is the flesh and blood of our ancestors, its stem is the backbone of those people long dead, the smoke rising from it is

What The Fuck.........
hey everyone it's just me ...i am going to type stuff on here right that will probably get a little personal about me as a person and who i really am.......if you read it you can comment me on it whether that the comment is good or bad.......because i am who i am....so here goes... my head feels fuvked up right now....so many things runny through it it seems as if my brain literally never wants to shut the fuck down there are so many things running through my brain at one time that alot of times it actually hurts.........i cannot finish writing this right now but i will continue it at a later time......

At The Rainbow's End
Long, long ago when First Woman the Goddess was created, she became fully grown in four days. It seemed that every Dine (Navajo) Indian tribesman wanted her for his wife. She did not love any of them, but she did like the handsome ones. Of all the men, however, she thought the most attractive was the Sun-God. Of course, she thought he could never be her husband. To her surprise, one day Sun-God came up behind her and gently tickled her neck with a feathery plume. She was engulfed with warm sunshine, and in a magical way the Goddess became the wife of Sun-God. He fathered her firstborn, a son. Not long thereafter, the Goddess was resting beneath an overhanging cliff when some drops of water fell upon her. Soon the Goddess gave birth to a second son, fathered by Water-God. Because the two boys were so close in age, they became known as the Twins of the Goddess. They lived in a beautiful canyon that later became a part of Dine (Navajo) land. About that time, a Great Giant roam

Losing Time
I would like to be torn apart from the inside out Not figuratively, reach inside my ass and pull my stomach out Spread my bowels in your fucking face Lean in to the maze for your taste of grace Get a good laugh beneath your cardiac catharsis While I keep whispering in your ear that the explosion is harmless I’m an army of hedonists, we run loose shifts There’s no telling who is going to come to my lips or fingertips Flip through mental clips of barbarism Hoping to be able to keep a lid on my shit But I’m a shit slinger, and I shoot from the hip Rectangular dent mark in the skull where the sledge-hammer hit Eyes roll back, awash with blood as the jaw slacks I have a back And lower down It cracks This is the region I direct you to as I say “kiss my ass” My syllable is its own class Carry only the prettiest shards of glass Movements of a war dance super-sonic death chants I bled today and did my best to make it last But I heal too fast, my wounds are black Can’t get

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

I Need Some Advice
How do you get over or control jealousies.. and I am not talking about over a lover.. just jealousy over someone else's looks and what they get.. things like that.. I wish I knew how, but I don't. Your adive will be much appreciated. Thank you.

*love For My Computer*
Love for my computer... For this i have many reasons... On this device Im a virtual surfer... I seek friendship, and jut people to talk to, season after season... Really I just do this just because Im bored... I set Higher standards for people I meet... You can just call it something of some sort... ***SIGHS*** Is there something i seek...that i really care for...? Yes...yes there is... there is still another reason or two why....there has to be.. *THINKING*** Hmm...Why i have love for my computer... Is it because i have no life....no... Am i bored...? Yes! Am i just insecure...? Heavens No!! Is it becuase the people i meet on this device, i really care for....? Maybe... OH!! Its because i do care for them...and i love my computer because all my friends are in them!!! **Its just somwthing silly (9_9)

Carl's Garden
Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake. Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well. Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us. He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in W.W.II. Watching him, we worried that although he had survived W.W.II, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity. When he saw the flyer at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he responded in his characteristically unassuming manner. Without fanfare, he just signed up. He was well into his 87th year when the very thing we had always feared finally happened. He was just finishing his watering for the day when three gang members a