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My Littlest Angel, Judy
As most of you know my youngest, Judy is special needs. For all her difficulties to over come she is one of the sweetest most loving little girl I have ever met. Okay, I'm sure thats alot of Mommy speaking LOL I am so very proud of her. She does all her therapies with a smile and works very hard. She has had some trouble with her left eye ever since her last eye surgery. Found out some good news, the vision is getting better, but it looks like she is going to need MORE surgery on the eye. She has come through every one very well, its Mom who falls apart. I let everyone know when they schedual it and ask for any prayers you may have for her. It looks like it will be in mid August when she has a break from school. If I seem off for the next few days, I'm just trying to absorb it all. Thank You to ALL my family, friends and fans, your the best. Many Hugs, Trish

Naked People...wtf!
Wow where do I begin? Ladies, I love ya but you gotta slow down on this idea that your naked pictures are a good idea. This isn’t spring break where no-one you know is going to see it. Isn’t it possible that more than just random people are looking at you. How would daddy feel. Grandma isn’t proud. I love woman and I’m thankful everyday for you beautiful people. Try showing that you’re beautiful between the ears too. Sure your thoughts may not get rated as much as your boobs but at least you’ll have your dignity. Sure I may sound like a churchy, conservative piece of shit but, I don’t believe in one godlike person, I hate that idea actually. I’m all about self expression but that’s not what that is. You’re just showing a bunch of men, more pig like than you realize, what they, in all their selfishness, think they deserve. Who are they? They’re people who spend most of their time tying you into knots one minute and saying those 3 little words the next. Then you forgive them and Yo

My Rant For The Day!!!
MAYBE IT IS JUST ME AND MY RELATIONSHIPS BUT IVE NOTICED THAT IT IS OK FOR HIM TO STAY OUT TIL 1-2 IN THE MORNING "WORKING" OR "BSing" OR TELL ME THAT HE IS ON HIS WAY HOME (HES ONLY 20 MIN AWAY) AND ILL SEE HIM 2 HRS LATER !!!! BUT IF I TRY TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT....ITS ALL WRONG!! HE DOES HAVE A VERY DANGEROUS JOB, AND ALTHOUGH WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 6 YEARS, I NEVER LOSE THE FEAR OF SOMETHING HAPPENING SO WHEN HE SAYS THAT HE IS ABOUT TO LEAVE WORK AND I DONT SEE OR HEAR FROM HIM IN 2 HRS....I CALL HIM! IF HE DOESNT ANSWER, ILL WAIT ABOUT 20 MIN AND CALL AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN TO MAKE SURE THAT HE IS OK!! BUT LET ME TELL HIM THAT IM ON MY WAY HOME AND NOT SHOW UP FOR A FEW HRS AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE AND SEE HOW PISSED HE GETS!! MAYBE ITS JUST ME BUT I THOUGHT THAT U SHOULD DO UNTO OTHERS AS U WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO U!!! OK...IM OVER IT NOW.

Sorry!!!!
my friggin computer was giving me problems and i have had to use a crummy laptop but hopefully soon it will be back up and running now,i'm waiting for the internet people here to get their stuff together and get me the disk i need to get back online aaarrrggggg!!!!love to all my friends see you soon and hope to hear from you as well!!!! thanks ,the neighborhoodwench

Family
A cherished gift Your family's love A gift to me From God above Embraced my life With open arms I feel so safe Away from harm You make me feel Like I belong A strange emotion Once thought gone Your family's trust I'll always keep Your family's love I'll treasure deep

Its Been A Month Now. . .(song And Lyrics Included)
Its been a month now since my mom's passed, and I thought I would put a song in this blog that she absolutely loved. . . EVANESCENCE LYRICS "My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to t

Let My Heart Glow
When these moonlights spread out in the nights The memories of you come by my way All the cherished moments of our love comes to alive Stories which people use to say was there to see Love was on a gloom with the essence of purity in it You may have known from the start As you may have known me and my love from start Sitting and admiring your love all alone Touch my heart and make the pain go away Let my heart glow againâ�¦.

If You Have....
If you have two seconds to go vote for me I would really appreciate and LOVE the support, if you leave me a comment saying you have been voting or will go vote I will leave you somethin nice. Thank you everyone! ALSO!!! I have 2 new pictures up, check them out! If you have HTML code disabled here is the link: http://www.smashboxonline.com/modeling/profile.asp?SmashBox_ProfileID=1250606

Our Children
I sit and wander, where time goes we try our best to teach them right, as times change and our children grow, We love them with all our might. It's not easy to raise a child at times, we don't know what to do we weren't given any instructions It's a challenge that's all new. Our children, are our lives and our most important goal, to love and to guide them and to place them in life's role. Our children are our future and time will only tell the job we've done as parents and if we've done it well....

Ims
for anyone reading these, i want to apologize to my friends, family, or lovers for not being on yahoo, aim, etc...i just need a rest from that stuff right now! I am also presently trying to find work, and its really kicking my ass...so please forgive me...I am just menatally exhausted... I am also training at a gondola service now too, and my muscles feel like they've been in a bar fight! speaking of which...I have to go there right now. have a great day everyone....!

You're Sweet
You're sweet as the morning The rise so silver and white You're sweet as a rainbow All shiny and bright You're sweet as a sunset After a summer days rain You're sweet like the shower Wash away all my pain You're sweet as soft velvet So silky to touch You're sweet as forever And I love you so much

Poem: Cry For The Creatures
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Cry for the Creatures Gray Wolf, my Spirit Brother Forgive my people their ways I feel your tears Earth Mother At the trust that Man betrays Great Eagle, Lord of the Sky We place poisons in the air And we do not hear your cry That nests will soon be bare Brother Bear we take your home No longer have great ice floes Your places to hunt and roam The danger to you always grows Great Caribou, where are the herds Your birthing grounds silent no more Pipes divide your place into thirds Still more profits they implore All creatures Great and Small Forgive Man for his endless greed As slowly, one by one you fall And Earth's cries he does not heed

Messy Fingers
Sticky fingers ' tangled hair, scattered crayons, everywhere. Fancy artwork ' on the wall ' drawn by midgets ' three feet tall. Tell me why ' and tell me how ' that was mine ' I want it NOW! Fix my bike. Buy me gum. If you have it, I want some. Dirty faces, grass-stained knees, learning words ' like pretty please. Endless hugs & goofy wet kisses, learning respect with 'Mr.' & 'Mrs.' Scraped-up hands, from falling down. Tender tugs - - on my night gown. Need more paper ' for Santa's letter? I wasn't so bad ' but I've been better. Watching a movie ' again and again ' Mommy, please ' put the tape back in. Messy fingers ' hair gone wild ' all in the life ' of our precious child !!

~wicked Graffics Contest~
I AM HOLDING A WICKED GRAFFIC CONTEST I NEED 10 TO ENTER AND START THE CONTEST... IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE OR SHOUT BOX MESSAGE AND I WILL GET BACK TO U !!! 1ST PLACE~ 50,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 3 V.I.C Gift's and A spot on MY profile for about a week letting everyone know u are the shit!!!! 2ND PLACE~ 30,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 2 V.I.C Gift's 3RD PLACE~ 10,000 IN GIFTS OF UR CHOICE AND 1 V.I.C GIFT IF U THINK UR THE SHIT OF GRAFFICS COME AND BE IN THIS CONTEST I WILL PROMOTE THE SHIT OUTTA THE WINNER I PROMISE!!!!!

A Sad Day
As of this morning my favorite pair of boxers lost a heroic battle of comming apart from the elastic. As a result, they are no more and must be thrown away. A small service will be held later. Rates and comments are needed to cheer me up :(

Fakes
So many fakes. Fake people. Fake words. Fake feelings. Fake attitudes. Fake faces. Fake bodies. Fake lives. I'm real. Real words. Real feeings. Real attitude. Real face. Real body. Real life. Real smile on the outside. Fakes smile on the inside. Real happiness on the ouside. Fake happiness on the inside.

Im Not Leavin
i want2 thank everyone 4 the comments.and with that being said im stayin on. i shouldnt let anything stupid make me leave here, so yall convinced me 2 stay, i am glad i have frieds out there that care. actually i know all my friends care and i am thankful 4 everyone of u. so i will go now but again i thank yall.

Love
Watching Looking Waiting Searching When will it happen? I miss it I want it I need it I long for it When will it happen? Is it even out there for me anymore? I haven't seen it in so long. I haven't felt it in so long. Wil it ever happen again?

Helicopter Ride
Helicopter Ride Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, "Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter." Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, "Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance." To this, Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they lan

The Poet's Heart
No uttered words the poet speaks, No skies of golden hue, No tales of unrequited love, They were lost when I lost you. No words to caress his lover's heart, And gone the dreams he swore they'd live, But alone within the poet dwells, No uttered words... none left to give. No music swells within his soul, Just silence surrounds his heart, And the solitude engulfs his world, When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see, And the glory he saw each day, Now the poet pens his last farewell, No more love can he convey. But what's the poet's soul to do? To release the love he feels, For he'll surely die and wither, If that love he now conceals. He must hide the hurt and heartache, Just smile to friends and say, I'm fine... love doesn't matters, And deceive them all that way. For a different face he'll show them, To barricade his pain, To hide his shattered spirit, From the love he ne'er attained. But the pain within shall kill h

Wasted
All the tears I have wasted. All the hurt. All the pain. WASTED Wasted on you. Wasted on "things" Wasted on stupid stuff. All the thinking, talking, planning and waiting. WASTED. Tears I have cried. Thoughts I have thunk. Dreams I have dreamt. The big part of my heart I had opened up. WASTED.

Morph_central Yahoo Group
OK I created a Yahoo group where every morpher or person that wants one can join. There is also a Morph of the Month contest. It's just opened, so I hope it does well. :) http://tech.groups.yahoo.com/group/morph_central/

Soul Mates
You are everything I have wanted. You are everything I have looked for. You are everything I have dreamt of. Can not stop teh feelings I have. Can not stop the thoughts I think. Why do you live so far away? Why does it have to be this way? I do not want anybody else. You are the one for me. I feel I am the one for you. It hurts to deny it. It hurts to admit it just can not be.

Pre Op Work Up
So,I went to the hospital this morning to pre register for monday and to have all my lab work done and passed out not once,but twice while they were drawing my blood.That was embaressing to say the least lol and damn the technician I told her I have small veins and that they always use the butterfly needle when I have my blood drawn,but nooooooooooooooo,I dont know what I'm talking about right?!?! well they stuck me three times b4 they decided to use one SOB's.and they also put a wrist band on that I can not get wet,they gave me some latex gloves incase it's absolutly nessecary that I get wet,so no dish duty YAY!!!!but how the hell am I supposed to wash my hair???

Bush's Resignation Speech (fantasy)
Bush resignation speech Even if you are one of the rabid Bush - haters, read this. It might have some value. Many of you deserve a PRESIDENT Pelosi. It has a ring to it that you will find dramatic. Maybe, even a tad mind- bending. I have NO clue as to the author or his/her intent. I think it is a masterpiece. If it were to happen, it just MIGHT awaken this sleeping mass of indifference we once called the UNITED States of America, before we disintegrate into a multi-cultural, politically correct pile of corrupt mush. If he were to give the speech, I would hope some of you might be smart enough to get out of the market one day before. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any lon

Cyberspace....
I can not see you but, I know you are there. I can not feel you but, you have touched me. I can not hear you but, I amlistening. I can not taste you but, you are sweet. by: Abigail Aka BlondeAquarius aka Dj~Goddess

So What Will It Take?
OMG.. I am so fukin bored at work right now.... I am all alone.... literally..... and I sware.... when your all alone... you hear things that you never heard before... and FREAK OUT!!!... I want to go..... Isn't there anyone who can come get me?.... Take me away?... no?.... no takers... What if I give you... um...hmmm... Well I work for a Surgeon.... and you know that the Doctors offices have the best pens.... I got some... you want one?... I will give some to you if you come get me.... OH... I GOT ME A MESS LOAD OF PAPER~CLIPS..... ... um... some stampers that have Confidential... Just think of what you can do with a stamper like that!!!... Awww.. Come On!!... Your not going to be happy until I am like... sobbing arn't you?.... Please... I got Post~it note pads.... hmmmmm?

Another Song I Like
"Save Me" You know the summer time is gone now All the leaves are on the ground Everything is turning Stuck in a rut You know another year is over Add another candle is on the cake I ain't getting no younger Stuck in a rut And only you could get me out of this place [Chorus] Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Save me Give me what I need I know you can break these chains And set me free Set me free You know the wintertime is here now And my poor heart is freezing up Keep the fire burning, baby Stuck in a rut And only you can melt the pain away [Chorus] Wishing you were here 'Cause I can't hold on calm me down when I lie awake All night long [Chorus] You know the summer time is gone now And my poor heart is freezing up

How's It Going To Be
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for? When I say out loud, "I want to get out of this," I wonder, is there anything I'm going to miss? I wonder how it's going to be when you don't know me. How's it going to be when you're sure I'm not there? How's it going to be when there’s no one there to talk to between you and me? 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be? How's it going to be? Where we used to laugh, there's a shouting match sharp as a thumbnail scratch A silence I can't ignore, like the hammock by the doorway we spent time in Swing's empty I don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me I wonder how's it going to be when it goes down How's it going to be when your not around? How's it going to be when you found out there was nothing between you and me? 'Cause I don't care How's it going to be? And how's it going to be when you don't know me anymore? And ho

Life May Have Been Beautiful
With you life may have been beautiful... The touch of your lips, your soft smooth skin feels so warm but we are surrounded by a shroud of cold. The cold of hate, the cold of oblivion envelopes us, caressing me Gently guiding me away from your arms. With you life may have been beautiful... this secret love we shared with vanity slowly consuming us, draining away your beauty robbing me of my innocence. I hate this admiration I have for you. These indescribable feelings slowly killing me inside Wishing I could wash away my memories of you... Like love letters scribbled in the sand during high tide. But no, its just not possible to wash away the way I feel... if only life was that easy. With you life may have been beautiful all of my dreams may have come true. But you're so blinded by yourself which leaves you so unwilling to see life through anyone else's eyes. With you life may have been beautiful but sometimes beauty is just a farce.

Martin Luther King - Very Interesting
This information was fascinating to me, since my Dad went to Boston CTS with MLK and played ping-pong with him regularly. The Truth About Martin Luther King, Jr.-Truth! & Fiction! Summary of the eRumor A collection of alleged facts about Martin Luther King that are critical of the Civil Rights leader. The Truth Let's take them one at a time: His name wasn't Martin Luther King-Confusing! According to all accounts, the name on Martin Luther King's birth certificate is Michael and there is no evidence that he changed it. He didn't pick the name Martin Luther out of the air, however. It was the name his father used and claimed to have given to his son. According to Africana.com, Martin Luther King, Sr. said that his son's given name was Martin Luther but that the doctor who delivered him put "Michael" on the birth certificate, something he didn't know until much later. Until adulthood, Martin Luther King, Jr. was known as "M.L." or "Michael." Martin Luther King p

For My Love...
They read you Cinderella, You hoped it would come true, And one day a Prince Charming would come rescue you, You like romantic movies, And you never will forget, The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet. And all this time that you've been waiting, You don't have to wait no more, I can love you like that, I would make you my world, Move heaven and earth, If you were my girl, I would give you my heart, Be all that you need, Show you you're everything that's precious to me, If you give me a chance, I can love you like that, (I can love you like that, I can love you like that) I never make a promise, I don't intend to keep, So when I say forever, Forever's what I mean, Well I'm no Casanova, But I swear this much is true, I'll be holding nothing back when it comes to you, You dream of love that's everlasting, Well baby open up your eyes, I can love you like that, I would make you my world, Move heaven and earth, If you were my girl, I would give you my heart

Monday
Monday Morning, Angie and I are going to go pick my dad up from the Prison in Lapeer, Michigan. Then we have to go do all that crazy stupid stuff, so he can get on tether and be home! Then I'm coming home, getting my check, going to this little town north of Sagnasty with Andy getting his truck stuff! Then I'm going back to Vassar, and introducing andy to my dad! SWEET!

Unsettled.....
I'm feeling very out of sorts, and I don't know why. Many thoughts are pouring into my head, and I'd call them realizations, but I think I knew most of them already. I was forcibly struck by the thought that I really am a truly nice guy, that I care totally and deeply for those I do care about, and have little interest in others, that I wish I was a better provider for my family, that I wish I had finished school twenty years ago instead of now, and that I have never really acheived all that I am possible of acheiving. I have had to deal with a lot of things that I need to do and don't want to do. Returning to school is one of those things. I have been forcibly struck by the fact that my parents won't live forever, and that makes me sad. My darling llw and I (I now refer to her in lower case as befitting of her status as my sub) is facing the same truths about her parents, so I guess I am facing that as well. The bottom line, I think, is that I see many folks who need some

"the Natural" Randy Couture To Aid Returning War Fighters
Couture's Foundation to aid Soldiers in need By Thomas Gerbasi Heavyweight Champion Randy Couture sees the headlines. He reads about the tragedies, hears many wonder what the youth of the United States are doing to effect change in this world, and the prognosis is almost always negative. But then he’ll visit a military base or medical facility, and he’ll see young people who are not only doing their part to improve their lives and the lives of those around them, but who epitomize the best of what this country has to offer. “You go and meet a bunch of these soldiers, some of whom are perfectly healthy and over there putting it on the line, and some of them who have come back wounded, and you realize quickly that you are looking at and staring in the face of the backbone and of the foundation that our country was built on,” said Couture. “It’s alive and well in these guys.” That’s a good thing for the present and future here in the States, but there is also the down side, the f

Rated A '7' ???
OKay, so I understand we have a 1-10 rating system here..and in all fairness, I suppose not everyone understands that is just for show, right? Someone actually rated me a 7. And well, while people might feel that I am being a bit conceited when I say this, I am NOT a 7. And to add insult to injury, before they rated me a 7, they sent me a friend request. I don't think that this is quite the effective way to make friends. I'm only venting I suppose...not everyone has such a vast comprehension of the universe as I appear to. I should cut them some slack, right? HELL NO I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO, AND FURTHERMORE I REFUSE TO! Wow, do I feel better, or what??? LMFAO

Curosity Kills The Cat..
So who has noticed that I am back? My love is back as well as you can see.Hope all has been well with everyone.I just got back from Italy but still am not home yet I am actually at my sisters will return home on Saturday.I can't wait & neither can she.LOL Anyway just giving everyone a big Hello!!!

Angel Family And All My Men On My Family And Friends List Plz...
okay i need u guys to bomb my pic. I really need all the help i can get! It started this morning to next friday! So if u can help me out i would love it so much! Thanks to everyone....muawww Maria majorboredum_ ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~s _man@ CherryTAP

Ideas And Requests
The two pictures I have on my profile at the moment were taken in Febuary 2007. I am planning totake some new photos Monday. Now is your oppertunity to post an idea or theme you would like me to use in the pictures. It can be anything you want. Best ideas will be used. Mac xxxx

Those Born From 1930-1979...
IThose Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle an

The Ratings Game
While I have been known to rate some rather unsightly people a "1", that is a RARE occurance. i always rate people 10. However, when I see this on my Bar Tab: It makes me rate that person's profile and all available pics a "1". Then, looking at their profile, i see how new they are, but still ... Show some fucking respect people.

Ensign: Ananias The Bad
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 May 2007 There are three men who go by the name of Ananias in the New Testament book of Acts. There's no evidence the three ever met or would have in the normal course of events. But each of them, just like each of us, had the call of God on their lives; in fact, the name Ananias is derived from the Hebrew proper name Hananiah which means "God is gracious". How often we forget (or seem to) that the names we're given actually mean something, often something to live up to! Regrettably, not everyone who's called by God responds in a way that honors Him -- in fact, of the three men we'll be reviewing over these weeks, only one gave his best, the Ananias in Damascus who attended the blinded Saul. We'll see that the Ananias we study this

Truly Love You God
I truly love You. Even when the whole world seems to be against me and I feel alone. I know I am not alone, for You, my Father God, are with me. This life seems to be filled with trials. With bad that seems to sneak up behind us. At times it has honestly shaken me to my core. Times when I honestly did not think I could go on. But, even in those times, I reminded myself, I am not alone in this life. I know that our consequences to the actions and decisions can throw up for a loop. While we are doing what we know to be wrong, we do not think those actions will come to much. We could not be more wrong! They come around, for God's Word clearly says, we reap what we sow. In everything we do, good or bad, we will have a reaction out of it. Like the stone thrown into the quiet water of a lake. The fisherman on the side know what effect this stone will have. It will chase the fish away. Their catch of the day will be less or even cancelled. The sound of the stone is not

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hows Your Vibe?
HOWS YOUR VIBE? Life is honestly GREAT Im out of my mind.. Im out of control.. I dont trust anyone but myself Prove me wrong I've yet to find someone who can handle me.. which is probably the best thing.. Bottom Line.. IM an AWESOME BROAD Who isnt gay &keeps things real with great vibes who ACTS her age.highschool is over Fck dumb bitches!!! "Happiness is NOT a destination..but a manner of TRAVEL"

Help Find Maddie!!! Missing Child!! Please Share!!!
Madeleine McCann has been missing since 3rd May 2007. She was taken from the bed in which she was sleeping, in an apartment in Praia da Luz in the Algarve region of Portugal.She has a very distinctive mark in the pupil of her right eye, which cannot be changed, although it is likely that who ever has taken her will have tried to change her appearance. If you think you have seen Maddie or know of her whearabouts call the Police UK 999 Europe 112 Portuguese Police more... direct 00351 282 405 400 or Crimestoppers 0800 555 111 Saturday was her fourth birthday. For more more... information on the search or for the police lines check out http://www.sky.com/news Four Year Old Madeleine McCann was abducted from her parent's apartment in Portugal March 3rd while her parents dined in a restaurant across the hall, not 50 yards away. Her status remains Missing. Recognition is key in finding her and bringing little Maddie safely back to her Mum and Dad. Please view this video and pass

Funny Look At Hatred
Two Arabs boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and >> >> the >> >> other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a >> >> Marine >> >> sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes >> >> off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window >> >> seat said, "I need to get up and get a coke." >> >> "Don't get up," said the Marine, "I'm in the aisle seat, I'll get it >> >> for >> >> you." >> >> As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and >> >> spat >> >> in it. >> >> When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, "That >> >> looks >> >> good, I'd really like one, too." Again, the Marine obligingly went to >> >> fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other >> >> shoe and spat in it. >> >> When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As >> >> the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes

Androgyny
ANDROGYNE Definition: A biological condition resulting from hormonal miscues during fetal washing of the brain during gender identity development. The patient postnatally merges both polar gender identities displaying an assortment of both masculine and feminine qualities. Alternative names: third sex; unisex What is a person who is Androgyne? A person psychologically, intrinsically and socially intermediate between male and female, displaying physical traits and manifesting a merging of the roles traditionally stereotyped as belonging to male and female. The primary difference between people who are Androgyne and other individuals is that they cannot live life fully as either men or woman because they are intrinsically both genders. Is there a biological basis for Androgynes? Yes. The biological basis for the inborn condition stems from an interaction between the developing brain and sex hormones in the first trimester. There is the formation of a gender system

I'm Not Supposed To Love You Anymore
We agreed that it was over Now the lines have all been drawn The vows we made began to fade But now they're gone Put your pictures in a shoebox And my gold ring in a drawer I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now Sheri says she's jealous Of this freedom that I've found If she were me she would be Out on the town And she says she can't imagine What on earth I'm waiting for I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh, I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are But I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emotions that I never fought before 'Cause I'm not supposed to love you anymore Now I'm writing you this letter And it's killing me tonight That I agreed when you believed it wasn't right And I couldn't sleep up on the bed So I'm down here on the floor Where I'm not supposed to love you anymore Oh I shouldn't care or wonder where and how you are And I can't hide this hurt inside my broken heart I'm fighting back emo

Cake Or Bed
A husband is at home watching a football game when his wife interrupts, “Honey, could you fix the light in the hallway? It’s been flickering for weeks now.” He looks at her and says angrily, “Fix the light now? Does it look like I have GE written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” "Fine," Then the wife asks, "Well, then, could you fix the fridge door? I won’t close right.” To which he replied, “Fix the fridge door? Does it look like I have WESTINGHOUSE written on my forehead? I don’t think so.” "Fine," she says, “Then you could at least fix the steps to the front door. They are about to break.” "I'm not a carpenter and I don’t want to fix steps. Does it look like I have ACE HARDWARE written on my forehead? I don’t think so. I have had enough. I’m going out!!!” So he goes to a bar and drinks for a couple of hours. He starts to feel guilty about how he treated his wife and decides to go home. As he walks into the house he notices that the steps are alrea

So Much For Pretending
Straight out of some story You walked in, in all your glory I thought you were perfect for me I was out of my mind Looked like I was winning It was the best love I'd ever been in Just when we were begining The end-you left me behind And I was looking forward to a happy ending So much for pretending I should have known better Than to think of happy ever after You and me together I was out of my league I kept my heart hidden And now I'm wishing that I didn't Oh who am I kidding You weren't even intrigued And I was looking forward to a happy ending So much for pretending It could have been beautiful If I'd only met you If I'd only let you know What you meant to me And if I could I would Give you a demonstration Of how my imagination Thought it ought to be So much for pretending Ooh yeah, pretending...pretending So much for pretending

Dear Mr. President
I thought the magnitude and the simplicity of this is awesome! Cindy Sheehan asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea?" Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then, long, long ago, a mother asked, "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." To know the wil

She Really Lived
I stand alone, outside, in the dark The summer rain soaks me to the bone, As I stand here a familiar question comes once again to my mind, "Who am I?" I wonder quietly This is a question that I have yet to find an answer to There has to be more to me than just a name, I begin to think about all the things I am, I think about how I am my mothers daughter How we share the same stubborness and wicked sense of humor I am also my fathers baby girl And how I am sorry that we never got to mend our broken fences I am also a little sister, an aunt, and a graddaughter All of these are relationships I have taken to lighly in the past I should learn how to dedicate more time to these people I am a women, a women living with regrets Regrets from my past, for being weak, for never being the friend that so many needed me to be These are things that to this day hurt me deep inside and for which I am very sorry As I ponder this last thought another one

Sick Of It
I am so sick of guys acting all interested for a few days and then they just stop talking to me as much.... fcuk if your gonna do that dont bother talking to me at all... i have feelings too and they do get hurt.... i am sick of it i am done talking to guys for a while i am just gonna do for my self and my kids for now.... so if you are a guy and try talkign to me and i dont reply its not nessasarly cause i dont like you its just that i am done getting hurt.... you all say i am different but in all reality you are all the same....

House Of Cards
It's late at night the world's asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cause my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing I know about honesty Is every lie I told that you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards Now I can't look you in your eyes Because the guilt is killing me I try disconnect my heart again Just so I can breathe I wanna be myself again But I just can't cause I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets I keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies But I'm too afraid to come clean Cause my life's the flame in a house of cards It's such a shame what I've become After years of breaking down My whole life has come undone Cause I'm trying

For My Dad!
Aun no estoy preparada para perderte... No estoy preparada para que me dejes solo. Aun no estoy preparada para crecer y aceptar que es natural, para reconocer que todo tiene un principio y tiene un final. Aun no estoy preparada para no tenerte y solo recordarte... Aun no estoy preparada para no poder oirte o no poder hablarte, no estoy preparada para que no me abraces y para no poder abrazarte. Aun te necesito y aun no estoy preparada para caminar por el mundo preguntandome por que No estoy preparada hoy ni nunca lo estare. Te necesito.

"where No One Else Has"
You gave me inspiration, and someon to believe in. To know these feelings, that I have are real. Knowing what not to expect is..... IF U WANNA FINISH READIN IT GO TO roadrebel63@ CherryTAP CHECK OUT HIS BLOGS & L@@K FOR THE ONE THAT SAYS "WHERE NO ONE ELSE HAS" (in poems)& that's where you can finish readin it,ENJOY,I DID,LOL! HE WROTE IT FOR ME,HOW C@@L IS THT? LV'D IT! :-) TY RAYMOND thediamonddew.com

My Song For Now!
Tras De Mi" tengo un ticket sin regreso y un monton de sueños dentro de un veliz un adios para mis viejos, mucho miedo y muchas ganas de poder vivir abrir las alas para escapar sin ti para encontrar libertad lejos de aqui, lejos de aqui una guitarra y mi niñez la escuela y mi primera vez amigos q no he vuelto a ver se van quedando tras de mi un cigarrillo, una cancion las fotos de un primer amor recuerdos en mi habitacion se van quedando tras de mi oooo quedando tras de mi quedando atras de mi tras de miiii oo tengo un nudo en la garganta, tengo un mapa que me lleva a otro pais el intento de una carta una historia y muchas ganas de poder vivir abrir las alas para escapar sin ti para encontrar libertad lejos de aqui, lejos de aqui una guitarra y mi niñez la escuela y mi primera vez amigos q no he vuelto a ver se van quedando tras de mi un cigarrillo, una cancion las fotos de un primer amor recuerdos en mi habitaci

Go After Him Guys..... Pinktacoeater
there is a guy on CT and be warned ladies that if you ask him not to talk to you a certain way because you arent feeling good or for what ever other reason this is the treatment you will also get ............................................... READ FROM BOTTOM UP AND YOU CAN SEE I NEVER SAID BUT MAYBE A FEW THINGS TO HIM BUT BECAUSE I WAS NICE AND ASKED HIM TO NOT TALK TO ME A CERTAIN WAY HE COULDNT HANDLE REJECTION FROM SOMEONE HE WANTS TO SAY IS FAT AND UGLY LMAOOOO!!! PinkTacoEa...: one last thing before i go about fans im selective not a whore whos married who comes on here to talk to guys because her old man cant fuck. lol PinkTacoEa...: and try getting your fat ass off the couch and gettin some exercise ! moooo PinkTacoEa...: dont be mad cause im thin and your obese! lay off the bacon heffer! PinkTacoEa...: wow ! u hurt me with the fans lol. ur a fat country bumpkin who prob never been out of arkansas your mommma prob fucked her brother and made u! PinkTac

What Is A Soldier?
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something it's u

Tinted Glass
Tinted Glass With all that you've been through to shape the world that you perceive. A static point of view, you only see what you believe. Such skewed reality becomes so hard to live without. No objectivity, the only hope you have is doubt.

Background Links
Need a Background.... Check these sites... http://www.wonderbackgrounds.com http://www.capricorn007.com http://www.bigoo.ws/ These three sites allow for direct linking, so you won't have to worry about having to upload it to your own server.

Artistic Wood Crafting
I love Artistic Wood Crafting. I have made everything from Jewelry Boxes to Dressers. That’s what I do for entertainment. Yeah, it’s boring I know, but I like it. I love building something with intricate wood carvings and sometimes I burn pictures and scenes in my creations. I just started selling my work and am doing pretty well with it. I charge $35.00 for a plain soft wood box (stained) and $55.00 for a plain box made of Cherry, Apple, Peach, Walnut, Oak, etc wood. Those boxes are 12” wide x 10” deep x 10” high. The boxes have Brass corners, hinges and chains. I charge more for hand carved or burned designs on them. I also do chairs, tables, dressers, cabinets, Just about anything. I am working on a dining room table right now (off & on) that has a dragon and unicorn war going on, on it. It’s done in cherry and mahogany and will be sanded to perfection and finished with a high gloss hardener. If anyone wants a one of a kind hand built, built for life, high quality piece of furniture

Fun Stars 5-18-07
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point. have no clue what this all entails but i'm looking forward to anything that may actually come my way as is, I have a job interview today folks so cross your fingers and i'll give an update later

Help!! I Only Need 20 ,000,000 To Level
Love how creative some Cherries get to level up. I love the Cherry-whores who whore out friends. Nice of you to do that. Just sending some love too all of the Cherry-Whores out there! The RATE/FAN/FRIEND whores The STASH whores (thumbs up) The BLAST whores who are always on Tap The HAPPY HOUR whores... hey gotta love THEM. The PERFECT 10 whores who get mad if they get less that '10' I love you all. It's hard damn work whorin' like that.

Check It Out
HOTTEST LOVER CONTEST, think you have what it takes? Ready to show your lover how much you do care, well enter them to win a FREE 7 DAY BLAST. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. Your pic must be safe for work, lord knows I have had enough flagged this week. I will send out a link to you 24 hours prior to the contest so you can start telling your friends and pimping yourself or lover out. So the question is, HOW MUCH DO YOU REALY LOVE HIM OR HER???????? Lets find out. Second and third place will also recieve a prize of a big pimp gift and everyone who enters and gets at least 100 comments will recieve a trophy. Please send a cmail if you would like to enter Dark Enigma CT MAFIA~ Wife to One Hot Momma & Perky's Mistress & Jess's lover@ CherryTAP

44 Things A Good Would Like
1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly 6-hug them 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your family 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her she beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! 21-kiss her on the lips 22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff 23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD 24-make her feel loved 25-buy her stuff. small things can still help 26-don't lie to her 27-dont cheat on her 28-take her anywhere she wants 29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her hav

When You Left
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

Update
I have uploaded some new pic's. Please feel free to leave comments and let me know what you think. If you would like to me to make u a pic please let me know. I need to know what other pic's u like I need to see some pic's of u and I need to know your favorite colors. All Juggalos and Juggalettes, If you have a favorite Psychopathic Artist or Jokers Card Please let me know I will be happy to use that. MMFWCL, SweetZ SweetZ † Sexy Angel † ~Juggalo Stalker~ *Fan Of Gir*@ CherryTAP

Guestbook On Profile
Hi Everyone! I just wanted to ask if you would add yourself to the guestbook I just put on my page...that'd be awesome! I'd like to get all my wonderful friends and family and fans on there! Thank you so much everyone and have a great day! Big Hugs, Jessica aka Jesilou

Memories
Staring into the darkness looking at the stars wondering why you haven’t come for me yet. I scream out your name but you can not hear me. This night is getting colder with each passing hour. The tears in my eyes are evaporating away. I'm engulfed in this memory that plays over Like a bad dream. I can feel that I am gradually waking to see the light of another day, I can’t believe I made It though another night without you. It’s been months since I’ve seen your face laying here quiet closing my eyes. I can barely recall something I used to feel when you held me so tight I try to remember the sound of your voice But all I can hear is me. It’s time for me to go to sleep But don’t be concerned I won’t think About you tonight. Maybe one day I’ll get the chance to look you in the eye and tell you that my soul is finally free

Zombie Friends
I just went through and cleared out the friends list on my Zombie Friends account... stupid thing has it set to auto-accept all friend invites. If I happened to not recognize you from here and deleted you by accident, just send another request. I'll get you back on.

You Are
You are my sunrise in the morning and my sunset at night. You capture my heart, and let me be free You gave me back my life that was Bound and chained. You have opened the lock to my mistreated heart and made me realize I can love again.

Remeber
When I see you smiling back at me... it's like all my wishes have come true I heard your voice call out my name But you weren’t there, I cried till I couldn’t cry no more. I knew that if I waited long enough Someday I would get to hold you again. I feel the warmth of the hot summer sun Beating down on my face remembering How it was your touch that could only Heat me up. I've love you even though you Don’t feel the same anymore. I will always remember the times that We shared they have burned a special Place in my heart and forever they will Stay.

♥ Missing You ♥ Ill
Well i been sick for awaile. I went to the doctors got on meds. And it sucks i got the flue. Andy is sick now. But he is in the hosptial i hope he is ok. i did mange to talk to him today i do miss him alot. love you andy get better dont make me come down there and beat your ass. my dog and cat are brats as normal. My grannie is doing alright my uncle is annoying. I just miss my baby more than life it's self. Love u andy with all my heart i can't wait until june. i am just stressed out my self not being able to be with you in the hosptail. well hopefully u can get out today and spend time with me as much as u can. love u lins

Brodie Alter Ego "taco Lucha"in Contest------ Vote For Me----shameless Self Promotion
BRODIE ALTER EGO "TACO LUCHA"IN CONTEST------ VOTE FOR ME----SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION Hello, I am in a contest for the greatest sports fan, or something like that. Please vote for me, I promise one gift for each of you if I win. A couple of you may get "special gifts" (you know who you are), for the person that gives me the most votes, I promise 100 votes for any contest you enter in the future, payable when you ask for it (In other words I am not going to give you a hundred votes for a contest that you are winning by a landslide, unless you want me too) Wish me luck Thank you for reading. Go to this link below to vote. *************************************************

Things Guys Should Know
Girl Language WHEN i RUN AWAY FROM YOU - FOLLOW ME WHEN i POUT MY LiPS - KiSS ME WHEN i KiCK - HUG ME TiGHT WHEN i CALL YOU CRAZY - iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU WHEN i AM SiLENT - iM THiNKiNG OF HOW TO SAY i LOVE YOU WHEN i iGNORE YOU - i WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTiON WHEN i PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAiST & TELL ME YOU'LL NEVER LET ME GO WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME iM BEAUTiFUL WHEN i SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKiNG - SNEAK UP BEHiND ME, & REST UR HEAD ON MY SHOULDER iF I DONT CALL YOU - iM WAiTiNG BY THE PHONE FOR YOUR CALL WHEN iM SCARED - HOLD ME BY THE WAiST WHEN i LOOK LiKE SOMETHiNGS THE MATTER - KiSS ME & TELL ME EVERYTHiNG WiLL BE ALRiGHT WHiLE i HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WiTH MY FiNGERS

It's Friday
Better Graphics Top Codes Friday Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some Well, it's here once again. Yep, you guessed it. It is Friday, time to relax, time to sit back, drink, and party if you must, but for me, it's the tea with splenda or water for me, no party, just being alive is a party for me, waking up each day is a party. I am living my life to the fullest and being on here with my internet friends helps me ee each day knowing I have friends on here that do care, even though we barely know each other on here, I know we all care about each other. We walk into each other's lives, we leave some kind of imprint that touches our hearts. Enjoy your weekend and keep it relaxed.

Attent Mafia!!
ok it was brought to my attention, that the contest i am in is pointless!! and YES i AGREE!! i will be having it taken out!! it did make sence that a porshe is not worth the effort. you all can be helping someone else out that needs it more for bigger prizes!! so by all means dont think ill be hurt if you all dont comment, cause i wouldnt either had i know it really isnt worth it. All youll be really doing is givint the host more points and what not. so ill enter another one that is worth everyones efforts like a blast !! so thanks for the suggesdtion blood n gore!!!!!

Poem: Where No One Else Has
You gave me inspiration, and someone to believe in. To know these feelings, that I have are real. Knowing what not to expect is, how my emotions are inspired. To give back to you threw, the moving of a loving spirit. You Touch My Heart! I can only explain it, with these tears I feel. As my soul crys out, and wants you near. Is why I express myself, in all you mean to me. Has brought forth these feelings, with hope for us to experience. Sign:Raymond Starns Dated:5/17/07

The Move... Part Deux.
The move is complete. I am so glad that is over. I am getting settled into my new place but will not settle to much for when the fall comes I will be out of there. Hopefully sooner but we will see. I went out yob-hunting yesterday and filled out quite a few apps. Mind you I am looking for what I would call crap work. Coffee shop, Goody's, etc. Basically HS stuff but a yob is a yob. For those of you who think I cannot spell I know I am saying Y O B instead of job. Inside joke, you had to be there. I was told last night that not to many people would do what I do just to be around a kid. I right now know it is the right thing to do but frankly I do not see the end yet, just the pain and bs of going through means. When I am done and have completed this part of my life I will look back and say, "That was well worth it."

Medical Update
A couple days after my exam I ended up in the hospital with severe enough pain to warrant more testing be done.I had two types of ultrasounds done to be sure.I have a pretty decent sized mass growing inside one of my ovaries.Now it's time for me to schedule and MRI and from their figure out what kind of surgical procedure will be done.At least the ER doctor was kind enough to give me a prescription for something to kill the pain for a little while. Spent the last 24 hours rallying the troops nearby for immediate support around my children.I've called in a couple favors to help me so that once we know for sure what's going to happen..I have a pretty decent shot of having everything covered.. Only one thing has not been adressed yet.. getting my kids to the air port the day they are to leave for the summer.(if anyone local would like to volunteer please contact me asap) For now my darklings...this is the news I have and am holding onto hope that it is not cancerous.

Saying The Right Thing
Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in Lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make you your favorite dinner ton

Scam
word to the wise. JURY DUTY SCAM: This has been verified by the FBI (their link is also included below). Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take those summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summons for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your SocialSecurity number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Give out any of this information and bingo, your identity just got stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states, including Oklahoma, Illinois, and Colorado. This (scam) is particularly insidious because they use intimidation over the phone to try to bully people into giving information by pretending they're with the court sys

Richest Shipwreck Treasure?
Shipwreck yields estimated $500M haul TAMPA, Fla. - Deep-sea explorers said Friday they have mined what could be the richest shipwreck treasure in history, bringing home 17 tons of colonial-era silver and gold coins from an undisclosed site in the Atlantic Ocean. Estimated value: $500 million. A jet chartered by Tampa-based Odyssey Marine Exploration landed in the United States recently with hundreds of plastic containers brimming with coins raised from the ocean floor, Odyssey co-chairman Greg Stemm said. The more than 500,000 pieces are expected to fetch an average of $1,000 each from collectors and investors. "For this colonial era, I think (the find) is unprecedented," said rare coin expert Nick Bruyer, who examined a batch of coins from the wreck. "I don't know of anything equal or comparable to it." Citing security concerns, the company declined to release any details about the ship or the wreck site Friday. Stemm said a formal announcement will come later, b

Haters
WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN THE DARK AGES ???? I READ A POST THAT WAS HORRID ...... HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ???? EVERYONE BLEEDS RED LAST TIME I CHECKED ..... HATERS BEWARE ...... GOD LOVES EVERYONE AND DOES NOT JUDGE BY COLOR OR RACE OR CREED... GIVE IT UP WILL YOU ????? THERE IS ENOUGH EVIL TO GO AROUND WHO NEEDS THIS CRAP ????

Happily Ever After
Mike was going to be married to Karen, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite I took off my pants, handed them to your mother,and said, 'Here - try these on.' She did and said, 'These are too big, I can't wear them.' I replied, 'Exactly, I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' 'Ever since that night we never had any problems.' 'Hmmm,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good thing to try. On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said to Karen, 'Here - try these on.' She tried them on and said, 'These are too large. They don't fit me.' Mike said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.' Then Karen took off her pants and handed them to Mike. She said, 'Here-you try on mine.' He did and said, 'I can't get into your pants.' Karen said, 'Exactly. And if you don't change your smart ass attitude, you never will.' And they

This Was A Tough Time Kinda Still Is
i wish there was a way to take the pain away. i wish i could just curl up in a ball and cry. i wish there was a button i could push to make it all stop. i wish i could take back the time i was an ass. i wish i could show her just how much she means to me.i wish i could go back to the first day i met her . i wish i could go back to that first kiss. i wish i could make her see what she means to me . i wish she would give me one more chance to show her my love . i wish i would not have been such an ass. To Be With You You are the one who keeps me strong, With you it seems nothing can go wrong. I can't live a minute without thoughts of you. Shows just how much I care about you. Yet you have the power to hurt to hurt me more, Hurt me like I've never been hurt before. I gave you my soul, love, and my heart. But why does it feel like you tore it apart? The sadness seems to never go away, I don't want to live with it another day. I wait all day just to be with you, A

Stand Up And Think
Should we as a society just be left free to do as we please, with no law to protect us, no people paid to uphold those laws and no consequences when laws that once stood are broken? Well if you are Mexican, and took part in the rally in Griffith Park on May 1st then you would agree with that, however if you are not a non white then you can put aside all the hoopla and see that police are warranted with a tough and dangerous job. To undermined our nations police force, to deny them the proper means to uphold the laws and to threaten them with civil suites and unpaid time off work is not only wrong, but it’s down right dangerous. America, unlike most nations is blessed with freedoms; it is when those freedoms are taken to the extreme that we must worry. When we allow people who aren’t even legal citizens of this great nation to have a voice and sue an agency then we have become no better than a third world nation ourselves. We as a whole need to speak out against the voices of the i

Name Chage
www.drinkcensored.com myspace.com/drinkcensored It's Official: Redux's Cocaine Is Now Censored LAS VEGAS, May 11 /PRNewswire/ -- Today, during a wildly successful press conference that featured a chimpanzee, Redux Beverages announced that the world-famous energy drink Cocaine has been re-named "Censored." The impetus for the name change came from political threats from the FDA and several state attorneys general. Founder Jamey Kirby said, "We love the Censored name because it has the same rebellious and fun spirit that our original name did." Redux Beverages LTD was founded in 2006. They manufacture one of the three most-talked about energy drinks on the market (along with Red Bull and Rockstar). Due to regulations from the FDA, Redux was forced to halt the sale of Cocaine in May of 2007, but later re-launched it as Censored. Redux is also working on new product lines to be announced soon.

Feeling So Down
Sitting here on CT while Rudi is napping. I am feeling so down today, really struggling to keep my head up. Every time I look at him I realize tomorrow at this time I wont be with him and it is absolutely killing me. Why does LOVE have to hurt? My heart feels like it is breaking =( These past three months in Germany have honetly been the best three months of my life. This man has given me more and shown me more then I can even describe. The one man after many years that has been able to tear all my walls down and totally crawl into my heart. My soulmate, I never believed that I had one, but I sure do now. He is truly my Angel. The man that holds the keys to my heart....

Isn't It A Craxy Thing
Isn't it funny how when you are just about to give up on finding your right match whack, you are slabbed in the face with this wonderful man that was always there and you didn't even realize you loved him until he said something to you about dating. Yep that's what happened to me. Smacked me right dab in the middle of my heart and keeps on doing it everyday. Did I ever expect to have one guy be so caring, and trusting with my heart. The heart thats been puled this way and that by asshole men all my life. Have I ever felt this way about anyone before? Not like this, Yes I have been engaged to be married and yes I was married but my reasons for them were all the wrong reasons. I married because I got pregnant, stupid reason I learn that the hard way when he started hitting me and our child. Did I want to marry Barry? Not really, I just was settling because I thought he loved me which I was wrong. Did I love him, yes I did at one time, but that love was pushed right out the door when he m

This Sucks
ok when i got on ct today and read what i had to do for the mafia and start my bombing i noticed that they had changed the layout for the commenting!! who agrees with me IT SUCKS!! i guess this was bj's way of making it more diffucult to keep commenting so we cant flood the preciouse servers!! hmm this is a real pain in the !!!!!!!!!!! anyway! i guess it will just take longer and more effort to do what the bombing familys have to do to reach our goals!!!! thanks alot who ever thought up of this brilliant idea!! IDIOT

My New Pussys' Name...
I adopted a 2 month old kitten a few days ago. Usually, I can come up with a name as soon as I see them. But this one has baffled me. I finally came up with the name Shadow for her b/c she follows me around everywhere. I know, it's not original like I wanted but this is the only name that truly fits her. As soon as I get a photo of her I will post it for you so you can see my newest addition to my family.

My Guestbook
Hey all the best cherries on the web! Hope everyone is doing fine. I recently added a guestbook to my profile. You can find it under the VIDEOS section of my profile. I'm asking everyone to please sign it for me. Thanks! and I hope everyone has a great day! Tracy

Better Because We Love, Or Love Better For The Loving
When you are in love, does it make the loving better or is good loving make love better? I know one thing when I am with my lady and the time is right, the magic takes over. She is sexier, prettier, and better each time we are together. The loving is hotter and better than the time before and I had just thought the last time was as good as it could get. If any lady ever made me feel better or happier then I would just have to say I had not found my match. I will not say I do not admire the beauty of another woman, for that would be a lie. There are many portriats out there and I admire them all. But the work of art that holds me is the canvas on which I perfer to place my brush and the only strokes I really need. Now I will not sa that I would never stray for as a wise woman once told me you do not know what chemistry at moments notice will light off a chemical reaction or cause a sponteanous combustion, but it for what I have here I am greatful and never want to lose.

Our New Home
BREAK OUT THOSE STRAIGHT JACKETS...THE MADHOUSE IS OPEN FOR BUSINESS... DUE TO CT GLITCH SAYS THERES NO ONE IN THE HOUSE...BUT WE ARE THERE AND WAITING FOR U TO CHECK IN... click on the pic below...for a free ride... COME AND HAVE FUN, BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND BOUNCE OFF OF THE WALLS. HAVE A GOOD TIME AND DON'T FORGET LEAVE YOUR MEDICATIONS AT THE FRONT DESK. SEE YA THERE THE MADHOUSE STRAIGHT JACKETS

Changes Of Life - So Hard!
Divorce after 12 1/2 years doesnt come easily no matter how much you want it. I miss my girls..we share them equally and this has been the hardest time of my life ever! They are with their dad during the week for school since I was the one that had to move out since I was the one that wanted the divorce. I get them on the weekends and the hardest is taking them home on Sundays! I can't tell you how many times I've come back to my apartment and cried. My ex seems to think that I have no emotion over any of this...I just choose to not show it freely! In one more week (school will be out) they will be with me during the week and I can't wait for all that time with them. My girls mean the world to me but I will be honest and tell you I wouldn't stay married for them. I've noticed over the years that the philosphy of staying together for the kids has changed. Its not always better to do that! Even though I was married for so long I'm still so young! I have such a life ahead of me yet and no

Apology To All My Friends!!!!
I just want to apologize to all for pretty much ignoring everyone and not answering comments or messages the past 3 weeks!! As a lot of you know, I had major surgery (back/spinal), and I have some other crap, going on in my life, and between that, the pain, the meds, the fact that i cant ride most of the summer,(!!!), I sunk into a deep depression. I lost all interest in most everything. I not only had nothing to say to my friends here, but pretty much my friends in RL too. I'm sorry. BUT, now I am off all meds, pain is pretty much gone, still hate my brace, but oh well! LOL! As far as the rest, it's still in my life but I am dealing a little better with it. S00000000, I AM BACK!!!! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!!!!!!!!! OXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

So Stoked!
BAM! in your face ;o) I'm gettin more ink done (finally) this Saturday!!! I'm way excited- finally going to get the piece on my back finished (the dove for my dad) and i couldnt be happier! after five fuddin years it will be complete! Ill post a pic after its all done ;o)

New Fireplace
New Fireplace A husband installed a fireplace to help curb the rising cost of heating bills. The husband had the chore of cutting the tree down, chopping the wood, and bringing it in. He was tired after all that and just wanted to relax by watching the big game on tv. He told his wife to start a fire if she wanted to stay warm. The wife was furious because she had to sweep and mop the floor that was covered in muddy snow and debris that had fallen off the wood that her husband had carried in. It wasn't her idea to put the fireplace in anyways so why should she get stuck doing all this. This routine kept on for a couple months, meanwhile the husband kept sneaking around the house looking in closets, under cushions, and one day the wife insisted on knowing just what he was up to. He said, "somebody has been sneaking off with my playboys". The wife just laughed and said "Honey, how do you think I started all those fires!"

Joke Of The Day
Years ago, the chaplain of the football team at Notre Dame was a beloved old Irish priest. At confession one day, a football player told the priest that he had acted in an unsportsman-like manner at a recent football game. "I lost my temper and said some bad words to one of my opponents." "Ahhh, that's a terrible thing for a Notre Dame lad to be doin'," the priest said. He took a piece of chalk and drew a mark across the sleeve of his coat. "That's not all, Father. I got mad and punched one of my opponents." "Saints preserve us!" the priest said, making another chalk mark. "There's more. As I got out of a pileup, I kicked two of the other team's players in the in a sensitive area." "Oh, goodness me!" the priest wailed, making two more chalk marks on his sleeve. "Who in the world were we playin' when you did these awful things?" "Southern Methodist." "Ah, well," said the priest, wiping his sleeve, "boys will be boys."

Auto-reply
I have an online dating profile that I tend to ignore. But last night I received an email notification that someone had contacted me. I read the message--a smart-sounding, interesting note from an attractive guy who lives in Denver. I read the message, made a face, checked out the profile, and promptly forgot about it. I almost never respond to messages. This morning there was a second message from Denver, thanking me for the auto-reply message that made him feel "singular and special." He suggested that I'd need to travel someplace like Denver to meet someone who shared my familiarity with "French smut-peddlers" (a nod to Story of O, which is not-so-subtly referenced in my profile). I thought, "Auto-reply?" Really? I checked my settings. This is the message I wrote that is automatically sent to anyone who writes to me: "I just the other day got... an Internet was sent by my staff at 10 o'clock in the morning on Friday, I got it yesterday. Why? Because it got tan

Got An Email From The Wife (lol)
Got An Email From The Wife Men and women have different ways of telling outdoor temperatures. Like this mornin' I was gathering wood up for the fireplace making sure the wife had enough wood to keep the house warm and cozy until I get back home from the job. I come trapsing through the kitchen carrying the last armful of wood covered in snow and icesickles hanging off my nostrils. I put myself in front of the fireplace to thaw out a little and I made the statement of how cold it was outside. Meanwhile, the wife is at the sink doing dishes in steaming hot water ready to break out into a sweat not minding a word I had to say. Least wise she didn't come over to cuddle with me and warm me up any like a wife ought to do. So's I give her a peck on the lips and head back out into the subzero zone off to work. My Reply: Good morning Sweety. Told you it was cold out there. About a half hour later I get an email from the wife. Lo and behold she tells me it's cold outside! G

Instant Cash!
Instant Cash! I was driving along checking out some of the storefronts that opened at our shopping center in the past few months. I came across one that had a sign in the window that said "Instant Cash". That got my attention since a man can always use a little extra cash. The lady behind the counter asked me if I was interested in applying for their assistance. I said I didn't need any assistance I was just there for the instant cash. She smiled at me and handed over a six page application and stated it had to filled out in full before they could process the application. I told her I wasn't interested in such a time consuming ordeal but thanked her for the great idea. She looked at me a bit puzzled and asked "what idea?". I told her I was gonna take home that there application and use it on my wife and kids the next time they start bugging me for money. By the time they get that sucker all filled out I can be long gone!

Signs Of Female Infidelity
Signs of Female Infidelity Guys tips on the ultimate insecurity – is SHE cheating? by Drew Higgins If you enjoy our articles please visit www.SneakySpouses.com for more advice, tips, forums, and links about catching your loved one in the act of infidelity. She's no longer as needy and demanding as she used to be. At the begging of the relationship she couldn't even cross the street on her own. You were demanded to pick her up, drop her, go shopping, exercise, etc. Suddenly she doesn't need your company anymore; this clearly means that someone else is filling in your place. There is a slight possibility that she might need some time on her own, but if she is getting unusually independent when she used to be really needy and dependent, it is more likely a signal that she is no longer needs YOU. She no longer gets angry by herself. If your women used to be angry for anything and picked fights for subjects out of thin air, or for ridiculous issues like not bei

Cousin Billy
Cousin Billy Got a call from cousin Billy yesterday. He got paroled a few months back and got himself a dog to keep him company. He was wanting me to come over so he could show me a neat trick he'd taught the dog. I showed up and on the doorstep is this tiny rag muffin no bigger than my foot! It was dressed in some fancy kind of outfit with little bows on it's ears. Billy came rushing out the door all excited and carrying on about what a great dog he's got. I looked down at that pile of fluff and just shook my head. As I started into the living room I stopped dead in my tracks. There were huge sacks of mail stacked all over the place. My first instinct was to turn around and get out of dodge FAST before the place got raided. Knowin' Billy he was up to no good again and I didn't want to be his new room-mate at the county jail. Curiosity got the better of me and I cleared a place to sit down. Billy started opening envelopes and pullin' cash out of 'em. Some were filled with a

Spanking Law
Spanking Law I heard on the news this morning that they are trying to pass a law somewhere that you can’t spank a child under the age of four or you’ll get arrested for a misdemeanor punishable by jail time. Now that’s what I’m talkin’ about! I been trying to tell the neighbor lady that my little Eddie is just teethin’ and not to make such a big deal out of him grabbing on to her ankles and a biting and chewing on her. She keeps yellin’ at me that my boy needs a good whoopin’ and I just don’t agree. They say that spanking a child instills violence in them. Iffin’ Eddie can draw a pint of blood just teethin’ at three years old’ I surely don’t wanna see him become violent!

Real Steps To Lower Gas Consumption
Body: COMMENTARY By John W. Schoen Senior Producer MSNBC Updated: 11:46 a.m. ET May 14, 2007 Our column last week — on the folly of this week’s e-mail-hyped gasoline ‘boycott’ — drew a ton of mail. Many readers took issue with our view that not buying gas on Wednesday — and just topping off on Tuesday or Thursday — will have zero impact on prices. Some were critical of our willingness to punch holes in proposed solutions without offering any of our own. (We suggest they read last week’s column all the way through.) Since many people missed the real solution, we’re going to give it one more shot. The fact that the e-mail has generated such a "buzz" tells you how frustrated we are with Big Oil Companies, the Oil War in Iraq, the Bush Oil Administration in Washington, and the enemies in the Middle East to whom we give our hard-earned money. Don't be a Dream Killer! -- Mark C., address withheld So your advice is to

Dirty Talk In Chat
Dirty Talk In Chat I was chatting online last night and some babe asked me if I liked to talk about dirty things. What is the internet coming to! She seemed like a pretty nice gal until she started talking like that. I told her I was married and get hollered at all the time about dirty things. Like leaving my dirty socks out, dirty dishes laying around, and how my hands is always dirty!

The Worst Pain In My Life (and That Is Saying Something!)
I am going through a nightmare here and there's no way for me to get off the bus. My left side has begun hurting again after all these years of being dead. Now I have pain constantly throbbing back and fort between my sides; have contractures so bad I've had to call in sick with sick leave more in the last two weeks than an entire year and I can't stop the tears from flowing as the first anniversary of Mom's death is only three weeks away. Now most of you who know me, and still check on me once in awhile, know that I am far from a cry-baby or a wimp but I have to tell you my dearest ones, I am on a razor's edge of losing myself and everything I've worked so hard for these last five or six years. Pain so great that my biofeedback and medications aren't even dulling it; sleepless nights because my feet are trying to turn themselves into gloves; my legs in such miserable contractures I look like a praying mantis; that's why I've been so scarce in one of the places that always made me

Speak Yo Mind Because I Will Always Do The Same...
So please enlighten me! What's the issue everyone has with using their mouths? What are you scared or you don't want to hurt peoples feelings...I mean seriously! If I don't like you wouldn't you want me to say so? Also, on the opposite if I did like you wouldn't you want me to just say it? I mean crushes are cute but only for a minute. Plus I mean at a certain age you're suppose to be 'bout it 'bout it. So while I see you checkin out my shit on a daily say something don't just stop by to waste space. If you like what you see let it be known because you keep coming back so there has to be a reason. I have way more respect for the person that actually uses their mouth. Which brings me to my next point. HATERS AND DOWN-RATERS! This mainly applies to the women and the Gerbers. If you're gonna be a down-rater don't be a dumbass and leave comments asking if I hate down-raters. Also, if you down-rate make it for a valid reason and be able to back it up...there is nothing worse than

Best Day Ever
A new day has dawned. And with it, countless new positive possibilities have been born. Certainly there are difficulties and obstacles in your life and in your world. Yet they are always outnumbered by your blessings. Focus today on those blessings. Give your attention and your awareness to what's right with life. Those who wish to control you and to take advantage of you will seek to fill your thoughts with fear and discouragement. Yet there is really no reason for you to be fearful or discouraged. For life is not what someone tells you it will be. Life is precisely what you make it. By focusing on the good things, on the positive possibilities, on your blessings and opportunities, you can make life truly magnificent. A new day has dawned, and you can choose to make it the best day ever. -- Ralph Marston

Another Hard Lesson....
Something I've just found out (and something it would appear you have to get used to) is: people let you down. No matter how long you've known them you realise you don't know them at all. Lies... it all comes down to lies. I need to toughen up or wise up or grow up or all three. Do I have MUG written across my forehead? Hey, life is about learning. This has taught me to keep people at arms length and trust no one :)

New Fishing Hole In Town - Redneck Territory
New Fishing Hole In Town - Redneck Territory The bait and tackle store was swamped with as many as 70 men backed up in line just waiting to get inside. Pappy who owned the store had never seen this kind of rush in all the years he'd owned the place. Men were loading up their arms with new fishing rods, tackle boxes, and bought out all the fresh bait he had in stock. Pappy finished waiting on the last customer when curiosity got the best of him. He locked up the store and followed after the large crowd that had pretty much emptied his store out. The crowd lined up outside of the new restaraunt that just opened in town. Pappy pushed his way through the crowd to see what all the excitement was about. Lo and behold as he stood there watching through the huge plate glass window he saw at least 6 men inside standing on tables fishing out of the largest fish tank he'd ever seen. Lesson of this story. If you live in Redneck Territory don't be puttin' up fancy fishin' holes iffin' you

Taking Life For Granted
How we take our lives for granted and don't cherish what we have until we have it no more. We long with every heart beat, breath and tears to have it again. Your hearts break cause you want to hold and love them but can't. It is like torture cause you close your eyes, it is right there in your grasp, than reality hits and your eyes open and you know they are out of reach. Now it is when you wished you would of said the words you longed to tell them, and didn't and now you can't. Than you sit there in torture wishing you would of did this or didn,t do that. The only thing that you can do is embrace the memories until you are reunited, when that happens you will from now on cherish every moment and say the words you long to say and no longer take things for granted but embrace every moment like it is your last.

Redneck Security Vs. Modern Security Systems
Redneck Security Vs. Modern Security Systems Modern security systems sound off an earpiercing siren when an intruder breaks in. You receive a phone call from the security folks asking you if you are okay and they assure you that help is on it's way. While waiting for the troops to arrive you either have to hide from your intruder or face a possible physical attack. Rednecks don't take kindly to strangers in their homes. Rednecks are always looking to have a little target practice. Rednecks don't take to loud noises unless it's the echo from their shotgun blasting. Rednecks "Do Not Hide" from anyone but their wives!

Redneck Territory
Redneck Territory You know you live in Redneck Territory when the county snowplows are the last ones out on the road! They figure if the folks make it to work safely and the school buses don’t get stuck it’s a fine time for them to hit the roads.

Updated: Upcoming Events
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Lost & Found Ads:
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Help Wanted Ads:
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Early Morning Drug Raid
At 3:00 a.m. April 01, 2006 in Weedstown, MS officials surrounded a home with helicopters, and drug enforcement teams. The previous day during a fly over the DET detected abnormal amounts of thermal heat inside the home of the suspect. Newsteams were standing by for the raid and it was televised on the local news station showing over 30 officers from various cities and departments loading vehicles with over 500 marijuana plants and 20 heat lamps. The biggest bust this city had ever seen. Special Agent Duber received a call from the crime lab later that morning only to be informed that all the marijuana plants confiscated earlier that day were artificial silk plants, and that the charges would have to be dropped. When interviewed, the supsect stated "APRIL FOOLS"!!!

Where Have I Been
Well to start I want to tell all my CT friends i am very sorry for not being around like i use to be. But with moving and getting settled things in real time has taken over my life once again.......but its not just the move its that thing i live with.....he wont get a job and its killing me stress wise......no matter what i say or do he still refuses to get a job.......its not for not having a car cause my best friend lives 2 doors up from me and has offered many times to take him out looking and for interviews.......I am disabled and live on 600 a month that has to pay for my phone,internet, cable,elec.,computer payments and lot rent......i own the trailer thanks to my best friend......i cant even get him to apply for his own food stamps and mine is not making it for all month and every time i turn around he is wanting something and when work on the trailer needs doing all i get are excuses.......so being so depressed and overly stressed over all this all i do is sit and play games

Man Accused Of Arson Claims False Arrest
News Correspondent: Why did you set the building on fire? Aren’t you aware that arson is a serious charge? Prisoner: Well ya see ma’am, my ole’ lady put her foot down and said she wasn’t going to fix me any supper ‘til I fixed the darn chicken shed. I was outta nails and couldn’t do any fixin’ on the shed and I was gettin’ mighty hungry. I thought a fella could fry his own chicken, so I set the shed on fire. Next thing I know I’m bein’ hauled off to jail for something called arson!

Robber Gives Change Back
News Correspondent: Why did you rob Burn My Burgers and give them change back of $300.00? Prisoner: Heck ma’am, I wasn’t a robbin’ anybody! I been going there for 15 years and they been forgettin’ to give me my fries with every darn order. I thought it was about high time I be gettin’ my money back…and they call me a “THIEF”!!!

High Speed Car Chase
News Correspondent: Why did you flee from the police and start a dangerous car chase that caused multiple wrecks along the I-9 freeway? Prisoner: Well you see ma’am, my buddy and me were talking and he runs a towing company. He said business had been really slow lately. He told me if I could wreck at least 15 cars he could get me free room and board, 3 free meals a day, and I wouldn’t have to work another day in my life.

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070518/ap_on_re_us/gun_giveaway ANNANDALE, Va. - Openly armed firearms enthusiasts packed a normally sedate government building, hoping to win a pistol or rifle and at the same time send a defiant message to gun-control advocates, especially New York Mayor Michael Bloomberg. The Virginia Citizens Defense League, a gun-rights group, organized Thursday night's "Bloomberg Gun Giveaway" in large part to thumb its nose at Bloomberg, who accuses some shops of allowing illegal purchases of firearms that later were used in crimes in his city. The city has filed federal lawsuits against more than two dozen shops, including six in Virginia. Two guns were awarded Thursday, a Para-Ordnance pistol and a Varmint Stalker rifle, each worth about $900. The winners did not immediately receive the weapons — they will still be required to undergo federal and state background checks. The first winner, Jay Minsky, responded with an obscene hand gesture when as

Duhhhh. Falling Into The River?
Another one of my misadventures. I went trout fishing in the Platte river yesterday. It started sleeting hard and I was in a hurry to get out of the river and stepped into some mud. I was trying to get unstuck when my waders split in the crotch and that icy water came rushing in. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I was reaching down to get one foot out of the mud and splash!!!!!!!! In I went. Jeez! that friggin water was cold! I finally got back to the car. Lucky I always bring dry clothes with me. I stripped out there on the road and changed. That even scared a deer away. hahahahaha Oh well... the lives and tribulations of a true fisherman. hahahaha

Won't Be Around This Weekend...
Just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on this weekend. So if you leave me something and I don't respond, I'm not ignoring you! Going out of town for State Fire School. I'm stoked, be my first opportunity to get in my gear and do some work! LOVE IT! See you all Monday! :)

If "we" Had Sex
Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex".......see who responds

Lol!!!!!!!!!
Shipping supervisor comes to me a little while ago and goes, "What's wrong with your eyes? Allergies?" I said: "Nope, this is how I look when I'm tired and pre-coffee. My eyes are smaller than normal." Too funny!

What You Are Doing...
There is this sweetness you have brought out of me. I can put up with my parents better I play with my kids alot more I am kinder, and nicer, and more willing to listen. What you have begun to do to me is amazing. I don't get as angry as I used to do with men. I don't yell at you, I don't want to argue either. I want to wake up in your arms most mornings. I am jealous of people that can. What you do to my mind is wonderful. I hold my pillow close at night Wishing it could turn into you. I don't know what to do when I wait for you. I sit and I compute, and I long to be in those arms of yours. What you do to my skin feels so good. You hold me so tight it feels so amazing. You kiss me so gently, I long for more. We goof around, try to tickle each other to no avail. You brush the hair out of my face. What you do to my heart I long for.

If "we" Had Sex....
Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper in my ear? 3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 4. Would you say my name? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 12. Would you want me to take my time? 13. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 14. Where would you wanna "do it"? 15. Would you be loud or quiet? 16. Would you mind if i liked you? 17. Would you do it today? 18. Would you do it tomorrow? 19. Would you call me in the morning? 20. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex".......see who responds

Daily Horoscope May 18
"It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them." More like, stop judging yourself by the world's standards cause it makes you wonder why most people suck so much more than you do! Owned.

Gone For A Week
Hello there to all my friends, family, and fans. I am going to off Cherry Tap for a week. I am going to Alaska for a Ducks Unlimited national convention. We are leaving out on Tuesday and not returning until The following Tuesday. I hope you all have a wonderful week, because I sure am. Love to all, Moondawg

Waitin For My Life
There use to be a time back when I was young When nothing seemed to matter I could do nothing wrong I had no stress in this world Everything i had was mine even in times so cold To look back and remember those days All the times i live with friends most of them in a druken daze Now Im sitting here waitin for my life To show me where Im suppose to be but as lookin out at these world, there seems very little left to see. Im waitin here for my life. Waiting here for my wife, nothing seems to matter once again Its like im back to when i was young to when my life all begins Just give me a chance to show u that I can make things work We can live carefree, and this will all be worth it So I just sit here waitin for my life The life Ive always wanted

Update-ation Of Californication.
We leave this tuesday early early am. I'm so fucking stoked. It's like going home to a home that was never home but should be home. I'm finally gonna be back where I belong. Matt is excited. On another note, I really dislike this "_______'s friend _________ has walked into the bar." It's bad enough seeing the newbies join all the time, but my god, some of the referral-whores on here make me sick. It's like "Someone you don't give a fuck about's friend whom you also don't give a fuck about has walked into the bar." Whatevah. Woot Cali!!

So Close.
To being the happiest woman in the world. Thank you Tierre, for your neverending stalker persistence! I know it'll pay off. Nati, thank YOU for telling me to never give up on him. And not letting me. You guys rule. *I heart you both*

The Cw
IT WAS RUMORED THAT THE CW WASN'T GOING TO BRING BACK ANY OF ITS OLD SHOW BUT THE GAME. I AM GLAD THEY LISTEND TO THE FANS AND BROUGHT BACK SOME OF THE OLD SHOWS ESPECIALLY GIRLFRIENDS. ANY TRUE FAN OF THE SHOW HAS BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME TO SEE JOAN GET MARRIED. ANYWAY HERE IS THE NEW FALL LINE UP FOR 2007-2008!!!! The See-Dub also has greenlighted the following four series: * Gossip Girl: A sudsy teen drama about Manhattan rich kids and the bloggy girl who keeps tabs on them. It's from The O.C. mastermind Josh Schwartz. * Reaper: A dramedy about a bounty hunter for the devil. * Life Is Wild: A drama about a family in South Africa. * Aliens in America: A comedy about a Muslim foreign exchange student living with an American family. For a look at the CW's full fall schedule, read on! The CW's Fall Schedule Monday 8-8:30 p.m. Everybody Hates Chris 8:30-9 p.m. Aliens in America 9-9:30 p.m. Girlfriends 9:30-10 p.m. The Game Tuesday 8-9 p.m.

Best Bong Ever
ok i know its in the camping section but hey why not take one camping its called the VORTEX GRAVITY BONG go look it up do your thing google it you tube it myspace ( sorry cherry lubbers ) whatever you do go get a clue ..... this may be old news but hey its new to me xox jess VORTEX GRAVITY BONG ahhhh with the smoothness of a vaporizer

What Happens In Heaven
WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen. I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Fi

Just Something
My love for u is so strong. come look intomy eyes as i say to you I still love you. Then youll see what your doing is wrong. Our love was so strong for so long, im not that smart but i know love cant just die. I know u werent telling me a lie when u told me u love me to. Come back to your husband and appoligize while you look into my eyes. I still love you just as i always have, you are so lucky to be married to a man who is a realman and still honors his vows he made to you. Because his love for you is so true. yOU NEED TO GET A CLUE. what you are doing is so wrong. WE are married still I dont know who filled ur head with all that bullsit but they were wrong we belong together.

Teach Your Children Well:
they keep yor attention on things that don´t matter, they right things to eat so you won´t grow any fatter, the right clothes to wear, the right things to say, and the firends that you have depends on how much you pay. But maybe someday, if you´re lucky enough and you buy all their synthetic crap you can look like a girl in the magazine ad, or the guy with the girl on his lap. You try so hard to be good american you want to live your life like the people on your television. But to be a good american is to live your life in silence and if you stand up for your rights they´ll knock you down with violence. All you really have to do, if you want them to approve of you... is shut your mouth. Don´t complain. Don´t even try to think for yourself. Shut your fucking brain. The Power that they have ist the power that you give they take advantage of your ignorance to control the life you live. They process the people like they process the food, they process your children while they´re being schoo

Please Help My Friend
HEY YALL..IM NEW HERE...MY BEST FRIEND KIM TOLD ME ABOUT THIS SITE...AND I LUV IT ALREADY...SO PLEASE HELP ME SHOW HERE SOME LUV IN THIS CONTEST THAT SHE IS IN...KIM IS THE SWEETEST GURL U WILL EVER MEET...IF U GET A CHANCE...GO MEET MET HER KIM..I LUV YA GURL..BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL...

Drop Out
If you try to live your life, someone always gets in your way. Truing you all sorts of lies, never let you have your say. I don`t love their modern world, prisoner of their technology. It`s already wasetd too much of my time and left me- used and abused for so long, when i`ve done nothing wrong, objected to serve the state, rejected for my refusal to hate - one i trusted authority, listened in all innocence. Seeing how life really is, i knew it didn`t make sense. Twist your mind with school, to accept what they call truth. This screwed society i`m stuck in has left me- Feed you a thousand words like liberty and democracy. Their meaning has been lost through all the hypocrisy. Our leaders say so much shit, why won`t they let me be. I don`t love their modern world it`s left me – Why is everyone so uptight? Years of learning to act right. To play the game like a fool, to live your life by established rules. Someone decides if your successful, someone decides if your happy. Don`t play some

Oh My..
Well last night was another late night, or later than I intended on getting home. I had a chance to talk with one of the women that I see when I go to the club. I tend to stay on the pool romm side of the club, but last night I decided to venture over and say hi. I ended up getting stuck there for several hours, I was having a blast. I don't have anything to really go home to, so it wasn't like I was missing anything but a little sleep. Work is ramping up, so I'll be busy for a few day, which is good, I don't like being idle... I think that is it for now, have a great day! Ciao,

I Will Pounce You Like A Puma!
So I woke up at 3:30am with a great dream. And when I say great, I mean scared the hell out of me. So I dreamed that a group of 8 people my age were going to the last taping of The Price Is Right. We go, we watch, have fun and go to this hotel/house. We're all sleeping and there's this big ugly bulldog thing with large flops of skin. It's a mean bastard and wanting to kill people. But it can't because it's eaten by this 15 foot puma. Which goes around starting to eat people. And the fun part was I was watching as this ferocious feline was tearing out intestine and organ. -_- I woke up thinking 'damn, it's good to be on top of the food chain'. But as I stumbled into the bathroom half awake, I expected to see the puma slinking up my stairs. The scariest part in the dream was it simply wasn't acting like an animal but a very smart human in a puma's body. It was freaky.

The Phone Call From James
a phone call....(ring)..she says "hello".....who is this?........whispers.....its James....lmao.."james" who she says........its me....James......i can hear the pause, before she explodes........JAMES, is THIS the james that dam near destroyed me, and my house? yes..............and the one word that sinks me....chica......I should of known then, but i didnt, like most men, i was only thinkin about ME...LOL....What do you want James, you know i remember you..if you come back here, i wont be "gentle". Why do you want too come back?....cause chica, im hurtin..i need too let some "things" out.....can you lead me mistress?.......what a fool a man can be.........and a woman. Yes James, come over, but i warn you....THIS time, you'll not run RAMPANT! OK, mamacita, i promise, ill be good. Hehehe, the chance too let the PAIN rage in my blood, too let the lust burn itself out...oy, i cant wait...........I was so ready too kneel, too accept the pain i'd earned, i never saw it coming..........she c

The Text
She sends him a txt, that says "when you come home just go lay down".......he wonders whats in store, but the thrill of not knowing is more than he can stand. He'll do what she asks, because she rarely takes control. When he walks in, he sees theres no lights, only candles, the sweet smell of "rain forest" in the air. But no her, the one he craves, his angel, his anchor. He does as he was asked and goes too lay down in they're bed. He's so tired, he almost slips off too sleep, but he hears the door open, and there she is! His lover, his desire. As he starts too rise from the bed, she whispers, "no, dont touch, lay still" as she lays her finger too her lips. He watches her, dark tanned skin barely covered in beautiful white lace, hiding his desires. She knows what he wants, she wants it too. But not yet. She dances for him, turning, and bending, showing him everything he cant have yet. She drops too her knees, and peels his pants from his hips, as she pulls them down, she runs her tongu

Something New
I feel the day rise, White hot sun burning my eyes, They don't hear the world is crying, Weeping for another day they come, Don't see the horror of a fake, They only see the blood they drip, (drip 2x) They see no line between us in the light, They only see the darkness you failed in, Destroy all we created in image and creation, I lay in my grave with a rose (dead on my chest), The light covers my eyes and i am blinded by fire, Tonight we rise no longer the victums of the image, In flaming vengance and uncontroled (furry), We walked away from the grave We (Arose Dead!)

The Sheets
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her sex, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my balls as

Walk In The Park.....
She loved the solitude more than anything else. It was a popular park during the afternoon and evenings but in the morning there was never anyone around. As she ran the only sounds she could hear were made by her, her shoes hitting the pavement, the sound of her own breathing as she pushed herself to run faster, harder than before. She was racing against no one but herself yet determined to win, to defeat even her own record time for this 6 mile track. She knew every inch of this park, the trails and paths through the woods, the places where a couple could hide and fool around. She had spent her childhood here and every part of this park was ingrained into her memory for one reason or another. Skinny dipping in the lake, her first kiss under the covered bridge, falling from the top of a slide and breaking her arm, even losing her virginity to Darius Stone when she was 15. All of it came back to her as she ran. The sound of someone approaching her from behind didn't raise any cau

Random Questions Whom Most People Believe There Are No Answers, But There Are...
- Can you cry under water? - If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? - Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? - Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? - Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? - If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? - If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? - Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? - How come we choose from just two people for President and fifty for Miss America??? - Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. - If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call? - Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet soup? - Why is there a light in the fridge and not

Discovering Ones Self...
Discovering Ones Self... There lies a path Deep in the woods. Once it forked- The bad, the good. I chose to take The path which led to the left, I did not know what was in store For I had no map. Years have came- And years have gone. Now this road that I travel- Is dirty and battered. For it's littered with my dreams That have been broken and shattered. Paved with my wrongdoings- And dotted with pieces of my heart. That has been given away- And just torn apart. Revengence and anguish are common, Wherever you turn they're near. So close am I To falling- Into the darkened depths Of life. I cry out For help- No response I'm alone. There lies a path Deep in the woods. Once it forked- The bad, the good. Heed my warning, Because I know. Follow your heart- And you'll know where to go.

Thoughts On Vic
It's actually late for me to be on here...7:23 AM. I just went through re-rating a friends pics. I rated them 10's before, but now 11's. Funny thing is the 35 or so 11's I had left, never added up! Now I'm not a points whore, but if you pay for something, shouldn't it work for you. Does anyone know about this? I'd like to know what I did wrong? I didn't find anything about this at CT Support, so I figured I'd hit the blogs. BTW, excuse the rambling, I'm falling asleep wgile typing this.

Who The Hell Invented Play Dough?
I sometimes wonder about myself. A couple weeks ago I had to go to the child support office, Was there for oh uMm almost 5hours!! uGh!! So anyways I got home about 2:45 PM, my kid was going crazy, I had my 5 year old cousin for a while, my grandma was coming over and I needed a break in all the hysterics to get a couple of things done before she got here. So what do you think I thought was an inspiration? * my lightbulb shines brightly * PLAY DOUGH!! uGh! Someone shoot me! Good Lord. If that wasn't the worst idea I have ever had, I don't know what was. This somehow became a much bigger mess than I had anticipated and it took 2 days to get it totally cleaned up. On top of my bright idea which turned out to be a big mess, it's a good thing that it is NON-TOXIC because Kalea ( my daughter ) thought it looked like a snack! I had to keep digging pieces outta her mouth, ears, hair, pull up, pockets, and did I mention EARS!!*SIGH* I know, you're sitting there calling me an idiot and are

How Sexy Is My Name
table width=270 height="220" background="http://www.wishafriend.com/pf/sn/bg.jpg" align=center cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2>Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 126 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name?

Humor
Most people enjoy a good meal that has delicious flavor. To accent and enhance the flavor different seasonings are used which make the meal a truly delectible experience. Along the same parallel of thought, is a sense of humor that is used in good taste, no pun intended. A smile and a laugh make for an uplifting moment to enhance the day along the way. In addition, a smile and a laugh are absolutely free, bringing joy and happiness to others. A sense of humor seasons the day.

A Cruel Awakening For A Past Lover... ( Sorry Cj, But I Think You Should Know )
First off dont flatter yourself, as I DON'T want you back. I am just writing to inform you of some things I think you should know. Most of the things I said while between the sheets with you were lies. I'm generally not a liar; in fact, I insist upon the truth at most times. I know it does not absolve me of my deception, but understand that I said these things to placate your insecurities, because I knew that your performance depended upon my stroking of your ego more than it did my stroking your cock. I have learned confession is good for the soul; thus, I am confessing in this said letter. However, so allow me to clue you in on how spot-on--if often times cruel -- my thoughts have been with reguard to you and your obvious to everyone but YOU lack of sexual prowess : When I said it was an " OK " size, I swear, what I really meant was, " I've had bigger; infact they've all been bigger. Are you going to fuck me or write me a note, Mr Golf Pencil? " When I said it

May 18th...07..... Horoscope
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Figure out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking.

A Womans Flaw
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made

Oh Shit!
Have you ever had an " Oh Shit " moment? Yanno something where the only thing you can think of is " Oh Shit! "? Well I have, and let me tell you it was no bowl of cherries. I'm not at all easily embarrassed, but I turned as red as a freshly removed blood dripping tampon! It all happened this past summer; My water heater took a royal crap and totally stopped working. I live in a gated community which has an office equipped with community maintenance workers. So I called them up like any normal person who knew absolutely nothing about a water heater would do. They told me they would send someone out the very next morning. So I got extremely busy, cleaned my entire house. Threw things in closets and forced the doors closed, hid sex toys, put away half empty fifths of alcohol, threw away empty fifths, yanno the normal things people do when someone is comming over. The next morning the maintenance guy shows up right on time. Was on a Monday morning so I left him a key and left in a

Mommies Are Not The Only Ones That Like To Talk About Their Children
Good Morning…a slight pause as I am not sure this mornings story or missive or blog will have much response due to the audience is mainly woman. That is not a bad thing, actually I enjoy talking with women. I talk to men all day at work due to the type of business I am in and some women as well seeing that more and more purchasing duties are being trust on women for commercial and industrial accounts alike. The topic today is on the MSN TAB: Also on MSN, Moms: Share stories about your kids. Once that icon is clicked you get potholed into a site called “In the Motherhood” Which is great do not get me wrong this is a must. People should talk about their children, good, bad or indifferent. My dilemma is this Not that I talk mainly or write mainly to women, but more so that there are no Men sites to talk about their children. You know, I hear all the time from friends on what their kids doing, done or accomplishments are. Oh yeah, we guys love our children. We do not always show it, beca

My World
there was a time in my life where i wanted to die i felt so empty even when i was around friends and family....well one day i got a phone call and i was told that i was pregnant my heart skipped a beat i fell to the ground and started crying i was so scared i wouldnt be a good mom but the day they laid that littl boy into my arms that fear went away when i got to hold him all i did was starred into his eyes and cryed i didnt know what to do at that moment so i gentely kissed him on the forhead and told him he was mommys pride and joy... he gave me a new meaning of life that i never knew i would feel..he was so little i thought to my self how could something this great happen to me he is my hopes and my dreams i thought wouldnt ever come true he saved me in more ways then one he filled my life my heart my mind and soul with love and joy...i whisper to him everynight i love you my heart mommy loves you...the day i had him is the day my life beging..the first time he smiled i laughed and

Random Questions Of My Mind.
As I sit here and look at the countless hits and ratings that I get on my page I wonder, how many people really give a shit about the person behind the profile. As I stated these are my ramblings so don't mind me. So I guess what I am wondering is when somebody stops by and rates your page or photo or whatever do you ever get that spark of wonder about what they saw in you to make them wanna stop? Or am I just being shallow and egotistical thinking they just saw a cute pic and threw a rating at it? Ah hell thats what I get for lookin at this shit in the middle of the night instead of bein in bed where I should be!

When We Risk It All..
When We Risk It All... We can't blame others when love dwindles away- For we knew from the start it never promised to stay. It's just one of those things where the stakes are high- And sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye. When you love the right way, you will never lose- No matter what path life may force you to choose. You may end up with tears or a broken heart- But you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give- And if that's not enough, then you must continue to live. Life will go on and broken hearts will heal- You must continue on your quest, for that's the deal. Throw your heart into life and never stall- For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all. You see, love is the only thing that we know- That can be divided and divided but continue to grow. And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart- Just because life may have forced two people apart. We will continue to love and

My Angel
I Have An Angel I have an angel with me, inside of my head, even when she is not near. She came from me, and she resides with me, and in me every moment of my living. From the moment she emerged she owned me, heart and soul. She brings me my greatest joys, and my most unholy sorrow. And we are linked spiritually, and physically. She has the greatest beauty I have ever seen. The poets have written of the likes of her... golden hair, and eyes of the sea, a heart capable of capturing the soul, of anyone or anything that comes near. She grows even as I watch, and when she is grown, she will be a power to behold: strong, beautiful and powerful in spirit, graceful, delicate, charming and funny. She captures your eyes, but wait until you feel the pull of her true self- you can fall, you know! Everyone who knows her has fallen, and she has only just begun... My smiling angel, my smiley, my Kalea

Hatred For Family
When my worlds collided I am about to take you on a trip down to a time, when the worst things that can -happen all happens at once it seems. My name is Jason Lewis, I am a very large male that has been thru lots of pain and suffering and will now tell you the tale of just a small portion of my life. It all started January 4th, 1974 my sister Allison was born; she was a very sick child and spent a lot of time in the hospital. It started when she was about 4 years old she had an IV put in her ankle to help her eat. When she was around 14 years old she was diagnosed with Cystic Fibrosis, which is a death sentence or a terrible lung disease which ever you chose to call it. Most people diagnosed with this don’t live longer than the age of 18 years old; she lived until she was 28. It is now March of 2002, it is snowing out which is not too unusually for this time, but we had people in from California who have never seen snow. It almost seemed the way people were reacting was as if they

Only God Knows Why..
Only God Knows Why… No farewell words were spoken, No time to say goodbye, You were gone before I knew it, And only God knows why. Now thoughts of anguish, Travel through my mind, And now the reasons why it happened, I try to find. We had our good times, We had our bad, Now you’re gone, And it all seems sad. If I just had one more minute, To tell you what I never said, I’d tell you that I loved you, But now it’s too late, cause you’re dead. If my tears would clear a path, And my memories build a ridge, I’d push back the hands of time, And bring you back across that holy bridge. I may have acted, Like I didn’t care, Cause I never displayed my feelings, now I can’t, It’s just not fair. I wish I would have been more open, Cause I miss you so much, It’s almost like our memories, I can reach for, but never touch. I used to think it could never be too late, Now there’s this gaping hole, I try to cover it up, But it doesn’t seem to work, not

Our Reality
Dreaming of you, eyes wide awake vividly imagining the life we could make. Day dreams into night, feeling you are around me. Playing out a fantasy, fulfilling every need. Making this a reality has now become my quest. Only perfection for this King and Queen commanding nothing less.

Dad
Dad! I never ask for miracles, but today, just one would do, to see the door push open, and see you walking through. If I could have one lifetime wish, one wish that would come true, I would wish with all my heart, for yesterday and you. The things I feel most deeply, Are the hardest things to say, For I your daughter, loved you, I miss you more each day, for life is not the same, since you have gone away. My heart still aches with sadness, and silent tears still flow, for what it meant to lose you, No one will ever know. There will always be this heartache, And often a silent tear. I shall cherish those precious memories, of the days when you were here. Remembering you is easy, I do it every day. But missing you is a heartache that never goes away.

Soul Mates
Our connection forged through centuries of time, past and present now intertwined. Flowing from one soul to another, the chance now becoming yours and mine. Each of us born destined to find our way to the other, Realizing in a moment we have finally found our best friend and lover. As the ones before us give their blessing, guiding us on our path, side by side we walk eternally bound with our soul mate at last.

Awakening
Awakening from an endless, dormant slumber eyes opening to see a different view. Awakening to find the ancient world I once knew crumbled, replaced with the dawning of a new that exists within the realm of you. Awakening within me, my fragmented and tattered soul Caressed and mended by a brilliant power beyond all my control. Awakening the seed that was planted by the ones above, fulfilling our destiny's by within us both awakening the power of unconditional love.

Gm
good morning my awsome friends,i want to thank you all for being so kind for the comments and the rates on my pictures,i hope you all have a good day and rember i love you alland to keep a smile on them cute litte faces lol

Friday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Bob Kelly, Traveling Virus Tickets, Boner Of The Day, New Videos
Thank God it's FRIDEE, kids. The Opie and Anthony Show is ready for the weekend, but we're also ready to broadcast (on terrestrial stations). If you don't believe us, you can turn on your Paltalk and watch all of the breakfast-eating, ERock-ragging, and intern-bashing live as it happens. Of course, you can also be like us and gawk at the naked chicks in front of their webcams. Here's list of stations where YOU can hear the O&A Show in your town (many have online feeds). Check out the show we have lined up for you today, folks: First off, since Jim Norton is performing in Nashville all weekend at Zanies, so our pal Bob Kelly is in studio. Bob is going to be at Comix in NYC this weekend. Also, we may just hear from Dane Cook this morning, who may have a story or two about Bob. Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are on FIRE!!! (so buy two... 'cuz one might burn up). If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND LINE UPS Due to circumstances bey

Choices
What roads in life should i take? for I know the future is mine to make. The choices from the past seem to haunt my soul, but do I look back with regret or peace at reaching all my goals? Alot of things I would change if time would allow, For this I would pay any price to go back now. Turning back time is a luxury that we are not given, Only to be left t deal with a life that has now become our prison. Some aspects we know can be turned on a dime, And the only true, reliable ally on our side is time.

Internet Communities
Hello Friends! I've been online with my photos since 2003, first on a Dutch webpage for Tall Women called Http://www.kaikura.net. I'm still now and then making a session for them :-) Shortly after that I started my own yahoo-group becuse I wanted to have more contact with the people who came and looked at the photos. Http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Tall_Josephine (it's free to join! this is my main photo-place, what you see here are just a few examples of what you will find there! ohyes :-) Then I was chatting for a while through msn but I stopped - it just took too much time. Chatting is just way too much fun! *grin* - In 2005 I started a Swedish weblog: Http://giraffen197.webblogg.se - it is in Swedish, but there are many photos there from my new home-town, The Hague. Especially if you go to the menu to the left and scroll down to "Haag" - you will be able to see them! And not long ago - in February I think, I joined MySpace - Http://www.myspace.com/talljo

Words For Another One Of My Brothers
Are we victims of a struggle, far beyond our strength, A product of our own environment so they say. Are we settling for their definition of who we are now and will become? Only a perminent statistic at the end of the day. Are these the choices we have mindlessly made under society's spell Our knowledge now forming of our true self, with the strength to clearly vanquish our way. Are we now capable of believing we can change the perception stereotypically put upon our birth, In triumph to achieve, rising beyond today.

Standard Lounge Skin
On the left of your lounge u will see "lounge options". Click on "Change motd" & copy & paste the code below. If you want to add a background copy & page the url of the image where it say's "URL TO BACKGROUND HERE". ________________________________________ body{ background-image:url("URL TO BACKGROUND HERE")!important; background-repeat:repeat!important; background-attachment:fixed!important; background-position:top!important; } table{background-color:transparent!important;}tr, th{background-color:transparent!important;} td{background-color:transparent!important;} td{color:white!important} } div.lounge_shoutbox_enter_data { border:2px solid white; border-bottom:none; overflow:hidden; width:600px; height:30px; background-color:white; color: white; text-align:right; padding-left:10px; padding-right:10px; margin:0px; vertical-align:bottom; } div.lounge_shoutbox { vertical-align:top; border: 2px solid black; border-top:none; overflow:auto; width:600px

I Am His
I lie on my side kness bent I feel his love cover me Protectting, caring I listen to the silence Thoughts of him envelope me Like a soft warm blanket I feel the darkness Drawing in on me Yet he shines light to all I cannot see I close my eyes And feel my heart beating out My desires and longings I try to surrender to sleep But my mind will be still Searching, examing, understanding Slowly by piece In ways I cannot explain I am laying before him the pieces of my heart. On the floor so he may tread on them at will In his hand so he may use them at will Before his eyes so he may examine them at will And yet I pray his foot treads lightly His hand holds them tenderly His eyes be blinded with love So I lie here waiting and wanting Waiting to see where he leads me Wanting against all reason to give even more

A Long Dark Night
A Long Dark Night I stand in absent memorie, looking down the hallway, of those years. Behind each door, another painfull tear. Your smell your eyes your words, Echo still, in every squirming room. My son, your other victim, gone far to soon. Today we stood there, you and I, Walked down the faded carpet trail, Meloncholic dialouge of all that made us fail. You clamied your demon soured by drink ripped violently my soul No forgivness or remorse can change that heavy toll Threadbear floors dust laden drapes Filtered out all ray's of sun In the cool dark timlesness, decay has long begun Fingers trembling, fluttered heart This door should now shut tight But I can't say good bye my son.! It is still a long dark night.

She Once Loved Me
She'd been with you for many years, her loyalty did show. You loved her and she loved you back, until she had to go. You found him as a lonely stray, you gave him lots of care. His grateful love had known no bounds, until he wasn't there. You miss her shaggy golden head Or striped or spotted back, your dear companion cat or dog whose love you'd never lack. Do not despair for they'll be there, when your time's at the end. There just beyond the Pearly Gates, awaits your furry friend. MySpace Graphics - MySPACE MONEY

What Does Your Name Say About You
Take the letters of your first name and put them together to see what you are like A : you like to drink B : you like people C: you are really silly D : one in a million E : great in bed F : you are dead sexy G : you never let people tell you what to do H : you have a very good personality,looks and, are a very good kisser I : great in bed J : people Adore you K: you're wild and crazy L : unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N: you like to drink ALOT O: awesome kisser P : you are popular with all types of people Q : you are a hypocrite R : fuckin Crazy S : easy to fall in love with T : you're loyal to those you love U : you are really silly V : you are not judgemental W : you are very broad minded X : you never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : always ready Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name say about you F : you are dead sexy E : great in bed L :

Horoscope For 5/18/07
"It's easy to start judging yourself by the world's standards, but it's ultimately unsatisfying -- like eating a whole bunch of cookies and then wondering why your body feels so lousy. Set your own rules and play by them." "Heh." Shall no longer be an expression I will use. It's vague and meaningless. As for setting my own standards... I am quite skilled in this arena. But then again, I make the rules. So I sure as shit better be. Practice. Makes perfect.

Whats My Name Say
Take the letters of your first name and put them together to see what you are like A : you like to drink B : you like people C: you are really silly D : one in a million E : great in bed F : you are dead sexy G : you never let people tell you what to do H : you have a very good personality,looks and, are a very good kisser I : great in bed J : people Adore you K: you're wild and crazy L : unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N: you like to drink ALOT O: awesome kisser P : you are popular with all types of people Q : you are a hypocrite R : fuckin Crazy S : easy to fall in love with T : you're loyal to those you love U : you are really silly V : you are not judgemental W : you are very broad minded X : you never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : always ready Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name say about you K: you're wild and crazy A : you like to d

This Explains A Lot!
Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claimed that an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and the federal government. However, you may NOT know that in the month of April of 1948, nearly nine months after that historic day, Albert Arnold Gore, Jr., Hillary Rodham, John F. Kerry, William Jefferson Clinton, Howard Dean, Nancy Pelosi, Dianne Feinstein, Charles E. Schumer, and Barbara Boxer were born. See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? This bit of information may clear up a lot of things.

The Word "service
At one time in my life, I thought I had a handle on the meaning of the word "service." "It's the act of doing things for other people." Then I heard these terms which reference the word SERVICE: Internal Revenue Service Postal Service Telephone Service Civil Service City & County Public Service Customer Service Service Stations Then I became confused about the word "service ." This is not what I thought "service" meant. So today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to "service " a few of his cows. BAM! It all came into perspective. Now I understand what all those "service" agencies are doing to us. I hope you now are as enlightened as I am.

Maddie Mccann Day 15
More than 40 million people have visited a website to find missing Madeleine McCann, as police continue their "dynamic" investigation into her disappearance. Portuguese police are continuing to examine telephone calls between a Russian computer expert and their key suspect on the night the little girl was abducted, while the campaign to boost Madeleine's profile across Europe gathers pace. The official website to track her down, www.bringmadeleinehome.com reads: "Over 40 Million people have been on the website! Keep Looking!" Sergey Malinka, 22, insisted he had nothing to do with the four-year-old's disappearance after being questioned by detectives until the early hours of Thursday morning. Mr Malinka designed a website for Anglo-Portuguese man Robert Murat, the first "arguido", or suspect. On Thursday night, Mr Malinka told Sky News he wanted to clear his name and knew nothing about Madeleine's disappearance. Describing his relationship with Mr Murat as "strictly prof

Best Cleavage On Ct Contest!
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Sister-in-laws That Are Evil
i have a sister in law that i really don't like she is a evil b---- and i don't care for her at all. she has two kids by my brother and know that they are about to split up she told my mother that she never felt like she was every a part of our family. this is far from the truth my mother has been over backwards to be more than kind to her she has always tried to make her feel like she was a big part of the family. well the meat of the story is know that my brother and this evil person may be calling it quites. she told my mother that she could (never) see her two grand kids ever and not to come and try to vist them. my brother is not trying to make it any better he won't tell her to let my mom see the kids i sent him an email and no return. my question is what should my mother do are there any type of rights for grandparents?

Update: I Know I Haven't Been Here In A While...
Undergoing surgery this morning. New experience for me so I thought I would post something very peaceful to me; an image I can take with me to the surgery room in my mind. The path aligned with the pecan trees is actually in a median on Pecan Parkway in NW Austin, TX. I had an opportunity to stop in the turn lane when no one else was traveling on the road much and captured this picture. I took both horizontal and vertical pictures of this section of trees aligned. In the vortex of the vantage point, the tree alignment is actually curving to the right so it appears that they are curving around to meet each other when they are not. Because the vertical is my favorite of this site, I am posting that this morning. Perhaps, tomorrow morning I will post the horizontal so that you can tell me which one is your favorite. If you don't see me for a few days, it is only because I have had to stay a little bit longer than expected. Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!

Guest Map
Better Graphics Top Codes Angels Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some On my profile, there is now a guest map and I would like you all to try to go there and add your name and state you live in. I have tried to reach some you on your pages to sign your guest map but somehow, explorer loves to boot me when it lags on your page, so please give me time to add my name to your map. I think adding the guest map is good, some of us tend to forget where most of each other really are at lol.

Relatively Brief Movie Quiz
Relatively Brief Movie Quiz 1. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times. Hard Bodies (It was the 80s I was young and it had naked women) 2. Name a movie that you've seen multiple times in the theater. Most recent: X-men 3 Last Stand saw it 4 times and I hated this movie. 3. Name an actor that would make you more inclined to see a movie. John Malkovich 4. Name an actor that would make you less likely to see movie. Jamie Kennedy 5. Name a movie that you can and do quote from. Just about every movie I have seen more then 3 times. 6. Name a movie musical that you know all of the lyrics to all of the songs. Seven Brides for Seven Brothers, Sergeant Peppers Lonely hearts Club Band. Plus most Disney and Muppet Movies 7. Name a movie that you have been known to sing along with. See Answer to number 6 8. Name a movie that you would recommend everyone to see. Old Boy 9. Name a movie that you own. LOL Considering the number of DvDs I have it might be

Shark Fishing
I leave June 2nd to go down to Texas for a few days to go shark fishing with a friend of mine, and I can't wait. Just the power a shark has, knowing the hour long fight I'll have is just the biggest rush I think I can have. Actually having one there to touch knowing I won the fight has to be the bigget adrenaline rush ever!

Eh
It's as if the moon collapsed. The shadow men never wore any faces. But I liked to imagine You lifted me and.. you let me fall. I could have had it all. Selfish selfish little me. It's like a door closed. Shut in my face. I'm so good at slamming things Kick and scream Barbed wire fences No admittance here Erase all the details How? Can't you give me the directions? I mean, you DID erase me. Or was I never real at all? Whatever. Itdoesntmatteranymore.

Its Sad
i stole this from some ones blog MOTORCYCLE Current mood: sad Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. *Girl hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? its bugging me. (In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 people were on it, but only 1 survived. *The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

Cherry Tap!!
Hi this is about this site were all on Cherry TAP!! i think its site is great and lots of fun I like all the friends I meet and some I get to know pretty good and of course we all get points and money and E.T.C. of course . Some actually hook up here and continue in there lives and some well its not fare what happens when some 1 falls for some 1 and turns out there with some 1 else or flirtin or so. I have been on this site for quite a while now and made some good long time friends and still maken friends day by day and of course going up higher as we all do in time some faster then others some not at all depends on how long were online and how we promote our selves . Some of the contests are not fare and of course most of the contests are run by guys ok well thats not all to fare ok because if its all about women like there tattoo's or body parts well of course the leader of the contest or 1 of his good friends will pick some girl who is his best friend or so wel all hav

Naughty Story Part 2
Just my luck I thought as I answered the phone,just when the movie was geting to the good part. I said hello,lucky me it was my boss. "Sorry to bother you, but tomrrow as you know my partner is coming to check on the shop, could you cover for me? I'm needed else where." "Sure ,just as long as I get paid." He laughed at me and said you will no doubt,then he hung up on me. Good I thought and went back to watching my movie, it was geting to the best part where she was about to be pulled out of the shower by her ex-lover. The next morning after geting out of my shower,I was looking at my outfits. What to wear,all I know about the partner was that she was very picky. So I looked and thought what will it be, the tight sky blue shirt with the black jeans or maybe the soft baby blue dress that was held up only by my breast. I hate picking out my outfits. Well looking outside it looked like it was going to be another sticky summer day, so the dress would be more comfy. So I slipped it on an

Invasion
A great Crimson light erupts north of the great silver falls the grandeur of light befalls the eve over Paradise.. Explosion vast- growing fireball, fires indigenous of Hell unleashed scorch the land, singe the flowers in the grass Slightly darkened is the sky over Paradise Falling pieces of silver falling scorched bits of gold wind runner blazing fast and heated over Paradise Fleeing Angels of light betray the command of Michael too fearful to fight- Wings burnt by the great fireball over Paradise Land breaking apart, red spew migrating to the surface All good Souls screaming in terror And the Absence of God over Paradise Fallen Angels in vast battalions Descend from the smoky skies Vast Armies of Darkness Over Paradise Descending Terror Prince of Horror Reigning of Truth in absolute Bringer of War over Paradise Well over a Million Arch Angels of Fire Demons of Dark Legions of Ancient Millennium Spearheading Victory over the false of light All goo

I Am 39
Body: Subject Dr Phil Test - I'm a Body: Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah and she got a 38. Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out. Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the subject box. Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now......not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so..... Grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the subject of the bulletin to read YOUR total. When you are finished, repost this. Make

Another Bad Night
So its another bad night followed by a bad gut feeling... however that could also be from the lack of sleep in my body. I miss my ex for all that it matters but there is no going back after everything that has happeened.... Suppost to be for the best but how i see it as for the best i have no idea. to top it all off i got one of those bad feelings thats going on , i am kinda hoping its a false alarm and nothing is going to happen... or it could be the fact im completly over stressed. Not sure which one it is. Hopefully just stress and nothing bad because i dont think i could take another stressful weekend. I swear i think i would end up in a mental ward if this is another bad weekend..... god help me... because no one else seems to be able to.

Just About Reunion Time
I realize that any day now, hell it may have already passed, I will officially live through the day to celebrate 10 years away from a personal hell, or rather my graduation from HS. So now I sit back and of course take stock of my life and realize how different it is now as compared to what I orginally thought. Not that its bad just different. I mean sure plan number one play pro ball and most likely maybe make it out of the minor leagues. A plan that came to a screeching halt with that infamous slide into first base. Ok Joe stop laughing I know the slide hurt it but my desire to impress HER and cause me to run (ok hobble and limp slowly)back out into center field with an ankle that could have in fact been substituted for the softball is what really screwed it up. But I still maintain at the time we were both freshman so it was ok. Plan number one out the window onto plan number 2, be a psych major in college. A plan so fatally flawed in its inception I'm surprised I even th

When Feelings Take Place
When Feelings take place you know When your stomach jumps, and your toes begin to tingle. When your eye twitches, and your cheeks begin to turn red. When a smile crosses your face and your body melts below you. When your heart skips a beat, and you begin to think oh god what is he thinking. You know he is there. However, when you stomach churns, and your toes stop tingling. When you close your eyes just to see him, and your cheeks are pale. When a frown crosses your face and your body feels cold below you. When your heartaches, and you begin to think oh god where is he. You know he is gone. However, when your ears begin to ring and your nose tickles. And You feel warm at night you know he is thinking about you. However, when the tickle is gone. The ring has faded, and your body is cold and sleepless. You know he has forgotten.

Inside
Inside Bottled up inside are the words I never said the feelings that I hide the lines you never read You can see it in my eyes read it on my face trapped inside are lies of the past I cant replace With memories that linger wont seem to go away why cant I be happier today is a brand new day Yesterdays are over even though the hurtings not nothing lasts forever I must cherish what i've got DONT take my love for granted for soon it will be gone all I ever wanted of the love you thought you'd won The hurt i'm feeling now wont disapear over night but someway somehow everything will turn out right No more wishing for the past it wasnt meant to be it didnt seem to last so I have to set him free!! Words that every women should learn to live there lives by it just may someday save you alot of pain!!!!

A Poem To A Guy
a poem to a guy ! you... the one guy i can always talk to ! the one guy who understands me! you... the one guy who makes me laugh even in the darkest hours ! the one guy who makes me get back on my feet ! you... the one guy who likes me for me ! the one guy who helps me to belive that there really is goodness,kindness and laughter in this world! you... the one guy who made me laugh after all that i've been through and proveing it can be done over and over again!!! kelly jo

Dreams
Dreams i Dream of a man with a gental touch,soft lips, and beautiful words . I dream of a man who understands me, wants me, loves me for me. I dream of a man who smiles when my name is mentioned, who smiles when i walk in a room, whos face lites up when i say hello . I dream of a man who listens to my every word, who has the time to stop and say "Hey beautiful looking good today" But most of all i dream of a man who wakes up every morning to say i love you and go to bed everynight just to be with me ! but every women can dream Right ! kelly jo

Fuck You (poem)
FUCK YOU Fuck you too you stupid fuck I hate you too you no good fuck Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer dont give me that fucking stare because I know you dont fucking care Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer sluts and whores thats your life fuck the one who wants to be your wife push her, shove her, make her go then sit back and watch the tears flow Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer Fucked her, stuck her, watched her bleed kicked her while on her knees said you loved her but you lied so stupid fuck I hope at least you tried KISS MY ASS you FUCKING LOSER I HATE you too you FUCKING BOOZER

I Need Advice...
ok, this advice im askin is for my 20 yyear old lil brother...lets call him "jose"..."jose" met a cute girl two years ago and hooked up with her...this gurl who we will call "maria" told my brother that she was 16 going on 17..."jose" believed her cause she had the body and mentality to go with it...anyways, "maria" ends up pregnant and my brother takes upon himself to then go see her mom and tell her that he is the father of the baby...upon meetin her mom he discovers that "maria" is really only 13 goin on 14...wow, rite? anyways, "maria's" mom said that as long as "jose" responds for the baby financially and is in the baby life as a father figure that she would not press charges...upon "maria" givin birth (which i attended) the hospital social worker took it upon herself to notify the authorities about "maria's" situation...when the detectives arrived at "maria's" house her mom told them that she was not going to press charges because it was in her grandbaby's best interest that the

To Whom It May Concern
To Whom it may Concern Please hear what I'm not saying. Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear, for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them are me. Pretending is an art that's second nature to me, but don't be fooled. For god's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I am secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without. That confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the waters calm and I'm in command, and that I need no one. But don't believe me. Please don't believe me. My surfaces may be smooth, but my surface is my mask, my varying and ever concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath it dwells the real me, in confusion and fear, in aloneness. But I hide this, I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness and the fear of being exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonc

Feelin
ok so i cant sleep .... its 8:10am i have work in a few hours an i have guests here for the weekend i will be tired as hell an to my dear friends the hospital went ok gotta have more scans tho so will let u know ne ways goin bk to chillin out

Funny Song
Funny song!!!!!!!!! Last night I stayed up late and masturbated, it felt so good, I knew it would. Last night I stayed up late to masturbate, It felt so nice, I did it twice. You should have seen me on the short strokes, It felt so grand, I used my hand, And you should have seen me on the long strokes, It felt so neat, I used my feet. Shake it, break it, beat it on the floor, Smash it, bash it, thrust it through the door, Some people seem to think that fornication's grand, But for all ~around enjoyment, I perfer to use my hand!

My Dad
March 6, 1980 is a day that I will never forget. I was 14 years old. My dad used to work for a large steel company here in Dallas and he was in the Steelworker’s union. This particular night, he was at a union meeting and my mother had allowed me to stay up later than usual so that I could see my dad before I went to bed. Well, my dad came home from his meeting and had brought me a chocolate shake from our local Dairy Queen. He handed me the shake and said, “This is just because I love you”. Shocked I was, because my father really didn’t say that to me often… I drank my shake, hung out with my dad for a few minutes, and then headed off to bed. (Much later, I realized that he must have known…) The next morning, at about 6:00am, I was awakened by my mother’s frantic screaming out in the hall outside the restroom…”Melvin, please open the door”….”Melvin, please answer me”…. I bolted up out of bed to see what the commotion was and found that my dad had been in the bathroom, my mother

What We Are Doing To Our Planet!!
As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, ge

Chapter One
Well, to start off with I'm not too sure on what I'm going to be doing. I have seemed to have fallen into this depression that I'm trying to pull myself out of. I am happy and satisfied with where I am living at right now. I love being with my Sister's. They have helped me sooo much. You couldn't ask for a better family than the one I have. They have protected me, and have supported me in everything and every decision that I have made. I love you, Kristie and Tera. You are the greatest sisters ever. The thing is is that I'm debating on going back to my husband or not. He really wants me to come back home, but I'm not sure on what to do. I do want to go back, and I really want to work my marriage out. I love and care for my husband an awful lot. I have let a few things get in between our marriage just as he has done some things that's broke the marriage up, also. Both of us realize now what it is that we need to do to work this out, and we are both willing to do it.

Why Do So Many Women Play Mind Games?
just wondering im seeing lately and for some reason i really get this alot why do women play these stupid mind games on men for i dont get it,ok i know dress like a cowboy but come on im not retared or anything like so many of you think i am,anyway someday somebody will cross your paths,just be honest with the person,i know the ones here who acted like they like me were all faked come on i figure you out,quit the pity stuff like so many of seem to do to me thanks

I'm A 55
Body: Subject Dr Phil Test - I'm a Body: Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah and she got a 38. Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out. Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the subject box. Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now......not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so..... Grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the subject of the bulletin to read YOUR total. When you are finished, repost this. Make

I Can Usually Be Entertained
in the mumms but they are so boring tonight..I mean what the fuck?I am so sick of the 'should I sleep or stay up? Am I hot or not? I want to try the lounges but am kinda of leery of them I guess I just don'tknow what to expect from them is all.So if anyone reads this and wants to fill me in on what the lounges are like I'd appreciate it.

My Cyber Friends!!
i admit!!!i'm an internet addict..i stay up late just browsing the net & chatting with someone.. i never thought i would meet friends that are as kind, thoughtful & as cool as what i have now..it's hard to find friends in the net that also share your interests and i'm so glad i had the priviledge of meeting such cool people like MS. EVE, MS. NIMFA, TON, TIN, ZAIYEN, ANNA, CATE, AYAN, KRIS, CARMILINA, RUFFA & many more that im that i'm having trouble counting.. we talk about what anything under the sun.. one time TON & TIN said that they would send me two pocketbooks (which i didn't believe at first..) i mean, who would send a package to someone that you hardly even know..but when i saw their pictures holding that two pocketbooks, i was so happy..not only because of the gift but because they really consider me as a friend 4 sending me that gift.. & for that i'm really thankful..it's really the thought that counts..they are my "cyber best friends"!! and im really lucky for having them

The Baby Boom.
Winter is over, and people are coming out of hibernation, and during the winter there isn't much to do around here, besides have alot of sex. Therefore there is usually quite alot of pregnant people running around. Me included. Yeppers. Pregnant I am. My parents & sister are excited, along with Chris's family, his Dad was shocked, especially since he knew that me & Chris were fighting alot. So, I've got to quit smoking, that will be pleasant. Can't dye my hair - which I was suppose to do a normal color for a wedding & a family portait, oh well. And all the fun stuff happens in the summer!!! Especially the FAIR!!! No rides :( oh well, I can still go and eat! I am still going to go to concerts, since the Family Values Tour is coming to my neck of the woods, and I am psyched to see Hell Yeah, Fly Leaf & Evanesance. The Doctor said it was fine so kick ass - but I've got to be good - no fighting at the concert 0;) Hopefully its a girl, so I can put my Little Mermaid stu

The Cold Feet Syndrome
The date is set. The church is reserved. The dress is bought. The groom is ready. But the bride is a nervous wreck. I'm in full on panic mode here people, and I don't know why. I'm sure this is what I want to do but I'm just nervous about the whole frills of the matter. What if something goes wrong? What if I trip and fall flat on my face? Gasp, what if i step on my dress walking down the isle and it rips? I don't think I should be thinking about this. Another thing is that I have no one to give me away or walk me down the isle. I went by my mom's place to invite her as a show of good faith and she called me a souless slut whore. Whatever, she hasn't changed a bit and now I know why my father left when he did. Everything my mother told me about him was a lie, including who he was. She told me he was a dead beat dad who was hooked on drugs and porn. I recently found out that the man my mother claimed was my father was just her long time live in boyfriend. my real father was in the Ar

Froggy Style!
Since i put that up on my page every1 wants ta know wht froggy style iz, so here i'll let u n on it.Ta me Froggy style iz a lil better than doggy, Tha woman lays on her stomach n tha position of a frog & u match her on top of her u enter lock fingers & rap yr legs aroung each other, woman lift yr ass just lil n tha air (if u use a pellow that works 2)men u enter her at a angle ( i put that on everythang u will hit her spot everytime u enter & exit), now dont do it stiff only use yr lower part of yr pelvic. Start out wit a slow windin grind, ladys u grind wit him, but n tha other direction.Men durin tha grind pull yrself back all most ut of her but not all tha way leave just tha tip n & then sink yrself back n2 her az deep az u can go until u hit tha back off her walls, repeat this motion a few times..& then thats when u speed uphittin hard & fast, now keep it up dont stop faster harder & just when yr both r about ta cum ( let each other know thats key " baby im getin ready ta cum")grin

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"The world is made for those not cursed with self awareness" How true is that? As I wander through life trying to find my place in the world, I am painfully aware of the dichotomy between what I believe the "right" thing to do is versus the "fun" or "easy" thing. I do not always do the "right" thing, but even when I do not, I usually know what the "right" thing is or at least which choice is better. Out in the world, I constantly see other people who make choices not based on right or wrong at all, but what feels the best for them at the time. I am curious about these people and how they live. Do they have moments of self doubt, but just blow them off for the next bit of immediate gratification? Or do they lack or have they completely subjugated those feelings? Please, I am no better than anyone else. I do bad things and will continue to do things that I know are wrong. The point, if I have one at all, is that in some ways I envy those people. What would it be like to

Just Because I Can!
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Emotions Test
1.Your favorite color out of: red, black, green, blue, yellow? Black 2. Your first initial? C 3. Birthday? May 9th 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? Black 5. Name one of your friends.? Tanya 6. Your favorite number? 7 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? driving 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? lake 9. Think of a wish, but don't write it. Answers 1. If you choose: Red- You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down. Yellow - You are a very happy person.. 2. If you're initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks

Educational Strategies
Abstract: Purpose: Relatively little is known about how medical genetics is being taught in the undergraduate medical curriculum and whether educators concur regarding topical priority. This study sought to document the current state of medical genetics education in U.S. and Canadian accredited medical schools. Method: In August 2004, surveys were sent from the Indiana University School of Medicine to 149 U.S. and Canadian medical genetics course directors or curricular deans. Returned surveys were collected through June 2005. Participants were asked about material covered, number of contact hours, year in which the course was offered, and what department sponsored the course. Data were collated according to instructional method and course content. Results: The response rate was 75.2%. Most respondents (77%) taught medical genetics in the first year of medical school; only half (47%) reported that medical genetics was incorporated into the third and fourth years. About two t

The Coat Hanger
A woman was at work when she received a phone call that her small daughter was very sick with a fever. She left her work and stopped by the pharmacy to get some medication. She got back to her car and found that she had locked her keys in the car. She didn't know what to do, so she called home and told the baby sitter what had happened. The baby sitter told her that the fever was getting worse. She said, "You might find a coat hanger and use that to open the door." The woman looked around and found an old rusty coat hanger that had been left on the ground, possibly by someone else who at some time had locked their keys in their car. She looked at the hanger and said, "I don't know how to use this." She bowed her head and asked God to send her help. Within five minutes a beat up old motorcycle pulled up, with a dirty, greasy, bearded man who was wearing an old biker skull rag on his head. The woman thought, "This is what you sent to help me?" But, she w

The Summer Of 1957
It's the summer of 1957 and Harold goes to pick up his date, Peggy Sue. Harold's a pretty hip guy with his own car and a duck tail hairdo. When he goes to the front door, Peggy Sue's mother answers and invites him in. "Peggy Sue's not ready yet, so why don't you have a seat?" she says. That's cool. Peggy Sue's mother asks Harold what they're planning to do Harold replies politely that they will probably just go to the malt shop or to a drive in movie or maybe go to the local Dance Hall. . Peggy Sue's mother responds, "Why don't you kids go out and screw? I hear all the kids are doing it." Naturally this comes as quite a surprise to Harold and he says "Wha...aaat?" "Yeah," says Peggy Sue's mother, "We know Peggy Sue really likes to screw; why, she'd screw all night if we let her!" Harold's eyes light up and he smiles from ear to ear. Immediately, he has revised the plans for the e

Roy Orbison "only The Lonely"
ROY ORBISON lyrics - "Only The Lonely" (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know the way I feel tonight (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) Know this feeling ain't right (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) There goes my baby There goes my heart They've gone forever So far apart But only the lonely Know why I cry Only the lonely (Dum, dum, dum, dumdy-do, ah) (Whoa, yeah, yeah, yeah-yaa) (Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa-oow, ah-ah) (Only the lonely) (Only the lonely) Only the lonely Know the heartaches I've been through Only the lonely know I cry and cry for you May be tomorrow A new romance No more sorrow But that's the chance You've gotta take If you're lonely heartbreak Only the lonely

Goodbye Mr. Falwell
Death and infirmity come to all of us, so when you callously dismiss suffering people with words like "we do reap it in our flesh when we violate the laws of God" you're definitely risking somebody's wrath. The God of Irony, perhaps? And if the good Reverend Falwell could dismiss AIDS victims on the grounds that they made a "choice" that led to their death ... well, gluttony and the resultant obesity may well have led to his death by heart disease, but that's no reason to celebrate the event as a "reaping in the flesh." It is, however, hard to resist asking: How's that working out for you? Jerry Falwell is no more. He has, in the immortal words of Monty Python's parrot routine, "joined the Choir Invisible." But though he may not be "pining for the fjords" like John Cleese's late Norwegian Blue, I don't join some of my blogging brethren in assuming he's gone to a much warmer place than Norway. In fact, I have no reason to believe in the kind of afterlife that can be described with

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

The Potential Within (part 1)
If someone had told you that you would save the world from destruction, what would you do? Well, five years ago, I was told that very same thing. And ever since my life has been different. Sit back and I'll tell you the story from the start. My name is Damien Dark, and this all starts on my twelfth birthday. My mom, who's into all that physic and spiritual stuff, thought it would be nice if I got my spirit energy read. Of course when I heard that, I thought of Dragon Ball Z and Yu Yu Hakusho, but this was a little different. She said the last time my father and her had been read, her energy was basically light and air energy,and my father's was that of dark and fire energy. A strange combination for those two, which is probably why they got divorced. After the small talk we left for my reading. Connie's Cosmic Sage, the best place in town for your spiritual needs. This was the place where I was going to be read. As we walked in Connie, the store owner and one of my mom's friends,

When God Made The Emt
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

Who Am I Looking For?
I would like a caring man. A man that can treat a woman right. One that can accept my faults as I accept his faults also. I know I am not perfect and I also know that no one is.I would like to have a man that has some of my interests. I like most kinds of music. I love to sing. I don't drink beer but the occasional glass of wine or margerita is nice. I have never used drugs and prefer not to be around ones that do. I also would prefer a non smoker. So, if a man can accept that, it would be great. I do not play head games and wouldnt want a man to play head games with me either.I do not tolerate liars or cheats. I believe a man and a women should be honest with each other; always tell the truth and be faithful. Getting to know--this will come after many chats online and the phone. I feel that after being divorced, i would like to find a good man; one i can trust and one that can trust me. I am ready to move on with my life. I do look at the inside and outside of a person

And Just When I Thought It Couldn't Get Worse......
The commitment phobe of a guy that I'm talking to decides today that he needs space again. Like I was crowding him, or forcing him to commit to me for the rest of his life. I went to his house to hang out on Mon. Called him when I got off work on Tues. like he told me to and he didn't answer or call back. I tried to call again on Wed to no avail. When I sent him a text today (Thurs) he tells me that I need to chill. WTF...over Can someone tell me how 4 phone calls and 3 text msgs in 3 days equates to me getting attached to someone who is just supposed to be P.O.A. in the first place? Come on Duckman you know the rest of the details, yes it's the same guy I told you about last month, enlighten me. Can someone clarify this for me 'cause I'm confused. I really am about to be done with guys.

Breathe My Spirit
Let my spirit Breathe I just don't understand My dreams need words to speak My heart's spirit sleeps every second of the day I know I hold thee in my dreams Whispered and shouted I need to keep the spirit true People with respect are there to guide the way Only the spirit of the heart needs to fallow So Dancing out of step Keep the spirit awake Only a momment in time every word I say is mine So let my spirit breathe And I will give the ardent of words of love Never in my heart has my spirit breathed with out a thought to life, to love, happiness and joy or even faith So give my spirit a chance to breathe of hope and dreams And I will hold thee in the spirit of my arms Until thy dreams and spirit needs to breathe also So come let us share a dream and breathe over the sadness of time and not of ardent of love lost So please breathe oh spirit's of life help us capture the the wind in our spirit's of life Now can we dance a slow dance and let o

Honestly
Lately I been really hating guys that just wanna lie or use there SUPPOSELY good friends for things. Y cant u people be a true friend? Shit forget that, that shit dont ever happen. Im really stressed out lately. Have been having health issuses lately an car problems. My health problem Im not worried about whatever happenes happens. I'll be getting internet soon at home IM SOOO happy about that CANT wait. BLAH BLAH BLAH thats the way i feel right now. But any ways I better get going here Im leaving work in 8 mins yay im excited not OH SHIT I am cause Im getting something tonight hehe... Gotta love SEX. Goodnight

I'm So Sick Of The Bullshit
So I had a fender bender last week. OK. Well today the other parties insurance company calls me and tells me that they won't be covering the repairs on my car because they have a statement from a witness stating that this girl was already out in the aisle and turning her wheels to leave when I hit her. So I was at fault. Excuse me. Where the fuck did this person come from. I knew nothing about any witnesses. Why didn't this person come up to the both of us and say I saw what happened when I was there? Why did she wait until fter I left to leave her contact info with just the other if she was in a rush? She couldn't have been in too big of a hurry to wait 5 mins for me to leave and then come up and say I saw what happened. This sounds all kinds of fishy to me, that a witness should suddenly appear out of thin air that said nothing to me, when I didn't see anyone around when the other party and I were exchanging information. Is it just me who sees something wrong with this?

Bad Boys For Life?
Today was an interesting day, I saw someone I knew in high school, well sort of knew in high school, she knew me. I tried talking to her, you know, just to say hello and catch up on things and she more or less blew me off. It took me by surprise because for the most part I thought I was very well liked, especially throughout my high school years, I was voted best dressed, best spoken, and most eligible bachelor my senior year...well apparently I guess that wasn't the case. Apparently my reputation preceeds me. See...back in high school, despite being an oustanding student, active in lots of extra curricular activities, I had a bad streak, a real bad streak. In the school I was what you could call the ideal student, but outside, I did it all, I raced illegally, ahh...I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss my Corvette, I fought on the streets, often for money, and amongst other things, I really did things and got involved with people that I shouldn't have been. I guess you can

The Birthday Party
IT WAS APRIL 17TH, AND MY FRIEND HEATHER WAS JUST TURNING 25, SHE'S MY EX-BOYFRIENDS FRIEND FROM SCHOOL, AND SHE WAS SO HOT LOOKING, WE GAVE HER JEWELERY AND SHE JUST ABOUT MELTED, WE TOOK SHOTS OF JAGERMEISTER I HAD ABOUT 7 OF THEM SHE WAS ALREADY BUZZING, SHE HAD BEEN HITTING ON ME AND MY EX ON PREVIOUS OCCASIONS, WHICH IS ALL GOOD, SINCE WE WERE STILL CLOSE FRIENDS. -AND WE SHARE, SHE WAS WEARING FISHNET STOCKINGS BLACK SKIRT AND TOP, MY EX CONFESSES TO ME THAT HE DOESN'T THINK THAT SHE SWUNG THE BI-SEXUAL WAY, BUT THE FIRST NIGHT WE MET SHE DANCED WITH ME AND KISSED ME AND THEN LATER RATED ME A "13" SO IT MADE ME WONDER? -I HAD STATED EARLIER IN THE DAY "SO HELP ME GOD, IF SHE HITS ON ME," SO WE WERE DRIVING OUT TO THE BEACH IN OCEAN SHORES ROCKING OUT TO MUSIC, AND HEATHER JUST POPS OFF AND SAYS, I'M BI-SEXUAL AND I SAID HEATHER U DON'T SWING THAT WAY AND SHE SAYS HELL YEAH I DO AND MY EXPRESSION WAS HELL YEAH FUCK YEAH, SHE WANTED TO GO RUNNING NAKED ON THE BEACH WITH ME SOME PE

Empty
nothing feels enough I know why God made life so rough but God, it isn't fair when everything is like a dare that dangles in my face and laughs at me I'm a disgrace for hating everything and giving in so easily materialism is a disease...

Last Words
Last time I saw you mom was When you hugged me and said goodbye. The last words I heard were I Love You, All I could think of was all the Good times we went through. I wanted to hug you and tell you that I Love You, I just stood there and cried. No words would come out. There in my mind I kept hearing You saying I Love You, I Love You Then I knew it was to late. When I got on the road to go back home, I wanted to run back to you, But I couldn't I wanted to tell you the truth that I Love You, I Love You. But it was to late and those were the last words.

My Buddy And I Wanted To Let You Know...
...that all stupid people can eat shyt and go to Hell. You walk this world as a carbon dioxide machine. The ones who double crossed us will get double crossed ten times worse in their lives to come. And their families, too. Youll fail in everything you do, and live the rest of your days in misery. Shall you pick up all the STDs in the world, and may your funerals be absent of an audience. We hate you all, you little shyts, do the world a favor and just jump into traffic. So we salute you...

To All Girls All Types And Sizes This Is For One Of My Gq Sisters
recently i was informed that one of my sisters was getting a job as a counter girl at tattoo shop then the bastard never called her r anything but reposted this scum bag add Tattoo Studio needs female assistant/manager/counter help -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reply to: see below Date: 2007-05-17, 6:03PM CDT Busy 50's style custom tattoo studio is in need of a female manager/assistant to run the studio. You must have Organizational skills,people skills,flirting,and being outgoing.Working in a tattoo shop is not for everyone, your position requires you to multi task and work long hours if need. I will be interviewing people from today until Saturday may 19th. Skirt and Pantyhose are the preferred attire during the interview. (No fishnets please) . Job will start immediately upon finding the right woman. Ages 18-35 pref. No drugs or drama. ok since when does any one even go into tattoo shops wearing pantyhose and skirt

Contests And Info
THE WEBSITE ISCOMPLETECONTESTS STARTING NEXT MONTH Thats right, now there are contest on the website in wich you can add you pics to get a chance to win!!!! All you have too do is register and add you pics in your own gallery under the galery contests set up!!! Make and create your own only making one but having others underneith that on in each one!!! Males and females are welcome to join in!!! See the contest page for more info and when your ready go to the gallery link and get set up!!! If you have some other ideas as to contests, please let us know!!! Thanx!!!KLUB HOUSE WEBSITEMORE INFO Dont just stop there, more info on the website and please let us know what else we can do to make it better!!!! However, things are just getting started so more will be added later on!!! Hope you like and enjoy!!! By the way, some things on the site is for adults eyes and mature people only!!!! Thanx and have a great day and or night!!!STATIC X LIVE If you mi

Why?????
ok,i'm tired of beating a dead horse!i guess im just going to play it by ear anymore.i mean i like getting out and having a drink,even if my other half doesnt like it.well i be dam if im going to do as she tells me!im tired of being at home or work and doing laundry and cooking without sum enjoyment! hell,im even going to look for a girlfriend that doesnt mind me being married!go for a ride on the bike with me,go to the bar after work wit me.maybe help me pierce myself more.just as a friendship or with sex doesnt matter to me!i love woman,just talking too or them using my tongue with no recipracating is good!if any are willing let me know!

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Diamond Eyes. You are full of confidence, just don't let it go to your head. Its great to know your worth it! Isn't it:D Just remember those of us down here. You are probably quite popular.Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain33%Mysterious17%Passion17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Poem I No Longer Exist
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw100%Leatherface90%Freddy Krueger80%Michael Myers70%Jason Voorhees50%Pinhead50%Captain Spaulding50%Buffalo Bill50%Hannibal Lecter50%Candyman40%

Fucking Bull Shit
so my best friend is not fucking supporting me in going to iraq. I may have volunteered for the tour but still fucking support me. everyday she is like you are going to die over there and she starts to fucking cry about. I guess I can fucking blame the media for it. yeah there is a chance that i may die in iraq, there is also a chance that I will die here in phx. honestly i dont think i will be in any more danger there then here. this kind of shit is really pissing me off. i want to have a great 3 weeks before im gone for 12+ months. im just so fucking frustrated with the whole thing. i wish she would let me explain how i feel. hell yeah im still putting my life on the line for this country. i want to protect our freedom and maybe lower gas prices(lol in our fucking dreams). i in no way support this war. i only support the troops that are over there. well thats all i have to write for now. (EOF)

What The Fuck Is Wrong With People
me: when i have downtime I tend to think too much me: and sitting at a pretty empty club for 4 hours does that hahah me: and this chick that came up to me didnt help either jez: was she mean? me: thankfully i wasnt drinking or i would have spit in her face probably me: no just really disgusting me: she was cute just personally fucked jez: hahaha jez: lol oh dear jez: how so jez: what did she do lol me: she grabbed me and steev from skinlab over with her and said "you have to come upstairs for comedy night" me: we both look at each other like wtf is this? me: she's like come upstairs you wont miss the show... and we're both confused and said ok sure whatever... jez: lol me: shes like... do you mean it? and we're like sure? jez: hahaha me: "ill show you my tits if you come up" me: "i edit vagina for a living, get a new line" me: shes like cmon and then grabs BOTH of our junk me: we both just go wtf and jump back me: she then grabs my goatee and said howabout if i jus

Was For A Friend
Days go by so slow,nights to fast Time and space nothing seems to last Friends and adversaries begin to show Some hide thier faces so noone will know New ones will come as each day begins You not knowning wether its friend or foe you defend Remember with God,self and heart you will be true Soon all thier faces will be known to you.

My Thoughts On What Is Important
This will be randomly written. See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think?

Any Man Can Be A Sperm Donor But It Takes A Real Man To Be A Father
THERE IS A ASSHOLE AND DEAD BEAT DAD UP THERE. HIS NAME IS DEREK GOODGINE (AKA ON MYSPACE DR.G,LIL ROMEO AND MR. 615) . WE DATED FOR 10 MONTHS, I EVEN MOVED TO KINGSTON SPRINGS TENNEESSEE WITH HIM SO HE COULD TRY TO GET CUSTODY OF HIS OTHER SON.NOW HE LIVES IN NASHVILLE... AS SOON AS HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY HE HAD MY MOM DRIVE UP THERE TO COME GET ME.MY SON IS A YEAR and 1/2 OLD NOW AND HE HAS NEVER EVEN HEARD DEREKS VOICE( IM NOT COMPLAINING CAUSE WE ARE BETTER OF WITHOUT HIM) AND DEREK HASNT EVEN TRIED TO HELP TAKE CARE OF THE HE HELPED CREATE. JUST A FAIR WARNING !!!!!! WATCH OUT FOR THIS ASSHOLE HE WILL KNOCK YOU UP AND THEN SEND YOU PACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hum
Some people just don't get it. Pain is what makes you stronger. Its lessons and a blessing. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. So I enjoy that pain, it makes me stronger. And there comes a time when shit twists your brain, and you learn to enjoy the pain, maybe not the emotional side, but the physical side. It becomes the thing that drives you just a lil harder. Anger and agony are better then misery. Grow from it. Alter your perception. When you meet a sub, while yes she will love to pleasure her master to please him, sometimes she craves the violence and the darkness. Even more so when she's had more then a few and needs the pain to remind her she's still alive and not totally disconnected. You'll thank me later when you understand. No matter what everyone gets to this point. Just a matter if you control it, or it controls you.

Greatful
You give me the courage to take on the world, I walk into the day with your love so sworn. With your heart on my shoulder,I ride to face the day. Then at the end I come home tattered and worn. With her open arms and a smile,brings a tear to my eye,Why she cares,loves feels,I have no clue. On my knees I'm thankful for all I have, But to all you other men remember Gods gifts are true.

Losing My Religion
Losing My ReligionAdd a video to your site WebratsMusic.com: Music Video CodesUpdate your profile Now, this video seems to be patterned after this wonderful and touching short story. It will touch your heart. A Very Old Man With Enormous Wings: A Tale For Children Gabriel Garcia Marquez On the third day of rain they had killed so many crabs inside the house that Pelayo had to cross his drenched courtyard and throw them into the sea, because the newborn child had a temperature all night and they thought it was due to the stench. The world had been sad since Tuesday. Sea and sky were a single ash-gray thing and the sands of the beach, which on March nights glimmered like powdered light, had become a stew of mud and rotten shellfish. The light was so weak at noon that when Pelayo was coming back to the house after throwing away the crabs, it was hard for him to see what it was that was moving and groaning in the rear of the courtyard. He had to go ve

Spending Time Alone
I have spent the past week alone, with the exception of my best friend in the world (Benji) and I spending some time together a few times. It has given me time to really consider what I find important and value in my life. Of course first and foremost are my amazingly wonderful sons. They mean more to me than anyone ever will. They are always going to be the lights of my life. I'm going to try to make this life as good for them as I possibly can. I am missing them like crazy, but at this time it is best for them to be spending time with their other immediate family. I have some financial and social issues that I have to overcome in the next week or so before I can once again feel comfortable with them being at home with me, where they belong. It seems like I ended up doing something I shouldn't have, which was allow other people to stay with me and that in turn, not by fault of the other persons, took away from my babies. I can't live with that thought. I had no choice but to

Wtf
man SOME guys are so stupid and really dont knwo a good thing when it right in font of them and ususally get fucked over from someone else... well i am not going to be there any more when a guy thinks that some girl is better and then that chick fucks him over i am not gonna be there when they decide gee maybe i shouldnt have been an ass to angie and i would be happy right now.... dont get me wrong there are chicks out there better then me for some guys but you know i am a pretty good person.. who liek to be liked/loved back as much as i do a person... so to all you guys who liked me but think that SOME other girl is going to treat them better or love them more.... dont come back to me when they treat you like shit or they find someone better cause i wont be here.... "SOME" guys are just FUCKING stupid... and there is one that i love no matter what but... fuck that too

Death Comes To Slow
The hands of time now mre so slow. As then end of my life looms so closely ahead.In In my youth I wished for it to speed by. Funny how life has come full circle. As I wait all I am with are thoughts full of sorrow. I realize now how much of that wish came true All the things I missed no longer possible to do. If only I had saved that wish now that I need it. Cause I know it wont be granted twice. I sit here alone,the light it dims so slow. It eats at my mind,but only in nibbles. Making me relive all my mistakes. I reach out to embrace death. But it eludes my grasp laughing at me. It keeps me in pain,mocking me,for it knows... I am alone,I am alone.

To My Grandpa.....
You were there when I was brought here Spent every waking moment with me by your side The years that passed had so many memories And feelings which I could never hide.... I love you dearly Grandpa You were more to me then the world I know your gone away now, but Im still your little girl You raised me the best you could You gave me all your might And when you look upon me from heaven You'll see how you raised me right Ill miss you more then i could say And im sorry i didnt say goodbye But here are my words I wish i could say I love you grandpa and goodbye I love you grandpa you are still my world, and atleast i know that you hoped i would have been there. I miss you and I will see you when i reach those gates cause i know you will be there waiting for me to walk through. Tell Dustin i miss him and i cant wait for the hugs to pour into my arms. Tell Harley that i know he is watching over me.. I miss all of you and I wish there were more i could say, but al

Ugggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG!! SOME MEN ARE JUST WORTHLESS PIECES OF SHIT!! WHY WOULD A MAN GO OUT AND CHEAT ON THEIR PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND?? THEN TREATS HER BADLY ON TOP OF THAT!! WTF!!! IM SORRY BUT I THINK WOMAN SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE QUEENS. SPOILED BEYOND BELIEF!! I WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON MY GIRLFRIEND!!! NEVER WOULD I DARE EVEN THINK ABOUT IT!! AND THIS CERTAIN B/F WE WILL CALL HIM GEORGE.......... TREATS HIS G/F WE SHALL CALL HER HANNAH LIKE SHIT!! TELLING HANNAH TO SHUT THE FUCK UP, CHLL OUT, IM TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING BITCHING!! WELL GEORGE IF YOU SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT GET THE FUCK OUT!! NOONE WANTS YOU THERE TO BEGIN WITH!! AND FOR ONCE YOU SHOULD SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! WHAT I WOULD GIVE JUST TO KNOCK YOUR TEETH DOWN YOUR FUCKING THROAT!! BUT I AM TOO GOOD OF A PERSON TO STOOP TO YOUR CHILDISH LEVEL. YOUR TEMPER TANTRUMS ARE OUTRAGEOUS!! YOU ACT LIKE A FUCKING THREE YEAR OLD. AND IF I HEAR YOU TELL HANNAH ONE MORE TIME THAT SHE HAS CHEATED ON YOU AND THAT HER BABY ISNT YOURS I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT PAIN

Don't Forget To Add Me To Your Other Profiles!
Don't forget that I am on myspace, facebook, tagworld and livemansion. These are my official profiles. Make sure you add me if you have a profile at these places. Click the banners to visit each profile Thanks for being such awesome fans! It means a lot to me. muah xoxo, Breann

Naughtty Questions....
outrageosly dirty questions WAT WOULD U DO? do guys like a noisy woman in da bed? is it a good quality for a person to be a freak? are threesomes too freaky? would role play be a bad addition? wat is tha best love~making position? how about them fuq faces? is pulling hair to barbaric? rough or soft? rap or r&b while doin tha nasty? strawberries?whip cream?and or candy? twisted freak?bonafied freak?or not at all? finger in tha booty? dildo?if so..man?lady?orboth?lol toss da salad,or get urz tossed?lol that ass?or that kitty? would u make a flick? ass or boobies? train wreck or none!?hah!ha!ha! deez questions too freaky?trust i could go further!

Skin And Pic Rippes
who ever this is has been giving me fits the last two days, ripping my skins and pics without asking, and without rating or leaving a comment. They/he/she/it just rips then blocks me. I'm gonna leave my site on the default skin until they are dealt with as only CT friends can, Thanks for all your help this guy ripped my skin that said "rip and you're dead !!!" tonight Operalover@ CherryTAP ripped my skin and a very special pic that they are using as their profile pic "UndercoverLover"@ CherryTAP this is his original site Fnewhsky@ CherryTAP this is his "wife" Wicked J's Angel@ CherryTAP this is her other profile *Devils Lady*@ CherryTAP

A Must Read Lmao
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Elements
Your Love Element Is Earth In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation What Element Is Your Love?

Wtf
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. Also you have the fore knowlege of knowing before hand, trend carefuly What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Understanding Love
Love is a bond that goes beyond The understanding of the average person It is a connection that is comprised of physical atrributes Mental similiarities and diversities Emotional fondness And a spiritual foundation Love can a make person do crazy things Drive a person insane make a person feel the same amount of pleasure and pain But who said love was perfect? It is as perfect as the person's giving it And none of us will ever that word Love can just as easily break the heart it was intended to heal But just the same, love can be build what was destroyed Love is a powerful thing, it is the path we follow Sometimes confusing love for lust Which leds to mistrust, heart rust And hatred until we combust Is this why we hate love? I hear people say that love is a false emotion A clever tactic to achieve an evil cause However allow me to point out the flaws with that statement You can always tell the difference between a lust driven person And a love driven soul You se

Makes U Think
Baby, how ya doin'? Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind tonight, Got me feenin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone, Take a shot of this here Patron' and it's gon' be on, V.I.P. done got way too crowded, I'm about to end up callin' it a night, You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shakin' the scene, Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in a GT with me She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah," "'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind," "Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..." [Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah) Tell me again (Make sho' your right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, oh it's a good look, baby)... [2nd Verse - Ludacris] Look here!!! Sometime I wanna be your lover, Sometime I wanna be your friend, Sometime I wanna hug ya, Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spin

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

A Small Trip
I'm taking a 2 day trip up north about 3 hrs, to springfield, illinois. going to do some fishing, if you see my or live there just let me know or not, i'm going there just to fish not to look for anything. So just get it out of your minds now. LOL

The Ramblings Of No One Important.
So its 11 minutes after Midnight when I started this entry. I'm Just sitting here, completely out of options. Losing my mind, and simply driving myself more insane that what I already am. I worry bout to much, and find myself in a state I hate to be in. Shit, I think I even made another mistake last night posting something. Oh well, *shrugs* I guess thats simply me. I don't know how, but I did manage to force myself to stay home, and not go waste money on alcohol. Wouldn't have gained me anything but a forget full night. I fucking don't even know why I'm even typing but now an entire 6 minutes later I'm done typing, I think

Tell Me..
Yo… am I out of my league when I say I feel intrigued to suit Bush up in military fatigues, have him face a blitzkrieg and see how quickly he fatigues? Tell me... Am I’m being immature because I am unsure if our elected leaders intentions are pure? They do a monetary downpour raining our dollars on a war funded by taxes of mine and yours Yet just take a neighborhood tour and realize that we can’t find a cure to provide assistance to OUR poor. I mean… the envelope do I too far push when I say I wanna wrongly accuse Bush and then douche him amongst criminals and make him watch his tush from a potential anal ambush? Let him get impregnated And he can give birth thru his cock Let him breed up a whole flock Have them fight around the clock His own personal war in Iraq I mean Iraq Then send our friends and loved ones back. Maybe he can get help… From his faithful lil sidekick That goes by the name of Dick Hmmm…a bush and a dick Yet something just don

Happy Hour Dozen Roses Give-a-way !!!!!!!
To everyone that goes to this profile and rates and fans!! If you can drop him a comment that would be nice too. Im sponsoring his band and hes good ppl!!! Thanks so much, Sonya plz fan me@ CherryTAP

The Big 30!!!
next month i will be 29. a year later i will be 30! thinking about getting old used to send me straight into a panic attack. it still does sometimes...laying in bed at night my mind wanders and i get scared when i think about how someday i will be DEAD and there is absolutely nothing that i can do about it. people are born to die, & someday everyone i know & love will be dead and gone FOREVER. and nothing can stop that... i used to have anxiety attacks every night about this when i was 19 & 20 (i thought i was so old back then!!!) i had no one to comfort me. i had to deal with it on my own. over the years i learned to calm my attacks....& now i have jamie to comfort me. most of the time when i feel a panic attack coming on (he's usually asleep cos it's always in the middle of the night) i just turn over & wrap my arms around him & i feel safe. even if it's only for that moment--i feel better knowing that i have him to spend the rest of my life with....so yeah...i have a HUGE fear of D

Stupid Girl
why do i sit here a woman...but cry like a child...how come i walk down the streets and become jealous at couples in love...why am i me why can't i be happy like everyone ....instead i sit here drowning in my tears with no one to help me....i need to be loved at set free no more pain please help me

I Am Your Friend....
Alone u were, in search of fun, Now I embrace you like the sun, I did warn u from the start, I’d draw u in, we would not part. So… accept me as your friend, U want me now, let’s not pretend, Just give in to what u need, Cause if u don’t, your soul will bleed. We run together, fly so high, Jump right up, we break the sky, Just u and me, behind the door, When this is done, u need to score. Nights we fill, with blazing eyes, I’ll give u more, u need to rise, U feel so good, when I’m around, Desire for me, u truly found. I’ll hit u up, u just lay still, Your empty veins I want to fill, Then let u lie, just for a while, U truly love and dig my style. U cant go back, I’ve cast my spell, Fall u have, I know u well, So get back up, and take that drive, For what u need, to feel alive, U know u want me, come this way, Go be a whore, so u can pay, I aint cheap, so make it quick, If u want me, you’ll turn a trick. I’ll be here for when u need Some of me,

Germany... The Pearl Of My Heart
I was in Germany for a while... that place has a way of growing on you. I loved the people and, to be totally honest im hooked on the beer! To this day I can taste the sweet nectar of life that flows from the taps in the local pubs. There is a little place off post called Parsburg. Its a quaint little village, not much to it, hell i can't even remember the name of the pub that is there...lol. But, we visited that place as often as we could, taking in all the scenery of the German country side on the way there and the blur of it on the way back. God we had some great times there. And the people are so smooth in the way they do things. Every road paved smooth, every ditch lined in cobble stone. For the people that work for the post they had a saying... "do very little slowly". They have there own ways, and its a refreshing get a way from life. I can still flip through my scrap book and smile looking at the hop, and wheat fields. To look at the country side you can barely notice t

Just Feels Right..
Yesterday it seemed like the world was over. Today I see sunshine and patches of clover. I wanted so much for the pain to cease. Now I have found happiness, even if it's just a piece. The promises made in the night time hours; They belong to no one else, they are ours. You look into my eyes and tell me what you feel. I look back and know that your feelings are real. You have to be gone, for just a little while. I'll wait forever, if it's just to see you smile. Your happiness brings peace to my soul. We think as one, and have the same goal. To be together when the timing is right. When love conquers all, it is worth the fight.

Just A Brief Detail Of My Enlistment
So i flew to salt Lake City last night, went my physical this morning, slept only for 25 minutes in the last 48hrs. Good news is that i have passed all of my physical test, and i sign the contract, and also got sworn in. I will be going for My Army National guard training from June 11th for about 22 weeks, so i will not be here for that period. I would like to thank all the people that gave me the advise. and prepared me for this, and helped out during this decision making, and suported me, even though most of you do not agree with what i am doing, but you have still manage to show your suport which is all i ask for. I am verry happy with the result and honor to be able to serve my country. Love you all, and thank you once again. PeacE Moe

Challenge Or Lesson?
Challenge or lesson? For every lesson learned In life It contains good It contains bad For every obstacle in life It supports strength It encourages growth Though we may not like it We may despise it There is always a reason Suppressing its self deep Deeper with in us What are challenges set forth for To drown us? No,….. to make us grow stronger To surprise us? No,….. to help shape us To make us feel the pain? No,….. to help build the confidence that we can get through it Why for every challenge must pain accompany For the pure reason to remind us all…. We are only human And just because we trip doesn’t mean we fall The deeper that we did The higher we must crawl.

No More Lap Top....
sigh... so the title says it all... mostly... my lap top is gone for about 2 weeks... until then im stuck using the pc... (havent used one of these in a long time... ) so i wont be online much right now and it sux cause im in a contest... it was much easier to keep a handle on my position and shit with the lap top cause i could use it while bartending and while im chillin at the bar etc... oh well... i do them for fun anyways... today was one of those days.... dell called me up first of all saying that my lap top was considered stolen... WTF? no way... the girl told us to get a hold of the store we bought it from.. Vamp called... "bring it here" i saved everything i could think of that i didnt want to lose on disks i borrowed from my boss... (cause shes cool like that) and said goodbye to my baby .. the guy spent three hours on the phone with dell.. and finally they are gonna honor the warranty... ::does a "its about mother fucking time they are ta

One Word
only one word > > Describe me in one word....Just one word. Send it to me and me only. > > Then send this message to your friends and see how many strange & > interesting things people say about you > This is really fun. Just hit the reply key and send me my one word. Then > forward this message on to your > friends--including me--and see what they say about you! The Game's On!

Love Wheel
you lied, i haven't you cheated, i didn't i begged, you declined, we loved... but that's not enough. you admitted, i listened you walked away, i yearned i moved on, you came back i accepted, you lied... again... we tried... but that's not enough you struggled, i hurt i struggled, you left why is our love not enough? i love you, you love me, but maybe we're just not meant to be... >>an excerpt

Rules Of A Blowjob
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

Bored
Im so bored so I sitting here I really got nothing to say except the fact that Im bored and writing this kinda feels like Im talking to myself anyone else feel the same.... I mean really I dunno but Im gunn shut up now and go finish my laundry.....

Oh Fuck Me Running.
http://cherrytap.com/blog/76314/354015 Now they're just grasping at straws. Mo was going there for the simple reason of getting a link to post to the bouncers. Talk about petty. The ONLY reason I post this here is for posterity and to document it for the legal case outlined in my last blog.

The Most Beautiful Song Ever
LTD's Love Ballad (I wanna get married to this song!) I have never been so much in love before what a difference a true love made in my life so nice so right lovin you gave me something new that i've never felt never dreamed of somethings changed though it's not the feeling i had before oh, it's much much more love i never knew that a touch could mean so much what a difference and when we walk hand in hand i feel so real lovers come and then lovers go that's what folks say don't they know they're not there when you love me hold me and say you care and what we have is much more than they could see

Rules Of A Blow Job (boys Vs Girls)
RULES OF A BLOW JOB (BOYS VS GIRLS) The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you'r

As Of 5/17/2007
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~ Cutiest Female Child On Ct Contest!~
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Today I Took The Authority Back
Today while doing what I do here at the house while the Ogre is out doing what he does (bringin home the bacon and he does it so well) I found myself in charge of the rugrats of the house while their daddy slept til time for work. The kids have repeatedly been gettin over on me because they know I don't really know the routine here and that I really don't know what they are allowed and such... so I'm the easy one to get over on. Not today, darlings, not today. The Wench dug deeep down in her thong and found those balls she knew were there somewhere. I made the rules. I turned off the video game. I made the little shits put on some freakin tennis shoes and GO THE HELL OUTSIDE TO PLAY. Yay me!

A Journey In My Heart
The Journey in my heart every morning when I wake up Till the time I fall asleep I Dream about my time with you and wish you here with me I know the miles are longer keeping our love so far apart But miles can not separate us I feel you in my heart though the journey seems so far at times I want to cry I close my eyes and shut them tight and envision you looking in my eyes why the journey of destiny Makes me ache for your touch Building fire and lust within me I will love you just as much someday when the winds blow you my way I will wrap your arms around me and thank the heavens above they showed me your the one

Trully Ticked Off
I WAS WATCHING THE NEWS LAST NIGHT AND THERE WAS A STORY ON ABOUT A 91 YEAR OLD WORLD WAR II VETERAN THAT WAS BEATEN IN CHICAGO. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE TODAY? IS THE PHRASE "HOME TRAINING" THROWN OUT OF THE WINDOW?? THIS GENTLEMAN FOUGHT FOR HIS COUNTRY WHEN WE NEEDED HIM TO AND NOW THAT HE NEEDS US WHAT DOES HE GET? BEATEN IN THE STREETS BY A NO GOOD LOW DOWN SHIFTLESS PIECE OF SHYT CALLED A HUMAN BEING. NOW I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU BUT I WAS RAISED TO RESPECT MY ELDERS. MY GRANDFATHER WAS A VETERAN, I HAVE FRIENDS THAT ARE VETERANS, MY GRANDDAUGHTER'S FATHER DID HIS TIME IN IRAQ ALSO WHEN SHE WAS A BABY... THESE PEOPLE AND ALL MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE SERVED OUR COUNTRY SO THIS KIND OF TRASH CAN WALK THE STREETS FREELY PAY THEM BACK BY BRUTALLY BEATING A DEFENSELESS OLD MAN. WHAT KIND OF SICK BASTARD ARE YOU???? YOU ARE LUCKY I WASN'T AROUND B-CUZ YOUR WORTHLESS ASS WOULD BE IN A MORGUE IN CHICAGO RIGHT NOW. ANY MALE THAT BEATS WEAKER/OLDER DEFENSELESS PEOPLE CAN NOT I

No Title, Just Words..
I have found the one I need. In my heart love planted its seed. With each day it grows ever stronger. I'll love you forever. No, make that even longer. To be in love with you is ever so sweet. When we're apart I feel incomplete. Your touch sends sparks through my veins. Your love showers me like springtime rains. I can't get enough of your love and affection. Thank you for taking my hand and leading me in the right direction. You saved me from myself and my despair. I trust in you because you are always there. There to pick up the pieces whenever they fall. Life is about battles and together we can will them all.

U Came Along
you know what you make me feel like? you know those freezing cold morningz and you can feel the chill on your face, but your body is so soft and warm. so you put your head underneath the coverz so your entire body can feel that way. and then you feel like you just want to melt into the sheetz and stay there forever. thatz how i feel with you. but thatz only part of it. the truth is you scare me. itz true. see, you seem to be so experienced and you know what you're doing. and me, on the other hand- i feel like i'm in a huge dark room full of furniture and i'm trying to find my way around. but you help me. you're in the room with me and you have a slight glow. you dont illuminate very much of the room just enough for me to see in silhouettes. i think you could shine so bright and fill the room. and i still find it hard to believe you're in the room with me. itz just because i'm so used to being in there alone. sometimez i smile in the dark. you cant see me, bu

Lost Weight
Ok Ya'll...I've lost lots of weight and wonder where it all went to lol. I had weighed up to 274 lbs little over 4 yrs ago when i was about to have my daughter and just over those past years i've managed to lose it all. Yea took 4 hellish long years to do it but just since last year of September when i dumped my daughter's father due to some personal reasons, i started losing weight. I am proud to say i am now down to 196 1/2 lbs!!! 3 1/2 more till i am back to my pre prego weight!!! I am not sure how i lost it all because i don't exercise much really...am on my feet alot but other then that?? LOL course it could be due to the fact that i am no longer under the stress i was when i was with Ruth's dad? Oh well...i'm just so f'ing thrilled i've lost it all and plan to keep on losing it. I don't really eat much anymore like i used to so that could be part of the reason why i have lost so much weight!! Any ways....I Just thought i'd share my excitement with all my friend's and family!

Prejudice
This scum Tallatron-who cares who walked into the bar!!!!!!@ CherryTAP is a huge racist. I copied and pasted some of her nonsense from a mumm based on illegal immigrants. Her ignorance is astounding. http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=56041&all_comments=1 illegals(invaders) should leave and take their so-called anchor babies with them. If Bush lets them all stay here he will have a revolt on his hands. If the illegals want to be here then let them go home and then line up for visas. ---Invaders, hm? I wasn't aware the janitor at the local high school was an invader!--- chrissy, the statement that "They do job we won't do is a lie" The illegals TAKE jobs so we CAN'T do them. ---I have yet to see a huge line-up of Americans wanting to work in a strawberry field--- Chrissy are you dating a illegal by chance? ---Apparently, I have to be fucking an immigrant to have empathy for them--- OK,Chrissy. What race is a illegal? Illegals sneek into the usa from hundreds of c

Happiness Is....
ruining my writing! i just started "Mrs. Noggle #3" & i keep finding myself wanting to re-print old stuff or print stuff i wrote years ago that i never put in a zine. mainly becos i just rediscovered it & think it should be in a zine...some of the writings were intended for zine that i never finished. but i'm also finding it difficult to write about anything. my journal & zine used to be about my relationships & problems with my relationships. i don't even write in my written journal like i used to! becos now i am CONTENT! i'm in a happy & satisfying marriage & i have nothing to complain about!! i can't write when i'm happy! so i'm trying to learn how to write better FICTION! i'm so used to writing about my life. i haven't written fiction since i was in school! i'm totally outta practice. so i am reading several books about fiction writing. & i'm also using writing exercises to improve my NONFICTION WRITING...so let's try it.... LOCAL BAND DRAMA: here is something that is none of

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Its A Girl
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

Mindless Shit
1. why do newscasters always have weird mouths? look at one next time you are watching the news. 2. i hope the sex tape i made once doesnt end up on the interent along with my stack of nudie pics. 3. do you really have to use toothpaste when you brush your teeth? 4. is underwear really necessary? 5. have you ever noticed when you are really high the longer you stare at someone the uglier they get? 6. my eyebrows are perfect. 7. italian men are hot. (;)) 8. im bored.

Words To Help In My Fight
O God, the Lord, the strength of my salvation, Thou hast covered my head in the day of battle. Lord, I put my trust in You. As I face the challenges of everyday life, help me to remember that You stand with me, supplying my strength and courage and wisdom.

Less Than 24 Hours Now...
In less than 24 hours, I will be clearing out all of my lists, except for the people that are in my family list. They have actually replied to me in the past two weeks since I've posted that I'm cleaning out my lists. If you haven't sent me either a CT e-mail, shout, or left me a comment, before midnight tomorrow night, you're off my lists. I'm not here to be counted as a number, but to actually meet people that are looking to make friends. Jason

Girl You Know Its True
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all love you

Bone Marrow
A friend of mines son was diagosed with stage 4 lukemia last week, they have tested all his family and no one is a match. I go tomarrow to have my bone marrow tested. I am askin everyone to please visit this site and just take a second to read over the information. Donating your bone marrow is a wonderful gift. I thank you and I am sure so does the familys of sick people waiting to find their match.. http://www.marrow.org/

Maxwell House
It's been a wake up and smell the coffee burning week..... He's left me some time ago.... He's not coming back again.... No matter what I do, No matter what I say.... No matter.... Nothing more to do than to carry on...... I don't know what happened that brought that to the surface but here it sets, Exposed for the world to see... I am rejected by my husband. But yet, I am not dead..... I am lonley sometimes, But I am not alone.... I am forsaken by my own heart, But I am not damned. I am simply me.

Homosexuality/heterosexuality? Think About It!
Here is a compiled list of questions and statements aimed towards homsexuals. Now switch it around and see how ridiculous they truly are! What do you think caused your heterosexuality? When and how did you first decide that you were a heterosexual? Is is possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase that you're going to grow out of? Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex? Isn't it possible that all you need is a good Gay lover? Heterosexuals have histories of failures in Gay relationships. Do you think you may have turned to heterosexuality out of fear of rejection? If you've never slept with a person of the same sex, how do you know you wouldn't prefer that? If heterosexuality is normal, why are a disproportionate number of mental patients heterosexual? To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? Your heterosexuality doesn't offend me as long as you don't try to force it

Whats Up With That???
Ok So Here it goes...why do people always claim to be what they are not?? I am tired of people saying things like Oh I am honest...I hate being lied to..Or the infamous we'll still be friends.. no we probably won't... I Try to be nice to everyone I like..I am not perfect hell No I am so far from it..I know I am fat..I know I am ugly..I know I have a small dick...but you know what I am pretty chill when it comes to everything..yet people who talked to you all the time all of a sudden just stop..now I am not even worth a hello..or a simple go fuck yourself..but hey what can you do? Apparently not much.. More to follow I never shut the f up.. J

Something I Wrote When I Was A Teenager
The woman in my dreams sits in a rocking chair on her front porch. You can see the pain and sorrow etched on her face. You can see the hurt in her eyes. Tears stream down her face as she thinks of a youth gone and past. They are not tears of happiness. You can tell. The raw pain screams out at you with every wet droplet that falls. She never says anything, just sits there and endlessly rocks. Only one person comes to see her and that is me. I walk to her and hold her gnarled hand. I have cried with and yet I never understand why. I never ask her for her name because deep down I know it. She always looks the same to me. Her long grey hair flows around her face and body. I can feel her sorrow as if it is my own. It pierces my heart with a white hot blade. It tears into me until I feel like screaming out in pain. Is she doing this to me so I can feel the hardships she has had in her life? Doesn't she realize how much I already feel her anger? Her face haunts me ever

Xxx
Let me take you on a journey. It's something of shall we say a preview of what's to "come." Perhaps we will start with light feather touching. Maybe a little nibbling here and there. Don't worry, not very hard. Just hard enough to make you scream for more. More of me. More of what I can do for you. This is something that is new...me having control. So I have to be careful. Wouldn't want to hurt you. Let me start with your ears. A little hot breath all over, then maybe a swipe of my tongue. A cool puff of air to make you squirm. I slowly move down to your neck. Licking my way to your chest. I use my tongue to graze that beautiful upper body of yours. I move towards your nipples. I take my tongue and move it as fast as I can over one nipple. I then use my teeth to make you jump. I work my way to your other nipple and slighly nibble. You are moaning for more. Wait...the best is yet to arrive. Slowly I move down towards your belly button, grazing my nails over your ch

Obsession
To me obsession is calling a special guy every night of your life. Doesn't really matter if he has a wife. Sticking outside his house day after day. Playing the game he wants you to play. I look at those girls and laugh at them. Don't they realize that guy will only pay attention to them on a whim. They supposedly don't realize they are obsessed. I guess they don't have enough self respect to possess. Can't you see them waiting by the phone for him to call? Then they don't realize it when they fall. Don't they realize it wasn't meant to be? Yet, I look in the mirror and realize one of those girls is me. Dawn F 1991

Feelin So Alone
I have no idea what i am suppost to do i feel so lost .... I see others around me being happy and yet i stand here so alone. Where love seems to never really find me? When does it get to be me for once? Where does it get to be my true love? tired of these stupid games, Not sure in what to believe in again if its out there for me or if i am being silly. I guess all i am ever meant to be is a victom of these streets, cause it seems so impossible for it to ever be me. Seem doomed on bein alone doomed to watch as others get to be happy and find their ones while i stand around like im lookin threw the window on the other side of the glass to always see and never be. Never gets to be me.

Falling
I feel myself falling. Deeper within you. You look so different to me. Yet still so much the same. So much time has passed. It still seems like a dream. A dream I definitely need to wake from. Before I prematurely fall again. Someone pinch me. Knock me out. Do something. Because it sincerely frightens me. All you had to do was look at me. Touch me. And I fell. Dawn F

Love
"I know I love you, because I hate you. Now I'd rather haunt you." (Madonna) ------------------------------------------------- I ache to touch you. Just once more. Make this last encounter count. Make me hurt. Make me scream. Make cry out in pleasure. Make me cry out in pain. Make me yell your name. Make me do anything you ask. Just please make me stop loving you. I want to have the same power over you. I want you to jump when I talk. I want your body to burn with the same urgency as mine. I want you to love me back. Dawn F 1994

You.
You. You crash into my thoughts. You are with me wherever I go. Images flash through my mind every minute. Your beautiful smile. Beautiful, unreal eyes. Beautiful everything. Tearing me apart with you. Everything that is you. Dawn F 2002

Tonight
How can you feel a love for someone who doesn't feel the same? Especially when those feelings are mixed with shame. Confusion tears me apart inside day after day. Tonight when I see you, deep down I know I will pay. Guilt wrenches me apart. When I see the woman who already has your heart. I just smile at her like everything is alright. Beacause I know when darkness falls, you will be in my bed tonight. Dawn F 1993

Brown Eyed Girl
Big brown eyes. Clouded with pain and fear. Lost in a world she doesn't quite understand. Could you be a helping hand? Help a little lost child? Take her away from a world of chaos. Embrace her with warm love, Whisper promises of safety. Give her a haven to stay in forever. Promise you will... I promise she will never leave you. Dawn F 1997

Love
to some one special We are in a battle of what is wrong and right Neither understanding the other or trying to seek compromise we are two parts of one side our hearts so different from each other We are both losing a neverending battle We fight and fight forever I wait until the day comes when the fight does stop and no one wins but we live in a world of peace I'd really like to see you then and until that very day our hearts shall be kept lock away we shall only see each other in battles as we take the lives of the others team memebers and watch our family and friends fall even if we don't mean too I want that day to come to come and stay forever but I guess till then.. We Are secert lovers

Big Toys
In all my life I have loved so many boys. Even back when I was five and playing with toys. Yet now the toys are bigger. I am scared to death of the anger I trigger. Back then you dreamt of a guy and of being their wife. Now the dreams I have endanger my life. I never knew a guy I loved could anger me so. Back then I guess I just didn't know. It took me so long to figure out what I now know. When you meet a guy you have to take things slow. You can't rush into something thinking it is love then it turns out not to be. By the time you realize, you are so blinded you can't see. Not everyone may feel as I do. On the other hand so many feel it too. It's just the feelings of us that have been hurt so much. Because in our minds, love, there is no such. Dawn F

How Can I ??
how can it be that one says they love you yet they in one day say and do things that hurt you all over again. they say they have changed and are better in ways, yet continue to go off and get mad when they dont get thier way. for the longest time he ignored me, took advantage of me and my love, ran my heart into the ground and allowed his children to do the same. when I had enough and was at the end of my line in life and love, I left, and now he says he realizes what I ment to him, he now wants to show the love and care that I begged for over a year. But am I still the same? Do I want to take my gaurd down and take a chance on him? I did this over and over again and again, he would change for a short time to appease me then right back at his old ways. Can I go through that again? Now that I am gone he wants to do all this that I begged of him in the past. Now that I am gone his kids are treating him the way they treated me, he sees that I was telling him the truth and that th

Your Eyes
Confusion rules my state of mind. Desire rules the state of my body. Twisted emotions rule the state of my heart. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN FEELINGS LIKE THIS TEAR YOU APART INSIDE? ------------------------------------------------- Your eyes bore into mine. I try to control a yearning that grows. I look away. Yet your eyes always draw me back. Eyes that you drown in. I'm lost. In the depths. A liquid pool that draws you in and sucks the air from you. Eyes that make you weak, even when they just glance. It's amazing how looking into your eyes just once fills my body with such desire. A desire that threatens to consume me. Someone please help me before I am lost forever. Dawn F 1992

What Is Love
What is love? The dictionary describes love as "a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude towards a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness", or perhaps "a feeling of intense desire and attraction towards a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance". In truth this is only a part of what love is. Sometimes when we take time to ponder such questions we use the term meditation to describe it. However, just listen to your heart to know the answer. You can do this anywhere, anytime. However, be sure that you truly do desire an answer to your question, as the universe will answer you. The answer lives within us, for we are Love. Love is all around and within us, for the entire universe and beyond is Love. You are a co-creator of this entire energy field. When we know our power and realise we are co-creating our lives with love, then we will start to see p