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Zombies Ate My Face...
Holy fucking shit. I need to stay off the crack before I go to bed. I dreamed there was a huge party in the middle of the night at Blanchet (my old high school in Seattle). People were running around, dancing in the hallways, defacing school property and all that fun stuff. I was with my ex Robert and my friends Julie and Marie when someone yelled that the cops were coming. Everyone scattered, looking for ways out or places to hide My friends dragged me downstairs into the textbook storage room and we waited, giggling and whispering. After a while, the doorknob turned and the door was yanked open. It was my dad and he looked scared. He grabbed me and told me “We have to go, right now.” We all went upstairs to the main school hall and I saw why my dad was frightened. The walls, ceiling and floor were splattered, sprinkled and splashed with blood. I had to step around a severed hand and some stray fingers. We tried to find a way out. I had wandered a little bit away and pushed

Today Sucks Balls
so today is april 5th, and what do I Get for a gift in my life... oh yeah... a foot and a half of freaking snow... I wanna know what the fuck kinda sick joke that is. I mean come one its APRIL no need for a foot plus of the white shit, where is the balmy summer tradewinds that should be blowing in. This is more frustrating than watching the special olympics in slow motion for gods sake... I hate Maine springs!!!

Sexxy Lady Contest Now Open!
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments 9th Lady is...... with 1 comments 10th Lady is...... with 1 comments 11th Lady is...... with 1 comments 12th Lady is...... with 1 comments 13th Lady is......

Different People
So I graduated Highschool almost 10 years ago. I am no longer a highschool student, so why do so many people I graduated with still act like this is highschool? There are these girls that say what they want, and have different rules for everyone. They can say racist things, but god for bid you make a comment about something they don't like you are immediately shunned, and are now an outcast. I feel at 27, 28, 29, and 30 we should act our age. Be happy with your life as pathetic at it might be, be happy. Love your children, be a good model to them. Teach them how good people can make a difference in this world. Teach them that with a little change in who you are you can be that amazing person. Your hatred for yourself does not have to be carried over to others. Be happy for people who lose weight even though your fat ass can't. Be happy for people who don't need to drink to feel numb, forget why they hate life, because frankly I don't. I love my life at this point. I am tea

Boo! :f
So-How many Cherrytappers are returned vets from Afghanistan or Iraq (1990-1991 included)? Just thinking about starting a cherrytap group for us! Is there already one? +Lycan Draconious Maximus+ Former Member 101st Abn, 18th Abn Corps, 175th Ranger etc...

The Most Talked About Subject
1. According to the Kinsey Institute, the biggest erect penis on record measures 13 inches. The smallest tops off at 1 3/4 inches. 2. The most common fantasy is oral sex. 3. 8% of us have regular anal sex. 4. 60% of men and 54% of women have had a 1-night stand. 5. Women buy 4 out of every 10 condoms sold. 6. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with two penises. Since then, there have been eighty documented cases of men similarly endowed. 7. Men say the average erect penis is 10. Women say itfs 4. 8. A female orgasm is a powerful painkiller (because of the release of endorphins), so headaches are in fact a bad excuse not to have sex. 9. 56% of men have had sex at work. 10. Among the Mangaians of Polynesia, 18-year-old couples make love an average of three times a night, every night, until their thirties, when the weekly average drops to a mere 14. 11. 1 in 3 of us have had an extramarital affair. 12. 62% think there

It Is Official Re Ninja Jane....
This is Ninja Jane.... Devine TxRose reached Ninja Cherry status last night!! Yea!! I am so excited, but stumbled a bit when I saw that it is going to take over 74,000 points to get to the new level. However, I know that it CAN be obtainable by my birthday (April 13th) if I just have a little bit of faith -- and I do have faith in my wonderful CT friends. It will be interesting to see how Ninja Jane transorms to a Rock Star by April 13!! Can you please help her in the transition????

Yesturday Was Ok Until...
It was time to go and I needed to get to the bus stop on time or I would be stranded. Tragically I was. I ended up walking home cold and angry. No cab, no bus, just a long walk to my home where I stopped off at the grocery store got some deacently priced Italian wine and went home ate spaghetti and drank wine and ate a salad before heading of to bed for the night. Today will probably be the same. I am never workign at a place where I have only one form of transporation home...my feet. That is unless it is in walking distance and not driving distance.

Wtf Is Wrong With South Park?!
SOMEONE please tell me you saw the new episode last night with the Hare Club For Men? I don’t think I’ve laughed that hard since, well. Cartman being Jack Bauer. But I mean Peter Rabbit? That was effin priceless! I don’t think it helped either that I wasn’t exactly me last night watching this but Saturday I’m gonna watch it drunk and see if it’s even funnier.

Bitchology
Being a bitch means... I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts and do things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I live MY life MY way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty I hold within. You WON'T succeed! If that makes me a bitch, so be it. I'm proud to be so!

Bet You Didn't Know
It is impossible to lick your elbow. A crocodile can't stick it's tongue out. A shrimp's heart is in their head. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, you're heart stops for a millisecond. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand (or attempted to do so). It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit Between 1937 and 1945 Heinz produced a version of Alphabet Spaghetti especially for the German market that consisted solely of little pasta swastikas. On average, a human being will have sex more than 3,000 times and spend two weeks kissing in their lifetime. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Rats and horses can't vomit. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English langua

The Im Bored Feature (help)
is there a way to use it so you can just rate womens pics, i just rated one pic and i got a shout off a guy thinking i was gay lol, almost every time i use it it always takes me to half naked guys pics, its a cool feature but i dont want people to get the wrong idea

Rain
RAIN Pitter, patter is what I hear as I listen to the rain. It fall's against my window and hits gently on the pane... As I lie in bed at night with the rain falling gently down. I think of you lying next to me just listening to the sound... The gentle tapping in our ears as I made sweet love to you. It's a memory that will alway's be in my heart, forever true... I remember how we talked and laughed and held each other tight. I, also, remember how we loved until the morning light... And as I lie here listening to the rain on the window sill. My memories of you and I remain- and always, always will... So, gentle rain that make's life sweet and clean and fresh and new. Keep falling down on my window pane till I get back to you...

Confused
Confused Puzzled; yet knowing What these thoughts are all about So frightened that my actions are showing Anticipating.. no one will figure them out Follow my mind, or follow my heart Will someone, please, answer my question? Don't wanna lose my love.. so scared to grow apart I'm ready & willing to show my affection What are these feelings leading to; To show me what I wanna see? Or heartbreak for two Won't somebody, please, help me?

My Eating Days Are Numbered!!!
i am so psyched cherries....i know i haven't been on here long enough for anyone to know the saga or even care but i've been waiting for almost 2 years for my gastric bypass operation (and again....I AM NOT MORIDLY OBESE!) LOL anywho...at first the surgery date was scheduled for july 11th but now it's moved up to may 16th!!! YEA!!!!!!! if anyone would like to take me out to dinner beforehand just give me a shoutout....lol j/k

Patches
PATCHES by WILLIAM THOMAS KINSEY UP ALL NIGHT AND WORKING HARD REPAIRS ARE UNDER WAY I'M PATCHING UP A BROKEN HEART OR TRYING TO FIND A WAY THIS ONE'S BEEN AROUND A WHILE IT NEEDS TENDER LOVING CARE IT'S BEEN BROKEN MORE THAN ONCE THERE ARE PATCHES EVERYWHERE IT TAKES A LOT OF PATIENCE WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START PUTTING PATCHES OVER PATCHES TO MEND A BROKEN HEART ONCE YOU GET THE HANG OF IT IT SHOULDN'T TAKE SO LONG FIRST YOU HAVE TO CHECK IT OUT TO FIND OUT WHAT WENT WRONG THERE, THE LAST PATCH SET IN PLACE BUT THERE IS NO GUARANTEE I ONLY HOPE IT LASTS A WHILE FOR THIS HEART BELONGS TO ME

Quick Answer To Question - Anger Towards Xtian Institutions
(Originally Posted on June 12, 2006)I posed the question: Why do Satanists hate the xtian church?I've given it some thought and came up with the following:Religion is an extremely successful meme. It uses several different hooks to get into people, including fear, death, power, sex, etc. it spreads itself by making evangelism part of its matrix as well as stating that sex is inherently sinful and so should be used only for procreation.Why is that important to realize?Part of the reason Satanists hate xtians so much is that the precepts of xtianity preclude being a Satanist or any other type of individual. Individuality is anathema to the xtian mindset. You MUST follow the herd or else suffer eternal punishment.Some people enjoy following rules others set out for them. For example, there's one guy who, for six months, will become our prisoner and do whatever the people on the Internet vote for him.However, the xtian (and several others) churches state that those who do not follow

Ignorant People Giving Ratings Below A 10..!!
Well, this has been on my mind for some time now, ever since someone rated my sis's photo AND her profile a 1.....yes....I said ONE!! How effing rude/mean/rotten and down right ignorant is that? I've also gotten rated as low as a 2, and it doesn't make ya feel real good when you come on your CT page and you see that! I already KNOW I'm not the most attractive person, so I don't need someone to come on my page and basically "tell me" that I'm freaking ugly! I've always gone by the motto~~> "If you don't have anything nice to say, then just don't say anything at all"!! Fortunately...my Sis and I are strong enuff types of people that we can over-look the "ignorance" of those that get their rocks off by doing that to us! I'm not saying that it doesn't hurt our feelings, cuz it damn sure does, but WE can move on.....But what these "ignorant A-holes" don't understand, is that there are people that come on here, perhaps that are lonely, looking for friendship, needing an uplift, or whatever,

Ann Coulter Discussion
(Originally Posted on June 9, 2006)I thought about writing a rant against Ann Coulter, but Betty Bowers, America's Best Christian, wrote a pretty good article found here.I just want to add that I never cared for Her Highness Ann, and now will NEVER care.tag: Ann Coulter, 9/11, Godless, terrorism

Song Of The Day! Special Memorial Edition!
so it was 13 years ago today that Kurt Cobain filled with pain shot and killed himself. I miss Kurt Immensely.. he was one of my favorite singers and one of the best guitarists ever in my opinion. It hurts to much to know that there will never be a new song by Kurt and his gang of grunge filled people and i wish there was a but to this statement but i can't think of anything positive to say other then I miss you Kurt. why did you have to go out this way :( Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over bored and self assured Oh no, I know a dirty word Hello, hello, hello, how low? I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, how low? And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it was hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind hello, hello, hello, how low? With the lights out it's less d

Mets Recap! 03/04/07 Mets Versus Cardinals 10-0
woo hoo sweep of the cards! i knew that was gonna happen! here's a pic of the picture last Night John Maine seven innings 1 hit 6 strikeouts nice game :D and of course the star of the night Mr Carlos Beltran with his 2 home runs kicked some assss last night! even jose reyes joined in on the massacre and managed to get a solo home run

"what Is Friendship?"
It's sharing your greatest joys & deepest hurts It's revealing your wildest dreams & secrets of the soul It's expressing yourself with heartfelt words & understood silences It's counting on each other when times are tough & decisions are difficult It's sharing the stories of your past & your hopess for tomorrow It's experiencing the tears,the laughter,the craziness of life with someone who understands & it means so much to share it with someone like you,MY FRIEND!!!!!!!!

It Might Just Be Brain Damage
I keep telling myself that I don't have a giant tumor growing in my brain. This despite all the evidence to the contrary. I suppose that an inability to remember anyone's name could be attributed to something other than brain tumors. I might just have simple brain damage as a result of my misspent youth. I did a lot of hard sugar when I was young. I'm talking right out of the bag. How many times did I sit at the table with my best friend and eat spoonfuls of pure cane sugar? Must have been hundreds of times. Then we'd hop on our sweet bikes with banana seats (his had an actual steering wheel instead of handle bars - I was jealous) and we'd ride down to King's and accuse other kids of stealing gum. um... What's your name again?

I Am Thankfull To Have Been Blessed With Your Presence In This Lifetime
R.I.P. 4/1/07 Brother Brother Eric "Easy"Fredenburg PG Century Lodge#492 It is with deepest regret I inform the brothers and friends of the death of Brother Eric "EASY" Fredenburg. Eric Fredenburg,PG was a cornerstone of Century Lodge #492 and a true Ambassador of Oddfellowship Brother EASY died as the result of a car pulling in front of him while riding his motorcycle. Please say a prayer for this brother as his death is a terrible loss for all of those that had the great opportunity to call EASY friend & brother Our Prayers and thoughts are also with his beloved Julie, her children and to all of the Fredenburg Family MAY GOD REST HIS SOUL Always a smile, Always about helping others Wake Wednseday 4/4/07 4pm -9pm Oddfellows to be there by 7:30pm Funeral Thursday 10am-11am Wake and Funeral Arraingments have been made. both are at Countryside Funeral Home & Crematory, 950 S Bartlett Rd At Stearn Rd Bartlett IL 60103 (630) 289-7575

A Couple Of Pictures About The Alabama Amendment Results
(Originally Posted on June 8, 2006)click here for the codeclick here for the codetag: alabama, politics, homosexual, gay, image, gay marriage, amendment, discrimination

The Reason
i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you. and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be a reason to start over new, and the reason is you i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you

Outshined
This should be my theme song! I got up feeling so down I got off being sold out Ive kept the movie rolling But the storys getting old now I just looked in the mirror Things arent looking so good Im looking california And feeling minnesota So now you know, who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined Someone let the dogs out Theyll show you where the truth is The grass is always greener Where the dogs are shitting Im feeling that Im sober Even though Im drinking I cant get any lower Still I feel Im sinking So now you know who gets mystified Show me the power child Id like to say That Im down on my knees today It gives me the butterflies Gives me away Till Im up on my feet again Im feeling outshined

Another Perv
Read from the bottom up... obviously. lovingman: fine lovingman: can you make some babe? ->lovingman: no lovingman: can you make some? ->lovingman: don't have any lovingman: i want to see some naughty pics of you ;) Eeew.

Poker League On Yahoo But You Must Have A Webcam To Enter
I have been watching poker and think that it is the sexiest game im fascinated by trying to read your oppenents mind so im going to setup my own league and anyone that has the webcam wich costs 20 dollars at the least for a cheap one is welcome to join....im not talking about strip poker either ugh get your mind out of your ass....

Reflections
Often consumed by wonder of what's right and what's wrong. What's black or grey or maybe even white. Who are you?and why are you here? Where did you come from? Oh yeah. I know you. Your my old familiar friend. How have you been? Fuck that! Didn't you fuck me over? Really? That wasn't because of you? Don't lie fucker! Ok let's go! Hey wait a minute this isn't the way!fuck yes it is. I know exactly where we are headed. Damn! How did I get here again? Why do I always end up here? Shut who am I kiddin I know why! Fucking mirrors!!!

More Online Pics
Hello all my cherry friends, if for some odd reason you dont see enough of my pictures here you can go to my online album at Flickr and see pics that I dont have on here and some I do have..... Photos: http://www.flickr.com/photos/fuego80027/

Non Twilight Night
My quill still with thirst it no longer drinks Dry well cursed an unanswered jinx Blankness fills up the page Empty thoughts cascade across Transparent verse, they rage Short again, another loss Shallow shell of desolation Sparse supply of words Lacking truth, speculation Meaning totally absurd A cold truth to realize Emptiness here to stay To never see a sunrise Another dawn less day

Sick Of Being Sick!!
Again sick!! Have been sick at least once a month since the new year!! This is due to a low immune system due to Rheumatoid Arthritis and Fibromyalgia. I am going to rest for awhile. Miss all of you and hope you are having a great week!!!

Hello All
I was online lastnight and lucky me an old friend of mine popped up on yahoo. I'm sure some of you know him and adore him the same as me. He's handsome, sweet, funny, easy to talk to, and on and on. He told me about this site and BAM *lol*, here I am. I hope to make many new friends and have fun while I'm here. From time to time I will leave thoughts here and I know I will be visiting this site daily.

Jealous Distrust Rage
JEALOUS DISTRUST RAGE SHE WALKS IN FROM WORK, HE SAYS ""WHERE THE HELL YOU BEEN"", SHE SAYS ""WORK"" YOU KNOW THAT, HE SAYS ""NO"" "YOU HAVE NOT YOU BEEN OUT WHORING AROUND" , SHE SAYS ""WHATEVER"" AND WALKS AWAY, HE SAYS "" BITCH"" DONT YOU WHATEVER ME, YOUR A WHORE!! SHE SAYS PLEASE STOP DONT DO THIS PLEASE, HE SAYS ""FUCK YOU WHORE"" """HITS HER IN THE FACE.""" HE SAYS YELLING LOUDLY WHORE YOU WILL NOT DO THIS SHIT TO ME, SHE CRYS I DID NOTHING LET ME GO PLEASE I WAS AT WORK HE YELLS YOUR A WORTHLESS FUCKING BITCH, THATS WHAT YOU ARE I WISH YOU WAS DEAD HOPE YOU DIE IN YOUR SLEEP TONIGHT BITCH, YOUR A FAT STUPID BITCH WHORE ! HE""""HITS HER AGAIN"""YOU MAKE ME SICKI REALLY DONT KNOW WHY IAM, SO WORRIED ABOUT IT NO MAN WOULD EVEN LOOK AT YOU MUCHLESS FUCK YOU! YOU NASTY FAT SICKING WHORE,LOOK AT YOU NO MAN WANTS THAT, SHE CRYS JUST STOP!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE CRAZY I DIDNT DO NOTHING WRONG FOR YOU TO ACT THIS WAY FOR YOU TO DO THIS TO ME,JUST GO AWAY LEAVE WHY A

Today
Today was my Thursday before the start of Easter. Not really anything special but its been pretty much crap, i've felt that way all day no matter what i've tried to do. Will probably go to bed later and cry myself to sleep. Im not ashamed to admit i cry, i suffer from bad depression and agorophobia ( fear of open spaces and large crowds ). Hope everyone's day is way better than mine has been.

Oh Ffs
I go and rate 3 pics on Miss Cherry's profile and I get ratings blocked for 10 minutes. stop flooding our servers! --babyjesus Its bullshit that we are treated like 3 year olds. rating too fast? Are we supposed sit and start at each pic for 5 mins? I pay for vic and have spent alot of money on this site. I have been here for 9 months and because some ppl cheat. I have worked hard to get where I am on here. I cannot keep up because I am a real person minus the fake display pic. The new CT index page says...REAL PEOPLE! Where are the real people? It should say real boobs. I am just aggravated to all hell with the way things work here.

The Dating Guide: What They Say Vs. What They Mean
The Dating Guide: What They Say Vs. What They Mean I had to throw this photo in cause .............. oh how many times I heard that when I was bartending. The funny thing is ...... most of them left with the first guy that hit on them. Hmmmmmmmmm, I could never understand it...... "We need to talk." - "I'm pregnant" "I had a wonderful time last night." - "Who the hell are you?" "I've been thinking a lot." - "You're not as attractive when I was drunk" "I've learned a lot from you." - "Next." "I want a commitment." - "I'm sick of masturbation" "I have something to tell you." - "Get tested." "I'm a romantic." - "I'm poor" "I never meant to hurt you." - "I thought you weren't a virgin." "Trust me." - "Let's just keep this between you and me, pumpkin." "I love you." - "God, what have I gotten myself into?" "I think we should just be friends." - "You're ugly" "Haven't I seen you before?" - " Nice ass" "Was it good for you?" - "I'm insecu

A Few Facts About Men
A Few Facts About Men 1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 2. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage. They've experienced pain and bought jewelry. 3. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle. 4. Men are very confident people. Guys are so confident that when they watch sports on television, they think that if they concentrate they can help their team. 5. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. 6. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches. 7. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. I sleep with one under my pillow, instead of a gun. 8. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe. 9. All men hate to hear "We need to talk about our relationship." These seven words strike fear in the heart of ev

Blah, Blah, Dance Lessons?
I have two tests today, a government and a math test. I didn't study as much as I wanted/needed for the govt test. I decided last night to stop studying to get about three hours of sleep. I figure I have an hour during lunch to study, then a couple hours after work... but the thing that bugs me is that I spent a shit load of time studying for my math test, when I may not even need the damn class! I found out that A&M doesn't have an equivalent class number to it, so the credits won't transfer over. I emailed the dean of the education college to find out if I would be able to substitute it, but if not, it's just a wasted credit, wasted time. sigh. If I did drop it, I'd have a lot more free time. I still haven't started on my research paper for my govt class, and that's due in 4 weeks. fun times for sure. If I do drop calculus, I figure I can do something I've been needing to do for a long time.. take dance lessons. Lesa loooooves to dance, and I don't know how. I need

When You....
When you are sad I will dry your tears When you are scared I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, I will be there and care You will feel my love when ever we are apart Knowing that nothing can change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused or tense, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can't see the light My love will be the star, shining so bright This is for you, one that I'll keep till the end For you are my life, my love and my friend Tara these words which express my feelings, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, will always be true I have been blessed, with your hand in mine Both of our hearts will never unwind

Moonlight Magic Poem
Sitting on my patio just enjoying the cool night air Clearing my mind of all worries, tensions and care Shining so bright is the full moon tonight Amongst millions of stars sparkling so ever bright The flame of the candles perform their routine dance Soft music in the background leaves me in a trance I feel a soft touch on my shoulder so bare And soon a soft blow through the back of my hair He slowly pulls me up in locks me in his embrace Chills run up my spine as my heart begins to race One hand moves down and curves around my hip While the other finds my fingers and form a tight grip Our bodies up close and move with the tune Passions begin to unveil as we dance under the moon We gaze in each others eyes as our lips begin to quiver Longing to meet I feel a sudden shiver On his shoulder I lean in to rest my head He breaks my glide and kisses me instead A deep passionate kiss we share under the stars The most romantic experience we've shared by far He slowly pulls b

Dj Lucky
Well I feel like writing about a new experience that has come my way....I have been blessed to come across a group of ppl a while back that accepted me into there family....for the record I feel like an outsider....I listen to heavy metal, and a few other genres of music....but these ppl accepted me anyway....and I have become a DJ for them....which is an awesome experience.....I enjoy being able to pass along the music I like plus learn about music that everyone else is into...and guess that is one thing about getting in with a group of pple that you can respect and whom respect you...so to you all thanks for making me feel like I belong somewhere....and let me know what I can do to improve....and to you all who read my blogs leave me a comment....let me know how I can make these blogs better...I like the critisim

My Sister
Well another update. She's still on the feeding tube shes been on it for a week now and they told her only 3 days ughhhh Gotta love doctors. On the plus side of things She is starving lol which mean she has her appetite back. Hopefully she can start drinking something today. Then slowly work her way to solids. She is walking. slowly. hurts for her to stand upright. Keep the prayers going because they are still needed and they are so appreciated. Love you all huggles Bren

Did You Know Tihs?
that many of the people on your friendslist on here are sooo somewhat for useless, because they even don't think that they are worthy to talk to you? it's a fuckin fact... they say they are "too busy" but most actually don't bother their asses to reply on messages and such... and let me tell you puppies ... you "to busy" people... you suck!

The Best Drugs Growing Up!!!!!!
I feel sorry for the people who missed growing up during this time. God bless mothers who drugged us! The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane f

Where To Begin
Aptly titled as i'm never really sure where to begin. This will be a place where i record many things, hopefully the making of some good and close friends. The main reason i am here. Will explain some things about my life in more depth detail on the way through this blog. Anyone wishes to know more at any point in time please do not hesitate to send me a message or post here. I do have msn, yahoo and aim for any who may wish to chat there too.

Sexxy Lady Opens At 9 Am Today
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments 7th Lady is...... with 1 comments 8th Lady is...... with 1 comments 9th Lady is...... with 1 comments 10th Lady is...... with 1 comments 11th Lady is...... with 1 comments 12th Lady is...... with 1 comments 13th Lady is......

Blah
I want to write this blog to say thank you...to everyone who reads them...to my friends, and anyone else...I joined CT because it seemed like it was a place where I could fit in, and be myself...so far it has not disappointed....Everyone I have met has been supportive and even encouraging...that is something that a lot of other sites are lacking...Everyone on my friends list has been really cool even though I don't get to speak to them as much as I like....But in general...Thank you all.....STAY SIC

Just A Rant
I have a bar near my house that was a metal bar....I used to love this place...about 1 yr ago it was bought and turned into a country bar....now us metal heads get rowdy...but we treat each other as family. Since this bar went country...More fights and destution in the neighborhood...you would think that this would set an alarm off in someones head...but no...in my town anything construed as fun for a group of ppl that may listen to different music, or dress differently.....must be bad and there for have everything taken from them so rednecks..can take over and cause even more trouble....I have nothing against rednecks whatso ever...but I do have a problem with ppl who think that screwing with something that has been working by taking it away...those ppl should be shot

Don't Step On The Ducks
Don't step on the Ducks !! Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps.

Jail Time
As you all know I work in a jail. At first it seemed as though you were babysitting a bunch of over grown males . What I didn't know was the mental stress these ppl lay on you . But regardless I still love my job and hope to continue it . I want so much to take it further. There are some funny men in there . Those are the ones that help ur day go by fast . Some of them just kill me , You can definately tell which ones have been locked up for a while . Every female they see , they think shes rocking . You can only imagine some of the comments they send my way . I have to laugh at them. We got some new ones in last week and Lord the jail they came from apparently didn't give a shit about the drugs they pumped into there system . If this one guy would have remained at that jail , he wouldve died in a lil over two wks . Then they come here we take them off of all the bad stuff and man do we have Chaos . Its crazy , they want their meds back , they are detoxing so that makes them really nut

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It's late and I'm about to leave. My body weary from a long day working here. I start the long walk to my car, not looking forward to the twenty minute ride home. I arrive at my car and unlock it... when I hear a voice say.."Where you going?". I turn around and smile knowing my night is about to get alot better. My smile brightens as I see your face looking back at me. I see your face and glance down.. the long black trenchcoat covering from your shoulders to you knees. I can't tell whats on underneath but from the look on your face I have some ideas. I motion to the passenger side of my car and you shake you head. "We'll take mine", you say as you hand me your keys. "Wouldn't you prefer to drive you're own car?", I ask. "No, I wouldn't." you reply..smiling devilishly. I get in the car and watch as you make your way around the front. Your trenchcoat blowing in the wind and I think I catch a glimpse of something else underneath..but it could have been shadows. You sit

Chapter 10 Cont'd
As another disquieting attribute, the following must yet be stated: In the nineteenth century our cities began more and more to lose the character of cultural sites and to descend to the level of mere human settlements. The small attachment of our present big-city proletariat for the town they live in is the consequence of the fact that it is only the individual's accidental local stopping place, and nothing more. This is partly connected with the frequent change of residence caused by social conditions, which do not give a man time to form a closer bond with the city, and another cause is to be found in the general cultural insignificance and poverty of our present-day cities per se. At the time of the wars of liberations the German cities were not only small in number, but also modest as to size. The few really big cities were mostly princely residences, and as such nearly always possessed a certain cultural value and for the most part also a certain artistic picture. The few place

Chapter 10 Cont'd
A further example of the halfheartedness and weakness of the leaders of pre-War Germany in meeting the most important vital questions of the nation is the following: running parallel to the political, ethical, and moral contamination of the people, there had been for many years a no less terrible poisoning of the health of the national body. Especially in the big cities, syphilis was beginning to spread more and more, while tuberculosis steadily reaped its harvest of death throughout nearly the whole country. Though in both cases the consequences were terrible for the nation, the authorities could not summon up the energy to take decisive measures. Particularly with regard to syphilis, the attitude of the leadership of the nation and the state can only be designated as total capitulation. To fight it seriously, they would have had to take somewhat broader measures than was actually the case. The invention of a remedy of questionable character and its commercial exploitation can no l

Chapter 10: Causes Of The Collapse
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 10Causes of the CollapseTHE EXTENT of the fall of a body is always measured by the distance between its momentary position and the one it originally occupied. The same is true of nations and states. A decisive significance must be ascribed to their previous position or rather elevation. Only what is accustomed to rise above the common limit can fall and crash to a manifest low This is what makes the collapse of the Reich so hard and terrible for every thinking and feeling man, since it brought a crash from heights which today, in view of the depths of our present degradation, are scarcely conceivable. The very founding of the Reich seemed gilded by the magic of an event which uplifted the entire nation. After a series of incomparable victories, a Reich was born for the sons and grandsons-a reward for immortal heroism. Whether consciously or unconsciously, it matters not, the Germans all had the feeling that this Reich, which did not owe its existence to t

Chapter 9: The 'german Workers' Party'
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 9The 'German Workers' Party'ONE DAY I received orders from my headquarters to find out what was behind an apparently political organization which was planning to hold a meeting within th next few days under the name of 'German Workers' Party'-with Gottfried Feder as one of the speakers. I was told to go and take a look at the organization and then make a report. The curiosity of the army toward political parties in those days was more than understandable. The revolution had given the soldiers the right of political activity, and it was just the most inexperienced among them who made the most ample use of it. Not until the moment when the Center and the Social Democracy were forced to recognize, to their own grief, that the sympathies of the soldiers were beginning to turn away from the revolutionary parties toward the national movement and reawakening, did they see fit to deprive the troops of suffrage again and prohibit their political activity. It was

Chapter 8: The Beginning Of My Political Activity
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 8The Beginning of My Political ActivityAT THE END of November, 1918, I returned to Munich. Again I went to the replacement battalion of my regiment, which was in the hands of 'soldiers' councils.' Their whole activity was so repellent to me that I decided at once to leave again as soon as possible. With Schmiedt Ernst, a faithful war comrade, I went to Traunstein and remained there till the camp was broken up. In March, 1919, we went back to Munich. The situation was untenable and moved inevitably toward a further continuation of the revolution. Eisner's death only hastened the development and finally led to a dictatorship of the Councils, or, better expressed, to a passing rule of the Jews, as had been the original aim of the instigators of the whole revolution. At this time endless plans chased one another through my head. For days I wondered what could be done, but the end of every meditation was the sober realization that I, nameless as I was, did n

Chapter 7: The Revolution
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 7The RevolutionWITH THE YEAR 1915 enemy propaganda began in our country, after 1916 it became more and more intensive, till finally, at the beginning of the year 1918, it swelled to a positive flood. Now the results of this seduction could be seen at every step. The army gradually learned to think as the enemy wanted it to. And the German counter-action was a complete failure. In the person of the man whose intellect and will made him its leader, the army had the intention and determination to take up the struggle in this field, too, but it lacked the instrument which would have been necessary. And from the psychological point of view, it was wrong to have this enlightenment work carried on by the troops themselves. If it was to be effective, it had to come from home. Only then was there any assurance of success among the men who, after all, had been performing immortal deeds of heroism and privation for nearly four years for this homeland. But what cam

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Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 6War PropagandaEVER since I have been scrutinizing political events, I have taken a tremendous interest in propagandist activity. I saw that the Socialist-Marxist organizations mastered and applied this instrument with astounding skill. And I soon realized that the correct use of propaganda is a true art which has remained practically unknown to the bourgeois parties. Only the Christian-Social movement, especially in Lueger's time, achieved a certain virtuosity on this instrument, to which it owed many of its successes. But it was not until the War that it became evident what immense results could be obtained by a correct application of propaganda. Here again, unfortunately, all our studying had to be done on the enemy side, for the activity on our side was modest, to say the least. The total miscarriage of the German 'enlightenment ' service stared every soldier in the face, and this spurred me to take up the question of propaganda even more deeply than

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Good Morning and happy Thursday. Brrrr it’s cold in the Midwest today as was yesterday too. Ok, do we need to get the parents involved or what… Oh on what you ask… Has this ever happened to you? You are driving down any street road; you name it and have to pull around kids walking with their back to you (as you drive your car) spread three or four wide as if they have the right of way? Well in most cases they do, because if you run them down like twice, that means you had to run them over, and then back up and run them over again just for good measure. Now honestly I would not do this, but given a chance to live and drive around the streets of Benton Harbor, Michigan and I will not choose color or creed because they all do it and think it’s funny. But, when we were kids and we were out riding our bikes, walking with friends yeah sure the road was a lot softer and smoother to ride or walk on so we did. Although when a car approached we moved over to the other side or off the road entire

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Subject: Home Depot Two guys, one old and one young, are pushing their carts around Home Depot when they collide. The old guy says to the young guy, "Sorry about that. I'm looking for my wife, and I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going. "The young guy says, "That's OK. It's a coincidence. I'm looking for my wife, too. I can't find her and I'm getting a little desperate." The old guy says, "Well, maybe we can help each other. What does your wife look like?" The young guy says, "Well, she is 24 yrs old, tall, with blonde hair, blue eyes, long legs, big boobs, and she's wearing tight white shorts, a halter top and no bra. What does your wife look like?" The old guy says, "Doesn't matter --- let's look for yours."

Thursday Links: Freddy Rodriguez, Bob Kelly, New Videos Online, Good Morning Fat Girls Who Used To Be Hot. New Videos Online
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Chapter 4 Cont'd
It is true that we, I am sorry to say, would never have done such a thing. If a European territorial policy was only possible against Russia in alliance with England, conversely, a policy of colonies and world trade was conceivable only against England and with Russia. But then we had dauntlessly to draw the consequences- and, above all, abandon Austria in all haste. Viewed from all angles, this alliance with Austria was real madness by the turn of the century. But we did not think of concluding an alliance with Russia against England, any more than with England against Russia, for in both cases the end would have been war, and to prevent this we decided in favor of a policy of commerce and industry. In the 'peaceful economic ' conquest of the world we possessed a recipe which was expected to break the neck of the former policy of violence once and for all.l Occasionally, perhaps, we were not quite sure of ourselves, particularly when from time to time incomprehensible threats came

Chapter 4: Munich
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Hi all...just a quick note to share my big day with friends. My first grandson will arrive later today, so I will be away from CT and at the hospital anxiously awaiting his arrival. I will post more when I return later today...please all, say a prayer that all goes well for the happy couple and their firstborn!

Chapter 3 Cont'd
In my Vienna period I had leisure and opportunity enough for an unprejudiced examination of this question too, and in my daily contacts was able to establish the correctness of this view a thousand times over. In this focus of the most varied nationalities, it immediately becomes clearly apparent that the German pacifist is alone in always attempting to view the interests of his own nation objectively, but that the Jew will never regard those of the Jewish people in this way; that only the German Socialist is linternaticnal' in a sense which forbids him to beg justice for his own people except by whimpering and whining in the midst of his international comrades, but never a Czech or a Pole, etc.; in short, I recognized even then that the misfortune lies only partly in these doctrines, and partly in our totally inadequate education in national sentiment and a resultant lack of devotion to our nation. Thus, the first theoretical foundation for a struggle of the PanGerman movement again

Chapter 3 Cont'd
Page 90 into this track of general falsehood and deceit. The very conviction that the non-participation of an individual in the business would in itself change nothing kills every honorable impulse which may rise up in this or that deputy. And finally, moreover, he may tell himself that he personally is far from being the worst among the others, and that the sole effect of his collaboration is perhaps to prevent worse things from happening. It will be objected, to be sure, that. though the individual deputy possesses no special understanding in this or that matter, his position has been discussed by the fraction which directs the policy of the gentleman in question, and that the fraction has its special committees which are more than adequately enlightened by experts anyway. At first glance this seems to be true. But then the question arises: Why are five hundred chosen when only a few possess the necessary wisdom to take a position in the most important matters? And this is the w

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Mein Kampf.ADOLF HITLERChapter 3General Political Considerations Based on My Vienna PeriodTODAY it is my conviction that in general, aside from cases of unusual talent, a man should not engage in public political activity before his thirtieth year. He should not do so, because up to this time, as a rule, he is engaged in molding a general platform, on the basis of which he proceeds to examine the various political problems and finally establishes his own position on them. Only after he has acquired such a basic philosophy, and the resultant firmness of outlook on the special problems of the day, is he, inwardly at least, mature enough to be justified in partaking in the political leadership of the general public. Otherwise he runs the risk of either having to change his former position on essential questions, or, contrary to his better knowledge and understanding, of clinging to a view which reason and conviction have long since discarded. In the former case this is most embarrassing

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You scored as Neo, the "One". Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix. Neo, the "One"92%James Bond, Agent 00775%Captain Jack Sparrow67%William Wallace67%Lara Croft67%El Zorro63%Batman, the Dark Knight63%The Amazing Spider-Man58%The Terminator54%Indiana Jones54%Maximus

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Chapter 2 Cont'd.
At all events, these occasions slowly made me acquainted with the man and the movement, which in those days guided Vienna's destinies: Dr. Karl Lueger I and the Christian Social Party. When I arrived in Vienna, I was hostile to both of them. The man and the movement seemed 'reactionary' in my eyes. My common sense of justice, however, forced me to change this judgment in proportion as I had occasion to become acquainted with the man and his work; and slowly my fair judgment turned to unconcealed admiration. Today, more than ever, I regard this man as the greatest German mayor of all times. How many of my basic principles were upset by this change in my attitude toward the Christian Social movement! My views with regard to anti-Semitism thus succumbed to the passage of time, and this was my greatest transformation of all. It cost me the greatest inner soul struggles, and only after months of battle between my reason and my sentiments did my reason begin to emerge victorious. Two y

Chapter 2 Cont'd.
From then on our discussions at work were often very heated. I argued back, from day to day better informed than my antagonists concerning their own knowledge, until one day they made use of the weapon which most readily conquers reason: terror and violence. A few of the spokesmen on the opposing side forced me either to leave the building at once or be thrown off the scaffolding. Since I was alone and resistance seemed hopeless, I preferred, richer by one experience, to follow the former counsel. I went away filled with disgust, but at the same time so agitated that it would have been utterly impossible for me to turn my back on the whole business. No, after the first surge of indignation, my stubbornness regained the upper hand. I was determined to go to work on another building in spite of my experience. In this decision I was reinforced by Poverty which, a few weeks later, after I had spent what little I had saved from my wages. enfolded me in her heartless arms. I had to go back

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Chapter 2: Years Of Study And Suffering In Vienna
Mein KampfADOLF HITLER Chapter 2Years of Study and Suffering in ViennaWHEN my mother died, Fate, at least in one respect, had made its decisions. In the last months of her sickness, I had gone to Vienna to take the entrance examination for the Academy. I had set out with a pile of drawings, convinced that it would be child's play to pass the examination. At the Realschule I had been by far the best in my class at drawing, and since then my ability had developed amazingly; my own satisfaction caused me to take a joyful pride in hoping for the best. Yet sometimes a drop of bitterness put in its appearance: my talent for painting seemed to be excelled by my talent for drawing, especially in almost all fields of architecture. At the same time my interest in architecture as such increased steadily, and this development was accelerated after a two weeks' trip to Vienna which I took when not yet sixteen. The purpose of my trip was to study the picture gallery in the Court Museum, but I had

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Somedays I sit and want to cry, All that was good has slunk off to die. I take the pills but they do no good, Despite me knowing that they should. Every other week I see my therapist, It just brings the pain of love I've missed. I try to be all smiles and light, But my spirit is lost to darkest night. If your reading this I wonder what you think, "Is this a man that's on the brink?" Somedays yes and somedays no, Somedays I just want to go. To join my Brother and my Dad, And Al the best friend that I ever had. Somedays tho I'm who I was and who I'll be, I find the man before the mental cruelty Somedays though I sit and cry, Somedays I just want to die. But tomorrow I'll be on the up, As playful as a 6 week pup. So please dear reader bear with me, I'm just a man and weak you see. But one day soon I'll be back to me, The person I know I can be. Andy Smith 27/03/07

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You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Chapter 1: In The House Of My Parents
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Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the boy's lap. The bo

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This So True About Windows
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash........ Twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For so

New Fun!!
So I decided tonight to let a girl in florida control how often I am allowed to cum and even just to touch myself. She sounds so evil won't even give me a time frame of when I will be allowed to. I'm kinda getting nervous about it now.

4/4/2007
Alright I tried starting this entry almost six hours ago and have been so many distractions that I am actually posting this on the 5th, but who actually pays attention to their calanders anyway... Although we had a lot of things happening around here today, everything was rather uneventful. The morning started out with the phone ringing rather early, I was too tired to even answer... Thank God for caller id and voicemail. Not ten minutes later my cell phone rang, this time I got up thinking it may have been someone trying to let me know Grandma had fallen again, I didn't recognize the number so I just let it go to voicemail. Turned out to be the Dr... After the excitement of the ringing phone, I went back to bed to try and rest... I didn't accomplish this as the exterminator knocked on the door ready to get to work. He baited and sprayed and such to get rid of our insect problems, spiders and the sort. After about an hour of working all over the place, he finally left. I lai

Funny Shit
Grandma & Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad, they're very strong and expensive". "How much?" asked Grandpa. "$10.00 a pill", answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to use one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put money under the pillow!" Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00" "I know", said Grandpa, "The hundred is from Grandma!"

Somedays (poem)
When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you.

The Curse (poem)
This is a curse, My life keeps getting worse. One minute I'm up... then I'm down, Wishing I would drown. In and out of T.R.M.C., Trying so hard to be free. These fatal attemts at suicide, Something I was told to hide. When will this vicious cycle stop? When I'm found by a cop? The cuts run so deep, But yet, I still don't weep. I keep it all inside, Praying that one day I'll die My pain just won't go away, But I keep going from day to day. They all know something's wrong, But still it won't be long. Everyone will know of my pained heart, That has been shattered and torn apart.

Fordboy....
So...ya talking to him tonight and he asked did i want to see him naked...Nope not intrested in seeing him naked at all....So then he gets a lil pissy and then is a jerk because i dont want to see his fat self naked...Sorry i am not on here to look at naked guys at all...he should of read my profile...Not here to hook up or see some fat nasty person naked on cam...

Song Lyrics I Like...
We use to love ourselves...we use to love one another... ~Marilyn Manson Its eaiser to die than to get by.... ~ICP Just Remeber...when you think your free.. the crack inside your Fucking Heart is me... ~Marilyn Manson ...And I think its kinda of funny...I think its kind of sad... the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had... ~Mad World (Donnie Darko Soundtrack) There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... ~ICP High on sedatives again put me in a tiny place, chin strap muzzle over my face I threw a guy off the roof first day they admitted me, I was sedated and that when i

Thee Point Is
ok like all im asking is something simple.i just want a guy to be truthful with me.Only flirt with me.and ya..stuff like that.im tired of it i quit.honestly.fuck it.im not talking to i dunno who but if i dont talk to u that means u've hurt my feelings.k.. on a lighter note-i want to thank all my friends that were here for me really appreciate it.peace.

My Wife's Fantasy
At dusk, he begins to prepare me for what lies ahead of us tonight. He bathes me first. I kneel in the steamy, lavender-scented bath water, facing him. He smoothes liquid soap over my body, into every hollow and over every curve, relaxing me completely, making my skin glow. He tells me to lie back so he can coat my pussy with soft white shaving cream, then delicately shaves me completely bare. He smiles seeing my clit swell from the contact, but does not touch me there--not yet. He runs his hands up and down my legs. They are already silky and smooth. He tells me to turn over, get on my hands and knees, and he gently shaves the soft back folds of my pussy lips, and up toward and around my asshole. He squeezes lavender bath gel onto his hands and runs them over my butt cheeks, working it into a lather. Then he gently pushes his foam-coated thumb into my asshole. He moves it in and out, making sure that I'm clean, opening me wide. After my bath, I sit on the edge of our bed

To All My Friends
i have started to draw name plates for my TRUE friends if you would like one of the send me a privte message telling me the name you want and what 2 and only 2 colors you want it in. Here is a sample of one the ones i didit is mine

You Might Not Have Known This
36 minutes ago You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIM

My Girl
CLOSE YOUR EYES AS I SOFTLY WHISPER IN YOUR EAR THE MELODY THAT IS YOUR NAME TELLING YOU HOW WHEN YOU ARE NEAR THE COLD NIGHT CANT CHILL ME IM WARMED BY YOUR GAZE AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY I LOVE YOU PROMISE NEVER TO BREAK YOUR HEART JUST REMEBERWHEN YOU TRUST ME THE WORLD HUNGERS TO TEAR US APART BECAUSE IN YOUR EYES I FEEL YOUR SOUL I HAVE ALL YOU NEED TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AND IF YOU PROMISE TO BE TRUE MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE OR DIE AWAY

This Is A Older One But I Felt It Needed To Be Posted...
First Glimpse of Heaven I stare entranced by a mistic light encircling an Angel. Her voice warms me like the southern mid-summers noontime sunshine. When I stare into her eyes I am drawn into a different place; a different existence! All fears, all pain forgotten. In fear that this dream will end, I do not talk or move! She smiles, her lips glistening; my heart is lifted... to infinity! She leaves and I realize this is not a dream; and she is gone! I now wait, wondering when the gates of heaven will open again... So that I may see my angel again!

Sexual Personality Quiz From Quiz Universe
Wow, this one actually hit it right on the nose. C'mon, try it. Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Meeting....part 4
He offered her a drink. "Jack and Coke." she replied. He poured the drink as she watched him. He walked around, sat her drink in front of her, grazed her cheek with his fingertips. She watched him as he lit candles, turned on some music, and poured himself a drink. He smiled, melting everything inside. She knew this man would be the death of her, but oh, what a lovely way to perish. She decided then and there that she needed to be the one in control. She slid herself up next to him on the sofa. As she ran her hand across her lips, smiling sweetly, seductively. The laughter in his eyes told her he wanted the same thing. Her mouth came down on his with a fierceness not even she knew she posessed. He let her know of his approval by capturing her tongue with his. Her hands unbuttoned his shirt, slowly, taunting him. One button at a time her fingers exploring what lie beneath. She reached the last button befor his waist and stopped. Sliding her hands under his shirt, she could feel the

I'm Staring A Referral Program
Referral Program This is my own shopping site. I am going to start a referral system that will help you and I earn money! Click the link to read more about it, and please consider taking this great opportunity! Please Repost for all to see! Thanks, Jen & Zachary

Its Comming Back!!!
BY POPULAR DEMANDTHE CONTESTS ARE COMMING BACK We are bringing it back and going to have alot more fun!!! Contest are now back and ready to go!!! Right now we have several contests going on!!! These are all pic contests and your all more than welcome to join in!!! The list of contests are shown bellow!!KLUB HOUSE BUTTSKLUB HOUSE TIGHT JEANSKLUB HOUSE TIGHT SHORTSKLUB HOUSE UNDERWARE You must register to see the contest gallerys and to add yourself to them!!!! Make a new album for each gallery made that you wish to be known by!!!! Winners per month will be placed in the hall of fame album!!!! There will be a monthly hall of fame and yearly as well!!! The one with the best will win!!! There are other gallerys as well and you dont have to enter the contests!!! The other gallery sets are as seen bellow as listed!!!!

The Meeting......part 3
She moaned softly as his kisses set everything ablaze deep within her. One of his strong hands entwined in her hair, the other holding her so close she thought she might never breathe again. His mouth worked his way down to her shoulder, stopping there, savoring her. He loved her scent, it aroused him in a manner that was difficult to understand. He felt his body come to life and he hoped she would not notice his arousal. "We need to get out of here." he said. All she could manage was a breathless, "yes, let's." They climbed in her car and she asked where he wanted to go. He simply replied, "My house, if that's ok?" Of course, it was more than she had hoped. This man who had touched her life in so many ways up to now, was about to touch her more intimately than any man had done in years. It was the feeling she got when his hand touched hers. It's not that she's been celibate all those years. She had not been lonely. On the contrary, until she saw him, she felt quite comfortable in

Grr.....
What is it about some men that drives you crazy? I know I'm not in a relationship at the moment, but why do they constantly have to be an ass? I mean is it something they inherit or do they rise to that occasion when something you say is correct or they're inaccurate. I'm so "drained" and tired of "excuses" that make no common sense. It's as if the lights are on and nobody's home. The simpliest decision or conversation always has to be the hardest thing to explain or say and they're always right. Believe me, I love my men, but I'm not too positive on being in a relationship right now considering my brother-in-law's not all there in the head. I mean he just irritates me about how at first he wanted Traci to NOT get a job, now all because the "MORONS" at his work say that maybe she should get one, it's all a written gospel. I mean seven years ago it was NEVER an issue, now because they utter a single sentence it MUST be done. Need I tell you that these are the same

Where Is Candy?
I haven't written in here in awhile. I figured I'd give an update. The rain and cold is slowly clearing and it's getting warmer....which makes me very happy! I'll be getting out much more when the sun comes back, so watch out! I've been spending time just north of Seattle with my family lately so I haven't been working at the club but I have been editing my videos on my computer. I get to sit in my jammies and slippers in my bed while editing videos of me and naked girls. It's pretty fun! feel free to check out the new vid download update store...there are free pics if you're broke. http://vidown.com/cgi/store2.pl?site=candycoatedgirls.com

Streaming Desire Of Passion From Another
I feel like the existance of my current being is in agony of the pain of emotion and attention that it so desperately craves and desires from one that caresses the slumbering depths that so coyly linger within

North Vs. South
The North has Bloomingdales, The South has Dollar General The North has coffee houses, The South has Waffle Houses. The North has dating services, The South has family reunions. The North has switchblade knives, The South has Lee Press-on Nails. The North has double last names, The South has double first names. The North has Indy car races, The South has stock car races. North has Cream of Wheat, The South has grits.. The North has green salads, The South has collard greens. The North has lobsters, The South has crawfish. The North has the rust belt, The South has the Bible Belt. FOR NORTHERNERS MOVING SOUTH . . . In the South: If you run your car into a ditch, don't panic. Four men in a four-wheel drive pickup truck with a tow chain will be along shortly. Don't try to help them, just stay out of their way. This is what they live for. Don't be surprised to find movie rentals and bait in the same store....do not buy food at t

Tags And Such....
This is so you all know..I dont need tags on my name to define who i am..or my lifestyle choice. If this makes me a bad person so be it, But i know who i am and what i like and if you want to know what those choices and things are just ask.. After all i am still human and not a clone... of everybody else. Much Love xoxoxoxoxo ~ Turtle ~

A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: "Jade...here are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo

Wifey Vs. Girlfriend
How do you know if u've got a wifey or a girlfriend? How do u know if u've been that wifey or a girlfriend? THIS IS HOW..... *you're girlfriend will hang up the phone when she gets mad *you're wifey will sit there and yell untill u UNDERSTAND... even if you dont *you're girlfriend will smile and laugh quietly at your jokes *you're wifey will burst out laughing not caring if she looks wierd *Only you will know when your girlfriend is mad at you *Your WHOLE crew will know when your wifey is mad at you *you're girlfriend only knows a few of your friends *you're wifey has inside jokes with them *you're girlfriend remembers the day you guys started going out and your birthday untill you break up *you're wifey knows the day you started going out, your birthday, the first time you kissed, and so much more even after you break up *you're girlfriend will tell you what she adores about you *you're wifey will tell you EVERYTHING she adores and hates about

.baby.blood.and.stitches.
i need to vent. n mah D is prolly watchin more Angel to which i say GOOD FOR HER! n not in the sarcastic sense either. so. first things first. qwest is a bunch of cumsucking assgoblins. wtf kinda company thinks its cool to assume you're not going to pay your bill when you've paid them on time every other effin month n cut off your service 10 days...yes thats right TEN DAYS...BEFORE...the bill is DUE? motherassholes. supposedly they're going to fix it tomorrow. i wont be holding my breath. mother expletive expletive expletive. so...good thing people live close enough for me to steal wireless from... muahahahahahaha. eff you 'the man' so then....i have asshat children. er child. cuz the middle one thought it was cool to let the baby sit on the desk thats in their room...uhm...no...numbnuts knows better...but no she decided hey mommys busy ima do whatever i want...so the baby decides...ima try to turn around...and numbnuts decides to sit there n watch...baby falls off...ba

Mr. Confidence
first let me say - this is the darkest most negative little 'poem' ive ever written - it was written a couple years ago - and now i give you 'mr confidence' ------------------------------------- i am like... a billion fucking people youve never ever met i am the upper 1% the eschelon of human brokenness... i am the hallmark of intelligence used for its most ignorant ends i am mr. confidence i do not censor i dont remove i worship the purity of the crude i am an absolute mistake a wasted truth thats developed and grown more warped and wrong each and every day and i am a carbon copy thats degraded faded into a black and dirty smear as worthless as anything else youre likely to have the misfortune of hearing here and i... will fuck you for the joy of knowing i fucked you for the joy of knowing i will never love you i will never be the one that wakes up in the morning with a smile on their face i will only be the one that wants to escape

Friends Are Lifesavors!
I want to thank the people who have offered me their support for the past day or so. The update with my sister is that tomorrow at 8 30 am she will have the halo put on if at anytime that goes wrong, they will have to operate and go in through her neck and fix her spine, they found out her arm isnt broken, but her liver has a huge cut, and well her liver is gone. I'm not really sure what the outcome is going to be. My mother is having to go over to the hospital and as some of you know she adoped my sisters oldest daughter and adoped her which is makayla, Lucky I have some of the greatest friends, and I felt so helpless when my mom called and said one of her friends bailed on her to watch makayla tomorrow. I feel much better knowing i have friends i can call and they will be right there. You see I have a friend Lorrie Johnson *formerly blackburn* well after she got married her and her husband howard bought some property just merely Feet From where my mother lives.. When mom tol

Sexiest Lady Of Cherry Tap Contest Please Vote Thanks So Much !!
Sexiest Lady Of Cherry Tap contest Please vote Thanks so much !! Click on pic to take you to contest link , thediamonddew.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

And For Future Reference
IF you know I don't like your ass, cease checkin' out my profile. What could POSSIBLY be so fuckin' interesting about someone you can't stand and vice versa? That whole twilight zone thing again... blegh

Fat
im just siting out side looking at the stars in the sky and talking to man in moon tonight...trying to make sence of why thang happon like thay do why must u hurt some one to fell better..why must u talk behind some ones back... why do people treat u bad becouse of the way u look.... god mad us all and he did not make a mastake... he knew what he was doing this world would be a boring place if we all looked the same way yes im a big mad and proud of it... yes it makes it hard to find a girlfriend... but if u look on the out side u are missing the real person... please take the time to look inside u might be surprised what u find i am a big bear on the out sid but as tamed as a lam... im tired of puting a frunt i hurt and cry like everone els... so why can i be treated like a man not a boy.. and i love everone so why cant yall love me fore me and not tell me how to chang my life and just be my friend...i wont bite unless u wont me two to next time

(no) Thanks For The New Cmail (from A Bullitin)
I liked the way this is written. I've been absent from the site for a week now, and come back to this technological mess... hmmm... my thought: shouldn't we fix the bugs that have been present in the site since day one before adding even more features?? Like the search trackz thing has been disabled since I joined last august, most of us just get to rate two pictures before we are told our rating is blocked for ten minutes because we are flooding the servers... I mean come on.. maybe the site is getting to be to much for mike to handle? many issues and few resolutions is what i see... original bulletin: subject: Thanks for the new cMail (repost) date: 2007-04-04 22:25:15 Sessions expire without warning Messages are lost constantly The shout box is fucked up and causes a problems constantly Things like the "family list" bulletins have been broken since inception (try it, you'll see anything posted by family members in less than 24 hours just doesn't show up when you

Dumb Bitches: It's A Good Thing I Don't Have A Gun. Part 1 Of A Probably Ongoing Series
And you know why? Because I'm pretty sure I'd use it. Not like recently is the first I've ever had to deal with dumb bitches, but, this is by far the dumbest one I've had to deal with in a while. You see it's my personal opinion, and hey, I could be WAYYY off here, but I really feel like when you're getting pretty close to age 30, you should stop arguing with people 10 years younger, or stop arguing like a 10 year old, one or the other. This is just on the heels of this near 30 year old broad gettin' on my case about my ex who is now her boyfriend talkin' to me about her being a whore, basically. Now, that's not my fault, but, of course, when you're from Texas, it's like the fuckin' Twilight Zone, so I guess I gotta cut a bitch a break :( Of course, just being told this, you can't get the full idea of what a moron this broad is, and I use the term broad loosely. Please, someone tell me... is it just bitches who get knocked up and knocked around by their men who are dumb cunts or just s

Love Me When Im Gone.
So I got some life changing news today. For obvious reasons you'll have to excuse my generalities. But the unit I will be going to is slated to head out for duty. This left me in a very difficult position for the reason that i have been debating on what path i was going to go down. I finally decided on one, and as soon as I did i got this news. I had a few options, I could just not enlist, I could do the college first program which would exempt me from going, or I could try to contract with ROTC. My first reaction was to try to get out of it somehow. All i had to do was say I didnt wanna go. But then it struck me. I would be acting a complete hypicrit. I throught this whole process i have known that there was the possibility of this happening, but it wasnt likly, or at least i was told. But i said then, that if i went threw and enlisted i would not abandon my teamates and use loopholes to get out of it. So I came to the conclusion that I would not hide behinde text books and desks,

Internet Friend ( R I P )
We Have Friends Near By We Have Friends Far Away Then We Have Friends More Often Than Not We Will Never See Just The Words We Type That Can Be About Anything And Everything Well This Is About A Internet Friend That Passed Away 04/02/07 She Went By PURPLESUNSET Can You Feel Hurt And Be Sad When Such A Friend Of The WWW Has Past Well I Can And Am A Friend Is A Friend Where Ever They Maybe She Will Be Missed By Me And All Who Knew Her May She Rest In Her Purplesunset.

Being Away
Hello to all my old friends, and all the new friends from Engla's. I'm sorry I didn't get to you all sooner, I am usually here checking out whats happening at least once a day. As it turns out I have a bug of some kind, and antibiotics. Also many new doctors appointments as well. So please bear with me as I get health business out of the way, I may not get right back to you, it might be days. But I will answer them all! Some of my close family and friends know I have Fibromyalgia, and know how it is like a roller coaster ride with all its ups and downs. If you want to know what that is, just google it and you will see tons of info. I suggest the Nationl Fibro. Association. The have all you need to know on the first page. lol. Anyway, I will be fine, I just need to rest more, stress less, and heal. And sitting here is none of the above lol. By next week I will be back up to my normal addicted to CT self.

Ninja Jane Transformation...
This is Ninja Jane.... getting ready to explore CT as soon as Devine TxRose reaches Ninja Cherry Status (in less than 1500 points): It will be interesting to see how Ninja Jane transorms to a Rock Star by April 13!! Think you can help her in the transition????

J-ology
SORRY, I KNOW THIS IS RANDOM, I WAS BORED FOOD-OLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. RANCH Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A. BURGER KING Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A. APPLEBEE¡¦S Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A. 5 BUCKS PER PERSON OR 20% WHICHEVER IS HIGHER Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? A. PIZZA Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. CHICKEN AND CHEESE Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A. STRAWBEERY JAM Q. What is your favorite type of gum? A. ORANGE TECHN-OLOGY Q. Number of contacts in your cell phone? A. NOT THAT MANY, I JUST GOT THE PHONE AND I HAVE BEEN LAZY Q. Number of contacts in your email address book? A. DON¡¦T KNOW, DON¡¦T CARE Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A. STONEHENGE Q. How many televisions are in your house or apartment? A. TOO MANY BI-OLOGY Q. Are you right-han

Eight Words With Two Meanings
Eight Words with two Meanings > >1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. >Female...... Any part under a car's hood. >Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. > >2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. >Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. >Male.... Playing football without a cup. > >3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. >Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. >Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. > >4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. >Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. >Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. > >5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. >Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. >Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. > >6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. >Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. >Male...... A source of entertainment, self-_expression, male bonding. > >7 MAKING LOVE (m

Sex~my Dream Lover
I had the most amazing dream last night. My dream lover is amazing peson and the best thing about him is that he seesm to give me what I need. Now I dont know anything about him other then the fact is that he's taller then my 5'6 and doesnt seem to mind that I'm on the chunky side.He's smart and he KNOWS how to seduce my mind.The funny thing is I can talk to him about anything and the sex is amazing,well at least in my dreams. He has this way of kissing me and touching me when he just simply isnt trying. Now I know this blog doesnt belong in kink and yet is is a kink of sorts. Well at least to me.I drew a picture of him from my memory of the hottest night of my life(damn sex dreams) In my dream he stole into my room and crawled into bed with me,nibbled on my neck and as I pressed myself into him he ripped the strap of my tank-top to get closer to me.All i could do is moan help-lessly. (Which would be something totally new to me,let's be real people,I aint no easy-push over girl

Half Jack
Half underwater I'm half my mother's daughter A fraction's left up to dispute The whole collection Half off the price they're asking In the halfway house of ill repute Half accidental Half pain full instrumental I have a lot to think about You think they're joking? You have to go provoke him... I guess it's high time you found out It's half biology and half corrective surgery gone wrong You'll notice something funny if you hang around here for too Long ago in some black hole before they had these pills to take it back I'm half jill And half jack Two halves are equal A cross between two evils It's not an enviable lot But if you listen You'll learn to hear the difference Between the halfs and the half nots And when i let him in i feel my stitches getting sicker I try to wash him out but like she said:the blood is thicker I see my mother in my face But only when i travel I run as fast as i can run But Jack comes tumbling after.... And when i'm brave

Please Help!!!
Please help, I am in a contest for Cherry Tap Queen..it's my first contest I have been in and it would be alot of fun to win.. so please rate me, and comment me...all help is appreciated...and I will return the favor when needed.. thanks everyone!!! heres the link...

Kellie Pickler › Red High Heels
Baby, I've Got Plans Tonight You Don't Know Nothin About I've Been Sittin Round Way Too Long Tryin' To Figure You Out But You Say That You'll Call And You Don't And I'm Spinnin My Wheels So I'm Goin Out Tonight In My Red High Heels I'm Gonna Call Up That Old Boyfriend You Said Still Has It Bad For Me I'm Gonna Take Him Into Town, Flaunt Him Around For Everyone To See Well, You Said Once Yourself, Baby Yeah, You Know The Deal Nobody Holds A Candle To Me In My Red High Heels Oh, You Can Watch Me Walk If You Want To, Want To I Bet You Want Me Back Now Don't You, Don't You I'm About To Show You Just How Missin Me Feels In My Red High Heels All Those Games You Tried To Play Well They Ain't Gonna Work On Me Now I Put A Barbed Wire Fence Around My Heart, Baby Just To Keep You Out Well, You Thought I'd Wait Around Forever But Baby Get Real I Just Kicked You To The Curb In My Red High Heels Oh, You Can Watch Me Walk If You Want To, Want To I Bet You Want Me B

Alex,my Oldest
With out a doubt this is my oldest child the child of my soul.He is senstive,sweet,kind and boyishly charming.Tonight he wanted to talk to me about what to do about girls,dang,is it what it's really like to be 13 again.I dk,it's be 16 almost 17 years since I've been there.lol I can only hope that I told my SMART son what to do.All of my kids have brains which I am very proud to say that they use. Yet as he hits through this diffcult time is in his life I wish I could tell him that it will get easier but I will not lie to him.Not worth the time,trouble or effort trying to keep up the lie. Alex,is my sweet-heart,my feelings and definatly a charmer as is both of his brothers.When does it get easier being a mother of any child? Hopefully soon,lol. I can only hope I do right by them.

Bad News
Okay Friday I am going in to meet with the specialists. We are going to discuss my current un-progress..lol and the other possible treatments. One that we are going to be talking about is Chemo Therapy. Supposedly they have recently started using this for auto-immune patients and it seems to help. Problem #1 I'm scared of infection. If they kill my immune system and I get a cold, it can prove deadly. Problem #2 Work, chemo is tough on your body. The situation my is currently in, I don't know how much I will be out and around. Problem #3 I HAVE to get my LUPUS under control and I have to do it now! Guess I will give you an update on Friday. Wish me luck!

My Job
For my job I travel all over Fl, and I've been to Buffalo and New Orleans, to do what I do. What I do is drive and operate bucket trucks, grapple trucks, and bobcats... but my real job is to climb trees, and clear powerlines. I'm class 3 climbing certified and line clearance certified. Anyways I get to travel and see alot of places, I've beet to Buffalo... did you know that it is the safest town in America? I've also been to New Orleans for Storm Katrina. I spent my New Years at Bourbone St. where they have the origanal Mardi Gras, my friend and I walked down the street with a bottle of whisky in our hands. So about my job I love it, I love to travel and see new things and places, especialy meet new people. I'm only 22 yrs. old and I make more money than most 30 yr. olds. I love the constant change in work environment and physical challenges that each job brings... I always say "Variety is the spice of life!!!" Besides it keeps me in prety good shape too. Come check me ou

Misère Mon Ami
The sky was bruised a sort of pale blue. A blue that reflected off the fragments of the glass. The glass in turn was slightly saturated with a ruby red. This created a calm so profound, so palpable that it seemed almost sinful. I'm shattered, broken alive. In love with misery. We walk hand in hand in step with eachother. Knowing only how to cure the others deep dissatisfaction. Life seems abyssmal, if only there appeared to be some hope. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ another depressing poem by moi

This Is Too All U Ppl Who Think Ur Better Than Me
ok first off.....this is too all u ppl who think just becasue we ....meaning big ppl or whatever..... are diff that u can make funny of us but heres a wake up call to ya we are no diff than u just because we are diff sizes or diff colors or we think diff does not mean u r better if nething u just make funn of others to make ur self feel better so u all who do like to make funn of us than u must be pretty dam ugly cause if u fell like u have to make funn of us to feel better than f*** u ......but im telling u all my saying...IF U DONT LIKE THE BIG GURLS THEN TAKE UR SHITT SOME WERE ELES CAUSE IM TIRED OF UR BULLSHITT......

Reba Mcentire › The Night The Lights Went Out In Georgia (4:17)
He was on his way home from candle top Been two weeks gone and he thought he'd stop At webs and have him a drink for he went home to her Andy wo-lo said hello He said hi whats a doing Wo said sit down I got some bad news thats gonna hurt Said I'm your best friend and you know thats right But your young bride ain't home tonight Since you been gone shes been seeing that amos boy seth He got mad and he saw red Andy said boy don't you lose your head Cause to tell you the truth Ive been with her myself Chorus: Thats the night the lights went out in Georgia Thats the night that they hung an innocent man Don't trust your soul to no back woods southern lawyer Cause the judge in the towns got bloodstains on his hand Andy got scared and left the bar Walking on home cause he didn't live far you see Andy didn't have many friends and he just lost him one Brother thought his wife must've left town So he went home and finally found the only thing Daddy had left him and that

Oh Lord Another Blog Site.
Okay I have myspace and thanks (or no thanks I haven't decided yet) to a certain unnamed person I decided to get on here and see what it is all about. For now that is all I am going to write because it is time for bed and sleep.

There's A Special Place In Ct Hell
This is an open letter to whoever felt the need to rate my photos a 1 and a 2, thanks for the free points loser. It's not like any of my photos were ever going to end up on the top photos anyways, so what did you really accomplish? Not like you're going to get any credit anyways because for now, you're completely anonymous. Have fun hiding behind your computer monitor, because in the real world, you would get your head handed to you.

You Gave Me To Him
I gave your time to him You bailed He was there You asked me “why?” You walked I talked I replaced you With quickness you didn’t think I had My game is tight You question my motives They were to love you I wanted nothing else You took a break Thinking I’d stand by Waiting Anticipating Holding my breath Till I died without you He swooped in Scooped me up You stood there Mouth dropped open Like you had never seen anything like it before You had my crazy I gave you who I am You took me for granted I walked before your words could lie You eyes died The day I said goodbye I can’t wait for nobody To show me I am somebody When they want anybody else I have to run away To hide my tears To heal my heart Mend my soul It’s all for him

Mo Blues Mo Blurred
Mo Blues Current mood: cynical Category: Writing and Poetry What's up with the inclination toward Ignorance? I suppose the Buddha says ignorance is Bliss and everyone chooses to be Happy. So maybe I am bitter and cynical...but the Quality of people that I have encountered lately leads me to determine that Society truly suffers from a lack of connectedness. I guess it is easier to live on the Shallow side as opposed to approach Life with Eyes that are open and can See in Realms that require more than one-dimensional Vision. Currently listening : Live From Chicago : An Audience With The Queen By Koko Taylor Release date: By 25 October, 1990

Tags
Heather Wood will have you ROCKing HARD!!! (repost of original by 'SilverOak™ DJ of Fear and Dreams' on '2007-04-04 21:09:40') (repost of original by 'N8IV69ER_Yours is bigger than mine ? NOT !!' on '2007-04-04 21:15:52')

"quiz" Are You A Libertarian?
"QUIZ" Are you a Libertarian? QUIZ AT END Click on QUIZ at the end We know that can be a tough question as you may have heard many different definitions of the word "libertarian" or maybe you met a few people who identify themselves as such. Let's see what Webster's has to say about it: Pronunciation: "li-b&r-'ter-E-&n Function: noun 1 : an advocate of the doctrine of free will 2 a : a person who upholds the principles of absolute and unrestricted liberty especially of thought and action b capitalized : a member of a political party advocating libertarian principles While many may quibble with the definition, we think it's close enough. Simply put, if you believe that you are responsible for yourself and your family, and not the government, then you belong with us. Still not sure? Take the quiz Quiz http://www.theadvocates.org/quiz.html

Time For Action
Time For Action We hope you can see the benefits of living in that America envisioned by the founders and by their political heirs, today's Libertarians. We hope you will want to join the Libertarian Party and become involved in our many activities at the national, state, and local levels. Are you ready for a change in American politics? For as long as most of us can remember, Republican and Democratic politicians have talked about solving the problems that face Americans; but their "solutions" have only worsened the situation -- higher and higher taxes; greater intrusions into our personal lives; more rapes, murders, and muggings; and a crumbling public school system graduating fewer and fewer people who can read. We believe the American people -- like their counterparts in Eastern Europe -- have seen through the charade of big government. We believe the American people are ready for a fresh approach to the problems that plague us. Libertarian ideas were instrumental in

Rude
OMG I JUST GOT ASKED IN MY SHOUTBOX IF I COULD DEEP THROAT,,,,I IGNORED IT AND ERASED IT,,HE CAME BACK WITH "I BET YOU COULD DEEP THROAT MINE"...I WAS LIKE WTF,,,I TOLD HIM HE WOULD NEVER FIND OUT IF I COULD OR NOT,,,,SO HE GETS MAD AND CALLED ME A NASTY WHORE. LMAO,,, AINT IT A BITCH TO BE A CT REJECT..LOL

What Americans Want
What Americans Want Americans want, and deserve, a political system which respects them as unique individuals; as people who can make their own plans, who can take responsibility for themselves, who are compassionate, and who can and will solve their own problems if allowed to do so. Most Americans, after some thought, prefer the Libertarian option in politics. Most people in their private, non-governmental, affairs deal with each other on the libertarian premise of mutual respect. You don't threaten your neighbors with fines or jail just because they choose careers or lifestyles different than yours. Let's hold government to the same standard. Protect us and our rights, and give us the respect we deserve.

The Libertarian Option
The Libertarian Option Consider the Libertarian option: * Substantially reduce the size and intrusiveness of government and cut all taxes. * Let peaceful, honest people offer their goods and services to willing consumers without a hassle from government. * Let peaceful, honest people decide for themselves what to eat, drink, read, or smoke and how to dress, medicate themselves, or make love, without fear of criminal penalties. * The U.S. government should defend Americans and their property in America and let the U.S. taxpayer off the hook for the defense bill of wealthy countries like Germany and Japan.

Life Is Fleeting
I realized today how time flies by so fast and that this life can be beautiful at times. I think too many people waste their time on grudges and hard feelings towards those who do not care who they hurt anyway so why bother. That is what is wrong with the world today! Not enuf love and not enuf people helping other who need it most. And people should realize that this life is given to us to live to the fullest and love to the fullest and love each other to the fullest. Too bad that is not how it accualy is! Life is too short...fuck up and have fun....and if you have a family love em like there is no tomorrow!

What Is The Libertarian Party?
What Is The Libertarian Party? The Libertarian Party is your representative in American politics. It is the only political organization which respects you as a unique and competent individual. America's Heritage Libertarians believe in the American heritage of liberty, enterprise, and personal responsibility. Libertarians recognize the responsibility we all share to preserve this precious heritage for our children and grandchildren. Free and Independent Libertarians believe that being free and independent is a great way to live. We want a system which encourages all people to choose what they want from life; that lets them live, love, work, play, and dream their own way. Caring For People The Libertarian way is a caring, people-centered approach to politics. We believe each individual is unique. We want a system which respects the individual and encourages us to discover the best within ourselves and develop our full potential. Principled; Consistent The Libertarian

I Can't Find My Way
My free had nothing to do with you I walked away Hands free Heart open Not knowing the next turn would bring me heat I let go of who I am Left it to God to decide my next step Deep breath in Blow it out I can find my way Back to who Back to what No map to the end result Real life is to much It’s to easy to call it It’s my choice You won’t know what hit you My heart ain’t big enough for the both of us I can’t hand it out the way you need it It’s not who I am The day is grim I lost my smile Left it behind when my soul crept out It flew with the wind Lost in the sound of nothing I’m duckin the world It’s to much on one plate I keep it to myself Shhhh….don’t tell nobody

Another Shitty Day
It's not everyday that I get woke up by the police calling me. They had a paper that needed to be delivered but they couldn't find where I lived at. So when he finally found the house, I was served with a summons to court. I am being sued for $11,000 plus interest and court fees for wreaking a rental car back in September. First of all, if I had that much money then I wouldn't have needed to rent a car in the first place. And another thing, I have absolutely no way of paying them that. I own no property that they can take from me, no car, no house, nothing! Think they can squeze blood out of a turnip? We shall find out.

My Art Work...
Hello folks i have a new album i just put up and it has my art work in it.. i would really appreciate if you guys could comment on them and give ur honest opinion.. thankyou sooo much and love to everyone!!!! Dueces!!!

I Need To Get Laid....
hmmm Ive come to the conclusion that I need to get laid! Ive been working too hard and of course the kids always come first...its about time that i had a little bit of some down and dirty naughty fun! Now Ill have to see what kind of challenges are out there! LOL

Spring Pasta Salad With Asparagus, Tomato And Mozzarella
Spring Pasta Salad with Asparagus, Tomato and Mozzarella Serving a refreshing pasta salad is a great way to welcome spring. If you like, use tiny balls of fresh mozzarella, which are known as bocconcini. Credit: Pasta Improvvisata by Erica De Mane Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 1/2 pounds asparagus stems, peeled if tough and ends trimmed * Salt * Freshly ground black pepper * 1 pound penne pasta * 1/2 pound fresh mozzarella cheese, cut into small cubes * 1 large bunch scallions, about a dozen, sliced into thin rounds * 2 dozen ripe cherry tomatoes, cut in half and drained for 20 minutes in a colander to remove excess liquid * 1/2 cup extra virgin olive oil * Zest and juice from 1 lemon * 1/2 cup lightly toasted pine nuts * Large handful fresh basil leaves, lightly chopped Directions: Put up a large pot of salted water for cooking the pasta and bring it to a boil. Add the asparagus and blanch it until just tender,

Types Of Pagans
Some of these were funny... even funnier that we all know someone on this list ...even ifit is ourselves.....lol 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deosil and which is widdershins. Has a shiny new athame (rhymes with "A-frame".) 2. Grand Old Wo/Man: Actually remembers Woodstock (the first one.) Will tell you about the time they dropped acid with Kerry Wendell Thornley - or maybe it was Robert Anton Wilson. Anyway, it was somebody with three names. Or was it three people with one name? Distinguishing Signs: Luxuriant gray locks, listens very intently, knows dish about people you've only read about. 3. Tree Hugging Nature Sprite: Most prized possession: one of Judi Barry

Very Annoyed
ok wtf is this crap..im bombing as usual..my girl tx and i get this........now i cant freaking comment ANYTHING.... Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.

Double Dee My Friend
I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy give me a shout out sometime ~~~

♥ Love ♥
Everyone knows that love makes you do crazy things, but did you know that love can be used as an excuse for ALMOST EVERYTHING IN LIFE? Let me teach you how you can use love as an answer for everything; good or bad. Love is the only reason people do things and love is the only thing people stay away from things. Love is what people hide from and love is what everyone is looking for. Some thing went wrong? Just say, I did it for love! I love you, because of love. I hate you, because of love. I dont want you, because of love. I dont want to see you, because of love. I dont want to hear from you, because of love. I dont want to think of you, because of love. I dont want to be near you, because of love. Love is the ONLY reason! Love is the only reason I did this. Love is the only reason I wanted to do this. Love is the only reason you did that. Love will be the only reason you will every do anything. Let me tell you something funny. Love is the only reason y

Metamorphosis 2
REACH OUT AND EMBRACE YOUR DESTINY DONTBE FOOLED BY DELUSIONS SEARCH DEEP FOR REALITY ALLOW REASON TO SINK INTO YOUR GUARDED HEART LEARN TO MASTER CHAOS OR BE TORNAPART BARING FANGS TO LET THE WISE BE WARNED AND ALL WHO REMAIN HAVE EARNED THEIR DARK PLEASURE GRINNING WIDE WITH CRIMSON TRICKLING FROM THE CORNERS OF A MOUTH DEFILED LICKING LIPS RUBY KISSED HAIR DOWN RUNNING WILD IN THE FAINT GLOW OF CRESCENT MOON HEAVY RAINDROPS BRINGING THE CLEANSING OF EVIDENCE AND REBIRTH TO THE STAINED GRASSES IN THE WOODS and all the sights beheld in ecret dances and disconnected stares culminating in the consuming of life force and excess adrenalin beware the song floating sweetly on the wind and trust not in the pipers smile behind his melodies exist a deviant agenda and in his eyes hide a blackened soul combination swirling and threatening peace

~~government At It's Best~~
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.. One from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some Measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well," he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700." The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whispers back, "$1,000 for me, $1,000 for you, and

You Might Be Giving Pagans A Bad Name If...
You Might be Giving Pagans a Bad Name If... You insist that your boss call you "Rowan Starchild" because otherwise you'd sue for religious harassment. (Score double for this if you don't let that patronizing dastard call you "Mr. or Ms. Starchild.") You request Samhain, Beltaine, and Yule off and then gripe about working Christmas. You expect your employer to exempt you from the random drug testing because of your religion. You think the number of Wiccan books you own is far more important than the number you have read, regardless of the fact that most of your books are for beginners. You've won an argument by referencing "Drawing Down the Moon," knowing darned good and well they haven't read it either. You said it was bigotry when they didn't let you do that ritual in front of city hall. It had nothing to do with the skyclad bit. You picketed The Craft and Hocus Pocus, but thought that the losers who picketed The Last Temptation of Christ needed to get live

Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my

Father's Love Letter
My Child, You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3 Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31 For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28 For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28 I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5 I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12 You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16 I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26 You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14 I knit you together in your mother's womb. Psalm 139:13 And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6 I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me. John 8:41-44 I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of

Mental....
Its so hard for me to write things down anymore... I feel like I can't say what I want to say... I have been having serious depression lately and just feeling like I can't do anything right. I'm getting so frusturated... I think too much. I have all these thoughts going through my head... and I have cut myself again... and it was a few weeks ago... and I didn't want to say anything but most know already anyways... and I feel bad about it... and I'm sorry... but some understand.... I'm so upset...all the time. The littlest things upset me. Things I hear..things people say..things I see... tears just keep coming and coming... everything is SOOOO overwelming... People are harsh and mean... and I don't know why anyone would want to be so hateful and jealous... And that's another thing... People and their fucking Jealousy...can't fucking take it anymore. In my personal life...in my work life... its just getting to be too much. I just want to be LOVED.... its really not that hard of a

Tarot For The Computer Age
OH My Goddess this was funny 0. The FOOL: a manager using a SPARCStation 413,1432 to run a screensaver. 1. The MAGICIAN: a hacker with a Mac, a Pentium box, a Sparc, and a Cray on the table in front of him --- all running the same program with the same GUI. An infinity sign is over his head. 2. The HIGH PRIESTESS: a woman holding the Documentation, closed and concealed. The crescent moon is showing on an Indigo behind her.. 3. The EMPEROR: Steve Jobs sitting on a NeXT cube, holding an optical disk vertically in his hand. 4. The EMPRESS: A secretary with a NeXT Machine. 5. The HEIROPHANT: Bill Gates with two flunkies kneeling before him, their faces averted, offering him floppy disks. He wears a laptop computer on his head. 6. The LOVERS: a PowerMAC and an IBM Power PC exchanging software as an angel bathed in glory regards them. 7. The CHARIOT: A man in a chariot, hurtling up an exponential curve, drawn by the twin sphinxes of Technology (black) and Cul

Redneck Charge Of The Goddess
Tee Hee I just love this ..... (Tune: The Beverly Hillbillies by E. Scruggs) (Lyrical adaption by Hare) Now listen to the words of the Great Star Mother, In days long past called by one name or tuther, "I am your Mammy, Queen of Earth, Air, Fire, Sea, So you better quit your yappin' an' listen to me." (Isis that is, Astarte, Cerridwen) "Now y'all listen up, 'cause I'd hate to be a bitch, When we have our shindigs t'aint none should wear a stitch. Y'all will eat an' drink an' dance an' love, to show that you're free, 'Cause all acts of pleasure are sacred to me." (Skyclad that is, Great Rite, Cakes an' Wine) "If you wanna know my secrets, then look in your own hide, 'Cause if what you seek aint there, well, it won't be found outside. The greatest Mysteries t'aint really dread nor dire, I'm with you at the start, and at the end of desire." (That's right, listen to your heart. Y'all will come back now, y'hear?)

Technopagan?
You may be a TechnoPagan if... If your athame has a SCSI interface... If your OBE's begin with a netsplit... If your priest robes conceal a pocket protector... If you calculate the phases of the moon with Windows '95... If your altar has a keyboard... If drawing down a circle is a POST (power on self test)... If you call the Watch Towers on your cell-tell... If you do most of your correspondence by email and sign off with Blessed Be... If you don't call it a ritual, you call it a Macro... If you end a circle with Ctl-Alt-Del... If you have ever attached ribbons to a May Pole using a staple gun... If you invite the God and Goddess to come online... If you keep a Disk of Shadows (with encrypted backups)... If you participate in online rituals more than you do FTF... If you refer to eclectic ritual as cross-platforming... If your Beltane ritual includes more than one news group... If your candles have batteries... If

Ahhh.... Ct Has An Email System Now!!
What is CherryTAP mail? CherryTAP mail (cMail) allows members to send and receive email from their cherryTAP account to anyone in the world just like any web based email provider. Where do I go for technical support? The “CherryTAP Support” Lounge is a 24 hour technical support chat room run by members who are standing by to help problem solve any questions you have about CherryTAP. If you do not get the answer you are looking for, please contact an orange or green highlighted name. You can also leave a private message for CherryTAP Support. What's my email address? Your email address is displayed at the top of your inbox. Your initial email address is ct276261@cherrytap.com. You can change to a custom email address by clicking "My Profile" on your home page: the email customization is on the "Account Settings" tab. Once you have set your custom email address, you cannot change it again. Mail sent to your default address (ct276261@cherrytap.com) will stil

Who Are You
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

My 1st Blog
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

This Is Fricking Annoying
It seems like more and more each day. So one or something I didnt causes a problem. I dont know why , how or what the fuck it is. All I know is its irritating me beyond all comprehession. So of my friend I dont talk to frequently. Cause I pay attention to there status. Where it says there busy. Gee to me that says. Dont bother them. Leave them be there busy. It would be disrespectful to bother them right then. Unless it was an emergency. Well since it wasnt. I left them alone. But now Im a bad guy cause I didnt go out of my way to find out if they were ok. Well shit I didnt know friendship were only one way. I thought it took communication and effort on both partys. Well I guess Im just some dumb redneck from cali. So what do I know. Yes I am being sarcastic. I have a right to be. I have been threw alot of shit lately. Im surprised I havent gone on a rampage from it all. Or even worse. Be commited to a sanitarium. But oh well. Shit happens. Life goes on. It will get better soon. My li

Domina Shannon's Back
Wow, it's only been a month since I last saw Shannon, and already she arrives on an early flight tomorrow morning. This time she's coming with Cali, and we will be attending DomCon. Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

I Need To Ask A Question
Im putting my self out here on the line.. Only answer this question if you can do it honestly. wether its good or bad im not hold grudges or going on a hating spree i just want opinions. What kind of person am I what is your opinion of me? Thanks for taking the tiome to read this.

Picture Ratings!!!
This goes out to the retard who is rating my pics like 5's...Number 1 I am not here for the ratings or points so if you think your hurting me your not!!!! Second, If you dont like it DONT LOOK!!!!What an ass!!

Will You Help?
I am in my first contest by Cup Of Joe and I would really like to get some help with the contest. I would really appreciate it a lot. Thanks A lot for looking and if you do vote for me even bigger thanks...... Click on my contest picture and it will take you right to the contest. Thanks

Salute Contest (3 Days, 3 Hours, 22 Minutes Left To Enter)
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Acupressure
Practitioners of Oriental medicine believe that vital energy has a definite, predictable route throughout the body. It flows along pathways that traverse the body in a fixed pattern somewhat like the network of a complex railway system. These pathways are divided into major routes called meridians, which are named for the organ or function they serve. On these routes are numerous “tiny points” called acupunture or acupressure points where the energy comes to the surface of the body. It is interesting to note that modern electronic instruments makes Kirlian photography possible which now enables us to locate acupuncture/acupressure points precisely. This has proven that the points are exactly where the ancient Chinese showed them to be. These points respond to any change in the flow of vital energy. They appear to act somewhat like resistors in an electrical current by adjusting the speed and power of the flow. The response is a kind of fluid elasticity that tightens or slackens as nece

My Love For You
my love for you i fall deeper in love with you each and every day my love for you is so strong it will never go away my love is unconditional my heart bleeds for you i cant wait till the day i proclaim my love too you that day is today and i want you to know i care i will always think of you even when your not there i love you more than life its self you are my heart and soul being with you forever is my lifes main goal i want to grow old with you i want you to be my wife i want to have kids with you because you are my life i would give the world too you i just wish i could but i will treat you like a princess just because i should you are like an angel sent from up above and i am your soulmate we were ment to be in love now the time has come theres one thing left to say lisa will you marry me forever and always this is the poem i wrote befor destroyed it is the poem i read to her the night we got engaged but now she left me

In My Daughter's Eyes
"In My Daughter's Eyes" In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes

More Lyrics
"Not Ready To Make Nice" Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not re

To The Photo And Profile Haters.
I ALWAYS TRY TO BE A GENTLEMEN, IF I'M NOT CRAZY ABOUT SOMEONES PHOTO I DON'T RATE IT. I FIND SOME THING IN THE PERSONS PROFILE AND GIVE IT A TEN. TO THOSE SWEET KIND SOULS, THANK YOU FOR YOU 10'S AND 11'S. TO THE PUNK ASS BITCHES AND CHICKEN SHIT ASS WIPES GIVING PEOPLE 1'S AND ANYTHING BELOW A 10. YOU NEED A BOOT UP YOUR ASS AND A BOLIVIAN NECK TIE, I BET THAT PHOTO WOULD GET SOME 10'S. S.BLACK HELL AND THE WASTE LANDS, BEEN THERE DONE THAT. LMAO

Sleep?
As I ready what really shouldn't be called a bed Thousands of thoughts run a rampage through my brain Yet it is finally a quiet, dull, pounding pain My handiwork with carbs is my life jacket Not enough to make me feel better just a way to vent A distraction might be a more accurate word Now they all overwhelm me and I shut down Taking all of me to just curl up and cry Knowing I have so much to do in life to waste time Because once it starts who knows when it will stop Please forgive me I need to lay down for awhile Till the dawn may I have some peace maybe after

Thought
Normal is but a morbid illusion held within the phycosis of the criminally insane allowing individuality to become shackled and hidden in the never ending march of robotic stereotypes forced down the throat of society.

Im Leaven Cherrytap
I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS BUT I DON'T NEED TO BE INSULTED AND CALLED NAMES FROM FUCKEN PEOPLE THAT DON'T EVEN KNOW ME I WAS ONLY ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT TO BE CALLED INSULTING NAMES SO THANK YOU AGAIN TO THOSES HOW DID WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME

Snow In April
Also the name of a great book by Pete Hamill. Oh, wait. That’s “Snow in August.” Never mind, my brain is fried. haha (Still a great book, though.) I was talking about what’s outside my window, anyway. Not that I’m surprised. We’ve had April snow before. One year, we had 2 feet of snow on April 1st. But still... Ordinarily weather like this would practically be a mandate for me to curl up with a good book and a cup of tea (after going outside to take some pics, of course), but I have a massage appointment in a little while and that’s practically a required religious sacrament in itself, so out I go! :) Shouldn’t be too bad; the forecasters said it won’t stick, no matter how bad it looks... Ah, hell. I take that back. I just looked out the window. It is TOO sticking, dammit! I don’t know why I’m surprised. They also SWORE that this wouldn’t start until 10 o’clock tonight. So they’re on a roll... It is pretty, though... Addendum: Yeah, it only looked pretty from inside! haha That stuf

Why?
Why is it alway so hard to find the right person to spend time and your life with? I dont know why I seem to attract the men who want me to suport them or use me for something. I know that there is someone out there for me. But why do I have to have all the toads show up first and kiss them? Well I am not giving up just wondering whats up? Hugs the woman thats not giving up Mel

Feelings About Gene
Artist: Martina McBride Lyrics Album: Greatest Hits Lyrics Title: Where Would You Be Lyrics I wonder where your heart is 'Cause it sure don't feel like it's here Sometimes I think you wish That I would just disappear Have I got it all wrong Have you felt this way long Are you already gone Do you feel lonely When you're here by my side Does the sound of freedom Echo in your mind Do you wish you were by yourself Or that I was someone else Anyone else Where would you be If you weren't here with me Where would you go If you were single and free Who would you love Would it be me Where would you be I don't wanna hold you back No I don't wanna slow you down I don't wanna make you feel Like you are tied up and bound 'Cause that's not what love's about If there's no chance we can work it out Tell me now Oh, tell me tell me now Where would you be If you weren't here with me Where would you go If you were single and free Who would you love Would it be

Giveing Love To People In The Rl Warld
Fist off I would like to tell you a bit about my mother. I have not seen her in so long. Anyway I do talk to her sometimes. Anyway. I found out she is sick and luckly it is not cancer. But it could be something else bad. We do ntknow yet. There is a man I know in rl Whome i had a for year afair with. Well I did with is wife to. But anyway. Yesterday I found out he could be dieing again. His liver is bad. And his blood prsser keep spiking too high. Then wen it comes down. It comes down too low. I stell love him and her verry much. And I do not know what I would do if I lost ether one of them. I wish I could jsut take them all and hold them in my arms and tell them everything was going to be ok. But it does not work that way. All I can do is keep them in my heart and on my mind. and remeber how much they mean to me. Ty for listing everyone. Stephanie

Blag Blag Blag...too Much Wine
I realize these things are not well read, which is probably why i am whining here. You see, I have had too much to drink, and it has been raining for days straight now,which probably has much to do with why I am feeling so melancholy. On to the point...Why is it, that we always want the things we cannot have? Is it merely because we cannot have them? Or do we have an actual need for them? The things that we already have, take a back seat in a sense and seem much less important than the things we want. So...if we were to lose something we had, that seemed un-important while we were so busy wanting something else...would we in turn forget about what we had origially wanted, and turn our wants to our previous dis-regards? Just a bit of mental vomit for all who read to ponder...I suppose it is human nature to always want for something, whether or not you can have it...and obviously the reason we want things so much sometimes, is simply because it is un-attainable. Goo

What Is A Bodhisattva
Becoming a Bodhisattva is a huge step in helping not only yourself, but also every other sentient being, both seen and unseen. Most people are self-motivated and work primarily to solve their own problems, keeping others a distant second. Should someone do an act of kindness, repayment is generally expected whether in the form of a thank you and/or further praise. Not so with the Bodhisattva. A Bodhisattva is motivated by pure compassion and love. Their goal is to achieve the highest level of being: that of a Buddha. Bodhisattva is a Sanskrit term which translates as: Bodhi [enlightenment] and sattva [being]. And their reason for becoming a Buddha is to help others. The Bodhisattva will undergo any type of suffering to help another sentient being, whether a tiny insect or a huge mammal. In Shakyamuni Buddha’s 'Perfection of Wisdom in 8,000 Lines' it states: “I will become a savior to all those beings, I will release them from all their sufferings.” If this sounds familiar to anyone

Personality
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||||||||||||| 56% Orderliness |||||||||||| 43% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 50% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||||| 30% Religious |||||||||||||| 56% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||| 23% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||| 36% Conf

Poetry
The darkness creeps upon you As a slow growing cancer Unseen Until too late to recover from The light slowly fading Fading away To a nevermore wasteland Of regrets and missed chances It mutes the voice of right Disguises the tones of wrong Blurs the line of reality Alluring and charming The easier path No obstacles to endure Only self indulgence Why struggle Why fight For tears For shattered dreams For tattered spirits It consumes It is in us all Age-old war Good verses evil Day verses night A balance Always teetering to fall Which side will we land on Choices Ours to make Good or bad Right or wrong The darkness entices Persuasive Aggressive in its onslaught Where do we prevail The darkness remains How do we contain it Before it consumes And overcomes us completely Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Today Sucks Ass!!!
So...it was windy today... I was driving to work.... There were tree trimmers working....so they had those portable signs up.... ONE OF THE FUCKING THINGS FLEW INTO MY MOTHER FUCKING CAR!!!!! I was not hurt...for that i am thankful...but mother fucker THATS MY NEW CAR!! ps...it fuckered up the passenger side..:( ps again...did i mention i drive an 07 Jeep Compass....and have only made 3 payments on it? i'm posting pics

The Things You Never Wanted To Know...
Personal My name is: Pamela a.k.a. Angel, DA, Dark Angel, or Bitch I answer to all of them. My place of birth: Denver, CO. My date of birth: June 25 My age: 24 My marital status: Married to Satan.  My astrological sign: Cancer My profession: Answering stupid survey questions much like these. My education: Some college. My height: 5’3 & 1/2 “ My weight: ha ha ha like ima tell you right? not so much

I Know Jack Schitt
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and

Did You Know ????????
Did you know:..... Just 20 seconds of fuel remained when Apollo 11's lunar module landed on the moon. The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows ! Elephants are the only animals that cant jump. Animals that lay eggs dont have belly buttons...lmfao @ that one !! Slugs have 4 noses !! There are one million ants to every human in the world. Frogs cannot swallow with their eyes open. There are 34 bathrooms in the whitehouse. On average women say 7000 words per day...Men manage just over 2000. ( does that include the grunts they make ? ) ..lol On average a human will spend up to 2 weeks kissing in her/his lifetime. You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people around the world. On average a human will spend up to 2 weeks of their life waiting for a traffic light to change. There you go...a bit of useless info for you all to store away...lol Love n Hugs xoxox Molly

Thoughts On Pain And Herbal Help
One of the most common causes of pain today especially in our stressful society is headaches. Aspirin will tear up the lining of your stomach and you may not even know it is doing it until it is to late and Tylenol and like products can damage the liver and kidneys after prolong use. One of the most soothing and fast acting treatments I like for headaches is to take a few drops of lavender oil and massage it into the temples. For the same effect without the sedative properties that come with using lavender oil trying using lavendin oil which can be bought at any good health food store. You can also use the good old earth's natural "aspirins" for the pain of a headache and other aches and pains. Willow bark and meadowsweet is the two most common herbs used instead of aspirin and won't irritate the stomach like aspirin. In fact meadowsweet is used for the pain of stomach ulcers. The helpful ingredient in these herbs is salicin that turns into salicylic acid in the stomach that helps w

My Latest Adventure
Well all I can is damn! It all started on Thursday got up at 430am for work and figured that I would be leaving for our off-road race Friday mourning. Well lil did i know that would change. I worked all day on the race car then was told that I was leaving when the car did and that was supposed to be thur. night. So i drove home at 400pm packed for the weekend then went back to the shop and worked on the car some more. The damn car fighted us every step of the way, we worked straight from thur mourning till 7 pm fri. night till the car was finished then drove up to Primm. When we were about 5 mi. from where our main Pit was going to be leaving a gas station my truck blew the rear end out. so i locked it in 4wd and idled back into the gas station parking lot. Crawled under the truck to try and figure out what happened and saw a hole in the top of the differential. So I pulled the rear drive shaft hoping that i could get to main pit driving w/ the front axle. The whole time i am removing

Fucktards.........cherry Tap Sucks Balls........
TO ALL I HAVE MET ON HERE.....I WANT TO EXTEND MY HAND IN FRIENDSHIP, TO ALL I HAVE MET ON HERE WHO DONT SPEAK TO ME ON A REG BASIS....YOU CAN KISS MY ASS.......HERE I WILL LET IT ROLL OUT FROM START TO FINISH..... BABY JESUS....CANCEL MY FUCKEN VIC ACCOUNT CAUSE YOUR FUCKED UP SITE NEVER WORKS RIGHT.......CANCEL IT, CANCEL IT........I BETTER SEE A CREDIT ALSO....FUCKTARD....... 1)Baby Jesus....YOUR SITE SUCKS DICK...TIME TO UPGRADE IT..... 2)STOP KILLING PEEPS ON MONEY HERE....WHY BUY SHIT WHEN THE SITE DONT WORK CORRECTLY......DUMB ASS FUCK..... 3)IF YOU WANNA GAIN POINTS......WWW.CHERRYTAPBLASTER.COM IS WHAT YOU NEED....COST YOU 9.95 A MONTH AND YOU CAN MAKE SOME SERIOUS POINTS........NICE PROGRAM TO BOMB........ 4)TO THE BOUNCERS, YA'LL NEED A LIFE.....YOU TRULY SUCK AS BAD AS MIKE, BJ OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS ...... 5)YOUR SITE BLOWS CAUSE IT NEVER WORKS RIGHT. WHY PAY FOR HAPPY HOUR, VICS OR ETC WHEN IT ALWAYS CRASHES......DAMM, YOU NEED TO CALL BILL GATES YOU

Im So So Confused....
I just dont know anymore.im so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his gf dumped him cause 2 rules of FWB that me and my girl stand by are 1.dont fall for the guy and 2 don't stay with a single man and i did both....well he isnt my type and thats the thing and he tells me im not his type but yet we are so so close and tonight when we were talking like always he was kinda bummed cause he doesnt think the girl is opening up to him...well he thinks bout me so so much maybe he isnt letting her and she scensing it(spelled wrong)and he said he was mad cause she wont open up and he cant have me...so anyways im confused...xoxo

As If My Life Doesn't Suck Already
After a night of sleeping, well the lack of but at the shop, I get threatened by some stupid chic cause she screwed up and we followed the law. Yeah she threatened to send bikers after me. Oh, I am just so scaried please what are they going to do to me that I can't deal with or hasn't already been done. Then I find out my little girl is hurt and has to go to the ER. She scratched her eye really bad so I had to deal with the hospital from over here cause I can't go back yet cause I don't have the money. SHe has to have 2 drops in her eye 4 times a day. Plus some dye and pain killers. I hate to say it but what the hell is next.

Classic Strawberry Shortcake
2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 cup PLUS 2 Tbsp. granulated sugar 2 tsp. baking powder 1/4 tsp. salt 6 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock® Spread, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 container (16 oz.) heavy or whipping cream 1 quart strawberries, sliced Preheat oven to 375°. Spray 8-inch round cake pan with nonstick cooking spray; set aside. In large bowl, combine flour, 1/2 cup sugar, baking powder and salt. With pastry blender or two knives, cut in Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread until mixture is the size of coarse crumbs. Gently stir in 1 cup cream just until mixture forms soft dough. In bowl, knead lightly (8 to 10 times), then gently pat into prepared pan. Bake 20 minutes or until golden and toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. On wire rack, cool completely. Meanwhile, toss berries with 1 tablespoon sugar; set aside. In large bowl, with electric mixer, beat remaining 1 cup cream with remaining 1 tablespoon sugar on HIGH until soft peaks form; reserve

Referral Issues
***I originally wrote this blog in 2007 about missed referrals. It is still relevant today. This also applies to mercenaries. We do not credit for missed referrals. If you signed someone up and did not get credit, it could be one of the following: 1. You cheated. 2. The person signing up's browser did not track your referral ID. (This could be associated to anti spyware, virus ware or security settings) We will not investigate, credit or debate missed referrals. Here are a few tips to making sure you do get credit. There are NO guarantees that this will work. 99.99% of the time missed referrals are due to user error or the person's computer OR something shady is going on. 1. Use the "Link to this profile" code on your homepage or in fuMafia2. Use the INVITE link on the upper left navigation panel.3 If you are linking banners on another site, please use this referral code. TIP: If your brothers uncle was signing on from your laptop or house or your sister's brother's cousin fr

What Type Of Person Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract rednecks! You attract artsy people! You attract geeks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

I'm Back...
... But only for a couple of days. I have a few things to finish up and will be returning to Quebec this weekend. It's nice to be home. I missed my couch... My TV and this place... And I think Bigfoot got into mushroom crop again... He says no, but his eye's where pretty glassy and he couldn't stop grinnin'... Sneaky bastard! Anyway, the comment bombing will commence again as soon as someone tells me they need one. L8R... Greg.

Fruity Brown Sugar Cobbler
6 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread 1/4 cup PLUS 3 Tbsp. firmly packed light brown sugar 2 large peaches or nectarines, peeled and thinly sliced (about 3 cups) 1/2 cup blueberries 1 Tbsp. PLUS 2/3 cup all-purpose flour 1/2 cup chopped pecans or walnuts 1 tsp. baking powder 1/8 tsp. salt 1/4 cup milk Preheat oven to 375°. In 12-inch nonstick skillet, melt 2 tablespoon Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread with 1/4 cup brown sugar over medium heat. Add peaches and blueberries and cook covered, stirring occasionally, 8 minutes or just until tender. Stir in 1 tablespoon flour and cook, stirring frequently, 1 minute. Turn into shallow 1-quart casserole, then sprinkle with pecans; set aside. In medium bowl, combine remaining 2/3 cup flour, 3 tablespoons brown sugar, baking powder and salt. With pastry blender or two knives, cut in remaining 4 tablespoons Spread until mixture is size of small peas. Stir in milk until dough forms. Drop dough by rounded tabl

Some Simple Herb Uses
Following is a selection of herbs that can be used for making teas, culinary purposes, pot-pourris or for decorative drying purposes. LADY'S MANTLE (Alchemilla mollis) -- This beautiful plant looks absolutely lovely growing in the garden and is a hardy perennial that can be propagated by division in the spring or autumn. The flowers can be preserved with the air-drying method or the glycerin method. They are very popular in fresh or dried flower bouquets or posies. Small sprays of the flowers can be pressed for flower work. The leaves, when applied to the skin, make a great skin tonic after they have been infused and chilled in the refrigerator. Or, infuse the whole plant and drink as a medicinal tea to help relieve symptoms of diarrhea or menopausal discomforts. WORMWOOD (Artemisia absinthium) or SOUTHERNWOOD (Artemisia abrotanum) -- Both these hardy plants are easy to grow and can be propagated from cuttings in early autumn. The silvery foliage is very attractive in the garden

New Orleans Grilled Steak With Cajun Spread
1 cup Shedd's Spread Country Crock® Spread 2 tsp. Lawry's® Garlic Powder With Parsley 1 tsp. onion powder 1 tsp. dried oregano leaves, crushed 1 tsp. dried thyme leaves, crushed 1/2 tsp. paprika 1/4 to 1/2 tsp. cayenne pepper 4 bone-in ribeye or shell steaks (about 8 oz. ea.) 4 ears corn-on-the-cob in husks, soaked in water In small bowl, blend Shedd's Spread Country Crock® Spread, Garlic Powder, onion powder, oregano, thyme, paprika and cayenne pepper; chill. Season steaks, if desired, with salt and ground black pepper. Grill steaks until desired doneness. Just before removing steaks from grill, dot steaks with about 1/4 cup herb mixture; keep warm. Meanwhile, drain corn-on-the-cob, then grill until tender. Carefully remove husks and brush with about 1/4 cup herb mixture. Serve steak and corn-on-the-cob with remaining herb mixture. Serves: 4 Preparation Time: 10 Minute(s) Cook Time: 15 Minute(s)

Congrats 2 Christian!!! (achilles)
Stop by and show "Achilles" some love! Hes a hottie and a sweetheart!! Thanks all in about 6-10 days I will be GODFATHER....please spread the word with fellow CANUCKS in cherry to add me or link me to them THANKS ACHILLES

Homemade Dog Food Recipes
Healthy Powder (used in most of the recipes) 2 cups nutritional (torula) Yeast 1 cup lecithin granules 1/4 cup kelp powder 1/4 cup bonemeal (or 9,000 milligrams calcium, or 5 teaspoons eggshell powder) 1,000 milligrams Vitamin C, (ground), or 1/4 teaspoon sodium ascorbate ( optional) Mix all ingredients together in a 1-quart container and refrigerate. Add to each recipe as instructed. You may also add this mixture to commercial food as follows:1-2 teaspoons a day for cats or small dogs. Ingredients are available at most natural food stores. Eggshell Powder This is the cheapest route, because you can make the supplement yourself from egg shells, which are very high in calcium carbonate. Wash the eggshells right after cracking and let them dry until you have accumulated a dozen or so. (Each whole eggshell makes about a teaspoon of powder, which equals about 1,800 milligrams of calcium.) Then bake at 300 degrees F for about ten minutes. This removes a mineral-oil

Chicken & Dumplings
CHICKEN: 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt 1/2 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Pepper 2-1/2- to 3-lb. chicken, cut into serving pieces and skin removed 3 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread 1 medium onion, finely chopped 1 stalk celery, finely chopped 1 small carrot, finely chopped 1/2 tsp. dried thyme leaves, crushed 4 cups chicken broth DUMPLINGS: 1 cup all-purpose flour 1-1/2 tsp. baking powder 1/2 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt 1/4 tsp. Lawry's ® Seasoned Pepper 1/2 cup milk 2 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread, melted 1 Tbsp. finely chopped parsley For Chicken, in large bowl, combine flour, Lawry's ® Seasoned Salt and Seasoned Pepper. Add chicken and toss to coat; set aside. In 6-quart nonstick saucepot or Dutch oven, melt 2 tablespoons Spread over medium-high heat and brown chicken, turning once; remove and set aside. Add remaining 1 tablespoon Spread and cook onion, celery and carrot over medium heat, sti

21 Choices
Food & Drink McDonald's or Burger King? McDonald's Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi Coffee or Tea? Tea Chips or Pretzels? Chips Pizza or Chinese? Chinese Beer or Wine? Wine Fries or Onion Rings? Fries Clothes & Acessories Jeans or Khakis? Jeans T-Shirt or Polo? T-Shirt Boxers, Briefs, or Panties? All Footies or Crew Socks? Crew Sweatshirt or Sweater? Sweatshirt Belt or No Belt? no belt Leather or Pleather? leather Random Cats or Dogs? Cats Tattoos or Piercings? both Winter or Summer? neither Rap or Rock? rock Bath or Shower? shower Grey's Anatomy or Desperate Housewives? neither Doing Actual Work or Taking Surveys? hahahah http://www.pimpsurveys.com/view-survey.php?id=2076

Sweet Dreams All
Well another day has come and gone,I want to tell you something right quick,I posted a blog earlier tonight about me leaving CherryTap,I hope you will all read it,... it's under the heading of ME,anyway I want you all to have a great night,sweet dreams and I will see you tomorrow! Index

F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

Info On Our Swinger Parties...
Our Swinger Parties... Category: Parties and Nightlife If your interested in coming to a party... Single guys yes you need a date... and NO i dont wanna hook you up!! Ask me that and I will delete you from my friends list!!!!! There are approximately 100-200 people at any given party. We take our groups to where the fun and sexcitment are. I just arrange the group meets at these functions. We have MOSTLY bi-women, Straight Guys. Also a good mix of ethic backgrounds & ages from 21-65. The places we go have a "club atmosphere" but most are swing houses. We prefer this because they are "on-premiss" sites which do not limit us to the sextivities we can have. There is always lots to do and see. Even if you want to just come check it out.

My Husband Is Coming Home In A Couple Of Weeks
my husband is coming home in a couple of weeks and can't wait till he is home. Me and the cats are getting ready for dad to come home. i love him and miss him. It has been hard since he has been gone but he is coming home soon to me. He can't wait to come home to me and the cats.

!!i Am Filled With Righteous Rage!!
just now, i discovered THIS just now. i am so fucking disgusted...no only does this scare young women into making a choice that could be seriously detrimental to her wellbeing, it cheapens the people who have suffered real genocide. i'm sickened by this whole site, it's horrible. i am absolutely disgusted that people could do something like this. i am ardently pro-choice, not pro-abortion. i don't want every woman to have an abortion instead of putting the child up for adoption, i want every woman to have the freedom to make the right decision for herself. !!KEEP ABORTION SAFE AND LEGAL!!

This A Second Excerpt From The Ebook
THE LUST FOR BLOOD (2ND EXCERPT) Melody leads Jonathon down the dark, dank steps. He senses death, yet he fears not. The cool air twists around him like a boa constrictor does his pray. As all his senses are registering everything that he should consider wrong, his feet take him down that much quicker. As they reach the bottom, Melody tugs on Jonathons' hand and takes him into the room on the right. Soft candlelight illuminates the room. He sees a coffin, and still his brain doesn't register the danger that he's in. Only when Melody turns, her eyes aglow with fire, her lips curled back to bare her fangs, does everything that seemed completely right to him, finally appear completely wrong. His sanity bottoms out. He wants to scream, yet nothing will surface. Melody speaks to him, but her lips don't move. "Is this all a nightmare?", he thinks to himself. As he gazes into her eyes, he feels himself longing for her, no, NEEDING what she has to offer him. He

Aquarius...
Does anyone agree with this that it describes me.... I think it does at some point but not all... The Water Carrier January 21 to February 19 Traditional Aquarian Traits Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual On the dark side.... Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached Aquarius About Your Sign... Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They h

Excerpts From An Ebook I'm Working On
THE LUST FOR BLOOD Jonathon, growing hotter by the second, grabbed Melodys' hour glass waist and pulled her tight butt close to his groin. She could feel his excitement growing. With this, she started to grind into his manlihood. Her thongs were soaked and she wanted him desperately. He bent down and grabbed the back of her neck with his teeth. Oh, the pain; she wanted more. Okay...just a little from one of my books...hope you enjoyed...LOL

Relationships
Ever wonder why we tend to love the persons most whom have put us thru the widest array of emotions? How is it that we can still smile upon a visions of happier days shared even after multiple heartbreaks. Why is it that we tend to push aside the feelings of betrayal, shouts of vicious words and always remember the mending of our hearts? What is it about love that we seek out so desperately? How do we know for sure when it's really "the real thing". Everyone comes with their own faults each as different as the next person standing beside us. How much fault is too much, does it depend on each individual or is there an unspoken rule about it all? If so, where do find this master set of rules. Does it lie within each of us just waiting for discovery. Marriage is something that seems to be taken so lightly. What would make any sane person decide to enter such an agreement. Guess, the thought is hopefully you'll beat the odds and still be together when you're old and gray. I'm not so sure t

Drunken Ramble
So, I'm sitting here drinking some shit and I started thinking, you know how that goes. What I'm thinking about is people. People and their personalitys for instance. I understand we get alot of our personalitys from from life experiences growing up. Being a kid shapes who we are as men. But is that all? We're all born with some kind of personality. Before we're exposed to anything we have ourselves and who we are, what we do, what we feel, etc... Is this something we are predisposed to have? Who decides what we start out as and when does that change to what we turn out to be? Or are we always on a predetermined path? Can you be one way and change yourself to be different? Or is "different" what you were always meant to be, waiting only on the time for change to take place? Ok, fuck it, yes I'm a lil tipsy, but so the fuck what. To me, life is like one big obstical in front of your optical built to make you question yourself, question others, question whats real. Life, i

I'm Seriously Screwed Up Lol
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What 7....
Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? mom What is your weapon of choice? my brain Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? depends How about the same sex? depends Who was the last person who got really angry at you? mom What is your pet peeve? ask me later Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? not to offten but sumtimes i do Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? hmmmm clean house i guess What is the latest you've ever woken up? well ic slept all weekend once or twice when i was younger and worked all week on third shift Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? hmm no one What is the last lame excuse that you made? i dont want to lol Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? no How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? none Gluttony What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of c

This Is For You Thane Lolz
Thane hunni, GEELONG suck!!!!!!!! & the SAINTS rockkkkk!!!!!! & thats why saints r sittin #2 on the AFL ladder =] **giggles** wooot goin to see the saints kick lions but in 7hrs (cant fukin wait!!)

Breathle$$ Beating
How they just fall...like leaves on the breeze....How they linger so.....as if frost among my cheeks....tears I can not control, air I can not breath....images floating away, like unconcious daydreams....I reach out without anything I can believe....Sifting through darkness, shuffling my feet....There is no lighted tunnel, only shadows lurking in the dark....laying claim to my sorrow....beating down on my heart.......Holly

4-4-07 25th Entry
Ok, don't fall over in heart failure reggie peeps. Your not seeing things. 3 days in a row! The last 2 not icky. Pretty nifty huh lol. So today I figured I would be a tad bit smart to do a bit of explaining as to what the gastric bypass actually is. I won't go into too much detail because I actually did a little bit of research to find a couple good sites that show and explain more about the surgery then I can tell. So here are some sites. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/gastric_bypass.htm?pgn=6 This is the surgery I am more then likely going to have. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/band.htm?pgn=6 This the the lapband surgery. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/home_visited.htm This is the site address, good information. http://www.clevelandclinic.org/health/health-info/docs/2500/2534.asp?index=9671 Another site with information on surgery. In general, basically what is done with the gastric bypass is..... your cut in the bell

Together Till The End
TOGETHER TILL THE END YOU AND ME WILL BE FRIENDS WE'LL BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER, TOGETHER OR PART WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD WELL NEVER GET MAD THROUGHT OLD FRIENDS AND NEW FRIENDS OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER BENDS EVEN THOUGH WE'RE CHANGING, OUR FRIENDSHIP IN NEVER ENDING WITH BROKEN HERTS AND MANY TEARS WE'VE MADE IT THROUGH THESE PAST YEAR DIFFERENT IN MANY WAYS MORE ALIKE EACH PASSING DAY OUR MEMORIES ARE THE BEST IT'S OUR HONESTY WE NEVER TEST HELPING EACH OTHER OUT, ALWAYS WITH NO DOUBT WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN EACH OTHER'S BETTER HALF. WHEN WE HANG TOGETHER WE HAVE A FULL GLASS. TOGETHER TILL THE END YOU AND ME WILL BE FRIENDS

Living Sorrow
There was a moment when i woke up rejected and dejected depressed with a sorrow inside Crying about the days i loved and lost Angry about the end that i never knew crushed and blown away in the wind Living a painful memory Remembering the faces that haunt my soul haunting my last breath as i reach up with a frail arm to wipe the tears away I reminded myself i was once strong invincible invulneraable immune to love year by year i broke down time stood still in my heart crystalized and immortalized fragile Until one day it shatrered the pieces like sharp daggers making me bleed with sorrow By Jason Hartle

Poetry
WHERE DO I GO? At the stars I gaze, The multitudes of stars stare back. It's been days, Am I under attack? You have the keys to my soul, At least that's what he claimed. I thought we had the same goal, Maybe I should be blamed. I thought we were on track, Perhaps I don't really know. Should I start to pack? Where do I go? self copyright 2005

Poetry
JUST FOR YOU I would venture near and far, Just to see you. I'd travel the moon and the stars, Just to hold you. I'd swim a river, For your bliss. Across the ocean I'd row to deliver, A most sensual kiss. My soul yearns to swim, In the warmth of your gaze. I'd crawl out on a limb, And go down in a blaze. So take me now, Into your arms. Don't ask how, Just work your charm. Make love to me tonight, Ever so slow. Want me with all your might, And never let go. self copyright 2005

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Movin Be Offline For Bout A Week Or So
Just wanted to let yall know ill be offline till prolly next weekend. Im in the process of moving and only have till saturday to be out of my apt. I found a beautiful house in the country that is a true blessin for me n my kids. But my landlady here is tryin to make me pay rent unless im out by this weekend. guess it dosent matter im the only one been payin rent for over a yr now. but oh well she can keep her trash!! ill let yall know when im back online, take care and dont forget me, hugs n loves Debbie aka IceBaby

A Meth Addicts Addiction
I have an addiction to Crystal Meth, Addiction is a cycle of predictable patterns of thinking and behaving, which captures a person a little more each time it is repeated. Addiction is like a thief in the night, Sometimes it takes a little, Sometimes alot but it never gets enough. It keeps coming back for more until it owns you, all of you. Remember that an addiction is formed when a person gives him or herself up to a certain behavior, this gives the behavior more power over a person than they have over themselves. Addiction is like a vise that closes real slowly, You ignore it until there is no way to wiggle free.Addictive behavior tends to develop slowly, this is why we fail to see it coming. At first I bought Meth every once in a while and only spent a few hours a week thinking about it. After a while I began to get lost in it, letting other things slide in order to pursue my addiction. It felt good, So I did it again and again, slowly it became part of my daily life and I made sur

Poetry
MY CHANCES There is someone I'm thinking of, It seems he's an eternity away. I try not to think of that taboo word called ....love, But I just can't dispatch it...today. He's such a mystery, Yet I feel like I've known him forever. Do we have a history? It just might be a new endeavor. He says he's falling, Do I have any hope of catching him? I can understand why he's stalling, I hope my chances are far more than slim. I wish I may, I wish I might, Have this wish, I wish tonight... self copyright 2006

Wtf!!!
My account was marked as abusive 2 times tonight, such BS!! Yeah im in a contest comment bombing and get shut down 2 times and get threatened that my account will be deleted, yeah ok, why dont they delete the idiots on the site, that cause such BS drama, instead of worrying about this shit!! And why dont they delete a certain user on this site that rips peoples pics of their kids and writes dirty saying on them, like hes molesting them. My god!! Just because this server is all messed up, dont give them, the right to pick on me.

Poetry
Soon to Write Again... Category: Writing and Poetry Soon to write again Someone told me today, That it's been such a while, Since I've posted something in here So let's do this with style. Viv has been busy, Oh busy indeed. With painting and mudding on weekends Taking care of friends needs. Soon she'll take some time, And spread cheer and joy SOON TO WRITE AGAIN To all her wonderful friends Man she can't wait, boy oh boy. So until that time comes Have patience my fine friends. For the day will come soon When Viv makes amends. self copyright 2006 How's that for spur of the moment...ROFLMAO!!!

Friendship Is A Blessing
FRIENDSHIP IS A BLESSING IT'S THE BEST YOU HAVE TO SHARE, THE TALENTS AND THE WISDOM, THE CAPACITY TO CARE.... IT'S BEING THERE TO LEND SUPPORT, WHATEVER NEEDS ARISE, IT'S MAKING SURE THAT OTHER KNOW THEY'RE SPECIAL IN YOUR EYES... FRIENDSHIP IS A BLESSING AND, TOALL WHO HAVE A FRIEND ITS ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFTS THAT LIFE COULD EVER SEND.

Take It With You
It's the things that happened to me,the situations I put myself in,the ones I keep and the ones I walk away from that make me who I am.It's knowing when I've had enough and can't take anymore,that shows others and myself just how strong of a person I really am.That even though at the time it feels as though I've lost so much when in reality I haven't.It's letting your guard down and showing someone that you're vulnerable that gets you hurt but in the long run teaches us a lesson.It's all worth it if we've learned from it,to pick up the peaces of whats left and move on even if it's the hardest thing you think you will ever have to do.If you have the people that really care about you at your side no matter what,through thick and thin,you can never go wrong.Though it hurts now this to will pass in time,everything will be ok.Time and a little push in the right direction by those who love you will heal all wounds large and small. love all of those who have been there,the ones that warned

Lost
hello all i just wanted to let u all know that i see most of u guys pming me or whatever but i just got on this site havent firgure out how to work it at all but im learning . so if i dotn repond or anything that just cause im not learning that part yet

Stone Sour, "through The Glass"
As long as I've been listening to this song I have to say that I'm still beside myself...I don't know what to say about it...man...excuse me, because I'm prone to look deeper than what's probably necessarry...looking past the tree and into the forest, I guess... I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head H

Poetry
PEACE OF HEART Content, such a simple word, Yet describes exactly how I feel. The happiest I've ever been, Sometimes I wonder if it's real. Perhaps it's just a dream I say, A dream I don't wish to awake from. The solitude and safety, Not often have they come. To finally be whole, It's like a work of art. He's now a part of me and I him, I finally have, Peace of Heart. self copyright 10/2006

Res-they Say Vision
I wanna try that pill that people take Make you believe all the things that people say Sick of shuckin' 'round with a screwed up face With my heels dug in trying to leave a trace Now come on put me down somehow How you lose your faith (just take my hand and lead me where you wanna) [Chorus:] Pay no more mind to what you think you've seen It's as they do only Say what they say 'Cause there's only one way They-Say Vision It takes you back to just where you want Like when you ain't know no way Industry's down think I've died and I've flown away So so long to them thieves who came and took all the things to say I play the joker sometimes but then those moments slide back my way 'Cause for real I'd give my soul away Give it all away (so take my hand and lead me where you wanna) [Chorus] I know where they all go find someplace Where they don't mind loafing about the waste They-Say Vision takes you back to where no conscience Free from how you really see

Move Along Just To Make It Through
I absolutely hate my externship site. Anybody else have this experience? I'm working for free while they train me. Thank goodness I only have a couple more weeks of this. I think I'm going to go crazy, honestly. Welcome to the jungle baby, we got fun and games. Only they aren't your kind of fun and they are mind games. Ugh. Last weekend I was so stressed out that by Saturday all I did was cry. That site is damned ridiculous.

There's Angel Among Us
THERE ARE ANGELS AMONG US, ONE FOR ME AND ONE FOR YOU. GOD SENT THEM TO WATCH OVER US OUR WHOLE LIVES THROUGH. I KNEW THAT WHEN I MET YOU, I SAW A CERTAIN SPARK. YOU APPEARED BEFORE ME WHEN THE WOULD SEEMED SO DARK GOD MUST HAVE HAD ME IN MIND WHEN HE GAVE ME A FRIEND LIKE YOU. HE KNEW I WOULD NEED ADVICE, A HELPING HAND OR TWO; SOMEONE TO PICK ME UP, WHEN I STUMBLE AND FALL, WHEN THE WORLD SEEM SO HORRIBLE AND NOT WORTH LIVING AT ALL I HAVE CERTAINLY HAD MY DAYS WHEN I NEEDED YOUR HAND I THANK GOD FOR SENDING YOU TO ME AND FOR IN CLUDING ME IN HIS PLAN IF YOU EVER NEED COMFORT, THE WAY I SOMETIMES DO PLEASE THINK OF ME, I WILL ALWAYS REACH OUT MY HAND AND OFFER YOU COMFORT TOO.

Poetry
DON'T LET GO When life is hard And times are sad Take your crystal shard And think of the happiness you once had. You will see the light You will surely know You must start the fight Now don't let go. Put a smile on your face Show the world who's boss You can win this race Let THEM bare the burden of their cross. Self copy right 2005

Stupid (a Poem For Rick)
With the upcoming anniversary of the death of a dear loved one, I figured this would be a good way to help cope. Let me know your thoughts. Now you've gone and killed yourself. All we ask is "Why?" Why did you do this to us? All we do is cry. We shall make no more memories of you, But reminice on the ones made in the past. No joy or laughter heard now, Seems like forever we will mourn. Why you took your life that day, All we ask is "Why?" We love you dearly, And miss you so. Why were you so stupid? I guess we'll never know. In loving memory of Richard Charles Frazier February 14,1944 - April 10,1998

Res-golden Boys
Why are you selling dreams of who you wish you could be A prince in all of the magazines They'd have no words for the man I've seen Talk real fast 'fore they see your face And would they love you if they knew all the things we know We've got these images We need them to be true Not ready to believe we're no more insecure than you [Chorus:] But then there're girls like me who sit appauled by what we've seen We know the truth about you Now you're the prince of all the magazines That is a dangerous thing But would they love you if they knew all the things that we know Those Golden Boys All a fraud don't believe their show Would they love you if they knew all the things that we know Golden Boy life ain't a video Place you in these robes and tell you you're the greatest man And you believe and play your cards Got dealt a winning hand Don't you get tired of the show The kissin' ass of all the people that you wanna know When I was young I thought you had it

Poetry
FOREVER PAUSED As she daydreams Her thoughts drifting in and out Flowing like streams Making her want to shout. Once again she's alone Is it any wonder? Hurt through to the bone All she hears is the thunder. As she sits there and prays For any harm she may have caused Forever counting the days It seems her life is forever paused. Self copyright 2005

Sperm Donor Bank
A guy walks into a sperm donor bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and demands her to open the sperm bank vault. She says "But sir, its just a sperm bank!", "I don't care, open it now!!!" he replies. So she opens the door to the vault and inside are all the sperm samples. The guy says "Take one of those sperm samples and drink it!", she looks at him "BUT, they are sperm samples???" , "DO IT!". So the nurse sucks it back. "That one there, drink that one as well.", so the nurse drinks that one as well. Finally after 4 samples the man takes off his ski mask and says, "See honey - its not that hard."

In Bed Getting Busy
This couple were in bed getting busy when the girl places the guys hand onto her pussy. "Put your finger in me..." she asks him. So he does without hesitation, as she starts moaning. "Put two fingers in...", she says. So in goes another one. She's really starting to get worked up when she says, "Put your whole hand in!". The guy's like, "Ok!". So he has his entire hand in, when she says moaning aloud "Put both your hands inside of me!!!". So the guy puts both of his hands in! "Now clap your hands..." commands the girl. "I can't", says the guy. The girl looks at him and says "See, I told you I had a tight pussy!".

Another Writing On Life
Listen With Your Eye’s Learning as we see what is really in front of us past what isn’t there and coming to realization there is always more than meets the eye if we continually observe what it is that we are not immediately allowing ourselves to see. The past, as we always say should just be that very statement of understanding, THE PAST, everything of remembrance slowly creeps through the shut doors within our minds and constantly scream at our suppressed thoughts to relive what it is we do not wish to reawaken. Somehow, time no matter how long or short, it is immeasurable and holds no mercy. It will poke at us like a tip of a steel spear heated in fire and effortlessly and repeatedly penetrate the vulnerabilities of our flesh to awaken the silent cries of pain we hoped never to relive. Fare blankets our soul, and we shut our eyes wondering if it will make it go away, and relentlessly our mind visualizes those regretful moments of painful scars in the walls of our heart

Poetry
MY WISH As I look up at the twinkling, diamond like stars, set in a black velvet cloth we call night; I can't help but think about the dark, cold void deep within me. Sometimes, if you were to try and listen to my heart beating, you instead would hear the cold ocean waves beating the rocky shore and the frigid winds blowing inland. My wish, is to find that one special man, and to KNOW that HE is the one. That he can give me the overwhelming and overpowering love, that "I can't live without you, I'd die for you" kind of love. As our gaze intensifies, our souls dance a most erotic dance. Each time I look into his eyes, I fall in love with his soul, again and again. The void, deep within me, fills to overflowing with a sweet warmth I've never felt before. Does a man or love like this truly exist? Can anyone honestly answer this question? I can only pray that the gods will look down upon me and smile one day soon. Self copyright 2000

Dont Know Dont Care
I sit around always seems like im stuck in the same fucking race over and over again. DOnt get me wrong I am always at the front its just like I cant stop running.THats my life though and I wouldnt change shit about it! It fuckin suXxX sometimes But oh fucking well.THAT JUST MAKES ME THAT MUCH STRONGER!!! "SEE WHO GIVES A FUCK"

Armenian Genocide
Throughout much of its history, Turkey has had it's eyes on the Armenian land. Conquering Armenia was and probably still is their desire today. Geographically speaking, Armenia is the only Christian nation, aside from Georgia, in that part of the world. It is surrounded in all directions by Muslim nations who would like nothing more than uniting their religious lands of muslim nations throughout the middle east stretching all the way to Europe and Asia. During WWI the Ottoman emprire (the rulling empire in Turkey) decided that they could accomplish their goal of taking over Armenia by exterminating the nation all-together. Exterminating the entire race and leaving no Armenian heirs to guard the Armenian nation. The Ottoman Empire plotted the mass-evacuation and extermination of Armenians from Western Turkey and Eastern Armenia and executed these plans without disdain. For a number of reasons, they were able to get away with it. European countries turned their back on Armenian ge

Somebody Cares
SOMEBODY CARE IF YOU'RE HAPPY TODAY IN YOUR HEART IN CHEERFUL AND LIGHT SOMEBODY CARES IF YOU'RE FEELING GOOD AND EVERYTHING'S GOING JUST RIGHT AND SOMEBODY HOPES THAT THIS MESSAGE WILL SHOW IN A WARM LITTLE HESRT-TO HEART YOU'RE THOUGHT OF.REMEMBERED AND HAPPILY WISHED AN ESPECIALLY WONDERFUL DAY!!!! THAT PERSON IN ME!!!!

Christian,my Scond Oldest Son
my second oldest son,my brain just turned 12 on the 30 of march.He shares a birthday with my kokum. he is handsome.i adore him with my heart n soul.I cant believe it but next year he will be a teenager.I already have a hard time letting go of his older brother who just became a teenager,it hurts knowing soon he will be come a man.Which is already acting like. He's girl crazy,lol.Reminds me alot of my brother Smokey at that age actually.beautifully and smart.Innocent(for now).i actually hope that innocence of his stays awhile I don't want him to be all grown up too fast,for sure. Dang with the way he acts sometimes he isnt trying to grow up,know what I mean? But I'm sure that with that level head of his is the smarts that all men in my family seem to be borned with.If that makes any sense. So,I'm proud to say that my son,my baby is smart,sweet and really sun to be around.

Dreams
Deticated to All of My Friends, Especialy to Debby, my Best Friend. Dreams..... Where the mountains touch the sky Where poets DREAM, where eagles fly A secret place above the crowds Just beneath marshmallow clouds Lift your eyes to a snowy peak And see the soon- to- be we seek Whisper DREAMS and let them rise To the mountains old and wise Climbers climb, it's time to try Where the mountains touch the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the ocean meets the sky Where mermaid dance and seagulls fly A place in DREAMS I know so well The sea inside a single shell Far across the living sea A pale blue possibility Beyond the castles made of sand Tomorrow in a small child's hand Only DREAMERS need apply Where the ocean meets the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the forests reach the sky Men are equal and doves still fly No th

Newlywed Couple
On their first night together, a newlywed couple go to change. The new bride comes out of the bathroom showered and wearing a beautiful robe. The proud husband says, "My dear, we are married now, you can open your robe." The beautiful young woman opens her robe, and he is astonished."Oh, oh, aaaahhh," he exclaims, "My God you are so beautiful, let me take your picture. Puzzled she asks, "My picture?" He answers, "Yes my dear, so I can carry your beauty next to my heart forever". She smiles and he takes her picture, and then he heads into the bathroom to shower. He comes out wearing his robe and the new wife asks, "Why do you wear a robe? We are married now." At that the man opens his robe and she exclaims, "oh, OH, OH MY, let me get a picture". He beams and asks why and she answers, "So I can get it enlarged!"

New Job
well i got a new job so that generally means that i wont be on here as much, actually i dont think i will have much time to sleep either, but feel free to leave me some love and i will return the favor as soon as i am able to come back

Three Guys Go To A Ski Lodge
Three guys go to a ski lodge, and there aren't enough rooms, so they have to share a bed. In the middle of the night, the guy on the right wakes up and says, "I had this wild, vivid dream of getting a hand job!" The guy on the left wakes up, and unbelievably, he's had the same dream, too. Then the guy in the middle wakes up and says, "That's funny, I dreamed I was skiing!"

The Miracle Of Toilet Paper...
THE MIRACLE OF TOILET PAPER Fresh from my shower, I stand in front of the mirror complaining to my husband that my breasts are too small. Instead of characteristically telling me it's not so, he uncharacteristically comes up with a suggestion. "If you want your breasts to grow, then every day take a piece of toilet paper and rub it between them for a few seconds." Willing to try anything, I fetch a piece of toilet paper and stand in front of the mirror, rubbing it between my breasts. "How long will this take?" I asked. "They will grow larger over a period of years," my husband replies. I stopped. "Do you really think rubbing a piece of toilet paper between my breasts every day will make them larger over the years?" Without missing a beat he says, "Worked for your butt, didn't it?" He's still alive, and with a great deal of therapy, he may even walk again.

Valentine For Osama?!?!
Little Melissa comes from Chance Cove Newfoundland and attends first grade. After school she tells her father that they learned about the history of Valentines day. "Since Valentines Day is for a Christian saint, I was wondering if I gave a Valentine to someone who was not, will God get mad at me for giving them a valentine?" Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a Valentine to?" "Osama Bin Laden," she saids "why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock "well," she says, "I thought that if a little Newfoundland Christian girl could have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd love everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell everyone how much he loved them and how he didnt hate anyone anymore." Her father's heart swells and

Circumcised
Two five year old boys are standing at the toilet to pee. One says, "Your thing doesn't have any skin on it!". "I've been circumcised.", the other replied. "What's that mean?" "It means they cut the skin off the end." "How old were you when it was cut off?" "My mom said I was two days old." "Did it hurt?", the kid asked inquiringly. "You bet it hurt, I didn't walk for a year!"

What Occult Power Best Suits You ?
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Clairoyance Premonition Precognition Healing Psychometry Astral projection Dreamwalking

Going Out To Buy Cigarettes
A man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM. "Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!" She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!" He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands. "Damn liar, you were out bowling again!"

Poetry
HER HEART Her heart, tender as the violets tendrils Always seeking and never finding The strong hand yet so gentle To hold and protect it. Her eyes, wise from the years Always searching and never finding The soul in his, to captivate And dance with hers so freely. Her hands, soft as a rose petal Feeling her way yet always lost Trying to touch his heart In a way he's never felt. Her mind, sharp as a tack Always wondering and not understanding What she has to do, or where to go To find the one thinking of her. How does she captivate him? How can she get him to hold her close To never ever let go To show her true love As she wraps him in an irredescent warmth Called.....love..... Self Copyright 2007

Just Poems
I have been waiting here in my little corner. Watching the world pass before me. I sometimes wonder how long I can wait. Am I damned to be forever lonely. My confidence is weak,my patience grows thin.Sometimes it seems I will break from the pain. It seems as though i am stretched to the limit. It is getting harder to keep backthe tears. I am growing tired of lonely life, that I lead. It seems(as though)i am at the end of my rope.My fingers are growing more and more numb.

Tried To Warn Ya'll
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking

Things I Love.
1. Pookey. 2. My kids. Even though they can be a PITA. 3. Milo. 4. Youssarian. 5. Snuggling. 6. Singing when no one can hear me. 7. My camera - it never leaves my side. Ever. 8. Soft touches on the palms of my hands. Instant Kitten-puddle. 9. Getting mail that isn't a bill. 10. Surprise phone calls. 11. Stargazer lilies. Any lilies really, but specifically stargazers. 12. Black and white cow things. 13. Easter peeps. Not the eating kind though. The stuffed toy kind. 14. The little bitty squeaky sound the baby guinea pigs make when they snuggle. 15. Compliments. About anything. 16. Michael Buble. *swoons* 17. Peanut butter. If you know me, you already knew this. 18. Black thigh high stockings and high heels. 19. When my hair cooperates. 20. Buffy the Vampire Slayer. The tv show, but the movie isn't bad either. 21. Vodka and cranberry. Vodka and Coke. Vodka and vodka. You get the picture. 22. cuteoverload.com

The Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Anonymous
WHEN YOU LOVE SO DEEPLY,WHEN ALL THAT YOU ARE FEELING CAN BE SUMMED UP ONLY WITH A FEW SIMPLE WORDS FROM THE RIGHT PERSON,A PERSON WHICH YOU ADORE,A FRIEND,SOMEONE WHO SEES EVERYTHING,AND KNOWS ,...WHAT TO DO WHEN THINGS FEEL LIKE TOO MUCH,THIS IS LOVE AT ITS MOST TRUEST FORM,TO LOVE SO ANONYMOUSLY, THE PERSON WHO YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR,EVEN DIE FOR,...WHEN MRS.ANONYMOUS SEES SOMEONE AT THE BAR THAT THEY DON'T LIKE,BUT WATCHES,AND SENDS A DRINK OR TWO AND DEDICATES A SONG TO THE PERSON THEY DON'T LIKE ANONYMOUSLY JUST TO SEE THEIR REACTION,... JUST TO SEE IF SOMETHING ANONYMOUS WILL CREATE A SMILE,THAT IS MY FRIEND,... CAUSE IT ISN'T EASY TO WALK AWAY, IT IS EASIER TO FIGHT.---THAT IS ANONYMOUS.

I Am A Moron!!! :)
It has just been brought to my attention by my beautiful, sexy and wonderful soon-to-be-wife, Jamie, that because I put all my posts under one blog that I do not get any points for them because you cannot rate more than one post per blog. I did not know this. Now I do! :) Welcome to Page Two! Thanks, baby......I love you!!!!! xoxoxoxo

Two Lovers
Its a story of two young lovers in love. They would do anything to see the other smile.Always together they could never be apart. Living,Loving,Laughing for awhile. Maybe it was fate,Maybe it was destiny.Their future was written in the stars.It seems that they were floating on clouds. They have flown to the moon, they have walked on mars. Easy,carefree,no worries at all.Nothing could ever come between these two.No problemn big or small bothered them.

Husband Comes Home
A husband comes home to find his wife with her suitcases packed in the living room. "Where the hell do you think you're going?" he says. "I'm going to Las Vegas. You can earn $400 for a blow job there, and I figured that I might as well earn money for what I do to you free." The husband thinks for a moment, goes upstairs, and comes back down, with his suitcase packed as well. "Where do you think you going?" the wife asks. "I'm coming with you...I want to see how you survive on $800 a year!!!"

What More Can I Say....?
Ladies love what i've been through, blood on my Tim boots climb the ladder to success, escalator style i ain't a business man. i'm a business, man. niggas screw they face up at me, on some real shit son, they dont want beef through 9th grade i aint go to high school, i went to school high i wear the gun like a gurdle, bulletproof car got me feelin like a turtle watchin every nigga watchin me closely, my shit is butta for the bread, they wanna toast me. It looks like rain,rain... but i jus wanna maintain...i am so tryn 2 make a devil quivilin n his toasta .. u desereve what u put out, i wanna be sooooooooo high tha life juz pazzez by... like life does it self i stay harder than a cinderblock mainnnnnnnnnnnnn............ Tryna maintain, tearin niggaz outta the frame, gettin that money mayne. lets get that money mayne...yea!!!...get that money mayne...tryin to maintain..u got a drop, gun n tha stash box..getcha getch ya ass shot...stuntin' round here, here..u soo hotttt... u

Crotchless Panties
One day a girl decided to buy some crotchless panties to surprise her boyfriend. She went and bought them, got home, put them on and waited. When the boyfriend got home there she was spread eagle on the bed with only her panties and bra on. "Come over here baby." she says smiling. The boyfriend backs off, "If your pussy can do that to your panties - I ain't going any where near it!"

Hidden Thoughts
Hidden thoughts that you won't tell me.I can see inside you a burning desire. But I love what you do to me. You set my heart and soul on fire. What do you want me to do. I will do anything that you ask. You are the world that surrounds me. Anything you want or desire is no big task. Stay the night and hold me tight. please hold me through the night as I hold you. Run your fingers all over me.I love everything that you do to me. You make me feel so good inside. You know what to do to make me feel good again.I want you to do whatever you choose to do to me. When you are done, we will do it all over again. I have never felt the way that I do with you. You are all that I ever think ABOUT.i GUESS WITH ALL THESE WORDS WHAT I am trying to say ,is that I am in love with you....

Ok Sorry All About That 1st 1
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Excerpts From A Cat's Daily Diary
Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape.. in an attempt to disgust them , I once again vomit on the floor. Day 722: Today i decaptitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am. The audacity! Day 802: There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell of the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of 'all

Love
Love... what is it? I was told recently that it's just a word. That made me think a little because in all reality, that was true. But it got me wondering what kind of word it was. What part of speech, specifically. Is it a noun? No, it's not an object, person, or a place you can go. It's not an adjective describing much other than a persons vulnerability... I think it's a verb. Love is something you DO... it must be acted out.

Edith Wharton
It was part of her discernment to be aware that life is the only real counselor, that wisdom unfiltered through personal experience does not become a part of the moral tissues. from Sanctuary, (1903) part II, ch. IV (often rendered by me in a partial paraphrase but this is the original... with thanks to friend Amoux- over on another site- for mentioning this quote in the first place.)