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Thinking Thoughts I Shouldn't!!
I was just sitting here wondering if anyone could tell me how the thought of being with someone you really want to be with can be so exciting and yet so confusing at the same time! I just recently got out of a bad marriage and I guess there are a lot of things I miss about being with someone. the confussing part is trying to figure out if this person likes me or not and do I really want to go there. The exciting part is I think about wanting to see this person all the time. This person can make me laugh even if I feel like all I want to do is crawl under a rock.I can tell this person anything and feel comfortable that it isn't going anywhere I don't want it to go! I guess what I'm saying is that I have a wonderful thing with this person and if I go with what I'm thinking about, I might ruin all of that. But on the other had, the what if's are driving me out of my mind!!!I think sometimes this person has a crystal ball and can tell me things about myself I don't want to know.Maybe it wo

Stalkers...they Crack Me Up
I got this in an email a few days ago, and just recently found out it came from www.illwillpress.com I am an avid Foamy watcher, and lover. I am not taking this crap seriously, but boy, did I laugh my ass off about it. So here's the little song/poem. I love to watch your bum. It's better then anyone's. I wanna rub it when it's chilly, and poke it with me willie, and make you scream with fun. But you wont return my calls. And you wont suck my balls. It's rather sad, but true, and it's really fucking rude. So I'll just have to... kill you. -Wanker.

Peeing Calvin
A collection of things that faux-Calvin stickers have never urinated upon. -The Magna Carta -A package of Peeps brand marshmallow ducks. -Another faux-Calvin urinating sticker. -Henry Kissinger -Tasteful, reasonably priced home furnishings. -The Cassini probe. -My clothing (that I am aware of) -Any of the members of Blue Oyster Cult.

Kids
I THINK YOU'RE THE FATHER OF ONE OF MY KIDS... > > A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an > attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. > > He's rather taken aback because he can't place where > he knows her from. So he says, > > "Do you know me?" To which she replies, > > "I think you're the father of one of my kids." > > Now his mind travels back to the only time he has > ever > been unfaithful to his wife and says, > > "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party > that I made love to > on the pool table with all my buddies watching while > your partner whipped > my butt with wet celery?" > > She looks into his eyes and says calmly, > > "No, I'm your son's teacher."

The Number 9
Ever notice the number 9 seems to popup regularly. The nine Worlds The nine Noble Virtues The nine Charges. Not realy sure why but there seems to be a common theme here. I wouldnt be surprised if its in other things in ASATRU as well. Caty

Pain, Hurt, Love
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

3 Reasons...
Why I should bother with CT.It's not like I make a difference.it's NOT like the mumms are gonna get any less stupid.And I'm in a loving relationship,so I'm NOT trolling for ass.So the question,my friends,is 3 reasons why I should remain on CT.I hate ta ask...but fer the life of me,I canna think of even one.

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry Body: A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensit

House Of Cards
can i keep you in my pocket? and will you stay with me tonight? like a finger in a socket something about this must be right you make noises by my heart now but i can hardly hear you and even though you are so tiny i can't help wanting to be near you well it looks as though youre here to stay i really love the way you dance and so i guess its true what they say nothing stunts your growth like true romance and i may keep you in a matchbook you'll be my lucky three leafed clover and we could live inside this house of cards So long as it doesnt blow over

>> An Atheist In The Woods
>> AN ATHEIST IN THE WOODS >>> >>> An atheist was walking through the woods. >>> "What majestic trees"! >>> "What powerful rivers"!> "What beautiful animals"! >>> He said to himself. >>> >>> As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the >>> bushes >>> >>> behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly charge >>> towards >>> >>> him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his >>> shoulder >>> >>> &saw that the bear was closing in on him. >>> >>> He looked over his shoulder again, &the bear was even closer. >>> He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up >>> but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with >>> his left paw &raising his right paw to strike him. >>> >>> At that instant the Atheist cried out, "Oh my God!" >>> >>> Time Stopped. >>> The bear froze. >>> The forest was silent. >>> As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the >>> sky."You den

I Cried
When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by yelling at her and telling her its the wrong kind. When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a hair cut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by not writing a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked h

Last Waltz
Make me blind Cover my eyes You can do what you want I'm paralyzed by the perfect mood When we're dancing with blindfolds on You make it easy to love you and hate you I can't explain it, I feel insecure Say it simple: "You die just to live again." You say we're waiting for the waltz Another you and me Another revolutionary heavenly romance Waiting for the last waltz And so it seems We won't find the solution Confusion leads the dance We're waiting for the last waltz Praise the wine So divine And it stings like a rose Allow the night to flow inside Open the window and let the wind blow Highlight of the night is the unhappy ending You keep refusing to answer my calls Drop the bending and stop the pretending You say get ready for the last waltz Another you and me Another revolutionary heavenly romance Waiting for the last waltz And so it seems We won't find the solution Confusion leads the dance We're waiting for the last waltz I belive that no one

Just So Everyone Is Fucking Clear On This...
JUST SO EVERYONE FUCKING KNOWS... DOM AND I ARE NOT TOGETHER, WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER, AND DONT WANT TO BE TOGETHER. SO STOP WITH THE BULLSHIT; STOP ASKING FUCKING RETARDED QUESTIONS; MOST OF ALL JUST STOP BRINGING THE FUCKING TOPIC UP. THE ONLY REASON YOU SAY THAT SHIT IS BECAUSE YOU CANT STAND TO SEE DOM OR ME ACTUALLY HAPPY NOT BEING TOGETHER, SO YALLZ CAN JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE IF YOUR GOING TO BE LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!! ----------------------------- Ok so its really starting to piss me off that everytime I show a lil bit of happiness I get people talking shit again and bringing up stupid bs... ever since I started hanging out with, dated, and became friends with a certain person... its like this people have issues with us even admitting me know each other... Its really irritating! Its not just one person either, its a couple people and even some people in my own family... Everytime I think "ok its safe to be happy and put everything behind" these people insist on bringing up the

Don't Close Ur Blinds
Don't Close Your Blinds The other day, my nine-year-old son wanted to know why we were at war in Iraq . My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out

My Pictures
By now most of you on my friends and family lists have figured out that I have "NSFW" pictures posted... You will find them in my Sweet Pictures Album and you can rate them if you wish or just look... Yes they are my pictures and if you have any requests on a certain picture / pose let me know here... Nothing says you have to look or rate them as I'm just letting you know ahead of time here "wink"... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Nothing
I feel that sinking feeling creeping on again, drown it out, drown myself The whipping boy of my family, the blame easily passes to me, beat me down and bruise me I wish they could disappear, be erased by the things they do. Shadows of people I once knew, they are nothing to me, yet the guilt they instilled keeps me around Dull eyes see the truth about them, two faced and double lives. Keep a smile on you face so no one knows what goes on behind closed doors They're nothing to me, yet everything that keeps me here

Friends Family And Fu
FRIENDS: there are a couple people that i have been seeming to ignore and that ain't cool...but also the foggy brain isn't helping but still that isn't an excuse....the people i want to shout out to are....in NO PARTICULAR order.....Shannon, Jason, Dan, Dawn, Anita, Tie, slave, Jenni, Matt and Dutch....i love you guys and i know that i may have not always been the best friend or i seem to not spend enough time with you but i think about you all ALL of the time.... FAMILY: i love all my family members...Jackie, Jake, Mom, Dan, Dave, Dale, Susan, Heather, Stephanie, Sarah, Brandon, Andrew, my soon to be husband Ed...i love my angels, both sets of grandparents, my niece Hanna and my son Jesse, Daddy and Aunt Louise....i may not always seem like i am in the right way as far as you all go but you are in my heart always... FU: i am hurt and upset that some people show no gratitude when someone goes above and beyond the call of duty...i moved back into my Aunt's house and took care of

I Wished
I wished one day for all to come to an end and for me to be happy and when things started to look as id never see the happyness i was looking for.... I gave up and when i stoped looking the happyness found me and when it found me he has hasnt let me go, he has kept a tight hold on to our love with ever drop of tears on of us sheds. But no matter what we still stand strong and make it through it all ....Some people dont understand how we can stand so strong for one another but its not hard as long as u truely love someone with all ur heart mind body and soul then nothing can break ur bond. The stars are my eyes the moon is my light with both of them of them, they guide me through the night The clouds are my eyes and the sun is my light with them they guide me through the day... My mind is a filled with nothing more then joy and happyness because you have placed me on cloud nine with a ped stool of love and you keep there each day and prove to me that u are sweeter to me than no o

Olive Stuffed Leg Of Lamb
Marinade: 32 ounces plain yogurt 1/2 cup coarsely chopped fresh mint leaves 1/4 cup minced garlic 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 1 tablespoon coarsely chopped fresh marjoram leaves 2 teaspoons lemon zest 2 teaspoons freshly ground black pepper Lamb: 1 (5 1/2-pound) leg of lamb, boned and butterflied 1 tablespoon plus 1 teaspoon salt 1 3/4 teaspoons freshly ground black pepper 3/4 cup plain bread crumbs 1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons pitted brine-cured black olives, such as kalamata 3/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil 3 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 3 tablespoons pine nuts 2 tablespoons coarsely chopped fresh marjoram leaves 2 tablespoons coarsely chopped fresh mint leaves 1 tablespoon minced garlic 1/4 teaspoon lemon zest Combine the ingredients for the marinade in a large plastic freezer bag. Add the lamb and seal the bag. Shake to evenly distribute the marinade over the lamb. Refrigerate and marinate for 8 hours. Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Remove the lamb f

Up In Arms
ok sit down relax and ill spit it to you about a fucked up world i’m just in it , i dont get it so many things i try understand but cant so it ends up on paper in a form of a rant about our fucked up lives with our fucked up things pour the salt in it rub it till it stings about a world up in arms ,with everything i do maybe its just me, or do you feel it too? (sometime i write stuff)

Spring Time Love
Kissing your lips was like honey wine Sweet and bitter at the same time Your Devine being overwhelms me As we kiss under the willow tree I see the stars in your eyes as they glisten With truths and little white lies Leaping and playing in the grass Lover leap to the future and from the past A new beginning started to day as the embers Started burning a fire a blaze . Scott Baker

Sometimes I Ramble.
Sometimes I ramble when I write. Sometimes I over talk myself. Sometimes I make too much out of something. Sometimes my writings are fiction, sometimes they are nonfiction. Sometimes my writings are done out of anger, or lust, or friendship. Sometimes they mean nothing, sometimes they mean too much. Sometimes people read into them too much and don't realize it was just a piece I felt the need to write. I get confused, I get hurt, I get happy. I write to write, to make people think, to possibably become a muse to someone. I enjoy the thought of making others think about what I am saying. Is it Me that she is talking about, or is it her dog? Is it me that she lusts after or is it just a thought? I can scare people away with my writings, I can draw them closer to me too. My writings make no sense to me sometimes, other times I look at them not sure if I wrote them at all. I am absurd, and complex, and constantly trying to better myself. So I guess the next time I write I sh

Signs
So I've been asking god for a sign. Something, anything about whether or not I should or if I'm even READY to start dating again. I haven't been the first to jump up and say "oh yeah lets go out!" Or even if a guy compliments me I just shake my head and say "uh huh ok" and just kinda gloss over it and not believe it. I just don't want to go there again. So anyway this guy asked me out on Friday I said maybe and got his number. I gave him a call on Saturday talked to him for a few minutes and haven't heard anything. It wasn't a big conversation just "yeah just wanted to make sure you weren't giving me the looser hot line or something!" He said he really wanted to talk to me and would give me a call later....Anyone ever seen Euro-trip? Scottie from Ohio, this guys name is Scott..and hes going to school here but hes originally from Ohio... strange I thought. Anyways. Like I said before I have been looking for some kind of sign. So today I couldn't take sitting at my desk anymore so I went

I So Wish
that i had somebody that didnt hurt me and loved me and cared alot about me but i doubt i'll find him.. ugh im just tired of guys cheating on me..i mean do they really think it makes them look good.no it doesnt..and im tired of guys trying to hook up with my friends trying to get back in my life like i will take them back or something... when will i ever find him...gosh

Guestbook
So I decided to get a guestbook, I don't really know why, I guess mainly to just see where everybody hails from in a nice pretty sort of way, and look at nifty pictures and little messages (maybe if someone wants to...) So, drop by, add yo'self, say hello or whatever. It's all sparkly!

Frox And Embryo Cocktails
You Are A Pile Of White Shit With Chocolate Chips You are hung,intelligent and caucasian. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at pollenating flowers. You are most compatible with the vagina. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Playlist For The Week Of 3/27/07 - 4/3/07.
Acheron - Anti-God, Anti-Christ Anatomy - Twisting Depths Of Horror EP Anthrax - Attack Of The Killer B's Atheist - Piece Of Time Atheist - Unquestionable Presence Atheist - Elements Cancer - Death Shall Rise Cannibal Corpse - Bloodthirst Carcass - The Peel Sessions EP Deceased - Supernatural Addiction Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Em Sinfonia - In Mournings Symphony King Diamond - Conspiracy Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Megadeth - Hanger 18 Single Nocturnus - The Key Nuclear Assault - Live At The Hammersmith Odeon Overkill - Under The Influence Paths Of Possession - Promises In Blood Sepultura - Arise Sinister - Aggressive Measures Testament - The Legacy Type O Negative - Dead Again Vader - Impressions In Blood Vio-Lence - Oppressing The Masses Wolfen Society - Conquer Divine EP

Coffee Machine
1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW) 2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE 3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK 4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY 5 CLICK ON "APRI" ENJOY! Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!! COFFEE MACHINE http://www.cartoline.it/pics/_zoom_flash.htm?immagine=scherzi_150404_01.swf

Active Hurricane Season Predicted
Active hurricane season predicted Tuesday, April 3, 2007 E-mail this story | Print -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An active hurricane season has been predicted. The 2007 Atlantic hurricane season should be very active, with 17 named storms, a top storm forecaster said Tuesday. Those named storms are expected to include five intense or major hurricanes, according to forecaster William Gray's team at Colorado State University. The team's forecasts are based on global oceanic and atmospheric conditions. More Information Hurricane Resources Last year, Gray's forecast, as well as government forecasts, was higher than what the Atlantic hurricane season produced. Gray's team said the reason was a early El Niño that altered oceanic conditions. There were 10 named Atlantic storms and five hurricanes, two of them major, in 2006. That was considered a near normal season. None of those hurricanes hit the U.S. Atlanti

Okkkk
so like ive been going out with my bf for 7 months.. and i just aint happy anymore.. and i tried telling him that but he started crying..i dont want to be in that relationship no more.. its just not working..he has too bad of a temper..and i cant take it anymore..give me some advice

Today April 3rd
today was a great day i finally got my neice back and she is doing great. had to take her shopping cuz she needed new clothes. went to the doctor and found out good stuff which is great. making things work with others which is even better. told people basically to f off. you all know what i mean when i say that lol. talkin to my friends and playin around. and people try to make my life hell well it is not workin cuz all is going good i guess karma does come around. well all night night to all later

Nickel-and-diming Your Way To Riches
I thought I was fairly deft at handling money. But that was before I met the maestros of money management. We're talking here about the legions of Americans who manipulate their monthly cash flow like chess masters, along the way snagging frequent-flier miles, cash rewards and interest income. Behind all this lies that unquenchable human desire to beat the system, score a bargain and turn a buck. In my book, those are admirable qualities. But you've got to wonder: Is it worth it? Reaping Rewards To make it as a money maestro, you need the right combination of bank accounts and credit cards -- and a certain financial fanaticism. Consider Dan Goldzband, a cost accountant in San Diego. He has his paycheck deposited directly into a high-yield savings account, where the money sits until he transfers it to his checking account to pay bills. His reward: $35 to $85 in interest each month. "My checking-account balance rarely exceeds $100," Mr. Goldzband says. "If it does for m

Ratings Punks
to be honest with you i really do not care what i am rated. but if you want to insult me then please do not be a punk and leave me a comment instead of hiding like some little bitch. notice i said bitch and not biotch or whatever is hip these days. i will not argue your opinion and in fact would rather be a real 5 than a bullshit 11. but please stand up for yourself and your opinion and not hide like some little molester in the bushes

Results Are Now In For The Altament Dj Contest. Sorry They Are Late
CONGRADULATIONS TO ALL THAT WERE IN THE ALTAMENT DJ CONTEST. THANKS FOR ENTERING. THE RESULTS ARE IN (SORRY THEY ARE LATE) FEMALE DJ RESULTS 1ST PLACE='P.O.D. DJ for Club fear' WITH 5283 COMMENTS 2ND PLACE='DJ TREE=DJ FOR HOUSE OF DREAMS' WITH 3560 COMMENTS 3RD PLACE='UNDISCOVERED SOUL *DJ FOR CHERRY ROCK*' WITH 128 COMMENTS 4TH PLACE='DJ MILF = DJ FOR DANGER ZONE' WITH 5 COMMENTS MALE DJ RESULTS 1ST PLACE='DJ SLADE=DJ FOR BAD SPEED RADIO(SCOOTERS BAR #1 & #2)' WITH 242 COMMENTS (RADIO STATION NAME HAS CHANGED SINCE THIS WAS ENTERED) 2ND PLACE='SIMION-HOSTILE ENVIRONMENT-CHERRY ROCK' (TIED WITH 2 COMMENTS) 'g00d DJ FOR CHERRY ROCK' (TIED WITH 2 COMMENTS) 3RD PLACE='DJ ETERNALIS=DJ FOR CLUB BEWITCHED' WITH 1 COMMENT THANKS FOR ALL THAT ENTERED THE CONTEST. SORRY THE PRIZES AND RESULTS ARE COMMING OUT LATE, BUT I HAD A FEW COMPUTER ISSUES THAT I COULD NOT CONTROL.

5 Ways You're Wasting Money, Not Saving It
One of the most frustrating aspects of trying to save money is when you think you are saving, but in reality you're wasting money. This usually happens when you have made bad assumptions when making a purchase or you haven't analyzed the true costs of a purchase. Here are five common ways people waste money when they actually believe they are saving it: 1. Buying gas at the least expensive gas station. While this would seem obvious, the problem occurs when the least expensive gas station is a few miles off your regularly traveled route. If you are driving across town to save a few cents per gallon, the cost of driving to get the better price will negate any savings the cheaper gas price provides. Solution: Choose the least expensive gas station that is no more than a mile from your regularly traveled route. You can keep informed on which gas station is selling gas at the best price at such sites as Gasbuddy or MSN Gas Prices. 2. Going to different stores to get sale item

Mother....from A Friend
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, an

Abc's Of Me!
Fill it out with your info and sendback thru~ A-Z's of Me Here's a new one. Cut and paste and fill in the answers. A - Age: 23 (24 in June) B - Bed size: twin C - Chore you hate: mowing the grass! D - Dessert you love: Cheesecake - Yummo! E - Essential start your day item: Cereal F - Favorite actor(s): Adam Sandler G - Gold or Silver: Silver H - Height: 5'8 and a half I - Instruments you play: none J - Job title: Customer Service K - Kid(s): 0 L - Living arrangements: I live with my mom & brother M - Mom's name: Joan N - Nicknames: Bratty, Kath, Kat, Kathy, Hey Bitch....shall I go on? O - Overnight hospital stay other then birth: none! P- Phobia or fear: heights, clowns, hospitals, funeral homes Q. Favorite quote: Its too long to list here lol R - Right or left handed: Right S - Siblings: 1 younger brother U - Unique habit: Being me is as unique as it comes :) V - Vegetable you hate: beets and brussel sprouts *gag

Cupcake Easter Baskets
INGREDIENTS: 1/2 cup butter, softened 1 cup sugar 1 egg 1 teaspoon grated orange peel 2 cups cake flour 3/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon salt 2/3 cup buttermilk FROSTING: 3/4 cup butter, softened 2 packages (3 ounces each) cream cheese, softened 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 cups confectioners' sugar 1 teaspoon water 4 drops green food coloring 1-1/2 cups flaked coconut Red shoestring licorice Jelly beans DIRECTIONS: In a large mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Beat in the egg and orange peel. Combine the flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt; add to creamed mixture alternately with buttermilk. Fill paper-lined muffin cups two-thirds full. Bake at 350° for 20-25 minutes or until a toothpick comes out clean. Cool for 10 minutes before removing from pans to wire racks to cool completely. In a small mixing bowl, beat butter, cream cheese and vanilla until smooth. Gradually beat in confectioners' sugar; spread over

Keeping Real Was Never Sweeter
Even though I miss you so though everything is all fucked up even when you feel naucious even when people are stuck up keeping it real is what you do nothing couldn't be simpler though distance keeps us away your friendship is so dear most guys are lucky to get laid most guys wonder about sex almost every fucking day i slowly realize what matters the most the affection and companionship you provide is what gives me hope ~Timmy~

If We Had Sex?
IF WE HAD SEX? FELL FREE TO ADD IT TO UR BLOG OR ANSWER THE ? UR SELF LMAO HAVE FUN... > > > 1. Would you be in control? > > 2. Would you pull my hair? > > 3. Would you whisper in my ear? > > 4. Would you talk dirty to me? > > 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? > > 6. Would you say my name? > > 7. Would you go down on me? > > 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? > > 9. How many rounds would we go? > > 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? > > 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? > > 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? > > 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? > > 14. Would you want me to take my time? > > 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? > > 16. Would you want fast or slow? > > 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? > > 18. Would you be loud or quiet? > > 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? > > 20. Would you mind if i liked you? > > 21.

I Got My Lap Top Back..
Just wanted to say sorry to all my friends for not being on.. My lap top was getting fixed.. well everything is going good.. thanks for all the emails and gifts.. Im glad to be back.. hope to hear from you guys soon.. *Kisses* Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

My Imagination
My imagination runs wild with provoking thoughts and dream forming in my head. I imagine the day I make you mine, officially the day we wed. Oh, what a beautiful sight me the bride and you the groom. As our family and friends patiently wait as I enter the room. Oh ya gyrl is working her dress and looking good as can be, while you patiently wait at the alter with your hand held out to me. We recite our vows and say our I do's, an I think of all the things I've done to you. Damn, look at us we've made it through, me and you, saying I do. As the pastor pronounces use husband and wife, together, forever we'll live our life. We then make it official with a kiss, I always wished it'll come to this. But at the time I'd come to find my inmagination had got best of me yet another time. Everything I dreamed to come of me and you, ended with me only imagining it was coming true.

Vent
So, my car's been shimmying since Friday. I tried to get it in the shop but the earliest they'd fit me in at the shop was Thursday. Well, I drive about 45 miles one way to work, then an extra 8 or so to school. On the way home tonight the shimmy was pronounced. By the time I got home (thankfully I made it home) There was smoke coming from the front end. Needless to say I called off for the morning and hope to get a rental to make it for a half day of work and school for a test tomorrow night. Just as well, it's going to snow for the next five days after a day of around 76 degrees. You have to love PA.

Rise Against - Prayer Of The Refugee
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I`ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we`ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We`ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you`ve known. Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need your help now, You won't let me down, down, down! Don`t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don`t need you

.crickets.&.twinkies.
that soddin little cricket peeked his head out at me last nite...on my couch no less...and there wasnt anything heavy enough to smash its bloody little head in...so i grabbed this empty box...n attempted to...yannow...squish the shit outta him...n he ran...n i hadda chase him...n all the while beating him with this completely ineffective box...until such time as...well...iunno where he went...so i figure..a) theres a dead cricket carcass somewhere in the crevices on my couch..or b)he'll peek his bloody little head out again...and ill be prepared...with an effin shoe! so after procurring a nutritious meal for all of satans spawn...and they have since gone into their bedroom n are listening to music...way cool for me... im sittin on the couch...eating a twinkie...n yes i know they have absolutely no nutritional value and have a shelf life of approximately 7 years... i realise...i really like...to bite off the entire top of the twinkie...and lick the cream out. tadum!

The Frog And The Endowed
A guy goes to see his Doctor, because he's been a little too, well endowed, shall we say. In fact. It's 25 inches long. Can't get any woman to have sex with him. No men either, one would think. Anyway, the Doctor says there is nothing that he can do medically, but sends him to see a witch that he thinks may be able to help. Witch takes a look at the problem (YIKES!) and tells him to go to a particular pond, deep in the forest, and talk to a frog that lives there. "Ask the frog to marry you and each time the frog says no, you'll be 5 inches shorter." Worth a try he thinks, and off he dashes into the forest, as anyone in this sort of joke would. Finds the pond and sees the frog on the other side, sitting on a log. "Will you marry me?" he calls to the frog. Frog looks at him, disinterested at best, and calls back, "No." Guy looks down, and sure enough, he's 5 inches shorter. Hey, this is great, he thinks-- let's try this again. "Will you marry me?" he asked the

Not One Of My Offical Contests
but this one is fun to me so I want you guys to go there and vote and be creative with what you say, LOL I just think that its fun..and you can vote as many times as you'dlike I think it's really fun..I'm having a blast with it! Cherrytap pinup girl

Random Thoughts....
Ugh, the first of the month and a full moon bring out every crackpot and crackhead on this side of the Maumee River....the disgust set in after the 4th junkie came in to buy their syringes; I guess we're supposed to look at it from the point of view that they're using clean needles and not spreading disease. I don't give a damn, let them use dirty needles and die...one less junkie on the streets. By selling known junkies syringes, isn't that enabling? On top of the fact that what they are doing with them is illegal??? Wouldn't it be like buying a recovering alcoholic a bottle of booze? Plus I get tired of people bitching about paying 1 or 2 dollars for prescriptions....I know that money could go towards more important things, like cigarettes, booze, and weed. I had someone get really irrate because she had to pay $2 for a $370 medication...boo-fucking-hoo. At least my tax dollars are going for a good cause...yeah, right. Oh yeah, when we ask you what time you will be picki

Everyone Please Sign My Guest Book!!!!!!!!
I would love it if all that visited my page would sign add a pic and a short message to my guest book. I would like all my friends on this. It also shows up at other places on my computer like myspace and yahoo360. Plus its my screen saver. For now I want everyone to know Im showing them alot of love...

Meaning Of Dominate
Being a Dominant requires you to be in control of yourself before you can ever hope to safely and successfully be in control of another. It is where you have control over a consenting submissive and having the power to control only what the submissive has given you the right to control. Power can not be taking it must be given freely from a submissive. Domination must come from the heart. If you want a fast easy way to be "boss" of your household this isnt the way to do it. Domination is not something you "try" its just who you are. Respect from a submissive is also EARNED not demanded.

Untitled #3
When I am alone with my thoughts, I think of you. When I am beaten by my fears, I scream for you. When loneliness is banging against my heart, I yearn for you. Why do you do this to me? Promise me forever, but then you go away? Are you coming back? That I'll never know. Only one this is certain though. Even though you walked away, I can't let go.

Mother
The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come." And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew weary, and the mothe

Pain?!!! A Glimpse
Pain the life blood, the inner sting that lets us know we are alive, could we truly say that pain is bad, no we cannot. I feel my pain let it nurture me, cause with out it I would never know joy. Without heartache i would never know love, without anger i would never know peace, without fear i would never find courage. My inner peace comes from this pai, my ability to fight for myself and who I am. Do not run from pain, embrace it and be greatful for it, cause without it you are numb. I say this cause my life my poetry my being in itself is the mix of pain and pleasure, and I need not shed a tear for myself but share my soul with others

I Know You Guys
could you all do me a big favor? go back and comments on my pics,maybe give me some idea what you all want to see with out getting into to much detales,i know alot of them arnt that good and i need to find out what im doing wrong i know there is alot of pics but please do your best thanks you all are awsome

The Insatiable Dream....
...Not knowing why or how this all came about, the string of following events may be true..and may not be true....Finding myself in the hands of a very tall man..long flowing hair and that look in his eyes as him mouth and toungue devour my sweet wet hot pink pussey..making me cum again and again...fingers in and out of me....cum drenched face. i leaned him on his back sucking and licking him until his cock couldnt take it anymore..exploding in my mouth...with a kiss he was gone....laying backin my bed a knock at the door a short time late...a well tanned chisseled body with a bright smile walked towards me..passionately kissing me..sliding my garments off my shoulders...licking and sucking my nipples..hard and erect...holding my hand as we head down the hall..the beautiful man layed me on my back to suck my clit again until i squirted all over his face and finger...he slides me on my stomach to thrust his large cock deep into my pussey..holding me and plunging deeper...making me screa

Life...
Well I have to say that it is quite dificult here for me now... My father in law has passed away and all I have here noe it my three little ones and my Mother in law. My marriage well after last night for sure I can say that it is just a matter of time before the papers get filed. I am scared and alone. I can only focus on breathing and getting my babies through each day! I will pull through this and I will be stronger for it! UI just ask that any of you that are reading this and that are consider me a friend please remember that I need you now more than ever. I know I sound like a pathetic mouse right now but that is about where I sit... :(

You Are A Bitch
I do what I do because I can You thought you were someone You ended to be nothing You ain't shit to me Just another bitch in the world of bitches I call you out you holla'd at ya homies told them all you couldn't tell me you found the error in your ways along the way you fucked up a potential friendship I didn't do shit because I am who I am you didn't tell her that did you? You let on to how you were feeling not what it is today, who we are you over-stepped like it was something more than it is do you feel dumb now? for ever and always there will be a riff between her and I you put your feelings into something that isn't yours you used your words as your weapons without thinking before you threw the first punch you lashed you checked yourself a day late a dollar short cuz baby you broke it any chance you and I had I walk you see your future in me blink once I'm out

If We Had Sex!!!..........
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT I DONT KNOW U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i li

Circumcision
Well, after all these years of friends trying to get me to join myspace..bleh..now I'm here. I created a myspace profile once, it sucked so I never developed it. So far reading profiles and such here..I LOVE IT!!! TAP MY CHERRY BABY!!! Anyway, long day..gonna be a longer night. I'm heading to the bar tonight to hang with my friends and work on this damn profile. No pic you say? Yeah yeah. Give me time. I'm slow. The short bus only stops once a day. Circumcision? Why that title? Cause I'm cutting off myspace and exposing the head. Love ya Lee and Kimmie. Thanks for popping my cherry and getting me on here!

Meaning Of Submissive
Submissive (sub) A person who surrenders control of herself to her Dominant. The submissive, while putty in the hands of a Dominant whom she trusts and respects, is likely to be independent and assertive in any other arena. Submissive's are NOT submissive to all. We are only submissive to who we choose to be submissive to. Submission is not a sign of weakness or inferiority. Submission is not the same as passivity. Submission is not slavery Submission is not something that can be demanded or forced.

Faux Hawk Kid Makes Me Want To Have My Mohawk Back
I'm at my new job. Lamest fucking hours in the world, but I can dress how I went as long as I have a collar shirt on and long pants. I can also have piercings, tattoos, and hair. Yes, hair amazing huh. I mean nonprofessional hair styles. So, there are two kids I work with that have gay ass I guess emo indie hair cuts. I don't know they're just gay hair cuts. Fauxhawk boy is one of these. I hate fauxhawks. Its seriously the retarded cousin of the mohawk. Maybe thats just a sign of my age, but really that is like the worst thing ever. You do that to your hair when you're in the god damned shower for fuck's sake....when you're 12. How that became a hair do I'll not understand. I am completely incapable of getting fashion past what i like I guess. Or at least as far as the fauxhawk goes. Friggin stupid.

If Ya Don't Know Now Ya Know Nigga.
He might be doing you But he's thinkin' about me So lay that finger on another lover And go find another brother I know he's my man He's holding my hand It feels good when he calls my name Don't you wish you had the same Feeling disgust workin' yo' stuff Till he thinks about mine Now he's feeling real high You ask why Cause he's mine Tell you something that just aint cool Never fall in love with a man who don't love you I wouldn't waste my time telling you something wrong You been with him one night and now he's coming home He's mine You may have had him once But I got him all the time You went out on a date You wasn't out too late He took you to a room And you gave it up too soon Played you like a trick Cause you let him hit Now he's coming home to a lover that is strong I got all his love baby don't try to take it You wanted a piece You were mistaken Cause he belongs to me Baby can't you see I'll tell you something that just aint cool Never fall i

My Soul
I’m standing on the edge Ready to fall at any time Trying to make it through once more While the mountain is getting harder to climb My smile is fading once again The pain is beginning to show Coming out from deep within Searching, wondering, not knowing where to go My tears are falling Slowly from my face Causing me to cut again Becoming the family disgrace I try to stand up And crawl out of the dark But the blood covers my face The needle leaves its mark Once again I find the needle And make another cut Easing the pain I hold deep within While once again, the door to my emotions I shut People tell me to smile But I’ve got nothing to smile about People tell me to stop the crying Or "I’ll give you something to cry about!" They say whatever they want Just to bring me down But I can’t say anything back, They hit me if I make a sound I deal with the pain alone With my back against the wall As the wall around my heart Rapidly be

Body Scape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.

Remember...
REMEMBER Feel the chill From your breath The warmth is missing Where did the fire go Now covered in frost I search Desperately For the man I knew Sip some whiskey Defrost you soul Strike a match Taste the flame Wrapped in a blanket I’m so cold Freezing I stand shivering Before you I touch you So gently Like ice in hand Melting Feel my warmth Surround you Sinking deep Scraping the crystals One by one Raging water From your eyes My lips I press to yours Flashback Of forgotten fireworks For a spark of hope Remains Never forget The fire That once was within Written by Melody 4-3-07

Hello
hello all.. hope your day went well.. and that your having a good evening although the weather in some places tonight wasnt so nice.. just wanted to let everyone know to feel free to drop by my page and leave comments and rate pictures and say hello if you want.. im a really nice person and enjoy making new friends.. and i will do the same back in return.. bye for now

Wow
For the most part the performances were good tonight. There were a few rough ones. I am still in ah that Sanjaya is still on the show. I can only hope that my fellow Idolaholics can out votes the idiots tonight that keep voting for him. You have to be tone-deaf not to hear that he sux. Once again my opinion. But anyway I just had to express my opinion and voice my frustration. Now it is off to watch House and then The Shield.

Update
just wanted to update my friends. I do miss you all.. yes some more then others.. i have grown close to those choice few.. you know who you are.. i have just been busy. our dream of owning a house this year was taken away from us over something technical but oh well there will be another shot next year.. work is work.. i am always hard at it and when i am not i am complaining about it.. but such is life.. i do like my job and enjoy the people i work with and work for... its just sometimes there are too many stupid people that frustrate me to no end... i am in a 3 day class right now and it seems to be going well.. so this goes out to friends fans and love ones.. i miss you all greatly and hopefully soon i will be out of my rutt of all work and no play Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Useless Part 1
So this is prolly going to be the first of several installments of simple rambleings from my dumb ass ... however it might inlighten some..... and piss off others.. either way its the way I see it and its mine damnit. So I was told by a friend today some things about another friend that really made me at first mad but then concerned about my self and the way I handle things in my every day normal life. I was told that I had a tendancy to get pissed off if .. well if I didnt get my way... well this may be true to an extent but not without reason due to the fact and nature of what I would be getting pissed about. Now any red blooded american will get a but on the pissed off side if someone is in any way shape of form fuckign wiht there life or well being.... right? Well thats what I would be getting pissed about and I dont think that is me being selfish or anything of the like. I could be wrong........ To further this concern I contacted person one to aleave him from having to "bo

Crappy Day
This is why I haven't kept blogs in the past: because my life is boring and a lot of days sucks..something people don't want to read about as their own lives probably suck in their own ways..lol. Anyhow, those who actually KNOW me, know that I have some health problems that sometimes cause me to feel like crap..and I never really know when one of these bad days is going to pop up..makes life interesting I guess. Today was one of those days..didn't sleep well last night and that combined with feeling like crap all day has really made it a loonng one. Anyhow, enough whining and who cares...could be worse, I don't have anything terminal as far as I know...so I suppose I should just hope that the good days outnumber the bad as they seem to do. Anyway, hope anyone reading this is having a good week so far..I'm still holding out hope that the second half of mine is better :)

How To Find Out If She's Single
How To Find Out If She's Single Note: If you'd like to browse through all of the programs I've created to help you learn how to meet women, just go here http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ WOMEN DON'T MAKE SENSE! Have you ever noticed that women don't seem to make sense AT ALL when it comes to "dating"? What's up with that? I'm sure you've been in a situation where you really liked a woman, and you did everything "right"... but for some reason she just never felt attracted to you... You called her often, took her to nice places, bought her gifts, and were a complete gentleman (translation, you didn't try to kiss her, gave her space, etc.)... but nothing seemed to cause her to like you for more than just a "friend"... And I'm sure you've been in a situation where a TOTALLY HOT female friend of yours was dating a complete jerk who was mean and abusive to her... and all she did was tell you about how badly he tr

How To Meet Men And Get Things Started
How To Meet Men And Get Things Started *Quick Tip: If you don't understand what a man is thinking or feeling when you meet him and get to know him... then you're VERY likely to do or say something that will get in the way of the ATTRACTION he feels for you, and he will WITHDRAW from you. To learn how to understand the "secret psychology" of men and what turns on a man's LOVE and ATTRACTION "buttons", read this: http://www.CatchHimAndKeepHim.com/e/12833/eBook/ Dear Crystal, Ever wondered why it's so hard to meet a great guy? And do you ever wonder why men don't seem to approach you... even though you're open to it, "available", and alone everywhere you go? Do men sometimes act like there's already a ring on your finger when there's not? Well, you're about to learn why it's hard for most women to meet and connect with a great guy... and what to do about it to change your luck with men and dating forever. I'll start by sharing a gre

Answering A Woman's Sexual Challenge
Answering A Woman's Sexual Challenge >>>QUICK NOTE: If you'd like to read the story of how I went from not even being able to start a conversation with a woman to being able to meet women in every type of situation... plus watch great video clips of every one of my different dating programs, then check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Hi Dave, Kind of an 'almost but not quite' success story but compared to how I used to be it feels like a miracle. Yes, in the past I was ultimate wussy boy but then I got the ebook and began to change. (I'm 20 and glad I found this out now!) Always had plenty of female friends but I was the therapist, nothing more. And as I'm sure many guys who are reading this know, it makes you feel like crap. Anyway, by coincidence, I moved to another city for work, just as I got the ebook. This meant that I really had a fresh start. By another piece of fortune I

How Can You Forget An Angel?
Most of you on here do not know me, nor will you ever really get to know me. Most of you will not even read this, you will just click on the link, rate it to get your stupid points, and go back to what you were doing. That's ok tho, this is not for you, it is for me. For those of you that read on, this is a little slice of my fucked up life. Today was one of the worst days I have ever had, and it makes me very sad. Today I realized... was actually reminded... that for the last 6 days, I have been so selfish, that I forgot my Angel. A couple of months ago, I made one of, if not the biggest mistakes of my life, by not telling a good friend how I truly felt about her. I feel that I let her down, and she ended up getting hurt very badly by another guy. She has told me many times that I am not to blame for her getting hurt, but I just don't see it that way. I am slowly pulling myself out of the fog of guilt that I feel for letting her get hurt, but for the last month or so, I have

Autism Research
Five for Fighting song, "World", For Autism speaks! I've just been alerted that Autism Speaks, the Ad Council's sponsoring organization for the Autism Awareness campaign created a music video of the Five for Fighting song, "World", which features images of autistic children and their families. The band is generously donating $0.49 to Autism Speaks for each time the video is viewed and the winning charity will receive a special prize (there are several others on the site). When you have a moment, please visit the link below to watch the video and pass it along to your friends and family. They are aiming for 10,000 hits, but hopefully we can help them to surpass this goal. Please click this link and watch the video to help raise the funds for Autism. http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/videos/view/id/213154

Fun Facts
FUN FACTS If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.(In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour(Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body.The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!") The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

How "cocky & Funny" Creates Attraction
Have you ever noticed that "funny guys" tend to fall into two categories: 1) Dorky Funny - The type of guy that a woman laughs AT (not WITH) 2) Confident Funny - The type of guy that not only makes women laugh, but makes women laugh in a way that ATTRACTS them ...? So what's the DIFFERENCE between these two types of guys? Why is it that women find some guys "dorky" even though they're LAUGHING? What causes that "key difference"... where a woman is laughing WITH you and not AT you? More importantly, how can you actually USE humor to create ATTRACTION? As you already know from reading these newsletters, I've developed a technique that I call "Cocky & Funny"... and it is like MAGIC when it comes to creating a powerful attraction with women. I have gotten so many questions about how to use this technique, that I actually took the time to create an entire VIDEO DVD program on the topic. I call the program "Cocky Comedy

How To Use Humor To Attract Women
How To Use Humor To Attract Women >If you've discovered the connection between making women LAUGH and making women feel a powerful ATTRACTION for you, then you'll also enjoy THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/CockyComedy/ One of the things that I discuss a lot is the idea of why women feel ATTRACTION for some men while NOT feeling it for others (even though the men that women feel ATTRACTION for might not be good choices for them because they're abusive, etc.) If you recall, one of the concepts that I teach goes something like this: * ATTRACTION isn't something that is logically chosen. * ATTRACTION is basically an EMOTIONAL RESPONSE to certain cues and behaviors. One of the things I've isolated that seems to cause women to feel this magical ATTRACTION to men is the idea that I call being "Cocky & Funny". This is simply using an arrogant style of humor when you're dealing with attractive women that leads to them f

Alright Y'all. There's A Big Storm On The Way. Winds Are Picking Up Fast, It Just About Took Me And My Cat Both Down The Street And I Gotta Go
I hate it when storms go bad. My cat took off like a rocket as I tried to pick him up and the wind hit me so hard it knocked me down face first into the gravel. Anyhow, I feel I need to go find him. Intuition tells me if I don't I may find him tomorrow dead. Just pray/light candles that I make it in from the storm okay. Love always; DJ Haunted Tears

Bitches
Someone once referred to me as catty. I don't feel I must explain why I'm not, but I'm gonna' tell you why anyway. I'm not catty, but I am bitchy and there is, oh yes there is a big damn difference. Catty females like drama. I HATE, despise, and loathe drama. Catty individuals love other catty females, because they like to sit on their asses, view their own boring existence and gossip about those they envy on the sly. Bitches, we make the world go 'round. I don't have time for he/she said. I look in the mirror at least 10 times a day reminding myself just how fabulous (sp?) I am! Other bitches I respect, but I must admit, there is only room for one bitch in my life. MOI! Catty females like to present their problems to the world. They expect others to fix them, or butt in and be their saviour. Hello! If I wasn't so petite, I'd be a fucking Amazon, and I'd eat a man for lunch if he tried to be my knight in shining armour. It's one thing to do it because you adore me. I still d

Not As Bad As The Last, But Still.........
I don't know what it is......none of these guys have the balls to say anything on my page, but they'll go straight to my wife's page. She had yet another guy leave pic comments referring to the idea that our country is shit and that he is a big supporter of Kerry. Well, once again here are my thoughts on THIS guy: First the comment, "Freedom in America is dead, thanks to your government." Look guy, you live in Indianapolis, and the last time I checked that was still inside the US. If you think freedom is dead because you may not be able to do EVERYTHING you want to do, go somewhere else. I'm sure you enjoy the luxury of driving your car, so why don't you go to North Korea. The only persons allowed to drive a vehicle in the country are government officials and other people that are under the government's wing. Everyone else has to walk or ride a bicycle. Oh, and if you ever say anything remotely close to the simple comment you left on my wife's page, you'd be kidn

Biker Creed
THE BIKER'S CREED I ride because it is fun. I ride because I enjoy the freedom I feel from being exposed to the elements, and the vulnerability to the danger that is intrinsic to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so. I ride my machine, not wear it. My machine is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me, and me alone. My machine is not a toy. It is an extension of my being, and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect as I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner-workings of my machine, from the most basic to the most complex. I will learn everything I can about my machine, so that I am reliant upon no one but myself for its health and well being. I strive to constantly better my skill of control over my machine. I will learn its limits, and use my skill to become one with my machine so that we may keep each other alive. I am the master, it is the servant. Working together in harmony, we will become a

Random Pieces Of Poems, Some I Wrote Or Changed Words
You looked into my soul and captured me you got into my mind and controlled me you took a hold of my heart and loved me you took my body and pleasured me You will always be a part of me Your love and guidence has set me free. For a year i wished, even for one night, I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight. that dream came true, and the night became real and i will always cherish the way you make me feel. When you put me in that state of mind where I am no longer myself but belong totally to you makes my being secure This poem i found back when i first got into the BDSM Lifestyle in Feb of last year My heart mind body and soul belong to him. To do with what he wishes. I know he will never hurt me and only has my best interest. For he is my lover, friend, protector and most of all my Master. My heart he holds and gives me the love i need to feel complete in life. My mind is his to fill with what he wishes and what he feels i need to know. My body

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Free Money with Agloco This is the greatest thing since Google! Agloco is a new and enterprising company that has taken "internet surfing" to the next level. As of today, we are familiar with many search engines and social networks such as: Google, MySpace, TagWorld, FaceBook, YouTube and countless others. The difference between Agloco and these search engines and social networks is the fact that Agloco pays you for being a member. That's right; Agloco pays YOU! Now you might be wondering, what is the catch? Or how much does something like this cost? There is no catch and there is no cost. Agloco is free and pay you a residual income for referring members; and depending upon how large you build your network, the company will issue you shares of stock. And remember, all this is free! How does something like this work? You would receive a viewbar that advertises companies' products and services. Agloco will charge them a fee for advertising on the viewbar. Once Agloco gets paid by t

So Sad Lol
------------------------------------------------------------ This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the le

Where I Can Be Reached!
well folks it like this if u want to talk to me then fine. just send me an im on my yahoo messenger or email me! yahoo id: pagan.queen email: pagan.queen@yahoo.com yep u can contact me there if i am not on here. so for those that want to talk to me here is a big fat wet juicey cherry kisss MMMMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! and for those that don't oh well i will not loose any sleep over it! any ways have a cherry evening or day whichever it is when u read this if u read it! pagan!

This Shit Is So Funny!
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?

Pix
My friend Korry sent me her old web-cam. I got ambitious today (or bored) and decided to hook it up and make the salutes. I am finally off of level 10. Please come by and rate my new photos. Yes, I am even showing some skin (big deal is is how we were born) for Cinny. So come on by and see what I look like in a verified, authentic, real life, one and only GreyHawk. See, I told ya, you'd love me. Heh Heh Heh GH

Motorcycle Riders
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders (or even if you dont. read this) I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and glove

Whats Yours?
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Member...my Son...show Some Ct Love....lots Of It!
I would SURE APPRECIATE it, if everyone would drop into the profile below, and show a WHOLE LOT OF CT LOVE! This is my son, Landon, and he just joined CT, so he can use all the fanning, rating, and commenting and friend invites you can give, to help start him out and boost his Cherry Pts! I will LOVE YA'LL FOREVER, if you'd do this for me! Thanks soooooooo much!!!!! landonrmorgan@ CherryTAP

More News
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)(From http://www.pittsburghlive.com/x/pittsburghtrib/s_442132.html) What's legal for Evangelists should be legal for Satanists By Mike SeateTRIBUNE-REVIEW Monday, April 10, 2006 Last weekend, I visited a Bloomfield coffee house. Nothing unusual about that, only this time I was recognized by a regular reader of this column. The man seemed friendly enough and actually complimented me on my work, but then he had to go and get all goofy on me. The guy asked if he could pray with me for my continued success. "No thanks, bud, I'm an atheist," I told him, hoping the conversation would end there. Ah, but who is more determined than a religious zealot faced with what they believe is a lost soul? Naturally, my lack of faith struck my new friend as a challenge so he placed one hand on my shoulder and started praying out loud. Politely brushing him aside, I wondered to myself why it is that so many religious people feel compelled to proselytize total

To Those I Have Missed
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW...........

Some Random About Me Stuff...
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorbrownHieght5'9"GlassesyesShoe SizeI'm not telling!!Casual or FormalcasualLong or Short HairmediumManicured or NaturalnaturalEye ColorbrownLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffoffBed or TablebedRomantic or WildwildRisky or SaferiskyHugs or KisseskissesEars or NeckneckWalk fast or SlowfastDance or Tap Foottap footWalk or RiderideStay in or Go Outgo outSpontanious or PlannedplannedOrganized or FrazzledfrazzzledEarly or LatelateTaken or SingletakenHigh Places or Well Groundedwell groundedSwimming or SkiingswimmingHiking or Beach StrollhikingVertical or HorizontalhorizontalBath or ShowershowerRoll-on or Sprayroll-onHot or ColdhotTongue or LipslipsType or WritetypeRead or SingsingTalk or ListenlistenOne of the Gang or OutsideroutsiderLoud or QuitequietSchool or WorkworkSmoke or DrinkYESThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight Snackmidnight snackNapkin or Hand Towelhand towelTheater or RentalsrentalsCandle lit Dinner or Pizzapizza

Fine Young People
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)(From http://www.xbiz.com/news_piece.php?id=11518)Students Trade Bibles for Porn By Matt O'Conner Friday, December 2, 2005SAN ANTONIO A group of atheists at the University of Texas at San Antonio is putting a novel twist on the toys-for-guns programs run by many urban police departments. But instead of toys, they are handing out porn in exchange for bibles. We consider the bible to be a very negative force in the history of the world, student Ryan Walker said. Walker is part of a student group that calls itself the Atheist Agenda. Club members this week posted fliers promoting what they call the Smut for Smut campaign then set up a table in the student union to collect religious materials and pass out adult magazines such as Black Label and Playboy. The group is not officially sanctioned by the university and has raised the ire of several religious organizations on campus. In my opinion, there are no atheists.

From A Distance
From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing.... Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is, trusting that he will not be led astray. When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, it s

"mummy! Mummy! I Want That!"
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)I was using the StumbleUpon thing when I came across a website for gift ideas for an xtian from a non-believer. Here's my favorite:The page is at http://www.nobeliefs.com/gifts.htm for your viewing pleasure.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, atheist, atheism, image, photo, shopping, christian, jesus

R.i.p
DEBRA ANN BASTON ST. ALBANS - Debra Ann Baston, 42, died Friday, March 23, 2007, at Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, Vt. She was born Dec. 27, 1964, in Claremont, N.H., the daughter of Edwin and Eleanor (Bressette) Baston. She attended school in South Royalton, Vt. and graduated from the Randolph Area Vocational Center in Randolph, Vt. in 1983. Following graduation she lived a short time in South Royalton and a few years in Underhill, Vt. before moving to St. Albans. Debra had participated in the Vermont Winter Special Olympics as a skier. She loved playing bingo, and her many cats. She enjoyed doing family genealogy and listening to country music. She is survived by three brothers: Donald Donoghue of South Royalton, William Clay of Plymouth, N.H. and Jason Johnson of Lebanon, N.H.; three sisters: Jolene Coolidge of Rutland, Vt., Carol Emerson of Bradford, Vt. and Lois Potwin-Thomas of Manchester, N.H.; and several aunts, uncles, nieces and nephe

A Joke
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)I got this joke from a Pagan newsletter I belong to. Please feel free to replace "Pagan" with "Satanist" in the joke:A fundamentalist preacher was taking a walk one day and happened upon a young girl who was playing with something in a cardboard box. When he got closer he could see that in the box was a litter of new-born kittens."What kind of kittens are those?" asked the preacher."Why, they're Christian kittens," replied the littlegirl.The preacher walked on, pleased to see that the little girl had Jesus foremost in her thoughts.A few days latter the preacher saw the little girl again."And how are your little Christian kittens doing today?" asked the man of God."Oh, they aren't Christian kittens, they're Pagan kittens," replied the girl. "But...but... I thought you said last week that they were Christian kittens," sputtered the flabbergasted preacher."Oh, they were. But now their eyes are open."tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religi

Ok Lets See Whos Got Guts.
This idea came along when i was talking to a good friend of mine. LOL I am now running a contest of the man with the most guts. Any man that has guts to send me their picture with them in their underwear, up close or full body is accepeted, I will do a contest and the picture with the most votes get a cross stitched item for free. This item is something i took time to hand make myself proudly. So, who ever has enough guts and gets the most votes whens something im very proud of.

Door-to-door Salesman
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)Sometimes I like to look at religious stuff and make fun of it. In Wal-Mart, for example, there was this children's book on Easter. I flipped through it to the back where some woman (probably a Mary) was kneeling on the roadside and Jesus (mostly offpage but you could see his hands with the holes through them) was coming to her. I showed the picture to my wife and said, "BRAINS!"Anyway, anybody got a good caption for this picture? "Look, lady, this is the best wood around! It's sturdy and has been only used once by some nice Jewish kid down on his luck!"tag: religion, questionaire, humor, funny, image, art, jesus, captions

A Sex Quiz...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006) TYPE P You scored 91 imagination, 66 confidence, 62 dominance, and 50 generosity! You are a KINKY, CONFIDENT, DOMINANT lover who prefers to give.This means that:You like relatively kinky sex, and you have the great imagination that will always keep your partner guessing and excited! There's no getting bored with you around, you could never settle for dull sex, you want something fun and new all the time. You aren't afraid to try out anything you hear about. You might just be an intelligent lover who needs to be mentally engaged, or perhaps you have some dirty dark secret kinky desires, but either way, you're never boring. You are pretty confident in bed. This means that you know you can please your lover. Maybe you've read a lot of sex manuals, or have the experience from previous lovers, or just tend to be skilled at whatever you get your hands on, but you're good and you know it. You can really get results and know that you have pure talen

I Haven't Done This Before...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)On LiveJournal there's a woman who's grandfather wrote her a letter. The link to it is here.Basically the grandfather lambasted the woman for having her homosexual friends over, while ignoring the fact that she is also a lesbian.Makes interesting reading.

04-03-2007
Howdy all, I thought I'd mess things up and do one at night, after another exciting day at work. Today our garage door arrived. It arrived faster than they said, so thats a good thing. The boy, Demetrius, was on break this week, so he got to watch them install it and the opener. In midwinter it spun a roller, so the bottom panel was open. Which meant chasing cats out of there, untangling the dog, leaves and rain blowing in, and a grandma in law making snoty comments about it every time we talked to her. It was the middle of winter, very little we could do. Work has been crazy. I need the cash, so I've been putting in long hours. I took a vacation day Friday, so I'll really have to work it to get overtime this week, because my son goes to the counselor tomorrow, and I have to take a half day. He's sort of air headed, but the last few days has done an excellent job of helping around the house. I don't pay him an allowance, because I refuse to pay him for living with me. B

One Thing My Wife And I Wanted To Do For A While...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)In a few weeks, my wife and I are planning on going to Gymno-Vita, the "local" family nudist resort. There's no swinging or anything there, but you are still around naked people. It'll be my first time walking naked with other naked people around, but not the first time I've been naked in public.(TMI ALERT) I lost my virginity in Okinawa on a rotating stage with lots of horny Japanese guys watching the show. Kinda cool and very fun, truth be told.

La Maquina De Miedo Album - Black Labol / Dj Prietoblack
La Maquina de MIedo Album - Black Labol / Dj Prietoblack Body: Thanks to all you guys who been support us . We are about to finish the seleccion process of the song of teh new album of Black Labol and Dj Prietoblack Album " La Maquina de Miedo". This album is comming with the powerful and amazing personality of Black Labol, plus some of the most notourious Reggaeton and Hip Hop new Artist around the globe. counties and cities like: Switzerland Venezuela Puerto Rico New York Miami California This will be a Boom Album so please keep the support, Thanks again if any of you want to be part of this album please send a demo to : Email: prietostudios54@hotmail.com Luis Hernandez aka Dj Prietoblack La Habra , California 562-781-3360 LETS SUPPORT DJ PRIETOBLACK ON HIS FIRST RELEASE!

Idiot Boss Responds
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)As you may recall, we sent our Idiot Boss a letter in the suggestion box telling him how bad he's fucking up, but in nice, business-speak. We didn't expect a response.However, he did send out a company-wide email. Here it is with my emphasis added: The suggestion box exists so that management can consider suggestions by employees. As far as I know, All suggestions are delivered to me for review, and I believe that [Ass-Kisser] gets this done. Regardless of the positive nature of the suggestion, or even if it is a critique or criticism of the way we do things here, it is read and considered. I think it is a great way to allow employees to discuss topics and to have an avenue for free expression. Sometimes, some suggestions will be be discussed in our company meeting. Howerver, if an employee uses the suggestion box for personal criticisms against other employees, criticisms about pay, management style, or complaints regarding life in general, t

Oracion Al Cristo Del Calvario
Que bueno seria , Padre Mio, poder estar entre aquellos que te aman por ti mismo. Poder estar entre aquellos que soportan tu ocultamiento porque les importa mas confiar en ti que entenderte...entre aquellos que no intentan encerrar a Dios en sus deseos, sino solo inclinarse ante su infinitud Que bueno seria, Padre Mio, estar entre aquellos que mantienen tu alabanza aun cuando estan destrozados, entre aquellos que saben renunciar a lo accidental porque quieren ser libres para lo esencial, entre aquellos que se reconcilian con las preocupaciones de este mundo , porque han oido la llamada del Amor.. En esta tarde, Cristo del Calvario, vine a rogarte por mi carne enferma, pero al verte, mis ojos van y vienen de tu cuerpo a mi cuerpo con verguenza. Como quejarmede de mis pies cansados,cuando veo los tuyos destrozados? Como mostrarte mis manos vacias, cuando las tuyas estan llenas de heridas. Como explicarte a ti mi soledad, cuando en la cruz alzado y solo estas? Como

Trust? Read This Carefully ! Ol' Pal "friends".
Well here is my first blog. A short and sweet one at that! It is so funny how people on Pal put forth effort to be concerned on your wearabouts! When in turn, laughing under thier breath, stab you in the back! To anyone who claims to be concerned and copy and pastes whispers are assholes and a waste of my time! Claiming that nothing is going on with someone that you are talking about is bullshit! Just realize that you are the next victim! Being told who you can talk to or be associated with! Talk to them on the phone and see that they are not who they say they are. Being told that you should be ashamed with yourself when you have no idea what that means. Making you feel bad for something that really has no meaning is a power trip! This person has a power trip that makes one feel they have to say sorry to them for thier cowardness of blowing you off!! This person has done this to many on pal and just moves down the line. Gets what they want and makes you feel ashamed for what

Torn
The blackest of hearts torn riped never to be fix never to be whole then one peice fit then anouther and anouther. Along comes the flow of live back in to the deadness the loveless ness. only to be torn riped and abused . used and discarded. thrown out left to waste and then torn , riped and never able to be repaired

Do Hot Chicks Really...
Do hot girls ever really go for the geek? Seriously, the hotties here on CT usually have pictures of guys with muscled muscles and lots of other babes trying to get thier attention. It seems to me that a real beauty would want to find a guy who is more than a walking testicle. Hormones are nice, but they dont pay the bills, they dont come home at night, and they dont keep it in their pants when the other hotties are around. So do hot chicks really ever go for the nice guy? Cmon, I want testimony form you hot chicks (you know who you are). I want to hear from the guys/geeks who landed the hottie, and how you did it. I want to know why, so I can hang myself from it later...

When I Get Into Something...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)I am the kind of person that, when I decide to try something, I have a hard time not jumping in with both feet. For example, one day a friend advised me that I needed a new look (and trust me, I did). So I went out and bought a new wardrobe and a new car. (Well, I was going to buy a new car anyway. This was in Japan and a lot of the times it's cheaper to buy a new used car than to buy the JCI (Japanese Compulsary Insurance) for the car you already have. I just probably wouldn't have bought that particular car.) Then later on, I will calm down and (at that point) decide if that's for me or not.Now it's taken me a while to figure out that I do this. (The forest and the trees kind of thing.) So now when I get into something, I do my best to restrain myself until I decide whether it will be something that's forever or if it's a passing fad.That's the way it is with Satanism right now.I literally started the blog the day I was considering studyi

Sexiest Milf Contest . . . Lol
I figured I'd give it a try and see how well I fair in a competition. I haven't been on here the last few days. My world has gone completely crazy!!! Think all is coming to an end and it'll be pretty much straightened out! Anyway, gotta get off of here and fix supper for the lil ones. Vote for me as much as possible and c how far we get! Thanks for your friendly support! Sexiest MILF link: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=646897&albumid=288097

"de Plane! De Plane!"*
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)You know, I have never considered getting a tattoo or other body modification. I thought they were kind of silly.Until I watched What The [Bleep] Do We Know? (And in case you're wondering, there really is a bleep in the title.) In it, they tell of a Japanese scientist who took some containers of water and put them outside in the winter. On all the containers (except for one of them) he wrote words and phrases (like "I love you," "You disgust me," etc). After the water froze, he took pictures of the ice crystals.In the containers where there were good "thoughts" written down, the ice crystals were nicely formed. In the ugly thought ones, they weren't so good. (You can see some of the pictures here.)Now, I do plan on waiting until I decide if I do get a tattoo or not. I will explain more of why in a future blog, probably a few minutes down the road. tag: emotions, experiment, what the bleep, science(* Remember, the name of Herve Villechai

Help
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Last Night's Episode Of House
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)(SPOILER ALERT!)Last night, the episode of House dealt with House having to treat a 15 year old faith healer. The kid said he could hear god's voice telling him things. It pissed House off to no end that people actually believe in stuff like that.The interesting thing, though, was that the kid actually caused a cancer patient's tumor to go down.Later on, though, it turned out the kid had a rare form of herpes where the virus attacked cancer cells before normal cells.Anyway, Hugh Laurie (the man who plays House) also used to play on Blackadder III as the idiot Prince George. They are two totally different characters, but he played each of them very well.tag: religion, entertainment, television, house, tv

I Almost Forgot!!
I nearly forgot I owe you guy's something to my loyal readers at least. Well if you haven't herd I've basicly finished the book I was writeing so now I am going to give you the sneak preview. This is the prelude of the story of the Lasher. PreLude: To Beat A Dead Whore. Written By John Stocker Inspired by Daughter Of Hell, Beautiful Nightmare, and my own sick twisted little mind. Every person in this world is driven by one thing, every person has this one thing some where within there weak pitaful minds. It can be used to help, to hurt, to enslave, to free, to destory, to create, and countless other things. WHat is this one source that can do so much? Desire... I will now induldge you weak petty mortals to a history lesson it wasn't even twenty year's ago that I was like you...human. I was born a female in the land you call America. A land plauged by stupidity, corruption, and greed. I tried to be a painter in

Blowjobs
WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU TODAY????PERHAPS A BLOWJOB WILL LIGHTEN YOUR MOOD,YOU STAND,I'LL KNEEL, SUCK YOUR DICK,I WANT IT,GIVE ME A TASTE PLEASE EVEN A LICK,IT WOULD BE MY PLEASURE,YOUR TREAT,TO TASTE THAT CUM,OH SO,I SAY YUM,...TASTES SO SWEET,IT IS SOMETHING SO WANTED YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME TO,YOUR COCK SO BIG AND FINE,TO ME TO SUCK YOU FOR A LONG TIME HOW DIVINE,I WANT TO HEAR YOU MOAN.AND GROAN,TELL ME HOW GOOD IT FEELS,TALK DIRTY,I WANT TO KNOW HOW TO MAKE YOU SO DELIGHTED,SO MUCH THAT YOU CAN'T HIDE IT,TIL YOU EXPLODE AND LOSE YOUR LOAD.

Time And Time Lost
Hey everyone! Its spring, and that means that the snow is melting, the sun is up for 13+ hours a day and getting longer, and its time for the hibernators to exchange the cold glow of the computer screen for actual sunlite, snowmachining and canoing and hiking and such. As Fairbanks thaws, so do many of the ladies. It is the season for ladies showing some skin and working the hustle. It can be so cold here in the winter that no one goes out with exposed skin. I have been sitting in class before, losing intrest, when I will catch a glimpse of a girl's ankle- a small strip of skin between sock and pant leg. It will be white and pasty, unshaven for months, and it will be the sexiest thing I have seen all year! ;) Anyway, I am finding myself more distracted by the great outdoors now that its not -40 F and dark, so I hope that all of my new CT frineds will forgive me for my great streches of inactivity online! I cant help it- I have 3 months of nice weather and 9 months of snow an

Just A Little Fyi For Everyone
just to let everyone know that im still alive. i have been very busy im going back to school now. i have a court hearing for child support on april 19th im happy for that my lawyer says it looks good. well i will have my net service up real soon hope to talk to you all again real soon.

In The "closet?"
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)Like I have said before, I am looking for a new job. If the contents of this blog got out to recruiters, HR personnel, and the like, it probably wouldn't be a good thing.In addition, Alabama has a law where the employee can quit anytime they want and the employer can fire anytime they want, both with no reason given.Also, our children were removed from our house by the state for stupid mistakes my wife and I made. If the guardians found out about this blog, we wouldn't be able to visit them anymore. (The guardians (who are all relatives) are xtian church-goers.)Therefore, I feel I have to keep my decision to study Satanism on the down low.Does anybody else feel that they have to keep the fact they are in a non-xtian religion secret? And do you have a cutesy name attached to it (like a hidden witch would be said to be "in the broom closet?"Just curious.

Ice Kitten
Ice Kitten, Ice Kitten Purring her way to troubled ardent love She is the princess ward of catwoman She sings of dark night's of love Fallowing the path of moon walk Men keep your eyes open and your hearts and voices to yourselves Or she will with a scratch, purring and kisses: Her way into your hearts Then struts away laughing with diamonds and other gifts in hand Blue eyes, Purple dresses struts her stuff in a warm smile of evil ardent love Just a kiss away She will play with you and play alone Yet always at arms length Never up close in warm comforts heart's embrace With a wink and a smile she eludes one and all men Who is the one who holds her heart No one knows A tear can not be shown in her eyes For her troubled soul With evil life firing in the stars of her dreams Ice Kitten travels the night of mens hopes and dreams Yet Ice Kitten keeps on taking and never is known to give her love back Her bed is warm to her touch and o

Puppets Update
(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)The bad news is that it seems it was just rumored that Miss Delta was going to get the office. The good news is that Idiot Boss is looking to hire a new person who will then get the office. This means that the people who have been here for a while still won't get the office and there'll still be bad feelings and hopefully some shouting matches. In other words, stay tuned for future developments.tag: idiot boss, career, work, office politics

One On Trust ... 2 On Spiritual Things
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

Big Dick Syndrome!
Hiya Everyone! Okay, ladies, please help me to understand why a 5'4" woman wants a cock 8" or more? Does she realize that less than 1% of the male population has a cock 8" or more? The largest cock group worldwide hovers around a third of all men around the 6" cock size. So, I don't get it, I'm 6.5", 4.5", 1.75", .5", and .25". That would seem a perfect fit for the 5'4" woman or shorter. A woman's G-spot is about 2 inches along the top side of her vaginal wall. Between the clit and the G-spot, what's the need for an 8" cock when a well-guided 6-inch finger or cock will do? Why are women with the Big Dick Syndrome so willing to share that 8" or more cock with hundreds of women, instead of just being satisfied with a 6" to 7" cock that they could have for themselves? It just baffles my mind that so many women line up for the big dick, and ignore the average to above average men who understand that their mind is the biggest sexual organ they have. Maybe I need to mov

Sign
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com sign

My Son
I love my son to the fullest and i would never trade him for the world,but i just wish it wasnt with the crazy woman the i made the mistake of gettin with.Whenever she hears ive moved on with my life which has been oh about 7 years now she starts trippin!!I dont believe in ever puttin my hands on a woman but if i ever did she would get the VIP pass.She cant hurt me any other way and i refuse to argue in front of jaylan,so i just ignore it and bounce out.Ok now that ive had my Dr PHIL time im all to the good.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Wanted A New Picture To Put Up...
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)And Lo! I found one! (For your reading pleasure, I also linked it to the original article.)Let's see... I fit 8 of the above categories. So will I have to go to court eight times, or can we whip them all out at once.(Don't whip those out! Wait until I get out of work!) tag: religion, atheist, atheism, humor, funny, image, photo, blogging

Availability Of Bosomy Neighbors!
Hiya everyone! Is it just me, or do other breastmen out there have trouble finding wholesome bosomy women? It seems that so many of the bosomy women either aren't within 50 miles of my location, or they are promiscuous and sleep with hundreds of men each year. Is this just a problem in the Maryland area for me, or do other breastmen out there have the same problem? Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas in North Beach, MD

I Am Soooo Sad
I have a pair of geese that live in the retention pond right behind my patio door. Anyway..it has been raining really hard here today with bad thunderstorms. She layed her eggs on the edge of the bank about 2 feet back. The pond flooded and took her eggs with it. She and Daddy are out there looking around for their babies that are long gone. :(

Whatever
It has come to my attention that I am being called a "hacker". Well, whoop-di-do! I have no time to deal with your immaturity. Block me I don't care! I didn't get on this site for you nor will I let you dictate what I do on this site. So far everyone that I have met on here seems really cool. I thought you were moving to TN.? Do whatever you want with your poor pathetic life and don't worry about mine!

Today, I Shall Be Entertained! (aka Dance Puppets, Dance!)
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)THE CHARACTERS:Idiot Boss - already introducedMr. Alpha - Left to go to a different state, but still on the payroll - Was Chief Asskisser and salesmanMiss Beta - Been here a while, since Mr. Alpha left, has thought she has become Chief AsskisserMiss Delta - Relatively new hot-looking salesgirlMr. Gamma - Saleman who's been here for years, sells more than Miss DeltaMr. Epsilon - The graphics guru - hates Miss BetaTHE HISTORY: A while back, Miss Delta called a bank from work to apply for a loan. She gave her salary information. Her desk is right by Mr. Gamma's desk. He overheard how much Miss Delta was making and got pissed, because he's been here longer, sells more, and makes LESS than she does. He had a shouting match with the Idiot Boss right on the main floor about this. Idiot Boss (though angry) raised Mr. Gamma's pay and, unbeknownst to Mr. Gamma (but knownst to me), also raised Miss Delta's pay so she still gets more than Mr. Gamma.THE BA

Book Shopping Yesterday
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)I went to Books-A-Million yesterday to buy the two books mentioned previously (The Satanic Bible and The Satanic Rituals), but they didn't have either of them.So I had to order them.I'm telling you, I haven't felt so perverted since I bought my first porn books in 10th grade. The only problem I ran into was I had to give my work phone number since I don't have a home phone now. (For some reason, the phone company wants me to pay them money to provide me with a service. Imagine that!) tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, books, shopping

The Man That You Are
The man that you are If the man you are was worth anything special would you have stroked the flesh of child raping her of her youth’s enthusiasm. Why would you entice her as a lover and play her games of a house only to climb in her bed and caress the skin of youth before it mature with reality? If the man you are lusted for skin there are plenty of women to go around. Why follow around the girl and covet the flesh of her fleecy baby cheeks? If the man you are now ever fondled the girls own skin or attempted to stroke the child within she would run you down-- for abusing her illusions and making her into a venomous woman.

"capricorn (a Brand New Name)"
"Capricorn (A Brand New Name)" So I run, hide and tear myself up Start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity I will disappear I told you once and I'll say it again I want my message read clear I'll show you the way, the way I'm going So I run, and hide and tear myself up Start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity I was almost there Just a moment away from becoming unclear Ever get the feeling you're gone I'll show you the way, the way I'm going So I run, and hide and tear myself up I'll start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity So I run, start again With a brand new name With a brand new name So I run and hide and tear myself up (so I run) I'll start again with a brand new name (start again) And eyes that see into infinity (with a brand new name) I will disappear

Chapter 1 { The Lost World
Chapter I: There Are Heroisms All Round Us Mr. Hungerton, her father, really was the most tactless person upon earth,--a fluffy, feathery, untidy cockatoo of a man, perfectly good-natured, but absolutely centered upon his own silly self. If anything could have driven me from Gladys, it would have been the thought of such a father-in-law. I am convinced that he really believed in his heart that I came round to the Chestnuts three days a week for the pleasure of his company, and very especially to hear his views upon bimetallism, a subject upon which he was by way of being an authority. For an hour or more that evening I listened to his monotonous chirrup about bad money driving out good, the token value of silver, the depreciation of the rupee, and the true standards of exchange. "Suppose," he cried with feeble violence, "that all the debts in the world were called up simultaneously, and immediate payment insisted upon,--what under our present conditions would happen then?"

Idiot Boss Update: Traps And Mormonism
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)Two more quick updates on the Idiot Boss:1) We have an idiot-trap for the Idiot Boss. It's basically a chair where the back has fallen off of it. We have set the chair up near one of the workers that the Idiot Boss likes to bother. When set up properly, it looks like this:When the Idiot Boss leans on it (which he does at least once a day), it falls over on him and looks like this:2) Anyway, the other thing happening today is some of the missionaries from his church (I think I already mentioned he's a Mormon, although the other Mormon in the office states that the Idiot Boss doesn't follow their teachings well) came to take him somewhere or something. All I could think about was the Little Old Lady scene from Orgazmo:Joe Young: We're from The Church of Jesus Christ. Old Lady: Oh, the Mormons? Joe Young: That's right. I'm elder Young and this is elder White. Old Lady: Well, you two boys can just fuck right off. Joe Young: Ma'am? O

U & Ur Hand
"U + Ur Hand" Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a cock fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dick head put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Buh bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight Aiight I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my l

"the Kill"...the First Song I Heard By This Band, Which Is Sad Cuz Both This Song And "from Yesterday" Were Off Of Their Second Cd...
"The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me d

"from Yesterday".......my Favorite Song......
"From Yesterday" He's a stranger to some And a vision to none He can never get enough, Get enough of the one For a fortune he'd quit But it's hard to admit How it ends and begins On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear! From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of shit through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn From council of one He'll decide when he's done with the innocent On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) On his face is a map of the world (A map of the world) From yesterday, it's coming! From yesterday, the fear! From yesterday, it calls him But he doesn't want to read the message here But he doesn't want to read the message here But he doesn't want to read the message here On his face is a map of the world Fro

"attack"
I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted Surrender to nothing, or give up what I Started and stopped it, from end to beginning A new day is coming, and I am finally free Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever It ended for both of us, faster than a Kill off this thinking, it's starting to sink in I'm losing control now, and without you I can finally see Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA Your promises, they look like lies Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife (knife) I promise you (promise you) I promise you (promise you) And I am finally free Run away, run away, I'll attack Run away, run away, go change yourself Run away, run away, now I'll attack I'll attack, I'll attack, I will

Another Time-wasting Site
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)At Steve, Don't Eat It!, there's a guy who eats strange things and then reports on them. They're all funny. And here's a little appetizer as to what you'll find:(From the entry on Beggin' Strips) Beggin' Strips slogan is "Dog's don't know it's not bacon!" Newsflash: Dogs are retarded. Mine used to eat his own vomit, and wag his tail while he did it. I'll be the one to decide if this stuff tastes like bacon or not.Anyway, there's a lot more on the site. Sit back and enjoy, realizing that since Steve has tried these things, you don't have to.tag: humor, funny, food

"edge Of The Earth"
"Edge Of The Earth" You know enough to know the way Six billion people just one name (I found) I found tomorrow in today Apocalyptic and insane, my dreams will never change You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inthe sight of a gun Look into the new future's face I know you know enough to say I know you know enough to play a game You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right in the sight of a gun Look into this new future's face Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inside of the gun Look into the new future's face

Written Long Ago Of A Past Long Gone
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Coffee Experiment Update
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)Well, if you remember we switched the asshole's coffee with decaf. It's been a week or two since then. Today, he said he was trying to get up to go to work and almost couldn't do it he was so sleepy. The instigators are already talking about putting in regular coffee again to watch him get wired. I say let him buy his OWN coffee, damnit! tag: coffee, work, prank, experiment, humor, funny

Sex1
You scored as Lusty. Tsk tsk tsk goodness are you ever the perve! But nevertheless, you are amazing in bed. You always seem to want more, and leave your lover in the same boat.Lusty100%Passionate83%Rough71%Gentle17%What type of sex are you?!created with QuizFarm.com

Ownting Groups.
I have been the owner of a few groups in yahoo off and on. The part that i find frustrating is people join the groups but then they dont post or take part in teh group. even had some say they want chats but then they dont come to the chats

In This Blog You Will Read About 30 Seconds To Mars....anything I Can Put On Here Without Worrying About Copyright Issues, You'll Find Here...
"A Beautiful Lie" Lie awake in bed at night And think about your life Do you want to be different? Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth 'Cause this is just a game It's a beautiful lie It's the perfect denial Such a beautiful lie to believe in So beautiful, beautiful it makes me It's time to forget about the past To wash away what happened last Hide behind an empty face Don't ask too much, just say 'Cause this is just a game Everyone's looking at me I'm running around in circles, baby A quiet desperation's building higher I've got to remember this is just a game So beautiful, beautiful...

All The Love
Hi everyone I just want to say thanks so much for all the love and the comments lately. I had been feeling pretty bummed out these past few days, so it really put a smile on my face to see all the love. Special hugs and kisses to Beamer, Craig and Andrew who always go that extra mile, love you guys... :) ricki /www.satisfaction.com" target="_blank">Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codesction.com" target="_blank">Satisfaction.com Free Comment Codes

Idiot Boss Update: Monday's Company Meeting Day!
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)Okay. Today was the company-wide meeting. In case you've forgotten, the Idiot Boss had been forced to read the letter of complaint. We (the people who know of the letter) were eagerly awaiting what would be said about it.Which turned out to be nothing.Therefore, another copy of the letter will be printed out with certain paragraphs highlighted, including the one about responding to stuff in the suggestion box. Also, a coworker here got the names & addresses of the board of directors members to mail out copies of the letter to each and every one of them.Should be fun here for the next couple of weeks.tag: idiot boss, career, revenge

Interesting Picture
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)I walked into the office that I share with two other guys and saw this...It looked like (and was the right size for) some S&M sex toy. I asked the other two in the office what it was for and they told me it's to check to see if a wire is working. (You plug a box that sends a special current through the wire and this thing'll pick up that signal.)Still looks dirty though...tag: humor, funny, sex, electronics

Sex
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God100%A Slave To BDSM100%A Romantic40%Virgin10%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

You Will Be Missed.
Saying goodbye will be hard. I've had such a fun ride! The laughter, the tears; What fun I have had. But now it's time to be real. Time to fix real time. The hardest repair for me. I'm scared. No, petrified, shaking-in-my-boots, yikesohmighty! But it's all my doing. I dug the hole. I get myself out of it. In my heart you will remain. In my memory you have been etched. I would hug you, but........... you were, after all, just a dream.

A Quick Book Review
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)Anyway, one book I like is Eve Forward's Villains By Necessity. In it, the world has had the evilness removed from it, and so a group of evil characters must complete a quest to bring evil back before the world is destroyed by the Light. It's pretty interesting in that the characters, although evil, work together to save themselves and, in doing so, save their world.One good quote (which I shall now paraphrase) is that evil people will do good things as well as evil, while good people will do evil things as well as good. What separates the two philosophies is the reasoning behind their actions.tag: book review, book, reading, villain, evil, good, philosophy, fantasy

Untitled
Two in a week, the muscles are starting to strengthen again. :) A calculated reflex in case of emergency. Just a way to stack the decks so nobody else can see the weakness hidden just below the surface of my shell, behind the curtain of the show I can't bring myself to tell.

Picture This
Ok, I'm not sure if this mental picture will be nearly as funny as an actual picture but the fact that I left my camera at work leaves me no option. Driving home from work today... Picture a guy on a moped, a fat man on a little moped... got it? Picture a full size mattress, not twin, full. Now picture a fat man sitting on a full size mattress, sitting on a little moped driving down the road. Is that not some funny shit?!!! I swear, I saw it with my own two eyes. And what made it even funnier was watching people laugh as he passed them. lol, *sigh* I'm so glad I got to see it. Camera would have been nice though.

Nosey Fuckers
neighbors at it again.... glad I'm up and home before any of them... been dealing with a migrain for 3 days now... also nausia.... ain't I lucky.... still trying to make ammends with some people... but.. not too concerned wether or not it all comes together... everyone's leaving but me... I wish them all well.... Don't know if I'll be around when they decide to come around again... ah well fuck em... woo hoo.. cheery storm is at it again... Damn I need to get stoned... Anyway...... fuck you all.... have a good day...

The Two Of Them - Pt 5
As Petie finished his shower towel wrapped around him and still wet her moved towards the Bedroom when a knock on the door was heard, "Knock Knock" Hey is Petie around? Yeah sure is come on in Steph. Rushing to his room and shutting the door just as she walked up stairs she knocked on his bedroom door, "Geez not want to see me now or something Petie or do you have another girl in there" Cracking the door open he popped out his head and said ..* No thats not it all you just happen to have inpecable timing of showing up when i am fresh out of the shower still wet. Her face quickly turned a light shade of red and she looked down and grinned... "I guess i have some great timing then huh should of been a few minutes faster i could of been in your room waiting" The look on Peties face was a priceless one as he looked at her. *I ah I.... Should get dressed hold on* He closed the door and threw on a pair of pants a shirt and opened the door, *Okay safe to come on in now i promise

Easter Ham With Peachy Cinnamon Glaze
Easter Ham with Peachy Cinnamon Glaze Make the Peachy Cinnamon Glaze a day or two ahead of serving. 1 (16 - 18 pound) fully cooked ham 2 cups chicken broth Peachy Cinnamon Glaze 1 cup granulated sugar 3/4 cup cider vinegar 3/4 cup golden raisins 12 whole cloves 1 (2-inch) cinnamon stick 1 (20 ounce) bag frozen unsweetened peaches Peachy Cinnamon Glaze: Combine sugar, vinegar, raisins, cloves, and cinnamon in a heavy saucepan and cook over low heat. Increase heat. Cover pan and simmer for 8 to 10 minutes. Add peaches and simmer, uncovered, until glaze is reduced to 1 1/2 cups; stir occasionally. Cool then refrigerate; bring to room temperature before using. For the ham: Cut away rind and all but 1/4-inch layer of fat from upper surface of the ham. Score 1/4-inch-deep diamond pattern in upper surface. Place ham in shallow baking pan and bring to room temperature before baking. Heat oven to 325 degrees F. Add broth to pan and bake for about 2 hour

Maybe?
So I've had several people send me messages about the idea of accepting donations...so support my little collegiate ass until I finally get hired, because, unfortunately, there are no promises of when that will happen. I don't want to ask for donations. I was actually going to sell things, but I don't have enough time to draw, write, or make things right now, since I have 3 weeks left of class, I'm sure I have some clothes I could sell, but all the ones I would want to give up are in sore condition, so that isn't very fair, plus I don't have the time of money to ship things out. So I'm thinking that since I have so many pics of me from rejected SG sets, some I may photoshop, others don't need it, I could send the files, as desktops, screensavers, just naked me, which could be available for people who make a donation over certain amount. This amount is as of yet undecided, so leave me messages about that and my idea. My paypal info currently is voldenae@hotmail.com And if

Cleaning Out The Camera...
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)A few weeks ago ass I was trying to get to sleep, I heard a scratching at the bedroom door. I looked over in the near-dark and saw a small creature trying to get out. As I reached to turn on the lights, it ran under the bed. My wife came into the room and we lifted the mattress. Underneath, we found a squirrel, that looked like this:So, we caught it and tried letting it go, but it was probably too pooped from trying to get ot on it's own. We kept it overnight, thenr eleased it the next day.tag: animals, image, photo

I Am Who I Am
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY,SOME PEOPLE THINK I AM A MYSTERY PERSON,HARD TO FIGURE OUT.AM NOT THAT HARD TO FIGURE OUT IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO TRULY KNOW ME. IN TODAYS WORLD EVERYTHING IS HURRY UP AN DO THIS,HURRY UP AND DO THAT,SOMETIMES WE SAY BEFORE WE THINK.ABOUT ME,WELL I WAS KICKED OUT WHEN I WAS 16, GREW UP WAY TO FAST,HAD THE I DON'T GIVE A DAM ATTITUDE,THOUGHT I HAD TRUE FRIENDS,BUT I WAS WRONG AND I GOT BACK STABBED IN THE BACK BY BASTARDS AND BITCHES. JOINED THE ARMY IN 85,WENT IN AS A COOK AND I CAME OUT AS A BODY BAGGER,SERVRD IN THE FIRST GULF WAR,STILL MESSED UP FROM THAT WAR,BUT DOES OUR GOVERNMENT CARE,HELL NO THEY DON'T GIVE A DAM ABOUT US THAT DEFENED OUR COUNTRY. AM A MAN OF MANY TALENTS,A TRUE FRIEND TO ALL,UNTILL I GET CROSSED, THEN I MAKE THE DEVIL LOOK LIKE A SAINT.HAVE MADE SOME NEW FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRY TAP,I VALUE EACH AND EVERY ONE I WISHED THEY WOULD FIND A CURE FOR CANCER,STOP CHILD ABUSE ONCE AND FOR ALL,I HOPE OUR NEXT PRESIDENT WHO EVER

Talking Satan With My Wife...
(Originally Posted on April 23, 2006)Yesterday, my wife broke down and asked me a bit about Satanism. I gave her a quick-and-dirty rundown of LaVeyan Satanism (the type I'm getting into) along with the fact that they believe in cursing people they hate. She said, "Well, that sounds like my kind of religion!" (The reason that is funny is because she does have a natural ability to curse people and places.There have been several businesses (some well-established) that have pissed her off. They are all closed. Any business that opened on that spot usually has a tough time making it, so they generally close as well. The person she cursed (long story made short - He tried fucking her when she was sleepy and later claimed it felt like he had "an ice pack" on his dick) has never been able to find another woman to be with.)

Ever Wonder What Eggs And A Bunny Have To Do With Easter?
PLEASE EVERYONE KEEP THE FOCUS OF EASTER ON THE REAL REASON WE HAVE IT!! THE RESURRECTION OF JESUS CHRIST!! ITS OK TO TEACH YOUR KIDS ABOUT THE EASTER BUNNY AND EASTER EGGS BUT PLEASE TELL THEM WHY WE USE THESE SYMBOLS!!! Easter egg origin stories abound—one has an emperor claiming that the Resurrection was as likely as eggs turning red. An Orthodox tradition is the presenting of red colored eggs to friends while giving Easter greetings. This custom had its beginning with Mary Magdalene. After the Ascension of Christ, she went to the Emperor of Rome and greeted him with "Christ is risen", as she gave him a red egg. She then began preaching Christianity to him. The egg is symbolic of the grave and life renewed by breaking out of it. The red symbolizes the blood of Christ redeeming the world, represented by the egg, and our regeneration through the bloodshed for us by Christ. The egg itself is a symbol of the Resurrection while being dormant it contains a new life

Help My Children Goto College Please
Hey I joined a program called Upromise. Its a program to help put money away for college for your kids. Anyways yes its legit. I was just wondering if you could help me. The easiest way I know to get you to help me is to give me your email address and then I send you an invitation. If you want to find out more about it you can check out their website at www.upromise.com. Even if you don't offer to help me I encourage you to do it to help your own children. The majority of the funds comes from specific items you buy at a grocery store when you use one of the grocery store vip cards. But you can also link a credit card to it and shop online or a certain restaurants. Don't worry its free. Anyways have a great day, Robert

I Wished I Had Saved It...
(Originally Posted on April 23, 2006)As I mentioned before, I don't like people to try to add me as a friend unless they tell me why. I am not here as free advertising.And so we come to the Ku Klux Klan.For some reason, they tried to add me as a friend. I denied them. And here are the top reasons why:1) They are a racist organizations who hate all non-whites. Me, I think all people, regardless of race, suck.2) They use faulty logic: On their MySpace page (which I no longer have the link to, damnit!), they said that America is a white nation and all other races should go back to where they came from. NEWSFLASH, ASSHOLES! Whites came from Europe! By following your logic, all whites would leave as well, leaving the land to the Indians. (At least until they realize they imigrated from Northeastern Europe and have to leave as well.)3) The KKK contends they are WASPs (White, Anglo-Saxon Protestants). Since I am studying to be a Satanist AND since Satanists in general (and myself

Spring Time
Just around the corner is a time of flowers blooming, kids mucking in the mud, and a dreaded 4 letter word called..L.O.V.E. (ughhhh!!!)....I for one am happy because, I am so fucking tired of the snow and cold weather.....One of the bright moments for some people during this time of year means a time for LOVE........Is it in the air? Will it happen this time around? No one knows for sure...we all hope for it...I know I certainly do....but at the rate I'm going, it's not looking that good......Spring is also a time for change for myself, time to become more active, and get my ass off this chair every night.....So am I happy that Spring is comming?....sure I am..maybe just not for the same reasons as every one else...regardless it's a time for new beginnings. With the upcoming weekend, I would like to wish each and everyone of you a Happy Easter. Take care YourSweetCanuck....aka Fred

Hot Or Cool
My result for Are You Hot or Cool? (For Girls) is You are HOTYou are simmering, pal! People can feel your sultriness even after you have left the scene. Being hot includes being a crowd-puller, and you have loads of charisma to do that. You are surely popular because you are HOT! Keep it that way, friend.Are You Hot or Cool? (For Girls) created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

Books
(Originally Posted on April 21, 2006)This Monday, I plan on going to the local Books-A-Million (or maybe the Birmingham BAM on Saturday) to buy my own copy of The Satanic Bible and The Satanic Rituals by Levay. I've read the copy of The Satanic Bible, but I want more info than just one book.Readers: Any other good suggestions?Also, I'll probably do more online research to see what I can find.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, shopping

Chapter 21 { The Invisibel Man
XXI. IN OXFORD STREET "In going downstairs the first time I found an unexpected difficulty because I could not see my feet; indeed I stumbled twice, and there was an unaccustomed clumsiness in gripping the bolt. By not looking down, however, I managed to walk on the level passably well. "My mood, I say, was one of exaltation. I felt as a seeing man might do, with padded feet and noiseless clothes, in a city of the blind. I experienced a wild impulse to jest, to startle people, to clap men on the back, fling people's hats astray, and generally revel in my extraordinary advantage. "But hardly had I emerged upon Great Portland Street, however (my lodging was close to the big draper's shop there), when I heard a clashing concussion and was hit violently behind, and turning saw a man carrying a basket of soda-water syphons, and looking in amazement at his burden. Although the blow had really hurt me, I found something so irresistible in his astonishment that I laughed aloud. `The d

Thinking About Art...
(Originally Posted on April 21, 2006)Here is a picture of some artwork:And here's what it is: The Contraband series is a collection of sculptures made out of items whose possession, sale, use, and/or transportation across state or international borders is illegal. Each object is encased in a plastic bottle with a label identifying the contents. The bottles are then sealed with red shrink wrap. The series includes the following items: Methamphetamine Precursors (ephedrine and red phosphorus) 1 Marijuana Cigarette Human Remains Lock Picking Tools 1 Crocodile Skin Watchband Hallucinogenic Mushroom Spores 6 12 Gauge Shotgun Shells Telephone Wiretap Equipment Drug Paraphernalia 5 Cuban Cigars 2 oz. Homemade Liquor 1 Switchblade Knife 1 Police Badge Cheetah Fur Counterfeit Merchandise (Louis Vuitton scarf) Elephant Ivory Class C Firewo

Messed Up Day
Today has been horrible and I honestly cant wait until it's over. I'm failing not one, but two of my classes. One I'm considering dropping. And the other, well... I think my mentor will work with me to ensure I get an 'A'. I just have to go crazy with extra credit. I'm waiting to hear back from him and I can only hope and pray he allows me to make everything up. It just kills me because this isnt like me at all, but since having those seizures again, I've been completely off...but it's not like I PLANNED for any of this to happen. On top of that. My mom left me her car today, which is fine... except she left me it with no gas and I have no money. And with school clear across town and a cell phone that I cant call out with right now... It just sucks. Then I try to do my homework for Week 8 in Crit Thinking... I cant get into Blackboard all of a sudden. GREAT! Thanks VVC! The fucking icing on my cake today was coming here to check messages and such, only to appearantl

What The Hell
what the hell is wrong with people? I logged on just now and this guy "Paul" who looks like a neanderthal sends me this message ->PAUL: fuck you man, don't message me again you sick fuck. PAUL: is your pussy wet? (the fuck you man part is what I wrote back to him, and of course he immediatly blocked me so I couldn't leave him a rude comment lol) PAUL@ CherryTAP i don't know what woman would really want to respond to that kind of shit.

Big Non-surprise Here
(Originally Posted on April 21, 2006)I was reading one of my favorite blogs (Incoherent Ramblings of a Punk in Suburbia) when I came across this entry.Now I was in the military for four years. I met people who would have had the idea of the "tortures" on their own. And let me tell you something: If the "tortures" were just the skylarking of individuals, there would NOT have been the black hoods on in the pictures. The people taking the pictures would have wanted their friends to see who the pictures were of. Since there were hoods hiding the faces of many people, I think the conversation with the interrogators went something like this:"See Ahmed, I am going to post these pictures in the newspaper and on the web. If you don't tell us what we want to know, I am going to tell everybody that this is you in the picture. Now, you can't stop me putting this picture out, but you can damn well make sure nobody knows it's you."There is no way the individuals thought of this on their own.P

41 Cool Things To Know!
COOL THINGS TO KNOW! 1. Beer conditions the hair (bring a 12 pack) 2. Pam cooking spray will dry fingernail polish 3. Cool whip will condition your hair in 15 minutes 4. Mayonnaise will KILL LICE, it will also condition your hair 5. Elmer's Glue - paint on your face, allow it to dry, peel off and see the dead skin and blackheads (if any). 6. Shiny Hair - Use brewed Lipton Tea 7. Sunburn - empty a large jar of Nestea into your bath water 8. Minor burn - Colgate or Crest toothpaste 9. Burn your tongue? Put sugar on it! 10. Arthritis? WD-40 Spray and rub in, kills insect stings too! 11. Bee stings - meat tenderizer 12. Chigger bite - Preparation H 13. Puffy eyes - Preparation H 14. Paper cut - crazy glue or chap stick (glue is used instead of sutures at most hospitals) 15. Stinky feet? - Jell-O! 16. Athletes feet - cornstarch 17. Fungus on toenails or fingernails - Vicks vapor-rub 18. Kool aid to clean dishwasher pipes. Just put in the detergent section and run a cycle

Idiot Boss Update - His View Of His Employees
(Originally Posted on April 21, 2006)This past Wednesday, a coworker put a letter to the CEO in the suggestion box. According to witnesses who called an impromptu meeting after wwork, here's what happened:Yesterday around quitting time, the ass-kisser got the letter out and read it. He then passed it to the CEO, saying the CEO needs to read it and the ass-kisser agrees with what the letter says. (I will ty to get a copy of the letter to post here later.) The CEO read about the first two paragraphs, then stopped. The ass-kisser made him finish reading the letter. The ass-kisser asked the CEO what he thought of the letter. The CEO said something to the effect of he didn't know we had someone intelligent enough to write a coherent letter working here.So, at the impromptu meeting, we decided to come up with a plan to totally screw the CEO over. I have five basic ideas right now:1) Contact the police to tell them of the illegal things going on around here: This would shut the comp

Chapter 13 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 13. Fixing the Nets "We're at close grips at last," said Holmes as we walked together across the moor. "What a nerve the fellow has! How he pulled himself together in the face of what must have been a paralyzing shock when he found that the wrong man had fallen a victim to his plot. I told you in London, Watson, and I tell you now again, that we have never had a foeman more worthy of our steel." "I am sorry that he has seen you." "And so was I at first. But there was no getting out of it." "What effect do you think it will have upon his plans now that he knows you are here?" "It may cause him to be more cautious, or it may drive him to desperate measures at once. Like most clever criminals, he may be too confident in his own cleverness and imagine that he has completely deceived us." "Why should we not arrest him at once?" "My dear Watson, you were born to be a man of action. Your instinct is always to do something energetic. But supposing, for argument's s

Best Ct Dj Contest Now Open Please Help
If you can drop me some votes that would be awsome. if you leave more then 100 comments hit me up and i will get you something nice, the more you leave the better the gift, the 2 people that i see helping out the most will get a Corvette wooooooooohoooooooooooo (Min. 2000 comments) 500 comments gets you a platnum cherry, msg me when you are done:D Ends Tuesday, the 10th > it will be a weeks contest and the most comments at the end of that week wins, self commentin is allowed. > > first prize is a 7 day blast and a gift > second prize is a 3 day blast > third prize is a platinum cherry > > here is the link to your pic for you to give to your friends > >

I Have Heard The Hype!!
As I said in my profile I am an American Idolaholic... What I failed to mention is my addiction to the drama series The Shield. I have watched the commercials and read the reviews and wow I am siked for another season. It is a great cop drama. It shows the corrupt side of it. I really do recommend this show to anyone and everyone. But if people dont like the show it is cool just please dont get on here and talk negative to me cause I wont stand for it I fight back.

Hazel's Anatomy
NSFW [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2218908446 ] Hazel's Anatomy I just made a new folder featuring a certain part of my *ahem* anatomy. Be warned the pictures are NSFW. I hope that you enjoy! *spanks and kisses* Hazel [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2218908446 ]

I Need This So Bad
only with you Sensual sweet bliss, soft and divine Dance of the tongues, yours and mine Fevered with passion unlocked by our touch Addiction to the feeling I need so much Drawing you in and holding you there Our kiss makes me feel like I float on air The world melts away just you and I Passions waves crash as we together fly Above the world and beyond anything we knew I long for the next kisses sweetness only with you By R. Thomas Dinsmore Day dreaming of something I really need !! SIGH !!!

Okay, I *am* A Pervert...
(Originally Posted on April 20, 2006)But is that so bad... HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 95% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations.I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you? My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 92% on hellishness Link: The Sexual HELL Test written by jason_bateman on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-T

There Is Only But One. Poem For A Shadow, A Dream
THERE IS BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND BODY THAT I ACHE AND LONG FOR. IT IS YOURS, MY LOVE. THERE IS ONLY ONE WOMANS TOUCH AND SWEET LIPS I WISH FOR. HER KISSES, SWEET ,WICKED AND DIVINE. I SO CRAVE, AWAKE OR IN THE DREAM TIME. HER PASSION AND DESIRES, THE FIRE IN HER EYES, I SHALL SATISFY AND FULL FILL. AND SET THEM ABLAZE. TO TASTE HER SWEET FIRE, TO FEEL HER HEART BEAT AGAINST MY CHEST. THE CARESS OF HER HANDS UPON MY FLESH. LOVING HER FOR ALL OF MY DAYS. YOU ARE ALL I WANT AND DESIRE, THE ONE I WISH TO GROW OLD WITH, THE ONLY ONE I SHALL EVERY MAKE LOVE TO. THE LIGHT THAT SHINES FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL IS AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN, IT'S WARMTH AND RADIANCE, TOUCHES THE VERY CORE OF MY BEING, MY HEART, MY SOUL. I SHALL CHERISH, EVERY DAY AND NIGHT UPON THIS EARTH, THAT I HAVE WITH YOU. TO HONOR AND RESPECT WHO YOU ARE, FOR ALL OF MY LIFE. FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS TRULY THE RAREST GIFT ONE CAN GIVE TO ANOTHER. AND IN RETURN, I GIVE MYSELF UNTO THEE FOR ALL TIME

Rip Dad
Well... it happened - my dad passed away Thursday morning, right after the two student nurses who came in to clean him up and change his sheets evicted me from his room. It's almost like he was waiting for me to leave. At least he didn't linger in pain for weeks. His last words were to my mother: he said "the boss" when she asked him if he knew who she was. The funeral was yesterday.

When U Realize There Not Who U Think They R
its really weird its like when u start to see stuff and just have to take it for what it is ... it kinda sucks but thats ok i guess .. it just reaslly sucks when u see ppl woth out he rose glasses and everthing u thought was wrong .... and its like what u think now pisses u off but thats how it is ... its like y is it that way u dont know but u see how one sided it is its like well if someone cared they would do this and they always seem to come short of what u need and expect so u cant just keep trying to make them in ur head the way u want u hjave to look at there actions and not over look the lil thijngs that u find un excusible u cant forget those things u never would take b4 and takle them now just cuz u wish things were differnt and it really pisses u off when they let u down and u know thjey alays will and its like wow u have to stop trying to see things in a differnt like realize what u need and what u want r not happening at all so is there a point

I'm Sorry, But This Picture Keeps Coming Up And Disturbs Me
(Originally Posted on April 20, 2006)I have to ask: Which advertising person went to his boss and said, "Hey! I got a GREAT idea!"And which boss would have said, "I think you've got something there!"(Or maybe I'm just a perv, seeing things that aren't really there.)tag: image, photo, disturbing

I Can't Wait Until I Get The Hell Out Of This &^%$ Job!
(Originally Posted on April 20, 2006)Well, I talked to the Office Manager (who isn't really; she doesn't have anyone to manage) today about my "paranoid fantasies" that the CEO is trying to ruin the company so he wouldn't have to pay any money back. Instead of saying that I'm paranoid, she said that not only could she believe it, but the head ass-kisser here is getting pissed at the CEO as well.MY PLAN TO ALLOW ME TO WORK HERE UNTIL I CAN FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE: There are a lot of screwed up things going on around here. Screwed up, ILLEGAL things. After I and my friends here have left, I am going to the authorities to give them some information. Heck, I found numbers to call where I can get a reward for turning the CEO in. Getting paid for revenge: gotta love it. tag: idiot boss, career, emotions, anger, revenge

Dude!
(Originally Posted on April 20, 2006)I was looking at that LJ picture page again and saw a lot of marijuana pictures on it. I finally realized it is 4/20, a big pot "holy day." There's many reasons why 420 is linked to pot, but I'm not sure which one is true.Anyway, here's another pic in the spirit of today... And a picture in the spirit of tomorrow...tag: marijuana, drugs, pot, herb, 420 Scary pic - NOT!tag: atheist, atheism, humor, funny

The Questions Revisited
(Originally Posted on April 20, 2006)(I've deleted questions whose answers didn't change since 4/7.)1.) What are your impressions of The Satanic Bible?It does seem to make a lot of sense. However, the part where the name of Satan is called does bother me a bit. While I don't believe in God, I find that I have been subconsciously brainwashed by society to believe in Satan. That is something that, now that I know about it, I have to work on to correct.2.) What do you expect to accomplish through Satanism?I think it'll make me happier, since I won't worry so much about what other people think I should do.3.) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be?a) To live healthily for as long as I wanted to do so.b) To have the ability to instantly hypnotize anybody in person or through any device whether we speak the same language or not.c) To have a host of nanobots in my body that will increase my strength, intelligence, etc as well as incorporate all sorts of extrasensory powers an

Ani.
"Squint your eyes and look closer. I'm not between you and your ambitions. I am a poster girl with no poster. I am 32 flavors and then some. I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head. 'Cuz someday you're gonna get hungry- and eat all the words you just said." Ladies and gentlemen, Ms. Ani DiFranco.

Would U ____________ Me?
Would you ____ me ? 1.date 2.fuck, 3.kiss, 4.lick, 5.be friends, 6.hate, 7.love, 8.crush on, 9.stare at, 10.marry, 11.please, 12.tease, 13.go out with, 14.make out 15.suck 16.fight, 17.help, 18.hug, 19.dance, 20.hurt, 21.all of the above, Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me Send me a message with your answers

Conspiracy Theory And Pat Robertson
(Originally Posted on April 19, 2006)Here's something to think about:Covert Satanist Pat Robertson Flashes Devils HandBasically it is a story on how Pat Robertson flashed a devil sign at the end of his broadcast. Heres what you need to consider. Whether this is true or not, whether it was on purpose or an accident, Pat Robertson is doing his damndest to show an inflexible, highly restrictive view of xtianity.This is one of the best things he could do for Satanists and other non-xtians.At the last count I heard, only a maximum of 25% of the world's population identified themselves with xtians. That means 75% do not. Oh, don't get me wrong. This 25% doesn't include Jews, Muslims, and maybe not Mormons.The thing is, though, that the people best able to bring down xtianity are the powerful but intolerant people of the religion themselves. They'll turn everybody else off of it.

Dumbass Comments On Ct - Rules Of Engagement
Hello Ladies! I've been on here for almost 6 months now and on Myspace for over 2 1/2 yrs. Between the two, I have about 400+ friends. I keep in pretty close contact with everyone on my list and only add those that do have some type of interest in being a friend of mine. I have a ton of bands on there, whom I may have dealt with, in my television days. I am very picky about who I add nowadays... In speaking with some of you beautiful ladies, I keep hearing a re-occuring theme. And that is that most of the guys on here are pigs and treat some of you disrespectfully...I find that very hard to swallow. I guess my mom raised me right. Being a gentlemen makes it hard for me to treat anyone like that. Its just human nature for me. I hear some of these guys stalk you and bug the crap out of you till you decide to either block or report them. I wish I could tell you why guys act like this. Its black hole mystery to me too. I cant believe how impatient some of these dickheads are. If the

Why Parents Drink
A boss wondered why one of his most valued employees had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialled the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. " Hello ? " "Is your daddy home?" he asked. " Yes ," whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered, " No ." Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" " Yes ." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, " No ." Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" " Yes ," whispered the child, " a policeman ". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", whispered the child. "Busy doing what?" " Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman ," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard a loud noise i

Idiot Boss Update - Suggestion Box
(Originally Posted on April 19, 2006)Okay. A coworker of mine put a letter in the suggestion box about the way the CEO is taking the company down. In the near future (a day or two), he (the CEO) should have the letter in his grubby little hands. THEN the shit'll hit the fan! We're all going to be brought to his office, one at a time, and receive the "This is my company" speech (which the letter specifically complains about). He's gonna try to find out who did it, but I know I ain't tellin'! :-)If nothing (good) happens (i.e. the CEO doesn't work to fix the problems), the letter will be forwarded to the Board of Directors, who are basically investors who haven't seen a single dime from this company for upwards of five years.

Family
Sisters and brothers Grow up to be fathers and mothers. No more fighting But forever writing. Can they make amends And become friends? When one dies The rest look to the skies. They are still living But can they be forgiving? We all need a reality dose And become close. For we never know When its our time to go. Now we must pray try to have a nice day. We must give up our attitude and have some gratitude. Published 1996. Written by me after my sister passed from cancer. Please ask before copying. Thanks Brew

Test For Dementia
Below are four ( 4 ) questions and a bonus question You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately ... OK? Let's find out just how clever you really are.... First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must

Chapter 12 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Adventure of the Copper Beeches "To the man who loves art for its own sake," remarked Sherlock Holmes, tossing aside the advertisement sheet of the Daily Telegraph, "it is frequently in its least important and lowliest manifestations that the keenest pleasure is to be derived. It is pleasant to me to observe, Watson, that you have so far grasped this truth that in these little records of our cases which you have been good enough to draw up, and, I am bound to say, occasionally to embellish, you have given prominence not so much to the many causes celebres and sensational trials in which I have figured but rather to those incidents which may have been trivial in themselves, but which have given room for those faculties of deduction and of logical synthesis which I have made my special province." "And yet," said I, smiling, "I cannot quite hold myself absolved from the charge of sensationalism which has been urged against my records." "You have erred, perhaps," he observed,

Dealing With The Public
(Originally Posted on April 18, 2006)In Goth culture (and probably a few others), there is a... well... I guess it could be called a technique called "Freaking the mundanes." Basically, this means dressing up in all sorts of outlandish things, tons of black makeup, lots of piercings, etc., to draw normal people's attentions to yourself, to let them know you're different than them.Why?Truthfully, I feel my choices are my own. If I want to tell people something, I will do it. If not, I won't. Sometimes I do have to weigh the dangers/problems that would be caused if I tell people and include that in the decision. Other times, it's none of their damn business.Take, for example, my religious preference (what this blog is exploring). Most people here know I have atheistic leanings. If they respect it, I don't force them to listen to me rant on with how the bible is a bunch of bull, etc. If they decide to "save" me, I'll "save" them right back with a non-religious argument. (Usually,

Hormones
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month When all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life Into his hands This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's License in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! Do him a favour and pass him a copy. DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty Quid. ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Should you be ea

4-3-07 24th Entry
Uhoh, 2 entries in 2 days. Scarey huh? Relax, I'm actually feeling quite normal (even though its taken 6 darvacet and 2 800 mg ibuprophen, but hey, I'm not depressed today cause I can handle the pain, is a good thing it is). I know I'm having more bad days then good now but I'm trying to find ways to help that when I can think properly. I do try to pull myself through this even though it may seem lately that I'm simply a total wimpering idiot. But hey, I am at times. I'm stressed out. I'm hurting like hell most of the time physically. I'm quite frustrated. Shit happens. I'll get over it and eventually be quite embarassed at my low times even though I know deep down it happens. So I bet my regulars are thinking something along the lines of "Ok Katt, whats up your sleeve that your in a good mood after sooo much bad mood times?". Well let me tell ya the answer to that. Its my arms. But then again, I'm wearing sleeveless shirt right now so I'm thinking that maybe t

I Don't Wanna Work, I Just Wanna Bang On Me Drum All Day!
(Originally Posted on April 17, 2006)Well, I have a doctor's appointment at the VA today. Therefore, I didn't go into work yet.Truthfully, that isn't the only reason I didn't go there. On Mondays, Idiot-Boss has a companywide morning meeting that is extremely demotivating. While I could have been at work for 2 hours, I decided I'd forgo the pleasure of it today.And he can kiss my ass.I really can't wait until I find a new job. It'll either be that or else I'll start a competing company against his company. And since it looks like he just wants to destroy his company, mine should overtake his in nothing flat.

Men
Men Are Just Happier People--What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal . You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You

Poem: The First Word Of Each Line
When we are so far apart, can sorrow mend a broken heart. I often feel so down and blue, sleep is sweet when I dream of you. All of you is like a rose, night is near so I must close. With this poem keep one thought in mind, you must read the first word of each line... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/79' Rate my poem please...

Hmmm...
(Originally Posted on April 17, 2006)I've been joining some low-message-volume Satanic groups here, just in case if I have questions and the like to be answered. I went through the member lists of each to see if I could find an interesting blog to read. I've come up with the following conclusions:1) About half of the Satanists in the groups are children 15 years of age or younger. Has Satanism become the popular rebellious (sp?) thing to do?2) The children referenced above seem to have private blogs/profiles. This might have something to do with safety issues. That's probably a good thing.3) The non-private blogs with a couple of exceptions are either depressing song lyrics or vapid self-hype crap. Not what I'm looking for at the moment ("moment" being defined as "in this (and probably every other) lifetime).4) There are a couple of decent-looking blogs which I did subscribe to.In addition, there was a post in one group (Satanist Society) that has a good description of why th

Well, Another Easter Come And Gone...
(Originally Posted on April 17, 2006)(Bet you didn't expect that headline, huh?) Easter is my wife's favorite holiday. It isn't because it is the date of Jesus's ressurection. (Neither of us believe that claptrap.) Nor is it because it celebrates fertility within Pagan religions. Nope, she likes it because the holiday is full of pastel colors and because her family gets together for a big feast.Yesterday, we had ham, broccoli casserole, squash casserole, hashbrown casserole, macaroni and cheese, green beans (fresh, never canned), potato salad, cole slaw, devilled eggs, a foot-tall chocolate cake, a lemon cake, a key lime pie, a chocolate pie, a butterfly cake, six cupcakes, a strawberry pie, a Jello mold, banana puddling, and rolls.Here's the freaky part: With the exception of the brown-and-serve rolls and the cake mix for the butterfly cake, my wife made everything from scratch.Yes, she enjoys cooking for some reason. But fortunately, I like eating. (Unfortunately though, t

Article About Me On Chicagosrock.com
ARTICLE CAN BE READ HERE ALSO:http://www.chicagosrock.com/chicagosrock_launch_issue_007.htm Born and raised in Chicago, Raven has been in the music business since 1991. At the time he went by the name Infer-red, mainly dealing with rap and hip hop. In 1992, he recorded his first single that was given away around his old neighborhood. Back in '89 he did radio for WKKC, called the young people's network. The show was for kids ages 10-16 and was done on Saturday mornings. Raven did that for about a year before having to leave because his grades were slipping. In 1993 he dropped out of Highschool and started doing part time jobs at retail stores. It wasnt until 1997 that he changed his name to 'Tha Raven' after reading Edgar Allen Poe's tale of the raven. "It was dark, grim and I got so much out of it", he said. The same year, he signed to a local independent record label called Products Of The Streets Entertainment. He didn't get paid for the work done, as he was just happy at the time

The Last Few Days
I have been having alot of troubles with my stash I'm unable to get into pic's, trackz,news,surveys,jokes and dunno the tabs in which you click on to either edit,delete and or view them won't work for me and I am really sick of this beause I downloaded 2 different browsers to see if that would help an nothing,, I've even went to the support lounge and asked them what the problem was an they said it's a glitch and will work itself out but it hasn't as of yet,,, we're talking 3 days of this...Ready to say the hell with it an leave.

Greek Shrimp Bake
Greek Shrimp Bake This simple and delicious shrimp entree is good for a busy weeknight. Serve it over rice or orzo to get the most from the Greek-inspired flavors. Credit: Meals on the Move by Holly Clegg Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 onion, chopped * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 (28-ounce) can diced or quartered tomatoes, undrained * 1/2 cup chopped fresh parsley * 1 tablespoon minced garlic * 1 tablespoon dried oregano * Salt and pepper to taste * 2 pounds medium shrimp, peeled * 1 (10-ounce) package frozen peas, thawed and drained * 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese, optional Directions: Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. In a large skillet, over medium heat, saute onion in olive oil until tender. Stir in tomatoes, parsley, garlic, oregano, salt and pepper. Reduce heat to low, cover skillet and gently simmer mixture for 20 minutes, stirring occasionally. Remove sauce from stove; stir in shrimp and peas. Transfer mixture t

Where We Are...
she knew she had to be crazy... the late nights, the sweet nothings that piled up into exhaustion. but she couldn't forget his voice, soft and delicate, that crept through her ears and came to rest inside her mind. she felt the fear, the uncertainty that was yet to be. she didn't understand the tingles, the difficulty to breathe, the way he found his way inside her heart so quickly. and he felt the anticipation, the impatience within him, so many conversations, so many ways to break in. he wasn't sure if she would stay, didn't know how to tell her that he was aching, the hunger for a single look in her eyes so overwhelming he thought he would burst.

Ex-pantera Vinnie Paul Back Into Rock And Roll Spirit
Former Pantera and Damageplan drummer Vinnie Paul lost the fire to play over a year-and-a-half ago when his brother Dimebag Darrell was shot dead during a show. The event has left a permanent emotional scar with Paul, and he had previously said that all his desire to play had gone. It turns out that although Paul lost a part of him the night of the shooting, it was Van Halen's Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony, which made him realize how much he loved music. "I totally got the fire to play, man. I went down to Cabo last year around October for Sammy Hagar's birthday. He invited me down and I played with Sammy and Michael [Anthony] for a week down there, half of Van Halen, which is one of my favorite bands ever, and it really helped me to realize how much I missed the drums." Vinnie Paul also told us that he's got a new band, and he shared with us the details that he was allowed to, legally. "...and I've got a new band. I can't tell you about it, but the record's done. It'l

Revolver Magazine Hails Band As
HELLYEAH has announced an April 2007 release date for their self- titled debut on Epic Records. The highly anticipated release features MUDVAYNE lead singer Chad Gray and guitarist Greg Tribbett, former PANTERA drummer Vinnie Paul and NOTHINGFACE guitarist Tom Maxwell and bassist Jerry Montano. The quintet includes three of hard rock’s most revered and valuable players, with careers highlighted by an astonishing run of chart- topping gold and platinum albums, major industry awards, critical acclaim, Grammy nominations and music of monolithic power. The March 2006 issue of REVOLVER magazine features a cover story that hails the band as “the ultimate metal super group.” “Tom, Jerry and I have been talking about working together ever since we staggered through the streets of New Orleans five years ago,” says Mudvayne/HELLYEAH vocalist Chad "Helvis" Gray. "I mentioned it to Greg and he immediately wanted in, and when Vinnie came on board the whole thing just took on a life of its own

Broken Hearted
I need a beginning again I want to feel how I used to feel When everything was in the plam of my hand And you were here with me [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted Some days I wonder where I would be Cos I don't think it was wasted time I always thought you you'd be waiting for me And now I'm facing the world alone [Chorus] Ya know I just don't get it Ya know I really don't get it all That you would leave so sudden Well did you know you would leave me all alone? I think we've fallen apart I don't know where I should start You left me here to be broken hearted I wonder what you are doing today I wonder if you could've ever changed I wonder if you still think of me, the way it was, the way that it used to be I need a beginning again I think we

L.a. Math Test
L.A. Math test City of Los Angeles High School Math Proficiency Exam Name:____________________ Gang:________________________ 1. Duane has an AK47 with a 30 round clip. If he misses 6 out of 10 shots and shoots 13 times at each drive by shooting, how many drive by shootings can he attempt before he has to reload? 2. If Jose has two ounces of cocaine and he sells an 8 ball to Jackson for $320 and 2 grams to Billy for $85 per gram, what is the street value of the balance of the cocaine if he doesn't cut it? 3. Rufus is pimping for three girls. If the price is $65 for each trick, how many tricks will each girl have to turn so Rufus can pay for his $800 per day crack habit? 4. Jarome wants to cut his 1/2 pound of Heroin to make 20% more profit. How many ounces of cut will he need? 5. Willie gets $200 for stealing a BMW, $50 for a Chevy and $100 for a 4x4. If he has stolen 2 BMW's and 3 4x4's, how many Chevy's will he have to steal to make $800? 6. Raoul is in prison

Sum Jack Ass
SUM JACK ASS ON HERE ASKED WHY DO i SAY GM & GN EVERY DAY,SO HERES MY ANSWER 4'EM I DO THAT TA STAY N TOUCH CUZ WIT ALL THA PPL ON HERE U LOOSE GOOD FRIENDS IF U DONT STAY CONNECTED SO THATS WHY I DO WHT I DO CUZ ALL MY FRIENDS FAM & FANS i HOLD DEAR!! SO THATS WHY JACK ASS!!

Shit..
Well my dad had to have back surgury last tuesday and well it was 7 and 1/2 hours long and he lost almost all his blood he almost died and workers comp or w/e is trying to fuck him around and so hes got a lawyer and they are sueing his job and also the person who hit him on new years eve.. Well he hurt his back in o2 working then again in 05 so he had to have a sugury in o5 well they made him work and shit even though he was hurt and made him do things working that he wasnt suppose to be doing so yeah hes sueing and thats good that he is because its really fucked up hes like probally disabled for the rest of his life now because of this bullshit and it really pisses me off and makes me depressed because hes really bad hurting and they are being dicks and gah... anywayz yeah.... ..xx Beejay

Cheatin Hearts
Now I believe I don't want to leave He's slowly getting to my heart so why should I part? We'll still be friends I'll just make amends. She only wants him To hang on by a limb. She doesn't want his heart So why can't they part? Remember, they did have a kid. For whom his love is strong Why did it go wrong? I do have feelings My mind is reeling. We must show affection because nobody has perfection. Our affection will stop while we are at the shop He's always sharing Forever sharing. Cheating Women This is a story about a black man, white man, a white woman and a parrot. The white woman and the white man are married. The black man works on the land. The white man had to go to work. He did not trust his wife. So he went to his parrot. He said "Parrot,Parrot tell me what you see while I'm gone" The white man leaves. Two days later the white man comes home. Goes straight to the parrot. He says "Parrot, Parrot tell me what you seen while I was gone? The parrot s

I'm Sorry
i'm sorry that i wasted all those years of your time I'm sorry that I've hurt most everyone that i hold dear. Im sorry that people have ended up hating me. I thought i was alienated before i called everyone cunts but i guess i wasnt. i was just hurt cause so much has changed. Every single one of my friends that ive known for like forever ive grown apart from. i barely speak at all anymore. most of the time i lounge around in bed till its time to fall asleep? do i need to say im sorry, do i need to beg for forgiveness? well probably not i dont really deserve the forgiveness. with the easter holiday coming up it makes me think what could have been and wonder what if i chose the other path? would i still have friends that didnt mind saying a word or two instead of having no friends just ex-friends lashing out at me for stuff ive said over the last few months. sure i said some cruel things but im only human, it just seemed pretty damn funny to me that after i got back from my trip to meet

New Album!!!!! Out Today!!!!!
GET YOURS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you click the banner so i will get credit for promoting the band?????? thanks OUR NEW ALBUM DROPS TODAY!! DON'T FORGET TO GETCHA' COPY!!!!KEEP CHECKING OUR MYSPACE PAGE ALL WEEK LONG TO FIND OUT HOW TO PARTICIPATE IN TONS OF HELLWEEK CHALLENGES AND EVENTS TO WIN SOME KICK ASS PRIZES.BOTTOM'S UP!!

Contest
plz help me in contest i would like to win this contest plz with all ur help there r others in this contest who r very childish and say my tat is lame so to prove to the imature people that a contest is for fun just enjoy it and dont be jealous plz come help me rate thanks click the pic

Wahooo Good Luck Everyone
sweet piece of a** contest starts april 4th wed at 8am pst come on everyone help them out in the contest tomorrow. Check to see who u think should win and help comment bomb them..good luck to all the contestants ty for joining my contest..hugs

Philly
well for those of you who don't know I just recently move to philly and I am bored even more out her than I was in VA. I really have no friends and no Fam out here and I really could use someone to chill with out here so hit me up somtime please!!

Family Values Starts July 20th!
Launch Radio Networks reports: EVANESCENCE is slated to co-headline this summer's Family Values tour with KORN, marking the first time that EVANESCENCE has appeared on a U.S. touring festival. Singer Amy Lee told Launch that she and her bandmates are thrilled with the idea of being part of a bigger lineup of acts. "Well, obviously we're KORN fans, but there's a lot of cool bands on the bill and when you're on one of those shows that's a bunch of bands and not just like two or three, you basically get to spend the whole day listening to music and watching other bands perform," she said. "And not only is it really fun and inspiring, but it takes a lot of the pressure off, because you're not like (laughs) the only band that everyone's relying on, you know, at the end of the night to play for like an hour and a half and not make any mistakes. So we're all very excited." Family Values starts on July 20 in St. Louis and also features FLYLEAF, HELLYEAH, TRIVIUM and ATREYU. EVANESCENCE

Ouch
Ok so yesterday before I went into work, I ran some errands. Filled my car with gasoline (3 fucking dollars a gallon good grief its not even SUMMER yet)... Mailed a bill... Returned some DVDs to the rental store. So then I was like Hey Lets Get MY EYEBROWS Waxed... which I have done many times before at beauty salons. I don't mind it, it sure beats the hell out of plucking them. So I stop at this random place near my house that I've never been to before. The lady waxes my eyebrows in a weird way... with this long stick thing that had a roller on the end with hot wax inside. I'VE always had someone apply the wax with a small wooden spatula stick thing and then the strips, then they rip the strips off, etc... So the roller thing kind of weirded me out. Like how many other ppl have used that? Ew. But she did clean my eyebrow area off really well before hand. So Getting My Eyebrows Waxed now has turned into My Left Eyebrow Is Extremely Swollen. I don't know what she did, they

The Proof
You know, I see quite a few pages with a picture of a saying on them: "I just want one man to prove that they aren't all the same."I am that one man, but to prove they aren't all the same, well, I have to stay with my wife. :-)(Actually, I WANT to stay with my wife.)

Lifes Lessons
Life's Lesson To celebrate growing older, Regina Brett, The Plain Dealer from Cleveland Ohio once wrote the 45 lessons life taught her. It is the most requested column she ever wrote. Her odometer rolled over to 50 this week, so here's her update..... 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey i

Hi All
well i am going away for awhile starting tomorrow. i need to get away . There is alot of problems i am having and i can't be here. i do care about everyone on here and i will miss everyone but in ordeer for me to be happy again and not be so screwed up anymore i have to do this. i will be and when i do come back i will be happy again with no problems . i know some of u are mad at me still and i understand why but please remember me for who i was before i got so messed up. i will be back just don't know when. i would like everyone to comment on my page still and comment on my pics. i will miss u all and thank u for being there for me and thank u for being my friends.

Lmmfao I Just Had To Save This, It's One For The Records!!
System Bulletin babyjesus 2007-04-03 12:04:49 Our network provider, XO Communications, sucks. Feel free to call them and yell if you couldn't reach the site for the last hour. 800-421-3872. tell them babyjesus said to suck it. -mike

Whoot, I'm Home!!
update in bulletpoints: *i have to do a project that's over a month late, go procrastination and lack of attendance! *gettysburg rocks more than ursinus, ursinus sucks so now i'm down to 2 colleges *my hostess at gettysburg was soooooo awsome! that was the most fun i've ever had on an overnight (and her friends were hilarious) *note to self: i've become MORE shy in real life, therefore i must get out of the house more *robert is gonna MAYBE kick evan's ass for me (finally!!) cuz evan talks to him more than he talks to me and is confusing me *allergies are coming up QUICK *i hope there are no more random big bugs in my room, i'm still pissed that i smushed one on my nelly poster (ON THE WHITE BACKGROUND!!!) with my shoe and it was gross *i've started wearin my rings again (o how i missed them!) *planning a "beach week" with some friends of mine and my mom to go to rehobeth the week after graduation ^_^ yay beach week!! *i added more pix before i left and i might be adding a f

Ego Boost
Want to feel better about your looks? Spend 5 or 10 minutes going through the I'm Bored pics. Holy shit are there some losers around ;) Mullet wearing dirt bag looking guys wow. Nothing boosts your ego more than thinking about how bad some other dude looks. Ain't i shallow ;) Seriously though take a look

Trying This Again!
Ok so seeing how my incredible idea of having a kids musical contest was a flop and a dude is trying to steal my idea. I am going to hold a baby contest! This is very simple folks, I know you’s can handle it! I know alot of you have a baby and have pics up of them so send them my way and lets get them noticed! Obviously there is no way of knowing for sure how old the baby actually is today so I am allowing ANY baby pics of a child NO OLDER THAN TWO YEARS OLD! Which means the child could be an adult now but if they have a pic of age 2 or under, enter them! The prizes are the same as the last contest that didn’t happen Grand Prize - 3 day blast thanks to Razz O.T.S. First Place Girl - very nice big pimpin gift First Place Boy – very nice big pimpin gift Please note : The grand prize winner will not win the first place too. The first place will be rewarded to the next runner up boy or girl whatever the case may be. Pics are to be in by Friday April 13th at 4:00pm est

Transplant
A pro golfer was involved in a terrible car crash and was rushed to hospital. Just before he was put under, the surgeon popped in to see him. "I have some good news and some bad news." says the surgeon. "The bad news is that I have to remove your right arm!" "Oh god no!" cries the man. "My career is over! Please Doc, what's the good news?" "The good news is, I have another one to replace it with, but it's a woman's arm! I'll need your permission before I go ahead with the transplant" "Go for it doc" says the man. "As long as I can play golf again." The operation went well and 6 months later the man was out on the golf course when he bumped into the surgeon. "Hi, how's the new arm?" asks the surgeon. "Just great" says the man says. "I'm playing the best golf of my life. My new arm has a much finer touch and my putting has really improved." "That's great." said the surgeon "Not only that," continued the Pro, "my handwriting has improved, I've learned how to

Thought For The Day!
Terrific Tuesday! April 3, 2007 *Quick Power* Nature produces a natural symphony that creates a beautiful harmony to be experienced! *Power Pearl* The beauty of nature can be breathtaking and spectacular when we take the time to experience and enjoy nature in all its glory. The mountains, deserts, oceans, rivers, lakes, streams, waterfalls, sunrise, sunset, moon, and stars are just some of the majestic elements of nature. All the elements of nature work together in harmony which has the magnificent effect of producing a beautiful symphony. People can learn a lot from the beauty and basics of nature. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentat

Love George Carlin!!
George Carlin's rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyeb

Kids Say And Do The Darndest Things!!!! Too Funny!! True Story You Gotta Read!!
Ok, so as all of you know I have a wonderful little boy at home that is my angel! Yesterday, while working, I received a call from Mary, my son’s teacher. She said “ I just wanted you to know that, today on the bus, Dominic punched a girl in the nose. And as any mother would I asked what happened. “They won’t say all that happened and I have sat down with both of them”, his teacher answered, “ but she is ok now” I told her I would talk to him and ended the call there. About an hour after I got home from work, the school bus pulled up and out pop’s Bubba Duv! After giving him his hug hello, I asked him “ I heard there was a problem on the bus today, what happened, why did you punch that girl?” He picked his head up off my sholder and mater a factly said to me “ But Mama, she was KISSING ME!! “ Now, trying to keep my compsure, I commenced telling Dominic that it is not ok to hit and if she tried to kiss him again, to go tell the teacher. After taking him

Traffic Stop
A motorcycle officer stops a vehicle that has ran a red light. The driver is a real jerk and comes running back to the officer and asks why he is being harassed by the Gestapo and the officer calmly tells the driver of the red light violation. The driver goes into a tirade, and questioning the officer's ancestry, sexual orientation etc. The officer takes it all in professional stride and writes the ticket and places an "AH" in the bottom right hand corner - Narration" The officer hands the driver the ticket and requests a signature. The driver angrily signs the ticket and notices the "AH" and demands to know what that is for. The officer removes his mirror like sunglasses and gets in the drivers face and in a low voice says "So that when we get in court in three months time, I can remember that you are an ass hole!" Three months later, in court, the driver has hired a lawyer, as his driving record is not what you would call perfect, and he expects to lose

You Touch Me....
You touch me.... You touch me up and down.... Starting at my ankles and move up my body. You touch me at my thighs... With firm hands you push them open. You touch me at my belly... Your tongue swirls around in cirlces and makes me giggle. You touch me on my breasts... Your hands grasp at my flesh and admire their beauty. You touch my neck... You lick and nibble and make me squirm. You touch me on my lips with tenderness.... You kiss me and make my body erupt. You touch me and make me have total release with out pressing into me. All you do is touch me and you are able to make me shine. Thank you for touching me.

Song Of The Day! Cherry Tap Premiere!!!
YESSS!!! FINALLY A NEW LINKIN PARK CD I CAN'T WAIT TILL MAY TO GET IT! ITS CALLED MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT AND THIS IS THE FIRST VIDEO OFF THE CD CALLED WHAT I'VE DONE! ENJOY IT CAUSE I SURE AS FUCK AM!!! unfortunetly no lyrics could be found :( sorry guys

Whats Happening With Me
Hi everyone, Well this year has been eventful already but i just wanted to keep you all posted on whats happening etc. This month i have lived in the USA for 3 years. My immigration process is almost complete ....thank god!!!! The next few months for me are going to be crazy but a lot of fun i hope. The next four weeks are my last hurdles of college lol. I graduate in May for Police Science and so far i am graduating with 2 honors and a distinction so long as i do not mess up in the next 4 weeks. So if i dont get back to messages straight away etc please understand that i have worked very hard and do not want to mess up now. Ok lol now for the fun bit lol May 11th i hopefully go to vegas with the girls for vacation woohoooo. I find out for sure tomorrow. June 29th I go to South Padre Island Texas for 10 days . August 8th - 12th Sturgis Bike Rally woohhoooooo August 20th - 29th South Padre Island Texas with the girls again partyyyyyyyy lol So you all know this means lots an

Cherry Tap And I
I am very new to cherry tap and can't quite get the hang of it...it will take me awhile to orient myself to this layout...have been a myspace brat for a long time and just got talked into cherry tap.....so please be patient and kind and if I don't respond its not because I don't want to, I just haven't figured it out yet...lmao....Anyway I'll tell you something about myself....I am a female who plays a five string bass in a band named duba. You can learn more about us by going to www.duba.biz I love to play and enjoy going to open jams and enjoy singing. It was only natural for me to pick up a bass and be able to sing and play at the same time....I'm not fancy but I can cut some bass rifs every now and then. I'm told that I'm a natural vocalist and have perfect pitch on every note I sing. I'm not musically trained, just picked up and started one day. I am married to the lead guitarist in the band and although enjoy compliments and such, please remember I am married and I do take

For Anyone Who Has A Birthday Coming Up. ^_^
Your one year older, one year wiser. Rock n' Roll star king czar and a kaiser. A room full of friends, a mouth full of cake. Every present is for you and it feels pretty great. Youre the man of the hour, the V.I.P. You get the first slice of the p.i.e. But first blow out the candles and make a wish. Put a smile on cus it's your birthday bitch!

Chapter 2 { The Return Of Sherlock Holmes
From the point of view of the criminal expert," said Mr. Sherlock Holmes, "London has become a singularly uninteresting city since the death of the late lamented Professor Moriarty." "I can hardly think that you would find many decent citizens to agree with you," I answered. "Well, well, I must not be selfish," said he, with a smile, as be pushed back his chair from the breakfast-table. "The community is certainly the gainer, and no one the loser, save the poor out-of-work specialist, whose occupation has gone. With that man in the field, one's morning paper presented infinite possibilities. Often it was only the smallest trace, Watson, the faintest indication, and yet it was enough to tell me that the great malignant brain was there, as the gentlest tremors of the edges of the web remind one of the foul spider which lurks in the centre. Petty thefts, wanton assaults, purposeless outrage-- to the man who held the clue all could be worked into one connected whole. To

No-mo Coffee - Day 2
(Originally Posted on April 14, 2006)Okay. Today the brown-noser came in. He said he does feel better, but he has a headache.Now I remember when I, for a lark, tried to stop drinking sodas. My head felt like it was splitting open.

Collectors
One step closer to killing it all away. Atop a mountain of decay. Sweat and blood mingling in explosions of rage. A drum beat of tension. A piece owned by all, never given. Taking it all in through the delusions. And that's what it is. The nothing of everything. How many hearts have you broken today? How many hurts have you made? When you feel the presence... are you only afraid because it makes you turn your eyes inward? Take it. Have it all. Add to your collection of manifest nothing.

Shouldve Listened
Why did this happen? No its beyond my control What did i do wrong? But it wasnt my fault I tried to warn you Did you miss the signs You cant blame me I told you to stay away Why didnt you listen? Dammit why do i care This is your mess You did this Your the one that got too involved I told you to stop Just BACK THE FUCK OFF! Did i not sound serious enough Could i have been anymore explainatory with the situation Listen to my words Thats what i kept saying You blocked out my voice Now look your heart is paying for it Dont change the subject I wont even hear it How could you put me through this pain? All you had to do is GO AWAY! But you wouldnt Now look what happened I told you to FUCKIN LISTEN! Suffer by yourself I dont care anymore.... GOODBYE comes easily I guess you shouldve been LISTENING!!!!

Today At The Ortho
I TOOK ALAN BACK TO THE ORTHO THIS MORNING, HIS ARM IS COMPLETELY HEALED. HE NO LONGER HAS TO WEAR ANY TYPE OF SUPPORT FOR HIS ARM, SO THAT IS VERY GOOD. WHILE THERE I GAVE HIS DOCTOR ALL OF ALAN'S MEDICAL FILES. HE ASK ME WHAT HE COULD DO TO HELP WITH THE ILLNESS THAT ALAN HAS. I TOLD HIM ALL I WANT IS FOR A LOCAL DOCTOR TO SHOW SOME INTREST IN ( GAN) GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY.AND POSSIBLY START SOME RESEARCH ON IT. OR AT LEAST POINT ME IN THE DIRECTION WHERE I CAN SEEK SOME HELP OR ADVICE. HE TOLD ME HIS GOOD FRIEND IN TN, IS THE BIG DOG, SO TO SPEAK IN NEUROLOGY, AND HE WOULD TALK TO HIM AND SEE WHAT HELP WE CAN GET IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH. THAT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. HE WAS TELLING ME THAT HE WAS DIAGONSED WITH A FORM OF NEUROPATHY LAST YEAR. SO HE COULD UNDERSTAND TO A POINT WHERE I WAS COMMING FROM. OF ALL THE DOCTORS IN MOBILE COUNTY, HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN AN INTREST IN WHAT ALAN HAS. HE SAW ALAN YEARS AGO WHEN WE WAS FIRST SEEING A PROBLEM, AND HE DIRE

Stay Away
what if i told you that lately my feelings have been a little off track would you consider it bad? cause for a certain extent i have been wishing that our relationship would end quicker than it has been yet maybe im wrong for feeling this way it wouldnt be bad if i continued to stay STAY as in AWAY AWAY from you and all the pain that youve been CAUSING!

Workers Unite!
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)Okay. Our boss (who has a Jesus complex) has gone to a meeting out of town. He left a brownnoser friend in charge. We knew this was going to happen.So, yesterday some coworkers changed his can of coffee with decaf.Now this guy drinks several cups of coffee a day. He has done the same today. However, he hasn't been able to get the caffeine buzz he needs to function.Earlier, a coworker reported he was lying on the floor of his office, looking to take a nap. He is telling people he's tired and thinks he might be coming down with something.It is fucking hilarious!

Cursed
its no good its a disease theres no cure just blank instinct you cant love its an incapability you cant feel your too strong you cant break your invisible you cant breathe your slowly dieing from the broken heart the cursed thinking and that hatred thought that drifted you away from the one thing that you hated yet made you HAPPY! or is the happiness you feel a temporary get away from the real pain youve endored and your broken heart thats CURSED!

Selfish Tendencies
Falling into this deep depression In need of immediate sessions Gazing into tomorrow Seeing nothing but blank sorrow Crying false tears Scared of hidden fears Bleeding dry blood My emotions are covered up Afraid of honest tendencies Suicide is becoming a dream Razor of everlasting life The blade will finally bleed tonight My heart-beat becomes faint Did i make a mistake? I was so sure of everything Until the innocent beings watched me drift away They watched their mother die With no reasons why Their lives would never be the same All because of selfish tendencies

Random Thoughts....
maybe but im not sure, possibly yet i might, it could be good right? hmm.... i dont know....its nice but im scared alone in my world drawn in by fear pain and the sad reality of broken dreams....does it seem too far to reach....is it just a temporary thing? are these even questions that can be answered? who really knows what it'd be like, not me not you not us combined....what could be so wrong with trying? broken hearts crushed souls constant crying....maybe not maybe so....does it matter could it matter would it matter? why does this irritate me so....to not know to never want to go with the flow....confussed on instant revising the situation no conclussion ending in pure frustration....quiting being the first thought but continuing could mean something i deeply want....do i know what i want? to know your wants without experiencing the reward....is it even worth working for? wanting....having....trashing....rejecting? and what for? consequences someones gotta pay for it....for what?

And Then There Was You!!!!
who are you? where did you come from? and why do i like you oh so much? i cant stop thinking about you and im yet to figure out why....maybe its your eyes there so magnetic and full of sincerity yet so mysterious in so many ways....its unreal how i feel when im wrapped in your arms so comfortable and secure as if im meant to be there....and those lips the passion and gentleness of each and every carressing kiss....i could definetly get used to this....your so mind blowing the things you say how you think and the way you word things its sometimes so intemmidating but draws me to you all in the same....i almost feel as if i need you and that really scares me....but ill keep my fears hidden away because to me your worth trying for....and thats exactly what im going to do TRY....i have no idea where this is intended to go but im willing to find out....ill do what i have to in order to see where this can lead....because my curiousity has definetly gotten the best of me....I am very dedicate

Hidden Kisses
what do i want? happiness, sincerity, commitment, love all the things that you work SO hard for and wait around for it to just happen....but does it ever just happen? i think not, but i also think that when you have it you'll know....how do you know? i suppose im not at liberty to answer that....for i have not yet found it....what do you have to do to get it? why does it seem like effortless efforts just to taste the feeling....yet how do you know what it feels like if youve never had it....life full of false feelings....that life isnt for me....i need to have it the it.....LOVE....i deserve it right? of course i do....but now i ask....do i deserve YOU?

Ramble
my mind is wrapped in thoughts of you possibilities negativities i honestly dont know what to do at all....im seriously freakin out because im blinding myself from your emotions almost like i refuse to see them or maybe i dont see them....i guess im too scared to analize whats happening or what has happened....why do i keep myself from being happy when i tell myself that i want that more than anything? maybe im waiting around for you to tell me that its ok to put all my effort into it....geezz....why do i keep tryin to push myself towards you yet try to back off at the same time....what is it about you that scares me so much....maybe i should just stop tryin to figure everything out or assume what is going to happen....id much rather just go into something as if its the first time like a broken heart is something ive never felt before....i dont want to judge this on past relationships i want to start something brand new....for once in my life id really just like to be able to trust som

Best Ct Dj Contest Please Help Me
If you can drop me some votes that would be awsome. if you leave more then 100 comments hit me up and i will get you something nice, the more you leave the better the gift, the 2 people that i see helping out the most will get a Corvette wooooooooohoooooooooooo (Min. 2000 comments) 500 comments gets you a platnum cherry, msg me when you are done:D the best ct dj contest will start in next couple of hours. > it will be a weeks contest and the most comments at the end of that week wins, self commentin is allowed. > > first prize is a 7 day blast and a gift > second prize is a 3 day blast > third prize is a platinum cherry > > here is the link to your pic for you to give to your friends > >

Jealousy
jealousy driving me absloutley crazy, but what can i say? its just something that happens unintentionally....control your emotions dont let them fall through....jealousy for me....an often felt feeling that seems to never want to go away....how do you rid such an amazingly powerful emotion....it comes and goes on an instant....but leaves your heart with missing pieces....lacking the ability to trust anyone....as if everyone you know are just waiting around to rip out your heart and stomp on it....but WHY???? insecure jealousy now thats a rough one for sure....the things that feeling will cause you to endore is rough all in its own....i assume the only way to obtain power over such a strong emotion is to learn to trust....but what if your incapable of doing so....then im stuck arent i? lost in worlds of broken hearts, jealous tendensies, and untrusting....live on....*silent kisses*

Love....can U Handle It?
i want to hold you to love you to hug you to kiss you....to always be there for you....but how can i fullfill someone when im not in their presents? at such a distance? words can only go so far....but how far can you go until you feel lonely? is it possible to continue something that has just begun when your forced to only have periodic physical encounters? PHYSICALITY....how important is it? very important to me but without emotions whats the point....which would you rather have? an emotional connection or the physicalness of a person? i suppose id prefer BOTH but im sure that if i had to choose it would definetly be emotional cause anything below that is well not worth the effort....but the word im searching for is LOVE....where is it and does it really exsist not love but true LOVE....to have a pure and mutual bond, understanding, trust, honesty, sincerity, dedication, to be willing to go through whatever it takes to survive the battle to love and be loved....its hard work but of co

What Should I Do????
caught up in it, but confussed about it....one day perfect next day uncertain....what should i do if anything at all, afraid to persue but scared that ill fall....wanting something not sure i can have, yet do i want to take my feelings back?....terrified in so many ways, but what can i say im absolutely amazed....is it too soon for you to move on, when you were hurt so bad by the last one....should i let it go or keep things afloat....is it even my choice to say so?....how can i keep you if you may not be mine, maybe im just not seeing the signs....i want something real but can i have that with you? can you promise she'll be gone for good and always stay true?....my heart is telling me to walk away yet at the same time i want so badly to stay....what should i do im so confussed....when shes holding on to what i want to be mine and i feel as if im just standing on the side line....drawn in but slipping away....should i go or should i stay? my heart cant handle a heart-break so let me go

Vacation
We're leaving for vacation on Friday the 6th. We'll be gone for 2 weeks!!! Oh MAN I'm ready to go!!!!!!!! A friend & her hubby's going to keep my puppy...Simon said I might not get her back! Told him he was crazier than a shithouse rat if he thought he was keeping my Abbygirl!!!

Do You See....
and then i wonder....if followed by many attempts....you constantly end in failer....meaning behind that could only possibly be?....im assuming that it means your not ment to be not permanently but for the time being....but how could you at a time in need be restricted from something you "think" you need so badly....strength....healing of a soul that never truely healed yet has only been covered up....time....but how long does it take? you should know i mean it is you about you your inner you....how could something of your inner being have so much control over you yet your not in control over it....AT ALL....what does it take to get to that point?....OVERALL....when everything seems complete....but how can anything be complete when your always missing something....but how can you find something when your not even sure what your looking for? yet all you have to go by is what you want....but what is it that you want? you "think" you know but when or if you get it then what? on to the nex

A Good Book...
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)One good book to read is Robert Heinlein's Job: A Comedy of Justice. It is about a modern-day Job who the xian god torments before he meets Satan and finds the Devil is a nice guy. I highly recommend it.

Suffering Soul....
Depressed and Dazed Your life is drifting away Tears fall steadily From your pretty face Uncontrolable inner pain Will anyone ever understand The way you feel on the inside Decrepit thoughts your slowly dieing No patience, your heart is racing You cant stop thinking Analyze the situation Why are you hesitating STOP no more waiting Get it over with this all needs to end Kill the inner pain Im sick of suffering Happiness is so far away I cant grasp it, but I'm trying When will my life be complete Why cant I ever be happy? Will anyone ever truely love me? or am i destined to be lonely?

Profile Ratings
woo hoo now my profile is gettn rated a 1.. wow these ppl r so cool.. well once again i know who it is... and i will give the name of this one.. it is (tonio25) i love when ppl do this to me.. but im not gonna scoop to nebodys childish level.. im here for fun and to make friends, not to downrate ppl or put ppl down.. so once again this i a adult website, not a child website.. but neways ppl need to grow the fuck up again..have a wonderful day every body..Bradley

Job Search Reason .1
(Originally Posted on April 12, 2006)The main reason I am looking for a new job is not because my boss is an idiot. It's because I don't have enough money for even the basic necessities.Here is something that happens every week or two that just happened today. We have had our phone shut off for about 2+ months now because we can't afford the bill ($80) to get it turned back on. So, when bill collectors call, they call my work. And I had one call today.

To The One Who Holds My Heart In His Hands
I sat at home, Wishing you were in my arms. I closed my eyes and pictured 'us' Together, looking into each other's eyes, Revealing all that is hidden And all that is true. I sat in my room, Thinking about how beautiful and perfect you are And I realized how lucky I was to be with you... Someone who really cares about me, Someone who actually feels the same, And I can't help but cry. I do not cry tears of sadness, But tears of happiness, Because I have found the one person who makes me happy And makes my life complete. I can't help wanting to have your soft lips on mine. Because I feel without you... there can be no me. I need you to help me Through the day Through the good And through the bad. I need you to be you, Because that is who I have fallen in love with. I love you so much My heart stops when I hold you close... I love you so much I can feel it deep down inside my soul. I love you for who you are And who you want to be. And, when I say

Life For All
WELL IM NOT INTO BLOGGING..LOL I JUST WANTED TO SAY TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS THAT ARE HARD ON LIFE AND HAVE SOME NASTY SH*T HAPPEN TO THEM. LIFE IS TRULY WHAT YOU MAKE IT AND UNFORTUNATELY ITS HARD AS HELL TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD ITS HARD AND ROUGH AND MOST DEF CRUEL WE AS HUMANS ARE THE MEANEST TO EACH OTHER BUT SOMETIMES I THINK WE FORGET WHAT A BLESSING IT IS TO BE ALIVE CAUSE WELL THE ALTERNATIVE IS DEATH AND THEN THERES NOTHING (WELL DEPENDING ON WHAT U BELIEVE IN) I BELIEVE IN PROBABLY NOTHING!! ATLEAST NOT IN HUMAN FORM LIKE WE ARE NOW!! SO THIS IS MY ADVICE EVEN IF YOU DONT REALLY READ THIS I HOPE MY FRIENDS DO AND FANS CAUSE IF IT HELPS YOU WHEN YOUR DOWN ON YOUR LUCK THEN IM REALLY REALLY HAPPY. I BELIEVE HARDWORK DEDICATION AND REALLY ALL U HAVE IS YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN TRULY COUNT ON INSTEAD OF WORRYIN ABOUT THE PAST MOVE IN WITH THE FUTURE YOU CANT CHANGE ANYTHING IN THE PAST ALL U CAN CHANGE IS THE FUTURE AND IT CAN BE WHAT EVER YOU WANT SOME OF US HERE HAVE AL

Beautiful
I guess mankind will never know how mother nature could make you so beautiful And death will just have to step aside Because your light is shining to bright to stand in his shade And life itself suddenly became fair and honest when it saw your smile Wherever you go summer will never faid And glitter will appear in the eyes of al who you pass A baby's first smile could never be as beautiful as you are The symphony of life has never sounded so beautiful since you are the note played next to me So as long as the sun and the moon is shining trees grow en flowers bloom As long as people read this poem Our love will live on...

Space Boobies--they Really Do Float!
Hiya Ladies! Have you ever wondered what your breasts would feel like in space? On earth, your breasts basically heave and ho in a vertical undulation when you walk. But, in earth orbit, your breasts would undulate in all directions. LOL I wonder if space makes your breasts naturally more fluffy like they would be under water? I wonder when flying around in a weightless environment whether or not your boobies create a bit more lateral effect and require more effort to navigate than men? I wonder if the gravitational effect of the moon is greater on your boobies in space? I wonder if nipples and clits grow larger when excited in zero gravity? So, would any of you enjoy going into space to find out what your space boobies would feel and look like? I know I'd love to go into space and find out what my balls feel and look like in zero gravity! Look ma, I have buoyant space balls! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas in North Beach, MD

It Was An Emo Day...
Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Time Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh

Johnnie's Neighbor
Subject: Little Johnnie Little Johnnie's neighbour had a baby. Unfortunately, the baby was born without ears. When mother and new baby came home from the hospital, Johnnie's family wasinvited over to see the baby. Before they left their house, Little Johnnie's dad had atalk with him and explained that the baby had no ears. His dad also told him that if he so much as mentioned anything about the baby's missing ears or even said the word ears, he would get the smacking of his life when they came back home. Little Johnnie told his dad he understood completely. When Johnnie looked in the crib he said, "What a beautiful baby." The mother said, "Why, thank you, Little Johnnie." Johnnie said, "He has beautiful little feet and beautiful little hands, a cute little nose and really beautiful eyes. Can he see?" "Yes", the mother replied, "we are so thankful; the Doctor said he will have 20/20 vision." "That's great", said Little Johnnie, "coz he'd be fucked if he ne

Dare Ya To Answer These Sex ??
Yes, I did a repost. :P LOL 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? Yes 2. Do they know it? I don't know 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? No 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? Making love 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? No 6. What is your favorite position? Woman on top or side by side from behind. 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? It's a very nice thought. ;) 8. Give or receive oral? Both 9. Kinky or sneaky? Sneaky 10. Loud or quiet? I'm pretty quiet 11. Ruff of soft? Soft 12. Foreplay or not? Foreplay is a must 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? No 14. Spank or be spanked? Spank once in a while 15. Condoms or not? Better safe than sorry 16. Masturbate or not? Of course I do 17. Role-playing or not? Not really into it 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? I probably will.

Tomorrow My Contest Starts. Bombs Away!!!! ;)
If ur willing to help me win this contest, hit me up on yahoo "Lovablejen33" :) I wanna win this contest, its a good one! And my dear friends last contest, why I entered. Thank you in advance to anyone who is willing to help me out. Have a great day!! xoxoxox Jen Starts 8 pm tomorrow night (est) Just click on the pic below, please rate and comment bomb. Ty THE KING AND QUEEN OF CHERRY TAP Contest starts April 4, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Contest ends April 15, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Prizes are as follows 1st place prize for the King is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Men's Bracelet, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Men's Ring & a weeks blast. 1st place prize for the Queen is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Diamond Ring, Diamond Earrings & a weeks blast. 2nd place prize is a Trophy & Rolex 3rd place prize is a Trophy & a Diamond Ring (for the gals) Men's Ring (for the

Chapter 1 { The Return Of Sherlock Holmes
It was in the spring of the year 1894 that all London was interested, and the fashionable world dismayed, by the murder of the Honourable Ronald Adair under most unusual and inexplicable circumstances. The public has already learned those particulars of the crime which came out in the police investigation, but a good deal was suppressed upon that occasion, since the case for the prosecution was so overwhelmingly strong that it was not necessary to bring forward all the facts. Only now, at the end of nearly ten years, am I allowed to supply those missing links which make up the whole of that remarkable chain. The crime was of interest in itself, but that interest was as nothing to me compared to the inconceivable sequel, which afforded me the greatest shock and surprise of any event in my adventurous life. Even now, after this long interval, I find myself thrilling as I think of it, and feeling once more that sudden flood of joy, amazement, and incredulity which utterly s

Lub Surver N Shyte
LOVE SURVEY Terrible Twos If you opened it, you have to do it. (Or Ill cut you bitchezzzzz) Two Names You Go By: 1. -Lo 2. Beanie 2. Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Black wife beater 2. Hot pink skirt Two Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Lust 2. bestfriendship...with this comes everything. Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Masterbate 2. write a perfect paragraph. Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. My breakfast 2. Write that perfect paragraph and string my chapters. Two pets you had/have: 1. Pork and Beans...my MUFU Pigs that I ate :( *gulp* 2. Ambidexterous Deux (flyhunter extrodinaire) Two things you did yesterday: 1. Helped design a book cover. I loooooooooved that ;) 2. Laughed until I snorted. Two things you ate today: 1. coffee 2. Bazooka gum....so not healthy I know! Two people you Last Talked To: 1. MY mommash 2. Shane Christopher Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. Going to shanes music present

Music Made My Day
i've had a helluva a day. almost walked out of my job. almost screamed at my boss (not in that order). and as i finally am able to rest my bones, i put this song on... uberdruck - .... D... and i'm better. thank you techno music. for once again saving my life.

Once Upon A Time...
on a boardwalk close by, there was a beautiful blonde woman cogitating about her ideal man. She was reviewing the digital pics she had taken along the beach with her arms propped up against the wooden railing on the fishing side of the boardwalk. A tall, unassuming sort of man was jogging out towards the fishing side of the boardwalk, admiring the beauty of the sunny day, the gulls flying about, the scent of fish bait and captured fish as the fishing poles standing in formation waited for more. The American flag on his T-shirt broadcast his love for America. An unexpected seagull swooped out of nowhere and harrassed the blonde woman's golden locks, and without thinking the woman swatted at the mean gull. Her digital camera launched itself from her grip and was headed for a tumble on the unforgiving pier. The patriotic jogger was always keenly aware of his surroundings when jogging. Every little bird that was in flight, or person milling about was recorded in his mind's eye. Ju

Greenock Town
Shipbuilding Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. In the early 17th century, the first pier was built in Greenock. Shipbuilding was already an important employer by this time. The first proper harbour was constructed in 1710 and the first well-known shipbuilders, Scott's, was established the following year. It was the oldest shipbuilding business in the world and gained numerous contracts with the Royal Navy from 1806, building ships such as the Prince of Wales. Scott's was nationalised in 1969 and merged with Lithgow's (founded 1874, later the largest privately owned yard in the world) the same year becoming Scott Lithgow. Other yards included Cartsburn, Cartsdyke, and Klondyke - all of which closed during the 1970s and 1980s due to competition from South Korea and Japan. The site of the Scott's yard is now oc

I'll Try It Here
The Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest For this contest contestants must enter there tattoos that show love for someone else. Such as there Husband, Wife, Boy friend, Girl friend, Children ect… First prize 3 day Blast. PM me using the link below and send me a link to your photo. Contest begins when I have enough entries. Lets see who you love! ~Aremis of the Winged Death of LDC~@ CherryTAP

P.s Waverly
Waverley Goes to Garvel Drydock – March / April 2005. Pictures by John Crae and Gavin Stewart. Words by Stuart Cameron A sure sign that summer is coming was the fact that Waverley raised steam in the week before Easter to make the 20-mile voyage down the River Clyde to the Garvel ship repair yard in Greenock. It is now 5 years since the completion of the first phase of Waverley’s rebuild so this year’s work includes a major survey of the vessel for the renewal of her load line exemption certificate. Also scheduled for completion this winter is the replacement of the burners in her two Cochran boilers (it being more cost effective to replace them rather than refurbish), replacement of her port side paddle shaft (not done in the rebuild), replacement of the port side spring beam (damaged during operations last year) and repair of damage to her starboard side paddlebox and belting sustained last Autumn. The ship is also to be completely repainted externally (and some internal par

Today In History
(Originally Posted on April 12, 2006)According to today's "This Day In History (Crime)," Galileo is convicted of heresy. (The web page can be found here if you're interested.)It's a bit funny if you think about it, sad if you think about it more. The xtians seem to have always fought against knowledge and liberty and the like. They are no better nowadays than they were before, with people like Pat Robertson at the lead.You know, if the majority of xtians raised up with one voice and denounced all of the evils that their religion does today, I could get along with them. But most will either quietly mealy-mouth disagree with people like that or else fully agree with them. And even when they publicly disagree, they seem to privately agree with that crap.I say to the xtians what King Arthur said to the Black Knight: "You make me sad. Come Patsy!"