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Blah Blah Blah
I'm really only worried about the sexiest couple contest. I KNOW I have the best tattoo in that other contest, but it's just a popularity contest, lol... So.......... Go vote for Heath and I in the sexiest couple contest!!!! And then go vote for me in a best tattoo contest!!! And tomorrow, while Heath is sleeping off his surgery...I'll have another contest link, lol...

On Air In Cherry Rock Till 11 Est
come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI* NEW PLAYER IN CHERRYROCK!!! IF YOU'VE NEVER HEARD THE MUSIC IN LOUNGES BEFORE YOU CAN HEAR IT NOW!!! click the pick to get there! (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01') (repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28')

Hello All
Hey Everyone, I'm Kat if you hadn't guessed already. I dont really know what i want to write here so i'll just say that i'm usually online constantly when i'm not at work so if you wanna chat, i'm your gurl, and i'll be around and about the site so if you stop by please be kind enough to leave a comment! Kat

April 1st - No Foolin'
Today wasn't too bad for me. I djed this morning and then messed up the hand off to the next dj. I was really rude to her and that bugs the shit out of me. I apologized but next time I'll remember to watch my temper. My Mom is doing better. She kind of laid around today though but that's only because George was home and hogging the TV in the living room. Otherwise she probably would have been out there watching Tv or playing on her Gameboy. How many 78 year old great grandmothers do YOU know that have a Gameboy?? She rocks. If she's up to going to Walmart tomorrow I want to go and see what they have for seeds. I doubt the flowers are in yet but at least we can maybe get some bulbs and seeds and start them. I hope to have a nice garden this year.

Life
So, men drive me absolutely up a wall... They say they're interested.. tell u everything you want to hear.. but then, end up hurting you in the long run... Why do people insist on saying one thing, yet doing another? doesn't everyone know actions speak louder than words... and to the dudes that try to be players... you all are the reason that guys with good intentions get burned.. b/c players have burnt girls like me so much, that I just think every guy is most likely that way. I haven't met one yet to prove me wrong that i really cared about. So here lately, i've just been trying to take things lightly , and have fun.. which is cool.. but I have really been wanting something more here for a while now.. i'm not sayin i'm lookin to get married anytime soon, but to have a good relationship with a guy who has some substance to him would be nice... i dunno i guess im just confused b/c i've been getting mixed signals from guys i am interested in, and i'm a little weary of taking that

Enneagram+jung Test
Jung Test Results Your type is: ENFP ENFP - "Journalist". Uncanny sense of the motivations of others. Life is an exciting drama. 8.1% of total population. Take Free Jung Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com Extroverted (E) 61.11% Introverted (I) 38.89% Intuitive (N) 51.35% Sensing (S) 48.65% Feeling (F) 51.35% Thinking (T) 48.65% Perceiving (P) 58.06% Judging (J) 41.94% Enneagram Test Results The Enneagram is a personality system which divides the entire human personality into nine behavioral tendencies, this is your score on each... Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||| 46% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||||||| 73% Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||||| 43% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||| 33% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||| 40% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||| 40% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 46% Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||| 40% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 63%

World Stongest Dad Please Leave Me A Comment On This Blog Ty
This guy is awesome World's Strongest Dad And here's the whole story: [From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly] I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck. Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable

I'm Crackin Skulls
So i'm watchin this show Planet Earth on discovery...beautiful show..i love the cinematagrophy *sp* anyways there is a segment on penguins right now...Jason has barely said two words to me in the last hour..and this is what comes out of his mouth.. "Not for nothin babe, but those penguis would come up to your boobs on you* if looks could kill... one of ya'll would have to help me dispose of the body.

Just Not Right
the phone rings, his voice straind, all he says is "you need to come over". i pull in the driveway, somethings not right. i knock on the door with no answer, i know its open so i walk in. its quiet, way too fucking quiet. i shouldev driven faster i shouldev asked more questions, i shouldev done alot. i walk thru the house yelling "hey marty you here?" with no response. i walk down the hall to his room, i smell gunsmoke, i walk faster with my stomach in my throut. i round the corner unprepared, lying on the ground is his body. he had blown his face off with a .45, i run to his side, crying i seek life, any life. none is there he is gone. not a night goes by that i dont have nightmares about that day. all i know is that he lives on in the heart of every motorcycle rider. as far as i am concerned Marty Moates will never die!

Devotional
FOUR Nun ki' FLOWER MONTH Tsi law 'nee The Great Spirit made the Indians to be a single people, quite distinct from white men and for different purposes. TENSKAWATAWA - SHAWNEE PROPHET April 1 - Daily Feast, Volume II April! Golden girl of the year, clad in the newest shade of green with meadow skirts strewn with every color and cradling nests of baby birds close to your breast. Your jewels sparkle in the morning mist, long strands of dew drops draping the fence rows and turning to emeralds and rubies in early morning light. Tears come easily but you are often laughing as you move through a range of temperatures that gives the human spirit reason to celebrate. You are adored, sweet girl of spring, for life the way you serve it. ~ My heart is filled with joy when I see you here, as the brooks fill with water when the snow melts in spring. ~ PARRA-WA-SAMEN - COMANCHE, 1867 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** El

Fuck You Rc
you always want me when you cant have me ...why is that .. if you think im gonna be here forever im not .im not gonna wait for you forever in fact im done ...ive done it long enough ..ill still be your friend you know that but im done dont call me up at random times to come sleep with you when your horny, dont call me when your lonely and just want somebody to hold ,dont expect anything more iloved you for a long time ...i still do and nothing willl ever change that ..since i was 15 lol crazy how time runs by isnt it ..if you need help ..call me ..if you need a ride call me ..if you need a friend call me ... -katherine

Brain Lateralization Test Results
Brain Lateralization Test ResultsRight Brain (52%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain.Left Brain (46%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain Are You Right or Left Brained? personality tests by similarminds.com Left brain dominant individuals are more orderly, literal, articulate, and to the point. They are good at understanding directions and anything that is explicit and logical. They can have trouble comprehending emotions and abstract concepts, they can feel lost when things are not clear, doubting anything that is not stated and proven. Right brain dominant individuals are more visual and intuitive. They are better at summarizing multiple points, picking up on what's not said, visualizing things, and making things up. They can lack attention to detail, directness, organization, and the ability to explain their ideas verbally, leaving them unable to communicate ef

Retook The Advanced Global Personality Test
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||| 56% Stability |||||||||||||| 60% Orderliness |||||||||| 33% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 70% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63% Materialism |||||| 30% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||| 36% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||| 30% Conflict

I Effin Hate Retail...
Okay. So when your day starts by watching a robin try to dive bomb suicide itself not once but twice in your garage while you are heading to work... it's probably not gonna be the best of days. Holidays in retail.... are HELL. Not to mention we have to get all of our stock out, shoes being one of the two departments that has to tag the ish themselves. Guess what department I am in huh? And THEN. The customers are absolutely horrid. Sure you have a few sweet ones and all which SORT of makes the bad ones okay but.. they knock shit over.. they break shit... they refuse to speak english until you tell them to leave cause you close and then are all WHAT? I NO LEAVE! Argh! And THEN you have to clean the whole damned store before anyone goes aaaaanywhere. Oh AND I had one.. yes ONE person helping me clean my department and the Manager that hates me sent him away. I think on purpose. Oh AND I lost my contact and so I have to wear glasses which kill my ears and gimme a headache like no

Tsunami.(possible)
THE TSUNAMI THREAT TO THE FOLLOWING AREAS IS STILL IN EFFECT. For people in coastal areas of New South Wales, Lord Howe Island and Norfolk Island. An earthquake of preliminary magnitude 8.1 occurred at 06:40 am EST this morning near the Solomon Islands, [epicentre 8.6S, 157.2E] and has generated a tsunami. A series of waves associated with this tsunami may impact Australia today, reaching Norfolk Island from now, Midday [Norfolk Island time], Lord Howe Island from 11:00 am [Lord Howe Island time] and the NSW coastline starting from between now and midday. Dangerous waves and currents may continue for several hours after the time of initial impact. The Sydney region impact is most likely from around 11:30 am EST onwards. Dangerous waves and currents may affect beaches, harbours and rivers for several hours from the time of impact and low-lying coastal areas could be flooded. The waves can be separated in time by between ten to sixty minutes and the first wave of th

Sunday 4/1/07
Was another crappy day here as far as the weather goes but other than that I had a good day today.Surprisingly I only had a couple April Fools jokes played on me today, but I didn't fall for either of them lol. I tried to play one on my MSN Group but none of the members fell for it lol, oh well maybe next year. I hope everyone else had a great day and played some good jokes on other people as well lol. well, I guess I will end this entry here as there isn't much for me to write about today. Have a great night all.

My Life In A Nutshell
well i sit here and i try to figure if i made the right decision for my life i doubt my choice all the time but on the other hand the choice i made was the best for me at the time if you read my profile this deals with me being in the military. i joined the navy right after i graduated high school really it was 3 days later lol i guess i rushed to get somewhere fast where i knew i had a secure future but now i look at where i am a wish i would have waited i would have liked to meet someone then settle down first and then make up my mind on my future from there with the person of my dreams but... that didn't happen as planned now iam in the military with my dream job as a combat medic for the marines which is called a hospital corpsman for the navy but now finding someone who wants to deal with all the moving around is hard to do so now i sit here trying to figure what to do next my choices are leave after my 5 years of active duty and find a civilian job in a hospital or stick out the

Getting Things Straightened Out
Tomorrow I find out when my pay period beginns and ends. I will find out once and for all how much i get paid per pay cycle. I don't want to have to go through this kind of crap ever again. This next payperiod I should get at least somewhere near 80 hours clocked so i should reap plenty of money to pay bills along with money for next month's rent as well.

Righteous Atmsphere In Here
thank you all the warm welcome.you know who u r.i look forward to hearing from more of u.in not a super big computer person,but, im learning.it would be nice to find someone to help me get familiar with this site & how to use it better ,sooner.Thank U all again

Omfg!!!!! Wtf!!!!! Whats This All About?
WOULD YOU LIKE TO HELP FORMATA RADIO STATION AND OUR WEBSITE Now you can help the The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO with its format!!!! Right now we are running with Urban, Dance, Mainstream and some Retro!!!! We are working on Contests, Radio Shows and New Better Ideas that would make more of you want to listen in!!! We started off by doing Yahoo Chat Room Shows and then progresses to internet radio broadcasting within the last few years!!!! Now with over 400 current and new song playing along with over 5,000 retro hits we want to brign you something thaqts never been done ever befor in the history of any radio station!!!! We are already doing live request shows and a hot dance mix show!!!! Now we want to let you help us with our format!!!!ADVERTISE YOU PROFILE PAGE Heres how this works!!!! You record your message using some voice recorder on your computer talking about your profile page!!!! Yes you can talk about more tha

Ok People.. What Is Up?
OK I uh oh heck I dont know. I went last night and stayed at a friend of mines house. I am kind of a hermit and I really prefer it that away but I actually enjoyed myself. I for some reason prefer not having friends that want me to come and hang out. I have a schedule that me and my kids keep and I noticed that when I have friends that schedule tends to get messed up and off track. I am kind of shy too so I guess that doesnt help any either huh. I am basically blogging to give everyone a little more insight as to who I am. Anyway I had my daughter when I was 17 and ever since then I have started distancing myself I think it has a lot to do with the kind of friends that I tend to make. But oh well I have learned two things about friends. One be picky, it isnt stuck up to be picky it is smart. And two just because you only have one or two friends dont mean that you are less important than the guy next to you that has 10. Your two are probably more true than his 10. Anyway Ill get back

Dog Show Photos
I didn't get nearly as many photos as I would have liked today. I was feeling very carsick by the time we got there (unexpected) and it was also terribly crowded. You can find the photos I did save and resize on my Flickr page [here]. We left Erie at 8:45am - didn't get home until almost 7pm. That is one very long day for someone who is allergic to dogs (yes, I know - I'm allergic to them and have trained and shown them for about 16 years).

What Is Pdd?
Pervasive Development Disorders (PDDs) is the "umbrella term" for a group of disorders that includes: Autistic Disorder ("Classic Autism"): impairments in social interaction, communication, and imaginative play prior to age 3 years. Stereotyped behaviors, interests, and activities. Asperger's Disorder: characterized by impairments in social interactions and the presence of restricted interests and activities, with no clinically significant delay in language, and testing in the range of average to above average intelligence. Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified (PDD-NOS): (commonly referred to as atypical autism) a diagnosis of PDD-NOS may be made when a child does not meet the criteria for a specific diagnosis, but there is a severe and pervasive impairment in specified behaviors. Rett's Syndrome: a syndrome which occurs primarily in females and rarely in males. Period of normal development and then loss of previously acquired skills, loss of purposeful u

One Soldier's Voice
If I Die Before You Wake This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming. Enjoy and pass it on to everyone you know! The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

Myths And Facts About Autism
The myths: Environmental factors such as stress cause autism. Autism is the result of bad parenting. Autism is a mental illness caused by psychological factors such as early-life trauma. The facts: While no single specific cause of autism is known, current research links autism to biological or neurological differences in the brain. Some studies of individuals with autism have shown abnormalities in several regions of the brain, including the cerebellum, amygdala, and hippocampus.

Birthday
OCTOBER = THUG Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because they're one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. idk whatcha think?

I Have Bad News
Well, everyone knows that its really been raining here in Texas and my yard has some woods out back. Well, yesterday I was out back trying to cut the weeds with the mower and I looked up into a tree and found a cat stuck up there. I heard it crying something awful so felt like I had to get it down. I got my ladder out and set it up under the branch where the cat was and tried to get it down. Well, the poor thing was so scared it didn't know what to think and so it attacked me with all claws bared. Long story short...I fell off the ladder and landed on my lawnmower pushing it into where some rocks were and a rock shot out from under the mower and hit the cat killing it. Well, the lady next door saw what happened and called the police and complained that I just killed her cat. Anyway, this is getting long and I am hurting. I am in a holding cell with a broken arm at the police station and charged with Cruelty to an Animal and am to be held till the wife bails me out. She went to her moth

Diagnosis And Consultation
There are no medical tests for diagnosing autism. An accurate diagnosis must be based on observation of the individual's communication, behavior, and developmental levels. However, because many of the behaviors associated with autism are shared by other disorders, various medical tests may be ordered to rule out or identify other possible causes of the symptoms being exhibited. At first glance, some persons with autism may appear to have mental retardation, a behavior disorder, problems with hearing, or even odd and eccentric behavior. To complicate matters further, these conditions can co-occur with autism. However, it is important to distinguish autism from other conditions, since an accurate diagnosis and early identification can provide the basis for building an appropriate and effective educational and treatment program. A brief observation in a single setting cannot present a true picture of an individual's abilities and behaviors. Parental (and other caregivers' and/or teache

I Get It, Do You?! Lol
You seem so far away from me. Yet you're just right there. I can hear you when you tell me you're real. I can also hear you tell the world. My silence is obvious. No tales to be told here. No unsaid promises of eternity. I can't do that to you. Heaven isn't that far off. A plausible plan for an uncertain future. Ya gotta want it baby. Bounce forward and shoot the ball. It is, after all, in your proverbial court. I'm well aware of my surroundings. Some turns are masked with deceit and pain. I'm willing to take that risk. I'm there. I'm SO there. In the bigger scheme of things, I'm just around the corner. How bad can you taste it? I sense a fear of normalcy. Insanity is easy. The hard part has yet to come to light.

Flooding / Unsafe Roads !
Some of you may know how bad our weather got last week. We had alot of rain in a short period of time. I'm just asking that you keep this family in your thoughts or prayers, however you do it ! What a way to remind us how important it is to be careful when driving in flooded areas ! A dear friend of my mom's tried to drive thru a low water crossing and he got swept away. They found his truck but haven't found him yet. Scary to think of how fast it can happen. I spent the night with a friend Friday night because there was no way I could make it home ! That was the most rain i've seen come down in that short of a time span. Keep his family in your thoughts ! They're having a hard time right now especially since they can't find him. The Fuentes family ! Take care and stay safe Love and hugs ~ Cresha

Defining Autism
Autism is a complex developmental disability that typically appears during the first three years of life and is the result of a neurological disorder that affects the normal functioning of the brain, impacting development in the areas of social interaction and communication skills. Both children and adults with autism typically show difficulties in verbal and non-verbal communication, social interactions, and leisure or play activities. One should keep in mind however, that autism is a spectrum disorder and it affects each individual differently and at varying degrees - this is why early diagnosis is so crucial. By learning the signs, a child can begin benefiting from one of the many specialized intervention programs. Autism is one of five disorders that falls under the umbrella of Pervasive Developmental Disorders (PDD), a category of neurological disorders characterized by “severe and pervasive impairment in several areas of development.” The five disorders under PDD are: Au

My Love Life
are you taken or single?taken do you like someone?yephave you been in love?hmmm yep if so how many times?2what is your bf/gf's name?chrisare you happy where are right now?well of course iam what you look for in a gf/bf?what color of eyes?hazel what color of hair?dark brown how old?26how tall?5'8heartshave you ever had your heart broken?yeppers afraid so do you break hearts?well i have does someone have your heart right now?yes is your heart very fragile?not at this point other random ?'swhat is your name?amandanicknames..:bubblesbest friend?chrissy walkerhow old are you?21DOB:12-17-1985left handed or right?rightpet peeve?hmm lots of things favorite color(s):pink do love your life?yes most of the time have you ever done something illegal?lmao yes u know it what is your middle name?dontcha wish u knew last personthat called you?hmmm babys daddy talked to?chris (my man)you cryed to?chris

Tsunami.(possible)
Australian Government - Bureau of Meteorology IDN23900 TOP PRIORITY FOR IMMEDIATE BROADCAST NSW TSUNAMI WARNING Australian Government Bureau of Meteorology New South Wales Issued at 0818 on Monday the 2nd of April 2007 For people in coastal areas of New South Wales, Lord Howe Island and Norfolk Island. An earthquake of preliminary magnitude 8.1 occurred at 06:40 am EST this morning near the Solomon Islands, [epicentre 8.6S, 157.2E] and may have generated a tsunami. At the time of this warning it is not known if a Tsunami was generated. This warning is based only on an evaluation of the earthquake's potential to generate a Tsunami. A series of waves associated with this tsunami may impact Australia later this morning, reaching Norfolk Island from around 12:08 pm [Norfolk Island time], Lord Howe Island from around 11:16 am [Lord Howe Island time] and the NSW coastline between 11:00 am and midday. Dangerous waves and currents may affect beaches, harbours

The Voice In The Darkness
Lightening flashes, thunder knocks me to my knees, Rain pounding on my face, this pain is killing me, then a voice from the darkness, whispers my name, Says "be still my child", There would be no roses without the rain, I find the strength to stand, As soon as i step, i fall, for my lantern blew out, and i start to call, Then a voice from the darkness, whispers to me, Open your eyes my child, i'll light the way for thee, but now i feel so tired, No will to move on, I've carried my cross as far as i can, i'm just not that strong, Then out of the darkness, a voice whispers to me, give your hand my dear child, you can walk with me, Now I know through all my struggles, it's you who carries me, When i hurt, when I'm lost, its you who leads me. I love you angel, Keep your faith.

Meh
Yes I love him. I love him more than anything else in this world and there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to him forever. But I know it's not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break, I've got to let him go so he can know just how much I love him. Maybe if I'm lucky, he'll come back, but if not, I can make it through this.

"growing Up In Pictures"
Yes, I have a child. No, I'm not a mom. Birth: Jada Natelynn Wolff There is no pictures. There is only pain and broken promises. An only child living a lie. Age 1: Still Jada Natelynn Wolff Still no pictures. No memories, no smiles. A child being raised by a "mom," But not HER mom. Age 2: Now Jada L. H. A simple portrait picture. A picture-perfect smile, devoid of feeling. Dressed like a doll, she sits alone. Unaware that her real mom cries over a simple picture of her. Age 3: Jada L. H. Blue eyes gaze down at me, She knows more than you think. I stare at the camera, Unaware my child knows I'm her mother. The photo is etched in my mind, making it bleed. Age 4: Jada L. H. So far, has no pictures. I'm still crying for my blue-eyed baby girl. These tears will never dry. There are no memories, just pictures.

Sex On The Beach
I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gental silk hands massaging me... Um I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass and down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invade my whole body as my breasts are revealed and

My Baby-for Marlee
My Baby by Natalie Limardo I woke up one day and knew it was here. The day I have waitied for. The sun set just right and the air smelled so new. Something was just so right that it just had to be. I finally found out and smiled so big. Because it is my baby. My baby is coming and it will be so loved. For I am its mother. I will hold it close, love it tender, smooth away its tears, and whisper away bad dreams. Before all else this baby will come first. For I will put my happiness aside. Noone will mistreat, noone will disappoint or dishonor my baby. I am the only mother this baby will have. So I must treasure him, and show him that I will never stop loving him. He is my only treasure right now. He makes me smile like no other. It’s my boy, my baby boy. I will make him a strong and loving man. It is my job to show him how to love right. God don’t let me mess up. I am the one he sees and looks up to. Please let him see that I am good, loving, and carin

New Status On Autism
as of last week they are saying 1 out of every 150 kids will have some kind of austism are you scared yet i know i am what is going on with our kids come on ppl lets get together and get a cure going on it might be to late for some but we do have a chance with everyones help

Love-anyone
Love By Natalie Limardo Love should be so easy. Your heart should guide you. Our thoughts should always align. Why is it so hard to love or be loved? My mind swims with confusion. What is wrong with me? Love is so hard to bare, and yet so easy to show. Kissing, hugging, and words to be. That’s what works but its absence hurts me. This is why love is so hard. You want so much and receive so little. Love is such a let down sometimes. Yet it can also be rewarding. It can take so long to find, sometimes it finds you. If only love never existed. Hearts would never be blue. Love has so many enemies. It is my greatest one. If you are reading this, it has hurt you too or has just begun. Damn love, for I wish you would never come.

Real Bravery
I read this in a newspaper column. I thought it was particularly touching because I have a good friend with cancer of the breast and bladder. She is a dear friend whom I love dearly. I can only hope that she will find consolation in these words and the faith of the brave man mentioned below. On January 21 of this year, Tony Snow, the White House press secretary, spoke at a Prayer Breakfast in Washington, D.C. His remarks were interesting since Mr. Snow found out that his colon cancer had returned and had spread to his liver. He said, “In many ways, having cancer was the very best thing that ever happened to, other than marrying my wife.” He said the death of his Mother from colon cancer produced a “shadow that follows you.” He said he wasn’t afraid of dying but is afraid of leaving his wife and kids. Mr. Snow spoke about the importance of “faith and attitude. You have to make a choice about whether you want to live.” Speaking of a friend who had cancer in several parts of

Missing You-for U
Missing you By Natalie Limardo Missing you is wrong I know. We have never met. Never made each other smile. In person we have never been. Our hearts can not join. I live so different and in sin. Although I miss you so, I don’t think yo feel the same. Knowing I am the one, the only one to blame. I am there everyday. Leaving my mark for you. So you will know all I have to say. I hope we never meet, for I will have to leave, everything I have worked for, all that is a part of me. Yes I miss you so. I just can’t handle all of this, all the things I can not show. Missing you has broke me down, I don’t know why because I don’t understand it. But you not being there makes me frown. Now please hear me right. I don’t want to lose you. Because without you my days wouldn’t be so bright. Please don’t take what guides me. For in the dark is fear, this is where I will be left, in the dark I will be.

You Are You-for Marlee
You are You By Natalie Limardo You have went away and I miss you so. This vacation has turned into forever. Your where I can’t talk to you and where I can’t see you. You have went away and I miss you so. This vacation is to damn long. If I could see you happy and laughing aloud. I would be so damn happy to know you are you again. The fear in your eyes and the hurt on your face. It kills me because it’s something I can not erase. It pains you to be away but you can’t see it yet. This vacation is just so damn long. You have went away and I miss you so. When you return know I will be here. I will be here waiting for your smile, waiting for your eyes, waiting just waiting for you.

How Is Autism Treated?
There is no cure for autism. Therapies and behavioral interventions are designed to remedy specific symptoms and can bring about substantial improvement. The ideal treatment plan coordinates therapies and interventions that target the core symptoms of autism: impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and obsessive or repetitive routines and interests. Most professionals agree that the earlier the intervention, the better. Educational/behavioral interventions: Therapists use highly structured and intensive skill-oriented training sessions to help children develop social and language skills. Family counseling for the parents and siblings of children with autism often helps families cope with the particular challenges of living with an autistic child. Medications: Doctors often prescribe an antidepressant medication to handle symptoms of anxiety, depression, or obsessive-compulsive disorder. Anti-psychotic medications are used to treat s

What Causes Autism?
Scientists aren’t certain what causes autism, but it’s likely that both genetics and environment play a role. Researchers have identified a number of genes associated with the disorder. Studies of people with autism have found irregularities in several regions of the brain. Other studies suggest that people with autism have abnormal levels of serotonin or other neurotransmitters in the brain. These abnormalities suggest that autism could result from the disruption of normal brain development early in fetal development caused by defects in genes that control brain growth and that regulate how neurons communicate with each other. While these findings are intriguing, they are preliminary and require further study. The theory that parental practices are responsible for autism has now been disproved.

What Are The Common Signs Of Autism?
There are three distinctive behaviors that characterize autism. Autistic children have difficulties with social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and repetitive behaviors or narrow, obsessive interests. These behaviors can range in impact from mild to disabling. The hallmark feature of autism is impaired social interaction. Parents are usually the first to notice symptoms of autism in their child. As early as infancy, a baby with autism may be unresponsive to people or focus intently on one item to the exclusion of others for long periods of time. A child with autism may appear to develop normally and then withdraw and become indifferent to social engagement. Children with autism may fail to respond to their name and often avoid eye contact with other people. They have difficulty interpreting what others are thinking or feeling because they can’t understand social cues, such as tone of voice or facial expressions, and don’t watch other peop

What Is Autism?
Autism (sometimes called “classical autism”) is the most common condition in a group of developmental disorders known as the autism spectrum disorders (ASDs). Autism is characterized by impaired social interaction, problems with verbal and nonverbal communication, and unusual, repetitive, or severely limited activities and interests. Other ASDs include Asperger syndrome, Rett syndrome, childhood disintegrative disorder, and pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified (usually referred to as PDD-NOS). Experts estimate that three to six children out of every 1,000 will have autism. Males are four times more likely to have autism than females

Freak
AM I A FREAK FOR BEING SO OPEN MINDED? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I AM COMMONLY MISUNDERSTOOD,? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I CARE SO MUCH? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WORLD, IN ALL THE THINGS WONDERFUL AND YET SOMETHINGS STRANGE? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I WILL TALK TO A STRANGER? OR MAKE SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW SMILE? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I WILL PICK UP A HITCH-HIKER? AM I A FREAK IF I LISTEN TO A OLD MANS STORY? AM I A FREAK IF I GIVE A HOMELESS MAN MONEY? AM I FREAK IF I JUST WANT TO SIT IN THE PARK AND DRINK A BEER,? AM I A FREAK FOR HELPING PEOPLE? AM I A FREAK FOR WANTING TO KNOW WHAT MAKES PEOPLE TICK? AM I A FREAK BECAUSE I KISS ANOTHER FEMALE AND LIKE IT, AM I A FREAK FOR BEING HERE,AND HELP EVERYONE THAT NEEDS ME, AM I A FREAK FOR HELPING YOU?---- ~~~~~I DON'T BELIEVE I'M A FREAK~~~~~

Andrew B. Soccer Star.
Ha! Not hardly... but i did score a goal, that was caught on HD video by scott. i'm hoping it doesn't look like a complete accident. Last night the Fashion Valley store played the Otay Ranch store in a game of soccer. This was the first game between the two stores. And thanks to brandon excellent ability as goalie, we were able to pull out an 8 to 5 victory. *** now a brief break for an goofy subject line in a spam e-mail purposely mispelled to avoid junk filters. *** "Shemlae blnode grbas her coock" *** and now back to your regularly scheduled update *** Leave it up to a soccer game to let you know just how out of shape you actually are. I don't mean physically out of shape, i'm actually quite happy with the direction my physical appearance is going in... but damned if i wasn't winded after 15 minutes of running. that game is very humbling. There are some "physical activites" where i can go for an hour or more... but soccer isn't one of them. So i'll probably be

Will You Remember Me?
Will You Remember Me It's just a matter of time now When I am gone and I am free I ask you, will you remember me Or will I fade away into the darkness No memory of my emptiness The Reaper seduces me He says nothing you will be Voices of a million souls calling His grip on my heart is willing Come with me I will ease your pain I try to ignore him but only in vain Bekoning me he wants me come With no fight left in me I will succumb So when I'm gone and when I'm free Will you remember me? All the empty words I have been told Scarred me deeply now I'm cold I think it's safe to finally say Maybe better off dead this way This lost soul never to be happy again Cause the Reaper told me I can't win My heart bleeds with so much love But only pain and hurt rains from above I'm on a wreckless train in an endless tunnel Life pours out of me like a bottomless funnel And When I'm gone and when I am free Will you all remember me? My misery in love was all I know

Important All Read..
Well here is an update of what is going on.. Well mom came in my room ask me if I was a wake and I said yes, well she told me that if I was still want to go to walmart to get dress.. So I got dress and put my flip flops on and grab my pruse.. I went in there where the computer is and grandma is right there.. She was talking to mom and wanting her to move back in the house so she can help her out.. Well mom told grandma that she is going to the house to get Ashley that is my sister that she wants to go to the store or walmart.. I went over my moms house and my aunt lisa was cooking out and we was eating.. All of a sound (if that is how you spell it not for sure did what I can) My cell phone started to ring and it was my aunt april telling us to come home right now it is grandma.. So I gave the phone to my mom and we was freaking out don't know what is going on.. So we run to the car and got in it and went out of the drive way bad out of hell.. We was speeding down the road trying to mak

About Me
Just a little about me. I am a redneck from Idaho who drives truck for a living. I have two true loves of my life. One is 15 years old and the other is 8 years old. Their names are Jamie and Harri. I like to do almost anything doutdoors. My all time favorite past time other than the one that can not be mentioned here is to hunt. I am willing to try just about anything once, twice if I like it. I guess that is pretty much all that needs to be said for now. Will add just about anyone as friend so feel free to write. Dave

Birth Mark Contest
I am having a sexiest birth mark contest. Please send me a private message if you want to enter. Include a photo link, I will RIP your picture to my gallery. Guidelines 1. NO NSFW 2. NO Downrating 3. Rates DO NOT COUNT Unless there is a tie at the end of the contest. 4. Contest will run one week from the start date. 5. It will open as soon as I get enough entries. 6. ALL Bombing is allowed, this includes bombing yourself. Prizes will be as follows 1st = 7 Day Blast 2nd = Porsche 3rd = Tropical VacationHere is my profile linkMr.D ( CT-Mafia)@ CherryTAP

Dreams
Do dreams have meanings?..The answer is YES...I read this earlier and had to post it.. Dream unifies the body, mind, and spirit. It provides you with insight into ourselves and a means for self-exploration. In understanding your dreams, you will have a better understanding and discovery of your true self. Below are just a list of some dreams and their meanings. Falling~Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall. As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life. When you fall, there is nothing

Swinging
Swinging and swinging,I'm happy, I'm singing as I swing higher into the sky. Reaching such heights where the eagles take flight I jump from the swing and I start to fly. It may sound obsurd but I felt like a bird, high in the sky I did soar, Then I fall victim to garvity, it sees me, it grabs me and makes me go SPLAT on the floor.

Soldier.. By Jeremy
Soldier You gave me a flag, to represent a nation. You gave me a weapon, to protect His creation. Running and ducking, I've got to get back. An Army of One, and I'm under attack. I stay alive by using my skills. I try not to think of the number of kills. Life-long friends, We used to play tag. He finally went home, But draped with a flag.

The Love I Get From You (poem)
The love i get from you....... The love i get from you I cant describe. no one else can understand what you have to offer me its hard to explaine how happy you make me feel, Every time i see you, you bring a smile to my face that no one else can ever replace You tell me im amazing ever minute or so and from that i cant help but smile The love i get from you will always last a life time I know you told me that u cant be with out me but dont worry i will always be there. The love i get from you i know will always be there no matter where i go, i maybe away on vacation or with you in ur arms but the love that you give me will always be with me in my heart. I Love you! The love i get from you i know is true for you tell me that you love me every minute you can. I hope this love that you are giving is as ture as you say it is For the love that i want from you is the love i want for the rest of my life. I hope you relize that im not going anywhere unless y

Bottled Up Feelings (poem)
Bottled up feelings Why does my life have to suck? For some reason I have no luck, To find the one I love. For the one I love is so far away. No one understand the way I feel, For my life is not real. People do not care, So how can I bare, The feeling of no love. I am so lonely I dont know what to do, For the people in my life, There are so few. What do I do? The people in my life tell me what to do, But when i dont listen, They all dont glisten, So I end up sad. The one day of the year to show your love, I dont like it because, I have no one to love. For some people they can show The one that they choose, But how can I , When I have no one to loose. How can I show you how I feel, When you are so far away, With new things that are real, When the world around me is so gray. All I can do is keep them all bottled up, For no one wants to know how I keep up. For the feelings I have are so tender, But how can you know when you put them in a blender. How do

Best Friend (poem)
BEST FRIEND........ As time goes by I dont know what to do All I can think about is What Ill say to you I dont want to loose you, For you are my Best Friend. You will always be there Until the very end. No matter what I do Ill still Have the feelings I have for you. You dont want to loose, The friendship we have made, I understand where youre Coming from, For I dont want To loose the friendship we have made. No one else can take your place Because you are the one I want By my side You are the only one I can talk to For you do not judge the things I have to say. Will you always be here to stay? If you will, then care for me Like no one else will. Be there for me like I am Just for you. You are my Best Friend. You may live far away Or just down the road. But I know you will always say, What is on your mind. Thats what I love about you. You are never afraid To tell me that you are There for me. My Best Friend. By Me Sarah

Congrats To The Winners In My Contest!!!
THE FIRST PLACE WINNER IN MY BBW CONTEST IS: ~loveable sissy~Git-R-Done Rebel Family~CT wife of hammerhead@ CherryTAP SECOND PLACE WINNER IS: bomb my pic in the bbw and their admirers contest please@ CherryTAP AND THIRD PLACE WINNER IS: CherryPye@ CherryTAP I WILL POST THE WINNER ON THE BBW ADMIRERS AS SOON AS CHERRYTAP COOPERATES WITH ME AND LETS ME GET THE LINKS TO HIS PAGE.

My Day
so i decided to be lazy and get up around noon lol and have now spent most of the day consumed in laundry and errands...at least i got a lot accomplished. hopefully this week will go by fast...im not so much looking forward to the weekend as i am easter...that means i get to go home and see my family since i am still single and don't have someone to share the holiday with really :) anyway....hope all is well with everyone and drop me a line if you read this and feel the need to respond...talk to you all soon...

You Didnt See Me...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

So This Is Life??
Everyone's afraid of their own life If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? No one really knows the ones they love If you knew everything they thought I bet that you'd wish that they'd just shut up Well, you were the dull sound of sharp math When you were alive No ones gonna play the harp when you die And if I had a nickel for every damn dime I'd have half the time, do you mind? Everyone's afraid of their own lives If you could be anything you want I bet you'd be disappointed, am I right? Am I right? And it's our lives It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember We're alive for the first time It's hard to remember were alive for the last time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember To live before you die It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember That our lives are such a short time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember When it takes such a long time It's hard to remember, it's hard to remember: My mom's God is

Inxs
Music Video:SUICIDE BLONDE (LP VERSION) (by INXS)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone OMFG!!!!!!!!! INXS ROCK that was awesome (started with this song) THEY TOTALLY BLEW ME AWAY i cant believe how much JD sounds/acts like michael it weird but GOOD! I WANNA GO AGAIN lolz FUK he too sexy live

My Aura Is Green
Your Aura is Green You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous. However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it! The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host What Color Is Your Aura?

London Protest Over West Bengal Massacre
Environmental campaigners and South Asian activists in Britain will be picketing outside the Indian High Commission in London at 4.00pm-5.30pm on Monday April 2, in protest at the massacre of peasant farmers in West Bengal by state forces earlier this month. The Environmental Project of the Transnational Institute, South Asia Solidarity Group and Reading Grassroots Action, are protesting against the premeditated massacre of men, women and children in Nandigram on 14 and 15 March, which took place when a 5,000 strong contingent of police opened fire on local people resisting forcible eviction from their land which was to be turned into a Special Economic Zone (SEZ). "The people claim that the number of those killed is much higher than the official figure of 15, and that the police and cadres of the ruling party are burying bodies under rubble and building roads and culverts over them," said Aditi Chowdhury, a Kolkata-based social activist who has been following developments in t

New Update
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping.

Forgiving Ourselves
Forgiving Ourselves 1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. The apostle Peter was one of three disciples who walked with Jesus closer than the other nine. He was the most enthusiastic and the one man who was willing to step into territories where others would not dare. He was the first to step out of the boat and walk on water. He wanted to protect Jesus at times when Jesus rebuked him for having a demon influence him. He cut off the ear of the guard who wanted to arrest Jesus in the garden. As Peter matured, the Holy Spirit harnessed his many extreme emotions. The greatest trial for Peter was when he denied the Lord just before Jesus was crucified. Three times he denied knowing Jesus. Jesus predicted that the cock would crow after the third time just to reinforce the prophecy to Peter. Peter was crushed when he realized he had failed His Lord so badly. The Lord forgave Peter for

Good Job
Nice Job on the contest, all of you got your gift. special shout out to Jeff, busted his a** good job man, good job. For the winner John nice job you played it just right very close brother...I will be talking to you in a few days ,all went well and I'm sure you will all want to join my next contest sometime next week Sex cherry ...talk to you all PEACE...

Buried With Christ
Buried With Christ Dr. Frederick K.C. Price Romans 6:1-4 says: "What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin that grace may abound? Certainly not! How shall we who died to sin live any longer in it? Or do you not know that as many of us as were baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into His death? Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life." When they took Jesus down from the cross, you were not there. When Joseph of Arimathaea and Nicodemus came and took the body of Jesus, wrapped it in a linen cloth and put it in Joseph's brand-new tomb, you were not there, were you? No, not physically. Look at what the Bible says, however, "Therefore are we buried with him..." We were not there, but God saw us there. God saw us buried with Christ. God saw us go into the garden tomb. We were buried with Christ. Notice how Romans 6:4 says we

Opening A Store!
Anthony and i are opening an online store! Im so excited! Since i cant go back to work for 8 weeks, heres something for me to do! Its called ignitespeed! We have a store on ebay, but we are also making a website as soon as its finished ill link you to it! But check out my ebay auctions in my store! http://stores.ebay.com/ignitespeed_W0QQssPageNameZl2QQtZkm

Scream Again
Scream again the uselessness tired as i am not physically not emotionally spirtually i've sunken to lower spots into empty spaces look to the sides nothing is to see as empty as i am inside my family is stuck with me financially i am fucked emotionally im a mess crying out for S. O . S nobody seems to answer I'm tired of this shit love is just a mess from having druggies to living in squalor from milfs to whores to skanks to prissy i think i've covered it all im not sexually..hardly from it I'm frustrated that is all ~Timmy~

How To Explain You Are Hurt
I met someone recently & they did something that has hurt me & makes me feel uncomfortable with them. I tried to tell them how I feel but it hasn't seemed to do anything because they haven't changed what they did that hurt me. I would appreciate any replies from my friends here

Don't I Feel Stupid
As usual, my therapy is writing while I am mildly agitated. How ironic is it that after some major issues in my personal life, I find myself in love with a person who had been part of the issues in the first place. How nice. Also ironic is the fact that, as usual, when I turn towards this person, they are turning away. Am I destined to love someone who will never love me?? I feel the fool as I have always had to beg for the affection I need; yet this person gives affection freely to others. I long for the special words that give verbal indication of the importance in his world and he in mine. Those affirmations go to someone else. Why? I wish I had a fucking clue. Apparently, I am not worthy of positive thoughts or words or even affections. That sounds utterly self serving and pathetic. The soft underbelly of my emotions has been exposed; the part I never show to others. Yet now, here it is, wide open for all to see. I hate focusing on the negative. Yes, I am not nai

How To Cope
So it's interesting. I always thought I had a good relationship until today. Come to find out, while I was sleeping with my wife, she slept with a co-worker while I was at work. Granted I work graveyards, but it hit home that my marriage may have been an illusion. I'm not going to throw away my marriage because of this but trying to figure out how to cope with it is eluding my mind. I thought about me going out and doing the same to her but of course that isn't going to make things better. That could make things work and I have too much to lose. I know in my heart that I wanna get past it but it seems like it's going to be somewhat difficult. I told her how I really felt about it and how it hurt me but I wasn't going to give up on us over this one incident. Of course, she attempted to try to cheer me up by saying it was actually horrible but that doesn't change the fact that she slept with him while I was at work. I guess if anyone has any advice that they want to share, I

Another Fine Mess!!
My mind is reeling. This way, that way. Up, down, sideways. It's a scary ass ride. And I must admit, I'm white-knuckling it right now. I can see your hands, reaching out to stop me. I'm choosing to stay on the ride. I have to ride this out. I'll be just fine. I always am, in the end. Just wish the sun would come out.

41 Mistakes Men Make In Bed
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?

Hello
hello all to all my friends and fans and anyone else that i havent mentioned.. i hope your all having a wonderful sunday :) and im not trying to be a pain but i was wondering if when you all got some free time and if you wouldnt mind leaving me some pic comments and ratings im not trying to sound like one of those people who just want points.. and if you could do me that favour i will return the love as soon as you all update your pics and stashes etc.. thank you all very much

Heard A Word Suicide Not From One But The Thousands That Tried The Lawyers Wife And The Teenage Brat One Thing In Common They All Wanted Out
I'm not sure many people have been in the situation to make this observation, but suicide is considered a sad waste of life while attempted suicide is considered to be a selfish act. I used to take hospital calls and I had a couple of this from charge nurses and doctors and the like. Someone tries to kill them self and its a lot of mockery and poor baby just couldn't handle life. You know if that person succeeded they would not only be dead, but people would feel a lot more sorry about it. Its so sad. No one saw it coming. Thats my favorite part. No one saw it coming. Gee I wonder why they killed them self. Maybe no one was paying any fucking attention. I just can't believe their dead. I never expected it. You'd think those long letters stating the futility of life would have tipped them off. The large collection of pills sitting right in easy reach of the bottle of whiskey maybe? The noose hanging from the rafters. We just thought he was a little morbid. I can't believ

Bad As Always
Discussed the rules with Master, and he made it clear how dissapointed he was with this girl for posting her rant without discussing it with him first. This girl admits she was wrong and wish's to publicly apoligize to him for her wrong doing. They are discussing the rules and working them so they fit both of them. My Master is a great Master, and sometimes this girl doesn't approach him with problems as she should. She knows they can discuss anything, but sometimes that is easer siad then done. Truthfully he could have punished her for her transgression, as it's not the first time it's happened, but he has chosen not to for which this girl is gratefull. Master has my heart, soul, and life always and forever.

The Parlour Boys - Sick Friends
Sick friends and better halves, We fought all night but the morning was dead. Its alright. Its alright, she's at the bars by 9. Oh its such a sweet thing, She takes, takes, she takes me out for drinks. Oh its such a sweet thing, She takes, takes, she takes me out for drinks. Why won't you? Why can't you? Why won't you please believe me?! Do, you want to be alone? Tonight, tonight, tonight, You'll never know. Sick friends and better halves, Tempt our tongues, we're left for dead, Its alright. Its alright, were drinking double tonight. Oh its such a sweet thing, He takes, takes, he takes me out for drinks. Oh its such a sweet thing, He takes, takes, he takes me out for drinks. Can you save me? Can you save me? Cuh-cuh-cuh can you save me? Take off these chains, Take off these chains, Tonight! Tonight! Tonight! Tonight!

What A Jerk Off(i Put His Link On Here Also)
I THINK FOR ONE THING THAT ITS PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO WANT TO BLAME OTHERS WHEN IF THEY WANT THINGS TO CHANGE THEN GO VOTE OR IF YOU HAVEN'T SERVED IN THE ARMED FORCES THEN ASK PEOPLE WHO HAVE SERVED BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING..AND HOW YOU CAN SIT THERE AND SAY THAT BUSH AND BLAIR ARE THE CRIMINALS IS BEYOND MY UNDERSTANDING..THEY DON'T TELL OUR SOILDIERS TO CUT OFF PRISONERS HEADS..NOW DO THEY? IF YOU THINK THAT THE BRITISH AND THE AMERICANS ARE IN THE WRONG THEN WHY DON'T YOU GO LIVE IN IRAQ OR IRAN? I HEAR ITS JUST LOVELY OVER THERE THIS TIME OF THE YEAR..BUT IF YOU STAY HERE THEN YOU SHOULD SUPPORT THE ONES WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR YOUR SAFETY AND FREEDOM..I ALSO WANTED TO ADD TO MY BLOG..THIS STUFF IT WOULD LET ME ADD IT ALL ON HIS PROFILE..BUT I THINK ITS FITTING NEVER THE LESS.. akashic@ CherryTAP

Support Our Troops
All the stuff about the military,This is my view!These men and women are leaving their families to go defend our freedom,our way of life.Some of these never make it home,their families are left behind.These men and momen dont have to do this,but they do!!Every AMERICAN should thank these people every single one that was went to fight for us dating from the 1st war until now!! If it were'nt for these brave selfless men and women where the hell would we be.These solders fight for all AMERICANS.IF you think otherwise then your either not AMERICAN or your just stupid!!!I SALUTE EACH AND EVERY ONE THAT HAS GONE OR IS GOING AND I THANK YOU FOR KEEPING THE COUNTRY SAFE NOT ONLY FOR ME BUT MY FREINDS OLD AND NEW AND MY FAMILY!!!!! FOR THOSE WHO DONT LIKE IT TO DAMN BAD DEAL WITH IT!!!!!

Woohooo
I got to see my son today.. I was with him for an hour and a half.. Im soo happy.. I missed him soo much.. I got a pic taken with him So once i get it on the computer ill be postin it.. And I might get him this weekend for easter WOOHOO GO ME GO ME!!! ha ha Im Just really excited

The Parlour Boys - Lovers
We only go out, In the mornings, Where they give each boy a try. And tonight, we'll act perfect, like theres something dead inside. And if i knew now the truth about the things they said to you, And if i knew now the truth about those things they're telling you. We were only lovers when it mattered, in fields still steeped in grace. We only go out to the pictures where they charge each boy a dime. And your one true love is a whore there but theres still something in her eyes. One stop, its your last chance, let it out. Id walk one thousand miles for you. One stop, its your last chance, let it out. Id walk one thousand miles for you.

Men Still Just Don't Get It . . .
A husband and wife came for counseling after 20 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had ever had. She went on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of unmet needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to continue for a length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk, asked the wife to stand, and embraced and kissed her passionately. The woman quietly sat down as though in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this?" The husband thought for a moment and replied, "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish."

So, Last Night....
FUCKING ROCKED. I'm paying for it today with a nasty hangover, but it's worth it. Phillip (lead singer for Caddle) remembered me from previous shows and makeout sessions and I got a free tanktop that is now adorned with lots of pretty little autographs... I also kinda stole his bandana and his lighter. :) They gave me a CD because my other one was kidnapped by a family member of mine. In true Kristin fashion I got onstage and was treated like a true groupie princess, so I was all kindsa in heaven. I fucking LOVE those guys... and you can bet your sweet ass that I'll be back at Monsoons on the 20th to party it up with them again. Maybe this time I'll take them up on their offer to go back to their hotel.... *grin* xo Kristin

Special Olympics Torch Run
3/31 did a lil charity ride. Started at Chesters Harley in Mesa and rode to Scottsdale for bike week. WOW!!! There were 1600 bikes with police escort, miles of bikes. Some of the folks in cars trying to get on to the road's we were riding on sure looked upset. Was a great ride!! Raised alot of $$ for Special Olympics. That night at bike week Foreigner was in concert and donated 1/4 of the cd sales to Special Olympics also. Was a Great Time!!

When God Made Paramedics
When the Lord made Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes a medic has to have."

41 Mistakes A Man Makes In Bed ... (found This In Bulletins... But Like It And Agree :o)
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?

Think On This ...
For the greater individual is the one who is the servant of all. And to conquer self is greater than taking many cities. For, here ye may find humbleness as against that which cries oft for expression, and the feeling of not being appreciated. Express it more in the greater amount of love upon those who may be aided through thy effort. For, remember, man looks upon the things of the day but God looks upon the heart. Edgar Cayce Reading 3253-2

Love...
Perhaps love is like a resting place, a shelter from the storm. It exists to give you comfort, it is there to keep you warm. And in those times of trouble, when you feel most alone, The memory of love will bring you home. Perhaps love is like a window, perhaps an open door. It invites you to come closer, it wants to show you more. And even if you lose yourself, and don't know what to do. The memory of love will see you through. Love to some is like a cloud, to some as strong as steel, For some a way of living, for some a way to feel, And some say love is holding on, and some say letting go, And some say love is everything, and some say they don't know. Perhaps love is like the ocean, full of conflict, full of pain, Like a fire when it's cold outside, like thunder when it rains. If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true. My memories of love will be of you.

First Letter Of Name
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Relationship Survey
1) Are you single, taken, or crushing? taken 2)Are you happy where you are? Yes I love who I am with. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I fell very fast this time! 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? It's been crushed a few times. 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Cheating is disgusting and anyone who cheats is fucked up. So fuck that, no excuse. 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? nope. I have morals that I stick to. I can barely associate with people like that, let alone date one of them 7) Have you ever talked about marriage with someone? Kind of but nothing serious 8) Do you want kids? I have 2 beautiful children maybe one more some day. 9) How many? see above 10) Would you consider adoption? Probably npt, but you never know. 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you? He did it perfectly 12) Do you enjoy playin

Break Me...
"Break Me" I will meet you In some place Where the light lends itself To soft repose I will let you undress me But I warn you I have thorns Like any rose And you could hurt me With your bare hands You could hurt me With with the sharp end Of what you say But I'm lost to you now And there's no Amount of reason That could save me So break me Take me Just let me Feel your arms again Break me I'll let you make me Just let me Feel your love again Feels like being underwater Now that I've let go And lost control Water kisses fill my mouth Water fills my soul So break me Take me Just let me Feel your arms again Break me Make me Just let me Feel your love again Kiss me once Well, maybe twice Oh, it never felt so nice So break me Take me Let me Feel your arms again Break me Make me Just let me Feel your arms again Just let me Feel your love again

My New Stalker Lol
Thanks for coming to my page everyday "Sweet Suzy" Would you like to be my friend (HA HA) I love being admired lmao j/k ;) He/she must need some make up tips lol But wait.......Im not wearing any make up in my pics lol :P SweetySuzy™{read my profile before sending request}@ CherryTAP

I'm Just Not Sure About This Ones Name
THIS IS FOR ALL THE WOMEN WHO HAVE EVER BEEN HURT OR LET DOWN BY MEN..EVERYONE OF US WOMEN HAVE BEEN AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER..OR WHEN MEN SAY THEY WANT ONE THING THEN CHANGE THEIR MINDS..SO REALLY ITS KINDA HARD TO KNOW WHAT A WOMAN IS SUPPOSED TO BE..SEEMS AS THOUGH NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO A MAN WANTS YOU TO CHANGE..WELL PERSONALLY I SAY TO HELL WITH THAT!!! IF THEY CAN'T ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM,THEN SO BE IT..I'M LEARNING MORE STUFF ABOUT MYSELF EVERYDAY..SOME THINGS I LIKE OTHERS I DON'T LIKE SO WELL..BUT THATS HUMAN NATURE..I KNOW I PUT A SONG ON HERE 2 DIFFERENT TIMES BUT THE FIRST 1 IS A LITTLE DIFFERENT THAN THE 2ND ONE..JUST LISTEN AND YOU'LL UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN..THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE REALLY..BUT IT IS FOR THE WOMEN WHO HAVE THOUGHT THEY MIGHT HAVE HAD A GOOD FRIEND,THEN TURN AROUND AND THAT SO CALLED FRIEND ISN'T THERE FOR YOU ANYMORE..BUT HEY ITS ALL GOOD ISN'T IT LADIES?.WE KNOW HOW TO GO ON..SO FOR THE MEN OUT THERE WHO WANTS TO CHANGE WOMEN OR CAN'T ACCEPT A WOMAN

My Boyfriend
I love Adam so much! Idk what I would do without him! Yea, we do have some problems but we get though them like we always do! I want to be with him for the rest of my life! I don't regret one minute of being with him even with all the fighting and break ups! And I would never do anything to hurt him cuz I love him way too much to do that! I would never cheat on him or doing anything without him knowing about it! I know he isn't the perfect boyfriend but no one is perfect and anyways...he's perfect in my book!!!!! And for all you ppl who tell me I can do better....f*** off cuz I don't want better and I don't need better! In fact, Adam is the only person I want and if I ever lost him, I would loose everything in my life...you wanna know why? Cuz adam is my life! Well that is how I feel and that is how I will always feel! Adam is my one and only and always will be and u know what....I'm so proud of what we have grown to be and I am proud of who he is now! Thinking about being with him mak

Last Night
Ok ...so last night was the worst night ever. Well...a part of it was. I had a good buzz....the DJ was wicked awesome...my best girlies w/ me... Why is it that most guys have a very hard time letting the women they are with have a good time. Especially when they know you are going home w/ them at the end of the night??? How is dancing w/ a group of girls right in their plain view (when they won't even slow dance w/ you....not even once in 5 yrs.....grrr....)a bad thing??? And then he says that you are fat and annoying.....in that case why the hell does he care who watches you dance?

Type O Negative 3.29.2007 Show Review
Sorry this review is a bit delayed but some stuff happened with a dear friend of mine that I went to high school with and have known for a while is going through a rough time right now and he is spending the weekend with me. So on with the review... The show was really good, though not the best Type O show I've seen. Peter sat on a chair while playing his guitar and singing the whole time while sipping on his bottle of red wine. I was a bit suprised he was sitting down as he usually doesn't while live. I was also suprised at how different he looked. His muscle mass is definately not what it used to be and he looked rather thin and a lot less bulky. Made me hope that he was doing okay health wise and stuff. I enjoyed the setlist for the most part granted they never did "Unsuccessfully Coping" to get people pumped up...instead they started out with "Kill All The White People" which was pretty awesome too. They did about 4 songs or so from the new album, none of which I got into too

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? A friend is Someone who cares about you, Someone who likes you just the way you are. A friend is Someone who does things with you, Someone who keeps your secrets. A friend is Someone who sometimes gets angry with you, Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes even when they don't mean to. A friend is Someone who comforts you when you're sad, Someone who laughs with you when you're happy. A friend is Someone who wants to be with you, Someone who enjoys your company. A friend is Someone you'll remember always Even when they grow up and move away. A friend is Someone who is loyal and says good things about you, Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you. A friend is A link to someone's humanity like food for the soul to share, Someone to hold onto when life's follies bring despair. A friend is F-frank, R-righteous, I-intrepid, E-earnest, N-noble, D-decent A friend is a friend”always! --

Sexiest Tattoo & Piercing Contest
My good friend Rita is about to start a 'Sexiest Tattoo and Piercing contest starting tonight at 12 Midnight EST. She is looking for more people to enter the contest. So if you have a tattoo or a piercing and would like to enter, stop by Rita's profile and leave her a message saying you would like to enter. Rita will be giving out Blasts as prizes. Follow the link below to get to Rita's page: Rita Brat Portuguese Princess, Read My Blog About My All Blast Giveaway, Enter My Contest Now!@ CherryTAP Thanks Willie

Gift Giveaway
We all know how these work so I will just give a quick run down just incase. If theres a pimpin gift you want send me a private message letting me know what gift u would like. I will rip your main pic and put it in my give away album. There will be no time limit. Sorry guys I lack the know how to make this all fancy but I'm sure you all will forgive me! Prizes and amount of comments are as follows MEN'S BRACELET = 800 COMMENTS DIAMOND EARRINGS = 1000 COMMENTS DIAMOND RING/MENS RING = 1800 COMMENTS ROLEX = 2200 COMMENTS SILVER MOTORCYCLE = 4200 COMMENTS TROPICAL VACATION = 6400 COMMENTS CORVETTE = 8500 COMMENTS PORSCHE = 12000 COMMENTS YACHT = 25000 COMMENTS

I Wish
I wish my husband would treat me like he did before we separated and got back together. I wish he would appreciate me more for what I do. I wish he would say "thank you" at least once a day. Thats really all I want from my husband. I love him so much and we are doing fine its just...I dont know.

You Tell Me, My Friends And Others That Will Read This...
I am a writer of erotica on the internet. I have about 25 stories out there floating around. I also have a ton of jokes that are saved on my computer that I like to share. Then there's my collection of political statements that I enjoy sharing with others. So, which is it, my friends and visitors? Do you want me to post the naughty stories? Do you want to read a joke or dozen? Should I piss you off with my political stand points? Hope someone will read this and tell me what they'd like to read. Oh, for those that one person that I know probably will read this and choose for my stories to be posted here, I want more than just one person's opinion on her. Jason

41 Mistakes Men Do....
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts?

Lmao I Laughed So Hard I Cried On This One!
Subject: cold wax All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out th

Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start next Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

.duck.and.run.
i am the laziest person on the face of the earth. today. not really but it feels that way when it past 1 and ive just managed to extract myself from bed. i woke myself from the strangest dream. dun ask me why but ricky schroder was there trying out for a play. *shakes head* and not silver spoons ricky schroder...nypd blue 'rick' schroder. sorry dude. you're always gonna be ricky. deal. and here i sit rambling about dreams in order to avoid...other things...cuz lets face it...im really good at avoidance...and the whole 'duck and run' thing..cuz its been my way of life...for quite awhile. i keep typo-ing cuz im not quite awake yet. see the whole changing the subject again thing? yeah. i think maybe im just incapable of putting everything into the right words...and perspective. perspective is important. cuz its really quite easy to let yourself get..'sucked in' for lack of a better term...its much harder to keep your feet on the ground...well for me anyway...i dont really k

Hmmmm
ONE THOUSAND EMPTY BOTTLES, TEN THOUSAND WASTED THOUGHTS. A THOUSAND KNIVES, ALL STERILIZED, A THOUSAND EYES, ALL PARALYZED. A ROOM OF FACELESS PICTURES, A REALM OF MEMORIES LOST AND I CAN’T SEE YOU ANYMORE. THE LIGHT’S GONE; IT’S HARD TO SEE…FADED. YOU’RE LOCKED IN REALITY…FADED. LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I’M DEAD INSIDE. (SHOCK) LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I CAN’T FIND IT. (SHOCK)

Controlling My Age With Help!
here is a link where i got my wonderful producte that keep me looking younger than i am. makes my skin soft and controls my senior looking moments. so check it out if you want to or ignore! but any ways have a cherrylicious day! www.beautipage.com/kdut

Why Women Shouldnt Flirt
One good reason not to flirt A couple were invited to a swanky family masked fancy dress Halloween party. The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner hi

Life
Life..............where do I start? Well lets just say things don't always go the way you want them too no matter how hard you try. First thing I would like to say is a big thank you to Morgan, Brian, Danielle, Kyle, Buddy, Eric and Scott. You guys are the best, you have been there for me lately when I needed someone to talk to or vent to or even yell at, and I love all you and I promise to become normal soon :) Well.....I signed another year contract with my apartment and Im actually ok with it. I planned on moving but things change and shit happens so.....I really like the location of my place and love the extras that come along with it, like pool, tanning bed, fitness center and this way I dont have to deal with actually packing and moving to just another apartment, whats the point right? Speaking of extra's......I actually used to fitness center today....omg, I think Im going to be dying tomorrow.....seriously.......but if made me feel good and it took my mind off things wh

Birthday Girl
Birthday Girl At two in the morning the streets were nearly deserted. A lone car raced across an overpass. Street lights and passing signs glinted off it's flawless, shiny exterior. The car negotiated the wet snowy streets with the reckless abandonment of somebody in a hurry. Piles of dirty snow bordered the streets, choking the sidewalks after the recent storm. Few people were out and then only those with urgent business. But unlike most cars on the street, this one contained two beautiful women dressed in lavish evening gowns. "So what kind of party is it?" Kate asked as she watched the passing snow apprehensively. "You'll see. I told you it's a surprise. Have you ever known me to tell secrets?" Ellen asked. They roared through a deep puddle and Ellen pulled her BMW up next to the curb. "No, you asshole," Kate said with a hurt expression. She glanced out her window and ducked down to see the top of the towering building. She couldn't see it

Lmao!!!!!!!
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll

Please Read
The Rose By Eric Langley Yes by me and only me. 1. If I had this one magic rose to give, this rose will make them smile, and giggle. Make their heart red as a bright apple an bright. Make them feel that they are wanted. That rose will get you through the day, night, month, and years. This rose will never die because you keep this friendship alive. The heart By Eric 2. My heart is for anyone is looking for caring, love, laughter and a lot of smiles. Just don’t get a hammer and shatter that heart that is like glass. My heart is like sunshine to brighten people’s day. If it gets to bright wear sunglasses. If you touch my heart please don’t let go, hold on until dear life

Can Never Make A Woman Happy
A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch..... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, are drop-dead good

Grandmother Spider
Grandmother Spider The teaching is; "If you do not hear, then you will feel!" Because the man didn't hear, Grandmother Spider bit him on his left inner thigh. The redness, swelling, pain, and itching remained about a month. Still he did not hear, but he did feel! Since the man didn't hear, Grandmother Spider bit him again, this time underneath the left side of his rib cage. As before, the redness, swelling, pain, and itching remained about a month. Again, he felt and this time wondered but he still didn't hear. Grandmother Spider bit him again this third time in the inner crease of his right elbow. The redness, swelling, pain, and itching remained about a month. Finally, he felt and heard! He heard that Grandmother Spider is a combination of gentleness and strength and was reminded that we too should learn to combine both for successful living. He heard that Grandmother Spider's body has two sections which give her the appearance of an infinity sign and eight legs which

Im Aquarius What R U
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. Don't try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. Send to 7 friends. TAURUS: The Tramp Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships.. J Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationship

No Foolin'!
Originally posted April first 2007 No foolin'! I sure ain't a fool, Is it true? "My breaking heart and I agree, that you and I can never be, so the very best, I set you free..." or is it... "If you love something, set it free, if it comes back it was meant to be..." How many times do I let her go? Should I let her back in? Whatever will be will be... ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Surgery?
Surgery? When Ralph first noticed that his penis was growing larger and staying erect longer, he was delighted, as was his wife. But after several weeks, his penis had grown to nearly twenty inches. Ralph became quite concerned. He was having problems dressing, and even walking. So he and his wife went to see a prominent urologist. After an initial examination, the doctor explained to the couple that, though rare, Ralph's condition could be fixed through corrective surgery. "How long will Ralph be on crutches?" the wife asked anxiously. "Crutches? Why would he need crutches?" responded the surprised doctor. "Well," said the wife coldly, "you're gonna lengthen his legs, aren't you? Life is what you make of it... kinda like Play-Doh

Greetings To The Natural World
Greetings to the natural world The People Today we have gathered and we see that the cycles of life continue. We have been given the duty to live in balance and harmony with each other and all living things. So now, we bring our minds together as one as we give greetings and thanks to each other as People. Now our minds are one. The Earth Mother We are all thankful to our Mother, the Earth, for she gives us all that we need for life. She supports our feet as we walk about upon her. It gives us joy that she continues to care for us as she has from the beginning of time. To our Mother, we send greetings and thanks. Now our minds are one. The Waters We give thanks to all the Waters of the world for quenching our thirst and providing us with strength. Water is life. We know its power in many forms - waterfalls and rain, mists and streams, rivers and oceans. With one mind, we send greetings and thanks to the spirit of water. Now our minds are one. The Fish W

Seven Sacred Prayers
O Great Spirit, who art before all else and who dwells in every object, in every person and in every place, we cry unto Thee. We summon Thee from the far places into our present awareness. O Great Spirit of the North, who gives wings to the waters of the air and rolls the thick snowstorm before Thee, Who covers the Earth with a sparkling crystal carpet above whose deep tranquillity every sound is beautiful. Temper us with strength to withstand the biting blizzards, yet make us thankful for the beauty which follows and lies deep over the warm Earth in its wake. O Great Spirit of the East, the land of the rising Sun, Who holds in Your right hand the years of our lives and in Your left the opportunities of each day. Brace us that we may not neglect our gifts nor lose in laziness the hopes of each day and the hopes of each year. O Great Spirit of the South, whose warm breath of compassion melts the ice that gathers round our hearts, whose fragrance speaks of distant springs and summ

Fevered
CommentProps.com I AM LOST IN A LABRYNTH OF FEVERED DESIRE, AS A BOLT OF LIGHTNING BRANDS A SCAR ACROSS THE SKY, AND THE THUNDER BECOMES MY JOYFUL SCREAM, AS YOU THRUST YOURSELF INTO THE VERY DEPTH OF MY BEING, WE ARE IN PERFECT RHYTHYM AS WE MELT TO BECOME ONE, I ARCH MY BACK TO BRING YOU EVEN CLOSER AND YOU IMPALE DEEPER WITH EACH THRUST, NAILS DRAG ACROSS YOUR BACK AND YOUR GASP BECOMES A QUIET ECHO, CAPTURED BY MY SEEKING LIPS, I WANT TO BREATH YOU, MY BREASTS RISE AND FALL , AS NIPPLES HARDEN AS A SIGN OF MY DESIRE FOR YOU, OUR BODIES ARE FEVERED AS WE PUSH TO SATISFY THIS RAW LUST, A STEADY TEMPO OF URGENCY AS I CRAVE THE TASTE OF YOU BETWEEN MY LIPS, TO SUCKLE YOUR PASSION AND DRINK YOUR SILKY ESSENCE, SLOW STEADY FLICKS OF MY TONGUE TURN TO DEEP GREEDY GULPS OF YOU, I SENSE YOUR RELEASE IS NEAR AND I BURY MY MOUTH OVER YOUR GLEAMING SHAFT , AS YOU FILL MY THROAT WITH YOUR HOT SEED ,I FEEL THE COMPLETION OF MY OWN RELEASE AS I SWALLOW EVERY PEARLY DROP

Remind You Of Someone?
All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain, "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood, "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum,"Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was bloated, the legs got wobbly, the eyes got watery, and the blood was toxic. They all then

There Comes A Time In Your Life When You Finally Get It...
When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world from a new perspective. This is your awakening. You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something, or someone, to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you. Then a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. So you begin making your way through the "reality of today" rather than holding out for the "promise of tomorrow." You realize that much of who you are, and th

I Wonder
I was jus lookin at the mums && in one a girl is askin for advice. The story is...she is in one state && her boyfriend is in another. She got drunk && made out with another guy....jus kissing according to her. She doesn't kno if she should tell her boyfriend. Personally I would tell my boyfriend. I am in a long distance relationship && reading that mum made me think. I'm not saying this girl doesn't love her boyfriend but even when you are drunk you know what's going on. Using liquor as an excuse is weak but it's used all the time. So I wonder what you would do if you were in this situation. Give me ur thoughts everyone.

Penny Dreadful
....and dreadful it was. Ok, well it wasn't that bad, but...I really didn't care for it. The acting was fine, but the dialog was a bit irritating. I understand what the director was trying to convey, but it left me unsatisfied. I think the director was trying a bit too hard and didn't accomplish what I believe was trying to be done. The fact the main character had a phobia of cars and then ended up being trapped in one, was a good statement, but was lacking in making a point. I seen so many opportunities to improve on the content, but was helpless. The throw back to the classic 80's horror was cool, but left the audience wanting more. The film was just simply lacking...I can't even pin point what exactly it was lacking, but lacking it was. The storyline was focused, but then again all over the place. Just didn't flow at all. The film is ok to watch if there is simply nothing else on. But that's as far as I can go with it.

Sweetest Smile
I am still looking for people to join my DarlingGlitter.com There are not many rules.... This will NOT be a comment bombing contest, so you don't have to worry about trying to beg for bombs. It will be based on number of votes (ranks). If someone gives you an eight, don't worry, it works in you're favor. They are just giving you another vote. Also, no nsfw, this is a Sweetest SMILE contest, not a hot BODY contest. LOL Guys and Girls can join. Janelle@ CherryTAP

Slogans For Successful Companies!
On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" On a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." On a Plumber's truck: "We repair what your husband fixed." On another Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber.." Pizza Shop Slogan: "7 days without pizza makes one weak." At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee! "Invite us to your next blowout." On a Plastic Surgeon's Office door: "Hello. Can we pick your nose?" At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." In a Non-smoking Area: "If we see smoke, we will assume you are on fire and take appropriate action." On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push" At an Optometrist's Office: "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." On a Taxidermist's window: "We really know our stuff." In a Podiatrist's office: "Time w

Top Ten Reasons Why Golf Is Better Than Sex.
Top Ten Reasons Why Golf Is Better Than Sex..... #10... A below par performance is considered damn good. #9... You can stop in the middle and have a cheeseburger and a couple of beers. #8... It's much easier to find the sweet spot. #7... Foursomes are encouraged. #6... You can still make money doing it as a senior. #5... Three times a day is possible #4... Your partner doesn't hire a lawyer if you play with someone else. #3... If you live in Florida, you can do it almost everyday. #2... You don't have to cuddle with your partner when you're finished. And the NUMBER ONE reason why golf is better than sex..... #1.. If your equipment gets old and rusty, you can replace it!

Keeping Your Kids Safe
See how close the bad guys live near you.......interesting...... When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as the small icon of a house. Red, blue, green, dots will surround your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots, a picture of a person will appear with an address and the description of the crime he or she had committed. Disturbing...and eye opening!! This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. It is another tool to help us keep our kids safe. It is www.familywatchdog.us

Im Moving Pretty Soon Here.
ok. well im moving in a few days. and when i do i wont have a computer for a little while. im going to go buy one and get the net hooked up in a couple weeks. ill miss you all! you guys fucking rock(for the most part:P ) anyway, ill be on now and then for today. but ill be gone tonight. i will get to a computer when i can over the next couple weeks. so be patiant if i dont respond very quickly.

An Azzy Must Have
I have noticed over the past few years my taste has changed so much in most things, including my taste in what I want on my walls. Yesterday during my lunch break was wandering the mall and went into an art/framing store. Wandered in looking at what they had so see if anything caught my eye. Nothing had and was on my way out when the owner asked me if there was anything I was looking for. I told him yes, I am looking for black n white photograghy. He let me look at a few books he had, flipping threw the pages, I am think yes this is nice, then the last book, the second last page, there it was. It just hit me .. had to have it thing. So I ordered it. Bertram Bahner http://www.allposters.com/-sp/Embrace-Posters_i426760_.htm

I Need Help
everyone that knows me, knows where i work right, well i need help. my boss is going to be opening more stores up in a few months and there is going to be an opening for a manager i am already faster then 4 drivers, i go in on my days off and i go in early. i have only been there for 3 weeks. but i have already made pizza's wich drivers don't do unless getting prepared for manager so i need help should i keep doing what i am doing and go for the manager position or should i just work and hope they skip over me for the position i don't know what to do please help every one is welcome to answer

Mother's Prayer
For Les: I look around and see the smiles, Feel the love my children bring, A perfect world evades their eyes, Secrets of their minds we’ll never know. I look around and see the smiles, Forever their smiles, I pray, will last. Gaze Into my eyes my awesome child, See the love, the pride, my love of thee. I thank the Lord for trusting me to guide your journey through this world. I ask the Lord to walk with thee, Hold and guide us through our pains, His angel’s wing I pray each day, Protect my child, my dreams, and me. RA’

Dear Cherrytap Friend's And Family
Dear Amiga's..... Peace, What's up friends.. I just wanted too say that on april 4th i will be leaving to Puerto Rico..I decided too make the move out there so i can be close too my folks.It does not mean i wont be around (for the ones that live in the area where i am at now).So i will be keeping in contact with u.I thank u for the love u all have giving me please dont stop..once i get settled ill return the love back.( I will be talking too u guy's soon) This is not a Goodbye..(its a see ya'll laterz) Keep Checking For These Radio Show's http://www.myspace.com/breaktimeradio http://www.myspace.com/massundergroundtunnel http://www.myspace.com/bassboulevard http://www.myspace.com/recordbreakin also be on the lookout for Dj Wreckineyez/NugroundMusic the 3rd Mixtape Called.... Nuff Said (its coming soon) Love Infinity J.O.(NugroundMusic)

Nice Guys Finish Last
I have this really good online friend... He is a total sweetheart... he is the type of friend I know would try be there for me as much as he could no matter what... he is suffering from a broken heart... he is the type of guy that if he likes someone he gives it every thing he has... and he falls really fast... but usually is the one that gets his heart broken... I started thinking about how us girls will continually complain there is no nice guys left but yet... we push the nice ones away... but yet hold on to guys that treat us like crap... so girls if you ever think to yourself y cant i find a nice guy... think about all the nice guys you might have pushed away...

Moving
Hey all my friends...i am moving to a house...so i will not have the net of my own for awhile....i will try and get it back asap...I will miss all of you...and would love to see the comments and love from u missing me....for those of you i have gotten close to my phone number will be the same... Hope to talk to you all again soon

Disappointments
Greetings, this is my first posting here on this site. I am also on Myspace under passeknight. I wonder as I post this who all will read it, if any. On the other, I have posted some really bad poetry and some ideas and such, but only have a limited number of viewings. About 150 so far. So anyway, this posting is a little dark, a bit down. So if you are not into that, please excuse me and have a great day. If you would know, then feel free to read on. I have lived 37 years and in that time I have done more in my life, than many of those far older than I. I have tried to be a good example for people, always trying to keep my spirit up and helping those who have had difficulties. Now I find myself in a situation where I have few to turn to, little resources, and quite a few difficulties. They say that which doesnt kill you makes you stronger. I guess I will either be a very strong fellow when this is done or I will be the one who is done. I asked some friends of mine that I have known

Unknown Reasons.
I find myself in a world of confusion. Basic common sense is not a valued commodity anymore. People do and say things that make no sense or fall into a constant sick cycle of contradictory statements in which they have no explanation on why they do it (even when the contradictions are placed in view for their complete observation). And people say I have issues. ~Angel~

This I Feel This Way
Yes I have a lot of love to give big time as a friend, when you have not been on date for 19 years, I just bottle up. But sooner or later I just want to explode with it, and run with it. If given a chance watch out! I just have a lot on my mind and want to share with it. Maybe someday some one will touch my heart big time. I hope .One day I have to prove that saying nice guys finish last saying, and say nice guy do finish first. but I’m out there work on a tight friendship and that is the biggest thing right now a good tight friendship. If there any body want to touch my heart, go for it I know it is a challenge. I like to see anyone touch my heart and never let go. That would be a first. Now wait a minute I’m doubting myself I like surprise. I like surprises. If there where a knock on the door and said Eric I’ll be your friend, care and love you. That would be great. But be real and honest with that count also too.

Pass This Along To The Women In Your Life
Hey folks I am just doing one my of "Public Service Announcement" type of things here and hopefully this may save a life somewhere. Neal GUYS PASS THIS ON TO WOMAN YOU KNOW.. YOU COULD SAVE A LIFE.... SIGNS OF OVARIAN CANCER (even in the absence of Ovaries) THIS IS A MUST TO READ TO THE END An Eye Opener on Ovarian Cancer I hope you all take the time to read this and pass it on to all you can . Send this to the women in your life that you care about. Years ago, Gilda Radner died of ovarian cancer. Her symptoms were inconclusive, and she was treated for everything under the sun until it was too late. This blood test finally identified her illness but alas, too late. She wrote a book to heighten awareness. Gene Wilder is her widower. KATHY'S STORY: this is the story of Kathy West As all of you know, I have Primary Peritoneal Cancer. This cancer has only recently been identified as its OWN type of cancer, but it is essentially Ovarian Cancer. Both types of cancer are

First Letter Of Your Name Tells Your Sexual Identity....r Is Mine!!!
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

She Belongs
Jade was wearing a black blouse and a long loose black skirt made of wrinkled cotton as she came off the plane. Darius was there to greet her, and immediately held her close in his arms. His voice was almost plaintive against her ear as he hugged her. "I love you..." he sighed. She sighed contentedly in return, closing her eyes and letting herself be lost in the moment of their first face-to-face meeting. Then, he whispered to her again. "Are you wearing panties?" "No," she said softly, smiling and blushing. He slowly pulled away from her, then dropped kisses all over her face. Finally, his lips met hers and the moment became electric, all time standing still as they kissed, deeply, intimately. She came to know his tongue, and he shared with her the exploration of her mouth. Then he looked at her, into her blue eyes. He took her smaller hand in his and began to lead her away. They stopped at the luggage pickup, and she pointed to her suitcase. He took it by

Done, At Last!
Okay, so my profile is finally finished... I think. Tell me what you think, people! Now, bear in mind, I haven't had all that much time to dedicate to tweaking this profile, so it's a little rusty, but I think it looks acceptable. Opinions, please? Thanks, Julie

My Sister
Hey everyone Just another update. My sister was actually walking today. Hurt like hell for her to do so but at least she got out of her bed. She will be in there till the end of the week we think. Then home for a slow recovery with family and friends by her side. I want to thank all of you for your concern and prayers. They are so well appreciated. I love you all huggles Bren

About The Status Alert Blog!!
In a last ditch effort to make sure that I help everyone stay abreast of the status of the waiting list, I have started this blog. Now let's hope that people read it. As the custom graphics are created, I will leave a status alert here to inform you all of its creation. Also, I will list the people I need information from in order to move them from the pending deletion list to the waiting list. Keep an eye on this blog if you have a request in to me so you don't miss anything! Eddie

Check Out My Store!
We have some new designs in our store.. just click the banner to see what we have available! If there is something specific you would like designed and put on one of our products, then by all means let us know! Our only limit is YOUR imagination! If you can dream it up, we can design it!!

Just For All My Cherries Mmm Xoxo
just to some that at times forget..sometimes this site becomes slow or computers dont always act right..so remember not everyone is ignoring u they just need some patience on here U just might not be the only one that person is chatting to and having fun getting to know, and believe me i am an adult so if i didnt want to talk to u im brave enough to tell u im busy cant talk to u ...its called brutally honest.. dont ever assume things then maybe u can keep ur friends or gain some really good ones hugsssss all have a great day

Come Check Out The Scooter Bar
LOOKING FOR SOMETHING NEW? OR MAYBE JUST WANNA CHILL OUT WITH SOME GOOD MUSIC? WE HAVE IT ALL AT THE SCOOTER BAR FROM OLD CLASSIC ROCK TO NEW AND UP TO DATE MUSIC!!!!! SO WHY NOT GIVE IT A GO AND COME CHILL OUT WITH THE MOST WICKED DJ'S AROUND!!! DONT PASS UP THE CHANCE FOR GOOD TIMES IN THE SCOOTERBAR AND SCOOTERBAR 2 ALONG WITH LAN ECHO RADIO GIVING OUT THE BEST MUSIC AROUND!!!!!! IF YA LIKE THE LOUNGES HOW BOUT WORKING FOR ONE?? WE ARE LOOKING FOR ALL TYPES OF STAFF FROM BARTENDERS TO ENFORCERS AND EVEN DANCERS!!! WHAT A CHANCE!!!! IF YA INTERESTED GIVE LEZKA A SHOUT ALWAYS IN SCOOTERBAR1 AND SCOOTERBAR2

Hello
hello all.. hope your having a wonderful weekend.. wanted to let you know that when you see me online feel free to send me a message and say hello.. and also feel free to leave me as many pic comments as you want and ratings as well.. and i will return the love back for you as well.. just thought i would let you all know :)

Autism Awareness And Contest
Autism is a neurological developmental disorder characterized by an impairment in social interaction, communication skills, and in behavior. Autism can be very severe or mild. It can occur in any race, financial background, ethnic background, religion or other. People with autism range from severely retarded to highly intelligent and all have widely varying symptoms and other developmental disorders involved. to learn more.. http://www.autism-society.org/site/PageServer?pagename=about_whatis_home This is Nic my 5 year old son. He was diagnosed at the age of 2 1/2 . He is the greatest :) And even though I already win by having him..... Click his pic and show him some love in this contest :)) xox wonder if i shouldnt have done this?

Master's Rules
These are rules my Master sent to me today. This girl is confused and not to happy at this point. She didn't think they needed said rules and thought they were doing well togather. Some of these rules will be very hard to follow as there daily life doesn't allow all the freedom one would wish for. Also no where does these rules lists slaves rights, while it is true slaves have no rights ,but what there Master gives them. They should have the right to question even if the answer isn't always to there liking. They should have the right to there Master's love. They should have the right of there Master's protection at all times. Since truly there is no real slavery in this day and age at least not known about, there should be mutual benefit to someone willing to give there whole heart, life, and love to someone in such a manner. This girl actually likes sitting at her Master's feet, but sometimes health issues interfere and it's just more comftable for her to sit on the couch for a while,

April Fools Day
I love to be in love actually. I"m slowly figuring that out. I don't know what is holding me back from relationships. I think I am just missing this pool of women that are single and i don't know.. maybe its cause i don't drink. I know drinking is like bad but it also puts you in more of a social situations. I know must married dudes would tell me the single life is so much better. I don't know. Maybe I'm just not appreciating being single that much. As I'm writing this I think I wrote about this before. Or maybe i just think too much anyways lets talk about my day. I went grocery shopping cause there wasn't any food up in the house. I don't need a lot. but for some strange reason my family makes a lot. Like they are serving for 8 people. no wonder im fat I am eating my lasagna..watching the heat and the pistons.. all by my lonesome. I'd rather be out with someone but idk anybody. Hope everyone has a great week. Preparing for Mondays are a bitch ~Timm

Trying To End The Trip
Alright so we left Raven on our way to Dayton early Friday afternoon in hopes of getting there pretty earlyin the evening. Well that plan went all to hell quickly. We headed north and all that as we were supposed to . . . got to Dry Ridge I think is what the place was called and stoped to feed the kids. Ok, now I wasnt to add at this point that I still have really had o cell service up until about 10 minutes before this stop. So, all I have heard are the kids in the backseat and my sisters incesent bitching about Thomas and her being sick - why is it that every damn time I take her somewhere she has to be sick ~ my opinion is it is her ploy for attention since she has no job, no real home and her man is worthless and doesn't have a job this is her way to make her life seem better than mine and not get all the shit thrown at her ~ anyway so we stop to feed them all as I said. Then after everyoneis finished we get back on 75 and head north some more toward Cincy. Ok, so we ge

Words I Live By
" Only Take what you need, don't waist what you take, give back whn you can" "Where your mind goes , your body follows" " Leave this world better than when you found it" " Don't listen your head , it thinks too much , don't listen to your heart, it feels too much, Listen to your gut... it will never lead you wrong" " Dance like nobody's watching, work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt" " You do NOT have to be a product of your rasing!" this is just a start.. there will be much much more!

Things You Can Do When High
1.Rock out to the same song for hours 2.Watch cartoons 3.Eat a box of capt'n crunch 4.Use things you find around the house to make pipes and bongs 5.Start a band 6.Make up a comic book staring you and your stoner friends 7.Try to count to 100000 8.Rock out to the Led Zeppelin box set in a smokey room 9.Make funny faces 10.Eat 10 PB&J's and have some milk (If you like this and you would like to see your ideas on the list just let me know)

Another Year Older
Well, its the day after my 21st birthday. Had a small party with people I cared about and did the "Campus Crawl". Went to Max's, Taylors, Rennie's Landing, and Fathom's for my birthday drinks. None of the less, I was pretty far gone. My husband was the bartender of the party. He made Peppermint Penguin, Banana Daquri's, Orange Julius Screwdriver. So all the drinks I had last night include: 2 shots of Tequila Peppermint Penguin Banana Daquri Kamakazi Rennie's Lemonade Cape Cod Corona Budwieser Bloody Mary Yep, I was pretty trashed, good birthday.

Hi There Happy Sunday
Happy Sunday This is a day to get silly and have fun with your friends today. Today I read a few blogs and yes I feel sorrow for them with their loss and things they coupe with, me loss a lot of things in my life, I never could deal with until when a friend past away. It makes me think that I have to coupe with the past. Hey it is good to cry makes you a real man or lady, don’t bottle it up, cause it hurts and get you know where, a friend told not to bottle up face it and get on with things. Hey leave some comments on my pictures, feel free to leave a rocking comment. If some of my family read this you already did so doesn’t worry there are more people out there. • I have a lot of love to give to friends, and a lot of laughter and smiles, I’m just like that and I love to spoil my friends and family.

Whats Up
whats up everyone....just wanna thank the people who have shown me love an helped me in ways.....VERY VERY SPECIAL thanks to muh wonderful wife kirstie *iloveallen* culver i love u babi..... i thank her for everythin she has done for me in rl an on here on CT an 2 more special thanks to gothic rose an warlock her hubby....yall r 2 awesome friends....

The Sacred Shellmound Walkers
The Sacred Shellmound Walkers by Francisco Da Costa Saturday Mar 31st, 2007 6:28 AM All over the Bay Area for thousands of years stood the Sacred Shellmounds. Sacred Burial Grounds of the Ohlone people. Kudos to Wounded Knee, Corina Gould, Morning Star, Perry Matlock, many others who have continued to visit these Sacred Sites in pilgrimage over which the Ohlone have Patrimonial Jurisdiction. San Bruno Mountain very close to San Francisco is the largest intact Shellmound. Now, once again a developer wants to build homes in and around the Shellmound. It is the year 2007 and over sixty percent of Native Americans the First People of San Francisco included are not respected by this Nation are genuine citizens and owners of this land we call - California. Every California Tribe should be on the Federal Register - this after all is their land. This land was stolen from them - every square inch. There are 18 treaties signed by the United States government between various Native Am

Happy Birthday!!!
Today is my granddaughers birthday! Eva Marinda is 2 yrs. old today. I remember we didn't think she was ever going to get here...making I can't remember how many trips back and forth to the hospital, just to get sent home again! I remember them telling us the last time we went it, that "yeah"...this was it...Tara-Lee was going to have this baby. Then...the hands passed midnight...into April 1, and I just new at any point that the dr. would be coming out and telling us...."APRIL FOOLS"....not yet...lol But...they didn't, and Eva Mirinda was born April 1, 2005. she was named Eva after her Great Great Grandmother...my Granny, and being born on the 1st...shares the same birthday as her Great Grandma...(Tara-Lee's grandmother) Here she is...the day we brought her home from the hospital...and now look at her with her new baby sister, Lilly. She has grown up soooooooo fast! I just wish we could have been there to celebrate her birthday with her. As you know, Kirk, and Tara-Le

Bear Butte Deadline
SUBJECT: April 9 Deadline to Save Bear Butte Lake National Wildlife Refuge! April 9, 2007 is the deadline to submit letters OBJECTING to the proposal by the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service to divest its easement interests in the Bear Butte Lake National Wildlife Refuge, turning the management of the Refuge entirely over to the State of SD, the Bureau of Land Management and private landowners. This alert is asking citizens, tribal nations, organizations and allies concerned about the protection of Bear Butte and adjacent Bear Butte Lake to OBJECT to this plan by the APRIL 9TH DEADLINE. This Alert contains: 1) THE ISSUE 2) PROPOSAL TO DIVEST THEMSELVES OF THE REFUGE 3) HOW TO COMMENT 4) SAMPLE LETTER - CUT AND PASTE 5) HOW TO GET THE EA DOCUMENT 6) BACKGROUND DATA ON BEAR BUTTE LAKE NWR ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1) THE ISSUE Bear Butte Lake is both a State Park and a National Wildlife Refuge

What Is Cherrytap?
What is CherryTAP? Where do I go for technical support? How do I increase my Cherry Ranking? What are Cherry Points? What are Cherry Salutes? What are Cherry Bucks? What is my Shoutbox™? Can anyone read my Shoutbox™? How do I clear my Shoutbox™? How do I chat? How do you determine the Top Photos? What is the Cherry Alert System? What is the difference between a Friend and a Fan? What is the mobile address option in my profile? Where do I get the videos I see in peoples profiles? How do I meet people on CherryTAP? What is a lounge? How do I create a lounge? What are pools? How do I use my webcam on CherryTAP? How do I use "my skins"? How do I see who has viewed my profile? What is a Bulletin? What exactly is reposting a bulletin? How many photos can I upload? What does it mean to "rip"? What are the different levels of members I see? What's with those other colored names? How do I send a member a comment? How do I send a member a message? What are User Too

Child Abuse Awareness Month/speal Up
THERE IS TOO MANY CHILDREN OUT THERE WHO NEED OUR HELP!!!!! SPEAK UP AND DON'T BE AFRAID!!!!! CHANGE STARTS WITH ACTIONS!!!!!!! WildCat April Is Child Abuse Awareness Month I THINK EVERY MONTH SHOULD BE A CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH Child abuse can be physical or sexual in nature, but it also happens in the form of emotional abuse and neglect. What is child abuse? Child abuse consists of any act, or failure to act, that endangers a child's physical or emotional health and development. Someone is abusive if he or she fails to nurture the child, physically injures the child, or relates sexually to the child. What are the types of child abuse? The four major types of child abuse are: * Physical abuse * Sexual abuse * Emotional abuse * Neglect What is physical child abuse? Physical child abuse is an injury resulting from physical aggression. Even if the injury was not intended, the act is considered physical abuse. The inju

Indian Land Inheritance
Symposium targets Indian land inheritance By JODI RAVE Lee News Service Saturday, March 31, 2007 MISSOULA, Mont. -- It's typically not hard to figure who owns land and how to pass it on to the next generation -- except when it comes to individual land ownership in Indian Country. Some of the country's leading experts on individual Indian trust lands are scheduled to meet at Montana State University in Bozeman on April 12-13 to discuss how a recently enacted federal law, the American Indian Probate Reform Act, affects land inheritance, ownership and land consolidation. Indian trust lands have been managed by the Interior Department and its Bureau of Indian Affairs for more than a century. "The process is slow and burdensome," said Doug Nash, director of The Institute for Indian Estate Planning and Probate at Seattle University School of Law. "It begins with the BIA compiling a file once they are notified of someone's death." In some cases, the process of determining

Bird Of Prey
CommentProps.com LIKE A MAJESTIC BIRD YOU OPENED ALL YOUR SPLENDOR FOR ME, YOUR BEAUTY DREW ME NEAR IN AN EXPLOSION OF WANT, THE WORDS FROM YOUR LIPS WERE AN OPERATIC LULLABY, WHICH YOU SANG OR ONLY ME AND I WAS WRAPPED IN THE MELODY, ENTICED BY YOUR PROMISES OF A FOREVER BOND, LONGING FOR THE SPEED OF TIME TO BRING OUR JOINIING CLOSER, THE IMAGES YOU PROVOKE OF FORBIDDEN CARNAL DESIRES, MAKE MY BODY BURN WITH A PERPETUAL FIRE OF LONGING, THEN I FEEL A DISTANCE BETWEEN US SO SOFT I WONDER IF I IMAGINED IT, THE WORDS ARE FEWER AND LESS HYPNOTIC, I FEEL YOUR URGENCY WAIN, BUT IT COMES AS SOFT AS A FEATHERY WHISPER AND ALMOST UNFELT, YOU HAVE OVERPOWERD AND NOW CONTROL SO YOU NO LONGER WANT, FOR YOUR THRILL IS THAT OF THE HUNTER AND I BUT YOUR PREY, EAGER FOR THE SURGE OF LUST TO FLOW THROUGH MY VEINS AGAIN, I WAIT FOR YOU TO SATISFY THIS NEED WHICH YOU HAVE CREATED, BUT MY HUNGRY DESIRES GROW , ONLY TO BE UNFED, I FEEL THE VACANT EMPTINESS YOU HAVE LEFT BEHIND ,

New Moon Party
4/1/2007 Dear Readers; Hopefully this Full Moon will find all of you in good shape and happy. The Full Moon will mature in the legal sign of Libra and will make the next couple of weeks will be challenging for many of us where serious decisions will be made by our government about Iraq and Iran. The situation in the Middle East can only get worse but my prediction of a “full restructure of the Middle East” is taking place and we can only hope for the best for this religiously poisoned sick world and the children of tomorrow. CNN reported; Draft of climate report maps out \'highway to extinction\' but for those of you who heard my radio show on Coast To Coast the upcoming new Dragon’s Head in the fiery sign of Leo will bring more fire and heat wave for the next two years and the human race if not doomed regardless of what sun theories science or other gloom and doom writers wants you to believe. Mother earth is a sophisticated organism well equipped to deal with its internal pr

Sunday
Nothing big, nothing new. Same o same, or same shit different day. Waiting on a call, the one I'm always looking forward to, the one that makes my day. Does this make me lame? Probably. Ugh, typical crushes. -sigh- Listening to Jack off Jill because I can, if you don't like it, bite me! My cat sleeping in my arms, she is to clingy lol, if she was human, she'd be a stalker. My hedgehog is ill, and i don't have the money to take him to the vet...I'm worried. -sigh- (just another sigh for the day). Work is starting to get to me, we lack people and well...the place doesn't seem to be doing anything about it and that my friend is what is getting to me. I'm signing off, but don't think you've heard the last of me. I'm a writer, therefore I'll be back lol.

Devotion
www.hostdrjack.com DELIGHTFUL SHIVERS SO INTENSE MY BODY CONVULSES WITH PLEASURE, A FIRE YOU BUILD HIGHER WITH EVERY STROKE OF YOUR HAND AND EVERY WORD FROM YOUR LIPS, TAKING ME BEYOND MY OWN CONTROL BUT KEPT WITHIN THE REALM OF YOURS, YOU HAVE BECOME MY MASTER AND I YOUR SLAVE, AND I WELCOME YOU,I NEED YOU, YOU HAVE OPENED ME TO NEW WANTS AND HEIGHTENED DESIRES, AND I AM NO LONGER MY OWN, BUT A SERVANT TO YOUR NEEDS, I DO THIS FREELY FOR ONLY YOU CAN GIVE THIS PLEASURE I NOW CRAVE, THE WHIP YOU LAND UPON ME REMINDS ME I AM YOURS, THE INTENSITY OF LUST SO EXTREME, I BEG FOR RELEASE, ONLY TO BE DENIED AS YOU TAKE ME EVEN HIGHER, BLIND FOLDED AND RESTRAINED , MY PASSION SURGES BEYOND, AND I AM TAKEN TO A FIery EDGE OF AROUSAL, AS MY PASSION IS RELEASED IN A RAGING CONVULSION , AND MY ESSENCE LIES IN A POOL OF STEAMY HOTNESS BETWEEN MY LEGS, I FLOAT IN A PLACE YOU HAVE CREATED AND WANT TO STAY THERE, FOR I AM SO CONTENT IT BECKONS TEARS OF COMPLETENESS, AND A JOY

Continued From Yesterday
Well I waited up and talked to him for a bit after he got off work and things are going a little better . Now I almost can't believe I doubted him . But when another girl leaves him a comment saying that they need some attention from him ..well what am I supposed to think ? But he assures me that they are only friends . And until he proves differently I believe him . If only we weren't so far apart I know our relationship would be easier in so many ways . But this is just a little obstacle we have to get over .

Only The Best And How
To All My Friends I Have not done a blog in along long time... So I am sitting here with some time on my hands and writing to you all or who ever reads this... Before I Start I Want To Send Some Love To You All as I don't think I say I love You Enouth :o) But My Life So Far... For A Change Things Are Starting to go Right for me... I am Happy, Chilled Out And Still Loving Life... At Work I can even say I broke a smile... Had my End Of Year Review with my store manager and I have to say I was very happy with how it went... she also told me I Might Get a Really Good Pag Rise to bring me in line with the other manages that work there... But I am going to hope for something like £19,000 to £20,000 from £17,000 and if I am right bearing in mind I might be way off the mark... That means I can pay for things That I have always wanted and wanted to do... :o) hehe But I will leave it there for the time being as me Lad Is Making a Mess of things and it looks like I have to tidy up... :o) hehe Lo

Girl Died After Being Accidentally Shot In The Chin
San Juan County Sheriff's Office deputies arrested an 18-year-old man Wednesday night for the March 18 killing of 15-year-old Kailie Sitta. Daniel Vargas, of Farmington, was charged with involuntary manslaughter and tampering with evidence, both fourth-degree felonies, according to Lt. Tyler Truby. If convicted of both charges, Vargas faces three years in prison. Although the investigation is ongoing, deputies believe Vargas had a handgun at the home March 18 and accidentally fired it, Truby said. A bullet struck Sitta in the chin and was lodged in the back of her neck. Vargas allegedly shot Sitta at around 4:30 a.m. March 18 outside 603 Taos Ave., where his brother, Adam Vargas, lives, an arrest affidavit states. Adam Vargas told deputies that a group of people gathered at his house March 17 after spending time at Morgan Lake. Several other witnesses to the shooting said a group of people, including adults and juveniles, were drinking and having a party at the home, the

Be Happy
BE HAPPY is the key!!!! You can't live your life trying to please everyone else,I know I tried and made myself miserable in the process,so you make yourself HAAPY and the rest will fall into place!!! If you look into someone's heart and not on the outside,you might be surprised what you find.The outside will fade,the heart and what lies within remains 4-ever.....

Regret
"Regret" Sometimes I wish it was you, holding me close and loving me true. Kissing my lips, wiping my tears, yet your not anywhere near. Sometimes I get lost, lost in my dreams Where once maybe you were mine, and all i wanted was to be in your arms. Sometimes at night I cry, cry for the moments lost. Moments were once we were happy, and now they are my nightmares. Sometimes when daylight comes, I begin to think I might move on. When all at once your voice I hear, and once again I wish you were near. Sometimes I wish it was you, that lays with me at night in bed. In bed with your arms holding me close, comforting me again once more. Sometimes your eyes haunt me still, the twinkle that use to shine through. Still sometimes I tell myself its true, and you are now gone and I am left blue.

R.i.p Jason Riley
I was informed last nite that a friend whom I first started talking to on another site and who had become a member of this site passed away. I don't know specifics or details but it is a very sad loss. If it had not been for him the one person I consider my dearest and closest friend would probably not be that. He always had a great love for her and would talk to me hours upon hours about her. He was an amazing guy with a heart of gold and would help anyone. He will be greatly missed by everyone who knew him. R.I.P Jason Riley you will be greatly missed. Show_Stopper@ CherryTAP Love, Sue

Arthur Davidson Meets St Peter
Arthur Davidson, of the Harley Davidson Motorcycle Corporation, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone you want in Heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. Arthur then asked God, "Hey, aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, "Ah, yes. "Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention. 1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusion 2. It chatters constantly at high speeds. 3.Most of the rear ends are too soft and wobble too much. 4 The intake is placed way to close to the exhaust. And finally, 5.The maintenance costs are outrageous." "Hmmm, you may have some good points there," replied God, "hold on." God went to his C

Party
Omg. Last night was so much fun. I went out with a guy friend of mine to a party. It was hella fun. There was beer pong, we played some asshole. Ohh and all five of us girls were dancein on the bar. There where pictures taken plus some videos. It was crazy fun. Lots of booty dancin! Well If I get pics ill put them on for now I just got the story!

Craziest Friend Contest
CRAZIEST FRIEND CONTEST corvette to first place 2nd place rolex 3rd a mans/womans ring Contest will run atleast a week (may run up to 11 days depending on number of participants) Starts Wednesday Comment bombing will be allowed Picture must be of you and only you doing something weird/fun/crazy/happy (aka you must be smiling or picture must make me smile)! Message me the link to your photo so I can rip it This is all in good fun and I hope you all enjoy -Crazy ----------------------- Come help me get my give aways! Crazy - Slacker is going for 7 days Blast + 3 days Blast+ 2 Surprise Gifts = 11500 comments 6000 COMMENTS GETS HER TROPICAL VACATION

Letter To Pets...
To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space

Bdsm
I was sitting here thinking about this. I wonder how O/other people keep their BDSM lifestyle seperate from their lives with their family, friends and workplace? I know for me it is often a struggle as a work in an ultra-conservative office and have the happy Christian family. It would be nice to be able to be who W/we are and not have to hide. But society can hardly handle homosexuals and gawd knows that they can't handle U/us... too bad. I'd love to hear your opinions!!!

Times Up
You hear it all the TIME. You never know when your TIME will be up. Alot of TIMES it seems to go in 1 ear and out the other for whatever reasons. Maybe because life is so busy crazy. Maybe because we havent had an accuatance on there death bed or terminally sick or been to an unexpected funeral in quite some TIME. When we have TIME to ponder this subject it may go thru our minds and ya start to think just for a moment yes my TIME could come at anyTIME. Maybe you drive alot everyday and see a terrible accident and start to thinkin, That could have been me it could have been my TIME. And the last TIME I said good by to a loved one all I said was goodby and did not tell them how much I loved them or cherished their friendship. And ya may wonder why dident I tell them? Why dident I express my feelings? Well last wednesday my TIME could have very easily been up. Maybe it was supposto to be. Due to confidentuality reasons I cannot get into details. The event and circumstances are just stoo

What Fundies And Left Behinders Really Think (if They Indeed Know How To...)
DU is an overly-PC patsy of the Democratic Party, but there's still comedy gold in the Top 10 Conservative Idiots http://journals.democraticunderground.com/top10/252 The Left Behinders Of course, by remaining indifferent to the crisis in the Middle East, the president is winking at some of his strongest supporters: people who were dropped on their heads as babies and subsequently read Left Behind one too many times. The Left Behinders are positively giddy over developments in Israel, as you can see from these (apparently now deleted) posts on the Rapture Ready message boards: ohappyday Is it time to get excited? I can't help the way I feel. For the first time in my Christian walk, I have no doubts that the day of the Lords appearing is upon us. I have never felt this way before, I have a joy that bubbles up every-time I think of him, for I know this is truly the time I have waited for so long. Am I alone in feeling guilty about the human suffering like my joy at his

And Now Folks, Some Willie Nelson...
http://blogcritics.org/archives/2006/08/24/012518.php This horsemeat thing is a load of crap: I'm not a vegetarian because I love my meat, and I realise that unless I become vegan, I am going to have to kill and exploit another living creature (or consume a creature that has been killed and/or exploited by another) -- whether it be a cow, a tomato, a dog, a chicken, a grape, whatever -- if I wish to eat. Therefore, all I can ask is that whatever I end up ending be treated as humanely and as respectfully as possible. (One could make other arguments in favour of vegetarianism or for a dramatic reduction in our consumption of meat, but these are beyond the scope of my writing.) That being said, I fail to see how cannabis use is unamerican: What's unamerican is the fact that The U.S. government not only banned a substance less dangerous for human consumption than alcohol, tobacco, nicotine, or pretty well any prescription drugs was banned because corporations were scared to compete a

What A Weekend....
So this weekend was def. one of the best ones of my life... I finally had the pleasure of hanging out w/ shana...it was awesome..we checked out some graveyards, and hung out the entire weekend!! No details here....no one would want to read em anyway lol but let me just say it was a much appreciated and much needed weekend and shana..thank you for everything! :) Dean Dark

Lets Flush Out The Flagging Idiot
HELLO ALL I HAVE READ SO MANY BULLITINS ABOUT PEPOLE GETTING FLAGED FOR NSFW AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE PIC . HELL IT HAS HAPPENED TO ME A TIME OR TWO.. THERE HAS TO BE SO ETHING DONE ABOUT IT IT IS CREATING ALOT OF TIAM AND WORK FOR SOME.. A FRIEND HAS TO DELETE ALL HER ALBUMS AND REORGANIZE THEN WHICH TAKSE TIME .. THAT SHE MIGHT NOT HAVE.. BUT FOR HER FRIENDS AND FANS SHE WILL MAKE THE TIME.. WHICH IS WRONG FOR HER TO HAVE TO DO CAUSE SOME IDIOT WANTS TO PLAY GAMES WE NEED TO FIGURE OUT A WAY TO FLUSH THE ASSHOLE OUT AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT I HAVE HAD IT . I LOVE CT.. I KNOW AS WELL AS ANY NORMAL ADULT KNOWS WHAT IS OR IS NOT NSFW.. WE DONT NEED ASSHOLES FLAGGING US AND CREATING HAVOC FOR US ... IF U HAVE EVER BEEN WRONGLY MARKED AND WANT TO HEL FIGURE OUT WHO DID IT , SEND ME A PM AND WE WILL WORK TOGEATHER TO FIGURE IT OUT AND TAKE THE ACTIONS NEEDED TO MAKE THE IDIOT FEEL AS SMALL AS WE POSSIBLY CAN

Just Curious
Ever met someone in your life who touches your life in a way no one ever has? One who will always be in your thoughts and heart no matter where life takes you? One who you love but know will always be a friend and nothing more but thats ok cause they have touched you in a way that has changed your life forever? I have been lucky enough to say YES! to all that. After a year of waiting to meet this someone I finally did. This person has changed me forever. He has made me see who and what I am and what I want in life. He has opened my eyes to so many things in my life. He has made me see I am truly a beautiful and wonderful human. That I have so much to offer in life and that I can do anything I want in life if I just go out and do it and I can have anything I want if I have faith in myself and believe in myself. I hope everyone in life has or will encounter someone like this in their life's journey. And to that special person I am talking about I just want to say THANK YOU

Tonight On World Rock Radio
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Canada Has No Business In Afghanistan.
Not that different from what I believe now, but I regret my use of communism and Marxism to describe a regime as deplorable as Moscow's. Furthermore, I was very charitable to the Soviet Union and probably also too charitable to the NDP and to the bouregois-reformist social democartic parties of Northern Europe: Many of those are pro-NATO and reactionary in a few other important ways. Furthermore, the letter does not explore the concept of Canadian imperialism and its class characteristics and role in the deteriorating situation in Afghanistan. The Revolutionary Association of Women in Afghanistan websiste (www.rawa.org) serves of a good starting point for exploring the real situation. Other far-left (of all sects), anarcho-socialist, and radical and socialist feminist sources may be able to expand on RAWA's analysis and perhaps make corrections on a few of RAWA's incorrect conclusions. Canada Has no Business in Afghanistan Some have accused the New Democratic Party of “displaying

The Lil Man Is Coming!!!
Im jumping up and down and doing cartwheels about now! Tomorrow I leave to go pick up my lil boy! Lil man is coming to stay with me for a whole week!! My mind is spinning with ideas of fun stuff we can do while hes here! Hes only 5 so if anyone has any special ideas on stuff that you like to do with your kids, let me know. Im always looking for new fun ideas. Hes a lil ball of fire, so we are going to have to keep really busy! Hope my old bones can keep up with him!! YAAAYYYYYYYYY

Can't Sleep
2am Sunday night 1st of April..cant sleep..This time a year ago we knew we were losing my dad. He had fought cancer for seven years, had numerous operations..chemotherapy for the whole time, but the shitty cancer kept coming back. And like so many people who face this horrible disease, he didnt complain,he got up everyday and faced it head on. Diagnosed at 59 with bowel cancer which then spread to Liver cancer my dad was amazing. Six months before he died..he packed up mum and their dog and headed off in the car around Australia, calling me on their satellite phone from the middle of the Australian desert where they were staying on a cattle station in the middle of nowhere.Im so glad they did this..my parents are and were amazing..half way through dads years of cancer..my mum was diagnosed with tongue cancer, she had a massive operation and had part of her tongue removed. Dad stopped his treatments to look after her, and together they fought off this disease...mum has been clear since.

My Weekend Part Two...
Wow, my dismay at having turned 30 on Thursday is actually slightly offset by the fact that having gone out both nights this weekend makes me feel like I actually have a life..lol. Truthfully though, it's a rare weekend indeed for me to go out both nights these days..a lot of weekends I don't go out at all. I'm hitting that age where I'm still single and yet the vast majority of my friends are married, engaged, or have serious girlfriends..I'm sure there's probably plenty of people out there who can feel my pain in that regard. In addition to that, I don't drink anymore..so hitting the bars isn't really a huge pastime of mine. I actually have no problem with going out to a bar and not drinking..it's just not really fun to me nor do I make the effort unless there's like a large group of people going out one night or there are people in from out of town. My idea of a fun night these days is really just getting together with my friends at someone's house and cooking out and watching a gam

Hello To My Friends Im Back :)
its been a long time since i been back but i been dealin with some health problems. i managed to make it thru heart attack but looks like they gonna put me back in hospital again to explore a lil bit and see why i havent recoved my energy and why im still having chest pains. i hope all my friends have been doin well and hope you all have a great summer.

Plz, Rate Me Lower
LOL! The games immature 'adults' play Disguise yourself and rate my pics low alllllll you want... It just justifies how pathetically immature and pointless you are to the world, in general Having the time to actually go through the trouble, is, on your behalf, quite sad So, keep it up! It only makes you less of a person than you already were, before

Contest Contest Contest
DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE JUICIEST LIPS? IF SO START SENDIN YOUR PICTURES MY WAY IF YOU WANNA BE IN MY CONTEST, HERE ARE THE RULES: 1)YOUR FACE NEEDS TO BE SEEN IN THE PHOTO,SO THAT I KNOW IT IS YOU. 2)COMMENT BOMBING IS ALOWED, AND RATES WILL BE USED AS WELL. 3)COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED AS ONE POINT EACH, AND THE RATES, WILL BE 2 POINTS FOR EACH...AND COMMENTS/RATES WILL BE ADDED TO FINAL SCORE. 4)TIE BREAKER}~ THE ONES THAT TIE WILL BE PUT IN THE SAME CONTEST BY THEMSELFS. 5)DOWNRATEING OTHER PEOPLE IN THIS CONTEST IS STRICKLY FORBIDDEN! IT WILL NOT BE TOLLERATED! 6)NO BAD MOUTHING OTHERS IN THE CONTEST PLEASE. IF ANY OF THESE RULES ARE BROKEN, U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF THE CONTEST. ANYONE INTERESTED CONTACT ME, PLEASE.. CONTEST WILL START AT MIDNIGHT APRIL 6TH - THRU APRIL 14TH AT MIDNIGHT.. THANK U LOWI P.S. The prize for the winner will be 1 CHERRY BLAST, so have fun and play fair.

My Sunday Blog
Well where to start. I meet a beautiful woman online a few months ago. And we feel in love'she has 4 unbeliveable kids who I just adore they are they mean the world to me. So I moved to texas to be with them. Unfortunatley for me she has an ex who just wont let go He pushed and pushed for another chance and she gave in to him even though she still loves me and has told him over and over again. So here I am on a sunday morning missing the hell out of them and really feeling down. It sucks to have to let go and let her make her own choices in life but its something I have to do.Like I said I love her and to try and force her to chose between us is out of the question. Because down the road I dont want either of us to have any regrets about our lives wheather we get back together or not. Like I said just need to write a little blog to let people get to know how I feel.

Down Rater Gives Out Ones- And- Its A He/she- I Dont Think So-!!!! Plus Multiple Accounts-
OK YALL- HERES THE DEAL- THIS IS THE PERSON THATS RATED A FEW FRIENDS A 1 AND ITS ALL BECAUSE "HE" HAS TITTS AND A (CLEARS THROAT) PENIS- JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE DUDE GIRL-- GET OVER IT -- UNTIL THE SEX CHANGE IS COMPLETE- YOULL NEVER HABE A LADIES BODY- YOU AINT WORTH THE RATE OF A ONE IN MY EYES--- ACCOUNT NUMBER 1--- 229542@ CherryTAP AND ACCOUNT NUMBER TWO--- SALLY- OH YEAH AND "ITS" VIC TOO- Sally@ CherryTAP IF YOU HAVE THIS MAN ON YOUR LIST AND MANY OF MY FRIENDS DO-- LOOK OUT-- IT IS NOT A WOMAN---

A Poem I Wrote
My mind was spinning with the chats i had read Of all the things that he had said All i could think of was he is finally here The One who i held in my heart so dear Three deep breaths and i got out of the car I couldn't turn back now, i had come this far I opened the door to the hotel room And i knew i would be his very soon Once inside i closed the door And i knew in my heart this is what i longed for The lights were on but very dim And I wanted nothing more than to please Him, There he was laying on the bed So many thoughts were going through my head Looking at him made me feel nervous and scared But i knew in my heart he truly cared It felt so right to submit to his will Feelings of true submission that had never been fulfilled He opened my eyes to a world so new Taught me my submission was honest and true He made me see this was a life for me That true submission will set me free He showed me submission in a whole new way And I will forever remember this

Been Away
Well folks here's the deal. Sorry I've been away but I've been in a bit of a funk lately and I haven't been able to drag my sorry ass to Cherry Tap for a while. I'm better now and hope to be doing more here on my CT page. If you read this blog, please, tell me what you like and don't like. I'll try to add more stuff that you like. I love the old 80's video's as you can tell. I also like some of the older stuff like Janis Joplin and Hendrix and think their performance vid's are cool as hell. On to the news of the day. Well it seems bald ass Brit and K-dred have hammered out the details of their divorce. Yippee fucking skip. Now we can all rest at ease knowing the fate of their 2 kids and her money. But what about her hair? I mean my GAWD! And what about the Anna Nicole Smith family saga? Are they gonna dig up her son and re-do the autopsy? For pity sake, let the dead rest in peace! Quote for the day "I found a head in a bucket of paint once!"

Just Take Me To Jail !
A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from S.C., got out and watched the performance briefly. He the

Lie Clocks
Lie Clocks in Heaven A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie, the hands on your clock will move." "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie" "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire Life." "Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. "Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

Hhhhmmmmm
so yeah im just sitting here and talkin to some friends in AIM and everything else that i do and im just wondering if there are ne good teenagers on here that i can talk with i mean adults are not....not cool becasue they are i just wanna talk to some teenagers and i dont know where ne are and i cant find them haha so i want some teenagers boys or girls i really dont care to IM me do anything to get a ahold of me and then just talk to me i mean what do you have to lost and im really bored right im down with church but i hav to go back there in a few hours to help set up with some table and chairs for the dinner tonight so im going to be there for a while yeah i guess im done for now ttyl everyone

Whispering To The Wind
Hello there - fellow tappers( I could also say cherries ). You'll have to forgive me for my not knowing how to negotiate this particular site. If I keep adding some things here and there - I'll eventually get all the important information available for anyone to scroll through. Anyways, I'm just saying howdy to all those who chance to read my profile and passing a thank you to all those people that rated my photo. I believe you know who y'all are and once again - thanks, I appreciate it alot. I could continue to say a few things that involve all different type of subjects, but I'll just wait until I get the opportunity to conversate with someone off of this area of the information super-highway. So, until that happens, I'll end this entry by quoting a famous canadian commedian, " Kepp your stick on the ice !".____- LATER !!

Why Be Slaves Of Abraham?
Reasonably accurate, but I consider myself neutral on the question of a supreme being: I do not believe in the supernatural and believe that any such behing would exist within the framework of the natural world. I believe that empirical and scientific reasoning are the fundamental tools of human progress, that we are caused and cause in turn and do not exist ourside of that reality, and that reality is detrministic with hindsight being the vehicle for the creation if the illusions that are choice and free will. In other words, I am a Nautralist. So bearing that in mind, read this piece. Reading the recent letters by Kevin Parkinson, Victor Primeau, David Swartz and the countless other arrogant demagogues eager to shill for the Islamist and Zionist kooks from whom they blindly goosestep has filled me with an ever-rising reservoir of disgust, of anger, and of frustration! For rather than asking why we have been foolish enough to allow our lives, our politics, and our world to become m

American April Fools...
In 1996, American fast-food chain KFC/Taco Bell announced that it had bought Philadelphia's Liberty Bell, a historic symbol of American independence, from the federal government and was renaming it the Liberty Taco Bell. It is now 2007, and America is losing her liberty. We all sit on our behinds looking for our remote controls… yet not taking control as foreign nationalists bombard state and federal capitols/capital demanding rights only before reserved for US Citizens. Who are the fools now? Wake up Americans!!! Duh! F00LS!!!!!! Smell the coffee! Get smart… for your children's sake at least! Don't forget that September day... remember... we are vulnerable!

Random Sexual Experience
Many years ago I was in the military and swapped overnight guard duty with a buddy so he could go on a date. Lots of walking, lots of smoking, lots of killing time. Around 1am off in the distance I saw a couple of flashes of red. Brake lights. For whatever reason, teenagers had taken to going parking on the road that ran behind the base. Not a weekend went by that you didnt have to run off a couple of hot and sweaty teenagers in a fogged up camaro. I supposed tonight would be no different. I didnt like running them off honestly. I knew how difficult it could be to find a decent and safe place to bang like bunnies when you were a teenager, but rules were rules and they had to go. When you do this sort of thing you manage to perfect the ability to build up speed, shut off the engine and lights and coast up behind the car without them ever knowing you were there. TAP! TAP! TAP! of a flashlight on a window and the mad scramble for clothing would ensue! It was a riot and I alway

Please Don't Ask Me Again
time after time alot of u people want me to comment and repost ur bullentins I ask one little simple thing for u to go to my page under family and fine my son josh taylo 19 and welcome him to tag world just like people did for u when u first join.asof oday if the bullentin are not related to my clubhouse I will not repost or comment on them so don't ask

Dachshunds
Body: 1. The bed has sausage shaped lumps under the covers. 2. When you come into the house after being away only minutes and you are greeted like you've been gone for 10 years. 3. Footstools are placed strategically around the furniture and bed. 4. The house is decorated with Dachshund items. 5. The owner is decorated with Dachshund items. 6. After the doorbell rings, you can't hear a thing for 10 minutes. 7. Dachshund "nose art" is proudly displayed on each window. 8. All socks, underwear, and shoes have holes in them. 9. All squeak toys no long have squeaking ability. 10. The doors to many rooms must remain closed. 11. The owner's bed never remains made. 12. You will find dogs instead of clothes in the laundry basket. 13. When you arrive, you find the living room covered with chewed up tampons, toilet paper rolls, Kleenex, etc 14. You notice small fox holes in the yard. 15. All waste baskets and trash cans are elevated at least

Winners Of Sexxii Older Man Contest ( Repos)
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR HELPIN OUT THE SEXXII MAN IN THIS CONTEST HERE ARE THE THREE WINNERS 1ST PL WITH RATIN OF 44 PRIZE OF A ROLEX 2ND PL WITH COMMENTS OF 6846 PRIZE OF MANS RING 3RD PL WITH COMMENTS OF 4825 PRIZE OF MANS BRACKLET THANK YOU ALL

Fox Sports Racing-fantasy Racing
Your Mtnsweety is #3!!!! Next Race Information Race: Week #6 - Goody's Cool Orange 500 (April 1, 2007) Track: Martinsville Speedway Status: Week 6 Rosters are locked. Pre race Weekly Scoring Rk Team Owner 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Total 1 Plumcrazy 63 Plumcrazy 63 124 699 678 663 254 58 - - - 1435 2 PENSKE RACING josh bochenek 119 498 628 587 0 90 - - - 1305 3 Bump-n-Go Ginger 121 344 628 587 571 60 - - - 1275 4 Daddy's Lil' Girls Shirley's Son 119 619 461 587 345 59 - - - 1265 5 grayless speeders aaron 17 529 593 644 0 0 - - - 1237 6 SWIFTY MICKY QUEEN TONY DELL 357 456 339 500 662 73 - - - 1235 7 Thnderus Rich 29 491 569 545 271 117 - - - 1231 8 DEVILDOG_SPEEDSTERS TIM 244 541 550 589 413 77 - - - 1216 8 leakers jason 129 576 640 536 0 0 - - - 1216 10 Barowski-Stevens Racing (BSR) Robert Barowski 119 498 628 587 0 0 - - - 1215 11 FULE AND FIRE TONY MYERS 224 358 505 591 396 98 - - - 1194 12 Althea Racing Foust 175 301 565 303 500

Dancing!
hey there my cherry friends!I went out Saturday night with one of my gf's and went dancing,it was a lot of fun,and I didn't get too wild,had a few shots of Teq.and a few other drinks,but all in all I was a good girl,but not too good if u know what I mean,hehe!

2 Everyone
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Quiz
Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Already Have Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your numb

Heres My Thing
if you come looking through the pics and come across 1 you dont particularly like, example someones photo they have posted,or a video they have posted, then Y even bother to rate it, cause in return you wouldnt like someone doing that to you. the names should be given out so we could go back and look at yours as well. only right.

Nawty Quiz
CARE TO SHARE YOUR ANSWERS WITH ME IF SO COPY PASTE AND RESEND TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS.. 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me

Sunday Morning Thingy
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 35 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? mmmmm depends lol 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? just spending time with the ones i love 4. Who was the last person you called? tina my little girls foster mother 5. Who was the last person to call you? mum 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? 2 dogs 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? going to sleep 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? divorced 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? about 3 weeks ago 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? lol nothing jennie and I were sitting next to each other on our laptops 12. How many states have you lived in?12 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? to many to count 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? shoes 15. Are you a social person? sometimes 16. What was the last thing you ate? dinner @ olive garden! 17. What is

How Much Will You Need To Save Each Month To Be A Millionaire At Age 65?
HOW MUCH WILL YOU NEED TO SAVE EACH MONTH TO BE A MILLIONAIRE AT AGE 65? CURRENT AGE 6% 8% 10% 12% 0 $104.33 $37.62 $12.89 $4.26 5 $141.75 $56.21 $21.23 $7.74 10 $193.12 $84.10 $34.98 $14.07 15 $264.04 $126.07 $57.72 $25.60 20 $362.84 $189.59 $95.39 $46.60 25 $502.13 $286.45 $158.12 $84.99 30 $701.89 $435.94 $263.39 $155.49 35 $995.50 $670.97 $442.38 $286.12 40 $1,443.01 $1,051.49 $753.67 $532.24 45 $2,164.31 $1,697.73 $1,316.88 $1,010.86 50 $3,438.56 $2,889.85 $2,412.71 $2,001.68 55 $6,102.05 $5,466.09 $4,881.74 $4,347.09 60 $14,332.80 $13,609.72 $12,913.71 $12,244.44 Note: Assumption is that savings are held within a compounding tax-sheltered investment.

Sunday Thang
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 29 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? maybe who knows 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? umm lets see my birthday ( hopefully its a good one), Being with my baby James and maybe in are own place.. 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom 5. Who was the last person to call you? wayne 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and 1 dog. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Umm JAMES 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? yesterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? I was working 12. How many states have you lived in? 1 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 7 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet unless its cold then socks 15. Are you a social person? yes! 16. What was the last thing you ate? breakfast with james and his mom and her boyfriend

Torn
My life is going to be entering another chapter soon, in what way on the scale it will balance im not sure, but hopefully there will be more positive than negative in the near future.... On april 22nd I shall see my mother and family for the first time in six months....im really scared and nervous due to the condition i left them and i left myself in, i dont know how to coop with certain things that went on there but hopefully it will go well {the close friends knows whats going on} The doctors want me to come back after i get my insurance to do a biopsy....they think somethings wrong with my uterus due to the constant heavy bleeding and im really scared.....i havent talked about that with my family yet for fear they want me to come back home, and i dont want to go back....... Also I have fallen for someone really hard, rather this person knows this or not .....I have...but there are certain things going on that are making my mind and heart tell me two different things...m

Just Dropping In....
Hey gang, Just dropping by to say hello to everyone. Things have been crazy the last two weeks and I havent had much time to come by and see how you all are doing. Last weekend, we played two shows and this week marked the debut of our first single on radio. We kicked the event off with a radio appearance at WPKO 98.3 FM and played not one, but two new singles off "Conversations"...we got all the proofs back for the final album package and it was super cool finally seeing the completed package as it will ship out to all of you in JUNE. We've also launched our new merch line as we got three new t-shirt designs in. They will be available soon on our online store once the new website and myspace rolls out....so stay tuned for everything thats coming up. Things are a little quiet now, but I can assure you, we are about to muke some noise soon! Hope all is well. Enjoy the the coming of spring... Troy P.S. I will leave you with a clip from the frat show we played at Ohio Norther

Sunday Morning Survey
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 28!! 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? lol I doubt that 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Every day with Jeremy, the summer, more Halflink shows, Julia's Birthday :) 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom or Keith 5. Who was the last person to call you? Keith 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? one cat 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? going to sleep 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? seperated 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? yesterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? lol nothing Jeremy and I were sitting next to each other on our laptops 12. How many states have you lived in? 2 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 3 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? flip flops 15. Are you a social person? yes! 16. What was the last thing you ate? dinner @ olive garden! 17. What is your

Mouse Balls??
Mouse Balls And Mouse Ball Inspector I don't know how they wrote this with a straight face. This was a real memo sent out by IBM to its employees in all seriousness. It went to all field engineers about a computer peripheral problem. The author of this memo was quite genuine. The engineers rolled on the floor! Especially note the last couple of sentences. "If a mouse fails to operate or should it perform erratically, it may need a ball replacement. Mouse balls are now available as FRU (Field Replacement Units). Because of the delicate nature of this procedure, a replacement of mouse balls should only be attempted by properly trained personnel. Before proceeding, determine the type of mouse balls by examining the underside of the mouse. Domestic balls will be larger and harder than foreign balls. Ball removal procedures differ depending upon the manufacturer of the mouse. Foreign balls can be replaced using the pop off method. Domestic balls are replaced by u

American Capitalism: A "working" Model.
Sell a friend a small amount of an intoxicant less dangerous for human consumption than caffeine: A hardass District Attorney will haul your ass to jail for a year or two. Operate an online poker room from within your own country: You'll likely be charged with a felony and waste a large chunk of your life rotting away in prison. Develop technology to help China censor the Internet: You'll make yourself a multi-millionaire and make billions for your company and its shareholders. Anybody with the slightest lick of common sense should be able to figure out that the first two are morally neutral behaviours (unless the example in the first case involves a violent cannabis dealer or laced cannabis (which...*ahem*...would not happen under a proper regulatory framework) or the seocnd involves a crooked poker room...But we're going to assume that the first two are out to make money without fucking people over.) while the third results in millions sufferring under the iron grip of miser

You Might Be American If...
Since this seems to have pissed off obnoxious political correct types, I shall begin with the following disclaimer: This entire list is intended to be a series of truisms expressed in a tongue-in-cheek manner and obviously plays on stereotypes and mocks bad and hypocritical policies and situations that many Americans disagree with and fight stridently against/. The only statements I've made in my post that contain value judgments are the ones that are obviously directed at conservatives, at authoritarians, at big business, or at the political class. The ones that could sensibly encompass progressive-minded Americans are things that are obviously not their fault. (i.e. "Unions" controlled by the Democratic Party.)...The comment about post-secondary education is directed at George W. Bush (a semi-literate git who attended two Ivy League schools), at schools like Liberty, Bob Jones, and Pensacola CC, and at the fact that people like Jerry Falwell, Bob Jones, and James Dobson are

Bmw To The Rescue??
No living being or indeed person that has ever lived upon this earth has ever been completely perfect (with the possible debatable exception of Jesus Christ.) We all- me included have our very own unique flaws and weaknesses and these are balanced and compensated for by our desirable attributes. To be perfectly honest I’d actually prefer my friends and family as they are. Imperfect. I am not perfect, I don’t expect anyone else to have lived their entire life without making a single solitary mistake and I believe if we were all perfect this life would be incredibly boring. Life is after all about meeting new challenges and discovering ways to overcome them by learning and evolving. As any of my friends and family will tell you one of my most frequently recurring bad habits is speeding. Recently (earlier today to be perfectly blunt and honest) I was cruising along at 80 MPH and to my deep horror I was actually caught by a police car situated in a hidden location. So accepting the fact I’

Last Chance To Enter
*Contest will run for 3 days. *Contest will start April 4 at 8 am pst, and will end April April 7 8am pst rules: 1. NO NSFW Pics Pic must be of the profile owner!!! this is about who u think would be a nice piece of well u know lmao, so requires u to actually check out their profile come on get your friends to enter the contest or enter yourself in..hugs Most comments wins!!! You CAN comment bomb yourself! Let me know who wants to be in contest by Sunday April 1 at 10 pm then no more entries will be accepted.. oops haha winner gets a one month blast let me know in a message thanks

Why Must People Blast Music At 11am?
It makes me crazy, the people (its ALL GUYS, over the age of 21) are fucking blasting music!!! And the room they have there stereo in is right above mines! So I'm stuck listening to it! they are fucking blasting KELLY CLARKSON since you've gone!!! Okay they're grown ass men, maybe they like it but there is never any fucking need to blast her music any place especilly not at 11am when ppl are trying to sleep after staying up all night I mean its fucking sunday morning! Those ppl are fucking wylin. The most annoying part is when the songs over they turn it off so I'm already awake, but still tired but I can't go back to sleep because it work everyone else up and they are all making noise at my house now. Those fucking putos.

More Rain... When Will This Stop?
it's so gray here, it isn't stop raining where i live we doesn't have problems, but the weather alert is still for the worst cities in the next provinces... this site had an update you can read http://www.buenosairesherald.com/argentina/note.jsp?idContent=370899&hideIntro=true this site is in spanish but it has another video you can see of how another province is all filled with whater... they said they have around 5feet of water inside the houses... http://www.infobae.com/contenidos/308993-100799-0-Nuevos-derrumbes-dificultan-la-asistencia-damnificados-las-inundaciones keep this people in your prayers, 4 years ago they lost everything in the same situation when the rivers grew up because of the rain, now they are losing everything again...

Letter To The Ndp Caucus On Drug Policy Reform
This letter is nearly 2 years old now, but I've always been rather pleased with it even if it didn't seem to get very many results. It's an appeal to the NDP caucus regarding Marc Emery and cannabis legalisation and will probably be of interest to some of you. As I have had an ideological falling out with the NDP (I'm considerably more left-wing than them and consider it to be an organisation that contains genuinely leftists being held back by our current political framework and the their subservience to it. I was a social democrat when I wrote this: I'm now more in the Trot camp. Dear Honourable Members: During the January 2003 leadership campaign, Jack Layton spoke out in favour of the legalisation of cannabis, a promise that Liberal governments have consistently made and broken in the wake of the Canadian Senate’s 1972 Le Dain Report, which recommended that cannabis be legalised and appropriately regulated. Le Dain’s recommendations were reiterated (but not subsequently acte

I'm Pregnant!!!!
I just found out I am having a baby and I am so excited...That's just what i need to bring some excitement back into my life!!!!!I am going to be getting married too..I AM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! I hope you all are happy for me too!!!! MUAH!!!! Michele P.s. Yeah Right..April Fool's !!!

I'm Prepared To Give My Life For This Or Any Other Country
by Curtis Stalbank The Onion March 28, 2007 http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/im_prepared_to_give_my_life_for As a true patriot, I would gladly die in battle defending my homeland. I love my country more than my own life. But I would also be more than willing to give my last breath in the name of, say, Mexico, Panama, Japan, or the Czech Republic. The most honorable thing a man can do is lay down his life for his country. Or another country. The important thing is that it's a country. Like those heroes who spilled their blood fighting for independence against the British Empire, I, too, would forfeit everything to win for my countrymen the right to be governed by politicians in our own capital instead of in a capital located further away. Nothing is more profound or more sacred than to die for one's country, an adjacent country, or some other, foreign country. The truth is, there are a lot of countries, each of which is the most noble cause possible to die for. I onl

I Wanna Be A Rock Star....
for my birthday.... if only I could reach the status of being a Rock Star by then. My birthday is on April 13th. Can you help me make my goal???? LOL... It may be the closest I ever come to being a rock star!!! :D Thanks, in advance, to anyone that helps me to be a Rock Star for my Birthday by the 13th of April!! Devine TxRose aka Kat

Naughty Riddles
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence. Q: What's the difference between light and hard? A: You can sleep with a light on. Q: Why is sex like a bridge game? A: You don't need a part

I Am Not Your Dj.
I am not here to entertain you. I am not here to make you happy. I am not here to be interesting, attractive, or charming. ICH MUSS ZERSTÖREN. ALLES, DAS SIE WISSEN, IST FALSCH. The world you live in is built on lies, and will soon come tumbling down like a house of cards. ICH BIN NICHT HIER, SIE ZU RETTEN. I'm not your Buddha, your Guru, your Jesus Christ. You cannot be saved by anyone but yourself. You can do this...IF you are strong. Avoid the choices of weakness, avoid the words of those who would tell you you are small, you are weak, you do not matter. You are the center of your Universe...stand proud and live as though you are a God. Live in YOUR world, in YOUR way, by YOUR decisions. There will be consequences. This will be be painful. ES GIBT KEINE GNADE UND KEIN VERZEIHEN.

Thanks Everyone :)
Hey Everyone, if your reading this, its obvious that you're looking at my profile hehe :p (i loves it!) xx if you rate me, thank you very very much (also, thanks to everyone whos previously rated me) as soon as i aquire enough cherry points to start rating other ppl, ill get you all back for the ratings and stuff :) Much Love (and thanks again) Pauly Vengeance xx

My Most Favourite Quote
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. from the movie Coach Carter

The Lovely Views
Okay so women lie just as well as men, or do we? I honestly think it is 50/50, look at society today, we are who we are and "you choose" decisions in what you do, no one makes those decisions for you. You are held accountable for your actions, but do we accept them most of the time, I don't think so, but yet that is "my" opinion. Actually with all the dates I had been on since my divorce, I heard the same story over and over from men and is as follows: I went on a date with this chick, we hit it off, things were going great and then 3 months later, boom, she turns psycho or just acts totally different than what I had seen in those months. I have seen those as I have met some of my friends g/f's and it holds true. But it also holds true on women meeting men. So wouldn't you think it is an even keel? Thing is, I don't think people truly and honestly get to know that person long and deep enough, they just jump into it full bolt. Also, don't pretend you are someone you are not. I mean,

Accommodating Faith In A Free, Just, And Egalitarian Society...
Yes: I am a secularist, I am a leftist, and I will probably piss people of all beliefs -- including my own -- off with this. But here goes...I'm glad to be writing like this again. Another note: Subsequent to the completion of this piece, I have become significantly more radicla and anti-establishment (which is saying quite a bit given where I already was): As such, some of the content may be outdated and there is no discusion of the Quebec far-right's role in helping to secure the interests of the bourgeoisie. In January of 2007, Hérouxville, a village of 1300 200 km North of Montreal, became a flashpoint of global controversy when its municipal government – after taking a crude poll of about 200 residents – published a slipshod manifesto outlining rules and expectations for prospective immigrants looking to build new lives in the tiny Mauricien hamlet. As is the case with similar documents around the world, the paper is primarily alarmist extrapolation from people who have ofte

Personality Disorder Me !!!! Hmmm Okay It Is True
You May Be a Bit Antisocial... Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. What Personality Disorder Are You?

Some Good Ones! From Famous People
Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself ~~"Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good sermon is to have a good beginning and a good ending; and to have the two as close together as possible. -- George Burns Santa Claus has the right idea. Visit people only once a year. -- Victor Borge Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. >-- Mark Twain By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -- Socrates I was married by a judge. I should have ask

Love And Life
Love is a funny thing. We all go through phases and we all go through emotions, but why is it that when one pours, the rain just falls deeper and deeper? I mean of course women are more sensitive then men or are we? Is that a true fact? How can one true person who is 3000 miles away from another be that in love and truly 100% grasp ahold without someone tearing it apart? Well I guess it is what you put into it, at least that is my view and opinion. You always hear the comment, times heals all wounds. I say that is true. But as they say, you should wait a year before grasping hold of another during a breakup. I agree, but man was that hard.....lol. I think the hardest part was and is the longing of being held and just feeling safe. But hey, what makes you weak always and will make you stronger. As each day progresses, you just raise that head higher and higher and take in the true goodness of nature, friends, animals and most of all family. May each day be a wonderful day in yo

The Power Of Music
What a day...... For one day, you think there would be no stress in our lives, but to our dismay it eventually just appears. As some of us say in those moments in our lives, "Serenity Now" My serenity? That would be the power of music. You know in all the years that I wanted to become a music therapist, I can fully everyday understand why. Stress......lol. Do you disagree? If so, ask yourself, doesn't your mood change depending on what you listen to? Music is my therapy. Singing is my therapeutic drug. It lifts me like no other....is it as great as sex to me? Hell yeah. Music is my inspiration, it lifts me, it moves me, but most importantly it makes me happy. It should for everyone. Of course sex is on a totally different level, but just remember, music is sometimes involved in those acts of pleasure. How some can be happy without music, I don't understand and could never fathom, mainly because it is a part of my heart and soul. I would be a lost child searching her way ba

The Mayonnaise Jar And Two Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle; when 24 hours in a day are not enough remember THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND TWO CUPS OF COFFEE: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the

Fantasy Or Not?
Now we all know that most men like to watch strippers and I, a while ago, asked a few women if they too like to watch strippers, but women. Now yes they are very beautiful to look at, but of course some women think they are trash, which I think it isn't fair "if" they go to watch men. What is the difference honestly? But that is my opinion. If a woman can dance, yes I like to watch. They are beautiful. Why my g/f and I go sometimes. My other g/f, why I asked, is because she used to be a stripper and I was curious to everyones views and opinions. But in all reality, I just had to ask that one question, as I was sitting here pondering that thought............... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....

Its Been Awhile
I just want to say thanks to all our friends out there that has comment or rated our page. I thought i would write to all you guys since its been awhile since i been able to get here and talk. Wonderful news me and jamie are now getting married on May 19 of this year just alittle over a month away. Well i am not working any more so now maybe i can get up here more and get my level up more. Well guys got to go tend to the kids. hugs and kisses

Weary Eyes
As time passes, I grow fonder and yearn more for that one touch. As time passes, my heart bleeds and aches. As time passes, the days grow longer and longer. As time passes, there is nothing I can do, but sit and wait. The feelings that yearn through of wanting and needing seem to over take what should be. I can't help, but long so much for his touch, his breath on me, the feelings of tenderness that overcome every inch of my being. Yet so far away and although in time he will be at hands reach, but to grasp hold will be a life time away, will it be?

A Vision
A vision is a view Space is a moment of peace Calm is where relaxation starts and you are blessed with the beautiness of what God has layed before you Tears are emotions of what we feel but also they are at times the goodness that has been brought to our lives My vision? Well at this moment, it is the longing to be held, loved, treasured and respected, as I do everyone in life. My tears? They are tears of hurt from what I thought I had. My calm? It will be there, but at this time there is none. Never forget those who help you because sometimes when you least expect it, those people come far and few between, just like true relationships. Those people are the ones that should be held in the depths of your heart and treasured like a prescious flower. Those are the people I myself will never ever forget. They are the ones I love so much, but also feel very blessed to have in my life.

Redneck Men's Pick Up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines. 1) Did you fart?cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT? Man - "I just wanted to say something that wouldbreak the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him I think he went into this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up. Sometimes we need to step back, and just have a laugh o

Don't Forget To Do It Daily
Please go vote for me! I'm listed as Juicy Joy!!!!!! You have to sign up to vote for me. You can vote once a day. There are a lot of beautiful girls in this so I really need your help! Please go vote me a 10 star! Thanks, Joy

Aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!
Aaarrgghhh! Gotta vent. This blog was originally titled something else but my husband got upset because I told a family member about what I spoke about in this blog previously when according to him: "I specifically asked you not to tell anybody about ....." so I got rid of the posting here. So now I'm just venting. If for some reason my marriage doesn't last 'till death do us part' I am not doing it again! It is so frustrating. We actually talked earlier today and I thought we made some good progress about my expectations and his. So now that I have done this thing he asked me not to do I just feel like all that progress made has gone to hell in a handbasket! Mostly, the family member I told this thing to doesn't TALK TO ANYONE ELSE so the 'secret' won't get out to the wrong people. I tried to explain that to him but he just got stuck on the idea that I did this thing he asked me not to do. I understood, when he asked me to keep quiet about the event, that it was mostly so

Thinking
Love is but a whisper. Seduction is nothing less than a wonderful gift. How you fill my body with so much lust, it kills me. Everday that passes I stop, close my eyes and I can feel your soft hands brush across my soft, supple skin, making me shake in thoughts of you next to me. You are my need, my want, my every desire. I close my eyes, feel your body on me, pressing against me as you start to udder but a word in my ear, making me hotter and hotter. You know just the right touch, just the right words. You tell me how much you need me in your life, that just one touch, one breath or look I give, sends desires you have never experienced before through your whole mind and body. You look into my eyes, your hands move to my hips, I kiss you deeply, seductively. We both moan to the touch. You brush your hands across my face and through my long soft hair; I am at your mercy baby. You turn me around, kiss the back of my neck, as you know that one touch sends desires through my who

It's My Monday Tonight
I generly try not to be superstitious, but..... Well let's just say I have reason to be a little nervous about April 1st. I was 7 or 8 years old, a fine, warm April 1st afternoon; shirt-sleave warm. My Mom and I were walking up the neighbor street, when it started to cloud over a bit, a chil breeze whispered by, and large, white, fluffy snowflakes began to drift gracefully earthward. Needly to say, we stood there dumbfounded. Then, almost as quickly as it had started, it ended. It warmed up and cleared up. The whole thing lasted maybe 10 minutes. The only sign left that it had even snowed were glistening splotches of wet all over. I was 27-28 years old, working as a ride-operator at the Seattle Fun Forest. A co-worker and I were getting the Antique Cars ready for the day. It was a decent April 1st morning, about 10am. We had uncovered the cars, unchained them, turned on the power and pushed the first car onto the electrified part of the track. We waited about two minutes, the

A Surreal Life
In this twilight time when all is slightly unclear have you ever wanted to pursue the ones you loved only to find they were not real? The questions tumble out while you wander through this land searching for something that had never been there? Your cries, your tears all met with sounds of jeers looking for support only seeing the vacant faces. It's a mad mad world you cry out in anguish and you're only the court jester sent here to mock and to inflame. With one swing with one call your days are up your time is numbered How did you know you'd fail at this? when all was supposedly alright is there any use to beg for your life? A trumpet charges silence reigns feeling the slightest breeze through your hair close your eyes, ready for the final blow? In the next second you open your eyes to brilliance to a new land, a new place the place of purity, the place of light. Where your heart is it never left you were the one who had. © 2007 Kath

You Might Be A Redneck If….
You might be a redneck if…. Your momma has "ammo" on her Christmas list. You've totaled every car you've ever owned. Your front porch collapses and kills more than three dogs. Your coffee table used to be a telephone cable spool. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. You burn your front yard rather than mow it. Fewer than half of your cars run. You've ever been kicked out of the zoo for heckling the monkeys. Your momma has ever been involved in a cuss fight with the principal. You've got more guns "On Display" than Wal-Mart Sporting Goods. Your pocket knife often doubles as a toothpick. You won't stop at a rest area if you have an empty beer can in the car. Your wife has ever said, "Come move this transmission so I can take a bath." You have the local taxidermist's number on speed dial. Your toilet paper has page numbers on it.

Wtf?
I ran out of comments or something. I can't leave a comment on any of my contests or anyone elses... That's never happened to me before, lol... So, if anyone wants to help out with my contests, the links are in my About Me, and I'll return the love tomorrow :)

Tie Me Up And Just Do Me
I have been a very bad girl lately no longer the sweet innocent angel I PRETEND to be,lol!!!!!!!!!!!Seriously,I have been naughty,naughty n I LOVE IT!Last night was crazy,now that I was attention I mean dream wise.I swear if I had a guy like that in real life I wouldnt let him go for sure! In this dream this man was tall and he had me drooling,with the way he could tie knots.Normally I am the one tying ome one up not being all submissive like and letting them tie me up.I have to admit I am a DOM by nature.Yet there's this secret part of me that would love for a man to tell to me to crawl to him,tie me up with my legs spread and flog me,then make me do what ever he wishes.So ya a part of me wants to be collared. I can admit it,but honestly with how strong and stubborn I am,it will take a TRULY strong domi to make me his dirty little slut for sure.I think that I would like a dom who was gentle yet firm. Alas though it's only a dream.............................but what a dream it is!!

Dont Know
When I was married I never dreamed that it would end. I thought it would be till the end for better for worse. Apparantly she feels differently. She says she needs time to sort out her thoughts to detemine what she wants, what she needs. Well tomorrow she leaves. She dont know if she'll be back. I hope that she will. There is something very scary about the thought of never being together again in the same way. She says she dont know if she loves me. She say she dont know if this is what she wants. I guess only time will tell. Regardless of the outcome I hope somewhere we will find happiness. But I love my wife for all the right reasons her not being here wont change that. I wont get used to a life without her. I wont get used to being a part time dad. I dont want to be replaced. I dont want to miss out on all the small things in life we all take for granted. We worked hard to get what we have. WE shouldn't just throw it away. I just wish she could be strong and overco

Children On This Site Need To Be Spanked
Another good one is chased away by adolescent pricks who just can't act their age. Pisses me off that the good ones leave and all we're getting left here are scrotum sweat punks. On one hand I'm pissed at my friend for letting these insignificant little dicks chase her away with their lude and crude remarks on her photos, and then physical threats because she doesn't respond to them. But I'm also pissed that CT hasn't done anything about it when they get the reports of the profiles that do this. Physical threatening is a crime in the Internet and should be dealth with accordingly. To my friend; I am angry you left and did not fight this, but am still your friend. One day I hope our paths will cross. I will remember the lolz provided with a smile. To these pricks that did this; I will make it my personal mission in life to search you out and make your existance here and on earth absolutely miserable. To CT; get your fucking heads out of your ass and act when it's more then jus

My Brother Smokey
I have three brothers and each one of them mean soemthing different to me.this brother I am writing about is the one I think to date I have the weirdest relationship with.I love him to death and so happy that he moved back.When it coems to me HE ALWAYS SAYS ONE THING AND DOES ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He alays has my back and yet well it seems he knows almost everything to know about me and I about him,he threw another twist into play. He was in the paper for his work with kids,which was fine but it really truly suprised me on how much my kid brother had grown up and truly became his on man and how much of a singer he truly is when people at the bar we were at didnt want him to leave without singing. They liked him better then the person playing!it was crazy but I had pride in my eyes as I watched him play a song he wrote. He's 27 and been through alot in his short life,we all have but I have to say for him going from a criminal who was either going to be dead by 21 or in the PEN

Rise Above Frustration
Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with a smile on your face and gener

A Somewhat Long Night
I just got in from a night of partying.. A birthday outing with myself, and a close friend's gf, who's birthday is also right around this time.. and a few of his / her friends... I was under the impression we would be going out to Boston to.. who knows what.. but it ended up being this north of boston kereoke thing.. which.. well... Right now I feel a little like I might throw up.. from smoking the cigs, not the drinking, though the toxins are surely in my body.. thus I drink the gatorade.. I thought I'd write something about this.. or something.. here.. but the story doesn't seem to want to unfold on this virtual page in a way that seems particularly worthy of your reading it.. I sang Black Sabbath's NIB... lets see if I can find a clip of it. A great song to sing to a girl on your first date, ha? Oh yeah.. I was going to talk about gay men.. See I haven't had too much contact with gay men for.. well forever really.. so I found myself sorta intreged by it..

Erotica: Wake Up Call :)
His eyes flutter open. Blinking against the morning light he shifts down into the bed, pressing his arm and leg a little more firmly against you. Taking a few moments to gain his wits and allow his brain to begin to function again, he turns over and carefully drapes an arm over your back as he takes in the sight of you. Laying mostly on your side/belly, an arm cast over the edge of the bed, your soft deep breathing is rhythmic in his ears. Gently his hand moves along your back, touching your skin and caressing you. He gives a tender kiss to your shoulder as he sighs and slides out of bed. Moving slowly so as not to wake you, he moves off to the bathroom intent on a shower. Whispering softly he says "I'll be right back love to wake you up." He strides quietly into the bedroom, wrapped in a towel about the waist. Running the fingers of one hand through his hair he looks at you and smiles. The morning sunlight catches the stray beads of water on his shoulders and back,

Sometimes
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried.. No one sees your stress. Sometimes... When you are happy.. No one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Bwhaha A Shout From Erkan
are you a man? well i guess looking at the woman you have in turkey i can see why you would think every other woman would look like a man NOT! hold up erkan i just need to scratch my balls:)) freak aww he thought i was funny... and guess coming from turkey that makes him some kind of sit down comedian

Still Hurt
For those of you who don't know, I was engaged last year and due to be wed on last Halloween. Things didn't work however and now I am stranded with only the faint memory of happiness and thought of what could have been. Heather is her name (hence the name of this blog) and she is a wonderful woman. Her and I met the night of my sister's birthday, January 2nd 2005 at which time heavy flirtation transpired. I don't know how drunk she was but, I was fucking trashed! Anyhow, We flirted all night, in spite of the fact that my then girlfriend was sitting right there watching, and some point during random touching I used my right index finger to mark her chest with the wiccan ruin symbol for love, I wasn't a practictioner at the time so I thought nothing of it, and at the end of the night went our seperate ways. Now here is where things get complicated, my then girlfriend and I broke up and Heather called me out of the blue to have me come fix her computer, which needed to be completely resto

Finding A Young Lady That Plays On Cam
I wish I could find a young lady that masturbate on cam. My wife had surgery on March 7 and she can not have sex until April 20. That bad when I am in the mood because I am not in the mood very often. So if any female that wants to cam for me please post a comment for me. Thanks for reading my rantings.

I'm Yellow...bite Me--haha
You scored as Yellow. Your heart is yellow. You are very fun loving and you\'re the life and soul of the party. Some people may call you childish, but they\'re boring fuckers and should be shot! Be happy to be happy and don\'t change for anyone. Oh wow, I\'m very proud of you *sniffles*. This is my first quiz so bite me...Yellow79%Pink75%Blue71%Purple46%Green32%White25%Orange25%Black21%Red21%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Erotica: Ice Cubes, Newer Stuff
The summer heat began to back down as the sun set. You ate your dinner thinking about it. You took a long shower thinking about it. And, as you go to answer the knock at your door, you are still thinking about it. "Something new to try tonight." I had said the night before but I had been purposely vague with my intentions, and for good reason... I had told you to specifically only wear a lace bra, thong, and a button down satin pajama shirt. As you open the door, I notice that you have followed my directions to a T. This is a good first step. I lead you into your room and tell you to lay down on the bed. I turn off the lights, close the blinds, and then reach into my pocket, handing you a long piece of cloth. A blindfold you figure out. I instruct you to put it on and lay down in the middle of your bed. It is dark and very quiet as you lay there, waiting for me to come back from the kitchen. I stand in the doorway for a few minutes, letting the tension and suspense build

Cherry Luv Please
OK I'M WORKING 2 CONTESTS .. I NEED COMMENT BOMBERS PLEASE !! IT'S APPRECIATED XOXO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE !!!!! FIRST CONTEST STARTED MARCH 29 AND WILL END APRIL 11 @ 7 AM EST SEXIEST BEDROOM EYEZ SECOND ONE STARTED TODAY MARCH 30 AND WILL END APRIL 7 @ 2 PM EST BEST MORPH AGAIN THANK YOU TO MY KICK ASS FRIENDS FOR DROPPIN ME LUV !!

Just Because
the beauty of the day and the promise of wonder to come... may all your days moments be special. Ron Truest Fire In ones life there is room for many friends For loves that come and go the heart does mend There are few who leave their mark deeper still Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill When fond thoughts grow and become intense When there is mystery thrill and suspense At the daily life that draws one in deep Giving freely and drawing thoughts to keep Knowing that one can make a soul smile Yet feeling a longing for one all the while One who burns hotter than fires to melt stone One who is one of the best this soul has known The hottest fire burns truest and best None can compare so goes the rest As one inspires a soul to pronounce true The that is the only one who ever will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Just A Thought
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A Slow Saturday Night
Don't feel bad if your Saturday night wasn't as exciting as you had hoped....my night wasn't so exciting either. LOL....I still had fun though. I met my best friend, Debbi, and her friend, Mindi, down at my favorite coffee shop. The Jitterbug is the coffee shop where I go to read my poetry and sing once a month. I love the place. The atmosphere is mid-1930's, and last night a jazz band was there when we arrived. I had my two daughters, Brenna (18) and Alora (10), in tow.....fun, fun, fun.... LOL.....Actually I don't mind bringing them to The Jitterbug, but it was a bit different last night having them in tow with Debbi and Mindi. I have always thought of myself as a Christian, but, as of late, I have been getting more involved in spiritual experiences that include clearing my chakras and zen....I am changing so much, and my ideas from my youth just don't contain all that I had been searching for. My oldest daughter, Brenna, is about as fundamentalist in her Christian belie

Changing Font
Ok...so I've been seeing quite a few people in the MUMM's asking about the font color change. It's quite simple really if you have a general knowledge of HTML. If you don't understand, follow along. [font color="pastel green" face="Comic Sans MS" size="2"]TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE[/font] 1)change the [] to 2)pastel green can be any color like... blue orange red...look around 3)fonts are usually arial tahoma verdana...again look around 4)I would keep the size at 2 or 3. If it's too much bigger, then the text is going to be huge in the MuMM. 5)Place the text you want people to see where it says TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE. ________________________________________________ This is how it would look when you type it out.. You will have to copy and paste this code into every comment you make. I use the keyboard shortcuts for convenience. (Ctrl + C) Copy (Ctrl + V) Paste That is all..take care! :)

When Is The Right Time
when is the right time to tell some one you have something wrong with you,when you first meet them? after you start datting him,my question is will they run like a scared rabbit?i never realy relixed how one person can ruin anothers life by there actions or harsh words,crippling the mentel state of a peron,i was dignosed with bipolar and a heart condition about 2 years ago,it has been a hard road but i am getting throught it,when someone talks about being bipolar it seems like everyone runs like it was contagouse or something but we bipolars can love and i am still human,people who run the other way are verry shallow,my second ex left because i had a illness and that is pretty shallow if you ask me,true love will over come all.