Check This Out!!! I Couldn't Beleive It!!!
Check Out This Restaurant! � � � � � � The World's First All-glass Undersea Restaurant Opens The Maldives | 15 April marks the day that the first ever all-glass undersea restaurant in the world opens its doors for business at the Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. Ithaa* will sit five meters below the waves of the Indian Ocean, surrounded by a vibrant coral reef and encased in clear acrylic offering diners 270-degrees of panoramic underwater views. "We have used aquarium technology to put diners face-to-face with the stunning underwater environment of the Maldives", says Carsten Schieck, General Manager of Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. "Our guests always comment on being blown away by the colour, clarity, and beauty of the underwater world in the Maldives, so it seemed the perfect idea to build a restaurant where diners can experience fine cuisine a

It Really Is Snowing!
Weird...we have had spring like weather. Trees have their leaves, flowers are budding, and there is now a light coat of SNOW on the houses and cars. We may get 1 inch. This is Texas! LOL

Lost In You
Introduction This poem reflects what it is like when you make someone your everything and forget about yourself. (A lesson I lived and learned the hard way.) When their happiness and needs become your whole world - and once they are gone you are left with what? Loneliness, anger, bitterness and a broken spirit. But eventually we learn that there is life after heart-break and we eventually let go and move on. The lesson being : Don't make somebody your everything- cause when they're gone you've got nothing. I hope that whoever reads it, takes something good with them. LOST IN YOU Searching for acceptance, I was in pursuit of something true. Having faith that if I was patient, one day I'd succeed & receive love from you. I devoted myself - mind, body & soul, but it didn't appear to be enough. This foolish heart came to believe in the possibility of love. My eyes were blinded to all- but you, hoping for love to fill the void. Letting you in so deep, I

Biopolitics
by Dr. William Pierce Hello! As I prepare my remarks for today's broadcast, last month's presidential election is still just a bit up in the air, with the lawyers for both sides preparing for further court challenges, so it is remotely possible that the Democrats could take the White House away from the Republicans, although that doesn't seem likely. What is certain is that this recent electoral circus has been acutely embarrassing to everyone who is stupid enough or naïve enough still to believe, at this late date in the self-destruction of Western civilization, that democracy is a reasonable way for our people to govern themselves. The Republicans may have taken the prize in this lamentable and undignified contest, but they have very little for which to congratulate themselves, because it is quite clear they can never again win as Republicans: that is, as upholders of the American tradition of independence and self-discipline which Republicans, in the past, claimed

Untitled Poem
I can't help it ... because for you I shed a million tears, Now that we parted, I admit it was my biggest fear Anger and resentment are hard to wash away Loneliness and heartache are now here to stay The pain and grief make me feel so alone Since you're not by my side, this no longer feels like home I believed that you truly loved me, hard to accept I was wrong What a fool I was - to live in this deception for so long Now all my heart can do is mourn your loss with a noiseless call It's just useless because the cries are locked within 4 walls So the tears start flowing, no matter how hard I try So difficult to know you never loved me Like a neglected rose - I wither up and die

I Am A Cat :-)
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat September 28 - 30 ~ Dog

Just Speakin My Mind
This is my very 1st contest and the way it is going it will be my last. I just entered cuz I thought it would be fun, but with the response that Im getting it isnt really. I was hoping that I would have gotten a bigger response with the amount of people that I talk to everyday. I do appreciate all the luv that I get and my friends know who they are. If u happen to stop by my page plz show sum luv and sign my guestbook. Have a good day all!

Sippin On The Home Brew
Never thought I'd be drinkin a beer at work! lol A friend of mine made a home brew and brougth in a bottle for a taste test for each of us! :) Hey at least we waited til noon! lol

Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size. But when I start to tell them, they think I'm telling lies. I say... It's in the reach of my arms, the span of my hips, the stride of my step, the curl of my lips. I'm woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room just as cool as you please, and to a man, the fellows stand or fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, a hive of honey bees. I say... It's the fire in my eyes, and the flash of my teeth, the swing in my waist, and the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered what they see in me. They try so much, but they can't touch my inner mystery. When I try to show them they say they still can't see. I say... It's the arch of my back the sun of my smile, the ride of my breast, the gra

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Behind America's Moral Decay
by Dr. William Pierce Today I want to talk with you about a topic that I believe is extremely important. It's a topic that I have been thinking about for a long time but have hesitated to talk about because it's a big, complex topic, and I don't have much in the way of scientific data on it: I don't have a lot of hard statistics, just a number of general observations and a good bit of specific anecdotal material. Because this topic is so important, however, I have decided just to plunge into it. Perhaps our listeners will be able to contribute to this subject if we discuss it more than once. The subject is the general decline in moral fitness of White Americans. In fact, I believe this moral decline is an affliction not just of Americans, but of White people nearly everywhere. I don't want the word moral to be misunderstood here. I'm not talking at all about the same thing some Christians refer to when they lament the decline of morals in America. I'm not talking about sex, for e

A Strong Woman Vs. A Woman Of Strength
A Strong Woman vs. A Woman Of Strength A strong woman works out every day, Pride in her appearance she portrays, But a woman of strength kneels to pray, Keeping her soul in shape, God leading the way. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything, Looking forward to challenges each day will bring, Women of strength show courage in the midst of fear, Knowing triumph through faith because the Lord is near. Strong women won't let anyone get the best of them, So skilled in defense even if they have to pretend, Yet a woman of strength gives her best to everyone, Being anointed with divine blood from the only begotten Son. A strong woman relies on the physical attributes making her tough, In her search for power and money she will never have enough, A woman of strength understands that it's not about material stuff, Knowing that before becoming a diamond first she'll be in the rough, A strong woman sometimes disguises her feelings shadowed by clouds,

Basics
by Dr. William Pierce I really do need a secretary. I have a flood of mail coming in every day, and usually I don't have time to read most of it. This week, though, I had a couple of hours to spare, and I read a hundred or so letters before I began this broadcast. If I had a secretary to keep my office organized and help me with my work, I'd read a lot more of my mail. I'd probably even answer some of it. Not only is it polite to read the letters that people have taken the time to write to me, but it's useful. I learn a lot from my mail. And of course, it makes me feel good to read letters from people who appreciate my broadcasts -- especially from people who tell me that they have learned something from listening to my talks, that I have helped them understand what is happening in the world. I must confess to you, however, that I myself usually learn more from reading my hate mail than I do from reading friendly letters. The most common type of hate letter I receive is from Poli

Miss C. I Really Do Care About You.
Although two souls are meeting there is but one voice capturing the moment captivating and controlling the thoughts, actions, words leading the way for conscious desire and decisive emotion Stories and daily goings- on are frequently passed between the one voice and the intermixed beings Creating a warm happiness a sense of belonging an aura of completeness a comfortable existence Time, a distant memory fading in and fading out, its power and autonomy fall on blissfully ignorant, yet distinctly aware, ears - focused and true With the quantity of well spent hours adding up and summarizing the feelings and beliefs shared and opposed, comes an ability to confide and uphold moments, eternities abundant with understanding.

Avalanche
by Dr William Pierce It has been surprising to me how strongly the American public has responded to the media treatment of Atlanta Braves baseball pitcher John Rocker. Many people have expressed anger over the way the Jewish media and the liberals have hounded poor Rocker for simply saying what he thought about New York's wonderful multicultural diversity. I don't think the average American was as angry about the Clinton government's war against the Serbs last spring. The people who have written to me are more irritated by the ongoing abuse of John Rocker than they were by Madeleine Albright's mass murder of White women and children using our armed forces. Perhaps what's happening to Mr. Rocker now seems more real than the bombs and missiles being directed against Belgrade from the Clinton White House last year. Serbia is half a world away; New York City is all too close. Or perhaps some of the Americans who are angry about the Rocker affair have begun to understand

Update
Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A White World
by Dr. William Pierce In these talks I have with you every week, I try to choose topics of current interest, topics that are in the news -- or that should be in the news -- because it's important for all of our listeners to understand that the things we talk about in these broadcasts are real and relevant, and they demand our attention now; they are things that listeners can check on for themselves if I tell them where to check. Even when I choose to talk more about ideas than about current news, I try to tie the ideas into events, either current or historical, in order to keep listeners aware that the ideas are relevant, that they have consequences in the real world. I want everyone always to have in mind that the essence of these broadcasts is not entertainment, and it's not even education: it's survival. It's our whole future. It's the continuation of the process of life that began on this earth hundreds of millions of years ago and is now on the brink of disaster. The reason

Woe To Our People's Enemies
by Dr. William Pierce I've had several film crews visiting my office during the past few weeks: BBC, the History Channel, the Discovery Channel, Arts and Entertainment; you name it, they've been here. Reporters and photographers from the print media too: the Washington Post, Rolling Stone magazine. The main thing they're focusing on is my acquisition of a couple of record companies for the production and distribution of resistance music. They want to tie that in to my two novels, The Turner Diaries and Hunter -- especially The Turner Diaries -- and to suggest that all of the things I do are somehow connected with the growing threat of terrorism in America. Their position is that Timothy McVeigh read The Turner Diaries and got his friends to read the book, and then he blew up the Federal Building in Oklahoma City; therefore, The Turner Diaries is a terrorist book and is responsible for the bombing. I always tell them, no, my book is not what caused Timothy McVeigh to blow up the F

Why The Jews Want War
by Dr. William Pierce Last week we talked about the motivation for the Clinton government's murderous attack on Yugoslavia. Mr. Clinton had two excuses for his war: it is to save lives, and it is to save American jobs, Clinton said. It is to save lives, because if we don't whip the Serbs into line now, they'll continue doing things that we don't approve of, and so later we'll have to kill a lot more of them to make them run their country the way we want them to. It is to save American jobs, because we must keep Europe stable and prosperous so that Europeans will buy our products. I said that the real reason for the war against Yugoslavia is that the Serbs refuse to let the New World Order and the United States tell them how to run their country. The New World Order wants the countries of the world, wherever possible, to be multi-ethnic -- except for Israel, of course. Multi-ethnic countries are easier to control, less likely to put up a solid front against the New World Order. Bu

Boycott
Jim Neugent is a coach in Childress, Texas. Jim writes: My name is Jim Neugent. I wrote to ABC (on-line) concerning a program called "THE PRACTICE." In last nights episode, one of the lawyer's mothers decided she is gay and wanted her son to go to court and help her get a marriage license so she could marry her 'partner.' I sent the following letter to ABC yesterday and really did not expect a reply, but I did get one. My original message was: ABC is obsessed with the subject of homosexuality. I will no longer watch any of your attempts to convince the world that homosexuality is OK. ' THE PRACTICE' can be a fairly good show, but last night's program was so typical of your agenda. You picked the 'dufus' of the office to be the one who was against the idea of his mother being gay, and made him look like a whiner because he had convictions. This type of mentality calls people like me a "gay basher." Read the first chapter of Roman

And They Continue...
To blast music early in the morning, and what they blast this time? Cher, do you believe in life after love. I swear the guys upstairs are up to something... they are creeping listening to cher... LOL Well, yesterday was nice. I like three day weekends. I can't wait for April vacation. Seriously. Its going to be awsome.

When The Barriers Come Down
by Dr. William Pierce During the ongoing impeachment and trial of Bill Clinton one of the things we hear most often from the media is that this is a historic event. If Clinton is convicted by the Senate and removed from office, it will be the first time such a thing has happened -- something for the Guiness Book of Records. This led me to think about other records which are being set these days. For example, if Clinton is removed from office and then is tried and convicted in a Federal court for perjury or obstruction of justice, he could become a member of a record-breaking U.S. prison population. I looked at some of the figures provided by the U.S. Census and published in various almanacs. I don't have the very latest figures, but in 1996 there were 1,185,000 persons confined to state and Federal prisons in the United States. With a total U.S. population in 1996 of 265 million, that's just under half a percent of the population in prison, which is a record. And that's not even

What They're Aiming For
by Dr. William Pierce When I spoke with you a couple of weeks ago I mentioned the recent firing of a White radio disk jockey in Washington, DC, who made a Politically Incorrect remark on the air. Doug Tracht, who is known as the Greaseman, was by far the most "popular personality" on Washington radio station WARW-FM. His listeners were nearly all Whites, and they not only liked the music he played for them, but they also enjoyed his sometimes risqué or Politically Incorrect remarks on the air. For example, back in 1986, when the subject of making a holiday out of the birthday of Martin Luther King came up, the Greaseman, who was very popular in Washington even then, had said, "Hey, kill four more, and we can take a whole week off." That's the sort of thing which endeared him to his White listeners, if not to station owners. Well, last month the Grammy awards had just been handed out by the folks in Hollywood who decide what sort of music we should listen to, and one of the winner

What Makes Madeleine Run
by Dr. William Pierce Sometimes I feel at a loss for words: for example, when I see something which is manifestly very evil or very dangerous or very foolish being done by the American government -- something which is done in plain sight where everyone else can see it just as well as I can -- and nearly everyone else acts as if everything is normal, that there's nothing to worry about. It's like a house is on fire on a busy street, burning brightly in the middle of the day, and hundreds of people are walking by, paying no attention at all to the fire, and I begin yelling, "Fire! Fire! Look, there's a fire!" People would look at me as if I were a fool. This is the way I feel about the war against Serbia. Bill Clinton and the manifestly evil group of Jewish advisors and assistants around him are murdering Serbian men, women, and children in Yugoslavia every day. They are murdering our fellow Europeans. They are murdering our fellow Whites, and they are doing it in our name. Madelei

Happy Easter To You All.
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A F*cking Rant!!
I'm venting!! Ok, i'm geting really sick of people fucking me over ever time I let them near me. I'm also geting tired of people who say their my friends and stick a knife in my back. I'm geting really tired of lies and stories. I'm also geting tired of everyone only likeing me untill they see my pussy then fucking me over. I'm alsoe geting tired of all the fake I love yous as well. Most of all I'm geting sick of people not likeing me the way I am and trying to change me. So if these are all you want fuck off and stay the fuck away from me.

Momma Janá
What ever happened to people doing for others when good has been done for them? People are so rude,crude,inconcidered,self centered and thoughtless. I wish that more people were more considered of others feelings. There are differant people everywhere;but others want to judge them for what they wear,how they talk,skin color and religion. Be kind to others no matter who or what they are.

Tribal Thinking
by Dr. William Pierce Quite often I make fun of liberals on this program: you know, feminists, egalitarians, New World Order enthusiasts, the kind of people who identify with Bill Clinton as a fellow child of the '60s and who admire Hillary as the very model of the modern American woman; people who have filters on their minds to keep out Politically Incorrect facts and ideas; people who refuse even to look at the world except through Politically Correct goggles. I mean, it's pretty hard to take such people seriously. Hypocrisy makes such a wonderful target, and practically everything a liberal says or does is glaringly hypocritical. Liberals think it is terrible that Serbs were rough on Albanians when the Serbs had the upper hand in Serbia's Kosovo province, but they don't want to hear about what the Albanians do to the Serbs when the tables are turned. They claim to be for peace and love and brotherhood, but they are the first to call for cruise missiles and smart bombs when som

Thoughts On Government
by Dr. William Pierce Some of my listeners tell me that I talk too much about the Jews, that I blame them for too many things, that the Jews aren't the only ones to be blamed for the wrecking of our civilization and our culture, that there are many Jews who aren't involved in destructive activities, and so on. Well, I agree in part with these critics. Certainly there are people who are not Jews who are destroying our civilization and our race and taking away our freedom, and there are many Jews who are involved in these things only to the extent that they are members of the Jewish community and thereby are supplying material and moral support to the Jews who are active wreckers and subverters. You know, the reason I speak so often about Jews is not that Jews are my favorite topic; it is that Jews, through their domination of our news and entertainment media, have a more powerful influence on public opinion and thereby on our government than any other coherent group. Well, there'

Thoughts On Accepting Responsibility
by Dr. William Pierce I receive many letters from listeners, and usually they are gratifying to me. Some people tell me that I have opened their eyes or that I have helped them make sense out of what's been happening to their world, that my explanations have really helped them understand what's going on, have helped them see the big picture. And some people tell me that they already had figured out by themselves what's happening, and that they are very happy to have discovered my broadcasts, because now they know that they aren't the only ones to have figured it out: that they aren't alone in the world, that there are others who have come to the same conclusions they have. I especially sympathize with these people who tell me how glad they are to discover that they're not the only ones who understand what's happening, because there was a time when I also wondered whether I was the only sane person in the universe. I was running around telling anyone who would listen, "My god, don't

The Value Of Talk
by Dr. William Pierce If there is any good thing to come out of the Clinton gang's murderous expedition against the Serbs it is the stark demonstration it provides of the total corruption of the political system which governs America. I'm talking about the whole system, not just the Democratic Party. The Democratic Party proved what it is made of back during the impeachment and trial of Clinton. Its members kept their eyes on the polls and continued to support a leader they knew to be a liar and a rapist and had good reason to suspect of treason as well, in his dealings with China. The Democrats traditionally have been the war party: Woodrow Wilson, Franklin Roosevelt, Harry Truman, Lyndon Johnson, Bill Clinton. Starting a war and killing a bunch of people in some other country seems to be the Democrats' favorite ploy for getting the voters' minds off of domestic problems -- or for paying off some of their behind-the-scenes supporters. Now we have the spectacle of Republican politi

The New Protocols
by Dr. William Pierce I was amused to note that Bill Clinton's twin across the great water, Tony Blair, struck another blow for dee-mo-cra-cee and ee-qual-i-tee last week. On October 19, Blair's Jewish Home Secretary, Jack Straw, announced that henceforth lunatics would be entitled to vote in all elections in the United Kingdom. Previously, people confined to lunatic asylums were not permitted to vote, the assumption being that a voter ought to be a responsible citizen who understands what he's doing and can make a rational choice. Of course, that was just hypocrisy; nobody really believed that voters knew what they were doing. Football fans and Jamaican immigrants and couch potatoes on the dole were allowed to vote; that's how Tony Blair became prime minister. So why not let lunatics vote too? They can be unstrapped from their beds and given a pencil and a ballot just long enough to stab the appropriate spot on the paper. What's wrong with that? I mean, if we really believe that

Sorry And Thank You
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The Limits Of Toleration
by Dr. William Pierce There are several interesting things in the news that we could spend half an hour talking about on today's program. There is the story of the bribery of African officials on the International Olympic Committee by businessmen in Salt Lake City in order to have their city chosen as the site of the Winter Olympics in 2002. We might look into the question of why it was specifically the African members who were bribed, why it was generally known in Olympic circles that the African members had their hands out for bribes, but no one in the controlled media would discuss this fact before the scandal broke recently. And in fact, the controlled media still are very reluctant to tell us which members of the International Olympic Committee were asking for bribes or to show us their faces. But, you know, I've found it difficult to become very excited about the Olympics -- or surprised about any hypocrisy or crookedness associated with the games -- ever since basketball became

The Jews And The Senators
by Dr. William Pierce Sometimes the most important things occur virtually unnoticed, while people's attention is focused on things of no consequence. Last week, while everyone was glued to his television screen, oohing and ahing over Hurricane Floyd and watching the huge traffic jams of lemmings fleeing the southeastern coastal areas lest they be obliged to do a little wading, much more dangerous and sinister doings than wind, rain, and high tides were afoot, but hardly anyone noticed. The Senate Judiciary Committee in Washington was holding a public hearing and listening to suggestions from various pressure groups on ways to eliminate free speech on the Internet. That's not what they called it, of course; they said they were trying to devise ways of keeping "hate" off the Internet. They want to protect children from being exposed to "hate," they say. They want to reduce the amount of violence in the country, they say; many people learn from the Internet to hate, and then having

Retail Hell
Sometimes I could just kill customers. I wish a lot of them had some common sense and were at least respectful! Dont throw your shit around and just expect people to clean up after you cuz 'its their job and what they are getting paid for'. That attitude pisses me off. I wish I would win the lottery.

The Holocaust Shakedown
by Dr. William Pierce Imagine that a robber walks into a bank, points a pistol at a teller, hands her a bag, and demands that she put all the money from her cash drawer in it. At first she protests, but then, after he threatens to shoot, she fills the robber's bag with cash. And then imagine that, as the robber walks out of the bank with his bag of loot, the bank guard opens the door for him, smiles at him, offers to hail a cab for him, and tells him to come again soon. After that it's not difficult to imagine that he probably will. That's about the way it's been with the Jews recently. Two years ago they put a gun to the head of the Swiss people collectively and demanded billions of dollars in reparations for Swiss bank accounts they claimed had been owned by Jews who disappeared during the Second World War. The Swiss initially protested that unclaimed Jewish bank accounts from the 1930s and 1940s amounted at most to a few million dollars, not to billions, and besides the war ende

The End Of Patriotism
by Dr. William Pierce You know, what Madeleine Albright and the rest of the Clinton gang are doing in Yugoslavia is really something new, and it's taking me a while to become accustomed to it. This is the first time I've ever hoped that American bombers would be shot down or American ships sunk. It's a strange feeling, and I don't really like it. I remember back during the Vietnam war how I despised people like Jane Fonda and Bill Clinton, who carried Viet Cong flags and demonstrated in favor of America's enemies, at a time when the Viet Cong and the North Vietnamese were killing an average of 100 young Americans every day. I never was enthusiastic about American involvement in Vietnam, but since we were involved I thought that we ought to win as quickly as possible and then get out. And of course, our opponents then were communists and they were non-White; I had no objections at all to killing them. And there was still the pretense that the war was a patriotic effort, an effort

Just Thoughts
Every day brings soemthing new... I wish that everyone knew How easy it is to forget what really is important The health of my family, The sound of the their laughter. Their smile and their tears. The loss of a friend deeply cuts Even if you dont know them well. It reminds you to say I love you and mean it. When you meet someone new, that makes you smile and remind you how to have fun and stay young.

The Division Of America
Dr. William Pierce An interesting thing is happening in America: the country is moving in two directions at the same time. On the one hand there's the Clinton coalition, moving ever more boldly into the feel-good realm of greater and greater permissiveness, of homosexuality, of feminine values and attitudes, of multiculturalism and "diversity." This is the part of America which cheered the bombing of Serbia and which supports the concept of a New World Order telling everyone everywhere how to run his life. This is the part of America which is looking forward happily to the continued darkening of America, the part that believes things will be much better when there no longer is a White majority. This is the part of America which believes in equality and democracy and brotherhood; it is the trendy, fashionable, materialistic, consumption-oriented part of America, the narcissistic and individualist part, the "me generation" of all ages. And on the other hand there's the rest of White

The Clinton Popularity Polls
by Dr. William Pierce Hello! Today I want to talk with you about something I've already mentioned on several earlier programs, but with the trial of Bill Clinton now starting in the Senate, I believe it's worth discussing again. That is the fact that well over half of the American electorate still likes Clinton and wants him to remain President. They don't want him tried on the charges he is now facing. They believe that neither his demonstrated lack of character nor the crimes he committed should disqualify him from leading America. They believe that those things aren't important. That is really the single most significant fact of this whole, sordid Clinton scandal: the voters don't care; the voters think it's not important. Some anti-Clinton people have told me that they don't believe the opinion polls which show these results. They believe that the media bosses, who always have supported Clinton, have faked the polls. But you know, a couple of dozen polls by several different p

The Bigger War
by Dr. William Pierce Perhaps by now you are tired of hearing me talk about Madeleine Albright's genocide against the Serbs. There certainly are plenty of other interesting things we could discuss: more horrifying Black-on-White crimes that the Jewish media have hushed up, more shocking details of Clinton's treasonous sale of American security to China, more of the fallout from that school shooting in Colorado last month and what it reveals about the corruption of public life in America. All of these things are important -- but none is quite as important as Madeleine Albright's war against Serbia. And it's not just that Albright murders more people in Serbia every day than are killed in a year of schoolyard shootings in America. It is the fundamental lessons for us, the fundamental warnings, which are spelled out so clearly by the NATO murder campaign against the Serbs. An advantage which sometimes comes from studying foreign events instead of domestic affairs is that the distanc

Stopping The Hijacking Of America
by Dr. William Pierce Today I want to simply state a few facts -- and make a few simple statements about what I believe. First, I want to tell you why I make these broadcasts every week. I make these broadcasts because America is being hijacked, and I want to stop the hijacking. America used to belong to me and to people like me, people whose ancestors came over here from Europe, settled the land, fought the Indians, and built a civilization here: a civilization based on the values and ideals that they brought here with them from Europe, values and ideals which have belonged to my people for thousands of years. But America is being hijacked. It is being taken away from my people, so that it can become the property of an alien people instead. It is being changed, perverted, to suit their tastes and their needs instead of the tastes and needs of my people. I want to stop this hijacking. I want to take America back and make it the heritage of my people again. Now I will tell you

Why I Totally Adore Cats..this Cat Saved Her Family From Death.
Cat Rescues Family From Carbon Monoxide AP NEW CASTLE, Ind. (April 6) - A cat helped spare a family from death by carbon monoxide poisoning by jumping on the bed and meowing wildly as fumes filled the home, the owners said. Eric and Cathy Keesling said their 14-year-old cat, Winnie, played a crucial role in saving their lives March 24 after a gasoline-powered water pump in their basement caused the odorless but deadly gas to build up. About 1 a.m., the domestic shorthair began nudging Cathy's ear and meowing loudly. "It was a crazy meow, almost like she was screaming," said Cathy, who hesitated to get up until Winnie's caterwauling and jumping persisted. When she finally climbed from bed, she realized she was nauseous and dizzy and couldn't awaken her husband. Because he had undergone minor neck surgery the previous day, she decided to call 911 but was so disoriented she had trouble dialing. Paramedics found the couple's 14-year-old son, Michael, unconscious on th

State-sponsored Terrorism
by Dr. William Pierce The people who are trying so desperately to destroy Serbia now are a pretty weird bunch. The latest tactic they've come up with is to have computer hackers and cryptography experts in the "dirty tricks" division of our Central Intelligence Agency break into the computers of various banks around the world where Yugoslav President Slobodan Milosevic is rumored to have his personal bank accounts, so that they can steal his money from him. It makes me think that the word "Intelligence" needs to be removed from the name of the agency. I mean, what a dumb stunt! But it's about what one would expect of these Viet Cong enthusiasts left over from the 1960s who are trying to be movers and shakers on the world scene today by bullying little countries into doing what they say. Milosevic won't take orders from Tony Blair and Bill Clinton and the rest of these aging adolescents who haven't a clue about the effective use of real power, so they will punish him by stealing h

Special Treatment
by Dr. William Pierce St. Martins Press has just published a fascinating new book. It's by journalist Gordon Thomas and is titled Gideon's Spies: the Secret History of the Mossad. Mossad is the name of Israel's official espionage and assassination agency. The history of the Mossad is an interesting enough subject in itself: all of the gory details about how our gallant, little, democratic ally in the Middle East carries out state-sponsored assassinations, terrorist bombings, and other hanky-panky, with nary a word of protest from that great enemy of terrorism we have in the White House. Bill Clinton likes to wax indignant about the terrorism of Osama bin Laden and Colombian rebels and Hutus in Uganda and others -- that is, about the terrorism of everyone except our gallant, little, democratic ally in the Middle East. What makes Thomas's book especially interesting and relevant at the moment, however, is that he details some Mossad espionage inside the Clinton White House. Specifi

Romance
How Romantic Are You?You are midway between being a romantic and a realist. You can mellow and provide enough romantic sparks when needed. You know where to draw the line between sentiment and good judgment and have probably never been seriously lovesick. Your head may be in the clouds, but your feet are on the ground.Take more free personality quizzes

Smell The Blood
by Dr. William Pierce During the past few weeks we've been talking mostly about the Clinton government's war against Serbia, and I've sometimes gotten a little hot under the collar. Some listeners have accused me of becoming intemperate. Well, perhaps so. But let me assure you, I do bite my tongue pretty hard to avoid saying what I really feel sometimes, because the FBI certainly would lock me up if said everything I felt like saying, and Janet Reno would file all sorts of charges against me. But I must tell you, I do not believe that it is intemperate of me to say that this monstrosity of a government we have in Washington is an evil thing which must be destroyed, by any means necessary. I believe that everyone who serves this government, of whatever party, is a traitor to our country and an enemy to our people, and should be dealt with accordingly. You see, that's the sort of statement which some listeners believe is intemperate, but which I believe is merely a statement of

Shuffling Toward The Slaughterhouse
by Dr. William Pierce Last week we talked about some specific examples of the way in which the bosses of the controlled media deliberately give most Americans a severely distorted perception of what is happening in the world around them, of what is fashionable, and so on. In particular, I talked about the crooked way in which the media bosses report interracial crime. They heavily overemphasize any attacks on non-Whites by Whites and minimize or ignore attacks on Whites by non-Whites. They do this in order to create the false impression in the public's mind that most interracial crime is White on non-White, whereas in fact exactly the opposite is true. The reason the media bosses deliberately create this false impression in the public mind is to generate a sense of racial guilt in Whites, to keep them on the defensive in all matters relating to race, to keep them off balance and confused as the non-White assault on America continues through immigration and other means. The aim is to

Seeing The Forest
by Dr. William Pierce I really do appreciate the responses to my broadcasts which listeners send to me. Even though I and my staff can't answer every letter we receive, we do read them all, and I learn from them. Every week I receive a number of letters from listeners who believe that I blame the Jews too much for the destruction of our society. I'm not referring now to the letters from crazed Christian fundamentalists who rave at me about the Jews being "God's chosen people" and therefore entitled to do whatever they want without criticism. These pitiful souls tell me, "God'll get you if you say anything bad about the Jews. Don't you know that Jesus was a Jew?" And I also am not referring to the letters from lemmings, who simply parrot back the Politically Correct party line they've learned from watching television, to the effect that Jews are just like everybody else, except better, and that the only reason I speak critically of them in my broadcasts is that I'm jealous of t

Soldiers-past And Present
Being that I am married to a disabled Viet Nam veteran who has just recently lost a lower limb as a result of all the toxins used by our lovely country to make war easier....wierd concept,isn't it?to make war easier,to allow the mass slaughter of people(both ours and theirs)and to use chemicals that cause lasting harm to everyone who comes in contact with it-even if it doesn't show up for years.... Are they doing the same thing in every war?How many of our young people who are over there supporting everyone's right to say what they want,do most anything they want will find that in the time of their lives when they should be planning vacations,living an easier life they are fighting every day just to have a somewhat "healthy" life? How many will find that defoliants used to make war easier have left things in their bodies which make diabetes,heart disease,and many other problems prevalent and daily living a struggle? Do not ever think that those who answer their country's ca

Our Revolutionary Right
by Dr. William Pierce Usually in these American Dissident Voices broadcasts I address myself to all interested people of European ancestry, regardless of their ideology or personal inclinations. Today I want to speak only to people who consider themselves racial nationalists, White nationalists, and who understand the concept of personal responsibility. If you don't already have a strong sense of European racial identity and a conviction that every adult man and woman of our race has an unavoidable responsibility for the survival and welfare of the race, then you should tune to another station now. If you're a libertarian or an egalitarian or a liberal, or if you're some sort of right-wing intellectual dilettante who likes to observe what's happening but feels no sense of obligation to participate personally, to make any personal sacrifice or take any personal risk, then you won't be interested in what I have to say today, and you probably will find it offensive. So just tune out

Something New
So here I am hitting this site a little more and more day by day. So I figured I would start updating some information, add some blogs. A place to vent, express and just share my strange observations on life. One is, this is kind of like a place to publicly express, and yet none of my friends really know about this being here. Well, I do have one "semi-real" friend. But she is safe. A little crazy, I am probably in love with her, or at least the idea. But feel safe that it would never happen. So what is it I am writing about today??? It is friggin cold here right now, and i wanna be warm. Don't get me wrong. I like winter and all, but it is friggin April now. Winter is over. Get it? Bring me sun, fun and outdoor activities. So check my page out, as I add little by little, some more pics, fun stuff I am sure. I should be allowed to express myself a little here.

Odysseus' Way
by Dr. William Pierce Sometimes after I finish speaking with you in one or another of my programs, I have a bad feeling. I feel that I have let you down by not really leveling with you and telling you everything. I feel as if I have walked into the courtyard of the temple and politely reprimanded one or two of the moneychangers there for his dishonest practices, when I should have overturned all of the tables and then taken a whip to everyone in sight. I feel that way after I have focused heavily on a very specific problem in our society -- on our immigration problem, on our embarrassment in the White House, on the decline of our schools, on the correlation between AIDS and race, even on such an urgent matter as the Jewish control of our news and entertainment media -- because I feel that I may have led some of you to believe that if we solve the particular problem I have talked about, or even many of the problems I talk about on these programs, then we will be well on the way to

Lies, Murder, And Jews
by Dr. William Pierce Today, before we begin talking about the murders being committed by our government overseas, let's note a few things about some murders committed recently in America. I'm thinking of the murders at Columbine High School in Littleton, Colorado, last week, in which two students killed 12 other students and a teacher and then committed suicide. Right after the shootings rumors of all sorts were flying. The students who did the shooting were homosexuals who wore black trenchcoats and belonged to a homosexual gang called "the trenchcoat mafia," according to one rumor. Another rumor had it that the killers sought out Blacks and athletes as their victims, and that most of the victims were Blacks. And it also was said that they were fans of the "shock rock" musician who uses the name "Marilyn Manson," and that they were acting out some morbid Marilyn Manson performance. It also was rumored that as many as 25 students had been murdered. I get most of the raw news tha

"waiting On Love"
I'm walking away with every intention of never looking back. Even though it seems I'm gone forever, I know I'll always be in the back of your mind. It seems we've gotten some bad luck, but I'll come back for you.Don't worry, I'll always love you. Only our own stupididty poisons the love we share. If we can make it through what we've made it through, we can do anything! Do me a favor, never stop loving me!

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Lies And Consequences
by Dr. William Pierce You know, there's one thing you can say for the Jews: they do have a sense of humor. They had a real comedian dream up the name "peacekeeping mission" for the murderous forays they send United Nations and NATO troops on. Their gangs of mercenary killers are called "peacekeepers," but wherever they go to enforce the will of the New World Order they cause bloodshed and suffering, and nowhere is that more true than in Serbia. The Jews undoubtedly are greatly amused by the ease with which they are able to deceive the Gentiles in such matters. Madeleine Albright announced to the world as she and her gang began their murderous bombing of Serbia in March that they were doing it for "humanitarian" reasons, to keep the Serbs from mistreating Albanians. She said this with a straight face, the news media people reported it with straight faces, and certainly a substantial portion of the Gentile public believed her, while the Jews were laughing up their slee

To All My Friends On Ct
I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten you all. I just came out of a pretty long depression. I was having a hard time comunicating with anyone during that time, including my own family. So I hope that if you are angry at me that you'll accept my apology for being absent for so long. Your Friend, Erica

Lawyers
by Dr. William Pierce I should begin today by telling you that I know from personal experience that there are some decent men who are lawyers. In fact, some of my best friends are lawyers. I also know that the legal profession as a whole has become so corrupt that it is a threat to our race and our civilization. The judicial system in America has become one of the most destructive weapons in the hands of our enemies. And it didn't begin with the O.J. Simpson trial. Two hundred seventy-three years ago the English writer Jonathan Swift described lawyers as: "...men bred up from their youth in the art of proving, by words multiplied for the purpose, that white is black and black is white, according as they are paid." And it was not for nothing that 400 years ago William Shakespeare had one of his characters -- Dick the butcher in King Henry VI -- say: "The first thing we do, let's kill all the lawyers." Dick was expressing a very popular sentiment in those days. In fact,

Knowledge And Discipline
by Dr. William Pierce As I was preparing this week's broadcast, the news story causing the most excitement in the controlled media was a series of drive-by shootings last weekend in Illinois and Indiana by a 21-year-old student at the University of Indiana, Benjamin Smith, who killed himself as police were trying to arrest him. In addition to himself Smith killed only two other people -- not much to get excited about by today's standards, when drive-by shootings are a nightly occurrence in a number of our larger cities. What really had the media people stirred up about Smith, however, was the fact that he was a member of a pro-White church, and his targets were all non-Whites: Blacks, Jews, and Asians. A Black and an Asian died. I don't know anything about Smith except what was on the television news and the Internet, but I cannot help but feel some sympathy for him. Smith, according to those who knew him, was intelligent, quiet, and serious. He was a student of criminal justice

Killing Little Children
by Dr. William Pierce The shooting at the Jewish community center in Los Angeles happened a couple of days before I prepared my broadcast last week, and I thought that I would just skip it, that I would not comment on it, either in that broadcast or in the future. But I have had many calls from reporters asking for comments on the shooting, and I have watched some of the news coverage of the shooting, and I have changed my mind. I believe that the thing which prompted me most strongly to make a comment was listening to a televised statement by Janet Reno on the shooting. What a woman! A fitting colleague for Madeleine Albright! The only thing wrong with Janet Reno is that she's not a Jewess. That's a shame, because she certainly would qualify on the grounds of mendacity and overall crookedness. Several things our Attorney General said brought me to the boiling point, but probably the statement which made the strongest impression on me was to the effect that we must learn how to r

Kennedy, Barak, And Revolution
by Dr. William Pierce As much as possible I try to base my commentary on current events -- on things which people presumably are thinking about because they have been covered recently by the mainstream news media. Last week, unfortunately, there was hardly anything on the television screens besides scenes of the public lamentation, breast-beating, and garment-rending associated with the latest death in America's rottenest family -- well, second rottenest. I am sure that something newsworthy must have happened during the week, but it was crowded out by the Kennedy circus. I was amazed at the extent of the spectacle: the expressions of grief from all the major politicians and media celebrities, the sidewalk interviews with the lemmings and couch potatoes of various hues who had come out to gawk at the empty Kennedy apartment in New York. It was as if the emperor had died, when in fact it was only an arrogant, puffed-up rich boy who published a slick, shallow, yuppie magazine as a h

Saving For My Kids College Again
Ok as some of you may know at least if you've read my profile or looked at my pics I have two wonderful kids. Well lately I have been thinking of their future. Just your typical I want a better life for my children then I had. Since I never went to college neither my parents or I could afford it I would like to give my kids the opportunity. So I started looking around and found a college savings program that was free. It's called upromise and can be found at www.upromise.com. The main way it works is you register those grocery store vip cards and when you purchase certain items a small percentage of the price is paid by the manufacturer to upromise who puts it into your account. It's all free and doesn't cost you anything. What I was wondering was if any of you are interested in helping me out? If not at least check it out and do it for your own children/grandchildren. All I need is an email address and I can invite you to help me out I promise I will only use your email for the inv

Rise Of Civilization
the rise of civilization has been the downfall of civilization from the begining all that is done in the name of civilization is more harmful than good we have screwed up this planet for our own greed and we will continue to do so because it is in human nature to dominate and control take over and destroy all that we can. well in my opinion there is no turning back what is done is done but every time you see a tree cut down or an endangered species added to the list think that yes even you are responsible either by creating the demand continueing to do nothing or just by using the useless things that we have been convinced that we need but dont

Jewish Democracy
by Dr. William Pierce Well, there's been another dragging, this one just last week in Martin, South Dakota. Three Indians from a reservation there severely beat a White man, 21-year-old Brad Young, tied a rope around his neck and to the back of their truck, and dragged the White man until they thought he was dead. Then they cut the rope loose from their truck and drove off, leaving their unconscious and badly injured victim lying in a field, where he was later found. His ears had been torn off, and his face and neck were so badly lacerated that his family couldn't recognize him. The sheriff, noting the viciousness of the attack and that the victim was White and his attackers were Indians, told reporters that it was clearly a "hate crime." The fascinating thing about this particular incident is that it is practically a mirror image of the dragging of a Black by three White men in Jasper, Texas, last year: three White men and a Black victim in the first case; three Indians and a Wh

Individualism And Alienation
by Dr. William Pierce Most of the comments I receive from listeners are very supportive, but I do get some hate mail as well. Most of the hate mail is either nutcase stuff from people who have some personal problem, which they project onto me, or it's from lemmings who are very indignant that I'm not in step with everyone else in the mass media. They just need someone to hate, and I think it makes them feel better if they tell me what a rotten person I am. But I also receive a somewhat more thoughtful type of hate mail from people who curse me because I can't understand that race really doesn't count. They tell me that I should never judge another person as a member of the race to which he belongs, but only as an individual. They tell me that many Blacks are law-abiding, hardworking people who don't use drugs or throw their trash in their yards and that many White people are criminals, are on welfare, and are generally trashy and worthless. Therefore, these individualists tell me

Hypocrisy And Democracy
by Dr. William Pierce During the past week I was very interested in some of the public reactions to Minnesota Governor Jesse Ventura's comments in a Playboy magazine interview. Governor Ventura, who was a professional wrestler before he became governor, told Playboy that "organized religion is a sham and a crutch for weak-minded people" Pretty hard to argue with that, if he's talking about the mainstream churches in America today. But of course, the Republican politicians jumped at the chance to denounce Ventura and to express their pious outrage at his honesty. The Republicans were indecently eager to garner a few votes from the weak-minded. Senate Majority Leader Trent Lott was one of the most outraged. I saw him on television with his jowls quivering and his eyes flashing as he lambasted Jesse Ventura for heresy and sucked up to the television evangelists and the bishops and the reverends . . . and their weak-minded flocks. Lott's performance reminded me that hypocrisy and

How They Rule
by Dr. William Pierce You know, it's a frustrating and infuriating thing watching Clinton and his crew of nation-wreckers gloating over their successful bullying of Serbia. Madeleine has been screeching and squawking like the Wicked Witch of the West, and Bill has been wagging his finger at the Serbs, looking serious, and telling them that they will not get a cent to help them repair the damage done by NATO until they get rid of Slobodan Milosevic and choose an "approved" president. You know, I was pretty disappointed in Milosevic for caving in to the NATO gangsters, and I was about to write him off. I mean, what can you expect from a former communist? But if Clinton and his Jews hate Milosevic so much, then maybe there's something good about him after all. I remember how the Clinton gang a few years ago was applying pressure to Russia in every way it could to get Boris Yeltsin elected and then reelected. The message was essentially, "No loans from the West unless Boris is your p

Miss C.
I dont wanna lose your friendship. I know what your going through. When you disappeared for a week i was worried.I am sorry for whatever that has to be sorry for. You mean the world to me. I loved every min of your friendship. Seeing online brighten my day. I liked the lounge you and made some good friends in it. Please miss c. I dont wanna lose your friendship . You brighten my day when you said one day you will visit. But now i dont know if you every will due to what happen. I known you for a while now. Please sweetie. Message me.

Hardheaded Altruism
by Dr. William Pierce Yesterday I received a letter from a National Alliance member who works in a hospital in Phoenix, Arizona. Most of his patients come to him through the emergency room, and he was lamenting to me the fact that the majority of them are non-White and most of them don't pay for their treatment. Furthermore, a large percentage of the non-Whites are illegal aliens. He kept score for a week and reported that approximately 45 per cent of his patients were Hispanic mestizos, 9 per cent were Blacks, 11 per cent were American Indians, 5 per cent were Asians, and only 30 per cent were Whites. He wrote to me: "The Hispanics, Blacks, Indians, and welfare Whites get everything free, through ACCESS and other socialist programs. The Hispanics flood the emergency room and take valuable resources away from patients who really need them. They bring their whole families to the hospital and have to be chased away by the security guards. They fill the waiting rooms at night

Hands Off Yugoslavia!
by Dr. William Pierce I suppose I have a weird sense of humor, but I often laugh at things which really are more grotesque than funny. That certainly is the case when Mr. Clinton holds a press conference, puts on a stern face, and begins wagging his finger and talking about morality. For the past couple of weeks the target of Clinton's finger-wagging has been Yugoslavia and its President Slobodan Milosevic. President Milosevic is an immoral man, Clinton says, because he won't agree to the White House's resident warmonger, Madeleine Albright, sending 28,000 NATO soldiers into Yugoslavia to run things there. President Milosevic believes that he is capable of running his own country without the help of a foreign occupying army. President Milosevic says that he and his fellow Serbs will fight to the death to defend their country from foreign aggression. Mr. Clinton says that is an "immoral" attitude, and he will bomb Yugoslavia back into the Stone Age if Milosevic doesn't let Ms. Albrig

This Is For Everyone On My Friends And Family List.
I am trying to catch up. If i have not rated all your pics or your stash I am sorry I will get there as soon as I can I have alot of people on my list so please be patiant with me. thanks alot Love ya

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Germany And America
by Dr. William Pierce Last week we talked about conditions in Germany, where I had been to address a congress of the National Democratic Party of Germany. I emphasized two things: the racial and cultural degradation of Germany during 54 years of rule by an Occupation government and the lack of freedom of Germans today: specifically, their lack of freedom of speech and freedom of assembly. That's as good a place as any to start today. What I want to talk about today is the evidence that the same people who are degrading Germany and preventing Germans from speaking and assembling freely are also degrading America and are doing their damnedest to take away Americans' freedom as well. Much of the evidence I'll give you is merely suggestive. With my limited investigative resources that's all I can do. You'll have to make your own judgment on what the evidence means. Let's begin with the case of Gary Lauck. Mr. Lauck is a native of Lincoln, Nebraska. For years he published materials

Fooling The People
by Dr. William Pierce One of President Abe Lincoln's most memorable statements about the government of the United States was to the effect that it is able to fool all of the people some of the time and some of the people all of the time, but that it can't hope to fool all of the people all of the time. He made this statement as an argument for honesty in government: since the government can't fool all of the people all of the time, it is bound to lose its credibility if it tries. Well, that was about 140 years ago, and things really were quite different in the United States at that time. For one thing, there was no television. For another thing, there were virtually no Jews. Even without Jews we had plenty of liars, of course: plenty of men who aspired to fool as many people as they could for as long as necessary. These men who aspired to deceive others tended to go into the business of selling used horses or into the ministry or journalism or the practice of law or to run for pu

Fighting Together For The Future
by Dr. William Pierce This week I was in Germany. I was there to participate in a congress of the youth division of the National Democratic Party of Germany: the NPD. I had been invited to address the congress. Now, don't let that word "democratic" in the name of the party fool you. These are really decent people: nothing democratic about them at all. Political life in Germany has been rather strange since the end of the Second World War. Germany, of course, was divided into two major occupation zones at the end of the war, East and West. In the East, the only political party permitted by our Soviet ally was the Communist Party. In the Western Occupation Zone, the democratic allies, chiefly the United States, ruled. And of course, the United States did things the correct way, the "democratic" way. We had, after all, brought "freedom" to Germany, we claimed. Our way was to permit any political party to operate and to participate in elections --- as long as it was "democratic" and

Lil By Lil
Lil by lil im so proud of myself since I bought this moblehome. ( well rent to own, it will be mine in about 2yrs) It took a while till I finally made up my mind if I wanted it or not, and in the end I think it is what I wanted. And its going to be a learning experience. In addition it will teach me something that has been missing for a long time. Confidence. Without getting into a long story Confidence is something that I didn’t take stock into much, or I would tell myself it’s too much to handel. Telling myself that I couldn’t do it, or it wasn’t wroth it and in the end id get screwed and learn a lesson that would have been learned a better way. But know, w/this home and its lil by lil fixing here an there, another things that I have to do, im already gaining confidence that I have needed. The 1st apartment I ever had, I didn’t keep it long, an had to move back home for sometime. So the last apartment I had I count as my 1st place of my own. It wasn’t too bad, had a few ups/

Enemies Of Liberty
by Dr. William Pierce It has been said that the price of liberty is eternal vigilance. That makes sense to me. I believe it's true. But it certainly isn't good news for America. It's not good news because eternal vigilance is simply too high a price for most Americans today. They're not willing to pay that much for liberty. I mean, think about it. Vigilance means paying attention to what's happening in the world. It means trying to understand what's happening. One might even have to get up off the couch, turn off the TV for a few minutes, and think. It might even mean missing the Sunday game! Really, that's asking too much of the average American voter. I mean, why should he trouble himself to be vigilant when he's got his buddy Bill up there in Washington to keep an eye on things for him? Surely, if anything important comes up, someone he can trust, like Tom Brokaw or Dan Rather or Peter Jennings will warn him about it and tell him exactly what opinion he should have on it. The

While Its Been A Week...
Well its been just about a week of living in this new place, an I still hate moving. But time to time u have to move to start over again. What sucks about it u find, look threw boxes ur things, and find that u too much shit, or shit that I havnt seen in a long time or just forgot about. I didn’t think I had a lot of thing, but in the past week I have found that I have to much. Its going to take a while for me to get ues to here, and how I want things to be. But I think w/time I will find it. I got to find it, its been long enough that I have not figured out what I want, an how to live as person I should be. I mean after living at home for so long then living n a apartment an now living in a home (moblehome, that will be paid off in about 2yrs.) A home is something that I have wanted, something to call my own. And now I have it.

Deliberate Deception
by Dr. William Pierce In our weekly discussions here I sometimes use careless language that leads to misunderstanding, and when I do I'm sorry for it. The problem is that I really have a great deal of work to do, and I usually don't have time to refine and polish my remarks before I go on the air, and so sometimes I don't make myself as clear as I might. One listener criticized last week's broadcast because I referred to Ayn Rand as a "Soviet Jewess" who preached a religion of selfishness. He wrote to me that that was like saying that Ayn Rand was a believer in both communism and individualism at the same time, and that didn't make sense. Actually, my reference to Ayn Rand as a "Soviet Jewess" was intended to mean only that she was a Jewess from the Soviet Union, not that she was an apostle of communism. Unlike many of her fellow Jews at the time, she did not preach communism. She was, however, an apostle not only of selfishness but also of other destructive ideas preached by nea

Immature Assholes
i came home from work this morning and signed into my fave place, CT, to check out what my CT fam was doin and i had a mean ass comment on my page from a guy that doesnt know me but out of respect to his privacy( yes i still will show this asshole some respect) i wont name this individual. Anyways, this jerk off had the nerve to comment on my physical appearance, otherwise, he was making fun of me bc i am a bbw. EXCUSE me, who asked his opinion?!?! as a matter of fact, he even made the comment that ink on SAGGY skin is disgusting. FOR YOUR INFORMATION, my tits do NOT sag. Who is he to judge what i look like? he wasnt cute imself. and i think i look damn good myself, considering i used to tip the scales at 330 lbs, and i have the before pic to prove it. So to all you fuckers out there that wanna make fun of bbws, kiss my smooth white ASS. BIG GIRLS DO IT HARDER!!!!

Wwe Recap, Hall Of Fame Shout Out, Brief 'mania Recap, Final Thoughts
Welcome to the post-WrestleMania edition of the Byte. If you are like me, you are still recovering from the WrestleMania Hangover that was felt long after the event was over and done with! If you are one of the millions...(CROWD CHANT: "...and millions") of WWE fans who witnessed this awesome event on Pay Per View, hang on. Let's say that the recovery process will last until the end of the Backlash. To all of the 80,103 who attended WrestleMania, let me say to you all that you were apart of history. Congratulations to you for that. Now, let's get down to the week that was in the WWE. MONDAY NIGHT RAW: HBK Dumps Cena The night after WrestleMania, Shawn Michaels comes out and confronts WWE Champion John Cena stating that he didn't like the fact that Cena beat him on Sports-Entertainment's Grandest Stage. The two nearly came to blows when Executive Assistant Jonathan Coachman ordered two 10 Team Over The Top Rope Battle Royals with the World Tag Team Championship on the line.

Clinton's Call For "tolerance"
by Dr. William Pierce I receive a number of letters from listeners who tell me, "Hey, I agree with what you say about America's race problem, but I don't understand why you're so hard on Jews. Certainly, the Jews who run the media are bad, but the rest of them are just like us. Why do you talk about them as if they're non-White?" Actually, I've answered that question a hundred times on my programs. Let me answer it again today. As you undoubtedly are aware, Pat Buchanan will be a candidate for President of the United States in next year's election. The other candidates presumably will be George Bush, Jr., for the Republicans; and either Al Gore or Bill Bradley for the Democrats. At present, Buchanan is a Republican, but he may end up running as the candidate of a third party, since he is unlikely to beat Bush for the Republican Party's nomination. I want to make it clear that I am not a Buchanan supporter. Buchanan is the only candidate who even comes close to being honest, to

Choosing A Barbie Doll
by Dr. William Pierce Usually I like to deal with hard news on these programs: demographic statistics which need to be brought to our attention, crime stories which have been suppressed by the controlled media, unreported aspects of the sleazy business of government in Washington, the names and doings of the powerful men responsible for much of what's wrong in the world today. I like to deal with facts -- facts that we can check for ourselves, because credibility is such an important aspect of every program, of everything we talk about. And the reason credibility is so important to us is not that what we talk about is far-fetched or hard to believe -- most of it is commonsense stuff clearly backed up by facts -- but what I tell you also runs directly against the way the public has been conditioned to think these days. Much of what I say is not Politically Correct, and for that reason much of the public is afraid of it, terrified of it, doesn't want to believe it, will look for any e

Gaining A New Friend
You gain new friends from moving in to someplace. Take Dave, for one. Just a guy that could have past me up and not become a friend, and only stay my boss/supervisor. Someone I already knew, from working w/him, as my supervisor, an knew a lil about, his family an his life. Just from what he has shared at work. He didn’t have to but he did. But this past week I have gain a friend and have learned more about and I know that I will keep as a friend for life. Friends like that are truly hard to find an keep. With a lil arm twisting he got my in to this home I have now. Well not really arm twisting more like explaining to me the best thing for me. It was something I needed. Thanks Dave for the help, an the work that u have done w/me, you are a Friend for life, a friends friend, an I will Never forget that. I can defiantly say u and ur family are part of my family now.

Bosch/bin Laden
by Dr. William Pierce I was looking last night at some paintings by the 15th-century Flemish painter, Hieronymous Bosch. Interesting, but pretty weird stuff. Bosch was sort of a godfather to the Surrealist school of painters, who came along 450 years later: Salvador Dali and his limp clocks, for example. I don't know much about Bosch's life, but he was a moralist, and his paintings, with their nightmare quality, reflected his concern for the moral condition of Dutch society in his time. I thought to myself as I studied his paintings, "My God, what would Bosch be painting if he were alive today in America?" I shuddered when I thought about it. This is indeed an age which lends itself to surrealist treatment. Public life today lacks some important elements of reality. I was looking at Bosch's paintings right after having seen Bill Clinton on television preaching about his opposition to a tax-cut bill which the Republican Congress had just passed, and that's what made me think ab

Books And Freedom
by Dr. William Pierce A listener sent me a clipping from the New York Times last month, the November 14 edition, and I just got around to reading it. It's the obituary of a writer and Harvard professor, Dr. Richard Marius. Marius had a pretty unremarkable career: a Southern Baptist divinity school graduate and student of the Reformation who wrote several very forgettable books and taught aspiring authors at Harvard how to write. We wouldn't be interested in him, except for one detail: in 1995 he was fired as a speech writer by Al Gore. The reason he was fired is that in a book review he had written three years earlier, which was published in The Harvard Magazine, he had criticized the way the Jews in Israel treat the Palestinians there: you know, torturing prisoners, collective punishment for the families of suspected activists, and so on. Again, this criticism of the Israelis was not in a book written by Marius, but in his review of another author's book, and book reviews are ge

Hurt
Hurt is such a small word for such a big feeling. it cannot discribe the the breaking heart or the torn soul. it does not begin to cover the lost, lonely and alone that runs threw your mind. not long ago i had the whole world. now i have nothing. but a little word called HURT......

Bat Guano And "hate Speech"
by Dr. William Pierce Today I want to talk with you about something which gravely concerns me, and that is the corruption of our government and our police by Jewish pressure groups. I've spoken with you about this before two or three times, but the threat to our liberty is becoming more serious by the day, and we all need to be aware of what is happening currently. In brief, the Jews make up only two and one-half per cent of the U.S. population, but they are smart, they are aggressive, they are extraordinarily well organized and cooperate with each other at all levels in order to advance their own ethnic interests, and by cooperating have acquired a vastly disproportionate share of the power and the wealth in the United States. But that is not enough for them. They want everything, they believe they're entitled to everything -- at least, the religious Jews believe that -- and they're all trying their damnedest to get it. In the present Clinton administration they have for all pra

Alone
Alone Not I... I don't need the sound of mortal man, To keep me company; I hear the whispers of the wind, From these hills they speak to me. I walk these hills both day and night, And I am not afraid, Gods spirit walks beside me, Forever by my side. I think of all the wrongs I've done, I bow my head in shame, For all the times I've turned away, I have only me to blame. The times I walked alone in life, I walked alone by choice, For you would have been with me Lord, If only I had lifted my voice. I now have learned my lesson Lord, I no longer walk alone, For I keep your peaceful presence Forever by my side. If you ask me if I'm lonely, If someone sees me cry, I can answer them truthfully, Alone Not I....

Authoritarianism And Oz
by Dr. William Pierce Three weeks ago we talked about the fact that America is divided into two camps that are moving in opposite directions ideologically. I pointed out that on one side is the Clinton coalition, which believes in democracy and equality and "diversity" at any cost and is stampeding happily and mindlessly toward the precipice of a non-White majority in America, and on the other side are the folks who are saying, "Whoa! Going over that precipice is not a good idea!" All of us can see where the Clinton coalition is headed. Just turn on your television set. The Jewish propaganda is becoming more and more extreme. What the Jews are presenting as the norm today is much, much closer to the precipice than the norm they were presenting 10 years ago, or even five years ago. There is no doubt that they are moving, that they are stampeding the lemmings. The movement of the people on the other side -- on our side -- away from the center is not as visible to most Americans,

Aids And The Cult Of Equality
by Dr. William Pierce The organization which I head, the National Alliance, has for the past five years or so been publishing warnings about the dangers of contracting AIDS through sexual contact with non-Whites. We have warned, for example, that heterosexual Black males are 14 times as likely as heterosexual White males of being carriers of HIV, the AIDS-causing virus. Our data came from the U.S. government's Centers for Disease Control and were entirely accurate at the time. Of course, we were lambasted by the Jewish media and by a great many Politically Correct White people as well -- "racially sensitive" Gentiles who take their lead from the Jewish media -- for providing these warnings. We were denounced as "haters," and horror was expressed that we would publish such information. Some of these Politically Correct Whites are so steeped in the lie of equality that they don't believe such a startling difference between the races could exist. After all, they have been told all t

Easter Without My Mom For The First Time And The Memories It Brings
It's about the last of the major holidays she loved that we'll be without her for the first time; only one more big one, our 22nd anniversary, to go. Then of course the first anniversary of her being gone, on the 4th of July. But it's not the maudlin and sad I want to remember but the love and tenderness that marked my Easter's as a kid. They'd start off with our getting up early (well living on a farm we did that anyway but we'd get up early enough to catch the sunrise from the dam around our pond where we could see for miles. We'd greet the day with a silent prayer and then, oh then the fun began! We had 70 acres in which to hide Easter Eggs, and even though I was a teenager by the time we moved back to the farm, I had a blast hiding the eggs in all kinds of places...use your imagination as you have a barn, boxcar, and 30 acres of fence and hedgerow, not to mention a river, to hide eggs in. Our egg hunts would last hours and yet, in all that time, not one of my younger cou

Back Online
All Moved an back online, have missed u all. hope to chat w/u all :)

Thank Void.
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Update!
Just wanted to let everyone know that all is well and that I haven't forgotten you. My focus for now is where it should be with my son, daughter-in-law and the beautiful, brand new baby boy that they are expecting to bring home later today. His name is Will Allen. He was born at 2:15am on 6 April, weighing 6lb 7oz and 18in long. Now I have a 1 yr old granddaughter and a brand new grandson...perfect! Anyway, I should be back to normal by Sunday or Monday and I will attempt to catch up on messages/comments then. I can't wait to get to chat with some of you again as well...until then, take care.

Saturday
Its saturday in H-Town...not much going on, just chillen with the fam...my mom is freakin over not getting to be on the comp...lol...I find it hillarious!! Anyway, happy saturday!!

The Soldier
The Soldier I’ve fought up on high mountains, on dry deserts and on plains. I’ve fought in dazzling sunshine, and in snowfalls and in rains. I’ve fought my way through hedgerows, and on dozens of distant beaches. I’ve fought in dark infested swamps, with their gators, snakes and leeches. I’ve fought in ice cold foxholes, when feet were frozen numb. I’ve fought in stifling jungle heat, and rice patty’s stinking scum. I’ve fought down in dark tunnels, and in fields laden with flowers. I’ve been badly wounded in battle, and lay there alone for hours. I’ve fought with blind and total fury, and with gut wrenching fears. I’ve knelt beside downed comrades, and I could not hide my tears. I’ve fought with muskets and with lasers, with my helmet and my fists. I’ve fought hand to hand many times, those my bullets may have missed. I’ve fought from behind stone walls, from trenches and from tanks. I’ve paraded in splendid court yards, as people gave their tha

I Got Married Last Night!
I met Chris on here....just wanted to let you all know I am off the market. We got married last night in a very short but sweet ceremony. Thank you Baby Jesus!

And I By Ciara-one Of My Fav. Songs
Ciara And I Lyrics [verse 1] I dont need me a basketball player All I need is somebody thats down for me And he don't have to have money his love is just like honey its so sweet to me He could have everything in this world but he'll sacrifice it all for me and I made up my mind im in love this time and it feels so real [chorus] and I know that he won't break my heart and I know that we won't never part its time,time for us to settle down and I wanna be with him forever [verse 2] they can say that i am crazy for making him my baby but its how its gone be see I done been through many changes but this time i aint changing it's gone stay the same I can have everything in this world [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] but i'll sacrifice it all for him and I made up my mind im in love this time and it,it feels real [chorus] and I know that he won't break my heart and I know that we won't never part its time,time for us to sett

What I Wouldnt Give !
What I wouldn`t give to go back in the past, maybe there would be a different cast. I could even have a blast, then I will never end up last. What I wouldn`t give to just be with you, yeah maybe I have lost a screw. You say I need to get a clue, If I were there what would you do? What I wouldn`t give if I could talk to my father, tell him I didn`t mean to be such a bother. He had left me a long time ago, some feeling I just couldn`t show. What I wouldn`t give to have a baby boy, probably buy him every little toy. No I am not trying to be coy, but that would bring me so much joy. What I wouldn`t give to find someone who cared, I would share all the things in my life I have bared. Make her a part of my life, if she dared, then I would give her all the love that I have shared. What I wouldn`t give up is my body and soul, that really isn`t one of my goals. Although some people are that bold, at least that is what I have been told. So what is it you wouldn`t give to be or to do? Or are you

To Love Somebody !
Cant ever get anything right, that is why we argue all the time. Am I the one that is wrong, are you going to forgive me? Maybe you shouldn`t, just let me leave in silence. I never did like to argue too much. That is all we do these days. We tried to be together, should we just part our ways. I know I love you, but do you feel the same way. Tell you how I feel all the time. With your feelings it is hard to tell. Actions are better than words, but men like to hear it sometimes too. Should I just get up and leave. Just don`t want to see you cry. We both know this is just not going to work. Goodbye is what I finally say, as tears roll down my own face. Every once in a while you have to, love someone enough to let them go. Even though you love them, you know it is better this way!!

Food For Thought
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters:

Life
If life is a bowl full of cherries, why am I always in a pits.

A Fallen Angel
A Fallen Angel Wings broken Tattered with the onslaught of life's morbid fury Hope lost Happiness forgotten in a milay of nightmares Freedom shackled Bound to the the earth Heavenly scents lost in the stench of reality Redemption to far away to see Vision blurred by the cold tears Sadness bleeding Broken heart too torn to mend A fallen angel To weak to stand Wings never to fly again

Happy Saturday, Everyone!
I survived my night out with my nieces and their friends! I haven't done tequila shots in years, lmao! And Sarah introduced me to Jager Bombs, what fun, lol! Danced alot, refused to sing, was dragged from one bar to the next, lmao! And a good time was had by all! They did make me spend the night on Sarah's couch, just to be safe!! Haven't had that much fun in quite a while! Love you, Sarah; and Happy Birthday, sweetie! Taylor is a happy camper! A couple of the guys he knows at the high school asked him to join their newly formed band. He is so very pleased and I am happy for him! Just wish he could get his grades up, lol! I think I may need to take a nap today, lol! Not used to those late hours anymore! Have a wonderful Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Have a lovely Easter!! Blessings, all over the place, lol! Later!

I Would Die
A girl asked a boy if she was pretty. He said no. She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever. He said no. She then asked him if he would cry if she walked away. He again said no. She had heard too much. She needed to leave. As she walked away, he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said, "You're not pretty, you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

Impressions
first impressions are important,if you want that person to like you ,you want to make the first impression a good one,you dont want to come on too strong.you just have to be yourself and let them know who you realy are.bad impressions arnt good.if you realy like the person you have to take it slow at all time's,i guess i gave someone the wrong impression that i was easy,this is not good, i am not eay at all.i like taking pictures and sometimes like taking some naughty ones but that doesnt make me easy.

Miracles
" Miracles aren`t created they are around us every day!" for those who have children.

A Little Bit More ...
LOVE: i love having sex doesn`t matter if it`s with a girl or a guy or both, sometimes i love it when i have people watching me have sex( but not all the time) love laying out by the pool or on the beach tanning, listening to music, playing pool, or just being lazy while hanging with friends DISLIKES: men who r perves all the time or who think men r superior to women, girls who r bitter and bitchy who have nothing else to do than to put others down to make themselves feel better, liars, cheaters, bad drivers and most of all insecure people

Are You Happy !
Why do people give a shit about what others think ? , we are the one who have to make ourselves happy.

The Husband Store
>>>>>A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a >>>>>woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the >>>>>entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the >>>>>store ONLY ONCE! >>>>> >>>>>There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the >>>>>shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . you may >>>>>choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a >>>>>floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a >>>>>woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. >>>>> >>>>>On the first floor the sign on the door reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. >>>>> >>>>>The second floor sign reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. >>>>> >>>>>The third floor sign reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are >>>>>extremely good

Eyes
everybody i know with brown eyes aren`t full of shit!!

Ummm Hey Hey
HEY JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM DOING GOOD JUST BEEN WORKING ALOT GOT MY PLACE ALL TOGETHER NOW JUST WAITIN ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND I AM GETTIN IT TODAY WOOOTWOOOT HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY EASTER LOVE YA ALL CARO

Thought Of The Day
Everything about me I don`t like, but I can look in the mirror and smile! That means I love myself, some people cant say that!! Or can they!!

Cummmm On Now With All The People That Request To Be Added Every Day I Know You Have Some Time To Comment Me In The Contest!!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Bubba..
Bubba, an airline mechanic, was bragging to his boss one day. "You know, I know everyone there is to know. Just name Someone, Anyone and I know them." Tired of his boasting, his boss called his bluff, "Okay, Bubba, how about Tom Cruise"? "Sure, yes, Tom and I are old friends and I can prove it." So, Bubba and his boss fly out to Hollywood and knock on Tom Cruise's door and sure enough, Tom Cruise, shouts, "Bubba ! Great to see You! You and your friend come right in and join me for lunch!" Although impressed, Bubba's boss is still skeptical. After they leave Cruise's house, he tells Bubba that he thinks Bubba's knowing Cruise was just lucky. "No, no, just name anyone else," Bubba says. "President Bush," his Boss quickly retorts. Yep", Bubba says, "I know him, let's fly out to Washington." So, off they go. At the White House, Bush spots Bubba on the tour and motions him and his boss over, saying, "Bubba, what a surprise. I was just on my way to a meeting, but you and your friend

Thank You....
to those few that wished me a early Happy Birthday yesterday....Its much appreciated.... And for the rest...Im hurt by the apathy you have shown me.... Im sorry if Im not a dirtbag like Fat Sonny or a wanna be like Bobbi Doll....Im just me... If you dont like that then please remove yourself from my friends list because you really ARENT my friend in that case... Thanks.. PS. TODAY is my birthday...lol..

Church Girls????
i just read a mumm, about church girls being more fun than other girls. Now this is not the first time ive heard this...and one of the guys commented in the mumm that he had dated a church girl several years ago and that she was the naughtiest girl ever. So my question is this...whats up with me then?? lol...i am absolutely not a church girl. I was never baptized, and i have been inside a church twice, once for a wedding and the other time...well, maybe we shouldnt discuss that here, lol. But my point is...that I am pretty damn naughty...i guarantee i could give any church girl a run for her money and that i would come out on top in the end, hehe >;} so, i wonder, was i meant to be a church girl?? lol...or maybe i am just naturally naughty and i dont need the strict moral values of a church to make want to be bad... xoxox

Someone To Belong:)
" bOy wAs AbOut tO die bUt bEfOre hE did.. He gAve his gUrL A dOzEn RosEs.. 1 wAs ArtificiaL And 11 wAs reaL And sAid.. bAby iL Love yOu tiL d LAst One diEs... This story has touched my heart and leave million questions in my minds...when do you know when you are in love?... when the love is real? is it when you are ready to do foolish things in the name of love? or IS LOVE ENOUGH????.. they say love is blind..for me,,its not true love can see everything.. from the small holes up too the big .. from one dirt to a bigger mess, they just i t is blind because when you start loving it is not the naked eyes that see but its the eyes of the heart that knows and it is our choice not see what is right and what is wrong it is us who accept even when the truth is in our face and saying..STOP...or you will die because of so much love.. love will make or break you!!! you really dont know what is love is until you get to appoint where you are ready to trade 10 years of your life for a si

40 Things You Did Not Know
40 Things Your Might Not Know SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Answer the questions below1. What color is your underwear right now?Baby blue2. What are you listening to right now?the buttons on the keyboard3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?284. What was the last thing you ate?a bagel and cream cheese5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?red6. How is the weather right now?cold7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?my grama8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?teeth9. Favorite type of Food?pizza10. Do you drink?yes11. Do you smoke?no12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?yes13.What color are your eyes?hazel mostly green 15. Do you wear contacts?no16. Single?no17. Favorite Month?Febuary18. Ever cried for no reason?yes19. Last Movie you watched?Charlotts web20. Favorite day of the week?friday21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?yes22. Hugs or Kisses?hugs23. Chocolate or Vanilla?Chocolate24. Do you want your friends to respond?yes25. Who is

Updateeeeeee
This summer my family is going to Costa Rica for a vacation. Nice huh? lol. I've never been outta the United States before so I bet it's gonna be freaking awesome!!!! The past few days it's been snowing here. Which sucks. It's april. It shouldn't be snowing. lol. We got about 5 inches out of it. And its pretty much already melted which is nice in a way. But I thought winter was all over. I guess not though. I forgot to tell everyone. I have my first nephew! Liam Christopher! Born: March 21st, 2007. Time: 9:59 p.m. Weight: 8 pounds, 14 ounces. Length: 21 and 1/4 in" I saw him the other day. He's a pretty chubby baby. But he's adorable. lol. Okay. I have the grosest story ever. So if ya dont wanna hear it keep a moving. The other day I picked up my binder off the floor and I felt something furry on it so I dropped it and flipped it over and there was a dead mouse smooshed on the other side of it! I started screaming my head off. It was disgusting! I pretty much bleached

Everyone That Adds Me As A Friend... Please Help Out In The Contest ;-)
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Expressing Myself!
I am just a mistake. I love another and i am told i was a mistake. i must be crazy because i will not move on!! i promised myself and him that he is my last! i will have no problem up holding that. i truly feel he is my true love but some times true love works only one way and u cant be mad at the way love works. He is the one for me but i just not be the one for him. yes it does hurt and it will forever!! But that is the pain i deserve!! when u love someone u love them unconditionally an through thick and thin. I believe there is not limit to thick and thin when u have promised your life to someone!! i dont believe u have to be married to make promises. I am married to this man!! only my heart, soul and god can justify my marriage to this man! I dont need paper or a ring clarrify!! i may be a mistake to him but he will never be a mistake to me!!! He is my love and will always be!!! PS... if u took the time to read this.... Thank you!!! sooo much!!! Have a Great Easter Weekend to

There You Go.........
I am seriously thinking of leaving this site. All I have really done here is collect pics of ppl for friends and most don't talk to me anyhow. Tonight I have been slowly clean out those ppl. Except for masokyst I know he doesn't talk much so him I have saved on my list. If you don't like what I have say get off my friends list.

When You Get The Chance
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F**k Me!!!
OH this should be interesting... CAUSE.... YOU GOT F**KED!!!!! That's right, time to start the game. Post this to see how many will sleep with you! How many will kiss you! How many will marry you! How many will have your kids or you want them to have your kids! How many will make love to you! How many want to make out with you! And the catch? If you want to do these things to the person who sent this. LET THEM KNOW!!!! Don't hide, don't be bashful. Tell them and they might thank you for it. Give them the opportunity to respond by Reposting!!!! If you don't. You will have some bad luck.

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity
Trust and youll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if youre busted? In love and war there aint no rules Do you believe in forever? I dont even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget Im sorry, but I am unable You went to lamour saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah Im a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm before you left Practicing freelance gynecology Where theres a womb theres a way With you its for free Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) Done it before Time after time Refused to learn your lesson Gave til

What The World Needs To Read
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas we would like your assistance with: 1) The next time you see an adult talking during the playing of the National Anthem, kick their ass. 2) When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest...kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their ass. 4) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDU's), t

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Sexual Nickname
deanna's sexual nickname: "Playboy Bunny" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com i had to use my real name other wise it wasnt good.. lol

Happy Freakin Easter
ok Every One Happy easter LoL adn little easter humer joke Why Did The Easter Bunny Hide Its Eggs?? For Answer Look On Bottem LoL Get more at MyToolSpace.com Get more at MyToolSpace.com Answer= He Didnt Want People Knowing He Was Screwing The Chicken

The Empty Egg
THE EMPTY EGG Jeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade, seemingly unable to learn. His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool, and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy just irritated his teacher. One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs in a special school. It isn't fair to him to be with younger children who don't have learning problems. Why, there is a five year gap between his age and that of the other students." Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke. "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby. It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if w

Im Still Trying
ok This is truly my last blog on this if I get it I get it if not its the net oh well I have met a few dear friends wont leave give assholes too much satisfaction but I also wont be giving the attention to those who are not people Id not norm chat with if ure too busy and way up there or even not way up I do understand but hell dont lie say i do anything for my friends ask for a million things and all for u and leave not even 1 comment where promised I thank Hell cat and Angel baby as both have helped me inspite of busy schedules Hell cat wasnt even anything shed get credit for and Jan ull have to check her out 1 of few gals in my family as shes special lady do any thing for any1 plz give her lots of love and Englas always helpin e1 where she can if by some chance u aint check her out check out her fan rate club too and PRRRRRTY PLZ comment im like 2500 behind lol http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159310&i=3871186863

Happy Easter!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just wishing you all a safe and Happy Easter!!!!!!!!!! Hugsssssssssssssss Julie Easter Images @ Bopmyspace.com

Happy Easter!
Just want to tell everyone here happy blessed easter and please make it a safe one.

My Guestbook
Would all my friends please add yourself to my guestbook...Thanks :)

The Tower
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Happy Easter
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Love Songs Have Nothing.
Love songs have nothing on you. You could paint me any color you want to. You could give me highways with no one on it. You could tell me I'm beautiful You could live your life by a U2 song Unfortunatly U2 has nothing on you. Jake Coco, kind of gets you Robin Thicke is just a bunch of words You're Miles Davis Music, Morphine Lyrics. Justin Timberlake moves you have. You look at me and I melt You touch me and I'm yours You do the most wonderful things You are Airsupply but better. You are like Bob Marley, in 'Could you be loved.'

How Have I Lived Without You ...
Without you, how have I lived, How have I lived without you.. I spent the nights with your memories, The moonlight talks to me about you, My nights are lonely without you, My days are unlike days, A lonely body, a lonely soul, my eyes remain wet, Just come before me now, For there is no life without you. My eyes lay unto the road you left by, In the hope of finding you somewhere by mistake, I cannot forget the talks with you, Every moment, there are tears in my eyes, Why should I continue breathing, why should I live, Since life is becoming unpleasant, You became unfaithful, do give me the reason why. How have I lived without you .

Darkness
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company

Blog Blog Bloggigy Blog
Happy Easter to all who read this! We are going to my boyfriend's brother's house where we are bbqing for easter and having a huge egg hunt for the kids. Its awesome too cuz my daughter is here, I miss her something terriable when I dont get to see her everyday..cant wait till this summer when she will be here with me permantley again so I can see her everyday. She is graduating high school next month, I am so proud of her!!!!!

Teacher
> > MAN...I LOVE THIS KID!!! > >SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! >> One Nation, "Under God". > > One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain> > evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? > > TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? > > TOMMY: Yes. > > TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. > > TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. > > TEACHER: Did you see God up there? > > TOMMY: No. > > TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just > > doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? > > TOMMY: Yes. > > LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? > > TOMMY: Yessssss! > > LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? > > TOMMY: Yessssss! > >

Rob Zombies Halloween (the Trailer)
OMG it looks great what do you all think, i cant wait to see it

Barbies You Won't See In Stores!
1. Scratch and Sniff Barbie (Use your imagination...we're not saying a word.) 2. Crash Test Barbie 3. Opera Barbie (complete with the horns and the brass brassiere) 4. Marie Antionette Barbie (with removable head; guillotine included) 5. Hiroshima Barbie (just a shadow of her former self) 6. Enron Barbie (Originally sold for $29.95, but now you can't give her away.) 7. Frozen Barbie on a Stick (in your grocer's frozen food section) 8. Divorce Barbie (includes the house, the car, and half of Ken's crap) 9. Broken Bungee Barbie 10. FrankenBarbie (green Barbie with bolts through her neck) 11. Shock Therapy Barbie (car battery and wires included) 12. Samuel L. Jackson Ken (He'll get medieval on your a**.) 13. Manic Depressive Barbie (with a set of Oriental throwing knives) 14. Biker Barbie (with leather jacket, tattoos, and red bandana) 15. Cheesehead Barbie (Wisconsin's best) 16. Dogsled Barbie 17. Peg Leg Barbie 18. Eye Patch Barbie 1

The Darkness
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and give us our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is

Relationships
God men are so bloody annoying at times oooooooo

Ain't That Tha Trurh
Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Spic, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Month, we'd be racists.

New To Cherry Tap
Hi everyone, I am new to Cherry Tap, so I might need some time to get used to it. I am married, with children, live in PA, and am bi. I love being with women. I am not on here looking for any men. I am too busy with my life to add more bullshit, so please keep the drama outta here. Thanks, *kisses* Diana

I Love Cherrytap
I took the plunge today and became a VIC. I had to, I come on here as often as I can. It might not be much Mon-Fri as I am getting ready for a 2 week trip to Maine. But, I do make every effort to be on here frequently. I enjoy the friendships made and the pub atmosphere. I look forward to experiencing more on here. Thanks fellow tappers for rates, adds, comments and other fun.

Morning Sunshine!
So I have been up since 5 and been shopping. I got a 22 pound turkey and a ham. I plan on cooking once this week LOL! I have 2 dozen eggs to color. I hope everyone has a great easter. Muah!!! One of my Fave songs for yall! I try to discover A little something to make me sweeter Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart Im so in love with you Ill be forever blue That you give me no reason Why youre making me work so hard That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no Soul, I hear you calling Oh baby please give a little respect to me And if I should falter Would you open your arms out to me We can make love not war And live at peace in our hearts Im so in love with you Ill be forever blue What religion or reason Could drive a man to forsake his lover Dont you tell me no Dont you tell me no Dont you tell me no Dont you tell me no Soul, I hear you calling Oh baby please give a little respect to me Im so in lo

Erotica: Weekend Part 2 :)
We reluctantly wade to the shore and retrieve our clothes, but we do not put them on. We walk hand in hand, nude, through the trees and back to the cabin. Our bodies still tingle from a combination of the act of love just completed and the cool night air. Upon arriving at the cabin, we toss our clothes onto a chair near the fireplace. Our bodies are still damp and she is shivering slightly. She decides to take a shower and heads for the bathroom. "How about a drink to help warm you up?" I ask, heading for the kitchen. "Sounds good" she replies, closing the door to the bath. I hear the water running as I make us each a whiskey sour. The clock on the wall begins to chime. Glancing at the clock, I notice the time - ten o'clock. We've been here only two hours and already have begun acting like wild animals in heat. It feels good. A slight chill passed through me and broke into my thoughts. I realized I was still naked and beginning to feel cold from the lake wa

Life....aint It Funy?
YEAH OK, ONE DAY YOUR JUST SITTIN THERE MINDING YOUR OWN BUSINESS WHEN *poof* UP POPS THIS LIL BOX ON YOUR SCREEN. WHATS DIFFERENT ABOUT THIS BOX? IN THIS BOX IS THE PERSON YOU WILL END UP THINKING ABOUT, TALKIN ABOUT, AND WANTING TO BE WITH. TOO BAD YOU DIDNT KNOW THIS WHEN THAT LITTLE BOX POPPED UP ON YOUR SCREEN HUH? SO, HOURS PASS, DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS...YOU THINK YOU LOVE THIS PERSON IN THE BOX ON YOUR SCREEN. MAYBE IF YOUR LUCKY YOU EVEN GET TO TALK TO THIS PERSON AND HEAR THEIR VOICE. EXCITMENT WHEN YOU SEE THERE NAME HIGHLIGHTED ON YOUR LIST. BUTTERFLYS WHEN THEY SAY SOMETHING SO SWEET TO YOU THAT YOU FEAR YOU MIGHT MELT RIGHT THEN. OK, YOUR IN LOVE! NOW WHAT? MEET THIS PERSON? KEEP ON DREAMING OF THE DAY YOU GET TO TOUCH THIS PERSON THATS IN THE BOX ON YOUR SCREEN? HOPE THAT THEY ARE EVERYTHING YOU HAVE MADE THEM OUT TO BE IN YOUR MIND...IN YOUR HEART. SO YOU KEEP ON KEEPIN ON... MAYBE YOU TALK A LITTLE LESS THEN BEFORE...NO BIG DEAL. RIGHT? I MEAN AFTER ALL YOU DONT

Simply Love
I couldn’t talk non stop; for after a while; the chords of my intricate throat started to hurt; and a gruesome hoarseness besieged my persona, I couldn’t walk non stop; for after a while; the soles of my feet started to ache; and the conglomerate of dreary bones in my body demanded celestial rest, I couldn’t write non stop; for after a while; my fingers swelled like a plump tomato; and the disdainful sweat on my palms started to drip obnoxiously on barren sheets of white paper, I couldn’t stare non stop; for after a while; my voluptuously soft cushion of lids fell down with a sigh; and the whites of my eye were desperate to get rid of the tumultuous stinging, I couldn’t eat non stop; for after a while; the tunnels of my stomach threatened to puke; and the buds of my tongue abhorrently repulsed the most exotic of taste, I couldn’t dance non stop; for after a while; the fantasy in my mind wholesomely subsided; and I inevitably collapsed on soil for my noctur

I Wonder
Ok for all the ppl that know me on cherry tap you should know that i never leave a blog on here but now im starting to wonder about ppl honestly i know there are alot of shitty ppl out here but some ppl can only get away with so much with me and one is fucking with my heart my emotions are nothing but my heart is another fucking thing and then guys wonder why im a bitch i dont hurt others to get back i think thats low but i keep my self closed off for a reason. its nothing but respect with me and i feel that i have been disrespected not only that but used and toyed with which is something that hasnt happen to me in a long time and im very pissed about it and i have made grown men cry in my life time and i really dont want to make one cry anytime soon but im thinking that the time is comming near if i dont get any honesty on this situation that i just found out about not only that i feel that ive been lied to and i hate liars with a fucking passion!!!! its life i deal which is why i

Totally Jacked From Some Guy Here On Ct.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th

For All Those Men Who Say
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... [][][][][][][][] 1. Men are like . ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas ....... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like ...... Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ... Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ..... Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like . Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like . Popcor

Let Us Be Free Once Again
The North American content has gone to hell in a hand basket so to speak. With more of our nations being taken over by the Jews and other non white world, our governments no longer are able or willing to protect us the white citizens the men and women who on countless occasions have given their lives in protecting their values and homeland. No longer are our governments looking out for our best interests, they instead are allowing our borders to be overrun by men and women of color from third world countries, they are halting all efforts in rounding these people up to ship them back to their country of origin, instead of tax dollars being spent on the men and women who pay them, they are misspent over seas and in programs to help people here illegally live comfortable lives. Our governments, instead of fighting real acts of terrorism, are taking their frustrations out on the very people who built the north American countries, they enact laws that suppress the white races rights to t

Yatta!!!!!
I just checked my grade for my group powerpoint project for my comp app class and my partner and I got a perfect score 100/100 i am so happy. with all the hard work and praticed we put into it. it was so worth it. i hope my partner is as happy with the score as i am. *Jumping for joy* YATTA!!!

Love At First Sight
this is a poem I made because I am inlove and it is actually happening. :D hope u enjoy it :D What are those in his eyes? What is it full of? Hatred, pain, love or jealousy? I wish I could know what my future lies ahead Who is the man I most desire? 2 guys falling for the same girl 1 girl falling for the same guys There me be some connections between us There must be jealousy between them But why aren't they allies? They're gaze are mysterious I don't know who to choose from now? confused and dazzled in the chamber Pammy

Saturday, April 7th, 2007 4:35 A.m.
While I dream of doing, I'm never there. Where I plan and hope... The opportunity is far past already. Having lived in a shallow world where I realised at least on some level, I was smarter than almost all of the people around me. And before I was a teenager, calling the greater minds around me fools for the things that even I, a child, could so plainly and obviously see. As I get older, and as time allows me to become more jaded, I find myself better able to hide myself amongst a simplier life and people. Wheras I SHOULD be trying to become a well paid technician, or philosopher, or a writer, or teacher even... I scramble to find a place for an ox to work. a factory, a farm, a moving company. I seem to be content allowing the potential great mind i've been given to rot away on menial tasks. I'm a thinker and analyser.. I just collect and relate the information... It's up to others to interpret it. make plans. and them tell me what to do. I like to disillusion myself with a gran

I Can"t Sleep!!
Friday night and i can't sleep if I tried...and I've been trying! I went for a walk to clear my head as I usually do every night. While I was walking I noticed the damn mailboxes all tipped over. lol Every corner I went to they were lying on their side. I asked my parents before if that was normal. If it was just a small town thing they do..or a ritual of some sort. :P No they said, it was the young people who got their kicks out doing that and I swear I laughed when I heard this. I mean, really...really, really is that what my girls have to look forward to? It scares the living daylights out of me. haha Ok..I'm not just talking about this. I just find it ridiculously wow... a few thirteen year old girls were wearing teeny tiny mini skirts. I saw my girls and thought, if those were my kids they would so not be wearing that at that age. The freaks out there is insane. I am out of that "teen" bracket but still in the 'young people' age...soon not to be though. Then I will have thirty

Funny
I wake up each morning, scratch my ass and head, Then read the day's obits to see if I'm dead, And seeing I'm not I get up for a piddle, Then crawl back in bed where I diddle a little. At six I make coffee and drink it down black, And eat me some toast, without teeth I just smack. I turn on the TV, tune in to 'Today' And watch that cute Katie, she'd make a great lay. I watch for a while till I drop off and doze, Then wake with a start and go put on my clothes. If it is not raining I go for a walk And have me a good time just hearing me talk. But if it is raining I pick up the phone And call up my kids who have left me alone. I find it amusing to make them feel bad For not ever vis'ting their feeble old dad. At lunchtime I slurp on a bowl of beef soup, Then just before naptime I take a long poop, But if constipation has clogged up my tract I drink some fresh prune juice to get it unpacked. And daily I tune to the 'Lawrence Welk Show' To hear the best music

Life Chages That Fast
April 1896 As light turns to night everything changed. I walk the cold street alone to a dear friend's house. On my way I felt as though something bad was about to happen. As I reached James' doorstep I felt the feelings worsen. I knew this night would be like no other I went to James; he still lies so sick with no change from the night before. I sat next to his bed As the doctor left the room. I held him as we talked about what we would do when he was better. As he grabbed my hand and held it tight, I felt him slipping away from me. As I looked at the door waiting for the doctor to come back, he looked in to my eyes and said he was sorry for the plans were not going to happen. At that time he passed away and I did not know what to do. But I remember that he wanted me to pray for him. T he doctor came back in, as I was praying over James' body. He announced the time of death was 9p.rn to the nurse. Chapter two I have to plan my li

Weird Ass People...
I often wonder with all the weirdo's here, and of course the few of us that are normal... am I really normal?? There are a lot of people here whose life revolves around the fact someone noticed them... I am just here to get laid and make some people giggle... My life was fine before I found CHERRYTAP and it will be fine when I leave here...

This Just Might Piss You Off!
/////////////////////////// Publisher ==> TheCEOGuy /////////////////////////// --- 2007 WAKE UP CALL! --- Are you a LOSER. Yes or NO? It's a real question. It's a serious question. It's a hard question for most. It's one that actually pisses you off, I bet! ........ Check your temperature. If you get pissed when someone asks you that question... WELL...YOU JUST ANSWERED IT! Losers respond to that question emotionally and immediately go on the DEFENSIVE trying to prove that they are NOT FAILURES. Oooooh! That's another word. Failure! Which can actually be a real world slang definition for LOSER. Check your temperature again. You pissed yet? ( --- smile --- ) Dictionary Definition ------ LOSER -------- 1. The opposite of winner. REAL WORLD DEFINITION ------- LOSER ------- 1. The opposite of winner. 2. An unpopular person. 3. A TALKER. Not a DOER. 4. A "wanna-bee". 5. Someone who alway

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ahdur
You scored as "Ghetto". You are what you are! Just don't talk to me..."Ghetto"73%Loner73%Stoner60%Emo Kid53%Geek/Nerd40%Goth33%Punk33%Hot20%Prep13%Jock0%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com

Kiss My Ass
we all sit here and make friends but don't know anyone we talk to online! Let's be real exchange numbers and talk (don't chicken out ) my personal phone number is 1-517-204-6602 if you want to know who i am and what i'm about call me ! the truth will set you free!

Definitions/terminology
What Is D/s? D/s stands for Domination and submission. It is a relationship between two people that includes what is known as a power exchange. The submissive consentually grants the dominant the authority to exert control over him/her. It is a mutual relationship. It is based on trust and comittment. The necessities of such a relationship are communication, trust, respect, knowledge, awareness of self, and ideally love. It is a very complex and varied lifestyle, with each relationship differing from another. Communication is a major key in a successful D/s relationship. The people involved must be able to talk with each other openly and share their thoughts, feelings, ideas and fantasies. This type of communication is difficult to achieve and requires work to maintain. But without it, the relationship will not survive. The goals of both participants is the pleasure of the other. Neither participant can meet that goal if they do not know what pleases the other participan

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Please Read If U Have The Time, Thank U
http://mysite.verizon.net/devonna.petree3/ I believe this to be a worthwhile cause. I know the CEO and founder personally. She was one of my first kids. A child of my heart and she has grown into a wonderful woman and mother. Thank you for caring enough to read her site.

If You Want To Be A Slave
If you want to be a slave, If you want to be enslaved, You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust. If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself. If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer. If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun? If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears? Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional? A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift" Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons, Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self she can give She gives only what is left, after the pride and defenses crumble and she is left exposed to his eyes She gives herself, because she could not i

The Perfect Slave
This document does not describe any universal standard or imperative. It was written for my Master and me, to help us visualize a goal for me to aspire to and for her to guide me towards. It is not my expectation that I (or perhaps anybody) will ever attain perfection. This document describes a direction, not a measuring stick. Although I have generalized as much as I can in an attempt to discover underlying principles, I am certain that many people will find something in here to disagree with. I am neither troubled nor surprised by that. This is a personal document not intended to describe universal truths. This document is not a sharing of great wisdom and knowledge, it is an effort to gain some. It will evolve as my thinking evolves. The Purpose of a Slave One cannot measure the merit of slave without knowing its purpose. Is a hammer better than a can opener? Well, it depends on the purpose you have in mind for it. But although each slave owner will have different purposes an

My Celeb Matches
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Be Careful How You Answer You're Being Graded
I think its funny when someone rates my profile or pictures low. Its funny because I wonder if they're comparing them self to me. His middle finger and smile is nice, but my middle finger and smile fucking rocks, maybe. Not really. I think they're just going to them self. He is just not cute. I think they're really grading the quality of photo. Thats what I do. I go through and grade the quality. The lighting is a little crap and oh shit thats blur. Do they even know what they're doing taking pictures of them self with a fucking camera phone. Oh that webcam photo has some harsh shadows. Thats what I think people are doing. So they're looking at my picture saying. You know his composition is alright. The picture certainly says something, but I don't appreciate the quality of the sepia tone he put in there. I like to think thats what people are doing. I know thats far from the truth because hey I go through every once in a while and say. Hey, hot redhead. So there are

4/7/2007
The past couple of days have been rather... uneventful as usual, well at least for the most part. Thursday was very cold yet again, so Lisa and I decided to just stay in bed, I think more than anything she secretly just likes laying next to a half naked Fire Fighter... But at the same time it was colder than hell... Either way it was wonderful. When we finally got the nerve to crawl out of bed, we realized we had to not only get up, but we had to go out... We were completely out of water and had to go and get the post for the day. Of course we had nothing of interresting in the post, but it was worth the try anyway. We got a few munchies at the store, along with our water. Sometime around 4 that afternoon, our friend James came over and brough his PS2. After his Mother calling and telling him to go about a thousand or so places and do another thousand or so things, we were finally able to sit down and play some Smackdown VS. Raw. Never played that game before, but it seemed

A Little Bit To Laugh At
Man Charged With Drunken Romp in Bikini AP Mason Police Dept via The Enquirer / AP Volunteer firefighter Steven Cole was arrested after an alleged drunken romp in a bikini and wig at a Mason, Ohio, park Tuesday. Talk About It: Post ThoughtsMASON, Ohio (April 6) - A man wearing a woman's wig and a string bikini was charged with taking a drunken afternoon romp through a park, officials said. Steven S. Cole, a 46-year-old volunteer firefighter, told an officer he was on his way to a Dayton bar to perform as a woman in a contest offering a $10,000 prize, the arrest report said. He pleaded not guilty Thursday to charges of drunken driving, public indecency and disorderly conduct. Cole was arrested Tuesday after police received a report that an intoxicated man was walking and driving around Heritage Oak Park in Mason. Police said Cole was wearing a blond wig, pink flip-flops and a red-black-and-white striped bikini with the top filled out by tan water balloons. His

Don't Mess With Women
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday > morning. > Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them is > hurt. > > God works in Mysterious ways. > > After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, > "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our > cars, there's nothing left of them, but we're unhurt. > This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live > together in peace for the rest of our days." > > Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely; this > must be a sign from God!" > > The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is > completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. > Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." > > Then she hands the bottle to the man. > > The man nods his head in agreement, opens it, drinks half the bottle, and > the

Wow....
....Playing music out on the street is really fuckin' fun. Especially if you meet up with another group and play polka tunes and shit. ....And it's funny having people on the back of a truck playing and jamming to whatever... ...Man, tonight was fun. Now i'm groggy, though. Took a late nap, and now, at 1 am, I am awake. Up. Moving. Shakin'. Things like that. Yeah. ...Ah well.

Where I Live
hello all of your losers out there on this rediculous and probably rip off site. My name is Sucat Joe and I will be leaving this place as soon as my \'cherry\' is popped. and i don\'t care if it is now, tomorrow or in a week... this site is strange and i do not want to have to spend money on buying more cherries... cherries are for kids and i am an old and ugly olde farte..........by the way Sucat is in PI and i look forward to getting over there and away from all the dirt bags who live in Calif.......... and you were expecting me to post some nice lovey dovey stuff here???? Not... i think that in a past life i was a punk... stay real and keep plugging away... someday you will be able to retire and by the time you do you will be either broke or half dead.... take it from old Guad/Sucat Joe

Boys In Trouble
Two little boys, ages 8 and 10, are excessively mischievous. They are always getting into trouble and their parents know all about it. If any mischief occurs in their town, the two boys are probably involved. The boys' mother heard that a preacher in town had been successful in disciplining children, so she asked if he would speak with her boys. The preacher agreed, but he asked to see them individually. So the mother sent the 8 year old first, in the morning, with the older boy to see the preacher in the afternoon. The preacher, a huge man with a booming voice, sat the younger boy down and asked him sternly, "Do you know where God is, son?" The boy's mouth dropped open, but he made no response, sitting there wide-eyed with his mouth hanging open. So the preacher repeated the question in an even sterner tone, "Where is God?!" Again, the boy made no attempt to answer. The preacher raised his voice even more and shook his finger in the boy's face and bellowed,

Be True To Yourself
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow t

A Bad Son
never will I feel accepted always will I feel rejected this i know so I expect it its like no matter what I do, its never good enough for you everything i put you through standing my ground getting up just to fall back down just to make you proud, was all I ever wanted I just dont know how, I dont have the knowledge but its too late now you hate what ive become and I know I cant be, your perfect son I just want to be happy but I dont know how I can be, with everything that surround's me feeling like the outcast of the family leave me alone, get out of my life on my own, I'll be alright falling deeper into madness, crying these angry tear's of sadness everything make's it worse I know Im a failure in your eyes, and it hurts I'll be alright,I'll be alright I'll be alright, no I wont.....thats a lie I'll always know Im a failure in your eyes so I guess Ill never be surprised my memorie's leave me haunted because Im the son you never wanted

Our Military
Oh, how I honor thee in the Military that are fighting for you and me. They are over seas to protect our country from the enemies. They put their lives on the line for us everyday reasurring their families that before they leave, not to worry that they will be fine while they're so far away. How selfish we can be as we complain are lives are hard here, while they are there staying alert to protect us and others from being hurt, as they constantly stay on guard. When life gets tough and we may feel that we had enough, we should be proud to brag about are red white and blue flag. Our country is very blessed and we all need to be thankful every morning as we awake to get dressed. Written by me (Lisa) 10-12-04

The Brave, The Few
I feel bad for those forementioned who feel the need to stay anonymous in order to rate people with low numbers. People, please! Rate me as you wish, but as I said before; show who you are if you are so brave. Come on. a 3 and a 5. not too bad I suppose. but my FRIENDS don't think so. Maybe YOU are the UGLY one? Maybe you think of yourself in the way you rate? I feel bad for you. Really. Good day.

Time To Get Hitched
OKAY LADIES, IT IS TIME FOR THE CASANOVA TO GET HITCHED. I AM HAVING A CONTEST TO FIND THE WIFE OF MY DREAMS. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE MY WIFE FOR MAY, PLEASE SEND ME A MESSEGE AND A LINK TO YOUR PIC. ONCE I HAVE ENOUGH LADIES I WILL START THE CONTEST AND SEND OUT INSTRUCTIONS...SO STEP UP LADIES AND GET ME WHILE I AM HOT......HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON....MUAW

Thoughts And Dreams
here i sit before the fire gazing into is infinite flame longing to hold the one dear to me to have them in my arms to feel there kiss upon my lips the sight of her eyes making me tremble to be lost in such beauty to enjoy the closeness alas here i am amid the flames barren and broken for i have no such love a deepness rolls into my world my heart fails to beat for i am alone and lost in the endless stars always drifting away from my dearest love never knowing her feel its a darken hell i am forsaken too may the light return to save me once more.

Temporary Heartbreak
I HOPE WHAT ALL I AM FEELING IS'NT REAL,...LIKE WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN,I FEEL CRUSHED INSIDE LIKE A ROSE ONLY TRAMPLED ON,IT''S BEAUTY IS LOST ALL THE THINGS THAT I HOLD HAPPY AND DEAR IN MY HEART ARE ENTANGLED IN A FEELING THAT I AM GOING TO GET HURT,I FEEL CONFUSED,AND THAT INSTEAD OF HELPING SOMEONE,I AM CAUSING MORE HARM,...I FEEL LIKE A BAD PERSON,AND IF THIS IS ONLY A FEELING THAN FOR ONCE I HOPE WHAT I FEEL IS WRONG,THAT IT IS ONLY A BAD DREAM,AND I WILL WAKE UP TOMORROW,...AND GET THE ANSWER I SEEK,OR INDEED BE HURT,SO I HOPE THIS IS ONLY A TEMPORARY HEARTBREAK.

The Fool That Fell For You
he gets in her head wraps her up with the words he says you say how could you lie to me and pretend to be everything i need " you were so hot you were so cool now your so not and im the fool i didnt have a clue i was the fool, the fool that fell for you" cant you see i dont need your help let me free ill be by myself pack up your things and lie to somebody else i was lost in the lust and i thought i could trust but i forgot what it was to know the liar that you love it was all fake but one things true im the fool im the fool the fool that fell for you " you were so hot you were so cool now your so not and im the fool i didnt have a clue i was the fool, the fool that fell for you"

Happy Easter To All
I Know this is a day early but I dont know if I'll have the chance to send my easter wishes out on Sunday, so for what it's worth, here it is. ALSO would love to give thanks again to those of you who continue to come to my humble establishments better known as my page here on Ct and show your support, I am working on trying to get some new portraits up here, I havent changed alot excpet for losing a few lbs, other than that i am still as sassy as i was and YES I STILL HAVE THE RED HAIR My red hair gets me in trouble, I am going to dye it black I do think. Seems alot of men go for the brunettes or the beautiful blondes , red heads have bad reps for having attitude , well let me tell ya, if you give me a reason you are damn skippy I am going to have attitude. Other wise we'll be fine.

Song , That Was Sent To Me
MURDER OF THE HEART this pain is like a fire forever burning this pain is from the liars that keep me learning my thoughts are twisted the feeling that i know, never exsisted and the lips that i almost but never tasted and every single word that i wasted i cant be sure and i never will how that feeling will ever feel treated like i was there but never real my soul is like a puzzle without the peices locked in emotion that never releases that feeling so appealing cought me off guard felt lifted so easy but fell to hard it was something good but it fell apart no words to describe it but murder of the heart

A Hater , Pls Repost!
This person goes around and just rates people 1 on their main photo! Be Careful of her! Get people like her off this site! Why do we go around and send cherry love to have people like this here! makes no sense http://cherrytap.com/user/750173

Blah Money Problems
When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug.

I Miss
having some female companionship. id give anything to have a pretty girl by my side. or just to hang out with.. i think my size has kept me away from that. no beautiful bisexual or lesbian girl wants to hang out with a thick girl.. it depresses me.. id give anything to be the slightest bit more thin.

Grindhouse
Grindhouse is nothing short of the most amazing cinematic experience I have ever had. You owe it to yourselves to go see it in the theater. This one must be seen in the theater, or a drive in if I can find one playing it. The DVD will undoubtedly be a poor way to experience this. There is also some pretty cool trailers, including the first one I've seen for rob zombie's Halloween. I've never seen any of the halloween movies, but this one looks so good I kind of want to watch them all, just to see this one in the know.

This Is Why
I am alone. Like always. I feel very much unwanted. It seems like no one can love me because I have bipolar disorder, along with a few other mential things. These are products of a very tragic life. Things happened to me that I will not discuss here. I am 35, I cant see my kids, my family doesnt want me, I have no friends, outside of the ones on here and I cant keep a girlfriend. I am always good to them, but once my illness gets the best of me and the moods start to swing, they are gone. So I decided that I will forever be alone. For the simple reason that I dont want the heartache and the hurt of being rejected anymore. Its just not worth the pain. I know how my life is going to end, Im going to die old, gray, alone and forgottin. That is how things will end for me. But until then, I will live my life the best I can, keeping to myself, going home after work and going to bed in my cave/bedroom(blacked out the windows) and sleep alone, all because of the fact that Im sick.

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Lady
cemetary, dark and quiet death is waiting near shadows dance with devils the night brings out the fear the devils stop their dance they all stare in awe... the Lady has awakened the only sound a crow's caw she slips between the tombs of love thats gone and dead of memories of her past of the life she loved and led damn them all to hell she screamed in her mind i was never one of them never of their kind through the graves she made her way just as she did every day to a little grave small and unique her daughters grave the one they named monique only and infant, taken away life gone into the ground the mother, gone crazy with sorrow, she drowned now she walks alone this cemetary at night gaurding these stones knowing she's right life is gone, still she mothers the child she never got to hold so now she wonders lonely still this cemetary so cold she would have sold her soul if she would have known that she could have seen that baby fully grown so s

Lost In Your Eyes
In darkness I fall, sliding downward into a deep despair. I reach for a hand to hold but I find none,and deeper I slide. Finally I land deep within. I crawl looking for a way to leave this dark despair. But I am tired of fighting it, tired of getting ahead one space only to fall back 4. If my life where a video game I could just start it over, but game over has a definite finality to it in real life. I lay in a heap, crying, my heart in shambles and a pain so deep I can't stop it. I lay unmoving, feeling my pain deepen, and listening for some sounds. Time seems to stop as I lay in darkness and pain. I blink my eyes to moisten them because they are dry now from all the tears.I feel death approach, its dull thud in the dirt, its empty stare watching me. I feel its cold hands touching me. I cry out, oh someone help me find my way out of this place. I hear my name being spoken, in a soft and lyrical tone, you call me, begging me not to give up, your coming and I see light. Its getting clo

Why Is Being Truthful So Hard For Some?
I know! I know! You are sick of hearing me bitch and moan about people and their fake ass main pics. Last one! I promise! Couldnt this all be alleviated with a couple of small additions to the onMouseover event that pops up the profile tooltip: AGE and GENDER It would prevent someone from clicking on... ohhhh I dunno.... a pic of female and landing in a males profile! For Instance... THIS FUCKING ASSHAT! Is a guy. A Lying Sack of Shit in my opinion. I just prayyyyyyyyyyyyy

Send Answers Via Private Message Please
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

One Hundred Things You May Or May Not Want To Know About Me
***100 Nosey Questions*** by longtallsally28The BasicsName: JamiAge: 31Month of birth: AprilAny Siblings?: A brotherParents still married?: yes 47 yearsOccupation: full time student/soon be a copDo you like your job?: haven't started yet but I love schoolAny pets?: 2 maltese (Rascal and Jase) and 1 sheltie (Coop)Hair color: BlondeEye color: green/hazelShoe size: 9Any Tattoos?: noAny Piercings?: a 6 gauge in my bellyCurrent mood: very happyCurrent wardobe choice: camisole and girl boxers (pjs)What are you listening to?: AkonWho did you last speak with on the phone?: My Husband TomWhat do you currently smell like?: A mixture of Creed and Dolce&GabbanaLast....Movie you watched: SublimeMagazine you looked at: TimeThing you ate: Double Quarter Pounder with extra cheese and ketchupBook you read: Art of war/dante's divine comedy and the art of war (and my school books victimology and probabtion and parole in America)T.v. show you watched: BuffyTime you cried: couple o

My Blogs
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

I Really Want To Know
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me?

Poem
Find everyday joy in the simple things in life... The smell of hot coffee and pancakes in the morning, Fireflies flickering in the clear night air, The cool morning fog as the sun comes up and warms the day. The colors of a beautiful and peaceful sunset, A bee buzzing in a patch of spring flowers, The kindness in the smile of a stranger. The warm feeling of a hug from someone who loves you, The quiet sound of the ocean on the shore, The twinkling of the stars in the sky... A thought from someone who calls you friend

Live Life....
Live life, Hate love... Things are born Then they die... Live life Hate love.... Hearts are torn Then you cry Live life, Hate love.... You open your heart They tell you a lie Live life Hate love... A soulmate, A heart-tie Live life Hate love It is no more So I bid you good-bye Live life Hate love Saddness everywhere In my heart I sigh Live life Hate Love.

Aduhjf
i am so fucking dri ido not rven know hat to do with myself, it is agood thin my password i sstorred or esel i would not hav been ale to get on here

Rascal Flatts Video
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Didn't wanna lose the code when I took it off my profile page and it won't work in the trackz section. lol

Projection
A couple of times, my main photo has been rated a 1. Based on the amount of positive feedback/ratings, it sounds like the photo is a good one of me, and I'm not Quasimodo-level hideous. Therefore, I can't help but wonder if the ratings aren't for how good or bad I look, but based on what I am wearing. I don't blame anyone for disagreeing with the U.S. government, who ultimately control our military, but it is unfair to project that resentment onto fellow Americans who offer their time, hard work and sometimes even their lives in service to a country that they love. Personal attacks on soldiers based on the government's actions is like harassing the cashiers at Wal-Mart because you hate how the company is managed. Remember, we're governed by representatives. If you want to make a change, start a dialog with your congressmen. If they won't listen to you, get others to join that dialog. To keep from getting run out of office, they have to accurately represent how their constituents

People Are Assholes
invasion of personality snatchers...the commonality that we share as fellow humans should supercede the need to pass judgment or hate on someone because they don't fit your or society's version of what is normal or acceptable...fuck off

Grind House
The first 1/2 was awesome, the second 1/2 was so bad that I would have walked out if I had driven there. Tarantino owes me some money and some time back, that was 2 hours of talking and awful. I hate you QT.

Plans For Later Today Saturday, And Because I Had Two Hours Of Sleep Friday
which in turn was no one's fault but my own, and despite a resolution to avoid just such behavior... well... now... (One does learn. In bits and pieces. Hopefully not fatal ones, to paraphrase Robert Heinlein.) Have plans when not doing other things this weekend btw to use those alerts.php files I saved from the last few months ;^) to see who are -some- of the people who've rated my stash and photos that I just have not gotten back to. Have also been reading many more of the short stories that Saki wrote before his death in 1916 fighting in WW1, and am - more and more impressed. There's one that I read before in an anthology, I think (The Interlopers) with its hard-to-forget ending; many of the others will stay in mind too. ("Children with Hyacinth's temperament don't know better as they grow older; they merely know more." - Mrs Panstreppon of the title character of Hyacinth, pub in the posth. collection The Toys of Peace (1919))

~~love~~
~~ LOVE ~~ LOVE! what is it really ? does everyone have there own real visions on what it really is .. who actually knows what it is? alot of people say you always have that feeling and it never goes away that you have butterflies in your stomach and everytime you see them your heart melts... do you feel it's true? i personaly don't.. i feel love is different in all ways like everybody is different everyone has diffent types of love... list what you think is true about love see how many people actually say what they think love is you'll be surprised!... i think love is all and all fairy tale that everybody looks for and hopes to get one day and once they find it they try everything to hold on to it even if the love has grown apart. but i do believe you can fall in love yes but i believe also that it can fool you and it can actually be lust! so if you do find love think real hard about it and make sure it's real love or just lust!....

~~ New Me~~
well i decided to change how i am and look and i think it's going how i want it to i'm more out there and having fun then usally i love kicken it down town kent getting drunk and having fun love to dance the night away lol anyways love my new look and i thank Anna very very much for doing it for me love ya girl so anyways what you peeps think of it? give me your input ~k~ oxoxoxo laters

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? A friend is Someone who cares about you, Someone who likes you just the way you are. A friend is Someone who does things with you, Someone who keeps your secrets. A friend is Someone who sometimes gets angry with you, Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes even when they don't mean to. A friend is Someone who comforts you when you're sad, Someone who laughs with you when you're happy. A friend is Someone who wants to be with you, Someone who enjoys your company. A friend is Someone you'll remember always Even when they grow up and move away. A friend is Someone who is loyal and says good things about you, Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you. A friend is A link to someone's humanity like food for the soul to share, Someone to hold onto when life's follies bring despair. A friend is F-frank, R-righteous, I-intrepid, E-earnest, N-noble, D-decent A friend is a friend—always!

~~ Why ~~
~~~ WHY ~~~ why do people take things for granted? shouldnt people all be the same? why do people fall in love and then get hurt later on down the road was it ment to be? why do people hide pain deep inside is it what they were brought up to do is it what they only know how to do? so many questions in so little of time.... its sad........

All Females...pls Read And Comment...or Message..
What do you do when you like a girl...like alot...and you want to be with her..Just the thot of another guy holding her makes you cringe...But you dont want to put yourself out there and ask her out bc you donnt want to go thru the rejection and you dont want the akwardness between the frienship??I was asked that question and I have no clue how to answer it..

Thinking Of You
Sitting here thinking about you today, wishing that you weren't so far away. A frindship that was created all so soon, is really starting to bud and bloom. ~ You bring a smile to my face each day, awith the little messages you send my way. I hope in the years soon to come, that our frindship will shine like the sun. ~ We share a special kind of love, blessed by that of the Lord above. Forever friends we will stay, never allowing our bond to fray. ~ In my heart you will always stay, as I cherish our frindship everyday. Take my hand my dear friend, and friends we will remain to the end. ~ I will lift you up when your feeling down, giving you a smile to replace that frown. Just as I know you would do for me, without friends where would we be.

~~screaming Inside~~
~~~ SCREAMING INSIDE ~~~ YOU KNOW I SIT HERE AND PONDER EVERY DAY WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO MY LIFE? I'M SO SICK OF IT!... SAME 'OL BULLSHIT!!! DOES IT EVER FUCKING STOP.... NOOO!!! BULLSHIT NEVER STOPS.... IT FOLLOWS YOU EVERY WHERE YOU THINK YOU CAN OVER COME IT AND GET PAST EVERYTHING BUT NOOO..... IT SMACKS YOU RIGHT IN THE FACE ALL OVER AGAIN!..... LIFE IS BULLSHIT BUT ALL YOU CAN DO IS MOVE ON AND DEAL WITH IT... ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE WHO CARES LIKE I DO SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID OF SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF THERE LUNGS JUST CAUSE THEY WANT TO... I NOTICED SCREAMING HELPS .... I FEEL SO DEEP INSIDE IT'S KILLING ME AND I DONO WHAT TO DO ... I'M SCREAMING BUT YET NO ONE HEARS ME... I'M SLIPPING THREW THE CRACKS FASTER AND HARDER EVERYDAY... AND YET NO ONE TO CATCH ME... WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY I DONO BUT FUCK IT I WILL NEVER KNOW BUT LIVE MY DAY .... DAY BY DAY AND HOPE ONE DAY I'LL GET ON MY FEET AND HAVE WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED... TILL THEN I'M SCREAMING INSIDE!!!!

I Am A Bad Friend And Here Is Proof
My friends competed in a talent contest, and we were the only people that didn't show up because of my petty little issues. I really need to grow up and get over myself. Check these guys out! SDW WINS!!

~~tears Of Blood~~
~~~ TEARS OF BLOOD ~~~ IT PAINS ME TO LISTEN TO THE SWEET VOICE LISTENING TILL THE RIVER OF BLOOD RUNS DRY, KNIVES STABBING DEEP IN YOUR CHEST ACHEING AS TIME PASSES U BY.. HOW THE HEART ACHES TO FEEL ONCE AGAIN,HOW IT ACHES TO BE BACK TO HOW IT ALWAYS BEEN, WHY MUST IT ACHE SO BAD..CANT IT BE FIXED? CANT THE ACHE GO AWAY, BUT WHY DOES IT STAY? JUST TO MAKE US ACHE EVERYDAY, TO MAKE US CRY AND NOT WASH OUR SARROWS AWAY .. IF ONLY TIME COULD REWIND AND MAKE OUR HEARTS NOT ACHE! FOR TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY FACE.....

Brother , Brother
THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO MY BROTHER, AS WE BOTH ARE ABOUT TO EMBARK UPON A NEW LIFE TOGETHER.

~touch Of Her Hand~
~~ TOUCH OF HER HAND ~~ SITTING IN THE DARK FEELING NOTHING... WHISPER SOUNDS FLOATING IN THE AIR.. COLD BREEZE WHISPERING BY... WHAT IS THAT SENCE OF FEELING? YOU SIT AND WAIT HOPEING TO SEE AND TOUCH HER HAND ONCE LOOK INTO HER EYES AND KISS HER LIPS... BUT NOTHING BUT WHISPERS.. YOU SIT AND WAIT FOR THE DAY WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME... WAIT FOR THE COLDNESS TO GO AWAY AND WARMTH OF THE SKIN TO STAY .. TEAR GOES DOWN YOUR FACE WHILE YOU SIT AND WAIT THINKING OF WHAT CAN AND COULD BE.... WISH JUST ONCE TO TOUCH HER HAND....IF ONLY ONCE TO FEEL THE WARTH AND LOVE FROM JUST ONE TOUCH OF HER HAND...SIT AND WAIT JUST FOR THAT TOUCH... THE LONELY TOUCH OF HER HAND!

To Muh Fam,friendz,and Fanz
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! DID IT HURT? YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN ONE OF THE BEST LOOKING PEOPLE ON MY FRIENDS LIST! ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 OTHER GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU WILL KNOW YOU ARE REALLY GOOD LOOKING! Y'ALL ARE HOTTIES TO ME !! XOXOXOX

I'm So Happy 1st. Blog!!!!!!
My daughter is in town, Im so excited! We have both been sharing the computer and taking turns on Here CT.Actully we we are now timing it.We are laughing It its so funny, about who can stay on the shorest time.... I just wanted to share this. Oh my daughter is "FIRE" on my family, fan. Please go check her out she is really cute. OK goto go!!! Angeleyes4u~

My Name All Over The World
HowManyOfMe.comThere are 85 people with my name in the U.S.A.How many have your name?

Every Day
EVERY DAY You make me smile You let me know you care You help me see the good in things And for me you're always there EVERY DAY You ease my pain And help me through my day You let me know I'm not alone You teach me love that way EVERY DAY I say a prayer To keep you safe and free And every day is filled with hope That you'll spend time with me EVERY DAY You show me love Wanting nothing back from me And let me know you are my friend And keep me company EVERY DAY I look around Even when my life's a mess Knowing in my heart of hearts My friends are just the best EVERY DAY I thank the Lord For having given me The very best that I can have That is my friends you see God bless and keep you all Have A Wonderful Day Thank You For Every Day

Contest Here
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What Ancient Breed Are You?
You scored as Drow. You are a Drow, a very ancient breed of elf. They major in magicks. They very dark and mysterious and never trust anyone. Very shady, lonesome people. Lighten up and go to a party. You might meet someone special there... ^.~Drow92%Vampyre83%Dragon83%Shadow Spirit83%Sorceress67%Wolf67%Goddess58%Zombie42%Elf25%Faerie17%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Father
Perfect anything. Despite the afterbirth. Underneath the spin. It's all there. If you just open your eyes. If you just crawl out of the thought. I'm becoming something else. Better or worse- I'm not really sure, and I'll probably be so far gone... that I won't even remember what I was. I need to wash away the stink. Erase the itch. Burn the sin. Fill me up to the empty drag me off the beaten path. Then I'll be something sacred. Celestially unholy. Like a giant mother mary vibrator. Like every moaning whore in your bed. Every horrified it. Heretic... They whisper inches from my ear as they continually fuck me in the open. Mind into nothing. Left a squirming dissoriented mess. Unwanted, undesireable, loathesome. Sweaty...sticky... Finally one step closer to the orthodox. And they want me. They own me. They take me. They WANT IT ALL They want me to dissapear. Devastating blurs of distance... trying so hard to be somewhere else. With each sa

A Poem For My Dearest Friends
*dedicated to 2 of my best friends online, David, my bubba and Liz Liz, my "wifey" You are my best friend, I can tell you it all. I feel I can trust you... You'll catch me if I fall. Athough you are not near We talk almost every day. You know me, I know you It doesn't matter what we say. You confide in me, As I can confide in you You're more than just a friend You're family, you care, just as I do. Although online is how we met I feel you are truly my best friend I feel you will be there A true friend until the end.

Innocence
When we first met I made you promise you would never leave, then I told you of the demons, and how they made me bleed. I made you promise crazy things, but your words were not enough. I couldn't believe you loved me I thought to love me was too tough. When I cry about my past and say that I'm ashamed I tell you I am the only one who is to be blamed. Then you crawl in bed beside me and say that it's ok- so I cry for my loss of innocence and the things I gave away. When I can't sleep through the night, when I toss and turn in bed, you wrap your arms around me and chase the demons from my head. You say don't talk about the past you tell me that it's gone, you say since we're together now it's time that I move on, you say that I'm your angel but if you only knew the kind of thoughts I think and what I used to do. You tell me it doesn't matter and that you love me anyway- so I cry for my loss of innocence and the things I gave away. They said that

Club Inferno
Club Inferno

The Feast
the feast Cemetary quiet, Death is near Darkness falls, Have no fear. He finds her A victim with ease, She is his For small fees. Together they go, Quiet and dark, He needs her alone To leave his mark. Fangs puncture, Sharp and Quick. Ohh... the sensation. He begins to lick. She grabs his head Pulling his close. He opens his mouth, The blood flows. Life is ending Blood drained out No energy left No voice to shout. Life has faded She is no more. She's just another Blood-letting whore. Alone he walks Quiet and Dark Full and content He left his mark. Dark is fading He has to go... Back to his crypt Far down below. Cemetary quiet, Death is near The sun rises, Have no fear.

I Will Leave
Love is only as easy to give as the one you love is willing to receive it. For love can not be taken it's only received willingly. If love will not be received, there is no love to be given. For my love is willing to take us as far as we'll except to be taken. And fill our hearts with happiness. If love and happiness can not be achieved with sadness we'll part and I will leave.

This Say Enuf Does It Lol :o)
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Ahh The Pains Of Life And The Joy Of Love!
Hello dear reader, I’m glad you stoped by as today I am feeling so bad I think my darkness witch I lost many months ago is returning! Now I was going to put this on the bottom but instead I will put it on tope so you can read it first.... I hope it is not too sad... as I do not wish to make you upset! this is just a blog... mostly just mixed up feelings I was having when I started to write this...... and during to... lol...ok read on! Ok enough of that, now I shall say some good news hey! Or well most of you already know this but meh! To those who don’t pay attention or haven’t read my blogs yet I’m in love with a woman called Suzan and she is just the best even though I have made many mistakes she has forgiven me, and well what can I say I just love her so dam much so much so that I am willing to marry her right now!... and I am ready to give her the children she so badly wishes to have in her life!... and well if she is reading this I want to say sorry f

Things Are Starting To Fall Into Place.. Well Sorta
I'm now an official supervisor at the porn store..YES! lol i know it sounds weird but it's cool. I go get more shading done on my tat on thursday super excited about that.. I know that i dont know many chicks with full back pieces so i think i'm pretty hardcore lol jk.. I guess it's the whole go big or go home thing. I got my trampstamp and it was my first tattoo that doesnt really mean all that much but i was 18 so i got it done.. anyways.. i need to get the ball rolling as far as school goes. but i feel like an idiot and have no idea what to do at this point. GCC was like an extension of high school. It is relatively small and easy to figure out how to get all your classes situated but now that i have to go to a university... yikes..scary. I know that taking a semester off has made me a little lazy so i can't even imagine how those people feel who decide to wait a year or more til they go back to school. I just want to get my degree done

War Veterans Take A Stand To Support Active Troops
As Iraq war continues, two men work to send a message that the nation cares. by Craig McKee ST. ALBANS -- The fourth anniversary of the Iraq war recently passed. With it, a number of images from across the country and the world showed people protesting the war and disagreeing with American policy. But now two veterans who served in separate wars want to remind citizens that there is a line between support for the war and support for the men and women in uniform. "The citizens there in Los Angeles airport literally picked up garbage out of the trash cans and threw at us," said Vietnam era veteran Brad Morgan. Returning from overseas during the Vietnam War, Brad Morgan, like so many other veterans, was met with disdain... Now Morgan and his fellow veteran, Walter Durbin, who served during the Korean War, are concerned that the nation is beginning to go down a familiar path where anti-war becomes anti-service member. "Their message is construed is that th

On Cam
hey whats up im over at a friends house 3 chicks... we have cam any guys wanna trade face to face with cam... hit me up on the shoutbox

This Depression Is Getting Old.
Don't mind me, it's just a panic. Silver is strong. Silver is always happy. Silver never cries. Silver never has any worries. That's what I keep telling people. Silver will always listen. Silver is always there. But who is there for me? Who will listen to me? I can't fix things really. I can only ease the difficulty ratio. Silver is dependable. Silver is always so nice. Silver is a fucking doormat! Silver's kindness gets mistaken for weakness. I'm tired of being used. So where does Silver go when she needs a hug? Who listen's to Silver when she's down? Why am I so fucking nice? What can I do? Change my whole personality? Not in this lifetime. Silver is tired. Silver has needs. Silver wants help. But to ask would be out of my norm. After all, I'm the strong one, right?

The Mechanics That Repair Sleep
and endless row, of things that define you. A word, an action, an inaction, all these things make you you. and you don't know it it do you? so always a victim, of the world or the word, nothing is your responsibilty, untill growling nothing comes knocking. and he is a hungry beast that takes all, regardless of excuse, he eats all, and you are left with nothing but the world. and it know no excuses, is hungry beast. give a reason now, give an excuse.

Sex On The Job???
Sex on the Job Or With Some One You Work With !!!! This is a spin-off of the Corrections Officer thread where a few folks talked about Inmates having sex with the Prision Guards. ??? So the question is ??? 1) Have you ever had sex while on the job either on or off the clock? Or Have you ever had sex with some one you worked with at the same time phase ? ( while both of you are still presently work for the same company, office etc.) 2) How was the work relationship afterwords, did having sex with that person you worked with change for a better or worst? 3) Did any of your other co-wokers find out about it and how did they response to you and treated you from there on? 4) Did management find out you had sex with another co-worker and what did they have to say (or) how were you treated from that point on, did you get repramanded for you actions or lost you job? ***If not would you have sex on the job or with so

.self.actualisation.
its just come to my inner attention...thats im completely useless...but only to myself. i can dole out the advice and the listening ears and shoulders for everyone and their mother...and oh ya...if you're in dire need of an ass kicking? ya well i can do that for ya too...free of charge... but myself? im effin useless i cant unwrap my brain i cant figure out my own shit i cant give myself advice...and even if i could..i doubt i would take it cuz im always doubting myself. i never know what the right decision for me is...and when i guess...im usually wrong... whatever i think is a good thing for me...normally turns into something completely disastrous and heart wrenching. no this isnt a pity party...its just a new self actualisation. i really should do something about this... yet its all a matter of where to start... i wonder if other people feel the same way... hmmmmmm points to ponder *drinks snapple*

I Am In A Contest!!!
Here is the link to the site where I have been recruited into a monthly contest. Please vote for me here: http://mybabespace.com/index.php?p=view&id=8372 Thanks! 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

What Man/woman Would U Pick N Why???
Ladies/Gentlemen, Which would you choose??? And why!!! 1. The man/woman that owns his own business, but will be in the same town for years to come. He's very sweet and will take care of you, but he's boring. 2. The man/woman that is young, energetic, willing to try new things.. But has not yet established a career. He's gonna make it big soon, but tends to be self absorbed and needy. 3. The man/woman that has a 12 more years to retire, will travel the world in the meantime for work with you by his side, but is a liar and you can't trust him. 4. The man/woman that has very little to offer you, but loves you unconditionally. You would have to struggle and there's no telling what would happen in the future. PRPrincess

Cunnilingus?
Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to AskEating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas.The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there would be instructions, or a map

My Apt
Here is some pictures of my new apartment Some Pishies and Kiki's My nephew Kent with the frog I got him for easter

And Then There Were Three...
Update: I finally got in to see an OB yesterday. And after a bit explaining walked out of the appointment with a barrage of blood work to do, an ultrasound appointment to make, and a signed consent form for a tubal ligation. At this point that is all the news I have. Until blood work comes back, there's really nothing to tell there. Update: Eliath is back in the hospital as of Tuesday. They finally found the cause of his extreme degradation. He has a sever bowel infection - he can't digest enough of the nutrients from his food to energize his body to help fight off the other infections. The doctor's say not to expect him home any time soon. I'm hoping his quick healing body kicks into high gear soon as proves them wrong.

This Is My First Blog!
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My 'i Love Cunts!' Bulletin
Now normally I don't take with CherryTAP, but when some ugly she male looking cunt who i have never even visited her page, yet she has visited mines several times over the past few weeks, comes and leaves some dumb ass fucking comment like that and then blocks me Your a 40+ year old she male looking "woman"...so if your going to leave dumbass fucking childish comments on my page, atleast have the balls [as i am sure you do ;)] to not block me and act like a fucking adult [which obviously you can't] and give them a chance to respond.. Ok woop de fucking doo you commented my page with ur fucking dumbass childish comment, do u want a medal...if so i will pin it on ur ballz in closing GROW THE FUCK UP!! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ CherryTAP

How Rude
Error: you're not allowed to do this. I get that anytime I try and comment on ANYTHING! that means mums and pics stashes including my own shit..I;ve been very careful not to rate or comment to fast now this..well fuck you! I wrote the help longue thingy now just waiting for a responce...I can't even comment on my own fucking blog Fucking Hell!

Nothing Much To Say
She was a model in my life art class, Trying to make ends meet. I was a student barely getting by, Living out on the street. We got together, I guess it was love, But the drugs proved to be too much. I hit the pavement off a diving board, And ended up with a crutch. She called to me as I turned my back, And said, "Take me away from this." I turned around and bowed my head, And blew her one last kiss, Then walked away. There wasn't much to say.

Make This Go Away
I stand alone in the cold rain, dont even feel it hit my skin, i'm so numb right now, nothing is coming in, I'm so out of breath, driven to me knees, I feel like i'm lost, on an endless sea, Lord i know you've got your reasons, for ever tear in my life, but i'm really fighting now, to understand why, did i do something wrong, is this a blessing in disguise, Oh, i'd give anything, to see through your eyes, I dont want to feel this, so empty inside, lord reach out to me, hold me tonight, I can't take this, not one more day, Tell me what you want from me, Just make this go away, are my tears not enough, do you even see me cry, can you hear me down here, i've tried and i've tried, i feel like i've beaten your door, til my body caves in, what will it take, for you to let me in, i'm so frustrated, so angry inside, so full of discontent, so full of lies, i want it gone lord, i want to be like you, answer me lord, i need you, I dont wan

Popular Guy
This guy had what he thought was a great tattoo... until he wound up in jail. Now he's... THE MOST POPULAR GUY IN PRISON

Cant Catch A Break!
Stupid alternator went out on our car. It's under warranty, but still...that blew all plans we had unless we can get it fixed in a reasonable amount of time. We will probably have to have it towed to my husband's work tomorrow so he can work on it. And our tax guy cashed a hold check he was supposed to void after we send him a cashiers check. So, we are also out $200. When one thing goes wrong, it all goes wrong.

Bored
Just another boring weekend at home, i could be out with friends havin fun but most of them either rather set at home or never want to do anything,,life is to short u might as well live it while u can there is another time an place to sleep an be lazy an that time ant now,,,,Short an sweet just like me ......

My Abilities
So, ya want to know what I can do? Heres a list of my abilities. Astral Projection - The ability to leave one's body and travel in spirit to another location. Automatic Writing - Writing through the subconscious mind without conscious thought, or through the guidance of an outside intelligence. Channeling - Associated with mediums, this is the ability to act as a channel or vessel for an outside intelligence. Clairaudience - Put simply, this type of ability is used to hear what is "inaudible". For example, someone with this ability could be a thousand miles way and "hear" a loved one's cry of distress. (this is my strongest gift of them all. When I hear something it is in my own voice, similar to what you hear when your reading a book. It can at times make you feel as though your going insane..lol) Clairsentience - In this instance the psychic has an insight or "knowing" of and a hidden or forgotten fact. Divination - A broad term that includes fortune telling

Real As Can Be
I wake up to darkness, crying out your name, loneliness is the only reply, and girl its driving me insane, I look up to heaven, tearfully count the stars, send each one a wish and a prayer, to light your way back to my arms, I know it takes time, for us to find our ways, but i hope and i pray, your's comes back my way, you're my everything, between the truth and a dream, my every fantasy, but you're as real as can be, i took a dive out on that dirt road, with that big house on the hill, remember how you said that could be us, I promised someday it will, we swore our love forever, never let the other slip away, live each day likes its the last, now i'm lost in yesterday, I know it takes time, for us to find our ways, but i hope and i pray, your's comes back my way, you're my everything, between the truth and a dream, my every fantasy, but you're as real as can be, All i can do is be patient, Hope we fit Gods plan, cause everyday without you,

My Poem
THE GIFT OF LOVE ...................Ever hopeful, filled with dreams, bright new,brand new,hopeful schemes, pastel shades and wedgewood skies, first light of loving in your eyes, soon to dim and then you flee, leaving me alone with me,the things i fear, the things you said burning rivers in my head, bereft of all we shared, my soul so old,.so young, so bare,afraid of you, of me, of life, of men ... until the bright new dreams begin again, the landscape never quite the same, eventually a different game, aware at last of what i know, and think, and am, and feel, the gift of love at long last real.....

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The 6 Best Smart Ass Answers Of 2006
The 6 Best Smart Ass Answers of 2006 SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been

Just A Day
Well... I'm pretty new on here... So I guess I should say a lil about myself. I'm 33, single yet again... divorced twice. I'm originally from Wichita, KS, and back here yet again. In the past 2 and a half years, I've lived in Biloxi, MS (for 10 months) and Cheyenne, WY (for a year and a half). my ex is in the Air Force. Anyways... I'm basically starting over, back home again, and working on getting back out on my own again. I'm really into photography.. no i'm not a professional. I'm also into playing the piano, camping, hiking, traveling, movies, and music. If you wanna know more about me.. just ask... I'll answer pretty much any question.

I Guess I'm A Hero.
I don't even know how to begin this. Latley, I've been feeling really down thinking about my life and how it has little or no positive direction. Yes, I can admit I've been feeling depressed thinking about my life and what my future may hold if any. Well, that's beside the point. Today at work, one of the Special Ed kids started yelling, cussing, and kicking a dog next door which has neen labeled as "the Haunted House" ever since I was a student there. Well, one of the Pit-Bulls next door didn't take too kindly to this kid. I'll call him "Marty". The Dog bit Marty's foot and yanked his leg through the bottom of the fence. As he dog was Gnawing on his foot and pulling him in, the bottom of the chain linked fence was cutting into "Marty's leg. Soon after, there was a "call 911" over the radio. My job, as the school's campus aide required me me investigate what was going on, since everything that was called over the radio was not clear due to the yelling, screaming, crying a

The Iraqi Diet
I SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN AND HAD TO MAKE IT A BLOG CUZ IT IS SO VERY TRUE, THE PERSON WHO WROTE IT DID A GREAT JOB.... The Irai Diet MIX TOGETHER: Two fueding Governments, and their two Armies. AFTER MIXING, BLEND IN: A Mother's Son, and The Lord's Prayer. Bake untill one army is done!!!!!!!! SIDE EFFECTS: A Mother's Worry, Sleepness Nights, Bouts of Crying , Loss of Appetite and Talking to God Alot. These Side Effects can and will Last Untill Her Son Comes Home Safe!!!!!

Sexy Me!
hey everybody i am new to this so yea so just be nice to me ok!

Hangovers
5 Levels of Hangovers If you can read this without laughing or you can't relate to any of it, you are on the wrong mailing list my friend... One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 a.m. Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better r

Honesty On The Net
I guess by now I would be more careful with what I believe from people on the net.. but I am not. I am too nice and leave myself far too open to people. But I always will. I just wish it was easier and less confusing.

Morning Sex
Soft sleep..feeling myself rise. your mouth..i awaken to your tongue..licking my nipples. they rise and harden..tighten as you suck and bite gently. mmmm..so good..to feel your hardness, your warmth in the morning. your fingers seeking my wet pussy..knowing i am still full of cum from the night before. god..can i ever have enough of you, or you me? i don't know..as i moan when i feel your lips then your teeth biting my shoulder. moving up to the curve in my neck you suck..marking me as yours. feeling your fingers pinch and twist my nipples as you trace your tongue up to my ear. your mouth on me.. by Warmspirit

The Link To It All
My other Blog This the link to the other blog I always blog on (if that's how you say it) If you REALLY want to get to know me, read this one. I'll put in every once in a while that I updated it. So yeah there you go! =D Much luv

To Protect And Serve?????
USA Today Betty Chambers, an 81-year-old Indiana woman, faces up to three years in prison after being convicted of hitting two police officers with her cane while they were inside her house checking on her welfare. WSJV-TV reports that one of the cops received a concussion, while the other separated his shoulder during the incident. Chambers is 5-feet tall and weighs about 100 pounds. Age is not a defense to attacking a police officer, whether it’s a child, or somebody over 65,” the prosecutor said in court, according to WNDU-TV. The South Bend Tribune says "Chambers, who uses a wheelchair but is able to stand, now carries a shiny, metal cane. The wooden cane she used to hit [Officer] Foresman in the head was in evidence during her trial, and was a gift to her late husband, she said when she took the witness stand." The judge is said to have wide latitude in his sentencing decision, and media reports say he could knock the conviction down to a misdemeanor punisha

Sexy Fat Chicks Unite Dammit!!!
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B*tch
You are dating one of the biggest skanks on cherry tap..You will see that she is a waste of your time and when you see that and finally realize that you will see where you have went wrong but until then do not start drama with other members on cherrytap and if you do I will turn you in I am a hostess on this site and I am sure that they will believe me over you any day so until you know the facts of some skank then you will not be liked or wanted on this site so grow the fuck up and get rid of your skanky bitch..I know that I am hot and I know that I am far better looking then she will ever be so go ahead bash me all you want and everything I really do not care one way or another so have a good life with your nasty trailer park trashy skanky bitch and all that and watch you will regret it all the way my dear...well good luck with somebody that has all kinds of mental problems that wants to make herself look like she is oh so much better then anybody else on this website so good fucking

**i Owe My Mother**
>**I OWE MY MOTHER** > >1. *_My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE_*. >"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished >cleaning." > >2. *_My mother taught me RELIGION_*. >"You better pray that this will come out of the carpet." > >3. *_My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL_*. >"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next >week!" > >4. *_My mother taught me LOGIC_*. >" Because I said so, that's why." > >5. *_My mother taught me MORE LOGIC_*. >"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the >store with me." > >6. *_My mother taught me FORESIGHT_*. >"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > >7. *_My mother taught me IRONY_*. >"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > >8. *_My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS _*. >"Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > >9. *_My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM_*. >"Wil

All The Marines,soldiers,firefighters,sargents,....war Helpers...
hey im trying to get my page together and i would like to add some people to it... as u should kno my page is dedicated to the soldiers and ppl helping to kepp this world going around.. if u feel u fit that category write me some how and tell me its ok to get ur link and i will add u to my page... thank u

New Scenes Shot This Week
So I guess it's time for me to catch you up on what's been going on since The New Neighbors. I took a bit of time off these past few months while I tried to decide whether or not to continue doing scenes. I had gotten very frustrated after some of the stuff that went down on our last feature. But I finally did decide and my decision was to sign with an agency, something I have never done before, and see what's going on out there in pornland. This was my first official week back performing and I shot two MILF scenes. The first one was directed by Roy Karch called MILFs in Heat. It will be distributed, I believe, by Adam & Eve. The guy in the scene with me was Jenner. We shot at a house once owned by The Captain and Tenille (you'll have to be a bit older to remember this band). The house is absolutely amazing with a view of the entire San Fernando Valley and Simi Valley. I shot a scene this morning for Rob Spallone's Spoiled MILFs shot by my old friend Richard Montfort, someone I

The Love I Have For You That I Can Never Speak. . .
As I look into your soft brown eyes My heart just melts every time To smell your perfume when you're near Just about drives me to tears. To know what I once had will never return How I wish I could say these words. I want to be able to hold you again And tell you I love you and not as just a friend. You have no idea what you mean to me But that relationship is gone, It's history. What I wonder is why you're with him, When I could love you ten times more than he could. He makes fun of you and your weight, When it's me that will take you and not even think about it. I think you're a beautiful creature, He thinks you can't find anyone else because no one will love you like him. I just wish you could see the light, And make an end to a constant fight. Come be with me and you will see, All the love you could ever want that comes from within me.

Funny Bull Sh*t
Alright check it out skank I am not fucking everything on cherrytap...for 2 you need to shut your ugly pie hole up because to be honest with you the shit you pulled with Chris and then what you pulled with Dennis no wonder nobody wants your skanky ass by telling them that you loved them the first fucking day that is just pretty fucking sad and fucking insane and low and degrading to a woman. For the life of god bitch stop with the mental crazy bullshit you skanky ass fucking fat whore and for real you do look good in make up but for the life of god you look pretty shit in that fucking pj out fit there...I mean do you have all kinds of mental problems or what or are you really that fucking stupid or something I mean I have never fucked nobody on the net and all that so thank you very much get your facts straight before you start saying all kinds of fucking lies...I mean for real you are just really crazy and need to grow the fuck up...I mean I know how you are and I know the stupidity g

Girls And Internet
Some observations I've made about girls on the internet. I reckon anyone who knows me knows I'm not here looking for love or sex or anything like that. Just pissing away my boredom. I've surfed through hundreds of web pages on like myspace, stickam, and here. A few very common things I come across are: Pervert Attention: Girls claiming they don't like the guys being perverts to them and the attention they get from those guys. But guys who are just out to be friends and shoot the shit get ignored eventually. If you pay attention, you'll see it. I think it's because girls on these sites have a pretty low self-esteem to start with. And even if the attention is somewhat negative they enjoy it as ultimately they are in total control. They can get those perverts to do anything if they believe they'll see some titties. Hilarious hypocrisy: I know you've seen this. You go onto a girls page who is ranting about how she is not a piece of meat and she will not show you a

Rating
Ok, so I am bored and I am going through and raitng pics. Some nice person just rated me a 3!! Yippie!! I thought that was mighty nice of them...lol. I mean I know I am not exactly gorgeous...but I don't really think I am a 3. Good thing I could really care less what net people think of me.I already know the opinions that matter to me.HAHAHAHAHA! But please, if you want to rate a pic bad...leave me a comment on why you don't like it. Your artistic criticism is greatly apreciated! Thank you and have a good day!

Gone
hey :) just a heads up ill be without much internet for a couple days. im in the process of moving to a new city. which all i have to say about that is ugh! lol. laters! and happy easter!!

Life Cramp
Life Cramp My mind is having a fit, screaming and yelling to get it all out, driving me to insane levels of ridiculous and impulsive thoughts. What the hell did I do to deserve being alone all these years without a shoulder, or ear to hear me, support me in my depressions or cheer me on. Why the hell do my kids not listen to me, appreciate what I have done, and give credence to a wiser and life learned individual, who only loves them. Why cant my folks take me as I am, a writer, an empath, who crys when the world hurts and only wants to make things better, for those who have not. Why do I have to be unemployed, over qualified under degree'd, wanting only to live on more than what the government says I earned when I worked for years. I think I feel better now that I have had a fit, feeling a bit foolish, but relieved to know the pressure is gone, with the simple act of writing it down. And tomorrow is another day thed

Contest Info
Alright guys I'm in the middle of hosting my 2nd contest and it's been a blast both times for the most part so I think I'm going to keep doing em. A few people were disappointed that they missed this one so below are the dates that I plan on doing contestsof course nothing is set in stone so be sure to check this post often, because I'll be editing this post with updates as they come up. As a general rule my contests run for 2 weeks. The week prior to a contest is when I take entries for a contest. I always give away at least 1 blast sometimes more than 1 if the contest is going well. Everyone that enters always gets a gift from me. Anyway here's the dates I have so far for the contests. As I come up with themes for the contest, I'll post em here. Suggestions are welcome. Contests will START on the following dates. 7/1 8/5 9/2 9/30 10/28 11/25

If You Read This.....
How often do you think people post on women's blogs? How often do you think people post on men's blogs? I would venture to bet there is a huge disparity.... Ok more serious questions....and please respond to the blog it will say a lot about who you are....course if you don't respond perhaps you wish to remain elusive..... 1. Lights on or off? 2. Favorite M&M candy color 3. Dogs or Cats? 4. Outdoors or indoors (not sex silly, which do you prefer to be in :) 5. Favorite sport? team? 6. Strip poker or spin the bottle 7. Politics or education (trust me there's a difference) 8. First President of the United States 9. Give a damn or damned to give? and 10. Boxers or briefs (panty or gstring) LOL

Crazy Cat
CLIC ME

Poetry
The written word in song or tale, is an art in of itself. The teller tells, the singer sings and then its put upon a shelf. The poet though, makes magic of his use of verbage so that when its read, you see the word its feel, its taste, you know. I can write a tale of woe and bring a tear or two. But when I write my poetry I share much more with you. I share my passion, flame and more you feel it deep within knowing exactly what I mean you read it once again. It is a special sort of read allowing the freedom to arrange the words so they might read differently from me to you. A story is a story told the words just words, no more But poetry is emotion and fuel that rivets to your very core. I am a piece of each I write I take a chance you see that the reader understand my plight in my flowing delivery. Best Graphics Flowers Comments Images Top new Graphics Codes Click to Get Some © Copyright 2007 Amawitch-granny

My Sex Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Capricorn, Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Egypt:tales Of The Magicians 3
GOING TO WAWAT XIITH DYNASTY THE SHIPWRECKED SAILOR The wise servant said, "Let thy heart be satisfied, O my lord, for that we have come back to the country; after we have long been on board, and rowed much, the prow has at last touched land. All the people rejoice, and embrace us one after another. Moreover, we have come back in good health, and not a man is lacking; although we have been to the ends of Wawat, and gone through the land of Senmut, we have returned in peace, and our land--behold, we have come back to it. Hear me, my lord; I have no other refuge. Wash thee, and turn the water over thy ringers; then go and tell the tale to the majesty." His lord replied, "Thy heart continues still its wandering words! but although the mouth of a man may save him, his words may also cover his face with confusion. Wilt thou do then as thy heart moves thee? This that thou wilt say, tell quietly." The sailor then answered, "Now I shall tell that which has happened to me, t

Hello Everyone
Well all, hello everyone! I'm Tempest Rose, and am proud to call myself a writer. So..ten to one I'll be posting my stories on here for all of you to read. I'm currently working on my first book, Notte Rosa, and hope to be done with it soon. Well..I suppose that's all for me right now. I'll post the Prologue of Notte Rosa soon, I promise ~Tempest~

Wanderer
Wanderer Searching, seeking, follow up, hunt down look up, run down, making furious comparisons. Moving, progressing traveling on, a commute strange accents accentuate my loss of place exhausted. Hopeless, ruined beyond recall belonging no where nothing left but the notes. Traveler, wanderer, temporary citizen an apprentice of life Searching, seeking something. Custom Comments, Layouts & more † Dark Angel Designz † © Copyright 2007 Amawitch-granny witch

Revenge
"Revenge" Our train was running fast But you have never left And your eyes have seen you were the weak We cannot stay away Maybe you'll never realize I don't want too late I can live without you I couldn't stay without you Do you think I'm goin' on and on? I've handled all my life When you're looking still confused Overcome by your too many tears And I wanna be relieved Be myself in everything And I want my train I can live without you I couldn't stay without you Do you think I'm goin' on and on?

Owww My Head
I've been in bed all day with a migraine, no doubt the same as My father suffers from since they are believed to be hereditary. He takes injections for them, or used to. I also have been suffering the whole day with the lights off, curtains drawn, and the duvee pulled over My head, due to My light sensitivity acting up extremely bad today. On a happier note... yesterday I spoke with the landlord, and I will be moving into a one bedroom apartment on the 1st. Hell, before moving to L.A. I was living alone in a 3 bedroom house that I had turned into a 6 room dungeon, and had started building out lofts above some of My suspension chambers in the rooms. After all, why not make the very best use of the space when you 13-14 foot high cielings. Why spend more on the price of real estate square footage when you can start thinking cubic? Also, another happier note from yesterday... I got a call from Julie Simone asking Me if I was interested in this part in the next film she's d

Intertainment + Other Stuff
Wow am I Thankfull that Morph Contest is over.Very Grueling Affair.Lost a few good friends threw misunderstandings,met possible new friends.Ran into 2 friends from my Netfriendships days,they are now friends with me now,Roger + Dhana.If all my friends had a Sweet Heart, like Maniacal Bliss,Honey,Lizzy,Shyla + Friends,SimplyComplicated,These Lady's mention'd here went way beyond what I ever exspected,These Lady's mention here should get a Plaque for the 1,000 + Vote Team.There were 63 Friends in all that Voted for me well.I'm very Greatfull for that Unity.If all 174 friends could have got involved,I mighta took 2nd.I should have proberly went with Xeromancer's that I'm useing now instead of Maddness Morph that was my First.Glad it's over__________________________ Sundays I Fish,but other days that I'm not around it's internet issues,the comp I use is atleast to old.Originally came with windows 2000,now it has XP no burner,no longer an usb port for cam pic's,or my Maniacal Bliss Salut

Number 1
well this is my first blog so i wont vent in this one, but i can tell you the next one i wil, have something to vent about.

Happy Easter " Imao "
Create Your Glitter Text

I Wish...
I wish that people would really read whats on my profile before talking to me...I am not here to hook up with anyone..I am not here to show people naked pics of me...Sorry not happening at all...If you are one to get into my private folders you might be suprised at what is in there...And another thing...DO NOT WATCH ME WHAT I DO....I like talking to people and if i rub yu the wrong way there is a block button use the damn thing and leave me the hell alone...

12 Signs You Love Me
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... scroll down ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * **

Life Overhauled
Life Overhauled I met a man who challenged me with eloquence and grace. He bade me look deep in my heart within its own secret hiding place. Why must I try this fruitless quest? I answered brazen and rough. I need noone, I care for none. I love myself, thats quite enough. He smiled a cryptic, simple smile. Silently laughing at me. In anger I shouted, "What do you want What do I need to see?" Reaching out with tender hands, He touched my blinded eyes. "Now look before your lonely self, see all that you dispise". With a newborns vision in my mind, I saw a world of love. People sharing, holding on, to things I've been unworthy of. I cried with pain and lonliness, "I want these things for me, for the first time in my life I want my love to be set free." Nodding his head he walked away leaving me docile, content and disposed to begin a strangers journey with my heart and soul exposed. amwitch/2007

Egypt::tales Of The Magicians 2
IN THE SEKHET HEMAT IXTH DYNASTY THE PEASANT AND THE WORKMAN There dwelt in the Sekhet Hemat--or salt country--a peasant called the Sekhti, with his wife and children, his asses and his dogs; and he trafficked in all good things of the Sekhet Hemat to Henenseten. Behold now he went with rushes, natron, and salt, with wood and pods, with stones and seeds, and all good products of the Sekhet Hemat. And this Sekhti journeyed to the south unto Henenseten; and when he came to the lands of the house of Fefa, north of Denat, he found a man there standing on the bank, a man called Hemti--the workman--son of a man called Asri, who was a serf of the High Steward Meruitensa. Now said this Hemti, when he saw the asses of Sekhti, that were pleasing in his eyes, "Oh that some good god would grant me to steal away the goods of Sekhti from him!" Now the Hemti's house was by the dyke of the tow-path, which was straitened, and not wide, as much as the width of a waist cloth: on the one s

Moving
Moving...one word that says so much. I am moving out of my first house and into my first condo in a week. I never imagined this move a few months ago but then it started to become a reality and now it's actually going to happen. The boxes are getting packed. Things we no longer need are getting thrown away or given to others. It's funny how things you thought you needed can become disposable. All of my albums are going away... I am done moving them. I rarely play them and all they are is a reminder of times that I really don't want to remember now that I look back on it. Hopefully, someone will find them and appreciate them for what they are. They were good to me and got me through high school and the brief time I tried to be a university student. Life goes on. It's an HD-DVD, Blu-ray kind of world now and my LP record collection is holding me back. They are too large, too heavy, too cumbersome to keep lugging from place to place. They are a symbol of my inability t

You're Everything
Rain pounding on the window, your head resting on my shoulder, the morning breaks, you pull me closer, you dont seem to notice, the raging storm outside, you're so calm and peaceful, right here by my side, the sound of your breath, so soft and sweet, so content you lie here, lost in dream, if i could discribe to you, if i could tell you all i see, the angel behind your eyes, smiling back at me, if words could say what i feel, everytime you look at me, or how you hold me close, still you set me free, if there was a way for me to say, You're everything, the way you smile across the table, from behind your coffee cup, your old t-shirt and slippers, I just can't get enough, or the way you light up, over the smallest things, you make me realize, I'm living a dream, i know you're an angel, the way you make me feel, i've never known anything like this, it must be real, if i could discribe to you, if i could tell you all i see, the angel behind

Comment Bomb Me Please Especially In The Lips Contest!!
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Trying Something New
Here is my first attempt at putting some videos of my wife and I on the site.

Egypt:tales Of The Magicians
TALES OF THE MAGICIANS One day, when King Khufu reigned over all the land, he said to his chancellor, who stood before him, "Go call me my sons and my councillors, that I may ask of them a thing." And his sons and his councillors came and stood before him, and he said to them, "Know ye a man who can tell me tales of the deeds of the magicians?" Then the royal son Khafra stood forth and said, "I will tell thy majesty a tale of the days of thy forefather Nebka, the blessed; of what came to pass when he went into the temple of Ptah of Ankhtaui." KHAFRA'S TALE "His majesty was walking unto the temple of Ptah, and went unto the house of the chief reciter Uba-aner, with his train. Now when the wife of Uba-aner saw a page, among those who stood behind the king, her heart longed after him; and she sent her servant unto him, with a present of a box full of garments. "And he came then with the servant. Now there was a lodge in the garden of Uba-aner; and one day the page said

For American Cherry
Some of my friends and I came up with this Idea. Its quite possibly a long stretch do get it done but I would be honored, if this Idea actually does come about. Part of her life story is in my blogs under Raven. Here is a little back ground story. Many do not know I have a severely Handicapped daughter. I contracted toxoplasmosis, no it is not an old wives tale it is something VERY real. It is a bug in laymans terms that inflicts itself on the host and if pregnant the unborn child normally killing that child. Its contracted from feral or outside cats that eat birds and other things to live. Not common but can be found in indoor cats as well. With that part all said. Raven wasn't supposed to survive but through prayer and love and her strong will she turn 9 this year. She is severely handicapped. She has the mental state of a new born. The startle reaction you get from a newborn the flailing of the arms ad the kicking of the legs and so on.

Disease Of Your Affection
Don't lie to make me happy I don't need a tainted charm Your false feelings Bring emotional harm I am afraid of loneliness Our love no longer true But I can stand alone Without leaning on you Disease of your affection Penetrating me Your love like a virus Attacking violently Not to worry, I'll be fine I'll make it through the day But when tomorrow comes I'll have the courage to walk away

Cherrytap In The News
Things that make you go HMMMMmmmm... Reposted from http://www.weissblog.com/2007/03/12/cherrytap-in-the-news/ What you're reading is a decent article about CT, which raises a few questions. Don't miss the critical ones, because they reference: and Take a look, because what I see are a couple of sites that are designed to compete with Hot or Not (etc) and YouTube / iMeem (etc) ... and they are using OUR data and OUR pictures and OUR stashes and OUR time to do it, without our knowledge or consent. That makes CherryTAP a pretty slick online community, with two backup advertising sites powered by people who had no idea. Think you're upset about people ripping your pics on CT? How about if CT ripped EVERYONES pics, and used that for advertising? Don't take my word, please. Read the message. Look at the sites. - Void. 12 Mar CherryTap in the news Over the last few days CherryTap (CT to the users) has gotten a

Help Meeeeee
PLEASE HELP ME IN THIS CONTEST COMMENT ME LIKE CRAZY AND I WILL GIVE YOU GIFTS I PROMISE THANKS ILU

: Missing Child Everyone Plz Read Body:
: missing Child Everyone plz read Body: From: Child Website Investigator Date: Apr 5, 2007 12:07 PM Subject MISSING GIRL: REPOST NOW-PLEASE!! Body: From: Welcome to Predator Patrol ♥Judy♥ Date: Apr 5, 2007 3:02 PM Judy, This is from Bobbie on myspace! The cops won't do an amber alert because they say she left of her own free will! Can you help her? Please? Wendy EVERYONE READ MISSING CHILD (MY NIECE) My name is Sheila Large, and i am trying to get this story out there. My daughter Althea Merritt left my house on TUESDAY APRIL 3, 2007 at 4:30am. The night before she told me that her and this 38 year old man who has been like an uncle figure in her life has been having sex since November 2006. The next morning I woke to both of them being gone. We have been staying with this guy and his family, because we fell on some hard times. I trusted this man. He is a truck driver by profession. His wife and I have been in contact with his boss. My daughter is 16 now her birthday is January 30,

Wanna Laugh?
So you want to laugh my friend A chuckle deep from the heart A roll on the floor, lose control, Perhaps to even slip and fart? A rib tickler, until the snot is running down your nose and anyone that sees you wonders whats funny about poetry and prose? A gut clencher, a "gotta pee" A bursting of the seams, if you get up, out it'll come soaking you in disgusting streams? A snort, a snicker, a roaring laugh Your mouth and jaws open wide you cannot breath, your gasping now An attack of pain at your side? If your that desperate for the above Let your ears and eyes take a poke At life around you, the funnies you see The laughter, the song, the joke. amawitch/2007

"some People Come Into Our Lives And Quickly Go.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."

Oh Woah...anybody In Seattle Hit Me Up
So, I've managed to get my ass drunk at work, lol. and now can't find my ride. So it looks like I'm kickin it in seattle tonight. Anybody want to kick it, hit me up. lol.

What A Broken Heart Feels Like
Deticated to my Friend "Juliet" Tears fall forth from my spirit The knife that penetrated my heart Is being twisted and twisted The pain is exuberant, More tears. The vocal blade has been sharpened Delicately, the bearer of the blade Approached from behind, as like Brutes. As I turned for an embrace, I was pricked, More tears. I drew back to look deep into the eyes Of the one who betrayed me this way. The hand never removed itself from the handle Never tried to Hide it's guilt. More tears. My torn open breast bleeds forth On hands unrepentant, with no remorse As I look into the face of my betrayer A smile flashes back at me, More tears. With another twist of his wrist I crash to my knees This seems to discomfort my Brutus. So he leans over to whisper sweet comfort in my ear A Judas kiss on my cheek, then he disappears. More tears. The blade is still embedded in my flesh Deep in my bosom, blood still pours out Mixed with the tears of my spirit

Phonies
ok im so sick of these people that promise to hook up on a weekend on mon and then by fri u get stood up how lame needless to say its been like this for me 4 too long im supposed to meet people nd yet its head games so 4 that u can all fuck off i wont name names but theres a few of u that been playin with my emoptions and now im done i got a few close friends on here but 4 how long who knows i said my peace and when u read this well think bout who this is about to many people like the drama n th exitement of meeting people on here but in real life they dont bother its like theyre someone different on here than in the real world ie just had it with a few people on herte all flirting then oh im taken or u live toofar or some other bullshit single life sux and married life aint any better if u marry the wrong one so here i am fri night bored alone and sober whats wrong with this picture

A Man's Escape?
"A man has only one escape from his old self to see a different self in the mirror of some woman's eyes". Clare Boothe Luce

Thoughts
when you own a slave do you trust her with knowing your business or do you hold back and treat her as a play toy

Wandering Aimlessly
www.hostdrjack.com

Being Married W/kids
really kills the sex life. I haven't gotten laid since January. This blows.

Hmmm
Yeah Im having one of those nights..where ya just wanna have people pity you and cry by yourself. Seems like I have lots of those nights but not so much as I used to. I know my life is not what or how I want it to be so that depresses me. I know people get tired of reading these because it's pathetic but hey..you don't have to read ;) I wanted to just sit here and cry and just be invisible or just go to sleep and not wake up and then I realized I couldn't..a few very special "Pink" friends I guess knew something was wrong because honestly, when am I quiet? lol And apparently I needed them to notice in some way because I did feel better and I felt better after talking to someone who has been away for what seems like forever lol at least now I know he's not dead or killed by some wild canadian moose lmao So if I haven't seemed like myself then I'm sorry..I'm trying to get back to the Amy I wanna be and the Amy that I need to be...but yeah, that takes time. So if you have read this..thank

Last Saturday 3-31-07
We threw one hell of a going away party for my bro in law. He shipped out to Qatar the Tuesday after for the Air Force. Man I got fucked up. Drank 2 whole bottles of Johny Walker and got rid of them throughout the next day. But good times were had by all or so I was told.

Florida Vacation
thanks to my wonderful job i was able to take my very 1st real vacation. 2 weeks of payed rest! how the hell can you beat that...other than with a stick, brick, cow leg, or other blunt object..... my wife and i went to Savannah , St Augustine , Daytona Beach, and Orlando. we had a blast. we dined on the old river front in Savannah. we toured the oldest European settlement in US while in St Augustine. we strolled the beach at Daytona. we spent a relaxing time at a Disney resort in Orlando. and best of all i was payed to do it! i plan to post some nice pix very soon so you guys can see some of the nice places we went. i would really recommend checking out St Augustine. it was so interesting! i feel ready to dive back into my job renewed and with great vigor. if anyone wants a recommendation on things to see or do in St Augustine just drop me a line. be glad to share my expierence. on a side note....the entire time i was gone i still havent heard about the job i applied for...

New Apartment
yay have a apartment woot woot,and got my internet finally going,woot

Wrestlemania 23!
Wrestlemania 23 from hooters in Davenport, Iowa This may not seem like a romantic gesture to many women, but let me remind you that I love my WWE boys. On top of that, they've got the smallest tittied hooter girls I've ever seen! First match, right off the bat start off the night with "Money In The Bank" ladder match, highlight there being when Jeff Hardy went off the top of a 15 foot ladder into Edge laying across another ladder from the ring to the barricade, Edge taken out on a stretcher. YES!! Winner of the match is Mr. Kennedy from smackdown. Eh ok outcome kinda crappy but at least Edge didn't take it. Back stage party with Cryme Tyme, the booty shakin' girls, Slick, Dusty Rhodes, Ron, Eugene, Lula and Mae Young. "DAMN!" Second highlight of the night, Mr. McMahon is BALD!! It took a stunner or 2 and all 3 men (Lashley, Stone Cold, and Trump) to hold the boss man in the chair, but so be it! Stone Cold being his typical beer drinkin', ass kickin' self. Stunners were also delive

The Beach
I walk alone on the beach out near my home im living with no one. im left on my own. my wife of ten years past away just last year and my heart is still heavy,and my eyes fill with tears. we bought this land to live out our lives but my heart is still empty missing my wife . i walk alone on this now empty beach i love my lost soul mate, i love wife . i look out upon her and take my last breath and i will join her in eternal rest So when you come calling here,s what youll read. we were so happy me and peach Till a drunk driver hit her up near the beach he went off the road and staight down the path were my love was walking and there he did crash so i went on with living the best that i could But my heart was so empty theres no way i would what i leave behind are memories of joy... a ten year relation and a house filled with love writen: july 23 2006 By me

Horror Vids In My Stash
holy crap 2 of my friends have been deleted today. i starting to think i be next, if one of them flagging cunts looks in my stash it be buy buy shane05, but theres one thing i would like to know, is horror vids/pics conciderd NSFW. I always put a warning if a vid is scary/gory but they still could be reported NSFW, but if i do get deleted theres no way im coming back because its not the same site i joined a few months ago anyway all have a great weekend and a happy easter

Starting A Story. Just A Work In Progress
A Castle Among the Trees By Stephen D. Gould Tanner knew from an earlier time that he had been this way before. The sight of the old oak greeted him, like a long lost friend. It's trunk split in two, with one half laying halfway on the ground, it hadn't changed. Like a lone sentinel, it had remained here, faithful to his memory. In the twenty two years since he had been here before, it had remained the same: Broken but still proud. Twenty-two years, and it still in a way seems like only yesterday. Had it really been that long ago? But yes, he was 16 when he walked down this same path, so long ago yet, still fresh were the happy thoughts of those days. These were the woods that he grew up in. They might be larger now, but he knew them still as he had then: These were his friends, his closest friends. They may have never spoke a word, but they talked to his soul. They were always there for him, they never judged him. This was the place that he felt the safest growing up. As h

Alone
its reached that point where i realize that i am sick of being alone, i am tired of getting burned, tired of the bullshit, tired of being taken advantage of and then dropped. i just want to be happy with someone again...

Mother's Day
YES I DO KNOW THIS IS A MONTH EARLY AND ALL.BUT THE MONTH OF MAY I WOULD JUST AS SOON SKIP THIS YEAR..I LOST MY MOTHER ON MAY THE 17,1991 AND I LOST MY HUSBAND MAY 21,2006..SO I DID THIS EARLY FOR THAT REASON ALONE..I LOST MY 2 BESTFRIENDS IN THE SAME MONTH BUT YEARS APART..BUT I WANTED TO DO A MOTHERS DAY SHOW,BECAUSE OF MY MOM..SHE WAS A WONDERFUL PERSON,WHO I COULD TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING..

Death In The Family
Me and my sister just lost our grandpa today, he had a heartattack, and didn't make it!! So we both won't be on this weekend.. I hope every one will have a wonderful wkend.. And have a Happy Easter.. Jenn Thanxs for everybody's love and concern! I hope everybody has a great week!!

Heart Warming Poem
> > A drunk man in an Oldsmobile > > > > They said had run the light > > > > That caused the six-car pileup > > > > On HWY 109 that night. > > > > When broken bodies lay about > > > > "And blood was everywhere," > > > > "The sirens screamed out eulogies," > > > > For death was in the air. > > > > "A mother, trapped inside her car," > > > > Was heard above the noise; > > > > Her plaintive plea near split the air: > > > > "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" > > > > She fought to loose her pinned hands; > > > > "She struggled to get free," > > > > But mangled metal held her fast > > > > In grim captivity. > > > > Her frightened eyes then focused > > > > "On where the back seat once had been," > > > > But all she saw was broken glass and > > > > Tw o children's seats crushed in. > > > > Her twins were nowhere to be seen; > > > > "She did not hear them cry, " > > > > "And then she prayed they'd been thrown

Fireman Tears
FIREMENS TEARS The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her

What A Day
omg what else can go wrong today first i get up my computer didnt want to start i had to fight for 30minutes to get it on them i went to do my comment bombing and it keept telling me i reached the level for the day for my rank which is a bunch of bullcrap.... then my hubby called me he got pulled while in texas and found out his licenses was susspened over a $18 fine so now hes stuck in texas until we get it all straight. he was suppose to be haome tomorrow but now wont be until saturday night or monday morning. so my kids and i get to spend easter by ourselfes... then dinner plans get messed up on my inlaws and i... then i almost got into a accident cause people around here dont know how to drive.. then my friend was suppose to come over and check out my computer but he was not able to cause his day got messed up as well... sorry guys i just had to vent and get it off my chest but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me

Friends
Francisco@ CherryTAP

Philosophy ... I Am Surprised With Life
I AM SURPRISED WITH LIFE I am surprised with life. Surprised by a morning sun that leaps into the sky from the mountains Darker side. Surprised by unbidden thoughts that burst with brightness into a Mind I call my own. Surprised by inner feelings that rise – and fall – and pound like waves upon some mystic shore. Surprised by universal rhyme, a circled rise and fall with time; rhythm energies that bend in time to rise and fall again. Surprised to see in you and me, this endless flowing energy; in cycle motion, encircled time, an endless curving curvéd line. For in the end there is no end, we rise and fall then RISE AGAIN, WITH CHANGING FORM but dying never, life goes on . . . AND ON . . . forever I am surprised ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, January 5, 1962

My Man's Birfdy
hey all... hope everyone is well... once again i am going to apologise for not updating this sooner... but i am still waiting on brother to get my computer at home up and running... scooter lol....so everything with me and my wonderful sexy man is going great... he got a year older last friday... and boy was he a mess that night. He said he got to the pub at about 3 that afternoon... i got there between 5:30 and 6... and he was already a bit pissy... swaying back and forth and starting to slur. But it was a great night... he spent maybe all of $20 all night due to the fact that every single person in the pub bought him at least one drink... gotta love people in small towns.... and a few even bought a couple of shots to go with it. so by the time it hit 9, he was well and truly smashed.... but surprisingly still standing... and he stayed that way till about 12 when my best mate, who just happens to be a barmaid at the pub, told him no more shots... i stood and watched as my happy drunka

On Air!! Hehehee
ok I am soo thrilled my frist Friday night show!! and I am trying to get a 20 to get this I need more and more to start listening .. soooo if you are not already tuned into me then get your hinnys to www.crush.fm and start listening ..just go to tune in section on the left and pick the way you want to hear it .. I am on till midnight and after that :) if you want to request and let me know you are there just register and request away .. with over 5000 songs I am sure you will find something! :) hahaha OK Go help me get my 20 ;) Hugs bratty lil kitten

"a Real Man"
1.) A real man doesn't kiss and tell. 2.) A real man notices your hair & nails. 3.) A real man calls you beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine. 4.) A real man calls you on a daily basis no matter how busy or tired he is. 5.) A real man looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 6.) A real man wants to spend as much time as he can with you, and won't get sick of you. 7.) A real man doesn't care if you gave it up on the first, second, or third night. 8.) A real man comes over, just to watch a movie . 9.) A real man kisses you on the forehead just because. 10.) A real man doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear, he tells you what's real. 11.) A real man should be treated like one. 12.) A real man wont let anything happen to you 13.) A real man makes a gurl feel safe 14.) A real man knows how to treat his gurl

Ok I Have Had Enough
Ok here it is I have had enough. Everyone wants something from you and me in everything thing they say. I am not trying to get you to vote for me or rate me in any way. The whole point of cherry tap is to meet real people. I am a real person that just wants to meet real people. I do not care if you rate me or rate my pics cause they are there. If you want to meet me then look at my profile and I mean LOOK at my profile and then be my friend. If you message me after that than I will talk to you. I know I add alot of women but the ones that have real blogs and real messages then I will talk to you. I other than the other guys on this site I look for real friend and all the friends that have I hold true. I hope that I have reached the real cherry tappers.

-----------------------friends--------------------
FRIENDS ARE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE WHO ACCEPT EACH OTHER WITH UNCONDITIONAL CARING,THEY RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER TALENTS AND FAULTS AND ACKNOWLEDGE THEM WITHOUT JUDGEMENT THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF TURNING AWAY WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGHT AND LIFE'S PROBLEMS SEEM HARD TO BEAR INSTEAD, THEY ENCOURAGE EACH SO THEY CAN ENJOY THE GOOD TIMES AND FIX STRENGTH TO ENDURE THE BAD TIMES, THEY'RE NEVER AFRAID TO SAY WHAT THEY FEEL AND CAN BE HONEST WITOUT CAUSING HURT OR PAIN, THEY CAN DEPEND ON EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE KIND OF TRUST THAT ALLOWS THEM TO SHARE THE BEST AND WORST OF THEIR LIVES WITH LAUGHTER AND WITHOUT FEAR.

Fear.
Fear is the worst four letter word. It is not any other one. Fear can take hold of you, Make you turn to things you never would have. My fears have taken me to places I never wanted to go. I married one man fear made me do it Fear of being alone for eternity My fears made me drop out of college become a secretary, get pregnant I got married, and fear was always there. I had my first son and fear just stood there. It mocked me for 26 years. It was always there to watch me crumble. It held my hand and changed my mind When I would get strong. For 26 years I lived in its shadow. It guided me down wrong paths Made me so affraid of success that, I settled for failure, over and over again. And then one day I woke up. I told fear to go play in traffic That I was not going to be affraid anymore I was going to become who I've always known I could be. So here I am a few months without fear. I am strong at times, I am still affraid at points. I am terrified

Contest
I AM IN THE BEST FACE PICTURE CONTEST, PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE ME LOVE.

Decisions Decisions
i was thinking about starting another lounge and a new station, like i have before. i don't know if i want to deal with the headaches that come with it tho... i'd have to go thru finding djs again, and making scheduals and everything that comes with it. tell me what you think...

Dave My Prayers Are With You My Sweet Friend
---- PLEASE REMEMBER DAVE AND HIS FAMILY IN PRAYERS PLZ--Just as I thougght things were getting better, something creeped round the corner and knocked me down again. I got a phone call this morning of my Ex, to inform me that my Son from that marriage has been diagnosed with Cancer, he is only 27 he'will be 28 later this year. Steven has severe Learning difficulties, due to been starved of air when he was born. Here is a photo of him taken last Christmas, he is between my 2 brothers, that is Caitlin and Charlene in the front---- Courtesy of MsTags.com--Courtesy of MsTags.com--Rockstar crazydave signed my guestbook@ CherryTAP--PLZ STOP BY AND LET HIM KNOW YOU ARE HERE FOR HIM THANK YOU L0VE AND PRAYERS WITH YOU DAVE AND YOUR FAMILY.GOD BLESS (repost of original by 'Sexy~Sissy~~~~~~owner of LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS~~Bear Family' on '2007-04-06 14:52:51') (repost of original by '=(^_^)= ENGLA' on '2007-04-06 14:59:29') (repost of original by 'CT wifey of JWK197

Read This Or Not I Dont Give A Shit
Just sending a quick note to let all the friends I do have know that I will be off this site this weekend. It is my 23rd Anniversary And I really need to spend the time with my husband and Family who mean more to me than this site or any other. I have sat here minding my own business, not commenting on the meaningless bullshit I see posted day in and day out on here and why? Because I have more in life going on than to worry about what and what not we can do on here. I have asked for help myself on here in comment bombing it's true, but if I see any of the So called friends I have on my list come to help, I just help myself. Something I have learned to do in life. If you cant get help...DO IT YOURSELF.... I believe friends help friends and I have A Lot of really good friends here. But than I have a lot of so called friends also who want all the help with none in return. Im sure you all have the same. But if you are asking for a friends help, dont expect much if you dont retu

I Will Be Offline
To all of my friends, Fans and family on CT I will be off line do to I am moving. I dont know how long I will be off line for but I will be back as soon as I can.... until I come back on line I luv you all hope to be back soon....

Boyz = Trouble.. For Me Ne Way.
Uhhhh!! im such a loser. ii recently started talking to this guy named Brian.. && i like him A LOT.. but it's just.. weird. We have been friends for a while, he used to date one of muh bestfriends, friend.. but we been talkin for a minute now && havent got to hang out yet.. our schedules just clash!! It sucks! && then like, he's always talkin to other females too.. and its not like ii can b mad about it or ne thing cuz we arent 'together' but it kinda makes me upset becuz when im talkin to sum1 'deep' its like all ii wanna talk to is them and it is never tha same for guys.. fuckin sucks. ii just want one guy to make me there everything && make me smile && just b almost perfect. ii dont care if there SEXI, altho it is a plus.. ii just want sum1 to treat me how i women should b treated. Dont get me wrong, Brian is a sweetheart.. ii just dont kno if he's it.. and guess ii wont for a while since im tryin to take things slow. I still wish bookie would come around, but ii cant wait forever..

Marriage?
Are there a lot of CT marriages? I know Im part of one. Who knew so many people woule get married on this site.

People These Days
All you motherfuckin men are SCUM!! All you do is want pussy, you can never tend to a girls needs! ALL ASS HOLES! :)

U Dont Care
I sit here seething Hurting next to u wishing.Bleeding U dont care My heart breaks aches,as u sit there next to me laughing U dont care I feel death nye begins my ache to cry My heart bleeds U dont care If i tryed to say I want u to stay to make the day great U dont care So i will sit and die each time inside as i have to see u loveing u hating u U dont care i wish i could stop My heart Breathing Loving But even if i die bleeding Broken to pieces U dont care Another Shitty werk from a heartbroken f00l

Untitled Poem 2
We are fighting, Your changing me. .. She couldnt talk I feel guilty I'm always here no This is the end Why, can i hug you ? no It is the end But how can you say that Dont forget me I am alone

Ok Ok Ok
Ok,We talked alot last night and got everything out in the open,he realizes that i(in my crazy little mind)think of his as my BF and that I wish I could have him..ok part of me does but yet I dont wanna leave my hubby so im gonna leave things as it is and realize that i can still have my cake and eat it too...LOL....xoxo

To The One I Love
I love you so much it hurts..... I love you to the brink of insanity.... Sometimes I wonder if its healthy...

Have You Ever Loved?
Have you ever loved someone and knew they didn't love you? Did you ever feel like crying, and wondered what good it would do? Have you ever looked into their eyes, and said a little prayer? Did you ever looked into their hearts, and wish that you were there? Don't ever fall in love, my friend. You see it doesn't pay. Although it causes broken hearts, it happens everyday. You wonder where they are tonight. You wonder if their true. One minute you're happy; the next, you're blue. Then once you see them, your heart begins to dance. Your heart revolves around them, although you have no chance. Love is painful, my friend. And the price is far too high. If I had to choose between life and death, I think I'd choose to die. So my friend ~ Don't fall in love. You'll get hurt before you're through. You see, my friend, I ought to know... I fell in love with you.

Email
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Feeling Lonely
Why do I feel the way I do, if only you saw it from my point of view. I love you so much more than I can show you or even begin to say, I hope when your gone you at least think about me some days. It doesnt feel like you love me anymore, without you im gonna feel so alone, so poor. Your everything I ever wanted in my life, I promise ill try not to cry. I feel so left out and alone I cant wait until the day youll get to come home. I know you havent even got on the plane but I love you so much its driving me insane. Everybody tells me that you probably wanna hear me say for you to stay, but I know your ready to leave and get away, so I wont ruin your happiness all I have to say is please dont let your love strayF

Too Late
I didn't know I loved you Until you went away. I didn't much think of you Up to that final day. The music that was you I only noticed when it stopped. I didn't take the time to Tell you that I cared a lot. My love of life went with you Too late for me to say I didn't know how much I loved you Until the day you went away.

My 21st Bday Tomorrow...
soo ya i turn 21 tomorrow...should be excited and what not.. but im really not, i dont care really its just another day to me, im still sick anyways so i dont plan on doing anything as it is... may see grindhouse but who knows.

Pigeon Pigeon
PIGEON,PIGEON,I FLEW AROUND AND JUST SAT NEXT TO YOU ON A ROOF,AND WE TALKED,I FLEW AGAIN AND CAME BACK TO SIT BY YOU PIGEON,AND REALIZED YOU WEREN'T THE SAME PIGEON AS BEFORE,AND I NEVER NEW YOUR NAME,NEVER KNEW YOUR NAME,...

I Love You Sweetheart
you close your eyes, as I kiss your lips, no I've never known, a moment like this, i feel your breath, soft on my skin, I'd give the world, to hold you again, when I look in your eyes, the world looks new, I know there's nothing, I wouldn't do for you, when you're in my arms, time stand still, its the perfect peace, wrapped in the biggest thrill, its your touch, that takes away my pain, you take my breath, everytime you say my name, no i never knew, Love could feel like this, but I know i was wrong, every time we kiss, seems the sun rises, just to see you smile, baby you're the one thing, in this crazy life worth while, no one compairs, to what you give, and i'll give you my all, as long as I live, I'd be crazy, to ever let you go, you're everything to me, and i want you to know, yes, i'm in awe, looking at you, i'll never know what I did, to be blessed with you, i love you angel

Nicotene Gum
Nicogum isn't smoking, but if you are on the edge and wanting one, it will pull you back. I'll give it that.

Words
Words, once spoken, can't be taken back, and they lay there festering, like rotten fish in a woven sack. And sticks and stones may break me, but words also strike at my very heart, and like an unseen destructive force, they are slowly tearing me apart. I'm so sad, I'm so mad, everybody is talking about me, nasty things, cruel things, why can't they just let it be? And I know how I can end this misery, simple, a bottle and too many pills, and these words will have blood on their hands, one more of the unjust, unpunished and merciless kills. Do you know how bad my life is? Go on, just spend a day in my shoes, I bet you'd be too scared to tread that path, because, like me, you might find you've everything to lose. And I've screamed out for help, and those closest to me, sadly, struck out, and I'm learning some very hard lessons about life, love and what suffering is all about. But there's one thing I'm holding onto, and this is the truth, and this I know, your cr

Read Read Before You Comment.
ATTENTION all! I had gotten a few Unapriciated comments. And as of now I will tell you once. I do not I mean do NOT like your smutty comments (Eg. "Ide tap dat", "I would fuck you in a heartbeat", "theres other things you can do wit dat suker") So if I find anymore trashy comments I will DELEAT them and Ignore you without question. I am not a whore and I am not white trash, I am not a hoochie, a Vittu, and I will NOT tolerate being looked at like that. I am way to sophisticated to deal with trash. Peace not hate people.... You were warned!!!!!

Sonnet
Was I bewitched so by the thin red line To notice not that time released its hold And let pale Iris snip the silver twine To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold. Existence now is not what I was told; No seraphim and harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence, and the cold Discomfort of my masochistic fear, So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear My soul until the ache's too much to bare, As mortal life mirages now appear: Intangible are they; away they tear. Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon When razor's edge did charm me like the moon

Are These Shoes Cute?
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Long Way To Go
Music Video:LONG WAY 2 GO (by Cassie)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Juggalo's
now that i got ur attention im making my first contest and it is to see how many juggalo's out there the real one's i want to make this the Best Juggalo Face Paintin Contest So Spread The Word And Send ur Pictures To Me Thanks

New Pics
Im feeling kind of blah today. my boyfriend is working all weekend and i have been spending the entire weekend alone.I had a few people comment on how pretty I am but most of my pics are sooooo old so I thought it was time for a few current ones. its only my face because i was taking them myself. ALL REAL! No makeup , no photoshopping, NOTHING! they are in my ME folder so check em out and be kind! LOL-Cheer me up and lie to me!Tell me what you think of the new highlights too! Its still kind of red! lol *smooches* ~Temptress~

Untitled Poem
This place that I call home Is certainly not the place I want to continue to roam This gothic no where, Is the place in which I am, but I would rather be there... In HELL Can't you just tell I scar myself so I can see That this truely is not the place for me to be I should be dead, I should've died But instead I have only cried If only you knew just how much i want to die When you tried to kill me, it was the one thing I looked forward to, to let my soul fly To the bright pits of HELL And if ya miss me, oh well Cause you never showed your love to me Now you'll know I was serious, now maybe you'll see

Wait For Morning Light
There's a tear, in those soft eyes, An uncertainty left wondering, what the truth hides, How do I tell her, To have no fear, when i know, Its a long hard road from here, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I know she make it, just wish i could ease the pain, Carry her fear, add some sunshine to the rain, in her heart lives a savior, I know she believes, Even through her darkest hour, he'll never leave, tears fill her eyes, I see the heartache inside, I say "Baby, it'll be alright" just lay your head by me tonight, We'll say a prayer, And wait for morning light, I love you sweetheart, always here for you.