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The Burnt Cabbin Based On A True Story
There is a story told in sayre and Athens about a couple returning home from a trip to New york. They were driving home in a carriage, and were somewhere near waverly when the light failed and they knew they would have to seek shelter for the night. The husband spied a light through the trees and turned their horse into a small lane leading up a hill. A pleasant little house stood at the crest, and an old man and his wife met the couple at the door. They were in nightclothes and were obviously about to turn in, but they welcomed the travelers and offered them a room. The old woman bustled about making tea and offering freshly-baked cakes. Then the travelers were shown to their room. The husband wanted to pay the old couple for their lodgings, but the old lady shook her head and the old man refused any payment for such a small service to their fellow New Yorkers. The travelers awoke early and tiptoed out of the house, leaving a shiny fifty-cent coin in the center of the kitchen

Gone
The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit as I have all day surrounded by photos of our past with no positive thoughts of the future. Was our life a lie? The smiles and happiness I see are they fake? How I miss you. How I want you here. Man I am pathetic. When did I get this way? Will it ever go away. Can either of us really move on without running into failure. Can we enter a relationship and really believe it will work. Did we not think we would work? We would last forever? I did. I thought we would be old one day. You and I. I dont want to be bitter. I dont want to be mad. I hurt so bad it is hard not to be. I thought you might atleast let me know somehow you made it safe. I hope you did. I just need to vent and let it out. THis whirlwind of emotion that I am swimming in. If your reading this and thinking poorly of me cut me some slack. Today I lost what to me is everything. Over eight years of life pissed

I Loved You Enough
I loved you enough to steal your heart with just one kiss. I loved you enough to seduce you without ever uttering a word. I loved you enough to let you see my bad side and to accept that you had one too. I loved you enough to tell you that you could rule the world, knowing you could destroy mine. I loved you enough to always ask you how your day went, even when I had had a really bad one. I loved you enough to let you hear the many voices in my head and to help you ignore the ones in yours. I loved you enough to let you see me cry and to pretend I didn't see when you did. I loved you enough to arm you with my greatest fears, knowing that one day you would use them against me. I loved you enough to believe you were perfect in every way. And I loved you even more when I found out that you weren't. I loved you enough to allow you to become the person that you needed to be, even if I didn't always like that person. I loved you en

Religion And Then Some
okay... the people who know me or the people who read my profile know im Wiccan, and very proud of it... i have NO problem with anyone else of any other religion, i could care less really. if someone wants to worship some fat guy who sat under a tree then have fun, if you want to pray to a man who died on a cross to save your soul then do it, i dont care... what i do care about is the fact that im getting treated like i worship the devil or something. i was at the funeral home tonight with my mother paying my respects to a man who passed away that i knew from my mom's work, this mad went to a church so there were a lot of people there from the church and i understand if someone has a penticle on yeah its gonna look out of place. that does not give you the right to sit there and give me evil looks like i have the number 669 on my forehead. i am a person just like you are, do not treat me any differently, all that will do is piss me off... i respect what you believe in so please

Friends..
why must other people always think the worst of a person? Even their friends? Why cannot others take a peraon at thier word? Can't a person give themselves and their friendship with out getting something back? Cant one be loyal and loving and repsectfully and just be there for others? Why must some friends bring others to thier knees and make them cry and hurt inside just because they are having issues. Can one person not just hold their hand and listen and be there to care? Can pain be too much to the point where one friend walks away because the other hurts them one too many times? Can in one week, lose the foundation on which some thing stands to the point where one has to turn away to keep from anymore pain?? See the words below.... lyrics - Bo Bice Lyrics

Long And Hard
i have sat down and thought about my life and how i really dont like it i think is time for me to do somthing about it no one els is going to change it for me you know so yeah i and turing over a new leif and not doing the same shit as be for so yeah

Life And The Like
Love and life and things no matter what it brings it takes no time at all sometimes to make up these little rhymes Things I'd like to do and things I intend to things I'll one day get around to do and things I'll one day actually do Dreams I have of a better day of things to do and things to say but life gets in the way and life happened and maybe now I never will get to do the things I planned to do will I?

Until I Had You
Until i had you life was unbearable until i had you love was lost until i had you my heart was breaking until i had you fear of life was gone now i have you life is joy now i have you love is here now i have you my heart is pumping now i have you the life is glowing

Down Raters
you know I just had this thought, and it makes sense, what if the people that are down rating us ,good people on here are being paid by "my space"?? or someone think about it, I know there are assholes out there MANY, but why the hell would someone go on other's pages and rate them a 2 or a 1 you have to be raised by an asshole to do asshole things right?? I am so pissed at these people and then I thought why ?? they have no reason to I am on here rating peoples pages 10 ....10!!! and they are good the ones, the pages I don't like I just leave and go to the next one, and I have been called an asshole trust me.. but I would never and I mean Never be disrespectful to someone cause I don't like there page or them!! you need to be more then just an asshole a fucktard...arrogant pompous fuck-nut with very little thought of others ...come on people have taken time to put their pages together with love and things they like on their pages to have some fuckwad come by and say "oh I dont like th

Babble On Pt. 3
The future. Greatness. Desire. It's just within reach. Sure it's a long road, but half the fun of it is just being ON that road. All these years, and I'm just now making the turn. I'm in the final stages of the screening for this government job. I already have it... I just have to do physicals and paperwork. It will have me working 4 10 hour days a week. It's perfect for giving me time to make my art. Especially since it's federal. Huge promotion potential... good benefits... job security... and the stability to both have a family, and be an artist. It's probably a shit job, but I promise you... I've had worse, and as long as I can do what I please with my free time, I'll be happy. The Greatness? Oh, I almost forgot. I'm a bit of an optimist. It's not so much to a fault, because I can usually convey my vision to a person well enough for them to want to be a part of it. In a way, it's a tool for acquiring allies, and in my kind of art... you need them. So, to achieve greatness, I ha

Lover Lay Down
Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head, And slip into my lover's hands. Kiss me, won't you kiss me now? And sleep I would inside your mouth. Don't be us too shy, For knowing it's no big surprise that I will wait for you. I will wait for no one but you. Oh please lover lay down. Spend this time with me, Together share this smile. Lover lay down. Spend this time with me. Walk with me, walk with you Hold my hand your hands. So much we have dreamed. And we were so much younger. Hard to explain that we are stronger. A million reasons, life to deny. Let's toss them away. See you and me we Lay down, look see, She and he. By my lover's side, Together share this smile, Challenge the urge to cry. Together share this smile Lover lay down. Oh please, Oh please, lover lay down. Oh please, lover lay down. And you weep... Lover lay down... Cause it's over... Lover lay down Say love, say love, say love, say love, say love, Could I love you could you love m

Introduction...
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm going to be doing a little writing in the near future and introduce you to my family members here on CT. I have some incredibly wonderful family members and I think it's high time that i introduce them formally so that you can check them out as well and maybe even become friends with them yourself, if you aren't already. So family members, this is your warning. LOL ;) hehe j/k I have nothing but good to say about my family on here! This, in no way, means that I don't have great friends on here too! I wished I had enough room in my family to add a lot more of my friends on here and in time, I will add more! :) I hope you all have had a great start to your week! Enjoy your evening and happy tapping! :) xoxoxo

Cup Of Joe Contest
Hey there, To all my friends... I am in my First contest and could use your help.. Please Comment Bomb the link below.. Every little help you can give is Greatly Appreciated. Thanks for being a true friend, Robert http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=1617969681

Judgement Night.
Sticky-Fingaz I swear to fuckin' God I raise Hell and make the white man call me MASTER I'm six-six-six, And need to repent to the pastor SO FUCK THE RADIO and close your ears but read my lips I rips and if you eat my words I'll leave your strung like umm- It was on the tip of my tongue! But now it's stuck in between my throat I can't breath so I lick it Onyx ain't the top pick, You must be suckin' a glass dick And if it takes the death of me, To make history The whole world will remember my misery I know what I'm tryin' to say my words get in the way they render me speechless, Ohh Black Jesus, I'm cryin' inside Couldn't give a FUCK if I live or die cause I'm just a slave who's brave But fuck pickin' cotton, I'd rather see my grave, so I meditated, before I was created And if you prefer sorrow, Made me reincarnated Now I'm back rulin MC's but pussy niggaz increase Well then it's just another nigga that, Gotta get greased So if you wanna talk shit, in o

Soul Mates
i longed for the moment i held you, looked in your eyes and told you that i am your's forever, and truly asked you if you would be mine, both knowing where we belong. the moment our lips touched, and i felt you race through me as poured myself into you. every fear, worry, and moment of pain healed through the purity of your unconditional love. you will always know you are safe, that you are loved beyond all, and i will forever stand by your side no matter what lies ahead. i am your rock when you are weak, the embrace when you are vulnerable, i am everything you need just as you are for me.

Babble On Pt. 2
Ok, so I'm gonna be a father... but it's time to go to Iraq. Um... but I thought we were at war with... oh whatever. I did my time over there. Stories, life experience, and lessons the likes of which you don't get anywhere else in the world cam in a rush almost too big to take. After my service over seas, I still had a little over a year to serve out. I did so in an elite unit. It's cool and all... you know... being considered elite... but the price of what you have to pretend to be just isn't worth the glory. So, having seen the belly of the beast, I decided it was time to get out. My second child had already come along, shortly after my return from overseas, and the GREAT surprise... a third due just days before my triumphant return to the normal world. Great... how am I gonna pull this off? I did, and with a lot of help, or at least I'm trying. You see, I got my last paycheck in December of 2005... I've been doing my best to make money as an "artist" of sorts since then. Need

Who Says Men Forget Anniversaries
Who Says Men Forget Anniversaries A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "I am just remembering when we first met 20 years ago and started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?" he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. "Yes, I do" she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, low

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
I guess some people are just miserable assholes that don't feel satisfied unless they are spreading it around. Anonimity gives people a freedom and unfortunately some people abuse it. I've been getting a lot of low ratings lately on my profile pic. Now i know i'm not gorgeous but i think it deserves better than a 5. I figure anyone that is brave enough to put up pics of them themselves for the ridicule of strangers deserves a 10

Stuttering
You gotta love kid's stories. A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!." "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say "FUCK!" the rottweiler ate him!"

The Challenge
The Challenge I challenge anybody to change my heart to the best I mean some one out there touch my heart make it red I mean nobody in 19 years has affect my heart or give the college try to give a chance to do it. A open challenge to any one out there to affect my heart I mean make it shine the right way. It is like Excalibur somebody go there pull the sword out of the stone.

The International Council Of Manlaws
1. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2. It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.> (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6. Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7. No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's choi

Poetry
in death's masquerade. lord death he knows no pain. a bloody obsession. with a love he'll never gain. death dreams. his oblivion in sleep. death wakes. this loveless soul he keeps. he watches over mortal souls. he envies their love and hurt. for all eternity he will be... just a lonely spirit. he watches a mortal. with beautiful perception. and in a fortnight. gained a malaised affliction. apathetic death was now overun. by a feeling he was never to feel. death was created for balance. never to be real. and death wept. for the pain was unbound. for they could never be. in sorrow death drowned.

Check Out Here 3 Blast Contest
SEXYEST TAT OR PIERCING CONTEST Pic must be SFW but does not have to show your face if not possible. This contest is based on comments only. Comment bombing is allowed and you can bomb your own pic. Contest will start as soon as she gets enough ppl to enter 1st Place- 1 Week Blast 2nd Place- 3 Day Blast 3rd Place- 1 Day Blast Everyone who wants to enter please PM me the pic you would like to use and I will rip it. Sorry I cannot pick it for you. Please spread the word, would like to get lots of entries! Good Luck to all! she will let everyone know 24 hours in advance before contest starts here is the link to here sight you dont half to be in here friends list to jion the contest Rita Brat Portuguese Princess, Read My Blog About My All Blast Giveaway, Enter My Contest Now!@ CherryTAP

I'm Not Numb....... I Just Wish I Was
ruled by my emotions, my hearts on my sleeve break it, tear it up, rip it apart, you wouldn't be the first or the last I'm a constant roller coaster, ups and downs, twist and turns like the dreams in my mind my eyes are the window to my soul open for those who wish to see a piece me Numb no...........I just wish I was

Babble On Pt. 1
So I'd like to start with saying thanks for coming to read this, and give a warning. Tonight, I write like I speak. I have a myriad of ideas I want to convey, in a form of catharsis, as well as mental self organization, but I will no doubt trail off several times and never get to the heart of what I wanted to say. Sorry. That's just how it always ends up, and if you think it's disappointing to you... imagine how it makes me feel. And we're off. I just watched American Splendor. I want to be a filmmaker, and I call myself one now, despite still not having completed a feature length project. I call myself that to describe my nature and intent. Perhaps it's a little self congratulatory, but it's who I am, and I've learned that any sense of self denial is dangerous. Look at all those ultra conservative public figures throughout history that ended up exposed in some scandal that showed them giving in to all the things they fight so hard against. Do you really think it's all a coincidence

Great Friends
I just want to send a thank you to all my new friends at Cherry Tap. There is so many in such a short time, thanks for helping me build my cherry points and the nice things you say. I hope I will get a chance to chat with all. I want to wish a great week to all, thanks.

Week 47
- It was a dark and stormy night in Nanda Parbat. No…wait…we’re forgetting the time difference. It was actually a mild afternoon on the mountain where Bruce “Batman” Wayne was tucked away behind a boulder in a cave to help him ward off some of his inner demons. Meanwhile, Robin and Wonder Woman talk about climbing big staircases. - It was a dark and stormy night in Gotham City…ah, much better. After failing to kill (or even track down) Batwoman, Whisper A’Daire and company sacrifice some dude in an attempt to track the superheroine down. The killing didn’t yield much info, but the lizard men seemed to get pretty pumped about it. - Later, Intergang boss and crime-worshiping son of a gun Bruno Mannheim yells at Whisper and her man-wolf buddy Mr. Abbot about their unsuccessful hunt for Batwoman. Suddenly, Whisper realizes what this weird prophecy from the Bible of Crime meant! The twice-named daughter of Cain was actually Batwoman. Now, all they have to do is find a rich woman named

Eh Yeah.......whatever
her eyes used to shine bright with hope that someday this would change years went by slowly it fades dull and sullen is what left thoughts of razors and pills cross her mind things could be better off, without them to point out every slip up, every mistake, thoughts change... Why torment yourself when you can make it miserable for them...dreams fill her mind of a childhood lost to their thoughtlessness Remind them daily it was them that made you the way you are today, cold and collected

Despair
Despair(March 1999) Waves roll in Waves roll out Twisting and turning Highs and lows Gray skies Broken ties Thunder storms Tears of the soul Fear Pain Sorrow Grief Tyrin to run from reality Slamming into a brick wall Every turn ends the same There is no escape Healing is capable Cures available A flailing hand Extended arms A voice of reason Help is on the way It is just time to wait.

All She Wanted
All She Wanted(August 1998) All she wanted was acceptance. All she needed was affection, from the only one who could show her, she was worth the love she wanted. As a child she adored him. Watching him for guidance, Looking to him for direction. He was the only one she'd run to for shelter. All her young heart really wanted. A little older, somewhat wiser. She tried to please him. All her effort all her toil, Wiping away that shallow soil. No longer rooted in child-like emotion Leaving her to half-hearted notions. All grown up and ready to go. He tries to hold on for one last chance. She leaves him with a backward glance. He proved to her she was inconvienent, an annoyance, an irritation. I'm sorry I wasn't what you really wanted. Your adult world too important for me. I could not win your love you see, It's too late for you and me and All my young heart really wanted.

Good Night My Friends And Family!
Oh what a sunday,lol. I got to meet American Cherry and we had a good time even though my car broke down on the interstate and we had to be rescued by my parents,lol. Car still in the shop so that sucks! Have a great night ya'll. Hopefully the rest of my week will get better! Sweet dreams and Hugs~Heather

Shadowed
Shadowed(December 1998) Season of joy, shadowed by a storm of pain Tears of hurt from the heart The Bitter side of love A family torn by anger's grasp All the questions left to ask Why, O God, this path I pray? Why this road of hurt and pain Why does your love seem so far away? The answers in His simple way bring comfort for a future day.

She Cries
She Cries(January 13,2004) She cries alone in the cover of night when the moon enters the sky she takes cover in the shadows hiding her trembling limbs and shielding her breaking heart She tries to find the strength to patch it up one more time

Masterpiece
Masterpiece (January 2001) If while I sleep you could see My thoughts tucked away nice and neat This, my love, is what you'd read These things within the deepest part of me You've been given access to the volumes of my heart Read Carefully, read closely. Read gently I am but a book, torn and tattered to the common eye But in the hands of him whom I love I become a masterpiece

They Which Were
They Which Were (February 2001) Fireflies, here then gone Blink of an eye Thoughts racing through the mind The daffodils Warm Sunshine Dandelions Snow Life Love Beauty Death Steady as they are Reoccuring as we turn They which were are no more

Shattered Life
Shattered Life (April 1997) Shattered, like precious pottery that falls to the floor. Glued, with cement that does not hold. Protected, like a fragile antique that collects the dust of life. Handled so as not to damage, yet, By the heart destroyed.

More Pearls, Fewer Swine: Find A Mate You'll Treasure
If you're in the world of online dating, you probably are familiar with the combination of fear and excitement that most singles report. Fear is a normal reaction: It's scary to open yourself up to judgment and possible rejection. Excitement comes from the enormous possibilities presented by Internet dating: You could very well realize your sweetheart dreams. But first, the hundreds and thousands of possible mates have to be sorted through -- by you! How ever are you going to find your "pearl," that special gem of a sweetie to spend the rest of your life with? Be careful with chemistry experiments Many singles resort to that elusive phenomenon "chemistry" to help them wade through the myriad candidates. While having chemistry (a matter of basic animal attraction) with another person certainly intensifies the desire to connect meaningfully, most of us have excellent examples of horribly failed chemical experiments. If our chemical experiments are so likely to explode in our

What Makes Men Fall In Love?
Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship. When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a nat

Is It Time To Dump Him?
This won't come as news to women: Men aren't all that good about breaking up. Sometimes a man will half-heartedly try ("things just aren't clicking"). Sometimes a man will force you to make the first move ("well, if you think things aren't working out then"). Sometimes a man will stew in a bad relationship for years before actually having the guts to break it off. Why? For lots of reasons -- one of them being that many men, even if they don't like the relationship anymore, don't want to be immortalized (to you and all your friends) as The Bad Guy. Not an excuse, but it's what men tend to do. When you consider a recent national survey showing 21 percent of men say they're on the lookout for a better relationship while they're in a relationship -- then it's all the more important that women know the signs of a guy who's looking for the exit before he's even in the room. Dump-worthy: He ignores Not dump-worthy: He doesn't listen There is a difference. The way I see it, the guy

Wanderer
In fitful amnestic slumber consciousness infiltrates. Halogen beams pierce new vision hearkened into the world. Icy cold grips causing howls of resentment. Anguish of peace lost never to be gained. Shunned from acceptance, apathy clenches the soul. To be forgotten by time with crimson ichor, streaming from azure orbs. Never submitting to conformity of mass, walking the brambled path never to be wanted. Mocking laughter peals through the acrid and stunted mindscape. Flashes of fury split the sky, with a torrent of loss pouring from the war torn horizon. Salvation at the end of leather, cowardice trickles down the spine, the love that was never missing warming the night. Drifting in the sea of bones mulling towards the end. Soul of the heart sundered by the superficial trappings of the damned. Again alone, angst and depression huddling together seeking death that will not come. Doomed to be forever alone? Time stands still.

Redheads!!!
Saw this in a blast. Had to save it... If you love a Redhead, set her free, If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours.

Useless 10s
Ever sense I put that picture of me and my grandmother on CT, I noticed that a lot of people been rating it 10s. Well, except for one person who rated it a 2 anonymously but eh. Who cares? My thing is, a lot of people go by and rate, but won't say a word. Just about every person who rates a picture of mine, I send them a message on their shout box, or on their page just to see if they'll talk back. None of them ever do, so what's the point of this site if you don't want to meet someone? "Fuck it. I'll get me some cherry points." Fuck cherry points.

Summer Of 97
I can hear the fireworks in the distance. Even though it is mid-summer, the raging fire would normally be comforting. It would be if this wasn't happening to me. We were just dancing. We are still dancing but yet no one can see what he is doing to me. Why doesn't anyone see? We are right out in the open but no one sees us. I smell the sour mash on his breath. I feel his hand creap down my shirt and coddle my breast. I try to pull away only to be restrained. His arm tightens around my chest. He pulls me closer to his body. One hand on my breast, fingers from the other now tangled in my pubic hair. I don't understand what's going on. Why is he doing this to me? Is this the same man that has vowed to protect me? Is this the same man that I call Dad? Now he hides what he is doing. He pulls me close and won't let me go as we are approached. No one has seen what has happened. No one notices my attempt to excape, my struggle for freedom. What will he do if I scre

Altruism
I had an interesting discussion with a friend today about altruism. It is my contention that being truly altruistic is impossible. Maybe that view reflects my cynicism, but I firmly believe that nothing is selfless. So...ask a question to all of you lovely folks that read my drivel...can someone illustrate true altruism to me? I once read an article stating that meerkats are the only biologics that demonstrate altruism (sidenote: can rocks be altruistic?). But, studies since have shown that is not the case. Anyways, someone, please, give it a shot and prove me wrong. okthanksbye.

"slp"
Her lips, soft and pursed, with that cute smile of hers. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. My butterfly, so pretty. Her sarcasm, sharp and witty. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. The fiery dragon claws at my back, Hang on, we're in for a passionate attack. My heart-beat skips, for my sweet little pessimist. I wake up, and I look around. Nothing...nothing more than a dream, profound. My heart-beat skips, Where is my sweet little pessimist?...

If The World Was Mine. (let's See Something...)
I doubt I'd be liked more like feared. I have a dark sadistic side that could possibly come out if I get absolute power over the world. I would live in a secluded forress on some island with a supreme vantage point to everywhere in the world. I would run the world not blaintently but mostly behind the scenes. I would pop up every now and then, but mostly stay to my own watching and waiting for somebody to fuck up. I would have covert specially trained operatives in every country to spy and monitor. Privacy would be a thing of the past. I would have mansions and castles in every country and on every island. There will be a flat tax for the whole world. I would take full advantage of all creature comforts and indulgances life has to offer. Delicacies from all over the world, a different woman in my bed every day, the power to change the value of currency when it doesn't please me. Everything in life that would make me happy until the next thing comes along, my fantasies fullfilled

For Everybody
I'm going to share a few things in this posting and a few thoughts from me. When I joined CherryTap it was the aim to make some new friends and have some fun here along my travels on the net and I have made many great friends here. I find it somewhat bothersome though when I see the constant battles and drama that plague this site. This is suppose to be a fun place to share a few laughs and makes some friends along the way and anybody who makes it out to be more than that perhaps needs to step back from the computer for a while because those that act out or involve themselves in such drama are losing sight of what this place is all about. Step back a bit, take a deep breath and relax, enjoy your stay here, have some fun and make some great friends along the way. Don't fight, don't bicker and don't argue with each other. Do rate, add and fan each other, vote for your friends in contests, display your art works, have a ball while your here. Marvel at the friends you make here both for

Update
They finally found my mom's friend. His body surfaced sometime this morning. He was a good man that made a really bad decision. If you don't know you can read my other blog. Thanks for all of your concern and mssgs !!! Keep his family in your thoughts and prayers as they are really struggling with it right now !! Love and Hugs ~ Cresha

My First Song
Dedication to the memory Of my waste of time Chanty If she were to die I would not shed a tear Only thank god She's no longer here. You gave me all the heat Still wanting me to take you off your feet You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me I hate the fact of what you ment Full of regret Was it real or was it the attention Oh I failed to mention You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me Fuck you Fuck your black heart Fuck your Laffs Fuck your fake ass plastic self So many words From your mouth Your talk is cheap Like your heart Where I really never had a part You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me It was all a dream I've left your drama scene It my fault For letting myself Get that extreme Feelings of happiness To help your selfishness

To Love.....or Not??
The old saying goes "It's better to have loved and lost...than never to have loved at all," but I can't help but wonder if this is the right philosophy to live by. When you allow someone into your heart, you're trusting them with something so fragile. I don't think there are too many other feelings that can compare to that of a broken heart. The moment you give someone that "key" you become vulnerable, and you run the risk of having your heart shattered. Is it really worth it?? Building a wall around your heart can protect you from emotional hurt, but on the other hand I guess it can be harmful to close that door. Completely shutting oneself off from strong emotional connections may end up hurting more in the long run. I wish I had the answers when it comes to affairs of the heart, but I find myself feeling constantly conflicted about what to do. There's a part of me that has been hurt so many times...I am scared to let it happen again. How many tears do I have to shed before I

2 Years Have Gone By??
I just cant believe it. My little man is going to be 2 in just a week. I feel like I just brought him home from the hospital. But when I look back on all the things that have happened in his short little life, it amazes me. Time seems to have flown by so quickly looking at him, but in thinking of all the days of pain, heartache and worry that drug by it seems unreal. We've had 4 deaths in the family, one of which was his grandfather, 4 births including his baby brother and my long long 9 months of pregnancy, his father and I separated, the war rages and rages on slowly every day, my god brother returned from Iraq only to be deployed again, and many many more things...but yet those moments of despair went by so slowly, and we wondered how we would ever get through those moments and if tomorrow would ever come, and yet here I am, looking at my child wondering where those days went, how all those days, 730 to be exact, flew by me, making me wonder if they were real. They didn't rea

This Sucks
alrighty guys, feelin a lil down....my friend is going through some tough times and her mom is a heavy drinker, to the point where she needs counseling, and detox and all that other stuff...but yeah....it scares me and makes me sad...just thought i woudl share seeming as i dont have anyone to talk to right now...cya later...

"it's Develop Or Die."
Where do you begin if you don't know where you're coming from? I am lost. My love stricken from me. Future pending. Heart rebuilt and destroyed. I yearn for a love I can no longer have. I am on the mend. My lust deepens everyday. Damnit!! Why the fuck do I love this girl so much?!?! I let someone in once, I get hurt. I let another in I get fucked up. I didn't let anyone in for 6 years. And when I did look what it got me. Not very much incentive here. I don't regret it though, not one bit. It was the best time of my life. And the only time I've really felt "connected to anyone or anything." I'll always love her. She is my best friend, and she saved me. Arsonist One stares at me from the dark corner of my mind with a soft, evil laugh. Starting to RELAPSE!!! Fight it! [It's develop or die]

Hello Friends!!!!
hello... finally got a wireless connection to say hello to everyone!!! im in tennesse, i got sunburn lol... im the only dude who gets sunburn in 70 degree weather with clouds... but i guess since im lucifer i am supposed to be red, you know all those cartoonie devils are all red lol... anyway, how is everyone doing??? i hope ok... hit me up because im going to try to jump on as soon as possible... any of you from tennessee let me know.... come on over to sieverville... its the home land of dollywood lololol... the party i am with wants to go but i dont lol... but i will... ugh... it just seems corny to me... anyways, take care ill be home the 9th but i will come stop buy... later all!

Don't Call Me For A Good Time
Ok, I may sound old fashioned, maybe, but I like to get to know people before dating them. It aggravates me when you're pestered with "call me" messages over the internet. I don't know who you are, why should I call you? And for that matter you don't know me, so why would you give out your phone number. Or those messages that tell you to contact them the minute you get the message. Hon, I have a life, and no offense, I don't like being told what to do. I don't know, it's just rude.

Two Truths And One Lie...
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Riding
So I was recently told I am a riding slut. That I will give up anything to ride. Rain, snow or 102 degree heat I am out there at it..now is that such a bad thing...I am a girl who lives the feel of the rumbling power between her thighs..better to ride a bike every weekend then a new man..besides at least I know I can ride my bike hard and put er away wet and know I can get some whenever I want it...and she dont talk back or make me cook her dinner..

Avon
ok so as many know i am not able to work right now with my health and now this baby so i need to make extra money so i am starting to sell avon so if any are interestd and want to buy or close to me and want to sell i can get you signed up i will have a web site posted soon so you can go online and order from me and also if you are close by we can meet up so let me know thanks

*deep Sigh*
Well, tomorrow I go for an update on my cancer cells. I haven't been in a while. I was supposed to go MONTHS ago, but there were reasons that I couldn't go. Now, I finally got the chance to go. I just hope that things haven't gotten any worse. Better is good though. It will take a few days to get the results of the test back. Anywho, I'm talking to Bucky on the phone and he sounds really pissed. I don't know what is wrong with him. He says nothing, but I'm not crazy. My kids are in bed, not asleep mind you. I told them that the tv goes off at 9pm and they are to go to sleep. I wanted to be in bed by 9! Guess that's out the question. Mom won't stay up with them so I can go to bed. She doesn't have to get up at 4:30am! Well, I'm gonna end my rant. You all have a great night. Love, Ria

Help Me/add My Friendz
Down below is my friendz profilez Go to them and be their friend and be there fan and rate them and comment on their pictures and comment on their profile plz and thank you.. HarmlessLinda@ CherryTAP ~*RobbiezGurl*~@ CherryTAP xXxGuardianxXx@ CherryTAP silvarob222@ CherryTAP Amber20@ CherryTAP Daniel@ CherryTAP victoria_golden2000@ CherryTAP usher267@ CherryTAP I AM A PROUD FATHER! Taste of Heaven@ CherryTAP QueenofWolves@ CherryTAP GeminiTwin1@ CherryTAP

Plse Fill This Out For Me
you must answer all these questions and send them back to me and please dont not hold back be complety honest... Y= Yes, N = No, M= Maybe. Fill this in for me and/or repost for others to answer for you. Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? [_] go to prom with me?

Help Me!!!
Ok I want to know if you all would like to help me out if that is ok with you.. If any one or friends could buy me a blast that will be great I will repay you when I can but things here are really tight where I am at. I want to get more points for doing a blast and get the word out about my profile and everything else.. If it is ok Plz and thank you for buying me a blast.. PS if you all cant I will understand ok.. Thank you for reading my blog ok.. Virgo24

Bombers Needed
HEY EVERYBODY COULD DO WITH SOME HELP HERE PLEASE STOP BYE BOTH OR EITHER CONTEST AND VOTE NEED HELP SHOW SOME LOVE PLEASE HERE IS TIACINDERS LINK THIS IS SHYUKGUY'S 1ST CONTEST LINK IF U R NOT SURE WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON A PIC AND LEAVE COMMENTS THANKS

6 Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do!
Read More About: Cell Phones (827) Six Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do Here are useful tips and tricks that you can teach even an old cell phone to do. Cyrus Farivar, PC World Monday, February 05, 2007 01:00 AM PST Right before your eyes, your cell phone has morphed into a portable computer. Whether you're searching Google via text messages, using Short Message Service (SMS) to make international calls, or e-mailing a voice message, these tips will help jump-start your cell phone's inner PC--and make your life easier to boot. Text Your Google Search For the price of sending a text message, you can unleash the power of Google without having to open a Web browser. Just text GOOGL (46645) to get access to much of the search giant's most useful information, including addresses and phone numbers, word definitions, numeric and other conversions, weather, and even sports scores. For example, if you want to look up the phone number of a pizza joint to place a

Stats
Weight 235 lbs Measurements Wrist 7 upperarm 17.5 neck 15.5 chest 41 waist 39 Hips 55 Thigh 27 calf 18.5 ankle 9 Pants (womens 26, Mens 48) panties 10 Shoe 8 Ring (ring finger 8-9) Shirt 2xl-3xl Dress 26 or 2xl-3xl Bra 42B

Winners
CONGRATULATION FOR THE WINNERS IN THE HOTTEST TATTOO AND PIERCING CONTEST FIRST PLACE WINNER FOR: Current Rating: 10.14 (65) Comments: 14269 Ripped From: Mike S Loves MzMic 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR: Current Rating: 9.94 (35) Comments: 11206 Ripped From: ~♥Mrs.Babycakes♥~ Member Of (T.M.A.F) 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR: Current Rating: 9.97 (39) Comments: 5769 Ripped From: cracr HAVE A GOOD WEEK EVERY ONE

Bitterness Hits
So after a little over a week, that emotion of bitterness finally set in and I really don't like it. Hopefully this will be a short lived phase. I know I have to go through these things and that I have to face these feelings, but I really wish I could just be numb. I long for numbness! I got to talking with a co-worker today about holidays and I nearly broke down in tears. Thankfully, I waited until I was in my car on my way home. I've gotten really good at the art of criving *driving+crying*. You know, in the past 6 years, I've spent maybe 2 holidays with my own family. Every other holiday I was either working, or I made it a point to be with my significant other's family. I was committed for life, so it was an okay sacrifice I thought. I realized today how much it really hurts to know that I made that sacrifice and it wasn't even acknowledged as such and that maybe I made it for nothing. Nothing? Really? I hurt my family and distanced myself from my neices and nephews because I wa

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Hey all!I'm bored,I'm horney,and it's driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!I get so bitchy when I haven't had sex in a while,and I'm about to explode)))))))))anyway!I hope everyone has a great night!!!!!!!!!!

Scared Of Being Alone
What can I do, what can I say How can I help you feel the same way It's clear now that I want something you cannot give But without your sweet kisses, how do I live You've always been the only one in my heart And it just won't accept that we've been torn apart So I'll lie in my bed and remember the day that I lost you When you went away Why oh why does it have to be this way I can't stand to be without you, not another day I can't hold you or touch you, I'm going insane I waiting for the sun to shine through the rain 'Cos I need you with me, though I can't have your love And each night I pray to the Lord up above So until the day you return I'll wait by the phone Baby, I'm so scared of being alone I don't know what I did to drive you from me When did you decide to stop being my lady Whatever the truth, I wish it were a lie I'm going crazy without you, why did we say goodbye It can't be right, it's all so wrong I don't want to be singing this sad, sad song I want t

Cell Phone Cherrytap!
I used to have a Motorola Razor that couldn't even begin to Open up Myspace or Cherrytap from the web browser. Now, I have a Samsung sgh-a707. It's web browser could start to open both sites but could not finish opening them, instead saying the pages were too big. And logging into one of my accounts, wasn't going to happen!After doing some research, i came accross another browser that I could download, the Opera Mini Browser. If you open up your phone and select go to URL type in http://www.operamini.com and you can download the browser for free! Unlike the traditional browser, this one resizes everything on a local server before it is ever sent to your phone. Thus, the pages are smaller and more manageable for your cell phones. Granted Cherrytap is a flash heavy website, that aspect of it does not work on your cell, but you can read messages, post comments, view comments, read alerts, and to a limited degree rate photos.If you find yourself like me and often in a work environment t

Down
I hate being the way iam right now....iam sooo in love w/someone and he fuckin hates me and cant even give me reason why we cant work things out!!!! i love him soooo much and just kills me that i feel i have done something sooo terrible wrong!!! i made his kids a promise that id always be there for em and now i feel like iam failing cause of the pain and hurt!!! his kids want me to come and see em but i just feel scared to cause of him anyways sorry to vent and all but everyone i hope ya hts better then mine is

Loneliness
You're now entering the place, where you sit or stand alone, and loneliness you embrace. The pain in your heart approaches, your mouth gets dry, all you feel like doing, is sitting down to cry. it feels like emptiness for miles, here there are no smiles, all you have is yourself, and your broken heart. The loneliness grows, and that horrible feeling starts, you hear nothing only groans. The only people you see, don't even care about you, they only live to survive. Every time they talk, everything takes a dive. So you just stand there, wishing that someone cared, but all they do, is laugh and stare. Cold people see you from a distance, they don't want to be near you, they don't even want to hear you. Their insensitivity, is uncalled for and unfair, they leave you alone and in despair. All you do is sit there alone, you wish they would approach you, but oh well. You need a good friend, and you feel that if you don't find one, your sad world might soon

Contest Help
I entered the contest being held by Cup of Joe and I'm asking for a just a lil help in it. I've helped out a lot of my friends in contests...because I'm nice like that LOL So please stop by and help me out. Thanks Stace

Sex Application...have Fun...lol
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act?

Wild Game Recipes...can Also Use Beef
Most of the wild game recipes can easily be changed to beef or pork. ------------------------------------------------- 1)Peppered Venison Steak 2 pounds venison - (to 3 lbs) (or as much as you like) 1 large onion 1 large bell pepper 2 cans mushroom soup 2 cans water Salt -- to taste Brown venison in small amount of shortening. Saute onion and pepper in drippings. Add enough flour to drippings to make a brown gravy. Use soup in the gravy instead of water. Pour the browned venison, pepper and onion, mushroom gravy, 2 cans of water and salt into a slow cooker. Cook in crock pot all day on LOW, or put it on at night and cook overnight. I HAVE NOT HAD A SINGLE PERSON NOT LOVE THIS ONE!!! EVEN A FEW FRIENDS THAT HATE DEER WILL EAT THIS. I HAVE ALSO USED A LARGE RUMP ROAST INSTEAD OF VENISON. =------------------------------------------------ paupiettes of venison Ingredients · 8 thin slices of venison cut from either the round or the loin

Adult
I received an e-mail from you, it read a key will be waiting for you at the front desk. Be there promptly at 4pm. Do not respond to this note! Remember 3 things. do as you are told. your code words. and that you are mine reading those last words.. made me wet... I deleted the note grabbed my overnight bag.. and left. the road through Knoxville, Chattanooga... and finally to Atlanta.. was all a blur... i remember stopping for gas...but my mind was on the night ahead not the road..or... traffic. 3:50pm I found the hotel... there is a parking place right in front, a tighter fit than i would normally take, but,. maybe its an omen... this is fortunate, because i have to pee in the worst way. i grabbed my bag and headed for the reception desk. the man at the desk asks me my name. i give both yours and mine. he winks as he handed me an envelope. room 452 just a key and room number... i half expected a note... shrugging it off.. and suddenly re

Love Lost And Found
as the sun shines upon your face i feel my heart begin to race you touch my skin, tears start to flow i know deep inside you are destined to go i rage to the heavens 'why offer this gift? if only to snatch it away oh so swift?' my heart lies in pieces my soul burning low, my sunshine has faded, my moon lost it's glow a heart cannot fly if it's wings have been broken this heart, it will die from words left unspoken i hide from the light the shadows i'll claim until a new love comes to call my hearts name to mend this torn soul it will only take time until i can find the love that is mine that day will come the shadows all flee when the soul of a new love will call out to me i will wait for that day and trust it will be my heart will be whole again happy and free....

The God That Failed
Pride you took Pride you feel Pride that you felt when you'd kneel Not the word Not the love Not what you thought from above It feeds (it feeds) It grows (it grows) It clouds all that you will know Deceit Deceive Decide just what you believe I see faith in your eyes Never you hear the discouraging lies I hear faith in your cries Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed Find your peace Find your say Find the smooth road in your way Trust you gave A child to save Left you cold and him in grave It feeds (it feeds) It grows (it grows) It clouds all that you will know Deceit Deceive Decide just what you believe I see faith in your eyes Never your hear the discouraging lies I hear faith in your cries Broken is the promise, betrayal The healing hand held back by the deepened nail Follow the god that failed (solo) I see faith in your eyes Broken is the promise, betrayal The he

To Honor Those Who Honor...
You really have to check this out. It is a heartwarming story that may bring a tear or two to your eye..... Click here to see the video about the story! Does someone have a kleenex to wipe my tears away???

Accepting Friendships
This blog is once again open to all on CT. Please do not try and add me as a friend if you do not have 2 photos of yourself up. I will deny you if you only have one up of yourself, or some image. I really am not trying to be mean, but I do not know who you are if you dont have 2 or more photos up of yourself. I do not want a stalker like I had sometime back. I do not want someone adding me as a friend if they are not the person in the image. And its only fair on me, to deny anyone without an image of themselves up, 2 or more. Its in my blasts, please respect my wishes. thanks. debs

Escape
The loneliness, emptiness That is deep inside Is like an early spring day Waiting, wanting, needing to bloom To escape the barrenness, lifeless and the grey Wanting, needing the warm sweet touch For that soft caress That will melt away the grey To bring back life where there once was none To bloom Spring forth To grow To become To be strong as the mighty oak tree All this is waiting for me Just with one and with his soft caress Can make all things possible

It Must Be Asshat Day!
ASSHAT! This guy just doesnt let up. I finally had to take him back off my friends list, block him on msn yahoo AND here! Grrrr I mean.. just grrrr [gotta read from bottom up..hehe] ->Me: how many fawking times do I have to tell you.. I AM WITH SOMEONE! ASSHAT: why not ->ME: seee. gahhhhhhhh NO! ASSHAT: sexual stuff maybe? ->ME: what kinda 'stuff'? ASSHAT: and do stuff ->ME: there isnt.. but why would you drive all the way here just to "hang out" ASSHAT: sometimes but im serious is there a prob for us hanging out? ->ME: do you let up? ever? ASSHAT: when we hanging out

Rubias In Sexxii Ct Contest
I'm in the Sexiest Lady Of Cherrytap Ccontest Winner Will Be By Rates and Comments. Show your love and help me out. (repost of original by 'Her Papi RH (rate, fan, then add me)' on '2007-04-02 16:39:12' click here thank you all i will return the favor

Come Help My Soon To Be Hubby Plssss
COME HELP HIM GET A platinum cherry ALL HE NEEDS IS 600 COMMENTS O GET HIS PLATINUM CHERRY SOOOO COME ON ALL MY FRIENDS SHOW ME AND HIM SOME LOVE REMEMBER OUR CT WEDDING IS JUST 4 DAYS AWAY THAT WOULD BE A NICE WEDDING GIFT TO HIM SOOOO COME ON FRIENDS... PLEASE REPOST THIS IF YA LOVE ME :) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=494071&albumid=295386&i=987155274# SWEEET DESTINY XOXOXOXOXOXO

41 Mistakes Guys Make During Sex!!
1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her body via her breasts? Nipples are highly sensit

My Very First Cherry Blast!
Successfully recorded blast (ID # 29329) You will be notified when your blast is approved Be Watching For It Please And Screen Shot It If Possible, I'll Be Looking Also But I Wanna Keep A Pic Of It! KinGDicKBu... Special Thanks To Tammy869 For The Blast! Reaching Out To All You CherryTappers To Check Out My Profile And Go Rate/Bomb Me In My Very First Contest. Rate/Fan/Add Me Also If You Wish. To My Family And Friends - Thanks For Everything! views: 1,355see more..

Dreams And Desires Of The Life Of A Wanderer
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can

Breasts Implants Up Self Esteem, Sexuality
Most women who have their breasts surgically enlarged experience increased self-esteem and sexuality, too, a University of Florida study found. "This study shows that there are genuine psychological improvements that follow plastic surgery and these issues must be understood and respected," Cynthia Figueroa-Haas, an assistant professor at the university's College of Nursing said in the Gainesville (Fla.) Sun. The study results appear in the current issue of Plastic Surgical Nursing. Most of the 84 women in Figueroa-Haas's study had an increase in self-esteem and sexuality, the Sun reported. Participants were between the ages of 21 and 57. Following their breast augmentation surgery, self-esteem rose an average of 24.9 percent, while sexual desire increased 78.6 percent and sexual satisfaction increased 57 percent.

Angle Of Hope,
when i see you i smile.when i talk whit you my heart is warm,are you my answer that god has a better plane for me,or is this just a dream an only time will tell us..not wanting to get hurt ,so be easy on my heart&soul,an you may have it ,if this is my new path that god put in front of me too met you.are you my angle of hope,too regain this lost soul, time will tell...or can this soul be save"ed...?

Two Truths & 1 Lie?
Two Truths & 1 Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Independant Tapper Family
As many of you have noticed (and commented on) my page has been "sporting" a new title lately. Many of you have asked me about the "IndePenDant TapPer Family", so here is the information. I got tired of seeing many of my friends involved in these "families". I have asked many times what the purpose of thier family was, and have never heard one single answer that made any sense (other than having someone to help you win contests). So I decided to form my own family. Some of you have asked what the purpose of my family is, and what it "stands for", so here is my reply; IndePenDant: Not controlled by another; Able to function by itself; Self-suporting; Showing confidence in ones self; Done without obstruction; Somebody or something unaffected by others TapPer: A nick name I gave to the people who frequent CT (probably not original, but get over it) Family: Group with something in common; People "living" together These three words make up the name for this group.

Crazy-ass Music!
I just received a pre release of a song i played guitar and harp on, its a rap/hiphop track and for once i can honestly say i outdid myself, this has to be one of the most berserk guitar solos of all time, damm im good! :)

I Am Pretty Sure I Am Nuts
so what i am insane but i can't do any thing about it accept destroy myself which is really redundant because you can't kill something that's already dead .... so why do i keep making the wrong choices keep putting myself in the wrong places again and again hmmm so i am either really stupid are i have lost my freaking mind either way i guess it doesn't really matter i will just keep going until the end with blinders on maybe i won't even see the wall before i hit it :)

Words That Are Feelings
Soft and gentle curves to love Make this man a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far too bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn Soul ensnared by the deep dark eyes To find you so sensual is no surprise one look from you can make me confess I could fall so deep for the Red haired goddess By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I Hate Myself For Logging In
okay why would these two white trashy looking bitches rate the moon a 1...its a pic of the moon... they dont like the moon.. who dosnt like the moon? lol! i swear this site is full of shetards..whatever i digress.. this place is just really blinky...i mean there is shit all over the place would be nice if it was simplified a bit...just a thought and come on i can know who rates me tens but no other ratings that is pussy shit.. its like a damn democracy.. i really dont know why i even stay here,,,honestly......its the decline of the western civilization..

.pesach.
im wearing a dress. why? cuz Pesach starts tonite after sunset. so yeah *runs around like a chicken with its head cut off* hmmm im pretty sure thats a magnetic fields song too. so anyway. this was pointless. kthnxbi

Queen Of Cherry Tap Contest. Yes I Entered Another One Lol :p
Contest starts April 4th at 8:00 pm est. 2 more days, please come bomb me...... hardcore!!! Thanks :) THE KING AND QUEEN OF CHERRY TAP Contest starts April 4, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Contest ends April 15, 2007 at 8:00 pm est Prizes are as follows 1st place prize for the King is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Men's Bracelet, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Men's Ring & a weeks blast. 1st place prize for the Queen is a Trophy, Yacht, Silver Motorcycle, Porsche, Tropical Vacation, Rolex, Corvette, Platinum Cherry, Diamond Ring, Diamond Earrings & a weeks blast. 2nd place prize is a Trophy & Rolex 3rd place prize is a Trophy & a Diamond Ring (for the gals) Men's Ring (for the guy's) CONTEST RULES 1. All pictures that are entered into the contest's have to be SFW. Pictures are to be sent to me in a private message or at least a link to it. Do not send them in shoutbox or post them on the contest bulletin. 2. Comment Bomb

Strength Psalm 18: 28-36
For though wilt light my candle; the lord my god will enlighten my darkness. for by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall. As for God, his way is perfect. The word of the lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. for who is God save the Lord? Or who is a rock save our God. It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. he maketh my feet like hinds' feet and setteth me upon my high place. he teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken in mine arms. Though hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and they right hand hath holden me up, and made me great. though hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip. Psalms 18: 28-36

1s
Funny how every time I get a bunch of 1s posted by cowards afraid t show their faces, all I have to to ss look at my most recent visitors and there is a bunch of big dark black faces on there..... typical. Now this isn't racism, its just simple extrapolation - cognitive function. (that means putting 2 and 2 together for you assholes who are doing it...and we know who you be.) Dumbasses.

Beware
Absolutely BEWARE. If you are planning on owning a boxer let me just tell you up front that the whole "Boxers are notorious for terrible flatulance" is absolutely true. I think she just cleared the entire block of unwanted pests. LOL Gag me. Blech

Tarot...
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

A Mothers Love, Endless!!!!
A MOTHERS LOVE, ENDLESS Well the new year is here and our families have gone home to go back to work and some are back to keeping our country free once again. My oldest was home for 2 weeks. He left yesterday and "man I sure hated to see him go" but I know that he needs to get back. He is in the Navy and he had to go to school to learn how to work on the helicopters. While he was here I got him a tatoo just like the one my youngest has in memorie of there opa. I wanted him to go back to Norfolk with it on him he, is so proud of his opa and I am so proud of him and I know that my father is proud of him as well. I was informed by my son that if he gets the chance, he wants to go to Bahran to work on helicopters. I know what he really wants to do is go infintary Army/Navy. I hope that is a thought in his head. He does not need to go, we have had enough of our young men and women killed in action and we don't need any more. I am not just saying that because I don't want him t

Looking Into Deep And Soulful Eyes !
Captured by the look in your Eyes Lost in the gaze and taken by surprise Sweetest desires stir the soul Surrender the fight and give in control Day dream of one who is the one Sought inside the mind till dream is done Fed on hope and longing desire Burns so deeply the hottest fire Seeking one who is all to me Praying to god just let me see The one who’s love can make life sweet The one who makes life so complete Lost in the gaze and moment sublime your eyes hold me suspended in time By R. Thomas Dinsmore

2 Truths And 1 Lie! Ask Me Anything!
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Pullin My Hair Out
WHY IS IT THAT WE FEAR CLOSENESS AFTER A LOSS OR BEING DUMPED OR WHATEVER THE FUCK WE WENT THRU..I AM AT A LOSS AND I AM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE I HAVE TO THROW MY HOPE ASIDE AND WAVE THE FLAG OF SURRENDER TO CONFORM TO THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT BOTTOM FEED ON A PERSON'S SELF ESTEEM AND SELF AWARENESS SLOWLY BRAKING THEM DOWN. WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I CAN'T HAVE MY OPINION OR FEELINGS ACKNOWLEDGED? THEY ARE MINE I OWN THEM..THEY ARE PART OF MY CORE VALUES AND I WILL NOT ALTER MYSELF TO BE MORE POPULAR OR TO HURT SOMEONE OR FOR ANY OTHER KIND OF GAIN...IF YOU DONT LIKE ME YOU DONT...I REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK..I LOVE ME..I AM GENUINE AND I BELIEVE IN LOVE AND I AM BETTER OFF BEING ALONE IF NEED BE..PEOPLE WILL TRICK YOU INTO THINKING YOU ARE NOT WORTHY AND LIE TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER BECAUSE THEY ARE SO BRAINWASHED AND HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM..THEY ARE ALL ABOUT PLACING BLAME INSTEAD OF OWING UP TO THEIR SHIT AND PROJECT HATRED ...THEY ARE SO PISSED THAT THEY CANT PULL T

Myspace
hey whats up everyone iam really bored so i decided to let you know i have a myspace page also it has more info about me on it so if you want to check it out the link is www.myspace.com/sailorboy2006 leave me a comment and let me know what you think CORPSMAN06

Bomb Squad New Rules Please Read And Comments As Exceptance
as our no`s or increasing i thing a few things should be made clear 1, as and from now juicywetlips my women will also be know as no 1 she will be helping me share the day to day job`s ie setting up new members, releasing targets etc 2, new members will not be please note that you can not submit a contest pic for bombing until you have been a full month in the squad and have proved to bomb the other daily targets you date of joining is now been put on the members list 3, your user name must be edited the main reason fore this is so we all can instantly know each other both when bombing and when not bombing. 4, we want this to be fun so when your bombing have fun with the other members like a chatroom but be nice flirt but never bully or insult another member 5, if and when your in a contest you or excused for any other bombing except your own till contest ends please don't be greedy and keep entering contest after contest think of

What Tarot Card Am I
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Does She Know
Does she know how much she means to me Does she know how much I care Does she know that when she needs me I will always be there. Does she know that she can tell me anything Does she know I'll never judge Does she know It is unconditionally when I give her my love. Does she know that I'll be true to her Does she know she's earned my trust Does she know I want to spend the rest of my life with her Yes by now she must.

Re Elistment
Ok here I go again whining and crying. haha. No frankliy I'm just tired of Peoples attitudes in gereral.I was married for eight yrs I never cheated and have always been true. I have three wonderful and bueatiful kids.I was in the service for 4 yrs. I owned my own trucking company consisting of three trucks. Was a voulenteer fire fighter for 2yrs. I have been divorced for 2yrs now. I feel empty and un wanted/needed.I have searched all over the net ,bars,librares etc... any how I have come up short for finding someone to be with. I'm not a ugly guy Im not excesivily over weight. My thought are dwindeling away of finding mrs rite.So this leads me to re enlisting into the army.I was gonna go in around august but fk it it seem the sooner the better. I was trying to hold out for someone that would make me happy but thats not happening They mite not specifically/Indevidigally (oh well I kant spell) care either but I cant take this lonley shit any more. lol I'm starting to think theres som

A Little Poem I Wrote.
you done me good yeah baby, you done me well. beautiful lie, that perfection isnt worth my time. tease me, leave me, diseave me, mistreat me, your love is nothing but sleezy. tie me down, or beat me to the ground the choice is on you. what else do i got to lose? no, im not a perfect girl and your not some little boy and to tell you the truth im not your fucking toy. so go on amuse me, carve your smile deep into my veins couldnt put me through anymore pain this.. i'll fade to black. -allyson bocchinfuso you steal this shit i'll hunt you down cunt.

You Should Have Seen The Look On His Face!
Ok... so I am on layover in Oklahoma... if you dont know.. in the trucking industry, layover is where you sit around and do nothing and get paid for it. Some guys love the break, I would rather be working. But enough about that.... SO I am stuck in Oklahoma for a couple days and get a wild hair and buy a cowboy hat. I have never owned a cowboy hat, so I thought.. why not? Its a BIG fucking hat! I have aleways been a ballcap guy as my Hat Collection Gallery will attest, but this hat kind of spoke to me.. so I bought it. In Florida if you walk around with a cowboy hat, people ask "Wheres your Horse?" or say, "Howdy Tex!" In Oklahoma, they dont even acknowledge that you feel like a complete idiot walking around in this new hat! Why? Because they all are wearing one! So anyway, its a BIG fucking hat. Im no small fry myself. 6'4" and 260, and from what I have been told, I am a fairly intimidating presence, but I dont see it. *shrug* Im just a big ole teddy bear! I go into t

Dragonfly Story
"In the bottom of an old pond lived some grubs who could not understand why none of their group ever came back after crawling up the lily stems to the top of the water. They promised each other that the next one who was called to make the upward climb would return and tell what had happened to him. Soon one of them felt an urgent impulse to seek the surface; he rested himself on the top of a lily pad and went through a glorious transformation which made him a dragonfly with beautiful wings. In vain he tried to keep his promise. Flying back and forth over the pond, he peered down at his friends below. Then he realized that even if they could see him they would not recognize such a radiant creature as one of their number. The fact that we cannot see our friends or communicate with them after the transformation which we call death is no proof that they cease to exist." by Walter Dudley Cavert

Traveling Your Body ( Added Part Three.)
The valley's spread And the curves they entwine. With my lips I caress and kiss A subtle embrace Of heaven on earth Moistened traces My tongue upon body I do not waste. Breast well shaped Rise like rolling hills. Soft are those rolls That my hand they do fill Till perked are the nipples Against my palm do they strain Till my fingers rolls them sweet Heightening are your senses With warm gentle pinches. To soon fill my mouth With pleasurable pain To bring forth full erection, And an arch from your body From your lips Does fall the sound So sweet to my ear As in pleasure your voice is heard. Around the nipple My tongue does travel. Over the breast in search of more sensitivity It travels the line Of your luscious sides Darting in and out Bring warmth and heat My breath like the wind Dances over your skin Like the rise and fall of trading winds. Across the softness Of your stomach Kiss after kiss Falls like rain. Your body quivers As though it h

How Bizarre
Brother Pele's in the back, sweet Zina's in the front Cruisin' down the freeway in the hot, hot sun Suddenly red-blue lights flash us from behind Loud voice booming, "Please step out onto the line" Pele preaches words of comfort, Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades, "Is that a Chevy '69?" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Destination unknown, as we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster reveals a smile from the past Elephants and acrobats, lions snakes monkey Pele speaks "righteous," Sister Zina says "funky" How bizarre How bizarre, how bizarre Ooh, baby (Ooh, baby) It's making me crazy (It's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Everytime I look around (Everytime I look around) Everytime I look around It's in my face Ring master steps out and says "the elephants left town" People jump and jive, but the clowns have stuck around TV news and camera, there's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters ask where, for and why Pel

My Life
well I am 23 never had a child befor (well of my own but have helped take care of other mens children without hisatation) Now I have the chance to take care of my own but it seems as if the mother does not want me to be in the childs life....how can you deny a father of his rights when he has done nothing wrong but tried to keep the peace...I have no ideal if anyone can help me understand this please do...for I really need help with this it racks my brain how she could deny my of my fatherhood...

Update On Bus
IF U ARE LOST ON THIS BLOG, PLEASE SEE BLOG POSTED (SO MESSED UP) WELL THE OFFICERS CAME OUT JUST NOW, AND THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, THEY ALSO TOLD ME THEY WOULD TRY AND GET SOMEONE OUT HERE EVERYDAY TO PATROL THE AREA DURING THE TIME WHICH MY SON GETS OFF THE BUS. SO IM VERY THANKFUL THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, AND IS OFFERING SOME HELP ON THE SITUATION.

Need Help
MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS HELP PLZ. SHE A GREAT WOMEN WITH A KIND HEART SHE COULD USE SOME COMMENTS FOR TEH CONTEST SHE IS IN. SO I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP HER PLZ. I WILL RETURN FAVORO PLZ JUST SHOW SOEM LOVE HERE THE LINK TY ALL

Morning Sex!!!
John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into the room and asked him to "take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to your silly Daddy". The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You are Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to the poor dude upst

89 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. Touch him. 5. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 6. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you were rushing home because you realized you forgot your helmet. (Particularly good in those Helmet Law states!) 7. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 8. Refer to him by his first name. 9. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 10. When he says no, cry. 11. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 12. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 13. If he asks you to step off the bike, automatically throw yourself onto his hood. 14. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 15. When he puts the handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy m

Computer Issues
OK ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS. YES YOU MAY HAVE NOTICE I HAVE NOT BEEN ONLINE TOO MUCH THE LAST FEW DAYS. WELL REASON FOR THIS IS. WELL MY COMPUTER IS NOT WORKING RIGHT. IM TRYING TO GET IT FIXED. I STILL HAVE MY MESSANGERS. AND THE NEXT WORDS ONLY ITS RUNNING VERY SLOW. I CAN GET ON TO CT BUT MAKE IT AS FAR AS MY HOME PAGE AND IT WILL FREEZE. SO IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME TO YAHOO TO KEEP IN TOUCH PLEASE DO: bonnie_392000@yahoo.com I also have msn as well: Bonnie_rex39@hotmail.com hit me up sometime, and keep in touch. i will be on and off ct till i figure out what is wrong with my computer. thanks bonnie

People
I f you have a problem with ME tell ME How the fk you gonna block me and not even tell me WHY thats childish and stupid and this peron in question know who they are so I HOPE you read this. OH go ---- ur self while ur at IT have a nice day.

The Kiss
The Kiss I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thr

Found My Happiness
Found My Happiness Well its like what they say, you go thru in life searching for that one person that completes you but sum times the journey is long and hard you never know if you will find it. I've had my share of up’s and downs good times and bad ones. I don’t know why thy say nice guys finished last? but im one of them always asking myself why i was never happy or find sum one that could make my whole day light up...well being patience all these days finally lead me to you just talking to you those first days didn’t know we had similar lives and misfortunes just spending time with you comforts me and completes me I never smile this much in along time, and then when you told me you was in a accident my heart skipped a beat cause at that very moment I almost lost you the woman I love, Love works in mysterious ways and I think this is one of them sparing you life to be with me sending my guarding angel to protect you until your in my arms, words cannot describe how much good you b

People Pt 2
ok I'm pissed off I'm a good guy a nice guy and help all I can I bother no one any where but I just gets me when people kant talk out there deffences when theres a problem. Its called COMMUNICATION if more people use it life would be better. To may people play games.

Maturity + Mental
So I went to the doctor today Changed my meds for depression and anxiety. And told my doctor about my last incident of SI'ing. I am now going to start counseling.:-)I'm proud of myself for no longer hiding my problem and taking the initiative to be treated. Got my phone bill paid today, and got a book of stamps. Now I just need to finish signing papers for all zachs docs and shit and send it all back off.I still need to go get dinner..

Bike Update
I am planning on getting new plastics and graphics on my bike some time. Disc cover and fork covers will be on my bike hopefully within the next month. The first thing that's going to be changed is my number plates. I am ordering new numbers from Decal Works who is my newest sponsor! After that, my stock handle bars are going to be changed to Renthal. And on a sidenote: I will be taking those motorcycle repair classes at my college.

Jury Duty Scam
Please pass this on to everyone in your email address book. It is spreading fast so be prepared should you get this call. Most of us take the summons for jury duty seriously, but enough people skip out on their civic duty, that a new and ominous kind of scam has surfaced. Fall for it and your identity could be stolen, reports CBS. In this con, someone calls pretending to be a court official who threateningly says a warrant has been issued for your arrest because you didn't show up for jury duty. The caller claims to be a jury coordinator. If you protest that you never received a summon s for jury duty, the scammer asks you for your Social Security number and date of birth so he or she can verify the information and cancel the arrest warrant. Sometimes they even ask for credit card numbers. Give out any of this information and .... Bingo! Your identity has just been stolen. The scam has been reported so far in 11 states. This scam is particularly insidious because they use inti

Infatuation...
♥I am freakin' hooked, rather ADDICTED to someone who wouldn't likely give me the time of day!! =p Call me crazy!! Waste of time? Perhaps. It's fun thou and a nice feeling to smile. =) Ahhh....women are nutts. -Not so disgruntled Traciepoo

In My World
in my world we're together n im with u everyday, in my world u hug me n everythings ok,..im my world i have u here n we have no need to worry in my world i got to bed n u follow in a hurry! in my world i stare at u for hours on end in my world ur more then my man ur my best friend in my world i give u a kiss every single day in my wolrd i can always find what words to say. in my world ur always there in my world u think i look good in everything i wear,..in my world we're in love n we show it,...ur my whole world dont u know it!

Boogidy Boogie!
What's up homies? My spring break just ended, and its back to the grind of skool.. blahhhhhhhhhhh! Im just worn out from it, and not even enjoying it much. Maybe this quarter will be different, I sure hope so, cause I want to get crazy about photography again. One of my classes was cancelled due to low enrollment so i had to re'add fashion.. gag me with a spoon! my instructor says i'll like it, so we'll see. I get my camera outta pawn tomorrow! w00t! *does the happy dance* I don't get my student loan money till after May 14th tho, so that BITES big time! *wimpers* But, I guess when I applied for last quarter, I didnt put Spring quarter also... grrrrrrrrrr im so stupid sometimes *smacks head on keyboard* ah well. I have to wait alittle over a month.. but then I can put money aside for June *crosses fingers* I sure hope it happens....if it falls thru I know I'm still going to finally meet my BFF face to face.. but Im still crossing fingers and praying that I get to meet both. Well this

Walnut Loaf
Walnut Loaf 1 c chopped walnuts (use a new pkg of walnuts fresh from the store) 2 c torn toasted bread 2 c celery finely chopped 1 large onion finely chopped 3/4 c milk 2 eggs 1 t salt 2 T oil Mix and bake in a greased loaf pan 45 minutes 350

This Is Sooo Messed Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ARE THE LAWS THIS WAY? ALAN GETS DROPPED OFF IN FRONT OF OUR HOUSE EVERYDAY. SEVERAL PEOPLE RUN THE BUS.( MEANING THE LIGHTS ON THE BUS ARE FLASHING TO STOP AND THE KEEP ON GOING) WELL TODAY A TRUCK RAN THE BUS. THE DRIVER GOT THE TAG NUMBER AND TOLD ME TO REPORT IT. AND HE WOULD DO THE SAME. WELL THE BUS LEAVES AND ME AND MY SISTER-N-LAW GO TO THE HOUSE WHERE THE TRUCK BELONGS. I WAS VERY POLITE I KNOCKED ON THE DOOR AND BEFORE I COULD EVEN ASK TO SEE THE OWNER OF THE GREEN TRUCK, THE MAN COMES OUT ALONG WITH AN OLDER MAN AND A WOMEN. AND SAYS I DID NOT RUN THE BUS, THE LIGHTS WERE NOT ON.THEN THE OLDER MAN SAID WE WAS ALREADY PASSED THE BUS WHEN WE SAW THE LIGHTS AND THE STOP SIGN. . THAT DOES NOT MAKE A BIT OF SENSE TO ME. BUT ANYWAY, AND THE OTHER MAN SAID NO LIGHTS WERE ON..BLAH BLAH. NOW IF A BUS IS STOPPED WEATHER THE LIGHTS ARE ON OR NOT U ARE REQUIRED TO STOP. IM LIKE OK, WELL JUST TO LET U KNOW THE BUS DRIVER HAS REPORTED YOU. I SAID IT IS AGAINST THE L

Abou Me
I am a regular guy most of the time however I have a dark side that few every see. I keep two seperate Yahoo identies. One I have had for many years and it is the one I use on my business cards. The other is for those who I have come to trust and who have gotten close to me. I use my Arkansas Silhouette profile for general profiles because it is who I am 90% of the time. I like Cherry Tap because it is fun to play. I have found some who I would like to get to know better but am not one to impose my desires on anyone. I am looking for local people who are not afraid to let themselves go if only once in a great while. If any of you have an interest in getting to know me better you can message me at Bongson1970@yahoo.com (this is my alter ego yahoo account).

Soldier Kills In Preemptive War!
Mar 17, 2007 9:01 am US/Eastern GI Guilty In Iraqi Detainees' Deaths, Coverup CBS News Interactive: War On Terror CBS News Interactive: America On Guard (AP) FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. A military panel found a 101st Airborne soldier guilty of three counts of negligent homicide but not guilty of premeditated murder in the deaths of three Iraqi detainees. Staff Sgt. Ray Girouard, 24, smiled as he hugged his defense lawyer and family members after the verdict was read. He faced up to life in prison had he been found guilty of premeditated murder. The panel, which deliberated for four hours, also found Girouard guilty of obstruction of justice for lying to investigators, of conspiracy for trying to conceal the crime and of failure to obey a general order. Girouard could be sentenced to a maximum of 21 years in prison, said his lawyer, Anita Gorecki. He could get a maximum of three years for each negligent homicide charge, five years for the conspiracy charge, five years for obstru

Vogue (strike A Pose)
So, I bought my first copy of Vogue recently. I'd never really read Vogue before. I wasn't really raised as a "girlie girl." My mom had some lovely clothes for her professional life, but I always remember her in her bathrobe or sweats. I never learned how to apply makeup, never really went to the mall with my mom. Never really developed an obsession for shoes or clothes or makeup. I was, after all, part of the first generation of women directly affected by Women's Lib. And I wasn't the sort of girl who got into that sort of thing in high school. In direct defiance to being told I was "ugly" all through childhood, and because of my status as relatively unpopular, I was always defiantly not into such things. After all, why did I need all of that adornment to attract people to me? I wanted to be me -- really, truly, 100% me -- and not have to buff myself up to feel good about myself. All part of my "I'm wonderful and if you don't like me, that's your problem" life philosophy.

I Hate Being Single
being single suck being single sucks so bad because i don't have no one to hangout with got to the clubs with or to the movies with helpppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Been A While Hasn't It?
Figured I am overdue for a check in. My karaoke business is finally fully off the ground. I now have two regular paid weekly shows and I have a nice trickle of "one nite only" shows scheduled to the end of the year (with room for plenty more). I think two regular shows and a few extra shows a month is quite enough for a busy wife and mother. Nathan is gearing up for school and scheduled war games (in state and out). Thankfully, my work will keep me distracted enough not to miss him too much. If you are really interested in how I spend my time when I am not at cherrytap, please stop by my "real" blog at http://dizzydayz.blogspot.com. If you are in Colorado and are interested in stopping by one of my shows, please stop by my "karaoke" blog at http://360.yahoo.com/thisdivadoeskaraoke. Trying to keep up with everything has been madness, lately because I have had to meet with business prospects and still keep up with running a household and help my husband out since he got

Mi Gente
Mi gente, We are having our first annual Puerto Rican festival here in Arizona on Sunday April 22th. Where: COYOTE HILL 12417 W. Glendale Ave Glendale, AZ 85307 Contact # 602-446-5927 $8 per person 12 & under - FREE Starting at 12:30 pm until 8:30 pm. A MapQuest map has been sent to you to view map, click on this link or cut and paste this link into your browser's location bar. http://www.mapquest.com/maps/map.adp?email=1&mapdat MapQuest.com is the Web's leading provider of free Maps and Driving Directions.

I Think This Is How I'm Going To Feel Until We Leave
I'm pissy today. I don't care what you think I need to watch out for b/c your sister is pregnant and now you know everything there is to know about being pregnant and what it entails. Just they way you said wanna know how I know wanna know how I know, was a little scary. It's like you are telling us without really telling us that the baby is yours which wouldn't suprise me b/c you have slept with your cousin. And another thing some places aren't open on Monday okay!! And you smell.

Lets See Who My Friends Are ....
i have a few new pics.... so lets see who looks and who doesnt.... yah so what .. i sound like half of cherry tap... pretending not to beg... but thats what it really is isnt it....

[erotica]: Her Kidnapping
The young woman lays restless amongst the satin sheets, tossing and turning with each unknown noise that fills her room. The wind howls into the night and the trees sway in the bright moonlight as it casts shadows across her hardwood floors, shining faints beams of light through the crimson shears that dress her window. She catches her breath, as she is startled awake, brushing away stray strands of her long auburn hair away from her face and tucks them behind her ear. Her dark chocolate eyes scan the room and stop dead cold as they gaze upon a long figure standing in her doorway. He’s dressed in tight denim jeans and a body hugging black sweater. His eyes widen as his stares have been met with those of his first and only victim. Throwing back the covers on her bed, the tall stranger crawls up onto her bed and covers her mouth with one of his hands. “Don’t say a word and you won’t get hurt. You might even enjoy what I have in store for you”, he whispers huskily in her ear

Crush Fm
Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and everyone tells me I am cute and have a sexy voice but that doesnt help me lmao .. I am always saying get your butts over to www.crush.fm and request .. then I feel stupid sounds like I am begging for them .. I think I will just start playing what I want to hear when there are not enough requests.. then maybe ppl will request more .. but if not at least I get to listen to something lmao .. anyway just wanted to vent I guess .. and that is what my blog is for :) Hugs Bratty

4000 Not 1600 In 799 Days?
4,076 not 1,649 Coverup of the Number of Soldiers under US Command Killed in Iraq JESÚS DÁVILA / El Diario (Puerto Rico) 12jul2005 Official US. government reports on soldiers under US command killed in Iraq are so fragmented that they account for less than half of the total number, according to information uncovered as part of an inquiry by the Government of Puerto Rico regarding the total number of Puerto Rican war casualties. This analysis was confirmed by El Diario/La Prensa's review of multiple documents, including official reports issued by the US Department of Defense, the Iraqi Ministry of the Interior and more than 230 battlefront reports, which reveal that more than 4,076 troops under US command have been killed in 799 days of battle. This information contrasts markedly with the limited information on casualties generally issued by US military authorities, which focus only on US uniformed troops. These total 1,649. Military affairs expert Jose Rodriguez Beru

Questions Of The Day!
ok my questions of the day is why smile when nutin is prefect and why act like everything is?? when its not why trust anyone?? when u cant trust no one other then your self!! cause no matter how hard u try U ARE ALWAYS gonna be disappointed... or u can go on pretending like everything is fine when u are totally dieing inside and u really dont give a rats ass anymore! or u can be the bitch of the world but what does that get ya? no where other then ppl calling names behind the back. so my whole thing is WHY trust NOR CARE cause no really gives a rats ass really!! everyone is out for there selfs !! so WHY OPEN the DOOR!!

More Rapes Iraq?wtf!
arch 22, 2007, 11:33AM Huffman soldier sentenced in Iraq atrocities By CINDY HORSWELL Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle TOOLS Email Get section feed Print Subscribe NOW FORT CAMPBELL, Ky. — Pfc. Bryan Howard of Huffman, the youngest of five soldiers accused of participating in one of the worst atrocities of the Iraq war, reacted with solemn resignation when told Wednesday he would be dishonorably discharged and sentenced to 27 months confinement. Howard, now 19, had his hopes initially lifted when the military court agreed to greatly reduce the charges against him in connection to the rape of a 14-year-old girl and the killing of her and her family on March 12, 2006. After the court determined Howard's involvement was limited to overhearing his friends discuss committing the crime and then lying to protect them, the murder and rape charges were dismissed. He was left with two lesser charges of obstruction of justice and accessory after the fact that carried a

Dang It Who Has The Crushes On Me???grrrr
This still has me scratching my head.....who are you?? I want to say thanks for liking me enough to use your crush on lil old me. I would love to know who does....and if you are still to shy to tell me well grrr. gaaahhhh right after I posted this someone else used a crush on me. Geeesh guys making The Raper feel all special. Well to each of you thanks it has put a big smile on my face every time I get one. You guys rock!!!! quick crush update I have now lost two crushes ....wow kinda sad....

Drink And Be Raped?
Print This Story E-mail This Story Read more of Marjorie Cohn's columns For background, see: Marjorie Cohn | Bush on Trial for Crimes against Humanity • Marjorie Cohn | Abu Ghraib General Lambastes Bush Administration • Military Hides Cause of Women Soldiers' Deaths By Marjorie Cohn t r u t h o u t | Report Monday 30 January 2006 In a startling revelation, the former commander of Abu Ghraib prison testified that Lt. Gen. Ricardo Sanchez, former senior US military commander in Iraq, gave orders to cover up the cause of death for some female American soldiers serving in Iraq. Last week, Col. Janis Karpinski told a panel of judges at the Commission of Inquiry for Crimes against Humanity Committed by the Bush Administration in New York that several women had died of dehydration because they refused to drink liquids late in the day. They were afraid of being assaulted or even raped by male sold

F.u.c.k
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll

Searching
Love,like "the Notebook",we dream,and watch.A few of us fools believe,and we search.Feling things more deply than most,we feel love and joy most can't,but pain beyond imagination as well,when another search leads us back;Back to where we started,back alone with ourselves.

Why Do You Tolorate Cheats?
Am I taking iit too seriously when I say i cant stand cheaters and get pissed off about these assholes on CT that put up a PURPOSEFULLY DECEPTIVE main pic? Look I dont have a pic of me as my main, but you dont click on it thinking I am a giant smoking truck with red flashing eyes either. But when you put up a pic of what COULD be you as your main and its a hot chick and you are a MALE? You are a sad fucking excuse for a guy. More like a boy in my opinion. Look at this shit... These are yout TOP RATING WHORES? A couple of BOYS? Gimme a break!

Bullshit And Oddities...
Now, can someone tell me, in a culture that so fears the elderly, a culture that has no respect for them... a culture that downright fears aging, why do we keep these fuckers alive? Seriously now... you see an old man walking along the street, and you see kids sticking their heads out making from the ol' codger, honking their horns, ridiculing, whatever... and when it comes to family, they loathe going to their grandparents, et al... but when it comes time for them to croak, they plug in these wires to keep them alive. hell, let's go beyond the elderly. let's look at people in general. maybe i'm making a broad generalisation, but, Amerika seems to me, to be pretty fucking self-absorbed.it's all about me, me, me... but we spend millions, billions on keeping people alive who would be happier and truly better off, dead. not wasting away in some sterile fucking hospital room, or some bloody retirement village (old folks home) where they're miserable and stolen from, where they're forgo

[erotica]: Intruder
The lights in the back office flickered as I continued working on my report. "Damn, what else can go wrong," I murmured to myself just as the lights cease to illuminate the small, dark room. Sighing softly, I rummaged through the desk for some candles and my lighter. I set them all around her office, lighting them as I move about the tiny space. "There.. maybe now I can get some work done." I sit back down and glance over to the pages and reread the last paragraph, continuing where I left off. After what seems like ages, I look up at the clock on the wall, astonished at how late it really was. "Well, so much for a decent night’s sleep tonight. I didn't think it was this late at all. I need to finish this damn report before I become an insomniac." With my back turned towards the door, I didn't notice the dark shadow hovering behind me. The radio I had playing masked the footsteps coming towards me. In one swift movement, someone reached around me, covering my mouth wit

The Bar Scene
She is the one sitting at the edge of the bar sipping on her drink... coyly nibbling on the swizzle stick as she glances over to where you are standing.. She bats her lashes at you a few times and runs her tongue over her soft, full lips, pressing them firmly together. From the wink she gives you, you see this as your chance and start walking towards her... She looks away and starts running her hands up and down her short little dress, making sure she looks perfect for you... C rossing her long, smooth legs, she looks back up to see you standing just inches away from her, offering to buy her a new drink... Instead she stands her statuesque 5'9" curvaceous body up and then takes you by the hands she leads you ever so slowly to the dance floor.... S he wraps her arms around your neck and presses her body tight against your own muscle toned body, letting her long flowing auburn tresses caress her bare shoulders... She looks up at you and winks... She has you hooked without eve

Waterfall..
She slowly walks down the sandy white beach Gazing out across the glistening water The sounds of waves crashing against the rocks Send slight chills up her spine Coming across a secluded area She saunters over to a cascading waterfall She leans upon the speckled rocks just enough to feel The sensation of spray coming from the waterfall The droplets drip down off of her delicate face Trailing down between her lush soft mounds of flesh. Her long auburn tresses blow freely in the warm winds Her dark chocolate eyes seem to mesmerize all who stare into them Eyes are that of a child, dancing with innocence She looks down at the pool of fresh water with a warm and gentle face Reaching a hand up, she slowly unbuttons the front of her long flowing dress Opening it up to reveal her tight black bathing suit hugging her every curves Sliding it over her bare shoulders as she lets it slide down her silky smooth legs Dropping it to her feet upon the sand She slowly walks

Fantasy..
Many a night she lays in her bed restless, tossing and turning Her own dreams keep her awake for what seems like an eternity Dreams so vivid… so realistic, they grab hold of her heart Tearing it in two and leaving her a shattered woman... When will she ever find the peace she so richly deserves? The fairytale that all women fantasize about… Is it all just a myth … some silly girl’s fantasy… Or is it a cruel joke where our mind deceives us… She lies still against the soft silk sheets and stares up into the wide-open spaces Longing and wishing for what she cannot have Is she meant to live a life filled with unhappiness and sorrow… Never to know what real love is…. If this is her destiny, may her dreams take her… Tears trickle down her delicate face as a soft hand reaches over Wiping his hand across her cheek and smiling warmly at her He leans down and kisses upon her forehead and caresses her soft skin Tucking the fallen wisps of her crimson tresses behind her ear Was

My Condition
I HAVE DIABETIES. I DONT SLEEP WELL AT NIGHT AND THAT MAKES ME ORNERY IT'S ALSO PAINFUL WHEN I GO TO THE BATHROOM...YESTERDAY I STUBBED MY TOE AND TOOK IT OUT ON THE DOG... THEN THERE WAS'NT ANY MORE VANILLA ICE CREAM AND I STRUCK MY WIFE.... THEN I REMEMBERED MY WIFE PASSED 2 YRS AGO... WHO THE HELL DID I HIT???!!!!!

What Kinda Girl Am I
You are a New Age Girl! You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world. Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better. In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love. Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy! What Kind of Girl Are You?

More Entree's Needed For A Contest
HI ALL, IM SENDING OUT THIS BLOG ON BEHALF OF MY GOOD FREIND, RITA. SHE IS ABOUT TO START A SEXIEST TATTOO & PEIRCING CONTEST AND SHE IS STILL LOOKING FOR MORE PEOPLE TO ENTER. THE CONTEST WILL START SOMETIME THIS WEEK. RITA WILL BE GIVING OUT BLASTS AS PRIZES. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO OR A PEIRCING AND WOULD LIKE TO ENTER. PLEASE FOLLOW THE LINK BELOW TO GET TO RITA'S PROFILE SO YOU CAN SEND A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER. RITA IS LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU. SHE'S A SWEET GIRL AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO HAVE. THANKS WILLIE & RITA Rita Brat Portuguese Princess, Read My Blog About My All Blast Giveaway, Enter My Contest Now!@ CherryTAP

50 Questions That You Had No Interest In Knowing The Answers To
Thanks Cpt! :) 1. Where is your dad right now? in front of the tv, probably bitching about dinner 2. Last time you kissed someone? yesterday ;) 3. Name five things you did today: 1) went to work 2) ate yummy caramel popcorn 3) yoga 4) drank coffee 5) did a survey 4. What colour is your watch? brown and stuff 5. What kind of phone do you have? sprint one that's beat all to hell 7. Where does your best friend work? Ruby Tuesday's 8. What are you listening to right now? tv in the other room 9. What do you smell like? sugar and spice and everything nice 10. What colour are your eyes? blue 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? of course, silly 12. What colour is your bedroom floor? beige (isn't that fuckin exciting?) 13. Do you have a chair in your room? No 14. What are you doing tomorrow? work out, doctor appt, oil change 15. You know anyone who is engaged? umm.. probably but I can't remember 16. What's your favourite n

Respect The Mullet!!!!
I just heard that Rocklahoma, the mullet capped 80's hair metal concert of the summer, is sporting Winger as its headlining act. Oh God, make it stop. I mean, what could be better than a bunch of burnouts from the 80's with bad hair listening to other burnout has-beens in the middle of friggin' Oklahoma?! The current lineup includes such awesome bands (that is me being facetious) as Ratt, Poison, LA Guns, Vince Neal from Motley Crue, Warrant, Slaughter, Quiet Riot, Dokken, Jackyl, Great White and more. Maybe they should have called it, "Sausagefest in the Heartland" or "Please come, if only to laugh". I guess when all the redneck hillbillies keep saying, "The South Will Rise Again" while sporting their Robert E. Lee flag, this is what they meant. Now excuse me while I drink some bleach to clean out my mouth from having muttered those horrible band names...

Yeah...so This Sucks..just A Little.
So, just when I thought I was going to be able to make the trip to NC for the last GOUGE show in Kings (since Kings Barcade is getting closed down for renovations) I find out otherwise. How can you not know what days you have to work the week before? As far as I know, every job posts there schedules up the week before so you know what the fuck you're doing next week. Yeah well..my ride flopped on me after she made me believe we'd be able to go. So..Whatever. I'm tired of busting my ass for people who can't give me the same effort back. Not only did she fuck me..but she also fucked herself. I had lined us up a match for that show..and since she wants to do that shit...it's all good. I don't fucking care anymore. So on a lighter note. I'm re-dying my hair completely black. Yeah, I know..it's gonna kick ass. I got a little tired of the blonde bangs..so I figured I'd go for it and do the ALL black thing all over again. Yup..I know...it'll look completely sexy! Anywayz, stay tun

Us Needs To Get Out
10 Reasons Why the U.S. Must Leave Iraq 1. The human cost of war is unacceptable. The U.S. decision to invade and occupy Iraq comes with a horrific price tag: deaths of an estimated 100,000 Iraqis and more than 2,345 occupation troops, including 2,140 U.S. military personnel. The numbers rise daily. Hundreds of thousands have been physically wounded or traumatized by chronic violence and insecurity. This path will not lead to victory. There are no winners, and there is no military solution. In spite of this, the U.S. continues to embrace military rather than diplomatic approaches. An immediate end to hostilities is essential to stem the carnage and loss of human life. 2. The U.S. occupation is a catalyst for violence. The longer the U.S. occupation continues, the more Iraqis will join the resistance, which primarily opposes the foreign presence. Conservative estimates say the number of resistance fighters in Iraq increased from 5,000 in November 2003 to 20,000 i

A Special World
LOVELYPERSONSGROUP A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Husseins Count Only 5000 So Far?
Current News in Context October 29, 2004 100,000 Civilian Deaths Since Iraq Invasion (The Lancet) This new study to be published by The Lancet magazine sets a new benchmark for the number of Iraqis who have died as a result of the US invasion and occupation of Iraq. The study says the risk of death by violence for civilians in Iraq is now 58 times higher than before the US-led invasion. The authors find that US aerial bombardments are killing far more Iraqi civilians than had previously been suspected. The report illustrates that with appropriate methodology, and committed field survey, it is indeed possible to have a more realistic understanding of the human cost of this on-going war. Broader Points that have been brought out The impact of the international humanitarian community's absence. Result: UNICEF the UN Food and Agricultural Organization (FAO) and the World Health Organization (WHO), organizations that in the past issued reports about the humanitarian crisis

Netflix Of The Adult Dvd's
Rent FREE DVD'S during the FREE Trial Period! The NETFLIX of the Adult DVD WorldGet a Free DVD Also! Details Here! After 3 months of membership you also will receive a FREE DVD as a thanks for being a member.

Lifes Lessons
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream

4-2-07 23rd Entry
There is actually a point and lesson to this rambling, long entry. Today means there is only 1 month to go of waiting for the sleep apnea test. So little time. Yet so distant it seems impossible that it will ever get here. I'm going down hill faster because of the frustration and pain levels. I keep trying to tell myself just a few more weeks. Not much time compared to all the time I've been through already. It ain't working. I've begun to notice the depression signs are back. Not the OCD, the old, regular depression (not that depression of any sort is regular but is the best way to put it). Seems an enemy of mine that I will never escape. Too much time. Goddess its weighing me down so hard and I'm being driven insane! I took a vacation day for friday so I could have a 3 day weekend. Some time to myself to enjoy peace and quiet while everyone else was away for the weekend. To get my room spring cleaned, organized and set up the way I want. Yea, that was a

Help Me Win Both Contests I'm In!!!!!! ***read Inside***
Hey there! I'm entered in two different contests! The first one is just a regular contest but the 2nd one is based on best cleveage! So, please head over to which one you all want to vote for! They are both the same pic but the first one is the regular contest and the second is the best cleveage contest! I'm competiting in both contests to win blasts and so I need you along with everyone to go and comment bomb them both LIKE CRAZY!!! Just rate me then comment...comment...comment like crazy!!!!! Please do it for me! I've never been in any contest and have NEVER had a blast!!! So please click my pic and comment me like CRAZZZZZZYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you for everything you do to help me win!!! :) ^^^Best Cleveage Contest! ***CLICK PICS ABOVE TO COMMENT BOMB!!!! DO NOT COMMENT BOMB MY PICS ON MY PROFILE JUST SIMPLY CLICK THE PICS AND IT'LL TAKE YOU TO THE PPL WHO R HOSTING THE CONTESTS' SITE WHERE MY PICS ARE ENTERED IN THE CONTESTS!!!!***

Childeren Dying For Power!
MEDIA ALERT MEDIA ALERT UPDATE: John Sweeney Responds on Mass Death in Iraq On June 24, 2002, Media Lens published a Media Alert: 'John Sweeney Of The Observer And The BBC on Mass Death In Iraq'. Also on June 24, we received this reply from John Sweeney: "I don't agree with torturing children. Get stuffed." (Email to Media Lens Editors, June 24, 2002) Having dealt with the mainstream 'liberal' media frequently over the last few years, this is pretty much what we have come to expect. Arrogant and cynical though they are, mainstream politicians have a vestigial sense that they should at least +appear+ to be accountable to the public. Not so journalists. They work for large businesses - media companies - and their job, as far as they are concerned, is their business and no one else's. This is understandable enough - executives in other industries would not dream of tolerating public interference in the production of their business plans and marketing reports, why should corpo

A Reason, Season, Or Lifetime!
am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire

Falling
falling fast into the darkness wishing someone would grant my last wish as i fall i see what i used to be as the sweet innocent little girl everyone would see could this be a dream then why dont i wake up wen i scream i lay here silently listenin to everythin so quietly wishin to be saved from this place i call my grave where i scream into the nite not because of fright not just because of the wish of keepin the ones i care for but mostly the wish for rite one to walk thru the door

Help
ur takin away all my pain and helpin me regain the confidence i need to be freed from this hell im in and no one can hear me yell yell to the sun to the moon to the rain to the grave and all i do i hope for someone to free me SOON

A Hole In My Face
I know you are thinking... "a hole in my face"??? what the heck is he talkin about now!?!? I had a wisdom tooth removed today... forcibly removed that is. Just my luck too cause Tiff went out this morning and bought 4 extremely nice looking Angus Steaks for me to grill tonight,GGGRRR. I guess they are gonna have to wait cause I am full Of Vicodin and I cannot feel the left side of my head yet (thank goodness) I hate this feeling ...... I really need to stop blogging when I am on prescription medications and such Laterz David AKA "WORK"

Alone
feelin alone missin u wishin i could tell u wat u mean to me crying on the outside dyin on the inside just wishin u wouldnt go wanting to tell u everything but i kno i cant not understandin how u could just leave and not come bac one more time to say goodbye so here i stand with a blade upon my hand ......

Would U
hold me and tell me everything is gonna be fine and wipe the tears from my eyes while i think of beauty in its best form..would you?..tell me you loved me since the day i made a simple impact in your soul..would you?.. do me the favor of touching my heart with your sweet love....would you?...would you hold my hand while i layed there dying thinking of the last beautiful thing in my life...would you?..sit there and watch me light this bowl while i smile and thank god your here with me!

The Last Dog
Oppose CA AB 1634, oppose breed-specific legislation, support responsible dog breeders! The Last Dog By Lidia Seebeck The report came in slowly from Muddy Gap, Wyoming. Someone had spotted a dog sniffing around his house in the bitter cold of a Wyoming winter. The person was quite sure that this was a dog, not a wolf. No, of course he didn’t secretly own the dog. That had been banned long ago, of course. This dog seemed to appear out of the blizzard itself one cold night, scaring his daughter silly. Of course the animal was transferred to the authorities. It was determined that yes, indeed, this person really had found a dog, and only its somewhat feral behavior kept the land-dweller from being prosecuted for animal slavery. This dog had clearly been in the wild for some time. Everyone knew that for the last five years only the police, search and rescue, and a few charitable hospices and the like were allowed dogs, and the last one, a Yorkshire Terrier, had died last year. T

What Will Your Soul Mate Be Like?
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Wow How Time Flies...
I got up this morning and put my oldest son on the bus and sent my daughter with her dad because she had creative writting and had to be at school early. Then I sat down on the couch and realized that it is already April... I guess I missed the memo yesturday!! My oldest is 9 this year. God where did the years go.... I remember it like it was yesturday when I held her in my arms for the first time. I know that most people don't really care to hear this...But I look at days like this as my where should I be in my life days. I have them about once every few months and the last time that I had this kind of a day I left my husband. It is basically my sit down and evaluate my life and see if I am living it to the quality that I deserve. As it sits now I am "trying" to fix what marraige that I had. But is it what makes me happy? (Only my closest friends know the answer to that.) I left in November and moved back in with my mom. In February my bestfriend moved in with me. He moved all the way

Erotica: Licking Her.
We're stretched out on the bed, on our sides, wrapped in each other's arms, kissing. Nothing we haven't done before, at this point. Our kisses start out slow, and playful, and tender; our caresses equally playful and casual. But then maybe our kissing becomes more passionate. Our bodies begin to press closer together. Our hands begin wandering places they haven't wandered before. And suddenly there's nothing I want more than to get her pants off. I gently break the kiss. I look into her incredibly dark eyes, and I smile. She smiles back, and I slide down the bed. I unbutton her pants, move the zipper down slowly, then slide her pants off her slender and shapely legs. I toss her pants aside and stand up next to the bed to pull off my shirt. After I toss my shirt aside I just stand there and stare at her. She's tucked her legs underneath herself and she's sitting there, in her black t-shirt and black cotton panties, smiling at me. Never letting her gaze wander, she reaches up and u

Pissed
pissed to an extreme no one can hear me scream all i hav done for u u just say hey fuck u im done with u and ur petty bullshit once again i take another hit as i fall into this black whole of life and i see myself pickin up that knife to harm myself once more bc the one i adore hates me so man i feel lik a fool

She Is Sweet As Honey To Me They Call Her Ms.tee
**************** ODE TO MS. TEE ***************** *****By The Poet Magic Mike C-Towns Finest***** She is hott like a summer day, and I am so glad she came my way.. she has a smile so bright, I just want to keep her that way day and night.. her eyes are so deep brown and exotic, to look into them is an expirience that os erotic.. she has a body that is like a goddess, to please her I would work with not a moments rest..you may ask what is wrong with me, Simple I met a queen to me, and her name is Ms. Tee

Lies And The Political Pundits Who Tell Them
Yesterday I was talking to my father-in-law. He was saying how political pundits seem to be vicious and said the worst of the bunch, the ones that will kick a man when he's down, seems to be Democrats.I said one name: Bill O'Reilly.My father-in-law grinned and agreed that I won that round hands down...tag: politics, bill o'reilly, evil, republican, democrat-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Stupid
yeah just read a blog that someone posted...just cause someone wants to have a good time doesnt mean that they are trying to make someone jealous...that means that the person who even thought about it was jealous in the first place...so go take yourself out the world cause your confused about yourself...gay or not gay???GAY!!!so fuck you mo fo...

Thou Knowest
Ezekiel 37 can be neatly divided into two parts for today's SOCS Bible study. Like much of the book of Ezekiel (situated in the Old Testament between the books of Lamentations and Daniel) itself, this chapter's both a vision of the future as well as a recall of Israel, the chosen people of God, to its once-greatness by direct example. We can see throughout this prophecy that not only will God restore life to his people, everyone around them will know it's God Who did it. This may not be one of the best-known passages to a casual Bible reader, but an understanding of it will help us see some of God's timetable for not only Israel but also the world. "The hand of the LORD was upon me, and carried me out in the spirit of the LORD, and set me down in the midst of the valley which was full of bones," Verse one is the beginning of Ezekiel's sojourn in the valley of bones, and the way the passage is written gives credence to the fact that this was not a vision or a dream God was givin

How Emo Am I??
How Emo Are You? You are so emo that you are dragging me into your hole of depression and crappiness. Take this as your sign to friggin' lighten up!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Is Your Perfect Guy/girl Comprised Of?
Kindness Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Religion And Salem
Religion is based on a person's need to believe in something. Whether that is nature and the goddesses or God as a three-in-one, everyone needs to feel like they belong. What I learned in Salem today was that maybe there is more to me than what I believe there is. Tab and her mom, Joyce, have really opened my eyes to Paganism. Although they both participate in different aspects of it, they both belong. Today was the first time, that I have ever been ashamed to be a Christian. When we were at the Salem Cemetery, there was a group being given a tour. The tour guide said that Christians accused people of being witches and hung them just for the fun of it. After that, I went over to Abigail Williams' grave, rubbed her name, and said "I'm sorry." She was one of many who were accused of witchcraft because Christian's found it to be a joke. Earlier that day, Joyce, had told me about a ritual that she had performed a while back. The ritual involved burning something of significant

On Air
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And Ya Know What?
Movies with any sort of love involved anywhere in them suck...b/c they always make me go "Awww I want some of what they're having." and then back to the good violent or funny parts... Why do they have to shove that into perfectly good comedy/gore flicks? Huh? And people like to say that the mushy "i care about you" shit in movies is fake but actually...think about it...its 100% real... Girl plays hard to get (sometimes) b/c shes been hurt in the past or wtf ever...guy spouts off some sentimental crap...maybe helps (or saves bleh) her from somthing or other...boom girl is naked...guy gets laid...and in the end...it was all just acting... Sometimes one actor/tress really does fall for the other...and thats always a huge mess...never ends well... Only difference I see is that the girl starts a collection of babies from other countries to make her feel better...lol... Other than that...as long as you read betwen the lines of the movie plots...its a lot like real life... Means t

Funny Story Pulled From My Friend's Myspace
One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear..."You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take, so I told her we'd just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said, "L

My Newest Poem --- What If?
Mommy! I know you were young You dreamed of me all your life You named me a thousand times You swore that you would love me What if I had become a doctor And saved people from disease? What if I was a diplomat Ending wars and stopping the killing? What if I was a poet? The one who wrote the poem that changed the world What if I was the Christ Child Coming to save all mankind What if Mommy What if I had looked into your eyes and you loved me? What if Mommy? What if? What if you had not murdered me Before I had the chance to show you who I was? What if?

Missing 2 Yr Old Boy Found...
"The search for a missing Fort Hood boy has ended tragically. At about 10:30 a.m. Sunday, 2-year-old Isaiah Conway was found dead four miles from his home. The toddler went missing Friday evening. For most of the weekend, two divisions of soldiers searched an area creek where the boy was last seen. At the height of the search, more than 400 community emergency response personnel and 1,300 soldiers were involved. Isaiah Conway is the son of Specialist Zachary Conway and his wife Gina. Specialist Conway was serving in Iraq at the time of his son's disappearance. He's now home with his wife and family. Initial indications suggest Isaiah fell into Nolan Creek and died by accidental drowning. Killeen Fire Chief Jerry Gardner described the area where the boy's body was found as being thick with brush. Fort Hood was hit by heavy rains and strong storms on Friday. A normally dry creekbed measured 6 feet deep in some spots. And officials said the water rushed by a

Apart Of The Job...can I Put This On My W-2
What do you feel?... The recoil of my rifle Current mood: indescribable its cold. early morning...the sun hasnt risen. a soft breeze of wind dances across my view...i select one round...7.62mm shaven tip to prevent misfire and ensure a smooth transaction. placeing the round into the chamber and sliding the bolt home gently but firmly. i blink to moisten my eyes...the sight must be perfect... centered... my heartbeat slows as i think of something plesant..someplace other than here...i inhale as i place the cross hairs center mass of the subject. i take a moment and study the details of his face...the lines of age shown deep etched in stone almost...as he takes a deep drag from his hand rolled cigarette that foolishly gave his position away. he's so comftable it seems...completly unaware. i exhale slowly bringing my breath to a stop as the cross hairs center over his beating heart. i count backwards in my head from 3. at 2 i place my numb finger to the trigger of my rifle....lik

I'm Done...thank God!
I FINALLY FINISHED MOVING! SO ITS BACK TO WORK TOMORROW AND THE OLD ALARM GOES OFF AT 3:30 AM. I THINK I AM KINDA LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK TO WORK...NOT AT 3:30, BUT BACK TO WORK NONE THE LESS. DID I MISS ANYTHING WHILE I WAS GONE?

Help Me Help Him
come on people help him out..he sort of forgot about this contest he is in ..so lets show him some maddddddddd love cause he deserves it and i bet i can make him dance on cam naked lmao but lets help him out he is a great guy and dam sexy too wahoooooooooo work it people helpppp him it ends tomorrow lol

My Best Friend
I AM DEALING WITH MY BEST FRIEND DEATH! SHE WAS THE ONE THAT I COULD COUNT ON ANYTHING WITH HER. AS ONE OF HER CLOSE FRIENDS SHE HAD SO MANY PROBLEMS. SHE NEVER PUT HER SELF FIRST. SHE WOULD DO FOR EVERYONE. SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO GO WITH ME ON AN ADVENTURE CAUSE WE R BOTH SINGLE. SHE WANTED TO GO OVERSEAS TO PARIS AND ROME.THEIR IS SO MANY PEOPLE IN HER LIFE? IM ASKING EVERYONE WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR HER MEMORIAL?

A Poem For My Daughter
It is comming up to five years (April 17th) since Angela was murdered. It has been hell, personally dealing with the pain, rage, grief and longing that was forced on me. But I found two poems that I want to share and send up to my daughter with loving thoughts and continued longing. No farewell words were spoken, no time to say good-bye, you were gone before we knew it, and only god knows why. THE BROKEN CHAIN We little knew that morning that god was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.~ It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you, the day god called you home.~ You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.~ Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as god calls us one by one, the chain will link again. R.I.P Angela Joyce Aho 1981-2002

Why????
I have a really dumb question and I would hope that someone can anser it for me ~~~~ why does it just seem like no fun when you your self seem to be the only one comment bombing your own picture in a contest -- not that there hasen't been any help (and you all know who you are ~~ THANKS)not that I ask you to spend your intire time on my picture -- hell i would settel for just one -- just a question -- any way would love all the help that i can get as this is my first comment contest -- thanks again Jacque~~his#1girl here is the link to my picture in the contest:

I Can't Take This Shit Anymore!!!
I have stated before on here & elsewhere on the internet...My life outside of the internet & certain details of my life remain offline. I try very hard to keep that shit private because really its none of anyone's business....that is until you get to know me well enough & I consider you a friend outside of the internet. Why some people still can't understand this amazes me. **before I get started I should give a little back story. There is this person who shall remain nameless (because I try not to call ppl out on stupid shit online because really: But I had made this friend online who I thought was going to be someone who I could consider a friend offline too regardless of the fact that he lives way up the coast from me. But...(because there is always a "but") I met someone....on CT that lives in my area & who I have connected with & become close too & my online friend has blown up about it.... Here is what went on this morning: My so called internet friend = *******

Polyamory?
I borrowed from a friend and placed here as a reference. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter One : Polyamory concepts & theory -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Terminology Poly :- what is commonly referred to as 'poly' is a blanket term to cover one or more of 'pansexuality', 'polygamy' or 'polyamory'. Polygamy :- is the state of being married to more than one person. Polyamory :- is to have multiple loving, caring (possibly sexual) relationships. Pansexuality :- I will cover Pansexuality in the first topic on this page. Consensual Sex :- is sex where both parties are mature enough to understand the nature & potential complexity of sexual interaction; and all involved parties have consented. Pansexuality Personal Pansexuality is a state of not having one's sexuality limited or defined by the culture in which you live. Social customs and tradition are n

My Blood Is Boiling Over This One
Police: Mom offers 7-year-old daughter for sex POSTED: 4:37 p.m. EDT, April 1, 2007 Story Highlights• NEW: 33-year-old mother was caught in a police sting operation • NEW: Mom proposed a fee for pornographic photos and sex with her child • Woman also charged with prostitution • Child had four siblings; 12, 11, 9 and 6, now in protective custody TAYLOR, Michigan (AP) -- A 33-year-old woman was arraigned Sunday on charges alleging she offered to let an undercover investigator take pornographic photos of her 7-year-old daughter and have sex with the girl, authorities said. The woman was arrested Friday after taking the girl to a hotel in Romulus, near Detroit Metropolitan Airport, where she had agreed to meet the investigator, the Wayne County sheriff's department said. A not guilty plea was entered on behalf of the woman, who wasn't represented by a lawyer at the arraignment, department spokesman John Roach said. She was held in lieu of $1 million bail, and a preliminary exam

A Sunny, Sunny Day!!
For the past few weeks, I have been discouraged greatly from: * getting sick with the "creepy crud" as it has been so lovingly labled, * told that I have a hernia and may have to have surgery for it and later told that I may be okay for some time without having surgery for it, * being told that I was passed over for one of the full-time positions that I had applied for at work, * and the list goes on. Today I am off from work after having worked 9 days straight. It is sunny outside and I have the blinds open to let the sunshine in. I have a candle burning for the sweet scent that is so comforting and relaxing to smell. My cats are laying on my feet while I am writing this posting. I have updated my iWIM site and it seems to be pulling together quite good. I am pleased. I am taking the opportunity to catching up with friends and other things that I am needing to personally catch upon. I am pleased to have the opportunity to be off from this morning until Tuesd

Cute People Ride The Bus Too!
I had a conversation one day with the one and only Larry Fabulous that led us to the birth and creation of "Cute People Coalition". I mean come on, we all know that cute people ride the bus too! So as a tribute to my friend and muse Larry Fabulous I would like to present to you the first official "Cute People Coalition" line of products.Click Here To Join The Cute People Coalition!

My Light
I have found a light through my tunnel and a star in my eye You have been sent to me and I have no idea why Its a rough road ahead but all will be fine I need room to heal and I know you wont leave me behind Why do I ever deserve someone as special as you Giving me everything you can and a lot more too Can I give you all that you need in your life For now I know we have to get through the struggle and strife All we can do is let our beating hearts show us the way And spend meaningful moments throughout each waking day

Whole
whole So maybe I am bound by fate A problematic scarring induced by hate It never seems to all pan out Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout You seemed to have a bad effect Your rules and contradictions I would neglect Though not my fault you made me feel Like my own education wasn't truly real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole So there I stood a scolded child The reasons never questioned My pains been filed Inside this place that makes me feel I learned life is unfair and that is very real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole While you try to overcome the lesson Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing I'm looking longer, harder, furth

Recognize
Recognize Well I've had enough of these selfish cries. I hurt myself again not knowing why. It seems so easy to leave it all behind, And avoid the truth. I think I'd rather just go blind. Then everything erupts; My life has come unglued. And the ties that bind have left me. What am I to do? Can't seem to recognize that stare behind those eyes. Who is this man I see who's looking back at me? Can't focus through the pain, and I am fading into nothing. The reflection must get clearer. I think I'm cracking up, like I've lost my mind. I hurt myself again. Still don't know why. I end up the same way each and every time. Can't avoid the truth. There's just nowhere to run and hide. Then everything erupts, just like I knew it would. Been down here long enough. It never felt that good. Is this what I've become? My life has come unglued. And the ties that bind have left me. What am I to do? Can't seem to recognize that st

Im Gonna Keep Reposting This... Wake Up Friends!!!
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Gravity
Gravity -Josh Turner- I've got my share of scars on those ol' monkey bars Every time I'd hit the ground On that old long dirt my bike lost control And once again I was fallin' down Every time I'd try to fly, there's a force I can't deny Gravity Grew to be six foot one, depended on no one Yeah, I was my ol' man Invincible and strong until you came along And touched me with your gentle hand When I look into your eyes, there's a force I can't deny Gravity Well, I never really like it much Always left me all scraped up Never really saw it as a good thing Changes tides out on the sea Pulled your body close to me First time I ain't been afraid to fall Don't guess it's so bad after all Gravity Well, I never really like it much Always left me all scraped up Never really saw it as a good thing Changes tides out on the sea Pulled your body close to me First time I ain't been afraid to fall Don't guess it's so bad after all Gravity Gravity Mmmmmm, gravity

The Next Civil War
You know, I think that in the next, say, fifty years we will have another civil war.Oh, don't get me wrong. It won't start off violent. Hopefully, it won't even turn violent.Here is how I envision it: California (and a few other states) have Medical Marijuana laws. Kansas keeps trying to slip in religion in their science classes. Alabama had a big dog-and-pony show when the Chief Justice of the Alabama Supreme Court Roy Moore (now defrocked!) ignored a lawful federal order to remove a 10 commandments monument from the rotunda of the Alabama Supreme Court building.Now each of those things goes against federal laws.What will happen when the people of the state in question decides they know better than the federal government?I can see (for example) the government of California decides that any federal DEA agents need to have their documentation checked. I mean, there's an awful lot of fakes wandering around. And maybe it might be a good idea for protective custody to make sure noth

Rip
i want to dedicate this moment to the people who love drag racing and who all knew Eric Medlen yes i know im a week or two behind due to i was at his funeral, Rest in Peace Eric 1973-2007, Eric was a youthful young driver the first movement to John Force Racings developments towards the movement forward the "next generation" id like to let every one know how dangerous the sport of drag racing is and theres nothing that can be done about it. Until someone steps up and takes it up a notch..hopefully...thanks for reading this and hopefully your day will be one like ours as we continue on to move towards a new race but without one who cares for it.

School Update
Well, I've just finished with Written Communications and Cultural Diversity. The Diversity class, I didn't like. It seemed to spend more time discussing problems with racism in the past rather than focusing on how to rid the world of it in the future. I think we should have spent more time learning about the positive aspects of the different cultures, so we can be more familiar with them. The more we understand of a strange and different culture, the better we can relate to the people of that culture. Does that make sense? Me, I don't have a prejudice bone in my body. I teach my kids to see people as individuals, not what they see on the outside. And racist comments are not to be heard from my children or anyone else in my home. So, the class kinda made me mad! Now, I'm off to Religions of the World and Physical Geology!! With the classes I'm taking, would you ever guess that I'm a business major? Later... UPDATE: Wow! I've finished my associates program and begun my

I Hate Subject Lines
well, the weather SUCKS, i'm in a crabby moood, got nothin to do, i'm on break alll week, literally everyone i know is busy. guess what?? i'm bored. and in a crabby mood. i just laughed out loud at the word crabby. i'm just one of those special people! i miss slave to rock!!! :( i haven't talked to him in a loong time and i miss him!

12 Signs Yur In Love
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** ***

Random
Longest film title - Night of the Day of the Dawn of the Son of the Bride of the Return of the Revenge of the Terror of the Attack of the Evil, Mutant, Alien, Flesh Eating, Hellbound, Zombified Living Dead Part 2: In Shocking 2-D

" Nail In The Fence"
" NAIL IN THE FENCE" Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. ( Mostly importantly the last sentence.) There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails. and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy did lose his temper and all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to fence. He said "You" have d

A Financial Plan For Us, The Living Slaves
One thing I have mentioned recently (but haven't really explained since a while back) is Social Credit.Social Credit is basically where the government prints its own money and distributes a monthly allowance (called The Dividend) which is enough to buy that month's food, clothing and shelter, but not enough for luxuries like movies, VCR and the like, etc. There would have to be some form of price fixing as well.Now, why would this help? For those who have read my postings about the Idiot Boss, do you think I'd be here if I had to be? Right now, all people who do not have enough money to live off their interest are slaves to corporations. With Social Credit in place, I could leave this job if my boss tries to pull any of his crap and not have to worry about how I would live. Of course, I'd geet another job sooner or later, but I would have to be respected there.Also, I wouldn't worry that my job will go overseas either. If it does, I wouldn't have to go begging to find another job

Im Gonna Host Another Contest Want In???????????????
hey all ill be hosting a contest as soon as i get the photos to do it.i need funny photos.anyone wanna enter?all you need is a photo that you think is funny enough to win and send it to me or just let me know you want in.come on pepole i dont have any yet......so if ya think ya have the funniest photo to win then let me know.

Do-it_yourself Private Photography
Do-It-Yourself Porn Why "Do-It-Yourself Porn?" Anyone can go out and buy a porn mag or spend hours surfing the internet for some "quality" porn only to be stopped at every hopeful point by sites that claim to be free but then demand your credit card details before you can see anything interesting. Hrmph. We hate that. Isn't it time to take some initiative? You might think your boyfriend or girlfriend wouldn't be impressed by any sexy photos of you if they're used to seeing so-called "professional" or even well-done "amateur" porn. Well, you're wrong. They don't know the air-brushed models - they know you. You're real. And real is sexy. Plus, learning to take erotic photos of yourself should remind you that you are a sexy and sensual being. You don't need to look like a model, an athlete, or a porn star to be sexy. Sexy is a state of mind - and with the right imagination you can boost your self-esteem and, if you're comfortable with it, you can make your boyfriend or girlfriend f

Attractive Test
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

Believe
I'm a ship tossed on the water, the waves crashing on board, I feel myself going under, I've broken my oars, my sail is torn, my souls tired, seems this wind is stronger, and these waves higher, Lightening flashes, the thunder roars, the rain pounding, no sign of the shore, I hold on with everything, As i'm thrown around, Try so hard to keep my head up, so as not to drown, Then in the distance I hear you calling, "have faith in me, I am with you my child, Believe". Keep your Faith Angel. I love you. I am with you every step of the way.

Best Quote Of 2006
Best Quote Of 2006 By Chris Rock 2-28-7 "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy,the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon. --

What Men Do Wrong In Bed
What Men do Wrong in Bed Women are merely uncovering some truths that have long been hidden and not talked about. EVERY guy is guilty of one or more of the following offenses! It is just a fact. You all think that just because we are moaning and writhing, it is real. Face it boys, somewhere along the way, a girl has faked it on you! Yes. . . all of you! (Except meLisa). We are hoping that this will give you a full view of what we like and what is NOT acceptable. And who knows, in the end some of you may want to thank us (we know that your girlfriends will!) 40 MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHILE HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference b

Reflections On The Road
Reflections on The Road Reflections on the road ahead, just dangerous distractions. Reminders of where I fear to tread and opposite reactions. Consequences yet to arise from actions not yet taken, come to pass before my eyes. Nightmares from which I can't awaken.

The President Is Obsolete?
I would like to forward the proposition that the Office of the President of the United States, in its current form, is not only an outdated concept, but is now proving to be dangerous as well.When the United States was founded, there were just a few different types of groups. You had farmers and city dwellers. Yet there wasn't too much of a difference in this mostly agrarian society. On top of that, there were much fewer citizens Now we have all sorts of different groups who have no overt links to other groups. We have millions of citizens in all sorts of different areas trying to do all sorts of different things.Right now, the winner is Corporate America. They have the money and influence to get the government they want at our expense.And where is the epitome of Corporate America? Who's giving tax cuts to the rich? Any clue?Here is my idea: Take the United States and divide it up into districts based on location (Southeast, Southwest, Northeast, etc) and/or basic political ide

Fat Women, Body Image & Sexual Politics In The Bdsm Scene
Okay. I have to preface this with a comment/explaination. No, I did not write this. It comes from a friend in Texas. As far as I know, they are not into the type of activities suggest herein. I believe this was blogged on their site because it does make a powerful statement about body image and how certain people (refferenced in the title) are perceived in society. Now on with the blog: Fat Women, Body Image, & Sexual Politics in the BDSM Scene By Sensuous Sadie..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> My name is Sadie and I'm fat. That is, fat and beautiful. Zaftig. Rubenesque. Soft and cuddly, and really fun to hug. I am a size 24, and in general, if you don't like it, you can lump it. It helps that I am also in fabulous shape with calves of steel and six pack abs (which can't be seen under my tummy, but I know they're there) This is a little bit about me and a lot about everyone who has body image issues. It's a lot about wo

Stories That I Wish I Couldn't Tell.
My brother told me, "You got all these stories to yell, I wish I had 'em" He doesn't understand I wish I didn't have them. I can tell you about all the times a big deal has went bad, About all the drugs I have had, the fights that I have seen. Running from from the cops, trying to get off the scene. The first time I shot a gun, the first time I got shot at. All the times I showed up pissed off, holding a bat. How powerful it feels to pull off a big ass steal. All the ways to tell if your boy is real. Parties that lasted for days, and houses full of crack-slaves. I could tell you about all that, and never have a tear in my eye. But shit I know I would cry trying to talk about all that I missed. I don't remember my first kiss, my first crush, it leaves me pissed. Filling me head with so much shit, can't remember my childhood. To busy fighting and fucking up the white boy hood. I can remember watching my boy get his ribs kicked in, By somebody we bothed called brother an

My Poem
To wake up next to you every morning would be pure bliss, to feel your hand all over my body and your warm sensual kiss. To be able to see you smile and look into your eyes every day, would be like the sun shining brightly and chasing all the clouds away. To be there when you've had a hard day at work, to be able to sooth your body and take away all the hurt. To explore eachothers bodies, and travel to realms never known, instead of picking up the phone and hearing the dial tone. To be with you every day. winter, spring, and fall, to do more then just daydream while looking at your picturs on the wall. This is only the beginning of what I want for me and you, can you make these things a reality or will they never come true?

Technobabble For Music Gear Nerds
It was my birthday a few days ago and i got some cool new stuff to use for music making. I bought a Roland Micro-cube guitar amp mainly to use at home for practise purposes, all my other amps are too loud for home use but this one is just perfect. I also bought a Line6 filter modeling pedal that sound really cool, it will be probably be replacing my Electro Harmonix bass synth in the pedal chain, the EH bass synth is really fragile and has only one available sound but this filter pedal can remember four different settings, cool shit! Digital modeling of old analog gear tends to piss off some of the old scool gear nerds, and while its true that the old stuff tends to sound just a tiny bit better than the digital stuff i think its impossible to tell whether someone is using the old stuff or the new stuff when the sound has been blended into the context of a song where a lot of musical instruments are going at it at the same time.

Family
Hey, all my CT family and friends ...Please welcome my real little sister who has joined us on CT!!! bomb the heck out of her...LOL Her name is softly and she is on my family list...Thank you, all in advance....

Thank God For The Flip Of The Coin
so ive been thinkin alot lately about the last year. alot has happened.....i used to be that girl who went to the bar all the time, single and doing my thing, heck i thought if guys could do it so could i....and yeah it was nice for a while, but it got old really fast. then about a year ago this time, after going through some stuff that i dont regret because they made me a stronger person, but it hurt just the same i thought.... hey i was done just gonna chill. take a break from the social life for a while and just be JULIE...take some time for me. no romances, no guys just me....wasnt lookin for anyone or anything. then i saw this guy while i was working one day. he came in with some friends, didnt think anything of it since he was really standoffish and just chill.....eventually a friend pushed me to keep coming over to moses, just to hang out...even though i found out later it was cause he thought something might happen between us...but we have come to terms that we are better off f

The Beautiful People.
The beautiful people annoy me with rare exception. Mostly because they throw rocks at me and scream things like, "Get out, you foul creature!" This is hurtful and confusing to me. Confusing because I'm not even "in" anything. How can I get out? Hurtful because rocks are not supposed to strike one's head with such force.

Whispers From Heaven
In loving Memory of my son Wayne... (05/27/97 07/09/06) They say that life is fleeting I know that this is true I left this world so quickly With no goodbye to you. I know how much you miss me Your tears fall ever light The pillow where you lay your head Is wet with them at night. I know your heart is hurting The words we left, unsaid I love you’s, left unspoken Are spinning in your head. The strength that I have carried That served to make you whole Remains to make you stronger Within your grieving soul. For you see, while you were weeping On the day I passed away At the gravesite near the flowers Where my loved ones knelt to pray. An angel came to see me She took me by the hand She led me to a kingdom In a very distant land. As I look down from heaven And see you standing there Your heart so ever burdened With more grief than it can bear. I long to bring you comfort I long to give you peace I long to hold you closely Cause all your

Will Iran War Start On Friday?
Will Iran War Start On Friday? Russian Intelligence claims widely reported by media Steve Watson Infowars.net Monday, April 2, 2007 Last weekend saw widespread reports in the mainstream media that the United States will be ready to launch a missile attack on Iran's nuclear facilities as soon as early this month, perhaps "from 4 a.m. until 4 p.m. on April 6." An AP report printed in the Jerusalem Post, amongst others, stated on Sunday that Russian news agency RIA Novosti reported that Russian intelligence sources say the US has devised a plan to attack several targets in Iran, and an assault could be carried out by launching missiles from fighter jets and warships stationed in the Persian Gulf. Those who work in and frequently read the alternative media will recognise that the mainstream has finally picked up on a report from a Russian journalist, written weeks ago, which was first exposed in the US and the UK by sites such as Rense.com, Infowars and Wha

Hello
hello all.. hope your monday is going well.. although i know it tends to feel very long and cant wait for it to end.. i was just wondering if maybe when everyone had some free time if you could plz rate some of my pics for me and leave me some comments.. again like i mentioned yesterday im not trying to sound like one of those people who are just out to look for points and what not.. if you rate some of my pics for me and leave me some comments i will return the love right away.. thank you all so much

Social Graces
I keep asking people to kindly stop being so incredibly stupid but they insist on continuing. It's as if they're too stupid to realize that I am talking to them. I suppose I should just be happy that they are at least consistent.

Stupid Boy Song Lyrics
STUPID BOY Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel aliv

In Darkness I Hide
I surround myself with darkness... the visions cannot hide... I hide inside the darkness because the light has lied... It showed me bright fresh flowers It entered to my soul... It bared it's teeth and ripped me like an angry rabid mole Vilulf 2007 All Rights Reserved

Now I Know I’m Mentally Unbalanced…
Okay so, I’m swamped beyond belief, I’m completely ignoring all my friends and family, and I’m STILL not any closer to finishing all my work! So what am I thinking about? Going on for my doctorate, of course. What the hell is wrong with me??? lol I'm almost finished with my masters program (well, except for that damn thesis) and here I am planning to prolong the agony! I can’t really remember how I felt mentally when I finished law school, but I definitely feel like my brain is a bit fried right now. For some reason I just don’t remember feeling like this back then. Maybe I was just seeing all the dollar signs, who knows? hahaha I postponed the deadline for my thesis from this month to the end of summer just so I could cope with all my work, and it almost doesn’t make a bit of difference! WTF? :P I’m THIS close to a perfect 4.0 and I can’t sacrifice my grades at the last minute just because I’m tired. Now I’ll be writing my thesis all this summer and trying to research PhD programs

Death
When do you know that love is dead? Is there a feeling, a notion, a picture that gets painted for you? Do you awake one morning and suddenly see past the mist of confusion that has glazed your eyes for so long? Or does it just creep up on you like a stealthy serpent in the grass with bad intent in it's eyes? or has it always been dead.... Animated by your hope, and fear of being alone... Vilulf 04-02-2007 All Rights Reserved

I'm Not Plus-sized?
According to one of the posters on fetishgossip.com, I deny that I am a plus-size model, which is interesting because nobody told me about it...lol. Here's the quote: I think shes ok looking for a bigger girl but it really gets to me how she never admits to being a plus size girl. She tries to act like shes small or something. Lets face it shes anything but small. She needs a reality check. Noone wants to see her stomach hanging out. Its gross. She acts like shes some kind of pro. Here site sucks majorly. I also agree with her hair not only does she look like her hairs thinning but the blond just makes her look fat and bloated. Have I ever denied that I'm a "plus sized girl" or a "big girl" or whatever you want to call it?

Larry The Cable Guy
Thoughts from Larry the Cable Guy ......... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name . 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. Ho

Salute Contest
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Im Back
Just to let All my friends I'm back the new and improved me with a Tan, check out my new photos from the Island of Captiva Florida It was Paradise Thank you all hopefully you guys could comment or rate them Miss you's All here on CT thank you for all the loving keep it comming.....

Plz Respond To This.......................thank U
Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... n be honest!!!! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do

Online Versus Real Life
This past weekend I counted up the number of people who know me. I mean, REALLY know me.I came up with two: my wife and myself.That's it.Oh, don't get me wrong. Several people know bits about me, but nobody really has a cohesive whole.My best friend from the military, for example, knows I am a Satanist and that I am bisexual, but not that I experienced "mind-altering activities". (He's a big anti-dug guy.)Nobody else knows about my sexuality, but some people know about the Satanism, such as my coworker (who's cool with it), my father-in-law (who's not too cool with it), and a woman I used to go to high school with in Japan (who I told so she would stop sending me the sickly-sweet email she likes to send.Hell, my parents knew I experimented with "mind-altering experiences" but don't know abut the Satanism or my sexuality. What can I say. If we weren't related, I think I'd have nothing in common with them. :-)And even you, dear reader, don't know all about me. However, the thing

Quiet Mornings...
I wait the quiet mornings listening for your voice... It isn't there I listen for your phone call it isn't there I wade back through my memory it drifts to sorrowed pain I look upon your picture never see you again. My life is growing shorter darker every day Eyes once bright and glistening now turned cold and grey last winter is upon me cold and so unfair my thoughts are always with you thoughts no longer shared Vilulf All Rights Reserved

9 Types Of Boyfriends
Joe Sensitive - "After I wash the dishes, let's cuddle, OK?" Also known as: Mr. Nice Guy, Family man, Honey, Darling, Soft-boiled Egg, Snugglepup Advantages: Well-behaved; irons own shirts Disadvantages: Irritatingly compassionate, wimpy Old Man Grumpus - "People are stupid. The world can go to hell. Let's stay home and watch TV." Also known as: Grumbles, Sour puss, Stick-in-the-mud, Old Fogey, Slow Mover, Jerk Advantages: Stays put; predictable Disadvantages: Royal pain in the ass Flinchy - "I--I'm sorry for whatever it was I did." Also known as: Trembly, Creampuff, Hey you Advantages: Jumps entertainingly when startled Disadvantages: Easily spooked; surrenders without a struggle Bigfoot - "Shut yer trap, I'm thinkin'." Also known as: Chunk-style, Lummox, Ignoramus, Galoot, the Hulk, Big 'n' Dumb Advantages: Can tote bales; is easily fooled Disadvantages: Can break you in half, sweats like a pig Lazybones - "Zzzzzz" Also known as

Bullsh@t
This is a sad day when someone is such an ass hole to mark a picture nsfw that is a memorial to a little child. People seem to want to rule everything and dont seem to care who they offend by doing stupid shit. I received a message that I had a not safe for work picture in my default folder and that it had been removed. When I checked it was the picture of a little baby that said R.I.P. Now this is just plain bullshit and if the powers that run this site dont veiw these items befor they act then delete me.

Wandering Mind...
nobody knew me... nobody cared... wind on my shoulder... nothing prepared... Days into nights... stars into dreams... three days driving... just as it seems... clouds on horizon... birds in the air... eyes narrowed sightly... glint in his stare... roaring mechanicals... thoughts left behind... carelessly wandering... wandering mind.... Vilulf all rights reserved

1-59
1-What's worse - Physical or Mental cheating? Both are deplorable. Having an intimate relationship with someone other than your partner is wrong, whether it was physical or emotional. 2- Is it easier to forgive or forget? forgive, no one ever really forgets 3- Can men and women be " Just Friends "? Absolutely, I have a bunch of male friends! 4- Dating co-workers? I have a strict "Don't shit where you eat" policy. 5- All expenses paid vacation to anywhere? Sure, send 2 first class tickets to Sicily please. 6- On the way to the electric chair - Whats your last meal? Something light. I'd probably be too upset to eat though. 7- At the water park... I like the laying in the wave pool ALL day! 8- When you are in Love do you "notice" other people? Of course, I'm not dead just because I'm in love with someone. 9- Is flirting cheating? nope, flirting is normal. 10- Would you rather have 1 great friend or 5 pals? 1 great friend. 11- If someone called you

Scratch That..
We'll have stamps and the ole-fashioned Pony Express. *grin* Send me a PM with your physical address if you want me to write to you. And donations to help keep me in stamps would be appreciated. Paypal is ladykowe@gmail.com Any and all donations, no matter how small, will be appreciated.

Blood On My Forehead
I am empty shell cold wind from hell can't even hear a ringing bell I walk in the rain conceal my pain tears never showing walk in the rain flowers dried lifeless birdsong's so quiet feathers of angels smolder by night Road filled with wreckage path filled with stones blood on my forehead heart all alone. Vilulf all rights reserved

Hey Bands - Want Your Music In A Foundry Cams Video?
All you up and coming artists (or established artists...what the heck), how'd you like YOUR music featured on one of our highly-trafficked FOUNDRY CAMS videos? Check this out: Carmen Shows Her Amazing Body (music by Rob Balducci) Hallie Takes a Bath on Webcam (music by Mike Martin) Kylie Rocks Out In Her Bedroom (music by Polaris) Nicole Strips Down To Her Beaded Belt (music by Left Disgusted) These videos are seen all over the web, hundreds of thousands of times each, and if YOUR music is showcased in the video, you'll get the same exposure. Keep in mind the theme of these clips when submitting your music. Pick something that a hottie would typically be seen dancing to (think strip clubs...doesn't have to be hard rock...but no polka shit obviously). You can do one of two things: Email Email Steve @ Foundry Music with your song (192kbps or higher) and PLEASE GIVE CONSENT TO USE THE SONG IN THE EMAIL. OR... mail your CD and press kit (WITH WRITTEN CONSENT TO USE THE TU

Not To Nsfw
Here's an example of one of the reasons I keep taking down my NSFW pics. [14:14] wimsey70: Hello [14:14] redneckdragon64: hi wimsey [14:15] redneckdragon64: welcome [14:15] redneckdragon64: did u like my nude pics [14:15] redneckdragon64: in cherrytap [14:15] wimsey70: I don't look at guys' nude pics on CT [14:15] redneckdragon64: oh ok [14:15] wimsey70: Nothing personal :) [14:16] wimsey70: Might want to read this: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/40587/293022 [14:16] redneckdragon64: all my 10 inches up there for nothin? [14:18] wimsey70: Why am I supposed to care? I don't know you, and I'm not going to sleep with you, and penises are kind of boring unless they're in real life. [14:18] redneckdragon64: well you were the one who came on to me [14:18] redneckdragon64: on cherrytap [14:18] redneckdragon64: you have sexy pics there [14:18] redneckdragon64: so you want somethin there [14:18] wimsey70: No, I don't. [14:18] wimsey70: I have sexy pics, I also have a lot of o

Kids
Tonight is gonig to be the first night that I will not be able to say goodnight to my kids. To hold them tight and kiss them. In the morning I will wake up alone. I will come home for work and I wont be recieved with the sounds of my kids running arms open screaming daddy daddy. I dont know how people do it. How do you get by without the joy of life. Please if you have insight help me. My entire life I have waited for the opportunity to be a loving father and husband. I had it, now I fear it is gone. This is not me I am not this weak, Why now am I being a fool. I will miss it all, good and bad. I missed out on enough already. I'm sorry kids for failing you. I hope and pray that your mom will return and we can return to being the happy loving family I know we are. Your the best and I will miss you every day your gone. Zoe, Madison, dad loves you...sleep tight...*kisses*

April 2nd Sucks
I was wondering why my Social Security check hadn't been deposited yet. Then I realized it's only April 2nd. It's worse than the first I tell ya! I have some chores to do today that I don't want to do. One is to clean my birds cage out. My female parakeet Layla freaks out everytime I pull that tray out. I have to go reaaaallly slow and talk quietly to her and she does ok. It sucks. My male just stares at that tray being pulled out. He's not as scared of it as she is but you can tell he doesn't like it either. I don't have a good relationship with them right now which I'm trying to work on. I don't want to scare them more than I have to. Meanwhile, Odie the wonderrr dog is perfect. He's cute and funny and poops on the rug every now and then. Other than that, you couldn't ask for a better dog even if he is a Poodle. Poodles have a bad rep as being fluffy and fragile. Odie is just a typical dog. He's a little spoiled but he would be spoiled if he were a big dog, too. I love dogs. T

Lost And Confused
Well as i go through life more and more i realize that things never seem to change.I do everything I can to make my life better but then I always have a desire for something I don't seem to be able to obtain.Its like when you have so much love to give and it seems no one wants love anymore love isn't the thing its stability, how much money you make, what you have or don't have.Why cant people love anymore?I just know I have really strong feelings for someone and lately I have not been able to spend any time with this special someone and it bothers me.It bothers me in so many ways like wondering if she actually cares as much as I do or is it just a game wondering if we will actually ever meet and if she truly desires too?I don't really have a clue but only time will tell. I am laying in my bed starring all around I am wondering what has got me to feel so down I am searching for something that can't be found I am looking for love its no where around am I looking to hard am I

Just A Quiz I Took...
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah! You scored 80 Knowledge and 76 Interest! You are deeply interested in every aspect of bondage and know quite a bit about it. You love to experiment with various bindings, positions and how much you can move during each one. Not only that, but you know quite a bit about bondage and would be a safe partner to play with. You probably frequently wear some item that declares your interest, even if it is meaningful only to yourself. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on KnowledgeYou scored higher than 99% on Interest

.when.cats.attack.n.stuff.
the cat attacked my head. while i was sleeping. i think she thinks braids are for playing with? or she wants to eat the bands at the bottom. either way...it was a rude awakening. my head is on a little straighter today. with only help from myself. go me. i dun have a lot of time to...well waste today. theres just too many things that need to be done...and no...i havent been procrastinating...they just couldnt be done until today. cuz cmon...good luck depositing $ into the bank on a sunday...sure theres always atm deposit...but im not stupid...it takes 5 - 7 business days to clear when you make that kind of deposit...i dun have that kind of time. and the whole grocery shopping thing? hmmm nope. got paid today...so today it is. yay for paychecks! *dances* especially when they're almost $50 more than you expected? awesomeness. monkey is wearing one of those headbands...with bunny ears...she put them on herself n everything...hilarious. i heart magnetic fields. here!

Why Just Tell Me Why !!
I just wanna know WHY??? Why do men play games?? If ur feelin a female & start catchin feelings wats wrong wit that?? R u putting up a wall cus uve been hurt b4 or wat?? Damn cant u just b real with us just ONCE would ya!! Why u gotta play mind games with us all the time?? WHY DAMN IT!!! I try 2 b true 2 this guy like I always am 2 a man & I find out some scandalous info on him. ONCE AGAIN I GET PLAYED LIKE SPADES & GET SET 4 REAL! He has lied 2 me about a girl he had a sexual realtionship with in the past, talking 2 his ex girlfriend in his hometown that he just left & moved here (not the same girl), & he tried 2 holla @ my friend!! WTF IS HE TRYIN 2 DO MAKE A BITCH SNAP & F*** HIM UP OR WAT??? Then hes saying NO I aint tried 2 holla @ her & I dont want nothing 2 do with my ex we just talk on the phone, & he supposedly aint doin ?? with the girl!! BITCH PLZ I AINT BOO BOO THE FOOL. I TRY NOT 2 GET CAUGHT UP BUT 2 B HONEST I DID CATCH SUM FEELINGS (DIDNT WANT 2 B I DID). HE DENIES EVER

A Wax Job - Lmao
Dont envy you girls at all.. All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so

Baby Boy Is Coming
Kristopher Kage will be joining this world either late tonight or early tomorrow morning... Im being enduced cause he is late and making me crazy ..lol... so pix will be posted some time by the end of this week ....I will miss u all .. take care see ya all soon ... Muahzzzz Tammy

Moody Lately
Not sure what is up with me. I know some of it is I have strong feelings forming for a friend(even though not met in person even)....and not sure what to do about it. I know she has feelings for me....but....(not going into the reason about the but. She knows who she is and what the but is). I lost it in ways yesterday and almost lost the friendship....and even still have been kinda moody. I think another reason is I been getting too much pop in my system and it tends to mess with my emotions. Not all sure why. Then there is just my frustrations in needing work....needing a car.....and personal things. I want to tell you all sorry if I ever get too moody on ya or emotional. I am human.

My Weekend....
Well as a few of you know I went and caught up with the fiancee this weekend. I have never in my life met a man that makes me feel what john does. I have never met one as nice and have manner's like hm either. Hun, if you read this I love you so much.... I am ready for the whole military wife thing. LOL I want more then anything just to be involved in his life. Going to end for now!!! ~Steph~

Life Too Short
LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNINGS WITH REGRETS.SO LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO TREAT YOU RIGHT FORGET ,ABOUT THE ONES WHO DON'T AND BELIEVE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENSFOR A REASON..IF YOU GET A CHANCE,TAKE IT..NOBODY SAID IT WOULD BE EASY .THEY JUST PROMISED IT WOULD BE WORTH IT......

Bondage Test
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah!You scored 68 Knowledge and 92 Interest! You are deeply interested in every aspect of bondage and know quite a bit about it. You love to experiment with various bindings, positions and how much you can move during each one. Not only that, but you know quite a bit about bondage and would be a safe partner to play with. You probably frequently wear some item that declares your interest, even if it is meaningful only to yourself. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Knowledge You scored higher than 99% on InterestLink:

As Predicted For April
4/2/2007 Dear Readers: Just a little note to make sure even if you have your copy of 2007 Moon Power to ALWAYS check my quatrains at Click Here Here is the quatrain I wrote 03/29/07 and what Moon Power says for these days. Don’t be a victim of the stars; “The Universal Code” is unforgiving I would strongly recommend you to get the book if you don't already have it at Click Here Note also knowing the location of your Dragon by house and sign could save you lots of trouble, get the book "The Power Of The Dragon" and find out for yourself. I am expecting some serious negative energy for the next few days; be cautious and watch the news as the future will be my witness. I gave the date of April 6 to George Noory on Coast-To-Coast, visit their website and read my predictions for April. Click Here I am willing to do Astropsychology readings for all of you and will offer my 2007 Moon Power for free around June or July but I can not get on the air unless you remind them of

Kindred Spirits?
What is this Blog supposed to be about? ?KINDRED SPIRITS- IS IT POSSIBLE? Webster\'s New Ninth Collegiate Dictionary defines Kindred as a group of like individuals, one\'s relatives, family relationships:kinships. and of a similar nature or character: Like 2. of the same ancestry. Spiritlit.,breath; akin to L spirare (?), to blow, breathe,to break wind]...(13c) 1: an animating or vital principle held to give life to physical organisms 2. a supernatural being of essence as: Holy Spirit: soul, 3: an often malevolent being that enters and possesses a human being 3. temper or disposition of mind or outlook esp. when vigorous or animated 4: the immaterial intelligent or sentient part of a person 5 a: the activating or essential principle influencing a person b: an inclination, impulse, or tendency of a specified kind: MOOD 6 a: a special attitude or frame of mind b: the feeling, quality, or disposition characterizing something ETC. ETC. ETC... Well according to this, a Kindred spirit is a p

New York Anyone?
Hi Everyone, Was anyone able to make it to my cam shows last week? They were a blast! Got some good squirting shots too! Hope you'll make it this week. My show this week is scheduled for 11 pm est tomorrow night. MARK YOUR CALENDARS :) I'll also have a new update up on www.aimeelynn.net so hope you'll stop in and check it out. FOR members that don't know this already. There is a TEXT link on my members page that says "Archives to privatecamz" that if you click on it will take you to the archived 300+ shows I've done in private. Some are very kinky and 80% are of me squirting. Good shows ;) Well that's about it for today. I hope some of you are going to make it to NY for the meet and greet. If you have questions about it here's the info and where to write. http://www.dreamnet.com/barmeet/ Please let me know if you're going to attend. I'd love to have you there. It's going to be a blast. If you can, just shoot me a message to let me know you're going to be ab

My Girl
Hey hey everyone wuts up? I just wanted everyone to know tht I have a girlfriend now yays! So yeah I am only here for friends but hey thts cool. She goes to my college but we only have one class together ...damn ...lol. She is here on Cherry Tap.

Bondage Test
My score on The Bondage Test: Yeah, I'm learning(You scored 49 Knowledge and 92 Interest!)You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it. Link: The Bondage Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Girls Night Out
Had a girl night out on saturday. it was funny, i stopped at the package store to pick up my ingredients to make lemon drop martinis. my brother in law was there and asked what i was up to. when i said that i was having a girls night out, all the guys in there just started cheering and saying that they loved girls night out. i was laughing. then one jackass who didn't know the meaning of girls night out asked if he could crash our party. lmao! um....NO! started off at my friend stacey's had a double lemon drop martini there. then went to our friends crystal party where we pigged out on food and i drank about a pint of lemon drop martini. then stacey wanted to go home at 9:30. well she can say that. she doesn't have kids, so she really does not know the true value of a girls night out! lol. instead of going home, i went to my favorite hang out. had a few beers with some friends. did some jaeger bombs and ended up dancing on some tables. hadn't done that in quite a long time! too lon

Allow Me To Vent
I just need to vent, so please don't mind me.. I'm going to MNSC-ST for web design. There's a building here [Winona], and there's a building in Red Wing, about 90 minutes away. Web design isn't actually offered at the campus here, but I can take online courses through Red Wing, so that's what I started doing. I have an online course right now. This semester started early in January and ends around May 11th. I haven't even started the homework yet for it. I've had problems with my computer and the software required, and that's why. I've had many disks sent through the mail by my instructor and it isn't working, so I thought I'd see if I could install everything on my mom's comp. Her comp has the same problems, but it had continued to download anyway. Today I was listening to some recorded instructions on how to do the first assignment, and I realized not everything installed properly, sooo I can't do it. I'm so upset over this, that I just broke down completely. I want to drop this c

Time For A Change!!!
So Here It Is, The Beginning Of April. I Didn't Think This Day Would Come... The Day That I Have The Strength To Say Goodbye. Goodbye To The One That Has Caused Oh So Many Tears To Be Shed. I Thought It Would Be Harder To Let Him Go, But He Has Made Things A Lot Easier For Me. His True Feelings Shined Last Night, & I'm Done With Him. There Shall Be No More Tears, Or An Upset Melissa Because Of Him. I Really Should Have Listened To My Family & Friends When They Told Me I Could Do Better, & That They Were Tired Of Seeing Me Hurt By Him, But No One Has To Worry About It Now. I'm Going To Take My Time, Enjoy Life, & See What All Is Out There. I Need Someone Whose Going To Make Me Happy, & Who Isn't Going To Change When He Suddenly Gets Really Busy, Someone Who Cares Enough To Go A Little Out Of His Way, Just To See Me, Even If It Is For A Small Amount Of Time. Many Changes Will Be Coming Along As This Year Continues, Hopefully I Will Find True Happiness Within A Guy Who Really Cares Fo

Dreams....
OKAY, SO I'VE BEEN HAVING THESE DREAMS FOR THE PAST 2 OR 3 WEEKS NOW.... AND SOME DAYS, I WONDER, DO THEY MEAN SOMETHING? IS THERE SOMETHING IN THE BACK OF MY HIDDEN MIND THAT'S TRYING TO SURFACE? OR IS IT JUST SCARED THOUGHTS? YOU KNOW THOSE THOUGHTS THAT YOU THINK WHEN YOU DON'T WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN? OR THOSE THOUGHTS WHERE YOU WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN THAT PROBABLY NEVER WILL. DOES YOUR SUBCONSCIOUS TRY TO TELL YOU THINGS.... THAT YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO KNOW? IS THERE HIDDEN MEANINGS IN YOUR DREAMS? I MEAN DO YOU BELIEVE THAT THERE'S HIDDEN MEANINGS? I USED TO THINK THAT THERE WAS.... BUT MY DREAMS HAVE BEEN SO CLEAR TO ME FOR THESE PAST FEW WEEKS. AND I THINK IT'S JUST STUFF I THINK ABOUT ON A DAILY BASIS.... STUFF LIKE, WILL THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND I EVER MEET? DOES IT MATTER TO HIM AND MUCH AS IT DOES ME? DO I PAY ENOUGH ATTENTION TO MY KIDS AS INDIVIDUALS? I MEAN.... CERTAIN THINGS LIKE THAT. IF I SAT HERE TODAY AND MADE A LIST OF THINGS THAT RUN THROUGH MY BRAIN ON A DA

Pevs
As I was killing time last night looking through profiles and rating pictures I noticed something that disturbed me. On a page of a 19yr old lady where several grotesque comments by old men, some fat hairy and naked. Come on people. Would you really walk up to a lady on the street and make those kind of comments? Would you do it to someone that is probably younger than your grandaughter? Mind you I understand that some people are seeking encouragement and enjoy to hear how badly you want to do sexual things to them. But to me there is a line even on here and what I saw was gross. By the way if you are reading this and see a comment I may have left for you that gives you the willies like I had yesterday please let me know. I am not here to be a creep. That is all just had to get it off my chest. Predators are predators online or not.

For Those Who Don't Know
It's listed in my about me.. but I know some people never read those... so for those that don't know.. I am a full time mom to 2 beautiful children... my son who will be 5 the end of April is Autistic... we luck out that he is mid-high functioning.. he will make some eye contact.. he is verbal.. and he is not as aggressive as he once was.. he had the most wonderful laugh.. the most beautiful eyes and smile.. and gives the greatest hugs any mom has ever gotten.. but he is different than other children.. He doesn't understand things around him.. has a very high tolerance for pain.. is clueless about things that may be dangerous.. cars, busy roads which we live a very busy main road in our town, growling dogs, and trying to surf down the staircase on his toybox lid... he can be agressive but does not realize that he may hurt someone else... so far he has cracked 2 of my ribs, broken my nose, bruised me numerous times, and I now have 2 bulging discs in my back from wrestling

You Be The Judge
A man and his young wife were in divorce court, but the custody of their children posed a problem. The mother leaped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children, so the judge asked for his justification. After a long silence, the man slowly rose from his chair and replied... "Your Honor, when I put a dollar in a vending machine and a Coke comes out, does the Coke belong to me or the machine?"

Good God It's Morning
Well its day number one of my two days off and i slept till noon...would have probably slept longer lol but Willow kept sending me audibles on yahoo until i finally woke up...now i'm going to shower...eat some breakfast er lunch....and head over to her house! Hope everyone has a wonderful day! lots o' love! Kat

To All The Ladys In Sebastian And Verobeach Fl
If all you ladys in Sebastian and VeroBeach FL come to a hess in Sebastian Just remmeber the guy in there named Donald is taken and has a little girl and a baby on the way so please stay away.

So True....
: : a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean

Who Is The Sexiest Man On Cherry Tap? Well I Have That Contest!! Look
HERE ARE THE RULES..YOU CAN VOTE A 10 FOR YOURSELF OBVIOUSLY ONLY ONCE. BUT YOU CANNOT COMMENT BOMB YOURSELF. YOU CAN HAVE OTHERS COMMENT BOMB FOR YOU,BUT THAT'S IT! THIS CONTEST WILL BE UNTIL SATURDAY(4/7/07) AT NOON. AFTER THAT I WILL ADD UP THE VOTES/COMMENTS AND THE WINNERS WILL GET 1ST PRIZE A 3DAY BLAST 2ND PRIZE A MOTORCYCLE 3RD PRIZE A MEN'S RING/OR BRACELET THE CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!!! SO EVERYONE GOOD LUCK!

I Wanna Be Inside Your Heaven
I’ve been down But now I’m blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess it’s right It’s so amazing Every time I see I’m alive You’re all I’ve got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from When the storm blows your way I wanna be the arms that hold you Every bit of air you’re breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch When we love The stars line up The wrong become undone Naturally My soul surrenders The sun and moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from When the storm blows your way I wanna be the arms that hold you Every bit of air you’re breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years If mountains fall, I’ll still be here Holding you until the day I die I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the pla

To Realize
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

I Have A Good Soul..what About You??
What kind of soul do you have? Good SoulAs a angel sent down from heaven you have plenty of good to spread around. You put others before yourself 100% of the time. If someone you know isn\'t happy, then neither are you until they are and your friends will stay true to you because of this. Take this test

Everyone Is Bisexual
You are 66% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~wishes~
~Wishes~ Look up in the night and find the brightest star, star light star bright I wonder who you are? Can you really love me , is it really real? will it be my passion or my heart your out to steal? Kisses in the dark ,the darkness over whelms me questions in the light, so bright its hard to see. my bodies ridin high, on the love your out to give. will you give then take it back ? through this one will I live? I think my wish is this ...and its coming from my heart, for the one I love to love me, without rippin me apart. can't help but wonder now. a promise is a lie? a dream is left to dream and girls are "made" to cry? You make your wish and close your eyes , does that mean it will come true ? will you spend your whole life wishin , while life is passin you.? I hold on tight into the night wishin he wont go. but daylight comes on way to fast for me to ever know and I cant get inside him he wont let me see, I hold on tight to the night but no ones

April Is Autism Awareness Month
Please forward to everyone you know... the more clicks and views this music video gets, the more money that will be donated to Autism Speaks..49 cents each time the video is viewed and it costs you nothing more than a few moments of your time.. aren't these kids worth it? View "A World Where..." Video "A World Where...", a new video from Autism Speaks, is now available for viewing on Whatkindworddoyouwant.com, the fundraising web site launched by John Ondrasik, the lead singer of pop group Five for Fighting. The site was launched in conjunction with the recently released song "What Kind of World do You Want." Users are invited to upload videos describing how to make the world a better place, or to simply view videos created by others. Each time a video is uploaded or viewed, 49 cents will be donated to charitable organizations -- Autism Speaks is one of six charities selected by the band to be supported by this project. Visit http://whatkindofworlddo

Weeping Monday
WHEN EVERYTHING FROM FRIDAY NIGHT,TO SUNDAY NIGHT GOES WONDERFUL,BUT THEN YOU GET TO MONDAY,...AND EVERYTHING GOES WRONG YOU FEEL SCREWED,YOU JUST FEEL YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT,ALTHOUGH YOU TRY,ALL YOU CAN DO IS WEEP,JUST LIKE THE RAIN THAT IS FALLING DOWN,IT FEELS LIKE ALL OF THOSE HAPPY DAYS YOU HAD THAT THERE ARE DAYS OF SHIT PILED UP RIGHT BEHIND IT,THAT EVERYTHING HAS TO ATTACK YOU ALL AT ONCE IN ONE DAY,HOW DOES MONDAY DO THAT?--BRING OUT THE NEGITIVITY IN PEOPLE,...A DOMINANT POWER THAT HOLDS NO RESPECT OF WHAT IS GOOD,...AND BRINGS OUT THE WORST IN PEOPLE,? TELL ME,...WHY DOES EVERY MONDAY FEEL THAT WAY,IS IT JUST MONDAY? BAD DRIVERS,PEOPLE IN A RUSH,PISSED OFF BECAUSE THEY HAVE TO GO TO WORK,WHATS WRONG WITH WORK?OH,I SEE CAUSE WORK ISN'T YOUR FAVORITE BAR OR DRINK,...OR THAT FRIEND YOU'D RATHER BE WITH,MONDAY IS SUPPOSED TO START A NEW WEEK FOR MOST,WHEN A NEW WEEK REALLY STARTS OFF ON SUNDAY,BUT THATS WHEN PEOPLE PLAY,...PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE AND MOST DON'T LOOK BACK TO SAY

Take My Virginty
I finally entered my first contest on here, it is for best default pic so if anyone feels like helping the link is here http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=3297483302 Comment bombing is allowed. Thanks!

Have You Heard Of The Abc...abandon Baby Center!
Well... Today My Mom And I Decided To Call The ABC Center...Do You Know What This Is??...If Not You NEED To Learn About It And The Many Ways These Kind Hearted People Help The Poor Children Of The World!! It's Only $12 A Month And You Are Helping Around 60 Children With Are Suffering From All Kinds Of Different Issues...1 Day Borns To 10 Years Old. PLEASE I URGE YOU TO CALL AND SPONSOR A CHILD THROUGH THE ABC CENTER...YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT...IT GIVES YOU A GREAT JOY!!!

Cat Shit
spaWHY HAVE YOU CHANGED YOUR PICTURE? OH, WISE AND GREAT ONE! HA!! she squeals excitedly as she spills her first sip of soon to be forgotten 2nd cup of coffee: Well it started with an otherwise boring morning.Going through the usual 150emails a day (groups and crap would love to buy but never ever have the money for like 1000tc queen size sheet sets, Or , that ruby birthstone ring everything was going great, until... Alright I beat the Hairy beast no more emails ,now I can chat with a friend ot two quit being so stuck up You know the slidy thing a majig that the keyboard sits on (((CRASH)))!!! DRAWER THING IS ON FLOOR AND ON TOP OF MY TOES, I am in tears, Sox , the sweetheart that he is, comes running every time that I cry, sees that I am sobbing hysterically yet again, Pitiful such a damned girl my parents raised me tougher than that.God I hate Girly Girls. except one. he sits there looking at me holding

Chris*he Knows*
Chris aint really family but he's WAY TOO GOOD for the dont know thing/heading,whatever.Hime and I started talking right after I joined here and went from friends to being lovers(so to speak) to IDK. The thing is I was sooooooooooooo flipping crazy over him,still am but with the fact that we don't talk any more,no more cute little messages,nothing.I'm feeling like he's advoiding me and the truth be told I feel it's for the best. I love him and I do adore him,any girl who would get him would be lucky.Soometimes I just wish that girl was me.The last time we spoke he said that he missed me and that he still loved me. I honestly want to believe that but I did something stupid and I don't think we'd ever be right again. Sometimes I wonder if losing a friend do to mistakes or even a loved one to do mistakes is worth what you did in the first place. The answer for sure is no. So I guess the lesson in this case is think carefully before you do.

Until Eternity
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Where Do I Get My Info From????
As i said i will be crediting all the info i use to a site that im workin along side of to try and help them get donations from people as at the moment i am unable to finacially support myself, let alone a monthly direct debit, so i have been incontact with them and told them my situation and asked if i could use their info from there site to try and get people to go and show them the support they truely deserve and as soon as i am able to i too will be making that all important donation to them too. The Animal Campaigners that im working towards helping in anyway i can, is Uncaged Campaigns This is a dedicated Animal Rights Campaign Group and im happy to be working towards helping them out, they are doin a fantastic job, with restricted funds thats why they need the help from animal activists like myself, to help them in any way, shape or form. PLEASE STOP BY AND HELP THIS GLOBAL ANIMAL RIGHTS CAMPAIGN IF YOU CAN WITH A ONE OFF DONATION OF WHAT EVERY YOU CAN AFFORD, OR EVE

Ive Learned
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. that either you control your attitude or it controls you. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. that money is a lousy way of keeping score. that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up. that sometimes when I'm angr

Another Rant About Something Meaningless To Most.
You all know what the swastika is...right? that symbol of hate and death that Hitler used to enslave and kill millions. But guess what...IT EXISTED 3,000 YEARS BEFORE THE NAZI'S USED IT!! It pre dates the egyptian Ankh as a symbol. The very word swastika is from the Sumarian for cripe sake! It means Good health and happiness and is used in many cultures as a GOOD Sun symbol. So the next time you see either a clockwise or counter-clockwise swastika being used by a native culture or a hindu holy man and yes even us witches....please don't show your ignorance by yelling NAZI at us....we're not.

Your Loving Arms
YOUR EYES ARE HIPNATIZING, YOUR SMILES ARE BREATH TAKING, YOUR KISSES ARE DEADLY, YOUR ARMS ARE JENTLE, YOUR HEART IS WORM AND LOVING, YOUR THOUGHTS ARE ALL OF OF THE ABOVE, SO BABY PLEASDE TELL ME WHAT YOU ARE THINKING WHILE YOU RAE HOLDING ME TIGHT IN YOUR ARMS, WHILE YOU HOLD ME KISS ME WITH THOSE LIPS THAT I CANT EARIZIST. TUCH ME WITH YOUr LOVE, AND nEVER LET ME REGRET LOVING YOU SO MUCH. OH I LOVE YOUR JENTLE TOUCH SO WORM AND CALM. LIKE A MIDNIGHT SUMMER BREEZ. I LOVE VERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE WITH YOU IN MY AREMS. written and created by me justeen AKA justice

April
April is the month when the energy of Aries is in full swing. You can feel the electricity in the april, initiating new and wonderful possibilities. The Sun has begun to wax in its light and heat up the days to encourage nature's regeneration. Aries represents the rising of a new dawn and initiates new stages of expansion and exploration. everything is moving and active. April cleanses the earth with its refreshing showers and brings fresh inspiration and stimulation on its breeze. As the snow begins to melt, it exposes the promise of new life emerging. n some places the growth is already seen in the new buds and leaves sprouting. Nature is charged with a dynamic renewal for life. The fertility that is waking in the land and in all living creatures becomes apparent everywhere you look, and the potential for revitalization is exciting and motivating. All of the preparations you have worked on so hard on for the coming year can be put into action now that April/Aries is here. This is t

Flight Down By Justeen Lee Wade
you will always be in my heart. i love you so much. i remember all the days we spent together. i dont regret a single minute we spent with each other. you put a smile on my face every since the day i met you. you brang pure joy to my life. i love you so much for that. you are now an angel in the sky looking down on me. i miss you so much baby. i pray every night that i soon will be with you. i never thought your life would end like this. you will always be in my heart i will never forget you. i am trying to go on with my life one day at a time. but it's just so hard because your not here by my side. we will get those bastards that did this to you. they took so many loved on. nobody's lives have been the same. i just miss you so much. wish you were still here with me. every thing is so empty with out you baby. you are still so loved. may god be with you now. your an angel in the sky looking down on us. i try not to cry because i know you want me to be

It's Looking Better
TO everyone who has said prayers and been there for me to talk to. Things are better. I moved out of the bedroom and todl him yet again to leave. I took my wedding band off. What more can I tell him. I still need the money to get the divorce becasue I want to be free fo him. I do not want ot shar his last name any more. I have met soem wonderful people on here and some have becoem very special to me. I love you with all my heart and i would do anything for you. Pray that things work out for me to get the divorce and I get on with my life

Finally
Finally I have put the past behind me. Or at least I hope so. Last night I cried myself to sleep and now I want it to be the last time. He left and still hasn't called so all I can think is that he won't. I love him but it is time to move on. I am starting my schooling again and getting my divorce soon. I am finally moveing on. Thank you Ken for showing me how strong I truly am.

New On The Scene
Hey all... I jsut wanted to start off by thanking all of you that have dropped me a line already..... WHAT A WARM RECEPTION. I will be posting more about myself as time goes on... but know this... I am a 24 white male... SINGLE! So ladies.... feel free to send me things... like MESSAGES...lol. Anyway.... I have to try and pimp this page out. Feelin gkinda bland here with all you JUNKIES..... 'till later Damian

Trees
Got the Plum and the Nectarine in the ground yesterday and tomorrow it will be the pear and the Apricot. Yeah I love fruit trees. The bummer is that the plum is flowering so no plums for me. Although we do have a pecan so it all evens out in the wash.

Animal Experiments
ANIMAL EXPERIMENTS The UK Government annual statistics 2005 reveal that over 2.8 million animals suffer and die in British laboratories in experiments that "may cause pain, suffering, distress and lasting harm" (experiments that are considered unlikely to cause pain do not need to be licensed and are therefore not included in the annual statistics). An estimated additional 8 million animals are bred and then destroyed as surplus to requirements. As well as mice, rats, hamsters, gerbils and guinea pigs (the bulk of experiments involve rodents), other animals such as rabbits, dogs, cats, monkeys, horses, cows, pigs, sheep, fish, amphibians, reptiles, birds and even insects are used - in fact there's hardly a species that are not experimented on. Many different kinds of experiments take place - painful and lethal diseases are inflicted on animals; animals are isolated, starved, burned, blinded, poisoned, irradiated and they are still used to test a wide range of substances from food a

Rubis Big Mans Contest
Big Men Contest Looking for Big men that want to enter.It starts Sunday April 8th at 3pm est time.The rules are the same no cheating, no freshmeat accounts level 4 no down raters. No drama tolerated.The prizes will be 1st place will be Mens rolex 2nd Place will be mens ring and 3rd place with get a mans bracelet. All entires will be allowed to comment bomb themselves.If you are interested send me a private message. please help repost bulletins, also make sure you send your friends the links , if you have any Questions please feel free to ask me, good luck to all , i will send your links 30 mins before the contest opens

Boycott Procter & Gamble
P&G products to boycott List up-to-date as of March 2006 A Ace ~ laundry Always & Alldays ~ feminine hygiene Ariel - laundry Aussie ~ hair care B Baldessarini ~ fragrance Bold ~ laundry Born Blonde ~ hair dye Bounce ~ laundry Bounty ~ kitchen roll Braun ~ electric shavers etc C Camay ~ soap Charmin ~ loo roll Crest ~ toothpaste D Daz ~ laundry Dreft ~ laundry Duracell ~ batteries E Eukanuba ~ pet food F Fairy ~ various cleaning products Febreze ~ fabric spray Fixodent ~ denture fixer Flash ~ cleaning product G Gillette ~ shaving products Giorgio Beverley Hills ~ fragrance Glide ~ dental floss H Head & Shoulders ~ shampoos Herbal Essences ~ shampoos Hugo Boss ~ fragrances Hydrience ~ hair dye I IAMS ~ pet food Infacare ~ baby wash J Jean Patou/Joy ~ fragrances L Lacoste ~ fragrance Lasting Care ~ hair dye Laura Biagiotti ~ fragrance Lenor ~ fabric softener Loving Care ~ hair dye M Max Factor ~ ma

Leaving My Current Job (april 4th)
As some of you already know, I will be leaving my current job. My final day is April 4th. After that date, I don't anticipate being on CherryTAP nearly as much as I have been over the past several months, unfortunately. I will be taking a break from work before I start my new job (on April 30th) to take a family vacation and to get caught up on things around the house (repairs, yardwork, pet-tormenting, etc.). For a very long time, I've been working between 50 and 60 hours per week trying to stay on top of things with my job... but falling further behind at home and making my wife and daughter feel like they're not the priority in my life. This is the primary reason for me making the job change. It breaks my heart to think that my daughter feels like she's anything less the the most important person in my life! Visiting CT on a nearly daily basis has become part of my routine and I've made some terrific friends on here... some of which I hope will be life-long friends! Fo

Beautiful Day
Sunny and supposed to end up in the mid 70s today... a perfect day. :) The weekend with David was pretty good. He played in a District Orchestra on Saturday. I should have some pics toput up later in the family folder. Sunday was church and lunch with the family as always. He got up at 4:30 Sunday morning.. so glad he let me sleep..lol. The weekend issue has been resolved for now. He will be with me Easter and his birthday now. Funny how she tried to take time away, and in the end I ended up with more time.. because he told HER what he was doing. Have a meeting later this afternoon. And 2 tomorrow. I think I would rather be outside.. but its work. I can talk a walk tonight. Been a bit down on myself... and where I see my life being right now. Gotta work on that and be positive. Sometimes I worry about my friends and the people I love so much I neglect my own needs and let things build up inside. Grandpa Dick is home and doing fine. The antibiotics seem to be wo

Made Me Think.....
This is definitely my son's song. Made me stop and think about a lot of things. Especially what I do and say around my boy! Thanks Rodney!! Rodney Atkins Videos | Movie Clips | Minneapolis Homes

Vegetarian???
Are you a vegetarian?? If You are you need to know this. Procter and Gamble Test on animals and one of many of there products (of which there will be a list of those) is Pringles, and cosmetics like shampoos and conditioners and washing powder. Please if you feel for these animals that are gettin tourtured and killed daily then you will make a point of not goin out and buyin their products and supporting these heartless acts of cruelty. i think its important to tell all the vegetarians that animals are involved and loose there life daily to procter and gamble for the things you'd least expect, and so you have a right to know that one some of the packages of these products it is clearly stated that the product is safe for vegetarians, when actually there NOT because its tested on animals. Just a lil info for you there. IM POSTING ANOTHER BLOG WITH ALL PROCTER AND GAMBLE PRODUCTS ON SO THAT YOU KNOW THAT THE ANIMALS BLOOD AND LIFE ARE ON YOUR HANDS IF YOU BUY THESE PRDUCTS

Life's Instructions
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. > > > >2. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. > > > >3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. > > > >4. Make peace with the past so it won't screw up the present. > > > >5. Pay off your credit cards every month. > > > >6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. > > > >7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. > > > >8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. > > > >9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. > > > >10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. > > > >11. When in doubt, just take the next small step. > > > >12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. > > > >13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their >journey is all about. > > > >14. Life isn't tied in a bow, but it's still a gift. > > > >15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God >never blinks. > >

Wave Of Mutilation
I press my forehead on the window And through it watch children Playing on the lawn Desolation pulses through my veins And my futile fingers reach out for guidance I savor the blade, sinking deeper than blue I can taste tranquility for a wavering instance The anger flows down my arm as the bitter black blood Burns off my fingertips Death swims before me in hazy illusion Images of eternity skip shamelessly through my mind Pain surrounds, I am resolved to be - still I run my hand on the tear stained window And distorted through it Watch children playing on the lawn. © Andi 2007

Suicide Poem...
Was I bewitched so by the thin red line To notice not that time released its hold And let pale Iris snip the silver twine To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold. Existence now is not what I was told; No seraphim and harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence, and the cold Discomfort of my masochistic fear, So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear My soul until the ache's too much to bare, As mortal life mirages now appear: Intangible are they; away they tear. Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon When razor's edge did charm me like the moon. © Andi 2007

Silence Emptiness And Confusion
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. © Andi 2007

Recruiting Assistant
Well now my son has become a recruiting assistant... Great for him not so great for me... Why? BECAUSE I HAVEN"T HAD MY TRUCK WHEN I NEEDED IT IN WEEKS... Oh well I can't yell at the SGT. but I can yell here, over it now thank for letting me *Grrrowl* here.... I told the Sgt this A.M. "I just want my truck you can keep the boy" ... ;)