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Well......
im my final check still hasnt come and the labor department has done all they can and now im gonna have to waste MORE time taking them to court over my check.... can my life get anymore fucking difficult

Hello!
Well I am very happy today that I found a someone who makes me happy. I think that God was with me on this one and I think he had a plain for me to meet him. And I want to thank God for that. I don't know what else to say but I am veryy thankful!!!

Fubar Does Not Equal Life.
I just want to make it known, that I am on fubar for fun. I'm on fubar to be rated, added, fanned, blinged...what have you. I will add anyone, and request anyone, because I enjoy the random shout conversations and random gifts...etc. I wasn't on here to meet people although, I have became friends with people, and I met somene whom, I will be starting a relationship with. Most, if not all my personal friends don't even have a fubar, and we hang out all the time... Fubar is fun...I get on daily...although I'm not always active on it. Fubar is NOT my life...I have alot going on in my personal life right now...and the biggest is getting into my career...and school. so please. Just know that FUBAR is FUN. save the drama for your mama...cause I aint dealing with it.

Do I Know You ?
I would buy you cars, jewelry, a mansion and anything you wanted, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would tend to your every need, leaving you with nothing needed or things to do, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would bring you with me on all my travels to places never seen, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would stand by your side thru the good times and bad times, I will be that shoulder you need to cry on, I will be there to make you laugh when you feel down or just feel like laughing, I would be there to listen to your deepest secrets and desires, I will be there in front of the fire with you, watching the flicker of the candles dance the dance of passion in your eyes, I will be there for you at all times, I will be there. And something tells me that these things are more important to you than anything money can buy. Do I know you?

In The Arms Of An Angel
So cold and lonely without her here, an emptiness all around. Much love was felt when she was near, and passion was so abound. With eyes of blue and skin so soft, her hair with a gentle wave. Her voice would send my soul aloft, while her touches I still crave. It gave me joy I truly believe, with stroking hands of oil. The tension that I helped her relieve, from life's daily toil. I dream of her quite often now, and find myself near tears. I wonder why...and sometimes how, I'll live without her through the years. I still can hear that pretty song she sang for me that day. A time ago that seems so long, but the memory is here to stay. If someone said one wish can be true, whichever one you say, my wish would be for me and you to reconcile some day. There are many things that one can feel, that make them feel so whole. Like the love of an angel that is real, of this I already know. My heart still longs for the tender touch of her fingertips so t

Self-imposed Confusion
Self-Imposed confusion; mental chaos of the worst kind. Supported by walls built from denial within the mind. Within these walls dwell both ends of the rule. With one end knowing what’s right, while the other lives the untrue. To know what’s right and yet live another way, adds dimensions to the confusion, prolonging its stay. From the clash and clamor of the battle within, breeds an offspring of shame, caused by knowledge of sin. But the walls can be tumbled. And the confusion dissolved, by living true without the denial of which life once revolved.

Nsfw Pics..........crybaby
OK I'M A LITTLE PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! TO WHOEVER SENT ONE OF MY PICS AS NSFW IS A REAL FUKING BABY AND NEEDS TO GROW UP, BETTER YET NOT BE ON FUBAR!! TELL ME IF YOU THINK THIS NSFW! I TRIED TO POSR A PIC OF IT, BUT I CANT I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT PIC I'M TALKING ABOUT IT'S IN MY FUNNY SHIT ALBUM.....IT'S THE "BITCHOLOGY" PIC IT'S ABOUT HALF WAY THRU THE ALBUM. I MARKED MOST OF MY NSFW NOW AND FRIENDS ONLY. YOU KNOW WHAT IF YOUR GOING TO BITCH ABOUT THAT PIC AND IT OFFENDS YOU....YOU SHOULNR FUCKING BE ON FUBAR YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER, FIND A FUCKING LIFE YOU PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING ASSHOLE! SO IF THE PERSON WHO CRIED ABOUT THE PIC HAS THE BALLS ENOGH TO COME FORWARD....BRING IT MOTHERFUCKER! To the rest of you, my fu family and friends I Love you all.

The Treatment Of Our Troops
hey this is just a little bite about how i feel about the way some ppl treat our troops when they come home like the of day a man got on the bus and his transfer was five mins over due and he told the driver he just got home from over seas and this was his first time seeing his baby son and the driver said"thats not my problem its your own stupidity for joining the army " like come on a simple sorry sir would have done like these men and women not only give teir services but they give their lives to to fight for us like i hope its different in the states but i just want to say to all the troops canadian or american thank you and remember the next time you meet a man or woman in the service just a thank you goes a long way.

Can It Get Any Clearer?
read: blog posted a week ago that still applies today seriously, here, let me answer a few questions for you: i do have yahoo. no you can't have my id there. if you want to talk, there's a damn shoutbox. i do have a webcam. i'm not going to get on it for you. get over it. i do have pictures that portray me in a sexual manner. that does NOT mean that i want to talk to you about sex. i like men. i just don't like you. please ask other stupid questions here, so i can answer them for EVERYONE. thank you. ~sin

Why People Don't Help Others!!!
THIS IS WHY SOME PEOPLE DON'T HELP OTHERS!!!! DENVER – A good Samaritan who helped push three people out of the path of a pickup truck before being struck and injured has gotten a strange reward for his good deed: A jaywalking ticket. Family members said 58-year-old bus driver Jim Moffett and another man were helping two elderly women cross a busy Denver street in a snowstorm when he was hit Friday night. Moffett suffered bleeding in the brain, broken bones, a dislocated shoulder and a possible ruptured spleen. He was in serious but stable condition Wednesday. The Colorado State Patrol issued the citation. Trooper Ryan Sullivan said that despite Moffett's intentions, jaywalking contributed to the accident. Moffett had been driving his bus when the two women got off. In the interest of safety, he got out and, together with another passenger, helped the ladies cross. Moffett's stepson, Ken McDonald, said the driver of the pickup plowed into his stepfather, but not bef

Warshing Clothes Recipe
"Warshing" Clothes Recipe......... Never thought of a "washer" in this light before..what a blessing! "Warshing Clothes Recipe" -- imagine having a recipe for this ! ! ! Years ago an Alabama grandmother gave the new bride the following recipe: this is an exact copy as written and found in an old scrapbook - with spelling errors and all. WARSHING CLOTHES Build fire in backyard to heat kettle of rain water. Set tubs so smoke wont blow in eyes if wind is pert. Shave one hole cake of lie soap in boilin water. Sort things, make 3 piles 1 pile white, 1 pile colored, 1 pile work britches and rags. To make starch, stir flour in cool water to smooth, then thin down with boiling water. Take white things, rub dirty spots on board, scrub hard, and boil, then rub colored don't boil just wrench and starch. Take things out of kettle with broom stick handle, then wrench, and starch. Hang old rags on fence. Spread tea towels on grass.

The Horn Of Plenty And My Kids Ready To Grant An Interview
“The royal dinners at Versailles may have had glitzier place settings, but Louis XVI would gaze enviously at the food in a middle-class home or restaurant today: kiwifruits from New Zealand, South African peppers, Thai pineapples, Italian gelato. He’d be amazed, too, at the way we take fresh produce, fish, and meat for granted in every season. The king’s subjects, of course, would be even more envious. France was one of the world’s richest countries in the late 18th century, but the average Frenchman consumed less than 2,000 calories per day – about the same level as people in the world’s poorest countries consumed in the middle of the 20th century. Today, the typical person in a poor country consumes 2,700 calories daily, a nutritional improvement made possible by farmers growing more food at lower cost. While the occasional food shortage or price spike grabs our attention, the long-range trend is what really matters. While incomes have risen since 1950, the inflation-adjust

Smart Ass
If I want your opinion, I’ll ask you to fill out the necessary form. He who laughs last probably doesn’t understand the joke She’s wound up tighter than the girdle of a baptist minister’s wife at an all-you-can-eat pancake breakfast. My sister is soooooo ugly, we had to tie a pork chop around her neck to get the dogs to play her. You may be a redneck if . . . you have spent more on your pickup truck than on your education. He fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down He’s so stupid, he couldn’t find his ass with both hands.

The City Rider
A duded-up city rider walks into a seedy tavern in Sturgis, SD. He sits at the bar and notices a grizzled old biker with his arms folded, staring blankly at a full bowl of chili. After fifteen minutes of just sitting there staring at it, the newby rider bravely asks the old biker, 'If you ain't gonna eat that, mind if I do?' The old veteran of a thousand rides slowly turns his head toward the young pup and says, 'Nah, you go ahead.' Eagerly, the guy wearing the shiny new leather fashions reaches over and slides the bowl into his place and starts spooning it in with delight. He gets nearly down to the bottom of the bowl and notices a dead mouse in the chilli. The sight was very shocking and he immediately barfed up the chili back into the bowl. The old biker quietly says, 'Yep, that's as far as I got, too.'

Bombing Fun
(originally posted February 26, 2009) Hubby and I tried out bombing last night, it's kinda fun, makes me want my VIP back... hmm.. tempting EDIT I bit the bullet and got my VIP back What I discovered about bombing... • You only have an hour for it so it's pretty short-lived • You can only hit one album per person • You can only hit one album every 60 seconds which is annoying and really limits how many points you can get • You can't bomb an album that's already been bombed! Total bummer! If you have an activated bomb, it'll show you at the top of the album who that album has been bombed by, if it hasn't, it'll give you a link to bomb the album, or show you how long you have left until you can bomb again. EDIT They changed it! Now it shows who bombed the album before you, but you CAN bomb it too! YAY! • You can easily tell which albums have been bombed in the list, it will show a little burning folder image on the albums that have already been bombed. • You can only

My Younger Brother Vs. David Jordan 2(b)
Sun, 2/22/09, David Jordan: I have proved it by the sheer volumes of proof not in one article but the various ones from all directions. None of you're articles prove too me that 'Earth is the center of the universe'. It is you're opinion, that you haven't backed up. Sun, 2/22/09, David Jordan: Like prophecy it is the the preponderance of proofs rather than just one. you haven't given preponderance for Earth being the center of the universe. Sun, 2/22/09, David Jordan: Noah Ark and history design you have to evade, because from several directions it shows mathematical design not chance. I haven't evaded Noah's Ark and history 'design', I said nothing about any of those having anything to do with 'chance'. Sun, 2/22/09, David Jordan: Woman's cycle you have to evade because it is too conclusive. I haven't evaded it because it's 'too conclusive', I haven't evaded it at all. Sun, 2/22/09, David Jordan: Day's second before flood you have to omit

Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie, Your most innermost secrets discovered, A life of secrets a life of lies, A life of love, not to me, but to another. Tucked between those sacred pages, I found your notes, Your secret rages. Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages, I found your secrets, I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts, I found your dreams, All left there to rot, Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies, And I found honesty, This you can not deny, Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

Someone You Should Avoid
Watch out for this guy. If he doesn't get what he wants he goes after peoples friends. I was trying to be nice knowing he was screwd over by ppl, trying to make some cash to help keep my gas bill turned on and this is what i get. i quote "well when i get fucked over i fuck over ppl back specially there freinds so alteast tell her that one" straight out of YIM from him. I have the entire conversation if anyone cares for more proof. there the link to his profile if you would care to block him. Saspursfn@ fubar And no the blog is not about the money, its about the fact he feels that its ok to take things out on people not involved. Just watch out for him, he is truly NOT a friend and i care about my girls out there even if i don't know them.

Peggy Sue's Forum
My friend Peggy sue has made a discussion forum. There is even a Fubar thread come on over and check it out and join!! She loves new friends and old ones as well!! http://www.myforum.peggysuesbooks.com

Auto 11's
We all love having auto's and we all love rating people with auto's BUT it has seem to become a problem within the fam. There are times when 4 or 5 different people activate their auto's and this becomes difficult, especially with the new rating system. So, to solve this problem we ask that no more than 2 people activate auto's at a time. If you want the fam to help, please send a message to the home page at least 24 hours before you activate them. This gives us time to let you know if anyone else plans on activating that day and also gives us time to do a bulletin for you if you would like. If you see that 2 people in the fam already have them activated and you still choose to activate yours that's fine but you can't expect the fam to help. It's just become overwhelming trying to rate 100's of pix on 5 different pages at one time. Thanx

Save Yourself...
Tear into me please Rip out my spine Help me not to feel this pain The fear of loss strikes me hard Kill my nerves Take away the memories of the sun Stake me down to keep me low Shatter my legs, that I may never dance again Tear off my wings so I can't fly high Bury me deep so I can't breathe you scent Take my hands lest I touch your face Cry your tears so I will drown Scream your hate and burst my brain Take my life before you speak my name End me so that you can begin...

Secret Admirers.....wtfevah
Lately, I have been playin the Secret Admirer game thingy. Most of the time, the choices are......shall we say.....limited. I still go ahead and guess. If I don't get it in 6 guesses, yes, I will pay the 4K to get 4 more guesses. I would say that 95% of the time, if I guess right, I would not have matched that person on a bet. No offense to anyone, but I do have my preferences. When I end up matching someone, I will usually get an email telling me they can't believe I matched them! LMAO I'm clicking randomly, if I matched you, it was by pure luck. Don't go getting a big head over it. hehe that's all.

This Touches Me Deeply
my feelings are strong. i will always love you. love you until i die. you changed my life. i will give you my soul. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. it starts when we have our 1st kiss. it starts when you say yes. i will give you my heart. you will have everything. every moment you will have endless love and affection. my feelings are strong for you. you changed my life. i feel complete with you. i don't mind how the world is today. as long i have you in my life. cause i love you. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. i want to see you and me in the mirror. i will take you no matter what. i take you with all the faults you may have. cause i love you. you changed my life. you made me feel love. now i will give you my soul. it starts when you said yes. i can see myself with you forever. cause i love you. i want to dance with you every night. i want to kiss you every night. kiss you passionately under the the sunset. my feelings are stron

Friends
You know I have long looked over my friends that have stuck by me through some pretty tough years and very good years...You know some of these guys have saved me from my self when I was younger so many times...Most of them are not on here, but the list is long so here it goes...REM, Aries, Biker Trash, Ricky Evens, Sahoya, Panda , April Skeens, Spirit, Dave, Ally Cat, Jenn, Mel, Billy, Gabrial , Frog, Jason, Uncle Ed, Aunt Pam, Big Style, British Will...The ones that knew me pretty much my whole life...No I know when you set down at the table during the holidays those people arn't around me but they are on my mind and I am greatfull for them...I love them so much and could never ever betry them or there trust...They have never lied to me nor have they tried to get somethin over on me...I owe these people more than a beer at the bar or my love of brotherhood...I owe these people a rightous thank you in life...So thank you, for being there for my divorce, my anger, my sorrow...My pain an

Your Not Alone
my name is joe I am here for the weak that can not stick up for themselves and are tiered of being bullied by thugs and wanna be gangsters being a proud man is not a crime they will make you feel as it is but it is not I love all my brothers and sisters godbless

Me Gran Premio.......my Greatest Prize
I've always heard that the things worth the most in life are always the thing that you have to work for, sacrifice for, and that in the process of acquiring this most-prized possession YOU will actually change for the better. That you will better as an individual, because the experience has transformed you. I have finally won my grand prize, at least I HOPE I have, because I have grown so much in the last year that I have known you. (He knows who he is) Baby, I know sometimes we get so tired of being around each other, and sometimes we get irritated with each other....I know that sometimes I offend you or you offend me but I never intend to upset you. I hope you will never doubt how much you mean to me. Sometimes I do get upset because it makes me sad when you are sad and I can't do anything to help you. I wish I had a magic wand that I could wave to fix everything that you would like to change, so you would find some personal satisfaction of yourself. I would give anything to

Here We Go
alright i'm the newbie yeah i know but i'm sick of every girl that i check out or look at that lives near me i see these sick gross ass fucking 40 year old guys placing comments to them that makes them look like a piece of meat! i'm here to recruit people who will help me end this shit! this shit really pisses me off. i'm not gay so doent even think that for one min. just think that woman should be treated with respect. yes its ok to tell them they are beautiful but god damn chill the fuck out with it! if u live in cali. dont comment or try to start talking to a girl who lives in florida. your sick and do nothing but make u and your family look like shit. i hope if any of you sick fucks are married your wife will read what your posting to 18 to 21 year olds on here. i'm commin after you guys. if i see it. dont think i wont embarrass you infront of every one here! come get me if this shit pisses you off or you think i'm wrong for thinking this way. bring it!

Cannabis Hemp
If all fossil fuels and their derivatives, as well as trees for paper and construction were banned in order to save the planet, reverse the Greenhouse Effect and stop deforestation: Then there is only one known annually renewable natural resource that is capable of providing the overall majority of the world’s paper and textiles; meeting all of the world’s transportation, industrial and home energy needs, while simultaneously reducing pollution, rebuilding the soil, and cleaning the atmosphere all at the same time... And that substance is—the same one that did it all before— Cannabis Hemp. READ THIS http://www.jackherer.com/chapters.html Or start here...

She Caught My Heart
This girl that I met has truly caught my heart. I would hate for her to try and give it back. Today is our One Month Anniversary and it does not seem like it has been that long it really feels longer. I really am hoping that i will be with her for the rest of my life. I love her more then anyone before. I know that after the end to the last one i really never thought that i was going to find anyone. But when I did it came out of no where. I am so glad that she is mine.

My Feelings For You
my feelings are strong. i will always love you. love you until i die. you changed my life. i will give you my soul. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. it starts when we have our 1st kiss. it starts when you say yes. i will give you my heart. you will have everything. every moment you will have endless love and affection. my feelings are strong for you. you changed my life. i feel complete with you. i don't mind how the world is today. as long i have you in my life. cause i love you. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. i want to see you and me in the mirror. i will take you no matter what. i take you with all the faults you may have. cause i love you. you changed my life. you made me feel love. now i will give you my soul. it starts when you said yes. i can see myself with you forever. cause i love you. i want to dance with you every night. i want to kiss you every night. kiss you passionately under the the sunset. my feelings are stro

Long Days And Nights
Heading into another town The people moving around Like a lost soul I'm out of place Checking in at security Vision blurred from abuse Just another day Waiting to load now Still hours away Try to sleep to pass the time Too hot today Taking a walk in town People know I'm not from here Funny looks from folks Being polite as I pass I nod and say hello Ignored as usual It's fine with me Time to head back See if maybe sleep will come Back at the truck Lunch in the bag Turning on the a/c and tv Lunch eaten, movie going Time to lay back Sleep comes slowly Darkness falls, stars bright Check again on order Still have two ahead Lay back down to another movie Early morning, time to load now Backing up to the dock Smelling the smells Twenty hours later Finally loaded Six hours of sleep will have to do Gotta make this run In a short short Three days later On the left coast Pacific looms, waves crash Unable to see clearly I approach with ease O

Crazy Ass Women
After five years with some one you would think that you would get some respect..after paying for everything for five years you would think you would get some respect...after kissing her ass for five youars you would think you would get some respect...no. you get lies and the door..thanks..you get the home game ..think i need to be a jerk..cuz crazy ass women dont like nice guys!

In My Head
i hear voices in the rain. i go on my knees and scream your name. you are the angel i believe. i took all the time i need. your voice is still in my head. i see you when i close my eyes. you are the voice i hear in the rain. you are the angel that keeps me from dying. when you whisper in my ear. i feel so alive. the moments i dream of us together. i never want to lose them. we are here today but gone tomorrow. but you are still in my heart. when it rains im outside on my knees. im screaming your name, hoping you hear me. you are far away but i can feel you close to me.

Disgusted
Guys like this one make it very hard for good ones. Because we have to pick up the pieces. Nyte aka Tony, you need to get off your ass and stop doing this to women. And for the one who just took him back, you must like the treatment he gives you.

Own Me!!!
Okie, so i'm in my very first auction and I'm so excited! Really need some lovin!!! Click on the pic below and please go rate my pic and read my terms and if interested in having me all to yourself bid on me. Come show this Angel how much you love her!!

Some Parents Should Be Shot...
Police in Holland Township, N.J., removed three kids from the home of Heath and Deborah Campbell in January at the behest of the state Division of Youth and Family Services. The kids are 3-year-old Adolf Hitler Campbell and his 1-year-old sisters, Honszlynn Hinler Jeannie Campbell and JoyceLynn Aryan Nation Campbell. The family was also in the news in December when their local ShopRite supermarket bakery refused to make a birthday cake with little Adolf's name on it. [Express-Times (Easton, Pa.), 1-14-09, 12-14-08] Ugh...

Softball
Junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run scored on Wednesday in leading UTSA to a three-game SLC season-opening sweep at Texas A&M-Corpus Christi. CORPUS CHRISTI — Sophomore Danyé Holmes tossed five scoreless innings for her fourth straight win and junior Krista Sitka went 2-for-3 with a run, as UTSA completed a Southland Conference series sweep of Texas A&M-Corpus Christi with a 6-1 victory on Wednesday at Chapman Field. The Roadrunners improved to 8-7 overall with the sweep, marking the third 3-0 league start in the last six seasons and the first since 2006. The Islanders fell to 7-11 and 0-3. A day after tossing a complete-game shutout in the series opener, Holmes struck out three and carried a no-hitter into the fifth inning in running her record to 4-2 on the season. The Sugar Land native allowed the lone hit, a single by Sandy Schumann with one out in the fifth, and one walk in extending her scoreless innings streak to 19 and 2/3. Sitka had two of UTSA’s three hit

Just Curious
Lately ive been recieving shouts for different fu-ladies,and im told that im hard to approach for discussions or comments cause they feel intimidated by me..My question to you is...Do most women label most men that workout stuck-up, antisocial ppl? For the most part i feel im very easy to talk to and im very approachable.. So whats the deal? Are women more shy then men? Thanks ppl 'Just Curious' lol

Horace
Something from a blog I read. I can guarantee that the above phrase will ring a bell with pretty much every crew from Tolworth to Chase Farm. And probably many crews from Essex Ambulance Service, South East Coast, possibly even Yorkshire and Scottish Highlands. I wouldn’t even be surprised if some crews from Australia and Timbuktu are nodding knowingly. You see, this is the catchphrase of one of our most prolific regulars. Horace Halfpenny is a homeless, alcoholic gentleman with no affiliation to any particular area. He drifts around London, occasionally stopping off at payphones to call 999. Sometimes he asks a member of the public to call for him. But the problem is always the same. Horace’s bowels are hanging out. I’m led to believe that Horace’s bowels are indeed hanging out - but this is an ongoing problem and not an acute emergency. It has never quite been explained to me quite where they are hanging out from, what happened to cause this affliction or why the problem hasn’t be

For My Husband
A thousands times I needed you A thousands times I cried If love alone could have saved you You never would have died A heart of gold stopped beating Two twinkling eyes closed to rest God broke my heart so only to prove he took the best Never a day goes by that you're not in my heart and soul! I love You Baby and I Miss You So Much!

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

How To Love...
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame, you’ll weep for them if they feel pain,

The Meaning
Rose is a flower that has been subjected to multifarious interpretations and innovations. New colors have been developed by man to express yet another emotion. The purple rose is one such innovation. This particular color has various levels of meanings, and has always been a favorite among rose lovers. Purple roses primarily stand for enchantment. The giver of the purple rose seeks to convey that he or she has fallen in love with the recipient at the very first sight. A deep magnetism and charm that makes the recipient almost irresistible is what the purple rose seeks to convey. The very first meeting has totally enticed the sender of these flowers, who simply cannot resist the object of his desire. Though purple speaks of enchantment, the meaning of the purple rose nowhere suggests permanence. The enchantment can be transcendental and can also be fleeting. As the word "enchantment" suggests, the effect is almost magical, and can also die off without much warning. Significantl

If
If you don't know my heart by now... You will truly never understand what is there. I gave you all my heart.. wasn't good enough for you. So You just pushed it away... and laughed in my face. Now, your trying to push me completely out of your life. I guess if that's what you want... then "AS YOU WISH" My Life is blessed with real friends.. that love me for me. I thank God for them everyday. Since u don't need me in your life anymore.. I guess this is the end.

2/26/09
Ok so last week a old lady called cops and said our dogs were terring up her house when in fact they were on chains in back yard needless to say the cops took all the dogs to the pound but we got them out the next day.Robby got a painting job last week and was paid today.We been packing stuff we gonna take to ohio and cleaning and smoking of course lol and we decided to sell all furniture and just start new in ohio with everything except our clothes.Im getting so excited about this move.Oh yea I have been a bit sicker lately but Im still doing ok HELLO HORNY MMFWKL NINJA

Sometimes
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times an dthe confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend, and forever has no end.

A True Friend
A true friend... -Accepts you as you are -believes in you -calls you only to say "hello" -doesn't give up with you -admires all sides of your personality -forgives your mistakes -helps you -encourages you to try it again -makes a difference in your life -says nice things about you -offers his/her support -understands you -tells you the truth -never judges you -explains things you don't understand -walks by your side -calms down your fears -shouts if necessary, if you don't want to listen -raises you spirit.

Forever Sealed Yesterday
Understand the wave of sorrows flowing through Life’s many rivers Listen to the sound of sad teardrops Realize the rain of sadness weeping with Love’s many heartaches Feel the tide of wanting a true love The ocean is full and wide Treasures everywhere Lakes and seas will join together as one Accept Love’s truest form, Pure since Time’s first beginning Renew Life’s promises, Unbroken until Time’s death Remember Childhood vows forever sealed yesterday Cherished words Never will fade Impressions will always stay Motivate the search for tomorrows streaming through Life’s different waters Listen to the sound of new heartbeats Visualize the cries of laughter smiling with Love’s different bondings Feel the joy of living a romance The world is full and wide Treasures everywhere Hope and faith will join together as one Remember Childhood vows forever sealed yesterday Cherished words Never will fade Impressions will alway

The Way It Is...
Ok...I'm not new to the fu. So I'm going to set some ground rules by which I will follow - if you are planning on being my friend - sorry, but you are subject to them as well. 1. The R/F/A shit has go to go. I will not rate/fan/add you unless I want to. Period. End of story. Typically I won't add you unless you are the following: 21-40 years old, anything older than that is gross; if you are female, decent looking - i know it's shallow, but hey so am I; if you are male, you need to be straight - I understand you were born this way, but it's just not for me - don't worry, there are plenty of other fish in the sea. Those are just the basic guidelines - I will feel free to add to or take away as I wish. But don't try to do that for me. You'll just get blocked. 2. It's a social site. So if you don't talk to me, then I'll just remove you as a friend. No biggie. I don't need you. You need me more than I need you. Because you care about points - I could care less. 3. Don't use HTML

My Pain Is His Happiness
My pain is his happiness, I am alone, and depressed He is happy, and content I am sad, and in tears He smiles, and laughs I feel worthless, and unwanted He feels confident, and needed My body longs for his touch He is pressed against her My ears beg to hear his voice He can’t stand the sound of mine My arms are dying to be around him again He holds her tightly to him My heart is still in his hands His belongs to someone else My tears fall freely He could care less My life has fallen apart His has begun anew.

Every Birthday Provides Me With Another Year To Reflect
Most people look at their birthdays as a celebration for another year of life. However, my birthdays have become dreaded. Its not because I become older, that I'm okay with. But my birthday marks the beginning of some emotionally difficult times for me. March 17, 2003 is a day I began to change who I am. It is the day I held my first true angel in my arms. The day my 2nd son was born without life, 5 weeks before his due date. The day that I saw that life is TOO short. The day I realized that I would never be the same mother, or the same woman again. It has been nearly 6 years, but I still grieve the loss of my son. He was one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen. April 24, 2007 is the day I held my 3nd true angel in my arms. My 3rd son, passed away at 9 months of age. I found him in his bed not breathing that day, and tried to breathe life back into him. I was not successful. He was the most beautiful baby I've had the privilege to spend time with. He had a spirit like n

Pictures
I am uploading up a lots pictures. Tomorrow I am buying a vip, and will be uploading more and when im done up loading I will open my pictures because i will b putting my auto 11's on Saturday night not exactally sure yet.

Snuggie Pub Crawl - 02/28/09 - Baltimore, Md
Baltimore Snuggies Pub Crawl 'Nuff said Host: Snuggies Pub Crawl Type: Party - Bar Night Network: Global Date: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 2:00pm - 10:00pm Location: Captain Larry's Bar & Gril Street: 601 E. Fort Avenue City/Town: Baltimore, MD : View MapGoogle MapQuest Microsoft Yahoo Phone: 4107274799 Email: captain@captainlarrys.com DescriptionBALTIMORE SNUGGIES PUB CRAWL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Make ur SNUGGIE ur own & win fabulous prizes & accolades!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you be seen wearing the ever popular MINI or GANGSTA SNUGGIE? Maybe the macabre HEAVENS GATE SNUGGIE appeals to your dark side!! Is the PIRATE SNUGGIE or the risque LITTLE SCHOOL SNUGGIE just your style? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Larry's will be awarding prizes for most innovative & creative 'wearing' of your As

Any Good Friends
I wonder is there really any true friends. The one when you feeling down you call and they can hear in your voice that you upset. The one when you is feeling down they can lift you right back up. The one you can tell any and everything do not worry about it been repeated back to any one. The one when you need a favor they will not let you down. I just wonder is there any true friends if you out there please stand up ok!!!!!

Humanity Is Going To Hell.
What has the world come to? How can someone sit by and allow another person who is reaching out with all they've got to kill themselves? They didn't lift a finger to help, they didn't call the police, or a hotline. They didn't try anything. I understand that it wouldn't have benefited them because the person that I am talking about is a leech to society and humanity. Life is unfair, it seems that the good ones get taken away leaving the vile unspeakable human beings to rot in their own mutilated and collective stews. I know that I should never wish someone dead to take the place of someone that passes, but in this instance I cannot bring myself to form that calloused view of wanting the living to stay that way. This woman sat by and allowed a friend to die. Someone that she professed to love she basically handed a loaded gun, helped him hold it up and pull the trigger. This woman is supposedly someone that helps people every day, saves their life when needed, but she failed to help Jes

Welcome Bak Passionman
Passionman 71 We Wish To Welcome You Back To Fubar You Have Been Very Much Missed. As You All Are Aware Passionman Hasn't Been On Line For Few Weeks So Please Could You Spare Few Minutes Of Your Time And Welcome Him Back Rate..Add..Fan..Bling..Pimp Him Out..Buy Him Drinks Now Your Back We Would Like To See Alot More Of You Love And Best Wishes From Your Family And Friends Please Click On The Picture Below Shadow Leveler Team Leader~Passionman71~R/L Hubby of ~Farscapecat~@ fubar This Bulletin Was Bought To You By TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr †êåm LêåÐêr} Çð Öwñêr Ö£ Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§@ fubar ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~ Öwñêr~Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~@ fubar And Your Loving Family ShadowLevelers.only accepting friends from levelers

Two For One Special Ending Soon! Details Inside!
Yes I am at it again! It's time for a new owner. This auction is a bit different than the rest though. Bids can only be bling or bling packs. The minimum bid is a 5 credit bling or a 12 credit bling pack. Take a moment to rate the pic and drop a bid if you would like. No offers have been made at this point so keep checking back as I may add more to what I am offering/willing to do! **If a 65 credit bling pack is offered I will send an auto 11's your way during happy hour and then rate all of your pics while it is activated. I will also make you a NSFW salute of my choice! ~*How about a two for one special?! My sister Michelle has agreed to match my offers. Any one that bids on me will also own her for the month!*~ While you are there please F/A/R the host also. MishNumber1 ♥ Plz Rate & Fan Then Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥ Brought to you by: Ðäñîë∫∫ë aka Èvî∫ Àñgë∫ and ♣Τwïšτεd

My Mind
Got so many things going on in my head... doesn't seem to stop. I'm always thinking of you. Wondering if your thinking about me, or if you feel the same for me. If this is only a game for you.. or if your true to what you say. I don't think my heart can take another disappointment. So, I sit here... missing you. Wondering what is on your mind.

Facebook/yahoo/aim
For awhile hasnt been hanging on Fubar, call it a drama free vacation, end date unknown....so has been hanging alot on facebook, yahoo and aim....if you wish to chat with me over there then send a private message and i will reply with my names. XOXOXOXO talk to Ya soon

Sex
"S.E.X." [Verse 1] "No" is a dirty word, Never gonna say it first, "No" is just a thought that never crosses my mind. Maybe in the parking lot, Better bring your friend along, Better rock together than just one at a time. [Chorus] S is for the simple need. E is for the ecstasy. X is just to mark the spot, Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!) Sex is always the answer, it's never a question, 'Cause the answer's yes, oh the answers (Yes) Not just a suggestion, if you ask a question, Then it's always yes. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'm loving what you wanna wear, I wonder what's up under there? Wonder if I'll ever have it under my tongue? I'll love to try to set you free, I love you all over me. Love hearin' the sound you make the second you're done. [Chorus] S is for the simple need. E is for the ecstasy. X is just to mark the spot, Because that's the one you really want. (Yes!) Sex is always the answer, it's never a question, 'Cause the answer's yes,

Pondering
So Ive been working through a temp agency since the end of last June (08) at this company. I really enjoy it here and like most of my co-workers. Since November (08) they have been talking about hiring me on permanent. Then I went downtown to help them cover at one of their sites. While there I was told I would be hired on at the beginning of the New Year, and then I was told that when I returned from downtown they would do it. Now it’s over a month later and no word. I keep getting the run around about my position and if they plan on keeping me. I’m wondering how much longer I should wait this out. Should I just say fuck it and move on, find something better. Because right now I don’t have good benefits with the temp service. I’m very confused at this point and frustrated because I can’t go without a job!! Please feel free to comment....

2/26
Well things are starting to look up. Our income is improving and I have been feeling better. Alot of the time, I feel so down and drepressed and dont want to do anything. But the the last 2 weeks I have been getting better. I have been getting more around the house done, working more on site, spending more time with the family and everything. I hope things keep going this way! lol

The Only Thing Worse Then Backseat Drivers
Is backseat video game players..ach! my mother is horrible for it, almost like she tries to coach me thru games. I HATE IT!!!! so does my oldest son..8 years old and thinks hes better at games then me... ok well he is BUT I have been playing them longer dammit!! Anywho I think this little clip is rather funny and I know im not the only gamer on here so some might know exactly where this dude and myself are coming from. Later days!

Almost There
SO as some of you may already know. I run my own website. We are almost ready to launch it. There are still a few things I want to add and we ran into a few kinks to work out. But hopefully with in the next 2 weeks we will be up and running.

Going Crazy!
Alright Devin The Dude [VERSE 1] Lord thank you for the food that I'm about to receive May it nourrish my body and keep my mind at ease But as far as my soul I been meanin to holler atcha And I know you been busy with playas steady tryina catch ya Gotta get somethin off my mind for a while Cause when problems start to pile it gets kinda hard to smile But I - keep my head up And try to hold on until my kids all grown I know one day that could be me lyin there in a hearse So I hope for the best, prepare for the worst Swearin I curse, but really there's no harm done Just havin fun, but there's some who wanna take it and run I left a life of lootin and thievin, and shit Because my friends and my family was leavin me quick It seems everything is happenin without me knowin Tryina stay sane, but mayn, this shit has got me goin [CHORUS] Goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gonna be alright Alright Alright I'm goin crazy Feelin like I'm feelin But it's gon

The Cookie Is Back Together Again
On a good note Today Im in a very upbeat sort of mood. Im going to get my hair done and get myself all pretty. I fixed all of my issues at school with a simple hate letter and things just feel better in general. Thank you fubar for allowing the pointlessness of this entry be revealed for the fun of it

Damn!!
i seen his in another blog, read the lyrics lmaooooooooooo, this should have been my theme song when i was younger One More Drink Video It was Friday night and I was feelin' aight -Yep- Downtown Atlanta, big city, bright lights, Mixin' Henney wit da Sprite, Drinkin' and drivin', No police lights and no police sirens, I'm headed to da club, Lookin' fo' a freak, To spread a lil' love & to spread a couple cheeks, Pull up to da spot, 26's like bam! Eyes on me like "Bitch, do you see him!" Strobe through the front door, Headed to the VIP, Bought a couple bottles and I took a couple sips, Scopin' out da room and what do I see? A nice round butt and a pair of double D's, So I crept up like "Shawty, what's happen'n? You kilin' dat dress and I love it wit' a passion" Den she turned around and her face was aight, She had a gap tooth and mean overbite, But I was like hmm... (T-Pain) Chorus If I take one more drink I'm gon' end up f***in' you Is that watchu wanna d

Purim Coming, Yale Drinking, Max Going Free!
Porn & Purim Bacchanal After Eros Day cums Valentine’s Day, and after that cums the utterly obscure yet tantalizingly erotic holiday of Purim, which we sometimes celebrate here at the Speakeasy with a Biblically themed orgy. Last year’s Purim orgy was so spectacular that we are now releasing it to the public as a “Raw Editions” DVD. In fact, my Porn & Purim Bacchanal is now a hot 2-DVD set AND a Multiple Download. It's over five hours, so you can crank your grogger all Purim night! Don’t know Purim from Purée? Don’t dismay! All is revealed in my erotic exotic version of the Biblical Tale of Esther, the teenage beauty contest winner who saves her people from genocide with nothing but her own Weapons of Mass Seduction. A Commedia Erotica cast of some of the world’s hottest porn stars, character actors and Speakeasy regulars acts out this twisted tale of horny kings and hot wives, political intrigue, sensuous eunuchs and the secr

Just Me, Being Me
K, this might be like venting so if u wanna read, go ahead, but I don't care if anyone does or not. I put it as NSFW because I don't know all the rules on here and just wanna be on the safe side...plus I'm going to be swearing alot and saying some stuff that's on my mind. With that intro...here we go.... LOL! I'm sooo not happy with my life right now! I have my son and that's the only good thing. His father is a fucking douche that should DIE! my job fucking sucks ass, my finances are shot to shit, and I really want to have sex with a hot girl, but there's none in my area!!!! Plus, my close friends don't know that fact about me and I don't really want to voice it to them. It's basically just a fantasy..would never go full lesbo. Just wanna have some fun here and there. I understand now why guys love going down on a girl. It takes as amazing as it feels. I only wish one thing. That guys could switch and have a vagina for a day to see how it does feel and to have some pointers to wo

God I Miss Him So Much!
Everyday I wake up to have my coffee. He used to make it for me and bring it to me in bed! That kiss goodbye when I would leave for work. His stupid ranting about politics and such. I miss waking up to his handsome face, his arms around me when I went to bed at night. I miss his kisses and his stupid perverted ways. I miss going to the Blues Jams with him and church on Wednesdays and Sundays. I miss our walks hand in hand on the beach, through the woods or just to go feed the ducks. I miss dinner together or even arguing about myspace. I miss everything about him and I. How did two people who loved each other so much get into this situation? I know the answer but I cant put it here or anywhere. God knows I love him and miss him to such and extreme that it is destroying me. I know we cant go back to where we were. I dont even think we can start over again. I know his family will never let us be together again. This really is too painful.

On Therapists
If I had a fuckin' dime for everytime I've seen some asshole with a self-help book, come on and say "it's not your fault"...I'd have nough fuckin' money to hire a TEAM of asassins & scientists to find the most efficient way to exterminate these spineless fuckers. Truth is MOST ALL your problems are your fault. You do need help...but unfortunately (or fortunately) I cannot help you. Neither can any fuckin' book...or drink...or drug. I flat out REFUSE to be of assisstance to denial of our real problems. I am not one to console. You want sympathy??? It's between shit & syphillus in the dictionary. I will NOT provide humanity it's crutch...I will kick it away. I will not lie & tell you everything will be ok, because untill the true source of your repetitive problems is identified...things WILL NOT BE OK! ONLY YOU can seek advice from the strong instead of the sympathetic. ONLY YOU can take charge of your life. ONLY YOU can step up & take responsibilty. ONLY YOU can fix the source of

Roasted Red Pepper Pasta Sauce
I made this the other night, nice break from tomatoes. 5 roasted red peppers (jarred or fresh), I roast my own, the jarred ones don't taste the same, but I'm also a fresh produce Nazi 1 onion, diced 2 garlic cloves, minced salt & pepper 1/4 tsp hot red pepper flakes extra virgin olive oil 1/2 cup white wine grated parmesan Saute onions in large skillet over medium heat in the oil until transparent. Add garlic and hot pepper flakes, cook for another two minutes or so. Add wine and bring to simmer. Cut roasted peppers into bite size pieces (skin them first if you're doing the roasting yourself) and add to skillet. Season with salt & pepper. Cover and simmer 15 mins. Pour into food processor and pulse until peppers are in small pieces, don't paste them. Pour over pasta and top with parmesan.

Make Vamp Morticia A Salute For Her Birthday! March 4th
Meet Vamp Morticia! Her Birthday is Wednesday March 4th! She's collecting salutes from everyone for her birthday! (sfw OR nsfw) IF you make her one she will make you a SFW salute AFTER her birthday to return the love! SHE LOVES GETTING SALUTES, BLING, or BLASTS! :) COME SHOW HER LOVE FOR HER BIRTHDAY! SHE HAS NEW PICS ON HER PAGE TOO! HER VIP IS UP ON MARCH 1st! SHOW HER LOVE! SHE'D LIKE TO RUN AN AUTO ON HER B-DAY TOO! CAN ANYONE HELP? VAMP MORTICIA~RL Engaged & Fu-married to JDHUNT~LaLa's Gurl 4Ever@ fubar

Halp!
Ok, my blogs aren't showing on my home page. I have checked the settings like a billion times. I even went into the support lounge *shudders* and they couldn't help me. Does anyone know what's going on? They used to show up. They just disappeared! My mumms and other stuff are still there though.. Fix it now please kthnx

You Are An Internet Addict When........
1.) You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading. 2.) You step out of your room and realize that your parents have moved and you don't have a clue as to when it happened. 3.) Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to go from top to bottom. 4.) Your nightmares are in HTML and GIFS. 5.) You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one. 6.) You start introducing yourself as "Jim at net dot com" 7.) Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you see a new WWW site address on TV. 8.) You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can hear if new e-mail arrives. 9.) Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you of what she looks like. 10.) All of your friends have an @ in their names. 11.) When looking at a web page full of someone else's links, you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple. 12.) Your dog has its own home page. 13.) You can't call

How You Make Me Feel
With each wave washing onto the shore my heart reeveals a love for you alone to endure Tantalizing senses of pleasures for the rest of your days basked in a radiance that captures a deluges of arrays As our souls touch with profound independence they are entwined with undeniable brilliance beaming to all corners of the universe our embrace has engulfed the passion of loves delightful disperse Nestling without boundaries and only restrained to our content we conduct the auroras to dance in the firmament Orchestrating a synergy unequivocally fortified sentimentalize by memories that will abide

We Prayed
Sitting here remembering the first time we saw one another ...You were so afraid of me.Yet so very brave,as you proved time and time again.What a brave and delightful young man you were and still are to this day!!! You didn't like me too much...Your Dad and I?...Well...we prayed. You were always doing something to cause me and your Father worry...lol...But that is what children do and that is what parents do...worry...and Pray. The day you put your head through a wall barely missing the door frame...we didn't know whether to spank you or laugh...we prayed... Then we laughed...so very grateful that you didn't hurt the wall!!!...lol...okay that you hadn't hurt yourself...smiles...Your Dad and I asked why you did it and all you could say was "because it was there"!!!...We prayed. Of course no parents heart could stop the way ours did when you dodged in front of a truck...The truck hit your back tire causing you to flip and land face down in the yard.AFTER we had told you not to

All About The Princessmary
hi my Name is Mary iam 29 years old and i love to cook and bake i am also madly in love with the night dj in this chat room so lady's if u r loking 4 a man get in line b/c he is taken!! any i live in a small town in Port Huron and i love it here my Hobby's r ready and doing crafts moveies HarryPotter set t.v shows Lawand order ER How is it made

Boredom
I hate being bored. What does the average joe realy do in life to get unbored? All I do is play WoW and that seams not working good enough for me. I am just 26 years old and am tired of life as we speak. I wish life was more fun. I hate to put that out there but I am. Life sucks for me.

I See You
I recently learned how to save people scrolling..thanks to Postal Florist. I have been catching peeps scrolling so if ya want yer pic, look in my "I see you "folder. If yer not there...be patient. k? k.

Ash Wednesday
So, I work in a restaurant and as you know yesterday was Ash Wednesday. I had at least 3-4 customers/families come in with their ashed foreheads and order food with MEAT on it, or in it. I'm not even Catholic and I KNOW THE RULES. Have fun in hell you dumbasses.

The Daily News (pt. 2)
im misterfeets pimp. why, when aliens visit, do hey only probe cows and trailer trash? my coffee, is excellent I have to take my kids in for shots today, they are going to hate me =[ and my tattoo artist backed out again, so now im pissed and i need to find a new one

72k To Disciple!!!!
Ok StarShine is only 72k from Disciple!!! WOW!!! Now I KNOW we can get her to that next level! Now lets all cover her in Fu-Love!!!! ~♥StarShine♥~2nd Alarm Hotties~ღCllgegrlღ's Valentine~@ fubar

Umm............... Confused Much
I needed to put my thoughts out there so I could think this through. I've been seeing this really great guy. We get along very well, have a lot in common and just chillin together is fun. The intimate part is like fireworks, it's just great. However, we want two very different things. I eventually want to find and be in a serious, committed relationship, I haven't totally given up on love I guess. Im not saying thats what I want right this minute, cause it's not. I like just sort of dating someone. Not having them around 24/7 is cool with me. Right now I want my space, not to have to answer to anyone but myself is nice. The way he talks right now he has become very jaded when it comes to love and relationships. He doesnt have it in him anymore to have that serious relationship. The way he talks he wont ever want that again. Which I can understand his feelings on that after knowing what his situations have been. However, he tells me he really likes me alot, more than he expected to.

Sad, Sad Day....
i saw this porn one time.. three hot lesbians on the rocks, by the sea, going at it... then one squats down over the top of another chick's face... i'm thinking, rimjob!... much to my dismay... that's not what happened... like chocolate ice cream from the ice cream shop.. it came down from her bunghole and all over the other's face.... then she sharted at the end... splashing the other chick all over...they all giggled.. and that was the end of my curiosity...forever...

Naughty Application
(I stole this off the bulletins - lol) Cut and paste into a PRIVATE MESSAGE to reply. Don't be afraid as you never know who will reply or what answers they'll give. Let the fun begin!!! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Ever had a threesome? 19. Ever used a sex toy? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is fore

Baked Ziti
Baked Ziti by Obed Kirkpatrick Ingredients: 1 pound of ziti noodles (you can substitute mini penne) 1 pound Italian sausage 56 oz of spaghetti sauce with mushrooms 8 oz pepper jack cheese 8 oz of mozzarella cheese 1 cup grated Parmesan 1 large onion 4 garlic gloves Directions: Cook pasta according to the directions on the package. Drain and set aside. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Remove the skin from the Italian sausage cook until brown. Add onions and cook until wilted. Add spaghetti sauce and simmer for 5 minutes. Add the garlic. Remove from heat. Grate the cheese into two separate piles (pepper jack in one and mozzarella in the other) In a 9 X 13 baking dish, layer the noodles, cooked ingredients and both cheeses equally. The top layer should be the cheese mixture, sprinkling the grated parmesan over top of cheese. Cover with aluminum foil and bake for 30 minutes. Uncover and bake for 15 more minutes until the cheese turns a golden brown

Update To Last Blog
i have now went and had all my tests run which i still have endometriosis but i now also have thyroid problems which they said to take my results to the family dr and he can decide if i need to be put on meds for that . although i havent had much time to get to him just yet because now i have one hell of a cold thats kicking my ass .. i am so tired of being sick all time .. i really feel ok some days but other days it takes all i have to just get up and get my son to the bus stop daily but i still have to get it done so far i havent had no periods which i am liking , so hopefully the pills is doing what they are meant to do so when i go back for my checkup i won't have no more surgeries thank god . i have had my fair share of surgeries the past few yrs and if u know anything about me at all you will know what im talkin about there also .now all i need to do is try to kick this cold in the ass which isn't working too well at the moment i guess my immune system is down or something b

Shitty Iraq...
So do you really wanna know about Iraq... Well I am in Baghdad, it sucks, bombs and IED's everyday and night, bullet's flying past me, eyes in back of my head at all times, any moment who knows what will happen, myself or battle buddies gonna get shot or blown up? Will I wake up tomorrow without a leg or arm? How many people will I shoot today if any... Everyday is different, its scarey, it SUCKS!!! I hate this place, I miss my home... Been in Iraq for 1 year now. Still have till June 09 to go, 4th time here and lost to many friends... Will it ever be over? Will I make it home to see my loved ones, my friends, my dog... And really how much longer can I go without a beer or sex... My cock is shaffing, my hand is raw... Pics are just pics, vids are just vids, its all a blur... GOD I AM SO PISSED WITH THIS PLACE!!! NO MORE FOR ME... But watch, ill be here again in a year...

Stepping Stone
my temples crumble like boulder upon brick as my cheekbone dances with an islet pillow snapshots, loose change and gravel dice tucked underneath it polished for the ante faerie perched on a packsaddle camel but I always revert back to death when my figments fight with my night In flight, I have nothing to say I have nothing to give when my door is half open... but that goes without saying. they can see right through me my vitreous shields like two windows, stained and so I keep them closed tin awning eyelashes bead February rain while wretched, mucky streaks drizzle down a hieroglyphic heart that begets your name forlorn, I proffer what is left of my wall to be chiseled into pea gravel heat between my pea green sheets acquiesing through another dark, rocky night with... without you. © chick norris

Private
How can any one expect to be cherry bombed when they have their profile set as PRIVATE !! HELLO I could hav bombed so many more today n yall would have got a hell of alot of points if folders were not marked PRIVATE just a thort for future ref

Rip Stevie
No more pain stevie Now you can rest Just know that all your Family and friends did their best Now you can sleep for ever No more pain and agony not never For in the end all will be clear Sleep peacefully for ever and you will never hav to fear For now your tourchered soul is free No one else can hurt you because now they have to let you be !! RIP STEVIE

Because I Care
Good Morning. You know there are a lot of strange and delusional people in this world. Let me give you an example of strange and delusional as I see it. About 8:30 p.m. Thursday, a man identified as 50-year old Michael Steven Reed walked into the Eddie's Fried Chicken on Hemphill in Fort Worth, wearing a white rag tied around his face and carrying a big tree branch that he was brandishing like a sword. Reed held it up over his head and demanded all the money in the register, threatening the cashier. That's when one of the employees jumped out with a broom and began to engage Mr. Reed in what police describe as a "battle of wooden swordsmanship." That ended when another employee rammed the "would-be" robber with a chair -- causing him to drop his tree-branch sword. Reed ran out of the store empty-handed and was followed to a nearby church in the 1700 block of Hemphill. Officers arrived and found Reed hiding behind a Dumpster. He was apprehended without further incident. Re

Tampa
When I left the United States back in 2002, I had no intention of returning, as at that point in my life there was little to no reason to ever go back. The years have past and I have been in the North east of the UK all this time....now I have been given a reason to return....My Daughter! Many years ago her father took her from me..and though I fought my best to have her or get her...I always lost...finally one day I gave up trying as it was beginning to impact me both mentally and physically....I met a man....we left for the open road in America and I never looked back....well of course she was always in my heart and in my mind..but I knew there was nothing more I could do at the time.She is now going to be 21 in March and has landed in a situation needing my dirrect intervention....so Tampa FL here I come....Mommas going to go help her baby girl out. I am a bit worried how she and I will get on after the "honey moon period" wears off...but other than that I am so excited about finall

The Submissive
Submissive swift exchanges controlled glances the hips sway in rhythm the body screams hands tied pierced flesh The master stakes his claim the heart surrenders Teeth graze breath lost at his mercy begging more the submissive taken The Leash The collar her nights are now his The Days Too

My Wishes For You...
If I could have my wishes, If wishes did come true; I would wish for happiness, And a long full life for you. I would wish for laughter, And fill your life with song; Then ask for peace and joy and love, To follow you all day long. Then I would ask for peaceful rest, To visit you at night; And that your every morning, Dawn shimmering and bright. I would ask for nothing, To give back to myself; As long as you are happy, I want for nothing else. For just to see contentment, On your face and know you're fine; Would truly satisfy me, And bring joy to this heart of mine. If I could have my wishes, If wishes did come true; I'd wish for the sun and the moon and the stars, And I'd give them all to you. Forever....Lady Trinity

Smile Through The Rain
one thing i have found that is an inspiering side of my personality is my eternal optimism...which some ppl may take for being cold...which is hardly true i just try to smile through the rain even when a smile is the furthest thing from my mind...because eventually it will be a real smile...yesterday was a long and very hard day for me alot of things went horribly wrong and finding a reason to smile was very hard...but alas i will wake up and it will be a new day and this bad day will be in the past where it should be...as long as i have my faith in the possibilities of tomorrow i will always be ok.

Friends
FRIENDSUNTIL YOU'VE WALKED IN MY SHOES DON'T TELL ME HOW I SHOULD ACT, CAUSE I THINK I HAVE BEEN ME LONGER THAN YOU.AND UNTIL YOU WALK IN MY SHOES DON'T GIVE ME YOUR ADVICE ,UNLESS YOU HEAR ME ASK YOU TO.AND UNTIL YOU FEEL MY PAIN, I DON'T THINK YOUR THE ONE TO JUDGE, WHO I AM SUPPOSE TO BE.AND UNTIL YOU KNOW MY NAME ,DON'T EVEN CONSIDER YOURSELF, A CLOSE FRIEND TO ME.AND IF, I CHOOSE TO LOVE YOU, CONSIDER IT A GIFT, CAUSE MY LOVE IS HARD TO GET....AND JUST BECAUSE I MAY HAVE SAID IT, DOESN'T NECESARILY MEAN ,THAT I HAVE FELT IT YET.CAUSE I BELIEVE IN THE POWER OF THE TONGUE,IF I SPEAK IT, WITH FAITH ,IT WILL ONE DAY COME TO PASS.AND UNTIL YOU TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW ME DON'T HATE ME IS ALL I ASK...CAUSE I WAS CREATED WITH A PURPOSE JUST AS YOU WERE TO THIS EARTH,WHICH MEANS THE GIFTS I HAVE, MAY NOT BE YOURS, SO PLEASE DON'T BELITTLE MY WORTH.AND UNTIL YOU KNOW MY STORMS, DON'T BE SO SURE THAT YOUR CAPABLE, TO EVEN SAIL WITH ME,CAUSE IF YOUR SCARED OF THE WAVES I DON'T EVEN THINK, "FRIE

The Place Of Refuge
THE PLACE OF REFUGELying wide awake... then.... my inner eye shuts....Drifting far away..... to where the razor cuts...Wilting within ......in here there's no feeling..Then my day begins .....but strangly I can feel the end....End to this fu*ked up world... world that we live in...Where people are so caught up within themselves .....no time for no one else..Frozen Spirits we have become....We have entered into that place of no return......Where the darkness... has become our light.. and nothing else matters ...when we're inside... We're seeking that place of refuge...where numbness has become our friend... Cold within but its our freedom.....Together we can be one in unity..Just you and Me...in our darkened place where our souls are free... Letting go of what all the world has given....Misconceptions, illusions and lies to why we're living.....Telling us we're of the seed of an enemy.... When not realizing without us they could not see...Falling short of what life has promised to give

Inner Darkness
"INNER DARKNESS" Whispers within my head..... filling up my brain, Darkness overcomes me ... Emotional from all this Pain..... Headaches You have given to me... A lifetime of heartache, Please set me free Falling into this darkness....A Place to me, I'm not afraid to be..... (chrous) Inner darkness.. a place I find...it's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a place I find ...it's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a place I find...it's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... (end/chorus) No light is here, I am alone, Strangely though I know it has become my home..... And as I've drifted deeply ..... within these gates of hell they Have become my friend...but its my soul they want me to sale Theres a Power in my pain....... Please take me back to light.. Before I loose myself ....to the enemy of the night... (chorus) Inner darkness.. a place I find...it's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a

That's A Foxy Hole
I haven't posted a funny story here in a while, so I thought tonight might be a good time. This is military but I think everyone will get it, which is what makes it so funny. My co-worker & smoking buddy Nova (no longer works here, was laid off last year) was in the Army for 16 years. Her last duty assignment was Ft Bragg NC (when she got out, her & husband who was still active duty bought a house nearby, so that's how she ended up in my neck of the woods). Anyway, all her previous assignments had been in "fixed station" Comm Centers (ie - indoor jobs), but when she got here, was assigned to a tactical unit (ie - playing soldier in the woods). So at the start of her first field training exercise in her new unit, the 1SG (First Sergeant, in charge of the entire company) calls his senior NCO's together for a briefing (she's at this point a Staff Sergeant in charge of a platoon). He points out a foxhole that's sort of overgrown and covered with pine needles, etc, and says "Make su

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Author Dick Russell, New O&a Videos, 50 Cent Interview Audio Online, Dru Boogie's Remix Cd, New Videos Online
Thursday Opie and Anthony Links: Author Dick Russell, New O&A Videos, 50 CENT Interview Audio Online, Dru Boogie's Remix CD, New Videos Online

Love Affair With Lady Moon
Dark and silent, the night surrounds you. You feel the cool night air brush against your skin, and you shiver in anticipation. You turn your face towards the moon and bask in her beauty, removing your clothing beneath her light. You raise your arms above your head and close your eyes. Her perfect beams shine down upon the pale beauty of your skin, your long dark hair stirring in the breeze, flowing freely down your back. Your body begins to move to a beat that only you and the Lady Moon can hear. Your hips sway and your arms move with the sound. Your breath and heartbeat quicken as the dance becomes more frantic, pulse throbbing uncontrollably. You move around in circles, keeping time with the melody. The Lady Moon's graceful light plays off your hair as the last aching notes drift on the current of air. You sigh and replace your hands at your sides, smiling up at her in escatsy and completion. You don your clothng and walk back through the french doors, crawling into your warm bed, pu

Angels Among Us
you know that place you get where you see everything is wrong because of you? couldnt admit that before, coulden even see it just new things were not the way thy should be. it's not every day you get a chance to start over an at the same time see the light for once in your life. takes grit to own up an face yourself in that thankful way that after the hurt an tears are less you can make better of the blessings you got handed. time to do some soul searching an pruning. what is a flower bed with out someone to tend it an make the ground soft an full of good earth an seed? what you build anything on has to be solid, or it will fall short of it's perpose, this is true with what ever your doing. having pride can be hard when you see that your fall was all your doing and how great a fall it is, but when an angel comes an picks you up, saves you from yourself an your given the gift of seeing it all a new person is born... sure hope no one has to go thrue a life time before

You
You It's for you Only you It's for you I'll never know I'll never care I'll never believe my people I'll tell you what I say I'll never lie I'll never try I'll never cry for you people I'll push you Push you away As you lonely people Keep on running around my door Yes, you lonely people Keep on begging Beg for more And I'll cry for you Yes I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you It's for you Only you It's for you I'll never try I'll never die I'll never push for you people I'll tell you how I feel I'll never lie I'll never cry I'll never try for you people I'll tell you, yes it's real And you lonely people Keep on passing time away Yes you lonely people keep on passing, Pass away And I'll cry for you Yes, I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you And I'll

Me
let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i dont need my ego stroke come to think of it i dont got one but anyways. iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i dont no way my father grew up with his dad but his dad never show him affection and me and him act way to much a like if you put us together in a room alone we would more then likely kill one another in fact i took my sword to him onces before and mind you the man is 6ft6 iam not really sure on how much he weights tho and he is buff just go to show you i dont back down from no one. as for my mother like i said she rejected me when i was born she was 16 when she had me and she was 14 when she got her first job and that was to work in a bar she was a stripper a druggie a whore alcohoic and she still did that when she carried me i was in the hospital for a whole year i was a sick baby i had almost everythi

It's Really Funny.
How people that want you to flirt back with them, get angry and then block you afterwards. I mean christ, I barely know you, why would I give you my phone number? I'm not a flirtatious person. If I'm attracted to someone, yeah of course, but geez. I'm into real relationships, not just a one time fling...even if it's online. I'm not going to act butthurt toward someone who's into flings, because it's their life, their choice. But for someone to block me...because I wouldn't flirt back? That just kinda shocks me. I don't mean to be offensive. Someone on here asked what kind of guys I like... so here goes: Guys with long hair, I really honestly love the scene look(if I had to pick a "look"). I love guys that have the same interests as myself. That sort of thing...they have to atleast like music... I know I'll never get a guy like that. So it's fine. Sometimes you have to realize, that until you improve yourself, you're just going to end up with guys that cheat on you

The Way I Feel
Yearning for her affection is what I do, those beautiful brown eyes gazing at me, my soul just can't tell her no. Her words flow from her gorgeous lips and make me tremble and trip. Her mind, so smart and quick. Everything about her is stunning and in my eyes so perfect, does she know how she leaves me so speechless? She's different from the others and I don't know why I'm lost with words and breath when she speaks to me. So many things I want to say, so many things she needs to hear. I want to give her the moon and stars because that's what she deserves, I want her to only know the best things there is, to know that I am so deep and true. All the emotions that she makes me feel with just the smallest of gazes. The passion that she drives me to be. The strength she gives me with just the simplest of words. So to you, I say for you. I thank you. Please take this heart and bear it true. For it is you, that I say * **** ***.

St Patty's Day Auction
Im goin to host an auction for St. Patty's Day.. You ask why? Cuz in my mind its one of the biggest drinking holidays of the year, and why not celebrate it on fubar! There will be a 20k fuckbucks entry fee, and you get to set your own guidelines of your end of the deal. Such as, add me fam, their name in yours, random gifts, rate all pics, etc... The starting bid for everyone will start at 50K, i will be advertising the auction every chance i get, but the more you advertise, of course the higher bid your likely to get! Send me a private message if your intersted and include the link to the picture in which you wish to use! Thank you and hope to have a good auction!

Back Off, Just Back The Fuck Off
So yeah, things that will annoy the fuck out of me... i do not want to know your views on: me quitting smoking - i don't want to quit. i like smoking, get the fuck over it. abortion - if you're a guy, you're never going to have one, i really don't give a fuck what you think about them. medications for psychiatric purposes - i have bipolar disorder, it's not gonna be fixed with exercise and thinking happy fucking thoughts. suicide - my father killed himself. don't fucking tell me it's a cowards way out. he was a fucking vet, show some respect. me being in a bad mood - no, i don't fucking think it's going to get better. some days i don't think it will ever get better. you telling me it's going to get better will just make me want to fucking punch you in the face. try understanding it not trying to fix it. there's more, these are just the ones that come to mind. love you, sin

If Only For A Moment
If only for a moment is all I get with you, then that's enough to last a lifetime for me. If only for a moment is all you can give, then I will be appreciative of that moment. If only for a moment is all I have to give, then I would give you that moment. If only for a moment is all I am allowed then I want it to belong to you. If only for a moment you could see you through my eyes. The strength, the passion, the beauty, the wonderfulness that is you. If only for a moment you could hear the beautiful words you speak to me. If only for a moment, I would want my moment to be with you.

Florida To California
Every year there is a motorcycle ride to the redwoods in Piercy. This year the run is June 12-14. Check out this site. http://www.redwoodrun.com/ The site where the event is held is on private property. You have to have a ticket to get in. Price of a ticket from what I have been told is $130 for the three days. Places to stay are very few. If you like to camp camping is available onsite. I plan to leave Daytona Beach, FL. My plan is taking 6 to 7 days of riding to get to my brother in laws place in the San Francisco Bay area. From there do the run the ride back to Florida. I have an open passenger seat for a female that wants to ride. Share expenses. A ride of a lifetime. Other riders are welcome to join on the trip. My route is open to the fu world. Let's ride.

Hahahahaha
just wanted to give an online scream AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH how do u get them out of your head. miss her to death but when u have to drink to sleep at nite because u cant sleep with your on thoughts. its like that song when you see my face hope it gives u hell well its givin me hell gave that girl everything and on that note

Dreams
My dreams come in short burst of memories. Memories of things yet to come, things to be, just those, dreams My dreams seem to say, what a life to be, what a world to live in, what true bliss that will be My dreams come to me, as fast as you've bounded the walls, dug yourself in, and made yourself a home. My dreams are my dreams, but yet you're always in then.

No Bueno
OK SO WTF?IS IT JUST ME OR IS EVERYBODY GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT RIGHT NOW?(INCLUDING MYSELF) MY FRIENDS ARE ONE IM OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY LIFE.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU BITCHES.. WHATEVER WE ARE ALL GOING THROUGH IM HOPING IT THE SHITSTORM WILL PASS LOL... ITS THE SNOW... IM CONVINCED.. LETS ALL JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND YOGA... OR DRINK OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU FUCKERS DO WITH YOUR TIME.. TOUGHEN UP CUPCAKES ITS GONNA GET BETTER.. JUST LOOK FOR THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL OR IM GOING TO GET OUT THE HOSE!!! PUT THE LOTION IN THE MOTHERFUCKING BASKET AND CALL IT A DAY!!! BONQUIESHA OUT!!!!

Dreams In Indiana
My dream job actually exists! I couldn't believe it when I heard, only problem is that it's in Idaville, Indiana. For someone who's never lived outside of California, Indiana seems like another world away. So, back to the job, it's at the Great Cats of Indiana. It's a large cat rescue facility over there. I don't presume to think I am in any way qualified for the job...yet, but I graduate next year, and I'll take the State and National board certification exams, then I will be Veterinary Technician, then some day I will eventually go to Vet School and be a veterinarian, but that's over-reaching my current goals. My other problem is getting there, and getting somewhere to live. That takes money, and a full time student with a part time job making minimum wage can't even hope to afford a one way plane ticket accross the country. What would be interesting to know is if anyone out there would be willing to go and take the tour they offer and look around the place for me and give me

Hate In All Forms
People always say I hate this I hate that Then people hate on others because they have some they want and destroy the things others have I really can not understand why people always got to hate on others Isn't it easier and nicer if we are friend and show love to each other Accept the facts Leave the ones together who love each other and let the past be and move on? I know there are lovers out there who are seperated because of haters I wish them that they will work things out And I wish their haters to just accept it and help them lovers to find their way back to them and not hating on them anymore Help them to find back to their love and stop trying to get them for your own, it is not worth it because it wont last forever Keep the friendship but not the love I heard about a lot of things on here and I see a lot of things here and I am really shocked how ven sweet people can ruin others relationships I never thought that these sweet people are so full of hate that they go

Bwahahahaha
So the juggy lost her priveleges of commenting mumms..and she can't even make a bully. So all the bitchin and moanin we all did finally got results. though I think i know who to thank for this...and I will be doing so . I have a renewed faith in fubar. *End rant*

Life In General
will i think i understand y girls go 2 girls now days, cause men they make up every excuse y they can't give u some. plus there is a big age difference between me and my fiance. a 18 yr age difference. but im young and like sex and he should realize that when he got with a 26 yr old. i might just try the same sex 4 once cause men just ain't doin it. who knows might just b talkin out my ass. i luv my fiance but he has got 2 get with the program.

I Wish
Wish - SuperChickThe saddest thing is you could be anything That you could want We could have been everything But now we're not Now it's not anything at all The hardest part was getting this close to you And giving up this dream i built with you A fairytale that isn't coming true You've got some growing up to do I wish we could have worked it out I wish i didn't have these doubts I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now I wish i didn't know inside That it won't work out for you and i I wish that i could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye After all the things you put me through Tell me why i'm still in love with you And why am i, why am i still waiting for your call You broke my heart I'm taking it back from you And taking back the life i gave to you Life goes on before and after you I've got some growing up to do I wish we could have worked it out I wish i didn't have these doubts I wish i didn't have to wonder just what you

Why God Made Moms !
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't

Life As I Know It
So here it is. Divorce. We had out fair share of issues but nothing we couln't ever work through. But something we can't work through is him falling in love again with his exwife. yeah. harsh huh? the story goes as this: she his ex went to a year long treatment facicilty for being hooked on ice in maui. while in there he met another woman. moved to washington state in 95/ divorced his ex in 97. got together with me in june of 2000. we married in july 2001. he gained custody of his two sons in february 2002. this past xmas they went for their last visitaion with her and she refused to send the4m back and he had to fly to maui to get the youngest which is 15. he brought him home the weekend of martin luther king weekend. i felt a vibe that was "off". so i questioned him and he told me that he missed hawaii and that was it. we got papers in the mail that the ex had filed for custody and he needed to appear in court feb 11th. so he made arragements to fly down there yet again to "squash it

On Addiction.
What's it going to take to feel clean again? My hands and knees are soiled. What's it going to take to feel love again? These memories make my blood boil. What's it going to take to feel strong again? In weakness I fall apart. What's it going to take to feel peace again? No harmony, no calm in my heart. What's it going to take to feel hunger again? Bitter emptiness sets in. What's it going to take to feel proud again? Haunted by some unholy sin.

Untitled
Twilight, trust how quickly will sunrise descend upon us. La Primavera indeed! Deep waters swell, run clean and cold. Nervous shivers tickle my sides, make my limbs restless. A simple, pure energy envelops me, curls my lip. The whole world is alas drawing itself in; All at once the pieces sigh and settle against themselves. Satisfied, I chide at my needless worry; after all, now, what for? It seems, at this moment, things are just, and how they ought to be.

Devotion
I anxiously await the sound of your voice Sitting by the phone, I am ready to surrender You lead, I follow With this I have no choice The seeds you have planted grow tall and true I bloom with confidence for all to see My mind, my body, like a beautiful flower Reaching to you, my sun, my water Your student, your warrior I hope to be My devotion to you is simple and clear Relax, go deeper, I’ll show you, you’ll see For you are my Mster Your words, your wisdom have set me free

Finaalyyy!!
FINALLY, SOMEONE HAS CLEARED THIS UP. For centuries, Hindu women have worn a dot on their foreheads. Most of us have naively thought this was connected with tradition or religion, but the Indian Embassy in New York has recently revealed the true story. When a Hindu woman gets married, she brings a dowry into the union. On her wedding night, the husband scratches off the dot to see whether he has won a convenience store, a gas station, a doughnut shop, a taxi cab or a motel in Arizona . If nothing is there, he must remain in India to answer telephones and provide us with technical advice.

Poem From My Nos Babies
............from my nos pink bunnies .......... I see forever inyour eyes there is no way to disguise the way my heart sings your name and when im without you all i feel is pain, my soul cries out for just one touch oh baby my kris i love you so much

Plans
So now that we are all agreed on the last week of June for our get together .... Let's start thinking of what we would like to happen during that time Things like.... Menu Drinks Entertainment Events We have a lot of time to think on this but it wont hurt to toss a few ideas around early so decisions can be made as well as proper planning So yall think on this and as ideas come to you please post them here so we can all discuss what we would like to do during this time... Let's make this an awesome event to remember I look forward to meeting all of you and stuffing yer tummies too Let's get this planned Love ya all *hugz*

Thanks
i'd like 2 thank everyone who told me happy birthday today... you know all you so called friend who forgot thanks so all you who remembered thank you a bunch and you might not get a present but you'll def. get a happy birthday. to all you so called friends who couldn't take 5 seconds of you time to msg me comment me or txt me on my birthday... don't expect shit from me.. just sayin so i'm going 2 go drink another couple shots of absolute and raise my right hand with my middle finger up hehe i'm a bitch i know

Voice Of The Lost.
I'm going to give you the count of three to love me. To own the noise of my torrential agony this water carrier has broken. All that's left is shattered earth the sharp edges of my masque and a very wet mess at the end of the fall. A poet without readers is a fool with no court a god with no worshippers a voice with no speaker. A man with no woman. Soup without salt... Night without stars. I have become less than nothing. Worse than having never been. I am forgotten. I am that tiny candle in infinite cold. You are the hand gently strangling me into submission, into sizzling oblivion. How did I offend you? How did I fail you? Its much too late an hour for any of that to matter... Dissapear in that empty night. You are everything in nothing, so go back to that place... and be.

Seriously?, Part Two
The tanning salon by my house has proven time and again that the people who work there live in their own land. Its a special place, where things are spelled improperly, and nothing is explained in detail. I wouldn't go, but I my membership expires at the end of this week, so I'm going to tolerate it for the next few days, just to get my money's worth. I digress. Today I went in intending to pay for a bed upgrade. I had used an stand up bed last week, it was and extra $4, but I noticed more tan right away, so I thought it might be nice to do it again this evening. When I went inside the place, the girl at the counter told me that the lay down bed was just as good as the stand up and I could go for 12 minutes in the bed, where as I could only go for 10 in the stand up. I figure she knows what shes talking about, at least as far as tanning goes, and allow her to set me up with the lay down upgrade bed instead. How foolish of me. After the manager cleans the bed for me, t

Daniel Screwed...i Mean Tagged Me.
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have been without internet for days now because my neighbot is a moron. He was burning his land and the fire spread to my land as well as some others'...completely fucked the phone lines around here. 2. I can't watch Foxnews. It pisses me off way too much. Yet, still my boss forces me. I think he likes to see me all riled up. 3. I'm a freak for Literati

Fucking Lounge
I was in a certain lounge tonight and a certain lounge manager or owner w/e she is starts acting like an uptight bitch, i was doing nothing fucking wrong, i was having a great time and getting into all kinds of shenanigans and everyone was laughing and enjoying themselves.....well she starts acting uptight and touchy and i told her drop the fucking act im doing nothing wrong but having a good time.....EJECTED! She didnt try to talk to me or try to cut things off at the pass....Then she has her DJ's who im friends with come and tell me she said she apologizes and was only joking.....sorry i dont accept that! If she were being sincere and meant it then she would have come to me like an adult and talked with me and things would have been cool, but she hasnt so fuck her and fuck her lounge until she can woman up and come to me like an adult and have a civil discussion about it.....if she does i will be willing to squash the the whole thing and i will have respect for her and would be willi

9 Lives??
Sitting along in the dark. I wonder why im here. maybe its to meet someone. maybe its to loss someone. Maybe its both.... To find the fates. The ones who seems to cut the cord way to early. Then i will loss not one but all 9 lives.. Why is it? That life seems to meaningless unless you loss your Social Security Number? That number seems to drive people Insane and sane at the same time.. Well in this darkness. I seen things which the boogie man is even afraid of!!! Yet I still sit here and keep watching. Not scared! But some how in comfort. I giggle to myself. Wondering whats else is here, I get up. Not sure what thing would bump into or I come across. but i still walk away. Leaving my body behind. Not realizing it. I keep walking. Finding out the darkness holds more for me then anything else. So i head deeper... Feeling this drive I turn left. Finding a set of stairs. Up or down I ask myself self. Looking down and up to see what i might see. I think down.. Its full

Faith No More Back Together!!!
FAITH NO MORE ARE GETTING BACK TOGETHER!!! *pisses himself* *dies* *comes back to life and dies again* Sorry! Just in a state of shock! The only thing better is to hear that Pink Floyd are going to tour the US! Won't happen, but then again I never thought Faith No More would get back together!!! WOW!!!11!!1!!one!!!one!!!fifty-five!!!! *dies again*

February Blues
I am sure by the time I'm finished with this fucking blog it'll be the 26th. I thought I'd bitch some before I went to bed to get some stuff off my chest. Lots of about me in here which is always the case in most blogs. My heart grows very weary cause of a year without having anybody special in my life. Lots of fears going through me especially during these cold days and nights. Tired as hell of all this cold weather and dreading going out and about. 24/7 coverage of how depressing people are without jobs. How the country as a whole should pretty much declare bankruptcy because if they were a private business they wouldn't have lasted a year of this dread. In my own personal life its dead. I hope to revive my positivity once summer hits. Maybe being out and about on the beach will get some of this money problems out of our soulless hearts. How we focus on money 24/7 is so scary. Its just one thing and its just the cornerstone of everything capitalism. Any who! I can't ch

Wanna Get Bombed?!
Ok, so I bought myself one of those new Cherry Bomb blings. Yes, I bought it for myself! Get over it! lol ANYways, I figured, to make it easy, I will activate my Bomb when I have enough people. Put your profile thumbnail link (if you don't know how to do this, sb me) in a comment of this blog. It would be best for both of us if you have 1 album with at least 250 pics in it. When I activate, I will go bomb anyone that posted their link. Of course, if I get a flood of people, I will just do random ones. But I doubt that will happen. =/ So, okey dokey? Leave your profile link and I'll bomb ya for Fubucks for both of us!! WOOT! hehe

Wednesday Morning, 3am
Wednesday Morning, 3AM Paul Simon and Art Garfunkel I can hear the soft breathing Of the girl that I love, As she lies here beside me Asleep with the night, And her hair, in a fine mist Floats on my pillow, Reflecting the glow Of the winter moonlight. She is soft, she is warm, But my heart remains heavy, And I watch as her breasts Gently rise, gently fall, For I know with the first light of dawn Ill be leaving, And tonight will be All I have left to recall. Oh, what have I done, Why have I done it, Ive committed a crime, Ive broken the law. For twenty-five dollars And pieces of silver, I held up and robbed A hard liquor store. My life seems unreal, My crime an illusion, A scene badly written In which I must play. Yet I know as I gaze At my young love beside me, The morning is just a few hours away.

Do You Know Who I Am?
This is one of the best things I've read in years!!! I wish I could go there for dinner!!! Montana Restaurant: This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its 'Is Anyone Listening?' bits this morning. The first question was, 'Ever have a celebrity come up with the 'Do you know who I am?' routine?' A woman called in and said that a few years a go, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings , MT , she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes; many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his ex-wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table. The hostess informed them that they'd have to wait 45 minutes. Jane Fonda asked the hostess, 'Do you know who I am?' The hostess answered, 'Yes, but you'll have to wait 45 minutes.' Then Jane asked if the manager was in. When the manager came out, he asked, 'May I help you?' 'Do you know who we are?' b

Largest Mardi Gras Crowd Since 2005
Parade-goers glow over largest Mardi Gras since '05 05:41 PM CST on Wednesday, February 25, 2009 Maya Rodriguez / Eyewitness News NEW ORLEANS – Veteran Mardi Gras visitors provided the anecdotal evidence. Video: Watch the Story "I haven't seen it this packed in a long time," said Jason Williams, a New York City native, who spent his seventh Mardi Gras in New Orleans this year. The numbers, though, provide the hard evidence. Tourism officials said Mardi Gras 2009 saw the largest crowds in the city since 2005 – the Mardi Gras before Hurricane Katrina. Nearly one million people turned out for the celebration. The number is based on hotel occupancy rates, restaurant and store sales and garbage collection. "It's very impressive considering the economy the way it is," said Kelly Schulz, with the New Orleans Convention and Visitors Bureau. "We weren't really sure what to expect, but we promoted Mardi Gras very heavily." The promotion revolved around selling New Orleans as

After All These Years...
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

Insipration Has Its Advantages...
As you know.....Or most of you do....I have a "hat salute" album ......i have a thing for women in hats..............I was inspired by a mummerchick because she made me an entire album of "leg salutes"......Now for those of you brave enough to do one for me......As soon as i buy my VIP i will add you to such album...Those that dont want to do it .....no biggie......but for those who are inspired.........GO FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Old Skool Hip Hop With King Slim
THROWBACK THURSDAY'S ONLY AT EXOTIC DREAMS WITH THE DJ "KING SLIM" 12-2 AM Eastern Time Every Thursday!! The King will bring you only the BEST Old Skool Hip Hop out there HE is the "Official" King of EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO HEAR!! ONLY Here @ Exotic Dreams Lounge! Click on Pic to enter Exotic Dreams

Messenger
Glad I haven't met you yet. I mean that in a semi-sweet kind of way you see I'm a bit of a mess these days. I tried to fight a force of nature someone's nature and was crushed as a result by the strangling vines of wrath and deluge of hailing fists and misguided rage. It left me in a goopy syrup of introspection and wasted time. So much time gone. Gone in the effort, gone in the recovery. Gone in the rebirth of a man, who still doesn't know he's not a boy. He has to carve his name into the world now or be another speck on the side of the road. I still know you're out there, waiting for me to find you. The dreams are clear that pull is still there and I know somewhere you're just as lost as I am. Waiting. Hoping we don't cross accidentally and miss completely. I have to remember hope always. But in these ashcloud days things just aren't as clear. Do you dream that same dream? The one where the light finally comes and you're in peace for the fir

Initial Blog Post
Ok, I JUST joined the site today - after being invited by a good friend of mine. TxRedDirtGirl is a good friend of mine & part of a group of friends who have been trying to find a better site to chat, blog, and hang out on than the one we met on. Basically, we are all wanting a place where we can have fun without hassle; but, at the same time - one that gives us the chance to meet more people who are fun & 'Drama-Free' to hang out with. So... (CHEERS) This one's for you Girllie (my nickname for her)!! Love ya honey & I really hope that this site is all it's cracked up to be! Oh... btw - If you ever wanna chat or whatever, just shout out so we can get in touch! ~Nat

Blings (editing)
Blings & Rates 1st off. You don't go around asking people to buy you blings. 2nd of all you shouldn't go around rating pics then ask them for bling. You rate them because you want to, not because your forced. Now lets get on to the Blings Like i said previously, You don't BEG for BLING. Let someone bling you cause they want to. If you want me to bling you then i suggest BUY me a BLING PACK then i will BLING you. Unless I have bling credits i will bling whoever i choose to do so. GET A LIFE AND STOP BEGGING Thanks

Where Are You
Where are you? I’ve been waiting my whole life for you. I thought I found you once but quickly knew it wasn’t you at all. Why can’t we find each other? Oh how I need to hold you, to touch you once more be for I am gone agene. All I have are washed out memories of how things use to be before I lift. Death is the greatest of separators. My Sprit has been lost with out you, my soul longs for that connection that only you can provide and now my heart aches for you. When will forever be for us? Where are you?

The Signifyin' Monkey
Way down in the jungle deep, The bad ass lion stepped on the signifyin monkey's feet. The monkey said, "Muthafucka, can't you see? Why, you standin on my goddamn feet!" The lion said, "I ain't heard a word you said." Said, "If you say three more I'll be steppin on yo muthafuckin head!" Now, the monkey lived in the jungle in an old oak tree. Bullshittin the lion everyday of the week. Why, everyday before the sun go down, The lion would kick his all through the jungle town. But the monkey got wise and started usin his wit. Said, "I'm gon' put a stop to this ole ass kickin shit!" So he ran up on the lion the very next day. Said, "Oh Mr. lion, there's a big, bad muthafucka comin your way. And when you meet, it's gonna be a goddamn sin, And wherever you meet some ass is bound to bend." Said, "he's somebody that you don't know, He just broke a-loose from the Ringlin Brother's show." Said, "Baby, he talked about your people in a helluva way! He talked about your people till

Rain
Just imagine the stars How bright they must be tonight magnified be the teardrops brought forth by all our pain It’s amazing how cruel life can be how heavy her hand can feel All we want to do is smile but yet the teardrops fall like rain There is no time for holding these days nor a second for a simple kiss just the time to stare at the moon while crying out in vain All we need is each other to make it all go away like an emotional drug that takes away the pain It’s just so hard to keep an open heart when the world is out to harm you But without your gentle words it’s a struggle to stay sane So as I roam the darkness I’ll be calling out your name Haunting all of our demons until they’ve all be slain

She Just Wants To Be's 2nd Happy Hour
She Just Wants to Be Is Hosting a Happy Hour Thursday, February 26 @ 6pm fu-time! Come and show her some love! Spank her hard... Make it hurt... She'll love it...lol Get mega points Over 1000 pics to rate Auto 11s begin around 4pm Fu-time Thursday! *********************************************** Lovingly pimped out by Carrie

Home For The Night
Ohh it feels good to be home again, even if just for the night! Chelsea came home from the hospital Saturday and I went right out to my friend's to help out there. Chelsea is doing great, she had some discomfort just from them taking the stone out but is doing great. They were done in only about half an hour and said it was easy, they got the stone out in one piece, no trouble at all. I was so glad. She still has to go see the doctor again and they want to figure out why she made one in the first place, he warned that even 2 days of her not drinking enough water could start the process of creating a new stone, so she knows to drink her 2 liters of water a day from now on My friend just came home from the hospital today, she is doing SO much better!! She said her family doctor came to see her and said she was hours away from death when we got her to the hospital. I had no idea she was that bad off when I got to her, I just knew she was really really sick. They don't know

Poetry
(COULD THIS BE?) Since the Day That I met you My heart has soared. Although I just grin and don't say a word. I feel somehow that you know how I feel when I look in your eyes to see the way they twinkle. The way my heart melts, when you suddenly smile, every story you tell, every moment you share. I want to tell you many times, How I am easily lost in your eyes. But, my mind trips and my tongue stumbles. I can't think of the right words to say/ I know my heart's telling me... "LOOK OUT!" I might be in trouble. But when you hold my hand, I'm on top of the world. When you kiss me... My heart swells, my head's in a spin, my stomach starts doing it's own little thing. I like the feeling. Then I get scared... Is this a dream? What if I wake up? This is too weird... I'm not used to this stuff. Could this be Love? Or is it a crush? My mother just smiles and tells me it's cute. My dad say's it's life and love's like a suit. I a

Stop Caring....
ok you live your whole life of 19 years being told you will never amount to anything. you're told you would only be pretty enough, smart enough, and good enough for a guy if you weren't so fat. to hear that all the time, especially from family at such a young age does some serious damage to a girl. basically from the time you can walk, talk, and comprehend, you just start assuming that everything you are being told is truth, and it is ingrained, compounded, and made true by an unrelentless pursuit of beauty in this world. it took me a long time to understand that i was just as good as those "beautiful girls", the ones every guy wanted to date and every girl wanted to be. i didnt want to be like them but there was one thing they had i did want, besides a relationship with a guy, and that was their confidence. these are the girls who walk through the hallways and everyone knows who they are, even kids down in the middle schools know their names. In school districts and even farthe

Dreamz..
Latetly I can't explain it.. I have been having weird dreams, it's like my mind is going on a spring cleaning damage mode.. everything and everyone that has hurt me or so keeps showing up in my dreams.. I am not understanding it at all, but I am understanding that maybe this is the reason behind why I am afraid to fall asleep ...

Ghost Within My Mind
I would have told you I love you if we hadn’t been saying goodbye With the end always a breath away it never seemed real to me like vapors disappearing before my eyes and even though you’re gone today there’s a ghost lurking within my mind I wanted you to know me to make sense of a heart gone wrong I wanted you to need me like I needed you and to wash away the sins of thought and deed You were too perfect to grasp and too wonderful to touch but now that you’re gone all I have are memories fading and a ghost walking withing my mind It’s only now that you haunt me on quiet, lonely nights when the wind carries your name into my ears leaving me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse I can’t face who I am much less what I’ve become Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart walking these empty halls hoping to catch a glimpse of the ghost stalking within my mind

Idea For The Military, Let Me Know What You Think
Ok so i just recently joined Soldiers Angels and I realized that not enough of our deployed men and women are getting the love they should recieve from those of us back home. So i was thinking maybe if i could get a few to help me out, we could gather the addys of our fellow fubarians who are serving and send them a letter and/or care package once in a while. it doesnt have to be anything big just something to let them know that there are people around who care and give them a lil bit of home while they are there. Please let me know what you think and any suggestions you may have or even if its something you would be interested in helping with. Thank you!

Jersey Thus Far
I just feel like blowing steam and I am 90% sure since this post has nothing to do with photoshopping for fubar people it won't be read so perrrffeccttt. I am going to be living in New Jersey now for almost 3 months and I would like to make a list of things that have happened to me, things I've learned, and other miscellaneous tidbits of knowledge, I hope this proves entertaining for you because I can assure you it's amusing me. 1) I am more attracted to Jersey girls v.s. New York girls. I'm not sure why Jersey catches the stereotype of women with caked on makeup and material needs but so far this is far from the case. I haven't really encountered a girl who wouldn't interact with someone because of their social stature which obviously doesn't speak for all Jersey girls but so far the ratio is much better than Long Island. 2) "Yield" in Jersey must translate into something like "Gun through this circle at tops speeds with the biggest vehicle you can possibly afford to own." Wh

I Am Vampire By D.k. Ogletree
The night comes slowly, softly, finally.. bathing all in a soothing cloak of darkness and bringing with it so much time for pain, passion and pleasure. It is my domain.. my realm in which I await for you to call to me. I am not hard to find.. I am always just outside your reality, waiting.. hoping to be summoned to you by a breathless sigh, a dark, sweet thought.. a need that throbs within your blood. Let tonight be the night.. throw open your window and allow pleasure to enter. Cast off the trinkets that keep me from you. Remove the veil of fear that keeps you from your destiny and bare yourself to me this night. Accept the forbidden embrace, the dark, sweet kiss.. the pure passion and pleasure my darkness brings. Learn the things you long to know.. experience all you have dreamed of so often. Surrender to me and have no fear. For the sun will rise and I will leave. And you can return to the everyday in which you dwell.

Fear
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' you must do the things you think you cannot do.

Ur So Gay
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M Scarf while jacking off listening to Mozart You bitch and moan about L.A. wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway. You don't eat meat and drive electrical cars you're so indie rock it's almost an art You need spf 45 just to stay alive Ur so gay and you don't even like boys. No you don't even like, No you don't even like, No you don't even like boys Ur so gay and you don't even like boys. No you don't even like, No you don't even like, No you don't even like, You're so sad Maybe you should buy a Happy Meal You're so skinny You should really supersize the deal Secretly you're so amused that nobody understands you. I'm so mean cuz I cannot get you out of your head I'm so angry because you'd rather MySpace instead I can't believe I fell in love with someone who wears more makeup than Ur so gay, and you don't even like boys. No you don't even like No you don't even like No you don't even like boys

Taking A Break
So I'm gonna take a break from fubar for a bit. I'll be on every now and then, but due to recent incidents with my profile, it's not even fun to be here anymore. To all the people who have been true through this whole deal, I LOVE YOU!!! Twilight, ur my girl, my baby, my heart. (even tho ur fu-married to someone else If any of you want to get ahold of me, you can reach me at i3onnie13unnie@gmail.com To all the people who hate and/or think its cool to write the people on my friends list and tell them I'm a guy, get a fucking life(PS I know who some of you are). You are fucking scum, with nothing better to do than fuck with people. Get over your sorry fucking selves. Simply put, FUCK OFF. To all those on the fence about me, get off the fence. You're either coming or going. One or the other. If you want to believe the bullshit, go ahead, I don't need you anyways. I've got friends who trust me for who I am. For who I say I am. For my words. If you don't, then your loss.

You Are Gonna Love This.........
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== I stole this from Crystal.....It will make for interesting reading......... What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Hot sex on a platter What is something you have always wanted to try? I ve tried everything....I could go for a 3some with 2 mumerwimmen....that would be HOT!!!! What is something you have never done in bed before? I think ive covered it all What time of day do you like to have sex? Is any a time? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? I love a chick who will wear fishnets......Its totally 70's, but i dig it....... How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? depends how good she kisses... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you

My Tats
okay, here goes... My tattoo on my right ankle is my nickname "Angel" I got it because my mom use to call me her little angel, plus my husband calls me his angel, so it just kinda stuck. The tattoo on the back of my right shoulder is of a triquetra and it is blue. The meaning of this is Pride, Peace, Positive Energy, and because it is blue it is also for Protection. I also love the symbol and I love the color blue. My fave color is red though lol. Okay, the tattoo I just got the one on my lower back is a little complicated... It is my Gemini sign with balance symbols hanging from it at the top and pentacles hanging from it at the bottom, also in the middle the colums are black and white for a reason. Okay now to explain it... I am gemini, my husband is libra, Libra's symbol is balance, I also got the balance symbol because of now my life is in balance.The pentacles is a symbol of my religion. The black and white in the columns are for my past and present/future. My past was not such a

Chemo Started
Yesterday was the first day of my dads chemo treatment. He finished his brain radiation, and next.......... chemo. WTF!! They cancer has spread to his back and he is in a lot of pain now. Is there such a thing as the golden years anymore?

Lou Ann Is Just 1 Million Away
~✿~Loadofun~✿~Proudly FuOwned By BT @ D's~✿~ has AUTO 11s!!! Lou Ann is just 1 million away. She is a really good friend and a total sweetheart. There are just four short hours left on her Autos and I know she can make it. ~✿~Loadofun~✿~Proudly FuOwned By BT @ D's~✿~@ fubar Brought to you by..... RedZ28@ fubar

Now Hubby Is To The So Called Friends Resc
OKAY HERE IS A YIM THAT I RECEIVED FROM THE HUSBAND OF THE SO CALLED FRIEND THAT DIDNT HELP JESSE...IM SO TIRED OF THE LIES THEY ARE TELLING CAUSE THEY CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT THEY COULD HAVE HELPED AND DIDNT...THEY ARE PUTTING THE BLAME ON JESSE...SO MAKE YOUR ON DECISION CAUSE EVEN THOU JESSE IS NOT HERE TO SPEAK HIS MIND WE ARE TO STICK UP FOR OUR FALLEN BROTHER... lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:08:29 PM): what nothing to say to me? Charmy (2/25/2009 9:09:08 PM): u didnt do it your fucking wife did it lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:20 PM): fine then.you can join the rest who are blameing my wife for this.because i am contacting the police for you all harassing my wife.and accuseing her of shit she didn't do lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:45 PM): Oh and by court of law Charmy (2/25/2009 9:12:53 PM): what ever lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:59 PM): I would not be guilty because I did not......

As I Lay Dying- The Sound Of Truth
This is my favorite song by As I Lay Dying, it's from their new album "An Ocean Between Us" "We have all heard what we wanted to hear 'truth' that sounds right to our ears But what wisdom is there within us to live based on the feeling of our hearts? How many times has instinct let us down, Never to be thought through never to be questioned? Say what you really mean when your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear? We speak of fighting to resist this world but what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain then why are we all facing the same way? there is no difference between us and them if we all blindly seek 'truth' from sentiments"

Hmmm Love Actually
Making Love to You Desire is thick and heavy My skin drinks in your touch To quench the longing- …a sacred quest for tantric fulfillment I lay my head On a pillow of clouds As your fingertips explore my body Like nomads Penetrating a primeval forest The room fills With warm mossy smells …an intoxicating fragrance Of earth and sea Fresh and moist as morning dew I hear the rush of the wind As you enter me Liquid velvet Crossing the threshold of a waterfall Passion swells Like distant rolling thunder Or the frantic chanting Of tribal monks Eternity erupts I close my eyes And taste the moon

Toys R Us Sucks Cocks In Hell!!!
I can't believe I am pissed off over something this stupid, but I am Johnny Storm over this shit!!! (flame ON!) My son & his friends are all into Club Penguin. For those of you in the know, no exlplaination is needed. If you aren't, go ask a kid. Earlier in the day, my mom went to the Parmatown Toys R Us & found some packs of the trading cards. She only had enough cash on hand to buy one pack. When I got home from work later, I took my son up there to see if they had more cards. The WHOLE way up there I kept telling him--you know they are probably out by now...don't get your hopes up too high just in case...etc. We walk in the store about 8pm, and GLORY BE THEY HAVE CARDS!!! There are like 30 packs on the racks!!!! Since I get that this item is EXTREMELY HOT at the moment & that there is probably a limit, I take 6 packs & feel totally guilty taking that many!! We also find a toy & decide to go hunt around to see if there is anything else there since, so far, we have been lucky. We

Special Birthday Blog For Feb.26th
imikimi - Customize Your World! 7TRUE.COM imikimi - Customize Your World! SEXUPURPROFILE.COM Click on his pic and love the Hell out of him-HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEWELS!! :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. - Love Team * Llama Levelers ~ THE BOBBLEHEAD FAMILY@ fubar SEXUPURPROFILE.COM THIS BIRTHDAY PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO ALL OF FUBAR BY ME:JoAnna"Co-Founder of the Llama Levelers and Friend of Jewels!

Shattered Pieces
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

Naughty App
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of t

Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply... () mean explain 1.Where would we be? []My house []Ur House []Pool []Shower []parents room LOL OTHER....please explain in () 2.What position? []Doggy Style []Missionary []69 []OTHER...() 3.What would you use?? []chains and whips []choc. syrup and whip cream []strawberries and whip cream []cherries and chocolate []ropes and hand cuffs OTHER...() 4.Lights? []ON []OFF 5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN 6.Givin Head? []Yes []No 7.Gettin some head []Yes []No 8.Protection? []Yes []No 9.Day or Night? []DAY []NIGHT 10.What song would we fuck to? ()PLEASE EXPLAIN...... 11.top or bottom []top []bottom 12.Will you repost to see what others say? []YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!! []NO

Solidarity
do i ever hate the way fubar blogs try and format things... anyway, if like me you use the internet purely as a way of being late for work/ not doing any work/ not sending off masters to labels that have been waiting on you for months/ not watching LA Ink when your girlfriend's glued to that bullshit then this will fill three minutes of your time between looking for the new Jesu record on some blog or other and trying to resist the urge to look at porn. _________________________________________________ Solidarity once stood for the fact that a lot of people shared the same thoughts about a certain thing. Solidarity today means nothing. It might do so for a short period in some peoples lives until the move on to better positions in life and careers. A lot of people find themselves fighting for solidarity within thier class in order to find themselves being in a generation older than everyone else. It's a scary thought that one day will wake up to find your friends and the mainfe

Plz Help
our new baby cuz. was born on new years day was just life lined to the hospital due to the fact that he can't breath. he got a really bad cold and now he can't breath can u help us out by praying for him

Wings - Emerging Earth Angels, February 25, 2009
I was finally able to load and copy the follow up to Karen's Energy Alerts! This is for those who are interested. Please remember to run this by your personal "truth" filter.....I always take these viewpoints with a grain of salt, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings.....This installment is called: Separation of the Worlds Welcome! In times gone by, when we were young and naïve, we may have imagined that the ascension process would be incredibly joyous, full of ease, and lift us up to a higher dimension where we would float on a cloud in Heaven, maybe eating bon bons all day, or perhaps suddenly be filled with light while our challenges disappeared in one fell swoop. We would reach the Promised Land where love would abound and we would never again have an unpleasant experience. Now we know better. Although certainly in many ways things get better and better, and if we were to look back we would see a very different version of ourselves, the ascension proce

The So Called Friend Who Could Have Helped Him And Didnt Speaks
THIS IS WHAT THE SO CALLED FRIEND SAID TO ME ABOUT JESSE...YOU MAKE THE DECISION...HOW CAN YOU CALL THIS PERSON A FRIEND... Charmy: we need to talk DJ City Girl: We need to talk when all I have been getting is bombarded by people I don't know if it's from your lounge or Inc's lounge Idk but seriously........I'm getting blammed for a suicide that you know damn well no one can be blammed for a suicide and also calling my marriage fake....................wtf? Charmy: i dont care about your marriage I CARE ABOUT MY FRIEND how reached out for YOUR HELP Charmy: u knew jesse was a good person and u played him telling him u loved him Charmy: then u tell him u wont talk to him about not killing him self DJ City Girl: It doesn't mean that I fucking caused his damn suicide. I loved him and then when we became just friends I loved him as such we both knew that understanding. Charmy: are u in the medical field or what Charmy: because u would have called someone to help him Charmy: an

Me Embarassing Myself...or How I Took Cold / Sinus Medicine...or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Cold Meds
Okay, so back in the 80's there was the drug campaign of "Just say no." I think this campaign should come back today. At least for me when I'm sick and taking cold meds. "Bryan, just say no to cold meds." Having said this I will now tell you, my dear reader, my embarassing moment of the day. I'm home today, sick as I have been for the last 2 (3 really) days. I've awakened one other time in the course of the day to take medicine and get some fluids in me. So, I wake up again mostly delirious and I send a text message to a friend of mine. The text message went as follows: "You're turning into a penguin. Stop it. Could you please tell the monkeys outside my door that have worked out a script for Hamlet to go away?"

15 Uses For Vodka
1. To remove a bandage painlessly, Saturate the bandage with vodka. The stuff dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, Fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, Let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, Simply wipe the lenses with a soft, Clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka And letting your safety razor blade s

For My Hunnii
you know how i feel i can't take that away from you even if that cheerleader bitch takes you away from me I'll be there. i hope you read this i can't explain why and how i feel this i just know I'm fallowing my heart and i know this is all true wish you were here now to lift me up and never let me fall again my wings are healing now and I'm telling you how much i care I'm letting you in you're the best thing that's happened to me... you're my loving man. forever and always you know how i feel... this is not the end you'll always be my helping hand

Why??
i start to want a relationship. then i get into one. and then it goes bad horribly fast. after the last time, i decided to be single, for, well, indefinitely. i hate them. wish i could bypass the first few parts and just get to the more deep parts. anybody care to try to help me understand it?????

Imbecile
im·be·cile Pronunciation: \ˈim-bə-səl, -ˌsil\ Function: noun Etymology: French imbécile, noun, from adjective, weak, weak-minded, from Latin imbecillus Date: 1802 1:usually offensive : a person affected with moderate mental retardation 2: fool , idiot

I Need Help With Donations!
This year, hundreds of thousands of people will hear the words "You have cancer", and there's a good chance that some of them will be people we know and love. We have all been touched by cancer in some way ... and we all have the power to make a difference. That's why I have chosen to fight back right here in my own community by participating in the American Cancer Society Relay For Life®. I want to invite you to join me in the fight against cancer by making a donation in support of my efforts. Further down in this message is a link to my personal Relay For Life® web page where you can make an online contribution. Every amount, no matter how small, makes a difference and provides hope. You can also sign up to join my team and learn more about Relay and how it's changing lives. Relay For Life® brings more than 3.5 million people from across the country together each year to celebrate the lives of those who have battled cancer, remember loved ones lost, and fight back against a dis

Book Store Reading
I stopped in e mega-bookstore after dropping my kids off at ex-zilla's. I had an hour to kill before I could pick up my c-pap. Anyways -started reading this book on 'microtrends'. It said - due to the higher death rate of teen boys, the higher incarceration rate of men, and the fact that men are gay at twice the rate of women, that there are far more single women than single men at this point in US history than ever before. Something like a 55 to 45 ratio. Then -I bought a different book and went home. What do you think?

100 Sexual Questions
ok everyone if you dare take this sexual questionnaire of 100 questions! Copy and paste this email into a new email , add your answers and repost it! Enjoy! = )~ 1. what's your first name? Missy 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 36 4. what country or state do you live in? Illinois 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Bi 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'2 Blonde Hair , Blue eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? Wow, stretched or un stretched? I can accommodate 3 fingers before it gets painful. 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 38DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My lips , My tongue and My eyes..of course! 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? Ass and Nice Chest 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? Lips, Neck and Ears

How To Increase Your Ejaculate
As men age there is a typical reduction in the amount of both semen and sperm that make up the total package of your ejaculate. Men who have a vasectomy will immediately notice a reduction in overall ejaculate. As all men age they will typically notice a reduction in the force of their ejaculate as well. Again, this is quite normal. What is strange is that men will experience this phenomenon at different ages. For example: a 50 year old man may ejaculate with the same force and volume that he did when he was 19 years old yet a 30 year old man may experience a reduction. This has more to do with your personal health and 'plumbing' (for a better word) than anything else. Pills that promise more volume and more force are really no more than a placebo with some vitamins. They might make you think you're gaining volume and force but there are no scientific studies that prove this. Keep in mind that when these companies tell you that they have scientific proof, they actually paid a resea

Womens’ Top 10 Sexual Fantasies
What are your thoughts?? Keep in mind that fantasies are a normal and healthy part of our sexuality. They are either taken from past experiences or may even be entirely imaginary. Sometimes these fantasies are taboo, or socially unacceptable, therefore they are only available through fantasy. But as you'll figure out today, the modern woman marvels at sex and sexuality. 10. Strangers in the night Many women relish the idea of meeting up with a mystery man and going to some no-name motel with him for a wild night of uninhibited sex. Sometimes women feel like the only people they can truly let loose with are strangers simply because they won't be judged. And who cares anyway? They'll probably never see the beautiful stranger again. Francine divulged her perspective, "The idea of sharing a passionate night with a stranger and behaving like a sexual predator doesn't just sound inviting; it sounds delicious. And leaving after we're done without even knowing each other's names

Sex .....a Better Look
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5.1 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Women: 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women say they are "sexy"

Foreplay Moves That Women Crave
Women are suckers for foreplay. But creating the right magic to seduce her is a little more complicated than knowing where to touch what and when. In fact, many of the most effective pre-play techniques happen before you even get her clothes off. Are you a master of these fool-proof moves? Oral Action Yes, it does involve your tongue, but not in the way you're thinking. We're talking about communication, here. We're not sexual mind readers, after all. So, while we know that initiating an Important Talk isn't something you relish, give us an opportunity to tell you how great we think you are in the sack, share with you the naughty fantasy we're dying to try, and get your ideas on how we can make our good thing even better. Early To Bed If you want to bed us tonight, start seducing us over our morning coffee. Foreplay is (fortunately!) a 24 hour a day thing. Give us a long, lingering kiss goodbye in the morning, instead of your usual peck. Send a sweet e

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Four Positions For Better Sex
Of course you want a steamier sex life -- but there is more to it then candlelight and lingerie. There are actual tried-and-true methods for getting better stimulated and having the Big O. So, get ready for hotter sex with suggestions that will surprise and thrill your partner. Modified Missionary You've probably tried the standard missionary position before. But many women complain that they cannot achieve an orgasm with the man lying on top. This modified version should take things up a notch: Lie on your back and put your legs over your partner's shoulders. This is a good position if you need clitoral stimulation in order to orgasm, and it is a nice way to begin to experience building a G-spot orgasm. He'll have a lot of control over stimulating your G-spot, and you can play with your clitoris to have an orgasm. Mouth and Finger, Yum! Many women have an easier time achieving an orgasm through oral sex than with intercourse. And since we can only assume that your p

Lost In The Darkness!
I am caught between a rock and a hard place. i love someone who honestly does not know what he wants and needs. he has a job to do and cannot be around for us to sit down and talk face to face. I wish he knew and could understand how i feel. At this point in his life he is not ready for the kind of person that i need and want in my life. i am lost and wondering in the dark. i want my deamon to sweep me off my feet and love me forever.

It's Been Fun... But.... Farewell Until Next Time....
I have met a lot of great people on here, with the times being the way they are I have had to do away with my internet connection as I feared awhile back. My parents are running out of their inheritance money (helping me out while I go through the disability fight). It's unsure how long I will even be living where I am now. I know I can't move back in with my parents I probably could but climbing the stairs is most painful and almost impossible. For the record I had been getting a good amount for food on the EBT card. And also my kids are on Medicaid, I used to be until the change. I hadn't applied for any other assistance at the time because I didn't want any possible future child support should it ever start coming in again or when they (I'm hoping they do soon) approve my disability and send the first check it would go to them. I have a few home repairs and I could put a good chunk on the mortgage. Ya I read the fine print if I receive the cash assistance as well they'd t

309 The Hottest & Newest Lifestyle Club In The Midwest!
309 is the Hottest & Newest Lifestyle Club Located @ 309 Madison Ave, Brooklyn, IL. Where here we cater to the mature, professional, curious, grown & sexy. We offer an on premises upscale private lifestyle club, All events are B.y.o.b., provided Mixers, Open Lounge, Private Parking, Several Public/Private Showers, Hot Tub (Wet Room) Yummy, Swing City ( u have 2 c this thing) Mile High City and finally, " The Get N Where U Fit N Room" . There is no dress code, you are there to mix and mingle, dress comfortable and to impress. You must be 21 years old to enter with a valid Id. The VIP Suite is also available. For More Info on 309's Hours and Pricing... Contact Info Jenkinsalexander@ymail.com http://groups.yahoo.com/group/309Swingers/ Click to join 309Swingers

You Want To Be The Next Big Girl Next Door?
You want to be The Next Big Girl Next Door? THEBIGGIRLSNEXTDOOR.COM Model Application The Big Girls Next Door Web Site is currently accepting Models Application to model: Must be size 14 - 44 (Big Girls, Bbw, Thicky, Plus Size, Phat) You must be 18 years of age to participate. Full Name: Stage Name: (optional) List all of your Modeling Experience: (Exp. is not required) Height Pant Size Shirt Size Shoe Size Eye Color Hair Color Describe yourself in 500 words or less: Photo Requirements: You must include the full name of all the photographers Pictures must be taken with a camera with a minimum of 5 pixels. The minimum picture requirements: 2 head shots 4 full body pictures Pictures are not required to be professional, but they are required to look professional. Pictures must be clear. No animals, alcohol, drugs, or additional people allowed in photographs. Water marked photos will not be accepted. Please do not send in previousley published or displayed pho

Starbucked Up The Wazoo
This morning on the walk home from work, I decided to do something different. Against my best judgment and all reason, I decided to stop by Starbuck's for a cup of coffee. The reasoning behind this, though mainly because Brennan had stopped by work and was on his way over there, was that it is between my apartment and work, roughly halfway. This makes it extremely convenient, though as I later learned, was not so "convenient" after all. Now, there are reasons I do not drink Starbucks, most notably because it tastes like burned celery. But, despite that, it has been a few years since I've had a cup of Starbuck's coffee, and I figured, why not. Well my friends, I found out "why not." Brennan and I sat at the patio this morning at Starbucks, "enjoying" our cups of coffee, strained from beans obviously tortured to death by over-roasting, most likely over brimstone. Judging by their "bitter" nature, I think these particular beans were elderly, and had spent the last bit of their li

The Knob
A woman visited a plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure called 'The Knob' where a small knob is placed at the top of the woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the effect of a brand new face-lift. Of course, the woman wanted 'The Knob'. Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the effects were wonderful, the woman remained young looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems... 'All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results, but now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them.' The doctor looked at her closely and said, 'Those aren't bags, those are your breasts.' The woman looked at him and said, 'Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee.'

Public Transport
This blog is just going to be for random things I notice in the outside world. First off, public transport. Now, first thing I always notice here is how people arrange themselves, like there is some kind of unwritten rules. 1. Never sit next to someone if there is a double seat available (buses), or if there is a seat in between them and the next person, so as to leave a gap (trains). 2. On buses, if there is more than one double seat available in that row, do not sit directly behind or in front of the person. 3. Buses again, if you really do not want someone sitting next to you, sit on the aisle sit. Most people won't ask you to move. Now secondly, and the one that annoys me most. People will do their utmost to ram themselves onto the bus or train, regardless of the amount of people on there, even if the next bus or train will be there in one minute. That, i'll never understand.

My Non-raters I Love Them!!
Just so people realize I really don't expect much but if I take 1-2 hours on your page then don't bitch when I expect a little consideration back or my time. I never ask for bling...never beg, just you know do what you need to do. I really dislike the excuses people give though ..."I'm too busy....my children...etc" See if I can take the time and consideration for you then why not do the same. It isn't that hard. We are all on this oppressive web site trying to have fun, obtain rates and give back to others~~ To those auto assholes and there are some on this site. They get 35 credits that is 35k atop of the people rating them so ummmm you don't need to do a damn thing and get all the points one could desire. So why does it seem so hard that you can not do the same?? Laziness, spoiled or just ignorance?? It is a shame people show very little respect, ok we all have a hard time rating since the higher jack asses changed the system, but I work with it even though every other on

Inside The Fire
Devon Won't go to heaven She's just another lost soul, About to be mine again Leave her We will receive her It is beyond your control Will you ever meet again Devon Around 11 Who had been rendered unwhole As a little child, She was taken And then forsaken You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me For eternity Release your life To begin another time with her End your grief with me There's another way Release your life Take your place inside the fire with her Sever Now and forever You're just another lost soul about to be mine again See her, you'll never free her You must surrender it all Would you like to meet again Fire All you desire As she begins to turn cold and run out of time You will shiver Till you deliver You will remember it all Let it blow your mind again Devon lies beyond this portal Take the word of one immortal Give your soul to me

A Very Smart Man 107 Years Ago !
When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson It is incumbent on every generation to pay its own debts as it goes. A principle which if acted on would save one-half the wars of the world. Thomas Jefferson I predict future happiness for Americans if they can prevent the government from wasting the labors of the people under the pretense of taking care of them. Thomas Jefferson My reading of history convinces me that most bad government results from too much government. Thomas Jefferson No free man shall ever be debarred the use of arms. Thomas Jefferson The strongest reason for the people to retain the right to keep and bear arms is, as a last resort, to protect themselves against tyranny in government. Thomas Jefferson The tree o

Whiplash
I feel like my world is slowly being pulled out from underneath me. Like I can't get any footing period. I think that something wonderful is going to happen and then it slowly starts to crumble around me. Why can't I ever get something and not have to fight so damn hard? I don't want things handed to me..but damn. I can only try so hard. It's really quite pathetic. I just want to be happy, to not have to worry about all the stupid shit going on around me. It's real life, it's not something I can just turn off and ignore. Sometimes I feel like giving up.

Enough Bullshit
I posted this on the profile in answer to the blog that Lord Alucard put up about his fake west virgina marriage to christie or jessica or whoever she is pretending to be today. "from what i saw in the convo that she had with lucky, she knew he was gonna do it and IGNORED it and him, saying she wasnt gonna talk to him until the 6th. so if she already knew he was gonna do it, why did she do NOTHING AT ALL?????? he killed himself on wednesday, his brother told us on thursday. no one told her a week before hand that he did this, HE told her he was gonna do it, and she IGNORED HIM. i have seen the convo where she said it. and if she cared for him just soo much, why didnt she try to stop him?? and why did she leave a comment on his page on feb 10th saying she loved him and then turn around the next day and announce that she was marrying you?? yeah i think we have had enough of this bullshit with you two to last us a lifetime. " i know it will be deleted before anyone else can see it, a

Taged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? crushed 2. Your significant other? zipped 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? bitch 5. Your father? DEAD 6. Your favorite thing? chaos 7. Your dream last night? outstanding 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Valhalla 10. The room you're in? Not 11. Music? \,,/ 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? crypt 14. Where were you last night? stalking 15. What you're not? sane 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? peace 18. Where you grew up? usa 19. The last thing you did? notta 20. What are you wearing? necklace 21. TV? FIXED 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? here 24. Your life? Complicated 25. Your mood?

*shakes His Head*
I recently came across someone who was played by this guy http://www.fubar.com/user/951059. Ladies don't trust him. I am male but I'd never treat you like he would unless you want to be used and thrown away like tomorrow's trash.

Auto11s Are On Help Me Prophet!
Spank SinfulBrat to Prophet! Hello I have my AUTO11s running and I'm 1,4 million to Prophet! Can we put a big dent in that number. I will be offering the one that levels me 1 million in fubucks and big pimping gift (my choice) & a very special salute (sorry no NSFW) but I will make it look good and you can also pick what you want it to say within reason. I would like to thank these awesome fu's here for being my friend they have help me out in so many ways weather be showing love or just being there to talk when i needed them I'm glad to call them my friends and you should have them as well thank you from the bottom of my heart love you guys/gals. If you like to be added just pm me and I'll be glad to add you! :) say_hey2009_Owned By Freyja Fu Goddess *Sunnydays* is Proudly Owned By SinfulBrat :-)

Wish
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHO REALLY TRULY LOVED ME, SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID TO ADMIT TO BEING WITH ME, SOMEONE WHO MAKES IT KNOWN TO THE WORLD THAT THEY LOVE ME, SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST, SOMEONE WHO IS THERE WHEN I NEED THEM, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL MINE AND ONLY MINE......

New Song
I got big dreams I can never let go. I got big dreams to be the best on top the flow. I got big dreams of traveling the world and testin out the best green. I was born april 21st just one day too late. Born to a mother who is far from great. Ever since then I never knew who my father was now or then. Raised in an old school way by my grandparents back in the day. Ever since then I've been lookin for some miricale and I aint talkin about maynaise. Back then you could catch me on the black top ballin it up or out on the feild kickin the ball around. Find me wearin my clothes backwards in third grade. I got Kris Kross to blame for that. Ever since I can remember I've been dreamin of bigger houses with better day's. Always wishin my mom and dad would be there being the ones to give me praise. Always dreamin of biger houses with name brand clothes. Wishin mom and dad where there to watch me gro. Wonderin why everybody I know has a normal family. Always tryin to leave my house and

Cam-skanks, Leave Me Alone
I used to have a fubar account a year ago, I deleted it and just came back. No one is talking to me at all. I mean the only people who have tried to talk to me were CAM-SKANKS. Strippers are cool and all,.. there is no confusion about what is going on. You identify quickly that these are not real people, they are characters. Usally very morally compromised jaded women, pretending to be innocent and hungry,.. when they are anything but. You walkinto a STRIP CLUB and you knwo what is in there. Strippers Stripping,.. and people paying $$ for it. CAMSKANKS... leave me alone. Make all the pouty faces you want. i hope you make lots of $$ and get a sensation of adoration or what ever you get out of the experience. But when I thnk someone is trying to genuinely strike up a conversation with me,.. and I stop what I am doing to be cordial and socialable... and find out it's just some 19yr old girl, who thinks she is a lot hotter than she is, trynig to make money being wh

Sex Talk 2
This is not finished. I'm still working on it. However, I thought I'd go ahead and post it so you can see how shitty my stories are before I edit them to death. =================================== "Sex Talk" 2 Is this what you pictured when I said I'd wash your hair? Does the glass still feel cold against your forehead, pretty girl? Let me warm you up. Is the shower head set right? Is that too fierce a spray? Too gentle? Too hot? If I hold it close to the back of your neck like this... and I bite you through the spray like this... Does that tingle all the way down your spine? Does it stop here, under my finger? Or does it go lower? Here? Here? Or more here? Where I'm squeezing now could be a little warmer, couldn't it, girl? I wonder if my fingernails will make your flesh red before the heat of the shower does. Oh, no, I've not forgotten. See, I have the shampoo right here. Let me rub it in for you. I know you love fingers against your scalp, in you

Blackwidow Rawks!
It's CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's HH! Show her mad love Friday@2 PM Fubar time!!! She's trying to get closer to Lost Soul and needs all the help she can get! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪ Owned by the beautiful LipStick@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar (repost of original by '♫BlackWidow♫' on '2009-02-25 15:00:38')

Hate Milk Rings
ok you no what i hate whaen people leave milk in glasses for days then put them in the kitchen for ME to wash !! you no what i do i fucking throw away the glasses !!cuz im not a made !!so my step son as you read this is doing his glasses !!this is my pet peeve !!

Help Us Do It For The Troops
Please help Loud-n-Clear and Ultra Street Entertainment Support the United States Military by joining us for our First Annual G8torfess 2009. This car show is a benefit for a foundation called USA Cares. It is an organization that supports the U.S. Troops. So come hang out with us and enjoy nice cars, music, food, and family fun at G8torfess 2009 on March 14th, 2009 from noon til 6pm @ Hooters on the Westbank in Gretna, Louisiana.

Cantsleepclownswilleatme's Hh
Help T ORACLE please!!! This guy over here is an awesome person and friend.He shows lots of love to a lot of ppl.He's very close to ORACLE and needs a little help, plus he always has AUTO 11's ON! So go get some points, level him and win a great friend! Click here to show mad love: 'T'@ fubar Bully brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

R.i.p. Baby Christopher Tags
My heart and Prayers Are Going out to DjBliss And Her Family R.I.P Baby Christpoher He Died 2-20-09 6 weeks Left In His Mommy's Womb .. If U Would Like A Tag Made Like This One With Ur Name. Click On The Pic And Leave A Comment PM Me When Done

I Had A Conversation Today...
Let me just say... I'm NOT stupid. I'm hip to things you may not realize. I'm EXTREMELY perceptive. My peripherals, visually and mentally, are outta control. I notice everything. The ability to read body language, tone of voice, decipher sentence structure... it's SCARY what I can figure out. 8 times out of 10 I'M RIGHT I just think it's funny when people think they can get shit by me, or lie to me. Just cuz I don't say anything doesn't mean I'm not aware. I just know when to pick my battles. That or I just don't give a fuck. All this shit stems from game playing. Just be straight up. I'm not good at the game playing. In fact, I SUCK at it. I'm good at telling it like it is. But I've noticed people don't like the truth. Ya know what, get the fuck over it :D Like I always say: "Put your big girl panties on and deal with it" Right, Jae?? HAHAHA There, you were mentioned. Gimme my money, bish.:D -REL

Fast Driver
My mom has a lead foot, so I was not surprised when a state trooper pulled us over as we were speeding through Georgia. Hoping to get off with a warning, Mom tried to appear shocked when the trooper walked up to the car. "I have never been stopped like this before," she said to the officer. "What do they usually do, ma'am," he asked, "shoot the tires out?"

Such A Shame (again Haters Leave Now)
OK SO IM DATED IN MY MUSIC TASTES BUT PLEASE DO TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE - I DONT DISS YOUR MUSIC SO DONT DISS MINE. LOVE ME FOR WHAT I AM, NOT WHO I LISTEN TO WHEN DRUNK :D

Im Fucked So Bad Rn
ok the meaning of life is 42 i want the owlrd to know this and thers is i true division of pie but ione must look into urself and searchj the surrounding of the soul and FIND WHAT that life can be divide by and threw the yellow triange all asnwers come from and all anserws are for rember this when the clocks melts at 3 am the deamon face flying with the crows

Saving Abel -- 18 Days
Its been 18 days Since I'd look at myself I don't wanna have to change If I don't then no one will Is it my state of mind Or is it just everything else I don't wanna have to be here I don't understand it now Chorus Cause its been 18 days Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say its the hardest thing to do But that's another 18 days Without you.. Verse 2 Time after time I've been through this You show me what it means to live You give me hope when I was hopeless As my days fade to night I remember that state of mind I'm soaring straight into your heart And I'll fly high Chorus Cause it's been 18 days [ Saving Abel Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Since I first held you But to me it feels just like It feels like a lifetime I'm trying hard to re-arrange Some say it's the hardest thing to do But that's just too many days Without you Verse 3 And I know wha

The Long And Short Of It
One morning in the office, a man mentions to a coworker that her hair smells nice today. The woman suddenly grows enraged, storms into her supervisor's office and declares loudly that she's quitting and has decided to file a sexual harassment suit. "come on," says the supervisor. "What's wrong with a guy saying your hair smells nice?" "He's a fucking midget!"

Gone Next Week.
For those who care... brief itinerary. NYC March 2-8, may be Fu-challenged during this time. I shall still try to check in on those I miss the most. Monday, "Enter Laughing: The Musical" Tuesday, "Late Night With Jimmy Fallon" (takes over for Conan, 2nd show ever) Tuesday, Mary Louise Parker in "Hedda Gabler". Opening scene, lying on a couch, essentially mooning the audience. Wednesday, "Phantom of the Opera" (again) Wednesday, "Mamma Mia" (one I've managed to avoid in any form) Thursday, Hitchcock's "The 39 Steps" Thursday, Pianist Michel Legrand at the famous jazz club Birdland Friday, "Wicked" Friday, Lincoln Center (jazz performance) Saturday, "West Side Story" revival Saturday, "Exit the King" (Geoffrey Rush, Susan Sarandon) Can't get tickets to Daily Show, Colbert Report, or anything interesting, but CAN get tickets to see Jimmy Fallon's 2nd late night show... with Jon Bon Jovi (ugh) and Tina Fey.

A Friend...
i am worried and prayering for my friend who has breast cancer, she has sugary on the March 9! Her email is below.. please pray for her to get better.. thank you! "I got the good news that I am a candidate for the reconstructive surgery that I wanted. The insurance has cleared it and my surgery has been set for March 9 at H. Hospital. My stay will be from 3 to 5 days and than I am going to my moms to recover for a week or so. The actual time will be 6 to 8 weeks before I feel somewhat back to "normal". This is the final chapter on this long road of fighting Breast Cancer and hopefully the last. My spirits remain high and I know the long term outcome will be good for me. The name of the surgery I am getting is called a Tram Flap and it is pretty extensive. It will be 8 hours in the operating room but well worth it in the end. Take care everyone and pass this on to anyone you think will be interested in reading it. Love, B.L." *Prayers for B.L.*

How To Make Me Not Talk
I am a man of few words when I first hang out with someone for the first few times, then I eventually open up more and more. It's not me being rude, it's just how I am and always have been. It's my version of the screening process of making friends. I'm not very good at bullshitting either, as in I mostly comment on the more important stuff and leave the BS like "My toe hurts." or "I need to go to the dentist sometime." out of it. You know, random crap like that is the stuff that bores me about a lot of conversations. And then there's the guys who comment "She's hot. I'd fuck her." and then look at me for confirmation or something, waiting for me to agree. "Uh, yeah, okay, so go fuck her then." It's also fun to disagree just for the hell of it, even if I agree with them. "No, she's ugly. I think your arousal meter needs repairs." Anyway, if you want me to not talk, then talk about me not talking. Yes, that's right. Talk about me being a quiet person. That will make me feel awkward

New Kind Of Auction (must See)
A NEW KIND OF AUCTION,YOU WON'T WANNA MISS OUT ON THIS! AUCTION OFF A PIECE OF YOUR CLOTHING!! THE CLOTHING WILL BE UP TO YOU, SO, U CAN PUT ANY THING UP FOR AUCTION! BIDDERS WILL MAKE OFFERS AND YOU GET TO ACCEPT WHICHEVER BID YOU PREFER!! ONLY RULE IS: YOU MUST SEND THE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING TO THE BIDDER THAT WINS IT! YOU'RE RESPONSIBLE FOR SHIPPING IT AND GETTING IT TO THE WINNER, WINNERS ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU SEND ME A PIC OF YOU WEARING OR HOLDING UP THE PIECE OF CLOTHING & PAY UP YOUR BID TO THE PERSON AUCTIONING THEIR ARTICLE OF CLOTHING ANYTHING MAY BE BID , FUBUX ...BLASTS...CASH...VIP...TICKERS.....BLING/BLING PACS...ETC OR ANY COMBINATION OF THEM TO GET IN THIS AUCTION, PLEASE SEND ME A PIC OF U,HOLDING UP OR WEARING THE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING YOU WANNA AUCTION OFF. AUCTION WILL BE OPEN ON MARCH 4TH 2009 AND END MARCH 11TH 2009 , NOON EST. ALL PICS MUST BE SUBMITTED NO LATER THAN MARCH 4TH BY MIDNIGHT EST TIME. NO LATER ENTRIES PE

Update: Spectrum9
Spectrum9 Debut CD is coming ...Sign the mailing list at www.spectrum9.net so you'll know when it is done. If you want to download midnight jams and other music contortions I make that never make it to a song, I post them free on my website spectrum9.net They're always cool.

Rating Back
i have been gone from the site for just about over a year....... no im not dam speedy gonzales and i do rate back but if i dont get to u right away ...maybe ask around if i rate back or try help others before u come to my page or shout to me and fkn whine around....i dont want drama im here for fun...when i get them cherry bombs and i try to move fast they slow me up but i do try to thank everyone and get to them if u dont like how fast i am then fknnnnnnnn dont come to my page its that simple...my typing speed sucks so get the hell over urselves...ohhhhhhh and have a nice fkn day...

Ohhhhhh, Nap!
My buddy at work has a cute little 2 year old, and though she inherited his lack of dance skills she makes up for it in the things she says. His GF tried to get her to say "Ohhhhh, snap" but she always says "Ohhhhhh, nap!". I need to get him to send me this vid, but until then... ...I'm using the catch-phrase to show I'm ZZZZing.... So take care everyone, and "Ohhhhhh, NAP!"

Reading
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: New Autobiographical Novel Unearths Author’s Abusive Childhood The Birth of Violence by new author Ronjon serves as an inspiration for others to overcome abuse and adversity CONCORD, Calif. – The Birth of Violence follows author Ronjon’s footsteps during the first 21 years of his turbulent life of child abuse, military school and a life of crime. On these life challenges, he says, “Some people write about it, some people live it and some people do not make it.” Ronjon hopes the autobiographical novel will act as a sort of manual for parents on “what not to do to their children and what the results might be for that child if they do,” he says. “They have to remember that a child is not born bad, but becomes bad from the way that he is raised.” Although the story of his first 21 years were rocky, Ronjon overcame hardship , learned from his consequences and became encouraged to write about his story by his English teacher at Diablo Valley College. “My first tho

Sadly....today....
I read something that has left me totally astounded to say the very least and as some *mutual* friends will have read the same as I have, is not fair for me to even start to either attack nor defend in any shape or form. All I will say is that each of you , it is up to you as to what you believe to be true or not and is also your decision as to if you wish to remain friends with me…..if the answer is no then I fully understand and respect your decision and say thank you for your friendship thus far and wish you well. Should you read this and you know who I direct this to…….you may have just reached the point of no return , I can only think it was done in a fit of rage and anger and on reflection and time to breath beforehand………. well it might have been a totally different outcome from now Comments have been disabled, if anyone wishes to say something then please talk to me

Something About Women! (had To Steal This)
9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before decidi

First Post
So here we go again , I start yet ANOTHER BLOG! I must own about 5 or 6 blogs at the least, and im sure if I put them all together we have a clear history of the whole of my life.That's actually not true as the blog I kept everyday for about 3 years got deleted...yeah I got extremely pissed off one day and deleted it all..silly me.Well I am new to this Fu community and am still "testing it's waters"...if I conclude it's worth my time to become completely addicted tot his place..then I will do my best to keep a good detailed Blog here....if not Im on Facebook, Myspace, Blogger, ect ect ect hahaha anyways. Up until the last few days I have spent the past years and a bit as addicted to IMVU as it gets...if your not sure what that is ..its basically a 3d chat community where your given a 3d body..you get to dress it and house it and basically everything you can imagine is there for you to have and own in a 3 d world.Your AVI thats your 3d body can be human animal or even a fantasy creature

On The Road Again!!!!
well i will be heading out tomorrow morning..something a little different for me. going to work for a hotshot companie out of chico, ca. they run five trucks and will be going all over the country. pay is good and as for the equipment...2009 dodge duelly with 40 foot flatbed 5th wheel trailer. I WILL UPLOAD A PIC TO MY PHOTOS... as you see by the pic no sleeper.. i'll havea corperate card for motel stays along the way each nite. these things are set up pretty nicely. i am starting out in the morning taking some frieght down to BRAWLEY. CA.. down by the salton sea south of palm springs. this will be a different thing for me. so i will keep in touch as best i can...will be out 8 to 10 days at a time. so hope it all works out as planned...will be a first if it does. so take care and keep me in you thoughts...ola...marty

Blah!
Just a quick FYI, I have had an adult album on this site forever, all it basically had pictures of were piercings and then some gifs that fubar had marked nsfw (they werent of me). I am so sick of people asking to see the folder that I just said screw it and deleted it. The folder has been locked to only me forever, and occasionally I would let people see it. But blah, I am so much more the nsfw.

Synthetic
Synthetic Skin the phrase unique…enough to make you weak Enough to make the clouds around you storm and weep. Not everyone's the same, for love can't make us sweet It's all about the pain and how it makes it all complete. As morbid as it sounds, the merry will go around and 'round We're bound to run around until that rusted crown breaks down. It's easy to pretend, to bend our strength and seem content When everything's a drought, it's better to relent the omnipotence. And everything's all right until that final line kicks in While everybody drowns, we'll swim along its darkened skin. It is sin that will make us…in its wings it shall break us- A syringe in our stream pushing in and crowding our demise Until everybody dies…everybody dies. Deep breathe, exhale between your teeth if there are any gaps Take in the surrender and suck the glue right off that paper bag. Jetlags will deform you. Porn mags will comfort you Just rub

Military
ok so ive been trying to get back onto active duty since July and the recruiter im working with doesnt know what hes doing so today i decided to contact another recruiter in another town. He told me that getting back in right now is gonna be hard to do. Right now im in the Navy Reserves and unemployed and really want to go back to active duty i miss it and regret getting out! So my question for you is should i stay on reserves and keep trying to find a new job or keep pushing this active duty stuff until it happens? Im going back to active duty eventually but i gotta do something right now cuz im very quickly running out of money and getting very frustrated!! Any advice would be appreciated!!!! I would even consider switching branches if thats what it takes!!

Big Wishguy Fan
As if you couldnt tell by now lol im a HUGE wiseguy fan. I have uploated 10 stashs that has to do with wiseguy. I was only a little kid when wiseguy was on. Under 10 years old even. But it was my all time favorite show. I still remember watching the show when I was little. I am even wanting to save up and get the complete dvd set. hehe I know maybe I'm crazy but come on who wouldnt think Vinnie was cute?? I know some out there would say hes not. But, even not yet 10 I thought he was sooooooo cute. Just to bad they dont still show wiseguy reruns on tv anymore hehe.

Sugardaddy Returns!!!
Tongue2Swe...: i am old but not dead..you are very sex ..so I just told you what I was thining... ->Tongue2Swe...: i personally would not let you anywhere near me ->Tongue2Swe...: ok well go fucking find one of those women ->Tongue2Swe...: the fact that your desperate enough to hit me up asking to be my sugar daddy two days in a row now is gross Tongue2Swe...: that is your opinion hun and I respect that but some women find me attractive ->Tongue2Swe...: your old enough to be my parent which is disgusting in itself ->Tongue2Swe...: your not even remotely attractive Tongue2Swe...: lol i never spend anything special with them and they are always calling me back...why do u hate older ppl?... ->Tongue2Swe...: do you enjoy having to buy womens attention and attraction? ->Tongue2Swe...: no they dont. they like your money. Tongue2Swe...: i don't have to hun...actually a lot of women all ages like me ->Tongue2Swe...: How many women have you raped? Tongue2Swe...: just lewt me eat you

I Sex Myself
I ripped this from ™Lil™Spicey™Southern™Belle™ ღDaNgErOuSஐCuRvEsღ Thank you So Much Beautiful!! I hope you enjoy reading mine just as much as i enjoyed reading hers.... What is it that you absolutely need sexually? I love to be licked!! I love to please, it gets me goin! I love to be teased! Hair pulling is a must Kiss ME!! What is something you have always wanted to try? my man to watch me with another man and join if he pleases What is something you have never done in bed before? a 3some What time of day do you like to have sex? Any time, ALL the Time What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? My nipples played with How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? About 3 minutes If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? EXCITED!!!!! Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Nope-Go for it Have you ever faked an orgasm? Yes an

Springtime
New beginnings and fresh starts a time to heal broken hearts Looking forward to brand new things time to try and spread new wings As trees bud out and flowers appear the birds are singing songs of cheer A refreshing time of joy and hope makes me feel like I can almost cope Flowers will grow and begin to bloom take time to enjoy and forget all the gloom Look ahead for brighter days to find leave the pain and sorrows all behind

Deep
WHEN YOU HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR SO LONG WITHOUT SOMEONE TO SHARE THEIR LIFE YOU START TO BELIEVE ALL HOPE IS GONE YOU WILL BE FOREVER IN SO MUCH STRIFE WHEN SOMEONE TRIES TO SHOW THEY CARE TO WANT TO GIVE YOU ALL THEY CAN YOU START TO DOUBT YOU GET REAL SCARED YOU ARE TERRIFIED TO TAKE THEIR HAND IT IS SUCH A SHOCK AND A CHANGE FOR YOU TO ACCEPT IS A REAL HARD THING TO DO YOU THINK ABOUT IT AND START TO TREMBLE TO THE RELATIONSHIP YOU TRY TO HINDER AFTER FEELING SO LOW FOR ALL THIS TIME COURAGE AND STRENGTH ARE HARD TO FIND INSIDE YOU TREMBLE AND PHYSICALLY SHAKE YOU FEAR AGAIN THAT YOU WILL MAKE A MISTAKE YOU WANT TO BELIEVE AND SHARE EVERYTHING WITH SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOUR HEART SING YOU NEED SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO WAIT FOR AT SOME POINT THE LOVE WILL BE GREAT

1st Blog
Well i wanted to take the time and make my very first blog! Break it in, so to say. I dont have to much to say here but i had to see how it all worked. Being a myspace junkie, i can see this website isnt anything like that! WITCH is good! Nooby in the house! lol

Lonely
The most horrible of feelings one will ever know Is that of lonliness, worthlessness and nowhere to go Sometimes life deals us such a heavy load That is seems like there is no one with us along this road When we get like this so burdened down Its real easy for our enemies to make us drown Not able to bring ourselves to up for air We literally give up and live in total despair It seems like when we are already so low Thats when we get more burdens on us to tow At this time it is easy to want to give up and die to throw our hands in the air and say no more can I try It is at this point that I now stand alone Not knowing how much more on me can be thrown My burdens are heavy and weighing me down No matter how much I try to smile all I do is frown Somewhere someday

Fedora Live From The Vip Lounge
Here is my week in an epic 7 minute video. I hope you enjoy. Thank you for all your mail about how I should keep posting my videos here. Makes me smile really big. Love love love, peace and light. (PS We got kicked off YouTube and had to start another channel. Please get over to this link and subscribe again. http://www.youtube.com/user/fivenakedmodels2

My Friend's Blog From This Morning
Yesterday, I had a call from my OBGYN office explaing to me the results from the LEEP they had preformed and it wasn't good I do have cervical cancer now the doctor wants me to see a oncologist cancer specialist, I don't know what to do aymore my brian is like mush right now it fucked me up to hear what she had been telling me, I called my husband at work to tell him the news he had come home and the doctor wanted to sit down an talk with the both of us so we went there an talked he said that the tumor was deep in the margins which I don't know what the hell that is but anyways I'm freaking out and scared as hell to what this other doctor is going to tell me, also I had a call from my sister yesterday telling me that my mother was in the hospital with Pneumonia it's in her left lung, I tried talking with her that day before she had went in and she was off the wall wasn't saying much and just babbling, I guess from what the doctors was saying she wasn't getting enough oxgen to her brian

Autobiography
FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: New Autobiographical Novel Unearths Author’s Abusive Childhood The Birth of Violence by new author Ronjon serves as an inspiration for others to overcome abuse and adversity CONCORD, Calif. – The Birth of Violence follows author Ronjon’s footsteps during the first 21 years of his turbulent life of child abuse, military school and a life of crime. On these life challenges, he says, “Some people write about it, some people live it and some people do not make it.” Ronjon hopes the autobiographical novel will act as a sort of manual for parents on “what not to do to their children and what the results might be for that child if they do,” he says. “They have to remember that a child is not born bad, but becomes bad from the way that he is raised.” Although the story of his first 21 years were rocky, Ronjon overcame hardship , learned from his consequences and became encouraged to write about his story by his English teacher at Diablo Valley College. “My first tho

Awesome Song
This is a song by an acapella Christian group I heard about 5 or 6 years ago. They are awesome. Anyway, I used this song as background for a presentation I did for my daughter's graduation party. I found it last night while backing up my computer. It's an awesome song and if your kids are still young (or you have grandkids), it becomes even more meaningful. Remember... there are no instruments, just their voices. I need to get the CD freom the kids and rip all the songs onto my computer. Let me know what you think. Free file hosting by FileAve.com

Who Wants To Talk?
Hey.. im really bored and have no idea yet how to work this website.. very new to it, i will figure it all out some day soon when i have time to sit down and play on here. But until then if your hot and between the ages of 18-28 you can get ahold of me on here or gimme a call or send a text to 641 504 3179.. if your old or ugly please dont waste my time.. i will find out, you cant lie forever.. hope to hear from some of ya soon

Help A Hussy Out!
Help a hussie out! WetCat is hosting a HH on Sunday@11AM Fubar time.She will also turn on her autos. So she needs all the help she can get to ORACLE! Go show her all the love you can! ☂ ώετÇåt ☂@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Another Test
You\'re a Blue Beast MartiniYour Seagram\'s cocktail drink is a Blue Beast Martini. Your color personality is Blue. In addition, you love a sense of adventure and love to party!Take this Quiz! ========================================================= You Are FearlessYou don\'t scare very easily, in fact you look terror in the eye and turn it away! Test your fear factor by seeing \'The Eye\'...in theaters Feb. 1st!! http://www.theeyethefilm.com/Take this Quiz!

Hmm Just A Test
You TransformYou and your lover have a few differences, so in order to make your love last - you transform yourself into an irresistible being, just so you and your baby can rock-on in pure bliss! Your signature Valentine\'s day cocktail is \'The Transfusion\'- blend 2 parts Alizé Gold Passion, 1 part coconut rum, and 1 ½ parts cranberry juice together and serve over in a rocks glass. Make love...last more than just one night. Love always, AlizéTake this Quiz!

Entry 3
Well, I am continuing to read. Have been really busy last couple of weeks and don't feel like I am making the progress that I would like to be making. Went through my closet yesterday though and I found a bunch of books I forgot that I have and I have never read!! I am starting one now. Finished a few others. I am up to like twelve books read so far. Need to start reading much faster! On with my list... -Too Late to Say Good-bye=Ann Rule -The Undertaker's gone Bananas=Paul Zindel -A Soldier's Heart-Gary Paulsen -The Borrowers=Mary Norton Keep coming with the suggestions. I am starting The Jinx by Jennifer Sturman now.

Stolen But Loved...
the last gunfighter ballad The old gunfighter on the porch stared into the sun and relived the days of living by the gun when deadly games of pride were played and living was mistakes not made and the thought of the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke Ah, the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke It's always keep your back to the sun and he can almost feel the weight of the gun it's faster than snakes or the blink of an eye and it's a time for all slow men to die and his eyes get squinty and his fingers twitch and he empties the gun at the son of a bitch and he's hit by the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke hit by the smell of the black powder smoke and the stand in the street at the turn of a joke Now the burn of a bullet is only a scar he's back in his chair in front of the bar and the streets are empty and the blood's all dried

A Struggle From Within
Sound channels fade left to right Let them pray, Let them Pray Wither its demented; Or i have a lost soul No matter what i do Seems i can never get through I've lost my way too you Beaten, Burnt, Scarred Like an Oasis; You appear I thirst, i reach for a drink You disappear Skies dim gray; dull Numb, blurred, distant Life fades away So let them pray; because No matter what i do I've lost my way too you

To My Friends And Fam
hi all i'm writtin this to let u all know that i'm really sorry that i haven't been able to help u all out..as some of u may know that i've been goin through somethings and it has prevented me from bein on here i try to get on when i can to see ppl and to let u all know that i'm doin ok...once i get things straight i'll be back on and ready to help all that i can..

Reality
Clouds bellow in the distance Burst of wind ravages the meadow Uprooted, tossed away --Rewind On the edge, a tree stands tall Flourished in beauty; strucked Slanted, falls -- Rewind 2 Squirrels play along side a tree Jaguar in the shadows strikes; swipes Echo's, avalanche -- Rewind A honey bee makes its rounds "Buzzzz", Flying; Dodges leaves Spider web, caught --Rewind You and I, camping trip Lost of Direction; Arguments We split into different paths [Press Play]

Things That You Change To Change People
we've all had our fair share of ups and downs and i really don't want to go into the whole people suck, life sucks, everything sucks becuz that just isn't my perspective anymore..... to a few who i will keep unnamed, you have no idea what i think, how i feel or really what i am even doing. everyone is always at my back about my attitude and my outlook and what this and what that, here's a clue: you can talk all you want but i always have to right to listen or not listen all i want! i've changed things about me that you have no idea even existed and yes thats right i changed hoping that someone else would get the drift and change too. people become too comfortable in their positions of authority, who gave you the right to tell me how i should live my life, what i should do or say, give me the ways to make things easier when you clearly have no idea! SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!! until you have walked a mile in someone else's shoes and seen what they have seen, done what they have done and know ho

The Reader's Revolution And Giving Up The Four C's
“In 1970 barely half the people in the world were literate, and many of them could only afford a few books. Middle-class people needed installment plans to afford an encyclopedia. Local libraries offered a limited selection of books; new titles were on sale in bookstores but soon disappeared unless they were bestsellers. Today, more than 80 percent of the world’s people can read, and 22 percent have access to the greatest library in history. The Web provides classic books and reference works like Wikipedia free of charge, and the online network of booksellers means that no book ever really goes out of print. Whatever it is, old or new, someone somewhere will sell it to you, often at a bargain price.” I needed something today – these excerpts from the February “Reader’s Digest” article, “It’s A Wonderful Life” have certainly been helping me – when I came online and found one friend I have on a page slurred with the same message thirty times. I can only delete one comment at a

Hey Everyone
sorry everyone haven't been on in a while so please send some pic comments and what not and i will return the favor i miss you all on here i would love to hear from most of you or all of you so please just hit me up some time thanks and talk to you all later MIKE

Just Do It Damnit!!!!!!!!
If your reading this then you must do it too.. What is it that you absolutely need sexually? A WOMEN........LOL What is something you have always wanted to try? SKY DIVING..... What is something you have never done in bed before? THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING. What time of day do you like to have sex? MORNING, NOON, AND NIGHT What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? BEER......LOL THATS SO BAD. JUST MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL AND THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT ME WITH THOSE COME AND GET ME EYES How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? NOT LONG AT ALL.... If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? THAT IS SO HOT...LOVE IT, IF THEY DON'T HEAR I'M NOT DOING IT RIGHT LOL Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? YES, YES, YES, AND YES Have you ever faked an orgasm? YES I HAVE DON'T ASK WHY BUT I KNOW I HAVE What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? My t

Coming To America
It’s readily apparent that I get all types of emails & material in my inbox. Those messages often include actual personal emails from friends & acquaintances, i.e. people I like receiving emails from. Well, Suave sent this one and, even though I’ve seen the movie more than enough, some of these stumped me. Therefore, I ask for your help in completing the “Coming To America Quiz.” 1. What is Akeem’s full name? 2. “My name is Peaches…” what is her sister’s name? 3. Who is Dottie? 4. Who falls down the stairs and farts? 5. In the Miss Black Awareness Pageant, how many women are wearing a thong bikini? 6. Who directed Coming to America? 7. What year and month did Coming to America hit the theaters? 8. “It’s got one window facing a brick wall. I used to rent it to a blind man” How is this later contradicted? 9. How does the king punish Semmi? 10. What is the name of Randy Watson’s band? 11. What is the big difference between the Big Mic and the Big Mac? 1

Stolen From Lil Spicey Southern Belle
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Passion. Don't fake it, show me what ya want. What is something you have always wanted to try? Heh. Pretty much done what I wanted, now just want a great lover/great friend. What is something you have never done in bed before? Anything that is even NEAR the realm of gheyness... What time of day do you like to have sex? I'm a guy, what'cha think?!? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? Her eyes flutter... (yeah, I said "flutter"...) How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Honestly, I'm a gentleman... her hand needs to make the first move. And then, it's ON. If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends who it is. Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Love it when guys check out my gf... Have you ever faked an orgasm? Believe it or not, guys do this too... What Part of your body are you self-consc

Poem
Angel, I now see they do exist. Playing the lens to trick into capture, this beautiful soul that seems so bliss. I have no doubt anymore, you are an angel virgin whore. Your wings are shredded you cannot fly, I am your lion standing at your side. I will protect you I own your sin, to catch your tears is to keep my grin. What keeps my gaze is not your skin or your stabbing eyes. But your purity in this world that in wickedness created its own demise. I will hate this world with the one I love.

Update On My Parents
This is probably the hardest blog I've ever written thus far, but with so many wonderful friends sending well wishes and the fact that I don't want to miss anyone who has sent them, I felt it needed to be done. As many of you know, my mother was taken on Monday, by ambulance, to the hospital. Her heart rate was over 300, her BP 275/180 and she couldn't breathe. After spending time with her both yesterday and today, and speaking with two of her doctors, I have some updated information. She was diagnosed with breast cancer about 12 years ago. After going through the required regimen of treatments and a radical mastectomy of one of her breasts, it went into remission for almost 7 years. Then about 4 years ago, the drs discovered that the breast cancer had metastasized to several areas of bone. Once again, she went through treatment and they declared she was once again in remission. After speaking with her oncologist today, they have discovered tumors on a few of her organs and

Armor.
"Yeah, something invariably gets through" He shrugs with a slight laugh as you notice all the holes torn through the armor's surface. It's an unlikely blend of Eastern and Western styles. Polished to a bright sheen, despite its scars. Though you do notice a hint of what may be rust, or even blood, flecked hither and yon. "Just the way it goes. It's as certain as death and taxes, really," he smiles, a silvery steel finger abscently tracing across the patchwork repairs over the heart of the breastplate. "Sure, it protects from the little things. Sticks. Stones. Crap like that. But get something sharp, in the right hands? Yeah. May as well be naked." "Eh?" "Why wear it then???!!!" "Ah. You don't think it protects very well." "You're wrong." "It's not there to protect me." "It's there to protect you."

Movie Review: "taking Chance" (2009)
Film: "Taking Chance" (2009) Rated PG for many scenes of sadness and mourning Plot: The true story of hoe an USMC officer escorts the remaims of a fallen USMC elistman home for burial. Good Points: The film shows the care and respect the remains of fallen US military personnel by those who prepare them for burial and transport.; It shows how the loss of one effects the lives of many.; The film makes no political statement about the Iraqi War II or US military policies.; You never see the dead's face until the end credits in which photos and video are shown of him. Bad Points: None Kids Caution: Children under 12 may not understand the storyline. Out Of Four Stars: I give this film four stars. This is a film that if you have HBO, then you must see it.

My Ex Husband
I know this is long but I could really use your opinion on this...Im torn. Please comment with your TRUE feelings and thoughts after, no matter how brutal it may be. My Exhusband was verbaly and emotionaly abusive for years before I left him last year. He hurt me BAD. For the record we were married for 10 years. My family is still talking and chatting and inviting him to family functions. He shows up smiling and laughing and acting like nothing is wrong with his girlfriend by the way. My question is....is it too much to ask that my family not do that. To stop inviting him, when he picks up the kids...to not spend hours, in front of me, chatting and laughing with him. Last time he showed up to pick up the boys, I was at my moms house, he showed up with his girlfriend and my family spent and hour and a half chatting with him. He managed to piss me off right from the get go and I was in the back yard crying on my fiancees sholder. My mom found me and told me to stop bei

Lady
LADY part of my problem is you maybe you can finally understand the lady I love is in there I think I can give her a hand the walls she is behind are many a maze of built up feelings the dark ones are anger, revenge self hate, self loathing, unworthiness the ones of self respect are few the bright ones are love, joy, happiness I believe you get the Idea the heavy ones are duty, honor, responsibility the fire is desire, it will burn you if you're not careful there are some that aren't what they seem these are fantasy ,dreams, imagination some of them aren't real, others are very tricky the light all around you is life sometimes it is darker or brighter sometimes it is different colors like blue or red or green but since it is all around you it can't realy pass you by i'd charge to your rescue but eskimos feel trapped in hot and heavy shining armor besides, I got lost when I looked for you so it is up to you to save the day if you do

Nutty
NUTTY Oh everyone's a little nutty, it's plain if you let yourself see everyone's a little nutty , maybe as nutty as me everybody's a little bit nutty if you're black or white or grey everybody's a little bit nutty it's why we're here today everyone's a little nutty if you're straight or Bi or gay everyone's a little nutty no matter what you think or do or say everybody's a little bit nutty if you're hard at work or play everybody's a little bit nutty it's easy to be that way everyone's a little nutty it's survival of the fittest everyone's a little nutty the nutty tend to do the best everybody's a little bit nutty if you're fuzzy or hairy or bald everybody's a little bit nutty no matter what you're called the world is a nutty place, you have got to be a little nutty or you're just not living.

Stupid Fuckin Clown
OK...ya'll know what has been goin on with juggycunt. My question is...how do we fuckin put a stop to it. e have all tried, yet it continues. IDGAF about her name calling..or the posters she has made with my pic. What pisses me off is that she keeps pushin..when I ignore her she makes fake profiles with my pic. And so...I have went to support..they call it a member dispute...yes..but she has also violated the TOS several times. Now she is threatening legal action against US I read it in a SB convo between her and a friend (she was under a fake acct of course). I guess this is just an angry rant...that many of us are bein told to fuck off when asking for help. fubar is not even enforcing their own rules..unless there is monetary gain for it it seems. Blah Fuck it. End rant

My Family Pimpout Be Sure To Show These Guys Some Love
Welcome To My Family Pimpout I Have Made This To Show My Appreciation Of Having Such Wonderfull Family On Fubar These Guys Are Awesome So If You Don't Have Them On Your Friends List Be Sure To Visit There Pages Rate ... Add ... & ... Fan Them I Can Promise You That You Want Be Dispaointed Please Click On The Pictures Below ~♡~§ÚMMÈR~♡~§håÐðw~Lêvêlêr~ Öwñêr~Ö£~Èrð†ï¢Ðrêåm§~@ fubar Archangel@ fubar Shadow Leveler Team Leader~Passionman71~R/L Hubby of ~Farscapecat~@ fubar Scarlett{Shadow Leveler Team Leader}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Gary & Stalker of BooBoo@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By InFarred.Fu Slave to Mz Chelle... Garys Fo@ fubar

Amended Shedule For Remaining Week Till 3/1
Things got miscomboobalated this week - so lets see if this works - - I did schedule myself light the next 2 days because i have to work on the show for saturday and havent had time to do it at all - but with ben running his autos SUNDAY - i will be workin some of his shift then when i would have been off WEDNESDAY Devious 4pm – 9:30pm EST (3pm -8:30pm CST) Humpday Bounty 9:30pm -1am EST (8:30pm – 12:00 AM CST) Humpday Pet 1PM .. till whenever - if busy (QUEENY No Djing) THURSDAY DEVIOUS 3pm – 6pm EST (2pm – 5pm CST) PET 6pm – 10pm EST (5pm – 9pm CST) BOUNTY 10pm – 3am EST (9pm – 2am CST) Doubleshot (QUEENY no DJing ) FRIDAY (Pet Off Work) Devious 3PM to 7pm EST (2:00pm to 6pm CST) Queeny 7 to 9:30 EST PET 9:30pm – 3pm EST (8:30pm – 2am CST) TGIF Jam ( BOUNTY no DJing ) SATURDAY Devious 3pm -8pm EST (2pm – 7pm CST) Queeny 8pm -11pm EST (7pm – 10pm CST) HITS SHOW Bounty 11pm – 2am ++ EST (10pm – 1am++ CST) HITS SHOW (PET NO DJING) SUNDAY Dev

Strange Day
I had the strangest day yesterday. I was walking down the road. When I went to cross the street this huge 1973 cadillac hit the gas. I barely jumped out of the way. Approximately 5 minutes later the car hit the breaks right next to me. The driver jumped out and pulled a gun. I was scared shitless! He pulled the trigger and shot the raccoon behind me. A second later a PETA person jumped out of the bushes and shot the guy in the head. I have never seen brain soup before.

Cyber Fights
so everyone has friends that have been cyber bullied at least once....... I have one in particular (wont name names) who doesnt take it lieing down and is fighting back. The only problem is she's had no real loss out of it...... she hasnt lost anything finanacially or lost out on a potential job.... hell she hasnt even lost friends over it. now she wants to claim fraud against the other person. fraud, in and of itself is not a crime (although it is deplorable). fraud is a means to commit a crime, which unfortunately, hasnt taken place. This other person decided to take pictures of her and create a new account making the same name. Since this is a free site and has seemingly unlimited server space, people can create multiple accounts if they choose to and it isnt illegal. They can pass themselves off as someone else and not face retribution for it. Hence why the salute system was created, to prove you are who you say you are without having to provide personal information.... w

Please Please Pleaseeeeeeeee
EACH OF THESE 3 FRIENDS NEED JUST 1 RATE PLEASE. IT WILL ONLY TAKE A SECOND TO CLICK ON EACH PIC AND RATE 10 OR 11 FOR THEM AND I'D SUPER APPRECIATE IT!! PLEASE CHECK EVEN IF YOU ALREADY RATED TO SEE IF YOU CAN RATE AGAIN!! THANKS SO MUCH!!

Finished Song
Can't you feel my Tears... copy rite Donnie Harper 2009 Can't you feel my tears Feel how they're fallen for you Can't you feel my heart Dying for you Breaking for you Just don't turn away No don't turn your back on me Don't throw my Love away I have braved the night Broke those chains of hell for you Gave to you my life Built my dreams all for you Just don't turn away No, Don't turn your back on me Don't throw our love away... I can here it calling, Your darkness calling for you Death and darkness fall Dragging me through hell with you You lie and cheat and scream This agony is killing me Don't throw our love away Can't you feel my tears Feel how they're falling for you Can't you feel my heart Dying for you, Breaking for you Don't throw our love away. (this was actually originally written in 1985, this is a rewrite and arrangement for current project)

O
SO SO SO VERY SORRY ABOUT THE ATTENTION GETTER IN THE SUBJECT LINE BUT MAN ITS SOME DESPERATE TIMES HERE LOL OH BABY PLZ DON'T FORGET TO RATE THIS BLOG A TEN IF YOU WOULD PLZ TY TY I have been at this for over 2 hours now tossing the link out to everyone on my friend list and so far its got her 15 rates or so.. This is very tiring and hard work but I made her a promise that I would help. But omg you guys I'm for real getting so tired... Plz thank you for coming this far and if you rate them thank you again but also plz send your friends if you can. We are down about 100 rates and unless we kick some butt she they will both loose.. also people seem to repeat them selves on my friend list. I got as far as page 311 and I saw many people pop up twice by then so if I send you the link twice I'm very sorry.. I dont mean to but by page 311 and at this hour everything looks the same.. If I dont say thank you in the shout box its because I missed your shout is all.. I'm thankin

Old Poem Of Mine I Found
Is there some one out there; Is there no one out there; Can some one help me, I need it truely; Can you hear me, I scream so loudly; Why can't you hear me, I need you surely; Has my voise been lost in the wind; I have fallen off the end of the ledge; Now I am holding on to the edge; I am slipping and fallen and I cant pull myself up; Is there some one out there; Is there no one out there; Please come help me; Why can't you see me; You stand right before me, you stair right at me; Why won't you help you stair right though me; I got lost on my path; I have lost sight along the way; It has been growing dark and lerey as time passes me by; the light has left me and the darkest of the dark has joined me; Your staire is deadly but can you help; I ask, I beg of you give me the chance; I merely got llost along the way; I want to live I need to live; Yes my heart and soul are truely tanted; Leave me be I shall raise and f

Auto 11's Coming This Friday
MY FIRST AUTO 11's Plz Help Me Level AUTO 11's COMING SOON! THIS FRIDAY!!! 12PM FU-TIME 2PM CENTRAL THANKS TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT HAS HELPED ME THIS FAR! XOXO Hope to see you there! Create a custom bulletin at AllLayedOut.com!

To Show You How Much I Love U
I've made a vow, to no one but you I pledge my love to forever be true I'll take care of you and treat you right I'll lay beside you all through the night I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm I'll help you and guide you and clear a path I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through I'll take your side even if you're wrong Just to prove our love is strong I'll plant you flowers and make them grow They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know I'll whisper your name when no one is near So low that only you can hear You'll feel my love even if we're apart You'll know that we are one in heart

His Pleasure
His eyes, deep and mysterious, looking at what is His. Sparks a twinkle, hinting at His intentions. No revelation leading to His thoughts. Only looking down at His treasure’s they smile, they share, they grow. His smile too, hides his truest thoughts, of using and abusing what is His. The passion in his kiss relaxes, calms them filling them with awe’ Made ready for the pain He will inflict. The first one’s body tenses as she feels the pain. Then the other also, as cries fill the air, The humor in His smile now gone. Concentrating only on the pain that He gives, This pain they accept, as a gift from their Master taking all that He gives, with love and devotion knowing the pleasure that He receives, what their acceptance brings, As they see it in His eyes their pain is His pleasure, but not only His. As the wetness between their legs Showing Him, it is of their pleasure too.

Letting Go
Today I did probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life, and anybody that knows me, knows I don't cry in front of people, and I spent most of the morning crying in front of anybody that saw me. I don't feel like going into major details, but I just want to apologize now to anybody that might think I'm being iffy, blah, or shitty or whatever when I talk to them. I'm not mad at anybody. I'm just not the girl that can hide her own emotions and feelings to worry about everyone else anymore. She's starting to come first. And I dont apologize for that.... It's just time to let go of some things, and realize it shouldnt be that hard when there's nothing there you're honestly holding onto....

Poopie List
Ghost Poopie- The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie- The kind where you poopie it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie- The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and still feels unwipped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear, so you won't ruin them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie- This happens when you're done poopieing and you've pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize that you have to poopie some more. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Forehead-Poopie- The kind were you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. Lincoln Log Poopie- The kind of poopie that is so huge, your afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. Gassy Poopie- It's so noisy, everyone within earshot is giggling. Corn Poopie- Self explanatory. Gee-I-Wish-I-Could-Poopie-Poopie- The kind

Mass Control Give Away Review
Mass Control Give Away ReviewThere will be more blog posts touching on the Mass Control techniques in more detail, but for now, I will leave you with one relationship building tip.Often we forget that when someone surfs the net, he's in a different frame of mind as compared to going to a shopping mall, watching TV or listening to radio. Even when he's on the net, his frame of mind is determined by the medium he's using at the moment.For example, if someone is using a search engine, he's usually in the frame of mind to get an answer to a question or to purchase something specific. Blog readers are usually looking for information or to be entertained.Let's be serious, there's plenty of people making dump truckloads of money on the Internet and they cannot teach anything worth a damn. Frank takes the most complex concepts and makes them simple -- and that is an incredible skill.And because he is such a great teacher...I bend over backwards when I hear his name mentioned anywhere to listen

Birthday Coming Up'ns...
I noticed that there are quite a few Birthdays coming up...including mine Pisces Rock!.....just saying Just wanted to say that I hope I get as much love as I have seen and been a part of, past B-days of certain kick ass friends. I'm not going to ask for anything specific like alot of people, all I care about is just being thought of and such....even though it is just a stupid site (j/k Jesus , it still means alot when people acknowledge you and send you love...which ever way it may be. ......Just saying

Today
I can still feel the sting of the sand burning in the corner of my eyes. The smell of the salty sweat pouring from my skin. The night has labored on like it was a millions years. I can barely see the horizon as the sun begins to rise. I can hear what sounds like thunder comming closer to me. It would be a great relief to have some water. But nothing will drown away the parched feeling I have. its hard to believe that was so long ago, as I remember every smell, every sight, every sound like it just happend. SO today many years later. I do not morn the passing of SSGT MCneely, SGT Spencer. I just remember them and the dedication they took with them to the grave. For the love of God and country. I honor you everyday when I put on my uniform and try to make you proud.

2/24/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
The weekend continued to be interesting. That is not always a good thing. But sometimes it was. Did see lots of friends, and that is always a great thing! But now I have my week cut out for me. Busy! Look for some new promo photos coming soon. Might be appearing as early as sometime today, with more to follow. Please comment on the photos you like in the gallery. Now for the current video blog... I announced it yesterday on Twitter, but didn't have time to do it here yet, until now. (My main page has the Twitter banner, in case you want to see what I'm doing during the days. Just click and see.) Ok, here's the current vlog. Gas (Note that Pinky Von Fluffington makes an appearance again. ) *Also, I wanted to say THANKS SO MUCH to the people who have ordered my CD recently. Buying my music legally and legitimately helps me to continue to make music, and entertain you, and be a presence here online. Blogging, vlogging, replying to emails etc. I do that in appreciation of your supp

Pleaze Pleaze Pray For My Friend
Wei-Yi Va@ fubar PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND JAIME. SHE HAS RECENTLY LEARNED THAT SHE DOES HAVE CERVICAL CANCER. YOU CAN READ ABOUT IT IN HER BLOGS. PLEASE SHOW ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU CAN. SHE MEANS SO MUCH TO ME! THANK YOU.

Romance
I search for you my love, though I have not seen your face and have not heard your voice, I know your there. I feel your heart and you have felt mine, we wait for that moment that we will touch. I know not your face but know that your love is better than fine wine. Do not look upon my past, as it is dark, and has tanned my soul. I search for you and have not kept good, my heart, only trying to keep yours. When I find you I will not hide you, I will open up the doors of my life and show you freely, being proud, you are my treasure. I will hold you with strength as you sleep with your head upon my chest. With you I will give clean to what the world has made profane and perverse. Where are you, that rose among the weeds, that one rose which still holds lives thorns that needs to be trimmed away. You're the single fruit tree among the pines and I will not make the mistakes of the past, I will catch the wolves that try to eat and destroy the fruits. Our roots are deeper than the wolves can

A Night Of True Love
Staring up at the sky looking into the deepness. My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds shining their light upon me. They radiate the love and passion I feel deep inside myself right now. I yearn for you to be with me tonight. I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us. Tonight, for the first time, I am balanced between love and happiness. My body aches for your tender touch. I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. Moving together in synch as we become one body... one heart, one soul--- one being. The tension and pleasure that was built up between us, now is released in a single massive explosion. Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds that can be heard as we fall together against the comfort of the bed. The only blankets we use are each others arms drowning into th

Vote 4 Sum Of None
Wassup everyone...my band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page www.979cprrocks.com we thank everyone for their support.

Our First Night
The first time we touched, you held me so tight that feeling I felt only felt so right. Things were moving kind of fast and I felt ashamed You made me feel so comfortable and said no one is to blame. You made love to me that night and also the next day Things went fast I wondered what you would say, You didn't say a word just held my hand, That made me feel closer to you.... you were that perfect gentleman. We are miles apart and I wonder when I will see you again, I can't wait till I kiss you, hold you, and just see you.... My Friend. MY LOVE

A Million Uses
ok maybe not a million but . . . Who Knew??? 1. To remove a bandage painlessly, Saturate the bandage with vodka. The stuff dissolves adhesive. 2. To clean the caulking around bathtubs and showers, Fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka, spray the caulking, Let set five minutes and wash clean. The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew. 3. To clean your eyeglasses, Simply wipe the lenses with a soft, Clean cloth dampened with vodka. The alcohol in the vodka cleans the glass and kills germs. 4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodka And letting your safety razor blade soak in the alcohol after shaving. The vodka disinfects the blade and prevents rusting. 5. Spray vodka on wine stains, Scrub with a brush, and then blot dry. 6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka to your face. As an astringent to cleanse the skin and tighten pores. 7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo. The alcohol cleanses the scalp, removes toxins from hair, And

Autos On - Returning All Love
I'm running autos for the 2nd time. I'm pretty confident that I can reach level 24 today but I'm really hoping I can get enough of my friends to come help me out and get me to level 25. I really do watch my bartab but I welcome you to leave comments or messages so I can be sure to return any love you've shown me. Thanks to everyone. I know I have an awesome group of fufriends and I'm a lucky girl. XOXO Support the Troops (Tonya)

Ecstasy
in the gentle tides of lovers let the calming waters pull you down when I touch you I feel you shiver I feel your heartbeat I can never get enough as we leave the world behind restless turns moist your mouth with my tongue touching your face my hands strayed knowing your taste ecstasy fill me full with thirsty love flow inside me like champagne flowing inside the spiral as we feel the water rushing over us this gentle tide seeing this ocean in your eyes

To Good To Be True/
The sores are healing, I have a better feeling. There is still some tender spots inside, my feelings i can not hide. My heart is growing more everyday, you could never love too much,thats what they say. But, does it seem that love is the fastest route to pain, because, it seems the more i love , the more i question, am i going insane. When you love that much, and then hurt that bad, the outcome usually always means being sad. Thank god, everyday for love, weither good or bad, regaurdless, it's still love, which means you still have a heart, so be glad. To be numb inside, is never good, it only spells disaster,make up with family,you really should. I love my family,and im so glad we made up, and got over it, I love you MOM and DAD and Amy and Cj, don't ever forget......................